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Captain Awesome Strikes Again
Usually... this kinda mess pisses me off.. I HATE when guys talk to me like this.. HATE HATE HATE But yea... So gonna be all girly and cry 20 days to become a wifey.... Can i do it? Hey... Sorry that it has been so long. I've been busy getting ready to come home. I only have twenty-some days left in Iraq. I hope you can work the school thing out. If not I will see you in the ATL. You are so sweet to think of me. I hope that one day I acquire great wealth. So, I can spoil the heck out of you. I'll give you a call once I reach the states. Oh, and I greatly doubt that any sunrise could be as beautiful as you.

Dr's
well since the darling dr's in florida didn't want to do anything, My husband John AKA Bull, took me to UAB in Birmingham Alabama, and wouldn't ya know it, they can help with this tumor i have in the left side of my brain. So out on the truck i went, since hubby's company was willing to get me there, i took the chance, so far after birmingham, been up north twice, and now were on our way back to Florida, for a few weeks cause i need to return to alabama on the 4th. I just wanna let my family know i was not trying to aviod them just hard for me to get on the laptop at times. Thanks for all the well wishes, and I'll be back full time soon...............Love to yall

Invincible Irony Pt 3.
I don't know why I'm typing this here. People on this site aren't here to actually learn anything about a person. I feel like locking myself in my room and never coming out. I feel like I need 'God' to love me and magically make me better. I don't feel like I need a savior from sin though, only from pain. I don't feel like sleeping. I feel like: abandoning all my views and doing something radically 'sinful' (in the views of a church that is). I feel like keeling over and never getting up. I feel like I've lived a lie. I feel like this is a waste of time. I feel like everything I have ever done has been a waste of time. I feel like I deserve nothing, but expect everything. I feel speechless and dumbfounded like a child who doesn't know yet how to speak. I don't feel like a child of 'God.' I feel like being completely honest. I feel like ditching my plans tomorrow to go see my nephew, spend time with my family, and to hang out with Alex and Scott.

Rape And Internet Men
Let me start off by saying when I was 15 I discovered the wide world of the Internet. I jumped in head first and fell head over heels with first person that would chat with me then. Since then I have changed as when I was 19 I met a man in a chat room named Jeff aka yahoo id scarface65026 and instantly hit it off with him. He told me all the right things and all the things I wanted to here. How much he thought I was beautiful, sexy, and how much he loved me. We shared phone calls about everyday, talked on the Internet every night, and finally after 2 months we decided to meet in person. At the time he was a master chef at Tan-Tar-A resort and Spa in Lake of the Ozarks Missouri. We agreed that I would drive down to meet him but I would bring my little sister and my friend Chantel. When we got to the resort he already had a room waiting for all of us. We went inside and all was cool till he took me in the bathroom and proceeded to do anal sex with me. I didn't want him to but he he

Simple Illusion
Was this meant to be? Maybe it was . . But I can't help being Caught up in your love Your love is so innocent So pure and divine My heart finds no reason Why you shouldn't be mine So I sit here, mind boggled With turmoil, confusion And wonder if I've been caught up By simple illusion

Games
I tried to invite someone to play pool with me and found out that my job put a blocker on the computer for anygames. I can't even get on yahoo games to play. So unfortunetly I am unable to play any of the fun games.

Updates About Me
I have been waiting all summer to find out if the school I am attending was going to let me into the program again and finally a couple of weeks ago got the word that I was in. I took a dosage calc test and missed 2 questions so now I have to take it again, can't miss any questions. I have 2 weeks to complete a whole bunch of stuff before I am guaranteed the spot but I know I can get through it, it involves going to the school into the lab and videotaping certain tasks and doing others live infront of the instructors. You would think after 10 years of being a nurse that this would be easy stuff but let me tell you, they are very picky about the material in your video and when you are performing tasks infront of them. After this level there are only 2 left so with any luck I will be an RN by May of '09.

F**k Emotions!!!!!
Ok for my first BLOG on here, some of you might get a little pissed off, but I need to get this out! For those of you that know me I normally keep to myself pretty much all the time. I don't tend to trust people with even the simplest things in my life. So when I do meet someone and open up to them, it's rare to say the least. For me to love someone, and I mean TRULY LOVE someone, is even more uncommon. So here is the situation, I'm very capable of love, no matter what some people might think! If I give my love to someone, it is a gift. Take it or leave it, but it's theirs. That doesn't mean that I will not love other people too. It is possible to love more than one person! It also doesn't mean that I expect you to love me in return. The love I give is unconditional! I can't put a limit on how much I will love someone or what they have to do to keep that love. Also, when I love someone, I'm honest with them. To a FAULT!!!!!! I can't lie to someone and say "I love you" in the same

Happy Thanksgiving
I just added my stickam player to my pro for all those who are wondering well whats does flava do with himself or Maybe your skeptical and want to know if I look like I do in the pictures. well I'll be on my cam every so often. Hopefully i'll get some entertainment out of this. cause things have been boring around here as of late. Aight yall got 3 well deserved days off. I am defiantely thankful for that. Appreciate what you have because you never know what you have until its gone. Hold onto it forever and remeber to live everyday like its your last. I hope you all have a good one. Happy Thanksgiving.

Noah's Flood Spurned European Farming
An ancient flood some say could be the origin of the story of Noah's Ark may have helped the spread of agriculture in Europe 8,300 years ago by scattering the continent's earliest farmers, researchers said on Sunday. Using radiocarbon dating and archaeological evidence, a British team showed the collapse of the North American ice sheet, which raised global sea levels by as much as 1.4 meters, displaced tens of thousands of people in southeastern Europe who carried farming skills to their new homes. The researchers said in the journal Quaternary Science Reviews their study provides direct evidence linking the flood that breached a ridge keeping the Mediterranean apart from the Black Sea to the rise of farming in Europe. "The flooding of the Black Sea was not well dated but we got it down to about 50 years," said Chris Turney, a geologist at the University of Exeter, who led the study. "As soon as the flooding is done, farming goes crazy across Europe." The researchers create

You Tell Me
You tell me There is nothing better, to be standing beside me You tell me There is nothing better. to be lying beside me You tell me At the end of the road, You will always find me there waiting for you with open arms In your eyes, I am the most beautiful girl even my shadow makes your heart ponder I am your inspiration your desire the strength that keeps you going on at all times You tell me I am the girl

Flurries & Holiday Spirit
The flakes have started flying. I woke up this morning to an almost pink sky. It was completely cloudy but there was a shade of pink. It was a little weird. I looked out the window and saw the cloudiness and immediately thought, "Oh no!" My first thought of driving with a bunch of lunatics in snow wasn't on my list of things to do today. I turned the TV on for the weather. Apparently they were forecasting snow in my area between 7-8am, drive time for me. I made it in to work before any flake hit the road. I don't think it was supposed to be much today but people turn into brainless 'tards the minute a single flake hits the road. So it is almost 9am and the first flakes are flying, well more like flurries. Makes the holiday spirit start to flow! Can't wait to see my family on Thursday and starting to get excited for Christmas now! I almost want to listen to some Christmas music....okay not yet. Happy Thanksgiving to everyone!

Please Read Profile
For the time being I have posted nsfw pics, if you come to my page and jump right to the nsfw folder and ask me to see them without even talking with me first or even getting to know me then you have to buy me a happy hour or a 7 day blast to see them, but if you get to know me talk with me then become a true friend then you gain access without purchasing anything. Ok here goes no salute no add, you must fan and rate me for before you add me as friend. No more blank friend requests if is blank I will deny all, all you have to do is say Hi. I do not look at nsfw pics or rate them. I do not cam or do any funny business either for that matter if this is what you are looking you might as well kept moving jack! I respect myself and my friends and this is a big deal for me! I also do not give out my yahoo id or do i give out my personal email address, please do not ask. If you want to chat with feel free to send me fumail i do answer. Thanks for understanding.

Holidays
Remeber back when all the stores were closed on Christmas and Thanksgivinv?I do.Now I think that the Holidays are to Commercial and the only thing that anyone cares about now is money and not Family.I can understand that people in the Health Care Bussiness have to work but why does Walmart,McDonalds and places like have to be open during the Holidays? I think these days shold be spent with Family and not at work if your not in the Public Safety Bussiness,thats just my opinion,I dont know how everyone else feels!

Halifax Explosion Dec 6 1917 Please Read.
On Dec. 6, 1917, a collision in Halifax Harbour led to the biggest man-made explosion in the world before the era of the atomic bomb. The blast levelled most of the city and sent shards of glass and burning debris flying for miles. It left thousands dead, blinded or homeless. Although the explosion occurred before the creation of the CBC, the Canadian radio and TV network has retold the story throughout the years to ensure that this crucial event in Canadian history is not forgotten. At the time of the explosion, the Mont-Blanc was carrying 226,797 kg of TNT, 2,146,830 kg of picric acid, 56,301 kg of guncotton and 223,188 kg of Benzol ..all highly explosive and dangerous chemicals. The 1917 explosion was 1/7 the size of the bomb dropped on Hiroshima Physicist Robert Oppenheimer, known as the "father of the atomic bomb," studied the Halifax explosion to calculate the strength of the bombs that would be dropped on Hiroshima and Nagasaki. Francis Mackey, the Halifax pilot who was a

This Hurts
well yesterday i went and seen what WAS left of the car my cousin was in be4 she was killed and wow i lost it the only thing left of the pt crusier is the back seat and the ass end of the car the whole front end was ripped off. and i lost it when i seen it. now i really do feel lost.you know casey was my cousin,my best friend,my sister. you know we did everything together and now she's gone its not fuckin fair not one bit. i have mixed feelings right now im upset mad.hurt all in one and i feel like im losing it you know.WE LOOKED ALIKE. this really sucks. but i wanted to see what the car looked like but i seen one thing on that car i really didn't need to see i see casey's brain matters on the side and i flipped out. i miss you so much girl you didnt feel any pain but im feelin it for you and me both i love you i will see you soon

Welcome To The Neighborhood~
I do feel lots better these days. The meds have kicked in and I have my energy back. So much so I decided to go out yesterday and blow more leaves and burn the leaves.....well, we moved and now live in the city limits. Nobody tells me it is against the law to burn in the city limits~! I was out there for about 45 minutes when the fire sirens went off and I look up and the trucks are pulling in MY driveway~! The chief was nice and the guys were nice. The chief told me to just finish what I had in the pit, since I was done and attending it properly and because I was new to the area. And they all left. So I was standing out there tending the fire and stoking it to get it all burned and look up and down the hill comes the truck again~! They had 3 calls from one of my neighbors and I had to put it out. The chief came back and I apologized. I told him I would have put it out before but he told me I could finish...he said no problem but one neighbor just called 3 times complaining.

Thanksgiving
well this year is going to be different, mom isnt here she passed away and sis will be going to Tennessee to see her couisn and im goin to neice's house for thanksgiving plus im dog sitting againj for sis, hes a great dog just highly emotional when the ones he loves are away lol. Seems the family is getting so far apart these days....my sister's cousin livin that far apart from everyone else guess it cant be helped. I would love to keep us all together but am guessin my wishes are not gonna be very true lol. oh well;. hope all have agreat Thanksgiving.... all my best Highly aka Ted

Poetry
why do i feel the way i do mad at the world all day through everydays the same trouble expressing my pain i think im goin insane fighting and yelling its not me got me wanderin who i used to be who is this under the skin where has this person been i rally wanna run away and just get through this stupid day when i get home ill sleep it away try to wake up not so grey why cant things be done the easy way better people...make better days just when you think its figured out your whole world flips upside down headaches that wont go away at work or at play they come everyday im like a walking time bomb ready to explode when will i, i dont even know i just wanna know why inside i feel like ive died if i had one wish it would be to somehow set my soul free and find the true inner me by. heather dattoli

If U Want Cont.
YOU HERE CUZ YOU WANNA BE NOT CUZ YOU GOTTA BE RIDING ME,ROCKING ME MENTAL MONOPOLY EROTIC PHOLOSOPHY I LOVE DA WAY YOU SAY THE THINGS U SAY WHEN YOU ON TOP OF ME KISSES IS HARD AND SLOPPY ITS GON' BE HARD TO STOP ME... FROM BENDIN YOU OVER GIVIN EVERY INCH TO YA CHOCHA YOU GRIPPIN MY SOLDIER I FELL YOU GETTIN BOLDER YOU SAY YOU LIKE IT HOT I'LL HATE TO SEE YOU COLDER...

A Pinkout For A New Sister
Good Morning all A brand new sister only needs 500 to level up to her next level she isnt on so I would love to surprise her when she does come on...So if all my loving sisters and all my loving friends and fans could help her out i would appreciate it....Love ya all in advance taz61866@ fubar

Love
Love Deeply and secretly, we all hunger for it from the day that we are born. Love has many depths and heights and every person is at a different place in their life with love. There are different forms of love and it inspires so many emotions that you can often times overwhelm yourself with love for someone. I am in love. Many times in my life I have thought .whoa. I love this person....but i think I never really knew love for another until the day that my first son was born. When he came into the world I was transported to this other plane.. it seemed so surreal..that life had come from me and all at once the world seemed so big and i so small in it. I want to protect him; guard him from the ills and heartache in the world and hang his moon. when I got pregnant with my second son.. I was deeply saddened. I remember thinking "I can never love another child as much as my first, but then Gavin came in the world and alone with him in the hospital, I discovered that my heart had

Please Read
Don't pump gas on November 21, 2007 In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On November 21st 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.20 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 45 to 65 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 21st, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on November 21st and let's try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.

Hmmmmmmmmmm
it seems i am too much of a flirt to be on this site any more so i am thinking of taking it off and deleting my account those of you who i will remain in contact i have most of you on my msgrs one way or another ,,,, just cant decide yet if i want to shut my acct down over ME RUNNING INTO MEN WHO LIKE TO SEE JUST HOW FAR A WOMAN WILL GO AND THEN DROPPING THEM ..... some of u know what im talkin about some of u dont but anyways letting u know i may not be on much longer i have a family to think about and i have to keep them my first priority over anything wether i do at times or not i hate fucking pricks who talk to u and get u so wrapped up in them that u sorta lose the light of what you are really supposed to be doing , wether u do it or not

Naughty Story
I come over to your place to hang out, I knocked on the door and no answer I look in the driveway to make sure your car was there it was. I knocked again but still no answer I tried the door it was unlocked i walked in. I called out your name still no answer I walked room to room as I got closer to the bedroom I can hear the shower running in the bathroom. I opened the door, walked in and slowly stripped my clothes off I can see that you are in the shower so I quietly stepped int the shower with ya, I pressed my body against your back wrapping my arms around you I began kissing your neck working my hands up and down your body. The shower water running down over our bodies,I grab a hold of your hard cock start to stroke it, a moan escapes your mouth i pull away and you turn around facing me, you grabbed a hold of the soap lathered your hands with a kiss you turn me around pulled me up against you. With one hand you run it up and down my arm and around my waist the other begins to ca

One Thing
Restless tonight Cause I wasted the light Between both these times I drew a really thin line It’s nothing I planned And not that I can But you should be mine Across that line [Chorus:] If I traded it all If I gave it all away for one thing Just for one thing If I sorted it out If I knew all about this one thing Wouldn’t that be something I promise I might Not walk on by Maybe next time But not this time Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds [Chorus x2] Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds Even though I know I don’t want to know Yeah I guess I know I just hate how it sounds

What A Year
Tuesday, November 20, 2007 what a year Yep, here I am again, typing away another blog. With this year coming to an end, it has made me reflect upon this past year....WHAT A YEAR!! I think my life has changed more this past year then it has ever changed. I have gotten my divorce..FINALLY, gotten not one but two job promotions, and now I am currently looking to find a house or apartment for my boys and myself to live in. I have had some of the most wonderful people come into my life, which I am so grateful for, I have also had some of the most uncaring and selfish people come into my life, and although I wish I had never even crossed their paths, I have to thank them for they have made me stronger. They know who they are so there is no need to name names, but if you personnally know me, you know who they are. So now my new life is truly beginning and to be honest.... I AM SCARED. But at the same time....I can't wait....I can't wait to see what is coming my way...I know

Turkey On The Grill
10 to 12 pound turkey Salt 3 tablespoons butter or margarine, melted Kettle or Covered Charcoal Grill: 1. Thaw and prepare turkey for roasting as directed on package; remove giblets from neck and body cavities. DO NOT STUFF. Season cavity with salt; brush skin with melted butter. 2. Prepare grill, placing coals to one side; heat until coals are ash white. Make aluminum foil drip pan; place opposite hot coals. Place top grilling rack over coals and drip pan. Place prepared turkey on grill over drip pan. Open bottom vents directly under coals. Cover grill, positioning top vent directly over side of grill with turkey. Adjust vent as necessary to keep a consistently hot fire. Add coals to fire as necessary. 3. Grill turkey 11 to 20 minutes per pound, turning halfway through the time and basting with butter. Turkey is done when thermometer inserted into breast meat reaches 170° F or thigh muscle temperature reaches 180° F. Remove turkey from grill. Let stand 15 minutes be

Butterfly Demons!
Ok, I know it's been a while since I have mass mailed any of you guys....and surprisingly enough this e-mail isn't quiet like my others...filled with pics of my girls or links to autobiographies! This attachment is a picture of the most feared creature in my life....And as most of you already know...that is a BUTTERFLY!!! OMG! I am beyond terrified of these demonic creatures who I swear God put on this Earth to scare me senseless!!! I was setting here at my dinning room table...minding my own business when suddenly outta the pots of plants I rescued from the first frost outside by bringing them in...there fluttering around as if it belonged there was this creature of sin...the BUTTERFLY!! Well of course I did the right thing first, and I screamed like the girl I am and I began fearing for Keilah who was playing close to the plants and the demonic winged creature...I began to tremble as I looked around for anything to help me!!!! The only thing near me was the Cover to a large

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you drifting by me... its another day spent without you. And that is why the place where my smile comes from is empty. because your sweet hand is not folded gently into mine. And no matter how I try I cannot stop tears that write I miss you when they fall...

????
Why is it when some1 tells you that they like you for you and all that it feels like a lie? is it because you have low self esteem or is because it is an actual lie? to me i don't seem to beliece any1 that says i am good lookin or that i am beatiful. it is nice to hear yes but in my eyes i am not beatiful..to me i don't think i look good..one thing that people need to understand is i am 1 person that has basically no self esteem. i got told alot when i was younger and even to this day that i am ugly, that no guy wants me, that i will never have any1 in my life...so basically i don't believe that i will ever find a guy that does not care about looks and likes me for me..i am tired of being alone...another thing is some people look bad upon me because i had a beatiful daughter at the age of 15..but another thing is i put my daughter up for adoption..she is now 4 years old and looks just like her mommy...She is still my pride and joy...i lost a part of me when i decided to put her up for

:(
Ok well I have semi started packing today. I hate this I hate this so damn much! I shouldnt be packing to go back to the states. I should be staying here with my boyfriend. I am so not myself this past week. Never knew that a long distance relationship like this could be so damn hard. 7500 miles or 22 hrs of flying every 3 months is definitely enough to break anyone down emotionally. I am feeling so unstable. I hate what I have become at the moment, the girl who never wanted anyone and was independent has turned dependent on the one she gave her heart too. Its not like its my choice at the moment because when I am in Germany I am unable to work since I dont have a permit, some day I will be able to put my whole self into this relationship. Everytime I think about going back to the states I break down in tears. Probably for the fact that I know this time will be longer then 3 months. I cant bare to think about that. All the times I have been in love before or at least think I was in lov

Dont Know
I know how it feels to have a broken heart, Every day I feel that pain And I feel it will forever rain. Though my situation may be different, My Love is across the mile's from me, I know how it feels when your heart just isn't free. She used to call me, But then the phone calls quit, She tells me she loves me and wants me, Then ignores me the next minute, Every day my heart breaks Because the way she treats me, But I feel so deeply that she is the 'one' And she tells me that she believes I am her soulmate. Why then does she treat me like this? Maybe its fear, But whatever it is, I just want her here... More every day, But things just aren't the same, Because I know tomorrow everything will change.

