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New Fubar Updates! @@
May 11, 2009: lounges now have customizable emotes -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new lounge privacy option: primary photo required -- Eric650 May 11, 2009: new bag head photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: lounge managers can now set a custom title for each staff member -- Eric650 May 8, 2009: bling credits can now be used to buy happy hours, blasts, and bonus elevens -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: removed limitations on shitfacing people who were already 100% buzzed -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: fixed limited edition bling spelling error.... lol? -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: increased vip photo storage to 5,000 photos -- babyjesus May 8, 2009: wuwu changelog is active -- babyjesus

Bush's Bs
WELL THERE WAS AN ELECTION OR A MANDATE IF YOU WISH ON NOVEMBER 7. WHICH CLEARLYY AND DECISIVELY INDICATED WE DID NOT BELONG ON IRAQ. BUSH AND HIS NEO CONSERVATIVE CROONIES LIED, CAJOLED, STEERED,MISLED US INTO IRAQ, WHILE IGNORING THE INITIAL MANDATE OF GOING TO AFGHANISTAN AFTER THE TERRORISTS BECAUSE OF THE ATTACKS OF 9/11. SO WHO IS STUCK IN THE MIDDLE~~ THE BRAVEST OF THEM ALL~~ OUR TROOPS. CONGRESS COMMISSIONED THE "IRAQ STUDY CROUP" WHICH TOOK 8 MONTHS AND I AM AFRAID TO FIND OUT HOW MUCH MONEY. WELL THEY COME BACK WITH CONCRETE SPECIFIC SUGGESTIONS AND OPTIONS. WHILE BUSH HAS RUN AROUND FLUSH WITH GLOWING RHETORIC ABOUT THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP. BUT BUSH NEEDS TO CONSULT WITH TONS OF OTHER PEOPLE. DOES THIS SEEM A LITTLE LIKE KATRINA!! DEJA VU WHILE THE POLITICIANS ARE PLANNING PEOPLE ARE DYING. SINCE THE IRAQ STUDY GROUP RELEASED ITS FINDINGS 22 AMERICAN TROOPS HAVE PAID WITH THEIR LIFE. ALMOST 3000 AMERICANS HAVE PAID THE ULTIMATE PRICE FOR THIS NATION BUILDING

About Me
I AM 1. 5'8''+ or 175cm tall 2. too darn skinny, but still happy 3. a flirt and a tease at times 4. a hopeless romantic 5. a good friend 6. an optimist for the most part 7. the baby of the family (one brother) 8. caring 9. compassionate 10. very creative I HAVE 11. collections of Eeyore, and fairies 12. a ton of movies (I think lol) 13. blonde hair in the summer and almost brown in the winter 14. green eyes 15. too big a big heart 16. love everyone 17. the skill to strike up a conversation w/ total strangers 18. no broken bones... yet ~ Knock on Wood! 19. an ex husband and a wonderful child which I would marry all over for again just to have him! 20. a very vivid imagination I LOVE 21. to travel ~ just have to wait for my son to go to college lol 22. walking barefoot on the beach 23. orange flavored water and coffee 24. my son to pieces 25. seafood, italien 26. to read (up on you ~ hehe ** Dean Koontz, Dan

Poems By...buford63
I woke up this morning and you were there, resting there in my heart and smiling like you care. I woke up this morning and thought of you, wondering what you were doing and hoping you care for me as I do you. I woke up this morning with gladness in my heart. As I thought of your sweet touch and in my life of which you are a part. I woke up this morning content with my life. Praying God for His small blessings and for putting you in my life. I woke up this morning and only physically alone. For when I think of you, my sweetheart I am never alone. I woke up this morning instead of coming to. my last thoughts of the fore night were the same as this morning. And those thoughts my sweetheart........ were of you. I woke up this morning.......... I woke up this morning......... and for the few times in my life I was happy that I woke up this morning. You are special to me Sheila, Ron I would buy you cars, jewelry, a mansion and anything you wanted, but

My French Name
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test anyone in albuquerque nm friday night dj irene will be at the pulse night club ... stop by and check it out its gonna be fun ......... please vote for me if you like what u see !!!!

Truthtap
You may have heard recently that I just got deleted by MySpace TOS on 1st November...and I have been furious about this. I had just made a major recovery in less than a month only to get dumped over what they called "a violation of terms of service" and they did not specify. And to top it all off they refuse to stop sending blog post subscription notifications or event invites, either they ignore or refuse to listen to my phone calls or phone messages, read my emails or letters, or correct whatever bugs on their site keep me from opening another new account on my email address. I was innocently using the services of the site, innocently networking and making new friends on 1st November, when suddenly I found myself facing the following message: Invalid ID, The member has closed their account, or the profile has been deleted, and then I discovered an email from MySpace telling me that my account had been deleted for a "violation of Terms of Service". And here goes their lau

From The Lips Of An Angel
Your Kissing Purity Score: 9% Pure For you, it's all kiss and no talk. You're in a permanent lip lock. Kissing Purity Test 100 reasons I love you! In no particluar order. It would be much to hard to choose! So intellegent, caring Andrew Beautiful, independent Emma Sweet full of life Sare Beautiful sparkling soft brown eyes Buying broken furniture with you Breaking the furniture Your illuminating smile Watching children run around dress as bees and princess An illuminating smile The way your nose scrounges The way your hips sway hypotically Your goals The way time flies when we're together Looking out the gym's window and seeing you there Dressing as a sumo wrestler Making a fool of myself Matress made of poplar Your values Your sense of humor The way you make me feel important to you Your ambitions You make me want to be a better person Perfect breast The pet names you have for me The best cook even rivaling my grandmother's The way you flirt You not

Random
So I've finally, learned after being on this damn site for almost 4 years now to never trust what a female says, when shes always finding herself in a bullshit relationship where in the beginning of one she loses her best fucking friend (me) to a complete asshole who made her do shit to make him happy (ex: block me from her fubar and never talk to me again). After doing that she apologizes i forgave her then the fucking bitch turns around and breaks a swear upon her OWN grave stone to never talk to him, then we talk talking again until friday night giver take, she tell me bout this guy that she was only with for 5 fucking days tellin her he lovers her and all this bullshit, so she left him cause it freaked her out so the guy starts saying shit bout commeitting suicide cause he has nothing no one wants hmm and all this shit and she gets right back with the fucker nothing this shit, and then apparently this guy wants to move in with and be with her forever soon, so i told her all my feel

Short Stories
Night falls over the mountain side, no noise to be heard except the wind through the trees. Under the cover of half moon light two men walk with purpose around the base of the mountains. Searching every gap between the rocks and holes under trees. "Keep searching boy, we are close, we are so close I can feel it." "Master what are we actually looking for?"

Just Random Thoughts....
i have finally gotten just bout everything back to normal. ive got a great job, finally my own place for the first time, a wonderful, wonderful man that means the world to me, and im bout to have my college classes starting soon. it feels great having all that other shit off my chest and starting new. i thought i had seriously fucked my life up beyond repair cause of choices i have made the last 5 years but then i had a friend sit down and talk to me bout everything i needed to change and she helped me get there. 2 days after i got this job i got an apartment. its great. now i can do ne damn thing i want to now. as soon as i get my comp and internet i will be able to start my college classes and get my business degree and by the time i get my degree i will be gettin married and then im opening up my restuarant. i cant wait. im just greatly releived that everything has started turning round for me cause if it hadnt of at the rate i was goin, i was probly goin to end up in a gutter dead

Quiz Results
GIRL FACTS: When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared

Family
With out a doubt this is my oldest child the child of my soul.He is senstive,sweet,kind and boyishly charming.Tonight he wanted to talk to me about what to do about girls,dang,is it what it's really like to be 13 again.I dk,it's be 16 almost 17 years since I've been there.lol I can only hope that I told my SMART son what to do.All of my kids have brains which I am very proud to say that they use. Yet as he hits through this diffcult time is in his life I wish I could tell him that it will get easier but I will not lie to him.Not worth the time,trouble or effort trying to keep up the lie. Alex,is my sweet-heart,my feelings and definatly a charmer as is both of his brothers.When does it get easier being a mother of any child? Hopefully soon,lol. I can only hope I do right by them. Ok I'm a serious Daddy's girl.I mean who doesn't have their favorite parent?Mine is my daddy.he's easy going,non-judgmental.The total opposite of my control freak of a mother. I like the fact that even

Incidental Writings
There was a line from Practical Magic, always rang true for me. "Sometimes I think if you put my heart up to your ear you could hear the ocean." So many times I looked upon the expanses of my heart as a desolate plane of nothingness. There has been an awakening, like the desert getting rain. Suddenly there are growing things and beauty popping up from sleepy tombs in unmarked graves. My spirit had been cast into an eternal winter shards of ice pierced the already bleeding wounds and scars left by past failures. So many parts of myself had been locked away. Hidden and unbidden for countless years on end. Hoping that someday the holder of the key would appear. Not that I held out much hope of having that happen. Time heals all wounds they say.... funny that is a cliche that doesn't hold water. It leaks like a jar that won't seal. Hurts and disappointments piled themselves in front of caves that led to the core of my true self. Echoes of who I used to be long ago in a time

New
If you woke up one morning and saw me in your bed what would u do? 1) go back to sleep 2) slap me 3) cuss me out 4) just tell me to leave 5) climb on top of me and cuddle 6) have sex with me .... details please! 7) make me breakfast 8) ask me my name (lol) 9) call the cops 10) kiss me Dj Hotness AKa Jessa Is doing her last show, So come say your good byes!! (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!) (CLICK THE BANNER TO CHECK IT OUT!!)

Song Lyrics That Mean Something To Me
After a long and much needed break from Fubar Im back. Now Im back to level and make it to godmother. My 1 Year anniversary has already passed and I was hoping I would be there before then but I didnt quite make it. Any help would be appreciated. I recently became fusingle, so now Im ready for some fun!!!!!!! So come on by show me some love and all of it will be returned. I love blasts, blings and VIPs, but hey who doesnt right. It took me 5 bars, some 30 license plates I saw her mustang And my eyes filled up with rage I brought my pistol but I ain't some kinda fool So I walked right in bare-handed She was on his arm while he was playing pool Just like I used to do she kissed him while I got a beer she didn't think I'd show up here I'm a crazy ex-girlfriend I watched her for awhile but I didn't like her walk she came across kinda cheap to me but hey hows that my fault She looked at my man like he didn't have on a stitch somebody tell that girl to st

The Whimsical Webs Of Raena
When dawn fades, into early morning light. Cudzu on the vine, dew drops crystal bright. Moisture drips, from the weathered edges. Creeps up the wall, and faded window ledges. Here thier love was borne, right at the break of dawn. In the shadows of, The Willow's song. Dark claws touch her face, with exquiste release. He senses her aura, no need to even speak. His translucent wings wrap around her, with infinte grace. She steps close to his chest, and touches his face. Tendrils of golden curls, and eyes of striking green. Talons so shiney and black, in the morning sun do gleam. With fluidic motion, there could be no deciet. reaching down, he swept her, completely off her feet. Together and Etherial, the dragon and she. Have journeyed through time, for endless eternities. They found that love, had surpassed it's bounds. it has no limits, it completely surrounds. In liquid grace, it fills the mold. And Love ...well... It's the greate

My Somber Yet Buoyant Realm Of Blissful Bloody Murder
HEAVY METAL The protagonist arrives on a Harley, kills the dragon, drinks a few beers, and bones the princess. POWER METAL The protagonist arrives riding a white unicorn, escapes from the dragon, saves the princess and makes love to her in an enchanted forest. THRASH METAL The protagonist arrives, fights the dragon, saves the princess and fucks her. FOLK METAL The protagonist arrives with some friends playing accordions, violins, flutes and many more weird instruments. The dragon falls asleep (because of all the dancing). Then they all leave...without the princess. VIKING METAL The protagonist arrives in a ship, kills the dragon with his mighty axe, skins the dragon and eats it, rapes the princess to death, steals her belongings, and burns the castle before leaving. DEATH METAL The protagonist arrives, kills the dragon, fucks the princess and kills her, then leaves. BLACK METAL The protagonist arrives at midnight, kills the dragon and impales it in

A New Poem.
Another new poem.No Ideal whats going on with my online girlfriend,but she's confusing the heck out of me.I waited for her to email like someone told me to do and It took 2 days.She got deleted from my friends list on the site me and her are on and she email me asking me why I deleted her.So I email her back and told her I didn't delete her and had no Ideal why or how It happened.And then she email me telling me no one Is talking to her anymore.I told her I'm always emailing her,but I don't get anything back half the time.It's like what the heck.Well onto the poem: I'm So Lonely Without You I'm so lonely without you,that the nights and days are blue.A darken cloud above me rains down upon me,covering my my tears up so no one may see them fall.My heartaches for you as I clinged onto you for dear life.My heart grows darker without your love to give It light to It.I felt so blissed when we first talked,a warm feeling overcame me,but as you are not around as much my

Fubar
The long road to Godfather has come to an end. Today about 115pm futime I made the rank of Godfather. I could not have done this without the help of many of my fellow fubarians. Thank you all for your help. Side note thank you to all my great friends on here who make coming to fubar a joy and know I'm here for you just as you are me. Its true I havent been around much lately, got real life to worry about. Maybe one day I will be able t spend more time here, but for now I'm happy in my real life and am doing what I can to make it the best it can be The long road to Oracle is finally over. I could not have done it without a lot of help.

Food Pr0n
1/2 large white onion Fresh Ginger 2/3 cup peanut butter 2/3 cup peach jelly Fresh cracked black pepper 1 egg 1 small can Mandarin Oranges 1 TBSP Fresh chopped Garlic 4 Boneless, skinless chicken breasts, frozen.

Bloggs???
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word! 8. What was ur first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds u of me? 11. If you could give me anything wot would it be? 12. How well do u know me? 13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me? 14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't? 15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ? 16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you? 17. Would you ever meet up with me? Never know there were blogs on this thing.. hmmm Guess it makes sense..

Ambeer
i am moving out of my house. 9 years and im moving out. i am scared and i dont know what will happen. but- everything happens for a reason..right? beachhouse=fun fun= beer beer=patron patron=drunk drunk=drunk sex drunk sex=wake up buttnaked in the morning and not finding your panties and forgetting where u are. then all the men at the party asking me how i slept last night! yea--- vive patron! i am on redbull and feeling tingly. all over. this has never happened to me before. im kinda dizzy. but it feels so good. i ponder..are energy drinks for sexual enlightenment as well? UPDATE: ITS 4:56 CST AND IM STILL HORNEY DAMN U RED BULL...ITS KINDA NICE I GUESS...RRRRAWRRR

What Ever Falls Outa My Head Lands Here
There Is No Future - There Is No Past Thank God This Moments Not The Last There's Only Us There's Only This Forget Regret Or Life Is Yours To Miss No Other Road No Other Way No Day But Today I Can't Control My Destiny I Trust My Soul My Only Goal Is Just To Be Without You The Hand Gropes The Ear Hears The Pulse Beats Life Goes On But I'm Gone Cause I Die Without You I Die Without You No Day But Today Will I Lose My Dignity Will Someone Care Will I Wake Tomorrow From This Nightmare There's Only Now There's Only Here Give In To Love Or Live In Fear No Other Path No Other Way No Day But Today No Day But Today Posted a MUMM Please vote on it ..... I seriously will do which ever one gets picked! http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=116912

~writings~
(again.. you'll like it or you won't.) mystic entrancing soul touching - as shadows touch silky light. . such pleasure desire a raw wanting. . . slowly does shadow reveal the beauty hidden within - how tempting with its pure light- so alluring... teasingly shadow shows its brilliance before once again enclosing - keeping the passion of what is hidden for itself. ~Candyce~ ~Inspiration behind it~ *while driving back from shopping I noticed the sky - clouded over with dark clouds - after watching for a few minutes - the clouds started moving away.. letting the moons light through... gradually they moved until the full moon and all its beauty was visible- than as if teasing - the clouds again covered it. as it to hold its brightness and beauty away for itself.* thanks for reading. :) ((Yeah I felt like this.. once upon a time)) LOL Enjoy. :D ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Hi.. I'd like to make a withdrawal from my joint account please. Thank you. Um.. Can y

A Poem My Good Friend Bleedingeyes Wrote For Me
Your skin is mine.. > > > > > > > > > > The welts from the leather branding. > > > > > > > > > > The music from your cries, pleas, and moans.. > > > > > > > > > > Draws me to the beauty of pain.. > > > > > > > > > > I can mold and twist you, > > > > > > > > > > Break and build you.. > > > > > > > > > > With every touch I am creating you, > > > > > > > > > > I will shape you into perfection.. > > > > > ~X > > > > > > > > > > to hold you. gently put my fingers on your face. brush back your beautiful black hair. gently kiss you on your sweet lips. when i look into your pure and beautiful eyes. i will say I LOVE YOU, than kiss you again. give you a big hug and whisper i want this to last forever. you have a beautiful smile. when i see your gorgeous body. i want to sweep you off your feet and make love with you all night. cuddle with you on our loveseat forever. giving you a full body massage to help relief all the stress. cuddling in bed with you. watching y

How To Be A Mobster
Turf wars can only be initiated by boss or underboss. When turf war starts everybody hs 55 minutes to get as many wins against the turf we are at war with. The turf that has the most wins takes the enemies turf tax for the day! So check the "Turf Wars" tab to see if we are going to war with anybody and log on during that time to be part of the war. Remember the more people that participate, the more wins we get making it more likely to take the other teams turf tax! Happy Hunting! Casanova Level 1 is

Through The Glass
Friday night i started feelin a lil sick. I was thinkin I was comin down with the flu. Body aches, my right ear and jaw hurt. The next day the pain was gone but I had a bit of tingling on the right side of my face. Things tasted a lil funny but i thought that was the flu. Late saturday night i noticed i was losing contol of the right side of my face. So Sunday the entire right side of my face was completely paralyzed. I go to the ER and they did a cat scan and told me that i have bells palsy( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bell%27s_palsy ). They have no idea what causes it or why. But that its there. In most cases people funny recover and are fine with no problems after that. So we shall see. and i wanna say thank you and send love out to my fantasia family .. you guys are the best.. click the pic to take you there THATS RIGHT I'M ON THE AUCTION BLOCK AGAIN.... GO LOOK

Escort Service For The Rgv (south Texas)
It all started at the local bar; I was pissed at my sister because she had ditched me for a guy, so I went to see the local band alone. The band was all right but I kept noticing this really cute blond guy who was playing pool. Well soon enough after a few shared looks he came over and introduced himself to me, "My name is Steve and yours is?" I replied Rose. Now Steve really looked good, he was tall around 6 1", silver eyes, tight ass, long blond hair, and a red-blond beard, and a very sociable person with a lot of charisma. We talked for a while and had a few more drinks and I played a game of pool with him and his friends. While playing pool I felt him come up behind me and put his prick up against my ass, I was so surprised that all I could do was wiggle my ass a little and then he moved away. Now, I'm no dog to look at, and all of his friends kept egging him on to do something more, so next time it was my turn to play I made sure that I bent over with my ass facing his way a

23 In Effect
Births 1503 – Isabella of Portugal, queen of Spain and empress of Germany (d. 1539) 1516 – Charlotte de Valois, princess of France (d. 1524) 1634 – Hedvig Eleonora of Holstein-Gottorp, Queen of Sweden (d. 1715) 1698 – Ange-Jacques Gabriel, French architect (d. 1782) 1705 – Maximilian Ulysses Count Browne, Austrian field marshal (d. 1757) 1715 – Peter II of Russia (d. 1730) 1762 – Samuel Morey, American inventor (d. 1843) 1766 – Emmanuel, marquis de Grouchy, French marshal (d. 1847) 1771 – Jean-Andoche Junot, French general (d. 1813) 1790 – Chauncey Allen Goodrich, American clergyman (d. 1860) 1796 –

A Poem
Don’t be scared of my love By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion Before we get started I know that you had your heart broken many a time and a lot of men don’t know how to treat a woman. Are you tired of the momma’s boys and want to be tuff guys that think that mistreating a woman makes them a man. Don’t be afraid of my love and my passion. Please close your eyes and I want you to imagine you and me on a beach on the Islands making love in the rain, I am kissing you from head to toe, and taking you to heights you have never been before. Lady don’t lift a finger cause you wish is my command I will serve you all the time we are on this private island just me and you. Months have past and I ask you to be my wife forever we will be together and one, and one day the laughs of our children will fill our hearts are you ready baby? I want to make love to you By Eric T Brown AKA Dark Passion Honey stop don’t take off your clothes making love has nothing to

Shh Pretend Im A Ninja!
Well he seems completely better except for a little runny nose. Hes back to a table climbing yelling and screaming normal pooping 16 month old.. His new thing is to pinch womens tits and make a honk honk sound .. hes a mess... lets see what else do I have to say.. It may show that I am online :: DSL :: ( no jokes lol) or I may message you one second and be gone the next.. If you have children then you already understand how it is. If you do not.. then be prepared when you do.. you hardly have anytime for yourself but do not worry it is totally worth it. and hes calling so I will be back later to edit this.. xo So life had been a little busy around here. I am currently sick with bronchitis and feel like there is a half ton man sitting on my chest happy times. I am still working for chacha just took a little break from it while I still had tax money lol. Back on there and questions are back to back. My real job is going great I miss it there since I am sick I havent

Stories From A Psychotic Thought
so, in my intro to shakespeare class, we have to read one shakespeare book a week. dumbass me forgot about how many days i had so on tuesday i read over 100 pages of "the taming of the shrew" and still didnt finish (i gave up at 10 pm). after i was done, i had an almost uncontrollable urge to speak in iambic pentameter. in class, when we were talkin about the book and watching clips of the BBC version and some other better version, i realized i was slowly thinkin in imabic pentameter. lol by the end of the semester, i'm sure i could almost imitate shakespeare, so i'm going to challenge myself. i'm gonna try to write a story, not a play, in iambic pentameter. it's going to be hard but i'm sure i could do it. now then, i need ideas...any suggestions? last night, i dreamed for like the 1st time in AGES. i saw myself and ttwo other people i knew, and one i didnt know. i believe i was with 2 other girls and one guy...the guy i knew, girl 2 was someone i didnt know but apperantly

Poems.....
I have been kind of inspired to write my thoughts here in a poem which is proper, I think, for the season... Now is the time... It's a great time of the season. It is the time For when we should start believing. It is this time That miracles and great things happen. Why, it's Christmas! Time for helping and for giving. A time for joy, Faith, hope, love and eternal peace. It's a time for Love and unity to increase. But just one thing... We must all keep one thing in mind... Not just this time, But for always should we be kind. This holiday Is there to remind all of us... Of how people Were like in that true first Christmas. A time for joy And never a time for grieving. Just please have faith And ALWAYS keep on believing!!! There is nothing So bad for us we can't handle. It is the faith Which makes everything possible. (own poem) One more poem to share on dreams and believing... It is a fact... That dreams are an important part

Random Ramblings
my favourite stripper has moved to Noumea for 3 months to work there. I miss her. noticed that Fubar is well over 2 1/4 million membership. I remember when it was a big deal approaching 10,000 all the questions "will we make it or will it just die out?" Now if Mike just had $1 for every memeber ... he would probably just piss it against the wall hahaha There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.

