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Attn: ~~all Bombers, All Families~~ Open To Everyone
Open to Everyone!! MIDNIGHT MADNESS CONTEST TONIGHT AT 12:00 MIDNIGHT EST (East Coast Time) WE ARE HOLDING A MIDNIGHT MADNESS BOMB OFF.IT WILL END AT 2 AM EST. THERE WILL BE DOOR PRIZES GIVEN OUT. THERE WILL ALSO BE A BIG PIMPIN PRIZE GIVING TO THE STRONGEST BOMBER! WINNER WILL ALSO BE GIVEN A PERSONALIZED BOMBING TAG AND DON'T FORGET THOSE BRAGGIN' RIGHTS!!! THIS IS WHO WE ARE BOMBING!! Note: You Must rate/fan/add the host before you will have access to the picture were the bomb off will be held. WE HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE~~ SHOW OFF YOUR BOMBING SKILLS !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Zz Topoct 13, 2007
http://eventful.com/events/evansville/music-zz-top-and-travis-tritt-tickets-/E0-001-006290026-6 Here is the story. My niece is getting married next weekend in Tennessee, I took my daughter shopping today for a nice dress to wear to the wedding. (im old school and believe dresses are the proper attire for Weddings , Church, Funerals, ballets) Yes I know its 2007 and people wear anything they want anywhere :) but like I said I'm old school. Well after several stores we could not find a dress for her. We did find a nice dressy pant and top that She will look very beautiful in . When I got back home the couple from next door came over and wanted to know if I wanted to go to see ZZ TOP in concert, they had tickets and gave them to me FREE. Travis Tritt opened for ZZ TOP glitter-graphics.com The concert was great, it has been along time since I have been to one. I am hoping my good luck that I have had today holds out and the lottery tickets I bought will be winn

Browser Help By Geek
Fubar Web Browser FAQ and Help General Tips: We have tested Fubar extensively on Macs and PCs. Make sure your browser of choice (Internet Explorer, FireFox, Flock, Netscape, Maxthon, etc.) is set to accept cookies. Browsers come set to handle cookies by default but sometimes Fubarbarians disable cookies and forget that they are disabled. For best Fubar results, make sure cookies are set to 'ON' for your particular browser of choice. AOL users: connect to AOL but use any browser EXCEPT the AOL browser. Once you are connected to AOL you can use any browser to surf the web. Your Fubar experience will be improved if you are NOT using the AOL browser. Why does Fubar run slow at times? This could be because you have a slow bandwidth connection or your computer is having trouble playing Fubar sound alerts. You can turn your sound alerts off by clicking on your 'profile' settings link and changing your Alert Sounds to 'OFF'. Dont forget to click the Submit button at the bottom of the p

Gimp 2.2.17 A Morph Tutorial
Below is a tutorial on creating a morph using the gimp2 (with gimp GAP) Note: Both Gimp2 and Gimp GAP are open source applications similar, (but I think better), to PhotoShop. I'm self taught when it comes to gimp so this tutorial is just how I create a simple morph. There's a hell of a lot of trial and error below, so bare with me...for more advanced morphig: text and multiple transitions you can ask me and I'll give you what I know...otherwise I'll just tell you to play with it and figure it out...if I can, I know you can...lol... ======================================================================= The first step is to try and get the images you want to morph into a similar size: Note that this isn't necessary, it does make the transition between images much smoother. To do this you open your pictures from the gimp File>Open>"your file" Then from the image window that opens you go to Image>Scale Image>"select image size" Once you have the images set at similar

Can It Really Be Possible?? I Have Won Again!!! :d
Besides getting the news yesterday that one of my photographs is getting published soon in the Parade Magazine, I have just received news that one of my poems, "New Beginnings" is also going to be published in a book in the winter of 2008! If I was on cloud 10k because of the photograph, I am now on cloud 20k!! LOL.... K Now, if that same Karma would spread over to my eBay items I have for sale, I might be floating off into the universe!! lol... :D

Poetry/eassy I Felt Should Be Shared
I'm Not Your Relationship Jesus An essay from me to "her" When you look at me...who do you see? Is it "him"...whoever "him" is...or is it me? Even your angry ass has to admit that only one man has been perfect. Only ONE....gets a capital "H" when you spell Him. So why do I have to die for your and "his" sins? That's right.....yours and his!!! Guilty as charged!!! Both of y'all sitting in the same class. His punk ass ain't no good but YOU chose his ass. The signs were obvious like heat on a hot summer day. Red flags waving all over the place yet YOU somehow managed to be looking the other way. I'm not out there with my dick in my hand like some common whore. I'm not using your money or your cards fuckin' up yo' credit score. I always have and I always will.....get it STRAIGHT.... .I OWN my own place. I'm not in anyone's basement or trying to move into your space. Forgive me cause maybe I should feel sorry but although I might feel familiar you didn'

I Saw Part Of The Documentary On The Katrina Diaster By Spike Lee And Was Inspired
Desire To Be Dry I rose today and looked at my world, I found I was wet, I saw the animals lose their homes , And I saw I was wet, I breathe the air once pure but now burning my lungs, And I saw I was wet, I saw my fellow man lose their home and denied help, And I saw I was wet, I saw children have their innocence and childhood raped from them, And I saw I was wet, I felt the pain of hunger for those that need not starve, And I saw I was wet, I felt the chilled wind as too many cemeteries filled too quickly, And I saw I was wet, I saw the demons in others trying and succeeding at stealing the light of others, And I saw I was wet, I saw how they make us believe color divides us when it's pain that has bound us, And I saw I was wet, I heard the last coughs of life come from bodies that could easily be saved, And I saw I was wet, I saw families ripped apart and how insanity is what is deemed sane, And I still I see I am wet, I feel endless tears fall down my face,

A Mother's Day Poem
A Day Is Not Enough On scary nights when rainstorms comes, You never cease to make me wonder, How Through the pounding rain and howling wind, Your calm voice seems to chase away the thunder, How cuts and scrapes that come with youth, Brings pain that seems will never go away, You magically make it seems to disappear, With your gentle touch, kiss, and promise of a band-aid, When days seem long and friends cant be found, You always seem to instinctively appear, Carrying a joke and an offer to play, My loneliness would then disappear, You give to me so often and freely, You give with no thought to yourself, Even when at times I act brattish when ill, You still give me so much love and return my health, I know not the words to say to you, How do I, what I feel in my heart, truly to you convey, Except to let you know that I love you always, And appreciate you yearly and not just on this Mothers Day By: Romuald (Romeo) Tchouante

Journey Of The Soul
The Journey of the Soul Your heart is filled with pain, Your mind cluttered with confusion. Pieces of your life fall around you Like raindrops in a storm. The path you chose so long ago Led you straight to hurts door. Now your weary feet struggle To find the road back home, Searching for the places That love and beauty hide. Temptations lie in wait all around, Pulling at your every step, Waiting for you to slide back From the chosen, sought for, path. Emptiness surrounds you, Confusing your perceptions. It is difficult to carry on. I will do my best to fill your heart with joy, To clear the cobwebs of confusion, Help you find your purpose. I am good at catching pieces And I can chase away a storm. Let me walk your path beside you, I have walked this road before. You can lean on me when the weariness comes. My shoulders are very strong. I can not fight your battles, Or chase away demons of the soul, But I can lend you my strength Until

Ozzfanatic2 ~~first Contest~~show Him Mad Love!
Ozzfanatic2's First Contest! He's bombed you and leveled you, so lets return that love!! Its a no ending date contest however he needs 125,000 comments and he will receive a Happy Hour!!So make sure to click the link and show him some Wicked Love!!

Parenthood
so im a dad now.. or thats what a mistake from my past says. it was a one nightstand that included ALOT of beer. so yeah im getting a praternaty test done and all that shit. any advice on what the hell else i should do if it turns out either way? fucking insane.

Do You Still Have Hope?
If you can look at the sunset and smile, then you still have hope… If you can find beauty in the colors of a small flower, then you still have hope… If you can find pleasure in the movement of a butterfly, then you still have hope… If the smile of a child can still warm your heart, then you still have hope… If you can see the good in other people, then you still have hope… If the rain breaking on a roof top can still lull you to sleep, then you still have hope… If the sight of a rainbow still makes you stop and stare in wonder, then you still have hope… If the soft fur of a favored pet still feels pleasant under your fingertips, then you still have hope… If you meet new people with a trace of excitement and optimism, then you still have hope… If you give people the benefit of a doubt, then you still have hope… If you still offer your hand in friendship to others that have touched your life, then you still have hope… If receiving an unexpected card or letter still brings

To Believe
To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning. It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true. To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds, To know the wonder of a stardust sky and the wisdom of the man in the moon. To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart, The innocence of a child's eyes and the beauty of an aging hand, for it is through their teachings we learn to love. To believe is to find the strength and courage that lies within us, When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again. To believe is to know we are not alone, That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it. To believe is to know that wonderful surprises are just waiting to happen, And all our hopes and dreams are within reach. If only we believe.

Love & Marriage: What The Hell Do I Know?
A while ago I met a young man that had recently taken his journey of love down the road of marriage. I, with my self-proclaimed infinite wisdom (well at least I'm a few good years older than he), thought it import to send him along with a few nuggets of my wisdom, forged from my life experience and advice given to me. Although I was speaking in terms of marriage, what I told him can very well be applied to amorous relationships in general. I'm no expert, and ultimately we all have to find what works for us, but he was very appreciative of what I told him. "Marriage is like car. It's shiny and full of power off the showroom floor, but if not properly cared for it can run down quickly and become the next centerfold in your local Penny Saver or Recycler. The following are just some "car care" from one car owner to another: 1. THERE WILL BE BUMPS AND HAZARDS ALONG THE WAY Hopefully they'll be few and far between. Just steer clear of the avoidable hazards. The bumps that you don't

Signs That You Or Someone You Know May Be A Golddigger...
You may be a Golddigger if… 1. You can not financially support yourself (and/or child) and feel having a man in your life would solve the problem. 2. You feel you are a better person because of the price of the clothes you wear or the car you drive, whether you paid for them yourself or someone bought them for you as a gift. 3. You feel you are a better person based on the status of the company you keep. Whether they are your friends or friends of the person you are dating. 4. You have no problem with the man you are dating financially supporting you by paying all your bills including, but not limited to, your rent, cell phone bill, car note or even your child’s tuition. 5. You feel the price of a gift is equivalent to how much the gift giver loves you. 6. You feel your boyfriend is supposed to have your financial back. To ensure he is capable of this you may create a false financial crisis to see if he hands you cash to solve your problem. He has to pay out o

Good Morning/good Afternoon/good Evening, Lmao!
Damn! I hate going through Fubar withdrawal, lol! Reminds me of last Fall and Winter when this stuff happened all the time! My bellydancing workshop was a hoot! It was by Sonja, who does Raqs Gothique or Gothic bellydance. I have been interested in this since I first learned there was such a thing, lol. Learned some cool moves, adapted from Gothic dance in general, such as Trapped in My Coffin and Ow! I've cut My Wrist!! Learned about the music as well. And what you can do with long hair to play it for all it's worth, lmao! Yep, I had a good time. Would have loved to stay for the performance in the evening, but couldn't! Maybe next time! There is an online bellydancing magazine called the Gilded Serpent! Found an article on Sasha, out of California, who does Gothic bellydance. She also loves piercings - her hubby does the body suspension stuff, as well. Anyway there was this article on a major performance she did with metal wings that were pierced in to her back, held in place b

Beyond The Graves!!!
Anyone and Everyone come and please help This really good friend of mine out in his contest...He was in first last night and now he's a little behind...All help will be appreciated...PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...yes that me begging...lol l

Why The Hell...
am I so fucking depressed... I live with a man who doesn't wanna touch me.. in Any way! most of the people who meet me on here really don't give a shit about me and just wanna fuck me I am drinking every day now and so lonely. How do I get myself out of this...? (don't let this run you off.. I am just having a terrible day...I need friends more then ever)

Me
hey guys just thought i would let everyone know that i had acl reconstruction on oct 8th, and to everyone who cares,i am doing fine, a little sore but making progress everyday in therapy, so leave me some luv and i will get back at you. love you everyone jeremy

Dreams
Well first off dont criticize my spelling or grammer this is just random thoughts i can remember from my dream well now that is out of the way i had a dream last nite that i have had once before the last time i had it i was really shook up by it it was my father coming to me in my dream and telling me that i am a dissappointment to him that i have nothing in my life and he was ashamed i was his son like i said this really shook me up the first time well this time it did upset me i woke up in tears yes tears ill admit i cry i am a man but i cry and i think anyone would if it happened to them to be honest i really dont have anything to show for my life everything i have is a shitty car some random stuff but other than that nothing i am not even dating which doesnt bother me the only thing i have really is my god daughter and my best friend and a few friends i mean it is enough for me but i cant understand why i would dream my father coming to me and telling me that i am a complete fai

The Christmas After...
As much as the people of the south had to worry about...they took the time to remember the people that helped them. I was surprised one day when the Chief said that I had received mail at the fire hall. Hummm??? I'd never given that address to anyone as a way to get mail to me. It was a Christmas card...from some that were grateful for the help they had received post Katrina...it brought tears to my eyes...Haha..but those that know me in person..know..that I get teary eyed alot! Haha..Sometimes as firefighters we have to act all big and tough..Haha..but the reality is..we are teddy bears at heart. So, How can one say "No"..the next time one is asked to go??????

You Played The Game Well
Where to start? How about congrads for starters? You played that game great. Talked all that shit like you really ment it. Said all that shit to make someone feel comfortable and in the long run it was all just hot air. spineless. no meaning or honestly behind it. Just bullshit to make your skills better. Just to do it no other reason. "Youre so great, youre so special, you make me feel so good, youre so wonderful,call me" those words will be haunting for the rest of my days. why? i actually believed that. hope it was fun. hope it was good. hope you had a good laugh.

And Another Thing!
I am sick and tired of friggin men coming to my page and acting all cute and innocent untill after I befreind them. Men please if you are going to be jerks then just do so from the very begining and stop wasting my time! I have way too much to do to sit around blocking your sorry asses because you dont know how to behave yourselves. Better yet if you arent cabable of respecting me as a human being then just stay the fuck away from me. I am not your toy and I am not here for your entertainment. If all you want is to see pics of me and try to talk dirty to me then stay the hell off my page. I have more important people to talk to than scum like you. There are actually REAL men on this site that know how to treat a lady, I suggest you find some of them and take some fucking notes because at the rate you are going the only way you are going to get laid by any woman is if she is dead or unconscious! Get control of yourself or get the fuck away from me! Simple!! OK Now I feel a whole lot be

My Favorite Fire Truck...
Came from a pile of rubble in what used to be a family home... From an 8 year old boy who wanted to thank me for "helping" them. He has no idea how much he helped me. He has no idea that he gave me the greatest gift. If it is truly greater to give..than to receive...Then I was given the gift of being able to help and to give at a time of some of the greatest need this nation has ever seen in our own country. It is one of my treasured possessions...

It's Wolf Awareness Week!
National Wolf Awareness Week, October 14-20, 2007 is a time to dispel misconceptions about wolves and to teach about the important role these predators play in maintaining healthy ecosystems. It takes place the 3rd week of October every year. The wolf is a striking symbol of wild nature, yet it has long been shrouded by myth and superstition. Earlier this century, wolves were methodically exterminated from nearly all of their historic range. National Wolf Awareness Week encourages conservation efforts not only for wolves, but for all wild species. Lot's of special events going on.. check for one in your area.. Here's a link for a list and for more info.. More Info here!!

This Is How I Feel For You
This Is How I Feel For You I try to think of words that I want to tell you.Then when I see you all my words get so lost that I don't know what to say;but I know what my heart truely wants to say to you baby, my heart wants to tell you how much I love you and want to be with you forever. Poem By: Charles LaMark Nelson

Halloween Cookie Pizza & Oatmeal Cookies
It's Fall Harvest time. And you know what that means. Lot's of yummy desserts are about to be made :) Halloween Cookie Pizza 3/4 cup Light brown sugar 1/2 cup Butter flavored shortening 1 Egg 1 tablespoon Water 1 teaspoon Vanilla extract 1 1/4 cups Flour 1/2 teaspoon Baking soda 1/4 teaspoon Salt 1 cup Peanut butter chips 1 cup Miniature marshmallows 1/2 cup Semi-sweet chocolate chips 1/2 cup Pecans, chopped Chocolate Drizzle: 1/4 cup Semi-sweet chocolate chips 1 1/2 tablespoons Butter-flavored shortening Orange Drizzle: 1/2 cup Powdered sugar 1 tablespoon Water 3 drops Yellow food coloring 2 drops Red food coloring Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Lightly grease 12" round pizza pan. In large bowl, beat sugar and shortening until creamy . Add egg, water and vanilla and beat well. In a separate bowl, stir together flour, baking soda and salt; add to sugar mixture, beating on low speed until blended. Stir in peanut butter chips. S

Feeling Trapped.....
I feel so damned trapped anymore. I don't love my husband. I haven't for a long time. I figured that out while I was still pregnant for our daughter and he was like " i want a paternity test". I hadnt ever cheated on him when he asked that. I hadnt even thought of it, but still knew I didnt love him but stayed for our daughter. Thats why I have stayed. Thats why when I've left I came back because she was screaming for her dad. but he's manipulative, possessive, controlling, jealous. Hell I cant even go 1 day without him saying "so who'd u fuck at work today". Until a recently (he still doesnt know) I had never cheated on him. But I finaly did it. Hell I'm tired of feeling like a dead fish on the bed. He doesnt do it for me. Hasnt for at least almost 4 years. And I know now because it didnt bother me or make me feel guilty that I dont love him and I want out. But yet I still friggin feel trapped. and on the possessive/jealous stuff. Get this. we went out 2 weekends ago. A guy I k

Healing In The Wind!
Wind screamin in my ears Tell tales of many years The journeys of others of my sisters and brothers Some precious moments in time that clear away the slime of all the troubles I feel part of life's dirty deal My mind is now clear of all that I fear Time to move on until my troubles are gone Its time to go forward with new goals to move toward The payoff will be great For this is my fate

2 Recipes (no Joke)
(no jokes here)Happy Holidays and everydays, Here are two any day recipes that I think every one should enjoy. The first one even a child can make with help and makes enough for a party. The second should only be made by sober adults. Good luck and let me know how they turn out. Subject: TOMATO MAYONNAISE DIP (or toping)???? hi, let me know what you think of this: TOMATO MAYONNAISE DIP (or toping): 2 cups mayonnaise 1 cup fresh basil leaves Salt and pepper to liking Place all ingredients in a blender. Puree until smooth. Now, make what is below in another bowl: 2 tomatoes,chopped 1 medium onion, chopped (more can be added to kick it up a notch or two) 1/2 cup pimento olives, chopped 2 cloves garlic, minced (more can be added to kick it up a notch or two) 1 tablespoon red wine vinegar 3 tablespoons olive oil Salt and pepper to liking Combine all ingredients in a bowl. Let stand for 30 minutes then addto/mix with Mayonnase Puree from above. Can be p

From The Cooking Club Of America...
Chicken and Apple Skillet September is the perfect month to use orchard-fresh apples. 1/4 cup butter 2 large tart apples, peeled, sliced 1/2 inch 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon freshly ground pepper 1 large onion, coarsely chopped 2/3 cup dry white wine or apple cider 1/3 cup whipping cream 2 teaspoons chopped fresh tarragon or 1 teaspoon dried Melt butter in large skillet over medium heat. Add apples; cook 3 minutes or until apples are tender, turning once. Place apples on plate. Sprinkle chicken with salt and pepper. Increase heat to medium-high. Add chicken and onion to same skillet. Cook 5 minutes or until chicken is golden, turning once. Return apples to skillet. Add wine; reduce heat to low. Cover and cook 5 to 8 minutes or until chicken is no longer pink in center and juices run clear. Place chicken, apples and onion on serving platter. To same skillet, add cream and tarragon. Bring to a boil over high heat, sc

Is She A Whore
So theres this girl i know and have known for a couple of years... She claims her husband beats her.. yes i have seen marks... but.. I know for a fact that the girl has cheated on him numerous times in the past is is cheating on him again with someone in the apartments they used to live in. The guy she is seeing now is also an abuser that from his own mothers lips. My exhusband saw them walk out of the complex today and i asked him not to say anything to her husband who my ex works with. but so does this make this girl a whore? Shes not happy and she admits it but she wont leave her husband..... i tend to think it does. She just continues to fuck other men then gets pissed off when her hubby gets upset over anything And do i let my ex rat her out to her husband?

Don't Hate Me !
Please don't send me hate mail after you read this! A boy was on his way to school when he saw the words purple passion written on a wall. He had no idea what they meant, so when he got to school and the teacher asked if there were any questions, he raised his hand. When he was called upon he asked ,"What is purple passion?" His teacher screamed at him to go to the principal. The principal asked him why he was there and he said "When I was on my way to school today, I saw some words written on a wall and I didn't know what they meant so when the teacher asked if there were any questions I asked her what they meant and she yelled at me and sent me here." "What are the words," the principal asked. "Purple passion," replied the boy. The principal freaked out and expelled him and told him to get out of the school. At home is mother asked him why he had been expelled, and he said "When I was on my way to school today, I saw some words written on a wall and I didn't know what they

The Day Draws Near!
Well as some of you know I am getting very close to leaving the states for a long period of time and heading to the big sandbox known as IRAQ. I havent been around alot due to last minute things going on at work and in my personal life. Let me tell you the stress is building as the days get closer. I have been trying to keep in touch with my children but even that has been hard lately. My boys understand that this is my job and mom has to go and do it to keep them and the rest of the world safe, but it still doesn't make it any easier on them. This will be the first holiday season I will be away from them and that is breaking my heart. I have been told I am a tough cookie so I am aboout to find out just how tough I really am. Those of you that are closer to me than others please do not feel that I have been avoiding any of you cause that is not the case. Any of you wishing for me to keep in touch while I am deployed please send your mailing address to my email soon so I can write them

Alot Of Disrespectful People On Fubar
Did a mumms about the toy run we had today and there was alot of people that had no respect so the when I block them they have others coming over telling me to unblock them I don't think I should what do u think

A Question That Has Been Bugging Me....
Ok If you know me well enough then you know that small little things can get in my head and drive me insane.... This crush thing....I want to know who you are! You don't have to do it publicly all you have to do is put it in my shoutbox or send a private message...come on don't be shy I don't bite hard! I know who a couple of you are and have mad love for ya *kisses* now its time for the rest of you to come out of hiding..it may be well worth it *winks* lol I'm such a gotta know person so thought this would be worth a shot. Pleeaasseee!!! What ya gotta lose?

