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Hello All
Hope you are having a good Saturday! Snowed here a little last night. Just a dusting, but Ginger is thrilled. That's my snowdoggie! She has already been trying to eat all the snow. Of course Bear has been helping. I need to get some coffee now. Have a great weekend!

Hello Family Members!
To better facilitate things...we are switching the Family Meetings to Sundays at 10pm...hopefully this will help with a stronger turnout....also our contest is a success...it having ended at last Saturday at 10pm...we have noticed a few people that continued voting,but those do not count because it was after the contest had ended,BUT they will be be generously compensated for their time and effort...sorry for the mix up..it was our first contest..and we plan to be firing on all cylinders for the next..thanks to all that have participated...see you Sunday at the Meeting....Later!

Update 12/8/07 On My Daughter London
I went and picked up London from the hospital the other day. She is doing wonderfully. I was shocked when I saw the actual wound that she has from the surgery. It is about 18 inches long and goes from the middle of her abdomen along her hip horizontally all the way to her back. They put in 37 staples and probably about that many stitches. She can't move much or very well but that will get better with time. It is good to have her home. Again I thank all those for you support, prayers and thoughts during her recovery. What a blessing you have all been for me and my daughters. I know I have said it before but thank you thank you thank you. A few weeks and she will be having her stitches out, actually the day after Christmas. I may not have any money to get my family gifts for Christmas with all the trips to the hospital but I am sure that this will be a very special Christmas for us regardless. Because my daughter has hope again and I have both my girls at home with me. Family together fo

Why Is It So Hard
Here i sit with this thing in my head. About this girl that i like. She don't know it i don't think i could tell her ether. Why is it so hard to do so i ask my self every night! I stay awak thinking of her wishing that i could do so thin when i see her i freeza up what is it with me? I guess i will never know she is so cool and very pritty she is like a angil to me i do think she knows that i like her but she will never hear it frum me.

Damn Glad To Meet Ya!
Today's Horrorscope: You're in exactly the right mental state to meet -- and impress the heck out of -- new people. Go out of your way to network or just to say hello to strangers, because you never know who will turn out to be interesting.

Gkitten In Da House!
My awesome friend Thomas made me this poem! Haha thought it soo rawked and brought big smiles to my face so I had to share!!! Thank you!! "Every body Pauses and stares at me Da Gkitten is gone as you can see I don't know just who to blame for this catastrophe! But my one wish on Christmas Eve is as plain as it can be! All I want for Christmas is da Gkitten, da Gkitten, see da Gkitten! Gee, if I could only have da Gkitten, then I could wish you "Merry Christmas." It seems so long since I could say, "dat Gkitten in da house yo!" Gosh oh gee, how happy I'd be, if I could hug dat Gkitten. All I want for Christmas is da Gkitten, da GKitten, see da Gkitten. Gee, if I could only have da Gkitten, then I could wish you "Merry Christmas!"" By: Thomas aka Sefier check him out and show him lots of love! Sefier@ fubar

Plz Read
i just got this from a friend its happening in the uk for sure but dont know about the usa. Latest scam This one is pretty slick since they provide Y O U with all the information, except the one piece they want. Note, the callers do not ask for your card number; they already have it. This information is worth reading. By understanding how the VISA & MasterCard Telephone Credit Card Scam works, you'll be better prepared to protect yourself. One of our employees was called on Wednesday from "VISA", and I was called on Thursday from "MasterCard". The scam works like this: Person calling says, "This is (name), and I'm calling from the Security and Fraud Department at VISA. My badge number is 12460. Your card has been flagged for an unusual purchase pattern, and I'm calling to verify. This would be on your VISA card which was issued by (name of bank) did you purchase an Anti-Telemarketing Device for £497.99 from a Marketing company based in London?" When you say "No", the cal

Thought For The Day Saturday 12/08/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Into the night I cast myself, my love and all my tears. A precious few see me drift along and take my hand to pull me in. Those who see what I truly am, it is they who reach out to embrace me with an unrelenting grasp. Those few see deep inside, and they cherish what they see, as if it possessed some worth. It is they, who reach out to hold what it inside and they refuse to release it. Peace comes from them, from within hearts of purest love and truest devotion. Without them, I falter and I am laid upon the ground. Without them, I no longer exist. Without them, there is little to love in this man. It is what they are, which makes me whole. Without them, I am alone." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Please Leave Sum Luv
I am gone to work and need some serious help. I am in 4th place right now. I need to keep at least 5th to win a happy hour. Please if you can help i am giving out gifts and fubucks. Please read other blogs for details on that. Thanks so much. Lots of love and thanks to everyone that has helped so far you all rock! So cum bomb my pic here please :)

Worthy Love?
My love is so near but he feels so far I fear this love is pointless But, something strong says it's not. Is he really worth fighting for? Is he really worth prayin for? I'm so confused I don't wanna make the wrong decision I love him so much I don't know what to do he wont accept me, he loves me I can tell But, he's too afraid to say It's so hard for the both of us, especially with everything that gets in the way. It's not as easy as I thought it would be what should I do? what should I say? There's nothing else in me that will prove my love for Him!

An Interesting Read
Dear Children, It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks are taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't actually born during this time of the year and that it was some of your predecessors who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most easily understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your own. I don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth, just GET ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. Now, having said that let Me go on. If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a scene depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santas and snowmen and put in a small Nativity scene on your own front lawn. If all My followers did that there wouldn't be any need for such a s

A Higher Perspective
OK so i said i was going to try to do this daily but this just so fits me and my life lately so couldn't wait lol A higher perspective What troubles you is mostly trivial when viewed from the great perspective of all that is. Yet those troubles can feel much bigger when you look at them from the viewpoint of your self-imposed limitations. Your ego will seek to convince you that nothing beyond you matters. Such thinking will keep you trapped in a prison of your own making. Let go of the need to prove what you're worth. And you'll realize how uniquely valuable you already and always are. As long as you remain on the same level as the obstacles in your life, those obstacles will prevent you from making progress. Yet from a higher perspective you'll discover many ways to get beyond them. If you're confounded by some particular situation, step back and remind yourself, in your own way, of how truly beautiful and magnificent life can be. Feel yourself rising above the limita

What ''
a little boy hurt his finger and ran into the house to show his mother.. oh she said ''let me get a band-aid for that ''no cried the boy ''cider !cider? the mother asked '' what on earth do you need cider for?''because ''he explained ''sis says whever she gets a prick in her hand ''she likes to put it in cider

You Might Be A Redneck.roflmfao
"You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. ! 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay your car will hol

Help Her Plz
SORRY ALL BUT MY GIRL HERE NEEDS ALOT OF LOVE RIGHT NOW.... SHES AWESOME AND SHOWS ALOT OF OTHER PPL LOVE SO CAN WE RETURN IT TO HER? SHES IN HER FIRST CONTEST AND WOULD REALLY LIKE TO SEE HER WIN GO BOMB HER AND COME LET ME KNOW AND I WILL RETURN IT TOO YOU LIBERATED SPICE

Do I Really Know
Do I even know what love is have I ever really felt it? or did I just think I did was it just infatuation or was it just being so use to them you thought it was love is love supposed to make you sick of them? it should not be a bad thing you should want more of them, like a good drug, not a bad medicine how do I know if what I’m feeling is love, and stick with it or should I just forget and move on to find it how do I even know? what is the right thing to do? I thought it was love, I even said “I love you” but look at me now I am lonely and scared and I have broken a few hearts because of this fear of not knowing I look at her and try to predict if she is the one then once we get closer, I get scared and run away then I think could she have been the one the one I could have fallen deeply in love with but then do I even know what love is to give it to her I hate not knowing will I ever really know how to give it? how to receive it how to s

Le Sigh
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Call Me When You're Sober" Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. D

Once Again
once again it has started a new feeling a new person do I want to start this all over again is it just a waste of my time is it just going to give me more heart ache and confusion or maybe this is what I have been waiting for I just don’t know if I can do this--once again I like feeling the feeling that she really cares and I do with her but once again I just may be smitten by her I can’t keep on making these mistakes I am braking to many hearts than I can handle but she has every good thing the way she thinks the way she smiles the way she holds me so tight and close for the whole night but here I go once again do any of these qualities differ from the rest are they unique in this one person I think once again I will take the risk I hope in the end I will succeed in my quest to find true love Or do i do as before and before and before and run cursing my own heart

People.
Last night i thought i'd be nice and comment on some people's pages and what do i get in return NOTHING not even a lousy ten. What good does it do to be nice to people if they won't even be nice enough to return the favor. FUCK THEM ALL let them go some where else to get their fucking points.

Unfished1
Darkness is my best friend, the only voices that speak to me are in my head. Lonliness is an often vistor. Love taunts me, deep inside it festers. screaming voices, through the night they crawl. echoed illusions return the eternal brawls. How could you fuck with my head? 10 yrs later, still wishing to be dead. Standing still caused me to perish you created this, how can you bare it? All the shit you put me through, can't believe I still love you** (** a potential piece) This song is/going to be about all the hell that my mom put me through growing up and how it has affected me still years later. All the unanswered questions asked can somewhat be perceived through these lyrics, well atleast I think.

Goodbye
Ok, this is it for me. I will be cancelling my account tonight. This site is so disappointing to me. I have tried my very best to get to know people here, but all anybody wants to do is involve themselves in sexual innuendo, drama, and petty jealousy. As far as I am concerned no one knows the meaning of the words "decent conversation, save the three people in my family. I have the utmost respect for them. I have rated endless profiles, pics, stashes, and blogs. And only a fraction of those people have bothered to rate me back. And that is only to rate my profile, nothing else. This is one big popularity contest and it sickens me. This is not the way adults are supposed to act. If any of my "friends" care, I will be at christianleblanc@live.com

Emotion Test
Don't cheat. It's pretty good , see how close it comes. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. > > > > > > 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? > > > > 2. Your first initial? > > > > 3. Your month of birth? > > > > 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? > > > > 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. > > > > 6. Your favorite number? > > > > 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? > > > > 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? > > > > 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). > > > > > > When yo u're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Answers > > > >

A Bitch Is Fucking With Me
Oh guys! I'm fuming... This is a work related issue I would like to hear what you all think about this. In My daily office work I have to call to a Government office many times a day because it is part of My job, I have a very good relationship with the Boss in that office and he help Me a lot with the things I have to do. His secretary is a plain and simple Bitch!, she has had problems with basically everyone in that office and other people, she is just a grumpy old woman and nobody likes her. Since she is the one who answers the phone, I get to talk to her many times a day, I just simply ask for the boss and she will transfer the calls... many times she leaves Me on hold for too long until I hang up (I think she does this on purpose) anyway, I don't say anything else to her other than just ask for the guy. Yesterday, I went out with My boss to deal with some customer and we needed to talk to the Boss of that other office I'm telling you about, in regards of the situation.

Member In Contest
ok our first test is here we have a family member in a contest. lets get out there and show everyone what we are about and show this member some love and what it means to be a member of Mystic Warriors Tribe

A Solider's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR

What Is A Slave
I have just looked at another slaves blog and was very impressed because she is right. We as slaves do not have to defend ourselves to others who don't nderstand.I too am a slave and am very proud of it.I am not ashamed of saying who I am and what I am.I love pleasing and serving my Master.Which I have to say that I have had to find me another Master for which I have found one. If there is anyone on here that doesn't like who I am or what I am thats ok.I respect those who are Masters and slaves and anyone else who may be in the BDSM lifestyle.I am not afraid to talk about it if someone wishes to know.but I don't go around and tell it.I am proud of who I am.A slave is who and what I am.If there are any slaves who with their Masters permission would let them speak to me that would be great.Anyone who would like to be a friend I welcome that.I love the lifestyle that i'm in and will never leave it.I am happy in it. slaveMasters_diamond

Poem #7
Tree I think that I shall never see, A poem as lovely as a tree. A tree who's hungry mouth is pressed, Against the earth's sweet flowing breast. A tree that looks at the Godess all day' And lifts her leafy arms to pray. A tree that may in summer wear, A nest of robins in her hair. Upon whose bosom, snow has lain, Who intamitely lives with the rain. Poems are made by fools like me, But only the Goddess can make a tree. By: Addon

My Thoughts
Hey All!!! You know I'm new to this, but I'm not new to the world lol I was under the understanding that people were free to have an opinion. I'm guessing that doesn't apply here. I was a memeber of this lounge and no I won't mention it. Anyways, we were all chatting and having a good time and all of a sudden I happen to say that Canada was better and I did lol after it, but the owner said I was being rude actually he used some colourful language with it and basically said "you people". Ok...ya you know that's not being rude to be proud of where you are from. Everyone does it. I mean good lord Amerians do it all the time. I was going to unsubscribe to that lounge and found out that I was banned from it. Well, ya know it's no great loss for me. I mean if that owner doesn't feel that anyone should have an opinion besides him then that's his choice. I just find that people on here can be very closed minded sometimes and they tend to ban people from lounges for the stupidest reasons an

How To Stay Young!
We all need to read this one over and over until it becomes part of who we are! HOW TO STAY YOUNG! 1. Try everything twice. On Madam's tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice ... loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatev

How Did I Do On Those Resolutions
This week is the last week on classes and next week is finals so lets see how well I did. 1. Quit smoking cigarettes for good. (okay okay... this one should be relatively easy. As long as my friends don't offer me any when I am hanging out and I just gave my last pack to a friend who needed them.) ....ummmmm.....I quit and only smoke when highly stressed. So not completely smoke free. But I am quiting after this pack of cigars is done. 2. Get in shape. (from my pictures I know I look like a skinny girl, but I am not toned like I used to be. So I am not getting in shape to lose weight, but in fact to tone up.) ...towards the beginning of the semester I was doing good. haven't been to the gym since October. Bad Amanda 3. Pay off credit card debt. (I have a bad shopping habit...*hides bags from the mall trip today*, but I can't help it. It is addicting.) ...I am sure the new credit cards I got aren't helping. But will soon have most of the them paid off. 4. Sav

The Jerry Springer Show
He can't seem to take the word NO to heart. He called me all the time when I lived in NY to go on his show. Considering who he is and what I am I didn't think it was a good thing. LOL Now he finds me in New Orleans. Amazing huh? He would surely taste my whip before the show was over. LOL And again I said no, why would I go on a show I know he is going to try and bastardize my lifestyle on? Now when Howard Stern called I did think about it very hard. Muah All The Goddess

I Couldn't Resist
I have my first ummm idiot in shout... I could not resist sharing with you guys. (Don't forget to start from the bottom. Some people actually have to be reminded. GREG) ->!Naturtas: it's quite all right. hi wife! thanx for the invite, but i don't visit W V, nor would i ever attend a ho ball (whatever that is) seeing as how i'm not a ho. have a great one. WVPimpdadd...: darlin we host the party.....it's for invited guests and their friends....she's sitting here beside me right now....we were looking at your profile and thought maybe u wuld be interested in receiving an invitation to come and bring ya friends, but if ya not interested we're sry we bothered ya ->!Naturtas: then why wouldn't you invite her? seeing as how you don't know me, never seen me, etc? WVPimpdadd...: wife's job moved us here...she makes too much money to give it up ->!Naturtas: why would you move to W V? No offense, but... WVPimpdadd...: my cousin?? i'm not related to noone over here...we moved here from V

One Of My Personal Favorites
The tears you've cried The lies they lied Those angry hands Poor excuse for a man Can't turn back time There's no rewind You try to deal Don't want to feel You'd rather be numb Easier said than done Tried so hard To define who you are Breaking thier mold Taking control To succeed is to try Don't be denied A life on your terms Dare to be heard Learn to rely On those that won't hide Don't dispose Those that bestow A haven of rest Count yourself blessed For those by your side Let them provide Thier love and support It's what friends are for Let them be there Allow them to care They understand pain And the scars that remain So be strong Keep keeping on Every mountain you climb One day at a time

Tomorrow Is Not Promised
Tomorrow is Not Promised Sometimes people come into your life And you know right away that they are meant to be there They serve some sort of purpose, Or help figure out who you are And who you want to become You never know who these people may be; Your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger Who, when you lock eyes with them You know at that very moment that they will affect your life In some profound way And sometimes things happen to you And at the time they seem painful and unfair, But in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles You would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart Everything happens for a reason, Nothing happens by chance Or by means of good or bad luck Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity All occur to test the limits of your soul Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships Life would be like a s

I'm Feeling Rather Pathetic..
I have to be the most pathetic person in the world. I need to face the facts. I'm a total princess. I am starved for attention and in need of constant approval. If I am left to myself I quickly become bored. My favorite way to spend my time is by making myself the center of the universe - and I prefer to do this by pleasing other people. Hence, I have recently realized this whole slave revelation. Sounds completely pathetic. Spending my life doing nothing but waiting on any request from my Master. But this is what I do, this is who I want to be. I find it challenging to learn the patience and steadfastness to wait on someone. Why? How could this be a challenge?? It's very basic to understand. You see, if I'm just waiting, I could be forgotten. I am no longer the center of attention if i am no more than standing in a corner. It kills me. So, keep this in mind as my friend, ok? Don't ignore me. Just say hi and let me know you still think of me.

Entry 3
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her tha

My Diary
Hi there! I was looking through boxes of stuff that ive accumulated over the years, looking for better crap to sell on Ebay. So i happened across my diary, or the last diary. i opened it to the last page bookmarked with my lime green and black Darth Vader bookmark; and here was what it said: "Dear Diary... Today, I thought about it, and I really dont give a fuck, anymore!" (end of diary)

Bored Rant
I finally had a night off last night up here at school. The thing is, I've watched all my movies and played the video games to death and only 1 friend still lives up here. So I went out to this thing the school has called "Late Night at Penn State" where you can go and do shit that doesn't involve drinking. Well, after about 15 minutes of being there I found myself wanting a beer for the first time in over a year. You know its boring when you start pondering doing an activity that might kill you as an alternative. Tonight I find myself in the same predicament. When will this semester end? Damn it...

My Walk...
All the people I see All the people I meet The hands I shake The smiles I greet The friends I have The friends I've had The family here The family gone Whether it's one step or Twenty The start of the day or the end of the Night The result is the same... I WALK ALONE.

Bombing People
When people ask if you can bomb me or my friend it would be nice if the person you bombed showed alittle appreciation..I know you can't go and bomb everyone that left you comments but you sure can say thanks or cool or whatever...I know I try ---anyway just voicing comments..

Uh Football 2007 Champs Bcs
By Stephen Tsai HawaiiWarriorBeat.Com Editor Hawai'i slotback Ryan Grice-Mullins lunges for the end zone, taking Washington safety Mesphin Forrester with him to complete a 5-yard touchdown reception that broke a 28-28 tie with 44 seconds left. BRUCE ASATO | The Honolulu Advertiser Only a post-game celebration could contain Jason Rivers, foreground, and Colt Brennan, who combined for four touchdowns. JOAQUIN SIOPACK | The Honolulu Advertiser Quarterback Colt Brennan meets the press while fans celebrate on the Aloha Stadium turf following the victory over Washington. JOAQUIN SIOPACK | The Honolulu Advertiser "These guys are so special. They play for each other." COLT BRENNAN | University of Hawai'i quarterback "Me being a senior, I wanted to do something special." JASON RIVERS | University of Hawai'i wide receiver RELATED NEWS FROM THE WEB Latest headlines by topic: • Sports

Heartbroken
today was a very hard day for me. i went to my paw paw's house with my lil sister and her bf johnny. we all went over there to put up my paw's christmas tree. this is the home of my grandma who passed away earlier this year. it was a very emotional day. i was so glad that my son was there to help lighten the mood. i am not looking forward to christmas this year. it's gonna be so hard without my grandma and my ex. i have so many houghts going through my mind right now. i want to talk to someone about them..but i am just scared that i will only upset my family. i miss my grandma so much..she was my angel..my heart..and the one person that i knew i could never let down. she made me feel so special and she was always so proud of me. i cry all the time at the possibilty that i have let her down with some of the mistakes i've made. i want so bad to see her..hug her..and just ask her advice. i feel so alone right now. i just want a friend to talk to about things and hug me and make it all bet

Drunk Driving
A newspaper in St. Mary's, Maryland is offering a free coffin to the first person to kill themselves in a drunk driving accident over the holiday season. The editor's brother was killed by a drunk driver in 1975 and has been crusading against drunk driving ever since. It's a compelling message, though we wonder how effective it's going to be. Though we do hear Tony La Russa is an early favorite. Reading the guy's newspaper (St. Mary's Today) makes use wonder if he isn't a bit off. That being said, I'm sure most of us have lost people we cared about to drunk driving and hope that no one has to claim the prize

Tortured
Tortured, suffering, living in pain Haunted by my past I write a letter to my family and friends And for unknown reasons I begin to laugh I Thought I was alone and uncared for My heavens a sigh of grief Tears flow freely from my eyes I seek to find relief. Into my room I silently went My parents not to wake Takes the revolver from my drawer My hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house My parents run in dread For on the floor with a gun at his side In a pile of blood their son lay dead.