My Blogs
Current mood: loved Well it has been a very long time since I have posted anything on here so I figured that I would write a blog to let all my friends know that I am still among the land of the living. LOL I know that from time to time that some of you have seen me sign off yahoo it's not that I don't want to chat with any one I just haven't had the time to do nothing but check my email. I do love and miss all of yall. I have tried a few times to find what room yall hang in but had no luck. Any ways life is really great I am finally very happy. Happier than I ever thought I could be. I have met a really great man and we are engaged to be married soon as I set the date. Among other things going on in my life my Mom broke her leg on Dec 7th and I have been having to take care of her also and work fulltime also. No rest for the weary...LOL Well I guess that about pretty much sums it up for this time. I will let yall know more soon as I get the chance. To all me friends just wa

Extra, Extra!
Recently my husband (Tony), my 2 daughters (Sierra & Peyton), and I were involved in a auto accident which occurred on 1/8/08. The other driver was at fault & was cited for "failure to yield on left turn". The accident happened so fast that we could not avoid it. Due to the accident our vechile has took a total loss in value. It is only driveable during the day as it has took damage to the front end affecting the...headlights, has no heat, the frame (bent), and it is missing the front passenger side fender. The accident has really hurt us not only physically, but emotionally as well. It has also been draining on us w/ money. We have been under alot of stress dealing w/ the Insurance company and everything else in regards to kids, school, housework, bills, etc., that we barely have time for ourselves to rest. We ask everyone to please be patient with us while we try to feel better and recooperate from our injuries. Thanks, Shelly Hey yall, Just wanted to let a

I Need Your Brains!
Soooo here's the deal. I'm working on a project for good ol' fubar and I neeeeed your input. 1. Gimme your best friend request...the funniest, the creepiest, the most memorable. You know you've gotten 'em and I'm hoping you've saved 'em. I'm not looking for hardcore nsfw content here, but just those invites or messages that had you almost spit coffee at your screen...those ones that you know are worth sharing with the fuWorld. Thanks! 2. Any questions you have about the site. An a and b to this section... a. I'm talking kinda broad here. Bring me your bitching about the rates or some other feature...something you think needs to be clarified someway or just something you would like for Scrapper to answer in some way or another. b. This one is a bit more specific. Gimme something you want to know...something that you think is unclear or you just think should be better defined. Basically a support question. Alrighty folks...bring it on. Do me a favor and send your pe

I Am A Regular Man
WHAT IS A HERO A MAN OR WOMEN OR MABYE GROUP OF U LOOK UP 2 U WANA BE LIKE THEM WHEN U GROW UP OR MABYE YUR ALREADY GROWN AND WISH U WERE MORE LIKE THEM OR THEY ARE JUST SUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN YUR EYES YOU ARE JUST HAPPY THIER AROUND U MAKES U FEEL MORE ALIVE MANY PEOPLE SEE POLICE MEN AND FIREFIGHTERS AND SOLDIERS AS OUR COUNTRYS GREAT HEROS I BELIVE THAT ALL EXCEPT MYSELF NO NOT WNTING SYMPATHY OR FOR SOMEONE TO BE LIKE BUT U ARE A HERO CUZ I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY MY FATHER IS MY HERO HE WAS A DRILL SERGENT THE REASON I JOINED THE ARMY

My Thoughts
Beautiful Morning Daylight flows in as morning does break You find yourself waking with a deep seeded ache And there your Master sleeps by your side Your need for him is something you cant hide Slowly your hand slides down his chest No wanting to disturb him from his rest But deep within there burns such a fire Not knowing if you can curb your desire Gently you wrap your hand around his cock Enjoying the feel, so warm and so soft Slowly you start stroking up and down The burning ache inside grows in leaps and bounds Slowly under the sheet, your Master starts to grow You slid down the sheets just above his toes Lower your crawling down on the bed Softly and gently your tongue teases the now throbbing head Taking him in deep, as far as he will go The passion now growing as he continues to grow Back to the head, with no time to waist Catching the first drops, savoring the taste Quickly now, your throat takes it in deep Feeling th

My Past Lives
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale a tale of a fateful trip, that started from this tropic port, aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty sailin' man, the Skipper brave and sure, five passengers set sail that day, for a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, the tiny ship was tossed. If not for the courage of the fearless crew the Minnow would be lost. The Minnow would be lost. The ship aground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle with Gilligan, the Skipper too. A millionaire and his wife, a movie star, the proffessor and Mary Ann, here on Gilligan's Isle. (Ending verse) So this is the tale of our castaways, there here for a long long time. They'll have to make the best of things, it's an uphill climb. The first mate and his Skipper too will do their very best, to make the others comf'terble in their tropic island nest. No phone ,no lights, no motor car, not a single luxury like Robinson Crusoe i

Try It...
The object of the game is to move the red block around without getting hit by the blue blocks or touching the black walls. (Hint: initial move is down, maybe.) If you can go longer than 18 seconds y ou are phenomenal. It's been said that the US Air Force uses this for fighter pilots They are expected to go for at least 2 minutes. Don't worry, you will never last that long! In fact, just try to get past 18 seconds! Trick is to think ahead and anticipate. Enjoy! Give it a try but be careful...it is very addictive!! Copy and paste link below: http://members.iinet.net.au/~pontipak/redsquare.html Copy and paste in your browser for a snicker: http://www.mrcomputerservices.com/DancingHippo.htm I'm not Irish but Ireland is a place I'd love to and plan to visit one day. Copy and paste this link to see what I see: http://www.e-water.net/viewflash.php?flash=irishblessing_en

Friends/family / Fans....
tulsa Body: Unfortunately, 97% of myspacers won't repost this. When Jesus died on the cross He was thinking of you. If you are one of the 3% who will stand up for Him just repost this with your city's name. if u___________________________________ me Body: If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me........................send me a message and tell me why REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET. "If U _______ Me?" Body: All you have to do is mark bands that you enjoy. Then add them up and repost as "I like ___ out of 100 bands." ALTERNATIVE: [] Breaking Benjamin [] Paramore [] The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [] Linkin Park [] The Academy Is... [x ] Coldplay ] Three Days Grace [] Yellowcard [] 30 Secon

I am going on a tour for some days..and will be back during last week of this month and again will leave by 30th of this month and will be back again on 12/13 Oct 2009. plz don't forget to shower ur love plz do tell me how u miss me and in

Mental Stimuli Is Here!
Life is like a marathon. We run and run, not knowing where (or how far) the finish line lies. We focus so intensely on prolonging the race but sometimes--despite our best efforts--the race is cut short. Too often we don't relish the path of and enjoy the details instead of just pounding the pavement of life. What personal boundaries can you expand to help you enjoy your life? Today meditate on the simple joys: a warm bath, reading a book to a sleepy toddler, or spending quality time with your family and friends. All of life contains bumps in the road such as losing your job or an unforeseen illness. But it is up to us to determine the quality of our lives. Remember, we don't always determine the distance, but we can determine the path. Angelic Boss aka Dr. Feel..;) First Name: Age: Whats your nationality/heritage: Place of residence: Birth Place: How many kids?: Age of kids: Job Title: What do you do for fun?: Do you dri

Nsfw Folders
Alright guys, I'm assuming you've gone to my photo albums and saw the fam only folders, and if you're here, you would like to know how you can see them. Here's the deal. Family Spots : For a perm spot in my family: - A 65 credit bling pack For a temp spot lasting 3 months: - A 25 credit bling pack or 25 credit fupal transfer For a temp spot lasting 1 month: - 15 credit fupal transfer

Kink
yes this one has a guys name in it..but i just had to blog about this guy....he is my ex boyfriend....and we had amazing sex....the last time we had sex was like amazing..yet it was nothing special....i think it was due to the fact that we aint a couple anymore it was free and he did things that tore out my heart...but he felt sooo good and sooo right...even though he broke my heart he made the sex worth while.....is that why the sex was amazing cuz my heart was finally in it???? i dont know but thats what im thinking...i mean he spanked me something he knew i loved for like the first time ever..he let go///as i did i??? would i like him back ion a heart beat....lol...am i getting him back probably not Ok,I ain't going to lie or front.I am what I am.I love it! I went to saskatoon for the night and had a good time.I also had a one night stand.(my bf n I broke up) it was a blast,I went all out with the kink,after all wanted to leave him with something to remeber me by,lol. Anyways,

Scorpio Articles.. Truth Or Myth?
Scorpio About the Scorpio woman The Scorpio woman, more or less beautiful, has a great sex appeal that sometimes she cultivates to vulgarity and sometimes she is not even aware of. She emancipates very quickly even if her behaviour sometimes shows traces of an involuntary primitiveness. Being in search for refinement is Scorpio woman’s personal charm as she is the bearer of one of the most important energies of human beings: the sexual energy. It is the energy she will have to cope with all her life. She will have to accept this energy, to know it, control it and share it with the others. This is not an easy task in the confused world we live in and this is why being less charming or not at all charming is the sign of a very mature mission of life. Don’t avoid the Scorpio woman and don’t underestimate her! She is strong, straightforward, with no obsolete ideas, but often with no courage. However, if she follows her heart, the Scorpio woman will be an overwhelming femin

Roller Skates & Legwarmers
I love that all my friends think I'm dorky, so saying that and knowing its true.... continue Reading the following for you have no choice I have a love affair with the 80's I'm not sure whether it was the big hair, the tight leather clothes, leg warmers, short shorts for men or the wrist bands....... I know it started with grease, foot loose, dirty dancing, flash dance and the ultimate Xanadu.... I figure since you all love me you will want to or be forced to join this group.....

Can I
EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GIRLFRiEND- DO THIS THING!I WANNA SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK! DO IT NOW OR ELSE YOULL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 5 YEARS STARTING NOW!!! ***{Ladies Title it "Boyfriend Application"}******{Guys Title it "Girlfriend Application"}******Basic Info***o1. Your Name:o2. Age:o3. Fave Color:o4. Whats your sign?o5. Phone Number (you dont have to do this one):o6. Location(you dont have to do this one):o7. Height:o8. Hair (color and style):o9. Piercings/tattoos:***Here Comes The Fun***o1. Are we friends?o2. Would you kiss me?o3. With tongue?o4. Would you enjoy it?o5. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?o6. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?o7. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?o8. Would you walk on the beach with me?o9. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?10. Do you/have you talked about me?11. Do you think I'm a good person?12. Would u take a nap with me?13. Do you think I'm cute?14. If you could change anythin

Who Would Have Thought....
JUS ADDED SOME NEW PICS TO MY "JUST ME" FOLDER GO CHECK EM OUT AND LEAVE ME SOME LUV!! These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your buddy list you would have sex with? HEY ALL POSTED SOME NEW PICS IN MY "JUST ME" FOLDER..GO CHECK EM OUT AND SHOW ME SOME LUV

Blah...
plese somebody anybody kill me this cant be real either get me out here or kill me the choice is urs choose wisely Oh how I love you The pain won't go away Oh when I need you You're always so far away I cry for you Leaving myself to blame I died for you I gave up everything it isnt healthy. THAT IS ALL!

---trixie---
Central Luzon Corruption (Justice, Philippine Style) Angeles City, Set-up Capitol Of The P.I. What to Do when The Police come To Your Home Our Credentials Triads and Mafioso The Lord Helps Them that Help Themselves Police Brutality and Murders Elections Arrested on Trumped-up Charges David Orland Suffers 13 Years of Torture The Chief Criminal In Baguio City Korean Mafia Take-over of Your Town Land Theft Or Rent-a-Judge Country-wide Hospital Policies, You Could Be Dead Col. Isagani Neres and Drug-lord payoffs How Attorney Abelardo Estrada Misrepresented And With-Held Evidence in an Attempt To Jail His Own Innocent client The worst criminals in The Philippine Islands are the elected officials and all police-types. Not a single team member has met one of these that we can say are honest. We have never met one that we can say is not a criminal. Table of corruption. Zero is the best possible score. 1: Singapore

About Me
Ok i think it's time for me to reveal a little bit "About Me"...I'm a very private person and i dont really share much about my personal self or life on the internet with too many ppl,unless i trust you completely....i'm unreachable and untouchable and unwanting but desireable lol.....i'm here to just make friend's not looking for anything more or less... i have a great sense of humour im very sensitive ,caring, spiritual(not in the religious sense)...i'm a free spirit,strong willed and a very real person no bullshit or baggage attached...i'm who i am....i'm very generous with my love and sometime's too much so ..i love to cuddle, kiss, neck,touch and hug alot...i'm a great cook,i love to cook for a hungry man with a good appetite... i live,laugh,love and learn....i alway's smell good hehe and i like cleanliness..thing's that turn me off are smelly ppl,feet,breath,just stinkiness in general....lol someone that pick's their nose in public is a turnoff um cheap ppl,selfish ppl, greedy

Just Some Things
COME ON.. GIRLS.. WANNA SEE A HOT GUY THATS SO SO SWEET.. WITH A BODY TO DIE FOR... SHOW THIS MARINE SOME LOVE...... Jody@ CherryTAP shit i forgot rated r superstar.. how could i do that.. you know i luv ya !!!! BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH.. THATS THE THOUGHTS THAT ARE RUNNIN IN MY HEAD... WONDERING WHAT TO DO.. I NO LONGER HAVE MY JOB... UGGHHH THIS SUCKS ASS.. MY KIDS ARE GOING BANANAS... IM AT WITS END. I HAVE NO NERVES LEFT. LOT GOING ON RIGHT NOW... SUCKS ASS.. I KNOW YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT BUT I NEEDED TO COME HERE ONCE AGAIN TO VENT AND SAY I FUCKING SUCK!!!!!

Today
When lost what does one do? One reaches out their hand. But at the other end of that hand what is it? What is the ultimate reason for what is at the end of that extended hand? Do you know? Do i know? Do you want to know? I dont think I do..... Okay now I really do not get it..... I have a pic on here of a chick with her lips stiched shut. I have had this on here since I signed on to this site and all of a sudden on Dec 8, 2008 they decide it is NSFW.... What is the deal... I have been a member for 2 years same photos and then all of a sudden things change??????? when did this pic become NSFW????? What the hell is going on with this site????? Is FUBAR going some where we really do not want it to??? REALLY. Think about it. One has to specify what tyoe of picture they are putting on here and then all of a sudden the status of it can change due to someones opinion of it. What if I thought some of everyone elses pics were NSFW???? ie.... GIRLS IN BIKINI TOPS???? SKIMPY TOPS????? G

Poetry
Distance … like a sunken ship Harbors the treasure of your touch. Unceasingly, I dive the depths In search of one more glimpse. Like a mirage … It gives me the illusion of closeness. So tormented by your absence, I forget to rise for air. Lack of oxygen intensifies my illusion. You mystify me! So with every ounce of hope I force myself deeper into the abyss. And in reaching you - I slip into unconsciousness To spend eternity in your embrace. I longed to spend time with you yesterday~ Simple conversation turned to more than just words on a screen! ~ A hollowness burning deep in my chest ~ A subtle nervousness that won't cease ~ A curiosity that drowns every thought (all reality) ~ A fear of falling to deep once again ~ A silent whisper (a prayer one might say) ~ That fate might bring us nearer ~ Heat penetrating my body ~ Invasively almost destructive! ~ Wonder if only my imagination ~ Getting away with me ~ A hunger far from being quenched! ~ An innocen

Rant Yall
F U and U and U Current mood: thoughtful Well I guess that got your attention. So this last couple weeks has been a couple weeks of partying and drinking hell. I seriously don't think it has stopped since I became single. It seems every time I am going to have an easy night, something comes up. I have had a blast, but I am going to kill myself if I keep going like this. There were nights I don't remember driving home, and nights that I know I should not have. So I have done some thinking during my drive time today. 1. I need to stop drinking for a while. I need to get my life in order and organize myself. Drinking really won't help anything in the long run except take away from what I am trying to save and do. 2. I need to kick up the work outs big time. The start of the school year I stepped in a nasty pothole while running and messed up everything really bad from my back on down. I started doing ok and getting back to it some, then almost stopped again while da

Pic At Work Contest
Time is running out the contest will start today at 8pm so hurry and get your pic to me the more we have the better. So far we just have 7 . please come help me. Show your support for a friend that is holding her first contest ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Thanks Christy I just wanted to let everyone know that i have no people in my contest and if i dont get any will have to cancel . Or just might extended the opening date till i get enough to start it!!!!!!!!! Time is running out and i need your help or there will be no contest !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To all my fellow Cherries out there! I am holding my first contest ever and need some help so far just have 4 people . It is a pic at work contest, this could mean a pic of you at work. a work party , work get together or what you do at work. Just somethig related to work. ( maybe a christmas pic or company pinic pic) P.S to all you domesitc goddess's and Mr. Mom's please don't feel as you don't work. You all hold very important jobs of taking

Relationships
AUTUMN LEAVES AND I DRIVE BACK DOWN A LEAFY BACKROAD LANE AND I SAW A WOMEN ALONE PICKING BLACKBERRIES IA THE RAIN HER HOOD WAS UP AND I FELT A PAIN OF LONGING OF INFFINIY TO HER LONELESS OF WHEN I WAS HER FOR THOSE MARRIED MANY YEARS HAPPILY NOW SOMETIMES I FEEL A BREATH OF SOME THINGS I LOST AND THE LONELESS APPEARS AGAIN TO ME .. YOU EAT YOU S**T YOU LOVE YOU DIE AND MAYBE IF YOUR LUCKY THERES A LITTLE TIME F**KN CAN IT BE YOU AFTER ALL THIS TIME BEFOR ME NOW WHAT ONCE WAS MINE?? CAN IT BE YOU WHO'S LIP'S I LONG TO KISS BEFOR ME NOW IS ANOTHER WISH CANT IT BE YOU OR JUST A DREAM ? YOU SMILE AND TURN I SMILE AND SEEM ALIVE AGAIN BY LOVIN LIFE 2-7

Song/lyrics That Make A Fucking Difference To Me Right Now.
I went to your house Walked up the stairs I opened your door without ringing a bell I walked down the hall Into your room Where I could smell you And I Shouldn't be here Without Permission Shouldn't be here Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I took off my clothes Put on your robe Went through your drawers and I found your cologne Went down to the den Found your CD's And I played your Johnny And I Shouldn't stay long You might be home soon I Shouldn't stay long Would you forgive me love If I danced in your shower Would you forgive me love If I laid in your bed Would you forgive me love If I stay all afternoon oh... I burned your incense I ran a bath I noticed a letter that sat on your desk It said hello love I love you so love Meet me at midnight And no It wasn't my writing I better go soon It wasn't my writing So f

Ghost Story
You have more photos of ghosts than you do of family photos. You hang out on a ghost message board more then any other place on the net You talk to an empty room. You know you're a ghost hunter when your car has a bumper sticker that reads: I'd Rather Be Ghost hunting! You are more afraid of the living than you are of the dead You're the only one in the photo shop who gets excited over "bad" pictures Your coolest ghost photo is framed and hanging in the hallway with your family photos 99.99% of your bookmarks on the internet are ghost related. You invite friends over to watch home movies and they see your last three investigations. (Film of an empty room for 3 hours.) Your company stops and stares at the Sony Night cam aimed at the bed in the spare bedroom and you have to tell them it isn't what they think it is. You apologize to the ghost for getting scared because you thought it was a human. You sit at your computer and look at the

Ldc Family Love
Please show each of these members love this week……Chita-Owner Of L.D.C >;}P.O.P Militia Member : Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club@ fubarStonerRab420 † Jessums Stalker † LDC Family †@ fubarDJSelene™ DJ HellboysRLW /BanesFW/TwilightGoddessLDC/ CatwomanJLMC&ASS@ fubarDjRandom~L.D.C.~Head Dj of VR Radio~KittensEvilTwin*@ fubar

By...poet
An Open Book Alight the butterfly Upon the branch It opens and closes its wings Open and closes. Visual, regal The monarch of the garden. Each opening of the wings Like the pages of a book Poetry in motion Each verse A colorful rendition Saying read me! Appreciate me! Silently appraise All that I have to say Each opening and closing Articulating that I am I shall be What you see Just take the time to notice And appreciate, Me. Poet December 6, 2008 @ 6:08 am An Open Book Alight the butterfly Upon the branch It opens and closes its wings Open and closes. Visual, regal The monarch of the garden. Each opening of the wings Like the pages of a book Poetry in motion Each verse A colorful rendition Saying read me! Appreciate me! Silently appraise All that I have to say Each opening and closing Articulating that I am I shall be What you see Just take the time to notice And appreciate, Me. poet this is how I see you.. Enamored

My Master's Touch (a Serial)
There was an emptiness inside me that burnedNothing could quench it no matter where I turnedThere had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be wholeI knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss You gave me a safeword and pushed me to use itYour teeth bit hard on my nipple but did not abuse itYou proved to me that in You I could trustAnd in me grew a deep devotion and lustBent over Your knees with my eyes shut tightYou caressed my butt cheeks soft and whiteSpanking th

Steal This Blog
I wanted to remind everyone this fourth of July of the true meaning of the holiday. While you're barbecuing and relaxing with friends, just remember that we, as Americans, have a rich heritage of drinking, blowing stuff up, and shooting guns in the air. It was this day in 1776 that Christopher Columbos drunkenly set foot on new soil, shot in the air, and blew some stuff up, thus giving this great country it's humble beginnings. So wether you're enjoying a paid holiday, arguing with your friends over who threw in more on bottle rockets, or cursing under you're breath all day because you have to work, be sure to pause and show your patriotism by making something explode or have a hole in it. HOW I CAN TELL THAT THE ECONOMY IS IN BAD SHAPE: I got a pre-declined credit card in the mail. African television stations are now showing 'Sponsor an American Child' commercials. Wives are having sex with their husbands because they can't afford batteries. I ordered a burger at McDonald's and

Poems By A Phoenix
A Tree's Past Myself naked with turmoil, my feet rooting, finding fertile soil the binding of my soul and body only to stand here for eternity. Branches scaping my flesh, twisting and turning, escaping the bondage of my fears, leaving me, abandoning me and leaving no hope. Rain running through my eyes, the false feeling of tears, my face stained in need, no chance for ignorant relief. The cool breeze bringing shivers that leave my muscles aching for release, the constant reminder of my anxieties, realizations that love left fleetingly. Crashes of lightning above me, a startling ignition of my climatic proportion, this numbing my thoughts of who I am, and why I shouldn't have sprouted. I find myself suddenly engulfed, surrounded by my fears, my lies and deceits, flames of anger flurry 'round me, I brought this upon the forest, This place I now call home. I see desperation in the prisoners along side me, creaking, twisting, swaying in tune wi

Personal Faith
This is one of the Best prayers I think I have ever read. PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE. I started not to do this,but as I read it.... I understood God to say, 'You need a miracle tomorrow' so here goes...Prov. 29:25 You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!! Change the number in the subject box when you forward it by adding one!!! I bow in the name of my LORD and SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST!!! GOD, I do thank You for this day,!!! I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new at

Life Or Somethin Like It
hello everyone hope everyone had a great 4th of july!!! we did for the most part~food, friends, and fireworks to round out the night. it was kinda hard for me but the kids had fun so that's all the matters. i also had to work on friday so that kinda helped me not have to think about alot of things that day. the kids are doin great~iziah has been playin baseball in sheffield lake this summer and starts his summer camp today. trenton has been doin the normal 2 year old thing~~drivin me CRAZY!!! lol. as for me i have been workin, goin to a grief group on tuesdays and running running running, seems that's all i do. i will be goin in for surgery tomorrow to have my gallbladder removed cuz i have some stones in there and they said that is the only way to get rid of them so that is where i'll be tomorrow but i know that i will be ok. goin to bed now ttys love to y'all ~*berta*~ ummmm where to start. i am writing this with a heavy heart as my husband has passed away. no i

August
August 14 of my 16th yr,my mom died of a massive heart attack at the age of 48.She wuz my best friend,we we're amazingly close.She wuz a beautiful lady inside and out and i miss her so damn much! Love you mommy-c u on the other side...xoxoxox Went 2 a benefit last nite 4 a dear friend who passed away last November leaving behind 3 small children.I spent 2 much,drank 2 much,stayed out 2 late and passed out while still online.Doshie would b so proud of me,lol! Peace...xox One of my fav songs is What I've Got by Sublime,but since CT became Fubar,i discover daily what i need.I need a buzz.I need 2 c my mail and pix comments.I need a new cpu.And i need 2 thank my friends and fans 4 bein so cool and supportive.Peace...xox

Pray For Jessie
Ok so Jess finally finished her first 30 days of treatment.This consisted of treatment everyday infused through her PICC line.Once the first 30 days were up they remove the PICC line and she takes he treatment via a pen shot on Mon,Wed,and Fridays. Soooo,we go in today for the treatment center to teach us about the home injections and to have her PICC line removed and as the IV team is removing it she says "well no wonder that was so easy,it's only a mid-line and not a PICC".I askd her what she meant and she said that a mid-line is not nearly as long as a PICC.When I told her Jess was to have a PICC she seemed concerned and was asking what Jess was having infused.Now I know sometimes I can overreact especially when it comes to my children,but I also know that I saw something by the expression on that womans face. Then her Dr and the treatment team came in with a cake and a certificate congradulating Jess on her first month being done(which I thought was very sweet).When her dr asked

My Car Accident!
9 Weeks + later... and NO CAR! UGH! So in November I bought my very 1st new car. I have loved that car like no other! Today it got wrecked. I paid it off YESTERDAY with a refinance on my mortgage. So here is the real kicker. The guy that caused this FIVE car accident. Was an illegal alien, No drivers license, no insurance but for some fucking reason our country allowed him to PURCHASE a car here to drive on our roads. He was taken to the hospital for treatment on our tax dollars. So what is going to happen to this guy? Well, they gave him a couple of traffic tickets, slapped him on the wrist and are going to send him back home to Mexico. I guess so he can come back over here tomorrow and do the same thing again. I on the other hand will suffer higher insurance rates in a state that already has ridiculously high insurance costs. I will have to pay for my own deductible, cover the cost of a car rental, MY insurance company is going to have to cover the cost of repairing my car and the me

Poetry By Me
Revolution ....Re: To do again ........Volute: A spiral shape ............Tion: Denotes action ................................noituloveR ......................niaga od oT :eR ...........epahs larips A :etuloV .......noitca setoneD ;noiT Revolution ....Re: To do again ........Volute: A spiral shape ............Tion: Denotes action ................................noituloveR ......................niaga od oT :eR ...........epahs larips A :etuloV .......noitca setoneD ;noiT Revolution ....Re: To do again ........Volute: A spiral shape ............Tion: Denotes action ................................noituloveR ......................niaga od oT :eR ...........epahs larips A :etuloV .......noitca setoneD ;noiT Revolution ....Re: To do again ........Volute: A spiral shape ............Tion: Denotes action ................................noituloveR ......................niaga od oT :eR ...........epahs larips A :etuloV ....

