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Come And See You Wont Be Unhappy
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Random Acts Of Genius
Network Guy (NG): NG is a smart, knowledgeable, funny guy. YT really likes him, and NG is always helpful to YT. NG isn't always user friendly though.Helpdesk Girl (HG): Helpdesk girl is a nice girl, very helpful, not always the most knowledgeable, but thus far not detrimental in anyway.NAC: A way of restricting which computers can access the network and what resources they can access once on the network.Tuesday Morning Today's story is set in New Building. YT's org just recently built New Building and over the last few weeks has been moving new users into New Building. These moves occur on Tuesdays. This particular Tuesday involved roughly 30 new users moving into New Building. YT hasn't moved into New Building yet, but is there to help out. Not long after arriving at New Building, YT overhears NG talking to another co-worker: NG: Yeah, we are going to turn on NAC on the 1st floor today. YT tucks this little nugget of information into the back of his head. Tuesday Aftern

How I Feel
Well plans have changed, Im not moving....shit fell through, so im staying here a bit longer, for how long I dont know, i guess till something else comes up, but as long as im stuck in mesquite, i may as well stay here for a while.......::Sighs:: Thats right, I have a new love interest......actually its not a love interest, he calls me his betroven....and anyone from my clan knows who he is......He goes by the name of Aldar.... In one year he will be stationed in San Diego where I will be with him......hes already called me his future Mrs. Eaton......I love him so much, he is finally the first kindest, sweetest, most responsible man ive ever met in my life....and finally things are going good in my life......I dont think theres anything out there that could tear us apart.... Im finally getting some peace in my life now, im doing great at work, i live alone and no one can tell me what to do, my b-days coming up and im going to spend it with good friends, im meeting great new people..

Daily Inspiration
"Everything that has a beginning has an ending. Make your peace with that and all will be well." ~The Buddha "The best way to cheer yourself up is to try to cheer somebody else up." ~Mark Twain "Teamwork is the fuel that allows common people to attain uncommon results." ~Anonymous

Poetry
As I walk threw the ashes stumbling as I continue to walk threw and I yet to fall to the ground crying in pain and sorrow and wondering why I must feel this way and what has lead my love life and decisions I made along the way to lead me in a past to ungreatful things. sometimes I wish that it could have been different. I could of choice a different path to my love life better or could of fix mistakes along the way to fix what I have did in the pass. as long days like these you cant fix what u screwed up in the pass and I try to build of it and be strong and move forward. Sometimes it gets hard and tuff but those are chances and toughness u go threw to build yourself to move forward and build a stronger but yet successful on to last as long u have a good well strong relationship that could last forever. As for some people could have dreams of different things or situations that could lead to thinking that the relationship u had was just a sign or telling u something from

Poems & Statements
EVERYTHING THAT YOU WILL BE READING ALL CAME FROM MY HEAD... THIS MAY GIVE YOU THE VEIWER SOME IDEA ABOUT ME. YOU WILL LAUGH AND YOU MAY CRY. BUT I HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY READING THEM AS MUCH AS I DID WRITING THEM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME.... ALOT OF PAIN THAT COMES WITH OUT NO REFRAIN, BUT AS LONG AS YOU HURT, YOU'LL STILL HAVE PAIN! I WISH YOU WOULD HELP YOU BUT LIFE IS NOT FAIR. HELL I'M STUCK IN SALEM, AND YOUR OVER THERE!! EACH DAY YOUR AWAY IT TEARS ME A PART, CUZ U ARE THE ONLY ONLY ONE THAT I HOLD DEAR TO MY HEART. FOR WHAT YOU WRITE AND YOU BELEAVE THAT IT TS TRUE, DO YOU HONESTLY THINK THAT I WOULD HAVE ANY INTREST IN YOU?? I LOVE YOUR LAUGH, AND THE WAY YOU SMILE, I CHERRISHED THE TIMES WE HUNG OUT FOR A WHILE. SINCE YOU HAVE LEFT, I STAND HERE IN THE RAIN, AT FIRST I FELT HAPPIENESS, BUT NOW I FEEL PAIN... :0( I MISS U!!! TO:YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE... A heart has found a refuge, deep inside, A soul that left a hole, that now has crystallized Into a shape of shatter

R/l Stuff
Today marks the 3 year anniversary of when my son's dad put my head into a brick wall and I left him. It is also the day I use for my clean date. It really was a couple of days ago but I'm not positive when so I use today. (I would have almost 4 years clean but my stupid ass got back together with my son's dad and relapsed for a month about 3 years ago.) I found out the tranny on my car is going out. :( Could last a day or a year I hear. Sucks. Selling my kid for... haha, JUST KIDDING! I'm crossing my fingers it lasts for a while or I'm effed and not in a good way. My dad's cousin lost a battle with cancer today. He was 53. His cancer had gone into remission before Christmas then came back x100 basically. He went fast and peacefully, from what I hear, and had family by his side.

Close To My Heart
I gave you life, but cannot live it for you. I can teach you things, but I cannot make you learn. I can give you directions, but I cannot be there to lead you. I can allow you freedom, but I cannot account for it. I can take you to church, but I cannot make you believe. I can teach you right from wrong, but I cannot always decide for you. I can buy you beautiful clothes, but I cannot make you beautiful inside. I can offer you advice, but I cannot accept it for you. I can give you love, but I cannot force it upon you. I can teach you to share, but I cannot make you unselfish. I can teach you respect, but I cannot force you to show honor. I can advise you about friends, but cannot choose them for you. I can advise you about sex, but I cannot keep you pure. I can tell you the facts of life, but I can't build your reputation. I can tell you about drinking, but I can't say "no" for you. I can warn you about drugs, but I can't prevent you from using them. I can

The Answer
i really could use you right now.. i want to see u soo bad.. it hurts.. i just... i really need u... please.. so im fu single.. ha as usual.. think its about time i tied da fu knot.. so apply within.. tell me who u are, why u wanna be my wifey and how ud treat da chameleon lol If I can't crawl inside of you, I'm laughing with a broken face I stumble across my self esteem. But to picture the pleasure is making me want my space. Understand... that God wrapped you like a bow. But in my head... There's some shelves that need cleaning, from basement to ceiling, control. If what you're seeing is an open book, thats great ''cause I'm an open book. But I'm real shy. There's a part of me seeking and desperatly needing to open up. That's strange ''cause I'm an open book, a confused boy. I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people. My heart while in its cage, is used to give and not receive a thing, But the only funny thi

Untitled 1
I try to cry but I can't. The pain I feel is choking me. I lost something that is so real, I think I lost the power to feel. No It's A dream, It Can't Be real, Everyone is lying, It Can't be, Why did the phone ring that night, F*ck you don't talk to me. My heart is shattered, I lost the will to fight, I hated God for taking my light. Who can I talk to now, Another candle got blown out. I just want to shout F the World. No reason to be the same as I was. My bro is gone. He was the only one I could trust. So what if he is in a better place I need him here. My life is in shambles it's like a dead rose. The Pain I Feel No One Knows. But Then It Hits Me. He Never Really Left He's Still Here. In My Heart, My Memories, And With The Impact He Left On Others, I Just Have To Know How To Listen, I Have A Angel Always With Me, All I Got To Do Is Talk And He'll Listen, He May Not Be Able To Talk Back Like I Want But He'll Talk Back In His Own Way. So I Breakdown and Shed My Tears But With A Smile O

Blogs
The life is a play that does not permit trials... Therefore, it sings, laughs, dances, cries and each moment of your life lives intensely... ...Before that the curtain descend and the work finish without applauses. Hey, hey, smile! more you do not hide behind that smile... It shows that that you are, without fear. People they exist that dream of your smile, as well as I. Lives! Tries! The life does not pass from an attempt. It loves! It loves above all, housewife to all and to all. Do not you close the eyes to the filth of the world, do not ignore the hunger! It forgets the bomb, but before do something to fight it, although you do not sit down capable. It seeks! It seeks what there is of good in all and all. Do not you do of the defects a distance, and if, an approximation. It accepts! The life, the people, do of them your reason to live. It understands! It understands the people that think different to you, them do not reproach. Eh! Looks... Looks to your back, as many as friends...

Songs
Pregamin Lyrics: before we hit the town we're slammin beers down its time to get your head in the game we're ready for the party before it starts so grab a beer its time to pregame aw yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin yhea yhea we're all pregamin PREGAME we're all pregamin saturday morning get up its 10:52 we better start the drinkin got a football game at noon LETS GO hit the road before im late get ready to tailgate throw on a fratty shirt and pick up some paper plates cuz we're ready to get thrown get in the damn zone thrown back tall boys of nattys and keystone light up the flame grill let all the beers chill head ache from last nite BRODY NEED

??just A Question??
ok i dun know what to do anymore....no matter how hard i try..its never good enough....i put muh feelings out on the line way way to many times....i cant take it anymore.......i fell for this one guy...dun get me wrong he is a great person...but when it comes to relationship...no offence..but u suck....and yeah....but now i met this really really great guy...and im falling in love with him....but im scared....i rreally love him.....and i know that he has sum of the same feelings for me....but were soo far away....im afraid that things are gunna go wrong...n sumthin will ruin us....im scared....i dun wanna get hurt..but worst of all i dun wanna hurt him....hes the best thing in muh life....the only thing that seems to be going right.....but whats gunna happen if things dun work the way i want them too....ima fee like a jackass.....puttin muh feelings aside...i dun wanna hurt him....hes such a great guy....and he deserves the best....and i want to give him the best. but what if i cnat...

Poohbear
Today was a day like no other before A day of rare passion you see For today we revealed our most intimate selves Moments in time seized for you and for me! We kissed and we cuddled and it felt oh so fine As we lay in each others arms too The passion and desire we shared it was great And I felt the love given from you I could say it just happened and I guess it did too Was this planned a long while ago? We needed to know if we wanted each other Could we really give this a go? I don’t know what will happen in the future you see But for now we’ll take each day we share And treasure the passion and desire within For each other I know that we care! I wrote this (poohbear) As i awaken, each and every day, Thoughts of love turn to you. An unbreakable bond between us two, A special love ever so true ......... The warm glow in your eyes, The sweet smile on your face... Makes me want to hold you, Forever in love's tender e

The Bunny List
Here's a bunch of names i've been called or made for myself in certain situations. Thought it would be fun to write them. If you know of any i forgot, please lemme know. xox bunny pita bunny (pain in the arse) Queen Bunny bunnybitch bunnywitch bunnyangel funnybunny attack bunny bunnybrat boo boo bunny bunny jones/Evilyn the alter egos. lol bunnyslave playboy bunny bunnysub bunnymaid bondage bunny beautiful bunny give a...bunnybj lol blondebunny dumbbunny bunnyboobs big butt bunny bunnylicious bunnybrat i tell u wut bunnybob bubblybunny bouncybunny

Sensual Melting Chocklik
sweet sensual words that spill from ur lips better than the finest wine in all the world. they taste so sweet the aroma is enticing inviting so alluring draws me closer with every breath that i take. so golden so light so fulfilling just hangs on my palate very tasty so enjoyable so sweet. dont care bout anything else at the moment. i just wanna b absorbed into the page b a part of the words to truly understand the meanings of them to truly appreciate them to hang on with every breath that i take. my heart can't take it but i try to hang on my heart is beating fast so very fast i feel woozy i think im gonna fall but i feel myself fallin but i never hit the bottom. something or maybe someone is holding me. i wanna speak but i cant my mouth moves nothing comes out no sound my lips are moving well i think they are i cant feel any thing everything is going on its too much... together as i read ur thoughts as i picture in my head the fieldthe

Word Vomit
Today I got an email from a person that felt very wronged by my actions towards them. The thing is...I didn't act in any way toward the situation between the two of us. I was passive and just let our friendship slip out of my hands. So my inaction was actually a huuuuge action. I don't know if that makes sense. I was told that I was caddy backstabbing bitch. I agree. It was not my intent nor in any way something that I even really realized I was doing. I will be the first to admit when I'm wrong. I want to thank this person for pointing out the fucked up shit that I was doing and I want to apologize. I am sorry. It actually isn't just this one person...there are actually 2 people. They know who they are. I am really really really sorry. Over the past 5 weeks I have been witness to some crazy bullshit on this site. I have watched best friends turn on eachother at the drop of a hat. Without remorse. Totally indifferent to how their actions were going to effect the people they clai

Va News
New VA Rules for Specially Adapted Housing Grants January 4, 2008 Program Aids Most Seriously Injured WASHINGTON – A change in the law that allows certain seriously injured veterans and servicemembers to receive multiple grants for constructing or modifying homes has resulted in many new grants, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) announced today. Before the change, eligible veterans and servicemembers could receive special adaptive housing grants of $10,000 or $50,000 from VA only once. Now they may use the benefit up to three times, so long as the total grants stay within specified limits outlined in the law. "Veterans seriously disabled during their military service have earned this benefit," said Secretary of Veterans Affairs Dr. James B. Peake. "This change ensures that every eligible veteran and servicemember has the chance to use the maximum amount afforded to them by our grateful nation." In order to ensure all previous recipients are aware of thi

A Poem...
a tear swells in your eye as you think of the days past it starts to trickle down your cheek but you wipe it fast put a smile on now and you can stop the rain but another thought comes of all your pain its too late now a streak goes down your face shorty after more start to join the race the more you try to stop the more you start to cry thoughts rushing past as you close your eyes a song comes on and you listen to its words its sadly true, everything that you heard by now your palms are soaked with your tears you tremble the same you would your fears Soon your eyes run out and turn crimson red you rub them and try to make your way to bed hopefully the next day will be a happier one but those sad tears will continue to come... I told myself that I wouldn't cry when it came to be this time we all knew it was on it's way I just didnt know it would happen today I put it on my shoulders and carry on thinking of the life that lies beyond just something else to t

Welcome To My Crazy And Lonely World
A Marine was attending a college course between missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. The professor, an avowed atheist, shocked the Class one day when he walked in, looked toward the ceiling, and said loudly, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent and the professor began his lecture. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God - still waiting." It got down to the last minute when the Marine stood up, walked toward the professor and threw his best punch knocking him off the platform and out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat down. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What the hell is the matter with you? Why did you do that?" The Marine calmly replied, "God is busy today protecting America's soldiers who are protecting you

Love Is Immortality
The world thinks My Darling Joan died in March, 1956; it just looked that way outside ... I have a different view inside! Love 'n Stuff, RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ TOMORROW IS YESTERDAY (again) Instead of dead, Joan’s still alive, alone. Alive, alone inside my head, not dead … instead … alone, alive Joan waits. She waits in empty space, a place I could not fill with fifty years of tears or will! At last, Time has turned from slow to fast the future is becoming past, a tick or two, two tocks and then, Joan and I will be “US” again! And as my head grows cold inside, WE will warm up our tomorrows, together, in the past, again! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, Feb 14, 2007 It is "OUR" time again ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ETERNAL LOVE BEGINS Rhymes cease, f e e l i n g s d i s c o n n e c t, Brain-whispering dies, feelings fall and rise, eternity fills my eyes, rhythms fade to gray, my Life float

Stupid Crap
So yea...here's your big chance.... You know how I know I'm fucked? When I'm sitting at an intersection, and I hear sirens, and along comes the Fire Brigade (heh heh Lewis :P). But what is that I see strapped to the back of their truck? A boat!?!? Now this would be normal if I lived right by the coast, but I don't really. So yea, I think we're pretty much fucked. This weather update has been brought to you by the letter F. **No takers for contest that requires abstinence** ATLANTA – A contest that would pay $10,000 to an engaged couple, as long as they abstain from premarital sex, hasn't gotten any takers. The deadline for the Marriage for a Lifetime contest is Oct. 31. The prize includes free flowers, invitations and other wedding treats. So far, organizer Phillippia Faust hasn't gotten any entries. She said, "In our society it's going to be hard to find" a couple that hasn't had premarital sex. Faust has orchestrated mock weddings and other pro-marriage ac

Help Me Support My Troops
I have a goal of becoming fans and sending a yellow rose to every soldier on fubar telling them I support them and Thank you.. So if I haven't gotten to you yet send me a message!! Or if you know a few soldiers on here send me their link.. THANK YOU.. I want to say thank you for what you are doing for the people of the free.. We appreciate it and support you Also My FANS OF list is going to be ONLY MILITARY so you can find military on there too...

Just My Thoughts.
So JD posted a folder of some pictures that he (and others including myself) found pretty dang skanky. You know what? They are! From what I understand (and I may be wrong) it was for a contest for a bling. Men and women alike got naked and graphic for this thing!! Are you kidding me?? Nope it's very true. Do you young people have any idea what you're doing? Is this stuff you want your children seeing?? Cause let me be the first to tell you once it is on the net it is never going away. Have I done or said some things I'm not proud of? Yep! Would I want my kids seeing it? Hells no!! Do you think before you do something like this? Obviuosly not! I'm not saying you should be ashamed of yourself or your bodies, however is this something you'd want your mom or dad or husband or wife, girlfriend, boyfriend or children looking at? Ask yourself that before you post some of the stuff you do. Johnny got slammed by one person (or more) because one of the girls was classy about her nudity. REALLY

All Scarlet Begonias & A Touch Of The Blues
Maggie -- [noun]:A human transformer (Robot in disguise) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com MJ -- [adjective]:Similar to butter in texture and appearance 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Create your own friendquiz here ... just to warn you, these are some tricky questions. ...is number 27. DUDE. Baptized Catholic!! LMAO Your Results: The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa. Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking. 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (99%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (95%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (91%) 5.

Why Me
A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. Satin sheets, deep colors of, purple and red rose petals a flow everywhere. What do this lead to from the heart. My mind is telling me no, but my heart is telling me yes. Yes baby I love you. I wanna be the woman, to always, make you happy. A bond so strong, I cannot, let go. A passionate desire, thats deep within my heart. A bond so strong! A bond so strong!! A bond so strong!!! Come and play with us we wont bite unless u want us too.... Is it so hard to ask for a man who will respect me and love me, I have tried every route and im bound for failure I swear to god.. U got Mark together 8 yrs 1 child 3 miscarriages and we were engaged but yet I let his cheating slide because I

Karaoke Contest!!!
I edited it... what do you think? Okay, so I got a little bit more info on the contest. As you know, the next round is going to be at the Serra Bowl on May 13th. There will be 12 Singers competing that night and 2 will move on to the next round which will be on May 19th at the Serra Bowl. There will be 22 people competing there from other bowling alleys and 11 will move on to the next round. I believe those 11 will then be competing in Vegas and the Winner will Open for Leann Rimes and receive $5,000 dollars and a recording contract. John, the KJ, will be getting more info for me. If anything is wrong I will repost this. Here's some more Info: Contestants from all over California, Nevada, and Utah will come to Serra Bowl in Daly City on May 19th at 4:00pm for the regional finals of the 3rd International Bowling Karaoke Superstar Contest. Thousands will compete throughout the nation in Bowling Centers for their time in the spotlight and a chance to win a trip for two

Angel
Just What's A Cleveland Brown? A Bengal is a tiger And a fast plane is a Jet. A Cowboy comes from Texas And a Raider's tough I'll bet. A Viking's from the frigid north. Seahawks live near the sea. All are names of football teams, Just like they ought to be. But there's one name that makes no sense It causes me to frown Can anyone enlighten me? Just what's a Cleveland Brown?! I don't know if it is true, But I think I've heard a theory; That Cleveland named its team After the color of Lake Erie. Brown does not describe A big and strong athletic man. It's what's inside the diaper Of a baby Steeler's fan. The guy who named this football team Must be the Cleveland clown Who else would think to call A football warrior a Brown!! If I'd been born in Cleveland And there my life was spent, I'd find another team to cheer From pure embarrassment. I myself, have always loved The Steelers Black and Gold. I did when I was very young, And I will when I

My Poetry
My Internet Friend Our friendship has developed In a way that is unique. To think we crossed an ocean, Yet no words we had to speak. Just a screen and keyboard To get a message through And from the whole wide world, I'm so glad that I met you. We've shared so many secrets Carried each others loads, You are always there to turn to When I travel a bumpy road. Sometimes when I'm feeling blue It's as if you link to my mind For going into my mail box, An e-mail from you I'll find. Sometimes a card of friendship Maybe a joke or two, Whatever arrived is special Because it was sent by you. So though we're an ocean apart Our hearts are together as one, And friends forever we'll be Sharing e-mails is so much fun. Online Friends Online friends are so very dear Like a rose your friendship blooms The miles between you don't seem to matter As your cursor bring them into the room. Who would of thought it possible You could have feelings of love and a

Life
Most people always wonder when they're going to die, but do you ever wonder how you're going to die? There are a lot of ways to die, whether it's trying to put a cue ball in your throat and trying to get it back up not knowing that the cue ball is bigger than the other billard balls, or a sword swallower trying to deep throat an umbrella and accidentally opening it while it's in the throat or my favorite, being high on mushrooms and having a hallucination of people dress up as animals for an animal orgy and trying to get frisky with a bear not knowing it's real, and getting mauled by it. I have to warn the females about this one...don't get frisky with a carrot. Anyways, have any of you heard of any strange deaths? I know a lot of people like to or wantt o believe in a lot of things, but I'm what you consider a "non-believer" some of things I don't believe in might be controversial, and I know a lot of you will disagree with it, but everybody has their own beliefs, and I respect th

Funny ...
A young man walks onto the stage of Stars in their Eyes, on crutches, with a plaster cast from his feet to his hips. Matthew Kelly Introduces him as Simon. "It's very brave of you to come out here,' says Matthew. 'Please tell the audience what happened?" "Well" replies Simon "about a year ago, I was driving with my uncle when we had a really bad accident. Unfortunately my uncle was killed outright but I survived. I was trapped in the car for six hours before I was eventually cut free. The doctors had me in surgery for 12 hours but they couldn't save my legs." "That's terrible. But I see you have legs now. Are they artificial?" asks Matthew. "No Matthew, while I was in hospital the doctors informed me that my uncle had in fact died, but that his legs were fine and with all the advances in medical science, they could graft the bottom half of his body onto mine. As you can see the operation was successful. I've been having physiotherapy

Uh Why?
Have you ever noticed how there's an endless number of people who will always try to bring you down? Once you open yourself to new experiences whether that be new friends, a new job or anything like that, it seems like the a-holes begin to come out of the woodwork and try to stuff you back in a box so you miss out on what you're looking for. It's almost like some people don't want you to succeed because they will feel less important if you make it past them in the race for new things. It's really quite insane if you think about how society has come to that kind of madness. It's a throw back to the days in high school when the so called "popular" kids sat at a special lunch table. Everyone wanted to sit there just so they could look cool even though all of the lunch tables were exactly the same. I guess we as people will always want to be better than the next guy and maybe in some way that's good because it helps people get places that they want to be. It gives them a goal. But is

Messages To My Friends
Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends. I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts : 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle . They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their purse or doing

Doyles Room Promo Code
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Rusty
I am hosting a Hottest Panties Contest to start on New Years Day. I have 10 spots open. If you are interested send a messege to me with a link to picture you would like to use. It is a rating and comment contest. So there will be two winners! as of Oct 1 I will be "semi-retired" from roofing. I start at the local Pipefitters Union 597. It's a BIG pay cut, but worth it in the end!!! Wish me luck, plz. Watch more funny videos at FunnyJunk.com

Poems Of Mine !!
every day she is on my mind . yet she is still without me, and worrys . my thoughts and dreams are with her always. i pray for her everyday. she knows i love her, but there is always something between us. her voice calms my nerves and her eyes melt my heart. tears come to my eyes and a smile comes to my face, when she is on my mind! YET! SHE STILL HAS DOUBTS ! why? SHE IS MY EVERYTHING! you are my calm in the storm I call life. you are my reason for carrying on my silly way. you are why I awake everyday and face the day. you are the piece that makes my life whole. you are what my dreams are made of. you are the light in all my darkness. you are my sunshine when my day goes gray. you are all my hopes and dreams. you are the one that loves me most. MOST of all YOU ARE you and that why I love you! When life creeps up on me and I feel in need, all I have to do is think about you. I need you just as much as you need me, your the one that shines through.

Complete Bs
The way you play the "Box of Condoms Game" is: You have to come up with ONE ITEM to take to the register with a box of condoms to make the cashier raise an eyebrow. The item has to be something you can actually purchase at a regular store (EX: your local pharmacy). NO REPEATS!!! Ok...so this 38 yr old guy sends me a shout this morning out of the blue. And no, he is not on my friends' list. Below is our very brief conversation. (Sorry..gotta read from the bottom up). Can someone please tell me...am I the retarded one here or is he? DON'T FORGET..READ FROM THE BOTTOM UP! ->Marina - t...:Sweetheart...YOU IM ME. Go jerk off to someone else's pics. Da White S...: Apologizing? Fuck that...u keep flattering yourself cunt....Leave me alone! ->Marina - t...: stop apologizing. But it is my choice not give out my personal information to someone out of the blue. And if you're not ok with that...then that's your problem. Da White S...: not all about YOU all the time...soww

Contests
CONTEST #1: This contest will last 3 days! The first 2 people to comment this blog like crazy will be added to my family. You know what that means! Who deserves it, though? That is why I leave it up to you guys to decide. Only 2 people and 3 days! Get to it! and good luck everyone!

You Don't Have To Lie To Make Friends...
I'm riding the fence on this little conundrum...I love to text now that I can and have had practice thanks to my loving friends...ha, but I still find it rather impersonal and sometimes feel that I might get the wrong impression on the "intension" of the text and or text(s) being sent my direction. Did you get that? It's a bit like here, writing a blog, you as the writer know what you are feeling but the job at hand is trying to convey that to your potential reader...and, sometimes...the reader just doesn't "get" it! Maybe it's just that I'm a bit sarcastic and sarcasm is lost on many a fool! Although, you can't deny the "convenience" of a text. It can allow you to send a message without interupting the receiver...or allow you to flirt...or vent...or just plain say hello.. Of course, my main objective is to flirt because I (heart) my text friend...he knows I do :) I'm certainly not a prude when it comes to porn but I am a girl so you must understand where I am c

Auction
Want to be in an auction? If so.. Here's what you need to do.. 1) Pick out a good photo of yourself (No NSFW please), and think of what you'd like to offer.. 2) Bring your photo and offers to my #2 top friends. Hit her shoutbox or send her a private message. She plans on running this auction for a week, possibly two weeks. So if you wish to join in on the fun.. contact her or me.. We will get things set up.. Thanks.. Crystal and Carol.

Mike...my Love, My Best Friend
Sometimes I am astounded at my luck to have found my hunny. I have been through so MANY terrible relationships in my life...being cheated on and abused and left....that having a man that WANTS to stand beside me and doesnt want to cheat on me is such a new and rare thing. When we first met, I actually found myself not being able to get close to him or trust him because I always had this feeling that it would be only a matter of time. Its now almost 7 months since we started seeing each other and we have been through SOOO MUCH that even some long married couples dont go through and if they do some dont make it. He has never once flinched when faced with any of it. He continues to love me even when things are tough or a little scary and for that he is probably the best man that I could have ever hoped to find. He seems to know me more than I know myself sometimes and knows when I need a hug or a laugh and always is there to give it to me. I love you Mike...more than I can EVER hop

Daily Messages
Until you fall down you never learn to stand up! LK When your heart speaks, take good notes. Judith Campbell It’s not the years in your life that count. It’s the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln

True Love On Fubar
TO SIGN MY HUSBANDS OBITUARIE IF YOU WANT TO SAY GOODBYE OR WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY TO OUR PRECIOUS MICKEY AKA SR DARK KNIGHT THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT GOT TOOKEN WAY TO YOUNG. DEBhttp://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 ALSO I KNOW ALOT OF YOU KNEW THE BOTH OF US OR JUST HIM AND WOULD WANT TO PAY YOUR LAST RESPECTS SO THIS IS HERE FOR YOU ALSO, GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND BARE WITH ME THREW THIS GUY WRENCHING NIGHTMARE IN MY LIFE AND TRY TO LOVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN, AND YES TRUE LOVE CAN HAPPEN ANYWHERE WE MET ON FUBAR 3 YEARS AGO AND GOT MARRIED IN REAL LIFE AND I WOULD HAVE RATHER LOVED HIM THEN TO HAVE NEVER KNOWN HIM SO THANK YOU FUBAR FOR A WONDERFUL GIFT LETTING ME MEAT MY SOULMATE ON YOUR SITE. LINK TO HIS PROFILE AS WELL RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar here is a blog done by a beautiful friend just a year ago on how we meet and feel instantly in love tnx to fubar please read maddily in lo

About Me
Well i got my car back friday after having to completely tear my whole front end suspension apart and im havin a good weekend i just hope everybody else has a great weekend. Well im still gettin a divorce and im doing okay I am tired from working so much and I am workin on getting the interior on my car done I only like painting 5 pieces and then im done then on to the outside. I hope everybody has a good weekend and be safe on the holiday weekend Well my weekend so far has been okay its just i miss talkin to someone special and im tired i am having to keep up with my son and im not doing to badd its just while he napped i cleaned my rooms and did my laundry. Well i hope everybody has a real good weekend.

Rain Feather's Poetry
The wind it moves me Through the caves The wind it moves me In every way Through the stars and moon Through the sun and rain The wind it moves me Through my breath the same The wind it moves me Through darkness and light Through wind we talk As we are Death and Life The Wind can cut you like a knife The Wind it moves me Silent yet moaning through twilight In Mundane and Otherworlds The Wind it moves me Cast around me she swirls And twirls and twirls In an circular way The Wind it moves me every day The Wind Strong and Calm Through downpours And the last drop of rain The Wind it moves me And always shall remain Through my Body, Mind and Spirit The Wind the Wind it came O She returns with me again! The Wind The Wind it moves me And always shall remain! Lori Foster 5:41 pm waxing The Taste of Wine While traveling deep and weaving through the vine I had a taste of lovely wine The wine it was a scent devine Upon it which to Grow and Climb I climbe

Cause Its Fun To Blog
So I just found out that the guy that I was seeing was in fact pretty much cheating on me the whole fucking time. he met a girl on here who he told that I was his "roomie" and that we'd never slept together. Turns out he was on the phone with this girl every night as soon as I went to sleep. Then he fucking sent her pics of his cock telling her how much he wanted to fuck her. All the FUCKING time he was going behind my back telling her how much he cared about her begging her to move to utah so they could fuck. I swear to god if I EVER see that son of a bitch again I will fucking kill him. In facct I"m pretty fucking sure that everything he fucking told me was a lie and I'm so disgusted with him right now. I'm too angry to even form words that lying useless piece of scum. . .I can't even comprehend things I'm soo pissed off I'm just sitting here trying to work and I'm fucking up because I"m just so goddamned mad. FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So I got bored and started reading

Just Everyday Shit
I read of a man who stood to speakAt the funeral of a friend.He referred to the dates on her tombstoneFrom the beginning to the end.He noted that first came the date of her birthAnd spoke of the following date with tears,But he said what mattered most of allWas the dash between those years.For that dash represents all the timeThat she spent alive on earthAnd now only those who loved herKnow what that little line is worth.For it matters not, how much we own,The cars, the house, the cash,What matters is how we live and loveAnd how we spend our dash.So think about this long and hard;Are there things you'd like to change?For you never know how much time is leftThat can still be rearranged.If we could just slow down enoughTo consider what's true and realAnd always try to understandThe way other people feel.And be less quick to angerAnd show appreciation moreAnd love the people in our livesLike we've never loved before.If we treat each other with respectAnd more often wear a smile,Rememberin

Tv Stuff
Just read on twitter than Peter Serafinowicz will not be making another series of shis sketch show for the BBC. Not entirely sure if this is true, or some kind of joke referencing the news that Jonathan Ross has just announced that he won't be renewing his contract... With Serafinowicz it's often hard to tell. So I popped over to his website to see if he'd said anything on there, and long story short, I ended up getting distracted. This time by the rather excellent Brian Butterfield page... Also, I've stashed a couple of good Serafinowicz clips this morning, plus found his statement about leaving the BBC, which has the embedding turned off, but can be found here : Serafinowicz's website Okay, it IS Wikipedia, but Dear Lord, please tell me that ITV aren't SERIOUSLY considering a celebrity version of The Crystal Maze hosted by AMANDA HOLDEN... *EDIT* Great, found this on the Guardian's website, so it looks kosher. I can only say, For fu... **EDIT** Also, this is sad news. Muc

Crystal's Thoughts, Life, Weeks
Well we sold our ferrets, so to replace them we are now going to start breeding pythons. As soon as I get time I will put up a picture of the snake. Well from this point there is 15 days until Christmas! There is 24 days until school starts back up. I can't wait for that. I am tired of staying home all the time with nothing to do besides argue with Mike. Well me and have now been together for 3 months and still going strong...if you don't know that we are engaged....but marriage is not planned for a long time. Wednesday was my first night at my new job....I work in Columbus, Ohio. If you want to know what my job is you have to send me a private message. I am not going to say what I do on my blog, but I will say that it is a lot of fun.