Mistress Of The Night
MISTRESS OF THE NIGHT She moves – A quicksilver vision In the shadowy twilight of evening. Around her she keeps a cloak of serenity To protect her from false friends And leering strangers. Mist parts to reveal more mist, But her way is blocked By hindrances merely glimpsed. She dreams of casting away her cloak – “More like a shroud” – For the warmth of A passionate embrace that never ends. Always she dreams. Copyright 2004 Peter Sherman. All rights reserved.

Job
What else happen this summer? I lost my job. I believe where I worked at were afraid my ex was going to come there and threaten me. This a a big security issue for patients. I just started this job in March of this year and only worked 6 months. I learned alot and loved my job. I made some friends. I didn't understand and still don't. I had doctors stick up for me and have great letters of recommendations. I am on unemployment until I can find another job.

Posted This As A Mmmmmm Was Deleted.
You are driving home from work in your car past a bus stop its raining three people at the bus stop an old lady who is not well an old friend you have not seen for many years and a beautiful lady the one you see in your dreams. * You could pick up the old lady,because she is going to die,and thus you should save her first; * or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect hence to pay him back. * However,you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. The candidate who was hired(out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. ...... ...... His answer: "I would give the car keys to my Old friend and let him take the lady to the hospital. I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the partner of my dreams." Sometimes,we gain more if we are able to give up our stubborn thought limitations... and b

Hardest Thing Ive Ever Had To Do
so today i murdered my best friend. my dog has gotten me through more times situations and hardships then anyone. Granted yeah i had my family but he is the one who curled up against my back with every pain. He is the one who planted himself on when when ever i was sad. he got me through the fear of death when i had lost all hope of getting better. He saw me through the miracle of the pregnancy that i was told would never happen. The birth of my daughter. the knowledge and everyday hardship of knowing im losing my mother. He was there for her to lassie and rin tin tin can't compare to my dog chester. today after a long battle with age i had to put my beautiful sweet loving newfoundland to sleep. He was 12 years old and amazing enough his breed lives 8 to 10 years. But as age wears on it does horrible things to humans and animals. Then you have to ask yourself the horrible question of letting him suffer with a poor quality of life, or do the human thing and play god. I played god an

Robin
So, I made a statement the other day about my flaws... and I kinda wanna make a blog to see them... *I'm a control freak *I don't like being told NO *I think I'm always right *I don't like people who don't like what I like *I'm inconsiderate of other people's feelings *I have to WORK at being nice *I DO NOT CLEAN *I don't see why anyone would argue with me *WHY? BEcause, I'M ALWAYS RIGHT!!! *I love myself.... *I'm quite selfish *I honestly lack the ability to NOT CHEAT (i can explain that if you really wanna know... coincides with the blogs, etc... part of the thing i'm working on changing in my life) *I'm not honestly happy with me... I got fat after having my kids... i'm not a size 3 anymore... yeah, i think i'm ugly... no, i don't usually tell people that *I'm very rarely happy with anything or anyone * I look for faults in people before they have the chance to prove themselves *I lie *I manipulate *I don't have a problem with either of those things *I twist re

I *love* Reunions!
It's been a strange time for me the past few days. Some of it was bad, but the good definitely outweighed it. Part of the good things that came out of this week was that I got reunited with a couple of friends that I have not seen in yeeeeeeeeeeears. I don't know how I get disconnected from people. I think it's my aversion to the phone. If I don't see you in a while, it's not that I hate you, but there's nobody I love enough to have an hour-plus long phone conversation with. Nope...not even my parents. They get a half hour..that's it. Thursday, I realized that I was a hairy beast, so I went to my eyebrow artist to get that taken care of. It was an hour and a half wait, so I decided to just walk around for a while. I ran into a friend that I went partying with almost EVERY weekend. I honestly don't know what happened to that. I went to the shoe department of Macy's and all of a sudden I hear the gay gasp and, "Shut....Up!" I turn around, and see my long lost friend. I

Friends
Deception crawls into my nervous system, tormenting me for days and days, it's so much more than just a message. I see all the lies and fabrications, things have been done for selfish reasons, I can be selfish too, no longer happy with any of this, I'm sorry a friendship has ended.

Life As Is....
Life for me has been painful,a heart ache and lonly as hell. All my life growing up other kids in class or in the same school as I was in would always pick on me for the clothes I had to wear or cuz I was ugly or just because I was the one everyone picked on... You know I have feelings just like each and everyone of you out there today. I guess more less I am just wasting my time speaking the truth as well as whats on my mind cuz people these days only care about looks, if you have money or things that can make them better than yourself. And I gotta say it, Its not what a person looks like nor what they have in life or what you can get out of them... Its who you are as a person that matters... Well I have been noticinmany things wrong with this world today. One thing is to many darn people lie and get away with it. I ani't going to say I have never lied before but I did grow out of it. Cuz in the long run if you really think about it either way you still get in trouble but

New Website
Come Check it out Hey Everyone, Friends, Fans, and Family; Texas Bitch and Cha0tic Drag0n would like to Invite you all to check out our new Website. http://tbd-dezines.tripod.com/index.html This site offers custom tags to your wants or needs It also offers all PSPers the rapidshare links we have to over 3,000 tubes temps and programs....We will be adding things weekly so feel free to check back and enjoy all of the shares we offer! And dont be shy about hittin us up to create you something you can enjoy for yourself or send to a friend! Thanks again for taking time to read this and check out our site and we can't wait to hear from you !! (repost of original by '~*~Texas Bitch~*~Protected by a Dragon~*~' on '2007-10-14 18:02:22')

Can I Get Your #
Name:_____________ Number:_______________ Best time to call: __________ text messaging (yes or no) _________ phone service __________ I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get.

Beating The Dead Horse...
Ok, I need to fucking rant.. This should be fun and no animals will be hurt in the process. My soon-to-be ex hubby is upstairs in my house, washing his girlfriend off him in my shower!!! Ugh! I wish I had put a little sulphuric acid in the Axe body spray, but I can't get ahold of any since the last time... For those who don't know, he doesn't even live here, he lives with his scuzzy girlfriend who doesn't know how to wash her trashy cuntfunk down the drain so he showers at my house. Our house is in both names, at least until he signs the fucking papers, so I can't throw his cheating ass out. During all this, I have to pretend to be nice to the bastard because the kids are here. Well, that's my rant, and now I feel much better.

I Screwed Up
My girlfriend and I have been fighting all weekend because I am emotionally closed off and won't let her or her daughter in. I've been trying but it's not easy. I've spent most of my life being a loner. That makes it very hard to let others in. But, as of late she sees me getting worse. I didn't even realize I was pulling away from her and wasn't doing it intentionally, but it may be too late. Her patience with me is gone.I think I may have fucked up the best relationship I've ever had because I just can't seem to let people get close enough. And it hurts like hell surprisingly. Maybe I can save it, but I gotta start working at it or I am gonna lose her. The hardest part about it is getting control of my pride long enough to realize she loves me and is just trying to be a part of my life. Oh, well, at least I am alive and in good health right?

Mr. Miller Says Hello
I'm new. Well, not completely. I had a cherry acct but I really don't remember my username. It's sunday night (stating the obvious) and I have decided to make it a good fucking night. I had to work yesterday. Lame. SO Mr. Bud and Mr. Miller are joining me tonight. If I attacked your profile, just be glad I was in a good mood :D

Horse Made Of Steel
The sun on my face creates a safe space I can see through the rain that tormented my brain Its suddenly all clear the storms cannot reappear The wind whipping my hair I have not a care Freedom I feel on my horse made of steel.

Just Cause I'm An Asshole
yes i still have a myspace and i'm just as much of a dick there as i am here and to prove it i just made this bulletin and posted it on my myspace Is anyone else as sick as i am about all these bulletins about God and Jesus? I seriously doubt that he gives a shit if you repost a bulletin about him or jesus. If you feel the same sign this and repost it as keep God off of myspace. Pat- Worcester, MA

One Of The Reasons I Feel Cursed!
I originally posted this as a bulletin, but thought it might actually get more action here.. And before anyone asks "What was I thinking?..." DONT! lol I need a favor of any of you that would help.. Apparently Ive picked up a stalker..Yay me *rolls eyes* He's taken it upon himself to post pics of me with my real name in his pic folders. Im asking you to bombard his pic folder or profile which ever you like and let him know how wrong this is... I know it seems childish..but thats the mentality of this moron so its prolly the only way he'll get a clue... (JEFF) JUST A GUY THAT NOBODY WANTS TO BE WITH@ fubar

Please Help Out The Ghost Rider
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL.I KNOW SME OF YOU ARE ALREADY BOMBING CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS BUT IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY STOP BY MINE AND LEAVE A FEW I WOULD DEFINITELY APPRECIATE IT. Fire My Words

Going To Move
I am moveing the 17th of this month. When I get to my new place I will not be on here for awhile. I will miss all of my close friends on fubar. I am hoping to get everything going very soon that way i can see all of you people soon. I will not have a computer for a few but hopefully very soon.. I am sorry about all this but i would love for peeps to still fan,add, an rate me! i will return the love as soon as i get back on here. To my closest friends that i have numbers an things for i will call u as soon as i get a phone. You all know who i am talking about.. They are peeps i talk to all the time on here or in yahoo. I will miss all of you until i get back remember to show love an sign my guest book also. LOVE MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!

Love?
So it's early in the morning and sleep has evaded me once again. So left with nothing better to do with my restless mind, I write. I wonder is there a person for us all? Or is that what people say because they have hope? Maybe, just maybe we search in vain for "The One". Does that person exsist? Everything seems right. Your love begins to grow and your walls slowly crumble. You trust in things you said you never would, your vulnerable. In their arms you feel safe and warm. They have a kiss that takes your breath away. You admire their strength and lift up their weakness, because to see them fall would hurt you as well. So tell me then how does this all change? Maybe our expectations are too high? But aren't we raised to hold them high? Never settle for less is what I've been told. So where exactly did I go wrong? Selfish lies, and sinful pleasures. Most are guilty of both... But to determine the way we love is ultimately our choice. Honesty and tenderness is not as hard as

Bbw Hooker With Bite...
BBW Hooker with bite... Ingredients: * 2 oz Rum * 1/4 oz Peach schnapps * 1/4 oz Absolute vodka * Fill with Barq's Root Beer * Ice Mixing instructions: Pour first three ingredients in a highball glass. Then fill with a little bit of ice. Next, fill with Barq's Root Beer. Stir well, and serve.

My 21st Birthday!
So my birthday is on October 23rd and every damn year I end up getting shit that I dont like or nothing at all. So I decided to make a list of shit i want! Anyone who feels the need to buy me something... will recieve a photo of me in my underwear next to the gift! Gift prices begin at only 2.99 and go up from there. ANY giftgiver, no matter the amount spent, WILL receive a photo, unless the giver tells me they do not want it. I really sincerely appreciate every gift received! Wishlist #1: GO TO http://www.hottopic.com/hottopic/wishlist/viewSomeonesWishList.jsp Enter my email address... mynda23@yahoo.com into the box that says " Enter an E-mail address to view that person's wish list" Wishlist #2: http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/wishlist/CDYC9D7K9SR0/ Thanx to everyone who reads this and if you decide to send me something PLEASE remember to let me know what you sent so that I know what gift pic goes to who! You guys are awesome! LOVE YOU ALL! even

Fake Profiles.
Hi there well here we are the second yr on this site who ever dreamed up the name fubar had to be drunk or stoned lol lol because when you search for this you can only pick it up by way of going threw cherry tap of course and I think we all agree cherry tap was better the name was better the site it self was better this 1 has way to many probs our profiles half the time are a mess some of us like me have lost out music and whats even worse is that some idiot marks some of our pix NSFW why and for what when you can see a guy at 3am in the morning with a fake default pic of him naked and his stuff stickin straight up in the air like hes been on viagra for 24 hours. lol lol I have noticed im sure you have too there has been alot more men on the site of later and some of them are posting fake profiles with girl pix for a default pic you can tell easy by the profile pic or even the lil pic box he has because theres only 1 pic and most of the time its some pretty girl and the rest of the

My Jenny
I just want everyone to lmow that this is the most wonderful person on Fubar, she's my friend,my pal,my confidant, and my Fu wife. she' has my love,respect,trust,heart,and soul. I want the whole fubar world to know. Treat her right because she's a beautiful,glorious lady and she is my best friend and my love. show her some love> a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=884532&friend=884532" target=_blank>{jenny}txbadass{Dirty South Crew}@ fubar Gorgeous ain't she!!!!!!!

"i Had The Balls To Take This, Do You?"
Most surveys are pointless and childish (made up by high school kids)...so, let's see what kinda balls ya got!!!Oh and notice - NO numbers are missing!1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007?12. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms... of these, how many have you done?none3. Ever been cheated on?Yes4. Ever paid for sex?No5. Ever been married?Yes6. Ever been divorced?yep7. If you had to pick one, whats your favorite sexual position?doggy style8. Do you own any guns?Yes9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail?No10. Ever been in rehab?No11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex?Nope12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on fubar?no13. Truthfully… size matters?It shouldn't14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris?Nope15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with?never really thought about it16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult?No17. How many states have you lived in?318. How many countr

Friends With Benefits
There's at PROBABLY at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you or sleep with you or some shit.So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits". The rules are simple...if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "I'm yours".If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it".SCARED? LOLREPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar who wants to date you, and maybe more who want to sleep with you.SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship, single, or whatever. this is for fun, it is just for fun. don't get yer undies in a bunch over it.

Trading Places...
My sister and I are polar opposites....about many things. She is olive skinned and dark haired like our father. I am hecka honkey and blonde like our mother. Growing up she preferred devils food cake to my angel food cake. And so on our shared birthday there would always be two kinds. I love children. She can hardly stand those who aren't hers or mine. I believe in what people say, unless they prove that they aren't trust worthy, and still I will listen and think about why they felt they should tell untruths. My sister believes that everyone is lying. Its just truth to her. "Do you think he's lying?" she will ask. I smile and say "Why would you think so?" "I don't know. I just automatically do" I am mostly calm and smiling. I often lean over and rub her shoulders while murming "easy there tiger...breathe" She is exactly perfect to me. Yin to my Yang. We balance each other well. For many years I was a stay at home mom. And she was a working one. A single workin

Unleashed
unleashed deep inside my soul a touch from you unleashed a desire a pain of Passion A Kiss oh how sweet you have taken over me cant get you out my mind a gentle touch from your lips tease mine my desire touch me hold me tight deep desires one heart share the passion from another will become one

Monday
Morning ya'll ... This one might look familure, (used to go around as one of those chain letters) -ick- But I gave it a little Greg flavor :) I wish this was all black background ... Being thats how I make all my comments to be displayed on! TELL THEM ALL ABOUT YOU I JUST CANT HELP BUT THINK ABOUT YOU: YOU'VE GOT MAD SEX APPEAL, I N T E L L I G E N C E, Do YOU Know What I've Got The W R O N G Page !!! MY BAD!!!(ha-ha)

I Want To Be Loved
well dang its likes 6 in the morning and im up already wit the kids, finally getting them bac to sleep i think i might go lay back down, i had this strange dream last night about my life and when i got woke up this morning i felt like shit like theres something missing, i want to be loved, i have this guy in my life that i really care about, he was my luv, we were together but i think we drifted apart, we dont see eachother and we dont talk much, i luv him i kno i do, but i dont feel it from him anymore, i think my problem is i want to be loved to bad that i dont really know what kind of love i deserve, i want dat feeling of being wanted, but with self esteem issues i dont think im pretty enough to be wanted, everytime i look in the mirror i find a fault with myself and i feel ugly, its not really a feeling of being ugly. i am. maybe im talkin crazy but i jus feel this way and i needed to get it out

Stepmom-cancer...
So I went to go see her yesterday and she does look pretty bad. she's so thin. She doesn't look like herself. I expected it though, considering I've seen 3 people in my family with cancer in the past 3 years and I know how bad they looked. She's getting around okay so far. She told me yesterday to have everyone pray for her. She's not giving up. She told me she's gonna fight it. I did good not to cry yesterday. Chrissy, her daughter-my friend [more like my sister, since we grew up together] got there around 10 minutes after me yesterday and she had the baby with her.. and he's so little. I think it lifted everyone's spirits to see her and the baby. Chrissy is going to stay in town until Lisa passes. Chrissy is going to have power of attorney.. and she's going to be the one who does the funeral arrangements and sells Lisa's house, and pays her debts and everything. Give her strength to get through this. It's going to be really hard for her. I stayed for about an hour and I told Lisa tha

Im Getting Married!! Come Join The Party!
YOUR INVITED TO : MERCI AND FIREMAN185 WEDDING MONDAY NIGHT AT 8pm Est. PLease click on our photo to enter ...Join us on our Happy Day COME SHARE IN OUR HAPPY NIGHT SAY WE SAY OUR VOWS

A Friend For All Seasons
True friendship is like a strong sturdy tree It matures and spreads its branches giving comfort It yields itself to us without condition or request It's there for a reason to help us through each season. In the spring it blooms new hopes and dreams for the future In the summer it reassures us when the heart grows restless In the fall, when the twilight years fade to gray it consoles us And in the winter, it shows compassion when the end is near. True friendship is like life giving rain that nurtures our spirit It is a beacon of trust that guides us in those troubled times It calms the tempest storm that stirs from within us It will always and forever be the landmark of our soul.

They Grow Up Too Fast:(
My baby girl is turning 14 on Tuesday! It seems just yesterday I was holding her in my arms and now shes growing up so fast! Im feeling all depressed as my son is also talking about signing up for the Army and now this! Show me some love and cheer me up! LOL- I know the song is not exactly right for a birthday but the lyrics fit- sort of.hahaha! This sobby birthday blog and bulletin brought to you by the one and only ~Temptress~ ♥Temptress REINCARNATE♥~ CLUB F.A.R.~C.W.O.F member~RATE MY PAGE PLEASE!!!@ fubar

30,000 To Go
In one week all of my friends and family helped me to get up to 20,000 comments all that is left is 30,000 so if anyone is bored and would like to help out some more or have not helped out yet and want to contribute please stop by the link and leave a comment or two! I will greatly appreciate it! Thank you, Jennifer Link:

Two Lawyers
Two lawyers are stranded on a desert island for several months. The only thing on the island was a tall coconut tree, which provided them their only food. Each day one of the lawyers would climb to the top to see if he could spot a rescue boat coming. One day, the lawyer yelled down from the tree, "WOW, I just can't believe my eyes, there is a woman out there floating in our direction." The lawyer on the ground was most skeptical and said, "You're hallucinating; you've finally lost your mind." But within a few minutes, up to the beach floated a stunning red head, face up, totally naked, unconscious without even so much as a ring or earrings on her person. The two lawyers went down to the water, dragged her up on the beach and discovered, yes, indeed she was alive, warm and breathing, but sunburned and needing immediate care and nursing. One said to the other (as a typical male would), "You know, we've been on this God forsaken island for months now withou

Contest!
I'm in a cleavage contest and I REALLY wanna win so if anyone could help it would be great! It's a comment bombing contest (throw a 10 or 11 in there if you woiuld like :-P)and I need 1000 by Thursday. The link is below! Thank you SO MUCH to anyone who can help. I love you all! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=948155&i=3279682846

Deleting Friends - Today Is The 15th.
Hey guys, I will be going through deleting those without salute photos today. Those that are exceptions, you've already been told what to do. Those that were not given exceptions, you can post in the first post in this blog if you have a DAMN good reason not to have one (e.g. military). "I can't because i have three million cheesy excuses" doesn't count. Don't bother. The other thing you can do is send an add request with your reason. If it's an acceptable reason, I will re-add you. If it's not, then you'll just have to wait until you have a salute. I'm sorry all but there are too many fakes on this site, and personally, I don't need to deal with it. Sin Posts of "i'm not fake" aren't gonna help.

