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Lalalalalalalala..........liar!!!!
Why must people feel the need to lie????!!!! Even if it's the simplest thing, they feel the need to lie to you. What the hell does lying get you????!!!! You think you're doing a service to people by lying to them????!!!! Oh, okay that's right you don't wanna hurt their feelings, so instead LIE!!!! That makes much more sense!!!! Giving people a false sense of anything is truly better than the truth????!!!! Yeah Right!!!! You know why you lie????!!!! You lie simply because you don't have the guts to step up and tell anyone the truth!!!! That's just idiotic!!!! So you want to spare someone's feelings????!!!! Well there are ways to do that yet still tell the truth, and if you can't do that, then you're in worse enough shape!!!! I don't like liars, and if all you're gonna do is blow sunshine up my a*s about this or that, then back-up and out of here!!!! Don't act like you care and blow me off!!!! Step up and face it!!!! How immature can you be really????!!!! When I'm

Having My 1st Auction Wanna Join??
Going to be Holding my first Auction If you'd like to put "yourself" On the Chopping Block just leave me a message with a link to your photo you want used and what your offering and I'll get you added. I will start as soon as I have at least 10 entries. Anything goes People can bid Fu Bucks or money gifts such as blasts, VIPs and HHs Real money bids trump all Fu$ bids. *List of Ideas* Rate all pics during HH Rate all stash during HH SFW salute pic NSFW salute pic Access to private folders Added to Family List Keep Shitfaced Daily Comments Random gifts thru the month Crushed Pimpouts "Owned by" on your profile Phone call Winning bidders pics/link featured on your profile Added to Yahoo Messenger Be creative and come up with your own offers anything goes... No entry Fee! Minimum bid will be $20,000 FuBucks.. Serious bidders only. good luck and have fun

List # 4 Club F.a.r.
THESE ARE THE CLUB F.A.R. MEMBERS BROKE DOWN INTO TEAMS AS OF NOW, BUT WE KEEP GROWING. PLEASE FAN ADD AND RATE YOUR FELLOW MEMBERS, I KNOW IT'S A LOT TRUST ME, BUT IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE IN ONE DAY. I WILL TRY AND KEEP THIS UPDATED SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBERS SOME LOVE, IF YOU FEEL YOU CANNOT DO THIS THEN I DON'T THINK THIS IS THE RIGHT FAMILY FOR YOU... I MEAN THAT IS WHAT OUR NAME STANDS FOR.. THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IT REALLY MEANS ALOT TO US. I, PETE & ROBIN...ARE HAPPY TO HAVE ALL OF YOU... TEAM BIG PIMPIN NAH-NAH * CLUB F.A.R. MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWKS *@ fubar (Big151)ClubF.A.R.*Team Captian*Count Chocula **C.B.C**.@ fubar Tommy aka*Fantasy Maker*CLUB F.A.R. TEAM CAPTAIN-------READ MY ABOUT ME!!@ fubar MZ.DREAMS*CLUB F.A.R*Promotions/ Door Girl 4 Centerfolds*I.B.I.C**@ fubar Mikey@ fubar DGAZ/Enforcer to Club F.A.R. Member!@ fubar

New Beginings!
As I lay here thinking You are on my mind Wanting us to be together Oh how I wish you were mine Recalling our conversation Over and over in my head Hoping that you are thinking of me As we lay apart in seperate beds I feel so close to you Knowing that there is more Open your heart to me For I am knocking on your door You have opened my eyes With thoughts of passion and desire Hoping for a new begining That will burn like an everlasting fire Our lives have crossed paths For one reason or another I aim to make the most of it And spoil you like no other

Biggest One Right Now
Oddly enough is NOT being pregnant. Is NOT having a boyfriend with no job. Is not being bored an out of work but IS HAVING MY INBOX FULL OF SHIT FROM MY MOMS EX ASKING THE SAME DAMN REPETATIVE ASS QUESTIONS 4 TIMES IN A ROW. FOR FUCK SAKES. DAMN IT.

From The Hearing
*THIS IS FROM THE NWI WEBSITE* IT'S ABOUT MY COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED LAST SUMMER. VALPARAISO | The girlfriend of murder defendant Mark Easter initially told the court Tuesday her boyfriend did not appear upset on the night he is accused of beating to death 15-year-old Christopher Janus. Yet when questioned further by Chief Deputy Prosecutor Matt Frost, Marissa Wilken said Easter burst into his South Haven bedroom on that evening of June 8 and ordered Janus and others to leave. "He seemed stressed," Wilken said. "Upset?" Frost asked. "Yes, I guess," Wilken said. Wilken testified during the first of a two-day hearing on a request by Easter for bond. The 21-year-old, who was in court Tuesday in orange jail garb and shackles, is being held without bond on the murder charge. Porter County Prosecutor Brian Gensel said when defense attorneys request bond hearings in murder cases, they are typically interested in learning what evidence there is against their client. De

Tough Stuff
Negative occurrences befall us all. An unavoidable reality which most come to accept as a side effect to life itself. So why do the majority of us, well aware of the inevitable imminency, question it with astonishment when it ensues? Life's fate, kismet, its predestination is our lot in life. Yet accepting it in theory is more endurable than the living factuality. So how, then, do we cope with such trepidations? Often with superstitious rationale...a blame of misfortune, imprecations, or just plain bad luck. A common reaction marked throughout human history as a way to explain, cope, and accept that which we cannot control. Beliefs in a stronger domination to appease the mind against the uncertainty of an otherwise wayward existance, and future. Totally Understandable. So, where am I going with all of this pseudo-theological, potentially cranial-compressionary "mumbo jumbo"? Strangely enough, into my own head. Delving deep to pacify my own psychological malady...depression.

Beltane
Beltane is also known as Walburge, Bealtaine, Bhealtainn and May Day. It is usually celebrated on May eve or the 1st of May. The actual translation of the word is debatable. Scholars agree that taine or teine means "fire" because the word is used to express fire today in both the Scottish and Irish Gaelic languages. The first syllable, Beal or Bel is not clearly defined. One theory is that the festival is named after the Celtic god Bel (also known as Beli, or Belinus). Therefore, Beltane would mean "Bel’s fire." Beal, the Gaelic word for "shining one" or "brilliant," gives Beltane the meaning of "brilliant fire." On the eve of Beltane all fires were extinguished and relit with embers from the Beltane fire. The Celts built two fires created from the nine sacred woods (Rowan, Apple, Dogwood, Poplar, Juniper, Cedar, Pine, Holly and Oak). The herds were ritually driven between them to purify and protect them. The fires celebrated the return of life and fruitfulness to the earth and woul

Walpurgis/thrimilci Or Beltane
Walpurgis/Thrimilci 22 April - 1 May The festival of Walpurgis, a night both of revelry and darkness. The nine nights of April 22 (interestingly enough, the modern festival of Earth Day) to April 30 are venerated as remembrance of the All Father’s self-sacrifice upon the World Tree Yggdrasil. It was on the ninth night (April 30, Walpurgisnacht) that he beheld the Runes, grasped them, and ritually died for an instant. At that moment, all the Light in the 9 worlds is extinguished, and utter Chaos reigns. At the final stroke of midnight, the Light returns in dazzling brilliance, and the bale-fires are lit. On Walpurgisnacht, the dead have full sway upon the earth; it is the ending night of the Wild Hunt. May 1 is the festival of Thrimilci; the beginning of Summer. Thrimilci is a festival of joy and fertility, much like Ostara; however, most of the Northern World is finally escaping from the snow at this time.

Need Fubucks?? Take Mine!!
I have less than 1000 comments to go to finish this up I need 3,500 total. I am still trying to unpack and everything so I need help to get this done. So for every 100 comments you leave I will give you 5,000 fubucks! And the person who does the MOST comments for me will get a 3 credit bling so either a official fubar bling or a pengy bling! So count up or down and private message me when you're done! And if you do 500 comments in one day you'll get a bonus 5,000 fubucks so you'll get 30,000 fubucks for 500 comments! CLICK HERE TO BOMB NEED 3,500 COMMENTS RATES DON'T COUNT ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ WON'T BE ON MUCH DUE TO MOVING LET ME KNOW IF YOU LEAVE ME LOVE! XOXO

Fate's Answer
Life long search, love thought to be obtained only to be a lark; finally true love has come to me and his name is MARK....tee hee. Sorry, that is corny even for me; however, after the last two days i am still a bit giddy. Can't seem to stop the sing song rhymes from coming out; as my beautiful MASTER states, now HE knows what love is about. Yes, i said MASTER and while some may think that is lame; HE is everything i wanted and have searched for my whole life through... i will call him my LOVE, my FRIEND, my EVERYTHING, my MASTER, i will call HIM any name. The journey of submission is in a way new to me, having never verbalized this feeling, having never acted out this role, but it is a part of me, who i am and always was, this comes from within my very soul. i never truly realized it until i met this man who's heart commands my own, this man -- my MASTER has made this path to me be known. i wanted to write a blog worthy of O/our joining, of when O/our words to E/ea

~ I Feel You...~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ I Feel You...~ When I see you I can feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole. Peace.

~ The Tast Of Rain On My Lips And You ~
~ The Taste of Rain on My Lips and You ~ Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel; For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from fires unquenched. I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground; The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound. Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding My body arches to feel The touch of your hand, the feel of you Without resistance to you, I yield. You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans. You rise above me with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found; Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground. Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace; The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased.... Peace.

You Were Meant To Shine
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were all meant to shine, like children do. It's not just in some of us - it's in EVERYONE. As we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same, as we are liberated from our fear. Our presence automatically liberates others. ............................................................ Whether you believe Jesus was real or fiction, when asked by the rich young ruler what commandments he needed to keep to inherit eternal life (enter heaven {nirvana, paradise, enlightenment}), Jesus only gave 6. Jesus edited the commandments and omitted the first four which are about formal religious observance - how one honors a particular religi

Umm... Kindof Depressing But It's Me...
As I sit slowly back into my own death, The same boring dream I'll never forget. Love Everlasting, All our time is passing, Slipping away from Neverland. I feel the pain, It doesn't ever stop. My life is racing against the clock Insanity is setting in, According to the world we are living in Society judges right from wrong, This is a repeat of the same old song. Freedom at a price? There is no freedom No justice from judgement. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ My heart is slowly dying My happiness is always crying. Not wanting to be where I am Not really knowing where I stand. Mixed emotions flooding my head Am I alive or half dead? Longing to be somewhere else Wanting to be with someone who cares. I need attention I crave affection Have someone run their fingers through my hair Live life without a care. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Being somewhere I don't want to be Trapped in my own misery? Misery loves company, W

We Have A Winner, Thanks To All That Took Part!
Contest is now closed WE HAVE A WINNER!!! First place, winning happy hour: Noexquz™Manager of Chill Factor Lounge Second place, winning 500,000.00 fubucks: *CO~ VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY* aka ~Fran3270~ and & 1 OF PONYBOY1966's BRATS Third place, winning 250,000.00 fubucks: Cuban Hotti3*R/L GF toTomm401~ Fu Owned by™Fire⇐Ice™~L ollipop Gurlz Club~Shadow Levelers thanks for taking part...congratulations to the winners.....thanks for taking part...congratulations to the winners... BROUGHT TO YOU BY: tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)@ fubar

Breast Cancer
APRIL 23RD....NOT SUCH A GOOD DAY (18 days since I found the lump) Today is not so good. I woke up the same way as always, thought I was in a decent mood, but as the morning progress's further I am having a hard time with my emotions. I am trying to keep it together since I am at work...I knew this was going to happen, so it shouldn't shock me...I am not suppose to cry, I have to be strong. Am hoping to get all this outta of me today so tomorrow brings a better one. Only two more days until my private consult. Feeling: I am feeling like I am drowning and everyone is watching and wanting to help me, but can't. (4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4/15/08-Biopsy, 4/21/08-Informal Diagnosis, 4/25/08-Private Consultation)

I Make A Auction
Hello my great friends! Ya made the decision for me, i will host a auction. Here it goes: Ya send me a list with what ya offer, the pic (No NSFW!!!), and the entry fee of 25,000 fubucks. The rules are easy: ~ NO drama ~ You send me the pic with a list what u offer and the entry fee ~ NO cheating ~ anything can be bid on, fubucks, Bling's, VIP's, Blasts, Bling packs, Tricker's, Happy Hours ~ the highest bid wins! ~ Bids start at 30,000 fubucks Allowed bids are fubucks, rates, gifts, Bling's, Ticker's, Blasts, VIP's, and Happy Hours. Cash items are listed in order from lowest to highest: Tickers 1 day Blast Bling packs 3 day Blast 7 day Blast Ticker packs 1 month VIP 30 day Blast 3 month VIP Happy Hour 1 Year VIP Lets get it started send me the pic and the list n i will let ya know in a few days when the auction starts the auction will run 7 days! This auction brougt to u by I'm a queen, I'm a Diamond!!! ~*~ but I'm still your cutemommy82 ~*~ own

Life Is Sweeet
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? NOT ANYMORE I AM VERY HAPPY!! Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. STOP AND SMELL THE FLOWERS :-)! I KNOW I AM MISSING NOTHING NOW. SUNSHINE POURS OVER ME LIKE LIQUID HONEY! I AM KNOWN BY FEW, LOVED BY FEWER! BUT WHAT I HAVE IS PERFECT. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. YES I AM LEADING IT THE RIGHT AND ONLY WAY. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. MY LIFE IS THE BOMB. MY FRIENDS ARE THERE FOR ME, AND I OPEN THE DOOR FOR THEM TO COME IN. WHAT YOU THINK OF ME IS NOT IMPORTANT UNLESS Y

Walk With Me
Walk with me, the path of life, to explore every bend of the road Enjoy with me the beauty of life, along its wonderful way Find comfort with me, in each other's arms, when grief crosses our path Find strength with me, in each other's strength, when despair lies in wait Laugh with me, a single true laugh, to enlighten another's distress Cry with me, a single true tear, to understand true happiness Cherish with me, the wonders of life, as they need to be preserved Rejoice with me, in the mysteries, of what is yet to be Find peace with me, in each other's souls, when the world has gone insane Find love with me, in each other's hearts, until this life has been fulfilled And when the path comes to an end I hope we can say from within We've known the beauty of true love, our love came from within

Brushstrokes
Be gentle with each brushstroke Don’t let’s ever run out of paint We can share scenes and palette Share colours and settings quaint Each one of us pick up a brush With each other's masterful stroke Let our imaginations run and flow Of the places we each have spoke Dip your brush in greens and blues Lets see the canvas getting wet I can almost sense the flowing Of the scenes I won’t forget Each creating the scenes together No place is ever the same Suns glowing orange , moons of silver Each picture we then can frame Anywhere we set up the easels 'Neath mountains or by streams Paint of what we see and love Or paint imaginations of our dreams As we both grasp each new day With each brushstroke that we wet We see our thoughts taking shape Shared and created by a loving duet.

You Could Own Me In My 1st Auction
Now's the time to buy me in my very first auction. Highest bidder takes me home as the prize and gets the following: 1. "Owned" in my name 2. Rate all pics and 100 11s at least once per week 3. Thumbs up all stash 4. Comment ALL your photos 5. A permanent blog pimpout 6. Pimpout on my page 7. A big pimpin gift 8. Drinks Galore 9. Added to top family list for the month you own me 10. Top friends list for the month you own me 11. Buy you a 4 ticker message set So...who's my 1st owner gonna be? I'm waiting!!

Why I Had To Stop Playing
below is a video of when i played college hockey.I loved playing so much but after this injury i was told i could never skate again.This was a very traumatic injury that i still have to take pain medication for.

Goodbye My Love
Love, what is love? Love is the smile on his face Love is the twinkle in his eyes Love is the way my heart skips a beat whenever he’s around Love is the way he’s always on my mind Love is my need for him, my passion, my hunger, my desire. He came into my life like a feather on the wind So quiet and unassuming but a picture of beauty He shared with me his thoughts and dreams We laughed and joked and flirted and teased He fell for me and I fell for him Two hearts wanting each other but miles apart. He not only meant the world to me but when he was close he was my world My sun, my moon, my stars. In my sleep I held him close, kissed him, loved him, comforted him In those moments neither time, nor distance nor the world could tear us apart It is better to have loved and lost than never loved at all That’s what they say. To have felt love to have been able to taste it, feel it That feeling where every moment shared is more precious than the last Where time stands s

The Other Man
The room was crowded people stood everywhere, they all talked in little huddles laughing and chatting. The lights shone down on the dance floor where girls were shaking their booty and doing their thing. My eyes notice a girl her body sleek but curvy, she swayed her hips from side to side and moved like a storm that shed across the skies. Her eyes kept meeting mine and I had to look closer, walking to her I see her eyes glowing with blue and her lips red with heat. Her hands felt round her body, they traveled down her breasts and around her hips then she would stop. My heart was racing and I needed to see more, I move closer and start to dance, her body moves closer to mine, I feel the electricity flowing though our bodies as we rub against each other. She was a goddess of movement, a women of beauty and overwhelming power, she could hypnotize you with her eyes and sleekness, but it was too late for me I was captured. We continue to dance our bodies still feeling the heat that w

Woman's Pledge
The Open Toed Shoe Pledge As a member of the Cute Girl Sisterhood, I pledge to follow the Rules when wearing sandals and other open-toe shoes: I promise to always wear sandals that fit. My toes will not hang over and& nbsp;touch the ground, nor will my heels spill over the backs. And the sides and tops of my feet will not pudge out between the straps. I will go polish-free or vow to keep the polish fresh, intact and chip-free. I will not cheat and just touch up my big toe. I will sand down any mounds of skin before they turn hard and yellow. I will shave the hairs off my big toe. I won't wear pantyhose even if my misinformed girlfriend, coworker, mother, sister tells me the toe seam really will stay under my toes if I tuck it there. If a strap breaks, I won't duct-tape, pin, glue or tuck it back into place hoping it will stay put. I will get my shoe fixed or toss it. I will not live in corn denial; rather I will lean on my good fri

Breakthrough
I was able to do it! I stood up to the hubby. I told him that i was tired of being treated like a non person. I told him that I expected him to start treating me with respect and the dignity that I deserve. He looked surprized at first but then he told me that I was right and that he was going to start treating me better. Only time will tell, but this time i didn't appologize for the way that i felt. I'm so proud of myself. I'm not gonna let anyone walk all over me anymore!

Mma State Rally
May 23-26, 2008 Once again, the MMA State Rally is upon us. It is being held in Overgaard, AZ over the Memorial Day Weekend. All are welcome to attend. Admission is $15.00 per person for the entire weekend, $5.00 per person per day, or $25.00 per couple W/ children. Children under 12 — FREE. Free dry camping in the mountains and ponderosa pines. No Open Fires! (Arrive Thursday to Set Up Camp) Brother Hood Of Blues Band Appears on Friday and Saturday Nights. Weekend Activities include: Bike Games / Bikeshow / Saturday Poker Run / Vendors / Food / Bar / Honor Guard / Bike Blessing / •All This and More at: The Cabin Bar & Grill - Hwy 260, West Of Hwy 277 ( Next To Pizza Time Pizza) in Overgaard, Az. BIKER/FAMILY FUN. NO GUNS - NO ATTITUDES - ALL ANIMALS LEASHED. For more Information call Cindi Gates 623-695-5659 or email her at cgates@carlsonwagonlit.com. If you have Business Sponsors for the MMA State Rally T-Shirts, then go to http://www.mma-westsiders.com/az/ to download a

Gawd I Miss You All......
Well to say the LEAST i miss you all so much. I will be back on line in about a week or so to give love to all of you...I have been out of state with my family to support my mom in her health sitations. Its been great seeing my sisters , mom and dad and the kids...my heart needed that family connection so bad...it makes me realize that even tho my past was hurtful from my last relationship....i think i can LOVE again !!!! that is crazy for ME to say...believe me...I have steered clear of that word for over 3 years now....seriously..OK enough of my rambling on...love you all cant wait to have my internet access again to chat and show love to my peeps... big hugs from Miss FIREBABY :)

The Outlaw Josey Wales.
JOSEY: You be Ten Bears? TEN BEARS: I am Ten Bears. JOSEY: (Spits tobacco) I'm Josey Wales. TEN BEARS: I have heard. You're the Gray Rider. You would not make peace with the Blue Coats. You may go in peace. JOSEY: I reckon not. Got nowhere to go. TEN BEARS: Then you will die. JOSEY: I came here to die with you. Or live with you. Dying ain't so hard for men like you and me, it's living that's hard; when all you ever cared about has been butchered or raped. Governments don't live together, people live together. With governments you don't always get a fair word or a fair fight. Well I've come here to give you either one, or get either one from you. I came here like this so you'll know my word of death is true. And that my word of life is then true. The bear lives here, the wolf, the antelope, the Comanche. And so will we. Now, we'll only hunt what we need to live on, same as the Comanche does. And every spring when the grass turns green and the Comanche moves north, he c

Worrying
When you come face to face with the possibility of losing the most precious thing in your life, it makes all the other things you worry about seem so trivial. We waste our time and energy on so many things for no reason, things that next week won't even matter. And we realize that when someone tries to take away what is important. so don't worry over the small stuff, because tommorrow it won't matter. Worry about things that matter.. like your kids.

Introduction
There are heroes and villains in this world, then there are SUPER heroes, and Super Villains. They're found in all sorts of places, and in every aspect of life. What follows are the chronicles of the heroic adventures of the Heroes and the vile and despicable acts of the Villains of the MUMMs. Endowed with amazing and not so amazing powers, talents and abilities, these people live seemingly normal lives, but when danger, or injustice, or even bad spelling rears it's ugly head, the hero in these people cannot be stifled. Justice has a name, and it's name is The MUMMvengers. It's members are mighty and diversified, but it's enemies are no less powerful. I will attempt to tell there stories, their trials and tribulations, their heartbreaks, and their personal triumphs. (it will take a while because I'm really bad at computer stuff)

Sacto Peeps: We're Playing A Free Show Tonight!
Low Flyer is rocking faces at The Vent tonight! Corner of Fair Oaks & Madison in Fair Oaks! Show starts at 9pm and we're opening, so get there early and freakin' hang out!!! :D

Is It Worth It??
although i think the word 'fantasy' is kinda corny...i am looking for some input on this topic...as you ponder the situation, which i will purposely keep vague, consider in your own mind that 'fantasy' of your own...and what you would do if all of a sudden it could become reality there's a specific something that i've been very interested in doing for several years...and the situation has just never presented itself as a real possibility until now...i guess you could say the stars have aligned and all i have to do for this to happen is say when... in my mind, this would be the ultimate something...or so i think...but now i'm questioning if it's something better left undone...left as a fantasy. the real question is would it be better as a fantasy or as something i've experienced. i was wondering what everyone thinks...i don't think it's necessary for everyone to know what this situation is or for me to know what your specific fantasy is either...i'm looking for opinions from t

Blog... Lol
ok so this my first blog , no clue how to write one dont even know what one is but fuck it ill give it a shot ok what to blog about ... ohh ok how bout my life ... hmm i dont want to come out all emo and shit so .. yah better not ok how bout internet romance .... so like there i was talking to the women of my dreams when all the sudden i hear the voice changer click off and heard her mom in the back ground saying "bob ur not jerking off to that anime porn again " so bob (the new love of my life ... shivers ..lol ) says "mom ur not spose to come in the basment" then his mom replys " look u 500 pound fat ass its my basment ill come in here if i want to besides ur 50 years old its time to move out the house" so i promptly close my skype and stomp my comp ...hmm thats more like a night mare so lets try again oh how bout real life romance ....well sence im in a sucky ass town all the chicks are tweakers i go to good old stand by my hand ... so i sit on my hand till its numb

What Is Eczema? Found Out Today My 4 Yr Old Daughter Has This. Some May Think It Isnt A Big Deal, But It Is To Me
What is eczema? Reviewed by Dr Victoria Lewis, specialist registrar in dermatology Definitions © PhotoDisc Eczema affects about 10-20 per cent of schoolchildren. The word ‘eczema’ comes from Greek words that mean ‘to boil over’. ‘Dermatitis’ comes from the Greek word for skin and both terms refer to exactly the same skin condition. For simplicity eczema is the term generally used here, although the two words are interchangeable. Eczema is an itchy inflammation of the skin associated to a varying degree with other features such as: * redness of affected areas of skin * generally dry skin, which is often thickened in the areas that have been scratched * lumps or blisters in affected areas * signs of superficial infection such as weeping or crusty deposits. Eczema is divided into a small number of subgroups based largely on the factors that may be most important in causing eczema in any one individual, but it is important to recognise that the

7 Random Things About Me
Ok this could be fun, if people are willing to participate..by way of comments! Ok here goes I wanna know 7 random things about you that I don't already know, and to make this fair, I will post 7 random things about me that not all of you know! 7 things about me 1. I was an air force brat who lived all over the US growing up 2. I went to 3 different high schools finally graduated in MT. 3. I was in the USN, got out because I was pregnant with my daughter. 4. Have a college degree in Admin to Justice which I screwed up because I married the dopeman and got a felony. 5. I divorced him when he went to prison, and have been clean from the hard core dope for almost 5 years. 6. I met my boyfriend online and have been to Germany twice this past year to stay with him 3 months at a time. 7. Right now I feel really hopeless and negative about my life. ==================== Let me know 7 things about you And I got this idea from Whoremaster...

Bling Pack Quest
Hey all, our good buddy bm310 needs some bombage to get blinged out. Needs 14k comments in two weeks from today. Care to help out a old friend?? http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1166057&albumid=1002803&i=308647040&idx=0

Bad Time In My Life.
I had been living with my girlfriend and and was raising her ten month old baby as my own. She broke up with me three days ago and now I am crushed from having this child removed from my life. I discovered today that she had been cheating on me which I had suspected but walked in on him with her two days after we broke up. The reason we broke up is because I accused her of cheating on me after a month and a half of no sex out of nowhere added to not wanting touched or kissed and dissapearing all night. When I confronted her I accused her but offered to work it out. Guys this is what happens when you try to help out someone with a child. Not only do you get the pain of losing the girl, but also the child which hurts a real man much worse. And ladies I know there are some of you with kids that this does not apply to but I will never become involved with a child that quickly again as the pain of losing that child is worse than losing a girl has ever or will ever be.

Friend? Bullshit
This goes out to a certain someone, Don't fucking claim to care about someone and claim to be a good friend and then ignore every fucking attempt made to talk with you and see how you are doing. I am sick to death of the bullshit excuses and I'm not stupid. I don't need friends like you. I actually was honored to be your friend because you seemed genuine, boy was I mistaken. You know who you are. And no, this isn't directed at the people I talk to alot, obviously, lol.

Overwhelmed
Let my body hit the floor with a sound that echoes in waves, that carry my consciousness with them until I can rest. Let the weight piled high on my shoulders settle unto another equilibrium so I can turn again and face the sun and breeze. Let my mind remember what my eyes read in all the colors reflected from things I could never reach but would always dream. Let me hear silence, dead as night, so that I can once again enjoy soft words and whispers that mean more than a thousand screams. And let it be now.

The God I Turely Worship.......
SLAANESH! Slaanesh is the master of cruel passions and hidden vices, and of terrible temptations. Of all the Dark Gods, Slaanesh alone stands perfect, long-limbed and elegant with a haunting androgynous beauty that no being, mortal or otherwise, could resist! "Join our pageant, little one, and dance for pleasure and the joy of pain."

Saddness
After I heard U were so close to Death I had to come say goodbye. I was scared and almost didn't, But I said I would N I try not to break promises anymore. Then I saw U and U cried of embarassment, and even tho U were Gaunt and Very weak to me u were Beautiful. All I could remember was the Rosie I first met The Beautiful woman that made me breathless.. Many times I wished I had met U first but it wasn't meant to be. I didn't stay long cause U were tired n medicated and I was uncomfortable also. I hugged and told U I loved U cause I do and I said I would try to come back But I didn't, Kept Putting it off. And then I got the text U passed away. I wish I would have come to see U one more time Rosie But I just couldn't. I'm sorry The service was Beautiful I could feel U there Rosie, You're Resting place is wonderful too. I thank you for being in my Life Rose Marie and for allowing me to be in yours. Save a place for me OK? I love you, Love Kenny

Stormy Weather :(
So, It was super nice outside today in the good old state of Kansas. Which of course was a sign that trouble was to come. Weve been in a Tornado watch for the last 8 hours, and its been raining its ass off for a while....We just got the sirens so we had to take action. Thankfully it wasnt anything to worry about! Thats Kansas for ya!

Passions Of Fire - Chapter Two - The Chance Meeting
Yes this is marked NSFW for a reason. She had always been interested in cars and going fast. There was something the turned her on nothing more than the power of racing, but she had no idea that was about to replaced by something not with a motor but with a beating heart. Most of her friends where hanging out at the Sonic as she came up. Getting out of her car, she hugged and greeting them. The night aire had a sense of something different. She was an attractive sort, not a barbie, but eyes that could melt hearts and shorten a breath. Quietly he eased up for a bite to eat. Shutting off the engine and rolling up to the order box. A glance around and he stopped short during placing the order as he looked her way. She over heared someone asking if they had ever seen that car before on the other side. She looked over to notice if she knew whom it may be. Finishing his order and waiting for it, he wanted to call her over, but shyness prevented that. After getting his food, maybe gett

In The Words Of Women
"FINE" This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "FIVE MINUTES" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. "NOTHING" If you ask her what is wrong and she says "Nothing", this means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want becau

The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

A Long Time Ago...
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness continued to count: "... seventy

I Get It Now
After all these years, i think i finally get it... whenever most of us guys hear girls complain about getting hit on all the time, we laugh it off, and think they are being whiny and stupid... but i now understand what the girls mean... i didnt realize just how stupid guys can be until i was in one of the lounges for awhile. The girls that come in there are all cool with each other, there's never any arguing or fighting, almost like they are a team. But the dudes, half of them come in there, and within minutes, they are already asking for YIM or even phone numbers and i didnt realize just how annoying it is until i could see it on screen how bad guys can get...its one thing to flirt and have fun...but there is so much "hey baby" out there, its any wonder why most girls even bother going anywhere or doing anything... i thought about it, and this is how i was able to explain it to friends at work (the guys)...we have a lot of, well, not attractive people at work, many who

I Feared....
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don’t try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people’s opinion until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced it's beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I f

Every Woman Should ..
Every Woman Should Have • one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... • enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own... even if she never wants to or needs to... • something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... • a youth she's content to leave behind... • a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... • the realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it... • a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... • one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... • a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... • eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... • a resume that is not even slightest bit padded.. • a feeling o

Sex Slave Application
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: PHONE NUMBER: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

Come And Get It
Come and get it baby, soak my soul with sweet scent as you cleanse the world. Re-create my world with your lust, launch waves upon the shore where the last barriers will crash and mingle among drifted debris. Drag the wreckage away and leave white sands where rain will wash those sordid tomes and we will lay upon the earth with only fingertips to touch until night falls and our wanton ways weave moonlit trails from beach to cave where rains will reach no more.

He Says Some Stupid Shit..bottom Up S/b
->reggie m: well thre's a line i have not heard in afew days..how about reading a profile reggie m: i m hot coz oh your pics lol u have a perferct ass ->reggie m: good how are you reggie m: how are u hun ? ->reggie m: hi reggie m: hi I SEE NO ASS PICS IN MY PICS DO YOU????

Never Let You Go
The intensity grows, each time we’re in our perfect space and the world disappears for a while - There’s only us I want nothing more than to have you make love to you slowly, Lingering. Other times I want you right away I can’t wait. When I push you against the wall or over the couch because my desire for you is so strong. Sometimes, all I need is to feel your body next to mine The closeness of being with you. Then, I want to be held No words spoken Your arms around me. But when I go quiet, don’t be scared – it’s not because of you. It’s where I need to be. I will always come back. And I will never Never let you go.

Dancing In The Rain
Dancing in the rain by LateNiteFantasy© Storm clouds start to gather Skies darken from blue to grey As the nubile figure dances Slow at first; low humming "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Grows louder and louder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shouting into the wind "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Competing with the thunder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Chanting again and again "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shaking her fists at the dark sky "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Fat droplets of rain fall Streaking her smiling face "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" She whispers, "Rain on me" Dancing in the warm rain Her naked body glistening Hugging herself and singing Welcoming the refreshing rain "Im singing naked in the rain Just singing in the wonderful rain Oh what a glorious feeling I am so happy in the rain Rain, rain, rain, rain on me"

What You Are To Me
Oh these tattered Imaginary wings I Want to make them real Oh these many useless coverings I Want to throw away You are the shelter in the winter rain You are the child underneath the pain Feeling heavy you won't let it down It's not there Sparrow falling until she's on the ground Your not alone You are the caged one who is finally free You are the oasis in the desert heat You are the shelter in the winter rain You are the child underneath the pain You hold the answer though you can't explain What you are to me

For My Sweetheart
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY FOR LADY KATHERINE Never enough to show all my love but try in a poem for you SWEETHEART... I was alone as you came in With your cool and gracious walk And your pure and perceptive gaze. You brought with you your joy, Your earnest and cheerful laugh And you made my nights fly by. You sent my solitude away And filled an empty space in my heart With your strong, sweet presence And the glimpse of Heaven in your eyes. You’ve turned my world around, I feel that I am born again. You’ve made me grow in confidence, Finding at my disposal The eloquence sprung from love Within easy reach my hand, I’ve shown you the fountain of bliss And proven that all that matters in my life Is your strong, sweet presence, And the glimpse of Heaven in your eyes. I used to be naive, I thought I understood What the essence of love was. But sweating on strange mattresses, Panting on musky back seats Was taking me nowhere fast. You’ve awakened a better pe

If Tomorrow Doesn't Come....
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I

For My Stalker
this is to my stalker! you know who you are! GO AWAY! Seriously, wtf is wrong with you? Take a hint, I think you are gross! I don't want anything to do with you! You are on your 3rd profile now just to talk to me? Seriously? Why? I'm really not all that interesting. I'm sure you can find other girls that would appreciate the points. But go ahead keep making profiles, cause i'm just gonna keep blocking and reporting!You are creepy! You need a shower! Need to cut that nappy hair! Shave, and brush your teeth!

This Is So Me
Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh.. No matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more, My head in the fire, sooner or later I get what i'm asking for No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed. The truth is a stranger My soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind. I can't waste time so give me the moment I realize nothing's broken No need to worry about everything I've done Lived every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction Loved you once, needed protection. You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, Just like a tatto, I'll always have you. I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking ties. When I look in the mirror, Didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I gotta be strong and lea

Don't Know Where I Am Going?
Dont know Where I am Going, or if it even matters. I thought I had friends, but i think this is the end. I have hit the bend. This high way i go on alone, it chills me to the bone. The tears I have cried, all because I tried. Do I say goodbye? I will walk away with a sigh. I never meant to make you cry. I thought we were friends, but i think this is the end. Dont cry, when i say goodbye. To me this was fun, but now i close the door, just cant take anymore. I fall to me knees, as I look across the open sea, I thought this friendship was suppose to be. But why then do I feel so sad, feel so bad. Don't know where I am going, or if if even matters. I loved you from the start, didnt think we would ever part. Like the rose, I wanted to see you grow, the wind begins to blow. As the rain begins to fall, i no longer call. I sit on the shore, I close the door. I dont know where I am going, or if it even matters. I will say goodbye.

Sorry Havnt Been On Much
I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ON LINE AS MUCH LATELY, DUE TO COMPLICATIONS FROM DIALYSIS, IT IS KICKING MY BUTT NOW. THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON AND ALL, I HAVE TO GO TO A NEUROLOGIST THIS MONTH, DUE TO EITHER HAVING 3RD FLUID SEPERATION, OR BRAIN MAY BE SWELLING DURING TREATMENTS. YESTERDAY WHEN I GOT HOME I HAD ANOTHER VIOLENT MIGRAINE, UPSET STOMACHE AND TIRED AS IN LIKE I WORKED A 8HR HARDWORK DAY AND I DONT AND CAN NOT WORK SO I KNOW ITS NOT FROM THAT, LOL. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO SCOOTER BLACK, AND MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL AND HEART WARMING TOWARDS ME. I AM NOT THE ONE TO USUALLY COMPLAIN, BUT I MUST LET YOU KNOW HOW I AM DOING, I HAVE FRIENDS THAT LOOK AT FOR MY NEW BLOGS AND UPDATES, SO THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!! SCOOTER BLACK HAS ALSO DONE A BLOG, (WHICH I WILL HAVE AT THE END OF MINE SO THAT YOU MAY READ IT ALSO), AND IT UPLIFTED MY SPIRITS BECAUSE HE WROTE TO ME ABOUT ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN GOI

Life Sucks Sometimes
My life sux right now and I dont know what to think anymore honestly. My dad had his sixth heart attack last week and the docs told us theres nothing more they can do for him. Sux balls then recently today the docs confirmed my gurls pregnant so at the same time Im depressed but excited. I dont know what to do right now. I need to go spend somemore time with him before its to late but I want him to be around to see his grandchild grow up. Life sux

A Perfect Poem
A Perfect Poem Spoken in wordless space, the soul empirical a product of the times, a voice screamed at the night, at the dark, at the cold, cold heart the world, a country in debris, a whimper of words between the words, imagined -- divined then etched into the limbs, the steaming skin a bone deep, searing burn in comfort the forgotten horror suddenly recalled memory of love and the knife-twist betrayal. Yet a verse of water in parched sun, desert days the flash of life, happy, content before dying eyes a breathless moan, a lovers eyes -- as one rhythm of waves, of wings, of naked flesh the silence of dark, of an instant before death and life on a string, careless and carefree. A rhyme not read or written, not remembered the minutes and hours, the bead of sweat dangling in a single, vast impossibility -- suddenly possible. Word, after word, following word and line the same somehow different, shapeless form one final breath, inhaled then whispered…

Help Me Get A Vip
PLEASE HELP ME GET A VIP. I HAVE 4 WEEKS TO GET 10,000 COMMENTS. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELP ME. I LOVE YA ALL!!! JUST CLICK ON PIC BELOW!! PLEASE SHOW MIZOTTE LOVE AS WELL. HE'S A GOOD N TRUE FRIEND. :-) mizotte59 owner of StrawBerriiKisses, Vodka girl and celtic rose fu-owned to aGem4life@ fubar

Daybreak Receptive
Daybreak Receptive when placing things inside of things could be bad spell or good as long as atop your highest spikes breathless, shy light barely enters you note my relish of recline please fulfill that wish standing reach and extended peach outline over my edge, allow spilling your lips frame tongue, milk flowing past ruby gloss, spread your animal places muscle me aside, drape me all in a morning in heat we beat leather, suck glass breath fire, fly origami with naked arms, you handle my hammer, you peal your bell Sweetly Dreamt sugar and incense, black smoke pungent poetry too hot for fubar, a dash of spice at hardwood’s edge a twist, a drive, an arrow feathered, tongued, grooved

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask,'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise,often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger

I Am Feeling Adventurous
I would like it if everyone would tell me who their favorite band is so that perhaps I can find something new. Life is way more fun when you have new bands to listen to. Please....... pretty please......

Playing Soldier
I just wanted everyone to know if you dont see me on here after the sixth is because i will be some where in camp dodge, Iowa. I'll be there until the end of the month. I'm going to need shots for this one. I mean there isn't a bar for 150 away from that base. This is really going to suck. Wish me luck lol.

Hungry Eyes
glitter-graphics.com LADY LOVE REPLYING TO HER LOVE, SIR FANTASY Hungry Eyes I feel his eyes upon me from across the room, Intense, hungry and predatory. My breath quickens, As I feel it, rather then see it Touching my body possessively. I dare not look at you yet, But I know you are there, staring at me now. You are seducing me completely, Having me at your mercy. As I attempt to control my breathing. It becomes harder, as moisture forms upon my brow My black satin blouse tightens against my full breasts, As they tighten in pure arousal and awareness, Of the strong male devouring me with his eyes. Feeling helpless to your mental seduction, Becoming breathless with the tension. My shaky hands grip my water glass, Wanting to drink; to cool off my insides, Only succeeding in spilling cool water down my neck and breasts, Coating my silken skin with liquid, causing it to glisten. My head leans back, my lips parting in a soft moan, As I feel your bi

Staff Positions
Love Shack Staff Positions Inquire within lounge Or messege me Lounge manager dj manager dj's x6 dj manager dj's x6 hospitality manager head bartender bartender x8 head dancer dancer x8 head greeter greeter x12 Lounge manager promotions manager Promoters x6 graphics artist manager Graphics artist x6 security manager Body g

Feel The Passion Become Mine
glitter-graphics.com I want to feel your passion become mine, Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Your pain echoes my own, Your passion becomes mine. Within you my heart is kept, A single beat matches my own Your soul holds my destiny, My eyes hold your fate. I want to become everything you fear Everything you despise and hate Arouse the heated desire to destroy me, And then love me even more. Let your passion become mine, Erotic fantasies of an eternity Washed in longing of one embrace Your howls are in my ears, Beg me for more… Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Between love and hate we collide Your pained passion becomes mine.

Glorious Day
Glorious Day Hello. Tell me how have you been my friend? It is so lovely to see you again It seems so long that you have been away Now you're back and it's a glorious day Up in the sky, the sun is shinning bright All of the birds are singing in delight The Branches on the trees are full of leaves And pretty butterflies dance in the breeze All of the flowers are full of new blooms They fill the air up with their sweet perfumes In every pasture the grass is green It's the most beautiful sight ever seen I am so glad you are once again here It brings me so much happiness and cheer Can you feel the excitement in my voice Together my dear friend let us rejoice Oh my! It is such a glorious day I am so happy you are back my way

If I Could Catch A Rainbow.
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

I Wept In My Dreams .
I wept in my dreams. I dreamed you lay in the grave; I awoke, and the tears still poured down my cheeks. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you had left me; I awoke and I went on weeping long and bitterly. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you were still kind to me; I awoke, and still the flow of my tears streams on.

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2007 models. I saw one I really liked." MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand if it's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you so much!" MAN: "Bye!

A Terrible Accident
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the Man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the Husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body Because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate Some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body That the doctor felt was suitable would have to come From her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After All, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his Friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful Beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?" "My darling," she rep

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

All Cops? Or Just Here?
First some background information. I am a 42 yr. Old, divorced father of 2; a son, 17 and a daughter, 2. I've lived at the same address for 10 yrs. My police record consists of a possession of less than an once of marijuana which was dismissed. I have no misdemeanor or felony convictions. I recently opened a smoke shop, "Freebird's Tobacco Etc." in Sweet Home, Oregon, in a building that had been a smoke shop for the previous few years. When the previous business closed due to it's owner's death I was fortunate enough to have financial assistance from family to re-open as a new business. I spent most of my here. I open at 8 am and close at 8 pm. And being an avid PC gamer whose gaming PC is now doubling as a POS/inventory computer it isn't unusual to see me here late into the night. With a small parking lot and owning a large truck it's easy to tell when I'm here. Shortly after opening, being concerned with security I phoned the Sweet Home PD identified myself and inquired to

My Girlfreind Is In A Hh Contest Please Come Help !
I am trying to win myself a Happy Hour and I can use all the help I can get! I have spent days helping my friends win contest and giveaways and to level.So now I am asking for some of that love back.I have great friends so I feel confident that I will get some help. I really wanna get this done as quickly as I can so I can focus on other things. Nobody wants to do things for free so if you want to be paid to bomb then get to me and we can work something out.Thx so much!My friends kick azz!!

Alligator-for Caty
Primal Energies The Crocodile or Alligator totem contains the unbridled creative forces of the world, the fury and ferocity of Primal Energies. It is the symbol of creation and destruction. The Crocodile or Alligator is the keeper and protector of all knowledge. She is the primal mother in whom all knowledge rests and waits to be born. People with a Crocodile or Alligator totem have the opportunity to develop new wisdom but they must be careful not to be consumed by this wisdom. Study each bit of knowledge carefully before going on to the next. Care of the eyes is important for Crocodile or Alligator people. Also beneficial are breathing techniques like those practiced in Yoga. When a Crocodile or Alligator shows up look for an opportunity to touch very primal energies. There will be an opportunity for new knowledge and wisdom.

Birthday Cake Disaster
So this is when I was living with my boyfriend at the time. And honestly, I really don't remember where he was when this happened. I think he was at my neighbor's. But anyhow, it was a friend of mine's birthday so I figured I'd bake him a cake, get him drunk, cook him a nice meal (Not in that order, mind you). Well, the couple of people who were there, figured, we're going to stick the candles into the HOT cake and ... well... you'll see. By the way, my friend whose birthday it was, was completely shitfaced, in my bathroom pukin' up what was left in his stomach. So enjoy. Hah.

Muah
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When I Godmothered .. My Ty~
I Finally Made ... GodMother!!!!! Yayyyy and I want to thanks some super special people!!! First Mikey For The GodFather list~ Mikey@ fubar Then ThckNLuvIt!!! she is soo awesome!!! ~♥~Thcknluvit~♥~@ fubar My awesome friends Magicsfun~ love you two!! Magicsfun~fu spouses to Dream Goddess@ fubar Wonderful Mz.B~ Love you Baby~ ღ•Mz.ß•ღ - Member of Club F.A.R & D.S.C & Shadow Levelers@ fubar Fantastic TomK Love you loads!! tomk@ fubar Sweet SBMO8~ kisses and hugs~ (he is also trying for spotlight.. plz donate) SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~Fu-Owned by Carolena838~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar Sassy Stephanie Lynn~ love you doll!! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Stunning HisSweetObsession~ hugs and kisses~ ♥HisSweetObsession♥ ~~ *Rate Spankers* ~~ *Shadow Levelers*@ fubar Beautiful MAIASIDHE Hugs and kisses MAIASIDHE

Crap Crap Crap,not Good
well i just got a phone call from a friend,,who is listening to his scanner,,he just heard that les then a quarter mile from my house is a hostage situation,what i have heard is some guy went crazy shot his wife and then had some kid hostage in the house,to find out he escaped and they dont know where he is,,not good at all.i walk outside and see helicopters everywhere and cops and dogs(shivers),,so now we are sorta kinda bnervouse sitting here wondering wht is going on,only way i know is from my friend who is still lsitening.i am now ready to go somewhere tonight,,and not be here

My Newest Video
I made another video. I plan in the upcoming days to make one similar except for Taiwan. That video will have photo and video with music. This video took a few hours to complete. Please provide me with feedback ok. :)

Come Bid On Me!!
OK PEEPS...THIS IS MY FIRST AUCTION, SO COME ON BY AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO SEE WHAT I AM OFFERING AND PLACE YA BIDS.THERE WILL BE NO DRAMA, JUST LOADS OF FUN!!HAPPY BIDDING!!MS TAZCome on and Bid on Me!!

Given Away Fubucks See Inside
Hey ppl i'm giving away fubkucks to ppl who will vote for me . i'm in a contest to win a vip for 1 year that is hosted my my best friend Lord Darktree 2ok for the first 100 comments so please help me out yall i will appreciate it all you do love yall one love http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=941363&albumid=994480&i=963852401&idx=31 copy and paste it in your browser o.k. please sho love

May 3rd Is My Son Paul's Birthday
Today is my Son Paul Birthday, so i would just like to wish him a very happy birthday & hope he has a great day. Please go wish him a happy birthday þÄÚL ÄKÄ ÐJ MÄÐ HÄ††ÈR enforcer of twizted mindz@ fubar Have a great day Paul, Love you & thank you for being such a wonderful son. Love Mum or as everyone else knows me Di aka PiNkLadY xxxx

Omg Look
Wanna Own Me? Click the link and hit me up~~Everyone needs a sexygranny in thier life!! This sexy beast is on auction too!! Be sure to show some mad fu-love to our generous host for all her time n effort in putting this together stormwoman~co owner of wolves of wiccan society~owned by lonewolf~cherokee~@ fubar THANK YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH MUAH!!! (repost of original by 'SexyGranny1967>Shadow Leveler>Club FAR> Promoter of S*U*P & PPN>owner/owned of mishnumber1' on '2008-05-02 03:14:27')

Unwelcomed
It's my blood It's my heart It's my way of breathing It's my soul It's my shelter I can't change who I am Persona non grata In the world above the ground Cause I'm breaking the boundaries We are what we are We do what we do We take it to far Then we go beyond We're living after midnight With darkness closing in We're dancing in the dim light We're no daylight reaches in We won't touch the ground We're breaking the boundaries Persona non grata...

Zombie
ALONE I LAY IN MY COFFIN FOR MY BED THE COLD AIR CHILLS ME TO THE BONE FEELING THE WAVES CRASHING ME LIKE A THOUSAND FISTS THE MASTER’S CALL BECKONS IN THE MORNING PULLING ME FROM MY SLUMBER NOT WANTING TO LISTEN BUT OBEY LIKE A MINDLESS ZOMBIE SUITING UP, MARCHING TO WAR RATHER RETURN HOME BUT NO PLACE TO EVEN ROAM MY HANDS ON THE GRINDSTONE BLOOD, SWEAT, AND TEARS I GAVE NO ONE KNOWS THE TOLL I PAY

I'm Moving
I am leaving today to go back home to Texas. I will be off line for a couple weeks while I am waiting for my internet to be turned back on. I'm letting a friend of mine use my account to bomb and drop my 11's so they don't go to waste. When I get there I will try to find a computer somewhere to use but idk. Anyway I will miss fubar and my friends. Having no internet is seriously going to suck..hard. Leave me lots of love while I'm gone..xoxo..cya

Drama And Losing.
This morning some shit went down and I lost my best friend and confidant. It was just something stupid that never should have happened in the first place. Needless to say, this is not helping me think otherwise about that fact that people would be better off without me. My heart hurts because I hurt my best friend and he is very upset. He wants nothing more to do with me. I don't know what to do. I told him how I felt and it wasn't enough. I am done having friends and I am done with everything else. I think I will give my son to his father and disappear. People will be better off without me. My best friend told me that he didn't want anything to so with me. He told me this today and it crushed me. "It doesnt matter anymore When i get back online i am removing you from my friends" I just don't know what else to do. All I do know is that this isn't worth it anymore. My best friend is gone. He made me so happy. I could tell him everything and anything. This is not trying to get my b

~missing You~
I heard the music when true love called, a song sent from heaven on silver wings. The whole world was dreaming, wisps of light streaming, as the stars spilled their magic upon you and me. The tune was more lovely than the nightingale's song, more delicate than a rose weeping, yet as powerful as the sun leaping to shed golden ribbons in herald of dawn. And I bow down before you, the one my eyes have longed to behold, my lonely heart pining, love Light shining, I swear that I shall love and adore you. I Will Love And Adore You till the day I die... ~I Love and Miss You Much Robert~

Add/fan/rate This Lady
THIS WOMEN IS THE GREATEST PLEASE ADD HER AND TELL HER I SEND YOU PLZ, YOU WON'T REGRET IT TO ALL OF YOU TALKING ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK - I WANNA SAY THANK YOU! Now, keep it going OK? Because I can NEVER have too many friends… AND I’LL BUY YOU STUFF!! You get your friends to be MY friend RATE... FAN... ADD... And You Get Great Prizes!!! 5 Fan Rate Adds = 1 fuBling GIFT 15 Fan Rate Adds = 1 DAY BLAST!!!! 25 Fan Rate Adds = 3 DAY BLAST!!!! OR A BLING-PACK!!!! 50 Fan Rate Adds = 7 DAY BLAST!!!! 100 Fan Rate Adds = 30 DAY BLAST!!!! 150 Fan Rate Adds = A HAPPY HOUR!!!! 200 Fan Rate Adds = 1 YEAR VIP!!!! OR A HAPPY HOUR + 7-DAY BLAST!!!! PLEASE MAKE SURE THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW TO SAY THAT YOU SENT THEM IN THEIR FRIENDS REQUEST!!! FOR EXAMPLE... “Jane Doe 2112 sent me to Rate/Fan/Add you.” Now For The Rules!! And these are important! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ • Your friends M

Why Men Are Never Depressed
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for t

Little Boy On The Bus
A little boy got on the bus, sat next to a man reading a book, and noticed he had his collar on backwards. The little boy asked why he wore his collar backwards. The man, who was a priest, said "I am a Father." The little boy replied "My Dad doesn't wear his collar like that." The priest looked up from his book and answered "I am the Father of many." The boy said "My Dad has 4 boys, 4 girls and two grandchildren and he doesn't wear his collar that way" The priest, getting impatient, said "I am the Father of hundreds" and went back to reading his book. The little boy sat quietly thinking for a while, then leaned over and said, "Maybe you should use a condom and wear your pants backwards instead of your collar."

~ Just A Song Before I Go ~
~Just a Song before I Go~ There is a song that has a lyric that goes: "just a song before I go.....A lesson to be learned.....traveling twice the speed of sound...It's Easy to Get Burned". Is it not like that when we are feeling the Throes of Love? All at once there is the exhilration of love's first passions but also the fear of will this last? will I be hurt? is the person 'playing me'? I have seen how many here hope for, seek, pray for that One person that can make the difference between just another day and seeing the World beautiful again. And yet, sadly it seems....when some one comes into their lives offering the seeds of Love, Hope, Dreams anew....the person is put to task and made to pay for the Sins of the ones before them that scarred the heart of the other. It has happpened to me as well. It's the easiest and also the most difficult thing in the World to be transparent with some one so that there are no secrets, no stumbling blocks on the journey of discovery of each oth

Regrets
I think we all have them...I know I do...There are things in my past that I regret...It's not like I can change them...My only choice is to move on...learn the lesson needed and remember the damage it has done to myself and others...So as never to do such things again... I regret my drug usage...My addiction was very strong...It had a hold on me for many years...I knew the damage it was causing to myself and to those that loved me...But...I opened my eyes to that...I stopped..but not without leaving an impression on the lives of my kids...I see them suffer still from my own actions at that time...My daughter went on to have her own addiction to the same...It was hard to say the least to see her struggle...But I think because of my own past...It helped me fight it along side of her...She is clean now... There are choices I've made when it came to men...Not always the right choices...But which one of us can say that we all haven't gone down that path a time or two...But..I've also

Will I Live To Be 80 ?
Some times you just have to ask yourself ' Will I live to be 80?' I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing 'fairly well' for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, 'Do you think I'll live to be 80?' He asked, 'Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?' 'No,' I replied. 'I don't do drugs, either.’ Then he asked, 'Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?' I said, 'No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!' 'Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, boating, fishing or relaxing in the beach?' 'No, I don't,' I said. He asked, 'Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?' 'No,' I said. 'I don't do any of those things. Then he looked at me and asked, 'Then why do you give a shit?'

The Battle Of Forever - An Original Poem
"What then is this?", he thought As the storm cleared from his mind A world so green, so fresh, so fair And old pain left behind. The blood ran when last he lay, And darkness took his mind Then light shone bright when living failed And passed the world unkind "WHO BROUGHT ME HERE?" He screamed at them Those he could not yet see "WHO ENDED LIFE AND SEVERED LOVE? SHOW YOUR FACE TO ME." "TIS YOUR REWARD", there came a voice Ancient as dust and sea "FOR LIVING TRUE AND FIGHTING WELL WE HAVE BESTOWED ON THEE." "ILL TAKE IT NOT", the warrior screamed "AND ILL HAVE NOT YOUR PEACE" And ran he there to hilltop high and then his blade released "YOU PROMISED ME NOTHING AND THAT IS WHAT YOU GAVE YOU SENT AN ANGEL TO MY SIDE AND BADE ME TO MY GRAVE" "THERE IS NO LOVE THAT PASSES THAT WHICH YOU HAD GIFTED ME THEN TOOK HER AND YOU STOLE MY LIFE BEFORE YOU LET HER SEE" "I RUN AT YOU THOUGH I KNOW WITHIN THAT VICTORY BE YOURS" With flashing blade and

My Angel
From that first moment I already knew That woman I longed for Was going to be you The closer we grow together The more I want to be with you All that I hope for Is you want that too As the days pass by The more I begin to care You have opened my heart To all the feelings we share From this point forward I promise you this I will do my best To bring you happiness For this is my vow To you today Forever my angel I want you to stay

Death
to all my fubar friends, i would like to inform you that there has been a death in my family. therefore i wont be on fubar for a few days. so i will see you friends of mine in a few days... thanks to all my friends in advance

A Phrase You Shouldn't Think Of, Or Utter...
"It can't possibly get worse." Well, I'm living proof that it can. To top all the other ailments I've expressed emotion about in previous blogs, due to my waning health.... **Cover your ears, I'm gonna scream so hard that I'll probably develop laryngitis, and turn blurple from coughing.......** I HAVE A FUCKING EAR INFECTION AND SINUSITIS, ALONG WITH..... you won't believe it! I JUST DEVELOPED A LOVELY (BULLSHIT WORD-- IT'S HORRIBLE)CASE OF SHINGLES DOWN MY LEFT SIDE!!!!! As you can see, I feel just like Angelina here..pulling my hair out!! Damn it, I just can't cath a break...and Mayo Clinic has rejected me as a possible patient. They have a waiting list that is so long, they aren't adding anyone until probably 2 years from now. Seems like the [patients on the waiting list will be dead before they are treated. Once again, please feel free to just cover those ears, cause this is some seriously wicked cartoon style cursing: ***!@#$%^&*(*&^%$#@!!@#$%^&*(*&^%

*bf App* Serious Applicants Only Lol
Name: Age: Hair color: Eye color: Religious Beliefs: Occupation: Yearly Income: Do you own a car? If so what year/make? Do you own,rent,or share your place? If so where at? Do you have any criminal charges againist you? If so what are they, and when did they take place? Have you ever been committed or entered a mental health facility for treatment? If so, what was your diagnosis and what meds do you take? Do you like kids? Do you want kids of your own? Do you think you can love kids that are not yours like your own? Can you treat them with respect? Do you like a thick woman with a big ass? Can you respect my gangsta? LOL Do you think a 36B chest size is plenty or not enough? Do you like it shaved,trimmed or jungle? Do you like porn? If so, would you want me to watch it with you? Do you like cartoons? If so which ones? Can you handle the fact that I watch more cartoons than anything else? Do you play roleplaying g

Growth Amid Chaos
siting calming and quietly in morthes earths embrace, the wind calm and warm upon my skin, birds singing so sweetly, telling of their joy and acceptance of what has been learned today... sometimes it takes a touch of CHAOS to bring about clarity and understanding... my willingness to let go in more ways than one... to walk away from a destructive soul who was not willing to truly let me in and listen to the words i said to him to blindly accept the comfort of another whos path has seen fit to cross my own... my willingness to let go of what held me back for another chance to grow... to be blessed with a sight that understands unconditionally.. the pettiness of some who let jelousy rule their heart is not what i need and i see how their jelousy only enables me... to let my heart see and feel from within...shows me a world that has no end.. the life in mother earth stronger after a rain... feeds my own simple exsistance in my physical plite... to l

I'm Thinking Of You!
as long as my dreams are always you as long as a couple means two as long as forever contains me and you Im thinking of you.... as long as the moon shines in your eyes as long as faith will never die as long as theres love between you and i im thinking of you as long as our eyes meet in burning flame as long as trust mens "no ones to blame" as long as the hurt ends in no shame im thinking of you.... as long as we survive as a pair as lonf as i know that you'll always care as long as love remains true and fair im thinking of you.... as long as the clam follows the storm as long as the need becomes the well-worn as long as im safe and left untorn im thinking of you.... as long as your love keeps me from harm as long as we're together i'll always be warm as long as o stay wrapped in your arms im thinking of you....

Effing Tourists!!!!
SOOOOOOO...... I work at the Arizona Memorial in Pearl Harbor, Hawaii. HUGE tourist destination. I get it, huge history site, awesome place to go get some history in your life while you are on vacation. It's an incredible place to go, IF YOU ARE GOING TO RESPECT WHAT IT IS!!!!! I swear to GOD, and everything else i consider holy, that some people are just FUCKING IGNORANT. If you are going to visit a cemetary, do you seriously trample over people's headstones--no, do you make out with people on a grave--No. Do you disrespect the dead in anyway--no... the answer to these questions should all be no... well the Arizona Memorial is not a monument, or some cool attraction to go see... its a fucking cemetary for over 950 of the 1170 marines and sailors who died on board the USS Arizona. THEY ARE STILL THERE, IN THE SHIP!!! Its there to represent not only them, but the rest of the 2390 total who perished that day. I just am appaled at how some people act when they are there... im r

More Bad News
Well we found out on Thrus that my dad now has prostate cancer...next step is they are waitin to check if its in his bones. I guess God has his plans and all we can do is hope and pray for my dad...thank you for all everyones prayes and concerns it helps. On the other hand a got a good job which I really love and hope to move up quick in this career....Yes I am a Ast Branch Manager for a bank and hopefully in a year I will have my own branch if not move into the corp world...I am so happy about this....anyway ty to all my friends for caring so much. XOXOX Sallie

Please Pray For My Father
Please Pray For My Father Terry If you could please say a prayer for My father has to have emergency surgery very soon or he could die. the side of his stomach has clappesed please pray that he makes it.... thanks

We So Did It Lol
Hey everyone just a brief note as am so tired but Jimmy and I are married now :) and its been such a great weekend I will write a blog and be posting pics with in the next couple of days. Our close friends from fubar were here to celebrate with us. Will give you all a break down on the weekend its been awesome Miss you all Liberated Spice

Just A Rate Please ?
Would ya/could ya please rate this pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. No need to comment bomb. :-) Thank you so much...*hugssss*...Much love to all! The participant with the highest rate average, and the participant with the most rates will both win fubucks :)

Help Help Help
OK HERE'S THE DEAL TRIAD, NC AREA... i need to find a family lawyer around the triad area that has a soft spot from someone who really and truely needs help... and that is willing to take payments... .....i just can't take this anymore guys... if you know anyone or anything to help let me or mom know (here's her link) In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar thanks so much for reading this because i am desperate... in tears as we speak... all my love to all my dear friends out there in fubaria... Angel Girl + A 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Complaceny
I never realized how complacent people become with their lives. Whats the point of living in a state of complacency? That's not really living is it? It's more like existing...hmmm. I don't wanna be complacent anymore, I wanna live my life!

Rains Passion
Rains Passion by LateNiteFantasy © Down dusty country lanes in lazy afternoon hazy heat silently popping another Bud and lighting two cigarettes mine and yours as we watch the storm approach a barn comes round a corner gray and weathered like the sky we jump grabbing blanket and beer running for shelter never speaking a word laughter spilling from us in waves clothes soaked as we hit the loft winding towards the back thru a jungle of hanging tobacco finding a cloud of straw drawing us turning to you in anticipation of bodies known like favorite songs moving together with no hesitation breasts and hips no longer needing a script tongues searching as bitten lips swell and hormones lighting up a step by step path the horizontal bop a dance done many times with minor variations leading to the ultimate finale the gunshot raindrops lessen sun eases back thru the slatted walls to finish its sleepy work she pulls out two cigarettes not in a barn I sa

Blue Revelations I
Blue Revelations I by LateNiteFantasy© Blue Revelations verse 1 touching your darkness you avert my stare I unfold obscene thoughts in your mind yet, you blink and bind... you want me to show you how to break the frame of your indigo glass as your clenched body stumbles in murky gaze would you be astonished to feel lanced wounds of knowing cut flowers never bloom Do you want me to say I’m sorry for breaking the crystal madness hiding your looking glass tomb and could we both lament unsheathing the sword... draining its ravin

Blue Revelations Part Iv...the End.
Blue Revelations part IV...the end. by LateNiteFantasy© stardust, cloud to cloud trance dancing across orbits of stargazing thunder moonstruck fairies weave a primrose path in terran fields as kinsmen kingdoms rejuvenate in dragonfly fields of their felicity liquid exotica transports realms of pleasure as fairyland honors potent treasures bound to dominion of elan´

Part 2 Of Jerry Springer On Fubar Mumm
TRAILERGIRL hey why u yelling at my hubby??? ME "yelling at your husband"? First of all, who the hell are you & I didn't realize I was in a 7th grade chat room TRAILERGIRL uhmm what is ur obsession with the 7th grade..i happen to be 26 fukin years old here bud ME well, u & ur husband are acting like childish 7th graders that create drama by trying to get into everyone else's business. Try acting like a 26 year old & no one will accuse you of being a 7th grader TRAILERGIRL i am acting like a 26 yr old when my best friend comes to me saying that there is a guy on her fubar who is trying to get her to fuck him i start to have a mild attitude problem ME I'm sorry if you think you are acting like a 26 year old, but you are not. I'm not sure your IQ or how far you made it in school, or if you were in the special ed program. Last I checked, SHE is an adult & can make her own decisions. If she wants to fuck me that is HER decision, NOT you or your "husbands". If she is men

To All My Hatas Or Would-be's
my blogs are public they are open to read comments are open to all i'm open to criticism do not criticize my friends they are not open to criticism you will get a fight look all you want but dont ever think that we can ever be friends never cruel and nasty still is echoing on the pages of ashley's shout box after that i can never be never ever be friends of someone who has said such things to anybody and to such as sweet criticize me not my friends any attack on my friends is a attack on me i will fight back revenge is best served cold you will wish you never started

~ Male Or Female ~
~ Male or Female ~ FREEZER BAGS: They are male, because they hold everything in, but you can see right through them. PHOTOCOPIERS: These are female, because once turned off; it takes a while to warm them up again. They are an effective reproductive device if the right buttons are pushed, but can also wreak havoc if you push the wrong Buttons. TIRES: Tires are male, because they go bald easily and are often over inflated HOT AIR BALLOONS: Also a male object, because to get them to go anywhere, you have to light a fire under their butt. SPONGES: These are female, because they are soft, squeezable and retain water. WEB PAGES: Female, because they're constantly being looked at and frequently getting hit on. TRAINS: Definitely male, because they always use the same old lines for picking up people. EGG TIMERS: Egg timers are female because, over time, all the weight shifts to the bottom. HAMMERS: Male, because in

Army Chaplain Guide
Army Chaplain Guide I think this was intended originally for last rites but it obviously became much more, they couldn't just ignore the massive numbers of wiccan brothers and sisters. xxx hugs xxx The U.S. Army Chaplains Guide to Wicca A guide to Wicca for U.S. Military chaplins. EXTRACT FROM "Religious Requirements and Practices of Certain Selected Groups: a Handbook for Chaplains" U.S. Government Publication No.008-020-00745-5 Historical roots: Witchcraft is the ancient Pagan faith of Europe. This nature-oriented, agricultural, magical religion had no central organisation, but was passed through families. During the Christian era, particularly after the beginning of the systematic persecution of Witches in 1484, almost all the public expression of the Craft disappeared. Surviving in hidden and isolated places, Witchcraft has made a comeback in the twentieth century, partially spurred by the repeal of the last British Witchcraft Laws in 1951. Current World Leadersh

Moonlight Message To Readers
Moonlight Message To Readers by LateNiteFantasy© I am tossing and turning each dog eared page of kaleidoscopic faces and replayed days of misspoken oceans and rip tide whys. Through hours of years and white sound silence, I’ve examined everything, but with nothing resolved I stand in this darkened room, observed only by omniscient moon and wonder why I am compelled to speak to you of such common things as these that do not really matter, the color of moonlight, the feel and sound of silence punctuated by the distant bark of another creature awake and probing darkness. But this is what I do— tell you about the wind rushing over the mountains, bringing to the plains a hint of snow and ponderosa pine, causing my house to shudder.

What We Learn From Babys
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.' Everyone in the restaurant

Tigerprincess Needs Help
tigerprincess wants to level up before she loses her vip which i think is ending soon....if u have a few spare moments, please go hook her up with a rate or two...thanks so much....here is the link... Tigerprincess~ Fu-Owned by Leeeeeza~Club FAR ~ ~Fubar World Cuise Member~ Proud Member of RisingStar@ fubar

The Witch's Tools .the Tools Of The Craft
The Witch's Tools,,,,,The tools of the craft There are many different tools used for Wiccan Rituals and Spellcasting. While I have only included ritual tools I use in my practice, there are many more to be found. As with most witch's I beleive you do not need tools of any kind to practice Magick. Tools make it easier to focus on the actual ritual or spell. THE ATHAME The athame is the traditional ritual dagger of the witch. Commonly it has a black handle and steel double-edged blade. The athame is used to cast circles by tracing the circumference, to charge and consecrate objects and banish negative energies. it is never used as a mundane knife for cutting purposes, and is used strictly for magickal purposes only. In most traditions it is associated with the elements of Fire and the phallic symbolism of the knife links it with the God. THE PENTACLE The pentacle is a traditional tool of the craft that is thought to have been adopted from ceremonial magic. It is usually a

My Baby Girl
this pic shows what type of man i am . heres a pic of me and my babygirl which i dearly love . i went to hell and back for her if i had to do it again i would . i dont know how many dads would . but truthfully i do it all again.guys when she gets older she has 4 bothers dont worry about them just worry about daddy.

Time Too Say Good Bye Too A Leveler And Friend
Its time too say Goodbye too a friend of many of ours. Today will be her last day on Fubar. She will be leaving us for real life. Please stop by and say hi and send her off with a smile. So that she will know just how much we all appreciated her friend ship. CherryPye*BigSexysFu-Girl* {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Listen And Win!
That's Rite This Giveaway Sponsored By: The Spirits Den, & Snake Bite Radio Lounge Over The Next Several Week's Snake Bite Radio & Spirits Den Will Be Keeping Total's On The Amount Of Fubux Given In Prizes. When The Total Between The Two Lounges = 1 Million FUBUX The Next Trivia Question Will Be Worth 1 Million Fubux! The Jackpot Question May Fall On Friday,Saturday Or Sunday! You Have To Be Present In Either Spirits Den Or Snake Bite Radio Lounges And Be The 1st Caller! The Question Will Have Three Parts,Answer All Three Correctly. And Your A Fumillionaire! Music By: "Snake Bite Radio" Rock the weekend with Shock Jock Jokers Wild, DJ Aimee, DJ KrazyChick DJ Harleybaby69, DJ Punk & DJ Tanya Will Have Live Cams Going in the evenings Friday Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sat Morning 9 Am - Noon CST - Chaos in The Morning with a Special Guest Sat Night Trivia for FU Bucks Sunday ALL Request All Day 1st Round Is Always On Us... (Main Events

Across The Miles
Across the Miles... Every day I think about you, and I yearn to see your smile. Though I miss you terribly I can feel your love, across the miles. Promise me that our love will never fade or disappear, but will always shine as bright as the sun. From the bottom of my heart, I swear that You'll always be the only one!

Tropical Storm
Tropical Storm by LateNiteFantasy© The symphonic eruption of thunder, hard and monstrous, Enhanced by the brilliant zaps of lightning, The heat of our bodies, The heat of the lightning, The soft, sweet moans in my ear, The thunder booming with every thrust I pump into you, Exploding with energy, And exploding with light, Exploding with passion, Exploding, Thinking about you, last night.

One Moment
What would you do if you had one moment? One moment of what is what you should be asking right about now. One moment is so vague. You can have a moment in so many things in life, one moment to shine at work or school, or one moment you wish you could just take back. We all have moments in our life, some good and some bad. We live our lives and forget that every minute is a moment. There isn't one that is truely greater then another. Every breath we take leads us to another breath and another moment in our life. Yes, we do run into situations that are a matter of timing that leads us to such benefits or sorrows in our lives. We cherish those moments or regret them. We dwell on those moments so much but we fail to remember what got us there. At that one moment the burns its way so deeply in our minds, we don't realize there was actions that led up to it. Maybe you left the house five minutes early or you stopped for a coffee or you forgot something at the house. Whatever it was there was

Spring Has Sprung....come Have A Look See And Bid :)
$$$$$$$$$$$$$Starting bid is 10,000 Fu-Bucks! Bid Often and Win Big$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ I think Spring has finally hit Butte!!!! and well Im doing some spring cleaning and thought...hmmmmmmmmm I think I should enter in an auction...The Beautiful Host ~~~ PebblesinAz was soooooooooo kind to let me participate and I sooooooooo love to be owned! so please come bid on me! I am offering some pretty cool stuff to the owner....and with the right bid some other things could be negotiated! *WINK* *WINK* So please come have a look see at the auction...even if ya dont bid on me...rate me and look all the other sexy ppl in the contest!!! you might someone you like! ClIcK ThIs PiC! Much love to all!!!!! MMUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

One Of Life's Lesson!
(my personal favorite) A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him. Morals of the story: (1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. (2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend. (3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Ironic, Yet Pathetic
so im looking through one of my model friends' pics and find her account got hacked. What is more pathetic? someone is uploading sex pics of her to prove a point that they can hack an account and embarrass her. oh yay! what a knob. I hope she told her fu hubby the truth about what she does or shes fucked lol

Here We Go....
Ok here we go…I am going to break it down for the people even in the cheap seats. It has been asked several times lately about my personal life and my crush. Or just about me in general. So here we go. First I came to Fubar because my best friend Eric was here. I am not lonely or needy or just wanting male attention so to speak. I am happy with me all of me. I have been through a lot in my life and realize nothing is more important then my own happiness. Nor do I believe any one person can make me happy as I have stated in several blogs before. I truly have little faith in what people say…However for every rule there is an exception. I am here for friends and just to relax. Please do not get upset if I don’t respond to you or send me nasty comments about whom or what I am doing. I AM NOT OWNED CURRENTLY. However friendship I can offer you of course. Here is the second part of the question that was asked. What do I look for in a man? Lots of things actually. I am a woman with dif

Warped & Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

My Baby Brother
Please show love to Dirty Red. #1 on my family, he's in the Middle East serving in the Air Force. He just had a birthday and I want him to come back an log on to see all the support that Fubar has for the men and women in uniform. So Please F/R/A him and fill his in box. The person who show the most love from now until he gets back will get 250k fubux if they also F/R/A me. You don't have to rate my pics, but pleas rate his. He will be letting me know who showed the most love and that person will get 250k fubux within an hours of me getting his message.

Byeeeeeeeeee
OK, TO ALL OF YOU'S WHO WANT TO KEEP IN TOUCH. WELL ALL I WILL SAY IS, MY MYSPACE IS WWW.MYSPACE.COM/N33NER AND MY E-MAIL IS ANDERSONROME@TWCNY.RR.COM.. I AM WRITING THIS CAUSE I HAVE NO TIME FOR FUBAR AND I AM PERIODICALLY ON MYSPACE AND YOU CAN ALWAYS REACH ME ON MY E-MAIL.. AND THERE ARE MANY OF YOU'S I LOVE DEARLY, SO I HOPE YOU KEEP IN TOUCH.. BUT BY THIS TIME TOMORROW I WILL BE DELETING THIS... LOVE YOU ALL CLINT

A Work In Progress
Every night a tear falls from my eye And every day I try to wipe it away And though I know you're gone, I need to know what went wrong And as you've always shown, you leave it all to the unknown What are the secrets that you hide? Why do you keep it all inside? Is it pain, is it shame? Was I just a little to early? Or way too late? You run, but you can never hide Those feelings will burn you from the inside And out will come all the things you say you don't want to regret... Well now you're the one thats too late - So forget it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ copyright 2008 taymie g.

Andrew's Hearing
Hi All! If you have read my blog in "Freaking Grrrr!!!" you will know what I'm rambling on about now. If you haven't read it yet, this might make more sense to you if you read that one first. ~Tomorrow~ I'm thinking about the hearing tomorrow, and trying to decide how I will handle the situation. In my past experiences dealing with school officials, I have found that they have made up their minds long before I walk through the door, and talking to them is like talking to a brick wall. Andrew has never been in trouble before, so I don't know what to expect with this meeting. BTW, the kid who attacked Andrew got 7 days out of school/tech. I'm not sure when his hearing is. He might get more. Anyway, I want to defend Andrew in what happened. He has been putting up with crap from this kid for the past 2 months. I want to know what the school is going to do to stop this kid from not only harrassing Andrew, but other people in the school too. Obviously Andrew's instruc

Love
A girl asked her love if he though she was pretty, He said...No She asked him if he would want to be w/ her forever, He said.. No She then asked him if she were to leave he would cry, and once again he replied NO. She heard a enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face...The boy grab her arm N said...You not pretty your beautiful..I dont want to be with you forever..I "NEED" to be with you forever..I wouldnt cry if to walked away... I would DIE

Sad News!
SAD NEWS... Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The gravesite was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Do

Slaughter Of The Innocent - A Rant.
Horses feel pain, Horses feel fear, Horses feel loneliness, Horses also feel love... Eating horses in America or killing them for human consumption is ethically and morally unacceptable. Horses in America are considered pets and sport/leisure animals; not food animals. The foreign-owned horse slaughter industry has slaughtered and exported for human consumption over 3 million American horses in the last two decades. This is intolerable and we should not allow this abominable practice to continue in our country. Slaughter Houses in U.S. and Canada Since horses are not food animals, nor are they specifically bred for food or fiber, they are medicated with potent drugs, such as de-wormers, painkillers, hormones, anti- inflammatory, and pesticides for fly control. These antibiotics and vaccines become resident in their flesh and are specifically labeled not for human use. Since there is no export tariff on horsemeat, no profits from this deplorable business remai

Little Things...
Too often we don't realize what we have until it is gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; And we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind. So be sure that you let people know how much they mean to you; Take that time to say the words before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got And be thankful for the Little things in life that mean a lot.

Massacistic Heart
what the fuck is wrong with me i am going out of my fucking head i keep trying to go farther away and end up closer than before i guess im just a glutton fo punishment every time i think im over it this bitch calls me back and right back in the trap i fall is at the fact that i thrive on the pain or for some sick reason i love the bitch i cant figure it out but i continue on this manhunt for myself i will win if it takes my life i will win thats the problem its a fucking game im so tired of fucking games i want something that is real for once something straight forward not an enigma i just cant grasp but until then i will continue beating myself up and trying to figure out why oh well

A Sliver Of Life
i start slowly drawing the blade across my wrist it feels so good almost intoxicating as i move down another inch deeper and deeper i can feel the blade tearing away my flesh as the warmth of my life force drips onto the floor i take a sample of my own blood silky sweet almost metallic as it dances around my tongue i go weak from the mere thought of this moment ending it must last for eternity i feel more alive than ever i hold my life in my grasp this blade is the only thing between me and my hell im losing it starting to slip back to reality i return the blade to its rightful place to slumber until i need its retribution again until i need another slip from reality to a plain of peace and tranquility until we meet again my old friend

Recluse
Trombone solo, following something half dead. Sometimes that horn is crying. So precious few hours of night. So precisous few hours to a life. Perhaps that's why my issolation is such a travesty. This box is too small. I want to write on the side of a white building. Fill in the world with my blues. From midnight to alice. Wishes. Like dreams. Like candles. Like ceremonies. Like farces. A violin, a fiddle. Marked some place secret.

To Every Guy...
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Help Out This Punk (me) ... Bulletin Post By Miss Andi For Me! She's Aweome!!!
This Punk Needs Help Go Bomb This Picture Show Him Lots Of Love He Wants Lots Of Bling While You're At It.... Go Show Love On His Profile! βûṨṪḜṞ ἯὛṁḁᾔ™ bf to kïmbërlY@ fubar

My Dad...fighting The Fight Of His Life.....
You have always meant the world to me My dad, my joy, my big part of being me A big strong man that nothing in life could scare Your strength and invincibility always there Through the good and the bad that life has thrown Ive never felt that i was ever on my own You and mum were always there, you could fix it all And now you are not at your best, i wish i could repay it all With the click of my fingers to make you well This tower of strength that has never tripped or fell So high up on this pedestal ive put you on You cant come down, up there is where you belong So as we wait the news, praying for the good Not wanting to think of whats not understood Im thinking of you and sending love from me Im your little girl, and always will be.

Soulshine
Soulshine ~~~ Allman Brothers When you cant find the light, That got you through the cloudy days, When the stars aint shinin bright, You feel like youve lost youre way, When those candle lights of home, Burn so very far away, Well you got to let your soul shine, Just like my daddy used to say. [chorus] He used to say soulshine, Its better than sunshine, Its better than moonshine, Damn sure better than rain. Hey now people dont mind, We all get this way sometime, Got to let your soul shine, shine till the break of day. I grew up thinkin that I had it made, Gonna make it on my own. Life can take the strongest man, Make him feel so alone. Now and then I feel a cold wind, Blowin through my achin bones, I think back to what my daddy said, He said boy, in the darkness before the dawn: [chorus] Let your soul shine, Its better than sunshine, Its better than moonshine, Damn sure better than rain. Yeah now people dont mind, We all get this way sometimes, G

Torn And Tattered
Gee i dont know where to start!!! Well im kinda confused on what to do? Ive been talking to this female thats cool as a fan and then an ole girlfriend fromhigh school cumsinto town for a week and wants to hook back up? she has a man but hes in jail and i dont want to be the reason she moves back here to be with me i really want who ive been going after and its hard cause shes 200 miles away what should i do i know deal with it lol

The Past
Dear, (fill in name if it applies to you) Over the last few months there have been some people that I've hurt in one way or another. I want to send my deepest apology for all that I may have done that hurt you in anyway. I have struggled through many things in my life lately and finally realized that I need to apologize to those i've hurt. I allowed my life to be affected by so many things therefore i took it out on others. I cannot allow myself to go day to day and never apologize to those I hurt. I'm sorry for my lack of good judgement and I'm truly sorry. It takes alot for me to admit that I was wrong in one way or another and by using bad judgement on my part I lost alot of things. Once again I just want to sincerely apologize for anything that I may have done. Feel free to message me if you like.

Get Tapped
Tappinit is on the Auction Block! Tappinit@ fubar Just look at these benefits... Bid 2 own Tappinit and get your Fu Bennies and Custom Animations made for you! Maybe a little something like this... or from me to you... Just click this link and come leave your bid: Be sure to show the Auction Hostess lots of Fu Love as well: ~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ KIDD ROCK@ fubar (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~Owned by DJ KIDD ROCK' on '2008-05-01 21:06:34')

Rapture
There is a place for us that no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets, only beauty, peace, understanding. A place that we come to, thinking we are one, only to have our souls fused together for a moment. And in that moment, I know you; every pore, every pulse, every thought, every fear. And I love you more. I feel myself laid bare before you, and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me, loving me in my nakedness.

Recovering
Where do we go from here There must be something near Changing you, changing me forever Places changes, faces change Life is so very strange Changing time, changing rhyme together There's no where else to go This could be our last show Changing dreams, changing schemes never We are never satisfied Love is gone, along with fun Now we're reaching for the gun Changing cast, changing fast, no more tether We are never satisfied

Erotic
My mind screamed out "Make love to me" My body screamed out "Make love to me" you do more than that Without a word Without a thought You touch, lick, kiss, nibble, and suck on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust You know just what I want From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shiver Cry out Then faint The rush of sensation pass through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just your touch

Rest In Peace Grandpa
OK, it was official at 3:40 pm Friday my Grandpa passed from this world. Last week i was so angry when i heard he was brain dead it overrode my grief a lot an dkept me going. But when I heard that news Friday I cried, a lot. Been crying a lot ever since then. Im gonna miss him so much. He ment a lot to me and I dont think he really even really knew that. And sadly my brother who is deployed cant make it back for the funeral and I know Grandpa ment a lot to him too. Its hard right now. I have to keep going and acting like nothing is wrong cause I still have to continue to work and take care of house and kids. I dont want my kids to see me crying so im doing just about anything to keep busy. Oh, well. Im gonna miss him a lot. Rest in peace Grandpa. May the spirits lift you up and carry you to the Summerland where your spirit may rest so you can be reborn. i love you forever.

Harley Owners....
More than 1,500 people are expected at the 2008 Kentucky State H.O.G. Rally in Pikeville June 12-14. It’s the first time in history that the rally will be held east of Lexington, said Rally Coordinator Tim Spencer. H.O.G., which stands for Harley Owners Group, is a non-profit, factory-sponsored motorcycle organization. H.O.G. Rallies, which occur annually in 48 states, attract visitors from all over the country and beyond, Spencer said. They consist of live music, organized motorcycle rides, games, food vendors, bike vendors and, of course, bike shows. Only those who own Harley-Davidson’s can become H.O.G. members, according to Spencer, though individuals can become associate members if they know someone who owns a Harley. The organization consists of more than one million members, with chapters based all over the world. This year’s rally in Pikeville will kickoff Thursday night with an Early Bird Party at the Eastern Kentucky Exposition Center for those who pre-registered for

A Sweet Story About Italian Cookies...
An elderly Italian man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite Italian anisette sprinkle cookies wafting up the stairs. Gathering his remaining strength, he lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort, gripping the railing with both hands he crawled downstairs. With a deep breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen where, if not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. For there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table, were literally hundreds of his favorite anisette sprinkled cookies. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of heroic love from his devoted Italian wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in a crumpled posture. His parche

Finished With College
At 2:30 today I will take my last test, a Spanish 003 final and be done with school. Its been a long, hard road and I don't think I expected it to end like this. I am a different person than I was when I started out, hopefully for the better. What a long, strange trip its been. However, I don't regret any of my choices and like the song says... I did it my way. I'll be in Philly starting tonight, let me know if you want to do something.

Sonsabitchin'.....farkmeinthe Goatarse
I know that I've seemed like an ill-willed person having the pity-party bigger than the New Year's party in New York when the ball drops, and for that If you're tired of my bitchin', well I don't know what to tell ya except: DON"T FUCKING READ IT! Sunday, Capt. Sunshine had added his BOSTON BAKED BEANS (candy coated peanuts) to his plain M&Ms and in one of the wake up sessions I had in the wee hours of the norning, I found his stash in the side bin in our redliner. I ate just a handfull of M&Ms, I ate one of thos farking boston baked beans. (I'm deathly allergic to peanuts). I slipped back off to sleep and woke up with a tongue 3x it's size/thickness, so large I couldn't hardly speak, much less swallow all that well. I was able to drink some benadryl liquid until my emergency call to the Doc , and the RX for the epi-pens(I'd obviously ran out)were picked up from the pharmacy. Captain Sunshine had the nerve to say, "you did this on purpose, Ashleigh! You're jus

Jesus F-ing Christ!
See I cannot even type a damn blog no more without getting deleted, along with pics, comments and other crap... Might as well delete my damn profile... I was nice enough to type out my last blog once.. I ain't doing it agan.... If I wanted be babysat on an adult site, I'd go to myspace or myyearbook, or some other damn site... freedom of speech is being abused here... I was nice enough to let y'all know what was going on as a continuation of my last mumm... screw it..

Darkness
Darkness Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly There are walls around us we feel like all we can do is crawl Something Holding us in Noone understands the pain. noone for us to call. noone sees the death inside. noone knows what we try to hide. Through the Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we Fly We sit alone in the dark does noone se we need help Did we die that night too or did we shut you out. Through The Darkness We Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly noone sees us noone calls we are alone we hve to fend for ourselves we should have went that night too no more pain,no sorrow,noone to shut you out. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly Promises were made for that end of time For us they would be there all the time A year has gone by it gets worse with time. Through the Darkness we Shine like Angels with spread wings we fly We were all close at one time A

05-05-08
"...look at that word blame. It's just a coincidence that the last two letters spell the word me. But that coincidence is worth thinking about. Other people or unfortunate circumstances may have caused you to feel pain, but only you control whether you allow that pain to go on. If you want those feelings to go away, you have to say: 'It's up to me'." Arthur Freeman

Lost Part Two
LOST PART TWO As you lay there body just racked with pleasure and fear. Voice’s murmur behind you, yet you can no make out what there saying. Then suddenly your kissed, a deep and passionate kiss, you taste yourself on his lips. As you feel yourself being lifted up, and lowered on to the man you feel his thick head of his cock spread your quivering, wet pussy lips. You moan in delight as the intrusion, as he went deeper you moan and take it all in. without thinking your begin to rock on him back and forth feeling him grow stiffer inside you throbbing in you, as you get into your rhythm another set of hands push you forward. As you fall on top of him his kisses your neck even more, and he lifts up in you and begins to cross your legs with his and pumps form underneath. Your feel your own juices dripping down and making his balls soaked with your cream. His hands running up and down your back grabbing your ass cheeks and spreading them, then you feel the other hand running inside you

Lovers
As I awake in the early morning light, I stare at you and watch you sleep. My mind replays last night, the dinner, and that long drive home. I gently brush the hair from your face I think what a beautiful woman and what a lucky man I am. I lay back and my mind wonders to my truck, you sitting right next to me on the seat, your head on my shoulder. The smell of your perfume was intoxicating, that skirt showing enough leg, and that blouse cut really low to draw the look of every man in the restaurant, but you only had eyes for me, and I for you. In the truck you take my hand and kiss it softly and run it over your neck and down the front of your blouse. I run my hand over your creamy white legs, as I edge it to the hem of your skirt you stop me and hold my hand. You kiss my neck softly and whisper in my ear that you have a surprise for me. With another kiss, your hand is on my crotch felling me through my jeans. I grow with the sensation of your touch, I groan out of delight as you

Passion Of A Starnger
One night as you decide to out for a night on the town, you decide to wear a short black skirt and a red lace top with a black short jacket. your careful to show enough to make them stop and stare. As you are driving to a small local club, something catches your eye, a new place that you have never been before. The look of the place is somewhat alluring to you against your better judgment you decide to stop in and check it out. When you walk in the place is dimly lit and threes is only a few people in the bar, you decide to have a drink before you leave, you slowly walk up to the bar when you feel that there is someone watching you. You play it off and move to the bar, as you sit a the bar sip at your drink you feel someone slid down on the stool next to you. he accidentally rubs your arms, as you turn to say something he apologizes and introduces himself (me), as you turn to introduce yourself your eyes meet and you see a fire and passion behind his eyes that you have seen before. As

Like You Need To Know :d
I'm just a "sharing" fool today, like I really need to write this down for all to read...but I found it to be rather hillarious that I could manage to take a drink of diet coke and unknowingly have to burp at the same time resulting in something I like to call, taking a left turn at Alberquerque! I didn't even have time to react, it just happened instantly, I picked up my can a soda, opened my mouth to take a drink and just like that, right out my nose!!! This is the kind of thing I believe most people wouldn't admit to doing...but I have no shame! I can burp with the best of 'em, just next time I'll try and be more prepared because carbonation out the left nostril fucking burns!

New Job
my new job Well it's been a long month since I gotten layoff from my job and tiring to find a new one. So one night when I was out with friends they told me I should start my own business. So being a handyman I started thinking that's what I should do. I live in a small town and I know i would get work being most of the guys that work have to drive a long ways and that doesn't leave much time to fix things around the house. I wasn't going to charge much because I just love doing it. So I put my name out there and before you knew I had people calling and fixing things from sinks and painting and even roofs. But this one day I get a call from this lady and she told me she has a list a mile long and if I had time to help her out. So Friday morning I drove to her place and as I drove up the drive the house was a mess. I know I would be here for some time. I knocked on the door and she answered and the first think that came into my brain is damn she's cute. Hi I'm Jackie thanks for coming

Yes, I'm Alive
well, I haven't made a post in about 3 months, figure it was time for a new one. Been lots of stuff going on lately. I've been accepted to Texas A&M and will be leaving Austin at the beginning of August and will be living in College Station for the new few years. I was worried for so long about getting in, and since I've been admitted, there's a huge weight off my shoulders. My wife is already there, so I'm living a bachelor life which doesn't mean much to me really. Even when she is here, she works so much I only see her an hour or two a night anyways. Just weird going to bed alone. Granted, we haven't had sex in, well too damn long, but miss the cuddling up part. It's also going to be weird leaving my job soon, as well as my family and friends. Though some of my friends, well, I believe I'm just a "friend of convenience" to them anyways. They only call/text me when they need something, never to just say hi and talk and bullshit, and that's something I've finally reali

Please Read
OK HERES THE DEAL. I DO NOT HAVE NUDES, I DON'T TALK DIRTY, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND, I LIKE/CARE ABOUT HIM VERY MUCH. YOU DO NOT AND WILL NOT MATCH THAT. I DO NOT BELIEVE IN GOD OR THE DEVIL. I HATE THE GOVERNMENT I HATE RANDOM MEN THAT SEND ME SHOUTS MESSAGES OR WHAT HAVE YOU ASKING ME IF I WANT TO "HOOK UP" ETC TRUST ME ANY WOMAN WITH HALF A BRAIN EVEN AS FIRED AS MINE WOULD CONSIDER AN APPROACH SUCH AS THAT COMPLETELY UN THOUGHT OUT AND JUST PLAIN DUMB! MEANING YOU HAVE NO BRAINS AND NO PERSONALITY WHAT SO EVER SO DONT TALK TO ME. IM HERE FOR REAL FRIENDS REAL PEOPLE AND LOTS FUN GOOFING OFF AND LAUGHING AT DUMB PEOPLE JUST LIKE YOU. IF YOU DONT TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY SHIT AND FIND OUT WHAT IM ABOUT BY TALKING TO ME AND PICKING AT MY BRAIN PLEASE DONT SEND ME A REQUEST I WILL DENY IT. I FIND SENDING PEOPLE YOU DONT KNOW JUST BY LOOKING AT THEM A FRIEND REQUEST ROBOTIC AND SHALLOW. DON'T TRY AND MAKE ME A PART OF THAT. GET YOUR RATES THE SAME WAY I DO. OTHER THAN THE ABOVE RAN

Redheads Have More Sex Than Blonds Or Brunettes......
Redheads 'have more sex than blondes or brunettes' Blondes may have more fun but redheads have more sex, according to new research in Germany. The study by Hamburg Sex Researcher Professor Dr Werner Habermehl looked at the sex lives of hundreds of German women and compared them with their hair colour. He said: "The sex lives of women with red hair were clearly more active than those with other hair colour, with more partners and having sex more often than the average. The research shows that the fiery redhead certainly lives up to her reputation." He added that women who dyed their hair red from another colour were signalling they were looking for a partner, and added: "Even women in a fixed relationship are letting their partners know they are unhappy if they dye their hair red. They are saying that they are looking for something better." Psychologist Christine Baumanns said however that it may not be the women who were to blame for the better sex lives of redhead

Missin You Baby
Missin you more everyday beautiful!!!! PROFILEDESIRE.COM Madison Lyn ~~I Remember~~ Laughing,smiling,talking,crying, That was all her time was buying. I remember the phone call saying she didn't make it I remember the pain, and still can't take it... They said it was her time to go, Thats a fact I did'nt want to beleave. I would do all I could to get her life back. It is her beautiful smile we all lack. I miss her glowing and happy face. The one no one could ever replace. I feel so bad, your probably wondering why? It's just the simple fact we never said goodbye..... Her death has left us in such deep sarrow. But we have to realize there is no promise for tomorrow!!!! We Love you little miss Square Garden and will always miss you!!!

Devil
"devil" by stavesacre another awkward moment passes catering to questions asked by you i do believe i've told you what you want to hear it's so easy to recite the lines and lies i've memorized from this pedestal pushed through the sky i'm laughing in your face i hate who i am and all that i've become so many sleepless nights have found me wandering comfortless streets in search of peace, any release from who i have become and i'm sure you don't want to know that i hate the role i'm old and cold an ugly sore a gaping hole God have mercy on my soul well, i guess i've disappointed you what did you expect? the hero is a wretch a devil in the flesh are you disenchanted by the idols humanness? do you still think we connect? maybe more than you'll admit

Contest Link
Hello to all my wonderful Fubarian friends and family!!! Once again, my wonderful Fu-Bomber family has put me in a contest to win a 1 month VIP, or a 7 day Blast. I need 12,000 comments to win. I am sending out an S.O.S. to you all in hopes that you will show some love, and come bomb my contest picture. Below, you will find the link. Thank you and much love to you all!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1154590&i=3926975924

I Got A Laugh Out Of It
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be the guy that St. Peter phoned me about. Are you a Pagan?

Halo Needs Your Help!
Is going for THE coveted She has a long journey ahead of her but with our friends help, She can do it! She is rating pics and stash! She will make salutes! (sfw of course!) You will also have access to a bulletin/blog maker! and for all donations over 20k a FREE ANIMATION! examples of the animations are in the following folder! There are 9 animations to pick from!

Disfigured Bald Eagle
ST. MARIES, Idaho - She has been named Beauty, though this eagle is anything but. Part of Beauty's beak was shot off several years ago, leaving her with a stump that is useless for hunting food. A team of volunteers is working to attach an artificial beak to the disfigured bird, in an effort to keep her alive. "For Beauty it's like using only one chopstick to eat. It can't be done" said biologist Jane Fink Cantwell, who operates a raptor recovery center in this Idaho Panhandle town. "She has trouble drinking. She can't preen her feathers. That's all about to change." Cantwell has spent the past two years assembling a team to design and build an artificial beak. They plan to attach it to Beauty next month. With the beak, the 7-year-old bald eagle could live to the age of 50, although not in the wild. "She could not survive in the wild without human intervention," Cantwell said. The 15-pound eagle was found in 2005 scrounging for food and slowly starving to death at a landfill

3 Month Vip - 30 Day Blast Contest - Ty I Won Thanks To All Of You
3 Month VIP/30 Day Blast Giveaway Contest!!! This contest started as an idea to help level me to a Godmother... but I already reached my goal. So I am using it as a THANK YOU Contest to all that helped me along the way. I am giving away a 3 month VIP OR a 30 day Blast ~ decided by the winner of the contest. All rates count for 5 points per rate and all comments are 1 point each. The person with the most points at 11:00 a.m. EST on Monday, May 12th wins the contest! No minimum comments or rates needed. I am still taking entries for this contest. If you are interested, send me a message please! CONTEST ENTRY: ◊ DjJOHN© ◊ MEMBER OF THE SILENT BOMBERS ◊ @ fubar CONTEST HOSTESS: dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ @ fubar

Avenged Sevenfold- Seize The Day
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past I found you here, now please just stay for a while I can move on with you around I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture) Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal lif

Winner!!!!!!!! May 5 2008
subject: WINNER ANNOUNCED!! post date: 2008-05-05 17:45:37 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 And the winner of the contest is.. well lets break this down for a second first.. Landscape photo winner is .. Insane Patient Full color winner is .. Makemepurr Black and white winner is .. Insane Patient LOLcat winner is .. Insane Patient Random winner is .. Makemepurr Overall winner with a score of 3-2 Congradulations to InsanePatient !!!!! Your prizes will be sent shortly. Thank you all for playing! THANK YOU ALL FOR VOTING & A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO HAVOK FOR PUTTING ON THE CONTEST

Blar. Thanks Crystal & Lewis, I Think...
1. What is your occupation? Materials Engineer 2. What color are your socks right now? not wearing any 3. What are you listening to right now? my TV 4. What was the last thing that you ate? Princess Beef (chinese) 5. Can you drive a stick shift? yup 6. What color would you be, if you were a color? I dunno. That's too abstract for me :P 7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? George 8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yep 9. What is farthest you've ever been from home? Japan 10. Favorite drink? Coke 11. What is your favorite sport to watch? Hockey 12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yeah, in college (see "old pics of me" folder :P ) 13. Pets? cats 14. Favorite food? Princess Beef, Pepperoni Pizza 15. Last movie you watched? Johnny Mnemonic 16. Favorite Day of the year? don't really have one 17. What do you do to vent anger? Blog it. 18. What was your favorite toy as a child? Strawberry Shortcake 19. What is your favorite

Take It Or Leave It..
I am a proud mother of 4 children. 3 boys, and 1 girl. I love Soul food, Chinese and Italian food. I think hot sauce should be on everyone's dining room table right along with the salt and pepper. I am addicted to flaming hot cheetos. I would wear sandals/flip flops year around if my toes would freeze off. I am comfortable in jeans and tee shirts. Anything else makes me feel out of my comfort zone. In alot of ways I'm a girly girl but at heart I'm a tomboy. I probably enjoy "guy activities" more than I should. I have 300+ channels, but I choose to watch only 6 of them. Those 6 are, Nick, Comedy Central,Cartoon Network, Noggin, Nicktoons, and Toon Disney. Sometimes I will watch Star Trek and actually enjoy it. I love taking hot baths with lots of bubbles. This is where I find myself burning up my cell phone. I have been known to use the bathroom while on the phone. I'm not shy, if I gotta fart, I will do so. I will be nice tho' and leave th

Lost
I don't know what to say. I don't know what to do. Every day that passes with no news I feel like I'm regressing. Every hour, minute and second growing more depressing. Things used to be for sure and concrete. Now my feelings are shaky and obsolete. Insecure of what may become. Unsure of my feelings being shunned. Lost without you, I have no way. Lost without you, I know not what to do.

I Laughted So Hard. Really Funny
Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. AWESOME!!

Blonde On Horseback
hahaha no offense to blondes! A blonde tries to go horseback riding even though she has had no lessons or prior experience. She mounts the horse unassisted and the horse immediately springs into action. It gallops along at a steady rhythmic pace, but the blonde begins to lose her grip and starts to slide in the saddle. In terror, she grabs for the mane but can't seem to get a firm grip. She tries to throw her arms around the horses neck, but she slides down the side of the horse anyway. The horse gallops along, seemingly impervious to it's slipping rider. Unfortunately, the blonde's foot has become entangled in the stirrup. She is now at the mercy of the hooves as her head slams against the ground over and over again. As her head is battered against the ground she is moments away from losing consciousness when, to her great fortune, the Woolworths Manager sees her and unplugs the horse.

Tuesday! Tune In To Genocydal Empyre Omega...
PEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.6.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...Tuesday nights are shows dedicated to new bands' premiere songs and the infamous Millennium Omega segments hosted by Lady Misty! Tonight we premier... music from Xtractor and we treat you to a special Millennium Omega segment featuring an open discussion about the s

I Dont Get It
I'm so lost I don't get it.... I wanted him gone, I wanted him out of my life, I never even gave him a chance. I dropped him off and never looked back... I didn't cry I didnt feel anything I just drove away and didn't look back I didn't try to kiss him good bye there were no I love yous NOTHING... He supposedly got married so why am I so upset about it???? I have someone else now I am very happy and in love so why does him being married bother me???? I just don't get it.... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Lost A Good Friend Tonight...
OK, I know this is only fubar, but its still kinda sad. For real, my feelings are hurt over this. So I have (had) been talking to someone, pretty much since the day I joined fubar. Eventually we started talking on the phone every now and then. Got fu-married and all of that. And now, that I finally met someone in Real Life, and I am no longer single... he is no longer my "fu-hubby". I dont even know what to say to him anymore. Im that sad. Just when I was quite happy in real life, I get my little bubble busted. Im still thrilled that I met David and I am his girlfriend, but a little sad that I lost a friend. Now, I don't know if its really because im no longer single or not, but we haven't really been talking much lately anyway. I just don't know what to think about any of it. I don't even want to be in the same lounge with him at the moment, because it makes me kinda sad. But I love that lounge and all of the other people in it....

A Blog From Me To You!!!!
I am tired of all the drama yall can just leave me alone from now on...I want no further drama in my life I have enough to deal with on my own. So if yall don't have anything nice to say...keep it to your own damn self I am SOOOO done with all this myspace fubar drama shit. I from now on will only talk to people worth my time and effort. Those are the people I care about and the people that are in my lounge. Everyone else can go take a flying leap. NO MORE DRAMA!!!!!

The Magic Of Love...
Love is like magic And it always will be. For love still remains Life's sweet mystery! Love works in ways That are wondrous and strange And there's nothing in life That love cannot change! Love can transform The most commonplace Into beauty and spilendor And sweetness and grace Love is unselfish, Understanding and kind, For it sees with it's heart And not with it's mind! Love is the answer That everyone seeks... Love is the language, That every heart speaks. Love can't be bought, It is priceless and free, Love, like pure magic, Is life's sweet mystery!

Thought For The Day Tuesday 05/06/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "To love. Nothing compares and all things pale next to fulfillment of the heart. Few ever truly know it, and some who do, fail to grasp its deepest meaning. The meaning of love is simple; it is life. The very core of our truest selves, our souls/spirits/consciousness exist to love alone. To give it and receive it, this, is where we find the purest reality. Love is surely not what many believe, something to have or to hold, but not to completely nurture. It is only through true giving of ourselves, that we can ever accept the truth of the return of love. Without surrender, there can be no embrace. Love is the culmination of all our senses and perceptions. They become knowledge within, knowing that path which leads to understanding, all, through love. In its absence, nothing may stand the test of time. Without it, we merely exist without true purpose, for we are purposed, to seek it and to embrace its essence. Each day, the truth moves closer if

Always For You...
You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with honest eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... not one bit of spite. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in the long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always be here... always for you.

When It Rains
When It Rains When the world cries, I thrive Not like feeding on something borrowed More, Something you can't give back Walking through the water makes me feel alive I hurry before it all seeps through the cracks I'm happiest when it rains Like a child with a new toy, but I'm sad when its gone and drained You make it rain in my world again And come and go like the seasons change However unlike the seasons When I need you, you're there When you're here, no sign of despair Your memory will forever be there Even when you're gone It's been burned into my mind, I have no shame When I close my eyes and think of you It always begins to rain

In A Minute
Smith climbs to the top of Mt. Sinai to get close enough to talk to God. Looking up, he asks the Lord... "God, what does a million years mean to you?" The Lord replies, "A minute." Smith asks, "And what does a million dollars mean to you?" The Lord replies, "A penny." Smith asks, "Can I have a penny?" The Lord replies, "In a minute." Don't push the river; it flows by itself.

A Prayer For The Disregarded
a prayer for the disregarded by LateNiteFantasy© The following is written and dedicated to all those who find themselves in a relationship where they are the "givers" and the others are the "takers"....seems opposites attract...it's not just an ol' cliche....hope you find something in these scribbles that you can relate to and find comfort in..... A PRAYER FOR THE DISREGARDED he flipped the gold band into the glovecompartment. no thoughts of "her" would he allow...while a woman was there for just him she tucked the diamond into her purse, as she grabbed it from the passenger seat...glancing just one last time into the rearview mirror, fluffing her hair. after three years of working together...something broke...they spoke... maybe it was the saddness in each others eyes... maybe it was the late hours only they seemed to work... maybe it was the far reaching stare they were known by to their co-workers maybe it was the fact they were a mystery to everyone but e

Life
Okay so I just need to vent. I have all these ppl in my life that I cannot even imagine living without, I do for people and do for them. I bend over backwards and anything that I have and they need they have it! I have always been like this. I just cant understand for the life of me, why after all I try to do, I get a slap in the face when I dont ask for anything but someone to stand by me. I accept my friends regardless what their faults are because I know that I too have them. I just see them as perfect in my eyes. So why the hell when I tell them things and try to get it off my chest do I get to see this amazingly judgmental side that they hide until its really gonna hurt if they bring it out? Ugh! Im sick of it!

Are You An Intuitive Empath?
Ask yourself: Have you ever been placed next to someone at a dinner party who seems pleasant, but suddenly you're nauseous, have a pounding headache, or feel drained? Are you uncomfortable in crowds, even go out of your way to avoid them? Do you get easily over-stimulated by people or prefer being alone? When someone is distressed or in physical pain, do you start feeling it too? Tally your responses. If you've answered "yes" to one or more questions, it's likely you have experienced intuitive empathy. Responding "yes" to every question indicates empathy plays an active role in your life. If you're still unsure, take some time to notice how you relate to people one-to-one or in groups. It may require slowing such interactions down to become more aware of your style of processing energy. When learning to center yourself, this information is essential.

Protect Your Energies
When you start to raise your energy vibration, you tend to become more sensitive to negative energies around you, and can often find yourself taking on the negative energies of others or of situations around you. Have you ever felt really up, and positive, full of confidence and off to conquer the world? And then you come into contact with someone who is miserable, down on themselves and just about dragging themselves through every minute. Have you noticed that it often does not take long before you also feel down and low, and your optimism has evaporated? You just came into contact with an energy vampire, who literally siphoned off your positive energy. Beware of the negative doom-mongers and dream-stealers who can tell hundreds of reasons why your plans are doomed- if you let them. As we work more and more with energies, it is vital that we learn to protect our positive energies. Most negative people do not realize that they are draining energies from others, yet th

Am I Being Cold
My father, who is not a very nice man, is in Houston for tests. While there they find an embolism the size of five fingers side by side in his stomach. Before the scheduled operation time it begins to rupture, they perform major surgery instead of a simple stunt. Now he will be there in icu for the rest of this week, and in the hospital for possibly two weeks. My mother calls and tells me this in 30 seconds flat, because she needs to call My sister and talk with her, daddy would want her to do this. Plus, he had her call my sister and the rest of my siblings at 130am this morning. I didn't get any information until 1030am. Its normal for me to only get a brief description of the problem, being that i am the black sheep of the family , I am lucky to get that much. I just wonder if I should feel more for him lying there in that bed suffering. Instead I just feel slighted again. I hung up the phone knowing that if my father died I wouldn't know about it for several hours, maybe even a

~ I'll Bleed For You ~
~ I'll Bleed for You ~ Let me be the bandage for your bleeding; Let me be the ocean for your tears. Let me be the secret of your healing; Let me be the song to still your fears. Love isn't love that cannot love in darkness, Nor is it love that turns away from pain; Nor would I love would I not hold your sadness And with my love your love of life sustain. So do not think your malady a burden, And do not think my willingness deceit. Just let your sorrow flow into my garden, And I will share with you the harvest sweet... Peace.

Default Pic
So Ive been going with the fu king freak thing since i made fu king....... had a nice ring to it, but i think its time for a change....... (plus it takes a long time to level, not complaining , just how it is) So I would like some feedback from my friends. Any pics of me, whatever you like best or think looks best...... leave a comment on the pic, so I can narrow it down to a few and make a choice there. I may even go with the one with the most ocmments if it stands out. Rate if you want to but you dont have to, just leave a comment so I know which ones you all like :) have a great day everyone !

Talk About Your Dumb Fucker!
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080505/ap_on_fe_st/odd_motorcycle_chase;_ylt=AokjAdBeYPL4JQ4OKJK30YwuQE4F COPIAGUE, N.Y. - A Long Island man who flipped his finger at a police cruiser and then popped a wheelie on his motorcycle is recovering from injuries after crashing. Suffolk County Police said Frank Patti, 26, of West Islip, rode by the police car at a service station in Copiague at 7:30 p.m. Sunday. Police say Patti made an obscene gesture to two officers in the car, popped a wheelie and then sped away. Police gave chase. When the motorcycle turned into a parking lot it crashed into a police car that had joined the chase. Police said Patti was treated for minor injuries at Southside Hospital. He's charged with fleeing police, resisting arrest and several traffic violations. He was being held for arraignment Monday. Police did not know if he had an attorney. === Moral of the story: Dont be a fucking jackass!

~ Amaze Me ~
~ Amaze Me ~ I've seen the seven wonders of the world I've seen the beauty of diamonds and pearls But they mean nothing baby Your love amazes me I've seen a sunset that would make you cry And colors of the rainbow, reaching cross the sky The moon in all it's phases Your love amazes me Don't you ever doubt this love of mine You're the only one for me You give me hope You give me reason You give me something to believe in Forever faithfully Your love amazes me I prayed for miracles that never came I got down on my knees out in the pouring rain But only you could save me Your love amazes me Peace

Update On Last Blog (part 2 Of ? )
Well the baby is doing well, the cocaine is out of his little system, he is expected to be fine. I had to take my 3 year old granddaughter to the ER Sunday night for a CPS ordered drug test, because I let them know that she was exposed to the same conditions that her baby brother was. THANK GOD ABOVE THAT SHE WAS NEGATIVE FOR ALL DRUGS!!!! But thats not say that it hadn't already gotten out of her system...but no proof either way. So now we are awaiting word from the so-called CPS to get together with the judge to determine custody of these children...what judge in their right mind would give these kids back to their mother, who exposed them to this shit?? But that is an option, they like to see mothers with their children...what kinda mother lets her babies get exposed to coke n other drugs??? She may actually lie her way outta this shit and get her kids back today...WTFFFFF??? If that doesn't happen, then my step-daughters mother and I will share custody of the children most

An Update On My Medical Situation...live From Cincinnati Children's Hospital...
Here is a quick update...since I am getting my lunch ready to eat here... I had the surgery last Thursday...it went as well as could be expected. The mitroffanoff was un-salvagable. So they revised the placement on the ilial chimney. I got the Jackson Pratt drain out today and am expecting to go home tomorrow night. So, all is goin well. Thank you all for the prayers as they have definitely worked. EDIT - This will clear up some of my wording. Mitroffanoff - passageway to empty the bladder. Constructed frequently from intestines and the appendix. Ilial chimney - Also a passageway from the bladder, frequently emptying into a bag. This is made up from sections of the large intestine. Jackson Pratt drain - a drainage tube with a grenade-shaped container on one end.

Do You Have Wolf As Totem?
Wolf is the pathfinder, the forerunner of new ideas who returns to the clan to teach and share medicine. Wolf takes one mate for life and is loyal like Dog. If you were to keep company with Wolves, you would find an enormous sense of family within the pack, as well as a strong individualistic urge, and they live by carefully defined rules and rituals. They are friendly, social, and highly intelligent. Wolves are the epitome of the wild spirit. Their positive characteristics are numerous. Many believe that the true test of America’s sincerity about protecting the environment will revolve around whether or not the wolf remains protected and is allowed to be reintroduced into areas of the country where it has heretofore been eliminated. The wolf is the true spirit of the free and unspoiled wilderness. The senses of Wolf are very keen, and the moon is its power ally. The moon is the symbol for psychic energy, or the unconscious that holds the secrets of knowledge and wisdom. B

~ See You In A Million Dreams~
~ See You In a Million Dreams ~ Baby when I look at you You know it breaks my heart in two How beautiful you are I've seen you in a million dreams Now you're finally here with me We will never be apart I wanna hold you forever That's all I'll ever need You are my love You are my life My heart and soul The truest friend I've ever known You are my world All of my dreams My fantasy, my reality I love everything you are Every time I close my eyes It hits me so deep inside How real this feeling is I'm intoxicated by your touch It's a sweet, sweet rush I'm in love with your kiss You're the one I trust the most You changed me..... Peace

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom, I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom, I didn't know the feeling

Insurance...
I'm pretty sure I'm a terrible person. I do, say and think things on a daily basis that would probably make the devil blush. But right now, I'm sitting here annoyed by the health care system in this country. Everyday I get people at my desk that don't speak any English, but are offered free health care through the government. Meanwhile, a tax paying citizen comes in here with no insurance because they make too little to afford it, but too much to get insurance through the state. I try not to, but I get infuriated everyday by this. Why as a society do we allow middle class folks become so indebted because they can't afford healthcare? Or we allow people to go untreated because they don't want the bill? Or, our deductibles/copays are so high that we avoid going to the doctor because we can't pay that, or because we can't see paying 35$ to sit in the dr's office for 10 mins...And yet we bitch about things like gas.

15 Years Is Nothing Compared To These Tears
Its been fifteen years, so the calander says Seems like such a long time, and its been so unkind Even though I can't hear your voice I swear at times I could feel you there Guilding me from that which is wrong Helping me to sing my song I still don't believe it been so long Half my life without you now In retrospect all I can say is WOW I barely remember your beautiful face Will I keep this pain, is that the case I saw you suffer ......for so long what terrible thing you had to endure I can't imagine the pain and fear Knowing your fate, draws ever near When the phone rang with THAT call I knew without a word, I wanted to fall I knew you where gone, left this world, and it hurt me so with a touch of relief, for your pain and deseise could no longer grow ...but still I hated ...that I was left alone.. many years I lived in sarrow...then children of my own made me think... how hard it must have been, saying goodbye..to your own I miss you much but it gives me resolv

Let Go Of The Past...
"Your journey has molded you for your greater good, and it was exactly what it needed to be. Don't think that you've lost time. There is no short-cutting to life. It took each and every situation you have encountered to bring you to the now. And now is right on time." -- Asha Tyson No regrets. As we become more aware, we begin to realize that there’s a purpose to everything that happens. This builds our trust, and supports us in being willing to be more open and daring to really experience life as it unfolds. If we pay attention to what’s happening in each moment, we will discover that life continually brings us opportunities to heal our past wounds. When a painful memory surfaces, we can take the time to feel it fully, give compassion to ourselves and any others and allow the energy to release. As we deal with the past in this way IN THE PRESENT, we free ourselves to more fully connect with life. "The next message you need is right where you are." -- Ram Dass

Random Taylorness
5'1" - 106 lbs. natural blonde hair - blue eyes. from pa... incomparible to any woman you have ever known before. _________________________________________________ 1. Water gets me more hyper than alcohol. 2. I make up my own words, like crazianity. I call it Taylorology - the study of Taylor. 3. I hate the phone. Like with all my being. 4. I'm commitment phobic and I do not believe in love anymore but almost always end up having a boyfriend. 5. I have a Tommy Hilfiger OBSESSION 6. I will honestly say that for the most part, I have the worst taste in movies. 7. I don't highlight or dye my hair. It is what it is. 8. I love to dance...especially on stage ;) And I can shake my ass to almost any song lol... 9. I should really be in my own comedy T.V. Show. 10. I am a fantastic flirt...unless I like the guy...then I completely ignore him (however, this is often case-sensitive as I am able to talk to anyone and I am very real) 11. I only take 1

Getting Out
Actually got out of the house for awhile last night... amazing I know. Spent a few hours at the park with a friend just talking about anything and everything.. then we went to get a bite to eat. Was a really good evening. :) Hopefully there will be lots more of them.

You Know Your A Redneck When..
You know you’re a redneck when... 1. You let your 14-year-old daughter smoke at the dinner table in front of her kids. 2. The Blue Book value of your truck goes up and down depending on how much gas is in it. 3. You've been married three times and still have the same in-laws. 4. You think a woman who is 'out of your league' bowls on a different night. 5. You wonder how service stations keep their rest-rooms so clean. 6. Someone in your family died right after saying, 'Hey, guys, watch this.' 7. You think Dom Perignon is a Mafia leader. 8. Your wife's hairdo was once ruined by a ceiling fan. 9. Your junior prom offered day care. 10. You think the last words of the 'Star-Spangled Banner' are 'Gentlemen, start your engines.' 11. You lit a match in the bathroom and your house exploded right off its wheels. 12. The Halloween Pumpkin on your porch has more teeth than your spouse. 13. You have to go outside to get something from the fridge. 14. One of your kids was born on a poo

Eyes See It All (for Those Who Think They Are "misunderstood")
You want to be known and respected as a different type of man, who's words are stronger than anything else. You say you don't care about naked pics online, but yet take a look at your friends list...hmmm...and the women you leaving comments for...all half naked in their profile pic so what's to say what's inside their page? Statuses screaming "I'm horny! Please cam with me and make me cum" yet you want to be known for your words and for being a different man. Practice what you preach...

Who Can Guess The Name Of This Blog
While being enticed by someone who is very rousing when we talk all sexy to each other. This person has this obsession of a sexual fantasy that has been on his mind for a while and as we talked the thrill of him inducing his way to get me to partake in this fantasy of his was great. It involved something that had to be sent to him, but never in a million years would i have ever done this at all, but his charming ways got me thinking that it would be exciting to do something that wild and senseual. His fantasy was phenomenal which made him and I lust for each other out of enjoyment of actually making his fantasy a reallity. Once he got me to approve of this outragous fantasy and actually going through with it the satisfaction was unbelievably rewarding and i was very enthusiastic and Stimulated in giving into this very wild and crazy but yet awesome fantasy. i will give the first person that can guess the name of this lil story that i put together myself...50,000 fubucks.. there a

An Awakening... "spread To Thin..."
Anyone that knows me, knows my affection for the fantasy genre of books and movies; for some people those types of entertainment seem useless and fake...well it is fantasy, i.e. imaginary. But there are some good things that come from even the imaginary...mainly it is an escape for ones mind from the realities of the world. I also find some good correlations between the fantasy world and the perceived real world...I think good fantasy is inspired by an imagination in tune with the real real world; that's why I can find real links and messages in the pages and the movies that are truly inspired... Well I didn't start this meaning to critique or explain fantasy...instead it was a quote from "Lord of the Rings" that brought this on. Recently, I watched LOTR again and a quote by Bilbo Baggins resinated with me and made me think of how I've been feeling over the past several months: "I'm old Gandolf, I know I don't look it, but I feel it... I feel thin...sort of stretched... like butt

Stripped Of Love
Another romance Of mere Circumstance The combination Of 2 lonely Hearts And empty Bottles Caused something To flutter But not the Hearts To dance Names are Not Remembered As you give A puzzled AM Glance I recall Pieces of Our conversation So I try To think of Something nice To say You slowly Get up To walk away The only Thing That hits My mind Is 'See you On a pole Someday'

Why Is It...
Why is it that guys say one thing and then does another? It really irritates the hell outta me. I am a person that says I will do this or that, and I do it...If I don't do something I say I will it is because I or someone else is dying, and that is the only reason I don't do something I say I will do....I really think guys get a kick out of the shit......Well I am not talking about EVERY guy..I mean there are good ones out there, but there are a hell of a lot of bad one also...I have had my share of bad lol and yea I have had my share of good......I have also had amazing, once........I am looking for that amazing again......Hmmmmmmmm I wonder if amazing is still around? Who knows, but I am gonna look for it lol......I am a person that puts the person I am with in the number 1 position in my life, so I expect it from the person I am with also...I don't think that is asking much..........Now before anyone gets thier feathers ruffled I am not talking about anyone in paticular....so don't

Sloop Ed B
As I have mentioned before, I’m supposed to be headed back to the states from this cursed land soon. Unfortunately this nightmare looks to continue a little bit longer due to an outbreak of the chickenpox at a post which provides transportation to my area of operations. I never knew that chickenpox was such a big deal until now. So with that said my unit is stuck here until further notice. Yay! We were supposed to be working with our relief and handing everything over to them. Now this happened. It’s like one of those movies where someone reaches for a door knob and right as they think they’ve reached it, that camera distortion happens and it keeps getting further away as they keep reaching. I just have to laugh. This too will pass, but the question is will it pass like a kidney stone?

Some Poems
Forever Cold Alone Nothing Will Change My Pain Your Laugh I Can Hear Everywere I go It Never Leaves Me alone You Dont Know Me But You Hurt Me Trying To Change Everything I'am Never Again I'll Be Fooled..I'll Even Write It In Blood Apon Your Grave When You Die I Hope You Never Find Your Place In This World Feel What I Feel Never Again Whisper I lay here apon your grave waiting for you .. the one who will save my soul the one who will make everything alright.. i watch as night falls i hear you whisper I call out to you i then smile feeling your touch I now know I'm not alone,, The Last Glance You Reach Out For Me Our Fingers Now Touching You Slowly Turn To Dust The Last Glance You Give Me Your Eyes Full Of Tears I Scream Out Your Name Reaching For You As The Blinding Light Steals You Away From Me .. Waiting A Whisper I Hear Through Out The Night I follow Until I Come A Cross A Young Man In Black He Looked As If He Was Awaiting Somone I Asked Him Who Do You Wai

If I Told U
IF I..... IF I TOLD YOU THAT I LOVED YOU WOULD YOU BELIEVE ME? IF I TOLD YOU THAT I WANTED YOU FOREVER WOULD YOU WANT THE SAME? IF I TOLD YOU HOW MUCH I HATE GAMES WOULD YOU RUN IT ON ME? IF I CRIED RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WOULD YOU WIPE MY TEAR'S AWAY? IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU CAN TRUST ME WOULD YOU GIVE ME YOUR ALL? IF I TOLD YOU THAT I AM AS REAL AS IT GET'S WOULD YOU QUESTION IT? IF I TOLD YOU THAT YOU MAKE ME THE MOST HAPPEST PERSON WOULD YOU SMILE FOR THAT? IF I GRAB YOUR HAND WOULD YOU HOLD MY HAND BACK? IF I KISSED YOU WOULD YOU KISS ME BACK? **ALL THESE THINGS I WHAT MAKES ME THE PERSON THAT I AM AND EITHER YOU CAN TAKE ME THE WAY I AM OR DON'T TAKE ME AT ALL...I HAVE BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH PAIN CAUSED BY GETTING INTO RELATIONSHIP THAT TURN OUT BAD AND CAN NEVER SEEM TO MEET THAT RIGHT PERSON AND IF I DO HE IS NOT ON THE ISLAND AND THAT IS THE PART THAT SUCK BAD**

Why Do We Search For That One True Love
WE SPEND A LIFETIME IN SEARCH OF THAT ONE TRUE LOVE, ONE THAT KNOCKS OUR SOCKS OFF,OR SWEEPS US OFF OUR FEET.WE WANT IT SO BAD THAT IT GNAWLS AT US,UNTIL WE GET VIOLENT ILL.AND THEN WHEN WE HAVE IT,WHAT WE SHOULD BE DOING IS HOLDING IT GENTELY IN THE PALM OF OUR HAND,AND TENDERLY CARRESS ITS ESSENCE,INSTEAD WE CRUSH IT,DISOLVE IN A POOL OF WATER,AND THE ENGULP IT UNTIL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT.WE PREYED UPON IT UNTIL IT IS OURS,THEN DECIDED TAHT REALLY IT WASNT.WHY DO WE FEEL THE NEED TO HURT THOSE WE CARE SO MUCH FOR,AND CARE FOR THE MOST THEY DONT EVEN KNOW WE EXIST.AND IT IS SO SIMPLE,DON'T DO IT IF YOU DON'T WANT IT BE DONE TO YOU.WHAT IS TRUE LOVE,IT IS THE NOTS,THE DONTS,OF VOWS TAKEN,NO INFIDELITY,NO LUST.DONT HURT ME,ALL I ASK.IF TWO PEOPLE LOVES EACH OTHER, TRULY LOVE EACH OTHER THE DONTS AND THE NOTS,WILL NEVER COME THEIR WAY.A RELATIONSHIP IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A ROLL IN THE HAY.IT IS A HEAVEN ,SENT FEELING SHARE BY TWO PEOPLE.THE BEDROOM IS THEIR PRIVATE DOMAIN TO SHARE THE

The Worst Place To Live
Allen Oklahoma has got to be The worst place to live in oklahoma or any other state for that matter,it is a town that is racially discriminatory(the population is majority whiter with a few native indians)any other race is treated like dirt ,harrassed by city officials and law enforcement until they move out of allen. Allen has absolutely no recreational or fitness centers (most the population is either overweight or close to it)allen also has no bars, movie theatres, bowling alleys ,the only video rental is inside the one mom and pop grocery store(which does not have many common items)the law enforcement in the town is substandard and many times not accredited by the state as law enforcement (they use their badge for harrassment or to solicit sexual favours from females in exchange for looking the other way or just not writing a ticket they deserve)the city council makes ordinances to make it difficult for anyone to live and own a business in allen(new ordinance :there are no semi

Cats Are Away, Mice Will Play
“OK, honey, see you then,” Samantha says sweetly. She pulls the cordless phone from her right ear and holds it with one hand, hitting the “off” button with a thumb. “He won’t be home for at least an hour,” she whispers to me and throws the phone on the bed. She bends down and kisses me, long and hard on the lips, then begins to ride my cock again. She had it in her the whole time she talked with her fiancé. Sam’s a brown-eyed beauty with medium long luscious brown hair. Her mouth is soft. Her taste is sweet. Her hair teases my chest. Her smell overwhelms me even after she has gone. Sam told me that at night when she gives in to her fiancé, she thinks about me fucking her. To the point of biting her lip before calling out my name… I laugh to myself and give in to the lust, grabbing her hips and pushing back up against her down thrust, sinking my shaft deep into her steaming hole. “Ughhhh,” she moans. From this position, at headboard of the bed Sam shares with her fiancé, I ca

Orgasm
Orgasm by LateNiteFantasy© A stolen heart, Lays beneath my kiss. A Hot breath. Barely caught. A gasp. A soft whimper. Deep in your belly. A lava flows in orgasm. It seems to, Go on forever. I control its flow. Its ebb. Its rise again, To a deeper place. Where the soul and heart, Become one white hot nugget. Of passion, love. Blooming! Drenches each heart. Filling your whole being. An exquisite release. Every cell explodes, In this crimson fire. Only to be led, To a new place. Where my soul and heart, Greet thee once again. On this higher plain, And you, forever, belong, Only to me.

Life's Changes
After 37 years of living in the same house, my grandparents are putting the house up for sale, buying a mobile home and putting it on the land of my parents. Is this something they want to do? Not particulary. But the neighborhood they live in has gone to hell. They have basically outlived all of their lifelong neighbors and their is a new generational neighborhood there now. A neighborhood of drug dealers. We have all called the police, been to the city council and nothing will be done. You see, it's a very small town. The town I actually grew up in. A town that has had the same law enforcement for as long as I can remember and there have been rumors for years that they are in on the drug dealings in the town. No, I can't prove it, but when you see the happenings that we have seen and no one will do anything, you can't help but question it. So now, our family has to give up a part of what has been home to us for all of these years. I myself have some good memories there and I have s

Edge Of An Abyss
I stand here teetering on the edge of an abyss The abyss I crawled out of all those years ago I crawled out and followed a dream for a better life. I held the dream for a long while. The dream has now come crashing to an end. I now stand here wondering how long before I descend into the depth of this abyss again. The whole time being pushed and attacked by the one I trusted the most to keep me from the abyss. The attacks gets harder and more forceful I slip but hold on just barely clinging by one hand. The attacks again come now even more forceful, I’m holding on by just the finger tips. I cling as hard as I can and try to brush off the attacks, how long can I hold on. What will happen if I fall into the depths again? Will I be something different or the same as I was before? Will there be an escape for me if a fall this time. I sway by my fingertips hoping the attacks will stop. They don’t stop; I cling there caught in torturous limbo.

Please Read
Someone had just made a new profile the name is devil::eyes...just to let you all know that is not me...it is my pic...someone pretending to be me..this is the only profile i have..please do not add... what do we say.... HATERS WELCOME !!! AGAIN THAT NAME DEVIL::EYES IS NOT ME ITS SOMEONE OUT TO GET ME.... AND TO MY HATER I AM SO SORRY YOU CANNOT BE LIKE ME..THERE IS AND ONLY WILL BE ONE OF ME SO QUIT TRYING GET A LIFE AND MOVE ALONG WITH YOUR SORRY LOW LIFE SELF ...I AM SO SORRY YOU HAVE TO PUT ME IN THE CENTER OF ATTENTION ONCE AGAIN..BUT THIS IS TO INFORM ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT YOU ARE JUST FAKE...AGAIN YOU WILL NEVER BE ME...EVER.... HUGS AND KISSES TO MY FRIENDS..... He is always changing the name if you enter devil eyes, stephanie courtland angel eyes the other one will come up...all my pics but is not me..

She Drove A Failmobile...
This 32yo female was so kind as to demonstrate the kind of message that will get you ignored. She walked in and pooped fail all over the place: > === 'Fail' wrote the following at '2008-05-01 06:37:48'.. > > > > WOW what a mesg i can very much agree wit u about ur about me ...I am also not bout NSFW PICS either lol they r a turn off 2 &..the points also here 2 met new ppl n love 2 chat ... LOVE UR PAGE ... YOU GO BROTHER LOL I think she is referring to my rules under about me... The one's that demand legible writing and a minimum of acronyms... === 'Sand Eater' wrote the following at '2008-05-01 06:42:18'.. > > omg is this message coded?... lmao! Glad you liked it, sister. Chat me up any time but I'll need more letters included to understand you. > 'Fail' okie dokie bro lol ... whenevr ur ready 2 chat send a shout lol Oh,sure, can't wait to talk to you over the fucking shoutbox... I have nothing better to do than decode your BS.

~ The Hormone Guide ~
~ The Hormone Guide ~ The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! ~DANGEROUS: *SAFER: **SAFEST: ***ULTRA SAFE : ~What's for dinner? *Can I help you with dinner? **Where would you like to go for dinner? ***Here, have some wine. ~Are you wearing that? *Wow, you sure look good in brown! **WOW! Look at you! ***Here, have some wine ~What are you so worked up about? *Could we be overreacting? **Here's my paycheck. ***Here, have some wine. ~Should you be eating that? *You know, there are a lot of apples left. **Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? ***Here, have some wine. ~What did you DO all day? *I hope you didn't over-do it today. **I've always lov

Midnight Special!!
Come join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast .. Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift.. This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift. To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductors, or Engineer. Conductor Carnie@ fubar Co-Conductor (2nd in command) ~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar Engineer (3rd in command) Abby ~Screw the r

A Lil About Me
I logged on today to see I've been called a liar...Just because theres this one female that is really into me...but just because I talk to her doesn't make me ANYONES bf....I belive you can have stronge feeling for someone by talking to them on here or over the phone but you can be in love with someone untill you meet them in person....just because 2 people get along online or over the phone doesn't mean theyd get along in person..I mean if and trust me...love is a feeling that has to devolped over time and probilly longer than a week or 2....I came out here to fun and meet new people and make new friends and see what happens from there....am I looking for the right one ?, yes...but when i find her i wanna take my time and get to know her and not feel smuddered... Im sorry I have hurt anyone feelings with this but this is the way it is

Do You Have A Fetish?
1. MEN, what fetishes listed here excite you? (list all that apply) Age Play Anal Sex (giving) Anal Sex (receiving) Asphyxiaphilia (breath play) Bestiality Biting Blindfolds Blood Body Hair Bondage Branding Breast/Nipple Torture Candle Wax Chains Chastity Devices Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads Cling Film Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. Collar and Lead/Leash Confinement/Caging Coprophilia (Shit Play), Scat Cross Dressing Cupping (Suction of the Skin) Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears) Defilement, Seeing a Partner Dirty or Wet Denim Depiation/Shaving Dildos (Handheld & Strap ons) Discipline Doctor/Nurse Fetish Domination Ears Exhibitionism/Sex in Public Feathers Fire Play Fisting Food Play Gangbangs Hair Pulling Handcuffs/Shackles High Heels Humiliation Infantilism/Diapers Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema) Knife Play Lace/Lingerie Lactation Latex Leather Making Home "Movies" Masks Masochism Massage Master/Slave Masturbation M

I Wont Go Cheap But I Am Damn Sure Easy
So stop by place a bid and buy me for a month. Cash bids own me for two or more months depending on the bid. Terms of what you get as ownership are subject to change depending on the bid. And did I mention I am EASY ;)

Butthurt??
Why is it people send you messages telling you they're happy you found someone and wish you luck only to turn around and get all butthurt because they secretly harbored feelings for you but yet know virtually NOTHING about you? I don't get it. Oh well, I got a smile on my face that's roots stem from a happy heart. That is something I've not had in a very very long time. :D I'm done ranting now. Thanks for peeking.

Men
Do men really think with their brains or with the thing in their pants.. My conclusion is the thing in their pants and its totally not fair.. I see girls everyday throw them selves at men that they think they can trust they fall in love and what happens men either break up with them because they found a bar whore or they think they are so big and bad and they dont want to feel any emotion.. Just wish there was more men out there that actually admire love and having the great butterfly feeling in their belly when they see or talk to the on ethey love.. But lately it just seems that the thing in their pants just wants one thing and leaves.. anyone got a comment fot this?????

More Bad News
Well an update on my grandfather. He is now in hospice care basicly in a nursing home type setting. He doesnt have long left at all. I was told today it could be tomorrow, or it could be next week, but it will be soon. Im glad he is able to rest comfortably, that is at least a little comfort. He has lived a long and memorable life that is for sure. I just wish I didnt have to lose him. Death is a part of life, Ive just never done well with accepting that.

Dont Fart In Bed
If this story doesn't make you cry for laughing so hard, let me know and >I'll pray for you. > This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. >The only friction in there >marriage was the husband's habit of farting >loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and >the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every >morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was >making her sick. > He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She >told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow >his guts out. > The years went by and he continued to rip them out! > Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for >dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where >she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the >spare parts and a malicious thought came to her. She took the bowl and >went upstairs wh

Just Babbling
I am sitting here as always.. I kind of quit thinking somewhere along the way..lol I keep thinking that I am stagnant.. Stuck in the same freaking Dead Zone I have always been in. Kind of drifting through doing nothing.. changing nothing.. not even drifting.. more like I try to move but my feet are sooo heavy. Every time I think I have found that happy place ha... it's only a mirage. But I assume that it is human nature to always be in the pursuit of happiness.. ha.. I am about to wash my hands of that pursuit and just live with whatever cards fate deals.. I thought I was halfway closer to my junction.. apparently I am too stubborn to hitchhike and I am still not quite sure where the nearest stop is located..

Mere Words
MERE WORDS.... I searched among the card displays, To see if I could find, A little something that would say Just what was on my mind. However there was not a one, That captured it just right, For no one else can understand Just what I'd like to write. I even find it difficult To try to write it down, For how do I portray to you, The love that I have known? I close my eyes and what I see, Is someone I adore; A person who is beautiful, Right down into their soul. Mere words cannot describe The many qualities you show, The love and caring nature that You share with those who know. Your kind and gentle temperament, Your sweet angelic smile, Your softly spoken sentiments, That reach across the miles. Your smile and laugh that sparkle with The softness of your sighs, The way your face lights up a room ... That twinkle in your eye. The loving gestures through the years, That quickly come to mind, For always you've a gentle word To calm and sooth

Hatin'
So right now, I'm in a pretty terrible mindset. I hate everyone. Im literally picking fights with everyone I know, and honestly don't care about it. I just chewed out my best friend because she called me bragging that for Mother's Day she either gets princess cut diamond earrings or a digital camera with a printer. My response to her was.."Fuck off. I don't care. Its a dumb fucking holiday anyways." and I hung up on her. I'm just done with people. I blame my job mostly. I'm not so sure I was cut out for customer service anymore. I used to like to work around people, and didn't mind helping those in need. But now, I get so fucking annoyed when anyone asks anything of me...Maybe I need to up the prozac, maybe I just need to get laid...Mostly I just needed to vent.

Courage To Heal
I need to find the courage to heal I've been through so much I have over come so much I need peace of mind I need to find the courage to heal Please point me in the right direction wait I need to do that I'm trying to find the courage to heal Please be there for me because finding the courage to heal is so difficult Help me through this for I can find the courage to heal Alls I ask for is a friend Someone to hold me when I need it Someone to talk to when I need to talk Someones shoulder to cry on when I need to cry Someone to laugh with when I need to laugh Please help me through this for I am on my way to finding the courage to Heal

Why Does My Life Suck Ass!!!!
So Im just writing this to rant and not for anyone to really respond, I just need to get it out of my system other wise Im not going to stop crying. Unfortunatly I have no other way to realease it. So here is my list of shit that just makes my life the hell I am facing and I can not for the life of me get out of this rut. - I lost my real job back in June of 2007 for some BS reason that they would not let me fight. Since then I have been trying to find a decent paying job to support my child. I had a temp agency place me but I finished my assignment and the agency was so slow they couldn't place me any where else. I tried getting a job with the sheriff's dept as a dispatcher went through 3 weeks of testing and more testing and still ended up with a dear John letter. I tried to get my insurance license and I missed it by 6 points. So i tried getting in at geico and they choose to go with "other candidates". I have had my resume online with ever damn job site and the only people that r

Prayer Request
I hope you will all say a prayer for Jus' Me and her daughter. > > > > Dear Lord, we know You love all Your children, and at this time, a child and a mother need Your help so much. As Your Mother could not bear the suffering and pain You went through, Jus'Me cannot bear the pain and suffering from a severe head injury her daughter received in an automobile accident. > > The child will be going to a Neurologist Lord, and I pray You will guide his hands and all his knowledge and skill to help her make a complete recovery. > > We beseech You to have mercy and compassion for this young lady who has not yet really begun to live the life that You have given her. She has other health issues Jesus, But this is the most pressing one at this time. > > Please give peace and strength to Jus'Me as her youngest daughter goes through this painful time without the comfort of her mother being by her side. They live so very far apart and Jus'Me needs the peace and love that only You can

The Truth Of The Helpful
i feel so proud of you, i have felt that you dont have the dependence of me anymore the dependence did feel like a burden but i had grown to look for that burden now i dont know the lack of the burden that makes me feel the jealousy or is it your lack of attention that is the jealousy someone else is filling your hours i feel relief that i dont feel the burden but the same time i'm jealous without am i the green eyed monster that i swear i would never be i know you still love me but did i really want you depending of me and you filling my hours and i, yours i never thought germans were a loving people i know filipinos are known the world over as a very loving gentle people now i know filipinos can be a very jealous people and be very possessive people, behind this beauty rests a jealous heart

The Decision
The Decision Reflections on the water Images of the past and future Cascading on the shoreline. Shadows on the sand beneath the moonlight Silhouettes of indecision and confusion. Mermaids dancing on the water calling me home. I retrace steps in the sand where no one has ever been. Laughing with the sea nymphs I wave them farewell For in the words of an old sage I have promises to keep And more than a fathoms journey before I sleep.

Hillary Becomes Pregnant
Hillary Clinton goes to her doctor for a check-up, only to find out that she's pregnant. She is furious... Here she is in the middle of her first run for President as Senator for New York .... now this has happened to her. She calls home, gets Bill on the phone and immediately starts screaming: "How could you have let this happen? With all that's going on right now, you go and get me pregnant! How could you? I can't believe this! I've just found out I'm five weeks pregnant and it's all your fault! Well, what have you got to say?" There is nothing but dead silence on the phone. She screams again, "Did you hear me?" Finally, she hears Bill's very, very quiet voice, in a barely audible whisper, he asks: "Who's speaking?"

Big Contest 1st, 2nd, And 3rd Places
THIS IS GOING TO BE AN CONTEST FOR THE MOST LOVEABLE!!! Do you think you are the most loveable? This contest will have 1st, 2nd and 3rd place prizes. Want a Happy Hour 1st one to 65k comments wins one Want a 30 day blast or 3 month VIP 2nd one to 65k comments wins one Want a 7 day blast and bling pack or 1 month VIP and bling pack 3rd one to 30k comments wins one. COMMENTS COUNT 1, RATES COUNT AS 5 COMMENTS The contest will open Saturday May 10 at 10am pst, noon cst and will run til Saturday June 7 10am pst, noon cst. If you want to enter send me a private message not a shout with a link to the picture you want to use asap. 50k fubucks to repost and sticky This auction is brought to you by inkman876 aka rick FU SLAVE TO (ENCHANED MISTRESS PJ COUNTRY)@ fubar

Rambled Jumbled Thoughts
im just going to use this potion of my profile to place little thoughts, writings and nonsense.Just whatever is in my mind at the moment. so here is what my scrambled thoughts are creating today. Boredom Its twists around my soul, like a hangmans noose strangling all interest in lifes little television show. Thoughts twirl though a demented mind pushing past clouds of maniacal depression A self imposed prison? maybe. can this wall of tears be dried? will i ever know true laughter again? what is wrong with me? does anyone have the answers? Sometimes I think only I hold the key to unlocking this door of pain I created

Intimate Kiss
Intimate Kiss by LateNiteFantasy© Candlelight flickered over soft sheets on a mussed bed, fingers bunching soft cotton in fisted palms. Spine arched in mindless pleasure, thrusting hardened tips upwards while hips writhed downwards against a questing tongue. Thighs parted a bit, allowing tongue to plunder over glistening folds of feminine form, sweet nectar gathering there in anticipation of trespassing muscle. Cotton was given a reprieve as one set of nimble digits found strands of her partner's hair, tugging at them mindlessly as moans and sweet murmurs of a plea escaped. Thick tongue started its unique rhythm against wetness, as large manly digits slid within welcoming sheath, pairing with agile tongue to bring total ecstasy. Cries and urgent pleas begged incoherently for release, lost in the abject pleasure of such an intimate kiss. Mary Chapin CarpenterPassionate KissesMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

My Best Friend Brian
Ive had to deal wit a lot of things in my therapy....and maybe this will help you understand me more...this man im about to write about was exactly like me..he had bipolar disorder...he was manic and crazy just like the rest of us...but he was amazing...me and brian grewup together...we played baseball and we were awesome..he had an amazing young arm..and i was his catcher..always there to make sure he thought about the next strike instead of the last ball he threw...i loved that kid like my brother...then god decided on December 11th that brian needed to join him.. Heres a little background on him: He always had his ups and downs, but they were mostly down. His family was pretty much dysfunctional. His dad beat him since he was born. His mom was anorexic. His older sister was a drug addict as well. His little sister Kelly was one of his best friends though. His dad always told him he was useless and never was going to amount to anything. I guess sooner or later you start to believe w

World's Easiest Quiz
WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below. ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which co

Emotional Torture
Sometimes wathing a TV show can enlighten you on some thoughts you have never had, but that is if you allow you mind to reach beyond the show you are watching. See tonight i was watching Criminal Minds and one of the stories within the story delt with a woman who was emotionally abused by her husband and children. Well this got me to thinking deeper as i always seem to do without tring. So here we go along the lines of emotional abuse. A subject some wish to avoid, but in this instance its more of a topic to help you enlighten yourself as it has enlightened myself some. A self realisation not so much in how i abuse but how i might be abused and how it might effect me. See we tend to forget that emotional abuse can happen at any age. For emotions are probably the least developed part of the human pyschi .. Or so i believe. Let me break it down some. First as children we learn everything, what hot is, cold, no, yes, moral rights and wrongs and so on. Well we tend to not be taugh

1. Cajun Don & Kitty Kitty -- 051008
UNITING AS ONE CAJUN DON Cajun Don~Security@Sunset Cafe~All invited to Kitty and I wedding on May 10th, 6 pm CDT, the first@ fubar AND KITTY KITTY Kitty Kitty ~Promoter/Greeter@Sunset Cafe~MRS. DON THIBODAUX, THE MAN....@ fubar on this the 10th day of May, 2008, at 6 o'clock pm (CST) on the shores of the Sunset Cafe! Come one! Come all!!

Walmart (to The Tune Of "deck The Halls")
Deck the walls with gasoline fa la la la la la la la la. Strike a match and watch it gleam fa la la la la la la la la. Watch the Walmart burn to ashes fa la la la la la la la la. Aren't you glad you played with matches fa la la la la la la la la.

Anniversaries, Past And Future
Special day today, in many ways 1st of all, the most important is the birthday of my sweet love: not everything wwent perfect and i would have liked a few things tyo go in an other way, but this is life then today is also an anniversary, the 1st one, because it's already one year i had her in my arms and i realise time has passsed so fast but it's well known time is flying... flying fast when i look behind, but not flying fast enough when i look in the future and finally, this day is special for a third reason: i learned this morning that my ex invited home her new friend and his son this afternoon so they meet our daughters for 1st time life is amazing, sometimes, don't you think ?

Would You ?
Would you still give anything for just one touch? Would you still give anything for just one kiss? Would you still give anything for just one breathe? Would you still give anything for just one moment to be one?.......................................................................................................................................................................................................... I WOULD!!

Something I Am Sending Out In Email
This is something I made for my daughter and my ex. This has destroyed them in every way. It doesnt matter what happened 4 years ago. It has to do with what is happening in the present. *************************************************We have been putting up with this bull for almost 4 full years now. These girls have not been abused or neglected in anyway. They were taken into state custody because the social worker overseeing the adoption has some kind of personal grudge against Dana. She drove 5 hours to pick up the girls and 5 hours back when she could have easily had the DHHR office in the county where they moved go to the house and check on the status of the girls. That tells me that it was a personal thing. She would not even let my daughter give the girls a snack and something to drink for the long trip back to Martinsburg. The officer that was there would NOT let DHHR take the girls until my daughter got them a snack and something to drink. Kudos t

Just An Fyi !
For those who are interested in what I do for a living, I now have a business website: http://www.sevenriverstcm.com. My webmistress is a dear friend and client of mine - thank you, Heather dear, for the most incredible website I could have ever dreamed of. Goddess knows, I couldn't have done it, lmao!! Additions and changes are being made on a daily basis, so enjoy yourselves and check it out! I promise a decent blog one of these days - I have been working long days of late and my client base has grown at a steady pace. Have a glorious Thursday, dear friends! Much love and warm hugs, one and all! Blessings, lots and lots of blessings, for all my friends/family/fans all over the world. You are loved and appreciated more than you know! Later! Muahzzzz!

Another Today....
Today something strange happened. I woke up this morning still down but okay. I felt good knowing that today was a new day. I was frazzled yest. but today I realized that it was okay for then but today I have to be happy. God has me in the waiting... waiting to see if I can love me! I am and I have been and I am still going to love those who can't or won't love me back. Today is an unconditional day. I am going to be me even when no one else understands it or accepts it. A friend told me I live in my own world yest. on top of the other issues I was having. And this friend was right. But, the world I live in gives me hope and the faith I need to face everyday! Yesturday I was giving up on everything. I was defeated! Everything was so wrong... today those same problems are here but I'm not a quitter. I want to thank those who have given me sound advice and hope because Lord knows I couldn't give it to myself! And for those of you who know my problems.... I love you still. Nothing will ch

To My Friends
I will not b on much at all now as my father has been told that he is now dieing and nothing docs can do for him, they can't even give him how much longer he has to live. HOPE ALL HAVE HEALTHIER FAMS/LIFES...theres no hell cause we live in it. One question i always ask myself, it hurts so much to lose ONE u love but how much does it hurt that person having to lose ALL he loves. :(

Voted Best Joke In Ireland 2007
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said' Here's to spending the rest of me life between the legs of me wife!' That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the in night! He went home and told his wife Mary' I won the prize for the Best toast of the night.' She said' Aye did ye now. And what was your toast?' John said' Here's to spending the rest of me life sitting in church beside me wife.' 'Oh that is very nice indeed John!' Mary said. The next day Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said' John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you Mary.' She said' Aye he told me and I was a bit surprised myself. You know he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell a sleep and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.'

Us
I felt your presence so close today I knew you were not far way Soon we would meet and share time together You were gone for so long it seemed forever You have opened a window to feelings so fine Bringing back memories of when you were mine The past is now gone but we are here now So lets make more memories if time will allow I feel an excitement that I can't contain Since I met you Ive not been the same I get so emotional when I think of you I get so emotional what can I do?

Wow You Would Not Believe This At All It's Crazy Easy.:) (repost My Friends Please?)
She desperately needs your pic rate in her contest they count as 10 Points, so If you can just drop by and give her what she needs! Even if all you can do is have a quick moment and just rate that 1 rate, or 1 comment, that would be awesome?? :D ~*C-MON NOW WE CAN DO THIS FOR HER*~ ~*She Promises to Luv Ya Long Tyme. HE~HE*~ "AND IF AT ALL POSSIBLE CAN YOU REPOST THIS MY FRIENDS PLEASE" ~*THANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE YOU ALL RAWK*~ And just to sweeten the deal, Private message her after you leave that rate, and I she will send ya a Kiss! *HE*HE* ;) ~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~ She is presently in the lead so lets do this for her just that simple thing would make her have a Huge *Smile* Points will be tallied as: 10 points for rates and 2 points for every comment. The one with the most points wins. 1st Place-$500,000 FUBUCKS. 2nd Pla

Dopey And The Pope
Dopey and the other six dwarves went on a trip to the Vatican to meet the Pope. When the Pope arrives to greet them, Dopey sidles upto him and says "Excuse me, your holyness. Do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in Rome?" The pope ponders this and then replys "You know what Dopey, I don't believe there are." Dopey looks at him and shuffles from foot to foot uncomfortably. "Well, do you know if there are any dwarf nuns in all of Europe?" The Pope again thinks for a while, but still says "No Dopey, I dont think there are." Dopey starts to look uneasy so he asks in desperation "Are there any dwarf nuns in the whole of the world?" The pope looks him in the eye and replys "No Dopey there isn't! Why are you so consurned with this issue?" Shamefaced Dopey points to the other dwaves that are huddled in the corner, laughing and chanting "Dopey shagged a penguin!"

Everyone For My Contest
LEAVE A MESSAGE IF YOU WANT IN JUST SUBJECT IT CONTEST... IM BACK IN BED. MY MEDICAN IS ALL GONE AND THE PAIN CAME BACK.. HOW DO THE PULL TEETH THAT ARENT EVEN PUSHING THROUGH YET... YOU KNOW HOW.. THEY CUT INTO YOU WITH A KNIFE.. HA FREAKING CRAZY AS HELL... NO WAY THAT IS FULLY JUST NUTS.. I WONT GO. ID RATHER STAY IN BED. AND THATS JUST WHERE I AM.. I WONT LET NO ONE CUT ME OPEN LIKE THAT.. IF ID BE WILLING TO DO THAT ID JUST GO GET SOME BOOBS OR SOMETHING... THAT IS JUST TO CRAZY. NO NEEDLES AND NO CUTING.. THATS IT IM NOT GOING.. LEAVE A MESSAGE IF YOU WANT IN MY CONTEST ILL GET IT SOONER OR LATER... RIGHT NOW IM SLEEPING AWAY THIS PAIN.. OMG CUT THEM OUT MY ASS.. HA VERY FUNNY.. I DONT THINK SO.. WHAT IM STUPID HA LET THEM CUT YOU OPEN NOT ME .. OMG INSANE..

Tiny Dick
Tiny Dick Well the south side of your body Is the baddest part of town And if you go down there You better just beware Of a thing named Tiny Dick Now Tiny more than trouble You see he stand bout six or four All the downtown ladies call him ROFL All the mens just call him LOL And its bad, bad Tiny Dick He can't get up to be a trick Smaller than a pickle And meaner than a junkyard dog

Xxx
as her luscious, engorged with lust lips enveloped his throbbing swollen head and slid down his thick veiny shaft, she closed her eyes and moaned in sweet release, letting a stream of creamy white liquid slowly trickle down her thigh.

Untitled 2
Nothing, but confusion in my head, soldering on, many things to tackle, feeling lost, considering what you have said, thus, can not talk nor think, Sitting lonely at my desk, a place no longer I want to be, wondering what on earth, is so wrong with me, in vain did I search for a solution, finding anything, but a link, tell me what to do, so as not my hopes will sink, Cannot understand, you, missing by my side, through the mist I peer, searching far and wide, try to comprehend what's going through your mind, feeling helpless, listless, somehow getting blind, Yet vivid are all the memories of moments, funny, precious, exciting, sometimes a little bit sad, much had happened the last few months, even at you, I had been mad, but all the drawbacks given, many a time pure happiness I felt, Unable to push away, the thoughts of your tender touch, for you I long, sometimes less sometimes much, your hands soft like a breeze, anything, but

The Day For Mothers
i think we should all be grateful of our mothers because you don't know what its like to live with out them for as long as i did which is 17yrs now and i still miss her every minute of the day so i hope that every one will cherish them on mothers day.

If You Don't Read Or Care Then Don't Bother Looking Here
After telling me for a long time how much this guy cared for me and how he's so unhappy with his current situation including the GF. Saying how he could fall in love with me and you know, all the usual BS guys say. Makin me feel good about myself and talking for long hours. He disappears. I go to his profile one day and apparently he was with another woman saying she had his heart and blah blah blah. Somebody who made me think ok not all guys are alike just completely turned the tables. Sure he was in NC and I'm in northwest Georgia. Remember I said NORTHWEST Ga..you'll need that info a in a minute... the chick he was with is in Nashville which is only 3 hours from me. ya know since I'm in NORTHWEST GA. VERY close to the TN border. Only 25 miles from it actually. Yeah anyways...instead of telling me he just abandons me. all of a sudden he pops up from outta nowhere saying sorry blah blah blah he lost his job in March and has no net. NO mention of the gf. NONE. When I bring her up he sk

New Improved Bully
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Butterfly
As I wandered through those fenced in fields among those flowers, you're almost concealed I wrap my fingers carefully around you don't know I'm there, I didn't make a sound No matter how soft I am, I bruise your light wings not knowing the damage, a song I sing Caged in my grip, you start to worry you start to cry and your vision gets blurry You don't know where you're flying now wings can only fly as my grip will allow Starting to realize you were meant to fly your spirit slowly starts to die If only you'd known I was on my way you'd have turned around and flown away If only your screams I could hear those fences never would have disappeared But I watched you go with only a sigh you're long gone now, My Butterfly

Better Off
There is always someone in a worse situation than you. I thank God everyday for food to eat (although it may not be what i would like), a roof over my head ( cuz somebody is living on the streets), & my health & my strength. I think we take for granted those things such as food, shelter, & our health. We worry about material gain instead of focusing on Spiritual gain. Material gain is TEMPORARY but Spiritual gain is ETERNAL. I thank God everyday for another day to get closer to fulfilling my purpose in this life. I LOVE MY LIFE!

Pending Divorce And Reasons That Lead Up To It..
I need to get this out here..tomorrow is going to be a big day for me at my lawyer's office. We are trying to tie up the loose ends so we can proceed on with my divorce. This has been a long time coming but I am the point where I just want this done. So to help remind me, I am going to write down all the bogus shit my husband has put me thru during our 7 yrs of marriage. 1. He has told me on several occassions that he is not physically attracted to me. He has wanted me to get a tummy tuck and boob job and was willing to fork over 10k to make it happen. 2. He has continued to let his family belittle me, trash me and run me into the ground. They had said things like on a scale of 1-10, I rated a 3, just recently they commented that I moved up to a 4. 3. There was time during my pregnancy I was unable to have sex due to it being painful or me being really sick. He threatned to cut off the cable,internet, and my cell phone if I didnt give him sex or a blowjob. His exact word

Master Of Desires!
Since I had to make a new profile I have had my friends really bust their little booty's to help me level up again but this man has gone way past being a good friend! The master of Desire's. A match made in heaven...Cuffed Desire's & the Master of Desire's..haha! Please go show him lots of love he's an awesome person and you'll want to get to know him! Tell him his little Fu-Slave Cuffed Desire sent you! "Master" of Desires@ fubar HE IS LESS THAN 100K FOR HIS LEVEL SO LEVEL HIM TODAY! Repost this bully... Fan Rate and Add him and send me a message you did for a little suprise!! :D You won't regret having this man as a friend!! Remember to tell him I sent you! For even more goodies give him 100 rates! 100 11's will get you even more! Don't have 100 11's? Just tell me how many you gave and I will give goodies to match! Mz.Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê™ *GIRL NEXT DOOR* ♥Slave & Wife to Master of Desires♥@ fubar

Final Exam
I took perhaps one of my best final exams ever. The question was simple. All we were meant to do is write our mind out for all it's worth on a single question... "Explain Park's Assimilation Theory. Does it truly promote assimilation?" I ranted. I really did. Theories like this make it hard to want to be an American. What it's trying to say is that it's good to be white, but bad to be black. If you want to be good, you should try to be black. Chances are that yu won't succeed, but try hard so that you make it easier on us by having to deal with you. Bunch of crap, right? That's looking at it racially. It can be applied to just about anything. It can apply to beauty, culture, or anything. With Americans, there's always a good (always them and what they think), and a bad (whatever everyone else in the world thinks). Now, if you want to be part of the cool kids, you have to try to be like them even if you don't succeed. I gave my view on why I choose to not be a citizen. Somet

S.c.o.t.t.i.e
You see my name you see scottie But this is what i see From the side of me S-sadness C-cold O-out of it T-torture T-terror I-incomplete E-empty Now when you see what i see Dou you thinks thats me Or you see something better Thats deep inside of me

On Our Wedding Day Love You My Angel !
Our dreams never need to be lost I could share all of mine with you We’ll step neath the stars tonight Just as the moon comes into view. Tonight we will capture romance I’ll admire the beauty I see in you Together we’ll lay neath the stars Just as the moon comes into view. I will whisper to you oh so softly Saying how much I only love you Tonight romance shall capture us Just as the moon comes into view. Tonight I’ll count the stars above Every star is why I love only you Tonight the stars brought us close Just as the moon comes into view.

If I .......
If I died would you miss me If I died would you still love me If I died would you be in sorrow for me Well if I died you dont need to be there for me Because Iam going to die by the rope That i put upon me To let you see That i died lonley And by me So there would be no if For the man you called Big P

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
Blowjob Etiquette (by a female) 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair fr

My Story Part 1
So I have been thinking, dangerous I know, but sometimes it has to be done. In little less then a month will be my 10 year anniversery of the whold cancer incedent. It has been weighing hevily on my mind. So I figured I would kinda try and tell my story of what I went through all those years ago. Funny, it was around 10 years ago that I started having those nasty pains in my stomach and had no idea what they were. And me trying to be the tough little cookie that I am tried to ignore them. Thought the pain was all in my head. Of course its not like its the first time that I have ever doubted myself ya know. I have always taken pain in stride and suck it up. It will make you stronger in the long run. I mean if any of you knew me when I was younger, I was kinda a depressed kid. Maybe it stemmed from the fact that I grew up as an only child on a farm all by myself in the middle of nowhere. Who knows. Probably not even important anymore. In high school and grade school there w

I Love You
Shall I run or hide And die inside Or pretend That I never knew you, even as a friend? Can I go back in time, Before your hand was in mine, Or erase the kiss, That I will forever miss, Or forget your eyes That seem to hypnotize? Can my mind erase The feel of your embrace? How can I forget all of this And pretend it doesn't exist? I want you to know one thing that will never end - my love for you. I love you, my friend

Naughty App
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?"

This Could Save A Life Maybe Even Yours!
The following is an email I received recently. Whether or not you think this pertains to you, please read it all the way through. You are guaranteed to know at least one person that can benefit from reading this. After reading it, please send it to EVERYONE on your list... male or female. And ask them to pass it on, because they will know people that you don't, and if it is sent out enough, maybe it can save some lives. ~Erica I will repost this a few times in the future. It WON'T bring you luck or make you rich BUT It just might save YOUR LIFE! The crying baby thing happened to me once, and the police told me the exact same thing. Through a Rapist's Eyes (No Joke) This is important information for females of ALL ages. When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone I know. My male friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it a

Add/rate/fan
We have a popular thang here at fubar-the whole add/rate/fan thing...first off,if thatz what ur n2 then God bless u,have a gud time with it,I aint mad atcha.It just doesnt happen 2 b my thang;and really-am i wrong 4 that? I think not! As i told a person earlier 2day,i wuz here b4 fubar wuz "cool",when it wuz lostcherry and we were here 4 the love...ahhh-good timez,gud timez... Now itz a "game",all about the pointz,what-the-fuck-ever.Ive been here 4 two yrz now and it has never been about the pointz 4 me;theonly reason i need them iz cuz pointz=buckz and i like 2 but giftz,lol! Other than that i cud give a fuck if i ever earn another point! I actually had sum1 unfan me 2day cuz they took it upon themself 2 add/rate/fan me then instruct me 2 do the same and my response 2 them wuz that i accepted all friend requestz,never rate below a 10,but reserved the rite 2 fan who i chose cuz i feel the fan option iz a unique feature and i treat it az such-i luv all my fanz,but plz believe if i fan u

Virtual Vixen
Virtual Vixen by LateNiteFantasy© She reaches beyond space and time, And travels on the sounds of rhyme, Surviving in the miles of wire, She sizzles full of heat and fire. Compelled by some electric surge, She journeys when she gets the urge, And when the wave does finally ebb, She emerges in the tangled Web. She hovers in computer chip, Biding time 'til she can slip Up the cord onto your screen, She waits, impatient, to be seen. And when you fire up the beast, What she is becomes unleashed, She's many things – but you must wait While she ponders on your fate. Vixen, vamp, sultry, sassy, Woman wild or lady classy, All these facets stored inside, Waiting for a special guide. And when it's time for her to go, You'd best be certain she's done so, For if you do not take great care, She could escape into the air. And just before you fall asleep, Into your room she'll softly creep, And put ideas in your head As you lie s

[hungry]
Can I purchase happy? Can I bargain success? Can I bribe love? Can I buy a vowel? I squint at the very notion, making my eyes even more invisible. God damn it I'm hungry. But for something specific. I mean, liver and couscous is great, and so is jalapeno doused salt-batter fried food, But where's the love? And the return trips to a buffet of welcoming marsala sauce. My head's shaved. And my shirts need pressed. And my job needs found. *shrugs* me and my puppy are going to bed. My parents are coming in tomorrow. Dinner, guilt trips, nagging, and hectics. Status Quo. Gotta love it. I've yet to celebrate my lack of homework assignments, and near conclusion to my education beyond video game marathons, and Frasier seasons running in the background. Vanilla cappucinos await. Along with something cheesey and sweet. Gotta live for those small over-indulgences. And yes, shaving my own head was an exercise in insanity. Watching things fall

Changes
Heads up!!! Those of you who know me, know this - I am not gonna be the same person as before and I am not gonna treat you the same ... I'm through being a pervert. I am still the same charming guy, but I am no longer gonna be trying to impress you or hook up with anyone. Please dont take it personal. I am not gonna ignore you, so dont feel that way. Continue to talk to me like you're used to!!

My Beautiful Friends.
As i wake up this morning ; I do not look forward to this day .It is going to be a very sad day indeed. Today my son goes to live with his father. You may ask why i named tHis blog my beautiful friends . I will tell you . Because of you my beautiful friends i have gotten through so many things from the fear of dying to the fear of being alone . So as i wake this morning i tell you all thank you so much . MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS ...

One Last Kiss To The Moon, Part Ii
Their kisses become a little more probing, and less shy. His hands now moving over her shoulders and pushing the thin straps of her tank top aside. Moaning she lets her head fall back as he starts trailing kisses down her neck and across her shoulders. Her body reacting to every kiss and caress. Their breathing becoming a little more rapid. She enjoys the feeling of his hand as he covers her breast, and gently massages it. She wants him to just pull her top off so she can feel his hands on her skin, his lips kissing her. Intuitively he feels her need and slowly his hands drift under her black shirt. First stroking over her stomach and then reaching her breasts. The pleasure of that first touch is indescribable. The aching for that touch has been running through her mind since the moment he started kissing her. Her nipples are taut, aching to be teased and tasted. Slowly, he pushes her shirt up over her breasts and nuzzles into them. The sensuous feeling of his tongue swirling aro

Actor Tommy Chong Claims Link To Fbi Raids
Source: Local 12 Actor and comic Tommy Chong says he is linked to FBI raids Wednesday in Newport and Clermont County's Union Township. Chong tells Local 12 federal agents were after thousands of DVD copies of a documentary he recently made. Tommy Chong, 30 years ago, appeared in the movie that made him famous, "Up In Smoke." But today, Tommy Chong is 69-years-old and selling a different movie, called "The United States of America Vs. Tommy Chong." The documentary details Chong's 2003 federal prosecution and guilty plea for distributing drug paraphernalia. He was selling pot pipes online. Chong served nine months in prison. Wednesday night, Chong told Local 12 he's the focus of an FBI raid of two, local offices. "They apparently confiscated 10,000 copies of the movie, "a/k/a Tommy Chong," said Chong. Only Local 12 cameras were on Mt. Carmel Tobasco Road Wednesday evening, watching federal agents raid the offices of 513 Ventures Agents also took evidence from the

Economic Stimulas Fubar!!!
FYI, some important information you should know. 1. If you had your tax returns done for you or online via say H&R Block, you may not get it direct deposited, instead, it will be in paper form and comming of course, about a month later. Excerpt from IRS website, Q. I chose direct deposit for my 2007 tax refund but also requested a refund anticipation loan (RAL) from my preparer. How does that affect my stimulus payment? A. Taxpayers who use Refund Anticipation Loans (RALs) or enter into any other loans or financial agreements with a tax professional, such as agreeing to have return preparation fees deducted from their refunds, cannot receive their stimulus payments by direct deposit and instead will get paper checks based on the paper check distribution schedule. That being said, here is the schedule, http://www. irs. gov/irs/article/0,,id=180250,00. html and a link to check your where your check is or status https://sa2. www4. irs. gov/ir

Getting Flashed At
Was on my way to school with my six year old this morning and this dirty old man yells out the window hey look at this! I looked round to see this man with no clothes on and all i said to him was fuck off iam going to punch your lights out ! When I came out of school he did it again not only at me but another mum with young children. We have both contacted the Police and they have said we will send someone out to see you next week how crap is that. The police just dont give a damn.!!!!!!!!!!!

Just A Ramble
Life is not exactly fair. We all know that. But how do you deal with it when life throws you such a curve ball that all you can do is hope not to get hit by it? The past few months have been a very chaotic to say the least and I feel that I am at my breaking point. I am physically, mentally and emotionally exhausted. There are times that I just want to tell everyone to fuck off and leave me alone, then other times I feel so alone that I don't know what to do. I am tired of feeling empty inside.

Mistakes Men Make..
mistakes men make during.... (not for under 18!) 1) NOT KISSING FIRST: Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you’re paying by the hour and trying to get your money’s worth by cutting out nonessentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there’s a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you’re trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner’s face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it’s not passion, its avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair. Stroke, caress, and smooth them. 5) BITING HER NIPPLES. Why do men fasten onto a woman’s nipples, and t

So Looking Forward To Tomorrow!!!!!
Ai, it has been an ok week. Up and down with my son. Hhe did something bad that his girlfriend can't forgive him for, he apparently had sex with another girl. Yes, my 16 year old son! So they have been here fighting a lot and I have had to listen to it. Not pleasant. Especially having my 12 year old hear it is not cool at all. I think I see my daughter just as much now that she has moved out. Kind of funny. She stops by all the time, to do laundry or to eat. I have some workers here right now doing yard work for me. Peter sent them over from work since they had 2 hours to kill waiting for something to finish at work before they could work again. It is nice having all the yard work done for you. They are great employees we have. I really wanted to boycott Mother's Day this year. I didn't want to spend it with my Stepmom and my mother is dead. I also don't feel like a very happy Mom either since my son is putting me through Hell. So I told my Dad we would not be jo

Please Stop By And Place Your Bid Today!!!
PLEASE STOP BY AND BID AWAY ON THESE 5 PEOPLE IN MY AUCTION AND HAVE FUN . YOU CAN FU OWN THEM FOR A MONTH ...SO BID NOW !!!! THIS IS ALL IN FUN SO ENJOY YOURSELF . THANK YOU VERY MUCH /> AGAIN THANK YOU JULSHEART

The Massage
The Massage Tonight you find yourself bound face down on the bed, A blind fold has been wrapped around your head, And even though there is only darkness to see, Your other senses bring a sense of wonder to thee. The sheets that you lay on, a cool touch to your skin, The smell of jasmine, there in the wind, Soft gentle music does now reach your ears, The warmth of the sunlight, touching you there. You feel his weight as he shifts on the bed, Feeling his hand brush the hair on your head, As you feel his moving, you let out a gasp, Your Master is naked and straddling your ass. And there on your ass you feel his hard cock, Skin is so soft, but hard as a rock, You cry out in shock at the cold touch on your skin, Then moaning in pleasure as the lotion he works in. Slowly he works the lotion deep in your skin, Fingers digging, releasing the tensions within, Lower down your back, he massages so deep, As the ache and the pain, from your body now seep. His fing

Gone
Ok peeps..Im leaving for awhile..Tired of all da lil yo-yo games...drama & chaos as some people call it..etc...so..Im gone..I may pop on to check offlines on messengers from time to time..but i wont be online for any regular times. Have a nice day.

I Get It
So you say you're ignored As it is, Well, give us your sad, sad trip You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Assumed it's whether We're right, or wrong We're doomed, and there's plenty for all How dare you catch me counting How dare you call at all How dare you call this suffering How dare you call at all You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Pass on these tenets They double in time The touch of life, once failed to mention so far Of course the law is fountains Of face to face remorse Of fast and restless blackmail Like pent up fetish force You're right, I get it It all makes sense, you're the perfect person So right, so wrong Let's all live in your imaginary life Do you want it enough? Do you want it at all? Should you need it at all? Takes a minute to see Do you wa

A Random Memory :d
So I was sitting here being bored out of my mind, Thinking about my Baby turning 2 in sept. when a memory of when she was born popped into my head and I thought I would share it. :) My Memphiss was born Sept. of 2006 at 7:30 pm. The labor was short and sweet(well as sweet as labor can be :s) My family was in the waiting room of course. Well shortly after I had her, and they had cleaned her up a little (mind you they had NOT bathed her yet) and wrapped her in a blanket, My brother and his wife came in and of course they wanted to see their new niece. I handed my daughter to my big brother, and he went and sat on the couch, while I talked to the Dr. and my BF. All of a sudden I heard a something that sounded like someone smelling something, then right after that I heard a gagging sound :s I turned and saw my brother gagging and looking kinda sheepish.....I was like "did you just sniff my baby?" and he kinda smiles and says "I was looking for the new baby smell" I about died of laughte

A Big Thank You That's Long Over Due-part 1 {please Repost}
THANK YOU PART 1 JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO SOME FRIENDS THAT HAVE BEEN ON MY PAGE ALMOST EVERYDAY FOR MONTHS WITH COMMENTS, GIFTS, BLINGS, OR JUST GET WELL WISHES OR TRYING TO MAKE ME SMILE WHEN I WAS HAVING A BAD DAY AND GOD KNOWS THERE'S BEEN PLENTY LATELY. I'M PUTTING IT INTO 2 BULLETINS CAUSE THERE WERE SO MANY AND I'M SO SORRY IF I MISSED ANYONE AND IF I DID PLEASE PM ME AND LET ME KNOW. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY LOVE AND BIG {{HUGS}} TINK MY BFF ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}@ fubar NICKI Nicki..@ fubar Tsisquo'ga ♥ Cherokee God Mama ♥ Owner Of Club F.A.R. #1 Family on FuBar ~ d.s.c.@ fubar JEWELS :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !@ fubar WILL williamtell Please Sign Guestbook@ fubar CHINAWHITE ChiinaWhiite

Tell Me Aren't We Here For Fun
Hickman_Lo...: most women don't even care to see men naked Hickman_Lo...: you want to see more than my face? Hickman_Lo...: its just fubucks, I spent alot of my fubucks to see some hot pics of a woman so why can't I charge for mine? ->Hickman_Lo...: there just pics and we are her for fun so what do u mean ?? Hickman_Lo...: but I guess you give it for free Hickman_Lo...: Hey I would have given you fubucks to see you ->Hickman_Lo...: k i will Hickman_Lo...: read my blog ->Hickman_Lo...: what do u mean hun Hickman_Lo...: need fubuck, I'm worth it arn't I? ->Hickman_Lo...: why all the privatepics mine are not WELL IM TOLD I GIVE IT FOR FREE, BECAUSE I SHARE MY PICS WITH MY FRIENDS.....HOW RUDDE IS THAT ! I THOUGHT WE WERE HERE TO HAVE FUN.... SO I GUESS I WILL KEEP MY nsfw PICS PRIVAYE AND WILL ALL WILL HAVE TO ASK TO SEE THEM...... AND no I WONT CHARGE BECAUSE IM NOT A PORNSTAR OR A CALL GIRL

Live Your Way
You aint brave Your just a slave to the ones you blame Afraid it’ll go away Pray that it's gonna stay Nothing pays off for pussy motherfuckers I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Annihilate Enemies that you make The ones that you helped create The pain that its gonna take When the shit goes down we go underground I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Cause nothing pays off for pussy motherfuckers I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I wont live your way Wont do what you say I wont fade away Cause I aint lost like you I aint lost like you I aint lost like you Ran away when I was 16 Drowned as fast as I could Crashed sixth mustang Tryi

46 Unknown Facts/secrets About Yourself:
46 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? 2. What were you doing this morning at 8 am? 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? 4. What are you wearing? 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? 6. Last person to say they loved you? 7. Last time you kissed someone? 8. Do you know the words to the song on your fubar profile? 9. Last thing received in the Mail? 10. Have you ever gotten naked in a public place? 11. How long is your hair? 12. How many different drinks have you had today? 13. Are you any good at math? 14. Do you have plans on Saturday night? 15. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? 16. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? 17. Do you like the lights off or on? 18. What are you excited about? 19. What did you do last night ? 20. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive? 21. Where do you keep your change?

Happy Mothers Day
mothers day To all of the beautiful moms I know... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ */MOTHERS and MOMS/* If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, */'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.'/* Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them

Time To Close The Door
Time to close the door, can't take no more. I feel the pain, going in sane. These broken wings, will learn how to fly, time to say goobye. I fall on my knees, and look out into the empty sea. it is time to close the door. nothing left to say, I know i am going to be okay, I can't stay. I wonder why, i walk away with a sigh, time to say goodbye. Mom And dad, I am sad, I feel bad, I am not going to cry, but i am going to try. These broken wings, are going to learn how to fly. Time to say goodbye, time to close the door. I can forgive, but i will never forget. time to close the door, and end this war. Time to say goodbye. Time to close the door.

Fubar Levels, Pts, And Unlocks
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 prof ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425

Letters Home
Dear Mum & Dad, I am well. Hope youse are too. Tell me big brothers Doug and Phil that the Army is better than workin' on the farm - tell them to get in bloody quick smart before the jobs are all gone! I wuz a bit slow in settling down at first, because ya don't hafta get outta bed until 6am. But I like sleeping in now, cuz all ya gotta do before brekky is make ya bed and shine ya boots and clean ya uniform. No bloody cows to milk, no calves to feed, no feed to stack - nothin'!! Ya haz gotta shower though, but its not so bad, coz there's lotsa hot water and even a light to see what ya doing! At brekky ya get cereal, fruit and eggs but there's no kangaroo steaks or possum stew like wot Mum makes. You don't get fed again until noon and by that time all the city boys are buggered because we've been on a 'route march' - geez its only just like walking to the windmill in the back paddock!! This one will kill me brothers Doug and Phil with laughter. I keep

Halloween, Samhain, And Other Nifty Names For All Hallow's Eve :)
Samhain. All Hallows. All Hallow's Eve. Hallow E'en. Halloween. The most magical night of the year. Exactly opposite Beltane on the wheel of the year, Halloween is Beltane's dark twin. A night of glowing jack-o'-lanterns, bobbing for apples, tricks or treats, and dressing in costume. A night of ghost stories and séances, tarot card readings and scrying with mirrors. A night of power, when the veil that separates our world from the Otherworld is at its thinnest. A "spirit night", as they say in Wales. All Hallow's Eve is the eve of All Hallow's Day (November 1). And for once, even popular tradition remembers that the eve is more important than the day itself, the traditional celebration focusing on October 31, beginning at sundown. And this seems only fitting for the great Celtic New Year's festival. Not that the holiday was Celtic only. In fact, it is startling how many ancient and unconnected cultures (the Egyptians and pre-Spanish Mexicans, for example) celebrated this as a festiv

Woohoo. I Have A Fu-friend For Life!
Hi sweetie I hope you are having a wonderful day :) I am always looking for new friends I love friends!!!!!! I fanned and rated you the 11 you soooo deserve if you would like to return the favor that would be wonderful!!!!! If you would like to be my friend please send me a friend request and I will gladly accept!!!!! Please remember that my life is sometimes hectic and there will be times when I don't have a chance to comment you :( But remember my friends are friends for life and you will always be in my heart :) If you ever need me please feel free to "shout" I will always be here if you need a friend!!!!!!! Love always Marissa *kisses and hugs* Please stay safe :) uhhm yeah. i say the same thing to random strangers on the street.and whoever reads this will alwaysbe in my heart.

A Memory
Sail away , On a carpet made of memories , Holding on , To everything that you gave me , I say goodbye , With the heaviest of hearts , Fighting more , Would of made us fall apart , So now your there , A thousand miles away , Now im here , Missing you each day , I fall asleep , Thinking of your face , I wake to find , You are better than this place , So don't worry baby , I never stoped loving you , Don't worry baby , Theres nothing else I'd rather do , And all the things that we , say we can't control , All this time , We knew it in our souls , I always picked the road less traveled on , But I always walked that empty road alone , I wonder if your happy now , Your lifes finally taken you home , I smile when I think of you , It hurts that your gone , Theres not enough dreams in forever , I know you held on , But even in your darkest hours , Like a fool I let you go , And I can't take back yesterday , Tomorrows

Dumbest Hash Ever
Hubby is a hasher ( Hash House Harriers). They get together and drink beer then run for a bit drink more beer then at the end of the run they drink a lot of beer and make accusations of their friends and make them drink a lot more. They usually end up super drunk and needing rides home. This weekend hubby and his hashing buddies are going to be doing a grab and dash hash. Two tables each with a keg on em about 1 minute apart from each other. At each table you chug 1 to 2 oz of beer. Then you dash to the next table. Back and forth till the last hasher is standing. These guys are going to be so fucked up. I certainly hope they all have designated Drivers. Cause the beer they are drinking is 8% alcohol and they are not gonna be able to drive themselves.

Oh My The Official Hot Momma Club Being Pimp Out Again
IT TIME FOR THE HOT MOMMA CLUB TO GET BLOWN OFF THE MAP! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY....... BLING ALL MOTHER'S WITH LOVE ALL DAY LONG! ~FROM ONE HOT MOMMA TO ANOTHER~ THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU~ CUTEMOMMMY82 I'

Sorrows From The Past
Sorrows From The Past by LateNiteFantasy© You cannot see beyond the scars that show they repulse you won't let it go instead you close your eyes to my pain think only of what you can gain Saying you're doing the best you can, the little you give is enough to grow strong well i'll tell you, you're wrong It's a slow death and i can't hang on Why not let me go if you can't love me beyond what you see when you refuse to go deep inside to that place i cannot hide Don't you know you kill me everyday when you look at me and turn away Could you love me without the heavy sigh, when i ask for a simple touch could you try, instead of acting like it's too much do i deserve this or do i deserve less, let my heart shrivel and die in this mess Do i live the rest of my years in this hollow pain of yearning inside my soul burnin' for a touch, a look eyes full of lust instead the stare of disgust why do you choose not to see beyond the eyes or i

I Want Your Love Everyone Plz
I KNOW THIS WONT LEVEL ME BUT MY GOD YOU GUYS HELP ME GET A LITTLE CLOSER PLZ... THESE UPPER LEVELS SUCK HARD!!!!! 3 MILL TO GO GUYS HELP THAT GO DOWN TO JUST 2 MILL. CAN WE PLZ OH GOD DON'T MAKE ME BEG. IT'S NOT PRETTY... SCRATCH THE 11:00 PART TODAY ITS 10:00 AM AND I WANT LOADS OF LOVE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO EVERY MOTHER ON EARTH.. THERES NO MORE OF A HARDER JOB THEN OURS OR ONE THATS MORE REWARDING ALSO.. COWARDS HURT WOMAN REAL MEN PROTECT THEM.. HAVE THAT IN YOUR STATUS TODAY GUYS.. THERE ARE SOME MEN ON FUBAR THATS DONT QUITE UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT PHRASE MEANS..

A Simple Touch
A Simple Touch by LateNiteFantasy© Hand reaches out for another hugs from sister or brother Child runs into your arms sends electricity that warms Hearing the contentment of lil' kittens purr as hand gently pets thru fur Prickly thorn of beautiful rose drips wet from water hose Deep belly laughter from joke the nasty itch of poison oak Sharp sting of buzzing bee the "Ouch" of skinned knee Throbbing pain of toe stub Cooling sensation of deep heating rub A mild breeze in any kind of weather The feel of black leather A swift stroke of the hair tingles from a stare Caress on face touch of lace Playful tickle from responsive fingers giddy feeling that lingers Passionate kiss illuminates erotic bliss Intimate touch from the heart the purest form of art

A Shattered Soul
A Shattered Soul by LateNiteFantasy© Soul shattered, Lying in pieces inside myself. Each shard like glass, Sharp, Covered with reflections of the past. I try to put it back together. I cut myself constantly, As I handle each piece. I tire of the pain and I stop. Time tries to heal the damage. She is unsuccessful. All I see are the reflections that lie there. I shut her out. Soul shattered. Lying in pieces inside myself. My pureness... has been my weakness... for far too long. I have known hurt... pain.... my soul has been shattered... I have been lost... but no more. O, Rain... I give myself to you... my mind... my body... my soul. I want to experience passion... lust... an existence with no inhibitions. So, come to me... blanket me... heal me... and make me yours. I welcome it.

If You Wondered What Happened To Me
Hi My FUBAR Friends and Family, I just wanted to let you know I'm alive and well, My Hubby and I have been really busy, my son is great and in general all is well.. ALL except My computer with was hit by lightning a few months back i as of yet don't have the $$$$$ to replace it but i hope to soon so for now when I can I'll pop by and say hey I miss you all so much... Stay SEXY DJ Christa

39 Flower Remedies For Every Emotion
Adapted from The Natural Way To Heal: 65 Ways to Create Superior Health by Walter Last (Hampton Roads Publishing Co., 2004). If you are living too much in the past, maybe honeysuckle will help? Gloomy? Try some mustard flower! Flower remedies represent a combination of herbalism and homeopathy. Their main therapeutic effects are found on the emotional level. The best known flower remedies are the Bach flower remedies originated in the l930s by Dr. Edward Bach, an English physician. In recent times, Australian wildflower remedies and Californian flower essences have also become available; these are sold mainly in health food stores and by various practitioners. The usual dosage of a Bach remedy is two to four drops of the composite preparation in a teaspoonful (plastic) of water at least four times daily, taken before meals and especially as the first and last thing daily. Hold this solution in your mouth and under the tongue for some time; store remedies in a cool place. R

To My Rain
Downpour Run by LateNiteFantasy© distant thunder darkness loooming in the distance no, it probably won't come this way up the hill we go booming a bit louder now little more frequent did you see that lightning? circle the building back down the hill cool strong wind cuts through the summer heat blows back the leaves clean ozone scent sky getting darker first drops of rain maybe it will come this way after all bigger drops now strong gusts through the trees step after step smiling in anticipation now it's pouring sheets of rain sweep through pick up the pace every step a cool splash water flowing off my cap brim nearby booming crack, bright light laugh with excitement let's don't go back let's keep going soaked in seconds the street is a river every step a big splash laughing like idiots raising our arms in victory over the gods of rain, lightning, and thunder soaked to the skin wet hair hanging down pasted to your smiling face t-shirt stick

What Its About
This blog will be more about my feelings on things I observe in life. I hope to have a lot to add to it soon and will try to add to it daily. Hope you will all get a deeper insight in to who I am and what I am all about.

Enraptured Fulfillment
Enraptured Fulfillment by LateNiteFantasy© kneeling at the altar of my goddess' verdant love giving thanks and praise indulging my hunger the taste of heaven the fragrance of paradise sunrise pearlescence drizzling piquance suckling, devouring pleasure traversing ardor's sublime sluice you are my everything pinnacle of fruition I cannot can not ever get enough gently stroking your hair watching you enraptured your head softly rests on my thigh mouth warm wet enveloping tongue wrapping glistening lips around muscular shaft pleasing me, directing me loving me savor my taste, my scent memorize my size dream of me when we're apart oh my love I wish it were like this forever swallow my love for you deeper swallow for you ...lost... glistening cock in your small hand eyes locked wet slow kisses ankles locked behind my back breasts pressed to the sweat of my chest sliding into you forcefully, lovingly this is where we belong you in my arm

Prom!!!
I have a question? My wife and i were to go to a concert today that lasted all day long. My daughter was asked to a Senior prom after we bought tickets to the concert months ago! My wife and oldest daughter went to the concert and i stayed at home with my daughter so as she had one of her parents here to see her off. Now here is the Question.... who do you think should have stayed with our daughter? I say both of us!!! What do you think?

What Am I Doing Wrong?
I have done everything i can to get ppl in my lounge. I buy drinks, i'm super nice, and i'm in there all day long. I have made bulletins, sent out invites, i even blogged it. There is no drama in my lounge at all n i dunno i'm just thinking i'm done with it. I dunno what else to do. What am I doing wrong?

Life's Little Things
SOMETIMES WE EXPECT SO MUCH,WHEN IN REALITY WE SHOULD ONLY SEE WHAT WE SHOULD HAVE.A CHILD WANTS A PIECE OF CANDY,ENDS UP WITH A BAG FULL.A MOTHER WANTING A BABY,AND NOW THE HOUSE IS FILLED WITH PITTER PATTERS OF LITTLE FEET.THE FATHER,ASK TO KEEP THINGS AFLOAT.SO HIS FAMILY IS TAKEN CARE OF,AND NOW HAS THREE VEHICLES,A MORTAGE,AND HE WONDERS WHERE THE NEXT MEAL IS COMING FROM.WE SAVE FOR A VACATION,CHILDRENS COLLAGE, A HOUSE ,AND A NEW CAR,BUT WE FORGET TO SAVE,FOR THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.TODAY I TOLD SOMEONE THAT I WOULD RATHER GO FISHING THAN TO WEAR A DIAMOND RING,AND I MEANT IT.I WOULD RATHER WALK ALONG THE RIVERS EDGE,THAN TO RIDE IN A FANCY CAR.MY HOUSE ISNT FANCY.HELL A COUCH,A BED,AND A TELEVISION IS FINE WITH ME.THAN TO LIVE IN A MANSION,AND LOOK AROUND ,ROOMS EMPTY,TABLE BARE,AND LAUGHTER EXIST NONE.SOMETIMES IT ISNT WHAT YOU WANT,BUT WHAT YOU HAVE.SETTING DOWN,AND ENJOYING A CONVERSATION AT THE DINNER TABLE.LISTENING TO A CHILD'S EXCITEMENT WHEN HE HAS A GLOVE SIGNED BY

Do You Know Any Of These People
> All of these people are in the same contest and I'm sure you know one or maybe two of them . So stop by and show them a little love!! ÐJ†GØTHíÇ†GÕÐÐË§§~ 'ЯдїЙ~ *~SexyBitch~* Red ~Jersey Girl~ LilMsMaria~ BLUE EYES~ BIG FAT DADDY~ ŞħĐŴ~ DJ*BABYSCORPIO Witchie Woman~ (`._♥ Sex Kitten Slygirl ~ b1ueeyez~

Dollar, Not Supply, Causes Record Oil - Iran Offical
TEHRAN - The weak U.S. dollar is the main reason behind oil prices rising to record levels, not demand or supply factors, an Iranian Oil Ministry official was quoted as saying on Saturday. "We must be aware that it is not the price of crude oil that has risen but the dollar value that has weakened," said Mohammad Ali Khatibi, deputy director of international affairs at the National Iranian Oil Company. "Currently the prices of crude oil do not follow supply and demand and they will gain moderation in the event of improvement in (the value of) the dollar," he was quoted as saying by the Oil Ministry website Shana. Khatibi was speaking a day after U.S. crude oil futures jumped to a record above $126 a barrel, extending gains to more than 11 percent since the start of the month on fuel supply concerns and a rush of speculator buying. The steady rise in crude oil prices has turned the spotlight on the Organization of the Petroleum Exporting Countries (OPEC), which for months ha

Etruscan Goddess
Etruscan Goddess mystic and fine Black hair shining liking stars in sky Her eyes doth glow an amber green Enchantress unadultered beauty Putting me forever in her trance Dancing the dance of fine love Tell me the secrets you doth know Etruscan goddess of eternal love Lead my heart with strings of gold & beads of jewels. Fullfilling my need for of endearing love.

My Dying Dream
I trusted love one day, I feel in love with you. I had big dreams one day, and thought that they would come true. Little did I know the pain that love could bring. A blind and innocent child was I, not knowing anything. One day I woke up to reality and watched you walk away. I seemed so lost, the world so black, that cold and ugly day. I found that love is many things, from loneliness to pain. And now I have found one thing out, Love is no GAME! Dorothy Ronell Parenti Copyright ©2008 Dorothy Ronell Parenti

Abused Part4
FUNNY THING IS THAT 29,000.00 TOOK HER 5 YEARS OF BLOOD,SWEAT,AND TEARS.HE GOT MARRIED TO THE MOTHER OF HIS CHILDREN,AND HIGH SCHOOL SWEETHEART.OH DID I FORGET TO MENTION WHILE SHE WAS HAVING CHEMO HE WAS PRODUCING CHILDREN.AND THAT ENGAGEMENT RING SHE TOOK OFF OF HER FINGER IS NOW PLACE ON HER NEXT TO HER WEDDING BAND.WOW WOULDNT MARRY HER AND THEY WAS TOGTEHR FOR 20 YEARS BUT,IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.HE IS MARRIED TO ANOTHER.BUT I DID HEAR THAT HE IS NOW BEATIN HER AFTER A DRUNK SPELL.ONCE A HITTER ALWAYS A HITTER.ANYWAY.SCARS AND ALL,SHE GOT HERSELF A LITTLE APARTMENT IN A GHOSTLIKE TOWN,AND BEGAN TO LIVE AGAIN,AND SLEEPING WAS BETTER.THAT WENT ON FOR ABOUT FOUR MONTHS.HER LIFE WAS GETTING BETTER,THEN SHE GOT STUPID AGAIN.SHE GOT ON THIS WEBSITE,THANK TO A FRIEND,AND GOT TALKING TO A COWBOY,A SWEET TALKER.A LADIES MAN AND SHE BELIEVED EVERYTHING HE SAID.YOU KNOW WHAT,YOU CAN SAY ANYTHING ON A COMPUTOR,AND AT THE END OF THE DAY.GO CLICK.IT IS ACTION PURE ACTION,THAT YOU BELIEVE IN.ANYWA