The Life Of Me
when my VIP is up i will not renew it until i have settled in my new place, i am moving November 1st so i will not be on for a while. if anyone needs to get in touch with me probably my 3 closest people are the best way to to (P3nis Flytrap - KK, Throatfawk, Gir- Spike) they know how to get ahold of me... i will miss you all when i go and cant wait to talk to you all again when i return! so if you need anything or need to tell me anything you have 3 weeks to do so before i disappear for a little. Mwahs to all x-x-x Riot Girl so tomorrow i pack the rest of my things into the car and i drive away and try not to look back! getting ready to move over the last few weeks has been really hard on me. to spend so much time in one house and then just switch is dumb, but its what i need to do. i sadly have to leave Tuffy at the old house with Harold (mom's ex husband) because the yard isnt big enough for her at the new house. i cried, shes like my kid, ive had her for 9 years and to let

Contest!
I entered an auction, but the person running it doesn't have enough people. It's been awhile for me, so I figured I could do another one. Anyone wanna be fu-owned for REALS? CLICK HERE OK, here I am in another auction. Will you come and bid on me, please? This is what I'm offering: Here is my offer: All SFW pics rated during HH (11’s if available--I can use my guy's account too, so there's lotsa 11's available). Owned by in name for one month Added as #1 friend for a month Keep you shitfaced for a month Link to your profile on my page Rate all stash during HH Blog about the owner with link to the page SFW salute If bid is more than 20.00 cash Five custom graphics One movie with pictures and song of your choice OK, so another lame auction. Pay good money for me though, and you never know what you'll get :P

To All My Good Friends U Know Who U Are
HI TO ALL MY TRUE FRIENDS IVE GOT AN AUTO 11 FROM A GREAT FRIEND ON HERE SO PLEASE HELP ME LEVEL TO DISCIPLE WOULD BE VERY MUCH APPRECCIATED HI EVERYONE HOPE U WILL HELP ME CELEBRATE MT BIG BIRTHDAY TODAY RATE MY PICS ,SEND MTE GIFTS ,BLING ME PLZZZZZZZZZZ LOVE BLING MAKE MY SPECIAL DAY A DAY TO REMEMBER THANKS XXXXXXXXXXXXXX IM ACTIVATING MY AUTO 11 LATER WOULD REALLY APPRECCIATE ALL UR HELP GETTING ME TO LEVEL 24 WHERE I WAS ON MY LAST ACCOUNT IM ON 22 AT THE MO SO WOULD REALLY LOVE TO GET BACK TO FU-KING THANKS

Testing
Come Rock out With The Newest Dj in the TBR Family Dj Steve!!! Beware his Squirrly Wrath and Dont mind the Foaming mouth! Just rock out with the Greatest in Rock and Metal on all of Fubar!! He's Cocky, He is the one the only the Great Dj Bubba. Rockin out with all the greatest tunes on Terror Brothers radio! Come join in on the fun and see what your missing out on!!!

These R Just Bordom At Its Worst
im not a toy please dont play with me i cant take it again you wanna get to know me thats great but dont use what you learn to use me ive had it done before im falling and i dont know why i cant afford to hit the ground because im going too far too fast i might not be able to put the pieces back together i cant believe i wait for the fone to ring like a little school girl whos got a crush everytime it rings i hope its you to make me laugh, make me blush or just to tell me hi! i am starting to wonder why why fall for me? why you think im your world? why im the one you want? and all im looking for are the answers the truth is all i ever want!!! why do i do it i have a good thing goin and i detroy it in every way i dont know why i have one but i want more i want to stop it but dont know how i need to just stop step back and take a good look i dont wanna self destruct but im gettin close to it the better things get the worse i seem to make em and i cant se

Photoshoot Journal
so as i havent blogged in a few days... here's my past few drunken blundering days in a recap...friday I was supposed to go meet up with a friend in new philadelphia to catch Hostle 2 and just drink too much jager until i fell down and she made fun of me for being a cheap date... however as that didnt happen I called up Jamie Mayhem (not the same Mayhem from the Chaoschicks site with the mohawk... who's first name is also jamie actually heh) and we ended up meeting at spitfire... I got there early and was instantly harassed by some chick that tattoos from her house and was trying to get me to call her about getting some ink done... not really into her delivery or conversation I kind of just sat there trying to seem disinterested but she wasn't having it and asking me all sorts of questions and being too flirty/pervy for my tastes... i never learn that i shouldn't tell people i shoot porn in thinking its a fuck off response and they'll leave me alone... never works... just either brings

Dont Know
Today,I decided that I needed to do something different.To stay away from sex.So,I decided in my mind that whips and handcuffs and the 'fun' a person could have with that wasn't sex.Am I wrong? Nah!!!!!!!!!!!!I don't think so.After all its all about the state of mind(well at least for me).After all I have done both roles.Both the DOMI and the submissive.I personally have enjoyed being the domi.Although,I must say being handcuffed and having feathersran over a persons body is fun tooooooooo. So,the question I have in my mind,is that kind of fun still considered sex too? I have had some crazy days lately,everyone seems to want me or my attention..lol.I just want some wild,kinky filled sex.I honestly dont think that is wrong.Something that definatly has handcuffs and spanking involved. That is just foreplay.For the main course(lol)I would like to be given the ride of my life.Hot,wild sweaty with no mention of love,just give it to me harder,trust me I can handle it. If your lucky,I will

Pink Lady
HOW COME MOST THE MEN I MEET OR TALK TO JUST WANT SEX? OR THEY WANT TO CYBER SEX WITH YOU?ARE THERE ANY MEN LEFT ON THIS EARTH WHO WANT MORE? DON'T MEN WANT TO FALL INLOVE ANY MORE?I HAVENT MET ONE IN A VERY LONG TIME,THEY ACT ALL SWEET AND SHIT MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND HAPPY,LIKE YOUR WORTH MORE THEN JUST A FUCK,THEN THEY USE YOU.THEN YOUR THINKING TO YOURSELF(WELL MAYBE I WAS PUT ON THIS EARTH TO JUST HAVE SEX HELL THATS ALL MEN WANT ME FOR)I DO HAVE A HEART AND FEELINGS AND LOVE TO GIVE,SO WHY DONT MEN WANT THAT?WHY IS IT JUST SEX? if you are on my family list it is because i think you are special and i consider you a geeod friend.if your not don't feel bad it's only because i don't know you well or i know you just wanted point's and within the next 2 week's i will be deleting most my friend's list so if you want to remain then send some luv if not then bye-bye. i may sound like a bitch but i am not just wanted to make friend's on here not help people with point's...have a good d

Drinks
3 oz. cranberry juice 2 oz. orange juice 1/8 oz. lime cordial soda water frozen cranberries Optional 1½ oz vodka Directions In a cocktail shaker filled with ice, combine 3 oz cranberry juice, 2 oz orange juice and 1/8 oz lime cordial. Shake sharply and strain into a collins glass filled with ice. Top with soda water and sprinkle with frozen cranberries. For an individual cocktail, add 1½ oz. of vodka. 4 oz. chocolate milk 2 oz. cold coffee whipped cream shaved chocolate Optional 1 oz. Bailey's (for an individual cocktail) Directions Fill a tall glass with ice. Add 4 oz. chocolate milk and 2 oz. cold coffee. Top with whipped cream and garnish with shaved chocolate. For an individual cocktail, add 1 oz. of Bailey's. Ingredients: * 2 shots White Creme de Menthe * 1 glass Ginger ale, Tonic or Soda Mixing instructions: Put double of Creme de Menthe in a 10-12 oz (300-350ml) glass and fill to top w

My Writings
To Whom It May ConcernThis may be the last thingYou wanted to learnBut I'm tired of the painTired of the fightingSick of everyone takingBut no one compromisesI fought the best that I couldI gave it my allBut you just all sat thereAnd watched me fallAll the sleepless nightsSpent aloneYou left me behindIn a broken homeI never wanted all thisToo much on my plateThis razorblade against my skinHas sealed my fateI'm too far gone nowIt's far too lateYou had your chanceYou showed you didn't careSo now you can deal with lifeWithout me thereI hope the words are hard to findAnd make you feel ashamedBecause once the truth is outYou won't forget my nameSo save your tearsPlease don't cryI wanted it to end this wayI wanted to dieThis letterThe last thing I ever wroteI hope somebody finds thisMy suicide note. Sick and tiredWe've all been there beforeYou try to just shake it offBut it only hurts moreI'm trying my bestBut nothing seems to work outJust because I have a smileDoesn't mean I don't have doub

To My Friends!!!
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy This doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?" The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to m

Mary's Blog
tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked me what I wanted to eat...wish I know she had food..i would of said no thats okay if you have food I just eat that at meals. so she got turkey, big crousants, cheerioes, Skin milk, & Cheese cubes & string cheese. lol sweet lady I took care of her mom betty for while when she was alive. She got real sick after the tribble by pass. She was ready for heaven. thought I'd let friends know I'll be done while. Hope all of you have great blessed beautiful week. Take care all, Hugsss much love ~Mary~ tues,wed,thrus be at friends Roxy's appartment dog & cat sitting. Roxy & her brofriend just want get way for few days without phone ringing..lol. anyways..sweet dog...Roxy left lot food there for me choose what to eat. very nice she even asked m

How To Get *blings*fubucks & Level Up
BACK BY POPULAR DEMAND ***STARTING A NEW PIC RATE A THON *AS OF 12-29-08 TILL ????? TO SAY THANK TO MY FRIENDS. I AM RUNNING ANOTHER AUTO 11, SO MANY HAVE LEVELED ON ME THEY WANT ME TO DO IT AGAIN LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** I HAVE HAD LOTS DO IT 4 & 5 TIMES LOL & AND GET BLINGS EACH TIME WHILE THEY LEVEL UP..LOL **RATE ATHON WITH BLINGs N FUBUCKS GIVE AWAY** get 35 points for each rate, and 57 points during Happy Hours. Have fun rating and hope a lot of you level up Happy Hour 11's from VIP's will count 108 and not 57 *JUST A example...600 rates takes about 30 minutes and @ 57 points each, thats 32,400 easy points and matching fubucks,,, what a deal. **Rate Athon with Give Away BLINGS till????:)** SEXYGIRLBLONDE,FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#17*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*@ fubar Viva Las VegasBy ZZ TopBest Video Codes (repost of original

Songs
A part of me wants to leave you alone. A part of me wants for you to come home. A part of me says I'm living a lie. (And I'm better off without you.) A part of me says to think it through. A part of me says I'm over you. A part of me wants to say goodbye. A part of me is asking why... A part of me wants to leave. But a part of me wants to be here with you. And everytime I think that we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you. And you got me just torn. Torn in between the two. (Oh yeah) Cuz I really wanna be with you. But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (I really want to be with you) Leave you alone. Leave you alone. And you got me just torn in between the two. (In between the two) Cuz I really wanna be with you. (Be with you) But something's telling me I should leave you alone. (You alone) Leave you alone. Leave you alone. There was NO ISSUES when we started out. It was cool. It was everything that lov

Poems (about Being Away From The One You Love)
Soon Soon, the day will come I feel it in my heart, when we can be together and no longer kept apart. Soon, things will change no more lonely nights, for in your arms I'll be where all is perfectly right. Soon, the ache will cease of wanting you here with me, each morning I'll awaken by your side a place I have longed to be. Soon, the tears won't flow so frequently from my eyes, for we'll spend our lives together with no more painful goodbyes. Soon, two people in love will be joined through eternity, overcoming any and all obstacles that have been set before you and me. Soon, we'll pledge those sacred vows coming together as husband and wife, promising "till death do us part" this commitment will last beyond life. Soon, we'll be as one all our dreams coming true, we are each others strengths for you have me...and I have you. Author: Trudy L. Do You Know Do you know... how I feel... when we are apart? Tears are never end

Dirty Bitch/bastard Crew Announcements
THIS PERSON IS NO LONGER A MEMBER OF THE DBC FOR REASONS THAT A FEW OF YOU KNOW WHY......THIS IS AN OFFICIAL POST.....HE HAS BEEN STRIPPED OF HIS DBC COLORS 0 TOLLERANCE FOR PLAYERS ~DJ DRAGANHEART~ DBCmc~FUHUBBY~TO~NOTIII~N~BODYGAURD~TO~DJ~DANNI~DJ@THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE~@ fubar LUMINA AND SCONEE BECAUSE THE CREWS ARE GROWING EVERYDAY, I HAVE MADE A FOLDER FOR PROSPECTS CAUSE I WANT TO STRESS THAT TO BE A PART OF THE DB CREWS YOU MUST FREQUENT THE HAUNTED LOUNGE THAT IS OUR HOME AND ITS WHERE THE CREW WAS STARTED. SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN THE CREW WILL START OUT AS PROSPECTS. I DONT WANT TO SOUND LIKE A DOWN RIGHT BITCH WITHOUT BEING DIRTY BUT I THINK ITS IMPORTANT CAUSE THE CREWS MEAN A LOT TO THE ONES THAT ARE TRUE "DOWN" DIRTY BITCH CREW MEMBERS, AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE IT GROW EVEN BIGGER, SO IF ANYONE WANTS TO BE IN THE CREW PLEASE TELL THEM TO TALK TO ME BECAUSE SCONEE AND I ARE REALLY DIGGIN INTO MAKING THIS AN OFFICIAL CHAPTER. ORIGINAL DIRTY BITCH LUMINA I

Nsfw Photo's
OK, I HAVE RECENTLY HAD QUITE A FEW GUYS MAKE ME DECIDE TO HAVE MY PRIVATE PICS FOR MYSELF ONLY. THE REASON FOR THIS IS BECAUSE 1. THERE WAS NO RESPECT, 2. THE ONLY REASON THEY WANTED TO BE FRIENDS AND/OR EVEN RATE MY NON NSFW PHOTO'S WAS TO BE IN THE FAMILY AND HAVE ACCESS TO MY NSFW PHOTO'S. NOW THERE ARE SOME OUT THERE WHO ARE NOT OR WAS NOT LIKE THIS AND TO YOU, I APOLOGIZE FOR HAVING TO LOCK THEM UP, BUT YOU CAN THANK THE OTHER MEN ON HERE WHO HAVE MADE THIS HAPPEN! IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND, THEN BE MY FRIEND. IF YOU WANT TO ONLY SEE MY BOOBS, MOVE ON. I WILL DECIDE WHEN I OPEN OR IF I OPEN MY NSFW PHOTO'S UP. HELL I MAY EVEN TAKE THEM ALL DOWN! IF MY OTHER PHOTO'S AREN'T GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO LOOK AT THEN, GO LOOK AT SOMEONE ELSE'S PAGE! SORRY TO BE SO BLUNT, BUT IT'S THE ONLY WAY I KNOW HOW TO PUT IT! THANKS, DEE JUST LETTING EVERYONE KNOW, I NO LONGER HAVE ANY NSFW PHOTO'S! IF YOU WANT TO BE MY FRIEND, BE MY FRIEND! IF YOU DON'T, TURN AROUND

Sexual
Who all will be watching AS THE WORLD TURNS today? The show will be having their first ever same sex kiss. This is a big step for a daytime soap to do, I'm sure. Long time over due. I will be watching it when I get home from work. Thank God for Tivo. Oh yeah, one of the main characters is gay on the show. Not sure in his persoal life though. I wonder if Days of Our Lives will be doing it next? Wesley J Siau will go to jail for ... Biting someone’s nipple off 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com I have to say I thought this was good fuck or pass ... (UNLESS YOUR A RELATIVE) There is at least one person on your Myspace list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on

Jo$huas Poetry
"PAINT" sitting here thinking alone with the sounds mezmerizing my mind surrounded by everybody but yet still by myself my thoughts the wind music the end the beginning what will it be old or new me or you fast or slow how should i know could this really be are we free is this all just art for you and me it could be a beautifull painting a piece fo blank canvas ready to be stained or is it better plain i can't stand it i must know where will we go when this painting is through what wall will we hang on or will the art be gone will it be strong and last for long or will it fall on the floor to get stepped on trampled under foot boot after boot to be turned into root these questions we'll never know untill it's time to go so i'll just follow the road and let it lead me where it knows i should go lifes a painting let the paint flow Jo$hua "You'r

My Poetry And Observations
Call To Love Give to me your smile, and I will lock it away in my heart forever Give to me your eyes of innocence, and I will look back to you with strength Give to me your hand, and I will close your eyes with the touch of my passion Give to me your nightmares, and I will put them to rest, forever Give to me your fear of the unknown, and I will make it known to you Give to me your heart, so that I may leave it pounding in your chest for days after I am gone Give to me your faith, for with it I can do the impossible Give to me your lips, for with them I will take you to another world Give to me the one chance to know you, and I will give to you the reality of the truest love of all… Our Own... by Jskins Say Goodnight Say goodnight my friend This loneliness is about to end One more for the road and then Goodnight, Goodnight You gave up on your life Broken Glass, cuts like a knife Forever more I will adore Goodnight, Goo

Sexiest Picture Contest Standings
Thanks to everyone that paticipated in my 1st contest. It turned out really well This contest is based on total points The total points is the number all the way over on the right side Name Comments Ratings Total points 1 j-roxxx 43658 382 45568 2 lil devil 39236 634 42406 3 Raema aka .:TITS:. 12815 124 13435 4 Nichole~Top Notch Glamour Chick 12515 128 13155 5 Jenn 5006 32 5166 6 DJ Asian Cat ~Manic Monkey Radio 4135 25 4260 7 ac1d_eyez 2295 34 2465 8 Beauty and The Beast 933 92 1393 9 Dr.Angusmd Resident Dr. @ Crew Radio 1207 14 1277 10 ~TINA~HOTLIPSONFIRE~ 850 31 1005 11 Passion Eyes 47 166 877 12 Gretch 49 165 874 13 Liquid Fantasy 500 72 860 14 Cute Lil Jellybean 456 69 801 15 Lisa Smith 416 70 766 16 FallinAngel 198 90 648 17 Riverheadted 510 18 600 18 Big Poppa 378 17 463 19 Misty 225 37 410 20 Nicole AKA AOA1FREAK 54 56 334 21 da` Warrior` Dj` Kaijaw` da` Barbarian 111 31 266 22 Karen~the Bo

Hmm
California is a beautiful place, full of beautiful people, and lots of fun in the sun!!! California is also terribly expensive to live in. We have taxes on everything, water is even expensive.. But, California is raping us with these GAS PRICES!!!! SO far we are paying 3.59 and climbing. At this rate no one is going to be able to drive or eat!!!! Just thought Id share Signed, I now eat top ramen daily LOL!!!!! I know that the things that upset me would be little compared to some peoples problems. I am not Starving, I have a roof over my head, people who love me, and the ability to talk to people all over the world! I am strong, and I will get through what life throws at me.So just remember Things arent so bad, and when you feel like things are getting too hard, remember there is alot of suffering OUT in the world, try to help to make it better.... I believe in a few good things. I believe that you should Treat others how You would like to be treated. I believe in "true Lo

Animals In Need
By Jim Scott NBCNewYork.com updated 2 hours, 41 minutes ago Pit bulls and other popular breeds of dogs will be banned from all apartments run by the city Housing Authority starting this Friday."Finally someone is realizing that these potentially dangerous animals have no place in a confined urban space," City Councilman Peter Vallone told The New York Daily News.Vallone is not exactly a pit bull lover, having unsuccessfully lobbied state legislators to ban the dogs in the past.Pit bulls are often trained to be violent, but owners defended the breed saying it's the owner, not the dog that makes them a threat."It all depends on how you teach a dog," said pit bull owner Anthony Nieves. "My dog is like a puppy."Pit bulls aren't the only dogs being targeted by the Housing Authority.The new regulations are also specifically banning Dobermans and Rottweilers as well as any dog weighing over 25 pounds. The previous policy banned dogs weighing up to 40 pounds.The ASPCA opposes the ban and

80's Theme Day
I know your all excited so hitch up those leg warmers put on your roller skates cause today is 80's theme day...... The list so far is: Jack Burton(Big Trouble in little China)=Husky redneck Falcor= Brain Ninja Claire(Breakfast Club)= Reeka Jareth=Blue Eyed Soul Alex (Flashdance)= VIndicated McGyver= Shits & Giggles Baby (Dirty Dancing) = Pixie Johnny ( DIrty Dancing)= Mop Ferris (Ferris Bullers Day off) Soda Westly/dread pirate roberts - princess bride= Hugh Sheena= Name Crisis Mr T = Whorasaurus Charlotte 'Charlie' Blackwood from Top Gun!= Amykins Dan Fielding= chainsaw Charlie Blackwood= Amykins Beast master= Witchie Remo Williams= Bounty Hunter Jo= Ms. D Peg Bundy= Cant sleep clowns..... Bernie Lomax= ketch22 Sonny (my lover)= Sasquatch Wonder woman= wicked wench CareBear= CareBear Heman=Raistlin Una= Sin Sin Honeythorn Gump=Pronty I know there's more of you so please help me update.... Now you are here in Xanaduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Kira

May 2003 Heros
Died May 8, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 23, of Hamilton, Ohio; assigned to 3rd Battalion, 7th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Infantry Division (Mechanized), Fort Stewart, Ga.; killed in Iraq by a sniper while directing traffic on a Baghdad bridge. Died May 1, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 34, of Springfield, Mo.; 2nd Squadron, 3rd Armored Cavalry Regiment, Fort Carson, Colo.; killed in Habbaniyah, Iraq, when his M-1A1 tank fell into the Euphrates River after the bank on which he was parked gave way. Died May 3, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 25, of East Lansing, Mich.; assigned to 74th Long-Range Surveillance Detachment 173rd Airborne Brigade, Camp Ederle, Italy; killed in Iraq when his M-4 rifle accidentally discharged after he fell off a ladder he had been climbing.

The Lorax Chronicles
Just when I thought destiny was on hiatus, like a rolling ball of thread disappearing into the distance, a girl enters my life and the nuances of her love never allow me to feel lonely again. your voice has travelled miles, pieces of mosaic tile unraveled from its pile and deposited in my mind. each word put down on file as our dialogue stands trial after cracking false denials we hesitate to find. when moments are defiled our silence lasts a while you catch me with your smile I pick up on your designs. you part with grace and style like silt brushed down the nile I stare through the redial and think of you as mine. In a room, laid under stucco, isolated from rebuke. My innocence tastes her experience, like the farmer's son in his father's peach orchard. Ripe fruit in hand, her juice drips twice to the thirsty soil.

October 2006
So first, I would like to inform everyone that Halloween has only been celebrated in Sweden for the past decade, but has established very fast here, mainly as a marketing ploy.. "The occasion is mainly celebrated by children and teenagers. They go to fancy-dress parties and ghost parties, light lanterns and venture forth into the streets to scare the life out of the neighbourhood. Many pubs and restaurants stage Halloween parties and decorate their premises with fearsome attributes. Halloween has come to stay. On the island of Öland in the southern Baltic, the arrival of Halloween has led to an upswing in pumpkin growing, and the giant fruits are now quite readily available." ~Sweden.Se Now a Little on the history of Halloween itself: "The term Halloween, and its older spelling Hallowe'en, is shortened from All-hallow-even, as it is the evening before "All Hallows' Day" (also known as "All Saints' Day")." ~Wikipedia "Origin: Celtic observation of Samhain According to w

Just Stuff
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Just General Fun Or Interesting Stuff
Lets101 Quizzes - Online Quizzes MoutIronic, tremendous internal wealth, know how to rapidly connect with others, looks for paternal authority.Colors: male: brown, female: red carmineCompatible Signs: Amon-Ra, Thoth Dates: Jan 22 - Jan 31, Sep 8 - Sep 22Role: A creator goddess, she was the mother from which the cosmos emerged.Appearance: A woman with the wings of a vulture, holding an ankh, wearing the united crown of Upper and Lower Egypt and also a dress of bright red/blue, with the feather of Ma�t at her feetSacred Animal: vultureWhat is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries What is love? What is this longing in our heart for togetherness? Is not the sweetest flower of love

Every Day Ramblings
www.lost.eu/edfc So many new things to remember, new road names, new area, new home. new people too. some not as nice as where i grew up. Driving here can sometimes be an excersize in survival. but i am learning. I do not regret deciding to move here. Mike and I are doing wonderfully. He is everything i always needed, and more. the kids are starting to adjust, and they are all in school now. the only down side is that kindergarten is only half day here. I miss my family, but not as much as I thought i would. i sure as hell don't miss that town. I have already changed my license over, and gotten a new job which i will start on the 25th. everything is coming along quite nicely. and I couldn't be happier. working on creating a skin for my page. if anyone can give me some tips on how to do certain things, like putting an image in a table etc.. let me know ok? there are just some things i haven't figured out how to do yet. ok, i figured it out for myself. but you k

Stryker_beyonds Lil Rants
As most of you know my grandfather passed away Oct 15 this year. It has taken me this long to really be able to write about it. As most of you know he had been in the hospital since May. He went in the day I got out of the hospital for my own surgery. On Oct 15 I was sitting here at home like always. My sister called me at around 11 am. I knew something was wrong by the fact that she is a teacher and was calling me at such a early time. Grandfather had been struck by a infection that quickly took its toll on him. With having been in the hospital so long infections were gonna happen and had. This one however had taken into his lungs and the docs needed us at the hospital. My sis, mother and I made the trip and once we got there sis and I were taken into a room to conference with his docs. We realized the end had come and it was time to not be selfish on our part but to let him go into Gods hands. We gave the docs our decision and we only asked he be in no pain. We went back into the roo

Random Blurbs Of Bullshit
it's been long overdue for another review. This time it's the "Doc Johnson Twisted Hearts Desire" http://www.rogreviews.com/reviews/read_review.asp?sku=5542 Another toy review :) This time it's the Eden Cyberglass Snake. http://www.rogreviews.com/reviews/read_review.asp?sku=5416 Thank you for taking the time to check out my page and blogs. For personal information please read my 'about me' section. As for the blogs,these will contain my weekly adult toy reviews and anything important that happens with my career. Toy reviews are marked as nsfw, so be sure to look for those. Thanks again and stop by any time :) xoxo Lanah

My Writings
i feel helpless. i want to be there. you just push me away. open yourself up. never doubt. i give myself to you. you always hesitate. you always let everything burn down. i feel helpless. there is a big empty space between us. i try to close the gap. you always go farther away. i feel like im getting nowhere. i feel like im reaching the end. i gave it all. i feel my world is going down. i feel very helpless. everything is clear now. i break down. i let my future guide me. my life is a book. my story is written for me. i just let it go. and let it guide me im dying , im breathing, this life is going fast. will my journey starts. will i make it home. which path should i choose? when my times starts, i cant refuse my fate. do you look at the stars? do you wish when you see a falling star? do you see the pain that i see? when my journey starts. will i make it home. im all for trying. i heard my name is called. nothing i can do. its something i can't refuse. i knew it was coming. she said "

Just Stuff
IM BOUT SICK OF THE BULLSHIT ON HERE WHEN I CAME BACK I THOUGHT I COULD ENJOY MYSELF AGAIN LIKE BEFORE I DELETED MY OLD ACCOUNT...IM JUST NOT SURE AT THIS POINT WHAT IM GOING TO DO IM TIRED OF BEING TAKEN FOR GRANTED AND IM SICK OF HEARING GOSSIP AN WHINING DONT YOU ALL READ PROFILES? MY PROFILE CLEARLY SAYS DONT BRING THE BULLSHIT TO ME IF YOU CANT READ THEN I SUGGEST YOU GET TUTORING LESSONS IN HOW TO READ ENGLISH 101. DONT BRING THE BULLSHIT TO ME ANYMORE! Bless The Broken Road Lyrics (Rascal Flatts) I set out on a narrow way many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wiped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream lead me to where you are Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you I think about the y

Dragoness
i thought i found that right person that one person that u could hold and be with , but then i had a hurt foot and he thought that i was blowing him off cause i wanted to see him, but then he thought i was not telling the truth and i cried all nite knowing that something was wrong and i was not sure what but my heart was aching, but then this morning i got this off liner saying he thought i had other plans and all i did was cry over this one true love wishing i was in his arms wishing that i could kiss him be with him, but i know now i will never be in his arms again and that my heart will never heal again u woiuld rather be alone and not be around anyone again then go throguh the hurt i am going now, the tears going down my face wishing that i would just go in a hole and cry all my sorrows out knowing that i will never be with my true love or hear that voice or hear his name out loud, and knowing that i had that true love i will never look or be with another again i will want to be w

Nsfw
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Greatest Stories Never Told
And there he sat, stone rolled back, and an angel sat upon the floor and there in the corner lay the wrapings neatly rolled in the corner. Upon entering the tomb, the woman bowed down. and the angel said unto her. "Woman, Peter Cottontail doesn't work this side of town." The woman raised her eyes and looked upon the angel. "But how can this be, as I do not know the touch of credit cards. I am but a handmaiden and yet, with the right marketing even this lame spiritual occasion could take off..." And the angel was delighted and joined by a heavenly host and they chimed as one... " Only with the power of Macy's" And then it was as if the earth did open and from it i ssued children and they tossed into the pit the chocolate bunnies of their parents and bellowed forth for the nifty technological devices of today. And the stores saw that they made money and that it was good and the parents smiled for they had what their forefathers had not, another day to spend cash. And somewhere, l

Dreamin'
Ummm ... I don't quite know what to say. But some people need to get a check on reality. And the fact that ... SHIT HAPPENS. ->: Lord God .. you need help. I explained what happened. You are high maintenance. I talked to you on here : 5 seconds?...you didn't even answer my last 2 texts when i asked how your easter weekend was....you are just fucking rude.....anyway, im off to reality, have fun on here...cya ->: I meant off my page idiot. you have serious attitudinal problems. Simply because I haven't returned your texts in 5 seconds. As I said my phone was suspended, that is why i didn't respond. Go get yourself checked. And keep off my fubar page and all else. : Lol....I'm like 4000km away.....I'm keeping my distance. ->: well you need to piss off and stick your grapevine up your ass. Idiot .. now eff off and keep the hell away from me. I am not joking. : I just heard it in the grapevine....and don't tell me to fuck off....or i will cock slap yo