Happy Holloween..lmao
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his (laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going

Your Blindness
You cut the branch we stand on Your ignorance begets death We fall in your betrayal Upon the bloodied heath The air we breathe is poisoned Your greed condemns us all A dollar sign upon the woods How long till the trees fall? A barren stone you leave for us Destruction to you and me I want off your grisly boat Let the Goddess set me free You kill yourselves for power And build yourselves a tower To protect you from the flowers Whose blossoms of change you fear The cold wind blows so softly Touches your palsied skin Tears apart your thin facade Stirs fears deep within Oh fear the stark reality where evil fears to tread and let us dance the rhythm of hope Before our world is dead © Paganii 2000

Lets Do Another!..:)
Ok..skip that last blog..I have no clue how to do fancy ones so here you go..:P The last contest I ran got fubarred, and I want to do another...:) I want to see your smiling faces, so let me see your grill and enter to win! I need only pics that I can rip please, that way if I have to contact you I can more easily..:) Contest will last 7 days and will start when I have at least 10 people or more! No drama of course. Rules are simple. Most comments wins! Leave me a comment if you are intersted. You gotta play nice...:) Prizes: 1st Place 7 Day Blast 2nd Place 3 Day Blast 3rd Place 1 Day Ticker 4th Place Big Pimping Gift! Let Me See Your Grill!!!...:) Hugs and kisses

Our Canadian Military: An Impressive Historical Look Back
Our Canadian Military: An Impressive Historical Look Back If you think our armed forces need some beefing up now, you have have seen them back in 1939 just before the outbreak of World War 2. In those days our three armed services together had a grand total of 10,200 personnel, 29 machine guns, 23 anti-tank rifles, and 5 three-inch mortars. But by 1945, the army had swelled to 700,000 men and had fought so well in northwest Europe and Italy that military experts rated it one of the best in the world. The navy, with its 480 vessels and 100,000 sailors, became the third largest in the world. During those perilous years when Britain stood alone against the Hun, our navy escorted 180 million tons of supplies across the Atlantic to keep her in business. The air force ballooned from 4000 men to 250,000, and they trained 130,000 other Commonwealth air crew - four out of five. We had 48 bomber and fighter squadrons based in England and - get this - 25% of flight crew i t

Someone Special
You’ve done so much more than I could imagine; I never dreamed of this in the tiniest of fraction. This is what I have been waiting for, Someone to finally open the door; The door with the missing key. I had no idea as to where it could be, But you found it without much trouble at all. And in a spiraling circle, I started to fall. I picture you smiling and I smile too. Always on my mind, it has to be you. Love Me was my solitary request, Give this sorrow-filled heart a well-needed rest. You, my friend, were a welcomed distraction; Who would’ve thought it would lead to attraction. Never again did I think I could feel like this. My head spinning in sweet innocent bliss; I never thought that it would be my curse, But unrequited feelings seem to be in every verse. Please, don’t go! Stay here for awhile. I think that I’ve fallen for your imagined smile. I don’t care at all on about your looks; Nor how smart you are in the knowledge of books. It’s your personality that

Afterlife
HELL EXPLAINED BY A CHEMISTRY STUDENT : The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: "First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that

Tangled
my mind is as tangled as a spider web caught in a harsh wind. the silken strands are crossed and recrossed, mangled into a misshapen and confused mass of snarls - no longer capable of creating or maintaining coherent thought... Emotion bombards me from too many directions, burying me beneath an enormous heap of twisted thoughts, cloaking me in confusion... I'm afraid I might drown in a sea of my own thoughts and feelings...

How It Is
you wont be his first, his last or his only. He's loved before,he will love again, But if he loves you NOW,what else matters? He is not PERFECT, and neither are you. The two of you will never be PERFECT,but if he makes you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and admits to being HUMAN and making MISTAKES.... Hold on to him and give him all you got. He is not going to quote poetry, hes not going to be thinking about you every moment,but he will give you apart of him that he know's you can break. Don't hurt him,Don't change him, Don't expect too much from him. Smile when he makes you happy, Cry when he makes you sad and miss him when he's not there. ~annoyomous~ ~~*~~

Hey To All My New Friends
hello to everyone thats sent me a friend request since the weekend started, i just wanted to say thank you and its going to take me awhile but i will totally stop by pages and share the love that you give me. thank you for taking the time to rate my pics, blogs and leave your comments i do appreciate it. but imrunning behind ive been really busy moving and trying to unpack still going to class and working i just didint want you to think that i forgot about you, because i didnt. also if you drop me a line and remind me at somepoint throughout the week thatll make things easier. thank you again. lots of love bunny fufu

We Have Hired Our First Person
we have hired our first employee today and ihope it is the first of many. im so excited that thingsare starting to hopefully get better for me and what makes it even better is that it is near christmas and our job offer is helping a dad put christmas presents under the tree and make an unemployed man and his family happy.

Happy Hour
Why is it that most of the people who host the Happy Hour never return your rate and fan even though they say they are even when they accept the fan request? Are they that hard up to be the best on Fubar that they don't care about anyone else? I wish there was a way to take back a rate like, remove rate like you can remove a friend/family or fan. My goodness people, if someone takes the time to fan and rate you you can at least have the decency to do the same. It's not that hard!!

Inspiration......
WHAT INSPIRES YOU THE MOST? HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SENSE OF WONDER AND SURPRISE? FOR MOST THIS MIGHT SEEM HARD TO OBTAIN. WE TEND TO LOOK FOR INSPIRATION IN OTHERS ACCORDING TO WHAT WE WANT TO BE LIKE OR NOT BE LIKE, BUT TRYING IT WITH OURSELVES SEEMS HARDEST TO DO. INSPIRATION GIVES US HOPE AGAIN. IT GIVES US A SENSE OF STARTING OVER, SOMETHING GIVEN ANEW, BUT WE TEND TO LOOK AT IT AS A LEANING POST, UPON SOMEONE ELSE OR SOMETHING ELSE. PEOPLE DO INSPIRE OTHERS, BUT WHAT IF A PERSON HAS NOONE ELSE? WHAT IF THEY HAVE NO SENSE OF SELF-WORTH, OR HOPES, OR DREAMS, GOALS...THEN WHAT? I HAVE OFTEN HATED TO BE SAD, ALONE OR EVEN HURT, BUT I HAVE LEARNED THAT IT CAN BE THROUGH THESE TIMES THAT WE HAVE THE ABILITY TO LEARN THE MOST. WHAT GIVES YOU A SENSE OF SELF-WORTH? WHAT DRIVES OR MOTIVATES ONE TO HAVE A SENSE OF HOPE OR ACCOMPLISHMENT? THAT IS A HARD QUESTION. IVE HAVE BEEN ALONE MORE THAN I WOULD LIKE, MORE THAN I THOUGHT WOULD BE POSSIBLE FOR ME TO ENDURE, AND AT THE SAME TIME...I AM LEARN

Saying Goodbye
If the last few months have taught me anything it's this....Tell everyone in your life who you love and care about how you feel because you never know whenn the time is coming when you won't have the opportunity to. So to all my family and freiends I love each and everyone one of you and I'm greatful to have you in my life!!!!!

Karma
I was once told that I put to much faith in people and that faith would get me hurt. I'm a woman the believe that you don't jump from bed to bed. You say "I Love You" ONLY when you mean it and you always express you true feelings .... good, bad, or indifferent. Honesty only hurts because it strikes a nerve and you know it's true. So why can't people be honest! Always say what you mean and mean what you say. Unlike most people I'm not afraid of rejection, so for people to lie to my face then turn around and stab me in the back (shouldn't hurt) but it does! Thank you to all that hve been straight up with me and honest - But for those who couldn't tell the truth if your ass was on fire then --- you can kiss my ass!! Remember, Karma is a bitch and you just turned me back into one.

Buffalo Chicken Salad
2 hearts romaine lettuce, chopped 1 cup shredded carrots, available in pouches 2 ribs celery with greens, chopped 1/2 cup ranch dressing 1/2 cup blue cheese crumbles 1 package, 3/4 to 1 pound, chicken tenders, cut into bite size pieces 1 tablespoon vegetable oil, 1 turn of the pan 2 tablespoons butter Salt and black pepper 1/4 cup hot sauce Preheat a skillet over medium-high heat. Combine lettuce, carrots and celery in a salad bowl. Combine ranch dressing and blue cheese crumbles in a small bowl. Add oil and butter to hot pan with the chicken. Season with salt and pepper and sear for 2 or 3 minutes, then add hot sauce. Reduce heat a little and cook 5 minutes more. Toss salad with dressing and season with salt and pepper. Top salad with Buffalo chicken and serve.

I Put Your Picture Away
Livin' my life in a slow hell Different girl every night at the hotel I aint seen the sun shine in 3 damn days Been fuelin' up on cocaine and whisky Wish I had a good girl to miss me Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways I put your picture away Sat down and cried the day I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her I put your picture away, sat down and cried today I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to her I called you lastnight in the hotel Everyone knows but they wont tell But their half hearted smiles tell me Somethin' just ain't right I been waitin' on you for a long time Fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine I ain't heard from you in 3 damn nights I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I put your picture away I wonder where you been I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him I saw ya yesterday with an old friend It was the same ole same "how have you been" Since you been gone

Drive-by Commenting.
Damn even when I'm being nice and playing around, I manage to piss of the retards. MuMM title: why are so many of uguys ass hoes MuMM: u know some people just what a second thought aboutsomething.But some are thoughtful and some are ass holes, becouse your littel people small minnded,and probably dont have a life well see who u are by your comments.becouse your stupid and youll comment My comment: Is your thong wedged up your ass? I know I get a little cranky when mine is. : ) He was really as slow as he looks, so about 20 minutes later I get a comment on my page. Profile comment: cunt Then he blocked me before I could get in a response. This annoyed the crap out of me.. soooooo... I got on one of my contest bombing names and gave him a rebuttal. Comment I left him: Retarded people, such as yourself, are funny as hell. I do suggest you do the world a favor and kill yourself though. God knows we don't need another pussy running around and doing drive by comme

"2nd Alram Hotties"
This is going to be a rant... if you don't want to hear it..read it or whatever.. move on.. The group here called the "2nd Alarm Hotties" is just another fucking confirmation here on Fubar.. that a girl has to look a certain way to get anything here on this site. I totally think it is condescending to women.. very sexist..and very demeaning. Why does a woman have to look a certain way for anything? I mean.. come on you "men" in time.. those women will have wrinkles, saggy asses, and don't even get me started to where her breasts will be resting when she gets older.. Looks fade. You should be ashamed walking around, panting..basically in heat for what? Hmmmm.. let me see.. basically LOOKS.. nothing more. Another question... why is the packaging more important than the gift inside? Thank you... Have a fucked up day.. Cassie!

Get A Fu-life... Haha
Okay so wtf.. I have been seeing alot of stuff on here about "oh that's my fu-husband" (fu-wife, fu-slave, fu-bf...gf ect) I see that you are calling someone your that prolly would never have nething to do with you in RL but you are now fu-fuckin-happy? lmao... Not only that but you proclaim it to the whole internet community...like watchout.. i didn't get on here to mingle... i'm fu-taken...I got news for you people... ur fu-wives and fu-husbands are just as unfaithful and unpredictable as the real thing.... TRUST me.. I have talked to many fu-mates... who preforms these fu-ceremonies neway? if it don't work out then what.. fu-divorce? fu-lawyers? fu-judges? fu-alimony?? Gimme a break. get ur finger out of her USB port... she's only 16!... hahahaha is this virtual love just that... does it have limits or it this supposed to be the basis for a REAL relationship?? So i don't know i am all cool with role-playing.. but i need some REAL results.. not just a fu-fantasy.... and how d

Cats
Recently, me and my kids found a cat with 7 kittens and even though we knew we couldn't take that much on we began to feed them..of course now, they won't leave lol...Unfortunately, there are only 5 kittens left- 2 died early on...they are adorable though..they live under our back porch and under the house- the manage to find a way under there to keep warm..It's a ritual every day for us to go in the morning before school and feed them and after school...my youngest son who is autistic will talk to them, it's soo cute..he opens up and says alot ...it makes him in better spirits when he has had a rough day...

Me Being Stupid As Always ....
Well I am just being stupid and thought what the hey you know...Besides I am guess what I am about to do that I am right on...So I thought I would be nice and ask and see how right I am on this...How many ladys out there would sleep with me? I am just wondering cuz I am guess maybe if I am lucky there might be 1 or 2 and thats its...Come on now don't lie be honest with yourself cuz truth doesn't hurt you know...

Doctor Joke
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

Omg!!!
OK, So... picture this. I'm sitting on my couch right? Just, watching tv. Ugh, cartoons... and this commercial comes on right... for... RED LOBSTER. And i suddenly realized, not only has it been WAY too long since I've been... I'm fucking craving lobster and crab!! DAMNIT!!! They should make a red lobster/olive garden rest. Cuz i want some past w/ lobster and crab... Ok, thats all it was about... sorry....

My Song For The Moment
To really love a woman, to understand her, You've got to know her deep inside Hear every thought, see every dream, And give her wings when she wants to fly Then when you find yourself lying helpless in her arms, You know you really love a woman When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one She needs somebody, to tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really...really, really ever loved a woman To really love a woman, let her hold you, Till you know how she needs to be touched You've got to breathe her, really taste her Till you can feel her in your blood And when you see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woman, you tell her that she's really wanted When you love a woman, you tell her that she's the one She needs somebody, to tell her that you'll always be together So tell me have you ever really...really, really ever loved

Will I Sex You?
will i sex you?created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as hell yea whats your number yea give me your number add me to msn linda_s_87@hotmail.com lol xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxohell yea whats your number100% if i was drugged69% yea if i was drunk69% HELL NO!!!!! yucky63% one nite/day Fling31%

My Final Communication To My Best Friend
Kacey- I wish there was something that i could say or do to make you hate me a little less. i dont know what else to do, so i am writing you a letter to try and close the wounds that i have from you not wanting to be my friend, my best friend, anymore. For the last 6-8 years that i have known you, you have always been there to either listen to my problems or to be someone that would belp brighten my day. Sure there has been a lot of tme where we didnt talk, but thats because our lives have been busy and took a different path. But in the last 5-6 months something happened where we were able to resume our friendship, like it had never gone away. I enjoyed everything we ever did; whether it was the drive-ins, dinner and a movie with the girls, r even just coming up to your house just to be with you. All of the time i spent with you was the greatest time of my life. until last saturday. I have never heard ou get that mad and yell that loud at me. You had your valid reasons to be upset and

No Mumms For Me...
Well looks like some of my mumms... have been deleted.. found to be improper.. I just tryed to post one and it says ERROR you cant do this... so i think im banned for a while at least maybe just for today...i just wanted to share with you that mumms are no joke so dont play.. take care and get me a dang drink cause i need it.. or maybe those nice colorful bolloons!!!

Gah
What a freakin day....First off its Monday...I blinked and the weekend was gone...So anyways...was just minding my own business at work when I got a call from Behavioral Health and I had to go upstairs and register a patient...Weeeeelllll...The patient decided to go psycho and I got socked in the face...It hurt like hell..But thankfully I just got a small bruise...The rest of my day went okay..Just was pissy all day...But then..On my commute home I was inches away from being hit...TWICE! Ugh I hate the drivers in this state...And then lol...I get home to find out my dog had shredded a shitload of stuff and had to clean that up when I walked in the door...I walked into my bedroom to change out of my work clothes and one of my cats had puked on my bed..I just washed my bedding last night!!!! And if that wasn't fun enough a fish I had started dying yesterday...Well when I got home he had finally stopped breathing so I could get him out of there...Well my dickhead ex took the fish nets wit

Out Of Comments For The Day!
Fubar has cut me off for the day. :( I was able to get about 625 comments on my picture today. I gave another person in a contest 25 comments. I really just want to come in second place. There is no way that "club F.A.R." is going to let me win this contest. I personally think it is silly that they act this way but....it is their life I guess? They take it so seriously! I am getting solid help from a few people. I need more. Anyone you know that would like to help out, please ask them. I wish the contest was only for 3 days! Why 10?? Damn long time. Christopher had a great day at school today. Yippee! My other son, missing assignments again according to parentloop but I will let him show me the work before passing judgment. I hope you are all well! Cheers! Ciao

How Horny Are You?? (explicit)
How horny are you?? (explicit)created with QuizFarm.comYou scored as UBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER you're the horniest motherfucker i ever met. what the fuck are you doing doing a quiz? go fuck yourself! please before you leave... rate me a 5 if you enjoy being a uberhorny motherfuckerUBERHORNY MOTHERFUCKER80% pretty damn horny...70% SEMI-HORNY BASTARD65% Homosexual Horny Motherfucker!30% not that horny30% anti-horny0%

589
Hey ya'll. BrattyBytch here, I'm just here to post a pimp out for one of my favorite Fu's! This sweet & sassy lady is trying to make GodMother...What the heck are you waiting for?? Go show her some lovings! Tell her that her Bratty Sister Bytch sent you to spank her with rates and Fubar Lovin! Christie@ fubar ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This pretty pink pimpout brought to you by none other than: BrattyBytch - {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Giggles Have To Read
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So prom ise me We'll F.U.C.K forever! Send this to 10 people & 1 back to me. To know

I Got Some Bad News
Ok everyne i know i just got back on line bu i may be gone again.I just got a phone call about m real day and the hospital told me h may not evenmake it through the night.So i am going to need all the support i can get from all you guys.I love all of you....

Leg Update # Something
I had to go to the surgeon this morning. Blahhhhh. More test. More needles. More pain. However, after he conferred with one of the previous doctors I've seen, and they compared testing results, they have come to the conclusion that there is obviously still some ink in the tissue around the bone in that area that has got to be removed.....somehow. The actual plans were to remove some more tissue and then try another skin graft. But after finding that there is still ink in the area, which is still doing damage to my tissue and nerves because I am so highly allergic to it, those plans have been halted. Although I am slightly relieved to know that they THINK they have figured the problem out, I am still frustrated because I'm still in the waiting game until they can figure out how to handle it. I'm just completely exhausted mentally and physically. The pain I am in has taken it's toll on me. The fact that I have had to give up A LOT of my independence, such as driving, is driv

Interesting!
Is it me or does Baby J have a guilt thing going on????.....nah can't be. But if you are checking the dates of the stash you are rating, you have probably rated them before. As a matter of fact, if you rate an entry, go to the next one and then go back to the one you just did, you can do it again...and it says points awarded each time. Has he reset them? Since we can't rate pics is he giving us a "break". Or is the site just still totally screwed up?????

Guys Are Assholes
GUYS ARE ASSHOLES!!!!! guys are assholes i stole this from someone, who stole it from someone, who stole it from someone else. i think every girl should know how naive they really are!! _______________________________________________________________ Everyone should read it! It's amazing that assholes can get girls. Actually, now that I think of it, it's not that amazing. They are assholes at heart, but to meet girls they lavish their undying love. IT'S A CHARADE. They act nice, friendly, and they listen… until they get into what they're after. Their prey thinks they are in love with them, however when they realize what assholes their predators really are, they pretend like the asshole is really nice inside. The girl tries to change the asshole into a nice guy, but assholes will always be assholes. She gets upset and goes to the nice guy to complain about the asshole. But she claims to love the asshole… now this is where the theory begins. She doesn't want to lo

Just F*ck Me
NuttinButtSexxyF*CK ME BABY I WANT TO THROW LOVE'S FLOWERS TO THE FLOOR AND STOMP THEM, F*CK ME UPON THEIR PIERCING THORNS, WHERE LOVE'S SAPPY JUICES MINGLE WITH FRUSTRATIONS PUNGENT SCENT, BECOME MY RELEASE, IMPALE YOUR PHALLUS INTO MY FIRE PIT WITH NO SOFT WORDS, POUND ME UNTIL I SCREAM YOUR NAME IN MERCY AND BLEED FOR YOU AND ON YOU, GLEAMING GRANITE WITH HOT FLECKS OF PASSION FOR DOMINANT LUST LET MY VELVET TONGUE SHEATH YOUR STONY DESIRE, I ACHE FOR THIS EROTIC NIGHTMARE OF RAMPANT RELEASE, THE THORNS PIERCE MY HEART AND BECOME A SOCRATES BLOOD LETTING, TURN DEAF EARS TO MY PLEADINGS AND JUST F*CK ME BABY, PAIN'S URGENT RELEASE WEEPS THRU RED RIMMED EYES, ENOUGH TO FILL LOVE'S DEEPEST OCEAN.

I'm Going To Be A Grandma
LOL, Just letting everyone know that I just found out this weekend that I'm going to be a grandmother! I'm pretty excited about it. LOL not sure, what to expect but I'm actually looking forward to it. Just hope my ex-husband doesn't try to give me a hard time about it. I think that is about the only thing that I dread. I don't think he has much room to say anything because he hasn't been around for most of our daughters life, she is soon to be 18 and was planning on getting married to her boyfriend when she turned 18 anyways. He is a good guy and she could is not in a bad situation, she is happy and they get along great. I've always been there for her no matter what decisions she makes. This is no different although I did tell her that it was her responsibility to tell her dad that he is going to be a grandfather, that It was not my place. She has just been worried that he will start giving me a hard time and bad mouthing me. LMAO , I told her now worries hun. That is what the OFF but

Come Back Home Love
Come Back Home Love I remember the first time that we meet I had to have you.When the day I ask you to be my wife was the best day of my life;now I'm here alone crying my lover and friend cause I hurt you love,so now I'm here all alone wanting you back and asking you to forgive me and come home. Poem By:Charles LaMark Nelson

Friends
i dont understand why peeps accept u as a friend u try to talk to them but they ignore u , why would peeps accept me and nit talk to me @ least return , the HI or something ,I dont get it but hey I am new @ this I guess I would get it eventually

Zombies And Fallen Leaves
It was fall, when they came after us, we had hid up in the tree lines, but they were zombies after all, hunger and a feasting deadline. Suppose we couldn't hide, no matter what we did, firearm noise and small town raids, our strategy aside, we lay low, the team did what I said. We had our guns, they came out of the forest, I shot the slow ones, I saved the last round for myself.

