Fubar Blog Posts 4

My Cum
She hated me so much she spat out my cum and for a moment we looked at that mess of half-life and saliva on the hardwood floor of her kitchen. she didn't want my protein. didn't want a part of me to be a part of her. It had nothing to do with taste. It had everything to do with hostile sex. Sometime lovers who hated each other, emotional sadomasochism. Being with her tore me like paper. I couldn't spend this life with her, ever. I didn't spend two more weeks with her. But I wouldn't spend the night alone. It felt so good when we hurt together.

Someone Special Like You
did you ever feel like your all alone in this world and now you would really love to scream and shout with all the pain you hold so many times I had this feeling within its confusion everyday I would like to find me someone special like you girl its with you that I want it to be its with you I like it to be you and only with you your love is all that I need its with you that I like it to be with you and only with you together just you and me many times when I was all alone and so afraid we can never find someone to love what would I like to do some many times I held this feeling within in confusion everyday I want to find someone special like you cause its with you that I want it to be its with you that I like to be with and only with you and love is all that I need its with you that I would like to be with you and only with you together just you and me its with you that I'm dying to be with you together just you and me

Thank You
Thank you for changing my life, Even if it wasn't for the better. Thank you for being there for me, Even if you weren't there forever. Thank you for making me see, Even if it's the worst parts of me. Thank you for showing me the truth, Even if that means my misery. Thank you for knowing when to leave, Even if my heart begins to bleed. Thank you for being there when I cried, Even if it means I nearly died. Thank you for knowing when to move on, Even though I know it still feels wrong.

Hmmmm:|
i wanted to thank everyone that help my sister and showed her love even tho she withdrew from the contest ... i will be helping my two friends get thier hh and then im takin a break from any bombing so dont ask and yeah i love my sisters ♥

Changes And... No Life???
Heya all, it's been a while since I last wrote a blog... There has been some major changes in my so-called life... First, I went to Sweden a few weeks ago, on a survival trip... Kinda fun, but I'm afraid of heights....... Secondly, my communication/IT and english teacher is homeworking the poo outta me and I got almost none spare time and I'm like dead when I come home at 5 in the afternoon... School in general is kinda harsh, but we do party too.. Hehe... I went to my first real party last thursday and almost drank my brains out in Dooley's (some kind of Bailey's, just more caramellish in the taste) Uhmmmm... *EDIT* ok I didn't drink my brains out i got funny to listen to -.- To the people who misunderstood this... Sorry! What to write... Oh, yeah. I'm thinking about starting drawing on my manga about satan's life again ^^ I love the way I draw him sooo cute... God's the evil nerd!!!Haha Those people i showed the first chapter to really likes it... Anyway, that

Wish I Could Ask This In Mums ?
Does any one ever feel a threatening tone ,when you go to answer mums , truthfully and try to also give a lightend humorus answer ,at times too . but then some one shouts and sends you a threating message in shout box .Seems im making enemies ; when all im trying to do is help or give honest opions in mums. but right now im receiving threats in my shout box so im not responding and hope this all disapears soon. hugs diana

Godmother!!!!!!!
Its been a long week! this time last sunday I was still 285,000 to go but thanks to a wonderful contest turnout, a spotlight, and the help of a few good friends and MANY new ones I finally made it! SO im sitting here contemplating. I have made it as high as #13 in rank and 11 in legends at one time which amazes me. I dont see myself ever making red but its interesting how differently people treat you past spot 20 or so. No matter how hard you try to stay out of drama somehow you end up snarled in it. Im told its much worse in the infamous red group and honestly I dont think I want it if thats what it has become. Bottom line peeps- THIS IS THE INTERNET! There are no cash prizes for maxxing out or making it to the top. Its taken me a lot to realize what true friendship here is and trust me its rare. Many are just out for what YOU can do for THEM.About 90% of the guys are just trying to get laid but hell thats true in real life as well. Starting today, Im going to be a better frie

To Brown Eyes
Why are you my beloved? Why do I care so much about you, Yet feel like I know so little? What do you have that draws me to your love, Like a moth to the flame? I feel like I know you not, but I know you. I don’t mull over the visible, But I fall for the credible. I've come to terms, it will never work out. I want it to, I desire it to, But it won't. At least not for this moment in time. Your existence lies far away from my own. But I love you. I see you have possible current terms with someone. But I LOVE you. What do I even have that you could possibly desire? What do I possess, That makes me a door and not a window? But both can be opened, By the touch of a hand. But I LOVE YOU! No! I can't take it! I can't breath. Your love, my love is to strong to bear. At first it was a want, Now it is a passion. I need to quit before I dig myself to deep, To ever get out, Because the only other way out, Is by the help of your loving hand. I need to stop, but

Jessie........
running my hand along her thigh nibbling at her ear, she writhes in my arms, as endorphins flood my mind. stolen kisses, complete darkness, finding each other by feel, knowing where the other is in our hearts. completing one another, filling the voids. existing to love loving to exist.

The Many Currencies Of Love
Love comes in many currencies. Just recently I was reminded of that fact. A woman with whom I had developed an attraction helped me remember it. I had come to the point where I was pretty much in love with her and she knew it. For her own reasons she did not feel the same way towards me. Being compassionate she tried as best she could to set me down easily, sure it stung, no one likes being spurned, but she wasn’t mean about it. She spared crushing me. My overall impression was that of tenderness. When I first contacted this woman I knew I wanted more than friendship, but I don’t think I made that clear to her at the time. I wanted to try something new; instead of telling this woman how attracted I was to her, first try learning about her and her me. I thought the most important thing to develop was a base of trust. I was afraid of doing that, I thought is was a double edged sword; taking the chance of ending up just being a friend instead of her lover. I now believe it’s

Fred & Harry...2 Friends Loooooool
Two friends, Fred and Harry were golfing one fine day. Toward the end of the golf course, Fred hit his ball into the woods. Harry, laughed and poked fun, but then somehow managed to hit his ball into the woods, just a few yards beyond where Fred hit his. Fred looked for a long time, getting angrier every minute. Finally, in a patch of pretty yellow buttercups, he found his ball. Instead of just continuing the game, he took his club and thrashed every single buttercup in that patch smashing the weeds to pieces. All of a sudden, in a flash and puff of smoke, a little old woman appeared. She said, "I'm Mother Nature! Do you know how long it took me to make those buttercups?! Just for that, you won't have any butter for your popcorn the rest of your life... better still; you won't have any butter for your toast for the rest of your life..... as a matter of fact, you won't have any butter for anything the rest of your life!" The

Deleted Bulletin
Well this one is kinda long so please read its not often i post a bulletin so when i do post one i assure you that it is rather important to me as this is... i ask you to read it in its entirety and i also encourage you to comment i love all the feedback i recieve on this site weather it good or bad i would like to hear all your thoughts about this maybe someone can elighten me as to why... this is a "fu-mail" sent to scrapper i have edited nothing in this it is a direct copy and paste the header is included Date: Thu, 20 Sep 2007 08:03:10 -0700 From: Size: 4 KB To: scrapper@fubar.com Reply-To: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ok i may not be the most observant person on fubar.. but i am rather curious about the ethics on a place where i spend my time and money. I've been around for a long time and i must say that something is going horribly wrong here 1st those of use who pay vip's we

I Don't Get It. (warning: This Will Probably Piss Everyone Off!)
OK..so the guys on here are just basically guys. Most don't have this "ooh yeah baby let me show you how naughty I can be" shit going on with their photos and such. Some look like decent dudes, and some look like wanna be player gangsta wanker types. But why do so many of the girls on here dress like they're in Jugs magazine?? Do they have such low self-esteem that this is the forum they use to pick people up and show what a porn star they can be? I know this is an "online bar" but would you go into a real life bar in just your thong and a bra and broadcast to the whole place that your some horny chic looking to get laid? Maybe I'm just too old fashioned. I'm not old. Hell I'm only 34. And maybe I'm not what some people would call hot because I don't dress in clothes that show all of what I got. I believe in leaving a little something to the imagination. I just don't get it. What ever happened to getting to know someone, becoming friends with people, and then if things become intimate

Prayer Request :-(
There's one thing that my hubby and I agree on and that's suicide is selfish and not the way to solve anything but some people just can't handle the pressure of whatever they are going through because of different reasons whatever they are. It still hurts though and for that I have mixed feelings. I am sad for our friend and pissed that my husband is hurting for the way our friend passed. I really need your prayers guys. Prayers for my husband and his units suffering over this tragic loss and the soldiers family. Keep us all in your prayers. Thanks. God Bless everyone.

It's That Time Again
Reminder time :p ... Gently loving reminder from me that if all you're going to rate is the NSFWs, please take your dick elsewhere. I put alot of time and effort into the pictures i post, and either you can do what you can to rate things that actually do matter, or i can lock them back up again. Any whining about how i don't rate your pictures will be met with the standard "when you tie yourself up, put clothespins and hot wax on your balls and i come to masturbate, i'll rate your pics." I do love you guys, and i do have fun reading all the comments and taking the pics when i can, but if all i'm getting out of it is offers to cyber and little boys of all ages asking for my email or if i have yahoo (all of which will be met with the standard "fuck off") ... i will relock the albums... anyone that's been in my friends for a more than a week will tell you this is not an idle threat. Love you all, Sin

Looking For People To Join Staff For My Lounge "guilty Pleasures"
Contact me if u would like to be part of the Guilty Pleasures team, we have a blast in there, Live DJ 24/7. Also if u were part of the staff before, let me know if u wanna continue to be part of the team. Thanks so much. Happy Hump Day Everyone!! Much love, xoxoxox Jen :D

Resident Evil : Extinction
That was one hell of a movie! I went last night with Chris & Cass. I should've known better than to sit in the middle, with as much as they were both jumping I thought the movie was just jumping on the screen. LOL Anyway yeah it was a good way to round out the trilogy though I doubt that's it... *rolls eyes* And for the record Nemesis was waaaaaaaaaaaaaay cooler looking that Dr. Isaacs. Oh and one of the times Chris jumped I almost caught an elbow to the face. :D Chickenshits. LOL

The Games Feature Here
Stop sending me requests I don't play games or anywhere. I was pre video game and not for nothing very thankful about that. So don't waste your time sending me them please. I dont and wont play. Thanks The Goddess

It's Just The Two Of Us!!!
Take this sentence and finish it... Me and you should ______________________! Post this to your blog after you respond and see how many crazy answers you get! I am not much into these you know that... but right now I can use something:crazy. smooth, hot, cheeky, fun, wet, wild, give me something to dream about...something to dwell on.

Clearing Friends List
I am clearing friends list i need to know as soon as you read this if you want to stay on or get off. Let me know as soon as possible. I apologize for me being so presistant but i need to know who is my real friends and those that just send me requests for the points or thinking they will get something else. I am a good person but so many people think other wise. I have been going through some difficult times and i need to know that i have friends that really care and arent just telling me what they think i want to hear. I need to know who my friends are. i need to know whos going to be there in the end for me. It is very important that you let me know cause i am wiping it clean even if i have to start all over again. Leave me messagaes or comment on this blog I need to know as soon as possible. Love All Jennifer

Sick Of Everything
well i needed to vent or to at least get everything off of my chest. I'm just tired of everything thats goin on... i'm tired of bein treated like a kid. not allowed to be n the phone with my friends when i want or when we actually have time to chat. Get bitched about being on line all day. WHen half the time i'm busy taking care of my kids. Damn.. not even any time for just me to sit an chill an do what i want. Married life sucks. or at least this married life sucks. I stay home an take care of hte kids an clean the house an ever even get thanked for doing what i can in between takin care of a 4 yr old an a 2yr old. So whatever.. Damn attitude im totally sick of. So thanks to all my friends who are always there for me. I love you guys! I just needed to vent a lil. got any questions go ahead an ask me lol.

A Kiss
Frightful phrases from haunted lips, Poisonous ink-laced kiss. Tactless tongue walks a thin red line, Lewdly begging any other to entwine. Mouthing sweet and dirty, silent nothings, Calling forth desires long left wanting. Garish gasping from drying lips, Frantic carnal wishes. Weak attempt of a tired tongue, Exhausted by acts presumed morally wrong. Drawing forth flesh to a mouth, Nourishment from pleasure found.

Whats The Deal People?
i dont know what is going on in this damn world anymore...you ever get to the point where you just dont give a fuhk? Well im at that point right now. My bone is this, im tired of people ASSUMing they know me, then when they find that they dont...they run...grown some balls bitches! Come ON...talk about celibesy....LOL. ive met some good people and dumb asses here on the FU-Bar, but nothing to disappointing...just dont know what to think of floks anymore...FUHKEM!

Waking Me Up!
Oh damn i am tired.....not that i am complaining or anything! After a long day, a few glasses of wine and some FUBAR flirting I headed off to bed around 11. At 1 in the morning i am awoken to my wife playing with my cock. She starts off by teasing my balls ever so sexily with her fingers and the odd grasp of my dick. She gets me soooo fuckin hard that way, then proceeds to start sucking my dick. The whole time i am lying there, really sleepy...one eye open and emitting the odd moan now and then. She now decides its time for her to practice her hand job technique on me. Damn it was great! I very seldom get a hand job from her. She prefers to blow me. I never cum from her hand jobs (and these are extremely rare btw) but last night.......i shot off my load. Very sexy and hot. Thanks for that hun......i love ya! After all this she crashes almost immediately. Me on the other hand, am wide awake and can't fall asleep. Stuck watching old re-runs of 'Married With Children'. D

Small Business
I'm thinking of starting up a small business with an old friend. It'll be a ranch out in Texas where it'll be a hunting reserve (mainly wild pigs since they're rampent out there). Eventually have a lodge/house and a number of mustangs for riding/camping/hunting with. He threw up the idea and already has 25 acres. I'm looking at adding to that number. I'm not expecting any monetary return right now but down the run it has some nice long term potential with low costs upfront. It's also a added bonus that he knows a number of self made millionaires who fly into the local airport and he customized their aircraft. Some he's taken hunting out there for some fees a few times already.

Somebody Should've Told You, It Never Comes Easy...
I love "Life Is A Garden", that's where I got the title for this blog from. Anywho. I'm stuffy as hell. I don't feel like sickish anymore but I really wish I was able to breathe out of my nose. It sucks waking up in the middle of the night cause you can't freaking breathe. And it's even worse not being able to go near my babies til I feel better. Last thing I need is for them to get sick. I just hope I can knock out this cold before Saturday. Of course with help of Tylenol Severe Sinus & Congestion, I'm sure I'll be able to do something. Or so I hope. Anyway, here's Greeley Estates, "Life is a Garden". enjoy. :D

Thanks Friends!
JUST HAD 4 OF MY PICS FLAGGED.....2 OF WHICH WERE PREVIOUSLY APPROVED AS BEING NON-NSFW BY A BOUNCER....FUNNY THING IS....IT CAME FROM ONE OF MY "FRIENDS" BECAUSE THE ALBUM THAT IT IS IN IS ONLY VIEWABLE BY "FRIENDS"....THATS OKAY...PAY BACKS ARE A BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just Got A Phone Call......
Well looks like I will be making a trip back to the Cardiologist tomorrow...seems the monitor has recorded somethings that do not look to good. They would not tell me anything over the phone, just that they needed to see me in the office at 9:30 am for a follow-up...so I just wanted everyone to know...so may my nerves be in abundance today... Hope everyone is having a good day...love you all! Muahz!:D

There Is A Player In The Midst Of Fubar Beware!
Okay everyone, You all know that I am about safety of women and people in general. Well, I have been talking to this guy on fubar for about a month or so and we got fubar married and planned on getting married. Recently I stumbled upon someone who he planned on have a relationship too on fubar, and we became friends and have caught him up in a lie of playing both of us. He has deleted his accounting when he found out that we found out about eachother, and he probably will make a new one. So, watch out for him. He will play with you too. He is a good liar. The other woman and I are not angry at each other because we didn't do the bad doing, in face we are now friends and want to post this picture of him to warn every woman out there to watch out for him. We are working together to make sure that none of this happens to any of you guys. I beg you not to fall into his trap if he makes another profile. PLEASE REPOST LADIES THERE IS A PLAYER AMONG US BEWARE HIS NAM

Mumm Feedback
Attn all you MuMMers! I am requesting feedback about what you would like to see in the MuMMs. Many of you have had your MuMMs deleted for inappropriate content or because they just don't fit the guidelines of what a MuMM is, which auto blocks you from posting another one. So I would like some CONSTRUCTIVE feedback on what you would like to see happen if we were to update the MuMMs. Cheers!

Virus Threat
Hello, just sending out this message to everyone on my contact list: If someone by the name of Ashley Marc James wants to add you to their list don't accept it. Its a virus. Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them you will get it too. It is a hard drive killer and a very horrible virus. Please pass this on to everyone on your list. We need to find out who is using this account. Right click on the group name of your friends' list and click: Send Message to all. This is affecting to the best of my knowledge Yahoo, Skype and MSN. This is not a fake! Peace and Light To YOU

Not So Daily Rant (2)
So, cheese. We all eat it. Unless we're lactose intolerant or can't eat dairy products, or just don't like it. But those of us who eat it tend to eat it, if you see what I'm saying. Yes, there is a point, and I'll get to it eventually. When you buy cheese, it is, of course, cheese. It looks like cheese. It tastes like cheese. It has nothing but cheese in it, in effect, because it is... yes. Cheese. So why in the name of King Eric* is it that when we buy meat, it's not necessarily all meat? I went to the delicatessen earlier at the supermarket. I bought two hundred grams of turkey. Now, buying two hundred grams of turkey, one may naturally assume that one is getting what? Yes. Turkey. However, upon inspection of the label, I notice something: "98% turkey" Ninety-eight percent? What the hell is the other two percent? Why doesn't it tell me? Should I eat it without knowing? As it happened, I was too hungry to actually care at the time, so I cut up my crusty roll

A Little Game
This is CREEPY! Try it. It only takes about 30 seconds. Don't cheat! Think of a letter between A and W. * * * * * * * * * * * Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Keep going . . . Don't stop . . . * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Think of an animal that begins with that letter. * * * * * * Repeat it out loud as you scroll down. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Think of a man's/woman's name that begins with the last letter in that animals name. Say it out loud as you scroll down. * * * * * * * * * * * Almost there........ * * * * * * * * * Now count o

Ain't This A Bitch?
Yesterday my A/C was frozen. It was hot as hell outside and inside. About 88 F inside the house.It's fixed now. And I'll be damned if it ain't cool and windy outside today now that the A/C is working fine lmfao Ain't that a bitch? LOL

Love
english translation for a most wonderful indian song which i always love.hope u all like it too fanaa....... fanaa......... "Salvation........Salvation......" yaakkai thiri kaadhal sudar - anbae "O love,The body is the wick and love is the flame," jeevan nadhi kaadhal kadal - nenjae "My heart,Life is a river whilst love is the ocean" piRavi pizhai kaadhal thirutham nenjae "My heart,The sin of birth is rectified by love" irudhayam kal kaadhal siRpam anbae "o love, The heart is mere stone whilst love is the sculpture" yaakai thiri kaadhal sudar - fanaa "The body is the wick and love is the flame" thoduvoam thodarvoam padarvoam maRavoam thuRavoam "We will touch love, we will continue love, we will spread love, we will not forget love , we will not renounce love" thoduvoam thodarvoam padarvoam maRavoam iRavoam "We will touch love, we will continue love, we will spread love, we will not forget love , we will not die" thoduvoam thodarvoam padarvoam maRav

Thinking
Ok so I was thinking today about how my life is. I realized I don't have much time for dating, having fun and enjoying life. I work at home and I work my ass off at work. You know I like to keep busy. I hate being idle for very long because I feel like I am wasting time. Yes I know I am here alot but I am not really here here with you guys. I get up and do things and come back. Right now I am remodeling my new place. Oh ya I got me a new place. I am busy stripping the doors. This place needs alot of work. I am not ignoring anyone. I am just a very busy person. When I do slow down long enough to breath and see whats going on in here. I realize how much I miss. I am trying to take the time to upload all of my stash stuff. So you guys can laugh and cry with me. Thank you to all of my friends who have tried to help me level up. I found out you really can't do a whole lot on the lower levels. I can't comment bomb people very long because I reach my limit fast. Which is upsetting because I

9-26-07
You're the master of compromise -- though today, you may have to negotiate with different aspects of yourself. That's not as hard as it sounds, though it may take a while to figure it all out. ........................................................ Help me decide what I need to do!!!!!

Wensday September 26, 2007
Nothing happened today... yeah... um... i got nothin else to say. -NEWS FLASH 3:17 PM: ( COURTESY OF REPORTER DJ MIZZUNDERSTOOD): Eye Halve a Spelling Chequer Eye halve a spelling chequer It came with my pea sea It plainly marques four my revue Miss steaks eye kin knot sea. Eye strike a key and type a word And weight four it two say Weather eye am wrong oar write It shows me strait a weigh. As soon as a mist ache is maid It nose bee fore two long And eye can put the error rite Its rarely ever wrong. Eye have run this poem threw it I am shore your pleased two no Its letter perfect in it's weigh My chequer tolled me sew. -- Sauce unknown

Believe It Or Not...
Believe it or not, at 33 years old I have never had a one night stand...ever. Believe it or not, I have driven fifty miles just to give a kiss goodnight. Believe it or not, I have never made a promise I didn't keep. I open with this simply because I am so tired of the stigma that comes with being a straight, single man in his early thirties. Most people jump at one of two assumptions: either you're gay, or you're a player..."just like every other guy"..."a typical guy" as it's been put to me time and time again. Yet I am straight, single, and 33 years old, saying I am anything BUT "typical". The problem has been trying to convince anyone of that. Women have heard everything...EVERYTHING time and time again. Chances are they've heard it all from someone who has hurt them deeply. The players have used and abused every romantic gesture and phrase in their endless persuit to "conquer as many women" as possible. Telling a woman that she is beautiful, like so many other co

A New Brand Of Genius
Fubar brings out the absolutes in people. I just saw a status that said "read the ****blog" so I did. When I read the blog it said leave me alone or I'll block you. Of course there were some well thought out expletives in there so I wrote back. I asked why that was necessary. When I'm in a bad mood I don't want to have anything to do with many people so why advertise? Anyway, I told the person if it was in her need to block me to just block away. Do you really think I'd miss someone like that?

