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Finally
SO I CAN FINALLY SAY THAT I THINK I HAVE FIGURED A FEW THINGS OUT AND THAT I THINK I CAN BE HAPPY AND I MEAN TRUELY HAPPY....I HAVE AN AWESOME BF EVEN IF HE GETS MAD AT STUPID THINGS THAT I SHOULDNT SAY OR SO WATCH HOW I SAY THEM...I ALSO HAVE SOME REALLY AWESOME FRIENDS...EVER IF ONE OF THE BESTFRIENDS I HAVE ITS LIKE FOREVER AWAY....AND MY OTHER BESTFRIEND HAS A NEW GUY IN HER LIFE SO SHE DONESNT HAVE MUCH TIME FOR ME....I AM HAVING A HARD TIME WITH NOT HAVING MY FAMILY TOGETHER I REALLY MISS MY KIDS AND BEING THE ONE THAT PUTS THEM TO BED EVERYNIGHT AND GETS THEM UP EVERY MORNING... I MISS HAVING A FAMILY...

Your Sign..im A Cap, Can You See Any Of This In Yourself?
!~Subject: What sign are you?~! Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. ~VIRGO: The Virgin~ Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. ~SCORPIO: The sex addict~ Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic - Freak in bed. Great kisser. Always get what they want. > >>>>>>>>Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ~LIBRA: The lame lover~ Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own u

This Whirlwind Called Life
I am a late bloomer as far as the virtual world, was becoming concerned that life would leave me by the wayside if I didn't learn the dance. It is a much different world since the cyber world came into being. I remember when there was no computers or internet. Heck I remember before there was cable,lol. I went to the library a few months ago and the internet happened to be down. The librarian looked at me quite confused when I asked for help referencing a certain obscure title. I asked him what the problem was.Sheepishly he looked at me and said "Can you wait for us to come back online?" What a hoot..... I am 50 and single. Got tired of the bar scene and this has turned out to be a good venue for fielding desirable connections. As the whirlwind of life pulls me along, it is good to know that there are other ways of meeting people. Sure there are some disappointments, but I have yet to have a really bad experience. And I have had some great times with people, s

When The Newness Wears Off...
and one becomes bored, one begins to get blah-zay about things. The newness has finally worn off... (I have been on CT since October 2006) I have explored all that I can feel that I can explore here... and I am getting truly blah-zay about matters here on CT. I don't know if I feel that I have explored all the regions of CT and feel unchallenged or just tired of the drama. Some of the bulletins seems immature or childish. Maybe it is my own growing pains and growth. I don't know. Is anyone else feeling the same way??? Is it just me????

Juggalo World
In a juggalo world there would be no racism or war. In a juggalo world there would be no abortion or need for an abortion. In a juggalo world there would be no violence or rape or hate or any of that shit... it would all be purely clown love for one and all for us to enjoy... just a thought for all of you non juggalo's to think about

The End
So lost and uterly alone Theres nothing left but pain what do i have to live for What do i have to care Theres nothing left for me to lose Ive lost it all My heart is shattered and broken A wound to deep to heal Theres nothing left I have nothing mor eto give Im all alone now Fading into the emptiness of space sinking deeper into darkness As i sit and bleed away I see again all the things i once had and lost a smile comes to my face knowing that i wont have to live another dayin this miserable disgrace of existance i call my life as the blade cuts my skin i realize the true pain will soon be gone The hard ships of my life will soon be gone As the blade cuts my veins I wath the day just slip away Blackness now Nothing more No Pain

Some Insight Into Being Me.
Originally posted on my blog January 19, 2007 I'd rather be a friend, then a hero. Do you feel sometimes that your life is like a novel. That you are but a character in a book. At the whim and mercy of the author. Does this happen when you lose faith in God? After all, if not for Him, would we be here? Or just a way of saying we have given up. Lost faith in ourselves, and would rather live in fantasy then face reality? I think a little of both. Reality has to set in at some point in time doesn't it? Lets face it. A novel most always has a happy ending. And life often times holds more disappointments then triumphs. Being the knight in shining armor rescuing a fair damsel is very chivalrous and appealing. Fighting battles, righting wrongs. Once, my character. Once, my belief. Makes me feel a bit like the dodo bird now. Extinct! And just as long gone as knights of yore. I used to want to, no, strived to be that knight. But all it got me was rusted armo

Life Has Some Hard Turns!!!!
Well, Things just keep happening. My friend Maryann (SouthPaw) whim I am living with. Has had a troublesome marriage, well now her and her husband are splitting. Of course her husband blames me. Which I had nothing to so with it. Well, he has successfully fucked with my life and my girls. He has called the hospital where my husband was and started trouble there, then proceeded in telling his landlord what was going on. Now, I have a week to move with my girls. It is okay we can go to my moms house. Little does he know that Maryann and her son are coming with us, and the 5 of us are getting a place WITHOUT HIS ASS!!!! Then I was talking to MAryann about what are we going to do before we decided that we were all moving together. I had come to realize that I still loved my husband , when I saw him in the hospital and was thinking of giving hima second chance. I was really confused and still are. But what made me change my mind of moving back to him was my oldest daughter who t

I Love U......
By: Allen ( my darling) I Love You... I love you like I love a day when everything goes right I love you like I love to lay and watch the stars at night I love you like I love the rain its lustful calm embrace I love you like I love to laugh until it hurts my face I love you like I love to drive with no real destination I love you like I love the thrill of pure infatuation But most of all I love you like I love a cherished friend Who holds me tight, dries my tears and loves me to the end

The Unicorns Ride
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride.

Things That Make Ya Go Hmmmm
IF YOU HAVENT FANNED ME PLZ DO SO.. I HAVE 392 FANS YET I AM A FAN OF 483.. SUMTHINGS NOT RIGHT THERE PPL SO IF YOU HAVENT FANED ME PLZ DO SO .. SMOOCHES AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY XOOXOX"S LADY KAOS

Teen Kicked Off Bus
I should be thankful that my teenager is actually pretty good, doesn't get in trouble, run the streets, etc. But boy am I mad at him today. He waits until FIFTEEN minutes before the bus comes to tell me hes suspended from the bus for three days, grrrrr. All because he asked a girl if she was wearing a bra, like he doesn't know better than to do stupid stuff like that, sigh. But why wait till the last minute to tell me yanno?

Our Trips To Green Way
The Greenway is a new place they made here for everyone to go walkin, its really nice and lite up and everyone is really friendly... and you can even take your doggie...I have been going with the lady that live near me, we have become good friends her name is Joanne.. We have been drinkin strawberry daiquiri's while we walk..lol But no one can tell but us I hope..lol It's a 2 mile walk and we just talk and drink... lol We both have been needin someone to talk to so this really helps both of us out, more ways than one.. We both want to lose weight too.. This will be goin on our third day and were are gettin faster at it already so.. and their goin to make the walk long by the summer, so time we get this one down pat.. Maybe they will have the other one done..

Planet To Rule
You Should Rule Mercury Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system. You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever. Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match. Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests. A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok fuckers lets see if you can handle this video! gotta be one of the most brutal ones i have seen this is American head Charge... and while they aren't the greatest band in the world that i've seen live and the guitarist kept taking his clothes off and playing with his dick but hey its hard and its loud so here's All Wrapped Up... And now with the following collection of... Im above everything else Saved the ones who shouldn't be Hold on to them all so youll Find yourself away from me Our lost faith strung out on a line My most empathetic dreams of you The sorry excuses on which we dine When all my fears tell me it's true Borrowed dreams of some imagined future All wrapped up inside this borrowed hope Don't manipulate the most Beautiful thing youll ever know To the extent of saving your Ragged torn out sickly show Holding my head above the fold Can't decide which side I want I buried everything so deep in the cold Now I stop inside of the lies I flaunt

Broken Heart
I am beyond hurt its pure pain now. I have given my heart to a man that i have fully fallen in love with and do want to be with. But now i dont know where we stand. He knows i love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him but he turned around and said he needed time to think. Now i think i have lost him. My heart is in so many peices right now. If i do lose him i am done i am tried of getting my heart broke. I just can't take it anymore.

Tiger Of The Year
In a zoo in California , a mother tiger gave birth to a rare set of triplet tiger cubs. Unfortunately, due to complications in the pregnancy, the cubs were born prematurely and due to their tiny size, they died shortly after birth. The mother tiger after recovering from the delivery, suddenly started to decline in health, although physically she was fine. The veterinarians felt that the loss of her litter had caused the tigress to fall into a depression. The doctors decided that if the tigress could surrogate another mother's cubs, perhaps she would improve. After checking with many other zoos across the country, the depressing news was that there were no tiger cubs of the right age to introduce to the mourning mother. The veterinarians decided to try something that had never been tried in a zoo environment. Sometimes a mother of one species will take on the care of a different species. The only orphans" that could be found quickly, were a litter of weaned pigs. The zoo keepers and

If
if i could sing, i would sing for you a song so beautiful, it would bring tears to your eyes. if i could dance, i would dance for you in a way so moving you'd want to dance with me too. if i could paint, i would paint for you a work of art so insipiring you'd want to share it with the world. and if i could , id want to live till the end of eternity spending each day of my life just loving you

There Are Seven Kinds Of Sex...
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex... The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you." The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to cour

~~ How Drama Always Finds Me ~~
Melissa Lee: hey i have a question for you maria martinez: hold on Melissa Lee: kk maria martinez: okay what? Melissa Lee: are you and alex still talking or friends? maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: i just need to know maria martinez: i want him and he knows it Melissa Lee: kk but have you too been talking? maria martinez: yeah why at nite it's nice to talk to him since i got a cam maria martinez: why? Melissa Lee: just wanted to know how much hes been lieing to me but dont matter no more becuase i am threw with him maria martinez: why were u going out with him maria martinez: after he dumped me as a ct wife? Melissa Lee: me and shirly were suppose to marry him but you can have him Melissa Lee: im going back to live in the real world at least my bf doesnt lie to me maria martinez: two can't marry him on ct Melissa Lee: and he has time for me maria martinez: he is real ur b/f right Melissa Lee: yeah very real and very good to me maria martinez: so why u want alex f

What's Under Your Bed?
What we find under the bed... A survey of the things people find under their beds turned up some bizarre results, from sweaty socks to sex toys. And one man looked underneath his bed - to find his wife's secret girlfriend, reports Sky News. The survey, by hotel chain Travelodge, said people also found dirty plates, guitars and a mouldy Chinese takeaway. One of the 2,000 adults questioned returned home to find his wife under the covers and a 'rustling sound' coming from under the bed. It turned out to be his wife's girlfriend. One woman feared a gas leak only to discover the source of the stench came from a pair of her husband's sweaty football socks left festering for two years. Another man was helping his mother-in-law move her bed only to find her collection of adult toys. Over a third of those polled said they only vacuumed under the bed once a year. One in four would be embarrassed if someone looked under their bed. Travelodge spokesman Wayne Munnelly said:

Disapeared!
Hello all and yes I am still alive! Lost my internet so I have not been able to get on here to often! The great news is I am handling the loss of mom well and only throught the loving suppoert of my new Master!!! yes I did it again, I threw myself in and this time he even got my heart! Not onlky did he manage to collar me but I fell totaly in love as well. Stay in touch and when I can get here I will drop notes, pleaSe do not forget me untill I am able to have full use of my internet..lol love you all!! Master Hawks Angel

The Right Way To Do It...
im not sure who wrote this, i copyed it from a friend n im pretty sure hes not the one who came up with it, but i thank him,its very important info every guy should know!! 95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS we're on top...and we're on top why? Duh so we can stimulate our clit...by doin' our lil "snake charm" grindin' grabbin onto the males pelvic bones...which we all know does nothing for the guys...so the point is...EAT OUR PUSSY FIRST...make us cum a few times...numb us up then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end however you like. Now once you're in between our legs...don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a Thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin time. We all know pussy is nearly irresistible...but don't act like that way. Lick our inner thighs, kiss them...kiss around our pussy lips...kiss the lips etc. finally once you've got your tongue on our clit...this is what to do...(you

Sing Tonight
I am so nervous....damn what the hell is wrong with me?....All I gotta do is get up there and sing 2 songs then I can get drunk as hell. I'm usse to singing in front of bigger crowds...but this time is diggerent..it's just me and not my group.My little sister is going....and oh boy !!!!! She is use to rthe bar scene...but ut's been a while for me. " Our friend Angela started out doing this same" thing she says. and i'm like well damn...she's Angela hacker and can actually sing....lol. I want to have fun and not make a damn fool of myself until the drinks are served. Oh well...nobody will probably read this so I can rattle on like a damn ninny and get it out of my system. My next song will be Crazy ex girlfriend for Peggy.......it will be taped and sent to her crazy ass !!!

Hehehe
A South Carolina farm wife called the local phone company to report her telephone failed to ring when her friends called - and that on the few occasions, when it did ring, her dog always moaned right before the phone rang. The telephone repairman proceeded to the scene, curious to see this psychic dog or senile lady. He climbed a telephone pole, hooked in his test set, and dialed the subscriber's house. The phone didn't ring right away, but then the dog moaned and the telephone began to ring. Climbing down from the pole, the telephone repairman found: 1. The dog was tied to the telephone system's ground wire with a steel chain and collar. 2. The wire connection to the ground rod was loose. 3. The dog was receiving 90 volts of signaling current when the number was called. 4. After a couple of jolts, the dog would start moaning and then urinate. 5. The wet ground would complete the circuit, thus causing the phone to ring. All of which demonstrates that

I'm Baaack!!!
WOW!!! Too jet-lagged to do it all now, but I'll soon post pics, vid and a full report on my big trip. Glad to be home & see all your smiling faces again! For now I'll just say that, for the most part, the trip was awesome! The Maine crew is now infamous on the Colorado and won't soon be forgotten by any who met us, either in camp or on the river! YUCCA, YUCCA, YUCCA!!! Hope to hear from you all soon!

Um Sure.
Pretty funny. The guy in the deli downstairs was making me a bagel, when he realized the center was shaped in a heart. That amused him highly, I would’ve joined in that amusement if he were wearing gloves. LOL

Give Me A Break
The Army relaxed their tattoo policy to allow back of the head tattoo, and big sleeve tattoos, the navy allows only certain size tattoos, the Air Force, has a little more restrictive policy, but The USMC? Effective April 1, Marines are prohibited from getting sleeve tattoos,” said Capt. Stephen T. Fowler, military policy analyst, Manpower Plans and Policy Division, Manpower and Reserve Affairs, Headquarters Marine Corps. “Those individuals who have sleeve tattoos are required to be documented by their command by July 1.” When I got my tattoo in Hong Kong, in 1986, mostly criminals, and sailors, had tattoos. I have over the years, been told, oh ick, and cool. Now days, more and more people get tattoos. So what do they do in the armed forces... make it more restrictive. Go figure. I am glad they are worried about the big picture :p

I Am 80% Guy & 40% Girl
GUY PART (no matter if your a guy or a girl) (x) You love hoodies and jeans. (X) Dogs are better than cats. () It's hilarious when people get hurt (x) You've played with/against boys on a team. (X) Shopping is torture () Sad movies suck () You own an XBox (X) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. () You own a PSP. () You own a DS, PS2 or Sega. () You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. (X) You watch sports on TV (x) Gory movies are cool. (X) You only go to your dad for advice. (X) You own like a trillion baseball caps. (X) You like going to football games. (X) You used to/do collect baseball/basketball cards. (x) Baggy pants are cool to wear. (x) You don't babysit. () It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people. (x) Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors (x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think. (X) Sports are fun too. Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5 . ___ total:80

What We Are And What We Seem, Is But A Dream Within A Dream.
oh my me, i just had the weirdest motherfucking dream.... or dreams, rather.... the latter.... i was at this fairly ritzy restaurant, i was sitting in the corner, with i'm assuming who was Ashley. we kinda got into it, and she stormed off, and we continued to kinda get into it... but this blonde fucking cunt fucking said something, and it set me off, and i berated her .... but it was so reminiscent of Bill Hicks, that it slowly morphed into him... and when he fixed his tie, looking around mischeviously like it was time to go, really sly and cheeky-like, he bolted through the restaurant and over a ropebridge... i really wish i could remember what was said, because the flow of it was so beautiful, as it was kinda me... i don't know, it was odd. anyways, yeah.... time for the first one.... i was living with ashley and two other chica's.... Ash had her hair ....the tips were frosted pink and blonde, and it was feathered out, for what of a better way to put it, but it was hella curl

Regret
Being age and week mind, I got in to a 12 year marriage that should have never taken place.. Here is a poem that came out of me at the end.. Midnight Train Do you see my words, can you see my pain Can it be like getting on a midnight train Leaving something in great vain Traveling on the plain through the distant rain I sit and look out the window pane just to see what I left in vain maybe just in a hurry to blame in the hopes to leave with no shame or is it to strain my brain just to get on that midnight train.

Be Who You Are
Always be you never be someone else being individuals is what makes us each special!Who really cares what other people think if they dont like it they can just go away.Be a leader not a follower,never do anything you dont wanna do.Thats probally why I stay in trouble all the time but oh well,just have fun while ya can!!!

Ramblings,
Well with all my Great Awesome Friends,on the CT.They Rate me to Kingdom Come.I feel as though I'm not holding up my end of the Bargam,of Rating them as much as they Rate me.It is very hard for me to Keep Up. An Thanks to Lady Witch,I have a much better perspective.On many things now.I promise to do better, starting in April.Before my Ramblings lead me off in another direction.the purpose of this blog.I guess the 1st.pt.was the preamble.-------------------------I was Rating last night,Showing love.My Fishing Buddy Ron, Stopped in.I know longer Live near any of my fishing friends,I no longer Legally drive.( another Possible Blog).Ron lives about 30 miles away in oxford,Ma.with his wife Tina,his 2 daughters,Ashley 13 + Jessica 9.I have been Fishing + Hunting with Ron,for over 15 yrs.Actually I was one of his Master Fishing Teachers.An with all Great Students,he thinks he's better than I.bass fishing he might be.U must work to afford Bass Lures so I no longer fish Bass.I could still keep

Depression
Nothing personal to people who are clinically depressed but uh whats your problem. I can understand why some people are depressed but people with seemingly perfect lifes are always complainign about stupid shit that doesn't even matter. I hate it when girls say im fat or im ugly. I don't care so what everybody has imperfections get over it. Or the excuse my parents were abusive well guess what my mom was a drug addict and abuive but ya know what i'm not crying about it and cutting myself get over it. Stop trying to get attention and get real life goes on. So stop being a loser. Everybody knows depression is just anger without enthusiasm so get some initiative and do something about it!

Nascar Driver Quotes
I'm not a NASCAR person, but some of these are pretty good! • Jeff Gordon Advice for the dad-to-be: A father is someone who carries pictures where his money used to be. • Jeff Burton Ability can take you to the top, but it takes character to keep you there. • Matt Kenseth Experience is what you get when you didn't get what you wanted. • Jimmie Johnson Quickly, I must hurry, for there go my people and I am their leader. • Denny Hamlin Don't be irreplaceable; if you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. • Tony Stewart Success always occurs in private and failure in full view. • Kyle Busch Something to remember when discussing the Car of Tomorrow: After all is said and done, more is said than done. • Kevin Harvick Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot. • Carl Edwards Carl's latest fan club has a catchy slogan: Wear short sleeves! Support your right to bare arms! • Elliott Sadler If at first you don't succeed, redefine success.

What If?
What If? What if fat was healthy because fat people had some cushioning and some reserve food stores to live on, and skinny people were said to be putting themselves at risk, and stigmatized for making this stupid health decision? What if people went up to skinny girls in the street and said "Oh, you’d be beautiful if you’d just gain weight!" Or "You’re thin, but you’re beautiful on the inside!" Or looked at me like I was in some way sick and disgusting? What if all clothes below size 10 came in girly pastels, with the reasoning that small women are underdeveloped and childish? What if they were called ‘minus sizes’? What if thin people had to go to special stores to buy clothes, because none of the regular stores wanted to stock clothes for them, saying that they’re disgusting and their patrons wouldn’t want to look at them? What if all models were a size 16 or above, but every once in a while you’d see a "minus size" model in a size 8 cut to make her look

The Shadows Of The Occult?
Ok all I’m back and well I’m not angry today just dazed and confused!.... Is that such a bad thing though?...... who knows ...... anyway! I’m just after answers today but I don’t think you will have them! I’m just doing some catch up on my occult law and well jezz there are some nuts out there I mean the shit I have read so far points to the occult being evil!.... but how can this be when Christianity was considered the occult and or “Cult” in its hay day!.... but well I am not here to even touch that one! :P Now I’m just wondering why most people block out the truth when it’s right here?.... Why not just look into the shadows and open your eyes there is nothing that can kill you there!.... just fuck you up but not kill you! That you have to do your self!... unless of course your stupid enough to summon a demi or deva…… and no I don’t mean “Deva (Hinduism), a Hindu deity” it is a demon from the ̷

Good News/bad News
Some of you who know me will understand the significance of this... from my inbox this morning: ========== Dear Randy, Apologies for the delay in getting back to you. Unfortunately, despite my interest in publishing your manuscript, the publisher has decided against proceeding. I realise this is not the news you wanted to hear, but I would like to assure you that most of the delay is as a result of putting across as strong an argument as I possibly could in favour of your manuscript. Despite my best efforts, our publisher was not comfortable that the book could be financially successful. He has suggested that the story was too black and white and needed to be more ambiguous to be marketable. We both agree that the concept and subject matter are highly original and that it is a story worth telling. Again, I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news. Keep at it, I'm convinced you will find a suitable home for your book. ===== So.... Godspeed begins the rounds again...