I'm Not Dead
Just so everyone knows, I'm alright and not dead. I haven't been feeling well lately for reasons I can't figure out. I am sneezing and somewhat coughing. My head gets dizzy spells now and then. Hugs are always welcomed. I've been playing Halo 1 and Guild Wars to pass time as well as playing Final Fantasy VI on my PS2 to get my mind off of feeling this way. I'll do my best to come on as much as possible, and if you want to check out my new poems, go to my main poetry site at: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com *hugs to everyone*

Things I Have Discovered:
You can never have too many friends. The prettist thing you can wear is a smile(and nothing else.) Big Beautiful women(BBW's) are sexy. You are only as good as your word. The world owes you a living, you just have to work like Hell to collect it. NO MATTER WHERE YOU GO...THERE YOU ARE.

Darkness Of The Night
As I sit here tears rolling down my face, wonder why my life has made me such a disgrace. Pondering wondering why didn't life consume me, I look to the skies where I see a glimpse of shimmering beauty. As I bow my head back down all I can see is the meak darkness, whispering softly into my ear you are worthless. The Chains of depression grip round my wrist tightly, Gasping from pain and the failure from fighting. I try to tell myself it doesn't matter, but in all this chaos and termoil I get sadder. My head racing and my heart pounding my fists clenched with rage, almost is if I were a beast trapped in a cage. The depression and sadness still lurking beyond, as if to call out. Saying, "kill yourself, Come on." I grab my head fearing what I might do, not regarding the consequences and effects it would have on you.. With a heavy mind on the breaking of the night, hoping someone would hear my body screaming and come help aid me in my fight. When all at once headlig

Friendship-poem
Friendship Friendship isn't something that comes every day, Friendship is something that takes time. Friends forever we shall be, till time has come to say good bye. But even though I'll be with you, through it all piece by piece. Meet you in heaven either way it shall be Frienship for eturnity... Made By Bonnie Sizemore 10-16-07

Martha Or Maxine?
Are you a Martha or Maxine? *Martha's Way* Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. *Maxine's Way * Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for Pete's sake! You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it, anyway! ( well..not on the couch for me..more like on the run..yep..I agree tho..suck it! LOL) [yeah I know..skip the remarks..LOL] Martha: To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. ( Ok Martha..this is interesting..I might try it..who the hell knows why!) Maxine:Buy Hungry Jack mashed potato mix, keep it in the pantry for up to a year. Martha: When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking pan, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. Maxine: Go to the bakery! They'll even decorate it for you. (Yep! That's me! Do I look like I have time to bake..Haha..my favorite desert is frozen c

Be Honested And Critique - First Attempt
The Capture Victoria woke to complete darkness. She wondered where she was and why she couldn’t move. She yelled for help and heard only her echo. The darkness was interrupted by light that shone down on her. She looked around for anything to tell her where she was but to no avail. She realized that she was restrained to a wooden chair with leather straps and stripped down to her red corset and matching lacey panties. She tried to struggle but the restraints were too tight. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a blinking red light on the wall and figured someone was watching. “Hello? Is anyone there?” she cried but the echoes of her pleas gave away to silence. A man stepped out of the shadows in front of her. As he came closer, she remembered that she saw him before. She recalled that earlier that night (assuming that it was the same night) her girlfriends and her went to a club as they did most weekends to levitate some of the stress of the week. They

So What Does That Make You?
Some people...never cease to amaze me. I put my heart out on the line and I get bullshit back. Well fuck you too. I don't do mind games and I don't guess at your feelings. If you never wanted me to begin with, all you had to do was say so. Don't lead me on. String me up. Set me up to fall. I never did that to you when all I did was like you. You never called me. You never texted me back on anything. You never answered me back on myspace. So what else am I supposed to think? I know you're busy and you've got shit going on in your life but so does everyone else. But you weren't too fucking busy to go to a party and get shitfaced. Too busy to call me through, right? Too busy to come and see the person you called your girlfriend. Even when she relapsed. Even when she needed someone there and when YOU said that YOU would be there. That you would never leave. So what does that make you? Busy or a liar? "Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on

Maestro
NuttinButtSexxy I HEAR THE FLUTED HARMONY OF YOUR WORDS, IT RIVETS ME INTO A HOT THRUM OF STILLNESS, I REACH FOR YOU AS YOU TURN TO LEAVE ME HERE IN MY SONATIC PRISON OF LONLINESS, I FEEL THE STING OF LOVE'S BROKEN HARP STRING AS IT LANCES MY DREAMS OF A FOREVER BOND, AND MY BLOOD OF COMMITTMENT FLOWS IN RHYTHM TO MOZART'S MOST BEAUTIFUL PIECE, IT'S WEEPING SOUND SO LOVELY IT BEGS FOR QUIET OF SOUL, A MELODY STROKED ON LOVE'S CELLO AND LED BY YOU MY MAESTRO OF WHIMSICAL WORDS, FOREVER PATIENT AS YOU CONTROL THIS HEARTBREAK SYMPHONY, LOVE SOUNDS FADE AND CAN NO LONGER BE CAPTURED BY THESE DEAF EARS TO GIVE THEM MEANING, AND ALAS, COMES A DEEP SILENT SLUMBER

Why Your Great-grandmother Wasn't A Cherokee Princess
Why Your Great-Grandmother Wasn't A Cherokee Princess Question: Why do we have this family myth about a Cherokee princess in my lineage, when there's really no such thing? It seems like a lot of young people these days are searching for an elusive ancestor who was a Cherokee princess. Usually they reveal this family history proudly to a bunch of Indians in a chat room or mailing list somewhere and get laughed off the Internet. Why? Well, there is no such thing as a Cherokee princess. They're not real. We never had princesses, and we still don't, unless you count the winners of beauty pageants. But, I don't like to call people liars for no reason. So giving these seekers of their family history the benefit of the doubt, here are some possible explanations for anyone who has been told they have a Cherokee princess in their family tree. 1. "Princess" may be a very poor translation for the daughter of a chief. Cherokee chiefs were not kings. They were chosen by the community

Wishing You Were Here
Bend me over, hit it right Show me the best time I'll have tonight. Kiss me softly, bite me too Tonight is the night I will make love to you. Caress my back, my body is yours If you touch me right, you will see my rain pour Give me what I want, you know what I need Give it to me now, don't make me plead. I long for your lips to kiss the right spot You know what to do, you know what gets me hot Down, deeper, harder, a constant beat Imagine how you will feel, once our bodies meet It hurts so good, a pleasurable pain You're bringing me to the edge, I am singing your name I'm all done now, gasping for air I open my eyes, to my surprise you aren't there So much love, given to me by my man But when I look down, it's only my hand

Sorry
Hey all just to say that sorry I haven't been on in a few days but internet has been switched off at home so using a friends comp at min only on to say that due to finacial problems I will most likely be away for a few months. I hope that I can get sorted and be back on in the new year. Love to you all and sorry mum love and miss you loads xxxxxxxx

One Kiss
~One Kiss~ Remember how we used to fuck the world? Sodomizing every existing breath…fantasizing about unicorns and pixie dust as we wrapped constellations around rainbows. Remember how we used to fly? Butterflies dipped in magic trails would follow. Hollow and shallow was the world and all its words were hard to swallow but we held dimensions in our wings, for the wind was made of wormholes gently dipped in incantations. Remember how we used to sing…transcendentally migrating toward higher planes by simply diving through the windowpane of life? It’s quite difficult to comprehend how this all occurred with just one kiss.

Youngsoldier917's Contest!!!
YoungSoldier917 is hosting a contest!!! COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! Please help support this young soldier in Iraq!!! His entire contest album is here: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=1093084&albumid=619739# COMMENT BOMBERS ARE NEEDED!!!! I’m in the contest, and this is me, AngelinOK: However, please feel free to comment bomb my picture or any of these fine people: Beautiful Goddess Kisses 5 X for Candyman Only The Mike and Roy Show Sondra and Paul Crazy + Beautiful LadyloganDJ:RadioGoddess HeatherFeather Founder Texas Wolves Softball Junkie Hot Mama of the Godfather Family Daughter of a Butterfly

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 16,2007
Your way with words is helping you in every aspect of your life from career to romance. Whatever you need to say, you can find precisely the right phrasing to get your point across perfectly.

What The Scariest Movie You Ever Seen
ok every one what was the scariest movie you have ever seen. mine would be the excorist becuse its the greatest horror movie of all time. i remember when i was a child having a nightmare from it.but the movie rules. so please give me some comments and tell me everyone scariest movie

More Hell From Family
I have a biological daughter that is 18 yrs old. I had her while I was in high school. My parents adopted my daughter and raised her, but she always knew I was her mom. When my mom found out I was pagan she refused to let me see, talk, phone, or even write my little girl for 6 yrs. Alot ask where her father was in all this, well A.J. died when my daughter was 6 months old so there was no help from there. From my profile a lot of people know that Torrnado Firemagikk and I are together, well we also plan on getting married next July. I went to Indiana with my son Ryan. We made the decision that we wanted to stay with him, but things didn't work out and we had to come back to Kentucky for awhile. And before the stupidity starts up, no me and Jimmy are not broke up....we're trying to get it fixed to where my son and I can come home to him. Here's where the hell begins...coming back here to KY. My daughter so far to this date has harassed Jimmy's family, called the Indiana C

Hit Me Harder Today..
Well if anyone is reading my blogs you know about the passing of a very close friend of mine. Well just saw the obit in the paper today and although I knew it was true, deep down I guess I was in a bit of denial until I saw it in the paper today. Hit me like a ton of bricks, so I feel even worse now than before.

Dic-matized
Deep, fulfilling, meaningful, love, passion, beauty are all the lies that his body tells me as he lies between my legs doing what he does oh so well. His eyes look deep inside my soul and he sees the curiosity sparking within me. That’s when he digs deeper, strokes slower, kisses deeply, fill me with him, speaks to me with his body, and loves me passionately. I look into his eyes and see all the little white lies, shit; the big black ones too. My heart breaks, my mind races, but my body opens up and lets him in. I cry silently wanting to know how is it that this man between my legs has me so DICK-matized. I ask myself, “Do you love him? Yes, I do.” I close my eyes and picture the man that I used to love, how he used to make love to me, how he used to kiss me, how he used to touch me, how he used to be and my blood is flowing through my body making me feel hot. I open eyes only to have my vision taken from me by the evolution of the man that used to be. He’s grown into something I don’t

Asperger's Syndrome
Asperger's Disorder was first described in the 1940s by Viennese pediatrician Hans Asperger who observed autistic-like behaviors and difficulties with social and communication skills in boys who had normal intelligence and language development. Many professionals felt Asperger's Disorder was simply a milder form of autism and used the term "high-functioning autism" to describe these individuals. Professor Uta Frith, with the Institute of Cognitive Neuroscience of University College London and author of Autism and Asperger Syndrome, describes individuals with Asperger's Disorder as "having a dash of Autism." Asperger's Disorder was added to the American Psychiatric Association's Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM-IV) in 1994 as a separate disorder from autism. However, there are still many professionals who consider Asperger's Disorder a less severe form of autism. What distinguishes Asperger's Disorder from autism is the severity of the symptoms and the absen

Mrsa
My boyfriend passed away from MRSA so I write this in hopes it can help someone else..before it's too late..I also, dealt with it 4 times since he died but had the proper medication to get better... What is methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus (MRSA)? Methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus is a bacterial infection resistant to antibiotic methicillin. Staphylococcus aureus, sometimes referred to simply as "staph," or "staph A" is a common bacterium found on the skin of healthy people. If staph gets into the body it can cause a minor infection such as boils or pimples or serious infections such as pneumonia or blood infections. One antibiotic commonly used to treat staph infections is methicillin. While methicillin is very effective in treating most staph infections, some staph bacteria have developed a resistance to methicillin and can no longer be killed by this antibiotic. The resistant bacteria are called methicillin-resistant staphylococcus aureus or MRSA.

Difference Between Girls And Women
so I stole this from a mumm that wasnt really a mumm but whatever haha I thought it was cute. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of

High School Graduation Licks Balls.
High School graduation ceremonies are terrible from start to finish. The only way to keep one's sanity is by playing tick tack toe. Make sure you bring extra writing utencils and several pads of paper because not everyone is thoughtful enough to bring their own. They start with the ever cliche principal introduction (Example: "We are here today to honor these fine young pupils as they transcend upon the next doorway into their [analogy involving the words 'path' and 'journey'] of life... bullshit... bullshit... bullshit...). I'm so sick of life being referred to as a "path." Last I checked, we are not strutting down a lovely walkway with pretty little flowers and a nice warn breeze flowing by. Life isn't a path. Fuck no. Life is more like a tight rope on fishing line with a mile long drop into pirahna infested lava. You can take your theoretical "fork in the path" and shove it up your theoretical asshole. [picture of a guy wearing a graduation robe getting eaten alive by giant

Why The Hell Do I Want To.....
Tell me why I would want to see your cock. Is there a spot on my profile that says "I want to see cocks"? I don't remember putting that in there. Come on guys, GROW UP! Not every woman wants her Shoutbox hit with these questions. In my opinion, when you ask questions like this, you are trying to compensate for a low self-esteem or you are lacking in the IQ department. Which is it? Sersiouly, if you can not think of anything better to talk about, than don't talk.

Seether And Amy Lee
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open And I don’t feel like I am strong enough ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away ‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore --------------------------- I

Feelings On Friends
THESE ARE FOR ALL OF MY TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE..I JUST WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I CHERISH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU AND YOU ARE ALL THE GREATEST...... I HOPE YOU ENJOY READING THESE...SOME WILL MAKE YOU LAUGH AND SOME WILL MAKE YOU CRY. BUT REMEMBER IN READING THESE THAT I HAD ALL OF YOU IN MIND. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COMMENT ON THEM IF YOU WANT... XOXOXO TO ALL OF YOU Listen Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok. ************************************************* Always W

50 Yrws Ago
See what 50 years will do... Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his, to show Jack . 2006 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey

Would Like Some Help Please Repost
HEY EVERYONE I'M IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A TERRIFIC PRIZE. I WAS WONDERING IF I COULD GET MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY OUT THERE IN FUBAR WORLD TO HELP ME OUT A LITTLE.IT JUST STARTED TONIGHT ANI REALLY WANT THIS PRIZE. SO COME ON A GIVE A GREAT FRIEND A HAND. JUST HIT THE PIC BELOW AND IT WILL TAKE YOU RIGHT THERE. THANK YOU ALL.I KNOW SME OF YOU ARE ALREADY BOMBING CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS BUT IF YOU COULD POSSIBLY STOP BY MINE AND LEAVE A FEW I WOULD DEFINITELY APPRECIATE IT. Fire My Words

Better It's Done Right And Takes Awhile
and it can take awhile. (Immediately in reference to moving the rating network - "A has rated B this much etc. etc.", I don't know what information they store but it's certainly multidimensional, hence consider an array the size of the number of users of the site, squared, at least- configurations may need changing on the new machine, also... this again, at least)

Alive?
Alive? My mind is screaming to my brain Let loose and join the birds I've pushed too far I cannot try But attempt I must indeed New depths come to my strength Compassion won't let me pass The head is numb and legs gone weak Now breath comes once again Come hold me in your arms my friend Slow down my racing heart Confirm my shaken grip on life Our loves that cannot touch

10-16-07
Your way with words is helping you in every aspect of your life from career to romance. Whatever you need to say, you can find precisely the right phrasing to get your point across perfectly. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ What do you think? Do I have a way with words???? Wishing you all a great day:D Much Love, B. E. P.

Lower Than A Piece Of Shit
I'm sure we've all come across them... people online pretending to be someone else. Found one dickhead on here pretending to be Adam Copeland aka Edge from the WWE. I actually saw this guy's act in a chat room - not fubar. He's actually from Michigan, wife and a few kids with one on the way. To all you imposters out there.. you're not even a piece of shit. Shit is useful for something. Quit dreaming and get a fucking life.

Stupid Questions
Secrets About Me SurveyWhat does your profile name mean?: That I will eat you if you mess with me...lolElaborate on your default photo: Um, me and my son...not much to elaborate...we're watching TVDo you drink?: Only on days that end with 'Y'What is your current mood?: AnnoyedWhat exactly are you wearing right now?: T-shirt, black pants, thong, braWhat is your current problem?: Men are confusing!What do you love most?: My baby boy, JohnDo you smoke?: NopeAre you musically talented?: I use to play the piano, but haven't in a whileIf you could go back in time and change something, what would you change?: My brother's death....I miss himIf you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?: Tiger, so I can attack people and kill them legally....just kidding!!!Ever had a near death experience?: I drive in I-95, so yes!Have you ever been in love?: True love, once; Puppy love, twiceWhat is the name of the song that is stuck in your head?: Nothing else mattersName someone with the same bir

Sex Poems (from The Bulletin Board) Lol
Roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. Repost this as ''sex poem'' if u repost this in 1 min: the guy /girl that you like will tell u that he/she loves u and that he wants to go out with u. if u repost this in 2 min: the guy/girl that you like w

Upon Her
look upon her face lying on my pillow Lit by the light of my bedroom window Wrapped within my gently arms Knowing she will come to no harm I look upon her hair, soft and fair Unable to find the words to compare Answers she has given me in times of pain That love and hope will visit again I look upon her lips, moist and red Giving me life when all was dead She restored my heart when it was lost Melting what was covered in frost I look upon her breasts, firm and strong Knowing that love could not be wrong Slowly moving with every breath Always knowing she was not like the rest I look upon her hips, round and smooth Gently touching not daring to move I fix the sheets with delicate care But a gentle kiss is all I dare I look upon her face staring into mine Filling my body as if it were wine I close her eyes with gentle kisses For she has answered all my wishes.

Found It
well i think i have found what i have been looking for i hope it all works out and things are gonna be as great as we are planning thanks to all my friends here at Fubar who have really made me realize that i am a good person and that i do deserve a great man i think i have finally found him he makes me feel like i am the greatest and that i am beautiful and that there is no-one better he is amazing and sweet and loving and caring and soooo damn sexy and gorgeous and OH MY but i want to be with him he lives a good distance away but if he and i can get through that then we will be fine we both know we want to be together and we also know that nothing else matters Of course i have only one TRUE LOVE but its def worth trying it I hope to find the peace and serenity that i so much need and give him the same he really is amazing and is great to me wish me luck everyone and if there is any further plans in our future you all will def be the first to know!!!!!!!! Thanks to all my amazing frie

Love
Creative and enthralling the breath of love caresses its lovers face. Holding in awe the memories of beautiful encounters and mesmerizing moments. What is love..is it a feeling and emotion that consumes and shakes us to our very cores; or is it a state of being...a physical moving of an essence we do not understand... So many have asked..."Why do you love me so?"..and as we ponder this many things come to mind. How this being of such importance in our lives has moved us to unimaginable heights. As these emotions and visions race in our mind our tongues still and our hearts race... While the questioning lover looks on wondering why we do not answer. Then as we speak the words never seem to express the heart wrenching emotion that is coursing through the veins and dizzying us with its sheer power.. Making one another wonder...if we cannot share in words how we truly feel...how will the other know the depth of our sweet despair.. Holding the hand of that beautiful entity and lookin

More Myspace Fights
i posted another bulleting called "Finally Me and Jesus Are On The Same Page" and heres a reply i got along with the bulletin: ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: redsoxlove Date: Oct 16, 2007 4:31 PM wow, offensive much. you are sick of having religion stuffed down your throat, so now you are going to shove anti christian images and jokes down ours..do i have that right? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Phat in the Hat Date: Oct 16, 2007 1:56 PM

The Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE!" There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I can

Tuesday Rain
ITS TUESDAY, SITTIN HERE THINKIN OF WHY ITS SO HARD FOR ME TO FEEL ACCEPTED. IT RAINS ALL THE TIME IN MY MIND. AN SHOWS IN MY EYES. I LOVE CERTAIN PEOPLE. AN SOME OF THEM PEOPLE LOVE ME BACK. I AM JUST TRACY, AN SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE. THE CRUSHES FOR EXAMPLE. YOU CAN ONLY CRUSH ONE PERSON. BUT YET MANY CAN HAVE CRUSHES ON YOU. I HAVE YET TO HAVE ANY CRUSHES ON ME. AN FOR GOOD REASON { IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ANYONE TO CARE ABOUT JUST ME AN NO ONE ELES } I HAD TO WRITE ABOUT IT CAUSE IT REALLY HAS BOTHERED ME. THE TRUTH IS NO ONE REALLY KNOWS HOW TO JUST CARE ABOUT ONE PERSON ANYMORE. SO THAT MAKES ME UNIQUE AN VERY RARE. AN ITS FUNNY I WILL ALWAYS FEEL THIS WAY IN EVERY NEW DAY. AN MAYBE ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL FEEL THE SAME TOWARDS ME.

My Father
Halloween is usuly a day to smile at the small children all dressed up in their costums and giving out candy. For me, it's a day for remembering the good times with my dad. Donald J Goodwin Sr. Was a Vietnam vet, He was drafted by the U.S. Army. His unit was labled " The leaning shit house." He left the Army in 1971. He had a great life as one of the worlds top computer programers untill he died at the young age of 51 years old on Oct. 25,2001. He died from cancer caused by Agent Orange. He was servived by his wife of over 30yrs, his son, and three grand children. This is in memory of him. "He who has gone, so we but cherish his memory, abides with us, more potent, nay, more present than the living man." Everyone is afflicted with tests at some point or another. Life goes on of course, but it is not quite the same when you have lost someone you love. There is the grief you do your best to keep locked away and there is the void that the memories don’t quite fill. Still, we

Questioning Sanity
Reaching the gates of sanity; I pause to ponder the point of it all. Do I really feel or is feeling only imagined? Does the pain I feel wreaking havoc on my soul; just self torment brought on by the fear of being alone? Am I truly even sane? Is reality for you the same as reality for me; or am I just fooling myself into believing I was ever normal... Hell hath no furry like a woman insane... Reaching into the depths of my soul I pull on everything that has kept me grounded. Praying that its enough to keep me here... Knowing that at any moment I could lose faith and fall... Into the abyss that many call insanity.. The question I cannot answer...for myself or any other troubled soul searching for reason... Is there really sanity left in the world?