Antivirus Warning
This is not a virus warning, but an antivirus warning. I've been using McAfee Antivirus and their other products on my computers for as long as I have owned one. Their antivirus software has always gotten high marks from Maximum PC Magazine, which is a source I trust and highly recommend. Well tomorrow I'm uninstalling McAfee from my computers. A month ago I noticed my checking account was short and found out McAfee had hit it for my yearly subscription. I called them up and they confirmed that I had not authorized auto-renewal and said I would have a refund in 3-5 business days. I was furious, explained what a shitty deal that was due to their mistake, as if giving them a piece of my mind would do any good. That was bad enough to sour me on the company, but today was enough to set me on a campaign. Today I found out that a couple of days ago they did it again - they made yet another withdrawl from my checking in an attempt to get me signed up for another year. So I called th

I Really Do Not Like This Hacker I Had
Im so frustrated and pissed off. That hacker destroyed so much on my pc. 160 GIGs of information, pics, music, etc... GONE. 8 years of stuff on there and all because he was pissed off that I wouldn't go nude in front of the cam! And when he turned on my cam he seen the police. You would think that people would have more to do than to destroy what people do. A spoiled brat! I don't even know who he was/is. He hacked my pc. demanded I strip or he would destroy my pc. I refused. He played around shutting off my pc etc. I called the police. When they got here, I turned internet back on and the hacker turned on my cam to see the police and then destroyed my hard drives or disabled my operating system. Yes, I am protected now with Linux. BUT still i had so much in that drive. and no no backup. I never thought I would be hacked. Never thought I would have anything that a hacker would want. A guy wanting a thrill and that is what does this... ERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Pic Contest Please Vote Ty
Heres your link for the contest... http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1002925&albumid=589480&i=2896192229# Contest will start at 7pm Eastern time on 9-26-07 and Ends at 7 PM Eastern on 9-29-07. Have fun with this alright? NO Drama .. Contest Rules: 1. Most comments win! 2. Comment bombing allowed and encouraged! 3. Self Bombing is advised! 4. No Drama Please, its for fun isn’t it? 5. No harassing of other contestants 6. No Late submissions 7. Prizes will be awarded at close of contest 8. Have Fun with this! Prizes: 1st Place 7 day blast 2nd Place 1 day ticker 3rd Place Big Pimping Gift (repost of original by 'Big Poppa' on '2007-09-25 18:40:59') (repost of original by '*AKAMRS. T*' on '2007-09-26 08:16:05')

Deadbeat Ass Dads
By definition, the term "Deadbeat Dad" is a noun that refers to a father that does not fulfill his obligation to provide financial support for his children. However, there is much more to a deadbeat dad than just money. Deadbeat Dad can almost be classified as a catch phrase. As the statistical amount of divorces accrue, so do the numbers of absentee fathers. Many children grow up with extreme emotional and behavior problems due to their lack of a father. Sixty-three percent of youth suicides occur in households where fathers were not present. Fatherless homes also account for 90% of runaway children, 85% of children with behavior problems, 71% of high school dropouts, 85% of youths in prison, and more than half of teen mothers.Deadbeat Dads don't come to pick up their kids on Friday night and keep them for the weekend. They don't order pizza and play monopoly. They don't take the kids to the park on Sunday afternoon. Deadbeat Dads don't invite their children to meet their new fiance b

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The Art Of Selfless Sexuality - Cunnilingus
In general sexual practices, oral sex is often predicated on the idea that it is foreplay - meaning that it is an introduction to or precursor to intercourse - and therefore its emphasis and function is simply stimulation. I would argue here that those who hold such ideas, whether implicitly or explicitly, miss out on a truly unique and fulfilling aspect of human sexuality in oral sex. It is my position that oral sex actually offers incredible sensation, fulfillment, and enjoyment far beyond the reaches of normal intercourse. The paragraphs that follow will illustrate my argument. Singular Purpose When I perform oral sex on a woman, my focus is on her sexual arousal and fulfillment. I have the opportunity to focus with an unclouded mind. During intercourse, compromises have to be made during the act constantly as a result of two people seeking to pleasure one another. The velocity, the positions, the very tone of the sexual intercourse experience is all subject to variables

To All New Friends!!
For some reason i am not able to leave a profile comment to your page so i will have to do it this way. YOU ALL ROCK!!! Just to let you i have rated and fanned you. and hope you also did with me. mwhuaahhhzzz to all. ohh and don't be afraid to scrape me a message on my shoutbox sometime.

She Was Only 13
Saw this in a bulletin and had to blog it. Her dad was a drunk Her mom was an addict Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one's around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to di

Did Someone Ask For Sugar?? Hehehe
This is a pimpout and leving blog for one of my best friends here, sugahhh. Yes, it is very long awaited, but I do lag in some areas, so without much further ado, please show this lady below a lot of mad, crazy love. Iv'e known her since she was a young fu of 4, and I can't think of anyone more deserving of a leveling right now... Let's rain on her Fu love today and make her one BIG PIMP!.... ~§ugähhh~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ..... CLUB F.A.R~@ fubar

Why Is It So Hard?
This is going to be hard to write without sounded jaded but its late and i couldn't care less. Why is it the right person is so hard to find? Me for example im only looking for an honest,funny,caring good guy. IT's not like im asking for allot lol And men i know go thru the same shit. There's those cheaters and liers and manipulators and im tired of it. Im on the verge of just becoming a nun lol I mean cmon yes everyone loves sex, but there comes a point where you want someone in your life thats not just there for a bootycall. It's infuriating, like what the hell have we been brought down to? All my asshole ex's aside i still think theres hope for a good man but fuck it's like what the hell do people have to do to get past this game when your dating.. Why can't people just be themselves and get on with it that way from the start, i know i do. But no your with a guy you talk to him all is good and like 3 months into your getting to know each other all the monsters pop out the clo

It's Thursday, Already, Lol!
The days just seem to fly by; the weeks, as well. I am off to work shortly. The energy in my home is so chaotic I can hardly think straight here! So I seem to be spending more time at work. The energy in my treatment rooms is very much "mine"!! Tim is showing his colors again - won't go to school again today! I'm sure that truancy ticket is coming soon. I refuse to go hand to hand with Tim - used to try that with Damian! Not good, lmao!!! Not sure what to do next. Dakota did get his $25 for shaving his eyebrows off, lol! He does look a little odd!? Taylor's lip piercing seems to be healing well. I reminded him - no smooching until it's healed, lol!! He hates that part! My oldest daughter Jenn is in her new apartment in Onalaska - away from all her old druggie friends! So she is lonely, lol! Guess I'll have to visit her this weekend some time. I always dread those visits! And I have to "smudge" myself when I get home - you can pick up all sorts of strange "garbage" aroun

Love
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

Why I'm Not Around Much
I've got my yard sale this weekend and have been really trying to finish getting everything ready been washing almost 20 normal size boxes of tupperware plus i still have a HUGE box as well to wash. Monday things will return to normal. Have to get spare bedroom ready for JustShizzle and his lady because they are moving in with us. So please bear with me if i miss comments yesterday i had 25+ so I'm sure I missed a few. Love you all.

Dear Friends
Just thought I'd write something positive for you. People can say some hurtful words at times and it can eat away at you. So as a friend who really cares, I take your face in my hands, and gently stroke your head, and I'm wiping away any tears, and as I hug you firmly but gently, I tell how much I care and love you, as well as wishing all that hurt away ;)

Perfect Summer Storm
Sitting here watching a summer storm Arcs of lightning dance to the ground Thunder breaking the crisp night air To the earth a rain is bound Thoughts of you drift through my mind Watching this ballet of power For tonight I cannot sleep or rest Upon this midnight hour Electricity coursed through me The first time that I saw you I see the intense energy In your eyes of crystal ice blue The persistent sound of my heart beating At the merest thought of your beauty The echoes of angels in my ears Hearing you voices symphony A soothing feeling when you smile Like the drumming of rains calmness Your movements so smooth & fluid Washing away my unpleasantness The glow you emit With each flashing light Seems to hold me in awe On this perfect summer night

What Do You Think Of This Song
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don't worry 'cuz Everything's going to be alright People keep talking they can say what they like But all i know is everything's going to be alright No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one, no one, no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you, you, you Can get in the way of what I feel I know some pe

Questions
I read this blogg and found it was to be thought provoking and soul searching enough to pass on. If you feel like answering....or responding...please do. Thank you, Michael!! From Michael...with my responses. Every other post is a questionare. Questions so basic by their nature, they seem elementary. What is your favorite color? Your favorite band? Who was the last person you hugged? Are you fucking kidding me? What are these surveys seeking to answer? You like pink...no shit...90% of women do. You've recently kissed james...fantastic...I'll register that at the top of my "give-a-fuck" list. Come on people...after you hit 21 you gotta step it up a bit. So without further delay...here are the 21 questions that dig and My utterly honest reply. 1. Are you Happy? - At this time, I am having inner struggles. So much has happened this year, that I think I will never regain the happiness I had before October, 2006 started. 2. Where are you? -In the black vortex that is my

Wal-mart!
I had to steal this from a friend! So fucking funny! Mr. And Mrs. Allison are retired, and Mrs. Allison insists her Husband go with her to Walmart, but he gets bored with all the shopping trips. He prefers to get in and get out, but Mrs. Allison loves to browse. Here's a letter sent to Mrs. Allison: Dear Mrs. Allison, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a Commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban Both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our Video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Allison are Listed below. Things Mr. Bill Allison has done while his spouse was shopping in Walmart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's Carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor lea ding to the Restrooms. 4. July 19:

Update To Venting
I am still so lost. Right now I am feeling numb. Almost like heartbreak....I dont understand anything although I am trying. Seems like since last night around 9 till now I have been breaking down crying. I was sitting here thinking in the past, seems like any relationship I have been in on my birthday seems to turn to shit. I dont want this relationship to turn bad. But I am scared that I am not that strong. Back and forth and time apart like this is too difficult on me. My ticket back to the states isnt till November 29. Sure there is 2 months, but this is going to be so difficult. I know I am probably not making too much sense, my mind is wondering in a million places seems like I cant concentrate on much today. I am thinking about trying to put my walls back up, but how do you build walls when you live with that person. I dont want to block him out, I love him way too much. I just want to block the pain of thinking that I cant go through this again. Last time leaving for three month

Say It Isn't So
To all of you pendants who appreciate the perfect, precise word: once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly Neologism Contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulance (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n..), the formal, dignified

Zodiac Signs And The Way They Kiss
Aries: Your kisses are quick and passionate fits of lustful pleasure that are there and then gone. Taurus: Your kisses linger; they are deliberate, heartfelt and they can go on and on and on. Gemini: Your kisses are interrupted by spasms of giggles, smiles and funny observations. Cancer: Your kisses are warm and tender, and you never want to let them go. Leo: Your kisses are wild and uninhibited, biting and clawing, you expect applause for your performance. Virgo: Your kisses are so subtle and tidy, your lover only notices them once you've finished. Libra: You're too busy worrying about your breath to really get into your kisses. Scorpio: You skip the kiss and get straight to whatever comes next for you. Sagittarius: Your kisses are surprising, spontaneous affairs that leave the kissed wanting more. Capricorn: Your kisses are intense moments of sublime relief from the stress of your day. Aquarius: Your kisses are wet and messy, and you tend t

Wtf Is Really Going On Here???
What the hell is the deal? Ya see these people paying money for blasts saying " Come leave me love and I will return it" or " fan/rate/add me!!" ya go there and try to do the friendly thing and they go to check you out.... then a big fkn nothing! Not even a fkn thank you outta the deal. I don't add, fan , or rate just to get something outta the deal but it would be nice if you could at least get a thank you or something! People , don't say you are gonna do something if you have NO fkn intention of doing it, its called common courtesy!

Enough !
Why do I bother. What is there to gain. I like having friends and being around people. Ever feel like its not enough. NO matter how hard you try, your best isn`t enough. I am tired and old. I want the people around me happy. Yeah I like my life,sometimes its not enough. Laughing makes me happy, and yes i do cry. When I get down, I pick myself back up. Why because thats all I know to do. Tell me just this one thing! Am I the only one thats does get ENOUGH.

Love
The love of my life I have finally found And I know for certain that I need you around Your tender words can comfort and calm all my fears And just the sound of your gentle voice can wipe away my tears I need you more then ever since I can't be with you now And to remain by your side faithfully I make a solemn vow My arms are always open so you can come inside And as long as you still love me there is nothing you should hide I will be here for you in each and every way And I know that I will grow to love you a little more everyday So lean on me whenever you need to because you know I am always here I hope you know I love you because this I tried to make it clear

The Friendly Fubarian
I must say...I am not terribly disgruntled, however a bit disappointed. If I post a Mumm, I will go to every single person site that votes or comments and I will rate/fan them at least, and if I enjoyed their comment, I'll even add them. Most of the time, they all come back and give the same treatment. Mummers, you rule. Random people in blasts, tickers, or just scroll across my screen in some random order....I'll hit them with a rate/fanning and an add, some come back, most do not. Shame on you. Loungers - They are the worst for returning anything. I'll rape them, show them mad love, and all they do is expect the friend request, come on people. Your not that lazy are you? I have only a handful that have come back and done the same, out of the 100 or so I've hit. I am Fan to 4260 people. I have 2828 fans. What a ratio. If your going to someones page, and you just rate them, something wrong with your fan button. The way I see, shit I'm already here....might as well hit

Enough Already! Part 3
hey this blog posting is kinda fun actually8-p Might wanna read the other two to make any sense! 1.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 2.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 3.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 4.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 5.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 6.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 7.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 8.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 9.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 10.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 11.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 12.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 13.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 14.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 15.I will not repost bulletins that disagree with Admin! 16.I will not repost bulletins that d

Life
-life is a twirl and twine -so when your relaxing drinking your glass of wine, -realize that to succeed you must use peace of mind -there will be ups and downs but through it all you must not nag nor whine -there will be times of darkness and times of light -you must not be vulnerable to the grim of night -to get to the top there shall always be some kind of struggle to fight -but just stick to your goal and your results shall be bright -but you cant complain -because in the end you'll have lost nothing, only opportunity to gain -yes it might have cost sweat and pain -but now you are the one that shall ordain -so now its off to find your date -someone who could be your future mate -the perfect someone you could only find by fate -this is life, so find a goal and succeed before its too late

Probably My Worst Break Down To Date
everything was on-going--but it seemed to come to a head right before the day of atonement 6 days ago. i was getting ignored so badly--i needed to talk-nothing special-i needed to give attention and to receive it for my well-being--many of you were so there for me as always-but i felt so ignored.when i needed sympathy and acceptance i was getting one word responses--i felt so darn useless then the day of atonement came--pretty much 25 hours of silence and prayer and well lots of hating on myself--thinking of how horrible i must have been to have suffered so. i really couldn't return here until now. and to add to it all--sometime during the holiday -some hacker got on to my web-site and posted news of my death--they put the wrong year of my birth and spelled 'riddance' wrong. i couldn't delete it. i thought what the heck--many don't care if i'm living or dead any way. but please check it out www.gangstarabbi.com at least i know i'm noteworthy albeit it in a bad way to someo

Need A Good Laugh?????????
Last year I replaced all the windows in my house with that expensive double-pane energy efficient kind, and today, I got a call from the contractor who installed them. He was complaining that the work had been completed a whole year ago and I still hadn't paid for them. Hellloooo,...........just because I'm blonde doesn't mean that I am automatically stupid. So, I told him just what his fast talking sales guy had told me last year, that in ONE YEAR these windows would pay for themselves! Helllooooo? It's been a year! I told him. There was only silence at the other end of the line, so I finally just hung up. He never called back. Guess I won that stupid argument. I bet he felt like an idiot.

Pecker Lover
this guy hearts pecker, not much else to say other than that ->duke dsc: psychowolf wants to trade lightsabers for kittens and you refused duke dsc: what the fuck are you talking about lightsabers and shit whats that about ->duke dsc: what the fuck are you talking about i never beg for pussy duke dsc: if you got beg for pussy you can do better than that ->duke dsc: fair trade in my book ->duke dsc: so how come you don't want to a lightsaber for kittens? ->duke dsc: can do n00b duke dsc: ok suit youre self ->duke dsc: are you serious? i'm not going anywhere ->duke dsc: what? duke dsc: have a nice night ->duke dsc: find find? duke dsc: find find some one else to fuck with then then i left

Reason Behind My Pictures...
Well, most of my pics are gone because the phone I took them on was lost and they retracked everything that was taken on the phone and delete everything which meant my pictures too. So I'll have to either get me a cam or just wait until I get pictures and then scan them on here. I know it sucks but I'll get some of them back soon hopefully.

A Gurl In Love
So I feel like writing tonight and as I lay here listening to music and staring at the cieling,I cant help to think that right now my life makes no sense. my divorce is gettin uglier by the day and im feeling like i failure to my kids. but i see it as abuse ..there are no excuses so i had to end it.and when i feel like i have nothing else, i hear my phone ring and on the other end is a guy i met on here that has totally blown me away from the minuite i layed eyes on him.I dont know what it was i was just in awww with him. kinda looked like a badass but when we spoke i was just like omg he is hella sweet. I tried so hard to hold back and be cool about shit but as we progressed in convos i knew even early on i wanted to be with him for real.I held back so bad but it was so hard and I even tried like putting up a wall for protection of my feelings ,but that wall he broke through with force and showed me that there are guys out there that will respect care and love u the way it should be.

Want Me
make me want you so bad so strong so... music pulsating through my entire body sweating throbbing sight gone blurry making me want you so bad so strong so... dancing so close rubbing feeling touching am i making you want me so bad so strong so... tasting the salt on my neck my chest you're making the heat get intense making me want this so bad so strong so... no one around us cares about what goes on and i want this so bad it hurts... i ache hands on every part hot and smooth moving to a rhythm in the bass of the moment nobody gives us a second glance and i want you so bad. what will it take to make you want me back?

Lazy Day
Lazy Day Hi this happened when I was 17 , so bare with me .... It was Saturday and thank God I didn’t have school , so I got to lay about a few extra hours . I got up and showered and dressed , went out to the kitchen where my parents left a note saying they’d be out till late, There was money left for a Pizza and to pay Charles our landscaper . I was happy they didn’t drag me with them . My father is a Lawyer and my mother owns her own Boutique so we live in the well off community ...as they so kindly put it . I go to a private school and we don’t have minority’s there , Nor are they in out neighborhood. Other than the people we hire not that we are racist .....But then I guess its a way of racism just without the stigmata . Anyhow , the day goes slow and I’m watching tv when the doorbell rings. I answer it and its Charles he’s a black man probably 40 or so and sort of out of shape . He asks to use the bathroom and I show him where it is . I walk back into the living room and he c

Warning To All Bombing And Leveling Familys
My own personal dealing with this girl.First off i have never seen anyone change there name so fast and so many times. She changes it so fast so noone knows her game just tonight in the blogs and bulletins i have seen others post warning people about her she has changed it 4 times in a few hours. Her goal is too get in all familys and have personally seen her in 4 bombing familys in one night. Anyone that truely knows me on my friends list know I will help anyone out if it is possible. I will help level anyone that asks but come on when you are in my shout box daily too level you after you was just leveled its annoying. It got too the point where a few days i just ignored her. So she decides too then go to other friends and ask them too help her. And when they dont all she does is harass them. My blog is too only give heads up to those of you that are leaders of bombing and leveling teams.IF YOU WANT TO AVOID DRAMA AND TROUBLE DONT LET HER BE APART OF YOUR FAMILY. ...¢¾:MsGina¢

Reason Im So Mad
im pissed off that ppl were flagging my pics NSFW>>THE FOLDER CLEARLY SAID NSFW>>U RETARDS..soooo in closing ive removed allll my NSFW pics,and what the fuck is not safe about daffy duck?..IF U WOMEN r doing this shit..be warned it WILL bite you in your jealous ass..ty for the rest of you im sorry i had to delete my pics because of others stupidity

5 Rules To Live By
Remember the five simple rules to be happy: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happen. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you have. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less

My Private Stuff...
ok, I had a private folder with pics that i didn't want everyone to see....unfortunately, I got online a little too late and some people already went to this folder... I can say, the people who did, were not on my friends/family list, and I want to tell you all thank you for not being nosy....It is greatly appreciated.....

He Made His Choice......
Well most of you know im still in love with the ex but today he made his choice for the last month he had been telling me he loves me and wants to be with me(i was unsure about trying to work things out because he lied to me) but he told me today that he dont care anymore and to leave him alone so yeah im really hurt but been hurt before guess i will just pick up the tiny pieces of whats left of my heart and TRY to move on

Fake Ass People
I meet some real one on here. Let me tell you. Girls on here are the ones that tell you how they care about what you care about into you meet them and you fine out what they are really like. i meets some on here. Just let me say that it is not all the people on here that are fake. The ones I am talking about knows who you are so don't ask. I know alot of you all are going to say " I hope that he is not talking about me." But if you said something to me and didn't do it. That makes you Fake. I didn't ask for your help and you said that you was going to help me. Yes you. And the one who I tried to help and you fucked me over. Yes I am talking about you. But to the rest of you I just want to say. Thanks for nothing. Wow it was one girl on here that I didn't know and I was talking to and she said I will send this and that and then nothing. I never asked of anything from you and now I am a ass hole for saying anything to you. And when you said that you got me. I was like yes someone is koo

Check This Nsfw
I have been around on this site for awhile and have seen more beautiful women on this site than on any other I have been on. A little showing of flesh is a real turn on and the women know it. If anyone wants to post their pics here they should have a right to do so (men included) If they want them mark NSFW, then its their choice. Who they want to show them to is their business. Who gets to determine what is safe and what is not. I could not do it, Maybe all members should have to make a salute before they are accepted. If someone does not want to see it move on to another profile. As far as young ones looking at this stuff, where is the adult supervision. Also some of them have seen worse, and not just on computers.I had a misunderstanding with a member about this and I tried to apologize for it, and I am still sorry for that. I hope when I ask about being a friend thats not all anyone think about.

