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Trends In Relationships.
I've noticed something crutial to my development as a human being: I keep falling in love only to be let down. Adam was the catalyst to this thought, but I started thinking back, and realized the same thing happened with James and with Chuck. Adam was going to marry me... he and I arrived at the courthouse 2 hours too early, then, suddenly, he stopped loving me. James gave me a ring as well, then told me I was being too clingy. Granted, the break up with James was completely my stupid misunderstanding, but the bottom line is: it happened there too. Chuck actually did marry me, then I was too much for him to handle. Maybe, it's me? Maybe, I need to be single for a little bit... or to think things through. I hate that I can't open up and let someone love me. I hate that I can't let myself be vulnerable again. Maybe, I'm just scared... Maybe, I'm just scarred? Who knows? I'm wondering who I am, ~Carissa

Long But Funny
This is for the LADIES....give it a try and let me know how it works...ok! Long but funny. Hair Removal.... (I don't have a clue as to who wrote this, but....WHAT A HOOT!) All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy, painless removal - The Epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax. Read on.......... My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. How hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out.

Please Remember That April Is Autism Awareness Month!
I haven't written in a long time...yeah I know way toooooo long but work and my back detiorating have kept me away. But this is a subject I feel strongly about and I wanted to make sure you all at least gave it a thought. Someone very dear and close to me, Purteeladee, as some of you know has an autistic son named Christian. If you go to her page here, http://cherrytap.com/purteeladee, you'll have a chance to meet Christian and Theresa. Christian took a very, very big step for an autistic child and is now beginning to use words...which is an incredible achievement. Now before some of you start asking yourself just who in the hell does he think he is and how does he know anything about autism, I'll tell you. My undergraduate degree from the University of Kansas was in Speech-Language-Hearing: Sciences and Disorders and my MS Ed is in Communication Disorders from the University of Nebraska at Kearney. I don't put this in here to brag, just to let you know that I'm not pulling

Ill Be There For You
If all the stars fall from your sky, And you don't know what to do; Just reach down deep inside your heart, I'll be waiting there for you. I'm as close as your next heartbeat, And within your heart i'll stay; I will be there when you need me, I will never walk away. If your burdens become heavy, And they seem to much to bear; You know i will share your load, And I will always be there; Just look for me inside your heart, I'll be waiting there for you. Always in the background, And it is there I'll stay; Until the day you call my name, I wont be far away. I will be there in the sunshine, As it shines upon your face; When you feel it's warmth, remember me, I will be waiting in my place, I will be there in the soft breeze, As it dances ' cross your skin; So quietly I'll be there, Like a whisper in the wind. So if the stars fall from your sky, And you don't know what to do; Just look for me inside your heart, I'll be waiting there for you. Custom

Unfinished Song
Sitting here, all alone wondering, why I should be with you again. You took my heart and soul But will you hurt me again? How can you do the things that you do to me....... My heart is still with you no matter how much, you break it two. We've been together for a long time, but you know, I want to be with you. But how can you do, the things that you do to me.....

Healing Jason Parsons
Healing Jason Parsons I have stepped away from my life and writing sabbatical recently, and am really glad I did. See, I am blessed to have some truly amazing people as friends, and they sometimes need you to just be you. Be present. Be there for others. I went to a benefit last night for someone I do not believe I have ever met, but the good folks that were setting up the event are worth the risk, so I decided that is a good enough reason to go give to charity. Usually the Charity I give to is a stripper in Dayton, but like I said, Jason, Anna Faye and Kara have proven to me that if they care about something enough to set up a place to gather and donate time and money, that was good enough for me. They got an excellent turn out, raised some cash for their friend Parsons, and I think set a nice love karma vibe that he felt in his soul. I am sure he is highly medicated due to the burns he suffered in the house fire, but there is no way he remained numb to how much joy and celebratio

How.....
Tara how do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out right. You may think it sounds mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exa

What Do Ya Think ????
The American Government funded a study to see why the head of a man's Penis was larger than the shaft. After 1 year and $180,000, they concluded that the reason that the head was larger than the shaft was to give the man more pleasure during sex. After the US published the study, the French decided to do their own study. After $250,000 and 3 years of research, they concluded that the reason the head was larger than the shaft was to give the woman more pleasure during sex. Canadians, unsatisfied with these findings, conducted their own study. After 2 weeks and a cost of around $75.46, and 2 cases of beer, they concluded that it was to keep a man's hand from flying off and hitting himself in the forehead

Good Night My Love
Tara... As l have come to you countless times In spirit at night. I see you in your bed as i brush your hair. You are looking so sweet tonight My baby at night as you rest there. All I know is in you I am truely satisfied And I am in love with you.. So peaceful I see your body reclining there. I reach out to tenderly touch you, but just stop to stare. Can not help myself, our bodies are so soft touching together. Your so very pretty laying there. So....Good Night, Good Night my love I hope that you sleep tight. Until the moon fades, and ushers in the morning light. My love is most beautiful when she is asleep,....and no one on the world can see her....but me.

Myprofile
my man Rashad and my daughter Moni my granddaughter Taina (9-14-07) I'm no longer accepting random "friends". If you make a friend request chances are I will delete it, nothing personal. If your a guy chances are almost 100% I will delete it. If you want to stop by and make comment go right ahead but I am not a "friend" collector, sorry. If you have something to say to fine say it, but if its rude or asking for nasty pics or your cute... I'd rather you not. I'm just not interested in all that cyber crap, thanks. I will continue to delete friends that I don't really communicate with. My friends lists is for people who I actually want to go back and talk to or help out with contests ect. That said, for those of you who are really interested... I am a 37 year old mother of three children 19, 17 and 14 (girl, boy, girl). Grandmother to an angel,Emillio Abel, rip and Taina-Alicia. I am in a loving/alternative relationship with an amazing man, R

The Year Is 1907.....but The Speaker Was Great.
APRIL 2007 S M T W T F S 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 The year is 1907.....but the speaker was great. Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American... There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and

Today Is Wesenday
It's nice to know people actually read my blog on here and seem to care what I think. Maybe I will start to write in here more. What do you readers think??? Yay or Nay. Thats all I have to say.

Cleveage Contest . . .
OK, the cleveage contest started . . . Um, I seem to be "In The Lead" with 21 comments as of this moment (Thanx Tia - the favor WILL BE RETURNED!!!) I can't comment myself, so I need a little help from my friends . . . Pretty, pretty please? You can ask a few of my friends who are in contests, I will return the favor for you - I always do - so any help would be appreciated! Much Love! Miss CinDee

24 Hrs
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

Funnies And Laughers :)
There's something here to offend everyone! What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The sam

White Fox
Craziest dream last night. Finally remembered all of it. I was in an animal shelter and I was looking around doing my thing. I see out of the corner of my eye a white fox that was wicked beautiful so I went to the cage. It ate its way through the cage and was totally fine around me. I started to walk away from it and it came up to me and bit my calf. People say you can't feel pain in dreams but I sure as shit felt that bite. So I have this fox attached to my leg and i'm running around trying to knock it off. It finally lets go and it went from me being in the shelter to me being in my backyard. I walked into the house and thats when I woke up. A white fox though, wtf is that about.

Shitty Day
Ok, I had a shitty, pathetic excuse of a day. Missing an old friend on her birthday. Nasty tension headache all day. Coworkers have been bitches. And to top it all off, my ex gave me another load of his bullshit this evening. Soembody give me a laugh... please. :(

Dreams
When sleep comes and all is at peace What wonderful dreams are within your reach May your dreams be of fantasy land and peaceful shores where what may come on a beach of pure white sands When awake you must at one be but in our dreams we are many things.....KDS

Why?
Subject: Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicity

Quotes
Who cares what happened last week. more is not always better. Dont nod on the phone If your going to laugh, laugh out loud make up a reason to have a party a little kiss can make a big difference hug people for no reason wave to people you dont know If it hurts stop doing it If you dog doesnt like someone you probably shouldnt either

Quotes
Every good has a better, and every bad has a worse try not to forget your dreams every flower smells a little different just because you 're wearing cowboy boots doesnt mean you can ride a horse we need friends to help us grow old and new friends to help us stay young...letty cottin pogrebin If you cant change your fate, change your attitude...Amy Tan It has been said that there's no fool like an old fool. But the young fool has first to grow up to be an old fool to realize what a daamn fool he was when he was a young fool....Harold Macmillan

Moved To Sarasota
Well, I've been here in Sarasota for one week now, and I love it. I set up a webcam on my computer in Ohio and one here with me. My son loves to talk to and see me on it. Five more weeks before I head back up north, and then about six more weeks before my family moves down here with me. Anyway, if there is anyone out here in Sarasota that wants to hang out or anything give me a shout.

I Have To Mention This..
Okay, everyone wants a nice looking Cherry Tap page but some people here put so much crap on their pages that it takes forever to open them and often attempting to open these pages will crash your computer. Obviously im not going to rate your page or pictures if i cant see them so please, go easy on the crap, ok?

Better
Well things are starting to get better I went to my first all nude Strip show and it was amazing. I got groped by 2 strippers and I got to smack the ass of one =^.^= both said I had nice tits so yea!! Tonight I get to go to a Club its Goth and industrial night So I'm going to have fun. widh I had a camara so I can get pics to post up here.

Easter Comments And April's Featured Artist
Hey Everyone! Sorry for the delay but I am on the road. Currently in New York! But never fear I have updated the easter comments :) Get more @ CherryTagz.com I would also like to congratulate "Rick the Webdude" for being the Cherrytagz Artist of the month. Check out his work at cherrytagz.com Get more @ CherryTagz.com Ill update more in a few days when I land in Canada! Much love and Happy Easter. Oh and more giveaways coming next week!!! Cheers, Vlad

Excerpts From A Cat's Daily Diary
Day 683 of my captivity: My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape.. in an attempt to disgust them , I once again vomit on the floor. Day 722: Today i decaptitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a "good little hunter" I am. The audacity! Day 802: There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell of the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of 'all

Hidden Thoughts
Hidden thoughts that you won't tell me.I can see inside you a burning desire. But I love what you do to me. You set my heart and soul on fire. What do you want me to do. I will do anything that you ask. You are the world that surrounds me. Anything you want or desire is no big task. Stay the night and hold me tight. please hold me through the night as I hold you. Run your fingers all over me.I love everything that you do to me. You make me feel so good inside. You know what to do to make me feel good again.I want you to do whatever you choose to do to me. When you are done, we will do it all over again. I have never felt the way that I do with you. You are all that I ever think ABOUT.i GUESS WITH ALL THESE WORDS WHAT I am trying to say ,is that I am in love with you....

Two Lovers
Its a story of two young lovers in love. They would do anything to see the other smile.Always together they could never be apart. Living,Loving,Laughing for awhile. Maybe it was fate,Maybe it was destiny.Their future was written in the stars.It seems that they were floating on clouds. They have flown to the moon, they have walked on mars. Easy,carefree,no worries at all.Nothing could ever come between these two.No problemn big or small bothered them.

I Am A Moron!!! :)
It has just been brought to my attention by my beautiful, sexy and wonderful soon-to-be-wife, Jamie, that because I put all my posts under one blog that I do not get any points for them because you cannot rate more than one post per blog. I did not know this. Now I do! :) Welcome to Page Two! Thanks, baby......I love you!!!!! xoxoxoxo

Tried To Warn Ya'll
What occult Power best suits you ? Your Result: Telepathy You have the ability of direct mind to mind communitcation of thoughts and images ,from other people , this could also mean you can hear the thoughts of others . Precognition Clairoyance Healing Psychometry Premonition Astral projection Dreamwalking

Just Poems
I have been waiting here in my little corner. Watching the world pass before me. I sometimes wonder how long I can wait. Am I damned to be forever lonely. My confidence is weak,my patience grows thin.Sometimes it seems I will break from the pain. It seems as though i am stretched to the limit. It is getting harder to keep backthe tears. I am growing tired of lonely life, that I lead. It seems(as though)i am at the end of my rope.My fingers are growing more and more numb.

Circumcised
Two five year old boys are standing at the toilet to pee. One says, "Your thing doesn't have any skin on it!". "I've been circumcised.", the other replied. "What's that mean?" "It means they cut the skin off the end." "How old were you when it was cut off?" "My mom said I was two days old." "Did it hurt?", the kid asked inquiringly. "You bet it hurt, I didn't walk for a year!"

Dreams
Deticated to All of My Friends, Especialy to Debby, my Best Friend. Dreams..... Where the mountains touch the sky Where poets DREAM, where eagles fly A secret place above the crowds Just beneath marshmallow clouds Lift your eyes to a snowy peak And see the soon- to- be we seek Whisper DREAMS and let them rise To the mountains old and wise Climbers climb, it's time to try Where the mountains touch the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the ocean meets the sky Where mermaid dance and seagulls fly A place in DREAMS I know so well The sea inside a single shell Far across the living sea A pale blue possibility Beyond the castles made of sand Tomorrow in a small child's hand Only DREAMERS need apply Where the ocean meets the sky Take me there. Oh take me now Someway, Someday, Somewhere, Somehow Where the forests reach the sky Men are equal and doves still fly No th

Somebody Cares
SOMEBODY CARE IF YOU'RE HAPPY TODAY IN YOUR HEART IN CHEERFUL AND LIGHT SOMEBODY CARES IF YOU'RE FEELING GOOD AND EVERYTHING'S GOING JUST RIGHT AND SOMEBODY HOPES THAT THIS MESSAGE WILL SHOW IN A WARM LITTLE HESRT-TO HEART YOU'RE THOUGHT OF.REMEMBERED AND HAPPILY WISHED AN ESPECIALLY WONDERFUL DAY!!!! THAT PERSON IN ME!!!!

Armenian Genocide
Throughout much of its history, Turkey has had it's eyes on the Armenian land. Conquering Armenia was and probably still is their desire today. Geographically speaking, Armenia is the only Christian nation, aside from Georgia, in that part of the world. It is surrounded in all directions by Muslim nations who would like nothing more than uniting their religious lands of muslim nations throughout the middle east stretching all the way to Europe and Asia. During WWI the Ottoman emprire (the rulling empire in Turkey) decided that they could accomplish their goal of taking over Armenia by exterminating the nation all-together. Exterminating the entire race and leaving no Armenian heirs to guard the Armenian nation. The Ottoman Empire plotted the mass-evacuation and extermination of Armenians from Western Turkey and Eastern Armenia and executed these plans without disdain. For a number of reasons, they were able to get away with it. European countries turned their back on Armenian ge

Sperm Donor Bank
A guy walks into a sperm donor bank wearing a ski mask and holding a gun. He goes up to the nurse and demands her to open the sperm bank vault. She says "But sir, its just a sperm bank!", "I don't care, open it now!!!" he replies. So she opens the door to the vault and inside are all the sperm samples. The guy says "Take one of those sperm samples and drink it!", she looks at him "BUT, they are sperm samples???" , "DO IT!". So the nurse sucks it back. "That one there, drink that one as well.", so the nurse drinks that one as well. Finally after 4 samples the man takes off his ski mask and says, "See honey - its not that hard."

There's Angel Among Us
THERE ARE ANGELS AMONG US, ONE FOR ME AND ONE FOR YOU. GOD SENT THEM TO WATCH OVER US OUR WHOLE LIVES THROUGH. I KNEW THAT WHEN I MET YOU, I SAW A CERTAIN SPARK. YOU APPEARED BEFORE ME WHEN THE WOULD SEEMED SO DARK GOD MUST HAVE HAD ME IN MIND WHEN HE GAVE ME A FRIEND LIKE YOU. HE KNEW I WOULD NEED ADVICE, A HELPING HAND OR TWO; SOMEONE TO PICK ME UP, WHEN I STUMBLE AND FALL, WHEN THE WORLD SEEM SO HORRIBLE AND NOT WORTH LIVING AT ALL I HAVE CERTAINLY HAD MY DAYS WHEN I NEEDED YOUR HAND I THANK GOD FOR SENDING YOU TO ME AND FOR IN CLUDING ME IN HIS PLAN IF YOU EVER NEED COMFORT, THE WAY I SOMETIMES DO PLEASE THINK OF ME, I WILL ALWAYS REACH OUT MY HAND AND OFFER YOU COMFORT TOO.

Poetry
PEACE OF HEART Content, such a simple word, Yet describes exactly how I feel. The happiest I've ever been, Sometimes I wonder if it's real. Perhaps it's just a dream I say, A dream I don't wish to awake from. The solitude and safety, Not often have they come. To finally be whole, It's like a work of art. He's now a part of me and I him, I finally have, Peace of Heart. self copyright 10/2006

Friendship Is A Blessing
FRIENDSHIP IS A BLESSING IT'S THE BEST YOU HAVE TO SHARE, THE TALENTS AND THE WISDOM, THE CAPACITY TO CARE.... IT'S BEING THERE TO LEND SUPPORT, WHATEVER NEEDS ARISE, IT'S MAKING SURE THAT OTHER KNOW THEY'RE SPECIAL IN YOUR EYES... FRIENDSHIP IS A BLESSING AND, TOALL WHO HAVE A FRIEND ITS ONE OF THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFTS THAT LIFE COULD EVER SEND.

Poetry
Soon to Write Again... Category: Writing and Poetry Soon to write again Someone told me today, That it's been such a while, Since I've posted something in here So let's do this with style. Viv has been busy, Oh busy indeed. With painting and mudding on weekends Taking care of friends needs. Soon she'll take some time, And spread cheer and joy SOON TO WRITE AGAIN To all her wonderful friends Man she can't wait, boy oh boy. So until that time comes Have patience my fine friends. For the day will come soon When Viv makes amends. self copyright 2006 How's that for spur of the moment...ROFLMAO!!!

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are Judgement Happiness, Content, Joy. Judgment is related to the Hebrew letter Shin, which is fiery and spiritual. A break from the past, going forward. With Fire as its ruling element, Judgement is about rebirth or ressurection. The idea of Judgement day is that the dead rise, their sins are forgiven, and they move onto heaven. The Judgement card is similar, it asks the resurrection to summon the past, forgive it, and let it go. There are wounds from the past that we never let heal, sins we've committed that we refuse to forgive, bad habits we haven't the courage to lose. Judgement advises us to finally face these, recognize that the past is past, and put them to rest, absolutely and irrevocably. This is also a card of healing, quite literally from an accident or illness, as well as a card signaling great transformation, renewal, change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Poetry
JUST FOR YOU I would venture near and far, Just to see you. I'd travel the moon and the stars, Just to hold you. I'd swim a river, For your bliss. Across the ocean I'd row to deliver, A most sensual kiss. My soul yearns to swim, In the warmth of your gaze. I'd crawl out on a limb, And go down in a blaze. So take me now, Into your arms. Don't ask how, Just work your charm. Make love to me tonight, Ever so slow. Want me with all your might, And never let go. self copyright 2005

Poetry
WHERE DO I GO? At the stars I gaze, The multitudes of stars stare back. It's been days, Am I under attack? You have the keys to my soul, At least that's what he claimed. I thought we had the same goal, Maybe I should be blamed. I thought we were on track, Perhaps I don't really know. Should I start to pack? Where do I go? self copyright 2005

Living Sorrow
There was a moment when i woke up rejected and dejected depressed with a sorrow inside Crying about the days i loved and lost Angry about the end that i never knew crushed and blown away in the wind Living a painful memory Remembering the faces that haunt my soul haunting my last breath as i reach up with a frail arm to wipe the tears away I reminded myself i was once strong invincible invulneraable immune to love year by year i broke down time stood still in my heart crystalized and immortalized fragile Until one day it shatrered the pieces like sharp daggers making me bleed with sorrow By Jason Hartle

Together Till The End
TOGETHER TILL THE END YOU AND ME WILL BE FRIENDS WE'LL BREAK OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER, TOGETHER OR PART WILL BE FRIENDS FOREVER THROUGH GOOD TIMES AND BAD WELL NEVER GET MAD THROUGHT OLD FRIENDS AND NEW FRIENDS OUR FRIENDSHIP NEVER BENDS EVEN THOUGH WE'RE CHANGING, OUR FRIENDSHIP IN NEVER ENDING WITH BROKEN HERTS AND MANY TEARS WE'VE MADE IT THROUGH THESE PAST YEAR DIFFERENT IN MANY WAYS MORE ALIKE EACH PASSING DAY OUR MEMORIES ARE THE BEST IT'S OUR HONESTY WE NEVER TEST HELPING EACH OTHER OUT, ALWAYS WITH NO DOUBT WE'VE ALWAYS BEEN EACH OTHER'S BETTER HALF. WHEN WE HANG TOGETHER WE HAVE A FULL GLASS. TOGETHER TILL THE END YOU AND ME WILL BE FRIENDS

This Is For You Thane Lolz
Thane hunni, GEELONG suck!!!!!!!! & the SAINTS rockkkkk!!!!!! & thats why saints r sittin #2 on the AFL ladder =] **giggles** wooot goin to see the saints kick lions but in 7hrs (cant fukin wait!!)