About Me :)
Hey everyone :) My name is Roberta, I'm 21 years old and I live in Florida. I moved here from New Jersey when I was 18 years old. I'm not sure it's the best decision I ever made, but I really didn't have much choice in the matter at the time. For any of you who have moved to the south from up North I know all of yous noticed something that I immediately did. The majority of people who live in Florida, are the biggest group of fake assholes that have ever lived!! No joke...It's worse the L.A. down here...I feel like, I'm living my own version of "Laguna beach" or "The Hills". It's really quite amazing. That's one of my biggest pet-peeves about people...Is it really so hard to be honest? I don't think it is, I'm a brutally honest woman...Even if what I think about you is not really nice, I'll probably tell you. But I always give everyone a chance and I don't judge right off the bat. I'm recently single and I just went through a really bad break-up with a boyfriend that I ca

Gonna Get Yah
If you think you are a player and you are playin all these woman/men in your lives you are stupid. All I have to say is Karma is a bitch. Step up and be real stop playing foolish games I am making a living out of catching cheaters and players so I am gonna get yah LOL (joking) but seriously come on people why try and be a player?

Do You Even Care?
I just don't know how to feel, If I should just give up, Store away all emotion And chalk it up as never meant to be. I put away what I feel And try to forget you. But then you smile at me, Or brush against me, And I fall in love all over again. Then you'll forget me For awhile, pretend I'm not there. I cry and wonder, Do you even care at all?

12/06/07
While others lay down thier heads, Dream holiday dreams Of presents and christmas white kisses. I lay down and dream of sanity. The energy to move on normally. The relief of this pain that wrecks my body and seeps into my soul. The only light in my life comes and goes. I know its always there, And heaven knows I always want to see it. But sometimes I am blind to its sight and numb to its heat. When I make it disappear my heart skips a beat. Seems to love to hide during this season. Im always going crazy without any reason. Wake up dear lovers, To cinnamon kisses. I wake up to my delusional reality. The holidays are a happy season. But they never give me any more reason to leave my bed. 12/06/07

My Band
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Do You Have The Balls
1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007? Im not the kind of girl to kiss and tell lol 2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, xanax, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these how many have you tried? IDK? 3. Ever been cheated on? Duh lol 4. Have you ever paid for sex? Hell no. 5. Ever been married? No 6. Ever been divorced? If i was married i would be divorced lol 7. If you had to pick one, what’s your favorite position? Girl on top 8. Do you own any guns? No 9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? No 10. Ever been in rehab? No 11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? No 12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? Plead the 5th 13. Truthfully… size matters? Its all in the motion. Gotta have groove. 14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? NO 15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with? Angelina Jolie 16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? no 17. H

Contest Results
The contest rates have been tallied. The winners are: 1st place is Shaz with 127 votes 2nd place is Punkin with 84 votes 3rd place is Urdreamcometrue with 67 votes Thanks to all of my beautiful friends for being in this contest.

True Love Diez (my Lil Sis Wrote This)
how come true love can never be..and the truth is somthing u never see..the liez progress and the pain grows strong..when eventualy the pain starts to feel as if it isnt so wrong..life goes on and lovers die..true love is not around and heartbreaks never seem to die..broken promises never fade and nothing is left in the end u see..is r love important to u..or jus to me..hiding the truth is painful .......and fake..learn from ya past and dont make the same mistake. tell the truth and never lie..because u can never go back when true love seemz to die

Love Me Or Hate Me
Yep, that's my subject for the night. Love me, or hate me. Thats all you have to do. Its almost Christmas time, its also almost my birthday. Love me, or hate me. I really don't care what you think of me or of my looks, love me, or hate me. Christmas is the time for love, sharing and caring. Love me, or hate me. You can choose to rate all, pics and stashes, I don't care much anymore, it no longer matters how many you know on here, I can love you or hate you, but, I chose to love my friends on here, no matter the price paid, bought, fought or even a thought. So, as for me, you can either love me, or hate me. No matter to me. You can love me for rating or not rating, you can hate me for not rating or for rating, it no longer matters. What matters to me right now is the spirit of Christmas, I wont get religious on anyone, dont want haters, but when it comes down to it, our heavenly Father jesus, he is the reason for the season, so, You can love me, or hate me.

Not Suppose To
Im not suppose to love you, im not suppose to care, im not suppse to live my life wishing you were there. im not suppose to wonder where you are or what you do..im sorry i cant help myself cause im in love with you

Her Forgotten Fall ( My Lil Sis Wrote This)
A love like winter frozen and cold, a love like summer so warm and it shows. He hit her and beat her, she fell to the ground, there love was as frozen as if winters around. She wishes to find a love that seems like fall, so perfect and clean it fits right between. Summer so hot and winter so cold, the fall breez is solf and wont ever unfold. So far now her heart is an icebox, so frozen and cracked, will her fall breeze return? will it ever come back? She weeps as much as a raint fall on an april day, and her pain grows like the flowers that bloom in may. But as she fell and gave up a figure apeard and returned her loss breath. His touch was as warm as a sunrise in august, and his kiss was as full as the month of octobers great harvest. Her fall had returned once again, no more snow or the feeling of her heart so cold and frozen. The breeze in the air and the leaves falling down, reminded her that finaly..fall was around?

Unsure
when i was in my darkest hour and struggled in that path of ours i gave up the hope in the far distance you see but i dont want to be ungreatful it seems. You try to help me when all i do is ask, but still is unhappy to fulfill my task, Ill pray and ill beg for a happy life,then why cant i stop or put down that sharp knife. the pain is a confirt but i want it to go away, my life is like a world that is dark everyday. hoping to find a light come by my soul feeling that i cant stop and go on anymore. crying has stopped but cutting has grown on my fingertips is the blood thats been poored getting over the past isnt easy as it seems especially the life i pretended to lead§.

Self Worth
A well known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20 bill. In the room of 200 people he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I'm going to give this to one of you, but first let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the bill up. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still, hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "what if I do this?" He dropped the bill on the ground and started to grind it with his shoe. He picked it up, now all crumpled AND dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still, hands went into the air. "My friends, you all have learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it, because it did not decrease in value. It is still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make, others make, and the circumstances that come our way. We feel that we are worthless. But, no matter what has happened or what will ha

Never Forgotten
listen touch visualize smell taste your senses listen to a heartbeat touch smooth skin visualize the words smell the gin taste life memories linger Iraq, broken homes, empty glasses jaded in stature silver in color flushed cheeks cold lips never forgotten always denied

Mixed Emotions
Am I being placed in a role? Forced into a game I'm not willing to play I'm receiving mixed signals, mixed emotions Gentle and rough, strong and weak, calm and angry I'm trapped between heaven and hell, pleasure and pain I just can't read between the lines Maybe I'm just not strong enough for this These cavalier ideas of right and wrong You didn't find your way into my heart But how do I now get you out of my head? How can I just walk away, lesson learned?

Why
Hey Recently i've been going through alot in my life. I've got a lot of people that I think are my friends, that really aren't I don't think. I feel alone and wish I had more friends to hang out with. I've recently been bitchy at alot of people. I'm sorry. listen if you read this and you are on my friends list and I talk to you its just a friendly hi how are you doing? if you dont wanna talk to me when I shout out at ya. delete me from your profile. I bet in the end I wont have many people on it. Well ok. Bye

True South Carolina Ghost Story
This happened about a month ago just outside a little town in the low country of South Carolina, and while it sounds like an Alfred Hitchcock tale, it's real. This guy was on the side of the road hitchhiking on a really dark night in the middle of a thunder storm. Time passed slowly and no cars went by. It was raining so hard he could hardly see his hand in front of his face. Suddenly he saw a car moving slowly, approaching and appearing ghostlike in the rain. It slowly crept toward him and stopped. Wanting a ride really bad, the guy jumped in the car and closed the door, only then did he realize that there was nobody behind the wheel. The car slowly started moving and the guy was terrified, too scared to think of jumping out and running. The guy saw that the car was slowly approaching a sharp curve, still too scared to jump out, he started to pray and begging for his life; he was sure the ghost car would go off the road and in the marsh and he would surely drown, when

Wtf
it says create your first blog I thought this was my second and whats more I can afford shit I only got 90 fuckbucks. WTF what jip is there anyone that can tell me(no I wont go to help) I dont like help from owners and I stay away from authority figures tooo that anyone can tell me wtf is a fan or ok imm pissed

Purple Smoke Is A Failure.
PurpleSmoke failed as a hair color, did not cover evenlly and has a grey look to it. I *might* snap a pic of it, but likely will just go to the store and see what other color they have that i can color over this with. gr. i dont have time to fuck with this shit but i dont have much of a choice.

Pimp List
just want to say some special thanks to these awesome members who help me so hard to level up yesterday I hope i've forgotten nobody if yes tell it to me, my bar tab doesn't work correctly since a few days thx and hugs to all buttafli kisses@ fubar Denno666666@ fubar blue eye devil enforcer of fire and ice leveling crew@ fubar Sunsetbeauty~ Founder of Fire and Ice Crew@ fubar MrsVain ~~~Member of Fire and Ice!!!~~~~@ fubar Billy*Fire and Ice Punisher*@ fubar Txkitten83~Owner of Fire & Ice~ Asst. Mgr. of Fire & Ice Leveling Family~@ fubar nice_girl_4_now@ fubar ~*~N_B_K~*~BADBOY~4~life~co/founder of Fire and Ice Crew~*~@ fubar ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ Co-Founder of Total Chaos Leveling Crew@ fubar Fireant

Sts-122 Atlantis Tanking Underway. Eco Sensors Coming Online.
STS-122 Atlantis Tanking Underway. ECO Sensors are coming online. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 9 - 6:52 a.m. EST All four of Atlantis' ECO sensors have to work for launch to proceed. Until now, only three good sensors were required. A new instrumentation system for monitoring these Sensors also has to check out well. What's more, NASA has shrunk its launch window from five minutes to a single minute for added safety. 6:57 a.m. LH2 ECO sensor #3 has failed. According to the new launch criteria, this is a terminal launch violation. NASA will continue the fueling process for the shuttle Atlantis’ external tank, with troubleshooting on tap to study a fuel tank sensor glitch similar to that which prevented launch last week. “So far, an official scrub today has not been declared,” said NASA commentator George Diller. “Before we offi

My Darling
I sit in peaceful harmony... 'neath a gum tree,tall and grand... The wind plays gently with my hair.. as my toes play in the sand.. The trickling of the little stream... as it flows across the rocks.. makes my mind drift off to dream.. As if time stands still or stops. My mind goes to a time long passed.. To a place I'll not forget... To him...the only man I have loved, Of when he and I first met. I was young and foolish..barely grown.. my heart still in my hands... A man came to my parents place... And I thought.."Oh what a man!" He was working for my father.. on a station way out west... Lots of men had come and gone... but this one passed my test. When he smiled his face became so bright.. His eyes shone dark and warm... I felt when I was by his side.. I'd never come to harm. He made me laugh and made me cry... In the time that he was there... I gave him my heart I don't know why.. And he gave me love and care. We married when I turned 18,

To My Best Friend
I will always be there for you, and I hope you will be there for me too, for our friendship can never be broken, I will remain loyal through all the good and the bad, and in the end we will be glad, because without you I am nothing, as you are nothing without me, we fill the space a lover couldn't fill, for we hold each others secrets that we would never spill, and the day you're gone, part of me goes too, because I wouldn't want to be here with out you, Best friends forever you and me, nothing could ever change that; it's destiny!

Ice Storm
I was awaken this morning by a huge crash, not knowing what it was at the time I took a few minutes before I checked on the sound. I look out my window and 1/2 of a tree was on my shed then 20 min later another section of the tree came down but this time on my home. Kinda freaky just needed to let it out, Thanks for stopping.

Sugar Coated Pecans
Sugar Coated Pecans Yields: 12 servings "These slow-roasted whole pecans coated in an egg white and sugar glaze spiced with cinnamon make a wonderful snack for any occasion." INGREDIENTS: 1 egg white 1 tablespoon water 1 pound pecan halves 1 cup white sugar 3/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon DIRECTIONS: 1. Preheat oven to 250 degrees F (120 degrees C). Grease one baking sheet. 2. In a mixing bowl, whip together the egg white and water until frothy. In a separate bowl, mix together sugar, salt, and cinnamon. 3. Add pecans to egg whites, stir to coat the nuts evenly. Remove the nuts, and toss them in the sugar mixture until coated. Spread the nuts out on the prepared baking sheet. 4. Bake at 250 degrees F (120 degrees C) for 1 hour. Stir every 15 minutes.

Just For Me
I want something that's real. Not for the moment,but will last. Someone sweet & understanding. Someone I can feel completely comfortable around & can not get enough of me. Someone that smiles just at the sight of me. Someone who makes me feel special & means it. Some who makes me laugh constantly & makes me smile non-stop. The one I can talk to for hours & never get tired of. Someone who makes me feel the feelings I have never felt before. The one I can actually trust. The type of guy that cares for me as much as I do for him. Maybe even more. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I didn't write it but it's exactly how I feel.

Thank You
I wanted to take this time to thank all my friends for their show of love and support during the recent death of my husband. Your thoughts and well wishes were greatly appreciated. Much love from ~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke@ fubar

Fake Profile....its Really A Dude Trying To Get Hhs And Blast ..where Are All The Bouncers (not From Me)
Ok we all know I speak the truth an I cant stand a fuckin liar..... so here it goes. I recently found out that someone on here was posing as a women to get you guys to buy them HH's Blast's Vip's an Ticker's.A lot of you are falling for it so Im posting the proof I have... Its a chance Im willing to take.....There is some stupid shit in here but if you read it all you will see what im talkin about...... chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:31 PM): hey Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:36 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:40 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:43 PM): what did i do Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:48 PM): nothing at all Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:53 PM): im just in a bad mood Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:56 PM): sorry chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:00 PM): whats wrong hun Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:13 PM): nothing really chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:26 PM): i remade the profile Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:35 PM): what profile chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:40 PM): the crystal one Christine

Heart Broken
I think its safe to say that I'm not going to get want I want. I mean I tried my hardest to do what was needed to obtain what I wanted and as of last night, I've come to realize that my hardest wasn't good enough(My Heart Aches). My heart aches& My Soul shakes because of what I'm about to do. And after I do this the only thing I will be able to do after is turn and walk away.Even if it means putting my very being in a blender. But as it stands right now if I don't, I'll be a puppet to this game of Life. And thats one game where failure is not an option. So I guess the question is, should I stay or should I go. I don't want to go but the more I look at things the less room there is for any other option(so not what I'm wanting). The Spring and the Fall by Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892 - 1950) In the spring of the year, in the spring of the year, I walked the road beside my dear. The trees were black where the bark was wet. I see them yet,

Find Out
You have a Seductive Bedroom Personality! You are all about the classic seductive style. You can get almost anyone to hop into bed with you based on your charm alone. You are incredible at reading people and know just how to give everyone you sleep with a unique experience. 'What's your Bedroom Personality?' at QuizUniverse.com

Two Days Off!
As of right now...I have 2 hours to go...then I am off for 2 fucking days! Can we say hot damn? So what am I to do? I am gonna drink me some jack...relax...listen to some music...play some video games and maybe get on the cam...maybe. LOL Definitly will be playing with my "toys" and "buzzing" all nite long probaby! :) I had to work with Ashley. OMG! The past two days with her have been a nitemare. I have lost IQ points with her! LOL For example she said that she didnt kno how to spell bananas until gwen stefani came out with that one song. OMG! CALGON! LOL Yesterday after work, I went to see Michael's ferret. Its a cutie pie. Got to see Libbie and Leland. Got to tell Michael about my day from hell with working with someone with no brains. And she is a supervisor...ummm...yea....LOL. "For once, I want *ONE* man to prove to me that they are not all the same!" I saw that quote in this graphic website and it just had me thinking...again...danger danger! I was s

Gratitude
I just came back from an AA meeting and we talked about gratitude. I wanted to share a bit what I shared and learned... I am grateful of what is happening in my life. Yes, I cried, fought tooth & nail, blamed others, but I'm truly grateful it's all happening to me because if it wasn't, I probably woulda been dead. I am grateful that I relapsed and now have to start over being sober. I am grateful I now have an ulcer that almost put me in the hospital. No matter what tomorrow brings, I know Goddess has her hand on me and will take care of me. Am I scared? Hell yeah, but I know She will be there to help me, direct me, do whatever it takes to make me what She has me to be. I know if it's Her will, the people that are mad at me will come back into my life. It's not my decision, it's Her plan.

Christmas Card . , Beautiful
This is a beautiful Christmas Card . Please copy and paste the link if you would like to see it . I have no idea to make it visible here . Enjoy and Happy Holidays to all . Luv ya . Tom http://ecard.ashland.edu/index.php?ecardYear=2004adm

What Say?
A lady told me when I was younger that all men who liked Anal sex were guy or for liking it throught there. Personally I think It is bullshit but what do u say? Men liking Anal Makes them Gay? Or Bull Shit! I am sure I know what the men will say how bout Ladies what do u think?

Tuesday Dec 11... Being Admitted At 8;45 Am Texas Time
takes 2-3 hrs im told . I will be in hospital two or three days . Ill be home and soon as I can ,ill be back on line after I can sit some. Im Ok; God is with me .Im fine and Ty all my friends fo support and love . I just am so blessed to have all you here now .. Ill say prayers and be thinking all you too. Hugs diana

A Christmas Prayer
Christmas Prayer I said a Christmas prayer for you Because the season's near I didn't ask for riches But for gifts so much more dear. I asked for joyful gatherings With your family all around And for carols to inspire you With their old familiar sound. I asked for quiet moments In your heart on Christmas morn For a special time to celebrate The Savior who was born. I asked for friends to send their best That you might know they care I asked for peace and love and hope And I know God heard my prayer

New Supermarket
The new supermarket near our house has an automatic water mister to keep the produce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the sound of distant thunder and the smell of fresh rain. When you approach the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and the scent of fresh hay fills the air. When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle and the air is filled with the pleasing aroma of bacon and eggs frying. The veggie department features the smell of fresh buttered corn. I don't buy toilet paper there any more.

:(
So... last night I have a mild anxiety attack... I'm not really sure why, maybe school, maybe not. I had to take this medicine for it and I hate taking it. Today I feel so tired and withdrawn. I feel empty. I don't know if it's because it's what I really feel or if it's some kind of weird side effect. I dunno... I just don't feel well...

Someone Sent This To Me Too
Looked down on by the milky white blonde with hints of blue Glowing behind the bush of lashes covered in mascara. Long, fine hair flowing over a flawlessly shaped brow. From the 36 bust leading to the 24 waist zone With the tightness of a pack of 6. To the curve of the 36 hip down to the long, scarless legs Stemmed down to the 10 toes That completes this body of perfection. In who's eyes? In the eyes of the man who set forth This idealistic notion that white is right? Well I'll tell you that white is easily tainted Like the minds of the darker beings who believe his garbage Making them afraid to want the sensual chocolate covered female With the deep brown eyes, full lips and the kink in her hair Intimidated by the bust that exceeds expectations And the extra plumpness of her backside that makes her unique She works hard for less credit in a society That was against her from the beginning The ground she walks upon should be worshiped After

Respect
Respect, what is respect? The condition of being honored (esteemed or respected or well regarded); An attitude of admiration, An courteous expression (by word or deed) of esteem or regard; A feeling of friendship and esteem; Courteous regard for people's feelings. I realize that people have many reasons for what they do. Sometimes unintentional sometimes intentional. Many would say they are having fun on here. Many would say they were having fun until someone was disrespectful or having fun at their expense. It is very cool for people to talk about anything they like, that is one of our rights in this country. It isn't cool to be disrespectful to others. The sad thing is the disrespectful person is being disrespectful of them self as well. I often wonder why is it that so many males are disrespectful to women? Do they talk dirty to their Grandmothers, Mothers, Sisters, Aunts, Wife, Daughters or Granddaughters? Then why would they talk dirty to women they do not know

Please Read If Ur My Friend
Hello and welcome to FuBar, I'm just stopping by leaving you some love. You may find it bit confusing on here at first so if you need any help just ask. Enjoy and make loadsa new friends, but don't forget to add me as one because I just love new friends & fans. heres a tip for you incase you don't know already. people who rate 9 or less are classed as downraters/haters/losers. nobody likes them on FuBar, some members even send out a bulletin to all their friends telling them that they have been rated less than 10, then their friends go to the downraters profile, rate 1's then blocks them etc. so the moral is, even if you don't like what you see, either rate everything 10 to save any grief lol or just don't rate at all and move along. also people who fan you prefer to be fanned back by you in return. rating peoples profiles & pics,making friends & fanning people all helps you with points so you can level and do more things on here like add more photos and fan people.