Short Writings
repair me not! there is only one word that causes pain, especially when you must explain being hurt an feeling sad, remeberng times that you needed then bad. give it everthing you've got, share a lil if you've got alot, am i only of all the others, that you choose to call your friends or lovers? i dont know what to do or say, it hurts much more each passng day. i cry to remeber the times taht we shared, knowing my feelings cannot be repaired... nice to know .. its nice to know they love you. when they turn their heads away. an its good to know they'll be there, when they dont have time to stay. it's nice to have somebody, who can cover all your fears when they make you nkow ther're trying they want to dry your tears. and when you ask a question, they'll always understand its nice to have some one to love, yes, isnt it grand? lost pain. alone an feeling satisfied, at the thought of being me. and i knew that i must play it straight. to be happy an be

September 2006
to by Borej The plot of a picture a crow wanted to eat the cat alive but the pet was saved in time okay.. I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no fucking way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why isn't notebook paper constantly suffocating students while they take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors, I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to beat me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say, oh shit, I'm sorry, I thought paper would protect you, you asshole to By Shadow Cat Gaia, known as Earth or Mother Earth (the Greek common noun for "land" is ge or ga). She was an early earth goddess and it is

Kouboi's Creative Writings
1. Be careful of using personal entertainment as a way to avoid closeness with the one you love. Couples often do this at bedtime. 2. Do not stifle natural feelings of desire. Do whatever you can to fan the flame. 3. Do not work yourself up into a bad attitude simply because your loved one is busy doing something else at the moment. 4. Never speak with sarcasm in your voice, especially regarding something your loved one enjoys. Show love by trying to appreciate each other’s unique interests. 5. Do not give in to sudden fits of temper. 6. Beware of selfish preoccupation so you do not miss between-the-line hints when a loved one needs you. 7. Do everything you can to preserve the bedroom as a quiet place of rest and refreshment. Avoid discussions of business or family problems there. 8. Do not point blame at your loved one for changes and problems in your relationship. 9. Be willing to forgive and continue to take reasonable, lifelong emotional risks. 10. Focus on wha

Mystics Musings
So long I have waited to be with a good man during Yule. Now I have one. I am So ecstacic I got man. that loves me and my kids. He Treats me like gold and has asked me to be his wife.. I acnt wait to be his bride. There are still good men out there. and im so happy and lucky I found mine. woohoo for the vdery first time i made jumbalays today. just for the game and it came out great. now other things i wouldnt mind doing for the first . lets see getting vioulated b 4 women, john cena, and going to monday night raw Wallowing in lonliness, drowning in my tears You have breathed life into my worst fears You have taken my heart and torn it assunder ahttered it into miniscule parts I hope you enjoyed your plunder The joy you once gave me has turned into my pain On my weary soul you've left a bloody stain My Fantasy my nightmare both reside in you I truelly hope all your dreams come true If you have any care for me you will leave me be instead of pushing me deeper into mi

Recipes
1 bag (10 oz) peanut butter chips 1 stick (1/2 cup) butter 6 1/2 cups crisp rice cereal 1 bag (12 oz) semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup light corn syrup 1/2 cup honey-roasted peanuts, chopped 1. You'll need a 13 x 9-in. baking pan lined with nonstick foil to extend about 2 in. above narrow ends of pan. 2. Melt peanut butter chips and butter in a large bowl in microwave or in a heavy saucepan over low heat, stirring often, until thoroughly blended and smooth. Remove from heat, add cereal and stir until evenly coated. 3. Scrape into prepared pan, spread evenly, then cover with wax paper. Use another 13 x 9-in. pan or heavy book on top to press into an evenly compact layer, then remove wax paper. Place pan in freezer 10 minutes or until firm. 4. Melt chocolate chips as directed on bag. Add corn syrup and stir until well blended. Spread chocolate evenly on cereal mixture, then sprinkle with nuts. Top with wax paper and lightly press nuts into chocolate. Remove wax paper;

Rantings Of An Eveull Mind
100 useless facts about me 1. I can say the alphabet faster backwards than I can forward! 2. I am overly tender hearted. 3. When I sneeze, sometimes I make this crazy noise of "cha-ching" my kids lose it when I do this. ~shrug~ 4. Sometimes I crave frozen Totinos pizza and french fries as a meal. (takes me back to my childhood) 5. I learned to cook at the ripe age of 6. (my mother can NOT cook!) 6. I am afraid of spiders. 7. I am afraid of heights. 8. Sometimes I dream things and they happen 3 days later. 9. I am slightly colorblind when it comes to pastel colors. (thank god I'm not into pastels!) 10. I want to have sex in the anti-gravity room at NASA. 11. I have no life lines on my hands. 12. I collect Magic The Gathering Cards for the artwork. 13. I don't really like wearing gold, I prefer silver, white gold, or platinum. 14. I can roll joints that look like cigarettes. (no I don't use a rolling machine or dollar bill, free hand only!) 15. I don't eat rabbit food.

About Me
I have a 25 week old and I am 8 weeks pregnant! I love babies and will take all that god wants me to have . I just dont know how I am gonna handle it. My baby will just be a year old when I have the new baby. But I guess we all do what we have to and I am sure I will handle this just like I do everything else that comes along in my life. Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

My Family - Past & Present
Lets see, where do I begin?! Through Mike (MJBlette - see previous blog), I met his best friend Deb a.k.a. D.A.M.. As I went to Mike's page daily, I started reading the comments that Deb left on his page and on his pics and just knew she was someone I wanted to say hi to but waited until she was in a contest. Mike asked for my support in helping her in the contest (I think it was a Hot Mom but could have been Hot Bod contest...hehe) and I gladly went over and helped. As Mike & her were comment bombing back and forth, I got in on the conversation. Deb wasn't sure I knew how to take her & Mike's comments since some of them were really raunchy. lol But her personality is a lot like mine and we both have a great sense of humor so I knew they didn't mean anything bad by their comments. Needless to say, in a short period of time, Debbie & I started talking with one another and became friends. Then a few months ago, Mike decided to have a 3 way call so that Debbie & I could talk on the p

Weekly Member Pimp Out!!
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For People Over 30
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways, yadda - yadda - yadda . . And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today , you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way across the st

Handmade Wedding Stationery
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Poems
damn did you fuckers forget hoe to leave comments or something lol leave me some damn comments on my poems cuz it was so easy for me to put my personal shit up for everyone to read lol. tell me what you think. Just So All Of You Know And Are Made Very Aware All Poems Posted On Here Are Legally Copyrighted. So No Funny Shit Ok. If You Want To Read My Poems Feel Free To That Is Why I Have Them Up. But If You Take Any Of My Poems Without Written Consent From Me Then You Will Be Breaking The Law. Get It Got Good. Oh And Yeah I Will Fucking Sue You Too Lol....Try Me Another Night Filled With Sad Despair Sitting Here On My Own Tears Streaming Down My Pale Face Inside The Pain Has Grown. Another Argument, Another Fought I Sit There And Take It All Haven't Got The Strength To Fight Back Now I'm Slumped In This Silent Fall. Another Poem Full Of The Emotions I Can't Bare To Talk About You Would Never Listen To Me You Only Scream And Shout. Another Teardrop Falling Down My Alre

Amusing Things!!!
If Interested Answer and Send it to me in a Private Message! Thanx Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Phone Number: Pubic Hair Style: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I li

Something To Think About!
rorytmeadows@ fubar Some of these ugly girls need a reality check. Also, I get tons of guys swooping in with comments and low ratings. STICK WITH CHICKS. If you're rating a guy on purpose, you're pretty much a fag so get the fuck away. Stop being loyal to those, ugly girls you date, you just don't realize how worthless you are. If you've been rated a 1 and you don't know why, you probably have forgotten that you're ugly as sin. I'm not going to sit here like a fucking sheep and tell you that you're a 10, when you're not. If you're wondering why the hell someone can even rate you a 1 and get away with it, it's because that's what the rating scale was intended for. If you're ugly, deal with it. Don't blame it on me because you can't handle it. I get chicks in real life as well as myspace and facebook. Just because this website makes your ugly ass feel better doesn't make me ugly. Don't take your woes out on me. I get plenty of women and plenty of attention from girls, attractive

Got Bored
http://folding.stanford.edu/ Work group 90213 Got new and old pics of the kids up - feel free to make off color remarks about my hellions if you want since its only half my fault!!! gremlindeath@hotmail.com gremlinmaester@yahoo.com Due to adverse issues, these are how you can contact me

Poems
The day passes by as light fades away Its getting closer and closer now The shadows of night, the sounds of the dark Are all I ever hear now Walking through rain, the bitter sweet cold It feels like a song, with no end in sight Playing for noone, playing for me Is this what my heart of hearts thinks A darkend forest comes into view In a field of green I now stand Covered in darkness under the moon This is my place I know where my mind is free to roam Taking a seat, away from it all I grab hold of the sharpened knife And watch it gleam, reflecting the stars and moon As I look back at all those times Why does it have to feel this way This feeling of emptiness, growing within As tears stream down my face, for none to see The rains song picks up speed Saying a short and simple prayer Asking for you to be happy Closing my eyes, im ready for the end Whispering 'I love you' one last time Sliding the blade across both wrists Feeling

My Blogs
43 of the MOST Random Questions Ever, BE HONEST: 1. Where were you 2 hours ago? at a school... being a co-op 2. Who will be your next kiss? randy? 3. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? my bra 4. When is the last time you went to the mall? like last week 5. Are you wearing socks right now? yes 6. When was the last time you went out of the state? iunno 7. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? yes 8. What was the last thing you had to drink? water 9. What are you wearing right now? boxers and a tshirt 10. What was your last purchase? um, iunno 11. Last food you ate? pizza 12. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? jenna 13. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yep 14. Do you have a pet[s]? Yes 15. What's the last sporting event you watched? uh, hockey, i think 16. What is/was your favorite class? math, musik and gym 17. If you could be anywhere right now, where would you

Something To Look Forward To...
Who has a crush on me? Can't return the favor unless I know!!:) So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE

Vampirera
PLEASE TAKE NOTE THAT NOTHING IN CONVERSATION IS MODIFIED. I HAVE TAKEN BITS & PIECES OF THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN MYSELF & Vampy_Bella_DRCH on YAHOO. Stephanie Kirby: im sorry for getting involved but i dont think it was me personally that made him like this even when we talked as friends Stephanie Kirby: and im sub but i dont take orders well lol if u know what i mean Lilitha V: well you will have to with John cuz he WON'T have it any other way Stephanie Kirby: lol he knows i wont submitt to him nor anyone Stephanie Kirby: im a very strong willed person Lilitha V: you DON'T know him the way I know him Lilitha V: and if you think that guess again cuz he will find a way Lilitha V: I'm strong willed too so he knows he can never do anything like that to me Stephanie Kirby: ask my rl man he might beat the shit out of me at times but its me who gets my way in the end of the fight Lilitha V: speaking of which I do recall an old conversation where he states ''Whatever happened to

Little Bit Of Whoa
Ok my friends. I was trolling through the mumms, and noticed all the alternate accounts playing. Those of you that really, truly know me.. know that I view this as a fun game. I like to read their "About me" or check out their friends, pics, fans... etc. So, i have noticed this one asshole in particular, and wanted to check him out. The following, was his "about me"

Its All The Same
Too many things to think about while I sit here alone. Then the subject shifts...Oh there it is again... that love thing that everyone keeps talking about. What is it anyway? Does anyone really know what to say or think about it? I mean really. what is it about that word/action that makes ppl wanna kill for it? Why do i find myself wanting it so bad? Ugh... ppl may read this and think that i am some other emotional bitch seeking attention. If you took a walk in my shoes even for half a mile then you would understand!

To All My Friends
hey everyone! i know, i know....haven't been on in a long ass time! but computer crashed and it took awhile to get a new one. alot has happened. I'm a grandma two times over now! i adore my lil men! grant and his wife have 2 sons, shawn and alex. shawn is 16 mo. and alex is 4 days old! Shareena graduated high school, and is getting ready to go to college. dahlia made the cheerleading squad for her 8th grade year. they are keeping me busy as hell! hope to hear from you all soon. much love and bright blessings

On A More Positive Side
Letting People Know You Love Them It’s easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone’s life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words – I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or wo

Purpose Driven Life
1 Corinthians 13 1. Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass, or a tinkling cymbal. 2. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing. 3. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, and have not charity, it profiteth me nothing. 4. Charity suffereth long, and is kind; charity envieth not; charity vaunteth not itself, is not puffed up, 5. Doth not behave itself unseemly, seeketh not her own, is not easily provoked, thinketh no evil; 6. Rejoiceth not in iniquity, but rejoiceth in the truth; 7. Beareth all things, believeth all things, hopeth all things, endureth all things. 8. Charity never faileth: but whether there be prophecies, they shall fail; whe

Raven
Aiiii. I'm so into Scrubs. I became a Junkie of it. Can't survive without my 20 minutes of Scrubs per day. I watched it at an Online-Streaming-Page but it doesn't work anymore. Damnit. So I ordered all Seasons yesterday and they'll be there tomorrow. Hopefully. Maybe I'll watch Gardenstate instead ot Scrubs tonight. Yesterday I was at a 30's-70's market near the rhein-promenade. It was nice there. Sun was shining and a slight wind in air. It took me 1 hour to get the worst shoulder-back-neck sunburn ever. My shoulder tattoos are swolen and they hurt like hell. Shitty thing but was worth it anyways.Found the sunglasses of my life.

General Interest Essays
--- On Tue, 3/3/09, rizaserf wrote: From: rizaserf Subject: [christiansandpersonality] Re: New member To: christiansandpersonality@yahoogroups.com Date: Tuesday, March 3, 2009, 9:02 PM Hi, I've just joined this group because of a personal research project(trying to "type" the 12 disciples). From what you've posted it seems that your dominant preference is subjective or feeling but you show the world either the intuitive or sensor-side of your decision making process. This is a good thing that you are able to switch from being sensor-oriented to intuitive. You're able to make decisions about things in a moments notice (concrete, non abstract) or really sit down and think about things (abstract, intuitive) before you commit to them. --- In christiansandperson ality@yahoogroup s.com, "trevorpoole2000" wrote: > > Hello > > I've just been introduced to MTBI through my job. Unfortunately, I > joined my department after everyone else had taken the test and so I've >

Funny Things
1-Skin signs tell all 2-Sick people don't bitch 3-Air goes in and out, blood goes round and round, any variation on this is a bad thing. 4-About %70 of the battery patients more than likely deserved it. 5-The more equipment you see on a EMT's belt, the newer they are. 6-There is no rule six, insert your own. 7-When dealing with patients, supervisors, or citizens, if it felt good saying it, it was the wrong thing to say. 8-All bleeding, seizures, falls will stop....eventually. 9-All people will eventually die, no matter what you do. 10-If the child is quiet, be scared. You find humor in other people's stupidity... You believe that 90% of people are a poor excuse for protoplasm... Discussing dismemberment over a gourmet meal seems perfectly normal to you... You get an almost irresistible urge to stand and wolf your food even in the nicest restaurants... You believe a good tape job will fix anything... You have the bladder capacity

Subliminal Mind-fuck 3
...so last night, i got home from work at like almost 10, and we had friends over to party a bit... AND BOY DID WE PARTY... We had me, jacz, jess, christy, shawna, sheri, gordy, henryhank, ashton, loki, brit, rich, angellete, jason, all our cool ass friends over, and fucked up was the mission, and fucked up we got... I stayed away from the Captain Mo and Erk n Jerk, wantd to avoind the hard liquor, but had a few Artic Berry Smirnoff I got for me n jacz, a little Bicardi Hurricane (thanx Sheri), and we all know my love of natural herbal remedies...what a good night we had... I LOVE YOU GUYS! WE ROCK THAT SHIT LIKE AINT NO THANG! REPPIN' IT FOR THE HOMIES YO!!! LOVE PEACE AND CHICKEN GREASE Author's note: No, I am not crazy. Just got stuck on a cool show, and the idea and imagination behind it. It's called "Dead Like Me". Used to be a show on Showtime. Basic premise is about "undead" people who reap souls. When someone is about to die, the reaper is in charge of taking the

Butt Stuff
Ok..so a bit earlier today my dear 4 yr old daughter yells from the bathroom..Mommy I need you..come wipe me..so I go to her beckoning call and do the norm...however today was not so normal..she had something hanging out of her ass..and well I pulled and I think it was plastic..should I be concerned? Should I have examined further? Could it have been a tape worm?

Randomness
so im gonna be offline for a while cause i am switch service providers. the company i am currantly using has lost the last to bill paymand wants me to pay again. ummmmm not gonna happen, i'll just switch to a company that doesnt keep employing incompetent people. and 1 that doesnt try to give thier customers a run around until you just give up. no company should ever be permitted to have a monopoly in the service industry .... as it is in the USA not like in Canada. maybe Canada will clue into this soon a child dreams of what could be when they grow up such fantasies rich and famous strong and wise a superhero such dreams such lies fill the spirit spur the soul to triumph to loss it's life I know I remember as a child such dreams I had to fight like Conan to never be sad to just be the best to do what's right for family friends in God's bright light I remember hurt pain and fear of losing someone whom I held near of finding love making vows then sorrows los

Badgirldoris
PLEASE TAKE MY OLD PICTURE OFF YOUR LIST AND PLEASE PLEASE ADD THE NEW ONE,,I MISS ALL OF MY FREINDS http://lostcherry.com/beautifulangel I just want to take the time out and tell everyone who look or rated and left comments on my pictures thank you very much,,IF i didnt get yours PLEASE tell me and i will be glad to come and rate and leave comments,, How many of you all LOVE THIS NAME? I do it fits me to the TEE Hugs N Kisses The ugly duckling let see who is right me or the ppl says i am a hottie i am not i am a ugly duckling

Rob's Life
My blast has attracted some of the more "interesting" characters on cherrytap, read from the bottom. Please note this is a "real chat" lol, sorry for the typos, but it's hard to type when you are laughing so much.......... wayne 22: that is a lie i check you out you are not even on a leval of tret wayne 22: you went to school why would you want to hert people ->wayne 22: i am, i know Osarma, he is using my loo as we speak, to tell you the truth i could do without him here, he has very smelly shit, you cannot go for 3 hours after, something about the diet of donkeys he eats wayne 22: THE GOV KNOWS OF JIHAD THAY ARE NO TRET wayne 22: look i know that you are no part ov terist group why do you make it sound like you do ->wayne 22: you know jihad ? ->wayne 22: i do, i seek 50 virgins through jihad wayne 22: onley in arkansaw lol ->wayne 22: i have heard the people of the south have sex with there sisters and mothers, and sometimes even there fathers wayne 22: but you are not

Thoughts And Stuff
Funny thing about all this FEMA Detention camp conspiracy stuff.... 1) The department of homeland security in and of itself does not have the authority to take or hold prisoners. The DHS agency is merely a umbrella office to coordinate information between various agencies of the US Justice Department, Intelligence Agencies and the Military. 2) In a martial law situation, the military has full authority to shoot first, and forget about asking questions. It takes more personnel to guard people than it does to bury them. Speaking from the viewpoint as ex-army, let me explain the very simple facts of life concerning martial law. a) person or persons caught breaking curfew, shoot to kill b) looters, shoot to kill c) violators of any emergency measure put in place for the duration of martial law, shoot to kill. Simple, effective, and economical... bullets cost less than prison guards. 3) Seems awful funny that the pictures used to prove the existence of these camps are o

Fragments
Dear Sweet Theaza, I see your face, I hear your voice... O was earth placed beneath our weary feet just for you and I to meet, touch, and sculpt love complete! Your dancing eyes, your singing heart... I feel as if I have no choice, but to hug and kiss you... This being my only ambition and sole purpose in life-- to always be by your side, to always hold and cherish you, to always turn your frowns into smiles, to always be guided by the light of our love throughout the brightest and the darkest miles... I love you always, Steven O Theaza please come to me... please come as my true friend, please come as my sexy lover, please come as my devoted wife! Please come to me My Sweet Goddess please stand by me always and forever! I am fully visible only to your eyes Theaza… only because you think of me and dream of me do I even exist! You are my world and I am your world, and soon we will be together -- living together, working together, shopping together

Musica Es Vida
I heart this guy. when i'm sad he makes me smile. just thought i'd share ♥ it's not funny but it's true. While in San Francisco yesterday I was singing this song when we were on the beach. =P

Auction
I am auctioning an Auto11/Cherry Bomb! Your Choice. Starting bid is only 1 Fubuck! There will be a Buyout Bid of 15 million FuBux.(This means that someone wanting to insure a win of this bling can bid 15 million and the auction will close upon their payment of this buyout bid.) The Auction will Run until Midnight Sunday 4-12-09 PST. All Bids must be posted in this blog by the bidder. If two bids for the same amount are posted the one POSTING on the blog first will hold that bid. Showing me your naked pictures does not constitute as a bid. Sexual favors must be presented in person before close of bidding to be considered valid. Samples Required. Payment is expected BEFORE delivery of the Bling. No Exceptions. Payment is expected within 12 hours of the auction close. In case of Default of Bid by winner, the bling will then go to the next highest bidder for their top bid. I reserve the right to cancel this auction at any time prior to payment of the winning bi

Thoughts...
Breaking Breaking when you have a degree and all of the 24 interviews you went on say you dont qualify what the fuck do i have a degree for? Breaking when you go to catch a cab and damn near get hit by one. Breaking when your lady leaves you for another man just for the curiosity of his race. Breaking when you grow up being told that you’re stupid so many times you believe you are. Breaking when you get beat with everything that your moms can get her hands on. Breaking when you standing right next to your classmate and they get gunned down and aint shit you can do but freeze like a snowman. Breaking when you’ve done things that are against your own morals how the fuck can you even be called a human..The only thing that separates us from the animals is our morals.. Breaking when you’re blessed with a gift but scared to use it. Breaking when your when you let your past heartbreaks stop you from allowing any others, so you indirectly push them away… Breaking when you

Rambling Randomness
Say… hypothetically speaking… you have six dollars in your wallet and very close to zero dollars in your bank account and you need to make something for lunchdinner. Also… you have a very daunting blank Word document in front of you that you’re supposed to fill with words and pictures and recipes and more words. You’ve run out of people to text message as a distraction. You can’t waste another minute of time on Twitter… you’ve tried… seriously. You’ve exhausted your brain by imagining every combination of human and animal body part…. your favorite being a chubby, blue-eyed toddler with cocker spaniel ears.

Music That Is Me
Skin VideoSkin lyrics - Rascal Flatts lyrics Rascal Flatts Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure Sarah Beth is scared to death To hear what the doctor will say She hasn't been well Since the day that she fell And the bruises just won't go away So she sits and see waits with her mother and dad Flips through an old magazine Till a the nurse with a smile Stands at the door And says will you please come with me Sarah Beth is scared to death Cause the doctor just told her the news Between the red cells and white Something's not right But we're gonna take care of you Six chances in ten it won't come back again With the therapy were gonna try It's just been approved It's the strongest there is I think we caught it in time Sarah Beth closes her eyes She dreams she's dancing Around and around without any cares And her very first love is holding her close And the soft wind in blowing her hair Sarah Beth is scared to death A

Beeslifeinsane
live and let live real honest kindness respect trust hello my family and friends. it has been a tough year and here i am at the end of this year. im sorry i have not been on as mach i use to but real life has taken over most of my life. may you all have the best of holidays. remember pls love one another. hug and tell your family that you love them. help others. be thankful. and pls be careful out there cus i want to hear from you all in 2013. keep it real and honest show kindness and respect.without love and someone to shear it with we nothing but enpty shells. live laugh love rock on. true friends are forever. hello and welcome to my nightmare. lets see i quess i will start at the beginning. my bro started using herion in 1993. and ever since then it has been hell with him. but now it is at the peak of annoyance. i have custody of his 3 kids cus he cant man up. and its everyones fault but his and is wife. i have to the 3 yrs age also cus of drugs use.i have them this time cus of unsu

Arizona
I am Meth! I destroy homes, I tear families apart. I take your children, and thats just the start. Im more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me remember I'm easily found. I live all aroung you in schools and in towns. I live with the rich, I live with poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab but not like you think. I can be made under the sink.In your childs closet, and even in the woods. If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names but there's one you'll know best. I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome, try me, you'll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But try me twice and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie. You do what you have to just to get high. The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charms will be worth t

I Am The Coolest
Work is insane.. with the holidays coming up there are sooooooooooo many cookies to make and I am ALWAYS the one who gets stuck doing them.. I hate it and I am cranky and I have cramps and I just wanna take a nap so I am going to do that! Yayyy I love this time of year.. aside from having to work every single day... I LOVE IT! It's so jolly and everyone is always happy.. everyone except for those Grinchs, boooo tooo youuuu!! hahaha Happy Holidays Everyone!

