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Marty Speaking German And Geeks Have Been Sighted!
Good Morning Happy day Elf Verders Day… Ooops that is how it sounds but actually that is good bye in German. (Auf Wiedersehen) Oh well there goes my knowledge of how to say good morning to all… Guten Morgen I think that is also Amish… nary fret I am all over the board right now…due to computer malfunctions and you name it. I did get some answers to my questions from Writer Deb and Vegas Peach but…alas it was a bit over my head…just kidding I was under my desk when I read it…just kidding. Oh Oh..oh I did see the Geek-Squad pass by me on the highway…and all my thoughts of racing them down in the Durango were dashed when I quickly was noticed, them were not in the Turd Mobile. I mean Volkswagen. That is why I was looking for a German saying… now it all comes to light, as I change my light bulb in my head…The Geek Squad normally rides in and drives a Volkswagen Beatle. However, in this episode of the weak minded and totally unashamed to say so (until my computer gets running better that is

Stuff
"Racism knows not the color of the skin but the sound of the mind!"by Hawaiian Pride. "Racism" (the silent wave of hate in the minds of those less fortunate) Those who are educated and do nothing are no better than those who are not! "Lost time is never found" by Ben Franklin "If well spent time is never lost, only used" by Hawaiian Pride The eyes are the key to ones true self and the gateway to ones heart & soul. by Hawaiian Pride Death is O so great the pain is washed away by death, the captured soul is freed by death. Life can only be appreciated after death, the light shines bright the light shines soft, the pain is great the pain is not. Death has set my soul free. The light shines high the light shines low, death has come to free my soul. by Hawaiian Pride. I would like your in put do tell me what you think of this blog

Why?
WHY... WHY DO SOME MEN HAVE TO LIE AND SAY THINGS THAT THEY KNOW WILL MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND BEAUTIFUL ? AND YET THEY ARE JUST WORDS TO HIM BUT TO YOU THEY ARE MORE... AND YOU FIND OUT THAT YOU ARENT THE ONLY ONE HE SAID THOSE SAME WORDS TOO. I ASK MYSELF WHY DO THEY TOY WITH EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS LIKE IT IS NOTHING ? IS THEIR ONE MAN OUT THERE THAT CAN PROVE ME WRONG ??

Make Sure To Cover This
Good Morning Rebels..As You know Nichole formerly known as Angel is taking care of making all the family taggs. she is need you to send her the link to the pic you would like used for the family bombing pic. she has created a very nice pic with the family name on it and will get yours done as soon as you get the link to her. Also we still have the cutest couples contest going on please make sure to drop by as much as you can and leave some comments we are very far behind.. bulletins please repost all bulletins pertaining to the family. we need to keep these going. as around see if any of your friends are interested in joining us. we are placing no pressure on anyone we are here to have fun but please show a sign of support. on the family list is all the members of the family stop and make sure you have each one fanned rated and added if not please take the time to do this. We are a family. try to watch out for the status of your family members we are also her to support eac

Storm Downs Aussie Isp Links
WILD storms pounding the north western states of America have wiped out one of Australia's major internet traffic routes to the US. Southern Cross Cable operations vice president, Dean Veverka, has confirmed that hurricane-strength storms and flooding have wiped out the carrier's Oregon cable route and halved its bandwidth between Australian and the US. Southern Cross's customers in Australia include iiNet, Internode and AAPT. The cable had been severed between its Nedonna Beach and Hillsboro facilities, Mr Veverka said. The company has a secondary cable that reaches the US coast via Hawaii and California. The outage has already begun hitting Australian internet providers. Greg Bader , the chief technology officer with Perth-based internet provider iiNet said it had already begun prioritising time-sensitive traffic to manage the outage. "We're certainly operating on less capacity than would be considered ideal at the moment. We're not really seeing it in the call centres at

Magick In My Hands
I just completed my autumn/winter ritual.I blogged yesterday about gathering up acorns and using them to surround a candle (take flat round candle,put in bowl,fill up surrounding space with acorns)..and this morning i used to gathered up fallen leaves in part 2 of the ritual.I just felt that early morning was the best time to do it...the ritual was all about the changing of the seasons and letting go of old past hurt and memories so that new fresh energy and people and things can happen.I put all the fallen leaves in my mini cauldron(a cauldron is a round metal pot,usually on three legs, you can use for all kinds of ritual purposes).I said a prayer to the spirits to guide me into the new year and let the old energy/hurt fall away and give me strenth for what i know will come...then i took the cauldron outside on my porch and burned the leaves inside.The ritual is now complete. I am a witch that keeps all rituals simple.I dont rehearse what i will say to the spirits in my prayers.I f

12-04-07
Me and my lady separated this morning. And this is what I wrote. *Shrugs* I feel empty inside right now... And thought I'd end up giving up... But after I wrote this, I guess not. I arise in the morning And a thought crosses my head What if it was only me And the rest of the world was dead? What if I was alone What would I be able to see? Would I want to continue on? Who would I be? Would the flowers smell as sweet Along that dark beaten path? Would the rain still continue to fall? Will storms bring their wrath? Could I be strong enough To blow in the breeze? And would I be strong enough To not fall upon my knees? If that day ever comes Despite everything above I will not fall in spite of it all From this life I truly love.

My Pledge To You, My Steve.
A Lovers Pledge, Mine To You. I love you enough to fight for you, Compromise for you and sacrifice Myself for you if I need too. Enough to miss you incredibly, When we are apart, no matter What length of time it is for, And regardless of the distance. Enough to believe in our relationship, To stand by it through the worst of times And have faith in our strength as a couple, And never give up on us. Enough to spend the rest of my life With you, to be there for you when you Need or want me, and I never want To leave you or live my life without you. This is my pledge to you, as I love you.

Ryan Is Upon Us....
And as such is custom when he does get here in 2008, i expect to lose all male friends. Because you know Ryan is like such a threat. *rolls eyes* I find it so highly disturbing that my e-guy friends get so bent outta shape when me and ryan are together chillin' and destroying the sky. but for the record... I'll pick him every time! Love that dorky bastard. :)

I Like Blonde
BLONDE COOKBOOK (NO OFFENCE MEANT) MONDAY: It's fun to cook for Joe. Today I made angel food cake. The recipe said beat 12 eggs separately. The neighbors were nice enough to loan me some extra bowls. TUESDAY: Joe wanted fruit salad for supper. The recipe said serve without dressing. So I didn't dress. What a surprise when Joe brought a friend home for supper. WEDNESDAY: A good day for rice. The recipe said wash thoroughly before steaming the rice. It seemed kind of silly but I took a bath anyway. I can't say it improved the rice any. THURSDAY: Today Joe asked for salad again. I tried a new recipe. It said prepare ingredients, lay on a bed of lettuce one hour before serving Joe asked me why I was rolling around in the garden. FRIDAY: I found an easy recipe for cookies. It said put the ingredients in a bowl and beat it. There must have been something wrong with this recipe. When I got back, everything was the same as when I left. SATURDAY: Joe did the shopping today and

It's Not Really Christmas
I don't really enjoy the snow. Decorations don't get me into the Holiday Spirit, For me it's the music. I really love Christmas Carols and rarely get tired of them. As a kid I knew it was Christmas when my Mom would bring out the Christmas albums and play them pretty much continuously. My favorite song for Chrismas is Bobby vinton's version of Christmas in Kilarney. I haven't heard it in about 20 years, and it just won't be Christmas for me untill I do. If anyone has an online version of this song, will you please send it my way? Thank you, and Merry Christmas.

Wuld U B Happy If I Died
when will it stop when will it end when will my shattered heart finally get to mend why do u hit me what did i do my only fault in this life was falling inlove wit u everytime u hit me every time i cry u grab onto my neck n tell me "i wish yud die" i sit there on the floor my face bruised n bleeding u get so furous at me when im on my knees pleeding i dont tell anyone i cry and im so scared sometimes i think even if i did nobody'd even cared u took away my breath and almost took my life then u had the nerve to ask me to be yer wife everyday u hit me n everyday i cry everynight i go to sleep wishing i wuld die i wake up every morning and u hovering over my face u draw bac yer fist n quickly its bac in place no matter how much i beg no matter how much i pleed my face will be full of bruise n it will always bleed im close to taken a life taken away all my pain with me not being here yud have nothin left to gain i want to say goodbye to my family n

The Love I Have For You
Here I sit in another time. Searching my mind for yet another line Another line that never seems to define The Love I have for you! The Love i have for you occupies al of my mind! I didn't realize that from the start You walked into my Life and there "It" went! "It" in a meaning to say is what I avoided all my Life! I felt for no one! Not a Care in the world did I have! Yet this time in my Life time stopped on a dime! For you are why time stood still My Heart beat in a hurried pace I knew then there was no time to waste! I touched your hand! I knew then together Our nights would never end!

10 Rules
Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissives Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and ple

The Wheel Of The Year, Is Real.
Please study this. I really hate it when people think the first day of fall is October 1st, it's not or else fall would be shorter than winter and summer, that leaves Spring out too. THINK! Oh and obviously December 1st isn't the first day of winter either. THINK! Look at your calendar for either the term "solstice" or "first day of" okay? PLEASE!!!!!! (and put an end to falling for marketing media traps)

This Will Probably Piss Some People Off!
Ok.. Here goes but be warned it may piss you off if you read further and are one of these people. I just wanted to vent on something that bothers the hell out of me that seems to be a common occurance in this great nation. What am I talking about? People that sit on their lazy rears that can work and choose to sit at home and draw food stamps, EBT, welfare whatever you want to call it(Social Programs). They keep popping out kids getting more money from the government because its so dang easy to do. Now don't get me wrong, I know there are times when people need a hand getting back on their feet. YOU ARE NOT the ones I am talking about! You are the people that the programs are there for. I am talking about the sorry donkeys that want to sit back and suck our government (MY TAX MONEY) dry while I work my tail off to my bills, insurance and everything else I have to take care of and they want to sit on their butts and take the handouts when they could be working like everyon

Onions And Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?" The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration."

Do You Love - Why Look?
Do You Love-Why Look? Why do we look to see who we are? or do we? There is an old adage "Bad news travels ten times faster than good news" Unfortunately many people seem to do the same thing to themselves. They look into the mirror in their mind and pick out their flaws. I am not sure if this is a condition that lots of people have become a custom too, for many reasons. You have listened to other people comment on lots of things, starting back as far as when you were a toddler. " That kid never shuts up", "What is wrong with you can't you get it right", "Why can't you be like your...(brother, sister or your friend)? These are just a few examples that many people have been told, all of which are negative. After a while many people begin to believe that those statements are true, not to mention how hurtful they are. Many people have been put down by others who they think love them the most. Ever had your spouse or child make bad comments to you. This is a type of abuse that

My Answer To Him
For the one I love A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceas

Invisible
So many things that were right went wrong Things found were lost Happy thoughts seeped away into nightmares Hope took a turn for the worst Passion is but a forgotten word Lust for the untouchable feelings She has become the invisible soul Lost in those nightmares Torchered by the worst Lusting for the passion, she's about to burst Days go by and nothing looks up Trapt in damnation Weeping the wrongs Longing for the right Entrapted by the past memories is how she goes to sleep each night Friends tell her everythings going to be ok So she waits for things to go another way The passion never returns The nightmares over rule her Wasting away in untouchable feelings, she finally decides to take her life Now she no longer needs those feelings Nothing can get worse No more nightmares No more Loss Her soul is free now, to do and go where-so-ever it wants Peace with the past Buried is the body Thoughtless is the mind Time is no longer essence She smiles fo

Boys Are Stupid.
Ok, I was with this douche bag Ethan for a year and a half, and we broke up. It was a year and a half of hell for me. He was a controlling bastard, and I absolutely hate him. Then, I found the best guy I've ever met, Doug. It was so great. I met him through his mom when I took her cab in Nashville. We fell in love. He always came and saw me a few times a week. Then he decided to be a truck driver and went to the school and everything, and got a job close to me, in Murray. We had all these plans of moving in together and all of that, and then one night after he got his own truck he called me and told me he was there at PTL, the company he worked for. Thing is he was WASTED! He called at midnight wanting me to come up and pick him up. I got half way there and my phone died in the middle of the conversation and I was trying to tell him I couldn't get up there cause I had to work and my mom was telling me to come home. Which I can't argue with because my parents technically ow

Just A Little Irritated Fu-true Friendships?
ARE WE ALL IN HIGH SCHOOL STILL?? WHAT IS IT WITH "SO CALLED FRIENDS"?? HELL MAYBE I AM JUST IN A "MOOD" BUT THIS BLOG I READ EARLIER WENT RIGHT THROUGH ME... I GUESS CAUSE IT IS DIRECTED TOWARDS A CLOSE FRIEND, BUT FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH....I HAVE TO PUT MY 2 CENTS IN... THE " " CAME DIRECTLY FROM THE BLOG... AND MY FEELINGS ON IT... I don't know how you all feel but the word HATE is a strong word to me.. as is LOVE... I HATE NO ONE... DISLIKE YES, BUT NOT HATE!!! ~~WHEN I SAY I LOVE SOMEONE I MEAN IT.. I DON'T JUST THROW THAT WORD AROUND TO EVERY TOM, DICK, HARRY, JANE, OR SUE.. ~~I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS, BUT THERE ARE SOME THAT I TRULY LOVE AND CHERISH THEIR FRIENDSHIP (MALE AND FEMALE) ~~THESE FRIENDSHIPS MEAN THE WORLD TO ME!!! IT HAS TOOK TIME AND COMMUNICATION, TRUST, CHALLENGES, LIFE, BS, YOU NAME IT... FOR THESE FRIENDSHIPS TO DEVELOPE INTO SOMETHING SPECIAL... ~~NOW WHY WOULD SOMEONE HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THIS??? WHY WOULD THIS HURT SOMEONE FEELINGS?? ~

One Rate Is All I Need
Hello friends I in a contest try to win a VIP all I need is a pic rate. NO comments PLS. I will try to return all love given. This from Jokers Wild: "For thos people helping your people in this contest, If you have left a cmment you are probably BLOCKED, The rules were pretty simple and straight forward if anyone commented on a pic in this contest you would be BLOCKED no exceptions, This is only a temperary block and I will remove the blocks after the contest." Thanks in advance, Maria Heres the link:

Health Update
I have been to my local hospital to see my consultant today for the first time regarding my carpal tunnel syndrome. I had various tests on my arms and hands, but I have been referred for nerve conductivity tests because my consultant could not say 100% that my problems are carpal tunnel related. There is a slight doubt that it could be caused by arthritis though even this he could not be sure about. I have been told that I will have to wait between 2 – 8 weeks for my latest tests, but would be able to have decompression surgery on my wrists if that what is needed fairly soon afterwards. My operations will not take place at my local hospital but in Hexham. This will mean that instead of travelling 2 miles, I will have to travel 25 miles for my ops. To be honest I am not bothered about the distance rather I would have them sooner than later.

You Know What Grinds My Gears?
Texas, I know you, BELIEVE your the biggest, even clame to be the biggest... but you lost, get over it, REALLY..... ALASKA WON. Alaska is 1,477,268 sq miles, and Texas is like 680,438,000 sqmiles, Ummm yeah Alaskas bigger... by about DOUBLE Thats not all i have on Texas either. Toehead Creek is another one, and lets not forget Git-r-Dun! And who's job is it to "mess with Texas?" The "Don't mess with Texas" campane has been over since the 80's. It's almost the state motto, except it's not easy enough for all the natives. The Texas state motto is one word, "friendship". What kind of flippin' motto is that? I'll tell ya, one that any illiterate r-tard with a first grade education can remember. My opinion is that we should brak the state down into three pieces, West Louisiana, Old New Mexico, and "sorry we killed all those people, here you go Mexico have you land back". Well just call it Mexico. If this offends you.... Well, then you must be from Texas. Please don't start a Hatf

Ohne Dich
Ohne Dich by RAMMSTEIN (English Translation) I will go into the firs, there where I her last seen, but the evening threw a cloth onto the country, and on the ways term edge of forest, and the forest rises so black and empty, pain me oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alone, without you, without you count ' I the hours, without you, with you the seconds stand, are not worth On the branches in the ditches, it is now quiet and without lives, and breathing falls me oh so heavily, pain me oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alone, without you, without you count ' I the hours, without you, with you the seconds stand, are not worth, without you and breathing falls me oh so heavily, pain oh pain, and the birds do not sing no more Without you I cannot be, without you, with you am I also alo

I Thought The Cow Was A Coyote, So I Shot It
Man defends shooting neighbor’s cow — says he thought it was a coyote The Associated Press updated 11:19 p.m. ET, Thurs., Nov. 22, 2007 COLFAX TOWNSHIP, Mich. - A man says he shot and killed a neighbor's cow after mistaking it for a coyote. Authorities and the owner are skeptical. The undersheriff in northern Michigan's Benzie County says he doesn't see how anyone could confuse a 1,400-pound, pregnant cow with a coyote, which typically weighs 20 to 45 pounds. And anyway, shooting coyotes is illegal during deer-shooting season. Authorities asked the county prosecutor to bring charges. The 42-year-old man told authorities he was out to shoot coyotes near his home Saturday when he killed the cow, Undersheriff Rory Heckman said. Heckman said the man then tried to drag the cow home. "The part of his story he his holding to is he shot at a coyote. I don't know how he hit a several-thousand-pound cow mistaking it for a coyote," Heckman said. The cow, named Hannah, had w

Grandpa
My beautiful 18 yr. old little lady is a mom. iam so proud of her. she has turned out to be such a wonderful lady, very smart,caring ,wise to say the least. and she is just like me, very outspoken! sometimes to out spoken,lol. but her and her boyfriend gave me the greatest gift they could give me a grandson.HELL YEAH!!!!i cant wait to take him fishing , i have been stockin up on all the Dr. Seuss books, im up to 35 books so far and bought him his first fishing pole!! my daughter(Amanda)did an awesome job giving birth, she had a lil trouble but she hung in there and made it, she is a very strong girl!!!!and now not only do i have my daughter but i also have my grandson Joshua, i love you both, love DAD& GRANDPA!!!

Nevermore
[a song i wrote] sometimes i don't even matter somtimes i'm his world but now his heart has wandered and i don't know when it will return look in to my eyes... and tell me your here... tell me your near look in to my heart and i see my soul know that i need you Nevermore... broken hearts, lies when will you see.... i don't wanna cry just hold me here in your arms... look in to my eyes... and tell me your here... tell me your near look in to my heart and i see my soul know that i love you the rain falls tonight to wash away your scent i miss you even more and now my soul is bent our love is nevermore [screamed] i needed your heart [whispered] our love is never more [screamed] you tore mine apart [whispered] nevermore [x3]

Onions And Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there?" The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s and 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50's, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes - dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Muddy Snowballs Recipes
Chocolate-lovers will devour this cocoa version of snowballs, the classic holiday cookie. To make them, kids get to throw snowballs in "mud" (a dust of cocoa and confectioners' sugar). RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Cookies 1 cup (2 sticks) unsalted butter, softened 2 ounces unsweetened chocolate, melted and cooled 2/3 cup confectioner's sugar 1 egg yolk 11/2 teaspoons vanilla extract 2 cups all-purpose flour 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup finely chopped walnuts Dust 3/4 cup confectioner's sugar 3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1. In a large bowl, using a wooden spoon, cream the butter until smooth. Stir in the melted chocolate and blend well. 2. Add the 2/3 cup of confectioner's sugar, egg yolk, and vanilla extract and stir until combined. Stir in the flour and salt until smooth. 3. Add the walnuts and stir until combined. Cover and refrigerate the dough for at least 1 to 2 hours or until it is firm enough to roll into balls. 4. Heat the oven to 350. Form sc

Sick Weekend
I hope your weekend was better than mine and the reason I say this is because I was in the hospital. For those of you close to me know that I've been really sick for the past six weeks with a cough. Well, I went to the doctor Saturday, December 1, 2007. After explaining to the doctor what was going on, he sent me immediately to the hospital. He believed I could have a blood clot in my lungs. I rushed to the hospital full of fear and tears in my eyes pondering whether I was going to be really sick and die and leave my family behind. Well, after arriving at Blodgett Hospital and being admitted immediately with chest pain, I was put in a room on a nice white blanket covered hospital bed and given one of those white tags on my right on, so they can make sure who you are. I had an MRI done and after that they wonderful doctors at the hospital discovered a "thing" on my right lung. My doctor explained I had pneumonia. THANK GOD. To my great rel

First Time
From the first time you said you missed me from the first time you said loved me from the first time you put your arm around me from the first time we walked around as a couple from the first time you held my hand from the first time you kissed me on the cheek from the first time you kissed me on the lips from the first time we made love from the first time you said "its nothing" For the first time I knew you'd break my heart

Friends Are Great!
I just wanted to thank everyone for the wonderful birthday wishes. I got married this past weekend so this birthday is really special for me! I am grateful for all my friends and wish you all the best! Hugs, Pam

All I Want ...
Is for it to be next year already. I am all set with 2007. If I could, I'd just hibernate for about a month. Lots of stuff for me to look forward to in 2008. Who knows, maybe I might even finally get lucky!

