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Cheating
I've been pondering on the whole cheating action produced by both the male and female populations. Believe it or not (sorry ladies) But, females are statistically more likely to cheat. Unfortunatly, men are to blame as well. I've been trying to figure out why a person would have a relationship with someone, just to go behind thier back and sleep with someone else. If you're not happy with the person your with, then why are you with them? Apparently they aren't doing it for you, either emotionally, physically, or mentally. If that's the case..... FIND SOMEONE ELSE, Don't play with someones emotions and feelings. It can be hurtful, not only to the victim. I guess that some people get off on the excitement of knowing they are doing someone wrong? Who knows.... I've come to realize that most of the women that are faithful, sweet, kind, gentle, etc..... are taken by these deceitful, coniving, cheating, and lying people. Leaving the rest of us high and dry. What a world we live in,

I Just Dont Understand What I Have Done Wrong In Some People's Lives
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND WHAT I HAVE DONE WRONG IN SOME PEOPLE'S LIVES Current mood: confused Category: Life SO VERY OFTEN I FIND THAT PEOPLE CAN NOT DEAL WITH MY SITUTION AS FAR AS BEING MANIC BIPOLAR, MANIC DEPRESSIVE AND OTHERS.... YOU KNOW I GREW UP LOSING EVERYTHING... I CANT HOLD ON TO A FRIEND BC OF WHO I AM. I TRY SO VERY HARD TO HELP PEOPLE UNDERSTAND MY LIFE AND WHAT HAS LEAD ME TO THIS POINT IN MY LIFE. TO NO SUCESS, I STILL END UP LOSING THOSE I CARE ABOUT. IF THOSE WOULD ASK, I WOULD TELL THEM. I GREW UP FEELING VERY REJECTED, THAT WAS CZUSED BY MY OWN MOTHER.. ALL I CAN DO IS BE ME.. I HAVE HAD MY CHILDREN GO THROUGH ALOT ALSO. NINA HAVE A BLOOD DISORDER TO FIND OUT YEARS LATER SHE HAS ASTHMA, MY SON HAS ASTHMA ALSO, AND JUST ON MONDAY GOT HIT BY A CAR, MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER HAS EZEMA, ASTHAM AND HER DAD HAS ALSO PUT ME THRU SOME SHIT.. I LOST MY DAD IN 2005 TO A STROKE, NOT SURE WHY I WASNT THERE THE NIGHT IT HAPPENED BUT HE IS GONE AND I FEEL MORE ALONE THEN ANY

Thanks Fallen Angel.....such A Beautiful Awesome Friend Love Ya
=== 'FALLEN ANGEL 2 RISING DEVIL' spewed forth the following at '2007-03-12 00:34:44'.. > > *********STOP THE FUKING WITCH HUNT********TO THE PERSECUTORS (repost) > > > > > THIS IS ADDRESSED TO THE PERSECUTORS OF SWEETY SUZY > > ENOUGH ALREADY DAMN > > IS THIS A WITCH HUNT > > IS THIS HIGH SCHOOL > > WHO MADE YOU JUDGE AND JURY. > > ARE YOU GOD. > > DO YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO SO HORRIBLY HARASS SOMEONE CONTINUALLY. > DOES HER CHEATING, LIKE 50%++ OF THE PEOPLE ON HERE, DESERVE TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS BY > > YOU > > YOU > > YOU > > & > > YOU > > > > ARE YOU PROUD OF YOURSELF > > WHAT IF YOU DID THIS TO THE WRONG PERSON AND THEY > > CHOSE TO COMMIT SUICIDE OVER THIS CONTINUAL > > HARASSMENT > > JUST WHAT EXACTLY HAS SHE DONE THIS TIME > > "THE NERVE TO HIT A LITTLE LINK AND HAVE HER FACE ON YOUR PAGE OR PAGES" > > LET US STONE HER TO DEATH!!!! > > > > > > > A LITTLE WHILE AFTER I POSTED THIS BULLETIN I

Smart Asses.....
i have a problem with smartasses...going on my page and to my family album and down rating my pics of my family and my nieces!!!!...who in the fuck is gonna be that damn cold hearted to down rate a 4 and a 5 year old child's pic a 1 and a 2!!!!....i mean come on its a child for fuck sake!!!....most of u have noticed me posting bulletins about the down raters....and thats the only thing i feel like i can do to warn others...and im not gonna lie i do delete and block all the people that do down rate my pics not becouse of points cause i would never do that to them ...i try to be a true friend to every one and keep up with their blogs and bulletins and pics...who knows maybe thats y they r down rating my pics maybe its cause some where i missed something??

Road Trip
Ok If I never have to go back to Vancouver Washington I will be sooo happy. This weekend I went to Vancouver to watch my daughter perform in a color guard competition * she is a flag girl* Grantted I had alot of fun watching an supporting my daughter, but damn that is a long ass drive LOL. Specially when ya got a 3yr an a 11 yr that fight like cats an dogs! The highschool here an the middle school here took home First place for the marching bands. We get to find out tuesday what my daughter school got. I am not sure who is more excited me or her LOL. Any ways I just wanted to share my weekend with all me lovely friends out here. I hope you all had a good weekend. HUGS Teasin

Sad Excuse For A Marine...
True Story of the real world time ladies and gentlemen! *Ahem* Once upon a time there was a girl in tx who fell in love with a marine. He was from texas as well. He moved to japan to do his tour of duity. She was there for him, thru every drunken phone call. Thru every night of fighting. She was hurting every night but she still loved and stayed with him. She decided against his begging and pleading, guilt trips and screaming to join the army. While in basic she constantly wrote him, but at mail call no letters. Every day, no letters. Despite reciving them from his friends. Then one day she came home from basic to find that he was seeing a girl. He told this now soldier that he was getting revenge for a friend by dating her then was going to dump her. Anyways....things got way out of hand and he started being really mean to this soldier girl. The soldier girl thought that all was lost of her beloved marine whom she was supposed to one day marry and so the soldier girl decided to give

Fish Stick Dicks
Fucky Fucky Me So Lucky Farts that smell like gouda Butt Juice Stain Poopin With A Cane Crooked penis drippin Fish Stick Dicks Large Girl Fits Slam the door ya nInJa! Phone Recieva Hangin By A Weina "I'm gonna kill you all!"

Here Are Somethings On My Mind
FIRST OF ALL I DONT WANT THIS TO COME ACROSS AS A PLEA FOR RATINGS OR POINTS. THIS AINT ABOUT THAT.. I JUST FIND IT SO STRANGE TO UNDERSTAND THAT IN THE LAST 36 HOURS NO ONE HAS EVEN VIEWED MY PAGE ... ITS LIKE I HAVE FALLEN OFF THE FACE OF THE EARTH I THINK ITS PRETTY F*****D UP HAVE I PISSED ANYONE OFF AND THERES SOME BIG RUMOR GOING AROUND ABOUT THAT I DONT KNOW ABOUT¿? IF YOU ARE READING THIS THANKS I KNOW ATLEAST SOMEONE IS PAYING ATTENTION

Damn You.
Damn you. And damn your sorrows. Bleeding blackness this light fuck fuck this light it is a flicker I cannot raise a flicker when darkness does call. Break I want to break I want to break something to explode If I burst If I burst you might hear me As I am I am just writing on the wall. I am screaming I am screaming inside at you. Do you hear me? I want to hold you I want to kiss away the hate the dark I want to smother you in light but this fire she fades I cannot I cannot get close enough to matter to matter to you I cannot hurt you enough to make you see me I have no hand to hold.

Lovers Leap
It's a simple truth a trust between souls a lovers leap off of suicide lane Or is that backwards? hitthewall selfdestruct catch me when we fall. llafewfi we cannot rise back cause we just won't remember who can remember if we remember if we're nothing at all. Did you say my name? I thought I heard wait No this silence remembers why? Whydoesitremember and not us? Who are WE? Can YOU see? I can't. Blinded by what? PLEASE! I can't remember. I cannot remember your name and without yours I am WHO? Wait Bring me back I drownd. Drownding. Hold my hand cause I'm dropping and I cannot catch Hold my heart cause we're falling and this image dies die eid I d I dont know. Please. Won't you help me if you can.

Hold On.
Tragic this longing I would hold you if I could. I would tell you a story and I'd tell it soothing like a mothers breast a head to lay on and to call home. Don't forget me when I'm gone I cannot turn away but dreams fade I might fade or go away I dont like to be a memory I'd rather be a hand to hold a body to touch a soul to feed with your thoughts and passion I want your passion for me I treasure you locked up in the secret box that I keep behind me and under me and up in the sky. You are a winged one in a black cloak because your wings are too bright and to see them would be to die. And I love you for that. Cause you know? Baby we could fly if we can find the way out of here cause this place is a dead end hole probably Cause I'm without you and you are my muse. And your hand is all I need to help me through these days these days they they come and go and and I know that if I could I would hold you forever Or I w

Do It Again.
Undecency is it that you rock my world with a voice and no hands turn me topsy turvy with your eyes looking right through me and to the other side cause you see me. You get me. You actually know who I am. Tied up and twisted by the mere thought of lips kissed bitten ravaged taste I can almost taste you such wicked emotion pleasure what you do to me do it again. Yes. You're someone I remembered or I remember but not here. Not now It's like a sun image burnt and I can feel your nails digging into me and I recall the caress of your breath untainted by or tainted. Yes. We danced, and my eyes were shut and you threw me somewhere from which I couldnt fall but I fell and you fell into me and they could hear us from miles away. But this is dreaming are you my dream? Cause I thought once that I shivered just a thought just the thought of you trailing lips tremble and I whimper but you're gone. Cause you are you are an image in my

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition! World Premiere!
ok guys i'm not exactly sure if this is the video for the song or not but its a BRAND NEW NIN song off there new cd Planet Zero! Check it out this is Survivalism by Nine Inch Nails :D I should have listened to her So hard to keep control We kept on eating but Our bloated belly's still not full She gave us all she had but We went and took some more Can't seem to shut her legs Our mother nature is a whore I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my plan I got survivalism Hypnotic sound of sirens Echoing through the street The cocking of the rifles The marching of the feet You see your world on fire Don't try to act surprised We did just what you told us Lost our faith along the way And found ourselves believing your lies I got my propaganda I got revisionism I got my violence In hi-def ultra-realism All a part of this great nation I got my fist I got my pla

I Wanna Know
Do you visit stash's? i havent only because im scared if i do that my pc will crash n burn lol but i plan on visiting them and posting and rating them ..... I had never worried about stashing stuff until yesterday:/ but did the stash thing for what reason im unsure ~shrugs~

Photomagraphs
Oh how I wish we could all just morph from the ugly people that we are into the beautiful people who's photos we've stolen from the intertubes. Also, you're not a vampire. And by "we" I mean "me". And by "me" I mean "you". And.. I ... well ... I'm lost now.

Rotting Tree
Solely for you. Not for me. Leaving me hungry running up that tree. In seeing the forgotten. lets find the end or at least just pretend. Stop screaming I still find you intriguing. Quit, my ears are bleeding. So these people, they call you friend. Can you see them there, at the end? You are compelling. Reading minds of those who are telling. Underhandedly striking. machinating against a device. My veins you decided to dissect then splice. Genetics tell the fib to the reader's lib. Not strict or literal, Obsolete ergo, noncritical.

Fucked Over
So it happened again. Imagine that. Every man is the same. Cheaters, Liars, Assholes, the list goes on. I have not met a single man out there that hasnt hurt me.. and dont tell me that you dont cheat, and that cheating is a mortal fucking sin, bc you know what? You've prolly done it. And for you Steve, I fucking hate you. You never "loved" me and you cant possibly mean the things you say. Everything was an excuse... if I hadnt found out, how much longer would you have dragged things out?? You're right, you do nothing but hurt people. And I know I'm being a major bitch right now, but you know what? I have the balls to call you and figure shit out, be responsible and fight for the shit I want, and I would never break up with someone over a fucking text message. Be a fucking man. But then again, Men are all the same. Nothing makes you different from the rest of them.

Bisexual Test
You are 90% Bisexual You are very bisexual. The choice between guys and girls is often agonizing for you because you really don’t have a preference. But you always double up your chances every night for getting laid. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sexiest Smile Contest
Ok so I'm in a contest right now for the sexiest smile I can use some help with some comment bombs from all my sexy cherry friends and fans....help me out and i guarantee to return the love to you...xoxo

How Sad That We Forget.......
JAMIE BULGER FEB 1993Remember February 1993 when a young 3 yr old boy was taken from Liverpool , United Kingdom , by two 10-year-old boys? Jamie Bulger walked away from his mother for only a second and Jon Venables took his hand and led him out of the mall with his friend Robert Thompson They took Jamie on a walk for over 2 and a half miles, along the way stopping every now and again to torture the poor little boy who was crying constantly for his mother. Finally they stopped at a railway track where they brutally kicked him, threw stones at him, rubbed paint in his eyes and pushed batteries up his anus. It was actually worse than this. What these two boys did was so horrendous that Jamie's mother was forbidden to view his body. They then left his beaten small body on the tracks so a train could run him over to hide the mess they had created. These two boys, even being boys, understood what they did was wrong, hence trying to make it look like an accident. This week Lady

Type Of Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

A Personal Statement Of Feelings
I am a Dom. I did not say brute. I did not say harsh. I am a Dom, not a cold-hearted chauvinist who cares little for, and respects even less the woman in his life. No, I revere my beloved, for I realize that without I do not exist. Without her I am a mere disassembled puzzle. Yet with her I am a whole. Ah, yes I am a Dom. I call my beloved gem, more precious and rare than the most opulent of all yet undiscovered treasures. I also call her slave, yet what is life without paradoxes? She is my possession, my responsibility, my primary interest, and my saving grace. I am a Dom. I demand respect from her. I expect obedience from her, I am a Dom and from my slave, my beloved, gem, I receive the sweet fruit of submission. But that is just a fact, it is not the story. Submission is the fruit, yes. But as is so often the case, much more understanding is derived from the gestation. You see, I am a Dom, and I live in the paradoxical world we call life. I treasure the submission of my gem as I

The First Tee
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while a foursome of women is taking their time hitting from the ladies' tee. Finally the last woman is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet, goes over to her ball, and whiffs and then hacks it another 10 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those FUCKING lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replied, "Well, there you have it, you should have been taking golf lessons instead."

For A Friend.....
Although sometimes I think you're hard to read You're still a magnificent woman indeed Locks of pretty hair I do apologize for the way I stare The most beautiful blue light blue eyes Like an angel who fell out of the sky Skin so soft and smooth There's more to you then what's below the tattoo Don't get me wrong it's mighty nice From head to toe everythings sugar and spice Your company I must admit I do enjoy Because your personality brings happiness and joy I like when you make me smile Damn you're y and have a way with style Sorry I've been disrespectful to you Feeling rejected I didn't know what else to do Even though you won't give the time of day I'm still intrested in what you have to say It seems like you been a little down I hate to see you with a frown Caught up in drama between tow friends Now I realize I should've used a little more wind Your discomfort I know I felt You looked like you were ready to melt People are jealous of what they can't have or b

I Miss You All The Time...
7 years ago today I had the worst day of my life and I will never stop thinkin about it. March 12, 2000 I gave birth to the mostamazing little girl who lived for 5 minutes at died in my arms. I would give anything to have her back. However the world had another plan for her. So as her mother I'm angry that the world took her from me and her from the world, however I thank the world for taking her from a life that would have been hell. I give kudo's to all the children out there in this world with birth defects I cant imagine what life is like. I will never forget her and she will always be on my mind. and I am fortunate to be blessed with my son who's healthy and amazing. Life throws many things is front of our path and it's our resposbilty to over come them. SO remeber this what does not kill you will only make you a stonger and better person. and for me wont you give you son or daughter a kiss and tell them you love them even if they are a brat you lucky to have them... In mem

My Southerness
1. What part of the South are you from? Alabama 2. When is the last time you were there? Now 3. Have you ever dated one of your cousins? Hell No 4. Have you ever visited neighbors barefoot? Yes 5. Do you know anyone in the Ku Klux Klan? I use to 6. Would you leave the South? Probably not... 7. Did you grow up in a trailer? No 8. Did you graduate High School? yes 9. Do you believe in God? yes he gets me thru each day 10. How old were you when you went fishing for the first time? maybe 5 or 6. i love to fish 11. Have you ever been hunting? Yes 12. How often do you drink sweet tea? not often, too much sugar 13. Do you own a confederate flag? No 14. Do you hangout in walmart for fun? No 15. Have you ever stolen a road sign? No 16. Have you ever milked a cow? Yes 17. Are you under 30 with 4 or more children? No 18. Have you ever killed an animal for dinner? No 19. Are you for the death penalty? yes 20. Do you own

Portrait Of A Friend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you a

Seiest Man In A Dress Contest Starts Tonight...
'The Sexiest Man in a Dress' Contest! Contest starting tonight. If you wanna join in the fun, send me your link. Late commers will be welcomed. Rules are... 1. Must be SFW 2. Both ratings and comments count, so Bombs away! 3. No insults. Period. 4. Minimum number of comments for First place is 5000 Contact me by private message if you are interested. ~Just Meee~™®~X~S.B.A.B.~&~K.K.S.~Founder~X~@ CherryTAP The contest will start Monday night March 12th, at 8 pm central time, and run til Monday night March 19th, at 8 pm central time. Good luck to the 3 men who had the gupmtion enough to Dress up, and have a little fun. Prizes will be as follows... First place will be The Silver Motorcycle Secind place will be The Rolex Third place will be The Mens Ring The most important rule... Have lots of fun guys.

Irish Toast
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life!, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best toast of the night" She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said. The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know, he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come."

Cancer
I have a brother that has 3 brain tumors and we just found the third 2 weeks before christmas. Please pray for him as we are dealing with this new tumor. we have another mri coming up on the 23rd of march and it will show how the tumor is progressing and then decde what to do from there. I will keep up with any new developments here.

2 Old Men
2 Old guys Two very elderly friends, Keith and Eugene, met in the park every day to feed the pigeons, watch the squirrels and discuss world problems. One day Eugene didn't show up. Keith didn't think much about it, figured maybe he had a cold or some such. But after Eugene hadn't shown up for a week or so, Keith really got worried. However, the only time they ever got together anymore (they used to play a lot of golf together) was at the park, and Keith couldn't remember where Eugene lived so he was unable to find out what had happened to him. A month passed and Keith figured old Eugene had gone to his heavenly reward, but one day Keith approached the park and, lo and behold, there sat Eugene! Keith was very excited and happy to see him and told him so! Then he said, "For crying out loud Eugene, what happened to you???" Eugene replied, "I have been in jail." "Jail???" cried Keith. "What in the world for???" "Well," Eugene said, "You know Sue, that cute little

The Beginning.......
She sits in a bistro watching the hustle of the city. She pays attention to everything in general and nothing in particular. She is alone with her thoughts. Something stirs her serenity. She has always been able to feel the emotions of others, as empaths do. She was taught from a very young age, however, how to shield herself from the irratic emotions she can sense. It would do her great harm if she let all feelings in. This stirring was something more, something wild. A force in which she could not shield. He is across the street from where she sits. He is watching only her. He sees only her and she sits with her coffee. Her hair is the color of deep auburn. As the sun passes through the clouds, the golden strands glint in the sun as if dancing. Her eyes are not brown, nor are they green. They are somewhere in between. He will have to explore those eyes in depth. She see him standing across the street. Is he the one? Is he the man that stirs her inner most mind? It is as i

Get Back In The Game
So, you've dumped her. Or she's dumped you. Either way, once you find yourself single, thoughts soon come around to meeting other women. But getting back in the game, especially after a long-term relationship, can be daunting. The first steps back in the world of dating should not to be taken lightly. You shouldn't attempt to bed new women to take revenge on your ex, whether it's to lure her back with jealousy or as a way to get over her. You should do it because you're a single guy and that's what single guys do. It goes without saying that you have to be completely over your ex before you get back into the game. Women will immediately pick up on it if you're using them to distract yourself or numb the pain. Exactly how long it will take to reach this stage varies: Some will find themselves cruising around the local pickup spots the very next weekend, while others may find it takes months before they can even look at another woman. No matter what, it's worth the wait because

Dreaming Updates
I got these from their fansite "Darkest Days" Guess I got a little behind on them ... I didn't know any of this had happened. The Dreaming Got Signed! / New Songs/ Record Date! February 1, 2007, 5:18 am The Dreaming got signed to Cement Shoes, an Indie label, and they've added new songs. The album "Etched in Blood" will be out at the end of 2007. Etched in blood release date February 27, 2007, 4:27 pm On http://www.myspace.com/cementshoesrecords it says The Dreaming's album will be avalible in stores on the 19th of June this summer! New Member? March 7, 2007, 9:19 pm Apparently The Dreaming picked up another guitarist by the name of Carlton, some dude with blue hair.... EDIT (by dischord): He is/was a member of the band Deadsy (which I am sure most of you SW fans know) and this is what Wiki has got on him: "Carlton Bost (born April 8, 1975 in Charlotte, NC) is a Los Angeles based musician. He is most prominently known as Z-tar player for the band

Masterful Few
When you can’t achieve what you think you should, Take time, notice other’s great mastery. A scant few live life as they thought they would. Most languish, bitter and in agony. The masterful few scarcely worry or fret, They live now, not in the future of past. While you and I dream, surely we can bet, Some have gained precious knowledge that will last, For they seize each day fearless, with flair Though most grasp the notion of achievement and fame, Few take the steps or hardly can bare The rigors to be the best in the game. So, rather than curse your awful strife, Emulate those few successful in life.