Lmao
Top Four Adult Jokes of 2006 Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should s

Chapter 2 : In Nomine Sicktanick
I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at meI'm lost between the depths of my insanityForever nothing, I am my own enemyAnd now I face myself and now I face myselfI stare in the abyss, it's staring back at meI'm lost between the depths of my insanityForever nothing, I am my own enemyAnd now I face myself and now I face myselfInto the void I stare the blackness overwhelms the sensesBut overall I'm feeling nothing you can call me senselessI keep on going in this life because I am relentlessYou tear me down but I build myself back up, hence thisSong I wrote when I stared into my own abyssThere is no love here, no faith and no accomplishmentsThere's only hatred, I live on self punishmentSelf flagellation, I hurt myself for the fuck of itDon't get it twisted cause this ain't another sad songI've passed all that, I stood up and I moved onBut I've felt more pain in my life than any normal person out thereBy my very own pain I maintain the proof to myself that there's no one up thereI take my

Damn The Luck
well everyone.. i have moved outta state temorarily to stay with some family.. im now in michigan.. and i do have the internet back.. but im not on near as much as what i usually am.. but so everyone knows.. i am alive.. and im doin well..if you want to get ahold of me.. just hit me up on here.. or my yahoo.. much love to everyone *hugz to all* anyone have any good ideas on how to make my jaw stop hurting?? i have a wisdom tooth coming in.. well two of them.. and the fuckers HURT!!!!!!! well.. just so everyone knows.. i might not be on here as much as what i was for a couple weeks.. i got some shit goin on. and yea.. i wont be where iam now.. but much luv to everyone.. (baby if u read this.. you know i love you more than anything) if anyone needs me.. i'll be back i promise *elmo*

Here Comes Trouble
With great anticipation Valentines Day has arrived. Everyone's giddy with excitement, will it be roses? a romantic dinner? jewelry? chocolates? or a combination of them all. It's a day dedicated to the romantic at heart, and a day romance manifests itself for so many. It's a beautiful day for those that can touch, feel , breath in the very being of their special Valentine. Those are the lucky ones, the ones they'll hear those magic 3 words, I Love You, and the luckier ones will have it whispered in their ears as their body tingles with every word. Embrace that moment, save it eternally, the magic of that moment will always stay with you. For those of us alone on Valentines Day, those of us that won't hear those words, feel that moment, for all of us that will go through that day with thoughts of that "someone" that's not there beside you, my sentiments can be expressed the best by Pink Floyd's "Wish You Were Here" Taurus You are very stu

Life
Just want to let everyone know that I'm going to be gone for a few days, so if you don't see me on please try not to worry. I'm going to go and stay with a friend and go to Cinco De Mayo. I will make sure I return the love that everyone send me when I return home. I haven't see my Best Friend Linda in quite a few months, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. We need to make up for lost time, and to let each other know what's been going on in our lives since we have seen each other. I'm really looking forward to this trip, and I'll be looking forward to chatting with everyone again once I return. Sending out much love, hugs and kisses to my friends and family, and to my futute ones here on CT. Love ya all. I hope that all of you have a great weekend, also. Honey, I'm going to really miss you. I'll be coming to stay with you once I get home. Try not to miss me too much and I'll do the same. It's only for a few day, then I'll be with you for good. I'll help you with

Just Lil Ole Me!!
I just added a guestbook and would love to have everyone add where they are from ... pwease!!!! Dang I'm in a crappy mood... I posted a mumm yesterday or last night, about co-workers, and today just about made me feel even more bleh... I'm seriously thinking, sadly of going part time ... It's a long boring story to tell.. but just wanted to get alittle off my chest before I headed to bed to try to sleep .. 1) I NEED TO TELL YOU A SECRET (LO0K AT #5) 2) THE ANSWER IS (L0OK AT #11) 3) D0NT GET MAD (L0OK AT #15) 4) CALM DOWN DONT BE PISSED ( L0OK AT #13) 5) FIRST (L0OK AT #2) 6) D0NT BE THAT MAD (L0OK AT #12) 7) I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU! 8) WHAT I WANTED TO TELL YOU IS...(THE ANSWER IS ON #14) 9) BE PATIENT (L0OK AT #4) 10) THIS IS THE LAST TIME IMMA DO THIS (L0OK AT #7) 11) IM NOT MAD WHEN IM SAYIN THIS (L0OK AT#6) 12) S0RRY (L0OK AT #8) 13) D0NT BE GETTIN ALL HYPE (L0OK AT #10) 14) I D0NT KNOW HOW TO SAY THIS (L0OK AT #3) 15) YOU MUS

Hope You Enjoy These
‘Twas the night before Christmas - old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list, Miserable brats, ungrateful jerks, I’ve a good mind to scrap the whole damn works. I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of "Thanks Santa" - what do I hear? My old lady bitches ‘cos I work late at night, The elves want more money and the reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed up the maids, Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things might get better, Those assholes from ATO sent me a letter. They say I owe taxes - if that ain't damn funny; Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus money? And the children these days - they all are the pits Ask the impossible, the mean little shits. Spent a whole year makin’ wagons and sleds, Assembling their dolls - arms, legs and heads. Made lots of yo yos, but no-one wants them, Just computers and robots – like I'm IBM? If you think all that's bad, just picture this: Try h

Not To Sure What Will Go Here
I've got the blues. The search for the Goddess is slow. What I have learned so far is that She's Celtic/Druid and Her name, as given to me, is Dilneag. (Anyone who knows of Her or knows of a lead, message me, please? Thanks in advance!) Work has also been the pits. I have to put up with rudeness and disrespect only because this individual will at least show up most of the time and will at least do the bare minimum amount of work required. I had at one time enjoyed teamwork; this one is not a team player. Nor am I able to quit all that easily. I really can't afford to right now. And I've noticed something as of late; I'd be assured about something as being or told something will be and then found it was the opposite, all along. So...... Now, I've got the blues. I'm coming to the conclusion that I may be going insane. Yeah...I know...if you think you're going insane, you're not. It could be because I'm in the process of going through menopause (though I've been looking fo

My Stuff
when we first met i was so excited.i couldnt belive someone so great was interested in me. the slightest touch from u sent a tingle through my body. when you bit my neck, i froze. i couldnt. belive how comfertable i felt with your arms around me.t hat kiss goodbye was so sweet. after that nite i made sure i was online every morning hoping you would atleast say hi. the gift you gave me made me the happiest i had been in a long time. just sitting with you on the couchwas so sweet. i nver thought you would actually ask me. altough it was weird for a min, i was so thrilled to b your g/f. just seeing you ALWAYS made my day brighter. going anywhere with you was always a trip :). that first (& only) nite we spend together was AMAZING. i loved just laying there in your arms. it was so nice to b wanted. but then i started to c and talk to you less and less/ then one day YOUR friend tells me that us beign together is a bad thing. the next day im told your talkin and tryin to fuck soem other gurl

New Story
The next two day’s went by in a blur I though my self into finding out all I could…which was not more then what they want you to know. Jack was not in class and we where told he would be out for a week or so. I was happy for that. I was not ready to see him yet. To say he had not hurt me would be to lie. He had hurt me but I had to lock that away and push forward. We (the young one’s) where told to meet at the gathering temple at 8am Saturday morning to help set up. The main room was a large round room with a large alter in the center of the room. Candles were being placed around the alter and a make shift bed was being set up. I was told that we would be setting in the back and would just be watching. At no time where we to speak, And we where to be robed and to stay robed. We would be able to join in on the party after. After we done setting up I was tired from the early morning wake up’s and late nights and wanted to nap before everything got started. I woke up around 8

Things I Have Learned.
When the cams started on Fubar i was happy, because i love looking at cams and pictures. Lately however it seems that because i am 67 years old , i am not supposed to look at cams, I am too OLD i am led to believe,

1~hide
I want to tell you All the things I want I want to show you All the things I want I want to do everything with you Only problem is You don't even know who I am You don't know what makes me cry Or when others are irritated or fustrated I feel it and it hurts You don't know that when you curl up your lip when you smirk that it makes my heart flutter... I want to tell you of all these things But you don't even know my name Maybe you knew the old me The old name And the old scrapes on my knees But what about the new ones All the bumps and bruses All the skidmarks on my brain Saying stop don't go that way... Danger ahead My heart is going to get hurt So please don't go that way So I stand back And watch you move Watch you talk Watch you think Wow Just wow You would not even like the real me I'm angry and full of hate I'm fragile and weak I'm nothing that I seem.. Nothing at all what I seem... Let it go Just let it go Watch me fly away from all the shit in

My Poetry
two pieces of a puzzle that finally seem to fit he is mine and I am his From ocean to ocean so many miles in between but the stars were in our favor from the moment of hello the beauty of his spoken words melt a cynic's heart he is me I am him two souls meant to meet for they're one and the same Even though most of the meaning of this poem are lost...I didn't want to lose it. It was the first time I ever wrote a half decent happy poem I'm a complicated girl with simple dreams Wandering through a world I didn't choose I keep smiling hoping no one sees my tears If I've lost myself, there was nothing to lose So don't worry about me, I don't bother to I'm more worried about anyone but me I'm might be fading fast in this place But this slow fading is setting me free One day I'll escape and start a new life Somewhere near or far from here Somewhere I choose to settle down And finally be myself without fear The smiles on my face will be more them a mask To

Thought For The Day
http://www.celestinevision.com/ He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked th e shit out of him... Like his mother used to do. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm Eagles may soar, but weasels don't get sucked into jet engines Early bird gets the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese I'm not cheap, but I am on special this week I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol I intend to live forever - so far, so good I love defenseless animals, especially in a good gravy If Barbie is so popular, why do you have to buy her friends? If you ain't makin' waves, you ain't kickin' hard eno

Free Republic
The Illustrated University History, 1878, p. 504, tells us that the southern states swarmed with British agents. These conspired with local politicians to work against the best interests of the United States. Their carefully sown and nurtured propaganda developed into open rebellion and resulted in the secession of South Carolina on December 29, 1860. Within weeks another six states joined the conspiracy against the Union, and broke away to form the Confederate States of America, with Jefferson Davis as President. The plotters raided armies, seized forts, arsenals, mints and other Union property. Even members of President Buchanan’s Cabinet conspired to destroy the Union by damaging the public credit and working to bankrupt the nation. Buchanan claimed to deplore secession but took no steps to check it, even when a U.S. ship was fired upon by South Carolina shore batteries. On a similar note here are some other points about the civil war: “Whenever any form of governme

Me
My mind a corridor darkened and depthless infinite oaken doors line the crumbling walls each of them: containing not one; but two of the horrors I call thoughts, pondering fears damp carpets line the floor blood red in color and rough to the touch but enter the library that I call my memories spiraling bookshelves - in all directions neglected papers – strewn crinkled papers, underfoot dusty covers of old records deteriorating volumes of past lives in the back – a shadowy corner is where I sit tears running down my cheeks body shaking – sobbing as a film strip rolls over and over replaying the moments in which I dream I could live again These moments in which I have spent with you. I am tired and sick and sick and tired of everything, especially me; To smart for my own good, I talk without being heard, and hear without listening; I just want to be loved is what I say but what I really mean is I dont want to be lonely;

Other People Other Things
I drove thirty miles into Sparks yesterday with the intention of picking up a couple of things from Michael's. The sign on the front door said, "Opening Soon." Okay, so there's a gallon of gas shot to hell. I walked next door to the electronics store thinking that I might pick up a video game or a new cell phone to replace the one that doesn't work, but after a few minutes of examining the options, I decided that I didn't want to part with the money and headed for the door. On the way out I noticed the dvd I'd been wanting to see since the movie was made - Factotum, from the world of acclaimed author, Charles Bukowski. Staring Matt Dillon, Lili Taylor and Marisa Tomei - seventeen ninety-nine plus tax - hell yeah. Ten minutes into the movie, I remembered that I had read the book. The plot was little more than a series of short stories tied together by the fact that they all were part of the life of Bukowski. He had a flair for gutteral eloquence and a penchant for self des

Nsfw, I Guess!
I believe in equal time and equal access! This is to balance the previous blog! 19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outsid

Things That Taste Good...
Tilapia, which is a farm raised fish, can make even the non fish lover take notice. Great sweet taste and no fishy smell! Best of all it's on your table in 40 minutes. PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min READY IN 40 Min recipe yield: 4 servings INGREDIENTS * 4 (4 ounce) fillets Tilapia (bream) * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1/4 cup raspberry vinegar * 1/4 cup honey * 1 teaspoon yellow mustard * 1/2 teaspoon dried dill weed DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Grease a 11x7 inch baking dish. 2. In a mixing bowl, whisk together the olive oil, raspberry vinegar, honey, mustard and dill weed. 3. Arrange the Tilapia fillets in a single layer in the prepared baking dish. Pour mixture over the fish fillets, coating the fillets evenly. 4. Bake in a preheated oven, uncovered for 20 minutes or until fish is flaky with a fork. glitter-graphics.com Metric PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 25 Min RE

Honesty
Old bones and stones covered in sea lichen add an exquisite set of browns , grays and greens to the shore. I love watching the salted sea ebb and flow over the stones. It looks old as death but really quite alivefor sea creatures, plants and the like populate its beds in an endless series of cycles of birth and death allowing for the varied coasts upon which welive. I sat today examining my nature. Sounds simple, but it’s really not. Not if you dig deep..and you’vebeen lazy with yourself like I have. To be alone. I thought deeply on this for there are those whose lives are such. They touch me as I feel their aloneness andit makes my heart soft in the thought for no human soul should be without love and closeness derived from being just near. To touch one’s shoulder with a very slight touch, it share a sunset in the very late afternoon, maybe a good laugh while discussing something silly,or perhaps a drink with no words spoken and knowing that there was a warm s

My Thoughts And Stuff
OK now I know this is just venting, but some thinggs really piss me off. for starters, people, specifically PARENTS who seem to think "Nothing will happen". Ya know, maybe once it DOES happen you will learn a tough lesson! Why rant and anger? I know, I am not an angry person, but I am right now. Today at work, I was on patrol, when I cam across a jet black Rav4 SUV, and jet black tinted indows, with some movement inside. Now mind you, its 8pm right this second and its the coolest been in 4 days an rigth now its 89 degrees, about 4pm when I found this car, it was close to 98 degrees. And a black car, averages an 16 degere higher temp inside. Now, remembering this, as I got closer, I found a 1 yr old, in a car seat, a 5 yr old and a 7yr old. Locked inside, windows up, car OFF! I talked the 7 yr old into opening the car and got them out, with bright red flushed cheeks, the baby was sweating badly. Now WTF????? About 20 min later, the uncle, who had brought them comes strolling out of the

My Fubar Family
He's only 320K from Insider, lets help him out & show him what kind of friends I have! Much Love to you all! He's definitely great guy and an awesome owner! Please go to his page & > Want to own your very own Phoenix? Click the pic below to place your bids! If for some reason you do not wish to own me, please at least rate the pic! I am offering: *Owned For 1 Month *Shout Out On Page *Shout Out Bulletin *Rate All Pics & Stash During HH *Gift Daily For 1 Month *7 day Blast *SFW Salute *Add To Family & Top Friends *2 custom made pics by me ***If Price is right may add more*** > This will be a Fu-Bucks & Cash Auction: Bidding will be done with fubucks. Purchased items can be added to the bid to gain a higher total of fubucks. The conversion of purchased items to fubucks

Wolves Den
Been laid off, got no car , sacked out on my brother's couch in a no horse town, got divorced, can't see my kid's cause they're two thousand mile's away and I can't find work to save my life. All since November.

Favorite Recipes
Prep time: 10min Cook time: 20min Ready time: 30min Servings: 6 Ingredients: -1 (10.75 ounce) can Campbell's® Condensed Cream of Chicken Soup (Regular or 98% Fat Free) -1 (12 inch) prepared thin pizza crust -1 (4.5 ounce) can Swanson® Premium Chunk Chicken Breast in Water, drained -1 cup shredded mozzarella cheese -1 cup shredded Mexican cheese blend -8 slices bacon, cooked and crumbled -ranch salad dressing Directions: 1. Heat the oven to 375 degrees F. 2. Spread the soup onto the pizza crust to within 1/4-inch of the edge. Top with the chicken, cheeses and bacon. Bake for 10 minutes or until the cheese is melted and the crust is golden. 3. Drizzle the ranch dressing over the pizza. Prep time: 25 min Ready time: 2hrs 25 min Servings: 16 Ingredients: -2 (8 ounce) packages refrigerated crescent rolls -1 cup sour cream -1 (8 ounce) package cream cheese, softened -1 teaspoon dried dill weed -1/4 teaspoon garlic salt -1 (1 ounce) package ran

Friends
I WILL BE LEAVING THIS SITE SOON. I THOUGHT I HAD FRIENDS ON HERE BUT I GUESS NOT..I CAME HERE FOR FRIENDS BUT CAME OUT BUT A FEW..IF YA ARE A TRUE FRIEND LEAVE ME YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS SO I CAN KEEP IN TOUCH OR NUMBER..I HOPE TO GET TO KNOW YA BETTER..PEACE N LOVE TO YA:) I LOVE YOU FRIENDS AM HAVING A HARD TIME RIGHT NOW ... IF YA CARE SEND LOVE... THANK YOU.. I DO THE SAME 4 YOU... JUST THOUGHT OUT OF MY 5 HUNDRED AND SOMETHING FRIENDS THAT ONLY TWO RATED THEM. PLEASE FRIENDS AND FANS HELP ME OUT. I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU AND HAVE DONE ALOT FOR MANY OF MY FRIENDS. THAT IS WHY WE ARE FRIENDS, I HOPE SO ,THANK YOU , MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO ALL EVEN IF YA DON'T RATE THEM:)

Hiring
I AM HIRING STAFF FOR ALL POSITIONS IN MY LOUNGES WILL PAY FUBUCKS DEPENDING ON HOW WELL THE LOUNGE OR LOUNGES DO IF INTERESTED PLEASE CONTACT ME come into 911 and help us honor the ones that gave tier all on 911 and in honor of thier families and show your love and support for them http://fubar.com/lounge/74619 HIRING ALL STAFF POSITION IN THE FOLLOWING LOUNGES AND PLEASE COME CHECK

Big Big Contest
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly

Photography
I like big butts and I cannot lie. In case you haven’t learned this about me already, I’m a bit of what some may call a “chubby chaser”. I’m proud of it. I think my taste leans towards some pretty hot women. Yet nearly every woman I’ve ever met, especially those who have modeled for me are always conscious about the way they look; specifically in the weight department. No. Conscious is not the right word. Self-conscious, overly concerned, neurotic; those are more accurate.Now before I start my praise of the Big Beautiful Woman (affectionately to be referred to as BBW for the duration) I would like to play “devil’s advocate” for those of you nay-sayers who just don’t subscribe to my logic. It would seem logical for boney people, such as me, to simply argue that if a woman does not like her weight she should simply go on diet, work out more, or take “better care of herself”. I once these point of views and let me jus

Quotable Quotes
You can't run a society or cope with its problems if people are not held accountable for what they do. - John Leo "Reaching into one's own pocket to assist his fellow man is noble and worthy of praise. Reaching into another person's pocket to assist one's fellow man is despicable and worthy of condemnation." - Walter Williams Our character is but the stamp on our souls of the free choices of good and evil we have made through life. - John Cunningham Geikie

Godess Oda Krogh
I 1908 var Sven Elvestad mektig lei overstyringen i avisen han hadde startet, Fri Presse. Den første anledningen til mytteri kom med artikkelen om invasjon fra Mars på Notodden. Morsomt nok var personen som hadde foranlediget invasjonen i Elvestads reportasje den amerikanske oppfinneren Nicola som ved hjelp av millioner av elektriske hestekrefter fra Niagara hadde signalisert til Mars og gjort innbyggerne der nyskjerrige nok til å ta turen gjennom verdensrommet. De hadde strandet på Notodden pga Hydros benyttelse av den samme elektriske energien. Spøken ble tatt alvorlig. Folk strømmet til i tusender. Delegasjoner var på vei fra Sverige. Og abonnentene sa opp i massive antall da de skjønte de var lurt. Neste måned gikk Elvestad inn til den mest ekle av avisens representanters kontor. William Coucheron-Aamodt hadde fortid i den kinesiske marine og var lansert som norsk tronkandidat etter unionsoppløsningen. Med en revolver pekende mot seg forsvant Coucheron-Amodt l

Random Stuff From The Mind Of Ricardo
You know your from Long Island if…………………………. Jones Beach is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED Billy Joel said it best "Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore or A cool girl from the South Shore "What’s the big deal about the Hamptons? If you’re not from Long Island or NYC, you’re not from New York You don’t go to Manhattan, you go to the "City" You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica…" You never realize you have an accent until you leave. You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island. You curse. A lot! Is Huntington really that cool? You’ve been to Utopia at least once. The damn geese are everywhere! If your parents didn’t, your grandparents lived in the city. At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an animal that came from North Shore Animal League. You walk around the mall aimlessly. You drive around you town with your friends, and

Quotes And Such
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes the pe

Jokes,riddles,& Stuff That Make U "stop & Think"!
On the farm lived a chicken and a horse, both of whom loved to play > > together. I know, it sounds unlikely, but, bear with me. It gets > > better. > > > > Anyway, one day the two were playing, when the horse fell into a bog > > and began to sink. > > > > Scared for his life, the horse whinnied for the chicken to go get the > > farmer for help! > > > > Off the chicken ran, back to the farm. Arriving at the farm, he > > searched and searched for the farmer, but to no avail, for he had gone > > to town with the only tractor. > > > > Running around, the chicken spied the farmer's new Harley. > > > > Finding the keys in the ignition, the chicken sped off with a length > > of rope hoping he still had time to save his friend's life. > > > > Back at the bog, the horse was surprised, but happy, to see the > > chicken arrive on the shiny Harley, and he managed to get a hold of > > the loop of rope the chicken tossed to him. > > > > After tying the other end to the rear b

Bitch Board
Which is just how I feel. one week shy of our one year anniversery together. My Girlfriend and I are splitting for a while. Two nights ago she went to bed early seemingly depressed only to find her onthe phone with someone, and then the next day never came home from work. I stayed up all night worrying about her. She finally called me the next day saying she made it to work and wanted to break up. We talked and argued, and finally agreed to split so she can go off and work things out on her own and when all is good pick up were we left off. I'm hoping that is the case. I love her more than she knows. 1) try soaking your head in a bucket of ammonia. in 5 minutes, if you are still alive, repeat as necessary till dead... 2) cut your balls off (if you have them) 3) cut your head off with a razor blade and go into extreme ecstacy 4) drink a gallon of JD with a dab of Nitrogrycerin and jump up and down vigirously 5) fart in a balloon and light a match 6) eat the st

Good Sportsmanship & Fair Play
http://www.allstarentertainment.net/im/rules_volleyball.htm volleyball 4A. THE START OF THE GAME: The referee will call the team captains together for a coin toss. The winner of the toss will be able to choose whether his/her team is the first to serve OR which side his/her team would like to play on. If the winner chooses to serve first, the other captain will choose which side to play on. The teams will switch sides between the first and second games, and the other team will serve first. Between the second and third games, there will be another coin toss. 3B. THE MATCH: A match is played as a best-of-three game competition. Once a team has won two games, the match is completed. If a third game is needed to decide the winner, it will be decided by the rally scoring method. 1C. WINNING A GAME: Each game is to 15 points. A team must win by 2 points, however, so the game will continue past 15 points until a team is ahead by two. There will be a point cap of 17 points (at which

Aicd Bath (daxie-poo!! ♥)
From the Album When the Kite String Pops Hunter of tears, relative pain Half of this world is dark with the stain The stain of unknowing The dead flower buds, On smiling lips is innocent blood The corpse of your god can only rot and grow cold Now promise me you'll kill me before I get old I hear you on the telephone Moaning my doom A cold woman will kill me in a darkened room Just enough, a heart attack Seal up my black body bag Take me home and hate me, love Bite the hand of our lost love Take your time and take your life Amputate with this dull knife Heaven's meat is on the stick Stir my pain with an ice pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick Pick, pick, pick The chain-saw smile of the mortician shines I still got all my fingers but somewhere I lost my mind I can smell abortion on you I can see through I take the gun out of my mouth and point it at you From the Album When the Kite String Pops The God machine is hungry For individualism and ripe brains

Phantom Psalmz
The Position Appear too flashy...they will gun for youif you try to look that trashy they will run from you.the more you try to hidethe more you'll stand outthe more you want, fighting to havethe more it is you'll do without.All of it is superficial aside from select, intuitive oneswho have done the math crunched the numbers and quality baked

blah blah, blah blah hlah blah, blah, blah blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah. Blah blah, blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah. Let's talk about HAIR! We all have it... well almost all of us. Let's just say we all HAD it once upon a time. Were we ever satistfied with the way it looked? NOOOOOO!!!! We always want something different, something new. I was looking at my hair the other day thinking I was tired of it just hanging there. So, I broke out the hot rollers. A little curl, a little body ya know? Not according to MY hair! It thought it looked just fine... FLAT!! Must have, because 30 minutes, 3 burned fingers and 2 tired arms later it was still just that. So, I started thinking color. Once again something different, something new. So, a trip to Wal-Mart. After another 30 minutes of looking at all the pretty boxes I left. Empty handed. Lord have mercy... how do you choose? First I thought, I'm a blonde, was born that way, must be the way I was meant to be. I'll keep it that

Friends? What A Joke!!!
To all the people out there that post or repost bulletins threatening friend removal, asking for people to remove themselves if they do not repost, or just basically insult people for not reposting. Go f*ck yourselves. If you post it I'll either repost it or I won't. And if you mention any type of removal or insult concerning consider me gone and you forgotten. Thank you and have a wonderful life. LeRoy What is love? the joining of two souls? the meeting of two hearts? a chemical reaction? a hormonal imbalance? a genetic imperative? could it be more than that or could it be less for two people to meet and to like each other the odds alone are monumental are there many lucky enough to experience it? if so, even more than once? is it what we all seek? that one person to make us whole to give us a sense of belonging a fresher look at life Or do we all fool ourselves believing in something so ethereal Or is it our to belong to something more Something that outlasts ti

A Choice
An elderly man walks into a confessional. The following conversation ensues: Man: 'I am 92 years old, have a wonderful wife of 70 years, many children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren. Yesterday, I picked up two college girls, hitch-hiking. We went to a motel, where I had sex with each of them three times.' Priest: 'Are you sorry for your sins?' Man: 'What sins?' Priest: 'What kind of a Catholic are you?' Man: 'I'm Jewish.' Priest: 'Why are you telling me all this?' Man: 'I'm 92 years old ..... I'm telling everybody!' This weekend is a time of remberence. Make sure you take some of it to

Cheep Thrill
you stopped by as if just to flawnt your disappointment in me, you held my hand like you cared again you looked into my eyes like every word was the most important thing I had ever said you told the truth because you remember how the lies felt you did not make me mad you did not break my heart you did not blow my mind you didnot disapoint your vision of what my infected life would be so right that it hurts to say I see it comming the walls I built will crumble the world I love to hide in will vanish and the ashes

My Written Words....
There is nothing worse than the first week of a break up First week of a break up is like the first time you have sex It's akward and borring and we both keep telling each other that we're doing good but it's a lie First week of a break up you're on my mind more than you ever were So I clean everything in my apartment Clean my way in to forgetting But then I find things that I couldn't when we were together Your shirt...your favorite cd...reasons that I liked you Until the room reeks of your influence See I keep wanting to invite you over but love can't live here anymore She might bring her two children jealousy and neglect Those two always run around breaking shit and I can't ever seem to clean up the mess They tend to ruin romantic moments with questions and lies And I can see they're children when I look in to their eyes It's you and I Not sure when we had them but now they live in the next room Always barging in saying they're having nightmares and ca

Wtf?!
Have you ever noticed that the only people who wear jogging suits are well over 200 pounds and obviously never jog…unless a buffet is in sight? Am I Crazy Or… Don’t you get disappointed when you see two cars about to crash into each other, but then at the last second they avoid the collision? There’s a little part of you that feels cheated, isn’t there? What good is Wonder Woman’s invisible plane, when her body is visible when she flies inside it? The best feature of the plane is that anyone on the ground looking up will get an awesome view. Bonus question: How does she find the plane later on?

What Do You Think!!!
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Random/everyone
This photo only needs a rate, you may comment if you'd like to but it's not necessary. I still hate the format of these blogs. Maybe that is why I abandoned the Fu. This was where I chatted up my friends.

My Point Of View
Why do i always feel like im on the outside looking in??????? I will be soon moving into a new 3 bedroom apartment....i need some decorating ideas..im writing this blog now cause i will be stepping out in about an hour or so....i will be back later in the day to respond to comments and such...Ideas welcomed and i will take pics as soon as im moved in...i am PSYCHED about the fireplace and the patio(its small but i have 2...one off the living room and one off the master bedroom....

