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Here Are Some Useful Herbs And Their Uses
Alfalfa (Medicago sativa): can be drunk as a tea to improve the appetite. Is supposed to aid in cure of peptic ulcers. Considered a diuretic - will rid the body of retained water. Angelica (Angelica archangelica): Drink the tea to stimulate the appetite, relieve flatulence, and as a diuretic to stimulate kidney action. Also a general tonic for weakness and nervous headache. The tea is supposed to bring on menstruation and dispel afterbirth. The powder of the root is useful to prevent infection when fasting (3/8 tsp at a time) and a tea or decoction of the root can be useful for stomach and intestinal problems, including ulcers and nervous vomiting. In large doses can have adverse effects on heart, blood pressure and respiration, so use with caution. Externally, a decoction of the root can be used for scabies or itching skin. Elements of Sun and Fire. The root carried in a blue cloth bag is a protective talisman. Was considered to be under the guard of angels and therefore a good

Prayer
They say when your life is over the past flashes before your eyes, You are my past and future and I hold you deep inside, while my life exits through my cries. The tears build up and i release them as they fall and down my face, I wish God would help me make you happy and help me through this painful phase. Dear god If you could lend me a hand I will take you into my heart and wipe away my tears, I could give him the world he has always wanted and help him get over his fears. He wants me to move on , he wants me to have a nice life, How can I grab his heart and force it to rewind? Will we ever love again, cant you make him see I will wait? He has been taken away but I know we can overcome this test of fate. Ive had dreams of him and while we were growing old, But in my heart I know he wants a knew start and im no longer the one he wants to hold. He wants me gone, he wants me out of his life, He dosnt love me anymore, he doesnt want me for his wife. You have failed me on

Im Bleeding Out
Make me bleed Aim for the heart It's what you need ... All that I feel Is bleeding out All of my fears All of the doubt I'm bleeding out The pain and the fear I'm bleeding out The end is so near What made me so dark Twisted and weak What caused the pain Hurt and misery I'm letting it out I'm letting it go I won't be caught again Lying so low I'm bleeding out The pain and the fear I'm bleeding out The future is near When the blood is all gone The anger disappears The newly found light Replaces the fears

Live Interview Knon.org
If you care to, my hubby's band "SPLINTER" will be appearing on KNON 89.3 FM in Dallas {it can also be heard on WWW.KNON.ORG} From 8 To 10 PM TONIGHT!!!!!!!! The show is called "HARD TIME RADIO"!! Tune in if you missed the World Premier Last week. Hope you catch it! Peace! Stefani

Ignored
I guess its normal for the people you've backed up, and stood by almost like brothers to ignore me. It seems that my own brothers would like to keep my cheese out in the wind too. Then theres someone who is a puppet master behind this, and I'm so fucking disgusted that hes using his own children this way to keep tabs on each other, and their mother. If theres friction between him, and one son, well he uses the others against him. If the two sons who spend time together once a week, well if something breakes off the plans, even if the other is very sick he gets a massive guilt trip. I'm alone tonight, totally, just sitting here with noone to even phone and its really annoying. If I said I derserved it, I know that would be bull.

Prayers
On Tuesday morning 32 kids woke up not knowing it would be the last day of their lives. Their parents woke up that morning thinking they would see their kids for summer break, have them home for Thanksgiving, and Christmas only to find out that these just past were the last ones they'd have with them. 1 teacher's family woke up thinking he would be home for dinner to sit and chat about his day. We wake up everyday and think we will have tomorrow not knowing if that will be our last. So out of the past few days experiences and sadness take it as a lesson. Live everyday as if it were your last. Don't take anything for granted in this world. Because as quick as you were brought in fate can take you out. Never go to bed mad at your loved ones. Never miss the chance to tell them you love them. For it could be the last time you get that chance. Remember all the families, faculty, and students of VA Tech. They all need our prayers. May God be with those who were lost and their families.

Forever And Always True
Theres no mountain high enough, Theres no wall I won't climb, Forever isnt long enough, To out wait this heart of mine, I'm here for you, A thousand times on end, Then without a second thought, i would do it all again, I never dreamed I could fall this far, I never knew I could love so much, Every time you smile at me, I love you twice as much, I never knew I could do the things I do, You make me shine just by being with you, I love you more than life its self, Forever and always True.

Goodnight My Peeps!
CommentCloset I came home today with a sick child with a fever of 101.0 so i guess i best get some rest in case i get a wake up call at 3 am because her fever reducer wore off. Goodnight all, Much love!HUGS~Heather

A Poem For That Special One! ;)
Walking thru cherrytap, Looking from girl to girl, She fell right into my lap, She has basically rocked my world! Learning about her life, Listening to every spoken word, Wanting to ease her strife, Letting her know she is heard! I am offering out my hand, Of friendship, and love, Writing your name in the sand, Wishing on a star above!

I Wonder...
How do you let go of something that you have loved and held dear for years? I have to figure this question out soon because it is eating me up. I can't seem to just get over it and move on. I am talking about someone I hold close to my heart still to this day. It has been years since we were together and I never got the closure that I needed for it to be truely over. I talk to him every now and then but then we go through these spells where he doesn't want to answer me at all. He wont return my calls or IM's. Yes it drives me nuts but I just can't seem to let go. We have always had a mutual agreement that he would smile for me when he tells me to go away. But even through the break up and both of us getting remarried he still will not tell me to go away. Part of me says it is because he still loves me but then the other 90% says that I am absoluty crazy and he is just being a ass. But the worse things get with the current hubby the more I just want him to be that sholder tha

You Know What I Love?
When I spend twenty five fucking dollars on a new monroe stud and then I lose the stupid thing while redoing my make-up. That's the second fucking one I've lost in two days. If I didn't have such chubby cheeks maybe I wouldn't have to wear it loose and then I wouldn't lose shit. I hate my face.

What You Have Given Me
YOUR TOUCH IS LIKE A COOL BREEZE THAT MAKES YOUR HAIR STAND ON END AND SENDS A CHILL DOWN YOUR BACK AND MAKES YOU SHIVER FROM DEEP INSIDE YOUR LOOK IS LIKE A CUP OF HOT COCO THAT MAKES YOUR BODY FEEL WARM ALL OVER AND A NICE SOOTHING FEELING INSIDEAND A FEELING THAT NOTHING CAN GO WRONG YOUR LOVE IS LIKE NOTHING ELSE I HAVE KNOWN IT MAKES ME FEEL TINGLEY ALL OVER AND IT HAS CONQUERED THE WALLS OF MY PAST AND NOW I CAN SAY I KNOW WHAT LOVE IS THANKS TO YOU MY LOVE

Life
FROM A SEED YOU PLANT IT WATER IT SO IT WILL GROW YOU WATCH IT GROW OVER THE YEARS YOUR AWED OVER THE CHANGES IT MAKES AND YOU WONDER HOW MANY MORE CHANGES ARE TO COME OVER THE YEARS SO YOU START PAYING MORE ATTENTION TO IT AS THE YEARS GO ON AND YOU REALIZE THAT THE CHANGES IT MAKES ARE TIED DIRECTLY INTO THE PATH YOU HAVE CHOSEN TO LIVE SO YOU START TO EXPERIMENT BY TAKING OTHER PATHS THAT YOU WOULD NOT NORMALLY TAKE AND OVER THE YEARS OF EXPERIMENTING YOU NOTICE THAT IT HAS STARTED TO WEAKEN SO YOU STOP TAKING THOSE OTHER PATHS YOU'VE BEEN TAKING AND AS THE YEARS GO BY YOU NOTICE LITTLE CHANGE SO YOU START PAYING CLOSE ATTENTION TO THE PATH BUT EVERY NOW AND THEN YOU CATCH YOURSELF STARTING DOWN ONE OF THOSE OTHER PATHS AND YOU JUMP BACK TO THE PATH YOU WERE ON AND AS THE YEARS GO ON YOU WATCH IT GROW STRONGER LITTLE BY LITTLE WHICH MAKES IT EASIER FOR YOU TO STAY ON YOUR CHOSEN PATH

The Perfect Relationship
TO SEE WHAT'S NOT SHOWN TO HEAR WHATS NOT SPOKEN TO UNDERSTAND WHAT'S SAID TO SHARE YOUR FEELIGNS WITH EACH OTHER TO FEEL WHAT'S NOT PHYSICAL TO ACCEPT THE OTHER'S FEELINGS TO GIVE WITHOUT CARING TO RECEIVE WHAT'S GIVEN TO GIEV ONE'S HEART WITHOUT FEAR TO ALWAYS BE THERE FOR THE OTHER TO CARE FOR WITHOUT EXPECTATIONS TO LOVE WITHOUT CONDITIONS TO SAY I LOVE YOU WITH YOUR HEART

In The Depths Of Your Eyes
IN THE DEPTHS OF YOUR EYES I SEE LOVE LIKE NO OTHER A REAL SENSE OF CARING TRUST COMPAIRED TO NO OTHER AN EQUAL FEEL FOR SHARING KINDNESS WHICH ONLY COMES FROM THE HEART A TRUE FEELING OF FORGIVENESS A COMPLETE UNDERSTANDING OF MY SOUL AND HEART WILLINGNESS TO GIVE ME HAPPINESS THE COMFORT THAT IS TAKEN AND GIVEN ALL THE JOY THAT IS RECEIVED AN OPENING TO YOUR SOUL THAT IS BEING GIVEN SEEING ALL IN BEING RECEIVED WITH UNDERSTANDING AND KNOWING THE VOID IN YOUR HEART AND MINE IS FINALLY FILLED

A Quote For Men
My Father taught me how to be a man – and not by instilling in me a sense of machismo or an agenda of dominance. He taught me that a real man doesn’t take, he gives; he doesn’t use force, he uses logic; doesn’t play the role of trouble-maker, but rather, trouble-shooter; and most importantly, a real man is defined by what’s in his heart, not his pants. Kevin Smith,

From My First Look
FROM MY FIRST LOOK WITH THE FIRST TOUCH JUST LIKE A BOOK ON A BURNING TORCH I FELT WITHIN THE ODDEST FEELING THAT KEEPS ON GROWING WITHOUT A CHANCE OF FLEEING THE FEELING UNKNOWN WITH ONLY ONE ANSWER AS EVERY ONE KNOWS WHICH IS KNOWN AS TRUE LOVE

As A Young Girl
AS A YOUNG GIRL MY MIND IS FULL OF VISIONS OF WHO I WANT TO BE AND WHERE I WANT TO GO HOW I WANT TO LIVE AND WHO I WANT TO LIVE WITH MY HEART IS FULL OF DREAMS LIKE THE HOUSE I WANT TO LIVE IN THE KIND OF CAR I WANT TO OWN THE WEDDING THAT I CAN ONLY DREAM OF AND THE MAN OF MY DREAMS STANDING RIGHT NEXT TO ME AND RIGHT NOW THAT MAN IS YOU SWEETHEART

Who Is Watching The Kids
EVERYONE NEEDS TO READ ALL OF THIS and HAVE YOUR CHILDREN READ IT TOO! After tossing her books on the sofa, she decided to grab a snack and get on-line . She logged on under her screen name B yAngel213. She checked her Buddy List and saw GoTo123 was on. She sent him an instant message: ByAngel213: Hi. I'm glad you are on! I thought someone was following me home today. It was really weird! GoTo123: LOL You watch too much TV. Why would someone be following you? Don't you live in a safe neighborhood? ByAngel213: Of course I do. LOL I guess it was my imagination cuz' I didn't see anybody when I looked out. GoTo123: Unless you gave your name out on-line. You haven't done that have you? ByAngel213: Of course not. I'm not stupid you know. GoTo123: Did you have a softball game after school today? ByAngel213: Yes and we won!! GoTo123: That's great! Who did you play? ByAngel213: We played the Hornets. LOL. Their uniforms are so gross! They look like bees. LOL GoTo123: What is your team called? B

Sacrifice
They say that time changes things But you actually have to change them yourself And that change must come from within During this time I have taken to look inside myself to see what the answers were I've finally realized that the important thing is this I have to be to able to sacrifice what I am for the sake of what I will become

More Children Die
Children dying Not given a chance to live To Learn To Love Taken by another Trying to show the world Making a name against those who they hate Women who turn from them Those with more than they have Innocents who merely are there In a good place At a very bad time Dances, classes, alone in their rooms Peace is broken by madness Sharp sounds Deep pain Never ending darkness Back in the light Parents cry Memories flow Friends mourn Somewhere, someone sees the story A newscaster tells of death They don't cry They don't mourn They plan They dream of darkness They dream of death They look for a good place at a bad time They look into innocent eyes And they kill The cycle starts again And more children die

Read Else Where!
my thoughts are dark,sad,hot tonight. so don't read this just look the other way. Because none of it makes sense and there is no order to it. so here it go's. "Just what ever." my thoughts are full of you like always. Like always I'm kicking myself in the ass. You'll never know what my feelings are. I try so hard to be open and let them out. But every time I get blinded by everyone else feelings. So you'll never know what your words do to me. You'll never know what your laughter does to me. You'll never know how you touch my soul. You'll never know how happy you make me. You'll never know how hard it's for me to breath when your around Or how hard it is not to breath when your not here. You'll never know how much we are alike, Or how much we aren't alike. You'll never know how you make me cry. You'll never know how you make me laugh. You'll never know how badly I want to touch you, Or how badly I want to taste you. You'll never k

I Cant Help It
what the hell, Usually this time of year im happy as hell... but instead im sad. I dont get it. And I cant show everyone that im down, because they will all demand an explanation. One that I cant give them. I dont know why Im sad, I just am. So I do things to try to cut this phase short. I got a tattoo finished, i bought new jewelery for my tongue. I forced myself to be out around people, and now Iv closeted myself. Cartoons and cookies for me tonight. I know Im pissing people off, and alienating the ones that love me.... but I just cant help it.

Dear Sir.
and just like that your life can be broken into pieces. like a bat to a winshield or a stone giving a lake the ripple effect. everything can be shattered in an instant. so easily without any reason not to. simple words can hurt so much although unintentional. empty words are so much worse. i think empty words come from empty people devoid from emotion and any sense of caring at all. just a question...why would someone say something and not mean it? and then the recipricol...why would people not mean something when they say it? it you have something to say then say it. but please dont give me your empty words. those empty words h.u.r.t so much more than saying |nothingatall|

Trying To Be Profound.
When you don't try to write deep things, they come naturally. When you are unaware of your surroundings, and the noises in your head, things come out easier. There are points and times when you have the ability to say what you want and mean something totally different than what comes out. Here I am sitting at my computer, my coffee buddy just leaving for work, and I am at a loss of what to say, or what to write. Do I write about what is going on inside of my head? Do I write about what we share when we are together, besides coffee and really good conversation? Do I go off topic, should I go off topic? I'm not sure anymore of what is happening with me. I'm not sure what I really want in this life. I find that there are people that come into your life at the right time, and the right place, that make you see things in a different way. That make you think a little differently, that make you re-think your current situation. They go happily to quick check and sit in the car while

50 Green Tips For Earth Day And Beyond
Earth Day is right around the corner. It’s a reminder to me to start thinking about how I can make an impact (or less of an impact) on our planet. In honor of Earth Day, send us your green tips, shopping suggestions, and earth-friendly green practices! 1. Lower your thermostat. Buy a programmable thermostat. 2. Reuse your water bottle. Avoid buying bottled water. In fact, reuse everything at least once, especially plastics. 3. Check out your bathroom. Use low-flow faucets, shower heads, and toilets. 4. Start a compost in your back yard or on your rooftop. 5. Buy foods locally. Check out Eat Local Challenge and FoodRoutes to get started. Buy locally made products and locally produced services. 6. Buy in season. 7. Buy compact fluorescent light bulbs. You'll find more on energy-efficient products and practices at Energy Star. 8. Turn off lights and electronics when you leave the room. Unplug your cell phone charger from the wall when not using it. Turn off energy strips and surge

How The First Earth Day Came About
By Senator Gaylord Nelson, Founder of Earth Day What was the purpose of Earth Day? How did it start? These are the questions I am most frequently asked. Actually, the idea for Earth Day evolved over a period of seven years starting in 1962. For several years, it had been troubling me that the state of our environment was simply a non-issue in the politics of the country. Finally, in November 1962, an idea occurred to me that was, I thought, a virtual cinch to put the environment into the political "limelight" once and for all. The idea was to persuade President Kennedy to give visibility to this issue by going on a national conservation tour. I flew to Washington to discuss the proposal with Attorney General Robert Kennedy, who liked the idea. So did the President. The President began his five-day, eleven-state conservation tour in September 1963. For many reasons the tour did not succeed in putting the issue onto the national political agenda. However, it was the germ of the ide

Nin
I still recall the taste of my tears. Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears. My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore. Scraping through my head till I dont want to sleep anymore. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this all go away. You make this all go way. I just want something. I just want something I can never have You always were the one to show me how Back then I couldnt do the things that I can do now. This is slowly take me apart. Grey would be the color if I had a heart. I just want something I can never have. In this place it seems like such a same. Though it all looks different now, I know its still the same Everywhere I look youre all I see. Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be. Come on tell me. Make this all go away. You make this all go away. Im down to just one thing. And Im starting to scare myself. Make this

You, Feel, Know
Your kisses make me shiver Your touch makes want to moan your name Your body against me shakes my core You deep in me makes me go into a world of extasy Feeling you all over is all I ever want Feeling you penetrate my mind makes me want you more Feeling you touch my cold heart makes me melt Knowing your here makes me smile Knowing your falling for me makes me fall more for you

Lost
I never felt like this.I can feel my life slip.I'm going insane no one can help me today.I feel as if every thing has gone to shit.I can't take this any more. I watch my life go out the door.You may say i'm sick you may say I have lost it but if you where in my shoes you would see it to.This is the way I feel it seems that sanity has left me here alone.

My Tarot Readings 1
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others You are a natural diplomat, reasonable, tolerant, fair, always willing to listen to varying viewpoints, and ready to see the other side of an issue. Even if you strongly disagree with someone, you will try to find points of similarity and agreement rather than emphasizing the differences. You often avoid taking an extreme or one-sided stance on anything. You have a strong desire for harmonious and pleasant relationships, and express a spirit of cooperation, compromise, friendship, and fairness. You very much want to be liked and because of your need for approval and acceptance, you are easily influenced by others' opinions, especially when young. You so much want to please that often you will suppress your own intense or unpleasant feelings in order not to offend others. Sometimes your politeness is interpreted as phoniness or wishy-washiness The Inner You: Your Real Motivation You are a gambler and an adventu

Fictional Event....???
A fictional event... Not meletious intent... From a mile a away... All the horse shit... On ct... You can smell... All the scams... All the... Wanna be ballers... Spitting forth their... Best game... No matter pic... You put up... Private or... Just plain site... To someone's server it is saved... Right...??? What a gag... Some ones... Got the worlds largets... Porno mag... Not melitious intent... Mean while... Some where... Across the planet... They be peddlin pics of you ... With out a clue... Till you catch your... Kids friend... Tossing off to you... Of course this is all... Fiction, slight of hand... Nice misdirection... This is not an acusation... Nor melitious intent... A target this may make me... In a flash... Down the rabbit hole... I go... For this is a fictional event...??? BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved.