Helpful Support Blogs
From the Desk of Scrapper ... NEW UPDATE! If you were part of the people who were running God Mode we are gratuitiously giving you some points. Anyone that had a god mode bling deactivate between 1:30PM PST...if they ended at 2M points, they'll end up at 7M points. if they ended with 8M points, they'll end up with 10M points, etc..... If you were part of the lucky few who helped us test out God Mode Bling, you are probably asking yourself why did my God Mode bling expire early. It actually did not sxpire early, we are finally out of our testing mode and it is now truly LIVE on the site. The God Mode bling has surpassed our special ability bling expectations. It is a very powerful weapon in your arsenal on fubar. We thank you for helping us beta test the God Mode bling. Consider yourself lucky to have had the chance to to that so few will ever have in the future. Please read the following blog. If you are angry or feel slighted, we just want to thank you for helping us develop

Schitzo Writing
I never could be what you said I would be Choosing me on that cold metal shelf is aisle 6 On sale and rated poorly A life of second chances and returns Taped back together, my outer box ripped and punctured Eagerly opened dozens of times and tossed aside equally Never complete always missing a part The receipt always stored in your wallet where I belong on aisle 6, pushed back always behind something more interesting so you don't want to find me you don't want to fix me for I always come as is completely you don't want to blow the dust off me you will return me back to the cool darkness on the bottom shelf of aisle 6. Dieing on the highway today a day the fog formed, demons laughing at me sitting on the hood of my car counting on their hands the memorable moments I had My crazy mother sitting in the back seat her face frozen in a scream of disgust flies scurrying over her face frenzied A gun in my lap bullets littering the floor mat flesh clinging to chunks of

My Secrets
Here is how the Rate Party works you go out and you rate people and your reword for doing so is the joy of helping others and to gain points it is unlimited 11's all day foreveryone so go out help someone and have loads of fun. Rules. DO NOT LEAVE RUDE COMMENTS ON PEOPLES PAGE MUST ADD ALL PARTY MEMBERS TO YOUR FRIENDS LIST :) BE NICE TO EVERYONE :) TO JOIN leave comment on blog add me to your friends list and go out and rate everyones page an 11 if someone is close to leveling rate at least one folder of the persons with the most pics do not rate least amounts because that is just being unfair :) I feel lonely and confused my bf tells me he loves me but he's never there when I need and the one person who is always there for me I can never be with so I just sit here day in and day out feeling lonely not knowing what todo. How do you tell someone you still love them even though you know they don't feel the same about you :( this is just so confuseing. It don't h

Rants
I just wanted to issue a mass apology to everyone for not being around much lately. My health has been generally poor. I got a cold over 2 weeks ago and I've been feeling like shit ever since. I know smoking is making it worse, and I'm trying to cut back a bit but it's hard. I'm having trouble focusing, my whole body hurts, and I've been coughing so hard especially at night that I'm gagging and even vomiting at times. On top of that I got in a fight with some drunk bitch the other night while I was looking after my friend Tawnua's cats. I got her pretty good but she got me too. It was a dumb decision that I chose to make and now I'm living with it. I stayed at the apartment complex from last Tuesday until yesterday. I'm home now but the problem is I know everyone in the complex and they're constantly dragging me off to hang out. And I have been caught up in so much drama with friends there, and quite honestly I'm sick of talking about it but it has me focusing on that instead of myse

Stuff
Help yall my first contest for Mr Valentine Bomb me please. Let me know ya bombed me and ill try to return the favor the best i can!! Just click the pic How do you share your feelings with someone when you dont know what your feeling? you feel yourself twisting in so many ways, feeling things you never felt before. Being ripped apart, being tossed aside time and time again. when you think you finaly found the one theres often nothing there! when you found someone to care they often long for another! oh this thing called love is an evil temptation leading us in wasy we think we want only to be lead astray and to be ripped apart time and time again! So honetstly tell me how do you tell someone one your feelings? How do you share yourself with someone who either wants someone else or just dosnt have the time to know what you feel? Hey Yall These are My Bitches lmao Make sure yall stop by there pages and show em some love! Fan em Add em Rate em and all that good Stuff! Dj Wicke

Cherry Hearts
are funny. ha! Im over here laughing the whole time, and they are getting mad at me. its great. What is it about me that attracts juggalos? I just love how a certain friend of mine is always saying how our little group of friends are drifting apart and things arent like they used to be when we were younger. But you know things change, we all have jobs and most are in college too, so we dont have as much time as we used to. What I think is the funniest part is that she complains about it yet she doesnt try to hang out or get everyone together. gotta love people

Strictly Ct Related
"I hope Jesus has other plans for your life, because right now you're a fuckin loser." - The Mogul Yeah well I did a quick fam check and a third of my family members didn't have me in theirs. I didn't care who you were, I just deleted you! Sorry, my family members recognize me as the same. Otherwise, I don't got time for ya! Peace bitches. DJ TLL is on air at Forbidden Inc. Come on in and chill with TLL!!! Click on the picture below to join us now...

My Poetry
Blinded by love and lustful hateLosing control of these feelingsA world so cold that I cannot SedateDiversity making these killings A pain that's estrangedQuestions filled with painThis bitter mind derangedDisplaced degrated insane Hearts blown into fractionsDisturbed satisfactionsSelling my soul at indescretionsWaking to all these obscessions Yesterday you were the martyr seedToday you feed the terror behind your needYour sweet has turned to sourCause you fene the face you hide betweenYou think you're on the runBut your schemes are so far goneYour sickness one to devourBut your sickness known to be a loaded gunAll these scars you love to leaveAre mere nothing left for one to believeThese scars you leave they cowerNow you leave me nothing, nothing too conduciveNow my thoughts are undecisive screamsNo need to replace all my open seamsNow I'm half the dream half the dowerThe disempowered sublime none deemsThese thoughts dont need to thinkThese eyes distraught begin to sinkLife instil

Journal Type Thing?
Well The other day at work, I started having chest pains, sweating, dizzieness and a fainting type feelin' So, I went to the hospital After 2 EKG's, 1 CT Scan and 2 Things of Blood work done They concluded that it was'nt a Heart Attack or a Blood Clot in my Lungs Infact, they have no fucking clue what's wrong with me so, I have to see a Cardiologist on the 15th of July to find out but my memory seems shotty, I feel weak, light headed all the time .. this sucks .. I want to know wtf's wrong oh, I'm more than likely diabetic and I suffer from Hypertension Joy and I still have random pains in my chest .. Wicked Jesters Laughing In My Mind Wicked People Laughing In My Face Always Am I Trying To Find Wondering, Wanting My Place Wanting To Grow Numb Not Wanting To Feel AnyThing Anymore It's Your Love, I Want Some Every Day I Want It More and More I Pray To What Ever God(s) That May Exist I Pray That You Find Me At Times I Just Want To Cut M

The Locomotion
Choo Choo All Aboard!!! Get Your Tickets And Join In The Fun PLEASE READ THE RULES BELOW BEFORE JOINING ... YOU MUST RATE AND FAN ALL NEW FRIENDS BACK IN RETURN. IF YOU HAVE NO INTENTION OF DOING THIS, DO NOT JOIN. FAILURE TO FOLLOW THE RULES MAY RESULT IN YOUR IMMEDIATE REMOVAL FROM THE LIST WITHOUT BEING INFORMED!!! You are to leave a comment on members pages if already on your list, not send them a message, thanks! The passengers ... The Driver 1 ♥ MishNumber1 ♥ The Conductor 2 ♥ SexyGranny1967 ♥ Carriage One 3 Di aka PiNkLaDy the Original* 4 ****TrAcY mEmBeR oF fuBaR uK wOrLd cRuIsE ******MeMbEr Of ThE bOoZe CrUiSe** 5 Lucie in the Sky

Do I Have To Name It?!
THE DANCE The redness of the skies are a magnificent sight. The clouds that are forming look like cotton balls. The flickering figure hypnotizes me with its great amazing dance. Drawing me nearer and nearer to the figure. The figure flirts with me. Eventually asking me if I would care to dance with it. I instantly agree. As I begin to dance with the figure, I forget all that’s around me. I declare my love to the figure. The figure says it feels the same. I know that we will be together. And forever will we be in the dangerous dance of love. Last Sunday, I went to a Chinese buffet place. Once I stepped in there, I got a headache and then started to burn up. So much so that sweat was dripping down my forehead. The waiter was nice until he noticed my symptoms. From that point on he avoided us as much as possible. If they have a ward against evil, then why would I be affected? Do you consider me evil? THE DANCE OF THE DRUMS We dance in a circle Knowing t

Ashley's Life! =p
Ok its final i hate guys they suck! Lol ok what would yall do if you had a guy, he sent a pic to you of a hot girl saying it was a yummy pic. Wouldnt you be upset. but then he claims he was just messing around, but this is after he said he was getting even with you for talking about your gay friend. Doesnt it sound just a wee bit jerkish to you? I have no reason to be upset? If he didnt think she was oh so "yummy" then he wouldnt be looking through her profile and pictures like he probally does all the time with these slutty looking girls on his friends list that i havent said anything about. >=( I GOT MY FLIPPEN DRESS, OF COURSE ITS 4 SIZES TO SMALL. NO REFUND SO I EITHER NEED TO LOOSE 100 POUNDS IN LESS THEN A MONTH OR IM SCREWED. I HATE BEING FAT! *SCREAMS!!!!!!!* So yeah, I decided I should maybe try posting a happier blog. Hmm ok, well to start off its been like a day since i passed out almost. woohoo, oh and i get to take double the amount of pills perscribed by my heart doctor i

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Stuff I Just Wanted To Know About Me
Black Label Society Bylaws And Code of Honor God, Family, Beer Suicide Is Not An Option Complaints Dept. Closed Live Life Stronger Than Death Thou Shalt Not Spilleth The Beer Refuse To Loose/Born To Booze Respect Is To Be Shown To All Society Dwellers Worldwide Colours Must Be Worn To all Black Label Society Shows And Events FEAR NO BEER BLEED BLACK LABEL SOCIETYSDMF FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!BLEED BLACK LABEL!!!!!!!!!!! Hello All, As you all know I was at Cruefest this past Saturday and it rocked. Trapt was up first and they did 2 of my fav songs plus a lot of stuff off there up coming album. They did Headstrong and Standup. Then up after them was Sixx AM and they started out with a part from Nikki Sixx DVD and they did Life is beautiful and i cried.(Yea a grown man can cry lmao!!!!!!!!) After Sixx Am it was Papa Roach and they also did my fav songs Getting Away with Murder. Want to be Loved Last resort and broken home along with stuff off there new album comming out.

My Contests
IF YOUR NOT ON THIS LIST ITS ONE OF TWO REASONS....1. YOU DIDNT SHOW ME MAD LOVE YET IN THE CONTEST FOR BEST BOD....OR 2. I MISSED YOU BC IT ERASES AFTER LIKE 50 COMMENTS... IF ITS NUMBER TWO LEAVE A COMMENT ON HERE SO I KNOW I MISSED YOU....)|(ILL KNOW IF U REALLY VOTED ALOT I CHECK IT ALMOST EVEERY 20 MINUTES....SO DONT PUT A COMMENT UNLESS UREALLY HELPE ME OUT...) IF YOUR UNDER NUMBER 1 THEN YOU NEED TO GO VOTE A BUNCH AND LEAVE MILLIONS OF COMMENTS AND COME BACK AND PUT A COMMENT ON TTTHHHIIISSSS BLOG.... HERES THE LIST: ~RANDY ~MYLILBUTT ~RIGHTOUS ~VIXEN ~ACROPORA ~CLITCOMMANDER ~ALLAMAS ~JOHNNIE B GOOD ~JLEE499 ~JERSEYBEE ~ELEMILLIEN ~LORD RAVEN ~SLATINO ~SLIM JIM 3000 ~SOCIAL KING ~FUCK ME TENDER AND BLOW ME DOWN ~SPOOKSHOW BABY ~ARESWIPE ~SMYTS ~TOMMY O ~KEKEO ~ANGEL EYES ~HATEISALLI ~........... ~F_UCKMEIMFAMOS ~REDGREGG ~ROCK OUT WITH YOUR COCK OUT ~BIG J ~aBSO FUCKIN LUTLY ~ THE LC KING ~ARMY BLACK WOLF ~ LATINO TICO ~BIGD ~hootie

How Bloody Random!
I probably need to step away from Fubar for a bit. I've met some pretty wonderful people. Some of whom I care about pretty deeply. I treasure the moments I've spent with them. The last thing I intended to do was cause pain to anyone. I got fu-married to a wonderful, sweet, lovely woman. This has caused pain to people I care for. People I'd crushed on. Friends. 'Family' members. I can't take that back. To anyone wounded, or who has felt slighted, all I can say is I'm sorry. I never wanted to mess with anyone's heart. You are all pretty special people. I probably need to step back for a bit and reassess who I am here, and what I've done. Again, I'm sorry. ~jgw My oldest friend, an attractive lesbian with a Masters and a Doctorate, has asked me to be a surrogate father. I'm not averse to the idea. Though (sadly) it won't impact my celibacy rating, I tend to think it's the best of all possible worlds. Visitation without caretaking, no financial responsibility, the opportu

Fun With Nerds
The control programs of Louis XIV, Cardinal Richelieu, and Marzarin had both a great pacifying effect which later turned into dissatisfaction of the people. I will go over the cultural milieu of the 17th century, the Structure of French society, the nobilities, the royalty, and the church, and how Louis XIV came to be king. Then the main program which I will focus on is the attempt to unify the country under the patronage of the king while maintaining close supervisory relations with the nobility. I will put into this context the Fronde, the royal response to the Fronde, the uprisings of 1675, and the responses to the uprisings of 1675. I will look at which programs were strictly for revenue and how the reaction of the nobles and commoners dictated certain counter program responses. I will examine the fascinating sun king image program of Louis XIV, how that image was received, and finally how the programs eventually failed. The feel of the 17th century was a feeling of conflict. The

Tranch666 Blogz
find i can no longer fight what has already been set in stone before i existed.all my adult life i have strove for things i was never ment to posses wich others find so commen and normal. somewhere over the long fight i forgot that you shouldnt fight the waves of existence you should ride them let them carry you to and fro.and for some reason ive been stubborn and pig headed all this time i yearn for the time when i was young care free and everything was ahead of me but those times are no more i must realise i have lost the good fight and quit fighting that wich is natrual once again i find myself pulling my hood over my head and slowly turning away from the light and life and walking into the shadows where im at peace taking but a moment to slowly turn around and see what was or could have been my salvation my joy my hopes and dreams the sunlight that i shall not feel unless its reflected off the moon i feel i must walk in the dark and not set foot in the day time realms again my co

Shooting The Breeze
What every woman wants is to be Loved and cherished like she is the only one that matters and is important to him... like a touch, a kiss, holding hands, watching a movie, going out to dinner, just being together, doing things together doesnt matter what! the feeling of meeting a new person, the look in his eyes when he looks into yours, is it kismet ment to be, I dont know but just being with him makes her heart race, longing for his kiss. his touch, the anticipation of what is yet to come. ah a new romance is blooming like a flower opening up for the first time, the sweet smell is enticing as a new love is enticing to think about it makes you smile with the wonderment of something new... A man and a woman were sound asleep.. It was about 3 in the morning,when all of a sudden a loud noise came from outside. The woman,still half asleep,jumped up from the bed and yelled at the man,"Oh my God,Sh*t"! "That must be my husband!" So the man, leaped up out of bed,he was very scared an

Waste Of More Time
It was one week after my high school graduation, and I was home all by myself, enjoying the beginning of what was to be a blissful parent-free weekend. I was strolling around the house like a spoiled princess when I saw a car drive in. It was my neighbors, a couple my parents were friends with. The both had pained looks on their faces, and I wondered what was wrong. I invited them in, and they started to cry. They made me sit down. I did, and they told me. There had been a car accident. It was bad. He didn't just have a broken leg, or a concussion. John was dead. I was still sitting in the chair in the kitchen when my mind finally wrapped itself around this concept. "How could he be dead?" I wondered. I'd just talked to him. He'd called to tell me he was coming home early. But there I was, sitting in a chair, faced with the realization that when he came home he'd be in a box and would have makeup caked all over his face. I cried, I swore... I sat there, unable to mo

Skins!
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny Todays New GGC Video: Riley Martin on Jerry Springer Hi all just wanted to blab about my latest web: Girls Gone Climbing it's a Hot or Not site, pretty simple. If you want to join/add your pic just use the contact form. Later on I'm going to have some contests for the top ratings winners! Girls Gone Climbing -Johnny

Misc Bs
Dear Employees: It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do, however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore a list of 18 New and innovative "TRY SAYING" phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f*ck you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting bitch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f*ck do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm certain that isn't feasible. INS

Pimpouts
Can I Has Your Attention Please !?!?! See this SEXY fu right here.. her name is lil5683devil... Those of you that know her you know she is awesome and those of you that don't know her yet need to.. She is just under 3 million from Godmother and could use some serious help.. She is an awesome girl in need of some awesome people to help her out.. You KNOW what to do.. Go show her some serious fu-luvinz.... Fan her.. Rate her... Add her .. Bling her.. Blast her and let's get her leveled up !!! lil5683devil This Pimpout brought to you by the one... the only... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Cherrytap
i was thinking of of getting my first tattoo, wondering if anyone has any good and/or bad experiences trying to make up my mind. I'm thinking of getting a shooting star and my kids names in the sparks flying off but have to find design too, any help on that would be nice also. take care, been awhile i hope i haven't been forgotten intirly *smiles* Create Your Own thank you REDHOTLUSTLIFE

Ah Ah Ah Ah!!!!
me and my ex where together for a year and i found out he had cheated on me throughout the whole thing....bla to men!!!! im totaly off them.....untill i go out on saturday with bridey.....SPOON! Tomorrow im back up the hospital to have an op to get rid of this cyst i have in a bad place = [ it hurts but soon it wont with me luck homies!!! xx Dear exited readers of my blogs! The time has come!!!!!! DOWNLOAD O7 REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!! Well, first may I add…NEVER TAKE TO MUCH SHIZ TO DOWNLOAD….we got stuck on the way up because we over packed…to much food mainly lmfao! After Hayley coming to our rescue with a shopping trolly we eventualy got to the ticket gate…oh we did have a laugh there….we had to abandon the shopping trolly there…because it was stolen ¬_¬ how pathetic is that!!!!…so Daz, Rob and I headed off to meet Rebecca at Orange camp…Fuckin Nazi Camp more like!!!! The reason that Orange Camp got given this nickname was because the damn security guards where the on

Random Stuff
decided to open a myspace account i have no friends!!! Anyone wanna add me? :-) http://www.myspace.com/cute_face24 You May Be a Bit Antisocial... Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. What Personality Disorder Are You? Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. okay here goes ....... 1. I sometimes snort when I laugh hehe. 2. I sometimes pick my teeth with my earing. yuck! 3. I have a crazy hamster that likes to stare people out.

Daily Thoughts
another year and and another month is getting closer, and yet i feel older and older....nothing seems what it is anymore tho i have tried my best to keep myself up above the stress n all that but yet they (they being the gov. state and fed) keep dragging me down layin more and more on me, i believe all it will kill me, stress alone is not bearable for any Healthy man or woman or child...stress from them is nough to kill us all today was just another dreary day, my thoughts were rambling theu my head, i had checked everything i wanted to know about this gorgeous lady but i couldnt find her...i didnt know her personally, or even intimately for that matter i just saw her one day on the bus....she had a smile that could not be beat, her eyes like blue diamonds glistening in the light, she glowed like morn dawning, sunrising and hining in my face, i heard her speak, my heart sank for her voice were like chimes. i know shes here someplace i thought, my heart racing to find her but alas s

Tid-bits Journal
Sometime i use this blog to vent , so if you really don't care do not read...this is just for my sanity. So of you that know me best know i have a good life but that my siblings and mom don't always have ot together and often try to drag me back down to the shit I faught so hard to come out of. Just recently another sister drama. A lil background on the situation..my sister was abused , I took custody to try to save her..she destoyed an already stuggling nion between my ex and I ...Then she (age 13 at the time) got into an SUV with some one she didn't know ,21 year old man and he was high ..flipped his ride and ejected her out the back windshield. After this and all the drugs she did ..it was off to foster care..Now I though she was doing good and I find kiddy porn she made with her friends on myspace..holy hell and my ex husband saw it..I deleted her account and she flipped the fuck out..we argues i cried..my fiance told her dont call back until shes over her lil pity party..she threa

When I Have Too Much Time In My Hands...
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Krissy's Poems
April 19th 2007 it was around 1:30 p.m. and i was in the Lewistown Hopsital for some kind of infection that found because i let some asshole pierce my eyebrow! (that's another story for another time) when little did i know while i was visiting with my Mom and her friend Martha, that i would see the one and only man that makes my knees shake everytime he looks at me and smiles at me. His name is Matthew Wayne Crosson. He is the love of my life and everything that i have ever asked for in a Husband, and he asked me out on April 20th when i was released from the hospital, and asked me to marry him the next day! At first i thought he was joking and that things were moving way to fast but the more i got to know him and spend some time with him the more i realized that he was the one that God had sent to me for me to love and spend the rest of my life with. We were together from then on up until we got married on June 9th 2007 and every day since we have together has been so special to me ge

Do Any Of You Read?
Please don't stop by my page, rate a handful of pictures, and then leave me a user comment asking me to "return the love." Three comments on this rule: First: It isn't "Love." What you are referring to are points. Let's be honest. Let's not euphemize and pretend that clicking a mouse on the screen in a repetitive fashion can constitute "Love." If you think it does, it may explain why you are single and/or miserable. Second: If we're going to stick with the loose definition of love that prevails around here, then I think it is fair to say that I already showed you some "love." I posted nude and near-nude photos of myself. If you don't want to look at the pictures, don't. I never asked you to. I never came to your page, begging for tens. I just posted the pictures for your (and my) enjoyment, hoping that some literate soul might stumble across them and we could share some witty banter. ("Your Hotttt" does not qualify.) Third: If you want me to stop by your page (

Fuggit
Ok. When i tell someone I'm fat, sometimes they say "No you're not fat you're beautiful." So automatically being fat=not being beautiful? I don't really get it. I'm not all about that BBW bullshit but I still think that just b/e someone's fat doesn't necessarily mean they have to be given a negative response. Some people are just ugly, whether they're big or small or whatever. Can't help it. And some people are just really good looking, but supposedly they cant be that if they are big? I dunno what I'm really getting at here. LULZ? :/ i've had a few people on here straight up tell me that i seem to put a wall up, like i won't really let anyone in, or get too close. people who don't know me in real life, and basically had only talked to me a few hours. it's really been bothering me mainly because i dont see myself putting up this wall. so i've been seriously pondering and taking a look at how i approach relationships either friend wise or romantically. honestly i dont know

Poems
I want to hate you, But I love you. I want to kill you, But I want to save you. I want to rip you apart, But I want to mend you. I want to scream, I want to call you names, But I want to wipe the tears away. I want to run, But I want to stay. I want to cry, But it hurts so I laugh. I want to fly, But my wings wont expand. I want to be free, But you refuse to set me loose. I loved you and you tore me apart I wanted to show you my world But you refused to open your eyes and you refused to listen to anything I had to say. I want to be free from you I want to be able to laugh I want to be able to dance I want to be able to sing I want to be able to smile I just want to be able to cry But you took that from me and now I am afraid to love I am afraid to smile I am afraid to laugh I am afraid to cry I am just afraid to love someone else. Caroline Morrison Love, what is love? Is it a car, a house, a bike, a rose? What is it? If it was men

Ultimate Tattoo Contest!
HERE THEY ARE!! ULTIMATE TATTOO CONTEST ENTRIES!! COMMENT BOMB ON YOUR FAVORITE ONE!! GOOD LUCK TO ALL!!! MINA MARK MURDEROUS MYNDA CATS OSOGOODE ROCK~SECURITY DRT CRISTILEE NEEFO3 CONTEST STARTED TONIGHT AT 7PM EASTERN AND WILL RUN FOR TWO WEEKS, ENDING ON NOVEMBER 10TH AT 7PM EASTERN GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!! PARADISE_CITY.mp3 I just want to say hey to everyone, and let you know how much you all mean to me. Even if I can't get back to some of you somet

Observations Of A Tabbie Eater
Lost love found only to watch it erode. Friendships corroded some beyond repair, though all of this some friendships have grown stronger; yes 2006 has given and taken much. I know this year I cleaned out my closets and threw out a lot of stuff. Now I am left to sort out if what use to be was important or just something that filled up the closet. I see 2007 coming and feel a great relief that the chains I carry are lighter than what some are carrying. The one thing for certain the bed I have made to lay in is comfortable(both in the physical and the metaphorical sense). I have a few good memories from 2006 that are not tainted with something that resembles a lie. I know i am not the most grown up person I know but I am honest to a fault. I look into the abyss where my sole rests and see what looks back. It’s a shame that others can’t or won’t do the same. 2006 has taught me much. I have learned that vision too sharp will cut. I have learned that friendship means accepting anything tha

The Story Of My Life.
Seeing as I grew up in an abusive household, I took to drugs and alcohol at an early age. I was diagnosed as a depressive as a child, dysthermia was the term to be exact. I was diagnosed as Bipolar when I was in my teens. I was prescribed several medications on and off beginning at the age of nine. When I was about nineteen I came clean, got sober. With that, I also was prescribed Depakote to tame my Bipolar depression. However, I was never Bipolar. I was on Depakote up until the beginning of 2007. I developed Drug Induced Lupus from it. I nearly died. I could not walk, talk, and my heart stopped several times. I am lucky to be alive. My intuition told me it was Lupus, I SOMEHOW managed to research it on the computer to find that there was a medical condition called DRUG INDUCED LUPUS and that was in fact what I had. As a result of that medical condition, I LOST some of my memory and I also developed fibromyalgia. In addition to that I was on Wellbutrin. With Wellbutrin I lost both my

My Thoughts
Im sitting here in my new place...its finally feeling like home...got alot more work to do...got my new bed...its fuckin awsome!!!! Black/Brown Leather sleigh bed...even splurged and got a new mattress and box spring...thick pillow top...comfy as hell...sleeping really well....now just have to get the room painted and the pictures and such on the walls..I finally feel free again, without the restraints of so called friends who want to drain me dry of my funds and life force...so much so i was off today and said fuck it and went to orlando with my roomate for dinner at Emerils...dropped 150 bucks on dinner...it was well worth it...great food and conversation. The weather has been good till today...even got some sun last week...laying by my new pool!!! but today is cold as shit...even had to put the heat on. My next move is to the keys...i am not doing this cold shit anymore LOL! Last doc visit went half well...oh well...im just gonna keep moving along...im not letting anything or any

a> This is nothing to do with fu but can everyone plz vote for this teacher up till jan.4! Shes trying to win to go to the superbowl. This is a teacher that I work with all day! Plz help her out heres the link and the name you want to vote for is Kelly Nyman! Plz vote over and over again for her I would appreciate it! http://superad.nfl.com this is the link to her! COME CHECK OUT DJ BG AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON FRI-MON 10 PM-12 AM,TUE 8-10 PM & WED 10 PM-12 AM HIT HER PAGE UP TOO!..SHE RAWKS!! DJ BG DJ & Greeter @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge Fu Engaged to Tater aka Chetly@ fubar Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!! (repost of original by '~Maharet~Fu Wife & R/L G/F to DJ Mass~DJ & GM @ The Real Red Dragon Lounge' on '2009-01-10 13:10:57')

For Friends
FYI If you delete your account and come back... I'm not going out of my way to track you down and add you. Same goes if you deleted me "by accident". I can only assume I'm not on your list now for a reason. I will accept if you choose to add me back, but I have enough disappointments in my life now. I don't need to deal with a rejection or a pity accept. That is all for now. He took a couple looonnngggg fu-breaks, but he's back. All you hot chickies on my list - he's happily married but he flirts like a pro and he can leave comments to die for :P He's my BFF and a great guy all-around... please show him some love :) Professor BlueEyes@ fubar So go vote on him in this contest... Guys, I won't call you ghey, UNLESS you don't vote for him. doooo eeeet nowwwww or i keel you!

My Silly Lil Poetry
To whom it may concern: To whom it may concern: It has been brought to my attention that I shut people out. That I dont rely on my friends enough to listen. Well, who wants to hear me say that I wish I could kill myself all the time? Is that gonna help matters, if I sit and tell the people I care about and that care about me that I want to be dead? Its like I said in one of my poems...I'm trying to protect you. Is it going to help things if I tell people that when I feel overwhelmed, I cut myself to make myself feel better? Are you going to be able to understand that? No, you wont. You may think you do, but until your arms and legs are covered with scars, you cant. Is there any way for me to say in words the madness that goes on in my head. No. I could get out a dictionary and not be able to find the right words. I am Borderline Personality Disorder. Not an easy thing to explain. I see everyone as either good or bad, no in between. I have identity issues. I hav

Poems
There's a hundred years of history and a hundred before that All gathered in the thinkin' Goin' on beneath this hat. The cold flame burns within him 'Til his skin's as cold as ice And the dues he paid to get here Are worth every sacrifice. All the miles spend sleepy drivin' All the money down the drain, All the 'if I's' and 'nearly's,' All the bandages and pain, All the female tears left dryin', All the fever and the fight Are just a small down payment On the ride he makes tonight. It's guts and love and glory, One mortal's chance at fame. His legacy is rodeo And cowboy is his name. ©Baxter Black Long Life Alone By Cursed Cowboy Do you ever feel alone like theres no one there? The world is a cold and empty place, Where the darkness is your only friend. You sit and wait but no one comes, All alone you die inside just waiting. With every passing day you lose more of your self, Soon you will be just a shell empty and hard. No one will see you n

Punky's Poetry (might Not All Make Sense :) )
Today I thought of you It made me smile Knowing I'm yours Tomorrow those same thoughts Will warm me once again As I'm lost in memories of Being wrapped in your arms Always know you hold my heart That I only have eyes for you The one who has made me complete Who brings so much happiness to my life You are my first thought upon waking You are my last thought before sleep I love you Today, Tomorrow, Always... ©S.R.G. Do you know what its like to live this way Out of love with no way to repay Strike me down I've got nothing to give The natural desire is hard to live with Missing what is not known Needing what is not given I am one of your children am I not worth forgiveness Why choose me such a bad decision The world is blinded and needs some vision Natural desire building up pressure and no valve for release The pressure will surely destroy me I see a fire burning I see a teardrop falling I see the children bawling Yes, pain is being rendered it would

Boredom Kills
The darkness broken by the dawn Brings within its glow a promise Of warmth and life, burning within The bosom of the earth Rising up to wrap in its protective Force the life, which grows upon its back. Chapter I The rain had finally stopped; it had been raining for seven days straight, with very little time between the storms. That had been battering the coast, it was however a relief, the year had provided very little moisture. The whole forest was a tinderbox waiting for a spark. The animals were starting to come out of their hiding places to soak up the sun, and revel in the ready supply of water. A stag cautiously approached a stream running in the bottom of a shallow valley. The tree line stopped several hundred yards above the stream, and the stag waited and watched the area for a long time before leaving the cover of the trees. He took one more look around before dipping his head down into the stream to quickly and deeply drink his fill. The Stags ear twitched and

Family
1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't kiss &; tell. 5.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, and sexy. 6.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 7.) A REAL MAN looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 8.) A REAL MAN wants to spend as much time as he can with you. 9.) A REAL MAN comes over just to watch a movie. 10.) A REAL MAN kisses you on the forehead just because. 11.) A REAL MAN doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear. He tells you what's real. 12.) A REAL MAN should be treated like one. 13.) A REAL MAN doesn't ask questions when you say you need him, 14.) A REAL MAN lets others know he's involved. 15.) A REAL MAN doesn't play games!!!!!!!!!!! 16.) A REAL MAN doesn't leave his girl to go and hang out with his friends if h

Visions Of Darkness
Please! I got no sleep at all again last night and to top it off I have just hurled my breakfast out of my mouth at supersonic speeds. I refuse to be sick. Really. I do. Wont let it happen. Who am I kidding? I R t3h d00m3d Because I'm too tired to type it all out, here's the cut and paste between me and mum a few minutes ago. "Mum" is my best friend in the world who lives in the U.K., my true home. Me: Shrink put me on mirtazapine, quetiapine, and lithium Mum: jesus fucking christ. Mum: I've had the first one. Me: lung test shows sign of an obstructing mass Me: so its more fucking scans for richard Mum: what am I to do with you? Me: and no word on when the cardiac stress test is yet Me: bury me comes to mind Mum: No You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy this bulletin, leave it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my inbox!!! *~

Videos
Made by: ~Ashley~@ fubar If you're not here, don't get upset. People get overlooked sometimes. Ash is adding people as she realizes it, and there will be additions to the video. If you want in, and aren't, let her know... NICELY!!! Someone very special to me had this made for me, for US...