Life Is Short
GirlyTags.com - Girly Comments & Graphics Life is short, Break the rules, Forgive quickly, Kiss slowly, Love truly, Laugh uncontrollably, And never regret anything that made you smile. Send to all the people you love and don't want to lose in 2008, even me...."

New Here.
Nov 29, I was looking for a certain glitter graphic that made me crack up, so I had to trace where it originally came from, and came to SparkleTags.com. On this site, there was a little gif saying that I should join this online bar...and here I am, thanks to the Owner of Sparkletags, MsTags.com, and LatinoTags.com ;-) (this is her page http://www.fubar.com/user/166664) So I joined this site a couple of days ago, five to be more exact, and I'm totally hooked! I'm up to level 15, Idol, which is pretty sweet, and pretty fast according to my new buddy BIG NICK! ;-) (Who took me under his wing and gave me tips on this here website, and was mentioned in my first blast! lol find him here and comment on his pics, dammit: http://www.fubar.com/user/990012 ) Anyway, I'm just using this opportunity to say, to say: Hi. LOL So if you are reading this, then you must be at least half interested in me, and you can also link up and check out my old addiction site, myspace.

Disturbed Yet A Light Makes Me Thankful
I am having a strange week to say the least started last week feeling over welmed with bills and money but hey everyone is going through that right now . Then Saturday came and I was driving around just left my parents and a little girl who is now a grown young lady popped into my head so I turned the car towards her Dad's house and pulled in . Pudge was a 6 yr old that was on my bus run when I was working as a monitor doing intervention when I was 17 . 14 years have gone and yet she still is always in my thoughts . So I stopped in cause I heard she had just had a baby . I was saddened when she started to tell me her last two months of pregnancy she was homeless and living in and out of shelters and friend's homes . She went on to say " Hey remember that drawing ?" I drew her a picture when I was 17 years old and here we are many years later and she is sitting there smiling talking about something that took me five minutes to draw and I never imagined that picture would mean so much .

Men!!! Wtf Is Up There Ass???
you kno im gettin really sick and tired of the wat men have been acting towards me lately. if not being a dick head there being a jerk or gettin snotty with me ova nothin. and i dont get why. i mean i mention to one friend i want out of martinsburg and hes like talkin abou tme ex. and i go out and hang wit one of my guy friends today and now he wont talk to me and have no idea why. and another one of them i went and had sex wit like 2 wks ago and havent talkd to him really. i mean wtf is up mens asses???

A Childs Story.....(she Was Only Five)
Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endure A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly cry's She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusts the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You worthless piece of shit! The mom walked out Leaving the girl slowly dieing She gr

Her Beauty Speaks Without Words
I looked, I asked, and she replied She speaks of wonders when I look in her eyes Such a glorous sight Up high in the sky In the middle of the night when I feel I could die Her beauty reminds me To look within To find a key The answers are there grown in like a tree To unlock the god, the godess, and the animal in me

Kelsey Died
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****Watch The Video***** if you dont repost you have no heart

My Very Best Friends
My Best Friends She is the most awesome friend I could ever ask for and so very dear to me. I love you Cara!! bratt@ fubar To know him is to adore him...and I surely do!! I love you fucker!!!! MrCooterEater@ fubar I am very fortunate he is my friend..love you Bill!!! Never Played Again@ fubar

Poetry
I have this wee fellow who lives in my brain... He taunts me,he teases me,he makes me insane... Though how he can do that when I already am... Is one for the young "shrink,doctor"man... The meds aren't effective,they just make me lazy. Though the world's rather pretty through vision that's hazy..... He's starting to scream at this tiime of year; that he's all I need.... Get rid of all these others on here..... Can't let him succeed for he hurts those I know.. Uses words like hammers to deliver his blows.... He doesn't know love,only anger and hate..,,,, Been alone all his life,been beaten and raped... When I give my trust he laughs in my ear.... Tells me I'll be sorry,instills the old fears... When I try to explain why I am what I am..... The looks of disgust close the door with a slam...... No more will I give a person a chance..... To trample my heart through life's little dance. The wee man's myself though a female I be.... For perhaps as a male I co

The End
Thinking I am done with Fubar. Good luck to all of you. I know I wasted way too much time screwing around here instead of stuff I should be doing. Hopefully you won't make the same mistakes I did. Happy Holidays and good luck to all. I am deleting my account soon.

Torn And Tatthered Wings
stuck in the corner with torn and tethered wings wishing to be left alone to my own mind and thoughts praying that sometimes soon my wings will heal and grow again so that i might take flight to the skies with my fellow sisters and brothers my family of angels

Avoid Yellow Snow (in Honor Of The 1st Major Snowfall)
All I Need To Know I Learned From A Snowman.... It's okay if you're a little bottom heavy. Hold your ground, even when the heat is on. Wearing white is always appropriate. Winter is the best of the four seasons. It takes a few extra rolls to make a good midsection. There's nothing better than a foul weather friend. We're all made up of mostly water. You know you've made it when they write a song about you. Accessorize! Accessorize! Accessorize! Avoid yellow snow. Don't get too much sun. It's embarrassing when you can't look down and see your feet. It's fun to hang out in your front yard. There's no stopping you once you're on a roll. It's not the size of the carrot, but the placement that counts. The Russian Debate A Russian couple was walking down the street in Moscow one night, when the man felt a drop hit his nose. "I think it's raining" he said to his wife.

125 Things Not To Say During Sex
Is it in? That's it? You've got to be kidding me. (phone rings) hello? oh nothing and you? Do i have to pay for this?Do i have to call you tomorrow? Oh momma, momma! Oh daddy, yes daddy! You look better in the dark. This is much better than my last girl/boyfriend. I thought that goes in the other hole.... Don't tell my husband/wife. You have the same bra my mom does (worse if the girl says it). This sucks. Can you finish now? I have a meeting... I hope you don't expect a raise for this... I think you might get the job for this. Damn! is that all you know what to do. Did I tell you, I have herpes? Now we must get married. Hurry up, the game’s about to start. I'm hungry. I'm thirsty. Zzzzzzzzzzzz. Are you trying to be funny? Can I have a ride home after this? Are those real? By the way, i want to break up. Is that smell coming from you? Haven't you ever done this before? Wow

We Have Many Features About Us
WE ALL HAVE FLAWS , LET ME TELL YOU'S ALIL SOMETHING THE PERFECT PERSON IS GOD , WHO THE HELL GAVE A PERSON THE RIGHT TO CALL SOMEONE UGLY , WELL ASS HOLE YOU NEED TO LOOK IN THE MIRROR , BECAUSE I BET ANYTHING YOUR ONE NASTY ASS , SORRY MOTHER ,BEAUTY IS SKIN DEEP , ITS WHAT IS INSIDE , THAT MAKES A PERSON , SO, YOUR LUCKY I DON'T KNOW YOUR SORRY ASS , BECAUSE I TEL LYOU AFEW THINGS . PEOPLE LOVE DRAMA AND ARE ATTENTION SEEKERS . AND YOU KNOW I WILL TELL IT CALL IT LIKE IT IS . IMMATURE , PEOPLE FAR FROM ADULTS I SEE CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGE'S FU WIFEY AND R/L OLE LADY

How Sad For You...
There sure are a lot of want to be superstars on the internet these days. Everybody wants to be famous. I just love that if you are requesting to be someone’s friend on a particular website, they will act like they are doing you this huge favor, and behave as if they are “all that”. They aren’t. They are just like all the rest of us. Monkey’s with car keys. I enjoy sharing my art and ideas with other people, and like to see what they have to offer in return. Great conversation is a dying art. Let’s bring it back to life! You will find that most of these self important people suffer from low self esteem, and act as they do in a shallow attempt to elevate themselves. How sad for them. Some of them, I am sure, do a lot of their living on the internet, because they have no real life. Or they have a small group of friends as empty inside as they are, and side around cutting others into ribbons. Don’t worry though; when the change comes, they will be the first ones against t

Symbols Of Love
Sweet sounds from the music of the heart Composed of flowers and flattery Played by instruments--each has its own part Sung with passion and delicacy Faded pages with meaning beyond comprehension Written with strength and fervency Read by many with constant devotion Stored on shelves of diversity Strokes of vivid colors and happiness Drawn by the instinct of desire Painted with tenacious tenderness Displayed in galleries of grandeur

Wtf!!!!????!???!!!!??!!
All i gotta say is im tired of waiting for something/someone good to come along. Because when i think i find that person they always tell me something or stop talking to me all together. Seriously do yall think that its fun to sit by the phone and wait and wait for you to call me and let me know what the effing deal is or friggin simply emailing or iming me on yahoo??? Its not and im done waiting on guys or pepole..............if yall want something real and somebody whod do just about anything for you or whatever that cares about you for you then u found it but i guess thats not what u wanted entirely and im sorry that i lack where you wanted the most!! Thats all i got to effing say im out!

A Small Child Died Today Belonging To A Fubarian Fmily In Here ;;;;the One >>>
Little one with burns Kelsey..., and belonging fubarian family in here .. So many prayers so many . But God took her home today : no more Christmas ohhhh , Pray for her family and friends now. Paryers for all now.. God bless you all . keep you safe thru this Holiday Season. be thankfull all. Her name was Kelsey>>> 2-3 yrs old...Plz . Read the bulletins .. it all is there video and all.Help her family now plz .. hugs diana

Freakin People
Have you ever noticed that no matter how nice or polite you try to be that because you are a male you get treated like some boner with typing skills? Well I'm here to say that I am NOT that guy...Yes, I like to see naked women. Yes, if the conversation turns steamy, I will partake. But I am not just cruisin around lookin for someone to help me masturbate...I can buy porn and I have a GREAT imagination...If I talk to you, it really is honestly to talk to you. To get to know you and to be friends...If you can't handle that, whatever...

~take My Hand~
Take my hand I want to take you to a place A place you've only imagined A place you wouldn't believe Couldn't believe existed There is no pain There are no tears Fear is the last thing to fear Here In this place This place I have held close Not many have been here before Only I resided in this place Inside my chest Underneath my ribs This place I speak of is my heart Take my hand And come inside

Oooooh That Smell
Maxine took her car to her mechanic. She told him "Every time I Take any of my friends out in my car, After a while there is this terrible smell !! . It never happens when I am driving alone"?? This intrigued the mechanic, so he said, "OK, lets go for a spin And see what the problem is." Off they went. She drove down a one-way street in the wrong direction At 70 MPH, swerving, Hitting the curb on both sides of the street, Narrowly missed three pedestrians in Pedestrian crossings, Ran several red lights, And just missed a Policeman on street traffic duty. Then, they returned to the shop, and she said, "There it is now... there's that terrible smell! Can you smell it?" "Smell it? Lady, I'm sittin' in it!!

Sexy Poems *sigh*
i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz of your electric fur, and what-is-it comes over parting flesh ... And eyes big love-crumbs, and possibly i like the thrill of under me you so quite new ee cummings

What Starts With F And Ends With K
What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think

My All Time Favorite Poem (in A Poem-y Mood Right Now)
Hide me from me. Fill these holes with eyes for mine are not mine. Hide me head & need for I am no good so dead in life so much time. Be wing, and shade my me from my desire to be hooked fish. That worm wine looks sweet and makes my me blind. And, too, my heart hide for I shall at this rate it also eat in time. -Stan Rice.

Confucius (551 Bc - 479 Bc)
*What the superior man seeks is in himself. What the mean man seeks is in others. *When you know a thing, to hold that you know it; and when you do not know a thing, to allow that you do not know it - this is knowledge. *The superior man...does not set his mind either for anything, or against anything; what is right he will follow. *The firm, the enduring, the simple, and the modest are near to virtue. *Recompense injury with justice, and recompense kindness with kindness. *By nature, men are nearly alike; by practice, they get to be wide apart. *To see what is right, and not to do it, is want of courage or of principle. *Ignorance is the night of the mind, but a night without moon and star. *What you do not want done to yourself, do not do to others. ~The Confucian Analects

Funny Stuff
What Starts with F and ends with K A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem?" Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the 3rd grade too!" Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he agreed to take the test. Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" Harry: "9." Principal: "What is 6 x 6?" Harry: "36." And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd grader should know. The principal looks at Ms. Brooks and tells her, "I think

Pubic Grass?!
A nurse was on duty in the Emergency Room, when a young woman with purple hair styled into a punk rocker Mohawk, sporting a variety of tattoos, and wearing strange clothing, entered. It was quickly determined that the patient had acute appendicitis, so she was scheduled for immediate surgery. When she was completely disrobed on the operating table, the staff noticed that her pubic hair had been dyed green, and above it there was a tattoo that read, "Keep off the grass." Once the surgery was completed, the surgeon wrote a short note on the patient's dressing, which said, "Sorry, had to mow the lawn."

Who Is Jack Schitt
For some time many of us have wondered just who is Jack Schitt? We find ourselves at a loss when someone says, 'You don't know Jack Schitt!' Well, thanks to my genealogy efforts, you can now respond in an intellectual way. Jack Schitt is the only son of Awe Schitt. Awe Schitt, the fertilizer magnate, married O. Schitt, the owner of Needeep N. Schitt, Inc. They had one son, Jack. In turn, Jack Schitt married Noe Schitt. The deeply religious couple produced six children: Holie Schitt, Giva Schitt, Fulla Schitt, Bull Schitt, and the twins Deep Schitt and Dip Schitt. Against her parents' objections, Deep Schitt married Dumb Schitt, a high school dropout. After being married 15 years, Jack and Noe Schitt divorced. Noe Schitt later married Ted Sherlock, and because her kids were living with them, she wanted to keep her previous name. She was then known as Noe Schitt Sherlock. Meanwhile, Dip Schitt married Loda Schitt, and they produced a son with a rather nervous disposition name

Yeah
Im tired and not happy. I'll offend a lot of you and I'm as immature as you think. I'll never grow up but at least I'm responsible. I'm a good guy sometimes, usually after I'm a lil unsober and you start looking better :) Just kiddin, not even alcohol could do that for you. I don't even know why I'm on this website. I think it's because of friends and boredom. I like lil freaks that are into all kinds of weird sex with parapalegic midgets and people on wheel chairs. Its okay I dont participate I just watch. Look I know I'm not attractive but at least I'm all full of sunshine and happiness. Some people think I'm a good guy, thats usually cause they only met me for a short time and I probably seduced them somehow. I'm not single, I committed to drama. If you really want to send me a friend request you need a head check, just send me lil gifts and we'll pretend like we know each other. I'm bored again...

Love
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make s

Adding To The List Of Help...
I would like to thank everyone who helped out in the last two days: Along with Purplesky, Okie_Mom x 2 and Little Italian Nymph. In no particular order... Angel_Lips Shyinarizona the1anastasia Emily Gail Jen n Oregon fantasy81212 fat bottom girls make the rocking world go round (yes, this is their FUname) Thank you very much... Tom

Poetry
i didnt see the traffic lite. or hear the tires screech. i was drinking with my buddies. on the way back from the beach. i could hear the siren blaring. as i senced the smell of gas. i could see the twisted metal. and shards of broken glass. i could see them pull my body. from the bloody grousome wreck. i could see the blood was gushing. from the gash inside my neck. i watched the paddles shock me. i knew i must be dead. i screamed for them to save me. from beneath the bloody sheet. no one seemed to hear me. just a body in the street. i knew they were preparing. to lay me down to rest. but i hoped that i was dreaming. and this was just a test. then im in a casket. as people sobbed and cried. thats when it finally hit me. i really must have died. dedicated to all the lives lost due to sensless drinking and driving. my heart goes out to those who have lost loved ones this way.

Poetry
like fresh fallen snow. so virgin and pure. children are angels. i know this for sure. thier smiles are brite. thier hearts are so clean. they bring so much joy. if you know what i mean. never a day. not even an hour. that i doubt that thier precious. as a fresh blooming flower. as a ather i tell you. as sure as i breath. a childs the gift. that no one should leave. a childs our future. so give them your hand. and show them the guidance. to be brilliant and grand. AMEN i love my children

~what's "love"~
I beileve that the word 'LOVE' is a very passionate dangerous word that you should watch out for! I've been in many relationships where people tell me that they love me when in fact they don't and they start cheating and lying to me. Personally if anyone cheats and or' lies in a relationship with me then you can just 'LEAVE'! I can't stand it and never will!! I have a new guy Iin my life but my family DON'T see how happy I am, and they want me to be happy along with finding a decent non cheating non lying guy who will give me the respect and trust that I need, but I already have someone so how do I explain or atleast clue my familyin my relationship and get them off my back about hooking up with someone in my own state?! I mean I want them to understand me, be happy for me, and stand by my 100%, but I also don't want them bitching at me for not wanting to be with someone close to me!!!

Poetry
i love the four seasons. both summer and fall. but i love spring and summer. the best of them all. with spring comes the flowers. so brilliant and brite. and the weather is perfect. especially at night. and then there is summer so sunny and hot. theres swimming and camping. or sailing a yaht. but fall brings a change. in all that we see. like leaves changing color. that fall from the tree. winter will follow. the snow is so white. the landscape so breathless. what a wonderfull site. so in closing i tell you. and never forget. that all the four seasons. are the best free gift yet

Blogging A Mumm
alright so I accidently slipped out one of the gifts I was thinking for my girlfriend, but I say a cast iron mirror that matches a candle holder she has and I was going to get it with a stuffed dog and stuffed rabbit (dog cause she likes dogs rabbit cause of a joke between me and her) The original gift was a silver necklace set given with around the neck of a stuffed rabbit which should I do

Heck It's A Whole New Book For Cryin Out Loud!
Well it has been a year since i started my AA therapy, finishing the 12 steps in just 8 months. It has been 1 Hell of a year! From going through a nervous breakdown and almost committing suicide in front of my family to being totally and utterly grateful to be alive. If i wouldn't have been alive now, i wouldn't have met the most wonderful man that i am now dating. I had to kiss alot of frogs to finally get my prince! Let's see, i got a divorce in Feb., been through more relationships than i care to acknowledge, been used and abused through many, have been up and down in depression (which is a constant battle), finished up my 12 step program to have mental stability, been in financial upheaval, have had my life threatened a couple of times, babysat an alcoholic and tried to save their life and yet endangered my family by doing so, and all this within a year. Now my life is on the upside, and i have never been more happy than i am now! Things can only get better from here on out, right?

My Heart
I have been seeing this guy for a little over a month now and we've been having alot of fun. We went out, we stayed in, he even got along great with Nicole(which is a must). But as things progressed, I became a little bit uncomfortable with the rate at which the relationship was going. Ok so no biggie. This guy and i talked, and agreed that it was going a little fast for both of our liking; that he was starting to like me a bit more than I liked him. His emotions were just going a little faster than mine, which is quite different for me. We decided to back off from each other a bit and just continue being friends. Although he says he's ok with it, I know he's a little hurt to know that I did not have the same amount of feeling for him as he did me. I feel like he feels led on. And now as I think about all of this more and more, I think maybe I'm scared. Scared of what?? I dont know. I know that the last guy who i honestly and truely loved did not really know me and accept me,

Celtic Blessing For The Season
glitter-graphics.com Celtic blessings for the season "Nollaig Faoi Shean Is Faoi Mhaise Dhuit" Knoll-ig f'wee haan ss f'wee shun-ah g-with (A Christmas of Happiness and Joy to you) (old Irish Saying) "May peace and plenty be the first to lift the latch on your door, and happiness be guided to your home by the candle of Christmas." "In the New Year, may your right hand always be stretched out in friendship and never in want." The Magic of Christmas lingers on Though childhood days have passed Upon the common round of life A Holy Spell is Cast

Poetry
potatoes and gravy. like carrots and beans. go together like love birds. and kids in thier teens. like horse is to carriage. and sun is to moon. twilight to darkness. and day is to noon when two minds alike. come together as one. it makes life worth living. and brings so much fun. one thing i am sure of. and this is no lie. if i didnt have friendship. i think i would die. friends are forever. through thick and through thin. you know where your going. and share where youve been. when your heart becomes heavy. with nowher to turn. a friend gives you courage. and love to return. when two hearts are beating. like one single drum. then you know that the magic. of friendships begun. dedicated to all my great friends

An Angel
Wanted to share a story about a beutiful little boy by the name of Jacob. His parents call him jakie or jakiepoo. He was born into this world in chaos. His mommy and him almost died that day. Jacob spent many days of his life in and out of hospitals. Through all of his pain, Jacob had a smile for everyone. He has 4 parents that love him so much. They have prayed for each surgery to help Jacob, for every new dr to find a way to make him better. They have fallen to there knees, to many times to talk to god, and beg for just one more day. God did answer many times over and granted the extra time. Now though Jacobs body has said enough, he wishes to go home now and be at peace. He will be missed, to think of never seeing that beautiful smile and those big brown eyes anymore, breaks my heart beyond belief. Mommy will miss you Jacob, we all will. Your dad, second dad, and other mommy. Your sisters Adriana, Avery, Livie, Lila. Your brothers Taylor,Kaleb, Keagan, and everyone that has ev

I Believe In Haveing Sex.
Body: Sex facts! Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natu

So Happy
you know what im just going to put what i think and fuck the rest.. I think that close minded people suck. I hate having to explain myself or the way i am to those who dont understand my ways. Im the queen bitch and I dont follow the rules.I make the rules and the only rule is I Rule.. thats it.. I hate fake fuckn people too.. they are nice to your face and then turn around and shit is just pouring from there lips like a waterfall.. I just want to bash there fuckn heads in.. Im not an angry person anymore but... BUT I can only take so much fakeness..before i snap.