Just Stay Away!
Do you ever wonder why sometimes ex's wont go away or atleast stay away? Well I do! Its like a few weeks go by and if I am lucky a month will go by and nothing...and I am like YAY finally he moved on and has gotten over me or us. When every now and then out of no where he comes back. Then its drama for a few days. ugggggggg Anyway well day #2 of this BS drama was yesterday and I am so tired of his texts and his calls and him hangin up. Funny how at first his texts are all sweet and sayin I miss you and love you blah blah blah...then I dont respond to any of them cuz I want them to STOP but just wont and all the sudden I am a bitch and he hates me and I am the worst person on earth. I went to being the best thing in the world that ever happen to him to the worst thing that ever happen to him in the matter of an hour if I am lucky...lol Its a rollercoaster ride for a few days or sometimes a week. Its like damn just stop and let me be. You are in your 30s just grow up and leave m

R.i.p.
would like to ask everyone to give a thought to my brother and his wife kim . kim lost her dad 2 days ago and are having a very very hard time dealing with it not only emotionally but financially as they did not have any insurance on him and was very sudden ty for the thoughts and prayers !! btw if u leave a msg for them plz also send me an email for i will be printing them all out for them and wanna make sure we respond to all thanx

Once Again!
The weekend is here! Yay! Ugh I'm going home to sleep off this horrendous remainder of a cold... and then I'm gonna go babysit... After I track down Mikey... did i say sleep? yeah I guess not. LOL Anyway Ruby is coming down for my bday tomorrow so we both should have plenty of pics to post for you all on Monday. Have a happy weekend! *MUAH*

Dancing With The Moon Goddess
What a joyous feeling To be free in the night skies In the glow of the full moon To rejoice in the nights beauty To feel the moons Happiness As you join her in the dance The cool night wind Blowing through your hair As you dance the moon dance Rejoice with the Goddess The Mother of all that is Night For she calls her children tonight I go to be with the Goddess As all her children should As she shines the brightest on this night To the skies I shall go tonight To be One with the Goddess The Mother of the Night. wrote 9/28/07

A Place Of Magic
In the twilight of the night There is a place where Magic is born In between the Worlds of sleep and wake This is a place where Magic exist In the twinkle of a Childs eye In the twinkle of the stars Time stands still within this place Where Magic is born and resides What a wondrous joy it is To be a Part of this place Where anything and everything can happen If One only believes in the Magic that lives here Losing that Faith and Belief Of this Magical Wonderland Leaves you Dead and Empty Deep inside your now Darkened Soul. wrote 9/28/07

What U Dont Know
I am a gurl who knows what she wants,and i dont stop till i get it.I'm a gurl who is real and a gurl who likes to be playful and spontaneous and flat out kick it wit da boys.I am fiesty aand shy and sometimes a little hard to handle at times but what u don't know about me is this....I've always wanted to be irressistable and desired,my imagination is always running wild.I was raised to be classy and i do live by that rule but lately as i get older in age i feel my wild side creeping up.I've always had this side i never wanted to let out.My favorite time to myself is lying in bed listening to music just drifting off and as i lay in bed my imagination takes over.I have all these fantasies and they all r so sexual.I'ts funny cause I am a very sexual person.Anyways most of my fantasies i have already lived out.I love being a woman and i take every advantage of being one.I have so much fun trying to look my best.Men I cant get enough of and take so much pleasure in pleasing them.I have a ma

New Idea For A Contest
ok i have a new idea for a contest ,and i need feedback from my family and friends as to whether or not (for one ) you are interested in entering ,and (for two) you think it's a good idea for a contest .Either leave me a comment on this blog or a shout in my shoutbox ,or a comment on my bully i have posted on the board .AGAIN THE CONTEST IS FOR MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS ONLY ,which means no fans or outsiders (sorry peeps ) the rules would be as follows and they are subject to be changed before the contest starts per everyones opinion on them 1: self bombing is allowed 2:no drama 3: no nsfw pics 4: first person to 50k-75k in comments (lemme know which amount sounds best ) and as for prizes here's the catch there's no gifts or vips or blasts (unless i have enough points to give big pimpin gifts )but the winner will get to be fu-married to me lol so therefore your best efforts to win the contest will lemme know that you are interested in being fu-married to me and i am thi

Yea
So i took the glasses off just to see what i could see so i took the mirror down not happy with that image of me Who cares what has been done so far but ill be damned if ill go on knowing im just another toilet seat that keeps getting pissed on So many times i have thrown up my hands and let them have there way just hopeing that eventually i might just get my day Im tired of screaming quietly while others scream aloud when will i get my turn to speak where is my waiting crowd I cut myself to pieces so that every one could share not knowing they'd take all of me and leave nothing to spare I think it's time i just let go and except that im off track letting everyone walk all over me thinking they have my back So i guess i should just shut my mouth let my hurting slowly die i guess words are meaningless cause they always become lies

Hasta La Fizz
Whats the sense of threatening on the IntraWeb? Am i supposed to be afraid of her? LMAO. Sure... Cross these nutz, theyre lucky ->Psychowolf...: You forgot the epenis threat. AND< HOW is that going to affect me?...lmao...its HILLARIOUS BA FIZZ: KEEP GOING BA FIZZ: I JUST POSTED THIS ON ALL UR MUMMS ->Psychowolf...: Pray tell how i will REGRET anything?....are you going to kill me E Penis? ->Psychowolf...: that means i HEART you ->Psychowolf...: i HEART herms! ->Psychowolf...: LMAO. i BA FIZZ: u r sadly mistaken if u think for one minute i am thqat read my profile if u want to cross me go ahead u will regret it ->Psychowolf...: doesnt mean you cant have a cock; lots of hermaphrodites call themselves female BA FIZZ: female here svs ->Psychowolf...: theres better cock than yours BA FIZZ: ur point is what ->Psychowolf...: why are you in that video BA FIZZ: n u r point is what ->Psychowolf...: bagslap.com BA FIZZ: ur point is

Love Is Like A Butterfly.......
Love is like a BUTTERFLY, the more you chase it, the more it will elude you... But if you turn your attention towards other things it will come in softly sit on your shoulder........ (",)

Why
damn, i loved my sister so much why is it everytime i'm with family they remind me of when my sweet sis passed? and remind me that i wasn't there....pisses me off i wanna fight...but who do i fight?.....i wasn't there

Police "band" Concert
Hya All, the 1 October, I will go to the concert of the police (sting and company) to Torino, in the North Italia, and therefore for me will not be possible to connect on the net for at least 3 days. The concert will be the 2 October evening, but i need to drive for 800 miles because I live in the South Italy, and it is mean that i will sleep there someday. If anyone of you is going at the concert, please let me know, would be nice to meet someone from fubar. let me find your luv at my return, it will be really apprecciate :-) see ya all

My Keyboard
I sit alone and masturbate on my computer chair with a Lion King Kleenex pressed tight over my penis so when I shoot I won’t gum up the keyboard. i sit here in my chair and fantasise about different woman i come in contact with through the day who ever that may be Is it Jamie so sweet and charming? Or Cece so beautiful and sexy? maybe its Christy so bold and adorble could it be SweetPoison so erotic and hot lets not forget brneyes yes i think of her to i just have so many to choose i dont know what to do so i sit alone and masturbate on my computer chair with a Lion King Kleenex pressed tight over my penis so when I shoot I won’t gum up the keyboard.

That Wonderful Taste
I love when our bodies connect fully undressed, slippery and wet, dripping hot with sweat. The moisture of my lips whispers to your dick, telling sexual secrets, tickles you with teases... Precious, alluring kisses glide from your lips to your neck to your chest and then your stomach slide along and down your hips, until I reach the object of my tongues content. I love your fingers in my hair fingers walk in wonder pulling me down closer, needing to be deeper, anxious for the answers begging me for more... I meet your steady gaze eyes cloudy lost in haze; I see just what you crave so I give all that you can take, and devour you full length. I love the way you come, the sexual look upon your face. The way your pleasure tastes is right where it belongs: between my lips just- like- this...

Why Couples Dont Have Sex
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up an

Adult Jokes
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR? A: It's Braille for "suck here". Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under." Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a Goodyear. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO WOMEN RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARRASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose

Muirsheeen Durkin
In the days I went a courtin', I was never tired resortin' To the alehouse and the playhouse or many a house beside, I told me brother Seamus l'd go off and go right famous And before I'd return again l'd roam the world wide. Chorus: So goodbye Muirsheen Durkin, l'm sick and tired of working, No more I'll dig the praties, no longer I'll be fool. For as sure as me name is Carney I'll be off to California, where instead of diggin'praties I'll be diggin' lumps of gold. I've courted girls in Blarney, in Kanturk and in Killarney In Passage and in Queenstown, that is the Cobh of Cork. But goodbye to all this pleasure, for l'm going to take me leisure And the next time you will hear from me Will be a letter from New York, Goodbye to all the boys at home, l'm sailing far across the foam To try to make me fortune in far America, For there's s gold and money plenty for the poor and gentry And when I come back again I never more will stray,

World Series Of Poker
World Series of Poker is shooting a promo video at my buddy, Jack's place in Galveston, tonite 7:30pm til 10pm. I got invited to be there. Good times and GREAT people... come see me there... TONITE !!!

Always
I wrote this poem back in the day (7th grade to be exact) so let me know what you think. Thinking about you always put a smile on my face And I can't think about anybody taking your place In my eyes, you're my sunshine, always I love and always see you as mine. Along with with your grace I always want to be your warm embrace. Love has a different power when I'm with you Each minute, Each second, Each day, of my life, I yearn to be with you. The love i have for you can move many mountains Because I want love and shower you like a fountain. So this is my feelings on paper and pen Because your love and heart is where I want to dwell in.

I Hate At&t / Cingular
i got a Razor last year for my birthday because it was pink and cute. well my charger broke a while ago, so i got a new one, it broke. so today i went up there and the woman wanted to charge me 30$ for a new one, i said "the phuck i am why should i pay for another damn charger when they break?" and she just looked at me so i said "either give me a free new charger or put a new phone in my hand" so she called the manager out there and i told the ugly lil feller "i refuse to pay for a piece of shit charger when the last two broke, either give it to me for free or give me a new phone of my choice" and so after pissing me off even more he finally gave it to me for free. lets just say when my contract is up ill be going to Verizon or somewhere else where the shit dont break. this is also why im highly pissed off right now, so proceed with caution!!! x-x-x Riot Girl

*blinks*
I was using disinfecting wipes on the kitchen counter tops... When I threw the used one away, something caught my eye. A warning on the back of the canister. "WARNING: DO NOT USE AS A BABY WIPE!" What the fuck? Who the HELL would be MORONIC enough to wipe their child's ASS with BLEACH WIPES!? *Shakes head and moves on to clean the bathroom BAH*

Crawl (for My X)
Crawl to me, hands and knees Gravel in your mouth, apologize ceaselessly Your tears are blood, my dear, so sweet Your heart bleeds for me You once held my heart in your fist, squeezing my blood under your feet, stepping in it and on me, my cries made music and you did dance so well... You crawl to me now, voice coarse and gurgling, begging, crying your eyes bleed tears of air as I step on your head.

He Is Such An Ass
I was seeing this guy... off and on for almost 4 years. Every time I thought it was over, he'd come back with some lame ass excuse and a really good story. I couldn't help but care about the asshole, so like a dumbass I'd let him back in. This last time he came back, he did the worst thing possable: He used his daughter. Let me explain... He has known for a while now that all I really want is a family. Someone to come home to, the sound of little feet running across the floor, a family to cook for, to love, to spend time with... That's what I really want. Well he promised me that he was going to take his daughter out of the hell hole that she was living in with his aunt and move in with me. That thought lasted about 2 weeks. He brought his daughter over and she stayed the night on the weekends... then once I started sleeping with him again, he totally quit bringing her around. We were supposed to go to Cedar Point today. The tickets are paid for and sitting right here, I have u

Please Resubscribe Please!!!
TO ALL MEMBERS IN WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ ACCORDING TO THE NEW LOUNGES ALL MEMBERS NEED TO RESUBSCRIBE AGAIN. SO PLEASE DO!!!!! I just want to introduce to you the best crew and people that keep the tunes going and flowing in WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ.Go show them some love,and Stop by the lounge,say Hi and ask them to play your favorite song and enjoy the chat. We play a variety of music for everyones taste,we also play requests. We have our own Radio Station,, Only WÌLÐÇÄŦ RÄÐÌÖ,Plays all your requests and keeps you rocking out.. Thanks again for checking us out and feel free to stop by again. MY WONDERFUL AND GREAT CO-OWNER *BÌG* . *BÌG* ÇÖ ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar THE ONE AND ONLY MANAGER DJ TAZMAN. ~ DJ TAZMAN ~ ĦÄñÄGÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LõÚñGÈ~@ fubar THE HOTTEST AND SEXIEST HEAD SECURITY/BARTENDER LISSA. ~*LissaHotTruckerGirl*~RLGF to Hot_Trucker16 & *Head Security/Bartender @ WÌLÐÇÄŦ LõÚñGÈ*@ fubar AND THE MOST ADDICTIVE AND SEXY

Pray For My Mom
I am at my Mom's place until monday as she fell and needs help for a couple days. Please keep her in prayer and I will be back on Monday evening. Sorry if it seems as if I have been ignoring anyone, but this is important. See you all soon.

Special Someone
Every waking moment I think about you all the time Dreaming of the day we’re together again I know we’ll do just fine Having you here with me again is a thought that makes me feel so good Our growing relationship feels so right showing each other we care the way we should I promise I will do my best to not make you want to leave every night I realize now how good you are to me I realize now that your love is worth the fight I never again want to be the one causing you any tears I always want to be there for you to ease all your pain and fears You are that special someone in my life I feel so very lucky to have you as my wife

The Story
"The Story" I've been thinking of everything I used to want to be I've been thinking of everything Of me, of you and me This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I'm in the middle of nothing And it's where I want to be I'm at the bottom of everything And I finally start to leave This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I created And I swear to god I'll find myself In the end In the end This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created Have you ever listened to something...and it explained you?

Do Your Tits Sag ??? Make Them Perky
BOOBS! TITS!! HOOTERS!!! MELONS!!!! NICE HEH?? YESTERDAY I WAS TELLING MY GOOD FRIEND CARRIE OF MASTERSLITTLEONE.STUMBLEUPON.COM FAME ABOUT MY BOOBS.RECENTLY ....DUE TO MEDICAL PROBS ETC I GAINED SOME WEIGHT AND ALONG WITH THE WEIGHT CAME MY RATHER IMPRESSIVE 40D SIZED TITS! YES FOR ME IMPPRESSIVE...WHY? COMING FROM A LONGTIME FLAT OF ABOUT A 36B I CAN TELL YOU UP FRONT I WAS AND SORT OF STILL AM IMPRESSED WITH THE DARLIN DUO! I CAN MAKE THE BOUNCE LIKE THAT ...THE OTHER DAY IF I WOULD HAVE HAD PASTIES ON I GOT ONE TO SWING RIGHT AND THE OTHER THE OPPOSITE....(TRY THAT WITH WHAT I WAS DEALIN WITH) BUT AS I WAS TELLING CARRIE AFTER HAVING BREASTFED 4 KIDS 3 HUSBANDS AND A FEW BOYFRIENDS WHO FELT THE NEED TO AHHHHH SUCK MOMMAS TITTY LIKE IT WAS A BOTTLE, MY WONDERFUL NEW SET DIDN'T BEHAVE IN THE PERKY MANNER OF THOSE OTHER KIND OF TITTYS ( YOU KNOW FAKE ONES HEHEHE). TAKE OFF MY BRA AND THEY DON'T STAND UP HIGH AND PRETTY ON MY CHEST! NO THE POOR BUGGERS KIND OF LEAN DOWN AS IF TIRED.

The Rain
The smell of rain overwhelms your senses as the clouds overhead open up with a loud clap of thunder that lingers as a low rumbling. She runs with you, hand in hand, to take shelter under the nearby stand of pine trees. Giggling and breathless she turns to you "Everyone is leaving! Do you think we should go too?" You eye the clouds overhead and, seeing no threat, reassure her that she is safe with you. She moves closer to you for warmth and you wrap your arms around her, enclosing you both in your oversized jacket. Smiling up at you, she leans in and kisses your lips softly, letting them linger against yours. You pull her against you and intensify the kiss, parting your lips to slip your tongue through hers. You can taste the remnants of the champagne you recently shared in her mouth and her responsive tongue tastes you in turn. Your hand finds its way into her long, silky hair and grips firmly as her hand rests against the back of your neck; your other hand reaches lower, cupping he

Who Will Win?
i made 10$ yesterday because my neigbor called and said his cat died of leukemia. he said it was too bad so many cats die of this cat killing disese and asked me to take and bury it. it was in the abandon car in his back yard and had been shut up in there for a week or so and was smelling and i was glad i could do it for him so he would not see it and plus i made $10.

Any One Know
Ok im at a delemma.... I have to be out of where i'm staying now and have no clue where to go........ So i write this..... Anyone know of a place that helps out guys? I dont have a job right now nor money and i want to stay close to Tiffin,Fostoria and Fremont Area... If u know of a place plz contact me...... Thanks Tongue.............

To Put It Simply, I Want You
To Put It Simply, I Want You I want to be your companion and walk hand in hand, your strength enveloping mine. Autumn leaves falling, scuffing feet and laughter, sharing nights, not finished by the dark. I want to be your confidant as you pen your deepest thoughts, as your heartaches bleed and finally break free. Your dreams, I keep as if my own. I want to smile as you smile and giggle with you at nothing at all. I want to be your lover and find the passions that move you to action. I want to be the softness that induces you to trust. I want to be the naughty that makes you come back for more. I want to please you. I want to share your breakfast and your dinner, I want you in the shower and in your bed and with soft steps to bring you coffee (I take mine black) Your strong arms, the legs that power your thrust, your lips of pleasure, these are the fuel of my desire no it is no secret, my love, and to put it very simply, I want you.

Call Of The Windego
(completed version of "cry of the windego") Blood Will call to Blood Will answer to Blood Will call to Blood will shatter The end my dear fucked friend is far from dead I am re-ender I will shed flesh to have my mess test my deep rest forever I know how to flow stretch flex a hex until you’re a dead receptor Squeezing jagged broken glass the spill’s a crash I splash a broken spell I swell My wishes seem to play out as your hell Let’s dwell And cry As I look for the next fight Shatter towards travesty Your blood fucking belongs to me Suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to see your demons cry The need to masticate is growing My teeth show no signs of slowing Crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest Underlings with splitting wings Divide my hide and bait the springs Cautious cringe, a sharpened hinge, I feel empty after the binge And now as I scrounge and scrimp I am my own most savage pimp I’m paid in shit, I’ll fin

Bored
Well.... Another boring SUNDAY. Wife is at work..... Kids are gone.... Got the " Honey Do " list done.... Now I am bored out of my mind. Still got Monday, Tuesday and Wedsnday off. PLEASE tell me things are gonna pick up. LOL I hope everyone else is having a better time.

Who Gives A Fu*k???
Okay i have have never been the one to feel sorry for myself.... But damn it all i ask id if you care to fucking show it I have been gone in the hospital I am getting sick the docs say that im getting sicker, the chemo is not helping anymore. I come back online to find that I did not have 1 message from any1 I meen how menny friends do i have on here plus my messenger That hurt alot it made me feel like a Little bug.... On the other hand 3 people are tossed out of this blog b/c i know they cared and plus 2 of the 3 knew any way later....

Mumms
Check this out I just posted a mumm about my birthday it did not contain adult content or was it offensive....it basically said "Today is my Birthday do you all want to stop over to my page and show me some love or ignore me and make me cry" Some wonderful person made the comment "hahaha i want to make you cry so I am reporting this mumm over and over until it is removed" Guess what it was just removed....I was trying to get love for my Birthday and people have to go and be soo stupid.... What do u guys think?? Do u feel it was fair for Fubar to delete my mumm?

My Apologies
My Friends & Club F.A.R. Family ~ I do apologize for not returning the luv over the past few days. My son & I were involved in an auto accident Thursday afternoon. He was not injured in anyway shape or form, thank the good Lord above but I was bounced around to where I've been sore & bruised. The guy ran a stop sign & smacked into the driver side nose of my van; we're not sure but think it will be totaled. Such fun as the guy had no insurance.... I must get on my soapbox here & beg any of you driving without auto insurance to PLEASE go out on Monday & get some. It's not just for those of us you "might" hit but for yourself. Thankfully I carry uninsured motorist but this 26 yr old is now without his newly purchased vehicle & I'm sorry but I am having a hard time feeling bad for him at this moment. It's all about being responsible; ya know?? Anyway, my little one seems to have no after affect of the accident & his only concern is where is his Bronco Van. Hopefully the auto

What A Man Hears
What a woman says: Cmon...This place is a mess! You and I need to clean. Your pants are on the floor and you'll have no clothes if we don't do laundry now! What a man hears: C'MON....blah, blah, blah YOU AND I blah, blah, blah blah, blah ON THE FLOOR blah, blah, blah, NO CLOTHES blah, blah, blah, blah, NOW

Clueless Young Men
of course, this brief "exchange" has to be read bottom to top... d****cigs: ill just block u tho.ur a fat miserable c-nt [u included in original] d****cigs: um excuse for me just asking how you are ->d****cigs: um...lol, still not chatting, hon. d****cigs: ty.how are you tonight ------------------- the "thank you" was for acceding to his request that i re-add him as a friend after he'd accidentally deleted his entire friends list. given that we'd had some back-and-forth on that subject, i'm not sure how he missed reading my profile (i can't be any clearer. i've tried). At any rate, i thought my reply was pretty good-natured and not deserving of the venom. I'm pretty sure *i'm* not the "miserable" one here.;-) anyway, this reminds me to go back to blocking shouts. sigh.

Into The Infinity Of Thoughts By Emperor
Note: This is a rather dark song! I have always found the lyrics haunting. Many thanks to my Warrior friend, who introduced me to Emperor and Black Metal about a year ago. These words are transcribed here, for him! Thank you, dear Warrior friend! As the Darkness creeps over the Northern mountains of Norway and the silence reach the woods, I awake and rise... Into the night I wander, like many nights before, And like in my dreams but centuries ago. Under the moon, under the trees. Into the Infinity of Darkness, beyond the light of a new day, into the frozen nature, chilly Beyond the warmth of the dying sun. Hear the whispering of the wind, the Shadows calling... I gaze into the moon which grants me visions these twelve full moon nights of the year, And for each night the light of the holy disciples fade away. Weaker and weaker, one by one. I gaze into the moon which Makes my mind pure as crystal lakes, My eyes cold as the darkest winter nights, but yet, there is a flame

Kindness
Have you experienced lately how offering a little kindness can refresh your very soul? All around you are opportunities to do just that. Kindness is its own reason. Kindness is its own reward. Are you weary from all the anxiety, frustration, worry, anger and confusion that seem to continually build up within your life? A little kindness can quickly help to melt all that away. You can tell people all day long that you really care, and many will still not believe you. Yet give some genuine kindness on a regular basis and you won't have to tell them anything; they'll know. Are you strong enough and confident enough to give of yourself out of pure kindness? Just do it, and you'll discover that you are indeed. There can never be too much kindness in the world. Create some more today, and find real joy in its warm glow.