It's Early But...
I wanted to wish everyone a HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!I probably won't be on for the rest of this week.I start my cooking tomorrow and from Thursday on I will be chillin with my family.I hope you all have a happy and safe holiday.Look out for my pics next week,especially the food gallery

The Legacy
As I lie in this moment Frozen since that day I've been drowning in questions Over and over again Your legacy lives on And you are by our side Right here with me The time has come for you to fly Now that you're free You will always live in me I know you saw their faces And how they lined up for you We know that you were looking down on us As the sky filled with reds Your legacy goes on And you are by my side Right here with me The time has come for you to fly Now that you're free You will always live in me What I would give just to be with you This world feels cold and grey since you went away I see your smiles and love in your sister's eyes One day we will be one, when we reunite I know you're by my side Right here with me The time has come for you to fly Now that you're free You will always live in me Here by my side I'll see you again my friend You will be always by our side

Long Distance
Loving from a distance is never easy, When you are living so very far apart. But each mile that separates two people who truly care, Is joined together with the love each feels in their heart. The loneliness you feel when you are not together, Can eat away at you deep inside. When you miss the one who you want to share your life with, And they are not able to be by your side. Have trust in each other's feelings, And believe that they do feel the same way as you. When you can not be with one another, So easy it is to doubt whether their love is really true. Need to keep your faith that you have in each other, And never let go of your trust. Sometimes that is not so easy to do, But for your peace of mind, it really is a must. Think of one another's emotional needs, So the other always knows that you do care. Make the most of the time that you can have together, And open your hearts and share. Respect one another will sometimes need some s

Sunshine
I woke up early just to see the sunrise today, I sat on my roof watching it rise. As I sat and watch the sky change from dark to light, Those tears building up in my eyes I had to fight. The colors were so beautiful and true, It can never compare to the beauty that's in you. I feel the warmth of the sun shining on my face, Those warm feelings I felt holding you I can't erase. It's so calm and peaceful here; I just don't want to go, Thinking of the one girl who makes me complete and whole. They say the sunrise is different when it's separated by miles, Knowing that she's sharing the same experience, I begin to smile. So life is filled with sunrises, sunsets, moons and stars, But Baby, these are what we will always share, even from a far.

Sex Cake
SEX CAKE RECIPE: SPREAD LEGS, SQUEEZE MILK JUGS, INSERT FIRM BANANA. BEAT UNTIL WELL CREAMED. CAKE IS DONE MIXING WHEN BANANA GETS SOFT. LET RISE FOR 9 MONTHS, OPEN OVEN, RAISE FOR 18 MORE YEARS, IF IT TAKES LONGER THEN CAKE IS SPOILED

The Storm
I've been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say you'll be there for me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath the skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now I can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All I know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say that you'll be with me Please say that you'll be there Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides

"oh Snap"
A woman is at home when she hears someone knock at the door. She goes to the door and opens the door to see a man standing there. He asks the lady "Do you have a vagina?" She slams the door in disgust. The next morning she hears a knock at the door and it is the same man and he asks the same question of the woman "Do you have a vagina?" She slams the door again. Later that night when her husband gets home she tells him what has happened for the last two days. The husband tells the wife in a loving and concerned voice "Honey, I am taking tomorrow off to be home just in case this guy shows up again." The next morning they hear a knock at the door and both run for the door. The husband says to the wife in a whispered voice "Honey, I'm going to hide behind the door and listen and if it is the same guy I want you to answer 'yes,' to the question because I want to see where he is going with it."

You Would Not Believe Everything Is Getting Better
my dad told me today since i am seriously thinking about joining the navy that he will send me to see all my family before i do... so i get to go to NH, OH, IN, and then im gonna see about Fresno.. he said wait till january so that holiday traffic has died down.. some and we can get more money for and i can figure out my route... but f---king rock on i get to travel then join go off for training..... and see more of the world... things are starting to look up for MISS JENN

Sorry
My computer is running really slow, because I have a virus, and I would like to put comments on all of my friends pages, but since how this is not possible for the time being, I would like u all to bear with me, and know that I do send out some page comments, just as much as I would like to, and until I get my computer fixed, there is nothing I can do, but I will let all of my friends on here know that I have not forgotten about u, and as soon as everything gets straightened out, everybody will start getting comments...I apologize to those of you who think I have no intention of getting 2 know u...that is not the case at all!

Health Update
For all of you who do not knw what is going on in my life right now....I have found out that I have gall stones, which will require having my gallbladder removed. Also, I had an endoscopy done today to check for ulcers. Luckily, tht came back clear...so thts good...but I'm not out of the woods yet. So please keep me in your thoughts and prayers and I will be sure to keep everyone updated. Thanks everyone and Blessed Be!

Man Laws
MAN LAWS...Learn them, Live them...and Love them 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrat

Night Before Christmas Fubar Style..*2007*... By Dawn
Have a very FUBAR Christmas 'Twas the night before Christmas', when all through the site, Not a member was stirring, things didn’t seem right; The Stilletto Girls hung their stockings with care, In hopes that Baby J soon would be there; The bombers were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of bouncers danced in their heads; With Stang in her 'thong, and JD in his cap, Someone heard Scrapper yell Good Lord and Oh snap, When from our speakers there arose such a clatter, We sprang from our beds to see what was the matter. Away to the monitor we flew like a flash, Oh it’s just Achilles updating his stash. So to the mumms did many of us go Nothing but whining from a Fubar point ho, When, what to our wondering eyes came along, A miniture sleigh pulled by eight girls in a thong, With a little drunk driver, so lively and gay, We knew in a moment it must be Baby J. More rapid than eagles his members they came, And he whistled, and shouted, and called them by n

Am I A Fireman Yet??
In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, 'Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? ?Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?' Mommy, 'I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up.' Mom smiled back and said, 'Let's see if we can make your wish come true.' Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a

Losing Family
Its almost been a year since i lost my dad and my Grandmother Irene.......I can still see myself standing by their bedsides as they pass away.....i know i havent healed from it cuz i still cry about it here and there.....damn....1 year.......God i miss my dad so much.....50 years old was way too young for him to go........Will i ever heal from this? not for along time, do i continue to move forward? yeah its what they would have wanted....not for me to just roll over and die. Do i know their watching over me? Yeah i feel their presence all the time. Please Pray for the Souls of My father and My Grandmother..... Thank you!!

Treasures
It's so hard to find the perfect breeze, One blowing none too hard nor soft, Carrying a scent of wild flowers, And moving clouds about aloft. It's so hard to find the perfect sky, One blue and deep and bright, Carrying a sense of openness With geese and wrens in flight. It's so hard to find the perfect night, One warm, quiet and unflawed, Carrying a mood of solitude, And a closeness to our God. Yet no perfection's so hard to find As that which you extend And none I'll ever treasure more, Than to simply be your friend.

Missing Little Brother Bad!!!
well last night my little brother wanted to know if i would send his woman some money.. i hope he under stands that im not going to just send some woman he just met money. i do how ever love my little brother to death . i just wish he would come home . safe from camp libert,iraq i miss him soo much .there is no one to pick on when he is not home . i have no clue what he looks like any more hes been gone a long time. sgt danny demon lutter i hope u come home save bro miss you alot love micheal...

I Think You're The Father Of One Of My Kids
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello. He's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, 'Do you know me?' To which she replies, 'I think that you're the father of one of my kids.' Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithfulto his wife and says, 'My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery?' ; She looks into his eyes and says calmly, 'No, I'm your son's teacher.'

Deep Down
An Easy Guide To Getting Deep – Deep Throat, That Is It seems to me that most men want to get into a girls throat. The blowjob is a sexy thing, a very pleasurable thing for both parties. Particularly the male party. Putting your mouth around another person’s body, taking them inside you, stroking them with your tongue…it’s a power trip, pure and simple. Everyone has their own technique, their own style, and this guide is here to help you get a different type of thing going on. The Deep Throat. In my experience, men have enjoyed going deep. It’s a different feel for them, different than anything they’ve experienced so far. It’s not the same as oral sex held solely in the mouth, and it’s not the same as vaginal or anal sex, where they are buried deep inside you. This is a totally different type of penetration, and it is very hard for some women to accomplish. There is the gag reflex to get around, the feel of something lodged in your throat, the taste, the anxiety of choking or bit

Dreaming Of Snow Angels...
Snowflakes fly across the sky like shooting stars tonight, I sit here by the fireplace and you're by my side. You hold me like an angel, keep me safe in your arms, time has lost its meaning in the light of stars. I feel your warmth and evry beat of your heart, as I lay here in your embrace, like a child I fall asleep and close my eyes. Morning is still miles away and sun is out of sight, only the two of us are surrounded by the night. Snow covers the Main street and paints flowers to our window screen, but in my heart the flames are burning 'cause you're here with me. The winter is maybe eating violets outside, but in my heart summer never ends as long as you hold me tight. So hold my hand tonight and stay here by my side, lets make angels in the snow and watch the stars. Be my guardian angel untill the morning light, hold me in your arms as tight as you can, lets make this moment last forever and watch how the shooting stars cover this land.

Welcome Back..
hello fubar people. what can I say, hope you have all been well I'm getting back on track with things but sadly I have dial up ...for now...lol missed you all, stop by and say hi if connections are right I might be able to say hello more later...peace.

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Ok ....here Goes
lately i've been really thinking of my future and when i think of the future i can't help but to dwell on the past....i remember when i used to have this master plan for my life...i knew how many kids i would have and by what age and how wealthy and successful i would be, etc... and as i'm sure you will all agree...life does not always end up as u plan...which leads me to my point....is it even worth making plans for the future??? or shall i just live life day by day and trust that things will be ok?....i have always had this unbreakable faith and i have always been ok.... so as the year comes to an end i wonder...shall i make definite plans for next year or just put them out there and trust that the universe will just find a way to give me what i want??

Crazy Today We Have
TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the r is ks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, We would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank Kool-aid made with sugar, but we we

Caramel-pecan Pie Recipe
Caramel-Pecan Pie Ingredients: • 1-9 inch unbaked pie shell • 2/3 cup sugar • 1/4 cup butter or margarine, melted • 3 eggs • 1 jar Smucker's® Caramel Spoonable Ice Cream Topping • 1-1/2 cups pecan halves Directions: 1. In mixing bowl, beat eggs slightly with fork. Add sugar, stirring until dissolved. Stir in topping and butter; mix well. Stir in pecan halves. Pour filling into pie shell. Bake at 350° F for 45 minutes or until knife inserted off-center comes out clean. Cool thoroughly on rack before serving. Cover; chill to store. Yield: 1 pie

Show Me Some Love
Hell i hope this goes through this time lol. I was going through reading some blogs earlier and i was thinking how i have never blogged because i never had anything to say. Well thats all changed lol. I quit smoking 33 days ago and am very proud of every day i go with out lighting a ciggarette. I know its different for everyone but this is the hardest thing i have ever done so SHOW ME SOME LOVE PEOPLE FOR QUITTING SMOKING LOL

Lost In You
"Lost" Can I be dreaming once again? I'm reaching helpless I descend You lead me deeper through this maze I'm not afraid I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! Lost in you! Your whispers fill these empty halls I'm searching for you as you call I'm racing, chasing after you I need you more I'm lost in you everywhere I run Everywhere I turn I'm finding something new Lost in you, something I can't fight I cannot escape I could spend my life lost in you! I could never be the same Something that I could never arise I could never look away I lost myself in you! It's all over now! Lost in you! Everywhere I run Lost in you! Everywhere I run! Lost in you!

Thanksgiving...
will be spent half with Brian, and half on a train back home. I'm going to hate leaving, but I really have no choice. So I won't be online at all from Thursday afternoon til sometime Friday. Maybe even Saturday, depending on how much I want to sleep Friday when I get home. I don't sleep well when I travel and it's an overnight train. So I just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving to everyone and have a great rest of the week =)

A Child's Night
Dip Dip The liquor hits the floor Wobbling and weak she feels for the door Depression fills her body and mind Hurting the young son Her words are so unkind Belittling and bashing seem easier to do Than dealing with her issues One by one or even two by two She's done screaming lies She laughs a little when her young son cries Sip Sip Sip Sip As life fades away She passes out on the couch And dreads another day Her young son is so angry Yet, He still cares Because although angry, he is more scared He picks his mom up And brings her to bed Tucks her in the sheets And kisses her head The young son walks up stairs Questioning why he still cares Climbs into bed Drifts away with pain in his head Dip Dip The liquor hits the floor

Raging Storm
angry rain storm furiously drags on through dead of night water drowning grass flowers roots of trees so by dawn life is renewed raging storm makes me dream of you awake missing your kisses velvet caresses covering my soul in the night yearning for your voice whispering in my ear speaking worshipful words making me blush swoon in your arms soon so very soon

606
This is just a little note to wish everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving. I am not sure how much I'm going to be around the next few days...So I thought I'd leave that lil note. :) May your food be delish & may you be safe & just enjoy the time with your friends or familiy. Much love to all of you!! Glitter Graphics & Comments

Ps3-ratchet & Clank Future: Tools Of Destruction
PS3 - Ratchet & Clank Future : Tools of Destruction by Insomniac Games This is the 5th installment of Insomiac's beloved duo of Lombax and Robot buddy : Ratchet & Clank. These two sarcastic yet loveable do-gooders are out yet again to save the galaxy from impending doom; is if the galaxy wasn't always in for some sorta doom one way or another. But this time we start to learn more as to why there are no other Lombax's to be found and of the current threat to the universe: the Cragmites who were thought to be long ago destroyed during a great war with the Lombaxes. Filled with the ever fun to aquire weapons that are signature to this series, R&CFTOD leads us on another journey into wacky weapon design. Take for instance the groovitron, an orb which mesmerizes your oppenents into dancing wildly, or the transmorpher which will temporarily turn any hostile creature into a quite harmless penguin. You'll also have Plasma beasts, and hand held tornado launchers where you

Im July
JANUARY = SLUT Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. FEBRUARY = ATTITUDE Abstract thoughts. Outg

Contest Ends Tomorrow At Noon...
OK THIS IS THE LAST CALL FOR HELP..LOL. THE CONTEST I AM IN WILL END TOMORROW AT NOON..YEAH! I AM ASKING ONCE MORE FOR EVERYBODY WHO SEES THIS PLEASE CLICK THE PIC LINK AND LEAVE ME SOME COMMENTS..OUT OF EVERYONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST 474 PEOPLE ONLY 25 PEOPLE HAVE HELPED ME...BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THOSE 25 FRIENDS HAVE HELPED ME SO FAR STAY IN SECOND PLACE...PEACE TO YA ALL AND THANKS. SO HERES THE PIC LINK I WOULD APPRECIATE THE HELP

The Ming
Walls surround me that I have built, One brick at a time. The walls they don't surround my body, They surround my mind. Even tho I put them together, One brick at a time, I don't know how to tear it apart, and ease this worried mind. How can I build something, that can't be taken down? Oh these walls I built, are bringing me, way, way, down. Even if I could take it apart, One brick at a time, How would I react, without, these walls to hide? I've been so long within these walls, What's the use in trying? Yeah, just let me sit on down,,, Yeah, just let me hide. I don't know if I can tear apart these walls, I built, One brick at a time.

Happy Birthday, My Sweet Ville! Xoxoxo
Thirty-one years ago today...a little baby was born who would grow up to be one of the most beautiful, sweet & talented people on this earth. Ville Valo... He has brought so much joy to my life with his lovely heartfelt lyrics & beautiful voice. And my birthday wish for him is to have all the joy, happiness, love & blessings he certainly deserves. Happy Birthday, my lovely sweet Ville...

My Travel Personality
Your Travel Personality Is: Easygoing When you travel, you're looking for a lot of downtime. Vacations are your chance to recoup. All you need is a scenic spot and plenty of time on your hands. You'll figure out the rest. You're not one to make lots of plans when you travel. You just follow whatever path seems right. What's Your Travel Personality?

Feeling Bad
IM SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THE LAST COUPLE DAYS MUCH,I WAS SICK FOR TWO DAYS AND THEN WHEN IT RAINS IT REALLY POURS.WE PULLED INTO OUR DELIVERY AND I BLEW A FUSE ON OUR POWER INVERTER,SO I HAD TO GET OUT OUR LIL ONE(NOT SURE HOW LONG THIS ONE WILL HOLD UP)OUT TO USE FOR A FEW MINUTES.THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING THE FRIENDS AND FAMILY THAT YOU ARE.IM REALLY ENJOYING MYSELF HER WITH YOU ALL.

Going Out Of Town
OK ALL MY FU FRIENDS..IM GOING OUT OF TOWN FOR A MUCH NEEDED BREAK....FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT DONT KNOW I DO PRIVATE HOME HEALTH...HOSPICE WORK...AND THIS LAST PATIENT I HAD AS GREAT BUT HER FAMILY WAS A BITCH...I WORKED WAY TO MANY HRS AND DIDNT GET PAYED ENOUGH TO TAKE ALL THE BULLSHIT I HAD TO PUT UP WITH...AND WAS PUT IN CHARGE OF EVERY THING...SO ME AND THE KIDS ARE PACKED UP AND TAKIN A 5 HR DRIVE TO KILLEEN TO SEE MY BEST FRIEND....WE LEAVE WEDNESDAY MORNING AND I WONT BE BACK UNTILL SUNDAY SOME TIME...SO I MAY NOT BE ON MUCH... I REALIZE I MAY NOT HAVE THE CHANCE TO GO FOR XMAS LIKE I PLANNED SO IM GOING NOW.... I NEED A FUCKING BREAK.... MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL

Installing Husband 1.0
INSTALLING HUSBAND 1.0 Dear Tech Support, Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a distinct slow down in overall system performance - Particularly in the flower and jewelry applications, which operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 uninstalled many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Personal Attention 6.5 and then installed undesirable programs such as NFL 5.0, NBA 3.0, X-box 6.5 and Golf Clubs 4.1. Conversation 8.0 no longer runs, and Housecleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail. What can I do? Signed, Desperate Dear Desperate: First keep in mind, Boyfriend 5.0 is an Entertainment Package, While Husband 1.0 is an Operating System. Please enter the command: "http: I Thought You Loved Me.HTML" and try to download Tears 6.2 and don't forget to install the Guilt 3.0 update. If that application works as designed, Husband 1

Keep In Pray
~sometimes we find out things that aren't good~ Went for mamogram, found a few spots and a lifnote, so with everyone praying and the grace of god, i will get thru this... Just remember i tell myself... God got you thru it 13 yrs ago with cancer, and will get me thru this again.. Thx everyone hugszzz

"life"
1. Take into account that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 2. When you lose, don’t lose the lesson. 3. Follow the three R’s: ØRespect for self, ØRespect for others and ØResponsibility for all your actions 4. Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck 5. Learn the rules so you know how to break them properly. 6. Don’t let a little dispute injure a great relationship. 7. When you realize you’ve made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it. 8. Spend some time alone every day. 9. Open your arms to change, but don’t let go of your values. 10. Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. 11. Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back, you’ll be able to enjoy it a second time. 12. A loving atmosphere in your home is the foundation for your life. 13. In disagreements with loved ones, deal only with the current situation. Don’t bring up the past. 14. Share your knowledge. It i

Circumstance
My heart is breaking in two Not only because of you Circumstances and the laws of nature never seem to coincide they crash they collide they fight and torment I miss what we could have had and I miss even more what we did have I want so much yet so little From life Not you I just want you to be a part of it I want to be a part of it untrap me lead me to freedom show me there is still light at the end of this dark and dreary world I am in Do I ask to much? If I do please let me know so I may see An original work by Tess AKA: TygerLily © Copyright 2005

Love Isnt Always Easy...
Love doesn't mean that you will never feel pain or that you'll live a life free from care.It doesn't mean that you will never be hurt or that your life will be perfect, with every moment consumed by happiness. Love does mean that you will always have a companion, someone to help you throught the difficult times and rejoice with you in your times of celebration.It means that each arguement is followed by a time of forgiveness, and each time of sorrow is far outweighed by all the tender moments spent in each other's arms. Love is a miracle that can take two lives and mold them into one, take two souls and bind them for life, take two hearts and fill them with enough passion and tenderness to last a lifetime. Love is a blessing that will lead you down life's most beautiful path.......