Family
gurl has tried to keep herself busy all day, from playing around on here with all my fellow cherries to cleaning house, to constantly checking email. The thing about it is, no matter what one tries to do on a day they find themselves depressed, nothing seems to help no matter how busy they try to keep themselves. It's kinda funny how when someone goes almost 3 years without something and then all the sudden it's given back to them, they just can't get enough of it. When that something that meant so much is jerked out from under them again it's even more devastating than it was the first time and the pain is deeper and more severe than it was the first time. The sheer fear of never getting it back again can scare the hell out of them, give them some really crazy thoughts they otherwise wouldn't think of, and can eventually drive them to doing things they normally would never do. Now, sit and think about what matters most in life to Y/you and imagine what Y/you would do if

Although....
....I love you all, I am feeling like there is no point in staying around. My pics are gone, and when I rate others and goto leave a comment I see where my old account was with my comment on it and it's like a constant reminder that the account here is so fleeting, anything can make it deleted, and so the "why bother" comes to mind when it all can be taken away again....I would love to leave a blast so all my friends could find me again yet then it would just be putting money into the pocket of the person who took all my hard work and alot of my friends away so fuck that...so I will be around once in awhile but not like I used to be. Nothing against any of you, you all have been great and showed me such love to which I try to return. I just get upset when I see my old comments with a pic of "I was here" and when you put your cursor over it it says "N/A".... reminds me of how I got screwed and makes me wonder why I am going through it all again (my page, pics, blogs, etc). If you wan

Prey...
The core of dark desire Masked by good intent Dug your way inside But dropped the shroud too early... Who are you?! Please if you're watching me on "Adrian"s behalf I just want to be left alone... I'm already in a dark place...leave me be.... Piper

I Like How Some Leave After 2 Days
just wondering i love how some people after 2 days they say they wanna know ya they never answer email or anything back wow just wonderful kinda hard to know some body in less then 2 days guess im still learning just my 2 cents,wanna get to know somebody give them longer then 2 days,please dont say you wanna know them then some stud comes along and well by by o well some people amaze me ok

Angel
There's a land where I go when I need to share that's not on a map, yet exists everywhere A land of names without faces, a curious place A modern creation thats called cyber-space There's all sorts of people with cute little names Like Pookie, and Sandman and Rosebud and Flames Some are just snobs and some are real fun And Some of them just want to find someone But both good and bad they all play a role Still each one unique, but part of the whole We talk and laugh and wonder why We flirt and hug and sometimes cry We can't be heard and can't be seen Yet, there it is, right on our screen But all in all the most curious part Is the power it has to open our heart To share with a stranger those things we've concealed Which to our closest of friends we'd never reveal Our deepest regrets and most troubling fears The scars in our life which bring us to tears What gives them the power to reach into me and show me the truths that I never see How do they

I Don't Understand
i don't understand how you make me feel everytime that you're around i don't get how you can be so loud but yet, you did not make a sound i don't understand why my heart skips a beat whenever you say my name i don't know if all the things you do or say are part of a mind game i don't understand why i get all nervous when you just casually walk by i don't really get it.... i really don't get it... how your presence can make me sigh i don't know why i melt inside whenever you sit next to me i seriously don't understand how these weird feelings came to be what is it about you... yes... you... that makes me feel like this??? and why oh why... why why why!? do i yearn for just one kiss??? why do you get me all twisted with your smile that's oh so fine... when you said hi to me the other day i swear i was on cloud nine! i can't believe the things you do and yet you're totally unaware how all day i can just look at you... and stare... and stare... and

What Have I? Viii
Promise me. Take me in. Like some strawberry flavored poison. Revel with me as the city burns. Dance with me in the blood of the old world. Have I found peace in chaos? Have I... What have I found in you? Everything? Nothing? The universe... Or a happy ticking bomb? Will you always be here? Or just long enough to break me? I think I'd enjoy both. The dead part of me will be beautiful. The knife twisted in my tiny heart will become a new altar of worship. To my goddess. My end. The remnants of that messy tryst will be an inkblot in the history books, your accension, my collapse, and a fetching face fuck of grit and loving torment accenting your poutey perfection. Like an ocean of bloody money shots. You've got a little something on your chin dear. And it tastes like the nothing of you and me. Like a world gone rotten. Like a promise kept. Or we could wake up from the real together... watch the flickering gems of a dying society from the

Leaving A Positive Footprint
Blessing Space Physical space acts like a sponge, absorbing the radiant of all who pass through it. And, more likely than not, the spaces we move through each day have seen many people come and go. We have no way of knowing whether the energy footprints left behind by those who preceded us will invigorate us or drain us. Yet we can control the energy footprint we leave behind for others. In blessing each space we enter, we orchestrate a subtle energy shift that affects not only our own experiences in that space but also the experiences of the individuals who will enter the space after us. While we may never see the effects our blessing has had, we can take comfort in the fact that we have provided grace for those that follow after us. When you bless a room or an entire building, you leave a powerful message of love and light for all those who will come after you. Your blessings thus have myriad effects on the environments through which you pass. Old, stagnant energy is cleared,

The Submissive's Creed (d/s)
the submissive's creed ~Unknown Author i will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits, and experience. i realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and i from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. i will not try to manipulate my Master. i will not push to make a scene go the way i feel it should. i will keep an open mind about trying things that i am not accustomed to or comfortable with and expanding my limits. i will continue to grow as a submissive and as a human being. i will accept the responsibility of discovering what pleases my Master, and will do my best to fulfill His wishes and desires. i will not allow myself to be harmed or abused, i know that submissive does not equal "doormat". i will be courteous and helpful to my fellow submissives, i will share my knowledge and experiences with others in the hope that they will learn from where i have been, i will t

4th Of July
I SAW YOU AGAIN,THAT ONE 4TH OF JULY, THERE WAS NOT ONLY FIREWORKS IN THE SKIES, BUT THEN I SAW IT ALSO IN YOUR EYES, ON THAT HOT SUMMER'S DAY WE AGAIN KISSED, HUGGED EACH OTHER AND HELD EACH OTHER CLOSE FOR THE TIME WE HAD MISSED, WE WERE TOGETHER INTO LATE INTO THE NIGHT, THE FEELING WE GOT WAS SUCH A DELIGHT, WE WALKED HOME UNDER THE LIGHT OF THE MOON, AND PROMISED WE'D SEE EACH OTHER SOON, AND WE WERE RIGHT,IT DIDN'T TAKE LONG, FOR TODAY,WE ARE STILL HOLDING STRONG.

You Only Want It Cuz It's Over
Inside she cries, outside all lies. When it gets to much to handle she hides. Fears consume her, more so then she would ever admit to. People like her need not feel as when she begins too all take pride in bringing her down. The very minute she notices one knows her quickly she switches it all up. This is such a tiring process, yet so very much needed in these times. Every so often she blocks out the world, that too gets trying. She wants to escape but what to do? Running and running is all she can do. I wanna help her. Chasing her often becomes tedious. Lately i've just sat back and let her run herself ragged. Most times this amuses me. We often fight. Course I wn as she is so much more weaker then I. Nightly I challenge her, I want her to prevail yet time an dtime again she lets me, us both down. [sigh] Torturous lemme tell ya. When I am happy - her sad. Fact is, I cannot fight me any longer. Something has gotta give.

If I Died Tomorrow Would Ya Cry For Me?
I have many friends, few close. I live in my own little word where I rule all, and nothing goes right. I time and time again allow those in who do nothing more but harm me and take up space. It's a sickness I am afraid, a sad ..sad, existence. I adore my daughter even tho I know one day she too will hurt me, I love my job and [most] of the people I work with. I suppose compared to most my life is a garden of blooming fragrent roses, I only wish I could enjoy them. Tonight I struggled with my life. I tried to sit, ponder if I died who would care...no one and I guess, i'll settle for that.

Ouch Pt. 2
Apparently there's a connection between my throat and my brain because that seems to be worn out too. I just came very close to wishing a couple of people a happy nirthday. I don't mean that I made a simple typo,that happens everyday when you type as poorly as I do). 2 times in a row, I had the submit button clicked and was about to release it when I noticed what I had typed. Thankfully it's late and I won't have to do anymore thinking tonight. LOL Ps I just had to edit this one twice. Once to fix a typo and the second time to fix a typo that I made during the first edit.

God Forgive Me For I Have Sinned
If I would have known my life was goona end up like this i'd of not been so happy that it was not ended the night I pulled the trigger and nothing happened. I was foolish for making him my last chance at something good, I should have known better. Seems in love we never see the darkness, we see this light, shining so bright we get blinded. For 5 years I was blinded and to be quite honest I liked not being able to see. He was this breath of fresh air, what I needed when everything seemed so bleek. I feared he'd end up being the same kinda cretin just like the rest, but his words, his lies made me push that all aside. I gave in and trusted, trusted more then ever in my life only for it to blow up in my face. Empty promises and sappy words haunt me, they taunt me, mock me, and laugh at me as I sit in the corner balled up crying. He said we can't allow things to kill us, we have to push past, move on..obviously he didn't love me as much as he claimed to have if he could do that (move on wi

Hurt Me Once..shame On You. Hurt Me Twice..shame On Me!
If it wasn't enough to tear my heart up piece by piece you should have let me know.... My dignity was worn down and tarnished, brought back to me in lies. Suspecting was never enough, constantly bringing us to our knees...It would have never been what you have guessed... Beat me until I'm calm...Choke me until my breaths are steady...scream at me so I have nothing left to say...Hold me close so I can imagine you would never hurt me... I wanted to be stronger...as tears ran to a continuous pattern...He never cared, never shed a tear, pushing all his fears in and out my body in bruises and wailing words.... Ashamed for the time wasted, the scars inside my heart full of dissapointment and regret... Never had a reason to care, leave me alone for nights, trying to avoid all the predicted fights... twisted by your tales, I'll shed all the tainted chemicals in me, forcing myself to believe what you say as the truth... Beat me until I'm calm...Choke me until my breaths a

Sorry About Me Not Being Around
sorry i haven't been around the last couple of days and you probbly won't see much of me for a few more days. we had a death in the family yesturday and just trying to cope with the loss but i will be back before long and i hope to talk to my friends i have on here.

Abortion
Month one MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby.

.:.:. Growl .:.:.
So my sis is now 25, no big but my dad is mad she no work but she can't so he darts at me instead about how i no have one n can. Like i have worked befor but i quit cause te job sucked. So I was like I shall get one after i come back from vacation so that gives me into end of June. FUCK! like idk where i wanna work. any ideas...

When We Decided To Let Love In
I have no idea why I decided to resurface. Oh, yeah, I remember... TO TORMENT ADAM RELENTLESSLY! No, wait, that couldn't be it. Well, when I figure out why - I will send out an e-mail to all of you who happen to have me connected to your blackberries, bluebrries, grapes, apples, MSN and bananas. For once, I am really happy. I'm well aware I've said that like... ohh.. nine BILLION times in the lst forty-eight hours, but I could tell because as I was singing to the Goo Goo Dolls in my PT Cruiser (God, I hate that thing), I was blushing!! I was actually blushing like crazy! - I'm kinda hot when I blush - And I know that it was because I belonged to him again. Ooh, I am so overjoyed to have him in my life and I am thankful EVERY DAY that he puts up with my mindless, stupid, crap. He loves me, and I have known for years he and I would find each other in the dark. I love you, Bug. I love you more than I could love anything and you complete me.

Pic Ratings
Hello my CT friends & family just thought i would post another rant on pic ratings...well i am so bloody sick & tired of rating ppl a 10 no matter if i know them or not & getting a shity 1 or 9 on my pics by ppl who dont know me what the fuck is going on & also rating my good mate Angels R Reals picslow as well what gives these bitches the bloody right to rate my or anyone of my family & friends here lower than a 10. Please bitches get out of my face & if you camnt rate properly dont rate pics at all. another rant by Me. Haters please dont rate

Chicken Pox, A Birthday And Bad News...
Today and tomorrow are typically a bit rough for me. 11 years ago today, I was home sick with the chicken pox. I did have a healthy case of chicken pox as a 3 year old child, and I have the pictures to prove it. In fact, I had to stay home from going to the Chuckles the Clown show for my brothers birthday. I am still a bit bitter over that. They say that if you've had chicken pox once that you will never get them again. My 6 year old son was exposed to chicken pox at the proverbial birthday party. Two weeks later I wasn't surprised that my 10 month old daughter contracted them, but I didn't expect to get them myself again. It was also the day after my nephew's birthday...my husband and I had legal custody of him. I hadn't bought all of the gifts that I had wanted to because of becoming sick. My husband was supposed to pick up the few remaining items on his way home from work. He had wrecked his work van and we were still waiting for the insurance company to reimburse him, so he was d

Quote For April 20
Wars are seldom caused by spontaneous hatreds between people, for peoples in general are too ignorant of one another to have grievances and too indifferent to what goes on beyond their borders to plan conquests. They must be urged to the slaughter by politicians who know how to alarm them. -- Henry Mencken Bonus Quote: I love the smell of napalm in the morning. You know, one time we had a hill bombed, for 12 hours. When it was all over, I walked up. We didn't find one of 'em, not one stinkin' dink body. The smell, you know that gasoline smell, the whole hill. Smelled like... victory. Someday this war's gonna end... -- Lieutenant Colonel Bill Kilgore Apocalypse Now This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Result Of Quiz :: How Are You In Bed?
You scored as Sex Goddess. You are masterful at sex. You make your partner's knees weak, put him down for the count for days at a time-- and you know it! You've had some practice, and read some books, but mainly, it's just who you are.Sex God80%A Romantic73%A Slave To BDSM58%Virgin13% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Results Of Quiz :: Are U In Love???????
You scored as Hell Yeah! . You are totally & completely in love! You'd do almost anything to be with this person, because for you, the sun rises and sets with them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust67%Hell No25%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

Untitled (poem)
3/18/07 Why do I let this sadness consume me? Our love, so true, yet broken by harshness… Ill-tempered thoughts & emotions entwined with kind words that eat away at the soul, leaving not but ash… In truth, love turns a blind eye towards such malice. As ignorance kills slowly, so does your kiss, your smile, razor tongues sting thine ears with sweet, torturous lies. Broken chains bring forth breath, freedom, perseverance, & emptiness… A chasm within my heart.

Hell In The Human Heart
"Thanks to you, I die like Jesus Christ, who inspired generations of the weak and the defenseless people." – VA Tech Murderer What we believe, about God, about the world, about ourselves, has a lot to do with how we live, and how we treat our fellow human beings. And this is why heresy is such an important issue for Western Christians of every stripe and persuasion. One might argue that atheism is preferable to a distorted Christianity and you really won’t hear me disagree. I’m pretty big on personal freedom, and with that, I believe that anyone has the right to believe, or disbelieve, whatever they want. With this caveat: they must be willing to accept responsibility for that belief, and any consequences that result. It struck me as odd that the above quote has not been widely reported in the news, and I found it, buried in a blog written by a stranger. So I went and did the research and sure enough, the guy said it. The other blogger made the point that the shooter is a

My Death (poem)
My Death (1998-2000?) Forgive me father, for I have sinned. & Death welcomed me with open arms while chanting at me: Anahl nathragth, ooth vast bethud Dothyell dienve. Over, like an endless breath the charm of making, around me like a wind--a storm never dying, yet growing stronger: Anahl nathragth, ooth vast bethud dothyell dienve. When I was within Deaths grasp, close enough to touch the blackness and feel it crawl about my skin, Death closed its masterful arms around me, like I was its very own child, and Thunder clapped loudly as it completed its circle of embrace around me! When I looked up at the cold, dark thing loving me, I saw bolts of sheer Lightning where eyes once would've possessed a place had there been a skull. And when I told it my thoughts and pain with my eyes, the Thunder clapped again, more loudly, and the Lightning in its eyes grew bigger--Stronger and more filled with hate; My Hate! Yet I felt no fear. Then it cov

Male Or Female...
You might not have known this, but a lot of non-living objects are actually either male or female. Here are some examples: FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again.They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated. HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go any where, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time,

This Is Crazy...
No more from me...I have better things to do than to deal with you and your gangs shit...I find the perfect person for me I'm finally happy...You people aint going to get me down...So, I'm done...I'm felling in love with this man..I finally find my other half...So,Only thing I'm blog from now on Phil and not Paul...

Reflecting
Been doing some thinking....Trying to figure this world out. As a mom I have to step back and wonder what kind of world my children will be living in. Lord knows I try not to think about the world my grandchildren will live in. There was a time not so long ago that it was safe to say hello to the guy you passed on the street. We used to live in a world where neighbors knew each other. Where people actually cared about the important stuff. I am afraid for our future, the future of my children..... I fear the society that we face ahead. What kind of society are we living in? What does it say about us when we allow so much hatred to breed and grow around us never stepping up to make a difference? There will be more added to this over time just having my coffee and doing some reflecting....

True Story! A Time To Die
It was an over cast afternoon Ithat day, as I remember it. Walking with my 6-month baby boy I was racing home from kindergarten with my 4 year old in tow. We where singing nursery rhymes together. The snorting of Old MacDonald’s Pig came to an abrupt halt as the dull thud rose above the humming of the heavy traffic racing down the main road. I half turned in mid pig snort, to see the dark blue commodore and trailer billowing smoke around the rear wheels as he brought his car to the curb. In the distance I saw the little heap lying in the gutter as passersby came running up to the curb, to investigate. I squinted trying to get a clearer view, as a woman bent down too pick up the heap that lay there. As she straightened I could see a pair of limp legs dangling and an arm resting at an odd angle. It became all to clear No hesitation! I asked my friend to stand with the boys and I raced across the road. Ducking and diving in-between the cars and trucks waving my arms calling out stop!

Quiz Results :: What Kind Of Relationship Are You In? How Sexually Compatible Are You?
Mr. & Mrs. Right or Right Now-What kind of relationship are you in? You scored as Perfect!. This is perfect! You know each other very well and you trust each other completely. You two found the right balance between doing things together and doing things alone. This may be forever. Congratulations!Perfect!70%You have to work for it60%Normal and good50%Obsessed30%Just fun?25%I’m sorry, this doesn’t look good20% Match Made In Heaven-How sexually compatible are you? You scored as Very Compatible. You score highest as a couple with an exceptionally close and compatible sexual relationship - you make each other happy and the fires are still burning strong. Very Compatible71%Average Compatibility64%Important Differences

Wicked
Deep red lips in a cupids bow Tender caresses making love grow Falling deeply into your doe brown eyes My long auburn hair lashing over your thighs Passionate kisses hearts beating fast Wanting this night forever to last Bare soles sliding over your skin Don’t hold back- give in Hearts afire hearts aflame I am dying to hear you scream my name Ecstasy overcomes us no holding back Arms and legs tangled I am a slave to your attack

This Is Where I'll Be On Sat
For any fans or members that forgot..I'll be here for a fan/member meet and greet. SO come on out and lets party :) The party will be held on April 21st from 7pm – 11pm at the Lea Lounge www.leanyc.com . Lea is located on 230 Park Ave between 45th and 46th Street. Under the east walkway of the Helmsley building. Close to the hotel but probably need to cab or drive to it. It is a cash bar …and some food with be provided. Other food is available for purchase The place is awesome and is ours for that time period. There is a hip hop party afterwards we are invited to stay but NYC Hip Hop parties…can be scary …LOL. Nudity is totally allowed and recommended…we were told the bartenders are all female and will not be wearing much either….oh and NYC hot :D XOOX, Aimeelynn

Great Night
So I have not been doing really well, been feelin down and just blah! anyways yesterday was a great day and I had a even better night at work! I could not help but smile all night long I had a 50 something year old man flirt with me and he asked me if I needed a sugar daddy *wanted to say yes lol* I have tonight off and I have not had a friday off in a while...so going to go get my check when John comes home from work, cash it then go pay my cell phone bill and maybe out to dinner with the family! anyways I had a great night last night thats all I wanted to say hmmmmmmmmm why on earth am I writing anyways hope ya'll have a kick ass day and I'll write more later on!