What Mystical Creature Is In Your Soul? ( With Pictures)
What Mystical Creature is in your soul? ( With Pictures) There's a Dragon in your soul. You are very wise and like to give people advice. You mostly feel like you are misunderstood and don't like a lot of people around you. 2 or 3 friends are enough. You can be very emotional but because of your intelligence you have the power to go on and find a solution. You are wise, but nobody can solve all problems alone, so don't turn away from everybody and ask for help sometimes too. That way, problems will be much easier to solve.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Cultivating Friendships
FRIENDSHIP IS not essentially a union of personalities is an attraction and magnetism of souls. Friendships often begin in a soulful way through the workings of fate. We might "just happen" to meet a person and find even the slimmest basis for a relationship. Over the years, each of us encounters many, many people, and yet only a few become friends, and over a lifetime maybe only a very few become truly intimate friend soul mates. The fact that it's impossible to explain just what makes someone a great friend, or that we can't go out and apply a formula for finding true friends, indicates how deep and unintentional friendship can be. It is as though souls recognize the hidden treasure in each other and forge the alliance, while the conscious mind goes on with its intentions, hopes, and expectations. It may be wise, then, to cultivate friendship in an indirect manner. Friendship may not respond well to pressure. It may be more fruitful to notice signs of potential friendship, and allow

Modeling
OK so about 2 weeks ago I went and did sort of a photoshoot to help out a friend who is working on his portfolio and i gotta say i absolutely loved the pics and it made me really want to do some type of modeling. I know i'm not exactly a "skinny" girl but i do got curves and a pretty smile and eyes hehe! I just don'tk now how to get started with any kind of modeling or where to even begint o look :( anyone have any ideas or suggestions? hell for all i know i wouldn't be good enough but what the hell it's worth a shot right? would definitely be something different to do! Muahz! Lotsa Love, Sue

Its Just Me
Sometimes I wonder who really cares.Doesnt meen someone did something wrong.I just get to the point where I dont feel loved.Like I am on this earth and not important to anyone.Dont think its you because it isnt.I have started to feel dead inside.Like the world has gone on but I was left behind.It is a cold place Im in.I long for the warmth that I once knew.Then again who really cares?Its just me.

Pure Romance By Melissa (pimpin Products)
Hey CT Friends: I have updated my about me section. I now am a consultant for Pure Romance. I enpower, inform, and educate women/men about sex/health education and sell novelty products. If you are within Ohio and would like for me to host a party call me at 513-602-8927 or email me at melissaburkhart@pureromance.com. You may also discretley order online at my web site. www.melissaburkhart.pureromance.com.Please only call if buisness related, can I reiterate that one!!! Men don't be shy, you are more than welcome to orde products 2. Any ? on anything feel free to call or email me. Thanks for your time. Melissa

This Bites!
Today is my mother's birthday...the first one we've had to deal with since she died.Is harder than what I expected.Not liking it.And why is everyone screwing with me today of all days?? LOL...sort of.Just had to vent.I'm just not into being nice and all....but I am trying!If I have ignored you in the last 3 days or so...am sorry and will make up for it.Right now,I just want to sleep...but, that is not what everyone else has in mind for me...oh well....

You Know Your From New York....
YOU KNOW YOU'RE FROM NEW YORK WHEN... 1. YOU'RE 39 YEARS OLD AND DON'T HAVE A DRIVER'S LICENSE. 2. YOU RIDE IN A SUBWAY CAR WITH NO AIR CONDITIONING JUST BECAUSE THERE ARE SEATS AV AILABL E. 3. YOU TAKE THE TRAIN HOME AND YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHERE ON THE PLATFORM THE DOORS WILL OPEN THAT WILL LEAVE YOU RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE EXIT STAIRWAY. 4. YOU KNOW WHAT A "REGULAR" COFFEE IS. 5. IT'S NOT 'MANHATTAN'; IT'S THE "CITY." 6. THERE IS NO NORTH AND SOUTH. IT'S "UPTOWN" OR "DOWNTOWN." IF YOU'RE REALLY FROM NEW YORK YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO CONCEPT OF WHERE NORTH AND SOUTH ARE.... (AND EAST OR WEST IS "CROSS-TOWN"!) 7. YOU CROSS THE STREET ANYWHERE BUT ON THE CORNERS AND YOU YELL AT CARS FOR NOT RESPECTING YOUR RIGHT TO DO IT. 8. YOU MOVE 3,000 MILES AWAY, SPEND 10 YEARS LEARNING T HE LOC AL LANGUAGE AND PEOPLE STILL KNOW YOU'RE FROM BROOKLYN THE MINUTE YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH. 10. YOU RETURN AFTER 10 YEARS AND THE FIRST FOODS YOU WANT ARE A "REAL" PIZZA AND A "REAL" BAGE

Looking For Someone
This came to my attention when I was sitting in my communications class today listening to all of the other ladies in class banter back and forth what they love and hate about being a woman, and realizing that the things they were talking about were all stereotypical things that most people could find in movies or on TV, nothing really original or profound. And then it hit me, how much I missed having really deep conversations with someone. Most of the people I talk with regularly now, just don't care to think at all, so our conversations last maybe an hour max, and it goes silent, because they do not care to wrap thier mind around the wonders of philosphy, politics, psychology, sociology, recent scientific studies and their findings, Or the most forbidden topic of all, education. There was at one time, a VERY long time ago I had someone to talk to about all of these things, and he wasn't a history major trying to understand a sociology major like my current debate partner is.

My Friends And Family Xx
Free at CherryCodes.com sorry guys as I have a long day at work... and tierd.. I can't get around to everyone on my list but I hope you are all smiling ... hugssssssss to you all... tomorrow is another day lol...

Depression
You scored as Unipolar Depression. Congraulations! You are depressed! You know just how it feels to bear all the world's burdens, and the value of a 19-hour night's sleep. And you really hate that circle-guy thing on your Zoloft pill packets. Unipolar Depression 67% Borderline Personality Disorder 17% Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 8% Antisocial Personality Disorder 0% Eating Disorders 0% Schizophrenia 0% Which mental disorder do you have? created with QuizFarm.com

Wrong Time And Place...i Guess
Have your ever felt that you were displace in time..born in the wrong era or even in the wrong century......lot of times I feel like that. Where men talked about philosophies...what happen to the people who had the same thought process as Plato or Socrates........and writers like Homer.....writing an epic that stands the test of time....I read them all....and lots of time I wished I could sit down with them so I can pick their brain for information about life and the universe...and how man can archive true greatness....but, wishing is for fool I guess..and I will never have that chance...to meet them...Unless I build a time machine...hahaha....it's possible in an Einstein Theory.. that is...

Judgement
Everyday as we work, play, and any other life activities we make judgements. On ourselves, choices, and mostly other people. I'm sure everyone has heard of Karma no matter what your beliefs. We all sit here wondering why this world has become so negative and chaotic. I will tell you the answer I feel that the world has turned this path, it all has to do with Karma. Everything we say is energy, wheither it be positive or negative words. If we are a negative person who constantly judges (talks bad about) other people, curses all the time, acts irrationly negative/violent, gripes and complains all the time, and puts out negative vibes into this world; then it comes back to that person in the way they put it out, negative. I know of people that sit there all day talking about their "friends" and gripes about how crappy their life is. People like this only have it hard because that is the energy they put out there, and I pity them. Putting out negative energy, in my opinion is a

My Lil Man
Today I lost my sweet lil man. I send him now into gods hand. His sweet little face full of life. For now it will remain gone from my sight. His cold wet nose, His laughing eyes. The smells he produced brought tears to my eyes. His struggle was hard, so full of pain. I tried all that I could to make him better again. Today my heart broke into tiny shreds. As I kissed him and petted his unmoving head. So may God and angels hold him now Pet him, love him, feed him well Untill mommy sees him again.

A Good Day.
I've decided to start a blog that is totally about what I'm facing with my mom's Alzheimer's. Yesterday and today have been good days for my mom. The first two good days in a month. After another trip to a hospital in Chicago, it appears they finally got her meds adjusted and it's helping. She's been like "mom"...sweet, loving, considerate, and quiet. We had been told that if they couldn't get her combativeness and hostility under control, she would have to go to a lock-down facility for Alzheimer's patients. I'm sure you can picture what those places are like, just like me. I have new pics that my daughter sent to me of her visit with my mom yesterday in "My Family" photos. I have to say that my mom has aged drastically since I last saw her two months ago. It breaks my heart. We take each day one step at a time. Sometimes, 60 seconds at a time. Although yesterday and today were very good days with her cognitive function at 90%, we are all to well aware that could cha

My E Xperince
When I first sign up for this contest (The Most Sexiest Cherry Contest) I was thinking this will be a fun thing to do. I was so wrong its wasnt fun at all. it was a pain in the ass I ended up posting 7 bulletins and hardly no one responed to my bulletins . At one point I was thinking to myself its obvious that im not doing something right here so i kept tryin to get anyone to come and help me. A handful of ppl did and thanks again. I thought I would had alot more comments by now but dont. I wont be in entering anymore contests in the future. please feel free to tell me your thoughts

Story
i was thinking woulen't it be nice to come to your room this night, and get with you in bed ....i'll move real slow , not to wake you , wanna feel your warm back against my body ... i'll touch your beautifull body with one hand ... slowly... move it over your hips , wanna feel how soft you are !!! then i touch your breasts ... go to your nipple . I love to feel a womans body change by my touch ... your nipple get's hard now ... You think you have a nice dream ... suddenly , you turn to your back . I can see you smile !! yep, must be a nice dream .. i know it's riscky , but i can't resist to go with my mouth to that hard nipple ... i lick on it , make it all wet , then, jently blow a little ... mmmm she get's even harder now .... My hand go's slowly down to your pussy .... i'm getting nuts from exitement now .... hope you don't wake up .... think it's so kinky , touching you like this !!! my finger touches your pussy now ...waaaaauw you're so wet !!!! i hear you mow

Just So Everyone Knows
Go to Brassnux.com...and then scroll to the bottom where it says card 17 march stpattys something like that click there and look at the 13th person on the list that is me my fight is on st. patricks day so have fun I willl..lol..I'm gonna win one for roseburg...woop woop

Karma Does Exist
HAHAHAHA You guys are going to laugh your ass off at this one, I heard from my mother in law tonight she told me something that made me laugh my ass off! Sheena who broke up with me and ruined 9 years worth of a relationship for another guy got DUMPED by the guy she cheated on me with! See Karma does exist! I told everyone it was gunna happen i said he'd do it and woot woot i was right! Don't worry i aint never gunna take her sorry ass back but i think it is a fucking howl she got her ass dumped. So to people out there who i told , Wootness told you guys it would happen!! HAHAHAHA!

Idk.....
OKAY, WELL I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TODAY. ALL I KNOW IS THAT WHEN PEOPLE GOSSIP ABOUT OTHERS.....IT HURTS THEM. THEY SHOULD HAVE GONE RIGHT TO THE SOURCE. WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO THINK?!?!? ALL I KNOW IS THAT, NO MATTER WHAT.... WE'RE MARRIED AND AS HIS WIFE, I BELIEVE HIM. THERE WAS THINGS THAT WERE SAID TODAY THAT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN SAID. BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE HIM AND I. I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM. AND I KNOW HE FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT ME. ALL THE GOSSIPERS DID.... WAS CAUSE TENSION..... THANKS. I SIT HERE RIGHT NOW, NOT KNOWING WHAT'S GOING ON. I MAY NOT UNDERSTAND IT AT ALL..... BUT LIKE I SAID, DOESN'T CHANGE HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIM. I DON'T NEED THE DRAMA... I DON'T NEED TO BE ASKED IF I'M OKAY. OR WHAT HAPPENED?!?! THIS IS BETWEEN HIM AND I!!! I'M NOT LEAVING HIM AND I DON'T THINK HE'S LEAVING ME....SO PLEASE.....LEAVE THE DRAMA AT THE FUCKING DOOR!!! SINCERELY, ~NOT BREAKING ME DOWN~

There Is Something Alive In My Basement...
OK.. so its just a squirrel or bird again..lol. But it makes a lot of noice and Pluto is going nuts. :) I thought it was out earlier. Other than that not a lot went on today. Went to the bank. Got my haircut.. which my son was mad about..lol. He still wants it long for when he gets sleepy and wants to twirl it.

Whats New
i know not alot people read my blog but i dont care. if any of my friends noticed that i am not on as much it is because i have a job and i work a rotating shift.. i have a few bills to pay so the extra money goes to paying them off. not to mention getting 2 visits a month with my son

Most Dependable Friend Contest ;)
MikeS is a wonderful & dependable friend, that is always there for anyone and everyone...lets be there for him this time... just click the pic.. you know what to do! Comment bomb away & don't forget to rate! I personally will make it worth your while if you just let me know that you helped out ;)) Luv&Hugs, ~MzMic~ ~click here~ -Mike S (The most dependable friend EVER)

Lo Gobos!
UNM will trave to Hartford CT, for Round 1 of the Womens NCAA BBall tournament. They are 8th seeded and going up against UW-Green Bay. They play on Sunday! Lo Gobos! On another note... What's there to do in Hartford? I've never been. Anyone close by? Wanna chill? Let me know soon!

Ignorance
Some days, peoples' ignorance amuses me. However today isn't one of those day. I was looking around on deviant art for some stock photos and I run across a young ladies profile. As always, I made sure to read their rules for the use of their stock, and became so annoyed I almost deleted my account there....... Stock Rules - Please link back to me when you use something from this account. - Please send me a link to the deviation, I will add it to my faves. - Do not use my stock for pagan, wiccan, satanic themes. Or you will be permanently blocked. - I don't mind dark themes, like suicide or depression or death. Now I understand, its her work, she can decide what its used for....but to condone pictures of suicide depression and death and then turn around and say I can't make some beautiful wiccan artwork with her photos? C'mon. Sorry, I'll shut up now.

Spelling And Heaven
Got this from my mom a little while ago A woman arrived at the Gates of Heaven. While she was waiting for Saint Peter to greet her, she peeked through the gates. She saw a beautiful banquet table. Sitting all around were her parents and all the other people she had loved and who had died before her. They saw her and began calling greetings to her "Hello - How are you! We've been waiting for you! Good to see you." When Saint Peter came by, the woman said to him, "This is such a wonderful place! How do I get in?" "You have to spell a word," Saint Peter told her. "Which word?" the woman asked. "Love." The woman correctly spelled "Love" and Saint Peter welcomed her into Heaven. About a year later, Saint Peter came to the woman and asked her to watch the Gates of Heaven for him that day. While the woman was guarding the Gates of Heaven, her husband arrived. "I'm surprised to see you," the woman said. "How have you been?" "Oh, I've been doing pretty well since you died

Gah!!
Goofed. Thought some images were permanently destroyed (I think some may have been, others were temporarily unavailable and flickered on and off.) Won't be in such a hurry to delete them, though I am now more willing to upload whole pages rather than crops as when I began trying out w/music files back in July. (And thanks!!)

Knock On Wood,comp,running Great.
As most of u-all might have exsperianced the CherryTap meltdown of last Friday + Saturday.Besides the CT's problems with leaveing comments,rateings,haveing to sign in an out while in.My Internet exsplorer has been acting up so bad,I had to do something.Well Saturday before leaveing for Fishing. I was in the World Rock Radio Lounge,chatting with Alisa.She told me how she uses Mozilla Fire Fox for the CherryTap.So I went an Downloaded that with a Bunch of plug-ins.Very fast zipping around the tap now.Pages that were taking over 10 minutes to Open now opening like Lightning.With this download u also get I-Tunes.Took a while to install everything,as prior to tonight I was on Wireless Linskys.I purchased some ethernet drill'd a hole threw the floor.Now I'm really Quick.Most of my comments sites are quicker,+ I can finally play my various pogo games again.I finally got the Ultimate virus Scan as well.If u'd all like to try that.u may inclse your e-mail addy in a private messaglo.Peace out

Wishin My Son Was Here
This here blog is all about my son...Taylor...that boy is my right hand man and hes the coolest actin cat i know...i laugh a lil to myself when i see him being himself when he doesnt know im watching....cause the boy reminds me of myself when i was his age...i just didnt have the temper that hes got...u can believe that came from his mom...im proud of the person my son is and who he is becoming...hes going to be a good man...once he works out whatever anger he has hiding inside....i wonder sometimes if its directed at me for leaving like i did just when we got to know each other during that time i was out of work...before that all we did was live in the same house...i will never stop saying how i believe walking out made me actually become more then just a father...it made me see what it meant to be a daddy...my most favorite pet name in the world...any body can be a father but its your kids that let you know when you are a daddy....and my kids love make me feel as if im the best dad i

Sorry
Well sorry my friends i thought that i wasnt going to be on here for the next couple of days. Was sapost to start a jop to day but my trailer isnt done geting fixed thet so it mite be wensday or thursday befor i get out of here.But untill then stop bye and say hi if you want if not then thats fine to. Be safe and have a good one.

♥ Federer
yep, we still love ya Roger!! doesn't matter that the retard of guillermo cañas (the argentinian guy, lol rolls eyes) stole this game... ... you're still the king!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ add that i'm feeling really walking on the moon wish i had more time, or having a real love wish some people wasn't so bad, or just ... some people should change (and for the ones that really knows me, know what guy i'm talking about, some certain piece of lil man i had feelings for) ahh we don't always win, yep

Leaving A Comment On Someone's Page
Error: the users permissions do not allow you to leave a comment. what a fascist bitch! from ur very own administrators -yup that's what they have to say about folks like that -and i whole heartedly agree,so if ur the one wondering why didnt say hi when i was on ur page let me say from me to you what cherry tap thinks of you !i add -ditto!!!!i realize that there is all kinds of folks and then there are those that u just cant legally choke and hey if that's you -this thought is for you!!

03.12.07.17.40
TOOL; 10,000 DAYS (WINGS PART TWO) listen to the tales and romanticize. how we would follow the path of the hero. boast about the day when the rivers overrun. how we rise to the height of a halo. listen to the tales as we irrationalize. our way into the arms of the saviour. fading all the trials and the tribulations. none of us have actually been there. not like you. ignorant, flippant from the congregation. gather round spewing sympathy. spare me. none of them can even hold a candle up to you. blinded by choice, these hypocrites. won't see. but enough about the collective judas. who could deny you were the one who would even make it. your little piece of the divine. this little light of mine. this gift you passed onto me. i will let it shine to guide you safely on your way. your way home. what're they going to do when the lights go down? without you to guide them all to Zion? what're they gonna do when the rivers overrun? other than tremble incessantly. high is the way, but our liv

Hello My Friends...or Those That Care...lol
Well...as some of you can tell, I havent been around much. Life has been crazy, chaotic, entertaining, sad...but most of all full of change. I have moved into my OWN place and have discovered that is sucks having to be responsible for everything. However, I am remaining positive and will triumph, I am sure of it! I am keeping my options open and always ready for a challenge...needless to say the last few months have challenged me. I went to Ohio and buried my mother a few weeks ago. It was kinda a surreal moment in time, if that makes any sense. I was surrounded by family that I hadnt seen since the last funeral 20 years ago. It was a happy time, but mostly a time to reunite and realize what is important and that is family. I feel as though I have always been the one connection that has held the family together and I will continue. Socially, romantically? Life is good...that is all I will say at this time. I seem to do just fine in that area...however, I am trying to avoid drama.

When We Two Parted
WHEN we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted To sever for years, Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow to this. The dew of the morning Sunk chill on my brow— It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is thy fame: I hear thy name spoken, And share in its shame. They name thee before me, A knell to mine ear; A shudder comes o'er me— Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew thee, Who knew thee too well: Long, long shall I rue thee, Too deeply to tell. In secret we met— In silence I grieve, That thy heart could forget, Thy spirit deceive. If I should meet thee After long years, How should I greet thee? With silence and tears.

For My Cherry Tap Friends
ROSES ARE RED, VIOLETS ARE BLUE, I HAVE SO MANY CHERRY TAP FRIENDS I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. YOU ALL ARE SO VERY SPECIAL TO ME, SO I WROTE THIS POEM JUST FOR ALL OF YOU. YOU ALL HAVE POSTED SO MANY NICE THINGS, IT JUST MAKES MY HEART SING. IT'S SO HARD FOR ME TO SAY GOOD NIGHT AND GO TO BED, I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE, WHAT THE NEW DAY ON CHERRY TAP WILL BRING!! . IF YOU TRULY KNOW ME, THEN YOU KNOW I'M NOT A PERSON OF PRETEND, I'M HERE FOR YOU SO IF YOU NEED A FRIEND YOU SHOULD KNOW WHAT TO DO. JUST CALL OUT MY NAME AND I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.