A Little Inspiration For Y'all----twinkies And A 6 Pack!
A little boy wanted to meet God. He knew it was a long trip to where God lived, so he packed his suitcase with Twinkies and a six-pack of Root Beer and he started his journey. When he had gone about three blocks, he met an elderly man. The man was sitting in the park just feeding some pigeons. The boy sat down next to him and opened his suitcase. He was about to take a drink from his root beer when he noticed that the man looked hungry, so he offered him a Twinkie. The man gratefully accepted it and smiled at boy. His smile was so pleasant that the boy wanted to see it again, so he offered him a root beer. Again, the man smiled at him. The boy was delighted! They sat there all afternoon eating and smiling, but they never said a word. As it grew dark, the boy realized how tired he was and he got up to leave, but before he had gone more than a few steps, he turned around, ran back to the man, and gave him a hug. The man gave him his biggest smile ever. When the boy ope

Arrived
Well, I flew into Vegas for Thanksgiving. My sister and I find this to be a convenient place to meet for the holiday given that we both live out west. Rates are cheap. I think my rate for teh 3 nights at Ballys was $50. Of course, traveling this time of year can really suck. I escaped Colorado just before the snow hit, and still had a 30 minute delay in getting in First thing was that the place where I normally check in at the airport is gone. MGM still has theirs, but Harrahs check in has checked out. Then rental cars have moved to a central location off site on Warm Springs. I did eventually get my car though and made it over to my hotel. After a quick discussion with my sis, she headed to bed and I off to gamble. Had a great night playing 3 card poker. A simple game where you get 3 cards and make your best poker hand with it. I hit trips tonight. Good start to my trip.

Just A Lil Prayer For Me
I'm sitting here thinking damn what am i to do see i'm stuck in a place where i can't lose from loseing see i have many thoughts of what to do but when the time comes i have no thought or clue or even a guesstamation see my heart is wondering and yet my chest weighs HEAVY if i speak the truth someone may get hurt but if i keep it inside then no one get's hurt ( except me ) cuz my chest weighs HEAVY if only GOD could give me a sighn or clue maybe even the answer i think that would help me i sit here and i pray Dear Lord answer my cry help me to understand what's going on in my life for only you know what i am to do i've called on you time and time agin and you was always there how do i know because that time when i going through something and i spoke to you i was alright i knew you was there because when i looked on the grown there was only 1 pair of foot prints and right then and there i knew you was carring me in you arms

A Dream To Come True!
۞Neabear۞ NEED YOUR HELP ************************* HERE SHE IS ONE OF THE SEXIEST IN THE TOP 100,SHE NEED ALL OUR HELP TO HELP HER REACH HER DREAM AND BECOME ONE OF THE TOP 10,SHE IS VERY CLOSE PLEASE HELP OUT. IN CASE YOU DIDN'T RATE AND FAN HER PLEASE GO AND DO IT,,,ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. ۞Neabear۞ JEEZY'S 1 AND ONLY۞AFTERHOURS MANAGER۞Ash's Lover۞@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT HUMP DAY AND FABULOUS UPCOMING HOLIDAY HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

About The Nwsf Album
HI babes, OK I guess everyone must have my album open.lol I have decided to leave them open to friends. I do take request for any photos to be taken. Just send me a private fu-email and you wish just might be granted. Happy Thanksgiving to you all And thank you all for the wonderful Birthday greeting oxox

Happy Thanksgiving
Its Turkey time but I would like to sit right down and tell ya that i hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving, Spending time with the family and loved ones around this time of year and all. we try to think of why we give thanks and what we are thankful for. I'm most thankful for my mom, she is my best friend and I know I've put her through hell all those younger years but now that I've been taking care of her, I'm glad she taught me a lesson. I'm also Thankful for my kids. I am one happy father and hope that they grow up strong and know who they are as an individual. The final thankful thing is all my wonderful friends, with out there sarcasm and strength and able to lend out a word of voice I think I'd be one strange fool lol well ok I am a strange fool but I'm very unique. Talent baby Talent lol ... Once again Happy Thanksgiving to all

If I ...
If i look into your profile ( people in the service ) and i click on fan ... it is nothing but a respect thing .... My son is in the service too ... I don't want or intend to affend anyone ! As far as other matters are concerned , if i talk with you , it really doesn't mean that " oh god , i want you " .. unless i tell you other wise . If you're homeless , out of work , looking for a 1 night stand , i'm the wrong person to seek out ! I have enough problems of my own without adding onto them . I'm not looking to see someone's personal parts ( i do know what one looks like ) i don't need a reminder . I love men ( no offense ladies ) ... i'm just here to find online friends and it would really be GREAT if i found the man of my dreams ... but .. is he really out there ? I don't know but i'll update you and let you know if i find him , ok ...

Please Read
Hello to all my fubar friends and fans .....Happy Thanksgiving ..I wanted to write this to say That I am soory if I have not gotton back to some of you on comments and messages ..I drive a Truck so it is hard to get on alot of times .. But I have recently got a network card so I can conect no matter where I my be .And doing my best to get to all ...I just want to say that I am not ignoring or bypassing anyone ....Please if you are on friends and have not all ready please sign guest book ..and if not FAN PLEASE FAN Thanks your fubar friend forever Headhunter ...

Old People
Old People I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite to eat at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye... "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son!"

Consumed By You
I close my eyes and see your face. The wind whispers your name. The very thought of you takes my breath and sends me to paradise. You have touched my heart and soul. Somehow now I believe in fate. I never could before. I want to hold your hand and tell you my dreams. I want to be wrapped in your arms as I listen to yours. I need you to feel me as I feel you. My heart and soul beg for you. My body aches with need. Your eyes drive me to insanity. I feel your soul as it reaches out to me. I have never felt this feeling. It's too deep to explain. Always I think of you. I am consumed by you.

The New And Improved Model Of S.p.g
Well, as some of you may have noticed,there's been some changes around here.My name isnt exactly in lights but its definitely blue. This VIP thing is pretty cool actually.I can finally pay back all those nice folks that gave me 11's and those cool VIP gifts. There are a few things I have noticed though,for instance,some people now actually come and talk to me now. People that never knew I existed when I was in the grey font now actually come say hi. I did get a new crush too....so that mystery will prolly never be solved. But all in all, its neat being a VIP.

Soulful Moments
Soulful Moments by WhollyPhuck The ceaseless, rapid change of the ocean The slow change of the hills The swaying of long grass in the breeze The stars in an outback sky Gazing upon them empties my mind, and draws me out of my body They set me free The line of a leg, or a neck The shape or colour of an eye A glance, a facial expression The curve of a waist, a back, breast, buttocks, or a smile These invoke a desire that is beyond the physical The playfulness of puppies, kittens and all baby animals Watching as they discover their bodies, and how to use them As they discover the world, and how to interact with it Brings back the joy and wonder of youth The sharing of food, drink, and laughter Spending hours deep in conversation Or relaxing in pleasurable silence Make my life fuller The way music echoes and amplifies emotions Or how it can change them From deep sadness to great joy, and everywhere between The sound of an instrument, or a chord The turn of

No Motivation
well, here it is 10 am and I have no motivation. There is no school today so we didn't have to wake up early. The kids woke up and played and watched tv upstairs while I just snoozed in bed. I was awake enough to hear them but not enough to get up. I laid in bed till after 9. My kids came and laid in bed with me and just talked. I love those mornings when they get in bed with me. I love snuggle time~! My daughter used to snuggle all the time with her mom but she is 13 now so that is out of the question and my son has no time to stop. He is always moving. But it was nice to have them in bed this morning. my plans today is just to do as little as possible but that ain't gonna happen. I have to dust my house and get ready to cook tomorrow. We do not have anyone coming over for Thanksgiving but I will be cooking a feast. I plan on cooking my turkey tonight on low...I love waking up on Thanksgiving day to the smell of baking turkey. Along with the turkey we will have dressing an

Well Guys My Vip Is Almost Over
from: fubar shop date: 2007-11-21 05:05:27 subject: Your VIP status is going to expire! read receipt: No replied: No block user You have only 7 days until your VIP status expires! You can renew your VIP status by going to the AND THE GUY THAT PROMISED TO RENEW IT. DECIDED ALL THE WORK I DID FOR HIM LEVELING HIM UP 4 TIMES AND GETTING HIM ALOT OF FUBUCKS. WASNT WORTH IT. AND HE BLOCKED ME SO HE WOULDNT HAVE TO DO IT FOR ME. OH WELL I GUESS SOME FRIENDS U CANT TRUST. AND HE IS ONE OF THEM. WHO NEEDS FRIENDS LIKE THAT.RIGHT???

Essential Paradox
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less. We buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner spa

Omg!!! Its Been A Year...
OMG It's been a year already! Its my 1 year anniversary on FU. I've met alot of real amazing and wonderful people on this site, I met my bf on here he is amazing, my adopted sister I love her to death, my adopted father he is one of a kind, also my adopted brother in law who is a pain but I wouldnt change that for the world and so many more wonderful people on here you all know who you are. I just want to thank everyone who kept me here when I wanted to leave the site you are all truely amazing and I thank each and everyone of you for just being you. Much Love Lucia

Show Her Some Love Please
This awesome Co-Owner of the Sisterhood needs some love from us sisters and from my friends and fans so please give her some. She only needs 9,855 to level so please help her it would so sweet of you. She is an awesome person and if you dont know her here is your chance... Thanks ahead of time ~~Sweet Heart Princess~~ CLUB~ F.A.R.~~MEMBER OF ROYALTY LEVELERS****Co-Owner of The Sisterhood**@ fubar

Need I.t. Help With Yahoo
anyone know how to fix a problem with yahoo cams??? it worked one day went to use it that nyte after being gone so nothing was changed.... and now cant broadcast or veiw cams ... on bottom of cam will say reconnecting then after a minute error message comes up saying" a networking error has occurred can not conect to server" HELPPPPPPP PLZZZZZ

Debis Poem To Me
My Sweet friend Debi made this for me on my 36th Birthday 11/02/07 I am blessed to have her in my life!TY Debi You are an angel :) Love you Girl!! xoxoxo If You Come Across an Angel Dedicated to Tese Every day, real-life angels are doing the things they do and bringing more smiles to the world around them. Real-life angels build bridges instead of walls.They don't play hide-and-seek with the truth. They do whatever they can to help you. Real-life angels understand difficulties and give the benefit of the doubt. Real-life angels are what "inner beauty" is all about. Real-life angels don't hold things against you;the only thing they hold...is YOU!!! Real-life angels multiply your smiles and add to your integrity. If you come across an angel like this, you are one of the luckiest people of all. I found my angel and her name is Tese.

The Angel... From Taz
The Angel God Gave To Me He love for me is so pure indeed. My heart is hers unconditionally. She is a Angel God sent to me. Her hair is like silk so shinny and so sweet. Her eyes are like the stars that twinkle at night. Her lips are like cherries so sweet and divine. Her heart is made of gold so pure and so sweet. Her beauty is breath taking like a field of roses as far as the eye can see. You are that the Angel God sent to me. you have won my heart with your kindness and you are such a sweet person i love you like my sister. i hope you like this. love Mark (taz)

"made In China"
I am beginning to wonder if anything is made in the United States anymore, or any other country besides China? I bought some shoes the other day that are supposed to be European. They have a European size and as far as I know, they used to be made somewhere in Europe before. I thought the shoe was very cute but the quality just doesn't seem to be what it used to be from this company. ECCO is the brand. Known for comfort. So I turn over the shoe looking at it closely, I see the words "Made in China". I was shocked. Then I looked at another pair of my shoes that are supposed to be made in America, it is an American Company and sure enough, it said "made in china"! I am disgusted that a majority of American companies do not have factories in America. This isn't anything new but it seems to be getting worse and worse. So these Multi Million dollar companies can get cheap labor in China and Taiwan that they give up on quality for mass production and to save money! Quality just

Back Into The Dating World
My husband and I just recently decided to see other ppl. I am not sure what i should do. Whether to stay single and enjoy my new found freedom. Or to try to date and find another mate. This is the first time in 12 yrs I have been faced with this Question. I believe I can be happy either way, But If i am to date again need to know what the best ways r to meet new ppl. If u can help either comment or Shout at me. Thanks!!!

Thanksgiving
Sometimes it seems like many of us complain about what we don't have, and I know I am quite guilty of it, especially in my blogs. But most of us have so much to be thankful for. Things I am thankful for... My son. I just don't know what I would do without him. He is my world. My family. My Dad, Stepmom, Stepsiblings, and Grandfather are all so good to me. And I can't forget about my nephews :). . A job, a house, and food. None are the best, but I have them. So many can't say that. My friends How do you guys ever put up with me? I know I get moody, and hurt, and seem like I am always lost! Thank you so much for being there for me. My Best Friend. She knows who she is. I just can't say thank you enough for all you do for me. All I can say is I WILL be strong, I WILL NOT give up on those walls or our friendship, and I WILL be your best friend as long as you will have me. If anyone else thinks they have to listen to me whine, she has it worse than you. You are su

I Love You
Just as my heart beats It beats for you, Should it stop just for a second, It would stop for you. A perfect picture, Couldnt be clearer. When all the words Were lost. There was you. You; who, Filled my every waking thought, Kept me from sleep, You; who, Stole my heart, And judged me worthy, of holding your hand. Now im here; Speaking to you from afar, Whispering in you ear, Words you cannot hear. This is it, All it was, Just whispers in the dark, I hope you heard me. I Love You.

Final Contest Standings
Thanks to everyone that participated in my contest Here are the final points standings Name Comments Ratings Total Points 1 onesxybrat 35419 154 36189 2 j-roxx(the evil twin) 11380 120 11980 3 Sweetpea 3915 32 4075 4 Sheena 1025 23 1140 5 Bignuts 432 15 507 6 Jenn 251 10 301 7 ♥Sweet Lips♥ 210 13 275 8 Will~~~~ FU hubby of SouthernbiPrincess 77 13 142 9

My Shoutbox
MY SB IS TURNED OFF TO EVERYONE BUT FAMILY. THIS WEEK HASN'T BEEN A GOOD ONE AND MY SB WAS GETTING BLOWN UP. I DON'T MIND MAIL MESSAGES IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SPEAK TO ME THAT WAY. I AM NOT SURE YET IF OR WHEN I WILL TURN IT BACK ON. SORRY

Can I Invite You Over???
Can I invite you over to my house? Sit you down on my couch. Have a little convo. Pour some Grey Goose...and take you to my bedroom, lay you down and turn the lights off. Light a few candles, take off my clothes, walk to the dresser and turn on some music. Then walk slowly back over to the bed, get under the cover and ask you to do what you need to do to get comfortable. I'll slowly climb on top of you and begin to kiss your stomach. And work my way down...and finally I get on my knees and start.................praying that you'll be blessed every day! GOTCHA!!! I wonder what you were thinking about when you were reading this.

Happy Thanksgiving
It's that time of year again to stop and count our blessings. I hope each and every one of you can take a few moments to reflect on where you are and where you are going. Seems we sometimes get lost on "Lifes Highway" and can't figure out how to get back on track. I think about that as I'm about to hit the highway headed towards Wisconsin. The turkey will be carved, the meal will be shared, the laughter will flow. Dinner this year is at my daughterinlaw's parents, they really are great people. The real part willl be Saturday, my little Granddaughter turns one on the 26th and the party is Saturday. Time really does fly, hard to believe that just one year ago that our little Angel was born. To all of you that will be traveling, be careful out there. To all of you that read this, know that I care about each and every one of you and I treasure the time we share together. To all of you that don't really give a crap, well Happy thanksgiving to you too...hehehe Peace Out, Tim

Tell Me What You Want Me To Know
For those that don't know, want to know, could careless, and don't give a fuck I've stopped smoking weed and stop drinkin alcohol. I'm taking a step back to look at myself and change the things I don't like. I'm not doing this for anyone but myself. Yall all have seen me spout shit out in here and other places and I'm sure you've heard me at one point or another that I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired. Now it is time for me to concentrate on me. I ain't never said I was an angel or a saint or even innocent cause anyone that knows me know what I'm capable of. I don't expect anyone that I have wronged, disrespected, taken advantage of, hurt or anything like that to forgive or forget the shit I've done. I gotta live knowing what I've done and forgetting or forgiving me won't make it go away. I have kept people at a distance just because I didn't know myself well enough to open up and let anyone close. I have bad characteristics such as obsession, compulsive, sneaky and manipulativ

This Is A Love Song In My Own Way
This Is A Love Song In My Own Way Drown my sorrows with your rainstorm of sweetened tunes Oh, how I'd wait for eternity to hear your soft melodies Embracing the loving heart, how easily it has become Craving the armor of sleep destined by your lullabies Sing sweetly to me, for once I'd love to hear the sugar Wrapping warmth around bridges, terrifying it seems Seduce the inner traps you've been accustomed to perform Grieving the loss of the missing honey color in your eyes Dust the focus with your magical pixie-dust you've found Believing in the fairy-tale promises thats been created Covering yourself in the shade of opportunities risen Losing sense of selfishness, no jealousy belonging here Healing the wounds screeching disaster once created Drown my sorrows with your rainstorm of sweetened tunes, Oh, how I'd wait for eternity to hear your soft melodies.

When I Die
When I die... When I die when my coffin is being taken out you must never think i am missing this world don't shed any tears don't lament or feel sorry i'm not falling into a monster's abyss when you see my corpse is being carried don't cry for my leaving i'm not leaving i'm arriving at eternal love when you leave me in the grave don't say goodbye remember a grave is only a curtain for the paradise behind you'll only see me descending into a grave now watch me rise how can there be an end when the sun sets or the moon goes down it looks like the end it seems like a sunset but in reality it is a dawn when the grave locks you up that is when your soul is freed have you ever seen a seed fallen to earth not rise with a new life why should you doubt the rise of a seed named human have you ever seen a bucket lowered into a well coming back empty why lament for a soul when it can come back like Joseph from the well when for the las

Life
you think you could cope with life and yet you ask me whats on my mind so much darkness its so hard to explain theres way too much to see and stay sain for just a little taste and youll soon see enough thats why ive done drugs and all of this fucked up kinda stuff my mind is a terible thing to taste so if you value you life stay the fuck out of my mind try surching your own mind but dont surch to deep cause it is me that youll always find

New Movies.
all i wanted to do last night was go home and sleep. i worked from like 7 to 7 doing camera for "flip that house". which is VERY cool, but i was tired when i was done. my guy kept hittin me up "lets kick it, get food, blah blah blah" (and blah blah blah doesnt mean anything gay you mother fuckers). so we got some purty kickass burgers, and then went to best buy. which is very gay cause i knew id buy something. FIRST! true romance, the super duper collectors directors spoogetastic action version. and it was on sale for only 5 bucks! i said, "fuck yeah." and grabbed it. its usually the one flick i say when someone asks what my favorite is. and ive never had it on DVD. so fuck yeah. SECOND! 28 days later. saw 28 weeks later in the theatre. it was bad as fuck. never saw teh first one though. it was only 10 bucks. so i bought it. i need to watch it again though. i dug it. just wasnt paying all the attention i should have on it cause i was chatting with someone. but i like when the b

Help If You Want One!
it's easy all you have to do is CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW and comment bomb me 50 times and i will make you a salute and send ya a gift so plz i need all the help i can get so come and show me some love and i'll return the favor..when you are done with the 50 comments send me a PRIVATE MESSAGE NOT A SHOUT OUT! telling me that you are finish!

How I Died In Your Arms!
i never knew that love can save my soul i never tried to open up i've been avoiding getting close to you till now! i see you lying there looking into my eyes i take a deep breathe and i start to hold you you wisper in my ear you love me and want me forever i lost my never i should've never said i gota go walking away from you was the hardest thing i had ever done in my whole life well i got a as far as the drive way thinking i am an asshole, i run back to the front door race up the stairs shouting i'm comming up to you as i get to your bed room i get in the bed and i wisper i love you too she holds me and i died yeah i died in your arms the end

Happy Thanksgiving To All
WELL NOT SURE IF I WILL BE ON TOMORROW. HAVE BEEN BAKING ALL DAY. AND THAT IS A CHORE IN ITSELF. LOL...... MY THREE KIDS AND 10 GRANDKIDS WILL BE HERE..AND A FEW FRIENDS.. HAVING BEEN THAWING THE TURKEY OUT ALL DAY WILL BE UP AT 6 IN THE MORNING TO START EVERYTHING. GOT TO GET IT DONE BEFORE THE COWBOY GAME SO I HOPE ALL OF U HAVE A WONDERFUL THANKSGIVING. www.commentbaby.comCLICK HERE

Happy Thanksgiving!!!
Just wishing all my Family, Friends, and Fans a Very Happy Thanksgiving. Hope your holiday is filled with happiness and lots and lots of turkey…lol Holiday Wishes Brought to you by: ♥ sTaRr ♥ of ~The Graveyard Family~&~FuWifey of Kat~@ fubar

How To Save On Gas
Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose, CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temperature of the gasoline, diesel and jet fuel, ethanol and other petroleum products plays an important role. A 1-degree rise in temperature is a big deal for this business. But the service stations do not have temperature compensation at the pumps. When you're filling

Nascar Lounge Now Open
A friend of mine opened a new lounge called the Nascar Deluxe Lounge. Come check it out. We are also looking for help. Just ask Dale Jr. (he is the owner) you can find his profile in my family section. Check us out, join and have a good time!! Hope to see you all there.

