TxWildFlower fu engaged to dust 420 is back's blog: "Random Thoughts"

Dear Fu Friends,

     My friend list is getting so long.  It's partly my fault, I have accepted blank requests, sent requests to people I thought were interesting, then lost touch, accepted requests from people who thought I was interesting and then lost touch.  Anyway the point is, I don't talk to half the people in my friend list.  The very sad part is, I would like to have contact with more of them, so I was thinking, if the list didn't seem so daunting, perhaps I would and could find the people I originally wanted to have real contact with, or who originally had good intentions of staying in contatc with me.

     I realize having friends is one way to make a lot of points, and I know, I have wanted to earn points before, like when you stay at the same level forever and ever, and just can't seem to move up.  The time has come unfortunately that I need to do a better job of being a friend to my friends.

     If you want to remain in my list of friends, re-rate my page, and send me a private message stating that you would like to remain my friend.  It would be nice if you could briefly state why you would like to remain, to give us something to spark a conversation from.  Re-rating is just nice, but remember the important part is the message, the bar tab is so unreliable, if you simply come and re-rate, I may or may not notice, and may or may not realize that you would like to stay. 

     This was a hard decision to make, as I had thought that I never would do this.  I thought I would just let the list grow, and talk to whomever whenever, but it hasn't quite worked out that way for me.  I realize there are people I have not spoken to at all.

     Thanks in advance to those who choose to take the time to message me, and stay.  To those who don't, that's ok.  You will probably be glad to have one less person clogging up your account as well.

     There will probably be some I keep for sentimental reasons, I'm a weirdo like that.  I never intended to be a friend whore on this site, but after a couple of years, and not ever removing anyone, the time has come.

     I'm not deleting any family.  I talk to everyone in my family  at least once in a while.  If you are there, you are special to me, even if we don't talk daily.

I Still Can't decide...What should I do?  I think I'm pretty good, but being evil is soooo much fun.  Help me decide, especiall if you can use your abilities, let me know what you like about them. 

Thanks!!!

    I'm probably going to offend you.  Yea, you, but I'm writing this blog anyway.

     I like to watch Fox and Friends, well, Fox News Channel in general.  Lately I'm getting a little upset with the anchors though.  As you probably know, if you've taken the time to get to know me, I'm a wierd republican.  I agree with many of the values and ideas of the republican party, however, I am Wiccan, not Christian, and I believe  people in general need to do thier own thinking.  Democrats and republicans alike.  Maybe that really makes me independant, I don't know, I still like to call myself republican.

     Anyway, I'm writing this blog today because I'm tired of the Fox news crew poking fun at people who are not Christian, who care about the world we live in, or defend thier views if they are different than what the news casters believe in. 

     They are pushing Christianity to the point that it sounds like if you are not Christian, you should just shut up or die.  Yet, they don't mind thier own religious beliefs, for instance, the Bible says to be a good stuard of the land, they insult and bully people on the show about being conscious when it comes to the environment, the animals and or plants that live here.  Again, if you know me, you know that my whole beliefe values the harmony and protection of all things in nature.  It makes me mad that they act like that. 

     Do they not realize they are insulting themselves when they look like they don't even know what they believe?  Has no one told them to read the book to which they cleve?  Doesn't it also say somewhere in there about judging others?  I think it does, and I think that's very naughty if you believe what the book says.  LOL, I do not, but I know what my values are.  I think if you're going to go around using the Bible as a shield, and insult people, you ought to at least know what it says.  Don't you?

Maybe I'll make this one just for friends. Did you hear that they are changing the name of the freedom tower to One World Trade Center? What do you think, is this politically driven? Some one said it was to make it more marketable??? Who are they marketing to...(China)? Are they inviting the terrorist back for more? That's what it was called when they attacked it the first time. These are scary times. Are the Obama voters still glad about their decision? I just wonder all these things. Is Obama fixing the economy? I don't think so, the recent boom in the housing market conflicts with the daily reports of more job loss in America. These houses are being sold to investors by the banks that foreclosed on them. They are not being sold to American families who need a home to raise their children in. Is Obama a patriotic American? Well, his birth certificate says he was born in Hawii. Does where you are born automatically direct your heart and mind? Your feelings and thoughts? Where you are born is simply a matter of geography. I wonder about this, really. I hope he has good intentions, but I fear he is just a smooth talker. You know who else is a smooth talker??? Hmmm, I wonder who else can move the masses to do their will, and not even think twice about it, no matter how it affects their lives. Are Americans becoming a heard? Wow, I'm getting tired of thinking. Heard behavior, I can't remember all of the things I've learned about this behavior, but one thing I remember is that the heard follows the leader. They don't think independently. The group goes together. Yes, I'm hoping for the best, but I'm doing it with my eyes open. I hope I'm not the only one.

Hmmmmm... I've been thinking alot about the state of our country lately. The new stimulus package in particular, really pisses me off. The new pres. and his cohorts think they can just decide to spend over 7Billion dollars of OUR money!! Then, when the national deficit gets out of control, guess who's going to be expected to bring that under control? Any idea kids? We will!!!! Now they want another more than $4B?!!! WTF??? Is anybody else angered over this, or do I stand alone in my worry for the future, especially for my son? I really hope people bother to read this, and please comment. The other thing I have been giving thouhgt to is the recent talk about religion in the news. Don't we have freedom of religion? Since people have been coming out of the proverbial "closet" with the "I'm not Christian" statement, the Christians seem to be really upset. How do they think people of other religions have felt all these years? I'm not trying to say that I don't agree with their rights, they have a right to worship as they wish too, but really, I have heard them say some pretty bad things abou people who believe differently lately. I have friends who are Wiccan, Atheist (my hubby is atheist), Christian (many demoninations), and some other spiritual beliefs as well. I don't know where I'm going with this, it's just been on my mind. I work with a woman who is Christian, I don't know what she thought I believed, but she was constantly trying to force feed me her beliefs. The other day I finally told her, look, I'm Wiccan. I don't share your beliefs, but I do have spirituality, I do believe we are all on a journey to something greater than we understand right now. The path we take is up to us, so please stop trying to make me believe what you believe. I was raised Catholic, and attended a United Methodist church for several years, and my mother was Baptist, I know what Christians believe, and I don't believe it. She has stopped, but I still get the feeling she is worried about my soul or something. Maybe she should consentrate more on her own path??

I don't wanna stop bitchin'. I have the right to bitch, I voted, and my candidate lost, that does not take away my right to bitch. See, it's already starting, the Obama Bin Laden supporters even want to take away our right to bitch. What's next???

I'm getting in another auction, it starts in 4 days, on August 29. Wanted to let everyone know ahead of time. The auction will last for 4 days, so will end on Sept 2nd (he may extend that, but idk). I know a few of my friends are interested, because of the mumm I wrote, so save your fubux, (or cash, hehe ;) :p) and bid on me.

My sister is in her first auction!!! Please come and bid on her if you can, I promise you won’t be disappointed if you win her. She is really a great person, so go show her some lovin’…

Thank you soooo much to all the friends and friends of friends who have tried to help me level. I really appreciate all the lovin, and have been trying to return it right away as it was recieved, but I am affraid I may have missed some of you. If I missed you, please leave me a message, so I can hit your page!! Kisses, Anita