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You(lyrics) By Amanda-kathryn
You are the sun, that keeps on shining in my world. You are the life, that keeps on pulsing in my heart. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. Where would I be, without your beauty? It captivates me so. Who would I be, without your presence? I really don't know. All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. You are the song I can't forget. The constant figure in my head. Can't you see How much you mean...to me? All I know is when you're here, you make me smile and heaven cheers. When you're gone the sun don't shine, and the beauty dies. Without you, i'm incomplete. -A

Dissipation
The fog has lifted but a morsel of hope surely doth remain. A light, I will always leave burning. Just in case she decides to come home. If not, we are best friends forever. Te amo mi amiga. I hope you find what your looking for. If not, you'll always have me. With love, Kitty p.s. I am ready to meet new people. Now that I know what you had not told me. Thank you for everything.

Honor
out of the sun they fly towards me in a blinding light my chance to fight is slim my future now is grim a phoenix with wings of fire I try to run climbing higher and higher the battle now is in the sky in this fight I shall surely die Fly...for my honor Fight...for your freedom Fly...for my life Fight...for what is right two now are on my tail as they fire I feel the pain straight from the depths of hell if I live I'll go insane fire has broke out as I start to spin I'm headed towards the sea this battle I did not win now at last my soul can be free

The Fireman
The Fireman He walked with calm and grace Into the burning blaze He was a liar When talking about the fire Of course it scared him Almost to the brim But still he made it in With fears and a grin To cover his face he wore a gas mask So smoke wouldn’t distract his task His comrade in the fiery battle Tripped over a toy rattle Before the fire could claim his mate He pulled him back from fate The pair found a woman frail Clutching with her a water pail She kept on fretting As they kept on stepping Saving her from a certainty Seemed to take an eternity Chaos reigned down As a way out they found He let the medics take her away So he could finish his day He ignored a shout Before the fire was out The building was burned black A girl, the embers she will track He smiled at his mate Who stood outside the gate We managed it again He said to his friend The fire is out Until lit by a lout The fire man got into h

Wild Times In The Hood
tonight was crazy-gave a friend a ride,which turned into him scamming some crack dealer by pretending to be a cop.the dude followed us in his truck,swerving at me,and im in a dodge minivan,so you can imagine how hard it is to control in a chase,let alone one where youve just robbed a speed dealer,so im pissed at my boy,and hes calling the real police to report this dealer,giving the cops a play by play as were darting through traffic,narowly avoiding collisions.after2 or 3 quick u turns,i ditched the guy and hit the freeway and safety.it wouldnt have been so bad except i wasnt warned that he planned a heist-i thought i was taking him to pick up his paycheck,so SURpRISE!!!!!anyway,all that drama so he can get tweaked,and all i got was 80 bucks cash,but what the hell,it beats working hard in the cold tomorrow.and dont get the wrong ideas,i dont touch coca,nor condone robbery-but if theres meat daddygets a bite-

For The Comedy Lover
if you havent watched the sarah silverman program,what is your issue-shes the funniest shit on the devil box in awhile.when she said you canchoose to have the abortion of your dreams tonight i laughed so hard into my pipe that the bowl flew out onto the floor and i didnt even flinch.

Tiya... My Best Friend!!!!!!!!
Well people what can I say about this girl?!?!?!? She is my heart, my soul, my rock, my confidant, my shoulder to cry on, my partner in crime, she is my best friend!!! Over 10 years we have been to hell and back... We have had our friendship put to the test on more than one occasion and we come out stronger than we were when we went in... She has been by my side thru the worst times in my life... And she has partied with me thru the best... She knows what Im thinking before I even say it... And she knows me better than I know myself... She has been one of only a handfull of people who have always seen me for who I am no matter what... She thinks Im beautiful even first thing in the morning... And knows and has more confidence in what I can achieve than I have in myself some days... Tiya my love I know life hasnt been that picture perfect dream we both had growing up... Its been hard and it sometimes it hurts so bad we cant breathe... But I want you to know I have your back, I love y

Youre Gonna Hate Me For This One,butc'est La Vie
..REPOST THIS. Living creatures are tasty.If You love chain mail, then you are retarded. No one cares about your bikini wax, or who you teabagged in 2006 or stupid stories that involve shooting babies in the face point blank.PENGUINS ARENT REAL SMART. GET OVER IT.THIS IS NECESSARY-LIFE FEEDS ON LIFE FEEDS ON LIFE FEEDS ON LIFE.This is death by chocolate to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the scientists being harassed for using animal testing to save human life and end disease. It is not right and should be stopped.PETA must be spayed and neutered. The following images are of animals that werent cute enough to love. They are graphic,and oh so butt ugly.If you have a heart you'll repost this.IF YOU DONT REPOST MAYBE YOU NEED TESTING ON YOURSELF,OR MAYBE YOU DONT FORM OPINIONS AND BELIEFS BASED ON EMOTIONS,BUT ACTUALLY USE YOUR BRAIN TO FORM YOUR OWN IDEAS OF RIGHTAND WRONG.Hit reply then copy the codes my pretties.

The Report
This Just In, I don't give a rat's ass. Why would I? I mean really? Why would I give a rat's ass? Do you deserve a rat's ass? Maybe a nice dinner, or a walk on the beach, but a rat's ass? Fuck That! Rat's asses are for those, who don't really care, rat's asses are for those, who don't like you, Rat's asses, smell like shit. Fuck them, Fuck rat's asses. That is all, good day!

Really Great Artist
I was searching for dragonfly images, and found This Online Portfolio. I loved her work! Especially the "Fraktale" section, and the "Dragonfly" is my favorite piece. Just thought I would share. :)

Masturbation
She laying on her bed and she reaches for her night stand and opens the drawer and inside is a average pink vibrator, she twists it on and then she slowly takes it to her nipples around them she goes and then down her body slowly she takes it to her wet pussy lips, she hits her clit and sends out a soft moan and then she reaches her love hole and in it goes slowly slowly then fatser and faster as she is doing this she is playing with her very wet clit and she all of a sudden stops and she sees him standing by her bed and he asks may i join in nd she says sure so she turns it off because there is no need for it now but then he take the vibrator from her and turns it back on and he whipes it off on his pants he doesnt care but he takes it and slowly works it down her body and she is trembling because its getting her wetter and wetter because as of earlier she was almost ready to burst but hes making it all the better because he is there with her but he take it and slowly glides it down t

Its Wrong
I just reposted a bulletin about animial abuse and testing. It is wrong very wrong. I have four dogs and a cat, whom I love very much! I could never ever hurt one of them. It would be like hurting one of my children. Yes sometimes they get on my nervous and make me mad. But those times are few. They bring me joy and show me love more than anything. I see things like this and it makes me sick!!!!!! Im not a fan of the human race. I feel that we as a spicies should be done away with. Were to sick to live! Everytime I see something like that I love mine alot more and I dare someone try and hurt one of them. They would see my dark side come out and I would do to them what they did to my dog/cat!!! Hurt them and you take your life into your hands. Same as if you harmed one of my kids!

A Friend's Passing
This is the letter I wrote to my former commander upon hearing of my friend's death. Sometimes, less is more. Sir: It was a heavy blow to my morale upon hearing of SSG XXXX passing. I worked with him and knew him for a long time during my stay with XXX. Moreover, I remember explicitly my last conversations with this good man, husband, and Soldier. Not only has a family lost a great man, but the army and the nation have also suffered another unconscionable blow. While he was and is a Soldier of our military, who conducted himself to our highest standards, his murder by the inhuman waste that afflicts Iraq and the world is without question a heinous act not worthy of such an honorable man. I know that this is a tremendous blow to 9th Battalion; however, I am also cognizant of the professionalism and dedication to duty that the officers, NCOs, and Soldiers of XXX Battalion possess. They will soldier-on despite such a loss. Please, extend my sympathies to his fam

5 Years Of Happiness 15 Of Hell!!!!!
I was hoping to make somethin out of this, but it can't be done. How can you love a liar, a cheat and a person who brings home a disease that could and by the Grace of God didn't get ya so it could kill ya too? Sbould have gone long ago, but I was not strong enough, emotionlly. Don't get me wrong, I'll always care, it just doesn't fall in the love category anymore and I refuse to live like a nun any more on top of all of that. Verbal and emotional abuse, intimidation, b.s. and rarely and I'm sorry unless he's threatened by something like this,by the prospect of my leaving him. Beg as he may my sanity and well-being are more important than his headgames about the teenagers, (youngest about to graduate). Then I will go of to wherever. Love always, Valarie

Vampy Red: Behind The Villainy
VampyreDJ666...Some just don't know how old that screen name is. It's been read all types of ways, primarily Vampy Red J 666. I've since given up any attempt at correction of that old defunct screen name. There is a story behind it, though. I think it's about time that I finally reveal it. Now, back in late 2000, early 2001, I hosted a show on Live365.com back when it was free in the late hours of the night playing everything from glam (David Bowie) to black metal (Cradle of Filth, Dimmu Borgir, Dark Funeral) to straight Rock (Guns N' Roses." I might have had about 100 mp3s on the laptop I was using which belongs to my now ex-wife. The show didn't really flesh itself. It didn't have the time to do it. Live365.com's program ventured into the territory of program death and never returned. Attempts at revival didn't work. The show died with it but not before the Satanic rockers crawled out of the darkness and began requesting all the black metal I had in my collection over and over aga

More More Music
My Curse I watched you walk away Hopeless, with nothing to say I screen my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be here? Your silence haunts me But I still hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (to) This is my curse (the needing) There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And I still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls (2x) Can I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love [8x]

Deicide Bastard Of Christ
Bastard of the cross relentlessly Strike fear preaching of his coming here Scriptures, twisted words to provocate Rapture from the lord your gods' so great BASTARDS OF CHRIST - DIE!!!! He fucked himself to save you - put to death, masochist For this his words berate truth - agonized, prophecized Revive the book of fiction - blasphemy, gluttony, to decieve you and me In battled disposition - hang the bitch on the cross Entitled his conviction - blasphemous, lunatic Your heart is full of hatred - BASTARDS DIE, FUCK YOUR CHRIST, WILL SURVIVE, KILL YOURSELF......DIE!!!!!! Bastard, for your god you compromise Do without, search the truth you'll never find Scriptures offer little to relate Laughter from the lord into your face BASTARDS OF CHRIST - DIE!!!! You think your god will save who - I will see, just believe You fool, not true, no thank you - enemy of the cross His word installs deception - pray to god, not for me, for yourself, soon you'll see You'll die for yo

Deicide Blame It On God
God is the reason we live in dismay It is his will that this world's suffering If we do not believe what you foretell We can expect afterlife will be hell You are the one, who killed his own son We are the ones, you're blaming it on Lust was created beginning with hymn When we indulge we are guilty of sin Torture our lives with confusion and lies Mass contradiction, Religious facades BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!LIAR Lord of salvation keep looking away It is your will that this world goes astray Take us each day from this place you unworthed Unfulfilled promise of heaven on earth You are the one, who killed you're own son We are the ones, your hatred is on Children are dying and this you're content Where is your profit in what you have left No intervention from angels above God is the reason that Satan lives on BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD BLAME IT ON GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LIAR

I Got Choked By A Stripper.
Yup that's right, I put my money up on the sniff bar, she grabbed my hair pulled my head back and choked the shit out of me... I must say I avidly enjoyed it, and wanted to get beat up a bit more, unfortunately I'm sitting here alone kinda drunk, and want nothing more than to get attacked by a girl, and choked some more... It was delicious. If your'e bored drop me a line, shout at me or get ahold of me on AIM: Dismay36, or Yahoo: Gazoo_37 Peace.

Stand Up Comedy
Hows everbody doing??? Ah thats good... You know when your going down the stairs you get to the last part thinking theres another step and booom your foot slams down all awkward. Thats how i feel.... I feel like i should be stepping on something... How ya doin??? I ask everyone that at my job.. I'm a chef that cooks in front of people so i have to make conversation or else they get bored... but sometimes the customers do all the work for me... I had this one kid... he looked at me intesely and said in his little high pitch voice "HEY YOU WANNA?!?!?! NO!!!!" He did that for about 3 minutes..."HEY YOU WANNA?!?! NO!!!!" Freeeaaaaaakkkeeed me the fuck out! I thought maybe he was going to ask me to disney land.. to kill me! Whats weirder is that In between that he kept asking his mom something and tugging on her shirt, but she just kept telling him to talk to me... So finally he gets some courage.. "HEEEEEEYYOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" "Umm what?" "YOOOOUWANNAHEARAFUNNYJOKE?!?!?!" Fina

My Comment For Today...
gd mrnn my loves..decided to make ya'll a comment this mrnn..hope you like it...have a great day today...and try to stay out of trouble if possible..im gonna try but not gonna promise..lol lots of love and hugs as always angel

Happy Land
We had our rough times , but that was the past. You bring it up everytime we talk. I look you into your eyes and tell you that it doesn't matter anymore. I love you and you love me. You say you have a surprise. I ask you what it is. You say close your eyes. All the sudden my worries are gone. No more tears, no more saddness. I ask you where I am, you tell me Happy Land. My eyes start opening, hoping all the happyness doesnt dissappear. My happiness stays and your still here.

Poem; Stormy Seas
STORMY SEAS Rough, angry, and stormy seas Ones where ships should never be Tremendous waves and blowing gales Breaking hulls and tearing sails Why would ships wander on such a night When hurricane winds blow with such might Crashing waves and driven rain Taking lives and causing pain (2-17-88) Sharp, dark, and jagged rocks Taking lives like a leper's pox Spliting wood and crushing hull Cackling like a dead man's skull Try as you might you cannot flee The suffocation of the cold sea so among the gasps and the groans Say "HELLO" to Davey Jones (2-23-07) James L. Gardner

This Is For All My Friends And Fans To Read Thanks
mass message, it goes to all. im sending to you due to the fact i made a mistake and i should not have. a few days ago i made the note that i was leaving cherry rock lounge. i did on my own free will. however i ended up getting banded the the process. well i had really pissed some peeps off that day and just about lost a few friends. i was in the process of deleting people, when i said fuck it. i will just hid for a few days, then go back and explain my story. for one im sorry that all this happend. i had been really ticked that day, and im one that can hold it in for so long and then i snap. if i snaped at you im truely sorry. the ones that i just about lost all friendship with know who they are i talked to them first. i promised a few i would write an apology. i feel the need to as well. cherry rock lounge is the best on ct. i know by what i did they lost a few members. im asking you now to forgive me for what i did, i didnt mean to take things out on you or others. please forg

Boredom = Quizzies!
Your Celebrity Boob Twin: Anna Nicole SmithWho's Your Celebrity Boob Twin? Guys Like That You're Fun You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you What Do Guys Like About You? The PJ's You Are Most Like: No PJ's You're a bit of a hedonist - opting for comfort over everything else You have an understated, easy sexyness that men love You'll risk that for the feeling of sheets against your bare skin! What Kind of PJ's Are You? Your Beauty Element is Air You're quirky, fresh, and fashionable in a surprising way. You have a beauty that's all your own, and it changes as quickly as the wind! What's Your Beauty

Fuck It
By now i should have been somwhere or gone to school, or fixed my hair back down tell it to someone else who gives a shit and needs your help cause i found what i needed and i don't need you to tell me how you feel and if i fall you are not the one that has to cope and deal all my problems are for me my god look at his tattoos and those earrings he could never get a good job go home and beat your kids so they don't turn out as bad as me i don't need your eyes to see i will be what i will be stop coming around cause you bother me stupid mutherfucker pull your head out your ass and see what don't you get, was i stuttering i don't need to take your shit get away from me

Yet Another Crazy Fucked Up Dream..
this dream evolved three friends here on Cherry Tap and myself... Mmmark, Smokey hazel ice, and Ezra. Poor Hazel.. you're dead in this one, buddy. Trying to recall this dream is a bit hard.. but i do know the entire dream was in a movie trailer.. Because I'm sitting on the couch and watching it on T.V. o.- The couple in this story..was Ezra and Mmmark. They moved into this house that had been abandoned before them.. the last people who lived there went crazy because of some unnamed person. Well Mmmark and Ezra check out this house, and nothing seems particularly wrong with it.. the only thing about it is a stain on the ceiling in the kitchen. They consider it nothing, and move on upstairs.. up stairs in the study was this.. giant pool of blood... and this place is right above the kitchen. Before they turn around and run back downstairs to get shit to clean it up, Hazel stops them in the doorway... and he is like.. demented. he claims he made such a 'mess'. Mark and Ezra

Untitled
I'm sorry for last night,but what did I really do ? I caught you screaming and freaking at me, then you hit my shoulder with the fucking phone book too. I had to put some ice on it to take away the pain. Then you made it sound like I'm the reason your going fucking insane. I don't know how to cope, I'm at the end of my rope, but sometimes it feels like if you hit me again I should lose control. Go off the fucking deep end. I should hit you back, each time you hit me, like self defense. All I need is someone, not just a reason to leave cause my reason is I'm sick of this shit. Then you talk about shit like having your wrists slit.I've had jobs on and off for years, one day hoping to get away from all this, why do I take this shit and stay here?

I'm In A Contest ... Best Princess
I am in the best Princess contest, and at the moment i am getting my ass kicked by Kim Il Sung, whats all that about? i admit he has crazy good looks and great hair, but i think i can take the Pepsi challenge with him, i have my own dark brooding looks and charms, so please vote for me. Rob i am used to winning all the elections, this idea of not been able to rig the voting is crazy shit.

I'm So Excited
Oh I walked outside the hospital this morning about 630am and the greatest site met my eyes, the sunrise!!! Now why would that excite me so very much??? BECAUSE it has been dark dark dark here, not to mention cold cold cold and today was a sign of SPRING being right around the corner, a few weeks away!!! Yeah so it's the little things that make me happy.;-) I will be much nicer to people when I feel warmth and sun again I promise. Have a great day!

New Email For My .net Site
Hi Everyone, I have a new email address for my site. If you have written to me with a question or anything and haven't received a response, please resend it to al@aimeelynn.net I lost all the email from my other addy. So sorry if yours was one of them! Hope you have a fantastic day! XOXO, Aimeelynn

I'm About A Week Behind...
Hi everyone, I'm so behind on getting my notices out. But for those of you that look for new updates, I have the full lollipop set up on Dreamnet now. It was actually put up last weekend LOL. I'm just behind. Here ya go. I'll post the links to the new SC updates in just a bit. Here's the link to my sticky and sweet set ;) Sticky kisses, Me

Let's See How Many Peeps Actually Do This
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorBlondeHieght5'1"GlassesSometimesShoe Size6-7Casual or FormalCasualLong or Short HairLongManicured or NaturalNaturalEye ColorBlueLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffOnBed or TableBedRomantic or WildRomanticRisky or SafeRiskyHugs or KissesKissesEars or NeckNeck !Walk fast or SlowFastDance or Tap FootDanceWalk or RideWalkStay in or Go OutDepends On The CompanySpontanious or PlannedLil' Of BothOrganized or FrazzledOrganizedEarly or LateLateTaken or SingleHjmmm ...not sure yetHigh Places or Well GroundedWell GroundedSwimming or SkiingSwimmingHiking or Beach StrollBeach StrollVertical or HorizontalHorizontalBath or ShowerShowerRoll-on or SprayRoll-OnHot or ColdHotTongue or LipsTongueType or WriteWriteRead or SingReadTalk or ListenListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderOutsiderLoud or QuiteQuiteSchool or WorkWorkSmoke or DrinkSmokeThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackMidnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelNapkinTheater or RentalsRentalsCandle lit Dinner

A Night Of Passion
For two nights I have had some awesome dreams dreams that are so real that they next morning I am wet. I dreamed I was lying in bed with my back to the door. I had my silk gown on and nothing underneath. I snuggled under the covers and with thought of you on my mind I drifted off to sleep. In my dream someone entered the room. By this time i was facing the door and as I pecked I saw YOU take off your clothes and climb in my bed. I felt hands touch my body. Stroking my curves and gently removing my gown. I moan as the air from my fan touched my body. My nipples were so senseitive that when your mouth found them I let out a loud moan. I arched my back to feel your naked body touch my skin. My hands sought your skin. My hand reached down to cup you. I wanted to feel your need for me. I gently tugged on you and pulled you to me. As your kisses became more urgent my need for you grew. I needed you in me. I begged for you to take me NOW. I wanted to feel you i

Detaching With Love
Detaching with Love by Doreen Virtue Did you ever have one of those dreams where you were trying to call someone and the telephone did not work? Well, the current Mercury retrograde energy is creating communication issues along those lines. How ironic that Mercury went retrograde on Valentine’s Day in the emotionally sensitive time of Pisces. Communications within relationships may seem difficult or strained until the end of the month. You may notice people (including yourself) bickering or arguing more than usual. However, as irritating as Mercury retrograde can seem, it always brings blessings in disguise by allowing us to clear away anything that is out of integrity or steeped in lower energy. This is also a wonderful time to practice the spiritual art of detachment with love. Many lightworkers experience stress when people around them are not happy, because the mission of lightworkers is to help bring peace. So you may take it personally if your loved one is n

Gonna Be A Bear!!!
In This life I'm a woman. In my next life, I'd like to come back a bear. When you're a bear, you get to hibernate. You do nothing but sleep for six months. I could deal with that!! Before you hibernate, you're supposed to eat yourself stupid. I could deal with that too. When you're a girl bear, you birth your children (who are the size of walnuts) while you're sleeping and wake to partially grown, cute, cuddly cubs. I could definitely deal with that!! If you're mama bear. Everyone knows you mean business. You swat anyone who bothers your cubs. If your cubs get out of line, you swat them too. I could deal with that. If you're a bear, your mate EXPECTS your to wake up growling. He EXPECTS that you will have hairy legs and excess body fat!!!! YUP, gonna be a bear!!!!