Hurt By Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, the old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away but I remember everything. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all - my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time the feeling disappears. You are someone else; I am still right here. What have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all, my empire of dirt I will let you down; I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself; I would find a way.

Pain, My Teacher
Pain, as I see it is a state of mind. For we are born into pain. For we bear the pain of others. For we see pain in others. For we see pain in ourselves. We look to avoid Pain. But pain is there by our side. Holding us, Loving us, Showing us the way through life. Being with us forever till the end

Gee, A Smart Blond Joke For A Change! (remember, I Didn't Write These:p!!!)
I pulled into the crowded parking lot at the Super Wal-Mart shopping Center and rolled down the car windows to make sure that my Labrador Retriever pup had fresh air. The pup was stretched full-out on the back seat of the car, and I wanted to impress upon her that she must remain there. I walked to the curb backward, pointing my finger at the car and saying emphatically, "Now you stay. Do you hear me?" "Stay! Stay!" The driver of a nearby car, a pretty blond young lady, gave me a strange look and said, "Why don't you just put it in park?"

Wishing And Hoping For You
In the night sky I wish to fly free Away from everything but you Why cant you open you eyes And see that me and you Are meant to be forever and always? Why are we Cursed like so To be in such Love like this Yet never be together to touch? I hear you cry my name into the night Knowing that I am doing the same Wishing it was easier so we could be I want to hold you in my arms I want to feel the touch of your skin next to mine I want to feel your lips pressed to mine in a firm yet gentle kiss I want us to be together so damn bad I would leave everything behind And take flight into the night air I would gladly drive all night and day Just for a small little glimpse of you So I could finally sleep at night wrote 9~30~07

Leaving For A While.......
Just wanted to say hello to everyone and let everyone know I am doing fine. My surgery went well and I am making a great recovery. Sorry I have not been around lately, but things around here are getting a little to dramatic for me. Don't get me wrong I LOVE my real friends and I am sure only they will read this, so I will stopping by on occassion to see how everyone is, but, I need to stay away for a little while and be with my family and friends here at home. If you would like to keep in touch with me outside of here, let me know and I can arrange that too. KISSES to you all!! Brandi AND HEY GO HELP MARINE IN HIS CONTEST!!!

My Shattered Heart
I gave you my Heart To Love and Hold Into your hands with Trust it went Yet what did you do But Shatter and Destroy it And rejected all my Love Now I sit here all alone Trying to pick up and fix The pieces of my Shattered Heart All the Love I had to give I had given it to you Yet it wasnt enough for you You had to throw it all away Knowing that it would kill me inside Making me a now Empty Shell My Heart is Shattered to Millions of pieces Still laying here on the floor at my feet While I watch you walk away from me I am now but an Empty Shell Who has no loving Heart to give For you had Shattered and Destroyed it I am sorry I wasnt good enough For you to see what you meant to me I only hope your happy now away from me wrote 9~30~07

Am Sorry Everyone....
I know lately I havent been the greatest friend here to have. I dont say hi to those who I should be. I check my things an go. But I am working alot, and plus worried about Steph, trying to figure out what to do from here to help her. Finding a Cardio, getting financial aid from the government to help pay for it all, and trying to still keep the household here running smooth. I am feeling like stretch armstrong and unfortunately, I dont have all the same goo you can just stick back in when ya pull the arms too far apart. So if I dont say Hi, or leave hello comments, its just because I am not me right now. I only hope you all will bear with me through it! I am sad alot lately and thats not me either. I dont let things get to me usually. I have prided myself my whole life, on how I just jump in and tackle things as they come. But right now I am losing the strength and energy too. I dotn talk alot about how I have been feeling as I dont want to burden my friends, or those I love with

Am I Allowed?
am i allowed, to miss your smile? to embrace this moment, like i was a child? am i allowed, to say i'm here? to touch your heart, dry those tears? am i allowed, to help your heart? try to fix, whats torn apart? am i allowed, to help you change? it sometimes help me, forget my own pain.... by;Paul A. 10-1-07

Cocksucker: A Simple Blowjob Story
I was sitting in the middle of Max's living room. I had gone to the bathroom for a minute to freshen up; when I returned to the living room of his small apartment near the campus of OSU, Barry White was pulsing from the stereo, and Max had lit some tall red tapered candles on the coffee table. A typical romantic mood setting cliché. Poor Max was trying so hard to get in my pants. We had just met a few hours ago at a kegger. Max was an average looking guy, about 5"9, short brown hair, and kind of skinny. He had convinced me to come up to his apartment around 2:00 this morning; the party we had just left was getting loud and out of control, and we could barely hear our own voices. He was probably thinking "Please, God, I hope I get lucky. I'm really horny and want to score tonight, but I always strike out." We had already made out a bit at the party, and I could clearly see the bulge in his jeans. He wanted me so badly...but probably thought he wouldn't get much further than second

I Bought A Bird Feeder!!!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used t

Some Days It Doesn't Pay To Get Out Of Bed!
As I was getting ready for work this morning it suddenly occurred to me that I hadn't gotten my October Commuter pass yet. I have the fee for the train pass deducted from my salary every month and I usually receive the pass in the mail. So today I am going to have to call them and find out what happened to my pass. In the mean time, I am going to have to pay the train fare each day until I get a pass from them. And as if that weren't bad enough, when I got dropped off for the train, I realized I didn't have my wallet on me. I left it at home. At least I was able to borrow some money from my ride so I could pay for the train. And then the last straw - I don't have my ID badge for work today either. I left it in my other jacket. And of course I have no driver's license to give the security desk so I can get a temp badge for the day, that's in my wallet. So the girl at the desk had me leave my keys in exchange for a badge. Watch me forget to get my keys back at the end of the day!

Chaos
I'm soooo not meant to be a mom. I'm watching my g/f 3 kids for a week while their at Club Desire in Mexico. Girl 14, boy 10 and boy 7. the 7 year old put so much toilet paper into his upstairs bathroom, that it flooded the downstairs. Water came pouring thru the light/fan fixture (paid almost a 1,000 for) soaked the furniture, and peeled the paint. The kids thought I was gonna clean it up. Guess again, your mess..you all clean it up. Didn't think I was wrong in that one. Any suggestions as to drying it out other than air? And how long should I wait before I turn on the power back into that room?Parents will be home tomorrow nite....woohoo!!!! Someone take me away??? Or show me lots of Luv! LOL

He Is Hotttt!!! You Will Want To See This
I need a favor from all my friends, fans and family!!! Babyboy wants to level up so lets go give him our all!!! Ladies.....if you have not seen those sexy BLUE EYES you MUST check them out, they will make you melt hehe.......GUYS.......just a cool dude so be sure to go show him lots of luv!!! Click on his link to see this Red Hot Stud!!! $DJ Baby Boy$ { DIRTY SOUTH CREW} ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar

When A Soldier Comes Home
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Sarah Being Her Funny Self
My daughter, Sarah, got a new toy puppy in a carrier from her Nana. We were all talking about how one of the Red Sox players pulled his HAMSTRING. Sarah said, "She is not a HAMSTER" thinking we are all talking about her dog. It's funny how little kids (age 5 she is) hear things differently and think we are talking about them.

Nice Guys Still Finish Last
nice guys still finish last To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the stateline) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his

Ok **girls** You Wanna??
HERE'S HOW THE TAGS WOULD LOOK,IF YOUR INTERESTED IN BEING IN OUR BRIGADE I'LL MAKE YOU A TAG,AND ON DAYS YOU FEEL LIKE BEING A **BRAT** WEAR YOUR TAG AND THEN THAT ALSO LET'S MASTER KNOW WHAT KIND OF MOOD YOU IN!!!! I LOVE YOU I HOPE WE CAN HAVE FUN WITH THIS!!! LOVE,**QUEEN BRAT**

That's Not Very Nice. *pouts*
I was just talking to Papote in the hallway and he was asking me how Saturday went and how much did I drink. When I told him he told me that was bullshit, that no one can drink that much and stay sober. Well I did damn it. RUBY! GET HIM! :(

Getting Even
I found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. I felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. I didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office was full of people waiting to see the doctor.

If Two Souls Were Ever To Be One
Life made us strangers But friends were made by love Simple vows bonded hearts on earth, and up above Looking out upon loves ocean Standing together on its shore Knowing that it stretches to forevermore. Love changed both our paths, and brought us safely home To the wondrous place of our peace Needing nevermore to roam. It was love erased all loneliness and filled our hearts with wonder took our fears and earthly cares and tore them all asunder. So stand with me and feel my love. Let peace embrace your heart. And promise me, my love, my life that we will never part. For if two souls were ever one Those souls are mine and yours Bonded by God, bonded by love Living on these sacred shores

Where R My Pics Gone All Day ?
what the hell is going on ? I have no pics all day now.They came back for a sec then poof gone.1988 pictures just disappear.No rates today or nothing thanks to the site.I am not here just for rates but when you take the time to add that many pics and also trying to level up thats just unreal to have them gone all dang day ! see these friends who care enough to ask I hope someone has a answer cause I dont.... Dirtydawgg...: hun wat happen to all ur pics ? Founder of...: thf happened to all your pics? Treb: no pics at all?

Stalking: Online Cyberstalking
Online cyberstalking is on the increase. Education is the best defense against these cowards who hide in the shadows. Being a victim of crime is never easy. If you haven't tried it, don't. It changes you forever. It impacts the way you look at the world, and react to it. And cybercrime-particularly cyberstalking, is perhaps the worst of all. Because you can't see or confront your tormenter, it creates a sense of deep unease, and often outright terror. But what kind of creature is a cyberstalker? What makes them tick? First and foremost they are bullies. Inadequate sexually and socially, they migrate towards the 'net, where they can enact their deepest fantasies of power and control. They range from the usual Wannabees to the sociopath-the most dangerous of all. Which apparently is what I'm dealing with. What is the primary motive for this type of stalker? According to BullyingOnline "Jealousy and envy motivate the bully to identify a competent and popular individual who is

Made The List
I was away for the past 3 days so I haven't been on Fubar since late Friday, and I find out that i made the Fubar's top 50 sexiest male list. This comes to much of my surprise, I wasn't expecting this, and I'm extremely flattered, to everyone that voted for me, i want to say thank you! Again, I'm not the superficial type so this award is something that I did not see coming, again thank, I'm extremely flattered! feel free to drop by and drop me a line! :)

The Hearing
Is tomorrow morning. I am really nervous. I have no idea whats going to happen. I really just want to get this over with and I hope to be able to just move on. I am tired of his anger and all the childish crap he throws at me all the time. I am trying to avoid getting a restraining order against him but the look in his eyes the last time he was angry with me scared me. He has always been abusive mentally and he has always thrown things. I have only been in the way once or twice. I left him, I dont need to now.It will be over soon. Be thinking of me. Wish me luck, send me hugs and support. I would really appreciate it. I

What Is A Soul Mate?
If you found a smile that is the sweetest one you've known, If you have heard,within a voice, the echoes of your own. If you have felt a touch that stirs the longings of your heart, And still can feel that closeness in moments you're apart. If you have filled with wonder, at the way two lives can blend To weave a perfect pattern that is seamless,end to end If you believe some things in life are simply meant to be, Then you have found your soul mate, your hearts own destiny...

The Wal-mart Greeter
The Wal-Mart Greeter A very loud, unattractive, mean-acting woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said pleasantly 'Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?' The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, 'Hell no they ain't.' 'The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?'' “I'm neither blind nor stupid, Ma'am,' replied the greeter. 'I just couldn't believe you got laid twice.' 'Have a good day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart.””

Sick...
Can I just lay down and die now? I hate being sick....my throat is so damn raw from coughing and all I want to do is go to sleep....my body hurts too much to lay the hell down.... I'm done complaining now.....

Rude Shoutbox Stuff..
The reason you can't use this feature with me anymore is because I'm sick of.. -Pervy comments. -People calling me rude when I don't reply because I'm offline. So, it's limited to family, and the only people in that category so far are two girls I've known before I even knew what the internet was!

Good Way To Look At Things
A friend of mine wrote the blog below this morning. I have thought about it all day. (funny how things will do that) It made me smile, nod my head in agreement, and finally, it made me say "Hell Yes"!! I have on more than one occasion heard "God why are you so happy?" or "Quit seeing the positive side to things." No I don't have the perfect husband. I'm not the perfect wife. My children aren't perfect. I don't have the perfect little house with the proverbial white picket fence. I don't know anybody that does. And quite frankly, I don't want that. I am a kind and giving person. I give love easily. I wear my heart on my sleeve. I see the glass as half full, because in truth, who in the hell wants an empty glass?? If that makes me a sap or less of a person then so be it. Yes, my feelings get hurt and it makes me angry when something or someone has made me cry. And it really pisses me off when I say "Thank you. Have a nice day." to the cop that just wrote me a tick

So Sorry Im Not Tailored Into Your Perfect World
So sorry im not tailored into your perfect World... Im just a simple breed of man... I have my faults and i have my desires... I have my wants and i have my needs... I never ask for much... Just to be known that im loved... Im not a perfect person... Nor will i ever be.... Thoughts of my past still disturb me.... And fear of them daunting my future still remain... I know im not attractive... But faithfull i can be... Love is a tricky thing.... Lust can get in the way... Im not one to engage in games... Nor will i ever be... So if you must know me... Then first is to Show me... Im not tailord for a perfect world... Nor will i ever be... ~Sean

A Girl Like You
I used to travel in the shadows And I never found the nerve to try and walk up to you But now I am a man and I know that there's no time to waste There's too much to lose Girl you say anything at all, and you know that you can call And I'll be right there for you First love, heartbreak, tough luck, big mistake What else can you do CHORUS I'll say anything you want to hear I'll see everything through I'll do anything I have to do Just to win the love of a girl like you, a girl like you People talk and people stare, tell them I don't really care This is the place I should be And if they think it's really strange for a girl like you To be in love with someone like me I wanna tell them all to go to hell That we're doing very well without them you see That's just the way it is and they will see I am yours and you are mine the way it should be CHORUS Now if I seem a little wild, there's no holding back I'm trying to get a message to you I won't take anything f

On My Mind
You know when I started on this cherrytap/fubar page I thought it was fun, addicting. I started making some really good friends. But you know sometimes people forget on here that some of us are real, not characters in a play....we have feelings, real life issues. I guess I am just so tired of being lied to on here, tired of making friendships and relationships only to find out that these friendships and relationships are not all that we thought they were. I guess I would just like to know that there are some genuine people here that aren't just talking to you for the ratings or the points, that aren't out just to see how many women they can get to fall for them. I am sorry just had to get that off my chest.

I'm Like A Book
I'M LIKE A BOOK I'm like a book being judged by its cover I'm not in great shape and I'm always getting passed for another. I'm always hoping that I'll get that chance. To be picked first from the shelf and given a glance. I want to be read My pages explored. To be lifted from my shelf Instead of being ignored. So if you give me that chance you'll soon discover... That it's not always right to judge a book by its cover.

I Am Beautiful
I Am Beautiful I admit you might not notice me from across a crowded room and if you pass me on the street I doubt you'ld stop to swoon But I am beautiful I'll yell it loud and strong and I defy anyone of you to prove that I am wrong I do not proclaim my beauty for the sake of being vain I keep a smile upon my face through out heartache and pain My causes are just, My love is pure other reasons I can not number I have the mind of a dreamer the soul of an artist and my heart is that of a lover So don't push love aside because of impressions at first glance get to know ones true mind give inner beauty a chance

Dj Buttefly Warrior Live On Air!
COME JOIN DJ BUTTERFLY WARRIOR LIVE ON AIR!! DJ Butterfly Warrior ~ K.O.P.E.~ Hell Hound @ Guardians of Hell@ fubar Show her some love, rate, fan and add, while you're here! Just click on the pic, hold on tight and enjoy the ride into the Guardians of Hell!! Have Fun ... MUUUAAAAHHH!!

More Cyber Gone Wrong.. Lol
This is some funny shit. Bigbenny02: hi, a/s/l? kwazyfwies: hiya 18/f/usa u? Bigbenny02: wow, 18/m/usa Bigbenny02: want to cyber? kwazyfwies: yes kwazyfwies: you start ok? Bigbenny02: ok then Bigbenny02: I slowly advanced towards you, my breathing quickens kwazyfwies: I’m laying on my bed with just my blouse and nikers on Bigbenny02: I growl like a sexualy frustrated beast! kwazyfwies: lol, I ask you to come closer Bigbenny02: I run across the room and jump on top of you... kwazyfwies: easy big boy Bigbenny02: i turn you over, and rub your back slowly kwazyfwies: mmmm thats nice Bigbenny02: I pin you down and let loose an evil hissing sound kwazyfwies: wtf? Bigbenny02: Surprise! muhahahahahaha, i’m a vampire, and i vant to suck your blood! kwazyfwies: forget it physco Bigbenny02: don’t you like it like that babyface? kwazyfwies: no Bigbenny02: i was only joking! sorry, let me try again kwazyfwies: ok Bigbenny02: I gently caress your tender bottem. kwazyfwies:

A Tasty Treat
Your kisses are so sweet It makes me want to eat So very thirsty for your blood Can I be your Vampire Stud? If I can Will you stay the night I promise I won't be the only one to bite. We can feast on each other all through out the night Exchanging each others bites And kisses filled with passion I don't wanna go to far I guess you can call me old fashion But with your enticing movements of your hips, Soft touches with your finger tips Makes me want you more and more When I'm done with you Your gonna be sore I rip at your clothes in hot passionate rage As if we're play acting upon a stage I bite at your neck And scratch at your back I push you to the bed and pin you like a tack I pull out my handcuffs And you say "oooh baby I want it rough" I cuff you to the bed And blindfold your eyes Now that, thats done Your in for a surprise I kiss, tease, and bite From your neck to your clit I slide in two fingers Perfectly they fit I lick at your clit With

Love
******UPDATE******* When I first posted this blog I had a song and lyrics on here. But now I'm bitter and I no longer believe that people actually care for eachother in this way. I think the way we all treat eachother now days is disgusting. It seems as though we only care about ourselves. It's like when we look at a potential relationship, partner, etc. all we think about is how we can benefit from this person or situation, what we will gain from being in this situation. It's not even about love anymore. Divorce is a good example of this. Years ago divorce wasn't even an option. Now people don't even think twice about leaving their partner. This is your PARTNER, your PARTNER IN LIFE! This is supposed to be your best friend, but you can drop them like a bad habit as soon as things aren't "fun" anymore?! Of course this isn't the only reason for divorce, other reasons include infidelity, abuse, etc. But again, This is supposed to be your best friend, why would you cheat or abuse yo

A Quick Escape
I could feel him breathing closely on the nape of my neck as he stood behind me and reached around my stomach and gave me a quick hug. The scent of his recently applied cologne was fresh and arousing to the senses as he gave me a nice squeeze from behind while he kissed the right side of my throat. I tilted my head back onto his left shoulder and closed my eyes after his lips parted from my neck. His hands around my stomach began to drift northward and he clasped his large hands around the orbs of my breasts and softly massaged them. I began to feel weak in the knees as he began to lightly pinch my left nipple to arouse the juices that I could feel begin to flow deep inside of me. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Sorry... I just wanted to get a bit creative before going out and tackling the world of business. I hope you liked that quicky.

Insane!
I'm listening to my coworkers talk about like girls in their families and stuff that are "troubled" and I have to chuckle. I mean the shit that kids actually get away with would've NEVER flown when I was growing up. LOL. If anything, if we got less than an A we would be terrified of going home and no it's not because my parents were strict, it was because we felt the least we could do for them paying for us to go to school was to get straight As, which we 95% of the time did. I mean there was no way in hell we'd be able to runaway from home and expect mami and papi to come get us. that shits just unheard of. Children nowadays are so funny.

New Bombing!! 10-02
VIP contest OCT 2nd - 8th Due to time restraint and given the lead that others have, This is the only contest for bombing at this time. It just started today and we can get the lead and keep it. Bombs AwaY!!! Lets Roll WSC!!!!!

My Back
Well today I went for the last conference on my surgery. I have to go to a pain clinc to get my meds under control then after that I'll have surgery. Ill be in the hospital for 3 to 5 days. Which is bc of the pain Ill be in a hell of a lot pain. There doing a fusion which Ill have pins and rods. It could be now or till the first of the year depending on how fast my meds are uder control. I'll let you know when for sure!! Hopefully sooner than later then its done and over...

Cassie's Feet
"I like these quiet nights, Cassie's." I said as I pushed the tape into the VCR. "Me, too, Baby. It's just that we just don't seem to get enough of them, lately," she complained, as we settled into comfortable spots on the couch. "I know, honey, but next month's schedule looks lighter and we should have more times like these," I said, grabbing the remote to get the movie started. "Why don't you move over a bit and put your feet up? You know, get comfortable." Cassie complied, shifting her weight and arranging her feet in my lap. Her robe parted, revealing her smooth, tan legs; a perfect contrast against the bright, white roughness of the terry-cloth. Absentmindedly, as we watched the movie, I began to knead Cassie's sock covered feet, squeezing firmly and pressing into the ball and arch with my thumbs. "Mmmm, Baby, that feel's nice. Would you?" she cooed, handing me the bottle of massage oil which seems to have become a permanent fixture on our coffee table. "I don't kno

Thank You Lacey
The Short Bus & Short Bus Lounge would like to take this opportunity to thank Lacey for the 3 day blast to promote the Bus and Lounge. Go Show her some support for supporting us. Thank You DJ Lacey *~Short Bus Security ~*@ fubar

Proud Daddy
OK so I need to brag a little bit about my son. I just got back from his PTC (Parent Teacher Conference) and WOW!!!! I knew my son was smart, but what his teacher told us blew my mind. Now mind you, my son never went to pre-school. So everything he has learned has been from the wonderful teachers he has had and us. My son's teacher told us today that he is reading at a 5th grade reading level and comprehending at a 4th grade level. My son is only in 3rd grade! It made me sooo proud to hear that. She told us that he is a pleasure to have in class and that he is the most advanced child in her class. OK so I think I'm done with my brag session. I'll let my ego deflate alil....nah maybe not :)

What Do You Do........
I have a friend that i completely trust,believe,and even have confided in sometimes. And have even stuck up for them more on several occasions. But there are times where they say that they are going to do something and they never do it. They always have some lame off the wall excuse as to why they cant do what they said they were going to do. Do you ever get to the point where you just want to stop trusting and beleiving them and just throw your hands up and say "fuck it,and fuck you too"? Im at that breaking point to where i just want to up and walk away from them and just never look back. But not sure if i can do that to someone that i care about. I really aught to do just that though. Cause it just seems that they are doing nothing but walking all over me because of who i am. Im very laid back trustworthy person and i guess some ppl think that gives them the right to use that to their advantages. I dont know what to do anymore i really dont. Theres times where i just want to cry but

Cousin!
I am in Indiana and I have talked my cousin into starting aprofile...so I am going to enhance her beautiful self and then take pics of her so I will be back later tonight>>:) When I do I hop eyou all show her the same love you show me..Hugs and kisses..See you later!