Tgif!!
So begins the great "Wedding Weekend" for my nephew Jason and his intended, Carrie! No clients for me today! I will be heading out later this morning to pick up my oldest son William from Madison - about a 2 hour drive from here! I always enjoy my visits with him and look forward to chatting with him all weekend, lol! Jennifer, eldest daughter, arrived in Sparta last night from LaCrosse. It was a pleasant surprise that she spent the night with HER oldest son, Damian, in his new apartment. Tim continues to reside with me, for at least another week or two - maybe longer, lmao!! Jenn will be showing up here shortly, I'm sure! Dinner at my parent's house last night went well. Nice to visit with Mike and Suzanne - it's been awhile since I've seen them. Carol, Sarah, and the Divas were present, too. Those little Divas, Chesney and Keyanna, are such little sweethearts; and so very busy, lol!!! I hope someone has a video camera for when they march down the aisle! I'm sure something inter

...adult Survey...
1. Anal or oral? I like both a lot... if I had to choose... it'd be oral *as long as I was giving* 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? *whip cream* 3. Ice or feathers? feathers... never tried ice 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? I've had both but I like fmf... 5. Movie porn or live porn? Making my own? 6. What do you wear to bed ? If someone's with me, nothing... if I'm alone I wear panties and pjs or a nighty... 7. Love making or hard fucking? Depends, I get in the mood for both, but generally hard fucking 8. Do you shave ? Nope, but I nair that bitch... 9. Spit or swallow? It's not ladylike to spit. 10. Do you masturbate ? A few times a day usually 11. Whats your turn on ? A good kisser 12. Whats your favorite position ? half hanging off the bed, my back and head on the floor and my legs up over your shoulders... 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? Nope. I was married for 2

The Descent
It is only, in the blink of the eye that a single tear born from despair trails in crystal lined shattered soul’s fragrance and bitter sweet pain starts spreading through limbs and veins. A cry born from the roots of being lifts, grows wings and ascends to the blackened heavens where, in harmony with rugged edged lightning and earth quivering thunder a concerto of anguish is born; the sound of which resembles the screams of an apparition that dwells deep within the pits of hell. A worn out path of ancient footsteps, framed with crimson red tainted vapors emanating from the residual scars of past, leads through scorched scapes to the foot of the cliff off which the body of hope had leaped in a hopeless act of suicide. The soul is an amazing part of being; resilient, flexible and absorbing more blows than we could consciously hold for possible. The throbbing veins inside the wrist, residing so close below the surface are a reflection of the vulnerability

Killing The Patient With "long-term Solutions"
On various news and political web sites, questions of miserable schools, violence here in Indianapolis, and our other social ills invariably come up. Just as invariably, a pack of mindless howler monkey/barking moonbat crossbreeds leap to the fray. They always, without exception, jabber the same monkey/moonbat call: We need to look at the families and stop irresponsible parenting! Well, duh! Duh, duh, duh, and duh, again! So, monkeymoonbats, just HOW is that to be done? What is the never-fail method you all are keeping secret from us? But I've an even more important question. What do we do with society WHILE we are fixing the NEXT generation? What do we do about THIS generation? The patient (society) is in a medical crisis, possibly a terminal crisis. Yes, it is MUCH more permanent to get the patient to change his diet and lifestyle, but do we let the patient die in the process? The middle of a heart attack is NOT the time to sit down and spend six hours drawing up a comprehen

The Mayonaise Jar
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the

Never Underestimate The Power Of Your Actions
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on h

People And Stupidity!!!!
I have a beautiful 14 year old daughter. I think everyone that has children that read this will understand completely where I am coming from when I say people and stupidity. We have the High School and Columbine where countless children get injured and killed. Then we have Virginia where 33 college children and teachers are killed and how many injured. Then we have Washington where there are shootings at a school there. Then we have children killing children. Just a few years back there were two elem. age boys playing with a gun and one shot the other and killed him. WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO??!!! These are our children, our lifeline. Our babies we cuddled when they cried we kissed their booboo's. Now people are trying to hurt them. I had the scare of my life today. I was sitting at work it was alittle after 1 just waiting for 3 to get here so I could go home and relax. When I then get this call from My daughter's school. It's an automated voice saying the school has been evacuated

My First Contest
Im having my 1st Contest. Doing something a little different Im holding a contest for the SExIEST GOTH. Are you gothy looking? Then sumbit you pic. This is for YOU pics not artwork or pics you found someplace else. It must be you. Open for males and females. Ill take pic entries till April 25th or till I fill 15 places. Get your entries in now. For the pic with the highest amount of comments: 1st Place: 2nd place: 3rd place: For the pic with the highest ratings: All prizes will be given during a happy hr. PLEASE REPOST THIS!!!!

Kids And Medication
I have to say that I am disgusted with the school systems. My son has something that used to be called ants in his pants. always gotta be doing something. well here is the deal, we took him (at the order of the school system) to a Dr. and he promptly diagnosed the issue as being ADD. that having been said they told us to put him on concerta, which is a ritalin type of medication. Here in lays the problem in that it made him into a zombie, I mean sure the teachers had a nice calm classroom but my kid might as well have been asleep. Now we moved him into a school that is geared for High IQ kids and a fast pased learning. He is doing great. to top it all off they have gym twice a day, and I mean a structured gym where they have to play team sports and leagues and such. Only two stipulations, he cannot be on any kind of medications, and he cannot have access to the internet. If he needs to do research on the computer then they have all the encyclopedias on dvd's over the internal network.

Dont Want To Miss A Thing
Just want to send out a quick note to a very special young lady to whom means a very lot to me. I here by dedicate Aerosmiths 'Dont want to miss a thing" to her and thank you for helping me set up the player baby. I also dedicate my crush to you.Cant wait till you move back to the states my mississippi babe Sincerely Artisticeys69

A Hater
This person is going around being rude to pretty much everyone. He has the nerve to call me Shamu...and gave my pic a 1. I blocked it of course. But just as a precaution go and block this person before they get to your stuff. http://cherrytap.com/user/826176

Speak Kind Words, Hear Kind Echos
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes. My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives." He looked at me and said, "Hey thanks!" There was a big smile on h

New Job Today
Well, as some of you know, I have been looking for a job...in dire need of one. I had been waiting to hear from one in particular, and thank God, it came through! So...today is my first day on the job. I'm not really sure how long I will be there today, as I'm going in to get paperwork done, and then I'm not sure what all else they will be doing with me today....prob. just showing me the ropes. It is going to be a Mon-Fri. job, which is exactly what I wanted...so prayers were definately answered there. Being a Fri. already, this will make for a short week. lol I am assuming then, it will be back to work on Mon. I'd sure appreciate it if everyone would say a little prayer for me today, that things go very smoothly! Our phone rang at about 5:30 am this morning, a call from Lee's mom in Indy, that her apartment complex was on fire. It wasn't in the wing she was in, but the entire complex was evacuated, and she said so far about 3 people had been taken away in ambulances. It

Its Just Little O Me In Maine
Wow first and formost i gotta say this site looks like fun and i hope to met a lot of Friends and People. Wow its been a Good year for me so far and I have changed soo much and learned for my family and friends . I have felt the past 6 months depressed and helpless but with great friends and family im doing awesome now. Ive completed a Truck diving Course and looking forward to a new job to go with my new life. Its funny how after I got Home from Iraq 4 years ago how fast I seemed to sink into depression and having a wife who doesnt care for you doesnt help after. But now with amazing meds and stuff from the VA which they have been very awesome with support! So boo on the negitive Press they have been getting. So of couse I support our Guys not only as a VET but as a supporter for them The press sucks and show mostly bad points but you know i can voutch for some good were doing.

A Boy?
i waswalking down the street alone at night like i used to do when i was younger wow i was ballsy i went into this place an it was crackdonalds it was closed noone was there so i go to the kichen and open the freezer there are chicken nuggets and pies and sauces and stuff a new sauce llike cinnamon and some other shitand i reach for the nggets and a guy walks isn so i leave and i endup at home i guess and tonicia is there and this guy i guess he was my bf this pic i saw of tonicia was so strange she was naked her nipples had been pierced but she didnt have jewelry in she had a pink ribbon running through the holes and this guy with scraggly hair was nextt to her i fucking laughed my ass of and then we weree all getting ready for bed and come to think of it they didnt even do anything i was freaking out we were all gonna sleep inthe same bed and i freaked i started crying and i went outside but naked in my sheet i was gonna go lay in th grass and look at the stars but he came and aske

#2 Pencil In A Catholic School..too Funny
Little Mary Margaret was not the best student in Catholic school. Usually she slept through the class. One day her teacher, a Nun, called on her while she was sleeping. Tell me Mary Margaret, who created the universe?" When Mary Margaret didn't stir,little Paulie who was her friend sitting behind her, took his pencil and jabbed her in the rear "God Almighty!" shouted Mary Margaret. The Nun said, "Very good" and continued teaching her class. A little later the Nun asked Mary Margaret, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" But Mary didn't stir from her slumber. Once again, Paulie came to the rescue and stuck Mary Margaret in the butt. "Jesus Christ!!!" shouted Mary Margaret and the Nun once again said, "Very good," and Mary Margaret fell back asleep. The Nun asked her a third question..."What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Paulie came to the rescue. This time Mary Margaret jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one mor

Chillax
I feel sometimes that a lot of women take themselves too seriously and are often hung up about the wrong things. If a man or ur man has no problem with ur body then why should u? Another thing is that u should give guys more credit. Sure there are a lot of assholes out there and there are a lot of bitches. If a guy has been in a relationship with u for a long time then whenever u have sex there is an emotional bond that gets renewed. If goes far deeper than just wanting to bust a nut. Sure men have the ability to have random sex without attachments, but in a relationship things r different. Your willingness to please your man without excuses and surprise him will boost his self esteem and mood and most times than not he will be more receptive to your emotional needs. Remember men are hardwired more physically than emotionally. There has to be compromise; don't expect a man to continuously be there emotionally for u if u withdraw his physical-emotional blend of comfort. Alot of times

The Priest!
The priest in a small Irish village loved his chickens that he kept in the coop behind the church. One Sunday morning before mass, he went to feed the birds and discovered that the cock was missing. He knew about the cock fights in the village, so he decided to question his parishioners in church. During mass, he asked his congregation, "Has anybody got a cock?" All the men stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant. Has anybody seen a cock?" All the women stood up. "No, no, that wasn't what I meant either. Has anybody seen a cock that doesn't belong to them?" Half the women stood up! "No, no, no, that wasn't what I meant. What I really mean is, has anybody seen my cock?" Sixteen altar boys, two priests and a goat stood up.

Loving You Is What I'm Here For...
As thoughts rise and emotions soar Loving you is what I'm here for Side by Side. Hand in Hand. Loving you is what I'm here for. We rise, We fall. Loving you is what I'm here for. When we are in each others loving embrace, Loving you is what I'm here for.

Inner Self
The house of the inner self is not always a place of peace. It can also be a place of turmoil and struggle. One of the things with which we constantly grapple is how to sustain our resolve to continue to do what is right. We are all aware of forces within us which pull us away from the good. And within ourselves we can nurture desires which ultimately will be destructive. What remians hidden, kept in the dark, incommunicable can easily become a destructive force always ready to explode in unexpected moments. What is kept in our inner thoughts finally becomes a part of our being. While with great effort we may be able to bring these unwholesome thoughts under control, we frequently need to walk to the road of humility by opening this part of our life to another person or family members. We then need the help of a trusted friend who cares in ways that go deeper than our public persona. This friend must be able to hear the story of our turmoil and extend to us grace, forgiveness, ac

Life Lessons
Well today i was going thru some packed up boxes and came across some of my pictures that i took from Iraqi War . I looked back at the past 10 years of my life and where i was now, flash back to a year where hopes and dreams where youth rule and worryed free years were. Its funny to think id even joined the Us Army. My mom wasnt to happy and my whole family was shocked as well a s my community was too. I grew up soo fast in the army and realy didnt have to go thru all the collage and pain of schooling that would of made me misiable. Dont me wrong I enjoyed for the most part the exsperiance it gave me. Now flash forward to about 3 years after i joined, I met my wife at the time and decided to reup in the army as it did pay the bills and besides I was scarred because now i had resposibilitys like a son and wife. I got two great Boys from this ordeal, flash forward to OIF. Ive learned that life is soo cheap it cost about .50 cents for a .50cal bullet to be made. I almost cryed

About Me...
I'm not really a Giant Talking Tree, I just play one on the internets. I'm 36 from the happily backward state of Texas. Woo Cowboys (and that hasn't a thing to do with the footballs)! I'm generally fairly laid back, but I am a total political and current events harlot. I dig intelligent conversation, but I did total random oddness as well. I am so totally new to this place I probably have all of this upside down and sideways, but oh well. Enough about me, tell me about you?

I Ripped This From A Friend!
SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with- you might end up crying.

Stupid Quiz Thing
how many times a day would you kiss me? how many times a day would you just want to hold me? would you take me places? would you love me? if we went out on a date would u have me pay for it? would you take me anywhere special? If I was sick... what would you do? If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you would u tell me? would u listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Would u introduce me to your mum/dad? Would you care about what i wore when we were out ? Would you go to the Club with me? If your friend tried to get at me what would you do? If a girl/guy tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would u do? If i gave you mine would you read all my mail? If i said i loved you would you say it back?

Was It Really Time(vt Shooting)
This is a very sad time for us here. Ashley was best friends with one of the girls that was killed on Monday. She was accepted to go to Tech in the fall, She is not sure if she wants to go there now. WAS IT REALLY TIME By: Angel In Waiting Dear God our hearts are breaking As we watch these scenes we see A tragedy at Virginia Tech How could this ever be A young man armed with guns Lord Killed 33 right there Dear God, what made him do this Why did he not even care Taking lives of fellow students Who were there to learn ~ to graduate What could have turned this student Into a young man full of hate Killing even young folk that He didn't even know Killing some he knew quite well Dear God, we're hurting so Man's inhumanity to man Seems to be just everywhere I must wonder God above Why is there such despair What creates within a mind A tragedy of this proportion God how were others to even know What would lead to this situation There are no wor

V-tech.. May You All Shine Down On Us Like The Stars You Are
NAMES OF THE VICTIMS OF VT Body: In Memory of the Following... Now in the arms of the Angels... 1.Ross Abdallah Alameddine, 20 2.Jamie Bishop, 35, 3.Brian Bluhm, 25, 4.Ryan Clark, 22 5.Austin Cloyd, 18, 6.Jocelyne Couture-Nowak, age unknown 7.Daniel Perez Cueva, 21, 8.Kevin Granata, 45 9.Matthew Gwaltney, 24 10.Caitlin Hammaren, 19 11.Jeremy Herbstritt, 27 12.Rachael Hill, 18 13.Emily Jane Hilscher, 19, 14.Matthew La Porte, age unknown 15.Jarrett Lane, 22 16.Henry Lee, age unknown 17.Liviu Librescu, 76 18.G.V. Loganathan, 51 19.Partahi Lombantoruan, 34 20.Lauren McCain, age unknown 21.Daniel O'Neil, 22 22.Juan Ortiz, 26, 23.Minal Panchal, 26 24.Erin Peterson, age unknown 25.Michael Pohle, 23 26.Julia Pryde, age unknown 27.Mary Read, 19 28.Reema Samaha, 18, 29.Leslie Sherman, 20 30.Maxine Turner, age unknown 31.Nicole White, age unknown

Love And Hate
It seems that if your in a relationship there is a lot of love and hate in it. There is ups and downs also in a relationship. I guess if you love that person enough the relationship well work. Love will conquer all if you believe in it.

Scotland/england/ireland
We are considering going to Scotland/England/Ireland this year. It will be our first trip to Europe. I would like to hear from folks who live in, have gone or want to go to get a broader list of things to see, people to do, events to attend, etc. We are looking at a September 2007 time frame, so obviously this needs to be taken into consideration. No suggestion will be ignored, all will be researched. Thanks in advance!!!

User Unfriendly
This is my new "masterpiece":It's called User Unfriendly. It's a keyboard with all the keys removed and tacks stuck into most of the holes. Some keys were replaced to spell out a rude message:In addition, the cord was fashioned into a noose-like configuration:This is the piece my wife said matches my personality pretty well. :-)tag: art, artwork, User Unfriendly, technology, pictures-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Ok So This Really Is My Last Blog :)
I JUST HAD TO COME ON AND MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT.... MY SISTER/BEST FRIEND JUST HAD A BABY.... LITTLE GIRL NAMED NEVAEH 7LBS 11 OZ... I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY... CONGRATS AJ I LOVE YOU GIRL. KISSES AND LOVE TO YOU ON THE HAPPIEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Important For New Friends And Fans
I hate saying this because I am NOT buying your friendship but just a reminder there is only one way to get into my family A Cherry Blast, thats how they got there and thats how to knock someone else out, then you go to the list, variables are amount of days of course a 30 day pretty much is a lifetime there. Anyhow, if you are offended by this my deepest apologies, my family respect sme and this more or less guarantees that respect. Love You All and Hope we all can talk at one time or another regardless of what you get me lol, all i ask is for nice respectful human beings Hugs, Kisses and who knows what else Luxuriousskies you scores girl

Update On Mom's Death
My friend and I have decided to sue the hospital as well as the three doctors that have attended to her since the surgery individually. There is one doctor in particular that I wanna see completely humiliated and shamed. Dr. Greenely. When mom called him after she started throwing up blood again, he laughed at her and told her it wasn't possible, and to NOT call an ambulance until he said so. I blame him for mom's death because I'm tired of blaming myself. He contributed largely to her death and I will NEVER let him live it down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Dreaded 'j' Word
The Dreaded 'J' Word Phil Cooke Last year on my online blog, I posed the question: “What’s Wrong with Christian Television?” It started a firestorm of interest, and began a fascinating discussion of how Christians should be using the media to share the gospel in the 21st Century. But I also received a significant number of responses from people upset that I would even bring up the subject. To be honest, most weren’t actually happy with Christian TV either, but it was the idea of “judging” that concerned them, saying that Christians have no business judging other believers. I decided to explore some other websites and blogs that featured criticism of current Christian movies, political policies, theology, and even pastors who had experienced moral failure. In nearly every case, many people responded the same way, indicating that as a Christian, it’s not our place to judge others. They basically felt it doesn’t matter if you happen to be producing lousy Christian films, chees

Some People Have All The Luck!!!!
CONOVER, North Carolina (AP) -- A store clerk's slip-up at the cash register has paid off big time. Wadburn Allen on Tuesday accidentally rang up two duplicate Powerball tickets for a customer in this western North Carolina town. At the end of the day, after she was unable to sell the second ticket, Allen paid for it herself. The next day, Allen returned to the store and found the ticket matched all five numbers -- earning her a $200,000 jackpot. When Allen went to Raleigh to claim her prize, she met the customer who purchased the original ticket. The customer also will receive a $200,000 jackpot. "They put two and two together and ended up hugging," said Pam Walker, a spokeswoman for the North Carolina Education Lottery. Allen hasn't yet decided how she will spend her money.

Exist
AN EMPTY HEART I NOW HAVE OH IM SO COLD PLEASE JUST LET ME DIE WHEN WILL THIS PAIN EVER END SHALL I JUST PRETEND IT JUST DON'T EXIST NOTHING MATTERS AND NO ONE CARES IM JUST AND EMPTY SOUL WITH NOTHING LEFT TO GIVE I'LL LET THE CHANGES TAKE ME FOR BETTER OR WORSE NO ONE CAN HELP NOT EVEN YOU

By A Show Of Hands....
How many of you do not know how to use your shoutbox? If you know how to use it, then don't send me a shout, because if you do I'll block you. But if you don't know how to use it, then maybe you need to learn. LOL

Castle Of Dreams
Castle of Dreams I am a fair maiden with a castle.In my castle I am not hassled.There are many dreams in the castle. Streams of life flows a river to my heart. You can find souls of gold in all the ladys and lords. Lords walk with respect and dignity. You can find pagans dancing in delight. Brightest light shines from the moon's reflection , this reflection comes through the shine of a beautiful goddess with her god. The children play as the goddess enjoys the gayity.Laughter, Happiness and Merry Meetiment fill the castle halls as the walls sing, halls dance and mirrors prance about without doubt and pout.My castle of dreams is the happiness stream to my dreams.