Relationships
Ever wonder why we tend to love the persons most whom have put us thru the widest array of emotions? How is it that we can still smile upon a visions of happier days shared even after multiple heartbreaks. Why is it that we tend to push aside the feelings of betrayal, shouts of vicious words and always remember the mending of our hearts? What is it about love that we seek out so desperately? How do we know for sure when it's really "the real thing". Everyone comes with their own faults each as different as the next person standing beside us. How much fault is too much, does it depend on each individual or is there an unspoken rule about it all? If so, where do find this master set of rules. Does it lie within each of us just waiting for discovery. Marriage is something that seems to be taken so lightly. What would make any sane person decide to enter such an agreement. Guess, the thought is hopefully you'll beat the odds and still be together when you're old and gray. I'm not so sure t

!!i Am Filled With Righteous Rage!!
just now, i discovered THIS just now. i am so fucking disgusted...no only does this scare young women into making a choice that could be seriously detrimental to her wellbeing, it cheapens the people who have suffered real genocide. i'm sickened by this whole site, it's horrible. i am absolutely disgusted that people could do something like this. i am ardently pro-choice, not pro-abortion. i don't want every woman to have an abortion instead of putting the child up for adoption, i want every woman to have the freedom to make the right decision for herself. !!KEEP ABORTION SAFE AND LEGAL!!

F A M I L Y
I ran into a stranger as he passed by, "Oh excuse me please" was my reply. He said, "Please excuse me too; I wasn't watching for you." We were very polite, this stranger and I. We went on our way and we said goodbye. But at home a different story is told, How we treat our loved ones, young and old. Later that day, cooking the evening meal, My son stood beside me very still. When I turned, I nearly knocked him down. "Move out of the way," I said with a frown. He walked away, his little heart broken. I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken. While I lay awake in bed, God's still small voice came to me and said, "While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use, but the family you love, you seem to abuse. Go and look on the kitchen floor, You'll find some flowers there by the door. Those are the flowers he brought for you. He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue. He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,

What Type Of Person Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract rednecks! You attract artsy people! You attract geeks! You attract Yuppies! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

As If My Life Doesn't Suck Already
After a night of sleeping, well the lack of but at the shop, I get threatened by some stupid chic cause she screwed up and we followed the law. Yeah she threatened to send bikers after me. Oh, I am just so scaried please what are they going to do to me that I can't deal with or hasn't already been done. Then I find out my little girl is hurt and has to go to the ER. She scratched her eye really bad so I had to deal with the hospital from over here cause I can't go back yet cause I don't have the money. SHe has to have 2 drops in her eye 4 times a day. Plus some dye and pain killers. I hate to say it but what the hell is next.

My Latest Adventure
Well all I can is damn! It all started on Thursday got up at 430am for work and figured that I would be leaving for our off-road race Friday mourning. Well lil did i know that would change. I worked all day on the race car then was told that I was leaving when the car did and that was supposed to be thur. night. So i drove home at 400pm packed for the weekend then went back to the shop and worked on the car some more. The damn car fighted us every step of the way, we worked straight from thur mourning till 7 pm fri. night till the car was finished then drove up to Primm. When we were about 5 mi. from where our main Pit was going to be leaving a gas station my truck blew the rear end out. so i locked it in 4wd and idled back into the gas station parking lot. Crawled under the truck to try and figure out what happened and saw a hole in the top of the differential. So I pulled the rear drive shaft hoping that i could get to main pit driving w/ the front axle. The whole time i am removing

Thoughts On Pain And Herbal Help
One of the most common causes of pain today especially in our stressful society is headaches. Aspirin will tear up the lining of your stomach and you may not even know it is doing it until it is to late and Tylenol and like products can damage the liver and kidneys after prolong use. One of the most soothing and fast acting treatments I like for headaches is to take a few drops of lavender oil and massage it into the temples. For the same effect without the sedative properties that come with using lavender oil trying using lavendin oil which can be bought at any good health food store. You can also use the good old earth's natural "aspirins" for the pain of a headache and other aches and pains. Willow bark and meadowsweet is the two most common herbs used instead of aspirin and won't irritate the stomach like aspirin. In fact meadowsweet is used for the pain of stomach ulcers. The helpful ingredient in these herbs is salicin that turns into salicylic acid in the stomach that helps w

Did You Know ????????
Did you know:..... Just 20 seconds of fuel remained when Apollo 11's lunar module landed on the moon. The Mona Lisa has no eyebrows ! Elephants are the only animals that cant jump. Animals that lay eggs dont have belly buttons...lmfao @ that one !! Slugs have 4 noses !! There are one million ants to every human in the world. Frogs cannot swallow with their eyes open. There are 34 bathrooms in the whitehouse. On average women say 7000 words per day...Men manage just over 2000. ( does that include the grunts they make ? ) ..lol On average a human will spend up to 2 weeks kissing in her/his lifetime. You share your birthday with at least 9 million other people around the world. On average a human will spend up to 2 weeks of their life waiting for a traffic light to change. There you go...a bit of useless info for you all to store away...lol Love n Hugs xoxox Molly

The Things You Never Wanted To Know...
Personal My name is: Pamela a.k.a. Angel, DA, Dark Angel, or Bitch I answer to all of them. My place of birth: Denver, CO. My date of birth: June 25 My age: 24 My marital status: Married to Satan.  My astrological sign: Cancer My profession: Answering stupid survey questions much like these. My education: Some college. My height: 5’3 & 1/2 “ My weight: ha ha ha like ima tell you right? not so much

Blag Blag Blag...too Much Wine
I realize these things are not well read, which is probably why i am whining here. You see, I have had too much to drink, and it has been raining for days straight now,which probably has much to do with why I am feeling so melancholy. On to the point...Why is it, that we always want the things we cannot have? Is it merely because we cannot have them? Or do we have an actual need for them? The things that we already have, take a back seat in a sense and seem much less important than the things we want. So...if we were to lose something we had, that seemed un-important while we were so busy wanting something else...would we in turn forget about what we had origially wanted, and turn our wants to our previous dis-regards? Just a bit of mental vomit for all who read to ponder...I suppose it is human nature to always want for something, whether or not you can have it...and obviously the reason we want things so much sometimes, is simply because it is un-attainable. Goo

Giveing Love To People In The Rl Warld
Fist off I would like to tell you a bit about my mother. I have not seen her in so long. Anyway I do talk to her sometimes. Anyway. I found out she is sick and luckly it is not cancer. But it could be something else bad. We do ntknow yet. There is a man I know in rl Whome i had a for year afair with. Well I did with is wife to. But anyway. Yesterday I found out he could be dieing again. His liver is bad. And his blood prsser keep spiking too high. Then wen it comes down. It comes down too low. I stell love him and her verry much. And I do not know what I would do if I lost ether one of them. I wish I could jsut take them all and hold them in my arms and tell them everything was going to be ok. But it does not work that way. All I can do is keep them in my heart and on my mind. and remeber how much they mean to me. Ty for listing everyone. Stephanie

Im Leaven Cherrytap
I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING MY FRIENDS BUT I DON'T NEED TO BE INSULTED AND CALLED NAMES FROM FUCKEN PEOPLE THAT DON'T EVEN KNOW ME I WAS ONLY ON HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS NOT TO BE CALLED INSULTING NAMES SO THANK YOU AGAIN TO THOSES HOW DID WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH ME

Thought
Normal is but a morbid illusion held within the phycosis of the criminally insane allowing individuality to become shackled and hidden in the never ending march of robotic stereotypes forced down the throat of society.

Picture Ratings!!!
This goes out to the retard who is rating my pics like 5's...Number 1 I am not here for the ratings or points so if you think your hurting me your not!!!! Second, If you dont like it DONT LOOK!!!!What an ass!!

This Is Fricking Annoying
It seems like more and more each day. So one or something I didnt causes a problem. I dont know why , how or what the fuck it is. All I know is its irritating me beyond all comprehession. So of my friend I dont talk to frequently. Cause I pay attention to there status. Where it says there busy. Gee to me that says. Dont bother them. Leave them be there busy. It would be disrespectful to bother them right then. Unless it was an emergency. Well since it wasnt. I left them alone. But now Im a bad guy cause I didnt go out of my way to find out if they were ok. Well shit I didnt know friendship were only one way. I thought it took communication and effort on both partys. Well I guess Im just some dumb redneck from cali. So what do I know. Yes I am being sarcastic. I have a right to be. I have been threw alot of shit lately. Im surprised I havent gone on a rampage from it all. Or even worse. Be commited to a sanitarium. But oh well. Shit happens. Life goes on. It will get better soon. My li

Who Are You
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Ahhh.... Ct Has An Email System Now!!
What is CherryTAP mail? CherryTAP mail (cMail) allows members to send and receive email from their cherryTAP account to anyone in the world just like any web based email provider. Where do I go for technical support? The “CherryTAP Support” Lounge is a 24 hour technical support chat room run by members who are standing by to help problem solve any questions you have about CherryTAP. If you do not get the answer you are looking for, please contact an orange or green highlighted name. You can also leave a private message for CherryTAP Support. What's my email address? Your email address is displayed at the top of your inbox. Your initial email address is ct276261@cherrytap.com. You can change to a custom email address by clicking "My Profile" on your home page: the email customization is on the "Account Settings" tab. Once you have set your custom email address, you cannot change it again. Mail sent to your default address (ct276261@cherrytap.com) will stil

~~government At It's Best~~
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House in D.C.. One from New Jersey, another from Tennessee and the third, Florida. They go with a White House official to examine the fence. The Florida contractor takes out a tape measure and does some Measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well," he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Tennessee contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The New Jersey contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700." The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure?" The New Jersey contractor whispers back, "$1,000 for me, $1,000 for you, and

Double Dee My Friend
I really miss my friend - he moved away and i never get to talk to him ---course he doesnt go online -- not sure what his given situation is ---but DDee -- miss ya buddy give me a shout out sometime ~~~

I Need To Get Laid....
hmmm Ive come to the conclusion that I need to get laid! Ive been working too hard and of course the kids always come first...its about time that i had a little bit of some down and dirty naughty fun! Now Ill have to see what kind of challenges are out there! LOL

Mo Blues Mo Blurred
Mo Blues Current mood: cynical Category: Writing and Poetry What's up with the inclination toward Ignorance? I suppose the Buddha says ignorance is Bliss and everyone chooses to be Happy. So maybe I am bitter and cynical...but the Quality of people that I have encountered lately leads me to determine that Society truly suffers from a lack of connectedness. I guess it is easier to live on the Shallow side as opposed to approach Life with Eyes that are open and can See in Realms that require more than one-dimensional Vision. Currently listening : Live From Chicago : An Audience With The Queen By Koko Taylor Release date: By 25 October, 1990

This Is Too All U Ppl Who Think Ur Better Than Me
ok first off.....this is too all u ppl who think just becasue we ....meaning big ppl or whatever..... are diff that u can make funny of us but heres a wake up call to ya we are no diff than u just because we are diff sizes or diff colors or we think diff does not mean u r better if nething u just make funn of others to make ur self feel better so u all who do like to make funn of us than u must be pretty dam ugly cause if u fell like u have to make funn of us to feel better than f*** u ......but im telling u all my saying...IF U DONT LIKE THE BIG GURLS THEN TAKE UR SHITT SOME WERE ELES CAUSE IM TIRED OF UR BULLSHITT......

(no) Thanks For The New Cmail (from A Bullitin)
I liked the way this is written. I've been absent from the site for a week now, and come back to this technological mess... hmmm... my thought: shouldn't we fix the bugs that have been present in the site since day one before adding even more features?? Like the search trackz thing has been disabled since I joined last august, most of us just get to rate two pictures before we are told our rating is blocked for ten minutes because we are flooding the servers... I mean come on.. maybe the site is getting to be to much for mike to handle? many issues and few resolutions is what i see... original bulletin: subject: Thanks for the new cMail (repost) date: 2007-04-04 22:25:15 Sessions expire without warning Messages are lost constantly The shout box is fucked up and causes a problems constantly Things like the "family list" bulletins have been broken since inception (try it, you'll see anything posted by family members in less than 24 hours just doesn't show up when you

Streaming Desire Of Passion From Another
I feel like the existance of my current being is in agony of the pain of emotion and attention that it so desperately craves and desires from one that caresses the slumbering depths that so coyly linger within

The Meeting......part 3
She moaned softly as his kisses set everything ablaze deep within her. One of his strong hands entwined in her hair, the other holding her so close she thought she might never breathe again. His mouth worked his way down to her shoulder, stopping there, savoring her. He loved her scent, it aroused him in a manner that was difficult to understand. He felt his body come to life and he hoped she would not notice his arousal. "We need to get out of here." he said. All she could manage was a breathless, "yes, let's." They climbed in her car and she asked where he wanted to go. He simply replied, "My house, if that's ok?" Of course, it was more than she had hoped. This man who had touched her life in so many ways up to now, was about to touch her more intimately than any man had done in years. It was the feeling she got when his hand touched hers. It's not that she's been celibate all those years. She had not been lonely. On the contrary, until she saw him, she felt quite comfortable in

My Girl
CLOSE YOUR EYES AS I SOFTLY WHISPER IN YOUR EAR THE MELODY THAT IS YOUR NAME TELLING YOU HOW WHEN YOU ARE NEAR THE COLD NIGHT CANT CHILL ME IM WARMED BY YOUR GAZE AND ALL I CAN DO IS SAY I LOVE YOU PROMISE NEVER TO BREAK YOUR HEART JUST REMEBERWHEN YOU TRUST ME THE WORLD HUNGERS TO TEAR US APART BECAUSE IN YOUR EYES I FEEL YOUR SOUL I HAVE ALL YOU NEED TO MAKE YOU WHOLE AND IF YOU PROMISE TO BE TRUE MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE FOR YOU MY LOVE WILL NEVER FADE OR DIE AWAY

To All My Friends
i have started to draw name plates for my TRUE friends if you would like one of the send me a privte message telling me the name you want and what 2 and only 2 colors you want it in. Here is a sample of one the ones i didit is mine

My Wife's Fantasy
At dusk, he begins to prepare me for what lies ahead of us tonight. He bathes me first. I kneel in the steamy, lavender-scented bath water, facing him. He smoothes liquid soap over my body, into every hollow and over every curve, relaxing me completely, making my skin glow. He tells me to lie back so he can coat my pussy with soft white shaving cream, then delicately shaves me completely bare. He smiles seeing my clit swell from the contact, but does not touch me there--not yet. He runs his hands up and down my legs. They are already silky and smooth. He tells me to turn over, get on my hands and knees, and he gently shaves the soft back folds of my pussy lips, and up toward and around my asshole. He squeezes lavender bath gel onto his hands and runs them over my butt cheeks, working it into a lather. Then he gently pushes his foam-coated thumb into my asshole. He moves it in and out, making sure that I'm clean, opening me wide. After my bath, I sit on the edge of our bed

Somedays (poem)
When will this all go away? The pain I feel from day to day? I say I don't feel like dying, But somedays I'm lying. Sometimes I just want to shout, That thinking of death is MY way out. I wouldn't ever go all the way, Atleast that's what I say. I've prayed to die, And that's no lie. I've cut so deep, That there was blood all over the sheet. I want to die a long death, Where it takes days for my last breath. Right now I wish I was dead, From a gunshot to the head. But it won't come true, Cause I couldn't do that to you.

Funny Shit
Grandma & Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in his son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad, they're very strong and expensive". "How much?" asked Grandpa. "$10.00 a pill", answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to use one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put money under the pillow!" Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow. He called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00" "I know", said Grandpa, "The hundred is from Grandma!"

4/4/2007
Alright I tried starting this entry almost six hours ago and have been so many distractions that I am actually posting this on the 5th, but who actually pays attention to their calanders anyway... Although we had a lot of things happening around here today, everything was rather uneventful. The morning started out with the phone ringing rather early, I was too tired to even answer... Thank God for caller id and voicemail. Not ten minutes later my cell phone rang, this time I got up thinking it may have been someone trying to let me know Grandma had fallen again, I didn't recognize the number so I just let it go to voicemail. Turned out to be the Dr... After the excitement of the ringing phone, I went back to bed to try and rest... I didn't accomplish this as the exterminator knocked on the door ready to get to work. He baited and sprayed and such to get rid of our insect problems, spiders and the sort. After about an hour of working all over the place, he finally left. I lai

How Can I Be In Cherrytap
ive tried to become a cherrytap person but i only get responces from my uncle and my fried,guess i cannt say their names huh?but they know who they are.plz come znd fan,rate,comment anything.

Somedays - And Today Is One Of Them :-(
Somedays I sit and want to cry, All that was good has slunk off to die. I take the pills but they do no good, Despite me knowing that they should. Every other week I see my therapist, It just brings the pain of love I've missed. I try to be all smiles and light, But my spirit is lost to darkest night. If your reading this I wonder what you think, "Is this a man that's on the brink?" Somedays yes and somedays no, Somedays I just want to go. To join my Brother and my Dad, And Al the best friend that I ever had. Somedays tho I'm who I was and who I'll be, I find the man before the mental cruelty Somedays though I sit and cry, Somedays I just want to die. But tomorrow I'll be on the up, As playful as a 6 week pup. So please dear reader bear with me, I'm just a man and weak you see. But one day soon I'll be back to me, The person I know I can be. Andy Smith 27/03/07

Im Home From The Hospital
hey yall im here. i went to the hospital because i thought i had a stroke... luckily that wasnt the case. what i have is this thing called bells palsy, it is a paralysis of the face, due to a traumized or injured cranial nerve. this has been going on since sunday, i have no feeling on the left side of my face and cannot move it or close my left eye. the doc said that it should wear off, i just cant really smile or talk clearly. i tried to a also (bad move) everything kinda doesnt work blah. so anyways im still here and it should be ok. and yeah alicia, i just wanted to get out of going to family gatherings.

The Worse Place To Make New Friends
IS a topless bar, you would thank. Sexey hot ladies walking in next to nothing looking all good just to make a dollar. Yeah I know the only reasion some of them would talk to me is because I had money and I look like an open bank. But their are some places I can go and feail welcom. I have always been able to make friends at this place even thro I do not spend a lot of monet. Yeah I may have spent five hundred dollars of my bill money for a frew moments of a quick pieak.At first I did not thank nothing of it then I met her. In the light her eyes shain as bright as christal itself she put on a good show finding the right way to make me happy. I did not know her stage name but I knew the line up. The bartender did not know who I was talking about and neaghter did she. All I wonted was one more dance. Talking to her not knowing who I was looking for. Then suddenly out of no where a light went off she had reailze it was her. After that I dont reamber what was said or done I thaank I

Contest
Well I need to admit that I foolishly joined a contest for the best cleavage. I knew I wouldn't win, but I thought it might give me a lil ego boost to hear people's comments on mt pic. I should have known better. I was prepared for the other people to be comment bombed and get my ass kicked. I however was not prepared for people to be mean. As soon as the contest started someone marked my pic and another girl's pic as NSFW. Which means that the only way we would get comments if they added the person who was holding the contest as a friend. So I guess I have seen the petty side of cherry tap. Just had to get this off my chest so to speak.