Come 2 Me(poem)
Can you hear me? Am I loud and clear? Im screaming at the top of my lungs, and its all for you... ALL FOR YOU!!!an' so.. Come to me my pretty Coo-ed the brittle voice, Enter my den of iniquity, Your own free will and choice, Come feast your greedy eyes See the sparkly treasure Temptations sweet and tender I offer for your pleasure. Come, come do not wait, Choose a gift from me Vengence, hatred, greed? Tell me, what will it be? Fire tempered loathing Can heal a wound thats old, Take a bowl of sweet revenge And the power to serve it cold, Make your enemies suffer Take joy from their pain Look upon your tormentors As they go insane. Do not look my pretty, At the innocents that may, Be injured as you reek revenge They should not be in your way. Disregard their misery Their pathetic pleading voices Their champions who tell you That they have no choices, Come to me my pretty Let me buy your soul, Cast aside all concience Let chaos be your goal. Come t

"older" Women (3)
"Older" Women (3)January 10, 2006pdrl.blogspot.com She was a tease, no doubt. She loved for us to go to public places... and for her to show off her boy toy. I didn't have a problem with that, 'cuz I was her boy toy... and I loved it when she played with me in public. It was probably the start of my exhibitionist tendencies... probably the start of my thrill seeker aDICKtion sexually. I couldn't get enough of her gaze... of the touch of her fingers over my body... of the taste of her... of the thrills she sent through me when I would feel her naked flesh. One THRUSTday morning, I expected... well, I didn't know what to expect really. Only... that I was going to enjoy her. I calmly walked next door, and she let me in. She wore a bathrobe. "Ken..." She pulled me in, wrapping herself around me and kissed me deeply... passionately... taking all my oxygen and filling me with lust instead. My loins throbbed with desire and I struggled to open her robe. "Hmmmmmmmm.... Ken... today,

Why???
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people

Ugh...
So this guy i know tells me he really likes me last night...which is good I suppose because I like him too...but as the night progressed I started hearing different things from different people that kind of made me question how many other girls he has been talking to.... It really kind of sucks because he actually told me he was interested in me a few months back, but I was already talking to someone at the time.... I don't know what I want to do about this situation...I don't know if I should just tell him forget it, or if I should just go ahead and proceed like I don't know, or if I should just talk to him about it and see what he says...I'm not sure how much good it would do to talk to him because who really knows if it will solve anything.... I am really confused about the situation and I really don't know what I'm going to do about it....I don't want to step on anyone's toes either which makes it all the more difficult..... Damn..........

Internets Is Serious Shit
->8 Inches: lmfao so your one snake is your trouser snake? thats sad ->8 Inches: thats ok i have some dick at home so i dont really need any strange 8 Inches: what the they, no snakes in ireland so not up to date with snakes 8 Inches: id say the are, its not a bad size though- >8 Inches: and if your one snake is your trouser snake i dont need to see it my snakes are bigger ->8 Inches: you dont do sarcasm much do you? 8 Inches: i never said it could, id like to see ur sweet ass is what i said and u have a beautiful smile ->8 Inches: hmm i didnt realize my ass could smile 8 Inches: thats a lot of snakes, i have 1 ->8 Inches: 250 8 Inches: i see u like snakes have u many? 8 Inches: i want to see ur sweet ass, u have a beautiful smile

This Is Bs,,,
Military being paid too much? You be the judge! This is an Airman's response to Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America . On Nov. 12, Ms Cindy Williams (from Laverne and Shirley TV show) wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" and I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I take home $874.20. When I run that thr

Top "10" Movies
It's going to be really hard to narrow down My top 10 favorite Movies... and the list will never be set in stone. But here goes what I can think of at the moment. (Not In Order) 1) Sound of Music The very first movie I ever saw in a theater (Saw it overseas in the Middle East, dubbed in Farsi and it was still wonderful) 2) Dogma If this movie offended you...Don't talk to Me because I'll really piss you off! 3) V is for Vendetta The line that sticks in My mind is - "People should not fear their government, it is the government who should fear the people." 4) Logans Run Wonderful little '60's Sci-Fi 5) Zardoz Sean Connery's first film, and a wonderfully twisted movie. 6) The Breakfast Club I have probably seen this movie more times than any movie, and I still love it. 7) Empire Records hmmmmm...an edgier breakfast club?... 8) Pay it Forward This movie is family required viewing! 9) Office Space Live-Love-Laugh!!!!!! 10) Harold and Maude Th

Time To Give Up?
i wake up this morning to my sister bitching...not surprising...she's got a stick up her ass as always...go and grab a bite to eat and think about what all needs to be done b4 i leave for work...figure i got a few minutes, i'll pop on the fu while i'm munching my pizza rolls...yeah, not a good idea...just reminds me how pissed i am that people never try anymore...the lounges and the radio are one thing that i look forward to during the day...talking to people, busting out the tunes, goofing off...but after a whole line of shit i'm 1/2 tempted to throw in the towel...one lounge after another closing or w/e...friend's dispersing to other lounges and losing track of them...trying my fucking hardest to get new lounges going just for some1 else to turn around and dick us over...people running at the 1st site of instability...its really fucking depressing when the only thing that keeps me happy makes me aggravated more and more...the only person who wants to help me 100% can't b/c she's got

Who Are You
1. The word you hear will determine your thinking, 2. Your thinking will determine your emotions, 3. Your emotions, will determine your actions, 4. Your actions will determine your habits, 5. Your habits will determine your character, Character ultimately will lead you to your destiny of overflow NOTHING JUST HAPPENS!! One decision changes the course of your life.

Where The Hurt Starts
Ok all. Read what I wrote but listen to the words to the song . ONLINE has so many lies so many un real's. Just listen to these words…. Online relationships….. Its not a box you play with , a screen you type words on… Its someone's soul .Someone's heart. It's someone who BELIEVES. The hurt that people cause by their games, their lies most of the time is so devastating to the other party. Be careful when you give your heart in this ever growing cyber world. Yes the feelings are real just as if the person is right besides you. But in turn so can the pain be. The song says "She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans" Read the words Online games HURT. Just be careful all It happens to all of us. . Music Videos - Stupid Boy

Fill The Quiz Out
BE BRAVE AND SEND IT BACK TO ME 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7.Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 19. Where would u like my cum to go? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! TITLE IT "NAUGHTY APP

Please Help
THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP.... YOU KNOW I ALWAYS GOT YOUR BACK.. NOW I NEED SOME HELP STARTED TODAY AND ENDS OCT.10TH.... PLEASE COME BOMB AND HELP ME GET A BLAST... ALL HELP IS APPRECIATED (1 OR 1000 EVERYTHING HELPS) THANKS IN ADVANCE.. ONE LOVE

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well I had a really goooood weekend, I got back with an old boyfriend, and OMG, it was awesome:D I really needed it, yall just don't know!!!! Well with all that said, I'm just happy I have a man now:D!!! We will see what happens, he does call me everyday, I'm supposed to call him back in a minute, I dont know, I'm just giddy or whatever LMAOOOOO.......anyways just want yall to know, if I'm not on as much as usual, its because I will be with him:P I still love yall, especially my girl Ashley, but you know what it is, Love Ya chick!!!!! Anyways, just bored and bloggin...as always thanks for readin my crap ~Lexi

Liberate Your Mind
Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind Liberate your mind now everybody, you're so narrow-minded So narrow-minded So Liberate your mind Now everybody, will you liberate your mind This time Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind Don't limit your mind Can't you see that the pace Has just fallen behind All the hate in your heart Will be leaving you blind So Don't you limit your mind This time Waiting, for your modern messiah To take away all the hatred That darkens the light in your eye Still awaiting. god "Out of Zion shall come forth a law And the word of the Lord from Jerusalem Nation shall not raise sword against nation And they shall not learn war anymore For the mouth of the Lord hath spoken" Waiting, for your mode

They Caught Her Cheating !!!!
TO ALL MY FRIENDS,I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP SHE IS LOSING HER SPOT IN LEGENDS AND WE NEED HER TO GET BACK SHE NEED 50 MORE FANS ALSO RATINGS TO GO,,,CAN YOU PLEASE HELP BY GOING TO HER PAGE TO RATE,FAN,ADD,,,ANE LET ME KNOW THAT YOU DID ON THIS bLOG AND TELL HER WildCat SENT YOU.. SMOOCHES TO ALL OF YOU AND HAPPY THIRSTY THURSDAY ~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~Club F.A.R.~B of B~@ fubar THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND BETTER UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

My Desire
It’s the way he looks at me The way his eyes roam That makes me feel wanted He whispers lightly in my ear As he gropes at my hips He says, “I need you, baby You’re the reason I exist.” I understand his every desire Yet, I am so unafraid He wants to possess me Control me, call me his own I’m drowning in his passion Overcome by his heat He slams me up against the wall Ravenous for my heart beat How could I have let him so close? Is it possible that he really cares? He's such a beautiful friend How could I ever let him go!? Guided from the dark by him Living in this crazy dream How can I refuse him? He was my redeemer, my savior He led me from the darkness Took me from the alleys of the dead Freed my scars from their past By him, I was accepted It’s the way his hands roam It’s the way his eyes look at me It’s the way his lips kiss me Pinned beneath him upon the floor My fingers trailing along his back He presses down against me And my breaths become harsh

Hey Guys I Want To Know What's On Your Mind?
HELLO THIS IS DIAMOND, I HAVE HAD THE PLEASURE OF CHATTING WITH A LOT OF MY NEW FRIENDS AND FANS. I HAVE GOTTIN TO KNOW A LOT OF YOU GUYS.BUT I STILL NEED HELP PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND. WE ARE ALL ADULTS HERE SO LET'S START LIKE ACTING LIKE WE ARE. I AM A VERY OPEN MIND PERSON . SO FEEL FREE TO SHARE WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND DIAMOND Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

Deep Love
I’ve gone too many days without you here to say “I love you.” I want you to know I miss your touch, your scent, your voice. I want you here to whisper in my ear. Whisper how much you love me. Without you I feel so empty and my days have become long and hopeless. I have no forward motion. I am only walking aimlessly on this highway they call Love. I just wish you were here to share my newly discovered feelings. Love that runs so deep, I wish for you here with me every night As I push my way into a dream of you that seems way too real. I want to feel your touch again, hear your soft whispers in the wind. I want you to play with my hair again. I want your warm touch and how we used to sleep together as the day ended. How you held me to your chest, Running your fingers through my hair until we both fell asleep. There we would lie in each other’s arms. I miss how you made me feel so safe, even after a terrible nightmare. Sometimes in the dark of the night, even as you slep

#2
Now, this chick is a wanker for two reasons. 1 - she actually believes that the term "alien" when referring to immigrants to a country is a racist term. And 2. She blocked me from her shit for pointing that fact out to her. I guess I'm just a big racist Nazi bastard...

Things Most Dont Know About Me.
1) cooking is my passion. dream of being a chef 2) i can fit my fist in my mouth 3) ive volunteered off and on since i was 13. 4) i would like to be a csi or forensic pathologist 5) i am 2nd of 5 children 6) i have played the piano and flute 7) i can sing and want to be in a band 8) ive taken ceramics, gymnastics, cheerleading, tap, and ballet lessons 9) I know some Spanish and Gujarati 10) I know some sign language to be continued....

Bon Voyage
tick tock the clock is tickin, spendin my last day or days on fubar.....seein i havent made it to rock star status doesnt bug me much, cuz i havent been on much lately...been too busy with school and shit. so im leaving...not permanently, just dont have alot of time for this drama hell hole. and not to mention i deleted some pics and an album,,,if any of you were in my look alike contest and would like your pic i made, let me know..ill send it to you, and im sorry that contest never happened..for the fact not many were interested in joining..so im just basically saying my goodbyes and all that happy shit, not like ill be missed or anything, but ill miss some of u that took the time to get to know me and become a great friend......

Engagement
i dont really care wat ppl say i am bk with with woman that i was off and on with her 5 years and yes we had had out times that we thought it wasnt goin to work unrtil we sat down 1 night and i realized how much i love her.. and for second i do tell my special friends i love them in a friendly way if u cant take it as that o well i dont care its jus the net.. and im not a player never have never will be

Since I Promised I Wouldn't
use this blog to beg for blasts again this week: umm /kneels down and begs for tickers and happy hours lol ok i couldn't resist... i'm an attention whore and i want to place myself out in the public eye as much as i can for my birthday :( ok ok ok i'll stop now :p Love ya, Sin

Low Life Ex Husbands
my ex has not seen my kids in almost 5 yrs and now he wants my kids thats bullshit you can't just walk back in after all these yrs thay don't even know him . what makes him thank after all these yrs he can just come back. he chose his life style over his kids . he told them he had cancer which we found out later he lied . he has hurt them enough he needs to stop . i have no problem with him seeing them if he's going to hurt anymore. but whos to say. he can attack me all he wants but not my kids!we have been divorced since 2005 and he has the nerve to say something about me seeing someone well it's none of his business wather i have a boyfriend or not because i'm not stupid and would kill someone before i let someone hurt my kids. so the ass needs to back off.

Just Being A Woman...ty Debb!!!(lol)
Just Being A Woman Being a woman takes hard work, Most men just dont comprehend. Just how hard it is to look so good, On nature I cant depend. Long hot shower, defoliate Shave my legs, other places too. Eyebrows shaped, false lashes now Have to be stuck with glue. Make up applied, Oh how Ive tried, To achieve that centre - fold face. Underwear slipped on, the silky kind, Feels gorgeous, all trimmed with lace. Low cut blouse, turns people on, Teamed with a short black skirt. Fish net tights, five-inch stilettos, Even if my feet hurt. A quick totter around, perfect the walk, Around the patio I do roam. But quickly now, I must get changed, Before my wife comes home! ~~~~~~~~~*)(*~~~~~~~~~~ Hope this brought a smile to your face Huggies, Debbie

Just Call Me Jailbird...
I just want all my friends to know that if I'm not very talkative for awhile, it's because of the day that I've had.... I was up all night with food poisoning then I wake up to my alcoholic brother threatening my oldest son... As a mother, I stepped in, and because I protected my children, I almost ended up in jail for protecting them. The only way I could stay out of jail, was to have my ex come and take my children for the night.. and believe me, anyone that knows me, knows that my children are my life and my world... seeing my ex drive away with my children in his car about destroyed what was left inside of me. And everyone else thinks that the laws in their state are f**ked up!!!! Try living here and try protecting your child from an alcoholic that threatens their lives... you do that, and you could possibly go to jail. Anyway, just wanted you all to have a heads up as to why I may be a bit quiet for awhile...

Body Shots W/pics Hahaha
OK y'all . . . BODY SHOTS today . . . so, everybody please line up in single file . . . no pushin' or shoven' and keep your hands to yourselves (notice . . . I didn't say, "play with yourself")...there's plenty to go around for everybody. Hahaha! I hope you are having a great day and all fun things come your way. Remember...I did not fall off Earth . . . although some of you might think so. lol I may be a space case . . . but, guess what . . . I'm still here!!! I love you all from the bottom of my pea pickin' heart. See you soon. Big Hugssssss Nibbles, Lixxxzz and Kisses

What Religion Is Your Bra?
A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy 's and shyly walked up to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my wife." "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. "Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every shape, size, color and material imaginable. "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four types of bras to choose from ." Reliev ed, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: "There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple. ... The Catholic type supports the masses; The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen; The Presbyterian type

Lost Everything
I lost everything .. i love fubar and someone else i will not mention... but i feel that i need to leave fubar and let everything be... nothing against fubar.. just some dumb choices... i hope everyone has a good day! ... get back to enjoying this kick butt website! bye

Pablo Neruda
And because Love battles And because love battles not only in its burning agricultures but also in the mouth of men and women, I will finish off by taking the path away to those who between my chest and your fragrance want to interpose their obscure plant. About me, nothing worse they will tell you, my love, than what I told you. I lived in the prairies before I got to know you and I did not wait love but I was laying in wait for and I jumped on the rose. What more can they tell you? I am neither good nor bad but a man, and they will then associate the danger of my life, which you know and which with your passion you shared. And good, this danger is danger of love, of complete love for all life, for all lives, and if this love brings us the death and the prisons, I am sure that your big eyes, as when I kiss them, will then close with pride, into double pride, love, with your pride and my pride. But to my ears they will come before to w

If We Could Go Backwards....
I WANT TO LIVE MY NEXT LIFE BACKWARDS. YOU START OUT DEAD AND GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY. THEN YOU WAKE UP IN A NURSING HOME FEELING BETTER, EVERY DAY UNTIL YOU FINALLY GET KICKED OUT FOR BEING TOO HEALTHY, THEN YOU COLLECT YOUR PENSION,AND WHEN YOU START WORKING,YOU GET A GOLD WATCH , ON YOUR FIRST DAY, YOU WORK 40 YEARS UNTIL YOUR YOUNG ENOUGH.TO ENJOY YOUR RETIREMENT, YOU DRINK ALCOHOL,YOU PARTY,YOU ARE GENERALLY PROMISCUOUS, AND YOU GET READY FOR HIGH SCHOOL, YOU GO TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL.BECOME A KID,YOU PLAY,YOU'VE NO RESPOSIBILITIES, YOU BECOME A BABY AND THEN... YOU SPEND YOUR LAST 9 MONTHES FLOATING IN LUXURY, IN SPA LIKE CONDITIONS,CENTRAL HEATING ,ROOM SERVICE ON TAP, YOUR ROOM GETS BIGGER EVERY DAY AND THEN YOU FINISH OFF AS AN ORGASM!!!!!!!

Holding Forever
Your words, bought me laughter, even it is a simple,"yes." it calls out my heart. Your voice, touched my heart, likes droplets of rain falling down from the sky. Like music notes praising our love I crave for your touch, tenderness will overwelm me I long for your hands to pull me close to find comfort in your arms If there is a wish, I pray for you to be close, to wake up in your arms everyday, To have you telling me, "Im silly, but I still love you." And, all my life, I will hold you foever. Till the day when God decided that we should part, My heart will still stay with you. Together and Forever

I Have Yet To Figure Out Why....
Ok, I'm gonna bitch a little. Not only did my previous account get deleted, but now they've put limits on what a lowling, such as myself, can do. It is very frustrating!! Grrrr. I just had to vent. this shit is crazy!!

Time For New Hairdo
OK trying to decide on a cut, color, and style for my new salute- growing it out long and one length is just getting too bulky and thick ok im thinking of this style with this color too short? Supposedly for my face shape and skin color copper is best color and if you look at my pics for the one with my daughter where its REALLY red gives you a good example of how it brings out my eyes the only thing Im in a tizzy over is the 2 yrs its taken for me to get it this long- honestly though that cut isnt too short but my hair may be too wavy for that style without flat ironing EVERY day hmmmm FEEDBACK PLEASE! lol

Running Wild
it's time again for todays blog and i know what everyone is saying - im not clicking and reading joe1 blog. thats ok becase i am comfterble with myself and dont need losers to justify my existence. last nigth i was on here later and some people were nasty so i like daytime better to be here. tonight i might go back to a stip club where the girls love me. they treat me like a king there.

Beer
I love beer and whiskey, but I can't find anyone that likes the same kind that I do...if you like budweiser, Wild Turkey, Wild Irish Rose, Jose, Jack, and Jim. Come by and say something to me...tell me which one you would like.

Karma
Im really starting to think I did something really terrible in a past life and karma is coming after me now. Everytime I turn around stuff is happening. Its not stuff that would be considered terrible, but stuff that is bothersome enough to make me blog. 90% of the time when I make plans w/ a male...be it for a date, or just hanging out as friends...I either get stood up or canceled on. I don't know what the deal is. It gets really old. Because I plan my kid-free weekends around stuff and at the last minute everything changes. I should probably work on my karma. Do a little more volunteer work or something. And I'm just at a time in my life where nothing ever seems positive...Nothing good seems to be happening. I'm probably bringing it on myself, but it gets to a point where it just feels so draining. Health, money, family and social life problems have just worn me down.

Guilty Of My Conviction
Guilty Of My Conviction Here I stand accused by a jury of my peers to answer to my crimes. I stand here to face my conviction and confess my crimes; I stand in front of you Judge to say I'm guilty and I ask for no mercy, so please Judge convict me of my crimes cause I'm ready to pay for my wrongs. Poem By: Charles L.Nelson

Oh My Gods. Too Funny!
A little old lady, well into her eighties, slowly enters the front door of a sex shop. Obviously very unstable on her feet, she wobbles the few feet across the store to the counter. Finally arriving at the counter and grabbing it for support, stuttering she asks the sales clerk: "Dddooo youuuu hhhave dddddiilllldosss?" The clerk, politely trying not to burst out laughing, replies:"Yes we do have dildos. Actually we carry many different models." The old woman then asks: "Dddddoooo yyyouuuu ccaarrryy aaa pppinkk onnee, tttenn inchessss lllong aaandd aabboutt ttwoo inchesss ththiickk...aaand rrunns by bbaatteries? The clerk responds, "Yes we do." "Ddddooo yyoooouuuu kknnnoooww hhhowww tttooo ttturrrnnn ttthe ssunoooffabbitch offfff?"