All You Firefighters And All You That Love Them Come See Us
HEY ALL, I HAVE WRITTEN A FEW BLOGS ABOUT THE FIREFIGHTERS HALL AND MOST OF YOU ALL TELL ME THE SAME THING DONT CLOSE IT WE ALL LOVE IT!! WELL WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? I HAVE NOT SEEN ANYONE IN THERE IN OVER A WEEK I KNOW IM NOT HERE AS MUCH AS I USED TO BE BUT THAT'S CAUSE I AM WITH A GREAT MAN AND I STARTED WORKING SO I NEED HELP FROM ALL THE FF'S AND ALL OF YOU THAT CLAIM TO LOVE THEM AND THE HALL THAT JOHN AND I HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO KEEP GOING FOR THOSE WHO HAVE ASKED US TO COME SEE ME AND JOHN THANKS

People..
Recently I was reading some of the mumms that people post here on FUBAR. I find myself at a loss realizing how much value that grown adults place on the opinion of someone that they have never met outside of this site. If your self worth is so low that you have to try obtain the opinions of complete strangers that quite possibly aren't who they say they are, than you bigger issues at hand. Maybe you should look at your life a little closer and deal with your problems where they originate. Don't take what people say or heaven forbid, rate you as a value of what you are worth. For the most part, they don't even know who you are or what you truly are like as a person. So, how is their opinion even based on an educational guess?

This Is The Beginning Of A New Day
This is the beginning of a new day ...I have been given me this day To use as I will. I can waste it ... or use it for good, But what I do today is important Because I am exchanging A day of my life for it! When tomorrow comes, This day will be gone forever, Leaving in its place Something that I have traded for it. I want it to be gain ... and not loss; Good ... and not evil; Success and not failure; In order that I shall not regret The price that I have paid for it. I will try just for today, For you never fail ... Until you stop trying.

Photo Rates, Etc.
It does to check the Support blog and others occasionally; this was interesting... http://fubar.com/blog/2111/632295 Photos will now be re-rateable about once a week (not just a one-time event) to encourage people to re-visit their friends' galleries more often. What's going on now with people being able to see everyone's commenting and mumm behavior with rather more... transparency than previously, couldn't tell you if that's intentional or a coding bug, though...

Grin And Bare It!!!!
I'm grinning and baring it..Well like all other choices we really dont have much say in it..Just wish some of them werent made too fubar..Things go smoothly for a bit then there is always a kink in the play...WEll as always we choose too log on..So for me..I have my settings changes too only me..I dont get where they say i can change it too see all.So if anyone wants too do a screenshot for me..Would be greatful... As for me.I no longer see anything but what ya all do too me..So if you need my help in leveling i suggest a bulletin and link me too it..Best i can offer. Im on dial up so my things take me forever as it is..and well with this change...I guess i wont be doing too much of anything cause of the change..So you all who think we are complaining..Well you dont have too deal with it like some of us do. So before you say we are just whining... try it this way and see if you ask questions...

Whats With All The New Alerts?
i really dont care who comments on other people or votes on there muums or whatever, so why is it telling me when people do these things? is there a way i can turn it off so i only know when people comment on my stuff? this is a bit annoying...

Whispers
Your whispers echo in the wind They tell me what a fool I've been Your secrets dance before my eyes Thinking they are well disguised Dismal thinking of what could be Reality takes hold of me My hopes of what I wish to come Unravel slowly, they come undone The dream world that I've so carefully built Comes tumbling down with little guilt That you so easily my dreams destroy With the little effort that you employ Tell me is this a past time that you enjoy? To crush my dreams and hold me back To distract my attention, throw me off track It seems to me that your life's work Is to make me feel I'm of no worth You say that you love me And yet you ask me to be The things that you could never be And when I fall short of this unattainable goal You stand and you gloat with pleasure untold Tell me how can you be so bold To leave me broken once again. How can I have called you my best friend? Belle 11/01/07

Long Night...
I know I post this everytime I take my son home, but its starting to be a long night that is too quiet. Friday David was crying when I got him. His mom and stepdad had spent the last hour picking on him nonstop, somethign they freely admitted and found quite amusing. It took me almost an hour to get him to stop crying. What they picked on him about isn't important, but to keep dooinging it to the point of tears is just being cruel. It's why when he gets here he is so starved for love and attention. I just wish he was always here. Just have to stay positive and think of having him for Christmas. His mom doesn't want him at all Christmas Eve or Christmas Day again, so he will be with me. This past weekend was a good one for us. Only thing we did out of the ordinary was get the tree and put it up. Other than that, its just freetime to play and have fun.

Flood
Rain, rain on my face It hasn't stopped raining for days My world is a flood Slowly I become one with the mud But if I can't swim after forty days and my mind is crushed by the thrashing waves Lift me up so high that I cannot fall Lift me up Lift me up when I'm falling Lift me up I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up I need you to hold me Lift me up Keep me from drowning again Downpour on my soul Splashing in the ocean, I'm losing control Dark sky all around I can't feel my feet touching the ground Calm the storms that drench my eyes Dry the streams still flowing Cast down all the waves of sin And guilt that overthrow me Lift me up when I'm falling Lift me up I'm weak and I'm dying Lift me up I need you to hold me Lift me up Keep me from drowning again

How Do I Change It?
Is there a way to turn off what comments and mumms our friends do --- while at the same time, still being able to see when they update stash and pics to go rate? ALSO ---- Is there a way, to turn off showing the comments and mumms I do without turning off when I update my stash and photos?

I Don't Know.. I Hate Titles
If anyone ever said a kiss couldn't stop the world, They never knew you. All I've ever known of heaven and earth Could melt in the inky darkness of your eyes. My back to the wall, I was ready for anything, I was never prepared for the soul I've seen in your smile. I never expected all the evil of this world To fade away with your touch... damn

So True About Fubar
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Has Sometthing Changed Yet Again
HI All Was just wondering if i'm seeing things...but Why is everybodies business coming up on my bar tab? Have they changed things yet again...lol Oh anyway not that anyone will answer but hey just thought i'd ask? Doesnt anybody have privacy any more? Another rant from you know who!!!!!

Hi My Name Is Chris And I Sign Contracts Without Reading Them (july 2006)
The Marine Corps is a special kind of hate. I like being a marine. i like the experience, i like telling people about it, i like the history. but that's where the like ends, and the pure, unrelenting hatred begins. My "career" started because as a naive 18 year old, burned out from studying constantly at college, i wanted adventure. and where better than the marines to find it? so i went to the recruiter, who said that with my test scores being almost off the charts, i could do any job i wanted. so i wanted cryptologist, aka codebreaker. but that was filled up. then presidential duty. ok, i'll take that. but about 2 steps away from the bus to parris island, i was yanked out of line and told that because my recruiter fucked up, i had to go open contract. and so i learned the first rule of recruiting: "say whatever it takes to make the poor bastard sign the contract." so after the 3 grueling months at parris island, i am awarded the illustrious job of: MARINE MECHANIC.

My Feelins
This is about childeren and on how I feel. You read and hear about it all the time. The latest are these parents in California who left thier kids at home to go to Vegas. What is wrong with people like this? How can a parent (and I use this word losely) just leave thier childeren to fend for themselves? Then you have parents that decide to kill thier kids just to dispite thier former spouses. How can you just up and kill your child? They are supposed to be part of you, your pride and joy, a little person that you helped create. The greatest thing about babies, childeren and kids is that they have a purity, an innocents and if you feel down and out all you have to do is think about a time with a child and reflect on how pure thier smile and laughter are. I had the honor not so long ago the help a friend out with a bone marrow drive for his little girl. When I first met Hirstianna I could not believe this little girl had chronic myelogenous leukemia (CML) . She was so f

Sexy Eyes Contest
this girl was entered in the "Sexiest Eyes" contest it last 7 days and the most comments win please help her with comments if you dont want to its all good its just all in fun away just click on her pic and comment away just remember it last 7 days it ends saturday night

Hold Your Head High
sorrow is the one thing people hate to feel, as it enters the life of people it brings all down, the closer you feel to someone the worse it is on them. hold your head high a true friend will help, hold your head high you will be alright, thinking about times that make you feel great, thinking about the place that you love the most. look into the eyes of the loved ones, looking into the heart of someone that is a true friend. they are always by yourside showing you their love. hold your head high the loved ones will be there, hold your head high they will help you through it all, think about the family that loves you true, think about your true friends that is around you. love youself true and you'll make it far in life

For The Troops
Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Army Wifey To John~ Posted this and i wanted to share and pass this on What a great idea!! Please do this. It is a wonderful thing!!! Our troops do so much for us, we can at least take 2 minutes to let them know how much we appreciate our freedom. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is curren tly serving in Iraq You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them.

People And Their Insecurities.
I was rating pics today to try to get up to the next level on this goofy site and some of the people who I rated low (only one who gets a 10 from me is my future husband) decided to get pissy and rate me a 1. WHO CARES?!?!?!?!?! Like that's gonna bother me! There only a few opinion's that matter to me and only two of them are on this site. It's a popularity contest and I'm not in it people!!!! I wasn't popular in school and I liked it. I liked being left alone. It's part of my disorders. No one is attractive to everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!! You may get a kick out of lying to people but I don't. I tell it like it is. It's called honesty. If you think I'm a 1 then rate me a 1 for crying out loud! I don't really care. My man and the few friends I have in this world love me for who and what I am and that's all that matters to me. You wanna be my friend.....grow some balls and be honest with me.

Sex Wax
Pulling your arms, flapping you feet! Looking down the swells yours to keep. You raise your hand, carving a line. The ocean Roars, you smile deep inside. The waters blue as a glassy eye, you slip on in a tube you hide. Blasted out by a turning spit. Feeling free with your bodies so fit. Your face is blushed by a sunburning day. You dip your head under in a duck diving way. Headed back out you finaly say:(GOD BLESS THIS EARTH IN A MOTHERS EARTH WAY) Mixed Media, Nature, Foam - free computer desktop wallpaper.

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, I was really really good this year. Ok ... i was really good this year. Maybe i was just good this year. Ohh .. hell... i tried to be good this year. Damn it... I was downright naughty this year. Please dont leave coal in my stocking. Ok Santa,... i'm laying it all on the line... i was a rotten little bitch this year and i plan on being the same way next year. SO leave something under my tree or i'm telling mrs. claus about us in the closet. Thank you Santa. Have a safe trip and i hope the reindeer dont fart. Love AngelwithHornz

Lol..... Bull Shit
Nope I don't care about points or rates. Nope I don't wanna put up my picture....I'm bald and sick and don't want to be hounded about it. I'm trying to help a nice lady on here and If ya don't want to hear about her or the fact that she's making military Christmas ornaments for our guys and gals over there well then don't read this. If you think you can tell me what to do and then just say your joking...tough...I don't have time to play your stupidity. This load of BS brought to you by my day...Aren't you glad yours was better.

Privacy And New Bartab Feature
So, I don't know how many of you have noticed yet, I just did this morning, but now it shows up on bartab who your friends comment. I don't know about anyone else, but couldn't site features been enhanced with something better? As it is, I have my bartab setting to stuff for me only because it got hard to see the stuff for me with everyting scrolling by like all the stash and photo updates, then the friends of walking in. Now, not only do I get to see who you are commenting on but you get to see who I am commenting on. I don't comment much though, but wow, talk about all the stalking problems that will create. I don't know if everyone can do it, but I was able to turn that feature off. Funny thing is, the two choices were something like.. Sure.. fuggit I don't care Naaah I'm scared.. Peace out!

My Bitch Bout The New Feature
k well here it is... the new bar tab feature sux... yes i know we have the option of turning it off but then we don't get to see who has left us a profile comment or which of our friends has uploaded a new pic or updated their stash so we can rate them... i know this new feature like a lot of other things on this site are here to stay but honestly i really don't give a flying rats ass if Joe Bloggs left Jane Doe a new profile comment

Elements -
To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit?

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/10/07;
America, and the west, are caught up in the fuckin' youth culture! Every girl has to weigh less then 100lbs and have BIG tits! But this wasn't always so! In other counties people, including fuckin' kids, respected the elderly! Only thing is "Elderly" was someone younger then me in my 50s!

"pathological Presidential Liar, Or Idiot-in-chief?"
12-06-07 video and transcripts of Olbermann's "special comment" about Bush's "cataclysmic deception about Iran" "Finally, as promised, a Special Comment about the President’s cataclysmic deception about Iran. There are few choices more terrifying than the one Mr. Bush has left us with tonight. We have either a president who is too dishonest to restrain himself from invoking World War Three about Iran at least six weeks after he had to have known that the analogy would be fantastic, irresponsible hyperbole — or we have a president too transcendently stupid not to have asked — at what now appears to have been a series of opportunities to do so — whether the fairy tales he either created or was fed, were still even remotely plausible. A pathological presidential liar, or an idiot-in-chief. It is the nightmare scenario of political science fiction: A critical juncture in our history and, contained in either answer, a president manifestly unfit to serve, and behind him in th

Fuck All Of You
Just when I think All of the terror is gone I close my eyes For it all to return I drop my guards and begin to live Only to find I've nothing to give He took it all and left me to bleed I just can't want I just can't need And all my friendships have turned to dust Just constantly prove there's no love or trust They walk away when I'm crying and scared Then try to tell me they’ve always cared And they think I'm so blind to believe That all they want is for me to succeed Happy being caged as who they want me to be Never being able to be the real ME I have to make a stand and put my foot down On these so called friends and nightmares that come ‘round In the end who will be there When the dust settles and I clear the air Will there be anyone left for me to hold Or will I be alone and fucking cold To say goodbye to all of yesterday To open my eyes and make my own way So to all of those friends turning out to be untrue I have one thing to say ...

New Fubar Feature.
You can shut the feature off in your Edit Profile, thankfully. I just shut mine off because this has got to be one of the worst updates Fubar has done since I started this site. PLEASE shut it off! Please?

I'm Such A Sap, Yes I Know..
In life I'm looking for the chance to be happy. The chance to be free from all the guilt trips, mind games, the manipulation. I want to be able to go to sleep at night, and not worry about this,and that. I want to be able to stay asleep knowing I'm safe at last. I want the ability to have a safe,loving,comfortable home. I want my kids to be well adjusted and secure with themselves. And know while things couldn't work out between me and their dad I still love them very much. In love I want a man who can stand on his own two feet. Doesn't look to me to handle his problems, but knows I got his back if he falls. A man who knows what true love is about, and is willing to give me his heart knowing that I could break it but trusting me 100% that I wont. I want all the sweetness in the world. I want to feel the love for him that I had from day one, for the rest of our lives together. I do not want to fall in a rut, and for us to forget about each other, or for our love to fade awa

Kind Of Neat
Subject: Interesting Human Facts -The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm -A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball - It takes the food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach. -One human hair can support 3kg. - Human thighbones are stronger than concrete. -The attachment of human muscles to skin is what causes dimples. - The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb. - A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. - If the average male never shaved, his beard would be 13 feet long when he died. - Men with hairless chests are more likely to get cirrhosis of the liver than men with hair -There are about one trillion bacteria on each of your feet. - Side by side, 2000 cells from the human body could cover about one square inch. - Women blink twice as much as men. -The average person's skin weighs twice as much as their brain. - When you are looking at s

Internet Groups
OK I'm bored again so time for another rant about nothing really in particular. Infact today i cant even think of anything to rant about, well apart from the lack of people reading my blogs, but hey, what can i really do about that? Its not as if I can force people to read them. Well i could but that kinda defeats the purpose. Like on another site (WYHT) i run a group called gnosis (if any ones a member there, please check it out). The whole point behind starting it was to discuss interesting topics etc. But it never got off the ground until we started doing the usual tat like the above below threads etc, picture competitions etc then loads of people join and were posting. I was happy as there was one or two interesting threads in amongst all the drivel, but after a few of my regulars left for different reasons those dried up. Its still running pretty well, and its a cool bunch of people, but its not anything like it was supposed to be. Someone asked me why when the groups descripti

Joke
This little old lady calls 911. When the operator answers she yells, "Help, send the police to my house right away! There's a damn Democrat on my front porch and he's playing with himself." "What?" the operator exclaimed. "I said there is a damn Democrat on my front porch playing with himself and he's weird; I don't know him and I'm afraid! Please send the police!" the little old lady repeated. "Well, now, how do you know he's a Democrat?" "Because, you damn fool, if it was a Republican, he'd be screwing somebody!"

Can It Be? More Drama?
Ladies and gentleman, boys and girls. Children of alllllllllll ages. Sit right down because the show is about to begin! Lol, omg! This new feature is going to cause so much drama I don’t think ill be able to stand here. The fact that your rating behavior is now going to be public knowledge is no doubt going to cause some issues. I mean, part of the illusion and fantasy of this place is to feel special. And its hard to feel special when one of your “special” friends is leaving comments on 50 other peoples page. Not that I care, or you should care, but the illusion sure is gone. Its like it runs and tells on you, lol. I am completely secure with all my relationships with all my friends. I understand that it is possible you might on the slimmest of odd chances actually maybe kinda sorta could have other friends, lol. But I know some of the more insecure folks around here are going to fold up like a whicker chair under a fat man, lol. The bottom line is that this feature should

Closer To Heaven
Life continues in a way. We all sit around our Jakes bed at holy angels, holding our breath, till we see him take the next one. His little body is so tired,but I feel that he his lost and doesn't know how to let go and find his way. His color has left, he no longer opens his eyes. He just there. My little angel painfully taking a breath about 4 times a min. I asked god is it wrong to ask that he pass soon?? Does Jacob know that we are telling him its ok? We understand that he has put up one hell of a fight for almost 8yrs. He deserves to be at peace, to be in heaven running for the first time, singing, dancing like most other children do. We all will miss him till our time to return to heaven, but we know our angel will watch after all of us from above. If you have babies hug them today, no one is promised tomorrow.

Miami Bound
Miami is calling me. I hear it clear as a bell. So far, however, I'm not hearing any specifics...like where I'm going to work or even where I'm supposed to live when I get there. But, I'm still not super stressing, so I'm going with the Universe on this one and taking a leap. I'm looking for immediate job opps (promo/event/print modeling, cocktailing, go-go dancing, etc.) that will provide immediate income and I also need somewhere to stay while I get things together enough to get a place of my own...I'm not going to have much stuff...just clothes...everything else is either being sold or will be here in storage...and I plan on slamming myself with as much work as I can, so I won't even be around much...basically I need a place to sleep and shower and get dressed. If you're in the S. Florida area or if you have friends/relatives that could throw some suggestions/ideas/offers my way, I'd appreciate it and the favor will be returned ten fold as soon as possible... call me c

The Bar Tab Is Getting Out Of Hand
Is it just me, or is this bar tab thing getting a little ridiculous? I just signed on to find that not only Friend A just uploaded a photo, but Friend B commented on Person X's blog "Blah Blah Blah", and Friend A also left Goddess Knows Who a profile comment. Guess what? I DON'T CARE!! Pretty soon the bar tab will be filled with every action of every damn person on here. STOP THE INSANITY!!

38 Things Most Women Probably Don't Know
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong a

From Scrapper's Desk
BAR TAB ALERTS We changed some stuff up this weekend. when you post a profile/mumm/blog comment, it generates an alert to your friends saying you posted a comment to whatever page it was. when you vote on a mumm, it generates an alert to your friends saying you voted on mum xyz. There is another option to the profile settings page that will let you disable these notifications from being generated (ie: your friends wont get the new alerts) when you do stuff. however, the option is only available for vip's. All users have the ability to decide what you want to see in your bar tab. The options are in your profile settings. Some of you will love it and some of you will hate it. Either way, please do not shoot the messenger. ****HINT....if you are not VIP and don't want someone to know what you are up to...remove them from your friend's list.