Season Here Again
its turkey day alot have alot to be thankful except maybe the turkey i pray that i find you full of health for this year which is almost over i am thankful that i am fine and full health and so is my family paulo and gregory are bad as ever as much as two boys mom and dad still terrorize me pushing in different direction but thankful for their direction even if i dont like it maybe sound judgement happy thanksgiving

Bowling Balls
Two Mexicans are riding along Pacific Coast Highway on a motorbike. They break down and start hitching a lift. A friendly trucker stops to see if he can help and the Mexicans ask him for a lift. He tells them he has no room in the wagon as he is carrying 20,000 bowling balls. The Mexicans put it to the driver that if they can manage to fit in the back with their bike will he take them and he agrees. They manage to squeeze themselves and their motorbike into the back of the wagon so the driver shuts the doors and gets off on his way. By this time he is really late and so puts his foot down. Sure enough the Highway Patrol pulls him over for speeding. The good officer asks the driver what he is carrying to which he replies jokingly-- "Mexican eggs". The policeman obviously doesn't believe this so wants to take a look. He opens the back door and quickly shuts it and locks it. He gets on his radio and calls for immediate backup from as many officers as possible. The dispatch

11/21/07
"Shopping is dangerous for you right now. It won't cause any physical harm, but you are seriously at risk of buyer's regret. Have a sensible friend or coworker tag along to keep you grounded." Are you kidding?? Shopping is my favorite sport. :-( Sad.

Deleting My Account Here At Fubar
I will leave this up for a day or two then Im out of here. So far since the engagement I am 0 for 5 Five people I meet. All five have been either married or with someone. Three of those I have met here. There wont be a fourth. Im convinced this place is nothing more than a haven for scuzfucks looking to cheat on whoever they are with. If you are still interested in friends only I still have my Myspace profile up. Feel free to add me. http://www.myspace.com/tcbk273 I think this song says it all Don't talk to strangers Cause they're only there to do you harm Don't write in starlight Cause the words may come out real Don't hide in doorways You may find the key that opens up your soul Don't go to Heaven cause it's really only Hell Don't smell the flowers They're an evil drug to make you loose your mind Don't dream of women cause they only bring you down Hey you you know me you've touched I'm real I'm forever the one that lets you loo

Birthday Ramblings!
Well I am having a pretty good birthday week... and yes it's a birthday week.. you only turn 35 once ... and I am celebrating all damned week :P I woke up to the sounds of My hubby in the kitchen which can be a scary thing at times. He is a very good cook, but man he can mess up a kitchen. Anyway, I walk into the kitchen and he shews Me out... He was trying to get My birthday cake made before I woke up. There was a birthday sign on My bathroom mirror from the princess... it was cute. My pixi came over and spent the day with Me. other friends stopped by throughout the day. Pixi took some great pictures of Me...I realized I am pretty damn cute for 35. I remember when that seemed old. It does not seem so old any more. I feel more alive than I ever have. I feel more free. I don't care what other people think or say about Me. I did not know life could be so much fun, and I hear it only gets better from here on out. When I do get old ... I am going to have some great stories to tell!

What Is It To You?
I know that a lot of people are now thinking about what they will eat tomorrow, how many people are coming over and if their football team will win tomorrow. To me, my best friend lost her dad, my other friend cannot work with me because of Degenerative Disc Disease in her back which is getting worse, and Dannie, the guy I live with, ended up at the urgent care doc w/ what they thought to be either a gall stone or pancreatitis (forgive my crappy spelling) which seems to be a bit better now. BUT...all of this got me thinking, and I know that my UK friends don't have Thanksgiving, but we as Americans have in my opinion lost track of what its supposed to be about. I mean, most people as I said before are worried about immaterial things that don't matter a whole lot....football, food, stressing over whatever. I want everyone to know what I personally am thankful for. I don't talk to my dad much but I am thankful that I haven't lost him, I adore my mother and am so thankful that I have

Missing It.... All Of It....
I was sitting here the other day, and realized how blissfully happy I was a year ago. I had my little online friends that would do more for me than my RL friends, and it was wonderful. I was so close to everyone. I was DJing for a (what once was) Cherrytap radio station, that was family to me. I enjoyed being in the lounge, I knew everyone that was in there, it was great. DJing was FUN for me back then. Now I seem to just be like "whatever" about the whole thing. I had my Steven... that is another thing I miss terribly, the main thing. I miss him, I miss our conversations, I miss telling him that I love him. It is such a forced conversation between him and I now. His life has been turned upside down, and I can't even ATTEMPT to help him, or tell him that I miss him. Everytime I hear a song he gave me, my heart breaks, breaks little by little, just thinking about what went wrong, what it all could have been if only I maybe stepped up and made it happen. GAH I miss him.... I miss my free

Giveaway
First of all let me start by wishing everyone a very Happy Thanksgiving and if somewhere between the turkey and the football you could be so nice and drop a few comments on my giveaway it would be much appreciated...for those who have already helped out please accept my thanks Heres the link: you know what to,do what you do best

A&a's What???
I TOTALLY LOVE THESE 2 PEOPLE (MY A&A's)... FOR SOOO MANY DIFFERENT REASONS...NO ONE COULD EVER REPLACE EITHER OF YOU...I TRULY CHERISH OUR FRIENDSHIP!!! IF THEY AREN'T ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST YOU ARE MISSING OUT.... GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE!!! **MAKE SURE YOU TELL THEM SHELL LOVES THEM** ~~AARON/LSD~~ Love Sex n Death@ fubar ~~ANDREA~~ Andrea@ fubar ~~SEALED WITH A KISS~~ LSD's SHELL@ fubar

It's Not Fair
Alot of people seem to have trouble with my living situation. When my boyfriend passed away last year I had a mental breakdown..it's not something I wish to go into great detail about but thanks to good friends and my faith I am rebuilding myself each day..I had an apartment for awhile but that didn't work out- turns out my room mate was a real creep- of course I found that out TOO LATE..as it always works out...I am currently living with my ex and my four children...sometimes I get comments such as "yeah that must be convenient"...why does my honesty get me burned all the time? YES i do live there NO I am not involved with him...I have not been with him in over six years...why is that so hard to believe? Alot of people online lie, hide facts about their lives..I perfer to be brutally honest and lose friends over it....it's sad that so many people have to "ass"ume they know who you are or what you are about..goes to show who your TRUE friends are.

I Took My Dad To The Mall
I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life? " Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

The Places I Have Been !
lets see well i have went from flint mi, to lansing, mi to toledo oh, to detroit mi, to cleveland oh, Charlesston sc, to knoxville tn, back to detroit mi, to toledo again then to victor ny, to syracuse ny, to toledo oh,to detroit and toeldo and detroit and toledo lol and then back to flint mi so ig you wondered where i have been hiding now you know

Gently
your hands slide up my back caressing the flesh you find there your breath stirs the hair on my brow lips lowering to find mine my hands wrapped around your neck as you kiss me gently softly my heart speeds up as you whisper you love me and lower me to the bed your hands gliding over my body removing the clothing in their way baring me to your eyes an touch you stroke me slowly making me want it looking deep into my eyes as you enter me kissing me stealing my breath loving me as gently as no one before my cries of completion ring in your ear as you join me and hold me close kissing me softly to sleep

Lustful Feelings
I have opened the doors to my heart to you You were the only one that I thought could be so special to do this I have felt so alive these past few months that I have gotten to know you I can smell your prescense even when you are no where in sight I can feel your hands on my body and your lips on mine I can see those brown eyes starring into mine touching my soul These are just feelings of lust that I desire and My head is taking over what my body desires and is leading me down a path that no longer shares our strides of passion I am hurting and longing inside for someone special that can fulfill my dreams with reality I am so tired of being here alone in this world of such dismay and confussion My life will go on as time ticks aways for this is just a moment in time that will pass as it always has and there will be another to capture my heart and do with what he may, and again I will have this heaviness in my words Written by Rhonda Reneau on Novemb

Some Of The Wonders Available..
-SOME OF THE MANY DIFFERENT FACES OF DOMINANTS- THE HIPPIE- Will demand absolute trust yet want to spend endless hours debating what trust is until his and your boundaries become diffused in the candlelight. Prefers whack jobs to blow jobs. Has differential beat so demands 27/4 instead of 24/7 as time shifts in the haze of previously illegal substance use. Prefers his hair to be longer than his subs’ so will expect you to be freshly shaved. Is out of his freaking mind so don’t expect a serious response to an application. An ability to endure loud music and produce the food when its munchies time would be an advantage. THE "BEEN DOING THIS FOREVER" VASTLY EXPERIENCED DOM- Looking for lesser beings, on whom to bestow virtually limitless wealth of BDSM knowledge as He has forgotten more than you will ever know.. The 'submit your application and find out if you have sufficient intellect and wisdom, to be considered for such an important position' profile approach. THE DU

Hurt
ive decited to write this im drunk i open up better i was to have date last night but it was canceled i know it might it sucked bad im realy interested in this person ok she called me later that was great she had to work late ok no prob there i told her to have a good night call me later maybe meet up ok i go home i was at my cuz house i get home and i see shes online im like ok i know she told me she needed to see her friend ok so i called just to say hi dident pick up ok she calls back says shes not home i was a little upset hurt i dont know what to think im hurt and dont know what to do :(

Shay's Day
You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the following story: Shay and his f

Hollow
A void deep within, Nothing she tries, Ever fills the hollowness. Seeking her father, She prays to him. Asking him, To fill this void. To help make her complete. Asking him if only, He can take away her loneliness. Thanking him, For all he has done. Wondering if its wrong, To still want more, To feel complete. She has dreamed of it, her whole life. And yet, Day after day, Year after year, All she feels is emptiness. As if a part of her, Is missing in action. Gone forever, Never to be found.

True Friends
There are many people that we meet in our lives but only a very few will make a lasting impression on our minds and hearts It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important to us as true friends

Poem: Nature's Wonder
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Nature's Wonder A howling in fading light Lonely cry of the loon Brings the darkness of night The rising of the moon Silence and solitude Just the sound of crackling logs Soft sounds of nature's interlude Broken only by singing of frogs Stars come out one by one Across the sky a carpet make Creating images of tales spun Alone I sit still awake Northern lights in sky dance Changing with each cascade Create a moment for romance Here for a moment only to fade The stars shine bright in black sky As I sit staring and I ponder Searching for a reason why There's no-one to share Nature's wonder

A Pretty Good Joke
An Amish farmer and his son are visiting the big city for the first time. The old man is in the lobby of a skyscraper and sees two metallic doors that slide open revealing a small room behind. He watches as a fat old lady walks up to the doors presses a button beside it, and steps inside. The doors close behind her. Then a minute later the doors open again. However gone is the fat old lady and out steps a young blonde beauty! The old man stands there stunned, speechless! Then quietly he whispers to his boy "Son... go fetch your mother..."

I Am Proud. But, You Call Me A Racist.
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You Have Yom Hashoah. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) ... We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day ... You wou

To Be Thankful For
"Thanksgiving" is the day that the pilgrims celebrated with the native Americans to celebrate their getting through their hardships. Well this year I have so very much to be thankful for...even though i hate the holiday. This past year, I finally got my life together and am slowly regaining everything I lost. Regaining respect for myself that I lost after a multitude of abusive relationships and illnesses. I am slowly putting back the pieces of my life and finding the ability to move along. I could not have done all of this if it were not for the current people in my life. Bree, my daughter, I could not have made it one day if it were not for her. She has kept me going in the worst of times, from giving me those little smiles to just acting crazy all the time. She has pulled me from the edge of despair many times just being in this world. I love that kid:D Mel, my sis, if it weren't for her kicking my ass when i needed it the most I'd be gone by now. She was always the firm o

Another Long Night
She tosses and turns, All threw the night. lonliness creeps in, And over rules her mind. Holding her pillow tight, She makes a wish. Wishing that one day, It won't be a pillow that she holds. Thoughts racing threw her head, She tries her best, To push them aside. The more she tries to sleep, The more restless she gets. Hours have passed, And still no sleep. She looks at her phone, Who should she call? Thats just it, Not just anyone will do. She tries not to cry, As she buries her face, Deep into another pillow. Atleast they're always here, Ready to cuddle, She thought atlast, As sleep closed in.

Happy Thanksgiving
I want to wish each and everybody a very Happy Thanksgiving.... We all need to stop and reflect. I have numerous reasons to be thankful. 1. Being alive 2. My family , (my daughter,son, grandbaby, and son-in-law, and the rest of my family. 3.Friends in my life (at work, in life and on here.) I am thankful for evevrything in my life that has happened this year, good or bad..If it was bad, it happened for a reason, and hopefully something good has happened due to it. Some of my new friends are a result of my marriage breaking up,if it hadn't I would not have gotten online and I would have missed the opportunity to become friends with all of you. I would also have missed the chances I have had to meet some wonderful people.. So not only on Thanksgiving am I thankful, but each and evevryday all year through... So, Happy Thanksgiving to you and you and you...............

Shitty Day - A Long Rant
Yesterday was a seriously shitty day. I had to drive my kids three and a half hours to meet their father halfway to his house so they could spend Thanksgiving with him and his family. A friend of mine was supposed to ride with me, but bailed on me. That made me mad. Then my ex was almost an hour late. He brought his new wife with him and she was rude as hell to me. I am the one who should be rude because I caught her sleeping with him before he and I split up. In fact, she is the "straw the broke the camel's back" and ended my marriage. When I went to get the girl's coats, the ex and the skank had already loaded the girls and wouldn't let me hug or kiss them goodbye. All I could do was just wave and tell them I love them. Broke my heart. Then I ran into serious storms on the way home, realized my windshield wipers didn't work, had to drive really slow, and coughed my head off the whole way. I decided to stop and get a Dr. Pepper and as I pulled back onto the interstate, the

Joke
The blind date hadn't been all that great and she was relieved the evening was finally over. At her apartment door, he suddenly said "Hey! You wanna see my underwear?" Before she could respond, he had dropped his pants, right there in the hall,revealing that he wasn't wearing any. She glanced down and said,"Nice design,does it also come in men's sizes ?

Zen For Those Who Take Life Too Seriously...
1. Save The Whales. Collect The Whole Set. ****** 2. A Day Without Sunshine Is Like, Night. ****** 3. On The Other Hand, You Have Different Fingers. ****** 4. I Just Got Lost In Thought. It Wasn't Familiar Territory. ****** 5. 42.7 Percent Of All Statistics Are Made Up On The Spot. ****** 6. Light Travels Faster Than Sound, Which Is Why Some People Appear Bright Until You Hear Them Speak. ****** 7. I Feel Like I'm Diagonally Parked In A Parallel Universe. ****** 8. Honk If You Love Peace And Quiet. ****** 9. Remember, Half The People You Know Are Below Average. ****** 10. He Who Laughs Last, Thinks Slowest. ****** 11. Depression Is Merely Anger Without Enthusiasm. ****** 12. The Early Bird May Get The Worm, But The Second Mouse Gets The Cheese. ****** 13. I Drive Way Too Fast To Worry About Cholesterol. ****** 14. Support Bacteria. They're The Only Culture Some People Have. ****** 15. Monday Is An Awful

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt like you just couldnt do it anymore? I am not talking about life, I am talking about love. Last night was very very hard on me. I wont go into details but my boyfriend did something that hurt me emotionally very badly. He did realize it and did apologize and thats fine, but when I figured what he did I went off. I didnt stop and think before I said things. I called him every name in the book and said alot of negative things that I didnt mean but they were out of rage at the moment. I have been practicing for the past year to use I statements, I long ago learned just how bad using you statements hurt because they were always pulled on me. Last night I went back to the you statements. I did tell him after stuff calmed down that next time I am here he better do what ever it takes to keep me here or I cant do it anymore. This emotional roller coaster is tearing me up and I swear I will have a breakdown if it continues. I love him with all my heart obviously, this is my s

I'm Glad I Dont "do" Thanksgiving Day
well I know maybe 2 of my friends might read this, but here goes.... it's 4:30 am on "thanks giving" and I cant help but be thankful that I don't have to sit here and think of things I'm thankful for because honestly I'm all tapped out of optimism. I'm having the fucking year of a lifetime when it comes to just trying to keep myself from jumping off the literal bridge (yeah I gave up proverbial last year) Right now, once again I sit and sigh and hate and cry and think what the hell to bother for. But ya know what in the end I can still say , this year I am thankful that I finally got a "real " publisher and my book at least will get out there, even if nothing else I did accomplish one of my lifetime goals before I die... (not saying I'm going to die today but I would be okay with it should it happen as a bizarre ironic twist to my fate) This year has been written for me like a horrid attempt at a turning of a Shakespeare tragedy turned into some daytime made for lifetime drama w

Priority And Choice....
You can't make someone a priority in your life if they just choose you as a Choice..... It has to be the same for each person or no one will ever be happy..... I know I don't want to be anyone's choice but their priority as they would be mine.... Love me unconditionally, feircly, and strongly.... and that is what you will get back from me.... I believe when you love them you need to love them with all your might and never let go cause you never know what is promised the next day....

Happy Thanksgiving To All (makes It Easier Than Sending Everyone On My Lsit One)
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Lita Ford & Ozzy- Close My Eyes Forever
Baby I get so scared inside, and I don't really understand Is it love that's on my mind, or is it fantasy? Heaven Is in the palm of my hand, and it's waiting here for you What am I supposed to do with a childhood tragedy? If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain unchanged? If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain the same? Sometimes It's hard to hold on So hard to hold on to my dreams It isn't always what it seems When you're face to face with me You're like a dagger And stick me in the heart And taste the blood from my blade And when we sleep, would you shelter me In your warm and darkened grave? If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain unchanged? If I close my eyes forever Will it all remain the same? Will you ever take me? No, I just can't take the pain But would you ever trust me? No, I'll never feel the same, Oh I know I've been so hard on you I know I've told you lies If I could have just one more wish I'd wipe the cobwebs

My Daughters First Year
This year my daughter started kindergarten. It's alot different from when i went. We had nap time, playtime, milk and cookies. Now in my daughters school she gets none of that. They have these kids doing shapes, alphabet, counting, homework, and she even comes home with books to read. If anyone here has kids that are in kindergarten, Do they have to do all this work. I kind of like it because it gets them into the routine of homework. But some of the kids in the higher grades don't even have all the work my daughter does. Tell me what you think.

Blood Is Thicker Than Water
Innocent souls crying above veiled in white Rain of blood And we are too blind to see all seems so crystal clear to be all we can see is some water hitting the ground to bring life Illusion hides the true colours New Graphics Dark Images Top Comments

With You Gone
when u are gone from me i feel so lost when i can't talk to you i lose my mind my heart aches my soul feels empty without you by my side i can't breathe. d. r. hyden yes, ok, i AM a romantic sap who feels waay more than i should. but oh well...

And Forever
Day by day Night by night Step by step I fall in love A love so incomprehensible So vivid So unique So wild, that not even the reign of god could control A passion so deep A need so necessary A want so strong, the universe would not handle I love you today I’ll love you tomorrow and forever......

Giving Thanks
A lot has happen within the past few months and I have met a lot of ppl that have made me realize good and bad things. I love all my friends and you know how u have effected me in these months and know where u stand with me. For these ppl that have shown me the positive side of things I love you and am thankful for all of you. The others, I am thankful for seeing that side and glad to have made the right move to distance myself from that. Which ever end you are at I still wish everyone and their families a safe and Happy Thanksgiving. ~hugs~ ~Dream~

Thanksgiving Wishes!
MySpace Graphics at GlitterBell.comFunny Videos I hope that each and every one of my friends here on Fubar have a wonderful Thanksgiving followed by the most awesome year filled with happiness, health and love love for you and all your families! Love Ya!!!

