....I love you all, I am feeling like there is no point in staying around. My pics are gone, and when I rate others and goto leave a comment I see where my old account was with my comment on it and it's like a constant reminder that the account here is so fleeting, anything can make it deleted, and so the "why bother" comes to mind when it all can be taken away again....I would love to leave a blast so all my friends could find me again yet then it would just be putting money into the pocket of the person who took all my hard work and alot of my friends away so fuck that...so I will be around once in awhile but not like I used to be. Nothing against any of you, you all have been great and showed me such love to which I try to return. I just get upset when I see my old comments with a pic of "I was here" and when you put your cursor over it it says "N/A".... reminds me of how I got screwed and makes me wonder why I am going through it all again (my page, pics, blogs, etc).
If you want feel free to add me at myspace, here's my link:
http://www.myspace.com/ya_its_playmate
Lots of love my cherries!
~Playmate~