That Special Feeling
My body thrashed upon my bed, Thoughts of him inside my head. "Only a dream, he'll never be here" I wanted to scream, I was driven by fear That after the years of longing and need, Off my willing body he would never feed. A soft kiss touched me and my eyes were open Before me- the vampire of which I'd rarely spoken. So warm but so strong, a beautiful sight Seen so many times, yet so much more real that night. He looked at me and showed that devious smile. His demons began to come through...he hadn't danced in a while. A pale arm extended, led his hand to trace Along every curve of my frightened face. I closed my eyes seeing now he was real Mixed array of longing emotions I began to feel. He leaned forward and kissed me with strong intent There my heart stopped, my mind was bent. "Speak to me," he said, "I need to hear your voice." But my lips couldn't move, it was not by my choice. "Perhaps, my love, I'll hear you make other sounds..." That wicked man snickered as

The Truth
Well here i go.In my life i've lied to girlz about loven them. never had loved one at all that is till five months ago when i meet her the girl of my dreams, the one who makes me smile when ive had a bad day simply by hearen her say hello.if you think i dont know what love is, your wrong i love my family,my friends, not untill know i have never felt love for one other person,but when you cant sleep at night because that person got hurt by dumb shit you did or that you know your gonna lose them because you did something so dumb and you cant rewind just cuz you know in your mind it was all just a lie to the other person, and know the person you do love probebly thinks that what u've said to her is a lie as well,when you know that everything you've told them about your past n your feelings for them are not a lie its the truth n there the only one that knows about things in your past that have made you who you are today sitten here writen this wishen you could talk to them and work things

Murphys Sex Laws.lol
Murphys Sex Laws 1. The more beautiful the woman is who loves you, the easier it is to leave her with no hard feelings. 2. Nothing improves with age. 3. No matter how many times you’ve had it, if it’s offered take it, because it’ll never be quite the same again. 4. Sex has no calories. 5. Sex takes up the least amount of time and causes the most amount of trouble. 6. There is no remedy for sex but more sex. 7. Sex appeal is 50% what you’ve got and 50% what people think you’ve got. 8. No sex with anyone in the same office. 9. Sex is like snow; you never know how many inches you are going to get or how long it is going to last. 10. A man in the house is worth two in the street. 11. If you get them by the balls, their hearts and minds will follow. 12. Virginity can be cured. 13. When a man’s wife learns to understand him, she usually stops listening to him. 14. Never sleep with anyone crazier than yourself. 15. The qualities that most attract

I'd Do Her
I'd do her by: Raso If her vulva's not pink but it doesn't stink...I'd do her If she's the queen of all whores but doesn't have any soars...I'd do her If she has no tits but swallows not spits...I'd do her If she looks like a mutt but takes it in the butt...I'd do her If she wets her bed but gives great head...I'd do her If she has no legs but can cook scrambled eggs...I'd do her If she has 12 toes but doesn't pick her nose...I'd do her If she constantly nags but her boobs don't sag...I'd do her If she's on the rag but doesn't gag...I'd do her If she's a total bitch but doesn't have the itch...I'd do her Who am I kidding, I'd do any chick without an adams apple...and even then...well..I'd have to be totally drunk.

Woo-hoo Pls Help Me Out....
The Contest will start tomorrow Wednesday 17th October 2007 @ 6pm GMT, 10am PST, 12pm CST, 1pm EST, & will end Wednesday 31st October 10pm GMT, 2pm PST, 4pm CST, 5pm EST (I think these time differences are right LOL please tell me if they're not).

Life Is Unfair!!
Today I had to go over to my Brother's who was in a very serious accident over two weeks ago to help him out. While I was there he had fallen out of his wheelchair, and by the time I got to the room to help him. He was crawling to his wheelchair. Now my Brother is a very strong man, but he lost his foot and part of his leg in this accident. I am having a VERY hard time tonight. To watch someone u love and respect trying to get his life back to normal, and the struggles he is facing (is kinds hard). Pleas do not for one moment take the simple thing sin life for granted!!

The Maturity Of Some People...
It's amazing and unbelieve at the measures that some people go through just to be a shit disturber. For the last few days I've been harassed, talked down to and talked shit about but a real 'mature' person. The endless limits that this person goes through to cause ripples between me and someone that I really do care about. Who is this person?? What hurts the most is that this person whom I do care about feels or felt that I had something to do with this. I'm very sensitive when it comes to people that I care about. I know all this is just the net and just senseless drama, but enough is enough. I'm down because that the person I care about thinks what he thinks. I mean I don't care for this person for nothing. I don't call him every morning on my way to work. I don't sit there and be close to being late for work because I talk to him. I wouldn't care if I didn't take the time to call him during my breaks or text him here and there to let him know I've missed him. Why would I do

Help Help Help Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee
To all my friends and the comments bombers............... My friend need help in a contest,she need all the help,So please please please people click on this pic and help her with a rate and 20 comments from each cause she is worth it,and all your love will be returned. show this great person some love:):):)and tell him that Wild Cat sent you.... luv y'all :P:P have a marvelous evening! hugs and kisses WildCat

Friendship
a cardboard box could be my home no heat and no tv no radio to play my favorite songs no paper when i pee no bitter wine no sugar sweet no dollar bills for material things yet with your hand im still complete your friendship binds once more im whole again im free

Guardians
Guardians There was once a time when They ruled our Earth All the land was owned by them The mighty beasts of Dragons. Rulers of the seas and oceans Kings of the Sky and Sun; Queens of the Stars and Moon They were the Guardians of the Earth. Then came Man Demanding and commanding Driving them from all their dwellings Into dark caverns to lie in. The Dragons took flight as freedom was theirs Where to, no one knows - but Don't the Sun and Moon still rise? Don't the waves still wash upon the shore? If they had left our Earth for good There'd be no sunlight There'd be no rain: Nothing would live again. Until the day they decide to wake To leave all Earth in the hands of Man, always will the Dragons be The Guardians of The Earth.

Drowning
Listening to the sound of my breath as I wait for the water to creep in. Slowly feeling the pain of all these years rise to the surface. Wanting to end this as quickly as possible but knowing it will take time. My pulse a ready beat of anticipation as steadily the water rises. Feeling the weight on my skin the air in my lungs still. A searing pain; aching; burning; making me want to open my mouth and draw another breath. Fighting to remain still I feel my vision getting darker. Knowing it won't be long now my pulse racing with fear, pain, and anticipation. Forcing myself to close my eyes I feel the world spinning. I open my mouth to breath one last time; finally unable to resist a moment longer. As the water fills my lungs with its salty cold existence. The final weight of resistance subsides; I feel as if I can breath again. Cloudy but no longer black is my vision. My heart no longer beating at its fierce pace; but steady and calm. Am I dead or simply dreaming; which I do not

Threw With The Bullshit.. My Line Has Been Crossed
WARNING: Tons of foul language. Sorry!! You know, normally I am pretty good at controlling my temper. Yes, I get mad. Yes, I am a bitch. Yes, I have arguments. Yes, I am a very outspoken person at times. BUT it takes a lot for me to get mad enough to say something. I can usually just hold it inside for the time being, and eventually it will just fade away. This time I can't though. And rather than go find the piece of shit and punch them in their face, I am just going to vent here. Knockin their ass out will only give me temporarily relief, then I'd be sittin in jail and no one is worth that mess. For those of you that I talk to on a regular basis, you already know that I am struggling right now with Rick's attitude and listening skills. *Sigh* I try to have as much patience as possible with him, because he's four, and all kids at this age go through the same thing. It's just a process that all parents have to go through at some point or another. Yes, my

I Think My Roommate Is Trying To Kill Me.
As I lay slumbering this morning….I’m in the midst of the most wonderful dream…….corset is being slowly tightened from behind…….hair lifted and brushed over my shoulder as a small kiss and nibble is placed at the nape of my neck…..then suddenly…. “Hey, are you going to get up and take the kids to school?” I glare at the clock…..trying to focus….trying to find my voice …..”what time is it?” I groan huskily…. “6:30.…..I just got home from work and I am beat.” she says over her shoulder as she heads for her bed….. I do quick calculations in my mind…ok, as fast as my sleep numbed mind can handle and realize, damn….I have less than 20 minutes to dress evil children……..get teeth brushed…..hair brushed and put up in pigtails……..and not to mention that the roommate could have at least made me coffee before she went to her room…but no, there is no coffee…. I stumble out of bed…..walk to evil children’s room and open the door….oh, those little girls look so sweet when they are sleepi

I Want Someone
I want someone wanting to hear what I have to say Even if its about nothing If I’m talking about my day, or if I’m talking about my future… Even though I may change a light bulb with the power left on I want someone who thinks I’m brilliant because I have the ability to light up their room I want someone who isn’t afraid to tell me like it is instead of later telling me like it was… I want someone who thinks I’m a 10 even though Cosmo says Size 7s are the new 4 I want someone who has seen me at my worst and still thinks I’m sexy…and not just “cute” I want someone who doesn’t want to leave because they don’t want to spend time away from me I want someone who will play with my hair when I’m falling asleep because they don’t want to wake me, but can’t keep their hands off me I want someone who understands that I’m not perfect and still thinks I’m amazing I want someone who knows that I get stressed out that I’m busy, that I get irritated, that I’m affected that I clea

Sick Of This Place
im really starting to get sick and tired of the shit here at fubar. I have a lot of friends here but i also have a lot of people that i just dont get along with. Those people are the ones that makes this place a place i dont even care to be at anymore. It seems everytime i place a mumm, some asshole has to mark it NSFW and i'll tell ya, that gets old. I now have people marking some of my stash as well. Im about to start a petition or something for babyjesus to change the shit that needs changed or i'll be leaving this site. i will let all of you know and if you wanna join me in another site, that would be great. xoxoxo

If Tomorrow Never Comes
>> If I knew it would be the last time> that I'd see you fall asleep,> I would tuck you in more tightly> and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.> > If I knew it would be the last time> that I see you walk out the door,> I would give you a hug and kiss> and call you back for one more.> > If I knew it would be the last time> I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,> I would video tape each action and word,> so I could play them back day after day.> > If I knew it would be the last time,> I could spare an extra minute or two> to stop and say "I love you,"> instead of assuming, you would know I do.> > If I knew it would be the last time> I would be there to share your day,> well I'm sure you'll have so many more,> so I can let just this one slip away.> > For surely there's always tomorrow> to make up for an oversight,> and we always get a second chance> to make everything right.> > There will always be another day to say our "I love> you's",> And certainly there's another chance to say our>

Fuck Or Pass
hey, this ones kinda funny, so what the hell...... There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this shit's funny.. YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies.. There is at least one person on your friends list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" an see who has the guts 2 tell u.... Don't be a bitch and not re-post it....lol

Robots
>> A man walked into a very high-tech restaurant in a fancy hotel. As he >> waited to be seated, he noticed that the Maitre ' D was a robot. >> The robot clicked to attention and said, "Sir, there is a one hour wait. >> I am programmed to converse with you until a table is ready, If you >> please." Intrigued, the man said, "OK." >> ~ >> The robot clicked a couple more times and then asked, "Sir, what is your >> IQ?" >> The man answered, "Oh, about 164. >> The robot then proceeded to discuss the theory of relativity, >> Interstellar space travel, the latest medical breakthroughs, etc. >> ~ >> The man was most impressed. The next day he returned, But thought he >> would try a different tack. The robot again asked, "What is your IQ, >> sir?" This time the man answered, "Oh, about 100". So the robot started >> discussing NASCAR racing , the latest basketball scores, and what to >> expect the Red Sox to do this weekend. >> ~ >> The guy had to try it one more time. So the n

Devotion
Your hands on my skin, wet lips on mine, indulgent; receiving kisses that spill from your mouth and melt into my body. Your sensual touch awakening butterflies inside of me. Silent smiles in the dark. Your smooth stomach on mine, soft shoulders, warm thighs. Your teeth on my neck as I press your body against mine. "I love you." Nothing but devotion between our beating hearts. Your tongue caresses my own, hands search for breasts. We are eager bodies, lovers anxious for proof that love is tangible. It's an early morning yearning asking if we have to sleep today and telling me to never let you go

The Touch
She sits quizzically so innocent and sweet. Like a child with grace and beauty not even Venus could defeat. Like a goddess herself she smiles as he draws nearer and nearer not at all a deception, there are no guiles. It is a touch that leads to a kiss from a kiss to a deeper touch from the deeper touch comes immense bliss. She lays herself down gently closing her eyes. She feels her skin is soft and softer growing. A gentle want grows in her thighs. Like a cloak his body surrounds her Soft like velvet and tough like a tree the harder of him is what she'd prefer. The mouth to her neck gentle kisses to her breasts and to her haven a peck It soon becomes a working rhythm grasping at life and emotion the world disappearing around them. Pushing aside, push comes harder a moan to a scream, a breath to a pant... and it seems as though love gets smarter. What was once so good now becomes great both in anticipation of each other unable to hold longer and wait. A final

Yeah
so its been a boring day.except for when will came by.now im talkin to someone really special and its his birthday.just wanted to say i love you more as a friend everyday.hopefully we can hang out sometime.hope your birthdays as wonderful as you.love you.

Well I Suck....
dont think target is going to keep me much longer, guess i thought i was doing better then i accully was...so i wouldent be suprized if come next week i wont have a job any more....guess will see....its offical i fucking suck, cant even keep a normal job for a few months...

Hopeless Romantic
Things i like to do when in a relationship: 1-whisper sweet nothings in ear. 2-kiss all over, specialy on back of kneck. 3-leave little notes says corny loveyou's and whatnots. 4-give massages. 5-go for walks hand and hand. 6-cuddle and snuggle. 7-lay around and talk about everything and anything. 8-get playful and tickle or what ever it takes to ease a stressfull day. 9-make love for more than just an hour. 10-give flowers. 11-caress face. 12-remind them how beautiful they are. 13-go out on date nights and have fun with them. 14-be a best friend. 15-love to please any way i can to see them happy and smiling. there are more things, but will leave it up to you ladies imaginations.

My Forbidden Thoughts
The passion of your kisses And your harmless flirting, Turns me on all the while, For the way you look at me, With those affectionate glances, Oh, it melts my heart away, And I realize you're a wonderful dream come true, Cause when I feel your touch upon my body, I get all these erotic feelings inside of me, And I wish to feel your tender bites, All over my naked wet skin, So I could feel the rhythm of your heart. My darling... You take me to another dimension With your love, And your playful touching, Our warm bodies together... Yearning and craving with desire, So when you hold me close, It makes me feel whole, As you take everything out of me including my soul, I cherish every moment with you, All the moments that we are together are all unforgettable, It's like being in paradise, I love you so much... That I want the whole world to know, All my forbidden thoughts are of you.

What Do You Choose
The Hour of the Wolf is the time between night and dawn, from about 4 to 5 a.m. The Hour of the Wolf is when lost lovers come back to be held in your arms one last time or to haunt you with what could have been. It's the Hour where life waits in a moment of transition between the darkness and the light, waiting in infinite patience for what is to come. The Hour of the Wolf is the Hour when one must decide if they are forever stuck in a time that has passed and can't move on from that point. It's the Hour where one must decide to embrace the coming dawn and welcome it's warmth or stay with the Wolf in the darkness of that eternal night....

Reasons People Wear Band Shirts.
People buy and wear band shirts for several reasons: 1. They want to support the band. Last time I checked, bands make music, not clothing. You're not supporting CKY, you're supporting American Apparel. I support birth control, but I'm not going to walk around all day with a condom on my dick. People download songs for free off the internet then spend the price of an album on a shirt with the band's logo. I know bands don't make much off album sales, and if you're really that fixated on supporting the band financially, just send them a check for $25 and dodge the production cost of the shirt. 2. They believe musical preference is a large factor in determining one's personality. My opinion: Musical preference has nothing to do with who someone is. The coolest people I know listen to the strangest crap. One of my best friends is totally gangstered out and he listens to Enya every night. What music do you think Maddox listens to? If you said Brazillan jazz,

Tetris Is Very Sexual Game.
The other night I thought I turned into a Tetris piece. I floated around my room singing analogously and changing shapes and wondering what I would say to other Tetrii if they knocked on my door. Then I fantasized about sticking myself into another group of Tetris pieces and it it occured to me the sexual nature of the game. It was a big enlightening moment at the time. In the Tetris world, the fatter the girl, the more satisfying the sex would be. But it wouldn't really be that satisfying because you can only stick it in once, ever. Then you explode. Imagine if you could never go backwards in life. You'd just walk down the sidewalk and keep walking forwards. You can move left and right, but never back. And if you happen to come across a hot girl, you could stick it in her once and that's it. Imagine this - what if we are Tetris pieces in a game programmed by four dimensional creatures? And they're allowed to go backwards in TIME, but we're not. Wouldn't sex be great if you

Dear Child
Dear Child April Terry Listen to your heart, Dear child. Cast aside your train of thought. The only way throw this, Is but shutting up ones mind, And letting the heart, Seek the freedom, That it shall need. Do not be afraid, Dear child, For I am always with you, Holding your hand, In your time of need, Carrying you, When you’re too weak to walk, Or stand on your own. Stand up tall, Dear child. Walk forward on this path, Show yourself who you are, Proving that with me, You can do anything. For you already know, What happens without me. Listen up closely, Dear child. Your heart is speaking. It knows what it wants, And how to get it, And it shall all be yours. You need only to be patience, And do as it says.

Battle On!
hahahaha! myself and the floor manager have just stricken a deal. he has to "take my life" before Halloween or he loses. I'm seriously gonna have to watch my step now. I don't know exactly what happens if I win, but I don't plan on losing. God I love working here. :D So what's everyone up to this morning?

Calling All Fans And Barflys!
Hey Everyone: Need your help! Could use some help here with my music and the charts. My songs are now on www.Reverbnation.com on the country charts and also on wwwmyspace.com/LarryMigliore Please stop by and give them a play or two, I'd appreciate the help moving them up. You can also hear a bunch of my songs on my website www.LarryMigliore.com Don't forget to tune in to Jody on the Round Up Show All the best to all, and thanks for those photo ratings and for becoming fans! Regards, Larry

For Devin
I'm thinking of you today Devin, But that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday And the day before that too. I will think of you forever I love and miss you so. Your end came fast and sudden No time to say goodbye. You were gone before I knew it God knows the reason why. Dear God, please take him this message To heaven up above. Tell him how much I miss him And give him all my love. Each time I see your picture You seem to smile and say Don't cry I'm only sleeping We'll meet again someday

My Venus Side H As Awaken :) Dream Or Real
Dream or Real Though I can’t touch you Or lay next to you I can feel your passion Your hunger, your desire through everything you say thrilling my body Filling my love nest With a flaming heat My hand caresses Between my thighs My mind Tells me its your caress Your kisses I close my eyes Oh sweet baby I can feel The heat of your breath Your warm wet tongue Your mouth sucking My rosy nipples Puckering they hardened Oh baby, it feels So good You know how to bring them to life Honey nibble on them’ Little love bites Is this a dream Or is real Slowly oh baby Sweet kisses continue On and on Down my body You spread my legs Your sweet lips Burning heat Dipping your fingers within Tongue exploring Where they’ve been Hot and juicy Sucking on my clit Flaming bud upon your lips Licking, sucking Fingers playing I’m out of my mind Is it a dream Or is real You slowly rise Standing proud Huge hard Erection Honey glide your cock bury it deep

He's Gone....
Well, I posted last blog on his bday, lol, he's gone & has been for bout 3 wks I guess...It's been peaceful & the kids really have adjusted well.. they seem like different girls in a way, so much happier. My oldest said she was just glad to not hear the fighting anymore, that broke my heart, my youngest doesn't say anything really. I know they want us together but not if there's the fighting. They love going to his place, guess cuz it's a new plc to them but it breaks my heart that they want to be there so much...I feel like they don't want to be w/me or talk to me, that I'm a failure & it is all my fault. He doesn't tell them that but it is..Sometimes I think I should just go back so everyone else is happy. Anyway, I know it'll take time to adjust to all of this, them being gone, me having a room mate & her son & we do things so differently but are gr8 friends...I also, have someone I care very much about but not sure how he's feeling, sometimes it seems all good then things change so

Aight
ok the past few weeks ive noticed a change in certain "friends" on here and I jus wanna get some stuff off my chest about things some of u are doing that really gets to me. Here r some things not to do 1. dont lie 2. manipulate Basically dont bullshit me. Ive too old for highschool bullshit. Dont come to me sayin o i miss u or o i love u or hey wats up stranger, when Im the one puttin myself out there to be ur friend or even get to know u. Dont be like o im busy wit this or im busy with that or im never on when i fuckin see u on my page daily or checkin a bulletin everytime I post it. If u aint tryin to get to know me, then dont watse my time. If u have a man, talkin to sum1, or u are about to be involved wit sum1, dont fuckin hide it, or sugar coat it like it aint a big deal. Tell me the truth. be real so I kno, y u have gottin distant or better yet tell me so I wont waste my time trying to get to kno u better or flirtin wit u. Its fucked up cuz 2 people told me

What Kind Of Sex Should U Have? Plz Leave Comment.
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?KinkyYou like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.Sex/Intimacy Quizzes

Damn It!!! I Need A New Corset!!!! Ut
Now those who know me well, know that I love corsets....I love to be corseted...I love the way a corset makes me feel....sexy as hell!!! So once again I am in search for yet another corset.....I loosened up my fingers and started to search the web for the perfect corseter...and I found this wonderful website, which of course has the most beautiful corsets that are custom made for the wearer..... Dark Garden Now I've never been able to afford a custom corset...so whenever I find a site that makes them perfectly...I set and dream of myself wearing something like the one above, or when I'm in my bad librarian mode.....this one now just think of me with reading glasses perched on the end of my nose as I .....well, let's not get carried away here.... I'll let your imagination roam from here. So since I will not be getting one of these wonderful custom corsets, I think I should start the Magenta need a new corset fund....of course pictures will have to be taken in variou

Project Playlist By Brat
Step By Step On How To Add A ProjectPlaylist Playlist to Your Profile Click on "Add your playlist to myspace or facebook" Then Click on "Get the playlist code for myspace, facebook, blogger, hi5 or any other site" Click on the myspace code Choose which playlist you want to add to your page choose if you want your playlist to autoplay, randomly play and the color you want Right click on the html and go to cut or copy in the white box Paste the html into the music section of your profile.