Happy Thanksgiving To All.........
I JUST WANT TO WISH THE WAKAN-TANKA CLAN, SPIRIT LEVELERS, THE GREAT GANG AT THE VIPER PIT, AND ALL MY OTHER FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY A VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU AND YOURS. **MUAH**....ROX

"the Funeral Of Hearts"
She was the sun shining upon The tomb of your hopes and you dreams so frail He was the moon painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts and an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood on flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts and a plea for mercy When love is a gun separating me from you She was the wind carrying in All the troubles and fears you for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame Love's the funeral of hearts and an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood on flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts and a plea for mercy When love is a gun separating me from you The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who is deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question: why? Love's the funeral of hearts and an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood on flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts and a plea fo

Grandma's Boyfriend
Grandma's boyfriend A 5 yr old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. While playing with his toys in her bedroom while Grandma was dusting, he looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a boyfriend?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my bedroom and watch it all day long. The TV evangelists keep me company and make me feel so good. The comedies make me laugh. I'm really happy with the TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she finally started hitting the backside of the TV, hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door, and there stood a man. The man said, "Hello, son, is your grandma home?" The little boy replied, "Yeah, but she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." Grandma's minister fainted.

Happy Thanksgiving Hun!
I really wish you were here with us during this holiday. It kills me not having you here, not being able to tell you Happy Thanksgiving and to not be able to say one of the things I'm thankful for is you. I'm still very thankful for you being in my life, I just wish it could have been longer. As much as I hate what happened, I'm thankful for what you did for our country. Without you and other soldiers like you, we wouldn't be able to celebrate it. I miss you so much babe. I'll leave it at that since I can't see the screen anymore. Love Always, Amber

19,800 To Fu-king
Please help level a leveler!! Liberty needs 19,800 to level to Fu-king! She returns the love and then some, and has plenty of stash and pics to rate!!! ۞*~£ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* † Demon Crew Recruiter۞@ fubar

Blight
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes Hard seeds of hate I planted That should by now be grown, -- Rough stalks, and from thick stamens A poisonous pollen blown, And odors rank, unbreathable, From dark corollas thrown! At dawn from my damp garden I shook the chilly dew; The thin boughs locked behind me That sprang to let me through; The blossoms slept, -- I sought a place Where nothing lovely grew. And there, when day was breaking, I knelt and looked around: The light was near, the silence Was palpitant with sound; I drew my hate from out my breast And thrust it in the ground. Oh, ye so fiercely tended, Ye little seeds of hate! I bent above your growing Early and noon and late, Yet are ye drooped and pitiful, -- I cannot rear ye straight! The sun seeks out my garden, No nook is left in shade, No mist nor mold nor mildew Endures on any blade, Sweet rain slants under every bough: Ye falter, and ye fade. Milla

Sex Is Good Medicine
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ------------------------------------------------- 2. Gentle, relaxed, lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ------------------------------------------------- 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ------------------------------------------------- 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ------------------------------------------------- 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depre

Mumms
I posted a thanksgiving mumm this morning to be nice to everyone and I get this nasty comment from someone that doesn't even know me. thats very nice of you, but tell me fuck-tard how exactly are we helping you making your mind up you fucking retard ? Why would someone write something that mean to someone they don't even know? I have never said anything to this person or about this person. I guess somepeople just don't have a life.

Very Sad
im so very sad the holidays are comming but not for me.my hubsband had a heart attack and now we just dont know what to do.have 5 grand babies living with us we cant get any thing for or pay the bills.im sorry every one i know this isent for your to all be worring about for give me but im scared and so very worried please pray for my family

Thank You, Brave Sheepdogs !!!
As we approach the 232nd USMC Birthday celebration on Nov. 10th this year, and as we reflect on the military warriors’ sacrifices, both past and present, let’s be grateful that there are sheepdogs among us on vigilant watch. Here’s to all the Marines (and Sheepdogs) of this world. Happy Birthday Marines! This letter was written by Charles Grennel and his comrades who are veterans of the Global War on Terror. Grennel is an Army Reservist who spent two years in Iraq and was a principal in putting together the first Iraq elections, January of 2005. It was written to Jill Edwards, a student at the University of Washington who did not want to honor Medal of Honor winner USMC Colonel Greg Boyington. Ms. Edwards and other students (and faculty) do not think those who serve in the U.S. armed services are good role models. _________ To: Edwards, Jill (student, UW) Subject: Sheep, Wolves and Sheepdogs Miss Edwards, I read of your student activity reg

" Wear Red" 2
Here are two very touching photos honored at this years International Picture of the Year. First Place: Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News When 2nd Lt. James Cathey's body arrived at the Reno Airport, Marines climbed into the cargo hold of the plane and draped the flag over his casket as passengers watched the family gather on the tarmac. During the arrival of another Marine's casket last year at Denver International Airport, Major Steve Beck described the scene as so powerful: "See the people in the windows? They sat right there in the plane, watching those Marines. You gotta wonder what's going through their minds, knowing that they're on the plane that brought him home," he said. "They will remember being on that plane for the rest of their lives. They're going to remember bringing that Marine home. And they should." Second Place: Todd Heisler The Rocky Mountain News The night before the burial of her hus

What Should My Next Photos Be
just curious to see what my friends want to see of me...lol Any ideas you have just let me know and what ever one has the most comments i will do that idea hope you guys are creative ;)

Notes Taken For War Video
Yep, there is a video I'm gonna be making for the song war. During a successful meeting to discuss this with my friend and camera fiend Mike I took some notes. I decided for those who are fans of the project I'd give a heads up as to what you have in store: I'd not had that many beers I guess.

Just A Memory
MySpace Codes & MySpace Layouts Just a memory sometimes, On an overcast day,a haze of smoke moves about, The rain is falling as she listens to a distant voice, somehow sadly,singing a song, a death smeared song of an era long gone, Just a memory sometimes, Illuminated back wall of rose red lights, so strange,so old and piercing, And the rhythm dragged out, a melodious haunting plea,the song mood indigo, Enter the faceless man in black, Is he her fate? a dangerous destiny ? Just a memory sometimes, Of a room like a cold black box, She does not sleep this night, Insomnia, a black knight,a sleepless night, No valium, the night passes in black organza song.

Have You Ever.....
Have you ever been mad because yoou cant understand things? Your right there and then you get smacked in the face and a 180 happens and now your losing it. You keep running forward but all your doing is making it worse. Just like quick sand the more you move the worse it gets. Your so confused and pissed off you get mad at it all. Curious as heck. WHAT JUST HAPPENED? WHY THIS? WHAT DID I DO? All of these questions and more. Your so drowned by what you see and what you her that you just lose it. Let the curious take control get mad and go into asshole mode. I dont know what to do or say. You tell me....

Survey Homoness
60 Things You Didn’t Know About Me 1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? hahahaha all kinds of shit. Big box o cds, clothes, garbage, vibrator, a kite, a shoe, underwears (which I guess would go with clothes), a body of a small foreign child. 2. When was the last time you threw up? I don’t throw up. 3. What's your favorite curse word? fuck. And any combination involving the word. 4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? 1. ha 2. ha 3. ha….no smiling. 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? passed the fuck out. Drooling. 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? sitting at work in front of the computer. Hand down my pants on my balls. I wasn’t jerkin off you perverts. Just fondling. 7. If you could meet any celebrity today who would it be? *sigh* ive already met myself but I guess….kieth Richards would be cool. 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? der. Titties. Although they get rather boring. I spend a lot of money and end up still

Happy Thanksgiving
Hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving today! Hehe and had lots to eat! You better have enjoyed that pumpkin pie! mmmmmm yummers!! Mine was alright. Had plenty to eat, omg I'm still stuffed.. gah! Though it is sooo nasty out right now. With freezing rain and snow mix.. gahh *gives mother nature the finger* the bitch so no ready for winter hehehehehee Now I'm just gonna relax.. weeeeee! Watching dawn of the dead then its on that 360 yo! haha thats my relaxtion. HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

Meeting Your Future
I am truly in love with someone who is my life. I have not had feelings like thisin a long time. She is my every waking thought, hope, dream, fantasy come true. She has changed my life in the past few weeks, and i now know my destiny. I have finally found true happiness in life, and with her beside my side, i cannot fail at anything.

My Ug
The last thing he ate in THIS life, was made by my loving hands The last thing he heard in THIS life, was my loving voice singing his favorite SRV song to him-Pride And Joy. I was his Pride and Joy he always told me, and he always sang that song to me, grinning that huge magnificent grin I love and miss so much The last thing he saw in THIS life, was my loving eyes and face looking into his The last thing he ever felt in THIS life, were my loving arms wrapped around him as he passed into the stratosphere... While he lay dying, he said to me "I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of losing you." I told him "you can never lose me, because we are a part of each other." None of us are getting out of here alive and I KNOW I will see my Ug again and I can hardly wait. MY Ug, My Gus, My Cave Man MY best Friend, My Hero, My Soul Mate always

Artist Contest!!
A few weeks ago i got this idea in my head and that is why not have a artist contest here on fubar for the artistic people here. Each artist would send 1 of their best sketch in and people would rate them from 1 to 10. Well this idea is in its 1rst stage of developement so i still havent thought of the rules or the prices. Any suggestions or ideas you might have is very well accepted.

Help, Updated And Added Some Things..
Okay people I need your advice. I told my friend that I would take her to New Jersey for Christmas. I had planned on taking her and dropping her off and coming back the same day. Its only a five hour drive, not to bad depending on traffic. Well she tells me that she wants me to stay there with her the whole time shes there. Iv tried to hint that I dont wanna stay. There are to many bad memories in New Jersey and the thought of it makes me depressed. And im a horrible driver. I dont have the patience unless you know exactly where you are going. My neighbor said she would ride with me only it would have to be on the weekend. But shes good with directions and can do some driving (if she wants to, and if her husband dont mind). But I dont know what to do. I dont wanna stay in New Jersey and I dont know how to tell my friend this, advice please...

Family ..wut A Trip
So everyone who knows me know that i am italian and greek. Knowing this,u have to have an idea what kind of family life I have....loud,annoying and sometimes embarassing Especially my parents!!!! so we always go to my moms sisters house every year and theres never a dull moment. my family always feels the need to discuss personal shit...and they love to call u out when we are all together...nothings ever private.Here we go again....so i take advantage of having so many relatives there to occupy my kids and a driver incase i wanna drink. U never wanna sit at the table cause now ur in the hot seat.My mom looks at me and says whatsa matta wit u...I said wut ma, she says" u drinkin? i said "yeah why? Shes like o my god , asking me if im depressed. i told my mom why i gotta be depressed,im having a good time. then my uncle asks me if im going to have more kids and before i could answer my mom says" no shes fixed she dont got all of her insides no more" im like NO SHE DIDNT JUST CALL ME OUT

Been A While
what the fuck is up with all this bullshit fucking drama disguised as bulletins? haters and bitcher EVERYWHERE. people actually wanting me to repost..or..take sides in the shit...fucking people. keep your dirties to yourself. sneaking in these "catch phrases" to get you to click the bulletin to find out it isnt AT ALL what the subject title is. if you retards post the title of what is REALLY in your bullein you KNOW we wont read it. you wana gossip, air you dirties, bhitch , snivel, complain..PICK UP YOUR PHONE ANF CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND, BUDDY OR MOMMY...LEAVE THIS CRAP OUT OF THE BULLETINS...SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKING HATERZ

I Realized . . .
1. I've come to realize that my butt: Is never going to be small 2. I've come to realize that when I talk : No one listens 3. I've come to realize that, if I love someone: It doesn’t mean that they love me 4. I've come to realize that I need: Something to keep me busy 5. I've come to realize that I lost: Too many things that are important to me 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: People can’t be honest 7. I've come to realize that, if I'm drunk: I am spending time with people I love 8. I've come to realize that, marriage: Is not meant for everyone 9. I've come to realize that I have a lot of: People who would do anything they can for me 10. I've come to realize that, I'll always be: Myself no matter who tries to change me 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: Only people that I shouldn’t 12. I've come to realize that, the last time I cried: Needs to be the last for those reasons 13. I've come to realize that my cell ph

Me First
I really need to start thinking of myself first. I put my own feelings aside too much.. I put my own needs second. Well screw that. It just makes life too hard when you worry about what everyone else needs first. Is that so wrong? To put me first? To get what I need out of life? Maybe thats why I get moody.. and seem miserable at times. Maybe its why I feel sad at times. Maybe its why people confuse me and why I expect too much out of them. I never do what I need. I let frustrations and anger build up inside. Well I let them out in blogs, but never to the person that deserves it. Sometimes I think I need to put up walls. But I don't. I do have walls, plenty of them. But the walls are for me, to keep me in, not others. I need to tear them down and let myself out. Maybe putting myself first will take away the need for the walls.

Im Red!! Top 10 Woooot!!!!!
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Just Two Things.....
All I ask of people in my life is just two simple things. Be honest with me. Treat me as I treat you. Two simple rules that rule all my actions and how I interact with anyone. Fail to do those things and you lose. You lose my sympathy. You lose my friendship. You lose any chance you ever had of being close to me. I have a person in my life well I think they are. Not really sure. I thought they were interested in being a friend but now I realize that I was wrong yet again about peoples intentions. It really scares me how bad I have become at reading people when I used to be so good at it. Ten years ago I could pull somebody's psyche apart in about twenty seconds and know what to say to seduce them. To hurt them, to drive them from me or pull them closer. It was damn near magic I tell you. But now I could not read a dime store novel if it was on tape. I think the thing I am missing is the drugs. It must be the factor. I mean everything else is the same but I q

What Are We Thankful For
what are we thankful for every year for thankgiving We are thankful for what a life we have We are thankful for what good people we are We are also thankful for who we brought in our lives. thanksgiving to me is not just a holiday Its the season to say thanks thanks for being such good friends Thanks for being such good siblings thanks for being such good people we are I know I am thankful for these things also But I am thankful for having you guys in my life as real good friends Good friends forever til the day I die thank you for being good people =)

Wish I Were Dead
I CANT TAKE THIS PAIN ANY MORE TO HAVE EVERYTHING TAKEN FROM ME LOSING THE THINGS THAT MEAN MOST TO ME I CANT STOP CRYING I DONT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE I CAN TAKE I FEEL AS IF I AM DIEING ONE MORE THING AND ILL BREAK I LOOK ALL AROUND REACHING OUT FOR HELP BUT EVERYONE KEEPS KICKING ME DOWN TO MY DEATH I CRY OUT AND BEG SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME BUT PEOPLE JUST WALK ON JUST LAUGHING AT ME IF YOU KNEW THE PAIN THAT I FEEL IN MY HEART YOU WOULD HAVE STOPPED AND HELPED FROM THE START BUT HERE I LAY WITH NO HELP TO BE FOUND OH GOD I CANT WAIT TO BE PUT IN THE GROUND

What I Want In A Man
5'8 to 7'11 smooths skin sexy eyes body for days mind for years. Great hands on skills*wink* thuggish but soulful. A smile that makes me melt. I know I'm dreamin but maybe it will come true. I want some raheem devaughn and shemar moore with some morris chestnut a lil ll cool j. Hmm summ lil wanye with da jay z mind. He just need to have it ya kno

Comfort
there is no right or wrong to expression, there is but right and wrong when we are unjust in heaven, diamonds of wisdom falling from the sky, refreshing like rain. together we shall embrace the light of redemption for history has been twisted into mean streets and cold stares. fear not the unity of collective love, it shall heal and soothe the scars, broken hearts and weeping eyes we shall once more walk in the glow, swim in the delight unbind the chains and yell freedom with belief and passion till it echoes the universe from dawn till night ----dronutts---mystic music----

Help To Understand Me And My Faults
Happy Thanksgiving Everyone~! Thank you All who's wasting ur time reading this.I got alot to say tonight.NOT sure where to start but here we go.I can't spell so PLEASE bear woth me here,Hope u will be able to make out the stuff I can't spell. I was told by my old shrink that i have/am(bear with me here)Highly peroind,skitzomanic bi polor manic depressant w/susidal tendicies(hope u understand that)I do not have a clue what in the hell any of it means my self.I do know I do things sometimes(alot)THAT i do not mean to do r say.One sec I love u to death and the next I wanna taste ur blood.It's f'ed up I agree BUT do not understand it.I'm NOT the educated because I dropped outta scool in the 7th grade.I can't read that good(?and u got to read here?)I damn sure can't write good which after this u will see that.I can do anything there is to do BUT not that smart,i can do and fix everything BUT the ONE THING I CAN NOT do is control my self.I do the dumbest shit at times I say the stupiest

As A Year Is Coming To A Close.
As this thanksgiving has ended, I have had many thoughts on my mind regarding alot of my life. A lot has happened this year for me to reflect on. A lot of friends have graced my life, some for a reason, a season and some for a lifetime. One person is here for a reason and a lifetime. I have written blogs about her before, but I want her to know what she means to me. Liberty you have been there through alot of difficult times. Times I dont think I could have gotten through, without you. You have been there through my happiness, sadness, and trying times. Recently I almost lost your friendship, I almost died that night. To not be sisters, would be like I had nothing. I can lose alot of things but to lose u as my sister, would kill me. I cant breathe without your friendship, my life would have been very lost and lonely without you in it. I have been hurt alot on this site, but you are one of the best parts of it. I hope we will always be close and never ever have to find out

Love Can Be
what is love actually Love doesnt grow on trees I should say Love is when two different people connect with eachother like a telephone line Love can be everywhere inside and outside Love espically can make your heart grow There are many types of love Funny Love Friendship Love Tough Love and The Love that you find within yourself Love can make you feel good Love will not make you sad Love makes you feel good always and forever Always love one another within nature, people, or just anything that comes about thats not material Love is everywhere at anytime Love is peace so if you keep peace you have love always and forever So Love Love everything and everyone you care about =)

If You Go Away
If you go away on this summer day, Then you might as well take the sun away All the birds that flew in the summer sky When our love was new And our hearts were high When the day was young, And the night was long And the moon stood still For the nightbird song If you go away.... But if you stay, I'll make you a day Like no day has been or will be again We'll sail on the sun, we'll ride on the rain We'll talk to the trees that worship the wind And if you go, I'll understand Leave me just enough love to fill up my hand If you go away.... If you go away, as I know you must, There'll be nothing left in the world to trust Just an empty room filled with empty space Like the empty look I see on your face Can I tell you now, as you turn to go I'll be dying slowly 'til your next hello If you go away... But if you stay, I'll make you a night Like no night has been or will be again I'll sail on your smile I'll ride on your touch I'll talk to your eyes, that

Hurt
When it hurts so bad, why does it feel so good? I wish this all made sense, I wish I understood. Not having you here with me is tearing me up inside, but I can't stop thinking about you no matter how hard I try. You know how I feel about you, and it hurts that I can't even be next to you. Why does it gotta be so complicated? Loving you feels so right, but at the same time, knowing I can't have you keeps me awake at night. I just want this to be simple, I just want you here with me, to look into your eyes, to hold you in my arms then I'd truly be happy. Right now this distance between us is out of our control, but I'm still hoping one day soon, I'll get what I'm wishing for

Fuckin Ewok Love!
->"Angel...: to see my slightly used wookie, please go to goatse.cx thanks :-) "Angel...: Is the club you're in full of fat, bald, gay men or summit!!!!! get afecking life & go bug someone who like people like you ok ->"Angel...: would you prefer 72 virgins and a bomb belt? ->"Angel...: would you take a miniature donkey and a slightly used wookie for it? ->"Angel...: I hear you have a tranny ewok for trade?

Bedtime Football
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows when the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7" Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, and accidentally poops in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides...............

Joke
A lumberjack new to the job had trouble meeting his quota. He worked as hard as he could, but still he could only chop down two or three trees in a day. His supervisor noticed this, and asked what was wrong. Maybe his chainsaw was broken. The supervisor turned it on, but it was working fine. The umberjack looked incredibly startled and asked, "What's that noise?"