Pimpin Profiles
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The Top Ten Questions
Okay, we all get tired of answering certain questions over and over...Well, here is my final word on some of those...If I am asked these in the future, I may refer you to this blog,lol... 1.)Are they real or bought and paid for? - They are,in fact, real. No Plastic Surgeon has altered them in any way, although they have been tampered with by a 'handful' of medical professionals during exams, including one dentist,whose name I can not mention due to our ongoing trial. 2.)Are you really Irish? - Hmmm...Let's look at the evidence. Red hair, freckles, green eyes, name Shannon... It's questionable... 3.)Why are you still single? - I live in a town,population 750,in the middle of a densely forested area...The closest supermarket is approximately an hour from my home...The only way to find a man here, especially this time of year, is to strap a pair of antlers to my head and prance around in the woods. And I am not much of a prancer. 4.)If you really like me, would you tie

Grateful Heart
Grateful Heart by BlueWolf © My heart was once an open book Pages blowing in the wind Each page with a torn and tattered look Pages that seemed to have no end Each page was ripped out freely Their value left unknown For those pages represented me My heart beat on its own Once the pages were all but lost I opened up my eyes I needed help at any cost It was then I realized By tearing out my pages Giving without a cause Allowed me to be courageous Overlooking obvious flaws Mistaken feelings of love Were left in the open gaps Games I’d grown weary of Became a recurring mishap With only one page remaining I wanted to do things right Feeling frightened and untrusting Then I caught a noble sight I knew I’d seen an angel One whom I longed to be near I took a step, and then I fell Forsaken, I shed a tear For I knew this angel had seen me He’d reached out and touched my hand But his heart was under lock and key So with my open book I ran I don’

Chasing Cars
We'll do it all Everything On our own We don't need Anything Or anyone If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? I don't quite know How to say How I feel Those three words Are said too much They're not enough If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life Let's waste time Chasing cars Around our heads I need your grace To remind me To find my own If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and just forget the world? Forget what we're told Before we get too old Show me a garden that's bursting into life All that I am All that I ever was Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see I don't know where Confused about how as well Just know that these things will never change for us at all If I lay here If I just lay here Would you lie with me and

My Life So Far...
My life is insanity. I'm a nomad, I don't know how to stay in one place too long. I went to 8 different schools in 9 years, and then left to be homeschooled so I could work professionally. I've lived in at least 6 different states. I've lived in about 25 different houses. All this before 22 years old. However, at the moment, I've stablized. Or come as close to stability as I get. I'm doing my second consecutive show at the same theater. I'm living somewhere I know how to get around. And after this, I'll be leaving immediately for WI, where I'll lose all that. However, I'll have like, 7 months to figure it out. Now, you may think 'Poor girl, that doesn't sound like any way to live'. You'd be wrong. It's what I want. It's all that I know. It's what I crave. I always have to be on the go. But for now, I'll try and remain content with waking up in the same house every day and buying my coffee at the same Dunkin's.

Help Me Get Spotlight
I really need all my friends help right now! It would really mean alot to me to make it to spotlight. Its one thing I haven't done on fubar yet and I really want to have the chance to exp. it! I wanted to make it to Godfather without one spotlight and now that I'm here.. it would just mean alot to me! I'm not gonna refer abunch of people for pts.. I'm gonna do this the real way. Gonna do it, how I have since day one. Thats the fubar I miss.. well cherrytap Anyways.. if you could I'm not asking you to donate fubucks. If you want too omg that would be awesome!! It would be great though if you all could rate my pics and stash. As some of you may know and some not. That pic ratings get reset every week. At least what I got from it. And each time the rating and pts count. So what you rated along time ago you can again! hehe And you know whoever helps me I'm gonna return the love. Will rate ya back and will even make ya a glitter pic or something if you really help me out!

That's Just Not Right!
I had to run for the train this morning! I hate running, or exercise of any kind for that matter. (Well maybe horizontal exercise is ok *wink*) They had the train on the opposite track this morning so I had to run down the stairs to the underpass to get to it. Running in 20 degree weather sucks big time. Damn near froze my lungs. Grat way to start the day. How is your morning going?

Blog 2 - Hurrah
OK time for another blog, i thought i my never get round to a second, but here we are. I thought I'd just thought I'd carry on from where i left off the last time, just wondering what is the point of a blog really. I mean, should i expect that people are going to read it and think, "wow he's so right I'm going to immediately change my ways", or should i be happy that someone's actually reading it in the first place, like only 15 people read the first one after all. I mean i do like to think that my opinions are valid and may actually make a difference to someone, even if its only a passing, yeah he might have a point. After all if only one person at least stops to think about things then maybe i have made a small difference. After all, If someone else was claiming to be some sort of new messiah, I'd be the first one shouting to pull them off the cross as we don't need another saviour. Surely by know people should have realised we are all responsible for our own actions, however larg

Unexpected Tragedy....
You just never know when life is going to take a tragic turn. Last week, after thinking to myself "thank heavens the kids are going back to school after Thanksgiving break!", I got a phone call. I was told that my 18yr old step son died in a car accident moments before. I still feel like I am in a dream and at any moment someone will wake me up. He died in Oklahoma, so my husband had to go out there and take care of all the arrangements. Now our son sits in a wooden container in our hutch in the living room. Each day I take him out and give him a hug, wishing I could have giving him one last hug and kiss before they cremated him. (I had to stay home with the rest of our 9 children, and all our farm animals). So for those of you who have children, cherrish them, love them, adore them. Life is too short to hold grudges, or to yell and scream all the time. Tell them every day before they leave the house that you love them very much. You just never know when it could be the last t

25 Reasons I Owe My Mother
25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE . "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL . "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC. "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taught me IRONY "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." 8. My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM. "Will you look at that dirt on the back of your neck!" 10. My mother

I Am A Warrior
✠ I shall not allow this to be just another day. As I am fighting my way through life. My currant mind state is not one of comfort. I am fighting the beast, resisting the attempt to be devoured by the many undesirable happenings, all recent in this existence I call my life. ✠ I saw myself beginning to crumble this last night. The effects of these tragedies had begun to extirpate my strength of being. Consuming all that is me. Asphyxiation,, bound with ropes of my own senses; Touch-razor sharp jagged and unbound. Smell-sour, lingering. Taste-a bitter harshness. Sight-stained with tears, uncontrollably running down flushed skin, leaving trails of pain comparable to third degree burns, memories and fears. Sound-indistinct whistling and hums rapidly growing louder and undeniably deafening. Emotions ravaging me, the attempt to devitalize all that is within me. ✠

My Bully
The 69th Precinct is open for business and ready to protect !!! Are you tired of Downraters degrading you? Are you tired of the DRAMA that occurs? Sick and tired of perverts harassing you and pushing you around? Want something done about it? Now you can!! The 69th Pct. is open and ready to protect and serve! How do you get there? It's simple.....Click on the pic below! Come let us PROTECT you at 69th Precinct Where Bullsh*t is not tolerated and family is honored!!! (repost of original by '

A Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR L

Love
Since I seen you I want to be with you cause in your eyes I can see the skys and all the heavens and your my angle. And I just wish that the world would witness that all the joy that u make me feel b/c being with you I couldnt even see my self with another woman b/c when iam with u i dont think of nobdy else and nothing else matters so when u know who you are you will know that you will always be my shining star

Emotions All Over The Place
I am really beating myself up here and been up/down with my emotions about the situation with my ex...Long story short I had to break down yesterday to call the cops due to him harassing me and sending me really really mean texts/voice mails....He abused me with his words and pushed me a few times but what bothers me the most is he said I pushed him to do all that he did and that I will wake up one day regretting letting him go cause I cant do any better than him....What I dont get is how is me not letting him control me or push me around my fault in how he treated me like shit....I am starting to think I am so freaking stupid to allow him to do this to me for a year...I just never thought ppl could be that away...I just think maybe I am way to passionate and way to caring along with way to forgiving which I hate...I am to the point I dont know if I can trust anyone enough to let them in my life again...all I know is I wont settle cause I deserve the best and that is what I will get in

Prayers For Allyssa.
HERE ARE SOME LINKS FOR SOME OF THE MOST RECENT UP DATES ON ALLYSSA. http://dailymail.com/News/200711300073 http://dailymail.com/News/200711260034 http://www.wsaz.com/news/headlines/11754056.html# http://www.myspace.com/we_love_allyssa SHE ALSO OPENED HER EYES ON THE 4TH OF DEC AND SEEMS TO BE DOING A LOT BETTER. ALL THE PRAYERS SEEM TO BE WORKING SO KEEP THEM COMING!! God,Grant me The Serenity to accept the things i cannot change, The Courage to change the things i can,and The Wisdom to know the difference.

My Eyes Are Blue.....
...what color are yours and what does that say about you? My color says is ALL about me. Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say

Her Love
the time has run through my mind and with her love i am defined by the mind, body and soul no longer a hole a void to fill because her love seems so real so strong that it puts my heart into a tight hold but never again will i have to be so cold never again will i not be so bold her love gives me the strength of ten men that can love the most no longer in this game of love will i be a ghost but a man to the most a lover in her arms a partner by her side a shoulder when she needs to cry

Poem # 5
Single Being single is different for me. I am used to being with sombody. Used to making decisions with them. A girlfriend for me was like an extra limb. What do I do now that I am single? Do I purposely go out to mingle? Do I sit here and wait for sombody? Will I feel complete with just me? I miss someone loving and kissing me. I miss holding someone close as can be. Felling love is a wonderful thing. It lets me fly on outstretched wings. I want to touch someone in love. I want a relationship to fit like a glove. My heart wants to be open once more. Being lonely gets to be such a bore. Should I be out there looking for her? If I do, will love, possibly, again occur? God and Goddess help me find the one. May it be before my life is done. So mote it be :By Addon

Very Interesting Facts
VERY INTERESTING STUFF In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have 'the rule of thumb' ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled 'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden'...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S . Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossib

Soldier Christmas Vigil
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years o

The Perfect Drug
The Perfect Drug I got my head but my head is unraveling cant keep control can't keep track of where it's traveling I got my heart but my heart's no good you're the only one that's understood I come along but I don't know where you're taking me I shouldn't go but you're wrenching dragging shaking me turn off the sun pull the stars from the sky the more I give to you the more I die and I want you you are the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug the perfect drug you make me hard when i'm all soft inside I see the truth when i'm all stupid-eyed the arrow goes straight through my heart without you everything just falls apart my blood just wants to say hello to you my fear is warm to get inside of you my soul is so afraid to realize how every little bit is left of me take me with you without you everything just falls apart it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces

Omg Grow Up
I DON'T GET WHY GUYS STILL THINK IT'S COOL TO CYBER I REALLY DON'T GET THE POINT TO IT I MEAN GUYS COME ON SOME OF YOU ARE HOT AND YOU REALLY DON'T NEED THE NET TO GET OFF WHAT DO YOU DO FUCK YOUR USB PORT IT'S SAD AND IT'S NASTY SO IF YOU WANNA GET OFF DON'T COME MY WAY CAUSE I'LL JUST BLOCK YOU I'LL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS AND FANS LIST AND YOU WILL NO LONGER BE WELCOME TO VIEW PICS YES I TAKE SOME QUESTIONABLE ONES BUT THAT DOES NOT GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO THINK I'M A SLUT

I Was Abducted By Aliens!
Ipswich man, Norman House, tells of his shocking ordeal at the hands of aliens who transported him to another planet where he was subjected to merciless interrogation.. "Before we ask you about the alien experience, we would like to establish who you are and where you're from; what do you do, Mr House?" "I am a quality controller in a leading biscuit factory. It is my job to, er, um test biscuits for comestibility and I, er, do this by biting into them, tasting them for texture and flavour, and if the biscuit is satisfactory, I allow another four million to go by. I haven't tested this one by the way." "I think our readers will take that one on trust," we replied. "So, Mr House, where do you do this biscuit testing; where do you live exactly?" "Er, the Ipswich area; the environs of Ipswich. It's very quiet; it nestles in a little valley where we live. We're surrounded by um, countryside and we, um have a small garage." "I'm sure our readers will find that fascinating." "Yes,

Gone A Week And...
It is really strange... I am gone a week and come back and I see that all the photos I rated before I can rate again.. did this happen to anyone else. I also lost 2 crushes in one week.. makes me think I wasn't a very big crush to begin with..lol It gets harder to get time online as the holidays approach, more family time, more hours at work, more work keeping the house up. My fun time is going away so rapidly. I am really looking forward to January. Hopefully things will settle down a little by then. Until then I will get on as much as I can and re-rate all your photos! :D Big hugs, Laura

Calling All Djs
DJS NEEDED FOR NEW LOUNGE FOR THE HOTTIES R US GROUP... NEED SOMEONE TO RUN AND HANDLE ALL THAT IS NEEDED FOR THE LOUNGE...HIRING AND RUNNING IT FINDING MEMEBERS...EVERYTHING U WOULD HAVE THE RUN OF THE LOUNGE PRETTY MUCH... SO IF UR INTRESTED IN THIS PLZ MESSAGE ME THANKS ASHLEY XOXOXOX **CANDY APPLE** 2nd alarm hottie & dh diva & OWNER of HOTTIES R US@ fubar Search Audio Codes

My Diatribe About Kins Deleted Video Mumm About Crazy Local People - As Serialised In The Mumms
So here is the whole diatribe from kins deleted video mumm, some of you may have read the serialisation in previous mumms: i was just talking about Bennett - he was the crazy man in the village when i was little, suspected kiddy fiddler, mental age of about 3 who was a farmer basically walking round in his wellies and bright red face, grunting like chewbacca cos he got 'run over by a tractor or something when he was a baby'- his attraction to younger kids was increased by his incredible badge collection, pinned all over his farming blazer(i have no idea why he farmed in a blazer either) scary mary Tourette Bag Lady - she hangs about outside the supermarket with one of those shopping bags with wheels, full of old plastic bags mainly screaming swear words at passers by. Once I jumped so much that I almost got run over. the my personal favourite 'Big Ben' - he was big, and thought he was the town crier. ˆ he stood in the town square ringing a bell and reading stories from t

Sexual Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Deleting Peoples Accounts..just A Little Advice
Deleting peoples accounts who have screenshots of conversations which include certain higher ups "people who have the power" on this site, is not smart.. screenshots which were legally obtained, because they were provided by one of the 2 people who were in the conversation....In the screenshots, you can clearly see a set up and someone requesting the other to acquire information on certain members...and sending a shirt as a gift for services....NOT SMART... A smart woman walks in silence...as should a smart man...A smart man should also be careful who he trusts...How do you think everone has possession of the screenshots, because the person you had the conversation with , screenshot it and sent it to others...He set you up and acted like he was a pal.. In those conversations, it clearly shows bias behavior...and a desire to eliminate certain members...and obtain "damaging information on them".....and as previously stated it shows a certain someone sending gifts to a member, i,

I Don't Expect
I don't expect you soon to love me, Nor are my own feelings clear. Passion is the ornate entrance To a world we crave and fear. We cannot know where this will take us, Nor whether we will ride for long, But pleasure is the overture That flows into the larger song. So come with me with open mind And heart, and we the time will prove With laughter and with joy unfettered, And, perhaps, someday with love.

Rivergard Live Webcast In The Kc Host Radio Network Lounge Fri/sat December 7th & 8th From 9pm To 1am Cdt
Hey everybody! This weekend my band RiverGard will be playing at Jersey's Sports Cafe in Independence, Missouri and we will be Webcasting the show both nights. Audio only from this event as there are issues with the router at the location blocking the port needed to stream video. The whole show will be available in the KC Host Radio Network Lounge at http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51264 right here on FUBAR!!! You can login to the lounge anytime you like. We will probably have the stream up about 30 minutes prior to the show. We will also have a laptop there so that we can chat with anyone hanging out in the lounge LIVE. Requests can be difficult but if you would like to make a dedication we can probably get that done (depending on traffic). We will also be giving shouts out to those people who login and let us know that they are listening. We hope to see EVERYONE in the KCHRN Lounge either Friday or Saturday night or both. Here's a copy of the show flyer for

Dreams Do Come True
Dreams do come true, but only when They make it through despair, Limping into everyday Transformed beyond repair. No dream would be a dream if it Could pass for something real, Nor would we sail for paradise Would it its shoals conceal. So it is with love: the dream Long longed for, now possessed, Must be a dream no longer, but An emperor undressed. Stark naked it must come to us In unaccustomed shame, And we must take it in our arms And love it all the same. And we must love love as it is That dreams might still come true, Mangled into miracles To make our lives anew.

Faq's
What is Spina Bifida? Spina bifida (SB) is a neural tube defect (a disorder involving incomplete development of the brain, spinal cord, and/or their protective coverings) caused by the failure of the fetus's spine to close properly during the first month of pregnancy. Infants born with SB sometimes have an open lesion on their spine where significant damage to the nerves and spinal cord has occurred. Although the spinal opening can be surgically repaired shortly after birth, the nerve damage is permanent, resulting in varying degrees of paralysis of the lower limbs. Even when there is no lesion present there may be improperly formed or missing vertebrae and accompanying nerve damage. In addition to physical and mobility difficulties, most individuals have some form of learning disability. The three most common types of SB are: myelomeningocele, the severest form, in which the spinal cord and its protective covering (the meninges) protrude from an opening in the spine; meningocele in w

I Love Mami, I Swear I Do....
...but is it absolutely necessary for her to call me at WORK to tell me that she was on the phone with AT&T and they didn't know how to do something with speaker phone? Like was that a dire emergency that needed to be told to me asap?! And then. THEN. she gets pissed and hangs up on me when I tell her I'm trying to work and am very busy. *GRRRRRRRRRRRR*

*married Life*
It has been awhile since i last sat down and wrote a happy blog. I've been soo busy with school and getting married and helpin my husband take care of my step son and being a full time student. Yah needless to say, i've had alot goin on. My life took a turn and i found out that me and my husband were gunna have a child, 6 weeks into it, we misscarried. It sucked, but we have live each day. We also just moved into a three bedroom house which is way kool, I love it. Well thats it for now.

Add But With Sounds
I've decided fubar is evil with the sounds in the bar tab (yes I'm fully aware they can be turned off but hen you don't know what's going on do you).. its like ADD but only instead of something shiny you hear something and then you check what it is. Then if its a message or new comment you look at it and while your looking at that something else pops up so you look at that.. so by the time your done lookign at the new things you've forgotten completely what the hell you were doing in the first place.. like I think I was rating someone's pics earlier before i wrote this.. not sure though

Help!
IN NEED OF SUM HELP!!!!! I BEEN TRYING 2 GET THE SPOTLIGHT!!! CAN N E 1 SPARE N E FUBUCKS 2 HELP ME???? MY SPONSER OF RECIEVING FUBUCKS!!! HE WILL MAKE U N E MORPH U WANT IN RETURN FOR HELPING ME GET THE SPOTLIGHT!!!!!

From Lilbamagirl.... Getting Me To Fu-king
Please help her level up :) LSD's SHELL ~~I LUV MY A&A's~FU-ENGAGED 2 ANDREA~~CLUB F.A.R.~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'LilBamaGirl~♪WRR and Rebbi's Rambunctious Noize Fan♪~Shadow Leveler' on '2007-12-05 11:04:57')

Cranberry Apple Pie
A touch of color and tartness sets this apple pie apart from the classic standby. Mixing the crumb topping makes a fun job for young helpers. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: Pie 1 refrigerated pie pastry 2 cups apples, peeled, cored, and quartered 2 cups fresh cranberries (thawed if frozen) 2/3 cup sugar 1 tablespoon lemon juice 1 1/2 tablespoons flour Crumb topping 1/2 cup flour 1/2 cup sugar 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon 4 tablespoons cold butter, cut into 1/4-inch pieces 1. Heat the oven to 400 degrees. Line a 9-inch standard (not deep-dish) pie pan with the pastry, fluting the edge. 2. Thinly slice the apples crosswise and combine them in a large bowl with the cranberries. Add the sugar, lemon juice, and flour, mixing well. Transfer the filling to the pie shell, smoothing the top of the fruit. Bake for 30 minutes. 3. Meanwhile, in a large bowl, mix the flour, sugar, and cinnamon for the topping. Add the butter, rubbing it into the dry ingredients until the mixture res

Poetry
"Our GOD, His Love" With love so pure, A love not greed, He has come to grant our every need! With love and wisdom our souls will grow, In only a way our lord would know. To here it said, Our souls are lost, Yet GOD is here, He's still our boss. Tomarrow will come, and tonight will surely go, Our Lords great love will binde our souls!