Untitled
UNTITLED... You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though I fell completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost This razor, it's all that keeps me sane I know it's so lame.... But it's the truth, my deep dark secret Now, can you keep it? How twisted am I, that this is what I need That upon this self induced pain I feed You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be No, I'm not okay, but I'll live for now Shhhh...don't through a cow This 'isn't serious, it's like a caffeine addiction Not a serious affliction My razor is the only friend I have Please don't laugh Because who I'd be without this, you don't want to see It feels so shameful to just be me You don't want to know me Who, without this, I'd really be Though, I feel completely lost I'll hide who I am at any cost -------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------ UNTITLED..... Blood fell down my wrists Into my hands, clenched

Omg
One of my best internet friends, ASTIGIRL,is coming on the 11th.....I am so excited. We have been talking for almost 2 years via the internet and on the phone. She is such a sweetheart. If ya'll get a chance to by and rate and fan her. You could not ask for a better person for a friend. LOVE YA LOTS KIDDO>>>SEE U SOON

Daily Contest Rules
SO HERE IT IS WE ARE GOING TO HAVE A DAILY CONTEST YOU SUBMIT YOUR PICS EVERYDAY IF WANTED AND GET COMMENT BOMBED TO SEE WHO IS THE HOTTEST AND MORE POPULAR CHERRY FOR THAT DAY WINNER MUST WAIT A WEEK TO REJOIN IT WILL BE BASED ON MOST VOTES AND RATINGS AND THE PRIZES WILL CHANGE SO IF YOU HAVE THE BALLS AN UP FOR THE CHALLENGE THEN COME ON

I Forgot...again!!
I FORGOT...AGAIN!! You have probably forgotten me by now. And in the meantime I continue waiting for you. I have not wanted to leave in order that someday if you were to want to come back you would find me here still. So I am still here in the same place as always, in the same city, and with the same people, so that on your return you would find nothing different and you would be like yesterday and we would never again part. Maybe I am asking too much. I was forgetting that we were finished, that you will never return, that you never loved me. I forgot again that only I loved you.

In The Rain.........
I was lying back, relaxing on the couch, candlelight flickering against the darkened walls. A soft breeze was blowing through the open windows as soft music played. I began to hear the gentle pattering of rain starting to fall, so I stepped over to the open door. Hearing the rain falling faster, I opened the screen and slipped out onto the porch. Wrapping my arms around myself, I couldn’t stop the soft sigh from escaping my lips as the breeze grew stronger and swirled around me caressing my skin. Closing my eyes, I tuned everything else out and listened to the rain, feeling my mind clear completely, almost as if the rain were washing away all my worries. Feeling a light mist blow over me, I opened my eyes and looked around making sure none of the neighbors were outside. Smiling softly to myself, I stepped slowly down the steps. Shivering slightly, my flesh tingled as goose bumps chased over my body, rain pelting against my skin. Stepping off of the sidewalk, my bare feet sinking in the

Answers From 2nd Graders On Moms
Answers given by 2nd grade school kids to the following questions!!! Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you Your mother & not some other mom? 1.We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but

I'm A Shark
Amy, you're aShark! You've got a healthy love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you. You're extroverted and love being in the spotlight. Your mantra is "work hard, play hard" — you live life to the limit. And that's just scratching the surface!

Why Me?
I hate the way you look at me I hate the way care I hate the way you talk about her I hate the way smile in your eyes, when you speak her name I hate the way you you love her, even when she doesn't feel the same. I hate the way I feel about you I hate to feel at all I hate that you say you love her I hate that you don't love me at all I hate that she lives so far away I hate I live so close I hate the way you look right through me as if I were a ghost I hate that I messed up I hate that I let you go I hate that I still have feelings for you I hate that you want to go. I hate when she doesn't talk to you I hate you cry to me I hate myself for loving you I hate that it isn't me I hate the way you make me cry when you go an leave I hate when you say goodbye my friend I hate it becuase I don't want you to leave I hate that you aren't in my arms I hate you're not in my life I hate when you say you would still marry her I hate that she could be your wife I hate

Ask Me.
Two Truths & a Lie? Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie.

Innocence And Experience...
The Last Love at First Sight What happened to the sunsets the secrets in the afternnoon walks on the beach and guitar serenades at midnight my childhood and my innocence is gone they were right when they told me "this time.." "this one will hurt" the Sacredness of Love is gone from me the very last love at first sight. c. t redfearn long beach, ca. 3/18/07

The Survey Says!........
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? send this back to me?

Halloween Remake Script Review
Ahoy, squirts! Quint here with my thoughts on Rob Zombie's HALLOWEEN remake script. Let's get the background out of the way first. I liked the first 10 minutes of HOUSE OF 1000 CORPSES, but it went downhill after that, turning into a boring exercise in style over substance. However, Zombie won me back with DEVIL'S REJECTS. I can point to some dialog that didn't work, but overall the tone he captured, the characters he gave us and superb casting of horror icons really won me over. To this day, I think REJECTS made good on the promise he was making about CORPSES being a return to hard edged '70s exploitation. I am a gonzo huge fan of John Carpenter's original HALLOWEEN. It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say I've seen that movie 50 times from start to finish. I'm very protective of it, but at the same time I recognize how shitty the sequels got. The only film I really hold up on a pedestal is the original, though I love HALLOWEEN II and get a bizarre kick out of the Michael Myers-l

Ouch
well i go thte phone call today that i dint not want but yeha i hope that everything gose good who knows if i will come back i hope i do but hey if i dont i will miss all you and you all will be in my heart so please dont for get me and i love you alll

The Meeting.
After walking for what seemed like an enternity, with nothing but locked doors and dark holes she sees something staring at her from around a corner. It's quick but it was there. Something very large and white. A Rabbit? "Hello? Is anyone there?" She calls. No answer. Determined to find who or what was just looking at her she starts to run, timeing out when to jump over the holes. She runs for a good five minutes before she even catches a tiny glimps of what she had seen. Hearing her it picks up speed bounding down the corridor. "Wait! Please! Come on you furry son of a bitch, wait!" She pants as she continues to run. Before she could open her mouth to yell at the creature, it ducks through a little door at the very end of the hall. "How in the hell...?" She thinks once she gets to the door and sees that it is little more than the size of a doggie door. "That things was twice the size of me and there is no way I can fit in there." Frustrated she throws herself down

How To Make Love To A Woman...taken From: Lowrider69
SAW THIS AND HAD TO POST IT HERE !! MAKING COFFEE Making a cup of coffee is like making love to a beautiful woman. It's got to be hot. You've got to take your time. You've got to stir.. gently, and firmly. You've got to grind your beans until they squeak. And then you put in the milk. LAYING A CARPET Laying a carpet is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You check the dimensions, lay her out on the floor, pin her down, nail her, then walk all over her. If you're adventurous - like me - you might like to try an underlay. HANGING WALLPAPER Well, hanging wallpaper is also very much like making love to a beautiful woman. Clean all the relevant surfaces, spread her out on the table, cover her with paste, and stick her up. Then you clean your brush, light your pipe, stand back and admire your handiwork. PUTTING UP A TENT Putting up a tent, is.. very much like making love to a beautiful woman. You rent her, unzip the door, put up your pole an'.

Newbie Testing This Out
I'm just testing this out. I have used blogs before, and am wondering what is different about this. So far, just the same...do people actually read these things? Are people allowed to comment on them? or just read them? Anyway, I'm gonna try this.

I'm Moving For The Last Time...lol
Yep you heard it here first!!! I'm moving and this is definately the last time...lol I'm moving into my dream townhouse and so far all is well so if you wanna lend a hand (hehe) the packing is done but could use help unpacking...any takers?? have a great day CherryTappers!!! Jynx xox

More Evil Work Convo Haha
[11:21 AM] Leah: are you going to tell tracy? [11:21 AM] Leah: i would [11:22 AM] sondrabo: well I had to deal with it so I replied to Tracy, cc'd accounting and Darryl and said this bill belongs to him. [11:22 AM] Leah: good [11:22 AM] Leah: how much was it? [11:22 AM] sondrabo: he never works...just orders shit [11:22 AM] sondrabo: i dunno like $80 for shipping [11:22 AM] Leah: yeah true [11:23 AM] Leah: holy [11:23 AM] sondrabo: guess he doesn't have anything else to spend his money on anyways...except a lifetime supply of Cheezies [11:23 AM] Leah: lol [11:24 AM] sondrabo: we're too evil when you get us together [11:24 AM] Leah: no way

Friends?
Friends? You looked at me through gazing eyes, you mumbled off a ton of lies. You just wanted to get laid, if sex was the life you got it made. You didn’t need me for love of life, you stabbed me with a burning knife. You let me parade around, you went a while without making a sound. You knew that you could make me melt, you waited until I confessed. You said to stop and take a rest. Later you told me not to try, I wouldn’t let you hear me cry. I told you that I would go, I still care but you wouldn’t know. I gave up I don’t want to care, yet the feelings still linger in the air. You haven’t yet responded to my letter, if you would, I would feel better. I’m not waiting for your word, I’ll just live with the unheard. I just want to say goodbye, so I will say it but will not cry. I said that I wished that we could talk, I don’t want to turn and walk. Soon I thought I shouldn’t dare, tell you that I do not care. But it’s said and it’s all done, we could hang out and have some fun. Plea

My Bulletins
I do not understand how come I have all these people on my friends list and when I post a bulletin none of them read them or repost them. How come? I am going to stop posting them if no one is reading them or anything. I mean it is a waste of my time if no one reads them right. Have a good day all.

Hello Everyone
first time on here I will add some more pic tonight I work 12 hour shifts I am a health care aid hope to meet some nice people gain some new friends and mabie meet someone. I enjoy traveling,music,dancing,camping,walks on the beach and lots more... want to know more lets talk...

No Whey In Hell.
Hardee har har. Did you get it? Yeah, it sucked. My head hurts. Anywho... There isn't enough sugar on the planet to make you tolerable today. And by "you" I mean "me" because I'm talking to myself today. Big elephants can always use super eggs. That's how I remember how to spell "because".

A Drop Of Wine
A drop Of wine is upon ones lips The sparkle of stars in ones eyes The breaking of ones heart & soul The unspoken words of dispear and anger I drink of wine uopn ones lips A drop of wine Cunfusion is the words and feelings that finally shows through.... when anger is brought forth Spilled wine upon the table Dripping to the floor I drink of the wine upon ones lips A drop of wine A drop of wine falling threw the air Falling from ones lips A drop of wine is upon ones lips A kiss to remove the wine Yet reason and understanding Along with hope and faith Wins out in the end For love. yes Love A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips A drop of wine So, Touch Not my Glass But partake a drink from my lips Look into my eyes and seek the window of a soulmate Then bring toghter of ones heart and soul Speak the words of endless LOVE The spoken words of hope and joy A drop of wine upon ones lips I drink of wine upon ones lips

The Verdict
YESRTERDAY WAS THE THIRD AND FINAL DAY OF THE TRIAL.. VERY TENCE AND VERY EMOTIONAL FOR EVERYONE. IT TOOK ABOUT 45 MINUTES FOR THE JURY TO COME BACK WITH A VERDICT. GUILTY.. GUILTY... GUILTY.. ON ALL THREE COUNTS. COUNT ONE "INVOLUNTARY MANSLAUGHTER MISTIMENOR" SECOND CHARGE IS CARRYING AN ILLEGAL KNIFE OVER THREE INCHES LONG WHILE INGAGED IN A FELONY ACT" AND THE THIRD CHARGE WAS INVOLUNTRY MANSLAUGHTER FELONY" HE WAS CONVICTED OF ALL THREE COUNTS. THE MAX HE CAN GET FOR THOSE CHARGES IS 11 YEARS, IT IS NOT WHAT I WAS HOPEING FOR BUT I GUESS IT WILL DO, AT LEAST HE IS NOT OUT RUNNING THE STREETS ANY MORE. I WONT KNOW HOW MUCH TIME HE IS GOING TO GET FOR A COUPLE OF WEEKS WHEN THEY HAVE THE SENTENCEING, AND YOU BETTER BELIEVE I AM GOING TO BE THERE !!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF THE PEOPLE THAT SENT THEIR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS.. IT OBVIOUSLY HELPED !!! HE IS IN CUSTODY UNTILL THE SENTENCING DATE SO I DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT RUNNING INTO HIM OR NOTHING. THANKS AGAIN FOR EVERY ONES PRAYERS

Ok Don't Freak Out
OK you might have noticed that I have a few songs on my profile that are not heavy Metal, I wanted you to all know that I like a few songs that mellow me out, songs like "what a wonderful world" its one of my favs to chill with but its also one of the songs that I danced with my son with when he was born, so sue me I felt like putting it on the profile,. To my head banging friends fear not I still love music that makes my ears bleed,and give people a reason to call the cops on me, and a plus is with all this loud banging music it will make it easy for me to not to hear those of you who might have a problem with some of my tracks .."huh?? what?? sorry didn't hear you.. peace

People Who Bless You
People come and go and some leave a blessing on you while others leave a curse. I have met both on here and for me the freinds who lift me up and make me feel better or better then those who claim to be freinds but who really want to use me. Thes so called friends left me feeling worse about my self and wonting to give up then someone speacil entered my life. This person makes me feel better about myself and tries to help me stay calm. They call me on the phone and we talk for hours and it is so nice. Even if my thought stray to what they are wearing or not wearing, I enjoy the talk. I could fall in love with this person fast if I don't watch myself. When you met someone special that fills your every thought. Someone you dream of and long ot be with...is that love or a grow friendship? Thaks to all my freinds on here who have helped me get over this hump in my life...to that special friend...I will do anything in the world for you... I am truly blessed. :-)

Rick's Pimping List
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. PLEASE RATE, COMMENT AND REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, IF THERE ARE ANY CORRECTIONS LET ME KNOW. REDHAWK@ CherryTAP

Never Seen You
BABY I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND YOU KNOW YOU HAVE MY LOVE I CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I FEEL, BUT I SWEAR THAT THIS IS REAL, I HAVE NEVER SEEN YOUR FACE, AND I'LL STILL LOVE YOUTILL THE END, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT ONLY HEARING YOUR VOICE I LOVE YOU YOU ARE ALL MINE UNTIL THE END. AND YOU CAN SAY THAT AGAIN I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AND I SWEAR THAT I WILL STAY BECAUSE GOD MADE ME FOR YOU EVEN THOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN YOU

I'm Off For A Day Of Errands And Bill Paying..
...while I am away, feel free to play on my page! :) Any love shown to me will be returned, I promise! Just post a comment here when you do! See you all when I am back at the end of the day! Hope you have a good Thursday, remember tomorrow is Friday and the end of another week! Thanks! Seana

Untitled
EVEN THOUGH WE ARE MILES APARTS YOU ARE NEVER FAR FROM MY HEART I LOVED YOU THEN I LOVE YOU NOW ITS ALWAYS WHEN AND NEVER HOW TAKE ME BACK TO YESTERDAY ALL THE WONDERFUL THINGS YOU HAD TO SAY I LOVED YOU THEN I LOVE YOU NOW IT'S ALWAYS WHEN AND NEVER HOW I SEE YOUR EYES I FEEL YOU NEAR ALTHOUGH NOT REALLY HERE

What A Way To Wake,,,,
The phone rang this morning and I swear it sounded like it was embedded into my pillow. With my eyes closed I pushed the TALK button and slid it up to my ear. Between the pillow and my mounds of hair. "Didja know it's too early to call me?" I murmured into the receiver. I do not know who it was. "Waaaay to early. k? bye" I threw the phone to the floor and turned on my side snuggling deeper into my bed. I lay there and Mmmmm'd for a bit before my need of caffeine had me cracking open one eye and scrambling for something comfy to put on. My feet slid down the hall carpet. If i coulda I woulda shocked all you bitches with a single touch. Slide.slide.slide. I am like a coffee monster in the morning. Just crack open a vein and pour that shit in there. K? Thanks. Making coffee is automatic pilot phase of the morning. I do it. I throw out the grounds, I fill the water, I toss sugar and creme into one of my happy cups and then while it is brewing I stumble around and fe

Fff & Cg/cb.....
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO THE GROUP FOR NOT BEING HERE MUCH. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING SOME PERSONAL DEMONS WHICH ARE STILL AROUND BUT GETTING BETTER DEALING WITH IT. PINK THANKS FOR YOU PATIENCE AND YOUR LOVE THRU THIS. *****NOTE***** WORD OF WARNING: BITCH IS BACK BETTER AND STRONGER THEN EVER. I AM NOT AFRAID TO STOMP A MUDHOLE IN YOUR ASS AND WALK IT DRY IF YOU CROSS ME OR THE FAMILY!!!!

What Some Of You Don't Know About Me
YOU ALL KNOW MY AGE, THAT I AM GOING TO BE GETTING DIVORCED, AND THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS. WHAT SOME YOU YOU DON'T KNOW IS THAT WHEN I WAS BORN, I WAS BORN WITHOUT MY LEFT (TIT) PECTORAL MUSCEL. I AM NOT TOO OPEN WITH IT BUT WHAT THE FUCK. I DID GET AN IMPLANT IN BACK IN OCTOBER OF 2000. I STILL DON'T LIKE THE WAY MY CHEST LOOKS. BUT WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO. I NEVER KNEW WHAT PEOPLE REALY THOUGHT OF ME TILL I GOT IN HIGH SCHOOL. I GOT TEASED ALL THE TIME TO WHERE I DIDN'T WANT TO BE IN SCHOOL ANYMORE. I GOT THREW IT ALL FOR THE MOST PART. I REALLY DIDN'T LIKE DATEING BECAUSE I NEVER KNEW WHAT WAS SAID ABOUT ME AFTER BEING WITH THAT PERSON. WITH MY SELFASTEAM LOWER THEN DIRT I ALWAYS HAD MY GUARD UP. ANYTIME I WAS WITH ANYONE I TOLD THEM ABOUT IT UNLESS IT WAS A ONE NIGHT THING. ANYMORE NOW I JUST DON'T CARE CUZ IF YOU DON'T LIKE ME FOR ME THEN YOU CAN FUCK OFF.

Friends
Friends A friend is someone we turn to when our spirits need a lift. A friend is someone we treasure for our friendship is a gift. A friend is someone who fills our lives with beauty, joy, and grace. And makes the whole world we live in a better and happier place.

Doom!
http://www.thepampanews.com/articles/2007/03/29/news/1news.txt Severe storms sweep area with tornadoes, hail Posted: Thursday, Mar 29, 2007 - 12:28:36 pm CDT By KERRI SMITH Staff Writer A group of severe storms Wednesday night raked the Texas Panhandle with tornadoes and damaging hail. According to Trooper Daniel Hawthorne, public information officer for Texas Department of Public Safety in Clarendon, a tornado that crossed Interstate 40 east of Groom overturned six to seven semi-trailers. There were two drivers injured, one critical and one serious. The Gray County Sheriff's Office reported known storm damage in Gray County as of 7 a.m. today. A rural home was damaged by a tornado in Donley County, eight miles south of McLean. It is also believed that a tornado damaged a veterinary clinic and home on the east edge of McLean. The owners were not home at the time and no injuries were reported. Also, a barn was destroyed north and east of the veterinary clinic. A rur

Fallen By Sarah Mclachlan
Artist: Sarah McLachlan Album: Live Acoustic [EP] Year: 2004 Title: Fallen Heaven bent to take my hand And lead me through the fire Be the long awaited answer To a long and painful fight Truth be told I've tried my best But somewhere along the way I got caught up in all there was to offer And the cost was so much more than I could bear Though I've tried, I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... We all begin with good intent Love was raw and young We believed that we could change ourselves THe past could be undone But we carry on our backs the burden Time always reveals The lonely light of morning The wound that would not heal It's the bitter taste of losing everything That I have held so dear. I've fallen... I have sunk so low I have messed up Better I should know So don't come round here And tell me I told you so... Heaven ben

Well This Is Getting To Be A Bit Of Habit
i have no been able to get to day 18 without a cigarette, I went and got more patches off the doctor so have them to last me four weeks till i go on the weaker strength ones.