Best Friends
Our laughter rises higher The longer we're together Separately we're great Together, we are better It's hardly ever me It's mostly only us We cannot be separated Not with a plane, train, or bus I've always got her back And she's always got mine We're looking out for each other All the given time You could say we're friends The absolute best But she is my sister Compared to the rest And you might not understand us That just means we're being who we are Acting like retards, sisters at heart Whether we are by each others sides or far Partners in crime Sisters disguised as friends We'll always be that way Until the very end

Fuck Up
as of now, keeping texts and any other form of conversation that doesn't include face to face or verbal hearing to a minium with short answers as i appear to be unable to get my point across or have it mis read unless the person i'm talking to can see my facial expressins or hear my voice, this is resulting in mis understandings that shouldn't have happened and resulting in me feeling really fucking shit cos i come across as the bad guy and that is the last thing i ever wanna come across as, plus in trying to right a recent mis understanding i have probably made things a million times worse so as of now i am shutting up, to all concerned sorry for all mis understanding and please know no harm or bad feeling was ment via it and i am truly grateful for everything that is being done and truly sorry if i have expressed myself in the wrong manner or picked the wrong words to say or if they have come across in the wrong context, wasn't my aim or my intent, freiendships were not ment to be ef

Sexy Survey Come On Fill Out U Know You Want To
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Metal
Metal is my game, I love Metal in all its fame and glory. If your with me, let me know. I love everything from Old Metallica, to Killswitch Engage, Mower, Slipknot, Mudvayne, all that remains, etc, etc. Just wanted to get that out there

Alone
Im sitting here alone realising your gone i know i cant change things i know i was wrong they all say i dont need you they all say im better off they dont understand i love you yet i never said it enough i regret what i did but i cant take it back wish i could hold you i want you back i know you deserve better i know im messed up but cant go on without you i miss you so much baby im sorry i know i said it before i mean it more than ever knowing our loves now behind a closed door i didnt realise what i had till i lost you my heart bleeds inside i cant forget you cant you find it in your heart to forgive me love me once again tell me everythings alright tell me its not the end yet i know the end is now i know youll never love me again im sorry baby that i was the one to let you down

Ok Guys I Have Never Done This Before
I have never done this before. but what can it hurt. like my dad used to say it never hurts to ask. all i can say is no.. well here goes..i want to level up to godmother really bad.and the guy that promised to renew my vip had decided not to.even though i did so much for him to level up. i know i shouldn't ask. but i need help and hope someone will renew my vip that ends in 5 days. please forgive me if this offened anyone or upset anyone. just asking. thats all i can do hugs and love to all of my wonderful freinds and family!

Actual School Absence Excuses From Parents
ACTUAL SCHOOL ABSENCE EXCUSES FROM PARENTS (SUPPOSEDLY)-- INCLUDING SPELLING. *My son is under a doctor's care today and should not take P.E. today. Please execute him. *Please excuse Lisa for being absent. She was sick and I had her shot. *Dear School: Please ekscuse John for being absent on Jan. 28, 29, 30, 31, 32, and also 33. *Please excuse Gloria from Jim today. She is administrating. *Please excuse Roland frrom P.E. for a few days. Yesterday, he fell out of a tree and misplaced his hip. *John has been absent because he had two teeth taken out of his face. *Carlos was absent yesterday because he was playing football. He was hurt in the growing part. *Megan could not come to school today because she has been bothered by very close veins. *Please excuse Ray Friday from school. He has very loose vowels. *Please excuse Pedro from being absent yesterday. He had diahre, dyrea, direathe, the shits. *Please excuse Tommy for

For The Sisterhood
As big sister I am always here for you all! I would just want to emphasize some of the rules of THE SISTERHOOD We need to know that we are not a CLUB we are a FAMILY and the words THE SISTERHOOD need to be in out title not just the word SISTERHOOD. No Drama allowed and along with that we always need to respect our sisters so always think about what you say or do before its done.. Please make sure that you have fanned, rated and added all the sisters it doesnt mean u have to add them to your family tho it would be nice cuz they are your sisters. All members must be active in some way or another. Member Pinkouts are a great way to show Love! Non-ACTIVE members can and will be deleted from the family and I sure would hate to see that The LOUNGE is open every nite from 7 to 11 eastern standard time. We know not all of us can be there every nite but it sure would be sweet to see more coming into the lounge. Please remember that I love you all and would love to get to

New Member
the tribe welcomes new member Ruth Honey Angel of the Global Bomber Family. With this the tribe enters a kinship with Global and will help with any needs that they request. this is a great family and a great step foward for the Mystic Warrior's Tribe Ruth 'Honey~Angel*Global Bomber Family...GreenTeam Leader*member Mystic Warrior Tribe*' Woolsey

Don't Mess With My Family!!!!!
I know that many members left KOW when Deanna left as she was the main reason many of us were there in the first place....since I was only a member of SOW I too left when she left.... Love does indeed do strange things to people if this is seen as a betrayal instead of the show of support it was for our leader...now one of hers has begun his own "tribe" and the jerk co-owner has decided he has the right to interfere.....He Doesn't,but apparently that won't stop him....please don't let the maliscious ramblings of an idiot keep you from becoming part of a small but caring family built in the manner our friend Deanna founded her platoon...she is a wonderful,caring person who gave us respect,treated us with dignity,and gave us reasonable,practical rules to follow....so if you unafraid of lunacy...come join the Mystic Warriors Tribe.

Dago
go touch him in that special way.... ->FairyPrint...: and, pray tell, WHY, and how you would ever be able to do that?.... sinlessfur...: nope but i can possibly make ur life a living hell...we will se how it goes ... ->sinlessfur...: Would you dress up like an ewok and let me salp your nuts with my lightsaber? sinlessfur...: darn...thought i would get sneaky...lol....well, i have worn lingerie while i fucked my ex girl in the ass... ->FairyPrint...: i just said how old i was, lol....now im asking you...what secret to tell do YOU have? sinlessfur...: what is the most perverted thing u have ever done? u shock me...by the way, how old were u when u and ur folks fucked ->FairyPrint...: s, what shocking secret to tell, do you have? ->FairyPrint...: it wasnt just one person at the same time, it was BOTH my parents. I woke up when i was 14 to my mom holding me down while my dad pile drived into me.... sinlessfur...: i have things that will shock u ...bu

"i'm Not Racist, But..."
Every time I hear someone say the phrase "I'm not racist, but..." it's followed by something extremely racist and/or bigoted. Why do people say this? To cover their ass and make it look like they're not the budding neo-nazis that they really are? They say it as if they're so enlightened and open-minded that it's impossible for them to say anything offensive to anyone. It's almost as if they think it doesn't matter how racist they really are, they're off the hook if they prefix every prejudiced and ignorant remark with "I'm not racist." What's with racism anyway? I'm sick and tired of hearing people bitch about not having enough jobs, welfare, wax paper, dog food, whatever. It's nobody's fault but your own. If you don't have a job and you can't get laid and you smell like cheese, it's your own damn fault, not the fault of some race X that's coming into the US and stealing all of our jobs. I love it how bigots use the "stealing our jobs" card when they're mulling over ways in which t

Love You To Death
In her place one hundred candles burning as salty sweat drips from her breast her hips move and I can feel what they're saying, swaying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya,get... Black lipstick stains her class of red wine I am your servant, may I light your cigarette? Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what you're saying, praying They say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get... I beg to serve, your wish is my law Now close those eyes and let me love you to death Shall I prove I mean what i'm saying, begging I say the beast inside of me's gonna get ya, get ya, get.. Let me love you too Let me love you to death Hey am I good enough for you? Hey am i good enough for you? Am I? Am I? Am I good enough for you?

Why Women Cry!
Ok so i stole this from a bulletin, Im a bulletin thief lol but i know not everyone reads bulletins and a handful reads the blogs so im going to post it here and repost it when i can....Hope you enjoy this cause this is so true.. Watch her eyes A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him... 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejec

In The End
I sit in the pit of dispair, does anyone really care? Broken and beaten down, I sit here bleeding. Physically and emotionally drained Do I go on? So tired of trying to please everyone, and in return to only get threats, lies and betrayal. Tonight, my heart lays tattered and torn, beyond all hope of repair. Is there any reason for me to care? The child I brought into this world, has even turned his back on me. Whether thru the faults of me and my own, or due to outside forces - my so called "family" is neither here nor there. He has been forever lost to me. As I sit here totally alone, debating whether I should live or die. IS THERE ANYTHING, ANY REASON TO LIVE AND CARRY ON? I have helped countless people, both monetarily and emotionally. Will anyone be here for me? Where are they now That I AM THE ONE IN NEED OF THEIR HELP?????? They are sitting in their homes safe and warm, Oblivious to all the pain, suffering and hurt i am enduring. So in the end, DOES ANYO

Men An Sex
some guy only think with there other head an not the one god gave them that they call a brain why is that? some guys r just flat out sluts why is that? some guys can be called men whores why is that ? most guys r just pigs an only want one thing why is that? ladys could u please help me with this i would like a few answers . ty

Wolfman47 Left This On My Page, I Liked It So Im Sharing It With All Of You :)
True Love True love is a sacred flame That burns eternally, And none can dim its special glow Or change its destiny. True love speaks in tender tones And hears with gentle ear, True love gives with open heart And true love conquers fear. True love makes no harsh demands It neither rules nor binds, And true love holds with gentle hands The hearts that it entwines.

Naughty Application
1.Your Name: Chris 1. 2.Age: *ahem* old. 3.Favorite position: on the floor, dead like... 4. Do you think I'm cute? as a button, you know... a cute button. 5. Would you have sex with me? if you played your cards right. 6. lights on or off? wrapped in christmas lights. 7. Would you have to be drunk? i wouldn't have to no, but just to make it more challenging. 8.Would you take a shower with me? not with the christmas lights on. 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? maybe. a gentleman never tells, so i guess i can say yes. 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? i'd stay for a week or so, but just until i got my shit together. 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? only with stuffed animals. 14.Condom or skin? leather. 15.Have sex on the first date? fuck yeah, i'm grown. 16.Would you kiss me during sex? on the veranda. 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? you'd be better on the floor. 18. Would you use me as a booty call? i would

Pathetic
Just thought I would add it here.. in case you did not see it in your IM.. Closure... I feel better Alyxia Uesugi: i just wanted to let you know, that was very cowardice of you.. I spoke with mel... and she never spoke with tina nor was she ever "mad" at you. You are a real pussy and a sorry excuse for a man. oh and you were never my "fix" dude you couldn't even keep it up! you can take the movies i brought and shove them up your ass!! you might like it. sad really fucking sad.. that you treat me like shit over some assumption and a fucking london broil. you know if you wanted to just have sex i probably would not have come back after the last time you couldn't perform. but you know i thought you were a good person.. seems my sister was right ... you are an asshole and not worth the time. I have moved on and am very happy with a man that CAN perform and has the sense enough to talk to me and if he is upset... tell me whats on his mind... grow the fuck up asshole.. oh and just for th

If A Man Wants You...
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w

Moving On.
Well.... Thanksgiving is once again come an gone for yet another year. Through all the stress, drama, joy, tears, cooking, food, shopping, annoyances, and so many other emotions tied in with holidays... In the end it really means nothing because people have to hang onto holidays so that they can get by with only seeing family members at that point in time because in this day and age we live in now, people are more concerned with only themselves instead of the ties that bind our hearts.... Family... Its a sad thing to see but it really was inevitable due to the nature and the time that we live in. For now everyone is taking a collective breath, the calm before the storm has only begun, the biggest holiday is only 32 days away and everyone will scurry around spending insane amounts of money on presents that people really do not need because a majority of people have truly forgotten what the spirit of christmas is and instead try to buy there childrens, spouses, family members, frien

From: Someone To: Someone
i am so glad to be with u. u make me feel like a person again. i havent felt like this in almost a yr. ur so good to me. i hope this never ends. to be honest im startin to get a little scared. everytime i get attached to a guy it never turns out pretty, but i'm willin to see this thru as far as it will go. i luv u baby!!!

I Have Had It
I'M DONE ON HERE, ALL THE DRAMA AND OTHER CRAP...I'M NOT DELETING AS I HAVE WORKED TO LONG TO BRING THIS ACCOUNT WHERE IT IS. BUT I WONT BE IN THIS NICK ANYMORE!! YOU MIGHT SEE ME YA MIGHT NOT BUT I WILL BE LOOKING FOR THOSE WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT MADE THIS PLACE FUN....

Hacker Alert!~
If some person called KURT CHAPMAN adds u, don't accept it, because its a hacker!! Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them u get them on your list he'll figure out Your ID computer address, so copy and paste this message cause if he hacks their email he hacks your mail too!!!

I May Be Getting A Hystrectomy Soon But Im Not Dead> Yeah>> Diana
was a freeky thing happened to me but I survived it, and did a few things ive never done before. I also researhed hystrectomy,s . and ask /g friends in here ; ty all. Ask a mans, view 2.. Ty .. I had a ruptured cyst , ovarian, almost bleed away ;was very cold and lost most my blood supply . not quite enough to need a transfusion thou..i was driving to a hospital to get help. Im ok now , healing, im gripy , yeah and on narcotics for pain. Im raging hormanal freek right now. But ill calm down and be fine . next 2 wks ill go get sonagrams and date for hystrectomy and then do this heal and be BETTER than ever..Wow ty my friends , you seem to of helped me when my B/ f in fubar, seemed to of freeked out on me couldnt give nme any answer???. Im Sure all will all be just fine, soon.I do have 2 personalities im a gemini , sign of a twin .. yup..

Bs From The Asses At Mcgraws
you know we been going to the same bar for around a year, even became friends with the owner and manager., bout 7 months ago they brought in a drink called a uv popcicle, sells for 2.50, and 3.50,, you can buy a full bottle of uv hwere at our liquor stores for 11, or go to wichita and get them for 8. now all of a sudden they want to up the price of this drink to 7.50,, what the fuck. we know there getting ready to remodel and all but shit dont fuck the ones that are paying ur bill damn. they tried to tell me they py 11 dollars a bottle, wich there full of shit. they prolly get it for half of that. and i thought they were friends,, friends dont lie to friends and try to make them feel like they were the ones in the wrong.. bs. well i tell you what im done with mcgraws in hutchinson.. they officially blow serious ass

Poetry
Frustrations peeking, anxiety creeping,crying weeping in need for sleeping. Cant bring myself to relax,get halfway there and sanity steps out. Do I deserve it,can I afford it. So much to do,so much to prepare, not sure if I'm here or there. Not feeling needed words not heeded. Thoughts go unspoken, promises broken. For fear of rejection in my own reflection. Trying to help but none for myself. I see a future it's bright,from a pessimist told my optimisms bold. Fear for my soul, losing emotional control A home a heart a love I hope,from my past it looks like nope. Going crazy,feeling lazy,future hazy. Can I get there when I dont know where? Can I be here and not feel near? Not knowing where I'm going,or what my future is showing. Is there love and laughter,happily ever after. Alone or lonely, am I my one and only? Tired of being sorry,sad, made to be mad. Don't want the pain,the guilt I've gained,it's driving me insane. I feel at fault when I'm not for all. My life g

Images Of A Future Hell
Everytime I look out of my window The skies seem to be getting darker And the scarecrows are losing their power The fear that the crows had once felt From the scarecrows is almost gone As their crimson tears fall to the ground In clotted pools of blood The worms do indeed bathe And lash out at the ones Who would try to eat them It is getting harder to tell now Just who is eating who For the countless bodies lie scattered across the land Of both birds and worms alike The clouds are not parting As fire rains down from above Smashing the cities into ashs And turning this world into A world of fire and brimstone There is not a soul left to see Not a soul left to give a helping hand Glowing red are his eyes He who laughs so sadistically His voice echos throughout the world For not an ear to hear He who is so proud of what he has done That in order for him to find true happiness He would kill everyone in sight And turn all that was once good and just in our world

More Poetry
The first time we met I knew right away My heart would remember That moment that day The first time we laughed It was easy to see Id found something special My very own "we" The first time we touched There wasn't a doubt That this was what falling in love was about I knew from the first And how did I know It's really quite simple My heart told me so I Love You

Lost
Lost I don’t know if you’re pushing me away or pulling me closer I don’t know where I stand I don’t know what you want from me Or if you care at all Your words lash out and hurt Then lovingly draw me in I don’t know what you want from me Do you want this to end Don’t turn tables Or place this on me Just come out and tell me What it is you want I can’t read minds I don’t know where I stand Are you pushing me away Or are you going to finally let me in

Odd Comments.. Love The Last One!
TOO FUNNY - THE LAST ONE IS THE BEST Colonoscopies are no joke, but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas, we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity." 11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay" And the best o

Blue
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- BLUE HAS TO BE ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR. SHE IS NEVER INVOLVED IN DRAMA AND IS NICE TO EVERYONE. IF YOU DONT KNOW HER PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND RATE,FAN AND ADD HER. LEAVE HER LOTS OF LOVE AND TELL HER NEABEAR SENT YA. IF YOU DO KNOW HER THEN STOP BY AND LEAVE HER SOME LOVE.BLUE REALLY DESERVES TO BE A GODFATHER, SO LETS MAKE IT HAPPEN. :) ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED THANKS A BUNCH MUAHHZ! -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- ♥ Blue ♥@ fubar -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- This bulletin has been brought to you by: ۞Neabear۞JEEZY'S 1 AND ONLY۞AFTERHOURS MANAGER@ fubar -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- PLEASE PLEASE REPOST, AND STICKY IN YOUR NAME TOO! SHE REALLY DOES DESRVE IT!!!THANKS!!!!

This One Was Written To A Firefighter Friend , About Another Friend That Had Been Burned In A Fire
"someone like you" She was a child of only four Knew how to laugh,love, not much more A daughter a friend a sister Not in the closet under the bed or in the hall The monster was in him you see A child no more He took my friend from me Why did he do it, why didn't he care He had to hear her She had to be scared Did it touch his heart, or was he just that cruel How could he do this, that flame he fueled Her childhood gone,hurt, burned,scarred skin Thanks to someone like you She has the flame within Thanks to someone like you Her life can begin Stronger sweeter forgiving of sins I have that sister daughter friend with me again We thank god everyday for someone like you Me and my friend my friend was in a housefire when she was four, her stepfather set the house on fire knowing they were in there. She had third degree burns over more than 40% of her body, shes in her thirties now,because of these men we take for granted that fight fires everyday. I think the

Is There A Part 2?
I had one. I lost one. One what? The love of my so called life. She gave me so much pain. She gave me so much joy. She gave me 3 bad ass kids. She died. I'm left wondering if the void can be filled. Should it be? Can I find someone who can see what she saw in me? 17yrs. of my life were spent with her. All my adult life. Is there a part 2? Do I want a part 2? I wish I knew.

So Much In Love...
Have you ever felt that gut feeling that you know you've meet (or are with) someone that you're meant to be with? I'm there with my current relationship. We tried to have a relationship before hand, but due to the situation at the time, we couldn't have a relationship...so we took a break. Now that the situation has simplified a bit, we've started over. Anyways, since this is my first blog entry, I don't have much to say. So I'm gonna bounce for a bit, I love you so much inewa.

Renewal Prayer For All Nations
> The Apache Wedding Prayer is a favorite non-denominational recitation for blessing weddings and vow renewals. Spiritual, intimate, and true, these are the words to the Apache Wedding Prayer: > > Now you will feel no rain, > For each of you will be shelter to the other. > Now you will feel no cold, > For each of you will be warmth to the other. > > Now there is no more loneliness, > For each of you will be companion to the other. > > Now you are two bodies, > But there is one life before you. > > Go now to your dwelling place, > To enter into the days of your togetherness. > And may your days be good and long upon the earth. > > ~ Apache Wedding Prayer Blessing >

Thicka The Betta And I'm Hungry
I love me a "thicka" woman...Referred to as 'BBW's'...From the hips to the lips, from the ankles to the thighs, these women are purely stacked well- from the top to the bottom and the front to the back. Men can always go for the in-shape, work out 5 days a week type, thin no ass or chest...that's all good too..but to have that thickness all up on me and in my face keeps me hyped. I love that big chest and that big butt baby, let it shake. I'm kool with them love handles, a lil extra weight. That ensures me you're not fake. Don't be jealous of the magazine model looking women, 4real...Cus I know when I cum to your crib, I'm getting a real damn good meal. I ain't gotta watch no carb or trans-fat intake, brotha ready to eat you up like a big ass lil debbie cake! And I'll never disrespect you or call you fat, maybe PHAT cus your "thick-a-licious" body is sexxy like that!!!

The Hardest Letter I've Ever Written
Response to the last... It's been a long 8 months, and I still read this every single day. Sad, no? Sad that a person like myself has built such a negative reputation that - in order to break free of it - I must flee to where I can try to start again, and again, and again, and so forth. I realize you probably will delete this as soon as you figure out who it's from (and if you don't, likely you'll negate it,) but I can only hope. Some things I felt it necessary to clarify: -I moved away, not because of "burned bridges", but because of the depression I set into long before Erica and I split. Yes, Erica AND I. I initiated it, but she was mutual on the subject (at least, outwardly,) and agreed that we were fighting too much to continue. -The "girls" I was bringing into the house was actually just one - Rabbit, whom I started dating before jail. -The depression I mentioned, it did some very nasty things to me. I am not stating this for pity, just as fact. While dating R

Joke
A beautiful, voluptuous woman went to a gynecologist. The doctor took one look at this woman and all his professionalism went out the window. He immediately told her to undress. After she had disrobed the doctor began to stroke her thigh. Doing so, he asked her, "Do you know what I'm doing?" "Yes," she replied, "you're checking for any abrasions or dermatological abnormalities." "That is right," said the doctor. He then began to fondle her breasts. "Do you know what I'm doing now?" he asked. "Yes," the woman said, "you're checking for any lumps or breast cancer." "Correct," replied the shady doctor. Finally, he mounted his patient and started having sexual intercourse with her. He asked, "Do you know what I'm doing now?" "Yes," she said. "You're getting herpes; which is why I came here in the first place."

