Bunnie's blog: "promise's made in the dark"

Black Tears A tear fell from my face Making myself a disgrace Not wanting for it to be seen, My weakness from within My eyes are covered with black Hiding the gloom at the back Blurring my visions, Only seeing illusions Nothing in this world is real, As well as what I feel So tired of shedding these tears Along with my heartaches & fears All the pain & sorrow From yesterday ‘till tomorrow Hoping it would all be over Even though it seems forever

I crawled out of bed today with the hope of talking to you I thought maybe I was still asleep when I realized I was awake I knew that today would be another yesterday there would be no hope only dim promises of chance chances that are becoming harder for you to want to take she has you and I don't and no matter how hard I try I will never be more than just a whisper to the call of her birdsong she has laid at your feet the products of your seed from her came life not once but twice and you look upon that with a sense of commitment with a promise that’s not meant to be broken I know that deep within me I will always love you more than she ever could I will be closer to you in thought, in mind, and in heart but that is all that I will ever have the secret of our love and the shattering of my crystalline tears battered, beaten, & broken I will begin my journey and like Icarus I will fly to close to My sun I know that I shouldn’t but I will anyway and not only will my wings get burned but so will the very core of my fragile broken heart so let's be done with it and let the show begin...

My hands shake in anticipation. My mind is thousands of miles away at your side. Dark thoughts do i see satanic scenes teasing me. your wicked way has captured me. I feel your gentle hand touch upon my cheek I relax into you. I feel your heart beat next to my bosoms. Your soul cries out to me in the night. You have captured me. My heart sees only you, but the distance that lies between us. My blood flows through your veins and your blood threw mine. The link that has us bound. Your face I see in my dreams when I close my eyes you are there. I fear nothing in life now. Death could not even conquer me. My will is strong I will live, if only to get a glance of you. To touch your face to feel your skin, to feel this good must be a sin. Forever you will always be a part of me my dark avenger

Hearts Division You and I Alone inside An empty room Watching the rose in the vase On the window sill die Watching the moon in the sky Disappear behind a cloud Body spirits coincide Eye to eye touching view There's only one of you Who understood my mirror eyes When you sang it made me cry For I thought I'd found paradise But we cannot live for always I had to leave Gaining a love for you Was like walking through the door of one-ness I was drawn to you like a reflecting image I loved you I saw the turmoil I saw the pain I felt the evil person inside of you You were my dreamtime Those dreams came at a price No more I have awoken from this dream Now I can dream my own dreams

Temptress Moon night crept through my window as I lay awake in melancholy disquiet the stars liquidfied and flowed like honey sensually coating my body igniting me leaving me a glowing ember seething with lust the moon dissolved pervading my senses with a silvery saccharine narcotic singing my perception with smoldering hallucinations of eroticism but oh, the temptress moon smelled of your sweet essence and left me high with wanton desire unconsummated as night crept out again

Fire and Rain Rain falls a steady percussion of hollow drops on the metal roof invoking a dreamy feeling firelight dances with shadows upon the walls in an intimate display pitch crackles as the fire burns hotter my hand in yours as you pull me to you to the sheepskin rug by the fire your clear blue eyes gaze into mine lips hovering just a whisper away electricity flows between us almost visible in it's intensity I sip the wine you poured feeling a heady rush sweet and warm our bodies so heated from the fires that rage inside and out your fingers curl around mine taking the glass as you lean close settling your lips gently on mine hands tangling in my hair kiss deepening as the rain and fire sing a lulling duet nothing else matters just this moment just this kiss just you and I

Promises in the Dark promises made in the dark never believe if you do, you will just greive promises made in the dark dont come from within they are made in a hurry from lust and sin promises made in the dark have no real meaning if you think they are real you are just dreaming promises made in the dark can make you delirious they are to get something so please dont take them serious promises made in the dark can never be real by the one who makes them love they dont feel promises made in the dark are nothing but lies made by a lot of people women sometimes, but mostly guys promises made in the dark can never come true you mind, your body, your life they want to screw promises made in the dark i did believe sadly now i just grieve