Just Life...
Man Convicted in Flower Girl Murder Case Fatal Drunk-Driving Crash Was Captured on Video By FRANK ELTMAN, AP MINEOLA, N.Y. (Oct. 18) - A jury convicted a man on Tuesday of murder for driving drunk the wrong way on a highway, slamming head-on into a wedding limousine and killing the chauffeur and a 7-year-old flower girl. Prosecutors said Martin Heidgen, 25, drove his pickup truck more than 2 miles on the Long Island highway before ramming head-on into the limousine in July 2005. They contended Heidgen never tried to stop and turned slightly toward the limousine in the seconds before the crash. Heidgen, of Valley Stream, had at least 14 drinks before getting behind the wheel; his blood-alcohol level, 0.28, was more than three times the 0.08 legal limit in New York state, prosecutors said. Kate Flynn and limousine driver Stanley Rabinowitz, 59, were killed. Five other members of the Flynn family were injured. A scream echoed through the courtroom as the murder co

Erica's Blog
JACKSON, Miss. (AP) -- As if the West Nile-toting mosquito isn't enough to worry Mississippians, add the poisonous Latrodectus geometricus to the state's list of creepy-crawly creatures. Dr. Jerome Goddard, entomologist with the Mississippi Department of Health, said the poisonous Brown Widow spider that is a cousin to the well-known Black Widow, is now calling the Mississippi Gulf Coast home. "The tropical Brown Widow spider .... has recently been captured in many locations along the Mississippi Gulf Coast," Goddard said in a news release Tuesday. He said his office has been receiving many phone calls reporting buildings and grounds heavily infested with this type of spider. "This spider is in the same family as the Black Widow, and is poisonous to humans," Goddard said. "I first heard of a collection of this spider at Keesler Air Force Base in Biloxi in early 2005 and figured it was probably just an isolated incident." The Health Department said the Brown Widow c

Notices/bulletins
If you had one day with me... What would we do? I want creative answers. No answers saying "I'd show you what I'm made of". We have all heard it. I want something creative. The most creative answer will get a personalized SFW salute from me with the salute saying whatever you want it to say. (within reason) Everyone that posts an answer will get a FREE Fubar license. The winner will be informed on Friday, May 2nd. And the personalized salute will be uploaded no later than Saturday, May 3rd. MUCH LOVE! The Fu-Milf Queen™ **Hint: Think if maybe something I might like to do. NO MORE FAKE SPOTLIGHTS! I need your help!!Trying to Spotlight! So, there have been a lot of talk about SpotLights being fake people. I'm as real as we got and I really really really want a spotlight for a day, but as you already know they can cost anywhere from 5,000,000 fubucks. I need your help. All I am asking for directly here is for your personal attention to help me gai

A Poem For My Lost But Not Forgotten Friend
ive narrowed it down to 4 choices...... A)-Poison B)-Korn C)-Booondox D)-Tom Petty Who would rather listen to 2 hrs of music from? The Short End Of The StickThe darkness slowly fades in The hand i dealt only lead to loads of strife Why do i deserve this..... I tried to be a good person in life, The days were too short, and the nights too long .I lived like there was no tomorrow, But what was so wrong? You said id always be safe ,You acted like you knew what i need... and in return all you can do is leave me here to bleed.... I am a good person, Regardless of what you say... It dont matter what you see People will always remember this day! You took someones loved one, and acted like i was just another... what you seemed to forget, You also took someones mother. Your day will come, Your fate will not be spared! You took my life like it was nothing And now you will be hunted by all those who cared!RIP Sherrill, we love you and will always remember you

Ouch! You Hurt My Soul
you mount me from behind and treat me like your little fucking porn star! pulling at my hair like a horse reign! then I wake up in the morning and my chest is bleeding from the hole you left in my heart "I'm not your fucking love puppet" plez stop useing me!!! and yes this is real my tears my blood my love they all really exist plez don't dismiss me every time i see his picture i want to cut my heart out so that he can't hurt me any more!

The Ultimate Pink Floyd Tribute Band Pa/nj/del.
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Past Blogs
Fire and Ice "Some say the world will end in fire; Others say in Ice; From what I've tasted of desire; I hold with those who favor Fire. But if it had to perish Twice; I think I know enough of Hate; To say that for destruction Ice; Is also great; And would Suffice." - Robert Frost. Ironic that a man named Frost would be of those who favored fire for the day of reckoning. I myself believe that the desire and the lust for power and pride will be the end of life as it is known, But I also believe that on this day, Ice shall have it's say as well. Hatered is one of the most volitile emotions one can feel. It is the one thing that will turn any mortal into a demonic force. I'm not talking of the common "I hate Tuesdays" hate either. I'm talking Rage. That animalistic vengence that cries not only for the blood of those you despise, but for their screams of agony. The Hate that can come only when all light is gone and nothing else exists. Fire an

My Creative Side
In my mind We move effortlessly Across the floor Our bodies together In perfect harmony Our hearts beat in rhythm To the music of our souls. It's time now to look ahead and not back Another year comes another has past There's nothing you can do to change what is gone Just learn from it and and try to carry on. A love that is lost will not be found But a new love may in time come around If you've suffered the loss of a good friend Remember them fondly so the memory won't end. This new year brings hope to those who have none It brings promises and a new life now begun Happiness can be yours to have in the end If only you remember it comes from within. Of all the men who love me Only one had my heart Alas I was not the one he chose My heart and hopes shattered. What was it that turned him from me? Was it lack of beauty or charm? Was I the one to blame? No....distance was my curse. Others would envy what he discarded So freely given but not enough

Poetry
I fuking hate web souls. Misleading digital text and pixels. Cancel. Recover all unsaved data. To have it thrown back in your face as a copy. WTF. Let me stream to 1 user with out static. Bring down the firewall of insecurity. Freeze. Processing invalid information. Refresh. Leave us be. Infect ur own personal hell. Edit your own soul before you speak. Copy and paste wisdom not fear. Connect. 100% Configure. Things taken for granted. Open communication. Share. Benefit of the doubt. Compress. Hatred and jealousy are the bigest threats. System restore haters take your malware else where.........Restart!......Nightshadows2006 Copyright LLC Walk in the warmth of my presence Feel the innocense Here not to decay Bathed in dirty blood day after day Lost within what I say Wollow in the fear of dissaray Blinded in what I see Father please watch over me Never found my own way A dead past molded by clay Cant stand this confusion Taking f

Relationships
Trust is something that I give freely, because due to things in my brain, I assume that all people will do as they say. I met a woman on this site, and I put all of my trust in her. She knew about my head injury and how things said and done could/would affect me emotionally. So after talking for a few weeks, she decided that she would tell me she would come and see me for the week of my birthday. We made plans and everything seemed to be going well, then it got to be the day before she was going to leave. She told me that she wanted to see me so much that she was going to leave a day early. So she was leaving Friday afternoon at 4, or so she said. Friday around 10, after she should have been here, I text her and ask her if she is close, and she replies "No, I took a wrong turn." Finally I find out where she is and she is in Tennessee where it is storming. She says that she is going to get a room for the night there, so I am like ok. I ask her when she will be headed this way and she st

Want To Own Me?
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Few Days Off!
No official plot yet, but the original followed a group of friends as they vacationed at a small remote cabin, where they are forced to fend off against each other after they're possessed by evil spirits from within the forest. LATEST NEWS 3/25/06 Original actor and current producer, Bruce Campbell, spoke with Penny Blood Magazine in their latest issue, where he revealed some details on the film. He describes how they don't discuss the project much since producer and original writer/director Sam Raimi is so busy (I.E. Spiderman 3), but from he gathers it'll be with a new group of people that will get affected by the Necronomicon, meaning there wont be an Ash character. He also believes that the goal with this remake is to make good use of today's visual FX and incorporate it into a "scary-ass un-rated horror film." 3/03/05 The man himself Bruce Campbell got to talkin' to a column at comiccon.com called The Beat, where he goes over the remake. Here's what he said: "We're goi

Play It Forward
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Some Random Stuff
Well, the kids and I spent the whole day (friday) together and that was good since I have'nt gotten to see much of them all week...this week I worked a lot of overtime and well, jacob started to get a bad whiff of it on Wednsday when he started to cry when I left him and sammy at the sitters. He had never done that before, so I think I had better cool it on the overtime work for a change. I would actually call at the sitters from work to see if jacob would talk to me or sammy but with jacob it is "no" yet, with sammy, she will talk to anyone at times. It seems quite different for the kids when their daddy calls, however. Jacob tells me that he doesnt like his daddy and wont talk to him, sammy on the other hand will talk on the phone with him, and I think that at least lifts up my ex's heart at times. Oh, but I believe that it is because jacob just doesnt want to talk on the phone is the reasons....But I can understand why jacob does not love his father and it is because he does not

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Wtf???
My Pictures This Asshole: Achilles@ CherryTAP Made a bulletin about me this morning with my link on it saying "this girl downrated 25 pics of mine "1". Ok not only does that sound like some pretty pathetic crying shit to me but I hear that he is the king of the downraters so thats the pot calling the kettle black. This is what happened: I went to his site and yes I looked at his pics. I didnt feel they deserved 10s so I didnt rate them at all. He is all boo-hoo that I didnt rate him at all so he makes up this lie that I rated them all "1". I was told about this bulletin by a friend and I quickly locked all my pictures. Sure enough, here comes his fan train giving my page "1"s (like thats gonna do anything anyhow) but a few who saw his bulletin gave me 10s too hahah. Personally I dont believe anything I read that accuses a person of doing something, I prefer to see screenshots. At the time he was crying about his BS downrating that he claims I did, I was helping my Step

Kids Are Quick
An American mother went to a MacDonald's with her two children age 6 and 8. She ordered two Happy Meals with chicken for the children and a hamburger with fries for herself. While they were eating the 6-year old was more interested in the slide across the street then in the chicken nuggets which he didn't even touch. So the mother decided she would eat them. She was in for quite a surprise... Without actually watching what she was doing she was bringing a chicken biggest to her mouth, just when her 8-year old son yelled not to eat it. So she looked at the biggest to find that -- despite the crust, it looked just like a chicken's head. Nobody knew how it got there. The manager offered them their meal for free and two more weeks of free meals. But it was no use. The mother pressed charges and demanded 100,000 dollars compensation. MARRIAGE When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate

Just For Fun
This guy walks into a bar wearing a Lions jersey and carrying a little wiener dog that also has a Lions jersey on with a little Lions helmet too. The guy says to the bartender, "Can my dog and I watch the Lions game here? My TV at home broke and my dog and I want to see the game." The bartender replies, "Normally, dogs in the bar would not be allowed, but it is not terribly busy in here, so you and the dog can have a seat at the end of the bar. But, if there is any trouble with you or the dog, I'll have to ask you to leave." The guy agrees and he and his dog start watching the game Pretty soon the Lions kick a field goal and the wiener dog jumps up on the bar and walks down the bar and gives everyone a high five. The bartender says, "Hey, that's cool! What does he do for a touch down?" The guys answers, "I don't know, I've only had him for 3 years." ********************************* Collection Plate The church service was under way and t

My Writings
I can't allow myself to breathe And so my lungs are caving in Because I can't take in the air For it's poisoned with my sin So here I suffocate With nothing left to do Until you pull me close and whisper "I will die for you" You kiss me bittersweetly But I taste approaching death You offered your life, so I took it As I inhaled your breath I felt your spirit leave And now I don't know what to do Overcome by guilt for accepting your life For how can I even live without you? I thought I lost you forever And so I jumped into the sea I wanted to perish with you But you came back for me You carried me through a tunnel Speeding away from this black lagoon To an enchanted somewhere far away From the vultures and their wicked tune Landing gently on a private beach The portal behind us, closes The breeze carries with it, a song And the ocean is made out of roses But these flowers have no thorns I'll get lost benieth the wav

Trichome Alchemy
in this day and age it's not all that hard to find something to complain about..from the stupidity of Mr Bush and his government too the price of gas, we north americans have lots of inconsequential things that we get to bitch and moan about. I sit here watching the snow fall, seeing it slowly hide all the imperfections of my lawn.And I wonder, what would it take to bring everyone in this world to the same even playing field. What would it take? I would willingly give up my car, t.v. computer, hell even most of my house, to help someone. Now I know some people send money to charities to help the poor peoples in other countries...but in all honesty how much of that money actually gets to these people. I guess I'm just a bit frustrated at how extremely broken our world is. For all our modern toys and experience we still haven't seemed to learn the most basic truth...which is this. "Love thy neighbor as thyself" Now im no christian...im not really a part of any organized religion (thoug

* Chakras Or Chakra System * Sha' Ka' Ra *
********************************************************************************************* Chakras or Chakra System ********************************************************************************************* True name: Sha' Ka' Ra' - (Phoenix, August 2006 Workshop) ********************************************************************************************* Through the rotation of the 15 Merkaba Fields, an energy structure in the form of an "egg" or capsule is formed within the Auric Field. (See: 15-Chakra Graphic) The 15 energetic capsules exist within the same space, separated by variance in dimensional particle pulsation rhythms. Through these energetic capsule structures, the Chakra System, or dimensional energy supply system, is formed. Through the Chakra System a form's particle base builds up into structures of multidimensional matter. (Voyagers II – Page 465) Of the 15 Chakra Centers, nine are located within the physical body structure.

Poetry And Thoughts
There are times when the days pass slowly, Sitting here looking forward to our next visit. I sit in amazement at how my feelings have grown, From our beginning conversations to today. You have grown to fill a place in my heart, It was a place that had been empty for so long. Now it is filled with a joy and peace, That had been missing for a long time. A feeling of having a friend to share living with, This is something I thought would never be mine. Soon more chances to be companions will be here, No more to wonder at when we will get chances to be together. Do you have any idea at how much I look forward to it, It will mean that I have my Best Friend near. For you have become that to me Honey, Thank you for all that you are. By INXS421 05/28/07 A walk on the beach, sounds of waves caressing the shore, The one I long for, too far away to enjoy this with me. The smell of the salt air floating on the breeze, 900 miles away she is, missing her at times

Random Items =)
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Alright... So I got tagged... Here goes!!!! 1: My #1 fantasy is to make love on a roof in the middle of a thunderstorm. 2: I have an OCD with q-tips and my ears. 3: I love the smell of gasoline. 4: I wear thongs. 5: My favorite movie is The Crow. 6: I love Maroon 5. 7: I love watching cartoons. 8: Guys with long hair turn me on. 9: I've fallen in love with someone online before. We met and were together for 6 years. 10: I love animals. 11: I don't like basketball. 12: Jager is my favorite liquor (without the bomb please). 13: I love to color. 14: Cats are my favorite animal. (Yes, I have one.) 15: I love

Thoughts From The Attic... Random Thoughts Of House
after a recent conversation with an amazing friend of mine about me being single... i decided to have a little open dialogue with myself. this is what transpired: hmmm. the single life. the good life? most times. the sad times are the lonely times. better to settle and learn to love? been there, tried that. fuck that. just tired. tired of having relationships end bad. tired of giving my all to the wrong ones. tired of making the same mistakes the other guys make. ive learned though. ive spent time in a self induced prison. to reflect and pay for mistakes ive made. and like a reformed man, i refuse to make them again. the guy sitting in jail for killing someone drunk driving wishes every second of every day for his freedom. hes reminded everytime he opens his eyes and looks around of where he is and why hes there. and he swears to never repeat the actions that got him there. my mistakes. ive made the same ones everyone has. but im done making them. ill never forget the time in th

Randomness
According to a recent Cosmo poll 87% of readers said they wished guys did more polite and romantic things, like opening doors and showing up with flowers occasionally. So why aren't men minding their manners these days? Believe it or not women's hard-won sexual entitlement may have something to do with it, notes John Marshall Townsend. Because women now sleep with multiple partners, they've become less choosy about whom they bring to bed. Unfortunately, that means men don't have to rely as much on their wooing skills to encourage a woman to hit the sack with them. So in other words if women wouldn't sleep around we might be treated better??? What about us who don't sleep around!??!!!??? In a healthy relationship, you: Treat each other with respect Feel secure and comfortable Are not violent with each other Can resolve conflicts satisfactorily Enjoy the time you spend together Support one another Take interest in one another's lives: health, family, work, etc. Have pri

My Take On Life
I've seen so much on the internet, from dating tips, to advice and even women themselves putting out their criteria for what makes a man appealing. At the same time I've met a lot of women in my life thus far. In addition I was married, it was horrible for the most part because the bad times seriously outnumbered the good. I've been divorced for over 6 years now, and I'm just throwing out what I've learned about women. I could be right, I could be wrong, these are just my observations. Please note when I say "some women" that does not imply "all women". I will not generalize every woman in the world, I'm smarter than that. So anyway here goes.... I've learned that some women regardless of what they say are completely vain and into looks, just like some men. I realize that my ex-wife and her behavior does not represent all women. I'm sure there are some beautiful women out there who see any relationship as a 50/50 venture and are not out to suck the living life out of

Poetry
I want to tell that little boy his Mom will be just fine I want to tell that dad we got his daughter out in time I want to tell that wife her husband will be home tonight I don't want to tell it like it is, I want to tell them lies You didn't put their seat belts on, you feel you killed your kids I want to say you didn't ... but in a way, you did You pound your fists into my chest, you're hurting so inside I want to say you'll be OK, I want to tell you lies You left chemicals within his reach and now it's in his eyes I want to say your son will see, not tell you he'll be blind You ask me if he'll be OK, with pleading in your eyes I want to say that yes he will, I want to tell you lies I can see you're crying as your life goes up in smoke If you'd maintained that smoke alarm, your children may have woke Don't grab my arm and ask me if your family is alive Don't make me tell you they're all dead, I want to tell you lies I want to say she'll be OK, you didn't t

Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week
~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Birthday: Zodiac Sign: Hair Color: Eye Color: Tattoos: Piercings: *Favorites* Color: Season: Day Of Week: Animal: Flower: *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Smiled For No Reason?: Sat On Your Rooftop?: *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Phone 0R IM?: McDonalds 0R Burger King?: Summer 0R Winter?: CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: XBox 0R PS2?: RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Your Fears?: Your Weakness?: Do you like Thunderstorms?: Number of things in my Past I Regret?: Do you Swear?: Do you Shower Daily?: Your Weakness?: Your Most Missed Memory?: Your Best Physical Feature?: AIM: Own an I-pod/ MP3 Player?: Do you think you're attractive?: FUBAR: How long have you been on fubar?: Who are your best friends on fubar?: Do you receive free gifts from others on fubar?: Do you show nsfw pics on fubar?: Do you own or subscribe to the fubar loung

She Needs Some Love
OK. Heres the thing. Some one got me my first AUTO 11 bling. I'm turning it on at 6pm EST. The good news is a friend of mine also has AUTO 11's but she isnt turning hers on til tomorrow. She also has a Happy Hour tomorrow at 6pm EST. This is what I need my friends to do. Today at 6pm rate me like you love me. Help me hit Godfather. Tomorrow at 6pm go rate my friend during her Happy Hour and help her shed off some points. I'm already set to rate her. Kå®$Wåý(¯`·¸•´¯)Owned By Styx@ fubar My friend here needs some major love. Its just one picture. You dont have to bid but she needs the rates http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1835552&albumid=1466719&i=3967554725&idx=22 This sweet young lady just got her 2nd AUTO 11. Shes sitting at 925,440. When her AUTO's run out she would like to be under 500,000. I know I have friends who like rating PPL with AUTO's so go show her some mad love. Nevaeh RLW of Slimreb ·@ fubar

My Writing....
BDSM VISUAL POETRY GODDESS DOGTAG LADYTK A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss… Be Silent!!! Be silent! Be silent and listen Listen to the Mother Listen as she tells you of her love, As she tells you of her pain Listen as she tells you of her struggle. The struggle to give you what you think you need. Be silent! Be silent and watch Watch the Mother Watch as

Life
Soo..I am LMAO over here and wanted to share it..of COURSE he blocked me after his last reply BIG DADDY ...: well i am white trailer park trash u fat ugly big tited fake cunt bye -> BIG DADDY ...: no..it is 16 tops..andya talk like a thug from the ghetto...it is quite sad..it does not make you cool..it makes you sad BIG DADDY ...: i talk 31 not 15 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: ohh my bad..less than half your age..gross...she is after you foryour trailr dude..not your wrinkly ballsac BIG DADDY ...: shes 21 lol -> BIG DADDY ...: yeah a 51 year old man who talks like a 15 year old street thug and has the SN BigDaddy and plays sugar daddy to women half his age..yeah da bomb lmaooo BIG DADDY ...: im da bomb babes I got the results of my stomach biopsies back yesterday the cells are benign this made me happy now as long as the ones on my lymph nodes come back benign too...I am only as broken as ever and do not have anything new to add to my list of ailments PS I still t

All My Thoughts!
simply so clear as i stare in the night ever so deep when i see u in the lighttrying to remember that u are here to be mineforcing our feeling to stay put and not burstbut simplyas my heart go softmy mind work without a break can i manage this situationthat i can no longer embracewalls crumbles at my feet making to path for me to follow

Caught 51 (basher Blogs)
Ok... Been seeing this a lot... people who are not military That Wear the Military Symbol on their page. To why no one of Admin has noticed is beyond me... so... Hmmm... Yeah? Did you fuck a Military man to get this emblem? Sure you did! We all know who you are on fubar.. no need for explination. So why do people do it? Why else? Military gets 10% off on buying Bling Packs and a Comp VIP! No for me... I would buy Bling Packs for Military over buying bling Packs for regular people... why? Cause their Hero's but when your faking it Fuck you! Just to let you know there is a Law against impersonating an Officer including Military. We all know you don't ave what it takes to get off fubar for a min and work your ass off for something like this. You just like to get naked for Money I.E. Prostitute/Stripper or Wannabe. It's Wrong. Ok everyone already has seen you naked yet cause your Militery Wannabe... you get shit. So People beware. JFS I stuck Pimp Trade??? in my Status got this

Old Writtings
Sep. 25th, 2006 | 12:01 pm I think its unfair. To have to walk on eggshells your entire life,Just because no one around you understands. To have to hold your tounge and lie through your teeth.Nod and smile, say what they want you to, say what they expect.When you can't tell anyone the whole truth, you feel like a lie to everyone.Could you imagine what its like? Anytime you got a cut, a cat scratch, a wound... getting that same look, that questioning glance, that penetrating stare into your soul, looking for guilt or admission, from everyone your supposed to love and trust? Its quite the mental fuck, feeling the same guilt from almost 7 years ago, reminding you again, how you disapointed everyone.We watched Intervention last night. It was an episode about self mutilation. It was hard. And i dont think it was hard for me to watch the program, but more difficult to watch with my friends there. I couldn't even look them in the eyes. I felt so guilty for being jealous of the girl

Ladyluck
what i want is all our soldiers, airmen, troops, navy men and women to come home for Christmas. and if you know someone in the military or a family in the military send them a Christmas card and maybe a phone card in it so they can send it to their military man or woman. THEY ALL ENJOYED FREEDOM EACH MONTH OF THE YEAR, BECAUSE OF THE SOLDIERS, LIKE THE ONE LYING HERE, I COULDN'T HELP WONDER HOW MANY LAY ALONE, ON A COLD CHRISTMAS EVE IN LANDS FAR FROM HOME, THE VERY THOUGHT BROUGHT A TEAR TO MY EYE, I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND STARTED TO CRY; THE SOLDIER AWAKENED AND I HEARD HIS ROUGH VOICE, "SANTA DON'T CRY, FOR THIS LIFE IS MY CHOICE; I FIGHT FOR FREEDOM, I DON'T ASK FOR MORE, MY LIFE IS MY GOD, MY COUNTRY, MY CORPS" THE SOLDIER ROLLED OVER AND DRIFTED TO SLEEP, I COULDN'T CONTROL IT, I CONTINUED TO WEEP. I KEPT WATCH FOR HOURS, SO SILENT AND STILL AND WE BOTH SHIVERED FROM THE COLD NIGHT'S CHILL. I DIDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HIM ON THAT COLD, DA

Catch-all
To all, This is my Christmas card :) sorry so informal, but this is about as good as I can muster. Well I hope everyone had a happy, prosperous 2007... What are we up to: Nick is doing very well and Dad is very proud of him... He's 16 now, driving, so stay off the sidewalks :) Has a job at Fareway ( the local grocery store ) and seems to like that pretty well. Has is eyes on a different, newer car, oh my...seems to think the one he had handed down to him from me with 284k miles is just to many lol..he's probably right about that. He's got a girl friend as well, they seem to get along real well... So between school, work, and girlfriend I don't hardly get to see the guy anymore... Of course he has now passed Dad up in height...only by a couple inches, but I cheat and stand on my toes sometimes lol Me: As some of you may or may not know, I was laid off from my job of 6-7 years this past July...fortunately for me a great company in Clear Lake, IA was hiring at t

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17 signs of fallin in love Body: SEVENTEEN: U LOOK AT THEIR PROFILE/PICTURE ALOT SIXTEEN: WHEN YOUR ON THE PHONE WITH THEM LATE AT NIGHT AND THEY HANG UP, YOU STILL MISS THEM EVEN WHEN IT WAS JUST TWO MINUTES AGO FIFTEEN: YOU READ THEIR TEXTS or IMS OVER AND OVER AGAIN. FOURTEEN: YOU WALK REALLY SLOW WHEN YOU'RE WITH THEM THIRTEEN: YOU FEEL SHY WHENEVER YOU'RE/THEY'RE AROUND. ELEVEN: WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM, YOUR HEART BEATS FASTER AND SLOWER AT THE SAME TIME TEN: YOU SMILE WHEN YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE. NINE: WHEN YOU lOOK AT THEM, YOU CAN'T SEE THE OTHER PEOPLE AROUND YOU, All YOU SEE IS HIM//HER. EIGHT: YOU START LISTENING TO SLOW SONGS, WHILE THINKING OF THEM SEVEN: THEY'RE ALL YOU THINK ABOUT. SIX: YOU GET HIGH JUST FROM THEIR SCENT. FIVE: YOU REALlIZE THAT YOU'RE AlWAYS SMILING TO YOURSELF WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT THEM. FOUR: YOU WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM, OR ANYTHING TO SEE THEM. THREE: WHILE READIN

Quiz
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. The porno of brina's life will be called ... "A porn stars diary" 'What will the p

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Lord Lestats Dark Covenant Family Blog(about Family Only)
First off let me say this to those that have been true through and through while this family has had its up and downs.Second let me say this L.D.C. is in no way any drama we do not bother others.We do not go looking for fights of any kind.If you have drama or suspect we are drama then you can turn around and leave right now.Anyways now down to whats really important.My status is exactly as it says.I AM BACK and it feels really good to be back.I am back to lead my children and teach them what all is needed to be taught so that means if your a Vampire,Satanists,Agnostic,any religion or any lifestyle you are more than welcome here in this family and will be taught by me that really you don't need societies bullshit ways.I mean if they can't accept you for who you are then you don't need them.I will show you what me being a part of you is all about.I LOVE YOU MY CHILDREN.I will never leave you again..... Now for more pressing matters there is a new wave of change coming for this family

New Song
Yeah ladies I know you tired of the same old thing Things have become so mundane I mean your bedroom is so cold, so cold but I'm here to tell you I got a strategy we bout to heat it up (oh I like that) [Chorus] Girl get comfortable we bout to do something you never done before Baby not the usually tonight we gettin unpredictable So tryyy to roll wit me baby... baby I'm a make you feel like you never felt Girl all because you let me get unpredictable [Verse 1] Baby 1 plus 1 ain't 2 when you wit me C A F to A and B when you wit me It don't make sense right now but it will Later on when you see how I make you feeeel REGULAR ain't in my vocabulary When it comes to love makin be the real special-nary Precision girl pick one better yet two Never mind that we tryin all the fun Soooo [Chorus] Girl get comfortable we bout to do something you never done before (yeahhh) Baby not the usually tonight we gettin unpredictable > So tryyy to roll wit m

Roller Skates & Legwarmers
I love that all my friends think I'm dorky, so saying that and knowing its true.... continue Reading the following for you have no choice I have a love affair with the 80's I'm not sure whether it was the big hair, the tight leather clothes, leg warmers, short shorts for men or the wrist bands....... I know it started with grease, foot loose, dirty dancing, flash dance and the ultimate Xanadu.... I figure since you all love me you will want to or be forced to join this group..... The ROLLERSKATING DIVA CLUB Feel free to add it to your name... I will make you famous... That's a lie small print says your a total dork ..... Wicked And this is totally not gender bias, men are so allowed...