Love
Love Longed for and awaited Yet constantly disillusioned The dream is never true But endlessly rolls on screen I would tell my love Words will come but are mute I talk to all but her The world is wise to my heart My heart lifts to her Then slinks diffidently away What for this fright I can neither tell nor kiss Ever winding twisting stairs Bring me closer to the light

Pictures....
Does anyone who is a so called bouncer look at the pics that are marked as NSFW... NOT SAFE FOR WORK... ive had 2 pictures recently marked as this CRAP both of these pics that were marked are saying picuters.. nothing is bad or perverted or even racey about them. So in retrospect... SOME STUPID FUCK IS MARKING RANDOM PICTURES AS NSFW.... and noone is actually checking them to make sure they are? ok.. so whos not doing their job ... the bouncers checking the pics? .. or the bouncers.. dealing with idiots on the site? Don't get me wrong i love the site and wish i could be on more often then i am right now.. but when i sign on and see that i have had pics marked as NSFW and check them and find out they are crap pics that are marked... i get a lil peeved... So someone tell me what im supposed to think... or do.. should i not care and just say FUCK IT AND FUCK THOSE WHO ARE PRICKS... Or.. should i worry and comment like i am about it all.. in hopes that someone someonewhere

Friend
A friend is always there for u in the good times and the bad-- a "real" friend doesnt move in with u and sit on their ass and wait for u to support them. a is not a good friend when they sit at ur house and do absolutely nothing and expects u to support them all the way in one way they are useing u .You tell them to find a job and they ignored you --should u let them stay or tell them to hit the road

Angel In Disguise
You're my angel in disguise You read my soul with your eyes Your spirit has entered my heart And it's my hope we never part For you are so special to me, Without you, my heart would weep bitterly. You're my angel in disguise Your love comforts my cries At night you guide me through the strife And it is for that, my dear angel, I owe you my life.

Adore
I've written many lines quite easy to find All I had to see was you in my mind Thoughts so clear and bright Brought me a whole new world from darkness to light A picture is worth a thousand words! Only if it begins with I love you This much is true I'd search high and low for just a glimpse of you! Goes to the antage "What more can I do for you?" You touch a place in me long since withdrawn! Your warmth and presence brought me from hiding I hid all ! No sense lying I was a cold person! Didn't care bout dying With you in my life !So now I'm fighting! You gave me reason to go on You are the words to a true Love song I will keep you in my heart for evermore It's you my Love I truly Adore.

Chipped Teeth And Hollow Eyes
I wonder if anything he ever said to me was real. Or original. Everything he [n]ever meant was quoted from someone else. A line stolen to fit the moment. A phrase to make it [epic] They asked me what had happened to me All I could say was- “I am lacking class… therefore I lack beauty…” I am [ugly]. And I [hate]. I won’t ask for your forgiveness. I use to sneak vodka into assemblies And spend all my days popping [perfection] pills. But it seems I haven’t found the proper dosage. I’m still [mediocre]. It all seems to hurt a little more than it should. Loving those that don’t love me back. Sobriety for someone who doesn’t really care. I woke up this morning and thought [“Today is a good day to destroy myself”] Won't you join me?

Once A Cheater Always A Cheater True Or False?
There was a survey I just did.. that most of you wont read.. but more might read this one... [09] Do you believe the statement, once a cheater always a cheater? I dont.... because people do have the ability to change.. they or most people choose to not to.. cause its easier.. doing what is expected.. Everyone has the chance to be something better than what they are... I will say this.. I cheated once... and I told my boyfriend at the time I did.. that was harder than hell to go through,... I learned from it.. Its easier telling the person you dont wanna be with them.. (now I know I dont do that step the right way a lot of the times.. but its something I working on..) So if your a person who people deem you to the once a cheater always a cheater... You should shock them.. know you have the power to change yourself.. and know you can do it.. dont always do what is expected.... then and only then... you will find out who you truly are..

Things To Think About
Random Thoughts by Raso If Jesus had a brother do you think Mary and Joseph would ever say "why can't you be more like your brother Jesus"? Why are whipped cream and chocolate sauce sexy considering all guys get a boner over steak. Why do people ask how many licks does it take to get to the tootsie roll center of a tootsie pop......have you people seen the movie? It was Dustin Hoffman in drag. Why do women say men are pigs? .....does that make women pig fuckers? People say Richard Gere is a freak because he stuffed a gerbil up his ass....do the gerbil's friends think that their buddy is a freak as well? How come Catholic priests can't get it through their head that sex in the workplace is wrong? If a rolling stone gathers no moss why does Keith Richards look like a spore?. Why do people shave their pubic hair? Don't they realize how many homeless crabs are out there? People eat mints for bad breath, why hasn't anyone come up with an ass mint yet? Wh

I Think I Am Done With Fubar
This site has had its ups and downs since I have signed on to it back in February. It was new and exciting for a while. I met some great people on here as well. Without Fubar, i would have never met Martin and for that I am grateful. I consider myself to be a nice person. I do anything for anyone and I don't like hurting people's feelings, at least not on purpose. I had a miserable Fubar day yesterday with the whole contest thing. Having 4 people keep coming into my picture constantly to check up on me and then keep coming into my profile constantly. I consider that stalking! These ladies must have been afraid I was going to catch up to "their family member" in the contest. Accused me of bashing other contestants and the hosts. I will just say this, that is not what happened. This is make believe. People can be anyone or anything on this site. Sad. I am who I am and I don't pretend to be something I am not on here. I tell the truth. I don't lie. I have a big

Wtf
Wtf ok wtf lol lets c how this crap cums out cause i have sum shit 2 bitch about and im stoned so y not lol..... OK whats the big fucken deal with solutes and y would u not add sum 1 if they dont fucken have 1, i tried and was denied so y in the fuck would i want 2 waist my time 2 make another fuck that fucken bull sheit, lol ok that last bong hit made me 4git about what else i was goin to bitch about, oh well fuck it, if it was pissin me off then i would have remembered it but oh fucken well later 2 who ever reads this and piece the fuck out lol

I'm Back
Hey guys as you know i went on vacation for a few days and something happened. I met a really awesome girl and after spending some time with her we have decided to start dating. I will still be online and am willing to chat with everyone but it cannot go above a PG rating. Take care all i love all yall and hope for the best for you. i may on be on for another couple of days from unpacking and getting myu stuff put away. bye all.

What Do I Do Now??
Hi everyone well here it is..you see i have a boyfriend whome i love more than you could imagin. but his ex girl is his best friend and it has been nothing but problems..you see we fight constantly and she is always involved its either us fighting because i bitch that she won't leave us alone ever or he gets mad because he thinks i am controlling him..at first i thought that he must still love her and want to be with her but he has had a million chances because she still loves him... i don't care if they talk but i flipped out on him because he was going to spend the night at her house with their son... i know i sound messed up cuz its his kid but the whole reason i even had an issue was because he lied to me before and said she was not there and she really was so now i do not trust them together even though supposabally nothing happend that night its the fact that i did not believe she would not be there. the night he recently was asked to stay he left me and went, supposabally she wa

Experience
distortions - manipulations of the magnitude. multitude. identifiable? latent meaning manifesting in a way which leaves interpretation a process not of logic, but maybe you get it. maybe you don't. exploiting the expected endeavors of innocence. ignorance. a slip a coincidence make it what you want. strategy remains a skill not everyone can know it for what it is there's the rib - that made me what I am. to uncover... can this be the game? let who come over? still there whether or not you know they have found it and were also secretly informed. revel in the bliss tripping is easy and falling is fun - flat on your face - then you too shall know.

Official Wicked Dollz Model Application
Interested In Becoming A Wicked Doll?? Wicked Dollz is based out of the DFW, TX area. And the models are from ALL over the world!!! We are selecting only a select few 15 (perhaps more depends on who all applies) to be a part of the Wicked Dollz family and represent us with pride. (More in the future) VERY IMPORTANT: Please make sure your local laws allow you to pose nude before applying. Must be 18 years of age or older to apply. We are looking for women sizes 4-26, with the Wicked Dollz look! Must have Piercings & Tattoos. Goth, Freak, Rockabilly, Punk, Retro, Juggalettes is their way of life not just a look!!! If you think you we have described you then feel free to apply! At the moment we are not able to pay the model, although in the future we hope that we can and we will be doing so. There is A LOT in store for Wicked Dollz Inc. Just stay tuned!!!! We wish to have models apply that believe they have what it takes to be a Wicked Dollz and will stick with us

Ohio Health Freedom Coalition
According to the World Health Report the United States spends more than any other country on it's health care system yet the US ranks 37th for overall performance. All the while, consumers are routinely denied access to a type of healthcare that can be less expensive, less invasive, and often more effective simply because it is not considered mainstream. Complementary and Alternative health practices involve a great many services. None of which require the use of pharmaceutical drugs, surgery, or other toxic or invasive methods. A number of these services are procured from practitioners who are not members of licensed professional groups that can lobby for favorable laws. These services include reflexology, polarity, rolfing, hypnotherapy, naturopathy, reiki, nutritional counseling, and many others. Currently in Ohio, many of these practitioners can be charged criminally for practicing medicine or other modalities that have not spent the money to be recognized by the state

My Girl!
Check Her Out! Now you all know that I like to help others on here, and I have someone I would like for you to meet..:) Show her why I have such an obsession with Fubar would ya? SHow her love like you do me..:) OrangeCloud_1@ fubar

Whiners And Crybabies
I wonder allot why people bother to come online in the first place. It seems like to me and maybe it's just the cynical part of me, but there's a metric ton of unhappy people that come online, here, other forums to try to get happy, or to let everyone else know how unhappy they are. Who cares, really? I mean, if I was best friends or close friends with someone I'd certainly try to help. Should the masses really care what these individuals think, when all they do is rant, rave and cry about how life isn't fair to them? I personally get tired of hearing it. I don't make a habit of bitching and moaning about all my stupid stuff that goes on. I don't see why everyone else needs to take that point of view either. It does get frustrating for me, I'm sure other folks have varying opinions, but I for one am to the point I really just ignore all that now.

Things I Think About Everyday
Life is full of surprizes...Look I know what people say, but the thing is you can't judge a book by its' cover until you read it right or wrong? Well I am sorry if me telling the truth isn't right, but you know a person can only hold things in for a period of time before they can't take it anymore... Like one people say I am not ugly...Heres what I have to say to it. Quit lying cuz i know I am and i am not a shame to admit to it either. If you was shy growing up and didn't talk to anyone and when you asked gurls out. Well after you heard them tell ya to get out their face cuz you were ugly or cuz growing up your family wanted to treat you like shit. You'd say the same thing. Yeah I can honestly say growing up asking women out...I was told I was ugly or slapped in the face and kicked in the balls, or even lied on cuz they didn't like me... Lets say it was you ok. How would you feel after trying so hard in life and you was the black sheep to everything even to your own fam

Bathtub Test...
The Bathtub Test During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. 'Well,' said the Director, 'we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub.' 'Oh, I understand,' said the visitor. 'A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup.' 'No.' said the Director, 'A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?' ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Some Thing To Think About
As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom,in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine &beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

A$$hole's Contest
Our favorite A$$hole is in a contest. Please stop by and show him your love and support. He need 10,000 comments to get either a VIP or one week blast. I would consider it a personal favor if you drop him some comments. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Need Your Salutes Please....
Alright, a friend of mine, Chris and I have a bet going to see who can get more salutes by tonight. The only "prize" is going to be bragging rights but that's how we roll. :0)Please send me your salute photos so I can show him I'm way better than he is!!!!! Thank you... For those of you who don't know what I mean....you need to write my name: *Mistress Panttherlady* (two "t's" in Panttherlady)on your body or paper or something and take a pic with it, then send to me. I'll post them in a folder on my page.

Welcome To Fubar!
There are a lot of new people her on Fubar, so I thought I would try and help everyone at the same time. Wow..its getting harder to help everyone individually..LOL As much as I would like to..:) So as a basic rule..its all about leveling and getting points..LOL First you Rate there profile, then you fan them, and then you add them as a friend..:) Pretty simple...After that if you want you can rate pics and do comments..:) (word of advise: its and unwritten rule that you don't rate below a 10 or more, otherwise you are considered a downrater, and thats no fun..LOL) Other than that you can find anymore information you need in the Fubar Bible..:) Have fun with this!..:) Hugs and kisses! Copy and paste this link http://www.fubar.com/bible.php

The Witches Of Minot And Portobello
Just where do the pointed hats witches wear come from? I was just thinking about that before starting today's entry where I was going to tell you that we've already got the costumes Sarah and Jeffrey will be wearing for Halloween; Martha and Mary were out to get Sarah's costume on Sunday afternoon and they brought home this especially cute black dress and pointed hat both with pink trim. We already have tights for Sarah to wear as well -- we got them and other clothes from Sarah's godparents on my side of the family, my brother Bob and his fiancee Diann last Christmas -- and sometimes I think it fits her personality. Jeffrey gets to wear a hand-me-down tiger costume which my mom originally made for my second-oldest niece Callie (who's in her late twenties now) and it's since gone down through every grandchild. Jeffrey makes my mom's twenty-first grandchild, so it took a while to get to him . . . orange overalls, stripes on the sides, a cap with standout ears, and even a tail. As f

Domestic Violence
I have too much to do today really express my thoughts on this, though it would probably put my mind to ease and clear my head if I did. On the way to this morning's meeting, I was listening to the radio and during the news, they had a segment on Domestic Violence Awareness in PA and they were kicking off a campaign. That is a great thing. Everything that can be done to stop the violence should be. People should know their options, the programs to help them, where to go, what to do. The state legislator heading it, provided statistics about how many women are abused. It is really terrible just how many women are abused. And it needs to stop. I commend her for her efforts. At the same time, I would express my deep disappointment. You see, every statistic, every reference was about women being abused. For someone promoting the awareness of Domestic Violence, she has failed. Because she forgot me. And she forgot those who are like me. Society accepts that women of every col

Single Again Unfortunetly
I am starting to wonder if The Damned are not ment to be happy because I am single again and this time it was not my fault. I guess when you date someone 14 years older then you and is having a midlife crisis and menopause I guess you get the bad end of the stick. My last relationship prior to this well I fumbled the ball and things were trying to get better and then last month with me being in a relationship pissed off a few ladies which was never my intention to hurt them. Seems like no one truely understands me, not my family, not even my own close friends. Sad aint it? So being single does have its ups and downs but I dont like to be single. I suppose no one does.

Friends
friendship is love but not in love friendship is a secret never to be told friendship is a shoulder to cry on friendship is not having to say sorry but do friendship is not judging no matter what friendship is someone to run too when things are tough friendship is a hand to hold when things are so rough friendship is someone to laugh with not at you freindship is just knowing they are there my freind is all of these hope you have one just like her...

The Salesman
The Salesman He sold it in the usual way, Led him down the primrose trail, Made promises he knew were unreal, His ultimate goal under a veil. The victim signed up with no regard, He knew a good deal when he saw one, The fine print was not really clear, Just legalese that could be un-done. Surely enough, just as they agreed, He enjoyed riches beyond his belief, He made enemies and sealed their fate, It was all in the deal, all in the brief. In retrospect things looked better on paper, Shoulda been more careful, can’t believe I fell, For the oldest trick on the planet, The salesman was Satan – welcome to Hell. Copyright Steve Britt 23 July 1996

Remember Our Firefighters
I have always thought that angels, wore halos and wings of white. But now I find they wear hard hats and black coats with yellow stripes. And angels, in my mind, wore long flowing gowns of white. But now I see dark pants and shirts and badges shining bright. And angels always floated, with bare feet above the ground. Not true! For they wear steel toed boots and go where death is found. Not all angels have smooth hands that look like porcelain. Some angels have torn gloves and cuts and burns upon their skin. And while I thought all angels glowed from heavens light. I see an angel cutting steel, his torch is shining bright. And while these earthly angels passed buckets of debris, The angels up in heaven looked down on bended knee. So while the smoke continued to rise into the sky, I watched the rescue workers weep, I've seen the angels cry.

Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast
1 (15 ounce) can crushed tomatoes in puree 1 cup beef stock or chicken stock 1/2 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 teaspoon dried basil 1/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes 1 bay leaf 1/2 teaspoon cayenne 1/2 teaspoon fresh ground black pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt 3 lbs chuck roast, lean, trimmed of fat, cut into 1 1/2 inch thick steaks 2 tablespoons olive oil 2 onions, chopped 3 stalks celery, chopped 1 green bell pepper, chopped 4 garlic cloves, minced 2 tablespoons flour Not the one? See other Crock Pot Cajun Pot Roast Recipes * Main Dish * Crock Pot Main Dish * Southern U.S. Main Dish * Beef Roast Main Dish * Low Sodium Main Dish 1. Add tomatoes, stock, thyme, basil, red pepper flakes and bay leaf to the crock pot set on high; mix well. 2. Mix cayenne, black pepper, and salt. Rub well into the roast. 3. Heat a cast iron pan, add oil and brown meat on all sides. Add to crock pot. 4. Sauté the vegetables in the

Ladies Prayer
Now I lay me Down to sleep. I pray the lord My shape to keep. Please no wrinkles Please no bags And please lift my butt Before it sags. Please no age spots Please no gray And as for my belly, Please take it away Please keep me healthy Please keep me young, And thank you Dear Lord for all that you've done! Foot Note: One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob: "If we don't get some support soon, people will think we are nuts!"

Li As I See It And How I Want It To Become
I been thinking about life alot I guess. Looking back at the past and then looking at now...It has gave me alot to think about. As i was growing up like when I was 17 and 18 I had thi I loved in life.I had friends that actually wanted to do things with me. I had gurls that loved me, but at the same time I believe they only loved me due to I had weed everyday and I ani't talk to smal amounts either, or cuz I had money all the time. I always had a job on top of that. But as life as i started living it was icredible I thought. I had a beautiful young woman that I could come home to every night after work and she was there everytime...Waiting for me to wrp my arms around and cuddle and hold her...Don't get me wrong I done with out things for her such as clothes,cars,friends,family,(well her family was there for me unlike my wasn't) they treated me like I was one of them. Yeah I ani't going to lie about it Everyone called me her little bitch boy cuz I was always doing everyt

What Is Up With This?
People, I was on ly 2900 points from going to next level. I got almost all the points myself with rates and opuinion polls and so on. I asked for help to finish up the last little bit from exactly 15 friends who were online and only 5 peeps came to help me out. Those that helped....Thank you so much. What the heck is up with that? I am always ready to help any friend out any way I can. Maybe I expect too much from people. I am not upset or anything like that....just surprised at the turnoyut to help me...A couple had a few things to do first and then they said they would get to me. I get most of my points by by doing one survey after another. Not a prob.prob...Just...."HMMMMM"

Friendships
Life is a garden, Good friends are the flowers and time spent together life's happiest hours... And friendship like flowers, blooms ever more fair... when carefully tended by dear friends who care. ~Helen Steiner Rice~ A true friend is one soul in two bodies. ~Aristotle BC 384-322~ He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare, And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson ~ Hold a true friend with both your hands. -- ~Nigerian Proverb~ One who looks for a friend without faults will have none~ ~ Hasidic Saying~ Friendship doubles our joy and divides our grief. ~ Swedish proverb~

To Family
well the bitches know who they is he he he audreay and lauren you are the best sis's one can have as far aprt as we are i love's you so much perry keef poker and many many more chris mz he he he pink pt and more i wuvs ya all and to anyone from fu on my family hope you like it there

My Little Girl
A single tear, that love bears no boundaries. A simple touch, to wrap my arms around you. Within your smiles my heart embraces, Within your laughter my heart caresses your joy. In every story you have to tell me, In everything you do in play, In everything you dream to see, I love you more for this each day. In every way you want for the spotlight, In everything that you must bear, With every day you learn wrong from right, I look inside myself - I see a child who was once there. Let me dry the tears that hold you in sadness, Let me hold you in your joy, Let me show you all I know in lovliness, I shall love you forever. My little girl, Unconditional love for you forever, My little girl.

Ru Ready
i will pull you close grasping your hips feeling your beauty and tasting your lips i'll give you tickling whispers that breath down your neck. you'll want me so bad it will leave you a wreck. dont keep your hands to yourself everything is free do whatever you want baby corrupt me. my mind is running circles and my eyes are in love with every part of your body i cant get enough. looking at you fuels my desire to touch every part of you and set you on fire with shivers of thrill that run through your veins one kiss from my lips will drive you insane. but your lips arent enough i want to explore every curve i discover leaves me wanting more. its gonna get hot and it will probably get sweaty im going for the kill i hope you are ready

Why People Are So Jealous About Other People Is Out Of My Mind
Why do people have to be so damn jealous... that shyt is for little kids... if you are jealous over someone bein wit someone else go the fuck up.. people are with how they are for reasons and if they are not wit you there has to be reasons why the are not wit you so just go the fuck up and stop being so damn jealous... people are tired of everyone bein jealous... you need to understand that you cant have everyone that you want... just because you want that person that does not mean that same person wants you... everyone needs to get that through their head... and stop fuckin up other peoples relationships... go out and find someone elses... that will stop alot of drama for alot of people... everyone just needs to worry about their own fuckin life and stop worring about other peoples.... STOP BEING SO DAMN JEALOUS EVERYONE.....