Attention Cowgirls An Cowboys All Friends And Fans Of Aka Outlaw Angel
THIS IS ME KRISTI I WANT YOU ALL TO KNOW THAT SHERRY AKA OUTLAW ANGEL IS HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW AT MY HOUSE IN WVA AND SHES BEEN WITH ME AN MY FAMILY FOR THE LAST WEEK AS TO ALL OF YOU WHO HAVE WONDERED ABOUT HER SHES DOING WONDERFUL NOW SINCE SHES BEEN WITH US SHE NO LONGER HAS THE DARK SIDE OF HER SHES SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PERSON AN THOSE OF YOU ON HER LIST THAT NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO PAY ATTENTION TO HER YOU ALL WERE SO FUCKING WRONG NOT TO TAKE AN INTREST SHE CAME ALL THE WAY HERE FROM FLORIDA AND TO ANY OF YOU THAT ACTUALLY GAVE A DAMN SHES A REAL TRUE FRIEND AND ANY OF YOU THAT NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO LEAVE HER A COMMENT OR SAY HI YOU ALL WERE NEVER FRIENDS TO HER IM SORRY IF YOU FIND THIS BLOG RUDE BUT THIS ME WHO I AM SHES THE BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD AND IF YOU WANT TO DELETE ME BECAUSE IM TELLIN YOU HOW IT IS YOU ALL CAN KISS MY ASS BECAUSE IF YOU WERENT A FREIND TO HER YOU WERE NEVER A FRIEND OF MINE. SO THERE YOU HAVE IT TAKE IT FOR WHAT YOU WANT IF YOU NEVER WERE SHERRYS FRIEN

Happy St Patrick's Day!!
Patrick the great escape artist The person who was to become St. Patrick, the patron saint of Ireland, was born in Wales about AD 385. His given name was Maewyn, and he almost didn't get the job of bishop of Ireland because he lacked the required scholarship. Far from being a saint, until he was 16, he considered himself a pagan. At that age, he was sold into slavery by a group of Irish marauders that raided his village. During his captivity, he became closer to God. He escaped from slavery after six years and went to Gaul where he studied in the monastery under St. Germain, bishop of Auxerre for a period of twelve years. During his training he became aware that his calling was to convert the pagans to Christianity. His wishes were to return to Ireland, to convert the native pagans to Christianity. But his superiors instead appointed St. Palladius. But two years later, Palladius transferred to Scotland. Patrick, having adopted that Christian name earlier, was then appoint

Dance Of The Muse
In going through a Vogue magazine in between crisis calls that was left here at work tonight, I ran across an article by Allegra Kent called, "dance of the muse", wherein she "recalls a time when her playful form was the inspiration for her husband's -- the great ballet master Balanchine's -- art." What caught my eye, indeed, was the whimsical picture of Allegra in a flowing dress holding a rose in one hand and leaning towards the other in her bare feet. So free. So flowing. I am thinking, what happend to me? I used to be just as playful and free spirited. Was it all the responsibilities of being a single parent for all of these years? Was it being "broken" by two abusive husbands in the past? Am I hiding behind the injuries that occurred to me almost three years ago? After all, it isn't the swollen ankles that truly represents who I am, but the spirit within me that people generally love about me. I think, sometimes, people really like to get me exceptionally exc

Pony Tear Truffles.
a poem by cake: sitting my rocking chair. combing through my hot pink hair. sipping on sweet violet tea. pony tear truffles sound good to me. bright flowery goodness. sugar coats an ear muffs. sweet little girly things. can you call my bluffs?

What I Want In A Man!
What I want in a Man! I want a man who's handsome, smart and strong One who loves to listen long. One who thinks before he speaks One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I want him to be gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, be not annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! For a man who makes love to my mind and knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I want this man to love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Chai-a-knees Pedophile.
a poem by cake: we are chai-a-knees if you please. buduhbumpbumpbump. we are chai-a-knees if you dont please. youve got salty tearducts like a crocodile. we think that your shit stinks like pedophile.

Nothing But The Truth
Never owned a brand new car, never worked in a white collar and never held a woman longer than i could hold a dollar. I can't remember ever wanting for a second of my life even if I did it cost too much to pay the price. I never danced on the dark side but now I'm starting to play. There's no secrets I have to tell so you don't have to say a prayer for me I just said one for myself. I've been bloody bruised and broken once or twice in my life. I brought most of it on myself but I never complained or comprimised. My pride is too hard to swallow. My pride is kept in my heart, it's a place you'll never get. Mild mannered, soft hearted, and hard headed as you can get. So here's how it is. I'm living my life under my terms, i'm calling all the shots as far as I can see. I don't owe nobody nothing I don't answer to a single soul. It might not work for you but it really works for me...............

Live It
Do not cheat yourself of life. Live like you will die tommorrow. You may.... I hope you do not, I would miss you. Face your fears. Welcome all feelings and understand yourself. Speak after thought. Let us not forget the Golden Rule. "Do on to others as you would have done onto you." If you can not. Go figure it out. I know if you are reading this you can. It is not always easy..... Hell easy is boring any how. Much Luv To All, John

Keeping Fingers Crossed!!!!
I haven't updated in awhile, but oh well... LOL Tuesday and Wednesday I take my oldest daughter in for 4 massive treatments of radiation... please keep your fingers crossed that things will be ok... Love and Hugs to all!

Try Work Not Rape
If you want to see a nigger with way too much time on his hands then click the link below and then you will not only see him you will see his whole lot of social rejects. These are the types of people who really need to kill themselves. Arlo try work not rape ~The I dislike Stacy fan club"@ CherryTAP

T.t.d.
Good Morning. Tuesdays from here on out will be considered Tuesday Tirade Day or TTD for short. You know, I am as electrically inclined as anyone can be, so I thought.. I have worked over thirty years in sales in the electrical distribution market. So mainly any question on electrical needs I can answer right? Well I find out I am brain dead when it comes to component issues with stereo receivers and TV and DVD hook ups.. Am I alone in this issue or what? My gosh I feel like an infant when it comes to hooking up components to the TV. Case in point. SONY had on sale a stereo receiver at BEST-BUY this weekend so I thought heck ours is out dated and behind times (which basically means the same thing) it was an old Magnavox unit so why not change it out. Oh MY GOD!!!! There is not enough alcohol in Egypt to put it bluntly to get me behind that TV set ever again. I spent 3 hours trying different combinations on this or that’s to come to a conclusion I will pay a service to come in and hoo

Could Resident Evil Be Real?
In the movie/video game Resident Evil, a fictional multinational company, the Umbrella Corporation, creates a virus that re-animates dead tissue, in many cases, creating "zombies", humans who no longer have any higher brain function, who are nearly impervious to most damage, and have only one driving instinct; to kill and eat the living. This makes for great video games and movies, but is of course purely science fiction horror…or is it? Currently, at least one real world multinational corporation is delving into research that could theoretically create just such a horror epidemic. Of course, the research is being conducted under the auspices of the most humane purposes, but there are obvious military applications, and we all know, that is how all good zombie films start. It is really the combination of a number of different but related lines of research that, when combined, could lead to something akin to a Resident Evil. The first is the MRL mouse. W

The Bitch Is Back....
hi all.... well fianlly left the land of sterility and happy drugs... am back at home flying high, in ever increasing pain when morphine wears off.... lucky for me i have a special nurse taking care of me for a couple of days... gotta love those sponge baths... and no my nurse is not a female...but a young spunky guy... who cracks up when i start my happy drug chats... he cant make sense out of me at the best of times add morphine to the equasion and whammm....no sense at all coming from my mouth.. hehehehehehe seriously though op went well with only tumor being removed and not my ovary etc... am still waiting for results of pathology on the tumor so still dont know if it was cancer or not... no biggy though will just keep happy on my happy drugs and not think of anything other than those bloody good sponge baths... as i heal i will most likely get more amourous...hehehehehehe and no doubt when im well again will most definately get up to no good once again... missed all my buddies wh

The International Rules Of Manhood
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday i

Sweet Pain
Sweet Pain Is it possible to loose 40 years overnight? Get to feel like that time? When I see myself with blushy face I know that has to be it. To encounter an impossible dream it seems, and spending sleepless nights with rushing thoughts, stumbling over eachother. A growing pain that's soothing just the same. I see you my Lovely, you're so close and yet all those miles and problems keep me away from holding you: But beware me of loosing this sweetest impossible dream! Better this pain than loosing the same.

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
eh i think he should have kept the mask on if ya ask me but here's sillyworld from Stone Sour I don't know whats up with this band cause the songs that they don't play on the radio suck but the ones that they have played on the radio(bother, through glass, Get inside) were always good songs including this one 2 so i hope ya like it as much as I do Freedom's just a word today Freedom's just a word When someone takes your word away It's seldom ever heard So take your sentence full of things you're not supposed to say and carry on but don't write it down or you'll be gone Love is just a song today Love is just a song When someone takes the song away You'll seldom sing along So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away and carry on but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone All we ever do is talk We like to ride but never walk We make it so damn easy We get bored Why can't anybody see What's good for you is good for me I can't take your sillyworld I can't

Almost A Nutty Cherry!!
WOW only 630 points to go!!! There is a rumour floating around that I get to choose (5) ladies from Cherry Tap to be my "companions" for the next week after I reach this new Cherry Tap Level!! I have the Viagra ready and house cleaned!!

Moving To Sarasota
After working as an environmental engineer in Ohio for the past 9 years, I have decided to take a position with a firm in Sarasota, Florida. This is a great opportunity for me and my family. However the greatest obstacle to over come is the fact that I am leaving my entire family. When I joined the military in 1988, I knew that there would be some heatbreak and turmoil over the fact that I was leaving my roots, maybe even abandoning my family. (I have three brothers locally, and all of my extended family is in Ohio as well). After my time in the service, I moved back to Ohio to begin my education and my career, and to be close to my extended family to raise my children. Now this opportunity has arisen, and it was impossible for me to not accept (they made me offer that I couldn't refuse). One of our children is off to college, and our middle child is in high school (this move is probably the hardest on her), and our little man is only two and half (and ready to go...he j

Bitchologyy
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within

3-13-2007
So today is my youngets daughters birthday...she's 7 now! God how fast they grow up makes me sad sometimes! I wanted to do something special for her instead of buying toys n all that junk i decided to go out to the florist and order some flowers and a small stuff animal to have sent to her as i was waiting for them to open i decided to check out the local jeweler n just look around as i am looking i see this adorable childrens ID bracelet. So i decided that i would get that for my daughter and had it engraved with todays date on the back and her name on the front and i had the florist attach it with the flowers so when they get delivered to school she will have it all and be surprised. I so wish i could see her face when she gets all this stuff. My kids are my life without them in it I would be completely and utterly lost! I'm feeling like shit today had chills n runny nose and everything it sucks. Wish i had someone to cuddle with me n take care of me :( But i still need to go do

Ok Then No Contest
Not that I have given up, but at this time there are no takers for this contest, lol the comment bombers are licking their wounds over the morphing contest still I think, and the ct mafia is too stuck up the others, are just stuck in the middle, No big deal, maybe I should have a contest on The most Arrogant head stuck in their ass contest, I'm sure the comment bombers would right there on that one and the mafia would be "takein peeps down"..oh brother foooorrrgeettaaboutit, there really comes a point, an age where "high school" clicks should be put aside for other things like fun,and maybe helping people out in contests or joining contests but mostly just being a friend,I think that some groups here just don't get it. So I want to thank the mafia and the comment bombers for nothing you know the help and friendship they have shown me has been SO warm and caring lol whatever I don't need them,they have told me without saying a word that they could give a shit about me, they only help p

When Will It Be Over???
i had to deal with my girls dad last night and it went as well as i thought it would. not good at all. he needs help and eveyone that knows him, knows that. hes tring to live in a fantasy world where theres no problems and no consequenses. hes lost so much so far right now and hes gunna just keep falling. i want his to get help but he thinks that he doesnt have a problem. i care bout him to a point, but i still dont wanna see him fall anymore. it hurts to know that hes lost everything. hes lost his wife, 2 beautiful daughters, his home, lost of friends, hes no longer 1/2 business owner of what was his shop, everything. how do you get someone help, if they dont wanna help themself??? please help me! i cant stand seeing this happen anymore. its got to the point that now hes getting violent, and very verbally abusive to others, including myself, scaring my girls, and i do believe that he will hurt someone.

Passion Released
Good morning dear friend... At night I lay cozy in my bed, While images of you dance through my head. You are standing there naked for me to see. You are beautiful and vibrant, a total fantasy. You walk slowly towards me with that look in your eye. That wanting, haunting look that gets me so high. Come closer my love and closer still. I have a void I want you to fill. Reach out your hand and caress my face, Oh please, oh please pick up the pace. I want you so bad I could just scream or cry. Touch my neck, now my breast, now my thigh... I feel your hot breath upon my cool skin, I feel your hardness probing to get in. My body painfully aches for yours, I want you inside me... on all fours. Now enter my love, and feel this pure bliss, Fuck me, suck me, seal it with a kiss. Faster and deeper, now slow and then steady. I wanna make you climax, are you almost ready? Your breath and your moaning are growing strong, I realize now that it will not be

Any One Who Can Help Plz Do
Listen guys I really want my girl to win this contest she is (REAL) an been through alot of shit in her life time,,, I know we all have however if you were to read the profile you'd understand why I want this for her so much,,, she needs to feel good about herself and the life she lives so please come help her win this,,, bomb the shit outta her..... HERE IS THE LINK TO CONTEST PICTURE!!!

Worth Dying Over
IN THE LAST 6 MONTHS I HAVE HAD 2 FRIENDS CHOOSE TO TAKE THEIR OWN LIFE 1 LAST FALL AND 1 OVER THIS PAST WEEKEND...AND THE HARDEST PART ABOUT IT WAS THEY FOUND THEIR PARTNERS CHEATING ON THEM..NOW I'M NOT SURE IF ITS JUST ME OR THEY HAD OTHER ISSUES IN THEIR LIVES BUT IS YOUR SO CALLED LOVE FOR ANOTHER PERSON WORTH TAKING THE FINAL STEP INTO...(YOU CAN INSERT YOUR OWN FINAL DESTINATION HERE).IF YOU ASK ME I'VE BEEN ON THAT SIDE OF THE STICK AND SURE I WALKED AROUND LIKE I HAD BEEN SHOT IN THE GUT...BUT THAT DIDN'T INSPIRE ME TO GO OUT AND ACTUALLY DO IT...NOW IT ISN'T THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY SYMPATHY FOR THEM OR THOUGHT THEY WERE EMOTIONALLY NOT WITH THE PROGRAM BUT COME ON MAN THERE ARE TO MANY FISH IN THE SEA NOT TO END UP BOOUNCING BACK FROM IT AND FINDING SOMEONE WHO WILL BE FAITHFUL TO YOU AND GIVE YOU THE LOVE AND AFFECTION AND FRIENDSHIP YOU DESERVE..AS MY HEART GOES OUT TO THESE FAMILIES WHO WILL NEVER BE THE SAME AFTER THIS...(THE LAST GUY HAS 5 KIDS HE LEFT BEHIND)..MY PRAYERS

Just A Quickie
Just a quickie this morning. Grandpa Dick collapsed last night and is in the hospital. Nothing to do with the infection in his leg. They are running tests this morning to see if they can find the cause. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers. Still have something alive in my basement... Temps are wonderful. 60's and 70's the next few days before dropping back into the 40s for the weekend. Pluto is loving it ... he is able to spend the afternoons outside with the warm temps. And he is back up on his favorite spot to sit... on top of the picnic table.. where he can see over the hedge and be nosey.. seeing all the people walking around. Hope you all have a great day.

This Aint Tennessee
It's a big estate With wrought iron gates And palm trees standin' tall Fancy mirrors and chandeliers Comfort wall to wall And the ocean air is so crisp and clear And they rave about our view But there ain't no mountain breeze And there ain't no hickory trees And this ain't tennessee And she ain't you There's a bedroom suite Where she comes to me And as her fingers touch my face I close my eyes and I fantasize Of another time and place What she feels is so warm and real And I know her love is true And she tries so hard to please Still I think sometimes she sees That this ain't tennessee And she ain't you It's not that it's not good enough And it's not that I'm not man enough There's just somethin' easy goin' that I love About you and tennessee So I made up my mind to learn my lines And try to play the part But part of me is in tennessee And deep down in my heart I miss my smoky mountain home And I miss your lovin' too And it's deep inside of me And

You Know You Want To Know
Lets hear about you!by noone001. What is Your Name? Amber002. How old are you? 27003. What is the link to your website/blog/myspace? 004. Gender? female... duh005. F you were born the oppisite sex what would your name be? 006. Age you act? depends on what I'm doing007. Grade? A+?008. Age you want to be? 20... would have done A LOT of things differently009. Righty or lefty? rightyLove and stuff010. Single? yep011. Who are you with or who do you want to be with? hmmmm.... that's a secret012. Have you ever been in love and if so how many times? I can only say once for sure013. How many were sexual? hahahaha014. When was the last time you played truth or dare? don't think I've ever played015. Who did you play with? 016. What was the last dare you had to? 017. Do you beleive you should be in love to have sex? no018. How far have you gone? Right at this moment...019. Where are you? my bedroom

Crying Over You Again!
I was talking this guy recently and everything was going great. I think it was more sexual than anything though. He happend to tell me he loved and then the next day totally went back on and said he didnt mean it. This guy totally knew I was in love with him then on top of it he went and took out another woman an older woman about 11 year older than him to top it of and right in front of me. Not only was he a liar but he was also a cheater. Then e had the nerve to ask me why I didnt want to talk to him anymore. Why does all the guys I talk to have to be complete morons. I have almost never beenso hurt.SO I decided to go out and try to get over by going and trying to pick up on guys only to end up crying becuase I just wanted him there so bad even though he didnt deserve to be in my presence or anywhere near my heart.

Fantasies (conclusion)
I throw the door to the stall open. She is there, still kneeling, her face still pressed against the hole in the bathroom stall. Her micro-mini is bunched up high on her body, revealing the soft curve of her ass. Her chin is wet with saliva and her trails of mascara have escaped from beneath the blindfold, leaving trails down her cheeks. Her nipples are erect and poking at the satin of her blouse. I reach down and take her nipples between my fingers, pulling her up and forward into me. She gasps and sighs. I wind my left hand into her hair and pull her head back. I cover her neck with kisses, then my teeth nip gently at her throat. My right hand moves between her legs and moves against her panties. She groans. “Turn around,” I command. She turns without a word and begins to massage my cock with her bound hands. I grip her wrists and pull them away and force her to bend forward deeply. Her head rests against the wall of the stall for support. I push her skirt furt

How Good Are You In Bed Test (pats Self On Back)
You scored as Wow..Sex God!. Keep up the good work, maybe we'll meet sometime and have some awesome sex hahahaWow..Sex God!80%Youre A Romantic75%Youre a Kinky bastard50%Minute Man25%Virgin10%How are you doing in bed?created with QuizFarm.com

Ah The Lunacy
LET'S FACE IT ......... ENGLISH IS A CRAZY LANGUAGE. THERE IS NO "EGG" IN "EGGPLANT", NOR "HAM" IN "HAMBURGER"; NEITHER "APPLE" NOR "PINE" IN "PINEAPPLE". ENGLISH MUFFINS WEREN'T INVENTED IN ENGLAND, NOR FRENCH FRIES IN FRANCE. SWEETMEATS ARE CANDIES WHILE SWEETBREADS, WHICH AREN'T SWEET, ARE MEAT. WE TAKE ENGLISH FOR GRANTED. BUT IF WE EXPLORE ITS PARADOXES, WE FIND THAT "QUICK"SAND WORKS SLOWLY, BOXING "RINGS" ARE SQUARE, AND A GUINEA PIG IS NEITHER FROM GUINEA, NOR IS IT A PIG. AND WHY IS IT THAT WRITERS WRITE BUT FINGERS DON'T FING, GROCERS DON'T GROCE AND HAMMERS DON'T HAM? IF THE PLURAL OF TOOTH IS TEETH, WHY ISN'T THE PLURAL OF BOOTH, BEETH? ONE GOOSE, 2 GEESE. SO ONE MOOSE, 2 MEESE? ONE INDEX, 2 INDICES? DOESN'T IT SEEM CRAZY THAT YOU CAN MAKE AMENDS, BUT NOT ONE AMEND? OR THAT YOU CAN COMB THROUGH THE ANNALS OF HISTORY, BUT NOT A SINGLE ANNAL? IF YOU HAVE A BUNCH OF ODDS AND ENDS AND GET RID OF ALL BUT ONE OF THEM, WHAT DO YOU CALL IT? IF TEACHERS TAUGHT, W

Something Real.....read This!!!!
Here is what I posted in a mumm today about a stepparent having a hard time after his stepson came back from visitation with his bioligical dad, and the child acts mean and horrible but his wife will not allow any spanking or taking away toys or any punishment at all she believes its wrong.....Here is what I posted to this mumm....( thie link is,http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=36665#) .. being a step parent does not make anyone less of a parent..they are still a PARENT...and let me be frank for just a second....if she does not believe in spanking or taking stuff away, then what DOES she believe in, her child being in jail or worse one day? Because that is just what is going to happen...... That is total BS ...so if nobody should recieve any type of punishment for anything thenwhat the hell do we have cops, and judges for...hell lets all jsut do whatever we feel like apparently there is no punishment...if she fell its wrong to punish, then what is she going to do about it..."punis

Me
My ramblings have covered many a field over the months, you name it i covered it, this one is an adventure into 'me' as i am now. Its hard going tryin' to express yourself so instead of skirting 'round the edge -- in i go. My life, right now dosen't ask a lot nor does it expect a lot. i dont expect my love affairs to last for long, i never fool myself into thinking otherwise or that my dreams will come true. I've had a full life so far and i'm use to problems and disappointments to such a point that i actually anticipate them, but this dosen't mean i like them, would you!! I've always got by somehow, thats what 'I do' and everytime i move on, i leave behind a little of something, sometimes people and friends sometimes material assets, but i try so hard to hold onto the memories. I move forward but without direction, and when I think on it , i really don't care - G-d how many times have i said that. I've also said that i'm immune to sadness and pain and that i'm 'hard' through

I Love You Is 8 Letters, So Is Bullshit
So I've been thinking..(dangerous past time, I know) Why is it if you want what you cant have, you want it even more? Call me masochistic, but it's like the taste of forbidden fruit.. I can't stop my greed until I have that taste. I want to find the kind of guy that asks... "what's more important: You or my life?" I'll say my life and He'll walk away never knowing that He's my life. It's virtually impossible you know, Maybe it only happens once in a lifetime.. but for God's sake, I only plan to live to be 80! Why... when you meet someone, you get so sprung(god I actually used that word) That it makes your head spin? I can't eat or sleep... All I do is ponder on what next. UGH drives me fricken mad!