Prose & Poetry
the cool breeze hits your skin like the touch of fingertips gently massaging away your fears and hesitance like a sun you're shining above for all to see making me smile and hop along like a newborn bunny kind of akward but cute nonetheless begging for your lips and sweet caress such a taste of honey dripping from the bloom your heart takes away all my gloom and doom A7X Version of Nightmare: You should have known the price of evil And it hurts to know that you belong here No one to call, everyone to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear It's your fucking nightmare My version: Marching through that desolate street Not a soul in sight cept burning heat The convoy rolls past wore torn shacks The silence threatens for all it attracts A ring of doom surrounds us all Praying to prophets but which one to call And then it starts, a broken calm Two roadside explosives, an improvised bomb Ducking for shelter, avoiding the rain Bulleting flyi

Cassie's Blog
You Would Choose Love Money may buy a little happiness, but not the happiness of true love. You rather have a true soulmate than a private jet. And while many people may claim they would choose love too... You're one of the few who would really do it. Would You Choose Love or Money? 1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it w

Lounge Tutorials
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Waitin'
Most of you know i received the dreaded middle of night call from home. My Dad has had congestive heart failure for years. His heart is currently pumping at 15% of capacity. I flew home with intention of staying a few days, i was there for a week and a half. Dad wants to go home. They put him in a nursing home. I swore as a little girl, promised him he would never wind up in a nursing home. I set up a meeting with hospice and they are evaluating him Wednesday so that they met set his home up so that he may go home. I have returned to Florida to get my kids through the last three weeks of school here, and then will return to California to care for my Dad until..well..whenever...I'm scared something will happen before i get there, i am fighting time. I apologize for not returning your comments and love, please give me a couple of days to catch up, figure the next life changes ahead...give your Dad's an extra hug tonight...time is not our friend...i love you all and thanks for your suppor

:)open Up And U Will See:)
Ozzy Osborne Will always Be the man.... He is sometimes sick and twisted but yet the sweetest and talented man yay..he is God ha ha I Love Tesla...especially this song it Rocks....omg reminds me of the past so bad and i love this song so so so so so much...yay!!!!woo hoo

My Thoughts For Today
OK well I have looked and looked most of the day. I am trying to locate a skin on fubar for a friend of mine. If you or someone you know can help me out please let me know...I am trying to find one(maybe animated) that has Miller Lite on it. If I knew how to make one myself I wouldnt be asking...SO if you can help me out please let me know asap...Like I said this is for a really great friend. Thanks!!!! R4v3Ns(Becca)... you can im me on yahoo @ soul_of_ravens Life of course takes on various paths and you never know from one minute to the next where you will end up. But then something happens and slaps you back into reality then you realize there is just so much going on in this world around you and you are just missing out on all of it. Ok well been there done that and slowly moving away from it. There are just so many things in this world you take for granted. But oh well life goes on. It may be a bitch to live in sometimes but you only live once. I have had so much happen latel

Welcome
Friends and Family There are many crossroad in life. At this point I think it's fair to explain mine. My wife lost her job almost two years ago. She collect and looked for a job for about eight months. She had no luck in finding a job. She wanted to go to school to be an Ultrasound Tec. We refinanced the house to pay for school and the bills. She worked hard and graduated one of the top in her class. As luck would have it, three hospitals closed in this area. That flooded the industry with tecs. She was unable to find work again. Money we pulled from the house ran out. This has left us in a bad situation. On top of that I discovered the "house books" were all screwed up. This sight is one of the last places I will spend money. No more blings or VIPS. Mine is still on only because it is paid till Feb. My wife has found a job. Not as an Ultrasound Tec. Lucky for us she knows Med Billing too. This will still leave us short on our bills. Therefore on 10th of Nov. I will start a part

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Getting Stuff Off My Chest
So why is it that whenever a friend finds a gf or bf they start to ignore their friends?? I know they dun do it intentionally.. but don´t they realize it kinda hurts? Someone I have known for over 3 years, that I have shared every thought with.. that has come to me for advice regarding issues and relationships.. has now stopped talking to me.. Im happy this person has found someone to share life with.. but at the same time it hurts that Im no longer important... I realize U have Ur own life.. and thats ok.. thats not what Im "bitching" about... its about the fact that Im not even worth a hello anymore... It just hurts to know that I was awsome to be around.. but as soon as U find someone else.. I kinda suck.... *sighs* Guess staying away from people IS the best way to go after all.... I got way to much stuff on my mind atm. Its weird how things happen... The news I got a few days ago has affected me more then I thought they would.. I wasnt prepared for this.. and now I can

Being
Okay, I have kept this to myself but now I can't... Gona get a lil political here but if you continue to read you'll see why. I am and forever will be a Constitutional Conservative...IE I'm a Reaganite! This means I believe that what the founding fathers wrote inside our Constitution is NOT then, not now and will never be up for debate. It is NOT a living document and cannot be changed for any reason! I also believed in Ronald Reagan when he was president and still believe that Capitolism is the very best for this country, America! That Trickle Down Economics worked. But that's not what this is about America is going to the polls a week from tomorrow. This is what I want you to do... Take this next week, study the candidates in your district, find out what they are about, find out if they are right for you and for America. The Unemployment rate in this country is sky high, people are loosing thier homes, thier lively hood, they are loosing themselves in this economic

Carryover From Ms
Originally posted Sunday, February 26, 2006 Like parodies? Interested in Google's fight against Microshaft? Want a laugh? Read on... With signs pointing ever more clearly to the coming battle between Sith software giant Microsoft and search-engine "white knight" Google, industry insiders are battening down the hatches and keeping a close eye on whether Google stays the course and avoids the temptations of the dark side of the Force. "Our company motto is 'do no evil,'" said Eric Schmidt, Google CEO and Jedi Master. "Key to this ethos is patience and tranquility of the spirit. We will conduct ourselves with decorum, and be ready for the conflict when the time comes." Click for the rest... [Ed. note, added Thursday, September 28, 2006 - Don't worry, the link works and doesn't open to porn. What? You WANT porn? Look elsewhere on LC. ~DIT~] Rock on, y'all! Darth Durham Originally posted Wednesday, January 25, 2006 In the wake of news about travel issues, I

Help
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Funny As Hell
Jason sat down at the base of an old oak tree in the middle of the woods to have a snack, far away from the small village in which he lived, but not far enough to out run his troubles. He wanted nothing in the world more than to play football and yet this season had been a disappointment. The team had lost their first two games and he could already sense his community support dwindling. As he sat eating he recalled fumbles and penalties until finally he yelled in frustration,"Why!!?" Just then, an acorn hit him in the side of his face. He looked to see a squirrel, not 10 yards from him holding another acorn and giggling. As he reached for his shot gun, the squirrel spoke saying, "If you do not shoot me I will grant you the ability to throw the ball farther and with more accuracy than anyone alive! And you will be able to run faster than anyone else on the field with you." Jason was amused and befuddled, but kept eating. The more he ate the more the squirrels words made sense. The

My Writings
wrap my mind in madness wrapped my heart in darkness my dreams have become my unknown silenced my dreams of unwanted beings I have sight but never been shown my soul is shaky, my head heavy I continue to walk alone noone beside me, noone to guide me home i call to the night who now is my only friend ask for a way to help me around this troubled bend to show me the way to the shining light where it is warm, and wonderously bright it is cold here in the shadows i want to be laid in the warm meadows where my body and soul at one be at peace but cant be done if my mind is the beast Vampress Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry I walk amongst the damned, the forsaken they say I live by the night, forbidden from the day the hunger consumes every part of my being I yearn to see the innocents hearts beating I lick and kiss his salty skin before I sink my teeth into him the blood flows down my throat, and fills me with adreneline the sensuous aroma of his blood

Funny Stuff
'Hong Kong announced on Wednesday that they would be giving away $6000HKD (about $770 USD) to each adult permanent resident in Hong Kong. The government will also be issuing salary tax cuts due to a fiscal surplus for the fiscal year ending on March 31st. This plan of giving out money to almost everyone replaces the plan that they had earlier to give that money to retirement savings accounts. Lawmakers and social groups commented that it is ineffective on low-income groups. The government would waive 75% of salary taxes. It is estimated that there is a surplus of $71.3 billion for this fiscal year.' AND Hong Kong is pretty much the lowest taxed country in the world... Not to mention things like public transport is uber efficient and up to date with the latest tech... and CHEAP. Man I so gotta get my residency sorted out. A British passport doesn't seem to have that much desirability as it once used to! 12:01pm wills gros...: hi 12:01pm wills gros...:

Rodney481
A Jew, a Catholic and a Mormon were having drinks at the bar following an interfaith meeting. The Jew, bragging on his virility, said, "I have four sons. One more and I'll have a basketball team." The Catholic, waived off this accomplishment, stating, "That's nothing, boy. I have 10 sons, one more and I'll have a football team." To which the Mormon replied, "You guys ain't got a clue. I have 17 wives. One more and I'll have a golf course." NAUGHTY But Cute Q: What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It's a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. Q:

Tolong!!!
Hi! Me and my baby are in a FuCouple of the year Contest. IF you could help us out by just clicking on the picture below which will link to you the photo and rating our picture, it would mean alot to us. If you do help us out pls leave me a comment here so I can show some love back to you. For your one rate, I will rate your page and your default pic 11s. No need to leave comments unless you want to as its a RATES ONLY Contest.!!! Thank you!! Much Love!! PLEASE REPOST Thanks to FUBAR I've met some of the most wonderful people on here and of course you do meet some not-so-wonderful ones now and then. But one person in particular caught not just my attention but my heart as well. He always puts a smile on my face everyday and makes me feel special and treasured. I'd like to ask for everyone's help to make him feel a little special as it's hard being away from the one you love, especially during the Christmas season. I'M NOT asking you to FAN/ADD/RATE...BUT what I

Reviews Of My Cd's
Steve Lieberman- Psych Ward Artist: Steve Lieberman Title: Psych Ward Website: http://www.gangstarabbi.com Style: Alternative/Rock Rating: 8.5 out of 10 By C.W. Ross Psych Ward is the 14th release from Steve Lieberman, aka ‘The Gangsta Rabbi.’ This release is best described as his journey through the mental health system set to music. Lieberman has had an on-going struggle with a bi-polar depression disorder. The 23 tracks of music found on Psych Ward are built around a 6-day stay that Lieberman had in the psych ward at a hospital in Oceanside, NY. Before you jump on me for reporting this Lieberman talks about his stay on the CD cover’s backside. He also goes on to say that he tells his story on this album as a way to bring hope and awareness so that the kind of bad treatment he received will be stopped. I first heard Steve’s music when he contacted me about reviewing his, Shake The Missile Base release. His music is an acquired taste with its lo-fi, unpolished, raw

My Blog
A Walk Amongst The Fairies I chanced upon the summer forest to find my one and true I stepped into the forest and left the world behind She came to me upon a dream, this love of mine, and beckoned me to come quick This fairy angel, this light of mine did strike me ever true I stepped into the forest and did not cast a glance behind I left all cares to answer her call This fairy love of mine I travelled through the dark forest upon a path of whispers The very air seemed to dance with her voice and thrill me to my soul This fairy girl, this love of mine was drawing me to her arms She guided me through the forest well, my eyes stayed straight and bright She was the one I had always known She would set my soul afire I came upon a glade and found a pond within I walked up to it with my heart beating faster There was a knowledge within my soul that told me all my fairy love was here I looked into the pond with hope and found my reflection staring bac

Good
Last night I was going down the street. When I saw a pink Rhino in the middle of the street and I walked over and started feeding him my twizted cupcake. When the men in white coats drove right by u and threw rotten banana’s at my head I then. Ran into to your house and while I was there. Said to him "If you find it hard to laugh at yourself, I would be happy to do it for you". Then the Rhino turned to the Purple Elephant and then the purple pig ran into the pink rhino and was laughing so hard he cried green tears. I had to much bean stew and farted...so the pink rhino passed out. But the purple dinosaur liked the bean stew but that didn't say much for how it made his insides feel ewwwww, no don't lick that. But he kept licking that cuz he's a male dinosaur that doesn't listen. that’s when ten foot polka dotted ranger sasquatch came through with a giant leaf blower and then Took the extra twizted cupcakes, threw them at everyone then held the leaf blower up with an evil gr

Support
Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel Current mood: grateful Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT prete

Poems
I did things because of you. Things I wouldn't normally do. I cheated, lied, stole, and hid. My life to you I'll no longer bid. I gave you all, You've got some gall. the life I had, Was not so bad. You made it seem so much worse. The bottle is a dreaded curse. I'll beat you yet. Place your bet. You are strong and smart and very sly. With new found Strength, I will stay dry. I've got friends who care, with me they share. Experience,Hope and strength. with them I'll walk the length. Aswell as Buddy up above. To protect me with his Love. To hide I no longer need. My Fear You'll no longer feed. Looking to teh sky, sober, I will die. If I pick you up you selfish drink. I'll die inside and surely sink. with some help, my spirit will lift. Sobriety, What a valuable gift. life is all well and good. as I'm doing what I should. I realize now I'm not so bad. It's because of you those thoughst I had. Guilt, Anger, Remorse no more will I fol

Rob's Life
My blast has attracted some of the more "interesting" characters on cherrytap, read from the bottom. Please note this is a "real chat" lol, sorry for the typos, but it's hard to type when you are laughing so much.......... wayne 22: that is a lie i check you out you are not even on a leval of tret wayne 22: you went to school why would you want to hert people ->wayne 22: i am, i know Osarma, he is using my loo as we speak, to tell you the truth i could do without him here, he has very smelly shit, you cannot go for 3 hours after, something about the diet of donkeys he eats wayne 22: THE GOV KNOWS OF JIHAD THAY ARE NO TRET wayne 22: look i know that you are no part ov terist group why do you make it sound like you do ->wayne 22: you know jihad ? ->wayne 22: i do, i seek 50 virgins through jihad wayne 22: onley in arkansaw lol ->wayne 22: i have heard the people of the south have sex with there sisters and mothers, and sometimes even there fathers wayne 22: but you are not

New Poems
The Gift Of Friends There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends. I FORGOT...AGAIN!! You have probably forgotten me by now. And in the meantime I continue waiting for you. I have not wanted to leave in order that someday if

~ Funny Chit ~
watch how fast he gives that evil look and just laughs so hard , cute kid Funny Dog runs all over and the cat just setting there waiting lol hehe Yea dear lets get some beer and chips and set on the balcony and watch the idiots drive in the snow :) hehe Watch the 1st one he hits 10 times before he stops lol

To Everyone
Please take a minute and Add,Fan and Rate his profile..He is a great friend ~ Jay ~@ CherryTAP NASHVILLE, Tenn. (AP) -- Jerry Reed, a singer who appeared in the "Smokey and the Bandit" movies, has died of complications from emphysema at age 71, his longtime booking agent said Tuesday. Carrie Moore-Reed, who is no relation to the star, said Reed died early Monday morning. Reed was a gifted guitarist who later became a songwriter, singer and actor. As a singer in the 1970s and early 1980s, he had a string of hits that included "Amos Moses," "When You're Hot, You're Hot," "East Bound and Down," and "The Bird." In the mid-1970s, he began acting in movies such as "Smokey and the Bandit" with Burt Reynolds, "Gator" "Hot Stuff" and "High-Ballin'." Do you remember the 80's? Want to relive those great times? Come and join us in The Playground Tonight October 28th @ 9pm EST Click the Pic to enter

My Personality
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs100%Bondage92%Biting83%Blind Folds83%Whips67%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com Your Reputation Is: Maneater You're the kind of girl all the chicks hate... And guys are both scared of you yet strangely drawn in. What's Your Reputation? You scored as Popular Bitch.

Everyday Life
Found out a week ago that my baby girl has to have surgery on July 17th. She was injured at birth and has what is called Erb's Palsy. Basically her bracial plexus nerve was damaged when they pulled on her too hard after she got stuck. She literally had no ability to move her right arm for the first few months of her life. After a lot of therapy she was able to start moving it. I remember the first day I saw that happened I was so ecstatic i cried! She had therapy up until she was about 3 years old and for someone that knew nothing about her birth injury, she looked fine. However, we recently learned that due to a muscle imbalance if we don't do something now to correct it, when she is in her teens, her shoulder could come out of the socket and it could require extensive surgery! So in this surgery they are going to take some of the strong muscles from the front of her arm/shoulder and transfer to the back of the arm/shoulder. She will be in an arm brace 24/7 for at least 6 weeks. She w

Christy Cutie Is Totally New
So i just thought id make a blog tellin yall that there is a kissable lips contest starting on friday that i am participating in. Remember to vote yall for the most kissable lips! I just did a comment on a mum about the government n white ppl apologizing to black ppl about slavery n honestly i dont think they owe we african americans an apology. I think that its clear enough that america is apologetic about the whole thing because we are free. If america didnt care about what it did id still be a slave n so would anyone else of the black community. The people of TODAY (white ppl) dont owe me anything. They had nothin to do with what happened then. Although money would be nice, it isnt owed to me...im fine with the fact that i get an equal chance to make money, get an education, n have a home that is nice to live in. Im fine with equal opportunity n i thank america for just giving me n my brothas n sistas that chance n realizing that we are all equal. Well I just recently jointed LC a c

Fu-bombers
We are too far behind on Kaes contest. This contest takes top priority today. I hope you all understand how important this is. When we are behind in a contest, we do not vote on Mumms, upload pictures, or update our stash. We also do not bomb giveaways when a family member is in a contest that has a deadline. The contest with the deadline always is the priority. We bomb our hardest to help that family member get in to the lead. I need all Fu-bombers to bomb Kae today and use all their comments. If you have any questions, see a family manager. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Want to meet some new friends and family? Have you ever thought about joining a bombing family? Since joining the FU-Bombers, I have leveled several times and won a VIP. I have also became very close with several family members. We are a huge online family and are there to help each other. We are always looking for new family members. Please come check out the FU-Bombers family and read the bl

Poetry Not Mine
Time V2by ~martinjrossTickSmoke begins to riseI fleeting moments thoughtTockFlames kissing fleshA lingering lovers caressTickScreams ring forthAn eternal moment passesTockFlesh from boneThe fire takes its duesTickReaching higherPraying for oblivions releaseTockMending of fleshTo feed the hungry flameLocked in a moment of timeTrapped in hell's cruel embrace tell him how awesome he is ..he doesnt believe me lol Take your soft and loving hands and Remove the mantle of mistrust from my shoulders. Softly unbutton the silken gown Of regret from my skin. Come my love and remove the veil Of heartache from my face and Kiss these lips that were ordained only for you. Confiscate the jewels of deception from My arms neck and ears-discard my fears. Feel the fabric of the chemise Of my misgivings and set me free from it. Kiss my naked shoulders honeyed with newfound faith Liberated from doubt and the threat of neglect and obscurity. My darling go further south and Remove the thongs of this world

My Candle Burns At Both Ends
O Profound, Silent tree, by restraining valour With patience,you revealed creative power in its peaceful form. Thus we come To your shade to learn the art of peace, To hear the word of silence; weighed down With anxiety, we come to rest In your tranquil blue-green shade, to take Into our souls life rich, life ever Juvenescent, life true to earth, life Omni-victorious, I am certain My thoughts have borne me to your essence- Where the same fire as the sun's ritual Fire of creation quietly assumes In you cool green form. O sun'drinker, The fire with which-by milking hundereds of centuries of days of sunlight- You have filled your core, man has recieved As your gift, making him world-mighty, Greatly honored, rival to the Gods: His shining strength, kindled by your flame, Is the wonder of the universe As it cuts through daunting obstacles. Man, whose life is in you, who is soothed By your cool shade, strenghthned by your power, Adorned by your garland-O tree, friend

2009 Football Pool
WELCOME TO FUBAR'S VERY OWN NFL FOOTBALL POOL! The rules are simple: -It will cost 25k per week to enter -Games will be listed by week in this blog. -Mail me your picks on fubar. Use "Week #" as the subject for your mail. Just list the teams you expect to win in order. Be sure to include the total number of points you expect to see for the final game of the week. (This is only so a tie can be broken.) -Your picks MUST BE IN BEFORE 9PM EASTERN STANDARD TIME EACH THURSDAY. This will give me time to get everyones picks together by Friday evening. -I will post EVERYONE's picks sometime Friday as a google document here --- http://spreadsheets.google.com/ccc?key=0AprqoD1zeYI-dGl6Ymd1dGhqT3NuT2xYRU5jOG15bFE&hl=en Each week will have it's own sheet within that spreadsheet document. If you have trouble finding everyone's picks for the current week, just let me know. if that link doesn't work, try this.. http://spreadsheets.google.com/pub?key=tizbguthjOsnOlXENc8mylQ&output=html -T

Words I Live By
**what every kiss means** -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. (I miss those!!) -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ **What the gesture means** -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ **Advice** Don't ask for a kiss, take one....... If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Lo

Astrological Sex Signs! Ahoy Matey!
Okay people! So this is usually quite correct. However, I have to tell you that there are cusps on which people are born. That would mean you are a mixture of two signs. Depending on which sign you are born closer to the beginning or ending of (for instance, you're born October 24, the cusp of Libra-Scorpio, nearing the beginning of Scorpio which is October 26, you'd be more Scorpio than Libra, but have traits from both signs) Here are the cusps, so you know if you are a half and half, so to speak: Pisces-Aries cusp: March 19-24 Aries-Taurus cusp: April 19-24 Taurus -Gemini cusp: May 19-24 Gemini-Cancer cusp: June 19-24 Cancer-Leo cusp: July 19-25 Leo-Virgo cusp: August 19-25 Virgo-Libra cusp: September 19-24 Libra-Scorpio cusp: October 19-25 Scorpio-Sagittarius cusp: November 19-24 Sagittarius-Capricorn cusp: December 19-25 Capricorn-Aquarius cusp: January 17-22 Aquarius-Pisces cusp: February 16-22 Mind you there are always other contributing fac

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I personaly think remakes suck especialy of good classics. Love bug Well from day one you captured my heart, I don't know what u did to me. Put something inside this happen just like that.Your my friend, your My girl your my world and your my everything.Your the fu that makes my heart skip and jump like a broken skipped love sick record. Your the first thing I think of when awake in the fresh morn dew, your the last thing I think of when I go to bed cause I always look outside before I lock the door to look at the stars and the moon that remind me of that planet.You said something a few days ago I never forget I wonder if it's really true, as true blue it can be. It went something like I think a real piece of me has really fallen in love with you, I was so excited cause that's what happen to me along ago.When i am with you I can here my heart playing i want to bebop with you baby all night long I am sure you know the song, if not I am sure you be listening to it soon lol.Y

Oh Shitz I Need Halp!!!
It seems some have influnace a sexy greek geek of mine to become a nun... THis is a tragidy to man(and woman) kind. If this person continues to uncorup people whom will I play with .. Whom will I talk about tub rubbing with, or coke can cocks? who will i ask if this bra looks good with or with out panties?... Who will be my Greek Goddess of Perversion? .... It is my soul purpose to put a stop to this madness at once.... I will snap ubs's if i must. *shuns!* Dear gawd how i would love to do that..... Two weekends ago I went fishing, this time of year crickets are the primary choice of bait. I load the truck with cooler, bait, polls, radio, just out for a good time. Being the woman driver I am, forget the crickets are in teh little round cage in the back and turn a curve to sharp, yep you guessed it the cricket cage goes rolling around the back ... once at my favorite fishing hole I clean up the crickets and processed with my relaxing day.... a few days later I notice

Holy Cow!
I just thought of a new idea.....If any of you ladies would love to send me salutes in fishnet stockings i would make a new photo album dedicated to the art of the female leg......... thanks!!! i m not sure about this......my bio father never raised me.....my bio mom dies in '01......i m trolling google....i find 2 addresses in Philadelphia with my fathers name....i put 2 and 2 together( i think)..he was 20 yrs old when i was born.....so (if this is him).....what do i even begin to say to this man....the site i found him on has an actual telephone number...do i call it and make an ass of myself...or do i say...."are you my Daddy?? Miss. Confederate History Month ignores slavery By EMILY WAGSTER PETTUS, Associated Press Writer Emily Wagster Pettus, Associated Press Writer – Mon Apr 12, 6:50 pm ET JACKSON, Miss. – Mississippi Gov. Haley Barbour drew criticism for proclaiming April as Confederate Heritage Month without mentioning slavery, the second gov

My First Blog: By Fisher Price
a freind of mine asked me several times... why i let myself open to hurt and dissappointment with the guys on here... I didnt have an answer for him Now I DO... Im outta here.... after last nite and getting my emotional ASS KICKED yet again.... Im deleting The ones who have known me and stuck around..... Have my yahoo and can contact me there... The one i dont know well enuf to give it to them.. sorry... But "EnviroMan" left me wanting to pack up my feelings and get the FUCK out of dodge so.. im SURE no one really cares... expect the very choosen few... But I thot i would let ya know. Hey all... Im happy they have these now... Looking forward to writing " about me's" and shit in here... FYI:... Have a job interveiw tomarrow... wish me luck my chuckleheads.....LOL Ok Peeps.... Heres an update... I got the admin job,.... Im starting tomarow... IM REALLY nervous... Its been a VERY Ruff 2 years for me...But i'm hoping its over now.. and that my life can get back on

Catch-all Blog
Ball Revamped Sold out to the freakiest and most irritating mock surveys... I thought Fubar was above that, and realized the community mattered, wasn't just a selling point. I was wrong about them. PO'd, Jonathan Hope the link works

Just Some Info
1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for

Whats On My Mind
Ok here it goes. If you know me well, You know I been having family issues. Whats a family? I was raised on fighting and arguing. My dad and mom sometimes took us to do things, but rarely..Lately I have had a good friend tell me I dont do enough with my kids. Says they dont know what family is. Which I agree to some extent, I mean we dont have a family night, or nothing like that. He doesnt have kids , and he was kinda upset with me, which I about went off because I think people that dont have kids , shouldnt judge those that do, but then I give him credit for tryin to help , and making me see this. It is summer time And i do agree, but see my thing is..My husband doesnt like the park, fishing , none of that, says its his fault for being boring , he guesses. So why did I let them suffer..I rarely get the van, and I spend time with them, but i agree they need more. I stayed away from making this a mum because I dont like the whole thing were people bash, but please honestly ...What do y

Helping Out!
Adding ProjectPlaylist to Your Profile Tired of the Slightly Stoopid tracks? Try Making your own playlist! There's a few options, most commonly imeem.com or projectplaylist.com. I prefer ProjectPlaylist, so this blog is to show you how to use it. First, create an account with ProjectPlaylist here. You can start building your playlist by clicking on the "Search" link. CAUTION: Be sure the track you are about to add actually works (click the "PLAY" icon to test the song.) Repeat this process until you've made a playlist to your liking. By the way, you can build more than one list! Having finished building a playlist, click on "My Account". This takes you to your homepage. You should see your playlist on the left. Under it, you will find a link titled "Add Playlist to Myspace or Facebook", click there. It brings you to a list of options (a:Myspace, b:Facebook, c:Gaia, d:Friendster, e:Get code for other....) You want option E. This will bring you to a page asking which playlist

Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona ,a 26-year-old motherstared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determin-ation. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams.Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son's hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if wecan make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart asbig as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride around the

"the Saphire Chronicles"
She is the one in control... She is the one I serve unto... My Loyalties lye with her... Mistress Saphire... On my knees... I beg of thee... Drown me in wax... Roses across my back... Mistress Saphire... Mistress Saphire, I am your slave... I await your command... Punish me harder... I can't wait to bleed... EPISODE 5 Chapter # 1 Beginning The Night! She sees I have returned... She rewards me with pain... She punishes me with pleasure... When she blows in my ear... When she really wants me to get nasty... Her fingers run through my hair.

Life!
Accept me for who I am Not what u think I should be....... I have come to the conclusion that life is not what we think it should be it is what we make it out to be. People are not who you think they are at all. Life goes on even though your dying inside and if you let it, it will consume the very being you once were. To pick yourself up from this may be full of tests and trials but in the end you will come back to who you are and not the person they wanted you to be in the first place. But with all this said.. who was I..... There is nothing left to break nothing left to shatter All i have are pieces all torn and tattered. When my heart is breaking and you sit back and watch the pieces hit the floor along with my tears and do nothing I realize you truly don't love me anymore. Sometimes you just have to let people go, because sometimes going on without them is easier than trying to pretend like things will ever be the way you want i told you i was scared of getting hurt

Me .myslef No Face Feel My Soul
check out my blog for the links thank u all and keep on taping http://www.myspace.com/universalleemajorzampstreetz http://music.blackplanet.com/leemajorz/ thank you tappers do u know there a thin line and there some lines cant cross now the words all mean the same at 1 point of time. i can never fan because the word alone means more. im shock i get added cause i would trun around and take u off mines..i dont know why maybe. i know it mean nothing im 2 deep for this site or need a big hug. now that may sound like a stalker with that statement but it was being a freind. do any1 know i dont like to be judge on how i look judge me on how u can tell that im not all stuck-up. i cant stand stuck-up pplz they got problems and i cant stand ugly pplz who dont accept they ugly but think they fine..lol..? freinds fans stalkers are all in the same cause it up to u accept or deny..?