Cranberry Orange Oatmeal Cookies
Cranberry Orange Oatmeal Cookies Sweet, chewy, chunky, fruity -- these cookies have it all. One taste and you may never go back to regular oatmeal-raisin. Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 60 cookies Ingredients: * 1 cup softened unsalted butter * 2 cups light brown sugar * 2 large eggs * 2 tablespoons milk * 2 teaspoons orange zest * 1 teaspoon pure orange extract * 1/2 teaspoon pure vanilla extract * 1 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3 cups rolled oats * 2 cups dried cranberries * 2/3 cup chopped pecans (optional) Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Cream together the butter and brown sugar in a large bowl. Beat in the eggs 1 at a time until well mixed. Add the zest and extracts and mix well. In a medium bowl, whisk together the flour, baking soda and salt. Stir in the oats, then add them to the butter mixture and mix well. Fold in the cranber

My Little Bubble Of F*ck Off
Appearently the reason why no one likes to talk to me is because I have a little bubble of fuck off around me that gives off an energy of stay the fuck away... appearently I can't turn this off.. I would like to but I can't.... I'm also feeling SUPER artsy today... but I don't want to go to the cemetery to take pictures alone... it sucks...

Happy Birthday
A hundred and eighteen years ago today, a man with a vision was born, a man who saw the struggle his people faced after unfair policies were placed on his people. Adolf Hitler would have been 118 today though his light has since been extinguished, his memory still remains in the eyes and hearts of the true Aryan race. The movement is still in full effect, and the Jews are still the fly in the ointment. Today let’s rejoice in knowing that though Hitler may not have achieved victory in the second world war, but he light a fire under those of us who are unwilling to stand by and watch as out nations fall further out of our hands and into the hands of the non white filth that constantly immigrates to our land. Let us remember the man who helped our people out of the slumber we were in and let us not have his dream die. Together we must prevail over the Jews and other non whites who wish to see our countries as one of theirs.

Texas Skies
I’ve seen the majestic splendor, Of an eagle in its’ flight. But even this beauty cannot compare, To the Texas sky at night. This open expanse so great in scope, Filled with bright shining stars. This is a joy only a Texan knows, An experience uniquely ours. To stand by the Brazos in Waco, Or on the plains in Abilene. These bring happiness to a Texas heart, Only those from here can know what I mean. A drive down a Hill Country road, Or through the Big Thicket in spring. Offer views nowhere else can boast Our wildlife is a marvelous thing. The scenery in Texas Can be found nowhere else in this world. Vistas, plains, bayous and more Our Texan boasting will be told. You can have your Rocky Mountains, Or your hills of Tennessee. But give me the stars in the Texas sky, That is heaven to me. Nothing in life can compare, To the Texas sky at night. Holding the one you love in your arms, Knowing it feels so right. I do not know if I will be lucky enough

The Day My Life Changed
Everybody always asked what was the best day of my life,i tell them it was when my son was born. when he was born i got to hold him in my arms for the first time in the rocking chair.as i was rocking him i started to cry and i thanked god for him and to this day i still do for he is my pride and joy. My worst day came when my ex and i seperated and i had to leave my son.people always asked why did i leave,the reason that i left was because of what my ex did while i was working nights. the people who were suppose to be my friends turn their back on me and my ex made my life hell.so i decided to leave but i knew i be leaving my son.

My Hottest Bedroom Accessory
Your hottest bedroom accessory is yourself You are damn hot and you don’t need anything else to help you seduce your man or woman. To you, the look of your bedroom comes in second to all of your bedroom activities. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Jacob Isah
Your Mommy asked me to write you a poem.... But I cant find the words to express Our heart felt tears or tender happiness You were only with us a few short days But then the Lord took back the life he gave I hope, precious Angel, that God will find a time To give you back to us when the world is fine Untill then you will watch us from above Looking down on us with your own understanding and love So we dedicate your birthday in honor of you We wont celebrate with pain or tears But with joy and laughter through the years In such a short life, you gave so much... So on this day we celebrate your life, not your death For you were an Angel and one of Gods best. by Amber

Blood Moon Healing Esbat Orignal Work By Lisa Do Not Copy Ask Permission First Ty!
Blood Moon Healing Esbat Orignal Work by Lisa Do Not Copy ask Permission first TY! Tonight is Monday, and Monday in correspondence with the planetary time of the Moon.In correspondence with this time the moon is in it's full phase. During this full phase the moon's power and significance is the strongest time to do works when the power of the moon is great on this evening . Tonight we will be remembering the hunt and celebrating our woman hood as the Blood Moon holds great significant to us as witches. The Hunter Moon/Blood Moon by its other names were known as the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon. As the Traveling Moon and Dying Grass Moon it is associated with the approach of Winter and as it comes we can often find us traveling to protecting us from Winter's cold and as the Dying Grass Moon its representation is of the fact a Winter's snow has taken over thus covering the grass as a blanket where the grass lie there dying from the winter. Hunting season begins in Octo

This Is Very Cool!!!
Hey Everyone, My guys....in Junkies & Thieves....have new material....are ROCKIN' amazingly hard right now.....and are heading for Cleveland to the Rock-N-Roll Hall Of Fame in a few weeks for a show!!!! Pay attention to them...they're AWESOME....and they're moving up fast!!! I'll let ya know how their next show goes.....and yes....your's truly will be there..on stage.....just one of the perks of having sexy rock-n-rollers as friends!!!!!!

Nugent Got It Right
Nugent: Gun-free zones are recipe for disaster By Ted Nugent Special to CNN Editor's note: Rock guitarist Ted Nugent has sold more than 30 million albums. He's also a gun rights activist and serves on the board of directors of the National Rifle Association. His program, "Ted Nugent Spirit of the Wild," can be seen on the Outdoor Channel. Read an opposing take on gun control from journalist Tom Plate: Let's lay down our right to bear arms WACO, Texas (CNN) -- Zero tolerance, huh? Gun-free zones, huh? Try this on for size: Columbine gun-free zone, New York City pizza shop gun-free zone, Luby's Cafeteria gun-free zone, Amish school in Pennsylvania gun-free zone and now Virginia Tech gun-free zone. Anybody see what the evil Brady Campaign and other anti-gun cults have created? I personally have zero tolerance for evil and denial. And America had best wake up real fast that the brain-dead celebration of unarmed helplessness will get you killed every time, and I've about had enough

To All The Service Men And Women Serving In Our Armed Forces In The Iraq Freedom War
The Faithful Copywrited 4/20/07 I can't imagine the way you feel the feeling of standing beside your brothers to defend our way of life the American spirit shines through you like no other Though some have fallen along the way no wind of fury will knock you down you all continue to stand strong faithfully you all stand your ground You fight with honor and courage and with no questions asked we are one nation under God and the cowards that did this will be unmasked Continue on brave soldiers our faithful heros of war we stand behind all of you till this ends and it is no more

Green Follies
Greenville Follies is a time when people of Greenville and Hunt County in Texas come together in one of the largest fund raising events to raise money for non-profit organizations needing a helping hand. There are a lot of singers, dancers, muscians and local actors contributing to the show. Also a large number of volunteers, preparing ads, collecting donations, building props and scenery, directing and providing sound and light support. It is major undertaking and hours and hours of prep time. However, the ending results have benefit the city, senior citizens, humane shelter, salvation army, and many other organizations with thousands dollars of support. Most of us have jobs and families and we do this in our spare time. We are tired to the point of near exhaustion by the time it is over, but the good it does keeps us going. Besides we have a blast doing it. If you have never been involved in your community with a fund raiser you to might find it quite rewarding. I have

Old School By Tupac
Here we go we gonna send this one out to da ol school All these motherfukas in the Bronx and Brooklyn, Staten Island, Queens and all the motherfukas that laid it down the foundation. Ya know what I'm sayin, Nothin' but love for da old school. Dats who we gonna do this one for ya feel me. what mo' can I say, I wouldn't be here today If da old school didn't pave the way I remember Mr. Magic Flash, Grand Master Cash, L.L raisin' hell but it didn't last Eric B. and Rakim was da shit ta me I'd flip to see a Dougie Fresh Show with Rickie G and Red Alert was puttin' in work, and Chuck Chill had my homies on the hill gettin' ill,when shit was real. Well I can still remember Raw with Daddy Cain, when De La Soul was puttin' potholes in the game. I can't explain how it was, Whodini had me puffin' on dat buddha gettin' buzzed, cuz there I was Them block parties in da projects and on my block and tic ya don't stop ya sippin' on dat private stock. And through my speakers Queen Lat

Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 138 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Desperations Call
A smile to hide The emptiness inside A laugh to conceal A misery unreal A mask to disguise Agony and lies A breath to say I'm going away A razor to bleed An aching need A heart to beat In desperate retreat A coffin to bury An unwanted me A rose to believe Now I'm free

Strong Women
I’m a flower child With conservative views I enjoy big parties And listening to news I’m so honest It appears fake I’m afraid of flying And of sleeping late. I’m afraid of dying And of wasting time I’m my own woman Not afraid to cry I am tough as nails Yet sometimes I’m weak Certain days I’m gorgeous, Other times I’m bleak. I can change my mind Twenty times a day I can be obnoxious I can be OKAY. But what’s most important Is that I’ll be true To my real nature And, of course, to you.

Mask Of Misery
Deadly silence screaming out among a beating heart. A constant reminder of how I must forever play a part. Never myself, always rainbows and sunshine. Unable to heal from the lonliness concealed inside. Forced to put on an act, to live a lie day to day. No escape from the misery that locks my soul away. To let the true me show would cause too much pain. For who would love me then, what good could it gain. So I cower behind a mask of what others think I am. While the real me burns in agony amidst the living damned.

Ode To Drama
I’m getting tired Of closed-minded idiots So angry for no apparent reason Poor souls, Misguided by their own ignorance Believing that they’re all knowing. Seeing only one side of reality Unable to give a chance To common sense, Struggling with their own emotions Suffocating in their own stupidity. They could’ve been so different…

Video Games Cause Of Vt Shootings?
By Winda Benedetti MSNBC contributor Updated: 9:37 a.m. CT April 20, 2007 The shooting on the Virginia Tech campus was only hours old, police hadn't even identified the gunman, and yet already the perpetrator had been fingered and was in the midst of being skewered in the media. Video games. They were to blame for the dozens dead and wounded. They were behind the bloodiest massacre in U.S. history. Or so Jack Thompson told Fox News and, in the days that followed, would continue to tell anyone who'd listen. "These are real lives. These are real people that are in the ground now because of this game. I have no doubt about it," said Thompson, a Florida attorney and fervent critic the of video game industry. The game he's talking about is "Counter-Strike," a massively popular team-based tactical shooting game that puts players in the heavily-armed boots of either a counter-terrorist or terrorist. But whether Cho Seung-Hui, the student who opened fire Monday, was an avi

What Does Your Eyecolor Say About You?
You scored as |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|. People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. |B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S|83%|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S|67%|H|A|Z|E|L| E|Y|E|S|58%|B|R|O|W|N| |E|Y|E|S|17%What does your eye color show?created with QuizFarm.com

Todays Horoscope Is Awesome
Decision, decisions. Chocolate or vanilla? Duh -- passion fruit-mango. Left or right? Straight ahead! These are just a couple of examples of what you already know -- there's always another option or a different path.

My Dating Scan Appointment Letter.
Well i guess this is it then hehe, im so happy, yet nervous, i want everything to be ok, and fine and im nervous theres nothing there lol, well pictures will be out up regardless. Fingers Crossed we have a healthy developing baby. (P.S i did the copy of the Scan Letter on paint lol so if its not really all that clear im sorry hehe)

Ct Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) But for those of you that are not the first youll will be added to my future husband album Lets see who loves me!!!

12 Signs U Love Someone
TWELVE: When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago. ELEVEN: You walk really slow when you're with them. TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself. NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO...... ******* ****** ***** **** ***

Hands
A basketball in my hands is worth about $19. A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million. It depends whose hands it's in. A baseball in my hands is worth about $6. A baseball in Roger Clemens' hands is worth $4.75 million. It depends on whose hands it's in. A tennis racket is useless in my hands. A tennis racket in Andre Agassi's hands is worth millions. It depends whose hands it's in. A rod in my hands will keep away an angry dog. A rod in Moses' hands will part the mighty sea. It depends whose hands it's in. A slingshot in my hands is a kid's toy. A slingshot in David's hand is a mighty weapon. It depends whose hands it's in. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in my hands is a couple of fish sandwiches. Two fish and 5 loaves of bread in Jesus' hands will feed thousands. It depends whose hands it's in. Nails in my hands might produce a birdhouse. Nails in Jesus C

420
another year has come and gone but there's no way that 420 will be gone! as days go on and time rolls on there is only one blunt gone! so pass the blunt to all the homies to show the appreciation without no money!

What Is Wrong With People!!!!
This world is really sick and makes me afraid for my kids and possibly grandchildren. With the shooting at Virginia Tech. And today alot of the schools around here were evacuated because of bomb threats. As a parent of a child in one of those schools, the feelings between being scared for my child and pist off that someone would even joke about something this serious. My heart has been in my throat all damn day. Couldn't wait to get home to both my kids and know that they were ok. I feel for all the parents at Virginia tech. The ones not knowin if there kids were ok and for the ones that lost their children for now good reason!!! My heart is with all of them. We need to take control of these mental cases now!!!

Rehab
For those of you who dont know I have battled with alcholism for many years and it has taken its toll on me it has drove the people I care the most for out of my life caused me to lose my liscence and i have decided to take my life back if im not on for awhile its because Im going to get myself straightened out please pray for me this is the hardest thing ive ever said or done

True To My Experiance
Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

My Life
I am broken on the inside With no desire to be fixed I am haunted by my past and Chased by a future I can’t outrun I hide from the sun, and I'm scared of the dark I live in a world that doesn’t fit The voices in my head scream to be heard Yet I suppress the desire to be loved Or seen, I want to disappear Yet I’m bigger then my jaded thoughts And I'm smaller then this life I’m a puzzle peice, in a world that doesn’t fit I am empty, yet I'm full of questions And I have no desire for answers I am lonely all the time, but only for myself With another’s arms around me I am safely wrapped in lies I wear this mask for the benefit Of a world that doesn’t fit Lex Landry-2007

If You Don't Support Our Troops ...you're Welcome To Stand In Front Of Them.
I am sick and tired of people back home safe and sound being ignorant as to what is happening outside of "their backyard". Loss of any life in the cause of aiding others is a necessity in making sure that history doesn't repeat itself. Take a stand and quit bitching about those who are taking the losses so that we can enjoy the life styles we have.

And Then It Happens
I wrote this about 10 years ago. I wanted to do something in second person present. And Then It Happens Now follow me on this. You receive a major promotion in a job you can honestly say you live for. Then, you meet the man/woman/barnyard animal/inanimate object of your dreams and not only is the feeling/biological reaction mutual, but he/she/it is available and completely and utterly devoid of any and all psychological baggage. Next, a distant relative whom you\'ve only met once for a few hours, but actually grew to righteously hate in that short period of time, dies and for some inexplicable reason leaves you their fully stocked and staffed two-hundred room mansion in the mountains, or on the beach, or in the woods, wherever you would most prefer, the car of your dreams (fill in make, model, model, year, and options of your choice), and has prepaid all utilities, insurance and repair costs on both for the next century. In addition to all of this, your dog/cat/pig/reptile/arachnid

Im Rich
well im having a good week found out my mother left me loads of cash. and im taking over the family business. so in 2 weeks im going to have some really good fun. anyone want to join me. or should i say CANCUN. LMFAO

Breakdown
I had my first panic attack since this past summer yesterday. I know what happened, and yet, I feel helpless. I was talking to an old friend of mine, and he started yelling at me, and the next thing I know, I was crying and gasping for air.. Not that he even bothered to look over his shoulder. He says Ive changed for the worst, but he isnt the same person I used to know and love. The person I know would have helped me, not yell at me. He would have given me 5 fucking minutes of his time instead of making me feel vulnerable and ashamed. And yet, after all this time, everything that happened between him and I, is still all of MY fault. He takes absolutely no responsibility in it. When he knows goddamn well that its his fault to, but no one here knows that now do they? No, because Im the bitch. I'm the one who changed, Im the one who grew up. And all I'm asking for now, since Ive never asked that boy for a goddamn thing, is 5 minutes of his time without him screaming at me, and without hi

Oops
Apologies for the formatting errors in my last entry. Something happened when I copy/pasted it to cause the slashes to disappear from some spots and show up in others. All typos have been fixed and those responsible have been sacked. Carry on.

Chapter 18
Death wandered over to the Gate and of all the surprises he could have had this was a biggie. Manning the Gate was an Elder. Himself must really be serious this time. " Hello Death, I hope all is well with you. I havent been here in a long long time. I'm not sure you would even remember me. But I can see by your stunned appearance that you do." " Hello Elder Dagda. I never thought to see you here on Himself's plane. I thought you had all retired, to, well wherever it is you retired to." " Himself and We keep in touch. You know how it is with Gods and Goddess's, well perhaps you don't. I'm sorry, sometimes I forget. We never really had an angel of Death in our time. We had AAFea and Nemon but they werent really doing what you do. Then of course there was Morrigan, but he is a different sort. Anyway, Himself says go on in." Death entered the Gate but could not help but look back at Dagda. "Wow, what a presence" he thought. Now to find the right cloud. Lo

Today!!
Today I was informed I am NOT my best friends daughter Godmother! When I was told I was! I get informed when the child is almost 2 months old and 2 days before the baptism! I have known my bf for now almost 7 years and she stood @ my wedding!! And bothers to tell me someone she has only know about a year is the babys godmother!! She is my sons godmother! Tell me if Im NOT supposed to feel this way on feeling pissed that I'm not and that I'm hurt because of it!!!! That right now I feel like NOT going to her baptism this Sunday!!

Ugh.
Sooo fucking tired. I'm up and dressed. Yay. Eww. The left side of my back hurts SOOOOOOO fucking bad. I fell playing fucking playing football on my lunchbreak. Drinking helps the pain but I think its aggravating the problem. I have to go to the doctor on Monday for it. Mom told me to take some painkillers. Nice. Thats exactly what I need. Vicodin and jello shots. Last time I did that I blacked out. And lost my pants. Tonight should be fun, I haven't seen Teri in a really really long time. Yay. Go team drunkies. Blogging to waste time, blogging to waste time. Fuck it, I'm gonna go. Have a good night.

~ Alec Baldwin To His 11 Yr Old Daughter: "thoughtless Little Pig"... ~
God just give me 5 minutes with this Un Amercian abusive piece of shit... Please when 30 Rock and his movies come on just think how much a ASS he is. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ An enraged Alec Baldwin unleashed a volcanic tirade of threats and insults on his 11-year-old daughter, Ireland, calling her a "thoughtless little pig," and bashing her mother Kim Basinger -- and TMZ has obtained the whole thing unfiltered and raw. And we've learned, a family law judge was so alarmed after hearing the tape, she has temporarily barred Baldwin from having any contact with his child.

The Perfect Woman For Me....but I Guess That Means That I Am Superficial
I want a girl that is drop dead beautiful....I once thought that tits where what really turned me on...but I have come to the realisation that it is a small toned ass that does it for me...I have the labito of a 16 year old boy, and I am amazing in bed.....so if I am something that you are interested in, and you think that you can turn me on..hit me up...