Affairs
Affairs can be exhilarating, exciting, passionate and romantic. They can also - more commonly - be damaging, destructive, cruel, painful, time-wasting and demeaning. But what is an affair? Well, what it's not is a drunken fumble at the firm's Christmas party. It isn't a one-night stand either. Neither is it a romance between two people who are both free of other entanglements. An affair is a sexual relationship that lasts more than one night where at least one of the lovers is publicly committed to someone else. And, sadly, affairs inevitably hurt someone and frequently they hurt all the parties involved including children, if there are any. Some affairs of course end happily for the couple - let's face it, plenty of good second marriages began as illicit romances - but the vast majority of extra-marital liaisons don't end in a new marriage or relationship. In fact I estimate that at least 80 per cent end up unhappily and cause misery all round. So starting an affair is not a

Prison Vs Work
In prison you spend the majority of your time in an 8x10 cell At work you spend most of your time in a 6x8 cubicle. In prison you get 3 meals a day. At work you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it. In prison you get time off for good behavior. At work you get rewarded for good behavior with more work. In prison you can watch TV and play games. At work you get fired for watching TV and playing games. In prison a guard locks, unlocks...opens and closes all doors for you. At work you must carry around a security card and unlock and open all doors yourself. In prison you get your own toilet. At work you have to share. In prison they allow you to visit family and friends. At work you can't even speak to family and friends. In prison all expenses are paid by taxpayers, with no work required. At work you get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they deduct taxes from your salary to pay for prisoners. In prison you spend most of your life looking thr

Installing Love
Since I am kind of a geek I really loved this when I say it. I am also kinda sapping so it even made it better. Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I\'ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me though the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I\'m not very technical, but I think I\'m ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running? Customer: Let\'s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-esteem

Ugly People..so Sad..
It saddens me when you come across someone that makes you say... dammmmnnn.. they're realllllllllly fkkin ugly.. you try not to judge even though you wanna throw up when you see them.. so you give them a chance.. and and then you're like..well I'm sure they're a good person inside.. and then you find out just this once.. you were wrong.. they are just ugly. inside and out how sad.

More More Drama Fubar!!!
I just trying to tell guy!! that I was deaf has bad or poor english!! But he saying to me!!! LOOOK That I got prove it!!! ->Porch Monk...: bye Porch Monk...: and retarded ->Porch Monk...: ok good bye u dont understand that i am deaf!!!! Porch Monk...: shut the fuck up retard

My Rule On Mumms
I'm not easy to offend, so a NSFW mumm is not going to scare me away. If you want to scare me away, use grammar that makes my head hurt or use text speak! Seriously, how hard is it to read something before you hit the post button? Is typing Y-O-U that much harder than U? I don't expect everything to be written on the level of an English major, but if it's obvious that you just typed and hit submit, I will skip over it! If I post a mumm and people want to get stupid in the comments, who cares! I know that the nature of the internet is that some people have nothing better to do than rip on others and they are so insecure in their real lives that sitting in the comfort of their own home behind a monitor and keyboard makes them feel big and bad. In a way, when I see crap like that, I feel sorry for the person because they obviously have nothing better to do than find people to rip on!

My Horoscope
If you're looking for romance, now is a great time to open your eyes and check out the situation around you -- especially at work or at school! If you're with someone already, things should go well. Kinda fucking weird these days with these stupid horoscopes... But dear god, look at my situation... what is with my crazy ass love life? Nope, can't have a normal one... no no no that would be way too easy i guess.... huh??? anyways, thought i'd point that out, cuz it's odd...

For The Roops
Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Army Wifey To John~ Posted this and i wanted to share and pass this on What a great idea!! Please do this. It is a wonderful thing!!! Our troops do so much for us, we can at least take 2 minutes to let them know how much we appreciate our freedom. Something cool that Xerox is doing If you go to this web site, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is curren tly serving in Iraq You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them.

Have I?
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. …and so I sat and cried?

Humor Break!
Since I'm in Texas...... A man walked into the produce section of his local supermarket, and asked to buy half a head of lettuce. The boy working in that department told him that they only sold whole heads of lettuce. The man was insistent that the boy ask his manager about the matter. Walking into the back room, the boy said to the manager, "Some asshole wants to buy half a head of lettuce." As he finished his sentence, he turned to find the man standing right behind him, so he added, "And this gentleman kindly offered to buy the other half." The manager approved the deal, and the man went on his way. Later the manager said to the boy, "I was impressed with the way you got yourself out of that situation earlier. We like people who think on their feet here. Where are you from, son?" "Texas, sir," the boy replied. "Well, why did you leave Texas?" the manager asked. The boy said, "Sir, there's nothing but whores and football players down there." "Really?" said

Just A Poem
Gone in a Moment Category: Life A long time union withered, something I never dreamed could occur. The bond we had was severed, my heart broken and shattered. It was about three years ago, that you fell in love with me. I was blind, I didn't know, or was I simply trying not to see? To each other forbidden fruit, I still could not utter. And from problems once minute, I soon began to smother. Less than one year later, by you I was smitten. I didn't need a translator to see I had been bitten. More and more I loved you, spent all my days and nights. Knowing what I had to do, on you I locked my sights. Although we hadn't even meant, our love became so strong. But doubt soon began to set, conclusions that were wrong. For nearly two years we hung on tight, then in a moment it was gone. You just gave up without a fight, because you thought I'd done you wrong. Through my jealousy and mistrust, our love was torn apart. Before it was even discus

Lie To Me
Lie to me It’s what I’m used to. Let me go It’s what I need. Hold my hand But only for a minute. Take your hand And let it roam free. Don’t compliment me I won’t ever believe it. Just criticize me It’s the only thing I know. Don’t kiss me softly I won’t feel it. Don’t shower me with attention You’ll never see me grow. Don’t call me when you’re supposed to I’ll always be waiting. Don’t tell me you need me I’ll always need you. Don’t try to understand It’s way too complicated. Lie to me I’ll always be your fool.

Friends And Family On Fubar
I JUST WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME I HAVE RIGHT NOW TO DO SOMETHING THAT I BEARLY DO AND FEEL REALLY GULITY ABOUT IT.... I WANT TO THANK YOU (EVERYONE FAMILY/ FRIENDS) FOR EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME... YOU ARE ALL SPECIAL TO ME IN EVERY ASSPECT... TO BE HONEST I REALLY OWE ONE PERSON ON HERE FOR MEETIN' YOU ALL, IF YOU ALL COULD JUST SHOW HER SOME LOVE IT WOULD BE GREAT, CAUSE SHE IS THE ONE THAT BROUGHT ME TO FUBAR (CHERRYTAP).... HERE SHE IS: JEN@ fubar http://fubar.com/user.php?u=442009 SHOW HER SOME TRUE FUBAR LOVE!!!! THANK YOU JEN AND EVERYONE ELSE!!!! LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

Little Things
Little things you do. Funny things you say. Make me like you more with the passing of each day. The feeling That I get, when I see you come online., brings a smile to my face and all my troubles far behind. And on the days I don't see you which are far and few between makes me very sad and blue my eyes with out a gleem. So I sit and wonder as I start at my screen are you a fairy tale or even make believe. Much to my astoundment and glimmer in my eye , you are exactly what I'm looking for, know how do I make you my guy?

Shades Of Grey
Why is life so uncertain so unclear. Nothing ever cut and dry, always areas of grey. Sometimes it seems no one cares if I fade away. Shades of grey in this life looking out my window as my life floats by on a cloud. Tears flowing down my face like rain on a rainy day. Uncertain of what comes what may. Dont walk behind me I will not lead Dont walk in front of me I will not follow Just walk beside me and hold my hand Lets take this as far as we can. Shades of grey comming through today needing you to hold my hand to let me know you understand. Blending in with the crowd, voices echo all around. Dreaming of stars in the sky. Shades of grey bluring my eyes.

Questions For The Soul
If today was really yesterday then could today be tomorrow? If you could freeze time for just one moment would you? Would you erase all of the tears that fell if you could? If you could save one person from death who would it be? If you knew the cure for a broken heart would you tell the world? If you had a chance to spend one day of your past again would you do it? If you had a chance in the world to make a drastic change but had to sacrifice your life would you do it? Would you give up a warm bed for one night just to let a poor man warm up? If you found 100 dollars in the street what would you do with it? If you saw someone being beaten would you do something about it? If someone needed medicine but could not afford it would you pitch in? If you could stop a bullet to save an innocents life but risk your own life would you do it? If you could have the best day in your life but knew something bad would happen would you still have your best day?

Tomorrow Im Being Admitted 2 Hospital ... At 8;30 Am Tx Time Dr Moved Up Time
Cat scan to do on lungs then surgery .. hmm. Whats up ?? O devil you still after me now? well you wont win , im giving ya the fight of my life. God be my shield and my sword.. so back away and leave me alone.

They Really Are Ready For Love
OKAY WE ALWAYS SEE ALL SORTS OF TRAINS GOING AROUND.. IT IS A VERY GOOD WAY TO GET OUT THERE AND GET SEEN.. WE HAVE EVEN SEEN A FEW SINGEL TRAINS OUT THERE FROM TIME TO TIME.. WHAT YOU SEE HERE IS GOING TO BE THE START OF WHATS GOING TO BE THE BESTEST SINGLES PIMP OUT TO EVER GO DOWN ON FUBAR.. THE MORE PEOPLE I ADD ON HERE THE MORE VIEWS ITS GOING TO GET.. NOW THIS ISNT ABOUT RATES, FAN, AND THINGS LIKE THAT.. THIS IS A BULLY FOR NOTHING OTHER THEN GETTING THOSE SINGLE LONELY FUBAR PROFILES SEEN IN HOPE THAT MAYBE LOVE MIGHT JUST GLANCE ON BY AND BE STRUCK BY THE ARROW OF LOVE... I THINK ITS ALWAYS A GOOD IDEA TO RATE EVERYONE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN.. SO JUST CAUSE THIS ISNT THE PURPOSE RATES STILL ARE NICE... SO THATS RIGHT EVERYONE!!! THE WHO'S ON THIS TRAIN ARE ALL LOOKING FOR LOVE. THIS IS ME MIZZ SHADY. I'M THE ONE RUNING THIS LOVE TRAIN AND THIS SO VERY HOT STUD RIGHT NEXT TO ME IS kEY.. WOW DO THEY COME AND SEXIER THEN THIS? I DON'T THINK SO.. HIT ME A SHOUT OR LEAVE A C

Dear Santa!
Dear Santa (Universe)! This is my wish list for this Christmas of 2007. I don’t know if I’ve been good or bad, I only want to be myself and try to never hurt anybody. I know you hear me, so take a seat and start to conspire for me… -Myself = Help me to keep knowing more about myself, help me to keep fighting because I wont be conformist, help me to see and take action in all the opportunities that this life has for me, when I’m falling down please send me the wind that will make me fly up again. Dear ‘Santa’ takes my hand and show me the way… I want to learn how to express my feelings to the 150%, I don’t want to keep anything inside my heart because people deserve to know how I feel about them… I don’t lie but you know that sometimes I just don’t know how to express what I feel and I don’t want to lose them without tell them how important they are for me. -My family = My dad is sick and I want him to get well soon, Dr. will operate his heart but I want you to cure h

Reality
A happy life has been pursued in every culture, in every country, in every generation. But after all this time, there are still no set rules on how to obtain it. And I've realized the more you try to pin it down, the more elusive it becomes. So why bother? What if happiness isn't what happens to us, what we own or where we live, but how we look at it? What if the secret to true happiness is simply the appreciation of the glorious opportunity of life? The most important aspect of life is to enjoy it the fullest, no matter what may happen along the way. When it comes to family, we are dealt a hand and we have to do our best to play it out. Life is much life a card game; a lot is left to chance. We blame our parents for many things in life: Low self-esteem, intimacy issues, a love of garlic; until one day we realize that they are just human beings and no amount of whining and blaming them for everything will change that. In the end, they did the best they could do. When it com

Take It Or Leave It
this is to every one that doenst like my new pix I have a sex life and an open marriage and I like to document it. thats just the way I an I have never lied or tryed to hide it its part of who I am. I have never lied to any one about any thing. I dont play games If I said I missed you then I did! if I told you that I loved you then I do! I dont regret any thing I have said or done. if you can deal with that then too damn bad THIS IS ME TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT. Peace Im gone JESS

Sad
Red eyes just keep my heart beating Your secret's safe with me Just drive, I've broken our mirror So our past won't look so tempting I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me I'll swing here, I'll hang from this rope Just at least until they've found me Stay close dear, the note on the floor says I wish that you were here At this point I'm not concerned

Recent Events
Due to recent events in my personal life, I will be deleting everyone out of my family unless you are truly my real family or my close personal real life friends. I do apologize to all of you I truly hope you do not take this personally as this will only be temporary but for now I must do what I feel I need to do for my family and home life. I respect each and everyone one of my friends and there requests and if anyone gets mad over this than am so sorry go ahead and do me the favor of deleting yourself from my account and save us all the heartache, otherwise for the rest of you I will see you all back in my family real soon, Once again I am truly sorry. Sincerely, Jenna

It's Sweet.. Wtf??
If anyone said a kiss couldn’t stop the world They never knew you Never knew how my heaven and earth melted In the inky blackness of your eyes I thought love meant keeping my back to the wall Not the amazing soul I saw in your smile Your words caress me; your eyes assess me Your heart knows me; your body owns me Your mind tastes me; your lips take me If fire in my blood shown through my skin I could touch the heavens and star blaze for you My eyes could glow sunbeam, my lips explode Lasers and fireworks through fingers, toes Nights would burn in passion Technicolor Dreams could streak psychedelic rainbows Flowers turn cold, left vapid and colorless Watch speechless, burn jealous, reaching Wanting, but a scent of the spark, igniting A single twinkle in your eye

Hurt Back
Well just in case any one wanted to know, I am going in to the Hospital for an MRI in a cuple days to see if anything has changed with my herniated disks. After that I get to go visit a Neurosurgon to see if they can finally do something about it. Wish me Well.

This Instead Of A Mumm
Since I am not quite a level five yet (don't worry about it I am working on it!), I cannot post a Mumm, which blows. I wanted to know something. Basically someone (yeah she is on here..NO I did NOT meet her on here) gave me a bra of hers and I was going to put it on the rear view mirror, but that damn thing really obstructs my view....So, should I string it across the back glass and just use side mirrors, or should I just hang the bitch there?

Just A Update
Well just a little update. I had went to the doctors today because, I had hurt my knee. Well after many of x-rays and a MRI It seems I had torn a legement in my knee. Yes it does hurt like a son of a gun lol. anyway they have me in a knee brace. They have me on some pain meds which really makes me goofy lol. I will update you all when I find out more when I go back to the doctor.

I Need Ur Helppppp Plsssss
Would u Please comment on my pic for the sexy eyes contest. I am so behind and I need your help. I am also offering anyone who can comment 100 times 5,000 FuBucks to compisate for there time and trouble. Thanks, Tesa Here is the Link

No Strings....
It doesn't matter if you say "No stings attached" There are always strings They are invisible That silent call that brings us together In the first place The signal that beckons us To come into each others vision The sticky web! And we delude ourselves Spray Teflon on it to slide by You don't see the wispy tangle that just caught on the bottom of your Shoe as you were leaving The one that will call you back when you least expect We are all entangled that way Each of us And blindly we go about our business Sometimes never knowing the Mark we leave behind The DNA, the virus, the silent emotional hook Yes, the string, its bondage holds us captive Every time The string you said you didn't have Still pulls like gravity Like the rising of the sun and moon Or invisible circle of the planets Following their cosmic thread And you and I No different from the Bodies of heaven Moving on our path Which was always created By strings Entangled by the way we are. N

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I

Being Lonely With Out Her
yepo i got throught a lot the acuseing of my father beign a ass and still trying to keep it together and me looking like hammered shit like havent shaved that and me and dad are no longer talking to each other

Life
We spend an enormous part of our lives as human beings looking for role models, mentors, teachers,gurus, and counselors to guide us on our path. There is nothing wrong with this; in fact, finding the right person at the right time can have a life-changing effect on our futures. However, it is important to realize that in the absence of such a person, we can very safely rely upon ourselves. We carry within us everything we need to know to make progress on our paths to self-realization. The outer world serves as a mirror, or to use another metaphor, our inner world has a magnetic force that draws to us what we need to evolve to the next level. All we need to do to see that we already have everything we need is to let go of our belief that we need to seek in order to find. The path of the spirit is often defined as a journey with a specific goal such as the fabled pot of gold at the end of the rainbow or the appearance of a Prince Charming or Princess. The problem with such a

Life
so my husband and I had a little misunderstanding between us. It was becoming the "norm" to fight all the time and be at each others throat. We were both unhappy and we sick of looking at each other. So he went and stayed with a friend and rode the snowmobile for a couple of days. When he came back we talked,and talked and talked some more. We both realized that we take each other for granted. It was the little things that we didn't appreciate about each other. We have alot more communication and spend more time with each other than we used too. We laugh alot more and crack jokes about each other and respect each other and our oponions. Needless to say I am sooooo soooooo soooooo much more happier now. Just wanted to share.....:)

Insecurities
At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem be

Ma Cv For Daisy
1. "I demand a salary commiserate with my extensive experience." 2. "I have lurnt Word Perfect 6.0 computor and spreasheet progroms." 3. "Received a plague for Salesperson of the Year." 4. "Wholly responsible for two (2) failed financial institutions." 5. "Reason for leaving last job: maturity leave." 6. "Failed bar exam with relatively high grades." 7. "It's best for employers that I not work with people." 8. "Let's meet , so you can 'ooh' and 'aah' over my experience." 9. "You will want me to be Head Honcho in no time." 10. "Am a perfectionist and rarely if if ever forget details." 11. "I was working for my mom until she decided to move." 12. "Marital status: single. Unmarried. Unengaged. Uninvolved. No commitments." 13. "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." 14. "I am loyal to my employer at all costs...Please feel free to respond to my resume on my office voice mail." 15. "I have become completely paranoid, t

Ks To These Members
family members who helped out a family member today Mystic Warrior . lostangel~Mysti.. Mystic Angel ** Sassyharleylady.. jim*MWT* @MKKaren@~ mailbroad47**MW. Kittie Corpse~S.. trollsny**MWT**. the real flirt .. candimarie~Myst thank you to those of you who showed our member sassy some love

Blah
we'll i hate xmas. it brings out the worst feelings in me. the loneliness. i hate feeling so alone. im not really alone. i have my hubby and stepdaughter. but i dont have any friends here in BC yet. so its a bit rough. this year im bringing in "strays" there is a senior citz that lives in ians parents building, her family has forgotten her. she has alzhimers. if i thought i was lonely i cant even imagine... so im bringing her to our house for xmas. we dont really know her, but ians parents do and shes friendly. she will forget us by the next morning, but i know i won't. i hope she feels loved even if she doesn't remember it. i know im feeling the xmas blues, but i can't stand by and see someone else going through it too. if i had the $ i would invite more than 1 person. i think i need to go find some volunteer project.

12-10 I'm Tired Beyond Names
Fingers paint colors through me, lover, Red is the pain/pleasure I breathe Hold me captive, enraptured, skin screaming Heart bleeding, addicted to every piece of you I need to tell you this; I need to feel You in me, I want to feel your Imprint burning me, muscles aching Discomfort my souvenir, your bruises Inside; through me, my veins scream for you I’ll feed through my fingertips; quench the fire inside me Be the alchemist; cure my disease; inject me I want to crawl around for crumbs of you, Licking my fingers; taste the memory, love is An anachronism that gives us no justice Addiction a feeding but not the mixing of mind Obsession insanity and captures my bleeding Inventing words without form, for what I have with you It is so much above substance, falls not short of sublime

Thanks
hey everyone, thank you soooooooooo much to all those who remmebered my birthday, all the cards and presents are very much appreciated. To those of you who forgot or didnt pay attention to the status i had up all day long lol............... IM NEVER EVER HAVING PHONE SEX WITH YOU AGAIN lol. On a bright note I didnt do much of anything today, went out this noon got my lunch paid for and a cpl free beers from the bar, came home had a few more, im good for the night. To the DJs that played music for me in the lounge, YOU FUCKIN RAWK! To those who sent me gifts thank you very much, they made my day as well as all of you. I LOVE you all have a great week :D

~chance Meeting~
The sensual way you caress my soul your suavis personality I'm melting with each moment you've given to me.. Heart beating compulsively I'm losing myself within each breath we take... Gasping for a moment; regaining composure... Wanting, needing to jump right in, your tearing down my defenses and I'm not fighting, for once, I let go.. Living in the moment... Take it slow I convince myself no need to jump into this, ride the flow... It's within the way you miss me, the way your voice dances in rhythm with me... Yes, I'm losing myself each moment we speak, tell me, how am I going to control myself once we meet? ~Jasmin~~~JAZZ~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bad Santa
He spares no time nor gives quarter, he suffers no late to the trial. He waits for none by the roadside. He tarries seldom nor for long whiles. He rides from doorstep to doorstep, he checks each and every little home. He knows what you lie there still doing, he sees when you are alone. He climbs to every single rooftop, peers down the chimneys for their glow. But when he looks and finds darkness, this is how he will know. A glimmer that shines in the moonlight, a flash, a scream and your gone. He'll throw you out as a carcass, leave you there on the lawn. Santa doesn't always mean christmas, that suit does not always bring joy. When near is a lone dark asylum, where lived the life of a boy.

