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Poem
i want u to walk in come right up to my put ur fingers on my lips tell me to shh kiss em softly grab me by the hips pull me into u put ur hands behind my neck grabbin my hair softlytilting my head back just abit kissin me ever so softly as u trace my face with ur handgoing down to my breast caressin them makin my niples hard teasein em a bit u walk me over to the bedroom and lay me down on the bed gettin my shirt off and then kissin my neck takin my bra off layin on top of me lettin me feel how hard u are then i turn u over i straddle u kissin u rear nibbling a bit kissin u neck nibbling on it then i woul dwork my way down to ur chest down to ur belly then righ tabove ur cock id stop i go back down and then i pull ur pants off to have a big supprise o fme in my face i go on ur belly and kiss all the way down till right before i get to ur cock then i kiss the head and down the vein all the way to the bottom work my way back up to ur head workinit slowly all the way down in my throa

My Blogs
OK, the cleveage contest started . . . Um, I seem to be "In The Lead" with 21 comments as of this moment (Thanx Tia - the favor WILL BE RETURNED!!!) I can't comment myself, so I need a little help from my friends . . . Pretty, pretty please? You can ask a few of my friends who are in contests, I will return the favor for you - I always do - so any help would be appreciated! Much Love! Miss CinDee As if losing my friend Zeb as horrifically as he died last month wasn't tragic enough, I got a phone call last night from my friend Amy telling me that another friend of mine, Chayla, decided to blow her brains out over the weekend. She was 26 years old. How many friends is one person supposed to lose tragically in ones' lifetime? This is the 9th friend I have lost over the past 10 years to tragic, less-than-natural circumstances, and the 2nd in one month and one day. I really don't know how to feel right now. I am SO F*#&ING ANGRY, in addition to the hurt, and

Jam On Toast
I just want to let everyone know, why i haven't been myself today...today would have been my dad's 51st b-day...so i just have the added reminder today that he isn't with us anymore. I apologize for me being a bit down today, and i'm sure i'll be back to being my typical self again tomorrow. I apologize for any inconvience this may cause. Have a great day! Hey ya'll... i just want to thank all of my friends on here who did an awesome job of making this boy feel really good on his birthday!! A special shout out to all of my friends at the Howl at the Moon Saloon...come check us out at... http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57288 you won't regret it for sure!! Here I am on probably my favorite day of the year...the first day of the year...New Year's Day. Why is it my favorite day of the year? Because it is crammed full of football...college football. For me, it's probably the closest thing to heaven on earth...except for this year. I'm too sick to even enjoy any of it. I

Its Hard
BOY: i saw her again GIRLl: i saw him again BOY: She looks better then ever GIRL: He looks better then ever BOY: I walked towards her, not sure what to say GIRL: He s walking towards me, i dont know what to say BOY: Hi GIRL: Hi BOY: I cant stop looking at her GIRL: I cant stop looking at him BOY: She so quiet, maybe she stil mad GIRL: He so quiet, hope he dont think im still mad BOY: I told her i still miss her GIRL: He told me he still miss me BOY: she dont belive me GIRL: he dont mean it BOY: I mean it GIRL: He dont mean it BOY: i asked if she missed me GIRL: i told him everyday BOY: she dident mean it GIRL: he dont belive me BOY: She asked why i left GIRL: He said i pushed him away BOY: I should have fought for her GIRL: i wanted him to fight for me BOY: I told her i was sorry GIRL: i told him i was sorry BOY: I want her to forgive me GIRL: I want him to forgive me BOY: I stil love her GIRL: I stil love h

Fu-torial
Because if you don't have one, it's freaking EASY. If someone you know needs to learn how to do this, maybe just send them here. YouTube ate my original audio, so yes, I would change it to something from their library like Red Tape by Agent Provocateur. Pretty much, this is just a joke for girls who understand the joke at hand. Finny and CHARMiiEPANTS wanted to see my makeup. I found a way to make it into a video tutorial. No, it's not for real. I'm just a jerk. PS. The makeup I use pops up randomly. I gave up on timing. You may be wondering what this is. You may be wondering why I made it. Have no fear. I've come up with a way to dumb-down even the simplest tasks on Fubar, so you will have no problems spamming people with your bomb link, getting your salute approved, as well as other mundane tasks. Let me be your guide. For any concerns you have about how Fubar works, you best stop is the following:The Fubar help section, which can be found

Regina_helena
Good morning ;))) Want one? Go to www.geocities.com/testiflash I go to be travelling per 3 day... Have a wonderful week !!!! Kisses and take care my lovely friends!!! See youuuuuuuu ;))) Hello my lovely friends !!! I will be on vacations for one week, in a beach. I wish for all my friends a wonderfull week and see you all when I back: 11/18 I will not have as to use the computer, I will answer everything in the return;((( I love you Always, take care!!! 1000 kisses for you ;))) Have a wonderful weekend ;))) No cheating. If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose? Pick your dessert, then look to see what Psychiatrists think about you! After taking this dessert personality test, send this e-mail on to others, but when you do, be sure to put your choice of dessert in the subject box above. ALSO, SEND IT TO THE PERSON WHO SENT IT TOYOU! (Sorry you can only pick one!!) OK - Now th

My Poems
I Will Always Be Your Friend You are never alone, I am always near, When you have troubles or feeling blue, All you have to do is call me, I am always around for my friends. It does not matter where I am, And it does not matter when, When you need someone to talk to you, Then I will always be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, Or all you need is a great big hug, I will be the shoulder to cry on, I will always be your friend. So never think that you are a burden, When the world gets you down, You do not have to be alone, For, I will always be your friend. BY: SEAN BATES If I could catch a rainbow If I could catch a rainbow, I would do it, just for you, And, share with you, its beauty, on the days you're feeling blue. If I could, I would build a mountain, you could call your very own. A place to find serenity, a place just to be alone. If I could, I would take your troubles, and toss them into the sea. But, all these t

A Fraction Of Fiction
Working on the next installment of Mad World, and due to the subject matter, it's making me kind of tired. But I feel the need to be creative. So, I ask you, Give me an idea. Any idea. Let me see if I can face the challenge. Throw one at me. Give me a song to write something to. Give me an idea. Hell, Give me something basic and tell me to work from there, whatever. But get me out of this funk created by the fuckin thing that is SUPPOSED to be the outlet of my rage. If alot reply, I'm going to pick the one I like best. If only one replies, I'm just gonna delete it and wait for a better one. J/K. (ornot) The knock on the door was unexpected, but the person doing the knocking was as suprising as finding a winning lotto ticket in your stool. It just doesn't happen. But here she was, dressed to kill and looking nervous just beyond his door. Looking behind him, He thought about how quickly he could clean up. How he could throw away the empty beer cans. Push the magazi

Blogs'n'such
I have diagnosed with moderate cervical dysplasia which may or may not turn into cancer, I've been seeing a Neuropathic Doctor, to see if he can help me with all this. I just don't feel like getting my shit ripped on, they wanted me to go through a LEEP procedure which to me seems like the same damn thing as a Colposcopy so instead I'm trying to heal myself with natural means. Please pray for me in the hopes that this Neuropathic Doctor can help reverse it back to normal. I have done alot of research showing they have done so with many things such as vitamins to build up the immune system to fight the abnormal cell growth. All in all lets just all hope & pray that this will work, cause I'm not looking forward to them ripping on my cervix & or having any other invasive procedures done! I've been trying so hard to quit smoking in which I did for about 12 days & know I can again just with the stress of everything going on it's hard as hell. Please if you'll loves me take the time to ask

Adventures In Date Land
I got stood up Saturday. Second date with Pumpkin. He is supposed to come to my house, sends me many txts to this effect and then just never shows up. I don't know what happened. The next day I get a txt asking if I have Valium or Vicidon. I say, "no, sorry." At 1:30 am I get a txt saying he'll be in my area today, and at 3 am nother "Don't you care?" As if somehow this is about me not caring. My friend says I need to stop imagining what it feels like to be Pumkin ("What's the chance he will be really devastated?") and just tell him it's not going to work out. So, yeah, another Saturday, a week or two later, we're supposed to meet again. As it draws nearer, he sends me txts about how much he is looking forward to seeing me, and I am kind of cringing, but I tell myself it could be OK; if I don't do it I might miss out on something (his OKCupid profile is awesome, of course,t he didn't mention anything about bad breath.) He comes over and I spend the day watching him smoke pot and

Pitfalls Of Dating - Deep Thoughts Journal
I recently had a male friend of mine ask me, "Would you rather have sex with a guy who had a thick 9" penis, a guy with an average 6" penis, or a smaller 4" one and why?" To this, I replied that there wasn't enough information presented to formulate a real opinion. After an exasperated sigh on his end (which I seem to get regularly, due to my constant need for more information), I explained the entire mystery regarding what women think of penis size, and it's that knowledge I share today with you fine folks.First, size DOES matter, but only in terms of confidence, really. What a girl generally finds is that, those packing the "big guns" tend to be rather self aware, and their ego often allows them to overlook performance. Similarly, those with smaller than average packages fail to have much in the area of confidence, and this too may be related in the bedroom. Here's the reality:Big Boys: The Pros - In a way, penis size is a bit like breast size. While some like the appearance of somet

My Health
WELL THEY DID X-RAYS ON MY NECK. IT WILL TAKE 3-4 DAYS TO GET THE RESULTS BACK. MY DOCTOR GAVE ME 2 PERSCRIPTIONS. ONE TO KEEP THE SWELLING DOWN AND ANOTHER FOR PAIN. ONE IS A STERIOD AND THE OTHER IS NAPROXEN. I THINK. LOL THE ONE FOR PAIN MAKES ME SLEEPY. I GO BACK TO THE DOCTOR IN 14 DAYS TO SEE HOW THE MEDS ARE DOING AND SEE WHAT THE X-RAYS SHOW. IF THEY CANT SEE MUCH THEN I WILL HAVE TO GO FOR A MRI. I JUST HOPE THEY CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS WRONG SOON. NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO MAYBE HAVING SURGERY. WILL LET YOU ALL KNOW MORE WHEN I FIND OUT. TY FOR YOUR PRAYERS. BIG HUGS i am sorry i havent been on too much lately. but i do try and i try to leave comments and rate things. my mind is all over the place with work and now my family. i just recently learned that my grandma is not doing too good. she is in the hospital right now. my dad and stepmom are driving down to florida to see my grandma to see whats going on. she has 2 kinds of infections plus she has dementia. so they have to rest

Miscellany
I think 'revolutionary' might be a euphemism for 'bully.' Yikes! How did I turn 28 without celebrating my birthday?!? Is babyjesus too busy jerking off to fix this glitch in cherrytap that gets everyone's age wrong? Seriously, how hard can it be to fix this? by Curtis Stalbank The Onion March 28, 2007 http://www.theonion.com/content/opinion/im_prepared_to_give_my_life_for As a true patriot, I would gladly die in battle defending my homeland. I love my country more than my own life. But I would also be more than willing to give my last breath in the name of, say, Mexico, Panama, Japan, or the Czech Republic. The most honorable thing a man can do is lay down his life for his country. Or another country. The important thing is that it's a country. Like those heroes who spilled their blood fighting for independence against the British Empire, I, too, would forfeit everything to win for my countrymen the right to be governed by politicians in our own capital instead of in

Health News & Views!
A proposal was recently brought before the annual meeting of the American Medical Association to designate video game addiction as a psychological disorder. However, the committee of doctors that introduced the motion backed away from it during the debate, recommending instead that the American Psychiatric Association study the issue carefully and consider making the change for the next edition of its diagnostic manual. The Diagnostic and Statistic Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM) is used worldwide for diagnosing mental health problems. A fifth edition (DSM-V) is currently in consultation and planning stages, and is tentatively due for publication in 2012. Because of the influence of the DSM on pharmaceutical and insurance companies as well as physicians, including video game addiction would clear the way for insurance coverage of treatment. But many addiction experts object to using the term to describe excessive video game playing. "There is nothing here to suggest that this

The Real Red Dragon Lounge!
COME CHECK OUT DJ MERC AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!! COME CHECK OUT DJ RAGE AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Karleyanahid
Do the causes of erectile dysfunction have you in a rut? Is your sex life being entirely hampered or is nonexistence because of erectile dysfunction cause? Are you sick and tired of feeling like less of a man because of your ED? If so, you are not alone, and there are some great treatment solutions. Let’s examine the erectile dysfunction causes and some viable treatment options that exist. What Are the Primary Cause of Erectile Dysfunction? If you have ED you may have it for several reasons. There are some easily identifiable reasons that can cause erectile dysfunction. To better help you understand why you have it, here are the top five: 1. Aging 2. Obesity 3. Anxiety, depression and mentality 4. Smoking / Drinking 5. Diseases (heart disease, diabetes, etc.) Why Most Men Don’t Treat erectile dysfunction causes? Let’s face it, erectile dysfunction is a very embarrassing topic to talk about with anyone, even a medical doctor. No

Staff Applacations
i do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go through applacations but we had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) TIME YOU WERE IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had trouble with staff prior so now we are doing applacations please fill this out FUBAR NAME POSITIION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN THE POSITION(APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR (LIST ALL) AMOUNT OF TIME IN THE LOUNGES (LISTED) I do apologize deeply for now having to have staff go throgh applacations but we have had problems with staff prior so now we are doing applacations Please fill this out fully FUBAR NAME POSITION YOU ARE APPLYING FOR TIME IN POSITION(YOU ARE APPLYING FOR) IF NONE THAT IS FINE LOUNGES YOU WORKED FOR

Rob's Blog
I Want a Woman I want a woman who will give me her heart I want a woman who misses me when we are apart I want a woman who loves to hold my hand I want a woman who will be my best friend I want a woman who is honest as can be I want a woman who will cuddle up with me I want a woman who thinks of me when I’m gone I want a woman who will hold me when I come home I want a woman who can make me laugh I want a woman who can be my better half I want a woman who wants to share her day I want a woman whose love will not stray I want a woman who is loving and kind I want a woman who will say what’s on her mind Why is this woman so hard to find Rob Hall © 2007 5-29-2007 To Love someone with all your heart Is the only way it should be And to have them love you just as much Would mean the world to me But if they can't, then that's ok It just wasn't meant to be But because I loved them as I did It brightened up my day Robert M. Hall © 2007 Lets all remember to

Adult Jokes
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar backwards. The man, who was a priest, said "I am a Father." The little boy replied "My Dad doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." The boy said "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way" The priest, getting impatient, said "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should use a condom and wear your pants backwards instead of your collar." One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife 'Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!' His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't le

Inspiration
Everything is beautiful today, knowing that I may not wake to see tomorrow... Sometimes the heart sees what is invisible to the eye. All the knowledge I possess everyone else can acquire, but my heart is exclusively my own. As soon as you trust yourself, you will know how to live. Being brilliant is no great feat if you respect nothing. Doubt grows with knowledge. I think that I am better than the people who are trying to reform me. -Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

About Me
About ~*CutePsychoKttn*~ I am definitely a walking contradiction; an enigma in most senses of the word. I am happily married; completely satisfied with my life and my partner; but my marriage is flexible and I desire more from life; from people I interact with, and from the experiences that are allowed us in this lifetime. Pushing the envelope of social standards is what I crave; polyamorous is what I am. I truly believe that drama is not a negative; but the spice of life that makes this time we have been blessed with worth experiencing.I have posted ads on adult websites where "getting laid" is the primary objective for lack of a straight forward avenue I can follow to obtain what I pursue (as sex is not my number one priority). I prefer the intensity of meeting and connecting with someone new and exciting but then the prolonged period of learning each and every nuance of that person. Maybe we develop a relationship full of passion and spontaneous i

aim- xpho3n1x yahoo- crazybeautiful856 myspace- www.myspace.com/crazybeautiful856 there is one song i see all over ct and myspace... i do not know if people realize how corny this song is yet or not.... "Smack That" or "Smack Dat" whateverthefuckitis by Akon. It is one of the most annoying songs I have ever heard. i see someone has a "crush" on me.. how cute!♥ one question.... who??? :)

About Life
NAIL IN THE FENCE > > > > Make sure you read all the way down to the last > sentence. > > > > (Most importantly the last sentence) > > > > There once was a little boy who had a bad > > > > temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails > > > > and told him that every time he lost his > > > > temper, he must hammer a nail into the back > > > > of the fence. The first day the boy had > > > > driven 37 nails into the fence Over the next > > next few weeks, as he learned to control his > > > anger, the number of nails hammered daily > > > > gradually dwindled down. He discovered > > > > it was easier to hold his temper than to > > > > drive those nails into the fence. > > > > Finally the day came when the boy didn't > > > > lose his temper at all. He told his father > > > > about it and the fat

Yup
I hear you breathin' but your heart no longer sounds strong But you kinda scared of dying so you hold on And you keep on blacking out cuz the post is near Stop trying to fight the reaper just relax and let it go Because there's no way you can fight it but you'll still try And you can try it til you fight it but you'll still die Now your spirit leaves your body and your mind clears The rigormortis starts to set, now you outta here You start your journey into outer space You see yourself in the light but you're still feeling outta place So you standing in the tunnel of eternal light, And you see the ones you never learn to love in life Make the choice let it go but u can back it up If you ain't at peace with God you need to patch it up But if you ready close your eyes and we can set it free There lies a man not scared to die, may he rest in peace I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them

Mindless Drivel
As I said in a previous post, the blocks on Yahoo are worthless.. So here is this months installment of the Creepy Guy on Yahoo mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:39:07 PM): hey Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:39:13 PM): Hi mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:39:22 PM): whats up Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:39:28 PM): Not much mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:39:52 PM): u home for the night Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:40:11 PM): Yeah mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:40:29 PM): ok gn Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:41:07 PM): I mean where else would I go at nearly 11pm? mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:41:29 PM): ur right Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:43:07 PM): Why do you ask? mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:43:20 PM): ur happy mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:44:00 PM): i can make u happy Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:44:13 PM): Oh yeah? You has cheezburger? mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:44:32 PM): nope mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:44:48 PM): u still want to be w me Wendy Yates (12/9/2007 10:45:01 PM): I never wanted to be with you mikald24 (12/9/2007 10:45:12 PM): ok

Writing
You know, sometimes throughout my life, I will put myself down, and people say I shouldn't, but what they don't know is, that people have already put me down without even realizing it. Let me give you an example, the one thing that has always bothered me is when women say "(All) men are assholes" or anything else negative, that's not fair to me, why should I be thrown under the bus with the rest of those degenerate men? Can you honestly tell me one thing I ever did to be catagorized with those men you claim to be assholes? The more women who say "all men...", the more I realized it's not a bus I'm being thrown under, but rather a train, and each cart represents a woman who has said "All men...". I mean, do you girls only say that in the heat of the moment, or do you really mean "all" men? I know I've apologized for the assholes who have hurt you or dissapointed you, but now it's time for me to apologize to the men who have never done anything of that nature, and who has been nothing bu

Trains, Trains And More Trains!
The YummY Train! Rate/Fan and Add all the YummY Boys and Girls to be added to the train! Be sure and show your fellow YummY FUs lots and lots of love! After you have added all the Yummies and Myself, private message me... PebblesinAZ-Kisses to My Fu Valentine Shaun the Scotish Lad-"Member of Princess Leia's crew&@ fubar ...and I will add you to the train! Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ BlondePrincess*~Live,Laugh,Love bc Lifes too short@ fubar Tony411@ fubar AutosOnღMz.ÇµffêÐÐê§ïrê™ღ of the Booty Fugitives!@ fubar weldingangel ( Space Hottie ) ( FuAngel ) PLS R8 MY PRF & SAL PICS@ fubar

When Girls Talk
That they never say "Prison" in a television show? They always say "Jail". Im not talking about reality shows obviously. But this is something that annoys me. You will here... "Youre going to spend the rest of your life in jail!". Ummmm, that would be prison you stupid writers. There must be a reason behind this. I just dont get it. And I bring it up to Ryot and Val all the time. Also - ever notice that most actors are left handed? Just watch when they have to write something in a movie TV show. OK, thats it for now. :) This blog will be about some stuff that my girls and I talk about..... Pretty Simple. I will post stuff as we come up with it - so no schedule to how often things are updated here. But Im sure some of it will shock you - most will probably make you laugh... And it will definitely give you an insight into our warped world... In some cases, names will be changed to protect the innocent or insecure.

Creative Writings
Title: Untitled 8 Date:8-16-08 By: Travis Smith Smile like sunshine, tears like rain Clouds above us rattles my brain Looking at you all sad n blue Makes my heart melt and yearn for you At times we're wrong, at times we're right Tell what you'd like me to do tonight The moon is full and so am I Together lets make you not want to cry For in the end, it's plain to see I'll help you, if you'll help me :) Black wire bench Sitting on a slab of concrete To the right is a flower bed and trees On the left a round patch of grass surrounded by a outline of a sidewalk Buildings surround me 12-10-05 One Day/Searching By: Travis Smith I get up every morning Grabbing my cup of "joe" Sit on the edge of the bed Just wondering, only wondering Stumbling through the fog Fog deep within my head I get up and go taking it day by day Going through the usual while searching for escape No where to be found Yet i keep on searching *sigh* Yeah.. Searching..

Poems
You Are 80% Addicted to the Internet In your opinion, life without the internet is hardly worth living. Could be, but you probably need a bit more fresh air and sunshine to think clearly. Are You Addicted to the Internet? I walked through a field, Just the other day, While I walked I searched the ground. While I searched, The ugliest dead flowers I found. Tenderly I picked them, I worked them to and fro. Until a necklace formed, An ugly necklace made from ugly thorns. I thought of you the whole while. Old memories sprung up fast. The second my eyes fell on those pitiful petals. I knew I had to end it at last. The necklace made and pitiful as ever. I'm smiling now it's true. I held a flame held it a while. Held it gleefully as it burned. 2/19/07 I remember back in the day, Running through dark hallways, Through dark rooms with ghosthands, Dragon skulls and snakes snapping at my heel. Holding my teddy tight. I went where I would've never gone

March 16th St. Urho's Day
St. Urho Legendary Patron Saint of Finland Saint Urho's Day - March 16 This modern tongue-in-cheek legend has added another touch of humor to Finnish culture. It appears to be the Finn's answer to St. Patrick who drove the snakes out of Ireland. The Finns are able to upstage St. Patrick by having their celebration on March 16th, the day before St. Patrick's Day. This is how the legend goes: One of the lesser known, but extraordinary legends of ages past is the legend of St. Urho, patron saint of the Finnish vineyard workers. Before the last glacial period, the legend goes, wild grapes grew with abundance in the area now known as Finland. Archaeologists have uncovered evidence of this fact scratched on the thigh bones of giant bears that once roamed northern Europe. The grapes were threatened by a plague of grasshoppers until Urho banished the lot of them with "Heinasirkka, heinasirkka, mene taalta hiiteen." In memory of this impressive demonstration of the power of the

New Members
New Member Check her out!! Leave her love, fan, rate, and add her!! coronagirl and Head greeter & promoter @ The Firehouse and co-owner of the fu-soror@ fubar Please show her love, fan, rate, and add her!! Welcome her to the family!! VINNIE'S BABY GURL & CLUB F.A.R. FAMILY MEMBER!!!!@ fubar New member please add, rate, and fan her!! Show her love!! bubbasgrl4ever@ fubar

Aa
Went to my first AA meeting on Monday. Preparing to go to my second in a few mins. I HATE these people. A bunch of weak willed, trading one crutch for another, pansy fucks. They are completly dependant. They trade the bar scene and drinking for meetings. Granted a healthier habit, but still a habit none the less. When I decide to not drink, I don't drink. I don't need sob stories, or hugs, or a book, or god, to keep me from drinking. Alcohol is NOT a physical adiction. It's mental. I have a stong enough mental capacity, to not get adicted to stupidity. I admit my adictions freely. Caffine, nicotine, actual physical addictions. Things that can adict your body. I hate this. Well I just finished my second meeting. My opinion has NOT changed. A bunch of weak willed, crutch searchin, self destuctive fucks. These are not my kind of people. This is a place where I do not belong. How can any government institotion force people to go to these fuck off meetings? What happened to separation of ch

Some Stuff I Wrote
Am I Am I the one that crosses your mind in the morning when you first wake? Will my name be the words on your lips if it is the last breath you take? Am I the one you will be missing if I was gone? Would you just simply move on? Or would you go to someone looking for what we had to keep you from being sad? Am I the one who will make you cry when I am gone? Will there be a hole in your heart that won’t mend or will you simply move on? Am I the one that makes you smile? When you sit down with me for a while or am I just there to fill the time until somebody else comes down the line? Am I the one that’s first on your list or am I just the one who I will always be second best? In the rain As the rain trickled down upon us we stood there for a moment looking into each others eyes then tasting the wetness on our lips as our tongues danced within the rhythm of our hearts as they began to beat almost as one. Our hands roamed from one position to another feeling every cur

Things I Love!
(SOMEONE SENT THIS TO ME AND I THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNY AND WANTED TO SHARE WITH YOU ALL) 1. A guy's butt is never a factor in a job interview. 2. A guy's orgasms are real. Always. 3. A guy's last name stays put. 4. The garage is all his. 5. Wedding plans take care of themselves. 6. He doesn't have to curl up next to a hairy butt every night. 7. Chocolate is just another snack. 8. He can wear a white shirt to a water park. 9. Foreplay is optional. 10. He never feels compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. 11. Car mechanics tell him the truth. 12. He doesn't give a rat's ass if someone notices his new haircut. 13. The world is his urinal. 14. Hot wax never comes near his pubic area. 15. He never has to drive to another gas station because "this one's just too icky." 16. Same work . . . more pay. 17. Wrinkles add character. 18. He doesn't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. 19. Wedding Dress $2,000;

The Shocker!
I made my Five Naked Models video special for you today,I made it in my underwear.You can see my butt if you watch this: http://www.youtube.com/fivenakedmodelshttp://www.fedorasbox.com (no minors!) Here is my FiveNakedModels video for this week. Subscribe at http://www.youtube.com/fivenakedmodels And! I updated 4 NEW MODELS to www.Fedora'sBox.com yesterday, as well as a gallery of me, fully nude, wearing nothing but a rooster head and galavanting all over a swanky vacation home and some photos of Sarah and I getting intimate with chalk. Images by Me and Matt the Photographer! Here's the descriptions and thumbnail to tempt you Mwah! Ahh! Ahhhh!!!: My cock rented a vacation home and invited the most awesome and beautiful women she could find. Several arrived to a scene conducive to naked dance parties. My cock traveled an entire home in search of entertainment, relaxation, and contentment. My cock is a good, little explorer. Images by Matt the Photographer www.Fe

Whats Inside The Wix's Mind?
some people dont understand or realise i have feelings to they all look at me as a puppet and they pull my strings like its doesnt hurt they do one thing to me then turn around and i take a glance over and see they are being two faced and pulling some else string deppressed, dramatic, if you wanna call me that is your choice... distance is what i pick because you would be ignoreing everyone else to0 cause of what some one else has done shit i think i need to move back to newport p.s. fuck everyone call me an asshole i am not going to sit here and deny it... so yeah i hooked up with my ex its not like you havent stop loving your ex either cause yes you may find it bullshit of me to do what i did but ill be honest i think its more bullshit on your part to constantley talk about your ex and how much you love him and get all pissed off at me when i would talk to one of my ex's not sorry for being a humanbeing with a heart of forgiving some of my ex's well it was o

Random Rants And Other Things
Hooligan -- [noun]:An oral sex master 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends. Who's The True You? Your Love Type: ENFJ The Giver In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail. For you, sex is not seperate from love and caring. Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational. However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner. Best matches: INFP or I

Mypersonal Stuff
I would like to be ...before I Disciple (which is 798,000 away yet)but if i start saving now, then i just might have enough before i get there!!! So if you have some extra fu-bucks laying around and would like to help out...i would greatly appreciate it!!!! I rarely ever ask for help, and im not really asking, just letting you know that if you would like to donate, i would accept it!! just click on any of my pics and it will take you to my page.... Thank you in advance....Sassy ~♥Sassy♥~Proud Member of ShadowLevelers/FubarsFlamingHotties/StilettoGirls/Heels&Wheels@ fubar

Songs
They say things happen for a reason, but thats hard to believe, when everyone in this world is set to deceive its a dog eat dog world, a fight to the top whenever someone rises, another person drops with some its fam priorities, others its moving kis others its making gs, me I'm just real you see no hollywood highlights, no claim to fame, no millions of fans screaming out my name chorus-you don't deserve respect, you earn what you get, live fast, live hard, live with no regrets-end chorus I'm not a hustla, and I'm not a g, I dont pretend to be anything but me in the cold world today, its hard to be real got so many fake fuckers like its no big deal but I'm true to my friends, loyal to my fam cuz they always got my back, and thats no scam see in this day to day world, gotta watch who you trust some wanna help you, some wanna help you bust chorus Some blame it on the future, some blame it on the past I say live for the present, is that too much to ask? we dont know a

Yea Ok
some of you talk to me ore then others so already know whats going on with me. i recently spent some time in hospital. i was in there from nov 23rd to dec 12th. i went thinking i was having anxiety. i couldnt breath proper i was getting dizzy alot. everything was becoming a huge effort for me, even something as simple as pushing my wheelchair. when i got to emergency room i had a heart rate of 123bpm. so they are monitoring me and my heart rate goes up to 162bpm. at this point even breathing was difficult and felt like took all my energy to do. major suckage i can tell you it blows to go though. so they admitted me to hospital. turns out i have a condition called Atrial Fibrillation. wich is not often seen in anyone not elderly. on p,us side though i do not have any of the things that make it way worse. i dont smoke. no hiper-tention(high blood pressure). i dont drink alcohol. an im not 80 and have no heart disease. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrial_fibrillation i'm o

Jyf Blog.....http://www.fubar.com/6092173
Welcome to JYF Blog we are a new family group recruiting new family members. JYF is drama free and always have each others back, so come out and join JYF. The old family page has been deleted....I am building a new one and will have it linked in the lounge, so everyone all family members can access the page. Same rules apply as the old page daily rates to one family member a day along with one gift. Thank you, JYF Family DevilDog Good Morning Fubar, I want to thank the JYF Family for all their help...they have been great advertising the JYF link to Fubar. Jyf is starting to grow and the fam is getting bigger. JYF please be sure to put the JYF HP in your fam along with all the JYF members, also make sure you are rating each family every day and send one gift a week...This will help our family grow. I want to thank the current fam members for sharing the JYF family link and posting the family bulletin...keep up the good work JYF and we will have the best & baddest family on Fu. :-D

Light For Your Path
1 Peter 1:24-25 “The grass withereth, and the flower thereof falleth away: But the word of the Lord endureth for ever.” Many centuries ago there was a Roman emperor named Diocletian who was known for his hatred of Christianity. He hated the Bible so much that he took a Bible and burned it, and then on top of that burned Bible he erected a monument. Chiseled on that monument were these words: Extincto nomini christianorum - “The name of Christian is extinct.” Over the years many like Diocletian have sought to eradicate the Bible and Christianity, but for naught. The Bible is the incorruptible Word of God, and the foul breath of time and the gnawing tooth of decay cannot destroy the Word of God! Purchase a Bible this week for the sole purpose of giving it away. Then ask God to show you that special someone to give it to. Romans 10:9 “That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised Him from the

Sexy Azz Buttafli
Has there ever been a time when you chat with someone from online, you see this person all the time on websites, (it can be any site) and you chat with this person everyday and when almost a whole day goes by without you speaking or hearing from this person you feel your day is not complete or your day feels weird??? Have you ever told this person how you feel?? Is it wise to tell them how you feel regardless if your feelings get hurt?? Is it ever possible to even have a long distance relationship?? When they live miles and miles away?? If so how would that person comfort you especially sexually when you are feeling hot and wanted?? Just some inner thoughts on the top of my head felt like sharing out loud!! When we finally met I looked you over and was more than pleased to see you look just as fine then your picture, but even better in person...You hugged me real tight and gave me a long tongue kiss...I felt like I was ready to melt. You asked me what I wanted to do..I looked