From The Start
Endless, we’ll be together always and I will hold forever This love that we have come to know we’ll always stay In love this say until forever and a day and I will never ever change cause you are all my eyes can see it’s everlasting Promise that you’ll always love me That I will be your one and only and that you’ll hold me ‘til eternity Say you’ll keep me in your heart Promise me, we’ll never part I can only love you so much more cause you are all I’m living for and the only thing I’d do Is to give my love to you and forever you’ll be in my heart The way I’ve always loved you from the start Hold me like you’ve never done before let me dream away my life let me spend this night away until it’s morning love me say you’ll never leave me even if tomorrow there will be no more sun to shine you’re all that matters

Bitches
I am one of those women that CAN NOT stand to have some nasty bitch all up on my mans page. I can not stand to have some discusting woman think that my man would leave me for them. I hate when a chick thinks that talking on yahoo or on here means that my man is gonna pack his shit up and move to be with them.....so for all those bitches that think thats gonna happen i have something to say..... My pussy is WAYYYYYY to good to have my man miss out on it....You are NOT better looking than me and you sure as hell do not have ANYTHING that I do not....sweet talking and calling my man baby DOES NOT fly with me...comin to my page and checkin me out to see what i have that you dont is bullshit.... My man will not leave me for you...dont be calling him pookie or baby...wishing you could see what he has in his private folder, wishing you had that deep inside your fat ass...its not gonna happen. have you actually seen what your ugly ass looks like? do you honestly think that the pics

Even For Bush This Was Astounding
HERE ARE THE "HIGHLIGHTS" FROM HIS SPEECH AT A HIGH SCHOOL IN OHIO. I THINK IT WAS PART OF THE NO PRESIDENT LEFT BEHIND PROGRAM On his marriage: "And I will tell you, one reason -- this may sound counterintuitive, but a good marriage is really good after serving together in Washington, D.C. It's been an amazing experience to be a husband and then a dad as president of the United States. I emphasize, that is the priority for me as the president. It's my faith, my family, and my country. And I am pleased to report that our family is doing great, particularly since my wife is such a fantastic person. And she sends her very best." On his job and his rug: "My job is a job to make decisions. I'm a decision -- if the job description were, 'What do you do?' -- it's decision-maker. And I make a lot of big ones, and I make a lot of little ones. Interestingly enough, the first decision I made happened right before I got sworn in as president. I was at the Blair House, which is across the s

Cluttered Mind - Hope This Works!
Your Mind is 35% Cluttered Your mind is very free. You've liberated yourself from most worries and problems. And even if something does start to clutter your mind, you're easily able to let it go.How Cluttered is Your Mind?

Ok Repost
I don't see how this is nsfw Ignoring the signs that are there Pretending that I was unaware Watching it happen ever so slow Acting as if I did not know Letting the liar tell me untrue Yet in my heart I always knew Set my self aside for the sake Of one who’s words of love were fake Reaping the harvest of a fools bounty Learning the lesson came hardest to me Remember to thyne own self be true Never accept lies it cheapens the value Of we who are in the eyes of those seen As less when we do life becomes cruel and obscene By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Female Brain!
Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeveWhat Gender Is Your Brain?

The Best Of The Best
We have the best of the best trying to rewrite the laws and put more bands on hand guns! It's not the hand gun or gun that kills it's who is behind the gun.Do you think that by a change in the hand gun laws and to change school policy will fix the problem? Has all the changes in the school system made them any more safe today? Have all the State and Federal laws that have been change today for us, let's see or them, made us any more safe? I don't think so. And now to hear the talk of locking you up if you are mentally ill! Sure lock you up and give you more pills! That's going to fix the problem too! Who is going to make that decision.Thats a scarry thought! I have seen that first hand on what that does. And I will never forget that till the day I go back home! (Such a waste of life) Good way for them to make more money and fry more kids brain. The changes going on at this moment sure are not fixing the problem now are they?

Facts About Rough Sex...
from the STASH of rl hubby Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holding her..................12 cal On the floor.................8 cal Wi

Fucked Up 420 Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!
WELL I GOT A CALL FROM MY X TODAY AND THERE WAS A BOBM SCARE AT MY DAUGHTERS SCHOOL THERE WAS A BOMB THREAT AND MY DAUGHTER AND SOME OF HER FRIENDS FOUND A NOTE WRITTEN ON A SIDING BOARD OUT SIDE OF THE SCHOOL. The message was, "This school will explode on 4/20/07 at 12:00 noon kaboom," THAT WAS SOME SICK SHIT. I DONT CARE IF YOU DO I HAVE BEFORE BUT THATS JUST GOING OVER BOARD AND I WAS PISSED. THIS IS THE 8TH ANNIVERSAY OF THE COLUMBINE MASSACRE. SO MY DAUGHTER DID NOT GO TO SCHOOL THURSDAY OR TODAY AND MAY NOT GO TO SCHOOL UNTIL I FEEL IT IS SAFE ENOUGH FOR HER TO GO BACK. THATS ONE THING YOU DONT FUCK WITH IS MY KIDS AND THIS SHIT HAPPENED RIGHT AFTER THE VT MASSACRE TOO. SO NOW I HAVE TO GO TO HER SCHOOL AND SEE WTF IS GOING ON AND IAM GOING TO THE COPS SO I WILL KEPP YOU ALL INFORMED IF YOU WANT TO READ THE PROOF HERE ARE THE SITES TO THE PAGES OF THE WEBSITE http://www.nj.com/news/gloucester/local/index.ssf?/base/news-6/1177054011170740.xml&coll=8 http://www.nj.com/news/

Jamaican Shoes
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica . They were touring around the marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small sandal shop. From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" So the married couple walked in. The Jamaican said to them, "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in. Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the sex god he was. The husband asked the man, "How could sanda ls make you into a sex freak?" The Jamaican replied, "Just try dem on, Mon." So, the husband, after some badgering from his wife, finally gave in, and tried them on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes, some

Rememberance
I pull the thread and the tassels unwind a gift remembrance of everything you ever said. Can you possibly forget the days of joy and wash the tears of pain. I toss the thoughts upon a lazy wind and see the glimpse of sunlight that ever crossed your face. Can you pass this way without the stories flooding back through? I’ve run my fingers and all of this proof, the glass is still full. I won’t forget all that this means. In all I will not forget.

Attn Fellow 420
Welcome one and all to 2007, you can tell this by the prohibitionary acts on our friend mary jane. Tired of this I came across a clever proposal. Simply put it is 420 @ 420. The power is ours to make them come to a quicker solution, that solution being lighten the hell up it is a lot safer and better than weed. In addition to making us feel good :P there are more and more discoveries made regarding beneficial health issues. It is time to excercise our freedom and "we the people" and take control in some small measure again. 420 @ 420 is an easy enough thing to contribute to and silently make your stand. In one hand you can hold more seeds than a city has manpower, this 4/20 @ 4:20 420'ers unite. Throw out your seeds everywhere, the river bandks, the lakes, the roadsides, repopulate the great cannbis cannopies and force the government to rethink their totalitary control on this subject. When will we learn after we tried this already with alcohol. Legalization means decriminalization, th

The Final Day.........
Girl, 8, killed in ATV wreck By Dan X. McGraw Star-Telegram Staff Writer TARRANT COUNTY An 8-year-old girl died Saturday night when an all-terrain vehicle rolled over, the Tarrant County medical examiner's office reported. Brittany Cantrell of Burleson was pronounced dead at 6:34 p.m. in the 13000 block of Rendon Road in unincorporated Tarrant County, the office reported. A family friend and Cantrell were riding the vehicle when there was a wreck and Cantrell, who was wearing a helmet, was thrown from the vehicle, said Terry Grisham, a Tarrant County Sheriff's Department spokesman. REMEMBERING MY FIRST YEAR AT THE SCHOOL..... BRITTANY WAS THE FACE I REMEMBERED AT THE END OF THE FIRST DAY...... HER BLONDE HAIR AND SMILING FACE....... BRIGHT EYES THAT SEEMED TO SPARKLE WHEN SHE SMILED....... SHE WAS A PRECIOUS LITTLE GIRL....... SHE REALLY WAS A PRINCESS AS HER DAD EUGENE DUBBED HER....... AS WELL AS THE RODEO CIRCUIT........ AND THAT IS THE WAY HER SHELL WAS LAYED IN THE

If A Man Wants You
IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly Happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you Deserve, Then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a Friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he Probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at Yourself A year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differen

Life In The 1500's
LIFE IN THE 1500'S The next time you are washing your hands and Complain because The water temperature isn't just how you like it, Think about how Things used to be. Here are some facts about The1500s: These are interesting... Most people got married in June because they took Their yearly Bath in May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they Were starting to smell, so brides carried a Bouquet of flowers to Hide the body odor. Hence the custom today of Carrying a bouquet when getting married. Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot Water. The man of the House had the privilege of the nice clean water, Then all the Other sons and men, then the women and finally The children. Last of All the babies. By then the water was so dirty You could actually Lose someone in it. Hence the saying, Don't throw The baby out with The Bath water.. Houses had thatched roofs-thick straw-piled high, With no wood Underneath. It was the only place for a

.fridays.random.
so my latest musical obsession is imogen heap. its quite a bitch attempting to find videos. i hate 'live' videos. but theres this one kid who makes all kinds of imogen videos...and ya sure its kinda weird to see a boy lip synching with a chick singing...but whatever... i like cheese. mexican food gives children gas. im not cooking dinner. its friday n i dun hafta if i dun wanna. sex ala mode has a certain ring to it... not enough to have either tho. sometimes when a person is ok...they're completely not. the end.

Women
Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, They smile when they want to scream. They laugh when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel Their hearts break when they lose a friend. yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. They bring joy, hope and love. HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH. My friend this is to remind you how truly amazing you are send this to all the amazing women you know, to remind them how amazing they are.

Sub Rules
by Mystre 1. Be patient! A potential Dom{me} will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your Dom{me} to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. 2. Be humble. You may be God's or Goddess' gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your Dom{me} can never reach. 3. Be open. You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how dominant or submissive they are. SM is a very personal art, and an "I already

I Wish...
I wish i could reverse time and take my life back i had everything i could ever want and it slipped away little by little I wish the stupid shit had never happened, we all make mistakes but we know when things are just not right and then we pay the price. I wish i had given more effort into the things i care most about; there were so many things going on that i didnt see what i really needed to focus on but now i do and i wish i did more than anything. I wish i wasnt so stubborn and arguementative; at times i cant help it, its just me but i can work on it choose my battles and let others slide I wish i trusted my gut and dropped that stupid bitch, my "so called best friend"; fucking back stabbing cunt who opens her legs to the world INCLUDING MY ONE TRUE LOVE, how fucked up can people be and she still denys it theres a point when you just have to admit to your wrong doings just tell the fucking truth for once fucking whore I wish i hadnt of lied about stupid shit that di

First Time This Has Been Connected To My Life.........
A million things are happening simultaneously and you're at the center of the whirlwind. Never fear -- remember that the eye of the storm is by far the calmest place to be. You'll get it under control.

Hollow
Hollow The sweet sensation, Of my lovers touch. Across the cheek, And on the crutch. A girl I love, With an Angel face. The girl I want, My saving grace. Hollow Inside my arms Where you should be sleeping Leaves me feeling incomplete Wanting Sensual movements, Of the hips. Our bodies touching, beginning with our lips. A gasp of air, The pull on hair. A moan of pleasure, We together share. Hollow Is the inside Of my soul when I hunger For the taste and The scent of you On me The breathing quickens, the pace keeps up. Our bodies slicking, with our love. The climax starts, As we move together. The quickening of hearts, Then joy as ever. Hollow Is the darkness The womb of emptiness Where I thrust into memories Of you Holding each other, In embrace. Loving each other, In a haze. No care for the world, It's just you and I. Together as one, We are fine. Hollow Is the moment When forced to remember The love I want

People On Ct
ok now i got something to say i fucking speak my mind and if u fuckers dont like it to bad if u cant handle it get off ct u dont belong here im tired of all the slow ass muther fuckers that r only here trying to get online sex or ratings or that type of shit so if thats all u r here 4 get the fuck off my friends list and to my pain family thank you all 4 letting me in and makeing me part of ur family

Hmmm...i Never Even Thought To Put Up A Blog Here
That's, apparently, because I'm a bloody idiot. So, I finished tonight's show (if you've no idea what I'm talking about, go to: The Dark Side. That's my talk radio show. ) Anyway, I finished tonight's show about an hour and a half ago. Tough show to do, since I try to keep things a bit light, regardless of how pissed off I get over the state of things. It's kind of difficult to keep things light when you're talking about the cold-blooded murder of 32 people. So, if you're not familiar with The Dark Side, check it out. Hope you like it.

Im Back
i am aboriginal the first of my kind and somewhat cynical its hard to trust mankind but these haters illuminate me so i shine and these words motivate me so i rhyme my status is immeasurable,vast, and boundless and i wont give up till im crowned top bitch sumthin like queen the one they appreciate the one they follow like a pattern and try to imitate but they'll never be the same so this means that they perpetrate so in other words this means that these cats just fake but I....... i am a natural born leader got the voice of the people so ima natural born speaker and cuz my thoughts flow so rapidly im a natural born thinker and cuz my rhymes hit like death im the poetic grim reaper i have been gone for a minute but im back kinda got caught up and side tracked with the mindset of victory so im focused on that this pen is my glock and i stay strapped and if i was u id just stay back cuz i returened to GS poetically intact and thats a fact. Cuz u see...... thi

Marine And Daddies
I'm chilling out watching the yankees/red sox game. Always exciting drama that unfolds in front of your eyes. I know I appreciate it more being at home rather than at the ballpark. Always some asshole spilling beer or cursing. Plus you don't get the views like on TV. So while this is unfolding. 7-6 redsox so far at the top of the 9th. You can't imagine what has happened to me this evening. First of all some background info about my sister, Shannon. She's turning 21 this June so you got to imagine she will go drinking somewhere. I always thought she was 21 when she turned 16 but yeah. She is dating a marine and i have gotten many praises from him by friends of mine. Mostly cause chicks like a man in uniform. I think thats a load of shit cause just cause a person dresses a certain way doesn't describe the character he has. long story short I don't like him. He is extremely disrespectful, fake, foney, says one thing and does another. This has made my sister quite on

*hic*
See what happens when I sit online and drink wine all day? I start posting stupid shit. Like a quote I found on another site that is cracking me up... "What do you call two guys having 'cock2cock' sex without condoms? FROT WITH PERIL!" Oh, it's in reference to this site EXTREMELY NSFW. Oh yeah, one more thing I'd not do unless I was drunk. I entered that Battle of the Sexes contest. Sheesh. What the hell was I thinking???? Oh yeah. I wasn't. *snorfle*

My Photo Album On My Page
HELOOOOOOOO I HAVE SO MANY SEXY FRIENDS AND HARDLY ANYONE ON MY BOOK ALL YOU DO I GO TO MY PAGE CLICK ON THE ADD ME BUTTON ON MY PHOTO ALBUM AND ADD YOURSELF COME ON PEOPLE I WANT MY BOOK FULL OFF YOUR SEXY ASSES. THERE IS NO POINTS OR COMMENTS JUST A NICE PIC OF YOU ON MY PAGE SO COME ON AS NIKE SAYS "JUST DO IT" MUAHHHS

Million Dollar Question
MILLION DOLLAR QUESTION A contestant on "Who Wants to Be a Millionaire" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. As she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover: Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor; B) the buzzard; C) the cuckoo; or D) the vulture? The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline, and the woman had hoped against hope that she would not have to use it because the only friend that she knew would be home happened to be a blonde. But the contestant had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and

This Is Something To Think About!
The Package A young man was getting ready to graduate from college. For many months he had admired a beautiful sports car in a dealer's showroom, and knowing his father could well afford it, he told him that was all he wanted. As Graduation Day approached, the young man awaited signs that his father had purchased the car. Finally, on the morning of his graduation, his father called him into his private study. His father told him how proud he was to have such a fine son,and told him how much he loved him. He handed his son a beautifully wrapped gift box. Curious, but somewhat disappointed, the young man opened the box and found a lovely, leather-bound Bible, with the young man's name embossed in gold. Angrily, he raised his voice to his father and said, "With all your money, you give me a Bible?" and stormed out of the house, leaving the Bible. Many years passed and the young man was very successful in business. He had a beautiful home an

All About Me
im 21 in the military single straight and looking for someone im a fun loving dude i love working on my truck and going 4 wheeling when ever i get the chance i am a country boy from east texas nuff said there

Wake Up....
The Awakening Author: Sonny Carroll A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptanc

Umm Yea
I figure I usually have to be pretty pissed off to write in a blog, but today is another story. After working 10 hrs to cover my friends shift (who yelled at me while I was getting yelled at by the boss lady for covering for her)I am actually ok. I am really tired and cant believe half the shit I wrote last night but thats ok. It is expected I guess when sleep deprivation kicks in. I am going to have a quiet weekend to myself, no parties, no gaybois, nada! I am not going to drink, do drugs, have sex or rock out with my imaginary cock out. LOL I really think I just kinda wanna sleep the weekend away. wouldnt that be fun. So I heard from the marine again, not as much fun the second time around. The first time talking to him was great ya know i found out where he was, how he was, that kind of thing. This time around it was Im lonely lets bring up stuff to make Jenn cry, like I need an excuse. I was cool though I didnt cry, wanted to but didnt. I am not really talking to "The Dude" which k

My Thoughts...
I get blown away every day by what I'm learning about myself. I know I'm not perfect, and I fall into the same traps of bad thinking processes, but try to quickly fix those bumps and get on the right track again. Another weekend spent on my growth, and finding ways to take another step towards being the best me I can. Someone replied to one of my blogs saying I sounded lonely. In a way I do get that way, but mostly I'm grateful that I have this time to find out what I need exactly for me. No relationship to fog up my thinking. No one to please or displease but me. Another told me that men are men and that I shouldn't expect more than a sexual come-on from them. That I should appreciate the compliments for what they are... Well, some may be compliments, and don't get me wrong, if they were I'm more than happy to accept them. But I see them for what they are after about five minutes talking to them. If they were giving me a genuine compliment, I'd be flattered that someone wanted to get

I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he li

Scenes From The Coffeehouse #2
it's so quiet tonight... but there are more people here. i think it's because the drunks are confined, chained to the bar til closing time, their tabs reaching eye-popping levels. it's a more laid-back crowd tonight, students and their books, parents and their children, everything is so much more alive tonight. couples walking their dogs down the street, hands intertwined in a passionate lock, but i'm gandering at the art again. funny how a multitude of colors makes you remember so damn much. the ridges in familiar faces, the crow's feet in some woman's smile you may have passed once on the street. the pool table fell silent a while ago, but now i'm listening to a loud, pretentious conversation about philosophy of life outside the propped doors. a thumping bass goes by, making the whole place vibrate, and you can see a collective head turn as we all crane to see what ignorant bastard has disrupted the peace of coffee-sipping, internet-stealing students of l

Sent To Me By A Man..go Figure Lol
This was sent to me by one of my friends. Just thought I'd share it with you all lol Something from the mans mind we should all know!! (written by a woman) 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his

The End
The days go by... where everything changes they days start young and end old... and another day starts a new with the bringing of the sun.... And end only when it falls... The months pass by ...one at a time Seasons change the new comes and the old fade away. And like everything else that has a beginning so does it have an end. The Birth of a new life and the end of an old.. Just the same else where ... New star systems are born... So the same goes the old , the sun burns out and the planets grow ever so much colder. The solor system dies a kript death. If that is how long it takes okay... If that is how long i must wait then so be it. Because there is nothing i find more desirable then to spend those last moments as the sun flickers out ... with you. We'll sit a top a frozen mountian top looking over the world below.. And the stars above between and under us would never shine so bright again as they do that very moment.

You Wanna Know About Me
I dont back down to any man or woman I used to work in a funeral home doing makeup on the bodies Ive had things happen to me that are unexplained and mysteries I smoke i drink im supposed to stop but i cant lol I have passion in what im interested in I keep few close to me Dont keep many females around me there on some petty shit usually I have deeper thoughts than most All the bad things that have happened i wouldnt change, molded me into a stronger woman I study and have in my free time medical for 7 years I know how to treat a man on every tip and be a true friend, dont like backstabbers my mother and ex are the closest to me I co own a liquor store I love the woman i am

Ripped From Georgiagrrly, Thanks Gurl!
OTHER FRIENDS: Never ask for food MILITARY FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. OTHER FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MILITARY FRIENDS: Call your parents mom and dad. OTHER FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MILITARY FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" OTHER FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. MILITARY FRIENDS: Cry with you. OTHER FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. MILITARY FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours. OTHER FRIENDS: know a few things about you. MILITARY FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. OTHER FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. MILITARY FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. OTHER FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. MILITARY FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" OTHER FRIENDS: Are for a while. MILITARY FRIENDS: Are for life. O

All I Have To Say
well i found the perfect image to say to the developers that bought danvers state hospital and destroyed a part of our local history. with them only saving maybe 10 percent of the original complex, maybe this fire will teach them, enjoy

Illegal Immigration
Mexican Standoff : I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America , as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons; in fact I don't have anything against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tantamount to saying, "I am going to come into your country even if it means bre

More Thoughts.
Heros are fools thats a deturmination others will make in hine sight.. but by being here now we make that deturmination for ourselves.. and its neither. How do you know what others feel? I see the laughter and the tears and you know... But we arent suppost to feel and that entire time you stand in that uniform you cant get that time back in a day... Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be honestly loved? I try not to think about what never was... I know we arent children and i know we fight and die ... Life takers and heart breakers, And theres only one thing you need to know.... Anything thats ever been learned or discovered in all the centures of life on earth means nothing right now. No one can tell you what to be pre-paired for, your enemy has a dark blood thursty heart assume everything is dangerous ... if in doubt kill. Look around you though defeat is on every face, fear and surrender is on everyones mind at home. the secritary general is ready to give in... I

Stuff
Put my dirtbike up for sale today. After it goes, I will turn around and get another one hopefully very soon. Got picked up by Osiris Shoes and Vortex. Classes are going well. Things are finally starting to look up for me. That's amazing!

