UNTITLED...
You don't want to know me
Who, without this, I'd really be
Though I fell completely lost
I'll hide who I am at any cost
This razor, it's all that keeps me sane
I know it's so lame....
But it's the truth, my deep dark secret
Now, can you keep it?
How twisted am I, that this is what I need
That upon this self induced pain I feed
You don't want to know me
Who, without this, I'd really be
No, I'm not okay, but I'll live for now
Shhhh...don't through a cow
This 'isn't serious, it's like a caffeine addiction
Not a serious affliction
My razor is the only friend I have
Please don't laugh
Because who I'd be without this, you don't want to see
It feels so shameful to just be me
You don't want to know me
Who, without this, I'd really be
Though, I feel completely lost
I'll hide who I am at any cost
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UNTITLED.....
Blood fell down my wrists
Into my hands, clenched in fists
I've cried my last tears
Kissed away my precocious fears
Now I hop to be next on deaths list
For so long I've been life's hated sist
I've felt so alone all these years
And until now, refusing to shed any tears
Blood fell down my wrists
Me death would not kiss
So long I've wished, BEGGED to die
Caught up in my own lie
Forever surrounded by my hated fears
Cutting all these years
So long I've tried to confy
But, it seems lately I've been to tired to try
My last drops of blood fall from my wrists
My hands numb, laxed, no longer in fists
so close I am to death i could cry
Almost done with this bitter lie
Blood, it no longer flows from my wrists
Long ago I realized my fists
For no I no longer hold tears
I even released my fears
Once covered in scars
I no longer wish to die
I no long feel as if i have to lie
Now I have
Sweet.....Peace....and forever.....I will....Have......Serenity.........