The Big Bad Wolf
NEW GAS WAR - a new idea that WILL work Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by the end of this summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $0.39 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $1.249 for regular! unleaded in my town on Vancouver Island. Now that the oil companies and the OPEC nations have conditioned us to think that the cost of a liter of ga

Floetry
Truth, between the lines lie a secret tale of chains and whips codes of braille. For we are slaves of concequence and addicted to lies and bullet mints. I walk through streets of lonelyness and see pain dweel in the eyes, of poverty and abandonment deep in the tears they cry. We feast on plates of comfort inside these painfilled walls, we reach for something invisible in pain we begin to crawl. These cuts of paper thin and faint control the hearts of me, we say we're free but shackled we stand saying "only the stars are my friend" Prophet. Please read this I just freesyled it, so read it twice to get the full meaning and please tell me what you think. If you want to know what i was thinking while writting it, just message me. I feel deeply about this one. thank you Something with in this heart of mine sheds light into my soul, its slight and yet no sound is made and thus a story is told. Peacefully my soul transcend into this dream so free, a smile that li

Amylynn
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K.i.n.g. 4 L.i.f.e.
Today was one of those days where it all just seemed to be too much for me, think self centered. but I was chatting with some good people today and with there friendship and there sharing with me I was able to bring myself back up and thinking more clearly. We all need people to talk with and to help too, sometimes the helping of others can be just the thing that we need to feel better ourselves. I don't have the answer to life but I do see now that I don't have to have all the answers, I don't need to know it all. I just need to learn and grow every day, I need to just live and share. I just try to make the best of things and smile, it will all be worked out in the end and I never know when the end will be so I will just try to take it one day at a time and show my love. Thanks to all the cool people here at LC and all the other good people in my life,,,, spread the love and Peace Out! It was cold a rainy today and I woke up early, I turned on the wax kettles and made some goo

The Words Of D*nice
why dont people understand i only share my private pictures [ WHICH MIGHT I ADD THEY ARENT SO PRIVATE! I HAVE MY CLOTHES ON IN ALL OF THESE PICTURES PEOPLE! ] with certain people. yes i do open it for a short amount of time during some points of the day. people who are nice about it, yeah i might just let you see it, but when i tell you not once not twice but three times i only share them with certain people. WHY DONT YOU GET THE POINT? just my rant of the day. repost if you feel the same way and add your link to the bottom. breaker: why u private your pics ->breaker: because they are private and i only want some people seeing. ->breaker: theres a whole folder of 40 pics that isnt private that you can go look at and rate. breaker: i wanna see the private ones ->breaker: well, that sucks! only certain people get to see them. breaker: so can u make me see them ->breaker: NO I CANT LIKE I JUST SAID I ONLY WANT CERTAIN PEOPLE SEEING THEM. d*nicee -@ CherryTAP before i eve

Mistress Persephone
People go through highs and lows. Some more than others. Well, I was going through an exceptionally low, low the other week and strangely enough it was set off by the death of Anna Nicole Smith. I found the whole thing to be such a terrible tragedy and given the fact that I have such a terrible disdain for Hollywood and the way it sucks the life out of people, it just had this negative effect on me spiritually and I spent a whole weekend in bed. Listless; unable to sort myself out. I won't say it was because of her. I didn't know the woman. I wouldn't dare say I was depressed because of the happenstances of a stanger's tragedies, but it was indeed the catalyst for a downward spiral. It made me feel rotten. It made me remember why I left LA and why I still won't go back even to shoot. The main reason though was because I was having withdrawal symptoms from taking myself off of anti-depressants. Zoloft, to be exact, and it was taking a hard toll on me. Anyway, I snapped out of it a

Sexxxxxxx I.q.
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 100% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com VERNA's sexual nickname: "Playboy Bunny" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Something I Wrote
Dear America, This is a wakeup call. No longer can we disregard our seed that will one day grow up to be the trees we need to proceed. While I'm on my knees begging and pleading, there are kids in the street crying and screaming. From the hungry and diseased with no mommy to claim it's needs. To the babies lost at sea, addicted to methamphetamines: Shaking like a feen before its face is ever seen. When will we wake up from this bad dream: Turn our eyes to the sky and start to realize. All the neglect and disrespect must cease before our children’s futures are deceased. Without them there is no us, now is the time to discuss, a strategy we must: Put in to play before the day we lose their trust. While we’re concerned with money and material things, little boys and girls are letting go of their dreams. Never looking past today because tomorrow’s just another day: Don't you see, we are what they need to succeed. We must pick up the slack and make a pact to get our children fu

Other Auctions
Nothing to fancy at the moment.. Just wanted to let you all know im up for AUCTION! If you are interested in bidding on me and owning me for 1 month click on my auction pic. :) **IF PIC LINK DOES NOT WORK PLEASE COPY AND PASTE LINK INTO WEB BROWSER** http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=884347 albumid=1672350&i=738724262&idx=2#1379802354 Thank you plz repost. > > > > > AUCTION AND RATING CONTEST > > > HEY LOOKY AT ME IM > IN AN AUCTION AND UP > FOR GRABS, ARE YOU > BRAVE ENOUGH TO CUM > AND BID ON ME > > WILL YOU PLEASE AT LEAST > COME ON OVER AND RATE MY > PIC, THERE IS A CONTEST > FOR THE MOST RATES TO > WIN A 65 BLING PACK > > TO DO ANY OF THESE THINGS > YOU WILL NEED TO TAKE THAT > LITTLE MOUSE IN YOUR HAND > AND GO CLICK ON MY PIC > TO FIND MY CHERRY THAT > YOU NEED SOOOO BAD TO > POP FOR THE RATE > > > > THANK YOU VERY MUCH > FOR YOUR HELP > > > > > > > > > > AUCTION AND RATING CONTEST > > > HEY LOOKY AT M

Heartless Bitch!
It is hard to live you life when you have people in it who think you are someone you are not! When you think you know someone they change and you find out you never really knew them at all! Keep your friends close but your enemies closer! Sometimes life is pointless! Its not who you are that holds you back its who you think you are not! Even if it kills me i m going to smile :) You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have! "Being a Heartless Bitch isn't about stepping on other people, or reality TV-style sabotage antics. Its about working hard for what you want, and knowing when to stand up for what you deserve. Its not about demoralizing others; its about self-empowerment. Its not about being arrogant; its about displaying your confidence and intellect as a badge of pride. Its not asserting any inherent superiority or self-entitlement, but recognizing your own self-worth and value." -- Kat D.

My Husband
40 Things Your Might Not Know SurveyTAKE THIS SURVEY!Answer the questions below1. What color is your underwear right now?Baby blue2. What are you listening to right now?the buttons on the keyboard3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?284. What was the last thing you ate?a bagel and cream cheese5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?red6. How is the weather right now?cold7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?my grama8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?teeth9. Favorite type of Food?pizza10. Do you drink?yes11. Do you smoke?no12. Ever get so drunk you dont remember?yes13.What color are your eyes?hazel mostly green 15. Do you wear contacts?no16. Single?no17. Favorite Month?Febuary18. Ever cried for no reason?yes19. Last Movie you watched?Charlotts web20. Favorite day of the week?friday21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?yes22. Hugs or Kisses?hugs23. Chocolate or Vanilla?Chocolate24. Do you want your friends to respond?yes25. Who is

Essence
Blessed TIME! when we are sitting, I and thou, With two forms and only one soul, I and thou, Fragrance, song of birds, they quicken everything' When we come into the garden, I and thou. All the stars of heaven hurry to see us, And we show them our own moon, I and thou, I and thou without words, without I and thou--- In delight we are united, I and thou.

Dead At Rest
George Carlin, Irreverent Comedian, Dies at 71 By MEL WATKINS George Carlin, the Grammy-Award winning standup comedian and actor who was hailed for his irreverent social commentary, poignant observations of the absurdities of everyday life and language, and groundbreaking routines like “Seven Words You Can Never Say on Television,” died in Santa Monica, Calif., on Sunday, according to his publicist, Jeff Abraham. He was 71. The cause of death was heart failure. Mr. Carlin, who had a history of heart problems, went into the hospital on Sunday afternoon after complaining of heart trouble. The comedian had worked last weekend at The Orleans in Las Vegas. Recently, Mr. Carlin was named the recipient of the Mark Twain Prize for American Humor. He was to receive the award at the Kennedy Center in November. “In his lengthy career as a comedian, writer, and actor, George Carlin has not only made us laugh, but he makes us think,” said Stephen A. Schwarzman, the Kennedy Center chairm

My Thoughts
A-2-Z About Me Survey {---Basics---} Name: Angie Nickname(s): angie or Ang--NEVER ANGELA Age: 31 Birthday: Oct 1 1975 Birthplace: ST JOE, MO Current Location: ST LOUIS, MO Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: RED Height: 5'7 Weight: NUNYA Lefty or Righty: RIGHTY Zodiac Sign: LIBRA What Do You Drive: RODEO--USUALLY Screenname: HOLMESAN32 ON YAHOO, ERRWHERE ELSE ANGSWTDRMR {---Favorites---} Color: DARK BLUE AND SILVER Number: 32 AND 3 Band: TECH N9NE/ROAD DOGGS Music Genre: RAP, R&B, HIP HOP, SOME ALT TV Show: BIG BROTHER AND I LUV NY AND NINE Movie: MINDHUNTERS Actor: DENZEL, MORRIS CHESTNUT, JAMIE FOXX, ANTHONY HOPKINS Actress: JENNIFER LOPEZ, GABRIELLE UNION Kind of Movie: HORROR , PSYCHOLOGICAL THRILLER Cartoon: FAMILY GUY, FUTURAMA, SOUTH PARK, AMER DAD Sport: BASKETBALL Fast Food Restaurant: WHITE CASTLE, TACO BELL Food: LASAGNE Ice Cream: BEN & JERRY Cereal: COCO PEBBLES, BANANA NUT CRUNCH Candy: DOVES CHOCOLATE

Family Notes
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16, I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25, I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28, I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 30, I found a smart ambitious girl with

Random Poetry Pt 2
I need to walk for myself, I need to look back into the mirror and take another look at myself. I know your mad, but I can't do this right now. Ask a question and hear the answer from my grapevine, maybe its my time to go, or maybe I should try to find mine. I can't finish this cause I'm too weak to speak, I doubt you'd understand but for now theres the slipping of my hand. The darkness will still be my friend, the beast might've gotten the best of me. xxx ~ Bob Cat I can’t take anymore. Liquor and cigarettes call me back, they want me back everyday and I want relief cause all I do, and all I’ve done is spit on. Its been shit on, so I grin and smile, and keep the violent temptations deep inside. Bottled up, all I’ve done is never enough. Attacked but you don’t care how I feel. Things change, come and go, told by you to forget about my goals and to let them go. I can’t do that, its something I refuse to do, so fuck you. I can’t conform, and act, or do what you want to do. I can’t

Good Reading For The Military
U.S. Says Wiccan Symbol Can Appear on Veterans’ Headstones By NEELA BANERJEE Published: April 23, 2007 WASHINGTON, April 23 — To settle a lawsuit, the Department of Veterans Affairs has agreed to add the Wiccan pentacle to a list of approved religious symbols that it will engrave on veterans’ headstones. The settlement, which was reached on Friday, was announced today by Americans United for the Separation of Church and State, which represented the plaintiffs in the case. The Veterans Affairs Department confirmed the settlement. Though it has many forms, Wicca is a type of pre-Christian belief that worships the divine as mother and father and reveres nature and its cycles. Until now, the Veterans Affairs department had approved 38 symbols to indicate the faith of deceased service members on memorials. It normally takes a few months for a petition by a faith group to win the department’s approval, but the effort to win approval for the Wiccan symbol took about 10 ye

Word Of The Day
a name, title, or designation force to quit; upset (noun) An upward slope, as of a hill. Synonyms: ascent, climb, raise, rise, upgrade Usage: It prompted the matron to say that she would walk a little way—as far as to the point where the acclivity from the valley began its first steep ascent to the outer world.

Full Moon
What a beautiful Sunday. When I left my home for safety from Katrina, I left two cats free: My Onyx and TJ (Tig Jr.). When I returned home for good on my birthday of last year, Onyx was here, but no TJ. This morning guess who came walking in the door? My TJ! I am happier than I can say. Thanks and all glory to the powers that be. May you all have such a wonderful event in your lives again, and soon.. I remain, Sincerely, Ariadne www.commentbaby.com The next full moon is one week from tonight. that is next Saturday, October 7, 2006. Anyone wishing to "rip" my pic of full moon, have at it and ENJOY.

Angel
this goes out to all of you. ive met so many new ppl in cherry tap. i so love coming here. those of you that welcomed me with open arms thank you. cheryl-you are my sis and i love you. you have been there for me when i needed someone to tlk to. we met on tagworld and i will never regret having met you. we are so much alike it's scary. of course we both know that. lmao..you been zapped...lol..june- you are my sis too and i love you. thanks for all you have done as well. we have kerry to thank for bringing us closer together..thank you (jackass). red-my bro. im very glad we met in here. love ya!i enjoy tlkn to you everyday as i also look forward to it. we have a bond that noone but us will ever understand whole heartedly and you know what that is. lopaka-you've become a very special friend also. waiting for you to get your ims set up.lol. slow ass piece of shit computer..lol..dnt forget your laptop..lol..im glad we met too. i look forward to your emails everday. which by the way is ok w

Life Skills Of The Poor And Pink
((Its in French for a reason!)) L'ok, ainsi moi fais ce blog entier en français. Si vous pouvez le comprendre, grand. Si pas, bien, il l'appartient vous pour traduire mon Babel incohérent. Quant au reste de vous qui deviennent a frustré avec le fait que vous ne comprenez pas le concept d'une autre langue - vous sont simplement sur vos propres. Si tout va bien vous haut sage et vous rendez compte que le monde est un grand endroit complètement de beaucoup de personnes intéressantes. Il est étonnant comme les personnes fermer-occupées peuvent être. Comment pouvons-nous juste marcher par la vie et ne pas embrasser chaque aspect de ce monde ? Pour trop long nous reposons suffisant sur les lignes de touche ; en s'attendant à ce que notre chemin nous dirige dans la direction nos pieds devez aller. Je crois que nous faisons nos propres chemins. Nous mettons un pied avant l'autre et par la suite nous transformons l'herbe en routes de saleté. Et si nous voyageons dans les deux sens entre u

Help Me Get A Happy Hour
Who wants a morph made or some quick easy Fubucks? What do you have to do? Goto Stephanie Lynn's page You must do this in order 1. Rate her (10 or above) 2 Fan her 3 Add her as a friend when you add her your request must say Lisa sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you Do this and I will give you 3000 Fubucks Or I will make you a morph, you decide You must send me a message when done(Not a shout)

Recipes - Yum!
Awwww.. This one is darling and the kids LOVE to make them ~ and eat them! Plus it takes a little time, to prepare. A great indoor project on bad-weather days! 1/2 Cup peanut butter 1/2 Cup honey 1/2 Cup powdered sugar 1/2 Tsp vanilla extract Milk Chocolate Morsels 1/4 cup sweet cocoa Peanut butter and honey should begin at room temperature. In a small bowl, mix together the peanut butter, honey and vanilla extract until all ingredients are blended and smooth. Add the powdered sugar a little bit at a time until all the ingredients are blended and smooth. Chill in the refrigerator approxmiately 30 minutes or until the dough has slightly stiffened. Place sweetened cocoa in a small bowl. Next, using a teaspoon, scoop a spoonful of dough, and place 2 or 3 milk chocolate morsels in the center, and then roll into a ball. Drop the ball of dough into the bowl of cocoa, and roll it around until it is completely coated to form the "truffle." Place the truffles on a plate, and place i

Core Interests
I've decided there are way too many of you douche bags out there. I have no interest in explaining myself right now, but DAMN, ya'll are stupid mother fuckers! Props for being able to lie right out your ass to yourself. I'm sorry for the loss you will all go through when you screw over the wrong girl (or guy, if your a girl)....For God's sake it's way to wicked fricken hard to find a decent, honest human being in this world! For all of you with dirty laundry...I hope when you find someone special, you don't screw it up. P.S. ONCE A CHEATER ALWAYS A CHEATER! For the time being, I'm really glad I got all my walls up. For everyone who is not on my shit list right now...put your damn walls up. Apparently you can't trust anyone!! 12:06 PM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos image hosting

For Your Information
glitter-graphics.com HELLO FELLOW FUBARIAN FRIENDS AND FAMILY: JUST WANTED TO LET YOU GUYS AND GALS KNOW THAT I AM BACK AFTER A FIVE DAY FORCED LEAVE BECAUSE MY DANG HARD DRIVE CRASHED AND BURNED. HAD TO TAKE MY SICK COMPUTER TO THE REPAIR SHOP BUT NOW IT IS ALL FIXED AND BACK IN BETTER SHAPE THAN BEFORE. JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHERE I WAS JUST IN CASE YOU MISSED ME. NOW SHOW ME THE LOVE I'VE BEEN MISSING ALL WEEK. GOOD TO BE BACK HOME HERE AT THE FUB. I AM DEFINITELY HOOKED (LMAO :p). MUCH LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL OF MY DEAR FRIENDS HERE

Poem 1
Take my hand this way we'll go, Said the man above, I'll take you to a place of joy, Where you will find true love, If you let go, go on your own, But mistakes you will make, For many other ways there are, Which you are sure to take, When you feel that you are lost, All you have to do is pray, And I'll be there once again, To help you on your way, I did pray and just as said, He shined his light from above, That showed me the way down the golden path, That led me to your love. You are my heart, my soul, my treasure, My today, my tomorrow, my forever, My everything!

Queen Of The Dragon Lairs Contest
Hi and LOVE to all my family and friends and THEIR FRIENDS who are helping. {{{{{{{ HUGS}}}}}}}} I'm IN My VERY First Contest. Need YOUR Help To Win The Rules Are Simple. The First Lady Who Gets Fifty Thousand Comments On Her Picture Wins Two Million Fu-Bucks. Click the pic to show me your love plz. Thx EVERYONE, Much Love and Respects, Desa Brought to you by ¢¾ Axl ¢¾@ fubar The Mystics Dream - Loreena McKennitt (repost of original by '¢¾ Axl ¢¾ ~~ Check my BLOG plz~~' on '2008-08-08 06:56:58') *** The Contest Will Start August 8th Early Friday Morning !!!!! Please read my message at the bottom for new bombers... ♥ to all my family and friends and THEIR FRIENDS who are helping. {{{{{{{ HUGS}}}}}}}} The Rules Are Simple. The First Lady Who Gets Fifty Thousand Comments On Her Picture Wins Two Million Fu-Bucks. The Runner-Up Will Win Five Hundred Thousand Fu-Buck. You May Get Comments Any Way You Choose Friends/

Crisis
First its not a blog about the Shit Hawk Second I owe some special people a salute but im blah... Today is my Sons 13th Birthday Tommorow is my fetuses 18 weeks in the womb IM CRAZY Seriously it just struck me .... Im not sure whether i should run ( more like waddle) away but this doesn't solve anything. Quick Question around 13 do boys become dumb? Wicked the carrier and the mother of a puberty experiencing 13 year old boy.... / wrists ok so im tired of watching the shit hawk like fucking fugly whores Ive told him only to like those i like then he might get some taste in woman hes a wierdo please go tell him he has no taste when it comes to twats that is all

Blah!blah!!blah!!!
The wind and the sun got into an argument about who was powerful, the wind said to the sun i am more power than you no you are not said the sun i am more powerful..this argument went back and forth for a period of time, with each element sighting reasons why it is more powerful than the other. still they could not reach a conclusion as to who was more powerful. one day a man was passing, the wind said to the sun-today i shall show you that i am more powerful than you. the sun said show me. the wind said to the sun, do you see that man going? yes said the sun. the wind said i bet you i can make his clothes fall off the sun said prove it so the wind went into action. the wind started blowing, blowing, and blowing the more the wind blew...the tighter the man held on to his shirt. after a while the wind gave up. the sun said to the wind...now watch me..the sun rose up to the sky majestically and showered it's ray of light on the earth..it got sunny and the man took of his shirt... 1. My na

My Husband Needs Help
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Poetry
SEVENTY-FIVE YEARS Ladies and Gentlemen: We are gathered here to join in the celebration of the year… Most commonly marked by the presentation of diamonds. This by the way is what we wanted to do for you today; but thought that Ford, Chrysler or GM would do just as well. I guess in our wee little minds The only way that we can comprehend time Beyond that redundant tick, tick, ticky Of our classic Mickey… Mouse clock Is to reach for the oldest thing we think we see Because the wisdom of time is truly the greatest mystery It’s strange how most of the tie we don’t understand But wee too have seen it slip through our hands Leaving us with what could have been And remembrance of all those days when Yeah it was good way back then No doubts and I remembers for a dear old friend But this is now and the challenge of today Is to figure how As time keeps slipping away How do you remain so spry? And keep that delightful twinkle in your eye The pessimists woul

Friends
1. are they worth the time and effort to get to know ?2. are you willing to overlook your needs to tend to thiers ?3. if you made a mistake are you willing to admit it and come forward and make amends even though you feel you will lose the other ?4. if they make a mistake are you willing to treat it as a broken pane of glass and help them replace it even though there is a chance of of getting cut ?5. are you willing to accept the concequences and pain to be honest even though it could cost you everything instead of lying ? i will be making salutes for those that show luv !! pm me if you want one. if you are one of the special ones and you ask nice you may have a nsfw salute ;) hit me up, show me some luv !!! Can you win ? Try it out and see !!!

Videos
Ello Fu Family, Well tomorrow im going to be going into surgery -sigh- more scars to add to my flawed dorkalicious body. I think im replacing my wants of tattoos with multiple sizes of scars, weird huh? lol. The past few days my arm has been hurting and I had no idea why so i went to see my doctor. Come to find out one of the titanium plates in my neck has come loose and shifted. For those of you that dont know me nor my past, I was in a rollover and broke my neck. It all happened in 2004 and was paralyzed for 5 months of that year, now almost 5 years later it bites me in the ass lol. I should be home in a week or maybe even less if all goes great but knowing me some BS might happen, just my luck right haha. Please dont feel sorry for me because this type of thing will be part of my life till I die and im ok with that, its part of life. Not everything is rainbows and butterflys, just gotta smile and hope for the best in the end. I hope everyone has a great week while im gone. Love a

My Shining Light ( A Tale Of Loss)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum/orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? please e-mail responses to jaxxx469@yahoo.com, as i am having trouble with the e-mail on fubar.or,leave me a comment ,or both. FIRST OFF! I COMMEND ALL OF THE BEAUTIFUL LADIES ON

Stuff
A skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring at him, looks down, and says: '7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch private, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown.' The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: 'What's wrong with you?' In a weak voice the little guy says, 'What EXACTLY did you say to me?' The big dude says: 'I saw your look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks. I'm 7 feet tall. I weigh 350 pounds. I have a 20 inch private, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown.' The small guy says: 'Turner Brown. Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, 'Turn around.' This is very true, so pay attention but there are more facts that this bulliten is not listing, & if u don't know em, learn em.... Girl facts: When you catch a gi

My Life
In time, cause I know that all I have left in this precious life is time, and it's growing shorter by the minute, but yea, what I want is that I want to eventually have a son to where I can take out fishing and even if it's his first time fishing, I want to teach him how to fish. I know how to fish, but I have never taken a fish off the hook. I'd love to take off my first fish with my son. To experience the same thing he is going through at that exact moment. To share that feeling with him. "Hey, the first fish I ever took off, was with my dad, and it was his first time too." To share that type of experience with him, that's all that matters. To have a special moment with your son... Even if it meant it was a daughter, I don't care. I still want to be able to judge what guy is right for her and to protect her with all my might and to walk her down the aisle, even if it means, I'll ball my eyes out, just something you have to expect, if u ever want to be a father. Just to make sure she

My Thoughts And Stuff
OK now I know this is just venting, but some thinggs really piss me off. for starters, people, specifically PARENTS who seem to think "Nothing will happen". Ya know, maybe once it DOES happen you will learn a tough lesson! Why rant and anger? I know, I am not an angry person, but I am right now. Today at work, I was on patrol, when I cam across a jet black Rav4 SUV, and jet black tinted indows, with some movement inside. Now mind you, its 8pm right this second and its the coolest been in 4 days an rigth now its 89 degrees, about 4pm when I found this car, it was close to 98 degrees. And a black car, averages an 16 degere higher temp inside. Now, remembering this, as I got closer, I found a 1 yr old, in a car seat, a 5 yr old and a 7yr old. Locked inside, windows up, car OFF! I talked the 7 yr old into opening the car and got them out, with bright red flushed cheeks, the baby was sweating badly. Now WTF????? About 20 min later, the uncle, who had brought them comes strolling out of the

Stuff
Instructions - Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was in gifted and talented classes since kindergarten 2. I took my ACTs when i was in 7th Grade 3. I Barely passed High School. My High Iq didnt matter; I got bored ad quit things a LOT 4. I don't have Morals. I follow a Code 5. I Believe equally in creationism and evolution 6. Im EXTREMELY self conscious, though not many may see that, reflected in my attitude 7. All i know is Ball, Good...And RAPE 8. Some say Dork, Some Say Geek...But im a big LOTR, Star Wars, Trekkie, and 4chan fan.. 9. I Read Tarot Cards 10. I had a crush on a gypsy girl, once, when i was 12 Screw the tagging rules, im alt

This Is Going To Be My First Real Blog
"Yes" = No "No" = Yes "Maybe" = No "I'm sorry" = You'll be sorry "We need" = I want "It's your decision" = The correct decision should be obvious by now. "Do what you want" = You'll pay for this later. "Sure, go ahead" = I don't want you to. "I'm not upset" = Of course I'm upset you moron. "We need to talk" = I need to complain. "You're so manly" = You need a shave and you sweat a lot. "You're certainly attentive tonight" = Is sex all you ever think about? "Be romantic, turn out the lights" = I have flabby thighs "This kitchen is so inconvenient" = I want a new house "I want new curtains" = and new carpeting, new furniture, new wallpaper, etc... "I heard a noise" = I noticed you were almost asleep "Do you love me?" = I'm going to ask for something expensive "How much do you love me?" = I did something today you're really not going to like "I'll be ready in a minute" = Kick off your shoes and find a good game on TV "Is my butt fat

Things To Know
"I will open my mouth in parables, I will utter things hidden since the creation of the world." Matthew 13:35 "Do not ask which creature screams in the night, Do not question who waits for you in the shadow. It is my cry that wakes you in the night, And my body that crouches in the shadow. I am the maestro and you are the puppet That dances to my tune."

Wiccan/pagan Stuff!
How Much Yule Do You Put into Christmas? by Stazya This is a difficult topic. I didn't think it would be until I started. In fact, I thought it would take about two paragraphs to describe how I celebrate Yule by myself and then participate in Christmas with the rest of my family Until now, that's the way it's been - separate. And lonely. I remember last year vividly - I shut the bedroom door, laid out a full altar, substituted a small piece of pine incense for my Yule Log since we had no fireplace, and sang of my wishes in a hushed voice, trying to drown myself in the raised volume of the television. I did this not because I was hiding from my husband in the next room, but because I didn't want to "disturb"; him with my ritual. A week later, we were in Danvers, MA sitting in the Congregational church with his family and as I watched the minister light his candles and listened to his words, She leaned over and whispered in my ear. "You've been here before." It clicked later

Acceptance
Part of the reason why we hold on to something so tight is because we fear that something so great won't happen twice. I used to care a lot about what people thought of me; then I learned I definetly can`t please everyone, some people will like you & some will hate you -- but I really don`t care, either way I`m not losing sleep over it Me & My Best Friends We walk around talking to complete strangers, laugh for absolutely no reason at all, & have stupid fights that are over in ten minutes, gang up on the chick that has a problem with one of us, have a billion "you-had-to-be-there" times :: attempt to dance like they do in the music videos, make fun of each other when we walk into stuff You'll never find the right person, if you never let go of the wrong one. And I hope it makes you jealous when you see me holding his hand. And I hope it makes you squirm when he hugs me in Public. And I hope you stare right at us when he kisses me and I kiss back. And I ho

Dee's Blogs...
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FI

From The Ashes
When a man's heart is filled with hate and deciete....it burns in those flames and a dark shadow falls over his soul From the ashes of a once good man...has risen a curse...a wrong that must be righted against an army of shadows stands a lone dark warrior...look unto the sky's for vendicator for he is one that will strike fear into the black hearts of those that created him hear as he speaks with a voice of silence, and he fights with a mission of justice I am the man...for which no god waits Yet an entire world yearns, my courage, m strength, my sacrifice I have fought bloody battles on far away ground, and here upon the streets of home I have held onto dying and torn commrades in their last moments of life I have looked into the eyes of Death and felt the stinging coldof fear, yet moved forward I have gone places and did things no one else should ever have to, all in the name of rightiousness? I have been lied to and lied about...I have been scorned, slandered, and the bru

My Life-from The Other Side? Wtf
Can we say "talent"? Whoa Video - Lil Kim lyricsLil Kim Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts It's cha gurl, L-T I'm OUTTTTTTTT 4 DA NIGHT BLESSINGS!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm tired.I just got back from helping out with a school orchrestra. Ahh,those little kids need to find CONFIDENCE. For example,there is this one girl who can KILL the cello when playing solo, with a few people around. But today,she was the only cello, so everyone was counting on her to hold on to her part strong, she held the melondy. But she was all scared (I would be too!). Music should be my major. Much love! Me

Things
Love is.... mussing up someone's hair. is having a special song. is tickling. is waking up knowing someone cares about you. is wishing every moment your apart you were together. is letting them win even though you know you could slaughter them. is hating to say goodbye. is walking hand and hand. is wondering what they are doing right now this very moment. is a phone call. is walking in the rain together. is being able to spot the across the room no matter how many people there are. is committing yourself in writing. the feeling you get when you see thier name on your caller id. the way your heart skips a beat when you get thier text. is staying up all night on the phone because they can't sleep. the way they look to you no matter what. the greatest feeling in the world. is cuddled up with someone special under a warm blanket fresh from the dryer. is willing to give your life to save thiers. this is for MISSY!