Calandar Of Holidays
Jul 20 - 31 December Celebration of the Norse New Year; a festival of 12 nights. This is the most important of all the Norse holidays. On the night of December 20, the god Freyr rides over the earth on the back of his shining boar, bringing Light and Love back into the World. Jul signifies the beginning and end of all things; the darkest time (shortest hour of daylight) during the year and the brightest hope re-entering the world. During this festival, the Wild Hunt is at its greatest fervor, and the dead are said to range the Earth in its retinue. The god Odin is the leader of this Wild Ride; charging across the sky on his eight-legged horse, Sleipnir; a very awe-inspiring vision. In ancient times, Germanic and Norse children would leave their boots out by the hearth on Solstice Eve, filled with hay and sugar, for Sleipnir's journey. In return, Odin would leave them a gift for their kindness. Thurseblot (Full Moon of January) Minor feast honoring Thor, the protector

How To Save A Life By Fray
Artist: The Fray Album: How To Save A Life Year: 2005 Title: How To Save A Life Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame And you begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his

Sunshine By Nazareth
Artist: Nazareth Album: Rampant Year: 1975 Title: Sunshine Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you And baby,'til you came along There was always something wrong Around me There was emptiness of course But it's alright And it's easy Easy lovin' you And sunshine, having you around You're the light I never found And darlin',every minute you're away But it's brighter And it's easy Easy lovin' you Sunshine, every single day Helps to light my way And darlin', right before my eyes It don't come as no surprise That it's easy Easy lovin' you This song was dedicated to me by Gaudian of ~Sweet*Angel~ Thank you my Love

The Slut Debate (this Should Be Interesting!)
The Slut Debate (This Should Be Interesting!!!) Some women wait for marriage for sex. Some men wait for marriage. Some men have sex before marriage -- with many women. Some women do the same with many men. But,why are women called "sluts" and men called "studs"? Why do men "play the field" and women "sleep around"? Let's talk about this! One Love Lil-Shaq

Who Would Want A Lil-shaq Bar?
Someone told me today at work that I should come out with a Candy Bar. Hmmm....I thought if I did this...... I have to make this with the ingredients that makes me.....ME! Lil-Shaq Bar Ingredients: Love, Hugs, Kisses, Laughter, Trust, & Lots Of Patience. Now, The Question Is: Who Wants A Lil-Shaq Bar?

By Chance..
A simple twist of fate occurs It happens all the time Can change a person’s destiny And bring to life a rhyme. A chance meeting in the web Of life spun by the muses three Can change the pathways of two souls And bring great happiness or misery A tortured soul stood all-alone, And pondered on her fate She’d lost it all so many times Her loss of love so great Her heart was made of stone and ice Of which only one could break The muses saw unto her life And saw the flaw a great mistake They found the one a kindred soul Who had the power to break the chain? A chance meeting they arranged for them A heart of stone and ice was changed As for what the future holds Only they can tell And for a moment they sally forth And bid them both farewell Of his love who can say A heart so strong and pure She longs for him both night and day Her future still unsure Thus this simple twist of fate Has brought her back to life It’s changed a person’s destiny And b

Wanna Bet?? Lol .........
OK, I HAVE A BET FOR YA, GOTTA LET ME KNOW THAT YA WANNA TAKE ME UP ON IT THOUGH......... THE BET IS, I BET YOU CAN'T MAKE ME LAUGH, ALL WEEKEND! SEE, IT'S BECOME AN AUTOMATIC THING FOR ME TO TYPE IN 'LOL' ALMOST ALLLL THE TIME, SO THIS MIGHT END UP BEING A REAL CHALLENGE FOR ME. ....... ........THE CATCH? WELL YA HAVE TO DO IT IN MY LOUNGE, ANY OTHER PLACE AND IT DOESN'T COUNT. ......THE REWARD? A CHERRYTAP GIFT, OF MY CHOOSING........YOU MAKE ME LAUGH ( "LOL" ) AND I BUY YOU A GIFT, YOU DON'T MAKE ME LAUGH....WE'LL JUST CALL IT EVEN. OK SO C'MON YA'LL , MAKE ME LOL IF YA CAN!!!

Can I Be Her??
Close your eyes, Think of love, Do you see her, The one you dream of? Does she have a heart, A heart strong and true? Does her lips speak words, That seem to only inspire you? Does her shinning eyes, Light up the darkest night? Does her loving arms, Hold you tight? Can I be her, The one you dream of? Can I hold you, and give you all of my love? Most of all, Can I keep you?

Have You Ever
Have you ever felt alone in life, Felt no one cared for you? Or been out with a group of friends, And felt alone then too? Have you ever had a broken heart, You felt couldn't be repaired? Or tried to touch somebody with your words, But knew nobody cared? Have you ever needed good advice, But were too afraid to call? Or felt separated from the world, Surrounded by a brick wall? Have you ever been asked about your future, And said you couldn't care less? Or tried to pick up the pieces but, They make just one giant mess? Have you ever felt so confused, That you couldn't even cry? Have you ever felt so damn depressed; Have you ever wished to die? Well don't worry its not what I want, but this is the final goodbye!!!

New Consent
COME JOIN ME IN MY FIRST ONE EVER. I WANT A FUN PIC OF YOU. I WILL BE TAKEING THE FIRST 10 THAT SEND ME LINK TO PIC. WILL START APRIL FIRST AND RUN TILL THE FIRST OF MAY. WE CALL IT FUNNY FACES IN APRIL SINCE IT APRIL FOOLS MONTH LOL. THE WINNER WILL GET A 7 DAY BLAST THERE WILL BE 2ND AND 3RD PRIZES GIEING A WAY TO. THE RULES ARE SIMPLE. KEEP IT FAIR NO CHEATING ALLOWED. NO DOWN RATEINGS AND NO BAD THINGS SAID. HOPE YALL WILL SUPPORT ME IN THIS PLZ I TRY TO BE SWEET AND HELP EVERYONE OUT TY ALL. here a link to reach me so sorry BLUE MADDNESS CHERYTAP HUBBY TO RED RIDING HOOD CTAF SQUAD 3 RANK 15 RAZIEL THE SOULREAVER OF THE .C@ CherryTAP

I Will Return
For now I am useing my dauthers computer but I will be back soon I am doing this just to let all of my Dear true frineds know that thay are very badly Missed much. I am so sorry that I am unable to chat with you as much as I would love to for now,but I will be back very soon . I HOPE!!!! Love to You All. Cathleena 07.xxxxxxxxooooooooxxxxxxoooooooooo

From The Minds Of Men!
From the Minds of Men! 1. Two times a week, we go to a nice restaurant, have a little beverage, good food and companionship. She goes on Tuesdays, I go on Fridays. 2. We also sleep in separate beds. Hers is in California and mine is in Texas . 3. I take my wife everywhere ... but she keeps finding her way back. 4. I asked my wife where she wanted to go for our anniversary. "Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said. So I suggested the kitchen. 5. We always hold hands. If I let go, she shops. 6. She has an electric blender, electric toaster and electric bread maker. She said "There are too many gadgets and no place to sit down!" So I bought her an electric chair. 7. My wife told me the car wasn't running well because there was water in the carburetor. I asked where the car was; she told me "In the lake." 8. She got a mud pack and looked great for two days. Then the mud fell off. 9. She ran after the garbage truck, yelling "Am I too late for t

This Woman Didn't Let Handcuffs Hold Her Back!!
LOL... Albeit the outcome was serious, the chain of events was a good laugh.... Woman steals and crashes deputy's car, officials say chase reached speeds over 130 mph; suspect could face up to 20 years in prison. What was this woman thinking????

Fractured Elbow
GUESS WHAT???? Ya I know LOL I fractured my elbow!!!! And I don't even konw how I did it!!!! My right elbow has been bothering me for about 3 weeks at first it was just sore and I figured I slept on it wrong and that it would fix its self!!! then went to the dr finally this week cause it wasn't getting any better and hurting like hell and couldn't move it at all!! And have X RAYS done and yep it is fractured ( also start of tendinitis too) So lucky me out of work so far for 10 days!! And can't aford it!!! But work says can't work cause no light duty for me cause wasn't an on the job indury!!!WTF!!!! So am sitting at home being bored.. girls are loving it!!! Watched Eragon the other day and absolutely loved it!! And want the book to see how clse the movie is to it!! well got a cramp typing with one hand ....So drop me a line and chat cause pretty bored.

Can't I Get A Fucking Break?
So i just get out of the hospital for wanting to kill myself and depression and anxiety and I get a stupid traffic ticket in the mail for going 9 over the speed limit (29 in a 20) and I have a PERFECT fucking driving record WTF I cannot deal with this shit anymore and I have no money why can't I get a break??? I hate my life. I'm tired of crying.

For Someone Special.
You are there. In the shadows of my dreams. Waiting. I imagine it. The taste of you, hot and sweet upon my tongue. I can feel it. Echoes of a touch I've never had. Rough and needy upon my flesh. A god in the darkness, a radiant shining inner light, hidden from the world. Revealed to me.

The Wind It Moves Me
The wind it moves me Through the caves The wind it moves me In every way Through the stars and moon Through the sun and rain The wind it moves me Through my breath the same The wind it moves me Through darkness and light Through wind we talk As we are Death and Life The Wind can cut you like a knife The Wind it moves me Silent yet moaning through twilight In Mundane and Otherworlds The Wind it moves me Cast around me she swirls And twirls and twirls In an circular way The Wind it moves me every day The Wind Strong and Calm Through downpours And the last drop of rain The Wind it moves me And always shall remain Through my Body, Mind and Spirit The Wind the Wind it came O She returns with me again! The Wind The Wind it moves me And always shall remain! Lori Foster 5:41 pm waxing

I Want To Know #poem 271
I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU TOOK MY HEART WHEN YOU ONLY LEFT ME FALLING APART. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU SPOKE WORDS UNTRUE WHY YOU TOLD ME I BELONGED ONLY TO YOU. I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU THREW ME AWAY WHEN YOU KEPT TELLING ME YOU WOULD STAY.

Fan For A Fan
So, I came to this site from myspace just for shits and giggles. Well over time I became addicted. Then I started trying to a good ranking when I started to they came up with the legends thing. Well, I got into legends and started climbing the ranks real fast, now I dropped in it and well I want to get back into it. Please do me a favor and fan me I will fan you. If I am not on just send me a message and I will fan you when I get back on. Yours Truly.

Please
Ok everyone. I normally don't post my family life business on here, but, its really irking me and I need to tell someone since my mom asked me not to call any of our family. My mom was taken to the Emergency room this afternoon because of skyhigh blood pressure. 293 over 104. So please everyone - Keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers.

50 Ways To Show Him You Love Him
there are many blogs about how to show your love to a woman, how much you care for her, etc...in all fairness i have never seen one for a man so men do you want this? 50 ways to show your love 1. Hug him. 2. Write a love note. 3. Call him at work just to say "Hi." 4. Give him a foot massage. 5. Tell him a joke. 6. Caress him with slow gentle strokes. 7. Go for a walk with him. 8. Admit your mistakes. 9. Say: "I love you." 10. Indulge a whim. 11. Listen to him talk about an interest of his. 12. Be trustworthy. 13. Instead of complaining, tell him what you would prefer. 14. Look at him when you're in a discussion. 15. Send him flowers. (They`re not just for us girls.) 16. Compliment something he did. 17. Offer to help. 18. Ask him to show you how to do something. 19. Write him a poem about how special he is to you. 20. Ask him what he'd like sexually. 21. Take an afternoon drive. 22. Go away together for a weekend holiday. 23. Do something he wants to do. 24.

Which Dessert Would You Choose?
WHICH DESSERT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? If all of the desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one!) Trust me....this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what Psychiatrists think about you. After taking this dessert personality Test, let the group know what you are! and how close it was! Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue 4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate on Chocolate 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake So, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully What your choice will be.............. OK - Now that you've made your choice this is what the research says About you... SCROLL DOWN---No Cheating 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy Items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive

Mo Weather
Well now that winter is done with Missouri, it is now time for the storm season and the tornadoes that come with them. I write this since there is a thunderstorm hitting us now. I don't know if there are any warnings issued yet. If the winter was any indication of what is to come, this should be a fun storm season.

Understanding Games People Play
http://www.paulstips.com/brainbox/pt/home.nsf/link/13082006-Understanding-the-games-people-play Understanding the Games People Play 14 August 2006 interesting book, for anyone who's interested in the psychology of human relationships, is Games People Play by Eric Berne. Dr Berne is a psychiatrist who developed the theory of transactional analysis, which looks at the ways people interact with one another. Specifically, he's interested in the psychological games people play. Berne thinks people's personalities are divided into three distinct egos - child, adult and parent. These are a simple as they sound: The child is representative of our personalities when we were children - needy, emotional, charming, creative and so on. The adult is our rational and objective side. The parent represents our parents (or their substitutes) and the behaviors and attitudes we felt they had towards us when we were children. It is the interaction of these parts of our personality w

Dirty Thoughts
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore Lust Driven by lust and darkness untold Loving the carnal acts to unfold Seeking the freedom found in flesh

I Have 5 Phobias
A [ ]Achluophobia - Fear of darkness. [ ]Acrophobia - Fear of heights. [ ]Agliophobia - Fear of pain. [ ]Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds. [ ]Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects. [ ]Amaxophobia - Fear of riding/crashing in a car. [ ]Androphobia - Fear of men. [ ]Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking. [ ]Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers. [ ]Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society. [ ]Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched. [x]Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders. [ ]Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers. [ ]Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightening. [ ]Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness. [ ]Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection. [ ]Atychiphobia - Fear of failure. [ ]Autophobia - Fear of being alone. Total so far: 1 B [ ]Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria. [ ]Barophobia - Fear of gravity. [ ]Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep slopes. [ ]Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians. [ ]Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. [ ]Biblio

Welcome To At Your Cervix
Need advise? Has your love life hit rock buttom? Has your sex life been in the pits? We know whats up and care about how you feel. Rejection can be a bitch! Well "At Your Cervix" rejects no one! We understand how hard it is to get a head in life. Sometimes men think with the wrong head! But we are men! So don't be mad unless you are a man hating lesbian. Then you have every right to be mad! With love At Your Cervix Team (Charlie C. & Michael P.)

*i Just Can't Make Anyone Happy*
I Pretty Much Give Up. Here I Am Working Myself To Death To Try And Show My Dad That I'm Worth Something. And That I Need A Little Help Getting A New Car. I Pay For My Insurance Now. I'm Slowly Paying Him Back For The Car I Have Now. (Which My Little Brother Has Dented And Ruined With His Stupidity So Now I Can't Sell If If I Sold My Soul To The Devil). And What Happens? The Same Little Brother Is Getting My Mom's New Explorer Which She Got Back Around Thanksgiving Because My Dad Bought My Mom A Brand New Mountaineer. And Here I Am Stuck With My Almost As Old As I Am Car. I Usually Try Not To Complain Because My Life Really Isn't All That Bad. But, The Only Thing I've Ever Wanted Is A Car That I Don't Have To Worry About Falling Apart, Blowing Up, Or Something Else Ungodly Happening To It. I Guess I'm Left Here Wanting. By Myself. So I'll Abandon This Dream Like I've Abandoned So Many Others. I Think It's Time For Me To Go To Bed.

I’m There
I’m There Darling, it’s been a long bleak road. One without you here beside me. I miss your arms keeping me safe at night. Your voice whispering in my ear telling me everything will be alright. I fear that the older I get the more I will forget. Than I hear you calling to me... I’m there, In the sun that kisses your face the breeze in the trees and the moon that holds you close at night. I am never far from sight baby I’m there. The children are older now love and they are no longer here. I don’t hear from them much and I miss having them near. They are all married and have children of their. Sometimes I wonder where you are even if it’s for a second every other day. I hope your happy and doing ok. Than I hear you calling me... I’m there, In the way you brush your hair I am holding you dear. Loving you as I once did before life broke us apart. I’m there in your heart the bea

In My Next Life
I want to live my next life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; then go collect your pension. Then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous, and you get ready for High School. You go to Primary School, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxurious spa-like conditions with central heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then ... you finish off as an orgasm!

Let Me Be.
Let me take you by the hand, and lead you to a room where still time will stand. Let me lay you upon the clouds. Wrapping your body in lover’s arms, Let my lips seek and find. The swell of you lips moist against mine, and let me run my hand through long wavy hair. While my eyes upon you with wanting there. Let my palm caress your neck. As my head closer comes to the warmth that lies there, pressed hot my lips against frenzied pulse my tongue stroking pleadingly for more, let my hand slide down your back drawing up your shirt for more of your body to touch. Let my nails run soft and hard drawing your breath hard with a moan. Let my lips drift further still. Pressed against you upper chest before like butterfly wings to the shoulder they travel. My teeth I sink in but just this side of pleasure still. Your hand taking my head and forcing me down upon you, more your body calls, more of this touch erotic and wild. I can only heed the heated call. By working free the buttons one by on

Spring Classes For Men
THE ADULT LEARNING CENTER REGISTRATION MUST BE COMPLETED by Thursday, Mar. 31, 2007 NOTE: DUE TO THE COMPLEXITY AND DIFFICULTY LEVEL OF THEIR CONTENTS, CLASS SIZES WILL BE LIMITED TO 8 PARTICIPANTS MAXIMUM . Class 1 How To Fill Up The Ice Cube Trays--Step by Step, with Slide Presentation. Meets 4 weeks, Monday and Wednesday for 2 hours beginning at 7:00 PM . Class 2 The Toilet Paper Roll--Does It Change Itself? Round Table Discussion. Meets 2 weeks, Saturday 12:00 for 2 hours. Class 3 Is It Possible To Urinate Using The Technique Of Lifting The Seat and Avoiding The Floor, Walls and Nearby Bathtub?--Group Practice. Meets 4 weeks, Saturday 10:00 PM for 2 hours. Class 4 Fundamental Differences Between The Laundry Hamper and The Floor--Pictures and Explanatory Graphics. Meets Saturdays at 2:00 PM for 3 weeks. Class 5 Dinner Dishes--Can They Levitate and Fly Into The Kitchen

Skippy!
A woman went to her boyfriends parents house for Christmas Dinner. This was her first time meeting the family and she is very nervous. They all sit down and begin eating a fine meal. The woman began to feel a little discomfort thanks to her nervousness and the broccoli casserole. The gas pains were almost making her eyes water. Left with no other choice, she decided to relieve herself a bit and let out a dainty fart. It wasn't loud, but everyone at the table heard the poof. Before she even had a chance to be embarrassed, her boyfriends father looked over at the dog that had been snoozing under the woman's chair, and said in a rather stern voice, "Skippy!" The woman thought, this is great and a big smile came across her face. A couple of minutes later, she was beginning to feel the pain again. This time she didn't even hesitate. She let a much louder and longer "rrriiippp" The father again looked at the dog and yelled, "Dammit Ski

Immaturity Level...
It.. amazes me that people can be so immature. An old friend of mine, an ex really, and I have been on bad terms lately and I don't know why...Well he seems upset about something, so i try and help.. and he gets all pissy with me. He says he's happy, which is complete and utter bullshit considering he whined two seconds ago about being upset... this kid thinks I'm not over him, which is completely not the case... I'm fucking happy and over him.. and when i tell him that... he replies with "No one cares about yo bitch from fuckland south" Then claims I put him through hell and he fucking hates me. This.. fucking kid calls me immature.. but what he said.. doesn't it seem over the top to anyone? Becasue it sure as hell does to me. Which leads me away from my rant and onto the real subject at hand. Why are people so immature? What leaves people to pick at every little thing, and claim everything is your fault when in all twisted reality.. it isn't? What happens to people to thi

Natural Entrepreneur?
You Aren't a Natural Entrepreneur But you could be an entrepreneur with some work. You've got the vision and guts to make it happen. You just need a little more practice in the business world. Find out what you truly love to do, and the money will follow. Are You a Natural Entrepreneur?

Life's Dreams
I have realized lately that life is like a bowl of raffle tickets. U pick the wrong one and sometmies a reality check is put in front of you. You suddenly realize how short life really is and you decide that all the things you've longed to do are only a step away. So # 1 u realize today is a new day and u don't look back . Think of all the things u've longed to do, places u long to see, and feelings you long to experience before your time is up. If this is what u want then this is what you can have it's all in your mind so put your best foot forward and start a new journey on your quest to accomplish your most amazing dreams to see all you can see.