This Guys A Duche Lol
ok ok start at the bottom here i was trying to see if ther was any intelligence in this boys head and for the most part there is not much. there was more but my shout box was being silly. so much for good conversation. YEP HES A DUCHE ·÷±‡± C}{E...: ur trying to tell me im wrong by stateing wat christ followers put into peoples heads open your mind and lay off me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: i was just asking how one is a satanist and a witch at the same time. i wasnt bashing anythin ·÷±‡± C}{E...: yea fucker well i dont im u judgeing your religion for your fucking info i believe in goddess bast now go read a damn book instead of stateing stupidness to me ->·÷±‡± C}{E...: wow dont get so damn defensive. as a matter of fact though, i have at least 3 books on satanism with in arms reach on is crowleys work, a king james bible, the celistine books and abut 200 lbs of books just dealing with witches alone not to metion the 2 bookcases full of occult history books. and yes satanism does

My Birthday Week Is Going To Rule
Just got my birthday week lined up: April 22nd (my b-day) Type O Negative @ Anaheim HOB April 23rd Iggy and The Stooges @ The Wiltern April 25th Dio w/Sabbath with Megadeth opening @ The Forum I hope I can survive that week. Much boozin' will be going on.

The Seer Of The Passed
A game they say You play…on a dark and stormy night. But the rain can’t keep away The dead…who are looking for the light. It was a night such as this many years ago. I brought my Ouija board to a cabin in Cape Cod. My best friend and I willing to give it a try; I knew it wasn’t a game; this metaphysical tool, so I came prepared, and read from a book… We closed our eyes And let go of all negativity. We laxed our minds So they may communicate with me We opened the board, and rested our fingers gingerly atop the planchette. I studied his fingers, making sure he was not in control. He studied mine as well, and then movement! We laughed thinking of movies past and how stupid we felt. Lightning danced outside the glass And we jumped when something fell To the window to see what had smashed. Just a branch, not the opening of Hell. Alas we returned to the table and the planchette on the board. Was this mere coincidence, or was there a driving force? I look at my

Stardust Implosion
This morning around 2:30 am, the historic Stardust casino was imploded. And i must say, it was the best lasvegas casino implosion i have ever seen. four minutes of amazing fireworks, then in a matter of seconds the 31 story tower was turned into a pile of dust.

Words To Live By...
"WORDS TO LIVE BY" LIFE ISN'T ABOUT KEEPING SCORE. IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE, OR HOW ACCEPTED YOU ARE. IT'S NOT ABOUT IF YOU HAVE PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND OR IF YOU ARE ALONE. LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WHO YOU ARE DATING, WHO YOU USED TO DATE, HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU'VE DATED, OR IF YOU HAVEN'T BEEN WITH ANYONE AT ALL. IT'S NOT ABOUT WHO YOU HAVE KISSED. IT'S NOT ABOUT SEX. LIFE ISN'T ABOUT WHO YOUR FAMILY IS OR HOW MUCH MONEY THEY HAVE, OR WHAT KIND OF CAR YOUR DRIVE, OR WHERE YOU WENT, OR WERE SENT, TO SCHOOL. IT'S NOT ABOUT HOW BEAUTIFUL OR UGLY YOU ARE. LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WHAT CLOTHES YOU WEAR, WHAT SHOES YOU HAVE ON, OR WHAT KIND OF MUSIC YOU LISTEN TO. IT'S NOT ABOUT IF YOUR HAIR IS BLONDE, RED, BLACK OR BROWN, OR IF YOUR SKIN IS TOO LIGHT OR TOO DARK. LIFE IS NOT ABOUT WHAT GRADES YOU GET, HOW SMART YOU ARE, HOW SMART EVERYONE ELSE THINKS YOU ARE, OR HOW SMART THOSE STANDARDIZED TESTS SAY YOU ARE. IT'S NOT ABOUT WHAT CLUBS YOU'RE IN OR HOW GOOD YOU ARE AT "YOUR"

Gator Nationals
Ijust got the tickets to the NHRA Gatonationals in Gansville this Saturday. YAY!! I am so happy. Its gonna be a blast. And YES I will take lots of pics so I can share them. :-D I just hope I can get some good ones.

Is It Out There?
Is there such a thing as an honest relationship Is it wrong of me to want my man to be honest Is it wrong to be disappointed when he lies to me Is it wrong to be bothered when he crosses the line when he talks to girls and be even more pissed when he gets pissed that I am mad I am tired of being told what he thinks I want to hear I am tired of being disrespected He told me he would stop the inappropriate sex talk he said he could do it he hasnt some think its no big deal, its just words but its a big deal to me so shouldnt that be enough? If he loved me and respected me, wouldnt he respect how I feel, and how it makes me feel? Am I wrong? Or does he just think I wont do anything since I wanted him back so bad thereby giving him free reign to do what ever he wants what are your thoughts

To My Family , Friends And Fans
im shuttin down my profile due to lack of communication and my disorderly conduct on becomeing a friend and member of the cherry world. this blog will fly for 1 day only ... THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND ATTENTION.....

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Bomb These Profiles!!!
These ladies helped me out a ton, so I want to return the favor. Go to their profiles and bomb them with comments, rates, and whatever your heart desires. Make their St. Patty's Day a good one! SweetOne@ CherryTAP amanda@ CherryTAP Carrie@ CherryTAP

Christian
The Christian life must balance receiving and giving. The mind grows by taking in, but the heart grows by giving out; and the two activities must be balanced. Jesus urged, "Freely you have received, freely give." We can't give to others what we don't have; and what we have, we can get only from God.

Pisces...n You?
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Would Somebody Please Tell Me....
This is pissing me off. Would somebody please tell me what is NSFW about this wallpaper that I did? Click here to see the wallpaper Honestly though, If you think that one of my graphics are NSFW then please send me a PM about it. I will mark it MYSELF, I swear I will. But how can I start making them more acceptable to the general public if someone does not tell me what I am doing wrong in the first place. I am not looking for an argument, I will not post shit about you or none of that. I just want to figure out how to keep my graphics visible by keeping them out of the NSFW file. Eddie

Tuesday And Thoughtful
I think i'm getting numb to the whole being alone thing. I'm sitting here wondering where i stand with friends and family. its all a mystery with me. I wonder how everything will pan itself out. I hope for the best yet never get it. how is everybody doing? its quiet right now. my handful of ppl im pretty close with barely know me. I felt like writing stuff people don't know about me. Yet it just wasn't a good time cause I'm in a pretty good mood. I'm listening to Chris Isaac on my cd. He's one of my favorite singers that makes me feel better without being heavy. Like Disturbed, Nickleback , or three days grace. American Idol is getting kinda boring. My dad loves it and it is kinda strange. Maybe he just likes old music cause they don't really sing current stuff. Anyways I hope you all are good and keep in touch. :P timmy!!!!!

Bush
George Bush was visiting a primary school and he visited one of the classes. They were in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked the President if he would like to lead the discussion on the word "tragedy". So our illustrious leader asked the class for an example of a "tragedy". One little boy stood up and offered: "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a tractor runs over him and kills him, that would be a tragedy." "No," said Bush, "that would be an accident." A little girl raised her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy." "I'm afraid not," explained the president. "That's what we would call a great loss." The room went silent. No other children volunteered. Bush searched the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?" Finally at the back of the room a small bo

Land Slide
I took my love and I took it down I climbed a mountain and I turned around And I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills Well the landslide brought me down Oh, mirror in the sky What is love Can the child within my heart rise above Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides Can I handle the seasons of my life Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older I'm getting older too Well... Well, I've been afraid of changing 'cause I built my life around you But time makes you bolder Children get older I'm getting older, too Well I'm getting older too So, take this love and take it down Year and if you climb a mountain and ya turn around And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills Well the landslide brought me down And if you see my reflection in the snow-covered hills Well maybe Well maybe Well maybe the landslide will bring you down Originaly written by Fleetwood Mac rema

The Phone Rings......
....and it is someone else telling me I owe them money. I understand, and want to pay off my debts. I also understand I have made many, many bad choices. So for Gods sake, take a mother fucking number and get in line!!!!!! I'll be the bum in the ally, next to Walmart! Jeremy

A Big Thank You To 185
I WANT YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME AN SHERRY FOR WHAT YOU DID FOR HER NOT ONLY FOR HER BUT FOR ME AS WELL. YOU GAVE HER AN I THE MOST PRECIOUS THING IN THE WORLD YOU BROUGHT HER AN I TOGETHER WHEN WE NEVER THOUGH ANYONE ELSE COULD. YOU ARE SO MUCH MORE THEN YOU KNOW AND TO THE WORLD THEY SEE YOU AS A HERO IN WHICH YOU ARE BUT TO SOME SUCH AS ME AN SHERRY YOUR AN ANGEL OF LIGHT YOU GAVE WHEN NO ONE ELSE WOULD HAVE. YOU WILL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU DID FOR SHERRY YOU GAVE HER HOPE AN ME MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD IT JUST MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AN HER WHAT YOU DID. THERE ARE NO WORDS THAT CAN DESCRIBE TO YOU OR NOTHING IN THE WORLD THAT CAN EVEN BEGIN TO SHOW YOU OR TELL YOU JUST HOW SPECIAL YOU ARE. YOU GAVE SHERRY A WAY YOU SHOWED HER THE ROAD IN WHICH THAT WAS BROKEN BUT IS NOW FINALLY FALLING INTO PLACE FOR HER SHE SEES LIGHT AN HOPE AND YOU GAVE HER THE FREEDOM SHE NEEDED TO BREAK FREE. YOU SEE YOU AND ME AND SHERRY ARE THE CIRCLE OF FRIENDS IN WHICH GOD PUT TOGETHER AND I KNOW T

News About The Baby
It's not good people. The baby has a rare form of leukemia called AML = accute moloid lukemia. She has to start chemotherapy tomorrow. If the chemo doesnt work the baby will have to get a bone marrow transplant. She is in for many many days of hurt. It's breaking my heart because that baby is like my own. I can't stop crying. Cancer is an evil, evil thing. Keep saying the prayer please! (For those of you who do). I will keep updating. Thanks everyone. ~Christyl~

Blog Entry
First of all, I want to apologize for not posting more regularly. When I am sick, I just want to crawl into a hole, and hide from the world. So I do!!! But the good news is that I am feeling WAY better now – I just have the final stages of it, which is nothing to how I felt a few days ago. I want to thank everyone for all the Get Well messages, virtual cards and emails that I received. Lots of Vitamin C advice, which I listened to.....lots of 'cut down the caffeine advice, which I ignored!! I felt completely out of the loop & I couldn't wait to get a guitar on again and start rehearsing. I've done nothing except stay in bed and watch shit TV movies!! I'm going to go down to Starbucks to get me a large coffee with an extra shot of personality - I am a little shellshocked this morning, Maybe its time for a Palm Springs weekend. So come on people - ask me those questions, and I'll be back tomorrow. A big thank you to everyone who is a part of the LSR Crew - I love you all. Peace.

If You Are A True Friend
IF YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND THEN COME JOIN ME IN MY LOUNGE THE STATE OF CONFUSSION, OTHERWISE I WILL REMOVE YOU FROM MY FRIENDS LIST. STATE OF CONFUSSION HAS BEEN UP FOR OVER A WEEK AND A HALF NOW AND I AM TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE IN THERE ALONG WITH MY STAFF. WE DON'T HAVE MUSIC YET, BUT WE ARE WORKING ON IT. SO CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND JOIN ME AND MY STAFF FOR A GOOD TIME.

A Little Time To Catch A Breath And Catch Up With Friends Etc....
So where the hell has IX been for these past several months....regretably my psychotic abnormal self has been asleep trying to force time to fly until me and my lovely girl lizzylocks can get a week where she's allowed to use vacation - not until fall :( to run away to mexico and get married....I know things have been rough, we're both working mad hours, taking turns for each other on their respective half day, so we can cover the work day 22 hours a day, passing ships in the morning if we're lucky (a really special treat is lizzy's suprise the past day getting home early and her making breakfast, been feeling down, was a great pickup) realize I've been depressed; just ignoring it.....so decided to do things to change that....been making the bed every morning so she can come home and forget it all and snuggle under a hundred blankets like she loves to do (all year round)....Post divorce monetary concerns make me have stomach issues....but thankfully every week we keep getting better an

Superfantasticalness
so. this is the first time ive sat down all day. *whew* been goin goin goin since 7am. go me! or sumthing im whipped...wicked beat...but i kinda dig it cuz its got that whole 'accomplishment' feeling toward it. sometimes its just necessary to 'unplug' step away from 'the box' and just...breathe good sauce. so i found mah new house. not that its a house but ya get the gist. its about 100+sq ft bigger than my current place...which dun sound like much but thats not the important part...the important part is that its in an even nicer area...and its less than what i pay now...cuz lets face it...im gettin raped in rent. and i dun much dig it. i totally heart how the new place dun charge a monthly rent for the washer/dryer in the unit. and it has a solarium. which is prolly where i'd put my piano...but able to jam out some tunes while bathing in sunshine...yeah...that sounds perfectly delightful. plus the kids would get a bigger room...with a walkin...unlike their current room.

Shoutbox
Hey all my friends i love chatting with all of my friends here but that shoutbox is driving me crazy so if any of you like too chat and have yahoo messenger feel free too add me jdhutchens38614. I will still chat on the shoutbox as long it is not having one of it's fit's. Thanks and everybody have a great week.

Tomorrow
One of my closest friends leaves first thing tomorrow on deployment to Afghanistan. I'm worried, a bit sad, and wondering what I'm gonna do with all the silence. He usually calls me a few times a day... I'll be keeping him and several of my other friends in my thoughts. I wonder who's gonna drag me into trouble now?

2 Random Thoughts And 3 Favorite Quotes
Random thought #1... Has anyone ever noticed that when you listen to 60's/70's hippie bands like Crosby, Stills and Nash or The Grateful Dead, almost all of their songs are written so that you can pretty much sing any note at any time and it still blends in and sounds right. Even if it's totally off key! I think it's so stoned people can sing along. Random thought #2... Never hold the handrail on an elevator. Very often, when a person is going to an important business meeting or a job interview or something, the short time that they are on the elevator might be the last chance they have at privacy. Therefore, they might take that opportunity to pick their nose. They will then need a place to deposit what they harvest, and the back side of the elevator handrail suits this need perfectly. Or just go ahead and grab it and see for yourself if I'm right. Quotes... "As God is my witness, I swear I thought turkeys could fly!!!" Arthur Carlson WKRP in Cinncinati

Bored
well its 11:03 pm i sit here staring at my monitor wishing so muc i had something to do. i came home from work today and slept from 5pm till 9pm so sleep for now is pretty much out ofthe question. its tuesday night so theres not a whole lot going on anywhere,, im sure south beach is dead and ft lauerdale is probably not much better. would love to go for a ride but WHERE oh where to go ?? ive updated a few photos and played on myspace (which as usual SUCKED) so now im just writing down alot of bullshit in my blog which i can not even figure out how to change the " place in blog" title lmao .... oh welllllllllllll guess ill go back to checking out peoples profiles and shit ,, so ummm yeah this took up a whole 3 minutes ~~rolls eyes~~ man am i bored as fuck

Bitch- To My Girl Sherry And This Is Me Too!
I hate the world today You're so good to me I know but I can't change Tried to tell you But you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath Innocent and sweet Yesterday I cried Must have been relieved to see The softer side I can understand how you'd be so confused I don't envy you I'm a little bit of everything All rolled into one Chorus: I'm a bitch, I'm a lover I'm a child, I'm a mother I'm a sinner, I'm a saint I do not feel ashamed I'm your hell, I'm your dream I'm nothing in between You know you wouldn't want it any other way So take me as I am This may mean You'll have to be a stronger man Rest assured that When I start to make you nervous And I'm going to extremes Tomorrow I will change And today won't mean a thing Chorus Just when you think, you got me figured out The season's already changing I think it's cool, you do what you do And don't try to save me Chorus I'm a bitch, I'm a tease I'm a goddess on my knees When you hurt

Friends
You can never have too many friends... unless you're on a boat and you go over the maximum safe capacity and it capsizes and some of those friends are never seen again... but that kind of solves the initial problem so you rent another boat and realize that you have acquired new friends since the last accident and are doomed to repeat it. Ok... too much sugar.

Yet Agian....
so those that actally talk to me, know all about my boston terrier puppy bianca, and about her having to get surgerys done when she was about 8 weeks old.. well she is now 14 weeks old, and the hernia surgery has failed, and she has to go back in for another one. it sucks, im worried, yes i know, shes just a *dumb dog* but.. me not being able to have kids, thats what she is for me... so it sucks, and now im sad.....

Enif
ran out of town, beat down, ounce for pound, giving me the read around, shove sound, dismount as the high horse drowns, recount-you got the equations wrong, if you get enough weak ropes you can pretend it's strong, the song sponges blood, a sharpened carving tongue is prerequisite, the paricites may have hit the kiss but they hit too hard and now they are in it i saw bare trees in the shade and it was great i saw my face, it was pale but my blue was dark and now i'm fine filling up the third lung, reaching for the next rung, this ladder reaches to the sun, do you RUN cold? or do you BURN hot? this is not, but it can be if you're willing to give it a shot, will you rock? or will you roll over pushing your weight with your shoulder? i'm a fucking boulder, moving with volcanic propulsion, crushing your fetal position, spoon with doom, late may be too soon, when magmatic spew comes gunning for you i saw a body rape a grave and then it caved i saw a hand shake but it was ali

How To Cut And Paste The Url Of A Picture
It has come to my attention that some people do not know how to get the URL of a photo. Here is how you do it: Go to your photos on CT. Choose the picture that you like. Then in the address bar at the top like here... So you want to drag your mouse across the who address so its all blue like here... Then you need to right click in the blue part and you will get a drop down menu.. like here And choose copy. Then go to your pm. Then you want to right click your in the white part where you want the text to be .. like this and choose paste. And VOILA!

New Immigration Plan
Bring some of our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, or find any other way, hand him or her a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship them to Iraq . Tell them if they want to come to America, then they must first serve a tour in the military. Give them a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, they will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq , and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway .. without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved. If you think this is a good solution, forward it to your friends. I just did.

Reward Of Sting
i round my fingertips on a wet grinder which is basically a 5 foot verticle belt sander that sprays cold water to keep the temperature standard and below hazard the abrasion on the belt is a diamond grit this is built for grinding glass, not to act as a manicurist i start with a 60 grit to get the tips evenly ripped then strap on a 120 to polish them with you gotta move fast because if you dwell on it you may shed 18 layers of skin and if you don't have 18 layers then you're in some shit because a brand-new belt will work you down to the wrist years of this has made my skin fairly thick i got another half dozen superficial wounds today, i'm pretty used to it so i guess i wouldn't recomend or suggest you do this if you might be a little squeamish i haven't met a cut that wasn't a stimulus i'll stick my hand in anything that might reward my interest

Who Cares?!?
OKAY TODAY.... WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT TODAY? HMM HOW ABOUT DRAMA AND MORE DRAMA..... YOU CAN SAY WHAT YOU WANT ABOUT ME, I KNOW LONGER CARE ANYMORE. I CAME BACK SO THAT I COULD DJ...AND BE AROUND CERTAIN FRIENDS. AND I CAME OUT OF HIDING, BECAUSE SOMEONE HAS A BIG MOUTH. AND BECAUSE I WAS GETTING CT MARRIED TO THE MAN OF MY DREAMS. :-) HE MAKES ME HAPPY. AND NOT MANY PEOPLE DO THESE DAYS. BUT AFTER TODAY, CERTAIN PEOPLE ARE TRYING TO MAKE A FRIEND OF MINE LEAVE CT.... WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT?!? THIS IS THE INTERNET. A PLACE TO HANG OUT AND HAVE FUN... I'M CHOOSING TO HAVE FUN. I LET YOUR PEOPLE DRIVE ME AWAY BEFORE.... BUT NOT ANYMORE. I DON'T GET IT.... WHY DO PEOPLE INSIST ON TREATING PEOPLE LIKE THAT? DOES IT TRULY MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER? DOES IT LIFT YOUR SPIRITS TO MAKE SOMEONE FEEL LIKE A PIECE OF SHIT? FROM WHAT I'VE LEARNED.... NO IT DOESN'T. DOESN'T MAKE YOU LOOK GOOD EITHER. NOT IN MY EYES. AND YOU'LL NEVER GOOD TO ME BY TREATING PEOPLE LIKE SHIT. I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE THAT DO. NEVE

My Eyes
I dont understand?????????? Y is is that almost everyone I know brings up my eyes???????? Ya know Im so much more than just some pretty blues.... I have a brain, I have a heart, I have my total being........ I just dont get it, any ideas???????