Grace Gale Girlfriend Application
I thought I'd place this on here, in case no one's ever read it. Grace Gale Girlfriend Application or... GG GF A Name: Grace Matilda Gale Age: 7.5 years of age. Location: Effrikah Height: Fun Size Hair (color and style): Bleach blonde with black highlights, mostly worn back in an Embrace The Day Doo-rag Eyes: Patches Piercings/tattoos: Those are for faggots. My body is a temple for Jesus. OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? Breakdown Fest, staying in watching the Breakdown Fest DVD, and hockeygames. 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? Embrace The Day, Lemonheads, and Slipknot. 3. Do you drink/smoke?? How do you do that? 4. Do you like the beach? Oh gosh, yes. 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? Crabbing ;) 6. Do you like movies? Home made preferably 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? Narcoleptic :( 9. If not what would we be doing? I'd be sleeping. What would YOU be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? y

My First Time..........
Now I know some of y'all will probably freak cuz this is a true story but he I am who I am and if I was your friend before you read this then whats thee prob???Usually when Rich was in the hospital for his chemo the nurses would letme stay the night with him and would wake me in the morning to go home and get ready for work. Today however it was not his regular room but a room from ICU that I was saying good-bye to him from.He had already spent 2 weeks in the hospital this time. Coming in for his monthly Chemo which took 5 days usually. But this time he came in with a fever which they brought down in a couple days after which they gave him his Chemo and he got sick again. As a bit of a precaution and too keep visits with his Mother to a very short time he was put in ICU.So this time between the nurses telling me "GO home and sleep!" and our friend Mary pulling me out of the room I did not argue!I leaned down to give him a kiss on top of his bald head and whispered "I love you" in his e

To All
over the next several days, i will be deleting anyone on my friends list that DOES NOT have a salute photo. if i know you then of course i won't delete you.so if you see that i've visited your page........that is why......tho not in the case of everyone since i do have profiles i visit for many other reasons. there are too many fake people on this site and i don't want "wanna be's" and/or fake friends. it's not personal to anyone......just something i have to do for my own sanity lol if at some point in the future, you submit a salute photo and you're still interested in being my friend......please feel free to send me an add request an i'd be happy to accept it! :-} TO ALL: I HOPE MY LIST DOESN'T SHRINK TOO MUCH, BUT IT WILL BE BASED ON YOUR FUBAR CHOICES. thx, yvonne :-D

Sweet Release
I recently released two online submissives, they were very special to Sir and good submissives, whom I will miss very much. They both requested their release so that they may serve another Who was closer to their locations, this fact would give them realtime with their new Master. I wish them all the happiness life has to offer, If you have time please show them some love by visiting and rating their pages. ~Sir Dave~ Gypsy@ fubar Shorty@ fubar

Cubby The Comment Whore!!
Ok..I got these comments from the loveable Cubby today. One in the morning and one a few minutes ago. How much of a comment whore are you when you leave the SAME EXACT COMMENT twice?! (I am disreguarding the mispelling of my name too :P.). Love ya hun :D.

Back To Work Wednesday 9 Oct 07
The first time I've ever gotten a certified letter, requesting my return to work. Too cool! It was from Ameron International. Certified welding again, and it's UNION! More money less work! Whoo Hoo!

I Love You!
Hesitation in my eyes, Apprehension in yours, Dilemma in my mind Decision in yours Your charisma My charm Passion unbridled, Love unconditional Rising desire Beating hearts Longing eyes Melting emotions Together as one being Feeling of being whole Two bodies once Now one soul Promises unsaid Trust forever Now as one This love eternal

My Night In Kansas
Welcome to Hays, KS - a small town right in the middle of nowhere; the kind of town that made Dorothy and Toto yearn to take the first tornado out of here. Doing a show in a hotel, and the fine treatment from the people in charge is top notch - dare to ask anyone if the comics get even a slight discount on food or drinks, and the answer is always "Your room is free." Like no other show in the country comes with a room, we should bow down and thank them for that. Being a restaurant/bar, the front tables are all stuffing their faces during the show, but hey - there was a black cowboy with a broken hand there, maybe he got in one too many fights for being the only black cowboy in Kansas. I went up the street to another bar afterward - a karaoke bar that obviously used to be a strip club, based on the half-circle row of chairs directly surrounding the stage and DJ booth. The first local Idol-wannabees I see is the intriguing combination of a goth chick and a one-legged cowboy in a whe

Really Pissed Off
Ok, I've really had it with people... Hell, it's not like my life hasn't been a living hell for the past few days or anything.... With that said, I will now say this... take it as you will... I have NEVER lied about who I am, how I am, or the fact that I'm married... People ask, I tell them the truth... I'm not a person that will lie about anything, especially when I'm asked... I'm always up front about everything. That way there are no surprises later. Now, all because of someone not believing that I DID tell them the truth about who and what I am, they have blocked me... that's fine, block me all you want... Just do NOT ever say that I wasn't up front with you about anything, because then YOU will be the one that is lying... Now, if anyone else feels the need to block me, then do it... it just tells me that you weren't a friend to begin with...

Wtf Ii
Listen, I am so sick of this, and where are all of these so called friends. I see you all posting and reposting your trains, your contest, and you level ups. Here I am as a friend and a victim to a sick picture stealing stalker and hardly any of you will even repost the bulletins on this jerk. It also can easily happen to you, as I have seen in the past with other friends. Sometimes some things happen here that are a little more serious than points and levels and most could care less, lets hope you are not the next victim to then see how sickening this feels. If you have any amount of desency or humanity, please help me and read on. and please look for and repost my bulletin War it shall become, are my friends really standing behind me, we shall see. None of us here want or care for drama, and in times like this we have to get rid of it ourselves, and in our numbers as friends we can achieve this. I have been stalked, attacked, and harassed by this man off and on now for over 6

The Olive Tree
THE OLIVE TREE A confused sub came before a wise Master who adored her. She felt that to submit to him would mean she would open her heart to unbearable pain should he ever leave her. She hungered for him and needed him, but was ready to walk away in panic. The gentle Master knelt her before him and started a tale of love and devotion. As she looked up at him his arms began to widen and open like a large tree stretches its branches to the sky. At that moment the Master appeared rooted to the floor and his impressive size towered above her like a giant tree. Then he began to speak... The Olive Tree I'm here for you...now and always no matter how far time and space takes us.... Whether you walk away from me today or you stay and serve me I will not turn from you. I am as patient as time itself; I will take not from you unless you give freely and completely of yourself but I give onto you regardless-- for my love is unconditional.... Like the olive tree

Prayers Needed Please
my family just needs prayer , we were told today that my cousins one yr old daughter might have cancer in the lymph nodes in her neck. i raised her mother so this is really breakin my heart..so if u could please keep them in your prayers i would appericate it thank u all for reading this here is a pic of the baby and her parents kelly n adam - her mom n dad kayliegh

Why Are Men So Cruel?
I have been dating this guy that I met on here. I thought things were going just fine but I guess not. I was blocked from his page. This has happened before and he always unblocked me. He told me that his sister's kid did it. I am wondering if that was even true. I have been trying to call him all week and he is never home. Well that is at at least what his Mom tells me. Well today when I got on Fubar, I got a message from another member telling me to leave her man alone and to stop emailing him or she would have me booted off. The only reason I was emailing him is to find out why he hasn't called the person he said he loves and wants to marry. I am so sick of men in general. Do they not think that because I am overweight that I have feeling? Do they think it is fun to play games with my heart and then just disappear? Are they any decent men left out there that aren't just considered with looks and won't trample on a woman's heart? I am beginning to think they do not exis

Would You ?
If I walked right up to you wearing a sexy dress lined down the front with 30 tiny pearl buttons. Would you take the time to slowly undue every one? If I wanted you to take me in your arms and hold me close so I could hear your heart beating as I pressed my head against your chest. Would the urge overcome you to pop them off? If I wanted to reach up and put my arms around your neck, standing on my tiptoes as I press my breasts into you, pulling your lips close to mine. Would you whisper your desire for me? If I wanted to kiss you deeply, our hot, wet tongues teasing each other, until I make you weak in the knees. Would you let me slide my hands underneath your shirt and feel your nipples as I rake my long, red nails lightly across them? If I wanted to hear you moaning in delight. Would you let me slide my hand down the front of your tight jeans to feel your hardness? If I unbuttoned your jeans to find your throbbing cock peeking out from the top of your boxers, needing

Acid Trip Quote Of The Day
If i tripped acid rt now, id be fucked. Everyone would turn into wookies, kids would be ewoks, and id be carrying a laser pointer thinking it was a lightsaber. And end up naked, demanding Jabba gave me back Han Solo, at whitecastle

I Dont Bite Ladies
Please leave comments & rates Hey ladies can u take all of me? 1Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World 2imikimi - Customize Your World 3imikimi - Customize Your World 4imikimi - Customize Your World

Typical Saturday?
I just had to share this with everyone as it tickled me so! Hope Your Day is Awesome! *Note* I did the laundry, vacuumed the rugs, dusted and polished the furniture and all dishes are done and put away. Now to wash the dogs and shampoo the rugs... already have something to do that's interesting this evening, my hunny's home! *wink*

My Family Sucks!
So today is my kids' birthday party. My beautiful, funny, bright eight year olds. And NO ONE in my family, save my dad (he has no choice, he lives here) is going to be there. My brother is in Florida (he's forgiven) and my mom has to work (she's kinda forgiven)... but the person who pisses me off the most, is my sister. My baby sister (on Mom's side) who expects me to come running everytime she calls. I helped her move the yesterday, when I should have been making cakes. Who wouldn't even watch my kids for me when I moved. I gave up a free weekend to help her kick out her lying, cheating husband, whom she let immediately back in, when I could have been off doing something I actually wanted. Not only is she not showing up, she's being bitch enough not to even tell me. I had to find out from my mom, and now my sister's not answering her phone. On top of that, the party's outside, and it looks like rain. Sheesh.

If You Were Just Added
Usually i space this type of post apart more, i know i did one relatively recently, but due to my wonderful friends and the birthday blasts i seem to have gotten a growth spurt in my friends list. Things to remember: Although I have NSFW's, if people stop rating the SFW's, the NSFW's will be locked. i've done it before, i'll do it again. Crude comments are fine in pic comments, they are NOT fine in my shout box. (creepy comments that scare people aren't fine anywhere) advertising belongs on your own page, and x-rated animated gifs as well as music players will be deleted. I really don't want to see your nsfw's (unless you're a chick - and no, that doesn't mean i want to see you screwing your girlfriend, guys). Also, i NEVER comment on them, so again, don't ask. If i happen to peek at them, more than likely you will not even see a rate from me. I am taken. Stop asking. My family pictures are family at MY discretion, don't ask to unlock, don't ask to get in. Stop using

Treasure Hunt For Month Vip! Promoing Joker's Lounge! Show Love!
Treasure Hunt Contest started Oct.5th at 7pm CST. Items to be found will be located on Big Boobies family's profile, and anyone wishing to participate MUST subscribe to Joker's Short Bus Lounge. Items are as follow: 1.A stash item called The Green RoomPicture Item Joker with 4 aces on playing cardsPicture Item Classic Rubber DuckyPicture Item AssHatProfile comment(will be in the about me or interests-"I am a jumbled up mess of a creature, a walking, conflicting, loudmouthed, opinionated, mid-western girl with a no bullshit clause." Family member and promotion manager for Whiskey DustStash Item: Officer On DutyFamily Member Profile Item(main page) Woman in Black on moonBlog Item:"Hehe payback baby"Picture Item:Cupid with arrow in backThere will be some items that will have duplicates among family's pages; only one will be required. YOU MUST RATE ALL ITEMS/PROFILES (leaving a fan or a comment would be nice but not required; the rate IS!). Contest will run for 2 weeks(ends midnight on O

Is The Site Changing Its Name Again?
How odd... I just looked at one of the sharemails and noticed that it referred me to http://weirdo.com/... and I checked to see what http://weirdo.com was, and it's an alias for fubar.com - for now, I couldn't help thinking. I think I've missed a memo.

Sometimes Yah Gotta Laugh
Okay this is only for you if you have a sense of humor....please turn up your speakers and take this for what it is........I'm not debating anything, merely sharing something I made that I think is funny as hell.........

Weird Things..lol
Well..Here I am again all...:P LOL I have had a heck of a week. I was supposed to get my cousin started on a freaking profile but that didn't happen..LOL we got too drunk and looked like hell the next day..LOL So..another time....I think shes nervous...come to find out she has a new man in her life..twerp didn't even tell me..LOL so...had a good time in Indiana. I get back and it seems I have been offered another job. Looks like I might just go with the flow although it isn't something I am used to. I would be working for a major internet company, and don't want to say who, but they are about 1 hour away from here. Thats the only down fall...The good thing is they are willing to pay me 14.00 an hour. Thats good isn't it? I mean..hey...I am used to making more but sometimes you just gotta do what makes you happy instead of jsut going throught the motions right? I am actually in need of advice if anyone has any. Let me know if I should go for 14.00 an hour, if thats like

Fucking Pleasure!!!!!!!!!!
i fuckin love it sucking biting, whipping, spanking,forcing 'oh damn i love it all hold it till the point where I'm choking then release and slap me in the face you cum harder and harder bite my nipples and pull my hair hold a knife on my throat while you fuck my tight ass tie my legs up and fist fuck my cunt smack me around make me hurt make me cry make me suck u make me fuck u fuck me so hard i cant walk use every part of my body make me cum make me bleed suck me and fuck me till i'm black and blue

Nice Guys Finish Last And I'm Living Proof
Nice guys always finish last I know it sounds cleche but in my experiance guys like me ALWAYS finish last. Seems that no matter what I do or how hard I try, I always loose the girl. I'm single, been questioned a few times as to why. And well the answer is i'm nice so I loose the girl. When I get close to a girl, in the back of my mind I wonder from time to time if it's worth pursuing a relationship. Sometimes it seems so damn pointless, since I'm always getting the short end of the stick. But, call me a gluttion for punishment or just a complete idiot because I'll try again and again to get that right girl. Hell who knows maybe I've already met her and I just have to get there. To step up to the plate, look into her eyes and give her a deep kiss that can remove all doubt as to my feelings.

Jangl Information - New Feature
This is a repost of the original blog created by Sinderella on the new Jangl Feature: This is a great new feature fubar is now providing for its users. It allows you to leave voice messages for other fubar members without giving out your real phone number. Every member of fubar is set up to receive voice messages from other fubar members using Jangl. If you want to call someone and leave a voice message, Jangl makes that simple as well, using your Jangl account. To call someone and leave a voice message, click on “Call Me”. This link is located on every member profile, immediately below the member name. Next, verify the phone number from which you will be calling. You must use the phone number of the phone you will be calling from. (Jangl gives you the option to store phone numbers in your Jangl account.) Jangl will have you set up a pin number to use to log into your Jangl account. Make sure you read the Jangl terms of service and check the box that you agree to them. Comple

Mothers
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my mother, who had been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my 3 children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well?" She asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded, Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited

Eyes
Open or closed the image is the same An angels face without a name Where is she Where will she be Only in my eyes can I see Is this a figment of my lonly mind Or is this a love I might just find What is her name, the colour of her hair All I notice are her eyes her stare Is there a story A secret to hear Where is she I want her near I open my eyes the world is bright The image is gone out of sight Back to reality no love to be fed Until i close my eyes tonight in bed.

No Clue What To Do!!!
So... here I thought that with my mom and brother coming down to visit for the week end we would have a great week end. Just relax, hang out, have fun. Boy was I wrong! See... things wiht my mom have not been good for some time now. I don't know how many of you have read most of my blogs, but a few months ago I wrote about a problem that my mom had. To make a long story short about then... she had hurt her back really bad and had to have some tests done. Well, the doctor gave her some pain meds that she had a really bad reaction to. She would get somewhat violent, lost time, argue about everything. Well, at the time she was also diagnosed with depression. So, she has been on anti-depressants for some time now. Well, she would have her off days but nothing like back then. Wll, apparently she went to the doctor on Thursday and (her doctor is a POS!!! Harldy around and when he is he just doesn't give two sh*ts) he wound up giving her the same pain meds for her back that she had troubles w

Very Deserving!!!
Hit this guy hard.......He give love to all each and everyday. What an awesome person and if you dont have him as a friend be sure to add him!!! GONE FOR THE WEEKEND ~!~ BobbyT645 ~!~ TAKEN ~!~@ fubar

I Wait
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! ATTIRED IN MY BEAUTIFUL WEDDING GOWN WAITING FOR YOU, MY BETROTHED, TO COME TO ME, THE ALTER SHIMMERS, ILLUMINATED BY A HUNDRED GLOWING CANDLES THAT FLICKER SILENT EROGENOUS HUES OF PATIENCE, MY TEARS FALL TO FORM A TRAIL OF SADNESS UPON THE MOUND OF MILKY SATIN AS I LOWER MYSELF TO KNEEL ON THIS HOLY ALTER AND IT IS A SMALL RELEASE AS I KNOW TEARS WILL FALL AS LONG AS THIS BODY HAS LIFE, FOR A HEART SUSPENDED IN TIME , ICED LIKE GLEAMING CRYSTALS AND SUSPENDED BY DELICATE THREADS OF HOPE, SHADOWS ARE CAST AS THE CANDLES BURN LOW, AND YET, I WAIT FOR YOU MY LOVE, DARKNESS UPON ME AS I AWAKE UPON THIS COLD MARBLE AND YET, I WAIT FOR YOU MY LOVE, HOPING THIS STONE I LIE UPON WILL ABSORB THIS HEAVY PAIN FROM MY BODY, BUT IT DOES NOT, IT THROBS AND LIVES IN EVERY CELL THAT IS ME, I SEE YOUR FACE, I HEAR YOUR SWEET WORDS OF LOVE THAT CUT INTO ME AS A SEARING HOT RAZOR BLADE ACROSS MY HEART , AND YET, I WAIT

Now I'm Doing Good.
I used to mess up on everything I did in life, and now I go 2 School and read a lot of good books meet new friends online and just have a good time. I thank all my Fubar friends who talks 2 me on yahoo and let me know now 2 give up on myself so easy Thank You I Love You All....

Beyond The Sky
One look; that’s all it took to make me want you I’ve tasted the forbidden fruit and now I’m doomed How could I resist something so hot, so inviting? I couldn’t help but want more, so I continued writing. My knees started to tremble and nothing else mattered You made me so hot, so moist, and lathered I needed to feel you, didn’t care about the result I kept dragging it on when I should’ve bolted. I let my legs fall apart pantie less my swollen lips exposed my body shaking It was then you knew I was yours for the taking You said you didn’t want to hurt me again I knew deep down I should’ve just ran. But instead, I stayed, I needed your love I needed you inside of me, us fitting like a glove Our bodies moved together, so perfect, so right At that time, all that mattered was this night. Every time you touched me, I thought I would die From this simple pleasure, taking me beyond the sky I could feel you pulsing; I stopped thinking You saw it in my eyes; you knew I was si

Omg Sin Is Cleaning!
Ok, that's really only funny if you know me enough to know i never cook or clean lol :p anyhow that's referring to my albums, i deleted a couple of them after moving the pictures mainly to default. Why? you ask... Apparently most of you have too much trouble opening SFW albums. Now it's nice and easy, RATE the DAMN DEFAULT! yes, i'm being a point whore... why? because i sit there and make all these pretty pictures for you, and all you give a crap about is seeing anything a bikini would cover. Seriously, RATE THE SFW'S. i also added (mixed sfw and nsfw) to the end of album titles because apparently if it's not a fully nsfw tagged album, you STILL don't open it. no this isn't directed towards everyone, i know there's about .5% of my friends that actually rate everything... (that's not a typo, it really is only about half a percent)... to the other 99.5% of you, please at least rate the default if you're not going to rate the rest of the sfw's. anyone that whines

My Bravo
He pulls to the front of my house in his navy blue car. Stepping out he cautiously walks up my driveway. Coming to my door, he looks around, making sure there is no one watching, and walks in without knocking as I had asked him to. I am sitting in my living room when he walks in. I look up at him as he walks through the doorway. He doesn't say a word. He just sticks his hand out like he wants me to take it. So I do. I stand up off of the couch as he gently pulls my hand and heads toward the door. He leads me through the dining room and into the stairwell. Turning around and facing me, he pulls me in close, putting my hand on his chest, and looks deep into my eyes before he leans in and puts his soft and tender lips on mine. Running his hands down my back as he kisses me, driving his tongue deep into my hungrily awaiting mouth. Pulling the back of my shirt up and over my head, exposing my round, luscious breasts, kept in by a blue and Lacey bra, and allowing my long hair to fall gently

Life Is Beautiful
You know just when you think you got life figured out. You get thrown a curve ball. Just when you think you have youre life under control and your feelings in their place. Someone comes along outta the blue, and sets you afire. Why? cause you never met anyone like them in your life. In a short time they got you all off balance. Weak in the knees, and they are all you can think about.Its true cause we promised to only tell the truth no matter what. So yes its true I cant stop thinking about you. You are so special. I wish things were different. Maybe they can be. Could it be love at first site? Is it really that easy? Is it possible it happens just like that? What if they dont feel the same way? What if they get scared? What if they are just fucking with you? What if they do feel the same way? Then what? oh boy. Now what?

