serenity's blog: "stuff"

found myself waiting for you today, just a glimpse of your face is all i wanted. Im happy now, yet talking to you makes me feel fusterated, confused not knowing why you make feel this way, im in love with someone else as are you but what is this need i have. to know you to be near you my unsure disire has me faltering unable to speak

being human is not a disease, its the quirks,dark thoughts and idiosecrencies that make us who we are. life can be a disease, pushing us to conform trying to break us, change us into their version of normal. scream, cryout, stay who you are, a person who is uniqe, who has there own thoughts, visons,and voice, be who you were meant to be, human.

In this life, whith its crazy up downs and wars, and not knowing what the future will bring. It seems that hope has left us, yet there are those who still believe. who see it whith every sunrise, in a childs ungaurded smile, there is hope. This world we live in may be in caos, with it's war mongering and politicians fighting amongst themselves instead of together. Hope may be faint yet, if we lend are voices to the cause if we fight as one, if we never stop believing there will alway be hope.

I wrote this yesterday would love comments from anyone. Your out of time it's over, I already knew I felt it in your fake embrace Mercy Me- I want to live my life retract your claws rides over love so true should not make you bleed why am I still bleeding Mercy Me- To forget would be devine to bad my hearts still on the floor TIME all I have is time to bad time hates me Mercy Me-

I feel odly disconected in a way, like life is slippin write past me and even with my death grip Im loosing ground. Life's ladder looming before me daring me to keep climbing. im scared fear coursing through me, I know what i want from this life, yet what if i can never reach it. would it not be easier to settle then to dream, why reach if what you want seems beyound even you. but curiosty will win over my fear, because i will keep climbing keep living keep discovering what life and it ladder will throw my way and i will dream.

hello everyone ive started writting again trying to get some poetry together for a project please let me know what you think ambra BREATHLESS a face comes to mind and i smile, the never ending urge to run my thumb across his bottum lip as he puts his hands through my hair, a memory the longing I feel is oh to real but where is he. I feel him, I know he's near i know he's real for the way my heart pounds as his breath caresses my cheek. yet why does he leave, the fear of him not returning makes me ache, makes me scream, leaves me breathless.

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