Your Daily Dose Of Gratitude
Your Daily Dose of Gratitude ---------------------------------------------------------- If you refuse to change your job (if you don't like it), the only sensible thing you can do is practice loving it every day. (Dr. Wayne Dyer) - www.drwaynedyer.com ---------------------------------------------------------- In every crisis there is a message. Crises are nature's way of forcing change - breaking down old structures, shaking loose negative habits so that something new and better can take their place. (Susan Taylor) ---------------------------------------------------------- Soul exists only in this moment. Every moment, no matter what the conditions, offers opportunities to touch and experience life in a new way. Our egos, with their fears and desires, easily get trapped in the past and the future, but the power to change exists only in this moment. We don't need to know more or have more before we can live more deeply. We simply need to pay attenti

My Ex
Your Ex Is Paranoid Whether your ex was accusing you of cheating or your friends of being evil... Your ex definitely saw things that weren't there! People with paranoid personality disorder bear grudges, are always suspicious, and confide in no one. Sound at all familiar?What's Wrong With Your Ex?

Hillary Goes To Primary School
Hillary Clinton goes to a primary school in New York to talk about the world. After her talk she offers question time. A little boy puts up his hand. The Senator asks him what his name is. "Kenneth." "And what is your question, Kenneth?" "I have three questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second - why would you run for President after your husband shamed the office? And, Third - whatever happened to all those things you took when you left the White House?" Just then the bell rings for recess. Hillary Clinton informs the kiddies that they will continue after recess. When they resume Hillary says, "Okay where were we? Oh, that's right, question time. Who has a question?" A different little boy puts his hand up; Hillary points him out and asks him what his name is. "Larry." "And what is your question, Larry?" "I have five questions: First - whatever happened to your medical health care plan? Second

Another Night Of Passion
Last night I knew I couldn't sleep in my clothes so I took off my clothes and climbed in bed. The covers felt cool to my skin as I snuggled under the covers. Sleep wasn't far from me and off I drifted with thoughts of you again playing on my mind. Again you visited me . You took off your clothes and felt your way under the covers. Your hand found my naked flesh and I pressed my back into your hand. I felt you pull me more towards you as your hand explored my flesh. You kissed my neck and my arm and then your hand found my breast. I moaned as your hot hand caressed my flesh. I rolled onto my back as i started up at you. I tried to look at your face but all I saw was darkness. You never spoke and neither did I except for burst of passion no other sound came from us. I kissed your chest and let my hands roam over your back down to where you bottom was. I grabbed you and pushed you into me. I heard you hold your breath and it excited me. I reached between us and cu

Musings
Sometimes things must get worse before they get better. We're in the backcountry of West Virginia...hell, I can hear the banjos here. It's a far cry from anywhere I've ever lived before. But we'll have our own place soon. I honestly can't wait...and hopefully there we'll no longer have dialup net. Because it's really irking sometimes when I'm trying to do something quickly. Maybe here Taima and I will finally be able to make ourselves a home for ourselves and the little one. Especially since a little one needs stability in his life. He was uprooted from Baltimore at just over a week old, and has only really known W.V. as home. Let's hope it stays that way.

The True Me..... Kinda
The True You You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday. The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you make opportunities to interact with many people through club activities or a hobby, then select someone you like.Who's The True You?

The Purina Diet / Stupid Questions
The Purina Diet I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for Lola and was in line to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog........ Duh! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, particularly a tall guy behind her. Hor

Help This Soldier Win His First Contest
ok all you out there. i need you to help this soldier out. click the link below and start commenting. he is in his first contest ever and its the hottest guy contest. so please stop by and show some love. for anyone who drops 250 comment bombs i will award a prize to. so please get to comment bombing. and be truthful on the number of votes. the score will tell if you lied or not. here is the link just click it and start voting

Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

A Day Without You
A DAY WITHOUT YOU A day without you, Is like a candle with out a flame, Like the burning I feel inside, Everytime I hear your name. A day without you, Is like the utlimate test, A blank sheet of paper, But no answers to fill the rest. A day without you, Is another day I want to cry, Feeling lonley, yearning, And aching inside. A day without you, Is a true endeavor, But one day closer to being in your arms forever.

Kids At The Hospital
Two little kids are in a hospital, lying on stretchers next to each other outside an operating room. The first kid leans over and asks, “What are you in here for?” The second kid says, “I’m in here to get my tonsils out, and I’m a little nervous.” The first kid says, “You’ve got nothing to worry about. I had that done when I was four. They put you to sleep, and when you wake up, they give you lots of Jell-O and ice cream. It’s a breeze.” The second kid then asks, “What are you here for?” “A circumcision,” the first kid answers. “Whoa!” the second kid says. “Good luck, buddy. I had that done when I was born. I couldn’t walk for a year.”

4 You Guys!!!
I'm not feeling well today so I aint sending out to many comments,,, I still loves ya though an hope ya'll are doing well.... Much love to you & yours!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com

Please Show These People Some Love
Hey People.. I just wanted to get these names out here.. They have been soo nice to me.. Please Check them out.. it would mean so much to me.. *kisses* °¤ syco juggalette ¤° - equipt with an axe and love handles!@ CherryTAP Bastardly One™@ CherryTAP Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

A Knight In Shining Armor
In this world full of hurt and pain, I need someone who would help me through the rain. To comfort me when Im sad, Doing everything just to make me glad. In this world I need a Brave Knight, Who would never give up any fight. A knight who would dry away my tears, Telling me to overcome my fears. A knight who loves me for who I am inside, With him there's nothing more I need to hide. A person who will still be standing strong, Eventhough everything has gone wrong. I need someone who is willing to give me more, Someone I can call my Knight In Shining Armor.

Me
what a two weeks it's been but rest easy I will be back around more often schools were closed for a week and I had a million things to do hope everyone is well and thanks for all the luv Have a kick ass weekend girls and boys xoxo

What Gluten Is...and What I Have To Avoid
this my explain it... So i need to avoid wheat, rye and barley......which still makes life harder...but holy fuck at least i can est like a normal person for the most part Still have to avoid cinnamon, pepper, oregano, citrus and a few others....but hell i can handle that Gluten (GLOO-ten): Noun. A substance sometimes seeming to be in nearly every food on this planet. When found to be present in one's favorite food, it can elicit sudden tears of frustration; when found to be absent from one's favorite food, it can elicit sudden tears of joy. Okay, I admit it; I made that definition up. Actually, there are two additional and completely different definitions of gluten. One is simple, commonly accepted, and most frequently used-but technically incorrect. The other is a complex but technically correct definition. I'll give you both. The simple, widely accepted (but technically incorrect) definition of gluten: Gluten is a protein molecule found in wheat, rye, and barley. T

Attention To All Readers Help Pls
I am new at this posting my own bulletin So pls bare with me , I called on You for your help, See My mother went in to the hospital On Dec 27 th of 2006, She has suffered a massive Cardiac Arrest (Sudden Death) and she when amblance arrived she was gone , They revived her twice and they took her to The Trauma TMC Hospital in KC MO, they worked on her for an hour, She was in ICU for a month Doctors sayed she would be brain dead so i had to make a dession to take her off the ventalater or keep her on , Well its a good thing i asked for a second oppinon be cause the The Other doc sayed she had Some Brain waves, I kept her on , a month later she went in to a Rehablition Hospital, She is at hom e living withme now safely, But i took her to the doctors , and he told me that she has suffered Brain Hypoxia and she may not recover from it or may take a long long time to may be get soem of her self back, What i need from you is Prayers ALl the Prayers i can getPLease she is all I have left in

Unfinshed ....still Working On It.
There is a Dark Goddess taht has me on my kneez Praying,begging,and pleading "please" There's a pain that I feel in my chest thats so close pleasure Is it love or lust it's on the scale and I'm waiting 4 the finale measure This all started with a chat,dance, and me being a tease Now when I'm view her pic's I'm put into ecstacy,

Cordell
damm todays a strenge day, i got a letter from a ex girlfriend saying how sorry she is and asking forgivness thing is now i dont know what to do about it, ive not even talked to her in 10 years. but shes not all to blame for the break up, i acted like a baby to. but for now she asked me to call or write a letter, im going to write a letter (dont know what to say yet) i just wish i new what she wants, anyway thanks for readin all have a good weekend

Droppin' In To Say Hi!
Well, just thought I'd drop in to say "HEY". As some of you prob. already know, as I sent out some emails yesterday, we were notified yesterday morning, that Lee's cousin was found dead yesterday morning by her husband. This has been a big shock to the family, as we are expecting the coroner to rule the death a suicide. As if death isn't already hard enough to cope with, but to have it under these circumstances makes it even more unbelievable and hard to phathom. It is so hard to understand how a mother of 3 and grandmother of 9, only 52 yrs. old, would seem to think that she had nothing to live for. Naturally, we have been keeping in touch with other family members to find out the latest updates from the coroner, and other officials. We've been told that services are probably going to be on Monday, the way it looks now, so we are planning on leaving here sometime on Sunday, possibly even Saturday evening, headed for Indianapolis, and will probably return late on Tues. Lee's

It Only Feels Like The End Of The World
Well, she's about 90% moved out. It's all done but the paperwork now. Had to endure watching her pack last night. My head feels like it's caving in. It would be easier if we could hate one another. I will survive by reminding myself that we live and die; life is a temporary condition so it follows that everything in life is temporary. People come and go. Try to be thankful for the time you shared. There is still that part that is empty. There is still that piece of me that wonders if I will ever find happiness. WHEN is my time? WHEN will I find someone that loves me and would never think of throwing me out like a candy wrapper? It just hurts to think of everything I invested in this -- my home, my life, my family, every last penny -- and to watch it fall apart because she has "things she needs to do". It just FEELS like the end of the world. This is not a cry for attention. Just trying to get it out of me.

A Little About Me
HELLO TO ALL MY CHERRYTAP FRIENDS, I WANT TO LET LL OF YA’LL KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT ME. I AM 32 YEARS OLD I HAVE TWO WONDERFUL CHILDERN. THEY ARE THE CENTER OF MY WORLD AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE. THERES NOT A LOT TO TELL YOU I LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST LOVE PLAYING ONLINE. I AM A BIG FLIRT AND LOVE TO TALK TO PEOPLE. I SPEND A LOT OF TIME WITH MY KIDS AND ENJOY BEING OUT DOORS. I LIKE FISHING, CAMPING, 4WHEELERS. I ENJOY WATCHING NASCAR “GO TONY (SMOKE) STWERT”, DIRT TRACK RACING “STOCK CARS” I WATCH SOME FOOTBALL MOSTLY ONLY WHEN THE “DALLAS COWBOYS” ARE PLAYING LOL. IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE YOU WANT TO KNOW JUST ASK ME. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY. TAKE CARE LOTS OF LOVE TO ALL SEXY MOMMA

My Son
i have great news.....mine and spikes son is now in the all clear from having over two tousand cancer cells and a tumor to having nothing in his body. we are so thankful. we just hope that he stays like this. we would like to thank all of those who prayed for us and him.

Thirteen Reasons Why Jesus
Thirteen Reasons Why Jesus, If He Were Here Today, Would Be A Witch Carl McColman, author of Embracing Jesus and The Goddess No single one of these reasons prove the Witchiness of Jesus, but taken as a whole, they make for a compelling case! 1. Jesus criticized the hypocrisy and legalism of the religious status quo, and chose to embrace an alternative spiritual path. (Matthew 23:1-36.) In Jesus' day, the religious establishment included the Pharisees and Sadducees, dominant factions in first century Judaism. Jesus' alternative path followed the radical teachings of his mentor, John The Baptist. Nowadays, in Europe and the Americas, the status quo is mainly Christianity; the path of the Goddess - Wicca - is one of the most compelling of available spiritual alternatives. Many people who embrace Wicca have the exact same criticisms of Christianity that Jesus is said to have had about the religious establishment in his day. Hyprocisy, legalism, blind obedience of the rules

Ulster Volunteer Force (uvf)
The Ulster Volunteer Force (UVF) is a Loyalist paramilitary group that was formed in 1966. The group adopted the name of the previous UVF which was formed in 1912 to oppose, by armed force, the arrangements for Home Rule in Ireland. Potential conflict in Ireland was averted by the First World War and many of the members of the then UVF joined the British Army's 36th (Ulster) Division and fought - and died in large numbers - on the battlefields of the Somme. The aim of the present UVF is to ensure that Northern Ireland's constitutional position within the United Kingdom is secure. The re-established UVF was opposed to the reform that were being considered in Northern Ireland in the late 1960s and early 1970s. As Loyalist paramilitary groups often did not claim responsibility for the killings they committed and on many occasions used pseudonyms, it is difficult to give an accurate count of the number of people killed by each organisation. However, the UVF has been responsible, over a p

The Branding
Friday night was set as the date I was to receive Master David's brand. I had been counting the days on my calendar, marking them with an X. I was thrilled, excited and nervous. We had discussed this for several years, and I was happy to be finally making this sort of "commitment" to him. I prepared carefully, shaving... doing my hair and nails... with shaking hands. Master had brought in a man who is experienced in branding, and had specially designed one with MDs "crest" on it. The size of the brand is small, about ² of an inch. We had agreed that it would be placed on my upper inner right thigh. I wont go into all the boring technical stuff about his preparations, but only say that there are MANY safety precautions, sterilizations etc... The best part is the actual scene that took place. First, Master brought me into the room wearing nothing but my collar and cuffs. The man was sitting by the fire sipping a glass of wine, and he didn't speak to me. I was cuffed to Masters chain

Carson,s Volunteers Ulster Special Service Force
SIR EDWARD CARSON BORN 1854 DIED 1935 CARSON OF THE .U.V.F. Sir Edward Carson (1854 - 1935) might justly be described as the founding father of Northern Ireland. A Protestant Dubliner, he threw in his lot with the northern unionists to become their acknowledged leader, some would say their national saviour. It is largely due to his efforts that the six north-eastern counties of Ulster remain to this day in union with Great Britain under the Crown. Carson rose to high office in both politics and the law, becoming First Lord of the Admiralty in David Lloyd George’s war cabinet and, as Lord Carson of Duncairn, a Lord of Appeal in Ordinary (that is to say, one of the Law Lords). Yet he was notably lacking in personal ambition and turned down the opportunity of becoming Northern Ireland’s first Prime Minister. With single-minded determination Carson dedicated his political life to opposing Irish Home Rule. He regarded England as the fount of liberty and justice, and

Wow
OK so i get a car.. and its GREAT... then this morning my friend offered me her house... a rent to own thing.. WOOT its a nice house!! and the topper.. I AM VISITING MY SON SOON!!! they are going on vacation to florida for a couple of weeks then when they get back we are getting together and having a visit!! ITS SOOO COOOOOL!!! I love my baby soo much.. Damn i should stop calling him my baby.. he is 6 now.. I AM DANCING WITH HAPPINESS!!!!!

Desire
Desire Fresh soft satin sheets Fluffy pillows my head meets You came from the bathroom in sexy lingerie A White lacey number you proudly display Lying ever so closely next to me My hands become eyes rubbing you so I can see The soft gentle kisses we both share Feeling the passion and panting without care Stroking each other with much pleasure Finding new ways to reach each others treasure Holding and touching all through the night Loving and sharing what a true delight The feeling of ecstacy and lust Daring each others trust Trying to get up, but can't leave the bed Wanting and craving you all in my head

Just Yeah
JUST... YEAH Things have been going to good i think im scared that they are going to go bad here soon... right now i have a wanderful boyfriend who means the world to me and my best friends... I have always been dealt the wrong end of the deal... but for once im feeling very content and happy with my life... Im just trying to find a job and be happy ... And iam .... I have been trying hard to find a job but i cant... I just wish i could ... I love my family and friends ... they are the best for me... I love them and my boyfriend treats me great and i love him to.. im very fortunate to have people like this in my life.... i try to be there for everyone when they need me... Ok well i dunno i guess enough rambling on... Just wanted to tell u guys how much u mean to me... and everything...

I Can't Believe You Left
| Text Only Version I can't Believe You Left Me I can't beleive you left me I always remember calming you the night before But still I held you for my love for you to see Your body shook, your temperature was 104. It's been several months, and I am still not over this My favorite person in the world is gone My heart is empty, for you I truly miss Everyone says, time will bring in a new dawn When they asked me "well there is nothing we can do" I knew you heard me tell them to not use Life Support Your heart raced, and I knew you didn't want to leave It fnally sank in with you, that it was time for you to go I regret that each and everyday Maybe that would have let you rested So we could call out to God, lower our heads and pray Now each day as I move on, I feel lonley, cheated and tested Brother what do I do now? There is no money No love No funny things for me to laugh at I can't believe you left me!

Farewell But Not Forgotten!
Farewell But Not Forgotten Losing you was bigger than I ever gathered Filled with lonliness and sleepless nights My heart is broken up and shattered I think of you with each passing minute Why did you have to go? There were times I regret So much more I had to show Our time was not long enough For it was my turn to be your brother I hope you enjoyed me as much as I did you I hope I wasn't a bother God I want you back I have missed you so much Brother you were too young to die I still need your gentle touch As you passed away I hope you knew That I was there The bond between us two brothers The love only we could share!

What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
You Are Rum You're the life of the party, and a total flirt You are also pretty picky about what you drink Only the finest labels and best mixed cocktails will do Except if you're dieting - then it's Diet Coke and Bicardi all the way What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

My Friday Story
The Happiest Day Of My Life Written by Michael T. Smith It started innocently. Many years ago I worked in an office with large windows facing a busy overpass. I was standing by one of those windows one day when a woman in a passing car looked up and made eye contact. Naturally, I waved. A chuckle escaped my lips as she turned and tried to identify me. It was the beginning of a year of window antics. When things were slow, I would stand in the window and wave at the passengers who looked up. The strange looks made me laugh and stress was washed away. Co-workers began to take an interest. They would stand from view, watch the reactions I received, and laugh along. Late afternoon was the best time - rush hour traffic filled the overpass with cars and transit buses, and providing lots of waving material for the end-of-day routine. It didn't take long to attract a following - a group of commuters who passed the window every day and looked up at the strange waving man. There was

Introduction
I wanted to share some work of famous poets, as they have always inspired me to expand my knowledge and inner self. What brought me to share this blog is the world out there. The war, the fighting...everything. It makes you think whether the world has stayed the same, or whether it is changing for the better? I mean what do you think? Ive picked out some poems which convey upon this idea; this topic, and many which has inspired me to carry on writing and wondering, pondering in my mind. I feel in some of these literature, it seems somewhat ironic to what is happening in this world now.

The What Is Your....tests
, you're now logged in! Below you'll find your test result. After, continue on to your homescreen to discover what we're about. continue to OkCupid homescreen > The MasterYou scored 80 DOM DOM DOM -- You are DEFINITELY dominant. You control the relationship, and your partner, and you like it. You don't like being left out of the loop most of the time, and you're very certain of your expectations in your relationship(s) with your partner(s). Find yourself a good little slave girl, and you're definitely good to go! My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on domsubLink: The Are you Dominant or submissive Test written by nahemah on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Virus Alert!! Pass It On!
VERY IMPORTANT WARNING Please be extremely careful especially if using internet mail such as Yahoo, Hotmail, AOL and so on. This information arrived this morning direct from both Microsoft and Norton. Please send it to everybody you know who has access to the Internet. You may receive an apparently harmless email with a Power Point presentation "Life is beautiful." If you receive it DO NOT OPEN THE FILE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES and delete it immediately. If you open this file, a message will appear on your screen saying: "It is too late now, you life is no longer beautiful." Subsequently you will LOSE EVERYTHING IN YOUR PC and the person who sent it to you will gain access to your NAME, E-MAIL AND PASSWORD. This is a new virus which started to circulate on Saturday afternoon. AOL has already confirmed the severity, and the anti-virus software's are not capable of destroying it. The virus has been created by a hacker who calls himself "life owner."

Going Offline Update
It Now Looks like it will be in the next few days. So if I dont get chance to chat with any in my friends, fans, or family list I wish you all well. I hope it want be too long In gone but I dont honestly know. It maybe a while. And thanks for being my friends

Just Thinking Out Loud
I went to one of my PTSD clinics at the V.A this morning. One of the other guys kept saying "for God and country" whicw made me start thinking.......WHY? I would have to disagree w/him on that. Because when the bombs start exploding and the bullets start flying you don't fight for God and country, your family back home in the states, or your girlfriend. You fight for the man standing beside you because when all is said and done he is the only son of a bitch that will get you through this. You know he has your ass covered and you cover his. That is all we had was each other at those times. And those times will remain with us forever, every time we close our eyes we see the faces of those that made it and those that didn't. The carnage that we left behind. We all left a part of ourselves in those places. A part we will never get back. We will never be the same person that we were when left. We are changed forever. Thanks

Ty Guenivere
BDSM for Dummies Whenever I tell anyone that I'm a dominatrix (that's pretty much everyone; love talking about my job), "prostitute in black leather with a whip" may be the conjured schema. That is a very flawed notion of what a domme does and what domination is. There is no sex involved (including oral and manual), which is why domination is legal in several states. If properly regulated and executed, it is a safe and fun practice that can teach one a great deal about interpersonal interaction and physical gratification (and get one through college). Presented in a very basic, factual manner, here is a textbook style overview: BDSM: B(Bondage)D(Discipline/Domination), S(Sadism/Submission), M(Masochism) The Four Categories: 1)Physical Restriction: I personally hate it; won't even wear a seat belt. Luckily, I have the option of never being the submissive in my sessions. Involves use of bondage straps, chains, handcuffs, dungeon-made, black leather suspension devices, harnesses, bondage

Who Remembers This?
This is for all the 90's kids It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain And who could forget: Clarissa Explains it All You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "Iiiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember TGIF, Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. Playing square ball at school was THE recess activity. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You know who Littlefoot, Spike, Sara, Ducky, Petry and Sharptooth are and watched ALL the movies You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to schoo

Self-esteem
I have a blog about high school roles and the meaning of the word "popularity" percolating in my head, but it hasn't coalesced into a coherent blog yet. But hey, figured I was past due for a blog of some sort. So last night, I turned off my Tivo, and Oprah was on live TV (it was very late), and they were doing a show on people who wanted to lose weight. Which is fine. Of course I don't have a problem with people wanting to live healthier lifestyles. What I found disquieting is how down on themselves these people were because of their weight. It was like they had no self-esteem whatsoever just because they were overweight. And, honestly, these weren't grossly obese people. These were heavy but healthy looking people. But it was as if their entire self-identities were completely shattered by the fact that they were overweight by modern standards. (I was also amused by an interview with one woman's husband, who said "I feel guilty about it, but I wish she looked like she d

Chocolate Milk Made Me Smoke Marijuana
ok here's the DL, i wrote this paper coming off a high, and needed a topic for my Philosophy paper, and what better topic the pot. i chose the gateway theory again for this paper, as i have written many papers on it in my writing classes because it is college, not high school and they cant do shit about it, but like you have to read this paper to fully understand my argument, which is valid, please no haters because i'm not judgin you, and i hope you won't judge like the rest of this stereotypical judging world (and sry trhat i didn't use proper english in this intro, its the internet, the paper is written well, so you can back off, im a writing major, dont try me.) here it is: Chocolate Milk Made Me Smoke Marijuana An interesting quote I heard before from a show on television, but I can not recall its name is a guy in a jail cell saying, "I used to smoke a lot of pot, but then I ended up doing a lot of coke, but it wasn't the weed that did it, it was me." And this has alw

The Day Finally Come!
The day has finally come! As days went by I thought I was fine, no pain and no sorrow. The day finally came your out of my life for sure, but why do I feel the pain more then ever. I thought everything that was happening was only a dream and you'll finally change.I was wrong and it hurts so bad, you lied and played with my emotions, but i was the fool to let you in. I live in a fantasy thinking your thinking of me and that im all you ever want.Well little birdy fly away and never come back.You left me confuse and wanting to cry.If i cry and let my tears out will it be ok, or will I die. My heart, my soul, my mind is tired but all I see is memories of you and I. Now Im all alone in the dark thoughts of you, but all I hold is a pillow and memories of you. I try to cry but I cant am I all out of tears or is it if I let it out I will die.Old wounds cover by new wounds, should I be cold or is it that my heart has turn cold and into stone. The day has finally come and i dont know

Some Ppl Are Sooo Stupid
ok so here is the deal.. this was a convo in my shout box.. wtf this cunt is dumb check this shit out ->j: if the humor isnt apreciated why biother.. and whoops you just pissed off Tara ->j: i only make pervy comments to be funny or apreciated.. not usualy after i have been told im disgusting ->j: ok now im thourgh;y confused j: no im not talking about ur weight i thought u were going to rite me some thing perverted so do it please ->j: ann asshole usualy have deep and painful esteem problems.. i wish you luck with yours ->j: on both i was trying to be amusing.. but meh i found it amusing so i guess thats all that really matters here.. and yeah honey im fat but you know what.. im happy with me.. are you happy with you? most likely not because ppl that go out of their way to be j: both nice fat ass j: both nice fat ass ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a ->j: which part my spelling about coming by or about you being a cunt? j: i like that -

Babysitting Again Tonight
Well dr said 2 more weeks till the baby gets here YIPPY, thank goodness cause i'm honestly sick of being pregnant. HAHA. well today is gonna be slow till Diana gets here then just sit and watch cartoons more than likely Cause i don't have any toys for her to play with here mom keeps forgetting to bring her toys over, even though i remind her all the time. Randy is off doing laundry, yea i know the man doing the laundry so he doesn't ever let me do it, believe me I have asked before and he still says no, well i guess that is enough bloggin for me today, we went and saw ghost rider last night... VERY RECOMMENDED TO GO SEE in my books, well until tomorrow fellow cherries, and fellow blog freaks... NIGHT

I Hate..........
I hate these feelings I get everyday Feelings of isolation I'm scarred in dismay Alas, the thought in me has awoken I'm broken Can you make it all better? Please tell me you can Save me from life's evil plan Unspoken, these feelings in me have awoken I'm misunderstood Told I'm nothing good I wish for closure I wish for hope I wish for the ability to cope Inside, I'm crying Asking myself why? Why I go from day to day Letting these feelings consume me this way I scream loud In this faceless crowd But nobody hears I feel so weak My soul is tired Love is all I require Can you give that to me? I'm empty inside, can't you see? My heart was taken away from me I want to fly away Runaway from all the world But I know I can't I'm stronger than that Running from all the world Is something too weak for this girl

Rolex
i need 25,000 comments on this pic fast, i know the new errors suck and shit, but once i hit 25,000 comments i will get free vic, and right now the finances dont allow me to do it, and yes i will still give out a rolex to the first 2 people to dropp 500 comments on this picture id really apreciate the help guys

Don't Dwell On What Was Lost....
Sometimes it's hard to tell someone Exactly how you feel Maybe it's because we know That what we feel is real And maybe we're afraid They won't feel the same So we say nothing So we have no one to blame Afraid to show our feelings Afraid to show our heart Knowing we could be hurt Even before we start But somehow the other person Always seems to know Because we send a message That let's our fellings show It may just be a smile Or a gentle touch of the hand But there's always a signal To let someone know where you stand Now I don't exactly know Where it started with you But I do know that when I see you My feelings start anew Absence makes the heart grow fonder I've heard people say Well if it's true My heart grows fonder every day But if the end should ever come And we turn and walk away Never dwell on what you lost But look at what we had each day Too many times people Judge everything by loss They do not see the whole picture They on

Untitled
Inside I've got some plans, if only they knew about them and about my dreams they'd freak out on me. If they knew they'd push me away, for planning to be with someone who wants to be with me. I'm still torn in what to do, hopefully I don't cause someone to fall for me, as I will cause them hurt though its not like me. I could get a fresh chance, even if on my own but I do not know. If I pushed it all away and decided to keep going musically who will, who won't hate me? Is it wrong to want to be alone, or to walk this lonely road? These things will take time, but these demons are still slowly closing in on me. Where will I wind up, what shall become of me? I have those who know of my ideas & plans, one tells me not to bother and to move on. Others claim to have my back, and to always have my back despite what comes of me. If things pick up, and someone decides to persue me. I will be speechless and dumbfounded, clearly. I ask the question of why, I am reminded time and time a

Message To All My Friends Even In Mummland
in a few days i will be moving ....i will be on the internet off and on but it will be a while before i can be on CT....i will miss you all, but i also have yahoo for those of you that have it and would like to keep in touch during that time....it is southernraised_rebelrose32....i will be thinking of you all a lot though....and those of you in mummland keep the noobs inline....i know ya will ...loves ya all

So
i get to thinking about people and their thoughts on friendship... usually i try to make the best effot in order to befriend someone... well not usually i actually put in 150 % because if you want to get to know a person in this fucked up internet world which is far more stressful than everyday life for some people apperently... but i know those people that i tried with and they are throwing or have already thrown mine friendship away .. for either.. they found someone more and exciting... or ... something went wrong... but im sorry for whatever ... guess you people think to much... bubi ^_^ Liz

Froma Lady Friend
Dear Tide: I am writing to say what an excellent product you have! I have used it all of my married life, as my Mom always told me it was the best. Now that I am in my fifties I find it even better! In fact, about a month ago, I spilled some red wine on my new white blouse. My inconsiderate and uncaring husband started to belittle me about how clumsy I was, and generally started becoming a pain in the neck. One thing led to another and somehow I ended up with his blood on my new white blouse! I grabbed my bottle of Tide with bleach alternative, and to my surprise and satisfaction, all of the stains came out! In fact, the stains came out so well that the detectives who came by yesterday told me that the DNA tests on my blouse were negative and then my attorney called and said that I was no longer considered a suspect in the disappearance of my husband. What a relief! Going through menopause is bad enough without being a murder suspect! I thank you,

Peanut Brittle
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine: PEANUT BRITTLE MAKES 1 POUND PREP TIME - 5 mins COOK TIME - 20 mins (plus cooling) 1-1/2 cups sugar 1-1/2 teaspoons coarse salt 1-1/4 cups unsalted dry-roasted peanuts 1. Line a large, rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper. In a small, heavy saucepan, combine the sugar, salt and 3/4 cup water and place over medium-high heat. Stir briefly with a wooden spoon, then attach a candy thermometer to the side of the pan and bring the syrup to a boil. Continue boiling, without stirring, over medium-high heat until the mixture is light amber and the termometer registers 340 degrees for 12-15 minutes. 2. Working carefully and quickly, remove the thermometer and stir in te peanuts. Immediately, pour the mixture onto the prepared baking sheet. Using a silicone spatula or wooden spoon, spread the mixture so the peanuts are in a single, even layer. Let cool completely, about 20 minutes. Using your hands,

For Rachel
When I close my eyes... I can see your face.. My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place.. I can feel your arms holding me tight.. I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight.. I can see your smile.. Reminding me to be patient for just a little while.. I can feel your gentle touch.. Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much.. I can see the love in your eyes for me.. Shining brightly where all who care to look can see.. I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me.. And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be.. I love you...

Ur Fucked!
I have come to the conclusion that i need to concentrate my energy on the CT friends i have that...well are actually my friends so, if so much as havent talked....well ur fucked...ur gone....bye bye.

Body Art Stash !!
Happy Friday all Hope your week has been kind to you. I've added some body art to my stash, alot of it with an indian theme. Stop by and show some lurve !! Big thanks to those who were rating away as i was doing the stash (((hugs))). Have a great weekend !! Love Lin xx

Help Me Get The Diamond Earrings
Hey my cherry tap loves...I have entered a contest and I need 800 comments to win the earrings...please bomb me with comments and I'll return the favor sometime. Thanks... Click on the pic below to start commenting THANKS EVERYONE..I GOT MY EARRINGS!!

Day Of Peace
When the world come to an end, all his angels He will then send.Gathering all those who belived,will be the ones who get to leave.Together we will stand, holding each others hand.There will be peace and lots of grat love,you will get to see even the white doves. No more pain and sorrow, and no looking for tomrrow.To be in heaven is but a dream,for thoes that is hard to belive it sceems. Just me.

Light At The End Of The Tunnel
Well after mucking about with the zen cart that Jenny had uploaded onto our site I suddenly realised that I didnt have a clue what I was doing and I tried for hours clicking things and making a pigs ear of it. So I bit the bullet and have now got professional help with fixing up the cart. Thank fuck for Matthew Therrien is all I can say, so he is know getting into the backend of the site and I will have a report by Monday or Tuesday of what is to be done and what training I will need to maintain it and fix it up myself which will be great as for the first time I will have a clue what I am doing. Anyway will post more about this next week and hopefully have the home page for the cart for the posters by then I looked up what Zen meant and its having a "dont know mind" with you everywhere, well that just sums me up in a nutshell I never have a clue what I am supposed to be doing but it all ends up alright eventually, but boy does it take fuckin ages

Shepherd's Pie Ingredients?
Found in Nov 2006's issue of Everyday with Rachel Ray magazine on page 62 is a recipe with Shepherd's Pie. This was something that we taught my daughter when she was young and wanting to help with dinner plans and learning how to cook; however, it isn't quite so elaborate as Rachel Ray's recipe in the magazine. It is known as a poor man's dinner in our household as it is something that we take and mix together depending upon the ingredients we have had at home -- corn, peas, tomatoes, tomatoe sauce and paste, mixed vegetables -- with cooked, seasoned ground beef which is topped with mashed potatoes (topped with grated cheese). Just curious.... What do you put in your Shepherd's Pie to make it unique???

Joke
Two gators were sitting at the side of the swamp near Washington, DC. The smaller one turned to the bigger one and said, "I can't understand how you kin be so much bigger' n me. We're the same age, we was the same size as kids. I just don't get it." Well," said the big gator, "What you been eatin boy?" "Politicians, same as you," replied the small gator. "Hmm. Well, where do yall catch em?" "Down to the side of the swamp near the parkin lot by the Capitol." "Same here. Hmm. How do you catch 'em?" "Well, I crawls up under one of them Lexus and wait fer one to unlock the car door. Then I jump out, grab 'em on the leg, shake the shit out of 'em, and eat 'em!" "Ah!" says the big alligator, "I think I see your problem. You ain't gettin' any real nourishment. See, by the time you get done shakin' the shit out of a Politician, there ain't nothin' left but an asshole and a briefcase.

Damn This Hole In My Heart
All i can do is sit here and think of you.. i know i shouldnt. Causei know you are with her... why does it make me so jealous? I dont understand why i feel for you the way i do. I cant describe how i love you or pin point why i love you its just there in my heart and in my soul. It seems every day i get closer to seeing you i get more and more nervous. A part of me wants our meeting to go terribly wrong... and the other part wants it to go perfect. And its not you that gives me false hope... it me. I have searched my soul, read the cards, even looked to the stars... and it all says the same thing... so why cant i believe it. You say you cant and wont choose me... so why do i see something else in your eyes? I have your heart and your soul... she has your body.. is it so wrong for me to want all of you? You have changed me in more ways than i probably even know. And the silly thing is... i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to spend the rest of my life loving you. And

Purpledragonlady
THIS WOMAN IS AMAZING, READ HER OWN WORDS AND CHECK OUT HER ART::: ~SHROOM~ I have been drawing ever since I could hold a pencil in my hand. I have no formal education in art. My art is very free I allow the creativity come from where it may. When my daughter was in an auto accident in June of 2006 I stayed home to care for her and began doing what I call my Vandoodles at that time. There are 3 common characters in each of them an eye, a heart and a stick figure.If the don't fit the picture then I add them to my signature. They represent my love for kids I advocate for child abuse prevention and donate 10% of what I make to buy art supplies for kids in residential care. I hope you enjoy my work and I do appreciate all opinions and comments. Feel free to visit my website http://vanessainelsonart.com/index.htm ~CHAOS~ IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE JUST CLICK A PIC AND BROWSE THROUGH HER PICS...

I Love You
day in and day out i sit here wondering how can this be getting harder when it really should be getting easier i never realized just how much you mean to me and I love you more then ever you totally stole my heart the day we met and still have it to this day so far you've been gentle and hopefully will continue each day I hope for a letter just saying your okay and you love me i know you cant write as much as i would like so the letters are more specail when they come i cant wait until you come home and i can have you in my arms baby i love you more then you will know you are my world my everything stay safe and come home soon

Cheney Hints At Iran Strike
Cheney hints at Iran strike 24 Feb 2007 US Vice-President [sic] Dick Cheney has raised the possibility of military action to stop Iran acquiring nuclear weapons. He has endorsed Republican senator John McCain's proposition that the only thing worse than a military confrontation with Iran would be a nuclear-armed Iran. http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,21279082-5005961,00.html

Poems And Such
I WAS SITTING IN THE TEMPLE, I WAS MINDING MY OWN BUSINESS, I WAS LISTENING TO A LOVELY HEBREW MASS....... WHEN THESE PLATENT PEOPLE PLUNGED IN AND THEY THEW ME IN A DUNGEON AND SHOVED A RED HOT POKER UP MY ASS. IS THAT CONCIDERATE, IS THAT POLITE...AND NOT A TUBE OF PEPERATION H IN SIGHT.

R.i.p. John Hetu Jr
By Globe Staff A 22-year-old Rhode Island man died and a woman suffered serious injuries early this morning in a single-car crash on southbound Interstate 495 in Raynham, State Police reported. A preliminary investigation found that speed may have been a factor in the wreck, and that neither occupants of the car were wearing seat belts. The 2000 Volkswagen Cabrio was heading south near Exit 7A at about 2 a.m. when it swerved off the road, hit a highway sign, bounced back across all three lanes of travel, and rolled over. A man and a woman were both thrown from the car. Police said it has not yet been determined who was driving. The man, John W. Hetu, of Pawtucket, died at the scene. The woman, Abby M. Carnello, 19, of Middleboro, was rushed to Morton Hospital and then flown to Massachusetts General Hospital in Boston. The crash remains under investigation. Posted by the Boston Globe City & Region Desk at 10:18 AM Print | E-mail to a friend | Permalink | Subscribe via r

Hey I'm In A Contest
Hmm...must have had too much to drink, I am in this contest...I don't even know what you get for winning, but it's nice to get a vote or two from friends! I will do something nice for the folks who vote :) Later update: Apparently the contest runs until 5 pm Sunday!

Come Visit Me!
Hey yall this is my first blog! I have been on here since Dec. But still learning everything. And trying to help my hubby get ready to go to Iraq in May.(cries) But anywho I just posted some new pics come by and check them out! hugzzz

Bill Of Rights You Got To Read Lmao
DON'T MESS WITH MOM My son came home from school one day, with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough, to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, that's taught by Mr. Wright? It's all about the laws today, The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak, or what to wear. I have freedom from religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and pierce my tongue & nose. I can read & watch just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges, with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses, that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals, like your Mama did to you. That's nothing more than m

Cant Catch A Break
When all shit breaks loose, EVERYTHING breaks loose. ...I swear, I can't catch a break for the life of me. Appearnatly, neither can my husband. Missed first day of Math. Husband forgot to leave me the keys to the car. Had to email teacher in hopes that I can play catch up. College called, husband owes big $$ because his old institute is appearantly pissing that he is going to my college now. There is some major fuck up there that we have to battle. Yay. Paper called my husband to yell at him about some bullshit, but they have also managed to break the contract.... lucky them ha. But we all know that they will fight to pay us what they owe us. Dickheads. ...Bad day again?... You have no idea.

Television These Days
what is it with tv these days do they not think we get tired of hearing about death and distruction in the world and most of these reality shows are getting more and more stupid,they complain about violence in the world and sex crimes well maybe they need to take a few lessons from the 70's and early 80's era when they were more comedy shows none of this stuff they know when they say (don't try this at home) they will.

Beneath A Silver Moon A Fire
Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Was rising swiftly ever higher That took me to my heart and soul And I became the flames control A mask of deeper divinity I wear to bide the Witches Rede! Oh rise I rise into the Sun And heat of passion rise become A dragons breath A flaming one A distant spirit in me come A lovers act transpires to a fiery red and gold And my hands become the blue flames to mold Rise I rise into the torch To light the way And bring you forth And I became the Phoenix A crackling spiralling beat To rise within the elements To score the world with heat Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rising swiftly ever higher As wind I come to blow the flame As earth I come to ground again And dowse I dowse For I am Rain! Beneath the Silver Moon a Fire Rise to Rise am I desire! Passion as the music comes To rise the flames A beating drum! © 2007 Lori Foster /Rain 8:28 Waxing>Full

Untiled 2
you're there Im here both alone with no one to hold wishing we were together holding each other tight yet knowing we're on each others minds the miles between us make things hard but i know no matter how close or far we are our hearts are always together and until we can be together again thats all that really matters

You Save Me Kenny Chesney
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right up on the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that moves me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a highwi

Always Bad News With The Good
So I'm thinking, "Every time there's some good, theres the eventual bad." am i rite? I had an interview yesterday, and it went pretty well. If I'm lucky, I'll become a staff member for a major university in my area. Well... I blinded them with science... that is to say I wowed my interviewers with a fantastic display of bullshittery and determination. Everyone clapped, smiled, and asked for an encore. I was on Cloud Nine. Well, I'm heading home, and I forget the rule of "Catch 22's" and low and behold, my jeep starts acting crazy. Long story short, the turn signal gets frozen and next thing you know, the steering wheel starts smoking right next to the turn signal handle. "OH SHIT!" My inner child yells, figuring I'll be stranded on 95 North. Long story short, I'll have to pay a pretty (or ugly) penny to get this damn thing fixed. Why is it that every time something GOOD happens, something BAD happens to equal it out? Would you say that this is the universe

Fanning Update
Hey what is this BS people why are you telling people that you will fan them if your not going to then don't say that you are. It is not fair and you all know it. Because I have fanned 224 people and only 40 of them have fanned me back. i would like to thank those of that have faned me but there is still a lot that have not.for those of you that have not fand me yet and you know who you and i will have to unfan you but i dont want it to come to that so be kind and fan me thanks. I now onlyhave 46 there is still a lot of you out there.thanks.

Oomph!-scorn (live)
Lead me through your fucking world of joke Feed me with your luck until I choke Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally concentrate my pain? Call my name until I clench my fist Fan the flame until I slash my wrist Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my ... And now you read my mind And now you see my kind Will you scorn me, will you break me? Are you able to forsake me? Will you scorn me, will you hate me? Won't you finally consecrate me? Are you able to forsake me? Won't you finally consecrate my hate? Bite - nothing can save me from my scorn Fight - nothing can spare me from my hate Bite - nothing can save

When It Goes Wrong
What happens when a friendship is broken because of a man or lies or both? So many friendships have broken and the parties have become bitter enemies. I knew these two friends. They had just met and were become closer everyday that is until he walked in. The tall dark handsome stranger. He knew how to talk to women and just how to please them. He carried himself like a man and looked women in the eye when he talked to them. This man saw the two women and set his sight on either one. While one's back was turned he flirted with the other one and vice versa. He in his own way loved them both but didn't really want to comment to either one. When love was mentioned he talked of loving another still. He had a circle going for a while so as no one knew who he liked. Slowly the friendship came into question as each confessed to loving the same man. What! And one said he told me he loved me and the next He told me loved that woman. Never really confessing her feelings while the o

Today
I am stressing out again today!. My finances are a little shorter than I want and I don't know if my huuby will remember to give me the money I asked for. I talked to my best friend last night about a lot of things. One of the things she asked me was how were things with $$$. I said we have barely enought to keep the bills paid and I get frustrated because we need a little more and I know I can do what needs to be done to get the little more. What happens is I just get so frustrated with the lack of that I get stuck and don't go out and do what needs to be done to bring in the 50 or 100 or 200 dollars more that we need. While I was talking to my best friend about this she told me two things, 1) I'm too hard on myself and I need to stop that, 2) Try and focus on the positive and the good things I do have. Then today while I was visiting with the other ladies that I work out with I brought up the conversation I had with Allison and this other lady said the same thing. Focus

The Lake
I am looking at a lake that has ripples going through the water trees are all around you see stones in the water and fish swimming around with no worries of a yesterday and a today there is a birch tree that has grown on the edge of the water it leans to have some branches touch the water just the tips so the tree can drink far off in the distant you hear birds a young girl comes to let her dog drink from the rippling water You see tons of people walking with the wind blowing through their hair you can hear it whispering your name and tells you secrets the sun shining on you you are able to think of past memories but the birds and voices intterupt your traqin of thought and you smile and look up at the sky and the sky is so clear and blue that you just stare into it like a never ending thought that has just blew in your brain just like memories floating towards you as you think you see more people pass by kicking pebbles that are on the ground sitting

It's Friday! Yippie!
HEADED TO SOUTHPOINTE TO SEE SADDLE UP BAND... AND COCKTAILS.. IF YOUR IN PITTSBURGH COME DOWN!!! HUGS TO ALL... PICTURES WILL PROBABLY FOLLOW.. HA HA HA.. YOU KNOW ME!!! I LOVE PICTURES.... LOVE TO ALL...

Time...
so i was sitting outside, the freezing wind making my hands and face burn, smoking a cigarette on my break at work...for some strange reason no one walked by while i was out there...so i was just sitting there thinking...in 6 days i'm gonna be 24...24 and still working part time at a thrift store...24 and still without a college degree...24 and alone... last yr's birthday, tho not perfect, was still amazing b/c of the little things a certain person did for me and just spending time with him and such...and this year, nothing...i'll be working, just another night at the same shitty thrift store...thats it... 24...ok, so its not such a high number...not to alot of you...but it is to me...24 and basically starting things over...time is passing by too quickly for me to catch my breath it seems... today i'm 23...yesterday i was a teenager...the day before a small child....i don't want to see what tomorrow brings yet, but i'm barreling headlong into it... 24...heh...

The Last Of The Blogs
well................this might be my last, no one visits my page anymore.....and this is bothering me, kinda, i mean, i wish more people talked to me, instead of just adding me and fanning me.......if someone, at least one person responds to this, then ill keep it for a little while......

24 Feb 07 - Saturday
24 Feb 07 - Saturday 1876 Victor Moore Hammonton NJ, comedian (Ziegfeld Follies, 7 Year Itch) 1885 Admiral Chester Nimitz US Admiral (commanded Pacific fleet in WWII) 1921 Abe Vigoda New York NY, actor (Barney Miller, Fish) 1942 Paul Jones England, rocker (Manfred Mann-Mighty Quinn) 1944 Nicky Hopkins rock pianist (Stones-Ruby Tuesday, Jeff Beck, Quicksilver) 1946 Barry Bostwick San Mateo CA, actor (Rocky Horror Picture Show) 1946 Michael Radford director (1984, White Mischief) 1947 Lonnie Turner bassist/vocalist (Steve Miller Band) 1955 Steven Jobs cofounder of Apple Computer 1958 Sammy Kershaw Kaplan LA, country vocalist (Cadillac Style) 1962 Teri Weigel Ft Lauderdale FL, porn star/playmate (April 1986) 0303 1st official Roman edict for persecution of Christians issued 1803 Supreme Court 1st rules a law unconstitutional (Marbury vs Madison) 1825 Thomas Bowdler self-appointed Shakespearean censor, dies 1829 Auguste Chouteau St Louis co-founder, dies 1868 House of

Things You Never Knew Your Cell Phone Could Do.
THINGS YOU NEVER KNEW YOUR CELL PHONE COULD DO. There are a few things that can be done in times of grave emergencies. Your mobile phone can actually be a life saver or an emergency tool for survival. Check out the things that you can do with it: FIRST Subject: Emergency The Emergency Number worldwide for Mobile is 112. If you find yourself out of the coverage area of your mobile; network and there is an emergency, dial 112 and the mobile will search any existing network to establish the emergency number for you, and interestingly this number 112 can be dialed even if the keypad is locked Try it out. SECOND Subject: Have you locked your keys in the car. Does your car have remote keyless entry? This may come in handy someday. Good reason to own a cell phone: If you lock your keys in the car and the spare keys are at home, call someone at home on their cell phone from your cell phone. Hold your cell phone about a foot from your car door and have the

Bloody
You Closed me in Left me with one broken dream anoge a 1000 broken hearts you seen and watched me bleed with a razor blade i slice open my heart In a bloody bliss i screen someone come save me b/c i can't save myself with a shaddered borken hollow soul that you will forever left unknown i fell and all is lost its where i blong b/c you said you loved me and then you left like it was just a dream a sweet sweet deam here i am lost forgotten and bleeding dieing from the inside out in my nightmares will you love me make my bloody heart stop bleeding am i asking to much for you to love me Darling was it really that hard to see me standing there begging you not to go why can't i be the one that you loved so the one you love with all your dark heart well i guess i am just the one to far gone to love By Grace Aka Me

Psychic
You Are 20% Psychic You are barely psychic. Sure, you sometimes predict things... But is it a matter of luck? Or something more? Pay closer attention to your first intuitions You may be more psychic than you know! Are You Psychic?

Ok I Have A Gift For U !!! Yea U !!!
THE FIRST FEMALE FRIEND OF MINE TO PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THAT U SEEN AND READ THIS I HAVE SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR U !!!! COME ON SHOW ME WHO MY REAL FEMALE C T FRIEND IS ????

Our Adventure In Nashville...
Yeah- so my cousin, Sherri, and I are in LOVE with AFI, so we wanted to go see them in concert. For me it would be my second time seeing them, but for Sherri, it would be her first. Originally, we were planning on going to the Boca Raton show (in Florida)...but my dad was being a douche, and said that our car wouldn't make it there. We thought differently, of corse. --Yeah our car is a HUGE piece, but still- I had faith-the Agnostic kind. ::winks:: Anyway, the Florida thing didn't work out. I even tried to recruit one of my friends, so we could take HER car. All to no avail. After several weeks of constant attempts, we started to give up all hopes of going to see them. We looked on Ticket Master, to see if AFI were playing anywhere closer-the next closest show was in Nashville on 2/6/07, so we decided to try and go to that one. I asked my dad if he would let us drive up there, and amazingly enough-he said yes! ::smiles:: At that point I got uber excited. I ran upstairs and told

This Is Where I Wish To Eat Tomarow Night :d
Rats run wild in KFC-Taco Bell in N.Y. By VERENA DOBNIK, Associated Press Writer 18 minutes ago NEW YORK - New Yorkers are used to seeing rats where they catch their trains — not where they buy their burritos. About a dozen rats were having a grand party Friday in a locked KFC/Taco Bell restaurant, scampering around the floor, playing with each other and sniffing for food as they dashed around tables and children's high chairs. ADVERTISEMENT Meryl Streep Jennifer Hudson Cate Blanchett Abigail Breslin Kate Winslet Penelope Cruz Onlookers could not keep their eyes away from the jaw-dropping sight — a gang of urban vermin invading a restaurant that had been taking people's chicken and taco orders just a day earlier. Video of the rats was seen around the world, disseminated on TV stations and the Internet. "All you can eat once the store is locked," one onlooker joked. "They should handcuff them and throw the dirty rats in jail," cabbie Wilson

Rh's Ladies Best Intimate Tattoo Winners
TheRH@ CherryTAP 1st place- 10,000 ~DJ Dreams~[TCS Co Owner]@ CherryTAP Votes-7662 2nd place- 5,000 myeviltwin@ CherryTAP Votes-4607 3rd place- 1,000 Sad Girl@ CherryTAP Votes-771 RH

One Of A Kind
Always on my mind are memories shared with you.Your always there for me please know I', forever here for you.Poeple say that love matures over a long long time. From the very start its seems our love was one of a kind.This seems to be the perfect love a love so hard to find. In my heat I will always know our love is one of a kind. I love you Donnie with all I am You are my life

Perfection Of Love
People love romance. They yearn to have passion in their lives. This poem motivates you to look for romance and if you have it, it shows you how to take advantage of it: .. Let us walk together on the beach tonight Arm in arm, on a clear moonlit night We can make love on the sand I can keep you warm with my muscular arms I need you, I want you, I love you, and I always want to be near you Our love is perfect, forever lovely, forever wonderful, Always and forever always.

Thinking Of You
As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens .. Even when you’re not home I can still see your beautiful hazel green eyes, your soft curly black hair, your warm smile and you strong but sweet voice. I can hear your voice whispering in my ear saying, I love you Never forget how much I love you As the sunrises never forget how much I love As the sunsets never forget how much I love you As the moon shines bright in the sky above with the beautiful stars that surround the heavens Never forget how much I love you Your love lives inside me Your love goes wherever I go. I love you always and forever.

Oh No I Just Didn't!
Well, its been a while since I've made a blog post....anywhere. Maybe its for my own good to create one for once. Life seems to be at a norm, yet misunderstanding. Which is where I come in. I'm something, but I don't quite know what. I tend to think too much and obviously have way too much time on my hands to have a blog to begin with. CT is gewd for the soul. I don't mean to be a suck-up, brown nosing, son of a bitch but it is true. You meet other people that are just as dysfunctional as you and you can laugh at them without them knowing. :D But alas, i laugh at my own discretions, my faults, my failures, hell even my low, low, llllloooooooooowwwwwww self esteem. Its good for ya! And by now most of the people that do, in fact read any of my posts will say to themselves,"WTF was he smoking?". Well, I haven't smoked anything, yet. But when I do I'll let ya know, cuz ya know what? (Looks all shifty eyed and whispers) I'm your buddy. So with all of that covered I'll actually get tal

Lightening My Darkness
Draconian Love I can taste her raw truth, flavored with a savory touch. Her voices crutch is like soft velvet brushed on my sweaty skins clutch. Hypnotic eyes as such draw out my senses, as she tantalizes my loins with her unpretentious throng. Mesmerizing in her swaying walk, the birds pause in mid song. Their mating overshadowed by her fertile smell, casts a spell. All male reproduction focuses on her Dire air dell . Oh I swear, her raw truth has me tight tonight, no longer caring about my daring. Wearing contrived gilding has long since left the building. She can see, I need her awe now, love her more, than death itself. Her pointed breasts, man they give me no rest. Teasing my compulsion, I must concede, giving no quarter; until I confess my need, forever more as her one and only. She takes my heart and soul, giving me her all, the very essence of flavore

Where I Live
MD All my life Been from Baltimore down to waldorf Pretty much know it all From Learning about all the counties To seeing the Eastern Shore Shopping in those outlets by the bay To eating fries with old bay Ask yourself why I stay Its always been here from those humid days in august To freezing my toes off now Sucks being alone but one thing never gets old Knowing where to go ~~~Timmy~~~

My Wild Heather Flower & Her Inflection
Body language is everything. She has this unique way about her in all her Inflections. I see it in dialectic warmth how she enthralls me with that affection. The flick of her hair, followed by that light sway of her hips rends my physique. Lost in my sudden primal call, her scent makes me hot with freak. I critique my style, do I have enough wiles to woo her? She is one step ahead, knows what in my head, I'm no entrepreneur. Timing is everything, lost in fantasizing; there is no way of denying my wanting. I crash through Grocery aisles, praying we would get home under heavens awning. Surveying her plunder, our craft soon sets sail for homeports wonder. Dinner is served, a glowing firelight, then infinite thunder. I bask on heavenly shores, wondering how a man like me, got so lucky inside. An angelic being, blinding to behold; ravished my willing soul, and be

Childrens Education
O'siyo, Hello everyone, on Wednesday I went to a Parents committee meeting for the Indian Education Program for children in grades K - 12TH. and we were told that the Government is cutting back on the funding for the Johnson O'Malley program , please write or call your Congressman or Congresswoman and State and Federal Representives. Pretty soon they'll probably try and cut back on all the funding for all the childrens programs in school , so please pass it on and be aware of the funding that is being cut that pertains to your childs education. Wa-do Thankyou very much and blessings be upon all mankind , your Friend always and forever, Pastor COUGARMOON

Self Cpr
ALWAYS BE PREPARED IS A GOOD IDEA. What are you to do if you have a heart attack while you are alone. If you've already received this, it means people care about you ... The Johnson City Medical Center staff actually discovered this and did an in-depth study on it in our ICU The two individuals that discovered this then did an article on it .. had it published and have even had it incorporated into ACLS and CPR classes. It is very true and has and does work. It is called cough CPR A cardiologist says it's the truth ... For your info If everyone who gets this sends it to 10 people, you can bet that we'll save at least one life. Read This...It could save your life! Let's say it's 6:15 p.m. and you're driving home (alone of course), after an usually hard day on the job. You're really tired, upset and frustrated. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hosp

February 23 - Daily Feast Devotional
February 23 - Daily Feast Late on a snowy winter's evening the woods are quiet as though a woolen blanket has been laid over everything to muffle the sound. The sunset lights the western sky with wispy clouds like horsetails. Pink and orange and purple streak the sky and slide down to glowing embers along the horizon. A thin spiral of blue smoke rises from a chimney and the sun's reflection bronzes all the windows. It is suppertime. It is the end of the day and time to be peaceful. Grievances and unhappiness can go by the wayside and let companionship come in. It is suppertime - a time reserved for sharing the best. A pot of soup, a loaf of bread, and peace. ~ The many moons and sunny days we have lived here will long be remembered by us. ~ KEOKUK - SAUK LEADER, 1780 "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 23 "We've got to learn what's going on today in the world, and we've got to get an

Love's Passion
Sometimes a woman needs a hero out of time. There are bogus pledges out there in this great big world. Hedges placed around the flower of love, while unfeigned passion is hurled. Cast Into the broad space of the spirit world, a heart lies broken by a lurking troll. His true image masked by a token smile void of any true compassionate goal. Her souls blindness was bolstered by her need to be loved through sordid taste. Wasting inside, the trolls outer case hides narcissistic human waste. The trolls image has the appearance of an angelic man. Brutally handsome, yet his eyes reveal a latent clan, harboring a perverse plan. All is not lost, for our new hero makes haste, crossing the mirrored bridge of mystic embrace. No man must venture across with doubt, for a honest heart will always win out, so with a great shout our hero, famed Michael, dismounts his horse; venturing forth with a

Damn The Fbi!
ok so today was going good, then the FBI show up at my cousins house... they flash a warrent and start trashing the place! they kick us out and keep my cousin and her two kids in the house... 2 hours later we pick up my cousins kids and the FBI are still there.. now its 9 pm almost 7 hours later and the FBI finnaly leave her house... im drunk as hell gettin my deal on and get a call from my cousin... shes crying... the fuckin FBI thrashed her house and left it... now i have to go over and help her put shit back together and then help her with her kids to keep them calm... what a fuckin night

Will............
Will you love me when Im gone will you take comfort in our song Will you smile will you care Will I know the end is near Will I whisper I love you Will the sun refuse to shine Will the moon loose her magic glow Will time at last stand still Will there be nothing left to say Nixy

~~free Market~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

A Rose Of Cardinal
Mirror images and light Refractions of a minute Dated portrait inset Pains are merely hinted Fine line of a feather Brushed with artists hand Justifying moments Hourglass in sands Shadows in a mirror Etched in time's array Fevered image photo Seclusion in the grays This woman like a rose in time Rosy cheeks a glow Breathing in this moment Another breath she glows Aloof and charming angel Rose of Cardinal red Visions of a dreamer Love and tender fed Careful is this image Always looking back Intelligence of wisdom With mirror imaged tact.

Pain-it's Only Them
Since I was a kid I've seen greedy people just grabbing all they could take I promised myself I'd never become like them I can feel they're closing up on me, closer than I ever thought how could I have been so dumb, why didn't I see it, feel it, smell it, taste it it's only them coming from all directions walking all over me again and again they're feeding off your kindness, squeezing life right out of you like a vampire sucks you dry, you cannot run and hide if you give them a helping hand, they will take your whole life without thinking twice, the only thing they want is more and more and more now I got a parasite into my life I didn't see it coming 'til it almost broke me down it's only them, you don't give - you're a taker it's a matter of the size of your wallet and the money that you're making it's only them and nothing is sacred they don't care if you break your neck as long as they'll make it it's only them coming from all directions walking all

Falling
I sat hear reading...nothing Passing time til sleep I heard yet a whisper It came from somewhere deep Your music plays within me Your words help to embrace The love I have here waiting Patience with all grace Right here in this man A soft gentleman one and all I am a porcelain witness That love has come to call Then you...you are magic How did you hear my plea I was a hollow heart before Suddenly now...I'm free Come to me in a whisper Waken me with your kiss Dance upon this threshold This is what I miss I want to hold your shoulders Embrace your smile so fresh Moondance on your whispers Flesh to flesh to flesh Crawl inside your body Find the hidden beat Kiss up all your fancy Tickle up your feet Swing upon a star at night Waiting for your call Come to me my sweet, sweet love In you I need to fall. Come upon a whisper... Drop from out the blue Hold me for this moment While I'm falling into you.

None Stop Dancing
There are spirits that meet at crossroads and the djavu, the familiarity when face to face, brings about a new beginning from centuries before. How else can you explain it? I've quested for this heart of hearts I hear yours beat this minute I understand the fear inside And the depth of your apprehension What if I said that yours my dear Has beat through all dimensions Then if I add that you have lived Far back...way back in time Would you think me a derelict Muse Just getting words to rhyme I sense in you this beat so grand That every move is similar To the Danube danced in yesterday Does this seem at all familiar Can you give me just this memory Again to hold you close Listen to your heart near mine Then have another toast Lets flow out to the landing Take in sweet blooming Jasmine Raise a kiss to yesteryear Then recall our old imaginings Let's waltz into tomorrow With spirits held so tight Then when you feel as I do And if it feel

Joke Plz Read
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans. So, the husband left Minnesota and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email. Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted. The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and sa

Pain-just Hate Me
I gotta think of something to make you think less of me, that I am nothing to hold on to, 'cause we are through I dislike you [refr.] I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one so hate me geese, flying from the winter that's what I should do, do, do or become a sprinter and run away 'cause we are through I dislike you I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind if the bitch would have a son then I would be the one I am being mean like no one's ever been just hate me... I wish that you could hate me then things would be so easy just get me off your mind [Refr.] -------------------

The Wiccan Rede
Bide the Wiccan Law we must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the circle thrice about, To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time, Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak ye little and listen much, Deosil go by the waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon, chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss the hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the Northwind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail, When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the winnd blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast.

Pain-end Of The Line
My gun is pumping - you're down on your knees A closer step to death I think I'm coming, are you ready to recieve I spray you full with my killer disease I'm coming inside, I'll break you down Your end of your life I stole your soul, I'm in control I just made you mine It's the end of the line You're broken to pieces Crushed by the facts It's the end of the line It's not what it supposed to be How could this be Face the enemy and meet reality How could you be so blind Now you're lasting death it controls your mind Suffering years ahead I came inside I broke you down I ended your life I stole your soul I was in control and I made you mine It's the end of the line -------------

Pain-bye/die
Tell me what do you see when you see yourself I don't really get it, how do you make it through the day without killing yourself Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone Do you know, you're all the same Got to play these stupid games You're getting on my nerves, so just stay the fuck away Who died and made you god This time you've gone to far I think it-s time for you to understand: this is war There's nothing to see here, I don't wanna be here Get me out of here right now I can not sit around and wait for you to drive me insane Bye bye, why don't you go and Die die, I'll fuck you up You want me on my knees but I'm not going down Bye bye, leave me alone or Die die, it's your choice No time for games, so just leave me the fuck alone So you think I'm unreasonable Do you really think I am a toy t

Trendkilla
I just wanted to get this off my mind, I really like him and have sum strong feelings for him, we have 2 kids together and boy and a girl.. No matter what this man has stood beside me through thick and thin. He has made sum scrafices for me that could have at sum point ruined his relationship.. He has always been there for me.. Now we are toghter as a couple again and yes it makes me very happy but at the same time he has sum serious doubts because we have tried this so many times. Finally tho I can say for the first real time I am falling back in love with him and I want to tell him but now is just not the right time.. He is my soul mate I do believe and I couldn't be prouder thats my baby.. If you want you should stop and check out his profile as well as mine and do your thing.. Thanks for lending me the time to get this out!! And baby if you read this I want you to know this is how I feel.. Your awesome and I couldn't ask nor at this point wouldn't ask for anything better I love you

The Battles Ahead
So things are not quite turning out as how i planned them to. And march is to be a rocky month as well as my duties keep me on the move from my mate which makes worse the already delicate situations at hand. I am unsure about a many thing, Including how this will all go. I can only make my usual prayers to god in hopes his greater whisdom will triump over all things big and small. Love has been tested and so far found true, Let us hope that it continues as such, Though for us all not all are going threw such more simple times. I fear a great many thing and the worry i feel for friends here and abroad is great, Let us only hope that we are all so strong. I will be myself back and forth and not always be able to be contacted threw the normal ways, So if needed those who matter know how to get in contact with me. For those who do not leave me a msg here if you wish to and i will forward you the number to get in contact with me at any one time. May the gods watch over us all

Guts And Balls Definations
Guts vs. Balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But, do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... * GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" * BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." ** I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome since both ultimately result in death.

I Wait
I wait When the rivers effortlessly braid into the sea and the atmosphere of night was a feral incantation I waited for you. Even when you say we were no more and your heart was expressionless -leery. I still wait for you overlooking the seaside below. Brisk refreshing current kissing my cheeks. I walked a little preoccupied in the whispers of benevolence for I know not what I did wrong. Words malicious and deep-seated amputate and hurt far worse than any other offense could. When the sky circles indigo sea-foam and traces the murmurs of disappointment with scarlet night- cloud I wait for you. I wait for you till I cannot wait no more....

Directness
The shortest distance between two points is a simple, direct line. The most effective, fulfilling way to live life is to live it directly. When some particular task must be done, you could waste a lot of time and energy on resentment, anger, avoidance and procrastination. Or you can simply get busy and get it done. When you make a mistake, you could put a lot of wasted effort into covering it up, crafting an excuse, or pretending that it did not happen. What's best, though, is to simply accept it, admit it, deal with the consequences, and move along. In order to be accepted and liked by others, you could labor endlessly so as to live in the right neighborhood, drive the right car, wear the right clothes and eat in the right restaurants. Or, you can simply be genuine, considerate, respectful, friendly and helpful. If your life is continuously running up against complications and frustrations, stop and ask yourself what it is you truly want. Then consider that there is very lik

Important Advice For Women
Because of recent abductions in daylight hours, refresh yourself of these things to do in an emergency situation... This is for you, and for you to share with your wife, your children, everyone you know. After reading these 9 crucial tips , send them to someone you care about. It never hurts to be careful in this crazy world we live in. 1 . Tip from Tae Kwon Do: The elbow is the strongest point on your body. If you are close enough to use it, do! 2. Learned this from a tourist guide in New Orleans. If a robber asks for your wallet and/or purse, DO NOT HAND IT TO HIM . Toss it away from you.... chances are that he is more interested in your wallet and/or purse than you, and he will go for the wallet/purse. RUN LIKE MAD IN THE OTHER DIRECTION! 3. If you are ever thrown into the trunk of a car, kick out the back tail lights and stick your arm out the hole and start waving like crazy. The driver won't see you, but everybody else will. This has saved li

I Now Want To Own A Long Bow....
So today was spent in an interesting way. A few friends and I went on a little trip to some far out part of town, to a GIANT sporting goods store: Hunting, Fishing, Camping, all that. To sum it up: I had great fun. I mean, Guns, Knives, Bows, Raccoon Hats, Camo, And a family cafe upstairs. It was just a fun place to visit and a fun place to mess with various dangerous objects. I was tempted to purchase a bow, but no money. Those things are sure fun. Other then that part of they day, it was all good, and I can say I really enjoyed this day.

Pain
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.

Before I Was A Mom....
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn

Psst...
*whispering*don't get hurt if you trying to lead a converstaion one way and I ignore that direction and go another way...you'll get yours...mayb not from me...no reason to be all dumb about it tho and blow me off...idiot.

Leaving For A While
HEY EVERYONE I AM LEAVING FOR A WHILE SO I WONT BE CHECKING THIS OUT. SO IF YOU WANT LEAVE ME COMMENTS OR AN EMAIL AND I WILL TRY AND GET BACK TO YOU WHEN I CAN. TAKE CARE AND I WILL TALK TO YOU ALL LATER.

A Vampire's Lust Compares To No Other
Kioku knew from the start that it was a mistake to let her dog run loose in the park, because she knew it was only a matter of time before he’d get himself lost in the thick northern forest. And sure enough, he did, and she lost a battle with her conscience to go after him. He was a stupid dog, sure, but he was her stupid dog. It wasn’t really all that dark yet, but as she delved deeper into the woods, she found less and less sunlight that broke through the canopy. Guess I’ve never been this far before…she thought. She called out a few times, but she got no response, and heard no stirring of steps- dog or human. “I bet that damn mutt already went back home…and here I am, wasting my time…in a pitch black fucking forest!” She screamed into the darkness, not expecting a reply. But she got one… “It’s not so bad once your eyes adjust…” A smooth and sinister voice slid into her from behind, and she felt herself jump and her heart nearly stop. She whipped around to s

Weekend Car Trip
Friday’s freedom Country roads Places never seen Endless cornfields Village squares Nothing in between Hotdogs, French fries Busy streets Small town on the shore Picnic tables Cherry wine Quaint, eclectic stores Chilly water Whipping wind Footprints in the sand Matching bracelets Tide soaked jeans Walking hand in hand Sunday sunset Headed home Zeal and money spent Pictures, love and Memories made Happy, tired, content - Sheila Putnam -

A Letter Of Love
excerpt entitled: A Letter of Love 1 "...As my heart felt Naked and abandoned You clothed me Sheltered me ...You swam to me You rescued me ...for you touched My heart Like no other has Bringing a joy Like it has Never known Embedding your love So deep inside of me You became a part Of me."

My Tattoo Shop Promotion
Feed My Addiction PromotionAdd to My Profile | More Videos So if you come in and get the logo tattooed on ya get another tattoo of equal or lesser value. Also showing off the video I made ;)

I'm Blade!!
You scored as Blade. Thats right you are the booty kicking you cross me and I will stomp a mudhole in your butt type. Sexy and a great fighter with mad fighting skillsBlade83%Marius67%Lestat58%Dracula58%Louis50%Armand50%Spike42%Akasha33%Deacon Frost33%Angel25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

1997 (tonight We're Gonna Party Like It's...)
Get in the pick-up truck, we're goin' for a ride Come one man, it's a downhill slide Remember the dead boys Crawl in the back, we're goin' downtown Come on bro, we can both fall down Remember the dead boys Got a big old cheap plastic bottle of gin Nasty, but it'll do you in Got to keep on talkin' so you don't come to What the hell, what the fuck is wrong with you? Midnight ride 1997, One two three Motherfucker you're going down tonight We're takin' you in We're takin' you out Midnight ride, one two three, come on Tonight we're gonna party like it's 1997 I know you're tearin' shit up and you drunk yourself wild I been drinkin' since I was a child Remember the dead boys I know you outweigh me by fifty pounds That won't matter in a couple of rounds If the cops get here first, you're a dead man You know I'm doin' all I can Sing along, bro', with the Dead Boys and the New York Dolls You know we like that noise Midnight ride, 1997, One two thre

Thoughts
You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now my heart knows who you are And with every breath And every step I take down lonely roads, Your hand is my staff Your voice is my guide Your strength my shelter You’re passion my awakening. You walked lightly into my life, And all my pain You took as your own, And all my fears You cast into the sea, All my doubt Lost in your eyes, You walked lightly into my life And no matter if you choose to stay or go, My life is forever changed, Just because you loved me For a moment in time. And because I choose To love you For the rest of mine. -NICK

Developer For Imvu
What is IMVU you may ask...well it's a 3D chat messenger where your avi can move around..and well it's fun because you can buy all sorts of stuff with credits...or buy your avi name and start making stuff...you own what you make. So it's really fun. I have products already on my profile selling really well. You can find my page here: http://avatars.imvu.com/0oMysticFabo0 Go check it out sign up and add me too it will be so much fun...and homepages can be customized too :P Mystic

Yeah... Damn It All..
So, I just wonder, what gives a person the right to think they can go up and touch a complete stranger? Honestly? And is there some kind of harassment bug going around that is taking over the bars? Yeah.. I just need to vent.. I'm tired of going out and having someone harass with either words or come up and start massing my shoulders when I've never even met them.. I don't think I should have to change my behavior just because I'm in a bar! I'm there to hang with my friends and do my thing... not to have strangers or people who I don't enjoy or feel comfortable being around bother me. And that said, no I've never been an outspoken person.. I really don't like to have to tell someone to back off or to say Don't Touch Me! But, I'm gonna have to learn apparantly! Yup.. just needing to let of some steam.. and I need to get me a bodyguard.. :)

Goodbye
GOODBYE Watching the stars fade from the sky, the leaves falling down, the robin's last cry, the grass turning brown, I utter a sigh. The hardest part when watching love die, is whispering softly the final "goodbye".

He's A Goner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A man and a woman were dating. She being of a religious nature had held back the worldly pleasure that he wanted from her so bad. In fact, he had never even seen her naked. One day, as they drove down the freeway, she remarked about his slow driving habits. "I can't stand it anymore," she told him. "Let's play a game. For every 5 miles per hour over the speed limit you drive, I"ll Remove one piece of clothing." He enthusiastically agreed and sped up the car. He reached the 55 MPH mark, so she took off her blouse. At 60 off came the pants. At 65 it was Her bra and at 70 her panties. Now seeing her naked for the first time and traveling faster than he ever had before, he became very excited and lost control of the car. He veered off the road, went over an embankment and hit a tree. His girlfriend was not hurt but he was trapped. She tried to pull him free but alas he was stuck. "Go to the road and get help," he said. "I don't have anything to

Currency Exchange
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the >currency exchange window at the local bank. >Short line, just one guy in front of me . . . an Asian guy who was trying >to exchange yen for dollars and he was a little irritated. > >He asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yestoday, I get two hunat dolla fo >yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" > >The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". > >The Asian guy says, "Fluc you white people, too!

Your Own Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique

Offline
Seems my comp has decided to act up, I will be offline till it gets fixed as of this afternoon. I could be gone a day or a week don't know yet....try to miss me and i will see you all when i get back!!!

Part Iii
As she lay there sleeping that morning, one would never know that she was such a darling submissive. He was having such a good time with her, he hated to think that the weekend was eventually going to end. Sleeping soundly, he slipped out to gather some ‘supplies’. He came back in silently, not wanting to rouse her. Just the thought of what he was going to do to her had him hardening. It was just her luck she slept on her tummy…just made his job that much easier. He slid the rope around her wrist, tying it to the bed. He did this to her other hand, and her ankles as well. The final product was so incredibly arousing! Here she was, tied to his bed, in his home, and she was willing to do anything he wanted. He tucked her hair behind her ear so that he could see her face. So beautiful. Completely relaxed, and completely unaware of what was happening. He pulled the covers back, exposing her completely. She stirred slightly, but he wanted her completely and fully awake and

Hide Your Feeling
at work make sure put all the sweet nice cute face, make it as if the work place is flowery the bestest place to be when you going to quit that place! Why because that stupid nosy doesnt have anything better to do named 'your co-worker' will spread stupid rumour, get you in trouble, make you clean the mess and do damage control. NOT FUN!!!! So you see having 2 face at work is needed! Darn you stupid has nothing to do co-worker glad I wont be around you soon! And owww what goes around comes around I'll make sure of that...

Always Loving You
THIS IS NOT NEW ...... Always Loving You In the quietness of the moment I wonder how you are; We may be far apart in distance But from my thoughts you are never far. I don't know what tomorrow holds The future I cannot see; So I will take today for what it is worth And be glad that you love me. Tomorrow does not stand apart a shiny brand new day; It is the tapestry we weave Made up of yesterdays. Thank you for sharing with me A portion of yourself; I know you will never be mine But the part you have given to me Will never belong to anyone else. So I will try to live my life Separated by the two; Doing the things I am supposed to do And yet always loving you.

Saturday 2/24/07
Not much going on yet again today lol, just going to be spending most of the day updating my cherry stash and other things and open up my chat room later this evening. Hope everyone has a cherrilicious day!

Lets Play...
HUMMM….LET ME THINK ABOUT THIS…… ENOUGH THINKING…LETS PLAY. THIS PLACE IS SO CROWDED, BUT YOUR ALL ALONE, I CAN SMELL YOUR DESIRES, I'M ALMOST STONED. I LIKE WHAT I SEE AND I'M WANTING YOU, I BET YOU TASTE SWEET, CAN'T WAIT TO TASTE YOU. YOUR BODY SO TIGHT, SO READY TO PLAY, I'VE GOT ALL NIGHT, HELL I'VE GOT ALL DAY. LETS GO TO MY PLACE, TAKE OFF THOSE JEANS, I'LL EVEN HELP, I'LL USE MY TEETH. I'M NOT INTO GAMES, I DON'T LOOK FOR LUCK, I HAVE THIS DESIRE, I JUST WANNA…….Fuck. I WANNA RUN MY HANDS FROM YOUR HEAD TO YOUR TOES, FEEL THAT HOT SKIN TO MY BODY , GOD ONLY KNOWS. PANTING AND HEAVING I'VE GOT YOUR DESIGN, GIVE ME A CHANCE AND I'LL MAKE YOU MINE. OH HOW YOU SHIVER OR IS IT JUST ME, PEEL BACK AND DELIVER INSIDE OF ME. OH YOU TASTE TO SWEET, YOUR SMELL SO DEVINE, SLID OVER MY TONGUE, YOUR FLESH SO FINE. I'M NOT TO PRECIOUS, BUT I AM IN FLAMES, TO RUN UP THAT BODY, TO MAKE YOU INSANE. PUSHING AND G

Desire's Fire...
LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. LUST IS A FIRE, TO FIRE I ROAM, ROAM TO DISASTER, DISASTER IS HOME. HOME TO THE BODY, BODY TO THE SIN. SIN IS A SPARK, YOU LET ME IN. INSIDE YOUR MIND, YOUR MIND IS NOW MINE, MINE TO DEVOUR, I WILL DEVOUR IN TIME. TIME IS RELENTLESS, RELENTLESS TO SEED, SEED OF THE MAN, I'M QUICK TO FEED. FEED OF HIS FLESH, HIS FLESH MY DESIRE, DISIRE HIS BODY, SET IT ON FIRE. FIRE THE RAPTURE, RAPTURE UNDONE, GIVE INTO TEMPATION, I HAVE BEGUN. FEED HIS MIND QUICKLY, GIVE WHAT YOU MAY, OFFER HIM PLEASURES, SEDUCE HIM TO STAY. THE SCENT IS RELENTLESS, HE'S READY TO DEVOUR, PULLING HIM QUICKLY, FEED UNTO HIS FIRE. TEMPT HIM AND TEASE HIM, SKIN BARED TO HIM, DON'T LET HIM TOUCH YOU, TIL YOUR READY TO GIVE IN. MOVE NICE AND SLOWLY, TAKE OF HIS BREATH, TIE HIM DOWN SWIFTLY, GIVE HIM YOUR BEST. PLAY OF HIS BODY, DISIRE IT ALL,

7%
How To Forgive (WOW) > >> One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was > >> walking > >> in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many > >> things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about > >> him back when he had a job. > >> His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and >cheated > >> him. > >> He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the > >> illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled > >> with anger, resentment and >frustration. > >> Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not >find, > >> knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak > >> tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears > >> in his eyes, he prayed: > >> "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You > >> have > >> told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you > >> have told me to forgive. I am sad,

Tick Repellent
I dug deep in my herbal formula books for this recipe out of desperation, given that a few friends of mine live in the epicenter of the tick-generated Lyme disease epidemic. I tested the essential oil that is recommended for ticks, Rose Geranium, by putting a few drops—no more!— on our dogs’ collars, to see if it would repel ticks. Lo and behold, we went from 20 ticks a day on each dog, to none. The second best essential oil for repelling ticks is American Pennyroyal (also called tickweed). * 2 tablespoons vegetable or nut oil (almond oil contains sulfur, a repellent in its own right) * 10 to 25 drops Rose Geranium essential oil Combine the ingredients in a glass jar; shake to blend. Makes: 2 tablespoons Shelf Life: 6 months Dab a few drops on your skin or clothing, making sure to avoid eyes. Caution Skip the Pennyroyal if there is anyone pregnant (including pets) in the home, as it can induce miscarriage. And as always, use essential oils with caution as they can burn

13 Wonderful Ways To Use Epsom Salts
I always knew that soaking in a tub full of hot water with a few cups of Epsom Salts was good for relaxing muscles and drawing toxins from the body, but I could never find out why. And it wasn't until I spent some time at the Epsom Salt Industry Council website that I learned that Epsom Salts -- made of the mineral magnesium sulfate--are also a sedative for the nervous system. When magnesium sulfate is absorbed through the skin, such as in a bath, it draws toxins from the body, sedates the nervous system, reduces swelling, relaxes muscles, is a natural emollient, exfoliator, and much more. EPSOM SALT TIPS Adapted from the Epsom Salt Industry Council Epsom Salt Council Note: Check with a doctor before using if you have any health concerns. * Relaxing and Sedative Bath: Soak in warm water and 2 cups of Epsom Salt. * Face Cleaner: To clean your face at night, mix a half-teaspoon of Epsom Salt with your regular cleansing cream. Just massage into skin and rinse with cold wate

Wake Up.
on sir edmund: Where is the G-damn f**king flag? I want the G-damn f**king flag up every f**king morning at f**king sunrise. From "Inside The White House" by Ronald Kessler, p. 244 - Hillary to the staff at the Arkansas Governor's mansion on Labor Day, 1991) You sold out, you mother f**ker! You sold out! From "Inside" by Joseph Califano, p. 213 - Hillary yelling at Democrat lawyer. It's been said, and I think it's accurate, that my husband was obsessed by terrorism in general and al-qaida in particular. Hillary telling a post-9/11 world what a 'great' commander in chief her husband was; Dateline, NBC 4/16/2004 I have to admit that a good deal of what my husband and I have learned [about Islam] has come from our daughter. TruthInMedia.org 8/8/1999 - Hillary at a White House function, proudly tells some Muslim groups she is gaining a greater appreciation of Islam because Chelsea was then taking a class on the "religion of peace" F**k off! It's enough that I

The Five Basics For Nontoxic Cleaning
Learning to clean from scratch—making home-made recipes—can truly work if you take time to understand a bit about the chemistry behind how the materials work. Here are the five ingredients that I find to be the safest, most effective, and useful for cleaning. Baking Soda A commonly available mineral full of many cleaning attributes, baking soda is made from soda ash, and is slightly alkaline (it’s pH is around 8.1; 7 is neutral). It neutralizes acid-based odors in water, and adsorbs odors from the air. Sprinkled on a damp sponge or cloth, baking soda can be used as a gentle nonabrasive cleanser for kitchen counter tops, sinks, bathtubs, ovens, and fiberglass. It will eliminate perspiration odors and even neutralize the smell of many chemicals if you add up to a cup per load to the laundry. It is a useful air freshener, and a fine carpet deodorizer. Washing Soda A chemical neighbor of baking soda, washing soda (sodium carbonate) is much more strongly alkaline, with a pH around 1

Read A Label’s Signal Words - How To
In most ways there are few government safeguards in place for us regarding the safety of commercial cleaning products, but “signal words” and "warning words" on product labels are one notable exception. They are placed there by order of the federal government and are primarily for helping you protect your family’s health. Learn how to recognize the warning signs that you’re holding a toxic product in your hands. One of the best ways to protect your self from toxic products is to read labels and pay particular attention to “signal words.” They are placed on products by order of the federal government, with the primary purpose of protecting you, but sometimes to tell you about the products’ potential impact on the environment. POISON/DANGER means something very toxic; only a few drops could kill you. WARNING means moderately toxic; as little as a teaspoonful can kill. CAUTION denotes a product that is less toxic; two tablespoons to a cup could kill you. There are a few others, call

Directory Of Natural Sweeteners
Directory of Natural Sweeteners The array of products in the sweetener aisle of your health food store might seem rather mystifying to the natural foods novice, but with a little help, sweeteners like rice syrup, barley malt syrup, and date sugar, among others, can be used with great effect in baked goods of all kinds. While the detrimental effects of refined sweeteners such as white sugar and corn syrup are still being debated, there's little doubt that Americans consume far too much of it. While natural sweeteners aren't nutritional bell ringers, they are generally considered to produce less of a shock to the body's blood sugar level because among the nutrients found in whole food sugars are necessary minerals that help with sugar metabolism. From a culinary standpoint, natural sweeteners offer bolder, more complex flavors than sugar, adding delectably different dimensions to baked goods and other treats. DIRECTORY OF LESS REFINED SWEETENERS, INCLUDING CHART OF EQUIVALENT

Love?
princesspaigepjk (11:06:53 AM): u are talking to travis? OutlawXWolfF (11:06:59 AM): yes i am OutlawXWolfF (11:08:05 AM): is that a problem princesspaigepjk (11:08:20 AM): no, just wanted to know why OutlawXWolfF (11:10:34 AM): why wouldn't i princesspaigepjk (11:10:48 AM): why wouldn't u what OutlawXWolfF (11:10:55 AM): talk to him princesspaigepjk (11:11:23 AM): i told you u needed to OutlawXWolfF (11:12:28 AM): it's not what u think princesspaigepjk (11:13:28 AM): i thought i told you my plans OutlawXWolfF (11:14:31 AM): u did princesspaigepjk (11:14:42 AM): then why are you asking travis OutlawXWolfF (11:15:24 AM): why are you so jumpy princesspaigepjk (11:15:34 AM): what do you mean OutlawXWolfF (11:16:05 AM): your actting really nervous or something princesspaigepjk (11:16:24 AM): im not princesspaigepjk (11:16:26 AM): i am fine OutlawXWolfF (11:16:46 AM): right princesspaigepjk (11:17:00 AM): i am! princesspaigepjk (11:18:35 AM): ok what is your issue princes

Darwin Awards
Darwin Awards You all know about the Darwin Awards. It's an annual honor given to the person who improved the "gene pool" the most by killing themselves in the most extraordinarily stupid way. As always, competition this year has been keen. The candidates this year are: In Detroit , a 41-yr-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. A 49-yr-old San Francisco stockbroker, who totally zoned when he ran, accidentally jogged off a 100-foot-high cliff on his daily run. Buxton, NC: A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hand and shovels, trying to claw their w

Ode To An Outhouse
I have childhood memories of these kind of buildings. I grew up in the house my grandfather built and ours was a "two holer". Hope this is a new one for you - brings back memories for the old timers!!! The House Behind The House One of my fondest memories As I recall the days of yore Was the little house, behind the house, With the crescent o'er the door. 'Twas a place to sit and ponder With your head all bowed down low; Knowing that you wouldn't be there, If you didn't have to go. Ours was a multi-holer, three, With a size for every one. You left there feeling better, After your job was done. You had to make those frequent trips In snow, rain, sleet, or fog-- To that little house where you usually Found the Eatons catalog. Oft times in dead of winter, The seat was spread with snow. Twas then with much reluctance, To that little house you'd go. With a swish you'd clear that wooden seat, Bend low, with dreadful fear You

Dale Jr
This man sucks ass, i'm so tired of hearing that he is the best when he isnt worth a hair off the crack of his dads ass, this is the damn truth and I don't give a damn if anyone likes it or not fuck it y'all can watch him whine and cry because thats all he does

Daddy's Little Girl
Disclaimer: This story is about incestrial erotica.. if you aren't into it.. Please do not read past this. Thank you. It all started with my daughter’s question: “Daddy, I need money?” It was early morning and I was reading the news paper. I answered, “Get a job, honey,” “Dad! I’m serious!” Melanie said. “So am I honey.” I said. “But I’m only 14!” She replied. “Well, you know, be a babysitter.” I answered carelessly. She only thought of it for a second. “Okay.” I was a bit surprised. “What? Really?” “Yeah, daddy. Good idea.” “As long as you’re responsible.” I said. “I will.” She said happily. “In fact, before you go and fetch customers, how ‘bout you take care of little Jakey for tonight. I have a business meeting and I don’t want to drop you off with mommy.” I said, remembering my meeting. “Okay. Will you pay me?” She asked. “If I must.” I said, “Ten bucks.” “Deal!” That was the last time I saw my daughter as… a daughter.

A Poem
The Poem "10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU" I hate the way the way you talk to me And the way you cut your hair I hate the way you drive my car I hate it when you stare I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind I hate you so much it makes me sick It even makes me rhyme I hate the way you’re always right I hate when you lie I hate it when you make my laugh Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you Not even close Not even a little bit Not even at all

Simmering Passions
Simmering Passions My simmering passions are about to boil over Inside of me there is so much Longing for the love of my lover Desperately yearning for his touch As we lie down he tells me how the love he feels burns within Virility is rising forth, simmering like our passions He'll touch the softness of my skin He slowly reaches to touch me Way down deep inside Naked Flesh fusion as we love with reckless abandon Breathless sighs of pleasure As our simmering passions are no longer denied Simmering are our passions So much more than carnal love Love we share shall intertwine Bodies souls and our minds

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, I had to stop by and say hi Cause I knew there was no way I'd let you walk by Now I'll admit, infatuation made me look But it was your beauty that got me hooked Of course you I don't know, but thats what I want to do We could go out, chill, or just phone conversations if thats coo I really want to get to konw you, know what makes you smile I want to know what things you think make this life worthwhile I wanna know your goals, dreams, what you want out of life I wanna find out if I can be there in the good, bad, and through the strife I wanna see if we can have something unique, thats sure to grow I wanna konw if we can develp a love I'd never be afraid to show All I want to do is run my fingers through your lovely black hair I want to see if you blush, when in your beautiful brown eyes I begin to stare I want to take you out, make you laugh more than you can bare Or just sit and hold you in silence, without a worry or a care

Closer To You
Every fight we have every moment brings me closer to you the blissful fighting the aching memories strengthens this love i feel for you feelings i've never felt memories i've never all bring me closer to you

Please Vote For Me In A Tattoo Contest
Yes, the tattoo isn't finished (and the angle isn't the greatest), but its the main piece to my half sleeve I am hoping to get finished soon. Please comment bomb, and rate me, I'm WAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYY behind.

So Very Sorry!!!
I am very sorry for the fact that I have not returned any emails or accepted friend requests..I have been pretty sick and not up to really getting on the computer...(if you can believe that..lol). So I will be catching up on everyone soon if you added any new pics let me know..since my alert box has been emptied I can't find out. Well, I guess I will do a quick update...a few interesting things had happened recently. I got a small taste of mother nature at her best..we had had freezing weather, snow, and ice...then it stopped just in time to get a large rain storm. I live near a creek that had been frozen over by 6-10 inch ice, well once that rain started the creek began to rise. Walk part way down my drive way and you could fish in the creek. It was interesting cause all you seen was huge blocks of ice floating down the road and in my yard. By the time it was over and the creek went back down, the ballfield next to my house looked like a ice skating rink. The road was blocked t

Huh?
If I were able to turn myself inside out, spilling out the things that make me who I am, what would I find? How much of it would I keep? How much of it could I afford to loose before I am altered completely? Would I understand which parts were my true essence or foolishly discard them, proving not even I know the true me? As I was doing this, could I trust myself, no matter how painfull, to make the right changes? Can I honestly say I wouldnt sugar coat it or mask the problems, completely ignoring whats good for me because its not the easy route? Would I polish myself into the form I was meant to be or try to conform to what I think people expect to see? Why do I ask so many questions? Is it lunch time yet? I understand that this is mental masterbation but that is healthy, right? And in that case, does that mean that if I shake my head more than twice, I'm playing with it? If in mental masterbation, we reach a climax, a brain ejaculation, would that be what we call an ep

Ok....maybe Just A Little Longer...
OK so I didn't quit just yet. My nerves have been quite frazzled due to alot of bs going on...relationship stuff and so on...but I am gonna try to prepare myself to do it next week...lol

Chillin
Hey there CT peeps...just chillin waitin for someone to get here...to those that has added my page thanks, and those that have rated many thanks....oh iceblueicey sorry ma for the rip and many thanks and hugs for the invite here.....holla at ya gurl peeps

Jamie's First Time!!!
Ok, so I started feeling better, and decided that I was going to get out of the house. So my wild brainstorm, I decided to call up and old friend, and take my wonderful boyfriend out to his first strip club!!! (Now we had talked about this for a while and he didn't know what to think or even if he would like it. If you know him he is kinda shy..so that would be why he felt that way) So, we go pick up Jeff, and head up to Indiana to Concepts. We walk in and Jamie's eyes got HUGE!! 20-some girls walking around half naked and then the ones on stage...well you know..... We get a seat and I ask him what he was thinking....his reply..."If I was single I would be here every day!!!"and" Guys with girlfriends should not come here...lol. Now let me back it up real quick..Jeff is the guy who took me to my first strip club..which happens to be the one that we went to as well. So Jeff knowing that it was Jamie's first time buys him a lap dance..(and dammit if I was in the bathroom when he

Please Repost
Saturday, February 24, 2007 *~Angel Dean~* I am writing this blog to let everyone know ways they can help out, raise awareness, money and particiapte in any events that are coming up for Angel. 1. Eat @ Hacienda on 1st Avenue this Sunday 02-25-07 Here is the link to a coupon you will need so that 20% of your bill will go to Angel. http://web.courierpress.com/ecp/PDF/222307_coupon.pdf 2. Donate money at any Old National Bank. A Trust Fund has been set up in "Angel Dean's" name. 3. You can donate online @ www.angelinneed.com 4. March 3rd @ 6p.m. Angel's family will have a booth set up at the C.K. Newsome Center during a wrestling event to sell crafts. 5. March 11th from 12-6p.m. at the Labor Temple on Fulton Avenue there will be a silent auction including items donated by NASCAR drivers & owners and stuff donated by NFL teams the Chicago Bears & Indianapolis colts. There is a $5.00 cover charge. 6. Buy Magazines online. 40% of each sale goes to Ang

Sentiments
This is dedicated to all the couples out there who's marraiges did survive and who grew old together to see their final years... after the fire burns the embers in the still of the night where only snores of bed partners are shared, a hand reaches out to touch warm skin, the same skin that has shared covers for forty years, warm, soft and comforting to the worst nightmares life has offered, sighs and a movement…bodies like magnets come together, not for sex or pleasures of the flesh but for warmth of the heart and serenity of the soul, the years have added the rolls and the lines and the gray hair or receding hair but in the night, in the silent night it does not matter, like silver spoons nestled in a velvet lined drawer they lay fitting perfectly till daylight releases them to their purpose in this world, mother, father, nanny, poppy, uncle, aunt and best friends to each other

Groaners
I wondered why the baseball was getting bigger. Then it hit me. Police were called to a daycare where a three-year-old was resisting a rest. Did you hear about the guy whose whole left side was cut off? He's all right now. The roundest knight at King Arthur's round table was Sir Cumference. To write with a broken pencil is pointless. When fish are in schools they sometimes take debate. The short fortune teller who escaped from prison was a small medium at large. A thief who stole a calendar got twelve months. A thief fell and broke his leg in wet cement. He became a hardened criminal. Thieves who steal corn from a garden could be charged with stalking. We'll never run out of math teachers because they always multiply. When the smog lifts in Los Angeles, U C L A. The math professor went crazy with the blackboard. He did a number on it. The professor discovered that her theory of earthquakes was on shaky ground. The dead batteries were given out free of charge

Saturday
Another boring saturday. I am still coughing pretty bad. Thank god for TV shows released on DVD. It gives me a life. Pretty Sad huh? Spring break is coming up and I am doing absolutely nuffin. I have a paper to write for the 3rd. I also have a ton of Dr's appts coming up. I see the dermatologist monday to have him look at a few mole that look cancerous. The one on my face is goin, I am so happy. I have always hated it. So thats the Life Department. The love department..not really sure lol. Oh yeah I changed my name for now since i feel like the plague...tainted and all! Anyhow Smile Friendly people. You woke up this morning!! and Your Still alive! Is something wrong, she said Well of course there is Youre still alive, she said Oh, and do I deserve to be Is that the question And if so...if so...who answers...who answers... I, oh, Im still alive Hey i, oh, Im still alive Hey i, but, Im still alive Yeah i, ooh, Im still alive Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Pic Comment Game Fun
1. Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin. 2. Pick a picture and comment on it. 3. But here is the catch...the FIRST THOUGHT/WORDS that come to mind when you see the pic is the comment you have to leave. No matter what the thought is, you have to say it. Scared? wait to see what I say about your pics!! REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE DO HAVE A COUPLE PAGES WORTH PICTURES PICK THE ONE THAT YOU LIKE!!

The Pope
The Pope dies and, naturally, goes to heaven. He's met by thereception committee, and after a whirlwind tour is told that he can enjoy any of the myriad recreations available.He decides that he wants to read all of the ancient original text of the Holy Scriptures, and spends the next eon or so learning the languages. After becoming a linguistic master, he sits down in the library and begins to pore over every version of the Bible, working back from the most recent "Easy Reading" to the original script. All of a sudden there is a scream in the library. The angels come running to him, only to find the Pope huddled in a chair, crying to himself, and muttering, "An 'R'! They left out the 'R'." God takes him aside, offering comfort and asks him what the problem is. After collecting his wits, the Pope sobs again, "It's the letter 'R' ... the word was supposed to be CELEBRATE!"

Time Roles On
Time roles on, what will be will be. Be it alone, or not but what matters most to everyone, what matters most of all to me. This music, it makes me me, its not just an expression. Some hate it, some buy it, some play it but I spit it out, keep kickin it out and some love it without denying. I'll keep on going, even if its slowly, can't you see sometimes its my world to me.Burn, crash & fall, this shit'll soon be my all, shit, who knows one day it could be my fall.If I'm single or taken, right or wrong my directions always changin even when I'm mistaken, even when shits been fakin.

A Little About Me.
Hello i live in the beautiful state of colorado. I love fishing, hiking, camping, off roading, horseback riding and being in the mountains. I don't like materialistic people or people who have to be at the mall all the time. I hate shopping lol. I need a gal that loves the outdoors just as much as i do.

"when Dick Cheney Says It's A Good Thing, You Know That You've Probably Got Some Big Problems."
"When Dick Cheney says it's a good thing, you know that you've probably got some big problems." Obama Ridicules Cheney's Iraq Comments 23 Feb 2007 Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama ridiculed Vice President [sic] Dick Cheney on Friday for saying Britain's decision to pull troops from Iraq is a good sign that fits with the strategy for stabilizing the country. Obama, speaking at a massive outdoor rally in Austin, Texas, said British Prime Minister Tony Blair's decision this week to withdraw 1,600 troops is a recognition that Iraq's problems can't be solved militarily. "Now if Tony Blair can understand that, then why can't George Bush and Dick Cheney understand that?" Obama asked thousands of supporters who gathered in the rain to hear him. http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2007/02/23/AR2007022300658.html

Sad
As soft winds sweep away the days I look back on life through a haze. Remember playgrounds, parks and friends, In childlike gaze that never ends. The laughter in a game of catch, Shall memory ever attach... To innocence in youthful eyes, Catching the ball to Dad's surprise. I recall my first bike, first wreck, Who picked me up, said, "What the heck?" Convinced me to give one more try, While, knees skinned, I forgot to cry. Just the joy knowing he was there, Making him proud my only care. There was nothing I couldn't do, My heart held fast that to be true. Though teenage years were kind of rough, I sure wasn't too big or tough. You taught me to defend what's right And never back down from a fight. So I learned the hard way to stand, Still, with each lump, I found your hand. Drawing from you an inner strength, And stubborn pride of equal length. But there the line of fate was drawn, As though I blinked and you were gone. I found myself facing the sun, Not

I'm Almost There..
Went to the doctor this am for a one month check and my BP is back to normal so I don't have to go on BP meds..woohoo... I've lost 13 pounds...only 28 more to reach my goal...woohoo... I sill miss my oreos but not as much as I used too...lol. Cutting out the junk food and cutting back on my portions has helped a lot. I won't say it's been easy but I'm not giving up now.. I feel a lot better and after getting on the scale today I feel a lot better about myself.. Woohoo I'm so happy I could cry... It's a beautiful day....

Its Just A Problem
the world is on your shoulders and how will you cope ? by taking another drink or simply doing dope. a child starves in africa, in their eyes the world is never seen never knowing life for what it is not even knowing how to dream people die everyday going through so much pain but over the smallest things ... we complain count your blessings someone gave you a choice .. if you make the wrong desisions... maybe your listening to the wrong voice...

Untitled
I look back At what I had And it amounts to nothing How I wanted to hold you in my arms But never could How I wanted you to look at me In the same way But never a glance So I turned my head And then I gave up But then I saw a glimmer A little sliver of hope A ray of perfect sunshine So I looked up And there you stood Elegant and beautiful Like always But all I have is dreams Fantasies to play back in my mind You have no idea how much You’ve already helped me Just by being you Through those long days A simple thought that saves me from insanity You make me want to be A better person And for that I’m eternally grateful So I will wait And stand there with my head up Waiting for my angel To look again And smile

First Blog
I'm not sure what to write in here. Umm, I'm new this place, I heard about it through Lenny. Nice dude. I already have a LiveJournal, where I write about my thoughts and stuff. So, I'm stumped. Any suggestions. I'm here to meet new people that I might not meet in LJ or MySpace. I'm still getting the hang out this. Hope to hear from anyone soon.

Thinking
all my life i have thought to myself ... what are you going to do next... what is going to come next in this life that is so randomly delt out to you ? i feel like i will never know what is exactly going to happen... and then the phone rings... someone tells you that you are going to have to do this ... wear this ... act like this... I was not ready for this kind of transaction in my life ... i wasnt ready to become so dead to the world around me. i think to myself sometime ... what if this happen ... what if that didnt happen, would i still be in the situation that i am in ? i think not .. by my personal belief.i feel like was delt my hand as becoming a failure before i even knew it. i was raised to be the way that i am like it or not i am and always will be.. just, me ... sometimes i want to sit and scream "I WANT OUT!" i want out of this ... life that im living so irresponceably. i want some one else to control it .. tell me what i am and am not to do maybe

This Is My War
theres a war inside in the battlefield of my brain shall i stand and fight or will it drive me insain? Im a rebel if you dont like it get out of my way you tell me your the future well the future is far away this is me this is now this is war i can feel you all around me all righteous , not a doubt well its time to chose a wepon cause now im commin out raise my head above the muck take my aim, your out of luck But .... i drop the gun and duck ... cause the enemy ... the face i see ... is ME ...

Have You Ever Been In This Situation????
(Untitled) What in the world possesses you; To treat me the way you always do? I'm constantly down, feeling like shit, I'm really fed up, I'm sick of it. If it's not one thing, it's always another, Give it up! What are you? My mother? You go on and on, you rant and rave, Constantly telling me to behave. When really it's you who should act your age... You make me so mad, you make me rage! I call you down, I hurt you bad, That's what you get for making me mad. We need to grow up, stop playing charades... Can't you see, there's amends to be made? There's mine, yours, and our sons happiness at stake, Are we going to let it slip away over one mistake? There's got to be a way to fix all of this, Or we could let it go, and stop this shit. We could walk away like we sometimes do, With nothing more than a simple "Fuck You" But you come back, and I let you in... And this vicious cycle starts all over again... It's the worst feeling to be with someone for three years of

Me
Well I'm sitting here a my primary job on my first day back to work after a week vacation debating if I should continue to work at the bar I work in part time or should I take on of my friends up on his offer to bounce in a strip club. What a delemma huh the money is better and so are the sights. Lets see what should I do I guess I'll have to flip a coin. Not strip club it is. OH well for now peace and be cool and remember weed is not a drug if you happen to burn it some strange shit might happen but you won't overdose just have one hell of a case of the munchies. THis message is being brought to you by Katt Williams one of my favorte comedians.

A Lil Bit About Life...love
Too often we under estimate the power of a touch, a smile, a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, or the smallest act of caring, all of which have the potential to turn a life around.............It is not the size of a man but the size of his heart that matters.........If you begin the day with love in your heart, peace in your nerves, and truth in your mind, you not only benefit by their presence but also bring them to others, to your family and friends, and to all those whose destiny draws across your path that day.......

"these Seven Words"
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Wonder
I sit and wonder why it is that we can't be together. But part of me knows that answer to that question. The answer is because I have alot that I need to work thru. I know that he loves me and that he will always be there for me, but until I can get thru the things that have screwed me up we can never be together. I sometimes wish that things could have been different, but I can't change the way things are. Maybe one day things will be different, but for now I have to live with the way things are. Part of me thinks that we will never be a family, but I know that in some ways that is a good thing. When we are not together we don't fight and that to is a good thing, but on the other hand if we spend to much time together we will fight and I know that there is no way around that. So in the end we are better off as friends and I am ok with that.

He's Getting To Big.
Daemon is already 6 months old. It feels like just yesterday that I was at the hospital holding Daemon for the first time. Time just goes by so fast. I just love being a mother. I loved watching him sit up for the first time, watching him scoot for the first time and watching him grab things that he wants. I look forward to seeing him crawl, helping him take his first step and hearing his first word. I love holding him and cuddling with him. I love my son so much and I couldn't live without him.

