Cookie Monster's blog: "Thought this was so true"

This is for the Broken Hearted.......I know how you feel....Empty, Btrayed and no Happiness what so ever.

You dont want to laugh cause you know its not going to help, But you dont want to cry, Because you know it will make you feel worse.

You feel Like your Heart is falling apart, But Not only that, You know soon your life is going to feel like its falling apart too.

You dont think it will ever end,  and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders, why if they hurt you, do you still love them so much. Thats the confusing part, You dont know why, You just do.

" The Person who has the best capacity to make you the happiest, May give you the worst heartache you can imagine."

YOU were the BEST and WORST thing for ME.

And then after a few weeks you feel a sense of relief, Like your getting happy again, But you know inside your just going into denial.

I keep telling myself that i dont miss you, I dont love you, Maybe someday I will believe it.

And after a few more weeks, Your back to where you were an empty soul an teary eyed.

You thought you got over them, But really.......You stopped showing it.

When you are in love and get hurt. Its like a cut, It will heal, But the scar will be there forever.

And no one understand how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, No matter who they are, Because it hasnt happened to them. And if it has.....Every Broken Heart is Different.

They dont know the true pain you feel each and every day.

And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, Suddenly you break down and the tears start to flow, and your to the point where you just dont care.

Because youve spent many a nights laying awake in bed, and being haunted by the Scars.

And in the midst of all these tears, you know its not helping any, and its not going to bring them back if even you had them in the first place.

I dont know why we hold onto something we know we're better off letting go, Its like we're scared to lose something we dont even have.

But the truth is: "Having it half way is harder Then not having it at all"

After a million tears have been cried you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.

Your throat starts to clench, Your eyes start to burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.

Everyone says "It will Be OK"  But you know it wont. And thats the truth, It WONT.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this...and you realize people are Horrible.

Your still hurt but you've Learned to hide it, so everyone thinks your ok.

So now everytime you see this person...You know you still Love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart, Yearning for them to love you, Screaming out.

But for some reason they dont hear you......

Then you sit back and wonder how ONE person could have caused all of this.

You know you love someone when you cant hate them for breaking your heart.

There will always be faces you can never look at, Names you can never hear spoken, without the same old feelings returning.

Just when you think you can move on, You will remember all the reasons why you held on so long.

It Hurts to see someone you love ignoring you, it also hurts to see they dont feel your love. But it hurts even more to know they still love you too and just doesnt want you to know.

Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does....If you cant get someone out of your mind then maybe they are suppose to be there.

Love is not finding someone you can live with , But rather someone you cant live without.