Sweet Sub's Rants And Raves
I just put a guestbook on my page and would love all my friends to come and sign it :) Good news there is someone in my neighborhood with a wireless network i can tap into...not a great signal but it works...yea!!!!! cat I've reached my photo, blog, and stash limits already for the day. :(

~~~ " What Mom Took" ~~~
Dear Sweet And Loving Friends, Like little sprinkles of love Your smile has touched my heart It sparkles here, it glistens there And tears my fears apart. Like little sprinkles of love Your laugh can make my day A giggle here, a giggle there Can chase my blues away. With your little sprinkles of love There's nothing I can't do So sprinkles of love I'm sending From my heart right back to you! From "TEJANA" Write On Images Love Her Family!!!! Dear Friends, My friends are so very dear to me, Through the good and bad they’ve been there, Laughter or tears we’ve been through it all, But no matter what they stood by me, Sharing in my joy, or lending a shoulder to cry on. Building memories that will last a life time. The fun times and laughter that we have shared, Are happy memories that will always be there. When I was sad, they have always cheered me up. My friends are true friends, not just passing by, But will be there through

Rumblings From My Warped Brain
Ok so I know a lot of you lovely peoples have asked me to make a custom skin for you...please leave me a comment in here so i dont forget about you. We can talk about payment in a pm, yim, or sb please dont leave it here. Thanks!!! ~GaZ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 2

For Chris... The first time I looked into your eyes, I begin to understand what love was all about... Unconditional, no matter what, true love without a doubt! And everyday you taught me so much more. In you I had found all I was searching for, and so much more.... But now your gone, GOD'S called you home. Sometimes without you here I feel so all alone. You were my friend, my adviser, My sweet firstborn son. I thank you for all the things you've done. All those you touched, all those you reached out to... Noone will forget the sweet love that you give. Forever you will be in my dreams and in my heart, Thank you my son, for playing your sweet part! MOM I have been accussed of " posting nude pics just so I could make a bunch of fake friends" so.. my private photos are now only to be viewed by "family". Lets see how many real friends I have... If you are a real friend then you will understand and still visit and leave mes., if not I don't need you any way!!

Cool Stuff
I know I'm not on here but I thought I would stop on and see what's going on.. Miss ya all.. leave messages if ya so care too.. Angel WELL I'M OFF OF LC FOR AWHILE... KINDA SAD WHEN YOU HAVE ALOT OF FRIEND ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST AND STUFF AND ONLY LIKE 2 OR SO PEOPLE READ IT AND SOMETIMES IT GET REPOSTED. SO LEAVE ME SOME LOVE OR NOT.. WHATEVER I'm in Spaciecakes beautiful eyes contest so plz go vote and leave a comment for me. just click on the my pic below and you will be wisked away to where you can vote and leave a comment. THANKS FOR THOSE WHO VOTED!!

Poems
WHY IS IT THAT IT TAKES A MILLION COMMENTS TO BILD DUR EGO BUT IT ONLY TAKES ONE TO TARE IT BACK DOWN????I WAS TOLD MY PICTURE(THE ONE THAT EVERYONE LIKES MY EYES IN) WAS HOTT AND WHEN I WAS ON CAM MY PICTURE IS MISSLEADING THAT I AM UGLY!!!! I KNOW KNOW I TRULY HAVE GOOD FRIENDS CUZ THAT MADE ME WANT TO CRY AND THEY ALL TOLD ME HE IS AN ASS AND NEEDS GLASSES....I AM STILL NOT OVER IT ...ITS GONNA TAKE A WHILE!!! IT HURTS WHEN U GUYS TELL GIRLS THAT THEY R UGLY NO MATTER HOW THEY MAY LOOK!!! I KNOW NOT ALL GUYS DO THAT BUT JUST TO LET THE ONES THAT DO DO THAT....IT FUCKIN HURTS!!!! I WAS HAVING A GOOD NIGHT TILL I WAS TOLD I WAS UGLY!!!! NOW I WANNA CRY. HOW COULD SOMEONE SAY THAT ABOUT SOMEONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW? THIS IS BY FAR THE WORST NIGHT I HAVE HAD IN A LONG ASS TIME...THANK U TO THE GUY WHO SAID THAT ABOUT ME!!!!!! ~*JESSIE*~ Dance Monkeys, DanceAdd to My Profile | More Videos This is my 1st contest!!!! It is unlimited comments!!! so Plz go vote!!!! It is for sexiest p

Joe1
i just wanted every one to know hat i do not have time to write a blog today on acount of my dog that got sick on the carpet and now i have to clean it up. i opened the door for him to go out but he would rather vomit on the carpet ad make me clean it up than to watch me have fun online i guess. i know i should not be so pissed off but this mess is going to take a while and it's making mechoke and i might vomit to i have not been here much becase i have the worst cold and had to go take a class. today i watched a few movies on tv and realised they were old. you think 1985 wa yesterday but it was too long ago! so soon as this cold is over i am going on a self improvment rutine and make a better me. maybe even join a group. why does people have to use others and then just throw them away like underwhere? i am talking about a woman. she semed special to me from the moment we met. saturday night we had great sex and while we were doing it i told her i wanted her forever and then i just wan

What Does My Name Really Mean
Navy SEAL Lt. Michael P. Murphy fought in a harrowing firefight on a mountaintop in Afghanistan where he and his team were outnumbered. In a last-ditch effort to save his team, Murphy pulled out his satellite phone, walked into a clearing to get reception and called for reinforcements as a barrage of bullets ricocheted around him. One of the bullets hit him, but he finished the call and even signed off, "Thank you." and continued to battle. He was killed in action and later awarded the Medal of Honor.As a further tribute, a warship bearing the name of the Medal of Honor recipient will be christened Saturday - on what would have been Murphy's 35th birthday - at Bath Iron Works, where the destroyer is being built http://www.allproudamericans.com/Fallen-SEAL-Honored-With-Warship-Bearing-His-Name-iii.html A Heart of many colors is a wonderful thing to see,with all it's brightness and beautiful rays,it shines so glorious as you can see,it's as pure as the christmas snow,As free a

"circumcised Vs. Uncircumcised"
"circumcised vs. uncircumcised"I was wondering and curious if females/women prefer a male to be circumcised or uncircumcised?which brings me to the next question i'm curiuos about is if you had sexual intercoarse with both in the past, is there any difference to what yous feel during sex intercoarse with being cut/uncut(natural)? I am alsowondering if one or the other gives you/make you orgasm faster or better between the two? or doesn't it make any difference? I would like to hear your input on this curiousity. My mom made the choice to have me "circumcised" at birth, so I never had the choice to decide in the matter.

Blog Name 1
I need to vent; Ive been going to school for a month now, and I am reaching phase 3- which means I should probably end up having my GED or my Permit for my CDL, which I don't have either. I go to school before class starts, about 745 each morning, and Im in the "yard" doing pre trip inspections, drop and hook, and straight line backing.(Which Ive basically learned how to do all of this in a few weeks). anyways I come in today, and I get in the trucks, and the instuctor comes and he talks too me and says the director wants to see me in his office, so he tells me to get my permit by Monday; well I was upset, and I started crying, because this IS the most important thing to me; and I said later to my class, and I left. They also said if i can take the cdl permit test at the dmv before or on monday and pass, i can come back, But if not, Ill have to re-enroll. I still haven't told my mom. ugh. Well, what to say in here; I don't really think anyone reads these anyways, so whateve

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(LADY'S FILL THIS PART OUT) *ABOUT GUYS:Turns you ON, OFF or DC (Don't Care) Is taller than you:on Wears a grill: off Dresses Gangsta: on/off Dresses Gothic: off Dresses Skater: on Dresses Preppy: on/off Dresses Emo: on Cuts themself: off Has green eyes: on Has blue eyes: dc Has brown eyes:on Has hazel eyes:on Drinks alcohol:dc Wears glasses: dc Smokes cigarettes:dc Smokes weed:dc Plays sports:dc Smiles a lot: on Calls you just to say hi: on Compliments you: on Good dancer: on Wears jewelry: dc Smiles when you walk in the room: on Has curly hair: dc Has straight hair:dc Has brown hair:dc Has black hair:dc Has blonde hair:dc Has red hair:dc Loyal:on Laid back: on Plays guitar: dc Plays drums:on He can draw:on Easily jealous: off Has a tattoo:on Has a lip ring:on Has a tongue piercing:off Nipples pierced:dc Doesn't party:dc Likes to party:dc Wants to party:dc Laughs a lot:on Funny:on Skinny:on Thick:off Honest and open: on Goes to chur

Random Writings:
1. must be open minded 2. able to hold an intelligent conversation 3. must be dominant enough to hold one's own in my presence 4. must have positive outlook on one's self 5. must be willing to work hard and play even harder 6. must love spending lots of time with children 7. must not be the jealous type 8. must not freak about Sanguine tendancies 9. must know how to please your partner in the bedroom and out of the bedroom This job entails a lot of hard work but can have great rewards. If you think you have what it takes to be this person, please send your qualifications listed on your resume and I will get back to as soon as possible -Hell Vv--vV A woman sits alone in contemplation under the soft glow of the moon. Looking down she sees the movement of life from her womb. Evidence of a once promised love. Crimson tears well up in her eyes with the thought that one day they will want answers. Anger and self loathing in her heart for her weakness to so

Poems
A Love Without Goodbyes by Alexander A lifetime filled with cheating hearts, all echo from my past. The "promise true's" and "I love you's", each one was meant to last. So, fine was this line of sharing, built with honesty and trust. Each vow's now left inside my head, to slowly gather dust. I struggle to tomorrow, searching hope, yet walking blind. While broken dreams and silent screams, play re-runs in my mind. I try to shake each past mistake, and meet what lies ahead. While hearing cold reminders of these promises once said. It's hard to feel what's wrong from real, when shadows dim the light. I close my eyes and dream a dream of heaven every night. It's all I know, this history, I hold a guiding hand? These scars I show, a lesson that I yet don't understand? Another day awaits me, in this life I call my own. A cruel delay frustrates me, as I face this world alone. Let words once said and tears long shed,

Recipes
Cajun Shrimp 1/4 cup butter 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 teaspoon black pepper 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce Juice of 1 lemon 2 pounds medium to large shrimp Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Combine all ingredients except shrimp in a wide oven-proof skillet or baking pan just big enough to hold the shrimp in 1 layer. Place the pan in the oven just to melt butter. Add the shrimp and stir to coat with butter mixture. Bake 10 to 15 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the shrimp is pink and -opaque. Remove from oven just as they become pink . They will continue to cook another minute or 2 in the hot skillet. The shrimp will exude a lot of juice and give you a generous amount of sauce for pouring over bread or potatoes or to use for dipping. Even though this is not my recipe it's very tasty. Of course I love just about any type of seafood Title: Blackened Redfish Categories: Cajun, Fish/sea Yield: 6 servings 6

General Stuff
Why are dandelions considered weeds when daisies are considered flowers? Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant? Whenever an adult is kidnapped why isn't it called adultnapped?? Why do blacklights look purple? Did Yankee Doodle name the feather, hat, town, or his pony Macaroni? Why is it that people duck in the rain, do they really think the rain won't hit them? How come the Bible is the most stolen book, and one of the ten comandments is "thou shall not steal"? Why isn't the caps lock capitalized? If there's a hole straight through the earth, from the south pole to the north pole, and you jump through it what would happen? would you keep falling forever, or fall back down when you get to the middle, or is it physically impossible? If someone with a nostril ring takes it out, then blows their nose, do they have to cover that hole as well as their nostril holes so that snot does'nt blow out everywere? Isn't it weird that if you rearange the word "teacher" you get

Start Ur Day Out With A Smile
If one day u feel like crying.. call me. I dont promise that I will make u laugh, but I can cry with u. If one day u want to run away.. dont be afraid to call me, I dont promise to ask u to stop but I can run with u. If one day u dont want to listen to anyone... call me. I promise to be there for u but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if u call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. Tonight your true love will realize how much they love u between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of your life will occur if u break the chain. You will have bad luck for 10 years, if you don't pass this on to

White Knight Leveler's
When there is no happy hours you can go comment Roberts pic the contest runs until the 24th of this month. Thanks all. Lets surprise him when he gets home Friday with alot of comments. 1145249@ fubar seeing who reads the blogs... if you seen this leave comment

Be Still (song Lyrics)
Ok my friends...it has come time for me to take my yearly vacation to Walt Disney World. I'll be gone for a week but I just might pop on from time to time just to check mail and stuff. I will miss you all while I am away. Don't forget about good ol' Stitch! About 5 years ago my brother and sister in law came to me and asked me if I would do them the honor of watching and babysitting their children while they got their careers on track. They have two children and at the time they were babies... a 3 year old girl and a 3 month old baby boy. Tomorrow that baby boy graduates from Pre-K and I find myself feeling so proud of the little man. Just like his dad and mom...I feel like my babies are all grown up now and I am ever bit as proud as their parents are. I am strongly bonded to the two kids...but he was much more of a baby being that he was only three months old. Now 5 years later I know that they have been the most meaningful of my life....but it's happening too fast! Sighs. Anyway...t

Poems Found
I was shocked, confused, and bewilderedAs I entered Heaven's door;Not by the beauty of it all,Nor the lights or its decor.But it was the folks in HeavenWho made me sputter and gasp -The thieves, the liars, the sinners,The alcoholics and the trash.There stood the kid from seventh gradeWho swiped my lunch money twice.Next to him was my old neighborWho never said anything nice.Herb, who I always thoughtWas rotting away in hell,Was sitting pretty on cloud nine,Looking incredibly well.I nudged Jesus, "What's the deal?I would love to hear Your take.How'd all these sinners get up here?"God must've made a mistake."And why is everyone so quiet,So somber? Give me a clue.""Hush child, " He said, "they're all in shock.No one thought they'd see you!"JUDGE NOT! So Much To Me by Jenny Another day is passing And still there is no word On how your life is going And who is in your world I pray you will consider These words I write to you I liked you in my life Yet maybe now it's through

Adopt A Stoner Auction!!
ADOPT A STONER !!!!HERE IS YOUR CHANCETO BE IN THE AUCTION U MUST SIGN UP BELOWAND LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOGBE SURE TO READ ALL THE RULESWELCOME TO FUBARLOOKING FOR NEW FRIENDS ??READ ALL RULESTHE AUCTION WILL BE AUGUST 28TH AT 7PM EST TIME~ SSS RADIO STAFF HOLDS THE RIGHT TO REJECT ANY ENTRY FOR ANY REASON ~ENTRIES MUST BE IN ON AUGUST 27TH AT MIDNIGHTTO BE ACCEPTEDSCROLL DOWN FOR RULESIF YOU WANT TO OWN SOME OF THE HOTTEST WOMEN & MEN ON FUBARTHEN COME ON OVER TO~ SECRET SMOKERZ SOCIETY ~MUST ME PRESENT FOR AUCTIONTHE AUCTION WILL BE JULY 11TH AT 7PM EST

Packers And Movers
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A True Story About A 3some...adult Content...
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say? http://download.yousendit.com/833938F022C8A340 http://download.yousendit.com/2DC1001F508B1D05 Stop by and bomb his page with comments, please. have fun... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=169231&albumid=104805&i=555108287

Im Leaving!
I made a Tribute page on Facebook for my husband Peter. Feel free to have a look and join the group please that would mean alot to me! Thank you! http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=6806601615 http://www.stcatharinesstandard.ca/ArticleDisplay.aspx?e=802773 === '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-02 04:26:21'.. > > My husband did in a work related accident leaving me and our 3 young boys. Im dying inside right now i can stop the hurt. My poor babies endless tears. So if you dont hear or see me on here this is why. I have my boys to be both mother and father to now. I have along road a head of me and i will be on here very little anymore. Here is the link to my husbands page. Luvlicks3

Religion
We as people tend to be very selfish. We focus on what we want instead of what we already have. We rarely acknowlege God when things are going good, and we beg him to help when tragedy strikes. David was called a man after God's heart. If anyone had a reason not to give praise to God it was him. Yet through it all one thing remained constant he never stopped thanking and giving priase to the one who created him. God is not a respector of person. He is not fair, but one thing is for sure he is just. He deserves praise and thanks despite what's going on in your life. He deserves the priase when things are going great and he deserves it when you feel like you can't go another day. Any doctor will tell you. That if you want to feel good, do something for someone else. So true, God created us that way. He created us to never be satisfied with the things of this world. He created us to only be able to find true satisfaction in him. During this time in my life when I'm so empty, hopeless,

Check This Out
This Guy Hit Me In My Shout Box with "I should Punch Those Glasses Off Your Face" GOT TO LOVE IT casanova@ fubar noelle@ fubar Please show her all the LOVE she deserves lol He sent me a private message today calling me a "faggot"! Now I know I can be a jerk at some points, but come on now. Lets get people like this OFF the site, they don't belong with normal people. bigdaddyinurazz@ fubar

Reflection
To receive the most out of life we must take time to live as well as making a living We should practice filling our moments with enriching experiences that will give us new meaning and depth to our lives Take time for short walks by the beach side or talks under the bright beautiful star's with family friends Take time for letting go to laugh and Take time to receive the pleasure of nature by smelling the flower gardens or watching the sun set Take time to love and be loved for it's the greatest emotion to share Take time for inter play of personalities and interchange of ideas Take time to enjoy one another take time for solitude and time to be quiet and alone to look within yourself to sort your thoughts for a new work week As I sit here in the morning listening to the songs of the bird It is a sound from Heaven. One more sweet than I have heard.

My Thoughts And Whatever Else I Can Think Of! Lol
On Monday, December 11th, I will be going in the hospital for a surgery to help a medical condition I have, called Chiari Malformation. Due to this condition, I have had a host of problems, including dizziness, headaches, weakness in my legs and arms, excruciating pain in my neck, feet, and legs, among a host of other things. Please wish me luck with a speedy recovery. For those of you that pray, please say a special prayer for me, too. Anything, at this point, will be greatly appreciated. Hugs, Barb 9-23-06 - I came across this story today, and wanted to share it with all of you..... Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair, but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day. Dick has also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him acro

Spaced Out
If any of you would be so kind as to stop by and rate the picture, and please leave comments (you can comment more than once... it's being judged on quantity of comments), it would be very greatly appreciated. Thank you all so much, especially those of you who've already voted!!! :) Link below (click on my pic) alrighty, open til thursday evening, no sticky bulletins, will be judged on amount of comments, anybody who comes to your pic can post as many as they please... I don't expect to win, but damn, the dudes who are beating me look kinda scary. I love OLD Popeye cartoons... (that line in the post title always cracked me up because it was so clever) And I am forever grateful to the few of you who've voted their asses off for me. If any of the rest of you might find your way there to just at least rate the photo, please, I'd be happy with just that. Vote for whoever you like, though. Doesn't have to be me, and you aren't going to hurt my feelings i

Life
"Love, what is love. Well what love is to me, it's knowing that everyday you get to spend every minute with the person who makes everything okay; who makes life fun to live with; who backs you up even when everyone says you are wrong and you feel like you are going to cry and you turn around and there she is just holding her arms wide open and you feel so safe in them and you know she is the one person who will never laugh at you but with you; who never gets mad at you but gets mad at the same stuff you do; who you can tell everything to and know that she will smile and know exactly what you are talking about, not just saying I know, but have lived through the same things. Love is so much more than my words can describe in this world, it's somthing that no matter where you are you know that the other person is waiting for you to come home to. I love you Christie Lynn Garza. It just came to me while I wrote it. You are my inspiration to my writing. I haven't written anything like thi

Life
I have two more sitting for my wings got the first set done last night in about two to three weeks getting the sec set done then in another two to three the last set done .......I well post pics when I up load them soon I have been in a good mood most of the day and night till I get home all the kids have move out now not stress out or any thing wtf I get asked why are you always in your room.I like being in there it is dark and my place that I can come to when I am in a dark dark mood ...some of you just do not get it I am a dark person. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON THE EGDE OF LIFE AND JUST WATED TO END IT ALL WELL THAT WAS ME THE OTHER NIGHT ALL I WANTED TO WAS JUST END IT ALL.I LOOK BACK ON THAT NIGHT AND SEE MY LIFE IN MY HANDS AND LOOKING AT IT AGAIN I AM GLAD I DID NOT DO NOTHING LIKE THAT I HAVE TWO LIL BOYS WOULD BE LOST IN THIS FUCK WOURLD WITH OUT THERE MOMMY

Random Thoughts...
How do you convince someone that being treated well is something we all deserve? How do you show them that their past does not deside what they deserve? These are hard questions and i have no direct answers or solutions. But i can say this from my own heart. Everyone deserves to be treated right, no matter what has been done in their past to them. I do understand how hard it is to accept good things when your use to such bad things. But breaking that norm while hard is the best thing for everyone. We all desire to be loved, and cherished, we desire a friend and a lover who is true to their ending breath. Yet when we have bad experiance after bad experiance we tend to see that as our norm. We tend to deside that its us creating the bad realtionships, when we are not the ones to blame. Our only blame is not seeing the truth, but even the truth can lay hidden for days, months, or years. And once we see the truth alot of times we try to convince ourselfs its not real. This is natu

Til The End
When my eyes don't see so well, and my ears don't often foretell of your arrival. When my hands are rough and skin to tough for loving and caressing. My lips move slower, the volume lower, my heart you are addressing. My hair the thin white Grey wispy, my eyes the same crystal blue, my skin freckled and face bespectacled....eyes misty i will see the colors that have faded, i have loved after being jaded, i have lost more now than i ever have held....only to know you are more than a name Can you see my heart, have the walls fallen inside....just a glimpse or a peak or doors flung aside.... i am mystery, i am passion, i am danger. I am the chance, the voice, the love of a stranger. the Grey in your hair, the lines on your face, the kisses the love the enchanting embrace..... will never be gone from my heart as long as i draw breath you will be in my heart, making me better. Forget the callousness, the goodbyes, the anger We all die Time is here for us to measure the

It's My Life
It's not everyday that I get woke up by the police calling me. They had a paper that needed to be delivered but they couldn't find where I lived at. So when he finally found the house, I was served with a summons to court. I am being sued for $11,000 plus interest and court fees for wreaking a rental car back in September. First of all, if I had that much money then I wouldn't have needed to rent a car in the first place. And another thing, I have absolutely no way of paying them that. I own no property that they can take from me, no car, no house, nothing! Think they can squeze blood out of a turnip? We shall find out. I loved it in California. Then I come back to Misery and I am so fucking bored. I'm probably driving my boyfriend crazy. I can't sit still and I'm eating everything in site. Not sure if I could handle seeing the ocean everyday anyway. There was just so much to do out there and nothing here. Why did I come back?!? Just wanted to say that I was sorry for not

More Poems For My One And Only
I’m sorry of being so emotional I’m sorry of being so possessive I’m sorry that I cry for you I’m sorry because I can’t live without you I’m sorry for the tears you shed I’m sorry for the damage I made I’m sorry I’ve made you sick Sorry I hurt you so deep I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights I’m sorry for each and every fight I’m sorry for your pain & agony I’m sorry for the missing harmony I’m sorry for my selfish love I’m sorry for not caring enough I’m sorry for my restlessness I’m sorry for the losing grace I’m sorry my friend I made you mad I’m sorry darling you are so sad Sorry for not giving you any happiness Sorry because it’s my disgrace I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much I’m sorry I always miss your touch I’m sorry of being so mad about you I’m sorry for my every blue I’m sorry of being so immature I’m sorry now that can’t be cured I’m sorry of being myself I’m sorry that I’ve failed I’m sorry and sorry again I’m sorry o

Plot-two
So I just caught the last 20 or so minutes of RENT on FX. I swear that for every minute that passed, Satan sucked a minute off my life span. The movie was HORRIBLE. Other than the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston, RENT is the only thing that has ever made me suicidal. Jesus Christ. You should avoid that movie. Avoid it much like you would avoid the plague. I have this mood I like a lot that keeps me. And in revisitation it knows me so it’s like it’s home again. No more worries. I just breathe again. To hum it and to sing it to yourself as if there’d be somebody else hiding in a drawer to surprise and say that they wish you’d do it more but you don’t and that’s a sad sad thought. To me that the answer just for living is the answer just for growing smaller.. No one bleeds what they don’t believe. And where we should be dancing in the flooded streets.. We’re sleeping in the corner of a room nobody wants to see. I’m not so damaged anymore, screaming, but mor

Ranting
I was just asked by someone... "Why are so open in your blogs about your feelings and thoughts?" Well I informed them, its actually very simple... I really don't care what people think of me... We all have opinions and ideas about one another but if you get right down to it... We all pissed in our bed when we were babies and we all did stupid shit when we were young... (Some of us are still doing stupid shit) So why not be open? Of course they said after this... "Well if you are really open about yourself then you'll get used alot." Wow... Of course someone is going to try, and try is the key word.. But you have to let them hurt you. Granted you can't stop someone from using you or hurting you, but you can learn and keep an eye out for people like that. Plus I'm careful who I let in all the way into my life. But the main reason I wright my feeling down and tell people openly about me and my thoughts... is to teach and find people who agree with me... Nuff said.. Mike Ok... So

Tag ...
Hey Everyone . First of all i just want to Thank all my Friends and Family For all the love you have shown to me .. I have had a death in the family and I will be leaving for Minnesota on Thursday night or early Friday Morning . And will not return home until late Sunday night or early Monday morning I will Miss all of you . I wish the best weekend ever for all of you . All my best Darlee . I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some

Poeta : Tanka / Senryu : Thoughts Of Women
Thank you for the time Together we’ve shared so far Your hand held in mine Emotions so true My mind swimming, heart on fire I reach out for you L’amour de la femme Mysterious and undreamt... God, how I love them!

Dear Diary ....what A Day Its Been
Dear Diary.......im awake what more can ya ask for huh.....lappy fan sounds like a fekkin lawnmower......its raining..... new kitty is attempting to walk thru glass back door with little success......very vocal tho.....and beautiful....pure black.... green eyes n im thinkin of entering him on britains got talent cos the little fukkas singin lol......i have already stepped in the water dish n got a soggy slipper, i now have to stand outside with umbrella to smoke cos otherwise hed be doin the 50 yard sprint across the back to where he used to live......no we didnt steal him....his previous owners moved house n cudnt take him with them so he gets to be wiff me on sofa n sleepiebag lol.....docs later see whats happening wiff dodgy knee....western union to kick arse ( i so hate incompetence) then back n jobseek, ah brain flash i can go out front n smoke under porch , no fear of kitty escape yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy......plus i can flash me pjs at the old codger across road hehehe.........

Blah!
http://www.lookhowcuteiam.com/ratemepublic/index.php?id=998 William in his very first contest! Ok for those who don't know i am Rae! i have 2 beautiful Sons, William-2 And Ian-4, I am a stay at home mom and my Boy Friend- Roy, is a truck driver. yes i know tough being a truskers girl, but i usually see him every week, and the Boys love em! Ok now for what i realy am writing this for... ok a lil background first. My dad was told he has lung cancer in early march, my mom decided not to tell me til Mother's day! rock on right! well to say the least the last 6 months or so have been kinda rough on him and the rest of us. But he has been doing well in fact he is done with chemo, and radiation for now! the lump is gone! but he still has to take shots to help build up his red blood cell count has been taking those for about a week after he stoped teh chemo and stuff. aparently he wasn't feeling good today and went to the hospital, knowing anything about this disease you would know you

Am I Really????
TexCat -- [adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com The porno of TexCat's life will be called ... "Barely passable mutants gone wild!" 'What will the porno of your life be called?' at QuizUniverse.com What ridiculous surgery should NANCY get? Have an easy bake oven inserted into your stomach so that you can make treats on the go 'What ridiculous surgery should you get?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Current Events
A Florida phone sex operator has won a workers' compensation settlement claiming she was injured after regularly masturbating at work, her lawyer said. The lawyer told Reuters he was not sure whether the Fort Lauderdale woman's claim was the first of its kind, but it certainly was out of the ordinary. He said his client agreed to a "minimal settlement" earlier this month. He declined to disclose the amount. During the course of her claim for workers' compensation benefits, the now 40-year-old employee of Fort Lauderdale's CFP Enterprises, Inc. said she developed carpal tunnel syndrome -- also known as repetitive motion injury -- in both hands from masturbating as many as seven times a day while speaking with callers, said the attorney, who spoke about the case this week on the condition that his client's name not be revealed. "She was told to do whatever it takes to keep the person on the phone as long as possible," he said. The woman used one hand to answer the telepho

Stuff
well that supposed job interview i had today never happend, i went down there waited for the manager, then all she told me was they already filled all the possistions! hey bitch then why did u bother sceduling an interview with me yesterday? or bother to call me back telling me they where already filled! fucking waist of time! ok i have a question maybe some one can answer for me...whats with all the red X's im seeing on many peoples pics on here? in a bad way, im pritty wierd myself. im never one to admit im normal lol, but i find it kinda funny every day i see some one rate my new morph pic down like giving me 1's on it, dam ive had the thing for a few weeks now and i think Ogary did a hella good job on it to, soo i dont get why people rate it down, hell if u dont like it dont look at it you idiots! whats even more pathetic is they do it anonomouslly.. well i just dont get some people on here. ive never rated any one less then a 10, like ive said befor i dont like the rating on this

General Audience (need Opinions)
06/22/11 So I went to the store after work and some girls in the store decided to talk bad about how long my hair was and how "that's not cool" So I responded, "You know what's not cool, your breath cause them joints is on fire! I never seen so much steam before in my life! You may wanna think before u act next time with that cloudy forecast coming out your grill. Idiots... Just wanted to say thank you to those who came by to see me in my time of need and not see me to try and get points and whatever else from me. That means a lot and I can't thank you enough for that, just goes a long way with me. Tastyflutterby Caramel Lexy Sxy Chick Queen Lioness J-Lynn Peace Luscious of SER Tbaby Just thinkin to myself if i should even be tryin to get attention of ppl on here or anywhere for that matter, sayin wassup or how u been just don't seem to cut it anymore. And as far as here goes I'm not so sure, I mean it should be no contest to not even bother when the person u wanna be frien

Random Stuff
ECG (Heart Tracing) ECG (called EKG in USA) stands for ElectroCardioGram. This test looks at the electrical activity in the heart. How Is It Done? The first step is to attach adhesive electrodes to the chest and limbs. It may be necessary to shave the chest to get good skin contact. In women, the elctrodes are places under/around the left breast. The machine will then be attached to the electrodes. At this point the patient will be asked to lie very still while the machine takes a recording for about 10 seconds. The test is not painful or uncomfortable. Why Is It Done The usual reasons for an ECG are chest pain, palpitations, fast/slow/irregular pulse, shortness of breath or unconsciousness. Many doctors also request an ECG as a baseline investigation. It does not necessarily mean something is wrong with your heart. What Does It Show The heart is a muscular organ with its own "wiring". For each heartbeat, an electrical impulse travels through the wiring in a specific way, causin

Night Stalkers Dj Sadistic Light
Click Image to enter and meet great people, Hear great music and please subscribe (repost of original by 'butterfly Realm of Syn member owner of butterfly angles and dream play house' on '2007-06-11 10:26:55') (repost of original by 'RopeMan *GROW ROOM OWNER*' on '2007-06-12 10:17:03') HEY EVERYONE!!!! WE NEED YOUR HELP! COME SHOW NIGHT STALKERS SOME LUV N SUPPORT. WE COULD REALLY USE IT RIGHT NOW. DJIN RIGHT NOW IS ANARCHY SKULL!!! COME SHOW ANARCHY SOME LUV N SUPPORT ALONG WITH THE REST OF THE LOUNGE!!!! IF YOU COULD SHOW SOME MORE SUPPORT BY JOINING IN ON THE FUN!!! JUST CLICK BELOW AND IT WILL BR

Just Being Me!
Click the Link below to Find out how to own me! [ fubar.com photo: 199084284 ] okay it is simply enough.. if you want bombed. 1. make sure you have 250 pics in a folder 2. if you don't have auto 11's on rate one of my folders of 250pic. I have 11's on 3. leave a comment on this blog so i can easily find you. I will be bombing at 11:00pm central time tonight remember I only have one hour. If you want bombed and don't have 11's, it is really easy. Rate two of my bomb folders while have 11's on and leave a few comments on pics in them...(helps with the bouncer) and then comment on this blog and when i bomb later tonight or tomorrow. I will bomb you. Oh and you must have a folder with 250 pics in it for me to bomb. happy rating... Kasper

Stuff...
Once there was this boy from Mars and this girl from Venus. Not only had they come from different planets but different eons. They both lived such very different lives and yet in some ways very similar lives. Very dark painful lives in so many ways. He lost his mother when he was very young and she her father. They both suffered physical and mental abuse from those who should have loved them unconditionally. They both found that this pain forged in them special powers. The power to create tremendous beauty with but mere flicks of their hands. To see things others missed. Some how in this infinite large dark universe they found each other. And for a time they found paradise. But maybe nothing is meant to last forever. And maybe the differences were too much. Fate had other plans and she found her father... The future is yet unwritten... for Kimberly ~Lorenzo the ModernDaVinci If asked why I love her I would say I

...another Blog.......
Thee best way to capture n kill You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead85%Freddy Krueger80%Jigsaw80%Buffalo Bill75%Hannibal Lecter70%Jason Voorhees70%Captain Spaulding45%Candyman

People
Well, seems I am back for a short lived stay here at what is now calls "Fubar"? Quite the change from Cherry Tap but I guess whatever keeps people signing up. Anyways I wanted to say "HELLO" to all my old friends here it has been awhile and I thank you all for your comments while I have been gone. My bf is still in this VIC contest and I am trying to get him this VIC so he can stop spending so much time on the site .. lol I am hoping all my old friends can help me out. I know I haven't been here for all of you but life has got me so busy these days with my kids and all. I do miss you all dearly. I do hope you continue to write and comment I shall return them now and then. If you can and will help me out here is the link to his Contest .. I wont beg I just hope you find a bit of time to add some votes .. I shall again repay you all one day. Love to all ... take care and stay safe. Hugs Dannille *PoeticBliss* I haven't been here for months but happened to be called back for

A Few Of My Favs