Auctions
I signed up on plenty of fish cuz I know some peeps on there. It's not fun as Fubar so I'm sending them invites. :D Check out these newbies and give them lots of Fubar love. I will keep a running list in my blog and put the newer ones on top. Do remember some are brand NEW and they will be uploading pictures. open2newthings@ fubar fountains47@ fubar tulsamale_76@ fubar u1aplay@ fubar budding@ fubar sillyasssredneck@ fubar snorkel51@ fubar conderatti@ fubar tallcotton@ fubar gambler49@ fubar jesse72088

Songs...
The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah When I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide I'm quiet, you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide Don't stop here I've lost my place I'm close behind Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills your mind You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the c

Quiz
I just wanted to say sorry to all my Cherries out there for not being on so much. I will try harder in the future Posh's man loves kickin' the balls.... Just to get this out of the way before say what I have to say, I grew up playing soccer and I like soccer. (Although paintball and Lacrosse is the greatest sports ever.) Has anyone been watching the news today? Let me fill you in if you haven't. (In other words.....let me give you the 4-1-1.) It appears that David Beckham has signed a contract to play soccer here in the U.S. What team is not important. (It's not as though anyone cares anyway.) If you are totally clueless about who David Beckham is, don't feel bad. You're with the other 95% of the U.S. male citizens who are clueless as well. Just do a little research. He's a soccer "god" from the U.K. who is married to one of the former "Spice Girls". Remember them? If you don't then you're one of the lucky ones. Anywho......The problem I'm having with this "tidalwave" of ne

Have You Been In My Situation?
Each passing day shows me a little bit more Some days I wonder 'What am I here for?' With every argument, with every fight I realize, this isn't the way I want to live my life Every time you broke me down I stood back up to look around For every time you broke my heart I wished I could begin again from the start When love was all that mattered My heart, before broken and tattered Torn apart, broken dreams Is all that's left, or so it seems I wish you understood, my fears, hoes, and dreams I wish you knew, just what they really mean to me Look past my eyes, and into my mind Take a good look, see what you'll find Instead of looking at me, look inside You see, I've got nothing to hide Just close your eyes, believe in me Open your mind and you will see. well i got up this morning, and guess what was waiting for me... thats right, a diamond ring and a proposal from the sweetest man on CT! of course, i agreed to be his CT wife. hes the one whos there for me. he alw

Its Been A Long Time Since We Talked.
My name is Pete and I thought I might say hello. I am home, from my trip from Europe a few months and I am getting settled back into American life again . I read your profile and thought I might stop by, say hello and see if you might want to become friends and talk? Yahoo IM : SonderGaad78209, I am on there the most but I have the other instant messengers, so let me know your username and server. I am in the San Antonio area, in Texas. I just got back from traveling Europe, well the Netherlands, Germany( western half), Belgium, Luxembourg, Ireland, and Britain and then last year I was recalled to active duty , I am a reservist in the United States Coast Guard. I have noticed a lot of old friends have moved and married, so I am here looking for friends most of all. I am Alsatian, Basque-Spanish, Scottish, Dutch and Jewish. I am currently going to school, I received my two-year degree in criminal justice and working on my four year degree at UTSA or where ever. If you have children

Another Big Blog Of Fun!
Alan King at his finest! Enjoy, worth a few minutes to watch. Investment tips for 2008 With all the turmoil in the market today and the collapse of Lehman Bros and Acquisition of Merrill Lynch by Bank of America this might be some good advice. For all of you with any money left, be aware of the next expected mergers so that you can get in on the ground floor and make some BIG bucks. Watch for these consolidations in later this year: 1.) Hale Business Systems, Mary Kay Cosmetics, Fuller Brush, and W R. Grace Co. Will merge and become: Hale, Mary, Fuller, Grace. 2.) Polygram Records, Warner Bros., and Zesta Crackers join forces and become: Poly, Warner Cracker. 3.) 3M will merge with Goodyear and become: MMMGood. 4. Zippo Manufacturing, Audi Motors, Dofasco, and Dakota Mining will merge and become: ZipAudiDoDa . 5. FedEx is expected to join its competitor, UPS, and become: FedUP.

Battle Of The New Rock Music
Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Tuesday 8/26/08 Last Night It Was: Slipknot - Psychosocial V.S. Anberlin - The Feel Good Drag The Vote Was 7 - 3 Slipknot Ramains Your Champion and is on one Hell of a Roll! They Will Return Thursday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me .. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio. Tuesday and Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Thursday 6/05/08 Last Night It Was: Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend V.S. Stereoside - So Long The Vote Was 8 - 3 Theory of a Deadman - Bad Girlfriend Takes the Gold Tonight! They Will Return Tuesday night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me .. The Big Ba

Doom
I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If the American people ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. The issuing power should be taken from the banks and restored to the people, to whom it properly belongs. Thomas Jefferson

Daily Jokes
A small boy is sent to bed by his father... [Five minutes later] "Da-ad..." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring me a drink of water?" "No. You had your chance. Lights out." [Five minutes later] "Da-aaaad..." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY...Can I have a drink of water??" "I told you NO! If you ask again I'll have to spank you!!" [Five minutes later] "Daaaa-aaaAAAAD..." "WHAT??!!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring me a drink of water?" What the best way to get a guy to stop smoking after sex? Fill his water bed with gasoline. A guy with a black eye boards his plane bound for Pittsburgh and sits down in his seat. He notices immediately that the guy next to him has a black eye, too. He says to him, "Hey, this is a coincidence, we both have black eyes; mind if I ask how you got yours?" The other guy says, "Well, it just happened, it was a tongue twister accident. See, I was at the ticket counter and this gorgeous blonde with the most massive breasts in the world was

You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy63%Peter Pan63%Sleeping Beauty50%The Beast50%Pinocchio50%Snow White25%Donald Duck25%Cruella De Ville19%Cinderella13%Ariel6%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com Two Names You Go B

Cream Filled Dessert Treat
My first BLOG, at least here on CHERRY TAP. Would love to have a bunch of interesting things to tell you about but I will do that later. Anyways, for now, ENJOY THE VIEW FROM BELOW. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO SexStacey@ CherryTAP OH MY GOD YOU GUYS, I JUST HAD THE BEST SEX IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!! I met another couple totally into the swapping lifestyle. I mean these two are absolutely gorgeous and total fucking KINK!!! I have never cum so hard and so much in my entire life!!!! I mean seriously, I have never been so turned on in my whole life!!! We enjoyed each other's company so much that they invited me to be the "favor" at one of their next parties!!! OH HELL YEAH!!!!! I CAN'T FUCKING WAIT!!!!!!!!!! We got it all on video and as soon as Aaron and Stacey edit it, I promise to upload some shots in my very special private section! Stay tuned!!! Is being a human sex toy always this much fun? Alexxx

Mystery's Mystical Blog
THE TIME THAT I'VE WASTED IS MY BIGGEST REGRET,SPENT IN THESE PLACES I WILL NEVER FORGET. JUST SITTING AND THINKING ABOUT THE THINGS I'VE DONE,THE CRYING ,THE LAUGHING,THE HURT AND THE FUN. NOW IT'S JUST ME AND MY HARD-DRIVEN GUILT BEHIND A WALL OF EMPTINESS I ALLOWED TO TO BE BUILT. I'M TRAPPED IN MY BODY, JUST WANTING TO RUN, BACK TO MY YOUTH IT'S LAUGHTER AND FUN. BUT THE CHASE IS OVER AND THERE'S NO PLACE TO HIDE.EVERYTHING IS GONE, INCLUDING MY PRIDE. WITH REALITY SUDDENLY RIGHT IN MY FACE, I'M SCARED, ALONE AND STUCK IN THIS PLACE. NOW MEMORIES OF THE PAST FLASH THOUGH MY HEAD, AND THE PAIN IS OBVIOUS BY THE TEARS THAT I SHED. I ASK MYSELF WHY AND WHERE I WENT WRONG. I GUESS I WAS WEAK WHEN I SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRONG. LIVING FOR DRUGS AND THE WINGS THAT I HAD GROWN, MY FEELINGS WERE LOST, AFRAID TO BE SHOWN. AS I LOOK AT THE PAST IT'S SO EASY TO TO SEE THE FEAR THAT I HAD, AFRAID TO BE ME. I'D PRETEND TO BE RUGGED, SO FAST AND SO COOL. WHEN ACTUALLY LOST LIKE A B

My Boring Crap
I have been accepted in to the LDC Family. So far everyone has been great. I can't believe how much support I have gotten already. Honestly, I've been here for a few years now and haven't ever had this much support and love shown to me. Kinda overwhelmed a bit. That's not to say that all of my friends and fans haven't been great. I've made some really great friends here. Hopefully this will be the begining of even more friendships. I look forward to getting to know all my new Family members and recomend that if you want a supportive group of friends that you consider coming over to the LDC. Talk to you soon. This has got to be one of my favorite non-alcoholic drinks. I came across it at a buddies house when he was throwing a cockail party. They were using it as a mixer but since I was driving I just had it straight. It's basically carbonated water and orange juice. It's supposed to be healthier than soda cuz it's juice but I don't even care about that. If you like orange

My Life
Ok I am going to be doing a mass deletion on my friends list and here is why..I am so tired of opening my page and seeing a bulletin board of nothing but drama! People need to grow up!! Its the fucking internet. Should you care what someone else on another pc who u will never meet thinks about you? No you shouldnt! You only have to do what makes yourself happy fuck everyone else. Ive noticed lately there are alot of drama starters, hypocrits, and homophobes on this site! I dont want no part of any of it. So therefor I am doing a mass deletiion and only keeping those who i know are on here for friends not drama. If u dont like what i said just delete me now and will save me the time of deleting u later. Im not here for popularity like alot are! well folks i am gonna be leaving for a while....not sure for how long..may be a week, a month, or for good...not sure yet.. but i will miss all my wonderful friends...just a few words of advice before i go.... Cherish every thing you

Love
"No One" I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cause Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel

Fubar Related Blog And Stuff
If you are reading this then you must have seen my ticker, or you are on my friends list. Congratulations! You're in! You are under NO obligation to participate. You don't GET anything for participating except my GRATITUDE and FRIENDSHIP, and maybe a salute if you're GOOD! (SFW of course, so don't even ask) My mission is simple ... level up ASAP! I am a former bouncer that left the site and is now in the process of returning. In order to return to bouncer status my level needs to be higher. That's pretty simple. In order to get leveled quickly I am attempting to bid for the spotlight. "SLV" stands for "Spotlight Virgin" hehehe, cute I know. I am nearly there, just need that extra little SHOVE over the edge. My wonderful friends and supporters have gotten me this far. My undying devotion to them is unimaginable. I seriously LOVE you guys and can't stop being so appreciative. If you want to help then you will become one of the few that I cherish and adore, if you don't that's compl

Me
Have any of you ever expereinced close to death calls??? Like where you merely had a close encounter with death itself? Like i swear when i write these blogs, they always come str8 from my heart. Me and my whole life growing up, i never had much faith in God, never was religious... But, as i grew older i kept having these close encounters that i cant never seem to get out of my mind... Like such close calls where you actually see your whole life just pass you by in front of your eyes, and all you can really do is watch it take place. But when i realizd im still here..After about the 2nd time i kinda realized something.. I got some1 lookin out for me...cuz if i didnt, i know i sure as hell wouldnt be here right now... Because i've had about 7 close calls in my lifetime and im only 21 right now.. majority of them were straight up miracles...I never had much faith b4 in my life.. But when i stop and think about my life and how it has evolved itself... And all the stuff that i've seen and

In The Bed ....
We had been talking on the phone for a couple of months. I don’t know what the hold up was but he finally got up the nerve to come meet me. My threats to stop talking to him on the phone until we meet probably helped him along. Anyway, he came and picked me up and we just went for a ride and got some smoothies. The conversation was cool and we vibed pretty good. He seemed nervous but that was to be expected during a first meeting. We came back to my house but I could not invite him in because my kids were home. We sat in the car and talked for awhile and I decided to go in. I was going into the house through the garage. When I was halfway into the garage, he called out my name and jumped out of the car. “Hold up”, he said as he came up to me in the garage. He boldly stepped into my space, took hold of my arm, just behind my elbow and whispered into my ear, “Let me come in.” As he began to nuzzle my neck, I felt my heart pounding in my chest. I laughed nervously and told him th

"november"
COSMIC PEACE A new production by Derek Gee - Zircon Find more videos like this on We Unite Enjoy this brand new music video inspired by the song "Peace" from my album Celestial. Music, vocals & dance images - Julia - SiriSat Video Edited & Produced by Derek Gee - FeedTheFire for "We Unite" Space visuals from Carl Sagan's Cosmos - Episode 1. A new video remix version of a song from my album "Celestial - Sirisat" SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix" Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire Wreckless Beats aka Zircon for "WE UNITE" Find more videos like this on We Unite In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production. Please show him your appreciation.. Thank you friends! ♥ November Birds fly South, The wind blows through my bones November night... Leaves sailing nowhere land, Take me with you out of sight... Whip me with your lash of rain, Howling like the wolf in the dark forest.

My Poetry
A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Me.... I am a Beautiful Woman. I am Witty I am Intelligent I am Spiritual. I am Meaner than Shit. I am Demanding. I am a Brat. I’m a Sadist. I am a Hedonist. I am Pagan. I am a Goddess. I am a Child. I am Love. I am Me. Contrary Goddess...... Heartless Compassionate Loving cruel Dominant submissive Sadistic pain slut

Things
Your Stress Level is: 36% You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control. You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart. Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly. How Stressed Are You? Wishing all of our Military MothersWho have raised SoldiersWho are also Married to SoldiersAlong with all of our Mothers NationwideA WonderfulMother's DayLove AlwaysRandyRandy~nWo~Add Yourself To My Guestbook~@ CherryTAP You are 80% Virgo How Virgo Are You?

Comments,what Happened,to Them ,where Did They Go To.
Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests: I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide it needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table,and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think,since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only one check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke I'd been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need to push the Coke aside so tha

Why It Says Justkillme On My Back
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a

Yay Poetry Of Mine
You say you can think like meReally do you want to deal with that atrocityDeal with the velocityOf thoughts pounding constantlyThe never ending questions of"What the fuck is wrong with me?"Always second guessingAnd never addressing The real issues that lie before meSkirting around the drama and hostilityLaughing it offBrushing it awayJust waiting for the next dayIn a hope that my mind will be quietStop with the riotSo do you wanna try itWanna be like meWanna weigh heaivly on issues that aren't really thereDeal with whispers and staresThat more than likely have nothing to do with youGet pissed at yourselfWhen all words escape youFailing to explain Deal with the paranoia That it's all gonna fall apartThat you'll finally loose your shitAnd end up with an empty heartDidn't think you would Somethin inside me became different Yet another change Possibly another disgrace I stare in the mirror And I barely recognize her Same bright blue eyes But they feel like just a disguise To be who

Jaded.....
Dandelion Wishes and Chocolate Dreams....Yeah I know I got it all wrong....while most people live by the old adage "Champagne Wishes and Cavier Dreams", I prefer life to be a little more simple. Open mouth, insert foot....NO, I am not saying I am simple-minded woman...I just prefer it to be cut and dry....Simple things make me happy... Blowing dandelion wishes A smile Compassion Integrity Chocolate that melts in my mouth Imagination Books Friends Heinz Ketchup....anticipation Candles Raspberry Kisses Altoids (giggling) Champagne bubbles Glass dildoes What simple pleasures do you partake in? Discussing sexual ideations and differences....monogamy, polyamorous, adventures, deviances, etc etc etc....American adults have varying differences in sexual behavior....how adventureous or boring are you? 1. Paid for sex? 2. Faked an orgasm? 3. Discussed fantasies with your partner? 4. Sex on a first date? 5. 3-somes? 6. Sex

Camp Walrus Knees
Here it is, guys, the chance to win something badass and shiny! Rules:1. Only one entry per user2. Entries must be in the form of a comment on this blog to be considered3. Entries must be received by midnight Fu-time (PST...that's 3am EST) on Friday, May 13th to be considered4. Don't be gay, Sparky (y) Contest:All you have to do is post a comment with the word you think sounds hilariously dirty out of context, but isn't. Like "moist"...IDK about you, but that just plain sounds filthy and wrong. But that's an example; you get nothing if you use it cause I already did! SO NYAH, bitches!Three (3) 3rd Place winners will be given a 1 or 2 credit Bling of their choice; two (2) 2nd Place winners will be given a 3 or 4 credit Bling of their choice; and finally, one (1) Grand Prize winner will be given the Bling of their choice (under 15 credits) and a special salute! Payout happens sometime around 8am EST (5am Fu-time/PST), so get cracking bitches! So this is my response to THIS PIC by my ho

Franklinmarshallsweatshirt
Shopping from a wholesale outlet is not a recent idea. From decades, people look out for best possible options available in the market to avail products at competitive prices. The shoppers make the purchase in bulk to get discounted prices for the products. Even The shop owners also prefer to make the business in bulk in comparison to the sale in small quantities. The good profit margin is the only reason for the wholesale Franklin and Marshall sweatshirt marketing.In the same way, fashion industry of Japan is also facing the same trend. The consumer from all over the world prefers to do the shopping in wholesale outlets of apparel. They provide the best quality of the product at the cheap rates. When the consumer makes the purchase in bulk, he will get the huge discounts on the bill. However, if the shopper selects only a single piece then the amount of discount is comparatively less. And, he needs to pay the big amount for the same product. Therefore, the customers do the shopping in

Cherrytap Friends
If someone could send me $40 that would be freaking awesome. I promise to pay you back too:) Please help. 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me?

Yeah Baby!!
OK last one of these for you to read right now .... last day of the sexiest eyes contest my chickas in ...this girl is super sweet and has the most beautiful eyes Ive ever seen ... this is over at 7 pm tonight.. she can win a 30 day blast for this , which is pretty good .. pleaseeee even if you dont bomb just go give my girl 10 .. 20 ... 500 lol comments all off them add up ... love and kisses click the pic HEY EVERYONE .. HER NAMES KRISTIN SHES IN A SEXY EYES CONTEST THAT RUNS THRU FRI.. SHE CAN WIN A 30 DAYS BLAST .. SHE DOESNT ASK FOR HELP AND IS SO SWEET .. SO IM HELPING AND IM ASKING .. GO TO HER PROFILE LOOK AT HER READ ABOUT HER .. HELL LISTEN TO HER VOICE .. THIS CHICKA IS PURE CLASS AND SWEET AS THEY COME .. DO THAT THEN SAY YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO HELP HER.. SHES GETTING BEAT BY BOMBERS NOT BY SOMEONE WITH BETTER EYES .. IF ALL ON MY LIST WOULD JUST GO LEAVE 20 COMMENTS HELL EVEN TEN IT WOULD BE LOADS OF HELP .. THANKS MY FRIENDS hey darlings .. I know ..

Randomness
The fields are near and I won't trust the air with secrets. I can't stop holding this treasure in my arms. For all the water in the ocean could never turn this swan's legs from black to white. Let them say, let them say, let them say what they please. You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go. You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you say the things that make me want to lose you. We went on drinking, celebrating something I looked at you and said that I'm forever yours You looked at me and said oh the idea of being in love The idea. The idea of being forever yours. You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you want me to let go. You won't be leaving my arms...ever, I promise you that. Even if you want me to let go, honey. Even if you say the things that

Friends
Now, anyone who knew Carrie knew that she always stayed hot no matter what the weather. She could be outside in her night shirt and no shoes on in the middle of winter and it wouldn’t phase her in the least. But, as we lived in an older house, it didn’t retain the heat that well. Just after she had made breakfast and we ate she wanted to go outside and gather some wood for the fireplace. So I went with her to get it because we had just run out of kerosene for the heater that morning and no way to get to the store yet. A thousand times…A thousand times she had always been careful when she was lighting the fireplace. She had just seconds before sent out emails to her father in New Jersey thanking him for bringing us up there for Christmas, and to our friend Rhonda to thank her for watching our animals for us while we were gone. A thousand times she had done it before and had always been careful. As I walked to the kitchen for more coffee, I had told her to be

My Blog
Trying not to make this overly emo and hopefully as I get more comfortable with bloggin I can make them more fun, but this one is on a sirius note. Also have to say that i am semi-copy-cating Vixey and Mel’s blogs by posting lyrics (but those of you that know me, know how much music means to me) :p This week has been a difficult one; friends of mine lost their very young daughter. So reflecting on that and thinking about those in my life that mean so much to me this song came to mind. I am not a poetic scholar nor do I pretend to know exactly what the artist meant by every line, but to me the message is clear, that loved ones are worth so much more than anything we can possess. Whether it is a death, or a break up or a friendship that drifts apart, we all have people that are really close to us that if they were not part of our lives it would be very painful, so my blog is dedicated to those in my life that I adore. JAMBI-by Tool Here from the king's mountain view; Here fro

Darkness
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire I can see her face in every candle flame All I ask is to know her name I knew right then we were meant to be because the girl I loved was cursed like me For she hates the morning and loves the night Our lust increase's by the fires light She hunts like an animal as she stalks her prey For the victim she gets will never see another day She fed on the innocent and her feelings were blind Until she confronted another of her kind It was I she had met and with no regret We pierced each other to start the bloodlet Our wounds so deep the blood would not

Buh Bye !!!!!
Hey to all my friends. The last five days hav been extremely diffcult for me. Right now as I type this there are tears running down my face. Saturday morning the truck I was in was struck by a train there is a link below. The link: http://www.elkodaily.com/articles/2008/08/04/news/local_news/stuff2.txt I'm not going to comment on anything that happened that night yet other than to say I'm not sure why I was spared I am sure there is a meaning to it all needless to say it has changed my life and given it new meaning. I am extremely lucky to be able to type this and be able to say hello to everyone another day. To Lily, Kristen Victoria, Nikki, Lucy, Coach, Rose, CuteSmiley and so many others that have been a part of my life here your friendship is treasured and I hold you all close to my heart. Please remember to tell those close to you that you love them daily. If I had not been so fortunate my family would not have had the chance to hear those words from my lips.

Joke
A young blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking.After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde shouted, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes at a reasonable price!" The shopkeeper said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you'll luck out and catch yourself a big one!" Determined, the blonde turned and headed for the swamps, set on catching herself an alligator.Later in the day, the shopkeeper is driving home, when he spots the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. Just then, he sees a huge 9 foot alligator swimming quickly toward her. She takes aim, kills the creature and with a great deal of effort hauls it on to the swamp bank. Lying nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper watches in amazement. Jus

Fabar Stuff
Okiedokie, since the actual emote didnt work on the paste job in the last job.. here is the link.. btw this blog is intended for my own personal easy access to the list. since my boolmarks are full of shit i use for everything else... http://fubar.com/emotes.php This blog is to help you rip, and activate a skin. since I have had to instruct people on how to do this for their first time, I will explain step by step how to rip a skin... FIRST, be sure you have skins enabled in settings, by accessing edit profile. if you never see any cool backgrounds on profiles, you dont have them active... 1. to find a skin, use the search feature for skins here http://www.fubar.com/browse_skins.php or if you like a skin on a users profile: scroll to the bottom of the page and look for "Browse members skins" on the bottom right..click the link. you will see the list of skins, "preview skin" and "rip skin". 2. Next i recommend previewing the skin, to make sure it is in fact the sk

May I Have Some Assistance Please?
http://howtoprankatelemarketer.ytmnd.com/ copy and paste this link into your browser and check out how this guy solved the problem! lol so damn funny! I have resent them and know others likely feel as I do about them so I apologize to anyone who got them from me and rolled their eyes because they get repeated too much and are frankly a pain in the butt to resend to everyone. So with all due respect, I would prefer if chain comments do not get sent to me anymore and if they are I will not resend them. Personally I prefer the original 1's with true words spoken from the person themselves and not a 1 that was made and written by someone else and passed to the masses, and love the graphics also.. The original messages mean more to me! I really like most of the people on my friend list(some I am very very fond of) and try to give attention to each of you as best I can. And will continue to do so in future without the annoyance of a chain message. And by the way, read this and if

Wswear Blog
I have 9 entries so far, just need a few more. Any ladies interested?? Let me know. WINNER GETS A FREE 7 DAY BLAST! Its gonna be a hot contest, and different from all the others. I will open up the voting as soon as I have 10 contestants. Lets fill it up guys!! Hosted by CherryTagz.com Contest is ready to open up. ANY LAST ENTRIES?? I will open up the voting on Monday. Please let me know if you are interested in entering.

Friends
just want n to say Best Holiday Comments! Best Holiday Comments! Best Holiday Comments! Best Holiday Comments! gator/ssuperchargedz28 just wanted to say Free Comments & Graphics HOPIING YOU HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PERSON DOIN THE MISSLETOE CONTEST http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1037258&friend=1037258 PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE BLOG BEFORE YOU ORDER OR ASK ME QUESTIONS :) THANK YOU!! Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,00

Ramblings Of A Mynda!
Watch to the end! OK so due to the latest things occurring on fubar (blasts have been taken away for stupid reasons that i wont mention here bc i may end up losing my stuff for badmouthing the site... can anyone say hypocritical capitalist?) ANYWAYS... Mark and I have been thinking and we want to know from both the bidders and the entrants what they think about our idea. What if we make it so that the person being bid on can decide if they want the FU gift (blast, VIP, HH etc...) or just the cash equivalent? So if a person bids a 7day blast, they can instead ask for just 20 dollars sent to their paypal or a gift card in that amount to some store they like etc... We arent saying all gifts must be in real money instead of FU related items, just that the entrant reserves the right to choose which they prefer. Please leave comments or messages with your opinons! HAPPY BIDDING! -Mynda! > > > HEY FUBAR! I am having my first auction!!! Just sen

Randomness
Just 100 fubucks could help me get spotlight. I will be trying for spotlight in Nov. My 20th Birthday I'm calling on my friends for help me with this. Each and every one of you who have helped get me this far, Thank you, you have recieved salutes and blogs from me. and I will keep them coming. I'm not asking for much, just the chance to have spotlight. All you have to do is click the fupal link below to get started. Brought to you by: ØSuzie[KUNTASTIC] SER Promoter & DJØOWNED BY VENOM@ fubar im in here when finished sb me and ill add ya to my private folders.You must enter the lounge for the vote to count. Click This Picture to Vote on the Hottest Ass! Please dont get mad if i have o take you off the family list. Im having to take people off to fit new voters on. =/ i can only have 25 family so please dont get mad. you can vote every 24 hours. and it gets you into my family to see my folders. so whats stopping you? dont forget to subscribe while you are here

Written Works Of A Druknen Irishman
When Tired and worn Weary soul Hidden behind Leather and scars Broad shoulders Carrying worlds Not my own Nerve of courage Feeding swarms of Parasitic performers in Characterized friendships Angelic heart Forgotten and unnoticed In the treads Of boot heels Thoughts wonder To lingering question When will Ancient hands Guided by love Skin flesh from soul Carry me back To start again? Why am I here? Grey matter invaded By violent jackhammers Simple query evolves into Consuming question Pulling me through Mind-field of barbwire roses Enigmatic solutions Beyond my comprehension Offering brief glimps Of the answer To uncanny riddle Formed in the spiraling insanity Spiritually induced frameshift Tribulations of self-inquisition Entropy erases rigor mortis Conundrum remains unsolved Welcome The welcome mat Tattooed upon My back Bids you to Wipe your crap Upon my flesh And trounce My heart With hap-hazard abandon As you rummage Thro

Fubar Specific (updated January 2011)
After glancing at "Irate Women" Parts 1 & 2, and saying to myself 'there is no fucking way I'm going to read all of that shit' it occurred to me that no one else is, either. If they did they'd realize 1st and foremost that I detest the Heterosexual ideal that "the man" hauls his burly ass out the door and brings home a big ole buck for the wife and kids to eat while the woman tends the garden, bakes bread and bends over for the guy as a reward for his Hard work, that whole schlemiel to me is people imitating animals because they're too fucking lazy and stupid to use their Powers of Creation to make an interesting life for themselvesSo to make a long story short - I can't marry you because I already am and I can't afford to keep you as a mistress, nor pay you for any kind of sex or sex related thing not even $2 a minute so I can cum watching you on cam. So now you're probably thinking well what the fuck are you doing on here ... are you a faggot or what? Read my profile If you're a g

Mos Stef's Stuff
By "this asshole", I mean my headache. But since people like the gung-ho internet "let's get 'em with our torches!" thing I thought I'd fake you out. I apologize for the deception, now please send me some Excedrin? I'll be your best friend forever, and offer you bubblegum whenever I'm packing. Listening to Stephen Malkmus does help a little, though. This is actually about GRUDGES. It's understandable to get angry at a friend if they make a stupid comment. I just don't understand holding a grudge about it, even after they sincerly apologize. I don't get why you'd let a minor thing mess up something and just refuse to forgive someone. It is so hard to find people in this world that genuinely want to get to know you, and make you happy- why would you throw that away without even caring? I used to hold grudges to a stupid degree when I was younger, but then I realized how lonely it made me and how many fantastic people it pushed away. Being upset is natural, but holding something aga

Kiki
IN the hands of this beholder there are no longer razor blades pulling at the tendons of life. There became a reason to put down the knives and to stop curving the forks into points. A change was made by the twist of an 11 day cease fire that seems to grow longer. No protests, no worries, no quarrels. A complete circle of acceptance was tossed amoung the spinning moments of time, that created our perfect identities. Two broken hearts, different but the same, thrown against the wall of life to see whom can slid down first. HAHA just to bad they both stayed and prooved their dominance. Caressed in the cradle of pain, watching the stars give their life to another ones needs. Conversations between old souls that bare young faces, if the rest of the world only knew what lies beneath. No more open wounds, they have been sealed with laughter and stories. They no longer seep black, but pour clear from victimized sanctions. Floored by the presence, he possesses the power to have and con

Stories
This is beautiful! Try not to cry. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Friends,fans, Others
Love's most Look up, tomorrow's another day, you never know who'll come your way. They might be nice, they might be true, they might even be very good for you. But if you don't play, then you can't win, you'll never know if your heart can love again. The thrill of the first kiss on a lover's night, or the wonder of birds beginning their first flight. Arms around you good and light, lips to kiss you late late at night. Things you can't buy and things you can't win, come on now let your heart play again. To open up and let it flow, it'll come back to you, you know. You'll meet the one who's meant to be, heaven help us, It could be me........... I just wanted to say i am sorry i have not been on alot sence yesterday , last night i went to the hospital cause my left leg has been swollen and in pain , well i found out that i have this thing called LYMPHEDEMA and i am not sure what it is but reading about it scares me

The Genocydal Empyre Omega
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 8.2.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Saturday shows feature interviews! Tonight we will be interviewing... Lady Misty for a fun Millennium Omega segment covering some controversial info regarding former astronaut Ed Mitchell, an awesome interview between Alex Jones and Dean Haglund of The Lone Gunmen A

Thank You So Much
I can't thank everyone enough for trying to help me win an Auto 11. I see five people acheived the goal of 10k last night. Thank you all for spending time bombing me last night. HUGS!!!! If I can help you in some way please ask!!! Love ya, Rhonda HERE IS MY GIVEWAY CONTEST PIC WOULD HELP ME WIN. STOP BY AND SAY HI. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. KISSES AND HUGS ONLY POINTS THAT COUNT IS COMMENTS. PICTURE RATES DONT COUNT. Just click on my picture. Thank You Comments Need comments and rates. Thank you so much!!!!!!