3,000,000,000,000 To Godfather!!!! Stfu
WTF is with the bulletins claiming you only have 300,000 to Godfather, or 250,000 to level up? Holy fuck people, I can see if you're within a couple thousand, but please any more then that, STFU. There are some real worth bulletins out there and this bullshit is getting out of control. Let's try and use some common sense. More then 3,000 to level, it's not going to happen any time soon.

Breaking Down
Touching your photograph; tears falling from my red and swollen eyes. Those words ringing in my ears; "I love you and I'll never leave you!" Where are you now my love; where have you gone.. Why have you forsaken me for another.. Is she everything you dreamed about... Can she keep you warm at night.. Will she be there for you when you need her... Is she holding you tight... My stomach churns; my vision blurs; at the thought of another in your arms... I feel as if I'm breaking down... Falling completely apart... You are my soul; my heart; my dream; without you I'm not me....

I Need Help Please .
this guy DA WHITE SOX is a down rating pev! he started talking to me and then started being nasty . and when i told him the conversation was over he called me a fucking cunt . just because i did not want to watch him wack off! sorry as all my friends know i don't talk dirty to anyone on here and if i am going to i know which ones not him . and there r a lot of guys on here who look out for us ladies on here ! please help . if you can please go to his page and give him a 1 and block let him here from the real men of fubar and the women who won't put up with his shit ether. xoxoxo ann

B.a.c.a.come Show Support
Come jump aboard on the B.A.C.A. bus and head over to the Bikers Clubhouse Bar And Grill and sign in to show your support. Prizes given out to every one that signs up and the119th person gets a ring. click pic to get to lounge-

Near And Dear Friend
I have a good friend of mine in a contest that I ddin't know he was in, and he needs help with comments....Can you Please stop by and comment bomb a few? (commment bomb means bombing the same picture over and over again with comments) Thanks Everyone!..Hugs and Kisses!

Homemade Refrigerator Pickles
"Just pickles!!! These are easy to make, and are a great way to use vegetables from the garden." INGREDIENTS 1 cup distilled white vinegar 1 tablespoon salt 2 cups white sugar 6 cups sliced cucumbers 1 cup sliced onions 1 cup sliced green bell peppers DIRECTIONS In a medium saucepan over medium heat, bring vinegar, salt and sugar to a boil. Boil until the sugar has dissolved, about 10 minutes. Place the cucumbers, onions and green bell peppers in a large bowl. Pour the vinegar mixture over the vegetables. Transfer to sterile containers and store in the refrigerator.

Invsible
Reaching to the heavens with a breath of final hope... I turn to pray for answers as my dreams go up in smoke... Love promises forever and ever more... Though now I lay here bleeding; upon your kitchen floor... Didn't you even stop to think about how I would hurt... When you came walking in with her and in my face kicked dirt... So now you have to deal with me; no longer can you pretend... For in your eyes I take my life; with you I meet my end... Now tears fill your eyes as you begin to see... The lover you gave so much grief; now see the invisible me.....

Live Live Live
Never take a single moment for granted... Speak up and be heard... Make each day worth waking... No one ever promised... That life would be easy to live... The only promise we have received... Is that in the end its worth it!!!

Life
so as we all seem to know all to well that when life seems to start going good it shits on you...well in my case life doesnt just shit...it takes ex-lax and blows liquid chunks. so hmm i am feeling a bit defeated right now and doing everything to keep my head outa the water and so far i am doing OK...i dont know how long that will stay true. So anyway i am still single still a father and still bored off my mind daily....the only people that seem to care about me is the people that send you your bills, at least they call to see if i am still alive. well hopefully all works out i am gonna sit here and self medicate on Bud Lite. well hit me up if your bored or if i owe you money either way talk to you later

22,500
i am more then halfway there! woo hoo! if anyone is bored and needs something to do I am in a contest to win a Happy Hour. If you could leave a comment or two it would be greatly appreciated! I am all about showing luv to those who help me out! Please come by!! Thank you, Jennifer link:

Whats Wrong
why is it when i find a grrrl she ends up bullshittn me.im i a sucker n fall for it or do i have a soft heart? i ment a women online bout a year ago and boy did i get taken on one hell of a ride by her. she told me she was going through a d-vorc and lived wit her mom. the truth is she is married and was unhappy so she got a boyfriend and was unhappy so i came along and boom we a couple. then she says that she is going 2 break up wit him and doing the big d for real. guess what you got it a lie i found out that they were stiil together and all the normal stuff that goes along with that lie.this is the short version of the story hell there lies of a warrent for his arrest for beatn her and so on and so on. then about a couple weeks ago a couple of freinds were tired of seeing me unhappy and drinking like i did a couple years ago so they suggested this site sao we got on line and wow the response has been amazing to say the least. you may not beleive me but i have not had soooo

New Preamble To The Constitution
"We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other Liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but No one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended. This country is Based on freedom, and that means freedom for everyone -- not just you! You may leave the room, turn the channel, exp

Harley Update !!!!!!
On Harleys last visit to the Cancer specialist It has been diagnoised as a 72 5 shrinkage in the tumor on her brain.So your prayers are definantly appreciated. I want to thank each and everyone of you that Prayed for her.We are praying that it clears up all the way.Again Thank you all. LOL Dave

At My Masters Feet
A hand reaches out in the darkness eyes strain for a glimpse of light As fear and doubt engulf me He hears my pain... He sees my plight. Against this hell i struggle rage against the status quo i fight for a piece of Heaven His voice fills the void... He soothes my woes my mind searches in vain for reason my soul craves passion as yet untold my heart beats with an animal rhythm my body hungers for things unknown Through my despair He whispers the answer In one touch the Truth unfolds on wings of lust He lifts me my Harbor, my Heart... my Home i wear His chains of freedom shackled in love this heart beats strong i can face all the tomorrows at His feet.... where i belong.

Gypsymisstress/what's In A Name?
I have been asked about this. So let me try to explain; the last long term relationship I was in was with a guy who was into bondage;S&M etc. So I became a Misstress. I don't take money for my services and I'm not a sleeparound escort. I enjoy sex----I like to give head--I like to be submissive or dominate. If there are any questions just ask, I have tried to clear this name question up as clear as I could.

Please Come Help Bomb
Come help out my friend "Ice Man". Christopher is in a contest and could use your help dropping picture comments. Even if you only have a few minutes, your time would be appreciated. The rates and help with your contests will be returned. Here's the link http://www.fubar.com/blog/138892/569596 Thanks all! Big Hugs, Beth

Consider The Impossible
For as long as I can remember my drivers liscense has always had organ donor on it. People would tell me, "you know that don't work on you or get you to the hospital that fast if you have that." Well, is that was the case there would be less people on the waiting list. My mother contracted a disease during a transfusion in the early 80's. It was before aids testing, hepatitis testing, etc. You can imagine. My mother was having a hysterectomy. Get over my spelling on this one. *smiles* I am tired. Anyhow the disease caused her liver to fail. There is no big money law suits there is no happily ever after. Forget that idea. She had a liver transplant 14 years ago. She is still with me. I treasure every day. Although because many of the medications at that time were experimental over time it has taken her kidney functions away. She is now in dialysis. I am going to be tested to see if I can donate one of my kidneys. Many people look at me shocked. Some people would neve

The Fly By Night Family Is Looking For Bombers
HELLO EVERYONE, THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN OUR RANKS. JUST A QUICK BACKGROUND ON THE FAMILY NAME. I AM A DIE HARD RUSH FAN FLY BY NIGHT IS A SONG BY RUSH. THE FAMILY WAS STARTED AS A RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY NOTHING MORE. THEN WE BECAME A CONTEST-GIVEAWAY BOMBING FAMILY. NOW AS FOR QUALIFICATIONS FOR MEMBERSHIP. 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. 2. MUST LIKE AND WANT TO BOMB IN CONTESTS AND GIVEAWAYS. 3. BEFORE ENTERING A CONTEST LET ME KNOW SO WE DO NOT HAVE MORE THEN 2 or 3 IN A CONTEST OR GIVEAWAY AT ONE TIME. ONCE WE GET LARGER AND CAN SUPPORT MORE CONTESTS WE WELL INCREASE TO 4, 5 ETC. 4. THE FAMILY HAS ALLIE FAMILY'S THAT MAY ASK FOR HELP. SO YOU MUST BE WILLING TO HELP THEM. 5. I WELL ASK FOR VOLENTEARS FIRST. IF NO ONE VOLENTEARS MEMBERS MUST BE OK WITH ME ASSIGNING THEM TO SPECIFIC CONTESTS AND/OR GIVEAWAYS. RULES FOR BOMBING MEMBERS ARE ALLOWED TO BOMB WHO THEY WANT AND WHEN THEY WANT. I DO HOWEVER AS

Love & Respect
Love & respect everyone. Be kind. Even when life is scary or confusing, take courage & be of good cheer, for I am always with you. Learn how to be quiet, so you can hear my still small voice. Leave the world a better place by living your life with dignity & gratefulness. Hold back nothing from life, for the parts of you that can die will surely die & the parts that can't won't. Make your own everyday life a shining example of kindness & good humor. Abandon your fear of each other & begin living, loving, & laughing together.

Please Read Rules Of Fubar
I must remember that,I must not be so Outspoken when Fubar Fucks up.That Fubar is an Exsperimental Online Community.An I'm another Addicted Guest here an I must Follow their Rules or Loose my Priveledges to be here.It's good to be back. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ fubar.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by fubar.com, ("fubar.com"). By using the fubar.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the fubar.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membershi

~prayers Needed~
IT SEEMS AS IF WHEN IT RAINS IT POORS IN MY LIFE AND FAMILY...I NEED TO ASK THOSE OF YOU WHO PRAY TO PLEASE KEEP MY SON IN YOUR PRAYERS...HE WAS IN A HORRIBLE AUTO ACCIDENT AND HE BROKE HIS NECK,BACK,RIBS AND HAS OVER 180 STITCHES ON HIS FACE. HE WOKE FROM A COMMA TO HEAR THAT HE WOULD BE PARALIZED BUT HE IS HEAD STRONG AND STUBBERN AND HE GOT UP AND WALKED.HE WILL NEED SURGRY TO CORRECT SOME OF THE INJURIES AND HE IS HOME RECOVERING NOW.tHANK YOU ALL IN ADVANCE FOR YOUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYER AND GOD BLESS YOU ALL.

Bobbitt Family
BOBBITT FAMILY UPDATE In a recent news broadcast, it was announced that Lorena Bobbitt's sister Louella was arrested for an alleged attempt to perform the same act on her husband as her famous sister had done several years ago. Sources reveal the sister was not as accurate as Lorena. She allegedly missed the target and stabbed her husband in the upper thigh causing severe muscle and tendon damage. The husband is reported to be in serious, but stable condition, and Louella has been charged with ... A Misdewiener!

Ok Ok Next Week Then
As ya'll know, or should by now i'm working on deleting friends without salutes (for those with a problem with it, you're probably one of the reasons i am, get over yourselves and live with it)... anyhow it's a tedious process and i'm done dealing with it for this week, about 1000 were deleted. i'm going away this weekend and plan to enjoy myself so i'm taking tomorrow and friday off of my little deleting spree and plan to just catch up with some friends when i'm around. i'm having major issues sleeping and because of this i'm VERY prone to missing shouts. please do not think i'm ignoring you, i'm just missing alot of shit... if i do it repeatedly i'm probably afk. as for tonight i'm writing a quick family only blog after this and going to bed, so please guys catch me tomorrow not tonight :p Love ya, Sin

Wake, Not Funeral
She asked me for a few answers, I said maybe after awhile, not that I'd have any then, we'd wake up next to each other, with nothing to say. Get up awkwardly dress, wonder what led to all this, quiet distress, as we thought about polite words to make leaving easy. All so philosophical, conversational, the drunken night before, now twisted and clumsy words. Formerly animated, now cadaverous, honestly, I am the same person I was last night, just not eloquent with the dawn, drained empty by what went on, give me some hours, and he will return. Or stay, see who I am now and I will see you.

Truly Twisted Sick Shit That Rocks!
I know it's techno Gothic,but this shit really is HOT!!!Between the Eyes Volume II is the bomb!...Particularly their tracks We have to see we have to know and I'm gonna wrap myself in your intestines!.....Truly some sick an twisted shit,but damn it's HOT!!!......You need to go an check it out,you won't go away disappointed,I promise!......An as always,peace out!....Much love!

Scrying
Some people have a natural aptitude for scrying. They only have to walk past a shallow puddle in the road, glance at a piece of black glass, admire the glossy fur of a black cat or look at a wet patch on a black rubbish sack and numerous images flood into their minds. Others have to spend days, weeks, months, even years, mastering this apparently simple technique, staring into elaborate black mirrors and seeing nothing but their own dark reflection - frustrating indeed - and of course, that very frustration makes things more difficult. As with all magic, it needs to be taken seriously, but with a playful and curious state of mind. Trying too hard is counterproductive. One of the things which makes scrying so hard for some people to do is that, like meditation, it requires an altered state of consciousness to be achieved, but with the eyes open. In meditation, path working, and in parts of a ritual, most people prefer to work with their eyes closed because this makes an

Witches Amazing Grace
Amazing grace, how sweet the Earth that bore a witch like me! I once was burned, now I survive, was hung and now I sing. T'was grace that drew down the moon and grace that raised the seas. The magic in the people's will will set our Mother free. We face the East and breathe the winds that move across this earth. From gentle breeze to hurricane our breath will bring forth the change. Turn towards the South and feel the fire that burns in you and me. The spirit's flame will rise again and burn eternally. We greet the West, our souls awash in tides of primal birth. Our tears and blood, our pain and love will cleanse and heal the earth. Reach into the North and know your roots down deep ancestral cave. We find the wisdom of the Crone, Of circles we are made. Amazing earth, enduring life, from death into rebirth. T'is earth I am and earth I love and earth I'll always be. Amazing grace, how sweet the Earth that bore witches

A Woman's Poem!!
I shave my legsI sit down to peeAnd I can justifyAny shopping spreeDon't go to a barberBut a beauty salonI can get a massageWithout a hard-onI can balance a checkbookI can pump my own gasI can talk to my friendAbout the size of my assMy beauty's a masterpieceAnd yes it takes longAt least I can admitTo others when I'm wrongI don't drive in circlesAt any costAnd I don't have a problemAdmitting I'm lostI never forgetAn im

The Lie Of Love
It's on the lips of the heartbroken and downtrodden, it's in the poetry of the cheated-on and the abandoned and it's in the hearts of the abused an trampled, those four little words, "Love is a lie!" But love is not a lie, nor is it a trap to make you weep or a game played by fools and other over-emotional buffoons. Love is as real as the air we breathe, the earth we walk on and the water we drink. It's there, always lurking, often hiding but always around and waiting to strike. The lie of love isn't that it doesn't exist but rather the fairy tale the world has made it out to be. Every story that ends in "happily ever after" has had but one moral, that all you need is love and if you have that, everything in the world will be perfect. Nothing could be further from the truth. While love is important and a beautiful thing, it is just one of many factors in determining how happy one truly is. There are millions of people who are passionately enthralled in perfect love, but are

If Only!!
If only I can reach out and touch you, press my lips against yours, anytime, day or night. If only my dreams of you would turn into a reality, bringing us together until the end of time. If only you knew how you live in me, when I’m awake, and in my dreams. If only you knew you stole my heart, unlocking my love and desires opening up my emotions, which had died. If only you can see when you look into my eyes, the reflection of you and me. If only you knew you were the one, I’ve been waiting for all my life. If only I knew, you already knew

What's With The Names?
Seems to me that everybody on this site is "DJ" something. Holy fuck people, if everyone is "DJ" something, then who the hell is listening to the music when all are playing it? What a stupid, dumbass fad. How about you all LEARN about music before calling yourself a "DJ"?

Compassion
The need to help others, in my experience, is one of the greatest weaknesses a person can have. Though posessing it is seen as a good thing and earns one the laurels of being noble or saintly, it's a bitter curse that follows those who posses it, often clean to their grave. The bitter reality is that most people don't want to be helped. They think they do and they act as such, but what most people want is nothing more than reaffirmation for their own ideas and goals. They don't want you to tell them or help them get what they need, they want you to tell them what they think they need. Often times being helped requires more effort than the act of helping, but most people, even those at their lowest, aren't willing to put forth the effort to change their perspectives, mend their ways or open their minds. The result, the people you try to save find themselves running in circles. As if trying to wear down the fabric of their souls, they place themselves in vicious cycles, unable to

Vikings
When was the last time you looked at someone and said "Wow! He/she looks cool – I'd go knit a sweater for them if they asked me to". That's right. You're a moron. LITTLE DID YOU KNOW: People are just not cool anymore. The 80's have long been gone, deal. No one wears any nice clothes anymore – in fact, there are no nice clothes up for sale either. They have all either become way too cliché or they just aren't over the top anymore. You've got a nice choice though. Emo – Cybergoth – Chav – Stoner. That's it, though. I still don't know what a fucking emo is. Is it a tropical fruit? The 80's weren't even that cool. What happened during 1980 – 1989? NOTHING. Absolutely fuck all happened. In the 80's we had yuppies – we still have them now but no one cares anymore. Do you see my point? I was watching the film "Party Monster" last night – you know, that film about the New York club kids - and nothing actually happened. Nothing revolutionary anyway – unless you think that taking a lot

Kissing...corrected
Completely bored today, my mind was wonderin' all over the place. I began to think about kissing and about the great kissers and great kisses I have had over my 30 plus years. Of course I also thought about the not-so-great ones which is why I am now writing this here blog. I by no means am implying that I am this excellent kisser. I do my best with what I've got. I am basically writing this to help others who obviously have kissing "issues". There is an art to kissing. Really. I understand that everyone is different. And I understand that different occassions call for different forms of kissing. Hence, sweet and romantic verses hot and passionate. A simple "good-bye, I'm off to work" kiss versus and "haven't seen you in forever" kiss. I have had many kisses in my time and out of them all, I only remember the really good smackers and the really bad ones. Personally, I love to kiss, but I LOVE to be kissed. It's not just the affection, but the warmth that can filter through you

Pretty Cool, Huh?
Two Stories - you have to read both! STORY NUMBER ONE Many years ago, Al Capone virtually owned Chicago. Capone wasn't famous for anything heroic. He was notorious for enmeshing the windy city in everything from bootlegged booze and prostitution to murder. Capone had a lawyer nicknamed 'Easy Eddie.' He was Capone's lawyer for a good reason. Eddie was very good! In fact, Eddie's skill at legal maneuvering kept Big Al out of jail for a long time.To show his appreciation, Capone paid him very well. Not only was the money big, but also, Eddie got special dividends. For instance, he and his family occupied a fenced-in mansion with live-in help and all of the conveniences of the day. The estate was so large that it filled an entire Chicago city block. Eddie lived the high life of the Chicago mob and gave little consideration to the atrocity that went on around him. Eddie did have one soft spot, however. He had a son that he loved dearly. Eddie saw to it that his young son had clothe

Costumes
A bald man with a wooden leg is invited to a Halloween party. He doesn't know what costume to wear to hide his head and his leg so he writes to a costume company to explain his problem. A few days later, he received a parcel with the following note: Dear Sir, Please find enclosed a pirate's outfit. The spotted handkerchief will cover your bald head and, with your wooden leg, you will be just right as a pirate. Very truly yours, Acme Costume Co. The man thinks this is terrible because they have emphasized his wooden leg and so he writes a letter of complaint. A week goes by and he receives another parcel and a note, which says: Dear Sir, Please find enclosed a monk's habit. The long robe will cover your Wooden leg and, with your bald head, you will really look the part. Very truly yours, Acme Costume Co. Now the man is really upset since they have gone from emphasizing his wooden leg to emphasizing his bald head so again he writes the company another nast

"pimpolo-g"
~PimPolo-G~ Ayo..you don't know shit 'bout diz kid, I've gots tattoos on my eye lid, I'm packin' heat to my toe tips and I've got grenades back at my crib. Boom shaka boom, I'm like "yo bitch, yo step outta line I'm smackin' yo lip!" I've got funky plates on my new whip, don't like my new style? Fucking zip it! Cuz I'm that one pimp they call cupid, hydrolix and all son I'm stupid! PhraseFlow breakin' through with the new shit, don't like what I say? Suck on diz dick! Cuz I'm sick of y'all lying bitches, so suck on my ass like them leaches. I'm live on the wire, I'm electric and hung like a horse and eccentric. Got flows out the ass that are hectic and I give them props to my gente! yo, I'm twisted up in la mente yo fui el que mato a el presidente- Don't mind me, I'm just fucking ventin'! Yo boom shaka boom, I got a new clip and takin' a ride out to Brooklyn. I'll be ridin' low while I'm tokin'-

Bad Day
You know you're in for a bad day when, for some reason you can't fall asleep until 3 am and you have to be up at 6. Then you only get 1 1/2 hours sleep because while sleeping you get a really bad cramp in your thigh. When you finally fall back asleep, the alarm clock starts beeping, you hit snooze and roll over. Only to find out you accidently turned off the alarm and wake up late for work. Now I am at work yawning my head off, can't concentrate fully and want be able to anything about sleep until I get home tonight because I have errands to run when I get off at 5 pm. Man, I need a vacation. How's everyone elses day going?