Cliche
when cliches are left unchecked and at the disposal of the angst-ridden i fell on deaf ears with poorly formed words i sang to the choir a recognizable clueless song i preached to the unconverted disbelieving my own sermon i was lost on my own familiar path a homing pigeon without a home I was unprepared soon needed repair I was a believer became my own deceiver I was caught unaware wanting to give, unable to share reflecting an all to familiar tune singing again all too soon

A Game!
Game is on. Describe me in one word.... just one single word. Send it to me and to me only. Then send this message to all your friends and see how many strange & interesting things they say about you. Here's how: 1. Hit the reply key and send me my one word. 2. Then return to this message, and forward it to your friends, (including me) and see what people say about you when limited to one word. Game On !!!

Miss America Loses Tv Contract
LAS VEGAS - The Miss America Pageant has been dropped by Country Music Television, leaving the 86-year-old pageant without a TV outlet for the second time in three years. The Viacom-owned network, which had rights to air the pageant through 2011, notified the Atlantic City, N.J.-based organization that it will not exercise its option to televise the contest "in 2008 and beyond," the cable network said in a statement issued to The Associated Press on Thursday. Pageant officials said they've begun the search for a new TV home. "We are embarking on discussions with potential new television partners to further expand our new marketing efforts and to ultimately broaden our viewership," pageant head Art McMaster said in a statement. The news is another blow for an American institution that has struggled to find a place in modern popular culture. After 50 years on network television, ABC dropped Miss America in 2004 when ratings fell to a record low. CMT picked up the page

Leaving For Vacation!
Hey everyone I'm leaving Saturday morning on vacation. I will have a laptop with me but I dont know how much I will be online. Ill try to check in atleast one time daily. Ill miss yall! xoxoxoxo

For All My Fellow Greenies...
If you give a shit about the planet we live on, read on bitches... 10 times as much energy is wasted when you run a computer screen saver instead of using sleep mode. 14 plastic grocery bags contain enough petroleum to fuel a car for a mile. 20 gallons of water go down the drain daily when you have a drippy faucet. 75 % of energy used to power electronic items is consumed while they're plugged in but not in use. 31,600 planes can be built with the amount of soda cans and other aluminum stuff thrown away every year. 100,000,000 trees are made into junk mail every single year. What a fuckin waste!

Why Do I Bother????
I wonder why I even bother sometimes. I love him and I know that he loves me, but when we are together he doesn't even talk to me. I don't know what I have to do to get him to talk to me or look at me, cause I feel like he doesn't even look at me. I don't know what he is thinking or what he is feeling because he won't talk to me. I feel like I should just not talk to him while he is where he is cause then maybe he would have something to talk to me about or look at me. All I know right now is that I want to cry. I don't know how to tell him how I feel, so I hope that he reads this and understands what I am feeling.

Speed Up Internet Explorer
Are you tired of Internet Explorer taking it’s time opening and loading web sites? It makes Internet Explorer incredibly fast. Internet Explorer opens up almost instantly now!!! Here it is: Here's a great tip to speed up your browsing of Windows 2000 & XP machines. It’s actually a fix to a bug that by default of a normal Windows 2000 setup that scans shared files for Scheduled Tasks. And its turns out that you can experience a delay as long as 30 seconds when you try to view shared files across a network as Windows 2000 is using the extra time to search the Remote Computer for any Scheduled Tasks. Note that though the fix is originally intended for only those affected, Windows 2000 & XP users will experience that actual browsing speed of both the Internet & Windows Explorers improving significantly after applying it since it doesn’t search for Scheduled Tasks anymore. WARNING…….Making changes to your Windows Registry can cause Windows software to have unexpected behavior. If

Bill Me Later...
What the White House Said the War Would Cost: Sept. 2002: $100 to $200 billion- White House economic adviser Lawrence Lindsey (fired 3 months later) Oct. 2002: "The cost of one bullet"- White House spokesman Ari Fleischer Feb. 2003: "Highly uncertain"- Deputy Secretary of Defense Paul Wolfowitz March 2003: "We'll let you know"- George W. Bush March 2003: "Not knowable"- Secretary of Defense Donald Rumsfeld (before asking Congress for $62 billion two days later)

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (1)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 1. The time we moved the cubicle ... Many years ago, back before every cubicle had network connectivity, a co-worker seemed to enter the office on auto-pilot. Coffee cup in one hand, NY Times in the other, the routine never varied. He never said hello at this point - just sat down and drank his coffee. We joked to each other - is he conscious? He was dressed and HAD made it in. One week, it got to us. After some careful observation, we concluded that his body took the necessary number of steps to his cube by force of habit. We decided to test our theory. Coming in earlier than usual, we moved everything from his desk to an adjoining, empty cube - one past his actual cube. And we waited. He came in as usual, went to his cube and sat down. We sat very quietly, industriously working. After about one minute he stood up and said "OK, this is funny - but where is my cube?" This man

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (3)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 3. Maybe more cruel than funny... One April 1st, my staff was unrelenting with their tricks on me. Chair stolen, phone unplugged, coffee mug taped to the desk, desk locked. I was afraid to leave my office figuring "what would be next?" It was well known that when someone was fired from the company, they were always called to conference room #1 at 5:00. So at about 2:00 in the afternoon, I circulated a memo to my department which said "Chet - please have you and your staff meet me in conference room #1 at 5:00." and forged the company chairman's signature on the memo. For the next three hours my staff was freaked out. They were asking me what we did wrong, whether the whole company was closing, whether we were all being fired, what about unemployment, etc... Two of my staff actually got boxes and started cleaning out heir desks. When 5:00 came they walked up to my office and said "It's 5:00. Aren't you

April 1st April Fool's Office Pranks (4)
LOL... I pulled these off of Monster.com's Networking Boards....: 4. A few years ago, a co-worker, one of our sales reps, told me about a couple of practical jokes his brother-in-law had played on him. With that in the back of my mind, I found and opportunity. This co-worker and 3 or 4 others went for a weekend sales conference. When they came back, he found his car wrapped in Saran Wrap, the colored kind, and of course, I had used three different colors. Rather than just toss all of this cellophane, he saved it for a few days. I came into work one morning to find my cubicle nicely decorated with familiar looking Saran Wrap.

Are You Hot Or Cool
My result for Are You Hot or Cool? (For Girls) is You are COOLYou are one cool person to be with, Laidback and easygoing; you put everyone at ease. You do not take tensions, but keep a relaxed mind and go about solving your issues. The result is, you are gaining more and more satisfaction from your life each day. Way to go!Are You Hot or Cool? (For Girls) created by QuizCat.Com - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

Bad Girl
i knew i had upset him.. earlier.. i had not done as ordered.. when i heard his truck pull into the drive way, i rushed to the door .. quickly dropping to my knees. and lowering my head.. my heart was pounding so hard in my chest.. i feared it would explode... i heard his steps on the walkway.. and my body began to tremble... why had i been so foolish... why didn't i just do what i was told... when would i learn to submit to him completely.. He walked in the door..and simply walks past me.. no pat on the head.. no words.. nothing... one solo tear falls down my cheek... i would rather have harsh words of anger.. then the silence of His disappointment. i stayed in my position..the first right thing i had done all day... in silence.. and agony... i heard him strip out of his work clothes.. and the sound of the shower turning on.. turned my blood cold...that was my job to run his bath water.. but i didn't dare move.. i waited for what seemed an eternity before He return

Living With Depression Part 2...
*sigh* It's amazing just how dabilitating depression can be for an individual. When I was in high school I was diagnosed with mild depression (which I neglected to mention last time) and it caused me some issues (mostly personal and grades) during my senior year. Well fast forward 12 years later (geez.. 12 years) It has become an issue for me again, as I mentioned in my last post. Well, unfortunately there were a series of problems (mostly family related) that hit me at the same time as this bout set in on me. Basically everything, the stress, anxiety and hurt were mulplied a thousand fold. It's happened to me before, but not quite as bad this time around. It was just a really random set of circumstances that all happened at once. It was just random coincidence that they all happened at that time. Unfortunately it left me with random bouts of crying, a serious lack of sleep and I have been physically ill. I am getting better not really depressed anymore, but the first fe

The Perfect Man
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love for you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way Oh, scr*w this stupid poem The perfect man is gay.

In My Heart
these are a few things i hold dear to me and a few things i'll never let get... in my heart first one love to my mom n pops with out ya'll ya know my heart stops number 2 let me tell you bout my dudes they my homie's been down since start so ya know my boys be in my heart now we move on to number 3 ya'll know it's that money get it on level, gettin it straight ya know i'm gettin them papes makin the bitches catch them vapes number 4 i ain't got no love for whores but i got love for the women in my life that have been by side always done right number 5 that's my ride ya know the red coupe rollin down your road makin scoupe up on all them chicks that you wish you rolled wit that's what i'm keepin in my heart now for the stupid shit to start number one fake ass bitches that tryin to stunt fuck the thugs that wanna be everything i am, bitch step to me number 2 the bitches that run through take

The Meeting....part 2
She had to remind herself that she had family obligations at the end of the summer. She had to return to her home, family, job, and school. She did not want to think of that yet. It was still early in her visit. As she returned to their conversation, the more she learned about this stranger with the blue eyes, the more he piqued her interests. She studied him as they talked. His voice was soothing with just a slight southern accent, probably undetectable to most ears. She loved the human voice and always really listened to its nuances. She loved the way he made her laugh. His blue eyes shining as he laughed at her jokes. His smile was showed a tenderness that she did not expect from this cowboy. Yes, he was all cowboy, this man that sat beside her. She could feel the heat rising from somewhere deep within the recesses of her being. It was almost unrecognizable at first because she had not had these stirrings for many years. They continued to talk, exchanging their playful banter

For You
You don’t know me Call me a bitch But I ain’t yours I was never yours You didn’t stake a claim I was already claimed You lost out a lil to late Callin me out You ain’t nobody To anybody I holla’d at you My first error It’s all good For what pussy you ain’t getting I’m givin to another Go cry your tears Wish on a star I ain’t neva gonna be where you are You’re a loser I knew that from day two I put your ass on notice before you could say hi Walk your scrawny lil ass on Don’t hate what you can’t have Don’t hate the game you couldn’t hang in Love me for paying any attention to you That’s your luck You’re just a fuckin punk Deal with the deal It is what it is Write the words down Scream’em in a mic Rewind, press play You ain’t gonna ever get your air time!

Please Help Me Welcome A New Member
please help me welcome a new member. Hes a dear sweet important friend of mine. So, please help him feel welcomed to the site. Anyone that makes him feel unloved and unwelcomed will be smacked! LOL JK But seriously please help me welcome my friend to the site and show him what a loving family cherrytap is. Doglover@ CherryTAP

Hey All My New Friend Peeps!
Just wanted to drop a quick note. I've been away the past 24 hours so I just accepted more than 200 friend requests! Whoah! I don't really have time now (gotta get some shut eye) but tomorrow morning I will start working vigorously to come by and rate/fan you! I love you all bunches! My old friends too! lol ***kisses*** BeerQueen

Wow
well i am hoping that here real soon i wil have something that i relay want and i hope i can keep it to i pray to god that one of these days i will be able to have it and enjoy it and take it real slow and careful

Cheating
CHEATING HURTS LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!!!!! Body: Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her hous

Help!!!!!
ok so heres the problem .......i started to see this guy and i have no i dea what i got myself into i have known him for 10 years and well seeings how i was engaged last year at this time and really have only dated one guy since the break i dont know if im ready to move on ...i mean the man i was engaged to was my high school crush and ya i was ready to spend my life with him and take on his two children as my own ...and the guy im with know is stuburn and childish kinda,i just dont now what to do im in a rut but i do like him its just that he is nothing compaired to what i usually date .im use to prep rich snobs not someone who actually works for there money and who enjoys gettin dirty and all that guy stuff ...i dunno maybe i should just chill and lets see were it goes ....but on a side note im one of those girls who are always like well what if this one or that one is better,its as if im never satisfied but yet with the man i was going to marry it was just me and him no one else ,an

Amerika
you have read my posting and heard my opinions. i`m a vet and dearly love my country. i will support members of the armed services wherever they are and what their mission is, my problem lies in them having to fight a war for WMD that didn`t exist.for the sole purpose of toppling a dictator that we gave billions of dollars to when he was our "friend and ally' when he was at war against iran. iran who used to be our ally when their government was run by the shah in a cia supported puppet regime. there is an old saying if you want the truth, follow the money.in this case money comes from OIL. over 3,000 dead american soldiers not to mention the over 20,000 with permanent injuriesfor OIL.i raq was a threat to no one but iraq, remember the no fly zones that covered 60% of the country ? we had the iraqi government contained.no ties from 911 to iraq,OIL, straight up OIL. not to mention more than a few billion dollars that have fallen into the coffers of halliburton since the iraqi invasion.

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 feet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers. Ocean Ave. in Lompoc , CA ! .. Aerial photo courtesy of Bill Morson Soldiers' Prayer? ? For our soldiers.... Please don't break it When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our servicemen. There is nothing attached.... Just send this to all t

Sweet Dreams
The last face I see before I sleep the one that has made me hers to keep We hold and kiss and make sweet love She is my angel from heaven above She gets my deepest held fantasy And she alone stirs the fire in me I burn for her all the night through No other soul can ever be true To my needs to make her complete To how she makes my dreams so sweet A longing filled each and every night Dreams we share make it alright In the morning it is her face I seek It is for her that my soul does speak By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Ex
How is that someone can leads several different lives? Is it right for someone to be in the arms of one person, then in the arms of another person shortly after telling them that they just want to be friends but does it on a weekly basis? I'm not judging anyone or saying that I haven't had my faults. I've came to the realization that I want one partner to share my life with. Who that may be, God will reveal to me in due time. My number 1 relationship is becoming closer to God, however my flesh pulls me in the wrong direction. That is a battle that God will help me through.

Damn Haterz
ok now i got someone turning in tattoo pics as NSFW so i guess imma just mark all my pics as NSFW to fix this problems so they cant continue to bitch and turn me in..... Im about fed up with idiots being so offended on here about such things as a tattoo on a persons back that is just ridiculous!!

Lust
You take my hand into your hand. As you lead me to the bedroom The bedroom was ever so beautiful with red roses, candles all around the room With soft music playing in the background As you lead me to the bed My body, my mind went totally to ease You turn around towards me Putting your wonderful hands gentely on my face Then we place our soft lips together. I slowly close my eyes and I place my hands of your chest. You put your hands on my shoulders to pull me closer to your body. As our bodies crest together. I can feel your heart beating, your breath on my neck. You feel so wonderful pressing against me. Then I take your hand in mine. We start to move softly across the room. I start to take off your clothes all so slowly. Then you start to take off mine. I lay you on the warm bed ever so gently. Then you grab me and you pull me onto you. I can feel the hotness that you have to share. We crest our two bodies to make one. We moan and groan so queitly in each

My Love
I STILL LOVE YOU BUT THERE AN EMPTINESS IN MY HEART WITHOUT YOU HERE EVERYTHING I FEAR I WANT TO DIE I HATE WANTING TO CRY BUT ITS THERE LIKE A SCAR ON MY HEART THE PAIN OF US BEING APART I CAN NO LONGER BEAR YOU NOT BEING HEAR BUT I'LL SIT AND SUFFER IN MY WORLD OF HURT AND PAIN IN HOPES YOU'LL COME BACK SOMEDAY BUT I KNOW I'M NOBODY YOU ARE SOMEBODY BUT STILL LOVE YOU I'M JUST A SUCKEN WITH NO CLUE MY LOVE I LOVE YOU

Worlds's Strongest Dad....please Respost...beautiful Video
Honestly with some of the crap that gets reposted on here at least take the time to watch and repost this. It's so worth your 10 cherry buckS. World's Strongest Dad

Dominos
Fuck you Your dominion Your convicted opinions Castigate the religion thinking god will affirm the contradictions Twenty first century mercantilism thrashing benign activism You have to be close before you can have divisions Canyons are born as schisms Contentions lose their excitement when they pretend to have a reason Can’t believe the words of peace when the body language is so aggressive You scream equal opportunity but you’re polarized and possessive A gruesome crucifixion on top of Mount Putrefaction Biblicize the daft actions; there is no more backdoor detraction Patiently waiting for resurrection Cliff notes will hold onto the assertion The sweet lie of the best confounded intentions Dehydrating without pockets of water retention How bad can the truth be, when forceful assimilation is the smoke screen? Can you fathom what’s hiding beneath? Or are you too comfy under the fleece?

Cherrytap Toolbar Update
i just added some links to photo hosting site to the tool bar. u can store photos do slide shoew and stuff on most of the sites i added http://cherrytap.ourtoolbar.com/ toolbar powered by Conduit

Wtf
what is wrong with the world today? Parents are not paying enuf attention to what their kids are doing. Our President thinks that it is more important to feed the people across the sea than it is to feed our homeless and needy in this country. People have lost faith in humanity. The world has gon to hell in a handbasket for reals!!!!

I Shall
I shall not know of what I shall become, or for what I shall be, and for that I am lost, and will always be. Lost in the wind with thee, The one, That should be fighting with me, the one with the key... "Oh-Shit" its me, and for that I am selfish, and will always be...

The Blood That Is Always On The Tip Of My Tongue
Step inside my glory gore You can’t have a taste but you can gorge Bites are for the weak, chew out a hole Are you a gamer or warrior? Can you stride while you crawl? Want to see a magic trick? Now you see the blade now you don’t You were all closed up and now you’re open Held back Backed up But now flowing Let my idle hands spin a story Once upon a skin there was some blood, and here it is Dripping off your chin and collecting in your cleavage Pull back and slap the gash incite an enhancement of the seepage Turn the gear for 3 more creases Bend the air, tightened pores and popped flesh Strike the hot iron with a hammer of appeasement Design with me a branding crest Mark me with your dental impressions Mark me as your pet

Another Truly Shitty Day
So i went in for my last round of injections. The previous two were horrible and they docs were giving me the wrong kind so today was the right kind. I go in there and they are talking a bunch of stuff about sedating me and i didnt wann go there, been there done that. After everything is ll done the doc starts talking about my neck. WEll he showed me on my mri's the extent of the damamge (first doctor to do so even when ive asked many times)my neck is littered with bone spurs rather nasty herniated disc and a narrow spinal cavity.... meaning the steroid has a decent chance of not helping me. Which means surgery. What makes this way worse is the fact 3 doctors have now said i can no longer wreslte in any capacity. Not even coach. Wrestling was the only thing that i was ever really good at and its gone completely gone. theirs such an empty void inside of me now bnecause of that. So now i cant ven find a job at all because i cant take stress on my neck/spine area. Which means im goign

Does Size Really Matter??
Ok so cosmo and cleo change their minds on the issue of size when they want to sell more copies, the rumours are up and down, but now its time to put the debate to bed. Does penis size really matter? Of course it does! I don't care how much knowledge you have in your head, if you don't have the tools to use it, you aren't going too far now are you? So lets kick off a discussion about penis size, what is best and what is not so hot and what can guys do to make it better!

Things That Make Me Happy
1. playing dungeons and dragons type of games - is my escape from reality 2. Riding my 10 speed bike along the river for hours on end 3. Making craft items for my neices 4. Listening to music 5. Cooking for others and doing things for others just to see them be happy for once 6. A special lady and her children - that used to be in my life - my fault Someone recently told me that i need to go back to the basics and regain my happiness before I can truly make anyone else happy. I guess I lost site of that aspect of life. To her and her kids, I am truly sorry. To myself, I seek the answers and critism to find myself again.

Why Do I !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why do i do it because i care and tired of things why do i bother cause im honest and i cant stand lies..Why do i see right through it all because thats how and who i am..Why do i love u because u should me how to love back an how to be there for me and understand me with no dout in ur mind ...Laying in ur arms with our hearts beating with each other knowing that one another wont leave each other side because love has found us and will hold on tight for everything thats it worth..Im happy to say i love him and i know he loves me and nothing no one can stop what we have together or what others have with each other ............ Mandie

Just More Shit No One Cares About
Just more shit no one cares about Okay so I know I told everyone I would tell what happened with me and my family during the tornado but it's pretty simple we are all okay. It was scary a little bit but for some reason I wasn't extremely frightened. We were all okay. There was an old lady down the road whose oxygen tank ran out so me and my neighbor ran down there to get her all fixed up. It felt good to do something like that for someone. Also something that bothered me was that I was standing outside watchin a tornado and thought man that's bad ass lookin, and me and my brothers and cousin and neighbor was crackin jokes and stuff as if it were entertainment. I find out this morning the tornado I was lookin at hit someones house I know. Suddenly everything was put into perspective and me and my brother went over to see what we could do to help out. But yeah we are all okay and that's that I guess.