Men And Women
First Men: 1. All men are extremely busy. 2. Although they are so busy, they still have time for women. 3. Although they have time for women, they don't really care for them. 4. Although they don't really care for them, they always have one Around. 5. Although they always have one around them, they always try their Luck with others. 6. Although they try their luck with others, they get really pissed off If the women leaves them. 7. Although the women leaves them they still don't learn from their Mistakes and still try their luck with others. Now Women: 1. The most important thing for a woman is financial security. 2. Although this is so important, they still go out and buy expensive Clothes. 3. Although they always buy expensive clothes, they never have something to wear. 4. Although they never have something to wear, they always dress Beautifully. 5. Although they always dress beautifully, their clothes are always just 'An old rag'. 6. Although their cloth

My 2 Friends
Ok... I am just doing this blog to squelch some rumours going about... not that I care about rumours but i care about my friends. This man is a friend... a friend ONLY lol Dominate07@ fubar A sweetheart eh? Yes very :P He has been there for me in some tough times, but yes we are ONLY friends so those that seem to get off trying to cause trouble - you are hearing it from me and you already heard it from him. (This blog is for anyone else that has been told this story) Now ... This man is interested in this girl.... and she in him Abby ~*~Screw the roses, Give me the thorns~*~@ fubar Now isn't she sweetheaart? Yes, she is! Now Go Show These Two Some Love .... :D Much Love You Two :D XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Echo Angel aka Krystal

New To Fubar
I have no idea what to do on this thing, so just give me awhile and ill figure it out lol, bare with me, ive been bombarded with mail and requests and im not ignoring anyone! i promise. justlearining. Talk soon... when i know how lol Thakyou Aimz xxxxxxxxxx :)

For My Son
I LOVE your laughter, your smile your embrace i adore your screwed up face while throwing a tantrum on the floor your humurous nature always trying to be funny your words everyday saying "i love you mummy" your boyish charm the spark in your eye the innocence of a child your dream of wishing you could fly your passion for life your eagerness to learn your intelligent mind always craving for more your determination each day to learn something new your imagination your opinionated views your empathy for others the joy in your heart watching you sleep the beat of your heart your gaze, your stare your outlook on life please always remember you are the apple of my eye but above all else know this is true the most important thing is that I LOVE YOU

Bad Day...
People are assholes. No this isn't a recent revelation just an out right blurted out fact. People are douchebags of the highest order. Seems like I'm the only one with any tact (not now obviously) or consideration for other's feelings. Seems like all these dirtbags gravitate towards me just to irritate the holy living hell out of me. I don't get it. People are mean and I sit there and look at them like their from another planet. There's ways to tell someone something without hurting feelings or insulting them. I'm all for being blunt but do it with some tact, some class, some fucking finesse!! It's like there's this huuuge gap between me and the people in my life. No social skills, no manners, no concept of "other people"! Why? Someone please tell me where all these people came from that I'm the only one with some insight into how you're suppose to fucking act and treat people?!?! Can someone answer this cuz I can't fuckin figure it out. What kills me the most is how they don't get

Midnight Serenade
I love that he randomly rolls over in his sleep, opens his eyes[notices if i woke up when the bed moved] and says "your beautiful", then passes back out and is snoring within moments. Friday night I was climbing over him[we sleep in in my single size daybed] at like 4am to go potty, and I get halfway to my bedroom door and he busts out singing the "Oh Mandy" song, without knowing all the lyrics lol. Sumthing like "Oh Mandy, you came and you blah blah blah blah blah, but you da da da da, oh Mandy!" I giggle, he tells me he loves me and then rolls over and passes back out. He never gets that grumpy look when i accidentally wake him up[i dont sleep well, in and out of bed all night]. He always just smiles. Or if i touch him in his sleep he gets all smiley. Teehee. We were on vacation with his family and his sisters boyfriend [jokingly] rubbed a little bit on his leg while he was passed out and he got a smile and went "Mmmm". it was so cute JB[his sisters bf] was like "aww he think

I Would Rather Drink Period Blood Than A Vodka Cranberry.
The city hates me now because I backed up the sewer system with all the vomit I sprayed into the sink last night. It was the worst night of my life. Just thinking about drinking that stuff makes my stomach want to disown my abdomen and donate itself to science. And by "that stuff," I mean vodka and cranberry juice. Cranberry juice is so tart that you could put one drop in a vat of liquor and consider it a mixed drink. I swear. That stuff goes down like saliva. It looks harmless. So serene and peaceful. Too bad it's the primary components of Satan's bloodstream. I would rather slay a ragged out aging Bronx hooker and drain her decaying uterus into my mouth than take one more sip of vodka and cranberry juice. They say, "Beer before liquor, never been sicker." That's nonsense. I've had many beers followed by many shots and never once did I mistake my roommate for Windows NT. I was so sick last night. I wish I could explain it, but I have no idea what happened. I think

Candy Is Outdated, Give Children Drugs And Beer
I went trick-or-treating last night because my friends made me. Going house to house, all I got was some generic candy and a religious comic strip. The best thing I got was the comic strip; everything else was just a bunch of processed sugar. At least the comic had some flavor to it. I don't understand. If you want food, just go to the store and buy some. Why spend $20 on a used Santa Clause costume and wander around for three hours in ten degree weather to collect $5 worth of candy? It doesn't make any sense. Halloween is stupid. One thing that really got to me was when the people handing out treats would stand there with a bowl with half shitty and half decent candy. Without letting me pick, they just grab one and give it to me. What the hell? I wanted a butterfinger, not a jolly rancher. What a pompous, controlling, disgruntled asshole on a powertrip. Man that pissed me off. Other than that, my trick-or-treating experience was alright apart from two things: the temperature

Ipods Are A Trendy And Expensive Cry For Approval.
Remember when you were little and you really, really wanted that toy? You'd think about it all the time, dream about it, masturbate to pictures of it, all that good stuff? It was the one thing in the world that would solve all your problems. Christmas came along and you got one from Santa. You and the toy were inseparable for a week straight. All your friends loved you. Everybody begged to play with them. They exclaimed, "Wow, that toy is so cool!" which you took as, "Wow, you are so cool!" Times were good when you were hot shit. Soon enough, Jimmy down the street got a newer and better toy. Your friends stopped calling you, depression sunk in, and your precious action figure found its way to the back of your drawer. Optimus Prime transformed into Prime Dust Collector. Suddenly, the answer hit you - get a better toy! That will bring your friends back and make everything perfect again. Over and over, every Christmas. Newer, faster, bigger, stronger toys. After a decade of the that

Healing With Your Hands
All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin. Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills. When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session. Let's first determine which hand works best for you. Hold both hands out in front of you - palms up. Foc

This Just Is Not Right!!!!
I DON,T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON HERE, BUT I KNOW I SPENT HOURS UPON HOURS DOING MY STASH!!!!! AND IT IS NOW MONDAY AND I WAS TOLD ON SAT THAT IT WAS A GLITCH IN THE SYSTEM AND THEY WERE WORKING ON IT FROM FUBAR SUPPORT LOUNGE. NOW I AM HEARING THAT THEY HAVE CUT IT ON PURPOSE AND THAT WE ARE GOIN TO STAY AT 2,000 I DON,T KNOW WHAT TO THINK BECAUSE THEY DID NOT BOTHER TO ANSWER MY EMAIL OR POST A BULLETIN ON IT SO..... I DO NOT THINK THIS IS RIGHT AT ALL! I HAVE CHANGED MY NAME AND I ENCOURAGE YOU ALL TO DO THE SAME UNTILL THIS ISSUE GETS RESOLVED IT JUST IS NOT RIGHT!!!!

I'm Only Happy When Its Complicated
Ok so now I'm coming off the heels of probably the most interesting weekend I've had in awhile. In terms of sports it was almost horrible. The cubs getting swept by the fucktard D-backs and somehow the French beat the All Blacks in the RWC. Go figure the French are worthless in a lot of areas but can field one hell of a rugby team. The sporting weekend was only marginally saved by the Bears managing to beat the Packers. No more undefeated praise for Bret Favre, as if he deserves it anyways. So being as how sports is very important to me the first part of the weekend was rough to deal with. Not as rough as thursday and friday night though. See I went to the bar both nights. Which in itself is a shock since I've now been to the bar more times since moving back to KY almost a month ago than I was almost the entire 7 years or so before that, thanks Jimmy. Well going to the bar only further proved my ineptitude at dealing with the fairer sex in a social situation where I shoul

For Anyone Who Has Not Read My Profile
The Invitation It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it. I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human. It doesn't interest me if the story you are telling me is true. I want to know

The Hit
I work third shift at a place where it's my job to make sandwiches at night. Subs, pizza subs, roast beef sandwiches, things like that. I was finishing up making this huge sub when the door to the store opened and I turned to greet the customer. I saw a man come in w/ a white grocery bag in one hand and a gun in the other. He was wearing black pants, black shoes, black gloves, a grey hoodie with a logo like ECO on it and a black scarf over his face. He was skinny, I'm guessing maybe 140 lbs and the same height as me, maybe an inch taller. 5'7". As soon as he came in the door he ran to the counter and jumped over it like some robbery ninja and pointed the gun at me and told me to come over and empty the drawer. So I did. Everything went into his bag including the $2 bills that sit on top of the alarms (if the $2 bills are removed from the alarm boxes, the silent alarm goes off) As soon as he had what he wanted (all of about $140) he chased me from out from behind the counter

Thinking Of You
I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does she think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take you away to a better place You feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret Losing my heart to a girl I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you were made special for me But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you

A Letter To A Special Friend
As I sit back and think back on my life, I am grateful I have a few people I can call dear friends. I never thought it could hapen here though. I have met some great people here, but there is one who stands out. I look forward to seeing you online. My heart skips a beat when you call. You make my troubles seem to fade, and I have a continuous smile on my face when we are together. You have captured my heart, and my life and moved in and made it your home. I would not want it any other way. I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for all we share(talks, feelings, dreams), and look forward to another incredible time together with you.

How Do You ?
What do you say to the woman that makes your heart skip a beat ? What do you say when she takes your breath away ? How do you tell her she is the greatest thing to ever happen to you? How do you say something words can not compare too . How do you tell her she makes your life worth living and worth enjoyin ? just being in her company is enough to make you the happiest person alive ! I love this woman with everything I have .

Shits And The Internet
Only joking about the gig, only round things i play with are my balls..... anyway I should be in Brazil, but due to a family illness i am in blighty at the moment, still nice to see my family and everything is kinda o.k. now. Oh yeah, i was close to shitting myself to death last week. So i have been doing normal stuff, and i am bored already, so it's at this time i trawl the internet for stuff. What ethnic girl should i date ? http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_ethnic_girl_should_you_date How to spot a Katoey (a must read for any male visitors to Thailand) http://www.conanstevens.com/tall-actors-giant-life/tall-giant-in-thailand/10-top-ways-to-spot-a-ladyboy-katoey-in-thailand.html I was saddened to hear that the hamas micky mouse had been being beaten to death by an "Israeli agent", still he was "martyred defending his land" like i always say, you cannot start indoctrinating the children into hate early enough. http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/middle_east/6257594

Doctor Appointment Update
I went to the doctor today for my follow up after the hospital visit last night. The doctor still isn't calling it a miscarriage, but isn't ruling it out either. They saw something on the sonogram, but aren't sure what it was. They said it's too early to tell just yet. They said that it could turn into a miscarriage, but I could also carry to term. It's possible that there's something wrong with the baby or it's possible that the baby isn't in my uterus. I go tomorrow to get more blood work done at the hospital and hopefully we'll know more either tuesday or wednesday. Then after that I wait until the 23rd and then I'll go back to the doctor for another follow up and should know more then. The doctor said he should be able to see something on the sonogram by then. Until then I still have to take it easy.

Lmao I Really Do!
I am just going to write about a bulletin I just saw that said "We Got Class" It kind of struck me as funny.. I think I have class...Just cause I am not afraid to show my shit, and am proud of what I have for my age...LOL SO there..I do have class...just a different way of showing it..LOL One other thing..it should read "We Have Class" LMAO My input for the day...:) Hugs and kisses!

Our Night Together!
Our Night Together We looked at each other and knew, this would be our night together. We walked to each other and as I looked up into your eyes, I could see the lust in yours. Our bodies meet, your hard beautiful body against my tender soft body. As your hands slid up my body, I tensed in anticipation - only to have them rest on either side of my face. I feel your strong hands on my face and turn up to look into your eyes. As you lean over to plant tender kisses on my forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and lastly my lips, My body tenses and I lean against you. I start to slide my hands across your back and fill your hardness up against my body. My tongue flickers and slowly slides into your mouth..I hear you moan...I feel your tongue with mine. My body shivers, I play with your tongue and taste your sweetness. Your body starts to tense against mine and you can feel my soft mound against your hardness. We slide to the ground, still kissing and holding each other. I lay back bri

Update
ok we still dont much more then we did we r thinkin of gettin a second opinion tomorrow , they said if its still swollen in a week they will start test , but it gets bigger every day and now is red and brusied looking ..i wish i had more to tell u all and thank u all for the prayers me nad my sisters appericate it all

Fubar
I have found myself getting increasingly frustrated with this website along with pretty much everything else in life so those of you who know me but haven't seen me in the MuMMs or anywhere else on here thats why. All this shit does lately is just piss me off to the point where I'm ready to delete my account because I'm just sick of all the bullshit of my real life and my online life. Theres only 1 reason why I even still have a FUBAR and thats my girlfriend. I'm not normally a social person to begin with and it seemed the only place I really felt comfortable talking to people and opening up was on here, but lately a lot of things have changed. Theres a drug dealer after me as a result of my dad and I have the overwhelming urge to murder him. Its pretty much all that I can think about around the clock and I'm not saying figuratively, I mean slice his throat and piss on his body and laugh my ass off about it. Because of this I've been extremely antisocial both in my real life and in my

Daves Cunt Rag
->PhatDave ~...: i sold your girlfriends pussy on ebay for a quarter PhatDave ~...: come here and ill show you who the bitch will be ->PhatDave ~...: your the bitch cuz your cheap pussied morticia adams bitch fights for you ->davesbaby3...: fuck you cunt rag go get your bitch boy back on here im not done ass fucking him davesbaby3...: id like to know when and how you sold my pussy...and u dnt even know ,me so y are you tslkin shit ->PhatDave ~...: it took 2 weeks and i lied said i stuffed it with meth ->davesbaby3...: im bi cunt rag i love the pole nd the hole and your boyfriend loves my cock too davesbaby3...: seriously...you sure dolove to takl about my mans dick davesbaby3...: are you gay? ->davesbaby3...: not feeling so fresh? stop suckin my asshole then bitch, well it does have your mans load up it ->davesbaby3...: bet your cunt is dead too thats why he wants myc ock ->davesbaby3...: morticia adams,mmmm you look like dead cunt to me ->davesbaby3...: your bi

Just So You Know...
Sometimes..when I'm chatting with friends..my pager goes off..( wow..what a concept...a volunteer firefighter has a pager..heehee) Anyhow, I try to type in something to let 'ya know I am leaving (in a hurry!) but don't always get the chance if I am chatting with more than one person...:p...if several of you are keeping me company...LOL...I can't say goodbye to everyone. If I'm not on my homepage..I don't have time to switch back and change my status either :( Soooo...if I disappear on you...please don't take it personal. I probably just had to run out the door and deal with something...Maybe for half an hour...or maybe for hours...who knows. I think that is why I ended up single..LOL...nobody ever knew where I was..or when I'd be back! Oh..except the guys at the dept..they knew where I was... and what I was doing. :) **==

Since When.....
did it become a good thing to be a slut or a whore? i see tons of girls on here with the word slut or whore in there name....and i dont get it really...maybe i missed something but i always thought being a slut or a whore was a bad thing?

Why Do I Always Get Involved With Jerks???
I CAN'T SEEM TO SHAKE OFF THE JERKS. EVERYTIME I THINK THIS ONE IS THE ONE THEY ALWAYS FIND SOMETHING REALLY STUPID TO DO. AM I DESTINED TO BE ALONE IN THIS LIFE? SURE SEEMS THAT WAY. OR MAYBE I AM PUTTING TOO MUCH ENERGY INTO NOTHING TRYING TO MAKE IT SOMETHING. IS IT SUCH A BAD THING TO WANT A FAMILY SOMEONE THATS GONNA BE AS TRUE TO ME AS I AM TO THEM? MAYBE I LOVE TOO HARD MAYBE I SHOULD START NOT GIVING A FUCK ANYMORE...BUT THAT IS VERY HARD FOR ME TO DO.MY FEELINGS ARE ALL OVER THE PLACE I JUST WISH I COULD HAVE GONE WITH MY BROTHER AWAY FROM ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING CAUSE I'M REALLY NOT HAPPY HERE.

Good Bye Fubar
I am writing this to say Good bye to Fubar... As of October 31... I will be leaving. and walking away.. I want to wish you all the happiness in the world and good luck with everything in the future.... So... good bye Cassie aka Angel

Hellenism
HELLENISM BY Richard Hooker The debate which inspired the innovations of Paul of Tarsus and radically changed the face of Christianity was that between the Hebrews and the Hellenists. For many centuries, that debate has been regarded as a volatile and sometimes violent debate; historians have begun to question whether or not such a conflict even occurred. At some level, however, there emerged doctrinal and social friction between Christian communities composed of Hebrews and those composed of non-Hebrews, mainly Greeks. That conflict, at whatever level it was played out, eventually resulted in Paul's formulation of Christianity as a universal religion and a reorientation from eschatological concerns to concerns over personal salvation. Much of our history of the very earliest years of Christianity after the death of Jesus come from two texts: a history written by Luke, The Acts of the Apostles, and a shorter history written by Paul in his Letter to the Galatians. After

Siren Song
Most of the year I live in this sort of translucent shell if you will...people see me, but whats inside is partially hidden. Does anyone wonder why you get chills when you look into my eyes? I do. It disturbs people, so I reel it back. I tone it down. Most of the year...but then summer days fade like sunsets on the Caribbean Sea.Then the days get shorter, the leaves start dying...and the air smells like somethings burning. And then those wicked urges inspire a blood lust in me... And I shed my shell. I am your aggressive daydream with a happy ending... I want to dream, and fight, and fuck, and be FREE... All others be damned...yes that would mean if you don't like it, get the fuck out of my face! If you do like it well... I pity you...I have a book of broken hearts, treasuring every one... But thats my flaw, I feel too much....so much I make you feel... But you love it don't you? The sinful thrill you get when our eyes meet, and you know I see right through

A Well Much Needed Venting Session!!!!!!
well it is me again. with more drama that people trying to put on me. well here is a msg for u and that drama. if you dont want to talk to me that is fine. i dont care but dont expect me to sit here and believe you when u tell me things n then you come up and do the total oppisite. i am sry that if u cant be truthful to me from the stop then get the fuck off my list andf i am goin to do just that. i am not i say again AM NOT HERE TO PLAY FRIGGING MIND GAMES with grown adults that wants to act like frigging children if i wanted that i would turn to my father which has alsetimers and emphazima. so if any of my freinds read this n you think its aimed at u ill tell u the honest truth all u got to do is grab a set of courage n ask me i will tell u if it is cause of u or not dont be chicken n dont there many that this isnt not to n most of them r on my family so if ur on my family list n u read this dont worry not bout u. now im goin to study ill probily be back to vent again but this time i

Pick-up Lines Gettin Older And Older....there Comebacks Not ;-)
I hope you enjoy this one guys.... Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Do not enter. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: But would you stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing. Man: If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put u and i together Woman: Really, I'd put f and u together Man: Oh Baby, you can take every in

10 Facts I Found Qi
During his entire life, Vincent Van Gogh sold exactly one painting, “Red Vineyard at Arles”. Charlie Chaplin once won third prize in a Charlie Chaplin look-alike contest. In “Silence of the Lambs”, Hannibal Lector (Anthony Hopkins) never blinks. Lassie” was played by a group of male dogs; the main one was named Pal. Around 2,000 left-handed people die annually due to improper use of equipment designed only for right handed people. In the movie "Casablanca," Humphrey Bogart never said "Play it again, Sam." Research indicates that mosquitoes are attracted to people who have recently eaten bananas. Glass can be considered as a liquid rather then a solid. It will flow much like other liquids at room temperatures, just very, very, very slowly. Thomas Edison was a fraud. He didn't invent the lightbulb, or anything, really: Tesla did. Edison and his thugs hired him as a partner, then left him on the street with "That's business" after the design was finished and copyw

On Here
why is everybody so mean on here???? No body really cares it"s all play and no one really wants to get to know you they just want a booty call.I think i'll just delete my profile and find somewhere else to go.

Excuses Ive Heard From Ladies
i know many guys have always wonder bout certian things. that the oposite sex saids to them. well i have decided to compose a list of things i have heard females say to me why they not take a chance on how they feel towards some one. 1. your to old 2. oh you to far away 3. you to young 4. im interested in you ( but then they come up and be telling some one else they love them) i have heard all these things and ive been burn so many times but i still dont judge any one by their looks. by how far away they are. and specially of their age. as long they are legal. now ladies i ask you this why would u not let the person know that u not interested instead of them look like a fool. now me personally i will say this if i love someone it is gointo be with my heart not my body parts or how hot or sexy they look or their age now.

Raw
She felt her shoulders slump. Again. The same thing, just a different day. Once more, she had come in with a cheerful, hopeful smile, but as she approached her desk, she felt the eyes of her boss bore into her. So she was a few seconds late. The buzzer had just sounded and she was not at her work station. She knew what was coming. A little throb of pressure began to make its presence known behind her right eye. She lifted her hand to her forehead, but was forestalled by a sudden monotonal drawl over her left shoulder. "You forgot to blah, blah, blah," it began, followed with a "He had to blah, blah, blah." No smile, no pleasant "Hello!", nothing to indicate relief or happiness that she had come in at all. After all, another member of the department had called in sick, leaving the rest having to fill in for her. She could easily have done the same, considering the nasty cold she had been nursing for several days. "You also were late. You're going to have to make sure you

Can't Believe It
Well we finally got the word the cancer is back and mom has 2-6 months to live. We had thought she was on the road to recovery but the cancer came back. I guess its hard to think this will be the last of anything for her. So me and my sibling are trying to do the best we can to make this as easy as possible. We're hoping she can at least see another Christmas that is her favorite holiday. She always had a big party at that time. Thanks everyone for your support.

Last Resort...taking Applications..urgent!!!!!
I am taking applications for a nursing position that is available. All the information that I am offering you is that you will be a nurse to Pye and myself. Now you have to leave comments telling what your qualifications are. You are not allowed to ask any questions. Seems that she and I are falling apart at our crooked seems and this is the best idea I could come up with. So come on.....tell me your qualifications.

