Mark's blog: "Life..."

Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. -------------------

If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their equally existent spiritual self-awareness begin?  Case in point let’s say that you’ve just made contact with what is sometimes called an intelligent haunting/ghost. Now, I have no doubt and yet no proof that ghosts do exist. In fact I’m inclined to say that I, like you and every one else born into this world are ghosts who reside in our own bodies until we get evicted by old age in like sixty years or so, and become homeless spirits again. No-one really knows for sure? Only those who have been through a death experience, crossed over and back again can tell. The rest of us can speculate for the rest of our natural lives or at least until we become disembodied ghosts again ourselves. This brings me right back to where I started. Are we, the cognitively self aware, spiritual beings we see in the mirror every day, alive in some other way or in some other form before we are biologically conceived by our parents? If this is the case must we, and how do we exit our previous realm or life? Is it by letting go of that life, so that we may be swept up by the embrace of death before being ushered into the arms of a new life, this life? Perhaps when we are born into this life we must reach out for the arms of life with just as much sincerity and hunger to live as that of those arms whom reach out for us at the time of our arrival here. Another interesting question, which I believe might be better suited for a mother to answer, is this. Have we not arrived only until after our little bodies have breached the loving vessel of our mothers, or does the first step of our journey through this life begin before we’ve developed a foot with which to make that step? In a vary real sense; is that first spark of life during your first mitosis, or cell split when half of your mother’s DNA meet with half of our father’s DNA to, for the first time, ever, make a new whole being? Are you, the sum of you’re parts, (your parents)? Do you comprise not just they, but you and them in an ongoing, life long struggle to separate from those you came from to who you will become, an awareness unto yourself? Perhaps this is where the vary first choice we must face in life and through out life rests. The choice to live your life your way, hence becoming your own unique and individual self, a living reflection of every choice you make of your own free will. Or to choose never to take the chance of making the wrong choice, and as a result living as long as you will, and yet never really living.

Sharing some of my ( thoughts / psychosis) with ya all some-what due to the fact that I am board off my ass, at home, by myself…, on Halloween. Seriously though, these are some of the things I mull over all the time. So if you have any insight or any feed back at all I would so much love to hear your thoughts on this stuff. -------------------

If any being, human or other consciously self aware biological life form can attribute a brain, psychotropic chemicals, such as hormones, neuro receptors, and so on responsible for what, how, and why we think, feel, and reach out to the known physical world then what is left to constitute a soul, entity or ghost… I tend to believe that this combination of (biological & intellectual awareness) is like most intelligent combinations I’ve encountered in my life. That is that I feel it is a little bit of both. But that still does not answer the question of where does someone’s existent biological self-awareness end and their equally existent spiritual self-awareness begin?  Case in point let’s say that you’ve just made contact with what is sometimes called an intelligent haunting/ghost. Now, I have no doubt and yet no proof that ghosts do exist. In fact I’m inclined to say that I, like you and every one else born into this world are ghosts who reside in our own bodies until we get evicted by old age in like sixty years or so, and become homeless spirits again. No-one really knows for sure? Only those who have been through a death experience, crossed over and back again can tell. The rest of us can speculate for the rest of our natural lives or at least until we become disembodied ghosts again ourselves. This brings me right back to where I started. Are we, the cognitively self aware, spiritual beings we see in the mirror every day, alive in some other way or in some other form before we are biologically conceived by our parents? If this is the case must we, and how do we exit our previous realm or life? Is it by letting go of that life, so that we may be swept up by the embrace of death before being ushered into the arms of a new life, this life? Perhaps when we are born into this life we must reach out for the arms of life with just as much sincerity and hunger to live as that of those arms whom reach out for us at the time of our arrival here. Another interesting question, which I believe might be better suited for a mother to answer, is this. Have we not arrived only until after our little bodies have breached the loving vessel of our mothers, or does the first step of our journey through this life begin before we’ve developed a foot with which to make that step? In a vary real sense; is that first spark of life during your first mitosis, or cell split when half of your mother’s DNA meet with half of our father’s DNA to, for the first time, ever, make a new whole being? Are you, the sum of you’re parts, (your parents)? Do you comprise not just they, but you and them in an ongoing, life long struggle to separate from those you came from to who you will become, an awareness unto yourself? Perhaps this is where the vary first choice we must face in life and through out life rests. The choice to live your life your way, hence becoming your own unique and individual self, a living reflection of every choice you make of your own free will. Or to choose never to take the chance of making the wrong choice, and as a result living as long as you will, and yet never really living.

use and comprehend a practical connection between personal responsibility and what ever actions you take in life in a way that governs those actions with regard to how you will affect other people and the world around you. To accurately & realistically perceive the world as it really is outside of ones self to the effect of taking in the full measure of all things physical, and psychological with in their own relative space as they exist between they themselves, everything else around them including you, and as well in direct relation to you. Life happens in a 360 degree radius that spans infonaut space, multi-dimensionally & simultaneously. To successfully plot a course for your life that will land it where you want it to land takes more then great skill. You’re going to need a lot of intuition to help guide your life through a multi-dimensional universe which changes and adapts itself simultaneously and at a constant. Keep in mind that if you are to believe that all things in life animated and not are all connected from the smallest to the larges in size, concept, and design then you must acknowledge that everything from nannosized matter to you to the cosmos all change and evolve on variables of which the greatest minds man kind has ever known still have yet to scratch the surface of. And most of those guys have been dead for more then 100 years. So to sum all this up I’ll say it like this. To be successful From A to Z a person must not hesitate to act when overcome by fear while still having the where with all to utilize patience & self control in such a way that allows a person to execute perfect timing & distance in which to provoke other peoples reaction and or responses to be what you want them to be, and where you want them to be. This will set you up for success by always keeping yourself in a constant state of ACTION and by that keeping all that surround you in a constant state of flux or (REACTION). In the dance of life if you are not leading you are being lead. It is my firm belief that for you to live a life that is your own, of your own free will then only you can be its leader.

THE UNCIVILIZED TRAGEDY OF THE HUMAN PARADOX Human beings were not created to be civilized. We were created to survive.Human beings are much more social creatures then most would have you know and for reasons that are not excepable to social standards. Never the less, those needs that drive people to one another are ever present just underneath the surface of the people you've just met, are meeting now and are going to meet all at one and not in order. The maturity of patience I think leads a person to value wisdom over knowledge because when you have wisdom you don’t own it leaving you humble before what you hear, see and feel unchanged by what you want to exist over what actually is and yet wisdom inevitably becomes a part of you. Which in my opinion is a beautiful thing because what you have learned can never be stagnant always changing forever growing with you’re understanding of the world around you and the people in it. Wisdom stands humble before what it dose not yet know, and knowledge is to consumed with it’s self. Like the ego of vanity being of itself the reverse image of what really exist inside of it. Vanity always trys so hard to look the stronges, most beautiful, most intelligent and so on but what exists at the core of vanity is a reality based in fear, lonelyness, envy ... and is far to ridged to learn anything knew.