Don’t look at me with soft loving eyes.Don’t touch me with hands of a gentle lover.I want your darkness. I want to feel your untold desires. Pull me into your world. Strip me of my walls. Pound me against the unrelenting siegeMake me feel what you do. Rape my mind with your harsh cruel words. Let your hands tear into the soft flesh of my body, marking me to my very soul.I want the beast that resides deep inside of you. I want him set free. I want to feed that part of you that lays untouched. that craves a willing victim that will laybroken and still whimper for more. From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life-

My Love!!!!!!!!!!1
BECAREFUL IF YOU MAKE A WOMAN CRY,BECAUSE GOD COUNTS HER TEARS.THE WOMAN COME OUT OF A MANS RIB.NOT FROM HIS FEET TO BE WALKED ON. .NOT FROM HIS HEAD TO BE SURERIOR BUT FROM HIS SIDE TO BE EQUAL. UNDER THE ARM TO BE PROTECTED,AND NEXT TOO THE HEART TO BE LOVED. Internet Lovers There you are so faraway and here I sit everyday we’ve never met, I’ve only seen you’re handsome face on my computer screen I can never kiss your lips so fine I can only touch you with my mind and in my mind you are the best but I can never touch your chest I can never touch the spots that I desire when our encounter has me on fire I can only undress you with my eyes to caress your chest down to your thighs I can’t smell your essence or feel your firmness or in the heat of passion taste your sweetness but no matter what I’m doing or where I am I can turn you on and watch you on my cam honey, on the net you are above all others because my sweet baby we have become internet lovers CR

Feeling And Thought
Due unfortunate circumstances I wont be around / ol a lot... I only going to check message here n there. So, if you want to talk drop me message I'll get back when I can... (I'll leave this board on all time). It took me a while.... They think I'm : funny, cool, sarcastic, nice, loyal, sassy, different... Honestly I dont know why they think I'm cool LOL. I'm just being me... Funny if I'm in the good mood, sarcastic n sassy well my mom did said that's me (geezzz I cant believe u call me sassy like my mom!!). Nice and loyal? Absolutely to my dearest friends to certain extend... to other really I could care less, I can be nice I cant be not nice it all depend on certain circumstances. Very interesting what they think about me...

Jokes
Nokia has finally designed a cell phone for nervous white people who need to make a cell phone call while in Jacksonville, East Saint Louis, New Orleans, Memphis, South Chicago, South Dallas, Houston, L.A., Miami Detroit, Washington, D.C., parts of New York City, Buffalo, Oakland, and parts of Atlanta Warning about Red Lobster Restaurants This one sure took me by surprise. NO, I did NOT check this out with Snopes yet, but please, feel free to do so. WARNING ABOUT RED LOBSTER RESTAURANTS This is important and worth the time to read! Warning!! Be careful if you eat at RED LOBSTER RESTAURANTS A young women was having a meal at the restaurant and suddenly began to experience intense chest pains. Nothing her friends or the restaurant personnel did would relieve the pain. '911' was called and an ambulance was sent and the women was transported to a nearby hospital where doctors removed the women's blouse. As soon as t

Hands
A crimson stream within my dream A night and a night ago, Held within a sanguine gleam deep within its ebbing flow, A body that once was free To walk where he wanted to go. But then was not the time, When a minute seemed like an hour's turn on the clock, With a decade's breath between each tick And an eon's between each tock. Moods lanquidly shift as from the speakers tunes drift through the smoke permeated the air. Speak on the threat of death and hold your breath for the spead of the road before us has not slowed but bowed towards two transcendent ends. Speak of it and friends shall weap in gloom, speak not of it and we shall enjoy the light of the moon gleeming off of teal metal and chrome while we travel home through nostalgic glimmers of chemically inhanced dreams. A frown of unhappiness courses across my face drawing heavy lines of separation from a fevered pace. Pounding sounding incessantly, grounding me to the phone as stupidity binds body and soul to a seat, and

Music That Touches Me
I feel my wings have broken in your hands I feel the words unspoken inside And they pull you under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted All my dreams are falling down... Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you I see the world has folded in your heart I feel the waves crash down inside And they pull me under... And I would give you anything you want, no You were all I wanted... All my dreams are falling down Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it... Just stay... Stay, come on, I've been waiting for you All my dreams are on the ground Crawlin' around... Somebody save me! Let your warm hands break right through Somebody save me! I don't care how you do it Just stay... with me... I made this whole wo

Grandma Fucks Grandpa Up
Twas the day after Christmas and all through the house, everyone was passed out drunk even the mouse. When all of a sudden I heard a big clatter I ran inside to see what was the matter. Granma and grandpa seemed in a bother, grandma told grandpa the mailman was his son’s father. Grandpa called grandma a filthy lil whore she grabbed that old man and slammed him to the floor. I could tell grandpa was in fear for his life, when grandma reached in a drawer and grabbed a really big knife. Grandpa got to his feet and tried to flee but grandma tripped him, he took out the tree. The family was watching in awe grandpa jumped up and punched grandma right in the jaw. Grandma stumbled back and took a deep breath, we all knew this meant grandpas untimely death. Grandpa looked at grandma with fear for his life; for he knew he could never beat up his wife. The next thing that happened, I thought I would die; grandpa fell to his knees he started to cry. Through his crying and tears grandpa told grandm

Elise's Random Thoughts
UGH!! Looking to transfer to a Pharmacy School so I can get into the program and Finally finish school. OMG they keep adding shit to the requirements to get into the fuckin program and to the RX program itself!!! So they way I figure it I have like 5 ro 6 more years left of school. If they stop adding shit. Oh yeah and I gotta take a PCAT test which is an enterance test for RX school. UGH!!!! I keep tellin myself that it will all be worth it in the end. Until then I gotta get off my ass and real start working toward this Degree. I just wish I could poof myself there already. If you are interested below I listed what I gotta get off my ass and get finished. Luckily I got some of these fuckin classes over and done withDoes anyone have an easy button?? 1.College of Pharmacy applicants must complete a minimum of 62 semester hours of coursework at a regionally accredited college or university, including the following required courses: General Biology 3 semester hours Anatomy and

Crazy
if anyone has wondered where i have been i have hurt my lower back...i might not be on here for awhile..i hurt my lower back and need to have surgery...im in the bed and cant even get up without help from my sister...i hope to be back soon but not sure when..my sciatica is really bad and i have spasms down my leg at all times..i have a doctors appt.wednesday and then i will know when they will perform the surgery..the sooner the better cause i feel like shit...soma and vicodin have helped a lot though!!! sorry just have to write this down one more time..six fucking years with my husband and then he decides he doesnt wanna be with me...ok, six fucking years, where did this come from??? somewhere in the damn six years he must have been thinking he didnt want to be with me!!!six mo fo years!!!!what a prick!!!! Strange as it seems, no amount of learning can cure stupidity, and higher education positively fortifies it dumbass

A Little Bit Of Reflecting..
As most of you know, a week ago today I got a message that turned my life upside down,and not only broke my heart but crushed it as well. That message was from Patricq, the god son of my fuhusband Don1897 aka Drinkbox Bomber. The message was entitled "I'm sorry Gary" and after reading just that, my heart sank. Upon opening the message, I immediately began to read and be overcome with emotion. I quickly ran to the bathroom to try and get away from my younger sibblings so they didn't see what was about to become of me. My adoptive mom with whom I live with was in the room with me she was playing Halo Reach with my sister..I ran by her, tapped her on the shoulder and continued up the stairs. I got into the bathroom, she quickly came in right behind me with my puppy right behind her, and I collapsed. I couldn't get it out. My 2012 happened that day. I curled up into the fetal position on the bathroom floor and cried..I came back down to my laptop, and went to his profile, tried calling him

Poetry By Me!!!!!
No amount of anything on this earth can compare to the way I felt at your birth 5 pounds 8 ounce's 19 inches with a head full of hair, Like I said nothing can compare.My pride and precious bundle of joy, Im so glad i was the one to bring you into this world, Now you have just turned 4 it goes by so fast, You think you have a lifetime But it really doesn't last.I watch you as your growing, getting older day by day, I am so happy now, but one day you will be grown up and move away.So i'm making the memories, and painting a perfect picture of your past, because i know when your older the things you are forgetting won't come back.Yes you are my daughter and you are very loved, I try to show it everyday and shower you with hugs.So when you are all grown up, and finally leaving home I hope you think back on yuor life and love where you come from..... Love is a word that means you care and the rest of your life you want to share with that person.Hate is a word that

Whips N Chains Society
Who would like to have a big nice surprise from embyr? oh trust me you dont want to miss out on this . so hurry hurry before its to late CLICK HERE FOR SURPRISE hello everyone, could you , would you please please with sugar on top add the family account to your friends list it is very important as this is where alot of stuff will go on and everything pls repost this just click the pic below to go to the site ty embyr just click the pic to go to it

What Is Love?
Monique - We Got CaughtAdd to My Profile | More Videos Monique - 100 YearsAdd to My Profile | More Videos Giving out shot's today, who wants one? Leave me a comment telling me what's your favorite drink and I will get for you!

My Thoughts!!!
O tangled webs you weave, Thinking that I can't see. Naively you think they are strong Enough to entangle me. O fool you become Even now you don't see Your lies they come to surface Your deceit breaks and crumbles. Time for you to leave my path Go far away and weave new webs. Do so before I lose my senses And crush you beneath my thumb. You senseless fool To think that fantasy Is better than life that's so real. Life that takes pure precious moment, And encapsules them in our hearts For all eternity. Too bad you will miss out On what this short life is all about. Your heart will always be full Of nothing but poison, So that you can continue To weave your web of deceit and lies. Written by Paulette ~4-11-08~ Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That p

Banners, Click Pics Etc.... Made By You!
I just rec'd something that someone made for me so I thought I'd make a place to showcase your gifts. Feel free to place banners, icons, click pics etc... in this blog for me. I'm really appreciative and if I use your "art" somewhere - I'll send you a free CD =)

Quiz
You are 33% evil You are not so evil. You are overall a nice person, although I wouldn’t want to get on your bad side. You have an extravagant imagination. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com You have a sexual IQ of 156 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com The Picto-Personality TestYou are a person who is very calm and kind. You go out of your way to help people who need your help.When alone, you like to spend your time doing something that will better yourself.You are romantic, and when you are with your partner you like to woo them with your imagination.In the future you will be happy and live richly.Take this Test at QuizGalaxy.com

Randomness
Yes, I am Moving 2300 miles, and basically, I am doin a total rebuild of my life, Are you with me or not, Get back to me. Those who have commented on this by the time I get online AFTER my move will be kept, those who didn't, I am sure we could have had a good friendship, But Alas, neither of us were willing to attempt one, No hard feelings, just time for me to move on. You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Passion67%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes58%Eyes full of Pain58%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com The move was succesful, I was greeted by a 3 day winter storm... oh well, that's the price ya pay to Live in canada. as for now, I am headed out. Have a great day.

Read Mu Mumm If U Want Insight
NOW THIS IS FUCKED......... I have several friends that have no internet so they come to my house to get on here and yahoo and myspace and such to check their shit and stuff......well because of that.......thats why i was fuckin reset......heres the only explanation I got from fubar support: we have a policy if you have more than 1 account from 1 ip we see them as duplicates and therefore no points for them. THATS ALL they had to say......now how the fuck is that fair to me? Hes Fine Hes Sexy You Just Gotta Love A Baby Face Like That Come Show Him the Love Girls... Woot Woot ~~~Cobra Chris~~~~~~@ fubar I have been on Fubar ever since it was Lost Cherry....Well I have worked my ass off to get to where I was at....I was at level 22 as of last night and had 1 million fubucks.....i GOT RANKED #152 even today.....YET they have reset my whole fucking account.....I have no fuckin money and was a level fuckig 0 today.....This is bullshit considering how

How Much Work Does It Take To Be Ajerk
Lessons on Life There was an Indian Chief who had four sons. He wanted his sons to learn not to judge things too quickly. So he sent them each on a quest, in turn, to go and look at a pear tree that was a great distance away.. The first son went in the Winter, the second in the Spring, the third in Summer, and the youngest son in the Fall. When they had all gone and come back, he called them together to describe what they had seen. The first son said that the tree was ugly, bent, and twisted. The second son said 'no' it was covered with green buds and full of promise. The third son disagreed; he said it was laden with blossoms that smelled so sweet and looked so beautiful. It was the most graceful thing he had ever seen. The last son disagreed with all of them; he said it was ripe and drooping with fruit, full of life and fulfillment. The man then explained to his sons that they were all right, because they had each seen but only one season in the tree's li

Songs
The lightning flashes the thunder roars Get ready baby the rain's about to pour I see the madness in your eyes Feel it burning between your thighs Skin on skin the air is getting hot remember my name you're going to scream it a lot Feel the heat skin in silk In and out like the rising of the tide Feel the waves rush over me My soul belongs to you tonight Drown myself in the waters of life Smooth as butter cut by a knife Feel the heat washing over me Rise up and come with me Feel the heat skin in silk In and out like the rising of the tide Feel the waves rush over me My soul belongs to you tonight I see you standing across the room So Beautiful, you turn and smile at me But I'm shy and turn my head away And the night goes by I see you walking down the street You're as beautiful as the autumn sky You look at me as I turn away And time passes by

A Soldiers Opinion
things that make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the Month of January. That's just one American city, About as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq When some claim that President Bush shouldn't Have started this war, state the following: A. FDR led us into World War II. B. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost .. An average of 112,500 per year. C. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea. North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost ... An average of 18,334 per year. D. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attackd us. E. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost .. An average of 5,800 per year. F. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French consent. Bosnia never attacked us. He was offered Osama bin La

Funny
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card - Just the stone cold truth of our great riendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you are plotting something that I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much Worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well Again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When

Arielkkm
As of yesterday I'm already dilating 1 - 2 centimeters and 505 effaced which means I can go into active labor at any given time. I'm only 33 weeks so doc is trying to hold me off for at least 3 more weeks. My sugar levels, blood pressure and weight gain are high right now. My sugar levels keep inching their way to the 200 mark after every meal and it's not suppose to be over 140 after eating. I'm not eating much at all yet I've managed to gain 10 pounds in 2 weeks so they think baby is already 10 pounds now if not then he's very close to it!!!! Nurse can feel baby's head already so I can go into labor at any given second. I'm on mandatory bed rest now and not allowed to do anything at all for at least 3 weeks. Since I'm Co-Owner of dolphin and unicorn lounge I won't be able to be online much at all so if you're interested in becoming a staff member of the lounge (please please please do!!!!!) contact the owner proudnavywife (Jen) ASAP we really really need all the room h

Fu Trains .. You Have To Get Current Riders From The Originator Of The Train; These Are Not Mine But Some I Am On :d
NOTE:if this was already made someone please let me know, this way i can come up with something else. i looked but i didn't see anything i don't want to copy off anyone thanks ~Lynn~ BIRTHSTONE TRAIN in order to join the birthstone train [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] rate these pictures: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=229107&albumid=1090548 [Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] then go- RATE ADD FAN (unless your at your limit) if the person is already on your list or your not friends yet leave a comment saying something like "BIRTHSTONE TRAIN" then send a PM to me TotallyHugeObsessedMCFanatic in the PM subject line put "BIRTHSTONE TRAIN" please don't put hi. it will help me move through the list much faster. Also please include (this is for your tag) the name you want on your tag a photo if you want one the month you were born conductor/Person you PM: ~TotallyHugeObsessedMariahCare

My Poetry
Quick glance to the right I could've sworn I heard a sound One that goes bump in the night A sound that fills me with terrible fright I hear the thunder rumbling Then the lights go out I sense movement Somethings about! I can hear it breathing through teeth so bare Along it's scaley back is a line of thin hair As I think of this, my dread begins to flare In the corner! A dark shape indeed And as I watch It comes closer to me I can feel it's claws scratching my chair Green eyes glowing! Yes, theres a monster there Now I can smell it's breath The stench of human blood Gore dripping from it's mouth in a horrible flood Then all of a sudden The lights come on again And sitting beside me Is my furry bestfriend All of this has made me feel cold and quite queer Because it was all created, by my own Fear! I had closed the door upon my heart, And wouldn't let anyone in! I had trusted and loved, only to be hurt, But that would never happen again. I had tossed

Poems
I knew at once That you were meant for me Deep in my soul I knew You were my destiny Yet I was so unsure But I thought why fight the tide Dont think so much Let your heart decide I see your future And its tied with mine I look into your eyes You're searching for a sign But you will never fall Until you let go Dont be afraid Of what you dont know You have someone on your side That person can set you free Just believe in yourself And believe in me Why second guess Something so right Just trust in me And you will see the light

Auction
Hosting a St Patrick's Day auction. Deadline to enter will be Fri March 4, 2011. Auction will begin Sat Mar 5 at 12:01 am and end Mar 17 at Midnight EST. Starting bids at 1 mil each. Leave a comment if you would like to enter and please send me a private message with a link to the photo you would liked used and what you would like to offer for your auction. And remember to get ppl to vote on your auction. The person with the most votes will win a boomerang! UPDATE: Please send your auction offering and link to your photo as soon as you can. As of now I have over 20 ppl in the auction and will need time to make the auction photos. Thank you so much in advance! Nicole http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=2618410&albumid=1672169&i=1475587382&idx=5#3472825110 Click on the link above to visit me at my first auction!!! Come on and love me!!!! I will be hosting a Gemini auction in celebration of Gamer Princess (June 7) & My Birthdays (May 31). Gamer Princess will be my co-Host. Deadline to

Random Thoughts Of A Pissed Off White Woman
I am me, I am the way I am, and I do not change for anyone no matter what. I love to meet new people but I have the type of personality where you will either love me or hate me..lol. So who knows, maybe you'll be my new friend? I'm ALWAYS 100% brutaly honest, and I pride myself on being that way. I'm blunt, outspoken, and I say whatever I want to say. I don't really put much thought into alot of things before I say them, if it comes to my mind, then it automatically comes out of my mouth.. lol. I'm weird, and I know it. I love my weirdness! I'm quick witted and I maintain multiple personalities while most people find it hard to maintain one. LoL. My favorite colors are orange and blue. I love to laugh. I hate most people. Girlie girls make me hurl. I swear like a sailor when I wax my cunt. I swear like a sailor when i'm not waxing my cunt. I hate most things anyone else would like. I'm spiteful. I'm stubborn. I can be selfish. I can be jealous. I'm a flirt. I

My Poems
I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. I've looked a long time, dated many men, But none I walked with walked in step with me. We walk together well, the best of friends. Somehow we just fit, as if clean cut To go together, zigzags complementary. But now I would be something more than friends. I know I take a chance to mention love. I've no idea what feeling's in your heart. But if you'd catch a burning, plunging star, I know I'd make you happy for your love Mother give me strength Give me wisdom, give me will Give me love, give me health Let me know what is real Tell me who to trust Tell me what is fate Give me the strength to love And the maturity not to hate Let me fall in love Let me have true friends Show me the real meaning Of together until the end Give me the power of prayer Let me have a stable mind Give me the strength to have patience And the strength to be kind Help me stand and fight Don't let me

People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake ass friends What Marvel Hero Are You? The PunisherYou are a mere human being that has lost their will to survive.You choose to kill people in any way possible.Shooting them,welding them into peices,death by a papercut,you are ruthless.You always kill your prey. Take this test Sorry i have been unable to be on here , Have some major things going on !!! hope to be back on more regular in a little while ........... Hope everyone is doing well

My Life
well i was busy with work and was recently in basic but im coming back to furbar being active like i used to so hope 2 c yall soon get at me Its finally here this friday is the day i get the fuck out of school so yes its time 2 party like a rock party like a rockstar CLASS OF 07 BABE WE DID it so im the army now i am a infantry soldier station in hawaii and get deployed october.

About Love
Pag Ako ay Nagmahal By:Me Ako ay nagmamahal... sa isang batang walang salawal kaya ako'y tinawag na garapal at palaging nasusupalpal. pero ang mahal kong ito ay tunay na gwapito medyo nga lang demonyito dahil lagi akong ginagago hay pag-ibig nga naman di maintindihan kapag ikaw ay nagkamali pupulutin ka sa kangkungan pero ok lang naman kung ika'y nasa kangkungan masarap rin naman pag hinalo sa sinigang pag ibig na dama ko'y ibang iba makalaglag panty, makalaglag palda... ngunit habang lumalaoon... panty ay naging pantalon... palda'y humaba di na laglag... pag-ibig nga ba'y tuluyang nabulag.. (parang ang labo???) mahal pa ba kita? kahit di na masaya... sa bawat oras at araw...... ikaw ang nakikita.. ikaw ang nadadama.. pag-ibig nga ba ito o ako lang ay nalilito.. pag ika'y kasama ko.. alam kong ikaw ay mahal ko.. pero sabi nga nila bilog ang mundo.. (hehe nawili) oo bilog nga ang mundo doon tayo nagk

Nothingness
No longer what am I what she put in my head The Ugliness is dead all that is left is a swan beautiful and free all that is left to be there is more to me than what you see and so much more than of what is left to come intelligent and sweet, sweeps you off your feet and as poetic as a modern day romeo . Kind and caring , romantically daring and a spirit that is unique and bold writing this from the heart what a great place to start Blessed by the ones that I love and the Heavens above I swim off into the sunset like a swan I am quiet I am peaceful I am loving I am meaningful like a swan I am not alone copyright 2007 David Allen Bosley "miss you" miss you like crazy miss you in my crazy and lonely world miss you like a lost kitten that I looked so hard for and could not find miss you cuz i really do miss you and your cute ways miss your beauty and intelligence in front of me miss getting hug

The Infamous Blaze
More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

Poems Written For Or By The Prince Of Darkness
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com HIGHWAY 109 A drunken man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captiv

Poetry
So it's my only day off til next sunday and I'm sitting here doing ABSOLUTELY 100% NOTHING. It's incredible...and I've actually caught a lot of shit for it today...and I almost felt bad till I read my horoscope for the day.... This is what I have actually been doing all day! There's days my smiles faded I can't see straight through my eyes I don't want to see the colors or the sparkle in your life I just want to drift away fall apart from this place and time forget all the memories take back all my time my life is scattered across the board lying broken on the floor each time I get the puzzle started you're like a hard wind all the pieces are gone again there's shards I will never recover pieces of my soul are lost how long will I be learning how to smile? I can't even understand the basics show me what should make me happy chastise me when I'm wrong barred and locked in the corner scarred and lonely once again ~Jess I tried to smile for them

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Fallenangelwolf
ONE NIGHT STAND "One who has seen the EYE" i am a man of science love who met a woman of literature sexual art. we discuss a theory of measuring lust density with love whith without destroying the fact about confession. we round off our compatiblity and divide our difereneces to have equal qualities. we subtracted our martial status and add attraction for our own being of respect.eyes make mistakes when bumping into each other accidently when the needs of attention across stumbling was meant on purpose weather its business worksite or public relations. At home dealing with dailiy life our mind are supposily stablized but our heart isnt in that enviroment. it is hard to walk way from lust when we turn our back on love so pasion can consume us. We pretend we are at focus of debated attention not fighting but watching so we act like we are at war. the only peace we bring is our eyes of silence unless one of us has the same thing in common to make the move first. It wont

To The Staff At Tlg
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Writings
Words of wisdom from my friend Leia’s grandmother: Men and relationships are like buses. There is another one coming around in an hour. Be patient. If the bus is broken, time to get off the bus If the bus does not take you where you need to go in life find one that does. Never take the bus through Homewood, there isn't anything you want there. If none of the buses are working for you, it’s time to get off your ass and walk yourself and take a different route to get there. LMAO! It was the beginning of a new year. She always reflected on her life during this time. The previous year brought forth changes in her that was a long time coming. Not just in her relationships but in her core. Because of her past, she had a hard time with love and she settled for less than she deserved for a long, long time.In September, she realized how her actions have affected her kids -which were her world- and vowed to date but not let anyone close to her or them again. They

Ironic
Have you held someone to make them feel better and/or had someone hold you to make you feel better an you only felt empty inside? You scream for comfort but because of certain things you choose to stay neutral. To continue to do what you have in the past.To guard. To Protect.The more you want things to change the more cold and distant you grow. Damned if you do , damned if you don't. So what do you do? You choose the one that others happiness comes first. You remember that the life of a guardian angel is a lonely one. You start doing things to help you keep that distant. Wearing sunglasses to cover your eyes. Stop looking people in the eyes for the eyes are the windows to the soul. You bottle things up more an more. You start pulling away from those who have been there for you in the past. You continue to be there for them, just now you do it from the shadows. appearing when needed an disappearing when finished. People talk about a thing called "Love". Tell me this.? When was the last

Thebig 429s Blog
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Copywrited Poetry
My dearest love , My dearest love , I remember when we met long ago ,I had been hurt and my heart wept , from another soul,You came in and offered me a friend , not knowing how it would change our lives ,when my heart finally mends, My dearest love , You were a great friend ,the one who healed me , and taught me to live again,It may have been just as a friend for many years , but....deep down I think we both knew, more is what it should have been,My dearest love,Your friendship I will cherrish till the very end,till the sun dies and the moon never rises again,till our souls rest in there rightful place , above earth, at heavens gatesbut .... even then ,My dearest love, I will still consider you my best friend , I wouldn't trade you for the world , wouldn't give a moment we share away ,There is not one thing I would change about you , for you are perfect in every wayI couldn't imagine my life without you in it , for even one single minute , My dearest love, you heart speaks to me , in

Zestycollins
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the kindness that radiates within my soul? Or do you only see that I look only wrinkled and old? Do you see the fact that I care about all of my friends? Or do you only see that is sometimes hard for me to just bend? Do you see the inner strength that helps me get through rough times? Or do you only notice the etching of all of my lines? Do you see the laughter and joy that I like to share? Or do you only see that I am ready for the rocking chair? Do you see the compassion that I have for those who are in pain? Or do you simply see the weight that I know I have gained? Do you see the passion and fire that exuberates within me? Or do you only see the faded beauty that I used to be? What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the person that I will never again be? Love me for who I am now, not for who I used to be--for God made me who I am now, your friend for eternity! Love to you always! Linda Lind

A Night Full Of Sorrow
The story begins with cutting a deal with a local sex toy merchant on the corner of Oak and Main St., one with a great reputation for selling bedroom apparel, fancy bedding, and a host of liquid stimulants. After the deal was completed with a strong handshake and a pat on the back, I managed to store my emotions and race from the tiny store. I kicked up my heels outside in jubilation; despite the small amount of money I would receive for the colorful CDs I promised to deliver to Mr. Brown in three days. I knew, that in due time, I would have a promising future as a skilled author. I was never once curious about the Mrs. until my eye captured the lanky 6' creamy frame of the middle-age woman dressed uncanny for the season and standing in the center of the room behind the shabby green drapes. She was a strawberry in an extremely short skirt and red bra. Her cheeks were red and she had an eye for a younger man. I watched as the longhaired woman vanished from sight to another part of the s

D/s Articals I Have Found
BDSM: One can use post-hypnotic suggestions to simulate bondage, place a clit in the palm of your slave's hand or many other uses. However post-hypnotic suggestions are not the most effective use of hypnosis in slave training. Hypnosis can be used in any of the four areas discussed in B.E.S.T. slave training. That is, changing behavior, emotions, self-image and thoughts. You can hypnotize your slave and have her: 1) visualize the proper behavior that you require, 2) feel the displeasure of improper behavior, 3) examine root causes of emotional reactions in training, 4) examine core beliefs and ideas about subjects and events that occur during training. In addition, you can give suggestions that help strengthen the slave's self-image. Also, resistance to training goals can be examined and motivations to achieve goals can be strengthened. Hypnosis is only a tool to be used in slave training. It is not a replacement for proper and customary steps use

Lost Thoughts Found....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~ Time has now started all over again for some. Like a new beginning or a paused end. My paused ending, began on a day I felt like everything in life that mattered was lost. I felt like there would be no tom

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Ramblings
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For My Fubar Families And Their Extensions
n> ***************PLEASE FAN RATE AND ADD THES PEOPLE, THEY ARE AWESOME*************************************** IN CASE YOU DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW.. THERE'S A FU WEDDING ON THE HORIZON... SET YOUR FUBAR CALENDARS FOR 10/21/10 9:00PM PST SHARP! YOU CAN ARRIVE EARLY, BUT PLEASE DO NOT BE LATE... Please JOIN THE FOLLOWING LOUNGE SO YOU CAN ATTEND: Wolfpack Lounge: http://www.fubar.com/lounge/73940 BRIAN AND I MET ON HERE LAST FRIDAY, AND I SPENT A LOT OF TIME GETTING TO PERSONALLY KNOW HIM, AND WHAT I DO KNOW, HE'S A GREAT GUY AND I AM THANKFUL EVERY DAY HE'S IN MY FUBAR LIFE. SOME DAY WE WILL MEET IN PERSON, TOO. IT WOULD MEAN THE WORLD TO US IF YOU COULD ALL MAKE IT. KIND REGARDS, PRINCESS LEIA AND ARMY BALLER... Princess Leia Ms Baller ArmyBaller Princess Leias Pink Guy THIS BULLITEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS PRINCESS LEIA

Fubar
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Drama ♥drama♥ Drama
funny thing about secrets...shouldn't have any you don't want told. but really i dont have any...i just know what i see..if i mention it to someone in conversation..i mention it. Local boys....you wanna play with the local girls..thats cool but dont fault me if they get curious and we all chat about you. hahahaha "we take our own chances..and pay our own dues..that silver tongued devil and I" thats all the drama I have :) oh..just so you know I am lustable..yay! k thats all

Ranting
I've decided...I'm gonna be on here a lot less than I have been. I'm tired of this place anymore, tired of sitting online wasting hours while my life passes by. I've got work now, things to look forward to, and life is turning around for me. It's time to start living. I'll still stop in to check out things every now and then, see how some of my friends are doing, but I'm not going to sit here for hours on end every day. Real life is calling, and I think I'm gonna answer this time. I have nothing to wait for, no reason not to go out and have fun. So, it's time to move on from the humdrum that has become FUBAR and the internet in general. I wish you all well, and I'll catch you now and again when I come back online. Tonight sucks, bad. I'm lonely, sitting here staring at a computer because I have nothing better to do. I have managed to lose all my real-life friends in the last few months, I slipped so far into depression that they no longer wanted to talk to me. Normally I'd be a

My French Name
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test anyone in albuquerque nm friday night dj irene will be at the pulse night club ... stop by and check it out its gonna be fun ......... please vote for me if you like what u see !!!!

Russ' Writings
I am the wolf howling in the night, I am the wolf winning the tough fight. I am the wolf with eyes as cold as steel, I am the wolf Nipping at your heel. I am the wolf The devoted friend, I am the wolf There until the end. I am the wolf taking care of my pack, I am the wolf Never looking back. I see the sadness in your eyes as I reach out gently brushing your cheek, In hope to see just a glimmer of a smile that once was. The smile forced does arrive, Though the sadness doesn't subide Try to touch your heart, lighten it's darkness Let the love flow from inside Letting it's brightness encompass the sadness Until that pain is gone Letting you feel the love you give so freely As it returns back to you This September eleventh will be 6 years, From when our skys were silent for days. And we became aware of all our fears, As we watched in a disbeliefed haze. NYPD and FDNY did everything that they can, We didn't think it could happen here ever. Nothing else

Life
This is my last and final blog. Im deleting my account. I will not explain the exact reason why. But obviously I need to go to get the point across. This is no longer a place for me. It has pains me to say all of this. But I have to go. Monday will be my final day. Which means if you wisih to stay in contact with me. Fu mail me with a way of contact and I will add or whatever asap. IF YOUR READING THIS AND YOUR ON MY LIST AND YOU SAY ANYTHING NEGATIVE TOWARDS ME OR SMARTASS. YOU WILL BE DELTED. I DONT NOT WANT ANY! AND I MEAN ANY COMMENT LEFT IN THIS BLOG! CONTACT INFO ONLY IN MY FU MAIL! Today I attended the funeral. The funeral of Momma Rose. I watched my best friend. Break down in way I have never seen before. I watched family memebers. I never really get along with. Shake my hand, then tell me they were extremely happy I was there. My father stood right by my side. During the whole event. Trying to be a father to me. Try to pay respect to a woman he respected so much as well. Yet

Gem Vault