Major Is Happy, Minor Is Sad
Sunday morning at church during offering the pianist played "Away In A Manger" in a way I'd never heard it before. Martha, the music specialist of our household, explained to me sotto voce that the pianist was playing in a lower key, one which sounded slower and sadder to me than I'm used to hearing it. That's the point; as my wife explained it, major (keys) are happy and minor ones are sad. There are moments I find it hard to understand Martha's obsession with music (safety tip in our household: don't ever criticize a commercial on any such effort to "save the music" in our schools, even if it's on VH1) although it IS what she went to school for. I once told Pastor Gerald I wouldn't join choir because Martha's in it, and she gives bad marks during Sunday worship when I sing too fast or slow or loud or soft or make up a song for the kids out of the church and change lyrics. She has to sit on my right all the time because her left ear is really sensitive. Thankfully, the 100th Psa

Very Sad News
VERY SAD NEWS There will be no Nativity Scene in Washington, DC this year! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in Washington, DC this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason, they simply have not been able to find three wise men and a virgin in the Nation's capitol. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable

Pretty Pleaseee
I was wondering if nobody is using their Fubucks at this moment if maybe u could donate some to poor lil ole me! I wont use them on alcohol or cigarettes.... I was actually thinkin with a lil help from my friends I could be on a spotlight in like a year from now! So I can shovel some snow, or do some landscaping and uhhh...thats about all the talents I have lol But anyway....So instead of buying a gift if u can send me a few bucks that would be awesome! Thanks bunches anything helps! Luvz ya, ~Cindy

Santa's A Chick? Lmfao
I hate to be the one to defy sacred myth, but I believe he's a she. Think about it. Christmas is a big, organized, warm, fuzzy, nurturing social deal, and I have a tough time believing a guy could possibly pull it all off! For starters, the vast majority of men don't even think about selecting gifts until Christmas Eve. It's as if they are all frozen in some kind of Ebenezerian Time Warp until 3 p.m. on Dec. 24th, when they - with amazing calm - call other errant men and plan for a last-minute shopping spree. Once at the mall, they always seem surprised to find only Ronco products, socket wrench sets, and mood rings left on the shelves. (You might think this would send them into a fit of panic and guilt, but my husband tells me it's an enormous relief because it lessens the 11th hour decision-making burden.) On this count alone, I'm convinced Santa is a woman. Surely, if he were a man, everyone in the universe would wake up Christmas morning to find a rotating musica

T-24 Hours For Sts-122 Atlantis Launch
Atlantis Countdown Proceeds Image Above: Atlantis on Launch Pad 39A. Photo credit: NASA/Kim Shiflett Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). The launch team at NASA's Kennedy Space Center is continuing its steady march toward a lift off Thursday afternoon for space shuttle Atlantis. The countdown is proceeding smoothly, NASA Test Director Jeff Spaulding said Wednesday. Mission STS-122 is scheduled to launch at 4:31 p.m. EST from NASA's Florida launch base. Atlantis will carry the European-developed Columbus laboratory and attach it to the International Space Station. Seven astronauts, including two from the European Space Agency, will fly aboard Atlantis. Live Coverage will begin on NASA TV at 11:30 am EST. Technicians and engineers at the launch pad have several steps ahead of them Wednesday. The most visible milestone will come in t

If Any Wish?
ok guys and gals and Fubarians all over the world i just made apic for TEW....which she thought was very cool, using a program called COMIC LIFE i didnt make a full one but its like a profile pic done comic style! ican do the same for you as well just gimme apic and name u think that fits the person you are....and poof! you too can become a hero. Powers optional lol. contact me here and since the email here at FUBAR DOES NOT HAVE a file attachment i will need your email at times to send you the pic! Merry Christmas all HIGHLY

Is This Stalking
i have a female friend who hasn`t been shy in letting me know that she likes men aswell as women. what is making me wonder is that she has told me she wants me and now today i have found out that she has sort of started getting the same stuff as me (clothes,cd`s,stuff for work)scary thing is she has now also started copying sex acts i have told her i have tried and she keeps asking me for more and more details. should i be scared or what???

A Twisted Day Or A Day With A Twist?
Hello And Happy Wednesday! All burrrrrr cold & snowing here in Ohio How's the weather your way? Thank God I don't have any self-promotion to talk about today ... (lol) These last few weeks have been hell, I DON'T know how those people can do that day in and day out? I had a Blast, Happy Hour and a ticker all going at the same time ... man, I was getting pulled in ten million directions at times (it felt) So, I'm done point whoring, I prefer the leisurely pace of my old life - I know I took a lot of NEW folks as friends, but I did so outta greed for fuBUCKs! So here around the first of the year I'm trimming my list down to the manageable & realistic, being able to talk to everyone on my list - under 50 ppl. It doesn't mean I wont talk to the ones I cut, just too mind-boggling to see my alert run like a wall street stock ticker, I cant be a very good friend if I cant keep up with lending some fuLUV when needed! So, down to 50 by Jan 1st If indeed you

The Kind Of Girl I Am
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who actually keeps her body parts in her clothing in public... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And e

Christmas Or Holiday Of Choice
Well, here it is almost Christmas again or the Holiday of your choice... people running around complaining, worried that they didn't buy enough for the kids and family, giving the finger in traffic and not really full of what I call Holiday Cheer. I like to remember what it was like when I was a child. We would get dressed, all 5 kids and my parents to go to church for Chirstmas Eve. One of us was always in some sort of play, one year my Dad was even GOD. There were many jokes about that. My sister and I would have on our black patent leather shoes and our dresses matched. Sometimes Mom even matched because she usually sewed our clothes. Christmas Eve and Day were spent visiting relatives and friend. House to house we would go. My Uncle always had Nat King Cole playing. My Aunt had this outstanding peanut butter fudge and by the time I got to Grandma's house for gallettes, I had a belly ache. My Great Aunt, she would let us play with our toys before the BIG DAY to make sure we would li

Black Testicles
I GET ALL KINDS OF THESE EMAIL JOKES ALL THE TIME. I USUALLY SEND THEM TO THE GUYS WHO ARE OVERSEAS TO MAKE THEM LAUGH OR JUST PUT A SMILE ON THEIR FACES. BUT SINCE I DON'T HAVE MANY OF YOUR EMAILS SO I THOUGHT I WOULD PUT THIS IN A BLOG FOR YOU TO READ. I HOPE YOU ENJOY AND IF YOU LIKE I WILL POST MORE. BLACK TESTICLES Gary is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult four hour, Surgical procedure. A young, student nurse Andrea appears to give him a partial sponge Bath. Nurse", he mumbles, from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, Andrea replies, "I don't know, Sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet. He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, she overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one and and his test

Awww
I think after having my cell phone for nearly 3 years (it would be 3 years this January on the 2nd!), it's time for a new one. I was working perfectly fine last night, but now, whenever someone tries to call me, it doesn't show on my phone that anyone is calling me. And I can barely make any calls out. I have a cell phone tower really close to where I am at so I should have all 6 of my bars (which I usually do) but it goes up and down every once in awhile and in a few places I didn't have any service at all, in my own room! It's being very goofy now and that sucks because I don't have too much money for a new phone and I've grown kind of attached to my out-of-style phone. Hehe. Is that what you all suggest to do, get a new one? Or does anyone know why it's freaking out? I just recently bought a new battery for it too, so it's not that. Thanks for you help! ***Update: I went and bought a new phone. A motorokr! Hehe. It's pretty neat. It's definitely an upgrade compared to my first ce

Wonderful
Is a word more, or less, because we attach meaning; or does it become something else, other than what we want it to say? It’s just a simple question I think we've all asked, one time or another. Just being lost and then found, without understanding the reasons, at times, is sufficient; sometimes. Life is full of moments, some so greatly stupendous defying all relevant descriptions, some so dark that they do the same; the good mingling with bad. A simple dandelion shows courage, fights, pushing through black asphalt simply to dare to exist, defying all odds. The Horrible and Meaningless often parallel Splendor and Luminescence, as a locus for seeds which lie buried then erupt into Life. We lose the awe in awesome, as much as the wonder, when we ask a miracle what it is. Life is full enough just to let it be, Wonderful, and not it ask why.

Dreams!!
ok, so i came home from work, took some cold medicine..after all it IS cold season...fell asleep for about 90 minutes..and during that time i managed to have a dream...that was a cross between the shows i've watched over the last few days...an 80's ah ha *hope you know who that is because i'm not explaining* video..REALLY great sex in the shower with a totally hot guy..who i have no recollection of ever seeing anywhere *no i have not been watching porn* and denim capri's *which i do own *..working at a bar/nite club with wood floors and purple walls and for some reason a shower in the middle of it all..*hence the great sex* and getting fired by some italian guy..ALL the while...as i have..a new york accent *i do not currently have an accent of any kind*?? did i do that bad of a job serving ...as ordered by the asian gal who was sitting with two pretty good lookin' guys...black wine and ice water from a cold tap?,,i even remember getting my first paycheck $385.74 and one of the bouncers

How You Know Being In Finland Too Long?
YOU KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN IN FINLAND TOO LONG, WHEN…… 1. You rummage through your plastic bag collection to see which ones you should keep to take to the store and which can be sacrificed to garbage 2. As you walk past the Parliament Building in Helsinki, and see the statue is titled "Svinhufvud" you no longer read it as "Swinehead"… instead you think "What a good Swedish name!" 3. When a stranger on the street smiles at you: a. you assume he's drunk b. he is insane c. he's an American 4. You don't think twice about putting the wet dishes away in the cupboard to dry 5. A friend asks about your holiday plans and you answer, "Oh, I'm going to Europe!" meaning any other Western European country outside Scandinavia. 6. You no longer scrunch up or fold your paper money. You always put it in your wallet 7. You see a student take a front row seat and wonder "Who does he think he is!!??" 8. Silence is fun 9. The reason you take the ferry to Stockholm is a. Duty free

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marine coprs will be my way of life soon..but not now all the bs i went through all the bs im going through and all the bs i will go through is worth it...for almost a year now ive busted my ass in rain and snow in blistering heat and darkness i even pt with service men and women...and out perform them in every way...but still not yet a marine...if i can do all that and im still a poolee wonder what'll happen when i get that ega

Onerepublic - Apologize Lyrics (how I Feel)
This song fits my mood so well right now :0). I'm holdin' on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearin' what you say, But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me, Then you go and cut me down... But wait... You tell me that you're sorry, Didn't think I'd turn around... And say... [Chorus] That it's too late to apologize. It's too late... I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Yeah! [Verse 2] I'd take another chance, Take a fall, take a shot for you. I need you like a heart needs a beat, But it's nothin' new. I loved you with a fire red, Now it's turnin' blue... And you say... Sorry, like an angel Heaven let me think was you... But I'm afraid... [Chorus] It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. Whoa! [Interlude] [Chorus] It's too late to apologize. It's too late. I said it's too late to apologize. It's too late. It's too late to apologize.

Tags
I'm doing tags for all my friends for Christmas...if I havent got you yet, it will be tomorrow or the next day, and i will still be working on some tonight, so dont think I forgot you:) If you have certain pics you want me to use, let me know, otherwise I am stealing the ones I like from your profile:)

That's Right - It's My Birthday! :p
Well, I must say that I am truly overwhelmed with all of the birthday love that I have received, not only today but for the last few days! It all started Saturday morning when I woke up to this VIP that was given to me by Laurie... Then the beautiful bulletins started...*giggles*...(special thanks for creating them goes out to Laurie, Deb, SexySissy, Kirsten & YOTD). I love you guys and you know it! ALL of these bulletins were reposted and of course one was sticky and I can not begin to tell you how many people have stopped by and said hi, sent me birthday wishes...so many and I just want to thank you all. I know that so far, or at least I think I have thanked everyone up until the last hour but I've been working hard to return all the love and anyone who knows me knows that I will continue until I have returned all love! :D I truly have some GREAT friends!! And to think that I thought I was going to spend my birthday alone (yeah, I'm all alone on my

Not Usually.
I'm not usually a Bleeding heart.. But when it comes to animals i am... I started looking up products that Use animal testing, and those that don't, and came across this HORRIBLE thing that Iams(the dog food company) is doing... Seriously.. it needs to stop... Please, just go read this... It saddens me to think about the poor dogs that they slice and dice for years on end... and then sell them to ANOTHER company that will do the same... :-( There are other ways people... http://www.iamscruelty.com/iams-feat-dental.asp

Tornado Christmas Story To Sheriff Kay , And Im A Dreamer :)
Tornado's Christmas Story Twas the night before Christmas Tornado was searching for Kays gift he knew it had to be better than socks or something to scratch and sniff He'd been pondering his list from Monday to Sunday, sheer see through nighties with small, lacy undies Lotions and vibrators, shinny ones that hum pink ones and chrome ones guaranteed to make her cum! little Tornado started stirring but none of the gifts seemed quite right so he set out for more shopping on that cold winters night he searched all the stores and all of the malls to but came up empty handed wore out his best pair of shoes then while sitting on a bench resting his tired, sore ass the answer stared back at him from that department store glass If the gift could not be found by fancy or whim the solution was so simple, the perfect gift would be, him! he bathed and he flossed put on his favorite aftershave the one that said right on the bottle, "this will raise 'er, even from th

6 More Months To Go
I got to thinking today, only 6 more months till my 10 year anniversary of being told I had cancer. I can't believe that almost 10 years have gone by. For you that don't know, when I was 19 I was diagnosed with ovarian cancer. I had a lot of pain in my side and stuff so they did some exploring and found what they thought to be a cyst the size of a golf ball. Well after surgery they figured it was a tumor the size of a grape fruit. Good job guys!! But, come to find out I had stage 3 cancer. My tumor was sent to a few diffrent schools to get studied, cuz to be honest, the doctors had never seen something like that in some one so young. Afterwards I went through about 4 months of chemo. It sucked ass. I was so sick the whole time. Thank god for my family and friends. They were so supportive for me the whole time I was going through it all. I lost all my hair. My mom cried when she took me to the salon to have them shave it all off. My friend Karin was going to do it, but my

Where Are You?
As life winds down slow, I find myself reflecting. A greater purpose in all of this. Why am I here? It is no shock or surprise to anyone that I have battled my whole life with depression. The peaks and valleys of a tormented mind cannot be understood by anyone other than the tormented soul herself. There were many days I stood in front of the mirror and tried in desperation to recognize the reflection. I have always shown the world one side, and kept the other to myself. In my mind I live for noone. The greatest secret I have ever kept...was myself. I have lived and been touched by things some people are lucky enough to never have experienced. I have had life given and taken from me, abused, molested, raped, beaten, abducted, tormented and a few other things that I will take to my grave with me. I have been loved, lost, used, cheated on, left and abandon. Through it all my heart has broken a million times, ground so deep into the dirt that I had no will left to even breath

Passion
Upon the coming of the night you feel her breath so soft and light from whence it came you know not where standing alone you ponder there. Like a Thief In the night She steals Your Soul, you wait and wonder till you grow old, This lady i Speak is love so true ,She did it to me and will do it to you !! So Beware my friends , This Love of mine she has no Rules for which to bind, She lives on Love On Passion so True ,She will never Release her love To You. A ghost in the Night ,A Phantom so Fair She will Love and Leave you Standing there Known to man by Many a Name PASSION , My Friend there all one in the Same

Vampyre Wiccan Flyght 12-07 900 Pm Cst
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *@ fubar Master Nosferatu Founder Of Unholy Darkness@ fubar blueeyes_dragon daddy of the midget mafia@ fubar NOSFERATU QUEEN Hig

Just What You Want For Christmas! Me
HEY EVERYONE!! SLAVE PRINCESS IS HOSTESSING A CHRISTMAS AUCTION AND GUESS WHAT, I'M FOR SALE. YOU COULD HAVE ME UNDER YOUR TREE! RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATERS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIAB

Men's # 1 Rules{take Notice}
Men Rules You always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules and yes they are all # 1 Rules 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months a

Inner Strenght (not What You Think)
Inner Strength If you can start the day without caffeine, If you can always be cheerful, ignoring aches and pains, If you can resist complaining and boring people with your troubles, If you can eat the same food every day and be grateful for it, If you can understand when your loved ones are too busy to give you any time, If you can take criticism and blame without resentment If you can ignore a friend's limited education and never correct her/him, If you can resist treating a rich friend better than a poor friend, If you can conquer tension without medical help, If you can relax without liquor, If you can sleep without the aid of drugs, Then You Are Probably The Family Dog!

One More Chance
One More Chance Visions of you race through my mind, Oh how I wish I could turn back the hands of time. A simple moment of utter joy and bliss, Could it have saved all the wonderful things we miss? The wind whispers your name as it passes my ear, Will it bring you back to me after all these years? Your never alone while I'm alive, It's the thought of you that helps me survive. Blocked by these cold walls of stone, A chill runs deep into my bones, yet I know. Through it all, I'll never be left alone. Some say your too young to love, I repent from them knowing your from up above. Your heart has been broken, pieces stole away, Still your love for me has yet to sway. A moments patience is all I need, To remind myself your right here next to me!

How Do U Get Away, When Your Scared???
DAMN!!!! I FEEL LIKE I'M GOING DAMN CRAZY!!!! AND THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE I CAN BE MYSELF & GET SHIT OUT!!!!SO I'M GONNA DO JUST THAT. AS EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS KNOW, I'M MARRIED 2 A MAN WHO HAS IS NOT THE BEST HUSBAND HE CAN BE!!!! BUT I'M STILL HERE THREW ALL THE SHIT HE HAS DONE & KEEPS DOING CAUSE WE GOT 3 KIDS & I'M SCARED I CAN'T DO IT ON MY OWN!!!!BUT DAMN IT'S HARD 2 KEEP PLAYIN PRETEND!!!! ANY HOW, A FRIEND OF MINE THAT IS LIKE A BROTHER 2 ME & HAS ALWAYS BEEN IS HOME FROM IRAQ 4 2 WEEKS. SO WE HAVE ALL BEEN SPENDING SUM TIME TOGETHER. ANY HOW HE HAS BEEN HAVIN SUM REALLY BAD HEADACHES! AND NEEDED 2 GO 2 THE ER, WELL HE WANTED ME 2 TAKE HIM SO I DID. AND THAT LEFT MY HUBBY HOME WITH MY BEST FRIEND ANDI!!!! WELL SHE IS THE ONE PERSON ON THIS EART I KNOW I CAN TRUST!!!! AND WHILE WE WERE GONE SHE CALLED A FEW TIMES, MY HUBBY HAD BEEN DRINKING & SO ON. AND HE WAS GETTIN ON HER NERVES, LOL. SO I HURRY HOME & COME IN HTE DOOR & TELL HIM 2 JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME CAUSE HE BEEN DRINKIN

My Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

A Dream Come True
A Dream Come True Once upon a dream I met this boy Who was like a dream He was no ordinary Guy This boy was very special He had a heart That twitched all my vessels I knew then and there we had a start As I got to know him I knew he had to be true And that I had to be with him He had eyes of brown Skin so soft Just as a teddy bear Not to mention his beautiful brown hair Lips so perfect, smooth and real His body so beautiful and rare One night in September To this day, I can still remember This dream came true And to say the least: ‘I will always love you’ {(c.m)i am always thinking of you night & day }

Worst Day Of My Life..12/04/07
Today is the day my mom lost the battle of liver cancer, I was told at work today that she had passed away. That's the worst feeling in the world . I know that she is in no more pain but I still find myself asking god every few mins why my mom, why take her from me and her grandbabies. I don't know how I will go on, she was my hero and my bestfriend and I'm dieing without her, I can only think of what my dad is going through I can only hold him and pray that he is strong, I don't know if I could bare losing him too.

Just A Thought
Everyone says I trust to easily, and I am too naive. Well, I guess I am sometimes. But that is who I am. Am I going to change, probably not. I am, who I am. I learn from everything. Grow stronger with each new day. I never stop smiling, even when things tend to get me down. I think of it as a character builder when people try to bring you down. Just smile and go on, because a smile is soo much better than a frown. Will I ever stop believing? No way! For all my gullibilty, I still believe there are people out there who really are honest and true. And those are the ones who will always remain in and around my life. The others will pass by just as they were meant to.. Just leaving a mark of a lesson learned. So I will continue to dream, and believe in all that I can. For I truly do believe that dreams can come true and happiness is there to always be found.

Bulletins On Myspace
i was checking out my myspace and my brother posted a bulletin. so i opened it. i got irritated with it (not realizing hes a 16 year old boy that takes everything seriously especially when it comes to the \"nasty\"//gotta make this SFW!!!) Thought id share what i replied to in my own bulletin//and blog. BC most myspacers wont read my blog bc its not a \'post or you will die\' type o\' thing::. Ok i do have to admit- i am one to see a survey and fill it out and repost them! but seriously- i just opened a bulletin and guess what IM GOING TO HAVE A BAD RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM FOR THE NEXT 10 YEARS... OH SHIT!!! MUST..........REPOST...........NOW......... Guess what- ive had relationship problems for the past year. Man- it must have been that ONE bulletin that i opened that my brothers friends uncles dog groomers grammas twice removed cousins stepdads beotch\'s neighbor posted in january of last year. shiit what am im going to do??? ITS CALLED EFFIN LIFE! And its going to happen no

Let Them Go!
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. LET THEM GO! And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of goodbye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in goodbye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm f

Let's Level Her
CAN YOU HELP LEVEL HER. SHE'S A LONG TIME FRIEND AND I SEE SHE ONLY HAS 13,100 TO GO YET. I'M DOING THIS AS A SURPRISE FOR HER. ALL HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED. YOU CAN RATE HER STUFF WHEN YOU HAVE TIME, JUST CHECK TO SEE IF SHE'S LEVELED IF I'M NOT AT COMPUTER. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE. Pamela@ fubar

§ØlÐïër§ ~twÅ§ Thë Nïght BëfØrë Chrï§tmÅ§
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DIS TANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DIS ORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW ! THIS NI GHT,

Cruelty.on Fubar At Its Worst
actually i dont know how this got start but it appears that two woman on here jumped on one because she asked a question. i read a mumm that laid it out somewhat until it got totally out of hand. a guy coming to the defense of the one girl. whether he was out of control he did supply some proof that the two woman double teamed and ganged up on the one. these two seemed to enjoy their cruelty. see for your self in this mumm http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=250589 i then made a statement to the two "what's the matter with you". that being the only statement. soon after that i was hit with 1 and 2's ratings when i check it was someone on one of the woman's friend list. that is bazaar next i was hit with another from the other woman Notice Crystal on the friends list http://www.fubar.com/user/1205026 Notice DJ mische... http://www.fubar.com/user/1190795 Both involved in the cruelty and both i asked what the matter with you

RëÅÐ Thï§ Vëry §lØwly... ït'§ Prëtty PrØfØünÐ.
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine. I got to thinking one day about all those people on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible. How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed ? Does the word "refrigeration" mean nothing to you? How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television? I cannot count the times I called my sister and said , "How about going to lunch in a half hour?" She would gas up and stammer, "I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain" And my personal favorite:

Dont Ask.
lmfao at ppls blogs i love silly bitches. ppl dealing with crazy cunts, and stuff its halarious. im sooo bad i laugh at others craziness. its cause im jealous no crazy bitch is accusing me of man stealing lol.

Merry Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLIDER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLIDER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLIDER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SLODIERS WHO WERE WIL

Christmas And Shoppers
ARGGGGGGGGG , yeah thats how I feel bout Christmas shopping and shoppers. They come into Wal-Mart and they expect us to have everything. I mean EVERYTHING .. geez we DONT so get the fuck over it .. you may have to shop somewhere else .. ( total sin ) .. then the attitude ... geez man leave it at the damn door cause all your attitude is doing is giving me the case of the SHITS .. remember I work at wal-mart i'm not your little service puppet , i'm not their to make you happy every time your retarded ass comes in .. i'm their to make a living and support my family .. yeah like you do at your damn job .. how bout i show up and agitate the shit out you .. how would you like it .. espcially during the Christmas season .. I really have gotten to the point while working at wal-mart because of the assholes and retards that i dont have any Christmas spirit anymore .. well cant say that atleast I have some Christmas spirit for a few minutes when i come home .. then i think bout the assholes and

Scream Of The Butterfly
A creature made of sunshine Her eyes were like the sky Rabbit howls like something old As we twitch to a lullaby The scapel shines in god's sunshine The Streetlights whisper pain Down here near the poison stream Our god has gone insane She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cry She smiles like a child with flowers in her hair With blood on her hands Into the sun she stares She feels it die I heard her cry... Like the scream of the butterfly Sunshine in the house of flames She loves it where she gets it But it's never felt the same Surgery, in the house of dissection When your candle burns out..I'll resurrect you She runs Through fields of daisies Yeah, it's just a shame that they eat their own babies Who cares Cos the air is free When you get there will you kiss the dead for me? There's blood on the moon and the summer is cold There's love in the room But baby

The Answers To Those That Ask Me This...
NO,i wont meet you. NO,i wont call you. NO,i dont wanna hook up with you. NO, you can't see my NSFW PICS! NO,i dont want your number. NO,i dont wanna have sex with you. YES,i have a man. YES,were serious. enough said....now dont ask lol..if you still have questions talk to tweek im sure he will love to hear from you...lol...NOT!! dont you dare bother him...lol I'M HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY!!NO BF'S OR FK BUDDIES!! GOT IT??????????

Reminders Of Life..
Ever wake up one day and everything you thought about something or believed just doesn't seem to be anymore? I have been content with my life and how things are in it until I was on my way to work today and saw this sweet little old couple sitting in Dunkin Donuts. Then my entire drive to work was just reflecting on my life and what I really want in it and how I want it to turn out. So far I have realized that while I have been ok with waking up and going to bed alone, I am just not anymore. I can't say that I have been a fan of relationships or getting married, in my life neither seems to ever work out. But this couple was just a reminder that it is possible for one to work out and last. He was sitting across the table from her holding her hand and completely just paying attention and caring about anything she said. She was sitting there paying complete attention to him and giggling like a high school girl with her first crush. Clearly they were still very much

The Way Of Love In Action
Loving as He loves, Helping as He helps, Giving as He gives, Serving as He serves, Rescuing as He rescues, Being with him twenty-four hours, Touching him in his distressing disguise. ---Mother Teresa

4 U Baby
All through the night I'll be awake and I'll be with you All through the night this precious time when time is new. Oh all through the night today Knowing that we feel the same without saying. We have no past we won't reach back Keep with me forward all through the night. And once we start the meter clicks And it goes running all through the night until it ends there is no end. All through the night stray cat is crying so stray cat sings back. All through the night they have forgotten what by day they lack. Oh under those white street lamps there is a little chance they may see. We have no past we won't reach back . . . Oh the sleep in your eyes is enough Let me be there let me stay there a while. We have no past we won't reach back . . . Keep with me forward all through the night. And once we start the meter clicks And it goes running all through the night until it ends there is no end. --Cyndi Lauper

Awww Where Is The Fu Luv At
hey all where is the fu luv at come to the iron horse saloon and show us sum luv and join our twisted family the peeps are great lots of fun times tunes that will rock u so come on out and get shitfaced and rock out with us at the iron horse saloon we are also hiring for all staff if ur interested in a staff position hit tec or sexi up in the lounge luv u all my sweet wonderful friends

The Pleasure In Your Face Part 1
My eyes affixed on you My intense stare darting briefly from your naked body stretched across the satin beneath you to the canvas on its easel placed in front of me. Those eyes, the deepest shade of Brown, searching you, drinking in your every curve, your every crevice. You feel my eyes on your breast, as the brush in my hand flutters over the canvas. Your nipples grow warm, erect, beneath my gaze. My eyes travel to your face, meeting your own, and motions for you to tilt your head. You obey, your head tilts back, your back arching slightly. I continue to paint, My eyes moving swiftly from my work to your own. your entranced, by the intensity of my stare Waves of heat wash over you awakening your senses. The hard nubs at the tip of your breasts beg to be touched, to be squeezed, to be suckled. The folds of flesh, pedals of a flower, moisten between your thighs, its bud pulsating throughout your

Morning
Mornings should never start until around noon :P I'm too sleepy to make much sense today. It's a cold day, but sunny. Beautiful with yesterday's snow. :) I love snow.. except when shoveling it lol. I put my pic of me barefott in the snow back up. Off to a meeting this afternoon out near Philly. That means peace and quiet for some of you lol. :) Tried a bulletin with my tree again,, and a blog.. but for some reason they will not load on here. Just go to my profile and leave me presents. :) Saw a really bad movie on Fearnet last night. Made me think of Ruby and Persia... called Drive in or something like that. Was a clown.. named Horny.. going around killing all these people. And I know they hate clowns lol. I guess its time to get some Mountain Dew in me and to wake up a bit. I can't think of anything interesting to say. Hope everyone has a great day. :)

Glitter You Pretty Hehe
Yeppies I am in that mood today and I got so much love yesterday from alot of you to help get spotlight.. still got a short wayz to go though! So anyways I just feel like showin love to my friends. You can tell ur friends as well I will do one for anyone that wants one :) Heres What I can make you.. just some examples Click the pic below to take you to my glitter folder so you can check out what else I have made if you want more ideas A college of 2 pics so if you want one with your sweetie I can do something like this. I can add text as well I can make you a rate fan add me pic Make it with just your name or a nickname Put a quote on your pic. What I need to know Borders and Text. -they can be animated glitter, animated backgrounds or non animated. *if its a animated background let me try it out 1st cause they sometimes glitch and dont work right. *You may pick out your own text and border just send me what you want me to use for your pi

I Never Really Knew You.
I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I love you!.

Nsfw Pics
OK, I recently deleted my first Fu-friend. Reason? She has a fuck-ton of naked/sex/NSFW pics on her profile. Am I some kind of prude who thinks that that is wicked, evil, sinful and nasty? Quite the opposite, in fact. But right before her ass was dropped off my list, she decided that she was sick and tired of people ogling her NSFW pics all the time. So, what does she do? She decides to start charging a fee to look. Do you know what this equals? In my mind, anyway? SHE IS A WHORE. Plain and simple. And from the looks of things on her profile....SHE'S A FUCKING PORNSTAR!! WTF? Ladies, ( and I use that term loosely) if you don't want horny guys looking at your tits and ass (and in this case, stills of you with a cock in your twat/ass/mouth) here's an idea I'm sure never crossed your tiny minds.......DON'T FUCKING POST THEM!!! Face facts, guys are gonna wanna look at you naked, it's just our nature. And, while I'm on this tangent...guys, making lewd comments about pictures like "

Joke
TECHNOLOGY FOR THE COUNTRY FOLK LOG ON: Making a wood stove hotter. LOG OFF: Don't add no more wood. MONITOR: Keeping an eye on the woodstove. DOWNLOAD: Gettin the firewood off the truck MEGA HERTZ: When yer not careful gettin the firewood FLOPPY DISC: Whatcha get from tryin to carry too much firewood RAM: That thing that splits the firewood HARD DRIVE: Gettin home in the winter time PROMPT: Whut the mail ain't in the winter time WINDOWS: Whut to shut when it's cold outside SCREEN: Whut to shut when it's black fly season BYTE: Whut dem dang flys do MICRO CHIP: Whut's in the munchie bag MODEM: Whacha did to the hay fields DOT MATRIX: Old Dan Matrix's wife LAP TOP: Where the kitty sleeps KEYBOARD: Where ya hang the dang keys SOFTWARE: Them dang plastic forks and knifes MOUSE: What eats the grain in the barn MAIN FRAME: Holds up the barn roof PORT: Fancy Flatlander wine ENTER: Northerner talk for, C'Mon in y'all RAND

Read Carefully And Slowly.
Ten Life and Love Enhancing Attitudes and Behaviors One Be willing to endure "healthy suffering". "Healthy suffering" is the kind of suffering that comes naturally when you are attempting to accomplish something of virtue that is difficult. For example, quitting smoking, disappointing someone with bad news, writing a book, or correcting a mistake are difficult tasks where we experience some kind of discomfort. Life is choked full of difficult problems to face. If we don't face them because we want to avoid the discomfort that comes with them, we actually create other, often more difficult problems. These new problems create "unhealthy suffering" and will continue until you honestly face the original problem. Decide that you are willing to suffer for a higher good. For example, if you don't want to quit smoking because you don't want to gain weight, decide that you are willing to gain weight if that's what happens. Take the weight off later after you are secure

Christmas
NOTE NONE OD THIS STORY IS TRUE JUST MADE UP FROM MY CREATIVE IMAGINATION. It's hard being a Single mom at Christmas time. And I don't just mean it's hard making ends meet and buying the presents. My boys, Troy and Kevin, weren't getting any socks and underwear under the tree. I know how to shop for teenagers. Troy is 17, and although I wasn't about to buy him that giant subwoofer he asked for, I knew he'd be happy with the iPod he'd find in his Christmas stocking. And Kevin, 13, was getting a new BMX bike...my only requirement being that he wear a helmet. There are times, though, like late on Christmas Eve when I was trying to assemble that damn bike, that I wished I had a man around. Not because I can't handle a hex wrench, mind you, and besides, if that was all I needed I could have asked Troy for a hand. No, I just missed sharing the warmth of the holidays and the Christmas memories. And there's no reason I should be alone - I'm an attractive brunette with a nice figure, and

Update On Me
hey all well whats there to say? i dont have custody of connor yet. gotta go back on feb. 12th :( i swear this is bout to get the best of me. everything and anything is going wrong. my health right now isnt so hot and the stress of all this is killin me. i just wish things could be 100% better but they arent. to those who have either tried to get up with me dont worry im fine will be eventually. to those on my lists also i love ya all and please continue to pray and keep me in your thoughts. ill keep ya all posted as developements unfurl. love your friend or whatever i may be to you, mikey

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzz

Quote For The Day
"A conversation is a dialogue, not a monologue. That's why there are so few good conversations: due to scarcity, two intelligent talkers seldom meet." - Truman Capote This is true of most people, in that a body can rarely hold an intelligent conversation. I have been lucky enough to find a few such amazing people on this site. Thank you to those few who make this site worth while for me.

The Spirit Behind Christmas
Pa never had much compassion for the lazy or those who squandered their means and then never had enough for the necessities. But for those who were genuinely in need, his heart was as big as all outdoors. It was from him that I learned the greatest joy in life comes from giving, not from receiving. It was Christmas Eve 1881. I was fifteen years old and feeling like the world had caved in on me because there just hadn't been enough money to buy me the rifle that I'd wanted so bad that year for Christmas. We did the chores early that night for some reason. I just figured Pa wanted a little extra time so we could read in the Bible. I was still feeling sorry for myself and to be honest I wasn't in much of a mood to read Scriptures. But Pa didn't get the Bible but instead he bundled up and went outside. I couldn't figure it out because we had already done all the chores. Soon Pa came back in. It was a cold clear night out and there was ice in his beard. "Come on,

My Upland Presentation Was... Interesting.
So, ya know the old nightmare of being naked in front of a group of ppl? Well... I had Upland Wednesday morning at 8am and we had to give our presentations on the projects we've been working on. He gave a short lecture then we took a break before starting the presentations. At the last minute of the break I decided I'd better go to the restroom while I can, so I hurry. I have on the bikini style panties. I'm in there rushing and I'll be damned if I didn't break one of the strings on the side. So there I am, in the stall with my panties half hanging off like "what the hell!" So I'm trying to figure out how I can fix it... I couldn't tie it in any way. So I said "fuck it," broke the other side, took them off, threw them in the trash, and there I was, giving my presentation without any underwear. I'm not used to going commando, so I'm feeling like I'm naked standing there in front of everyone trying not to laugh my ass off about the whole situation. Was fucking hilarious.

How I Feel About Him - Part 2
BUBBLY by COLBIE CAILLAT I've been awake for a while now you've got me feelin like a child now cause every time i see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place CHORUS It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose where ever it goes I always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go The rain is fallin on my window pane but we are hidin in a safer place under the covers stayin safe and warm you give me feelins that i adore CHORUS It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go What am i gonna say when you make me feel this way I just........mmmmmmmmmmm CHORUS It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go I’ve been asleep for

Fing Bitch
watch out for this con bitch she will rip you off she said i married you for a weeks blast went you do she block you the bitch name is ¢¾tastyflutterby ¢¾{IAR#5} she should be ban from this site you dont need people like that on here

Repost
LIBRA-GOOD IN BED (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and SEXY. Have own unique appeal. Irresistible. Most caring person you'll ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with...they will kick yo

This Riddle May Stump You! Hehehe
Keep scrolling for the answer! . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ....................I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC!!! lmaoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

Cheese And Chicken Enchiladas
With leftover cooked chicken, it's a snap to assemble these creamy enchiladas. Cheese and Chicken Enchiladas 1 small onion, chopped 1 1/2 cups cooked shredded chicken breast meat 3/4 cup shredded cheddar cheese, divided use 1 (16-ounce) jar ORTEGA Salsa - Homestyle Recipe, divided use 1/2 of an 8-ounce package cream cheese 8 (7 or 8-incj) soft taco-size flour tortillas 1. Preheat oven to 350° F. Spray large nonstick skillet with nonstick cooking spray. Add onion; cook over medium-high heat for 4 to 5 minutes or until tender. Add chicken, 1/2 cup cheddar cheese, 3/4 cup salsa and cream cheese. Heat and stir for 2 to 3 minutes or until cheeses are melted. 2. Spoon a scant 1/3 cup chicken mixture down center of each tortilla; roll up. Place in 13 x 9-inch (3-quart rectangular) baking dish; drizzle with remaining salsa. Sprinkle with remaining cheddar cheese; cover. Bake for 15 minutes or until heated through and cheese on top is melted. Top with additional salsa, if d

Fan B4 Adding ????? Why
I am absolutly fe wrote this one :) Why is it so damn important for me to fan somebody i don't know who isn't in the military, fire department, police department, or other "hero" type work. I prefer to fan someone after i have known them for a while. Why can't i be your friend first? i don't mind rating you, but if i have to "fan" you before i can "add" you i am not going to do anything, you will not get any points, comments, or rating from me!

Personal Salutes
Ok im getting desperate here! Im going to be getting a sntas helper costume soon and uploading some pics.Send me FuBucks and I'll make you one!:) SFW of course and whatever you can afford!I have friends on so many different levels that i dont want to be greedy setting a price. Whats it worth to you?lol Any really high amounts I might be convinced to do a boob salute instead of just pieces of paper:P For those that get all pissy saying im charging for salutes noone is making anyone do anything. if it makes ya feel better ill rate all you pics(under 500) for some fubucks too!:) lmaooooo Im suck a fubuck whore!!!!!

For You Grandma
Four Candles for You by Unknown The first candle represents our grief. The pain of losing you is intense. It reminds us of the depth of our love for you. This second candle represents our courage. To confront our sorrow, To comfort each other, To change our lives. This third candle we light in your memory. For the times we laughed, The times we cried, The times we were angry with each other, The silly things you did, The caring and joy you gave us. This fourth candle we light for our love. We light this candle that your light will always shine. As we enter this holiday season and share this night of remembrance with our family and friends. We cherish the special place in our hearts that will always be reserved for you. We thank you for the gift your living brought to each of us. We love you. We remember you. For you Grandma your strength gave me the courage to see me through my darkest times. You were always there when we needed you, you guided

How To Send
Ok for those of you who DON'T know about or how to use the new FUPAL feature here is a simplified tutorial. Step 1: visit users profile Step 2: scroll down the page until you see the little FUPAL button located under said user's default picture Step 3: Click on little FUPAL button (it is green) Step 4: Enter desired amount to transfer to said user ((( NOTE there is a 20% transfer fee for each transaction ))) Step 5: Send a lil message along with your transaction so the said user knows you care! Step 6: YOUR ALL DONE NOW YAY!!! DON'T FORGET THE RATE THIS BLOG! THANKS SO MUCH!

Read How Blonde's Fish
Blonde Ice Fishing A blonde wanted to go ice fishing, so after getting all of the right tools, she headed toward the nearest frozen lake. After getting comfy on her stool she started to cut a circular hole in the ice. Then from the heavens a voice boomed, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.'' Startled, the blonde moved further down the ice, poured a thermos of hot chocolate and started to cut yet another hole in the ice. The voice boomed, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.'' This time quite scared, the blonde moved to the far end of the ice. Then she started another hole and once again the voice said, ''THERE ARE NO FISH UNDER THE ICE.'' The very scared blonde raised her head and said, ''Is that you, Lord?'' The voice answered, ''NO. IT IS THE MANAGER OF THE ICE RINK.

Written For Robert
I write this poem for you my friend. I am not so sure how to start or begin to say the things i want to say. To the times that i really needed a friend you have always been there. To the timess i was crying you always made me smile. I am not so sure if I deserve such a wonderful friend. There were days I snapped at you, but I know that you understood. You listened when i talked never interupting me you just listened. You gave me a push when i just didnt feel like going on, you helped me to believe in myself. Telling me that nothing cant be done. Because you cared enough to open your arms to a complete stranger. Although i have never met you, or even been there you were the one that was always here for me. I write this for you my special friend, because you never doubted me or once turned your back on me. I thank you from my heart, and hope that someday i will be able give you back what you have given me. You understand and are always willing to listen tha

On Yer Knees :d
Dancing with danger right until dawn The sin that you buy and you sell Mom and daddy said "the life that you've led, You'll party you're way straight to hell" On Your knees,You shall be on your knees Cos I want you on your knees You shall be on your knees And I need you on your knees You shall be on your knees Cos I want you on your knees You shall be on your knees Playing with fire, lust in you burns Reflecting the flames in your eyes Sex and pain insane, they're really the same [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ] Misused and confused, bound and tied On Your knees,You shall be on your knees Cos I want you on your knees You shall be on your knees And I need you on your knees You shall be on your knees Cos I want you on your knees You shall be on your knees On your knees that's where you all shall be Well I bid you come taste your first deadly sin Riding the wild wind and the door to submission Will open and you shall fall in On Your knees,You s

Merry Christmas To All & A Goodnight To All
Why is purity such a struggle? Why is it so difficult to order our lives in a way that allows Christ to shine through us? ... We destroy purity by equating it with legalism and forgetting that it is first and foremost a work of the heart. Reducing it to a set of rules trivializes the purpose of purity and creates a veneer of purity without the genuine, underlying character. -- David Edwards For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast. For we are God's workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do. Ephesians 2:8-10 NIV Malachi 3 16 Then those who feared the LORD talked with each other, and the LORD listened and heard. A scroll of remembrance was written in his presence concerning those who feared the LORD and honored his name. 17 "They will be mine," says the LORD Almighty, "in the day when I make up my treasured possession

Christmas Letter
A postal worker was sorting mail a week before Christmas when he came across a letter addressed to God. Since it would be destroyed he decided to open the letter and read it. Dear God, I am an 83 year old widow, living on a very small pension. Yesterday someone stole my purse. It had $100 in it, which was all the money I had until my next pension check. Next Sunday is Christmas, and I had invited two of my friends over for dinner. Without that money, I have nothing to buy food with. I have no family to turn to, and you are my only hope. Can you please help me? Sincerely, Edna The postal worker was touched. He showed the letter to all the other workers. Each one dug into his or her wallet and came up with a few dollars. By the time he made the rounds,he had collected $96, which they put into an envelope and sent to the woman. The rest of the day,all the workers felt a warm glow thinking of Edna and the dinner she would be able to share with her friends. Christm

Empty
theres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hidei'm left for deada bleeding heartkeeps seeing redsoon death must startthe tears fall downand mix with bloodthey hit the groundand start a floodi drown in sorrowdazed, and confuzedmy troubles borrowedi'm feeling usedtheres nothing leftnothing insidetheres no place leftfor me to hide

Urgh
texascount...: i asked yes or no, there's nothing wrong about it so ANSWER IT AND YOU NEED TO LEARN IT BITCH ->texascount...: go away n learn to read texascount...: will you please answer yes or no please? ->texascount...: read profile . n u will find out f texascount...: ty for the profile comment texascount...: well are you single? nice young man of 22 i so dont do babyfood :|

Back Home Again
hi everyone, just got home a few days ago n back online today. I'll try n message everyone i can, just letting yall know i'm back fer awhile n missed you all. as long ass my slow ass pc permits i'll be online as much as i can. hope everyones been doing well, and that you all r having good holidays.

The College Life
WELL LOOKS LIKE I AM GOING TO BE IN SCHOOL ALL YEAR LONG... I WENT FROM AUG 27 TO DEC 12 (FALL SEMESTER)... THEN NOW I HAVE JAN 3RD TO JAN 23 FOR THE WINTER SEMESTER.... THEN TWO DAYS LATER IT IS JAN 25 TO MAY ... I DO NOT KNOW THE DATE THAT CLASSES END IN MAY BUT ITS FOR THE SPRING SEMESTER... I AM SOOOOOOOO TAKING THE SUMMER OFF FROM SCHOOL TO THEN GO BACK N DO THE WHOLE FALL SEMESTER AGAIN... I HATE IT BECAUSE NATE IS COMING HOME SOON... I WANT TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM BUT THANKS TO SCHOOL I CANT .... HELL FOR THE THREE WEEKS DURING THE WINTER SESSION I CAN NOT EVEN GO TO PHYSICAL THERAPY BECAUSE OF MY ONE CLASS (WHICH IS MATH). THE MATH CLASS IS FROM LIKE 9:30 AM TO LIKE 1:30 PM MONDAY THRU FRIDAY. WELL WISH ME LUCK... I AM GOING TO NEED IT. SO YA FAIR WARNING RIGHT NOW I AM BARELY GOING TO BE ON LINE ONCE THE WINTER SESSION COMES... I AM ONLINE A LOT BECAUSE I AM GOING PART TIME WITH TWO CLASSES ONLY (WHICH I AM PASSING THANK VERY MUCH). BUT SEEING AS NOT ONLY DO I HAVE TO PASS THIS

C Is For Cookie
Harassing Jen with my oh so delectable and pretty cookie... Jealous of my bopper laden elf-y shoes? I hope that the uber mom X-mas squad doesn't expect these back- I have nefarious plans indeed for such striking footwear... I originally had signed up to do face painting, or "tattooing", but upon arrival was relegated to the "cookie" tables. White linen table clothes and green, red & white frosting. Fabulous ;P I started becoming the sprinkle Nazi until Jen pointed out that 1. I didn't pay for the stuff, 2. I didn't have to wash out those stains, and 3. not my problem if the kids start vibrating from devouring mass quantities of frosting smoo-ed cookies encrusted with layerings of sparkling glitter sugar gem shots. *shrugs* When my cookies ran out I helped Julie (who mysteriously evaded costuming- even abandoning the obligatory lame belled reindeer antler headbands) make these crazy complicated 3-D snowflakes in a dizzying array of colors with the kids. Pretty random afterno

This Is A Scary One...for Real....
..Saw this on the boards today and figured I'd share..it's a true story.. RAPIST NEW TRICK ...Know what money you are carrying. You will see why as you read.... Be sure every woman is aware of this M.O. Share it with your wife and daughters. Know what money you are carrying... This was the first I have heard of a scheme like this.....I wanted to pass it along. Be safe! Something very serious to pay attention to. Criminals are coming up with craftier, less threatening methods of attack, so ya have to be extra cautious. ********* I live in Alexandria , VA , but I often work in Lafayette , LA ,staying with friends when I'm there. As you know from America 's Most Wanted TV program, as well as the news media, there is a serial killer in the Lafayette area. I just want to let you know about an 'incident' that happened to me a few weeks ago, and could have been deadly. At first I didn't go to the police or anyone with it because I didn't realize how serious this encounter

Leaving Fubar For A While
Just wanted to let everyone know that I would not be on Fubar for a while. Im taking myself off here. I may be back at a later time but I dont know yet. It has been nice meeting everyone and I hope you all have a wonderful holiday! Much love to my friends! If you want my yahoo messenger let me know. IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cant Steal Christmas
YOU CAN'T STEAL MY **CHRISTMAS* Poem by Sharon Steege I don't know who they are Saying I can't greet the crowd The way that I want to Can't say **CHRISTMAS** out loud. I walk into a business place See things that I rather not see But dare I not say **CHRISTMAS** And ask for a 'holiday' tree. What happened to freedom of speech And living in the land of the free How can they take my **CHRISTMAS** money But can't say **MERRY CHRISTMAS** to me. Men and women have given their lives So we could still go free I wonder how they would feel At saying HOLIDAY TREE. Come on AMERICA let's wake up Don't let our freedom escape If they get by with doing this What else will they take. This is starting to get out of hand, And I've begun to keep track Well I've just about had enough I'M TAKING CHRISTMAS BACK.* So MERRY CHRISTMAS AMERICA** I hope this gets all over the net If we all stand united and take freedom back 'Twill be our best CHRISTM

Why Are They All Liars?
Okay so i met this guy n here,nascar19712003,his name is matt and hes 36.well as u all know im only 21.The words he said to me decided i would take the chance.Boy was that a mistake. I live in St.Louis missouri and he lives in Bloomington,illnois,about 200 miles and 3 hours apart.Well i took my 70$ paycheck and went up there.Drove all the way up there and surpirsed him.Anyways i got there,everything was cool.He kept telling me he loved me,wanted to marry me and have kids with me.he even cried after he said we "made love" what a load of shit!Anyways next day i go home,and we get on here and he says he doesnt think its going to work out then just starts raggin on me!YAy...so why do men lie?I swear his dick was only about 4 inches long HARD!When it was soft it went back inside itself i am not even playing.So yeah im looking for a REAL MAN not theses fucking lil boys!

About Seth
WHen i was 14 i had an imaginary friend .. well a bunch but most were for show..they werent real imaginary friends, just charactors i made up for laughs.. so no lets not say imaginary friend. I had a "dream friend" named seth. it was so strange cause he would come in reoccurant dreams. the first was one where me, and my then Best friend, were walking through the mall and she ditches me at a soda stand to go off with 2 guys. and he asks me why was i such a good friend to her.. i would never come first in her life, there would always be some guy, and in the end she'd throw me away.. 2 years later that happened. BTW... But anyway he kept showing up in dreams. i even dedicated my journals to him, always writing "dear seth" One day, during a custody battle over my next best friend, my former foster mother whips out the journal and begins reading it. Aloud. Before my testimony.. She litterally raped my thoughts. I asked the judge if he could make her give me back

You Know You're Living In 2007...
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 WHEN.... 1. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 12. E

Just A Few More Days
just a few more days (5 more) till i get the mri and mra test done on my head. then i get to wait for the results. that appt. is already schedual for the 21st. will let yall know as soon as i find out. in the mean time i'll be cutting all my hair off or getting it cut off so some kid can use it as a wig. trying to find a place to do that. rather that than the hospital dropping it on the floor and throwing it away. i think it is long enough to do that. does anybody know who i should contact to donate my hair before my surgery. if so please email me. hugs and kisses, patricia

I Hate Winter
second snow of the winter and i put my car into a ditch im fine no damage to the car just dont know how long it'll be stuck have to wait till my dad gets off work so im stuck at my folks till then or possible over night if they deside not to tow it till tomorrow this fuckin sucks

Husband
i fell in love with my husband after only a couple of days. i asked him to marry me and we got married dec 13 2006. only three weeks after we started dating. it will be a year this thurday and to all those people that said we wouldnt make it well we are and will be together forever

Food !!!!
OK, Teri, this sounds a bit like what I made, probly used cream of mushroom soup for sauce. Let me know if it sounds right then I can stop looking, you have no idea how many cook books I have stuffed here and there. My brain is really straining to try to remember something I made once about 16 years ago....... CREAMY HAM & CAULIFLOWER CASSEROLE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1 med. head cauliflower 2 c. cooked, cubed ham 1 can mushrooms, drained 1/3 c. flour 4 tbsp. butter 1 c. milk 1 c. cubed sharp Cheddar cheese 1/2 c. sour cream 1 c. bread crumbs 1 tbsp. butter Break cauliflower into buds. Cook covered until tender. Drain. Combine ham and mushrooms. In medium saucepan melt 4 tablespoons butter. Stir in flour. Add milk all at once. Cook and stir until mixture thickens and bubbles. Add cheese and sour cream. Stir until cheese melts. Combine with cauliflower and ham mixture. Mix well. Combine bread crumbs

Off The Wall Answers...
I posted this on another site once and got good reviews.. Figured I would try it out on the Fubar crowd.******************************************** 1. You're infected. Your top 8 has the cure. One must die. Who? Who says someone has to die?? maybe i just have an ouchie and need some peroixide or anti biotic ointment.. sheesh 2. If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be? i spose i would be ok with it since i dont drink that often, but it would make going out and having parties less fun 3. Your CD collection is repossessed. But you may keep one. Which one will it be? Only 1??? are you kidding me? umm I spose i would eeeny meeeny miney mo and take the one mo landed on 4. Do you believe world peace is possible? as angry as us humans get are ya nuts? 5. I'm a genie. Name your wish. hmm Im gonna name my wish... umm Carons Wish!!! lol 6. Name one thing about the opposite/same sex that automatically turns you off? missing teeth, i dont want no hillbill

ImpØrtÅnt Lïfë Lë§§Øn§!... Wïth MØrÅl§ TØØ!
LESSON 1 A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel." After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob. After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies. "Great!" the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. LESSON 2 A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown t

A Joke
A handsome young man who is wealthy and successful with the ladies now turning 30 has decided to relax, and stop fooling around and settle down and get married . But he decides that his wife just has to be a virgin. So he dates numerous girls and after wine and dine he takes them home and exposes himself. " What is this ?" He would ask the girl, pointing to his penis. She would always look bewildered and say "Uh a dick?" Disappointed he would take her home. After a time he met a shy librarian named Sue, takes her out, same routine, shows himself and says "What's this?" she says "I really don't know." ecstatic he marries her and on their honeymoon night he takes her hand and placing it on his dick says '' Now dear this is a dick." "Oh no honey, a dick is much bigger, and its black!"

Me And You (i Wrote This)
You and me we have no faces, we are both so dead and fading.....you and me we have no lives to others we are always nothing..you and me are so alone now..just waiting for this pain to over come us.. minds are sick of screaming about all the same old shit..togeather we are perfect, coming togeather we can be something, life is starting to seem worthless, you both now that we want this pain to end. crying harder it is coming, why does love seem so unfair, quickly fading from our lifes, leaving us both nothing else, no one else has seen what has flashed appone these walls, No one else has seen the scripting on these walls. No one else has seen what horrors have to come. goodbye to the rest of the world, you and me are quickly fading, soon enough we will both be packed away and forgotten. both our lifes will be replaced, not a trace of what has happend, all the scripiting beggins to fade, left for no other eyes to see. Now the world has nothing left apone it. years after everything has bee

Boy Friend Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face:

HØw EnrØn WØrkëÐ Thë Prë§ïÐënt!
NOW LEARN THE TRUTH.....YOU WILL BE SURPRISED! How Enron Worked the President! This is an interesting bit of information that you don't hear much about. 1. Enron's chairman did meet with the president and the vice president in the Oval Office. 2. Enron gave $420,000 to the president's party over three years. 3. It donated $100,000 to the president's inauguration festivities. 4. The Enron chairman stayed at the White House 11 times. 5. The corporation had access to the administration at its highest level and even enlisted the Commerce and State Departments to grease deals for it. 6. The taxpayer-supported Export-Import Bank subsidized Enron for more than $600 million in just one transaction. Scandalous!! (Look below) BUT...the president under whom all this happened WASN'T George W. Bush. SURPRISE. It was President Bill Clinton! Pass this on so the whole Country will know. The Media Won't! ARE WE READY FOR MRS. CLINTON? NO WAY

Life 3
Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind. Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind... Life can be blissful and happy and free... Life can put beauty in the things that you see... Life can place challenges right at your feet... Life can make good of the hardships we meet... Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin... Life can reward those determined to win... Life can be hurtful and not always fair... Life can surround you with people who care... Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs... Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns... Life teaches us to take the good with the bad... Life is a mixture of happy and sad... So... Take the Life that you have and give it your best... Think positive, be happy let God do the rest... Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet... Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet... To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall... Take each day that is dealt you and give i

One More Time!
Because a good friend interceded and because I've never before quit anything in my life, I am going to return and see if things work themselve sout! Perhaps I jumped before I looked deep enough. I am willing to reexamine what I thought was a wrong doing and give this site another chance. I want to thank my friend for showing there are two sides to ever problem!

Something Ive Been Considerin
here lately ive been considering taking some time off from here for a few days or so and all that stuff. give things time to settle again and everything..... and give me more time to do the stuff that needs doing here at home.... so im taking it to here to let you all know and see what you all think

Who Are My Friends
Run your car off the side of the road Get stuck in a ditch way out in the middle of nowhere Or get yourself in a bind lose the shirt off your back Need a floor, need a couch, need a bus fare This is where the rubber meets the road This is where the cream is gonna rise This is what you really didn't know This is where the truth don't lie {Chorus} You find out who your friends are Somebody's gonna drop everything Run out and crank up their car Hit the gas, get there fast Never stop to think 'what's in it for me?' or 'it's way too far' They just show on up with their big old heart You find out who your friends are Everybody wants to slap your back wants to shake your hand when you're up on top of that mountain But let one of those rocks give way then you slide back down look up and see who's around then This ain't where the road comes to an end This ain't where the bandwagon stops This is just one of those times when A lot of folks jump off {Chorus} W

My Son
My son, DJ, is 5 years old and in Kindergarten. He knows his ABC's and 123's and general things but I haven't been teaching him how to read yet. Of course I know they are doing some of that in school but I experienced a wonderful thing tonight. My son came home with 2 little books that they made in school. Each page consisted of 3 word sentences. I was cooking dinner and I happened to look over at him as he was at the table with his bookbag with his brother and his 2 cousins. He was showing them the books he had. I went back to cooking and heard him talking. I looked back over and my baby was READING the sentences to the other kids! Now I know that many wouldn't call this an accomplishment but I do because they labeled him developmentally delayed because he was tongue tied at birth and was speech delayed and still is kind of, so this is a moment in my history that I'm proud to acknowledge! I know it was only 3 word sentences but I didn't think he would be able to read until next year.

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I

Great
so here it is i just finished taking my exam for vet school tonight. i do it online very hard.out of 5 exams so far i have only missed 2 questions. im so excited about it and thought i would share my good news with everyone. well have a good one peeps.

Mares Name
PLEASE HELPME WITH NAMES FOR MY NEW MARE. LOOK IN MY PICS AND YOU CAN SEE HER. SHE IS WHITE BLACK AND BROWN. AND VERY SWEET 5 YR OLD STANDARDBRED/PINTO . THE ONE WHO HAS THE BEST NAME WILL BE NAMED ON THE HORSE

All Around Me
I love this song! All Around Me My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say We are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I give it you Now you own me, All I am You said you would never leave me I believe you, I believe I can feel you all around me Thic

Not The Man
On the mourning you awoke 2 see Me, the man of your dreams was not me All the feelings i had inside Now feeling you had lied Not the man you wanted to be It was not true and know i see Trust is something you held from me And now that you left im feeling blue You have 2 loving boys i see Now another you look for another i see It hurts me to think of the things i didnt know Back when your love 4 me was possible Now im stuck in misery Knowing love between us can never be Was never meant to be For i am not the man you seek i care, i love, i am me Nothing i see you seek you see So look for someone to cuddle i see I want only someone who Wants to cuddle with me.

Happy
I am talking to a new woman. I am hopeing that I dont fuck up this one. I just caint wait to deploy and come home and I just hope she is still there for me. I have had exspence in deploy with women because I am not the most easiest guy to be with when I deploy. I just hope that one day that the woman I end up with will be the one for me. I am takeing time to get to know this one. And if she goes then she goes but one day the gods and goddess will give me the one that I am meant to be with. I mest up one marriage I dont wont to do it again. The only I know is that my kids will always be the one that picks me up when I am down with a woman. They have gotten so big on me.

