sweetmae's blog: "My Cousin's posts"

http://fubar.com/user/1374267 Mike 'country1982' B this is admitted downrater .. he said it his profile: PS: if you can'y handle flat out honesty on picture rate then don't get on there I am 100% honest in how i feel about a pic. not everyone is a ten...... he is too ugly to be honest .. cant be that here and keep friends .. at present he has rating of 7.92 (12) i am returning the favor of the rating of one, mind you "1" honest he rated my pic 1. is that honest ?? who deserves that kind of honesty.. following that with a block.. All family member please click on the following: Blocking Mike 'country1982' B or cut and paste the following: http://www.fubar.com/blockuser.php?block_id=1374267

so much love i feel for you my depression is behind me if i was to lose you my love do i gain depression again in the fading sunlight i am thinking of you as the sun disappears there is still you and me i close my eyes as you kiss my lips as i open my eyes only my finger on my lips i cant wait the day we are together again making love trying to make the product the product of our love a little girl would be great but a boy is fun too a boy just like you or a girl just like me please come back to me my love is swollen with no place to go i love you so much everyone can see my heart bare to see my love is naked as my body in lovemaking exposed to you in love as my body is exposed to you longing for your touch carrying your picture in my hand i reach to your face long you touch my bare essentials long for your caress to send me to ecstasy intense joy and rapture in the state of blissfulness

the time i found in my dad's stuff a couple videos very graphic box xxx seem to stand out most except the blazing graphics it stood out so much it lured me in made me curious what is interesting here but vhs format was in family room must wait til nobody home but when i popped in the tape the tape didnt start at beginning start in bright lit room girl on all fours was engaged i was glued at first felt wet myself soon became repetitive and easily bored me now i was fast forwarding tape watching them moving faster than possible the idea i was watching was naughty but they were going naughty too then there someone at the door i snapped the show to snow i was so flush when i answered the door or was it that i wondered if they heard the sounds sounds alone was enough for me i hear that sound at night in the next bedroom i didnt need to see it and hear it to know what it was to be doing now the action open and free to see it seem too bad to see but what i have already been makes think what i was doing wonder do i look like that when my love is showing me some lovin in the bedroom making the same sounds i hear the sounds i do not hear the sights i do not see but i smell the love mixing the video has no odors these i do not cause the pleasure i feel and the scent of love not of these tapes the video are boring cause where is the scent of love i am fond and the caress also fond feeling affection is better then the sight and sound the actual act is full of smells and caresses

in a bulletin i found a you tube video on the bulletin it said serious note everyone needs to see this i watch it though my tears it was "remember me", i am it bought tears to my eyes i need to support those for reminds me when my dad went on long cruises for months not for his enjoyment but the Navy now you know what i am talking about my dad would be gone months 'n months so long that i began to forget what he looked like even in his uniform i would be scare the day he returned i thought i had done something wrong that he would be away so long i held his picture in my hand so i could pick him out of the crowd so many are so happy to greet but i was scare of what punishing i received for him being gone less i be good he not return when i see him i would forget the punishing, the picture, my mom run i would to greet him hoping he remembers me he would scoop me up in his arms as we joined in one big grip of three i never see mom cry except then the tears tears of so much joy was shed i would hear faint noises of the ship noises of securing the ship i not hear for i was to hear only my dad who spoke of love for us see for your self the things you must see

subject: evoke a feeling post date: 2007-11-09 13:24:35 when you look at me like that i feel so squishy and so gooey your sad puppy dog eyes makes me melt when you touch me i feel so sensual desires my very essences are aroused during the embrace i hear you gasp know you inhale my scent just the perfume of my body scent i smell your scent musk of sweat as you labor over me ahhh musk so sweet the odor so squashy i feel with your smell your touch as you look at me dont ever stop i love you too

subject: the spirit is incomplete post date: 2007-10-11 11:12:39 i beg for more to have your very soul inside me to part my lips and push to my very being to feel the rhythm as you dance within it becomes repetition as the sound of the beat i beg for more as the beat of the music quickens i taste the very thrust as it goes though halls the touch against the walls simulating my center soul feeling my lips fold with the very thrust the rhythm varies as my lust raises wanting more to feel the rush of the bliss which is at hand the sweet rush to calm the spirit before the breath the breath be out of control with each thrust the awaiting explodes into wonderness bliss wishing it to never end but to find i am still breathing that before the breathing was so fast that it stood still as it become calmer i find you have exploded too the walls have been flooded and is still pouring down as a waterfall pours it being serenity to the being the soul become calm and serene but the spirit is still desirous

subject: uncontrolled post date: 2007-10-11 18:55:20 he caused me to quiver as he touched me expecting to feel his tonque soon something i enjoy so much tongue trailing the inside of my thighs i feel his tongue tracing around my lips taunting me raising the fire inside me begging to feel the touch to my center soul feeling the separation feeling warmful couldnt feel the cool air cause the tongue the tongue replaced it so quickly feeling the his tongue probing around the roughness of his tongue was just right right places to be touched by the the tip around the outside of the lips the inside of the lips oh the burning pleasure desire raising inside flooding though the walls oh finally to feel it punge deep inside going down the halls feeling against the walls pulling on his head helping to go deep there in feel the rush flood my being to come to you

subject: on my own post date: 2007-10-14 12:04:31 i was alone thinking about you the house is so empty now just thinking of wonderful times when i went to my room you and me had such wonderful times just thinking of cuddling when i went to my room i thought nothing of you had to do it on my own not just cuddling we did when i went to my room i hope i'm in your thoughts as we are in the naked embrace it is such folly to think of another when i went to my room all this is no good if you dont think of me cause my thoughts are of you when you went into my room

subject: a single embrace is forever post date: 2007-10-14 13:51:52 dont let your memory fade of me you will always be with me but old memory fades fast if all you remember is i love you dont let your memory fade of me memories are for you and me I'll be lying here beside you i will always love you dont let your memory fade of me old memories fade new ones are made for always and forever memories are words you string so well dont let your memory fade of me Once again now One more time new memories are made of a single embrace forever

subject: stopping my tears post date: 2007-10-19 00:31:52 i need a kiss to wipe the tears from my eyes tight embrace rocking in your arms face to face forehead to forehead breathing in your breathe my tears wet your chest as i feel that i am not crying anymore the tears are running down running over my tummy feel your tummy wet with my tears you wipe the remaining tears with a kiss to my eyelids as they run down my cheek your embrace consoles me