Bad Storms
Hi All In case you looking for me 10-18 I have a weather probem hear NWS-SPC said we going to get a bad storm i be on if i can ( when it safe to do so most time i am on but this is mod rist of bad weather can include but not limited too 1) lighting 2) wind of 80 mph 3) torndo 4) power failers i be on as mush as i can untell it get realy bad.

Time Remembered
If I could turn back the hands of time From the 1st time we met I'd surely have no regrets I'd slow it to a snail's pace Just to see the look on your beautiful face! To see that 'sparkle you tried to hide I knew all along it was a stubborn pride! Because those are the memories I will not forget Time was surely on my side that day For "you" are the reason I sing a happy song Song, sang ;but not by word of mouth It's heard all in my mind's sweet melodies new all the time As our days pass into years I know in my heart we will share a lot of tears They'd be in trust as time turns things to dust! Yes! If time could be stopped on a dime Every second would be cherished as it began For Love waits for no man! With that knowledge I'm glad I was there when it came

What I Did Isn't Wht I Am Doing
Do any one think a person that had has some trouble in his or her life should have that held against them for the rest of there life? In my city and other cities there are people like myself that has made mistakes in there life and have tried to get past them but the city has been holding it against use and it is wrong in my eyes. I just wish people would look at what I am doing with my life instead of what i did in the past before they judge me. I have a beautiful son that I am raising to be the best he can be and I am trying to do what it takes to go to school and get a good job, but every one hold my past against me, what do I have to do to get ahead and get people to understand that is who I was not who I am.

Tell Someone You Love Them Before It's Too Late
I Love You Brittney loved basketball Friends and parties too And when it came to painting That's all she wanted to do She painted everything she saw Birds, flowers, the sky Some days she sat at her window And painted everything that passed her by But lately she'd been feeling woozy Her muscles ached a lot And her parents got kind of worried So they took her to the doc The doctor took a couple of tests To see if everything was okay Then the nurse came out with a look of sadness And this is what she had to say; "I'm sorry but you've got leukemia," "You've got about 3 months more." Then Brittney got up and ran out of the room And slammed the office door She ran down the street screaming And cried her eyes out dry And stayed up all night Wondering what it's like to die Her parents held her tightly And said, "We love you," "We'll make your last few months the greatest," "We'll do anything for you." So Brittney and her parents moved to Florida To live by

Painting Rainbows
Have you ever met someone who always knows the right things to say, the right look to give, the perfect touch to offer in times when you felt no one else could 'connect' with you? Recently I have been blessed with the beauty of someone who I like to think is one of the few people who put the colors in rainbows...They walk into a room and EVERYONE around them becomes a beautiful shade in a perfect color palette. In my life I have noticed that the most elegant and perfect poems are always signed by "Anonymous" writers..and I've often wondered why or how someone could create such beauty and not take credit for it. I now have a deeper understanding...The author wants the beauty and credit to be souly on the lines in the poem, and not on themselves~ one very unself act. I feel that same way about the person whom I've recently came to know on a deeper level....there's not any need to reveal whom they are...for once you've crossed paths with them, you are well aware of their perfect identit

Freaky #2
Ok, so I live in Salem, MA during Halloween. I already posted a blog of something freaky that happened to me the other day. Here is something freaky that happened to me today. Last week, we bought a new fish for the fish tank. It lasted 3 days before it started to look ill, then it just disappeared. I looked thru the whole fish tank, as well as my husband and daughter. We even looked around the outside of the fish tank thinking it may have jumped out. We couldn't find it. We moved all the plants and the rocks and shells. It was gone. This fish was a White Molly, about almost 2 inches long. The stones and background are blue and the plants are reddish brown and green as well as the rocks being brown and sandy. A week ago to the day it went missing, I found it floating dead on the top of the tank. Where was it this whole time? Why did it appear a week later? Why weren't we able to find it before now? Does this have to do with the other freaky thing that happened

Moving Forward
I recently got out of a relationship with the true love of my life. Its unfortunate for me since I truly love this man and he claims to love me with all his heart as well, its just things couldn't be worked out on my behalf. However, I know that this adventure has brought with it triumphs and left behind some good memories and lessons as well as a broken heart. I know now that I must learn to love the one I claim to love unconditionally. All the little things that aren't relevant I should not let get the best of me. I know now, where my mistakes lie, a little too late though. But it'll help me for the future. I just wish there was a fast forward button to get me through this, even though I know I am strong enough to over come this and anything that comes my way, its just getting through this phase that I dont want to deal with. But, what's life without pain? Isn't that how we learn to be stronger and wiser for anything that comes our way? I believe so. I've always been a ve

I Need Help
I'm in a dilemma here. You see, every so often, the university sends out an email informing us that our password will expire in X amount of days. It's my policy to match my password with the combination to my luggage. So everytime I have to change my password, I have to buy new luggage. This is causing several problems. First, I'm spending a fortune on luggage. Second, there's luggage all over my apartment. Hell, I can barely walk around here. Third, I've spent so much money on luggage, that I can't afford to go anywhere, thus defeating the purpose of having luggage in the first place. Any advice out there in Fubarland on how to solve this problem?

Where My Music Is On The Air!!!
Hey Fubarians... This is for all those wonderful people that I speak with, that love my music, You can Visit this station, and request my songs if you like... Kisses and hugs... greggace

Liars, Roommates And Everything In Between
I was forced to leave home last year at this time. I moved in with people I met through friends because I had nowhere else to go. I have been paying $500 a month toward rent and lived with 2 other people. Last month, my roommates broke up and the female kicked the male out. I was worried bout rent but she told me not to worry. She already moved on to a new guy and has been practically living with him the last month or so. I'm the only one who takes care of the apartment. Tuesday there was a petition from the court for non-payment where she has not paid rent since MAY!! They are demanding the money or eviction. She's still telling me not to worry but I do not want to come home one day and find that the marshall has locked me out the aprtment. I'm trying to move before any actions happen against us. I'm halfway packed and will pack the rest tonite to be out tomorrow. Should I let her know I'm leaving or just leave a note like she does for me?

That's Just Wrong!
I caught a glimpse of myself in the doorway earlier on the way to the fax machine and I almost cringed. The way I'm dressed today and with the way my hair is done i look like Susie Homemaker. *shoot me*

Thursday
Todays comment is an old tag I made and have used over and over, I just go to either "RockYou" or "slide" and add some FX to keep it fresh(?) Funny Thursday must not be a very creative day for me? So: "Due to lack of interest ... -T H U R S D A Y- Has been cancelled!" Yikes! (looks as that one didnt work, eh try a "RockYou" - Get Your Own I cant see the one below ... -Can YOU?-

What A Morning
I'm having a Blonde Moment Morning, I swear. It was so hard to get up, I just wanted to keep sleeping 5 more mins. But I did finally get out of bed. Everything is moving smooth until I can't find my car keys with my work keys attached. Had them last night, just can't find them now. Oh well, so off to preschool we go. Get my daughter dropped off (thank you daddy) and off to work I go. Still no keys to be found. Good thing one of my co-workers comes in earlier then me, I just had her open up the office at 1 min to 8 am. So tonight it's the great hunt for the work keys. LOL See what happens when a blonde washes her hair?

True Love
My eyes, they weep For every minute They cannot adore you My arms, they regret All the lonely days They can't hold you My lips, they despair At every inch of your face Not kissed My skin, it shivers With the slightest touch You bestow upon it My limbs, they tangle With your lonesome body My hands, they tremble To hold your perfect face My soul, it escapes From this bed of bad fairy tales My mind, it sleeps Knowing that dreams Will return me to you.

Living Will!!!!!
Last night, my friend and I were sitting in the living room and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch.....

Betrayal
just thought i would share some of my writings with everyone..let me know what you all think! Betrayal To close for comfort to far for reach ambitions turn nightmare that dreams never teach. You said that you never Do what you've done. Love turned to fire that feels like the sun! Where ever life takes you may your eyes clearly see but if you were blinded feel the wind, for its me. May you never feel this pain that you dropped inside my heart, there could never be a story told for this ending had no start.

God, I Wish I Was Dead
I created a lounge and it cost me 500 fubucks, but will anyone join me there? No, but they say I'm not ugly. My "Friends" who just pander to me and give me lame excuses like I'll never visit L.A. that's just lame. I can see the real reason, I'm ugly. I have no one, I have no crushes, no one loves and probably never will. If I died writing this, would anyone even attend the funeral? Would anyone even notice? Would anybody even care?

A New Start
Some of you may have noticed that I am not as active on here as I have been in the past. I just simply have not had the time. My page is always up but most of the time I am not sitting at this desk. A few of you know me personally and the ones who knew me before Hurricane Katrina know what my life has been like for the past several years. I divorced 5 years ago after a 23 year marriage and started my life all over. It wasn't easy and I went through a bout of depression. Just as I started getting my life back in order Katrina hit and turned it upside down again. As depression set in again I started packing on some pounds. I am not a tall person so trust me it did not look good. I have always struggled with my weight, losing and gaining but this time I was really having problems. And I was desperate to have a meaningful relationship and nothing seemed to work out for me. I decided to take things into my own hands. I started a new job, made some new friends and I've started l

Saddle Creek
(ok all, this is a dream that i have been having since i was like 15...there really is a place called saddle creek and it freaks me out lol) Saddle Creek Me and Krissy were out at saddle creek around midnight doing our Gator spotlighting as we liked to do. We had a huge spotlight that you could see extremely well with. Over near one of the Pathway into the woods, the truck slowly drove past as we checked out the trees for any hiding animals. At first when i saw the body lying there i thought it was just another bum who was taking a nap out there. That wouldn't have been such a surprise, the place is known for the bums and weirdos that hang out there. But something in my head told me this was no bum taking a nights rest. I made krissy roll back to check what i saw. At first my eyes didn't want to believe it, the frail little hand could only have been of a woman, not very old one either, from the type of rings and nail polish that i could barely make out under all the blood gave th

Erotic Story..... Be Aware, Explicit
Today I took a longer lunch-break than expected and because I now had time to spare I drove to your apartment hoping to see you. I parked across the road from the block where you lived then hurried down the street in the rain. When entering the building I made straight for the elevator, not stopping even to shake the rain from my overcoat. I stood impatiently at the doors and waited. "Hurry up, hurry up!" I repeated in my mind as the elevator made it's slow descent, for I was desperate to see you. Suddenly a bell sounded and the doors opened. "Ground floor" said an electronic voice as I walked quickly inside and pressed the fourth floor button that would take me to you. Up went the elevator, slow and steady, and in a moment had stopped again. The doors opened and I hurried out into the corridor, walking briskly then to your door. Then I took out the key you had given me and let myself in. Closing the door behind me I dropped my bag to the floor, then slipped off my shoes and over

Hiding
its odd to see how we hide from our trueselves...spray painting the mirror that is right in front of ourselves, not wanting to know the truth about our own journery...our own reality. Why do we cheat ourselves...lie to our own soul. What is our purpose? If I cut will I see the truth...can you be honest or set everyone up with more false lies to cover that first lie up? To behonest...seems to be foolish. Games are played everyday with eachother...with not a care in ther world...so why do we hide from ourselves?

Bank Bullsh*t
Bank Bullsh*t Current mood: aggravated So... my check was deposited into my account at midnight last night. I called and it said that the money was in there. I went to the bank to get money out so that Jason and I could get to work today and it wouldn't let me take anything out. So I tried to do a debit for $20 at the gas station. The clerk said it was declined. When I got home, I called the bank again. The bank said that the $20 was debited from my acct. So I went back up to the store. Again, she says it was declined. I have her try to debit $10. Thinking maybe it was just a bank gliche. No, that was declined, too. I go back home. Again, it says the the transaction went through. So, now we're talking about $30 that was taken out of my acct that I did not receive. I'm on the phone with the bank now and have been for an hour. I've talked to 6 supervisors. They want me to wait 15 days so they can file a claim to reverse my money back into my acct. Is it just me or d

I Need A New Mini Goal
So i got my first mini goal.. yay..!!! i was so excited but now i need a new one.. any idea's.. my last goal was to move the big bar down on the scale... which that was 20 pounds to do.. whats ur thoughts of a new mini goal

Thank You, Mom
Thank you Mom Thank you Mom Where I come from Mom is the word for some To my Mom I send you my loving storm in 'Thank you' forms Thank you Mom, for bringing me to earth Thank you Mom, for showing me daily love Thank you Mom, for being my best friend Thank you Mom, for your reassuring words Thank you Mom, for always been there I may have let you down a few times But you always forgive me my crimes Mom you are the best Mom you are better than all the rest Mom, I love you, I love you Hope this is easy for you to digest!

Sunrise
this was sent to me from someone i love more than life itself. Sunrise, And a new Day Is breaking through... Morning, Of another day With out you... But as the hours roll by No ones there to see me cry Except the sunrise... The sunsrise and you. Tired Eyes, Search from sea To shore. I'm searching For something and nothing more. But from now till who knows when My sword will be my friend And i'll love you... For the rest of my life. Sunrise, bless my eyes take me home,..make me whole again... Sunrise...

Help Level Another Cool Babe !!!!
More help needed to help this wee angel level!! If you do this you got 2 more friends that will RAPE your profile when called for!!! COME ON GUYS AN GIRLS,,, SHOW SOME LOVIN!!! Angel.Baby.... *Fallen from Heaven* ~Brits on Tour~@ fubar

I Think Bfg Needs To Go Back To Bed And Wake Up On The Other Side Again Grumpy Ass Bastard
bfg3man: not now Jessa Farris: i know but it was a mass you silly boy you bfg3man: Yup. And im not special enough 2 be on ur gnite list lol Jessa Farris: bfg3man: Mmhhmm. I k im not special now lol bfg3man: U provd it ha ha bfg3man: c no response lol Jessa Farris: lol bfg3man: Bye Jessa Farris: ohh wow wtf uhh ok toodles then bfg3man: yup bfg3man: Right bk at ya Jessa Farris: grow up bfg3man: Same 2u. bfg3man: Friendship is shown 2 me it was a shot Jessa Farris: all because i didnt say your name when i went to bed last night? wow ok and im the one who needs to grow up look in the mirror jackass

A Nurse Walks Into A Bank(lmao)
A nurse walks into a bank, totally exhausted after a 20 hour shift. Preparing to write a check, she pulls a rectal thermometer out of her purse and tries to write with it. She looks at the flabbergasted teller and, without missing a beat says, "Well, that's just great.........That's really great.......... Some asshole's got my pen."

History Of The Middle Finger
The History of the Middle Finger Well, now......here's something I never knew before, and now that I know it, I feel compelled to send it on to my more intelligent friends in the hope that they, too, will feel edified. Isn't history more fun when you know something about it? Before the Battle of Agincourt in 1415, the French, anticipating victory over the English, proposed to cut off the middle finger of all captured English soldiers. Without the middle finger it would be impossible to draw the renowned English longbow and therefore they would be incapable of fighting in the future. This famous English longbow was made of the native English Yew tree, and the act of drawing the longbow was known as "plucking the yew" (or "pluck yew"). Much to the bewilderment of the French, the English won a major upset and began mocking the French by waving their middle fingers at the defeated French, saying, See, we can still pluck yew! Since 'pluck yew' is rather difficult to say, the difficult co

If I
If I should say it means so much to see your smile, to feel your touch - I hope you know I'm trying to show you're everything to me. If I should say that I've had fun, enjoyed the many things we've done - I hope you know I'm trying to show I'm happy as can be. If I should say that deep inside I'm filled with such a special pride - I hope you know I'm trying to show you've made my dreams come true... And even though I seldom say the things I feel for you each day - I hope you know I'm trying to show I'm so in love with you.

Cattle!
Just recently certain hoople heads are getting on my nerves they seem to think they can assist me in what they have deemed my plights so please do be intelligent enough to analyze this very concise morsel of rage ... It's these people for which I hold nothing but contempt. These overbearing, holier than though, shallow, misguided, corrective (your not my fucking mentor/editor/ruler) cattle. And if that offends you then good you realize the truth and you're a target... Short, sweet and to the fucking get out of my head, point! Ahhhhhhh...

Lyrics By Me
shadowsstanding in the shadow of myselfi can't move, scream for helpno one hears, i feel like someone elsewhy can't you see past my face?have i lost my placeor have i just lost faith?all my life, as i lose it alli watch time make its calli feel the pain way before the fallpull me out of the corner i've lived in for so longgive me a place where i can't belong _chorus: i can run, i can hidenothing helps, but i'll still trythis shadow is my homefor now at leastuntil the one to call my own is the one named me_ looking at the shadows on your facei see now what time calls spacebut the stolen kiss has come too latei'm breaking nowwatch me cryi bet you wish you had triedno one came to bring me hopeno one said time could mendi can't copeit won't endit's empty inside, cold from the painyou could've at least said my name repeat chorus darkening clouds, pouring raincast the shadows beyond shamei told you all just how it would bebut no on believes the one called me look what you didl

Should I Do It?
hey everybody since my mumm turned into a retard magnet i will ask in here should i go back into djing or just rest it for now i would like your feed back on this subject thank you ~ Lost In The Dark ~ P.s. i got job thing for testing to see if i can get the job or not if i gewt it is is working for boeing ( yes the plane company ) and i can start at $17 an hour wish me luck on this i will wirte a gain to let you know how it went

Why Can't I Level Up
Hey there all, I have a problem, I can't seem to get past 99.99% on level Newfu. I have enough points to be a level 11. I have verifide my email addy, and I have tried to do a salute, but since you have to be level 3 I can't do it. Does anyone have any clue as to why I am not moving up the ladder? I have had one suggestion as to delete my account and start over, but I would really be loosing alot if I did that. Please help me fix this problem. Annastacia

None
today I sit here upset cause one of my kittens has passed away last night and it was just so sudden.this is the second time I have raised two kittens since birth and I feel like I did something wrong.last night my heart dropped as I had to see my baby kitten "pepper" take his last breath.of course it was something you dont ever expect to see. well I have 3 more kittens 1 which is the same age(one month) and 2 that are four months old. I am very attached to my kittens especially "sam" the one in my pictures.I hope I can raise the other one to be as healthy as the others.wish me luck

Joke: Young Female Bakery Clerk?
Joke: Young Female Bakery Clerk? A bakery owner hires a young female clerk who likes to wear very short skirts and thong panties. One day a young man comes into the store, glances at the clerk and glances at the loaves of bread behind the counter. Noticing the length of her skirt (or lack thereof) and the location of the raisin bread - on the very top shelf - he politely says to the young woman, "I'd like some raisin bread, please." She climbs up a ladder to reach the raisin bread, providing the young man with an excellent view, just as he surmised she would. When she comes down the ladder, he says he really should get two loaves as he is having company for dinner. As the clerk retrieves the second loaf of bread, one of the other male customers notices what is going on. Thinking quickly, he orders a loaf of raisin bread so he can continue to enjoy the view. With each trip up the ladder, the young lady seems to catch the eye of another male customer. Pretty soon, each male custom

Parent Training Course
Okay, so you want to be a parent. I don't have any hangups on that. However, it must be warned to you that maybe you should take these 11 tests before thinking about having a "little bundle of joy" because I can tell you, it's pretty rough... Car Test: Forget the RR, it's the station wagon for you. Buy a chocolate ice cream cone and put it in the glove compartment and leave it there. Then get a pencil and stick it into the cassette player. Take a family size tub on deep fried chips and mash them into the back seat followed up by running a rake along both sets of doors. Now after driving the sabotaged vehicle 130 000 miles with a second engine, try and trade it in. Dressing Test: Obtain one large, unhappy live giant squid and attempt to stuff it into a small net bag at all times making sure that all the arms stay inside. Stink Test: Smear honey, peanut butter and soy sauce all over the sofa and curtains. Place a fish stick and hermit crab behind the couch and leave both there

Passion
Passion! Strike a match! Ignite the passion in my soul... Let the wick burn deep into my heart Such a blaze, it engulfs my heart and yours. So very hot.... Puritanical walls melt Allowing sensuality to ooze through it’s cracks. Lustful arms, wrapped around your waist Burning and seething for that which they hold. Mouths joined with fury..... Drifting down..... Wiping sweat from your breasts with every kiss Our nakedness taunts us with excitement.... We find our mark Filling each other with excited protrusions Violating abandoned virginity. Fever blazing.... Cannons bursting..... Fireworks exploding....Sending our heads spinning The heights of ecstasy All calms and emotions clear Left with only the

Definition Of Shit
FUNCTIONAL WORD THE MOST FUNCTIONAL WORD IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve "shit on a shingle." You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and

Dont Ever Stop
It hurts when you do It hurts more when you don’t I want you to stop Please don’t stop, Oh god I am numb without you, I need you in me I am empty without you, I need you to fill me You’re buried inside me, I feel you breathing Hard and harder, Dripping, breathing, grinding Moan I am nothing, I am yours I am slave To your cock

Short Love Story .....
I will seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. . . . . . . . . All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

Im Not Glass
don't TREAT me like glass. I'm not a little girl. Take me to your car. Pull me into the backseat. Let me see the desire in your eyes Put your hands on me Rest your hand on the the back of my head Pull me into you Let me taste your lips Kiss me gently in first Then deeper Move to my neck Feel me pull you in closer I can't get enough Slip your hand slowly up my thigh Feel my give in Tease me Break me Slip your fingers inside me Let me wrap my arms around your neck I want you closer Deeper.. Hear our hearts pound Feel my breath heavy on your neck Love me My breath hitches Kiss me one last time Look at me one last time with that gaze Let me touch your swollen lips I feel your hands brush my neck I'm not a little girl.