How To Stay Young.......
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. "An idle mind is the devil's workshop." 4. Enjoy the simple things. Look around you: they are everywhere. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. 6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life is ourselves. Be alive while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it is family, pets keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 8. Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. 9. Don't take guilt trips. Go to the malls, have an ice-cream cone, a cup

She Is Ok
Well she will be fine,Doc says its just a really bad boo boo...lol She will be ok in a few days,her knee is swollen and bruised bad...Im so glad it was nothing serious Thank you so much for your concerns huggssss

To Trust
He stated to her once he would never trust a woman enough to let her tie him up , but the craving for him never escaped her mind . Sitting there smiling at him she whispered in his ear " I won't hurt you just want you to know....Trust me " Surprisingly he sat in the chair naked and unsure as she began to tie his ankles to the front rungs and his hands behind the chair . Naked she sat on him caressing his face with her hand blindfold in the other hand . "I want you to enjoy this so just relax and let your senses explore what you will not see " as she slipped the blindfold over his eyes . She stood and watched him his abs tight and body all tense she walked around him sliding the tips of her fingers up and down his body till she got to his side and hunched down to caress his neck with her tongue . Lightly sucking his neck she began to poor cool edible oils down his chest watching it trace his pecks as it glided south . His ass now pressed firmly against the chair as he feels the oils now

Thank You -g-
Ok ya'll - I have been blessed by a Angel to have a friend like my friend -G- there is nobody like him! I tell ya - no one an shake a stick to him. So I am placing this in my blog for all of Fubar to see =) well, anyone who looks at my blogs anyway =)... So a huge Thank You to my viewers and my friend Catch & Release look at my gift for a lifetime! Don't be afraid to click on the pic-his work is amazing! Rate him ya'll!!! Hope you all enjoy it as much as I have! ~*~Angel Baby~*~

Angst
Moonlight Madness Stark Raving Lunatic Sadness Desperation turns to despair Dispicable Deserted Desolation Demons Dancing in Rhythmic Romantic Resolutions Spreeful Exuberance in the trickling Mental Anguish Hollering Howls of Hallucinogenic Revelations Revealing in the Resurrecting of another lost sorrowful soul Spacious Inequity of a broken heart Death "the end of life" Plummting Pluralisms Persecutions Punishing Penniless Taunts Tightless textile tunneling temptaions of temperament Howling Screams of mercilessness pierce the cool calm damp night Windows and Mirrors Crack and Break shattering to the abyssmal pit if hell Cool Calamity Prevails over the vast Horizon Screachless scoundrels of cocks and cunts mimic the pure pristineness of a parallel universe of pure pristine pandomimes of good Shocking Horrors Ravage the Earth Back away from the sinless spasms of mutant grotesqueness Inherit the night, The Dark, The Unknown, As limited as the eye can see, the lost myth

Suicide
DOES ANYONE EVER REALLY THINK BEOFRE THEY JUST FIND PPL AND TREAT THEM BAD? NOT ALL WOMAN ARE JUST CAM SLUTS AND NOT ALL OF US JUST WANNA haVE FUN SOME ARE REALLY LIVING IN DEPRESSION AND REALLY DO AHVE AHEART AND I FOR ONE WAsNT PUT HERE TO BE APLAY TOY AND BREAK MY HEART AND TREAT ME BAD I HAVE AHEART OF GOLD AND I REALLY NEED TRUE FRIENDS NOT TO BE MISTREATED AND MADE TO CRY ALL THE TIME WHY CANT PPL JUST UNDERSTAND THIS AND TREAT ME LIKE I AM REAL ? I AM REAL

Friends
Friends are someone who is always there they also wont lie to you or go behind your back. Friends will always stick up for you and have your back in a time of need. Friends are willing to lend a hand, whether it be a place to stay or something to eat. Friend always offer a encouraging word to brighten up your dreary day. Friends are so awesome. im glad to have some of the greatest in the world. you guys mean a lot to me and i love you all

For The Soldiers
The Night Before Christmas T'was the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, Made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, With presents to give, And to see just who, In this home did live. I looked all about, A strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures, Of far distant lands. With medals and badges, Awards of all kinds, A sober thought, Came through my mind. For this house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, Once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, Silent, alone, Curled up on the floor, In this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disorder, Not how I pictured, A proud army soldier. Was this the hero, Of whom I'd just read?, Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed? I realized the families, That I saw this night, Ow

Party Time In The Playpen
Fubar has a new rockin club The PlayPen Please come and say hello and show us some love and listen to our awsome DJ's. Dj Iroc, Dj Tinks, DJ, Chasitiy, DJ Hellfire, DJ Double Trouble to name a few. A Lounge with no Drama where all are Welcome Looking for staff as well some come on in and join our every growing family :D

What Would You Want
I was asked to be in an auction on FUBAR if I entered and you won me what would you want from me? I think minimum bid 100k fubucks leave me comments :) they make me happy some examples.... 200 11's or all pics,stash,blogs rated, a comment on your page everyday by me, "owned by your name" on my profile a phone call for 15 minutes, personalized salute....etc

Forever Changed
"People take different roads seeking forefillment and happiness. Just because they dont travel your road doesnt mean they've gotten lost" They told me - You are Woman Go out and conquer the world They said - be strong Don't betray your Sisters You don't need a man You are sufficient unto yourself They told me 'submissive' is wrong and degrading that I need bow to no man I lived that truth Strong, Independent, Intelligent, Capable, In Charge, In Control Until - a new truth You told me - you are woman Go out and conquer the world Then come home and sit at my feet You said - come to me in strength and I will protect you and celebrate your strength You said - kneel before me give me your woman's body for my pleasure and I will raise you from kneeling to heights you never imagined You said - let me into those locked rooms .....give me access Trust Me with every part of you and I will treasure it all You said - there are

Favorite Poem
He touched me, so I live to know That such a day, permitted so, I groped upon his breast. it was a boundless place to me, And silenced, as the awful sea Puts minor streams to rest. And now, I'm different from before, As if I breathed superior air, Or brushed a royal gown; My feet, too, that had wandered so, My gypsy face transfigured now To tenderer renown. Emily Dickinson

Fu-bucks Give Away.
FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST ************************** WILL START FRIDAY DEC 7TH @ 10 AM PST AND WILL END ON FRIDAY DEC 14TH @ 10PM PST CHOOSE YOUR FAVORITE LINK AND HELP YOURSELF OR YOUR FRIEND GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS FU-BUCKS GIVE AWAY CONTEST: FIRST TO REACH 25,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 500,000 FU-BUCKS FIRST TO REACH 35,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 750,000 FU-BUCKS + A RIDE ON WILDCAT TRAIN FIRST TO REACH 45,000 COMMENTS WILL RECEIVE 1,000,000 FU-BUCKS + VIP CART ON WILDCAT TRAIN WITH 2 GUESTS. THE RULES WILL BE 1~ NO NSFW PICTURES ARE ALLOWED TO ENTER THE CONTEST OR TO BE POSTED AS A COMMENT. 2~ COMMENT BOMBING AND SELF COMMENTING ARE ALLOWED. 3~ NO DRAMA OF ANY KIND,ANY DRAMA STARTER WILL BE ELIMINATED FROM THE CONTEST. 4~ GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP IS A MUST!!!

Once Upon A Dream
Once Upon A Dream by BlueWolf © Once upon a time, in the land of my dream There was a young Knight who searched for his Queen He followed his quest and he searched all lands through He searched for his love, he knew would be true. She has eyes like diamonds, yet dark and so deep The window of her soul, shows a beauty so sweet She has hair like an angel, both raven and long She brings to my heart, love's simple song. He sought out a wizard, to conjure a spell, To find this fair princess, that in his heart dwells. He begged this magician, by all that is right, Find me my love, my soul's true delight. She has beauty unequaled, by all in all time, Her soul is so perfect, it must be with mine, The wizard did tell him, that this lady he loved, Was not a mere princess, but an angel from above. He said all the magic I have in my power Cannot make this perfection, in any number of hours He said you should ask for the heavens to send One of God’s perfect creatures,

A Moment Of Passion
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

Remberin The Good Shit
HERES MY RESOLUTION BABY IM LETTING GO, ALL I NEED TO LEARN IS ALONG THIS ROAD, I JUST WANTED TO BE THE BEST MAN I COULD BE. ALL I WANTED WAS SOMEONE WHOD LOVE ME FOR ME, NOT THE THINGS IVE DONE, NOR WHO IVE BECOME, I FELT THAT WHEN I FELT YOU NEAR ME. I WATCH MY LIFE PASS ME BY, THE PICTURES ARE BECOMEING CLEARER, IVE BEEN DIEN INSIDE A LITTLE BY LITTLE. SHE BUILT IT UP TO WATCH IT FALL, LIKE IVE MENT NOTHIING AT ALL, IM HALF THE MAN I THOUGHT I WOULD BE. IM GOING OUT OF MY MIND, RUNNIN IN CIRCLES, OFFERING THE BEST OF WHAT I AM TO YOU, TAKE IT AS YOU WANT I GLADELY GIVE MY ALL. HOW CAN I QUIT SOETHING I NEVER GOT TO TRY. WITH ALL THAT IS GOING I TRY SO HARD, TO FIND JUST ONE VALID REASON WHY . WITH SO MANY DREAMS I DARED TO TRY, BEFOR THEY DRAINED THE LIGHT FROM MY EYES, SO IM GIVEING THEM ALL UP SURE IT HURTS TO LET GO I WANT YOU TO SEE, I NEED SOMETHING MORE, YOU KNOW MY HEART WAS BROKEN, YOU HEALED IT, KNOW THIS EVERYTHING YOU DO, ID DO IT FOR

Random Poem
The pain inside of me, Grows more everyday. The feeling of 'love'... Emotion's course... Is taking it's own way. I cant help this feeling that I have. I cant help but to feel... And I feel it, really bad. I'm sick of the stomach pains. Knowing there's a chance... We'll never be together... But the feeling will always last. I know, deep deep inside, That I love her with all my heart. But does the feeling, That I feel... Is she feeling it too? Does she know that I do truly love her? Does she know I wont hurt her? Will she understand, That I want to be there... Holding her in bed? I want to touch her warm sweet face, And hear the words "I love you" That would make me smile... And my heart would melt so quick. So the days will past, Get old they will... But I'll still be here waiting... For the day she she's me here, Her's for the taking. So please, dont make me wait, Much longer than I've already had. Even though I'll always be here... My heart is beating

Acceptence Of Who We Are Is The First Step.
Only people who have joyfully accepted themselves can take all the risks and responsibilities of being themselves. --John Powell If we have ever gone to school with a black eye, we know how embarrassing it can be. We feel self-conscious and ill at ease. Friends come up to us one after another to ask how we got it. We may want to stay away from people until the eye is better. All of us have things about ourselves we have a hard time accepting. It doesn't have to be as unusual as a black eye. We may think we're too big, too little, too slow, not good readers, not good looking enough, or not popular enough. We may need to talk about these things with someone else, so these bits of ourselves we don't accept won't limit our freedom to grow. By talking to another, we may find those traits aren't noticed by anyone but ourselves. We may also find that what we once thought of as weak points can be turned to strengths. We can turn weakness strength today.

21st Birthday
I know that this is going to sound really weird. But I didn't get wasted yesterday and I didn't care to either. I spent my day with my children and enjoying their company. I got an ass load of gifts and I personally went to the liquor store and bought a mudslide. I will eventually drink it but I haven't yet. My best friend lives four hours away from me and so I went and got her Wednesday morning along with her boyfriend Doug. We went out to eat and I went to the Dollar Tree (Don't hate.. the dollar tree ROCKS < 3.) and we went to walmart. Mom gave me like $180 for my birthday. And I used it to get the kids some things. Then I had to get my cigarettes and put gas in my car. So that money didn't last long at all. Out of the $180, I spent maybe $30 on myself. And I had to get a belt. Since I've been losing weight, my pants are getting really loose. And mom wanted Becky, Doug, and me to go out to eat. But after getting gas and cigarettes and everything that the kids needed, I didnt have en

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Seven minutes of conversation become a night of introspection. How could 5 years have passed, and we just let it happen? I once was a little girl, and you weren't ready to be a father As the years passed by, we grew up together, myself an awkward drama queen, and you a broken man. But somehow, after all the silence, we find peace together. You are my daddy, and I am your daughter.

Gone For The Weekend
Well, I thought this weekend would never come for us. I found a sitter last week for the kids and we are gone~! I will take the kids this evening to my sister and then tomorrow morning Jeff and I get up and leave for his company Christmas get together. It is in Myrtle Beach and I can't wait. I have never been to the beach during Christmas time. And I have never been to a show at the Alabama Theater~! So I am really looking forward to it. Not looking forward to wearing a tight girdle and hose but still looking forward to getting away with my hubby. He has to wear a tie so we will both be uncomfortable.....give me my jeans and t shirt anyday~! can I get an AMEN?!?! So, friends, have a safe and wonderful weekend. I will be off and on today but then I am gone till Monday...I'll get some pics of me and Jeff all dressed up for you to see we do clean up nicely~! hehe~! And I have some pics of my huge Christmas tree to post too....there is just not enough time in my days.....

I'm Ready
I have realized that it's time to do for me. I'm tired of trying to help others and getting nothing in return. Call it selfish or whatnot, but at least I'm honest about it. With my birthday quickly approaching, I have decided to finally do for me. I'm not going to reveal what the transformation is going to consist of but I know some will be upset and others hopefully will be happy for me and support me. I need to make a life for me and my kids, I need to make sure my children are happy. My children are what I am living for...no one else. My happiness will come one day, I can feel it, but I'm always helping others and forgetting about myself, which is unfair to both me and my children. I will always be here for those close to my heart but I want to have what everyone else has as well. I'm not getting any younger in life and if I don't make this transformation than who will? I am always here for you all...

New Town, New House
New House, New Town (Straight) It had been a year since Sara’s divorce became final. With her 45th birthday just a few months away, she felt a new job in a new town, was be just what she needed. She sent resumes to a several different cities, to see what offers she would get. She had spent her last eight years, as the office manager to an accounting firm in Chicago. After a few weeks, she was getting offers from coast to coast. After looking over a handful of nice offers, she decided to give Nashville a chance. She found a nice big frame house, just about 20 minutes from downtown. She knew it would take a bit of work getting it as she wanted it. Being on her own now, she figured she could take her time and fix it JUST to suit her. She was settling into her new job as office manager, for a downtown publishing company. The people seemed nice enough and the hours were great. She spent her first few weeks unpacking and trying to organize things at home. With

Crazy People
naughtygur...: look she was right forget it maybe u should go get a job ->naughtygur...: that is quite crazy actually ->naughtygur...: i am lazy and afraid because i don't want to click on some random link you sent me naughtygur...: i guess she was right blks r lazy and afraid ok bye ->naughtygur...: i could care less about her i don't know her naughtygur...: what did u think of that girl ->naughtygur...: look at my friends list do you see any black people? naughtygur...: well i do will u please help us u can save he rpics send herot all your blk friends lol ->naughtygur...: i date white women big deal if people don't like it screw them ->naughtygur...: no i didn't look. i don't pay things like that any mind naughtygur...: here see her wanna be bad with her pics know any sites to pos ther on show her as a slut withher name steffany look at he r http:... naughtygur...: did u see the link of that slut i sent u she called my sister names for dating a blk man her and her dasddy

My Friends Cheat
OK ALL YOU SILLY FRIENDS OF MINE...YOUR NOT READING THE RULES. YOU CANNOT SNOWBALL HIT ME BACK. I KNOW YOU ALL WANT TO BUT A RULE IS A RULE! SO KNOCK IT OFF YOU BUNCH A RULE BREAKERS! LMAO LOVE YA MEAN IT!

11 Days Away
MySpace Countdowns and MySpace Layouts from MakeYourSpace.com Yep the countdown has begun lol....for what you may ask....for my surgery. Finally I breathe a sigh of relief. I have dealt with this damn gall bladder...well all my life but it started acting up on me about 6 months ago...its been hell. Not being able to keep anything down and just feeling like crap all the time has gotten old. Wish me luck all....hugs and kisses to my friends...happy holidays and merry christmas!!

Lonely Road
In my mind I see The children grow In my heart I feel The cold winter snow In my dreams I see The happiness that I need In my future I feel The fate that is me In my past I see Things that used to be In my soul I feel The cold lonely road

Christmas Season
Sounds like i am being a GRINCH....But i am kinda sick and tired of this season....For the following reasons though...The cost of living is so high, gas prices are ridiculous...So therefore i barely make it through my week on minium wage...I been living on my own for 6 almost 7 years now...So my christmas always suck for me,cause i never have the money i want to spend on people...I feel i always give shitty presents cause they don't cost hardly anything...But people say it is the thought that counts...One of my big reasons i hate christmas is my DADDY is never home anymore on christmas, he works in iraq for haliberton. So every Christmas day i come to my moms to see my mother, and my sister, sometimes if i am lucky my brother shows his face....It just doesn't feel like christmas anymore...I wish things could go back to when we was small when we had our family with us....I don't want to be young again i just wanted the feeling of christmas back...I miss my dad like hell i only see him 2

Chicken Tacos
INGREDIENTS * 1 pound skinless, boneless chicken breast halves, cut into bite size pieces * 1 cup lemonade * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 tablespoon lime juice * 1 1/2 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce * 1/2 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/2 teaspoon onion powder * 1 bay leaf * * 1 (12 ounce) package corn tortillas * 1 head lettuce, shredded * 2 large tomatoes, chopped * 1 (8 ounce) package shredded sharp Cheddar cheese * 1 (8 ounce) jar salsa * 1 (8 ounce) container sour cream number of stars READ REVIEWS (61) * Review/Rate This Recipe * Save To Recipe Box * Add to Shopping List * Add a Personal Note * Post a Recipe Photo * Post a Favorite Food List * Create a Menu DIRECTIONS 1. In a large skillet over medium heat, combine chicken, lemonade, olive oil, lime juice, and Worcestershire sauce. Season with garlic powder, onion powder, and bay leaf. Simmer until chicken

Need Help For Vip
Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and need 10,000 comments. I need as many that can to help me do this.... Read the persons blog that this contest is on, cause today only you can definately pic up some fubucks and help me at the same time... Really appreciate all the help I can get on this... Much luv to all my friends.... Here is the link to the pic that needs the commenting.... Here is the link to the profile the contest is under in a folder titled "THE GIVE-AWAY FOLDER!! ARE YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS IN HERE?" Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

When To Let The Past Go
LAST NITE AS WE LAY IN BED AND TERRY HELD ME MY MIND AGAIN WONDERED AND AS ALLWAYS THIS SWEET GENTEL MAN KNEW WHAT WAS ON MY MIND BEFORE I COULD EVEN SPEAK ABOUT IT HE SAID..."YOU ARE WAITING ON THE OTHER SHOE TO DROP ARENT YOU....YOU ARE WAITING ON ME TO HIT YOU"...AND I COULDNT LOOK AT THIS GENTEL GIANT OF A MAN BECAUSE OF THE SHAME THAT I FELT FOR EVEN THINKING SUCH THOUGHTS BUT OLD HABITS DIE HARD AND THE MIND WILL PLAY TRICKS WITH YOU EVERY DAY...I KNOW IN MY HEART THAT THIS MAN WILL WALK THROUGH THE EMPS OF HELL TO KEEP ME SAFE AND WILL NEVER LIFT A HAND TO HARM ME BUT THE MIND IS A COMPLEX THING AND IT WILL TRICK YOU AND SOMTIMES IN THE NITE I LAY THERE AND WATCH THIS INCREDIABLE MAN SLEEP AND AS I WATCH HE WILL THROW HIS ARM OUT AND AROUND ME WHISPERING "I LOVE YOU" TO ME AND I WONDER...FOR HOW LONG...HOW LONG BEFORE MY PROBLEMS BECOME TO MUCH...HOW LONG BEFORE YOU HIT ME...HOW LONG BEFORE YOU GET FED UP WITH RAISING 2 CHILDREN WHO ARENT YOUR OWN...HOW LONG TILL YOU RELISE THAT

Nice To Meet You.
Just thougth I'd put something on here. I'm having a blast on fubar and I'd like to thank Dawn, the Motherf#cking Princess for hooking me up. I picked the blog name because someone thought it was funny I used the word "dude" in my profile. That's me, just a dude.

The Sin (it Will Be Alright) Lyrics By Amanda-kathryn
Whispering like the wind I can hear them as we pass by they look at us and I don't mind, I don't mind. Just as long as you are here and I don't mind I don't mind because there's nothing to fear As we pass by all of their faces We shall see all the sins we've committed and you don't care you don't care. Just as long as I am here. and you don't care you don't care because there's nothing to fear Tomorrow is another day, another sin and price to pay, but it's all worth it just to see you smile. Morning to another night starry skies, and the pale moonlight they all will fade and it will be alright Yes it will be alright... -A

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Drunk Driver killed my Nephew December 3, 2007 Thomasville -- A young boy was killed in a tragic accident in the parking lot of a Thomasville RV park, and the driver who hit him is charged with DUI. The 6-year-old was playing in the parking lot Sunday afternoon when he was run over by a pickup truck. The City of Roses RV park is a quiet place to live, where neighbors know each other. They frequently saw six-year-old Cameron Russell playing outside. But Sunday, a driver didn't see him. "It appears the vehicle was cutting through the RV park, didn't see the child," said Thomas County Sheriff's Investigator David Godwin. "Child was out playing, and struck the child." Russell died at a Tallahassee hospital. The driver, 46-year-old Tracy Mezatastra was arrested. "She's been arrested and charged with DUI pending test results. Blood samples have been sent to the crime lab. Once we get them back, we'll know further," said Godwin. Monday, relatives gathered at the Russell home

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1. Falling in love. 2. Spending time with your dog (all pets). 3. Cooking something wonderful for (and with) someone you adore. 4. No lines at the supermarket, or anywhere! 5. CA specific: Pressing on your gas pedal and actually being able to allow your car to move forward! 6. Taking that drive on a pretty road (and seeing SNOW!). 7. Getting mail from someone you like. 8. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 9. Lying in bed while listening to the rain fall outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer, washed with your fave laundry detergent. 11. A hot shower for however long you want. 12. A bubble bath with so many bubbles and suds. 13. Giggling (even by yourself). 14. A great conversation. 15. The beach. The mountains. Anywhere where land can actually be seen. 16. Finding a dollar bill of any value in your pocket from the last time you wore that piece of clothing. 17. Laughing at yourself. Laughing for no rea

Fantasy File 1
I saw her from across the bar. Caught her staring at me from the corner of my eye and I slammed my shot of Southern Comfort. The straw from her drink circling her lips as she watched. I was about to turn and face her as the bartender cam up and asked if I would care for another shot. I ordered determined to get back yo my mystery woman. I turned to where she sat, and she was gone. I looked around the crowded bar to try to find her, but it had seemes she dissappeared as mysteriously as she had appeared. "You know, staring isn't polite." I turned to my right to see her sitting there, drink hanging lazily from her hand, unlit cigarette dangling from her lips. "Got a light handsome?" she asked. I readhed my lighter over to her, struck it. She took my hand and brought it to her lips as she mumbled a muffled thanks. We struck up a random meaningless conversation as most people do in bars, and she suggested we leave. Exiting through the back door, I turn to shut it, and upon turn

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Bill Gates made it so freaking impossible to get the Xbox 360 online that I nearly threw a brand new hundred dollar network adapter out the window of a speeding car. Number one, it won't connect to any kind of internet connection. Period. Number two, my wireless router is a useless piece of trash (though according to Xbox Live's web site, that model should have worked). It won't even let the PC signal through. So Microsoft can just cram their little online gaming community right up Bill Gates's gerbil-hole. I am an offline gamer all the way, whenever I feel the urge to play. Wanna play Xbox 360 with me? Come to my place. Otherwise you're SOL.