Keep In Mind
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest blue eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you. Keep in mind we are all ppl no matter

True Life
This one goes out to all my blog readers that always check these out. Please comment once you read to give your opinions. Why is it that when you know things about stuff you get left in the dark most of the time? Well that is how I feel and would honestly like to get answers off of them. Everytime I think I am doing a great job with what ever it is that I am doing, whether it is impressing a girl, studing, working, hanging out with my friends, or ambulance. No matter what I do in the most part goes unnoticed. Sometimes it does get noticed, but then I have people going behind my back talking bad about me or doing something to hurt me. I am willing to bet that if I took a vaction and didn't tell anyone that I was leaving and didn't answer my phone the entire time I was gone people would miss me or think I was doing something bad. I know that a small few of my friends would not stop calling until I answer but some wouldn't even care. I know of those few that do care 2 maybe 3

Remeber 911 & Support Our Troops!
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad.For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter fromhim to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankfulfor not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops.The MarineWe all came together,Both young and oldTo fight for our freedom,To stand and be bold.In the midst of all evil,We stand our ground,And we protect our countryFrom all terror around.Peace and not war,Is what some people say.But I'll give my life,So you can live the American way.I give you the rightTo talk of your peace.To stand in your groups,and protest in our streets.But still I fight on,I don't bitch, I don't whine.I'm just one of the peopleWho is doing your time.I'm harder than nails,Stronger than any machine.I'm the immortal soldier,I'm a U.S. MARINE!So stand in my shoes,And leave from your home.Fight for the people who hate you,With the protests they've shown.Fight for the stranger,Fight for the young.So they all may have,The greatest freedom you've won.Fig

It All Falls Down At Once
you would think i would learn eventually. you would think that somewhere something would have to give and i would be once again centered. but you're wrong i never learn. i do the same shit all the time and then am completely perplexed when i don't get different results. that, ladies and gentlemen, is the definition of insanity. things have been particularily bad lately in my head. nothing seems to make sense anymore and i can't even communicate with my fiance, Kenny properly. i can't tell him what's wrong no matter how much he begs for answers because i, myself, don't know what my problem is. it's all very frustrating. i'm sure it's just as mind numbingly irritating to him as it is to me. and the kicker is i have no idea how to fix it because i don't know what "it" is.. impossible.

Short And Sweet
Dr. Dave and I were discussing the word 'smurf' and what the plural form of it would be. He came up with smurves. LOL good times. A recent blog inspired me to do a little research. I found this website, and I think this paragraph could be reduced to a one lined sentence had they not been so redundant. At any rate, reading it made me chuckle a little. Brown Recluse Spider general information, Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention information, and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information is available here for your review. If you have been searching for Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention or Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment information; you have come to the website of a leading provider of Brown Recluse Spider bite prevention and Brown Recluse Spider bite treatment provider. For anyone who doesn't know, I'm taking two college classes this summer. Last night my English class got our second essay scores, and before going over them individually the professor says, "I've d

About Me
Updated and Edited on March 22, 2010 1. Relationship Status: It's complicated. And that's that truth! I am single but my life is complicated and any relationship that I "might" get involved with would be doubly complicated. It would take a very special man to deal with the life I live, which revolves around 5 kids, 4 of which still live with me...A grand daughter and one on the way, plus their dads who live here with my daughters. Plus I have an ex that floats in and out of the house although he's not doing much in the way of supporting his children either financially or emotinally...And thanks to him and a few that I have met online, I am done trying to believe in love, faith, hope, lasting relationships, esp with someone you meet anywhere on line no matter how close they live and how much likelihood there is that you may be able to meet to see if there is reason to go further...Love exists in the heart not in reality...It is an emotion that cannot be turned off the minute the other

Turn Around Birght Eyes
Good morning to all my family, friends, and fans, I'm writing this blog this morning to ask that all of those of you that are able, to please give blood, this holiday season.By giving blood, you might give another person a chance to live. Blood knows no racial boundries. It knows no socio-economic boundries. I is one of the things that we can give one another, in a time of need, that we can do for ourselves and each other. If you donate(and I hope you do), be sure to eat before you do, so you don't pass out. If Jesus was able to shed his blood for us, don't you think it's only right that we share some, when needed, with each other? Please, give blood. It was a good song then. It's a good song now. Dear Family, Friends, and Fans, I would like to get everyone's input on a subject. If there were a policeman on cherry, and I'm sure there are many, and that person was abusing their power by investigating you and your personal business, would you feel like they had overstepped their

Written By Friends
No matter what happens, No matter what you do, I hope that you will stay the same. I hope you’ll always be you. God made you special, No one can take that away. So when the problems call And the darkness falls, Never forget that someone cares about you. Never forget your dreams; They aren’t as far away, As you might think they seem. Let nothing get you down, And when the times get rough, Simply smile like a circus clown... > Words form beautifully through your fingertips from the mind> > Men envy the gift you have been given, your words easily entrancing a woman> > Never have I thought I could be swayed by someone so kind> > Your spellbinding poetry quickly spews from your mind and enchants me> > How lucky I am to befriend such a poet as you> > For now I see> > Poets like you are so very few These tears fall like acid raindrops As I try to keep my sanity. I sit here, in shock, wondering If there's anyone who would understand me. These tears fall like acid rai

Hope
He slithered in where there was not suppose to be an entrance. He wove a spell of complacence leaving her in an unbreakable trance. She hears him call to her, his words travel clearly through the night. She awaits his orders knowing that only with him can she truly take flight. She does not see the dangers that await her on the other side. It is not love nor is it lust it is simply a feeding for his pride. He does not want nor need her, he only needs himself to be content. She wants him desperately and can not see that her time is being misspent. She will have to fall for the trance to finally be broken. My only hope is that she keeps his cold lifeless heart as her single token. Looking into her eyes is like looking into a mirror that takes me back in time. The same disobediant glare is refected as she begins to immitate and mime. There is nothing I can say to get through to her I know. She will continue down this path until the pain will radiate and begin to show. Then possibly she wi

Energywork
Being able to shield is an important component of any kind of energywork. Shielding keeps your energy in, or as much as you choose to keep in, and keeps stray energy out. For Empaths, this is doubly important. I find I can "program" my shield to let in the energy of certain people or just small amounts of their energy, lol. All I do is tell my shield to let so and so's energy through the shield - and voila! So it is! I am going to assume that anyone reading this has at least some basic idea how to put themselves in a meditative state - quiet their mind! Assuming is probably not a good thing, but meditation techniques will need to be in a separate blog, if I find a need to go in that direction, lol. Now we begin. I quiet my mind. Then I visualize myself standing in the center of a dark forest. I then visualize a ring of white light, almost like flames, surrounding me. (Make sure the flames totally surround you - leave no holes!) Once I have this well visualized, I build a fo

Sexxxxxxx I.q.
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 100% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com VERNA's sexual nickname: "Playboy Bunny" Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hi
Two days ago I found out that our rent is $1024 for the month of march. I don't know how in the hell it is going to get paid cause we don't have the money and that is really pissing me off. I didn't even know that the rent was going to be $1024 anyway. So I am really stressed on what to do cause it looks like i'm going to be the one stuck paying it. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! Ok I am really pissed. Today I created a mum askin girls if they thought I was cute. I even went as far as to put girls only and still some asshole had to still put his two cents into it. Why in the hell would you do that. what is your fuckin problem. I hate assholes who can't follow directions. Ok for the past 3 days I have been in alot of pain. I thought I had just pinched my lower back but that wasn't it. So today I go to a doctor to find out it is a spider bite. It hurts to stand or sit. I can't really play with my kids and I a really pissed about it. The spi

Html Practice
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Desserts
Ingredients: * 1-3/4 cups flour * 1 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 2 cups whole pecan halves * 1 cup butter (no substitutes) * 3/4 cup brown sugar * 2 cups milk chocolate chips Preparation: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large bowl, combine flour and 1 cup brown sugar and mix with fingers. Stir in 1/2 cup melted butter until the mixture looks like cornmeal. Pat evenly into a 13" x 9" baking pan. Sprinkle pecans over crust. In a small saucepan, combine 1 cup butter and 3/4 cup brown sugar. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils for 1 minute, combines, and looks syrupy. Drizzle evenly over the pecans. Bake bars 17-22 minutes until bubbly over entire surface. Remove from oven. Sprinkle immediately with milk chocolate chips and cover with foil to trap heat. Let the chocolate melt for a few minutes, then remove foil and swirl a knife through some of the chips to marble. Don't try to spread the chips over th

Thanks
Hiyas fu its your favorite PhYnE Princess DaYuM...... Today was rather stressful I had haters attacking me ...I know they want to be me but impossible! To much of a good thing and all that *flipz Hair* Fu Life was fairly busy today I had to first wake up and give out my daily rates which seem endless and challenging I have no idea why I should have to rate people they should just flock to my page! I decided to give my points to someone less fortunate and not nearly as wonderful as myself I think it was successful....... I ran 2 bombs today and OH the bomb beggars HELLO....get a grip people you should feel blessed if I grace your page with my presence let alone if I, out of the goodness of my heart, decide to bomb you should certainly be a lil more loving towards me after all it takes an effort to click my mouse over to the bartab a little gratitude would go along way!!! Later in the day I had to gossip with one of my bff's Tann sometimes I have to buy her love with bling but its so w

Me And My Veiws
Not many people can fully grasp the meaning behind that phrase. As simplistic as it is. If you have interest in someone or even claim to be in love with someone, it should show. I do not merely mean from time to time. No, it should be obvious in everything you do. Many people like to throw the "L-word" out, but there actions do not back up their claims. They may not even use the word love, but express great feelings of emotion and attraction instead. Despite what it may be, it is still emotions. Emotions are fine when they are your own. However, when your emotions become intertwined with another's, it takes on a different meaning and transcends to a different level. There is more than just one party involved at this point. So many times here, I get messaged or approached with compliments or someone taking an interest. I do appreciate that very much so. However, when that is the only message or contact you have with me, I have to then chalk it up to a brief encounter. Why is that? W

Ranting And Raving
From hallowed halls, forgotten souls wallow. As death has done with each swallow. History speaks without words, while the peace be perturbed, the ushered, assured that truth be on the side of peace, confide in peace, or do they hide in peace?

Native American
House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. An offering I make. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. Restore my voice for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feelings may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. H

Quotes
Decide right now to make this day a memorable one. Make use of the precious moments now available to you to do something you'll continue to remember and be thankful for, years and years from now. This very day is your opportunity to move life forward in a significant way. Choose to find your enjoyment today in making a real and enduring positive difference. Do you realize how fortunate you are to be able to transform the fleeting hours of this day into something that will continue to add value to the world long after this day is over? Can you see how profoundly fulfilling it will be to live this day in such a way that you can always look back upon it with grateful satisfaction? Just imagine living every day that way. Then, go beyond merely imagining it and start to continually live with a strong and abiding sense of true purpose. The whole universe spreads out in front of you. And anything is possible in this very moment. Make this day a beautiful and memorable one. Then r

Juss Venting
I have been on FU for juss over a year now, and I've met some really, unscrupulous people. People who are mean, not that bright, and frankly some were juss a waste of space. whom do i find the most offencive? the Fu Hore! Right now all the people who show the goodies for bling, and credits r getting pissed. Calm down, ur off the hook, i mean the other hores. with the bling and credit hores, u know where u stand "here's muh bewbs, gimmy some bling/credits. I'm talking about the other ones, the ones that talk it to a whole diff level. From the chatter of the lounges and the prying eyes of the bouncers in sb, to yahoo where they can spin webs that will tie u up as tight as any rope, or cuffs.

Ask Me About Lies And I Will Tell You The Truth..
~ Reverse the conversation, before I go numb. I always ask questions, only to get answers I know will pierce my heart, but I ask away. *Carve the stone for my grave. You can bring me flowers and barry me on Sunday. A day in a half...not too long to be forgotten. Erased from your heart, as if I was never there. A reflection of love, now just a shadow of dispare. Bring me out of this misery, cuz this time it's worse than before. This time I'm in over my head. I'd find a way out if I could find an open door. It's hard to accept forgiveness, when I know it's not what I deserve. I've left a trail of blood, bleeding from a broken heart, a heart that's not my own. My head hangs low. Can't seem to pick up this weary soul. I want to make the right decisions, but most of them turn out wrong. I AM A PRODUCT OF MY OWN MISTAKES! I've been holding on to this regret too long. It's never been so hard to smile. I've aborted my inner child. The man who used to be strong and courageous! So full of

Timm's Poems
My First Love You were the first love of my life The one I wanted for my wife You were such an inspiration Gave me love and dedication You cared for me when I was ill Gave me warmth when I had a chill Forgave me when I pitched a fit And not once did you ever quit When others would have given up You would gladly bring me a cup You were always understanding When I was my most demanding You made me laugh when I was sad You helped calm me when I was mad You washed my clothes and fixed me meals Helped me through so many ordeals To me that really means a lot More than any present you bought You would always answer my knock You were always my solid rock Yet you always had a soft touch You helped me grow and taught me much No one could ever outshine you I always knew your love was true Even when we were miles apart You were always here in my heart I never took you to the prom But I will love you always mom I am not a knight in armour all shining I am closer to

Kelly
I remember when I first started blogging here. I was "new". I started browsing, was impressed at how Fu was NOT the next Myspace. Soon after I found inspiration in a random drive-by here on fu. I don't know if I was just lucky that day but finding the fu "user" Exir changed my whole blogging experience, literally. A new niche in online blogging soon made it into my normal daily routine. I blogged and blogged, re-designed, conformed. After a year I found myself slowly digressing into the blahs of fubar changes". I really believe it did start with the removal of java use. For myself, what made stand apart from the rest was the freedom it offered. In time that freedom was slowly stripped away leaving many long time bloggers here with very little options for self expression. Allthough many found unique ways around these changes, I still believe it was a hard slap to our intelligence to substitute our freedoms of expression with the likes of "widgets" that ap

I'm In An Auction!!
Place a bid on me! I'm in Mish's Auction! Just click on the pic! Wanna own me for a month? Just click on the pic and make a bid! Wanna own your own Shadow Leveler? Just clic on the pic and bid! Make sure to add/fan and rate the Auctioneer! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Linkin Park

Poetry
Gotta love being A.D.H.D!!! laying in bed staring at the ciling while your brain holds u hostage... things u thought were behind u, Come flooding back n ur doing everything in your power to keep from screaming ur head off and having the neighbers call the cops!!! I've already been in one mental asylum I don't need to go back at this time... even tho it was the best vacation I ever had!!! I just can't shake the feeling something is missing!?!?!? Something I am searching for... But then I tell myself it's nothing... No Need to worry myself... But yet it's eatting away at me like... A beaver eats wood!!! My mind won't let it go away... I wanna run my head into a brick wall!!! IDK what to do right now. I am slipping back into the slow and menicing madness!!! Maybe I can just sit here and drool on myself while I slip away!

Manson's Trites
This savage goodbye Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry This Savage Goodbye I know the feeling that my heart is being ripped out shall pass, yes I know that. I know that the more time goes by, the more my heart will let go. But my heart does not know that. All it knows is it's being ripped to pieces. And it reaches out at the slightest chance, that there will be no need of this goodbye. It beats harder at the slimmest glimpse of hope. But this goodbye comes and it tugs and it tugs hard. It is unforgiving, it is relentless. This goodbye is a savage. It knocks at the door waiting for an answer and the heart beats harder. I open the door knowing the pain will come and it does. Shooting pain, unbearable pain. I walk through the door and the searing pain, once the heart has lost hope, cuts deep to the bone. The heart races, fearful like a child lost without the parent. I must keep walking, walking away from this goodbye, never look back for

Thank You
If you see me "Check you out" sometimes, I try to go to everyone's page who are on my friends list when I see you updating stash or pics, etc- just to make sure I have rated your page and fanned you. I am not being creepy & spying LOL :P I have a morph picture in a contest that I would appreciate if you would stop by and leave a few comments on it for me. It wins by the most comments. Here's the link to the pic. http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=814757&albumid=314248&i=1975530909 If I could get a few comments from each of my friends I just might win this thing! You are 90% kinky You are crazy kinky. Do you ever think of anything other than sex? Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Tony's Blog
Am I inferior, superior or neither? It is very common for many people to compare themselves to almost everyone they meet. For many, the first thing people do when they see someone new is to determine where they are categorized in their internal hierarchy. In other words, are they better or I'm better. People will determine whether or not this person is better than one's self or not. An internal hierarchy is different for many people. It all depends on what that individual values the most. For example, if a person values the education level the most, then that person will rate other people based on their level of education. If a person values wealth, then they would rate other people based on their earnings. There can be a hierarchy with popularity, appearance, social status, occupations and so on. You see, people would generally "size-up" another person and determine if this person is inferior or superior in the internal hierarchy of their minds. You see, that's where

2007
of him.. i found out so much shit about him last nite.. it wasnt funny... not did i get one phone call but many... and it was from the same lady.. but she wouldnt give me her name or anything.. i wrote him or should i say text him because he wouldnt answer his phone.. and i told him that he is truley fucked up in the head... and he fucked up a good things here.. and will im done with him. not only did he hurt me.. but it make me think that there is not good men out there.. what the hell.. will that is how the rest of my weekend went.. and he still has this women over there... i feel sorry for her..she will see what he is all about.. he was a good man.. and he never treated me like this... and we were friends for 2 yrs.. 351 more to go people before i can move up to the next level... to please help me out.. i will be postin more pics tommorrow.. so be lookin for them.. and again thanks for ur comments... and helpin me move up... love ya all for it Hey to my special friends out th

My Blog
In the greenest of our valleys By good angels tenanted, Once a fair and stately palace- Radiant palace- reared its head. In the monarch Thought's dominion- It stood there! Never seraph spread a pinion Over fabric half so fair! Banners yellow, glorious, golden, On its roof did float and flow, (This- all this- was in the olden Time long ago,) And every gentle air that dallied, In that sweet day, Along the ramparts plumed and pallid, A winged odor went away. Wanderers in that happy valley, Through two luminous windows, saw Spirits moving musically, To a lute's well-tuned law, Round about a throne where, sitting (Porphyrogene!) In state his glory well-befitting, The ruler of the realm was seen. And all with pearl and ruby glowing Was the fair palace door,

Poetry
Ohh, that look that voice it sings forbidden fruit that's temping me. tarnished curls, secret smiles Jewel blue eyes from tropical Isles You remind me of the Greek philosophers and Roman conquerors I see the lion in you all curled up for a nap. I see all his power and grace how I long to touch your face run my fingers through your mane Purr out your ancient name. I am pain, it is me. I spent my life with blurred vision, see? Blurred vision from unshed tears, Blurred vision from unsaid fears, Blurred vision from the knife, That will take my life, Blurred vision from the gun pull the trigger, BAM!! Done. Blurred vision from the grave. Blurred life that could have been saved i am not yours, you are not mine we are painfully separated for all of time your heart is your own so is your kiss together,apart nothing to miss

In A Giveaway.. Please Help
I am in need of as much help as I can get.. Im about 12k comments short of getting an auto-11s bling.. any rates or comments that I can get would be so very much appreciated.. and please while you are at it.. please go by and Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment the host.. She is a very sweet, caring and kind friend!.. Anyone that has had the opportunity to chat with her will know what Im speaking of.. she goes out of her way for her friends and doesnt think twice about it.. I think she's amazing and an angel here on earth.. Below you will see the pic that is in the giveaway I am in.. please click on it and if possible just rate it and maybe throw in a comment or two if you have time.. any and all rates and comments will be greatly appreciated.. *Also... IF YOU CARE TO HELP ME WITH COMMENTS I AM PAYING 5k FUBUCKS PER 100 COMMENTS.. BUT.. YOU MUST NOTIFY ME (*AND LET ME REPLY TO YOU SO I KNOW*)BEFORE YOU START SO THAT I KNOW YOU ARE HELPING FOR FUBUCKS.. SO PLEASE CLICK ON MY P

This And That!
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Touch Of Asian Style
India and Nepal are perhaps the best example of unity in diversity - different religions, language, customs and culture. There are differences in terms of tradition, lifestyle and fashion amongst the Indian people but the one change that cannot be ignored amidst all is the rising popularity of the Indo western Dresses. With Globalization, conventional ways of putting on salwar kameez and saris gave way to modern trends and styles. With greater number of Indian women from different age groups casting their vote in favor of western apparels, designers are thinking of novel ways to revamp the good old sarees or the traditional salwar kameez. The current trend in Indian fashion is Fusion wear. Western necklines, waistlines, cuts, length and fabrics are now being merged to Indian wear. This union of the east and west has fashioned some truly inimitable looks that are extremely up to date. Not only are they high on style quotient but they are extremely comfortable to wear. The Indo western

Why It Says Justkillme On My Back
The Many Thoughts of HarleyGirl Saturday, April 11, 2009 Just Kill Me - A Tribute Tattoo About a month ago I got a friend request on Myspace from “Just Kill Me”. I was thinking it would end up being another rock band that was out spreading their music around Myspace. Well to my surprise it was a fellow biker named Harley Mike from Colorado. After adding Mike to my friends list I checked out his page and found one of the most amazing tattoos that I’d ever seen. I immediately hit send message and asked Harley Mike if he’d like to share the story about his incredible tattoo. Mike agreed and now I’m sharing it with all of you.Harley Mike Hight has been around motorcycles most of this life. Raised around a 1%er Club, he would help them work on their bikes. As he grew older he was asked to work in a small 1%er Club shop in the Ventura/Sherman Oaks area of California.Mike’s first bike was a ’57 straight leg frame with a

Rosebud's Blog
Just a few days ago I found out that my pelgrant went through so I can get my associates in graphics design. I'm both excited and very nervous to start, I don't have all my college supplies yet but getting there. I'm going to enroll Chrissy in preschool on the same campus so its both daycare and preschool. Chrissy and I both are excited for the 18th to get here. This weekend I'm going to be out of town visting my mother and getting party supplies for her birthday party on the 18th of this month. It falls on a saturday and its going to be out @ the park, so PLEASE pray for nice weather that day. I have alot planned for her. I'm just posting a blog about how I'm doing, which I have just a minor cold nothing serious @ all! I'm going to be mia today and use the day to rest and get better! I have a great husband who's going to take care of me and my daughter so thats why I'm taking advantage of that! Hope everyone has a great day today :) *Hugz to all my friends*

Poetry
Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly and internally It’s all I have and the best I can be A true dear friend There to help her make it in the end Hold Me until i fear no more Hold Me just because Hold Me when i fall Hold Me until i stop crying Hold Me

Stuff
Ok... It's been way too long since I bitched in a blog so heres my latest whine..... Doctors! They suck! I've been really sick with some mystery ailment for sometime. headaches massive fatigue dizzy ... bad enough that I missed 2 months of work and genrally feel like death on a stick so what do I do? Why, go to the doctor of course, because these highly trained medical professionals will surely know what the issue is and fix me right up, right? WRONG!!!!!!!! So I finally get a doc to see me, nice lady an all but then it all starts. She writes me a bunch of perscriptions and says " And I want you to take this stuff for your allergies" Huh? I dont HAVE allergies! I tell her this and she says yes you do. Uh, no ...... I don't. Last time I checked one with allergies either wheezes sneezes coughs and is usually generally misrable. Ok so I'm misrable without the other symptoms..... but ok I'll take the stupid allergy meds ( haven't done SHIT for me. Why? Because I don't blood

Yes It"ssbc
Well I just wanted to tell my LOVE of my life that I am so proud of you. See she just wrote her exam to become a Pet Tech and she got her results back. Any ideas what her final mark was? Well let me say this it was a WHOPPING....99%. She has gotten the highest mark ever at her job> WAY TO BABY I KNEW YOU WOULD DO WELL. LOVE YA BABY Give a Lil Bit was a SUCCESS! Well this weekend I took part in the most incredible show of love and giving. As many of you know I spend a quite a bit of time on Paltalk. I spin is a room called the Reactor. Well this past weekend The Reactor, Klub Oii Oii Oii, Sexcotia, Sex and Candy,ORU closed all our rooms to raise monies for less fortunate kids around the world. We bagan Friday at 12 am and went non stop till Sunday midnight. Paltalk donated a Green Room for the Charity event and I would like to thank Pal for doing that. There were Dj's from the room that spun there hearts out for 72 hrs. Admins that work so hard to keep the event running smoothl

Pain/rejection/loneliness
such an abundance it holds within and many to which it feels akin but why in times when all is felt does it seem to it not enough is dealt? so much is held that's yet unseen but now it remains in the constant -between- the void of neither... the unwanted - nor needed just to be used- tossed and mistreated. will such a wealth than be lost to all- that into the void it should choose to fall... for all its given and not to take should it just sleep and never again... dare to wake. ~Candyce~ when dreams become like the shadows of a dying day- and hopes become like the rain washing fallen tears away- how does one have a feeling of being complete? when the heart becomes like a sieve from all the hurt endured- and the soul becomes like a winter's endless night unfurled- how can one truly feel whole? when feelings become like the air in which you breath- and your eyes become the beholders of what's unseen- - tell me- how can one ever tru

Poetry
Following through There are things everyone says There are things that everyone do Every time I hear your voice I wonder if you follow through I promise I will do better I promise I will care I hear the waiver in your tone And I know you might not follow through The way you touch me is the same And even how you hold my hand How do you expect me to trust When you say you will follow through Your words don’t mean the same to me Nor does the feeling from your heart Because I have been through it all before When I thought you were following through The night is almost over And you say you will be always here But I see you leave my door And I see you following through The way you used to be And the light that used to shine Now my halls are dark and my hand is empty Because you followed through The old paths that you take And the new ones coming up How can you say you want me If I know you wont follow me through Every road is sought with ange

Dotg
I'm no longer welcome. When I tried to add a friend tonight I was told by the CherryTap that I had to have a primary picture set. Whoever created the message implied that because I had chosen to remain anonymous I was somehow not a fit for the site. I won't be adding a primary picture anytime soon s I guess it is only a matter of time before I am expunged. Hope I have not made anyone feel like trash. That's how I feel at the moment. Off to look for another site that respects my wishes. So this really sweet lady visits my page and leave these nice messages. I sent her a sindgle red rose and and a sweet comment. She in turn sends me a weed. Am i missing something? Did I fuck up? Why, when i ma trying my best toi be sweet does she send me weeds? You scored as Foreplay. You most prefer foreplay, which has everything to do with oral sex, teasing, biting, licking, scratching, toe sucking, massage and anything else you can think of just short of full penetration. Though toys may