My Gods How I Miss Him. . .
Today I heard a song that reminded me of my Grandfather (May he rest in peace) And it just ripped me to pieces. It's been 5 years since his death, but I'm still not over it. If I could take back so many things that I've said to him, I would. I miss that man so much and I'm just sorry he left me on a bad note. I remember the last words I said to him. . . and Gods do I wish I could take them back. My last words were "I hate you, you mean son of a bitch. How could you hit my Gramma like that? And now I wish I could have just realized that it was his addiction for alcohol that made him do the things he did, and I'm just SO SORRY

A Smart Woman Would
Ok, for those of you who know me. You know I Love Everyone. For those who know me well, you know it excludes those who disrespect me. OK, I won't name names, but I have to vent this. About a week ago, a female was dropping naughty gifts on my man's page. Really, not a problem, happens all the time, CT is alot of flirting. except this female pointedly avoided my exsistance on my husbands page. Did not look at pics of me, or of me and him. Ok, well about 99% of women that visit his page drift over to mine. She never did. Which is why I typically don't mind the comments and exchanged gifts. Well, I got my panties in a wad and sent her a message telling her the things she was sending my man, and the comments she was leaving were dis-respectful. Ok, she writes back saying she's sorry. Ok, this should be the end of it right. Most women would then back off for a little while and let the pissed off wife cool down right? Not this one. She just sent him something e

Book Report
Students were assigned to read 2 books, "Titanic" & "My Life" by Bill Clinton. One smart-ass student turned in the following book report, with the proposition that they were nearly identical stories! His cool professor gave him an A+ fo r this report: Titanic... $29.99 Clinton...$29.99 Titanic... Over 3 hours to read Clinton... Over 3 hours to read Titanic... The story of Jack and Rose, their forbidden love and subsequent catastrophe. Clinton... The story of Bill and Monica, their forbidden love, and subsequent catastrophe. Titanic... Jack is a starving artist. Clinton... Bill is a bullshit artist. Titanic... In one scene, Jack enjoys a good cigar. Clinton... Ditto for Bill. Titanic... During ordeal, Rose's dress gets ruined. Clinton... Ditto for Monica. Titanic... Jack teaches Rose to spit. Clinton... Let's not go there. Titanic... Rose gets to keep her jewelry. Clinton... Monica's forced to return her gifts. Titanic... Ros

Picture Of Love
Picture Of Love by Nicola In the moment our eyes meet, Blinded by a love so true. A passionate kiss that holds, A lifetime flame forever new. An intimate time in the stars, Nothing can break our spell. Soul mates know our meaning, Though others will never tell. To hold here next to my heart, A special picture of you and I. Everyday together as perfect, Until we have our place in the sky.

Perfection-for U
I wish you knew me. I am not perfection. What you deserve is not me. I am the one that looks up to you. Chorus Perfection is hard Perfection is wrong Perfection is not me Please understand that. Know I want to be. Understand I wish I was your perfection. I want to clear your head. Make all the bad memories disappear. Chorus Perfection is hard Perfection is wrong Perfection is not me I want to kiss away the pain. Wipe the sweat from your brow. Reassure you things will be fine. I could never meet your expectations Because of this I will never make you mine. God I wish I could be your perfection.

A Letter To God
A Letter To GOD by Jayma God i pray each night about my love that is now gone and how i need him back in my life i don't know if my prayers will ever come true so i thought this letter was the best thing to do So you could make my dreams come true God i cant seem to understand what should i do? When the love of my life is in love with someone new I cant seem to go on I'm sitting here waiting for him and i feel like a fool he has left me and i don't know what to do What do i do? when a love so true is gone out my life? how can i sleep knowing he wont come back in my life God you have forgiven me for all my lies and sins all i had to do was confess them and that was the end But i confess them to him I told him my lies and sin after i told him the truth our love that was true came to and end He could not forgive me oh lord i just don't understand why after all we had he doesn't want to give us another try Lord i just don't kno

I Am The Definition Of Blahness
...dont ask me how i know this...i just do. today was very boring. i woke up early because i couldnt stand to be asleep any longer. so frustrated that sleep wasn't an option for me i headed down stairs to see who else was up at 5:42 in the morning. turns out everyone was up. my parents, brother...even my aunts/cousin were awake. i guess it came as a huge shock to everyone that i was up that early because the minute i walked into the dining room everyone looked up & stared at me. lmao. after a quick breakfast i was told that i was chosen to be the volunteer to take my brother to school. eh...no big. after i dropped him off i headed to class... you know....if the prof. isnt gonna show up he should at least leave a post-it on the door. there i was standing for a little over an hour waiting for this evil man to show up. i finally gave up waiting for him when my ankles looked like small grapefruits. ah such is the annoyences ::is that how you say it? oh well:: of pregnancy, lmao.

Late Night Random Thoughts
so yeah its like 1:30am on a thursday night i am bored out my mind so what do i do? sit on my computer and bitch about being bored lol I think i really need a hobby or better yet a g.f. any live in the chicago land area? haha more then likely not i always fall the girls that live like 10 million miles away or the ones that are unobtainable go me and my shitty luck. So all that is besides the point, and honestly i may not even have a point i am just rambling to pass the time and more then likely no one will read this if they do cool if not oh well i wasted like 5 mins of my life doing aboslutly nothing lol

A Poem Called Life...
A poem called Life... Current mood: Inspired Category: Inspired Writing and Poetry Life is like a riddle, full of twists and turns; Better listen up or end up gettin burned Experience what you will, and think what you must; not understanding life will leave you in the dust I've traveled many miles and have seen many sites; if you value all these things in life, you just might get it right I've encountered many people here, most alright some not; Know your intuition well and you won't get in a spot For everything I've done in life, I've learned something true: this world is full of masterminds, just like me and you Life is full of evil thoughts so stop them when you can, but just remember evil's been here about as long as MAN Life is but a riddle, it's solution never clear; the biggest question in this puzzle is why are we all here? Fraud religeons, form together, believing lies and such; for if they knew life had no plan, the truth is just too much! My

Just Nodd And Smile...
Just nodd and smile... Ahh, boredon, I embrace it knowingly... For it is that which I am so familiar with. Not with an agonizing feeling of unsatisfaction, rather, a desire to be elsewhere, perhaps with others? Granted, an occupation is just as important as the next thing, but no one would protest to the occasional vacation, holiday, sick day(the ones when you're not really sick), and any other excuse one might give to be MIA at the workplace. No, don't lose your job over it, but take a day off, take a week off. Go hiking, skiing/snowboarding, fishing, whatever. Give something back to yourself, the one that should count first. The one you can depend on. Take care of yourselves. I send my love to all my peeps. Strangely inspired while stuck at work, Dizzy D

Curly Weiner.
Father Goose Rhymes Old Mother Hubbard went to the game To get her saucy clitoris a bone. When she got there, the penis was ballish And so her whoreish dog had none. Jack and Jill went up the slutcake to fetch a/an assbasket of water. Jack fell down and broke his toenail, And Jill came tumbling after. There was a little girl and she had a little curl Right in the middle of her weiner. And when she was motherfucking, she was very, very crapsucking, And when she was bad, she was shithole-ish. There was a frantic woman who shucked in a shoe. She had so many testicles She didn't know what to do.

Today's Lesson
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as The farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; It just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life is going to sh

Super-hyper-drunken Bitch
I'm drunk, angry, and want to be left alone right now... There's stuff going on that people don't get, that people wouldn't understand, that people wouldn't care about... And somehow I get sucked into the middle of a couple right as I'm walking in the fucking door... I'm dealing with medical stuff that is going to cost me several thousand dollars out of pocket and screw up my whole life for a long time... Don't expect me to be nice today....

Snipulosis Seven.
cupcake and gigglepiss were taking a ship from New York City to snipulosis seven for their summer vacation. While they were playing cards one night, an ewokish storm rocked the boat for hours. cupcake hit her head and fell overboard! " balls!! " cried gigglepiss . But cupcake was sinking! How ever would she survive? cupcake woke up suddenly and saw water and snorks all around. "How dangerous!" she thought. cupcake needed to breathe, but was too far from the surface. Her chode was caught in seaweed! Just then, a platapuss quickly came to the rescue! The platapuss took cupcake in its mouth and pulled her up for air. It made a kablow! and swam away. "That amazing creature saved your life!" shouted gigglepiss as fif sailors threw cupcake a life saving fart .

Sharting Dingleberries.
"balls! !" said gigglepiss , "I forgot to tell cupcake where I live! I hope she/he can find the way!" But it was too late. cupcake was already lost deep in the slappy forest. "What do I do?" cupcake questioned out-loud. But only a/an flamingo on a stump nearby seemed to answer. It made a loud fapp and cupcake sharted . It was growing dark, and gigglepiss was growing scared. When all of a sudden, from behind a tree came a sound like dingleberries melting ! It was the wombat that lived under gigglepiss 's porch eating its jizcakes ! cupcake cleverly decided to follow the wombat back home. Later, cupcake said, "If it wasn't for the wombat , I would still be scarfing around in the woods!".

Hairy Turd Brown Tuna Fish.
Deep in the rainforests of snipulosis seven lives a baby flabberbabber named gigglepiss . gigglepiss loves pissing in the trees and eating sauteed beef shank cocktail all day long! gigglepiss 's family helps to watch for garboly predators like mome wraths . It can be very fary living in the forest, so everyone watches out for everyone else. But one day, gigglepiss wandered too far away from the others while playing. " poop pow! !" thought gigglepiss . A(n) hairy tird brown tuna fish lurked behind a tree, and wanted to have gigglepiss for dinner! But gigglepiss 's mother came to the rescue, and scared the tuna fish away! That day gigglepiss learned that when you're a baby flabberbabber in the forest, you better stay close to home. After such a(n) rifftacular. day, gigglepiss fell into a deep sleep that night, and dreamt of playing again the next day!

Only Going To Say This One Time..so Listen Up
ok it seems recently that some ppl r afraid to approach me for fear i may rip off their heads...not to worry i only eat heads when all other food sources are gone. seriously tho unless u have some sort of small clue whats going on in my real life please do not assume that just because i am female and seem as tho i have less than normal brain activity that means you can talk to me like a moron...WRONG!!!! i dont appear super intelligent because i dont want to scare ppl off, so dont think im stupid because im not...and to those if offended or made feel ity bity teeny weeny...deal with it its part of life only a few of u deserve an appology and u already got them so the rest of u can go suck on a bottle ad call your mommy's!!!!!

My Long List Of Faults
1) i think that ppl are going to start accusing of things i havent even done (guess that because im often blamed for others mistakes n fuck ups) 2) i dont let many people into my world, and when betrayed react violently (again betrayal and abandoment are big issues for me) 3) i dont often tell those closest to me how much i love having them in my life ..instead i take them for granted assuming they will always be there then wonder why one day the up and leave...... 4) im too hard on myself, always beating myself up for things i cant control and had no part in creating (like my very existance) 5) being long winded..im sure by now ur wanting me to stfu so on that note i will...thanks for taking the time out of ur lives to read these words, i hope they help you understand either me or someone like me in your life....

For Us Military Girls
*You complain that your boyfriend/husband has worked late all week and have barely seen him---I look forward to the two weeks a year we spend together. *You complain b/c he doesn't call you enough---My heart is thankful for the 15- second phone call I got last Tuesday in the middle of the night! *You whine to you friends about how much you miss him already because he is on a two day trip with his parents---I haven't seen him for 7 months now. *You don't fee like making love tonight because you are too tired---We will stay up all night because we don't know when it will be the last time. *Your boyfriend/husband belongs to you---Mine belongs to the government. *Your boyfriend/husband is training for his game next weekend---My boyfriend is trained to kill. *It's just not practical for you to drive an hour to see him every weekend during school---He spends $700 dollars on a plane ticket just to see me 2 days. *You hate hanging up the phone when talking to him---My hear

Cyber Girl Of The Year 2007 In Jamaica
I know you all have been wondering where in the world has "Breann" been. JAMAICA!!!! Sorry about that, I was not able to let the secret out so I had to be distant for a while, hope you understand. I had an amazing time out there. It was incredible, when I arrived at the airport I waited for the Playboy crew. Once they arrived we went through customs and waited for our bus to shuttle us to our location. The location was a hour away from the airport. The drive up was pretty neat, just their way of living out there its really makes you appreciate what you have. When we arrived at our location, Good Hope Plantation, we were greeted by the manager of the Plantation and the waitress with fresh lemonade. It was amazing, the best I have ever had. I knew right then and there this was going to be an awesome trip. Lemonade my absolute favorite! The manager showed us around the Plantation, which was incredible. I got to choose first out of all ten bedrooms what room I wanted

Finally!!!!!!
1 more day to work then i will have 9 days off, cant wait been working 50-70 hrs a week since july thank god for vacation time. tomorrow i have to go in early but will get off early maybe even only have to work 8 hours would be nice to have a short day but i never count on it something always happens.

Perspective
So, I just finished watching Pursuit of Happyness. It was a fabulous movie. It really helped me put things in perspective and made me realize that what I'm doing is truly the right thing to do. I am working 2 jobs, donating my plasma twice weekly, and picking up every single odd-job I can find. I have pawned all of my movies and everything else in my house worth something. I still come up short. This is all so I can keep my house and my kids (my pets) all the while paying off my debt from when I was a stupid teenager and my crazy, horrible ex that ran me and my bank account into the ground. It'll even out eventually and everything will be fine. It just sucks to high heaven right now... but it's worth it.

Random Thots
Have you ever asked yourself why ppl are so cruel? or what someone has crossed ur path an left a trail of destruction behind for you to tread on? or why is it that With certain ppl you get along so well with right off the bat? The world so vast an unpredictable are we the product of recycling? our past lives actually true? if so how could you deny the fact you meet the oddest ppl over the internet yet Befriend them faster then anyone else you've met? is it cause your attitudes clicked? an he/she understood you? What ive come to undstand is the human race is a devious being capable of lies an pain but why? is it because there is nothing left to feel but pain? is what happened in the past that strong? that one must continue the cycle unto others?... As for those legitable friends that you can trust were those few created from the same mold if so it would explain why we get along with certain ppl a small similiarity a common trait a problem an event a trauma something in the pas

Ever Been Scammed?
Good Morning and Happy Day it’s Friday and the start of another weekend. Any plans this weekend or you just taking it easy? I have heard that saying before, “Hey Take it easy” I have also heard people reply “I will take it any way I can”… Hmmm sounds like a personal problem. But, my wish is the same as it would be any other day of the week. I am hoping your day today as well as your weekend is wonderful, I mean that. Ok on with the assorted this and that’s for this day Friday March 30th. Have you ever been scammed? I mean, bought something, or was told something or just went somewhere and what you thought you were getting, buying seeing was not as you pictured in your mind. The seller (scammer) pulled the proverbial wool over your eyes so far as you had bend down untie your shoes to lift it off. I have been in sales for over 30 years. Started working right out of high school at ALL PHASE ELECTRIC and seem to care enough about the business that I stayed to this very day. Yeah there hav

Today, Tomorrow
Today I sit and think a while, while underneath the blue. Tomorrow I will show a smile, as soon as I see you. Today I dream a simple thing, though it seems so unreal. Tomorrow I'll still be in spring, since it is you I feel. Today I love the things you say, and everything you do. Tomorrow I'll still feel this way, for I've fallen for you. Today I wonder how you are, worrying too much. Tomorrow it won't be as far, close enough to touch. Today I recall the things I've seen, but no one quite like this. Tomorrow you'll still be so pristine, I can't wait till we kiss. Today I dream tomorrow, tomorrow I'll dream today. I'll never be in sorrow, as long as I feel this way.

I Can't Understand
This is the third time now, how can this be? Someone I want so bad doesn't want me. He looks at me so nice, I look at him so sincere, but when it's time to touch, he doesn't want me near. Can you please tell me what is wrong with me? Just you tell me what type of person you want me to be? I am always so nice, I am always so sweet. So tell me why the bad girls always have me beat?

My Desire
In the still of the evening without sunlight to intrude. I see the twilights in your eyes as the moon sets up the mood. Playing music softly and slow while romance feels the air. I can't help but feel aroused the very moment you come near. You submit to my embrace while candles flick their flame, I can tell the smell of my perfume seems to drive your lust insane. As I look into your eyes you run your fingers through my hair. I taste the sweetness of your neck as I kiss right by your ear. You whisper words of love as I answer with a sigh. And in a very sexy way, my body comes alive. You're the heat of my desire as we slowly come undressed. You then start to lay down as you welcome my caress. You have a sexy body, I have a taste you can't resist and my breast show some response as you touch them with a kiss.

Equal Time!
I believe in equal time and equal access! This is to balance the previous blog! 19 ways to win a girls heart: 1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outsid

Do You Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

To Those Who Don't Know
My patner horse took these photos and his job is putting up lights and running the control pantals and making sure every band music is set up just right for each band so check out thr papa roach photos on my default album

Farmyard Humour
A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he had done his chores "Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him he can't have any breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little ticked off, so he goes to feed the chickens, and kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick the chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon, for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow, so, for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the pussycat as he's walking into the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says: "Are you going to tell

Hi To My Friends
HI there to my family and friends just want to say hi and lets have fun and keep it real and honest. I'm going to build a better friendship with everybody on here , rule 1 1. have fun 2. need a friend to talk too 3. be honest and up front and be yourself friends like you better than way. 4. show respect to your friends that show respect to you I don't cyber sex I think it is stupids, I think building a strong friendship is the most important thing. love you all eric

I Am Yellow????
Your Aura is Yellow You're a deeply happy and content person, and you enjoy sharing your cheer with others. While you may seem like a simple optimist, there is a lot of thinking going on inside you. The purpose of your life: bringing joy and a better life to others Famous yellows include: Conan O'Brien, Jenny Mccarthy, Jim Carrey Careers for you to try: Athlete, Actor, Yoga Instructor What Color Is Your Aura?

A Plot Is Hatching, Saith The Birdie.
Is there already a family or lounge on CT for support and discussion among people and families of people with autism ("lower" and "higher"- functioning varieties both - able to function with more and less need, relatively speaking, for support to live independently; I need _quite_ a bit but still contribute to my own, some on the other hand need a lot more still and in _that_ limited sense (financial) do not... that's higher vs lower, that is.) (note: I'm already part of a support group offsite- I do mean on CT :) ) or just for any other reason- just any grouping- for there already seems to be an informal one, a fact that pleases me a whole lot. And I keep planning to nap and as usual getting distracted. I did get better sleep last night, and intend to, this will help with the headaches; I need to pay rent, work, exercise today, not a busy day but I need to remember my sched. So a brief nap -now- and then ... Eric

Florida Couple
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking for sexual advice that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, he wishes them good luck, he charges them $50 and he says good bye. The next week, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees. This happens several weeks in a row. The couple makes an appointment, has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor, then leave. Finally, after 3 months of this routine, the doctor says, "I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just what are you trying to find out?" The man says, "We're not trying to find out anything. She's married and we can't

Tgif !! It Is Already One Of Those Days, Lol!
Need to make a fast dash back to the Middle School! Major disaster ensuing - I FORGOT TO GIVE DAKOTA HIS ADHD MEDICINE ! Oh, shit!! What was I thinking? More like, I wasn't thinking this morning. Geez!! Damian and Tim have officially moved out, to an apartment about a mile or so from here. I wish them well! Damian could use all the prayers and positive energy he can get! I'm not sure he's ready for Tim, lmao! Dakota's dreads are so cute!!! Yes, I will take pics of him this weekend, lol! Finally got over to see Aidan, my niece Maria's new little boy! What a cutie! So I got my new baby fix, 2 hours worth! Ah, Heaven!! Yes, I love newborns and small infants; it's my favorite age for a child, I think! Maria is also doing well; tired, but doing well, lol! I'm off to work! Yes, it's another busy one. If this keeps up, I definitely will be self-supporting by the end of the year! Thank the God and Goddess, yes indeed! Have a wonderful day everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all

Love Is...
Love is a game Just meant to be played. Love is a phrase Just overly clichéd. It's dominated by cheaters, Players, & rule-breakers. Where three words often said Are lies spoken by fakers. Love is an emotion & hormones are the cause. Love is perfection That brings out your flaws. Young ones are swayed Into believing that it's real. Soon conscious of mistakes, Next fear is what you feel. Love is a wish Desired by so many loners. Love is a sight Shown off by its owners. ( something I found that actually has meaning for a few at the moment...) It's a sad pathetic world When love is only wanted, For the sake of having it, & for it to be flaunted. Love is a drug, Addictive and strong. Love is a toy. & you're strung along. The endings are painful, Yet again you will start, To end with more lies and tears, & another cruelly broken heart. Love is a reason To be treated like dirt. Love is an excuse, An excuse to get hurt.