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year? Haha nope :PWere involved in something you'll never forget?Most certainly :DTripped over a coffee table?Not yet, but my Uncle took a header over the foot rest xmas day at Grans LOLDyed your hair?Nope. I earned my graysCame close to losing your life?NO but I felt like it..Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?Yep 2 actually :)2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Hmm yes I didDid you hate anyone?Hate.. no, thats a waste of energy but I dislike a few..Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Many of us crucify ourselves between two thieves - regret for the past and fear of the future2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?Nope.. and my fucking mother didn't even wish me happy birthday .. hehDid you get any presents?Yep2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?Yep went back to schoolDid you change your style?Neva!Were you in school?Um like duh.. up 2 qq

Family Add
This is how to get in my family: 25 credit bling pack gets you in for one month 65 credit bling pack gets you in for 4 months 135 credit bling pack gets you in from now on & my yahoo id 350 credit bling pack gets all above plus a few phone calls from me & a private nsfw pic 1000 credit bling pack gets you everything above plus cam shows, as many private pics as you want & more for a limited time only I am offering something special! if you get me a 1000 credit bling pack I will do all the things listed bellow! 1. add you to family from now on 2. make you some private pics just for you 3. add you to yim 4. give you my cell number for text & phone calls 5. have phone sex with you if you want 6. naughty cam shows (as many as you want)

Rambling
Some know and some don't. I am a mommy of 3 beautiful children who I have had been kept from. My ex took em and they live with his wife while he lives somewhere else. I was kept from seeing, talking to and even getting pics of my kids. My baby girl age 8 (9 end of the month) is having serious behavior issues because of the loss. She misses her mommy. My ex has for the first time come to understand that keeping me from her is destroying that child. I am now walking on cloud 9...I will be picking up my daughter for most of Dec. After that I will take her back "home". This summer she will be here the full time and at that point it will be decided if it is best for her to stay with me. So for the first time in almost 2 years I have gotten to talk to my children, see them on webcam, get pictures and be a part of their life again. I could never ask for a greater gift then to see the smile on their faces, hear their sweet laughter and get the chance to let them know not a day has come and gon

Ramblings
Ok, so I sat back and realized.. I'm seriously a strange girl... you wouldn't think I'd be as nice as I am, but after reading my comments to my best friend, I think I need help -giggles- But, she's just as warped as I am. Here are some of the comments I've left her: Is it wrong to wish for someone to get ass raped by a Saint Bernard? My sanity has been raped and skull fucked. Sounds like a party eh? May 22, 2008 @ 11:12 pm So yeah, after some thought, I've come to the conclusion that the fucker with the goo goo dolls hair cut was probably sucking dick everytime I talked to him(fuck you Greg)I don't know why he doesn't just sling open the closet door and leap the fuck out. Maybe he's hiding in the closet from all the vaginas in the world. He's a prepubecint Boy George with blonde hair that sucks dick while entranced by the music of My Chemical Romance. May 8, 2008 @ 10:35 pm *MEMO* If you hate someone, They will probably fuck the shit out of you and i

Tonys Assorted Poems
make me want you so bad so strong so... music pulsating through my entire body sweating throbbing sight gone blurry making me want you so bad so strong so... dancing so close rubbing feeling touching am i making you want me so bad so strong so... tasting the salt on my neck my chest you're making the heat get intense making me want this so bad so strong so... no one around us cares about what goes on and i want this so bad it hurts... i ache hands on every part hot and smooth moving to a rhythm in the bass of the moment nobody gives us a second glance and i want you so bad. what will it take to make you want me back? You dance for me Only me, only I My own little temptress. Your body casts a shadow As the moon watches on A supernatural Peeping Tom. A silhouette hits the floor Doing a duet of arousal For me, only me. As the silver lighting beams down Your dances awaken my inner animal; I yearn for your flesh. Hair of silk blows

And So It Should Be Said.
I have no reason to block. I have nothing to hide. Now she can go run her fat mouth about me behind my back like she did Kimmy, Fornicates, Achilles, Tiffany, Slave Princess, Sheez and so many others, that she has even put into her family now that they have become point slaves for her. Nothing like a two faced blow whale! *Oh yeah... Sucks for you about Hillary Clinton, huh, Crystal?* First off, THIS IS FUBAR. This is an online bar that ppl are SUPPOSED to come to and have fun with their online friends. Secondly, I would NEVER walk into a RL bar handing out candles for someone that I never even knew existed for ANY cause. So, I am not about to do it here on Fubar either. Third, I come online to Fubar to have fun, and I dont really care if John Doe that never even said Hello to me blew up his car and then was run over by a garbage truck. Now, lots of you will think I am mean and coldhearted. And for those that want to think like that, I dont care. REMOVE ME

Top Tens
songs, songs, songs...and more songs. i heart music. here's my list. btw, i heart lists too. black dog-led zeppellin (this is just a dirty little song and i heart that) mercedes benz-janis joplin me and bobby mcgee-janis joplin wonderful tonight-eric clapton (i used to make my best friend slow dance with me to this song when we were younger. i still smile whenever i hear it) white knuckles-five finger death punch (there's a spot in this song that gets increasingly heavy... the buildup and release make me quite happy) the theft-atreyu (i didn't even really like this song until i saw the video...atreyu is amazing regardless though) forever-hurt (there's a line in this one it always hurts when it's someone you love...good song) the reflection-trustcompany passenger-deftones nothing to gein-mudvayne (multple time car masturbation song for whatever reason) creep-radiohead heart-shaped box-nirvana ( i can sing this one so awesomely) under the bridge

Fucked Up Tattoos
I, as most people love Tattoos. I have five myself but some people need to understand that tattoos are FOREVER!!! If you are wondering what the hell I am ranting about take a look at www.ugliesttattoos.com. Tattoos are meant to have meaning behind them and say alot about you, but come on people, dont get Cum Slut inked on your lower back. I know some people that get tats of faces. unless the person that inks a picture of your son, daughter, best friend, or who the fuck ever on your body is a great artist its going to look like shit! For the past two days I have been looking at that site and the only thing that has been going through my head is "what the fuck was that person thinking about?" Fuck it. just take a look at the site and you will know what I am talking about. I am speechless

Just Stuff
Well today is the last day I have of not being held, not hearing I love u whispered in my ear, of being alone. I should be happy...and I kinda am..but I cant help but be scared as hell too. Yeah Im glad my baby boi is finally coming home to me...shit hes been gone five months. But how much different is he going to be now? How much different am I gonna seem to him? And not only that but we know its only a matter of months probably that we have together before he has to leave again. I dont think I can stand seeing him walk away again...cant stand the thought of him not being here to watch my lil Heaven grow up. Everyone tells me to be strong for him and Im trying but inside I'm dying. I know I cant stop him from going and he cant do anything about it either but I want to have him by my side from tomorrow until the end of time. Letters cant keep me warm on cold nights, cant tell me everythings gonna be ok when I dont hear from him for a while cuz he's too busy to write. I know I

Dark's Insite
He always makes me think about life. I have not been on because so many things have been happening in my family and I feel like I am drowning. So many so called "Friends" have came and left my life, I have just been tired of it all and don't know what to do anymore, except try to enjoy my husband and 4 children. My brother-in-law who was in the car accident on January 12th finally came home after he died (his heart stopped) it was 2 months in the ICU and organs missing but he is home & alive. Of course, not the same man he used to be, but still here. I hope everyone is having a great life and I miss you. These girls are TOUGH! Enjoy!

My Venture Into The Shadows
It used to be that I poured all by blood, sweat and tears into my baby blog. I have now decided to move on from that and attempt to close the wound a bit more. I have found through this journey...my life thus far....losing the baby and the consequent attempt to heal that it has made me realize who and what I am just a bit more. I think that many of you will agree that a serious occurance in our lives can bring about something that has lain dormant in our heart or soul. I have experienced just that. I have come to realize that I have always been just a little bit different....a little darker but I could never really put a finger on it growing up. I just always knew I was different and tried to exist the best I could. Through losing the baby and trying to heal afterward, I realized that there is more to life than trying to "fit in" or be "normal". Now, like a lightswitch being flipped, I have realized what I have been ignoring....what I have been avoiding. I now embrace the dark

Karra's Babblings
A man was driving down the highway, and he saw a rabbit hopping across the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of the car and was hit. The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, it was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry. A woman driving down the same road came along, saw the man crying on the side of the road, and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. "I feel terrible," he explained. "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The woman told the man not to worry; she knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead rabbit, and sprayed the contents of the can onto the animal. Miraculously the rabbit came to life, jumped up, waved its paw at the two humans, and hopped down the road.

Life. Love And Fubar
OK, well I guess this has to be the last update of this blog, the reasons for which will become apparent if you read on a little.. Chemo has started and bar the odd nausea session and the ever present tiredness, that seems to be going ok... Radiotherapy started too... Unfortunately, that has been a problem. Things aren't going great and they have had to stop.. The reason?? Well I'm lead to understand that radiotherapy irradiates the general area where the cancer is and kills the cells there. This is actually quite a good thing because whereas cancer cells don't regenerate, the human bodys cells do! Yayy!! Way to go cells!! Yeah, they regenerate and become as good as new... all except mine! Mine for some reason disintergrate. After just 3 sessions, they have had to stop because I am having a bleed problem from not only my mouth and nose, but also from some quite substancial skin damage around my general chest area... And for some really strange reason, most of my teeth have suddenly b

Love A Side Of Me Not Many See
You give to me hopeAnd help me to copeWhen life pulls me downYou bring me aroundYou teach me to careAnd help me to shareYou make me honestWith kindness the bestFrom you I learned loveWith grace from aboveIt's for you I liveAnd I want to giveYou are the reasonThat fills each seasonWhen I hear love I think of youYou are my world and best friend tooI love you because you are so kind, thoughtful and caringI love you because you are so pleasant, lovely and sharingI love you just because you are you andYou made me the man I amThank you Can't count the miles,you're away from me.Can't count the moments,you're so close to me.Never thought my heart would sound this beat,but heart and thoughts were incomplete :. . . You were not there.How can this be wrong ?This feeling deep inside, so strong.In God's hands, we will share our heart.It never ends, over and over again, a new start.Never knew life could be so tender . . .To this life, to this love, to you, I surrender . .

Nothing Special
Why is it that people who always seem to have a grip on life and know exactly where they're going and who they want to be end up turning out to be some of the most childish and petty people that you will ever come across? I have encountered this recently with more than one person I have come across here on the net. It makes me realize just how fake people really can be and how much the internet helps them to get away with it. Why pretend to be something you aren't? What pleasure do people get out of it? Are they so in need of the attention and the drama that they need to dramatize things that don't really happen or even exist? People need to learn to be themselves. There is no point in all the utterly fake bullshit! Though it may make you feel big or important to be something else it really isn't. It only shows how untrustworthy you are. No, I am not claiming by any means to be perfect. As a matter of fact I am far from it. My life for the past 10 years has been filled with

Poetry
here i am waiting for you im quivering with lust my skin burns with passion what you going to do about it i lick my lips will you lick my lips? will you take me in to you're arms? will you make me feel you deep in me? Shell A small shadow there I see Refusing to be seen Twisted like a knot in her shell Hiding herself all too well. But in her eyes I peek What others refuse to see A beautiful soul I find Tough in heart, strong in mind. At times she struggles to cover it up Her experiences have made her tough But when I look there’s a lot to see So much being said without speech Maybe she has lost her way On that road traveled so infrequently While walking to this unknown place A piece of her is lost in this place. I wonder now Can I help her reclaim Some of her inner prosperity? Perhaps in time All will be fine Desire and perseverance could be the key. Again in her shell covered up Distrustful thoughts run about In my own way I give her love, tenderly

Respect
Been gone awhile.Needed some time to adjust to life.I am gonna be on more often now so drop a line if ya like I have been away my good friends son passed away on monday and me and my wife have been her i will probably not be on again until monday we have so much to do for her...love to all thankyou everyone who returns the love it is realy appreciate it and i think everyone else does to so big love to those who love thanks again

I Have Sumpin To Say...
I HAVE DELETED MY "NSFW" PICS FOR PERSONAL REASONS. IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND, I HOPE YOU WILL STAY ME FRIEND AND CONTINUE TO RATE MY PROFILE, PICS, AND STASH. IF YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND, THEN PLEASE ADD ME. I LOVE MEETING NEW PEOPLE AND TALKING TO THEM FROM DIFFERENT PARTS OF THE WORLD. I STILL HAVE SOME SEXY PICS, JUST NOT NUDE ONES. THERE IS SO MUCH MORE TO A WOMAN THAN HER APPEARANCE. I HAVE A GREAT PERSONALITY AND A GREAT SENSE OF HUMOR. I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR MY FRIENDS. I WILL NOT TOLERATE SEXUAL OR VULGAR COMMENTS. I WILL BLOCK YOU. REAL FRIENDS DON'T DO THAT TO FRIENDS. I LIKE TO HAVE FUN AND INNOCENT FLIRTING IS FUN. I LOVE COMPLIMENTS, BUT PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL AND YOU WILL HAVE A TRUE FRIEND. *KISSES* We all love and want points so put ur cute lil midget right here..... A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've a favor to

Angels Blogs
Hey folks my baby is in a contest called the sexiest dude on fubar contest and I would so love if everyone that reads this blog would go by and rate and I mean rate only this pic thanks Im sitting here and I cant find the words to say right now except Im at a loss in my life. Im at a loss in which direction I need to go in or do I have the strength to take a step and continue to walk. Its true that God will never put more on you than you can stand...so why do I feel like the weight of the world is on me and Im heavy and cant hold my head up. I feel like I dont want to continue this fight called life. Instead of washing my babies lil faces Im making funeral arrangements to put them beside their grandfather. I know I am not the only woman who has lost a child and I wont be the last , but in my heart I feel like Im alone in this pain. I wont be able to hear them say their first words or take their first steps or fuss at them for breaking glass . where is the future? I have los

Stories
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you. I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you. I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like. I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things that he doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs. I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night. I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you. I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity. I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget you or how special you are to him.

Missing You
i love you more than anything you can see. i love you cause ur true to me. you make me happy when i am sad.you bring me up when im feeling down. u know how to trun my life upside down. you have been there through thick and thin. and still to this day u cnt win. you kno how to love u kno how to laugh u kno how to make me blush so bad. though u have doubts u have ur views u kno that i love you so what to do, u stole my heart on that first chat. i may be afraid to tell u when we talk but i am true i love u so. maybe ull read this and realize u do too? but i dont push just tell me so if you do or if u dont, either way my heart is urs. im missing you, i miss the way you look at me, i miss the way you think of me, i miss the way you hold me at night, i miss the way you keep me in sight! i miss the way you kiss me, i hope that we are ment to be! y is that when i think you found the perfect man that he turns around on the day of our 4 mth dumps me for a girl that was just a friend 3 yrs

Look At The Real Princessdi
The Pub Late Friday night and the place is crowded and buzzing for all the people who seem to think it is a great place to tie one on. Sitting quietly in the corner is this very sexy young man who has captured my attention for a few weeks now. The view of him sitting alone is just to much for this gal to take so I send a waitress over to see what he is drinking. She returns with word of a bottled beer, so I send a cold one over to the table. Well a smile and a nod and there is a invitation to join you at the table. I walk up with a firm hand shake I introduce myself as the owner of this fine establishment, and inform you that anything you want is yours. Oh really what is it is not something but someone I have interest in, I will do my best to accommodate your wishes, and I feel your hand go up my skirt. Well I guess I see what you are interested in? Am I right? You smile, yeah that is what I am looking for. I sit next to you and immediately let you know of my interest as well

Just Stuff
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? ( because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? ( don't know.....it never happened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) * **Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart **!

Black Rose
once I held on to a heart stars we read said we'd never part blood we shared runs through my veins mindforce flows and still it reigns (chorus)oh all alone I am named in the dark abyss where my soul is chained oh what has come over me? dark sweet sorrow's kiss will it end , set me free? darkness I fear when comes the night nightmares of solitude my endless plight midnight winds, shadow's breath if she'll not return put my soul to rest (chorus)oh all alone I am named in this dark abyss where my soul is chained please come to me make me whole warm me with a smile, take away the cold transient surge engulfs my mind clouds of my memories are silver lined vision intact, so seemingly pure she rules the night all else is obscure (chorus)oh all alone I am named in this dark abyss where my soul is chained why must this happen to me? dark sweet sorrow's kiss - will it end, set me free? -BREAK- searching for the remnants of a dream, fragments lost

Fubar Stoof
Here is a list of abilities for BOTH sides. Personally, I have been both. They both have pros and cons. I prefer Demon as I can help out more friends in a day and can be a little more "evil". I have put this here so that those of you about to choose can see for yourself the abilities for both sides, giving you time to make up your mind. Also the page isn't available until you reach level 25. So take a look. Ask around. But choose wisely! **WARNING** Even though it CLEARLY shows you in bright YELLOW on the page that you will be charged to make your choice, I still get many people asking "Where did all my fumonies go??!!" It will charge you 10 million for your choice. If you don't have the full amount, you will be charged whatever amount that you have. Yes. You DO have to choose once you level. And yes, it DOES charge you now to make your initial choice!! It REALLY, REALLY grinds my gears when people get something up their rears and go on a flagging spree. What you guys fail

I Got Something To Say... What Was It Again?
Eye Color: Jet Black...with a large dose of Hazel. Hair Color: Brown Height: 6'1" Typical Hair Style: Flat Top or buzzed bald Typical Clothing: Tee Shirt and Jeans or a hoodie and jeans... My Favorite color: Black, Blue, Green... Mode of Transportation: Geo Prizim Lsi Astrological Sign: Stop! Scorpio Taste that makes me melt: sulfuric acid... or a great steak. My Cologne: Sean John Unforgivable, Nautica Sport, Nautica Blue, Antonio Banderas Blue Seduction, Axe Dark Temptation... My Bodywash: Powersport: Gravity A Hobby I Enjoy: Taking Pictures... Want to pose for me? :) A City I Would Like To Visit: New York A Country I Would Like To Visit: Australia & Ireland... Favorite Alcoholic Beverage: Jameson... Jack Daniels... Rum... Miller Lite... Favorite Non Alcoholic Beverage: Sobe No Fear, Sprite, Water A Game I Like To Play: Monopoly... Scrabble... Phase 10... Chess Book I Would Recommend: Anything by Laurell K. Hamilton A Movie I Could Watch Over & Over: Halloween, The

Damn
So i wake up in the morning with an infection so i make a docs appointment for the evening i get there and they take my blood pressure... it was 160/120 They were freaking out. I told them my meds to sleep gives me a slightly higher blood pressure and the doc jsut doubled the dose. So now im being forced to take a beta blocker to get my blood pressure down, so it makes me dizzy then onm top of that i have the meds for the infection, and then my sleeping pills.. How the fuck am i supposed to start my grad work with all this shit in my system....FUCK the doc kept telling me stories of people who died of heart attacks.... I just got a phone call. A family freinds son age 14 was building a bon fire. It wasnt going so he opened up a tank of gas and poured gas on the fire. He closed the cap and there was stil some dribbles of gas on t he tank it ignited and blew up. He suffered 3rd degree burns on 100 percent of his body. The fire also burned all the oxygen out of his lungs. He died. I hope

Favor Please...
I could really use some help here to win a 30 day blast. Contest started Sunday night, June 24th, and runs for a month. I need to be one of the first 5 entrants to reach 75000 comments, in order to win one of the 5 blasts he is giving away. Thanks ahead of time... Just Meee here is the link. Anyone who posts a comment on the 2 profiles below will receive a Cherrytap Keg from Meee! ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~X~Maker of Cherrytagz~X~@ CherryTAP Inkd @ CherryTagz.com@ CherryTAP Click the banner below to go to Cherrytagz.com It wont cost you a thing but maybe a minute of your time. Please click the pic below and help feed the sheltered animals. And while you are there please click on the other sites and help them for free also... All it takes is a click. You dont have to fill out anything.

Untitled
You light the way on a moonless night, You're my shelter when it rains. When you're around, all the wrong's made right. You've all the glory without the pains. My knight and shinning armor; an angel sent to me from above. Always I'll cherrish and honor... Forever I will LOVE. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne feburary 11, 1999 Thou shall see thy true self when thy moon is high in thy night. Water that then flows left, now shall flow to thy right. Thy master shall then show thy power that is possessed. and thy non-believers shall believe, or thou shall be made to rest. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994 Oh lonely days have I done spent. Many an hour has gone and went. But the times shall soon turn around. The good from within shall be heaven bound. The evil shall get a chance to make things right. Oh lonely days shall beome lonely night. ~Gwendolyn A (Pepper) Coyne 1994

Hugo A-go-go
French coach Raymond Domenech has been savaged in the press after proposing to his girlfriend live on national television after their elimination from Euro 2008. He said he wanted to provide "a glimmer of light on a cloudy night" (The Independent). So much for all French men been charming....... So what have i been doing, boiled down..... Peep, walk, walk faster, peep, eat, peep, shoot, shout, peep, walk, crouch, drive, walk, peep. All in 50c , no it's not hell here, it's to amazing looking to be hell, it's just what it is, it's what it's always been. Is Tony Robbins the new Jesus............. While talking to the good people of Fubar I came across someone who had been to one of this guys "shows" turned out on further questioning she was one of his volunteers, or disciples as I would refer to the poor misguided souls. So this got me round to thinking, maybe this guy is the new Jesus, so I looked for evidence and similarities between the two. Both are good talkers.....

A Diamond In The Rough
what the fuck is wrong with me... i jsut want to sucker punch every one and there floating heart status's on myspace or there inatial + inatial=love forever crap... i feel like a grinch right now.. i know its not intentional but when they post the same thing like 8 times thats going overboard... i get it... thanks for shareing... i will probably be absent from here for the next 3 weeks excludeing the weekends when ill be home friday night till sunday night if you still wish to chat with me or even drop a line your best bet would to have a myspace becasue my nintendo dsi handles myspace better than fubar lol... damn it time comes upon us fast.. ill be in sanford at the tdi wish me luck... that is all... www.myspace.com/envyisfortheweak You will see.. your the star thats fading lost in the space between... the sky and myself ..your out of reach..its where ive placed you... all of you.. just out of reach...i make it impossible to be successful or is it the other way around..

Darkness
I've told you before Exactly what's been going on It's not my fault I can't talk about it It's not my fault I feel this way I can't open up I need to feel free But I am smothered I need space I need someone I need a lot I need nothing I want everything I want nothing I want no one I want everyone I can't take this anymore I stand here alone Looking back Where was I? Where were you.... I stand here now The flames gather and flash about me I look ahead and see no one I look behind me and see nothing I run toward the flame that will be my home This hell is my home This hell is my only solitude I feel safe. I feel scared So where were you? Where was I? This is all just the madness within What the fuck is wrong with me? Why do I push you away? Why do I want you so close. I'm a failure. So get away from me while you have the chance. Don't get swept up in my madness. What the fuck is wrong with me? Where was I? But where were YOU?! When all is said and

Daily Comment
Sorry for no individual unique comment today... Not in the best of moods after spending a torturous morning and early afternoon taking Eleanor to the doctor - another case manager showing up at the follow up appointment, a session with the social worker and more medical mayhem. It simply amazes me as to the stupidity and outright blatant "pant of heaving dogs" when they find out that not only will Medicare approve certain "programs and therapies" but the supplemental TriCare Military Insurance will pay strangers that are "certified professionals" to come to the home daily to wash, bathe, and tend to Eleanor's daily "care" - labeling it as hospice or home care, while I still usurp my life savings staying at home to take care of her with the love and concern that no stranger of the courts or medical field can give. I know her history - heard the stories - when this shell of a woman was lucid instead of an eating (sometimes), sleeping, peeing pooping machine. The sole purpose

Un Gringo E Latinoamerica!
Albert...First let me say to you that you are the love of my life. I'm sorry I didn't have enough trust in you and your love for me.Please accept my apology. Now to friends and family...Let me assure you that things are fine between Albert and me. We could never be happier Every day we learn more about each other and that brings us closer together. If you care about Albert or me you will treat our relationship with respect and not try to bring it down. THE NEXT MONDAY I DELTED MY ACCOUNT! THANKS FOR SHARING WHIT ME! U HATE ME??? I DONT UNDERSTAND! I DELETEDMY FUBAR PAGE THANKS ALL PPL! BYE BYE

You Cannot Sedate , All The Things You Hate!!!!
loosing grip bye shelly stahl as she sat in the door way so unawhere and still i wlaked up behide her with intinsions to kill so much hate deep inside me from the bullshit in life i lost control of myslef and reached for my knife the closer and closer i began to get this tight hold i have on saiatny begins to slip not one thought in my head as i grab her from behind i started to stab "what starnge plesers i find" as the blood splatters upon the wall i smack the bitch as she trys to crawl the fight she's put up is a hard one i must say as i grab her agin i refuse to let her get away then as her lims finaly go week she looks up with her eyes and trys to speak but once agin i am perparied as i always seem to be stuffing the rag in her motuh so efrtlusly as her hart beats it's finaly beat i wipe my knife on her dress and head back onto the street then i get to my car and open the trunk i run my finger thor my hair "fuck,

Rants And Ramblings
Ugh, another commercial to donate to a charity in need. I can't take much more of those. This was for the World Wildlife Fund, on how the polar bears are losing their habitat due to global warming, and they show this Mama Bear with her cute little cubs. I am COMPELLED to send them money. Fuck my car payment--I can't let Mama and her babies die!!!!! That's just as bad as the ASPCA commercials with Sarah McLachlan. If they got a dollar for every time I cried watching those poor mistreated kitties and puppies, they would be LOADED!!!! Well gee whiz...I guess I can pay my car insurance on my next payday. That kitten needs me!! Seriously, I don't send money to these places all willy-nilly, but why do I want to save the world when I can't even figure out what's going on in my own life right now??? Somebody PLEASE shoot me.... Much to my delight, our psycho pharmacy tech is being axed. *hmmm, perhaps "axed" is not the term to use for a crazy woman....* Just saying she is a fli

Give Me Time To Liven Up
hi friends sorry if i missed all the comments and stuff but i'm sure i didn't but heading to pennsylvania saturday morning for 15 day vacation get to see my family and friends back in the pittsburgh area.i haven't been back in the area in almost yrs when my son joey graduated high school at 18yrs old and he's now 20.hope to gets nuts with the old crew and all in pittsburgh. leaving on 8-15 won't be back till 30-31 of august. sweeeeeeeeet ttyl all xo and hi 5's. joe well i almost made it at coka-cola for a yr only 2 days short of a full yr and i failed a damn piss test.i thaught for sure that they would work with me but got the axe this morning when i walked in.oh well got to make some cool friends that i hang with even though who knows if i'll be staying in colorado or not because wife is getting tired of the bullshit she gets at her work.oh well will c what happens later in life. well i worked 3 days of the pay and made over $200,i was ok with that till i seen what i was making

Something To Think About!
rorytmeadows@ fubar Some of these ugly girls need a reality check. Also, I get tons of guys swooping in with comments and low ratings. STICK WITH CHICKS. If you're rating a guy on purpose, you're pretty much a fag so get the fuck away. Stop being loyal to those, ugly girls you date, you just don't realize how worthless you are. If you've been rated a 1 and you don't know why, you probably have forgotten that you're ugly as sin. I'm not going to sit here like a fucking sheep and tell you that you're a 10, when you're not. If you're wondering why the hell someone can even rate you a 1 and get away with it, it's because that's what the rating scale was intended for. If you're ugly, deal with it. Don't blame it on me because you can't handle it. I get chicks in real life as well as myspace and facebook. Just because this website makes your ugly ass feel better doesn't make me ugly. Don't take your woes out on me. I get plenty of women and plenty of attention from girls, attractive

Favourite Lyrics
"I live no more to shame, nor me, nor you, I'm sorry" Born from silence, silence full of it A perfect concert my best friend So much to live for, so much to die for If only my heart had a home Sing what you can't say Forget what you can't play Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes Walk within my poetry, this dying music - My loveletter to nobody Never sigh for better world It's already composed, played and told Every thought the music I write Everything a wish for the night Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin Died for the beauty the one in the garden Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom Failed in becoming a god Never sigh... "If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength. Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality where being wanted became a thrill I never knew The sweet piano writing do

Thoughts For The Day
if a woman wearing a thong farts does it whistle like a blade of grass between fingers if the indians had butchered a cat and offered it to the pilgrams we would all be eating pussy for thankgiving personally this sounds like a great idea ever try slamming a revolving door

Big Big Contest
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly

Food For Thought
A Modern Parable. A Japanese company ( Toyota ) and an American company (General Motors) decided to have a canoe race on the Missouri River . Both teams practiced long and hard to reach their peak performance before the race. On the big day, the Japanese won by a mile. The Americans, very discouraged and depressed, decided to investigate the reason for the crushing defeat. A management team made up of senior management was formed to investigate and recommend appropriate action. Their conclusion was the Japanese had 8 people rowing and 1 person steering, while the American team had 7 people steering and 2 people rowing. Feeling a deeper study was in order; American management hired a consulting company and paid them a large amount of money for a second opinion. They advised, of course, that too many people were steering the boat, while not enough people were rowing. Not sure of how to utilize that information, but wanting to prevent another loss to the Japanese, the rowing te

The World Of Perverted Justice
Christopher Edward Hansen is an American television personality best known for his work on the Dateline NBC television segment To Catch a Predator. These investigations revolve around catching Internet sex predators using a sting operation. He also attended Michigan State University where he received his degrees. In March 2007, Hansen's book To Catch a Predator: Protecting Your Kids from Online Enemies Already in Your Home was released in the American market amid generally positive reviews. Chris Hansen Ron Rivera, aka Banditcap7, gets fifteen years Today we learned that Banditcap71 was sentenced to fifteen years in federal prison for molesting a young boy in North Dakota. The case of Ron Rivera aka Banditcap71 was one of the most disturbing and harrowing that we have come across.Rivera had solicited one of our decoy profiles sexually and we were working on getting him arrested in Suffolk County, New York. During the conversation, Rivera asks our decoy if he'd like to know how he

A Place To Escape
They say the best love awakens the soul,It plants a fire inside your heart,Leaving you wanting more,A glimpse of eternity,Or a shooting star,A wave that rolls on forever, never finding the shore.As each night passes,Your presense seems more real,and When my soul is comforted,Its your spirt I feel,I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I smile when i think of you,you make me feel alive, And When I look down at my keyboard,I see u next to I,Your either saving my life,Or baby your killing me,Cause when your around, I can't breathe,I feel like a child, trying to fake my way through,I know loves a glamble,But its worth the risk with you.A moment from the heavens,Sent through an angel to earth.A unmeasureable connection,from outta this world.A complex beaing , Made with just me in mind,A perfect creations, From another place and time.People think that were strangers,But what they can't see,Is when my creator made you, he stopped to make me. I carry on converstaions,all day in my mind,I

Superwoman
Well it was an experience of a life time 4 me!! It was in 2000 there was a bbw competition in London in which at that point i lived(now reside near Scotland)everyone had 2 attend an interview -out of over 300 women who went only 15 finalist were chosen!! OMG i was 1 of them finalist -almost died in shock when i got the phone call -thought it was candid camera or somethin----well things like that just dont happen to me-does it???well this time it did haha!!! I had to start attending rehearsals-wearing make up all the time(was not 1 for make up but had to wear the works haha),had 2 get some1 2 sponser me(chose my local shop which were great!!!) -'thong song by Sisqo will always ave a fond memory in my heart!! Iwon an achievement award for personality on stage wooow -we had male escorts who gladly volunteered!! It done so much for me it was unreal -my dress was made a long flowing dress wid a basque -it touched the floor wow -had to come out in 3 different outfits-introduce ur self 2

The Geeky , Dorky Side In Me .. Beware Of Jolt Cola!
I'm watching DEATHNOTE .. It has a great story line and has way too much death in it! lmao Its not Disney! hhaha I'm also watchine Bleach! If your into witches and stuff see the instant classic.. "WITCH HUNTER ROBIN!" go buy it! I'll wait! :P bye Well, I ordered another 8500gt msi card for my amd am2/6000+ setup! Woot! sli comming soon baby! Anywho.. this might mean that I won't go out this weekend and instead chill out and watch anime and eat and play videogames.. fun times! Sad times for the homies that want me to drive all over freakin town chasing drunk women in clubs that will bore me to a bitter death! lmao Ok, I'll split the joy fest up.. half for me and the other half i'll hang out and drive them around .. since I don't drink.. ugh.. lol such is life.. I'm shy.. can't help it.. lol peace oh yeah..