Things Bout Me
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta - Today is a dreary day that only those in the light will not see.But those of us that are in the shadows of everyday society are able to see. people pretent to be happy to hide true emotions of sadness,depression and others of the like.But me I tend to show what I feel or think but no one notices for they are too busy in there own world to see. But that is the deal in todays society no one ever takes time to see anything! People like me are casted into the shadows like a broken plaything that people cast away. For they think that we are not worth the effort fixing.We are emotionally and mentally scarred from what has happened through out the years. We always try

Songs/poems
Mustard uhh behold Hahahaha A story that I rather not have told Of a mustard mayhem! I’m riding and I'm running in my sleep From mustard man He chases me ‘til the last sunrise And fucks me in his mom’s mini van Mustard man whoa, whoa bow down I must serve you I am on the ground Bowing to your mustard shit Lick your ass at the end of it I will march for you mustard man; ill stay true Wu, Wu when I shit, when I try to run away, mustard man whipped me with his mustard chain, And his mustard seeds pissed in my face And I bleed; Mustard… disease! You think it's hot, but try on theese jeans made of whicker, And they've got horse fleas, Mustard in my dreams. Whoa! Mustard god I’m on my knees bowing for you it’s hot I feel pleasure, won't you please serve me twice tonight I need Wu, Wu Mustard seeds like I set up in my head Jam them with some sugarcane, pleasured so good and I feel the pain Wu Wu mustard makes me cry, I hate it. Suicide I'd rather

On The Road Again
well vacation is over time to go back to work.headed to broken arrow ok. to load for san jose cala.i hope you all have a great holiday and be happy.enjoy the snow talk soon well hello everyone i missed you all been working my ass off whent out to the east coast what a shit hole ...got to spend the weekend in jail there what fun.so now im in elpaso tx.tell morning 2 deliver.i think i whent thru withdraws not being able to talk to you all.so now im sitting here trying to catch up and say thank you to all how left me comments and messages keep up the chat talk to you all soon, well its me ofcourse.it is wow im so bored im in tacoma washington tonight its raining and cold here.nothing going on here.just whanted to show some love to all my friends and family and fans hope you all have a great night

My Poetry
Every waking moment I think about you all the time Dreaming of the day we’re together again I know we’ll do just fine Having you here with me again is a thought that makes me feel so good Our growing relationship feels so right showing each other we care the way we should I promise I will do my best to not make you want to leave every night I realize now how good you are to me I realize now that your love is worth the fight I never again want to be the one causing you any tears I always want to be there for you to ease all your pain and fears You are that special someone in my life I feel so very lucky to have you as my wife she is so amazingly beautiful i just cant touch her enough no longer does she want to be touched and emotionally its tough i took her affections for grantid when she did pour it on so thick back then i returned very little, thinking about it makes me feel sick i now know how she felt when i practically ignored her i hate the way it

Lounge Post
Hello; I am the Gambeler head enforcer for the mystic unicorn and I want to thank you for taking the time and consederation Of visiting our lounge and taking the time to read the lounge blogs, for it is here that you Will find the information of the lounge and its staff aswell as any upcoming events or specile Promotions of the lounge… First of all I would like to take time and ask and encourage you to make comment or give feed Back on your thoughts of our lounge, be it positive or negative they are welcomed and will be replyed And responded to in the same courteous and thoughtful manner and please be truefual for it’s This feed back that will better enable us to create better ways of serveing and making your Next visit plasent for you…. In the same regards as the statement above if you have any complaints or issues with lounge , staff, memebers Or hell even me I would like to hear them and be able to resolve if possible , this lounge was created by me and My s

Nice Dresses
1. Black and White One-shoulder Sheath Mini Hemline Print Prom Dress Under 100http://www.foreverypin.com 2. Black And White Prom Dresses Ideashttp://fashionazz.com 3. 2013 Prom Dress White and Black Sweetheart With Sash and Ruchhttp://www.xdresses.com 4. Best Black And White Prom Dresseshttp://stylewithanna.com 5. BLACK AND WHITE RIBBON RUFFLE ORGANZA PROM GOWN HOMECOMING DRESShttp://www.200shop.com Dress collar styles are many, there are round neck, square neck, V-neck, let's look at the characteristics of the V-neckline dress, which better reflects the beauty and sensuality of women. First, it reflects the collar line of beautiful ladies, but also make people feel very sexy, is a good choice for many ladies, so you are very feminine, it is very fashionable neckline design, it makes ladies look very enchanting very moving. Second, V-neckline dress design is very simple and elegant, but also very sexy, perfect to show your collarbone lines, the back aso has such a shape, but als

Ralph Marston
Even the most pleasurable experience can become dull and unpleasant if it continues on and on with no end. Even the most magnificent surroundings can feel like a prison if you're unable to take a break from them. Life thrives on variety and change. When you keep yourself stuck in a rut, no matter how satisfying that rut may be, it gets old and can be very draining. When you're constantly fighting against change, even if you succeed in keeping things the same you render yourself unable to enjoy them. Because you're always worried that they will not last. When, on the other hand, you accept that change is part of life, you will enable yourself to enjoy and to fully live every moment you're in. You'll also be able to look more confidently and enthusiastically toward the future instead of dreading it. Yes, with change there is risk, yet there is also enormous opportunity. Change gives life richness and meaning, and makes possible all sorts of achievements that no one has yet ev

Hey Everyone!
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Nice Guys Finish Last!!!
U know why I hate relationships, because I'm always afraid something will come along and ruin them. Seems to always happen no matter what I do. It seems as soon as I get to the point of smooth sailing, it all goes wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I'm destined to be alone. It sure seems like it. This is for the ladies, I want to know what U think is clingy. I've asked my female friends and all I can get is the obvious answer of alwyas hovering around and never letting the girl go and have time for herself. Then I asked a few questions like is txting a message every day to a girl clingy? Nothing over the top, just a hey babe how was your day? I've heard yes and no. My friends can't reach a concensus so I thought I'd ask if this is clingy or not? I also wanted to know if calling 2 or 3 times a week was clingly. Again I got a mixed response. I know there are variables like how often U see her ect so it's not clear cut, but in general what are your thoughts? I had a girl once who was

Recipes
I have been making these since I was a kid. Learned this from my mother. If you only learn one recipe from me, this is the one. Super easy to make and once your pan is warm, they pop out super fast. 15 seconds or so. Plus they taste awesome. Easy to male a double batch, or cut everything in 1/3 for a single serving. Feel free to replace the sugar inside with cream cheese or jam. have fun, enjoy. SWEDISH PANCAKES 1 cup flour 3 eggs 1 cup milk 3 tablespoons sugar Pinch of salt Dash of vanilla Mix ingredients together. Pour onto very lightly oiled preheated surface. As soon as the downside gets solid enough, lightly separate from cooking surface. Flip when upside is almost solid. Once other side is cooked, but not brown, remove from heat. Lightly butter and sprinkle sugar on top. Use first side down as presentation side. Flip only ONCE. Makes 2-3 servings. Laap Gai Serves: 6 10 oz minced/ ground chicken 2 oz shallots finely sliced Lettuce leaves 3 t

Watermark
"These eye's will deceive you. They will destroy you. They will take from you your innocence, your pride, and eventually your soul. these eye's do not see what you and I see. Behind these eye's one finds only blackness, the absence of light. These are the eye's of a psychopath." -Dr. Samuel Loomis A moment with nothing "All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, Worn out faces" Az i sit here writing thiz in an underground cyber cafe, with the metro train racing by not 50 feet above my head and the murky bay lapping at the shore only just out of the ring of light eminating from the flickering candlez adourning each of the grubby tablez that make up thiz piratez cave of technological soul searching, a verse from an old 80'z song playz on an unstoppable loop through my head. "Bright and early for the daily races Going nowhere, Going nowhere" A young man with a thick french accent and his friend sit at the next table speaking of l

Brain Damage Poetry
Bullet in my mind, chaos intertwined; running out of time I AM LOST Renegade angels watching my back. Emotions changing so fast that I'm losing track. No way to run from this, no way to hide; from the cesspool of feelings, fouling me up inside. How can I trust? Who can I reach? I'm a one woman island, stranded, on a one man beach. I used to find joy, from the simple things in life. But now I'm fending off confusing, draining strife. I cannot summon words, They are trapped inside my mind. I'm an unsolved mystery, turning heart blind. It does no good to run, no matter what I do. No matter how far I go, THERE'S NO ESCAPE FROM YOU! Embroidered Skies, of shattered lives, the Pandora's box still sits; Reigning supreme as the Lord of Chaos rules his throne. The edge of sanity, disappearing behind surreal curtains, as the daughters of Cassandra are called home. and once I was, and once I was, But now can be no more. To live my

Life
one day u feel like crying.... call me. I dont promise that i will make u laugh, but i can cry with u. If one day u want to run away-- dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask u to stop......but i can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone.....call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call......and there is no anwser.....come fast to see me. Perhaps i need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. you will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to 15 people. if u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u!" People all around you Have to stop and stare Some will even wonder How those scars got there I have bad scars too Except mine a

Fake Posers
I have recently found several people that use fake pics which is not too unusual but some sicko's actually pose with female pics when they are male and vise-versa...thats just stupid...they should have a way to remove these idiots Ok people let's have some fun.and please don't be shy at all, You guy's and gal's can ask me any three questions you want as a comment...But here's the twist I will answer 2 questions right and 1 question a lie and all you have to do is figure out witch is the truth and witch one is the lie....And when you people are done please copy and paste to your blogs so i and others can ask you the quetions...and lets see how far this game will go...Have Fun and Enjoy.. REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me?

Come One Come All
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Playmates
BLING AUCTION! Do you love blings? Do you know what you get out of them? Would you like to have a Bling pack? Have a Limo bling? How much in fu-bucks are you willing to give? You want them?Come and get them! very single playmate is having a bling auction! Shes auction a limo bling and a small bling pack! You want them? Well come and get them! Come and place your bid! Theres soo many points you can get from them! Click on the pictures below to place your bids! You know you want them! Music Video:DON'T CHA (by Pussycat Dolls)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone (repost of original by '~*~sailor saturn~*~fu owned by lonewolf92 & Big Tom~*~' on '2008-08-31 03:55:32') red is for the blood they shed september eleventh two thousend one blue is for the tears we cried when we saw what they had done white well thats for the innocence of all the people lost we

Mama Says
Both family and friendship are important to me. As a person with a big heart, why is it that people tend to take advantage of that? I truly feel that what comes around goes around. I don't wish bad things for others, even if they aren't my friends. People tell me that I need to get a "thicker" skin. To me, that's just changing who I am. I'll always be there for anyone, even more so to a friend. I never expect anything in return. Well, maybe just one thing, their friendship. Good friends are hard to find and when I find them, I will let them know everyday how much I love and appreciate their friendship.

Happy Mothers Day !! :)
I first want to wish all moms, all single dads that take on the role of mom and dad, all grammas, all moms to be and all 2nd moms a Very Happy Mothers Day! Through gods gift and lots of prayers I was given the title of mom almost 9 years ago.

Funnies
"And I Quote" You were born an original - Don't die a copy Dream as if you'll live forever... Live as if you'll die tomorrow A broken heart continues to beat Follow your heart... but take your brain with you Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional Feed your faith and your fears will starve to death I'm old enough to know better, but too young to care Fall seven times, stand up eight times You never lose by loving, you always lose for holding back You don't fail by not succeeding, you fail if you refuse to get back up Listen closely to your enemies, they tell you your faults Always forgive your enemies - they hate that You may regret things you do, but you regret the things you don't more Don't be sad it's over - be happy it began - so don't regret the past - you can't change it When your life flashes before your eyes, make sure you've got plenty to watch "Bunnies" Bunnies are brown, Bunnies are white,

Fruit Basket
I am a Yuki/Tohru fan I know Tohru is Kyo girl but I think she should be with Yuki Beside Yuki a lot nicer then Kyo oh yeah I did not make these pictures ok people that made these pictures are wonderful artist

Movie Trailers & Reviews
I was able to find Andrew Lloyd Webber's classical Rock Opera Jesus Christ Superstar (1973 Version)Too bad it is in small sections and not 1 complete movie. This might not get the same name recognition as Phantom of the Opera, but it is still an Andrew Lloyd Webber's classic Here is the Movie Trailer. Oh BTW: The rest is in my stash, sorry I didn't find them in order. Enjoy, David WolfEagle1499™@ CherryTAP The Trailer to the Spiderman 3 Movie, coming out in 07. Spiderman 3 Trailer - video powered by Metacafe Enjoy, David I found 2 movie Trailers for the movie 300. Too bad it doesn't come out until the end of March. I can't wait to see it. Anyone else want to see it with me?

Charleyrocknroll
you can vote once a week for me in the FAMEGAME contest.. Body: 1. Cut and paste address at the internet ADDRESS line BELOW: www.meermusic.com/fg_greenroom.htm 2. Went on down to Contestant # 13 (Charley) and hit "vote" 3. OUTLOOK express Mail comes up (my computer can't deal with that from my computer) so 4. SO I WENT to my personal MAIL service called on NEW Mess copied the address info@famegamesradio.com 5. On Subject Line I typed: Vote for Charley Drum - Yes I know (cause thatz what it said on the OUTLOOK EXPRESS mail subject line) 6. In the body of the New Message box "content' area you can write a few comments. and apparently they will post them by # 13 at the site listed in #1 '''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''' I have another song to be voted on in group 140Q. please be sure to show that song some love, too..charleyrocknroll, aka charley drumm. MANY THANKS to my friend, SALLY, fo

To All That I Know
Here I am still asking the same things. I post everday on all my freinds pages. I fan all the people I came across on here. Look at how I put up new photos & I go to new people pages and I do so Much on here. Iget gifts for all my friends on here. Happy hour drinks for all. But Still I only get a few Holla Backs. I photo comment and rated your photo 10's. Why don't you all come by my page and rate my photos, my Stashs. Plz rate me!!!!! Fan me!!!!!!! I need the help. I come to your add with all that you ask of me. I an just looking for some of the Love That I put out.. Is that some bad? Can you help me out here? Hey all that is going to read this. I got something on my mind and wanted to talk about it. Not that I think it is going to do any good. Just wanted to get it all out. Sometimes it is better to think this way for me. OK where do I start? I have a friend that need some money. I had money so I guessed that I could help her out.She told me that she was going

Playground Events
Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Blu Eyes~Club Far~Shadow Levelers~@ fubar EXTRA!!!! EXTRA!!!! FUBARS MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELLORETTE IS UP FOR GRABS. You heard me correctly fella's, she is willing to Fu-Marry YOU. But, there are a few hoops you gotta jump thru. FIRST: Send your picture to Southern Stunna or JadedOne. (Pictures below) Southern Stunna ? Co-Owner & DJ @ The Playground ? FU-ANGEL ?

Just Me
It sometimes amazes me how looks seem to matter to so many people. What does that really say about a person ? What do looks say about anybody ? Perhaps you have good genetics, or know how to make the most of what you have seems like in this world Beauty will get you further. I love to watch the girl that is pencil thin that says omg I'm so fat. Whats that say about people of normal size ? Or the person that constantly says oh Im so ugly I sometimes want to say Yes you are! I mean when do we look past beauty at someone's accomplishments? Understandably people are attracted to beauty or good looking people. I have met many a man who were so handsome but seemed so ugly to me. Their attitude their "cockiness"

Do I Really Want To Fuck
Probably not. I've only come across one person in the last several decades whom I really and truly wanted/want to fuck but she has no interest in me. So generally the whole process, especially Heterosexually, seems like cock torture. Metaphorically or otherwise, take off your underwear put your stiffest blue jeans on and dry hump me until you cum. Don't rub my face unless you shave your facial skin off and don't fucking touch me. Better yet do the same thing on the floor. Christ no wonder people in porn look so pissed off. The guy is humping his stiff blue jeans and the bitch being paid to be so close is pissed because it's too fucking close!!No matter how close, you're awlays aloneButt my background regarding this unfortunate predickament is addressed in my other blogs (see The Biology of It ). I just don't have any luck with my cock.But I do occasionally have that sense, that if a young woman with long beautiful legs, would let me fuck her in my back yard, on a hot summer night, stan

Sick And Twisted
o i fineit funny as hell that u think about not tryin to hurt the one u leave but yet i find that u end up hurting them. but yet u try not to say somthing dumb but that take wat as the other way around. oh well life goes on. Even thought u didnt know that it might hurt them. that way. But on the real im still opissed off cause of wat i was told that caused the whole mess in the frist place. Now but urself im my shoes. Ok whay would u do if one of ur ex's calll u out of the blue and tell u that its ur dault that they cheated on u. then found themself pregnant or got someone pregnant. Then they lost or the person they got knocked up lost the kid or kids they was goin to have. But u didnt cause anything to happen like that. and u know dam well that u wasnt around them at the time it happen. but any damn way life goes on. im tried of a lot of things right bout now, im tryin to got my life the way it should be. and then fate throws u a monkey wrench at u over and over. Youi try to deal wit

Kittie Stuff
Hiya Kitties & Future Kitties, as of the 26th of September 08 these are our Guidelines & Requirements we need to follow as Kitties, This is a Strictly a No drama zone, Any problems or concerns please speak to Myself. Please make a Salute with your nickname & “Member of the Sinful Kitties” on it then upload so we can rip to the Kitties Homepage Please Add the Kitties Homepage & Dani to your family. Please ensure this is the only group you belong to. Add ~Member of The Sinful Kitties~ to your Fubar name. Members must have a verified salute & a minimum of 5 pictures of themselves. Thankyou for reading X Dani heys kitties its Hazel (Lisa) Since Dani has been gone the froup kinda died. so im trying to keep it goning if any of you have ideas ill be happy to hear it. and yes i did delete the lounge again but if thats what going to keep us together then ill open it again if that what you all think i should do. and like like i said we will have surtain days or nights

A Poem Wrote For Me
I have had my head turned, its not like I have never been burned. But your eyes captivate my mind, you can be so very gentle and kind. When the mood strikes you for some awesome sex, upon my head you put that wonderful hex. Your beauty is a sensuous sight to see, and many a men would like to be me. Be that as it may, my will has been taken by you and my soul cries out for your touch and it is always new. So here we are standing oh so close, of you I can not get a big enough dose. I am a very lucky man for sure, for your caress there is nothing I would not endure. Our togetherness is something to see...

I Love John Deere
im back finally but im movin soon so yea i missed being on here but im back im so happy im moving to cali soon yay!!! thats so awesome im so happy for the last 3 nights ive gotten to talk to corey and thats awesome he makes me so happy!!!

The Midget
.. Everyone concentrates on the problems we're having in this country lately; illegal immigration, hurricane recovery, wild animals attacking humans in Florida. Not me. I concentrate on solutions to problems. The result is a win-win-win situation: + Dig a moat the length of the Mexican border + Use the dirt to raise the levees in New Orleans + Put the Florida alligators in the moat. Any other problems you would like for me to solve today???? This picture was taken by a Lifeflight helicopter flying over Lake Istapoka, (For those of you who are not local, Lake Istapoka is near Sebring, Fl.) That has to be a HUGE gator to have a whole deer in its mouth! Are you ready to go fishing on Lake Istapoka ?! If you ski -- try not to fall. Date: Mon, 1 Aug, 2006 06:14:24 -0500 The alligator was found between Lake Istapoka and Pinedale estates... near a house , Game Wardens were forced to shoot the alligator- guess he wouldn't c

Lock N Load
Dude, the cops will never smell it Mon Jan 7, 5:11 PM ET Lakehurst police didn't have to go far to make a marijuana arrest. An officer heading home early Saturday smelled pot burning in the police station parking lot. Authorities said Sergeant Ronald Heinzman asked some other officers to take a whiff. Police said they heard a conversation centered on the irony of smoking pot next to the station from a home separated from the parking lot by a chain-link fence. Police knocked on the door and arrested Benjamin Gordon, 18, of Farmville, Va. ___ Information from: Asbury Park Press, http://www.app.com I just need to get this out there because it has bugged me ever since I decided to put myself back out there in the dating world again. I think this is why I took a long vacation from it in the first place. What is up with guys these days? When do guys grow up to be gentlemen? I didn't know I was still in the teenage world of dating. Why assume that if you take a girl ou

More Poetry
Depression isn't obvious but suicide is. My pain nobody sees. My my mangled body they shall see. My head was all but a mess. Depression overtaking me. Suicide was to be my bid for freedom. Becuase deppression isn't obvious but suicide is. Depression is never obvious even when its staring them in the face. But now suicide will be obvious how can it not? Now my life is too much to bear. Suicide I shall commit. Now its obvious but its all too late. thoughts of u in my head thoughts of u lying dead thoughts of u with out a head thoughts of u lying dead lying dead on the floor with out ur head with blood and goor thoughts of u lying dead are always running threw my head A son is hated, driven insane. The schizophreniac became more withdrawn into his life. His mother monitored the strife. He needed love that was not there. The schizophreniac despaired. The hatred penetrated all. The hatred scaled his mental wall. But years ahead when mother died, the schi

The Realm
AngelYou are so precious to meYou give me a reason for livingAnd a sense of hopeAs the dark days approachThoughts of you keep me saneI have drifted through timeI have lost my wayBut the stars always guide me back to youMy love, hold my handUnderstand that I love youAnd I will never let you goWe will live for eternityThrough our children and in the memories of friendsOur love is an unbreakable bondBuilt on sound foundationsAnd forged through centuries of timeThe gods looks over us and protects usIn this ever aging world of oursI think of you and feel comfortedWe once lived in parallel worldsYet destined to meet and be as oneI am a memory in the collection of timeAnd you are all I have leftYou own my heartMy soulForever and always your loveYour GuardianYour Daemon~Dyzan - May 31st, 2011 http://www.thechurchofgoogle.org/forum/showthread.php?t=1616&page=4 Post #38: First off let me say, your religion has never been "quiet". Not once in your 2000 years of oppression (yes that's right I sa

Sex Survey
Struggles i know we've all had our share.Mine have been to many and i've done my best to overcome then.My biggest struggle right now is not having my youngest children with me .I find the holidays very hard but i put a smile on my face and make the best of it.So if i'm a lil

Reflections 2
I've learned in the first 40 years that good girls always finish last..(sounds familiar huh guys??) I've learned that no matter how good your soul is... You're judged by the outside... Because outside beauty never fades right? Unless you marry a plastic surgeon and that doesn't even count.. And you can love someone with every ounce of love in your being and they never see what they had until you've been crushed into a million pieces; that while millions of miles or less than 10 separate you from the one YOU love... If they don't feel the same they will always find ways to make up reasons why not. And there is nothing you can ever do to overcome the power of fear. Ive learned that carrying your heart on your sleeve isn't necessarily a bad thing as long as you remember to keep the string on tight in case you need to pull it back in.. I've learned that I have so much still to learn from my children.. Mainly to never give up on a dream because odds can be beat. We forget that pa

Poems
across the miles i send you my smile may it brightens your day and lightens up your night across the miles i forward this hug to you may it warm your heart and reminds you that you're special across the miles i blow my kisses away may they release your weariness away and you know that you are loved across the miles i hope and pray that the time and distance will be ours some how, some day and when it comes i cross my fingers that we won't be seperated by miles anymore Like Me As I Am Friendly, Shy, Not very talkative... This is me. Like me as I am. If you don`t, I can guarantee, You won`t find anybody else like me. All I`m trying to give you is a friend, A friend in me, The one who you can talk to, Tell your secrets to, And a shoulder to cry on. Remember, you won`t find anybody else like me Why do we live in such a world Where beauty means everything? Where you have to be skinny and thin To make friends or be nothing Where you must have

Erotic Write
As she laid lonely in her tub The soft soapy water refreshes Her stressed out body The water soothed but a man would relieve, The unsatiable power of desire that controlled her As the years have past, she feels an incredible desire to be wanted, to be touched, to be loved. As she closes her eyes to let the bath soak in, she feels strong warm hands caress her face, Slowly moving down to the fullness of her breast. Warm lips meet hers, and tongues begin to dance. She begins to feel an aching in her body As his hands tingles down her stomach to the inner part of her thighs. Her clit becomes hard and throbbing. As his tongue circles softly on her neck His tonges caresses her nipples as his hand gently rubs her swollen treasure. She lets out a soft moan, as by now he rubs lightly enough to tease her clit, causing her head to move back wards, then soft moans escapes her. He takes her by the hand and moves towards the bed. TO BE CONTINUED Burning Desire Burning des

Treehuhugger
Looking for any NSFW pics,,,, gimme wot you got hehe ;) Other than me being a complete *rse and not doing the link to my last blogg, I am on the tap again asking all of my fu-bro's and fu-sis's to help level a fu-babe to become an IDOL!!! As always, if you do this for her and help me you will have a friend for when you call on me!!!! Thanx guys,,, I love yas!!!! Angel.Baby... ~W.I.S.E U.K Friends~ member... I am an angel... the horns are just there to keep the@ fubar You all now have the chance of joining the best HEAVY lounge on fubar,, click on the link and try us,,, IF YOU THINK YOUR HARD ENOUGH!!!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=59346#

Show These Peeps Mad Luv!
Its about that time! You know, the time that comes around every year for EVERYBODY...its BIRTHDAY TIME! Our very own sexi smexi FU, Confidence, is celebrating her birthday on Monday and we need to make this a very SPECIAL birthday for her! Everybody knows my girl LOVES bling, so bling, bling, bling her like CRAZY...I'm talking jets, flying monkeys, Elmos, even bling packs galore! She is always doing so much for everybody so lets go and shower her with birthday luv! BLING HER, GIFT HER, TICKER HER, BLAST HER, I'm even talking about HAPPY HOUR her...she is worth it ALL! ~*~Çðñ£ïÐêñ¢ê ï§ whå† måkê§ mê §êx¥~*~Owner Of LÏVÏÑ ÐÃ Ð®∃ÃM Always ~N~ 4ever**@ fubar Brought to you by ME :D The Baddest MILF®~ Wifey to Fornicates™@ fubar