Sagittarius:. The Sexy One
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label, or you'll get bad luck for the number of years stated in your sign description. This is real shit, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. :CAPRICORN:. The passionate Lover Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irrestible, awesome kisser. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not repost. .:TAURUS The tease Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves bein

Home Sweet Home
Jerry and I got a place together. its just a cute little place for now. we have to wait a few more fews before we move into our new home where we can have pets. its just been going great between us. Wedding is coming up. making BIG plans.

Unfortunate
Alas, my blindfold has been removed just so i can see it soaked with tears and blood to see my heart lying bear and open for all to see mangled and crushed why does nobody help me up after i've collapsed as i strugle to stand up why does nobody help me as i put myself through more pain and torment over and over again memorys of looking down the barrel of a gun violently come into focus i look back at all the happy times we had together and my eyes begin to burn i'm standing infront of you screaming at the top of my lungs screaming, i love you but you dont even look up tell me the news that i heard isnt true and dont lie i dont know how much more strain this already failing heart can handle before it fails and i turn my back on you and walk away and let my love die with you as i hand you the shards of my broken heart it was more yours than mine anyways

Lives Changed
~Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to a new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never, ever the same. ~

My Cancer Adventure..
Ok this is for all who keep asking.. I am 23 going on 24 in march,starting in october 2005 I had a tumor removed on my right thigh, the biopsied it and... well it was CANCER!! Yes, Kinda shocking huh? Well the name of my cancer is SARCOMA.. for all of who dont speak doctor language that is a cancer of your soft tissues.. As you take this all in every organ is a soft tissue. Funny huh.. Well not.. I went through 90 days of radiation.. then to the shitty part. Chemotherapy.. I went through 9 months of this lost all of my hair, was very sick, and wasnt able to do anything.. well to sum it all up I am ok now.. I am 7 months off chemo just got married, and looking forward to movin on with my life.. Thanks for reading!!! Muahhhhhh!!

Contest
Hey all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am in a contest for the Sexiest Girl in a Hat and it would really mean a lot to me if you would stop by and rate me and also leave me a comment so that I know you were there!!!!! All you have to do is take the folloing URL, copy and paste it in to your address bar and click GO. It will take you right to the contest and then you can cast your vote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=417035&albumid=236027&i=3953751721 I want to thank you all in advance and let you know how much I truely appreciate you doing this for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great weekend. BTW: The contest ends Friday.

So Little Time To Act On The Path I Have Finally Chosen
I am writing to inform this is the same entry i had in my myspace as well originally in my xanga, figure I share it here too, and by the way I am not seeking rating on any of my entries, no one should get rated on how they write, so please no ratings. Feel free to read and or comment if anyone would like too, To all fellow friends and co-workers and so forth, I have finally chosen a path in my life that will #1 either better my life or help me fulfill my life. I have in last few days had a lot on my mind and made decision to live life out alone. I will let my new Dark princess seek me out I am done seeking her out. I have done a lot of thinking a lot and one last person wrote me recently no names stating if I was meant to be with Ashley it will be. I am giving up on it, I am here but honestly I doubt she wants a friendship or anything ever. I am always told it is hard to do this, it is hard to do that, I am not here to force one to be a friend. I know a lot that is going on right no

About Me
SECTION 1//GENERAL Name: Acacia Birthday: December 30 Call me: Acacia KiKi Kasha, Keisha i dont care Height: 5'3" Hair Color: Its Really Strawberry Blonde Eye Color: Blue and Gold where i'm at?: Computer Room SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?? Peed in your pants? When i was wearing dipers lol Fallen off the bed? Yup Fallen for a relative? FUCK NO Had plastic surgery? HELL NO IM BEAUTIFUL Failed a grade? Ummm kinda Failed a whole year? No Broke someone's heart? IDK i think so Had ur heart broken? To many times Had a dream come true? Yes Cheated on a test? Yes Broken a body part? To many to count SECTION 3// CURRENTLY Wearing: Really short shorts, and a long t shirt Eating: Yougrt covered raisens Feeling: Bored, and Anxious Reading: this Watching: Computer Craving: Mahmoud SECTION 4//DO YOU... Brush ur teeth? 5 tiems a day Have any piercings? 15 Drive? yes Love GOD? IDK Ever get off the damn computer? Only When Im Not Home SECTION 5// LAST PERSON

Not Broken....
Nothing broken at work today! Yeah! I still get teased by everyone I know, about my broken rib... The patients, colleages, friends, family, everyone! But... (knock on wood) still nothing broken again in 4 months *smile*. (Tell nobody about the blue spots and bruisings on my legs!) Okay, I'm in a crazy mood. Just came home from work and in 8 hours I have to be there again... That s*cks!!!

Things I Did Today
Wife is out of town with a boyfriend this weekend, so I decided now that I'm gainfully employed again to do some cool stuff for myself. Went out to the car, and discovered someone had been messing with my gas cap. They'd opened the door, opened the cap, and closed the door with the cap still off. Several cars in the lots had their doors open. Time to call the HOA and bitch about security. Started the car, and the "engine warning" light came on. At this point, I'm ready to go back to bed, but I went down any way, and made the following purchases: 1. Avermedia tv capture card 2. 2 USB hubs 3. Logitech quickcam. The Avermedia is very very cool. You can be expecting lots of new pictures because of it. I just plugged it into the cable tv line, into the USB port, installed the software, and I now have 99 channels of basic cable. (alas, movie channels require a digital tuner, which I've yetto see in a computer card) USB hubs. One for me, one for the wifey. We've jus

Love Poems. Written By I Do Not Know Lol
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong. ========================== An Entrapment My love, I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer's day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With

If Your Just Going 2 Rate And Not Read F*#k Off
im sick of white ppl that don't do anything about racisum i don't know if you just don't care because u feel that it doesn't afect u or if you just grew up like the most of us with racist ass hole's in are family's so u are just us 2 it but come on there is right and wrong u have 2 stand up and let these racist know that there are ppl out here that aint going 2 put up with the bull shit it's kind of funny cuz i had a white bouncer on here tell me that nazi pic's are not nsfw but if u look at my pic's that are anti-racist most of them were marked nsfw by racist and i went 2 the same bouncer that told me that nazi pic's were not nsfw and asked if he could reverse the nsfw and he didn't respond back but he made a point 2 send me a message 2 tell me about the nazi pic's if u want 2 stand up and let ppl know when they view your pic's your not a racist go in my pic's and rip all the anti-racist pic's u want cuz i have a bunch of them please do don't just be part of the prob. thank you don't

Hello
ok so im a cherry virgin OMG that sounds weird gimme time to figure this thing out and im sure my responses will will that lil bit faster thanks to A/all who've added me and the ratings this is a pretty neat site kudos dream

About Moi
well theres a bit most dont know about me and theres some Others know more of *weg* You know who Ya is ;;) i run the local BDSM group in my town and believe me thats a job and a half for a small town knowing i cant please everyone i know know that this i really cant do im sure i wont please everyone here either im sure some will look at my profile and say good lord this is not right but thats to bad its a part of me and it is a part of WHO i am like it or not i am a slave butthen again who all to i have to please but my One .. guess thats all that really matters anyways having a rough day today im sick and i have no one close to cuddle wif til im better well i have those i can cyber cuddle with but the feeling of a nice set of strong arms wrapped around me and the warmth of a Mans touch just isnt the same in cyber *sighs* .. theres nothing (ok there is other stuff too) that can make a girl feel all comfy and cozy mmmm well i want a cuddle and

Whoa!
I gotta say that happy hour is the shit! A too expensive, but, all in all was very beneficial. I got like 100 friend requests, slews of comments and I think I picked up some cool friends along the way. A lot of them got my dick hard and most of them respected my opinion. So yeah I moght be doin that again for yall but not this month that's a nhundred dollars! So hats off and dicks up to all the sexy ladies, and cheers to all the guys who showed love. Get at me soon Realest

Cubed
I was born on the 16th January 1979 in Boston, Massachusetts, North America. In the 28 years that have elasped I have had the pleasure of living in and visiting a considerable number of national and international locations. For a period of months I once during my early 20's lived within the city of Los Angeles. During that period I carried an illegal and unregistered Beretta as a form of personal protection. Upon moving from Los Angeles I retired the firearm. For the previous 5 years the firearm remained hidden and neglected within the glove compartment of my old car, safely stored and forgotten within my previous car housed within a friend's shed. Unfortunately recent activity required this friend to finally clear out his shed and so my old unused car was pushed to the curb and left to stand for 24 hours while a contact drove down from out of state to collect it. During the 24 hour period the car vanished. Naturally I assumed the police had towed it and therefore now possessed an ille

For Victims Of Domestic Violence 2 Poems I Wrote.
Rise Above It All Here's whats left of my broken heart, All my dreams have fallen apart. No reason to figure out whose to blame, God Please! Help me to stay sane. Someone said *You always hurt the one you love*, I say that they dont know what loves really made of. Love dosent consist of a broken nose or black eye, There's no love in *You'd better listen to me or you'll die* Love shouldnt give you nothing but pain and sorrow, Love dosent make you question will I live to see tomorrow. Love dosent come with a price you have to pay, Neither does love beat you physically or mentally everyday. We all know what love should or shouldnt be, But after all this I think I'll try to learn to just love me. One of these days I will Rise Above It All, Noone will stop me I will stand tall. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Broken Heart

Stand Up
get ya clips up in here get ya ass up and put it in gear it's time for revolution it's time to make our own solution to every single problem that ya see in the streets shout and pump ya fist to the beats of a million young people marchin stompin their feet this is our time to stand up and shine show the world that we do care and it's our time solve this shit the only way we know how the only way we know how with loud voices takin our violent aggresion out i'm tired of the system doin all the pimpin so take to the streets a pimp the system give it a bitch slap tell the media fuck that tired of hearing of all the death and poverty in our own countrymens streets this is our nation but the george bush continues hatin kanye said it the media blasted him but was he far from the truth nah, bush don't care bout the poor i'm sick when i'm in the booth showin ya what the nation has in store a revolution by the youth that'll shake the country to it's core

Feels Lile Home
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Charge Of The Goddess
Hear my words and know me! I shall be called a million names by all who speak! I am Eternal Maiden! I am Great Mother! I am the Old One who holds the immortal key! I am shrouded in Mystery, But I am known to every soul Hear my words and know me Whenever the moon rises in the heavens Shall my children come Better it be once a month when the moon is full Shall ye assemble in some secret place Such as this and adore the spirit of I I, who am the Queen of Witches. And under my watchful eye My children shall be taught the mysteries Of earth and nature Of the ways of all magick That which is unknown, shall be known And that which is hidden, shall be revealed Even the secluded soul shall be pierced With my light From my cauldron shall be drunk All knowledge and immortality Ye shall be free from slavery and Ye shall dance, sing and feast Music shall surround you for mine Is the ecstasy of the Spirit And mine is also the joy of earth I dont demand s

Don't Understand
I don't understand why people feel they need to give up and walk away from the ones that love you. I know that I would have loved to give up a long time ago, but the one thing that keeps me going is my son and he needs more then anything else and I am not going to take myself away from him. He is the love of my life and though there are times that I would love to hang him upside down so that he is out of my way, I would never do it. I know that my life would be lost without my son. These last five years he has taught me that there is more to live for then what I think. He loves me and I know this. I know that no matter what I do in life he will always love me and he will never leave me. I just wish that other people would look at what is around them and what they have and that it is more important then anything else in life. I know that men will come and go, but my son will always be here with me and for me no matter what I do in my life. I wish there was more that I could do or say to

R.i.p. We Luv Yall More Everyday
Montrell "Trell Wheat" Phillips was a great person and he was 31, u will be missed, 1 luv homie for eternity, the other is my wife who passed, she was 24 and now i raise a son by myself and miss her like crazy, 1 luv everybody

For All Yeah
Well my weekend so far has been okay its just i miss talkin to someone special and im tired i am having to keep up with my son and im not doing to badd its just while he napped i cleaned my rooms and did my laundry. Well i hope everybody has a real good weekend.

The Beast Inside You
I am your nightmares true scares from deep inside. I dwell inside that spot inside you where that darkness lives. I am your hates and heart breaks I am the one to watch the moves you make. I am the one that brings the feelings from inside of you. You cannot hide from me. When you feel darkness hopelessness Its never going to be enough. Because i only live to see the world come crashing around you. When i come for you. Where i live in you. Waiting for you. I'll leave you ripped in two. So bad you cant stand cant walk. Smashed and around you the best inside you.

Native American 10 Commandments
Treat the Earth and all that dwell therein with respect Remain close to the Great Spirit Show great respect for your fellow beings Work together for the benefit of all Mankind Give assistance and kindness wherever needed Do what you know to be right Look after the well-being of Mind and Body Dedicate a share of your efforts to the greater Good Be truthful and honest at all times Take full responsibility for your actions

Geez
I get so whiny and needy that it makes me hate myself even more than I usually do. Know what I would tell myself?? "Down the street to the morgue, not across the street to the hospital". Seriously. Shit or get off the fucking pot.

I Love You Forever And Always...
Time is on our side, And there's nothing to hide. Words spoken so freely, They flood like blood in our veins so deeply. Moments that we have shared, Times to come in compare. I love you forever and always there in my heart it will be, I will be here awaiting oh so patiently! Time is a factor of all involved to see what happens in this union, For all that has been said and that is unspoken. You are someone special in my life and in my heart, Us admitting that to each other is a start. I love you Forever and Always! written on 2/24/07 by me (Becky) aka naughtyBBWnurse

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

Go Straight To The Happy Ending
So things are going okay around here. Abby is still growing like a weed. Shes almost 18 pounds and her dimples and big blue eyes are more beautiful every day. I can't get enough of her being gone all week. When I get home from work I just wanna stare at her and kiss her and hug her and eat her right up!! We laid her on the floor on her tummy and put some toys about three feet in front of her. Off to do the dishes and back to Abby in a few minutes and she was right in front of the toys. She somehow pulled herself towards them, or picked her little self up and crawled towards them:) I laughed so hard... Shes totally hilarious. So she's doing very well. Sam quit his job and delayed child support even MORE:( ... but I really don't feel like bitching about him, because I'll never stop!!:) I started a new job a few weeks ago, and its going soooo well. The hours are heaven, and I get paid mileage to drive, and its TWICE what I was getting paid an hour at my other job... Yeahhh you r

Crystal Rose Poem
the fire of the torch is set The rods of the glass are waitting The sand bed is raked and waitting for the cooling Crystal Rose the creating of the crystal rose is very delicate art. The process of the creaing each petal is very long: Each petal must be paper thin or less. It will take hours even days to form each petal. The selection of th petals to use will take hours. With a hopeful wish that each petal will not break in the forging of the rose. In the end there is only one crystal rose made that is the purist of beauty. It's beauty is with out end. There are no flaws or bubbles in its design that you can find. this crystal rose of life, of beauty and of love.. Now watch closely as the rose sparkles, spins and turns in the sun's ray's. Now watch the rainbow as it dances among its rose petals. Watch as the angels dance to the light that sparkles from the crystal rose. Watch out do not cry with joy or laughter to much or then the rose petals on the crystal r

Isnt It Liek Ppl Who Are Not In The Situation To Always Get The Wrong Impression!!!
when u direct something at one persion and another persion who is not even in the picture deleates u from there account and wont tellu why and wont let u say ur sorry but its not at them , dont u think thats really stupid ??? i know i do , what an immeture thing to do w/o even asking to find out. This has to do with a certain 15 yo i found on here who is tellin ppl she is 21 and when i found her on myspace w/o asking her for her name there , her profile said she was 15 what a small world, so to all those ppl on here who have come onto the messinger and trash talked me , stop its getting old and its not tword u , the persion who this is tword knows who they are . SO STOP ALREADY!!

The Trainning Session
A trainning session for investigation was held in Virginia for various agencies and at the end an exercise was held. A white bunny was released into the wild and two representatives from different agencies were sent in to apprehend it. Two personnel from the CIA went after their bunny and returned in ten minutes. Then two representatives from the FBI went into the woods and returned an hour later with their bunny. Then two Bronx homicide detectives were sent into the woods to apprehend their bunny and the hours went by......finally 5 hours later the two Bronx homicide detectives reappear. One is dragging a bear by the scruff of his neck and the other detective is kicking the bear in the balls and the bear is yelling "O.K.....I'm a bunny, I'm a bunny".

The Fbi
Hello, is this the FBI?" "Yes. What can I do for you?" "I'm calling to report about my neighbor Billy Bob He is hiding marijuana inside his firewood!" "Thank you very much for the call, sir." The next day, the FBI agents descend on Billy Bob's house. They search the shed where the firewood is kept. Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana. They sneer at Billy Bob and leave. The phone rings at Virgil's house. "Hey, Billy Bob! This here is Joe Bob, Did the FBI come?" "Yeah!" "Did they chop your firewood?" "Yep." "Happy Birthday, buddy"

Child Hood Sweethearts
An elderly couple who were childhood sweethearts had married and settled down in their old neighbourhood and are celebrating their fiftieth wedding anniversary. They walk down the street to their old school. There, they hold hands as they find the old desk they 'd shared and where he had carved "I love you, Sally." On their way back home, a bag of money falls out of an armoured car practically at their feet. She quickly picks it up, but they don't know what to do with it so they take it home. There, she counts the money, and it's fifty-thousand dollars. The husband says, "We have got to give it back." She says, "Finders keepers." And she puts the money back in the bag and hides it up in their attic. The next day, two FBI men are going door-to-door in the neighbourhood looking for the money and show up at their home. They say, "Pardon me, but did either of you find any money! that fell out of an armoured car yesterday?" She says, "No." The husband

Help Wanted- Hot Looking Stuck On Self...got It Going On !
help wanted help me ... ASAP then, QUIT ...thinking about it and do it... i been looking to chat with you and get to know you ... i only need honest,loyal, solid, reliable and "everything/all around positive person"... don't you want to be my everything ?... friends for life... total bitch... ready lets argue / chat remember ! i am always right even when i am wrong cause i am a women..........DAMM IT ! TICSTUCKONU@YAHOO.COM IS MY ID: TO YAHOO MESSENGER

True Friends
People are too fake on here. They only want pic comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "fake friends."

Interesting Facts..
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine" 7% say they are "good looking" 7% say they are

Great Sex!!!
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago? We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you." Yes, she says, "I remember it well." Okay, he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old times sake?" "Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy but very good idea!" There's a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all this, and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, "I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble." So he follows them. They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support, aided by walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts her skirt and the old man drops his trousers. As she leans against the fence, the old man

Professional Athletes/criminals
With the recent shooting in a Las Vegas gentlemen's club that left one employee paralyzed and two others injured, it inspired this blog. From Ray Lewis, Eugene Robinson, Ron Artest, the entire Indiana Pacers lineup, 9 Cincinnati Bengals and the list goes on and on. Professional athletes acting as if they are above the law and untouchable. The latest to be added to the list is Adam "Pacman" Jones. Basically Pacman was in a club making it "rain" with $81,000.00 which was his own money and according to reports was merely for "effect" and was to be returned to him. Once it began raining though the strippers that were at the club, brought in by a Houston, TX promoter began grabbing the cash. At this point Pacman and his girlfriend began confronting a dancer and demanding the money back. The dancer was then grabbed by the hair by Pacman and was thrown to the stage floor and spat upon. Security stepped in and stopped a melee that had started, and walked everyone in the club outsid

Explain
Explain to me why its so hard to say hello to the people that come and the people that say goodbye Tell me what its so hard to talk to a girl to get her to be only yours when you don't have her its hard to give some interest w/o giving a piece of your heart cause after a while you get tired of trying and running out of piece of heart the only think keeping me going is the void in my soul

Stupid People !!!!!!!
SOME JACKASS ON HERE HAD THE GULL TO LEAVE ME A SMART ASS PRIVATE MESSAGE ABOUT MY PAGE BEING OVER BOARD AND SO ON WELL I WONT BROADCAST HIS ASS LIKE I SHOULD BECAUSE I DONT DO THT SO HERE IS TO YOU < YOU SLIPKNOT HATING AND JASON HATING POSER THAT YOU ARE PAL

Always The What If's?
recently, i've been thinking and thats dangerous. i've just been wondering the "what if's" if things would be much different than they are now. i wish some things were different.. *sighs* don't mind me... i'm just being sliglty depressed...

What Was I Thinking..
Was One Of them Days.. We Made that trip Down the H***** Hill On the Noon Hour! I Dont think We Was looking to TAKE anything.. Or to go into ANY Stores, but i guess to satisfy a Sweet tooth and when you have No Money What are you gonna do?? I was I think the Only One to Nervous to Start "Shovin"... LOL u know Into my pockets..Not Like That OTHER Cherry In here ( and She KNows Who She Is) Yes YOU!!!! Anyhow when We got out of there.. We have loads of Candy and good's of course you know there was Dividing time..i was all the rest of the day getting rid of the GUM i got stuck with!!! I would say That Was a fun Day!! PS: I am SOOOOOOO Dead When SHE Sees this!!!