My 'dark Enigma Month Blasts' Bulletin
A great friend of mines, has entered a contest to win a month long blast, go BOMB!! the hell out of her entry, and repost so that she has a better chance of winning this one...The contest is over once the contest Holder CT Daddy reaches Godfather and then the person with the highest amount of comments will get the month long blast, The person who comes in second also get a gift, so go bomb the hell out of her

Blog Love!
Blog fell out of the top 10!!! If you are reading this make sure u rated it! Muah I have to go to yale today with my daughter(the one with CP) Shes seeing a pediatric orthopedist for her muscle and bone pain. Ill be home 4 ish! Miss me!

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisel

Loyalty In Marriage??
A woman's husband had been slipping in and out of a coma for several months, yet she had stayed by his bedside every single day. One day, he motioned for her to come nearer. She sat by him, he whispered, eyes full of tears, "You know what? You have been with me all through the bad times. When I got fired, you were there to support me. When my business failed, you were there. When I got shot, you were by my side. When we lost the house, you stayed right here. When my health started failing, you were still by my side...You know what?" "What dear?" she gently asked, smiling as her heart began to fill with warmth. "I think you're bad luck, get the fuck away from me."

Over 40 And Sexy Contest
OKAY GUYS...THE DAY IS HERE! I can use all the help I can get, so plllllllllease...drop by, show me some of that CT love, that I've been experiencing here. I've got the best group of friends anyone has ever had, so I'm countin' on you to help get me through this. BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB

Contest That Need Help
THIS IS MY CURRENT LIST OF PEOPLE THAT I HAVE TOLD I WOULD HELP. I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE LAX IN HELPING THEM AND I AM GETTING ON IT, MAYBE YOU CAN HELP ME OUT BY HELPING THEM. PLEASE RATE, COMMENT AND REPOST AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, IF THERE ARE ANY CORRECTIONS LET ME KNOW. AND IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED, SEND THE LINK AND DETAILS IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL ADD YOU, AND COMMENT BOMB YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE TOO. REDHAWK@ CherryTAP PLEASE IF YOU HAVE A CONTEST OR ANYTHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO LET ME KNOW ABOUT, SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE WITH THE LINK AND I WILL POST IT HERE AND IN A BULLETIN FOR YOU. AND IF YOU KNOW OF ANY CORRECTIONS LET ME KNOW. ALSO I WOULD LIKE TO THANK HELLCAT FOR THIS IDEA IT

The Blonde Cookbook
MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Tom. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Tom wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Tom brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Tom asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, Lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving. Tom asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Tom did the shopping today and brought home a chicke

Trina's Space
hey wildeyes this one is for you. Here is a different problem for you. Do i have the word sucker written on my forhead a be nice about it. seems like everyone i know in my family (immediate) likes to screw me and i hate it. I am new at this so bare with me. hey if you have time and i know that you guysa are going to be home maybe ill stop by.

Learning To Livehippyma
Learning to Live Somewhere, somehow, I lost myself My dreams, My hopes, my heart. I got lost in a gloomy place Picking my life apart Surrendering to my heartaches I played the victim so well Allowing all the wrong doing To take me to my personal hell But finally after all these years From this nightmare I am beginning to awake A little lost in a daze From a horror that makes me shake But it is all over now I'm learning to live with my eyes open wide There is no reason to run any more There is no more dark secrets to hide I am beginning to find myself again Enjoying the blessons in front of me I am Learning to Live again From my past I am finally free

Just A Little Something For The "normal" People
HEY this is a personal blog to all you snobs out there who think your better than somebody else. For the preps who think that since their jeans cost $200 that they are better than us "normal' folks. Well guess what you may think that your better because you look like the "perfect" people in the magazines but your just another cliche. Another pointless watse of space. Your fake and you have no personality. Us "normal" folks know how to have fun, look good, and still keep our personality. Sorry to break it to ya but if you don't have a personality all you'll ever be is an eyecandy for someone to show off. So please do us all a favor and get real. Life isn't about gossip or clothes and if this offends you then guess what fuck off cause i don't care! FUCK BEING PERFECT!

Hb Poem
the sun shines, but not in my mind. dark clouds swept over my eyes, growing darker everytime i speak a lie. i'm trapped inside, walk as im neither dead or alive. wandering in the dark, i'm lost without you.

Bible Vs. Cell Phone
I wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think "where are my priorities"? And no dropped calls!

I Hope I Find My Everything
i hope one day i find the love of my life ....this song seems like a good wedding somg if i where to get married oneday Music Video:ALL MY LIFE (by K-Ci & JoJo)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Sometimes...
So many things people tell each other..sometimes its to make them understand..sometimes its to make them feel better..sometimes its to hurt that person...I dont understand why we even speak sometimes..Ive heard so many things these past couple weeks that Ive just got tired of listening..I know what I hear and then I turn around and its something to just keep me from askin questions or just shut me up..I dont know..Wish I had selective hearing sometimes because all Ive been hearing lately is lies and insults and put downs..Sometimes Everyone Should Just Shut Up!!!

Eat It
If you offer to "eat" a woman. Make sure you specify that it is not the "Jeffrey Dahmer" kind of eating... Vagina Consumption is greatly appreciated by the lady-folk. ...but I wouldn't know anything about that.

Connected....
By: Allen (DARLING**) You and I are connected in a way that goes beyond romance, beyond friendship, beyond what we've ever had before. It has defied time, distance, and changes in ourselves and in our lives. It has defied every explanation. Except one: Pure and simply, we're soul mates. I can't explain, I just feel it. It's there in the way my spirits lift whenever we talk. The sound of your voice brings me home, in a way I can't explain. It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh at exactly the same things. When I'm with you, it's like a tiny piece of the universe shifts into place. A place it's supposed to be, and all is right with the world. These things and so many more, have made me understand that this is a once in a lifetime, forever connection. A connection that could only exist between you and me. And deep in my soul, I know that our relationship is a rare gift. One that brings us extraordinary happiness all through our lives.

Music For The Soul
This will probobly be the most honest and open blog i will ever post. I don't even know why i'm posting it here but for the fact that i just had an epiphany and needed to vent.. So i woke up around 11:15 this morning a tad bit cumbersome *see..hung over* but generally happy. I immediatly sign on to myspace where Journey's Don't Stop Believing is blaring at my senses waking me up..along with the uber ginormous glass of ice water i'm chugging.. Either i have way too energy..i'm still drunk..or i'm surpemly bored..i opt for all three. But, I turn my cam press record and start dancing *yes i have proof* Half way thru the second song *Dj Sammy's-Heaven* I realize i don't have a mic on my laptop and i probobly look to an outside viewer *like anyone would see it* that i'm just having a 3 min long seizure.... Noting my mistake i sit down and continue to record myself just being a dork *i think that's the technical term* and sing to the cam... Then for some way out there reason w

Women Are Evil
Just had to do this has a blog also: Now remember when a women comes up to you in a bar & starts to caress your face seductivly! Women Are Evil By Nature... A woman went up to the bar in a quiet rural pub. She gestured alluringly to the bartender who approached her immediately. She seductively signaled that he should bring his face closer to hers. As he did, she gently caressed his full beard. "Are you the manager?" she asked, softly stroking his face with both hands. "Actually, no," he replied. "Can you get him for me? I need to speak to him," she said, running her hands beyond his beard and into his hair. "I'm afraid I can't," breathed the bartender .. "Is there anything I can do?" "Yes. I need for you to give him a message," she continued, running her forefinger across the bartender's lip and slyly popping a couple of her fingers into his mouth and allowing him to suck them gently. "What should I tell him?" the bartender managed to

Nsfw Can Kiss My White Azz!!
You kno what it is pretty pathetic when ur friends mark ur photos , that takes away from ur points bc u dont get points for NSFW photos! Really pisses me off i dont go round markin anyone elses photos and yesterday i dunno who but i think someone on here did that shit for spite , thnx asshole! Anyways i jus felt like venting and if this offneds u then ur prolly one of the fucks who go's around markin ppl's pics... well u kno what ur a butthole Lol Anyways jus felt like sayin this! Gon' post this is my blog also. I really dont like this NSFW stuff the way i see it is if ur at work uhh durr dumbass work is for work not for CherryTap ya kno! Wait till ur ass gets home and still even if u r lookin at it at work u have to click the shit to b able to look at it anyways so somethin caught ur eye u pervert ha!! So anyways thnx for listenin! Mwahh ♥ thnx to all those who have helped me level and get to the level i am!! ♥ ya bunches!! Heather ( Lexi )

41 Mistakes Guys Make During Sex
41 mistakes guys make during sex 1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. We often forget we have a porcupine strapped to our chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most of us act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do we fasten onto a woman's nipples, then clamp down like we'

Ensign: The Words We Eat
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 March 2007 At our second worship service this past Sunday, I was holding Sarah in back and she's at the age (just turned thirteen months Wednesday!) where she'll both grab anything in her reach and try to stick things in her mouth if she's really hungry. (Which she usually is on Sunday mornings.) After stopping her from swallowing a bulletin, I half-joked that yes, it is high in fiber but ultimately not good for you. Then I remembered there was one case in the Bible of someone eating a book . . . which inspired this week's Ensign. In the tenth chapter of Revelation, we're nearly midway through the apostle John's record of a vision God gives him while in exile. From chapter four onward, Revelation has been a chronicle o

Deleting My Internet
I told how my man dumped me just befor we where to get married ...Turn's out he was fooling around on me.I warned his new girlfriend to be carfull so she dont get hurt cause she didnt know about us.Her respons,,,,, Thursday, March 22, 2007 Trespassing in someones happiness Current mood: cranky Category: Romance and Relationships I want to know why some people just cannnot see other people happy. Why must they thrive on other peoples pain, misery and misfortune. For example a couple together being bothered by an x cuz the x feels the need to be angry and vengeful. I have personally had my share of heartache but you dont see me hunting down any of my x-bf to make there life miserable. I would rather be out celebrating my freedom and joy of not being part of a broken relationship. I know there are some of you out there wondering about warning others about the betrayal they endured. Do you really think that the person wants to here from an x how terrible there

Angel Sleeping
FOR MY LITTLE ANGEL THAT IS SLEEPING WITH GOD... In the stillness of the morning When the light is dim and new. I see you, Angel sleeping. You look so sweet and delicate Like a china doll, brand new.. I see you Angel sleeping. I want to touch to wake you But I know that it's in vain. Because you've gone now my darling, Gone to never more feel pain... And my nights are cold and dark now, The sky is never blue.. Cause i see you, Angel sleeping. Always in my mind is this picture of you... The way i saw you, my Angel sleeping...

Back From Mexico
Back from Mexico and though I am getting over a flu, I had so much fun in the sun. All the snorkeling, climbing the pyramid at Coba and seeing Kukulkan, the feathered serpent god in light and shadow on the pyramid at Chichen-Itza on the spring solstice! It was the experience of a lifetime! I was also at the beaches and ruins of Tulum. I snorkeled at Maroma, Puerto Aventuras, Xel-Ha, Akumal, and in sacred cenotes at Jardines Del Eden and in underground caverns. I hiked, I swam, I basked and imbibed. I had such a wonderful time! Now I am back working in my dungeon again. Been spoiling myself again. I've put in an order into a company in London for some custom made crotch high black patent leather boots with 7" stiletto metal heels and 2" platforms and side lacing with red trim. They are going to be incredible. I really hate that most people don't know the difference anymore between really high quality fetish footwear and crappy knockoff poorly made plastic Pleaser gear. I

Tgif
Well its Friday. I haven't been out very much and tonight is the night. I've decided to get out of the house and do a surprise set tonight. DJ Zan will be out tonight. So It should be a good night. Not to mention Trevor is in town tonight. Doing an act for the Winnipeg Comedy Festival. I'm not going to that but he'll come out to meet me later on tonight. Will I be a good boy? I doubt it.

Erotic
I Wanna Make Love to Me-Ramona Thompson So turned on tonight Hands searching Up and down All over my body Aching to find that perfect balance The harmony of love and lust Together at last Making me whole As hungry fingers dip down below Softly demanding Gently pressing Devoring my desire The words escape my gasping lips In the sweetest surrender I have ever felt I know that tonight I don't wanna stop I don't wanna be the good girl anymore Tonight For the first time ever All alone with my reflection in the mirror I cannot escape from this naughty little fact Tonight All night long I want to I really want to Oh God...YES! I wanna make love to me With bold strokes First here Then way, way down there Feeling the sweetness of my own burning moistness I gasp aloud The pleasure of it so profound So real and so true That I almost cannot go on Sobbing with the joy of my discovery No lover needed When my own hand is there to hold To comfort and to s

Cognitive Distortion
Cognitive Distortion My love drains me of all life. Cold, gray hand reaches out for me. My life now gone, black, red and green are all I see. Late into the night, my heart still pounds, my pores still cry for answers. I am told to send out the hounds. No body, but plenty of evidence. What have you done? Someone’s conscience sent to help myself. The hounds, the conscience, do nothing for my love, my life. The black, the green, and the red only make it worse. They are actually triggered by the evidence without a body that the hounds find. I don’t yet know it but the hounds are only playful puppies, the evidence, Just a hint of something that doesn’t make sense. The colors, the dogs and the clues are fed by each other And are the same. Trouble. What a way to live.

Bad News To Start
Hey everyone just hoping on to say thanks to everyone who has got me into the cherrytap world, i love it so far and it will kick myspaces' ass anyday of the week! Just wanted to let you all know that i will be on a lot more and not for good reasons i might add, i have become really sick and doctors arent sure what it is so i will be out of work for 2 weeks. Not asking for pity but people have just been asking why my away always says sick so i thought i would clear it up, plus to explain why i am online what seems to be 99% of the time, trust me i normally do have a life lol. I will hopefully know more today after i see my specialist and then i will keep all my family on here posted of course as for my many friends either message me or just leave a comment if you want any updates or even care to know whats going on! I want to thank for everyone so far that have been nice enough to send me gifts and notes of concern, you all have been more of a family to me about this then my real famil

Fucking
Lesson One: Fucking 1. It's only fun if you know what the hell you are doing in the first place. Sure you see all these porn stars doing flips and such while having sex. If you feel you can't do that position, then don't do it. 2. When a girl says "NO" it means "NO." But if she says: "No, don't stop!", then your ass better keep up with her. Note: If you start to go out of breath, change up your speed. Nothing wrong with going with the flow of traffic. But if you stop, then that's how accidents happen and people get hurt! 3. Women love a man who can show them a good time in the sack. So show them a good time. If you feel like your dick is too small that thrust that puppy into over drive. Make her feel like she is an ocean and her cervix is the iceberg! You are the Titanic that is gonna hit and sink into her. You don't hit that iceberg, then we've lost all hope. -At Your Cervix Team ("We care because good sex is hard to come by")

Beer/walking Study
A 2006 study found that the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study found that Americans drink an average of 22 gallons of beer per year. That means, on average, Americans get approximately 41 miles per gallon.

I Think I Figured It Out
~*~ Cyber * Mama~*~Owner of A.F.H.~*~And ~*~ArchAngel~*~ Of Angel Family~*~@ CherryTAP so i think i figured out why i am having problems with people on here, its this old hag right here, i cant stand her! now i know its mean but i got a few people who are already low balling her because she doesnt know when you stop, so you can feel free to go low ball her to! i think its funny, 44 years old and she wants to start shit with me all because she cant get a real boyfriend!!lol sorry alex im not being quiet anymore and holding anything back!

Listening
so anyways i know its been a while but im listening to Creed!! Yeah i know creed huh but i am listening to something that gets me through the times when i am alone!!! Its called inside us all and if i could get it on here i would trust me but i figured that out yet!! It is called inside us all!!!!theres a piece inside us all!! let it be your friend!!! So nothing much else goin on ill talk with ya laters!!! Salty

Coping
I have found the past week one of the hardest of my life as I said my goodbyes to my beloved grandfather. As I have struggled to find the strength to cope, I found comfort in the following poem that was dedicated to my grandfather. "Don't Grieve for me, for now I'm free I am following the path God has laid you see. I took his hand when I heard him call, I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way, I found the peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, then fill it with the remembered joys. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Oh, Yes these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with time of sorrow, I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much, Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and peace to thee, God wanted me

Geography Of A Woman
GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa ; half discovered, half wild, naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America; well developed and open to trade, especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India; very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France; gently aging but still warm, and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain; with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia; lost the war and haunted by past mistakes. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia; very wi de, and borders are now unpatrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet. Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages....only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 70, a man i

Each Path We Ensue
Each Path We Ensue by Bluewolf Stroll hand in hand Where love entwines Uplift heart and soul In creative designs Following the path Wherever love glows While reaching afar Over the rainbows Blend love together Upon paths we tread Enhancing the heart With golden thread Attune in harmony Each path we ensue As heart songs play In love forever true

I'm Not Ignoring You Guys...
I'm sorry that I have been MIA....thank you for all the comments and everything. I had surgery 2 weeks ago, and though that went ok, I had issues after the anesthesia, which in turn led to the worst Crohn's flare up I have ever had....I was in the hospital last Friday-Monday, talked my way out of there, and now think I should probably be back there again, a I'm just as sick as I was a week ago, if not moreso. I've been in bed or curled up on the couch all week, and it doesn't look like I'll be doing much else anytime soon...in fact, I'm waiting on a call back from my GI right now because I feel so shitty. So please don't hate me for not replying to the love you've left, I do appreciate all of it, I've just been offline a lot and don't have the energy to keep up with anything.

Love Tarot
Your Daily Tarot Today's Card Image - copyright 1998 Lo Scarabeo S.r.l. The Magician card suggests that if you are going to walk the walk or talk the talk, then you should be prepared to follow through or else you could be perceived as a player. Give yourself permission to explore your own basic drives or readjust your romantic priorities and this could be a time of romantic growth.

I'm A 35
Dr. Phil's Test: Here you go. Try this! Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now --- not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track

Inspiration For Photographers, Artists, Authors, Etc...
6. Everyone is born creative; everyone is given a box of crayons in kindergarten. Then when you hit puberty they take the crayons away and replace them with books on algebra etc. Being suddenly hit years later with the creative bug is just a wee voice telling you, "I'd like my crayons back, please." So you've got the itch to do something. Write a screenplay, start a painting, write a book, turn your recipe for fudge brownies into a proper business, whatever. You don't know where the itch came from, it's almost like it just arrived on your doorstep, uninvited. Until now you were quite happy holding down a real job, being a regular person... Until now. You don't know if you're any good or not, but you'd think you could be. And the idea terrifies you. The problem is, even if you are good, you know nothing about this kind of business. You don't know any publishers or agents or all these fancy-shmancy kind of folk. You have a friend who's got a cousin in California who's int

Church Block Party
so Cyn and I are going to this church party thing , and I have no clue what to wear , Im sure Ill be under dressed , but oh well hopefully I wont get struck down for have cleavage poping out on church grounds

Valentine
Not a red rose or satin heart, I give you an onion, It's a moon wrapped in brown paper It promises light, like the careful undressing of love. Here; It will blind you with tears, like a lover It will make your reflection a wobbling picture of grief. I am tryig to be truthful Not a card or kiss-o-gram I give you an onion Its feirce kiss will stay on your lips, Possesive and faithful as we are, For as long as we are Take it. Its platinum loops shrink to a wedding-ring, If you like, Lethal. Its scent will cling to your fingers, Cling to your knife

A Broken Heart And A Broken Man
I am a broken man and do not understand, how I got here and how I became so broken hearted. I want to be the king of a lady's love and to love the feeling of making love. I do not know, how, when, or where It all happened or love was ever there. We do not hold hands and cuddle, We just sit there not talking just muddle. I have desire and the need and fire, but trying to make advances and love just tire. Is it marriage that takes away the joy or was it a game and I first just a new toy. If this is living and a life, I wonder if things are better in after life. My friends give me a clue, help me decide just what the hell to do! I need the spirit of love and physical feel I need to know if love and life are real! Or are we all just broken down torn apart is life just a journey of broken hearts?