Chapter 10 Cont'd
As another disquieting attribute, the following must yet be stated: In the nineteenth century our cities began more and more to lose the character of cultural sites and to descend to the level of mere human settlements. The small attachment of our present big-city proletariat for the town they live in is the consequence of the fact that it is only the individual's accidental local stopping place, and nothing more. This is partly connected with the frequent change of residence caused by social conditions, which do not give a man time to form a closer bond with the city, and another cause is to be found in the general cultural insignificance and poverty of our present-day cities per se. At the time of the wars of liberations the German cities were not only small in number, but also modest as to size. The few really big cities were mostly princely residences, and as such nearly always possessed a certain cultural value and for the most part also a certain artistic picture. The few place

Where To Begin
Aptly titled as i'm never really sure where to begin. This will be a place where i record many things, hopefully the making of some good and close friends. The main reason i am here. Will explain some things about my life in more depth detail on the way through this blog. Anyone wishes to know more at any point in time please do not hesitate to send me a message or post here. I do have msn, yahoo and aim for any who may wish to chat there too.

Jealous Distrust Rage
JEALOUS DISTRUST RAGE SHE WALKS IN FROM WORK, HE SAYS ""WHERE THE HELL YOU BEEN"", SHE SAYS ""WORK"" YOU KNOW THAT, HE SAYS ""NO"" "YOU HAVE NOT YOU BEEN OUT WHORING AROUND" , SHE SAYS ""WHATEVER"" AND WALKS AWAY, HE SAYS "" BITCH"" DONT YOU WHATEVER ME, YOUR A WHORE!! SHE SAYS PLEASE STOP DONT DO THIS PLEASE, HE SAYS ""FUCK YOU WHORE"" """HITS HER IN THE FACE.""" HE SAYS YELLING LOUDLY WHORE YOU WILL NOT DO THIS SHIT TO ME, SHE CRYS I DID NOTHING LET ME GO PLEASE I WAS AT WORK HE YELLS YOUR A WORTHLESS FUCKING BITCH, THATS WHAT YOU ARE I WISH YOU WAS DEAD HOPE YOU DIE IN YOUR SLEEP TONIGHT BITCH, YOUR A FAT STUPID BITCH WHORE ! HE""""HITS HER AGAIN"""YOU MAKE ME SICKI REALLY DONT KNOW WHY IAM, SO WORRIED ABOUT IT NO MAN WOULD EVEN LOOK AT YOU MUCHLESS FUCK YOU! YOU NASTY FAT SICKING WHORE,LOOK AT YOU NO MAN WANTS THAT, SHE CRYS JUST STOP!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE CRAZY I DIDNT DO NOTHING WRONG FOR YOU TO ACT THIS WAY FOR YOU TO DO THIS TO ME,JUST GO AWAY LEAVE WHY A

I Am Thankfull To Have Been Blessed With Your Presence In This Lifetime
R.I.P. 4/1/07 Brother Brother Eric "Easy"Fredenburg PG Century Lodge#492 It is with deepest regret I inform the brothers and friends of the death of Brother Eric "EASY" Fredenburg. Eric Fredenburg,PG was a cornerstone of Century Lodge #492 and a true Ambassador of Oddfellowship Brother EASY died as the result of a car pulling in front of him while riding his motorcycle. Please say a prayer for this brother as his death is a terrible loss for all of those that had the great opportunity to call EASY friend & brother Our Prayers and thoughts are also with his beloved Julie, her children and to all of the Fredenburg Family MAY GOD REST HIS SOUL Always a smile, Always about helping others Wake Wednseday 4/4/07 4pm -9pm Oddfellows to be there by 7:30pm Funeral Thursday 10am-11am Wake and Funeral Arraingments have been made. both are at Countryside Funeral Home & Crematory, 950 S Bartlett Rd At Stearn Rd Bartlett IL 60103 (630) 289-7575

Mets Recap! 03/04/07 Mets Versus Cardinals 10-0
woo hoo sweep of the cards! i knew that was gonna happen! here's a pic of the picture last Night John Maine seven innings 1 hit 6 strikeouts nice game :D and of course the star of the night Mr Carlos Beltran with his 2 home runs kicked some assss last night! even jose reyes joined in on the massacre and managed to get a solo home run

Song Of The Day! Special Memorial Edition!
so it was 13 years ago today that Kurt Cobain filled with pain shot and killed himself. I miss Kurt Immensely.. he was one of my favorite singers and one of the best guitarists ever in my opinion. It hurts to much to know that there will never be a new song by Kurt and his gang of grunge filled people and i wish there was a but to this statement but i can't think of anything positive to say other then I miss you Kurt. why did you have to go out this way :( Load up on guns, bring your friends It's fun to lose and to pretend She's over bored and self assured Oh no, I know a dirty word Hello, hello, hello, how low? I'm worse at what I do best And for this gift I feel blessed Our little group has always been And always will until the end Hello, hello, hello, how low? And I forget just why I taste Oh yeah, I guess it makes me smile I found it hard, it was hard to find Oh well, whatever, nevermind hello, hello, hello, how low? With the lights out it's less d

My Eating Days Are Numbered!!!
i am so psyched cherries....i know i haven't been on here long enough for anyone to know the saga or even care but i've been waiting for almost 2 years for my gastric bypass operation (and again....I AM NOT MORIDLY OBESE!) LOL anywho...at first the surgery date was scheduled for july 11th but now it's moved up to may 16th!!! YEA!!!!!!! if anyone would like to take me out to dinner beforehand just give me a shoutout....lol j/k

Confused
Confused Puzzled; yet knowing What these thoughts are all about So frightened that my actions are showing Anticipating.. no one will figure them out Follow my mind, or follow my heart Will someone, please, answer my question? Don't wanna lose my love.. so scared to grow apart I'm ready & willing to show my affection What are these feelings leading to; To show me what I wanna see? Or heartbreak for two Won't somebody, please, help me?

The Im Bored Feature (help)
is there a way to use it so you can just rate womens pics, i just rated one pic and i got a shout off a guy thinking i was gay lol, almost every time i use it it always takes me to half naked guys pics, its a cool feature but i dont want people to get the wrong idea

Bitchology
Being a bitch means... I stand up for myself and my beliefs. I stand up for those I love. I speak my mind, think my own thoughts and do things my way. I won't compromise what's in my heart. I live MY life MY way. I won't allow anyone to step on me. I refuse to tolerate injustice. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be me. So try to stomp on me, douse my inner flame, squash every ounce of beauty I hold within. You WON'T succeed! If that makes me a bitch, so be it. I'm proud to be so!

Yesturday Was Ok Until...
It was time to go and I needed to get to the bus stop on time or I would be stranded. Tragically I was. I ended up walking home cold and angry. No cab, no bus, just a long walk to my home where I stopped off at the grocery store got some deacently priced Italian wine and went home ate spaghetti and drank wine and ate a salad before heading of to bed for the night. Today will probably be the same. I am never workign at a place where I have only one form of transporation home...my feet. That is unless it is in walking distance and not driving distance.

It Is Official Re Ninja Jane....
This is Ninja Jane.... Devine TxRose reached Ninja Cherry status last night!! Yea!! I am so excited, but stumbled a bit when I saw that it is going to take over 74,000 points to get to the new level. However, I know that it CAN be obtainable by my birthday (April 13th) if I just have a little bit of faith -- and I do have faith in my wonderful CT friends. It will be interesting to see how Ninja Jane transorms to a Rock Star by April 13!! Can you please help her in the transition????

Boo! :f
So-How many Cherrytappers are returned vets from Afghanistan or Iraq (1990-1991 included)? Just thinking about starting a cherrytap group for us! Is there already one? +Lycan Draconious Maximus+ Former Member 101st Abn, 18th Abn Corps, 175th Ranger etc...

Today Sucks Balls
so today is april 5th, and what do I Get for a gift in my life... oh yeah... a foot and a half of freaking snow... I wanna know what the fuck kinda sick joke that is. I mean come one its APRIL no need for a foot plus of the white shit, where is the balmy summer tradewinds that should be blowing in. This is more frustrating than watching the special olympics in slow motion for gods sake... I hate Maine springs!!!

A Child's Explanation Of Angels!!!!
KIDS EXPLAINING ANGELS: I only know the names of two angels. Hark and Harold. Gregory, 5 My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not much good for science. Henry, 8 It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die. Then you go to heaven, then there's still the flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes. Matthew, 9 Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are working on it. Olive, 9 Angels work for God and watch over kids when God has to go do something else. Mitchell, 7 Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from holy cows. Jack, 6 Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The basic message is where you went wrong before you got dead. Daniel, 9 When an angel gets mad, he takes a deep breath and counts to ten. And when he lets out his breath, somewhere there's a tornado. Reagan, 10 Angels have a lot to do and they keep very busy

Please Help Us
please i trying to get at least a team of ten people to help bomb in this contest if u are busy and could spare the time and votes it would be much appreciated we are falling further behind as i write this blog.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if I'm too tall/short for you. I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

What's Up With The Haters???
Hey all... I hope everyone is having a GREAT day today. I have only been on here for a week or so... but have already come across some haters. I mean seriously... I want to thank you all that have rated my profile and photos... and a special thanks to those that have been generous enough to rate me a 10. Do I think I am a 10... no..... but thank you none the less. There is ONE person out there.. and they have done this anonymously.... so they know that they are a piece of shit and a total HATER..... that rated me a 1. I guess to each his/her own... and I am not one to judge someone for their own insecurities.... but seriously.... If you are going to do some shit like that, just pass by without saying a fucking word. OK, I am done ranting today. hope to get some more love from all of you and will do my best to repay it all back!!

Hugs
A hug is a wonderful gift to share, A way to show each other that we care; There is so much a hug is able to do, When you feel those arms holding you. A hug is a place to feel safe and warm, A comfort for a sad heart that is torn; An _expression of the love in our heart, For ones who we wish, never to be apart. A hug is a greeting when we meet to say hello, Or to say goodbye when we have to go; It can hold us up when life gets us down, And makes us smile, instead of frown. A hug can be given for no reason at all, And given to those, both big and small; We're never too old to feel the joy it brings, As it is one of life's most pleasing things. And for all of this beauty, a hug is free! It costs nothing, yet means so much to me; We should all hug another to show we care, For to feel a warm hug, nothing can compare. Here's Your Virtual Hug from Me to YOU For no reason at all except...I LIKE YA !!!

Onthe Decisions You Make Today
REMEMBER, LIFE IS AN ONGOING PROCESS OF CREATION. YOU ARE CREATING YOUR REALITY EVERY MINUTE. THE DECISION YOU MAKE TODAY IS OFTEN NOT THE CHOICE YOU MAKE TOMORROW. YET HERE IS A SECRET OF ALL MASTERS: KEEP CHOOSING THE SAME THING.

Greek Archaeologists Unearth Rich Tomb
ATHENS, Greece - Archaeologists on a Greek island have discovered a large Roman-era tomb containing gold jewelry, pottery and bronze offerings, officials said Wednesday. The building, near the village of Fiscardo on Kefalonia, contained five burials including a large vaulted grave and a stone coffin, a Culture Ministry announcement said. The complex, measuring 26 by 20 feet, had been missed by grave-robbers, the announcement said. Archaeologists found gold earrings and rings, gold leaves that may have been attached to ceremonial clothing, as well as glass and clay pots, bronze artifacts decorated with masks, a bronze lock and copper coins. The vaulted grave, a house-shaped structure, had a small stone door that still works perfectly — turning on stone pivots. On a nearby plot, archaeologists also located traces of what may have been a small theater with four rows of stone seats, the ministry said. Previous excavations in the area have uncovered remains of houses, a b

Ooorah!
OOORAH! Body: I just wanted to repost so everyone has a chance to see it & repost it, too. It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not

From Sheri
"So many people live within unhappy circumstances and yet will not take the initiative to change their situation because they are condtioned to a life of security, conformity, and conservatism, all of which may appear to give one peace of mind, but in reality nothing is more damaging to the adventurous spirit within a man or woman than a secure future."

On Changing By Example
CONSCIOUSNESS IS EVERYTHING, AND CREATES YOUR EXPERIENCE. GROUP CONSCIOUSNESS IS POWERFUL AND PRODUCES OUTCOMES OF UNSPEAKABLE BEAUTY OR UGLINESS. THE CHOICE IS ALWAYS YOURS. IF YOU ARE NOT SATISFIED WITH THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF YOUR GROUP, SEEK TO CHANGE IT. THE BEST WAY TO CHANGE THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF OTHERS IS BY YOUR EXAMPLE.

Snow
Damn 70 degrees then right to snow. Guess there goes racing for yet another week or two. I go from being ready to race to wanting to snuggle up with someone and watch a movie. Or make love for hours till we are both so hot we have to open the windows to cool off in the 20 deg temps. But in my case i am just plain screwed either way. No racing and no one for the other either. Maybe i should change my header to hopeless racer and romantic. Or will lick pussy for free lol. Have a great day everyone.

Thursday
Last night I went out and ended up not leaving the bar until about 3 a.m. The bartender announced that "the last of the computer club" was leaving as I headed out the door. Love having the internet in my favorite bar. I may just have to move in to the corner and pay rent since I have all I need in the bar now!!!! LOL

Sexxy Man Contest Winners Are.....
~~ Winners of the sexxy man contest~~ 1st Palce is...... Wins A 1 Day Blast! with 21057 comments! 2nd Place is......Porsche with 15544 comments! 3rd Place is......Corvette with 9397 comments! 4th Place is......Watch with 2224 comments! 5th Place is......Bracelet with 1462 comments! 6th Place is......Bracelet with 1379 comments! 7th Place is......Cherry with 1051 comments! 8th Place is......Cherry with 1023 comments! Everyone else in the contest will get Dozen Roses! I want to thank everyone who entered this contest we did have fun! Thanks Maria

Friends And Ct
I have wondered about the whole friend concept of CT. I have noticed that, except for the few "actual" friends that have joined CT and added me, the others that are under friends / fans ... aren't really either. I have rarely seen them comment, msg me, rate my photos, comment on the photos ... leave me shouts, say Hi when I was on. Okay, I admit, I haven't either. But I have commented randomly and rated photos. Maybe not as often as I should, but I have. So, I have decided to start with a clean slate. In the next few days, I'm going to clear up my comment box, my friend's and fan list ... and my profile in general.

Did It Hurt When You Feel From Heaven
kalie took a shower and went to work at 7:30 in the morning. things were going good the first 3 hours of work. she went to get some coffie and her boss walked up to her and said "did it hurt" ? kalie said what her boss replied " did it hurt when you fell from heaven because with a face like that you must be an angel. kalie said well actually i am an angel on the street but a well never mind. her boss replied no you cant do that. What cant i do asked Kalie? he boss replied you cant stop in the middle of saying something. just for that gotta work on saturday. Kalie replied but there is no work on saturday. well there is for you now. you half to come over and entertian my son he replied. kalie agreed. kalie went back to work. 5:00 come fast she went to her car and drove home. on her door was a note that said "dont forget on saturday you half to come to my house to entertian my son" Kalie said to her self no shit. she went inside and checked her answeri

Daughter Caught
As a mother passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter giving herself a real workout with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked, "What in the world are you doing? The daughter replied, "Mom, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone." The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionate love to her vibrator. To his query as to what she was doing, the daughter said, "Dad, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband! Please, go away and leave me alone." A couple days later, the wife came home from a shopping trip, placed the groceries on the kitchen counter, and heard that buzzing noise coming from, of all places

Wish Granted By A Geni
A husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf..... Of course, the wife promptly hacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in." When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually I want to thank you. You see, I'm a genie, and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant three wishes. I'll give you each one wish, but if you

God Tells Adam The Awfel Truth
One day God came to Adam for a brief discussion. "I've got some good news and some bad news." God said. Adam looked thoughtfully at his maker and replied, "Please give me the good news first." Smiling, God explained, "I've created two new organs for you. One is called a brain. This organ will allow you to be very intelligent, create new things, and carry on productive conversations with Eve. The other organ is called a penis. It will allow you to reproduce your intelligent life form and begin populating the planet. Eve will be very pleased that you are now equipped with this organ as she will be able to conceive children." Adam, very excited, exclaimed, "These are great and wonderful gifts you have given me. What could possibly be bad news after such great tidings?" God then looked upon Adam, and said with great sorrow, "The bad news is I only gave you enough blood to operate one of these organs at a time."

Buying Tampons
Two little boys go into the grocery store. One is nine years old and the other one is four years old. The nine year old grabs a box of tampons from the shelf and carries it to the register for checkout. The cashier asks, "Oh, these must be for your mom, huh?" The nine-year-old replies "Nope, not for my mom." Without thinking, the cashier responded "Well, they must be for your sister then?" The nine year old quipped, "Nope, not for my sister either." The cashier had now become curious "Oh. Not for your mom and not for your sister? Who are they for?" The nine year old says, "They're for my four year old little brother." The cashier is surprised "Your four year old little brother?" The nine year old explains: "Well yeah, they say on TV if you wear one of these, you can swim or ride a bike and my little brother can't do either of them!"

What Kind Of Kisser Am I
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

How Much Sex Appeal Do I Have
You Are 77% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Double Lyric Post
Blue Spanish Sky - Chris Isaak I heard this song years ago, and I fell in love, but lost my cd, and it faded from memory until recently. I rediscovered the beauty, and I'm amazed all over again. It's a big blue spanish sky, Lay on my back and watch clouds roll by. I've got the time to wonder why, She left me. It's a slow sad spanish song, I knew the words but I sang them wrong. The one I love has left and gone, Without me. Now she's gone, our world has changed. Watching a blue sky, thinking of rain. It's a slow sad spanish song, I knew the words but I sang them wrong. The one that I love has left and gone, Without me. It's a big blue spanish sky, I Lay on my back and watch clouds roll by. I only wish I could make you cry, Like I do. Like I do. Like I do. ********************************************* Affirmation - Savage Garden I've remembered this song since the first time I heard it, but recent events/thoughts/whatev have brought it to mind again.

My Superhero Name
Your Superhero Profile Your Superhero Name is The Micro Squirrel Your Superpower is Technology Your Weakness is Peanut Butter Sticking to the Roof of Your Mouth Your Weapon is Your Gas Foam Your Mode of Transportation is Dinosaur What's your Superhero Name?

Would I Do Anything For Love
You Would Do Most Things For Love You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most! Would You Do Anything For Love?

Oh Lord I Am Tired
OH MAN I'M TIRED! A man was sick and tired of going to work every day while his wife stayed home. He wanted her to see what he went through so he prayed: "Dear Lord: I go to work every day and put in 8 hours while my wife merely stays at home. I want her to know what I go through, so please allow her body to switch with mine for a day. Amen." God, in his infinite wisdom, granted the man's wish. The next morning, sure enough, the man awoke as a woman. - He arose, cooked breakfast for his mate, awakened the kids, set out their school clothes, fed them breakfast, packed their lunches, drove them to school, came home and picked up the dry cleaning, took it to the cleaners and stopped at the bank to make a deposit, went grocery shopping, then drove home to put away the groceries, paid the bills and balanced the check book. He cleaned the cat's litter box and bathed the dog. Then it was already 1P.M. and he hurried to make the beds

God Is Good
Subject: God is Good! God is good... Wait upon the Lord After starting a new diet I altered my drive to work to avoid passing my favorite bakery. I accidentally drove by the bakery this morning and as I approached, there in the window were a host of goodies. I felt this was no accident, so I prayed ... "Lord, it's up to you, if you want me to have any of those delicious goodies, create a parking place for me directly in front of the bakery." And sure enough, on the eighth time around the block, there it was! God is Good!"