Thanks Rosie For This Beautiful Tribute
> TITLE: > RIP McCayla .... You No Longer Have To Hurt Anymore ... w/Music Video > > > RIP McCAYLA YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO HURT > > > > > > WHEN DO WE GIVE A DAMN!!!!! > NONE OF THESE KIDS ASK TO BE BORN TO: > HEARTLESS > IRRESPONSIBLE > PIECES OF SHIT > WHO THE ONLY THING > THEY ARE GOOD AT IS: > EITHER UNZIPPING THEIR PANTS, > OR > SPREADING THEIR LEGS!!!!! > > > > WHY DOES IT HAVE TO END HERE!!!!! > > > > HANDS WERE MADE TO CARESS, > ARMS TO HUG/HOLD, > FEET TO RUN TO SOMEONE'S AID, > HEARTS TO LOVE, > > YOU NAME ME 1 THING A CHILD DOES > TO DESERVE ABUSE JUST 1 THING!!!! > > I'LL TELL YOU THE ONLY THING > A CHILD EVER DOES > AND THAT IS: > LOVE > UNCONDITIONALLY > BOTH PARENTS > EVEN PROTECTING > THE ONES WHO BEAT THEM > > I KNOW THIS BULLETIN ISN'T MUCH > BUT IT'S MORE THAN SHE GOT > WHEN SHE WAS ALIVE FROM ANY ADULT > WHO KNEW AND DID NOTHING > > IF YOU GIVE A DAMN > THEN > REPOST THIS DAMNIT!

30 Lessons To Learn Bout Sex & Porn
30 Lessons from Porn 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy when rooting. 11. People in the 70's couldn't shag unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the

Observing People
I read a few blogs people have posted and listened to some people recently and its just amazing to me how people can really trick themselves into believing something that is not there. Whether it be that they are happy, content, everything i ok, or even what the recieve or don't from people. Maybe one day people will wake up to reality and see things for what they are and not what they rationalize or percieve them to be. We all believe in what we do but we should all take the time to understand things from different angles so we can have a more complete view. Only taking things from one view point and rationalizing them til you get what you want then closing off to the rest of the view points is not being open minded.. its actually very much closed minded and stubborn. You have to be open for ideas and suggestions if you want to see things in the right light.. to understand the whole situation.. so that you can make the best choice possible. Yes I am a victim of such a situation b

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dog Property Laws
1. If I like it, it's mine. 2. If it's in my mouth, it's mine. 3. If I can take it from you, it's mine. 4. If I had it a little while ago, it's mine. 5. If it's mine, it must never appear to be yours in any way. 6. If I'm chewing something up, all the pieces are mine. 7. If it just looks like mine, it's mine. 8. If I saw it first, it's mine. 9. If you are playing with something and you put it down, it automatically becomes mine. 10. If it's broken, it's yours.

How To Stop Aids!!!
AIGHT, QUICK HAVING UNPROTECTED SEX AND OR BEING A JUNKY. NOW THAT THAT'S CLEARED UP, GO VOTE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST. BEFORE THIS SHIT EVEN STARTED SOME DUMB FUCKERS DOWN RATED MY PIC, WHAT LAME BASTARDS!!!! SO I WANT TO KICK THESE GUYS ASS'S SO HARD THERE NUTS WILL BLEED!!!! SO RATE, COMMENT, OR GIVE ME A MEAN HAND JOB CAUSE WELL IT FEELS GOOD. PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GRUDGE FUCKABLE. CLICK IT AND STICK IT. AND NOW LISTEN!!!

What's In That Hug Of Yours??
This is yet another style of the writing I do. When I write like this it's intended for one person...although it doesn't name the person specifically. If it's intended for you everything in it will make sense to you where as to a person it's NOT intended for it will appear as "just a letter". ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ As I repeatedly find myself asking you for a hug.....I started wondering why. Why do I want those hugs? Why do they mean so much to me? Why do I miss them when I'm not where I can get them? Why can't I get enough of them?? It all begins with the look in your eyes when I ask. It's that "damn, I just gave her one 10 minutes ago but she's so cute when she asks I'll give her another one" look. It's that look that makes my heart sigh. Then you walk towards me. Each step you take only brings you closer to me, creating a feeling of euphoria. An intense moment of anticipation. I gaze into your eyes as you stand before me and they seem to speak

Taliban Truths
I have been inspired by recent reactions to one of my recent blogs. Okay, really I just like to hear myself talk (or write as the case may be) and honestly I was going to write some of this but thought it might drag on too long. Here are some of the stuff that does not make the news. First of all you need to see the Taliban as I see them. Looking at past enemies they are benchwarmers. During the Vietnam War the enemy was well organized, well supplied, and highly dedicated. The Tet Offensive, while a tactical failure, was a very well coordinated, well planned action. It took massive communication, coordination, and most importantly, secrecy. You had tens of thousands of Viet Cong maneuvering into position prior to the Tet holiday and attack, multiple bases without alerting the US to the large scale attacks. Obviously there were indicators, but not enough so it was still a surprise. So here is how I see the Taliban, in my eyes they are like junior high bullies. The bullies at one

~at Last~
At last;when all the summer shine, that warmed life´s early hours is past, Your loving fingers seek for mine; and hold them closed at last at last... Not oft the robin comes to build its nest upon the leafless bough; by autum robbed,by winter chilled. But You! dear Heart!You Love Me now; Though there are shadows on my brow, and tears on my cheek;In truth; The marks where times unforgotten, broke up the Blooming sward of youth; Though fled is every girlish grace, might win or hold a Lovers Vow; Despite my sad and faded face and lonesome Heart;You Love Me now... I count no more my wasted tears, they left no echo of their fall; I mourned no more my Lonesome years this Blessed hour,Cheers All...

Celebrate The Newest Holiday!!
It's time to celebrate! A few very brilliant gentlemen have created a new holiday. Here's how they explain it! (Note: the following text is directly from their web page) You know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it

Love
Love has long avoided me, Yes I have been in love many times . Was it true love ? I don't believe so. I have found that person that makes my heart beat out of my chest, and make me lose sleep because I miss them so. The days go by slow as I wait to hold them again. When will I see my beautiful lady again ? I hope very soon because my life is not the same without her. She completes me in every way. I know you are out there waiting for me to. We are like two pieces of a puzzle that fit together perfectly. Someday we will be together sharing life and all it has to offer . I will stand by your side your equal in every way . Giving you support when you are down ,celebrating when life is good. Soon the new chapter of my life will begin will you join me.

Time For Me To Go To Bed
Yes I have been up mostly all night long the reason for this is to watch over my grandma.. She is having problems and she is dying too.. As of now I am a watch dog to watch over her and hear her if she need help at all.. So Now it is time for me to go to bed someone is here and up for my grandma, so I will see you all or talk to you all really soon or say later on tonight at 8pm central time and 9pm Eastern time.. My show comes on Jericho and I am going to watch it and it is getting really good.. Hope you all are watching Jericho and see what is going on.. I will be up around 4pm or 5pm when ever I wake up. I hope you all have a really good day ok.. Peace out you all night night or say good morning.. bye bye.. Virgo24

This Morning I Learned....
that when merging onto the highway or switching lanes on the highway, if you are wearing a hoodie, remove the hood. Cause you really do need to see if cars are coming. ....not that I did this or anything. ;)

Mmmmm
Mmmm Today i have woken after a wonderful nights sleep..And wonderful dreams, The sun is shining and it's a beautiful day . Ive woken with such a new out look on life .. Ive decided that im not that bad a looking woman , a bit curvy in places . But all the better to hold.. And i enjoy life to the full..So instead of looking for love , im going to wait for it to find me .. And enjoy what i have at the moment... x

Happy Pi Day!
Happy Billy Crystal Birthday Day! What - you didn't know that we commonly celebrate March 14th with marathon sessions of Throw Momma from the Train and salutations of "You look Mahvelous"? Well, if flashbacks from the 80's aren't your style, we guess you could always celebrate March 14th as the day Albert Einstein was born or even enjoy the geekiest of holidays, Pi Day! Have a slice of PIzza PIe, a PIna colada, and top it off with a dessert of PIe ala mode. yum! (from thinkgeek newsletter)

The Ct Crew
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Who Is Working??
The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2.8 million are in the armed forces Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work for state and city governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me And there you are, sitting on your ass, at your computer, reading jokes. Nice. Real nice

The Words Of A True Biker
The Words Of A True Biker -- I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those t

About Me
hey all heres a blog something to learn about me i dont know how to reallt desribe me or myself and things so just go ahead and send me a message and u can ask up to like i dunno 10-20 questions of anything u wanna know dont be afriad to ask anything and ill answer it 100 percent truthfully :) so to all my friends and family i hope you respond.

His Journey
I WON'T THINK OF HIM AS GONE AWAY HIS JOURNEYS JUST BEGUN HIS LIFE HELD MANY FACETS THIS EARTH WAS ONLY ONE. I THINK OF HIM AS RESTING FROM HIS SORROWS AND HIS TEARS HE IS IN A PLACE OF WARMPTH AND COMFORT WHERE THERE ARE NO DAYS OR YEARS. I KNOW THAT HE IS WISHING THAT WE COULD KNOW TODAY HOW NOTHING BUT OUR SADNESS CAN EVER PASS AWAY. FOR YOU SEE HE IS LIVING IN THE HEARTS OF THOSE HE TOUCHED FOR NOTHING LOVED IS EVER LOST AND JESSE WAS LOVED SO MUCH. THIS IS FOR YOU JESS FOR I KNOW YOU LOVED ME SO AND FOR YOU SON I THINK OF YOU AND KNOW THAT FROM THE SUN YOU PUT THE STARS UP EVERY NIGHT AND RAINBOWS IN THE SKY AND ALL THE LOVELY FLOWERS AND THE BIRDS UP IN THE SKY FOR EVERY STAR THAT TWINKLES AND EVERY RAINBOW SEEN YOU LOVE IS IN MY HEART SON AND THE SONGS YOUR CHILDREN SING JESSE DIED OF A SUICIDE ON OCTOBER 2, 2005 HE HAD 3 CHILDREN AND A WIFE AS WELL AS 4 BROTHERS AND 2 SISTERS AND A LOT OF FAMILY THAT THINK OF HIM. HE IS MISSED

**stuck**
Unanswered questions, unfulfilled dreams. Right in front of your face, not knowing what it means. Wanting to move in the right direction, but not knowing which way to go. Wanting to express emotion, but afraid to let them show. Falling apart right in front of your eyes. You reach out for me as another piece of me dies.

Credits Grrrl?
I was asked this morning by someone on myspace if I was the credits girl at the end of pants off dance off..I know most of you prob arent aware of that show, but its on the fuse channel. Since season 1, they've used me dancing at the end of every episode when the credits are rolling, thus naming me the credits girl, LOL I just can't believe that another person has pointed me out, LOL You can't even see my face, just my frame. that was just too funny

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i thought of you today, i remembered how it felt to hold you, and to be held by you. for a split second i could taste you sweet lips pressed so passionately against mine, then i came to relize it was just another thought in time. my heart broke and my very soul just died because your memory is i have left of the love that has become less than just another thought of everything that got left behind.

Not Another Contest Blog...
some of you know ive been really sick all week, well it's just getting worse. im in so much pain that the vicodin isnt even helping my throat anymore. i can barely swallow water and i have no voice today. im just waiting for a call back from my doctor to see if/when i can get in to see her today. just thought i'd write an update for those that actually care.

Dreams
where do dreams hide? maybe by your bedside. somewhere maybe you can see. or in the sky, flying free. maybe far away in a foreign land. under your feet, beneath the sand. dreams are everywhere, you see. they are in you, they are in me. just like clouds in the sky, you can reach them if you try. and they will never, ever go away... dreams unfulfilled will always stay.

Stop Thinking...
Ever had something on your mind that you just CAN'T STOP THINKING about? A certain something that just governs your thoughts, your emotions, everything you do.. You eat, sleep, breath, shower, watch tv, go shopping, this VERY fucking thought! It just completely takes over your life! Everything you do, every decision you make, every comment or view you have about anything depends on THIS very thought. At first that thought is sweet, cute and you flirt with it. It pops into your head from time to time and you smile internally, and get little goosebumps at the possiblity of this thought actually coming true. You fall in love with those possibilites, You crave it, and wish for it to come true. It's delicious and satisfying.. Before you know it, you find yourself entertaing this thought all the time. You're not yourself anymore..you become obsessed, and you just can't get enough of it, you MUST THINK OF IT ALL THE TIME. At some point, you snap and realize, "hey! what the hell

Sick
hi, oh i have been so sick this week...dont have the energy to even be on line. but wanted to tell everyone hi and that i miss ya all. everyone have a great week and i will talk to you all very soon hugs and kisses kels

Well Isn't This The Truth
YOU KNOW , I HAVE LEARNED , IN LESS THAN A DAY , WHOM IS FREINDS AND NOT , I HAVE GONE AND RATED SOME PEOPLE FROM 10'S TO 11'S , WELL , GUESS WHAT NOTTA NO MORE , ALL ARE OUTTA LUCK . FROM ME . LESSON LEARNED HERE . HAVE A GREAT Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Want To Help Me Celebrate?
Here are a few links to those of you who are not aware of this great Holiday! http://www.steakandbjday.com/ http://www.steakandbj.com/v2/ Have a great day and tell your men to enjoy the Steak, LOL! Anyone want to Make this a good holiday for me? Ben P.S. For all who really care about me, I am starting to get in a better mood, thank you for all of the comments and prayers for the family and all.

To The Lost One
never knew there was love until it was too late... but it had to be for the better, right? what a pair we were, you and I. I will never forget those late late nights, my memories of you are held close and tight, they are precious and dear, and I hold them here, if there were to ever come a time... i can not reserve for you... but if there was to come a time... well, i still love you too. and the song vermillion pt. 2 is for you.

Vince
well he got to atlanta and i thought i was finally free but his daughter decided to bail him out of that mess ad hes coming back... typical kinda pisses me off and even though i have told him over and over i want to pursue this thing with bill he is still trying to act like we are a couple

What Are The Chances?
I've been in quite a philosphical mood today... I was thinking, what are the chances of anything happening? What I mean is, if you take any given event in your life there are probably hundreds of tiny little events that have to take place in order to make that happen. No doubt a lot of these events you will have only had a tiny window in which to progress towards the result that you did progress towards. So anything that's happened to me I just think... that was just so unlikely! Like meeting people for instance. You meet a lot of people by chance and all these events have to take place and to work out right to lead to the meeting.... and then there's the people you meet because of the fact that you met that first person... the improbability has to kick in again each time too. Then I think about the whole 'six degress of separation' theory. Supposedly you are only six steps away from any other person in the world in terms of you know someone who knows someone who knows someone

Wicked Things
Wicked Things Wicked things stir in me as my eyes wander the rugged contour of your face and slide down the landscape of your body; so compact and firm beneath your suit. My mouth is wet to slick my tongue along the tendons in your neck, to come playfully to rest upon your sweet and sensual lips. My nipple's strain against my bra and my loins begin to tingle, the heated moisture of my arousal damp against my thighs. I undergo an amazing physical reaction from the simple sight of you, the mere thought of what I would like to do with you. This was not the first time I had come to your course, on the pretext of hearing you speak. Truth be told, it was the sixth. Six times I had rearranged my schedule and disrupted my day in order to do nothing more than visually assault you. By now I think I could have taught your lecture. But then I did not come to hear you speak, other than to listen to the sound of your voice as it tickled through my auditory senses, I came to fantasize. I ca

Cool. =)
In two weeks I get to see Nati!!! For the whole weekend!!!... and then the week after that I get to see Nati!!! ... For the whole weekend again.... hm.... Nati? Norma Jean? Make it the two week policy we had last year! LOL!

Love
To love one man is like finding that one porson to make me feel like you belong in this world. To love one man feel like Is a life long thing but you are willing to fit for every thing tjust to keep hin with you!!! I love one man and I feel like tilling the hole world that I love one man and only one man. So Im tell ever that look at this and yes im going to yell it I LOVE ONE MAN now and I hope forever more.

What Kind Of Kisser Are You?
You're an Expert Kisser You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Easy Cherry Points
I got 50,000 cherry points for doing 4 surveys. Yes they are stupid questions... I don't want ot answer another question on pants or cars. But it is 10,000 a survey and if it comes in during happy hour it is 20,000. Sometimes it takes a bit to find one you "qualify" for. But don't give up. Funny.. I was doing one for hair removal, and when I got to the question as to my sexuality and answered that I was straight I suddenly did not qualify. TY Chris for telling me about them. xoxo

Love Or No Free Will
when your alone at night who's on your mind is it the person who takes your breath away or is it the bill collecters could it be your mother or father or your brother or sister i think about someone who had my heart from the beginging but doesn't know i'm alive anymore i hurt this person in more ways then one but that's the past all i can do is move on although my heart doesn't want to i have to push it to he's the frist person i think of and the last when i go to bed but then again i have no free will anymore my heart does as it wants so it's hard to let go of things i can't have.....i can't help but say i LOVE you

Funny As Hell!!
A way for us to lose weight according to my aunt!! A guy calls a company and orders their 5-day, 10 lb. Weight loss program. The next day, there's a knock on the door and there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic, 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike running shoes and a sign round her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads: "If you can catch me, you can have me." Without a second thought, he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. The same girl shows up for the next four days and the same thing happens. On the fifth day, he weighs himself and is delighted to find he has lost 10 lb. As promised. He then calls the company and orders their 5-day/20 pound program. The next day there's a knock at the door and there stands the most stunning, beautiful, sexy woman he has ever seen in his life. She is wearing nothing but Reebok ru

Level Time Again
ok who wants to plat bryans gay 100 blogs again lol i need 7,000 more to get to level 13 where jenn is ima catching her but she gonna level again soon help help i hate being beat by a smart mouthed girl lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxo i give gifts to nice people and the nice ones already know that

Dirty Dirty Dirty Jenn Is 14 Now Help Help
that meanie jenn leveled to 14 sneaky lil bugger lets catch her ass lol go go go my lil buddies hope u beautiful ladies are enjoying yur roses so far ty ladies xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Damn Jen Rate My Pics And Stash
she messin with me telling me catch me if u can damn her damn her to hell she leaving smart coments on the other blogs lets catch her and tie her up just out of the reach of her puter comeon ladies get her get her raw raw raw lamo

They Speak Out Because They Were Caught
For the first time, the father and stepmother of a 10-year old Winchester girl who mysteriously died, speak out. In an exclusive interview with 27 NEWSFIRST, Patrick and Joy Watkins say a weekend outing ended in tragedy. 10-year old Michaela died Sunday at her Winchester home. Her father, Patrick says she fell in the bathtub Saturday night, hitting her head while receiving burns on her body. Mr. Watkins says he and his wife, Joy quickly tended to the burns. But, then he says she fell down the stairs after getting out of the bathtub. That night, Mr. Watkins says she seemed okay when the family watched a movie together. The next day he says they went to the Red River Gorge where they began to see problems with Michaela. Watkins says on the way home they noticed she was having trouble breathing. He admits at that point they should have called for help, but didn't. 45 minutes after arriving home, Watkins says he found Michaela dead in her bed. Watkins feels she di

What Would You Do?
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF SOMEONE YOU LOVED TOLD YOU THAT THEY DIDNT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE? WHAT WOULD YOU SAY? HOW WOULD YOU FEEL? WHO WOULD YOU BLAME? WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF SOMEONE YOU LOVED TOLD YOU THEY WERE NOT HAPPY AND THERE WAS NOTHING YOU COULD DO TO MAKE THEM HAPPY? IF I SAID TO YOU THAT I WANTED TO DIE RIGHT NOW AND ASKED YOU TO FORGIVE ME FOR WHAT I AM ABOUT TO, WOULD YOU? WOULD YOU FORGET ABOUT ME OR REMIND THE WORLD OF ME?

Eat Shit, Randall Burger!
As soon as we got this phone number in October, there has been trouble. It was recycled so quickly that friends and family of Randall and Gina Burger were constantly calling us. The telemarketers were also frequent. After a month, it was just the telemarketers, but it was a LOT of them! My mother was hanging out with me just two weeks ago, and was shocked at how many calls we get. The phone rang 15 times while she was there... just a matter of two hours. I put our number in the "no call" registry last month, and that isn't helping. I decided to have fun with the callers: Him: May I speak with Randall Burger? Me: Well, you can try, but I warn you it will be difficult. Him: Am I speaking with Randall Burger? Me: Nope, I haven't had a sex change operation recently, and I credit myself with better taste in choosing a name! I got the BEST ONE EVER TODAY! Him: May I speak with Randall Burger? Me: No, this isn't his number, and we're in the no call registry. Him:

Men Are Still Men....lol
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the craps table. A very attractive blonde woman from Alabama arrived and bet $20,000 on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist, rolled the dice, and yelled "Come on, baby... Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up and down and squealed "Yes! Yes! I Won! I Won!" She hugged each of the dealers, then picked up her winnings, her clothes, and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know. I thought you were watching." The moral of the story... Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But, all men... are still men.

