Irreplaceable's blog: "Rants and Ravings"

Well here is a prime example of why I don't pay money on this site to help anyone.

So Call Me PDiddy... I bought dude a 3 month VIP, $25 bling pack, AND a auto 11 because he WAS an awesome friend. SO I talk to dude on here, text, and on the phone and now all of a sudden I'm supposed to answer my whereabouts to him!

Ok just because we joke about you being my "fu boyfriend" does not mean you can tell me I have to answer to you about MY personal life. Seriously guy you're drama.

My son was sick all night and he texted me 32 flipping times! Well you're damn right I shut my phone off!

And fyi.. Will IS an ex and still a great friend. YES he drives me places I need to go and hangs out. So fucking what!!!! You seriously need to grow up. You come near me again and I'll nail you with harrassment, plain and simple.

Calling my phone every 5 minutes and sending texts to me every 2 minutes IS not cool. Get some help.

It was an absolutely horrible day. Did it really get any better? No.

I went to this supposed "conference" this morning. UGh. More like sitting through a class at school but more boring. The presenters were completely rude and lacking in any useful information. When I said rude.. I mean to each other also. Sadly I felt completely out of place being I was there as a student and didn't have some community agency initials next to my name. Every time a question was asked and I answered, I was completely ignored. How's that for a daily boost? *rolls eyes* Worst waste of money I've ever spent.. I'm calling the supervisor in the morning.

Then Hope and I get to school. HAH! I'm always expected to take notes for all my "friends" when they aren't there, but do you think they could return the same favor? Well hell no because none of them pay attention.

Screw it. The rest isn't worth typing out.

I've just realized what I'm good for and I don't appreciate it. I think.. I made a stupid mistake that is going to hurt me dearly.

Let me start by saying, I love the class I am about to vent about. It is a WONDERFUL class, and I will learn a lot. There are just people in this class who are rude and obnoxious and just ARGHHHH drive me insane. We have a few girls in class who are VERY religious, that is fine, it is their preference, BUT do not preach to the class and do not continually go on about religion and what your church or group does etc. This has been a problem since this class started. Not only myself, but also a few others are quite frustrated with it all.

Then sighs…  The teacher asked a question and I responded, which led to a few certain class members jumping down my throat. One rule we have in this class is that there are to be no personal attacks. Well to me that rule was thrown out the window tonight. I was so upset that I almost just walked out of class. The main people involved in doing this were people who are close to graduating from our program. Well… I am new to the program and I will not learn anything if I do not ask questions right?!  These few people who gave me an issue also give others in the class issues and everyone just rather keeps hush-hush about it because no one wants to hurt anyone’s feelings or cause someone to be singled out.

I am just frustrated and ready to switch school degrees. Sad huh? This career has been my dream since I was 12 years old and here I am ready to just throw the towel in because I do not feel like I can do it. I really do not need any reassurances that “You’re smart”, or “you can do it”, or “tough it out” or anything like that. I just do not think it will help now.

I really just wish for once that I had a shoulder literally to curl up on and cry.

So I read the following news clip and my jaw just dropped. How dare someone show compassion and kindness in our lifetime! *gasps* "Note my sarcasm". I am impressed that this store owner could have this much compassion and understanding in himself. Every so often things like this renew my faith in mankind. Sad though that the damn economy has driven some people to such sad acts.

GARDEN CITY, New York —  A New York area convenience store owner confronted by a bat-wielding would-be robber said Tuesday he decided to show mercy on the man after he collapsed in tears and said he just wanted to support his starving family.

The store owner provided the man with $40 and a loaf of bread, but only if he promised never to rob again.

"This was a grown man, crying like a baby," Mohammad Sohail, owner of the Shirley Express convenience store about 65 miles east of New York City, told The Associated Press in a telephone interview.

The man dropped the bread, picked up the bat and tucked the $40 into his waistband before fleeing, said Suffolk County Police Sgt. John Best.

Sohail, who moved to the United States from Pakistan about 20 years ago, said he was getting ready to close his store shortly after midnight on May 21 when the man in his 40s entered with a bat in his hand. Sohail said he tried to stall for a moment and then grabbed a rifle he keeps behind the counter and ordered the assailant to drop the bat.

The would-be thief dropped to his knees and begged for forgiveness, Sohail said.

"He started crying that he was out of work and was trying to feed his hungry family," he said. "I felt bad for him. I mean, this wasn't some kid."

He said he tossed $40 to the man, who then stood up and told Sohail he wanted to become a fellow Muslim. Sohail said he then pretended to swear the man into the Muslim faith and two ended up shaking hands.

Sohail said he went to the back of the store to get some milk to give to the man, but when he returned the man had fled. He said he called police and reported the attempted robbery, but doesn't want to press charges if the man is ever caught.

http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,524821,00.html

So this is a rant...

Im a bit upset with a few "Fu-friends" as of late. I spend hours trying to return rates and such for those who stop by and hitting all of my friends as they load pictures and re-rating old ones. Well today I realized I can count on 2 hands the people who are loyal raters when I upload pictures. Funny thing is.. a couple of people I rate regulary never seem to rate a single picture unless it somehow involves them.

So here's how I'm going to fix this... Each day im going to pick one friend maybe two depending on the amount of pictures, and just go down the list. This way by the time I get back to the beginning It'll be time to rerate the first again. As, for my 11's... they'll go to whomever is very close to leveling or to the one who got me my vip *smile you sexy beast man* and the rest will be spent on random people.

To you couple of people who have annoyed me with never rating... don't expect anymore rates

♥

Ps.. If this doesn't pertain to you then don't sweat it. My faithfuls should know who they are.

Libra Horoscope

Monday, May 4th, 2009 -- Suppressing your feelings isn't necessarily the best way to handle your anger if you believe that others are demanding too much from you now. You don't need to fly off the handle with a dramatic display of emotions; all you have to do is calmly and clearly state your case. There's no reason to apologize or negotiate; you can only do so much. Additionally, you will gain respect if you establish your limits in a professional manner.

Now that I have that there let me tell you the damn irony in it. I walked out of Bio today due to the teacher being a complete liar and just plain STUPID. It took everything in me not to tell her off which in turn would have made her cry and then I would have smacked her for crying!

 UGH.

I've had it with all this stupidity.

I need a break... from the net..school..kids..friends.. life.

Im now off to go argue with IT as to why we can't access blackboard or the school website which I need in order to get the study guides for this godforsaken class so I can bomb the test and her lab final which will be held over my head instead of anyone saying vongrats on passing my other classes with PERFECT SCORES.

Fuck it.

til later..

Bored and somewhat in denial of the long lists of tasks that I had to accomplish yesterday, I slipped into my age-old habit of seeing what was out there on cyberspace. Interestingly enough, I came across this blog post - a discussion of sorts as to why geeks make good lovers.It seems that girls are always hesitant on the geeks, no? This launched my own thoughts on what kind of girls  guys are always hesitant on. And then it hit me- Fat chicks..Uhhh..I think the more politically correct term would be Vertically challenged OR healthy. Anyway, as an answer of sorts, I’ve compiled my own reasons on why Healthy Chicks make better lovers! In no particular order, they are:

1. Big girls are nicer to hug and cuddle with. A girl of skin and bones proportion would be nothing but hard edges and planes. Ouch! That’s sure to give you a bruising, especially with all the activities you’ll be doing in bed! Compare that to a voluptuous girl, and its like comparing a rock to a pillow! No contest!

2. You can engage in weight-shedding activities TOGETHER. The work is all finished for a thin girl, she has no more “body” goals to aspire for. With a heavy honey, its different, especially if you’re on a personal quest for a better bod too! You can enroll in a gym together, or take up a new sport, maybe go for a walk, a run, a hike. It doesn’t matter! This personal experience will assure that you get to spend lots of time together and grow closer in the process!

3. A fat girl will always want to go on exotic vacations! You don’t get this one? Well, a big girl might be conscious to strut her stuff around people that might whisper and gossip about her. Because of this, she’ll always want to go on secluded little places like this and this where people don’t know her, or care ! There, she can show you the fruits of her laborious gym workouts in the shape of a sexy bikini!

4. You won’t have to go into weird restaurants to eat! Do you notice than skinny gals are always up to try that new vegan bar or that south beach café by the corner?! It can drive you nuts! Eliminate this problem when you date healthy! From eat-all-you-can buffets to KFC, the world is yours on a platter! Literally! Bring on them chicken wings!!

5. You won’t have sleepless nights of insecurity and jealousy! Picture this, you’re in a club with your thin girlfriend. What happens next? Some douchebag ultimately tries to hit on her! Not good! Especially if the douchebag has that Brad Pitt appeal that so many girls seem to find irresistible! Non-converts unlike you will always go for the skinny girl to hit on! If you date a voluptuous beauty, chances are, no one will go up to her, and you can count on an uninterrupted night of dancing!Have I converted you yet? I’ll put it simply- FAT GIRLS ROCK! And they’re only good until supply lasts, so you better snag yours today :p

So I'm quite annoyed and whomever reads this beware, don't like it? GET OUT.

Men.. you SUCK.

Here's mister Scott. Grrr.. hasn't spoke to me in weeks. I don't know why I bother to let him annoy me. Maybe because I had some faith in him. Bah who knows. All I know is that it infuriates me that he lied.

Then here's Dustin... sighs. Mister I talk a wonderful game. Damnit. Here I was sick as a dog, had everyone worried about just HOW sick I was and STILL had time for his ass. Couldn't speak... could barely breathe... couldn't keep my eyes open..NOTHING. But did I have time for him? Yes. I put off taking medicine that made me quit coughing and knocked me out for at least an hour or so (the only sleep I DID get) to be able to listen to him talk to me on the phone and whisper an answer here and there.

Yet here he has an accident (supposedly) on the farm that has him SOOOOooo hurt that the doctor's dope him just soooooooooo bad that he is never awake and can only TEXT me once a day!? WTF!? I smell a lie ... a HUGE LIE.

I can find time for you when I feel like I'm dying and you can't do the same? UGhh.

Growls.. hisses... scratches and hisses n growls some more...


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