The Quick And Dirty Career Test
Your Career Personality: Independent, Flexible, and Ingenious Your Ideal Careers: Astronaut Entrepreneur Lawyer Nightclub owner Photographer Private investigator Real estate developer Stand up comic Venture capitalist Video game developer The Quick and Dirty Career Test

Memories Of A Child
DADDY DADDY HERE HE COMES, BRINGING HOME A BIG BLUE BUCKET, ROCKS, ROCK GALORE SITTING THEM ON THE FLOOR FOR ME TO EXPLORE ALL KINDS OF SHAPES ANS SIZES ME, ME THEY'RE ALL MINE GIVE ME, GIVE ME ANYMORE? POUR THEM OUT AND PUT THEM BACK. HERE COME DADDY ONCE AGAIN UH OH, WHAT AM I TO DO? NOW I AM STUCK HELP ME, HELP ME, I CAN'T GET OUT. LAUGHTER AND ANGER BEGIN TO MIX, NOW I GIVE UP, BUT WITH A PUSH, WOOH, I'M FREE! MY BUCKER AND I FALL TO THE FLOOR. I'M OUT AND ABOUT UHHH IT WAS FUN BUT SOMEWHAT AGETATING EXPECT FOR THE FACT ALWSAYS KNEW MY ROCKS, MY ROCK WERE ALL FOR ME TO EXPLORE

Men And Women Please Read
I AM WORTH A LOT In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. "I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life. "He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and m

What A Loser
I, Kevin Wood, am a totally fucked up loser who aparently wants to screw around on his wife...the mother of his child...the person who tries to make his life as good as possible...the person who takes care of everything at home...the person i lie to all the time. so if anyone wants a loser...i'm your man. you must be able to put up with my mood swings, my temper tantrums, me throwing things, pushing you around, lying to you constantly, and also i don't give a damn about anyone but myself...so be prepared for that.

What Does My Name Mean
What Michael Stottele Means M is for Modern I is for Intelligent C is for Chic H is for Happy A is for Astounding E is for Enjoyable L is for Lovable S is for Spectacular T is for Trendy O is for Optimistic T is for Tolerant T is for Talented E is for Exquisite L is for Legendary E is for Enjoyable What Does Your Name Mean?

How Powerful Am I
Your Power Level is: 84% You have all the tools you need to be a success - both professionally and personally. You'll probably go beyond reaching your goals. You'll change the world (at least a little). How Powerful Are You?

I'm So Excited!!!
I'm so excited and nervous I feel like throwing up!(sorry TMI)Well I have'nt had a job in almost 2 yrs and I had a telephone interview on Tuesday,then they had me fill out an assessment via intrnet,just got the call today that I passed the assessment(good thing spelling was'nt on it lol)and now I go into LA on Monday to corpporate for an interveiw.I have to dress very professionally I was told(this is going to be difficult)Going to have to shop for some new clothes,seeing all my jobs in the last 13-14 yrs I've worn uniforms to,so I don't have much of a selection in my closet,oh well nothing that can't be taken care of right???Well wish me luck,I'm going to need it.

What X-men Am I
You Are Wolverine Small but fierce, you're a great fighter. Watch out! You are often you're own greatest enemy. Powers: Adamantium claws, keen senses, the ability to heal quickly Which of the X-Men Are You?

Walking The Walk
I have been posting to a mumm that I saw, regarding celebrating Easter. Do I celebrate Christ's resurrection, or with the Easter Bunny. Of course, I posted my response, but in the course of replies, somehow got on the subj. with one guy about religion in general. He was definately done wrong by "so called" Christians...and a particular church...which he did not mention the denomination. I guess what started this was his stereotyping all priest, ministers, as child molesters, and money hungry. WHY...do people have to do this? We do not assume that all black people belong to gangs, or that all Native American's are alcoholics, or all Germans Nazis...WHY do people assume that ALL Christians are hypocrites? I'll tell you....because TOO MANY PEOPLE, see Christians TALKING THE TALK...BUT NOT WALKING THE WALK. So...I suppose this blog is most generally directed towards Christians. WHEN...will we realize, that we can TALK ALL WE WANT...BUT...if people do not see us living the liv

What Is My Element
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

Me And My Wonderful Hubby!!
The love of my life: Allen Culver "lawlessrebel69".....!!! I am soo in love with Allen Culver!! Nobody will ever change that!! He is my everything.. and I think everyone knows that!! lol!! I know not alot of people get to experience love like this... but I am very lucky that I have found someone that I wanna spend the reast of my life with!! Nothing will ever change that I am always gonna love him.. we are always gonna be together all the time..!!!... lol.. like i have said already that I love him ohhh so much!! Just wanted to make a blog and wasn't sure what all to put so I just decided to talk about my life with Allen!! There is much much more... but not all the time to write about it!! well laterz!

Do I Have An Addictive Personality?
Your Personality is 47% Addictive You may have an addictive personality, but you have it mostly under check. Just don't start any new bad habits, okay? Do You Have an Addictive Personality?

The Marriage Proposal
Jim decided to propose to Lisa, but prior to her acceptance Lisa had to confess to her man about her childhood illness. She informed Jim that she suffered a disease that left her at maturity with the breasts of a twelve year old child. He stated that it was OK because he loved her soooo much. However, Jim felt this was also the time for him to open up and admit that he also had a deformity too. Jim looked Lisa in the eyes and said...."I too have a problem. My penis is the same size as a newborn infant and I hope you could deal with that once we are married." She said, "Yes I will marry you and learn to live with your infant size penis." Lisa and Jim got married and they could not wait for the Honeymoon. Jim whisked Lisa off to their hotel suite and they started touching, teasing, holding one another... As Lisa put her hands in Jim's pants, she began to scream and ran out of the room! Jim ran after her to find out what was wrong. She said, "You told me your penis was t

A Dad’s Poem…
I saw this as a bulletin and had to share in a special place to me here... Thank you Lost Soul for the origination of this piece, from the bottom of my heart and sending this - Mystic Snowtiger, Thank you for reposting as I have done the same... Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squ

Facts
Subject: odd facts If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not over the pig.) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories an hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the...?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

I Need Bombers And Raters For This Contest!!!
You aremn't allowed to comment yourself so I need all my friends and fans to really help me to win this contest! Click on this pic and rate it for me and if you have time please comment it as much as you can. Cherry love to you all! I appreciate any and all help you are willing to give me! Crystal (AngelEyezTN)

Chill Cherry
This site is SO addictive!!!! My goal is to hit level 5 in less than 24 hours. You wanna help? I'm gonna head home in a bit and start loading pics and hit all you behotches up with comments and ratings. Love ya!!

Slide Show
Four Generations of the Strongest, Most Loving Women that one could ever hope to meet... Grandma.. Rest In Peace.. We miss you beyond words! Momma..Thank You for all that you are and all that you do.. We Love you! Myself.. Pffft LOL.. My Baby Sister Amanda, Please don't Follow in my footsteps.. Make a Happy Life for yourself and don't be a sucker for a Pretty Lie like me..And last but not least My Princess, Isabella..May you learn at a young age to decifer Bullshit from the truth and Your Pleasures be many and your troubles be few.. I Love you!

A Little Girl's Dream...
That was the question at today’s Women’s Fellowship Luncheon at a Church that I have been attending for the past 2-3 years. Well, to not misquote them, the entire question was: “Share with the others what you ‘dreamed of being’or doing when you were a little girl.” LOL… I had so many dreams as a child; after all, a child with a vivid imagination such as myself had many creative possibilities. One that I shared with them though was: “My mother had been a Journalism and English major and has a passion to write. My father, a doctor, had a side interest of building computers and many electronic things. Since I was third grade, I remembered writing many creative stories and poems; many of them have been lost along the way. It has been a shame; however, during the last 3-4 years I have picked up the passion of writing blogs.” The Associate Pastor sat next to me and said that I might have to explain blogging a little further. I asked, “Has anyone blogged?” Everyone arou

Tax Tips: Make It Out Alive
It's that time of year again, tax season! Whether you're 30 days into your first job and don't know what a deductible is or 30 days from retirement with a hundred deductions, here are some help tips to make it to April 16th and keep your sanity. * Keep it all in one place This is really a no-brainer. Keep all of the records you need and all those you might need together; in doing so you will reduce your chances of scrambling on April 14th to find the receipt for that charitable donation you made last May. Important tax categories to keep in mind include: o W-2 information o Interest and dividend income o Capital gains and losses o Charitable donations o Medical and dental expenses o Deductible business expenses o Miscellaneous deductions (educational expenses, safe deposit boxes, financial planning) Keeping items from each category separate will help you avoid confusion when the big day comes. * Se

Back + Wrist Pain
In between classes.... sitting outside in my backyard and it's hot out here, but my daughter wants to play outside. My back is killing me today. Not fun. I'd take something for it, but the only thing that knocks it is Vicodin... cant take that, then drive to the college. So, I have to wait until I get home. Damn Osteo & Scoliosis. My fractured wrist still isnt healed. I actually think I reinjured it when I went over a small jump I had went over before, not realizing it had turned into sand (bad move on my part, I shouldve taken notice), my bike and I went completely sideways, I gunned it, and my wrist twisted a weird way. I didnt fall, but I also killed my wrist again. I just cant wait to get this stupid brace off!

Read The Profile
omg how many out there actually read the profiles. when it says that they are just lookin for friends my god we are. a few sexy pics brings out alot of different people here. holy if i knew that i would have never posted them. i am proud of the way i look and the pics are their for you to look at, rate whatever but dont come looking for more.. i guaranatee you will not get it.if you ask you are wasting my time.

Why Am I Feeling Like This Today?
For sum strange reason I feel out of sorts today. I feel unwanted, unloved, invisible, like nobody wants to talk to me or anything. I don't usually feel like this and I hate it when I do...it just seems like nothing and no one can cheer me up ... I don't know. And it's not here on CT it's in my life in general. I hate feeling like this, it drives me crazy!

Shit Was Going Her Way That Day!
Falling woman saved by pile of... Wed Apr 4, 10:33 AM ET A Chinese woman survived a plunge from a sixth-floor balcony thanks to a convenient pile of excrement which broke her fall, local media said. The accident happened when the woman was hanging out laundry on Monday in Nanjing, capital of the eastern province of Jiangsu, the Kuaibao tabloid said on its Web site (www.kuaibao.net). "Workers happened to be emptying the building's septic tank, which had not been tended for a long time and had regularly blocked sewage pipes," the newspaper said. "She probably stretched out too far and fell ... right on to a 20 cm-thick heap of excrement." The woman suffered only slight injuries, the newspaper said. In March, a six-year-old girl broke only her left leg when she fell six floors on to a pile of snow in the northeastern province of Heilongjiang.

Twisted Radio
Hey hey all im on air now come join me in what i think is the best lounge on ct.*twisted radio* and show me some love...come have some fun request some songs.. Click the image below to come to twisted radio.

Who Is A Bigger Bluebonnet Fan???
Okay.... I think that I found someone that has just as much... or, perhaps, more of a fan of bluebonnets than myself!!! Check out odeland@ CherryTAP his bluebonnet photos in this link!!

Little Kitties!
(Originally Posted on June 26, 2006)One of our pregnant cats gave birth last week. It happened to be right in my underwear drawer, so all my undies (boxer briefs for the curious) were a bloody mess.I took a picture of the three kittens, but the camera I have is a piece of crap. But here it is anyway:tag: pets, animals, kittens

Where Is My Sanctuary?
Really everybody should have a doctor like mine. A doctor who speaks their mind regardless of the consequences. I like my doc alot he is knowledgeable and just enough of an asshole to say "Uh, Wes, man I hate to break this to you but you're a fatass, and this isn't gonna get any better as you get older. You really need to do something about it now. A few months ago I came to him with a paper to sign for my Critical care paramedic physical and he says "You know, I'm just not gonna sign that until you comply with your asthma treatment." So I did, now he went on vacation and the stupid fuck that he has stand in for him not only interpreted this as a positive TB test, but she then tells me based off of one Blood pressure reading of 138/90 that I have hypertension and need to be on quinipril, a beta blocker, that's fucking great doc. I take four medications that if you had noticed, have a side effect of elevated blood pressure, not only that but all of the drugs that reverse acute bronchosp

Blood
wtf? since when is blood offensive? i realize its not for everyone but i for one am much more offended by all the religious shit on alot of ppls pages.. if my pics with tits and ass dont get NSFW'd then why do all the ones with the shit i love get tagged by some idiot that prolly wants a razor so bad they can taste it? i find it offensive that some asshole is running amok with an itchy trigger finger and an eye for my profile.. i am what i am and ill continue to be.. mark all the pics you want ill keep finding more and posting them..

Do U Really?
Well? Then... You said it loud, and I heard you Never tried to hurt you Some say I'm old-fashioned I like to take my time and do it slow You know with the flow But don't try to rush it So ride it like a horse And let nature take its course Get to know each other Be my friend not just my lover Share your thoughts with me Love my mind not just my body, baby Do you really want me, baby? Let me know Cuz if you really like me I suggest you tell me so Got no time for silly games, that ain't even why I came Cuz I may be the kind of guy you like Please understand the way I feel I must have trust or there's no deal My emotion's ain't to be Played with or given free I appreciate greatly The way you toleratered me Sometimes I do act flaky I wouldn't blame you if you hate me You put up with my butt When I wouldn't give it up Yeah, I know that really sucks But if you wait awhile, I'll make it up Who me? A tease? Brother, please You're just having bad memori

A Troubled Mind.........
okay friends........ i've got some real shit going on in my head at the moment part of it is work related part of it is personal relationship related part of it is friend related some of you know this already but to be fair most of you dont..... i made a real fuck up of my personal life about 2 years ago i hurt the most precious person i have ever met, more than can be forgiven she is the mother of my daughter a truely beautiful person in every sense of the word i have spent the last 16 months trying to rebuild bridges its at times like these you need your friends and family well, my family are divided (big help huh.....) my brother is fucking awesome my brother in law is even more awesome neither of them have judged me........ both of them have been there for me when ive needed it and yet my mum seems to not have any sort of grip of what im going through or doesn't appear to want to know she has seen her grandaughter 5 times on 2 1/2 years i blame mysel

It's Been A Long Time...
Honey why you calling me so late? It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay? I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud Well, my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With the lips of an angel It's funny that you're calling me tonight And, yes, I've dreamt of you too And does he know you're talking to me Will it start a fight No I don't think she has a clue Well my girl's in the next room Sometimes I wish she was you I guess we never really moved on It's really good to hear your voice say my name It sounds so sweet Coming from the lips of an angel Hearing those words it makes me weak And I never wanna say goodbye But girl you make it hard to be faithful With t

Welcome To Iraq
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, "I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. "I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein is a miserable, lowlife scumbag, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a good-for-nothing, fat, left wing liberal Democrat drunk." "So I said that Osama Bin Laden dresses and acts like a frigid, mean-spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, oh yeah? Well, so does Hillary Clinton!" "And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking hands, when a truck hit us." -- Long Live Foamy the Squi

Troubles...
To all of my friends, I have had trouble with my computer, don't know how long I will be down. Just keep showing me the love and I will get back to you all as soon as possible... I miss chatting with you all. Take care and show the love...

Look Thru My Eyes!
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes50%Eyes full of Pain0%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Lost In Time
Trapped in a Lost World, giving up on time, nowhere to run to, no where to hide, no one to turn to, no one to Share, Up and Down Lonely Streets peoples faces sullen, all around me Standing up, while I am Falling, On Bended Knees, My Tears Flooding to the Ground, My Buddies Disappearing, One by One, our numbers decreasing, Every year The list gets Smaller, Now there are Eight No ( Make That Se7en) and that includes Me, Will I Be Next, Will I be Last, When I Wonder! Will I Become The Past.

Body Part I Am Attracted To.
You scored as Butt. You are attracted to: the ass! your an ass man/woman.Butt100%Abs/Stomach92%Boobs83%Face50%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

My Birth Month
You scored as january. JANUARY: You\\\'ve got the best personality (bar none) and an absolute pleasure to be around. You are probably a massive Crazy fan, and more than likely have an a very attractive partner (or three!). It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection (that is better than anybody elses from any other month). YOu have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor yourself - youve got the looks for it!!! You are definitly more metal than anyone january100%May0%April0%FEBRUARY0%June0%March0%JULY0%November0%OCTOBER0%SEPTEMBER

I Have Gone Through The Darkness And Found The Light
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change it’s form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore Pull me close and hold me tight I need to feel you through the night The comfort of you and your touch To my soul mean so much Feeling lost in a world unfair Like no one w

Why Can't We Call It An Easter Party??
Ok I went to my sons school today for his "Spring Party" and was really upset. We have the parties at school for certain holidays. When I was young we called them what they are. But now for the sake of political correctness they have changed it. I guess what got me was that we couldnt call it an Easter Party because we might offend the families who do not have the beleifs that go with this holiday. Umm ok I can understand that but if we are trying not to offend them then why did the kids hunt eggs and why did everyone say to have a Happy Easter (including the teacher) when it was time to go. Christmas break is now Winter Break but.... our kids still have a Valentine's Day party.... did I miss something here?? I guess so. I might have slept thru most of the time that I spent in church when I was younger but you know something smells fishy to me. Oh well we all just have to deal with it and take things as they come.

What???
An hour and a half stuck in traffic on I79 due to traffic accidents due to snow. What a nightmare! Sunday was a balmy 80 degrees. Dear God, it's gotta get better! On a great note, my car was fixed in one day (caliper froze up and ground down the brake on that side) My test is over and I'm inching toward summer break.. it's gotta just get better! Happy Easter!

Vac
sup folks right now im in roxborogh im no my girls computer. lets see whats been going on with me, well i ended my nightshift week on tues morning, wasn't very good it felt the longest and hardest off all that week, i have been in roxbrough for almost two days, and im loving it, for thous how don't know or have never been, its a small town thats about 45-hours drive from Durham, its mostly farm and factorys most of the lawns are huge, is has this country beauty about it that reminds me of my grandpa's old hores farm, execpt no hores. Ashley's family actually have good size land they have alot of pets including 6 dogs,2 cats and 3 ferrents. i love pets! next time i come back out here ill bring my dog sophie out here for another vist, she loved it the last time she i brounght her out here. well the biggest this i have been doing is trying to take care of ash, she hurt her foot last week and shes been walking with her dad's kane, the only this i don't like about is that she now has

Reflections
Reflections in a Mirror, Like Whispers in the Wind, Surround Us, See Yourself, Hear Yourself, Trapped in time Reflections, Mirrors of Your Soul, Be Strong, Stand your Ground, Soon The Battle You Will Win.

***respect***
I really enjoy meeting new people... I get a kick out of some of the people I meet or have met from CherryTap... But the one thing that really bursts my bubble is when somebody sends you a friend request, and when you accept it, the first thing they want to do is know if you have a messenger of some kind. When you tell them NO, they ask a few days later if you have one yet. You finally get one and tell them you have one, and because you won't give it to them right then and there....They stop talking to you! Guess they really didn't want to be your friends then.. I'm sorry, but I'm not givin out my yahoo to every Tom, Dick and Harry just because! Deal with it or leave me alone! Besides the fact that most guys see me on here and see that I have rated some of their pics and think they can talk to me like I'm a 1-900 number or something! I have a man! He is the only one i want to talk dirty to And that's it. I don't want everybody on Cherry Tap knowing how I like things done in the bedr

Whatever.
Just writting some angry thoughts. Does anyone else get tired of life kicking them in the Meat and 2 Veg? I am tired of whinny stupid customers. People that start something they won't finish. (Okay Guilty on that for a few things) Two faced people are the worst they say one thing to you and Do something completely different. Basically the whole humane race sucks ass. Except all the innocent kids and animals.

A Daddys Poem 2
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to

The Wildtaco Story.. If You Care...
The Wild taco story.. Well its sort of a goofey story. Way back in the 90's me and anout 60 of my closet friends used tear up the town on our rockets. After racing around we would stop up at hte local Taco Bell in Crystle and get a bite to eat.. At the time Taco bell was running a campaing for their wildtacos.. So were just hanging out about 60 of us and this Older couple walk up to me and Jeff Fuller and ask if we were a gang. We snickerd and pointed up the the sign that read. " TACO BELL " The WildTacos Are HERE!!! Yeah Were a gang we said we are the Wild Tacos. and a nick name was born. its lame but true. For all of you who ride.. Ride fast and ride Hard. (Could be a bike or it could be your partner your choice) Cheers Tim

Things I Don't Like.
I know I did a "things I love" entry - now it's time for things I don't like. 1. Pushy people. If I don't accept your friend request, don't send them over and over again. Pushy person, meet my block list. 2. Cats. It's not really that I don't like them, it's more like they terrify me. 3. Balloons, fireworks, anything that can make a loud sudden noise. I startle VERY easily. 4. Tomatoes. They creep me out. 5. Too much stuff on my sammiches. If I had wanted a salad, I'd have ordered one. 6. Having my hair touched. I'm getting better about it, but it gives me the heebie jeebies. 7. Chocolate. Yes, I know I'm weird. I'm sure there's more to add, but that's all I can think of now, LOL.

Lost At Sea
I don't think I have ever been so confused in all of my life. How do things change so quickly? Where was I when my life all shattered before me? Did I miss it? I sit here among the scattered debris lost in a haze. I thought so many things were real, but, I think I fabricated them in my mind. A silent solace, a sheer gauze to cover the pain. I opened my veins and spread life crimson on the floor for you to see. Plain and simple I stood. Aware of your gazing eyes. It all simply disappeared with a blink of an eye. Shifted the sands in my hourglass. Words that speak empty phrases over gently wagging tongues. My mind is coiled. Lost between the memories of who you were and the hollowness that lays before me.

Death And Her Maiden
Every one of your lies caress over your split bleeding lips, dance on your tongue to the symphony of deceit. I lie within your devils lair, entwined within the tangle of the shattered dreams you weave. My soul has withered within, a fading memory of lost tomorrows. Life slips through my fingers, pooling at my feet as the years slip by. Branded by wounds that time will never heal. I am suffocating in the emptiness, as it eats me alive. His talons ripped so deeply within my breast, tearing me apart piece by piece. As deafening beat of my heart is silenced, I feel serenity wash over me. Death caresses my face, free from the devils gaze.

For Our Heros
In a darkened room I sit Bowed over head in hands and think of Doom and Gloom The shadows from the moonlight stretch across the wall Creating pictures of The Nightmare that haunt's us all The sorrow, the pain we must endure Why must we share another mans fight To do battle in vain? No it is not I that suffer the most Trojans and Warriors suffer the pain Of bullets and rockets that are fired from rifle and plane Roots of Earth, man made plans Ricochet around the Heroes of this land No it is not I that suffer 'Tis soldiers that wear Medals of Honor around their neck Medallions worn to protect them Badge's of Courage on their chest No it's not in vain that some will die These are men worthy of our prayers As they do battle to protect each other And to keep us free These are men the world's best trained Soldiers of the Light, Fighting for the Right I salute them as I hope you will. For it is they who suffer! The Real Pain.

I Need Everyone's Opinion! Please!!
Okay all, my issues in life have always been confidence, I need to know what everyones opinion is on this photo: I really need to know if I am wasting my time or if there is hope for me yet! Please respond: Yes there is Hope! - or - No Give it Up!

Bar Tab
My bar tab is $735.00 This is fun to do. Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is$........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and d

Firestorm
You came into my life like a Firestorm Your flames swirl around me touching me in ways no one has touched me before. Your flames touched my soul melted and moved my heart my body moves and sways with your flame with you i never do what to part This Firestorm is like no other it moves with a purpose wraps me with his flame caresses me guides me slowly It's a Firestorm unlike any other its a storm of love and passion but unlike most other Firestorms that burn out fast this one is a slow controlled burn a burn to last ever after

Cyber Queen
I'm a cyber-queen, eyes are burning bright And the glare of the screen is my only light tonight And I can say what I mean, never mean what I say, it's a whole other role I play And I can play with the fire, surfing in electric space, when it comes down to the wire Baby I'm the one ahead of the game When my baby's gone until the midnight hour I take a hyper-link into the new age of the mind I can forget all my troubles it's a holiday It's a whole other role I play And I can play with the fire, surfing in electric space, when it comes down to the wire Baby I'm the one ahead of the game Baby I'm the one ahead of the game!

Master^mirror...a Master Offline.
I had known the man called Master^Mirror.. or as I know him JT for... almost a year before I found out he was a Master. He came into Flying J where I work and bought gas all the time. (Still he gives me a hard time from the first time he walked in and .. though I swear he had no way of hearing.. with the door shut and he was almost to his car.. with a whisper to my coworker I said.. "Damn he's hot! and yet.. he knew I said it.) Hesitantly at first I took his phone number down to hang out. When I said I would call him each time he came in I never did. I stayed shy in my ways. Being Married for the 3 years I had.. I was so used to only spending time with my husband that I was scared to socialize outside of that again... Well aside from the phone and the computer. My life was... go to work.. come home, get on the computer. spend time with hubby.. sleep and do it all over again. This was my life aside what I had as a submissive and following the rules of my Master. At the tim

Im So Mad
Ok I am so mad i could scream...here we are having a nice fun conversation on the phone and she freakin calls so im blown off for the threat...i dont even think he wants her...i broke down and asked him today if i was his type and he said yes...see we had this conversation a few months back and he said i wasnt his gf type and so i asked him today if things were different in my life if i was his type and he said yes.....BUT he cut me off to talk to a girl he thinks is blowing off his freakin phone calls....GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Wanna Hear You
SO I HAVE ADDED THIS NEW FEATURE TO MY PROFILE, IF YOU WANT TO HEAR MY VOICE JUST CLICK ON THE ARROW AND YOU CAN HEAR WHAT I SOUND LIKE, AND IF YOU WANT (I WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU WOULD) YOU COULD CALL AND LEAVE ME A VOICE MESSAGE TOO. ITS A FREE CALL SO WHAT YOU WAITING FOR? PICK UP THE PHONE!

Going Off Eye Of The Tiger Remix
Yo please can ya feel the piece of mind that I speak when going bleak no thats the juice that pumps the feet. yeah jesus creeps in the streets of life livin while he sleeps. Hear this peeps as he wheeps then changes his tears to u fallin on your knees. Goin down to the south path to the pound yeah and now. boys livin life like they in a crowd. Dog wild feel it now. Yo home boy take these people on out. While I do a lil turn about. They pout and then they laugh. Feelin my inner stash yet it lasts. Even with dark pasts not after any cash. WHIPLASH then a dash hear the sound of my feet as they smash. Into concreate choke on it while you eat. Face defeat you can't handle I.C.O.S when he lyrically busts your teeth.

Some Personality Thing
1. You are not alone. You are walking in the woods. With who? - Someone who wants to be walking with me 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal is it? - An elk 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? - He looks at me and my companion and then acknowledges that we know what he is doing and then he struts away 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing and before you is your dream house, what kind of house is it? - A little stone cottage 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? - No 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining room table. what do you see? - A half eaten sandwich sitting on a plate next to a glass of melting ice with a slight trace of brown coloring in the bottom 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground. What kind is it? - A silver goblet 8. What do you do with the cup? - Look at my companion and then down at the goblet and decide to leave

Help...........need All My Friends To Help Me Out In The "queen Of Ct" Contest. Thanks
Please click on the pic below and rate the pic and comment bomb, thanks so much. Due to CT acting up so much, and me getting blocked 3 times last night, I have fallen into 3rd place, when I was in 1st. So to all my friends, I please ask for all ur help, I wanna win this contest. Ends April 15th 8PM (Est)

Tied And Bound
the world is a mistress mean and crule keeps you on a short leash beats you into submission she controls your life evey minor detal from how you dress to when you sleep you have no control no say in this life your opion means nothen your ideas are throw away she controls your life from birth to death your socal group all your friends your thoughts and your freedom she is mean and crule never will free you beats you into submission every chanse she gets takes away your self respect removes all self confadence cares not of your wishes nore of your pains only what she wants only what she needs the world will never let you be free as you get older your leash gets shorter controls were you work and how you live she will never forgive you for any mistakes walking you around like a trained puppy now this is the end and she still dosnt care she throws dirt on you and gets a new boy

The New Roommate
Chapter 1 (summarized) I'm an 18 year old senior at an all girls boarding school. I'm a fairly attractive girl. I have long, golden blond hair, blue yes and full lips. I stand 5'9" and my credentials are 36C-28-30. I'm fairly top heavy and get plenty of looks when I wear my uniform. My uniform consist of a button up, fitted white shirt, a mid-thigh, pleated blue plaid skirt. I usually wear white stocking or knee socks with my black shoes. I always wear my sexy lace bra and tight lacy panties. I live in a dorm and my roommate is absolutely gorgeous! She is 5'7", has light blond, very long hair and the most amazing green eyes I have ever seen. She has large supple breasts and a cute little ass. We hang out all the time, go to clubs and tease the boys on the other side of town. Neither of had ever been with another woman before and after a while we found ourselves becoming very close. So close in fact that we'd practiced kissing with each other. We'd always find a way

Real Women
Real Women Don't need your money, but apperciate that you make yours to get the bills paid. Don't need a gift, but like to have a reminder of your feelings. Don't always come in a size 1 Don't want your lies, but will work hard for your respect.

Erotica... Not For The Faint Of Heart.
She sat in his lap with her legs straddling each side and her back against his broad chest. She bent forward placing her hands on the floor. He held her stroked her with his hands. Over the curve of her hips down her sides and back down towards her rounded ass. She rolled back up. He wrapped one arm over her hip and down between her legs. Then he wrapped the other around her body to rest on her breast. She groaned as his hands caressed each breast. He held them, testing their weight, teasing the nipples to hard stiff peaks. She was so wet. He whispered such thing in her ear words of love, lust, and promises. She moaned louder. His fingers teased the apex of her thighs, gently teasing the newly trimmed patch of hair. Her legs parted further providing him entrance to her core. His fingers delved in between her dewy folds until they touched her clit. She groaned as his fingers went to work, circling and rubbing her. “ Mmm do you like that baby?” He whispered in her ear. “Ahh” was the on

Mike
Well this'll probably be one of the toughest things I ever post here. I know I promised some of you that I would post pics & a story about my recent adventure, but I hope you'll understand why I haven't done so yet when you hear what I have to say here. I'll be brief. A few days after I got home, and had just gotten back into a routine of work etc, I got a call from my friend Jon here in Camden that our friend Mike had been killed in a snowmobiling accident the day I left for Arizona. At first I didn't really have any overwhelming reaction; "No shit! Wow, that really sucks!" Now understand that I haven't really known Mike for all that long, but as the days have crept by this week, I started to realize how deeply this hurt. Mike was one of those people who always had a smile on his face (a rarity I think these days) and you just knew that he always had your back. He didn't have any enemies, which was confirmed by the fact that the only local venue large enough for his memorial was th

Ladies Vs Bitches
A Lady vs. A Bitch LADIES GET RESPECT - BITCHES GET WHAT THEY DESERVE LADIES WORK HARD - BITCHES WORK YOUR NERVE LADIES TELL THE TRUTH - BITCHES TELL LIES LADIES TRUST YOU - BITCHES ASK WHY LADIES STAY LOYAL - BITCHES JUST CHEAT LADIES ARE HONEST - BITCHES ARE DISCREET LADIES RESPECT YOUR PRIDE - BITCHES DON'T GIVE A FUCK LADIES HELP YOU PROGRESS - BITCHES SLOW YOU UP LADIES FUCK FOR SOME OF THAT GOOD LOVIN - BITCHES FUCK SO YOU CAN BUY THEM SOMETHING LADIES ARE IMPRESSED FOR THE MAN YOU ARE - BITCHES ARE IMPRESSED BY YOUR MONEY AND YOUR CAR LADIES ARE REAL - BITCHES ARE FAKE LADIES SHOW YOU LOVE - BITCHES JUST HATE LADIES TELL YOU HOW IT IS - BITCHES DON'T BOTHER TO MENTION LADIES KNOW HOW TO LISTEN - BITCHES DON'T PAY ATTENTION LADIES STAY BY YOUR SIDE - BITCHES KICK YOU TO THE CURB LADIES CAN TEACH YOU SOMETHING - BITCHES DON'T LEARN LADIES CARE ABOUT YOU - BITCHES DON'T

Time And Chance (erotica) Published!
He was here. She could sense it. Tall, broad shouldered, lion’s mane hair, her lover. She opened her chamber door and looked around. She couldn’t see him. She closed the door and tried to quiet her quickened breathing. Listening, no she couldn’t hear him either. But he was here. She could feel it. Her heart was heavy as if suddenly filled. Her throat constricted. He was here. She closed her eyes. She took as deep of a breath as her tight throat would allow. Quieting her thoughts, she reached out with her mind. Mmmm. Yes the image appeared to her. There he was. He was on foot. His hurried gait, one two, one two, one two. Not quite running but a very fast walk, determined, intense. Black cloak over his shoulders, a black hat atop his head. The brim of which was pulled so low that it looked almost sinister. Heavy black leather boots. One two, one two, her heart found his rushed rhythm and matched it. The edges of his cloak caught and fluttered in the wind at his sides. He raised h

Why Lois Lane Didn't Know Clark Kent Was Superman!
Sure everybody wants Superman. I mean why not. He’s tall, good looking, intelligent, and can leap tall building in a single bound! Why wouldn’t Lois want Superman? Yet no one notices Clark Kent. Yeah he is tall and intelligent He is also clumsy and can’t act right when he is around. And yet he is Superman. Lois like so many other women could never see the potential Superman in mild mannered Clark Kent. They are so very busy looking at what a guy does, what he drives, who he associates with; that they miss the real deal. Clark is every woman’s best male friend. The guy that she can call in the middle of the night for anything. He is the first one to notice a new outfit or hair cut. Because he is the one that has you memorized. He looked at you for years. Wiped your tears. Even talked long into the night about your fears. Women like Lois are so obsessed with what they think they should have they miss what they already do. Why search the world over for someone who doesn’t exist

Jars Of Clay's Liquid -- Good Friday
This time of year, let us all recognize that we have more similarities rather than differences, for we all bleed red, are made up of flesh, blood and bone and wish to exist in love and peace… No matter what beliefs come our way!

I Want A Sim!!!!!
My sister Gracey is on here. We make passing references to each other but other than that you wouldn’t know we were related. We tend to see the world in different ways. But there is an issue that we both encounter that irks us both. Being a Gentleman. She wrote a blog about this quite some time ago. Due to some recent situations for me I am revamping it. Enjoy and comment. What happened to the days of Chivalry? In all my years online the thing I notice the most now is how men approach me online. I know that there are women online everywhere. And I know that men are trying to come up with something to say that will grab and hold our attention long enough for a conversation. But let’s be honest for a second. Yes there are women out there that prefer a man to make the first move, but sending an email that has a phone number and says call me is extremely out of line. Yes men that was a first move, but giving her your number and saying call isn’t. Ask yourself are you looking for a s

Work
And I thought being a photographer was bad enough but oh no. I had to purchase a small resturant in Ft Walton Beach Florida. I work my natural (cute ) butt off nearly everyday. And finding good help is a natural disaster. If anyone out there happens to know anyone in the area that would like to earn a few more dollars please feel free to email my tired ass and I will definately consider it. Thanks evryone.

What Can I Say?
It is so hard to see one's true friends in this world of triffling BS. Trying hard to be all of what I am. Trying to be apperciated for the mind and the heart. Wanting to be loved Wishing for the one Who works my body Loves heart Respects my talents Exercises my mind. Trying not to harm Holding on to the smallest scrap of decency Spinning out of control. I can hear the call of the Phoenix Her flames are so close I can feel them Just let go and be born again. Or try to hang on through the shame I am my own worst enemy More often than not I poison myself Believing lies and liars Trying to grasp on to something real My heart betrayed me again allowing me to feel. I want out of this purgatory I'm so tired of this hell I must be cursed or under a spell I couldn't have sinned enough for the depth of this well. How much more atoning could I do. At least I've been given a pain I'm used to.

Older Women Younger Men?
Older women younger men... Most of my life I have been with older men. Some of them have been awesome while others made my life hell. Then out of the blue I saw a younger man. I felt apperciated, loved, cherished. But there were too many other issues around him and we broke up. The next man was even younger. 9 years to be exact. He was an absolute doll. But he wanted too much of my time. I had a hard time shaking him loose. I did end up seeing him again as a booty call but that was it. And back to the older ones I went. I dated a man 10 years older than me. That was a mistake. Very little did we see eye to eye on. So now to the question again... Older women and Younger men.. Are you with this trend? Please leave a comment

Phoenix Syndrome
Too much time has been wasted in the pursuit of happiness. Along the way there have been great people who have advanced my search. Then there are people that stink of misery. Of course what isn't initally noticed is what brand of misery it is. There is legit misery. Then there is self created misery. The sufferers of this misery are those that I have an issue with. I have met people who enjoy thier own self inflicted misery so much that they wallow in it for sheer laziness. After all what would be the point of attempting to change? There are people in my life who are miserable because they so embittered. The world owes them something and they will destroy any and all who come near them to get what they have coming to them. They never seem to see that what they have coming to them is the misery they have put out into the world. The most disillusioned people are the liars and thieves. They are drowning in thier own lies. They've told some many lies they begin to believe th

Wake Me (erotica)
I'm sleeping in my bed alone. You let yourself into my home. You know it's late and I'm already in bed. You slowly walk up the stairs to my room. You open the door to my room and quietly close it behind you. You look at me for awhile. My caramel skin looks golden surrounded by the white sheets. I turn over to face where you are standing but I'm still not awake yet. A smile creeps up on my face as I moan your name. You smile. You know I’m dreaming of you. If I only knew that you were standing less than three feet from my bed. You take your clothes off mindful not to wake me. You try to move the covers back so you can get a better view. I loosen my grip on the covers and roll over on my back. You move away the covers. The sheet gently caresses my breasts as it floats over my skin. You think about how you want to wake me. Should you kiss me? Should you nibble on my nipples? Should you lick your way up my thigh?