Nsfw Share Abilities For Lounges
PLEASE READ THIS BLOG AND SHARE, REPOST, AND SEND A COPY OF THE TEXT TO FUBAR ADMINISTRATION (eg Scrapper, Baby J etc).The intent of this letter is to make the management of Social Concepts, Inc., aware of the desire to acquire a NSFW share link for NSFW lounges, how this addition would increase customer retention, and satisfaction, save money in the long -run, and to describe possible ways that this could be implemented.As with any environment where there are a number of organizations competing to grasp a share of a market segment there are tools that the organization uses to capture an audience. In this case, the "share" button which owners, staff, and members of lounges utilize to send a one line statement to a fubar members family, friends, and fan's live feed or "bar tab" section of the homepage. Currently the share button is to only be used by SFW lounges. To be a legitimate SFW lounge you must have the "filter profanity" box check marked in the lounge owner’s management s

92 Truths
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. NAME: Katie AGE : 28 :P BIRTHDATE: June 19, 1976 FULL NAME: Katherine Lynn WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. last beverage = Coke 2. last phone call = cable people 3. last text message = none 4. last song you listened to = Divinity...Lay in bed you've made 5. last time you cried = Saturday HAVE YOU EVER 6. dated someone twice = No 7. been cheated on = No 8. kissed someone & regretted it = Yes. 9. lost someone special = Yes. 11. been drunk and threw up = Yes. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Red. 14. Green LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU: 15. Made a new friend = Yes. 16. Fallen out of love = what is love exactly? 17. Laughed until you cried = IDK it was last year... 18. Met someone who changed you = yes 19. Found out who your true friends were = everday 20. Found out someone was talking ab

Hey
Hey cherry friends, check my creative folder and if you'd like one let me know, I love making them for my friends.....Check em out yall The Vibrator: Friend Not Foe Recently we had a male friend over to our house. He and his wife got married when they were both 18, and they were both raised in strict Catholic families with very traditional views about sex. He expressed some interest in branching out, as it were, and getting his wife her first vibrator. I told him we had some extra ones and laid out a good selection in front of him. All our extras were vaguely penis-shaped; no clit ticklers. My partner and I went upstairs to allow him to make his choice. I whispered to my partner: "I bet you $5 he takes the smallest one." Lo and behold, I was right. His reasoning? "I don't want my wife to get used to anything bigger than me; then she wouldn't be satisfied!" Come on, fellows. Don't fear the vibrator, or the dildo, or the ben-wa balls. Learn to love them as allies in your quest to g

Bored
Care to sign up for this ??? CHERRY PIN UP GIRLS:contest picked by CHERRYTAP FRIENDS… the top three ladies will each gain a CHERRY PIN UP GIRL I.D. CARD for 1st & 2nd & 3rd places…..rules on my page ALWAYS LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS 1st WEEKS WINNERS - picked MARCH 04/07 are 2nd WEEKS WINNERS– picked MARCH 11/07 are 3rd WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 18/07 are 4th WEEKS WINNERS– picked March 23/07 are 5th WEEKS WINNERS– picked April 1/07 are 6th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 8/2007 7th WEEKS WINNERS & OUR PIN UP GIRLS – picked April 15/2007 1.Who are you? 2.How old are you? 3.Are we friends? 4.Are we lovers? 5.When and how did we meet? 6.Do you have a crush on me? 7.Would you kiss me? 8.Do you play sports? If so kind? 9.Give me a UNIQUE nickname and explain why you picked it. 10.What your fav. color? 11.What was your first impression? 12.Do you still think that way about me now?13.What reminds you of me? 14.Do you drink? 15.Do yo

Flashback (lsd Daze)
I Just wanna Say Before you Read thisThat this was for the most part over 25yrs ago& I've never Done Heroin or Needles I Remember Sitting in Jr. High in a Science Class watching a Film Designed To Scare us away from doing Drugs,I explicitly remember the scene where a Guy takes LSD looks in a Mirror see's himself as a Ware wolf & Runs out to the second story Balcony & Jumps off Fast Forward..... I Don't Remember what Grade, Not Junior Year cause I'd Smoked pot as a Sophomore I Kinda didnt Like it cause it made me feel dull stupid & Boring (That was before I Discovered High Grade Indica, Fallbrook Ses. & what-not)So Me and a friend Had quit pot for our Junior yearsomewhere in late High School I Discovered Whites(beanies, Speed) for the 1st timeI wanted to Run Faster Jump Higher, Be more alertso at least a senior, & maybe even after Graduation, That Summer I Took my 1st hit of LSD, I Believe it was Orange Sunshine... Search Video CodesI started out w/ just a 1/2 hit to

Obama In All His Glory
Apparently they think that putting hearts and butterflies on the new stamp will make most people not realize that the rest is Arabic and probably not something we want to support. New Stamp - the second one!!! USPS New 44-Cent Stamp Celebrates a Muslim holiday. If there is only ONE thing you forward today... let it be this!President Obama has directed the United States Postal Service to REMEMBER and HONOR the EID MUSLIM holiday season with a new commemorative 44-Cent First Class Holiday Postage Stamp. REMEMBER to adamantly & vocally BOYCOTT this stamp, when you are purchasing your stamps at the post office.

Rants Of The Goddess
Its time, I have made my decision and am now looking for a live in lifestyle slave to join me in the French Quarter of New Orleans. Requirements are as follows. Single. Over 30. Have a job skill with the ability to support oneself. Able to relocate to New Orleans at your own expense. You will be a Citizen or a legal resident of this country. Available to serve with and around others. If this sounds like you then send me an email introducing yourself. Please note that I did not say bottom or switch I said slave a lifestyle slave to be exact. Looking forward to your replies. The Goddess Dominance is the ability to create a hunger in someone thats so strong they will do anything, anytime, anywhere just to please you. Am I the only one who’s noticed the barely legal females who are so full of hate? I mean really here I am minding my own business and I have been getting down-rated by a bunch of 20 year old twats being sent nasty emails and off color comments.

Sugar
UnCovering the truth See it all started when i was 13 You know the age where your life just falls apart with hormoans that you are just NOT used to and then things that your mind tryed to forget Just come back to hunt you even if you dont want them to and you fight to keep the things your mind is telling you to yourself.Some just ignore it letting there mind work around the things that they forgot and pushed aside as a child and working with trying to fit in with cisaity and life with friends at school and fighting there body to grow up a little more so they win fights with mom and dad but otheres, the ones like me sit there and uncover the truth of the shit that fills there mind at 13. Mine just happened to fuck up my life to all hell.Lucky Me Cards Keep my hands busy while i lust after the rush wanting to give in knowing that if you

Little Bit Of Whoa
Ok my friends. I was trolling through the mumms, and noticed all the alternate accounts playing. Those of you that really, truly know me.. know that I view this as a fun game. I like to read their "About me" or check out their friends, pics, fans... etc. So, i have noticed this one asshole in particular, and wanted to check him out. The following, was his "about me" I nearly DIED!!! HERE GOES: There is nothing more beautiful to me, than a woman cumming. The way her body flexes, stomach muscles tighten, hips rise up, then she squeezes. I'm 6'2 and over 200 pounds. All women are small, to me. I've always heard that they feel safe when they are with me. I like it when women are reserved and quiet, yet i know the dirty thoughts that go on in their heads. I want to exploit EVERY fantasy she has and make it happen. I can fly you to see me, with only two calls. So don't think i'm just another flake on this site. I AM looking for the ONE that can fulfill every fantasy

I Am A Pisces Man
The Pisces man is difficult to pin down, most of his true feelings are hidden. He is attracted to anything stress free and without a competitive edge because he hates restriction but on the other hand, he is also attracted to things that stir his emotions, including women. Pisces man is notorious for choosing the wrong woman, he tends to be unlucky in love and have dating relationships full of peril.When confronted with complicated issues, he tends to retreat into his dream world and wears his "rose colored glasses". This is why Pisces man can be very temperamental and pretend there is nothing wrong when your relationship is on rocky ground. When life is not going so well, he can be very hard on himself and very self destructive so it is better for him to live in denial. The Pisces male needs a firm, strong woman to guide him because he is very indecisive and is known for sitting on the fence. The woman has to take the lead in the dating relationship. This need for nurturing is often

My Poems...
Noone knows why the day turns night Noone knows why the sun still shines Noone knows why the cold wind still blows But I know I miss you Noone knows why stars fall Noone knows why death follows us Noone knows why people are left in the cold But I know I miss you Hold me once again Let me rest my head on your shoulder again And hold me once again Gentle run your fingers through my hair like you used to And hold me once again I know it got too much But still I wish you would hold me once again Noone knows why luck gets blown away Noone knows why flowers wilt Noone knows why I only tusted you But I know I miss you Don't ask me anything Don't tell me anything Just hold me once again Don't talk to me But please hold me once again I'm lost for words I wish you would just hold me one more time.... The young man runs hard In a deserted land The trees are naked Lost in time Lost in his heart The memory of goodbye From what once was Lost in

Goodnight My Friends And Family
http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=566746 ~I'm A NASCAR Fan~ Don't give me diamonds they aren't my friend, gimmie the Fox Crew and my MRN. Richmond and Bristol racing under the lights, rush hour with intense speeds hey, it's just what I like. I'm A NASCAR fan !! The smell of burning rubber is such a sweet thing, fourteen second pit stops makes my heart sing. From turn three at Daytona to the wrenches turning in the garage, getting your team in the lead this isn't no mirage. Fans cheering for their driver buying their diecast cars, keeping your eyes open on the fastest new superstars. I'm a NASCAR Fan !!! Heading to the track.. for a three day weekend, meeting old and new friends while making memories that will never end. Sitting back to reminisce of the good ol' days, from who was the toughest to the one with the intimidating ways.

Why?
Why do people feel they got to hurt someone they love feel they have to tell u things they think you wanna hear why cant they go with the feelings they feel in thier heart i never understand if a person finds someone they connect with and wanna be with and think about constantly ,and cant imagine them not in thier lives, and always get that smile when u know they are near or when they talk to u, or when u get butterflies when u hear thier name or have that special thought of forever with them. "if someone makes u happy every day in every way why do they feel they have to stray, or hurt the one they love in some other way?" if you give ur heart to that person and only that person and they say they feel the same way to if u get that look in ur eyes when ur with them,or the sensations of thier embrace, or goose bumps when ur lips touch, or when ur bodies are against one another and u can feel ur heart beat faster when ur near them, when u think about thier happiness be

Plaid Mafia
As many of you know i started a group called Plaid Mafia. I only had two rules, one help out the other plaid members and two no drama. Its obvious that no one could follow the rules. It wasn't even like most groups where they make you add it to your name. Im not the kind of person who tells people what to do. With all this being said I am going to give it another try. This time i am not making pictures for everyone. If you want one you can ask and i'll make it when i have time. I'm not asking you to add it to your name this time around either. I Just want you to comment this blog saying you want to be a part of Plaid Mafia. Your more then welcome to add it to your name. If you need help with leveling or rates let me know and i'll see if i can get more support this time around. one more thing i ask for is if you see a new member you are not already friends with please add them...makes things slightly easier. please make sure you add me! and my two other officers! Lauren and Drago

Mmmmm
after my niece went to the dr, to fix her nose, she was at tennis practice and a girl hit the ball and hit my niece in the face ...... and yes she broke her nose again, poor girl lol so its mothers day, i dont get my girls, my friend is being an ass and im unhappy, so ya im venting and pisses and in the mood to get drunk alreay at its only 1115am, oh well couldnt get much worse the dixie chicks with a passion

Music Lyrics
I see trees of green........ red roses too I see em bloom..... for me and for you And I think to myself.... what a wonderful world. I see skies of blue..... clouds of white Bright blessed days....dark sacred nights And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world. The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are also on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin......i love you. I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow Theyll learn much more.....than Ill never know And I think to myself .....what a wonderful world (instrumental break) The colors of a rainbow.....so pretty ..in the sky Are there on the faces.....of people ..going by I see friends shaking hands.....sayin.. how do you do Theyre really sayin...*spoken*(I ....love....you). I hear babies cry...... I watch them grow *spoken*(you know their gonna learn A whole lot more than Ill never know) And I think to myself .....what

For The 1 That Got Away
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite sexual position: Do you think I'm cute? Would you have sex with me? lights on or off? Would you have to be drunk? Would you take a shower with me? Have you ever thought about having sex with me? Would you leave after or stay the night? Do you like cuddling afterwards? Condom or skin? Have sex on the first date? Would you kiss me during sex? Do you think I would be good in bed? Scale of 1-10? Would you use me as a booty call? Can I use you as a booty call? Can we take pictures of the act? How long would we have sex? Would you tell your friends about me? Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

My Poems
At times your so sweet, gentle and kind, But other times i dont think you can make up your mind. At times you seem like you dont even want me, At those times i wish i could fly free. At times when i just want to let you go, I remember the sweet times and just go with the flow. At times i cry for you at night, Because i cant get you out of my sight. I love you and i want you, you know its true. Now tell me baby, what do you want to do? By: Emily "Emmy" "Living Dead Girl" LeMay Breathing is such a hard thing to do, When your caught in between these two. Love and dispair, Nothing could compare. ~ Love never ending to this day, I can not fight it or hide it in any way. My heart ripped from my sleeve again, Unable to remember how it all began. ~ Hiding behind this wall of stone, Knowing i will once again be left alone. My hand reaching for yours but you cant see, All of the pain this is causing me. ~ Another love so far away, Still i

Miracles Of Understanding One Another Through Love
11 people on a rope eleven people were hanging on a rope, under a helicopter. Ten men and one woman. The rope was not strong enough to carry them all, so they decided that one had to leave, because otherwise they were all going to fall. They weren't able to choose that person, until the woman gave a very touching speech. She said that she would voluntarily let go of the rope, because, as a woman, she was used to giving up everything for her husband and kids or for men in general and was used to always making sacrifices with little in return...... As soon as she finished her speech, all the men started clapping....... send this mail to an intelligent woman, so that she has something to smile about today. Anger Management When you occasionally have a really bad day and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know, but you know deserv

How Honest Am I?
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common?!

The Layman's World
Well. . . It's been a long time since I put something on here. . . I'm not sure what to put up, today. I read a few books on the origins of life in the universe. . . One of 'em was tryin' to talk me into bein' an atheist. Richard Dawkins wrote it, and he was recently chewed a new one on South Park. It's a good book, though. And I got in an argument with a guy at work about whether or not evolution and natural selection happens at random or not. . . The dude said it wasn't random and that there is a cause and effect relationship between an organism's environment and the way it evolves. . . He's totally backwards about it. I also bought a huge TV/PC monitor, yesterday. . . Well, it's not huge, but it's big. 37". I feel like Batman when I'm at the 'puter!! Or like it's NORAD or something. OH!! And I saw Rocky Balboa, and it rocked! I would recommend it, if anyone cares about my opinion. Besides that stuff, it's just been workin' and having some beers from time to time.

All About Me.
if it is ok to rip one of your pic to put on my friend folder. Thanks you. Sorry guys, last minute plan, was in palm spring for two nights, had lots of fun, then now i am los angeles, did a bunch of ride, and today i did my first sky dive, will put pics soon. Will stay intouch with you when i get back. Sory for being quite. Love You all. Moe if it is ok to rip one of your pic to put on my friend folder. Thanks you.

The Redneck Family Circle
Joshua Xavier Update****Prayers needed Superman's MOM many of you know, Joshua Xavier was born at 3months due to IUGR. He has been in the NICU ever since and is doing well. He was only 5 pounds 1 oz and is now up to a 5 pounds 3onces. He is doing great and is a true fighter. They are now focusing on nutrition and getting him to get some fat on those bones! . UPDATE ::::: My little man got an infection and his health had deteriorated tremendously within the last 24 hours. They dont know the source of the infection, but it has had a snowball effect on other organs especially the kidneys Please pray that he gets better and that he is strong to get through this. They are very much appreciated. He had been doing well for his age and size for 1 day a true fighter. Help him get the stregth to fight through this too our family page come join our family LaToya@ fubar ALL I WANT IS 2 BE LOVED IS THARE SOMETHING WRONG WITH THAT? AND 4 WHAT IM LOOKING 4 SHOULD I TAKE ME NSFW PICTURES

My Poetry
Life's mysteries each come with reason, Blooming only when they reach perfect season. Tragedies often spring blessings, Yet impatiently, we as humans keep guessing. We claim to have faith, Yet most have not a clue. It's something you just know, That holds us together like glue. Without it, we can only see the end near, Not an ounce of strength, or an inch of hope. With faith...There's comfort and peace, Which allows us to grasp on to a burning rope. Faith is what you have left, When everything else disappears. You can depend on it to be there During the fear of all fears. Don't expect it to announce itself, It's not something we have inside. It's something we few experience, Which then find it hard to hide. You'll know when you need it, For this is the "Faith" I sharingly speak of. You'll desperately pour your heart out to God, Setting miracles in motion from high above. I lay my head on the pillow, My teary eyes sleepily fall shut. Black fills the

Pieces Of Me
Two nights ago I got sideswiped and dragged by a car. It was a complete and total accident (I don't want to go into the details just yet). Anyhow... I have huge bruises on me, my whole body's sore, and the worst of it: I have cuts and road rash on my feet. The combination of those two is the most painful and worst feeling I have ever felt. I was screaming and crying for God knows how long. It felt like someone lit my feet on fire and I couldn't put it out (I was wearing flip-flops btw when it happened). I can't walk well now because of it. I had to hold on to the car til it stopped cause my feet had gone under it and I figured if let go I would get run over ( I have bruises on my arm, chest, and side to show for it). I think I got off good cause it could've been worse. Just a thought: It really amazes me how little people care. There was a car behind us that saw it happen and when it was over with, and I'm sitting in the middle of the road screaming cause I'm

Poems Of The Pain In My Life
How Do I Say Goodbye....Again? For years upon years,I clung to the hopethat fate wouldlay me finallyin your arms,and then you'd take me...mind, body,and soul!The day has come.The years of wanting,waiting,simply gone now.I laid in your arms,allowed youto take me, mind,body....but it was NOT fate,and my soulis left bleedingalone.Along time ago,when things were different,when things were sane,when things meant somethingreal to each of us,but in our own ways,a goodbye was voiced...a heart was devastated,a mind crumbled,a soul pulled the piecesback together again...Soo, so much of medied the day youwalked out of my life,leaving behind only broken promises and empty words of how lifewould go on for everyone,that things would work out as they should....how this wasn't an endingbut a new beginningto be written....yet my tears never dried,my desires for youto hold me neverfaded away,and I was never the sameonce you were gone!BUT...Should fate now be blamed,for me accidentally finding you

Revelation
It is so cold. The coldness seeps through my mind, If only there were windows here, I would leave, could I be so bold? My punishment is heartbreaking. The time goes so slow. I never should have told. My thoughts have me shaking. Trapped in a place not of my choosing, Lost in a world of confusion. I don't know if it is day or night, I feel my thoughts fade, I think I am losing. My mind use to set me free. I could wander to many places. Feel the warm breeze blowing on my face, And the water breaking over me. It is so cold My time is nearly to an end. If only I would open the door, If only I was so bold. ~Darla~ The Walk I try to see thru the smoke, My eyes are burning closed. The breath I breathe is hot as fire I try so hard not to choke I walk and stumble on the trail Not knowing where it leads. I follow the path without care It could be my hell. The night is dar

Life's Little Lessons...
Well here I am, sitting at work.. Nothing to do, bored, hurt and angry. I think the first thing on the list is pretty much self explainitory, but let me expalin the other two. I'm angry because I'm sick and tired of people getting preferrential treatment becasue of the way they look. Anyone that treats anyone differently because of the way they look needs their heads read, just because they're deemed as being 'beautiful' by society's standards doesn't make them any better of a person than anyone else. We're all the same on the inside, which is what really counts anyway. I couldn't care less about looks or material possesions, give me someone with a good personality and a good heart and I'll show you the makings of a great friend. Okay now on to point number 2. I am hurt because someone I love and care for a whole lot has been taking forgranted everything I have been doing for them lately. I haven't slept a full night in almost 2 weeks because I have been using that time to help this pe

Mel's Abc's Of Lc/ct
How do I add video from someones stash to my page? original html embed codes contributed by: Saint Jimmy (myspace) Reverbed and retweaked for CherryTap By Pixikiss umm all the ** should be brackets on the original embed codes btw :P lol The first thing you must do is determine what kind of player you need.If the file ends in .wmv, .mpg, .asx, or .avi then you should use the Windows Media Player code.If your file ends in .qt or .mov you should use Quick Time to play the file. If your file ends in .rpm, .ram, or .rp you will need to use Real Play to play your video.Please note that these files MUST already be on the internet. You CANNOT host these files from your own computer. Windows Media Player *embed src="URL Goes Here" type="application/x-mplayer2" width="320" height="302" showstatusbar="1" autosize="true" displaysize="0" pluginspage="http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/ Products/MediaPlayer/">*/embed* Change the area marked "url" to

Lost
trapped in sorrow..trapped in pain.. my tears fall like rain.. i cry out to hope.. i cry out to love.. nothing there to hear to me no one there to hold.. nothing but pain. emptyness is all around.. darkness hold sorrow to my heart.. shattered reams. .broken hearts. .trapped souls is where i believe. .pain is what i have..an empty soul.. a lost spirit is who i am gone into darkness.. wanting no light.. hopes for nothing.. dreams of sorrow CLICK ON BANNER TO ENTER! COME ROCK WITH US IN THE LOUNGE! GREAT MUSIC!! GREAT DJ'S!! AND MEET GREAT NEW FRIENDS!!!

From My Poet(all Poems Are Written By;late Nite Fantasy*fumaster Poet*love Of My Life*enjoy*
I want to make love, to you, In the sweet, summer rain. Atop a barren plateau, Or on a grassy plain. On a soft, sandy beach With a bottle of champagne. Listening to the thunder roll, I soon forget my pain. Feeling the blood flowing Throughout every vein. I want to make love, to you, In the sweet, summer rain. glitter-graphics.com I want to feel your passion become mine, Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Your pain echoes my own, Your passion becomes mine. Within you my heart is kept, A single beat matches my own Your soul holds my destiny, My eyes hold your fate. I want to become everything you fear Everything you despise and hate Arouse the heated desire to destroy me, And then love me even more. Let your passion become mine, Erotic fantasies of an eternity Washed in longing of one embrace Your howls are in my ears, Beg me for more… Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Between love and hate we collide Your pained passion bec

Erotic Write
Passion (Erotic) Lightly licking Softly nibbling Hands carressing Legs opening Head tilts back Temperatue rising Pussy dripping Nipples hard Blood rushing Clit throbbing Tongue hungers Begins to explore Tasting every drop Wanting to explore Cock hard Resting on the outside Wanting to pry Deep inside Hot moisture Readies the shaft Pulsating forward Hitting the zone Loving moans Lust begins Blood boils Deep inside Cum elates Begins to escape Shooting through From me to you! As she laid lonely in her tub The soft soapy water refreshes Her stressed out body The water soothed but a man would relieve, The unsatiable power of desire that controlled her As the years have past, she feels an incredible desire to be wanted, to be touched, to be loved. As she closes her eyes to let the bath soak in, she feels strong warm hands caress her face, Slowly moving down to the fullness of her brea

This Is A Good One
Looks like its going to be a war....Less then an hour and a half til my contest to win a VIP & 3 day blast for first...and another 3 day blast for 2nd Still time to enter...Be sure to have your voters friend and fan me to be able to vote.....Complete rules on my page... Have a gr8 night and good luck... Heres the contestants so far......

Shlt That Is Rad!
At first glance, these images look like painted landscapes covered in snow. However, if you look a little more closely you will see that the landscape is made of bacon and other cold cuts. These aren’t paintings but true photos! Also everything you can see in the photograph is made of real food! Pictures were photographed by Carl Warner, a photographer who works in London, and who made specialty of these food landscapes or how I like to call them - ‘foodscapes’. In recent years he has been commissioned by many advertising agencies throughout Europe to produce his distinctive images for clients in the food industry. Each scene is photographed in layers from foreground to background.

Military,and About Me
i have a heart-felt ache for all military families,,its hard to leave all you have loved behind,,and its hard to see all you love leave.my first husband was a Viet-Nam 3rd div. marine just a boy ,when he volinteered,,they took my sweet love and sprayed him for months with the most deadly chemical they had ever developed at that time,,he ate it,,drank it,,lived in it,,when he came home ,,i was his next door nieghbor,,we liked each other at once,,my mom took very ill at this time and was in the hospital 14mos,,my sisters and i were all under-age,,i quit hi-school to work at nite in a resturant,,and be home to get the younger kids (3) off to school with a warning to tell no one of our plight,,we got hungry ,,so my neghbour knew what was going thru and would let me get a few things on a tab at a little mom and pop store,,as time wnt ,,i was told to tell my mom we had to move,,due to the rent not being paid,,i kept quiet and packed,,somehow the mom and pop store had a small apartment they w

Funny- Previously Written
Eliminating Sexism in the Army through Policies and Training People everywhere deserve to be treated fairly. Treating people equal, promotes the feeling that we are equal, where as treating people differently promotes the idea we aren’t equal. Why treat someone different, if they are equal to you? Sometimes differences in intelligence, strength, and skill level have to be taken into consideration. If you limit someone with the proper skills from doing a job, or stop someone low in intelligence from being in charge of people, or making important decisions, then that makes sense. However important intelligence, and skill level are, the U.S. Army does NOT take those attributes into consideration when promoting people, and when it comes to how people are treated, intelligence seems to be looked down upon. One of the main attributes they do take into consideration when deciding how to treat someone is what kind of genitals they have. The longer your urethra is, the shorter your hair has

Just Babbiling
hope this yr turns out better than last yr.. if not at least im perpared for the same shit as last yr lol. any one else planning anything new? Walking thru life without you by my side sends shivers up my spine of loneliness and doom wishing it wasnt true past mistakes are perfected with every step we take misery is the path we recieve to blacken wit hate filled anger is time we shared thinking of happy things reality can't bare desiree brown 2005 The Fam at Goth's Twiztid reality wants to welcome our homie Baby Twizta as our new barkeep...stop in and show her some luv.....MMFWCL!!!! Click any pic to get in.....cmon....show ur wikkid clown luv.....woop woop!! A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn

Quiz Results
GIRL FACTS: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared

Damn It!
Alien VideoAdd to My Profile | More Videos Why in a life that you are suppose to love, should someone hate everything so much.Why if there is a god ,would he make things so horrible you find it hard not to drain the blood from you own veins.Why should you give so much for so little in return.Why would you give your love to someone, for them only turn around and treat you worse than trash.Why would i waste my time typing this on a bullshit computer instead of putting the barrel to my head and pulling the trigger?Because along with everything else i loved, my guns have been stolen or lost.I guess that is something to be grateful for.But if you know me, you know i prefer the feel of a cold blade against my skin.And shooting myself would be the easy way out.I wanna feel the warmth of my life slowly bleeding out.As far as who this is here to read,not only would you probably not read it ,but even if you did ,I know you wouldnt even care.And that makes it all the more satisfing when it is

Funny Stuff
- THE BASICS 2 - Name Hope Ashlee 3 - Gender Female 4 - Age 18 5 - Screen Name Gurltwista04@yahoo.com 6 - Birthday August 16, 1988 7 - Race Mixed 8 - School/Grade College Sophmore 9 - Job School 10 - Status Taken 11 - Hometown Springfield, Oregon 12 - Current Town Lewiston, Idaho 13 - Parents Still Together Yes.. 22 years 14 - Siblings 1 younger brother 15 - Pets Dog= Abby 16 - Smoker nope 17 - Drinker yes 18 - Virgin NOPE 19 - Orientation Straight 20 - Drugs Nope 21 - APPEARANCE 22 - Hair Color Dark Brown 23 - Is it Dyed? Yes 24 - Eye color Bright Green 25 - Height 6'0 26 - Style hummm 27 - Glasses/Contacts/None? Nope 28 - Freckles Yes 29 - Body Type Pear Shaped 30 - Shoe Size 9.5- 10 31 - Piercings 8 32 - Want More? Nope 33 - Tatoos? Nope 34 - Want More? yes, I want some.. not alot=trashy 35 - Braces? Yep.. had them 36 - Overall Best Feature? Eyes/Lips 37 - Overall Worst Feature? Ears 38 - Do you get most of

Santfu Is Coming To Fubar
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

A Chronicle Of My Journey
My mind is spinning right now with all sorts of loose ends for blogging topics but I can't seem to grab a hold of just one in particular. Then again, that seems to be the way my day has gone today though. Chris and I have discussed FemDom, cuckolding and various other aspects of the BDSM lifestyle and she has shown a great interest in Dominating and cuckolding me only she has no experience in it and only knows what she has watched in videos online and what I have shared with her about it. I've suggested numerous times that she read up all that she can about it online but she claims that she can't sit at the computer and read for that long and if I were to print anything out for her it would feel too much like she were reading a worksheet so that only leaves me with one option, actual bound books but even then if it doesn't grasp her attention it's not likely that she'll finish it. I wish I could find someone that would be willing to mentor her and help her hone her Cuckoldrix skills.