Naughty But Nice
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? um, all of the above. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? depends on where i end up. i'm kinda wild in bed! not like that, *wink* 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? well considering i LOVE to eat, i like pork, beef and chicken. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? probably. if i'm throwing up then that means that i'm HEAVILY intoxicated and i won't remember it the next day anyways. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? i guess my right. 6. Candles or Incense? candles. 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? oh my do i? and absolutely love it. watch out....here comes the robot. 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? well i like having control of the stethoscope. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? why do you ask? 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? stove top biatches. and i looooove to cook. 11. Would you rather your car or

World Peace
Subject: World peace Three guys -- a Canadian farmer, Osama bin Laden, and an American engineer are walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. 'I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes total' says the Genie. The Canadian says, 'I am a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in Canada .' Pooooof! With a blink of the Genie's eye, the land in Canada was forever made fertile for farming. Osama bin Laden was amazed, so he said, 'I want an impenetrable wall around Afghanistan , Iraq and Iran with all of my believers of Mohammad inside and all Jews, Americans, and other infidel forever outside our precious state. 'Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries.. The American engineer asks, 'I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall'. The Genie explains , 'Well, it's 5000 feet high, 500 feet thick

Wants & Needs
What do you want, what do you need? What do you feel, what do you see? Some of us wish to die, some of us wish we could feel or cry, others want to try. Some of us go on cause we've promised not to give up, some of us have decided to give up. Some of us have reasons to live, some of us have contributions to give. Some of us have time, and some of us have minds, some of us don't know what to look for or to find. Some of us could care less about others, some of us have lost our minds. Some of us want to grow, some of us want to die. Some of us thought it was all ok, but found out later on you should best break away. What do I want, what do I need? To break free and be happy on the outside and the inside, can't you see? Some of us want to hold another, some of us want to continue to see, some of us never really know "What'll become of me?" Some of us care, some of us are scared, and some of us need to also beware. Some of us don't know whats real & fake, some of us have seen the cl

The Special Friend
YOU KEEP TELLING ME I DON'T UNDERSTAND BUT I STILL WANT TO GET TO KNOW THIS MAN... THAT SEEMS TO HAVE HAD A HARD LIFE BEEN PUT THROUGH MANY TRIALS AND STRIFE MAYBE SOMEDAY I CAN HELP YOU TO BELIEVE AGAIN. YOU TOLD ME I NEED SOMEONE NEW BUT SWEETHEART I'VE BEEN WITH A FEW... NONE OF WHO CARED FOR ME NONE OF WHO KNEW HOW TO TREAT A LADY THE WAY I HAVE FELT WHEN I AM WITH YOU. TO PUT THIS TO AN END FIND YOURSELF A SPECIAL FRIEND... SOMEONE WHO CARES FOR YOU SOMEONE WHO WILL SHARE WITH YOU IN LIFE AS IT BEGINS AGAIN. I AM THAT FRIEND... WRITTEN BY MICHELLE

For Mccaylah ... Thanks To Rosie How Beautiful
McCAYLA'S RIP TAG IS READY Feel free to go to my default and rip it if you like and use as ur primary pic now thru the funeral ***special ty to amity for making the tag on such short notice tysvvm sweety**** CAN'T WE AT LEAST GIVE THE POOR CHILD THIS SINCE NO ADULT GAVE HER ANY HELP??? IS IT ASKING TO MUCH???? RIP MY SWEET McCAYLA You'll Be In My Heart VideoYou'll Be In My Heart lyrics - Phil Collins lyricsPhil Collins Music Videos

Haha Keep Running Your Mouth Bitch Boy, And As For You Sasquatch,,it Was A Email Ignorant Wench!
LMFAO..HOW TRULY STUPID CAN PPL BE??? LIARS AND THIEVES NEVER PROSPER..SO KEEP TALKING YOUR STUPID SHIT FAGGOT. AND AS FOR YOU HAIR LIPPED THING THAT YOU CALL A WOMAN, LOOK AT THAT AGAIN BITCH CUZ ITS A EMAIL....OR ARE YOU TRULY THAT STUPID?? I PUT IT IN MY 360 AND WROTE A BLOG ON IT STUPID!! YOU BOTH DESERVE EACH OTHER STUPID, TOOTHLESS GOOD COMBO!! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Mr. Right
AS I SIT HERE ALONE EACH NIGHT WONDERING WHERE IS "MR. RIGHT"? I'VE LIVE IN LOVE, I'VE LIVED IN HATE MAN MY LIFE HAS BEEN A SIGHT. I'VE BEEN PUT DOWN I'VE BEEN PUSHED AROUND, EVEN BEEN HELD ON THE GROUND YET HERE IAM , WAITING FOR THE SOUND... WHAT SOUND YOU MAY ASK THE ONE THAT COMES FROM UNDER THE MASK, FROM THE GOOD, FROM THE BAD, AND EVEN FROM THE SAD THE SOUND THAT SAYS YOU'VE OVERCOME THE TASK. MY HEART IS WAITING TO TAKE FLIGHT WHEN MR. RIGHT FINALLY COMES INTO SIGHT ON THAT SWEET ROMANTIC NIGHT... WRITTEN BY MICHELLE

My Day
Hoping one of those days happen throughout the year where its cold. than it just gets really warm . Well today was one of those days in the year. those flirts of heat that you wanna feel throughout the year. Like the first time you sleep together with someone you really like. Than its really cold... It was almost 80 today.. the office was fucking hard to breathe. It is like that in most offices. it'll be sweldering hot during the winter and cold as hell during the summer cause they got the generators going. Our freaking high school back in the day never had anything workin... so when it was hot..you'd just sweat your ass of learning about trigonometry..zzzzzzz anyways im sitting here doing nothing.. come by and say whats up.. peace out ~Timmy~

Gidgets Ga Ga On Bestradio Podcast!
Put this in your ear buds and smoke it! Gidgets Ga Ga on The Best Radio You Have Never Heard Podcast-Beware The Ides Of March Vol. 58! The podcast can be downloaded or listened from www.bestradiopodcast.com or the iTunes Music Store Click here for the Gidgets Ga Ga Home Page

To A Special Person She Knows Who She Is
The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost boy found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you

Invitation
i recently added a guestbook onto my profile and would just like to invite all my family friends and fans to include themselves in it.lets make it the biggest guestbook on ct.thanks all my love to you all.robxxxx

Signed Pics And Other Merchandise
Looking at selling off most my lingerie and getting all new stuff. Just wanted to know if anyone would be interested in purchasing any of it, I will also send a pic of me in the item to go along with it. I will be posting pics of the items that I am looking to sell within the next couple days. But If there is anything on my site that you like, just let me know. *Kisses* Send me a private message and we can talk! Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Just Stuff..
Well, I feel kinda lonely today.. It's been an okay day but I just feel like the only connection to the outside world is the internet. I have no friends around here... I mean, I have family and my husband but sometimes when we have problems, that leaves me with nobody to talk to. Anyway, sorry for the bitching. I just sometimes need some to vent... The next one will be more positive!

I Love To Please My Lady.
This is not a crude posting, or in any way meant to offend anyone. It is actually in answer to a question / Challenge ************************************************* I like to start be running a nice warm bath for my lady. It is relaxing, sensual, and insures cleanness. Afterwards I start out with a nice relaxing massage with ingestible massage oil. I begin massaging the shoulders...getting close so that my chest is against her back, my breath on her neck and ears. I slowly massage my way down her back and sides...careful to allow my hands to pass over the sides of her breasts. I may also follow with very lights kisses, an occasional trail of nibbles along her sides. I eventually work my way to her buttocks, massaging each cheek individually, running my hands inside the crack and brushing the lower part of the virginals. I work my way down the thighs and the calf. And back up to the buttock. This time, while brushing the virginals I will nibble her butt cheeks, and allow

Loss Of A Good Friend
I just found out in an email that the girl I dated for 4 years in high school was killed in a car accident last night. She and I haven't been together in almost 20 yrs, but there is still that emotional attraction. I feel bad for her husband, who is the longest friendship that I have in the world. My heart goes out to him and their 4 kids. So I say to you.... Lisa Marie McDonald Berkhart Rest in Peace sweetheart..... you may be gone but never forgotten. I will think of you whenever I see "our star". This song will always remind me of you. Train - When I Look To The Sky Lyrics When it rains it pours and opens doors that flood the floors we thought would always keep us safe and dry And in the midst of sailing ships we sink our lips into the ones we love That have to say goodbye And as I float along this ocean I can feel you like a notion that won’t seem to let me go Cause when I look to the sky something tells me you’re here with me And you make eve

What Happened To The Man?
Once upon a time I had this awesome friend..we met and had a blast..he was so sweet..he called me his babydoll and he was my classy man and vowed to be friends forever..then he met a married whore out of Ohio and bam...he takes me off his yahoo friends list and myspace..he quit talking to me for no absolute reason...he don't realize that it hurt and upset me cuz I did NOTHING to him..we were at a New Years party this year and he told me how he missed me after and how he wanted to kiss me but I had a date and we joked that might not be so good..but that he was fighting feelings for me..you see we had a bond that I thought would be there forever and he broke that over a married whore cuz he had to prove he loved her..well what kind of person that is married to someone else have a right to tell someone else to take the women off his list when we are just friends..we talked about everything and I mean everything..you know how u come across some ppl and you can talk about anything and every

Keith Urban - Once In A Lifetime
...Mm hmm I can see it in your eyes And feel it in your touch I know that you're scared But you've never been this loved (mm hmm) It's a long shot, baby, I know it's true. But if anyone can make it, I'm bettin' on me and you. (mm hmm) Just keep on moving into me, I know you're gonna see The best is yet to come And don't fear it now, We're going all the way. That sun is shining on a brand new day. It's a long way down And it's a leap of faith But we're never giving up Cuz i know we've got a once in a lifetime love Everybody's looking For what we've found Some wait their whole life And it never comes around. (uu huhh) So don't hold back now. Just let go of all you've ever known You can put your hand in mine. And don't fear it now, We're going all the way. That sun is shining on a brand new day. It's a long way down And it's a leap of faith But we're never giving up Cuz i know we've got a once in a lifetime love I close my eyes and i see

Still Here!
hey all! i am still here, kinda lol ive been super busy with college stuff!! these last two weeks ive had nothing but tests, tests, and more tests! so i havent been on here to much. just to kinda check messages. but im not ignoring anyone im just too busy! but ill make it up to yall :) ELEXA

Sorry About This.....
So yeah, I need to apologize for this blog because it's gonna be really stupid. Isn't blog a funny word? Go on, say it a few times over and over and then tell me it doesn't sound strange. It also sounds like the title to a really bad B horror movie or something, like The Blob. "Oh no!!! Watch out for the BLOG!!! It'll kill us all!!!" -insert horrible voice over screams soon to be followed by squishing noises-

Condoms
A very proper man started going into the neighborhood drug store every week and buying 2 dozen boxes of condoms. Week after week, he would come in with the same order. One day, the druggist felt he had to say something to the man. "Wow! You must have the stamina of a bull. Talk about getting lucky! How on earth do you use that many condoms a week?" "The man looked at him in disgust and said, "I beg your pardon, but I find the whole idea of sex repulsive!" So, the druggist asked, "Then what do you do with all those condoms?" The gentleman answered, "I feed them to my poodle, and now she poops in little plastic bags."

I Hate My Neighborhood!!
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood.

A Kindly Haunting
My body may be gone But my spirit lives on The sun will always shine And you will always be mine As night follows day My spirit is here to stay Never apart I will live on in your heart Until we are once more united Our loving words once more recited I will love you always Long after our earthly days We will walk with the Lord Hard times we have endured But our love will see us through In Heaven we can start anew

Passions
wrap your arms around me set all your passions free let me set the fire that rages deep within thee I need to feel the touch of your lips upon my cheek and feel your every breath of life and hear each word you speak love me and never stop for if you do I'll cry I'll curl up in the dying fire and in my own flames die

Not Just Fluff
Don’t bother me with this syrupy poetic stuff Or share with me all the times you’ve loved, just enough I see through all the whimsical carefree ploys To turn charismatic hardened men into “girly boys” I know you your purpose and I’m not amused at it You infiltrate my soul and erase the core of it So take your stanzas and verses, I’ve had enough I can’t stand it any longer, leave with all the fluff.

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Good Irish Joke 5
Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and said, "Do you want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "No, I don't Father." The priest said, "I don't believe this. You mean to tell me that when you die you don't want to go to heaven?" O'Toole said, "Oh, when I die, yes. I thought you were getting a group together to go right now."

Taking What You Have Today For Granted
I have experienced something today that i have yet to experience in my 25 years of life. One of my closest friends committed suicide and i am not real sure i know how i take this. He was a very good man that everyone loved and enjoyed being around, but something that noone caught were the little hints that were being made about his plan to take his own life. I took him for granted and now i am really pissed at myself cause i didnt see what was really going on behind the scenes. So if you are reading this don't take people for granted, enjoy life, and don't keep shit locked in so deep noone can reach if you are drowning in your own tears.

One For The Guys
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

~are You Searching For An Angel~
~Are you searching for an angel We'll I'm the one for you With shiny brand new halo I'll tell you what to do Before you go to sleep at night Look up in the sky You'll see a special twinkling light A message from on high You need me to be next to you No problem I can fly My wings are pretty new at this But I'll give it my best try If I need a little rest I'll nap upon a cloud You'll be my very best of friends Believe me you'll be proud I have to get these wings to work I'm new at this you know But if you give me just a chance My halo sure will glow So here I come I'm landing Wherever you might be Opps excuse me if we bump You'll know for sure it's me Forever I will be your friend My love comes naturally.~

Baby Madison Lynn Is Here!!!!
WELCOME LITTLE MADISON LYNN I AM VERY PLEASED TO ANNOUNCE THAT MY NIECE, MADISON LYNN, HAS BEEN BORN. SHE CAME INTO THIS WORLD ON THURSDAY, MARCH THE 8TH. SHE WEIGHS 4.5 LBS AND HAS TO BE IN AN INCUBATOR BUT SHE IS WELL AND HEALTHY. THIS IS MADISON. ISN'T SHE A DOLL? AT THIS TIME I JUST WANT TO THANK ALL WHO HAVE HAD HER IN THEIR PRAYERS. GOD HEARD YOU AND NOW MY LITTLE MIRACLE NIECE IS HERE. THANKS AGAIN FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS. YOU GUYS ROCK!!! THE PROUD AUNTIE ~~~ SUSIE Q A.K.A. MZ. PONYGIRLSUE

Figuring Out What To Keep Or Store Or Get Rid Of
Funny how when you move .. the little things you dont often use are found... the things you thought you had lost... the things you ask .. where the heck did that come from? Going through them now as I unpack and try to arrange things in my new place... Attempting to find everything a new home... or a more functional space.... This is almost becoming fun ... oh wait .. nope it just means another trip to the storage facility

It's Hump Day.............
OKAY, TODAY WAS A LONG DAY, BUT, I DID GET A COUPLE OF REALLY GOOD LAUGHS. OKAY SO MY CO-WORKER AND FRIEND WAS BEING FUNNY TODAY. SHE WAS RANTING AND RAVING (VENTING WE CALL IT) ABOUT HER HUSBAND AND STUFF. AND THEN SHE WENT TO HER OFFICE. SO ME KIDDING AROUND (WHEN SHE CAME OUT TO TALK TO THE BOSS) TOLD HER TO GO BACK TO HER OFFICE AND LEAVE THE BOSS ALONE. OR SOMETHING TO THAT EFFECT. CAN'T REMEMBER TOO CLEARLY. I'M KINDA TIRED BY NOW. IT'S NI NI TIME!!!! SO WHAT DOES SHE DO!!!!! SHE SAYS T YOU BE QUIET OKAY. I WAS LIKE HELL NO SHE DIDN'T!!!! AND I STARTED LAUGHING!!! I WAS LIKE NO U DIDN'T SHUT ME UP!!! SHE'S LIKE NO, I DIDN'T, I SAID PLEASE BE QUIET. THERE'S A DIFFERENCE. WHATEVER!!! THERE IS SO NOT A DIFFERENCE!!!!! ANYWAY!!!!!! SO SHE WAS TALKING TO THE BOSS AND THEN I MADE SOME COMMENT OR OTHER AND DOESN'T SHE SAY T YOU KNOW WHAT I TELL MY KIDS? I'M LIKE WHAT AND SHE SAYS I TELL THEM "OKAY IT'S QUIET TIME NOW OKAY?" OH HELL NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE DIDN'T GO THER

If A Man Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Oh Lord! If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you (Damn right!). A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.

To Many Miles
The miles that seperate the two dreams of happiness seem to be the longest ones to travel. A urge to just pull over because it seems it is to much to overtake that black tar and gravel. So many tears and so much pain could be the fuel that will power you down that long road. The questions of doubt and feeling you finally found your one, is what your heart will hold. Constant phone calls to the other dream to make sure the plain is not one to be abondoned. An embrace that will forever feel right no matter how old is what you are demanding. As anticipation will grow each mile that you drive, doubts will surely fade in that time. "Will I be loved or just made a fool," will be the final doubt that could make you turn around on a dime. With the conclusion that your heart has steered you to the right choice and the right direction. You push forth to finally make sure that this dream will be the forever love connection. With his arms around you hold on for all your worth a

Miss Me?
I have been hard at work on BG's blanket. And for future reference, top stitching is time consuming. I only wish I could have gotten the alligators to come out right. But half an alligator just doesn't look good. Anyway, I will be back more as soon as this is finished. I just got the 30 blocks top stitched and ready to put together. I just need to sew them up and then top stitch the borders and get them on. I will put up a picture as soon as it's finished. Oh, and I found out one of my favorite celebs is preggo (I sure as hell didn't want to send one to Torrie Spelling. I can't stand her. She couldn't act her way out of a wet paper bag.) Here's hoping I can send her a blanket and start getting the stars hooked on them. Should start my business off right. Wish me luck!

Before I Go...
Would you go to my story on literotica.com and rate it for me? I hope you rate it with a FIVE. The rating for it as it stands right now is 4.76 and I would like to see it jump up into the to 100 stories on literotica.com by the time I come back from Oklahoma. Could you do that for me? Thank you so much ... here is the link to the story. http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=300719 36d hugs, ms. cleavage

Hehehe;-)
Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary. The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, 'Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever.'" "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads, "Here Lies My Husband - Stiff At Last!!"

Smile
how dumb the world may be... I DON'T NORMALLY DO LIST, BUT WHEN IN ROME................ On a Sears hairdryer: Do not use while sleeping. (i gotta ask....who has tried?) On a bag of Fritos: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap: "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be how???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners: "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom): "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought wot????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron: "Do not iron clothes on body." (bukys this is aimed at u) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine:"Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication." (We could do a lot to reduce the rate o

Cherry Tap!!!
To all my fellow Cherries... Please understand that it was not my intention to confuse or mislead any of you... now to quote my friend Billy... *smiles awkwardly* "If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumber'd here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend: if you pardon, we will mend: And, as I am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to 'scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call; So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends." -William Shakespeare

Cat Rules Of Hampering
If one of your humans is engaged in some close activity and the other is idle, stay with the busy one. This is called "helping", otherwise known as "hampering." Following are the rules for "hampering": 1. When supervising cooking, sit just behind the left heel of the cook. You cannot be seen and thereby stand a better chance of being stepped on and then picked up and comforted. It's even funnier when they try to avoid stepping on you and fall into a counter or table. 2. For book readers, get in close under the chin, between eyes and book, unless you can lie across the book itself. 3. For paperwork, lie on the work in the most appropriate manner so as to obscure as much of the work or at least the most important part. Pretend to doze, but every so often reach out and slap the pencil or pen. The worker may try to distract you; ignore it. Remember, the aim is to hamper work. 4. When a human is holding the newspaper in front of him/her, be sure to jump on the back of the pa

Remembering Never
Remembering never Cold Shoulder On A Hot Summers Day Side by side can we see together if not forever. Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal but I hate hours compared to days. Without you time just flows slower because it is the issues that matter in the end. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Why does it hurt? Loneliness is a compound word to me. Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? Because its the issues that matter most in the end to me. Time is supposed to heal so why does it still hurt? Are we sharing this thought? Do you miss me as much as I miss you? As I look in the mirror I see you and I fading. Maybe fading but I am still waiting. Time is supposed to heal so why does it hurt? Why does it hurt? Thus far I have had the time of my lif

Euro Update
Thursday, March 15, 2007 I went to Groningen in northern Netherlands Before this blog, I had wrote something about what I have learend from the Dutch and what they have learned from me but freaking Myspace and computer problems, you know, I went to Groningen yesterday and gosh I was amazed at the city, it was very old and beautiful.Well, hey I will try to contact everyone soon, I have been busy with visiting family and seeing alot of the Netherlands, so I will get back with everyone soon, just keep on reading......... and again, thank you all for stopping by to read and or leave a comment.

Nobodys Perfect
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

Therapy
A Few Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "In." 5. Put decaf in the coffee maker For 3 Weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 6. In the memo field of all your checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As often as possible, skip rather than walk. 10. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 12. Sing along at the opera. 13. Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme? 14. Put mosquito netting

3000 Behind
we're like 3000 behind now. We could really use all the help we can get!!! Please come bomb us It's a couples contest and our points are added up in the end so bomb either picture Thank You!! Just Click The Pictures

Well Wtf.
So, I've known this person for a minute,I like him, I wont even lie, and im pretty sure he's aware of it. We've only hung out once or twice, circumstances always end up with us not hanging out...At first it was all my fault, I didn't think he was into me, or what have you... Time has passed and finally im in a place where im trying to spend time right? But our schedules suck ass...Or he has a bad day, or I have a bad day, and nothing ever happens...We're in awe in how fucking hard it is to just get together.. Finally I get a call, he gives me the heads up on his situation, which im not going into..But pretty much letting me know, he wont be single forever... and the possibility window is slowly closing.. I make plans, he's got work and such... I say "Just call, if you have free time, call me.. I'll come out." No call. So im like, "well damn.." He lit a fire under my ass for sure...It was upsetting, but fuck im trying here... I dont doubt chicks are beating down hi

Time To Let Him Go!
Haven't heard from him for days, no response to my mails, my sms, my calls...Maybe this is his way to stop our relationship! Maybe it's a good thing to stop earlier, no matter for him or for me. I knew this day would come sooner or later, i knew our relationship couldn't go too far, i knew there're too many problems that we couldn't solve... Seems i have preparation for this, but why my heart's in pain... Well, it's time to let him go, let him free! Bless him!

*~my One Love~*
“My One Love” The one thing I know now is, That you are and will always be… My One Love… From the moment we met I knew that our Friendship would develop into something Lasting and precious… Someday I hope to hold you rather than Just in my mind… I live for the day when our physical Separation will no longer be… By: Teresa Abeyta© January 2005

I Have Learned !
I've learned that you cannot make someone love YOU.All you can do is,Be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much i care,some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and seconds to destroy it. I've learned it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy, A relationship is at first.The passion fades and there had better be,something else to take it's place. I've learned that no matter how bad, your heart is broken, The world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that you shouldn't be so Eager to find out a secret.It could change your life Forever. I've learned that it's taking me along time, To become the person I want to be.

Til Alfadir
det sterkes konge...jeg komme igjen jeg er en bra son av norge mitt blod er fra landet av vikinger nu i dette nye landet bara ondskap jeg er i kamp mot alt alt hater meg og tarer faller hjelpe meg for alltid min var jeg er so alene alene for alltid

What The Fuck!!!!
I just don't understand what the problem is here. I seem to be attracting guys that sweet talk their way in my life and then pretty much in a round about way tell me to "FUCK OFF!!" They get what they want out of me and then kick me to the curb. I am so sick of this bullshit. One of these days I will find me a man that will appreciate me for who I am. All the guys that have been in my life have seem to hurt me in one way or another. No, I'm not perfect and it takes two, but it just doesn't make sense to me that they know who I am when they meet and get togother with me and then they turn around and say they don't want to be with me because of who I am. Anyways, I just had to get that off my chest and so I figured I'd just sit here and vent for a few. I hope that all of you have a good day, and thanks for listening to me vent. Have a good one.

Who Wants To See My Boobs?
Too bad. Family only! Arreola attack! LMAO! And the ones in my default folder arent mine! Somone sent me that pic, and i liked it, so i posted it. Thanks to my sister Vanilla for being the Art Director for last nights "Photo Shoot". Apparently the Black Bustier was NOT working out, so we had to opt for the red satin and lace balconette. More to come soon...look out Sisters!

"insomnia"
THIS NEXT POEM I WROTE IS ABOUT WHEN YOU CAN'T SLEEP BECAUSE YOUR MIND IS RACING AND YOU MUST FIND YOUR COMFORT ZONE BEFORE YOU CAN SLEEP,AND YOU MAY HAVE TO WORK THE NEXT DAY.SUCK!!!"IT'S CALLED "INSOMNIA" ........."INSOMNIA"........ I LIE AWAKE IN DARKNESS,MY MIND HAS GONE ASTRAY; DWELLING IN MADNESS,A MILLION MILES AWAY. MY SCREAMS DO YOU HEAR ME,AS I CALL YOUR NAME AT NIGHT; THE IMAGES THAT HAUNT ME,WAITING FOR THE LIGHT. THE SLEEP THAT ESCAPES ME,THOUGHTS THAT WON'T LEAVE; THINGS I CAN'T SEE,CAUSING MY GRIEVE. THE SILENCE IS DEAFENING,THAT POUNDING OF THE SOUND; THE WHEELS OF THE CLOCK,SLOWLY GOING 'ROUND. EYES THAT WON'T CLOSE,SLEEP THAT I FEAR; WAITING FOR MY ANGEL,TO SLOWLY APPEAR. I HEAR THAT BEATING OF THE WINGS,TO TAKE ME AWAY; I WAS SAVED BY MY ANGEL,FOR ANOTHER DAY. TRANQUILITY SLOWLY,I FINALLY FOUND PEACE; MY FEAR THAT IS GONE,AS I SLOWLY RELEASE. YOUR ARMS THAT NOW HOLD ME,SQUEEZING ME TIGHT; ONCE AGAIN YOU HELPED ME,MAKE IT THROUGH AN

Intro To Bring You Up To Date!
Ok.. so I have fibromyalgia. I've been struggling with this for over a year. And when I say struggling.... its been a tough road all the way. First I basically diagnosed myself to my regular Dr after having troubles with different things for a long time. I read about fibro and everything just CLICKED. It was like OMG. So she started treating me and trying different meds(which isn't completely uncommon) what works with one fibro patient doesn't necessarily work for another. I had her put me on sickleave because I was having so much trouble. Sleeping, whole body feeling like you've been hit with a truck. Trouble with concentration and vision. Anyways she put me off for a month, and sent me to see a physical medicine doctor. So he extended my sickleave, and sent me to aqua therapy. In the mean time I had to deal with loan insurances ... etc. etc. Well my bitch of a doctor wouldn't feel out some of the papers because "she felt I could go back to work" So needless to say she is no longer m

Being Ignored
If there is one thing I hate it’s being ignored, I hate when a question is asked or a point is trying to be made and the person you are supposedly talking to in reality is not listening to a fucking word that is being said. I hate the fact that people can be so god dam shallow and expect you to hang onto every word they say but when it comes to them returning the favor it’s all of the sudden a burden and a chore to show you the same respect.

Pondering...
...whether i should drive in the snowstorm later to hang out with Chris. I always hang out with her on Thursday nights. ...where the hell is this alleged snow?! Rain Overnight Low32°FPrecip80% Wind: NNE 17 mph Max. Humidity: 76% Sunset: 6:59 PM ET Avg. Low: 32°F Record Low: 12°F (1993) This is why i don't listen to people...

My 'best Lookig Goth Contest' Bulletin
Best Looking Goth Contest PRIZES First Place: Silver Motorcycle Second Place: Rolex Third Place: Platinum Cherry Rules ~This is a week Long contest, will start Tuesday, March 20, at 12:00 PM EST and will run until Tuesday, March 27, at 12:00 PM EST ~This is a open contest meaning once it starts if one would like to enter they will be allowed to ~All entries must be S.F.W. (Suitable For Work) any N.S.F.W. entries will not be accepted ~Contest is open to both Males and Females ~Anyone found to be down-rating anyone else will be cut from the contest ~You may use any means to pimp yourself out i.e. stickies, page links on peoples pages, bulletins, or what ever else you can think think of to get you more comments amd rates ~If ANYONE breaks 10,000 comments then the gift Values will DOUBLE and will be as followed First Place: Corvette Second Place: Silver Motorcycle Third Place: Men's Ring or Women's Ring To enter simply send me a private

Error Im Commenting To Fast
i dont know if its happening to anyone else but allmost every time i leave a profile comment i get error your commenting to fast or error your session as expired, i just left a comment, and i got error your commenting to fast, thing is my last comment i left was a about a hour ago, couple of days ago it took me 3 trys just to fan someone, relly starting to piss me off now, is this happening for anyone else.

Mona Vie
Team, hope everyone is having an Awesome week! This important info came from Silver going on Gold Rico Gutierrez ~ Thanks for sending it to us Rico! PART TIME VS. SPARE TIME One key factor why Network Marketing has a 95% failure rate can be traced to the way the industry is portrayed and "sold" to would-be business builders. The allure of Network Marketing has always been: MINIMAL INVESTMENT, LOW RISK, MAKE A TON OF MONEY, and most importantly, START PART TIME. Unfortunately, while people hear PART TIME, what they think the entire time is SPARE TIME. There is a huge difference between the two! Part time means that a person is not working 40 hours per week on his job or business. Part time still requires that he sticks to a schedule and works a minimum number of hours every week. It does not mean that he works only when he is not doing anything else or when he is free. McDonald's does not advertise: "NOW HIRING: FULL TIME AND SPARE TIME"! Before Monavie was introduced to each o

Burned Bridges
My brother and his wife has screwed over me and my entire family, he has borowed money from us and stole from us, and just today he decideds to leave and go back to the other side of the state were his wife has family.for the past three months he never once has payed my parents any rent for living with them and he has no desire to get a job the last job he had he didn't give the place a two week notice and he just quit. He left with out even saying good bye or that he will pay us back He basically lived off my parents food and didnt even try and help out at the house He did this once before but i thought he got his life turned around but i was mistaken he has burned all the bridges on this side of the state and i no longer want to talk to him or see him again.

K Hope This Dont Offend But Hell Its Funny
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 25 gallons of milk When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 2.5 gallons. So he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note asking me to leave 25 gallons of milk. Did you mean 2.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 25 gallons. I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath so I can look young and beautiful again." The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my tits. I can splash it on my face".

Trying To Keep My Chin Up And Thoughts Positive..e
Well this is to all my cherry tap friends. I have been missing in action for a few weeks now and well rest assured it was nothing anyone on here did. Well here goes...... It all started one year ago in May, I started loosing weight rapidly (and if you all have seen my pictures I am not that big anyways so to loose more weight was scary), I went from 120 lbs. to 97 lbs. in a matter of weeks. I started feeling really sick (thought I had the stomach flu or some other type of virus) and I could hardly get out of bed. Not thinking much of it I went about my busy life caring for my children, going to work and well just doing what I normally do with the exception of being in severe pain and feeling like my stomach was going to explode. This kept on for a week and finally on Saturday I went to work and by the time I was half way through my day, I could hardly move. I work close to a hospital so I called my huband and told him I was going to the emergency room and he met me up there. By the

Jumbojerk.
I Don't Like The Person You Become When You're On The Jumbotron Okay, Dave, we need to talk. I didn't say anything on the way back from the stadium, because I was collecting my thoughts. But now, I think it's time we clear the air. Look, you know I've always loved and supported you. I believe you are, at heart, sweet, romantic, intelligent, capable, and wise. But something happens when the eyes of an entire stadium are on you, and it makes me wonder whether I even know you. Dave, I don't like the person you become when you're on the Jumbotron. The Dave I know is polite, modest, and content. Jumbotron Dave is crass and loud. The Dave I know has a sweet, gentle smile. Jumbotron Dave has a tongue that waggles and undulates lasciviously. Accompanied by your red cheeks, your bulging eyes, and that "metal" gesture you do with your hands—it's horrifying. What comes over you, Dave? Don't give me that "I like the attention, but I don't need it" stuff. I know you think you don

Today's Thoughts
I am so glad so many people think my job is so easy. I guess I play on the computer all day. And of course looking up parts can't be that hard, hell I can do it. So it must be easy. And apparently we just tell people I can work on bikes and I supposedly can't. Since I am the only girl working at any of the bike shops in the area I must be easy and sleep with my boss. I have nothing better to do than flirt, listen to some yuppy brag about his bike, look up parts you aren't going to order, listn to some speel about something your trying to sell me that I am not going to buy, give directions, or clean a bike. Don't forget playing on the computer. You know if half the crap was true I would be in the bike business, I sure as hell don't make enough to put up with the bs. I may not know everything about a bike especially some foreign piece or crotch rocket but I know more than most and am continuing to learn. It annoys the piss out of me when I am viewed as some stupid girl. So

Mwahaha
MOLY 4 - APACHE SERVER 2 :D One more time, the battle i had with Apache Server 2.0 had an estimated (but not guessed) final, where i won :) okay, Subversion is installed and working in different Virtual Hosts for each one, in the same physical server really it's something i needed to setup ASAP lol and i finally got it done :) i had to research about it, since Subversion is open source (meaning if i need to ask something, then i have to go in a forum) now, THANKS GOD I'M NERD! :) now enjoy an argentinian version of Strawberry fields forever (original of the Beatles) with an argentinian group singing in spanish and the singer of the group Blondie, singing in english... tell me what you think xoxoxo

Welfare Checks And Piss Test
This is a great ideal... Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as they see fit. In order to get that paycheck. I am required to pass a random urine test, which I have no problem with. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check, because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sit on their butt. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check. Pass on if you agree

If I ...
If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

For All You Guys
When I was a little biddy boy My grandma bought me a cute little toy Two Silver bells on a string She told me it was my ding-a-ling-a-ling My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling My Ding-A-Ling won't you play with My Ding-A-Ling When I was little boy In Grammar school Always went by the very best rule But Evertime the bell would ring You'd catch me playing with my ding-a-ling Once while climbing the garden wall, Slipped and fell had a very bad fall I fell so hard I heard birds sing, But I held on to My ding-a-ling Once while swimming cross turtle creek Man them snappers right at my feet Sure was hard swimming cross that thing with both hands holding my dingaling Now this here song it ain't so bad Prettiest little song that you ever had And those of you who will not sing must be playing with your on Ding-a-ling

Joke
Joke of the day ~ Two married buddies are out drinking one night when one turns to the other and says, "You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. I take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, I get undressed in the bathroom. I ease into bed and my wife STILL wakes up and yells at me for staying out so late!" His buddy looks at him and says, "Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, throw my shoes into the closet, jump into bed, rub my hands on my wife's ass and say, 'How about a blowjob?' ....and she's always sound asleep."

More Songs And Memories
More songs and memories for today… Goo Goo Dolls – Iris This makes me think of both my first year of college and my first year in CA. When I hear this song though I see both my dorm room at Tech, the one I had to myself and the set of Terminator the Musical. It even brings back the smells and little things I forget otherwise. That year was a good one for me, even if I was on academic probation after it. Nirvana – Nevermind I remember days in band where we’d have a substitute and we’d all just hang around in groups and chat. I remember a bunch of us talking about this song while watching the guys play hacky sack. Ah, the joys of high school. Pearl Jam – Jeremy Again, this brings to mind another Trigun AMV. I’m such a geek. A-Ha – Take On Me This one is associated with riding with Zach and friends in the Malk-Mobile singing at the top of our lungs. The only problem was that the only part that most of them knew was the high pitched note “two”. So you heard a lot of sort-

You Know
you know that most CHristian people are the most hypicritical people alive..they tend not to practice what they preach..that is the most retarted thing i have ever heard!you can not say you are some way when you can not fallow your own laws!

To My Dauther Robben
deer robben, hello!Hi hope all is well with you!I know you have never meet me and i have not meet you!But i well tell you !your my life my little girl my one true angel ! your on my mind all the time in trully in my heart all the time!when i am sad i think of you and i feel happy and a little sad for to have you on my mind all the time and not see you hold you are have you in my life trully hurts and all i wish is that you are here with me! I can tell you how many times i thought about you and just want to cry the day away and know your one years old and still i ever meet you ! life can be bad to us i just want to lot you know robben i love u and wish i was there with you! love ur dad aaron

Waiting
I know at times I'm a handful and probably not worth the pain I know cause each day I wonder will it end today Is today the day you give up and send me back to hell was it all an act a trick of some form I laid awake for hours dreading the rising sun hoping not to find messages or that I have been removed You told me you loved me last night before you hung up the phone But that was all you said That was all I heard So now I sit waiting covering my tears praying for a miracle praying you'll keep me here

Until Eternity
I never could have imagined that it would come to this, where the lips of the only man I love another woman would kiss. Each time she puts her arms around you another little piece of my heart slowly dies, what here have you to ignore the tears that were falling from my eyes? You had made a promise to love and care for me till the end, you had sealed that vow with a kiss saying that I was your lover and best friend. But you've let the enemy of our love inspired your heart to do me wrong, now I'm left a sad and lonely woman with only the memories of a love that was once so strong. Have you ever thought of the pain I feel when I think of you, and break down and cry like a child? have you ever wonder how I get by these days without you by my side? On bended knees I had pleaded with you not to leave me this way, but it seems that you've gotten some personal satisfaction, when you walked away that day. So I'm asking you now, is there a chance or hope,

Just Thinking
Its really up to us wat we do with our lifes. we may have been Battered, beaten, molested , incested, spoiled, or over indulged. all of us have feelings and memories that we need to work through. None of us have perfect families. in fact dysfunctional families are of the norm for the society. The question for us is how have our experiences affected us and wat we need to do to learn from our experiences, to work through those lessons. Integrate them in to our being... turn them over and just move on...? When we get stuck in our blame, anger, and denial... we are the ones who suffer. its up to us to make good out of bad rubbish.

Choosing Life
the moonlight silvers the waves as they break stealing the single set of footprints as the breeze whispers in off of the ocean telling stories of lovers hand in hand as i walk here alone. standing in the surf feeling the power of the tide knowing i could walk into the chaotic blur and leave the pain behind choosing instead to walk beside the depths instead of into them feeling the siren song of the deepest currents as the edge of that force caresses my toes. teasing me with blissful oblivion singing to me of silence. this lonely beach is where i make my stand and declare myself my own. i choose pain i choose fear and in so doing, i choose the possibility of hope i choose LIFE. © 2007 D. R. Hyden

You've Got Mail
Well, I got home from work, a meeting actually... an eye-opening one for most of my staff as to what it is I do all day and how difficult my job really is. When I got home, I was flipping through the movie channels and came across You've Got Mail, with Tom Hanks and Meg Ryan. Now, those that know me know that on my own, I will sit through a "Chick Flick" because that's just the kind'o guy I am. I like this movie for a number of reasons, mainly because Meg and Tom seem to have a very nice presence together on the big screen, and I've known this for many years. The first time I saw them together in a movie (not that it was their first one together, but first I had seen) was Joe Versus The Volcano. One of my all time favorite movies, and I can relate to Joe's character quite a bit. But that's a different blog. Ok, here's the summary of it all... Personal situational problems are shared by each of the character's one e-mail at a time. The film used brief e-mails rather than the r

Forgo Paradise
I fled the now aphotic paradise blustery guilty winds and trothless skies abysmal forgone amorous affairs scattered amongst dim patches of despair The ploy wasn't her beauty, but her lure a distraction from acumen, no more for the journey alone I paid little yet the wealth I gained proved monumental

I Never Knew
This poem is inspired by the following phrase: "Absence is such a large house" – Pablo Neruda This stranger spills his chalice I am obliged to swab the soaking naked tabletop strip it down in victory gaze so deeply in the blackest sincere eyes engorge starry quasar, wringing out the night with subtle turn of phrase sharp anecdotal commentary in place of boring apologetic pleasantry I fixate on the splendor of it masterful attraction; the moment lay unfolded, shaggy and uncomfortable comfort I recall eases minds affording inspiration, I pour myself into his glass, to be consumed by him it isn't much to ask, to embody a passionate dreamer a story teller, to share a vision Absence is such a large house I'd hate to leave this sphere empty handed beneath the table I absorb his words within him I am alive

Death Dream
Here I am on the edge, Leaning over to see the ledge, How far will I fall , Will there be some one to make the call Going down with out screaming a sound As my body spatter all over the ground To dead to care if I will surrive, All ready cold as if I’m all ready died No one care’s if I didn’t say my final good bye’s There’s no one around to even cry As my brain is inbreded into the asfault There’s no oen to blame it’s only my fault I’m all ready gone before I hit the floor One by one people come to stare at the gore A sirens blare and rush to the scene But the problem is it’s not even real it’s just dream.

My Depression
all my pain all my depression all my aggression into me my legs, my wrists, my arms oh god why me just kill me oh god I’m asking you why me… why my unbend hearts JUST FUCKING TAKE AWAY MY LIFE OF MISERY what person deserves to live like this im not a person im worthless shit All I ask is for some one to love me is that to much to ask im crying on the inside I CANNOT EVEN PRETEND ANYMORE! I CANT FUCKIN FAKE A SMILE! I CANT FUCKING FAKE IM OK! people lie to me guys cheat on me… IM SORRY I DONT NOW WHAT I DID BUT I APOLOGIZE! for everything ive done everything I haven’t done everything I have yet to do. who can I talk to if I have no one? not even a FUCKEN PARENT… to say that “I’ll be okay”… or to give me a hug when I what to cry. A simple hello which would simply make my day. Just to hear someone say ‘I care, ill be there maybe’ just maybe… some where out here there someone who loves me? It seems like I cannot do any thing Wright, the only thing that I only now is t

Easter Comes Early...
I finally got to work with the beautiful Roxy DeVille today! Let me just say, when I think of perfect feet on a girl in adult entertainment, this is the girl I ALWAYS come up with. Feet just don't get better than hers. And don't even let me get started on her other naughty parts! I had a lot of fun with her today and I hope she has just as much fun with me! I always get nervous my first time with a girl I've never been with before. I don't know what they really like, or what they want me to do to them, so it's a little hard starting out, but as time goes on, you get to know the person and get more comfortable with them. This is why I like to shoot girls with other girls first, so i can "feel" them out and see if they are girls that'd I'd be interested in working with myself. But I shot Roxy twice before this scene and I was STILL nervous a little with her. I'm pretty comfortable with her now, so when I shoot her again... look out! She was telling me a story about a slave she owns, and

For Mccaylah ... Made By Rosie
SO YOUNG, SO SWEET, SO BEAUTIFUL SOMETHING McCAYLA NEVER FELT You'll Be In My Heart VideoYou'll Be In My Heart lyrics - Phil Collins lyricsPhil Collins Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure ORIGINALLY POSTED BY ROSIE

Off To Mexico For 10 Days!!!
Hi Everyone, I am off to Aventura Spa Palace in Quintana Roo, Mexico tomorrow until March 25th for 10 days so I won't be on here for a while. I will be off in a tropical paradise taking a much-needed holiday in the sun. Try not to miss me too much! Bye.

I Didn't Write This. But It Appeals To Me Right Now
Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my sea you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my sea you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans

Surprises
Why I fired my secretary Last week was my birthday and I didn't feel very well waking up on that morning. I went downstairs for breakfast hoping my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and possibly have a small present for me. As it turned out, she barely said good morning, let alone "Happy Birthday." I thought... Well, that's marriage for you, but the kids... They will remember. My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast and didn't say a word. So when I left for the office, I felt pretty low and somewhat despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Jane said, "Good Morning Boss, and by the way Happy Birthday!" It felt a little better that at least someone had remembered. I worked until one o'clock, when Jane knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it is your Birthday, what do you say we go out to lunch, just you and me." I said, "Thanks, Jane, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day.

The Best Thing In The World
I am a pround parent of 2 little girls and 2 little boys.They mean everthing to me.Being a mom is the best feeling in the world youll always have someone to love you no matter what.someday Iwill have the perfect family.

Hi All My Good Friends
hi i know i havent wrote much or said hi to all of you lately and im sorry for that.my dog demon had a seizure tonight a really bad one so tomorrow im going to take him to the vets and see if i can get some blood work and x-rays done on him because i think its a blood clot near the brain thats doing this to him so i guess ill just half to wait and see how things go at the vets .will thats it for now ill keep you all informed my friends .

A Waited Touch.
A waited touch. A velvet touch with a gentle thrush As he kisses her neck A warming grasp as he hugs her at last And pulls her hair to the side A fleeting whisper Love! the lips lisper with a emotional pride A glimmer of hope the fires she stokes To keep her passions alive A waited touch in which she has hungered so much has finely arrived . Scott Baker

New Mumm Club-lounge
I created a new lounge for people who like to MUMM without worrying about the MUMM Nazi's pulling MUMM's for innapropriate content or NSFW content. Feel free to stop in, join, post a discussion or just chat. It is called MUMM Club.

Sick
Just wanted to let you all know that I am not going to be on this too much. For a little while anyways. I have been really sick the last few days and between going back and forth to hospital and taking lots of meds I don't have the time or energy to be on. I just wanted to make you guys aware of it so you don't think that i am ignoring any of you. But i am on my way back to bed. I will hopefully be talking to you all soon. Bye for now, Sarah (Never Said I was an Angel)

Our Republic
We failed to keep it – Commentary by Frank Gillispie “What?” she asked. “Do you really think that document has any value in the modern world? It is old, outdated and insignificant.” She was talking about the Constitution of the United States of America. And in actual practice, she was correct. As the primary factor regulating the federal government, the Constitution was essentially abandoned in 1861, when Abraham Lincoln became President. Lincoln used the War for Southern Independence as an excuse to exercise amazing powers not permitted to him by the Constitution, and all presidents sense then, to one degree or another, have followed his example. Every president, congressman, senator, judge, cabinet member and others swear an oath upon entering office to preserve and protect the Constitution. Then, if they even have one, they slide the Constitution into a bottom drawer of their desk and never think of it again. The results is the power grabbing, egotistical fiasco now o

You!!!
Pounding wrecks my brain with thunderous pressure of ritual drums. Waves of gut wrenching nausea flow, resembling high tides. Sobs of pain take over my body and soul with persistence. You are gone... Visions of the past break through, swarming every thought. Tremors consume my limbs, equal to an earthquake taking over a city. I move through each day, zombie like, from sleep deprivation. You don't care... Your lies of love replay over and over, drowning the outside world. Hopes, built on your words, rapidly deteriorate to ash. Feelings of elation and excitement are now numb or lost. You don't turn back... Eyes closed to reality, are now able to see the deceit. Heart open to new possibilities, is closed off forever. Dreams of happiness and unconditional love are trampled. You move on... Does your ego feel strong and intact? Does your mind believe you are innocent? Does your body fill with laughter at my demise? Are you satisfied?

Regrets
I'm never going to run my fingers through his hair again But I'll never get to love myself until I throw away this sin That's building up like a runaway truck It's gonna tear my soulin two All I wanna hear is those three little words and it isn't "I love you" it's can "U save me"? Stuffing your face is overrated Finding true love is complicated Through a broken glass mirror That I can't see I found a great big world of disbelief Can "you save me?" It'd be so cool to blow u up but you'd never really know if u love me for me or drunken highs Can I ask u something? Can u look me in the eyes? Can u save me? Well I'm finding myself feening for this love this mess that you're making why don't u clean it up? Well I'm finding myself leaning on this love and this mess that I made I'm gonna clean it up Well it'd be so cool to blow u up but I'm never gonna know if you really love me for me or drunken nights can I ask u something? Can u save me?

Enjoy What You Have Now
You know so very meny people have things thay thay want or think that thay need.What happens when you do have everything that you ever wanted.You soon run out of , Oh what can I get for myself now??? But if you really take the time to sit down and look at what you have,Do you really have it for long??? Can you take it with you to your other life??? So very meny of us live for the things we want.Nut what about the other things.Do you really take the time to look around you..Seee the finener things.Like the trees,grass,flowers,the birdsand all that other good stuff???? No maybe not!!! Well maybe just maybe we all should Try to live life to the fullest.We all know that it is a hard life. But you only make life on how you want it to be.I live from day to day never knowing if I will wake up..And I am thankful to be able to do that.Try to smile from time to time.Make others smile.Try to lend a helping hand..It will not hurt!!!

Living Free
To be free is to live free, free from fear, free from the chains that bind us hear. Meeting each challenge with Grace and Piece. Never holding onto any one thing Because it keeps you from being free. Loving everyone leaving no room for hate. even your enemies, it will set you free. Never let the sun go dawn on your anger forgive those that offend you. It will bring forgiveness to you. You will sleep better and have less enemies. Help those in need because you will be there one day. Live life like there is no tomorrow. Say all that needs to be said do all that needs to be done and leave the rest up to God. Don’t live in the past. The past is the past leave it there. Those living in the past are chained to it and are dead inside. don’t hold your breath waiting for something to happen breath and burn your own path. Never close your eyes to the truth even when it hurts. Better to deal with the pain now then later it wont take as long. Don’t fear death. It is the ultimate freedom. Fear t

Hater Alert!!
OK WELLL SHE HIT ME WITH SOME 1'S SO I SHOWED THE SAME LOVE BACK AT HER SO SHE GOT MAD AT ME AND SAID THIS.... YOUR ON BLAST NOW BEEEEEOTCH!!! RACISM STILL EXISTS cassandra@ CherryTAP ARMY WIFEZ SAYS FUKKKKKKKKKKKKK U!!! Army Wifez are Tougher@ CherryTAP

And A Chilled Wind Blows...
I sit before you... looking to your face for that warm familiar glow... Yet you seem to look past me... or through me... Why have your eyes become so dark these days... your tone so cruel You were my idol of perfection... the one who within I could find no fault... Your shadow hovers over me... enveloping me in a black chilled night Your eyes move upon me, but its as if they cannot see... or worse... They see but do no care... Cant you possibly know what this act of malice does? I know that you are aware That you see in my face the results of your proliferation But can you not bring yourself to compassion, to a sliver of regret? You just walk away... and the coldness of your turned shoulder acts a chilled wind blowing into my eyes, burning them with sorrow, sending tears of pain streaming down my cheeks... By my babybrother Tony

Casting Away Memories
I stand by watching every ripple change and flow by without pausing, always moving, never the same. Looking around I see the rocks that have gathered just like the memories that I try so very hard each day to tame. Each rock can be a single memory of that mighty river that never stops flowing, no matter what that memory is, it still moves on. I gain strength from that river because like it, I will still be who I am when the pain is gone. Turning to go I think about how I can move on even with all of my rocks built up on the banks of my life. Rocks of pain, rocks of my children, rocks of lies, many rocks of happiness, and rocks of seeming not to be suit to be a wife. So many memories that I look back upon and smile, but yet there are just as many that can make my very existance worth living. Stopping in my stride I refuse to be the nothing that I feel those memories will soon be giving. Walking back to that mighty river I pick up many rocks and throw them back to their keepe

Have You Ever...
Have You Ever... Have you ever loved someone so much That you were to afraid to feel their touch? Too afraid to hear their voice Because you fear in the end you may not be their choice Have you ever had feelings for someone so strong That whatever they do it just never seems wrong? Whether it was good or bad or wrong or right Whether they were attacked or they started the fight Have you ever cared for someone so dear That just the thought of their loss makes you let loose a tear And as the drop slides down you wonder what to do Is it better to never have or is it better to lose? Have you ever wished that a dream could come true? A dream with a life of always having them with you A life where you'll be together until the day that you die And when that day comes, together your souls will rise Have you ever felt for someone in all these ways And to take the first step you were too afraid? Knowing that once it starts it means it can end So how does it finish

Can't Sleep...
Well it's 3:50 in the morning.I cant sleep keep having nightmares,been having them every night this week..Not sure why everything is Great here.My daughter find out she's having another baby around late October or first of November.I will be a Nana time's 2..I have a beauiful grandaughter now..She's the apple of my eye.Sarah and Jeremy are hoping to have boy this time.If so they will call it quits having any more baby..Paul and I are doing Great..He'll be home today sometime...But, has to go back out on the road...Maybe Tuesday or Wednesday he'll be home for a couple of days...I got a new puppy..She part Lab and Pit..She has beauiful green eyes..Her name is Lacey,Sarah named her..Paul bring me another puppy too..She bloodhound,husky,wolf her name is Crazy Eyes..Well I guess I'll go for Now..Bye Bye until next time...

My New Home
I live in a semi small town so when we get a Super Wal-Mart, it's kind of a big deal. But how sad is it that every time I go in there, I have a series of small orgasms? I work in a grocery store so technically I probably shouldn't be shopping at a direct competitor. I don't care. I want to live there. I'm sure I could get away with it too. It's so big, no one would notice me for weeks, maybe months. Yeah... I think that's what I'm going to do...

St. Patrick's Day Weekend, Remember To Wear Your Green
Good Morning and I hope your up coming weekend will be that of a grand one for you. Hi there. Hopefully the weekend will be a formidable one for me as well. Mandy marches in her last St. Patrick’s Day Parade in Coloma on Saturday. Coloma always does one of those big to-dos for St. Patrick’s Day. Not the Green beer in bars celebration or anything of that nature. They do not color the river water green like in a big city just across the big pond of Lake Michigan. No they only paint a green stripe down the center of Main Street. Many floats and high school bands frequent the parade which is always held on the evening of St. Patrick’s Day. Should be no different rain or shine snow or no. We are considered an all season parade. Although now saying that. I remember a person who mentioned their air port was an all weather facility and when it closed do to a blizzard for 45 hours this man jumped up on the podium Chuck Cannon and purposed to choke the person responsible for coining the phrase t

Product Warnings
In Honor of Stupid People . . . . In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me time?)

My 2 Comps Read This I Am Upset
someone rated my picture down i dont know why because i was thinking its not aloud so i am confused upset and i think i will stop with that comp and keep myself too Cowboys comps or rater stop at all ..yeah you read it right i am upset because it is not coming in my head too do a thing like that too others

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok i found this video for this rage against the machine song that i love called Bullet in the head. Rage has always been a great band and they are supposedly getting back together so we'll see how that goes! and to all my North Eastern US homies be careful today guys its gonna snow like a mother fucker This time the bullet cold rocked ya A yellow ribbon instead of a swastika Nothin' proper about ya propaganda Fools follow rules when the set commands ya Said it was blue When ya blood was read That's how ya got a bullet blasted through ya head Blasted through ya head Blasted through ya head I give a shout out to the living dead Who stood and watched as the feds cold centralized So serene on the screen You were mesmerised Cellular phones soundin' a death tone Corporations cold Turn ya to stone before ya realise They load the clip in omnicolour Said they pack the 9, they fire it at prime time Sleeping gas, every home was like Alcatraz And mutha fuckas lost their

One's Self Deception
When one's true self is hidden from everybody else ... it seems also to become hidden even from one's self, and it permits unrest, disease and death to gnaw into one's substance without one's clear knowledge.

Three Irishmen. . . .
Three Irishmen, Paddy, Sean and Shamus, were stumbling home from the pub late one night and found themselves on the road which led past the old graveyard. "Come have a look over here," says Paddy, "it's Michael O'Grady's grave, God bless his soul. He lived to the ripe old age of 87." "That's nothing", says Sean, "here's one named Patrick O'Tool, it says here that he was 95 when he died." Just then, Shamus yells out, "Good God, here's a fella that got to be 145!" "What was his name?" asks Paddy. Shamus stumbles around a bit, awkwardly lights a match to see what else is written on the stone marker, and exclaims, "Miles, from Dublin."

I Try Too Hard.
My problem is not that everyone else is a complete moron. It's that I try too hard to demonstrate that I am not. Sure the odds are good that everyone else is an actual moron. But does it fall to me to carry on the cause of the non-moronic and... ooooooh.... shiny penny..... *wanders off*

Some Stuff About Me
1. Someone knocks on your door at 2 a.m. Who do you want it to be? A figment of my imagination. Anyone real is either a bastard, a nutter or the bearer of bad news 2. Your boss tells you he/she will give you a $20 raise if you'll do your job naked. Would you stay? It’s more a case of whether anyone else would stay if I said yes… 3. Put yourself in a nutshell: That’s impossible. Nutshells are small and I am big 4. Have you ever seen a ghost? Yes 5. Are you happy with your body? Reasonably, but then I can’t really get another one. 6. What’s one reason you would move to Iceland? Someone threatened me with physical violence. 7. Name a place you've lived that you miss: The real world 8. What’s a job you would never do regardless of how much you were paid: Monkey prostitute 9. A band you thought was cool when you were 13: Pink Floyd 10. You have a nightmare, who's the first person you think to call? My mum. 11. Do you want to have kids before you're

Tan Tan Ta Tan!
well i'm going to be out for sometime! i'm going to the wedding (civil action) of my friend Juan Carlos awww well i know that will depress me a bit and will make me really happy at the same time but i'm going to do it for him :) he's the one that gave me the hint about comming to the central bank (he's in another section called internet), when they were looking for people for development... yeah i'm in IT Security right now, lol i never entered in development, but i'll explain later what happened in the interviews ;) hugs to everyone :)

We Need To Stop Child Abuse
"Her name was Auroura" She was only five This is what happened When she was alive Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, " God, why? Why is My life always sinking? " Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high The poor child was hit and slapped As hours went by Then her mom su

Blank
My mind is blank. It has become a void which cannot be filled. My ideas are coming, but they cannot be advanced. Why? I don't understand. There are so many different paths which could be taken, but . . . each has shifted so completely as to have become a twisting, turning, ever-changing entity with no shape or form. There is no explanation, the inspiration which normally haunts me has been utterly dampened

I Will Choke Until I Swallow
Tool:Pushit i saw the gap again today. while you were begging me to stay. take care not to make me enter. if i do we both may disappear. if i do we both may disappear. i saw the gap again today. while you were begging me to stay. managed to push myself away. and you as well, my dear. and you as well. pushed you away, my dear. pushed you away. i will choke until i swallow. choke this infant here before me. what are you but my reflection. who am i to judge or strike you down? who am i to judge or strike you down. but you're pushin'. and i'm shovin' you. and you're pushin' me. and i'm shovin' you. rest your trigger on my finger. bang my head upon the faultline. you better take care not to make me enter. if i do we both may disappear. if i do we both may disappear. but you're pushin'. and i'm shovin' you. and you're pushin' me. and i'm shovin' you. you still love me. you still love me. you're pushin' it. we're shovin' it. you're pushin' it. i'm shovin' it. you still love me. you still lov

Flutter- By Twitch : )
Flutter-by Twitch Fingers touch quick tongue licks flutter by me now. I need this twitch. Tiny swats your sweet lips taste all me me now. I want this twitch. Return the favor? Oh yes I will You'll beg I stop Yet want me still. Round a lap we go Decadent lust This fanciful show 'Tis fuck me slow. I'm your tease You tantalize me Tempt to please Your death I'll be. Twitches and quakes Murmurs and groans Knots and aches A grind-me moan. All these things A man to make I won't ask What's mine I'll take. You want me slow I'll fuck you fast I want you hard But you won't last. Tease to please Dreams are these Or will I be On my knees? Milky and sweet You see me now Your aim is clear I need you here. Whisper heat Upon my neck Tell me lies Between these thighs. Blow and burst Your come I've stirred You start this, Sir With mere a word. Flesh-flight screams Flutter-by wings Quake-quasi switch Till both we tw

The Hunt
it is day 4 of the hunt and the trail is luke warm at best...but i still hunt with trusty rope in hand for that elusive creature the willing damsel....... I was offered bait today but refused it must be a willing damsel with no bait needed....the true hunt must go on without any source of bait.

Italians Do.......
Italians have a $40,000. kitchen, but use the $259 stove from Sears in the basement to cook. There is some sort of religious statue in the hallway, living room, bedroom, front porch and backyard. The living room is filled with old wedding favors with poofy net bows and stale almonds (they are too pretty to open). A portrait of the Pope and Frank Sinatra hang in the dining room. God forbid if anyone EVER attempted to eat Chef Boy-are-dee, Franco American, Ragu, Prego or anything else in a jar or can (tomato paste is the exception). Meatballs are made with Pork, Veal and Beef. We are Italians; we don't care about cholesterol. Turkey is served on Thanksgiving, AFTER the manicotti, gnocchi, lasagna and soup. If anyone EVER says ES-CAROLE, slap 'em in the face -- it's SHCAROLE. If they ever say ITALIAN WEDDING SOUP, let the idiot know that there is no wedding, nor is there an Italian in the soup. Also, the tiny meatballs must be made by hand. No matter how hard you know you we

Yeah, For Those Of You Who've Known Me Long Enough, From Mespace Or Livejournal, Even... Lol... I'm In One Of Those Moods.
Tool:THEpatient a groan of tedium escapes me. startling the fearful. is this a test? it has to be. otherwise i can't go on. draining patience, drain vitality. this paranoid, paralyzed vampire acts a little old. but i'm still right here. giving blood, keeping faith. and i'm still right here. wait it out. gonna wait it out. be patient. if there were no reward to reap. no loving embrace to see me through. this tedious path i've chosen here. certainly would have walked away. by now. gonna wait it out. if there were no desire to heal. the damaged and broken met along. this tedious path i've chosen here. i certainly would have walked away. by now. and i still may. be patient. must keep reminding myself of this. i must keep reminding myself of this. if there were no reward to reap. no loving embrace to see me through. this tedious path i've chosen here. i certainly would have walked away. by now, and i still may. gonna wait it out. TOOL:THIRDeye ...think for yourself, question authority.

I'm A Pisces Alright
The upstream of the two fish show that you fight against the 'currents'; that you make an effort to overcome the negative aspects and happenings in your life by looking for inspiration, while at the same time you are willing to share those inspirations with others. Perhaps pushing yourself and others too hard. The fish in the opposite direction suggest exactly what you would think; you feel, sometimes, as though everyone will eventually get to the point they are aiming for so why put forth the effort. The downstream fish does not have a goal or very much ambition but, Basically, the upstream one has a point to its life but can push so hard that it completely misses the mark. The contradictions in your nature show that you are plotting a course to your objectives while the other side of you says, "why bother"?, This type of inner turmoil can cause you to give people all manner of impressions about you, such as: A genuine altruist to a subtle manipulator, or from the mystic to the mi

I'm Lame?
LIBRA - The Lame One (me) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... U might end up crying... TAURUS - The Tramp (Dwayne) Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth.

Who Am I?
I AM ME I can be gentle, and I can be kind those aren't thoughts that now come to mind. I am selfish and I can be rude, some may not like my blunt attitude. I am unique, owning many a flaw. and I am more than I hold in my shirt; though in defense they are quite a treat, I cannot fault those finding them neat. I have many things some old and some new, not everything tho will i share with you. I am myself I need approval not. I sit here alone with nary a thought. I am a man that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense. a.boudreaux 2007 edited by Ernest Bethea

Chocolate-studded Shamrocks
Chocolate-Studded Shamrocks Credit: Nestle Servings: 48 cookies Ingredients: * 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened (we recommend Land O'Lakes Butter) * 2/3 cup granulated sugar * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 2 large eggs * 2 cups (12-ounce package) Nestle Toll House Semi-Sweet Chocolate Mini Morsels * 2 tablespoons green-colored sugar Directions: Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Combine flour and baking powder in small bowl. Beat butter, sugar and vanilla extract in large mixer bowl until creamy. Add eggs 1 at a time, beating well after each addition. Gradually beat in dry ingredients. Stir in morsels. Refrigerate for a few minutes until firm. Shape dough into 3/4-inch balls; place 3 together to form shamrock shape on ungreased baking sheets. Roll small amount of dough to form stem. Sprinkle with green sugar. Repeat with remaining dough. Bake for 8 to 10

A Call To The Fff And The C N C Of Ct To Go Defend Your First In Charge
I JUST WENT BACK TO THAT ASSHOLES PAGE THAT RIPPED MY PERSONAL PICTURE YESTERDAY AND I SEE TODAY HE HAS RIPPED A BUNCH OF MORE PERSONAL PICS OF WOMEN ON CHERRY TAP LADIES IM LEAVING THE LINK FOR YOU TO HIS PROFILE JUST IN CASE YOU ALL MAY WANT TO SEE IF YOUR PRIVATE OR PERSONAL PICTURE IS THERE THIS ASSHOLE SERIOUSLY NEEDS TO BE TAUGHT A LESSON HE HAS NO BUSINESS RIPPING PERSONAL PICS AND I DOUBT THAT ALL THE LADIES IN HIS ALBUM HAVE NO CLUE THAT HE TOOK THEM OR RIPPED THEM IF ANY OF THE FURIOUS FIGHTING FIREFIGHTERS ARE ON TAP RIGHT NOW OR ANY OF THE COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CHERRY TAP YOUR COWIRL IN PINK IS ASKING YOU ALL TO PAY A LITTLE VISIT TO THIS FUCKER AND LEAVE HIM SOME NASTY COMMENTS IT SEEMS HE HASNT GOTTEN THE PIC YET SO LETS GO RUN HIS FUCKIN STUPID ASS OFF OF CT >/b> mr right now 145@ CherryTAP

Happy St Patty's Day!
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