A Slight Introduction
I have very few people that I communicate with on a daily basis, and sometimes it drives me crazy. Ninety percent of the time, I am confined to my home, and human contact is scarce. Especially now, since I am in the process of healing. I recently was diagnosed with the second of two types of cancer and it has become my world. Initially it was chronic lymphocytic leukemia, which was being easily managed, but after a short remission it was upgraded to an acute case. At the time I really wasn't worried and neither were my doctors. I had a lot of confidence at the time. This all began about three years ago. Still,I was determined to win the battle, I kept up my body, worked out, ate right, and maintained a good mental state. But almost a year ago, I was diagnosed with multiple myeloma, a form of bone cancer. Ok, I went nuts with all the emotions for awhile, but eventually I accepted it, and listened to my team, went to all the consultations and followed their advice. I put all my

Do You Love Me??
hey guys! first of all i want to say thank you to all who helped me stay in the lead today :) i started my new job, and it was so nice to come home to so much love from yall :D in case you dont know yet...im in a contest!! im trying to win a 7 day blast, so please help me out if you can! every rate is worth 5 points and comments are worth 1 point :) its a bombing contest so you can comment as much as you like :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D it goes until sat, oct. 19th, so i will be posting a lot on this :) PLEASE! EVERY RATE COUNTS! IF YOU HAVENT YET...PLEASE AT LEAST GO RATE THE PHOTO!!! CLICK PHOTO TO VOTE! (rate and comment) HERE ARE THE STANDINGS: As of 9:15pm est Rates Shortyseceret: 113 x5 = 565 Comments-> 9959 Total Points: 10524 Rates J-Roxx: 68 x5 = 340 Comments-> 10838 Total Points: 11178 J-Roxx leads by 654

Lost
NuttinButtSexxy I COVER MY EARS TO DROWN THE NOISE YOU CALL WORDS, SOUNDS FROM CRACKED LIPS BLEEDING A RED FOAM OF UNTRUTHS, PERCEPTION OF YOU DISTORTED LIKE A CARNIVAL FUNHOUSE MIRROR, A PERSONNA OF MANIC HEDONISTIC INDULGENCE. I WOULD WASH YOU IN THE DEEP WATERS OF TRUTH TO CLEANSE THE MURKY DENIAL FROM YOUR MIND TO HELP YOU FIND YOUR WAY, BUT I FEAR TO OFFER MY HAND, I COVER MY EYES TO HIDE THE IMAGE OF YOU, BUT IT HAS TATTOOED ITSELF TO MY MIND, A BLACK INKED PERMANENCE OF A LOST SOUL, YOUR ONCE SWEET BREATH NOW EATS THE AIR TO FILL THE ROOM WITH A PUTRID POTPOURRI OF DECAY, AND SETTLES OVER MY SKIN AS A BLANKET OF STENCH AND I SHUDDER, IN A HOLLOW EYED REFLECTION, I GLIMPSE SOMEONE I KNEW A LIFETIME AGO....BUT I BLINK AND HE IS GONE.

Kissin Is Never A Waste
I don't know why we kissed so long. There were plenty of other things we could have done, laying there on top of each other, naked. I think I know now, that we were not only having sex, but making love. When you make love, it's not about positions, pleasure, or orgasms. Sure, those are wonderful results, but it's more about two people becoming one, loving each other, and already, we both knew we loved each other. We kissed for what seemed like hours, when finally I felt his hand gently sliding up my side toward my right breast. His fingers walked up my body, and I felt him squeeze my boob. "Ohh," I whispered into his mouth. Already I could feel an orgasm coming, just with that one touch. He stopped kissing me to move his mouth down to my other breast, and I closed my eyes as he started to suck. He massaged one and sucked to other. More moans. They were coming from him, too. He was enjoying it just as much as I was. He stopped once again to move down more, kiss

4x4
I drive up to a clearing one fall afternoon. I see a Gentleman..long hair pulled back with whisps of his dark hair across his sultry eyes..I get out of my car and he looks at me and says "Beautiful.."We have a long embrace...kissing hugging and feeling each other. His strong hands caress by face and he holds me by my face to kiss me deeply. Feeling as if too much of a crowd is around, we jump into his truck. Me being 4'11 I have to climb up the truck to get in. Off we drive to a somewhat desserted parking lot. We start to kiss..him feeling my body..swiftly undressing me. His lips and mouth sucking my nipples. He glides my pants off of me..being that I never wear panties, he is looking right at my sweet sleek pussy..all wet and pink. His face is burried deep in my pussy..licking and sucking me fevorishly...I am getting cramped in the cab so he gets out of the truck, comes to my side of the cab and flings the door open. His face lost again in my pussy with my legs out the door on th

Wtf Is Wrong With Parents?
ok like the topic says what the fuck is wrong with Some parents these days.... i see absolutely nothing wrong with a baby/toddler/child wearing the cutsey pink and blue onesies and baby outfits thats what they are made for cute lil babies and todler and young kids. dora hell even barney its what kids like.i about died the other day when i seen a little girl not even 5 wearing knee high boots with little heels a tiny little mini jean skirt and a bikini type shirt with fringe hanging down. curls in her hair and she even had makeup on holding her moms hand who was wearing what looked like the 5yo's clothes if not smaller and they were holding matching purses its not like it was a special occasion cuz everytime i see them they are both dressed the same. another time i seen them in walmart mom and daughter had on little tracksuits the mom had a sprts bra type thing on hers boobs all hanging out and the little gurl had a little white lace kiddie bra on and both had their jackets unzipped to

Value Of Your Life
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make a

Haiku To You..lol
My friend Timmy whachamacallit member kinda guy wrote this... subject: My Early Fall Haiku post date: 2007-10-09 21:22:07 views: 12 comments: 3 ratings: 0 This will be my only early fall haiku. It's titled, "The Smell of Fall" Dew kissed pumpkin on the vine, Apple cider and dried leaves delight the senses. All new fragrances, from Glade! very cool Timmy....here is my answer... "The smell of fall" Cinnamon and apple...treats unless you are... Snow White. Which reminds me...LOL When we get together Our bodies do entwine your belly button is in my favorite place When it's next to mine! ( yes..I wrote that dorky thing...LOL)

Deceiver Of The Eyes Poem
Innocents of a nice Day How Fast We Breath Touch me first To be scared the Shock of not knowing Fingers, Soft on the silken flesh A formal Gala There is no System For divine Love Is it like a drug Store paperback Are you a camp fire Girl Or a boy scout To live in each others arms To be separated, is to be hurt A phone off the hook An affair of a broken heart I can see a rose forgotten On the floor, in the corner Hope, how does the world work driving or walking lost in the night Where is the understanding The thoughts lost In an instance time A silent candle Write a letter All is fine, worry not Now give me a hug A simple plan of hello Is now gone Deceiver of the eyes Two strangers Meet and smile

To Have Feelings Or Not
sometimes im not sure water to act or show my feelings or not i dont like to feel like i am weak n witch im not but it seems every time i try to say ((hey you hurt my feelings)) i back down i dont want some1 to know that they can hurt me im just like that you know is that a bad thing???

The Great Moonbow Of Cumberland Falls
The Great Moonbow of Cumberland Falls Garment of Spirit Rider Since the beginning of time, when the cosmos was created, and the earth, sun, and moon were formed by the voice of the Great Spirit "YahoWah" and the "Cho-Ta-Auh-Ne-Le-Eh" commonly referred to as the Elder Fires Above, the tradition of the Moonbeam Blessing at Cumberland Falls in southeast Kentucky was held sacred by many Tribal Nations east of the Mississippi River. This special occurrence of the Moonbow was taken as a distinct sign from the Great Spirit to the Native people, and was interpreted as a Great Invocation and Blessing with Great meaning that is very hard to be translated into the English language for non-Indian understanding. This physical geological and Native American spiritual wonder at Cumberland Falls Kentucky came in the universal light form of the Moonbow and was given to all Real Human Beings by the Great Spirit and the Elder Fires Above as a distinct sign of deliverance in the c

By You Always
I'll hold a thousand roses, and lie them round your head. Light candles in the darkness and kneel beside your bed. I'll hold your hand in ernest so you can see my eyes. Tell you what I want to say and try to just not cry. I'll sit there in the darkness and look down where you lay. Never leaving you my dear until it's light of day. I'll kiss your lips one last time before I say goodbye. Find a smile though you know I'm hurting here inside. I'll greet your friends as they show and try somehow to be brave. But we both know the tears will come when I'm standing by your grave. I'll stand there while it's raining my cheek against your stone. My god I feel I'm dying too now that I'm alone. But hope is around the corner and I will find it out one day. In heaven where I find you, and in heaven's where I'll stay. D. Cohen

Inconsistencies In The Morning :)
Aside from the usual...breakthrough calls I get from BunnEH. This time it was Johnny that called. And he was quite upset. Okay, so it wasnt really a call..it was more of an exchange over myspace, and he set out to call em. Pleading that he really needed to talk to me. Johnny and Daniel decided to mutually break up. And For the first fucking time, I sat there with my mouth open, sort of half blatantly trying to take in all his qualms. Half whimpering and dazed, he poured his heart out quite literally, my sheer reaction was to half sob with him abit. I could not take him crying really, and what I did was to listen ever so carefully. Johnny was so fragile sounding that it almost broke me. Relationships could be the highest ultimate Au Naturel high you can get, and when the realities and pangs of compromise and mutual compromise and what not.....I just could not bear him cry. I didnt even want to sugar coat the idiot box talking in my head. Daniel needed a break, becaus

I'm Moving
I am moving home to Montana! I've been having a very hard time financially for the past few months, actually been struggling off and on for the last 5 1/2 years since I moved to Washington. And two days ago my car was Repoed :( I called my daughter crying on her shoulder. She called my sisters and talked to my Brother In Law, he called me and asked if I wanted to come home and live with them until I can get back on my feet again and he will help me get a job at the state hospital there... he has worked there for about 20 years and my sister has worked there for about 10 years and the pay is good and benefits. So they will be here tomorrow and we are leaving Friday, so I am packing all day, Yuck! I hate packing LOL I hate to start over again, but what can ya do, ya know? At least I'll be near my family again, I have no family here. I'll be back on line ASAP....don't miss me too much LOL Much Love, Edie

Please Read!
As you all know by now, Hope has been away because she has been ill. Fubar has caused much stress in her life, and I am referring to one person in particular actually, and if you and Hope were friends, you know exactly who I am speaking of. He caused he very much mental anguish, and has discovered she has heart issues, and panic attacks all caused from the drama she received on this site. I will keep you updated to her progress as I am aware of it, But sadly Hope will not return to Fubar!

Rumors And Lies Are Pissing Me Off
Hello everyone, how's it going? I am really pissed off. Why is it a big freaking deal that I have guy friends? Just because I would rather hang out with guys than with girls, does not make me a whore. It just makes me happy. No I do not screw any of them. I would just rather hang out with guys than girls. Someone named Doug that has a page on here, called my little brother and told him that I was a whore. Well I am not, and if I was, I would have all the money I need to take care of business. maybe he is just pissed off because I don't want him. I don't sleep with anyone but my husband. Yes, I am married. I have always gotten along better with the guys than the girls. My little brother called me and actually asked me if I was a whore. Even though he knows better. I could never be a whore, hooker, or what ever you call those girls that sell themselves. Yes I enjoy hot sex as much as the next person, but I do not hook. I just enjoy hot sex with my husband. He is happy with the way our li

Time For A Change
I made some changes to my profile, pics and friends, family, etc. I't hard for me to look at pictures of ppl that ignore me when I shout/comment/gift to. My page opens to my "Family" list and those are the wonderfully SPECIAL people that do! Those of you in my YIM list the changes won't be appearent to YOU, unless you see that you have to re-add, that means I never hear from you, so no need to be in my list, those of you that only talk to me once in a blue moon are in a diff section I keep closed. If you see me online (YIM) that means I want to talk, I don't log in as "Invisble to all" because you folks matter to me and thats why I want to chat. I know SOME of you make yourself invisible to me when I KNOW your on-line and that is like a slap in the face to me when you can't even say "Hi"! Those of you that know what I have been/am going through know why I am posting this.... those of you that could care less... FAHGETABOUTIT! {Art leaves the blog singing "It's

Time For Me
Life is going round and round Spinnning out of control This is the time to just let go Its not about anyhting but me Time for me that is all I need Work, family, friends, and daily routines I give 100% to everyone around me But never myself Time for me that is all I need So I took time away from my life Tried something new and surprising You will find that it oh so refreshing Time for me that is all I need Runaway from my phone and town left it behind for all I needed was Time for me Because I now know I love me

Bad News
I made the call today to find out what the results were for my tests I've been having done. I was hoping for good news and thought that everything was going to be fine, but instead I got the bad news. I was informed that I completely aborted the baby. This is now my 4th miscarriage. Third in a row, had one in December of 2004, one in March of this year and one now. I'm not taking it very well to be totally honest. I don't know how I'm gonna get through this. I just want to curl up and sleep and never wake up. I wanted this baby so bad and to find out that I lost another baby is like losing another piece of me. I feel so empty and feel like I have no answers for anything that's going on with me. I don't understand why this keeps happening. Anyway, if you have my yahoo feel free to try and reach me on there. If not I'm sure I'll check my fubar from time to time, but I'm not sure I'll feel like talking much for a while. I'm not really up for talking or anything. I am sti

Ugh!
I don't think anything aggrevates me more than when someone mows you down as you're getting out of the elevator. you wanna give me two seconds to step the fuck up before ya come barreling in?! in other news.... WOW LOL!

Diary
The paper absorbs the ink- my pen moves across the pages, creating patterns and images, secret designs, rough and smooth, privately my soul is displayed on this paper. The book takes on new meaning- a hard outer shell protects the tender core, the source, the light inside is saved for stormy days Becoming a window- laced with frost and steam, from outside I watch myself grow..... and the picture becomes clearer.

A Passionate Kiss
A passionate night between me and you I can't begin to tell you the things I want to do. First we can dim the lights and get closer..... No, wait, that's too fast, let's go back and move a little slower. I'll kiss your lips that are so soft and sweet, then move on to your cheek that's so smooth and unique. Then I'll move right along that little ear of yours... Whoa... my, my... let me move along your chest... Uh, oh I missed a spot, let me move back up to the neck As I move my tounge around and around you start to feel it as I go down slowly and as I kiss your chest your hands go up ...but I'm not finished yet.... I go further down towards your navel... As I move down past your waist line I begin to kiss .... Oh, I just wake up to realize it's a dream ! A passionate dream fueled by my deep love for you.

Rambling .... Come Down To Me...
I'm beebopping around today and when stuff it hits me I just kind of chuckle out loud and grin to my self... it's all bitter sweet and... Hmmm.... life's roads are just amusing...the thought to ponder... instead of growing from bad relationships... why do we let them keep us stagnant... allow them to have the control to hold us back and be so damn cautious.... JUST LOVE!!!!!!! Yeah sometimes crap hurts but you rejoice in all the goodness there was... in the fun silliness you had and the passionate moments... hold on to those and let the bad go... know better for next time... but don't go in thinking things are doomed to fail.... look at me... maybe I should follow my own damn advice... Somehow after my divorce I found myself again... the bits and pieces I left behind and lost for whatever reason... and I get to crushin on this guy and I throw up every defense I have... from faith, kids, to whatever, I become distant and pull away, and most of all I ASSUME he can't possibly feel the sam

The Kind Of Girl Who I Want, To Want Me.
Ok, so I've spent countless hours, like everybody else... Making a checklist of 'what I want in a girl.' But it finally occured to me, that that's exactly what I DON'T want. So I reitereated by 'checklist' and come up with this... This is the kind of girl I want to go for me. NOT the kind of girl I would go for. Now, Re-read that a few times ok..... then continue. I don't want a 'checklist girl.' I don't want a girl who is looking for a guy to fulfill the correct set of criteria. - i.e. I have the right job. - Make the right amount of money. - I'm the right height and/or weight. - I live in the right area. - My dick is the right size. - I have the right social status. - etc etc. I'm not perfect. I want a girl who likes me, for me. Not because I'm hitting all the tick boxes on her checklist. In my case, I may be looking for something that simply does not exist. I seem to be looking for that magic 'x-factor' in a girl. And the girl won't leave me be

So Tired
So I figure I can vent somewhat here... Im really fed up sick and tired of EVERYTHING! Seems as if nothing is going right nor does it look like things are gonna get better anytime soon! Im ready to say FUCK IT and give up because really Im tired of caring....No matter what I do its not good enough the harder I try the more shit gets fucked up not to mention people and there drama that love to bring me in the middle of it all sick of that shit to Igot my own shit to worry about but does anyone care ? FUCK NO ... Yea people claim to care and give a shit but when it comes down to it they really dont .. Im always there for everyone else no matter what the situation but when It comes to me well its FUCK SUNSHINE let her deal with it on her own we aint got time ... Im so sick of fake people and drama ass shit and my name in people's mouth always talkin shit GET A FUCKIN LIFE!!!

Depression
Depression in so many It's always so sad to see The numbers are uncanny Just take a look at me So many in pain unseen As depression numbers rise Sometimes life can be so mean Just look into my eyes Afraid to go home Don't know how to deal You're feeling so alone This is how I feel People don't see what is under my skin They just see the outside, not whats within They dont seem to see the constant pain im in In the battle of emotions, depression will always win This time though the depression is too strong It has to be sudden, it can't take too long I look at my life and where it went wrong However hard i tried i could never belong Did they ever even see me? Notice i wasn't happy? Did they ever try to help me? No, their own problems was all they could see Now it all is over, the battle has been won All these years of torment ended by the trigger of a gun. Lying alone and silent, forgetting those torturous years I kno

Can't Stop Loving You
Today our daughter wrote me a letter and said when she handed it to me "this one is on paper mommie" the other was on a paper towel hehe Basically it was same but here is what it read... I love you and can't stop loving you if I did it would make me sad. Please don't do it to me. I tell you that girl is something else. hehe

Home Sweet Home
Well I am finally getting back to my old American self again, its been 38 hours 49 minutes and counting since I got home from Iraq, as I have said to a new friend and you know who you are, I did not know how much I missed the comforts that we take for granted everyday, things like running water, a flushing toilet, BEER of any kind, shit i got all messed up on Pabst Blue Ribbon and Colt 45 malt liquor…lol with in 2 hours of hitting U.S. soil, Its funny how much you miss your country men, the silly things they do, hey lets just face it although we are all different, be it skin color, background hell you know what I mean, there are just something’s that makes us American and you don’t have to be born here to be American but you soon become American and you miss the hell out of this grate nation when you are in a place where everyone’s trying to kill you and your crew, and you realize that regardless of who you are you are an American and no matter what they try to do, they will never take

Woot.. Finally
So... Ive moved out of the hell hole I called home... aka the Concentration camp my grandma was running... And things are MUCH better... BUT FIRST.. I need to elaborate on some of the details that happened the day of moving :D I had to work all weekend, so I kinda got out of moving furniture and such upstairs. Well the first night we actually got to sleep in the new place.... IT WAS HEAVEN!!! We were all up laughing, and giggling, and watching movies that said bad words (lol dont ever consider doing that at Grannys!!) WOOT!!! The next morning, (Sunday...) My mom gets me up nice and early and decides we needed to go move the rest of the stuff out of the "camp". I'm thinkin to myself... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... DONT MAKE ME GO BACK THERE!!! Off we go.... First thing, we have food thrown at us... I turn it down, grab a box, and start throwing stuff into boxes. I cant even move in that room as it was, but here she comes, with her broom and dust pan... sweepin

76 Years 129 Days
Okay so today I was going through some old pictures and I came across my grandparents birth and death dates. Well for some odd reason I did the math they both lived to be the exact same age. It's weird that even though they died 3 years apart they both lived the exact same amount of days. 76 years, 129 days

Heartache
Life is good to some to others it is a cycle of disappointments, heartache. I seem to be that one who goes through life giving never expecting anything in return ... then it all becomes apparent I'm nothing, just a pawn, a toy an object to be used and abused..... how can love be so harsh and unforgiving.. why am i so stupid to open my heart my soul, why do I allow another the power to hurt me , to break my soul...so much passion is buried begging to be unleashed to be set free, yet there is a slap in the face... water cold and murky pulls me back and washes over me clouding the way... the pain so intense i just want to lie down and feel nothing ... let the darkness seep in and overtake my soul... erase the images that I have seen... erase the warmth I felt in your arms ... just don't let me feel anymore... falling into the dark abyss I pray the lord my soul to take... sinking, reaching deeper into the dark corner I'm crushed falling broken and shattered aware there is nothing more in s

When We Two Parted...
When we two parted In silence and tears, Half broken-hearted To sever for years, Pale grew thy cheek and cold, Colder thy kiss; Truly that hour foretold Sorrow for this. The dew of the morning Sunk chill on my brow -- It felt like the warning Of what I feel now. Thy vows are all broken, And light is thy fame: I hear thy spoken, And share in its shame. They name thee before me, A knell to mine ear; A shudder comes o'er me -- Why wert thou so dear? They know not I knew thee, Who knew thee too well; -- Long, long shall I rue thee, Too deeply to tell. In secret we met -- In silence I grieve That thy heart could forget, Thy spirit deceive. If I should meet thee After long years, How should I greet thee? -- With silence and tears. --Lord Byron (fucker reads my mail).

This I Give You
this i give you it is all i have it has been shattered broken and glued back together i try not to use it i havent in a long time i dont want to use it but .... you just snuck by and took it as your own... this is all i posses it is shattered broken one day to mend i would take it and bury it in the sand.. but it likes you and wants to stay with you.... please take care of it dont break it again i dont think i could stand the pain.... i dont mind if you dont want to give it back... keep it...... forever. this is all i have of any worth to give shattered broken torn to shreds held together with electrical tape this i give you for you are the only one worthy of it in time it will heal i wont force it to it doesnt deserve to be its only flesh a part of me....... it is what i give to you..... handle with care.....

0004
It's hard to hold on to something that you know would never be yours in any way you think of... You just have to learn to let go and face the fact that while some good things never last... Some don't even start... (",)

Funny
DIVORCE VS. MURDER A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the Pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes, and said, "I would like to buy some Cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give You cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed With the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription

Do You Know?
""Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and life is like hell without FRIENDS

Just Became A Vip(not Become)
Well today, I bought my first VIP and I also bought my girlfriend Kate a VIP too, the only reason why I did was because I was at my limit for uploading pics and she was close too, so I said what the hell, buy her one too, anyways, I will only give 11's to the ladies and pics of them whether it be profile pic or any pic of themselves but not the NSFW ones though. I will not give them to guys, (I hate to do that, but it's my choice here, I don't expect them from guys anyhow), that's how I'm using my 11's and I'm sticking to it, ok?

Dont Waste Your Time Clicking On My Blog Unless Your Really Gonna Read It And Comment
i wanna start with how fucking happy i am with my fubar hubby, u so totally rock! now i can vent i need a drink, or a night out away from the fuckin internet and its motherfuckin bullshit i am 2 seconds away from deleting all of my gay ass internet accounts and just disappearing into the real world i dont know how much more fuckin stress i can take, its gotten so fuckin bad this week that i can hardly sleep at night, and last night i woke up fuckin shaking plus my fuckin anxiety is getting worse than what it was last year so dont be surprised if i land myself in the fuckin ER Ok now i am gonna go back to work and hope that the rest of the day is better, even tho i know that unless i stay away from the computer all together, i will not have a good day