Poems Blogs
My Love In the darkest of the night hear me call your name. The longing of my heart, As heaven cries like rain. Close your eyes My Darling, My breath against your ear. Whispered words, “I Love You.” My presence, Oh so near. I touch your skin, so gentle. Sweet seduction of our kiss. Darling can you feel it? On wind, love comes as this. Feel my love upon your soul, passions' burning sun. Flash of lightning through the sky. Our hearts now beat as one. Two Hearts In Love Two hearts in love they search no more. They found in each other, what they are looking for. Their minds & hearts & souls soar. Caressing one another, they begin to explore. In their own little world & out of sight. Making love at the moment when it feels so right. Each one following the others lead. Full filling together their desiring need. In a fury the passion ignites & unfolds. The sparks & fireworks begin to explode. The most exhilarating feeling you'll ever feel. Being with

Sweet And Sassy
just want to say thanks to everyone in the family who bombed me so that i could recieve my free 3 month vip my first and time. i just want to send many thanks to those who hel ped and especially to the ones that went went beyond the duty thank you everyone you're all the best i love you all sweet&sassy (patty) === 'PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-21 21:00:01'.. > > > > > > > > THIS AWSOME LADY IS IN HER FIRST AUCTION IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BID ON HER JUST CLICK THE LINK UNDER THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO TO BID IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BID THATS OK BUT IF YOU COULD TAKE THE TIME TO JUST RATE THE PIC FOR HER IT WOULD BE APP. THE HIGHEST RATED PIC IN THE AUCTION WINS 150,000 FU-BUCKS TY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE!!!! > > > > > > THIS IS THE LINK TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION > > > >

Little Shop Lounge&memory Lounge
Tattoos Cars and Rock&Roll ( hiring DJ`s promoters )-satan In Loving Memory of Our Little Angle Boy "Dale Lloyd Clark" May 18, 1988- March 17, 1993 We love & miss you dearly...you are always in our hearts & thoughts! Keep watching over us, Punky With love from your family === '~~~FU~DADDY™~~~R/L BF OF FU-M@M@~OWNER/OWNED BY LYNNE~SOUTHERN SEX SYMBOL~' wrote the following at '2008-12-08 12:49:42'.. Fubux Rates Are As Follows: 5000 for every 100 10 turned 11 50K for every 100 REAL 11's 3k for every 100 stash rates 250K for ALL 2500 pics These rates apply for the duration of the A-11, HH or Not. Psst.....Looking to work out a rate/bux for A-11 trade....Hit my PM...Thanx...Daddy

Reset
hi everyone, on january 6th 2008, i had my points and fubucks reset to zero :o(((( i had 4 people from out of a chatroom join here via my email invite link then out of the blue, i went to freshmeat, no points or fubucks, then i leveled back upto level 26, Disciple. not fake accounts, not accounts found by a running script so no cheating etc, but real people out of a chatroom so have different IP addresses to me :o/ these screen shots shows how many points and fubucks i had but have lost and where i was in the points table :o(((( the pics are clickable to so feel free to rate them ;o) i'm running a giveaway for fubucks so i need them to give them to my entries. i feel bad asking but i don't know what else to do. i know its a big ask but if you could spare any fubucks, rates, blasts or even happy hours to help me gain some points back, i'd really appreciate it. i now need 23,924,483 points to level lol what a great challenge thats gonna be lol this is what bothers

Contest Giveaway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT TAKES TO WIN TWO HAPPY HOURS? I WILL BE GIVING AWAY 2 HAPPY HOURS! YES 2!!!! FOR YOU SERIOUS BOMBERS ONLY!!!! HERES THE CATCH THE FIRST 3 CONTENDERS TO REACH 50,000 COMMENTS WILL ENTER INTO A RACE! THE RACE WILL TAKE PLACE THE DAY AFTER ALL 3 HAVE REACHED THE 50K! THE FIRST TO GIVE ME A ADDITIONAL 15,000 COMMENTS WINS 2 HAPPY HOURS! ****PLEASE DO NOT ENTER THE CONTEST IF YOU DO NOT HAVE PEOPLE TO BACK YOU IN THIS CONTEST!!!!!**** ***SERIOUS CONTENDERS ONLY*** ~*~NO CHEATING! NO DRAMA! ONCE AGAIN NO CHEATING! AND NO DRAMA!~*~ **Çhµckîîbºº** (MILFiiPOO's poo poo)@ fubar (repost of original by 'MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R TEAM CAPTAIN*~*I.B.I.C*' on '2008-04-23 21:39:48') IM HOSTING ANOTHER GIVEAWAY SO GET IN QUICKLY SPOTS ARE FILLING UP FAST! BLING PACKS:( I will offer 5 of these ) 5,000 comments........One week time limit. ONE DAY BLAST: 5,000 comments.........One week time limit. 3 DAY BLAST: 8,500 comme

Fublogations
...that we're gonna link your profile to another website without your permission. A website that you have deliberately chosen not to join, for your own reasons. This all via a new feature given to users on this, your current website of choice, your haven. Am I interpretting this correctly??? A once forbidden action is now a forced feature??? When these ppl activate this link saying they "Like you", those links are in effect shown on thier facebook page creating a direct link to your fubar page???? I dont want to jump to conclusions, but if the above is correct, then to me this greatly decreases the "place to get away" value of this establishment. got home from the club, looks like last mumm was 40 mins ago.....and I just wanna see whos still awake in this mudah fugger. Shaapeak to meh :) Now that youre all here... frawlick at will :) There are 160 photos in my bartab since this morning. 18 of those are snapshots(members camera). 16 of those, are of

Fuangels And The Lost Boy'z
HIT ME UP HEART OF FIRE OR ONE OF THE TEAM CAPTAINS AND THEN FAN, ADD, AND RATE THESE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE ONE OF THEM. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT WHEN YOU ARE ONLINE TO REPOST THE FU-ANGEL & LOST BOYZ BULLETIN WHEN YOU CATCH THEM, AND TO HELP OUT WHEN A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY IS IN NEED OF HELP. THAT IS WHAT THIS GROUP IS ALL ABOUT. IF YOUR A POINT WHORE? THIS IS NOT A GROUP THAT YOU WANT TO BE IN, SO PLEASE KEEP IT PUSHIN. ALSO PLEASE CONTACT ME FIRST BEFORE YOU START IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN BECOMING A FU-ANGEL OR LOST BOY!!!!!!! "HEART OF FIRE OWNER OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOST BOYZ" "Poisonlies TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" The CoCo Diva TEAM 2 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "Butterflybaby TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" "HER ? WORLD TEAM 3 CAPTAIN OF THE FU-ANGELS & LOSTBYZ" ?Bad Boy69?"RL/BF/Fu ~Hubby of ?Blue-iz-Gurl?"****Doubl

Random
Ripped apart , A simple shread of paper, Soaked , Damp & so very very cold, Taking myself into the shadow's, Destroying everything along the way, Nothing left, An empty shell of a soul, Bleeding so very very slow, Growing old, Walking past emotionless face's in the rain, Try & smile somewhere on the way, Showing major flaw's & cracks, You could not accept anything But hating toward him, dragging him through dirt, No puddle missed, No thought, feet soaking water, Wringed his neck, beat him black & blue,

My Dead Life
So I got back Friday evening from my 3 week long license and sales classes for my new job. And of course I can't even go to work onmy first day because of the ice. My car door was frozen shut and I'm sure the roads were pretty bad especially since the sun hasn't been out at all today. So that sucks. Money lost today but at least I can practise my presentations for tomorrow. But I met some awesome people while I was there. I met Jessica and she's awesome. I think she's the friend I've always needed in my life to get me through. Not to mention her husband and Dallas are a lot alike so I think they'll get along great. We're all going to the Rage in a Cage thing next month in Roanoke. Dallas and Michael both want to be in it next year, but thats going to take some serious training and since Hank hasn't been able to get back down here in over a month I don't think they'll get in enough classes to take on those guys in a year when they're taking one class a month. But then agai

Musical Stuff.
LORDS OF ACID lyrics System of a Down - Lonely EMO Day. Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Should be banned It's a day that I can't stand The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Such an EMO day Shouldn't exist Today I'll CUT MY WRIST Such an EMO day And its mine The most EMO-ist day of my life And if you go, I wanna go with you And if you die, I'D RATHER I DIE FIRST! GRAB MY WRIST AND CUT AWAY! The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life The most EMO-ist day of my life Life Such an EMO day And its mine It's a day that I'm SAD I survived

Never Forget
In memory of all the lives lost in the past and present since September 11, 2001. Please visit this profile and RIP picture for your default!! Spread the word; let's not forget. Sept. 11 pictures! CLick for pictures -->> HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN??? ©JÏÏTåñå~»§£ÅVE PRÌÑcE§§«~§@ fubar In memory of all the lives lost in the past and present since September 11, 2001. Please visit this profile and RIP picture for your default!! Spread the word; let's not forget. Sept. 11 pictures! CLick for pictures -->> HAVE YOU FORGOTTEN??? ©JÏÏTåñå~»§£ÅVE PRÌÑcE§§«~§@ fubar

Done D1rty
#10. So I have someone to share intimate thoughts and secrets with. #9. So I have someone honest and forgiving in my life. #8. So I can split a one-room apartment for $300/mo because spending $600 each month to sleep and cook canned soup is bullshit. #7. So I have someone to hang out with who doesn't try to show me his dick every ten seconds. #7. So I have something to do when while waiting for the latest video game to come out. #6. So I have something "real" to blame my problems on. #4. So my dipshits friends don't feel justified complaining about their girlfriends on the grounds that I don't "understand" because I don't have one, and then refusing to take my brilliantly crafted advice because somehow it's not relevant because I'm single and no single person could ever possibly have any understanding of relationships or the human condition. What's with people who ask for advice, and then don't take it? It's insulting. It's not even relationship advice. You'll go to a restaur

Thoughts
an indian anthropologist, chandra thapar, made a study of foreign cultures which had customs similar to those of his native land. One culture in particular fascinated him because it reveres one animal as sacred, much as in india reveres the cow. The things he discovered might interest you. the tribe dr thapar studies id called the asu and is found on the american continent north of the tarahumara of mexico. though it seems to be a highly developed society of its tyoe, it has as overwhelming preoccupation with the care and feeding of the rac- an animal much like a bull in size, strength and temperment. in the asu tribe, it is almost a sociable obligation to own at least one if not more racs. anyone notpossessing at least one is held in low esteem by the community because he is too poor to maintain ine of these beasts properly. some members of the tribe to display their wealth and social prestige even own herds of racs. Unfortunately the rac breed is not very healthy and usua

In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a wom

Photo Contest (yes, Another One! :d)
what it is everyone! :D first i have to thank all my supporters, that have been bombing my photo everyday :D im SO in the lead...i havent even added it up. its somewhere over a 13,000 point lead! :D:D i cant describe how great it feels. well...i think we can pretty much relax on bombing it for now. if by some miracle, robot alien bombers come from mars, and she starts catching up with me...trust me i will holler :D not only because i will need help, but also cause, "oh shit alien robot monsters from mars!" :O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O :D:D in case you were wondering, yes! all people from weed are like me :D we're a crazy bunch 8-p8-p if any of you are feeling kind...i have a friend in the contest :) ive been helping him to get into 3rd place :) if you will, please go rate his photo!! thanks guys here is the link... click here to vote for bignuts75! (rate and comment) and in case you havent yet... click here to vote for j-roxx! (rate and comment)

Rants
Women Are The Most Frustrating, Illogical Creatures On The Planet.Apparently They Don't Understand The Term "Cause And Effect" And That When They Start An Argument With You Apparently You're Supposed To Crawl Up Into A Ball On The Floor And Not Defend Yourself In Any Manner As They Dangle Your Spinal Cord (With Your Balls Attatched At The Base), As They Are Under The Illusion That Just Because They Have The Vag They Are Some Sort Of Omnipotent Being With Vast Amounts Of Control Over Us.Sorry, I Like My Spine And My Balls. And I Defend Myself (In Any Situation) With Intellect And Facts. If You Choose To Argue With Me, At Least Come To The Argument Armed, Because When I Put You To Shame It Will Only Make You Hate Me More, And Of This Hatred Your Opinion Of Me Forms One Of An Asshole (Women Are Quick To Believe Their Own Thoughts Whether Or Not There Is Any Basis To Said Thought, Usually There Isn't, Example: I Was Told By My Ex That She Believed I Had Slept With Hundreds Of Women, Which

Daily Specials
This weekend I will be holding another BlingPack Auction for Members Only. Only those with *Approved* NSFW Salutes submitted to me will be allowed to bid. All Salutes must be received before the beginning of the Auction. The Aucttion will occur randomly over the weekend and last between two and four hours. The length of time will be announced at the time of Auction. The size of the BlingPack will also be announced at the time of the Auction. The size of the BlingPack will be determined by the number of pre-registered Members before the Auction begins. 3-5 pre-registered Members will equal a 6-Cred BlingPack. 6-8 pre-registered Members will equal a 12-Cred BlingPack. 8-10 pre-registered Members and I will offer a whopping 25-Cred BlingPack. Over 10 pre-registered Members and I will add in a bonus. I cannot be held responsible if you are not present on fuBar at the time of the Auction. To become a pre-registered Member, submit a NSFW Salute before Friday 11/19 Midnight EST. All NSFW S

I Hate Naming The Blog
http://www.muchosucko.com/show/don_t_steal_my_pics-23870 http://www.muchosucko.com/show/cherry_tap_celebrities-23869 It's like a drug, I can't get enough of it!! I'd love to make my own some time. Not that you care but I'm fuckig drunk as shit and making my private pictures availbe to friends, comment my shit, I'm going to bed alone tonight like every other night for the past 2 years...A nywho!! Show me some love I aint got none here *hiccup*

The Times, They Are A-changing!
I was finally able to load and copy the follow up to Karen's Energy Alerts! This is for those who are interested. Please remember to run this by your personal "truth" filter.....I always take these viewpoints with a grain of salt, lol! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings.....This installment is called: Separation of the Worlds Welcome! In times gone by, when we were young and naïve, we may have imagined that the ascension process would be incredibly joyous, full of ease, and lift us up to a higher dimension where we would float on a cloud in Heaven, maybe eating bon bons all day, or perhaps suddenly be filled with light while our challenges disappeared in one fell swoop. We would reach the Promised Land where love would abound and we would never again have an unpleasant experience. Now we know better. Although certainly in many ways things get better and better, and if we were to look back we would see a very different version of ourselves, the ascension proce

Turtle Spotlight
Today in the Turtle spotlight (hey! It's a free spotlight!!!), we have a dude that rated Wurtle Dee Do's profile a 1. Anyone wanna pay him a visit?!? :D Turtle style? I like bombing pix and profile comments. bwah hah hahhhhhhhh If you don't know whom Wurtle Dee Do is, she's Wild Harleys RL Babygirl. Here's dude's link. Stop by and "say hello." Tell him Turtle sent ya. :P vic lounge owner of: what ever to talk about@ fubar PS... Dude likes to hide behind a fake picture. His salute's available though. The delightful Wurtle Dee Do is bored greatly. :( Here's the proof. Show her some love or help her fulfill her desires here. 8-p Wild Harleys R/L babygirl@ fubar (copied from my bully... I cheatz :D) My delightfully sweet, wonderful, intelligent fu-owner (the bestest in fu-land) is less than 300K from leveling to Godfather!!!! Love him up and I'll quit sucking up. :P Either way, he's worth the time to get to know. He's the best fri

Thoughts....
A fundamental skill for the survival of our species. comprehension of what life, love, liberty, and freedom, mean, to all of us. so that we may all, continue to, peacefully, co-exist. Why? Why? do smart people not comprehend? is it age? At which age must they learn such lessons? in which environment? whose decision is that? who the fuck do i sue? Funny thing... People often wonder why I'm so serious about things when they chat with me. I find that funny, yes...it amuses me. The reason I find it so amusing is because what most do not realize is that while I'm playing this game, I am not 'thinking' about this game. This game is just a hobby, a past-time, a way to make a few friends. Which, I'm oddly surprised, I've managed to accomplish exactly that. I made a few friends, whom I like, or respect for various reasons. However, only a small handful of people, are actually aware of what I'm currently thinking at any given moment. I, choose my friends, carefully. I only reveal

Just Me...nothing More!
Sorry I've been away so long. I spend a lot of time on MySpace. Which isn't to say I have a lot of time to spend these days!! I am working at Walmart, these days, which is going ok, as far as Walmart goes. But, I'm working my ass off, and don't have time for much else. Not a lot of progress has been made on the divorce, but it is becoming more and more clear to me that I'm going to have to give "him" custody of the boys. It's almost more then I can stand to think about. I don't know how to function without my boys up my butt 24/7. And frankly, I don't have a lot of confidence in his ability to handle all their psychiatric requirements. But, I know that I can't work, and support them, and take care of my OWN psychiatric needs, too. I don't know how this is going to work, but I have to go with my guts, and my guts seem to be betraying my heart on this one. That which doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Is that really true? Because this might kill me! Just realized t

To My Friends...
Confusious say; Man who stand on toilet, high on pot I find myself in a strange place I don't want to be in. Lately i've been isolated and thats fine usually but without the love and affection I thrive on, its a very cold and lonely place. I've been single for 8 yrs. now and dating random women is not only old but not at all satisfying. One man, one woman, that's how it's suppose to be is'nt it? That's all I can think about lately. Seems like that's an impossible dream for someone who's 35 and whos car broke down...grrrr. Oh well, I guess it'll find me. I'm so tired of waiting... Wow where do I begin? Ladies, I love ya but you gotta slow down on this idea that your naked pictures are a good idea. This isn’t spring break where no-one you know is going to see it. Isn’t it possible that more than just random people are looking at you. How would daddy feel. Grandma isn’t proud. I love woman and I’m thankful everyday for you beautiful people. Try showing that you’re beautiful between the

Blog
SHAME ON YOU!!!! ******buggers off sniggering uncontrollably****** Happiness is........................NEW INK and we got some yesterday! My gorgeous purple princess down the side of my right calf Seph's Evil Nun, down the back of his lower left arm How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night of drinking and thought 'How did I get home?'? As hard as you try, you cannot piece together your return journey from the bar to your home. The answer to this puzzle is that you used a beer scooter. The beer scooter is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased out to the drunk by Bacchus the Roman god of wine. Bacchus has branched out since the decrease in the worship of the Roman pantheon and bought a large batch of these magical devices. The beer scooter works in the following fashion: The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the slurring gland begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many sub-contractors detects th

Go On
~Invisible Tear~ My invisible tears I let out on the inside Depraved and shrouded The ones I have to hide I’m not allowed to emote I’m not supposed to show I have to bury it down For no one to find Until I finally die My invisible tears That roll down to you Your beautiful empathy In that accented color hue I don’t have any feelings I’m not really here I’d bleed to hold your hand But they’ll never know All they do is die My invisible tears That denote the wake Our hands drawn together They don’t know the stakes I’m almost here outside I’m still trapped inside I touch your hair again Caress each strand I don’t want to die My invisible tears Of your smile and grace The thoughts we’ve as one Where you are is my place I still can’t appear I’m still here deep within I tell you all this Your whisper in my ear We don’t have to die The Last Dance ...And I whispered, "I am yours."... Venus rising in

Just Me.
I just wanted to let everyone know, that my yahoo screen name got hacked, and I don't know who did it, I can't get on my myspace anymore because that was my e-mail to sign on with. my new screen name is screaming_eagles_babe101@yahoo.com If it messed with anyone elses phone or e-mails, i am truely sorry. But I had nothing to do with it. Everyone have a Merry Christmas. ~Ambur~ I went there today, I went to the cross where Travis laid and where my life ended. A new chevron sign is up and the cross was leaning surrounded by weeds... I went there and I sat. I sat on the rocks with my paintbrush in hand. I painstakingly painted in the letters that Justin carved so long ago. The letters that we all carved with our agony and tears. I painted them blue. I painted them so people would know who he was and see the one life that ended and the many that were ruined. I painted them blue because he's a dad, and dad's always like blue-it's their color. I painted them his b

Contests
Ladies and gentlemen, the contest is over. First place winning 2,000,000 fubucks goes to: Peek-A-Boo@ fubar Second place winning 1,000,000 fubucks goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Third place winning 200,000 fubucks goes to: UKLADY66 @ fubar And the bonus prize of 25 fu bling credit pack for the most picture rates goes to: ***Co OwNeR oF PiNkLaDyS lAp DaNcE *** aka '****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe**' @ fubar Thanks to all that took part, a nice DRAMA FREE contest! :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY tra71@ fubar Yay the time has come to advise of the details of my happy hour contest! START DATE will be Friday 25th April 2008 @ 12:30pm Fubar time! The FIRST one to have 50,000 comments on their picture in my album wins a happy hour on me!!! The END DATE for the contest will be Friday 30th

Hello?
So. Miss me at all lately? lol No, I have not been doing anything wrong. Just venturing out because all the drama and hatefulness was getting to me. I know you find that everywhere, but I needed a breather from the drama I was dealing with. It has seemed to become a war zone mostly in the MuMMs, where I have always loved hanging out. People ganging up on people. People treating others as inferior, etc. I was pulled in to drama I didn't want to be a part of because of misconception and lies. Most of you should know me better than things which were said. Now it seems it is only getting worse and people are checking me out and such because of something which has nothing to do with me personally. lol Anyway... I miss some of you. I'm kinda bummed. It's Blake weekend, but all the roads around me are pretty bad and I now have a head cold. It looks like no Blake this weekend. Ah well... I'll get him when I am feeling better and the weather agrees.

Stuff
Scorpio is sitting in a chair by the fire watching Pisces read. Scorpio: Come here Pisces: Yes Sir Pisces closes her book and walks over to him dropping to her knees, her hands in her lap. She peers up at him through her lashes, a quick flash of amber before she respectfully drops her eyes. Scorpio: I want you Pisces: I'm yours Scorpio: No, i want to possess you, command you... Pisces: I'm yours my love. Do as you wish. Scorpio: No, i don't think you understand. I want to do vile things to you, things a good man should never do to a woman... He rakes his hands through his hair in frustration... Scorpio: Look at me. Pisces looks up at him this time giving him the full weight of her gaze. She looks so fragile to him eyes so innocent yet knowing. How can she both... Her throat so delicate so breakable the site of her makes his blood boil and slam through his veins. Those lips... so plump begging to be kissed, to be bit. He grabs her by the hair and yanks her

All About Me
1. i absolutly hate feet they gross me out 2. when i get mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry. 3. i love the smell of fireplaces burning in the winter time 4. im an extremly shy person so if ive ever told you anything personal u should feel special 5. i love ketchup but i HATE raw tomatoes 6. i hate going places on my own and ive just recently started to and im really proud of myself for it. 7. i have to sleep with atleast 4 pillows and one little one otherwise i cant sleep Random Facts about me part 2: - i love my ipod even tho my ear holes hurt from it - my fav color is pink but i dont like wearin pink - i love socks - when im mad and i try to talk about why im mad i cry so if im venting to u im probably cryin while im doin it. - i sleep with my fan on and a million blankets - i like hooked up cars - i wonder what people think of me - i hate needles i need to hold someones hand when i get them - i call people suckers,fuckheads, and pussy/dic

Gemini
Follow your hunch, even (especially) if it takes you off the beaten track. You may not end up where you thought you would, but in actuality, you could land somewhere even better -- and you'll learn a few things along the way. Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Friday, February 9: Being a fool for love has its allure, but you know what they say about rushing in where angels fear to tread. No, you don't have to put on a halo, but do give a little more thought to your next move. Dear Cupcake, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, February 21: You're the sparkly one in any group and the others crowd around you like the big gem in the center of the ring. Your job? Get some new people into the circle by being your outgoing, alluring self.

Friends N Fans
I WILL RATE YA N FAN YA AND RATE YOUR PICS, DON'T FORGET TO RETURN THE FAVOR...LET ME KNOW IN PRIVATE MASSAGE THANK YOU MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO YA :) AND STASH RATE MY PICS N STASH HAVE A AWESOME EVEIN:):) I WOULD LIKE TO WIN A BLAST:) LET ME KNOW BY PRIVATE MESSAGE:) THANK YOU... PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) I WOULD LOVE TO THANK ALL OF YOU FOR YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT...YOU ARE SO AWESOME:) PEACE N LOVE TO YOU ALL:)

My Freakin Blogs..
Help him out and I can help you out ... click the pic...it's a comment contest...help please.. My friend and I are in a contest...show him some love with as many comments as you can( even if they are just letters but as many as you can)..I;m in this contest too... click the link to leave comments... thanks so much.. ya'll rock!!! href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=230408&i=1252615251" target=_blank> Click on my pic .I need as many comments as i can get....You can leave as many comments as you want....thank you for all who is willing to help me!!!!

Totem Animals
The Butterfly Throughout history the butterfly has been admired for their delicate beauty. Most adult butterflies live just one or two weeks except for the monarch and angel wing which can live for six months or more. This is very symbolic. It suggests that a person with this medicine will experience tremendous soul growth in their earlier years. A difficult childhood is common. Life lessons are revealed to the consciousness while in the womb of the mother - the cocoon stage - and are completed when the caterpillar emerges into the butterfly and takes flight. Butterflies are symbols of freedom and creativity. They hold the gift of transformation and soul evolution. Butterflies have a pair of large compound oval eyes made up of thousands of individual lenses. They can see a single image clearly and are able to perceive ultraviolet wavelengths of light. This suggests clairvoyant abilities for those that hold this totem. The antennae of the butterfly has small knobs

My Blog: Vvixxen Station
Exclusive blog pictures & an intimate view into my life, just for the followers Let me know if you become a follower, I'll bling you I'll keep a list of the posts here: 1st Stop::::::An Introduction 2nd Stop:::::Main Characters 3rd Stop:::::Dating 4th Stop:::::Living with an Autoimmune Disease 5th Stop:::::Tuesdays & Dirty Girl Scouts 6th Stop:::::Faking is for Losers 7th Stop:::::Overload 8th Stop:::::My Bucket List 9th Stop:::::Premature 10th Stop ::: Florida Skydive 11th Stop ::: There is No Feeling More Free... 12th Stop:::: Surviving Deployment I update it at least once a month. If you have questions you want answered in a blog post message me! =] HTTP://VVIXXENSTATION.BLOGSPOT.COM

Dissapointment
Im tired of arguin boydid ya sleep on the wrong side?Im catching a bad vibewhats the latest?speak your heartdont bite your toungedont get it twisteddont miss-usewhats your problem?lets resolvewe can solvewhats the causes?its officialyou got issuesi got issuesbut I know I miss youam I suposed to change?are you supposed to change?who should be heard?who should be blamed?am I supposed to change?are you supposed to change?who should be hurt?who sould be ashamed?will we remain?we need a resolutionwe have so much confusionam I supposed to c

Hardcore Sex
I AM LOOKING FOR A LESBIAN OR A BISEXUAL WOMEN WHO IS INTERESTED IN HAVING SOME FUN WITH ME AND MY BOYFRIEND. IF YOU R EMAIL ME AT NICKI272006@YAHOO.COM ROSES ARE RED, VOILETS ARE KORNY, WHEN I THINK OF YOU, OHH BABY! I GET HORNY, EAT ME, BITE ME, BLOW ME, SUCK ME, FUCK ME, VERY SLOWLY, IF YOU KISS ME, DON'T BE SASSY, USE YOUR TONGUE AND ALL MAKE IT NASTY. Happy Butts

Hi Lovelies!
So here I am 9 Am and no bed. I can't sleep, nor do I really want to. My moods have been changing like the music that is blaring out of my speakers...maybe it is the music. Music brings out all emotion to me... I even have a sountrack to my life, certain songs for certain moments...certain songs for certain people....maybe I am insane, but I really think I am sometimes! I can hear it and it will just take me back... Take for example "album of the year" by the good life...that album might have saved my life. I am serious. One night a few years ago ( I believe it was late July 2004 ) I went nuts one night. I was sick of life, I was sick of living, and I was sick of people judging me from a situation which no one knew all the facts and still most dont, and I dont care. I made my decision on my own, fuck it. On with the story, I used to be a cutter, and I quit in 2002 but I relapsed that night, then proceeded to cut off all my hair myself in the bathroom. (the length it is now is from gro

To My "friends"
So....recently I have had 220 pics flagged and things going on with my pics such as people taking out there anger on me with down rates because I would not let them see my naughty pics. SO to end the war and get back my sanity I deleted every last NSFW pic of me and they will not be coming back...Maybe now some of my normal pics will be enjoyed. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!! I need help getting FuBucks. I really really really want to get the spot light and I need lots of bucks...so 100-1,000,000 anything is helpful...If you help me I will return love! Thank you!!! This Naughty girl Pebbles has gone and made me be naughty. Cum check out this Naughty Auction and bid till your fingers and pockets hurt!! Take a look at all I am offering! You have to add her as a friend to see the link

2010
This is a RATING contest!!!! It's easy peazy =) You rate me up in the contest and you get to see my booty No catch at all:seriously it's a booty contest!!! IF I win and get a VIP I’ll rate you 11s!!! oh and feel free to drop comments! click below :) and to see the booty, this is what I have to work with and Brought to you by: KENO KO OWNER $-HOT BOOTY CUTIE CONTEST-$ (running from now until Saturday, May 29th)!!!! bully posted by: Boobalicious Paper Doll@ fubar 10:26am I just thought about something that really gets on my nerves. Whenever a guy is trying to get my attention or acts as if he knows me, they tend to call me or any girl "baby". I don't know why I've always gotten annoyed when a guy calls me baby. I mean it's cool if I know him and he's a friend or whatever and calls me baby, but it annoys the fudge out of me when it's a random guy I've never

Judge Me...i'll Prove You Wrong
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within All my life I had built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for th

Musings And Stuff
Well, I wanted to just write a note and let you people know what I've been up to. Not much...LOL. But, I did go back to work on Aug. 6th (I'm a teacher....gets earlier every year). So, that means I'm not here during the day. I also am not getting online much at night as I am exhausted and not used to the routine yet. So, if you've been wondering where I am, that is it. Of course if you want to message me, that's great...but I thought I'd let you all know that my IM name at yahoo is tweetynole813 if you care to add me. I am always a message away :) And now back to your regularly scheduled programming.... So I was just browsing the pics of people using the "I'm Bored" method. I see so many of those webcam pics from above with either the woman looking up to make her eyes look bigger or the camera looking down her bra/top to show her cleavage (which head on probably isn't that great) that it's getting irritating. Years ago I had the same reaction (and still do) whenever I s

My Blog
he is 18 and he was with his gf emily last night...he got jumped by 3 guys and they knocked him out and broke his nose really bad...he is going to have to have surgery...he was defending his gf honour...what cowards to do this to him...he already has a cast on for a broken hand...they knocked him out in the middle of the street by kicking him in the head...then dragged him knocked out off the road...I spent most of the night in the hospital..thank God he is going to be okay..he could have been killed...what cowards to do this to my son. it scared the hell out of me...the police showed up at my door and said your son has been the victim of an assault...and that I need to get to the hospital. happily separated for all the right reasons...heading for divorce...father of two boys...my youngest I raised on my own since he was 4 months old...he is now 18...intelligent...funny...sarcastic...know who I am and where I am going in life...I have no time for fakes or liars...refers to myself

We Should Have Guessed
Last night I fell in love with you All over again, More deeply in love, Than ever before. No one has ever expressed their love for me With such beautiful and kind words. Last night I fell in love with you All over again, With such stronger faith Than ever before. Knowing that you will always be there for me When dark shadows enter my life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With a stronger friendship Than ever before When ever I need a tender shoulder to cry on I know you will wipe away the tears Last night I feel in love with you All over again With more respect Than ever before I look up to you and admire your strength In turn you have strengthen me Last I feel in love with you All over again With such care Than ever before Now I truly believe how much you care for me You have given me life. Last night I fell in love with you All over again With more happiness Than ever before You have brought back to me smiles and laughter

You Ever Wonder Why?
An erect penis is referred to in slang as a woodie. Why isn't a swollen clitoris called a goodie? How is that you can call those not so pink, people of color, but don't you dare call them colored people, Shouldn't it be the National Association for the Advancement of People of Color, and not the National Association for the Adavancement of Colored People? Why do fubarians of a certain stripe feel they need to leave rude remarks in someones's chatbox or mumms?? Rude as in sexually charged, or in my case Antisemitic remarks?

My Poems And Such...
out of time out of luck out of money i’m left stuck- with the repulsiveness of self during a "pity fuck", a job my right hand won’t even do when did i regress into this human mess a constant state of sorrow every day, the same as tommorrow- full of regrets, hopes, and yets... i wish it would happen to me. finding a friend, finding someone to love, finding someone to love me. i sit here, waiting patiently everyday hoping someone will find me, yet knowing it won’t happen as long as i sit here. i long for that moment, when i see her smile, when the light shines out from behind her eyes, when her gaze stares not at me, but into me, into my heart. i long for her name to caress my lips in a whisper. i am here, waiting...for her sweet kiss to graze my lips for the first time. i am here, yearning for her touch. i am here, dreaming of her warm breath upon my neck. i am here, waiting for her loving embrace. so now you know... i am here...waiting fo

Friends
A teenage girl about 17 had gone to visit some friends one evening and time passed quickly as each share their various experiences of the past year. She ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped in the same alle

Leo Is Me
You may be the only one who can keep their cool around the house today, thanks to a weird energy that seems to rile up people who love each other. Lead by your calm example and others should follow. Note: I live here with my cat. My cat is the most laid back cat I ever knew. I am thinking this is a horoscope for someone else today.lol Things are really picking up with your pet project, whether it's a hobby, a work initiative or even a romance! No matter what, your fiery enthusiasm is making it hum -- and you should find that others respond in kind. Note: So true! My project at work just took off today! I have so much work to do, though, but at least it's finally at that point. I love it! You're full of great energy and can tell that now is the right time to make that big change you've been dreaming of. You've got the right idea and you can easily adapt to circumstances as they develop. Note: Since I thought I already had my quota of changes for the decade, I am not sure w

The Angry American
Tonight I write about something I watched on TV tonight, which realyl hit close to home. It was called 'Flashpoint' it was about Kimberly Dozer who was severely wounded when the humvee she was riding in was hit by a roadside bomb. She was a reporter, she lost her camera man and sound man. This was to be just a regular patrol that turned into something a lot more for many familes. You hear about them all the time on the news...we know that they are out there, but what can do to stop them?? That question is being tossed around on the hill by many people who believe that there is more that we can do to stop these 'roadside bombs'. However, it is far too late for the men and women of the 4th ID, based out of Fort Hood Texas. They took a huge loss that day. It was Memorial Day, 2006, Kim and her crew meet up with members from the 4th ID to go on a routine patrol of Baghdad City. Around 10 am, there was an unchangeable matter of events that unfolded that would lead one Reporte

About My Friends!!!
You know that you want to help this MANWHORE level up. I mean come on, he is the BIGGEST flirt on all of Fubar, so come on.. let's all help him level to INSIDER!!! Make sure that you ADD/FAN & RATE this sexy MOFO!!! (repost of original by 'Joyridin ---Dirty Bitch Crew' on '2008-01-06 11:49:09') PLEASE TAKE A LOOK AT THIS... A FRIEND OF MINE,ALSO A FELLOW DJ IS GOING TO BE IN A BENEFIT SHOW,PLEASE SHOW THE LOVE AND PASS ON TO OTHERS...