The Buzz
my head numb with agony as I spin this dance isn't for you, honey it's all me. And I'll let me beat into the walls and watch with acute interest... as my blood pours to the ground in torrents... I didn't know it could come out that way.. only in movies... only in God of War.. I laugh and fly into the concrete again... I can't feel me as you scream... but I feel you breathing... hot and seductive? I laugh, and moan... I'm not alone... but sometimes I wanna be.. but not when I wanna be...I am. y'know? I doubt. I doubt existence...yours and mine.. cause such peace would be too divine.. I'm too numb to feel this good... so I'll run for the wall again and hope for sweet..release... death? how would I know... ...how would I know..

6 Degrees
Six degrees of separation. I keep mentioning that term. How many of you really get it? Count six people away from you and you can touch anybody in the world. Imagine that. With that in mind, those who are able to harness that power of those six degrees can accomplish almost anything they set their minds too. I named this blog real talk. So let’s talk. My friends, you know who you are, what’s real is real. I am truly thankful for you and I have not forgotten about you. But you know Cash Rules Everything Around Me (C.R.E.A.M.). To all the others who just propagate my list, thank you. Sincerely, Thank You. I’ll be looking to add more. Like I said it’s about those six degrees. I’m back but back to show even more of the Griot. As an earlier post requested, get into the mind of the griot. I’m looking to build my circle. Funny, never thought of that phone company as a visionary in that sense. The internet is a multi billion dollar industry. As the kids would say; “No Duh!” Everyd

~prettiest Smile Contest~ Vote For Your Favorite!!!
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My Ex Brother In Law
Alan Shaw's obituary Current mood: sad Category: Life ..> ..> Staff Sgt. Alan Shaw Visitation: Monday, February 19, 2007 5:00 PM until 7:00 PM North Little Rock Funeral Home & Cremation Service 1921 N. Main St. North Little Rock, AR 72114 Service: Tuesday, February 20, 2007 2:00 PM Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints 13901 Quail Run Drive Little Rock, AR 72210 VIEW/SEND CONDOLENCES SSG. Alan Wayne Shaw was born Nov. 10, 1975, in Little Rock, AR to Jarrell and Noramae Shaw and was the third of seven children. He and is family are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. He was a 1994 graduate of Wilbur D. Mills High School in Little Rock, AR . Alan then attended Arkansas Tech University before joining the U.S. Marine Corp in 1998. While assigned to 1st BN 5th Marines in Camp Pendleton, CA., Alan served two overseas tours and one sea service tour. He was honorably discharged from the Marine Corps in 2002 and procee

The Duck & The Lawyer
The Duck & the Lawyer A big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigator responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it." The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own." The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee. We settle small disagreements with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my

Sadness
wondering why does it hurt so bad pain in my heart for 3 different reasons feeling like your hearts just in pain and it wont stop hurting and you cant explain it not to be able to take someone elses pain away and to see them go through it little babies innocent poeple have vindictiveness towards the mother so they take it out on the kids and the sadness you see and feel and wish you could take away and combine that with your own feelings inside and it kills a person inside to be the target of someones actions like hanging up and shutting you out when thats the one thing that was said would never be done and you just wanna reach out and kno why cant we just talk about it figure this all out because its not just about one person its about 2 poeple figuring it out and sorting because some where in the mix theres 2 precious little angels that need all sorting figured ou and not seeing someone in pain and always to love not just push the ones they love away the feeling you feel when someo

So Whats Been Up With Me
alot of things..well i've been talking to this guy and he makes me really happy..so yeah go him..but ya and me and my bf are not doing good and somebody told me something today that totally just made me like go "fuck it"...so ya..its not working out anymore..but ya..well thats whats up with me.

Is It Wrong...
ok so i cant really trust anybody especially guys...i have been hurt so many times and i dont deserve it nobody does....no wonder i always pick the wrong guys and like the wrong guys..if ur gonna fucking talk to me dont flirt with other girls it isnt hard for me to flirt with guys...but ya...w/e..too someone I USED to like..wtf ever im done..peace

Stupid Drunk Talk...(aka) Crazy Talk
hey my beautiful cherries, this is my first blog on here pretty much just a bunch of babbling but i feel like i just made a big step by posting some pics on here that i hadn't planned on but i see the women do it so if you rate, add, and fan me i'll do the same...i might be a blushing black man right now but i can take it, lol actually i'm just having fun after a breakup from a long term relationship so i really need the love, lol...HEY I'M TRYING!!!!!

Impure Thoughts
Curled up next to the one you love Thinking to yourself She should be the only one That I am thinking of Wandering thoughts of this mystery woman Burning through your mind like wild fire It shouldn’t be this way you think to yourself The one next to me should be my only desire Is it lust for this woman that I feel Is it her love and affection that I seek Or is it just the passion that I know is there That I so desire to feel every where The craving unreal The desire too much Oh how I long For that sweet tender touch

We Make Our World
We make the world in which we liveBy what we gather and what we give,By our daily deeds and the things we say,By what we keep or we cast away.We make our world by the beauty we seeIn a skylark's song or lilac tree,In a butterfly's wing, in the pale moons' rise,And the wonder that lingers in midnight skies.We make our world by the life we lead,By the friends we have, by the books we read,By the compassion we show in the hour of care,By the loads we lift and the love we share.We make our world by the goals we pursue,By the heights we seek and the higher view,By hopes and dreams that reach the sunAnd a will to fight till the heights are won.What is the place in which we dwell,A hut or a palace, a heaven or hellWe gather and scatter, we take and we give,We make our world - and there we live.

Gay Bashing In The Boone Docks
Tabatha, I thought I would take this oppertunity to say that I'm very excited that you took time out of your busy schedule to bash against me. I hear that now days I am a "Queer" which I find very amuzing. First and foremost I would like to say that I'm not here to deny that I am homosexual, however, I'm nothing less than a person. Although I am a "queer" I wasn't too good to write your college papers for you when you were taking online classes...Living under my Dad's roof....with your son....Your mother....and all the sad drama that came with your sad and oh so unhappy life. As far as parenting skills- I don't recall anyone nominating you for the "Finest Parent Award." Considering the fact that you use graphic pornography to educate your child on sexual education. Amoung all things my father made sure that I got my education by forcing me into a schooling system that works...unlike home education where the child is the authority figure and the mother gets schooled on how to disciplin

A Erotic Story. Adults Eyes Only Ty..
“An Erotic Picnic For Two...” Try to picture in your mind... A wooden picnic bench, in a large, public park, that sits parallel to many others, all of which are surrounded by the earthy and wonderful smells culminating from the freshly cut, sweet grass, and large, majestically strong, very old, oak trees. There is a pale, yellow moon surrounded by more stars than I have seen in quite awhile that is helping to the light up the sky. The night air is cool, but not too cold. I'm waiting for you to come meet me for the first time in person. We've talked many times via IM and on the phone, teasing and pleasing each other. We know alot about each other’s likes and dislikes. I have never totally seen your face...although you have described yourself to me in detail; therefore I have formed my own picture in my mind's eye. I'm wearing a short jean skirt with black thigh highs and garter belt underneath, 'cause I know how you like your beavers bare, ready and available at a moment’

4-20-07
well today my son once again ended up in the er due to his head injury cause he is still having probs..they did a ct and found a 2nd fracture in the c4.. now they doc's and me are very worried..they r sugesting that i keep him out of school the rest of the yr now so we can keep him quiet so he can heal.. we also found out that he has permanate hearing loss in the right ear. please continue to pray for himhe sure needs it.. ty and have a great weekend

This Latest Craze
I'm not gonna win any popularity contests saying this, but I have to, anyway, because it has become a big deal to me for some reason. This latest craze in morphing every picture you see has become intolerable to me. I will admit to dabbling in it a bit myself, however, and will also admit that maybe I don't like it much because I am not good at doing it and that irritates me no end. Being an artist, I know from long experience that I want to be able to judge every aspect of the tag I'm making, frame by frame, so when I make a mistake, it will jump out at me before it becomes unfixable. I can't do that while morphing. Maybe others can, and more power to you if you do, but I do not share your talent. And maybe that'as a good thing, actually. This morphing thing is a passing craze, much like flagpole sitting. I hope. Every artist in the entire universe wants to do it, and they are, which is proving to be a nightmare for those who do requests because their morphs never

Weird Latenight Blogging
I don't know. whatever. I woke up late today, and by the time I went to the math tutor, they had left for the day. They left early. So I went to the library and did some math. I didn't get too much done though. There was some I needed help on, and I got too hungry to concentrate. So, I went to the mall. Yah, It doesn't make much sense. The mall is mostly just a place I go to calm down and releive stress and stuff. i left my coat in my truck, and my cash was in my coat. So I didn't eat while I was in the mall. I bought God of War II while in the mall. It was used, and I got a discount on it, so I saved 7 bucks. I then went to the liquer store behind the mall, and looked around there. There was a whole conflict going on as to what to get, or to get anything. I eventually got some hornsy's hard cider. The crisp apple kind, not the draft stuff. It's something to drink that's good, and I don't get totally wasted. On the way home, I went to arby's and then to sally's and got some blea

Bratting To Get Attention
Bratting can be very difficult to determine if your wife is doing it as a flirting way which is normal and feminine, or if she is bratting in order to test your will. A wife may brat in a playful, sexy, manner, when she is doing this she is just being a natural, feminine woman, trying to peak your interest and tease you with her feminine charms. There is nothing that I have found wrong with this behavior, it reminds me of when you first start dating. If you wife is bratting to test your will ans to see if she can get away with things that she feels would earn her a spanking then this behavior is wrong and needs to be addressed. When a wife tests her HOH, she wants to know a few things, is he strong enough, determination, whether he is man enough to catch and correct every misbehavior or let some slide. This come down to two things ; Does he have the moral strength to discipline her? Is his love for her strong enough to discipline her? His moral strength is what will protect he

Gun Controll
Is there still anybody here who think fire weapons are cool/great and everybody should have the right to have them?..How is it possible that a fruitcake like this cho could get a fireweapon so easily?.He was known by the police and others as a suicidale..maniac and still he could buy fireweapons without any problems..all this shit talk about first amendment and people haveing a right to buy firearms:-((..I know it's terrible to say but every country/people get what they ask for!!It really pisses me off when i see and hear how people think it's cool and normal to have firearms..or any arms whatsoever!!

Kink Test
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chains/Handcuffs67%Whips50%Bondage50%Blind Folds33%Biting17%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

For Or Against Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. **************************************** You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. **************************************** You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. **************************************** You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. **************************************** You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. **************************************** You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. **************************************** You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the str

Needing To Vent
Ok so wtf, why is it if you sign on the internet and someone says Hello and you answer, that person seams to think you on line to meet someone or get laid. I can be a friendly person and chat with people just to chat.. I dont need anyone to tell me I have big boobs, I know I do I carry them around every day, I dont need to be asked if I am horney, cause if I was I am married, I am sure if I asked he'd give it to me. I mean really, I under stand alot of people do use the internet to meet people but isnt there actual sites people can go to for that stuff ? And seriously GUYS do you think a woman is really gonna wanna jump in her car and go meet ya cause you tell her about her tits or if shes horney ?? Seriously I can tell you most women find it a complete turn off ( Am i right girls ?) We rather chat and talk to people who are real not just looking to get laid specially when there profile reads I AM MARRIED. So anyways Ive vented and I feel better now thanks for reading

Lipstick
Found this on Banksy's website under his manifesto http://www.banksy.co.uk/manifesto/index.html An extract from the diary of Lieutenant Colonel Mervin Willett Gonin DSO who was among the first British soldiers to liberate Bergen-Belsen in 1945. I can give no adequate description of the Horror Camp in which my men and myself were to spend the next month of our lives. It was just a barren wilderness, as bare as a chicken run. Corpses lay everywhere, some in huge piles, sometimes they lay singly or in pairs where they had fallen. It took a little time to get used to seeing men women and children collapse as you walked by them and to restrain oneself from going to their assistance. One had to get used early to the idea that the individual just did not count. One knew that five hundred a day were dying and that five hundred a day were going on dying for weeks before anything we could do would have the slightest effect. It was, however, not easy to watch a child choking to deat

Pledge Totally Awesome
New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) New Pledge of Allegiance! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. I liked it. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the ru l e For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and d

Virginia Tech ~ Your Loss Is Deeply Felt. What The Hell Are We Going To Do About It?
I can't recall the last time someone pointed a gun at me, or the time someone raised a gun and started shooting at all my friends. I pray to the Almighty that this never happens to me, or to anyone. EVER. When I write this I don't see myself as a Malaysian, nor do I see myself as Kadazan, or a student who is almost graduating her degree, I see myself as a citizen of the world wanting to live in a better place. Call it a load of idealistic activist bullshit. I call it genuine concern. I detest violence, and I detest indifference. Can't we live together despite of our differences? WHEN was the last fucking time we stopped and cared about someone else? My friend told me that the Korean guy who was responsible for the shooting was lashing out on tape recordings saying that he was constantly bullied and oppressed by some group of random kids who think they are superior to the rest of the world. In the event that this happened 32 innocents were killed. Am not

I Wont Ask You To Be My Friend If..
I wont ask you to be my friend if.. You dont have your picture on the profile, if you have a picture of a duck or a cat then forget about it. You have one of those morph things as your profile picture, i hate that crap. You are a guy, sorry, im generally not interested. If you have someone elses picture as your profile picture, i really dont care if you dont look like Angelina Jolie, i dont look like Brad Pitt so i dont expect you to look like a supermodel either. I like women in all shapes, sizes and colours and if i asked you to be my friend then i think you look cool, if i didnt ask you then maybe i just forgot to.

The Punishment~teen Girl Fanasty
She sat in her room,crying,knowing that when Daddy got home she was in trouble.If only she had listened in the first place,it's too late now for only "if only's" As she heard the door open she waited,holding her breathe,it only a matter of time before daddy came to her room to discuss her grades.Sure enough she heard a knock on the door"Ptincess,can I come in,we need to talk." She,said a soft yes and the door opened. daddy,sat on the bed with her and they talked about what was going on,boys and how she doesn't care about school no more. Daddy,look her in the eyes and said,"Princess,I am going to do something I haven't done since you were a little girl,but I think you need one now." She sat there,a confused look upon her pretty face.Waiting to see what daddy meant.She didn't have to wait long,daddy grabbed her and place her across her lap.She was horrorified,when she realized that her daddy meant to spank her. She braced herself for the first spank,not at all disappointed when it

Making Money
Make money with Paypal How to make thousands of dollars in cash overflowing your paypal account. PLEASE do not pass this up now!! This is a simple program that works! You probably heard about the $5.00 chain letter going around where you send cash in the mail. WELL THIS IS NOT THAT LETTER!! This uses the power of the internet to do all the dirty work. If you don?t know what paypal is, you wil very soon. Ebay has recently bought this company. It is a great way to pay for auctions, bills, or send money to whoever has an email address. You can click on any of the paypal links to join it is very simple and FREE!!!!!!!!!! Even if you don?t use the program paypal is a great internet tool. It works like this. There are 3 people on the email list. 1. george1150_8@hotmail.com 2. chaz_man_hatton@msn.com 3. i_love_my_wife_leslie@yahoo.com(After you have a paypal account) 1. Send the first person on the list $5.00 via the paypal link. 2. Send an email to them saying ?thanks I?ve joined? 3. Put yo

The Desk
I have recently received this particular e-mail a few times and each time I enjoy reading it. So I thought I would share it with all of you. You have my permission to share this with others as well. Enjoy! The Desks ... thank God for Teachers Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period and there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." And she told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and w

Contests
I will never enter one.. Because I can afford to pay for a blast, and I don't get the "gifts." They're just little graphics. I give them out, I get them. Fine. But think about it, you get 15-20k comments for each contestant. You have about 5-12 entries. That's a buttload of points, and that yacht or ring will be paid by the comments. Then there's the cheaters, and the unscrupulous contest runners themselves. No thanks. Now someone buy me a mansion! Haha. Joke, joke.

The Enemy's Objectives
The Enemy’s Objectives – Ephesians 6:12 How does our Enemy operate? Dr. Stanley believes he has four primary objectives in interrupting God’s work in our lives. First, Satan wants us to doubt God’s Word. If he can get you doubting just a little bit, then he’s secured a foothold in your life. In Genesis 3:1, this is how he confronted Eve in the Garden. The serpent planted a seed of doubt in her mind. And the results were catastrophic for all mankind! Second, Satan tries to distract us from spiritual matters. He wants us focused on earthly, temporary outlets. It sometimes seems as if the Enemy uses every television, cell phone, and computer to change our focus from the Word to things with no eternal value. Third, the enemy works to disable us from the Lord’s service. Satan will do anything to prevent you from making an impact for Christ. Think about all the popular Christian leaders who have fallen away. Their sinful dee

Hey, Thats Blood Outside My Door
Well, I wasn't trying to protect my first born because thankfully for myself and everyone else that has not happened. Anyway, bibilical humor aside someone left a good blood trail outside my door. There is a couple hand prints and its all drops. The rain washed away where they might have gone off of the sidewalk. I say they because it could have been a very large female who was on their period. LIke very large because there was a decent trail. Like a level fifty goth wiccan priestess. Or gold club mexican guy finally struck as opposed to knocking on my door at 2AM.

Smile
Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can ' t even get into my own pants. Marriage changes passion. Suddenly you ' re in bed with a relative. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn ' t have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don ' t argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn ' t it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press ' Ctrl Alt Delete ' and start all over? AMEN , AMEN !! Why is it that our children can ' t read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn ' t you know it... Brain cells come and br

Ebay. Yeah.
So I have had this brilliant business plan for ebay for over a month now. I won't mention what the plan is, since this blog is very public and I don't want anyone taking my ideas on me. I will say that the plan is to open a store. Anyway, I discover I have to have a certain amount of positive feedback to even open a store, So I have resorted to gathering up all my unwanted or unused stuff around the house to take pictures of and sell. Only they need my bank account, and since my bank account is overdrawn by an obscene amount of money, they won't accept that bank account. Catch motherfuckin 22. Woe is me.