Update Finally
well damn sometimes a girl just cant win can they. i have tried everything i can to make my life go smoothly and just when i think things are starting to go the way that i want them to something has to go and fuck them up. and now i am starting to wonder if a certain person is really the person i thought they were. and im not gonna mention any names cuz the person knows who they are. all i know is once again my heart has been broken along with so many promises and i have yet to get a simple lil im sorry from this person. on the up side my babi boi is graduating tomorrow from basic. i talked to him today and he is doing really good. heaven now has four teeth and is crawling like crazy. she is also standing up on her own and crawling up stairs. so she is definitely getting big. we finally have internet again so i will try to update things more often. right now i am in a very pissy mood so im gonna end here before i say something that i dont mean. hope things are goin good for

I Can't Compete
I can’t compete with your past She is to much of your future I am not enough Our happy is her jealous I see it in her eyes I hear it in her voice I can’t compete with your past She wants your future I can’t give you what she can give you I see it in your eyes I hear it in your voice I can’t compete with your past She has your memories She has your heart If she didn’t you’d walk away I see it when you look at her I hear it when you say her name Your smile lights with her delight I can’t compete with your past I’m internally dieing I don’t wanna be the other one anymore My heart can’t break anymore I put my all in and got nothing in return My lesson is learned I wasted my time I tried I can’t compete with your past She has your heart

The Sgt. Major
An Army Sgt. Major walks into a whorehouse and approaches the madam and says,"My name is Sgt. Major Dick and I'm here for a woman!" The madam immediately escorts the soldier upstairs and selects the best girl they have for him. Sgt. Major Dick immediately disrobes and is standing with his hands on his hips while he looks at the prostitute awaiting him on the bed. He then says, "My name is Sgt. Major Dick, been in the Army thirty years, and I'm a master of my mind and body, DICK, ATTEN-HUN!" Immediately, his penis becomes fully erect. The prostitute is in awe and asks him how he can do that. The Sgt. Major replies, "Like I said, I've been in the Army thirty years, and I'm a master of my mind and body, DICK, AT EASE!" His penis immediately goes limp.The prostitute still can't get over the control he has and asks him for another demonstration. The Sgt. Major says, "I'm a master of my mind and body,DICK, ATTEN-HUN!" (a raging hard-on once again), and he follows this display of

You Know Who Yo Are Read This!!
throw my life away, like the world does to us everyday, pain is black brutal and sorrow save you'r tears fight for tomarrow, and everlasting hope a current of anger has grown, for only this can make it go away for all of this is my pain i've left you out and brought back in a whole that eats deep under my skin can not be seen by those who dwell on silence live in fear of this life thats been givin to me for what so i can be another stepping stone ripped from ones own self i have nothing left just this one you test to prove nothing for only if there were something a new brighter day darkened by all our mistakes take back for just one day why where we brought here waht can we do can we honestly say life is a treasure that should be cherrished, or is it a crushing blow of reality that we were never meant not meant to be not meant to see our own hostility pave the way for the next generation save us for this pain has rissen escalading new hights brought down by our peers, a new hope of

Wats On Your Mind?? **thought Of The Day** Comment & Rate
silence love "so tell me wat good to speak of love if u cant hear" something evil watching over you coming from the vibe aloaf of good .there is so many things about love that keep us busy that we dont make time to prepare ,,, ..you rescused my attention carrying your care on my back leavin my heart unconcious while distracting your respect on my self esteem. love is transformed so it can see more than it meets is eyes but the grip of holdin back is determined either special or underrated. we dont have enough energons to power a full scale of pleasure but in this finest hour strong enough it will break the bravest heart. there is a hole in its language but it can be pulled together and save us all. slowly u whisper so close for me to feel your heart beat. the battle of pasion have won but the war of romance has just begin it iudgement day and we made our stand with power of silence love has been driven through our heart its way will remain til the day it wants to be heard

Just Venting
wishing someone would give me an explination for why i am hurting so damn much. i never thought someone could break my heart this way and not even care but he obviously doesnt seeing its been now three days and he hasnt even said a simple im sorry. i guess this is what i get for trusting people. so many times in my life i thought it was just something in my head making me not trust but now that i have opened up and began to trust i realize its not me its the fact that there are just too many people in this world who cant be trusted. i hope that the person who has hurt me is reading this and realizes just what he has done to me cuz seein he wont call me he hadnt had the chance to hear it from me. but im to the point that i just want to hide and not talk to anyone. but im goin to bed so hopefully things will seem better in the morning even though im sure it wont. and to the one who has done this i hope you realize that you have hurt me.....something you swore you would never d

Who Am I
I’m a girl who enjoys hanging out with her friends, having a good time and being myself. I like to do and act anyway I feel. Sometimes I admit I can be quirky and sometimes I can be shy. I can be weird and original or I can be just like anyone else. I tend to be shy when I first meet people but when I get to know you I open up and you can see that I actually love to talk. But if what your looking for is an ear I can be that too. I’m independent and have a hard time asking people to help me sometimes. I’m trying to work on that though. I love to laugh whether it be from a joke, or just something silly someone did or said. Sometimes I laugh with such mirth that shakes the body and sometimes I just smile and smirk. Sometimes I just like to sit, listen, and watch when others are talking and just enjoy the banter. Other times I will join in on the conversation and then there is no stopping me. I laugh when I’m happy and I’m quite when I’m mad. On occasion when you find me reading and I’m q

Returning From Darkness
Well I lost power for about 48hours. The main breaker that supplies my home power blew the other night. It sucked so bad. I was able to get online for a little bit last night while at my cousens house, you wouldn't believe the withdrawels I had from not being online!!! So I'm back, just in case any of you missed me, LOL.

Quiet Love
This is one of my favorite lines from Smallville Season 2 so I just thought I’d share it with you all. I guess it shows you what a huge Smallville fan I am. That or a weirdo, but that’s ok. Those of you who know me already know that of me so I’m not telling you anything you already don’t know. Anyway I think its beautifully written. Its filled with a tremendous amount of love and yet so sad at the same time. Enjoy. From Chloe with love Hi, Clark Well, this is going to make quite a story. “Clark Kent Ends Record-Breaking Perfect Attendance Streak.” Sorry. I’m doing it again. I just…I’ve never seen you sick before, and it just got me thinking. You know. What if something did happen to you….. and I never got to..? So in yet another classic maneuver to avoid emotional intimacy….I wrote my feelings down so that I could read them to you…thereby avoiding embarrassing eye contact. (Whew!) I want to let you in on a little secret. I’m not who you think I am. In fact, my disguise is

Life Ain't The Pits Of A Cherry Finally!!!
Just thought I'd let my friends who care that life is starting to look better to me again.Not so depressed any more, but I do have a long way to still go before things aren't the pits.But slowly, but surely I will get there and be my old self again :)). Luv to all of u that has been worrying about me and thank you for being a friend!!!

For Babygirl
Artist: Lonestar Album: Coming Home Title: I'll Die Tryin' You've been livin' way to long in broken promiseland Your dreams crushed and scattered like a million grains of sand I'd love to be your redemption but I am just a man And I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on If I don't love you like you deserve If I don't stop every tear you're cryin' If I don't make your life a heaven on this earth I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll listen to your secret prayer and share your deepest wish Search for a hundred years just to find the perfect kiss Of everything within' my power there's nothin' I won't give To be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I may never be a hero But I'm a rock you can lean on I wanna be that part of you and your life That takes what's wrong and makes it right [Repeat Chorus] I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' I'll die tryin' Don't just call it quits say there

He
Fuck You show me how important I am to you HE knows me HE learns me HE finds my insides and sees me for who I am You show me how important I am to you You don’t know me You won’t learn me You will never find my insides and see me for who I am HE pays attention HE asks me questions HE reads my space HE feels my vibe You show me how important I am to you You ignore You don’t ask me shit You don’t read my space You don’t feel my vibe You show me how important I am to you That’s the way I feel about you You don’t know me You don’t want to know me Why the fuck do I care to know you Why the fuck to I invest my time into you Why do I want to be there knowing you You show me how important I am to you

Sydney Royal Easter Show 2007
What i've been up to is i went to the Sydney Royal Easter Show 2007 on thursday 5/4/07 Australian Time and it on that day it was day 1 of the show it was totally awesome the fireworks display was totally and way cool and awesome they had extreme corruption which is freestyle motorx and other things and international rodeo Australia vs U.S.A. and that was awesome as well and there was polo on horses not the water kind haha tentpegging globe of death and Lady Cannonball Jennifer Schneider and i spent the whole day out there and i bought 2 WWE DX T-SHIRTS they were $40au each so 2 was $80au and for me that was a good price and the easter show is like a huge fair with rides showbags animals food and anything else you want to see or do hehe i had wicked and awesome time out there well time to finish up this blog until my next blog take care everybody from Bruce

Deer Camp
The guys were all at deer camp. They had to bunk two to a room. No one wanted to room with Daryl because he snored so badly. They decided it wasn't fair to make one of them stay with him the whole time, so they voted to take turns. The first guy slept with Daryl and comes to breakfast the next morning with his hair a mess and his eyes all bloodshot. They said, "Man, what happened to you?" He said, "Daryl snored so loudly, I just sat up and watched him all night." The next night it was a different guy's turn. In the morning, same thing--hair all standing up, eyes all blood-shot. They said, "Man, what happened to you? You look awful!" He said, "Man, that Daryl shakes the roof. I watched him all night." The third night was Frank's turn. Frank was a big burly ex-football player; a man's man. The next morning he came to breakfast bright eyed and bushy tailed. "Good morning," he said. They couldn't believe it! They said, "Man, what happened?" He said, "We

The End Is The Beggining Is The End
The Sewers belch me up The heavens spit me out From ethers tragic Iam born again And now Im with you now Inside your world of wow To move in desires made of deadly pretends Till the end of times begin Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy youre so strange And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain Strange Climb my ribcage to The replays run for you Unhook my lights to peek behind the flash For iam crystal chrome Iam shatter dome Iam kremlin king of angels avenged To destroy the end Is it bright where you are have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange And in your darkest hour I hold secrets flame You can watch the world devoured in its pain The zeppelins rain upon us The guns of love disastrous A shadow lies amongst you To defy the future cast Is it bright where you are Have the people changed Does it make you happy your so strange An

More Thoughts
Today has been another day that i almost wish i could start over again. For some reason nothing i seem to do of late seems to matter to anyone, well almost anyone i guess. I do the best i can but that just never ever seems to be enough. Its Friday night , im sitting here much like any other night. Have no real life friends and can't make them easily. Come online to make some and end up getting hurt time and time again. Wearing my heart on my sleeve, heart of gold, caring, trustworthy, loving - all qualities that have been used at some point to describe me. Of late i must say i just feel like crap, worth even less than crap and feeling i have no value being alive.

Hot Brains
I didn't get much sleep last night. - What else si new though? - I helped my brothers cleans the house when I got back from school. I went to eat witht hem at a chinese food place that I didn't like. I should have filled out their comments thing that they wanted people to fill out. I'm going against my belifs of tell people who can do somthing about it thing. The food was just overly deepfried. The first few bits were good, but later it was just too much. I came home and read some more of my interpersonal relationship book. and then I was really tired. So this is stupid. I came downstairs to my room and got on my computer. For some reason normally being on my computer keeps me awake when I don't want to be normally. It just wasn't enough. NOw, I didn't want to actually go to sleep, cuz it was only about 9pm or maybe even 830. I couldn't restst just " resting a bit" and knowing it wasn't a good idea at the time, I laid down for a minute witha a small blanket on. My lihgt wa

Good Friday And Easter Weekend
Good Morning, hi there, howdy doody, and happy Friday. It’s a marvelous Friday. It’s stupendous, it’s…GOOD FRIDAY...whooo hoooo. Christians all over the world know this is the anniversary date of Christ’s crucifixion. I will not delve into the religious sectors of this wonderful planet as there are plenty of religious wars still plaguing this world and I adding my two cents would not make it better. So today… so today, I am going to be icky sticky licky sweet. So sweet the Cadbury bunny will taste like coffee… well perhaps not coffee, I do not want to ruin anyone’s fetishism with Chocolate or the consumption of it. Oh and no offense to Coffee either. I love the stuff… for the life of me I have no clue why… So sweet the I am going to be gooier then a peeps chick dunked in hot cocoa. Ewww, think about that goofy bird like marshmallow swirling around in cocoa and having to stare eye to eye with it… Now why do they put eyes on those peeps anyway? That’s just sick..but good to eat if you’r

You Know Who You Are!
I think it's getting to the point where I can be myself again I think it's getting to the point where we have almost made amends I think it's the getting to the point that is the hardest part and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think I only think about you when we're both in the same room You think I'm only here to witness the remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play a game of who loves more than whom and if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think it's only fair to do what's best for you and you alone You think it's only fair to do the same to me when you're not home I think it's time to make this something that is more than only fair so if you call, I will answer and if you fall, I'll pick you up and if you court this disaster I'll point you home But I'm warning you, don't

Urine Test
Pi$$ Test > > > > I have a question, not only for Jefferson County, > > but for the entire state of Missouri, and all 50 > > states. > > > > Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I > > work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the > government > > distributes my taxes as they see fit. > > In order to get that paycheck. I am required to > pass > > a random urine test, which I have no problem with. > > > > > What I do have a problem with is the distribution > of > > my taxes to people who don't have to p ass a urine > > test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to > get > > a welfare check, because I have to pass one to > earn > > it for them? > > > > Please understand, I have no problem with helping > > people get back on their feet. I do, on the other > > hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on > > their ass. Could you imagine how much money the > > state would save if people had to pass a urine > test > > to get a public assis

Irritated (copied Form My Bulliten)
I just want to take a minute and pass on something that is irritating the hell out of me! When you are out there and you click on that little "I'm Bored" icon... it brings up pictures of others on the sight.... you can rate them whatever you want. Why the hell would you rate someone less than a 10 on that? If you are going to do that... grow a pair and come to my profile and send me a message WHY you are. If you dont like that picture.... click that damn icon again and get another one to look at... is that so fucking hard??? Some of you rock... thank you for the ratings. The few out there that rate lower... get a life or be big enough to post pictures of yourself to be rated.

All About Toxic Photography
Well here is Cherries, my first blog, about damned time huh, LOL. First of all allow me to introduce myself, I am the exclusive photographer for CyanideDolls.Com Which makes me the luckiest man in the world, I’ve got to say I Really Love this Job. Every day I get to look at some of the sexiest women and men in the world, as part of my second job here at Pinned up Productions. I am also the photo editor, this is where I get to be creative and go a little crazy with some of the photos. As the photographer, at least twice a month we bring our Dolls into the studio for a photo shoot, and I have to tell you, you have never seen so much naked flesh in one place at one time. It is often hard to keep the Dolls off each other and of course when this happens I am there with my camera to capture all the action. You will get to see this when Bloody Kisses comes out of production. We offer pictures with a dark Gothic them to them, some of the sets are quite bloody, others around a

Would That Make Us Kin?
Two good ole boys in an Oklahoma trailer park were sitting around talking one afternoon over a cold beer. After a while the 1st guy says to 2nd, "If'n I was to sneak over to your trailer Saturday & make love to your wife while you was off huntin and she got pregnant and had a baby, would that make us kin?" The 2nd guy crooked his head sideways for a minute, scratched his head, and squinted his eyes thinking real hard about the question. Finally, he says, "Well, I don't know about kin, but it sure would make us even."

Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS ALL CHERRY TAP!!!!FIRST I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A WOUNDERFUL EASTER!SECOND FOR ALL THE ONES WHO SEND A GET WELL TY MUAH!!!AND THIS TO MY BEST FRIEND SHE IS THE BEST.SHE CALLS ME AND CHECKS ON ME AND FLIRTS WITH MY OLD MAN AND THAT IS SO CUTE,GOTTA LUV HER OK AND HIM.

Is Love.....
For is love only a dream, Beautiful in the slumber But ending with the twilight With the streaming rays of east For love is a rose Full of hypnotic beauty Until the wilting, results in death The last petal falling to the ground Love takes on the sea Mystefying the minds It's beauty evident Until the waves are tossed upon shore Is love but a truth Or is truth never found Only lies escape the lips For the wonder never to live.

Another Morbid Story
he threatened to kill himself again. he told me he was going to. since i was feelin the same, my attempt to stop him werent as zealous as they used to be. then i did the bitchest thing and turned it to me. he knows i have a fear of dying alone and that night, i didnt care anymore which meant i was serious. i told him i wasnt going to shangri-la with him, i was going to hell...it seems suitable and i've always known i was going. he said he'd trade his soul for mine and i'd go to heaven. i basically told him not to bother, i deserved wat i got coming and i could take it. the convo continued and he stopped responding so i went to bed. yesterday he IMed me sayin the gun jammed... i cant say i've completely given up my will to die either...after all...third time's the charm.

My Prayer Today
My prayer today is that you have a blessed peaceful Easter season and for those who travel a safe journey. - May this season the Lord Bless you and keep you; The Lord make his face shine upon you and be gracious to you; The Lord turn his face toward you and give you peace. (Numbers 6: 24-26 NIV - God Bless Still He Walked.... He could hear the crowds screaming, "Crucify! Crucify!" He could hear the hatred in their voices, These were His chosen people. He loved them, And they were going to crucify Him. He was beaten, bleeding and weakened.... His heart was broken, But still He walked. He could see the crowd as He came from the palace. He knew each of the faces so well. He had created them. He knew every smile, laugh, and shed tear, But now they were contorted with rage and anger; His heart broke.... But still He walked. Was He scared? You and I would have been So His humanness would have mandated that He was. He felt alone. His disciples had le

More Atheist Comics
(Originally Posted on June 27, 2006)I found these at this site. And here's one where xtians are shown to have a Satanic bent...tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, atheist, atheism, humor, funny, image, art, christianity, christian, comic

New Pimp List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. SALUTE CONTEST, ENDS APRIL 7th 1 MONTH BLAST, NEEDS 25,000

Political Correctness
Subject: Political Correctness Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5 . She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTI GATES ALTERNATIVE

Survey! Survey!
70 Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered 1. Would you chew gum after someone else already has? Depends on who chewed it first... and if it has any flavor left :P 2. What describes your relationship status? Complicated 3. Who was your last 5 calls from? Telemarketer, Bryan, Kelly, Telemarketer, Kelly 4. Are you a heart breaker, or the broken heart? Usually the broken heart. 5. Ever been skinny dipping? Once I think... maybe twice 6. Earrings or necklace? Necklace 7. Who have you talked to most today? Scott. 8. Pumpkins? What about them? 9. Friend that lives closest to you? My roommate, Scott 10. Color of your shirt? Blue 11. How many years have you taken a language? 2 12. Who's on speed dial 2? Haha... Josh 13. What color is your background on your computer ? It's a Boondock Saints pic 14. Do you wish on 11:11? Uh... no 15. Good advice if you ever go camping? Bundle! 16. Are you a bad influence? Me? Psh 17. What co

Easter Is Right Around The Corner And.....
Hey Yall just want to say HAPPY EASTER to yall. Hope its a great one. Those who have kids enjoy your time with your family....I know I will. Easter Egg Hunts are the best ;0) Well take care and HAPPY EASTER!!! Luv Always, Jenn

-*very Happy*-
Im no longer single so yall know! I got my guy finally...and very happy with him. I love him to death. So if i dont get on here much anymore...sorry to all muh friends, but ill miss ya! I love my baby Johnny!!

Seeds Of Imagination
Your imagination may often seem wispy and nebulous. It is in fact very real and powerful. Look around you and consider all the real, solid, useful and valuable things that began their existence in someone's imagination. What you can imagine, is clearly possible for you. Most likely, your imagination has far more power than you realize. There are aspects of your reality today that come directly from long-forgotten stirrings of your imagination. What would you dare to imagine if you were certain that it would become real? In fact, most of what you imagine does indeed influence your life and your world in some way or other. Obviously, the things you imagine do not instantly spring into material form. Actually, something even more amazing happens. Your imagination plants a fertile seed in the capable, creative, intelligent, effective person that is you. Take great care with such seeds that you plant, for they will surely grow. May they be negative or positive they will grow.

Betrayal At Work
(Originally Posted on June 28, 2006)I might have dodged a bullet heading towards me since yesterday. I certainly hope so.Some fnck!ng moron who works here part time found a letter I had written to Idiot Boss and hadn't sent. It was in a blog my wife has. (She had put it there to ask for advice. It contained details of problems I was having with management at work.)Anyway, this guy told some people at work. One of them (let's call him George) decided it would be fun to tell the Coffee Drinker about it. CD is one of IB's loyal lackeys, so it was extremely stupid on George's part to mention it.The really bad thing is that a couple of weeks previous, I had put my ass on the line to save George's job. On top of that, a few months back George approached another couple of employees here to start a business competing with this one. I never mentioned it to IB or anybody else.Currently, I don't have any major plans against George, but I'll be DAMNED if I'll tell him crap anymore...tag:

Just Another Day
I never know what to write on these things. But just guess i will catch eveeryone up on my life. I am a tattoo artist and body piercer and i am having soo much trouble getting my own shop open. Its like a constant battle up hill and i am tired. But im not the type to complain so i know that its just not time for my own shop. So i joined this cherrytap world and so far im loving it! Got this level thing running and there are so many nice people here. I am in the market for a used car. I start a new job on april 16th give or take a day or two and i gotta find something to get back and forth to work in. Only problem is no money until that pay check comes. But i figured my checks out to be like 1400 a week so hopefully i can get my friend to loan me his beater car until i get paid. Hope and pray anyways lol Well im gonna end this thing cause everyone is probably bored with listening to me by now lol. Have a great CT day and know that i love all of you guys!

Talking With God....
Dear God, So far today.... I've done alright, I haven't gossiped, and I haven't lost my temper, I haven't been grumpy, nasty, or selfish, hummmm? But in a few minutes, God I'm gonna get out of bed, and that is when.... I'M GONNA TO NEED A LOT OF HELP! Amen

Easter Lie
Easter is a day that is supposed to be a christian observance celebrating the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead. But Jesus said you will know the truth and the truth will set you free.Free from traditions of men that they hold to and make the word of God of no effect. Traditions that make the truth a lie. Easter makes the bible and God a liar. How? Well the bible says that Jesus was crucified and in the tomb for 3 days and 3 nights and he rose early on the morning of the 4th day. Good friday is supposedly the day that he was crucified.So,if he was crucified on friday and rose on sunday,does that equal 3days and 3 nights? NO. Not even 2 days.Its a lie. A biblical day begins at 6 pm and ends at 6 pm the next day. By those standards,Jesus would have had to have been crucified on wednesday and add 3 days and nights to that would bring you to sunday morning. So, the foundational truth that establishes this holiday is a lie.You can't build truth on a lie.