Fallen Heroes
F) Airman 1st Class Raymond Losano, age 24, died April 25, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. David Leroy Loyd, age 44, died August 5, 2003 (A) Capt. Robert Lawrence Lucero, age 34, died September 25, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Gregory Edward Macdonald, age 29, died June 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Vorn Jimmy Mack, age 19, died August 24, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Joseph Basil Maglione, age 22, died April 1, 2003 (A) Spc. William Joseph Maher, III age 35, died July 28, 2003 (F) Master Sgt. Michael Harry Maltz, age 42, died March 23, 2003 (A) Pfc. Pablo Manzano, age 19, died August 25, 2003 (M) Cpl. Douglas Jose Marencoreyes, age 28, died May 18, 2003 (A) Sgt.1st Class John Winston Marshall, age 50, died April 8, 2003 (A) Staff Sgt. Francisco Martinez, age 28, died November 4, 2003 (M) Lance Cpl. Francisco Abraham Martinezflores, age 21, died March 25, 2003 (A) Chief Warrant Ofc. Johnny Villareal Mata, age 35, died March 23, 2003 (M) Staff Sgt. Donald Charles May, Jr. age 31, died March 25, 2003 (A) Pfc. Jose

#1
2 spend forever with you I give you my heart mind, body and soul. I give you my love for you make me whole. I give you this promise the promise to try, I give you each breath and the tears I cry. I give you my past my future and now, I give you my thoughts my hope and this vow. To give you my voice, and the music I sing, I give you forever, I give you this ring. I give you my world, all the pain and strife, I give you my hand learn to share my life. I give you this kiss and these words I say, "I'll cherish you always as of this day." I give you my faith that these words are true, for today, I swear, to spend my forever with you. Always & ForeverI was surrounded by darkness until one fateful dayA beautiful light sought me out, found me all alone with walls built high to protect meShe found a way into my fortress of solitudeHer Light swirled around me, bathing my soul in her warmthShe refused to leave me when I protested I was not worth her time, I was broken, I was unworthy of her love

Quotes
we talked, We walked,for a Moment in Time.You passed through my life that day and left your mark.You may never pass my way again,Or you may stay for a lifetime.No matter what,I want to say thank you for the impression you made that will stay with me for eternity.I enjoyed the walk, I enjoyed the talk.I am blessed for that moment in time.The first time I saw you I knew you would affect my life, though your role I did not know.I asked myself, "Why is he alone? Why does he sit so quiet, all alone? Is he sad?Is he glad to be alone? Is he alone? Is he lonely? "There is so much I want to know.I asked myself, "Why him? When so many people pass through my life each day,why him? "What attracts me to you? What makes me want to know more? I want to know.Even if my questions are never answered, There is one thing I want you to know.I have been blessed by the effect you had on me in thatMoment in Time. Lose weight. Get a job

Ummm Yea!
LILY ALLEN LYRICS "Not Big" Now listen I think you and me have come to the end of our time, What d'you want some kind of reaction? Well, OK, that's fine, Alright, how would it make you feel if I said you that you never ever made me come? In the year and a half that we spent together, Yeah, I never really had much fun. All those times that I said I was sober, Well I'm afraid I lied, I'd be lying next to you, you next to me, All the while I was high as a kite. I could see it in your face when you give it to me gently, Yeah, you really must think you're great, Let's see how you feel in a couple of weeks, When I work my way through your mates. [Chorus:] I never wanted it to end up this way, You've only got yourself to blame, I'm gonna tell them that you're rubbish in bed now And that you're small in the game. I saw you thought this was gonna be easy, Well, you're out of luck. Yeah, let's rewind, let's turn back time to when you couldn't get it up, You know

Random Song Lyrics
Check, check, check check... out my melody Special You think you're special You do I can see it in your eyes I can see it when you laugh at me Look down on me You walk around on me Just one more fight About your leadership And I will straight up Leave your shit Cause I've had enough of this And now I'm pissed Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight About a lot of things And I will give up everything To be on my own again Free again Yeah This time I'm 'a let it all come out This time I'm 'a stand up and shout I'm 'a do things my way It's my way My way, or the highway Some day you'll see things my way Cause you never know Where, you never know Where you're gonna go Check out, check check... out my melody Just one more fight And I'll be history Yes I will straight up Leave your s

Kate
It always amazes me how a simple change in scenery and a move helps one's stress level. I am allot happier now that i have moved in with my bf. We started online then moved in with each other. Things are working real good for us as Todd has made me very happy and has balanced me out I am very happy to be back in the family. I spoke with my sister tonight and she never wished me happy birthday just kind of has me down in the dumps.

Other Stuff
The site made it where we can Re rate all our friends... My issue is that my Vip runs out in a few days and there is no way I can re rate everyone an 11 before that happens... I've had a VIP for over a year and there are some personal reasons why I can't renew my VIP, like feeding my kids. So please don't take offense if I rate you a 10. If I had the ability to rate everyone an 11 I would. Thanks for understanding judy Blasts, Blings Tickers & Things... We all seem to want these things yet sometimes they seem very unattainable... So how about an easy way to earn maybe not all of them but some of them... Join an Add, Fan, and Rate train that pays you back... The idea running through my mind is that a few of us start a train and as new people join they give the little gifts... Happy hours are expensive and with the economy the way it is well I'm a single mom and can't afford 1 for myself let alone to give as a gift for someone else... yet there are

Baby Don't Cry..
So today i went swimming twice. chilled by the pool with my roomates and some freinds. I heard this girl talking about this guy she i seein. and how he has been a "dickhead' and/or.. so i ask her " do you think that you feeling like this against him, and you knowing he's not here with you to make you feel good and make each other happy by being together is a positive way to be if you both really like each other?" Now i got silence for a few seconds, and then after that silence she walksaway and calls this guy and tlks to him for an hour. Now, i'm kind of curious as to what transpired, but it's nne of my business and im glad that im not in a relationship like that. Two people should enjoy being together. I myself wish i had someone to love again. to know that person, came to where you are at to see you is a remarkable feeling. and to be able to hold someone in front of all your homies and say, "this is mine". I guess in a way im trying to look for love. and another part of me doesnt wan

My Glob (blog Spelled Backwards)
I am reposting a blog my husband wrote. it is currently posted on his myspace and he has yet to post it here on fubar, so I will. We are all in school this semester. Betsy is in school with me at ECSU for her General Requirements. I am back in classes for Biology, CHemistry, and Calculus. Gwen has her prereqs for her Nursing school. The kids are back in school, and enjoying it. All but one, Tim seems to have some issues with behavioural issues. But after the events of this summer I can understand. I was recently asked to describe this family in a short statement. A short phrase if you will. The one I chose was that "we are a wolf pack" Each one of us an individual, yet together a formidable and cunning force. I keep seeing guys that come in this house, and they run squealing back to their own homes. I noticed at issue is my "alpha male" status finally when the girls pointed it out at a small town in Oregon. I noticed I did not have to move for others while walking down the stre

A Hot Lady Lol
MAKING HIGH ALCOHOL WINES One of the advantages of making your own wines at home is that you get to make it the way YOU want it. And controlling the alcohol level is no exception. While we have many customers who like their wines at about 8 to 10 percent alcohol, we have just as many, if not more, who prefer their wines with higher alcohol levels, 13% and higher. Here is some information to help put your fermentations into high gear for achieving maximum alcohol. -Being Realistic First of all, when making a high alcohol wine, you have to resign yourself to the fact that you are fighting an uphill battle. This is because wine yeast has been bred for decades to produce wines that are 10 to 13 percent alcohol, just like the wines you'll find at the store. So when you attempt to make wines that are beyond 13%, you must understand that it is necessary to nurture the fermentation along. You must also have a realistic view of how much alcohol you

Axioms Of Omnipotent
In the interest of all fubar surfers and all web surfers, in general, I hereby demand that one of you techy nerdy folks find a way to make thumbnail pictures clearer. Last night a friend of mine, here, had accidentally clicked himself right into the profile of some drunken, worn out, old lady that I am sure he would have rather not seen. Today, and on many occasions, I found myself looking at at abomination of a so called man because of what the damn thumbnail picture looked like. Therefore, I must protest the quality of thumbnail pictures and refuse to be held responsible for entering the profiles of the uglies and not leaving ratings and/or comments. Note: If you techy nerdy people already have a way of doing this; I suggest you deploy the troops and get crack-a-lacking. Note II: I abhor morph pictures. For those of you who have them: You are not a fucking celebrity. You are not a fucking eagle, horse, dog, cat, or god damn unicorn. You are not a porn queen. Okay, may

News From The Free Speech Coalition
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 22, June 8, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. Max Hardcore Indicted on Federal Obscenity Charges CHATSWORTH, CA - The Department of Justice indicted adult producer/director Max Hardcore on federal obscenity charges filed last week in Tampa, Florida. According to AVN, the ten-count indictment charges Hardcore with "transporting obscene matter via mail and computer." The indictment states that Hardcore "knowingly used an interactive computer service [...] in and affecting interstate commerce for the purpose of selling and distributing

Poetry (ghetto Style)
If only I could hear her voice one more time.See her smile, her beautiful eyes.If only I could hug her again.And tell her that she meant more than I said.I miss her dearly,But now she's gone.With the angels above,

Random Stuff
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. okay here goes ....... 1. I sometimes snort when I laugh hehe. 2. I sometimes pick my teeth with my earing. yuck! 3. I have a crazy hamster that likes to stare people out. 4. I have roughly 25 pets including rats, scorpions, centipedes, tarantulas, hamster, goldfish etc. 5. I drink too much vodka on a regular basis. 6. I smoke 20 cigs per day. 7. I have more gay friends than straight. 8. I stalk Justin on a regular basis. (In fact am doing it now) :-P 9 I have a thing about eyebrows its what I find most physically attractive in

Inside My Mind
Ok so I was talking to one of my best friends the other day and some how the subject got turned to oral sex and he mentioned that he wasn't a big fan of recieving a blowjob. I'll repeat that, in case you missed it. HE DOESN'T LIKE BLOWJOBS!!!! I was shocked I just had to ask him why the hell he didnt enjoy them and he replied with it is great at first but he never seems to be able to get off and then went into more detail: It starts out like whoa she's sucking me off, cool, this feels great, but after a few minutes he gets bored, like he is just laying there and she is out of reach and he has nothing to entertain himself with during this time. I was in awe really. I was wondering who in the hell has he let go down on him? Was she really that bad that he was able to think about not being "entertained"? Just from personal experiance I can recall many times where my "parts" were in positions that would allow a guy to entertain himself. Examples: on the bed, beside him on y

Funny Stuff!
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer it will go to India . If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala . If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan . If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan... and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, cigarettes, whiskey, and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the US. Well one day Harry the eagle waited at the nest for Mary, his darling of 10 glorious years. After a while when she didn't return he went looking and found her. She had been shot. Dead! Harry was devastated, but after about six minutes of mourning he decided that he must get himse

Courage
The room spun in a chaotic desperation, even the sober were sickened by the slow motion strobe light effect. amongst the shadows a small child hid, clinging to the security blanket the darkness offered. Mumbling words the child rocked back and forth, her tiny hands balled tightly and pressed agasint her face. not even tightly clenched eyes could keep the tears from rolling down her face. Just outside the shadows a "grown woman" laughed, flirting with her eyes she flipped her hair, and tossed another shot back. It burned the back of her throat and she silently blamed that for the tears in her eyes. the strobe effect was becoming brighter, causing her to laugh louder. shot after shot she tried to forget what she could never remember to begin with. The room pressed agasint the childs throat she seperated her lips, threw back her head felt the burn of the shot, and screamed. The room seemed to pulsate as the scream grew in volume. But the rooms contents went unbothered, the shots ke

Revere Ware Cookware
My choice online fearless to attempt is WoW (Domain of Warcraft) and that is why I am authorship this squat WoW cookery direct article. I am feat to conduct you a instrument overview of the cookery acquisition in Revere Ware Cookware fearless WoW. When I say WoW I am referring to the MMORPG Humanity of Warcraft and that is how I gift be referring it through out this article.OK the archetypal situation you instrument hold to do to turn preparation in WoW is to jaunt a preparation simulator to see the skill. Most of the leading cities in the occupation know cookery trainers and you can get directions to them by asking a guard in the city. Once you conceive the simulator you testament deprivation to study the beginner preparation science and all the recipes you can study at the present. You leave also requisite to larn the skill to create a dismiss so you can cook fair active any where you deprivation. This can arrive in accessible if you are out agriculture instrument Revere Ware Cookwar

My Peoms
I -----SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special, I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know-I get a little each month, but not enough to live on.” II -----LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." "My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "It wakes me up!" III -----QUIET SEX Tired of a lifeless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She looked at him casually and replied, ”You're never home!" IV -----CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his ma

I Walk Alone The Bvde Of Broken Dreams
What happens though when even talking gets nowhere?..Can you learn to live with being always unsure?..At what point do you give up?..It takes two to recognise and two to be strong, two to say sorry and two to let each other love the other..A beautiful song ..enjoy Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com I love the music of Sara McLachlin...this song brings back memories of a past time. What is a memory?..you know..whilst somebody lives in our memory..they are not dead..merely around the corner. I refuse to tell anybody I will not remember themmfor to me that is like wishing them dead..and I have not that right ...enjoy the song..and its message..live life..don't let it pass you by... Music Video:I WILL REMEMBER YOU (by Sarah McLachlan)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com how often have we thought and felt like the words below...may your feelings and thoughts not turn on themselves as mine did for a while..God Bless On Thoughts of Love As the stream gaily tu

My Closet...(content Personal)
Now this is a game I would be interested in playing..so I shall make the rules simple. I have entered a contest...I think everyone I know will enjoy...even the ladies...and if some of my lady friends are in it..so much the better :p I won't give out my ID# as it spoils the fun of the anonymity...but if you do guess which rack belongs to me...you will need the ID#...I shall make you a gift. Requirements to play are simple..you need to visit this page belonging to the host Cannibal ~ Rockin Rack Contestants Needed@ fubar you will have to request an add to see the pictures (do rate her as she is pretty darn cool for hosting this contest) and you have to enjoy the racks that are entered...mine are there so if you identify them or believe you have...send me a private message with the correct ID# and I will let you know if you are correct. This game shall be fun because not many have ever seen them fully exposed :P The tease i am loves to keep them covered..have fun my

Hiphop
he Notorious B.I.G. (aka Biggie Smalls) was born Chris Wallace in Brooklyn, NY. In his youth, Biggie spent nine months in prison for selling crack after dropping out of high school. Legal problems (with assaults, drugs, and weapons charges) continued into his emergence as a successful rapper until his death at age 24 in 1997. Biggie's success in music began when his demo made it to the desk of Uptown Records and eventually Sean Combs (aka Puff Daddy) who took Biggie with him to Bad Boy Records. Biggie's notoriety started when he contributed a remix to Mary J. Blige's LP, What's The 411? and a track on the Who's The Man? soundtrack. August 1994: Biggie topped the Billboard Hot Dance Music Maxi-Singles Sales chart for a week with "Juicy." September 1994: Biggie's debut release, Ready To Die, was released and established Biggie as a rapping force in the industry. The Notorious B.I.G. hit the Top 40 with "Juicy / Unbelievable." November 1994: The single "Juicy / Unbelievable" was

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Change your photo albums ALL to FRIENDS ONLY (edit album... album options) Each photo showing when you view your profile has an X in the corner you can see by hovering... click the X to remove it If more photos from your Default album load, click those X's until you don't have anymore showing You can go back & open your albums to everyone after you close the page .. this will help for bombing by non-friends

Informational
Creating a Skin Note: Photobucket is doing something weird that causes backgrounds uploaded there recently to not work in a new skin (existing skins seem to work just fine). Try using ImageShack or another host instead. These are instructions for creating a CherryTap skin. These aren’t for an advanced user (they probably don’t need ‘em :), but I’d advise that you be reasonably computer-knowledgeable before trying to use them. These instructions assume you know how to do things like pick colors on a chart, copy and paste, etc., can follow basic computer documentation, and aren’t intimidated by monkeying with code. Keep in mind that skins, as well as music videos, music, graphics, etc. WILL SLOW DOWN YOUR PAGE. So, you may want to pick and choose what you want to clutter your page with. Personally, I have a skin, and music that’s there but is not automatically played upon page load. I avoid lots of graphics because I generally find them annoying clutter on other

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If you work too hard, there is never any time for her.If you don't work enough, you're a good-for-nothing bum.If she has a boring repetitive job with low pay, it's exploitation.If you have a boring repetitive job with low pay, you should get off your butt and find something better.If you get a promotion ahead of her, it's favoritism.If she gets a job ahead of you, it's equal opportunity.If you mention how nice she looks, it's sexual harassment.If you keep quiet, it's male indifference.If you cry, you're a wimp.If you don't, you're insensitive.If you make a decision without consulting her, you're a chauvinist.If she makes a decision without consulting you, she's a liberated woman.If you ask her to do something she doesn't enjoy, that's domination.If she asks you, it's a favor.If you try to keep yourself in shape, you're vain.If you don't, you're a slob.If you buy her flowers, you're after something.If you don't, you're not thoughtful.If you're proud of your achievements, you're an egoti

Life
i am done being made to take the responsibility of others stupidity. not a day goes by i am stuck being left out of the loop of those around me and then when told something at that last minute its my fault for not keeping in touch or asking questions when i am not even included in others thoughts or ideas and what not.

November 2006
here we are and it's already almost half through december. I haven't written a blog in nearly a month and i feel terrible. I haven't been contacting people and the only things i've had time to reply to are messages here. I'm really sorry for all that, but i've been majorly busy with school and stuff.. and a halfway relationship that doesn't even really exist. it's quite great really. but anyways, I thought I would write this to tell everyone that i am still alive and kicking and I will be back as soon as i can Have you ever wandered what life would be like if we didnt have to sleep? If we didnt sleep just think of how good our technology would be, how much more time we would have, and how much more fun we could have. Now dont get me wrong i love to sleep but some nights like to night i just cant calm down so i cant sleep. Have you ever wandered why when you have some thing of signifigant value like a gold wach money,a girlfriend, or a boyfrined that you dont ever relise how much th

Sicktanick - The Lament Configuration
Imagine for a second the affects of a toxinWith widespread panic all around people marchin'In defense of what they serve and protectBut what they serve and protect is full of lies that they disrespectImagine for a second that the people marchin'Were zombies infected with a neurotoxinDeveloped by thoseWho never seemed to opposeThey only seek to have us locked up and treated like animalsThey're hannibals, the political vandalsThe worse kind of people that you have in your scandalsThey're called humans, but I like to call them zombiesLocked inside a world lies their televisions what they watchin'Little do they know the man who stands all up on the buttonIt's just two years as a traitor for our final consumptionWhile the beast is in the sea, he's away in the bayAnd California disappears and we're left in dismayApocalypse year 2012Armageddon approaches because we're all going straight to hellApocalypse year 2012Ain't got no money, that's fine, why, cause you got a soul to sellApocalypse yea

My Kids
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Poetry
There's a tapping on my window seat, a tapping from the outside. the chilling wind blows in, wiping dry my shady tears, which should have left so long ago. i sit here at my window seat, another family in my house, which we built so long ago. Many years have come and gone, and yet i still sit here staring out my window seat. i close my eyes, the old grandfather clock sings, one... two... three... His car pulls into the driveway, four... five... six... the entrance door slams shut, seven... eight... nine... he walks across the room, the same piercing stare on his face. He picks me up from my window seat; across the room i fly. the other family in my house can't see what he will do. it's been sixty years since i could feel the pain, yet it feels like only yesterday. he throws me into the walls over and over, slapping and hitting me again and again. i can feel the warmth of the blood run down my face. across the foom i fly, my head a thump upon my window seat. he walks pass and li

Did You Know This????
"Davis, William C," wrote something to think about. A Little known Black History Fact. This information can also be found in the African American Archives at the Smithsonian Institute. Although not taught in American learning institutions and literature, it is noted in most Black history professional circles and literature, that the origin of the term "picnic" derives from the acts of lynching African -Americans. The word "picnic" is rooted from the whole theme of "Pick A Nigger. This is where individuals would "Pic" a Black Person to lynch and make this into a family gathering. There would be music and a "picnic" "Nic" being the white acronym for nigger.") Scenes of this were depicted in the movie "Rosewood" We should choose to use other words like "Barbecue" or outing instead of the word picnic I do believe that the "N" word falls in the same category The "N" word is a vulgar and derogatory word used in the same malicious manner by slaveowners as the wo

Just A Quiz Or 2 Or 3 Or More....
You are 100% Libra How Libra Are You? Michelle -- [noun]:A dance involving little to no clothing 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Freak in bed test... AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LI

Raps
Have you ever been so pissed that you wanna hit a bitch, slit somebodys throat then throw their body in a ditch, have you ever been so mad you just wanna hit your dad, wanna kill a mother fucker cuz they treated you so bad, Have you ever been so angry you enjoy the rush of pain, that you wanna woop some ass cuz your going infuckinsane, have you ever been so heated that you want a meat cleaver, and start chopping people up until you get defeated. Chorus-Vengeance and destruction, thats how my mind functions, anger and hate, my only two traits 2x- end chorus Have you ever been told that you wont amount to shit, by those faggot ass hater who just wanna see you quit, have you ever been told your a failure at life, you just wanna end it all, wanna go and grab a knife, Have you ever been made fun of, called a loser by your peers, they always think their better cuz their feeding of your fears, have you ever been talked up, just to get shot down, those bitches think their bet

Stuffz
Without a word, he walked forward on the main road, the small town a stone's throws away now. The gate was swung wide open, allowing all in, under the the careful scrutiny of the town guards, all of whom fixed him with a wary gaze, two stepping forth to block his path, their halberds crossing. For a moment, niether spoke, taking him in nervously. He wore the black clothing of the long extinguished inquistors, the witch hunters of old, the lower half of his face hidden behind the high buckled collar. He dipped his wide brimmed hat respectfully to the two guardsmen, a gesture that put both guards ill at ease, epsecially when they spared a glance to the hilt of the khopesh strapped across his back. "What business have you here?" one of the guards asked through his plate helm, his voice gruff, trying to put on the appearance of not being the least intimidated by the stranger. A wry smile crossed his lips, though it was hidden by the collar of his coat, "I'm here on the request of your b

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(LADY'S FILL THIS PART OUT) *ABOUT GUYS:Turns you ON, OFF or DC (Don't Care) Is taller than you:on Wears a grill: off Dresses Gangsta: on/off Dresses Gothic: off Dresses Skater: on Dresses Preppy: on/off Dresses Emo: on Cuts themself: off Has green eyes: on Has blue eyes: dc Has brown eyes:on Has hazel eyes:on Drinks alcohol:dc Wears glasses: dc Smokes cigarettes:dc Smokes weed:dc Plays sports:dc Smiles a lot: on Calls you just to say hi: on Compliments you: on Good dancer: on Wears jewelry: dc Smiles when you walk in the room: on Has curly hair: dc Has straight hair:dc Has brown hair:dc Has black hair:dc Has blonde hair:dc Has red hair:dc Loyal:on Laid back: on Plays guitar: dc Plays drums:on He can draw:on Easily jealous: off Has a tattoo:on Has a lip ring:on Has a tongue piercing:off Nipples pierced:dc Doesn't party:dc Likes to party:dc Wants to party:dc Laughs a lot:on Funny:on Skinny:on Thick:off Honest and open: on Goes to chur

The Big Fight
Ok.......Where to start..... Ole DM.......is now homeless....yep the Ex got me evicted and I have 5 weeks in which to find a place to live AND tell My son's that I have to leave.... Thtas the bad part......now the plus....I have NO non-molestation order against me....and I escaped having to pay her court costs..... Her side had the BALLS to ask that I be evicted with in 2 weeks....very generous of them I guess......NOT!!! I do how ever have one biotch to mkae and that is it amazes me just how someone can deliberatly lie in court after swearing the oath.....and get away with it to try and make me look the bad person... There is one slight smile raising point though....as I can no longer return to the house after Sept 21st....anytime I see my sons......she has to bring them to me.....as I will not ever be allowed anywhere near the house.....count them.!!! Victory's To her...........1 To Me.....now lets see...no order of Non-molestation....thats 1, not having to pa

Children
The angel is curiosity as she ponders the design and function of previously unseen objects. The angel is happiness as she interacts with those around her, bringing joy and laughter to their lives. And at day’s end, the angel is weariness, for she has given of herself much this day, asking little in return. And now the angel sleeps. November 5, 2010SIERRA LEAGUE YOUTH FOOTBALLsemi-final playoff gameFernley v. LassenNumber one ranked Fernley Vaqueros took the field against the fourth ranked Lassen Grizzlies.