Fear Is Pulling Me Under..
* I'm laying on the operating table groggy and unaware of my surrondings, my name being called from all around me "Katie wake up..Come back Katie" as my eyes start to flutter open the light is blinding and I feel an awful scratchy, suffocating, binding feeling in my throat.I try to move my arms and legs, but i come to the realization in a panic that I am immobilized, still paralyzed from the medictions. As my eyes slowly begin to adjust to the lights above me and my mind becomes a bit clearer i am able to see and understand why my throat feels the way it does, I still have the tubes going into my mouth and down my throat. Off somewhere behind me I hear the words "Thank god she came back, that was a close call" I cannot move my neck or any or my limbs as i search around the operating room looking for a familiar face, I do not reconize the nurse that is at the side of the table checking my vital signs, My throat feels so tight its burning, i feel as though i am suffocating even though t

Auction Own My Ass
It all begins on Monday Dec 10th Blue Dragon is for SALE to the highest bidder! don’t be scared it wont heart.. Much !!! Pics of the big prize are being posted as its getting finished. So Come Monday Stop On By & Place Ur Bid !!! I will let you know on Monday just were to go... Watch for my Bulletin & Blogs !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

More Thoughts
His glance from across the room brings terror. There is lust and desire in his eyes. I felt a tingling feeling, much to my own surprise. I dreamt of a touch that was warm and soft. An embrace filled with care. Now I am here lying with a ghost that was never there. The tender touch I thought I’d feel has left me with dismay for the scars across my tender flesh will never go away. I longed for him until that point when I felt him drawing near. I felt the bones crush as he held me, he laughed “how’s that my dear." The agony of the icy man that entered me that night has filled me with an ecstasy that was purely caused by fright. His fingers burned with such delight I could barely keep my breath. He’ll love you and seduce you in a way you’ll not forget. He’ll be the last you’ll ever have. He will see to that. As the months and years have followed he is with me all the time. At night I see him creeping, crawling, changing into the man he thinks I want to see. For that instant w

Hey Ladies Do Me A Huge Favor
Go visit this guy and send a private message saying you want to apply for FWB "position" LOL After its all done there will be a special surprise :D PLEASE Doooooooooo ITTTTTTTT !!! 'Hiro'@ fubar

How Do I Say Goodbye?
~*~I LOVE U WARREN HARRIS B.K.A. HARRY~U WILL FOREVER BE IN MY THOUGHTS, MY HEART, AND SOUL~U WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED BY ALL OF US~THERE WILL NOT BE A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DON'T THINK OF U~REST IN PEACE "HARRY"~*~ You were an Angel! An Amazing man who didnt deserve this. Why does god do things like this to such good people? Why is he punishing us your friends and family. Harry I will always remember those clubbin nights! All the nights at Tim Hortins at 4am... the nights at the pub and riverside. You were a man who didnt get a chance to live. Ill always remember all time Good & the Bad. we had so much more to do. I'll see you when I get to heaven baby boy!!! I love you ÅmÅnÐÅlïcïØü§ ~Å-TØwn§ ƒïnë§T ïm Thë TØp nØTch glÅmØür chïck!~ r/l wïƒëŸ TØ mr. mÅrTïn~@ fubar

#1 County Wrestling Tournament
My son won first place in the 165 weight class for the Santa Clara County wide wrestling tournament. In his first match he pinned the other boy in 22 seconds, which is a county record. In the second match me pinned to other boy in less than a minute. I am so proud of my boy. He is such a badass!! We are going to do something special for him!! It is such a pleasure to see him succeed. I am a lucky father!!! href="http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=44190&i=689399983" target=_blank>

Pink-u+ur Hand
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a **** fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dick head put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a ***k Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Buh bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight Aiight I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess w

Soul Journey
Funerella.com - Creepy pictures, gothic death, dark layouts It is damn hard, This life we live. Full of struggles, And full of burdens that we are given. Going through the process, Picking ourselves up when we fall. We sit and cry, From the hurt and pain. Yet there is the laughter and love, That we can feel again. No one said it would ever be easy. We grow and reflect, Remembering what we were told, "Don't be in a hurry to grow up." When our souls return home. We return to take a new journey on this earth plane. It is a different journey indeed. We have all of our past history. Karma that hasn't yet been worked out, But yet we still create our new debts. Until we reach the end of the souls destiny, Never returning again. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Buckcherry- Crazy Bitch
All right! Break me down, you got a lovely face We're going to your place And now you got to freak me out Scream so loud, getting fuckin' laid You want me to stay, but I got to make my way Hey You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it When I dream, I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it When I dream, I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Take it off, the paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night paid in full, uh You're so fine, it won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks, just to get you face to face Hey You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it When I dream, I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey You're crazy bitch But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it When I dream, I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right o

Relentless
Story Begins Started as friends They know it starts to show off Feelings are changing Find yourself thinking That all of the time They're on your mind Chance to smile Wait awhile, a lonely call Late night at home A funny conversation Leaves me contemplating I wonder if you know, I want you so I can't stop these feelings Tearing me to pieces hiding everything away But can't you see my face My tears relentless Wish There Was Away I wait for the day you'll confide in me (yeah) And we will talk all night And when the time is right I'd say, oh, what would I say I can't stop these feelings Tearing me to pieces hiding everything away But can't you see my face My tears are relentless Why don't I just say it Everyday I pray it this is meant to be But don't you come to me and i'll love you relentlessly (yeah) Have I been here too long Just to let you know I got it wrong (yeah) I'm thinkin what should I do Shoul

So This Is The Bottom
u sit here tinking about all the shit everthing that made this year so horible and u r assamed u cant handle this ... i can handle this ...the attack in july those horible pills witch btw i think have dome something to my kidney cuz it hurts to breath ... just hte samed theres nothing really i feel like everthings jsut fucked i dont forseee anything getting better i am leqavng school ... dreams gone everthing dead i just hate everthing right now i hurting so much that i had to go thru this i dont know why i dont get it i dont know y thought it was gonna be any differtn theen last time i mean theres my moms family who try but never can and my dad who could but never dose offers andm akes u think things but then dosnt hold thru i mean i 21 i didnt wqant to go to school till i could afford it he gose just do it i will help i didnt want to but whwen i got that shocloarship i was liek lets go for it and he fucking fulls out chanbed the locks on me sto

Never Had A Dream Come True
"Never Had A Dream Come True" Everybody's got something they had to leave behind One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time There's no use looking back or wondering How it could be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time and tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind There's no use looking back or wondering How it should be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to

Questions & Answers
Questions 1.What’s your deepest darkest secret? 2.What is your biggest fear? 3.What is your #1 goal in life? 4.What inspires you? 5.When you are gone... what do you want to be said about you? 6.What do you believe in? 7.Do you “Grok” it? 8.What’s your favorite book? Why? 9.What’s your favorite song? Why? 10.Do you have a favorite poem? 11.If yes, what is it? Answers: 1. I am actually very shy in a lot of ways 2. Being truly alone 3. To inspire others.. Specially My mother 4. My Husband 5. “That was one hell of a woman” 6. Love 7. Sometimes 8. The Red Tent.. if I have to choose one. Just the best damn book I have ever read 9. “ Wayfaring Stranger”… it reminds Me of home 10. Yes.. I have two actually 11. Phenomenal Woman and Imagine a Woman… both taught Me how to Love Me

Written For N.b.k
This for you my special friend, for always being there for me. For sticking with me even when you could have turned your back on me. You gave me advice whether i wanted to hear it or not, but thank you it helped me to see that life isnt all the bad. Things will work out but it takes time. Making me understand things alittle more clearer. This is for you my special friend, for having patients with me. even when i said things that i know really bothered you, and I am sorry. You comforted me when the tears were falling, made me smile, made me laugh, you always knew what to say. You always let me know that you cared. I wish i were there to give you a hug just to let you how much i appreciate what you do for me. Thank you for everything. i realize that life is full of up's and down's laughter and tears, but i know one thing I could have never have gotten through if it werent for you my special friend. I hold you close in my heart, and forever you will be a bi

Made By Drunken
Cali Rain Please Make This Beautiful Sweet Caring Girl Smile Go Show Her Page Some Love Rate It Fan Her Add Her Luv Her. You Never Know You Play Enough And You May JUst Make This Nice Girl Naughty. All You Have To Do Is Click My Picture And Make Me Moan Cali Rain If You Click Me I May Turn NaughtyAm I Naughty Or Nice She Got It.mp3 (repost of original by 'DrUnKeN ** Fu Owned By Cali Rain ** Ellies Man ** S

An Interesting Article....thank You Defalouter
An interesting article about Male Fear of Dominant Women The Fear of Lilith Examining the Lilith Myth and the Male Fear of Dominant Women By Charles Alexander Moffat Men’s fear of women has caused them to portray women in two specific archetypes and continued to compare women in such a fashion because the majority of their writing was written by men for other men. Thus was born an unspoken tradition amongst men to portray women as weak submissive and/or seductive, evil succubi/monsters such as Lilith, and is the result of men’s fear of being controlled. Psychologically, a man may be willing to have sex, but if the woman is not, the denial of sex perpetuates a breach in the male ego. The male response to this rejection is fear and anger, and in order to find a solution to the problem, the male reacts by finding excuses for his superiority. Believing that if he is superior and that the woman is weaker and inferior, then whether or not the woman is willing will now be unimpor

Tool!
Tool..came to Portland on Wednesday. And man oh man oh man.. amazing. Not as amazing as the first time I saw them.. but wow.. TOOL. very short first blog here. nothing else to say. bored...but that's what guitar is for. peace.love.empathy. tm.

If You Have Cingular...
could you help me... how do you turn off fowarding calls? OH i'm tmboil and she's cingular... she did the fowarding b/c i was forgetfull and told her block numb er was *72 but in cingular it's fowrding ugh

Ems...volunteers..because We Care....
Sorry if we woke you in the middle of the night, But someone in your neighborhood is fighting for their life. Sorry if we block the road and make you turn around, But there's been a bad wreck with dying children on the ground. When you see us coming I hope you'll understand, Let us have the right of way someone needs our helping hand. Sometimes a child is choking sometimes a broken leg, Sometimes a heart stops beating and when we get there it's too late. So if you see us crying when we think we are alone, You'll know we had a bad one and we're feeling mighty down. We don't do it for the money you know we don't get paid, We don't do it for the glory but for life that might be saved. Somewhere deep within us our souls are crying out, We're here to help our neighbors in their hour of pain and doubt. God gave us something special to help us see you through, We do it because we love you and we care about you too........UNKNOWN

Need That Sexual Stress Reliever....lol
I need my sexual stress reliever! LOL. I would probably fall asleep for my lack of sleep today...which was an hour...LOL...but at least it would help me relax. I worked till 8:30 this morning because my relief got here late because of the storm. Then I get home at 9:45am. Slept for about an hour...every noise that never bothered me did today. Then I had to get back up at noon to make it here by 2pm. Talk about dragging ass. Im working 16.5 hours! LOL. I just want to cum once...and let it be done... Well I called my "Master" I am done. Mostly because of what I wrote before. He should have been more responsible. I am even thinking about giving up looking for what I want. Seems to be a waste of time and energy for me. Its like why bother ya kno. So I ended it with him. I guess 3 strikes and *I* am out. I will just crawl in my little hole and hide for a bit. This weekend I am going to check out a few places. Like I wrote before. Actually I am doing this Sund

My How The Mighty Have Fallen.......
Well, I won tickets to go see Van Halen in January. I was checking out alot of Van Halen vids of them live this year and I can truly say that this is really gonna suck.Van Halen is one of my favorite bands of all time but this isnt even a full reunion,Eddie's fat fucking kid is playing bass for them nowadays and Im even debating that. Every vid I have seen them in,it looks like Wolfgang is syncing to a tape.He's moving his fingers all over the fretboard but the damn notes dont change.A sure sign that they are using tapes to make up for the lack of Michael Anthony who the band shafted earlier this year. Eddie is playing great.He better after he kicked his meth and booze habit.David Lee Roth sounds good,better than he did in 1984 when I saw the original lineup last.Alex Van Halen is a fucking drum god and never disappoints. But that fucking Wolfgang is miming to a tape.I bet hes not even singing either.He's prolly lip syncing to that too. I hope these are good seats becaus

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my friend just joined a few days ago, i met her about 4 years ago on myspace........and now i talked her into joining the best site there is (fubar) not only is heather my best friend on the net, but shes also the very first person i ever had a real conversation with on the net. shes a great person to talk to, so please fan, rate, and add her. she doesn't have a lot of pics, so please rate them to. envy is for the weak@ fubar

21,400 To Level A Leveler
LEVELERS AND FRIENDSPLEASE REPOST MY BULLETIN SO ALL LEVELERS CAN SEE SHE NEEDS HELP.SHE HAS HELPED SO MANY Lilbamagirl goes out of her way in any way needed too help anyone that asks. Shes always there too bomb or level anyone that needs help. Lets get her leveled..And return back just a little bit of the love that she shows everyone.. Thanks for helping..Have a great night everyone. LilBamaGirl~ôWRR and Rebbi'z Rambunctious Noize Fanô~Shadow Leveler@ fubar

I Am With You
Tenderly I kiss you, can you feel my lips? Upon your skin so warm, my caressing fingertips. Graceful sighs of mercy, awaken in your soul. My body is your beacon, the light to make you whole. Wild heated touches, longing, gasping sounds. Strokes of heat and fury, is how our love surrounds. Tremors of desire, passion flowing lust. Rest within my being waiting for your trust. Pressure from my hands slip silently in play. Shivers of desire, are felt in every way. Breath it is suspended, as my tongue travels far. Tingles you've surpressed bring out the Northern star. Slipping slowly further, my body does compress. The presence of your skin, slides along my breasts. Moisture from my tongue conflicts with the heat. Your body is on fire when the wetness meets. Tasting the hunger, feeling both our needs. Two lovers find each other and only wish to feed. Taking what I offer, giving it to you. The joy it is transcended as my tongue b

My Ass Is Up For Sale..lol
It all begins on Monday Dec 10th Blue Dragon is for SALE to the highest bidder! don’t be scared it wont heart.. Much !!! Pics of the big prize are being posted as its getting finished. So Come Monday Stop On By & Place Ur Bid !!! I will let you know on Monday just were to go... Watch for my Bulletin & Blogs !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Inspirational
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide yo LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

My Head Is In The Clouds
My head is in the clouds today, I'm not sure what to do.Because no matter what I'm doing or where I go,I am overcome by thoughts of you. Thoughts of holding you and of our first kiss,Until we meet, it's you my heart will miss. Thoughts of your smile racing across your face,As we hold each other in a loving tight embrace. Thoughts of holding your hand as we walk side by side,On the sandy beach as we watch the incoming tide. Thoughts of your eyes as they stare into mine,And your words of love how they sound so divine. So as you can see I've got a lot on my mind,I'm going to sit back now and try to unwind. I love you so very much...XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

I'll Remember You
In the dark where the shadows appear in the night, where i'm left all alone with my thoughts....I'll remember you. At times when I have forgotten all the one's who have forgotten me, and when life gets me down and i'm on my knees.... I'll remember you. When a song turns the present time back to the past and memories come back so quickly, so fast.... I'll remember you. When life has almost come to its term and I havent gotten much power to stand and go on.... I'll remember you. And when I have gone on to the heavens in the sky, above the clouds I will shout with joyfull tears in my eye's.... I remember you. And when you think I have deminished out of your memorie and you can no longer see my face in your mind to grasp what is left in your empty heart.... you will remember me.

Ignorant Freakin People!
Jesus Christ people , get a life, just because you see someone on this sight or another sight, it DOESN"T mean they want to FUCK YOU!!!!!! i'm so sick of retarded ass people with one track minds . Or I don;t know maybe I'm just being pissy, If so than oh well, anyways, I guess im just tripping, If so whatever!!!!!!!

Twizted Syn Train
This Train is A Fan/Rate/And Add Train The Rules Are As Follows. 1 Must Add The Conductor And All Riders. 2 Once Fanning/Adding/Rating Is Completed You MUST Message Me And Tell Me That You Have Finished And Then I Will You Add You To The Train. 3 When You Add Others From The Train In The Request You Must Type "Twizted Syn Train" Or You WILL NOT BE ADDED!!! Fair Warning Now. 4 If Your A Level 4 Or Lower You CAN NOT Be Added...Any One From Levels 5-9 MUST Have Atleast A Picture. 5 If You Are A Level 10 Or Higher You MUST Have A Salute And Picture...No Salute Or Picture...No Ticket 6 No Bashing Or Harasment Of Train Riders If Caught I WILL NOT HESITATE TO REMOVE YOU!!! 7 NO SCRIPTING...If You Are Caught Scripting I Will Remove You And Then Block You. 8 Merry Christmas Everyone ^_^ ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- †Conductors† Ðj Twîztêd Çhåo§†Ðêmèñtèd§ Fîåñcë†Co-fdr øf Ðécadêñt Ðévîañçê@ fubar &#

I Dunno
Explain to me how I get over you. I have tried everyhting I know, but nothing works. I have nothing but love for you, but you refute me. I am lonesome without your presence; empty without your touch. And yet your torment me. I have work long; I have worked hard; Without you, all the sweat and tears I have put in mean nothing, for I did it all for you. Our daughter is all I have left; I yearn more than anything for you to be a part of it. Yet you mock and scorn me. Your tears, I don't know what they mean. I see your hurt. I see your struggle. I hurt as much as you. Your joy is my suffering. I have hated, ignored and placated long enough. My jealousy, my fear, my hopelesmess, my anguish are too much to bear. I need, nay I want, you forever. The promise I made, I shall keep. I understand your anguish. I understand you lonliness. I beg, upon the highest hosts, that we will be one again. Without you, all seems for not.

What Is Love?
I tell you what love is....its giving a 100% of yourself and getting 100% back....Its not having to ask someone something more then once...because if you have to ask them more then once, then they didn't want to do it in the first place. Its never having to wonder about what the other person doing....Its never feeling like you along even when the person is right beside you. I have finally found Love....And I am very happy...So please...if you know me from back in the day...or you had thought about me today and decided to see how i'm doing. Well I'm doing just fine....I'm finally happy for once in my life...So if you looking for more then just friends...keep on going....because I really don't want to hear anything you have to say.....Just be happy for a brother....thank you.....

Truth Spoken(god Help Me)
Have you ever felt like that no matter what you do or what you say it is always wrong.Thta has been my life for awhile now. I have been on Fubar before but it wasn't to come to find friends even though it got to over 2,000 of them at that time.I came on here for revenge of someone I met on here & eventually met in real life and he took me for one hell of a ride.I waited for awhile & I just couldn't get over the severity of what he had done to me.He got me pregnant knowing I had not been with anyone for a long time and the ending result was I lost my twins,So I made a fake profile with fake pictures and went after him,it did work to a degree but the ending result is that I did it for so long & lived this life as another person,that it affected who I was.In the process of all of this I met a wonderful man & I didn't know how to tell him in the beginning it really wasn't me.I made several attempts but I just couldn't.Then one day I couldn't take it any longer & I came clean.The kicker is