~~help Our Seniors~~
Subject: Free Market Think About This One!!! It is short but very interesting! A car company can move it's factories to Mexico and claim it's a free market. A toy company can out source to a Chinese subcontractor and claim it's a free market. A shoe company can produce its shoes in south east Asia and claim it's a free market. A major bank can incorporate in Bermuda to avoid taxes and claim it's a free market. We can buy HP Printers made in Mexico . We can buy shirts made in Bangladesh . We can purchase almost anything we want from 20 different countries. BUT, heaven help the senior citizens who dare to buy their prescription drugs from a Canadian or Mexican pharmacy. That's called un-American! And you think the pharmaceutical companies don't have a powerful lobby? Think again! Forward this to every person you know over age 50. It is an interesting thought. Maybe this is an issue that should come up in the next election! Forget the 50, send it to everyone. W

No Going Back
I can’t see the truth anymore, The faces around me all smile, Hidden behind masks, That are warped and vile, I was pushed aside, I was thrown onto the sidelines, But I’m claiming my life back now, Ignoring the accusations against my crimes, Let me go, there’s no turning back, I fought myself free, I didn’t want to have to do this, This isn’t how I thought it would be, But who will care now? No one can change the darkness I am, I fight and shout I have changed, I do what’s wrong only because I can, The more you push, The more I draw away, Nothing can make me return, Least of all the words you say, I try to bend the rules, I try and turn truths to lies, I don’t care what you think, I don’t care who lives and who dies, I was pushed aside, I was ignored and forgotten, You made me doubt myself, I became unbegotten, But we can’t take it all away, It’s happened and it can’t be changed, I will not back down, Until I have tasted reve

Sadness
To live in a life where you always feel sadness is not an easy thing to do. To have many others around you constantly say that you just need to let go of that sadness is a hard thing to hear. I'm told that alot of people live with this same sadness and that is a hard thing to believe. My heart is filled with kindness and love for everyone around me. I do all that I can to help others because it is one thing that makes me feel happy. I regret that the sadness always returns and lingers. I'm told that my life will always have this sadness and that we've done all that can be done, and I agree that I've come to a much better place in my mind. But, I want to feel the happiness that I see in others eyes. And I want to have one day go bye where I feel no tears in my eyes. I feel that it is unfair that I should live with this burden of feelings that hold the weight of many upon the shoulders of one. I am who I am but I sometimes wish that I wasn't. I hope that some of you

Night
There is a world beyond ours, That lives right along side, But no one can see it, Even though many have tried, There is a nemesis to everyone, Their night is the stalker to our day, But no one can tell, Because we look the other way, There is a right for every wrong, In the world we cannot see, Even though we cannot run, Even though we cannot flee, The other world stalks ours, It walks on our right hand, It mimics our sea, Our air and our land, Sometimes you may see them, They are the dark and black, They flit through the shadows, They live in our every crack, The night stalks our day, Poisoning the inky sky, They never feel remorse, As our daytimes dies.

Laying On Saturday
Looking at the wall 8 people are online I love all my friends Do they know who I am? One is my CT mommy One wants a baby One wants cock but not me by myself One is not ready to tell me everything One is with a guy who has 4 kids and 2 failed marriage One thinks her best assest is her ass One is in Florida and calls his girlfriend less than I call her One enjoys fucking with my mind and guys 14 years younger than her One believes he is a brother but he uses material and anger to overshadow his insecurites One is in his room right now wondering why they are all too busy I sit alone in my room ~Timmy~

My Closest Friend
I remember that day as vividly in my mind as if it were an hour ago. I woke up, took a look at the alarm clock, and decided that it was too much of an ungodly hour to be up. I tried to turn over and fall back to sleep, but I could tell it just wasn't happening. I gave in, and dragged myself from the bed, and into the bathroom. After a long cigarette, and a few other necessities, I was awake almost enough to function. I sat down at the computer, thinking maybe today I could finally write something useful, after three weeks of writer's block, but that wasn't working either. So I flipped on the stereo. Eminem came on, louder then I was hoping to hear it�but still, I couldn't find the words I needed to write. After an hour of torturing myself in front of that computer, I gave up, and sacked out on the couch. Just then the phone rang. As I picked up, I was about to start cursing out whomever was at the other end, but when I heard your voice, I managed to stop myself just in ti

Dreams
Dreams and Wishes If dreams were wishes That somehow came true, My life would be full Because of you. No more lonely nights Alone in the dark, No more cold bed, My existence stark. I have in my heart Feelings so true Earned by a sentence Whispered by you I see in my dreams What could be, A love so true For you and me Hand in hand We would walk Side by side We would talk Trust would be earned By word and deed You would always be there For whatever I need When I look in your eyes Id see nothing but truth Your smile so wide Reminiscent of youth No pain would I cause Given a choice My heart is a flutter At the sound of your voice Each moment I spend In dreams so real Helps to remind me How it can feel

Kissing
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

This Wrong?
First off i have 2 (step) sisters and a brother in 11th grade right now. My mom was acting all bitchy so i went to ask her why... and she was all like im getting tired of people walking all over us. WELL i don't see how im walking all over her when my ass is always the one helping HER out! THEN she says that once my 2 sisters and brother graduate that her, her "fiance, bf, room mate" whatever the hell he is and my little sister are leaving and that we're gona have to find an appt. Now how the hell are you gona go up to your daughter and say that once "those 3" are done with school that you're gona take my little sister and leave the state?! WTF is that? PLUS she's the one who has been having problems with this "fiance" of hers, and she comes crying to me about everything, and then she pulls this shit on me? can someone please explain this to me?! Cause i don't know what the hell is going on... Thank you for reading.. ~Christine~

Hapiness
Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back I weeps frequently I smiles frequently Happiness is what I want in return Having him support me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get happiness back I wore masks thousand times I pretend and it hurt Having him to take off my mask To reveal the truth out of me Gave me a happiness Sadness have strikes me I fought harder and harder To get the happiness back My heart is shattered I grabbed a broom to gather it together I cry Having him glue my heart all together Brought me into happiness once again. But then found out it was all a lie!

My Grandpa Passed Away February 11, 2007
MANY OF YOU KNOW THAT MY GRANDPA PASSED AWAY RECENTLY... I WANTED TO SHARE SOMETHINGS WITH YOU THAT I HAD MADE FOR HIM OVER THE YEARS.... FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED..... ON HIS BIRTHDAY JANUARY 14.. HE TURNED 77, 1AM ON THE 15TH HE WAS VERY WEAK AND WE CALLED THE AMBULANCE HE WAS ADMITTED INTO CRITICAL CARE HE HAD PHEMONIA AND THE FLU... HE WAS THERE 2 WEEKS... WHEN HE CAME HOME WE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING BETTER (THE DOCTOR DID NOT TELL US ANYTHING) HE REALLY DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON OR WHAT TO DO.. TO GIVE YOU SOME KIND OF IDEA HE THOUGHT IT WAS 1995.. ON FEBRUARY 11, 6AM > > > > THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ;) I WAS GRANDPA'S GIRL... THE WHOLE THING IS SOOO JUST UNBELIEVABLE RIGHT NOW... HE WOKE UP AND HAD SAID HE HAD TO GO TO THE BATHROOM, BUT HE COULDN'T WALK... SO GRANDMA HANDED HIM A URNEL HE DROPPED IT AND STARTED SLIDDING OUT OF BED ON TO THE FLOOR AND GOT HIS ARM STUCK BETWEEN THE BOX SPRINGS AND FRAME OF THE BED ON THE WAY DOWN... I COULDN'T GET HIM OUT,

None For Dad
One day a little boy woke up and sat down at the table expecting breakfast. However, his mother says, "You don't get any breakfast until you do your chores." --- A little pissed off, the boy goes out to do his chores. When he goes to milk the cow, he kicks it. When he goes to get eggs he kicks a chicken, and when he goes to feed the pigs, he kicks a pig. When the little boy sits down his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "Where is the bacon, eggs and milk?" asks the little boy. His mother replies, "I saw you kick the cow, so you don't get any milk; I saw you kick a chicken so you don't get eggs; and I saw you kick a pig so you don't get any bacon!" Just as she finishes saying this, the boy's father comes down the stairs and kicks the cat. The little boy looks up at his mother and asks, "Do you want to tell him, or should I?" --no pussy for dad!

My First Blog
Well this is my first blog on here so please forgive me if it goes to fast. Well I'm in the Military and is stationed at Fort Bragg in North Carolina. I just came home from deployment in December and is about to go back in April or May i think they said but anyway I really don't care. I signed up for a reason and this is the reason. To make sure our children and their children can continue to live like I live and that America never fall buy the waist side. I sorry i got a little carried away, anyway I'm 35 and I'm a very good guy to have in your corner and would love to be friends with everyone that i can so please stop by and show some love to a MP in the US ARMY.

The People In Your Life.....
Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bri

How To Delete Your Cherrytap Account
1 - You must have at least 1 photo in your pics to send a message. 2 - Send a message to http://cherrytap.com/user/60228 requesting that your profile be deleted. 3 - Delete your profile information, friends, fans, family, pics, skins, and everything as much as possible. 4 - Log out and never return to your account. ßΣπ§†ΩπΣ85

2-24-07 20th Entry
Not much to update on concerning the gastric bypass. I will know nothing until after the sleep apnea and thats another month away. This waiting is killing me. I'm stressing so badly now that my blood pressure reached triple digits on the bottom line for the first time ever (116, top was 180something, I never have understood that other then to know it aint good). But then I also have broncitus that I'm dealing with too. Not to mention a quack of a doctor thats already not on my good side and has me searching for yet another new doctor. I so regrete picking this one. I can't stand how his office is ran and how he tries to bully me into doing what he wants. Yea he is the doctor but ya know what, ITS MY FRIGGING BODY! I know what has worked for me and what hasn't! I've paid attention to the dozens of different medicines I've been put on for my pain and for my OCD. He doesn't even know who I am and he wants to change them all! Damned quack. Doesn't care for his patients othe

Very Drnk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DN'T KNO IF I HAVE THE RIGHT TO FEEL WHAT I FEEL BUT YA KNOW I CANT HELP IT I STILL................. YEA N-E WAYS WHATEVER HE KNOWS IT SO ANYWAYS LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

Lmfao Convo With Me And Dev
DeViN: god i love beer ((..Ashley..)): me too ((..Ashley..)): i wish i had some ((..Ashley..)): some nights i like whiskey some nights i dont DeViN: i dont know how you drink that shit all the time DeViN: my guts would be ripped out my asshole ((..Ashley..)): yeah that would probably hurt a little bit LLLOOOOLLLL

"after This, Therefore Because Of This"
The reason I decided to create this blog is simple... For quite some time, well my whole life I have always wanted to find meaning in who I am and why it is that I exsist. It's nothing new we all do it I supposed. These blogs are self therapy and Post Hoc is just another phase of it. After this, Therefore because of this, a logical fallacy which assumes or asserts that if one event happens after another, then the first must be the cause of the second. I've made a rash of decisions in the last seven years of my life that has really done number on me... The professional side of my life has been pretty solid... Though when it comes to love; well, its been anything but solid. Everything that you read in this blog is the cause and effect to where I am right now... Some are letters (which I've never delievered)and some will be poems. The letters are addressed to Morrígan, an Irish Goddess... There will be no specific timeline or order into how they're entered... Maybe there sh

As He Sleeps
As He Sleeps So peaceful and sweet He lays so close Yet he dreams so far I lay my hand on his face Just to have my skin on his For one moment Like an angel he sleeps He has the most amazing features The slope of his nose The bridge of his forehead His strong jaw line His lips are perfect His skin is soft I run my fingertips across his lips To the dip where the angels kissed him My fingers slide back up his cheek To his hair Short, I make a swirl My hand slides down the back Of his head to meet his neck I lean in and kiss him on the forehead Pressing my lips so softly Not to wake him I whisper “I love you” I turn over away from him I gently move closer to him My back to his front I find his arm Wrap myself in his arms And match my breaths with his Asleep I am In his arms Where I belong As he sleeps

Definitions Of Life Alone
UnHappy bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, depressed, anew despairing, despondent, dismal too. distressed, doleful, glum and down, downcast, forlorn, gloomy, crying clown grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken. heartsick, heavy-hearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, pensive,and lastly. pessimistic, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone amawitch 2007

Living A Lie
Now that yesterday,s gone I am looking at 99 ways to die, as I wait for a runaway trainto go by, I drink my cold gin to find a better way to die, and as I dream on I find myself looking down the barrel of a gun and as the hammer swings down, the seasons of the sun pass me by as I am slowly slipping into a deepfreeze to end my dreams of misery, which have me between the devil and the deepblue sea, and then everything goes black. This is a poem that I put into a contest, and was picked as a finalist, and will be put in a book by potery . com

A Dark Dream
As I awake in a new world after an atomic storm, the anarchy in the U.K. Rages on, as the sea of love turns into rivers of blood from the dead and bloated, and knowing that know one wants to stop the hate, everyone else is living on the edge trying to beat the bullet, as they look for the promised land to get away from the misery, but to get there you have to get between the devil and the deep blue sea where the unholy tease you and the unforgiven entice you, but as you go down the road to ruin you wind up where the streets have no name, and the seasons of the sun change quick, so you gotta travel on as you reach out of the darkness to find a strange new world.

Love Confession(poem) By Amanda-kathryn
I try to sleep again, and it never comes to me. A thought of you here, it calms me like nothing else. I want to feel you near, in bed where we can touch. The thought is so perfect, but I know it is impossible. It's like we take one step, and fall one step again. the thought of you is lovely, but it won't get me out of bed. I can't love you today, I can't love you tomorrow. But if I see you, my heart may tell me that... There's no time to waste, and tomorrow is coming closer. I'll forgive you for everything, and swallow my pride for you. It's like a thirsty longing, I can't seem to get rid of. If loving you is wrong, then let me be a sinner. -A

Nightmares!! :(
Nightmares :( Why do we have them? I am so glad to be awake , I just had a nightmare that seemed to go on forever. I would wake up then go back to sleep and finish where I left off! its spooky... maybe cause it was because I ate something before I went to bed, Ive always heard that could happen. I defenatly dont want to go back to sleep "( I feel like those kids in Nightmare on elm street lol so Im drinking coke hopeing the caffiene will keep me awake! wish me luck hahaha....

Again The Bastards!!!!
THE FUCKS DELETED MY MUMM AGAIN, THE FUCKING THING HAS BEEN ON SINCE 4 THIS AFTERNOON, AND IT'S JUST NOW GETTING DELETED?!?!? WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK!!!! I PUT UP THIS SAME MUMM 3 TIMES NOW, AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IT'S BEEN MARKED NSFW!!!! I'M FUCKING GOING OFF ON EVERYONE WHO MONITORS THOSE FUCKING THINGS!!! I HAVEN'T EVEN LOOKED AT THE DAMN THING SINCE 5 THIS AFTERNOON. NO COMMENTING, NOTHING, JUST LEFT IT UP THERE. IT WAS ABOUT DOUBLE STANDARDS IN RACISM, WHICH PROVES MY POINT ONCE AGAIN THAT IT EXIST, FUCK I'M FUCKING PISSED!!!! OFF TO GET MYSELF BOOTED FROM THE SITE ALL, PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Today Was Pretty Awesome Cuz....
i get to see sean in three days. [does happy dance] you have no idea how good it feels to say that. i miss sean soooooo much. i can't wait to see him again. well....today was a day of wandering & reflection for me. mike picked me up a little after eight this morning. we were headed to brownsville to pick up christie & head to the carnival. i love the drives with mike. never a dull moment, lol. somehow the topic came to my cousin jasmine & then to my best friend chang. i started to cry...mind you i hate crying. i guess i grew up with the idea that crying was a sign of weakness...so i just kept everything in out of fear of being though of as weak. but chang is a hard topic for me to deal with. just the mention of his name brings all these memories rushing back....& with those memories comes the almost unbearable pain. he passed away when he was 19 years old of a heart attack. no one saw it coming...no warnings...nothing. he was here one minute...gone the next. i can remember the l

Poems
WARRIOR GOD I'm in love with a great man He gives me so much love and devotion I couldn't have asked for a better man He protects me from all the bad things In my eyes he is beautiful in all ways He alone is my hero, my champion Why couldn't he have come sooner? My life would've been so much better Only he can save my soul Surely he must have been sent from above His eyes change colors with emotions They were kissed by the stars and the sun I'm willing to risk it all for him While we sleep, I feel safe in his arms I know I will always be his And he will always be mine He takes all my pain and fear away Its replaced with joy and paradise He is everything a man is supposed to be In an instant I know what he is He is my warrior god who Was sent here to conquer my heart He has succeeded in this And I'm never letting him go I love him more than being alive LOST IN YOU I get so lost in your eyes, your smile Your laughter is like music to my soul All my

Oh Yeah....
THANKS TO ALL WHO HELPED ME GET TO ROCK STAR IN 5 DAYS. SERIOUSLY LEVELED 6 TIMES IN 5 DAYS, THAT HAS TO BE A RECORD. MAD LOVE TO EVERY, LITTLE PISSED BUT NO WORRIES. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND SLIGHTLY MORE HAPPY.

Nsfw: Late Night Oral
She stood outside of his tent, shedding her clothes and smiling to herself. She crawled into his tent, up his body... of course he slept naked, even in the woods... Her nipples brushed over his cock, waking it and him. He looked down at her, groaning every time her breasts swung over him, her nipples carressing his erection. "You didn't come for me last night." she whispered. "I wasn't sure you'd want me. We were both kind of out of it that night..." "Will you come for me now?" she asked him, suggestively rocking back, lowering her mouth over his hard cock.

Incomplete!!!!!!!!!!
Haven't been quite complete Since you went away Pain is hard to defeat But this is all I have to say I'm sorry, I still love you But until you were out of sight I never really knew You were my only source of light Without you I'm so lost You kept my heart so warm Now it's begining to frost If you were to ever return My life would again be complete But I guess that is none of your concern

Never Say Goodbye
A glimps of happiness, And fears of rain, A time of laughter, A year of pain, Willows will sway, As birds will fly, To lose his love, I would rather die, To not break his heart, And yet lift his soul, To embrace his mind, I’ll never let go, To see him smile, Or to kiss his face, Is a memory that I, Could never erase, To be truly his, And have no doubt, Is what I am, I would never leave out, To caress his mind, And give him strength, It is my job, Through all this wait, To wipe his tears, If they should fall, To be the woman, That he would call, To help him grow, And yet again, be reborn, To make sure he’s content, And never again scorned, I will have my man, Hold his head up high, And know that his woman, Will never, Say Goodbye. written by: Azalia

A Women And Her Hair Dryer
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Ireland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limit, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so he asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring with laughter, the official said,

Tap The Ct Keg Contest Part 2
As many of you may know, I was in the Tap the Keg Contest. Thanks to you all, I had finished in 4th Place. Now it is back...Part 2! It is the same as Part 1 was, but I'd like to finish in the top 3. Stop by rate and comment. Any help given will be given in return. *Note* I joined the CT Mafia, if any Mafia member reads this, please ignore this as I have read the Mafia blog and it stated to bomb the other CT Mafia member. I only want to be fair to the Mafia, thats why I added this. As for the rest of you.....bomb this pic! Thank You All in advance. :)

I Am Not Sorry,...
I am not sorry I was with you last night,.. I am not sorry everyone saw us together. I am not sorry we walked in the rain. I am not sorry that I cried,for you dried my tears. I am not sorry we held hands. I am not sorry we held each other. I am not sorry we sang to each other. I am not sorry we danced. I am not sorry we kissed. I am not sorry for saying I love you,... I am not sorry you opened the car door for me. I am not sorry we hugged goodnight. I am not sorry you said call ya later. I am not sorry you would lay down your life for me. And I am not sorry that your girlfriend read this,... can't you see boy,I love you as much as you love me???

List Of Products And Companies That Test On Animals.
List of Products and Companies That Test on Animals. Every year, tens of millions of animals are dissected, infected, injected, gassed, mutilated, tortured, burned and blinded in hidden laboratories on college campuses and research facilities throughout the U.S. Still many more animals are used to test the safety of cosmetics, household cleansers and other consumer products. The Following Companies make products that are Tested On Animals ( Cats, Dogs, Kittens, Puppies, Rabbits, Primates, and other animals ) Check the back of everything you buy if it's made by the following companies dont buy them and if you have them at your home throw them away. DON'T SUPPORT COMPANIES THAT TEST ON OUR ANIMAL BROTHERS AND SISTERS. Print this List, Post it on your Blog and send it to Friends & Family Amway Corp.Baush & Lomb. " eye drops " ect.BIC Corp.Bristol Meyers Squibb.Church and Dwight Co. ( Aim, Arm & Hammer, Arrid, Brillo, Cameo Cleaners, First Response, Nair, Nice n' Fluffy, Parsons

Gaze
As I look across the sand, thoughts of you run free and gentle. Gaze into you. For the time being it is all mental. In a few weeks it will be alive and sentimental. Though it has been quite sometime since our last discussion. The feelings are alive and true. The love that I want to make to you does too. I can barely wait to have you in my arms. To hold you, caress you and kiss you, And protect you from all harm. Make no comment, just hear me through. The day will come when I gaze into you. The instant I look into your eyes as you into mine. The moment will be sweet and devine. Willing to give up anything to be in your presence. Touching massaging, your silk smooth skin. To be with you is like a child getting christmas presents. For someone like you to be alive and true, Gets through day by day. You're awesome girl what more should I say. I want to walk with you and talk to you. Let me see you do the things you do. When the mood is right, And the moon lit bright

Links To Some More Web Sites
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