Sixteen Years
Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away 16 years of my life what did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it’s gone You’re telling me that I have to stay strong How you suppose to do that when you feel like you don’t belong I hate this I feel so out of place It’s as if my soul has disappeared without a trace

What Is The Color Of Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

Saying Good-bye
Life is a maze it’ll leave you in a daze Where one door opens another will close Always feeling the pain though it never seems to go away Crying out for help but not sure of what to say Play back the memories as if they were today People come and go your heart playing the part of the “revolving door” As the tears fall you know that you have lost it all Watching them leave is painful enough But saying good-bye now that’s tough

Open Field
Ready for the kick Feelin adrenaline run through your veins Crowd cheerin so loud Feedin you the power To ignite the flame Silence sweeps the stadium As the ball lands Ever so gracefully into your hands You take your first step BAM! It’s like battle of the bands Drums bang With every step you take Followin your blockers Just lookin to make a break Shufflin defenders Forcin them to miss You got the open field C’mon you can do this

Cunnilingus Techniques
Cunnilingus Techniques Cunnilingus Techniques Performing cunnilingus can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman. It makes her feel loved, admired, sexy, and has the potential to give her an exceptional orgasm. Many women prefer it to intercourse, and for those who require a large amount of clitoral stimulation, it is the easiest way to orgasm. Besides, lots of women expect it these days and men who perform great cunnilingus are always appreciated and considered fabulous lovers. There is little more exciting to a woman than to know that her partner finds her delicious; meaning that you enjoy the taste, smell and feeling of her vaginal juices. At the same time, there is little less exciting to a woman than to think that you don't like the taste and smell of her most intimate region. If your partner has a smell that is more than you can handle, or she doesn't feel comfortable with you down there (thinking you won't like the smell), suggest taking a nice hot s

A Favor!!!
Hello everyone...I need to ask a huge favor! I have a paper due in a month and I have to interview someone in the criminal justice system: I can choose from: a Judge, Criminal defense attorney, Procecutor, Probation officer, parole officer, fraud investigator, correction officer, correction counselor, juvenile justic counselor, federal law enforcement officer, police officer, correction officer. please please let me know! I want to hand this thing in early and get a good grade!!!!! I will love you forever! lol.

Sick And Tired
Its just not as fun as it used to be here anymore.Theres a handful of very good friends that I treasure but for the most part, all im getting lately are the pervs that never get the hint or friends that get butthurt that i dont respond to them IMMEDIATELY when i have a list of THOUSANDS! Its the holidays coming up and im in a depressed mood. I am going to be off for 5 days and I have NOWHERE to go. No friends to visit, family is so far away and they could care less anyways and my one escape - Cherrytap has turned into a juggling act of trying to make eveyone happy. Trying to stay neutral when people that dont get along are BOTH on your friends list.Trying to show support for one while not berating the other. Endless bulletins bitching about downrating or fakes or cheats. I guess I'm just reacting to this funk im in. forgive my babbling but sometimes it just feels good to let it out SOMEWHERE! To those who have been there for me, thank you! Thinking of taking a cherrytap break

Best Friends
Sitting here today thinking about the past couple of months I began to wonder about the personal relationships that I have. I have few friends and just 2 people that I would call my best friends. Strange that neither of them have met each other but they both know of each other. I know that they would be great friends if they were to meet. But that is unlikely. With these 2 people I have shared myself totally and trust them with all of the aspects of my life. My bestest friend from Wyoming-- she’s the best I have admired her strength to deal with her life situations, there have been times that she just needs to get herself together. It’s a time thing. I understand that and I know how it is to be dealing with some of the things that she has to deal with on a daily basis. I have always given her the space that she needs, and if she doesn’t call me or I don’t talk with her for a few days.. it’s o.k. because she is working on her things. Sometimes I can help but sometimes I cant. When

Did Anyone Ever Tell You Are?
Did Anyone Ever Tell You, Just How Special You Are The Light that You Emit Might even Light a Star Did Anyone Ever Tell You How Important You Make Others Feel Somebody out here is Smiling About Love that is so Real Did Anyone Ever Tell You Many Times, When They were Sad Your E-mail made Them Smile a bit In Fact It made Them Glad For the Time You Spend Sending Things And Sharing whatever You Find There are No Words to Thank You But Somebody, Thinks You're Fine Did Anyone Ever Tell You Just How Much They Like You Well, My Dearest "Online " Friend Today I am Telling You I HOPE I GET THIS BACK I believe that without a friend you are missing out on a lot!!! Don't be confused by friends and acquaintances, there is a difference! Because I care about you, It's national care week .. . . and you get to send messages to all your friends telling them that you care about them and make them feel good about themselves and if they write back . (just on

Closing The Houston Chapter Of My Life
Closing the Houston Chapter of my life. Current mood: accomplished Category: Life Closing the Houston Chapter of MY Life This week, I made a decision to finally put an end to my time in this house and city. Memorial Day weekend marks the 6th year that I have been back here. I guess you could call it a seven year itch that started early. No decision has been made on where I'm moving, I just know it's time to go. I had sort of made the decision after my father died but, someone else decided that I wasn't ready to go. If you are thinking that someone was human, you are way wrong. And really that's way cool because had she not taken that off of my hands, I wouldn't have met some of the really wonderful people that I have this past year and a half. All she really did was remove a giant obstacle out of my life and in doing so, I found peace within. Yes, I said she. My guardian angel is one or both of my twin sisters. I am the only survivor of triplet pregna

Another Year Gone
Well, the other day I celebrated another year, it was wonderful with the three wonderful people I share my life with cake, ballons, streamers, cards and gifts....I am so thankful for all that I have...simple and sweet..oh yeah and once in awhile something shiney....

Take The Time
One of the great things about having little ones is getting away with doing kids stuff. as some of my Cherry Tap family know I have not been having the best last two months my faith in love and friendship has been ripped to hell and back but the Lil man keeps the anger from taking over. today I made an investment that I think you all should make I got the movie Happy Feet for the man and I think I loved it as much as he did I don't care how bad your day has been this movie will make it better even if it's for a moment trust me it will be time well spent it was hard for me to stay still watch it and then get back at me with reviews!

To My Fellow Canucks
I read an article in the paper today which I found truely annoying. The Ontario government is considering an outright ban on handgun ammunition, with the exception of firing ranges and competition grounds, as a response to the recent gang shootings. Unfortunately, the general public does not understand what is involved in legally owning handguns in our country. Before you can even get your PAL (Possession and Aquisition Licence), you must attend a firearms safety course. after the successful completion of this course, you must complete the Canadian Restricted Firearms Safety course. After that you must find three individuals which are willing to sign a statement, affirming that they have known the applicant for atleast three years (they cannot be relatives). One must be able to confirm that the individual in the photgraph attached to the application is accurate, for identification purposes, to identify the applicant. They all must confirm that the information provided by the

Yaaaaay!!
At this moment I have 400 cherry points left B4 I LEVEL-UP to MAGIC CHERRY...Can't believe how time flies.It was like Tuesday when I became the cherry I am right now.I gues your dude gotta lay off the TAP juice for awhile.....nah hehee.Holla at a brother and you know what I'll do ya'll MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

The Cowboy
A West Texas rancher died and left everything to his devoted wife. She was determined to keep the ranch, but knew very little about ranching, so she placed an ad in the newspaper for a ranch hand. Two cowboys applied for the job. One was gay and the other a drunk. She thought long and hard about it, and when no one else applied she decided to hire the gay guy, figuring it would be safer to have him around the house than the drunk. He proved to be a hard worker who put in long hours every day and knew a lot about ranching. For weeks, the two of them worked hard and the ranch was doing very well. Then one day, the rancher's widow said "You have done a really good job, and the ranch looks great. You should go into town and kick up your heels." The hired hand readily agreed and went into town on Saturday night. He returned around 2:30am, and upon entering the room, he found the rancher's widow sitting by the fireplace with a glass of wine, waiting for him. She quietly

Theunloved Has Passed This Way.
TheUnLoved has passed this way... To leave a few thoughts... I have on My mind....... I DO LEAVE BITE MARKS! Sinking My fangs into your lovely, soft skin... Mmmm you taste divine MySweet... I shall return soon...

One More Time
sorry just have to write this down one more time..six fucking years with my husband and then he decides he doesnt wanna be with me...ok, six fucking years, where did this come from??? somewhere in the damn six years he must have been thinking he didnt want to be with me!!!six mo fo years!!!!what a prick!!!!

Thank You To All My Ct Friends Xox
My Dear friends, Just wanted to say a Big Thank You to you all for making me feel welcome on CT and for all your interesting blogs and stashes,who were both enlightening and refreshing.Have yourselves a Brilliant weekend in company of your families and friends. Stay Safe and God Bless. Yv.x Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Mid Life Crisis
I've seen two shows lately that went on and on about how mid-life is a great time for women. Just last week Oprah had a whole show on how great menopause will be....Puhleeeeeeeze! I've had a few thoughts of my own and would like to share them with you. Whether you are pushing 40, 50, 60 (or maybe even just pushing your luck), you'll probably relate. Mid-life is when the growth of hair on our legs slows down. This gives us plenty of time to care for our newly acquired mustache. In mid-life women no longer have upper arms, we have wing spans. We are no longer women in sleeveless shirts, we are flying squirrels in drag. Mid-life is when you can stand naked in front of a mirror and you can see your rear without turning around. Mid-life is when you go for a mammogram and you realize that this is the only time someone will ask you to appear topless. Mid-life is when you want to grab every firm young lovely in a tube top and scream, "Listen honey, ev

The Trip--part Two
Once she knew the noise wasn't an animal, well at least not the kind with four legs that will tear you apart, she was fumming. "I can't believe her!" She thought, but then it hit her that she would be doing the same if he was here. So her enitial rage subsided. After trying and failing to ingnor them, she decided to give up. "You like that baby?" She hears Liz say. "No he hates it, that's why he keeps moaning." She laughs to herself. And after debeating with herself she decides "Well, I'm not going to sleep next to this, so maybe I should at least watch." A grin appears on her face as she unzipps her sleeping bag. She slowly and as quietly as she can unzipps her tent. She slips on her boots and creeps over to Liz's tent where all the fun seems to be going on. She peers through a section that Liz left unzipped and see's why he was moaning so loud.

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Blue You are deeply emotional and very connected to everything (and everyone) around you. By simply understanding other people, you are able to help them heal and let go. While you are a very deep and thoughtful person, you do have a very silly, superficial side. When you are too blue: the weight of the world's problems hangs over you When you don't have enough blue: you lack perspective and understanding What Color Is Your Psyche?

The Washcloth
From a Lady friend I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I received a call from the doctor's office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn't going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I'm sure you do, I hopped up on the table,

Tornado Watch Number 96 For Eastern Kansas And Eastern Oklahoma Til 3:00 Am Cdt
Note: The expiration time in the watch graphic is amended if the watch is replaced, cancelled or extended. Note: Click for Watch Status Reports. SEL6 URGENT - IMMEDIATE BROADCAST REQUESTED TORNADO WATCH NUMBER 96 NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER NORMAN OK 755 PM CDT FRI MAR 30 2007 THE NWS STORM PREDICTION CENTER HAS ISSUED A TORNADO WATCH FOR PORTIONS OF EASTERN KANSAS EASTERN OKLAHOMA EFFECTIVE THIS FRIDAY NIGHT AND SATURDAY MORNING FROM 755 PM UNTIL 300 AM CDT. TORNADOES...HAIL TO 0.5 INCH IN DIAMETER...THUNDERSTORM WIND GUSTS TO 70 MPH...AND DANGEROUS LIGHTNING ARE POSSIBLE IN THESE AREAS. THE TORNADO WATCH AREA IS APPROXIMATELY ALONG AND 60 STATUTE MILES EAST AND WEST OF A LINE FROM 30 MILES NORTHEAST OF MANHATTAN KANSAS TO 50 MILES EAST OF DURANT OKLAHOMA. FOR A COMPLETE DEPICTION OF THE WATCH SEE THE ASSOCIATED WATCH OUTLINE UPDATE (WOUS64 KWNS WOU6).

It Comes In 3's
SHATTERED DREAMS NIGHTMARES AWAKE I'VE GIVEN MY HEART AND BURNED AT THE STAKE JOAN I NOW KNOW MY FATE WE SEE WHAT WE SEE WHILE WE'RE STILL OPAQUE A TREAT FOR THOSE WHO FORESAKE OR SOULS WHILE WE REACH FOR THE GODS ON OUR ASHES THEY LAY A ROSE THEY SAY A MAN CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD TO BE LAYED TO REST WITH THORNS ON HIS HEAD ITS NOT OUR FATE ALTHOUGH ITS BEEN SAID I'LL TAKE DEATH OVER LIFE OVER A FIRE LAKE BED

To Friend Thats A Friend
i live with you being the image of my dreams although it seems to be me being consumed by your beauty you make me whole while another holds my heart although by distance we are mentally we arent apart we've developed a sense of one another while at the same time we've never met each other you keep me at bay while i try to proceed reminding me that my wants arent what i need but in a different light you wouldnt impeed but instead allowing me to roam your body free you know me i've developed a crush so i put it in words with no amount of fuss to you, i say i wish it could be us

I'm New To Cherrytap
hi, 'm new to this and can't quite figure out how to make a better profile. i want to add pics and music and background. Anyways, i want to let you all know i'm a great guy to get to know and single. I am looking for fun. I live in chicago at the moment with my parents until i find a job that pays well enough to pay off my dues and i can move out. I love making new friends and if i'm lucky find somebody to have fun with or find a g/f. so, Rate my pics, Rate my profile and add me as friend, be my fan or whatever. i hope to get to talk to you sometime.

Love!
Where is the love? The I cant live without you, make me crazy, have a hard time breathing, want you to touch my face, look at my soul threw my eyes, laugh when Im silly, hold me when Im sad, let me vent and throw a fit, crazy kind of love!!!!! You cant tell me its not out there, it has to be! Why is there so many songs & movies about this one thing, if it does not exist? Im not saying perfect, make no mistakes kind of love, come on we all know better, we still have real life to deal with work, kids, bills, just life in general. Im saying all that disappears when you are with this person, it just becomes the two of you and everything else will fall into place. NO LIES, NO ACTS, NO TRYING TO GET A PIECE OF ASS, NO LOOKING TO SEE IF THERE IS SOMETHING BETTER OUT THERE. God why does all the false have to be? Why are so many people out there now NOT looking for this? Its become the "thing" to have your cake and eat it to, never having to commit because you might find what your looking for i

My Child
That sparkle in the eye I know I've seen that before It reminds me of so much Something about the years of 'ore Mischeivous and meddlesom I believe is very wrong Really bad and totally crazy is more the name of the song She spews lies yet they sound so very sweet You can't help but believe her. How could she be such a devil? The cuteness in the dimples, the smile and the face. She knows I eat out of the palm of her hand. She's so much love and cuteness that I can't stand My heart hurts with the love that I have for my child She's my everything , my flower, my child in the wild. :)

The Song I`m Working On
Never, have I ever Felt this way before. My heart doesn`t beat, Til I walk through your door. I want to kiss you, hug you, hold You, wanna feel your touch. Because, when I`m not around you, Love, I miss you oh so much. I know it seems we love to argue, Love to fuss and fight, But without you, girl, Nothing for me would be right. You say I`d move on, Never thinking that maybe I don`t Want to. Because, baby, I can`t see life, If I`m not spending it with you. Noone else in the world matters Much to me. You`re more precious to me than Than the air I breathe.

Savage Garden-i Want You
Anytime I need to see your face I just close my eyes And I am taken to a place where your crystal mind and Magenta feelings take up shelter in the base of my spine Sweet like a drink of cherry cola I don't need to try to explain; I just hold on tight And If it happens again, I might move so slightly To the arms and the lips and the face of the human cannonball That I need to, I want to Come Stand a little bit closer Breathe in and get a bit higher You'll never know what hit you When I get to you Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh, I'd die to find out Ooh, I want you I don't know if I need you But, ooh I'd die to find out I'm the kind of person who endorses a deep commitment Getting comfy getting perfect is what I live for But a look, and then a smell of perfume It's like I'm down on the floor And I Don't know what I'm in for Conversation has a time and place In the interaction of a lover and a mate, But the time of talking, using sy

A Tribute To The Memory Of Duane Brush
IN MEMORY OF DUANE BRUSH, A SON, A HUSBAND, A FATHER, A BROTHER AND A UNCLE, A RELATIVIE AND A CO-WORKER,AN IN-LAW, AND A FRIEND TO ALL.DUANE WAS MANY THINGS TO ALL,EACH IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY. THE MEMORY OF DUANE IS FRESH IN EACH OF OUR MINDS. LET NO ONE THINK THAT THE MEMORY WILL DIE. REMINDERS OF HIM ARE EVERYWHERE BECAUSE HE TOUCHED OUR LIVES SO DEEPLY. SOME HAVE BEEN JUST RECENTLY, YET OTHER HAVE BEEN LIFE LONG. LET US TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THESE MEMORIES WILL HELP US TOGETHER THROUGH THESE SAD TIMES

Ms. Jones July 14th
SLIPPING INTO A DEEP SIDE OF DEPRESSION EVERYNOW AND AGAIN MY MIND TEACHES ME A LESSON IN 8 DAYS I'LL BE A MARRIED MAN SOME SWEET GIRL WHO HAS TO BE NUTS GAVE ME HER HAND SHE KNOWS MOST OF MY PAST DOESNT REALLY CARE SHE LOVES WHO SHE KNOWS NOW THE ONE THATS ALWAYS THERE ITS NICE WHEN SOMEONE CAN BRING OUT THE BEST OF YOU TO TAME YOUR WILD BEAST AND LOVE THE TRUE YOU TO KNOW THAT A WOMAN LIKE HER CAN LOVE SOMEONE LIKE ME KILLS THE DEMONS INSIDE AND MAKES ME TRUELY HAPPY

Bytes Of Life (part 3)
Bytes of Life (Part 3) BYTES OF LIFE (PART 3) “I want her hair.” The thought passes through her mind like lightning…there for a split-second, then gone. Her flat green eyes never glow with envy or jealousy. She dresses whichever way is most comfortable. Today was a fly-on-the-wall type of day. Her brown Victorian-style dress was neither frilly nor flashy. She watches the people around her as if reading their thoughts. She has no need to dress up anymore. Her one true love was gone. Combing her hair seemed like a waste of time these days. Jewelry was worn on days long past. It was a status symbol. She was married to the man of her dreams. It seemed years ago, even though it was only a few months. Colors look drab, smells go unrecognized, and everything tastes like cardboard. “Would you like another,” asks the bouncer-slash-bartender. His blue eyes glitter in the dim smoky haze. “Yes, please.” She stares blankly at the back of his tight gray shirt. She digs in her purse f

Bytes Of Life (part 2)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 2) A man fades into the background of the flashbulbs and cameras. He is a hunter and has found his prey. By the end of the night, the Barbie doll would be his and his alone. His grip on her hand is possessive and causing painful bruises. She dislikes being seen as “perfect.” She doesn’t want to be a possession. Her gaze into the camera shoved into her face is numbness. “Not a hair out of place, skin of porcelain,” were his exact words to her backstage. Her green eyes glittered with fury. At least she got to pick out her own clothes. Her red crystalline cress sparkled like embers in a campfire. Unconsciously, the black wrap was her shroud of depression in her Barbie doll world. When she gets enough money, she will end this chapter and start anew. She will eventually live a normal, peaceful life. She will not be seen as a perfect Barbie doll in that life. She will not be a possession. She will not have the stress and flashbulbs. The look of disgust plastered on

Bytes Of Life (part 1)
BYTES OF LIFE (PART 1) The experienced rider turns her blue-eyed gaze toward the cloudy skies. She contemplates turning back to avoid the imminent rain shower. She can already smell the rain, mixed with the comforting smell of her equine companion. She watches the lazy clouds as her horse takes this opportunity to grab a snack. His thoughts are not on the upcoming rain shower, or even looking forward to the race back to the barn. His sandy mane and tail have gotten wet before. It really isn’t that big of a deal. He is living in the moment, enjoying the trail with his rider. She has the sudden urge to forge ahead, right into the path of the rain. There’s nothing like a midsummer rain to wash away the worry and doubt from her mind. The rain seems to bring reality into focus. Although her dress would get soaked, her new jean jacket would get broken in. Her horse would enjoy the cool rain. She could always turn around if the need arose. However, now was not the time. © Jade 3-4

Sleep In Peace
How great, to be entwined within your arms, And lip to lip, fall gently into sleep, And dozing, dreaming, think of nothing more nor less, Than the heartfelt vows that love has yet to keep. How content, to slumber on through life, Lulled to rest by the tender songs of night And the rhythm of two hearts as one, who beat in perfect time, In a tone so true, and a voice so strong and right. How fully sweet, to love with no reserves, And feel the echo of that love returned to me; And dormant, yet with every inch of soul alive, Sleep in peace for all eternity

Numb
i'm tired of being what you want me to be feeling so faithlesslost under the surfacei don't know what you're expecting of me put under the pressure of walking in your shoes every step that i take is another mistake to you i've become so numb i can't feel you there become so tired so much more aware i'm becoming this all i want to do is be more like me and be less like you can't you see that you're smothering me holding too tightly afraid to lose control 'cause everything that you thought i would be has fallen apart right in front of you every step that i take is another mistake to you and every second i waste is more than i can take but i know i may end up falling too but i know you were just like mewith someone disappointed in you