Tom's Blog
LEXINGTON, S.C. (AP) - A man fatally shot his friend with a high-powered rifle in a dispute over a $20 bet on the South Carolina-Clemson football game, authorities said Sunday. James Walter Quick, 42, was charged with murder in the shooting of Richard Allen Johnson, 43. Johnson died from a single shot to the chest, according to a preliminary autopsy Sunday. The two had bet $20 on the annual game, with Quick taking South Carolina, which won 31-28, and Johnson taking Clemson, Lexington County Sheriff James Metts said. They drank beer all afternoon and watched the game Saturday at Johnson's home, and began arguing about the bet after the game. Metts said Quick went to his car, got the rifle he normally uses for hunting and fired one shot, hitting Johnson in the chest. Deputies arrested Quick. Quick was being held Sunday in the Lexington County jail, awaiting a bail hearing. The sheriff's department said he did not yet have a lawyer. Everyone wants to help Britney Spears. You could feel

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Lead-in night at the laundry matAnd I'm staring atYou pulling clothes from a dryerAnd I'm wondering how I got here'Cause it seems somehow I keepGetting stuck in the mireI needed this more than I knewAnd I let you down and I said I'm sorryBut the light that falls on my castle wallsAnd my basketballs pelt me with bricksIn my dreamsTonight, well maybeWhat you need, I hope it finds youOh, I mightI might be, well maybeMaybe someday you'll get it rightOh, IIf I could bottle my hopes In a store bought scentThey'd be nutmeg, peachAnd they'd pay the rentAnd I'd ride a horseAnd I'd teach a courseOn how I got to be a star crossed pimpGet up, get up, wellYou ride on back there up thereOh, I might(Gonna live forever boy)I might(Oh, you're a clever boy)Maybe(You know you never said goodnight)Oh, I might And no-one saw the carny go And the weeks flew by Until they moved on the show Leaving his caravan behind It was parked out on the south east ridge And as the company crossed the bridge With the firs

My Iq
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Welcome To My World...can You Handle It?
Your Attitude to Relationships as Shaped by Your Birth Star or Nakshatra Ashwani Ashwani is the first of the 27 Nakshatras or Lunar Mansions and is ruled by the lunar south node, Ketu. Its Western star name is Arietis, and it resides entirely in the sign of Aries. You have a playful and childlike nature which attracts other people like magnet. You can charm others with your boundless spirit and sense of exploration. You bring light, happiness and bliss to everyone you meet. You like to inspire others to explore new horizons. You seem to have the solution for almost any disastrous situations, so people look to you during times of struggle. You are ready to take on the pain of others if it helps them. However, since you lack patience for long-term commitment, you can only be helpful for short bursts of energy over a short period of time. You can take a fearless stand, even if the situation is full of dangers. You can be the master of all kinds of healing, be it physical, psycholo

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200: My middle name is: plain199: I was born in: a hospital room198: I am really: a martian197: My cell phone company is: ripping me off196: My eye color is: hazel green195: My shoe size is: 7194: My ring size is: unknown193: My height is: 5'6’’192: I am allergic to: morons191: My 1st car was: crashed into a Mt side190: My 1st job was: where I met my ex husband189: Last book I read: long and it dragged out188: My bed is: in the bedroom187: My pet: is furry186: My best friend: is a butthead185: My favorite shampoo is: in the shower184: AIM name: is MIA183: Piggy Banks are: supposed to full of coins182: In my pockets: stuff181: On my calendar: days and dates180: Marriage is: a crazy institution179: Sponge Bob can: kiss my ass178: My mom: is the meanest person on Earth177: The last three cd's I bought were: bought a lonnnnnng time ago176: Last YouTube video watched: was in a mumm recently175: How many cousins do you have? 4174: Do you have any siblings: yep173: Are your parent

Poems I Wrote Long Time Ago
I have cryed all my tears you really dont know how much i hurt hear my heart is about to burst from pain you say you love me i say i do to but do u really know what love is you dont have a clue love is something shared by two people like caring and understanding it last from the beginning until the end baby i know you wont beleive me but baby this is tru i will always and forever love you but please dont forget me. this morning when i woke up i never thought yesterday would be the last i saw you but i am here now and so id your family that was always true one word of silence oane word of wisdome and one word of goodbye i hold one hand now my god holds the other you have not died i will always carry on th

Poetry
"Patience will not stand the test of time. It is eating us alive as we breathe. Sparing no soul as it chews us up into nothing." The years I’m keeping So, ever-fleeting By and by Goes my time Ages of freedom Moments so trapped The years I’m keeping Falling off track To learn is to know That these years come and go Leaving only traces And distant faces From the only ages We will never be again Falling through spaces in time Bewilderment in hues of blackened confusion Perplexed eyes staring into a million emotions Searching on a plateau of weariness Unforgotten flashes of endless time Flames scorching a forever torn heart Frozen feeling dancing in the wind Contradiction running on emptiness Gone

Andie's Goodie Box
Hey family and friends and anyone else--new pic submitted for your approval and comments. You will find it in my NSWF album! Have a great Easter! Andie Please please vote for me!!! Hugs and kisses, Andie CHECK OUT MY NEWEST ADDITION TO MY NSFW ALBUM...ARTISTICALLY SPEAKING IT IS VERY...WELL ARTISTIC!

Thank You!!!
Well I just wanted to say goodbye to everyone here on Fubar I will be leaving for training In Mississippi for 2 months then its off to Iraq for another 9 months. I just want to thank all of my friends on here for there support and prayers for me. Well everyone I have finally made it home from a long deployment in Iraq, I have been home for about a month now and trying to readjust to being back in the states. I would like to thank everyone for their support while I was over there. I am now back to work with the Navy its been a weird few weeks getting back into the routin of the Navy but I am getting there. But once again thank you to everyone for your support and please dont stop supporting the troops that are still deployed. Well I would just like to say thank you for everyone that has given me support while being over here in Iraq. Things here are going well just trying to keep busy so that the time will pass. But once again thank you to everyone that supports the troops like my

Save America
You cannot legislate the poor into equality by legislatin the wealthy out of freedom. What one person receives without working for it,another person must work for without receiving. When half of the people realize they do not have to work because the other half is going to take care of them, and when the other half realize it does no good to work because somebody else is going to enjoy the fruits of their labor, that, my dear friend, is the end of any nation. You cannot multiply wealth by dividing it.

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Seven Deadly Sins Survey Wrath Who did you last get angry with? mom What is your weapon of choice? my brain Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? depends How about the same sex? depends Who was the last person who got really angry at you? mom What is your pet peeve? ask me later Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? not to offten but sumtimes i do Sloth What is one thing you're suppose to do daily that you haven't? hmmmm clean house i guess What is the latest you've ever woken up? well ic slept all weekend once or twice when i was younger and worked all week on third shift Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't? hmm no one What is the last lame excuse that you made? i dont want to lol Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through? no How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock this morning? none Gluttony What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of c

Contests
I have decided to set down a few rules for my contests from now on. (Rules may be revised by myself before the start of my next contest) RULES 1. MUST have a salute to enter and vote on all entries (and be at least level 5) 2. MUST add the hostess 3. NO blasters or scripts will be tolerated. If I find out someone has been using them, that contestant will be asked to discontinue cheating...If I do not hear a response or if it continues I will remove the contestant from the contest. 4. ABSOLUTELY NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED 5. NO down rates or harassing will be allowed.If I find that happens I will remove the contestant...If it is not a contestant that is down rateing or harassing...I will find out who the person is bombing and ask that person to tell their friend to stop or they will be removed. 6. I reserve the right to block scripters, cheaters, and any body that harassed either myself or other contestants IF YOU DON'T LIKE MY RULES THEN DON'

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Just Life...
Man Convicted in Flower Girl Murder Case Fatal Drunk-Driving Crash Was Captured on Video By FRANK ELTMAN, AP MINEOLA, N.Y. (Oct. 18) - A jury convicted a man on Tuesday of murder for driving drunk the wrong way on a highway, slamming head-on into a wedding limousine and killing the chauffeur and a 7-year-old flower girl. Prosecutors said Martin Heidgen, 25, drove his pickup truck more than 2 miles on the Long Island highway before ramming head-on into the limousine in July 2005. They contended Heidgen never tried to stop and turned slightly toward the limousine in the seconds before the crash. Heidgen, of Valley Stream, had at least 14 drinks before getting behind the wheel; his blood-alcohol level, 0.28, was more than three times the 0.08 legal limit in New York state, prosecutors said. Kate Flynn and limousine driver Stanley Rabinowitz, 59, were killed. Five other members of the Flynn family were injured. A scream echoed through the courtroom as the murder co

Countess Nessa's Rants....
I have come to the conclusion that the year of 2006 is really a bad year for me and many that I love. Let me start off by tell you all that the year started off wonderful. I started a new job with Citi Financial and then my hubby and sister Hayley had their birthday together that I had made sure that the both of them enjoyed deeply. I spent over 3000 dollars to make this so. Then after the third month with Citi, the accounts that I had set up for my job ended up becoming another’s accounts. I quite my job to go and work for my hubby’s job that set me up with an Account Manager that was from Night mare on elm street, then as I took in a wonderful girl that was accused for something that she didn’t do. The triad that accused this innocent girl of something she didn’t do got her thrown in jail. From that point on, my whole entire life went upside down. My sister ended up moving with these guys to Washington and then she abandoned her daughter and two sons. Now take note, t

Bits & Pieces
INSPIRATION Expand Contract A mother feels a new life beginning to emerge from her womb She breathes In and out, in and out Submitting to a force That will not be denied Until finally The moment of creation Her labor is done They are no longer one She has a new son

State!
tate bound! Israel Potoczny israel@lebanondailyrecord.com Feb 16, 2009 Missouri Class 4? No sweat. Wrestling in the state’s largest class for the first time, Lebanon placed fifth in the 13-team meet and will send its largest class of state qualifiers in 12 seasons to Columbia. Six Yellowjackets qualified for the state tournament at the District 3 meet on Saturday in Jefferson City. Justin Britt (285 pounds), Trevor Byrd (215), Zach Drinkall (189), Austin Brawner (145), Tyler Zimemrman (140) and Kyle Hansen (125) placed in the top four and will compete at the state meet on Thursday in Columbia. “We went to seed meetings thinking we would get three or four (state qualified),” Roark said. “We pulled off six, and we could have had a couple more.” Lebanon last sent as many as six wrestlers to state in 1996. The Yellowjackets had a total of 31 state qualifiers in a four-year span from 1992-1993 to 1995-1996, including nine in 1994, and eight in both 1995 and 1996.

Music
Love Serenade Here's to Barry White, helping people get lucky for over 30 years!!!! Tell me folks which tune you all liked best The Portly Irishman This song is so beautiful Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Inside The Mind Of Yours Truly
The Dream, good job, nice house,car, husband/wife, kids, general prosperity. Everybody wants it, a good handful achieve it. The American dream; instilled in our minds early on in life. Other countries model themselves for it, while others want to destroy it. How did this idea become so highly regarded that some people are willing to do anything to have it? No matter what the cost, some of us try so hard to get to that "American Dream" that they can almost taste it, while in the same breath envy those with it already. So how can a person be upset with another who has that "Dream" or are really close to obtaining it? Envious of where they are and where they are headed. To that question I answer, everybody has a choice no matter how difficult it is, to find a path to thier "American Dream". To be envious of another person's ladder climb to that "Dream" seems in my opinion a little shameful and unfair because you have the choice to get to where you want to be. If you really want somethin

Lc Things That Set Me Crazy
why do people have pics marked private in their default photo album or public view albums, makes no sense or maybe I should start another grouping under THINGS THAT DON'T SURPRISE ME ANYMORE ABOUT THE LC I just learned you can't vote on your own MUMM (and yes it is MUMM despite the spelling on the 'TOPS' line) what kind of crap is that it's not a scientific poll or official election-it's a opinion expressed by a group of people so what does it matter what the results are it's not going to change the world and if someone bases their decision on the results of the MUMM its their own damn business yea maybe I should take a "chill pill" but I'M REALLY GETTING PISSED OFF TONIGHT first the rating limit on pictures and blogs and now this on top of either the browser or server problems over the last couple days this has just put me over the top W T F why the page change and why that format--does anyone like it--too sparse

Endless Love
people i am so sorry i have not felt well at all so please forgive me ok Just Love Me Tonight by Mike Hernandez I want to melt in your arms, As you hold me close and tight. Make all my dreams come true, I want all of you tonight. I want to feel your touch, As I lay here next to you. Feel my passion rise and rise, As you do the things you do. So lay here beside me, It's been way to long. Lets turn out the lights, And turn each other on. I want to cuddle with you, Lay in your arm just right. You're all I'll ever need. Darling, just love me tonight. Holding On To Love by Mike Hernandez The days we spent together, The times we've shared, I forgot what it was like, For you to be near. The smile you put in my face, The silent kiss, Made me remember, That it was you whom I missed. I felt the warmth of your glance, That had once touched my heart, And I swore to my self, That we should never part. This is what will keep us together, Even whe

The Mind Of Amy!
I'm through with standin' in line at clubs I'll never get in It's like the bottom of the ninth and I'm never gonna win this life hasn't turned out quite the way I want it to be (Tell me what you want) I want a brand new house on an episode of Cribs And a bathroom I can play baseball in And a king size tub big enough for ten plus me --(Yea, So what you need)-- I need a credit card that's got no limit And a big black jet with a bedroom in it Gonna join the mile high club At thirty-seven thousand feet --(Been there done that)-- I want a new tour bus full of old guitars My own star on Hollywood Boulevard Somewhere between Cher and James Dean is fine for me (So how you gonna do it?) I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame I'd even cut my hair and change my name [CHORUS] 'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars and Live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just w

Contests
It starts Saturday, September 8th at Noon. Thanks sweetie!! Help me win this for my birthday! LOL It ends on Thursday, 09/20/07 at Noon!!!! If you don't want to/can't bomb, that's fine. Will you please rate it? LOL PRIZES ARE AS FOLLOWS: 1ST place-- CORVETTE 2ND place-- SILVER MOTORCYCLE 3RD place-- DIAMOND RING SELF BOMBING IS ALLOWED AND ENCOURAGED!! COMMENTS COUNT AS 1 POINT AND RATES COUNT AS 20 POINTS!!! IN THE EVENT OF A TIE, THERE WILL BE A 2 DAY PLAY-OFF BETWEEN THE TIED CONTESTANTS!! OK well due to circumstances beyond my control, there was a period of time today that no one was able to bomb the pictures so I have decided to extend the contest. It will now end at 12:00 p.m. (Noon) EST on Friday, August 17th. Come show these people some love already!!!! Esquire - Donna (FuBar WIFE Of ChicaTgurl ~~Lady TxCowGirl) - Chris (jokerLUVSboobs~RECRUITER of P.D.Y~ PANDORA'S PIMP) - Kelbel - Doing88 (name with

Poem
how can someone write about a love when there are no words to explain, its' hard to go each day and not have the person you love to be with you it's hard to be happy knowing you have to wait to see them and when you do you only get a certain ammount of time i cry almost everyday to help ease the pain i feel from missing you and being alone to go to bed and reach for the one you love and they are not there just a space like the distance between us my heart has a cloud over it and when you come around the sun starts to shine through but when i have to say bye again the thunder and rain begin to pour over my heart. my lonely nights will someday end,but right now my pain is great with love you will have hurt,if loveing was always being happy then it wouldn't be love. because you will always miss it when it's gone my tears seem to ease my pain from not having you here to hold. so my eyes grow weary from the fallen tears through my eyes pour the rain from the storm over my

::shattered::
If you don't know what today is then you fuxin suck! kthnx Since I started my new job All but like 2 of my new co-workers have asked me what high school I go to Not to mention at the hotel I'v been asked prolly 10 times how old I am When I ask them how old I look they all say 18 or 19 no older then 20 How old do i look? like seriously without lookin at my profile.. lol I'm gunna like it a lot more when I'm older! I'm just a girl who dreams all day and all night I'm just a girl who wants to smile and mean it I'm just a girl who's been hurt so many times that you can't touch me you can't touch my dreams and you can't touch this smile

Insights And Observations
Socrates said "know thyself" Let us add: "Be thyself" which is much more difficult to do because we often are what others want us to be The way to impress people is not by telling them how wonderful you are If you want to impress people you need to listen to how wonderful they are Give your children more of your presence instead of more presents

My Life
I have like 6000 points to go and new pics to upload. So i'd love it if you guys could help me get onto the next level Thanks in advance. -Mal. Add my bestest friend Erica. Please and thank you. Tell your friends to add her too! I almost said I love you@ CherryTAP some times i wish i could pack my bags & take a train to new york i could rent an apartment where the heat doesn't work the stars dont shine and the hoes stay up late partyin i could bar tend at the run down bar around the corner dance on the tables like coyete ugly & earn tips & at the end of the night i'll know i'll be ok because even though im not living a dream im far away from everything that has harmed me everyone who has brought me down & i wont be afraid to be myself i know that if i save enough money meet the right people & wait for the time to come i can get out of this hell hole & start living my life i can start over a new page & maybe just maybe that empty feelin deep inside won

Favourite Albums
Taken from wikipedia; …And Justice for All is the fourth studio album by American heavy metal band Metallica. Elektra Records released the album on August 25, 1988. This is the first Metallica studio album to feature bassist Jason Newsted, since it is the first after the tragic death of the group's former bassist Cliff Burton. The album's dark subject material, featuring references to injustice in the law system, limited freedom, war, insanity and hate, is accompanied by the most complex song structures to this date in Metallica's discography. The album is also noted for its near lack of bass guitar and dry production and therefore has been called a "slightly flawed masterpiece and the pinnacle of Metallica's progressive years" by allmusic.com's reviewer.[3] The front cover depicts the statue of Lady Justice cracked and bound by ropes, with both of her scales filled with dollars and both of her breasts exposed. The words "…And Justice for All" are written in graffiti to th

Frustrations
Nobody is really happy, and when society finally learns that true happiness is nothing but an illusion and hardship is a part of life that has to come along then every self help author and all therapists will finally know that THEY ARE WORTHLESS!! No wait, they Worth Defacit Disorder. Almost every female I have met in my entire life has screwed me over one way or another and I am finally to the point of which D.T.A.(Don't trust anybody) is a lifestyle to which society is going to have to grow accustom to in order to get on with their lives and just move on. Pain is pain and it is so by no other definition, pain can be a form of suffering, it is also a form of growing so that when they hit a painful bump in the road they can simply take a breath and move on. I hide all my pain in jokes, and sarcasim, it is the only way I know how to express my pain. I am sick to death of the fact that I am constantly mistreated,run over, kicked to the curb all because of the fact that they find it hard

Getting A Skin
How to use the site tweakyourpage.com.first is getting there,when you open a private message or you profile settings page,on the left you will see the link to tweakyourpage.com,as shown below.. once there,it will say to select your network for layouts and skins,click lostcherry.com banner,as shown below.. once your on the next page,scroll a little bit,you will see the skins listed,as shown below.. once you pic a skin catagory you want,click it,like say name brands,as i have done,then will take you to list of skins in that catagory,i chose starbucks,pictured below.. it then will show the background image,and a box below with the code to your skin,copy the code,as pictured below.. now,you take this code and you open up your skins page,go to home page,on left column click my skins,then click create,as shown below.. then it will open up to a window with a default skin in it,simply out line this code,once all is selected,right click and paste the co

The Flood In My Head
Alone I sit and wonder why the world around me passes by flashing teasing shouwing faded memories of things Im always needing never giving always tempting forever wanting waiting bleeding screaming never knowing who or why just sitting here waiting wanting to die wishing praying crying sobing joyless tears ebbing flowing still not knowing what they meant what they were the places ive been the people Ive known just seeking answers waiting wanting bleeding screaming Looking back upon my life all the the mistakes Ive made all the rights Ive done lost to me forevermore lost in time lost in darkness the depths of my mind needing wanting to fill that void the on thing I cant seem to do on my own I try and try still something missing lost to me forevermore lost to void why this hollow this void never filled Looking back upon my liIve lost my soul lost my way lost forevermore Love Is knowing how lucky you are becasue you dont deserve them its doing everything in your power to make someone as h

Respect
A slave is a truly enraptured and enrapturing creature, capable of the greatest pain and the deepest passion. She is a temperamental creature, simultaneously fickle in her emotions, and fiercely, ferociously devoted in her affections. She is tumultuous and tempestuous, a mercurial maelstrom, and she knows no other way to be. If she could, she would not change, because, on some primeval level, she realizes that the death of her passion would be the death of her. In truth, a slave is not simply the finest of all creatures; she is the epitome of all creatures. She combines strength and weakness, boldness and a certain shy innocence, languor and desperation; she is both cosmopolitan and na

30-day Movie Challenge
My first film is In Bruges. This is my third time watching this film and I have to say, still love it. First off this film is beautiful to watch. Bruges is set as a fairytale city and it looks like that when watching it. With Colin Farrells character saying how much he hates it, it makes you wonder if this film sets Bruges in a good light. Even with all the murder, I'd love to visit Bruges. Overall the film moves at a great pace with is key to an indie like film. With the story really only being two people talking back and forth for an hour, it never gets boring. The writing is amazing. I'm truly struck by the quick banter and the pure comedy the lines deliver. You can't have this type of comedy and drama mixed with out acting and it's pitch perfect. If you have never heard of this film or you never saw it when it came out, I highly recommend you watch it. It is one of those films that got passed by but should be seen and praised. Rating 5/5

Creation Is A Bitch
All of those nights when I stayed up wondering about what would happen the following day. All the time wasted on things that would just fly by anyway. Things swirl in the sunlight like a soft glow from heaven, and all the lover's have changed names. I can still hear each and everyone breathing. There's a difference in the littlest of things. Time is as real as a picture. Still, quiet, misleading. What if I forget now? My heart, my fears, and my sanity? All I have is what I know, and someday... I might only have those pictures left. When that day comes, may God remind me, that I did have a purpose. Hey everyone. I just wanted to tell you all that I wont be able to respond or really be on this website due to the fuck up of my internet. Well, life is good and busy. I'm hoping to party some tommorrow or maybe Friday night. I think I need to blog more just for fun. I can't say I have money really. I have very weak paychecks, but I've been enjoying the little things in life. I figured going

Non-human 01
Academy Nite Bite by hotchkiss © This was all so strange, adjusting to and understanding what had happened was far from complete. Raven found it difficult to comprehend the very wide scope of her newly discovered developing abilities and powers. It had been only a matter of weeks since she had turned into the creature she now was, her new form was thrilling, the young sheltered girl she had been now a fading memory. For her own safety it was still felt by her father and guardians that she would be safer if she rested at the manor. She had been supplied an odd mix of prostitutes and poor faceless unfortunates that had been brought from far and wide. There had been an ample supply for her to hone her skills on and ultimately consume. More than a few had died others lived secretly at the manor psychically bound to her, none of these returned to their former lives. On one or two occasions she would take a one that could prove useful for her in the future, tonight her target was one of

Just Stuff
Those of you that know me at all know a couple things about me. One being I will do anything possible to help a friend regardless of what they need help with. The other is I have thick skin that not much gets through to bring me down. Well during part one of these 2 things, my thick skin failed me. So apparently its time I bail out of the online scene for awhile at least. Things just shouldn't affect me like it did, and I don't believe it was even intentional. But since it did affect me, and hours later still is tying me up in knots...the obvious answer is to walk away. I am sure I will return but have no idea when that may be. Have a great Christmas and New Year everyone. ok so I doubt this really qualifies as a blog but I don't care it's hilarious!!! There are a lot of words that you can use to describe men - strong, caring, loving - they'd be wrong - but you could still use them. Men are like a fine wine. They start out as grapes. It's our job to stomp them, and then kee

In Memory Of 5-50 Crips No Longer Around.....
You all live on in my heart.....to all i knew baCC then if you see this please and your still around and remember me Ice.....Forever known as ICE.......i love you all 6lue straight from my heart yall i love you to no ends......to all i mentioned in detail.....and those i didnt i love you all.... the only other one on the set that was more my age a year older then me passed away before i really got to know him, still showin him some love...the war started over him...peace lil cuz...some say revenge is bitter sweet but about two years ago i got the bastard who did that to you... empty just like a shell...... extremely heartless... but looked out for his crew you know the prime example of someone who lost their sanity on the street. you know i didnt know you much now that you mention it no one really did... but fuck it... you saved me a few times so you deserve my rightful respect for a shoutout you know... i love you just the same cuz always got the crew in my heart. peace

~ Stories On Our Troops You Will Never Hear ~
The Media will never tell you how OUR guys are treated. U.S. SENATE REPORT NO. 848 ON ATROCITIES American military troops were starved, beaten, and tortured by their Korean and Chinese captors. Every rule set forth in the Geneva Convention was broken when thousands of Americans died at the hands of barbaric Communists in the Korean War. Thus is the conclusion of Senate Report No. 848 on atrocities committed against American troops in Korea in 1950-51. This page of the Korean War Educator reveals the contents of Report No. 848, which was published by the United States Government Printing Office in Washington in 1954. Text of Senate Report No. 848 83d Congress 2nd Session KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES REPORT OF THE COMMITTEE ON GOVERNMENT OPERATIONS MADE THROUGH ITS PERMANENT SUBCOMMITTEE ON INVESTIGATIONS BY ITS SUBCOMMITTEE ON KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES INTRODUCTION On June 25, 1950, the North Korean Peoples' Army, without warning, attacked the Free Republic of South Korea. Dur

This And That About Me
“sure thing baby ;)” i say to you. you think i have just used “baby” as a term of endearment, but in reality babies are dumb and loud and obnoxious. i have insulted you and you dont even realize it. take that Society One of these will be tattooed on me.

Hmmm
I wish I may I wish I mightSee the light in the sky so bright n blueRotating constantly in the earths axisThe sun in space As I gaze into infinite possibilitys All I see is your eyesLovelyness and innocinceall rolled up into a sweet packageAn artistic form of radiant beutyGlamerous Gorgeous I wish to enter you not physically but mentallyI wish to Take you for a wild rideShow you Visions Or peceptionsPure enlightenment from a tainted viewBut just cause your on the ground feeling low does not mean one day Your essence can't soarJust cause things are percieved as differin't from new eyesWont make it trueThere are no sides just bordom Entertainment becomes more difficult As time progresses Slow when you dont want it and fast when you doI wake up from a dream or is it lifeBlind ..Sleeping with eyes closedCant piece together where time goesMaybe it is frozen Who knows?Morning dew Flowers bloom Nature sings and shows life with promiseWatch and learn with an open mind and 1 day the key will be

Poetry
Angel With Honor by AngelofLove He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. Always remember, I love you... Always remember I love you More than words Could ever show, And I think of you always- Much more than You could know And now until forever, Always remember this too, There's no one I could ever love More than

To The Staff At Tlg
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Recent Court Findings.
Ok folks I know I am going to get chastized for saying what I am going to say. But I am not going to sit by anymore and listen to it anymore. I know of the most recent court case that had its outcome be known on last Mon the 5th of July 2011. Yes the day after Independence day. Yes now you can define irony. The outcome of her court case that was all over the air ways for the past fucking months. Yes months. Well I define irony as this. Our country was founded on beliefs and strong such beliefs that was made a declaration to separate ourselves from another government to form another government and stronger country. To make things such as innocent until proven guilty. Well our justice system as much as it can suck sometimes and people don't get treated the way that they should. Yes I know people do not get what they deserve such as the case of last Monday. Maybe she should have gotten the chair or a lethal injection. But she didn't. Because they could not prove "BEYOND A REASONABLE DO