A New Day
TAKING HOLD STRONG AND CLEAR FEELING THE LOVE LOSING THE FEAR WONDERING WHY WONDERING WHERE DON'T KNOW HOW DON'T REALLY CARE ALL IS GOOD ALL IS WELL ALL IS AS IT SHOULD BE WONDERFUL THINGS BEGINNING TO SEE CIRCLE OF LIFE CIRCLING ME GOING ROUND AND ROUND BUT IT MAKES ME ME UP AND DOWN AND UP AGAIN HIGHER AND HIGHER CLIMBING THIS TREE DON'T LOOK BACK EASIER SAID THAN DONE MOVING FORWARD A NEW DAY HAS BEGUN

It's Been A While
Ok so i haven't been on here much.I have been cleaning with my aunt and cousin for some extra cash!I also have been just not getting on here.I got burnt out & they started changing everything on here.I have returned to see whats up with my Peeps! O yeah i hope everyone had a great Easter & Great 420!~

Best Kid Contest Winners!
Best Kid Contest Winners Are....... 1st Place is...... Wins 3 Day Blast! with 22123 comments 2nd Place is....... Wins a Corvette and Dozen Roses with 5389 comments 3rd Place is......Wins A Motorcycle and Dozen Roses with 3576 comments 4th Place is...... Watch And Dozen Roses with 1444 comments 5th Place is...... Wins a Ring and Dozen Roses with 1276 comments Everyone else gets Dozen Roses and a V.I.C. Gift! I want to thank everyone for having fun in the contest! Sorry we have a ruff time in the end! Thanks Maria

Why Are Women Whores, And Men Studs?
I had a talk with a friend last night for over an hour about this. She was worried how this guy was going to feel about her because she slept on the first date, and how it makes her a whore. I told her she wasn't a whore. She's been with three guys (this was the third), and hasn't done a lot. I reminded her that he slept with her on the first date too. "That's different, he's a guy." There is no difference. I admit it.. I'm a whore.. I've been with, well I won't say how many, but a lot of women, and there's not much I haven't, or wouldn't do. Being with a few people doesn't make you a whore. And what I don't get about all this.. the whole "he'll think I'm a whore" thing.. the guy has to have sex with someone. If he wants sex, he needs you, so he better not think you're a whore. "will he respect me in the morning?" ... who cares? Will you respect yourself? If you want sex, need sex,who cares what some guy thinks. Hell, ask yourself "Will I respect him in the mor

Horoscope For Saturday !!!!
A loved one tells you that it's time to get some fun into your life. It's easy to get caught up in the rhythm of work, work, work, but this person shows you what's really important. Listen to this advice and follow it. This come one day before my Birthday......

If Bush Can't Connect Two Thoughts, No Wonder We Are So F*ucked
George W. Bush was talking about just about everything else imaginable at a high school in Tipp City, Ohio. Maybe he should have stayed home and watched TV instead. If he had, he might not have had his spokeswoman proclaiming him "pleased" with the attorney general's performance, and he wouldn't have found himself saying things like this: On his marriage: "And I will tell you, one reason -- this may sound counterintuitive, but a good marriage is really good after serving together in Washington, D.C. It's been an amazing experience to be a husband and then a dad as president of the United States. I emphasize, that is the priority for me as the president. It's my faith, my family, and my country. And I am pleased to report that our family is doing great, particularly since my wife is such a fantastic person. And she sends her very best." On his job and his rug: "My job is a job to make decisions. I'm a decision -- if the job description were, 'What do you do?' -- it's decision-make

Homework :~(
If there's anyone out there that's a master Java programmer that can help me understand and optimize Gladman's implementation of AES (Rijndael) I'd really love some help! :-P *chirp chirp* *chirp chirp* Yeah....that's what I thought. :-(

Last Hope?
im standing up on my last 2 legs bearly able to take a step and every night i pray and beg to give me just sumthing left i cant continue with all this weight i cant keep seeing all this pain i wish just once that time would wait and stop the continuing suffering rain i need to make one finally stand find some hope amongst oneself but unfortunatley i dont think i can as im stuck with the cards that i was dealt

I Swear I'll Be There Soon
I will force feed you lies, That you first fed to me. Oh I believed. Payback's a bitch darlin, You'll learn that lesson hard. I'll give you glass shards, Like a gift, Embedded in your arms. Love is worthless. Carve your name in my heart. Memories fade in time... like the scars. I hope we cant see the same Twinkle twinkle little stars. The place for me? Hollywood. Dissapear in the crowd like I always wished I could. Hate yourself like you know you should. I'll write my goodbye letter with your blood. Soil your name, write it in mud. I'm ripping out my hair, I'll send it to your mother. She liked me best, loved me like no other. More then she loved you... You know it's true. Yeah, shes a classy lady, I will destroy her. I've been slipping away since days before birth. Mother used to paint my nails red. I would wisper "Mummy I wish I was dead" I Killed her inside everyday. She never heard me, she doesn't hear me to this day. I suppose I should be giving that g

Amazed
this is for my baby Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in Love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the other girls? Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart; Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss, That you can believe in the magic of our firs

Narcotics Anonymous (na)
I read the rest of the book, which is mostly about the 12 steps. It is all very simple. If you do what the book says, you will be cured. If you follow their righteous path, that path will lead you straight into redemption. If you join their club, you’re the lucky winner of a lifetime supply of bullshit meetings full of whining, complaining, and blaming. Praise Be the Lord… though the people are no longer drinking and doing drugs, they’re still living with the obsession. Though they have achieved sobriety, their lives are based on the avoidance, discussion, and vilification of the chemicals they once needed and loved… they functioned as human beings, but take away their meetings and their dogma and they have nothing, they are back where they started. They have an addiction. Addictions need fuel. pin point til the ... end?

Saturday April 21st, 2007
First off I want to say sorry for not being around much all week. This has been a very busy week for me. I had appointments and classes. Thursday was my boyfriend and mine 4th anniversary so Friday we went out to dinner and a movie. He had KFC and I had something at the movies we had planned to go for a nice dinner but everywhere was so busy and our movie started at 6:55pm and we wanted good seats. We seen "Are we done yet?" it was really good. Today I had a friend come spend more of the day here so I could clean the basement and get some other cleaning done. Well I have finished what I have to do in the basement my boyfriend is going to do the rest and then we are going to set things up the way we want them. I also got Kieyah's bedroom all set up looks really nice I am telling you. Tonight my boyfriend said he would finish what he has to do in the basement and then hes going to do the kitchen. So all I have left is the dinning room, my room, upstairs hallway and then sweep and wash al

Weekend Blues
It's Saturday. A picture perfect day here. Beautiful day to be out and about enjoying the sunshine and having some fun. It's 3:00pm and instead, I just woke up from a nap. I had plans for the weekend, but those fell through. Not a major catastrophy but just a little disappointed. So anyways, I figured my daughter and I could go out and have some fun. Maybe go into Branson, have a nice lunch and do some shopping and check out some cool fun places. Well, yesterday started out with a toothache. Luckily that went away. Spent this morning going over my bills and check book and realized I'm broke. So daughter woke up all ready to go out and had to tell her we couldn't. Gas is way to expensive just to drive anywhere. So here I am, stuck at home. Oh well, I guess that's just the way life is sometimes. I try not to let things like this get me down. Afterall, there are people out there worse off than me and with a whole lot worse problems. It just sucks sometimes though.

All Or Nothing At All
Ok, it's funny how a song I used to sing back in my teenie bopper days, suddenly makes so much more sense now. "All Or Nothing" I know when he's been on your mind That distant look is in your eyes I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over It's not the way I choose to live And something somewhere's gotta give As sharing in this relationship gets older, older You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair Cuz I want it all Or nothing at all There's nowhere left to fall When you reach the bottom it's now or never Is it all Or are we just friends Is this how it ends With a simple telephone call You leave me here with nothing at all There are time it seems to me I'm sharing you with memories I feel it in my heart but I don't show it , show it Then there's times you look at me As though I'm all that you could see Those times I don't beli

24-7
You scored as Night horny. You tend to get hot when the others are getting tired. You want to have some in the dark time, possibly in the candlelight or in the dark with moon as your only light. Night time can be very romantic with moon, stars and candlelights, but be aware your companion might get tired before it's late enough.Night horny100%Morning horny100%Day horny100%How HORNY are you after all?created with QuizFarm.com

Elvis And I Have Have Something In Common
http://www.elvispresleynews.com/JewishElvis.html I thought this was interesting, take a look of the above link! I share something with the "King"! LOL "Thank you, thank you very much" (Elvis) Pete

The Darkness
Through The Darkness I lived in darkness Withdrawn from modern life My mind was full of negativity And my mood was depressed I can relate to the melancholic poets And the gothic literature of Edgar Allan Poe These lost souls are misunderstood This is not a quest for evil But a search for positive energy I will come out of this stronger Wiser and more sympathetic I felt so restrained by modernity By the pressure to conform and look good I took a razor and cut through the superficial layer To get in touch with my soul I had to risk losing my life To realise how precious it is Now I am fully restored A cloak of darkness surrounds me I see the world in crystal clear vision Droplets of blood fall from my eyes A memory of the sadness I endured A bright new spirit guides me But the darkness will always be there To remind me how bright these days are.

Walls
Walls We build walls around our hearts, to protect us from the pain. We live all our years in solitude, with nothing left to gain. We want the sunlight on our faces. We want to feel the rain. But we have built those walls around our hearts,and never feel the joy or pain. ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~

Not What U Think....
ever have that one thing or person in life i thought u wanted and needed so bad and once u got it...or them it wasnt what u expected and i changed ur mind but dont wanna hurt them...and dont know how to tell em?.....welcome to my world right now!!

Daily Horoscope Apr 21
Today's Aries horoscope, according to CherryTAP: "Ever hear that old saying about faking it 'til you make it? If your mindset isn't the perkiest lately, surround yourself with optimistic, independent types. They can keep you on course even through some rough waters." Gee it's like they actually know something, big change from yesterday.~

You Must Be A Redneck If
You Must Be A Redneck If * You recycle your own toilet paper * Your mom has to shave more times a month than your dad * You see a bill board that says "Don't do crack" and it reminds you to pull up your pants. * You stare at a carton of orange juice because it says "concentrate." * Your bumper sticker reads: "One more Whore and We Get Gore." * The nativity scene you set up in your yard at Christmas includes two pink flamingos and baby Jesus lying in a painted tire. * Most of your teeth are on a chain around your neck. * You hunt from your bedroom window. * Your dad walks you to school because you're in the same grade. * You refrigerate your food stamps. * You use a 10 penny nail to pick your teeth after a night of road kill. * You have ever dressed your child as a "Snot-rag" for Halloween. * Your idea of a loaded dishwasher is getting your wife drunk. * You and your spouse get divorced and you are still relatives. * You go to your local ice c

Ranting
Ok so we have this little thing called the internet. Then comes profile websites and all that fun bullshit. Well ok so what happened to being truthful online or offline. If you have a boyfriend or a girlfriend why go looking for someone else. If you are unhappy in your current situation get the FUCK out of it. Don't go dragging another woman or man into it so they too get hurt in the process. I am done with the fucking games men and women play online. If you tell someone your single then damn it be fucking single. Why be unfaithful and dishonest, isn't it easier to just be upfront and face the truth. It has really become quite annoying having hooked up men talk to me and try to fill my head full of lies. I am by far not perfect and don't expect perfection but being honest isnt expecting perfection. Ok I am hopping off my soap box now.

How Many Ways Are There To Refer To Sex???
Laying, shagging, copulating, having marital relations, interpenetration of persons, joining, nuptial union, parking the pinkcadillac, mounting, plugging, penetration, coupling, sexual union, plowing, inserting tab a into slot b, knobbing, knocking boots, jig-jig, dancing the married man's cotillion, rogering, putting the wood to, creating one flesh, balling, doing the nasty, the french wrestling match, rolling in the hay, enacting god's plan, pulling the station wagon into the old garage, playing doctor, filling up the gas tank, docking the thumb drive in the usb, tangential differentiation, coitus coition, communion of persons, getting busy, doing the no-pants dance, laying pipe, making whoopee, the naughty, getting lucky, bow-chika-bow-bow, bumpin' and grindin', giving her the business, going at it, horizontal folk dancing, slamming, sexual congress, the ol' how's-your-father, jiggery pokery, showing her your "o" face, a dig in the whiskers, diddling, boinga boinga, exchanging dna,

Haters? Or, There's Different Languages And Then There'...
The notion that someone who rates your photo a 7 or an 8 is delivering an attack on you which you need to answer the next morning, on the dueling field, with seconds and a vigilante army preferably for backup... rather than just saying "hrm, very good, but not perfect, not a 10 out of 10 Olympic-quality, still improvable..."... is so ridiculous but also so widespread that it's become impossible to respond to it anymore. Well, maybe with a Get a Grip, people. It's numbers. It's averages. It's not people celebrating Hitler's birthday on April 20th- and a lot of people on this site do, which worries ol' Jewish-by-extraction me just-a-bit-or-more-than-a-bit, ok?????

Lonestar - Smile - (how I Feel)
I still remember the night we met You said you loved my smile But your love for me was like a summer breeze Oh it lasted for a while I could hold on a little tighter I know But when you love someone gotta let'em go So I'm gonna smile Cause I wanna make you happy Laugh So you can't see me cry I'm gonna let you go style And even if it kills me I'm gonna smile Kiss me once for the good times, baby Kiss me twice for good bye You can't help how you don't feel And it does'nt matter why give me a chance to bow out gracefully 'Cause that's how I want you to remember me I'm gonna smile Cause I want to make you happy Laugh So you cant see me cry I'm gonna let you go Style And even if it kills me I'm gonna smile I'm gonna smile so you can find the courage Laugh, so you wont see me hurtin' I'm gonna let you go Style And even if it kills me I'm gonna Smile

A Memorial Poem
*When Tomorrow Starts* When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, All filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn't cry, The way you do each day, While thinking of the many things, We did not get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you; And each time that you think of me, Please know I'll miss you too. But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said a place was ready, In heaven up above; And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I truly love. I had too much to live for, So much yet to do. It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. When tomorrow starts without me, Don't think that we're far apart; For every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart author unknown

More Pretty Hair
I bleached my hair. It's not all even. I like it though, I like colorfull stuff. I didtn't bleach the side much because I am going to cut them off soon. Most of the roots got bleached out good though. I'll probably leave it like this a few days, then I'm going to dye it purple. I might make some of it blue. I don't know, it depends on how I feel at the time.

Contest Update
Okay, so right now I'm out of comments and barely in 1st place... but at least the contest seems to be interesting so far! Thanks to all those who have helped me get this far. I love you guys! XOXOXO Sarah [ CherryTAP.com photo: 493028347 ] Comment my pics for me to help me get ahead!

Relationships
why cant i find an good ol girl that will be faithful and understanding? she dont have to be anything near being perfect. i dont want an perfect chick.i just want an decent relationship that has the possiblity of turning into an long-term relationship. is there an chick out there that is looking for the type of guy i am?im donw to earth and very understanding, plus romantic.i have amn few downfalls that hurt my relationships, but who dont.if any single females want to know more bout me add me toy your yahoo or talk to me on here. my yahoo addy is darklordraveanwolf@yahoo.com

My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

If U Thought That Last 1 Was Bad Dont Look Now Lol
There was a young fellow named Menzies, Whose kissing sent girls into frenzies, But a virgin one night Crossed her legs in a fright, And fractured his bi-focal lenses.

Song I Started
Oh i just can't stand The heartache no more I try to be brave while fighting back the tears I try to believe there is some hope Left inside of me My life is but a pain It is written in vain My world in caving in They say there will be hope They say there won't be pain When I am gone.

To The One Who Knows I Love Him
Dear Honey, I am dying inside right now. nothing i ever do or say is good enough for anyone, especially myself. i dont know how much longer i can go without having you here to hold me, comfort me, love me. i feel like a zombie most days, so unattached from everything and everyone but you. you see something in me that i dont even see in myself. i hate my life, my world is crashing down as each day passes and i cannot handle it. i want to lay in my bed and cry all day long. i have no energy to move. i have no energy to even keep my house clean. i want to die most days. you are part of the reason i keep going. you and my son and the very few friends i have. i am ready to give up on everything. ready to give up hope of ever finding someone to hold me, hope of ever getting better, hope of ever being a good mom. hope of living a "normal" life, having a good job, a husband and family, a house. every day that passes without you here takes away an ounce of faith i have. i may not be all t

If I Was Your Girlfriend
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 3.) Would you have sex with me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your CT password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.

Hooah!!!!!
This may take you two minutes to read this but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, star

My Son
My son is so into wreastling it is funny. He likes to wrestle with his spongebob toy,and after he beats it up. We hold up his hand and say "The winner is Austin." He tells us "Tell us no He is Batista" He is so cute when he doses this. Last night we had do differant poses of wrestlers, and he could do most of them. We had to take pictures of him, and of course I had to post them.

Rubias Bbw Contest
OK LADIES THE CONTEST FOR YOU SEXXII BBW ENDS TOMOROW AT 4PM EST . THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR NO DRAMA , IM HOSTIN A MOTHERS CONTEST SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PART OF THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PVT MESG , HAVE A GREAT EVENIN RUBIA

Oh Wow Did You Know That?
THE ULTIMATE SEX SURVEY Do you like it rough or sensual? BOTH DEPINDING ON MOOD Do you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: ONLY THE OPPOSITE SEX ONLY How often do you like to have sex?: ONCE TO TWICE A DAY Is sex a top priority for you?: ONE OF MANY Do you have sex face to face with your partner?: DEPENDS WHAT HE LOOKS LIKE.. How often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: SHIT AS OFTEN AS I CAN BUT CHERRY TAP HAS TIED ME DOWN A BIT How do you feel about one night stands?: PERSONALLY NOT FOR ME How many one night stands have you had?: 2 What's your favorite position?: ALL OF THEM Where's your favorite place to have sex?: ANYWHERE ITS SOFT Do you prefer to make love or f*uck?: MAKE LOVE FOSHO Have you ever watched porn while having sex?: NOPE How long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: DEE

What A Busy Day Lol
Hello everyone how are all of u doing? I am doing good just got done having my daughter birthday party WOW she got alot of stuff....... Alright life has been going good for me the past few weeks........ I went and got Nathan last Saturday thank god he is home I missed him so much........ I went to the dr the other day and got my women thing done havnt gotten the paper work on it yet........ Let see the past few months i have been thinking about having another kid...... I really love the guy i am with and he dont have any kids yet I dont know i want another one really bad so I think we might be tring again i dont know yet will be talking to his little swimmers lol........... IF IT HAPPENS IT HAPPENS........ but that is about it for now i am going to write more in my other blog abut the man i care so much about see u then

Shooting Star
On a grassy plain, Under a clear night sky, With a full moon lighting the way, They glance up with curious children’s eyes, And gape in wonder at the millions of shining, twinkling stars…….. Look at those shooting stars, just look!! They exclaimed, in their child like wonder. Quick, quick, let's make a wish. One for you and one for me They closed their eyes, little faces turned up to the sky, hands holding tight, a mask of deep concentration "I wish....." said one "I wish...."said the other. 10 years passed and then twenty. On that grassy plain They stand, under the bright old moon and blanket of stars, Where children’s prayers and wishes, Playtimes and adventures were something they remembered. They kiss. Look at that shooting star just look! Together they gaze up at the sky. Hands holding tight, adult faces to the sky, eyes gazing at that lone shooting star; Just one star, just one wish But that's alright, For today they were made one.

I Am Not Open So Dont Expect Me To Be
ok im open a bout a lot of shit like sex and speaking out but there are somethings i am just not gonna let you or anyone else in on shit thats inside me i bottle ... i bottle and lock it all away ...temper yea ive got one and ill fucking kick your ass if you fuck with me or even worse ill just run and never let you back in. i didnt let my mom or dad back in .. why should i let anyone else in hmmm... maybe thats why i have so many problems and yes maybe thats even why im still single ..matthew hahahahh but im semi content so fuck you hahahah alright thats my rag for the time being

My Gift From God
They want to take you away from me. They say I'm being selfish and inconciderate I try to build a life for you A life where you are safe and happy. Where you don't have to see the pain I was in. They think they know me. They think I'll just go away. I won't. I love you my child to much to just let go. I will never stop loving you. I will never stop giving up on you. You bring joy to my life that no one can understand. I've cried a river for you. I will cry an ocean for you. Each day til my last breath. You are my beautiful gift from God. Please no matter what. Never forget your mother loves you. Written over a year ago in 05

What Do My Eyes Reveal About Me
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain75%Mysterious67%Passion33%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

.brands.of.stupid.
so moms n i did some more apt hunting...mostly out of boredom. im still astounded by the level of stupidity i come across on a daily basis while living in this horrific desert. you'd think education and dictionaries were unavailable in such a venue. everywhere we go we ask the same question...'are you kid friendly?' everywhere we go we receive an answer. of course they dont go into details but they'll point out the playground and the bus stop...which is indicative of 'kid friendly' this one particular place we went to...the snotty woman with the pretend affected accent said 'i cant comment on the demographics' i didnt ask how many mexican black white green purple orange yellow children their were. i asked 'kid friendly'...thats when you point out the things parents want to know. so me being me...of course i made some comment about the glorious particular brand of stupid which hovers in a foggy cloud over this delightful *drips with sarcasm* city. it went right over h

Why Why Why
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum c

How Much Lust Are You
Your Lust Quotient: 42% You are definitely a lustful person, but you do a good job of hiding it. Your friends would be surprised to know that your secretly very wild! How Much Lust Do You Have?