Long Lost Girls
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK! I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised. Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it. I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La

Just Poetry That A Friend Inspired
What beauty falls from open blouse tempting me to wept. I can only dream of touching, sucking nipple sweet. Wet dreams are sliding through my mind, the devil taunts me all the time. So far away, may I beg you please, give your nipples a lick and a squeeze for me. duke

Lost Angel
I saw something last night that made me cryA beautiful angel fell from the sky.Torn from someone she loved so muchShe looked so fragile, I dared not touch.Her tears fell like a gentle rainTrying to wash away her pain.I watched the glow around her dieWith every tear that fell from her eye.I asked her: 'why are you this way?'She softly whispered and turned to say:'My heart has been broken, I can not flyCast into this misery, So that I may die''Along with others though I know not whyIs Love just a word, associated with lies?It has torn out my soul, and undone the tieAll because my love said goodbye'.Breached from someone she loved so wellShe was forsaken to this earthly hellShe knew that here she could not stayShe slowly got up and walked awayIt made me wonder as she got on her feetHow many fallen now walk our streets?Just how many have fell from the sky above?How many angels are killed by love?

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; No answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.

Like It's Going Out Of Style!
I'll be handing out "Happy Birthday's" today like it's going out of style. I just got off the phone with my father to tell him happy bday. I think we're doing my bosses bday party today. All's left is my brother. And he's never easy to catch. Damn graveyard shift job. lol. I WILL succeed though. Especially in catching him today.

Just Be True To Yourself!!!
"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another

Don't Sell Yourself Short....
I think that throughout the past year I have learned the most in regards to relationships, friends and all the ups and downs that life brings. I believe that God makes everything happen for a reason and that life just isnt "random"! We all go out and like to have a good time to get away from work or maybe try to escape lifes problems but in the end when you wake up the next day, they are still there, still needing resolution on top of the mess and havoc that was created with liquor from the night before. It kills me to see this person going home with this person and then the next night its somebody different. Now, we all have a ton of friends and we all make sure we get home safely (knocking on wood right now)! But when is everyone going to realize that when your downtown getting hammered, talking to this cute new guy or girl, that what you see is probably not what your gonna get! Is this person actually gonna be in your life 1 month from now or maybe even six months from now? If you h

I Rule At Trivia!
So this morning on the History Channel, they were showing their documentary on 1968. They had a music trivia question: Which one of the following groups has NOT been inducted into the Rock & Roll Hall of fame. A. The Who B. Sly and the Family Stone C. Steppenwolf D. Cream I got the right answer! :)

So Tired Of Feeling Like Shit
I AM SO FUCKIN DONE WIth ALL THIS INTERNET DRAMA AND BULLSHIT, TIRED OF ALL THE MEN WHO SAY THEY ARENT THE SAME, THAT THEY ARE FAITHFUL AND TRUE AND THEN YOU FIND OUT THAT THEY LIE AND CHEAT JUST LIKE THE REST. TIRED OF THE ONES WHO ARE JUST LOOKING FOR A QUICK RISE EASY SCREW OR JUST SOMEONE TO HELP THEM JERK OFF I AM NOT THE GIRL WHO POSES FOR PICTURES HALF NAKED OR FLASHES HER TIT AND ASS ON CAMERA. I AM NOT THE ONE YOU CAN USE OR USE HER WEAKNESSES FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL GAIN I AM JUST A PLAIN OLD BORING ORDINARY GIRL WHO CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND EVEN MORE IF YOU LOOK BEYOND YOUR OWN SELLFISHNESS AND THAT THING IN YOUR PANTS AND TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME FROM OUTSIDE THE KEYBOARD. BUT ANYWAY GUYS LIKE THAT DONT EXIST THEY ALL GET CAUGHT IN THEIR OWN LIES LIKE "I GOTTA GO TTYL" AND YET THEY STAY ONLINE AN HOUR LATER AS IF YOU CANT SEE THAT...LMFAO YOU MEN NEED TO GET A FUCKIN CLUE .

Me
182,000 Americans die from Chuck Norris-related accidents every year. Behind every successful man, there is a woman. Behind every dead man, there is Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris carries a messenger bag. If you call it a purse, he pulls a baby out of the bag and throws it at you. The baby will blow up upon impact. Chuck Norris does not kick ass and take names. In fact, Chuck Norris kicks ass and assigns the corpse a number. It is currently recorded to be in the billions. Chuck Norris does not know where you live, but he knows where you will die. Chuck Norris doesn't kill two birds with one stone. Chuck Norris kills all birds, with two stones - the ones in his pants. Chuck Norris doesn't look both ways before he crosses the street... he just roundhouses any cars that get too close. Chuck Norris doesn't say "who's your daddy", because he knows the answer. Chuck Norris doesn't see dead people. He makes people dead. Chuck Norris has never been accused of murder for

Pome About How I Feel
He moved to a new town, felt like he was lost, he always wore a frown, till he seen the angel across, one day he met her, it was like a sign, she was so pretty just, endless like time, together they fell, in deep love real fast, vowed to love each other, that they'd always last, then it got stronger, deeper than thought, he'd love her forever, felt life was to short, then something went wrong, and they spent less time, the boy started to wonder, is she even still mine, till one day she called, and heres what she said, "id rather be alone, then with u instead, from that day on, inside more he died, he couldn't let go, no matter how hard he tried, two and a half years have past, in life he feels he has no part, twenty-one days later, he died from a broken heart, heres to all u lovers, who don't picture your selfs apart, make sure you cherish every moment, right from the very start....

New Xmas Pics :)
ok so i cant upload pics at the moment cuz i was a naughty naughty girl but since i paid $40 for the damn outfit i had to figure out a way to share em with all of you- keep in mind its a cell phone pic so the quality sucks and i cant get a full body one without doing the mirror thing and i HATE that lol hard to believe ive had a reduction before huh?lol merry xmas!*wink*

Time To Look For A New Gym ?
Time to Look for a New GYM ? (Bi-Guys) Last Tuesday, I stopped off at the gym near my office, after work. There were only a few people there, that evening. I moved between different equipment, getting the heart rate up and the sweat rolling. After an hour or so, I figured it was time for a shower and the long drive home. I was rinsing off, when a guy I had seen there a few times walked in. I just nodded, like guys do, went on rinsing off. When he dropped his towel and stepped under the water, my jaw dropped, as I caught a glimpse of his rod at FULL attention. I quickly looked away, as not to have him see the look on my face. After a few minutes, I had to sneak another peak. When I looked around he was stroking away, embarrassed he turned away apologizing, saying workouts always get him going. I told him not to worry, no one else was there. Like it did not bother me, WHEW. I got my nerve up and told him he had an impressive tool. He looked surprised, sayin

Pictures
OK.. Just so people will get it.. I will not post any "dirty pictures" on here.. Nor will I send them to you privately. If you want a view webcam I will NOT TAKE OFF ANY CLOTHING YOU WILL SEE ME>> MY FACE>> MY SMILE. If I decide to dig the stupid thing out. I am not saying those bad photos are bad or whatever.. there just not me.. I will be true to myself.. and follow what I believe to be moral and true. SO PLEASE STOP ASKING!

Your Bones N Blisters
Explains its self... you can only be what you are.. and nothing else, simple Never gonna get along hanging out thinking out loud You never gonna get it on and be someone stuck in that crowd So you call out the feelings, you hope that don't never exist But don't be ashamed of your bones and your blisters So come on come on my brothers and sister Cos you can only be what you are And you've got the heart of a star But the light never hits ya And I said come on come on my brothers and sister. If you could see what I could see maybe we could all get along And maybe I could justify the bad things in life that I've done So I call out the feelings I know that don't ever exist I wont be ashamed of my bones and my blisters So come on come on my brothers and sister. Cos you can only be what you are Cos you've got the heart the heart of a star But the light never hits ya. And I said come on come on my brothers and sister..... And the slower that you go The gre

Sing It Girls!!!
(Maybe in your head, if you are reading this at work!) 'I WILL SURVIVE' Ready... set... go... At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years Just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, Another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac And you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was b***s**t, Just a sad pathetic dream, Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking When we say size doesn't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive! I will

If You Have A Heart Pls Read And Repost
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE.. if you dont repost you have no heart

My Dr Visit!
For all that noticed I had to make a run to the emergency room last night, I just wanted you to know everything is ok. My granddaughter had a hard time breathing and we had to take her in. She has croup. Basically just means that she has a virus in her throat and she has a hard time breathing. She received a nebulizer treatment and steroids. They had to watch her for three hours and she is doing better. She still (coughs) barks like a seal and is in a lot of pain but she is going to be ok. Thank you so much for your concern and well wishes!!! Yall are amazing!

Sick Asshole
You are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No

Nuts In A Cemetary
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing them up between themselves. 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me,' said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me.' He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. 'Come here quick,' said the boy, 'you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls.' 'Beat it, kid,' said the man. 'Can't you see it's hard for me to walk?' When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to

11 Dec 07
I figured I'd describe what Winter is like in Germany for those who are interested. It's Tuesday, 11 December 2007 and it's mostly rainy outside. It's cold, but not too cold, in my opinion. The wind has a bit of a bite though. Still waiting for some snow. Once the white stuff get's going, I'll take some pictures and post them.

2nd Wrap Today
I did a wrap on my belly on Saturday. I was 39 1/2" around my gut. I did the wrap on myself, and in 45 mins, I was 38" around. Today, 72 hours later, is time for wrap #2. I am at 38", and we shall see how much I loose in 45 mins. I have a pic of my gut at 39 1/2", I'll take a pic today of the results of just two wraps. I'll post them here in a blog, so be sure to check back. Laters...

It's Such An Addiction.
I've seen Silverstein four times this year in concert. I've told myself over and over that they aren't one of my mandatory bands. I just found out there playing somewhere close in February and the only thing that popped in my head was Shane. I think I'm just addicted to Shane. The best part is that I'm basically fraternizing with the enemy. *Ruby knows what I mean.

Being Thankful To Our Military
I just wanted to tell everyone if you are thankful for being alive and well and safe at home then every time you pray please remember the ones who make this all possible for us all because they are total strangers to most of us as we are to them yet they put their lives on the line for us all each and every day and many of them never get the chance to see their families again before the die for our country so no matter how bad you have it just remember there is always someone worse off than you and be thankful for what you have and give our military all our blessings and prayers and thank them and god each day that we are alive and well thanks to them.... God Bless All Who Read This.....And Merry Christmas!

Cleaning House
With all the changes to this site,such as the recent ANNOYING change to the bartab along with my boredom and recent level of Fubarlord (which really has showed me that levels mean abosolutely nothing since i am not online enuff to rate 1500 people a day) I have decided to really clean out my friends list. I will be deleting a major portion of accounts my friends and fan-of list. I dont talk to but a handfull of people really, and those are the people I will be keeping. I will gladly accept new friend requests but if people just add me for points, ill take them right off. im not trying to be a snob, its just becoming pointless to me to keep adding and adding people I dont talk to or even leave anything on my page. So those of you that I do chat with, I will keep you on. For those that i havent talk to in awhile, if you are reading this and still want to stay on my friends list, just shoot me a msg and ill keep ya on the list. For those that i delete before you read this, if u want back

Will You Ever
Will you ever? I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Because Of You
Because of you my world is now whole, Because of you love lives in my soul. Because of you I have laughter in my eyes, Because of you I am no longer afraid of good-byes. You are my pillar my stone of strength, With me through all seasons and great times of length. My love for you is pure boundless through space and time, it grows stronger everyday with the knowledge that you'll always be mine. Does this stuff show my soul? I try to put my feelings in words.

Spanking Please
I lean across the bed legs slightly spread you tap my bare skin to let me know my spanking is about to begin Your tender touch fills the need as your hand picks up speed a little harder you hear my plea Its the redness you want to see Harder and faster your hand picks up the pace as you see a smile of pleasure slip over my face I start to move with your hand as you show me that I've been very bad you run your hand accross my reden ass as it feels like heated glass I beg for just one more these spanks pleasure me to my very core The redness a little brighter as my ass gets a little tighter I feel your love within your hands as you ask what are your naughty plans I whisper I want more of you ready and waiting the next spanks come with great pleasure too I feel the heat risen from your hand feels like the summer beaches sand As you reach to feel how wet I am you play in the wetness that you made you start to count

The Snow Is So Pretty !
hello I'm alive it has beening snowing here for aleast 5 days now the snow just gets deeper & deeper but its so pretty i havent got to see skippy in a couple of day and i havent been able to get around well ive moved to the back in an aptment i have more freedom justin is going to lose his other frount tooth so he will be toothless for christmas my class on resume turnd out great i have another one on the 17th to go to then im done with classes and can get job hopfull by the 1st of janurary well wish me luck i miss you all got to go pick justin up from school hay do you know the secret my daughter told me on the phone last night?????? love you,ANGEL

Am I Kissable
For any friends and fans I may have out there, I just want to know if you think I am kissable. If so, I want to enter the most kissable male contest here on Fubar. If you would like more details follow this link..http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861. I will definately return the favor whenever needed. Thanks Fubar Fam.

Do They Ever Go Away?
ok so this guy pops into my sb asking to see my cam, i say no, he wants a reason. i dont owe him a reason hell its my cam. the nerve of this guy to say i said he could see me on cam at one time is FUCKING insane the man is old enuff to be my dad! here's the convo before i blocked him (hate to do this to a former military guy but i wont deal with that shit in the first place from anyone regardless of what they do) oh future refrence to the rest of u DOT POP UP IN MY SB ASKING ABOUT A CAM I DONT GET ON MY CAM FOR JUST ANYONE AND DEF DONT DO ANYTHING ON CAM FOR ANYONE... not even my bf see cam play so get over it ppl

This Used To Be Her Name On Here.....
Goddess Chandra Chae of temptation It's insane, I can't look at you withouth seeying you smile and fluster Feeling warm n happy a little gitty even It's insane how open I seem to you No matter what I think you already know with those lovely red apple cheeks and dark gorgeous eyes you see more more than you let on you catch even Even though you keep a little of yourself reserved, safely aside, those borders get thinner and thinner and move around shifting hence n forth to left n rigth feeling uneasy, yet comfortable at the same time guarding yourself to get to know, to know too well although very well aware of the fact that the way we talk and look at eachother we both see more than the other notices yet we both know, deep in the back of our minds that the other person is in there, somewhere wandering around, not secretivly, but still seemingly unnoticable, learning and leaving a trace a warm comforting aura, a fuzzy lovely feeling ... gawd how come you're so

A Year And A Half Later And Nothing Changes
Aaron here, recently I've been out on a lot of dates with a lot of different girls and have realized that i attreact some interesting people. So here I am going to break down in groups the types of girls I attract and I want all of you who I have dated or have expressed interest in dating to tell me which girl are you 1.The Crazy Chick: This girl can be characterized by a recent break up or just a man-hating mother. She inexplicably has the entire future mapped out and will pretty much make up scenarios that will blow your mind. Always has a question to ask about your past and expects a detailed in depth answer or else!!! Able to hide the fact that she is in fact NUTS for long periods of time, WILL NOT HAVE SEX under any circumstances 2. The Unavailible: NEVER answers phone text messages or ims, will have great sex with you and then disappear a few weeks laternever to be seen or heard from again leaving you feeling used and unwanted. Very attractive but extremely elusive, wo

Joy To The World?
well, the year 07 is about done and i wonder what 08 will ring in? there has been so much world wide pain, bad things, you name it negative on top of negative! it has been harder to find joy! as a young man i use to wake up ready to do battle with the many things that come our way every day! but as of late, it has been harder to find humor in all the killings!, people not able to pay their bills!, and in general all the crazy things going on! i some times wish i could wish all the bad away! and by some way shape or form make everyones life better! (no i will not shoot myself!) be sides mom told me devils never die! so ha! the one thing that helps me hang in there! is that there are so many women that has been and are so kind, to put up their pictures and i look at all the beauty and appreciate God's art work, so many beautiful flowers! takes the depressing yuk that in the world today! and makes me want to see another sunrise! thank you! women of the world!!

What Do I Do?
A lot of people have asked themselves this question. What do I do? For me, it started today... I met a wonderful woman that literally made me feel like there was nothing more that I could ever want in a woman and quite possibly in the world. So what do I do... what would you do? Do you tow the line? Do you bite your tongue? Do you ramble on and on and hope that something isnt said that wasn't supposed to be? Where do you go after you have made that first mistake? Saying something you didnt mean to say, calling them something that should have stayed in the darkest recesses of your mind... What do you think when they say its all right... what do you say when they tell you that not only do they not mind, but that thy find it endearing? I met a wonderful woman... Smart, independent, gorgeous, and modest. Beautiful both inside and out... And she has shown me things that no other woman has ever shown me. The real her, her thoughts and wants and likes, her dislikes and her points of

Me ..naked Me...
Sometimes the outlines of my body get unnecessarily heavy expectations from myself. when I stand naked in front of the mirror and look and touch myself, you can be happy about its surface, form, formlessness more often. From sensitivity and elegance. From me and from life. From the life the hell take, from the worth. From humanity. I am often merciless to myself. I make myself worthless it even though it would not keep. Where do I compare with myself and why do so? I will know, of course, and open from it, some another time, if it seems. I make myself angry. Also stupid. If I look at myself in the mirror, I know that in me blood flows and the pulsation of my heart has concentrated. There I see Woman. Quite quite the right living woman! wow! If one is cold, then the nipples will be beautifully. Approval. Cold. What about buttocks, would they be however, at best warmed? To my face I am kind and also to my big toes. The pole is wonderful and stomach also. I am not now writing

Gone On Vacation
Well yall..its that time of year when i git to to spoil myself. lol!! I will be on vacation from 12/12 thru 12/19. Not sure if there will be a computer where im stayin, but if so ill be on n off to check things. If not, ill catch yall on the 19th! Yall have a wonderful week and be safe!!! Peace and Merry Christmas to All!! ~E

Boyfriend Application
BOYFRIEND APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 18.Would you dance with me? 19.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? What Do You Think Of My? 1.Personality: 2.Eyes: 3.Face: 4.Hair: W0ULD Y0U... give me your number?_________

I'm Right... As Usual
So once again, a slight test to see if all the fake people on here really are just what they are... Fake.... Souless, empty people who divulge nothing better in life but than to ridicule people who have done nothing. And to each one of you I hope you rot in this life for all eternity. :) Have a nice day!

A Look Into The Mind Of A Madman
it is only the existance of god that men walk the earth but it is your existance alone that makes heaven a true nirvana to seek.. these truths are self evident..look at how you touch people, just by walking into a room. doesnt time seem to stand still and all attenton no matter what the cause forms on you?? The charisma and comelyness you possees is superbly supernatural, for no mere woman of the flesh could possess such nature at her whim and if one ever did , it would drive her insane for we were not meant to handle the tools of omnipotent beings, we do not posess the skills, therefore it is our blessing and curse to be albe to see creature like you..to know what we cannot have and what we strive to attain.. that is why only worship is allowed for to touch is strctly forbidden and to love is to seek ones own demise..i have lived in the shadows to long and fortuned my release, for i hold within my eye the true apple of eden, and the land once called avalon and her name is Love. she

Wisdom
May the teachings of those you admire become part of you, so that you may call upon them. Remember, those whose lives you have touched and who have touched yours are always a part of you, even if the encounters were less than you would have wished. It is the content of the encounter that is more important than its form. May you not become too concerned with material matters, but instead place immeasurable value on the goodness in your heart. Find time in each day to see beauty and love in the world around you. Realize that each person has limitless abilities, but each of us is different in our own way. What you may feel you lavk in one regard may be more than compensated for in another. What you feel you lack in the present may become one of your strengths in the future. May you see your future as one filled with promise and possibility. Learn to view everything as a worthwhile experience. May you find enough inner strength to determine your own worth by yours

If You Like What You See
I want to start off by thanking everyone who has taken the time to look at the photography, and digital art I have put in my albums here. Due to the limitations, it is only a small fraction of what I have done. If you like what is here, and want more, you can see more of my work in either my online gallery, or my Flickr photostream. You can see my gallery at WickdArts Design Gallery which is the best place top view my stuff for those not having a Flickr account. My Flickr photostream is Unpolarized Flickr Photostream If you really like what you see, and would like to buy a print, or other things displaying my work, you can check out my CafePress store at WickdArts CafePress Store Please be sure to tell your friends about me, and send them over to take a look at my work.