Club Poison
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Ramblings Of Tasha......
BLACKMAIL APPLICATION:First Name:Middle Name:Last Name:Age:Address:State:Zip:Home Phone:Work Phone:Cell Phone:Email (all of them):Instant messenger accounts and screen names:Name of wife/husband or significant other:Their email:Their phone:Their address:Kids:Where you work:Address of work:Monthly Income:How much are you willing to pay to keep me quiet:List of all the kinky activities you enjoy (or have thought about doing but never have):Which ones you find most humiliating:List three people you wouldn't want to know about these activities:Their emails:Their address:Finally you will send this COMPLETED application to me here and then I will give you my email address where you will email me with an attachment of 4 photos of yourself... not normal ones... ones that no one else gets to see... ones of you engaging in kinky activities... the ones I am going to use to make you my bitch. One of which must say "Blackmail me" I have faith that I am capable of anything. Beyond that, I have fa

Robot Post
-=============================-http://www.fubar.com/blog/295652/1023334Check link aboveIf I tomorrow http://www.fubar.com/blog/252338/1020698Read original robot speaks-=============================- All Questions below will be answered in randomly as this robot do more and more upcoming "Robot Speaks" blogs but will alert each person as this robot answers your questions in each post. Education-on sex/QuestionWhy does the standard for the English Language and Sex Education is so low in value in the schools across americaAshley User/418374 ===================== Education /sex How about Virgins. Like what can I we expect the first time. Not some funny shit .. Maybe there is something we should do or request be done . I don't know. People say virgins are not worth it. We shall see. Some of us are real freaks. Just saying. Ashley User/418374 ===================== type : question/poltical Topic: Government Why is it America lets its own people starve and be homeless and helps eve

Erotic
If but in thought... Softly whispers upon the bare skin of Your chest almost floating, electrical waves upwards to Your neck.. Words of need & carnal lust seductively "to feel You...." Softer & lighter still as the warmth of my breath captures Your ear... "inside of my whole being" *audible dreamy moan* "Capture my soul in Your words & fill my mind with You.... *huskily as my voice fills of unadultured desires* "Allow the beast within You to feed upon my soul..." Electric blue whisper directly into Your ear... "Yours"*sighs* In the soft glow of her room, candles dancing along the walls ina dance of sorts. She knows sleep should be coming and dreads being up so early tomorrow. Drifting on soft clouds as she allows her mind to coarse through the previous weeks events. Which always bring her mind to Him, to those intense eyes..... As sleep eludes her, she is drawn to thoughts of Him, Intensely raw, cutting through her very being. Laying in her bed she is comfy, yet in thought she un

Mcnear And Back -- One Man's Guide To Fashion, Lifestyle, And Junk
That isn’t right. That was the first thought going through my head when I saw a van coming at us out of the corner of my eye. The next were “we’ve been hit”, “there’s our bumper over there”, and “this is going to be a hassle”. The light had turned green so the car to my left and I pulled into the intersection. A girl drove through her red light just missing the car next to me and clipped the front of my van. We are all OK. Pictures in my "Blog Pics" album. I got us and our bumper off the road – good thing they are only plastic…. I directed the girl to drive her van out of traffic to the side of the road. She and her friend where hysterical and crying. But were clear headed enough to pull a large cello out of the back and lay it in the grass. After talking with the police, witnesses, EMTs and such my daughter realizes that if it happened a split second later their van would have hit the side of ou

Tressy's World
I will be in Portland, OR in July and Seattle, WA in August. Anyone wanna hang out? I have made some new friends on yahoo im from this site and I love it because I love making new friends. However, there is a problem with some of my new friends. I AM A PINUP MODEL!! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR PENIS! DO NOT SEND ME PICS OF YOUR PENIS! ( pics will be deleted) I am a lady If your intention is to learn about me and be my friend, 2 thumbs up! PS thanks to all of you that have joined my group! I am so tired of the fuglies on this site. God get them away. I want a hottie to talk to.

Letting Go....
You thought you still had me under your thumb...you thought I believed your lies...you tried to cause unnecessary drama and you almost had me to the point of deleting my account but I refuse to let you win...so bring it on cause I don't care. I am happy and I am loved and you can't mess that up...so go on spreading your lies...go on trying to cover your ass...but in reality people are starting to realize that you are NOT who you claim to be. You will have to face yourself one of these days and ask yourself why you're alone...and I know you will think back to me...you will know what you did to fuck us up and you will know that I was right. The people you think trust you and believe you, don't. The people you play will confront you...and you will be the one who runs away...not me...not them...YOU. I am over this and I am done...and you can't make me leave...cause he still loves me. I want to thank you for introducing me to him...he's the one I have been waiting for all of my lif

Race
Sex could be one of the few pleasures in life that is good for you, helping stave off colds, flu, heart attacks and even cancer, say researchers. Not only does a healthy sex life boost mood, but there is growing evidence to show it boosts your physical well-being, too - from increasing longevity to reducing the risk of erectile dysfunction and even heart attack. Only last month, researchers at Nottingham University concluded that men who kept up a regular sex life in their 50s were also at lower risk of developing prostate cancer...." A man came home from work one day to find his wife on the front porch with her bags packed. "Just where the heck do you think you're going!", said the man. "I'm going to Las Vegas", said the wife, "I just found out I can get $400 a night for what I give you for free!" The man said, "Wait a minute!", and then ran inside the house only to come back a few minutes later with his suitcases in hand. "Where the heck are you going?", said the wife. The man

Better Said By...
Match the comment to the person who said it... If you get them all, I will bling you. A. Are you suppose to be Islamic... B. See I could manage a fuck buddy C. get your fu monies ready D. So you wouldn't mind me smokin a pipe? E. Sticks dick in salad! F. Kicks your Idle sign and lays at your feet... G. I'm a big fan of your nudity H. LOL...nope. No crash dummies or rugrats. I. Yes Miss raven, anything else to please you? J. I would like to immediatly wake up from all this... K. oh nothing ....just thinking about meeting you on friday*EG* L. I never defy my desires 1. Emanon 2. Wicked Raven 3. Keenan 4. Trendkiller 5. Superman231 6. Rob Floyde 7. Lord Spinoza 8. Lil Bitch 9. Wrath 10. Twisted Woflie 11. Bob 12. One person is quoted twice... Let's see how well my friends know one another. During one of the several snow days we have recently had, my daughter announces “Mommy, I am a Christian and I need to go to church. When will you take me?&rdq

Of Myth And Madness....
I feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin- like I should be somewhere else doing something else- out of this job, out of this town. My senses are buzzing and I feel something must be done. Before I begin breaking things. I get the sense I should be running the show, that I should be part of something bigger either of my own creation or as part of a collaberation. All I know is that all my life, I have been shackled by my insecurities about what people think about my weight and my odd personality, and now I am ready to say fuck them all and go for it. I will start with the image, show people how beautiful I truly am, then cultivate from there. Yeah, some may be saying, "Aren't you a little old for such foolishness? Isn't it a little too late?" My response to both: Fuck you! It's never too late if your will is strong and your passion is great. Age is relative- you're as old as you feel and I feel half of my true age. Matter of fact, I feel bloody well

Everyone
We need everyones help to get Kathy into first place. I know we can do it!! Everyone please help her. There is only 2 1/2 hours left. Anyone who comments at least 150 comments I will buy you a Big Pimpin Gift and give you 15 11's. Just click the link below and comment her as much as you can. Click her to comment--------- Click this link to get your gift and 11's after you comment at least 150 times. Thanks so much. MUAH Click her to get gifts and 11's----Bisexual_Rachel *FU-Bombers Co-Owner Co-Founder*@ fubar One of my great friends is in her first contest and it ends tonight. She is in 3rd place right now. All you have to do is rate the pic. All you have to do is click the link below. Click here----- If you give her at least 100 comments I will buy you a vip gift and give you 15 11's. After you are done commenting her at least 100 times just click the link below and sent me a shout or a private message letting me know. Thanks for everyone's help. MUAH Click here when y

My Blogs
Joseph J: People Adore you O: Awesome kisser S: Fuckin sexy E: You are easy to fall in love with P: You are popular with all types of people H: You have very good personality and good looks Sounds about right to me. A: You like to drink. B: You like people. C: You are really silly. D: You like to drink. E: You are easy to fall in love with. F: You are dead sexy. G: You never let people tell you what to do. H: You have very good personality and good looks. I: You Are Great in bed. J: People Adore you K: You're wild and crazy. L: Everyone loves you. M: Best kisser ever. N: You like to drink O: Awesome kisser. P: You are popular with all types of people. Q: You are a hypocrite. R: You are very shy but sweet. S: Fuckin sexy. T: You're loyal to those you love. U: You really like to chill. V: You are not judgemental. W: You are very broad minded. X: You never let people tell you what to do. Y: Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z: Always ready I read t

Stories
Mistress was away on business and left me home alone. Before she left she decided to tease me to no end by playing with me for 3 solid hrs before getting up and walking out there door leaving me on the floor on the verge of climax. She would be gone for 3 days by the time i saw or heard from her again and i couldnt take it. I searched the house for something to releive this tension she had built up but found nothing i could use. I went into the bedroom to the toy chest Which i knew i wasnt to ever use without Mistress instructing me too and i pulled out some of my favorite toys.Mistress always left the spare keys in the same place when she left just in case. So it didnt occur to me to check for them before i started taking toys out to use. I dug around the chest and found my legirons a locking ball gag My favorite butt blug and my harness before sitting on the bed to put it all on. I started with the leg irons making sure to double lock them and make sure they were plenty

Loss
Today was a little easier, but it really gets me how people in my life have already kinda moved on and forgotten about the loss I suffered yesterday. I don't feel better, I lost my best friend! She wasn't JUST A DOG!!! I haven't had a drink in nearly 7 years. This is the first thing to happen to me in all that time, that I seriously considered going out and getting f**cked up! I didn't want to feel this way and I didn't want to think about her being gone. But she is gone, and drinking would have only made things worse. But I wanted anyone who read this to understand the scope of my feelings here. She wasn't your average everyday yapping dog. She was quiet, intelligent, and devoted to me. I miss her and my chest litterally hurts. She was my baby, my "Moochie" long before I had my daughter. I don't know how to end this, because this isn't over, so bye for now! I sit here tonight, crying again.... I can't believe it has been almost 2 months since she died... I have even gotten myself a ne

Turn Around
Well, it seems i have a fan. a guy who has become like a brother to me...we went to school together through most of hour school careers. so that's three people.i've been told that the best thing to do when looking for something...is to stop.but how can i? day in and day out, i find myself surrounded by girls i find myself at least vaguely attracted to, thinking at the very least that they are cute. what am i to do when this happens? or is it possible that i'm totally shallow because of my desperation? I hope to god not...otherwise i may be totally screwed...and not in the way I'm hoping and have been agonizing over for the past 7-8 years. damn it all...sometimes i just wish i could focus on the real important stuff...like insurance and yadda yadda. but i can't help myself. Getting a car and insurance, along with a license, just lead back to the fact that it's just one more thing that i would need to take a girl out on the town, which leads into more ribald thoughts. it's a vicious circ

Nothing New
LMAO i keep getting the question that if im married in real life or not to my queen on ct and the answer is no im not really married never have been and its gonna be a while before i ever do....lmao im not mad at people asking just wanted to clarify that and clear everything up You know i dont have a problem with anyone on here but when i see proof of someone trying to negotiate with a contest owner for gifts or to win special privalages or when i see someone have to use programs to win a contest thats suppose to be for fun as i have in the last few days.Its bullshit to me but I know i have true friends now I mean. I saw over 133 people come vote on me taking the time to comment bomb me and i thank you all for that....Lets get the word out though about fake asses using programs to win things or negotiate to get better gifts if they cant win with friends then they dont need to be in a contest period......... Oh and be sure you cant forget those who post bulletins to get sympathy fro

Work Life
Today was a wicked pain in the ass (yes, I am using the Massachusetts vernacular). Started out as a good day. I was happy this morning. But then all Hell broke lose. They were migrating several people last night to MS Outlook and of course it didn't go well. So I and a couple other people got suck cleaning up the mess. Put a crimp in my whole day. Now I just have a couple hours to try to get to the work I planned to do this morning. That just sucks! *insert pouty face here!* Why is it every end-user I've tried to call this morning has the wrong phone number in their profile???? I just changed the monitor on my computer at work. It is amazing how much clearer the display is.

Favorite Poems That Really Touched My Heart From Other Poets
Yesterday's dead, Tomorrow's unborn, So there's nothing to fear And nothing to mourn, For all that is past And all that has been Can never return To be lived once again- And what lies ahead Or the things that will be Are still in GOD'S HANDS So it is not up to me To live in the future That is God's great unknown, For the past and the present God claims for His own, So all I need do Is live for TODAY And trust God to show me THE TRUTH and THE WAY- For it's only the memory Of things that have been And expecting tomorrow To bring trouble again That fills my today, Which God wants to bless, With uncertain fears And borrowed distress- For all I need live for Is this one little minute, For life's HERE and NOW and ETERNITY'S in it. Written By: Helen Steiner Rice © By Patricia Harris If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cr

Why?
I got an e-mail from my brother this afternoon before i walked out from my house today... My great aunt died last night....she raised me since i was 2 yrs old...she taught me everything I know and more than any man (meaning my biological father) could ever teach me.....i was pretty bummed at work and i tried to keep a straight face but it was very hard... I ll be ok ..I found out the funeral is on Christmas eve and theres no way im going back home to NJ on Thursday to a funeral so close to Christmas...... Why isnt there some kind of cosmic moratorium with death during the holidays?? What does "Spotted Dick" taste like??? Why do people act like morons during a time everyone is suppposed to be nice to each other??? Why do hot chicks ( who know they can get a date with any man they can) act like they are undateable or the men they want to date are no good for them?? Why does a dog lick its balls?? Why do women constantly complain about nonsensical shit?? Why dont i trust grown

My Summer Vacation
My husband and I had to leave our friends' farm and truly head for home today. We rode just under 400 miles and are resting in a comfy hotel right now. Tomorrow's goal is our oldest daughter's house where we plan to spoil our granddaughter as much as possible in the few hours we will be there. We rode interstate today and it was UGLY. I miss twisty farm roads but we are on the home stretch so from now on we are all about speed. We are in the midst of a heat wave so we're drinking a lot of water and stopping every 150 miles or so to stretch, eat, gas up, and rest a bit. I'm trying to enjoy the scenery but today was the most difficult trip of my whole vacation. I think I'm just exhausted. I also am very excited to get home. I have eggs due to hatch on Wed. and I hope to be home to take care of them. If you see me out on my little Harley, honk! Keeping the rubber side down, Lisa Ann *Drama Queen* It seems like every day of riding is more beautiful or interesting than the day bef

Ten Things I Hate
When some one walks up to me and says "hi!" i say "like hell i am!" .... is that a bad thing? So osama got shot in the face... now what are we gonna do about the terrorist running our country? a wise man once said..."IIIiilll drinky beerrrr if n when how much i pleases!"......... no wait.... i said that.... sorry i fucked that one up when i hear some one say yieghermighster {i just know i spelled that wrong} i think of a cough drop, strapped to a small chunk of c4... I feel like thats a fairly accurate analligy When i bite into a york pepperment patty, i get the sensation.... that this is just a cold pepperment... man what do i have to do oo oo for a fuckin klondike bar! i think the spokes person for Slim Jims should be a woman... cause guys buy it the most and the spokes person says, and i quote, "Eat me!" not quite as appealing from a guy... i wish i could fly... so that i could go to the top of a really tall bui

Hmmm
www.hostdrjack.com LIKE OTHERS PEOPLE I AM LEAVING FUBAR CUZ I AM TAKING CLASSES AND ALLOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO. BUT I WILL BE ON YAHOO, MSN OR AOL, IF YOU NEED ME YOU CAN BUZZ OR HOLLAR AT ME ON THEM. I WILL STILL GO ON FUBAR NOT THAT MUCH. SPRING AND SUMMER R COMING TOO:). BLESS YALL AND DONT MISS ME ALLOT HEHE... IT WAS FUN MEETING YALL , I HOPE THAT WE CAN KEEP IN TOUCH EACH OTHER:) ..

Poems
I looked acrossed the room I knew with just a glance her feelings for me were true and I was thrown into a trance. Her eyes told me all I needed to hear not a word needed to be said for I knew before the night was over I would end up in her bed. My heart began pounding trying to leap out of my chest seeing behind her smile the tonight there'd be no rest. I casually walk over and take her by the hand and lead her to her room with lust in command. Not a word was spoken as i slipped off her lacy dress with soft kisses on her shoulders as her soft skin I caress. Our passions growing stronger emotions in a rage savagely taking each other like the rustling of a page. Still not a word spoken and wanting written on her face her eyes burning a hole through me as we reach that blissful place. Does she know how much she means to me Does she know how much I care Does she know that when she needs me I will always be there. Does she know that she

Wicca
The ABC's of a Wiccan Life Accept others as they are. We are all individuals. Belief in yourself is a necessity. Concentration is important in any endeavor, both magickal and in life. Do what you will, so long as it harms none. Empathy is an important life skill... learn it, practice it. Find strength in yourself, your friends, your world and your actions. God is multifaceted... the Lord and Lady, all deities take many names and faces. Help others every chance you get. Intelligence is something that cannot be judged on surface. Judge not... what you send out comes back to you! Karma loves to slap you in the face. Watch out for it. Learning is something that should never stop happening! Magick is a wonderful gift- but it is not everything. Nature is precious. Appreciate and protect it. Over the course of time your soul learns many lessons. Make this life count! Pr

Friends
I am sorry I have not been on your page to rate,I am in a contest and will be by your page as soon as it is over! Luv to all!! HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK!!!!! I just wanted to let everyone know that on 6-11(Wednesday) that I will be going into the hospital to have a tumor removed,its not that bad,its on my knee so I may not be on that day, If I am it will be on and off!!

Christopher's Poetry
From the time I started at whiskey falls saloon I had taken on pride for the lounge. I was loyal and dedicated to the falls and my duties as a Deputy. Watched line for line for inappropriate language and hurtful words against race, color, creed and orientation of life styles. I have been respectful, polite and courteous and I have never brought my personal life in to the falls or spoke ill of the saloon. I promoted it publicly and on my private web sites so when I had noticed that everyone’s tag reflected their position as of their status mine simply said lounge staff and I have taken this as a slap in my face considering the restless nights and countless hours I spent that far surpassed any other person I met while working for the falls that was working staff employee. All I had ever heard was step up as if I was not doing anything but talking about boy friends that I cant call a boy friend complaining how I wished I was somewhere else or not greeting everyone except

Contemplations.
You better crawl on your knees the next time you say that you love me fall on your knees, cuz this time I won’t be so kind can't you see that this is life and life is killing me is it yours? is it mine? our sky fell down tonight, to wash away our pain tell me , over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in you better see how evil you can be when you see my evil smile it's the one that you'll remember when I am not so kind can't you see that this is death and death is saving me I say burn all your bridges while you still have control of the flame I know it's hard but you... tell me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in show me, over and over and over and over and over again it never was time for us, it never was time to let me in

Stressful Times ...
Visualize a young Sailor, 20 years old ... at sea on a US NAVY Destroyer ... during the Korean war ... looking at the ocean moving ... waiting for the ships guns to begin thundering again ... looking inside his head ... listening to the whispering of his Brain ... dreaming of a love that he wished were true ... of a love he was soon to meet ... ... dreaming is what I used to do when I was young ... ... dreaming/inventing is what I did in the middle years... ... dreaming/thinking is what I do as life ends for me ... ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... DREAM ...... ALL IN ALL, I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME A 'DREAMER' ... SURE WORKS WELL FOR WRITING POETRY AND INVENTING ... BUT IT WAS AND IS A LONELY JOURNEY ... HERE'S WHAT MY DREAMS LOOKED LIKE AT 20 YEARS OF AGE ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ FRUSTRATION Strange I feel – poetic too, All my thoughts belong to you. Odd tonight, this lonely feeling, Silently upon me stealing. Weird, unreal, my mi

News
Okay all..... This is deal, if you really want to meet now, here is your chance. I am going on Book Tour starting in Virginia. Plus through out USA starting in August of this year. I will be at the two following bookstores....dates have not be set yet, but if you wish me to come to your state for Book Signing. Here is the deal. I need the phone numbers and city and addresses to these local bookstores in your city, so my agent can set up times and dates to come there. Barnes&Noble Waldenbooks Ingram Sent them in this blog....I will copy the information and pass it on to my agent. So if u want to meet......up close and personel.....HERE is YOUR CHANCE Dates and time will be added as they are set up. Firestar Barnes&Noble…... Barne&Noble 1035 Emmet St. N Charlottesville Va Barnes&Noble 11640 w Broad St Richmond Va Barnes&Noble 5501 W Broad St. Richmond Va Barnes&Noble 9850 Brook Rd Gle

Love
DO IT! PUT THIS AS YOUR STATUS & SEE WHAT PEOPLE RATE YOU! 1: violent. | 2: i'd marry you. | 3: hot. | 4: sweet. | 5: beautiful. | 6: talkative. | 7: trustworthy. | 8: my best friend. | 9: funny. | 10: amazinq. | 11: i love you. | 12: bro | 13: miss you. | 14: goofy. | 15: dumb. | 16: one of my best people | 17: wish you would date ...me |... 18: You need to come over | 19: I wish you would die | 20: I hate you A passionate night between me and you I can't begin to tell you the things I want to do. First we can dim the lights and get closer..... No, wait, that's too fast, let's go back and move a little slower. I'll kiss your lips that are so soft and sweet, then move on to your cheek that's so smooth and unique. Then I'll move right along that little ear of yours... Whoa... my, my... let me move along your chest... Uh, oh I missed a spot, let me move back up to the neck As I move my tongue around and around you start to feel it as I go down slowly and as I kiss

Poetry I Wrote
How do you know its love? Is it when your thoughts are always on them? Yet you lose the ability to think when they are around? The need and desire to make them happy? To do everything possible to never let them down Is it the way they make you feel? Or the fact that when they are near, You could not imagine a better place to be Then in thier arms Looking into thier eyes And seeing the love reflected back at you Knowing there is no greater feeling in the world. When i first met you you seemed like a dream come true but that dream has turned into A nightmare One i wake every day to Shattered dreams and Broken promises Are all i have left to show Of this thing i thought was love Now i dont know any more If it really was you wouldnt Treat me this way You would be thoughtful and kind Considerate and caring, I guess its to much to hope for you To be that way, Do you think i am blind? That i dont see? the coldhearted way you treat me, behind m

Rants N Raves
WHY IS IT THEN WHEN PEOPLE CAN NOT SEE PAST THEIR DIFFERENCES RATHER THAN AGREE TO DISAGREE WE FORCE OTHERS AROUND US TO CHOOSE SIDES..WELL FORCING YOUR OPINIONS ON OTHERS..ISN'T THAT A FORM OF COMMUNISM? ISN'T THAT SAME APPROACH THAT HITLER USED AND GOT TO BE AS POWERFUL AS HE WAS???? WHAT WE SEEM TO HAVE HERE IS A FAILURE TO COMMUNICATE..HOW TRUE THOSE WORDS ARE. BUT LOOK AS FAR AS IM CONCERNED BLOCK ME DELETE ME FROM LISTS AND ASK ME IF I CARE..CUZ I DON'T..I'D RATHER HAVE A HANDFUL OR SO OF TRUE FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME REGARDLESS..THEN HALF OF CT ON MY LIST AND NOT HAVE A SINGLE ONE OF THEM TRULY KNOW ME. AS I'VE SAID BEFORE I AM AT THE POINT WHERE EVERYONE CAN TURN THEIR BACKS ON ME BECAUSE IT SEEMS MANY ALREADY HAVE AND I WILL STILL BE THE STRONG WOMAN I AM TODAY..SLIGHTLY BEATEN PERHAPS BUT NOT DOWN, NO BECAUSE NO ONE CAN GET THAT MUCH ROOM IN MY HEAD TO BEAT ME DOWN!!!! As some of you know I have an older brother with whom i do not get along..well after 20 ye

Crazy Quizzes!!
WHAT SEX POSITION ARE YOU? ON TOP Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com As it turns out, angee is aroused by ... Jazz hands 'What crazy thing are you aroused by?' at QuizUniverse.com OMG WTF!!! JAZZ HANDS LMAO What awesome Guitar God are you Jimi Hendrix Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com WOOOOHOOOOOOO HENDRIX!!!

My Twisted Brain
This was inspired by and written about a reoccuring dream i've had most of my life... Together Through Time (July 2002) A pristine garden You kneeling opposite me Watching your small delicate hands Performing the precise movements Staring into your perfectly painted face As the smell of tea floats on a gentle breeze I close my eyes and breathe deeply the scent of herbs I open my eyes to an ancient grove Seeing you drift along the edge of the trees I see sweet laughter dancing in your emerald eyes Your copper hair flowing about your face like a fiery mane I lift you into my arms, spinning you around and around Your soft touch a soothing balm to my soul I fall to the ground, dizzy and out of breath I regain my senses among different trees, it is night now A roaring bonfire before me, raven haired beauty by my side Your jewelry sparkling in the firelight We watch our children play among the brightly colored wagons I turn to you and smile, knowing that we are

New Family
Mystic Warriors Tribe Owner Mystic Warrior **MWT** Second in command Jim 'the real flirt ~ Royalty Leveler ~ & **MWT** second in command' Vice Platoon leader 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den & proud member of**MWT** Rainbow Warriors Platoon Leader Platoon Members Sandy 'mailbroad47**MWT** Cece 'even-in_the_rain**mwt**' Amanda '~Amanda the seductress 69 Vice~ RLW the real flirt C/O of The White Tiger's Den & **MWT**member' Vice 'trollsny**MWT**windtalker tribe' snyder Sassy 'Sassyharleylady**MWT**' 'Sweet Michelle Member of the MWT' PLATOON LEADER cathy lostangel **MWT** Platoon Members 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Rea

Recipes--main Dish--beef
this is to check the blog posting system.. no comments needed 1 lb Boneless beef sirloin, or beef round 1 lb Boned chicken breasts 1 lb Fish fillets 1 lb Medium shrimp 1 lb Chinese cabbage 1/2 lb Fresh forest mushrooms, or Cultivated mushrooms Lemon juice 2 pk Enoki mushrooms (3 1/2−oz packages) 3/4 lb Chinese pea pods 2 bn Green onions 2 bn Spinach 8 oz Canned water chestnuts drained and sliced 8 oz Canned bamboo shoots drained and sliced 4 cn Chicken broth (13 3/4−oz cans) Sweet−and−sour sauce Soy sauce Prepared hot Chinese mustard 1/4 lb Fine egg noodles; cooked Cilantro or chives; chopped (optional) It is not necessary to use all ingredients listed here as long as you offer an interesting blend of meats, fish and vegetables. Other meats and vegetables can be substituted, if desired. Place beef, chicken and fish in freezer and chill until firm to touch but not frozen. Slice beef and chicken in strips 1/4−inch thick and about 2 inch

Poems
Dreams don’t seem to stop Can’t breath when I wake Harder to think when I do sleep Thinking what had been done The violations upon my being Piercing into my mind Can’t seem to make it go away Always lingering around The night mares will never end This night here is real It won’t end It never has Wishing I had a means to stop This nightmare which seems to stay In my mind each day Nothings changed just my thoughts In the process of healing It has not fully been It Won’t.. The tears still come The loss of breath Lack of control Blaming ones self For what was done Which wasn’t at fault Couldn’t control ones actions Locking away the heart Won’t Suffer Won’t be Broken Won’t let it happen again Never again Heart is broken Hurts to much Can not care any more Will not touch Friends are lost So is Trust The heart still broken Tears some slowly Will stop soon Can not deal any more Might just leave Not needed around Feeling lost Always alone Lost in a d

Me - As Is
Not 10 years ago - not today - or the years between then and now. I dont think anyone can be. I want my life back. The life where I felt I was healthy - normal - not a burden for my family or the society - for my friends - for ME! Every day I go through a hell. Getting up - when I can. Smiling and being positive no matter what - trying to live. Just the simple pleasures in getting dressed - getting ready for the day ahead. Instead - it is not...it is getting worse every day. I have my ups and downs. Just like the rest of you. I feel sorry for myself some times - and other times not at all. This is the cards Im delt and I have to try handle it as best I see fit and know. I am the happy one - the sad one - the nutty one - the joker...underneath it all Im just me... Im Torill! And I have Fibro! Im not lazy as many may think. Im exhausted... Easy as that - yet NOT easy at all. I used to be so FULL of energy. I am at times now also - but not to the extent I used to be back wh

Family
I can never work out the mind of a women, maybe it's because as the saying goes Women are from Venus Men are from Mars. Still when the day comes that a guy honestly and truly knows a women inside and out, thats when I'll give up the chase. The ex of my son decides to come back on the scene after (her words not mine) "Taking time out" from my son. If every parent could do this I feel they would. Although this is not an ideal world. The long and short of this blog is that I feel lost for what to do for the best. My son is under going further test for cerebal palse, my ex is using him like a porn in a game of chess to obtain a place. My view on this is that she has a lot of issues she needs to deal with in her life first, without dragging my son around. I'm intending on going to get him this weekend and face all the arguements that come with taking my son. I don't want my son in an environment where he is at the moment. My thoughts and feeling on paper/blogs sometimes help m

Fubar's Frequent Flyers
Hello everyone! Welcome aboard Fubar's Frequent Flyers! Enjoy the video ;o) PLEASE READ THE RULES BELOW BEFORE JOINING ... YOU MUST RATE AND FAN ALL NEW FRIENDS BACK IN RETURN. IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION OF DOING THIS, DO NOT JOIN. FAILURE TO FOLLOW THE RULES MAY RESULT IN YOUR IMMEDIATE REMOVAL FROM THE LIST WITHOUT BEING INFORMED!!! You are to leave a comment on members pages if already on your list, not send them a message, thanks! The members ... The Pilot 1 ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ The Co-Pilot 2 ♥ SexyGranny1967 ♥ The Passengers 3 Slave2Fantasy/AKA/Erotica/Tat Man73's R/L GF 4 tat_man73~slave2fantasy r/l b/f ~ 5 "Nana" to my grandsons. Please sign my Guestbook 6 Gypsysoul,member of,di lapdancing,clubfar,insane,levellers,happyhippo,twisterride, hippietrain&more

Broken
Im tired of men saying they love me, want to be with me and then show nothing to support there words. Want to be with me yet are never around, are always with others and then try to convince me No Convince THEMSELVES that they want to reallly be with me, who ya trying to kid?? Yes I am a strong woman and if You cant take my opinion I have nothing to say to You. The real question is.. Are You strong enough to be my Man? Alright So I'll start off by saying that I am no where near perfect and I make a lot of mistakes sometimes more than Most would think. I tend to care to much for people even if they don't give a *BEEP* about me in return. My life isn't as together as some people would Like to think. I have a lot of problems in RL. I have a mother that is very ill that I have taken care of for 4 years now, its really taking its toll on me. I don't always make the best Choices or Dississions however you would like to look at it. So yea recently I fell

Just A Few Thoughts
Dear Me, I know I havent always been the best person. Sometimes, its hard to look at me I know. Somtimes you just want to leave and I understand. I have put you throught hell. The choices I have made, have not always been the best. You have gotten stomped on beat on and put down. Most of all you have been left. Please forgive me. I will try to do better next time. I can understand that if your to hurt to move on that letting go would be the best thing to do. But Let go of: The Hurt Expecations Anger Doubt Second Guessing and your view apon me Dont please dont ever let go of me. I will try To make better choices this time. Try to keep your feet on the ground while still letting your dreams sore. Try to protect you from hurt, and sorrow. But I am only human, and I live inside you to let me try to do those things you have to let me out. Show people that you arent a rock that can be tossed aside or skipped across the lake. You have to let them see that you hav

About Me
this goes out to all my friends I will be bringing the babies home on Tuesday afternoon. If you would like to actually view them please let me know and I will give you my yahoo addy. if you already have my addy just let me know if your interested anyways. my yahoo id is ldy_lylith DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:Slight-ModerateDysthymia:High-ModerateBipolar Disorder:Very HighCyclothymia:HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:ModeratePostpartum Depression:High-ModerateTake the Depression Test Please let me start off by introducing myself to you. All of my close friends call me Hell. I am a Sanguinarian, which is a blood drinker or better known to the vast main populace as a vampire. Even though I think that title is a little funny since there are many more types of vamps out in the world than most realize. My life has always tended to lean more to the darker side of this world and the world beyond it. If I am approached in a posituve manner than I am very open to helping out ot

" Trance "
View My Page...Fan Me...I'M PRESENTLY RECORDING A NEW SET OF TRANCE TRACKS...ATM...THAT I WILL PUBLISH SHORTLY OF ON ME PAGE.I HOPE YOU TAKE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LISTEN ONE MORE TIME TO THE CURRENT SET OF TRANCE.I HAVE VERY MUCH APPRECIATED YOUR EMAILS AND COMMENTS.REQUESTS ARE WELCOME AND MOUNTING QUICKLY,SO IF THERE'S SOMETHING YOU WANNA HEAR,SEND OFF A EMAIL TO ME.I MUST SAY THAT YOU HAVE MADE ME FIRST WEEK OUT HERE @Cherrytap ONE BIG "CHERRY BLAST".I CERTAINLY LOOK FORWARD TO MY CONTINUING RELATIONSHIPS WITH ME FANS AND FRIENDS IN THE FUTURE.I ALSO WANNA THANK THE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN OF "PLANET CHERRY" FOR THERE THOUGHTFULNESS!FOR THOSE WHO HAVE TAKEN THE TIME TO BRING OUT THE DEVILISH CHARM IN ME...I SEND MUCH LOVE...IF YOU COULD REPOST THIS BULLETIN IN YOUR PERSONAL CHERRY WORLD IT WOULD BE APPRECIATED...I WOULD LOVE TO EXTEND ME PLANET CHERRY NETWORK HERE AMONG THE CHERRY MASSES.THANX AGAIN.-Master Trance Free Video Hosting View My Page...Fan Me...