Moving
I'm moving to my new house today (11/24/07) and will be without internet service until Tuesday. Keep showing me the luv I am accustomed to and I will return it all when I get back. For those of you who have my phone number, give me a call sometime. See ya'll soon!! Larry

Love Me
Your lips to mine, hands on my thigh, breath on my neck, I'm starting to sweat, feeling your sin, burning within, I'm not sure if i can let temptation win! Against the wall, about to fall, the body heat, weakened feet, what to do?

24/11/07
TEMPLEPATRICK ALEXANDRIA 0-5 LARNE COLTS The colts travelled to the valley for this match with templepatrick and started of pretty brightly.With thomas mcdowell an d odhran kemp running the wings and david hunter,jamie magill and stephen gordon running the midfield the colts started to take control and a lovely hunter pass through to reece mcginley to open the scoring.Then magill,mcginley combined to let darren tennant in for number 2.Any attacks templepatrick were well dealt wit from goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and jordaan weir,thomas spence and robert watson in defence.The colts got a third goal whe mcginley let fly with his left foot and fired into the net for a 3-0 half time lead.The colts started of slowly in the second half but soon took a grip and started to dominate and from a corner on the left jordan weir got his first goal of the season.Then all the subs craig bailie,jamie millar,dylan doole,johnny mccurdy and daniel girvan all came into the play and the colts killed of th

Lord I Cant Ask You Anything For Me ?
L**** has gone . At least for now. I have to go thru this alone. It,s my own doing . I knew, I was my worst enemy, when it came to loving someone. So I have no right of forgivness not from you O Lord or L****. I cant even seem to forgive myself. Thank you for me knowing L**** and I hope he will be ok. As for me my life isn,t doing anyone any good...Im not feeling sorry for myself. I do want so to go home to heaven now. Losing at love ;Oh God I cant stay here . There,s no real love here . I feel like such a failure; but I know I must continue on.. I have great friends , I guess their luv will be with me carry me thru, Hysterectomy isn,t the worst thing in the world to get thru alone .Others need me now to say prayers and contuninue in thy work and give thy word. Alehelluiah!!!! Thank you O my Lord.. diana

Shadow F4g
shadowknig...: believe me i know a jedi when i see one and you dont have the mental power to be a jedi ->Psychowolf...: How would you know? You dont even know that small specimen you have, your CHILD is an ewok! Now, you scream HOMO because of that. You know NOT of the jedi. You know Of inbreeding. shadowknig...: you are no jedi believe me i know ->Psychowolf...: But she currently has sex with one of YOUR kind? You remind me of chewbaccas ASS. In fact, youre a mixture of Shewie, and GOATSE. Your wife is tired of wookie cock. SHe needs a JEDI shadowknig...: she wont cheat on me with someone of your kind ->Psychowolf...: So, unless you want your wife cheating on you with a cream filled dingdong, i suggest you give us your fucking ewok, NOW! ->Psychowolf...: Jedi Masters are not FAGS. Only Padawans are fags.....YOU are a Padawan shadowknig...: thats nice fag ->Psychowolf...: We do NOT stop when it comes to ewoks. SELL it to us, or we will use the force, and tur

Work
I probably should have named this "my life"...lol those of you that really know me understand why that is funny. As usual, I have been working my ass off. More than I usually do. Hve not really spared any me time (except for my work oout... have to get that in or I am a disaster). I have not ben keeping in touch with anyone and I appologize to you all for that. The holidays tend to be extremely busy for my businesses and I work extreme overtime. Then throw in that everyone expected me to do the Turkey, aaaarrrrggghhh. I was not planning on doing that but there I was on Tuesday buying a 28.4 pound Turkey. Spent the whole night Wed peeling potatoes and making stuufing. I do it all fresh. I really cant complain too much..... I find it very thereputic to cook. But then I played host to a butt load of people comming in and out. And because I had to be a nice host, I let people smoke in my home. I am still working that nastyy smell out. Sorry to all you smokers.

Sadness =[
Okay...so i havent been myself lately. and anyone whom speaks to me can agree to that. well heres why. My week has started out bad when my lil guy (my newphew) whom i have raised as my own for the last 4 years since my sister passed away at birth, woke up throwing up something feirce. so i got worried and took him to the ER. We'll they ended up admitting him into the hospital and kept him there. We'll the ran all kinds of tests and this that and the other, and it was so hard for me to see my precious lil tough guy lay on that table with all kinds od tube in him, well Wed. i go to the hopsital to see him after work and i get the worst news i could ever possibly hear. Jayden has cancer. Its already in stage 4. It started in his kidneys and worked its way through to his liver and slowly moving to his lungs. Now, he is home where he can spend his remaing time surrounded by loved ones and family. We have a live in nurse for the time being to look after him while we are at work. it hits you

Married? It Doesn't Feel Like It
I am just going to vent here. I am married have been for 12 years now. Why my name is Just me all alone, well it is because i don't have a real marriage. Things have been bad and wrong for a long time and for some reason, he won't let this go. I don't want to stay just for the kids because it will eventually effect them too. I hate being cheated on, lied to and not knowing anything about him anymore. We don't talk, we don't share anything other than what other bill came in the mail and which kid has the hockey game. I feel alone. I think it would be better if we were not together anymore. He talks with other women and does his own thing and i find myself on here to find other people just to have a normal conversation. Which is why i don't cyber that is not what i want right now. I am looking for conversation with someone that may have any of the same issues or knows someone who does. Well that is it but i shall continue this later.

Contest
Hey everybody i'm in my first contest. I'm looking for a little help. It's a first to 5000 comments contest. So if you got a min. please lend a hand thanks. Click pic for contest link. === '~*NAUGHTY GURL*~WIFEY 2 lezbian slut traped in a mans body & ~*Prchic143*~ *' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-23 19:42:11'.. > >

Feelings
So I have two issues one guy I have been seein hasnt called me back in days not even to say been busy catch ya later uses his kid to tell me! How do i feel fuck it He'll want me sooner or later plenty fish in the sea!Then thanks giving my youngest 2 were basically abandoned for thanksgiving was told by her only family is invited i should feel rejected but I dont I'm happy i was home with the boys and not in jail or even homeless like i was a few short months ago the way I look at it is i could be upset but why life hands u lemons u make lemonade and im movin back up in the world so look out here I come and when im lookin down on the ones who have hurt or rejected me im gonna have one big ol laugh on them! Either way thanks for reading i was in the need to rant.

Venting Big Time...
Never posted a blog, but I needed to vent and figured this was as good a place as any.. A brief background, I have been divorced for about 6 years, I have a wonderful son, not so wonderful ex.. My ex met some guy on line and took off to another state preventing me from having my time with my son as agreed.. Finally for the first time in 6 months she returned to the state, and I was to have my son for 4 days, not much considering, but any time is worth it to me... My lawyer came up with a plan that once he was here we would turn her in for th 50 counts of contempt of court, somehow she caught wind of this, and countered in the worst way... I am a bartender in a fairly busy club here where I live, last night I show up to work, and hadnt been there any more than 20 minutes when 2 police officers walked in, this is not unusual, they do walkl thru from time to time, however this time they came straight to me.. The officers asked to speak to me outside, I saw no reason not to comply, w

Okay My Dear Sister Is Having Her First Hh
HEY ALL MZ. DREAMS IS HAVING HER VERY FIRST HH AT 1 PM CENTRAL TIME SHOW HER SOME LOVE WOULD YOU ALL...... MZ. DREAMS..aKa NOVACAINE...FAN B4 ADD PLZ PROUD MEMBER OF *The Sisterhood*@ fubar

He's Fighting For His Life.. Prayers Needed Desperatly From Friends And Fam On Here.
I ain't been on line for awhile, came on thinkin i'm gonna put the pics up from recent visit to island and can't even do that.......and the up date on my dad.......he is doing ok but there is a fifty fifty in either way it can go....he has been in the hospital for the past two months and out of that been at aunts for 6 days, please pray for my dad and keep him in u'r thoughts. there is a stash i wrote about my dad as well as a bulletin entry please do repost bulletin and read stash if interested.

Drama
I have noticed lately that there is so much DRAMA on Fubar. Why do people on here allow HATERS to bring them down? They are MISERABLE and misery loves company. Half the people on here are fake like the shit they talk. We need to band together against these sorry ass people. Don't fuel their fire by even acknowledging what they have to say. Who cares. What do they do for you. Do they pay your rent, no. Do they pay your bills, no so why do you give a fuck what they have to say. FUCK EM.

Leaving Crews
I just want to tell everyone involved that by this day i will not be member of any leveling group anymore. I will also not be a member of one in the future. I need to spend less time on here, and this will not go together. I will be there for all friends of course when I can. I just dont want to feel obligations with it. I came on this site to meet people and to talk, and thats what i will mainly do in the future. Hope everyone understands that.

Strange Dream
i marked this as nsfw because it was sexual. i dont remember all the details but i was having this hot affair with this married guy, hot sex and we were really going at it. he came inside me then i jumped up and said oh no, i didnt realize i was ovulating that week lol now if you really knew me, you know i am really paranoid about that. well he was a prick, hence why it was only once. i would never get involved in real life with a married man, but this dream was hot, hard to describe

Thanks
This has been a very rough week. I still cant believe everything could spiral like that with out a warning sign. I woke up on wendsday with a bad feeling and went to work *ugg* I work at a call center (so you know any one that lives in Wisconcin or Nevada and wants a vacation package where you only have to pay taxes pm me and I will give them all the information lol... sorry work sucks) I work with a bunck of babies the rules for us change every day but hey thats politics BUT the paycheck they gave us the friday before I thought OMG that was my christmas shopping money I was so mad that I was in tears it was eather cry or scream and I am a very quite person and it takes a lot to upset me to that point but I waited to see what happens. The next day was Thanksgiving and I knew nothing would happen that day but we were told to be there on Friday at 8am and was told then everything would be corrected well I got my new check and was cheated out of 15 dollars and then when we got this weeks

Ya Know
I have never rated anyone less than a 10 so why wouls someone who gets rated a 10 by me rate me a seven if u dont like the pics then dont rate what is so hard bout that? dont like dont rate i would not do that to u!

Wanna Kiss Me?
Are you kissable? Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! Here is how to play... In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. The Rules: 1. NO DRAMA. 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. 3. You may purchase as many as you want. 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game. I mark my tags in a way that I will recognize, so cheating isn't

Downrating Assholes
this bitch named pudgemaster, this asshole rayne the dark and dark rayne, are sitting there playing a downrating game. bs she downrated me, so i downrated her and then boom, they started comming.. bunch of dumbasses if u ask me, you should block them b4 it happens to you

You
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "You" My hands are broken, And time is going on and on, it goes forever (how long). So I got high and lived all that life that I've taken all for granted. [Chorus:] Promise me you'll try To leave it all behind, 'cause I've elected hell, Lying to myself. Why have I gone blind? Live another life. You. You. The only way out Is letting your guard down and never die forgotten (I know). Forgive me, my love, I stand here all alone, and I can see the bottom. [Chorus] You. You. You. You. You. You.

A Badly Broken Heart
My heart says this can't be true. I am hurt more than you will ever know. Never felt so lonely and blue. My brain says, You put up a big show, You're a real pro. And still There are all the moments we've shared, And a big part of me, Trusts you completely, And still feels for you so deeply. I will never forget you, My love.

My Dragon's Passion
To feel the Passion of a Dragon Is to feel the fire from within To bathe in the glow and warmth As never before could you experience The Passion of a Dragon Comes from deep within Their powerful Heart And runs very strongly for their love To have this passion and love Directed to oneself from a True Dragon Is to feel as if Heaven has opened And has chosen to shine down on you Feelings run stronger then ever possible When you have the Passion and Love Of a True Dragon shinning down on you And are able to hold the Heart of a Dragon The Heart of a Dragon Is a very precious gift indeed For that would mean to the Dragon You are their one and only True Love wrote 11-22-07

Leaving November 25
I'm going to Arkansas or Oklahoma to be with my friends and family for a bit. I may be moving, there. My computer is fucked! I don't know when I'll be back. When I get back on my feet and get a new computer, I'll be back. I will miss all my friends and family that I made on here. So, I guess this is goodbye for now and I hope to be back real soon. XOXOXOXO Dusty

Joke
8 ways vodka is better 4 women than willies vodka is always stiff it dosent look smaller in the cold it last long as u want it 2 vodka dosent prod u in the back in mornings demanding attention u dont care how far down your throat vodka goes u can have as many vodkas as u like in 1 night without being easy u can enjoy vodka in front of ur mum and last but not least VODKA IS ALWAYS A PLEASURE 2 SWALLOW

The Recruit
As the sun rose over Parris Island, the senior drill instructor realized that one of his recruits had gone AWOL. A search party was dispatched immediately. After a few hours the recruit was discovered hiding in some bushes. He was sent back to the base and promptly escorted to the drill instructor's office. The instructor asked the young recruit, "Why did you go AWOL?" The recruit replied, "My first day here you issued me a comb, and then proceeded to cut my hair off. The second day you issued me a toothbrush, and sent me to the dentist, who proceeded to pull all my teeth. The third day you issued me a jock strap, and I wasn't about to stick around and find out what would follow that SIR."

A Diiferent Kind Of Christmas Poem
FIRST OFF I WANT TO GIVE MY FRIEND RAGNARD CREDIT FOR THIS I COULDNT NOT REPOST THIS IN A BLOG OF MY OWN, ITS JUST SO TOUCHING..... A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to se

Fu-wifey App
Wifey App... Name: Sex: Age: Location: Birthday/zodiac sign? Height: Eye color: Hair Color: Whats your last name? Reason for applying: Favorite food? Least Favorite food? Favorite color? biggest flaw: biggest fear: How well do we know each other? One special thing about you: Do you have a good sense of humor? Ideal date? Favorite music? Favorite band? Fave movie? Do you do drugs? Drink? Longest relationship? How many guys have been with? Last relationship and when it ended/how long? Would you rather stay in or go out? how long do you usually know a person before you kiss them? Are you easily jealous? Horror or comedy? What do you like best about me? What don't you like about me? Why do u want to be my gf? Have you ever cheated? If so why? Why are you not in a relationship now? How high would you hold me if we dated? Do you like rock concer

When Will The Pain End?
I long to close my eyes and never open them again...I long to be released from my pain....I long to let go of the suffering ....when the hurt and fear/////pain and suffering is gone then I will know I am truly dead...

Lifes Path
The most important person in anyones life should be themselves. Now I am not talking about being self centered or stingy, I mean everyone will live with only themselves for their time on this verdant sphere, all others we invite into our lives along our periolous path from the cradle to the grave, are only temperary companions on our own journey. It is up to us to decide how long that walk together will be and if the time together is/was worth the memories. Sometimes the heartache afterwards and the memories created offset the whole experience. Sometimes we greive when those that we invite into our lives must take a different path and we ourselves were not ready for it. I understand that there is anger, resentment, self pity, and many other things that are a part of this greiving process, but the one aspect we must practice is forgivness. Forgive ourselves and the other person. Only by practice can one fully understand the impact of true forgivness. I feel each and every human be

Girlfriend Application
A Little bit about yourself!!! Remember all fields are optional! Name: Age: Phone Number: Location: Height: weight: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: What Do You Think Of My? Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Humor: Choice of music: Manners: Friends: Decisions: W0ULD Y0U... [] go out with me? [] give me your number? [] kiss me? [] let me kiss you? [] watch a movie with me? [] take me out to dinner? [] drive me somewhere [] make love to me? [] take a shower with me? [] be my bf/gf? [] hug me? [] buy me food? [] take me home to meet your family? [] would you let me sleep in your bed if i didn't have one? []Smoke pot? [] sing car karaoke w/ me?_ [] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? [] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [] let me give you a piggyback ride? [] come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? D0 Y0U... [] think im cute? [] wa

The Meaning Of 'deathly Sad'
this sucks--i'VE been suffering with the wrong end of the bipolar days now--these holidays don't help--damn-they hurt so much-so sabbath is over--i rush to my e-mails----went to email address 1---2 google alerts(good) and 15 spams---then to e-mail address 2--my music business and friend address--NOTHING--ZERO-ZIP-NADA--now i really feel unwanted and like dying--so i go to myspace--yay--2 real messages--thank u gals--but 36 f-ckin spams--17 from those i wrote to to tell them to please stop spamming me. and thank you here who really do care--love yas

Divorce Stuff
So... I have started filling out the paperwork to offically be divorced from my ex. He said he'd do it, and he didn't. He also said he would pay for it, but alas I'll have to do that as well. I'm over him, but every time I have to deal with him... augh. So now I'm depressed and bummed. Buy something for me? Make me feel better? Ah objects makes me happy... Sad but true. Even if they are digital, online objects :) :-* Thanks for reading.

Thankful For These Men & Women.....
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.He

Ready, Set, Don't Go
beautiful girl sleeps by herself half the bed's cold, she knows it's her fault she's given in and admitted defeat but she'll be fine. Cause I look up and watch and see the stars up above I know that it's wrong to wish upon the shooting ones cause they burn out so quick, too fast for me to get my wish, I guess they are just there for hoping. we always inevitably find ourselves wanting to run back to the ones we used to love, for some reason, thinking it would work out differently the second, third, or fourth time around. are you doing what you're doing today because it's what you want to do or because it's what you were doing yesterday? i want someone to care so much, even though i say that i don't. i push people away who start to love me because i know that if they stopped loving me, it would kill me. Shes lost again. Trying to find the good in anything. Lost between the urge to let go and the strength to hold on. I find mys

Contest Update
My contest is now a first to 5000 comments contest. Please help.=== '~*NAUGHTY GURL*~WIFEY 2 lezbian slut traped in a mans body & ~*Prchic143*~ *' spewed forth the following at '2007-11-23 19:42:11'..

Thought For The Day Saturday 11/24/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Tortured. Shall I breathe or shall my heart beat on? Surely inside me I know, these are both my life's blood. I cannot cease to breathe, nor can I survive without a beating heart. This dilemma consoles me not, it mocks me and cradles my darkness so tenderly. It asks me to follow a path, but I cannot clearly. My master deep within beckons that I release my pain, yet I hold it tight against my breast. No release this day, nor will any come for me. Forsaken, this is my path and it bears no fruit, only thorns for me to fight against with each step. Tomorrow no different, today is my destiny." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Do Me!
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

45 Things Girls Want But Wont Ask For
1. Touch her waist. 2. Actually talk to her. 3. Share secrets with her. 4. Give her 1 of your sweatshirts 5. Kiss her slowly. Are you remembering this? 6. Hug her. 7. Hold her. 8. Laugh with her. 9. Invite her somewhere. 10. Hangout with her and your friends together. KEEP READING 11. Smile with her. 12. Take pictures with her. 13. Pull her onto your lap. 14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back. 15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. Are you thinking of someone? 16. Always hug her and say hi whenever you see her. 17. Kiss her unexpectedly. 18. Hug her from behind around the waist. 19. Tell her she's beautiful. 20. Tell her the way you feel about her. One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it. 21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentlema

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Double Life
Wow how quickly things can change within an hour or two. I recently started talking to the young man online here at fubar and on yahoo as well. We will call him Kyle cuz thats his name. Kyle and me had some wonderful conversations and we got to were we was pretty damn comfortable with each other. In fact I was so comfortable with what I had said to him that I was falling in love with this guy. We chatted only about a week and we was already getting feelings for each other. I cared about him and he cared about me...or so I thought. As you all know I am bisexual and like girls as well as guys. Well about 2-3 nights ago a girl from myspace and now recently joined fubar named Cari and I had started talking about possibly getting together for a 3 some or some fun. Well we hit it off rather well to. In fact I think we could have even went further with each other had she wanted to. So all in all what has happened is I mentioned to Cari how I felt about Kyle and she was very symp

Good Laugh
An Ohio State Buckeye fan is drinking in a New York bar, when he gets a call on his cell phone. He hangs up, grinning from ear to ear, and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar, announcing his wife has just given birth to a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy weighing 25 pounds. Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 25 pounds, but the Ohio fan just shrugs and replies, 'That's about average back home, folks, like I said, my boy's a typical Ohio State Buckeye baby boy. Gonna be an Ohio State football player.' Congratulations showered him from all around, amid many exclamations of 'WOW!' One woman actually fainted due to sympathy pains. Two weeks later, he returns to the bar. The bartender says, 'Say, aren't you the father of that typical Ohio State Buckeye baby that weighed 25 pounds at birth? Everybody's been making bets about how big he'd be in two weeks. So, how much does he weigh now?' The proud father answers, 'Seventeen pounds.' The ba

What's Important
I sit here with my son a few feet away, watching him play on xbox with his friends. We just got back from watching a movie. Anyone who knows me, knows when he is not here, I hurt. I hurt a lot. And when he is here, everything changes. I feel like I have a purpose. I had a rough week. A week that left me questioning a lot of things, a week that left me with doubts, a week that made realize some things need to change. But, you know, tonight none of what happened this week matters. Any hurt is gone, the doubts don't matter, the changes can wait. Really I need to remember that every day. All that matters to me, is my son and being a good father to him. I could lose everything else in life, and as long as I have him, everything will be fine.