Happy Holidays?
Bah. I, for one, struggle with this time of year. So many losses in the past, and always more to come it seems. This year is slightly different though. I have a great new addition to my life. He's wonderful on every level. He reminds me that there are some good things to look forward to, and it's a little easier not to focus on the past losses. They haunt me, as I'm sure they haunt many of you. Just think of it this way, it could always be worse.. and it could always be better. Which would you choose? :) Let's not sit around and cry in our beer (or drink of choice) and, instead, make the best of what we have. Smile. Live. Do what so many others don't get to do, and enjoy your families. This is just as much a reminder to myself as any of you. Some day I hope not to need it, but for now... :) ... Happy Holidays? YES... please ~Jess~

It Wasn't Enough
It wasn't enough ~Tony Martinez It wasn't enough I gave you evverything I had But for a moment in time I fell into darkness So you went away It wasn't enough I gave you my heart to hold take care of and keep You broke it instead It wasn't enough Now you had to step on it and grind it into the ground It wasn't enough I was going to give up everything for you But you couldn't wait Couldn't hold out Couldn't try to help just a little longer It wasn't enough Now I live with the pain Knowing Wishing You dont realize what you gave up But I guess It just wasn't enough Was it?

Outta My Hands
I have met alot of people in my travels through life but it seems the ones i desire the most to keep, are outta reach or slip through the cracks of this painful earth!! Sometimes the harder u try to catch it the further it drifts away why is this?Is this part of the learning process or is it just torment to the soul? I am tired of wanting what i cant have!!

Hey To All My Friends,family, Fans,and Fans Of Mine Plz Read
Hey to u all i tried to get u all by sending u love and to wish u a Merry Christmas and a wonderful New Year if u did not get one I am sorry so that is y i am writing this now..just in case..and i do care and have somewhere in my heart thoughts about u all u have ...made me feel very loved since i joined here when it was called cherrytap...and i hope u all enjoy my friendship as i do yours....u all have a goodnite and enjoy your holiday k....lots of love to u all.... HUGGZZ STACIE (SMILES AND BLOWS U ALL A FRIENDLY KISS)

Lost & Cold
Lost & Cold Lonely & Empty inside when your love fades in the wind like a breathe of death. Your heart bleeds for that touch of emotion to seal your soul. My mind plays tug of war with my heart ripping it into pieces of dying flesh. To numb the mind,drunkness prevails,but the heart of emotions flood my heart with tears of a child. Burning with your passion. I'm Lost & Cold without You! By: Me - Jason C. McQuistion ~JÐΘG3881~ÈÑҒΘRÇÈR @ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§ £ÖÚÑGÈ®~@ fubar

Special Thanks,
This is a special Thanks to Sandro. Thank you for all the help Bro. I know that you didn't have to come and help out and you took time out of your day to come and help me. I appreciate it greatly. You're a great friend. Even though we hardly know each other. Thanks to Sandy, you've been there from the start. Thank you for doing everything that you've been doing, thanks for evrything. Thanks for putting up with me as well. I know that it's not easy. Thanks to Juss, Sorry if it game off that I was talking about you, I wasn't. Forgive me for that and thanks for helping. I appreciate it. Thanks to everyone at Passions lounge for helping me. ANd thanks to everyone that WWR lounce. It you've all have always been there for me. I do appreciate it with everything that I have. Thank you all.

My Fu Wedding!!
Well ii got FU married to themann19 yes im very happy w. my FU hubby and ii'm glad that he asked me to FU marry him, it was surprising that he asked me, after ii read the message w. the ring ii got all excited lol, anyways im very happy that we got FU married!! ii love my FU hubby!! =] ii got FU married on 12.12.07 @ 1:10a.m

When The Rain Came Down - Happy Rhodes
Like tears from angels, rain drops fall against the sill. Each one is a wish, unrealized and unfulfilled. Slowly gaining momentum as other wishes speed their haste and gravity has it's say. Puddling as they reach their destination, and a pool of hope forming in their place. I am but an observer lost in their grace as they dance downward in embrace. With the wind, with each other, finally with the earth and their destination. Purpose and dreams fulfilled, restful bliss within the glistening beauty and serene song they sing.

A Rich Man
A rich man and a poor man are buying gifts for their wives birthdays..the rich man says "I got my wife a brand new BMW and a diamond ring, that way if she doesnt like the diamond ring she can take it back in her BMW and still be happy" The poor man said " I got my wife a pair of slippers and a dildo..that way if she doesnt like the slippers...she can go fuck herself" !!

A Single Tear
A SINGLE TEAR Ever think about how beautiful a single tear can be? Tears are the ultimate expression of emotion. A man walks up to his girl, hands her a velvet box. She looks at him in shock and slowly opens the box. A beautiful wedding ring. She looks up at him with such an expression of love. A single tear runs down her cheek. The ulimate expression of love. In the hospital a new mother and father hold a beautiful new born baby. The father looks down. A single tear runs down his cheek. The ultimate expression of joy. A young girl holds onto the hand of her best friend one last time. She watches as she takes her last breath. She turns away and closes her eyes. Why did she have to die? A single tear runs down her cheek. The ultimate expression of pain. All beautiful expressions. Tears speak so loud and say so many different things. They are healing and they are painful. They are sweet and they are bitter. They show a moment of weakness and a yet a powerful strength. How l

Leaving Fubar
To all my friends! I have been off fubar for awhile now, and I wanted everyone to know why. I was involved in a relationship for 5 years, and it ended for 7 months. Well, 2 months ago, we started talking again. We decided we could not live without one another, and wanted to try again. We are now engaged and our love is stronger than ever. I can't keep my fubar account, because this site would hurt him deeply, and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I hope everyone understands. I have in him what we all dream of..true love!! I wish everyone the best, and I hope you all have a Merry Christmas!! I will close this account out in a couple of days! Hugs! Lori

Update
this is an update on the test i just had run. we are currently playing the waiting game. we have been told it takes from 5 to 10 days to get the results. i have a doctor appt. schedualed for the 21st to get the test results. if at any time between now and then things change I will let everyone know. thanks for all your prayers and support. hugs and kisses, patricia

After A Few Days
Well a friend recomended fubar and i joined with the usual oh its a social networking site like all the others BUT it is really good normal people without any hangups or moaners Made alot of friends on here all over the palce which is good it's amazing how quickly your points and money go up although am sure the ladies go up alot quicker than the guys - hehehe Looks like i may be here a while Nath

Week One Part 3
HEY LADIES! Want to join the SAINTS AND SINNERS TRAIN and be added to our weekly pimp out bulletin? All you have to do is follow the three steps below! 1) Fan, Rate, and Add all of the ladies already on the train. 2) One you have done that just tell Persia, Ruby Cairo, or Louise about it by MESSAGE (Not shout) so that they can add you to the next week's pimpout! 3) Once you are added... just repost the weekly bulletin! That is all we ask! Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ¢¾ ¢Ó Co-Skank to NSF You ¢Ó@ fubar ¢¾Louise¢¾ *Owned by Thelma*@ fubar Ruby Cairo {SSDC} FuGF of Persia & Elizabitch@ fubar ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღ RL & Fu-Girlfriend to CELTICTHUNDER72 ღ@ fubar ~* ¢¾ Lil' Kitten to DJ John ¢¾* ~ ....Member of U.B.A......@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar

Careful With Us Women Pt2
A man staggers into a hospital with concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally, the doctor asks him what happened. "Well, I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a cow pasture. We went to look for them, and while I was looking around I noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end. I walked over, lifted up the tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it - stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt. That's when I made my big mistake. I lifted the cow's tail and yelled to my wife, ‘Hey, this looks like yours!' “ "I don't remember much after that . . ."

Fire Fighter's Final Call...
I would like to ask everyone to observe a moment of silence Thursday Dec. 13th at 10:00am for the funeral of brother fire fighter who lost his battle with a long term illness. Scott was a friend/mentor when I started in the fire service in 1995. He was very passionate about the fire service and always dedicated to his station and brothers/sisters in the service. He was a agreat asset to any scene and he always got the job done. I will miss talking with him and sharing stories of the old days. RIP my friend I'll see you on the engine again! _________________________________________________ CLARKSBURG — Scott A. Robinson, 40, of Edison Street, Nutter Fort, passed away on Sunday, December 9, 2007, in the United Hospital Center following an extended illness. Mr. Robinson was a Fireman with the Nutter Fort Fire Department. He was born in Clarksburg, November 5, 1967, a son of the late John Robert Robinson, and “Mickey” Newhouse Robinson, who survived in Fairmont. In addition

Blah Blah Blah...
Been a while since I've written something. Life has me very busy these days and it's all I can do to keep up these days. This morning my daughter and I were in the car and she was doing her about to cry thing and was mad at me bc of something her dad and his twat did and I fianlly just asked her why she was taking it out on me. At that moment it dawned on me that the question wasn't really meant for her but for quite a few people in my life. I am at my rope with people these days and am about to have to cut some loose. I have had all I can take. I realize that I am busy and that I don't get to be there for a lot of things and I take a lot of shit from people about this. I am the one who everyone blames and for a long time I took the blame, but then this morning in the middle of my daughter's melt down it dawne on me that I am not the bad guy here and that it's not all my fault. I am tired of people taking shit out on me that wasn;t my fault to begin with. I take a LOT of stuff from wor

Please Fiill Out
Promise me you will not put ur phone number down unless your going to send this in private 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fav Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me?...with tongue? 8. How freaky will you get ? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19. Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me? 21.would you marry me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? 24. What do you rate me

Dating And Sex.........16 Years Ago Vs. Today
Ahhhhh I remember the good old days. My high school sweetheart and I coming of sexual age together in a closet in my Grandmas house. We didn't really care where. If we were by some bushes when the moment would hit us, then we did it in the bushes. If we were on my Grandmas couch watching The Fresh Prince of Bel Air and I was giving him a hand job under the blankets...then we would sneak off to the garage and I'd give him a quality hummer on the treadmill. We have done it in the backseat of a Renault Alliance, in a mosquito nest on accident, anywhere and everywhere we possibly could. I didn't care that we didn't go anywhere particularly cool. We just did it!. I had been finger-banged more time on the school bus on the way home, than I would like to admit....but hey...it happens. And I had given him more "road head" than any man deserves. It was so fun and honest. 16 years later, as I tried to date a few weeks ago, We found ourselves in a phone conversation that included talk of denta

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Okay - I am going through my friends list as soon as I end this blog entry - and deleting ALL profiles with NO salute. I said I was going to do it at the end of the year - but hell..Im going to do it now .. so that way when my new lap top gets here, I will not have to worry about it!

Why Parents Drink.... Lol
Why parents drink The boss wondered why one of his most valued employee had not phoned in sick one day. Having an urgent problem with one of the main computers, he dialed the employee's home phone number and was greeted with a child's whisper. "Hello ?" "Is your daddy home?" he asked. "Yes" whispered the small voice. May I talk with him?" The child whispered,"No" Surprised and wanting to talk with an adult, the boss asked, "Is your Mommy there?" "Yes." "May I talk with her?" Again the small voice whispered,"No" Hoping there was somebody with whom he could leave a message, the boss asked, "Is anybody else there?" "Yes," whispered the child," a policeman." Wondering what a cop would be doing at his employee's home, the boss asked, "May I speak with the policeman?" " No, he's busy ", wispered the child. "Busy doing what?" "Talking to Daddy and Mommy and the Fireman," came the whispered answer. Growing more worried as he heard

Dudes!, Don't Let This Happen To You!!
OK, heres the funny for the Week!!!.Enjoy! Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together

Just A Lil Somethin I Wrote To Make Someones Mind Wander, Lol (he Knows Who He Is)
your boat rubs on something, drags and scratches, you sit up abruptly already scared, terrified of whats gonna happen next sunburnt chapped lips and pail, looking over the side only to see you've come across a deserted island. you struggle to get over the edge to touch land again, after several days of drifting you lay in the warm sand. Drained and exhausted head resting on the ground, eyes fluttering struggelling to stay opened. laying there you think to yourself, finally i have the strength eyes fluttering opened, looking around a bit dazed and to your surprise, you see a young beautiful long brown haired brown eyed woman. she's hovering over you, looking in to u'r eye's. you realize she is standing there with nothing on, nipples slighty exsposed through her long hair, and long enough it covers everything else. still exhausted u struggle to get up only to find your naked. this young woman leans to help you gently eases you to lay back down stroking the back

Ben Stein
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, 'Merry Christmas' to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. I don't like getting pushed around for being a Jew, and I don't think Christians like getting pushed around

Yule
Yule Lore (December 21st) Yule, (pronounced EWE-elle) is when the dark half of the year relinquishes to the light half. Starting the next morning at sunrise, the sun climbs just a little higher and stays a little longer in the sky each day. Known as Solstice Night, or the longest night of the year, much celebration was to be had as the ancestors awaited the rebirth of the Oak King, the Sun King, the Giver of Life that warmed the frozen Earth and made her to bear forth from seeds protected through the fall and winter in her womb. Bonfires were lit in the fields, and crops and trees were "wassailed" with toasts of spiced cider. Children were escorted from house to house with gifts of clove spiked apples and oranges which were laid in baskets of evergreen boughs and wheat stalks dusted with flour. The apples and oranges represented the sun, the boughs were symbolic of immortality, the wheat stalks portrayed the harvest, and the flour was accomplishment of triumph, light, and lif

Pfffft...come On Already
In response to a mumm that i have read today, and most of the comments on it I would just like to share something with you all...(well at least the apx.20 of you that actually read my blogs).... (oh and I'm not pointing that finger at any of you, I just have been really bothered by this since I read that mumm this morning) **comment that I left on the mumm** I have read most of the comments on this MUMM and I am a little .... perplexed ...!! I am a big girl. I am working on it. for me because I want to. BBW - now I don't necessarily like the term, BUT...it fits what I think of myself, I am big, I am beautiful (even if people don't agree), and I am a woman. HOWEVER, I do not like to be called a BBW, because of all the negative things that I hear, namely like some of the comments that I have read here. If you don't like a woman, because of her size, whether you are male or female, then you are a shallow ass person, because we are reall people to, and our personalities and what

The Night Before Christmas
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar- plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid than eagle

Reality And Fubar
I have been on Fubar for quite some time. This is my second account... the first one being Zealouskitten. I deleted the first account due to personal issues concerning my ex. I joined Fubar AKA CherrryTap in the first place as a means to meet people and have fun. Assuming that it was an adult site and that there would be adults on it. But like the old saying goes....NEVER assume anything!! It just amazes me the amount of immaturity and bs that here really is. Drama, lies, backstabbing, and fools that like to play with peoples minds and hearts. These people are the ones that really irritate the hell out of me. Some people are just a waste of webspace. I don't hold grudges or hate anyone. I have a little saying....when you were born you were crying and everyone else around you was crying...live your life so that when you die you are the one smiling and everyone else around you is crying. You make more friends by being yourself and keeping it real. Why do you have to li

Women's Favorite Words!!
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up*. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare...not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you

Fly Free - A Poem That Dragonslayer Wrote For Me. I Love You Man
There was a time when your heart did fly, As high and free as the birds in the sky, Remember the times your soul did sour, There in the freedom that you did adore. But somehow the trapper did come along, And took you from where you did belong, He put you there in a guilded cage, And kept you there day after day. And for a time for him you did sing, Not knowing that he had clipped your wings, Thinking that this was the life for you, But something in your heart said this is not true. And then one day, the man that had your care, Wandered away, chasing after other fares, Leaving you alone, no more to sing, Trapped in your cage with a broken wing. And so there you are thinking that you will die, Wishing again for the days when you could fly, As time goes by, you look for and escape, Cursing the man that trapped you to this fate. Then one day he makes a mistake, Giving you the chance to escape, The door to your cage has been left open, This is the day for wh

To Be Owned Or Not To Be Owned By A Master
JUST CURIOUS YALL HOW MANY OF YOU MEN /WOMEN ON HERE WOULD RATHER BE OWNED BY A MASTER OR NNOOT BE OWNED AND IF YOU ARE OWNED ARE YOU COMPLETELY HAPPY BEING A SUBMISSIVE MALE/WOMAN TO YOUR MISTRESS/MASTER?

I Am One Of The Forsaken.
This is the site that i hang out a lot at night time. Its run by a really good friend of mine. If you wanna hear good music and make some good friends. Stop on by. Click on the link below if you wanna try it out.

The Misfit~angels Rules
THE MISFIT~ANGELS RULES 1.) must read and rate all blogs done on pages of all the group leaders 2.) if anyone needs leveling you must send the link too 1 of the leaders then they will see if that person can be leveled 3.) before any member is to join a contest or giveaway and wants help from the group you must ask and see if we can help or if we have plans first give time for a response 4.) no other member needs to do blogs for leveling for help from the misfit group except for the leaders 5.)will not have more than 1 person in a contest or giveaway at 1 time unless we have enough members to split up to help with the bombing 6.) if you do not help level or do your part you will be removed from the group 7.) when a new member joins we go to that members page we add, fan and rate their page 8.) when you see a bulletin posted in our group you repost it 9.) when we are leveling someone the status is how you know if we are done yet 10.) and do not ask for help

Falling In Love
I met a woman, 2 days ago... And I know that I am falling in love with her. It's the sound of her voice, the warmth and happiness I feel, just talking to her. It's that feeling of butterflies I get, when I called her for the first time. It's smiling for no other reason than because I am thinking of you, and finding the strength to get through the day, just because I know that I will hear you voice again soon. I think about it, all day, and all night. There's so much more that I feel when I think about you, and it's never a sad or dissaopinting thought. I know this is love... Are you ready to accept it?

Dj Kulvir
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?!?!?! HAS THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME FOR SOME AWESOME TUNES, GREAT CHAT..AND!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF LAUGHS!!! DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ KULVIR~*~ (Lead DJ) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA~*~ ~*~DJ GREENMOMMA~*~ ~*~DJ HAWKEYE~*~ ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND LISTEN FOR A BIT... YOU MIGHT JUST FIND THAT HOME AWAY FROM HOME YOU'VE BEEN WANTING... THE DRAMA FREE ZONE...

Love
One day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't anymore. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more 'just one minute.' Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say 'I love you.' So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... old cars... and children with bad report cards, dogs with bad hips, aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep ---like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are special. And so, we keep them close! Suppose one mornin

If Your Body Was A Car
IF YOUR BODY WAS A CAR... If my body were a car, this is the time I would be thinking about trading it in for a newer model. I've got bumps and dents and scratches in my finish and my paint job is getting a little dull ..... But that's not the worst of it. My headlights are out of focus and it's especially hard to see things up close. My traction is not as graceful as it once was. I slip and slide and skid and bump into things even in the best of weather. My whitewalls are stained with varicose veins. It takes me hours to reach my maximum speed. My fuel rate burns inefficiently. But here's the worst of it -- Almost every time I sneeze, cough or sputter...either my radiator leaks or my exhaust backfires! JUST KIDDING - YOU GET BETTER WITH TIME...

My Leveling List..
THIS IS MY LEVELING LISTS. I CANT NOT AND WILL NOT ADD ANY MORE. THIS LIST IS TO LONG ALREADY.. DON'T MEAN I WONT HELP YOU OR I DONT LIKE YOU IT JUST MEANS IM ALREADY REALLY REALLY TIRED.. THATS ALL. CAN'T ADD NO MORE SORRY.. YOU ALL CAN MAKE YOUR OWN LIST IF YOU WISH BUT THIS ONE IS MINE.. AND THESE ARE WHO IM TAKING WITH ME.. I TRUELY DO LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU ALL. EVERYONE IS IMPORTANT BUT THESE PEOPLE EACH HAVE GONE BEYOND WHAT EVERY DAY FRIENDS DO.. THEY ONE WAY OR ANOTHER HAD MY BACK WHEN I REALLY NEEDED IT. NOT TO SAY MANY MORE OF YOU DIDNT EITHER BUT THESE PEOPLE ENDLESSLY ENDLESSLY DO.. THIS IS MY FUBAR FAMILY. LETS START TO LEVEL YOU ALL.. AND OF COURSE I'M STARTING WITH MY BABY! GUYS HES LEVEL 12 PLEASE COME ON.. LETS GET HIM OFF NEWBIE GROUND.. I'M ON TOP CAUSE I'M GOING TO PASS YOU ALL UP ANYWAY.. SCOTT'S NEXT TO ME CAUSE HES MY BOYFRIEND AND THATS JUST WHERE I LIKE HIM TO BE. YA THATS NEXT TO ME AND YES SOMETIMES UNDER ME TOO. WAHOOO!!! THE REST ARE I

Puppy Size
This is one of the neatest stories you will ever hear. You will know precisely what this little girl is talking about at the end (you'll want to share this one with your loved ones and special friends)! "Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed, "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the v

Kids Say The Darnest....
For all of you in education, with sons, grandsons, or who just love the things little kids say ~ a reminder that adult words are often taken literally. "Circumcised" (this is priceless!) A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of the class was squirming around, scratching his crotch, and not paying attention. She went back to find out what was going on. He was quite embarrassed and whispered that he had just recently been circumcised and he was quite itchy. The teacher told him to go down to the principal's office He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it. He did and returned to his class. Suddenly, there was a commotion at the back of the room. She went back to Investigate only to find him sitting at his desk with his "private part" hanging out. "I thought I told you to call your mom!" she said. "I did," he said, "And she told me that if I could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school."