Take The Energy
Do not continue to provide more energy to your fears. Instead, take the energy from your fears and turn it toward positive purpose. There is nothing to be gained by giving additional energy to your anger. Take the energy from your anger, and direct it toward creative, fulfilling action. Whatever you focus upon, whether it is positive or negative, you provide it with additional energy. Whether you love it or hate it, whether you long for it or fear it, your focus and attention will make it more powerful in your life. There can be large amounts of energy in your fears, your angers, and your frustrations. The thing to do with all that negative energy is not to add to it, but to apply it toward your most positive purposes and most treasured desires. If you truly wish to avoid something, be careful not to nourish it with your focus and your energy. Find something else to move toward, and keep that positive goal at the center of your awareness. In each moment, you can choose where

Sigh
Its finally sinking in... the fact that my hands were smashed, 5 more weeks of this, future theropy. i won't have all of my hand after all of this. its frusturating to say the least. At the beginning, I just played it off. But after staring at how my hand looked for about 10 minutes last night... *sigh*

Maybe People Are Right
MAYBE PEOPLE ARE RIGHT. I GIVE AND GIVE AND PEOPLE TAKE AND TAKE. I BEEN TAKE CARE OF MY GRANDMA ON AND OFF FOR 4 YEARS. NOBODY IN MY FAMILY REAL HELPS. I GIVE UP LOT TO DO THIS FOR MY GRANDMA. I LOVE HER AND CARE FOR HER LOT. BUT JUST ONE TIME. LIKE HAVE MY FAMILY SAY THANK YOU MARK. FOR TAKE CARE MY GRANDMA OR MOM. BUT I DONT GET THAT. I KNOW GOD THINK I AM DOING GOOD JOB. BUT DOSE MY FAMILY KNOW I AM DOING GOOD JOB. IF SOME THING HAPPEN TO GRANDMA. GOD FOR GIVE WILL MY FAMILY BE THERE FOR ME. I THINK THEY WILL NOT BE THERE. BUT I AM GOING FAR WAY. SO MY FAMILY FEEL LIKE THEY HELP ME. BCUSE I KNOW THEY WILL NOT HELP ME. WILL U ALL HAVE GOOD ONE. AND THANK YOU REND MY FIRST BULLETIN. YOUR FRIEND MARK AKA OZ.

Grrr
so here i sit feeling so lost. i thought things were gonna work. and that i was actually gonna be able to get through my baby being gone but i guess that was too unrealistic. seems like every time i think life is actually gonna go easy something fucks that up. i am trying so hard to find peace and happiness in what my babi is doing but its so hard cuz i miss him more then i thought was possible. each day gets harder instead of easier and just talking to him tugs at my heart cuz i wanna be with him not here alone. but he is happy with his choice and that is all that really matters. as long as he is happy with what he is doing im happy for him. you know i never knew you could care about someone so much in such a lil time. him and i have only been together five months and damn its like we have been together so much longer. i miss him so much!

Whip My Bunny Tail Into Shape Sunday Night!!!!
This Sunday night, we have Author Dominic DiMilano talking about his "Erotic" (okay folks, its porn!) book called "Holiday Bedtime Stories from Around the World". This guy is the cult of personality, call in and take part in this weeks show!!! Plus, we have a special "Easter" prank call from our pal Hellin!! Tune in and find out why you need Razors...LMAO!! Make your own Myspace Crazy Text at CommentYou.com Call into the show at 646-652-4737 and give us your best Easter pranks!!! Just click on the link below and join!!! OH!!! AND..... Make your Comments HEARD using COMMENTYOU.com

Curses!
(Originally Posted on July 9, 2006)For the past few days, I have said I was going to tell what happened with George's curse. Here are the details:I followed the "script" from the Satanic Bible by Anton LaVey for a single-person ritual. I performed the "Invocation To Satan" and the "Infernal Names", etc., etc., etc., as well as the Destruction Invocation. Then, to get my blood boiling, I read the following, each on a piece of paper: WHY PUNISH GEORGE: I have assisted George several times. I have refused to tell Idiot Boss about [George's] inability to work with a fellow coworker. I did not tell Idiot Boss about George's idea to start a competing company against our company. George said that if I hadn't come into the meeting about problems with the manual, then Idiot Boss would have fired him on the spot. And I did not tell Idiot Boss that George assisted in writing the letter. To repay my kindness, George reported a message board entry made by my wife to my boss's henchm

I Will Always Love You
Standing here all on my own, watching life go by, taking in those dreadful words, ...a tear drops from my eye, I stood there as i watched you run, and waited for the pain, love can be a painful thing, you used my love in vain, Why'd you leave me here to cry?, our love had felt so...right, why'd you go and break my heart, just like you did that night, let me kiss your lips once more, so I can see it's true, help me see your love is gone, that I can't be with you, don't leave me here to fall apart, to watch you fade away, tell me how you really feel, and why you just won't stay, I never thought I'd cry so much, I want to see this through... although you'll never feel for me..... I always will love you.

First Time Today
Hello, My name is Mikey from NE Philadelphia. Born in Nashville, Tennessee. I'm 30 years old now and I'm half IRISH~n~half CZ.SOLVAKIAN yup. I'm single, born deaf, and have no children. I got 12 tattoos since 2000, need 2 or 4 more left for both my arms and my back. Anyway, I'm working forklift operator with Pierce Phelps Inc. in 9 months now. For these ladies here, they have boyfriends in myspace the reason is I don't give a damn they looked at me or not. I'm looking for a single lady who came here for playing, fun, love, laughs, and enjoys. :) My brother Ron and I, hang out sometime in Bars soomewhere in clubs and pools, games, and movies. For all my friends, you have my welcome here and bless you in my heart. I got a nice car 1994 chevrolet beretta with a dark blue. ;) Well, I'm going to workout in FIVE days a week, need my body stronger and style muscles. Will see... in few months, I may be next new thing... BIG DOG! Billy the Kid Strapped on my holster low across my hips Tw

:(
you know what if people are going otbe assholes on here and rate peoples pics a one and shit then you need to get real i hate when peopl erate low pics and i sit here and rate there pics 10s and i get 1s and 3s fuck that

Goodbye
a sad poem i found on the net about losing a friend poems say so much :( Well maybe now I should just say goodbye You used to be my friend But I never felt I really was yours So maybe this is the end. I'm different from you, all of you Each other we've never understood I hope that if I do tell you goodbye That it won't be for good. Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad And you don't even care I don't know why, I just want to cry And someday I won't be there. The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm They're only made of pen But once they are blood that turns brown like mud They'll be there again and again. If I'm mad at you I'll hurt myself too But that doesn't really matter Although when I hurt I feel like dirt And my spirit's bruised and battered. I do not know why it has to be so I really wish it did not But the way this has been going it is basically shot. You don't need me and we don't need we And that's how I think I know why These words are the o

Then There Was You.
I had waited and ached for some strong loving arms And someone to ease my pain and help me feel calm, For these blessings I wondered what I had to do I just opened my eyes - and then there was you. I had never believed in those fairytale things Hearts and flowers and Valentines and Cherubs with wings, If there was true romance then I never knew Until I opened my eyes - and then there was you. Somehow my life changed and it spun me around I was given a chance to enjoy the love that I found, I finally felt happy and had pure love sweet and true And all this is mine - cause now there is you.

So Tired...
(Originally Posted on July 11, 2006)I have been getting up early this past week to get into work early. This is so I can rack up some overtime to make up for the forced vacation I had last week. Even so, I should be around 13 hours under my time, unless if I come in on Saturday for 8 hours and don't get caught.(Mind you, I am not planning on coming in Saturday for 8 hours.)I am so sleepy that in the morning I actually get physically ill.Tonight, though, I am going to bed early. I mean, we're talking about 9pm or so. My wife will hate it, but I need sleep...Anyway, here's a funny picture I found:tag: life, sleepy, photo, humor, picture, image

Friday 4/6/07
Gonna go ahead and do this now before I forget yet again lol. Haven't done much yet today, but then again I don't really have anything planned either lol. I do want to get a new Beyonce cd today though, which is supposed to be really good. The weather is sunny but still a bit chilly but at least I can get out of the house if I want to. I don't really have too much planned this weekend other than an MRI tomorrow (fun lol) and then family over for Easter dinner on Sunday. Well, I'm gonna end this here. Have a great day all.

It Only Takes One Person To Make Change..
Eyes to every corner, a look in every way, litter trips you over, the world is not okay, the dump is getting big, the garbage all around, times to passing by, we cant see the ground, the grass is turning yellow,every tree is dying ouy, the flowes are bending down, the bent over spout, the air is not fresh, the animals are, the homeless are poor, the hungary are not fed, the racist run along, the murder runs away, the capture is hidden, the rapes everyday, global warming taking place, weather to fierce, the rain causing sickness, the winds are pierce, distasters all time, the earth is shaking fear, the people waste their lives, some change for a year, the world is getting colder, the ice is getting high, soon the world's gone, everyone will die, well all die with regret, left the world with regret, looking down at home, a tear will shed so sad, but one day that might happen, it might and might not, not until we sin these battles, not until weve faug

Hey
happy easter to everyone!!!! and i hope your all having a wonderful start to your long weekend.. i was just wondering what all the red x's were about.. and they seem to be all over my page and all over my friends lists.. if anyone knows whats going on can you plz let me know thank you all :)

Introduce Yourself, Please...
If you're on my friends list, I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. What's your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live

Angel
You must be an angel sent from high above in disguise as a lady so sweet and kind you will not fool me though for i hear it in your voice it is so obvious as as can be a song so beautiful it could only come from an angel i see in your elegant beauty like the way when you walk in a room all are astounded for even angels are rarely so gracious and beautiful and it is an angel i love with all my heart i can only hope and pray it will last another day will she be mine untill another time there is no other love stronger than mine!

Putz Boy Versus The List Of Doom (prequel)
(Originally Posted on July 19, 2006)Here's a rumor about my work that I (in a way) hope is true.Supposedly there is a new person coming here that will become the person in charge of HR, especially hirings and firings. And there are two names at the top of her firing list: Putz Boy and Coffee Man (the two that reported the website to Idiot Boss).If so, that means the curse on Putz Boy might be coming to fruition.tag: job, career, work, office politics, Putz Boy, Idiot Boss, Coffee Man

A True Bf
give her a hoodie of yours so other people know shes taken by you .leave her sweet messages for when she wakes up .sneak up behind her .grab her by the waist .do ANYTHING to make her smile .ALWAYS make her laugh .tell her shes beautiful not sexy .tell her she has amazing eyes .buy her things just because .when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend .say i love you to her face not just over the phone .if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay .NEVER cheat on her .call her just to say hi .kiss her on the forehead .when you walk with her, walk slowly .tickle her even when she says stop .tell her you miss her.. even if you just saw her an hour ago .DON'T SAY I LOVE U UNLESS U MEAN IT! .kiss her for no reason .when she complains about how she looks tell her she's perfect just how she is .LISTEN to her when she talks .tell her your secrets .protect her .DON'T lie to her,NO MATTER what it's about. girls repost as - a true boyfrie

My 2 Best Friends From School!
My 2 Best Friends From School Have Past On. 1 Passed On 6/6/06! His Name Is Tyrone Johnson He Was To Graduate This Year With Me! Then The Other 1 Died 1/27/07 His Name Is Justin Clark! He Died In Monroe TN! I Miss Them Both! RIP TY & RC!

Easter - Where Today's Practices Came From. Did You Know?
Easter is a vernal equinox festival that honors the coming of spring and the sun. It is named after the Anglo-Saxon goddess of the Dawn and Spring named Eostre. It celebrates the triumph of spring over winter and life over death. The Norse Eostur, Eastar, Ostara, and Ostar, means season of the growing sun. In Wales Alban Eiler, eos is nightingale, ostl is inn, os is branch. The festival lasts a month and is called Eastur-monath (pron. eh-YAW-stir MOH-nawth). When Christianity arrived, the church substituted Paschal fires, fires for Christ, for the old ones. Easter became Christ’s resurrection. Easter Eggs The egg is one of the oldest Springtime symbols in the world. Ancient Persians, Phoenicians, Hindus and Egyptians believed the world began with an egg. A legend says a great egg broke in half forming the earth and sky with the yolk as the sun. Eggs were given as gifts in ancient China, Greece and Rome. The Celts worshipped serpents eggs that stood for eternal life. As

Holiday Celebrations _ Should We?
As in most holiday celebrations , the origin is rooted in pagan activities that are adapted by Christians and modified to fit their allowance in order to participate. So it give thought to, is it ok to practice rituals that are based in non christian belief yet have been adapted?

Help
hello mi name is leah black and im just now on this thing and yea i think i need HELP b/c i dunno what this is for!! im 14 years old and i love to talk on the phone and be on myspace i love new friends and to recive messages and comments!!!

My Plans
im just sitting here, thinkng about my life. im not yet where i want to be in life, but it takes time to get where you want in life. and im glad ive finally figured out what i want to do with my life. ive made plans and im hoping this time ill stick with it and make my plans come true. ive decided to go back to school to get my associates in computer information systems, i just need one more class then by june ill get my degree. then july ill be working, then in a few months i want to take online class to become a travel agent, i think that will be fun. a travel agent isnt my dream job, i wanted to be flight attendent but i dont think thats gonna happen so i guess this is the closest ima get to it. so im gona be a computer programmer/travel agent. i have other plans but thats pretty much that main ones. so im hoping maybe 3yrs from now ill be where i want in life. ill write another blog from time to time to let you guys know whats going on with me. until then everyone take care and don

Little Old Lady
Defense Attorney: Will you please state your age? Little Old Lady: I am 86 years old. Defense Attorney: Will you tell us, in your own words, what happened the night of April 1st? Little Old Lady: There I was, sitting there in my swing on my front porch on a warm spring evening, when a young man comes creeping up on the porch and sat down beside me. Defense Attorney: Did you know him? Little Old Lady: No, but he sure was friendly. Defense Attorney: What happened after he sat down? Little Old Lady: He started to rub my thigh. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him? Little Old Lady: No, I didn't stop him. Defense Attorney: Why not? Little Old Lady: I t felt good. Nobody had done that since my Albert died some 30 years ago. Defense Attorney: What happened next? Little Old Lady: He began to rub my breasts. Defense Attorney: Did you stop him then? Little Old Lady: No, I did not stop him. Defense Att

Removing The Mask
I have always been a bit different you know. And since you doctor's want to learn how my brain works, you're just going to have to allow me my beginnings. Without that, there is no point, now is there. Get comfortable, although it is not a long story, it is a bit , shall we say intense. I killed for the first time when I was four. Hardly a tear in my eye either. It was my first experience with power over life. Heady though it was, I needed to study my kill in depth to truly understand what I had done. To you it sounds like a simple childhood activity, as many children go around killing, but my difference was in the rush I received. At four I killed, studying that kill from all the angles. Oh, it was just a little torture at first, but such sweet torture. I learned so much. I know you think killing bugs and frogs might not have been such a big deal, but it set the pace for me to go on to other types of life. At ten I graduated to intricate and complex killing. My vic

Miles
Miles and the Knight Once, long ago but not very far away, there was a young man named Miles. Miles wanted to become a great warrior. So he thought, and thought again, and said, "I shall go on a quest to find Perfect Mastery." And so he did. Miles hung his sword, picked up his shield and started out. Now, Miles knew from legends and stories that the secret to Perfect Mastery lay in the center of a Great Dark Wood. But when he reached the forest he found that it was even Greater and Darker than he had imagined. And it seemed to Miles that finding the center would be very difficult indeed. So he thought, and thought again, and said: "I shall look for a path." And so he did. Miles walked along the edge of the forest, first in one direction and then the other. He walked and walked. Just when he was about to stop and rest, he came upon two men. The first was a young man about Miles' age. He had taken out his sword and was hacking his way into the tree-line. He was br

Your Big Red X
As of the 2005 U.S. Census estimate, Fort Worth had a population of 624,067. As of today (April 6, 2007 at 2:51 C.D.T) 799,892 CherryTAP members (46,974 online). These numbers are causing serious service performance issues on the infrastructure at CherryTap. CherryTap is not Yahoo. Unlike Yahoo, CherryTap does not have a joint partnership feeding them users, and the high dollar ads which generate income. I don't know how the services is set up. I have the impression that this is on an independent server at some private location owned by Mike (BabyJesus). I have seen references to him having specific hardware issues, and upgrading hardware. As such, Mike et al are limited in what their response can be. Slowing down comments may be the only thing they can do to keep the services from degrading to a point where they are crashing. If you think these rules are bad now, just think of what CherryTap would be like if it was run by the same people who run Yahoo, or Google.

Peteys Seizures
Well Petey was admitted tot he hospital again on March 21st. He was at hebrew school and had a Peteite Mal seizure and was unresponsive, we rushed him to the ER because the shcool again didnt call 911. He had another seizure in the car on the way to the hospital. They took blood from him and found out his Depakote levels were too high. He fell asleep on me and had another Petite mal seizure. The idiot Er pediatric resident couldnt hear, couldnt see and couldnt put in his IV which they did at midnight instead of doing it when he was awake. The neuro doc increased his meds, admitted him to the hospital, and we didnt get up to the room until 2:30am after getting there at 6:15pm. They released him the next day. He turned 7 that saturday the 24th and was sick. Sent him to school tuesday, they sent him home early he couldnt stay awake and was having more seizures. Come to find out he was toxic from his meds so they decreased them. He has had 2 more seizures this week and they added another p

I Hoped My Kid Would Make The News For A Different Reason
Teen girls involved in chase Two teenage girls had to be chased down on foot by RCMP after the alleged stolen vehicle they were fleeing in left the road early Thursday. Const. Kathe DeHeer of city RCMP said the incident started around 1:30 a.m. when officers attempted to stop the vehicle for a minor traffic offence at the intersection of Gaetz Avenue and Piper Drive. A brief pursuit followed and ended when the suspect vehicle drove off the road at 77th Street and Riverside Drive. The two suspects fled on foot but were tracked down after a brief chase, DeHeer said. Police determined the vehicle had been stolen late Wednesday night and may have been involved in other offences. DeHeer said the girls were arrested and charges were pending. No ages were released because charges hadn’t been laid.

