Fubar Blog Posts 4

The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar
The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar All some men have to do is open their mouths, let their words fall out like rose petals that smell sickly and we feel the sandpaper tongues of snakes making their way across our necks. Instantly, we are violated. Yesterday, I’m at a bar, sitting on a picnic table, trying to enjoy my tall boy of High Life in a moment of quiet, warless calm. Then I hear a man say to me, “Look, woman.” His curdled anger leaked from his mouth, nostrils, ears, eyes. Later, he calls me bitch and I am suddenly reminded of the sounds snaps make when a row is ripped, rapidly: POP POP POP POP POP! I lose a moment, or many and now I’m in the man’s face. He asks me what I’m going to do. Yes, just what am I going to do. I raise my arm, and with force cultivated by beating up punching bags, I smack him, hard, across the face: THWACK! I give his face a tattoo of a pinkish-red handprint. I do not think he will open his mouth again tonight. c

Take From Me What You Will
Take From Me What You Will Thief, take from me what you will. You can only steal for so long before you get caught. Dictator, your iron fist can only dominate for so long so abuse your power while exists. The coup is coming. Beast, in nature exist copaceticly, serving your function. You’re only wild when tamed, I see no need to domesticate. Monster, danger takes its form as ignorance. You only frighten when unknown. I’m gathering my spelunking gear so I can become intimate with your every nook and cranny. Enemy, you don’t get to penetrate forever. I will no longer demurely submit, with each breath I rid myself of you. I’m spitting you out. You’re rotten. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Forest Fire
Everyone, please keep your fingers crossed for us. There's a forest fire right behind my house that the firemen are having to use a bulldozer to get to, because it's in a wildlife reservation where there are no roads. Pray for the animals, and let's hope the fire department is able to get the fire out before it reaches our house.

Whats On My Mind!
Ok this iz whats on my mind I know all my firends and fams have alot of other ppl that they talk to its in the 1000's where I only have like what 60 sumthin friends & fam, ok its hard ta talk ta everyone I know that but ya boy take time out ta say gm & gn ta everyone and if u dont respond bac 2 a hi how r u I take that as disrespect & I hate ta get disrespected respect iz everything ta me I respect everybody. So if u think its 2 much ta holla at ya boy then take me off yr list bloc me or what ever I dont give a fuc, Dont get me wrong I care about all my friends & fam's & fan's some more than others and u know who u r ;), but as i waz sayin if u cant holla bac bloc ya boy & thats real talk!

True Juggalo/ Juggalette
I GOT THIS FROM SOMEONE BUT IT IS SO TRUE!!!!!!! If you do not take the time to read this, it is your loss..... To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it) 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you

As One
There was no hers, his, yours or mine. Together interwoven like a vine. At times communicating without it being verbally spoken. Forsaking all others and never broken. A united light showing the way. Upon display for all to hope for one day. Once had and lost long ago. Everyone looks for that same platue. *Ok I had alot on my mind* :o)

Cutting The Strings
I've danced to their music, I've danced to the beat; I felt like a puppet With strings on my feet. But I've grown tired of trying to please And acting their way; I've put down the strings And am walking away. I know it's going to be tough, But that's what I'm going to do; Have you ever met someone Who actually liked you for you? © VICKI JOINER 2004-09-22 13:12:58

Worthy Causes
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Ode To An Obsessed Freak Visiting Your Page
Before I say hello I just wanna be mellow and say that you make my legs feel like jello I accidently bumped into your profile and after one look, I don't wanna touch the dial because I just want to eat you up like a crocodile and spend 6 years with you in exile You and me, stuck on an island, total isolation I couldn't ask for a better consolation When I look at you, my eyes squint from dilation Everyday, I get a nice view of you, my mind drifts I try to get your attention with anonymous gifts Sadly you never realize it's your heart that lifts ...me off the ground and tittilates my senses Wanting to jump down off the fences And make you mine, all mine, completely mine Grabbing my fork so you and me can dine at the fanciest places on Hollywood and Vine Kissing your feet and and the grass you walk Wiping snot from my nose so I can clearly talk and confess to you that I'm your biggest fan but the only thing you say to me is that I need a tan

Bikers Against Child Abuse
BACA Mission Statement CLICK TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BACA Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of Bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation, and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obstacle preventing a child from further abuse, we stand ready to be that obstacle.

Blowing Kisses To Heaven
Blowing Kisses to Heaven, That's what I can do, Every time I want to say, How much "I Love You" Blowing Kisses to Heaven, I know that you love me, I am so blessed and so thankful, That God sent you to our family. Everyone that met you, Claimed you as their own, Gentle, so caring, so giving, so kind, A truest gift, wrapped from God's heart to mine. Now you are receiving, Blessings so deserved, And every time I think of you I'll blow kisses to Heaven, From my heart to yours ! We love you Mom

Ever Ever
*Written long ago as I was leaving for the military* Ever Ever The hardest thing I’ll ever have to do Is turn around and walk away With how much I love you To look you in the eyes And leave you behind My hands are tied And my heart is not free It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to say To turn and look you in the face And say that I have to go I’m not sure when I will be back I’m not sure when I’m going to go I love you with all my heart and soul But it is time for me to go The hardest thing I’ll ever have to go through To kiss you for the last time before I go To taste your sweet and tender lips To let my hand slide from yours And to look away Climbing on that plane And going away, doing my time It’s what I look forward to with you To come back and hold you in my arms To kiss you, Long and passionate To know I have all the time in the world To hear your sweet voice And hold your hands in mine And never let them go But that is a world away O

The One I Dream I Love
I listen quietly to you Letting your kind voice roll around softly Around in my ears As you would a sweet taste In your mouth But the experience is Unlike any other My mind gently wonders To thoughts from times before When we were together I long for those days again Then as I lay my head down I dream of you And I know That I must smile as I sleep

Update (11 - 26 - 06)
Well to update about what i wrote earlier. Her roommate is leaving tonight. Now she is without a babysitter and now she is going to have to quit her job so she can watch her son. I have given her options and she told me she thought of them or they wouldn't work. I am so lost and stressed out right now.

"do You Know Me?"
Do you know me? Sure you do. I'm just a dispatcher! You know the one. The one that you talk about, the one you hate. I'm the one who always screws up you the calls you go on, do you think I enjoy giving you incorrect information. Did you stop and think maybe the caller gave me the information wrong? I'm the "stupid" one because I cannot hear you with your siren blaring in the background, a child on the screaming into the phone that daddy is beating up mommy, a hysterical parent whose child is on drugs or because you may just have your music up to loud and I have to ask you to repeat something. I am the one who must maintain a calm voice when inside I am feeling sick because of a hot call you are on. Trying to make out what you are saying when you are running and the adrenaline is pumping. I am the one who understands when you reply with a smart remark or sarcasm, knowing you have a stressful job. Remember I too have a stressful job. I'm the one who, when you get in a foot chas

Cake Or Bed?
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME A

I Stand Alone
Well everytiime I move Every step I make You know I just can't seem to take The right direction I'm always wrong I'm never right Right or wrong There always seems to be a correction And I give everything I got And they take take take Everything I'm giving My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS I stand alone today Don't ask me why I feel I just know I feel this way I stand alone today Well you look at me Shake your head Don't like my hair You're so misled... I shit like you do But the curse is more than on my head Sometimes I think I'm better off dead It's worse than voodoo And I'm reaching out for help But it's no no no no no Until you give in My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS They take, they take Everything I'm givin' It's a rough rough life This life I'm livin' Give me more, give me more I take more every day

Update To Forest Fire
Well, it looks as tho the fire department has gotten the fire under control. They are still out there, but the smoke has died down quite a bit. Thanks to every who kept their fingers crossed for us.

Ramblings
subject: ramblings post date: 2006-10-14 14:28:02 views: 18 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Life takes unexpected turns One door that look so promising slams in your face The next opens and is better than that old rusty ass other door anyways How many chances are you willing to take? Do people who don't take any chances really get anywhere anyways? Do you suffer because of the wrong you did to me..or the wrong you did to yourself? Every time you truely love..is it better than the last person you loved..that is..if you truely loved them even? did you? or was that something else? Do you not do something because you are afraid it will fail later on? What if is doesn't..what if you changed everything by NOT trying What exactly is it that you fear losing anyways Keep your enemies close..... Love.... beautiful never ending feeling of hopefulness.. things will be ok now because you are here Saved me from becoming a person jaded by the ones who hurt me who are "sorry" now..

This Is Fucking Creapy...
At security posts dotted around the fields between the Jura mountains and Lake Geneva scientists are installing hi-tech retina scans above shafts descending 80m down - and leading to the largest scientific instrument ever built. The machine is being bolted together inside a tunnel 17 miles (27km) long, and when the power is thrown on next year it will recreate conditions unknown for 14bn years since the extraordinary fireball that marked the beginning of the universe - the big bang which blasted time and space into existence. In the coming months engineers using cranes will lower sections of detectors weighing several thousand tonnes into caverns carved within the tunnel. They will wire in some of the world's largest magnets and test run the machine's computer, built to handle a torrent of data equivalent to 150 times the content of the world wide web each year. The machine, the Large Hadron Collider at Cern, Europe's particle physics laboratory, in Switzerland, was commission

Accountant's Office
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions." He gets her name, address, social security number, etc. and then asks, "what is your occupation?" "I'm a whore," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken back and says, "No, No, No, that won't work. That is too gross. Let's try to rephrase that" The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that is still too crude. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a whore?" "Well, I raised over a thousand little peckers last year." "Good enough."

Lasting Love
Your love has reached my heart today, And deep in me it has come to stay, Finding a home till time meets end. In my life, you’ve carved a niche, Leaving a mark so indelibly etched, And nothing fits to take its place. In my future, I see your presence, In ways so loving and happily spent, Feeding my dreams as I take a view.

In Your Eyes
In your eyes, the Angels dance, In your smile, the heavens rejoice, Through your voice, cherubs sing, and Through your touch, all pain is healed. In your eyes, the Angels dance, To a tune of joy so wild, and Deep inside, I see some more, A world so full of warmth and peace. In your eyes, the Angels dance, And if I could, yes, I would join, In your world of love and fantasy, Far from the flight of imagination.

Loving From A Distance
Doubts and worry did I have When I was unsure how to love There were times I couldn't believe, That this special someone has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast, Yet I still can't wait For that special moment When fate re-allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right Even after I've known you so much better This distance parting us should not exist Coz we are obviously destined to be together The oceans between the two of us Doesn't really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you've brought to my life And the future we hold together No matter what the future brings us Please just remember those moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace, and laughs Even when things hit us bad Sure, I wish we were physically closer but in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for but I will settle with this long distance love

Nuttin Much
"When I was a kid I got no respect. I worked in a pet store. People kept asking how big I get." - Rodney Dangerfield *** Today’s Joke Courtesy of Jokes-Plus.com *** The good looking housewife was built so well the TV repairman couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Every time she came in the room, he'd near about jerk his neck right out of joint looking at her. When he'd finished she paid him and said, "I'm going to make a... well... unusual request. But you have to first promise me you'll keep it a secret." The repairman quickly agreed and she went on. "Well, it's kind of embarrassing to talk about, but while my husband is a kind, decent man -- sigh -- he has a certain physical weakness. A certain disability. Now, I'm a woman and you're a man..." The repairman could hardly speak, "Yes, yes!" "And since I've been wanting to ever since you came in the door... "Yes, yes!" "Would you help me move the refrigerator?" ~~~~~

Poem From My Man
Thoughts of mine lately i really dont give two shits so i think of you to gather my wits i keep from thinking thoughts of bad and concentrate on times we had sharing laughs and even a playfight sundown lovemaking, sleep till daylight i wanna make love to you again and again but for now i am trapped here with a bunch of men i hate this place so bad i wanna scream cause when i sleep its you in my dream thats my time cause nothing else matters then i awake cause of my cellgate it clatters so begins another day of aggravation and stress another day in this fucked up mess hearing dumb shit about mother fuckers bids when i should be home with my girl and her kids without nick and brenda how much fun can that be and ang...what can i say not the brightest bulb on the tree seeing dawn come on fridays and talk up a storm so i can go to bobs playstation and stay on the norm i feel so angry i want to cry my guilt eats at me, i love you, so, i try too look you in the face whe

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

So - Who Cares, Really?
A few minutes ago, I see THIS in the bulletins - ---------------------- I just checked the new LEGENDS top list and BabyJesus only has 2,000 something FANS. This is just wrong!! Everyone that reads this bullentine go FAN him NOW!! Rock Star King @ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST!! (repost of original by 'Rock Star King' on '2006-11-26 14:20:00') (repost of original by '¢¾Syn¢¾' on '2006-11-26 18:18:27') (repost of original by '~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~' on '2006-11-26 18:22:20') ----------------------------- Now, I am sitting here thinking to myself.. "Why the hell SHOULD I?". I mean come on - Even if he is what people say, and is the "Overworked owner" of this site - That is his choice. I'll thank him for creating it - But personally, I don't like his attitude at ALL. So, can anyone tell me why so many people want to kiss his rear?

Love.
how exactly do you let go of someone you have held onto for yrs ?? how do you transition from one to another without someone getting hurt ?? your brain tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another. you cannot love a ghost, or can you ?? im a glutton for punishment. i have a choice to make. hold onto an old love, or build another ? or let them both go, and live your life loving this ghost. which is comfortable, but hurts like hell at times. when you fall in love, you hold this hope, at one point do you let go of that hope ?? when you fall out of love with them, or when you two are no longer together ?? and how the fawk do you know if youre still in love ?

It's Time For This Cherry To Go To Bed
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com I want to say thank you all that stuck with me last night on my bulletin. My friends are very important to me. Come hell or high water I will stick up for you!~Heather To my hubby Jason I love you babe! To my other Hubby PUREKINIGHT and My Wifey LeeAaron I love you both and stick to your guns! Family and friends of the Old Timers Society, Much luv to you all too! Goodnight and sweet dreams! And for AngelMaker if you read this BUCKEYES KICK ASS< WOO HOO!

....an Interview With God...
> > I dreamed I had an interview with God. > "Come in," God said. "So, you would like to Interview Me?" > > "If you have the time," I said. > >> > >> God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do > >> everything; What questions do you have in mind to ask me?" > >> > >> "What surprises you most about mankind?" > >> > >> God answered: > >> > >> "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow > >> up, and then long to be children again. > >> > >> "That they lose their health to make money and then lose > >> their money to restore their health. > >> > >> "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the > >> present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. > >> > >> "That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they > >> had never lived." > >> > >> God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then > >>

Women That Look Past "real" Men
its good, read it. I felt like this was spying in my life. I've done 97 % of this .. not the 2 percent yet. lol I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE YOU NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE... I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my ca

This Is For Toyboy
You are friendly kind and caring Sensitive loyal and understanding Humorous fun secure and true Always there yes that's you Special accepting exciting and wise Truthful and helpful with honest eyes Confiding forgiving cheerful and bright Yes that's you not one bit of spite You're one of a kind different from others Generous charming but not one that smothers Optimistic thoughtful happy and game But not just another in the long chain Appreciative warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there I know that is true I'll always be here always for you

New Yahoo Id Name
Hey all... just to let you know I am sick of everyone asking me who kevin is (lol my ex) so i created a new yahoo id addie... i no longer use RissaNKevin@sbcglobal.net.... I now have LongLeggedBeauty@sbcglobal.net So feel free to add me and chat with me on cam!

Duty
The sun as bright as it shines shall never out shine your beauty. This making you my absolute duty. But lies there in past your beauty is your intelligences,your wit, your charm. So take me by the hand and lead me into your path of righteousness so i may fear no harm. My eyes once filled with gloom now See's the beginning of the path ahead. Now there is no more reason to feel dead. For now i live again and my heart beats for another.

Iam So Excited!!
It had started off that I had seen on a commercial for World Vision that you can buy someone in a poor country something they need as a gift for someone in your family. I had full intentions on buying 2 hens and a rooster for my Mom to give to someone far away but then realized that wasnt going to be possible cause I dont believe in owning a credit card. I had always wanted to sponsor a child but never did for different reason, money not being 1 of them. Tonight I did it! I browsed the pics of all the little girls and picked one! My dream is to adopt a 2yr old girl from a poor country and give her the great life like my kids have. I figure if my kids want for nothing, why should another kid go without. As soon as I seen her eyes looking so sad, my heart sank and it brought a tear to my eye. As you all know or atleast should is that I have 2 boys so thats why I choose a girl. I think more people should really get into this because it is something that so many people could

Room Mates
So I have had this roomie since oct 13... first off I barely knew thegirl. Sheseemed allright atfirst, then I let her movein. Being as she was only 18 and this was her first real attempt at leaving home I should have guessed right away this would prove to be disasterous to say the least. Then when her poor mother... the woman who adopted her... was standing on my poarch in the freezing cold crying intensley begging her child to come home to a home where the family had lots of money at her disposal and was offering to buy her a new car and loved her very much at that...While in the middle of pouring her soul out to this ungrateful little human that stood before her the child called her mother a BITCH and toldher to leave. Amazingly this behavior all started when she (the roomie) started staying with me so naturally her parents think its all me. Welltoday was just the icing on the cake... I could take her disrespect no longer. She was veryunclean... she was irresponsible... and she refus

Give Us More Fema
The coach had put together the perfect team for the New Orleans Saints. The only thing missing was a good quarterback. He had scouted all the colleges and even the Canadian and European Leagues, but he couldn't find a ringer who could ensure a Super Bowl victory. Then one night, while watching CNN, he saw a war-zone scene in Afghanistan. In the background, he spotted a young Afghan Muslim soldier with a truly incredible arm. He threw a hand-grenade straight into a window from 80 yards away. Then he threw another from 50 yards down a chimney, and then he hit the window of a passing car going 80 miles per hour. I've got to get this guy!" coach said to himself. "He has the perfect arm!" So, he brings the young Afghan to the States and teaches him the great game of football, and sure enough the Saints go on to win the Super Bowl. The young Afghan is hailed as a hero of football, and when the coach asks him what he wants. All the young man wants to do is call his mot

Virgo
Gemini- I'm a whore? Cancer - i'm a pimp Leo - I can make u love me!! Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!! Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!! Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell Sagittarius - im the best at sex Taurus -i'm great in bed! Capricorn - I fuck like no other! Aquarius - I LOVE SEX! Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!! Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type Since you opened this you'll have bad luck and a bad sex life unless you repost this in less than 10 minutes with the subject of whatever your sign

Taurus
Gemini- I'm a whore? Cancer - i'm a pimp Leo - I can make u love me!! Virgo- i have great lips to kiss!! Libra - I can have sex all night LONG!!!!! Scorpio - i'm sexy as hell Sagittarius - im the best at sex Taurus -i'm great in bed! Capricorn - I fuck like no other! Aquarius - I LOVE SEX! Pisces - i fuck betta than u!!! Aries - Im the wifey/hubby type Since you opened this you'll have bad luck and a bad sex life unless you repost this in less than 10 minutes with the subject of whatever your sign

Scoring People's Profiles.
It bugs the hell out of me when i score a ten on some ones site. but then when they come to my site they give me a lousy 5 or even lower. Well i know not all people of the great people here do that. but there are some who are just to arrogant to return the favor. Well to all those people who can't return the favor by scoring another perosn's proflie the same way they scored yours. You all can kiss my lilly white ASS.

Way Down Here In Arizona
Well folks.......I know I should have started this back in October when I came down here to Arizona,but I didnt,and unfortunatly I wont be able to blog daily but I will do my best.I have to first off thank my friends here at CT for being so supportive,I couldnt ask for better friends!Unfortunatly I wont be home till sometime in april, and the days seem like months,the minutes like hours.....I do my best to try to ignore the time hoping that it will pass by faster,so far it hasnt seemed to work!When the sun sets and things get quiet,I cant help but be lonely....and the need to be able to talk to someone just to vent or just plain talk to gets worse!Those of you here at the CT who have heard me vent over the phone know what I am talking about.I guess right now my only goal is to make it through the x-mas holidays, and then newyears after that,hopefully by then I will be fine and work myself into some sort of routine.I just wish I could be home to see my little girl on x-mas open her pres

The Snuggle Session
Well, this is beyond the norm from what I normally write. But I had alot on my mind today and it mainly was about a certain person that I met on here. I thought that maybe if I wrote how I felt, then maybe whatever emotion that I had built up, would make me feel a lil better and let me move on..........so ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coming from the kitchen with a glass of water, she looked at him while he sat on the couch. He was flipping channels on the television and it seemed like nothing was on. Busy he was trying to find something on but she guess he couldn’t find a thing to watch. He was laid back on the corner of the couch with is legs spread wide open while his arm was up on top of couch with the remote in hand. Walking over to him, she put the glass on the table and sat down next to him on the couch. Grabbing the remote from his hand, she turned off the television and slowly scooted over between his legs. He held her close to him and she could smell his scent envelope

* Much Love Always In All Ways *
I know you are out there, in the fray, the cosmos blessing you in love and light of day The memories we share clear the clouds and gray of many a foggy, cloud covered to bonny day All we encompass is felt from the heart, in cosmic light ray This embodies all that is, without thought or further delay This is the reason of truth - as universal visions of unified harmonics play Sonic and Colour bound light forms interplay I love you in each and every which way Love always in all ways

Oh I Didnt Wanna Do This But Iam
at 1st i liked you a little and would talk to you...Now iam not beginning to like you iam beginng to fall in love with you...I dont want to fall in love with you I just want to like you..but i cant help it even tho i have tryed so very hard to just like you....I dont want to fall in love with u because ull never be mine and I dont want my heart shattered!I will probably continue to fall in love with you but wont admitt it if u ask me....but iam srry i cant stop myself becaue believe me if i could I would...!SO ~I guess Iam Sorry~ &Love&, ~Mandy~

Another Life Lesson #8796
Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up. LOST Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits, Family, Myself, Bad Habits Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING. Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

Dont Know
one of my dearest friends and an ex boyfriend, david, is sitting in iraq now. ever since he left, he has been on my mind constantly.i have pictures up near my bed, on my computer, and in my heart. i rush to my computer when i wake up to see if he left me a message or just a face to let me know he is ok. i check it out through out the day to see if he came on. I keep thinking maybe i made a mistake.. i have been through a deployment of a loved one before, but i remember all the sleepless nights, the scares, the worries, the fears, the tears, the everything.. i find myself doing them every day. i keep remembering his smiles, laughter, how he gets embarassed, his sense of humor, his everything.. i feel stupid cause i know what i felt for him and i ran.. i want to bang my head against the wall and yell stupid stupid stupid.. but it wont solve anything. no i havent dated since him. i find it hard to.. why i dont know.. most men that i want to meet live like forever away from me.. ki

Stupid Nose
i haTe when my nose gets stuffy right but its just one nostril it never changes over to the other piss man! its been like this for....oh......all god damn day blip blip i was hopin the soup would clear it up a little no no no just makes it run and even after i blow it its still stuffed wows. it jsut cleared for like...3 seconds after blowing it horays! and such hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....bored. yep. bam. bang. boom.

Pathetic People
I just got a friend request...let me repeat....FRIEND REQUEST from a man who left the message...and I quote "Sorry, I only gave you an 8, but I love your breasts" Wow...nice way to get me to add you buddy... lol. Just thought I would share that with everyone :) Enjoy your night!

The Water Fall
the water falls down the drains down the dam and you listen to the water fall and the wind blowing through the air. you walk down the path of the water fall and you run into some one that you have no clue who it is and you see them as in a blur and you wonder who that is your trying to look at but you never figure it out...and you walk closer to them and they fade away and away till there not there no more and then as you get to the water fall there is the person again but still a blur and then they walk close to you and you start fading away till you see the person still in a blur but you can see nothing else besides the blur person and the water fall and then you jump in the water and come out and your put back together and you walk closer and closer to the blur and you see it go in the water fall and the water turns differnt colors all at once and you figure it out....what is it...it was a color blur and the blur was the color waterfall... and this makes no since but oh well.

I Found My Angel On The Net..!
It all started out when I was searching the Net Looking for someone with whom I’d connect I found her, I think, right here on my screen I’m here; she’s there, 800 miles in between So I sit at my keyboard and she sits at hers Building a friendship with our electronic words I wish I could shrink down and run through the wires And if she was agreeable, act out my desires She says we mesh, we get along so well How it will end, only time will tell Wish I could hold her, bury my face in her hair See her face to face, how I wish I was there The way she writes The way she talks Makes me wonder, Is it really too far to walk? If someone had asked I’d never have bet I’d be lucky enough To find an Angel on the net DoRie@ CherryTAP

6 Feet Below
The snow is falling Upon this cold cemetary ground She kneels down to the stone To talk with her lost lover below The tears from her eyes The pain in her heart She misses him so much Why must they be apart She comes here when she can Just to have a talk with him And although he has passed She can still feel him there She bows her head And begins to speak... Hello my love Its been a while I'm sorry I haven't been by I'm still going through the turmoil I miss you my love With all my heart And I would give anything to just be in your arms So I have made up my mind And its perfectly clear That I can no longer go on without you, my dear Soon I will be with you For this life I can no longer stand I've chosen to take my own life Just to be with you again And on that very cold night Slain across his frozen stone Lay her lifeless body Burried under snow Now she is with her love Six feet below ©Sorrow 2006

Listen!
why wont u listen to me im trying to tlk im trying to say whats been bugging me but u wont listen just listen when im trying to say whats been bugging me you yell at me for not tlking for not opening up but when i try your not there to talk or your not listening to what i have to say you just want to be somewhere else some other day then you judge me twist and turn what i say your not actually listening to the words behind what im trying to say i wish for once that i would come first that you would hear what im trying to say its like im talking to myself anyway so whats the point really give me a reason why why i should talk open up be vunerable i gave it a try several times but it never worked out the way i wanted the words i would say the way you would listen for once in your life stop judging me and just LISTEN

Marianne Pillsbury
BOO HOO when i stay in bed all day, they callit depression. when two people day in bed all day, its call passion. so, when my girlfriend sheds a tear cause she doesn't think her boufriends intentions are sincere... well, i say boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm having sex on a regular basis. woe is me! when i drink a bottle of wine for dinner, its pathetic. when two people drink a bottle of wine, its romantic. so, when my girlfriend'll bitch and moan cause she thinks her boyfriend only likes her for her dog... well, i say, boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm having sex on a regular basis. woe is me! when i talk out loud to myself, i'm a crazy bag lady. when tow people talk out loud, its called dating. so, when my girlfriend starts to whine cause today her boyfriend only called her eleven times... well, i say, boo hoo! somebody loves me. boo hoo! somebody needs me. boo hoo! i'm

Going Down.......
HOLY F*CK!!! That was a birthday bash. I'm exhasted and going to bed for a couple days.... I'll post pictures as soon as I can walk a straight line!! Gotta leave luv for a few wicked special friends here in SA..... Robert, ya ROCK bro!!! Lance, it was a FREAK-style night but damn we made the best of it!! And of course, Joey "Stink the Pink" Munson.... dude, just flip it over and roll ONE MORE TIME!! Yeah Brah......(peace).......

A Bad Girl Confessing
This cop pulled me over, several years ago, after I just pulled out of the small street leading to my house, onto the main drag to get to the FWY. I was running late and I was on my way to a big dance. I was Vice President and director of Programming for a Singles group. We usually had about 600 show up at the dances. So, I needed to get there. I had the door prize in my trunk. It was a new colored TV, 19 inch. It was about 15 years ago, so it was considered a good prize. The cop approached my car, looking down my top. I had a low-cut, black, lacy top on, at the top of a silky jump suit that was custom made for me. I had a custom bra on, that was made by the same woman. She had a place in North Hollywood, and made bras for many movie stars. She always told me not to minimize my full breasts. She said that was a crime. She said to project them and show them to the world. That is not exactly what I planned to do, I just wanted something comfortable and pretty. She made beautiful under

What Did You Give Thanks To?
Thanksgiving comes and goes every year and we all can't wait....to gain that extra 5lbs. thanks to the glorious food that we eat. I don't care about the food (well, I do a little). What I want to know is if you actually gave thanks for something in your life...or maybe someone else's. I know I did. I gave thanks for my wonderful family and my most excellent friends. I gave thanks for those out there that have compassion and can turn a blind eye to things that they don't understand or agree with 100 percent. I gave thanks for the humanity that is still within us that the world is trying so hard to stomp out. I gave thanks for being alive and well and I gave thanks for the technology and advancements that help those that are not as healthy as they should be. I gave thanks for a lot of things. What about you?...

Lying And Cheating
ok i am now at the end of my last nerve with all to drama created by some people, not just here on the net by in the real world too. why must people lie to each other. it serves not purpose and creates too much drama. some say lying is ok whe you are wanting to spare someones feelings. well that makes no sense at all, for the simple reason that if the person you were trying to save from the hurt finds out you lied then they are even more hurt then they would have been if you had told them the truth from the start. lying only makes a person, especially someone who trusts, you feel like they are not respected enough as a friend or fellow human being, or that you think they are just plain naive or dumb. it makes more drama and some people never recover their ability to trust others again. so again and again I ask why lie. it only benefits the liar, and only for as long as the lie can be remembered. so someone please get me a clue cause i'm tired of trying to figure out why i get lied to a

Everytime....
Everytime I talk to you or look at your picture. I can hear your words, see your reactions as you were sitting if front of me. I miss you soo much, I feel like jumping on a plane and flying to you. I know you will always are for me, But with the miles that are there act like you and i will never be. Thats all I want for you to be with me. Protecting me, fighting my fights. Giving me strength to go on. To wrap your arms around me to tell me that everything will be ok as long as we are together. To be able to show my true colors. I'm able to be free and fly. You give me so much. But the onething I truely want and need. I want something that I truely dont know if you feel the same way. I just keep that part hidden til you also discover for yourself. I will be here waiting. I will be here waiting to see if you care the way I feel for you.

How Could You...
How could you just let me walk away without a goodbye. Is this how you are dealing with the pain. Did you forget our passion? our closness, our passion? You became a stranger to me when you disappeared. To be gone for days and weeks. Then one day you would come back like nothen happened. The way we talked or touched.Every conferstion was like talking to you for the first time. You've forgotten all that happened between us. Thats when it happends again you pull away when you remember. You act like you care but you dont say the words. You always say we are too good of friends and that you want or love her. Not a tought to how I feel. Then you have a fight with her and u want me back. But as fast as you came back you were gone again. I will never be your 1st in your ife as long you push me away. Afraid of what migh thappen. But you dont know do you? You never will as long as you are you. One day I dream you will show what is in your eyes when you look at me. Tell me how mcuh you care like

Wind It Up
"Wind It Up" by Gwen Stefani.. if this don't get your ass up and dancing.. I don't know what will...hehehe High on the hills with the lonely goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-lay-he-hoo Yodell back with the girl and goatherd, lay-od-lay-od-low Wind it up Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low (Yeah) This is the key that makes us wind up When the beat comes on, the girls all line up And the boys all look, but no, they can't touch But the girls want to know why the boys like us so much They like the we dance, they like the way we work They like that way that L.A.M.B. is going across my shirt They like the way my pants, it compliments my shape (She's crazy, right?) They like the way we react everytime we dance Everytime the bass bangs, realize it calls your name Let the beat wind you up, and don't stop till your time is up Get in line now Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Wind it up, uh, uh, uh, uh Yodellay, yodallay, yodal-low You've got to let the bea

Antimatter And The Inevitable
The history of antimatter begins in 1928 with a young physicist named Paul Dirac and a strange mathematical equation... The equation, in some way, predicted the existence of an antiworld identical to ours but made out of antimatter. Was this possible? if so, where and how could we search for antimatter? Dirac theorized for every particle that exists there is a corresponding antiparticle, exactly matching the particle but with opposite charge. For the electron, for instance, there should be an "antielectron" identical in every way but with a positive electric charge. In his Nobel Lecture, Dirac speculated on the existence of a completely new Universe made out of antimatter! From 1930, the search for the possible constituents of antimatter, antiparticles, began, and it has been the main influence behind a major scientific and technical evolution over the last 70 years. In 1932 Carl Anderson discovered the antielectron, or "positron", called so because of its positive charge.

Fun In The Snow...
yesterday we had about 3 inches fall and stick around so we all went outside to play now that everyone was feeling better lol. Thought I would share a handful of the pics lol | View Show | Create Your Own

No Rest...
Wow. Last night I had the most insane dreams about time traveling and it was quite distressful. I woke up in a sweat and I definitely didn't get any rest at all last night. I'm skipping school and going back to sleep....

Nsfw? Um.. Wtf
Who exactly is checking if a picture is NSFW because 1st if someones gunna look at the pix at work even though they should be working that's their choice and they can deal with their consequences but how the heck is or Not suitable for work this craps getting outa hand!

Ok So..
Who has a Santa Hat? If you have one take a pic and lets see your Holiday Spirit!!! Imma go take mine here shortly:) I am dreading draggin my tree out. I have 2 boxes of my gramma's ornaments. She passed on in April and I am dreading opening the boxes. Its a pretty day out.Too bad I am allergic to fresh air. *grin* K folks! Shower time for me... Til the next time I feel like blabbering useless nonsense noone cares about ... Toodles And this mornings vid issssssssssss Cyndi Lauper... Time after Time

Thoughts
I have so much to tell you But I think it can wait I don’t want to bug you Or spoil your day Not that it’s bad No, nothing like that All of it is different I have found some new facts And I had an idea Something I think you’ll love But I can tell you later It is not a big deal I just hope I remember Everything I am thinking It came to me sober Not a product of drinking So you know it is good stuff Not blurred vision trinkets Ok, so I’m gonna tell you Just remember one thing Know that I love you In case this idea stinks

Why
Why do i feel like my whole life is crashing down around me ? It should be a season for happiness , and great love. Instead i feel like i wanna bury my self .. The man i love is so so far away , and there is not a fucking thing i can do to get to him ... What is the point ? I ask my self . Should this person find love closer to him , And i stop being to fucking selfish .... But can i let him go . NONONONONONONONONONONONO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xxx
Butterscotch Sunday Sunday night with nothing to do, All alone just me and you. I've got an idea that seems just right, Lie down and relax 'cause this is gonna take all night. I've got some "Butterscotch" that tastes so sweet, For you to put on me from head to feet. "Butterscotch!" Yes that's the shit, That'll give you a night you'll never forget. First you can start around my tits, From nipple to nipple with a couple of licks. Then you can smother it between my thighs, Only to hear my "Butterscotch" cries. Down my ankles between my toes, This is where the "Butterscotch" goes. Hold on a second 'cause you’re not done, For we've only begun our "Butterscotch" fun. Then up my thighs you'll start to lick, Not stopping till you reach my clit. I think you should stay right here a while, As I wiggle, giggle and give you a smile. Sucking and nibbling gonna taste it all, It's not just a party it's a "Butterscotch" ball. Rubbing my nipples while sucking my clit, Until a ti

You Can Achieve Anything You Imagine
YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU IMAGINE Picture yourself in your mind's eye as having already achieved your goal. See yourself doing the things you'll be doing when you've reached your destination. Your imagination is your mental workshop where all your plans are fashioned. Visualize your goals and you'll get your subconscious to work toward making your mental pictures come true. Olympic medalists use the art of mental rehearsal or visualization. They mentally run through important events before they happen. Decide what you want out of your life. Sense it before you have it. See it, feel it, taste it, smell it and imagine the emotions associated with the attainment of your goal. Pre-live it in your mind before you have it. Your vision will become a powerful driving force in your life. See the things you want as already yours, and one day, they will be yours. THE DAILY GURU

Can U Find The B
can u find the B Body: CAN YOU FIND THE B? : Body: RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRBRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Once youve found the b Find the 1! IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII1III IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII Once you found the 1.............. Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 999999

Sex Just Isn't Sex Without Using Your Teeth.
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Whips100%Biting100%Blind Folds83%Bondage75%Blood67%Chains/Handcuffs58%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Whats Your Kinky Turn On Quiz
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting92%Bondage83%Chains/Handcuffs83%Blind Folds50%Blood33%Whips33%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fantasy
I find it very interesting how people create fantasies and how they can engulf you and almost become a reality. I looked up the definition of fantasy. A fantasy is imaginative power, a mental image or dream, or it can be explained as a creation of mental images or even an impractical idea. So is it really unrealistic to try and live out fantasies? or are they better left to the imagination? My whole question is can you really contain your desires when emotions are involved? Fantasies are also a release for ourselves in response to an ungratified need. What can you do to bring that need back into your life? I have created so many fantasies...and I have to be honest, have carried out a few. But reality sets in and things may have been left better in the mind...however, I wouldnt change anything! I ask myself about that line between reality and fantasy and it really is so thin...do you think it is ok to cross? Answer any of these question if you dare...just thinking out loud...lol

So Yeah...
well i got to hold a bird this weekend. My bro Greg's mom got a couple of cockateeles ( misspelled i know) and anyhow they attacked me and i got to hold them..id never touched a bird b4. it was kinda cool. but if i get bird flu and die im sooo coming back and haunting his ass.

Tina
I beg to differ, you did have Steves brother at our house Tina, I was there, and you are the one who introduced him. In fact if I remember correctly, you said he was married, but he was going to get a divorce because his wife was a bitch to him, and that you were going to get married because the two of you always had feelings for each other and you would be better for him than she was. AS for the miscarriage Ashley had, yes, she was upset...upset over the same type of shit her "friedns" were giving her. YOU would know that better than anyone. I could mention your daughter and her previous miscarriages(or at least the ones you claim she had). You seemed to take great pleasure in taking total responcibility for each of those. Are you proud of the fact that you caused such a thing? You don't want to get into a battle of words with me, I know ALOT more about you than you would think and I have no problem letting anyone know about it...ANYONE! Maybe if you actually had a

Her
i dont know how she does what she does. i dont even know her full name or alot bout her or the sound of her voice or the magic of her touch or the tenderness of her kisses. i want to learn all of that bout her but right now all i need to know is how she makes me feel and what she does in my life, and with her shes able to make my darkest corners bight, make my long journeys short, makes my smile bigger, just her telling me hello and that she misses me and her utter joy just to spend 5 minutes talking to me she makes me want to be the better part of me again and again and again shes just so wonderful and funny and smart shes amazing in every way that i know of her so far and i doubt that shell ever be less in anything or anyway.

Here's A Slice.
I first encountered death when I was around 7 years old. I had Chicken Pox, and my cousin had brought her kids over to get them too, in that odd tradition so many people partake in. It worked. Issac and Emily both caught them. Issac was 6, and Emily, 3. Emily died from it. I blamed myself for years. I was a child. What did I know? When I was 10 years old, I was riding the bus to school. Across the street was a convienience store. One girl, afraid of missing the bus, came darting out of the store, Blowpops in hand, in a rush to get on. She never saw the speeding police car. He never saw her, either. But I saw it all. Oh, how she flew, like a ragdoll...Easily 200 feet. The impact knocked off both of her shoes. Her socks didn't match. She landed beside the Riverside Cemetary. One shoe landed inside it. Oddly fitting, no? You wanted to get to know me. Here You go.It's not always pretty in my head, I warn You now. But there's beauty everywhere, and I may show You s

Nervous!!!!!!!!!!
CUZ MY DAUGHTER'S SURGERY IS TOMARROW AT 9AM!! IM SO NERVOUS CUZ ITS GONNA B MY BABY GIRL HER NICKNAME ON THAT TABLE BEIN CUT AND NONE OF MY KIDS HAD SURGERY B4. AND NOT TO MENTION MY GIRL HAS SEIZURES AND EMOTIONAL PROBLEMS. IM JUST FREAKIN OUT INSIDE BUT IM STRONG OUTSIDE FOR HER CUZ I CANT LET HER SEE THE FEAR IN ME THAT I HAVE FOR HER EVERYDAY. CUZ I DONT KNOW WUT HE FUTURE HOLDS ESPECIAL WHEN SHE FLIPS OUT ON THE WAY HOME FROM THE BUS STOP AND THE NEIGHBORS BRING HER HOME CUZ I HAVE THEM WATCH OUT FOR HER. SO PLEAZE KEEP US IN UR THOUGHTS AND PRAYER AS WE ENTER THIS UNCERTAIN MOMENT IN OUR LIVES!! THANX MMFWCL!

Angels
Is an Angel Trying to Contact You? