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I Miss Her
Its late at night and here I am Thinking if you're ok Hoping that with my arms I can hold you again Never thought I would feel this way Missing you so much it actually hurts Where are you haven't seen you in days I feel lonely like if I had lost my best friend Closing my eyes I can picture your smile How your hair looks and how happy you are Loving the way that with just one dream I can actually be with an amazing human being Hugging her or kissing her, name anything What I know that it seems to bring me Out of this misery that I seem to be living Wondering if her parents are being mean Making her work too hard till she screams Wish I could fly to wherever she is Take her with me away from her family That they seem to make her so unhappy She thinks I don't care enough about her When the truth is that she is The reason why every night I cant go to sleep I miss you so much where you are baby Come back to me So my heart can peacefully start beating again Now t

Late Night Reading!!!!
For years now, a group of my friends and I have been getting together once a month to play "Bunco", a friendly dice game. We are all close to the same age and it is really just an excuse to get together, socialize and have some fun with "the girls." One particular evening proved to be a very pleasurable time for myself and my friend Kelly. We are both married and have been good friends for a long time. Several years ago when our children were much younger, the "Bunco Club" was an excuse to get away from our families for an evening. Each of the Bunco Club members would take turns hosting the monthly gathering and come up with different prizes and other fun activities. Husbands and children of the hostess would disappear for the evening so we could talk about anything and everything. Somewhere along the line, we began watching x-rated videos at our Bunco parties. I'm not even sure how that practice got started, but we would watch them, laugh at the poor acting an

Gangstas Life
shame some people have taken my poems that i wrote and claimed them as there own damn atleast give me credit for my life in writing!! **GANGSTAS LIFE** People laugh and criticize. But they realy dont know about Gangsta's lives. Out on the streets struggling to surrvive. Its all fun and games through outsiders eyez. Hustling and fighting to stay alive. A pretty young girl who finnaly found pride. We all have our reasons for joining this life. Some join by choice but most have no say. Raised in the ghetto growing up as prey. So wipe your tears and dry your eyes. Your in a gang now no one hears your cries. You have a new family a new life to live. When just like they say love is blind. You tend to forget the biological family you left behind. While you were out hurting yourself and others. She sat at home crying your loving Mother. Blinded by violence what can I say. I to was nothing but prey. Stuck in a life I now regret. My heads filled with memories I'll ne

Wrote This To My Bf, Sounds So Corny!
u know so many days i have wondered if this is all a dream, the love i feel for you and the strength you give me. will i wake up one day and it be gone? or will i have you forever? I used to think that love was a game and people were the pawns. now i feel that love is so real and so valuable that if you really love someone you must give all your love away to that person and have the chance of getting your heartbroken. Well with you I have given all my love, my beliefs and my faith. You are the first man that has ever been able to capture me like this and for that I will be forever faithful to you. You came into the darkest time in my life and you as one man Rudi have filled my days with sunshine and hope. I swear to God that you are all I want out of this life. the opportunity to be able to grow with you, laugh with you, nurse you when your sick and give the world to, thats what I want with you. For better or worse in this lifetime, what ever it may be I want to spend it with you. You

Im Not Ignoring You
Sorry I know that people are writing to me in my shoutbox and sometimes I am able to write back and other times I am not. I moved and now am living out of the area to recieve high speed so am stuck with dial up which really really sucks. It takes forever for things to load up on here which makes it difficult to rate and comment bomb but I am trying my hardest to help my family with the leveling and the contests. I am slowly getting this done, just don't give up on me. I am still here and still trying to get things done :)

Trinity's Top Tens Coming June 29!!
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Disco Biscuits
I wrote a song for my band the other day, im in a progressive house band and pretty much everything we write is in 4/4 beat but i wrote a song in 12/8 which is more like a zz top kind of rhythm or something more like the blues than dance music. Anyway, the guys in my band were just totally amazed and blown away that it was actually possible to write a dance track that wasnt in the standard 4/4 rhythm, they treated me like i had just invented the wheel or something. Other than that there isnt much happening these days, i work way too much and usually just spend my free time asleep.

Stripper Pole
In the middle of nowhere is the little town of Brentwood. One of those blink & you’ve missed it places. Brentwood does have one very bright spot the Wild Idol. The Wild Idol is a new bar that manages to be comfortable & familiar. . The club has one outstanding feature ( aside from the very busty & friendly bartenders), a stripper pole. Someone said it was a regulation stripper pole. I wondered what those regulations could be. Isn’t a pole a pole? Would there be a required diameter, rigidity , slickness of surface? Ahhh life’s little mysteries. Front & center stage it’s smooth surface conjures images of sex & sin. For 2 sets the pole beckoned but no one answered the call. Finally 1 brave soul reached for it & the floodgates burst. A couple of women really knew what they were doing. Strength, skill, easy grace & an aura of intense sexuality. Those that didn’t hav

Silhouettes & You
You were my world, my occassional pain left me behind alone in the rain drunk with your residue i lie here waiting, stretched out and bruised as my existence is fading moondancing silhouettes were my friends and my foes they calm yet they taunt they amplify my woes "close your eyes sweetheart, let dream take you down, the wall is our dancefloor it was ours since sundown" the silhouttes and you are so much the same you love me, you suck me in then you make me insane. you'd love me at night then you'd be gone tomorrow they'd dance for me all night then hide under my pillow there's a difference, after all between the silhouettes and you they don't break my heart they just do what they do so just write the word "love" on a piece of scratch paper i'll bury it with your smile. and mark it "R.I.P Heartbreaker"

Moments
There's moments in your life that make you, that set the course of who you're gonna be. Sometimes they're little, subtle moments. Sometimes... they're not. Bottom line is, even if you see 'em coming, you're not ready for the big moments. No one asks for their life to change, not really. But it does. So what are we, helpless? Puppets? No. The big moments are gonna come. You can't help that. It's what you do afterwards that counts. That's when you find out who you are.

My Wishlist
I have decided since I have so many damn desires, I would post my wishlist. This isn`t saying I wish for people to buy me things, I dont expect anything, I`ve actually never had anything sent to me in my lifetime to begin with. But rather posting this to look back on the stuff I once wanted and see if I ever managed to make the money to get the things. My Amazon.Com Wishlist. Of course, I would adore for you to check it out *smiles*

Official Fallouts Reminder
Just a reminder that tomorrow is saturday and we ask that all Fallouts wear their Fallouts tag. If you dont have a Fallouts yet please let me know and we will get you taken care of. Remember Official Fallouts Rule #1 1) When we get a tag, we ask that you wear it on Saturday. heres links to get your tags if you arent there let us know please. Team Tagz Old Tagz Thanks Mark Blue Team Manager

Whats Love....
Have you ever really thought...what is love...? Could one find that special someone, their true love... It is so hard to believe people and have trust in them. I am a great example because i have been hurt so many times. I fell for people I thought cared about me, but what ended up happening was they were only playing with my heart to get me where it hurts the most. So yes my heart cant take no more heartbreak cuz it feels like i can die. I am teaching myself to guard my heart, and trying to show a friend to as well, because she has gotten hurt to. She has watched me fall head over heels for these guys and then get stabbed in the heart..

Calissta's Cauldron - Week Two
Sicilian Streghe & Strega For those of you who wish to learn about La Vecchia Religione (The Old Religion), you are in the right place. Strega literally means witch in Italian, and is the practice of pagan rituals such as the occult and Wicca, better known as witchcraft. Strega is a female witch, Stregone is a male witch, collectively, they would be referred to as Streghe or Stregheria. The are not to be mistaken with the cult such as satanism or anything remotely related. It does however, have the belief of ancient gods and goddesses. Long before Christianity was made legal and dominated all of Italy and the world, Pre-Etruscan Italians had mysterious and magic practices and teachings which were further developed and refined by the Etruscans around 1000BC. The rise of the Roman Empire as well as other factors began to influence Italian religion. While all pagan religions were soon stomped out by the rise of Christianity, one of the most common remnants of this s

Going Out Tonight! Hellz Yeah!!!
ok so like me and a couple of friends of mine are going out to a gay club called the v-bar and i'm soooo hoping all goes well. last time i went out there i almost got in a fight with some drunk dyke, but anyway. i will let you guys know how it went next time i'm online:) wish me luck!

Stalker On The Prowl
::Just So We Are Clear:: Stalker:: 1. to pursue or approach prey, quarry, etc., stealthily. Prowl:: 1. to rove or go about stealthily, as in search of prey, something to steal, etc. Due To My Most Recent Stalker And Her Friends I Have Made All My Pics Private. And The Picture You See Now Will Be My Default Until I Decide Its Not Necessary. I Am Not Into Playing Games.. ANYONE Reading This Who Thinks I AM Dont Go Away Mad Just Go Away. This Is All The Time I Am Wasting On This BiOtch. Now Back To Your Regular Programming.. Thanks {{Hugs}} & {{Kisses}} .•*´¨`*• .♥♥Stephanie♥♥.•*´¨`*•.¸

Love Is....
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I long to feel for someone each and everyday. Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is great emotion, that keeps us going strong. I love with all my heart, my body,and my soul. I love the way I keep loving like a love I can't control. So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, and will pour my entire soul into you right from the very start....

Recipes For Sexcess!!!
We all have recipes for one thing or another. A favorite dessert, main dish, appetizer and even some yummy finger foods. But what about some recipes for sex??? Have you ever taken a recipe and tweeked it?, added a lil of this and a touch of that?, or added more or less of your own "Spices"? Well here is my own Sex Recipe and because I adore you all sooo much...I am going to share the secret!!! Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4. Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results, continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is

Drugs And Stupid Sexual Propositions...
I'm about two shades of positive that the man who continuously called me throughout the day is a crack head sort of person. And dern it! I'm tired of being propositioned. Just for your 10-43, people, I don't live my life pining for the moment your penis finds its way into any orifice I may or may not possess. Yes, I know you're absolutely the best lover in the entire world. I know that you'll do things to my body that I've never even imagined, let alone experienced. I know you'll go boldly where no man has gone before. There's so much to you. I understand all of this and more and yet, I just can't bring myself to spread my legs for you, virtually or otherwise. Stop asking. Go e-mail some poor nymphomaniac from Slovakia (Slovakia has no real bearing on this conversation, but I like the way it sounds...)

The Thief In The Night
THE THIEF IN THE NIGHT By rattdoll I am lying in bed, trying to get comfy and get some sleep. I hear a noise in the other room. I just figure it’s one of my cats messin around, causing trouble with one of the others. I didn’t pay much attention to it, until the banging kept on and getting louder. I get up to see what’s going on. Damn those cats, I thought. I walk into the living room in just my purple nightie, and you were standing there. I was about to scream when you rush towards me and pin me up to the wall and put a hand over my mouth. “Just be quiet and I won’t hurt you,” you say to me. I shake my head yes so you know that I understand. You take a hold of my arm and lead me into the kitchen and set me in a chair. I look into your eyes to see if I can tell what your intentions are. I noted that you eyed me right back, and there was a hint of a hunger in your expression as you appraised me. I could tell you were both clever and dang

My Best Friend On "da Tap."
Greetings everyone! Hope all is well. This particular blog may seem a bit one-sided to you but I have to express how I feel and respect a special person I have met here on CT. If you have every really looked at my profile you will see a particular woman that leaves myself quite a few shouts. She is consistantly always caring about me and always having my back, either through the good times or the worse. I have had a few of the worse if you have read my blogs. This woman means alot to me and words really cannot express how much she means to a simple person such as myself. I will give it a shot. If were not for the fact of us being seperated by a little over a thousands miles between us I would consider this lady to be the "answer" to my quest for the perfect woman. She is intelligent, bright, smart, sexy, HOT, caring, nuturing cheerful, giving, considerate, spicy, smiling, beautiful, patient, and any other adjective that you would use to describe a person you could see yourself with for

If I Let You Hit It
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 3. Would you talk dirty to me? 4. Would you kiss me with a little or a lot of tongue? 5. Would you go down on me? 6. Would you let me go down on you??? 7. Would you give me a hickey?? 8. How many rounds would we go? 9. What would you wanna do afterwards? 10. Would you take off all your clothes for me? 11. Would you lick and bite me all over? 12. Would you like foreplay or get straight to the point? 13. Would you take your time if I told you to? 14. Would you fall asleep when we were done? 15. Would you want to go fast or slow? 16. Where would you wanna "do it" at? 17. Would you be loud or quiet? 18. Do you think you could make me have an orgasm? 19. Are you gonna re-post these so I can answer them for you? 20. Would you fuck TODAY? EMAIL ME - Sixxy - & Let me know what you would do if I let you hit it. GIRLS REPOST AS "IF I LET U HIT IT" GUYZ REPOST AS

Read This Dammit
AHHHHHHHHHH! GO SEE 1408!!!! DO IT DAMMIT!!!!! GRRRRRRR i loveded ittt!!!!!! xxDDDD cept a couple parts... but still... go see it.... have a blast... i totally reccomend it... but make sure there are alot of white people there (srry not tryin to be rascist ... im not... i really am not...i luv u guys!!!)

Its A Kentucky Thang
Glitter Text I Thought This Was Cute I Hope You Enjoy This There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in Kentucky. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in Kentucky plus a couple no one's seen before. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites. Onced and twiced are words. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy. People actually grow and eat okra. Fixinto is one word. There is no such thing as "lunch." There is only dinner and then there is supper. Iced tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." DJeet? is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're done or it's too dark to see. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them. YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM Kentucky IF: You measure distance in minutes. You've ever

Liars
so they say these blogs can be for getting ur frustrations out so here i am because yes im frustrated no actually im pissed off to anyone out there thats not married STAY THAT WAY.so much easier to walk the fuck out no papers to sign no court u can just fuckin leave .ive finally figured it out no love no hurt.so how do u learn not to love

Bs
You tell a man one thing and he assumes, that it means you want nothing to do with him. What's that about. Then he barely talks to you cause he knows that it won't go any further. What's that about? Whatever...I don't have time for this, and it's annoying and it just destroys my good spirits. I need a stiff one. And I don't mean a dick. I don't know why I allow him to make me feel this angry. It wasn't going anywhere in the first place, and it certainly won't go anywhere now. That part has been established. I don't get it, and I guess I just needed to bitch about.

A Question With No Answer?
So im comming to think certain friends r feeding me more lies.Ive seen certain signs,perhaps lines or stories.I dont want to accuse them incase I jepordize whatever it is we have,however if what we have is 'Special' why would I question my 'friend'? Im rather lost,which is weird for me cuz i always have an answer for everything and for everyone,but this stumps me. All I can say is I really hope its just me being a paranoid cock,and this better all be wrong,cuz if i get fucked over one more time I swear to fuck I will be so mad. Why cant people just be fuckin faithful for once.Whats with all these head games?Now i kno its hard for people to be normal these days,but its really not that hard.Take ur head out of ur ass,have a heart and stop tellin lies that hold so much 'fake emotion'. I dont want to be right again and scrape my heart off of the floor.

I Am Cursed..
...With having a fetish for womens' feet in nylons,stockings,fishnets,white socks,knee his,sneakers,heels,sandals...oh the misery. What does a guy have to do just to get stepped on these days? (trying to get an angry mob of women after me has thus far been unsuccessful,lol). Other than that, hope u all have an awesome weekend! love me to pieces.. Me.. ]>-)>

June 22, 2007
Isnt this just great...they tell me I have to be patient...lol A potentially life-changing piece of information comes your way, but only when you're not frantically searching for it. Relax and go about your daily routine. When you're ready to hear it, it will arrive.

Prayer For My Mother
Dear God, Now that I am no longer young, I have friends whose mothers have passed away. I have heard there sons and daughters say they never fully appreciated their mothers until it was too late to tell them. I am blessed with the dear mother who is still alive. I appreciate her more each day. My mother does not change, but i do. As I grow older and wiser, I realize what an extraordinary person she is. How sad that i am unable to speak these words in her presence, but they flow easily from my pen. How does a daughter begin to thank her mother for life itself? For the love, patience and just plain hard work that go into raising achild? For running after a toddler, for understanding a moody teenager, for tolerating a college student who knows everything? For waiting for the day when a daughter realizes her mother really is? How does a grown woman thank for a mother for continuing to be a mother? For being ready with advice ( when asked ) or remaining silent when it is most ap

History Of The Hawaiians Islands!!!!!
HISTORY OF THE HAWAIIANS ISLAND!!! Date: Tue, 5 Sep 2006 18:58:48 +0000 Early Days The history of the islands before their discovery by Captain James Cook, in 1778, is obscure. This famous navigator, who named the islands in honor of the earl of Sandwich, was received by the natives with many demonstrations of astonishment and delight; and offerings and prayers were presented to him by their priest in one of the temples; and though in the following year he was killed by a native when he landed in Kealakekua Bay in Hawaii, his bones were preserved by the priests and continued to receive offerings and homage from the people until the abolition of idolatry. At the time of Cook's visit the archipelago seems to have been divided into three distinct kingdoms: Hawaii; Oahu and Maui; and Lanai and Molokai. Kamehameha Unifies the Islands On the death of the chief who ruled Hawaii at that time there succeeded one named Kamehameha (1736-1819), who appears to have been a man of qu

100
You can be like thats real, thats fake all you want! But i know! I know! If its that 100. I mean you act like its a... test or sumthin. Even when you a child you know a hug or a kiss is genuine you know what im sayin so. Cut that shit out! N i can't trip cuz i know ppl think the same bout me BUT! Those that know...know that im 100. 100% 100 full 100 me! No matter what that shit might be... thats him! I mean that me!

Duet
come dance once more with me my grief filled bride i wish to hold you dear i want you here and in the grave moon light, i feel you there come on now take my hand my life less love i want you here with me to hold you close i hear you call for me, i know your there my pain grows stronger now since your not here i wish to join your rest i wish to die come and take my life away, i wish not to breath now poison stay my heart ill see you soon i close my eyes to life to be with you now im in your arms, forever more...

Sorry For Being Gone So Long...
hey guys, i know i've been gone a while... i'm sorry i haven't kept in touch as much as i should have... i have no net at my place. i love you and miss you all and hopefully i'll be up and running here sometime in the near future. :::hugsNkisses::: to everyone. i'll be back soon... i promise. love, cola

The Pics That Were Rated Nsfw
Hey all, Well I am not here to slam, just to provide information. It seems one or more of you "so called friends." Have felt the need to mark a lot of my pics NSFW-- Soooo I contacted CT Support, and asked them why, and how it could be removed. They sent me to a bouncer- This bouncer went through ALL Of my pictures. He clearned MOST of them up---there were a few that I had marked myself, seeing nipples, and possibly other things. Lol, I want to thank whom ever it was, because to be honest, I was aware that they may be walking the line. He let me know FOR SURE what it was that was over the line. If you report them again, I will simply go back to him, and he will unmark it- Its up to you---why waist your time? and thiers! Kiss

25 Candles....call The Fire Dept
As my 25th birthday looms closer and closer....down to about 48 hours now....I have been searching for some iota in my past that proves I have crossed over to the land of Adult. I think this has been the cause of my insomnia the past few weeks. What have I done? My sleep is peppered with things that I should NOT have done. It's like I'm drowning and my life is flashing before my eyes. Except all I seem to see are speed bumps and me running blindly into walls of uncoolness. I thought when I turned 21, I would have all the answers. Instead, I have fewer answers and seek to learn more. I only appear to be the responsible adult in a room full of 13 year olds. What I want to do is shoot hoops with them, learn all the new vernacular and see just what they like about their music. They have taught me so much this past year....but I crave more. So to this I say to the world: -I still want to hang upside down on the parallel bars during recess and feel my hair hanging over my e

Surveys
Well...Here is something that is a pet peeve of mine on here...It would seem that all the surveys on here for 10,000 Cherry Points are for US residents only and so I can't participate in any...I am limited to in the things I can do on here because of it... That means the amount of gifts I can give people is severely limited by the Cherry Tap policy or whomever's policy it is.... What do you guys think?

Its Freaky How Accurate They Are Sometimes!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For June 23,2007 Know your limits. The problem is you're so endlessly gracious and welcoming that sometimes people think you're always available, like a 24-hour supermarket. Disabuse them (nicely) of that notion.

Friends, Lovers, And Aquaintances Part 1
I am sure that the few that have looked at my previous blog about cams and bullshit took note that in it, I put something about the few people that I am seeing in it. This is my blog on that: I am kinda seeing someone right now, but he lives a state away from me. He doesn't know what he wants from this relationship and though I love the hell out of him, I don't know much about it, either. I want to be with him, for there really is love in this, but he is younger than I and he is also planning on moving to Texas here sooner or later, for both work and college. Now I'm all for that, if he can get there and get it, but he doesn't think that that long of a distance will work for us. I think and believe it can, but like I said, he doesn't know... Enter in two friends of mine that are very close to me and my heart. I will not mention their names, but they know who they are. They are seeing each other and they are separated over 6000 miles. They have made their relationship work and I

Friends, Lovers, And Aquaintances Part 2
Like I stated before, part 2 would happen as I would be just sitting here and thinking... Dragon....Alex....I have known you for some time now, have cared more than I wanted to admit to, and I know that you care in return. All the long nights on the phone, the fun in the sites that we run in, everything...I won't ever forget that when I am alone. I hope that you understand that you are a good friend. Just please don't be mad if I tell you not to want to come and see me, even if the disease puts me back in the hospital. I don't want anyone to see me like that...even if I am dying. Tifa...Sarah!!! I could NEVER forget you

Daddy's Poem
Body: Don't read without tissues because it will make you cry if you have a heart.. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the

Where Are The Hotties? Here!
Welcome to the SHC home of the Southern Hotties Crew We'd love to have the hottest of the hot come and play in the Southern Hotties Lounge! Please check it out and become part of the family! Recruiting, Southern Belles (Hostesses/Greeters) and Security! We feature two radio stations here...For Rock, Excalibur plays automatically! For country, pause Excalibur and click Outlaw Radio!

The Sword A Poem Written By Me
THE SWORD I am the instrument of death; Designed to make you end your breath; Like a razor bright and sharp; My only goal to pierce your heart; I do not know right from wrong; I only know that I am strong; I am a tool designed to fight; A tool that must be held with might; I fight in light I fight in dark; My point will always find its mark; I was forged to keep you well; And send your enemies to hell; To hold me in battle you must be brave; Only then your life I'll save; No coward may take hold my grip; For from your hand I'll surely slip; And as I slip in to the mud; I watch as you are drained of blood; Until I'm taken up once more; To even up another score.

Another Day In My Life!
Another chapter in my life. I hope is finally over. My ex hubby is moving... Yeah! I am very happy that now he is going to be 2 hours away unstead of an hour away. I just wish that he would move far far away so I dont have to deal with him. That he will sign over my kids and I can have them to myself. He is only a sperm donor to them. He doesnt take care of them when he has them. He passes them off on other people. I am sick of it. They need a stable place and I know that I am the one that can give it. Not him. He says he wants to take me back to court and fight for every saturday and sunday but the court wont take that I know it.

Question To Myself
this question to myself is odd cause i already know the answer but do i really want to trouble seems to follow my family but do i want to go away from them do i leave disappear like the gypsy i am or do i stay and tough it out as i have done before but i am tired and thats part of the problem with fighting everyday to jsut keep my sister safe and not have anything that has happen to me happen to her but i know if i do disappear then she wont have someone to confide in and she needs me i might not being going through waht she is now but i went through other things and am stronger for it now i jsut need to keep going and not give up i've never quit before and i won't quit now.

Cam....
What is it with you *uckers? Can't a woman get up on a Sat. morning, and not turn on cam? Damn, you men need to think a bit, I might want to pick my nose, or scratch my ass, let alone not be dressed in my own opinion, to show everyone...Gessh BACK OFF! It's suppose to be something one GIVES to you, not you ask! I get asked about 55x a day....then if I ever do cam, you men give instructions on what you want to see or me to do, not even thinking there maybe and mostly are quite a few of you watching and ALL of you telling me what to do. I wish now I'd never gotten a cam...thanks some of you men! You've managed to take the joy out of it for me.

The Etiquette Of Outdoor Cooking
After four long months of cold and winter, we are finally coming up to spring and BBQ season. Therefore, it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this outdoor cooking ritual, as it's the only type of cooking a real man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ, the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine: 1. The woman buys the food 2. The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert 3. The Woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the Man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand Here comes the important part: 4. THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL More routine: 5. The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutl

Lyrics To My Favorite Song
This song is for all of us who love someone overseas...... different era but same feelings I know a lot of u hate the artist but the song is whats important here..... "Travelin' Soldier" Two days past eighteen He was waiting for the bus in his army green Sat down in a booth in a cafe there Gave his order to a girl with a bow in her hair He's a little shy so she gives him a smile And he said would you mind sittin' down for a while And talking to me, I'm feeling a little low She said I'm off in an hour and I know where we can go So they went down and they sat on the pier He said I bet you got a boyfriend but I don't care I got no one to send a letter to Would you mind if I sent one back here to you Chorus: I cried Never gonna hold the hand of another guy Too young for him they told her Waitin' for the love of a travelin' soldier Our love will never end Waitin' for the soldier to come back again Never more to be alone when the letter said A soldier's comin

It's Offical! We Just Broke Up For Good!!
Well it's over with me and E. He isn't meant for me. He wants to still be friends but I'm not sure I can hang out with him knowing every time I look at him it's gonna hurt like hell. I may not be myself for the next little bit and I'm sorry but some times life just sucks hard!!!

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Big Boys Don't Cry
''Big Boys don't cry'' Remember that being said As tears poured down my face Crazy thoughts ran through my head ''Big Boys don't cry Don't show any emotion Keep your woes hidden Don't show that you're broken'' ''Big Boys don't cry'' Is all I remember being told Right from an early age I was taught to be cold Now the floodgates have opened Tears fall down like rain That phrase runs through my head Each time it brings more pain So I guess I'm still a child 'Cause all I do now is cry Holding my head in my hands Wondering when I will die Guess I'm just a little Boy Letting out an audible sigh Feeling all alone in this world Knowing big Boys don't cry

A Good Thought For Any Day Or Holiday
THE FINAL INSPECTION (Military) The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny,

This Is So True
This morning I told my supervisor that I was coming to see him. I had finally had it and was throwing in the towel on my emergency medical career. I was fed up with always being tired, tired of never getting fed, sick of being plagued by sick people who really aren't, supervisors who really don't, co-workers who sometime won't, professionals who aren't, and drunks who are... constantly. The week started out very typically on Monday morning. I overslept, and in trying to shave, brush my teeth, shower, and cook breakfast all at the same time, I managed to cut my face, slip on a bar of soap, scorch my best (my only) skillet, and catch my breakfast, and almost my, kitchen on fire. I arrived late to work still bleeding around the neck area, only to be harassed by the opposite shift, who wanted to know why I was never on time. (This from the guy who conned me into working for him so he could attend his aunt's funeral. His poor aunt died 11 times last year). My partner, Dave, and

More Meaningless Stuff ...
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past, stop planning the future, stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel, stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel, sometimes we just have to go with it, whatever happens, happens.

Midnight Sun
Arrived in Sweden just in time to celebrate Midsumer´s Night. Much fun, food, and drink for all! At midnight the sky was still noticeably light in the west and soon (12:30) it was daylight again as the celebration went on. Now the days get shorter, but I will go north so the effect may not be apparent. Having a great time and hope you are all well and happy. Thanks for all the messages and good wishes, even if I am unable to answer you directly. I will make up for it when I return. Cherry love, J

Broken Poetry Song Or Prose
So here I sit, Striving for the poetry that usually pours so freely from heart to hand; pen to paper. Maybe my poetry is broken like my heart and so much else. Maybe I'm doomed to prose my thoughts my gift of rhyme and juxtaposition lost, like my soul mate, my heart and my family. Don't know what happened to my Miss Independant maybe Kelly's right and I fell in love took a chance and followed my heart even though I knew my downfall would ensue Tina had it right, what's love got to do with it? Sometimes I wish I could just amalgamate all those songs into one that writes it all. A few lines of Miss Independant, followed by a dash of Your So Vain, a sprinkle of Sober, Crawling, Break Stuff, Bodies and Last Resort, then cover the entire conflagaration With A Broken Wing. All the while wishing I were Comfortably Numb as tears that fall silently from my eyes scream out the loudest song of pain and loss their only sound, the sad plop of tears on a page Singi

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1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.) 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A 13.)Q. What would we do if we were stuck in an elevator? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.)A. 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.)A. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.)A. 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.)A. 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.)A. 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.)A. 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would i

Why Men Are Never Depressed
Men Are Just Happier People What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. ! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jar

Hot And Fresh
I totally bought a new bra last night. it's light pink and dark pink.It's really pretty. And I don't even like pink so i';m not sure why i got it. oh oh oh oh o ohhhh I'm getting new glasses. they are purple with some pink and white.pretty awesome. pretty damned fucking sure i'm gonna be taking pictures with them. which i never,or rarely, take pictures with my glasses on. but oh well. I'm excited.

Am I Strange ????
I am almost 30, and I am single.. Which to some would be horrible, but to me, its not.. Call me crazy but I love my friends(the VERY few I have), and I love my son, he rocks, and really right now that is all I need. So, FOR THE LAST TIME, I am not strange cause I dont want to meet a man and live happily ever after. My happily ever after will come, when its damn good and ready. Quit trying to rush me!! THE END !! LOL !!

6-23-07
THIS IS JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I WILL BE OFFLINE FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS. I AM LEAVING IN A FEW HOURS TO DRIVE TO CHARLESTON TO FINISH GETTING THINGS SITUATED. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL HAVE LOTS OF FUN AND NO DRAMA WHILE I AM GONE. WELL I GUESS THAT IS ALL FOR NOW SO I WILL POST ANOTHER BLOG WHEN I RETURN SO I GUESS THIS IS TTFN. CHAT WITH YOU ALL LATER!!

Bartenders Psychology:
Bartenders Psychology: Before you order a drink in public, you should read this! Seven New York City bartenders were asked if they could nail a woman's personality based on what she drinks. Though interviewed separately, they concurred on almost all counts. The results: Drink: Beer Personality: Causal, low-maintenance; down to earth. Your Approach: Challenge her to a game of pool. Drink: Blender Drinks Personality: Flaky, whiny, annoying; a pain in the ass. Your Approach: Avoid her, unless you want to be her cabana boy. Drink: Mixed Drinks Personality: Older, more refined, high maintenance, has very picky taste; knows EXACTLY what she wants. Your Approach: You won't have to approach her. If she's interested, she'll send YOU a drink............................................. Drink: Wine (does not include White Zinfandel) Personality: Conservative and classy; sophisticated yet giggles. Your Approach: Tell her you love to travel and spend quiet evenings with friends.

Sculptor
perhaps if i just chip away at this one, seemingly flawed particle i'll create a masterpiece? and maybe if i just file this edge down a classic, will be unleashed? potentially, if i take scissors to that side voila! a unique collage? just a little more color there and there you have it, a masterful mirage? i wonder if that dig was too deep do you consider this piece catchy? i'm attempting to portay my uniqueness here wouldn't want my art, viewed as sketchy if i nail this part, to that one will my mission be complete? if i paste these pieces together like a puzzle will one stay stunned, and look at it on repeat? will i attain adoration for my work even if, it is etched and complete, yet still possesses a flaw? will others overlook the beauty in my mistake whether intentional or not, will they stand in awe? if i glue on some more sparkly shit and shine it up real pretty for viewing will the authenticity be compromised and, my art, wil

Hero Stands Tall
Hero stands tall and commanding, suited in his armour, Bitten by rust, that ferrous red-brown dust. His great shadow looms and stretches across the craggy landscape That cowers in all its epic grandeur. The sun climbs higher - A reduced stature of a lone figure swallowed whole Hero laughs - tosses his head back in wild free laughter, Unsheathes and draws the broad sword of tarnished metal His glimmer in the eyes should have reflected in the sword, would have could not. Now, with a primal roar, he lays his life down, Heroic in all his vows to die. Hero charges - welcomes the battle that is not his The battle that is fought for him, A tear A rip A piercing A stabbing Where is he amidst the blood? Still drawing gazes with his cloak of chivalry upon clean steed, A thousand miles from the war-torn lands They all stare, in rapt admiration For he is the hero The Hero Heroic In his fiction

Don't Lie To Your Mother
Mrs. Smith had always suspected her son, Mike, was having an intimate relationship with his roommate, Jennifer. One night, Mike invites his mother over for dinner. All thru the night, Mrs. Smith watched Mike and Jennifer interact, and was pretty sure there was more than met the eye. Mike saw his mother watching them and assured her that they were just roommates. A few nights later, Jennifer went to Mike with a problem. "Ever since your mother was here for dinner, I have been unable to find the gravy ladle. Do you think she took it?" Mike replied, "I doubt it, but I'll e-mail her and ask her anyway." Mike sat down at the computer and composed the following e-mail: Dearest Mother, I'm not saying you did take the gravy ladle, and I'm not saying you did not take the gravy ladle. But the fact remains, since you were here for dinner, we have been unable to find the ladle. Love always, Mike Two days later, Mike received the following reply from his mother: Dearest Michael, I

The Story
Brandi Carlile The Story All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell them to It's true...I was made for you I climbed across the mountain tops Swam all across the ocean blue I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules But baby I broke them all for you Because even when I was flat broke You made me feel like a million bucks Yeah you do and I was made for you You see the smile that's on my mouth Is hiding the words that don't come out And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed They don't know my head is a mess No, they don't know who I really am And they don't know what I've been through like you do And I was made for you... All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything Wh

A Very Special Story
THE POSTAL SERVICE NO ONE HEARS ABOUT Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey. She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to Heaven, God would recognize her. She dictated and I wrote: Dear God, Will you please take special care of our dog, Abbey? She died yesterday and is in heaven. We miss her very much. We are happy that you let us have her as our dog even though she got sick. I hopethat you will play with her. She liked to play with balls and swim before she got sick. I am sending some pictures of her so that when you see her in heaven you will know she is our special dog. But I really do miss her. Love, Meredith Claire P.S. Mommy wrote the words after I told them to her. We put that in an envelope with two pictures of Abbey, and addressed it to God in Heaven. We put our return address on it. Then Meredith s

Sad But True
Its taken two months and ten days but someone finally pissed me off enough to block them. As Whoppie Goldberg said in Girl Interuppted, "I can take a lot of crazy shit from a lot of crazy people". Somehow I thought Id feel better knowing this person cant come to my profile or comment in my mumms or anything but strangely I feel worse. I wonder if its supposed to feel this way. I always said I wouldnt block anyone for having an opinion, and I havent. But I guess I do have a point that I can be pushed too far. I didnt know I had that. I always assumed, since I survived my ex husband trying to kill me five times, and I survived being pushed down a flight of 18 stairs by an ex boyfriend, I could handle anything anyone had to give me. Have I rambled enough for you people yet? :P

Application To Date Me!!
Application for permission to date ME This application will be incomplete and rejected unless accompanied by a complete financial statement job history, lineage, and current medical report from your doctor. 1. Name ___________________ Date of birth ___________ 2. Height __________ Weight _________ I.Q _________ G. P. A _______ 3. Social Security # ___________ Drivers License # _____________ 4. Boy Scout Rank __________________ 5. Home Address _________________ City/State ______________ Zip _____________ 6. Do you have one Male and one Female parent? ______ if not, Explain __________________ 7. Number of years your parents have been married ____________ 8. Do you own a van _____ A truck with oversized tires______ A waterbed _______ Do you have an earring, nose ring, or belly button ring ______ A tattoo ______ (if "yes" to any of #8, discontinue application and leave premises.) 9. In 50 words or less,

To My Ct Hubby
Dearest Duane...Thank you for being you.. I give to you this precious gift For I have naught but this to give, A rose I hold in simple hands, To signify my love within So hard it was to choose just one For many held the beauty of you, Reflected in their crimson tones And basking in their rosy hues But oh, how one, it caught my eye Ablaze with color, apart from rest Reduced me to a breathless sigh And lured me with its lovely scent So this I chose, a single rose, Its tender petals silken smooth, And with it give this fragile heart And with it ... give my love to you XOXXO Jenna 4 Ever

~my Wings~
This is my way of asking for help..if you or anyone that you know loves art..drawing..I need you!Below is the wings of an angel that belonged to my mother..sad to say my children broke it..I want a tattoo honoring my mother..and for years I have looked for just the perfect set of wings..while in bed..I thought of this pair of wings..now I am asking everyone that i know if they can draw them for me..NOW I am asking my CT family..I know you will not let me down~hugs~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ this is a MUMM..that i posted months ago..wanted to share it with you again... OK my friends..I am having a little issue!You see I want a tattoo.BUT..not just any one will do!I have been on a hunt for a PERFECT pair of angel wings.YET nothing is what I REALLY want.You see this will be done in honor of my MOTHER..I want wings on my foot in memory of her..she spent the last year of her life in pain..not able to really walk..So my QUESTION to you..should I settle for any old

Life Without You. First Writing Ever
-:-Life Without You-:- She couldn't stand the silence, She couldn't stand the tears , She couldn't stand her life , After only fourteen years. He was her entire world, She gave him all she possessed, He did the same in return, They were thought to be obsessed. Their love couldn't be reached, Couldn't be touched by any other, From two they become one, They made each other whole. They filled each others voids, They fill each others souls. Everything was perfect, Everything was great, Til one damning day , They were told they'd have to wait. Her parents were moving her to a distant place, They'd be torn apart, Couldn't see each others face. They swore they'd make it work, Vowed to stay together, Didn't care about the distance, They'd be together forever. She gave it all she had , She did her very best, But he still slipped away, He didn't pass the test. While she was thinking of him, He had found

If Bud Abbott And Lou Costellowere Alive Today...
You have to be old enough to remember Abbott and Costello, and too old to REALLY understand computers, to fully appreciate this. If Bud Abbott and Lou Costello were alive today, their infamous sketch, "Who's on First?" ,just may have turned out something like this: COSTELLO CALLS TO BUY A COMPUTER FROM ABBOTT ABBOTT: Super Duper Computer Store. Can I help you? COSTELLO:Thanks. I'm setting up an office in my den and I'm thinking about buying a computer. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: No, the name's Lou. ABBOTT: Your computer? COSTELLO: I don't own a computer. I want to buy one. ABBOTT: Mac? COSTELLO: I told you, my name's Lou. ABBOTT: What about Windows? COSTELLO: Why? Will it get stuffy in here? ABBOTT: Do you want a computer with Windows? COSTELLO: I don't know. What will I see when I look at the windows? ABBOTT: Wallpaper. COSTELLO: Never mind the windows. I need a computer and software. ABBOTT: Software for Windows? COSTELLO: No.

Like Crap
Well on Thursday, I finally had the hip aspriation, and let me tell ya, it hurt like a bitch. I seen it all and what was going on, even seen the xrays with the needle in my hip. They tried to get some fluid but it wasn't alot either, it was less than a teaspoon....and all that to see if there is an infection...wow. Then after wards, my whole leg was numb, for 4 hours, how nuts was that. Couldn't believe it. But now i am left with a few needle mark scars, and marks in my hip. Just glad that it's over now!

What The Hell
Where to begin? I have no idea; I have been in such a bad mood lately and felt so horrible that I have been more of a complete bitch than usual. I would apologize to people except that the ones that I care about know how I am and will forgive me without the damn apology. You would think though that since I have been sick that there wouldn’t have been too much going on in my life, but oh no as with any soap opera my life never stops not even for illness. What piece of drama do I begin with? Alright let’s start with the illness since so many of you ask about that anyway. I appreciate you all wishing me well and telling me that I will feel better soon but the fact if folks that no I will not feel better. This is a viral infection of the blood stream that I have and it will never go away, it will get better in the fact that the drugs will suppress the pain and symptoms but it will never go away. I’m learning to live with it; I know it is never going away. I know that I will be o

Say Whaaa...?
Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in New Haven , Kentucky . After last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off (it was a fine, dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At last, when his was the only car left in the parking lot, he pulled out and drove slowly down the road. The police officer, havi

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I Need An I Luv Me Jacket
OK NOW I DONT GET ANYTHING ANYMORE AND I THOUGHT I HAD IT ALL FIGURED IT OUT BUT YET IT JUSTS FUCKS U OVER. AND THEN U HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAI JUST TO GET WAT U WANT AGAIN. HOPIN PRAYING THAT U GET WAT U WANT OUT OF LIFE. IT COMES THEN IT GOES. BUT FOR NOW ALL I CAN DO IS HOPE IT COMES BACK AROUND BETTER THEN IT WAS BEFORE. BUT WHO FUCKING KNOWS WATS GOIN TO HAPPEN IN LIFE THAT SHYT AIN KNOW CAKE WALK. BUT IM JUST THAT DAMN CLOSE IN JUST SAYING FUCK IT. AND JUST GIVE UP ON HOPE.AND JUST BE DEAD TO THE WORLD. HATING EVERYTHING THAT WALKS,BREATHES,THINKS,SMILES, LAUGHS, AND LUVS. BUT MAYBE IM WRONG FOR THINKIN THAT BUT I DONT CARE ANYMORE. CAN ANYONE HELP ME OR SAVE ME FORM MY FUCKED UP LIFE. OR AM I DESTAND TO TOURCHER IN HELL. JUST THINKING BOUT IT JUST MAKES MY BLOOD BOILED, AN MY SKIN CRAWL. BUT I BET SUM MAY GET IT AND SUM MAY NOT BUT DAMN I TRIED AND SHYT AINT WORKING. FOR ME AT ALL. SO JUST GIVE ME MY I LUV ME JACKET AND THROW ME IN TO A PADDED CELL. AND THROW AWAY TH

To Whom It May Concern
in the past few days ive been accused of things i did and didnt do, the things i did do..i appoligize to those involved, the things i didnt do i cant appoligize for because ive not done that which i was accused,but anyway for what its worth..im gonna be keeping a low profile for a while because im just safer that way, if i dotn talk to alot of ppl i cant b accused of saying or doing things..so yeah.

Training Continued
Well I'm up to 2km for my run now, and I have no clue what I'm biking, but I'm feeling great and on Sunday I get to meet with a trainer to help me get ready for the half iron man next year. I'm so excited!!! I might be crazy, but damn i will be in awesome shape!!! LOL

Wasted
Drank 2 much and getting over a tummy flu.. I am right now feeling like saying all those things I did not want to say to the people who have peeved me lately. Just wanted to apologize in advance for my actions.. Oh and T.O. (you know who you are) I want to lick you from head to head... MUAHS!!!

Wedding Day!!!!!!
It is 2:40am Sunday June 24th. I am just winding down from the last few frantic days. My son got married Saturday the 23rd. He gave me the daughter I never had. Jamie has the patience of a saint and she loves my son. She is a reasonably decent mother to the 3 grand kids. No body is a perfect parent. Not even me. But now I can tell every one I have a daughter-in -law. I now have bragging rites for all 3 boys. Treston is now officially a step grandson. I have been his grandma since he was 2yrs old. And you know that doesn't make me feel old. 3 grandsons. Wow! A girl would have been nice, but I just can't imagine not having Treston and his obsession for his Game Boy. Or what would I do with out Bryce and his leprechaun smile. Or Caleb who has the most wonderful disposition and infectious smile. Nope not old at all. Just very very happy. And looking forward to the next big event. Caleb and Trestons combined birthday party. Good night. I know I will sleep well.

I Dont Know Anymore!!!!
Sometimes I feel so lost like I'm in some weird maze everytime I think I found a way out I find myself even more lost than before..... I feel totally invisible like I'm there but I'm not!!!! I'm finding myself bringing in all this information I wish nobody would have told me and now I can never seem to sort it back out... All my fears and emotions keep piling up on me and I cant seem to fix it... Have you found yourself wanting to be everything to the person you love but everytime you find yourself falling short.. I feel like I can never do anything right.. I keep trying to figure out why he even stays I dont understand why him or anyone else would want a nothing like myself...

Nsfw Guidelines - Repost From Scrapper & Razor
REMEMBER..this is a repost of blogs written by Scrapper. Please don't leave me nsfw comments here, they will be deleted and you will be blocked. This is me trying to clarify for you, the nsfw guidelines. You may also refer to the faq sections for this. If you have a question about this, please feel free to leave it here in the comments section and I will do my best to reply to it. If you have something constructive to say then by all means leave it here. I'm counting on you all to behave as adults. *************************************************** What is considered NSFW (Not Safe For Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. Accounts will be terminated for abusing the NSFW policy. This in

My Horoscope: Part 3.
"You're feeling some qualms, and it's no wonder. You're on the threshold of a major change. Be gentle with yourself and don't try to push past this, but don't let apprehension stop you from moving forward either." Again, with the horoscope. Ok. So, considering the fact that I'm planning to move halfway across the frigging country in a few weeks, it's kind of right again. [shudders] This shit is giving me the heeby jeebies.

Descriptive
I wake up each morning, turn over, and there you are. I know, from daily experience, your long smooth white body is nestled in that wrapping, the wrapping designed to advertise your absolute ability to give pleasure. I reach out for you, gently taking hold of your enclosure, and with tender care slowly slip you from within your concealing protective envelopment. Oh, the slender firmness of you... perfectly designed to fit in my grasp. I slide my fingers down the length of your cool body, and envision the pleasure of the first touch of you to my lips. Fire ignites, and my need to draw you in builds within me. You are addictive, and I needs must have you. My lips surround you, perfectly formed for my lips to engulf. I draw your searing smokey essence into me, and my head buzzes, my breath is taken away, and I consume you to my inner depths. I hold your essence within me, hateing to release you; knowing i must or I shall die. But there is more of you, and as I release the first

Odds And Ends Of Randoms Thoughts
Somtimes we live to how others want us to but why? This robs us of hopes and goals that makes us individuals I say we should live for our own dreams and goals and dreams then learn how to intertwine them with others and grow from the sharing but always remember to live to your own goals and dreams first and dont let that be taken from you. Value everthing that enters your life as a tool, an experience to perpare you for what is to come. when you fail dont give up hope but jus try again for even failures are means of learning to getting it right. If somone loves you treasure them for love is a rare thing but one of the most beautiful gifts in life. Live like today is your last for then each day will be that much more valuable. Most of all love what you have in your life thank those you call friends and loves ones and make sure they know how much they care for today is short and yesterday is gone and tommorow is vast of unknowns.

Passion
We have had a quiet evening alone and now it draws to a close, champagne gone, candles flickering ever so gently as they cast their light on the bed as we walk through the door. You kiss down my face and around to the nape of my neck only to kiss down my back as you caress my breast with one hand and my hip with the other as you guide me onto the bed. Another passionate kiss making my skin tingle all over my entire body. The energy radiating from your body as you press against me fills me with a desire so unexplainable words would do it an injustice. You begin to caress my thighs and enter my as I gasp for air only to find none. You continue to trust within me driving forth my heart and the love I feel for you clouding my thoughts with ideas of forever. I catch myself saying out loud “God never let this end, never let him leave”

Great White Sharks
Habitat Great White Sharks live in all coastal temperate waters, and have been known to occasionally make dives into the deep water of open oceans. They can be found in water as shallow as three feet deep, and as deep as 1280metres. They can be found on the following coaslines: California to Alaska, the east coast of the USA, most of the Gulf coast, Hawaii, most of South America, South Africa, Australia (except the north coast), New Zealand, Mediterranean Sea, West Africa to Scandinavia, Japan, and the eastern coastline of China to Russia. Reproduction These sharks are ovoniparous, they give birth to 2-14 fully formed pups which are up to 1.5m (5ft) long. Fertilization of the eggs occurs in the female, and later the eggs actually hatch within the female. The young are nourished by eating unfertilized eggs and smaller siblings in the womb. There is no placenta with which they can get nourishment from their mother; they must fend for themselves. The female gives birth to live

Censorship
I have an issue with censorship in any form. Censorship has been defined as the with holding of information from the public by a controlling group or body. As the fourth of July approaches I am struck with the idea that freedom of speech, and freedom of expression, can be so easily tossed aside for any reason. Our fore fathers died to ensure that this generation and all those to come would be allowed those rights and prviledges. And today soldiers are dieing for the same reason. Call me an idealist, but in my chosen lifestyle, those two parts of the Constitution keep me out of jail, that and a good sub lawyer!!!! If we are not allowed to express ourselves how do we learn, or grow as human beings? I am always shocked when I see censorship in places like cherry tap. I have always viewed the internet as a place where freedom of speech and freedom of expression are what keeps the internet alive. Many very shy people are able to talk online, people voice the feelings inside them, they also

Special Love
How I want to say so much But words cannot express The deep passionate love I have for you Your love outweighs my stress. The many nights I dreamnt about you The many days I wonder The many hours I prayed to God That our love will never wander. The precious days we spend together The love we have is real I don't want to be with anyone else This is how I truly feel. Baby you make me very happy Being with you are the happiest days of my life But the happiest day of all Is when I make you my sweet wife. So be my life, be my soul Be my heart with extra beats Thank you for being my special love I finally feel complete

Egyptian / Isian / Kemetic
The following web sites all have one thing in common, they are all trying in their own way to resurrect the Ancient Egyptian Religion in one form or another. If you have an interest in Egyptian art and myth, or are simply fascinated with all things Egyptian, be sure to check the following sites out. Religion guided every aspect of Egyptian life. Egyptian religion was based on polytheism, or the worship of many deities, except for during the reign of Akenaton. The Egyptians had as many as 2000 gods and goddesses. Some, such as Amun, were worshipped throughout the whole country, while others had only a local following. Often gods and goddesses were represented as part human and part animal. Guardian's Egypt - http://guardians.net/egypt/index.html Beloved Netjer - http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Oracle/7713/index.html Modern Egyptian Influenced Religions - http://www.vocis.com/egypt/egyptpap.htm Egyptian Book of the Dead - http://www.lysator.liu.se/~drokk/BoD/toc.html Th

All I Have Left Are Memories :(
Ok so today hasnt started off to be perfect..My bestest friend in the entire world past away March 21,2007..I was devestated when it happend ,but I guess I didnt really want to believe she was gone forever..But since the time I woke up this morning the only thing I can think about is her and all the amazing times we had together..But now my eyes hurt from crying so much..It's finally dawning on me that she is gone forever and theres nothing I can do about that except to accept it...It's going to be hard for me to do considering I still expect her to just randomly call me or show up at my house...I dunno..I guess death would be a hard thing for anyone to handle ,but for me for some reason..It's harder..It's been 3 months..Should I still be denying the fact that she's gone????? I dunno..BLAH...Thats all for now... THE END xoxoxo Angel

Being A Friend
The hardest part of being a friend Is knowing When you’re needed a lot So just in case you’re in need Of a friendly “Hi” today. I’m sending this message To let you know I’m here Still caring Still thinking about you Still being your friend

Butter Vs Margarine
This is interesting . . . Margarine was originally manufactured to fatten turkeys. When it killed the turkeys, the people who had put all the money into the research wanted a payback so they put their heads together to figure out what to do with this product to get their money back. It was a white substance with no food appeal so they added the yellow coloring and sold it to people to use in place of butter. How do you like it? They have come out with some clever new flavorings. DO YOU KNOW...the difference between margarine and butter? Read on to the end...gets very interesting! Both have the same amount of calories. Butter is slightly higher in saturated fats at 8 grams compared to 5 grams. Eating margarine can increase heart disease in women by 53% over eating the same amount of butter, according to a recent Harvard Medical Study. Eating butter increases the absorption of many other nutrients in other foods. Butter has many nutritional benef

Spin The Bottle
Message: The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1.i Would Feel your booty 2.i Would kiss you on the cheek 3.i Would kiss you on forehead 4.i would just give you a hug. 5.i would give you a kiss on the lips 6.i would french kiss you 7.i would make out with you 8.i would FUCK YOU!!! If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! SPIN THE BOTTLE

Ty Year Of The Dragon!!!
Been a little while..been a little busy, but have had some time and made some effort to make some different kinds of skins. You will see however that my main themes still deal with Dragons. :P Deal with it! LOL There are some interesting ones in there...along with a gif that I made. I made it for a friend, but it's available for ripping to the general members as well. Just preview them first, pick the one (s) you like and rip away. To rip the skins...scroll down to the bottom of my profile page, underneath my profile viewers, and click on browse this members skins. You will then be in my gallery. You can preview them as they would look on your profile page before ripping them. This blog link will also give you further instructions. http://cherrytap.com/blog/85126/360977 Here's my link. :) Ұẽặŕ Ǿƒ Ťĥě Đŗãĝŏŋ™{S}@ CherryTAP Please....do NOT rip the ones that are marked..(suitably

Hind Lick Maneuver
Two hillbillies walk into a restaurant. After ordering their cornbread and beans, they talk about the latest addition to their junkyard business. Suddenly, a woman at a nearby table, who is eating a sandwich, begins to cough. After a minute or so, it becomes apparent that she is in real distress. One of the hillbillies looks at her and says "Kin ya swallar?" The Woman shakes her head no. "Kin ya breathe?" The woman begins to turn blue and shakes her head no. The hillbilly walks over to the woman, lifts up the back of her dress, yanks down her drawers and quickly gives her right butt cheek a lick with his tongue. The woman is so shocked that she has a violent spasm and the obstruction flies out of her mouth. As she begins to breathe again, the hillbilly walks slowly back to the bar. His partner says, "Ya know, I'd heerd of that there 'Hind Lick Maneuver', but I ain't never seed nobody do it." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Just My Openion
It's all in how u look at it. U can be true and loyal to someone but in the end they will let u down. Pretty much always. U can just enjoy life and love many. Thats where I have been. I can find beauty in many people. While none seem perfect for me yet, i'm still making new friends and love each and every one for who they are and what they offer the world. That may seem crazy to alot of people but I think once u experience it all the reservations dissolve. It has for me anyway. I was loyal to one woman for many yrs. and I was let down many many times by her but u know what, I wouldnt trade that experience for anything. We had our time and all in all it was awesome for the most part and we still get along ok. Just my experiences since I have been dating. I think jelousy gets the best of many people and they have no idea what they are missing. I'm not talking about scoring with one chic after another, rather getting to know many and loving them and appreciating them for who they are and

Exodus...a Poem
Exodus Triggered by a clock reading 10:17 Remembering a song from a Celtic Dream I saw first hand the Exodus..the free movement of people A flat, smooth stroke created a perfect mood The elusive, temporal benefit of Scandinavian solitude I automatically start doing the math..and fight against a lonely insolence And now we rest on a garden patio that has no calculation, rage or hate In a place that is a Frankish bridge between the wine and the plate We float and dance freely toward the marketplace...without fear of faces or restriction of time John Hancock..June 24, 2007

Promises
Ever since human beings could speak to one another, they have been making promises and keeping them or not keeping them. Those who keep their promises are regarded as people of integrity, while those who don’t keep their promises are regarded as people who at best can’t be taken seriously and at worst can’t be trusted. Sometimes we forget how powerful our words are, and we use them haphazardly or unconsciously, creating expectations that are never fulfilled, leaving disappointment and distrust in our wake. On an even deeper level, there are promises we may have made to ourselves that we don’t remember because they have slipped into our unconscious. An early heartache may have been followed by a promise never to trust love again. Without realizing it, we may be fulfilling that promise and wondering why our love life looks so grim. At an even deeper level, many people who recall past lives become aware that they made a promise lifetimes ago that they are still keeping. For example,

Worth Reading
Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 10. Don't cry

Good Bad Ugly: Vol. 1
Good : Your wife is pregnant. Bad : It's triplets. Ugly : You had a vasectomy five years ago. Good : Your wife's not talking to you Bad : She wants a divorce. Ugly : She's a lawyer. Good : Your son is finally maturing. Bad : He's involved with the women next door. Ugly : So are you. Good : Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad : You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly : You're in them. Good : Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad : You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly : Your daughter borrowed them. Good : Your husband understands fashion. Bad : He's a cross-dresser. Ugly : He looks better than you. Good : You just gave "the birds and the bees" talk to your daughter. Bad : She keeps interrupting. Ugly : With corrections Good : Your son is dating someone new. Bad : It's another man. Ugly : He's your best friend. Good : Your daughter got a new job. Bad : As a hooker. Ugly : Your co-workers are her best clie

Installing Love
Tech Support: Yes, how can I help you? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process? Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready. What do I do first? Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you located your Heart? Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running? Tech Support: What programs are running ? Customer: Let's see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now. Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to complete

Stereotype
pick the stereotype that fits you I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm a BLONDE so I MUST be a ditz. I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed. I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm ATHEIST so i MUST hate the world. I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash. I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy. I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants. I'm IRISH, so I MUST ha

Some Dating Advice From The Trenches....it's Really Not That Hard :)
Okay, I concede. Dating is not hard if you keep a few things in mind. 1) Do not look at all dates as potential mates. Yes, you might have sex with them at some point. Yes, they might become your friend. Yes, you might find someone to fix up with your best friend. No, they might not be the one for you...but at least you went out, had a good time (hopefully***see disclaimer) and forgot about your problems for awhile. 2) Do not go out with someone you just "met" online. You need to talk at least for a little while. Yes, they may be hot. Yes, they may want to rush into a date (most men are in a hurry for some reason...my guess is that they are "get to the point" creatures and don't like to dilly dally)...DON'T BE FOOLED. I have found that when I go out right away with someone, they are usually not anyone I'd like to spend time with. Spend a little time getting to know them and give them a chance to hang themselves with the rope you give them. 3) Do not, under any circ

Wishful Thinking
Sometimes I wish . . . I could be a star, I 'd shine down on you And brighten up your midnight sky . . . Sometimes I wish . . . I could be the moon, I'd light your way And guide you through the night . . . Sometimes I wish . . . I could be the wind, I'd blow my breeze upon you And cool your warm nights . . . Sometimes I wish . . . I could be all these So that some way, somehow I could be near you even for a moment . . . Sometimes I wish . . . I could be all these Just for you . . .

Get To Know Me
I rarely do this.. You know... open up and just speak from my heart and mind. So here goes....... It has been a long hard road this year. I have had so many changes and obstacles to overcome in my life. I can hardly believe I am still standing. No one really knows how very much Steven (ex fiancee) hurt me or devestated me. No one probably ever will. He left a giant hole in me, one that I really don't ever see myself trying to fill. Not because only he could be there... but because I care not to go through that again. I placed my faith, my love, my devotion into the relationship that we had.. and he made a fool of me. Because I beleived his lies, fell for his swarmy ways. I feel the fool even still when I think about it. Through out all of that I met Dom's, and was under consideration by some, service to others,that I had met .... in yahoo land. It was fun while it lasted.. but it was not all that this girl needed or wanted to have in her life. It was time to take a step back. Upon

My Family
to my cherry tap friends and family i will be back on later to rate and comment you i am spending time with my family my light is on i didn't want any of you to think that i don't care about you because i do have a great sunday muah from seejaykaygee

Uplifting Energy
The Lord is with me, I am not alone. Even though him I do not see, With him I am at home. I feel the love he gives, It flows through me to those I love. I know it is in me he lives, The hope and faith are from up above. The strength and power I feel are from him, I do not take my life for granted. Life is not a whim. I take the time to appreciate the seeds the LORD planted! Copyright ©2007 Christine Hoffman

Need Some Help Please!
I'm hoping all my friends will rate this guy and help him win his DJ contest. I have faith in you all. Only a rate is needed. Thanks and much love to all of you! MUAHZ!' Jackie COME SHOW YA SUPPORT! R OWN DJ BUBBA FROM TERROR BROTHERS RADIO IS IN THE DJ CONTEST!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!!!!! JUS CLICK THE PIC, YA KNOW YA WANNA! DJ BUBBA PUT AN AWESOME SHOW LAS NITE N DESERVES TO WIN!!!! COME SHOW HIM YA LOVE!!! HE MAY GIVE YA SUMTHING IN RETURN ;) COME ON YA KNOW YA'LL LOVE HIM!!!!! HE NEEDS ALL THE RATES HE CAN GET!! HELP HIM OUT 4 ME, I LOVE YA'LL!!!

Sending My Heart ( Made By Fiesty)
Send this heart to everyone you know and love, and if you are inside his/her heart, he/she will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive, although it's not quantity, but QUALITY! You will always be in my heart!!! ........¶¶¶¶¶¶............¶¶¶¶¶¶ ....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶........¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶....¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶ ..¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..........¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..............¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ..................¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ......................¶¶¶¶"

Augusts Moon
The Storm blows its weary way Through my echoed hall ways Whistling through the half closed doors Wisps of breeze brush my cheek Beneath the chill that lingers With your absence My watered memories of past times Grow more distant by the ticking of the clock Your smile fades from my grasp Your arms no longer reach my direction As other pathways cheer you on And still I wait for August’s moon For underneath its palest light I still dream, Your smile will chase away the shadows Your lips shall fan the dying embers Left to glow in ebbing shades of red Your arms will reveal their secrets Long since held from me Passions thrall will heal wounds, Misunderstandings shall mellow with truth Come quickly Augusts Moon Wrap us in your silvered beams For in these aching days of loneliness Nothing is ever as it seems

Poem For My Dark Princess
I want to lay you down on a bed of roses. Hold you tight the the whole night through. And awake in the morning next to you. I want to fufill all your fantises one by one. Hold your hand while were out around eveyone. I wanna hold you tight and chase away your fears. And when your upset I want to kiss away your tears. I want to spend eturnity makeing your dreams come true. I want to spend the rest of my life with you. ANd maybe one day I'll hear you say the words I DO.

Wow
Well peeps to all that have been enjoying my morphs ive created your more than welcome..there cool to create and with a little bit of work their done. now going to 1st shift on my job makes it a little rougher to get things done so if ya wanna morph created just leave me a message and i'll jump on it after i get home. TYVM also to everyone who's been dropping by to check out my profile and stop along the way. Thanks!!

Level Up Name Contest
Do not comment on my blog with ideas send private message please...Im posting bulletin would appreciate any repost:) I need some ideas. Any of you that has been a friend of mine for any amount of time has surely seen many level up bulletins or blogs. I have had many tell me to start a level up group. So I took it to some friends that normally help and there is 18 that have said they want to help. There is never any commitment you see a bulletin that someone needs help and you go show love.Well I'm getting closer to God Father level. So then I can fully commit to helping others get there. Here's where I need all of your help. I need some Ideas for a Team name. So i'm going to make this a contest. Those that offer ideas through private message to me I'm going to have a rates contest. The highest rates will win a Yacht. BooBoo...Thanks for all the Love.@ CherryTAP

Memory Test
Merritt, you remembered 100% of the information in the Memory Test. But research shows there's a lot you can do to improve your memory. And if you do, it can help you function in more ways than you'd think. There are 6 main types of memory which help us interpret and store different types of information. You scored highest in spatial. That kind of memory allows you to remember things like the details of an object and how it relates to the space around it — like how furniture is arranged in a room. It also probably helps you picture where you last left your house keys, or recall the location of specific locations — even without a map. While this area of memory is your strongest, it's your overall memory power that allows you to recall all of the various kinds of information available to you. On this test, Tickle measured your skills in 6 types of memory which, when taken together, resulted in your overall memory score. Your Score The 6 Dimensions of Memory

Ok I Think Pms Is Kicking In
on yahoo im... oj1313 07:11 I'm exactly what you need. lyobov 07:11 oh fer fucks sake oj1313 07:12 Yes? lyobov 07:12 ummm no ........ lyobov 07:18 ok first 07:18 how did you find me? oj1313 07:18 Yahoo lyobov 07:18 you saw my profile? oj1313 07:18 Yep lyobov 07:19 and it says in a relationship, no? or did ya not stroll that fucking far down the motherfucking page? oj1313 07:19 So? lyobov 07:20 so why the FUCK would i need anything from your stupid fucking lame ass???? oj1313 07:20 Well... you're not thinking about this correctly. lyobov 07:21 oh i'm not? 07:21 well i think you're not oj1313 07:21 Thats fine, you're incorrect. lyobov 07:21 and i think it's a nice day for a walk over your place with a .50 cal 07:21 it is - i thought it was gonna rain but it's not 07:21 wait for me hun i'll be right there 07:21 give you something YOU need lmfao oj1313 07:22 At least you're stable. 07:22 Hahahaha... idiot. 07:22 Bye. YES< I AM AN

Earth Blood
Earth Blood The ocean and river is my blood, yet you poison it. The air from my lungs is your air, yet you make it foul and noxious. The earth is my sacred body, yet you desecrate it. The sun is my food, and this I willing share with you in all things green, but you taint it. I have taught you my secrets, yet you use them against me. You are my children, from me you sprang. Your Bible teaches to honor your mother and father- yet in everything you do, you dishonor me- committing unforgivable sins- murdering what I love. You think I am unconscious- blind, deaf and unfeeling to your insults, but I am not, For I am in you and you in me, and if I die, you die inside and out. I am your Creator.

Positive Thinking Quotes
The Meaning of Success: To laugh often and much; To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children; To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends; To appreciate beauty, To find the best in others; To leave the world a little better; whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition; To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived. Ralph Waldo Emerson 87 percent of all people fail, not because of capability but because of personality. Kurt Einstein of Success magazine. A happy person is not a person in a certain set of circumstances but rather a person with a certain set of attitudes. Hugh Downs A leader's attitude is caught by his or her followers more quickly than his or her actions. John C. Maxwell A limit on what you will do, puts a limit on what you can do. anon. A person with an outstanding attitude makes the best of it while he gets the worst of it. Joh

Life
Life is a everlasting fight, if it gets hard u fight back until u get it in your control... Then a new obsticle will appear and u just have to fight more... The minute u let up is the point where u get hit the hardest and u have to start all over again... I found that if u stay ontop of your life and cntrol it and don't let anyone in and change it, it is easier to handle... Moral is keep your life in your hands and don't let anyone mess up your way of thinking or working... Your life is your own and no one elses... By the way if your goina hate on this blog knock yourself out, cause your hate means sh!t to me... Thanks to all my friends and family much luv for bein there

Scsweetie Of The Dsc
Hey all ... a true sweetheart is in a contest ... I have just reposted a bulletin asking for help for her in this contest ... I dont ask for alot .. I just chill back and do my thing... giving mad love often and not always gettin it in return ... please repost my bulletin and click on her pic and give her a few moments of your time .... she deserves it.. I am beggin for help ... and when you need help you dont have to beg me ... Thanks mucho

Controlling Your Emotions For Someone
Another answer to a MUMM titled "Controlling Your Emotions For Someone" http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=83145 Everything after the stars is not in the comment as space was limited. Q: WHAT IS IT EASIER TO DO FOR YOU, LOVE SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH THEY HURT YOU MANY TIMES OR HATE SOMEONE AND NEVER FORGIVE THEM EVER? My Answer: Here is the thing. Neither one of those options is healthy at all. Unconditional love does not mean that you have to accept abuse, manipulation and bullshit. It means that you only accept love into your life and fear is not an option. When people act out of fear it is most often abusive and nonsense. Unconditional love does not mean we have to be a martyr. It means to accept others for who they choose to be and how they choose to live and if they can't treat you right, you wish them well, let them go and love them from a distance. It is easy for most people to pass the blame, judge, and play the victim but not take responsibility for their own l

Freinds Near Me
Are there any out there who are interested in getting together to hang out? I am a very lonely person and would like to meet some friends. I don't like to go out alone. Anyone interested, please let me know. I want to find more than the guys who want to get into my pants. Thanks, Leigh Anne

Whole
I smell the struggle of yesterdays problems like an old worn out newspaper I can almost taste the bitterness of my own self rebuttal I remember the days of unkind words and they were only spoken from my own mind I hear this angry voice and I know that It only wants to fail but I myself have found the fury I have found the blessings of finding my strength and Not just the moment of strength that I see every day in you I finally have found the Orb of light inside me Inside my head, inside my heart I have found my fury unleashing it from the bitterness and Calming it to the peacefulness this peacefulness I call It Love... Self Love Love In Me And Love In Thee...

Ratings
I have a lot of fun on this site. And my philosophy is this. If I don't feel a pic deserves a 10, I won't rate it. I feel it a slap to receive anything less than 10. What do people have to down rate anyones pic? What will not get a rating from me? I don't care for pics where people are flipping off the camera. I don't feel that is nice, so I skip those pics and move to the next one. I will rate nearly every other pic on someone's page a 10. Please do the same for me. Thanks again.

Fuck Yall Fakes
So yea I havee figured that ppl only hit u up when they want something. All this damn fakes only got ya 2 have points and shit so whoever the fuck i dont talk to, ya ass getting delete, say watever the fuck u want, talk all the b.s but at the end of the day im still saying FUCK YOU. holla at me bitches....

Two Souls
Whether thou followest me or I lead Our paths will run alongside For in you I can feel my need Based upon love, not pride. Our spirits will soar amongst the stars Our souls entwined as one There shall be no boundary too far Not the moon, nor planet nor sun. We shall walk this path together An aura that none can divide We shall walk this path forever Two souls as one, side by side.

Choices
Some people sit, some people try; Some people laugh, some people cry; Some people will, some people won't; Some people do, some people don't. Some people believe, and develop a plan; Some people doubt, never think that they can; Some people face hurdles and give it their best; Some people back down when faced with a test. Some people complain of their miserable lot; Some people are thankful for all that they've got; And when it's all over, when it comes to an end; Some people lose out, and some people win. We all have a choice, we all have a say; We are spectators in life, or we get in and play; Whichever we choose, how we handle life's game; The choices are ours, no one else is to blame.

Why I Don't Care.
Look, I'm glad our troops are fighting the good fight, but honestly I don't believe in the shit we're fighting. And if i called stupid or if someone says 'i'm sittin by watching life on the sidelines' b/c i dont give a fuck about the war or some shit then so fucking be it. I honestly don't fucking care. I've had friends I went to high school with die over there and leave behind families and children who'll never know mommy or daddy b/c of this ridiculous shit. So if i'm sittin here watching life pass me by wtf are they doing over there? Losing their lives for no good fucking reason.

Kiss
The sweet savor of the long awaited kiss Hands cradling faces as the snow falls softly An impossible dream made reality Forged passionately by two willing hearts Would that the night should not turn to day That this feeling, right now, could go on and on So warm in the afterglow of something so precious How to hold it... cradle it lovingly... and keep it...

Ok, Ok, Final Note On This....
My plans have changed and I WILL be returning to CT on September 1st.Need some time away from here and have some personal stuff that's gotta get taken care of..............But I will be back!Thanks to all of you that have asked me to stay and consider time away and coming back, nice to know I have alot of people that care! To those who don't like me for whatever reason and was counting the days til I was gone, well tell you what???? SOOOOOOOOO Sorry! Love Ya! Muaaahhhhh

My Future Firefighter~ My Son~ Brandon
I am so proud of my son! He is currently attending~ Tarrant County College~ and will graduate Fire Academy~ August 31st~ 1 day after my birthday! What more could a Mom ask for......... Well he did it~ he is now a State Certified Firefighter! They were all so worried about the State Test, but all 15 of them passed! Ft. Worth starts recruiting next month~ SO say a PRAYER..

Hurt
why cant people on here get along with others? i try to get along with all. at lest i wish all would try to get along and to work things out and not just block them but try to be friends it hurts me to see others not even trying to get along with others.

6/24/07
You thought you could change someone by being patient and kind. The truth is, you changed yourself -- and now you see that lingering with this situation is really a waste of your time. Good for you -- now move on. Yep...I suppose this is very true on today except one part...why change anyone? No one should try to change anyone. Yes, I've done quite a bit of changing over the past couple of months. If people don't like it, and I know some don't, I really do not care. Like it or lump it...don't care either way!

15
Est il non plaisant, maintenant nous sont fatigué, et terni, comme d'autres hommes, pour rechercher ces feux dans le autre est, où, encore, nous pourrions voir la nouvelle aube du matin, et, dans l'histoire folle, entendre les échos, celui disparaissent derrière nous, les soupirs des jeunes amours, Dieu donne, au début de nos vies ?

A Little About Peeps On Friends List...
i have several issues that i could actually write on tonight but for now i am sticking to a subject i have been meaning to get to for a while now....people on my friends list. since joining cherrytap i am amazed at how many friends i have acquired and many of them i have contact with on a regular basis...yet i find myself getting behind when it comes to visiting pages. one of the reasons being it is a very busy place here on the tap and between mumms (which i really enjoy) and actually visiting pages and chatting with people i cant seem to keep up. so i just want to let all the ones on my list both friends and fans that i will get to you...lol. i try to get at least 4-5 people a night and instead of giving just a few rates here and there i actually look over profiles, check out blogs, pictures and stash and i leave as many rates as possible..it takes a while but that is the way i do it. if i am going to be giving some cherrylove then i am going to be giving alot. so hang in there and

What A A**
ArmySoldie...: hey bitch hope u like the 1's imma give u · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! · ArmySoldier rated your photo a '1'! thats how much he got before i could block him so beware of him rated 1's people

Partttttyyyy!
So today I threw myself a birthday party. Yes, I know it's a few weeks late, but I was on vacation for my actual birthday. So I invited a bunch of my friends over to celebrate my birthday. As usual, it was quite a disparate group -- work friends, theater friends, internet friends. I was happy to see everyone getting along well! I decided, for some insane reason, to cook for my own party. Yes, I catered my own birthday party. I said "insane," didn't I? The last couple days have been stressful, getting ready. I can't throw a party without cleaning my house top to bottom, and I had plants still to plant from last weekend's buying frenzy at the plant store. Not to mention all the food I had to prepare with 25 people coming over. Ever cook brunch for 25 people unassisted? In a standard kitchen with only one oven? I don't recommend the experience. Thankfully, everything turned out beautifully. My food was a hit! I got asked for the recipes for nearly everything, from the

Satisfying Realtioships
Please help me to understand. Why it is that I can never find a man that can satisfy me? I mean sure I can always find men that satisfy part of me, and I have to find other people to satisfy the parts of men that a man can't. I can find men that satisfy me in bed, and I can find men that satisfy me mentally, But I can never seem to find a guy that can satisfy me all the way. I always feel like I'm cutting part of myself off to be with someone. I have to keep part of myself hidden, because the person I am with can't or won't accept everything their is to me. I mean I know I am a very strong minded, passionate, intellectual, open minded person. And I also know what I want and who I am. So why can't I find a satisfying relationship?

I Just Wish This Feeling Would Stop
tired of this can't anyone make this pain go away i don't know what it is why do i feel like i'm drowning sinking in an ocean of my own tears locked in my room my own prison cell the only light comes from my computer screen and the muted television my back hurts from sleeping so much my eyes are soar from the rivers of tears constantly flowing i am thankful for my few true friends i have try to brighten up my day still can remove the pain though nothing makes it go away curled up fetus position i hold myself and ask why why does this pain come like this and from where will it ever stop and how can you tell me how to make it stop please can't anyone help me i don't want to be here alone anymore why am i always alone i just want to laugh and smile the way that i used to not a care in sight i had the world at my fingertips how did i lose that feeling will i ever have it back will the pain ever stop god i hope so i can't take much more o

Channeling Angel
through prose and phrase rhymatic breathing going through the motions in a slow delicate sense of the word lost in the moment of letting it go words are forgotten and instint takes over holding back no ambitions a feeling of being filled held til all you breathe in is them a enchanting aroma of a lover when two become one when the world melds and all i have is you beside me poem two when the world melts away and all is left is the memories of a time when it began so long ago wishing for a fleeting memory when you were mine and all was time with you in the middle of the nothingness here i find me broken scattered to the four winds like seeds in autumn i want to feel planted and strong enough to grow give me that security of knowing i don't need and no longer want i have you and thats all i need and want poem 3 this flower i hold and adore this flower i pour myself into this flower i bled into from cu

Lonely Soul Wanders
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak She does her duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life She meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as her companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

You Knew It Was Coming Sooner Or Later Pt 2
disclaimer:: don't take offense to this..its a rant so read laugh at your family members smack a cow and enjoy! Ok it has been a while for the second coming of what the fuck theatre...just kidding...the first one was about the puppies..boobs..breast if you are a fucking nerd...tits if you a redneck..girls if you are my friend kindra..since i am not kindra and I rather say puppies than fuck goddamm there ya have it puppies for young women 17 - 30 if there are nice now if they are packing some monsters we have the rottweilers(i know its wrong shuddup) for black super busty women...the pit bulls for some white women and pretty much everyone else and the classic pugs for saggy big older women...there ya go thats the end of the first part now lets get crack-a-lacking on Part DEUCE Bitches!!!!! Yes i have to take about clothing on the wrong people aka that shit don't belong on you or near you or coming out your fucking mouth...you have seen them big gurls in lil girls shirts and ski

Fallen (old)
You make my world spin and act so perfectly Why did you leave me i know im not perfect but why could i not see why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you picked me up when id fallen and stood beside me as i shined but in the end you left me I was hanging hanging by a thread with a the noose around my neck you left and i was dead why did you run away you left a scar thats here to stay My mind cant remember what i seen that day you taken all my fears your smile dried up all my tears now im breaking down drowning in my pain your little razer blade has Just sliced my vein P.FUCKING.S I AM NOT EMO =|

Mosquitoes
MOSQUITOES Pass this on to anyone who likes sitting out in the evening or when they're having a cook out. So you don't like those pesky mosquitoes, especially now that they have the potential to carry the West Nile Virus? Here's a tip that was given at a recent gardening forum. Put some water in a white dinner plate and add just a few drops of Lemon Fresh Joy dish detergent. Set the dish on your porch, patio, or other outdoor area. Not sure what attracts them, the lemon smell, the white plate, or what, but mosquitoes flock to it, and drop dead shortly after drinking the Lemon Fresh Joy/water mixture, and usually within about 10 feet of the plate.Check this out -- it works just super! May seem trivial, but it may help control mosquitoes around your home, especially in the South and elsewhere where the West Nile virus is reaching epidemic proportions in mosquitoes, birds, and humans.

Some Of My Fav. People On Ct!!!!!
Click the sign to join the fun!!! Click the picks below to view staff pages. DJ Pistol TCR Owner DJ Smokey Bear TCR Owner DJ ShawBaby*DJ SmokeyBear's WIFE FUCK OFF*Torture Chamber CO-Owner DJ Manager DJ Ladie KaeTorture Chamber CO-Owner DJ PebblesTorture Chamber CO-Owner DJ St@rStRuCkTorture Chamber Promo Manager THE ONE AND ONLY BADASS POLARBEARHEAD SECURITY

Here Me Bitch
Ok i have a question for you all. Everyone here is trying to meet new friends and move up the ladder to be top cherry. Ok how do u do that well by rating pics and leaving messages. ok here is the bitch. why do you add pics and then not open them up for people to see. what is the fucken point of that. there on here you want people to see u and rate u. if u dont want people to see them then why the fuck to u put them up. Can some one please answer this for me.

Something To Talk About
So yeah.....it was brought to my attention that I didn't have a blog which I replied....so....but hey I figured I would throw one out there to shut people up....... So far it's been 3 1/2 months of hell and the RIP/TOA isn't till the end of Jan. So if anyone has any good ideas for where I should try to get stationed, please let me know!!! I actually got told I can pick where I go....dangerous statement for the military to tell me....hahaha.. So throw me some ideas people! Jon

Breathplay
"Is the cool night air to much for you, My pet? I asked of her. "No, Sir." she replied. I look down at at the clock briefly so not to miss my turn. It was 11:30pm as we turned into the cemetery. A field where I like to play in the night. Driving slowly to obey any rules imposed by the graveyard, I mean no disrespect. I take a gander at the lovely subject to my right. "My sweet girl this is where we begin with tonights events." I explained to her as I pulled off the the side of the road. "What is that, Sir?" She asked of me with a lucid look in her eye. "You will find out soon enough my dear," I tell her as I kiss her soft lips. "Now, get out, and go to the back of the van." I commanded. The sound of the shutting doors pierce the silence of night. The moon is a in it's waning phase, and the sky is illuminated with all the shimmering stars. I open the back of the van to a large storage area. I pull out my bag of goodies that I brought to the party. I run my fingers

Saint (a Poem I Think) New
I Am Not a Saint. I Am not Always Happy. I Am Not Always Sweet. In Fact I Get lonely. Sad Hurt and Mixed Moods. I Cry to you Know. Sometimes I Don't always Know Why. I Am Far from Perfect. In Fact I Am Far From Perfection. I Wish I Knew why I Feel this Way. At this Point of Brake I Don't Even Know Who I AM I Tell myself your Strong your Not weak. So Suck it up. But thats Not always the Thing. I am at my brakeing point. You know What I'm not a Sait. I Know that So Should you. I Have a Burning Secret I Hold Deep Down. Its Busting Out of Me. So Yeah I'm Not Perfect. So Don't Pitty me, Even When I Cry. Don't Down me. I'm Only Human. So Treat me that Way! Fears and All. By Me

Vanessa
Vanessa is my 4 year old niece. On June 9th she had her very first dance recital. It really meant a lot for me to be there for her since my Aunt Diane (died at age 31 when I was 8) was there for me and my dance recitals. I can clearly remember her walking up to the stage to give me flowers, just like I intended to do for Vanessa. Anyway, I drove up to my brother's house with my parents before the show. It was up in Bergen County somewhere...very far from home! Chuck (my oldest brother) showed us a tape of her dress rehearsal which was the Thursday before. It was so cute watching a group of like 15 4year olds who had no clue what they were doing. The costumes were adorable, white feathers hanging off the sequins. During the video, the girls started ripping the feathers off of each others costumes! Parents started to yell because they were like $80 and they still had to wear them for the show. The group of girls got together for a picture with a photographer, and the girl

People Who Can Kiss Your Ass!
1. George Bush 2. the fuckers who drive 35 in a 55mph damn zone! 3. the check out clerk at 7-11, rude prick! 4. tax collectorssss, ha ha 5. my ex! 6. my husband's ex...CUNT! 7. people who think that they can sing after 35 drinks! 8. the putzes who invented the one ply toliet paper! 9. My mother-in-law 10. surveys on myspace who ask you, "what's your favorite color", or "have you had sex yet"...if you knuckleheads are still asking that shit then you NEED to get laid, KISS MY ASS, ha ha 11. #5 repeated TWICE 12 #2 - and the fuckheads who speed up when you try to overtake them, and then slow down again when it becomes one lane - It should be legal to ram these cockheads off the road! (What - Me suffer road rage?! Surely you jest?!) Actually, I could pinpoint a squillion traffic/driving offences - they ALL suck, but this one is one of the worst! Ok, a blue pill to calm me down!

Over You
The day comes, when you walked away, You took everything and left me a note, saying goodbye. That was the worst day of my life. Feeling hurt and left with nothing my heart broke into pieces I never know how to mend my heart back after that day it tear my heart into pieces I broke down in tears everyday when I drive thru the place where we will sit down down in a corner. Looking at the old photos of me and u, I feel helpless I cant believe u broke my heart! Its been a year ever since u left Things have been going well At times, its lonely At times, its cold At times, its hard to breath But I get over it. One day, I will pick up the pieces and forget about you. I will get over you.

My Kids
My kids are finally home. I have missed them oh so much and no one knows how much I have missed them. My son hads lost a lot of weight and I dont understand it at all. My youngest daughter has lost some as well. They are about a year apart. He was born on the fourth of july and she on the 12 of july. Ok so less than a year. My oldest is better but yet she still hurts her younger brother and sister. I hate that but they are kids and they are siblings so I thinkI should be used to it by know. Lol. My oldest goes back to her dads on Friday and the other two next weekend. I know I am going to miss them like crazy. my oldest will be gone for a month and a half but the other two just for two weeks and then after they come home for two weeks they are gone again for another two weeks. That will be the end of that with their dads. I will miss them again while they are gone. But I know they need time with their fathers even though one of themacts like a sperm donor than their dad.

First Day Off In 2 Weeks
110 hours in 14 days, 40 my first week and 70 this past week, all for 9$ an hour, 13.5$ overtime. its about fuckin time i got a day off. boss says this upcoming week ill have more hours, more fuckin hours? 70 wasn't enough? fuck me gently with a chainsaw lol.

Next Life
You don't know the torture You don't know the pain Loving what you can't have Is driving me insane I'm dangerous, I pull away You're dangerous, so keep your distance Still you run through my veins And there's nothing i can do I'll be waiting, waiting for you Meet me in the next life I still can hear you screaming I can see your eyes Believing in your love for me As you watched me die So now we've gone our own ways Memories dried and scabbed Your scars show on your hands Mine show in your eyes These scars show now

So Sorry...
I'm sorry for what I've done I'm sorry for who I've been Sorry for where its gone So sorry to lose a friend I'm sorry I let you down I'm sorry things can't be the same Sorry for my impropriety So sorry I'm the one to blame I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough I'm sorry for not following through Sorry for dropping the ball So sorry for me and you

Things That Make Me Laugh
1. My kids. They keep me rolling everyday. My daughter is too smart for her own good. She knows words that I have to look up in the dictionary. She is totally honest with everyone and has told me that my butt looks to big in a pair of pants and that a skirt I own is to short for a mom to wear. She is a miniature version of me in every way. She has no mouth filter and when a thought pops into her little blonde head it pours out of her mouth. It’s one of her best qualities. We have no secrets from each other as it should be. Now my son, he is a trip. He is a typical boy: rough, loud and does not listen to a word I say. But he has his sweet moments like when he laughs. His laugh is so pure and when I hear it my heart breaks with love. When I cry (and I am not such a cold hearted vindictive bitch..I do cry, a lot) he comes over wipes away my tears like I do for him and tells me “It’s ok momma I love you”. So does not help me when I’m trying to stop crying. The day they came

You Know Who The Fuck You Are!
I love it how these guys get on my page and throw the 5 and 6 ratings, instead of finding something better to do with their time...? My page consists of mostly women, all georgous! We share funny conversation and comments and there are a few that I am quite close to. So MF's, don't be jealous of my page because you have no class, no style or no skills! >atcha BIOTCHES!

Together
Death comes it circles down there you lay in your black gown didn't believe things you said a crimson pool behind your head kneeling by you i whisper your name i alone accept this blame abandoned by angels i scream in the gloom crucifying pain i'll join you soon a crimson river on the ground spreading slowly with no sound to your lips i place a rose with my death our love grows.

The Pleasure Of Pain
The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most popular among educated, middle- and upper-middle-class men and women, according to psy

Pathetic Men On Here
U know people come to this site or well the Internet even for various different reasons. Some looking for love ,some looking for friends some even just use it as an escape from the day to day stresses just to get away. Then U have these pathetic older men who are alone never ben married and have no children just have them self's and there self's only to worry about. I have decided after some recent events that just took place I am so done with even as much as a convo with week minded men who do nothing but feel sorry for them self's, and cant figure out why they are alone. Look guys it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out! It must be nice to only have yourself,and I do mean yourself only to worry about! So if U R needy and week and well plain PATHETIC keep on browsing cuz im done, done with it! Grow some balls and B a man . A woman doesn't need another child to take of she needs a man!

Help Me Win A Blast
ok so im in a contest to win a blast and i really wanna do well.. im always there to help out my friends in their contests and would appreciate any help i get... so come help your favorite PuNkGuRrL win a blast and maybe get a shout out in it! You guys rock my socks! ♥ PuNk

My Weekend
I didn't get the new scooter at the Harley shop. They came up with about $2500 more, so I went to a Harley repo shop and got the same bike, for $4000 less. I will be picking it up tonight. I will not ever go back to Alef's Harley shop in Wichita, KS again. They do not like to tell you about cost not listed when you purchase, they also do not like to service your bike like it's supposed to be. Example, I spent $1000 for service and parts, when I got it home the clutch fell off at 60mph, not fun with a six yr old on the back. This was one of the items they serviced. I called and told them about it, not even a kiss my ass was given to me. I'm through with that. I will travel 1000 miles to the next dealership, just so I never have to go back there.

Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have A Tissue At Hand!!
Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have a tissue at hand!! (This is a true story.) Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year > old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life? " Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish

Help Please...
Ok, here it is one more time in a blog...I have a friend who is in a contest for best mommy cleavage....I am asking that you help her. I have always done my best to help all of your friends who you are promoting and who are in contests...now I am asking that you return that favor....if you help her with a comment or best a rate please leave me a message and Ill make sure she and I hit your page and pics and buy you a gift...not a vic gift cause we can't do that, but a gift none the less....ty all here is the link...it doesn't show a pic i know its fuddered up but the link works....thanks all you will have to copy and paste it...sorry im not better at this. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=909921&i=1919467877

A Bit Poetic
darkness upon me. silence deafening and I try to close my eyes sleep eludes me your voice echoes in my head sky growing light. dawn approaches finally I drift into a haze. your words still so fresh my heart races and i dream so real I feel you with me the thought of your touch the taste of your lips Awakening the beast inside the primal desire of flesh bodies entwined together bite my lip for wanting reach to touch you oh to feel your words inside me and give in to my desire

Photo Contest
I am in an amature photo contest with the International society of photography. There are daily cash prizes as well as other prizes. I would luv if all my friends would come vote for my picture. It would really mean a lot to me. http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=1955425

Mountain Lions In Missouri !!
MOUNTAIN LIONS IN MISSOURI !! One hot wildlife question being debated in coffee shops, sporting goods stores and Internet chat sites across Missouri goes something like this: “Do we have mountain lions here or not?” The short answer is yes, sometimes. But we have far fewer than rumors would lead you to believe. What we do not have is any evidence of a viable, breeding population of mountain lions in Missouri. As a result, the Missouri Department of Conservation has changed the state classification of the species from endangered to extirpated. An extirpated species is one that is considered extinct as a viable breeding population from a portion of its historical range. The Conservation Commission has determined that, based on considerations of human safety and risk to livestock, it is undesirable to have a breeding population of mountain lions in Missouri. Therefore, the Department of Conservation will not encourage the species to reestablish itself in the state. Despite rumors

Insurance Ripoffs
I have the misfortune of dealing with a long term disability insurance company. By dealing, I mean jumping through hoops. Even though it is a company policy to replace my wages, they are trying to find a pre-existing condition to nullify my claim. I am at a point where I will have to borrow from some very good friends just to survive. I have no options when it comes to customer complaints. I haven't been approved yet. I still have to find info from 2005 including dr names, prescriptions and their numbers, treatments, names and numbers for all the places I was treated or seen, as well as their fax numbers. And of course it is taking time. 3 weeks so far. And the agent just keeps saying it is the policy that dictates the info needed. They even want copies of my MRI to make sure the dr isn't in on any scheme. Aren't people innocent until proven guilty anymore? I just have to wait until they decide to tell me if I am approved and what they will pay out for my living expenses. I

God Bless The Broken Road
I set out on a narrow way, many years ago Hoping I would find true love along the broken road But I got lost a time or two Wipped my brow and kept pushing through I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you Every long lost dream Lead me to where you are Others who broke my heart They were like northern stars Pointing me on my way Into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That lead me straight to you. I think about the years I spent just passing through I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you And you just smile and take my hand You been there, you understand It's all part of a grander plan And that is coming true. Now I'm just rolling home into your loving arms this much i know is true that God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you That god blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

The News Pisses Me Off
Ok so as everybody especially in the Ohio area, and of course nationwide is aware of the story of the young mother who came up missing and was found dead on Saturday with the father of the babies arrested and being charged with murder. NOW i have problems with this whole thing, 3 in particular. 1) Abortion is legal in almost every state of the union, and if a woman chooses to do so, she can go and terminate a pregnancy. But if somebody hurts her and the baby dies it's called murder. Enough said. Now on to point 2) Sad as a tale that it is, but everybody has forgotten that this woman, had 2 kids with a married man. EVERBODY has forgotten about this woman's moral aptitude, or lack thereof. 3) Last but mostly, the part that really grinds my dice about all this, What makes her, Lacy Peterson, Chandra Levy, the Alabama girl missing in the Carribean so much more special? How do THEY get on the national news with full news coverage every hour on the hour with a story on America's Most W

Terminology Of Bdsm Lifestyle-- Thanks To Hollow
Hollow@ CherryTAP thanks to that man here is some helpfull info and deffiniions BDSM Dictionary of Terms AB, Adult Babies := Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies. This can include the wearing of nappies, bottle feeding and changing (see also Age Play) Abuse := "physical maltreatment" and "improper or excessive use or treatment" (Merriam-Webster Dictionary) "An abusive relationship is one in which substantial physical, mental, or emotional harm is inflicted, that is not temporary in nature, and is not clearly compensated for by positive and loving experiences over a long period of time." -- by louise, 1997 Age Play := Role Play involving an "age change". Ex. Grown-ups who wish to be treated as babies, school boys/girls, … Algolagnia := Medical/psychological term for the love of pain. Colloquially known as "Masochism". Alternative Lifestyle := A sexuality that differs significantly from the 'norm' may make an alternative lifestyle necessary or desirable. A sexual or

A Single Flame
I give to you for valentine, A flame that is a glow, It burns an ever lasting love, That lies within my heart, Did you know? This flame is now always within your care, You are the only one who can put it out, It burns for you and you alone, You are my wick, My one true love, How I love you so.

Thanks
i gave you my heart and told you to keep it but you handing it back and now its in pieces what will i do to mend it again i swore i was never gonna let this happen again what am i really supposed to do now maybe this super glue will hold it for now i think you forgot to give me back a piece or two this feeling inside god i hate this feeling inside how could you let this happen Fuck how could I let this happen i feel like such a fool all i wanted was to give you the world i wanted to make you smile i wanted you to find that place you could call home well, i guess now you have it i hope it makes you smile i hope that everyday when you wake up you give thanks for your life and it is truly what you want i just wish i had a chance fuck i never had a chance in the world i see that now why did you make me love you why did you ever say those words you fucking said them first god i wish i could hate you but i can't i still fucking love you fuck it my

On The Top Of You
Baby You've Been Given Feeling To Me All Night And I Cant Leave Unless You're Leaving With Me Tonight Now Its Not Difficult To Tell Oh Baby You're Selecting And I Think You're Selecting Me To Lead You - Baby Cant You See? I Wanna Leave With You Gotta Take You Home I Can See It Inside My Head That If I Leave With You And I Get You Home Baby Youre Gonne Love What I Do When Im On Top Of You Theres No Need For Us To See The Future Tonight I Just Wanna Live Inside This Moment All Night No Its Not Difficult To Tell Baby Im Attracted Thats The Way You Make Me Feel I Wanna Lead You - Baby Cant You See I Wanna Leave With You Gotta Take You Home I Can See It Inside My Head That If I Leave With You And I Get You Home Baby Youre Gonne Love What I Do When Im On Top Of You When Im On Top Of You Something I Cant Define But Your Eyes Tell The Story When My Love Fills You Up You'll Never Come Down I Wanna Leave With You Gotta Take You Home I Can See It Inside M

Looking For Mis Right Not Miss Right Now
hi all . Is she out there miss right not miss right now. i do not hink she is i have been looking for somtime now and i can not seam to find her , i find ones that i think are miss right but turn out to be miss right now . I want to find that one person that i can spend the rest of my life with and never have to go looking any more. She has to be a bbw that is in love with life and loves to live it , she whould love me and my little one no matter what, she whould want more kids some time , and she has to be ok in the head not all messed up and un happy all the time , must love going out and takeing long walks on the beach at night , must love the outdoors and bening out in , caping , fishing exe . so tell me all of you that read this am i ask for to much , and is there any one out there like this for my tell me what you think.

Almost Lost It
i got up early in the morning to take my cuzzin to his class, but we had to make a stop to get gas for the car. so we got gas and im driven 35mph on a 40mph street when this mexican waits till im about 5 feet away from his car too speed off into to the street causing my to fly off the road into a dirt path,and now my damn car wont start up anymore.

Here She Is - The Uss New York
I'm not American but I just had to share this :D Here SHE is - The USS New York, made from the World Trade Center ! It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003 , "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocke

Am I In Your Heart
Send this heart to everyone you know that likes you, and if you are inside their hearts they will send it back to you!!! Let's see how many hearts you receive? You ... are in my heart as a valued friend!!! ´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´´´¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶´´¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶ ´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ´´´´´´´´´´´¶¶¶¶ Please don't forget to send it back to me.. sending luv ur way ......THEY SAY iT TAKES A MiNUTE...... .......TO FiND A SPECiAL PERSON, ....... .....AN HOUR TO APPRECiATE THEM, ...... .........A DAY TO LOVE THEM, ........ ..........AN ENTiRE LiFE TiME......... ..............TO 4GET THEM............. .......SEND THiS TO THE PEOPLE...... .............U'LL NEVER 4GET.............. .........ITS A SHORT MESSAGE.......... ...........TO LET THEM KNOW..........

Everyone Is Going Away...
I dont know how much more death I can take this year!!!!!!!!!!!! i just found out a former highschool friend of mine was killed last night in a car crash... I saw her at about 6pm too last night, yeah she was at the bar across the street from where I work... but still OMG My brother's gf's ex boyfriend and his gf were killed earlier this year in a car accident... A kid from shinglehouse I knew way back when was killed in a car accident last week... My person my cousin knew and I had met once or twice was killed in a car accident, but one of her kids made it out alive... I mean they are all going away... and all but one was alcohol or drug related... I just dont know how much more I can handle before I blow up!!!

Blogging
Ok, this is my first blog on here, To start I'm 24 for a little while longer anyway. My name is Becca as you have probably figured out by now. I have no kids and I am divorced. I am an open book pretty much so feel free to ask if you want to know and don't. Later Days

To Truly Flow With The Ocean, Is To Experience A Moment Of Grace...
"To truly flow with the ocean, is to experience a moment of grace..." -The Surf Gooru Such a beautiful quote. Catching a wave truly is experiencing a moment of grace. Aside from all the trials and tribulations of getting there! LOL The one thing that has truly changed my perspective in life is surfing. It's something I had always wanted to do since I was a little tyke, boogie boarding with my dad until the sun went down, during those lazy summer afternoons, so long ago. One day, it occurred I had been saying i wanted to learn to surf every summer since I was, oh...probably about 9 years old or so... I was appalled at how hideously I was procrastinating, and thought to myself, instead of talkin about it, perhaps I should try DOING it. This decision TRULY changed my life forever. Surfing has shifted my perspective in life. As a sport, It is extremely challenging to learn and requires great dedication and patience. Two things I had been in short supply of up until then. I am sti

Sex On Mars
SEX ON MARS The year is 2222 and Mike and Maureen land on Mars after accumulating enough Frequent Flier miles. They meet a Martian couple and are talking about all sorts of things. Mike asks if Mars has a stock market, if they have laptop computers, how they make money, etc. Finally, Maureen brings up the subject of sex. "Just how do you folks do it?" asks Maureen. The Martian responds, "Pretty much the way you do." A discussion ensues. Finally the couples decide to swap partners for the night and experience one another. Maureen and the male Martian go off to a bedroom where the Martian strips. He's got only a teeny, weenie member about half an inch long and just a quarter-inch thick. "I don't think this is going to work." says Maureen. "Why?" he asks. "What's the matter?" "Well," she replies, "It's just not long enough to reach me!" "No problem," he says, and proceeds to slap his forehead with his palm. With each slap of his forehead, his member

What Would You Do ?
A man, returning home a day early from a business trip, got into a taxi at the airport. It was after midnight. While en route to his home, he asked the cabby if he would be a witness. The man suspected his wife was having an affair and he intended to catch her in the act. For $100, the cabby agreed. Quietly, arriving at the house, the husband and the cabby tiptoed into the bedroom. The husband switched on the lights, yanked the blanket back and there was his wife in bed with another man. The husband put a gun to the naked man's head. The wife shouted..."Don't do it.." This man has been very generous. I lied when I told you I inherited money. He pays the mortgage on our dream house. He paid for the Corvette I bought for you. He paid for our new cabin cruiser. He paid for your season Green Bay Packers Tickets. He paid for our house at the lake. He pays our kids college fund. He paid for our country club membership and he even pays the monthly dues".

You Have To Watch This , Please So Important
Subject: Pray for this baby PLEASE go to this web site and view the video, and then prayer for this child and his family with all you have in you. and thank God for all that you do have. God Bless, I love you, momma/Pat http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=2034427268 DeleteReplyForwardSpamMove...

For Those Wrestling Fans Out There
WWE® Superstar Chris Benoit Found Dead June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy. Additional information on World Wrestling Entertainment, Inc. can be found at ww

Chris Benoit, Family Found Dead
Today is a sad day for me .. I found out that my favorite wrestler and person in general .. Chris Benoit "The Rabid Wolverine" and his family was found dead in their home this afternoon. Any of you that know the WWE know what I am talkin about .. he was a great man in general .. so friendly to his friends and to his fans. He really cared for all of his fans .. weather they loved him or hated him .. he was still polite and caring. It is going to be strange .. in the past year the WWE has lost 2 great wrestlers .. Chris Benoit and Eddie Gurrero. I know that I'll miss each of them. May the goddess guide their surviving family and help them cope with the loss .... I know I will miss Chris. Too see the article go to: http://www.wwe.com/inside/news/benoitdead

Actually How I Am.
Im a down to earth guy, whom works to provide for my children, i love them with all my heart, and would die for them. I myself pride myself on trying to be the best person that i can be. i hate to argue. although it will happen, its always fun to make up. I do believe that when you want to be with a special lady, you should treat her like a white rose in a field of red tulips. make her feel and know that she is unique, and beautiful above all else. and always show her how much she means to you every day of the week. never to harm such a delicate gift from god. The Real Me: What i would do for my other half... 1) rub your feet when you have had a rough day 2) make dinner for you when your sick 3) take you on a carrige ride, just because i wanted to be with you. 4) cuddle on the couch with you, when you are tired 5) bring you roses and candy, when i have not done anything wrong. 6) massage your body when you are sore. 7) pleasure you, without anything in return. 8) alway

What Does It Mean?! Please Tell Me!!!
This was a dream someone told me that he had about me lol.. someone please tell me what it means!!!! i was a superhero and the villain had you and sarah hung over each side of a building he said, "choose!" he let both of you go at the same time i was able to grab the both of you, but sarah's line broke and she died you were still alive, but then the villain grabbed me away and killed me

Why Cant We All Be Happy
Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. OK now it is my business what I do not you. You can ask me all day every day what you want but MY LIFE IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. So if you cant be happy for me then stay the hell out of my shit. ok my venting is over for now

Chris Benoit
To all CT members here that are into wrestling im sure you know by now that Chris Benoit is gone from us here and will be sorely missed by everyone in the world of wrestling and everywhere else. Ive created a morph of him in memorial to him and the legacy that he left to all of us. We will miss you.........Chris Benoit.

Happy Hour Make Me A God Mother At 10:00 Pst
Happy Hour is mine at 10:00pst. Help me God Father.I have 512,000 to go.That may seem like alot but I have help alot of people level and some more then once that they can help.Its getting more stressful as i get closer lol..SO please help me get there.If you have already rated all my pictures find someone in the blast givaway to bomb. My Happy Hour was bought for me by a great friend Doing88~~The Godfather Family~~@ CherryTAP

A Huge Loss Of A Friend
I was saddened to hear this afternoon while on CT that professional wrestler Chris Benoit was found dead in his Atlanta residence along with the bodies of his wife Nancy and 7 year-old son Daniel. No further details of this tragedy have been reported, but I will repost as they come available. Chris was a comsummate wrestler, nicknamed the "Rabid Wolverine" by his tenacious attitude in the ring. Acclaimed as the most gifted scientific wrestler in the history of the sport, Chris was a feared opponent as well as a wonderful person. He was notably quiet and very intense both in and out of the ring, and many times had an explosive capability just like Mt St Helens. In fact, he once broke a fellow wrestler's neck while agressively trying to win a match. I met Chris through his closest personal friend (and tag team partner) Dean Malenko who I did some training with in Tampa at Dean's father's wrestling school (The Great Boris Malenko). I would never desire to workout with Chris, afraid

~~april~~
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu

Asking Me About My Birthday
here is a part of the last blog i wrote... if you are asking me to go here or there with you on my birthday 1. no if its because it benifits you such as come to this big party im havin on ur b day .... why? cuz my bitch is out of town and i though we could hook up......... come to a/c with me .....why? cause you can hang around and look hot while i play the tables....... come to a/c with me.. why? so you can play on my card and get me comps........ not one person has sat down, thought about what it is i like an or need and or want to do..... let alone asked me what would you like to do for ur b day........ not one person and the most hurt full of all offers was just recntly....... i dont even want to go into detail about it cause i cried for hours after it was said to me. i just want a nice relaxing day aawya from every one except 1-3 people i want to have fun, relax, feel good, i dont want to see my family they just hurt my feelings, i dont have any friends other

Chris Benoit
This is something I never thought in a million years that I'd ever be posting here on my page. But unfortunately, some of the worst things in life can just come up all of a sudden. That was definitely true earlier today, when Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy, and their son Daniel, were all found dead in their home. Words just don't express how saddened I personally, as well as, I'm sure, everyone whose lives he touched, feel right now. I never personally knew him, but I had always been a fan of his since his days as one of the Four Horsemen in the mid-'90s in WCW. I was always in awe at just simply how awesome he was inside of a wrestling ring, no matter whether he was simply delivering a chop to his opponent's chest, or if he was using one of the myriad of submissions he was so well-versed in, or especially when he flew from high off of the top rope to deliver a devastating headbutt to a lifeless body in the middle of the ring. In the ring, he was definitely a "Rabid Wolverine," and

Life Is A Bitch
Well certain people think they can get their way with me.But i have a trick up my seleve.I wish there was a day that you can just kill people that you hate or cant stand.because i have alot of people in my mind that i would just love to torture or hurt seriouly.if i am such a bad mom then why are my kids always first and i get them what they want and what they need?why are my kids always clean feed and behaved?humm i wonder because i am a damn good mother.i work take care of my household and my family.at least i am not struggling to stay on my feet.and i dont rely on my parents for anything.i am 22 going on 23 and i only go to my parents house once a week not all the time.i pay for all my bills without any help.gosh lifes a bitch and then you die.welli got to go i have to go to bed to make that money to pay my way through life.

R I P Chris Benoit
Almost everyone the knows me knows I love to watch wrestling. Its the one thing I have watched my entire life. Of course, everyone knows the storylines are fake and they dont naturally land that way after certain moves. But these guys put their soul into entertaining the rest of us and helping us escape reality for a while. Chris Benoit was not just one of the best, but THE BEST EVER! Most people have heard he was found dead in his home along with his wife and son. No one knows the reasons or circumstances as of yet as to why they died. Chris not only was the best in the ring, but one of the kindest souls out of the ring, not that I ever got the pleasure of meeting him in person, but that I can see the respect hes been given among his peers. He was a man's man, he did what was right, no matter what, and expected it of his peers. I never really realized it until now, but he was one of my heroes, to the point where I have actually lived my life in a similar manner. Although Im no

A Sad Day
My friends and fans, you may or may not know that i am a huge wrestling fan and today we lost one of the greats. Sadly WWE superstar Chris Benoit and his wife and son were found dead in their home. I am deeply saddened not only as a 30 yr fan of wrestling but as in name for my family name is Benoit.

Deleting Massive People Off My Friends List
JUST LETTING YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM IN THE PROCESS OF DELETING MASS PEOPLE OFF MY LIST PEOPLE THAT DONT COME TO MY PAGE OR EVER COMMENT OR RATE I HAVE GOT WAY TO MANY PEOPLE THAT HAVE NOT ONCE SPOKEN TO ME OR RATED OR COMMENTED I DON'T NEED A ZILLION PEOPLE ON MY LIST IVE ALREADY DELETED OVER 200 PEOPLE WILL CONTINUE SAME THING WILL GO FOR MY FANS AND FAMILY LIST I WILL BE DELETING PEOPLE FROM THERE AS WELL IF I HAVE DELETED ANYONE THAT MAY WANT TO BE READDED JUST SEND ME A REQUEST FOR TH REST OF YOU THANKS FOR HANGING AROUND ON MY LIST BUT I DONT HAVE ROOM FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T DO ANYTHING HAVE A GREAT REST OF THE NIGHT.

Chris Benoit ( Will Be Missed)
Pro wrestler, family found dead in Fayetteville home By Saeed Ahmed, Kathy Jefcoats The Atlanta-Journal Constitution Published on: 06/25/07 A well-known professional wrestler and his family were found dead inside their house in Fayette County Monday afternoon. Authorities confirmed that Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, were found dead at the home on Quarters and Redwine roads in Fayetteville about 4 p.m. Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Benoit, a 40-year-old Canadian native maintained a home in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct World Championship Wrestling. Most recently, Benoit fought as part of the World Wrestling Entertainment organization. WWE canceled its live show in Corpus Christi Monday night, and its broadcast of "Raw" on the USA Network was a three-hour retrospective on Benoit's career. "Obviously,

Some Funny Shit
Master Card Wedding You got to love this guy. This is a true story about a recent wedding that took place at Clemson University . It made the local newspaper; even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding, at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's family & to especially thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, were an envelope. He stressed that this was his gift to everyone, & asked them to open their envelope. Inside each manila envelope was an 8 x 10 glossy of his brid

If This Crap Is On Tomorrow, I'm Going Into Hiding!!
World Awaits Paris Hilton's Return Jun 25, 6:03 PM EST The Associated Press LOS ANGELES -- As Paris Hilton counted down her final hours in jail Monday, her reality stint behind bars was about to be replaced by the bizarre, almost fictional qualities that make up her life on the outside. With Hilton due to be released sometime Tuesday, the Federal Aviation Administration promised to keep a close watch on the paparazzi helicopter pilots expected to track her every move. "We will be sending inspectors to her neighborhood and to the jail to keep an eye on all the helicopter and perhaps even airplane traffic in the vicinity and make sure all the operations are conducted safely," said FAA spokesman Ian Gregor. He noted that copter pilots could be cited for such things as hovering dangerously low over people or hovering low enough to kick up debris that damages homes and vehicles. Meanwhile, in the fashionable Hollywood Hills neighborhood that Hilton calls home when she's not

To The Woman I Love
Hero Let me be your hero Would you dance If I asked you to dance? Would you run And never look back? Would you cry If you saw me crying? And would you save my soul, tonight? Would you tremble If I touched your lips? Would you laugh? Oh please tell me this. Now would you die For the one you loved? Hold me in your arms, tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Would you swear That you'll always be mine? Or would you lie? would you run and hide? Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my breath away. Oh, I just want to hold you. I just want to hold you. Am I in too deep? Have I lost my mind? Well I don't care... You're here tonight. I can be your hero, baby. I can kiss away the pain. I will stand by you forever. You can take my

Subject: New Preamble To The Constitution
Courtesy of MsTags.com Subject: NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States , in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is gu

Just A Few Things I Can't Stand:
Just a few things i can't stand: Stupid people,liars,people who judge everyone else but when it comes to them they can do no wrong,people that don't give others a chance,people that tell someone something but mean something else,when someone acts like something they're not,broken promises/empty promises,mind games,people that think they are better than everyone else,attitude problems,people who always feel sorry for themselves,negative people,rude people,not opened minded,not willing to try new things,negative people that want everyone else to be down cause they are,users,losers,and anyone who has a stick up their ass!! ANY QUESTIONS?? THX JENNA

62 Questions
1) What is your middle name? Henry 2) What color is your mailbox? Silver 3)Are you single? Yes 4) Have you ever hit a deer? No, but I've had a few close calls 5) Do you have to drive over a bridge to get home? Usually 6) What color is your room? Off white 7) Do you have a small driveway? Yes 8) Do you know anyone with the same ringtone as you? No, I recorded my own ringtone. 9) What do you do first in the morning? Check email 10) What brand is your printer? Lexmark 11) Do you enjoy fighting with people? Not at all 12) Is your hair naturally straight or curly? Curly 13) Who was your kindergarten teacher? Don't remember 14) What is your ringtone? The toccata section of Bach's Toccata and Fugue in D minor played on synth steel drums. 15) Are you taller than your mom? If I'm standing, yes, but that's rare 16) What curse word do you say the most when your pissed? Bloody hell 17) Are you God? I certainly hope not, I can't be trus

Pro Wrestler, Family Found Dead In Fayetteville Home
Monday night, the largest wrestling organization in the world grappled with a real-life murder mystery: What led to the apparent murder-suicide of superstar wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child inside their expansive Fayetteville home? Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials have not disclosed how the family died, other than to say the deaths did not involve a gun. "The details, when they come out," said Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard, "are going to prove a little bizarre." Deputies checking on the family at the behest of Benoit's employer discovered the bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, on Monday afternoon at their home on Green Meadow Lane. Benoit, a Canada native, maintained a residence in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct Ted Turner-owned World Championship Wrestling organization. Most recently, Benoit performed as par

Welcome Home
Welcome home you gave your all my friend. We know you'll be watching from above. We'll keep you close in our hearts. We'll remember what you did, and what you gave your life for. We'll meet again someday, when heavens doors open once again. The flag will remain flying high, for all the world to see. Welcome home you gave your all my friend. You will never be forgotten. When we see the eagle flying we will know that you are free my friend. Welcome home.

What Is More Important To You?
I must of touched a nerve of someone for them to have blocked me because I made a comment in their Mumm. It was the leader of a pack on here that promotes the thought and the farse of downrating. There is no such thing as being down rated, any point is an up rate. I just pointed out they counter dictate what they supposedly stand for. To promote that anyone giving less than a 10 is someone that should be blocked and not associated with is teaching hate. You have the freedom to rate what wish in the photo section that is why it is list 1 to 10 and Vic can do 11's. I personally always give high rates but not cause I feel I have to. Its just what I do. I have even rated this persons pics with 11's It just goes to show you how immature this point system makes people act. Yes immature, that you would put more value in whether you get a 1 or 10 then really talking with the person and getting to know who they really are. I find it a shallow way of thinking. I

Please Read To All Wwe Fan And Members Of Ct...r.i.p. Chris Benoit 1967-2007
A look at the career of the "Rabid Wolverine" June 25, 2007The sports-entertainment world has lost a Legend, as WWE is saddened to report that Chris Benoit and his family were found dead in their Atlanta-area home today. Benoit was 40 years old. A trainee of the legendary Stu Hart, Benoit began his career in 1985 in Calgary after training with Stu and the Hart Family in the infamous Dungeon. Benoit idolized former World Tag Team Champion Dynamite Kid, and the high-flying style Benoit utilized throughout his career was influenced heavily by the British Superstar. However, his training in the Dungeon helped mold him into one of the best technical grapplers in sports-entertainment history as well. Benoit competed for Stu Hart’s Stampede Wrestling organization from 1985-1989, where he held both the British Commonwealth Title and the International Tag Team Title four times each, before heading to Japan, where his career truly blossomed. He originally competed as the masked Pegasus

Finally
I'm tired, but what do you expect after a 12 hr shift. Today was a normal day work wise, but a short but powerful conversation in the morning, made my daay and nothing, and I do mean nothing can or will take away from that. For those of you that have followed my angel series, you can see I finally posted "healing", so yes I hope this will be the start of the sweet and playful works I was about to write a few weeks ago. This Tues and thurs mornings are important days for me just to see what happens and to see how playful and sweet and loving and romantic the next few poems are going to be, I am and will hold back on putting expectations on either of the days just b/c the last time i did, well tues didn't work out so great, so while I hope, I do not expect. Hopefully we can start having fun again. Speaking of fun I've decided to hold a new contest, I need you guys to either join or spread the word I really want this to be big, and heck I'm giving away a 30 day blast to the winner, and

The Light
Ok all let’s go for a trip, a journey if you will into the heart of a wicked lil girl. We’ll see all the blackness maybe some emptiness, perhaps some despair, Oh what is that you ask? What is the light all along the walls that shows the blackness at the end? Let me explain something my friend, that light is the pain that leads the way through life . . . If for some reason you should ever lose sight of me on this journey please do not fear just follow that light and the pain will guide you out. Now, please take my hand as our voyage begins. I walked down this lonely road all alone on my way through finding very few along the way to stop for. The ones I find inevitably are not the ones that I need to find. They are not the ones that I need to be stopping for. The ones I stop for are the ones who make my light shine brightly and intensify the darkness within. I can never find the ones to dim the light making my life more clear. I have looked and moved on and looked some more y

Hypocriticalness Of Celebs
First people were feeling sorry for Anna for ODing, then people were feeling sorry for Paris because she went to jail, now people are feeling sorry for Beniot, and he has been accused of double homicide. How is it that people feel sorry for someone that is famous because they did something illegal and got charged with it, or accused since Beniot has yet to have the evidence against him. I find it funny that people act as though they are better then any other person because the "celeb" has been in the spot light. I'm sorry don't be feeling sorry and spamming every website that you may be on with the "pray for ..." bulletins, mumms, blogs, whatever. No one person is better then another, and that is the problem with today's society nobody has respect for another person unless they are of a higher social standing. I treat everyone with the same respect unless they show that they are worthy of more, and anyone that I come in contact with can be worthy of more respect. So you may call me an

Rip Chris Benoit
Article (hope I've got the html right there) Anyways, wow. Not the kind of news you expect to wake up to. Benoit was never a favourite of mine, but regardless, this is horrible news. Thoughts and prayers to his family and friends at this time.

59-blessed Affliction
You take me apart piece by piece I surrender all I am to your smile Will you surrender to my will As I surrender to the way you make me feel Yes I'm drunk again..but you still take my breath away I'm your fool and i admit it as so I sit alone in the darkness When you tell me you have to go Cuz you're my Addiction My blessed affliction I can take your courtesy If you can take my jealousy I'm distracted by your sense of style Your face is my downfall Practice what i could say to your face But I know you would cut me like a fool Can you feel the love I send you everyday? Am I just spitting in the wind? Am i talking to the stars again? Can I justify this personal sin? Cuz YOU're My addiction My blessed affliction I can take your amusing me If you can take my losing me Hand me my heart like a broken man I am at your feet like the slave I am Your smile has me spinning round Like an idiot on the floor giving what I can Subtle as a train coming off the track

The World
i have so much on my mind it seems like the weight of the world in on me.i try hard not to think about everything so much but i do anyway.i have always been a worrier.and im so fuckin sick of it.i know most of what im worried and or stressed about is going to get better and turn out fine but that still doesnt stop me. ugh.

Contest Ideas Plz
I WAS THINKING ABOUT HOLDING A CONTEST TO HELP ME ALONG WITH SOME POINTS.I TOLD MYSELF THAT I WOULDNT SPEND ONE RED CENT OF MY OWN MONEY ON BUYING POINTS ON CT SUCH AS VICS AND BLASTS,I WANT TO DO IT WITHOUT LAYING ANY MONEY OUT SO I THOUGHT MAYBE A CONTEST WITH SOME BIG PIMPING GIFTS AS A GIVEAWAY.BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT CATEGORY I COULD DO AS THEY SEEM TO HAVE ALL BEEN DONE...THOUGHT MY CT PALS MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE ME SOME IDEAS ON CONTEST IDEAS?

Kids Are Smart!!!!
Kids are smart!!!---Kids are smater than what you give them credit for,If you want an original idea if you can't think of one,just ask a kid,sometimes adults lose our sense of direction by just acting all grown up all the time,I think we would lose ourselves if sometimes we didn,t think and act like a kid,It is okay,to be a big kid at heart,kids make us feel young,and creative,and give us inspiration,My 5 year old daughter Sarah,the day after her birthday walked into the kitchen,and when she was asked what she wanted for breakfast,When she saw that there was a piece of cake left over she pointed to it,and said,"I want that pancake."yes,kids are smart,...and know what they want,...

The Body's Poison....new....=[
You are the poison that runs throw my vines Strait to the heart you go, Poison my soul with thoughts that i am not going to make it. I always say i'll be okay i'll live. Sometimes I am not so sure myself. Why did i have to be one of the survivors? Now you tell me that its back, how am I to deal with that? I Cry to myself never letting people see i am weak, I am in so much pain but it wont just let me go. It's holding on till my last breath. My Every Breath is Weaker then The Last. Sometimes I Wish the World Knew the past has come back. I Am Scared and I Feel So alone. I Brake Down and Cry But Shhh No one Must Know. They will Only Know when it is far to late. To say or do anything. Eather way No one can Save me Lets hope my body is Up for the fight. It's a Fight that will Last Way Longer then Tonight. By Me

Screw You All!
Point whores. That's all I hear about from the bastards in the MUMMs. Fuck 'em. Where's the fun in being on CT if you don't try and level up? Most of the fuckers commenting in the MUMMS and whining about how you get points for them now and refusing to vote are VIC's and level 20 and up or whatever. SO if YOU don't give a flying fuck about points, explain to me why you bothered posting the salute to get past level 10, or why you bothered contributing financially to the site, or why you even come here? Go to Myspace, where you don't get points for anything. GO to Hi5 (I don't know much about them cuz I don't go there).. go anywhere that I don't, or that I don't have to deal with you. Some of us enjoy the challenge of levelling up. Of earning new privileges on the site. And of exploring ways to play around with it. We can't all do the surveys, and if the only way we can level up is by rating, commenting, and voting, fuck off and leave us be. Yes.. the MUMMs get repetitive. Th

Well She Did It Again
She took his kids away again. All because little Ernie bumped his head and we didn't rush him to the emergancy room. He was fine and jumping around. Now if he had a concusion don't you think he would be laying down and tired, now wound for sound. I hate her so much. Why does she have to hurt him like that. I dont get.

June 26th 2007
I thought I'd sit and write some stuff while there is not work to do here. I had to do some editing off my family list cause a few took me off of theirs. I'm pretty pissed but nothing unusual for me. People who say one thing and do another..you gotta love that. anywho I'm bored at work. What do I eat for lunch? who do I talk to at lunch now? Idk... I am slowly realizing why a few people on here are just leaving altogether. Its hard to rely on people to be there for you when they just think its fun and games. I am definitely a sucker for a pretty girl to tell me something..i actually spend a lot of money to make it special and it ends up being a nightmare.. anywho lol i love saying anywho.. hope work for you isn't as boring as it is for me. take care ~timmy~

Chris Benoit "thing"
I've seen the Mumms and the Bulletins, and well of he was a nobody then nobody would care. I don't know what the NTSB stats are for that day, but I bet allot of people dies that same day, and no one cares about all of 'em. Hell, we don't even get that kind of traffic when a trooper in Iraq dies and someone here knows them. They may get a post of two and that is all. Same with police officer and fire fighters who die in the line of duty. Nine of them died this past week. Do see any tributes to them here, do you? I am sorry he died, but it is the fate of all humanity to pass into oblivion, just because he entertained you, it is nothing special. People get all hyped over entertainers, when they are current, because they live their lives vicariously through the exploits of their TV heroes.That is the reason for so much traffic about this guy. Just bothered to look up the Chris Benoit "thing" and if he was not famous that would not have gotten the attention it has gotten here. It is a

Chris Benoit Update
Wrestler Benoit, wife and son found dead By DEBBIE NEWBY, Associated Press Writer Tue Jun 26, 7:13 AM ET FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - Details of the deaths of pro wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and their 7-year-old son may seem "a little bizarre" when released to the public, a prosecutor said. ADVERTISEMENT Authorities were investigating the deaths at a secluded Fayette County home as a murder-suicide and were not seeking any suspects outside the home. Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told The Atlanta Journal-Constitution, "The details, when they come out, are going to prove a little bizarre." Those details may emerge after the completion of autopsies scheduled for Tuesday. Investigators believe Benoit killed his wife and son over the weekend and then himself sometime Monday. The bodies were found Monday afternoon in three different rooms of the house on Green Meadow Lane, in a subdivision off a gravel road about two miles from Whitewater Country

Tribute To Chris Benoit
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the starshine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I do not die.

Lover Of The Game
love is not a game to me a say i love someone then I do love them with my hart and soul and i will keep loveing them to they make so that I can't love them no more and they make me go away so look I do love someone on here and she my girl and she love me yes we will keep it real we don't say things that we don't mean we say what on are minds and that how lovers sould be and love not a game. plz let me know what u think of this.

5 Days...
I can't believe my birthday is next Sunday. It's kinda surreal. Seems like I just turned 21 and that was last year... I think it's just hitting me harder since today is a boyfriend's birthday. He always makes it a point to say he's 5 days older than me. Bastard. But that's alright. At least I can go to the bar without him. As the girlfriend I'm obligated to make him birthday breakfast so I stuffed him full of bacon and chocolate chip pancakes. That'll show him...

There Are Stars And Then There Are Superstars
There are stars and then there are superstars! This monday, death claimed it's latest victims in the Benoit Family, What has been ruled a double murder suicide, will greatly impact the world of sports entertainment as we know it, and break the hearts of millions of Wrestling fans worldwide! Finally realizing the dream of being World Champion at Wrestlemania XX with his best friend Eddie Gurrero, setting a standard for respect and dedication in the professional wrestling industry, and being the consomate professonal and family man. He lost his best friend (Eddie Gurrero) a few years back, and has never seemed to recover from the loss. I am actually at a loss for words as this has caught myself and the rest of the world by suprise. What could have consumed him to do what he did, I nor anyone else besides him will ever know! Butone thing is for sure, he will be greatly missed! So allother things aside, thank you Chris for the memories, the matches, the blood, the sweat, the

Me And Men
Why is it that I have so many problems finding a really man. I am married but to a man that treats me as a slave and an object not as his wife or as a person. The only men i seem to meet or that want anything to do with me just want sex. I have thought about it alot lately am I never to be happy or find the one that treats me with respect and wants me for me. I have been working hard on bettering my life and my kids' lives. And yes i know i don't need a man to make me happy but it would be nice to know that there is someone that truely loves me and that is not feeding full of bullshit just to get what they want. There is alot more to me then that.

Meant To Be
WELL I AM NEW TO THIS SITE ..BUT I HAVE A MYPSACE AND HI5 AND 360 PAGE .BUT I GUESS IT WAS MEANT TO BE CAUSE JUST LOOK AT THE NAMES..CHERRY TAP ....WILDCHERRY! LOLOL I AM SOO BORED ALL THE TIME..BUT THIS DOES HELP ! WELL I JUST WANTED TO SAY HI TO EVERYONE AND HOPE YOUR DAY IS NOT AS BORING AS MINE! LLOLOLOLOL

Victoria's Satisfaction (part 1)
Victoria lay perfectly still, watching the sweat roll off his back slowly. Eric’s soft snores sounded like purrs to her, as if he was completely content. Perhaps he is, she thought, but I’m not, damn it! She rolled off the bed and sat on the floor reaching beneath it to her little box… her toy box. A sigh escaped her lips as she realized she was beginning to use her toys more and more, and usually after he had fallen asleep. “What is wrong with this picture,” she asked herself in a whisper, not wanting to wake him. She took out her favorite little bullet and reached up to place it on the bed. Next she pulled out a glass dildo and some lubricant. She looked at the nipple clamps and handcuffs and sighed. “I need him for those,” he murmured disappointedly, before closing the box and sliding it back into place. Victoria stood and looked at her sleeping boyfriend, wondering if the vibrations would wake him. She didn’t think a passing train could wake him, but the chance of him catch

Hey You! You! Ohioan!
Yes. That's right. You sitting there with your camera in your hand. Okay, maybe it's not in your hand, but its nearby or you remember where you left it. I am leaving this great state and trading it for another. Foolish you may say, but this is the path that destiny has laid before me and I must travel it (wow, I need some coffee). I challenge you to take a picture of Ohio, a picture that screams Ohio. Give me something to remember when I'm far, far away in another land (south of the Mason Dixn line). It can be indoors, outdoors, a landmark, or a symbol (I'll even take something Buckeye...*sigh*) Put it in one of your albums, notify me, and let me rip it. Or simply post it here. If you aren't an Ohioan, but have visited and have pics -- share. Now go shutterbug your little hearts out and help me savor a piece of Ohio in mine.

I Love You Sonny Come Back To Me!
You Mother Fuckers Finally did it! You took the best thing in my life on Cherry Tap away from me! If you are the cause of Fat Sonny Leaving me I will forever hate you! He has done nothing but be kind to me and because of this shit I will be taking a step up to where I will be watching people's words and shit because I will get to the bottom of this. I love Fat Sonny and he is a great man and it is a shame you people cannot see him for who he really is. When we had people stalking our pages who took the step to help keep them away from us??? SONNY and did anyone even thank him for that Hell NO! You ungrateful bastards! I don't care if you hate me! I love you Sonny, I wish you wouldn't leave us!

The Musings Of A Mother
I believe that there needs to be a license for people to have children. Yesterday, I was in a store and heard a mother talking to her child, who couldn't have been any older than a year. She was telling the child to 'Shut the f up you little bastard.' And so on and so forth. What would pursue a mother who loves thier children to speak to them in such a manner? Even if I was having the worst of days, or if Brandon was acting out, I would NEVER call him such names. Perhaps it is due to my situation. I personally know what it feels like to be called names and how it feels. Against my calmer judgement, I went up to the woman with Olivia and Brandon beside me, and I told her something. "Excuse me....I just have to say that you have a beautiful son." She thanked me, now acting like the proper mother now...which really pissed me off. Looking at her square in the eye, I then asked her something. "What would make you call him the 'b' word?" Her face palled, knowing that s

Taser
(Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave

I Have To Say This.
At the risk of being hated but whatever. Okay it's a tragedy that Chris Benoit and his wife and son are dead, but can we talk about something else? PLEASE?! enough with the fucking bulletins and mumms about it already for the love of Christ.

Real Frinds
real friends are the ones that will still talk to you when things get a little rough.i thought i would have friends threw cherrytap,not all on tap want to be your friendwhen they look at you for you lookes,not whats in your heart.when you dont talk sex,they dont want to talk to you anymore.friendship aint all talking about sex.i have always said good things come to frinds that want to just talk,not ignore each other.im a good talker i will talk to anyone. im not here to win a popularity contest.but i will be your friend. thank you wasted

To Inform You All
I found out today that Chris "the rabid wolverine" Benoit, was the force behind the death of his wife Nancy and 7 year old son.. This comes to me as a great shock seeing as how I have watched him wrestle since the early 90's. I am forced to recognize that this is not a incedent cause by passion but was caused by rid rage. and seems to be planed out. if you find any information stating otherwise PLease email me ........

Freakin Blog
I hate that word. Blog. It's gross. Ok I'm gonna do one of them surveys everyone loves so much. ...::About Me::... Full Name: Jessica Marie Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Almost black Height: 5'5 I think? Shoe Size: 6 1/2 to 7 1/2 Ring Size: Apparently really small Heritage: Irish, English, French, Scottish and Japanese Graduating Year: 2001 Birthdate: 12/27/82 Zodiac Sign: Capricorn ...::Firsts::... Concert: Uhh Best Friend: My first best friend was this little dude that lived near me in Virginia when I was like 5. Crush: Don't remember, mustve not been that exciting. Pet: A cat named Zachariah. Sport: Hockey? ...::Have You Ever::... Sky Dived: Want to. Bungee Jumped: Nope Gone out of the Country: Mexico Beaten Someone Up: No Gotten Beat Up: No Killed an Animal: OMG I ran over a bird one time it was just standing there. I cried and my sister laughed at me. Swam in the Ocean: Yes! Broke the Law: Yes Smoked: Yes Chewed Tobacco: Ew gross Drank: Yes Been Kiss

Update About Samantha Kitty
I just called the Vet and canceled the rest of Samantha’s Chemotherapy sessions. The cancer has gone into a second lymph node and in the 2 weeks since we discovered the second node they’ve both grown. She’s still acting like a very happy energetic kitty, especially for being 17 years old. The folks at the Vet’s office said that she really acts like a much younger cat and can’t get over how sweet she is no matter what they’re doing to her. So, we’re going to hang out for a while, and when she starts to show that she’s in pain, I’ll take her to go to sleep. Vet couldn’t give me an estimate on a time line, so for all I know it could be a long way off or it could be in a month. Regardless, it’s time to let nature run her course. Thanks to everyone for all of your support, good thoughts and prayers.

Benoit, And The Facts.
I really just don't get it. Three people are dead, and despite quite a few inconsistencies, it's being shoved down our throats that Chris Benoit indeed killed his wife and son. Watching the Press Conference today, it was made quite clear that the decision as far as the Sheriff's office is concerned, is over. It's Steroids alright, yup - he did it. But what about the time line given by the DA? He said quite clearly that Nancy died on Friday, Daniel on early Saturday - And that Chris Benoit died late SATURDAY. First off - This doesn't gibe at ALL with what the Sheriff's representative said. HE said that Chris Benoit died late Sunday, and that there was a full day between Nancy and Daniel. If the DA is correct, and he died Saturday evening - Why are people saying that they received Text messages late Sunday with PPV references? Chris Benoit may have killed his family. That's tragic, and definitely a bad thing for Wrestling in the near future. I just want to know why there's

Vanity
My tangoing seemed to delight her; With me it was love at first sight. I mentioned That I was a writer: She asked me: "What is it you write?" "Oh, only best-sellers," I told her. Their titles? . . . She shook her blonde head; The atmosphere seemed to grow colder: Not one of my books had she read. Oh, she was a beauty ensnaring, And I was an author of note; But little I saw she'd be caring If never a novel I wrote. Alas for the caprice of Cupid! Alack for the phantom of Fame! I thought her just homely and stupid: She didn't know even my name. I saw her a score of years after; She gushed as I took off my hat; But inwardly loud was my laughter, For she was enormously fat. Thank heaven I'd not made that error; I saw Love drive off in a hearse; But I too retreated in terror . . . She started to quote me my verse.

Wrestler Chris Benoit Dead
I just read about WWE star Chris Benoit, his wife, and his 7 year old son, being found dead yesterday. Apparently it was a double murder suicide. Chris strangled his wife and smothered his son. My thoughts are with his family. Chris was, in my opinion, one of the best wrestlers I have ever seen. He was never a fake; what you saw was what you got. It's a shame that his life ended this way. WWE has lost one of it's brightest stars...

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ....Laxatives ...... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like ..Bananas ...... The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like .....Weather ..... Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders .... You need one, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars .. Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ...... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like .Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ......Mascara .... They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn .. They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like . Snowstorms .. You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ......Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13.

Why?
Why is it always me? I can never find a guy to make me happy. I always find the losers of the world I really wish I was another girl. I'm tired of being told I am so nice and so sweet. Maybe if I was mean there'd be a nice guy I'd meet. I'm tired of being lonely, but I am tired of being used. I am hoping and praying to God to bring me good news. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something I have done in life to make me unworthy?

Wedding Season Is Scary
lol just a few funny as hell wedding vid clips I had to share for all my friends who are "at that season". Especially my sweet Alysa and Brad!! And Joey and Marlene I loves you guys!! lol Never go to the little bakery for the cake! The flowers flowers- Spice it up- Make sure you wait until the reception to pop your viagra Save it all for the end and remember- it could always have gone worse ;) In the words of the wise- Now Lets boogaloo til we puke!

What Is Your Gift
You scored as You have the Gift of Empathy, You have been blessed with the gift of Empathy. Even though it is a heavy burden to carry the pain of others, know this that you can help them. Though I must advise you to learn how to not take their pain upon yourself and drag you downYou have the Gift of Empathy94% You have the Gift of Wisdom81% You have the Gift of Discernment69% You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision69% You have the Gift of a Seer44% You sadly do not recognize your gift yet13% What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

I Have Learned
I HAVE LEARNED IF YOU CANT FORGET A HURT,YOU CAN FORGIVE THE PERSON WHO DELIVERED IT..THE HURT CAUSES YOU TO DO IN PEACE.YOU CANNOT,CHANGE CIRCUMSTANCES,BUT YOU ALWAYS CHANGE YOU REACTION TO THEM..LOVE WILL FIND YOU UNEXPECTEDLY...SELF PITTY IS YOUR OWN WORST ENEMY THE SILENT KILLER IS YOUR OWN SELF PITTY DONT WOLLOW GET OUT AND MAKE A DIFFERENCE..

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Bouncers can DELETE ANY PROFILE THEY WANT ANYTIME THEY WANT SO DONT LET THE LI

The Stripper
The Stripper It had been a long ass semester and I had some personal problems as well. With my babies being bad in school and my father having a stroke, I was glad to see winter break was coming up. I decided to go back on interracial singles to see if anything had changed. It hadn’t but there were a few females that caught my eye. We struck up a few conversations and that is when they started to weed themselves out……lol... I could not put my finger on it but they were not my type for different reasons. The one who was a stripper wasn’t either. Anyone who knows me, know I don’t do strip clubs or watch porn. I have been with a stripper before so it was not a fantasy thing; she had an attitude about her that I liked. We could sit up for hours and bull-shit or get real nasty as well. We talked for a minute and decided to meet. I was a little leery about the whole thing. She was not my type physically; she was too damn slender for my likings. Over time I got pass this. I had seen pict

My Feelings On The Ct Salute Issue!!!
well ok so i found this site afew months ago and when i first got on here all i could say was kool. but since gettin to a level 10 it has become a crappy ordeal. for one u cant make it past a 10 til u post a salute ....wuts a salute u ask? well u have to hold up a white piece of paper sayin ur ct numbers and ur ct name ....and with that in mind.....u should be able to show any pic of urself u want...even if it's not you....i can name about 100 poeple on ct who just are very secretive and dont want ct members to see wut they really look like and theirs no crime in it.....,so the way i see it its not right to tell someone that they wont make it past a certain level cuz their not real...thats like tellin me im not human ....like im a alien....NO SALUTE can prove who i really am only my CERTIFICATE!!!! so lets this be said i will stay a 10 for as long as i want cuz im not out to prove who i am to anyone but GOD HIMSELF!!!!!! PEACE OUT!!!!

Suicide Scars
i look at myself in the mirror wondering. wondering what happend to the girl i used to be. wondering why there are scars on my wrist. why i did this to myself. then i think back to when my whole world was crashing down. i seem to realize that these scars are suicide scars. i start to cry to the fact that i will have these scars for a life time. i grab my razor put it up to my wrist. and i start to cut. i start to cut them suicide cuts all over again. i cant stop. but i guess that this will be me forever. makeing them ugly suicide scars.

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT SO DON'T ACT ALL STUPID LIKE YOU DONT. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Boun

.quick.minute.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ok. now that i got that out of my system *whew* busy busy busy busy busy. *nod* moving company came out yesterday give us an estimate...can we say...sticker shock? but the guy was cool...and instead of having to rent a penske to move boxes ourselves we're gonna have the moving guys do it cuz in reality? why not when we're basically renting the entire truck for two work days might as well utilise it. *nod* tomorrow im takin the kids to some water park thingie place cuz i promised...meh. so today is pretty much the last day i have to do the major packing...n thursday is the last minute stuff which isnt that big a deal cuz there really isnt that much last minute stuff...cuz im good like that. textboy wants me to do him a favor. *raises eyebrow* of course if i do this favor...i own him. we both know this. he even asked if i had a purse to carry around his balls in. ha. im not that wicked tho. i could b

Contest
Okay I am having a contest for the ones who rate me the most!!!!!! The winner will get an outstanding chance of a life time. That chance is to send me as many nude pictures as they want. Really the winner gets to be nude for just me. So start the ratings ladies preferred for this contest.

The Withdrawl
How do I act normal, my world being ripped apart. depressed and hiding within myself. I won't show you how I feel, the hurt the anger the fear. You'd turn away in disgust, maybe you can't understand...Heh you just don't really care enough. My tears not worth your time. I become the shadow you forget to miss. Wraith unseen. Invisible kid... Have you forgotten to miss me? I wouldn't know I'm already gone.

Wow @ Some Of The Photo's People Have On Their Profile!
I was told that nudity has to be NSFW so I set the siggy's I made in a file name NSFW but yet I've seen two people sign on to her with their penis' showing in their profile picture! What's up with that?

Answer Honestly
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Am I A Risk Taker?
Merritt, you take the most risks when it comes to Following Your Heart Whether you're searching for your soul mate or you've already found a special someone, you're not afraid to take your chances in the realm of romance. Listening to your heart, and even putting it on the line, is part of your romantic nature. Love can be a gamble, and for a passionate person like you, it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all. You'll never find your soul mate if you don't try. Besides, it'll help you figure what you're really looking for in a perfect partner. So keep following your heart. It's sure to take you on a romantic ride!

For Trey Hale R.i.p
Her young life a mystery to me. To be thirteen is something she'll never see. Her life taken away when she was so young. Erased for all time before it had begun. What kind of god can take away so precious and new. And how many lives will regret not ever knowing you.

What Love Is To Me...
People on CT are always asking... is it love at first sight? In my eyes, love has to be earned. It is not love at first sight, although it might be lust. Love grows with time. I asked a friend once, what is love? They said something that has stuck with me since. They said love is trust, someone that is honest with you, can make you laugh and back you up. It was the back you up part, that got to me. I was in a 20 year relationship and I have never had that. The trust in a person, that they would truly back me up. I want that. I want to trust someone with all my heart. I also feel that love is accepting that person for who they are, goofiness and all. And actually enjoy them for it. And the willingness to communicate. Am I asking to much? Not in my eyes.

The Demon With In
he dwells with in, he lauphs at my pain. he demands my blood, and i give it to him. little cuts of pain and pleasure, little cuts of obedence. HE WANTS IT, HE WANTS MY BLOOD, SO HE GETS IT. i cant stop it, no more heart ach, i cant take it. no more pain. ill let it out. let the blood pour. 13 slashes, and 13 more, lets my heart fall to the floor. and the demon? he is inside me, forever more.

Church Attendance
Selection from Wealth, Women, and War raw cut (it is unedited at this point). Church attendance is still an expected ritual for people of the relatively middle-class normative culture. To live the idea of Christianity is not expected. This can best be described in a reversal of the old cliché. It would be, "do as I do, not as I say." The expectation is to park ones fanny in the pew for four hours a week, pay the weekly dues, and go about life without rocking the boat, or asking any real questions. To the uninitiated and the condemning, Christian-basing idealist this sounds like lunacy. However it does go back to the function of the Church in the United States . It is neutral ground upon which a person can stand and for a few hours, once a week, feel good about themselves, or find a personal fix for a personal problem so long as that fix does not require a long term investment of real capitol. Primarily, the people of the United States go to church to convince themselves they

No Hero!
MIAMI (Reuters) - Professional wrestling superstar Chris Benoit killed his wife and 7-year-old son before hanging himself from his weight machine, authorities said on Tuesday. ADVERTISEMENT Investigators said the murder-suicide happened over Friday and Saturday in the suburban Atlanta home where the bodies of Benoit, his wife and young son were found on Monday. Nicknamed "The Rabid Wolverine" and "The Canadian Crippler," Benoit had canceled two events in Texas over the weekend citing an undisclosed "family emergency," his employer, World Wrestling Entertainment, said on its Web site. Benoit then sent "several curious text messages" to friends early Sunday morning and this prompted authorities to check on him and his family at their home, the statement said. Autopsy results showed that Benoit first murdered his wife, Nancy. She was bound at the feet and wrists and died of asphyxiation sometime on Friday, Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard told a news conference. She was wrap

Dear Friedns, Old And New
hey everyone, due to some things beyond my controll I will not be on tap very much for the next few weeks. sorry to all the love that I not had the chance to give out. but once I return I will give mad love out with avengence, and thank you to whoever bought the blast for me. I donno who to say thank you for but thank you all the same

♥words Of A Stranger♥
Words Of A Stranger when the words of a stranger makes you feel...as if they have stolen your thoughts and made them their own @ that moment in time you realize you were never alone somewhere in this cold world someone feels as you do someone is in need of love as you are two trains of thought unknowingly traversing parallel tracks their destination...destiny how surreal is that? when the words of a stranger encompasses your entire being liberates your soul focuses your mind on sights your eyes are not able to see you have experienced something far greater than the exchanging of poetry when you are comforted by their intellect then drown within its depths when nothing satisfies you more than to be swept away in their stream of consciousness when you become their muse and they become your inspiration and in each others words you see the possibilities of the impossible the logic in the illogical when the words of a stranger stimulates you cerebrally

Milk Bath
A lady always wanted to have a milk bath so she called the dairy and asked how much it would cost for a "milk bath", the gentleman asked "Do you want pasteurized?" ARE YOU READY FOR THIS "No, she replied, just up to my titties! he he he Tc n peace..Boo xo

A Fire Inside....
Can Old sparks rekindle new Fires, I feel I have a Fire Raging In me for someone who I would die for, someone I would Kill for, Someone I would walk Thru Hell for, someone I would Put Above the world for her to see, I do Hope she Knows it in her heart and soul, For everyday I'm without you, I feel a piece of me silently leave my body like its the last breath I'll Take, You are My soul Mate, your are My One true Love, You are the One I want by my side when I die, you are the one, that will tell me Go to the Light, God awaits you, you are the one I want to be with on My dieing day......I Love you More then Life it's self!

The Price Of Children
The Price of Children This is just too good not to pass on to all. Something absolutely positive for a change. I have repeatedly seen the breakdown of the cost of raising a child, but this is the first time I have seen the rewards listed this way. It's nice. The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition . But $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: * $8,896.66 a year, * $741.38 a month, or * $171.08 a week. * That's a mere $24.24 a day! * Just over a dollar an hour . Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140 ? * Naming rights. First, middle, and last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night.

Each Day.....
Each Day I live without you is a day without Life, It's Just another day, Another day with Nothing special to Breath easy for, Another Day, I feel Nothing but sorrow, If you live a Life with No Purpose, you have lived a life for Nothing, Another day you live without love is Another day in shadows, To Truly Love someone NOTHING will keep you apart.

Love Spoken Extemporaneously
The plethora of conniving women and distrustful men Made the proposition of acquiring true love an unfathomable notion At the hands of infidelity we’ve sustained emotional wounds Adulterous companions were afforded every opportunity to Renounce their philandering ways Still we tried forcing square pegs into rounded holes Until we completely exasperated our souls She was a good girl who just grew weary of Constantly being misled by a bad boy’s love And my weakening frame Began to deteriorate under the strain Of manipulative minds games I no longer had the desire to play Candidly we discussed the differences between needs, desires and wants For the first time in our lives we were going to Put ourselves above all others Forgoing the monotony Of feigning monogamy She and I brokered an alliance based upon sexual reciprocity We established a relationship of self indulgence That would be devoid of any emotional attachment Yet it becomes so easy to grow accustom to Merel

Are You Lonesome Tonight?
Are you lonesome tonight, Do you miss me tonight? Are you sorry we drifted apart? Does your memory stray to a brighter sunny day When I kissed you and called you sweetheart? Do the chairs in your parlor seem empty and bare? Do you gaze at your doorstep and picture me there? Is your heart filled with pain, shall I come back again? Tell me dear, are you lonesome tonight? I wonder if youre lonesome tonight You know someone said that the worlds a stage And each must play a part. Fate had me playing in love you as my sweet heart. Act one was when we met, I loved you at first glance You read your line so cleverly and never missed a cue Then came act two, you seemed to change and you acted strange And why Ill never know. Honey, you lied when you said you loved me And I had no cause to doubt you. But Id rather go on hearing your lies Than go on living without you. Now the stage is bare and Im standing there With emptiness all around And if you wont come back to me The

Thinkin
everyone is trying to figure out what to put in the place where my 9 brothers died. i was thinkin as i sit and talk to a couple of freinds on line, and i think that a park with a memorial should be placed there along with changing the name of that street to the charleston 9 blvd. lots of ppl have simular ideas but i think this shuld have lots of time and thaught put into it. i think that every fireman in s.c. should be honored becuase their the ones who have taught us more than any ook could ever teach. when youre sitin at the table in the mornings and afternoons talking to the older guys and they tell the stories about burning buildings downtown back in the day before we had all this nice equipment, its eye opening and cool. the stuff they tell you will be used someday, mabe not today or tomarrow but ya never know when. i can remember while listening to mr. earl drayton talk he would tell me to notice all the sounds around me in a burning building becuase when things go bad they go ba

Lettin Go
When I close my eyes, I think of you, I wonder when my dream mite come true. I feel the wind blow through my hair, as i wonder if you even care. The tear drops fill my eyes, and i try o' so hard not to cry. Is it me he thinks of at nite, or is it her he is holding tight. Am i just a fool, as I sit and wait for you. The sun comes up to brighten the sky, just another day as I wonder why. why am I allowing myself to come second you just dont know what you mean to me I reckon. So before I let the last morel I have go, I one last time will let you know. how very much I love you and this is why I'm letting you go! By:cici34

Friends
Friendship is: The comfort of knowing there is always a shoulder to lean on, a hand to reach out for, and a heart to welcome me home. A friend is: Someone who laughs at your jokes when they're not very funny, and sympathizes with your problems when they're not very serious. Friendship is: like a prism through which the many variations of beauty are revealed in our lives BECAUSE Friendships take time to season into tust. Like water in a deep well, honest expressions of the heart bubble up to the surface rather slowly. A man could go all his like and never taste the cold, bracing refrestment from such a well. But once you tasted it, the tepid, surface stuff will never satisfy.

Follow Up To My Last Blog...
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 So in my last surf blog, I went on and on about how "I just wanna be considered a good surfer." Well FUCK all that shit. I decided today, after a great five hour session, fuck being GOOD, I wanna be considered one of the BEST, someday. I took my friend of 14 years, Mr. JP surfing with me over the weekend, which incidentally was the BEST ego boost ever. So thank you John, whenever you're in town, i'm dragin your ass to the beach from now on... Today, as I paddled out into the lineup, I got the typical glares and sideways glances from the guys out there, the classic, "Oh no, WTF is SHE doing out here" kinda thing. I made em eat their words. I caught more waves than anyone and those glares turned to shock as I tore that shit up. Okay, so it was a pretty mellow day, picked up for a while and then died down again, but compared to the last five sessions i've had, the conditions were pretty ideal. Not too much chop, light offshore winds, mostly nice, clean

Freakin Downraters
I hate the downraters... I got a newbie rate me a one , yeah okay maybe I deserve a one but I was nice enough of to go back and rate her a 10 knowing she didnt derserve it...... DAMN DOWNRATERS ... its all good though.... lol just wanted to vent about something lol...

Recent Days
Someone who I took as a friend recently has created so much drama along with her spouse. Lieing about friends calling to turn off ther power get people ready to beat them up. Well the recent event was re their electric. The husband whined cried and tore up chat over this event for 2 days. Had people wanting to send money when in fact they had not been able to make a payment and their power was going to be shut off. Now to shut off someones power you have to know the name address ssi number and secret word or Numbers used. You lied scammmed and accused falsely innocent people. No one called to have your power shut off you spent money on get highs rather than pay your bills. No one had those things but of course no one thought of this for hours. Now this idiot beast is coming to my page and due to some glitch i cannot block her. I have tried over and over to do so I warn you she is not a person to hold with much creedence. So Diana i say to you get clean and sober take care of your

Just So You Know.....
.........I haven't heard a word from my love in South Africa,in better than a week. I've been online with her for 3 years now, and hope to be with her, as soon as things happen. (A Miracle) I'm just not in the mood really for lounges, or much of anything for that matter. I've spent countless sleepless nights on account of it, and well logically this is insane, but my heart still believes, and when and if I finally get her here at CT, you'll know too. Thanks for all you friendship, Bob

Fathers Have Rights 2
So many men/fathers loose their children to poor excuses of mothers. The law now recognizes fathers rights. Here are a few links I hope you find helpful in yor plight to do the right thing for your children. http://www.fathersrightsinc.com/ http://www.fathersrights.org/ http://www.dadsrights.org/ http://www.acfc.org/site/PageServer Divorce for Men- This chapter deals specifically with action’s men can take to assure themselves of a fair and equitable divorce. It also discusses the top five mistakes that men make when facing divorce and much more. How to make settlement agreements, How to protect your assets, How you can minimize the negative impact of divorce and more. Child Support- Everything you need to know is explained in a plain and simple, easy to understand manner. You will learn how child and spousal support are calculated. You will also learn 5 ways to lower your child support. Also discussed is new spouse income, child-care, employee business expenses, h

Hehehe
Ok so I ran off in a trailer tonight to marry talldirtyblonde for a hand full of scooby snacks . . . the ceremony was quick and to the point since we had to get it done without longhair43302 finiding out I had stolen his woman while he slept. We are now hiding out in an undisclosed location in said trailer . . . please ignore the fact that it can be seen on my page . . . lol . . . really we are well hidden and the children are supplying the scooby snacks for us. Now, please in the spirit of our marriage of haste please go show my new wife some love and let her know that we will be ok . . . and that Jager and scooby snacks are on the way . . . hehehe talldirtyblonde@ CherryTAP *written for the utmost of fun purposes

Well Ain't That A Kick In The Head
so I found out today that my ex is apparently in a new relationship. I'm really really bothered by this. I don't want him back or anything like that. I think the bulk of the matter is that we were together for over a year and he would never say we were in a relationship, we were only ever "just dating". That and up until a little more than 2 months ago we were still sleeping together. Yeah I'm kinda seeing a great guy and I'm happy, but this little revelation has thrown me. It doesn't help that at the end of our relationship I had suspicions that he may have been cheating on me, and now he's in a relationship 2 months after he stopped fucking me... makes the mind wander. I've been in quite the state tonight and I've had no one to talk to about it. I don't want to be with my ex, but I didn't think he would replace me that quick. I'm really bothered by this and I just can't get it out of my head.

Motorcycle Cops
A motorcycle officer stops a man for running a red light. The guy is a real jerk, and comes running back to the motorcycle officer demanding to know why he is being harassed by the Gestapo. So, the officer calmly tells him of his red light violation. The motorist instantly goes on a tirade, questioning the officer's ancestry, sexual orientation, etc., in rather explicit terms. The officer, being a professional, takes it all in stride, and continues writing. The tirade goes on, with the cop saying nothing. When he finishes writing the citation, he puts A.H. in the lower right corner of the narrative portion of the citation. He then hands it to the violator for his signature. Angrily, the guy signs the citation, tearing the paper and, when presented with his copy, points to the A.H. and demands to know its meaning. The officer then removes his mirrored sunglasses, gets in the guy's face, and says, "That's so when we go to court I'll remember you're an asshole!" Three mo

Love And Respect???
One person should not hold information over ones head just to gain for their own personal growth. Especially when its your spouse. I have never been more humiliated in my life then to have him give me flack on something i told him in strict confidence. Now that I feel this way I am not letting it down.

Who Does It First?
Hi everybody - it's a friendly contest :) Nothing official, just fun. We have approximately the same amount of Cherry points to reach another level and decided to set up a contest in between us, named "WHO DOES IT FIRST?" We invite you - everybody and everyone - to place a few 10s, comments (anything nice) on ONE of our profiles and so help ONE of us up. Ok, if you can't decide, you can also help both of us :P Just in case you do something about it - THANKS. SHE: from Lithuania, 29 years old : Girlish-K HE: from France, 42 years old : Nonocomment (please repost, so the contest really works)

If You Love Something, Set It Free
"If you love something, set it free... If it comes back, it will always be yours. If it doesn't come back... It was never yours to begin with. But if it just sits in your livingroom, messes up your stuff, eats your food, uses your telephone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realize that you had set it free... You either married it, or gave birth to it." hahaha!!!

Major Annoucnement!
I regret to announce that Small Town Sleeper will not be playing The July 6th First Friday Event in Downtown Urbana. Before I go into detail, I would like to encourage everyone to still attend the event as “Hollow Point” and Urbana’s very own “Moore” will still be playing. I can honestly say that the entire STS crew was looking forward to this fantastic hometown event. We are currently in the process of setting up a make-up date, although no details are available yet…it is in the works!!! We want to thank Joe, Real Estate II, and everybody involved with First Friday’s for going above and beyond for us…we promise to make it up to all of you! With that said, STS will not be playing First Friday because we have been asked to be the support for DAUGHTRY (a.k.a American Idol Chris Daughtry) at this years 2007 SummerFest in Milwaukee Wisconsin. This is the world’s largest music festival, and we will be playing the main stage at the 23,000 capacity Marcus Amphitheater. We will be the main

The Essence Of Life
It's too long spent in a bath drawn too early The way your head feels when you're drinking & whirlie It's the bitter winds nip on a nose exposed Bathroom tiles and naked toes It's the raindrops falling in your hair The icy eyes from your ex lovers glare Sprinklers in the yard & children at play The lemonade quench on a hot summers day It's a skinny dip in a covered cove The morning dew on the petals of a rose It's how leather feels upon your skin The surge you get at the sight of shark fins The smell of nutmeg & cinnamon sticks A taste of salt tears when you lick your lips It's a look he knows all to well A sincere hug that makes your heart swell The tickle of a feather plume The thought of dancing close in your livingroom It's laughter in eyes and joy in a smile Feeling so tired, but going an extra mile Blowing dandelion wishes Getting butterfly kisses It's a glimpse of forever in someones eyes Velvet & lace against your thighs It's heartache & heartbreak all w

If You Have Ink Pics Similar Please Share
I WANT A NEW TAT....REALISTIC WINGS RIPPING THROUGH MY SHOULDER BLADES, COVERING MY ENTIRE BACK....IT WILL BE CHARGED BY THE HOUR AND I HAVE BEEN TOLD SOMEWHERE IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD OF 1500.00 OR TO BE CHARGED BY THE HOUR SO IT COULD BE LESS....CAN MY VISION BE PUT INTO INK SO REALISTICLY THAT SOMONE HAS TO DOUBLE TAKE TO SEE IF IT IS INK OR REAL???

Please
i just want to say a few things guys i try too talk to most of you it seems that some of you get upset cause you want to get to know me but it is hard to do when you have so many friends but that is why i write the blogs and if you all dont read them i am so sorry,i up load pictures for you all to look at not for the rateings,the next level gives me a few more spaces for other picture i like to make people happy i could delete all my pictures and we all can just be friends and talk when i joined ct at first it was because i was feeling bad about myself you all realy help me in that please forgive me if anyone thinks that im in this for the rateings cause im not i love all my friends and realy i talk to you all in my blogs

Circles
Black birds swarming. Letting me know I am saved Shadows dacing Freeing me from yesterday Will i be saved, these voices are killing me Will i make it through the land of sanity I know the skies will save me I know As we go in circles Halo's glowing, showing me where i can turn Angel's falling, somehow I know I am loved I know the skies will save me I know

10x Lol
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that! I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open. Then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued. "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say... One, you have a dirty mind. Two, you didn't re

Without Computer
I will be without a computer starting tomorrow 6/28/07...it is going in the shop..i should have it back within 2 weeks...just wanted to tell everyone that cares..LOL.....U can try to send me messages though YAHOO to my phone I will stay MOBILE.... kts2big4u@yahoo.com Gonna miss yall!!

= )
A friend sent me this lovely poem = ) As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they to have their say. If you compare yourself with others you may become vain and bitter; for there will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble. Be yourself. Do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth. Nurture stregnth of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. And whether or not

Lets Play A Game Called: Tampons
Lets Play A Game Called: TAMPONS Body: okay...this is called the tampon game.. this is how you play...think of a title of a movie...only change 1 word to tampon...ONLY ONE REPOST! Cam: vanilla tampon Sophs: Big Fat Greek Tampon! Hank: How to eat fried tampons Dalton:The Texas Tampon Massacre!!! Carrie:Dude wheres my Tampon?! Amanda: Stomp The Tampon. Jen: nite of the living tampons Rachel:8 legged Tampons! Cody: Finding Tampons Casie:When a Tampon Calls TiANNA:the hills have tampons LaTasia: love in Tampons brittany- black tampon Cayce¢¾--Raising Tampons. [[HOLLY]]--Lord of the TAMPONS {kristal}- " I Know What You Did Last Tampon Jake- Snakes On A Tampon Travis-Big fat Tampon Megan-Fried Green Tampons Amie- Little Miss Tampon CHANCEY-DIRTY TAMPON Brooke- Because i said tampon Morgan- A Tampon To Remember Tori-Save The Last Tampon Hayley-Silent Tampons ASHTIN-Tampon Where Are You. dani=fame-The Green Tampon Gabe-Monty Python and the Holy Tampon Lindsay-Ame

"fuck Or Pass"
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this SHIT's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Eggs
Two Mexicans are riding along Pacific Coast Highway on a motorbike. They break down and so they try hitching a lift. A friendly trucker stops to see if he can help and the Mexicans ask him for a lift. He tells them he has no room in the wagon as he is carrying 20,000 bowling balls. The Mexican put it to the driver that if they can manage to fit in the back with their bike will he take them and he agrees. They manage to squeeze themselves and their motorbike into the back of the wagon so the driver shuts the doors and gets on his way. By this time he is really late and so puts his foot down. Sure enough the coppers pull him over for speeding. The good officer asks the driver what he is carrying, to which he replies Mexican eggs. The policeman obviously doesn't believe this so wants to take a look. He opens the back door and quickly shuts it and locks it. He gets onto his radio and calls for immediate backup from as many officers as possible. The dispatcher asks wha

Yeah Clumsy As Hell
so my niece graduated grade school YAY we went ove on the weekend and ummmmm almost 2 weeks to the night of my fall down the stairs well, ummmmm yeah i got all hammered up and thought i could swim. hahaha well i could till the side of the pool stopped me lol.so now on my nose i have a scab from running into it full blast thinking the clumsy award should be mine(last summer i cracked my ribs and still can't figure out how).