Ahhhhh
So i posted a blog earlier and it got lost in fubarland lol...yayyy...well this year is finally coming to an end..I have had a love/hate thing for it throughout...Lost 5 ppl and 2 cats in 3 months..then my job..then there was no jobs..i looked under rocks and in newspapers for one ..but everyone said october..then January..so i finally get a job and they say well its seasonal and u will have a month b4 its over..YAY..then life blew up in my face..yay!! don't get me wrong I am thankful for breathing and for the friends and fam i have..and so happy they are safe and healthy..but seriously I want to kick someones ass lol Im done kicking my own..LOL...ahhhhhhhhh I feel better now!!!

Fertilize The Grass (lyrics)
This one been in the cooker a while, finally got the lyrics down at and outside of Blues Bar! But my shit ain't written in stone! A cynical Willyism for the fuckin' day; What the fuck is a genre'? Sounds to me like a French word for breasts, i.e., man did did you see the fuckin' genre's on that chick! FERTILIZE THE GRASS By WILLY SENKIWSKY 12/9/07 10 am G Harp, Key of D, Slow Shuffle No matter who you is or was in the past Matters not if ya go for whales catfish or bass When life is done you will fertilize the grass! No way to know about last breath I don't know when I'll draw last breath But remember without life would be no death! Everything alive is going to die And tears can't help or the nicest smile! Makes no difference if they cremate your ass Your dust will still fertilize the grass! Yeah life is a prison term Here we're doing prison terms When finished bodies will be home to worms! This is life as long as it lasts You maybe a drop out or

Porn For Sale On Fubar
If i wanted to pay for porn, I'd rent a movie or go to a porn site..The sale of personal porn (people asking for blasts and VIPS for access to their private folder) is not what this site was about when it was started. SHAME ON YOU BABYJESUS FOR LETTING THIS HAPPEN. Its not like its costing them money to put pictures on here. This site use to be about people, now its seems its about self promotion, or ego stroking each other until we all believe we are 10's or 11's, or insulting each other in the comfort of a mumm. YAWN.

Contests
Im in 2 different contests now. one is under the page of ladygray and the other is on the page of lisasweet. The picture with the most comments wins. if you can help me out, it would be greatly appreciated. Go to their page, then picture album listed contest and the picture is there. the contest continues til the 22nd of december.

Do You Trust Me? (my Lil Sis Wrote This)
He asked her "do you trust me?" she hesitated at first, and then she took his hand and whisperd in his ear that she had been hurt.He then smiled and kissed her on the cheek, everything was scilent she had no words and couldnt speak. He then told her that he would never break her heart. Her smile was his painting, her eyes was a piece of art. There hearts began to beat as one, as they stared into each others eyes. There was no fear or pain, there was no more heartache and lies. He asked her "do you trust me?" she didnt hesitate this time, and then she fell into his arms and said " I trust you and i will love you for all time."

Dj Dolls
THIS DOLL IS ... ON AIR NOW!!!! IN HOME OF THE GREATEST DJ'S ON THE AIR WAVES COME ON OVER AND JOIN ME LISTEN TO SOME COOL TUNEAGE!! CHAT WITH ME... AND... GET TO KNOW SOME OF THE GREATEST PEOPLE YOU'LL EVER MEET ON FUBAR THIS PLACE IS TOO COOL TO MISS OUT!! SO WHATCHA WAITIN ON?!?!?!? DON'T BE FOOLED BY IMITATIONS... AFTERSHOCK WILL ROCK YOUR SOCKS OFF AND WE PLAY THE TUNES YOU WANNA HEAR!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ HERE IS A LIST OF THE AFTERSHOCK RADIO DJ'S ~*~DJ BROWN EYED DAVE (OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ MERCEDEEZE LAINE (CO-OWNER)~*~ ~*~DJ WILL VON~*~ ~*~DJ SQUID LEE~*~ ~*~DJ BRAE (MANAGER & PROMOTIONS)~*~ ~*~DJ SHADOW~*~(CO-MANAGER) ~*~DJ RAVEN LADY X~*~ ~*~DJ DIESEL~*~ ~*~DJ EARTHWALKER~*~ ~*~DJ FLASH~*~ ~*~DJ LOGAN~*~ ~*~DJ SWEETNESSA~*~ ~*~DJ DOLLS~*~ ~*~DJ BABYEMMA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ COME ON IN AND CHECK US OUT... NO

Those Beautiful Words From The Heart
I love youwithout knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straight forwardly without complexities or pride. I love you because I know no other way then this. So close that your hand on my chest is my hand. So close, that when you close your eyes, I fall asleep. I did not write these words but I think they are the most beautiful words to express the way you feel about someone you love. They just take my breath away.

Where That Loves Been Gone
Sometimes I wonder who's making love to you now Now that it's been so long Yes sometimes I wonder who's making love to you now Now that it's been so long Well I don't know where or when you found out Where that love's been gone Remember that winter we went walking in the snow Now it's been and gone Yes, I remember the winter we went walking in the snow Snow that's been and gone And right across the country still I've got to go Wherever that love's been gone But any old way there's a smile on my face There's a smile that I just can't hide Though I'm missing you now like I never knew how I couldn't forget you if I tried Don't it make you wonder, but I wouldn't worry no more Standing by the side of the road Oh don't it make you wonder, but I wouldn't worry no more Just standing by the side of the road Into the night you just pick up and go You'll see where the love's been gone But any old way there's a smile on my face Ther's a smile that I just couldn't hid

Christmas Gifts Bought For Princess
Hello, I have decided to make a blog and list all the REAL gifts you bois are sending me. Wouldn't you LOVE to be in my blog! See my other blog for wish list or buy me a ticker/blast/vip etc. 1. 1 month V.I.P membership & 7 day blast bought by my loyal pet- "footboy" 2.$50 gift certificate via amazon.com bought by pet- "wayde" 3. $50 gift certificate via amazon.com bought by "slave_4miss" 4. 7 day blast bought by "subhumangod" 5. 4 ticker credits bought by "b4guaged" 6. 4 ticker credits and a 7 day blast bought by "richfink" 7. $100 Amazon.com Gift certificate brought by "maveric12346" 8. $175 Amazon.com Gift certificate bought by "eddie_988" 9. 40 brittish pounds Amazon.co.uk bought by "eddie_988" 10. $250 in Amazon.com Gift certiciates-Merry Xmas from "eddie_988" my little slut. 11. $391.63 Via moneybookers from MY "hypno pet" 12. $200 Amazon.com voucher bought by "sissy maid jasmine" 13.$100 amazon.com voucher sent by "eddie988"

A Lot Of Shit Going On Right Now
Um yeah so look i dont have the net anymore. so i wont be on...dont think im mad at you...its not that..i dont have my phone on right now...but when i get it on.,..some of u have my number so u can call or i will call you.....umm im sorry for this,....but i have to go. Love you all Jessi

Male Beer Warning
WHEN YOU GET TO THE END, CLICK ON THE LINK FOR THE DEMO! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to gohome and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feel

Good Morning!
Hello all! Hope you are having a good morning. Its Thursday already! It was cold as heck waiting for the train this morning, 25 degrees. They say we are getting snow today. Its supposed to start around noon and drop 8 inches. Then there is supposed to be another foot this weekend. I'm just not ready for that. Have a great day all. Hugs

Hey!
well here it is dec13th.year 2007 is almost most over all ready it feels like yesterday was like march. it's crazy to sit back and and think bout the year.!!!WhooHoo i manage to piss off alot of people.lmfao i love it!!but hey thats me right? i be damn if some is gonna walk all over me nope dont think so i stand my ground. i am about to be a aunt again to a lil boy!! i cant wait when he is born that will3boys and 3 girls..i love them withh all of my heart!the friends i made and the times we had.goof off or ridin down 81 being stupid wink wink.or watchin out for each other trash talk men bashin down right and dirty talk.sit back at laugh At the HATERS because thier mad cuz they dont have what we have thats our friendship.lol bobbie my home fry..lol my left lung.omg girl we have done so much shit together...go with you to stalk your ex's so that way when their girl would come out that no body jumped your ass. lol "Cuz That's How We Roll' or sit outside and be drunk as shyt and goof the f

Living Will ....lol
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." So she got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Notice
~THE ORIGINAL FU-DADDY™~ORIGINAL CHERRYTAP GODFATHER #9~LOVES HIS LITTLE MEERKAT~@ fubar YOU NEED TO RATE ALL FU DADDYS PICS Stephanie Lynn@ fubar YOU NEED TO ENTER HER CONTEST EVERYONE ALL PIMPETTES AND MANWHORES NEED TO HAVE THESE 2 MEMBERS ON UR LIST AND FAMILY

Freedom And Friends
Freedom and Friends "The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You trade in your sense for an act. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask. There can't be any large-scale revolution until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level. It's got to happen inside first." ~ Jim Morrison. Great quote! Stop being someone you're not and be yourself. I have always tried to live my life this way. Be a leader not a follower. People should like you for who you are. Here's another great Jim quote I will leave you with... "Friends can help each other. A true friend is someone who lets you have total freedom to be yourself-and especially to feel. Or, not feel. Whatever you happen to be feeling at the moment is fine with them. That's what real love amounts to-letting a person be what he really is." Here's to all the true friends. Cheers!!

Mem Lie
Men Lie for alot of reasons! They lie to make themselfs look good. They lie to not hurt some people that love them. They Lie because they can not help but lie about everything they do or say! They also will lie to keep someone that is good to them too. I have learn over the year the only time I believe anything that ever come from a mans mouth is when I see it is for real. Some just lie because they dont care how much it hurts others

Some Thoughts In Life
Some thoughts in Life I have been in a spiritual mood lately. Just thinking about life in general and how much I appreciate it. I feel blessed to have such wonderful friends and family. This is for all of you. It's unusual for me to write anything deep. So don't think I'm turning soft all of a sudden! I would like to hear your thoughts! Peace. God has granted us the gift of free will. The paths we choose to take. The paths we choose to cross. These decisions will impact our lives. Sometimes these decisions come from the mind. Sometimes from the heart. Sometimes from the soul. I believe all life has a purpose. Even a reason why some paths cross at all. We learn from our life experiences. We grow in body and soul. Our friendships make us stronger. Our families bring us closer. Appreciate every moment of life. Find your strength from within. Live life with a purpose. Treasure the gifts that God has given us. Stay creative and

Life
Well I dont know where to start..Life started getting great for me a few months back..I was so happy with my life...Then it started going downhill slowly..Then just all of a sudden just dropped...Now here I am..Things finally started looking back up for me..Things were getting good for me again..Then here comes God slamming me on my face again...When am I supposed to be able to just enjoy being happy for more than just a few weeks..Why cant I have a chance to live a happy life??I hate it..I try to do right..I try to do good..And nothing comes of it..I dont want to be forced to leave this joy I feel behind because someone doesn't like me..It is not right at all!!!

If U Dare
FRIENDS WITH BENIFITS ! Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fubAR that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LoL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your migente that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

You Know Your From Kc When
You know you're from Kansas City when... ...you know that Kansas City is actually two cities in two states, and you make sure people know which one you're from. ... you know just how fierce the KU vs MU rivalry is; and that you'd best pick a side and stay loyal. ... you've given the following answers: "Yes, we have tornados." "No, I don't know Dorothy." "No, I've never met the Wizard and I've never been to Oz." ... you whined through the 90's about Marty ball and now wish he was back so the chiefs could just make the playoffs. ... you think that every year is the year the chiefs will win it all. ...you know the royals suck, but you refuse to let any Cardinals fan forget about the 1985 world series. ... you know the following numbers: 648-8888 and 321-2277 (and can sing the accompanying songs).

Wow
Wow! A year ago today I was bored as heck and looking through my sons KiteBoarder magazine and saw the add for this place. Not sure of the name back then CherryTap/LostCherry. So I thought why not join? I have to say I am glad that I did. I have met so many amazing people here that I don't just consider it an online thing but have made real life friendships with some of you. I never thought that I would have met some of the most amazing people here. A lot of you have been with me through a challenging year. The death of my friend, getting back to the working world after years of being a stay at home mom, the end of a relationship, the illness of my dad. I don't know how I would of gotten through these things without some of you. It's weird how a lot of people who interact with others online think of it as nothing. I feel that interacting with people at places like this should be treated the same as the "real world" as some would say. Being frequent in the mumms I am someti

What Did You Say?
So it's finals week. Not as many people are in school at the normal times due to the schedule change. There are alot of junior/senior high school students that also attend my school. So the other day Im in the cafeteria sitting and talking to my friend Thomas about whatever when this girl from one of his classes sits down with us. First of all she was chatty as fuck. Second I really wanted to tell her to shut the fuck up. That was until I was trying to block out her voice and then i heard her say "So and SO has to go to court tomorrow and I have to testify. I don't want to go to the winter formal because everyone thinks i slept with the Band Teacher" She goes on to tell me that "nothing happened that all they did was hang out and watch movies" Umm yea thats all i did in highschool was hang out and watch movies too yea uh huh thats it." WHat the FUck.... So today like right before i started this blog i turned on the tv and the news at noon was on, and who's face do i see on t

This Is A Narritive In Progress. Just Some Random Writing I Do
As I sit here this evening, contemplating life, it's ups and downs, more downs usually that ups it seems. And with no sleep in sight, I deal with this problem so to speak with a dream, my dream. The piano sits alone in the center the stage of the concert hall. It's keys shining like diamonds amidst the deep blackness of it's body. Every string tightened to perfect tension. As elaborate as the piano may be, it looks stunningly beautiful and simple alone on the stage. Hushed whispers and the rustling of crisp programs is all that can be heard as the crowd slowly makes their way to their seats. As I peer through the long curtains off stage, I begin to wonder how many people there actually are, filling the seats of the hall. Hundreds? Thousands? My heart begins to race as I grow more and more anxious. As the lights dim further towards complete darkness I know that the time has come. My time. I make my way towards the edge of the stage and my hands become

Another Dumb Fuckc Tard Bites The Dust
WELL FUBAR HAS YET ANOTHER STUPID DUMB FUCK ON HERE THAT LIKES TO CALL WOMEN CUNTS WELL LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHIING YOU WANNNA BE MASTERFULONE YOU DISGUST ME AND YOU MAKE ME SICK IF YOU EVER COME BACK TO MY PAGE AGAIN YOU WILL BE SORRY SO YOU JUST KEEP ON WALKING AND THINKING YOUR A MASTER BECAUSE YOU DUMB FUCK ARE NO MASTER SO KISS MY COUNTRY ASS...YOU MESS WITH ME OTHERS WILL FOLLOW BECAUSE NOW YOU HAVE BEEN BLOGGED LICK MY FUCKING BOOTS YOU BITCH! masterfulone@ fubar -HAVE A NICE DAY YOU FUCKING SCUM BAG OF THE EARTH GO BACK TO THE HOLE YOU CAME FROM. me:>masterfulo...: GET THIS FUCK TARD FUCK OFF THAT WASMY BOYFRIEND TALKING TO Y OU AND FOR REFERENCE IM NOT A CUNT YOUD BETTER WATCH WHAT THE FUCK YOU SAY TO ME OR YOUR ASS WILL BE BANNED FROM FUBAR YOU NO GOOD DIRTY STICKING MOTHER FUCKER NOW YOU CAN KISS MY MOTHER FUCKING PINK COUNTRY ASS YOU FUCKING DOMINATE WANNA BE BITCH masterfulo...: a life? hmm I am breathing

American Terrorist...
Close your mind. Close your eyes. see with your heart how do you forgive the murderer of your father? the ink of a scholar is worth a thousand times more than the blood of a martyr we came through the storm nooses on our necks and a smallpox blanket to keep us warm on a 747 on the pentagon lawn wake up the alarm clock is connected to a bomb anthrax lab on a West Virginia farm shorty ain't learned to walk already heavily armed civilians and little children is especially harmed camouflaged torahs, bibles and glorious qurans the books that take you to heaven and let you meet the Lord there have become misinterpreted, reasons for warfare we read em with blind eyes i guarantee u there's more there the rich must be blind b/c they didn't see the poor there They need to open up a park, instead they just closed 10 schools we don't need em can u please call the fire department they're down here marching for freedom burn down their schools, turn their TV's on to teach em....

School 1957 Vs. School 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI is called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called, SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey is given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Teste

Waiting There For You
Waiting There For You If all the stars fell from your sky, And you dont know what to do. Just reach down deep inside your heart, I'll be waiting there for you. I'm as close as your next heartbeat, And within your heart I'll stay. I will be there when you need me, I will never go away. If your burdens become to heavy, And they seem to much to bear. You know that I will share your load, I will always be right there. Always in the background, And that is where I will stay. Untill the day you call my name, I wont be far away. I will be there in the sunshine, As it shines upon your face. When you feel its warmth remember me, I'll be waiting in my place. I'll be there in the soft breeze, As it dances across your skin. So quietly I will be there, Like a whisper in the wind. So if your stars fall from your sky, And you dont know what to do. Just look for me inside your heart, I will be waiting there for you. i dont know who wrote this but it is bea

What The?
BRIGUY'S ACCOUNT WAS DELETED! BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar HE WAS 2 MILLION POINTS FROM BEING GODFATHER! PLEASE SHOW THIS MAN SOME LOVE! RATE HIM BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar FAN HIM BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar ADD HIM AS A FRIEND! BRI GUY HELP ME LEVEL BACK UP I LOST MY ACCOUNT@ fubar HE DOESNT HAVE STASH YET OR MANY PICS BUT PLEASE DO WHAT YOU CAN FOR HIM! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ME! THIS MESSAGE BROUGHT TO YOU BY ~ Phoenix FuOwned By SantaBuff~@ fubar

Fu Bucks For Salute?
hey guys. im trying to help my friend get a spotlight and i have no fu bucks to give him. I need to go on fu welfare i think :(. Im not one to ask for things but I'll make you a salute from me for 20k fu bucks :)... Let me know -Ash

Im Not Stupid...
IF U REALLY ARE: 1. a HipHop Barbie Slut 2. an avid fan of anal sex 3. a redneck by day and Vampire on the internet 4. not the person in your default pic 5. hoping i'm as unconditional as Jack Sprat 6. so man crazy that you spend entire dinner dates on your cell phone 7. on drugz (Xanax included) 8. taking being called a MILF az a compliment 9. claiming that Black metal iz your favorite type of music 10. ranking HIM as your favorite band 11. thinking criss angel izn't a poser 12. tilting the camera 2 show your cleavage while hiding your double chin and belly 13. considering S&M a form of pleasure 14. here 2 meet guyz by claiming 2 be BI 15. Bi 16. running out of things 2 believe in since britney cut her hair 17. not a lady 18. under eighteen 19. a natural born A cup under your implants 20. depressed and lonely 21. only using the internet to pick up guys 22. only using the internet 2 find acceptance 23. being treated for phychological problemz 24. Thinking that

Joke
A tourist walked into a pet store and looked at the animals on display. While he was there, a Marine Corps Gunnery Sergeant from the local Air Station walked in and said to the shopkeeper, "I'll take a 6114 Monkey, please." The clerk nodded, went to a cage and took out a monkey. He put a collar and leash on the animal and handed it to the Gunny, saying, "That'll be $ 1,000." The Gunny paid and left with the animal. "That was a very expensive monkey!" said the tourist. "Why so much?" The shopkeeper replied. "That particular animal can rig aircraft flight controls, set up perimeter defense, and perform the duties of an SDO with no mistakes. He even scored 300 on the Marine Corps PFT. He's well worth the money." The tourist spotted another monkey selling for $ 10,000. "Wow!" he said. "What can it do?" "He's a 'Maintenance Supervisor' monkey," replied the clerk. "He can instruct all levels of maintenance, supervi

The Drama
Man it is said how so many people take things so personal on here. Yea I am real and I tell it like it is. I come here to talk to certain peaple becuz they are cool and really nice. The drama kings and Queens need to delete themselves from my page. As far as have an actual serious relationship on fubar come on peaple this is internet GET REAL!!!!! Friendship is an actual thing that can happen but boyfriuend girlfriend get real. Possibly getting interested into meeting even but stop taking stuff so personal. I am always here for my friends and individuals who are real like flirt , countrygirl, mama rox,mistic angel, and a few others.... but if your not real like these peaple do not add me as a friend.......