My Poetry (are They Good? Do They Suck? Comment On Them Dammit!!!)
Well Hung I'm dangling, like a puppet on strings swinging to and fro asphyxiation is my friend inborn the watching of a man's death like the days of old, people watch they no longer shock they no longer fret and fear It is glance, then walk away been there, done that seen it before See me twitch, flit and spasm my ending throes swinging to and fro from the rope so taut and strong it cannot break from where its purchased and therefore I cannot live where I am not wanted - RRS 11/29/07 Within the Looking Glass of Goddesses My eyes blister staring upon the blinding wind-strewn sand of the forgotten world It is so cold, lest I tremble and rattle my brittle bones until they pulverize, become as dust like the innumerable dead Nay, for also it burns hot, searing my flesh agony that mocks Hell, mimics the rending dance of demons a pitter-patter footprint drowning my being with the Here, the Now I have opened the portal to my empty void, my

Things I Think You All Should Know
Ford, Chrysler and GM's contributions after 9/11 'CNN Headline News did a short news listing regarding Ford and GM's contributions to the relief and recovery efforts in New York and Washington. The findings are as follows..... 1. Ford- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number plus 10 Excursions to NY Fire Dept. The company also offered ER response team services and office space to displaced government employees. 2. GM- $10 million to American Red Cross matching employee contributions of the same number and a fleet of vans, suv's, and trucks. 3. Daimler Chrysler- $10 million to support of the children and victims of the Sept. 11 attack. 4. Harley Davidson motorcycles- $1 million and 30 new motorcycles to the New York Police Dept. 5. Volkswagen-Employees and management created a Sept 11 Foundation, funded initial with $2 million, for the assistance of the children and victims of the WTC. 6. Hyundai- $300,000 to the Amer

Once Agian Lock My Heart And Throw The Key Away
Body: - Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the cheek and not only on her mouth - when you walk with her walk slowlyand by your self - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you UNLESS YOU MEAN IT - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her. - say hi to you every time you see her girls repost as - A True Boyfriend Guys repost as - I would do this for her anyday Fuck it aint nothing good in life no more, How could you go and get with that whore, i thought what we had ment more then that, I thought you said you would never leave me ,

For All You Naughty Boys And Girls
Music Video Codes - MySpace Layouts I like to go for full on seduction.. even when I know its a sure thing, I never go the easy route.. I want to work at it and keep it exciting...so with you I would put on something super sexy, invite you over for an awesome meal that you will forget as you stare at me across the table as I tease you with lil smiles and my tongue licking my lips and my cleavage bulging out of my top across the table... I'll lean in and kiss your face off a few times and pull away to make you wait for more. > stroke your thigh with my nails under the table, run my nails along your neckline, up the side of your face and thru your hair and scalp.. > I'll get up and as you sit there in your chair I will walk close.. I have a skirt on no panties underneath, low cut top, highheels... > my long hair down loose and wavy all soft and shiny flowing down my back, I'm perfumed and smelling so good and as I approach you are enveloped in that pretty scent.. > my huge tits in y

My Words
HELLO TO ALL MY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS, WITH CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I LIKE TO TAKE THE TIME TO WISH YOU ALL A SAFE AND HAPPY HOLIDAY SEASON...ALSO TO SAY I AM SORRY FOR NOT BEING IN AS MUCH AS I USED TO BUT WITH MY DAUGHTERS TRAGEDY AND CHRISTMAS JUST AROUND THE CORNER I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY BUSY SHOPPIN AND TRYING TO HELP MY DAUGHTERS AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TRYING TO GET SETTLED INTO THEIR NEW PLACES...ABOVE ALL THAT WE RECIEVED A PHONE CALL TONIGHT TELLING US THAT MY BROTHER IN LAW IS TERMINALLY ILL AND ONLY GIVEN TWO WEEKS TO LIVE, RIGHT AT THIS TIME MY HUSBAND IS VERY UPSET AND NEEDS THE LOVE EVERY LOVING HUSBAND DESERVES..IF I AM NOT IN FOR A FEW DAYS I HOPE YOU ALL WILL FORGIVE & UNDERSTAND WHY , BUT I MAY BE BACK SOONER THAN EXPECTED( I MAY NEED TO COME IN TO VENT)I DO HAVE SOME VERY SPECIAL FRIENDS THAT I KNOW I CAN DEPEND ON HERE AND MOST OF YOU HAVE BEEN SO GREATFUL WITH YOUR SUPPORT... I LIKE TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR YOUR KIND WORDS, YOUR LOVING SUPPORT AND

My World
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Toxic Waist
hmm...subjectline didn't quite qork out like i wanted it to. i think protesting is just plain awesome. and it's a right we have that not a whole lot of countries have. sure, they could protest...that doesn't garuentee they won't be taken from their homes and shot during the night afterwards. sure, i might hate what you're protesting, like kitten-eating or something, but you've got that right and dammit if i'm so freakin' proud and happy you've got it. wish i didn't live in such a pissant state so i could be involved in more protests. i'm ever so slightly bisexual. and so as not to have to explain it every time, i just identify as straight, because i believe that sexulaity is a continuum, not a binary. but i digress. even if i was like....THE UBER STRAIGHT i would still be protesting for gay rights. but i don't travel well right now, and Wyoming...yeah, isn't that the state where those guys killed that gay guy...?? that's what my state is known for, bigots and bad weather. whee

Who's In Charge????
I've been contacted by President Obama's transition team for suggestions on energy and the environment. If, these issues are important to you, comment below or, let me forward you a link to fill out http://www.change.gov/page/s/energyenviro Thank you for your comments Chris 'Painting' the Stain They're back. We are again being "entertained" by TV commercials attacking candidate Barack Obama and his 'liberal friends' - Chuck Schumer, Chris Dodd, Joe Biden et al. As usual these commercials never tell us what's wrong with being 'liberal', they just use the phrase in the sneering way they've been using it for 30 years - as an indictment, a slur, a poisonous label signifying anything anyone wants to think of as bad, evil - and worse- UNAMERICAN!!! The slurring began when conservatives started talking about "bleeding heart liberals" who throw money at programs to keep everybody happy…and then progressed to "pinko, Commie liberals". The words of Ronald

Fubar Help
posted on 10/25/2010 @ 01:10 pm God Mode Explained! http://fubar.com/god-mode-explained/b333299-1133386 God Mode is very simple. Please read the description ****God Mode Bling expires in 24 hours****** 1. Some of you are expiring in less than 24 hours. This is because you maxed your 10 million points. 2. God Bling will not expire early. It is a very simple bling that fubarbarians are confused about. 3. If you are locking down your albums thinking you are getting one over on everyone. You are not. I am not going to explain why. Just knwo you are not. 4. If you are coming to support asking why your God Bling is expired. YOU REACHED YOUR 10 MILLION POINTS! Please do not use the excuse that you did not get it or got ripped off. Bling is for fun! 5. There are no refunds for bling. There are 101 and more ways to use bling. If God Mode is not working out for you, then please try something else. I am sure many will attest. God Mode does work. 10 Things you can do for F

Wrinkle In Time
Its a frightening and depressing thought to realize at any given moment you might take your last breath. I always knew that you never know when you will actually go but attending a funeral of one so young you soon come to a realization that life is so short and precious.Today was my cousins funeral who died at the tender age of 40. Sadly enough his life was over at 19. He was in a car with a drunk driver and they got into an accident. I only hold one memory of him before the accident. Every memory after that consist of the hundreds of hospital and nursing home visits. He spent over 20 years in a coma.His brother blames himself for what happened that night. His brother and the driver of the vehicle forever carry the guilt. Even though it wasn't really his brothers fault. His brother said he should have given him a ride home. Just taken the extra 5 minutes to do it. You never know what's going to happen and you can't blame yourself for the events that took place.I think the hardest part

Here I Go....
I hate being lied to I hate being hot I hate being yelled at I hate being pulled over I hate getting tickets I hate working retail I hate fast food I hate being told what to do I hate breaking my nails I hate stubbing my toe I hate when I trip I hate slipping on the ice I hate getting hurt I hate feeling lonley I hate when my ex calls me I hate when I answer I hate when my mom worries I hate when I work hard for no reason I hate when people don't call me back I hate packing I hate moving furniture I hate missing people I hate saving money I hate waiting I hate loving...and not being loved back I hate leaving I hate saying goodbye I hate when people rush me I hate feeling out of control I hate being disappointed (In myself or others) I hate when people give up (on themseleves or others) I hate when people tell me to be quiet I hate being made fun of I hate when people make me feel stupid (when I AM NOT) I hate cold soup I hate day old french fries I h

Read This
I need as much as your help as you can give i never ask like this but i need all my family help so please come help me out for awhile we can beat them just need all your help thank you DJandSugarAnd Demon_lover Friend is what i call a person who cares.They go by there word.They do not stick you in the back when you are not looking.They also help you out ,when you need something.They do not try to control you.They let you be who you are.Do you know i only got afew,and they are here in fuber is'nt that sad.I can count them on both hands.You all know who you are.this blog is for me,and if you do not like it do not read it.I just get sick of people thinking they are god.There is only one god,and he know's who he is.I'am going to end on that.but to you who know who you are much love....... Philburg360 Dirty Sout Crew 4-Life I also want to say thanks to a new friend,you know who you are... Thanks for your time please come back b

Contests And Giveaways
Salute Me 4 Blingy Bling!Make me a personalized salute and enter it in my Bling Pack Giveaway/Contest!I will upload your picture on Friday morning (February 27th). As soon as it’s uploaded, start inviting your friends to rate away!The top 3 salutes with the most rates by Sunday (March 1st) @ 6PM Fu-Time will be will be selected and judged based on the originality or humor in their salutes.There will be three prizes given:-Grand Prize-Minimum 400 Rates – 25 Credit Bling PackORMinimum 250 Rates - 12 Credit Bling Pack2nd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 5 Credit Bling to you!3rd PlaceMinimum 200 Rates – 1 Credit Bling to you! There’s just ONE rule: No Nudity (Thanks to asshats who like to mark things as NSFW!) But Sexy will be accepted… *winks* So what are you waiting for? Make me a creative, funny, witty salute!! Then PM me with the link! All entries must be submitted before the contest begins on Friday! Sweet Kandy Kisstina@ fubar PM Me with ?s

Does Size Matter??
Procedure To test the notion of the possible importance of length vs. width and female sexual satisfaction, two male undergraduate college students - both popular athletes on campus - surveyed 50 female undergraduate college students, considered by the two males to be sexually active, based on the males' prior social experience and knowledge of the females. Subjects The female students ranged in age from 18 to 25 years old. In person or via telephone, the females were asked "In having sex, which feels better, length of penis or width of penis?" In half the cases, the word "width" was used before the word "length," but there were no order effects. There were also no effects for telephone vs. personal interview. All female participants answered the question, perhaps because they knew the student asking the question. Of the 50 females surveyed, 45 reported that width felt better, with only 5 reporting length felt better (chi square = 32.00, df = 1, p < .001). No females repo

Poems Of 2009
For A Beloved Husband Words are hard at times. Words can go unsaid. When times comes to an end I will not want to leave my heart and soul passion for you unsaid. The day comes upon me with great knowledge that I was lucky the day I found you. The night we first held each other was like me being reborn into a world full of happiness and endless love. Never a moment passes that my heart and soul doesn’t feel your love around me. Today is not about yesterday or what may or may not come upon tomorrow rising sun, each moment is a lifetime, so I live each moment with you to its fullest with love. I fear nothing because of you. I see forever with your eyes. For you my beloved husband is the greatest love from God blessed upon me. Adored by my body heart and soul forever upon the first day we took our holy vows of marriage. Admired forever within this trembling body, heart and soul like you are holy my salvation within your heart and soul. Darling, I will always be complete as

Yay And Stuff
No more drama stuffs I want to hear funny stuffs whatcha got that is more or less sfw kinda that wont make me lose this blog or yeah..... Not gonna be on here long,because I am extremely uncomfortable tonight.I did have a pretty decent pain day though. Ginger is having her kittens!!!!! just wanted to announce it,if I feel better will give updates.One looks like a dark smoke color,the other is black & white. hugs and loves! Kitty updates!New album up and I will update it when their eyes open and as they mature and start playing etc. Can't believe my poor cat had SIX kittens! I am kinda here and there today,got company coming over to give my son prizes for helping me until 12am with momma cat.So dusting etc. With my back totally screwed my house isn't perfect anymore and I am like blah to it and know I am gonna pay for this cleaning later. who cares BECAUSE I HAVE KITTIES!!!!!!! hugs and stuffs, she is being such a good mommy too for her 1st & LAST time :D

Travelling For Business, Great Fun !
This is surreal .... Brazil has everything to please: great climate, lovely and in many aspects unique scenery, friendly population (yeah, you know me, I'm talking about those sexy women scattered around everywhere, I think it's the climate, I've seen the same in South-East Asia, women dress very sexy - well, at least to me, a silly European). BUT ... today I experienced again the total failure of their air traffic organisation. It started good though, only half an hour to queue up at the TAM desk (where supposedly my tickets were waiting for me). I ended up with a kind young man who said nothing more than "they are checking for your ticket, sir" and left me to myself. After 15 minutes, a girl appeared and she managed to print me my e-ticket in less than 10 minutes ... after which I had to go to another counter (of course) to get my boarding pass. I tried (and succeeded) e-boarding, so off I went, full of high experiences. Alas, boarding gate was a 'general' gate, meaning eve

Amatueru // Sara //stiletto Girl//
amatueRU // Sara //Stiletto Girl// fubar page http://fubar.com/user/676054 FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE The MySpace page this person lists in their fubar Blog that they made for "fubar Friends": http://www.myspace.com/324836237 The REAL MySpace of the person this FAKE stole pictures and identity from: http://www.myspace.com/amatue The REAL person: This FAKE made the mistake of mixing other female pictures in with this model's pictures. They also made the mistake of making a FAKE MySpace for "fubar Friends" that is set to private. They slipped up and put in the wrong year of birth on the FAKE MySpace page AND a FAKE location of residence. Sources say the REAL person does not even speak much English.

Pimpouts
PebblesinAz needs our help!! She is only 1.8 million points away from becoming our next oracle!! Give her one of these: and you will be spoiled beyond belief!! She is paying for your 11's! Saluting ya for bling! Don't let this face down... Make PebblesinAz our next Oracle!!! DJ Joker owns me!!!! WHAT!!! YOU DON'T KNOW DJ JOKER?!?!?!?!? Well, you need to go get to know him!!! Click the pic below and Fan, Rate, Add and Bling this awesome guy!!! You can find him at Dirty Deeds Radio rocking out the tunes!! Don't forget to tell him Silentlizard sent ya!!! This pimpout brought to you by: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by DJ Joker

New Folder
How many assholes have to think I took someone else's photo, started a default with it, and pretended to be a pedophile? Code words that Jew haters use to describe Jews, not necessarily in order. or complete Banking Elite Zionist Occupation Government(ZOG) Talmud Jews Cosmopolitans International Bankers Unforgiven Israel Supporters If you think of anymore, tell me. This blog, jpub is for anyone interested in Jewish topics, you don't need to be Jewish to comment on my blog. Anyone that I am blocked by, I refuse to vote on their mumms also! They can *kish mir in tokhes*! *Yiddish for kiss my ass!

My Thoughts
Life is so interesting.I have seen and brought life into this world. I have also seen many of my loved one's die. As in seeing life for the first time, coming into this Big World of our's, We alway's come kicking and screaming. As in Death we do the same. Life is so precious, as dying so perminent. Believe when I say I know how deep this is. But "God" and having faith in what his plan for us is, is what must keep us going. Marriage, frienship's, beginning anew, children are all gift's God has given to us to enjoy and cherish. So why would anyone ever want to throw that away? That pain that you feel,when a loved one has destroyed your life, and your dreams that you had made together, is far worse than any physcial pain one can endure. Being betrayed and lied to by a loved one whom you thought was your partener for life is one of the most devastating experiances that I myself never want to go through the rest of my life. The mental torture of what did I do? what could I have done t

Well Dammit
On my tattoo Please click on my tattoo and go and vote and comment it!!! well its all paid thank god, for small miracles My rent is paid for this month and next month and all of my bills are too!!! WOOHOO I am going out of town for about a week, so if you need anything please leave me a message on here, i will get back to you as soon as i see it, keep the love coming :-)

My Misc. Blogs!!!!!! Poetry And Etc....
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. IndependenceYour angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!Please Rate and Message!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Poetry
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean, river or lake; Sometimes it refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you to remember me in your arms; My legs quivering, my mouth moaning I have fallen captive to your charms. I long to feel your body on mine to know the taste of satisfied love; To lie quietly in your arms we fit together like a hand to a glove. You are the sweetheart of my life you are my one sure bet; You never have to wonder babe . . . you can always keep me wet. Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonder

Poems By Others(this Means I Didn't Write Them!)
Remember...a layer of dust protects the Wood beneath it. 'A house becomes a home when you can write 'I love you' on the furniture.' I used to spend at least 8 hours every weekend making sure things were just perfect - 'in case someone came over'. Finally I realized one day that no-one came over; they were all out living life and having fun! NOW, when people visit, I don't have to explain the 'condition' of my home . They are more interested in hearing about the things I've been doing while I was away living life and having fun. If you haven't figured this out yet, please heed this advice. Life is short. Enjoy it! Dust if you must ....... but wouldn't it be better to paint a picture or write a letter, bake cookies or a cake and lick the spoon or plant a seed, ponder the difference between want and need?! Dust if you must, but there's not much time . . . . with wine to drink, rivers to swim and mountains to climb , music to hear and books to read, frien

I Cant..resist..
The car sped away from the crime scene, leaving the deserted section of road clean of all clues of the abduction. Inside, four boys were laughing and hooting it up as their trembling captive, sixteen year old Ashley Donaldson, lay distraught on the floor of the back seat. She couldn’t believe it. She’d missed her ride and was walking home from swim practice. She hadn’t even noticed the car stopping until it was too late. The snatch took all of five seconds, and now she was bound and blindfolded in the back of their car. The guys, they weren’t much older than she was, were having a grand old time of it at her expense. They didn’t otherwise touch her during the ride, but an hour or so later they pulled up to the summer house. Tommy’s parents hadn’t been able to rent it out, so he and his friends had made the case for renting it themselves for the season. After some negotiation, the six of them had been allowed. Now, two of them waited inside for

The Dark Side Of Edinburgh
Trainspotting by John Hodge Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to d

Post Cards
well this was easier for people to get a grasp of what i see everday.... Well I wanted to update all of you what is going on with the post cards. Today I received a nice size batch of fifteen. As you can tell by the picture I have already out grown the desk, but that is plenty fine. I have all sorts of empty wall space. Some of you maybe interested on how this post cards idea started. Well I came to this site because I was rather bored here in Iraq. I do network administration; all that is a long name for someone that sits at a desk all day and watches the network not break. I have been taking lots of pictures to share with people what it is like here. One of the pictures I took was of my ugly bare desk. One day while chatting with someone in the shout box they mentioned that my desk looked rather bare and if I wanted they would send me a post card to brighten it up. Well I thought the idea was brilliant and ran with it. The next day it dawned on me that why not tel

Carrie Unleashed
You Are a Flashy Red Bra! Outgoing, friendly, and fascinating. You're a charmer, with your pick of the men. But you want a man who's as magnetic as you are. You need someone who can keep up with your all night gab fests! What Kind of Bra Are You? You scored as Normal Sex. You like to do the things the way they were meant to be done. But this doesn't mean you can't be an animal in bed.Oral Sex89%Normal Sex89%Anal Sex83%Phone Sex83%Orgy78%Cyber Sex56%Gay Sex44%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.c

My Poems
Wondering around with no place to go, Trying to understand what I’m supposed to know. Not seeing the truth behind lies they tell, As they try to hide the pain and the horrors of hell. They say you went peacefully with friends all around, But the truth is you died alone on the ground. I’m still waiting for you to come home, Waiting for the sound of the phone. But reality is playing a mean game, As the truth sinks in and I scream your name. I thought I saw you today, But when he turned around I had to look away. It kills me to know your no longer here with me, No longer here to help me through this misery. I can feel our baby kick, But she will never see your little tricks. She will never hear your voice or see your face, As she grows up in a much safer place. you sacrificed your life for this world that hates you, They protest and start riots but will never go through what you went through. They don’t understand the loved ones you left behind, Be

The Diary!
I was asked by a few people to make my mumm a blog....so here it is... As some of you know, I'm a tattooist. My cheapest tat is $20. And trust me, you can get a lot of work for that. I'm upping my prices, but I don't know what to set my min. to. PLEASE take a look at my work in my ink folder (it's not all of them either) and let me know what I should set my base (lowest) price to.....thanks Hey, everyone! Just to let everyone know, I will no longer be posting shop updates on MySpace, Fubar, Facebook, or any other one some of you had me sign up for. ALL Mad Tatter's updates....(Pictures, Schedules, New Items) will be posted on Mad Tatter's ---- Tatter Tales ---- blog area. (http://madtattertales.blogspot.com/)....or you can get there through our web page.... http://madtatterstattoos.com Also, all tattoo requests should be sent to my shop's e-mail address..... mad_tatters_2003@yahoo.com WELL, I'll chat with you all later! TTFN Besley At 1:00 AM this morning, my cousin, Bill

Yay Me!
Me singing So Small by Carrie Underwood...enjoy and comment please! SO SMALL Me singing My Immortal by Evanescence. Please listen and comment! My Immortal I'm offering this for the first person to buy me a happy hour! I will rate ALL your pics, no matter how many and I will buy you a 1 month VIP or 7 day Blast! And i will give you the #1 spot on my friends list for the week or month of your Blast or VIP and i will add you to my family so you have access to my NSFW folders! I will love you forever!

Sweet Candy Apple Dapplings...
Well Dear Friends… it’s all over. I am finally single. I am not longer an Evans. I took back my maiden name. The Judge made the final decree on the 29th. My lawyer sent me an email today. A great way to get some news huh? But the worst of it is, that he gave physical custody of my children to their father. I feel that part of my soul has been ripped out of my being and I am having such a plethora of emotions right now I don’t know what to do with myself. Please pray for me and my children that we will see our way through this somehow. My faith has not been diminished but just challenged to trust Him on a higher level. I guess I need to learn how to be completely single for a while… relearn who I am and grow from there. Thanks for your prayers and your concerns about my situation. I hope God will continue to bless you abundantly. Victoria Ok... I think I am going to start something here... things that make me ask...WHY? W

Random Thoughts
This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.

Thank You!!!
Well I just wanted to say goodbye to everyone here on Fubar I will be leaving for training In Mississippi for 2 months then its off to Iraq for another 9 months. I just want to thank all of my friends on here for there support and prayers for me. Well I would just like to say thank you for everyone that has given me support while being over here in Iraq. Things here are going well just trying to keep busy so that the time will pass. But once again thank you to everyone that supports the troops like myself that are serving in Iraq. Well everyone I have finally made it home from a long deployment in Iraq, I have been home for about a month now and trying to readjust to being back in the states. I would like to thank everyone for their support while I was over there. I am now back to work with the Navy its been a weird few weeks getting back into the routin of the Navy but I am getting there. But once again thank you to everyone for your support and please dont stop supporting the t

Baby Imax
Hello Everyone!! ~ I'm not looking for rates, just help As many of you know, I am pregnant and am due on March 6. Currently I am 30 weeks pregnant (31 on Friday). We are having a girl, Chloe (middle name still be determined). I was told at my last visit, I am not going to be going full term, we are hoping the baby will be here mid February, but if these contractions keep up at the rate and the strength I am having, we feel the baby will probably be here by the end of January. I was also told I am not having a baby shower, I am miserable now. Everything that I had for my 5 year old is gone because I never planned on having another, even the clothes that I did keep are all out of season because Sarah was born in September. I am at a loss of what to do. Chris (Brokencondom) suggested that I ask all my friends to help out. I feel horrible in asking for anything from anyone. We had already done our registering in hopes of having a baby shower, just to find out yesterday that no

A Small Rant
anyone know anything about pools? yea i know i got a late start on it. shudup! anywho.....i have an above ground. i didn't winterize the son of a biotch and well i need to drain it and start the fugg over. problem is i don't know how to drain it. i had a friend over yesterday and we kinda rigged it to drain. it drained about 2 feet and lost suction. it took us 2 hours to figure that out tho. and i know there is an easier way. i just don't know what it is. anyone have any ideas? or know how to do it and can explain it to me? please! i will love you long time! soooooooooo yea some of you i told personally (if you were one of those that means you are a VIP in my fulife) some of you probly saw in the bar tab, that i changed my status to "in a relationship" yea yea, i know, i know.....i was the poster child for staying single. oh well when you met someone special stuff changes. well part of the reason i'm writting this blog is to let everyone know that nothing is changing

Abc's
A is for Arteries. You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you. B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!! C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before. D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained? E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to cal

Jim's Musings And Mutterings
I hope that when you read this some of why I've been so scarce and non-communicative on here will be a little easier to understand. I know I've hurt some of you deeply and that is something I should have figured into the way I was acting but to be honest, I was more worried about me and that's no excuse either but it's the god's honest truth. I know not more than one or two people read my last entry about my turning 50 and not one person commented on it, but that's okay, I didn't expect it to bother me quite as much as it has. I have gone through so much in the last few months that life seems to be spinning out of control and the friends and places and sites I relied on to help me get through things and, I would hope, I help them in some small measure get them through things that have bothered them just haven't gotten back to being able to approach them or these sites in the same way. My Mom's death hit me hard, and I'm still reeling from it, and I will not apologize for that. Any

Hi To All!!
Well I stoped on here for some because of a girl friend. I think she didn't want me to have friends left? Well as it goes it didn't work out. I have I think given up with g/f b/f thing. I seem to find the really wacked out one for some reson. It is so hard when you have kids to find one that love you and your kids. And that treats all of you good and your kids good to. Lifes sucks some times its a good thing theres more good times then bad! i bet NO guys will repost this ; i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like m

Another Day!
Hey Yall, Long time no write. I thought I would fill ya in on whats going on. I am still single. Working two jobs so I don't get out much. Life is kind of hectic right now. I am looking into jobs in Florida. Maybe I will find my dream job. My birthday is fast approaching. Which is really scary. I will be 27 this year. Oh my how the time flys. For those of you that I missed your b-day, I am sorry. Im not online much anymore. Hopefully I can get a pic up sometime soon. Have to wait and see. Well thats it for now. Write me and let me know whats going on with yall. Hope to talk again soon. J Well yall I have had lots of fun in wyoming but it looks like im headed back to missouri. I am still job hunting which is about to kill me. I will be back in missouri around the 14th or 15th. For those of u that don't know my grandpa was givin about a week to live so i really need to be with my family right now. I hope to have time to write more later. But thats all for now. I h

Sat Blog
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Helping A Friend
Thanks to everyone that has worked so hard over the last 12 hours to help us regain the lead....right now it's right around 500. Anyone that would like to help a wonderful GREAT guy (me! LOL) please click the link below. As many comments as you can leave is appreciated!!! Much love to all my friends!! Coach Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10) I'm afraid of frogs 9) I had all 4 wisdom teeth and 2 other teeth pulled at the same time 8) I sleep with earplugs so I can have it completely quiet 7) I've never been outside the USA 6) I am right handed but I throw a frisbee left handed 5) I don't like candy 4) I haven't had a drink of alcohol in over a year 3)

Blogs
Okay Listen Up!! ***This is more from my Gorgeous Secret Admirer or more Lovingly I refer to him as an ASSHAT...Listen Up..Cuz you have me thissss close to being over it and YOU...Make no mistake I will Block you...MY Aloha fOR YOU went out the window when you got NASTY with me over this!! as for the rest of you who asked what makes MY Crush so Special...Helllooo Secret Crush.. Hence the word:FUCKIN >>>>SECRET!! I am making this public because I have been asked this one too many time..So Straight Up.. here it is!! My crush is Absolutely None of Your FRICKIN Business....Yes he Knows Who he is..and I have since told a couple of my other friends who have pressed me..Thank You very Much! MY CRUSH: We started out as.. a friend add, and a "Hello" and small talk..we found we were in the same business it made it easy for us to chat..I Love People and I am a Chatter Box..so...Chat I Do! Slowly we started a friendship that included, Good morning and Goodbyes..even whe

Everything Else
I hate when people come into my house and automatically assume everything in it is thiers. I hate when people feel the need to tell me that its cold outside.... When I am standing outside. I hate when people point to thier wrist and ask what time it is.. I know where my god damn watch is. I hate when people are constantly telling me to smile. Yes.. I know my smile is attractive.. But exactly HOW attractive would it be if I was walking around grinning all the time. I hate when people tell me to relax...when I'm at work. Speaking of work, I hate when ppl tell me that I am taking it to seriously... Sorry.. but.. I like my job..and everything it entails.. and I take it very seriously. I hate when people think that they need to be center of attention.. when in all reality.. they aren't important enough. I hate when people think that you should laugh... giggle... chuckle.. at the stupid shit they say... ummm I think I'm done ranting for now... But I'm

My Crazy Ramblings
So I leave soon... Back to KY... its kinda scary! lol Im completely excited though. I feel like Im finally going back home! I dont think its really hit me thought that I'm actually moving... I feel like its all happening in slow motion!!! lol I have got so much to do and a very little time to do it all in :P lol Its kinda crazy but there's one person in particular that I absolutly cannot WAIT to see... He has been one of my closest friends for the past few months. And especially recently as I try to sort out my feelings for my husband and decided what I'm going to do. lol i dunno... i guess im just rambling :P I am who I am.... There is nothing I can or WILL do to change that.... I have finally come to be mostly happy with my life... for once! And now all of a sudden ppl feel the need to fuck with that! Well I hate it for everyones luck... it doesnt work! I love being me... i love who i am. I really dont know why ppl feel the need to meddle in my business! My sexuality

To My Fubar/cherry Tap/lost Cherry Friends
To All of my friends and fans and ct family i wish you all a safe and Happy Easter and to take care of yourselves over the holiday period and i know it's the easter break but please be careful on the roads everybody and so with hat in mind i say once again Happy Easter 2008 everybody from Bruce Ok some or most of you have been wondering to yourselves where's Bruce lately why hasn't he been on ct/lc recently and there's reasonable answers to that 1 question 1. i had been blockedby the server for the internet for some time and i had difficulties getting on ct 2.my original msn email address got hackedd into so i had to change the email address and this morning i got back on ct finally after months of trying to get back on i tried for days non stop to get back on ct because i missed my wonderful and cool friends here on ct/FUBAR from Bruce To Everybody i want to say lest we forget or never forget the fallen soldiers and the people who died on 9/11/01 as long we remember them always

Babylove1966
sexy eyes contest please rate and comment on my pic on lachdana46 on my profile hes there i will give u the love bak ty peeps WELL MY DAUGHTER MET A GUY FROM MYSPACE PAGE AND HE TALKED HER INTO MEET UP WITH HIM THE THING IS MY DAUGHTER IS ONLY 14YRS OLD THIS GUY IM TALKING ABOUT IS 21 OR 22 YRS OLD THEY MET UP AND HELD MY DAUGHTER DOWN FOR TWO DAY COME TO FIND OUT HE RAPE HER TOOK MY BABY GIRL VIRGINITY AWAY HE LET HER GO HOME SHES BAK HOME SAFE WITH ME THE THING IS I HAVE PIC OF THIS FUCKIN GUY THEY PUT OUT A SEARCH FOR HIM SHOULD I LET THE COPS ARREST HIM OR SHOULD I GO DO WHAT IT TAKE TO GET BAK AT HIM FOR WHAT HE DID TO MY DAUGHTER I HAVE ALOT OF CONNECTIONS SHOULD I STAY PU OR LET THE AUTHORITY DEAL WITH IT PLEASE COMMENT

Amberdamnit88
I am not against you men what so ever just I have had bad luck last year with one guy that was on here, which I will explain: My ex boyfriend Melvin Carl Fisher 2nd assumed I was Lesbian for 6 months. Well I dated him for that long but since I told him that I am bi-curious it seemed to drilled in his head to assume I was Lesbian and try to get me to squirt cause his online friend did now girlfriend suMMer. So by than he tried anything he could to get me to squirt even though I can't which I tried explaining to him. So when he heard his girlfriend coming down, he made step-daughter and try to make me find a girlfriend in Orlando which I didn't want a girlfriend I had him what more did I want. When suMMer aka Sabrina Lloyd arrived all roles changed I wasn't the girlfriend anymore I was the housekeeper/babysitter so three months later down the road I went to hang with my sister, best friend and guy friends as much as I could cause I got tired of doing house chores an such 24/7. Well Chris

Item4u
It is a nice day, the sun looks effulgence seems like everything will be ok. I go to school as usual and take the bus with a good mood. When I am thinking my Aion Power Leveling, the bus suddenly stopped, I am shocked and see outside to ensure what has happened. But when I look outside, I do not see anything, I think it must be someone nearly to be bump to the bus, so it goes quickly. several minutes later, I look here and there on the bus, when I move my eyes to the behind of a seat, I see something is there, but no one sit there, I guess someone has lost its things and did not recognize it. I walk there and pick it up, to my surprise, it is the Aion CD Key, and I just now have thought that, now I can catch it in my hand. I think it is the god wants to give me, so it let me see it. When the school is over, I go with some of my friends to the internet bar to play the game; they all need to buy Aion PowerLeveling except me. I feel chesty that time and go directly to find a comput

For Biheavenlyangels Members
Due to how fast we've grown as a group, I have had to assign teams. Please check the team folders to see which one you are in. I don't have enough room to keep everyone in fam, so I have management, team leaders, girls who have contributed to the NSFW folder and those who have bought their way on in the fam. Eventually I may have to creat team pages if we continue to grow at this rate. I hope everyone understands. The people that I have made team leaders are ones who have helped me on a daily basis in one way, shape or form. As we grow more, I will also be making new teams. If you are interested in becoming a team leader as this happens, let me know and we will get you in as one. Thanks. Any Angel wishing to become a 2nd Alarm Hottie please send a private message to MajaBabyyy. She is our #1 friend and the Hotties Dept Chief. Let her know you are a member of BiHeavenlyAngels. I am putting together a new folder and would love as much participation as I can get. It will be a folder of me

This Could Be Interesting...
Ok...I am such a girl!! I am sorry to admit it but it is the truth. So...should I tell you all or not...nah I wont! I am really amazed at how easily I can be affected by words...I think it is crazy how open and verbal I can be and I am not even face to face with anyone. Wow, just imagine me in person!! You know what is so fun about this site...the flirting!! I do take some of it seriously...and you know who you are. But some of you seriously crack me up...and I love every minute of it. What girl doesnt like to be fawned over and lavished with compliments. I know that I get more attention on here than in the "real" world. Maybe it is because I can meet anybody from anywhere...I am not just isolated in my home state. When it becomes real is when we take it beyond this keyboard and screen and meet say for coffee...do you think our expectations are to extreme? are we really going to be the person they want us to be? Well...let me know what you think! Just in case some of you are still won

Through The Looking Glass
You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon75%WereWolf67%Mermaid59%Angel58%Dragon50%Faerie33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting

My Life In A Nut Shell!
this is so wrong...pictures marked nsfw...pictures of me kissing my ex girl....not at all nsfw so why do they mark them....i have me kissing a few others and there r more pics out there where people are on top of each other and kissing one another and they have not been marked...so tell me what i did wrong?? hope someone can shine some light on this problem! thanks for listening to me bitch..have a nie day! oxox's the tampa lesbian! i had my babies for a week because i am a nice titi(aunt)and i love them soo much this morning they woke up to about $280 worth of presents and i would have got them more but i was told i was doing too much. my girlfriend shannon just got home from tennessee and is spending christmas with her family wishing i was there. i will see her tomorrow or if i am lucky tonight. i am just hanging at home with my best friends vicki janie and there families....its a great day. we have lots of food and drinks..:) having the best christmas with

Moi
A little birdie made me realize last night that I don't really take the time to rate ppl's pics much anymore. It's something I did all day during my early days on cherry tap. So... I think I'm gonna pick a few people a day and rate up all their stuff :P I can't keep track anymore of who likes rates and who doesn't give a rat's ass, so if you want me to stop by, let me know :) And please don't be offended if I give 10's because I'm gonna be using them up quickly now. It doesn't mean I don't luv ya ;) Who *hasn't* always wanted to say that?!?!?! Well, there's a conference coming up in March at the Disneyland Hotel. I have such an awesome job that I'm being sent :) I have 2 days of seminars, a day off, and then a day of expo... and come back in the middle of friday. Plus I get to spend a week not being in the office ;) Looking forward to seeing more of that nice warm Cali sunshine after the bleak winter here in MI... Gotta ask a favor to any of my bored friends out there.

This And That
Your Elf Name Is: Twinkles Candy Cane Lips Son of a nutcracker! What's Your Elf Name? Hurricane warnings stays in effect from Corpus Christi, TX to Rio San Fernando, Mexico. Storm Center is 55 miles east of Brownsville, moving northwest at 8 mph. Maximum sustained winds are 85 mph and pressure is 972 mb. Hurricane winds extend 25 miles and tropical storm force winds extend outward 140 miles and storm surge of 4 to 6 feet. Dolly is expected to rainfall accumulations of 6 to 10 inches with isolated amounts up to 15 inches. Landfall is expected near the Mexico-Texas border around midday today and can possibly increase to a Category 2 before making landfall. Next Public Advisory at 8am and 10 am cdt. This will be my last update on Hurricane Dolly. Even though she is over land, she still has sustained winds up to 75 MPH and expected rainfall accumulations from 8 to 12 inches with some isolated areas up to 20 inches over the next few days, with possible flooding over

Lost Points And Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My advice to you is get married: if you find a good wife you'll be happy; if not, you'll become a philosopher. - Socrates Ok folks....is it just me or has anyone else lost their points....friends....fans.....everything off thier page????? Am so not happy at the moment!!!! Courtesy of SparkleTags.com Happy St Patrick's day all!!!!!

Queens Ranting, Raving, Or Just Bullshittin Around
Ok well since certain ppl wanna block me on ct and yahoo without an explanation at all i will try to explain it i don't care if it's to my self or not im gonna vent a bit....yes i broke it off with deth yes i am staying with my husband i love him and might be pregnant but no one will pm me and ask for an explanation they just assume the worse....i never intended on hurting anyone and feel so shitty and am sad about it everyday i hurt 2 ppl and i never ment to but it's just life i guess and that my life story....BUT!!!! i would like to make it clear i AM NOT!!!! in any lounge i hang in alot of lounges i am not a dj in any lounge right now so for the ones that think i am in club inferno you ARE!!! wrong and i am not in twisted radio either i have thought about going back and helping but no djing but i am not yet....i WILL NOT!!! dj for quite awhile now after all that has happend. and i will not go in vampires haven after everything that has happend i feel to uncomfortable and if no one c

It's My Blogs!
I'll be canceling my account this weekend. I am so sick and tired of the stupid drama and bullshit on this site. I have made a few really good friends on here and I'd like to stay in touch with a few of you so if I don't have you on yahoo or myspace and you want to keep in touch, let me know. I bid everyone else farewell and goodbye. And all you mumming assholes that think this is about you. FUCK OFF. You're all drama seeking attention whores. When I was just a toddler I was already a bother I rebelled against everyone most of all my father A vietnam vet the hardest man I ever met I brought out evil in him that he would later regret Feeling misunderstood and alone in my hood I was an outcast fitting in the best that I could My friends didn't care about the burden I beared Being abused and battered was my daily affair Now I'm grown up but I don't give a fuck Being mistreated in life has just been my luck I hope my dream of escape won't come too late I refuse to

January 2003 Heros
Army Sgt. Gregory M. Frampton Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 37, of Fresno, Calif.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Chief Warrant Officer 3 Mark S. O’Steen Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 43, of Ozark, Ala.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan. Army Staff Sgt. Daniel Leon Kisling Jr. Died January 30, 2003 serving during Operation Enduring Freedom 31, of Neosho, Mo.; assigned to the 1st Battalion, 160th Special Operations Aviation Regiment, Fort Campbell, Ky.; killed in a MH-60 Black Hawk crash during training on Jan. 30, 2003, in Afghanistan.

I Wonder.......
Ok, I have to ask...I was in the military for 8 years....I can fold damn near any item of clothing known to mankind...I got a set of FITTED sheets for my bed for Christmas, and i decided to use them for the first time about 5 days ago....I wash them and when i went to fold them i swear it took me 45 minutest to even get them to look HALFWAY folded....Ok i know theres somebody out there with OCD that can help me out....i have never been so perplexed on how to fold a fitted sheet...I got so frustrated with them i was ready to tear off the corners just so i could fold the damn things properly!!!!!! Any kind of suggestion would be appreciated... I wonder what it wouldve been like had i been born white......would i get all the hot chicks???.....would i have a fulltime job??....would i have it easier in life if i hadnt been born black??...Dont get me wrong, i dig who i am....i just wonder sometimes..Is life easier being a white dude???? *waits for the reactions* wtf is it with these

Random Thoughts
I will tell everyone the ugly truth about a certain subject I try to avoid telling. I have a hard time telling people about my skin condition for fear of being called ugly names ,but I have decided it's best to keep things in the open about myself. I have the skin condition psoriasis. There I said it. I started getting it shortly after moving to Northern Nevada in June 2004. I also have arthritis. It happened in 2002 as a matter of fact 9 yrs ago this month . I was startled by a co-worker and slammed my right middle finger in the car door and broke it . The ER doctor did nothing so now I have a crooked right middle finger that I avoid taking pictures of my right hand. I suppose I'm tell everyone this, because I'm tired of holding it back. It may help someone else to get treatment for the same problem I have. Power that by obedience grows, Knowledge which its source not knows, Wave which severs whom it bears From the things which he compares Adding wings through things to range T

I Love You
I've been awake for a while nowYou've got me feelin' like a child now'Cause every time I see your bubbly faceI get the tinglees in a silly placeIt starts in my toesAnd I crinkle my noseWherever it goes I always knowThat you make me smilePlease stay for a while nowJust take your timeWherever you goThe rain is fallin' on my window paneBut we are hidin' in a safer placeUnder the covers stayin' safe and warmYou give me feelings that I adoreThey start in my toesMake me crinkle my noseWherever it goesI always knowThat you make me smilePlease stay for a while nowJust take your timeWherever you goWhat am I gonna sayWhen you make me feel this way?I just, mmmIt starts in my toesMakes me crinkle my noseWherever it goesI always knowThat you make me smilePlease stay for a while nowJust take your timeWherever you goI?ve been asleep for a while nowYou tucked me in just like a child now'Cause every time you hold me in your armsI'm comfortable enough to feel your warmthIt starts in my soulAnd I lose al

Dating
In the last two months, one of my best friends moved away, another went off to rehab, and I was hit by an uninsured, unlicensed motorist. To add sadness to injury, I learned that a coworker, someone I dated briefly two years ago, was diagnosed with cancer. When I met him, he was 24, a successful, smart, ambitious man who, at 6'7", towered over me. We were an odd couple, him tall and dark and calm, me tiny and pale and loud. We spent thanksgiving together two years ago, him raking my leaves while I baked us a feast, then joining inside for a cornucopia of drinks, food, and sex. Shortly thereafter, I started seeing someone new, and, through willful neglect, I abandoned the relationship with my coworker. A month ago, I emailed him to let him know I was thinking of him. We exchanged several messages and ultimately planned to meet and spend the day on his boat. And so we did. I drove out to the marina and waited by his dock. He came up to meet me, led me to his boat. I climbed on a

Cotton Candy
Go check out this profile! She likes to rate below a 10 but doesnt have any room to talk!!!! princess@ CherryTAP This one is freshmeat and no pic!!!! Likes to rate 1s and has no friends either!!!! href="http://cherrytap.com/user.php?u=933922&friend=933922" target=_blank>samii@ CherryTAP Heres another low rater and a level 2 and no pics!!!!! sharkbite1378@ CherryTAP

Quotes
" courage is not the absence of fear or dispair but the strength to conquer them " His chair at the table , empty, His home cloths hanging in rows forlorn, his baseball bat and cap , his riding cane, the new suit he had not worn. his dogs, restless, with tourtured ears listening for his swift, light tread upon the path. AND over there ---- his guitar! hush!hold your tears !!!! this does apply to today also "onan , son of Judah,was a melancoly kid; he'd jerk and jerk and jerk and jerk,and that was all that he did. But God got very angry, when Onan shunned his mate. So awfully hipped on self-abuse,he wouldn't fornicate

Those We Have Lost
To all my friends fans and everyone else in fu land. I ask you all to please come and show some respect to a fulling brother who has lots his life fighting to make our country your country and world a better place. I also ask that you take a moment to remember those men, woman who have fulling and those that will full. At the Going Down of the Sun We will Remember Them http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=50755 having a memorial service for a fallen soldier in military inc. lounge at 8 pm est there is the link click it to take you there please stop in and show respect to freinds and family of this american hero Exactly when did love come to your hearts, Vesting something one in something twain, Exchanging simple wholes for complex parts, Less purely self, more vulnerable to pain? Yet passion often migrates into need, Not needing much to crave unfeigned affection; And so each craving does the other feed, Need serving need as bond against rejection. Doubt not such sweet

Godess Elisabeth
Det stemmer ikke. Det er ikke vanskelig å se positive egenskaper med hunden. Dens trofasthet. Og hvis vi ser menn samlet som en flokk hunder og at alle er like burde det gi en viss styrke i seg selv. Selv en utstøtt hyene fra flokken burde kunne se dette. Vi har dessuten hunden som menneskets følgesvenn. Vi har hatt mange 1000 år på å venne oss til den. Vi må derfor gå tilbake til utgangspunktet. Anubis som Sjakal og Guddom i Egypt. Selv om balsamering og gravkammer kan sees som noe positivt utfra en egyptisk forståelseshorisont er det mulig å se Anubis der som at egypterne forsøkte å gjemme han på en eller annen måte. Men Anubis i gravkammeret er heller ikke det første utgangspunktet. Han kan bare sees via Løvinnen (og Løven) som mål. Løvinnen sees på avstand via sjakalen. Og Sfinxen forteller den samme historien. Det betyr at Sjakalen (mot Løvinnen) står overfor en styrkeforskjell som er vanvittig. Sett en sjakal og en løvinne sammen i et bur og du har kun en kvinn

Love Me
I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR A WHILE! A CHOICE I MAD! THERE ARE A LOT OF THING I MISS BEING IN A RELATINOSHIP! LIKE WAKING UP AND HAVING ARMS AROUND ME! GETTING BREAKFAST IN BED ON SUNDAY! HAVING SOME ONE WATCH OVER ME WHEN I HAVE HAD TO MUCH TO DRINK! I STILL TALK AND SEE MY X AND X IS WHAT HE WILL BE TO ME! WE REMAIN FRIENDS AND I HELP HIM WHE I CAN! NOW ALL I NEED TO DO IS MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE AND SEE IF I CAN FIND MY SOLE MATE! THERE IS SOME BODY FOR EVERY BODY! BELEAVE THAT! SO HERE IS SIT ON A WEEKEND AND NO WHERE TO GO AND NOTHING TO DO! NOT THAT I LIKE IT LIKE THIS! SOME DAY MY PRIENCE WILL FIND ME AND TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS LIFE I HAVE! HOW DO YOU HILL A BROKEN HART? USED TO TALK TO THIS BOY NOTIC I SAID BOY AND NOT A MAN WHENI WAS YOUNG! WE LOST EACJH OTHER FOR ABOUT TEN YEARS AND HERE RESENTLY HE FOUND ME A AND COFESSED HIS LOVE FOR ME AND TALK ME HOW

Random Musing #1
Create your own friendquiz here Okay, so most of you know the status of my personal life. I was married at 18 (2 months before my 19th birthday) and have remained married for the last 11+ years. We've had our share of problems and issues but have done what most people do - ignore them. Back in April he moved out but I let him move back in in September when he was starting a new job. So we've been separated but living together. Well tonight we've decided (ok, so I pushed for an answer and he finally caved) to make it official and file for legal separation. I'm both happy and sad. Happy because he's finally accepted that there are serious problems and it's not worth ignoring the situation just to remain married, and sad because for a half of a second, I saw the guy I fell in love with again. So tonight I'm wistful over what's lost, yet relieved that I won't lose another 11 years of my life. It's funny, I thought I didn't have any tears left. I guess that I'm not as much of a ha

Dieting
I've now lost 50lb! yeah! I should post new pics since all of mine are from 30 lbs ago....mmmm maybe i just thought of an odd way to spend the evening...taken drunken head pics of me....LOL Last Tuesday I went in and I hit 30lbs gone! Yeah! I got to sign the 30lbd board and I got a new link for my bracelet - a yellow rose! This weekend has been bad for me regarding my diet. I went to a music festival with my family and I just couldn't resist my mom's baking. She isn't a good cook but she can bake! Now that I am home I need to get back on the wagon. I so wanna loose the weight but yet I wanna have fun. I feel its sad that I think I have to eat to have fun. I need to change this thinking. I bought a guitar this weekend for $50. I hope that I can turn it into a hobby. I bought a self teaching book but I think I am going to have to find a teacher here in town. I know of 2 places I can try so I think I will look into that tomorrow. Plus I need to get it tuned since it sounds

For Me !!
Mar 21, 2008 4:12 AM All I need is her smile, And my feelings start to awake. To touch her deeper in her heart, Will my words be all that it takes. I cannot hope with just my words, Her heart would become mine. Everyday I must show her, That I am worth her time. I want her open to me, To tell me what she feels inside. To feel completly at ease, Like the waves of a moonlite tide. For her to open her arms to me, Her mind,heart and soul. To have her give them to me. To me that is my goal. Here is the first one I wrote for you Beautiful My mind drifts off, When I think of you. Like clouds floating, In seas of blue. A second without you, Is like a loss of days. Never new someone could touch me, So deeply this way. All my thoughts, Completly woven around you. Nothing could seperate us, Even the devil I would make move. So if ever you have doubts, Read back these lines. And know my heart is yours, Yours for all time. The coldness of the night is

Poetry
I'm learning day by day When in doubt I bow my head and pray I find a quiet corner to relax and sit I may not have perfect delivery but i still attempt it I always wonder if anyone is really listening As my tears leave my cheeks glistening I wonder why does everything seem at times so hard to bear I then realize it's because I'm in Satans snare I pray and lift up my thoughts for guidance As my tears drift into subsidence I feel at peace with God in my life With him in attendance my hearts love is always rife Learning Day by Day He will always be a dear friend to me With him by my side Satan will have to flee With him Satans influence will become no more I will be free to see what my life has in store I give all my problems to something unseen So I will continue to not feel unclean At times I feel I don't know where to turn Until I realize that his answers to my questions is what i yearn ©Tiffany Fluharty I told you what all i was needing

My Own Sins, But No Regrets
If our love is a big mistake!!as long as we are in loveLet’s stay wrong as long as we feel rightWho told you that this love is a mistake??I don’t care about this whole world As long as you are by my sideI don’t care what they want Let’s stay wrongI know what I wantI want to love you more and moreI want to promise youWe will be together for everIf we ever break up, that’s the biggest mistake.It’s written for us, its written long time agoThat we miss each otherThat we love each otherTill this world end, till the missing and feelings of this world end.Who told you that this love is a mistake??!!If our relationship was a mistakeLet’s stay wrong as long as we are feeling rightLet’s stay wrong as long as we love each other.-----------------------------------W.B: FM Who challenged the impossible is meSo how I will not challenge youAnd you are just a human like meThe solution is with youBut just a usual man is meNothing but small pen with weak i

Dark Fantasy
Please read and comment on my blog She turns to Dave grabs his head and thrust it into his portion. He waist no time in biting down. When he burst free she pleads, “More .” Thomas approaches from where he was sharpening his knives with a wet stone. He brings a hat to her and she draws 18. Both he and Shannon search for the number. She turns over and the 18 is on her butt. She holds my hand as Thomas retrieves a knife. He holds it before the audience much like a Vegas magician would. Holding a piece of paper by its corner he slices through it with easily. The crowd gasp with astonishment. He walks over to Shannon’s butt and lays the cold steel giving her a chill. He scratches the knifepoint down her back, raising everyone's fear. Holding the sharp edge against the stenciled line he pierces her skin, as the crowd flinches expecting a scream. Instead she wails in delight. The fillet is served on a plate to the woman with an 18. All at her table examines and pinches a teas

My Thoughts And Things I Like
Yes I was born in Massachusetts and have lived there a few times and have friends and family that live there thought I would share it here...LOL YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM MASSACHUSETTS IF... 1. The Red Sox World Series win was, and will always be, one of the greatest moments in your life. 2. The guy driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you're swearing at him for going too slow. 3. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke. 4. You went to Canobie Lake Park or Water Country as a kid 5. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. 6. You do not recognize the letter"R" as a part of the English language. 7. Your social security number starts with a 0 8. You can actually find your way around Boston. 9. You know what a "regular" coffee is. 10. You keep an ice scraper in your car year-round. 11. You can tell the difference between a Revere accent and a Dorchester accent. 12 Springfield is located "way out west." 13. You almost feel disappointed if someone doesn't f

Lyrics/videos
I'm The One Living in the moment Forgotten and repeated No i cannot be that one No i cannot be beaten I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through No i am not a rich man No i am not a bitch I know you made one mistake This is my life You cannot take it I'm the one I don't want you I don't need you With closed eyes i See right through you I was crawling Always falling You don't know what I have lived through Automatic Termination Self-destructive Revolution Bring it down To the ground I'm unchained Not a slave I'm the one The one song I like by them. With Dirty Harry. :) 12. Temptation [Heaven 17 cover] I've never been closer I've tried to understand That certain feeling Carved by another's hand But it's too late to hesitate We can't keep on living like this Leave no track Don'

Unicorne Tears And Stone Dragone
Do you know how you make me feel when you look at me like that? do you realize how your words shape my day do you feel the way my body trembles when you get close to me do you know how you take my breath away with just a kiss... the distance may be great but it will not last forever and then my life will really begin i am happiest when i can take care of you when i know the little things i do are appreciated and done simply out of love i look forwarding to greating my day with a smile just because i woke up in your arms to carry our child would be the greatest gift you could give me with only giving me your name coming close to help me raise my son into the man i know he can be all because of you and the influence you are over him I have never wanted or needed anyone so much in my life with your arms wrapped around me i know i am safe and that i have someone to hold on too someone strong enough to protect me from myself and push me when i get too comfortable and

Living
So at about 3am this morning we got notified that an armed intruder or two broke into our refinery as they were being chased by the police. After about 15 minutes, a co-worker and I (Funny thing, the co-worker a woman is an ex-police officer and I'm an MP in the Army Reserve) left our office to go to another office to get something and chat with the rest of the team. Walking right at us is an individual that clearly does not belong in the refinery, I ask if he has an access badge and he says NO. We then simultaneously secured his arms and took him to the ground and searched him for weapons, he had none. We notified our supervisors and awaited the arrival of the police. Once the police arrived, they cuffed him and later in the shift informed us that the person were involved in an earlier homocide and that's why they were being chased in the first place. Made for a fast final 3 hours. It is with the greatest of pleasure that I announce that my life is forever changing for the better.

Video
i kinda find it sad that anyone would be so indecisive as to NEED help from random strangers... but apparently they do.... what's mind boggling is the fact that most mummers even the self proclaimed bitches and assholes actually think they are doing people a favor giving them their advice(even while making them wanna cry... they are"helping them see") i actually don't understand the logic behind it all... i mean i have always mummed cause i found it entertaining nothing more... but to come here day after day thinking you're helping people i have to ask.... did people watch to much dr.phill and operah fuck even ricky lake.... do they think they are jerry springer giving advice at the end of a show? what motivates a mummer to actually try? does hearing other peoples problems make make them feel better about their sad existance? are they just lonely on the inside and need a fucking hug? or do they think they are proving themselves useful... or even worthy... http://www.efukt

Poems
A field of blood roses blowing in the wind. Angels crying down from a far. A figure standing alone in the midst. He’s caught within himself holding back the hatred he’s felt for years. His woman long since gone now only dust blowing in the wind. He has nothing but pain left. Morning and Night to deaths delight his swords bring home cold blood and broken bodies. the widowed lover. He’s the soured warrior. The corporeal form of the reaper. He’s death itself he's the angel that wakes me with a kiss. and holds me close when hell is on it's way.in his reflection love is all i see. he gives me the strength to take those steps day after day. without his kindness. without his undying affection i'd be lost. wondering through time and space. not knowing how to feel. not knowing what to live for.he is my every dream. my every wish. he is the one i love. both my day and night. he is my angel. my dark prince. my love. his eyes are full of emotions that i cannot place his embrace has a tender

The Mouthpiece Says:
Ok...I have seen some people rant and rave about how rude it is to rate someone other than a 10. I have even seen someone that put up a little picture to justify why anything other than a 10 is wrong. I have seen someone post under their pics "Rate 10's or Don't Rate At all!". I have seen people call other people haters because someone rated their picture other than a 10. (I am laughing right now as I type this because someone is going through my photos right now rating all of them 10's). Here is what The Mouthpiece has to say about all of that: WHAT FUCKING PLANET ARE WE ON TO BELIEVE OUR ASSES ARE THAT DAMN FINE THAT WE ARE ONLY A TEN?? WHO FUCKING DIED AND MADE OUR ASSES KINGS/QUEENS TO TELL SOMEONE THAT THEY CAN'T RATE US ANYTHING OTHER THAN A TEN??? PLEASE TELL ME WHO THE FUCK WE ARE?? (Clearing throat)Ok. With part of my shouting out of the way, lets dip a little bit into this subject. A rating of a 10 means that we are ABSOLUTELY PERFECT. That means we have no flaws. T

Everyday Crap!
OK. Below is a picture that has 75 bands represented in it. What I want you to do is leave me a comment naming up to 3 at the most. Leave some for others to find. This should be fun. Good Luck I have joined my first contest and would love to have you guys come rate and vote for me. I am in the running for the hottest mom. If you think i qualify go and vote for me....over and over again OK, I am gonna say this and I hope that noone is offended by what I am about to say. I LOVE CherryTap. It is the only place that I can be me. In my everyday life and anywhere else I have to hide what I am inside. But on CT I can let the true me shine through. And if you look at my page you will see what I mean. Also, being married to a very controlling and mentally abusive man for 18 years has done a number on my self esteem. So when I joined this site I did put a few "NSFW" shots of me in a privite albumn. You would not believe the comments and what it has done to improve my self

Playing The Angel
As you may have read in my last blog, this was a very trying, traumatic and sad week that I had to endure. Two people, one of them a little girl, died in front of me during an accident earlier this week. Truly it was a horrific event, one that has played itself over and over again in my mind, and I had been depressed for the past several days. Well, I went to see the two survivors in the hospital, not knowing how I would be received or how they would be. The mother, who was driving at the time of the accident, was still in a state of shock from losing her niece and youngest daughter. The other daughter, when I was tending to her on Tuesday, could not feel her legs. She was brought in for emergency surgery and I learned that she should make a full recovery with complete use of her legs, so I breathed a sigh of relief that something actually went right on Tuesday. When I saw them, the mother was officially discharged and visiting the daughter. I swear my heart was in my throa

Lex Luthor
Eller nærmere bestemt leiligheten Bjørneboe bodde i under den andre verdenskrigen er viktig. Han var der antagelig som flyktning pga sine homoseksuelle opplevelser i oppveksten, og var livredd nazistene av den grunnen. Med rette, hvis vi ser insuasjonene om Wagners, Nietzsches, Rees og Brenners homoseksualitet som en vesentlig del av nazismen. Hitler som den homoseksuelle Overgriperen som skriker ut sine maktønsker. Med Beat-Les som en ynkelig forflatning utover mot slutten av 1900-tallet. Bjørneboe lagde boka Haiene i 1975 med et beskrevet idealsamfunn for hans medflyktninger i den lille leiligheten i Stockholm. Omtrent slik boka Island av Huxley fungerer. Jeg har fått besøk av noen homoseksuelle mennesker, i det minste i en grad deres berømmelse står og faller med dette. Bjørneboe, Dostojevskij, Nietzsche. Det er ikke lett å lese Nietzsche som et overmenneske etter den forståelsen. Men heldigvis er det heller ikke mulig å finne noen storhet ved Wagner. Vi har undersøkt muslimenes

For All The Beautiful People Out There
It's sad the way the world really works. Ive been in every catagory from morbidly obese to super ripped to normal where im at now. People really do treat you differently based on how you look, not just people of the opposite sex but everryone... I had more friends, it was easier to get jobs, i got hit on all the time, people were just nicer to me...On the other hand i also got to see just how shallow and lifeless the "beautiful people" really can be when the let me in to there world. People that havent had to work as hard and havent had alot of bad days they just don't have the appreciation for life that others do and at the end of the day it is them i feel the most sorry for, for it is our scars and imperfections that make us who we are and that is beautiful... this goes out to all the people that are truly beautiful where it counts, you know who you are

Not A Blog..just A Collection Of Sweet Things Ive Been Told...
If you stand in front of a mirror with 11 roses, you'll see 12 of the most beautiful things in the world. I'm sitting here thinking about your beauty, but no words come to mind. Then I realize that no words could ever come close to the beauty I see in you.....By GA Assassin