04-06-2007
Due to the Red X protest, I have a few things I'd like to protest 1) Elderly drivers...if you're not comfortable driving over 40 mph., then turn in your liscense 2) Internet protests, and internet petitions...both are as worthless as the paper they're printed on 3) Pop up ads for pop up blockers...It's just not fair 4) Snooze buttons...My wife hits the snooze on her clock 3 times every morning, effectively waking me up, so I can nudge her and tell her to shut off her alarm. 5) The political debate process...when the debates are on, I think that the top person from each political party should be represented, not just Democrat, Republican, and top Independant. I think THAT would be interesting, and would cause more political parties to evolve. 6) Mid management...take away the buffers to bosses, and we get bosses who make better decisions 7) American Idol...It's a neat concept, but who have we gotten that is worth a crap. I want to see metal island, where

Damn Unsympathetic Bankers!!
Crack Addict Asks Bank to Help Pay Drug Debt (CBS4) CALLAWAY It’s bad to have a crack cocaine habit. It’s bad to take other people’s money to pay for that habit. But walking into a bank, demanding cash, and telling bank officials why you need it? That’s just stupid, and it’s going to be tough for a Florida man to explain that to a jury. Charles Anthony Miller had been on a crack-cocaine binge since about noon Wednesday, and as he was coming down, he walked into a Bay County branch of Regions Bank, looking for help. He claimed he had been kidnapped. Miller told bank employees that he needed 500 dollars to pay off a crack-cocaine debt, and later told deputies that one of the men who had kidnapped him was sitting in the bank lobby. Deputies took Marvin Williams into custody, and claim they found he was carrying marijuana. Then Miller told deputies two other men were waiting outside in a green Camaro. The driver ran away when they tried to talk to him, but they say drugs were

The Next Big Scam
'Age management' is a controversial new medical focus • Age management a fast-growing, controversial trend in American medicine • American Medical Association does not recognize the field as a specialty • U.S. anti-aging products market worth $45.5 billion annually and growing By Caleb Hellerman CNN Visit CNN.com/Health in coming days to read more on dietary supplements and human growth hormone. ATLANTA, Georgia (CNN) -- Clothia Roussell draws inspiration from the prophets. "I've read in the Bible how we're supposed to live to see 120, and those prophets lived to be 400 or 500 years old," said the 49-year-old homemaker. "My husband and I, we're both looking forward to living a long, healthy life," she said. Last fall, Roussell and her husband Michael, 47, who owns a commercial construction business in Fayetteville, Georgia, began seeing Dr. Ana Casas, who calls herself a specialist in "age management." It's one of the fastest-growing trends in American medicine. The American

My Last Day On Earth
I was asked HOW WOULD YOU SPEND YOUR LAST DAY ON EARTH and to put it in a essay exactly 1000 words. My last day would begin one minute after midnight. I would set the alarm, making sure I woke up at one minute after midnight. This would be my personal time. i would go outside looking up at the moon and stars remembering years past, the wonder I felt as a child when I would wake finding the moon shining in my bedroom window, feeling safe because it took away the dark. The grass cool beneath my feet I would reminise how my folks laughed when I told them I could feel grees talk, the grass cry when it was cut. I would give thanks to the goddess who allowed me to feel thoughts of nature. Next would be a long shower, glorying that I no longer had to worry about the bill, since no one else was up. I could take my time! Coffee would be next, flavored with hazelnut. The taste sweet, thick on my tongue, reminding me of grandmothers cookies. I would get dressed slowly, as thoughts

Easter Bunny Cake
Easter Bunny Cake Happy Easter! This three-dimensional lop-eared bunny cake is ambitious, but it's a lot of fun to make -- and they'll still be talking about it at Christmas. See the More Recipes links for other holiday ideas. Credit: Easter Treats by Jill O'Connor Servings: 10 Ingredients: * 1 box standard white cake mix * 3 cups cream cheese icing (recipe follows) * 1 cup (6 ounces) white chocolate morsels * 2 blue, pink or black jelly beans or Junior Mints * 1 mini marshmallow * 1 large marshmallow * Red or black licorice strings, cut into 6 (4-inch) lengths * Cornstarch for rolling * 5 ounces ready-to-use rolled fondant (for ears) * Pesticide-free fresh or sugared flowers (optional) * 2 sheets tissue paper Cream cheese icing * 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, at room temperature * 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, at room temperature * 1 teaspoon grated orange zest (optional) * 1 te

.buicks.
k first. fuck you cherry. stupid gotta have a title bullshit. second? here we go again..why? cuz its worth my precious time. thats why. i feel the need to rant. why? cuz its my blog and i can. i feel the need to gather a couple of buicks. and no...not to run over people mind you...cuz that would be too good at this point...to...hit people in the FACE with them. why? cuz im me and i can. no really why? cuz well even tho its my blog ill do the courtesy of not naming names...but if you decide to out yourself thats your fault not me. get it? got it? good. so anyway once upon a time there was a girl and a guy and they spent many wonderful hours in conversation. but who cares right? cuz that was then and this is now. and in the now...people can take things however they want to take them and thats part of the imperfection of man right? right. so sometimes things are misconstrued. cuz lets face it in internet relationships...theres no intonation theres no facial

Midlife Crisis?
(Originally Posted on July 24, 2006)I have finally got to the point where I feel that starting my own business might be the way to go. Not because I have a great idea or anything. It's just that people are starting to piss me off more and more as time goes on.On top of that, I might be going through a mid-life crisis. I want to be able to dress in outrageous fashions, change my hair color to something not found in nature (or much of anywhere else except for acid trips). Fnck sports cars and cheap bimbos; I've already done that stuff and didn't care much for them to begin with.I want to be all of myself as hard as possible. Unfortunately, until I can get away from people that have control of my paycheck, that'll be hard to do...tag: life, midlife crisis

Creating A Spell Book
(Originally Posted on July 25, 2006)I have started compiling a list of spells from different Satanic sites on the net. I plan on putting them in a notebook and using them as a starting point for my own spells. I feel that just because somebody says they will work "as-is" isn't a reason to believe them. Magick depends on symbolism, and one person's chosen symbols might not be as strong for somebody else.For example, when I cursed Putz Boy, I made sure I drew a pentegram of the ashes from the materials I burned in his cursing on his seat. He is coming in contact with them on a daily basis. The hate that went into the ceremony had a physical remainder (the paper ashes) which I made sure had contact with him.Right now it'll be simple things of that nature. Later on, once I feel more comfortable following guidelines, I will branch out and create stronger spells more attuned to my symbol referrents.tag: satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion, Putz Boy, magick, spells

Hummmmm More About Me Being Me!
I am a Big Beautiful woman who is 31! Single mother of two! looking for a good man who dont mind I am a tomboy at times, lady in the street and a freak in the sheets! If you think you are that man or know a good man like that dont hesitate to send me a message!!! If you are that man expect to be spoiled rotten! Be treated like a man should be!! Full body massages for my man, good food, good lovin, good companionship! I am looking for the man who can be my best friend, lover, confidant, raise a family with, and someone i can grow old with!! so drop me a message or shout box me! lol let me know if you are the one!

One Last Goodbye.. And Delete Me From Your List..
OK ALL I HAVE DELETED MY DEFAULT FOLDER AND LEFT THAT ASSHOLE A MESSAGE TO DELETE MY ACCOUNT.. IM ALREADY TO GO.. TAKE CARE ALL OF YOU.. I WISH YOU ALL WELL.. DONT RESPOND TO THIS BULLETIN AS I WONT SEE IT.. DELETE ME FROM YOUR FRIENDS LIST..

How Many Times Will They Call You A Bitch B4 U Believe It?
Good question huh? This is my update for my last blog, it's been a minute so its due. Where to start. I really thought I was getting better about my attitude, becoming more caring, more helpful, and even a lil sillier per request of someone I know. Then there came the day (today) that I get called a bitch. *gasps* Yep, thats right, he called me a bitch. Its kind of funny because back when I started my whole adventure to the kind sarahness, no one was calling me a bitch, no one was telling me I need to be sillier, no one was taking advantage of me (not that that is anyones fault but my own for letting them). So with my new found niceness (if thats a word) comes its ups and downs. I take one day to sleep because I worked 14 hours that night.. and I get told Im not a very nice person for ignoring them.. I IGNORED EVERYONE, I WAS ASLEEEEEEEP!!! But no, that was not the person that called me a bitch.. lol Heres how the conversation went.. (NO NAME PERSON): : hi Sarah Leseman

I Need Everyones Help Please ;-)
IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL

More Often Than Not
Buried at PhotoCasket.com More often than not Words can't describe My feelings for you Which live deep inside Feelings that grow stronger With every beat of my heart I knew you were the one for me Right from the very start There isn't a moment In the day I can find Where you face and smile Don't appear in my mind I long to be with you And hold you so tight To protect you and love you Everyday and each night We share something so special Each and every day A feeling in our souls Words alone can't say

Satanic Theses
(Originally Posted on August 1, 2006)(Now that THAT'S out of the way...)Last night as I was driving to the store for mayo and bread (we were having chicken salad sandwiches in case you're interested), I passed by several churches. Within the 3-5 mile (or so) trip, I passed by at least five different ones. One of them went so far as to proudly state that it was a fundamentalist baptist church with a "dress code".I flipped all of them off, something I am sort of in the habit of doing.But I got to thinking. Just shooting anger at churches will not cause them to lose too much power. We need some sort of plan that'll show the world that organized religion is evil.I am planning on rewriting the 95 theses into Satanic theses. That way, it'll form a blueprint of a plan.Feel free to jump in with suggestions. tag: satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion, politics, activism, activist

Friends..
You know.. It really sucks when you have to go through what you go through to find out who your real true friends are... I know.. It is life.. Shit happens.. I get that. But when you bend over backwards for your friends, and they turn around and pull shit like this on you, its pretty F-ed up!! You really find out who they really are.. When something doesnt go a certain way, or lets put it this way, when something doesnt go the way ONE person thinks or wants it to go, all hell breaks loose.. Are there any real true genuine people out there anymore ??? How do YOU know they are real and true to their word ?? Let me know :o)..

This Is The Man That I Want!!!!
I'm the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. I'M THE GUY WHO DOESNT MESS WITH OTHER GIRLS CUZ I KNOW I HAVE YOU!! I'm the guy who will text you and tell you "i love you and you make me smile" just because. I'm the guy who will blindfold you and take you to the beach, let you run your toes through the sand and then make you guess where we are. I'm the guy who will show up at your games (or competitions or meets) without you knowing just to surprise you. I'm the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. I'm the guy who won't pressure you to do things you dont want to. I'm the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on, wearing sweats and a big t-shirt. I'm the guy who kisses you on the forehead. I'm the guy who doesn't kiss and tell. I'm the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. I'm the

Red Friday's
Sea of Red Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No," he responded. "Heading out?" I asked. "No. I'm escorting a soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family," he replied. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilo

Easter Weekend........
I hope everyone has a good weekend with thier family n loved ones this weekend. I know if mom is feeling better we're gonna get the family all toghter n yes i'll have to cookout fer everyone. Hope its a pretty weekend too. So folks tell me yer plans fer thius weekend? What all is everyone doing?If all yall lived closer youd be invited here. N to all my friends, yall r all so beautiful n i mean it.I have some verry pretty ladies as friends on heere, big hugs n lots of sugars to yall!

Broken...
I WANTED YOU TO KNOW I LOVE THE WAY YOU LAUGH I WANNA HOLD YOU HGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN AWAY I KEEP YOUR PHOTOGRAPH AND I KNOW IT SERVES ME WELL I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DON'T FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE GONE AWAY YOU'VE GONE AWAY, YOU DONT FEEL ME, ANYMORE THE WORST IS OVER NOW AND WE CAN BREATH AGAIN I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH, AND STEAL MY PAIN AWAY THERE'S SO MUCH LEFT TO LEARN, AND NO ONE LEFT TO FIGHT I WANNA HOLD YOU HIGH AND STEAL YOUR PAIN CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN IM OPEN AND I DONT FEEL LIKE I AM STRONG ENOUGH CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DONT FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOU'RE GONE AWAY CAUSE I'M BROKEN WHEN I'M LONESOME AND I DONT FEEL RIGHT WHEN YOUR'RE GONE AWAY YOU'VE GONE AWAY YOU DONT FEEL ME HERE ANYMORE

T'was The Day Before Easter
T'was The Day Before Easter By Tammy Fuller Twas the day before Easter and all through the woods, The bunnies were busy packing their goods. The eggs were all colored so pretty and bright, All things were "go" for the big, special night. The baskets were waiting, all decorated with care, In hopes that the Bunny soon would be there. My little brother Sam was asleep in his bed, While visions of Easter eggs rolled round his head. And I in my pajamas with the cat on my lap, I had just settled down for a quick little nap. When outside the window I heard a great noise, I sprang from my chair and jumped over some toys. As quick as a flash to the window I flew, I pulled up the shade and, OH, what a view. The moon on the meadow cast a bright golden glow And the wind blew the flowers to and then fro. Then all of a sudden from out of nowhere, Came some lively bunnies, hopping here, hopping there! Leading the group with ears long and funny Was a plump all-white rabbi

Easter Bunny
In pagan times, the "Easter hare" was no ordinary animal, but a sacred companion of the old goddess of spring, Eostre. The Easter bunny has its origin in pre-Christian fertility lore. The Hare and the Rabbit were the most fertile animals known and they served as symbols of the new life during the Spring season. Since long before Jesus Christ was born, parents told their children that the magic hare would bring them presents at the spring festival. The presents were often painted eggs, as these represented the new life starting at this time of year." Hares are animals which look like rabbits, but are larger and in many countries quite rare. In most places, the Easter rabbit (bunny) has replaced the Easter hare completely. The bunny was first used as a symbol of Easter in 16th century Germany, where it was first mentioned in German writings. The first edible Easter bunnies, made primarily of pastry and sugar, were produced in Germany as well, during the early 1800s. Also in Germany, c

Getting A New Chance
Hey, Its starting to get better. I knew it would. I got my certificate of eligiblity for school so i will be starting soon. yeah. Its nice to have someone believe in you. and my superman does. he alays said that i could do it. and here i am about to start college again. its nice. anyway thank to all who stopped by and showed some support on my last blogs. thanks. hope to talk to you all again sometime. later

Somebody Said
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, "Normal," is history. Somebody said you learn how to be a mother by instinct. Somebody never took a three-year-old shopping. .. Somebody said being a mother is boring ...... Somebody never rode in a car driven by a teenager with a driver's permit. .. Somebody said if you're a "good" mother, your child will "turn out good." Somebody thinks a child comes with directions and a guarantee. Somebody said "good" mothers never raise their voices. Somebody never came out the back door just in time to see her child hit a golf ball through the neighbor's kitchen window. Somebody said you don't need an education to be a mother. Somebody never helped a fourth grader with her math. Somebody said you can't love the fifth child as much as you love the first. Somebody doesn't have five children. So

Fyi.. Long & Deep But Worth Reading
"When one tugs at a single thing in nature, he finds it attached to >the rest of the world." ---John Muir--> I have been asked more than once, "what I am looking for and to tell more about the inner me, what makes me...ME ! ",...well here is a few of the answers,... I am seeking to find MY Zchivago. I don't adhere to the "dating game"...I have no car,no job and few friends, so I spend most of my time at home, finding ways to best 'Spend' my time..Using the internet to keep abreast of what is going on in the world around me...and keeping in tune to the wave of popular topics, effecting or impressing society as a whole as well as current events, happening around the world...Dull ? Maybe... but it is my life for now, so I make the best of it... As to family I have my Mother , a sister (Polio survivor, a Forever Baby)who lives with my mother... A brother , whom I DO NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH...& thru his efforts I have two nephews, whom I have only gotten to know one, Clearly

There Isnt Any Fussing
FIRST AND FOREMOST I DON'T TRY TO BE ANYBODY BUT MYSELF AND I DONT HAVE TO TRY TO BE ANYONE BUT MYSELF AS FAR AS FUSSING AT ANYONE I SIMPLY JUST SAID TO SOMEONE KNOCK THE SHIT BECAUSE WHAT RIGHT DOES ANYONE HAVE ON HERE TO TELL ANOTHER USER TO NOT LEAVE A COMMENT ON SOMEONE'S PAGE WHEN THE PERSON THAT DID IT HAS NO RIGHT CALLING THE KETTLE BLACK AS FAR AS TRYING TO PULL BITCHYNESS OFF I DONT PULL ANYTHING I DONT HAVE TO ACT BECAUSE I KNOW THE PERSON I AM AN HAVE BECOME YES I AMUSE MYSELF SOMETIMES LOL TOO AND GLAD THAT I CAN AMUSE OTHERS THE WAY I SEE I DON'T KNOW ANY OF YOU ALL ON HERE IN REAL LIFE EXCEPT FOR MAYBE A FEW OF YOU I TALK TO A REGULAR BASIS AS TO WANTING TO KNOW THE ENTIRE CT COMMUNITY NAW I DON'T THINK SO AS FOR THE ONES I AMUSE WELL IT'S ALL GOOD I CAN LAUGH IT OFF AN TAKE IT WITH A GRAIN OF SALT TO THOSE OF YOU WHO "THINK" YOU KNOW ME WELL YOU DON'T YOU ONLY KNOW WHAT I WANT YOU TO KNOW AND IF YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME BECAUSE OF A FEW SIMPLE CONVERSATIONS WITH ME THEN YO

Sonnet
Was I bewitched so by the thin red line To notice not that time released its hold And let pale Iris snip the silver twine To steal sweet youth before it turned to gold. Existence now is not what I was told; No seraphim and harps to grace my ear, Just silence, painful silence, and the cold Discomfort of my masochistic fear, So icy cold, yet somehow seems to sear My soul until the ache's too much to bare, As mortal life mirages now appear: Intangible are they; away they tear. Mistake, it was; the curtain fell too soon When razor's edge did charm me like the moon

Words
Words, once spoken, can't be taken back, and they lay there festering, like rotten fish in a woven sack. And sticks and stones may break me, but words also strike at my very heart, and like an unseen destructive force, they are slowly tearing me apart. I'm so sad, I'm so mad, everybody is talking about me, nasty things, cruel things, why can't they just let it be? And I know how I can end this misery, simple, a bottle and too many pills, and these words will have blood on their hands, one more of the unjust, unpunished and merciless kills. Do you know how bad my life is? Go on, just spend a day in my shoes, I bet you'd be too scared to tread that path, because, like me, you might find you've everything to lose. And I've screamed out for help, and those closest to me, sadly, struck out, and I'm learning some very hard lessons about life, love and what suffering is all about. But there's one thing I'm holding onto, and this is the truth, and this I know, your cr

I Love You Sweetheart
you close your eyes, as I kiss your lips, no I've never known, a moment like this, i feel your breath, soft on my skin, I'd give the world, to hold you again, when I look in your eyes, the world looks new, I know there's nothing, I wouldn't do for you, when you're in my arms, time stand still, its the perfect peace, wrapped in the biggest thrill, its your touch, that takes away my pain, you take my breath, everytime you say my name, no i never knew, Love could feel like this, but I know i was wrong, every time we kiss, seems the sun rises, just to see you smile, baby you're the one thing, in this crazy life worth while, no one compairs, to what you give, and i'll give you my all, as long as I live, I'd be crazy, to ever let you go, you're everything to me, and i want you to know, yes, i'm in awe, looking at you, i'll never know what I did, to be blessed with you, i love you angel

Feeling Lonely
Why do I feel the way I do, if only you saw it from my point of view. I love you so much more than I can show you or even begin to say, I hope when your gone you at least think about me some days. It doesnt feel like you love me anymore, without you im gonna feel so alone, so poor. Your everything I ever wanted in my life, I promise ill try not to cry. I feel so left out and alone I cant wait until the day youll get to come home. I know you havent even got on the plane but I love you so much its driving me insane. Everybody tells me that you probably wanna hear me say for you to stay, but I know your ready to leave and get away, so I wont ruin your happiness all I have to say is please dont let your love strayF

Have You Ever Loved?
Have you ever loved someone and knew they didn't love you? Did you ever feel like crying, and wondered what good it would do? Have you ever looked into their eyes, and said a little prayer? Did you ever looked into their hearts, and wish that you were there? Don't ever fall in love, my friend. You see it doesn't pay. Although it causes broken hearts, it happens everyday. You wonder where they are tonight. You wonder if their true. One minute you're happy; the next, you're blue. Then once you see them, your heart begins to dance. Your heart revolves around them, although you have no chance. Love is painful, my friend. And the price is far too high. If I had to choose between life and death, I think I'd choose to die. So my friend ~ Don't fall in love. You'll get hurt before you're through. You see, my friend, I ought to know... I fell in love with you.

I Will Be Offline
To all of my friends, Fans and family on CT I will be off line do to I am moving. I dont know how long I will be off line for but I will be back as soon as I can.... until I come back on line I luv you all hope to be back soon....

Dave My Prayers Are With You My Sweet Friend
---- PLEASE REMEMBER DAVE AND HIS FAMILY IN PRAYERS PLZ--Just as I thougght things were getting better, something creeped round the corner and knocked me down again. I got a phone call this morning of my Ex, to inform me that my Son from that marriage has been diagnosed with Cancer, he is only 27 he'will be 28 later this year. Steven has severe Learning difficulties, due to been starved of air when he was born. Here is a photo of him taken last Christmas, he is between my 2 brothers, that is Caitlin and Charlene in the front---- Courtesy of MsTags.com--Courtesy of MsTags.com--Rockstar crazydave signed my guestbook@ CherryTAP--PLZ STOP BY AND LET HIM KNOW YOU ARE HERE FOR HIM THANK YOU L0VE AND PRAYERS WITH YOU DAVE AND YOUR FAMILY.GOD BLESS (repost of original by 'Sexy~Sissy~~~~~~owner of LITTLE SHOP OF HORRORS~~Bear Family' on '2007-04-06 14:52:51') (repost of original by '=(^_^)= ENGLA' on '2007-04-06 14:59:29') (repost of original by 'CT wifey of JWK197