Flaws
I guess I can write whatever the hell I want in here because no one can see alerts for things their friends post any more and so there's a good chance I'll be writing this to myself. It's a flawed system but it's all we got. Nature is that way, which is why it's so beautiful. Almost everything is constantly adapting to it's environment and working with it's non-perfections. Imagine a dear poised perfectly without a hair out of place or a muscle flexed in preparedness. If I were photographing it I would wait for something to happen. I've never seen a perfect body of water, now would I shoot it or even enjoy it. I would look until I found something unsymmetrical, something out of place o that tells a story about it's life. A bed of roses, each grown to the same height, each the same perfect shade of red would be boring. One rose, it's stem bent under the weight of praying mantis eating aphids would be beautiful. Those things are very apparent to us, always, until we step in front o

Contest Contest Contest
ITS THE HOLIDAY SEASON..SO ITS TIME FOR A CONTEST....THE CONTEST WILL BE THE MOST ORGINAL SEXY HOLIDAY PIC... RULES ARE...NO NUDES...UNDER NO FORM WILL "PARTS" BE SHOWN ...BUT ...U CAN TAKE A PIC WITHOUT CLOTHES AS LONG AS CERTAIN BODYPARTS ARE BEING COVERED AND DONE IN A TASTEFUL MANNER... AGAIN THE IDEA IS HOLIDAY..SEXY...AND ORGINAL SO GUYS LETS SEE WHAT YOU CAN COME UP WITH... USE ANY ITEMS YOU LIKE THAT IS IN THE HOLIDAY SPIRIT...YOU CAN EVEN WRITE WORDS ON YOU..SO GUYS LETS GET CREATIVE...CONTEST STARTS NEXT FRIDAY DEC 21 @ 10AM EST TIME AND ENDS DEC 23 10PM EST TIME... I NEED ALL PICS GIVIN TO ME THUR DEC 20 BY 10PM EST TIME... PRIV MESSAGE ME AND LET ME KNOW HOW MANY OF YOU GUYS WILL BE IN THE CONTEST... COMMENT BOMBING IS ALLOWED... IF 5 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 15K IF 10 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 25K IF 15 PEOPLE ENTER THE WINNINGS WILL BE 35K ALL WILL BE ATTACTED WITH A BIG PIMP GIFT ASWELL... SO LETS GET STARTED!!!

Poem 1
HEAVEN AWAITS She’s got the softest lips I’ve ever felt pressed against my body, as she slowly makes her way towards me. Slowly crawling over my naked warm body, her hair drapes over my face; she has the sweetest scent known to man, the scent of lust and passion over-whelms me. I feel weak and yet strong at the same time; I confused, I want to destroy her body, but start off as gentle as a lamb. I lay back and enjoy the moments as she stares deep within my eyes. I give her complete control as her teeth embrace my neck; I give out a slight moan. She starts to go back down my body leaving a trail of fingernails clawing over my chest gently fading into the night. She reaches her destination engulfing her favorite toy as sweat trails down the side of my face, racing down my neck deep within the sheets. I begin to speak in tongues as I reach for the heavens to help me in my quest only to make it half way there. These few minutes seem like an eternity of standing at heavens gates

Poem 4
Mornings To Come Morning comes and I awaken to an empty bed as I reach for you and you’re not in your place. Emptiness is the loudest cry my ears have ever heard. I get out of bed searching for the biggest sign of your presence; calling out your name over and over. I learn that silence can be the deepest of pains to ones heart and soul. I walk from room to room looking for your things to be in their usual place; I see nothings there. I feel blinded by the empty space that surrounds me. I don’t know what to do or say, I’m lost in the wilderness of my fears. I drowning in words too confused to come out of my mouth fearing the world of loneliness. You were everything to me and more; you’ve taken away the air that I breathe. Please give me back my fantasy; the courage that I need to live. All I’m feeling at this time is the purest of pain. I rush to the phone dialing home and you’re number echoes through my head time after time and you never answer. Tears begin to stream do

Us Refuses ' Any Wounded Soldier' Mail
By JAY REEVES, Associated Press Writer Tue Dec 11, 2:22 PM ET BIRMINGHAM, Ala. - Hundreds of thousands of holiday cards and letters thanking wounded American troops for their sacrifice and wishing them well never reach their destination. They are returned to sender or thrown away unopened. ADVERTISEMENT Since the Sept. 11 attacks and the anthrax scare, the Pentagon and the Postal Service have refused to deliver mail addressed simply to "Any Wounded Soldier" for fear terrorists or opponents of the war might send toxic substances or demoralizing messages. Mail must be addressed to a specific member of the armed forces — a rule that pains some well-meaning Americans this Christmas season. "Are we going to forget our soldiers because we are running in fear?" Fena D'Ottavio asked. The suburban Chicago woman was using her blog to encourage friends to send mail to unspecified soldiers until she learned of the ban, which she called a sad commentary on society. Last season, d

-forgotten Trees, Remembered People-
That same tree... where you carved your name? Due seasons came, i still remain, that same tree where you carved your name. Through sun and rain due seasons came, i still remain, that same tree where you carved your name. Seen young and old through sun and rain due seasons came, i still remain, that same tree where you carved your name. Smiles and sorrow, one and the same seen young and old through sun and rain due seasons came, i still remain, that same tree where you carved your name. Sunny honor, and nights shame smiles and sorrow, one and the same seen young and old through sun and rain due seasons came, i still remain, that same tree.... Should i have changed?

You Got To Love This Guy !!!
You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his bride having sex with his best friend, the be

Name Change?
ok wants to change my name on here , too many wildcats around , so far with the help of a few friends we came up with some names and im sure a few more of you have some awesome ideas , anyhow gonna list the names we have thought of so far .... which ones do you like? or do you have a better suggestion? FabulousNThickBBW SweetThickness P.H.A.T~Pretty Hot And Thick Thyck~A~Lishious Thickilicious Topaz

Thank You :)
I tried to thank everyone individually, but in case I (accidentally) missed someone, I wanted to give a giant, collective thank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes and gifts. I had a wonderful day and friends like all of you made it even more special :D It means a lot to me ***Hugs*** :)

Marine Night Before Christmas
The MARINES Night Before Christmas Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was cl

Back To Reality
Caught up in the words that appear on your screen Wanting to believe so much of what is seen Your heart skips a beat with each new person you meet Wrapped in illusion There becomes confusion What is real, what is fake So much of you to give and take Freely speaking words you'd often not say Hoping later, your heart won't pay You wait for that comment, or email, or shout Finding so many ways to overlook your doubt It's different this time, it has to be He's sweet, he's smart, and he loves me What's a little distance When there is no resistance What's and issue or two Love will see you through Then one day you realize its just a dream What you wanted it to be, is all you have seen Your eyes are now open and reality set it in You wake up alone, and your life is not him Though never real, your heart is still cold The emptiness takes its familiar mold And you wonder how long it is going to be Before you head back to fantasy **copyrighted 2007 W

Gave Up
Gave up ~Tony Martinez I spend days and nights Asking the one question I'll never be able to answer Why? Why you gave up You said it yourself I'm a great guy you said We'll make it work you said My past relationships go badly cuz I rush things you said Can we take it slow you said So I did So we did Still you gave up Gave up what you said you treasured Please tell me why Does it really matter? You're not even listening You gave up long ago

Probablly Going To Leave Fubar
soo ya this site and the perverted Scum (people) on it have been pissing me off even more soo im most likely going to leave this site...soo too my friends i have made on here message me if u wanna keep in touch ill give u my messenger names or my space name or email....to the rest of you pathetic waist of flesh you can die horrbal bloody deaths for all i care!

The Awful Truth About Fubar Lmao
subject: THE AWFUL TRUTH ABOUT FUBAR, LMAO TO FUNNY (repost) date: 2007-12-13 22:01:31 When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when

Life In General
So after a recent coffee-laden bitch session with my friend Dave, I've come to a realization...stay with me, people...I actually fucking LOVE my 20-something struggling-ass life. I usually hate being broke and having no fucking money for extra stuff...it drives me crazy sometimes to not be able to buy the things I could when I was younger...a good pair of Chucks, a movie here or there, change cell phones around on a whim. But when I think about the fact that I'm now 23, with my own place, a decent steady job, my own vehicle, clothes on my back and food in my stomach...ALL of my own doing, with no one's help...I can't help but grin to myself that this is what I wanted since I was 18 years old. Maybe I'm not the best dressed chick walking down the street, maybe I'm not driving a Mustang, maybe I'm stuck watching the same 3 local channels every day, all day...but goddamn it if I'm not happy to be alive, happy, and healthy in my own skin.

Twas The Nite Before Xmas
Twas the Nite Before Xmas 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom, and reached for the lube When out on the lawn, there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Assh

If You Look For Rudeness, Incompetence, Disrespect And Arrogance,
IF YOU LOOK FOR RUDENESS, INCOMPETENCE, DISRESPECT AND ARROGANCE, YOU WILL SEE PLENTY OF THOSE THINGS. IF, ON THE OTHER HAND, YOU LOOK FOR KINDNESS, LOVE, SUPPORT AND POSITIVE PURPOSE YOU CAN JUST AS READILY UNCOVER THEM. MUCH OF WHAT YOU EXPERIENCE IS WHAT YOU EXPECT TO EXPERIENCE. YOUR SENSES, AS RICH AND PERCEPTIVE AS THEY ARE, CANNOT POSSIBLY TAKE IT ALL IN. SO YOUR EXPERIENCE OF EACH DAY IS HEAVILY FILTERED THROUGH YOUR EXPECTATIONS. YOUR SENSES TUNE IN TO THE KIND OF WORLD YOU ALREADY KNOW YOU WILL SEE. THE REAL POWER IN THIS ARRANGEMENT IS THAT YOU CAN CHOOSE TO ADJUST AND ADVANCE YOUR EXPECTATIONS. THOSE EXPECTATIONS CAN BE WHATEVER YOU INTENTIONALLY DECIDE THEY WILL BE. AND YOUR EXPERIENCE OF LIFE WILL FOLLOW RIGHT ALONG. BY EXPECTING THE VERY BEST, YOU FIND YOUR WAY TOWARD IT. BASE YOUR REAL, SINCERE EXPECTATIONS NOT ON WHAT HAS ALREADY HAPPENED, BUT ON WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE HAPPEN. SURE ENOUGH, AS IF BY MAGIC, THOSE THINGS WILL COME TO BE.....Ride Safe HARLEY

Goodbye [i'm Sorry]
Time has run out, for me. Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe. It's so hard, lost in the world confusion. And I need to leave, for a while. Life is so meaningless; there is nothing worth a smile. So goodbye, I'll miss you. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. It's been the years, of abuse. Neglected to treat the disorder, That controls my youth, for so long. I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground. It's no use, why should I hold on? It's been five years, don't need one more. So goodbye, life's abuse. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay. And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long. So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me. I'm not worth any tears. And I'm sorry, but this is my fate. Everyt

Dial Up Is Why...
a lot of people think i ignore them in the shoutbox.. for those of you who do not know.. i am still in the dinosaur days of dial up. i apologize in advance for any inconveniences this may cause, lol. be patient, dammit!!!!!

Please Help Katt
My LOVE BUTTON Katt is here for another 8 days and we have been trying and trying to level her! She has just under 160,000 to level to Fubarlord.. can we please help her out? She is an amazing woman who I am going to miss deeply! Just Katt "Freaks LiL Kitty" * Fu-Wifey to Freak *@ fubar Love ya Love Button! Your mini me :)

Body Hair
All of my life I've heard women give different views on the subect of men and their body hair ... so, I've decided to get a definitive answer about whether or not you like men to have it or if you want us to be hairless ...

Nope Not Private
I just had some weirdo send me a link to two of my pics which are available to friends only. He wasn't a friend and sent a link directly to the picture without any black screen, scrolling bars or ratings. I blocked him and then he goes to another account to send me this: I contacted support but obviously there is a backdoor to everyones pics on this site and needs to be fixed. I know its a public site but we do have the option of what is public and what is private.

The Boxes
My wife and I have an open relationship and we are very upfront about it with most everyone we become close with and want to get to know. Because of this I've been getting a lot of questions lately about my "lifestyle" choices. Not necessarily bad questions, just curiosity. It is our belief that society (the "moral" majority) has placed marriage into a box of sorts. In other words, they believe that once you're married you should suppress all other sexual desires and never act on them....monogamy. My standard response to this is "Show me a dictionary that has the word monogamy within the definition for the word commitment and I will cease to live my life this way". I have also been told that when 2 people fall in love they no longer have a desire to "act" or "pursue" others outside of their relationship. We all know that this far from the truth...how many marriages do you know of personally that have ended in divorce because someone "cheated" on the other? More closely to the truth

A Small Favor
I haven't been on in a long time and I am sorry to all of my friends but I would love for everyone to check out my new photos and I have a ton I will be adding over the weekend. I have tried some new hairdos with wigs but I may not cut off what I have but I need opinions please. So new photos are in: default, new pics, and ipod phots. So let me know what you think on this blog or comment on the pic and I promise many new photos. Happy to be back luv to all thanks for always bein my friend. Jami

Parents
When they get older and you are rasing your children diffrenly then they raised you. Why do they act like they were the best parents in the world and you are doing everything wrong? I have made sure my kids stayed in school and finish their education. When I was in school they did'nt even look at my report card. From the time I was 12 To 19 Years old My Parents acted like i fell off the face of the earth. When I had my oldest son he was a god sent as I was told because he brought the family back together. Hm now how you that make you feel if that was the only way your family could survives? When me and the father of my chidren divorced. My parents help me raise my children while I worked to support my children so I would'nt have to be on welfare all their lives. I wanted More for my kids then what was done for me all my life growing up. I had the best clothes,the best of everything but I did'nt have the real love that comes from your mother and father. I gave all of that and more to my

The Road.....
The road is hard and long Our journey has only just begun The sounds in the car are of music Each bump in the road Every motor vibration is felt The space between us is limited The void there seems like you are miles away The sun is peering down on us as we navigate the road Cars and trucks passing us by Eighteen-wheelers linger over as we pass them by The combination of voyeurs and sounds Feelings and warmth I am drawn to be near you Your smell is enticing My lips press against your neck The softness of my lips pressed against the throbbing of your heartbeat Brings a tingle to my insides As I press myself as close to you as I can My hand resting gently on your thigh Through the corner of my eye, I see a smile cross your face The heat of your body beneath my hand reminds me of your touch I begin to rub the inside of your thigh Brushing up and down just enough for you to sense it through your jeans Each pass I brush upward a little more I feel how much you are en

Yippee....
So it is girls night out tonight for me and the girls from work... Well... I was telling Persia about it... and YIPPEE I get to drunk dial Persia tonight.. I am so excited... Just wanted to share... Anyone else want a drunk call from me... or text? lol just let me know tee hee

The Divine
The sunlight cascades through stained glass, creating an unearthly hue. She stands before me, basking in the glory of the illumination, Her gaze heaven bound. There was something etched in her devoted eyes, Something strangely familiar: The determined joy, The awe of magnificence, The humbled faith of cradling hands. In her I could see through the window of my own soul, The iridescent light that shines from within. But the essence of the shared spirit is suddenly overshadowed by the rooftop. I recoil at the framework that entombs the higher truth. Careful not to disturb the holy hush, I exit the paradigm. And full of the divine, I walk into the unstained light.

To All Of My Friends
I truly value all of your friendships. i love each and every one of you. you all will always hold a special place in my heart. i never ever want to lose any one of you as friends and i hope i never do. if i have cause any of you pain in the past i apologize. my friends mean the world to me. sometimes my friends are the only thing that keep me going in life when i am down and have problems. you guys are my life and my soul. I love each and evry one of you and hope u have a happy holidays LOVE JR

A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas Written in December, 2000 by Michael Marks. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and

When Your World Comes Down...
YOUR AWAKENED IN THE MORNING BY AN EXTREMELY LOUD SOUND ,WITH A HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOU , AND EVERYTHING IS DARK... YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF DREAD , AS YOUR EYES ADJUST , YOU LOOK AROUND AND FIND THAT YOUR WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN... DON'T JUST LAY THERE WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES AND DESPAIR IN YOUR HEART , GET UP AND DUST YOURSELF OFF... GET UP , BEGIN WITH A PRAY AND THEN START PICKING UP WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE , TAKE YOUR TIME , AND MAYBE THIS TIME YOU'LL GET IT RIGHT... THINK OF IT AS A HUGE PAINTING IN WHICH YOU ARE THE PAINTER , PERHAPS EVEN A PUZZLE , IN WHICH ALL THE PIECES YOU HELPED CREATE... IT MIGHT TAKE LONGER THEN YOU WANT , AND SEEM RATHER HOPELESS , BUT IMAGINE YOU AN ARTIST ,AN ARCHITECT , AND PART CREATOR OF YOUR OWN DESTINY... WHEN YOUR DONE , BE PROUD , FOR YOU HAVE SURVIVED TO START ONCE AGAIN... AND REMEMBER IF YOU SHOULD EVER THINK YOU HEAR YOUR WORLD BEGINNING TO COME DOWN AGAIN...JUST STEP TO THE SIDE!!!

A Texan's Opinion
T. B. Bechtel, a part-time City Councilman from Midland, TX , was asked on a local live radio talk show, just what he thought of the allegations of torture of the Iraqi prisoners. His reply prompted his ejection from the studio, but to thunderous applause from the audience. 'If hooking up an Iraqi prisoner's balls to a car's battery cables will save one Texas GI's life, then I have just three things to say, 'Red is positive' 'Black is negative' 'Make sure his balls are wet. God Bless Texas!!!

Dr Who: Voyage Of The Damned Trailer Online
The BBC's Doctor Who website has released a new trailer for the upcoming Christmas special, "Voyage of the Damned". It can be viewed by clicking on "14" in the site's Advent(ure) Calendar. UK viewers can also see the trailer on the BBC's YouTube page.

Insult To Injury
so today my almost 3 year-old tells me that he doesnt like me and instead wants to go back over daddy's house. we do one week on one week off for custody and i am just so blah. this is like, icing on the cake to my week with my coworker crap goin on

Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their > last moments together at the airport. They had > announced the departure. Standing near the security > gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you > and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, > our life together has been more than enough. Your > love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, > Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother > walked over to the window where I was seated. > Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to > cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she > welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye > to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I > have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is > this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives > so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality > is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she > said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you > say, 'I wish you enough'. Ma

The Cold Truth
Well I got an email from a hating bitch tonight because of my bulletin. Well in response I'm going to say this once. I get hit on all day. Every guy I meet wants to see my family only picture. I post them for a reason and it doesnt benefit me any when I let a guy just see them. You dont get points for NSFW pictures. So I figured if the guys were going to get their jollys off on my pictures i might as well charge and get something out of it myself. Now dont be hating on me you ugly bitches. Its not my fault your man wants to see me. And I dont want sex from anyone on here. Nobody on here knows where I live and wont know either.

I Thought I Wanted It...
I thought I wanted love.. a good relationship, a steady one... one where I would do for him as he did for me... etc... Well... it seems more and more as I "meet" people, its highly unlikely that its going to happen. What has happened to monogomy? I don't want to date five different guys casually.. I want to date ONE man exclusively... but everytime i think i've found a decent guy.. he always seems to let me down... I heard something from Chris Crocker.. mind you his whole leave britney alone thing was annoying as hell.. but this other video has some sort of good point... he said "men say that women ask for to much, that we're too needy.. but when all we ask for is a phone call.. a GOOD night phone call.. and you can't give us that? What the fuck can you do for us? ITs not like we're asking for a gold watch, a silver spoon, we're asking for a good night phone call..." I think it proves a good point. I dont ask for material things, if I want something that bad I'll buy it my dam