Sex Facts
Sex is good for you ... Giving head....... massages the jaw, while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Taking off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Taking off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard .......................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal Not even tring .....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal

Dust 2 Dust
i am as insignificant as a speck of dust in the air, all i am trying to do is make you sneeze. no matter how hard i try. you exhale and blow me further away from you. causing me to try harder and ware myself down. not knowing that i am just trying to get you to react to me. you dont even give me a single thought. as you walk away i find myself in tears from my furious efforts. all of a sudden you sneeze. but it wasnt me who caused it, it was another dust particle floating, not even trying as hard as i. as i float closer to the ground, i struggle to stay afloat, although i have nothing to float for. inches. centimeters away from my fate. i am wearing myself to nothingness. as i fight for my life as an unnoticable speck in the world. all because you couldnt notice the kind of difference in your life i could have made, until i was gone..... for a good friend of mine...rip. kellee

A Hug
A Hug by BlueWolf © A HUG What is in a simple hug? And what is it to me? A hug means many things I think; Cause I never got hugs, you see. If you don’t get hugs when growing up; You never become aware. You wonder if your loved or not: Or if they even care. Today hugs mean so much to me; That’s why I hug a lot. I figure they are free to share; So give out all you got! Hugs are free and easy to give; You can give one anytime. You can give them in person; And pass them out on-line! And so I pass this {{{HUG}}} along; To all my special friends. The fun part is, you can save it; Then this {{{HUG}}} never ends!!! ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Sad This Evening
A girl that I used to work with was shot on Thanksgiving day. It was a senseless shooting. She was at her grandmother's house. The neighbors had been feuding with her grandmother over her dog and their dead cat. The dog had been digging up the dead cat from their yard. My friend was out in the yard trying to coax her g-ma's dog back into the yard..meanwhile the neighbor pointed a 357 magnum out the window and just started shooting aimlessly. She was shot and it pierced her lungs and heart. She later died at the hospital. She leaves behind a husband and 9 month old daughter. 29 yrs old.... sooooo very senseless.. RIP Nicole Stroud...

Inside Thoughts
The everlasting night never shows a spect of light What happens to the fighter waiting for dawn's early light To stop and rest the breast plate off his chest To lay down his sword & rest his mind if even for a sec Just for a moment of serenity & peace The disease of his steed is bubbling in his mind And in time, he'll be the last of a dying breed In the land of heat it's all about the speed of time He's seen the hardest & strongest men get cut down just past the upcoming bend The intensity in his heart is only matched by the nightmares in his head It was once said if you live by the sword you'll die by the sword Just to hide his insecuritys of the upcoming war He became a whore to feel a false sence of love & hope Now its all gone & the time for the biggest fight of his life & it's not gonna be fought with his sword,might,or spite BUT HIS MIND! WHO WILL WIN TIME OR HIS SPINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thoughts...mine....
our "heaven"...our "hell"...will drag on our bootheels...wherever we go...they are our fiber...our being...distainfully true...no escape...none...they...are parasitic...feeding...hosting on us....for some reason...we are the chosen...the reason..???...does it matter???...when we know this???...does it matter...does it really matter???...just knowing...we are the crucified...the chosen...for only the blind...that can see... i do believe...i believe...this...is our purpose... ...Belle

The Christmas Tree
The Christmas tree By Eric Ethan You received a knock on a door today It was me to bring a real tall Christmas tree in your house I cut down for you to make a real Christmas for you I dragged it in for you to set it up You looked at me with amazement A real Christmas tree in my house today oh wow oh gee you said with a grin and a stun We decorate it together putting different Christmas decorations you had in the basement I said wait I have some special ornaments for you to put up I gave a wooden box wrapped up like a special wine bottle would be in You said we will have wine later ,I said open it up you be amazed it is not wine , You look at me with puzzlement face, okay I’ll open it up You open it up and inside there are 10 special carved teddy bears painted that look real teddy bears with fur but when you touch them they where wooden teddy bears. Each teddy bear had a word and dressed up in Christmas theme There where tears coming from y

Kisses Muah
Kisses are as sweet as honey. Whatever happen to a kiss? It somehow got confused with a tongue and a drool, is that a passionate kiss or a sloppy kiss? Passioniate kisses are powerful, meaningful and warm, without drool. How I miss being kissed. There are short kisses and long sexy kisses, all can be taught between you and your partner. Kisses, I will dream of tonight

The Death Of A Friendship!
I just killed a friendship tonight. He was an ex-boyfriend of mine, but I tried to hold on to the promise I had made him. I had promised that I would always be there for him, no matter what. well, shit went down and I decided that I could no longer be his friend, so I sent him a message tellig him that! In ending that friendship, I killed a part of myself in the process! I just hope that I don't end up regreting that decision!

Suicide
The Skies are darkening Reflecting my mood My life seems useless Ill soon find if thats true A voice so soft, barely above a whisper Tells me I have nothing left to live for I know that the voice is wrong That hope for a better tomarrow is still there But I can't seem to find that hope Through the darkness which is my life And I can't help but think What if the voice is right? The knife at my side seems inviting I gently slide my fingures across it The feel of the cold smoth steel Is a very pleasant thing indeed Gliding the knife across the wall I leave a haunting message behind "Tonights the night to say your goodbyes The slumber in which I seek is now at hand And the laughter in which I endure daily Shall soon come to an end As this knife tears its way through my skin" With my message complete I know that I am done I then slide the silver, glimmering knife Across my wrists again and again My task complete, I let the knife fall And its fall seems

Dead Eyes
Standing here I look deep into your eyes The broken windows to your soul Theres nothing that i can see behind your eyes Except the buried torment and anguish Your smile is cold and uninviting What beneath your pale skin A dead heart still slowly beats Crying out to be embraced The cold stare of dead and unforgiving eyes Is a look into our sweet demise Within decay you rest In never ending pain and emptiness Do you wish for things to chance Do you really want more inside then this Broken, ludicrous, depressive life Do you truly hate whats always been within me And what I will always feel for you

Too Hard
I dont know what to do, i think its very hard in this world, people calling m up and telling me they want to kill themselves, my constant urge to find someone who will be in my life and then there is the major problem that I still have feelings for my ex plus i dont want to have anyone in my life... Seriously this is completely insane. I am lonely and need someone, but obviously i cant be with the ex, he really despises me. And I dont know what to do in the future either. I am going to start school in january, so i will be very busy. Cant slack off even for a day. its a 3 year course and i guess it will have to be a long celibate year. I have also come to the conclusion that i dont ever want anymore kids, not because i dont love my kids but because I have 3 of them. They will finally be somewhat selfsufficent when i finish school, and then i have atleast 2 years working before i can even get a decent pay as a nurse. At that stage i will be 30 and i am not gonna be one of thos

Some New Users Downrating Members
This is a rant lol or a rave who knows. But of late there are a number of new fubar members who are downrating. Please just take the time to copy the following I found in the bulletins, and send it to the new users. NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. People get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. This is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. Simple as that! Please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site to have respect for one and other. Sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat o

Remembering Mamma
As some of you who I have talked with a lot and a select few who are friends know that I have watched both my parents die in front of me. Time heals but some wounds still bleed. I haven't heard this song for over four years in a few days it will be 4 years since my mother passed. This song was so special to me I recorded it and gave it to her she heard the song and cried so hard. I played this song at my wedding and we danced to this the only time I have ever danced with my mother. I knicked named her DaMama. My daughter looks so much like her and it makes me laugh and cry at the same time looking at her. I miss her so much everyday. I know she is somewhere watching over "her kids" as she called them she was a mom to kids who didnt have anyone. She wrote a guy in my boot camp a letter, his own family wouldnt write him. I've never seen a grown man weep like that before. She said that if his mom wasn't proud of him she was and any mother should be to have their son serve their

Australian Ghost Story
A True Australian ghost story This story happened a while ago in Brisbane, and even though it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's true. John Bradford, a Sydney University student, was on the side of the road hitch hiking on a very dark night and in the midst of a storm. The night was rolling on and no car went by. The storm was so strong he could hardly see a few feet ahead of him. Suddenly he saw a car slowly coming towards him and stopped. John, desperate for shelter and without thinking about it, got in the car and closed the door, just to realise there was nobody behind the wheel and the engine wasn't on! The car started moving slowly. John looked at the road and saw a curve approaching. Scared, he started to pray, begging for his life. Then, just before he hit the curve, a hand appeared through the window and turned the wheel. John, paralysed with terror, watched how the hand repeatedly came through the window but never harmed him. Shortly thereafte

The Way I Feel.....
I can't explain the way I feel But I know my feelings are for real Thoughts of you always on my mind I'll do anything, give you all my time It makes me happy just being by your side All those feelings I just can't hide You'll always be in my heart Can't bear the pain when were apart Nobody is as special as you are to me Now I hope you are beginning to see Just how much I care for you And all my feelings will always be true I can't describe how much I care But when you need me, I will be there To wipe those tears when you are sad To make you happy when you are mad All these things I really can do Just remember I'm thinking of you You are on my mind 24-7 Being with you is like being in heaven At times we have our little fights (even though I am always right!) My feelings for you will stay the same How much I care will never change...

People.
are fuckin WIERD. seriously. WEIRD. this is why i tend not to talk to people. you dont know HOW theyre gonna react. specially when yer just bein nice. my bad for bein strange and quirky and witty. im just tryin to amuse myself and hopefully you. seriously. if i wanted to piss people off, believe me, i would. fucking WEIRDOS.

My Brightest Star I See Tonight
Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light When dark is darkest and hell is real Where lust and greed is mans greatest appeal Where love is forgotten and life is so cold Where death and fire have such a hold How can you shine in the darkest of nights How can you hope with just your light And how,I ask, do you do this each day In this deepest,darkest, world of decay Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light Brightest star please hear my cry I do not wish to imply My deepest sorrows in the midst of you But I am hurting and bleeding for you I just want an answer for my soul So that, brightest star, you can make me whole

The Devil In Miss Jones
One of my top 5 movies of all time has to be The Devil In Miss Jones I mean, seriously...the acting is alright. But the storyline is quite original. Yes...I said storyline. This is a porno with a plot. Georgina Spelvin is the shit in this movie. I think this is probably one of the most original plots for ANY movie, let alone a porno. Think about spending an eternity in hell. Now think of your punishment in hell as being unable to know satisfaction of any kind. Unable to chase away any demon from your past. If this was what hell was like, I think I'll scream "OH MY GOD" a few more times than I do now...drink a few holy waters at the bar, and maybe stop saying the "f" word so much...

Go See Him Now! *pwease*
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Don't Tell Me What I Feel........
Funny thing about blogging is I seem to only do it when I feel no one can hear me... Weird as it may seem I am pretty open about anything about myself but sometimes I think me being open causes confusion to some. Any who, Today's blog written on this day Nov. 25, 2007 is probably an issue most people may or may not acknowledge. In the realm of self esteem and insecurity problems can arise that are, for some, hard to get past. My personal experience has yet to change what I feel is not only annoying but at times very painful for me.... Let me begin by saying I can only write what I see is the truth for me.... You don't have to agree with it, you can even get upset about it but don't ever assume you know me better or have a solution for me unless you Understand what I'm talking about. I've come across quite a few different people in my life. I find myself fortunate in the career I've chosen. working with the public has allowed me to meet and get to know several hundred people over

Nerver Say Goodbye
NEVER SAY GOODBY YOU AND I ARE ONE OF A KIND.... YOU'VE SHOWED ME THINGS I'VE NEVER SEEN..... YOU AND I ARE SO MUCH ALIKE.... CAN'T BELIEVE YOUR HERE WITH ME........ NEVER SAY GOODBYE..... WE'VE COME THIS FAR DON'T TURN BACK NOW OUR OUR LOVE WILL SHOW US HOW..... OUR LOVE WILL LAST FOREVER TOGETHER WE WILL BE, HOLDING ON STRONG AS ONE CAN BE..... NEVER SAY GOODBYE TO A LOVE SO TRUE A LOVE LIKE OURS WILL LAST A LIFETIME THREW..... DON'T STOP NOW, DON'T LET IT GO KEEP LOVING ME UNTILL THE END.... NEVER SAY GOODBYE CAUSE THE LOVE WE HAVE WILL LAST FOREVER......

Wrong Reason
Wrong Reason It is not always the absence of love That makes me seem alone. Often it's been too much love Given to me by the wrong people For the wrong reasons That keeps me here. Gladly alone. Rather than have the life sucked Out of me by the violent needs Of other minds and bodies. That does not mean That I'm not grateful But I am sad. Not to be able to put my arms Around those who truly love me And give them something more Than polite indifference. Oh, how I tried. I think they should know I tried. And I choose to be alone Rather than wrapped in arms I could never need. Merrt Malloy

A Promise
A Promise... Never To Be Broken By Noey Thoughts of you illuminate my soul. My mind races as waves of passion flush over my pale skin. Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent sometimes, I like to think that I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? There have been so many times when I ached for you... ached for you so badly that the emotions overwhelmed me... I reach out... hoping to feel the slightest bit of you... your skin, your breath, anything... I keep my head up, knowing we are closer to having each other; For I have found a place I want to be, this place I see is with you, in your arms. Your arms... a safe haven just for me. I give my heart to you, for my heart believes in you. My Promise to you: I promise to work out our problems together. If you ever need me I'll give it my all and work out the problems, big or small. I'll hold you when you are down, make you smile not frown. I only wish to make you see... I"ll give you nothing

Sunday Morning Thoughts
In every change that you experience in life, there will be times when you'll wonder if you can endure. But you'll learn that facing each difficulty one by one isn't so hard. It's when you don't deal with a situation that it sometimes comes back to confront you again. Changes are sometimes very painful, but they teach us that we can endure and that we can become stronger. Everything that comes into your life has a purpose, but the outcome is in your hands by the action you take. Be wise with your life, be willing to endure, and always be willing to face life's challenges.

Soft Whispers
As nightime settles in and sound replaces sight i hear the soft whispers of lovers in the night i hear them whisper and give their solemn vows of a love that will last forever forever from right now and as these soft whispers float on cool night air the stars shine brightly as lovers whisper how much they care then i look into the nighttime but it's to dark to see as i search for thr lover who will give soft whispers to me...

A Not So Wifely Fantasy...
I knew as soon as I laid eyes on Cindy she would be perfect for my secret fantasy. With her long brown hair, blue eyes and tan sexy body she was a dream come true. All I needed now was someone to introduce her to me so I could start weaving my fantasy into a reality. It wasn't hard to find someone to introduce us as she was being watched by several of the men where we were at. After a few drinks and some girl talk I laid my fantasy on the line for her. At one point I thought she would get up and walk away thinking I was insane but she stayed and we discussed my plans with great detail. I explained to her that she could turn my offer to her down and I would understand. Instead she smiled and accepted to take part in my plans. My panties were soaked through instantly. We had a few more drinks and talked about my fantasy some more and then we left the bar to travel to my house. Upon reaching my house I once again told her if she had changed her mind I would take her back to the b

Ok Ok I Clear D Air
last nite my best friend dared me to make my page with a stripper theme, but i had to have face pict of chicas that would vol a pic for an album. well i won the bet cause one chica said yes.......hmmmmm now i may do it. this is all in fun so please let me say im sorry. like i said its all in fun so if u get offended please let me know. just having sum funand giving sum one a laff or two.

That's No Leak, It's A Tear.
Thought this was cute. Little cheesy but still cute. By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model! That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and tou

A Night At The Sundance
I had the opportunity to go out for some drinks and fun with two great ladies last night at a place is called "Sundance" and is more of a sports bar than anything but last night was karaoke night, heh. Since this was the first time I've met a Fubar patron away from the net we were more into the conversation than the singers. I don't think the night could have gone better if it was scripted. The three of us ended up hiding outside from the music so we could all hear each other. K has a great sense of humor and can split your sides with a look. D was, well..D! :) she always keep the conversation going on new topics, and both of them were looking ready for a Saturday night out.

Letting People Down
i let so many people down lately that i feel like i should just stop and never get out of bed to try and make things right i let people i love down cause of this and that.. i let people down just by being around i let people down by not leaving i let people down by being on this planet. i feel at times everyone would be better off if they had never meet me... that peoples lives would be better if i happen to never be seen again.. that people would not even remember me if i left and never came back to say hi...

Rip Bobby 11/21/07 I Love And Miss You So Much...
BOBBY, If tears could build a stairway And memories were a lane, I would walk right up to heaven To bring you home again. No farewell words were spoken. No time to say good-bye. You were gone before we knew it, And only God knows why. My heart still aches in sadness And secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, No one will ever know ______________________________________ To All My Friends and Family.. I found out on 10/13/07 that I had stage 3 cancer and I was rushed into surgery where I had the cancer removed. Bobby, Louis and my family stood by my side every step of the way. One month later Bobby and I are driving to get the staples removed where he held my hand every step of the way then too. What a life saver he was to me. On 11/20/07 we stayed up all night talking until we both fell asleep. I was leave on 11/21/07 to leave for Kansas to start Radiation Therepy. I woke up late about one hour until my flight left and I had not even got checked in ye

Help
to get help purchasing a blast and/or a vip?????i don't have cred card or paypal but sooooooooooooooo need them. I can make tags,pimp you,vote you all elevens,anything (within reason) vip gifts you name it please help pretty please :)

Our One Year Wedding Anniversary
WELL I WAS AFRAID THAT WITH AS MUCH AS I MISS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE THAT I WOULD GET UP THIS MORNING AND BE A NERVOUS WRECK AND BE TOTALLY UPSET BUT I HAVE ACTUALLY GOTTEN UP IN A GOOD MOOD AND NOT UPSET, SAD, DEPRESSED...MAYBE ITS BECAUSE HES RIGHT HERE WITH ME AND TELLING ME NOT TO BE SAD AND MISS HIM TO REMEMBER WHAT THIS DAY MEANT TO HIM AND I BOTH...REGARDLESS OF WHO I HAVE IN MY LIFE AND HOW THAT I FEEL TOWARDS THEM OR THEY TOWARDS ME I WILL ALWAYS LOVE RAY AND HIM BEING MY HUSBAND WILL ALWAYS BE A MAJOR PART IN MY LIFE... I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT I HAVE GOT TO MOVE ON OR ELSE I AM GONNA SELF DESTRUCT AND I KNOW THAT HE WOULD WANT ME TO BE OK. HE DONT WANT ME MISERABLE AND ALWAYS AN EMOTIONAL WRECK. SO I HAVE GOT TO DO THIS NOT ONLY FOR HIM BUT ME AND MY SON. I IN A WAY MAY THINK THAT IT COULD BE SOME PART OF DEPRESSION BUT NO ONE CAN REALLY KNOW AND OR UNDERSTAND TILL THEY WALK THROUGH IT...

Things That Make Me Go Hmm
Ok I had a blog before but I totally forgot what I was going to say...don't you just hate when that happens ugh.... So anyway now I have a new blog..... I received this in my messages ....... "You are a naturally beautiful woman, who ever is loving you should conciter themself "very lucky"....;0)"...... wont pick on him for spelling but just got me thinking it's funny how people view you...thinking wow some person is just the luckest person out there for finding there other half.... and it's like how do you find your match.... either you like them and they don't like you back or vice versa they like you and you dont dig them.... wonder how people end up with there life long mates and do they anymore.... man I hope I find out one day annny way just thought id blog about it....funny how people that have you dont want you and people that dont have you want you.... have a great sunday kiddos xoxo