Needing Distractions From My Mind
Soooo yeah been a long rough day & once more i'm told I have to leave the hospital. I've given up fighting they're to fucking stupid to get I need to be with her.. And damnit she needs me there. If I'm told once more she don't know I'm there i'll stab someone. She knows. She feels when I'm near. Anyway so I came home...so on edge I could feel the tension building. So I jumped to offer being a baby setter when D got in from his modeling gig dressed way to cool just to stay in. Both he n Rave were all "No perri.We got a gig tomorrow- you need some down time. Bella's in hyper mode" Well I insitsted n so me n Bella have played "choo choo trian" most of the night. She loves being the train driver. Of course I get to be the train. And she loves that Cd Rave got her all about"All abord the choo choo train woo woo" lol. So it's been just the distraction I needed. And well Bella has a way about her that can make anyone feel better. But my gods is she pissed she can't see ma n da play music

Breaking The Habit
memoried consume like opening the wound i'm picking me apart again you all assume i'm safe here in my room (unless i try to start again) i don't want to be the one the battles always choose 'cause inside i realize that i'm the one confused i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream i don't why i instigate and say what i don't mean i don't know how i got this way i know it's not alright so i'm breaking the habit tonight clutching my cure i tightly lock the door i try to catch my breath again i hurt much more than anytime before i had no opitions left again i'll paint it on the walls 'cause i'm the one at fault i'll never fight again and this is how it ends i don't know what's worth fighting for or why i have to scream but now i have some clarity to show you what i mean i don't know how i got this way i'll never be alright so i'm breaking the habit breaking the habit tonight

Some Touch Me Deep
The smile of a friend The smile of a friend brightens my day And helps me to overcome all in my way It shines so brightly as a beacon of light It grace so lovely features so right It is a wonder to behold in the world so lost Meaning so much and yet nothing of cost Guiding me to a lightness of heart Setting them high and so far apart From the average people I see on the street I love my friends smile when ever we meet It is the one thing in life that we all can give That makes our lives better and a joy to live One wish I have that I give to my friends Is the joy of a smile that never ends By R. Thomas Dinsmore Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours f

Weekly Horoscope Story!
Weekly romance (by Astrology.com) If you're single, this isn't the week that's going to change that (except maybe on Sunday). But if you already have someone special, this week is bliss. Monday is sweet and calming, the kind of day when you feel like sitting in a tree with someone and drinking tea. Tuesday and Wednesday you're glowing from within. Everyone is showering you with praise. Thursday, Friday and Saturday are mundane by comparison -- you're surrounded with yellow pads full of scribbling about the future, financial projections ... stuff like that. Sunday is straight out of a romance novel. In a good way. from my yahoo,weekly story horoscope. vary Daily singles love (by Astrology.com) It's just one of those days -- one in which you're blindingly brilliant, burning hot and stunningly magnetic if the stars have their say. Needless to say, any romantic endeavors are most definitely favored. from my yahoo,daily astrologie

Who Do You Think Is Going To Win At Wrestlemania 23?
my votes on the winners of wrestlemania 23 are as follows, undertaker will be crowned world heaveyweight champion after he defeats batista and retain his undefeated streak at wrestlemania, jhon cena will remain wwe champion winning over hbk, vince mchman will be bald after bobby lashley wins over umaga, and stone cold will stunn everyone and drags vince over for the haircut, kane will beat the great kialiah, beniot will win mvp and remain us champion, ashley will become the new woman's champion in her lumberjill match against melina, randy orton will win the money in the bank ladder match, ecw originals will win over the new bred,

Calling All Divas, Goddess, Kittens, Queens And Rock Vixens
My friend World Renowned photographer is looking for people to shoot You can email me for more info Sales@BrittanyAndrews.com -------------------------------------------- THE DIVA DOLL SHOOT" CALLING ALL DEVIL DIVAS, GOTH GODDESSES, KITTENS WITH WHIPS CORSET QUEENS & ROCKIN' VIXENS: Now's your chance to shoot with Justice Howard, world renowned erotic art/music/glamour celebrity photographer. For a very limited time her lens is focused on YOU! Make your Fetish Fantasy Come True with THE SEX GODDESS Pin-up Package: $300.00 (All Inclusive) Exclusive Private Photo Session includes: -Pre-shoot consultation & styling pre-prep -Beautiful, Spacious 2500 sq. foot Studio in downtown Los Angeles -50 images (2 perfectly retouched to " Magazine Cover" perfection) -CD of 50 images (You now OWN them and can publish & use them at will) -Make-up and Hair Artists -Wardrobe to suit you -on set Model coaching from Pinup Diva Kim Falcon. Limited Edition Sessions offered May and A

Speaking
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak the last one is great!!! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did........ FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me.

Cherrytap Is Such A Blast........
wow...hey everybody. I tell ya this cherrytap is a total blast...so glad my friend lori26101 told me about it.......once i joined i got her to join and we are both havin fun...i am addicted! anyway there is soooooo much to do here that i haven't been able to do everything yet...have met some really wonderful people and one lady that i am coming to really admire...lady_byrd...thank you for a new friend! well that's about it for now...thanks for all the adds and rates...keep showin me some love and it will be returned! twoshy

Milk-made
"Women were the dominate and controlling sex in this world. Men were used for labor and for their semen. Men were treated as beasts and it was considered immoral to have sexual intercourse with males. Males were milked for their semen which in turn was used to create new life by inseminating the females. Semen was also a main staple of the women's diet, which supplied them with the most essential vitamins and proteins. It was the milk of life. Every woman who could afford to own a male had one so her household could always have a fresh supply of cum to drink or add to their food. This male also was put to work as a mule or work horse. Those who could not afford to keep males, or simply did not wish to have the beast near them would have to buy their milk at the stores. That milk came from "Harvesters" those who owned hundreds of males and had special facilities to milk the cream from them. Men were not always cooperative in giving their white thick juice, so a machine was used. The mal

Drinking With A Redneck Girl
Drinking with a Redneck Girl >> > A Mexican, an Iraqi, and a redneck girl are in the same bar. >> > When the Mexican finishes his beer, he throws his glass in the >> > air, pulls out his pistol, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Mexico our glasses are so cheap we don't need to drink with the Same one twice." >> > The Iraqi, obviously impressed by this, drinks his beer, throws >> > into the air, pulls out his AK-47, and shoots the glass to pieces. >> > He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make glasses that we >> > don't need to drink with the same one twice either." >> > The redneck girl, cool as a cucumber, picks up her beer, downs it >> > in one gulp, throws the glass into the air, whips out her .45, and >> > shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. Catching her glass, setting it on the bar, >> > and calling for a refill, she says, "In America we have so many >> > illegal Mexicans and Arabs th

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay f

Sand And Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN TH

Oh Well I Guess Thats Life And The Sagga Continues
well as the story gets better than the first one so i feel i need to just vent as you all ready know i am working overnights and i dont see my man that much any more the one day i have off this month im out shopping for the kids i get home to find out he {my man} and his service manager got into an arguement instead of acting like mature adults the service manager decides to bring me into it by haveing her mother call me and tell me that she is someone elses mom whom my old man has been sleeping with since feb . i found out that it was the service managers mother who called me so i would put him out and believe me i was until i stopped to think about it . i next recieved a call from a girl claiming to be ther person in question she not knowing i allready knew who it was calling me and how they got my number{of course emergancy contact list lol} decides she wants to tell be her line of bs and when i asked where his birth mark was all she can say is i dont know go fig of course you didn

Want To Feel Stupid?
Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies >wake up every two hours? > >* If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a >hearing? > >* Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the >batteries are flat? > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough? > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but >check when you say the paint is wet? > >* Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > >* Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > >* Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you >throw a revolver at him? > >* Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > >* Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? > >* What is the speed of darkness? > >* Are there specially reserved parking spaces for "normal" people >at >the Special Olympics? >

A Heart Full Of Memories
For such a long time Our lives filled with laughter Hours of passion Now gone in the hereafter ~ Pleasure when the nights were long Always dreaming We could do no wrong Lost in the magic ~ Here’s a piece of my heart Lay it carefully upon your soul Caress it gently In my arms I long to hold ~ Holding you with a fierce desire Tempting you With lips of fire Slowly enticing you ~ Enticing you with passion Caressing you with love Gone are those moments In a "heart full of memories"

Confused.
I have never dated a person twice...to me it just doesn't make sense. If something was wrong enough to make you and that person break up once, then why would it magically be ok the second time around??? Well...lately I've been talking to an ex (who I still have feelings for and never really stopped caring for), and the subject of trying this dating thing again came up today. Part of me thinks I should say no and just forget about him. But then part of me misses him, and wants to be with him again........ I'm afraid of getting hurt. Of being used. But I feel like that's a risk I need to take at this point...Guys are good at the sweet talk...they know what girls like to hear, and they're sneaky like that....lol. and he is like the KING of sweet talk...that's why I'm a little nervous. Oh well...I just needed to do a bit of pointless rambling.... Goodnight everyone

Untitled I Think...dunno If I'm Done With This Yet
Wrap your hands around my neck Choke the life right out of me Make me break me Give me life You always know how to do it Bend me twist me Hold me down Take it from me Slip your fingers inside me Feel the way you make me slick Be my Daddy you know you want to Touch my naughty places in the dark Find those dark places in my heart... Here is the place you can start. © andi 2007

My First Time...
Ok, I\'ll tell you guys on how I got into Rammstein... (Shame on you if you thought my blog was gonna be about fucking. But anyway) If you get bored easily or annoyed, I suggest you to either press the \'Back\' button, or press on the \'Home\' link. Ok, here we go. I remember when I was 13 years old and staying up at night watching MTV (I was young, ok?) and I\'ve just started to learn German, so here I was watching the \'You Hear it First\' or whatever it was called, and they were talking about a group from Germany. I was all excited to hear the music and put my \"German skills\" to the test(Well, ok, it was one or two sessions or just going over the ABC\'s, but I was very naive.) And there was Till going \"Du...Du Hast!\" And I\'m all like \"I DON\'T UNDERSTAND IT! :\'( \" But here I am today, a hard core Rammstein fan, and I will stay that way till the day I die! m/

In A Moment
Its amazing how in a moment, everything seems so torn, and so scattered, and then we close our eyes, Take a deep breath, let love fill every bit of our being, and we find hope, peace, patients, love, aspiration, courage, and strength. Its amazing how in a moment, everything seems lost, Pain holds us captive, and then we close our eyes, take a deep breath, and truly give our lives to God, and feel our whole world change, inside and out. See our dreams come true, Feel the Divine love of the father and unconditional love of the one that makes us complete. Its amazing how in a moment, I had given up. Everything seemed pointless. Then i took a deep breath and I let your love fill me to the brim, and I felt it all change inside of me. I found direction, I found hope, I found a million reasons to try. Thank you for being my reason.

It Starts Just Like This
I kiss you once, I kiss you twice, I look in your eyes, And find paradise, I get weak in my knees, When I look at you, I see every wish, Coming true, I feel Heaven And I know its true, Cause I’m holdin an angel, When I’m holding you, Can you tell me, What I did so right, To have you here, In my arms tonight, When I hold you, I’m liven a dream, Yeah In my arms, I hold my everything…Everything Nothing really mattered, Just went day to day, Now I find myself prayin, for one more day, Now I have reason, To be a better man, And I will always do, The best I can, I know I’m blessed, I’ve never felt like this, Girl I’ve seen forever, It starts just like this,

6 Reasons To Drink Green Tea
The steady stream of good news about green tea is getting so hard to ignore that even java junkies are beginning to sip mugs of the deceptively delicate brew. You'd think the daily dose of disease-fighting, inflammation-squelching antioxidants - long linked with heart protection - would be enough incentive, but wait, there's more! Lots more. CUT YOUR CANCER RISK Several polyphenols - the potent antioxidants green tea's famous for - seem to help keep cancer cells from gaining a foothold in the body, by discouraging their growth and then squelching the creation of new blood vessels that tumors need to thrive. Study after study has found that people who regularly drink green tea reduce their risk of breast, stomach, esophagus, colon, and/or prostate cancer. SOOTHE YOUR SKIN Got a cut, scrape, or bite, and a little leftover green tea? Soak a cotton pad in it. The tea is a natural antiseptic that relieves itching and swelling. Try it on inflamed breakouts and blemishes, sunburns

One In The Glass
When you get what you want in your struggle For self, and the world makes you King for A day, just go to a mirror and look at yourself And see what that one just has to say. For it isn't your Father or Mother, or Wife, Who judgment upon you must pass, The person whose verdict counts most in you're life Is the one staring back from the glass. It's the person to please, never mind all the rest, For s/he's with you to clear up to the end, And you've passed your most dangerous, difficult Test if the one in the glass is your friend. You may be like Jack Hornor and "chisel" A plum, and think your a wonderful gal/guy But the one in the glass say's you're only a bum If you can't look 'im straight in the eye. You can fool the whole world down the Pathway of years and get pats on the Back as you pass but your final reward will be Heartaches and tears, if you've cheated The one in the glass...

Help Me Out Please I Will Help You :)
Salute contest is now open. It is based on VOTES. If you want to comment to give support to the person and let them know you are there for them, you may. But, this contest is not based on comment bombing. This is a fair contest and based on votes only. If you want to rate low, you can, since it will still give them a VOTE. Best of luck to all the contestants and keep the aura postive. help me out please everyone show me some loven I LOVE MY MASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Salute Contest@ CherryTAP

Legend Of The Cedar Tree
A long time ago when the Cherokee people were new upon the earth, they thought that life would be much better if there was never any night. They beseeched the Ouga (Creator) that it might be day all the time and that there would be no darkness. The Creator heard their voices and made the night cease and it was day all the time. Soon, the forest was thick with heavy growth. It became difficult to walk and to find the path. The people toiled in the gardens many long hours trying to keep the weeds pulled from among the corn and other food plants. It got hot, very hot, and continued that way day after long day. The people began to find it difficult to sleep and became short tempered and argued among themselves. Not many days had passed before the people realized they had made a mistake and, once again, they beseeched the Creator. "Please," they said, "we have made a mistake in asking that it be day all the time. Now we think that it should be night all the time." The Creator paused a

Brown Eyes
Your Brown Eyes... One look in your brown eyes I see for miles and miles I see your inner smiles I sense your inner cries I feel the texture of your soul I sense when your heart is not whole Your brown eyes don’t lie They are never mute They always tell the truth They relate your state of mind All the time They talk about your heart They reveal when things are falling apart They say “I love you” Sometimes “I care” Other times “You’re safe, have no fear” Your brown eyes are honest They can’t hide They can’t resist The natural tendency to show integrity Your brown eyes are so gorgeous They are extremely precious. By: Sir George

19 Ways To A Girls Heart
1. Hugs from behind. 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other(don't make her grab yours). 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. 4. Cuddle with her. 5. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. 6. Write little notes. 7. Compliment her Honestly. 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. 9. Be super sweet to her. 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. 11. Comfort her when she cries. 12.Wipe away her tears 13. Love her with all your heart. 14. Pick her up and flirt with her (she'll scream and say put me down but really she loves it). 15. Be a gentleman (hold the door for her). 16. Don't let your friends talk trash about her, it'll get back 2 her! & DONT ever act diff in front of ur friends than u r when its just u and her!!!! 17. Take her for a long walk at night! 18. Always bring a blanket where ever you go outside when its cold to comfort her and hold her close 19. NEVER LIE TO HER!!!!!! because then she will thin

What Can I Say?? Fuck If I Do And Fuck If I Don't.
What can i say about tonight. All hell is going to hell and theres not a damn thing I can do about it. First i get told that my mom might die from her sickness and yet i can't say a damn thing to my brothers because i swear to her i wouldn't,. Then in the last two fucking weeks i got fucked over but fucking good by two people I love and thought were my friends. Then i got fucked over bu a friend of 15 years. Then another friend tells me oh i'm sorry I'll be leaveing soon because i got kicked out of the place we leave. Then I got fucked at work so just makeing the bills, then get told thanks to a damn car crash that another friend got into while I was with her,that oh sorry you going to have to rethink yur job chocie. Oh by the way you'll never be able to work full time. Then another dear and close friend just ups and go's poof on me. That was back in Feb since then no one has heard a damn thing from him. Then on top of it all another friend who use to be my boyfriend wants me back and

To Sum1 Very Special In My Life
To Some One Very Special In My Life... Hello and They say it takes a minute to find a CRAZY person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget and remember to send it also to the person who sent it to you. It's a short message to let them know that they're not forgotten. If you don't send it to anyone, it means you're in a hurry and that you've forgotten your friends. Take the time to live!!!Distance and time may separate us but friendship and memories won't. Just thinking of you today.May your troubles be less, your blessings more, and nothing but happiness comes through your door!

Another One
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think im cute.................leave a comment on one of my piics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message

What Can I Say ! Part 2
I just don't know what the fuck to say or do right now. I'm just fucking tired of all this crap happening to me right now. It's like WTF god did I steal your fucking cookie or what. I mean really this is to much shit to deal with right fucking now. I mean what the fuck. I really geting fucking tired of everyone sy oh it'll get better ,Ya fucking sure it will,Not with my luck it won't. Like I just fucking love it how everyone seems to know that through all this shit I'll be ok,when their not me,so how the hell can they say what I'll do or feel through all this shit. Lets get real here people how you react and act to somethng is not the same as the person next to you would. I'm just tired.

I Want
I want arms wrapped tightly around me. Soft kisses of my neck and cheek. Hugs and cuddles. I want love yous whispered in my ear and a hand caressing my hair. I want my hand held close to him as we walk in the store, drive in the car, or just sit on the couch... I want it all

Im So Confused!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
i dont know what to do im stuck and confused someone please save me before i die.... all the pain thats killing me inside. my morals are who im and i cant change that!! take me for who im or fuck off!! i hate this feeling of emptyness in my heart and soul!!i wish someone would save me from my death but when i look up to reach for a hand and there is no one there!!! all these tears on my checks and on my pillow case all caused by you. I want some one that will feel for me as much as i feel for them!!!

Confused!!
Ok!i have decided no longer hurt the woman I Love!but am confused to why i came to the decision,its wild because i came to the conclusion before she found out about my last,escapade.i am trully lucky im not getting a divorce,or killed by her!divotces are so mess and every-one ends up scarred,from the kids to the adults.and one of the adults will never believe the new b/f's or new g/f's for along time! Why do us men do it???its not because the wife or girlfriend doesnt give us sex and the occasional blow-job,sum guys get it more then myself.but i can deal with it.so why do we do it?gentic make-up?thinking we wont get caught?is it the attention another women gives us?why??

You Are A True Winner!
So yes sir, you are certainly the winner... yeah all the time... thats right... but thats ok I can handle it, because I know that as much as you like winning that is how much I like just playing the game with you.... so here you are sweetie, your very own blog for me to write about you! enjoy it.. and I will be adding to it I'm sure! *kisses*

I Await Thee
desire is in my heart and in my soul.. desire to submit and lose control.. my breath is all i can hear.. waiting for your whisper.. to draw me near.. fear.. salvation.. all lie close.. i await thee.. for you, are it all

Someone Please Give Me A Bullet
So, how much time in a day should be "free time" to do what you want, how you want? How much time is enough? Enough for work? Enough for fun? Enough to be bored? Enough to do this? Where do you decide I control the time that I have? Do you have control? And all in all how the hell do you find the time to do all this? Time....is the one thing that doesnt stop...EVER. Closer to death with every breath. Every beautiful morning with sun shining is another day closer to darkness where the only place is that time doesnt exist. Take time to make time so the song says. Where do I start?

Goota Go Get Pictures Done
today we go to the store to get pictures of my daughter done with the Easter bunny. this is her first easter will be bringing 2 of my cameras to shoot the pictures because i dont like the pictures they do I think they shouild come out good but will post a couple later on and let yall decide how they look, I would do anything for my children there is no doubt of that in my mind

Need Bombers Please
OK I'M WORKING 2 CONTESTS .. I NEED COMMENT BOMBERS PLEASE !! IT'S APPRECIATED XOXO THANK YOU IN ADVANCE !!!!! FIRST CONTEST STARTED MARCH 29 AND WILL END APRIL 11 @ 7 AM EST SEXIEST BEDROOM EYEZ SECOND ONE STARTED TODAY MARCH 30 AND WILL END APRIL 6 @ 2 PM EST BEST MORPH AGAIN THANK YOU TO MY KICK ASS FRIENDS FOR DROPPIN ME LUV !!