Sex Appeal
You Are 52% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: High You're quite sexy, and you're probably at least partially aware of your powers. Don't let your self doubt ever get the best of you. You're even more attractive than you know.How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Drive Thru
How long should a person have to wait before and order is taken ? I went to KFC today and I smoked a whole cig while I was waiting and when I said hello all they said is "we'll be with you" so I sat there for a few more minutes and at that point i was annoyed. So I thought to myself screw this, backed up outta the drive thru and went to Long John Slivers instead. I worked fast food years ago and we didn't make people wait forever and that was long before things were computerized, and we had to get the persons order within a minute of it goin off.

How Much Sex Appeal Are You
You Are 85% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

Whats Your Beer Personality
You Are Samuel Adams You're fairly easy to please when it comes to beer - as long as it's not too cheap. You tend to change favorite beers frequently, and you're the type most likely to take a "beers of the world" tour. When you get drunk, you're fearless. You lose all your inhibitions. You're just as likely to party with a group of strangers as you are to wake up in a very foreign place. What's Your Beer Personality?

Life
I dream of a life filled with cameras flashing, And fame acquired based on my skills alone. This will be nothing more than a pipe dream In a society stuck in standards of vanity. I've had times where I wanted to torch TVs To destroy images of manufactured nonsense Before they're burned into my conscience. Mainstream success isn't earned with quality; Respect doesn't pay rent for anyone. Why do we proceed to do the dance For empty suits who've never had a clue? They're where they are because they failed When they tried to light skies with words. I love watching those lacking real thought Chasing after a dollar like drops of alcohol In bottles of booze emphasizing addiction. My credibility is a resource I can't risk. Few people still have theirs to maintain. How can we respect them in this strife? Each day I'm dreaming of this life.

Saturday 4/21/07
Not much happened today, just the usual chatting and listening to music. The weather was awesome, but unfortunately I didn't get to go out anywhere today,so I've been online all day. Well, I guess I'll end this here for tonight, have a good night everyone.

What Kind Of Beer Am I
You Are Samuel Adams You're fairly easy to please when it comes to beer - as long as it's not too cheap. You tend to change favorite beers frequently, and you're the type most likely to take a "beers of the world" tour. When you get drunk, you're fearless. You lose all your inhibitions. You're just as likely to party with a group of strangers as you are to wake up in a very foreign place.What's Your Beer Personality?

Just A Thought
The look in your eyes, it captivates me. When I close my own, you're all that I see. Your touch, it soothes, and excites me; to a point, words I cannot find. Your kisses; They're so soft, and so sweet. They take my breath away, almost sweep me off my feet. Your body close to me; sends shivers up my spine. I cant believe the day has come, to say that you are mine. The beauty of your smile, has the innocents of a child. You make the rage of my past, become so mellow and mild. When we're together, your love supports me, like a sturdy crutch. Away from you, your radiance is one of many things, that I miss so much. These gestures of how I feel, I know I can't ignore. Yet something deep inside, makes me want a little more. You're someone for my future, you make my colors shine true. Everyday I find myself so very, much in love with you.

Girl Of My Dreams
There's a girl I know. A girl that means so much to me. A girl that makes my troubles melt away. My feelings hard to show. This song's so I can make her see, that I long to have her in my arms one day. But I know that I'll never get the chance. Its so hard for me to find romance. But I have to let her know. Girl, I have to let you know; that I wish someday I could know you better. Take my hand, and maybe I'll show you forever; and girl I just cant wait, for the nighttime. Because you're there each time I sleep; Girl of my dreams. Shes with me every night. I wish my dreams were my reality. It's there shes in my arms, so safe and tight. I've slept so safe and sound. Yet morning is so cruel to me; because when I wake I realize, she's nowhere to be found. But I know at night, I'll sleep again. I can't wait to sleep, because I'll see her then. Yet for now the day ahead, daydreams of her will always fill my head. The night goes by too fast for me. I wish i

This Was Too Good Not To Share
Q1. WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q2. WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, only "down under." Q3. WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q4. WHY ARE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because, when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q5. WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch. Now, you know everything you need to know

Guilty/i'm Living The High Life, Baby. Love You So Much.
I miss you. It's no secret. But, the days go by faster, and I don't need you like I did. Or as the MCR song says [yes, I realize I'm committing music suicide by quoting infamous bands but..] "I don't love you like I did yesterday." You have to admit Gerard shouldn't make it on the GoFugYourself website. He was pretty damn hot in that video, but I digress. I believe Jen Lancaster is my comedic hero. (Is comedic even a word? No? Too bad. I just made it one.) I got her book today, and I am currently on page 104, and in love with every page. She has an amazing vocabulary. Maybe I should recruit her as my tutor for the SAT. Or maybe I should just read more. Oy. How do you check people out? And what exactly are you checking out? My cellulite? We-hell, let me tell you, it isn't something to be checking out. I'm young, and I have cellulite. Fuck me. Yes, yes, yes and yes. I'm conservative, to a sense. I should be anyway. I tell myself I will NOT end up li

New Website
To all my friends and fans, We have completely revamped my website at www.thedarkmaster.com Please head over and take a look. On the media page there are some new vids to watch and also a podcast interview show of me on Metalization radio you can listen to. In the nav bar you will find a link to a fan page called "The New Flesh". I sure would appreciate it if any or all of you would leave a comment on either the site or my dangerous line of work and the way I do it. Thank you in advance, Steve Santini www.thedarkmaster.com

Statistics
Child Abuse Statistics in the USA * An estimated 906,000 children are victims of abuse & neglect every year. The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children * Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 * 1,500 children die every year from child abuse and neglect. That is just over 4 fatalities every day. * 79% of the children killed are younger than 4 # here are nearly 3 million reports of child abuse made annually # In 2003, there were 906,000 child abuse convictions # The rate of child abuse is estimated to be 3 times greater than is reported. # The rate of victimization is 12.3 children per 1,000 children # Children ages 0-3 are the most likely to experience abuse. They are victimized at a rate of 16.4 per 1,000 # 79% of the children killed are younger than 4. # These statistics are from the Administration for Children & Families of the US Department of Health & Human

Sexy
Seductively enticing me 2 come and unravel her sweetness To have the opportunity to taste her completely I would be truly blessed My lips travelling cross country from her lips To her center, at which point my tongue has The the power to make her say "Yes you may enter" Eroticy in it's purest form Her sexuality is unmistakably surpassing the norm She is uniquivically the perfection of her form Her destiny was to evolve to the supreme being Of incredible beauty since she was born X marks the spot which undoubtedly sparks the fire Which will in turn make her hot and once her Desire is set on you her panties will drop Her accuracy is unrivaled, all it takes is one shot Her figure is like a trigger that instantly Penetrates your will and concentration Uncontrollably she becomes the only one you want You are intertwined in this pleasure You are travelling on a parellel vibe To the peak of lust, the level of Sexual energy exuded can not be measured And you will be

Heres To A Great Night Everyone
First, I want you to know that you are amazing, and I love you to death like a best friend like hell. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 14 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes

Lost My Way..... But I'm Finding It Again
Every woman has lost her way at one time or another in her life...the hardest thing for her to do is find her way back..to bring down the walls and let someone in...she has to be the pilar of strength in her darkest hour and the rock of gibraltor at her weakest moment...she has to be the cheery clown when tears are threatening....and the sexy playmate when sick as a dog....this is a montage for the women of the world that has lost who they are and has found their way back....

Chapter 22
Melissa whirled on Death/Bob " how dare you chase someone from my house. this is not your place, and you cant tell people that they can or cant be here. You have no right! Besides he's kinda cute, might do me some good to get on his good side since you said most of us go to hell first anyway. By the way, what was that comment about you quitting? You quite your job? How can death quit? Does that mean that no one is going to die, and if they do who is going to your job. I mean wont there be even more lost souls wandering around?" "Melissa just what am I supposed to say? You know that I needed your help, but alot of things happened since the last time I saw you. I didn't quit, I threatened to after Himself told me I couldnt love you........" "What!!! What did you say? You loved me, you told that to Himself? To like the power dude. The one who controls all of this. And your not even supposed to talk to me in the first place. Great Pal, you just set my wheel back a couple

Update On Me
Well its been 3 weeks since my ex up and dissappeared, for those of you that haven't read my previous blog about my ex dissappearing, he up and left a little over 3 weeks ago because he's in trouble and knows it, he got ahold of his dad's belongings and sold them and stole some of his dad's checks and was forging his dads name so he had money. His dad pressed charges against him. Well he had showed up at my house, which was against his no contact order (not suppose to come within 100 feet of me or my home). Anyways...like i said its been 3 weeks now, the end of next week will be 4 weeks, i've gotten the paper work from the court house to file for Full Soul custody (legal and physica); I'm gonna find an attorney that i can sit down and go over the paper work to make sure its all legal like; then i have to put an ad in the newpaper for 20 days because i dont know where he's at... So i'm hoping he doesn't read the newspaper so that i win by default...Even if he did respond i don't th

My Sweetheart
My sweetheart by Sheena I love you with all my heart no one will ever take that away not even me the way u look at me melts my heart and your touch brings me to heaven ive been with u for a whole ten months but it seems so much longer and this will never end

I Don't Care If I Lose Friends Over This..
[[Month 1]] Mommy I am only 8 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. [[Month Two]] Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. [[Month Three]] You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. [[Month Four]] Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. [[Month Five]] You went

Jealousy
Jealous people SUCKS! see what www.dictionary.com has to say about it ******************************************** jeal·ous·y /ˈdʒɛləsi/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[jel-uh-see] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun, plural -ous·ies for 4. 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood. [Origin: 1175–1225; ME gelusie, jelosie < OF gelosie, equiv. to gelos jealous + -ie -y3] —Synonyms 1. See envy. Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) Based on the Random House Unabridged Dictionary, © Random House, Inc. 2006. American Heritage Dictionary - Cite This Source jeal·ous·y (jěl'ə-sē) Pronunciation Key n. pl. jeal·ous·ies 1. A j

20 Questions, Adult Style
1. Anal or oral? 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? 3. Ice or feathers? 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? 5. Movie porn or live porn? 6. What do you wear to bed ? 7. Love making or hard fucking? 8. Do you shave ? 9. Spit or swallow? 10. Do you masturbate ? RESPOND IN MY EMAIL 11. Whats your turn on ? 12. Whats your favorite position ? 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) 16. Bondage or soft & gentle ? 17. Have you ever had sex in public ? 18. Do you touch yourself and get turned on ? 19. Is there anyone on your mind you want to have sex with ? 20. List one person on your friends list you would have sex with? Be honest !!

Wanna Meet????
NEXT WK WHICH IS APRIL 27-28TH 2007 ANY ONE IN THE BUFFALO NY AREA OR NY AREA WANNA MEET UP WITH ME AND MY FRIEND? WERE STAY AT THE HOLIDAY INN IN BUFFALO NY. WERE GOING DOWNTOWN BUFFALO NY SAT AND FRIDAY WERE JUST CHILLIN AND DRINKIN AT THE HOTEL. SO IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED IN PARTYING WITH US PLEASE MESSAGE ME HERE,I PROMISE U WONT REGRET HEHE.OUR PREFERENCE IS BETWEEN 18-25 MALE WANTING TO HAVE A GREAT TIME HEHE.GET BACK TO ME BY FRIDAY

Loneliness
So many things have been going on in my life as of late. I can't seem to shake this feeling of loneliness from my shoulders. I have no friends to really speak about. I have the wonderful friends from here on CT, but no one I can really call up or hang out with. My husband had many friends that he goes out and hangs out with. He is more involved with his band than he is with me and out daughter. Am I wrong for being upset at this fact? I can't help but think that sometimes he would rather be single and be able to do as he pleases, because that happens to be what he is already doing. I keep wondering to myself if I should be worried about all the female friends he has. He has more phone calls on his cell phone from girls than I have ever seen. And should I be worried when he gets up and leaves the room when he is talking to them on the phone? I do trust him but my mind keeps telling my heart that I should worry. But should I really worry about it? We will be married 3 years on the 27t

Its Offical.
I've lost all sense or reason that I have. I'm broken, I'm torn, I'm whatever you call it... I don't care... I was thinking today and what poit is there for me to live anymore? I mean honestly i waste all my fucking time on this piece of shit. I'm done, completely done.. I wish i had something to take care of this wish for death, but i dont... And the fact that i'm rather inebriated rate now is totally giving me the courage to do what I'd want to do. Fuck it. I give up... Thank you for wasting your time... I hope you asphyxiate on your own vomit

Untitled Shit
I’ll allow you to self-destruct But don’t blame me for the mess This was your choice Lie in the bloody bed you’ve made Don’t cry for help They’re all dead to your chaos You’re all alone now Because no feels the way you do Shut up and walk it off There’s nothing left for you to whine about And no one wants to hear it

Mom
This is for you Mom . . . I love you. To hear your voice To see your smile Thats all I truly want in life. To hear you say I love you To feel your warm embrace after a rough day Thats all I truly need. To feel your hand on my back when I'm sick To know your presence is there when I'm feeling alone Thats all I ever needed. But now you're gone And I'm all alone I don't want to grow up with out you. To know my kid won't know one of their grandmothers To know that I won't ever feel complete again To feel the pain in my heart from losing my best friend. I guess all I wanted was to have one more hug One more kiss One more song to dance to. . . One more "I love you"

Old People
>>We OLD people have problems that you haven't even >>considered yet! >> >>An 85-year-old man was requested by his doctor for a >>sperm count as part of >>his physical exam. >> >>The doctor gave the man a jar and said, "Take this >>jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." >> >> >>The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the >>doctor's office and gave >>him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the >>previous day. The doctor asked what happened and >>the man explained, "Well, doc, it's like this - >>first I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then >>I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. >>Then I asked my wife for help. She tried with her >>right hand, then with her left, still nothing. >>She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, >>then with her teeth out, still nothing. We even >>called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried >>too, first with both hands, then an armpit, and she >>even tried squeezin' it between her kn

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The Best Comeback Line Ever
> THE BEST COMEBACK LINE EVER > > General Cosgrove was interviewed on the radio the other day and > you'll love his reply to the lady who interviewed him concerning guns > and children. > > > Regardless of how you feel about gun laws you gotta love this!!!! > This is one of the best comeback lines of all time. It is a portion of > ABC interview between a female broadcaster and General Cosgrove > who was about to sponsor a Boy Scout Troop visiting his military > headquarters. > > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: So, General Cosgrove, what things are you going to > teach > these young boys when they visit your base? > > GENERAL COSGROVE: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, > archery, and shooting. > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Shooting! T hat's a bit irresponsible, isn't it? > > GENERAL COSGROVE: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on > the rifle range. > > FEMALE INTERVIEWER: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous > activity to be teaching chi

Comfortably Numb
Hello. Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me. Is there anyone home? Come on, now. I hear youre feeling down. Well I can ease your pain, Get you on your feet again. Relax. I need some information first. Just the basic facts: Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ships smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in waves. Your lips move but I cant hear what youre sayin. When I was a child I had a fever. My hands felt just like two balloons. Now I got that feeling once again. I cant explain, you would not understand. This is not how I am. I have become comfortably numb. Ok. Just a little pinprick. [ping] Therell be no more --aaaaaahhhhh! But you may feel a little sick. Can you stand up? I do believe its working. good. Thatll keep you going for the show. Come on its time to go. There is no pain, you are receding. A distant ships smoke on the horizon. You are only coming through in wav

Blah
love = pain. simple as that. unless you're in the beginning of something new. then it's all giggles, butterflies and little heart drawn on pieces of paper. then you get use to each other then you know each other then, and then there's nothing left to learn nothing new for you to see nothing but the same old same old everyday. you make decision in the favor of your relationship they go un-noticed. you make sacrifices. they don't matter. you go to speak to each other and nothing comes out you stop writing letters you stop drawing hearts. you stop feeling butterflies. you have to ask for kisses for hugs, for affection. you cry but to whom? you cry alone. you sit up at night just because just to get fallen asleep on you clean up it goes un noticed you feel unappreciated. you go to speak how you feel attitudes flare and words fly you argue you fight you cry some more you take yourself away from everything you've ever known ever had, ever earned, ever worke

Horescopes Dont Lie!!
OK, Here i go again. This time, Well read more and you will see. Ok, first off i never thought in believing in horescopes. i thought they were useless. But well the past few days. Well here they are. And yes They dont lie cause this has happend to me in the last couple days. daily horescope 4-20-2007 You thought all these electronic gadgets were here to save time. Who knew IM could be so helpful in making an emotional connection, too? It's amazing what comes to light when you're really communicating *this is so true and the person should know who they are. Daily horescope 4-21-2007 You've always understood the importance of following your own heart, but someone else's comment makes you realize the long-reaching impact of your behavior. How eye opening! *This is also true. And the Bitch that i though was my best friend. Well hell with her. Just cant wait to talk to her again. ------------------------------------------------- I will be leaving for a few days, mig

Religions Breakdown
it took a while to find all this info so i hope you can follow. first of all 6,446,131,400 (July 2005 est.) people on earth now the breakdown Religions: Definition Field Listing Christians 32.84% (of which Roman Catholics 17.34%, Protestants 5.78%, Orthodox 3.44%, Anglicans 1.27%), Muslims 19.9%, Hindus 13.29%, Buddhists 5.92%, Sikhs 0.39%, Jews 0.23%, other religions 12.63%, non-religious 12.44%, atheists 2.36% (2003 est.) now lets say the Christians are right (majority rules) that means 67.16% of us thats 4,329,221,848.24 are going to hell now out of the Christians the roman catholics have the most ppl so now we got just for laughs well say they are right so now 82.66% of us are wrong and are going to hell thats 5,328,372,215.24 people burning now we will widdle that down some more, how many of the roman catholics really follow every word (ive seen the news i know that not all do just ask a quire boy) now ill be nice and say 25% lead the "holy" life that

My Superman
Would be lying on the couch with me right now. AC on, candles lit, cuddling in front of the TV. He would be lightly running his fingers across my arm and giving me light kisses on my cheek. He'd just look at me and smile for no reason other than he's happy. He'd be happy to be awoken by a squealing 3 year old in the mornings and love to watch PB&J sandwiches fly across the living room. He'd look at me without me asking him to. He would go outside and run through the woods with me just for fun, finding pretty trees to take pictures in front of. He'd sit and play scrabble (lol) with me on a weekend night instead of going to the bar like every other weekend. He'd love me and tell me he did. He'd save me

Friends First
I've never been in such a state quite similar to this. I feel you growing on me with each look, each touch, each kiss. I wonder if you realize, you've strengthened my soul. When we first met, it was my breath you went and stole. Lately constant thoughts of us; each vision, you're who I see. Theres a frightening yet alluring power, that you have over me. You're who I want. You're everything and more. Like a treasure once lost forever, you've been washed upon my shore. I've been trying to take my time, and hold my feelings for you inside; but now I know that I must stop this, and in you I will confide. I will tell you eventually how much I care, and will care from now on through the end. You're the one I'll adore as my lover, and will forever adore as my friend.

What Is Your Sexual Style
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent88%Hot88%Soft69%Wet63%Sweet63%Exciting63%Awkward56%Shy19%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Rough
how come no one is around the entire time and then all of a sudden something happens to u and then everyone is there for u and trying to help u every which way they possibly can? its kinda sad that the people u think dont care a damn in the world for u are just suddenly there like they have been there the whole time. thats just fake. why cant people at least pick up the phone everynow and again and just check on someone, see how they r doin, just talk to them. u would be amazed at what could happen if u do so.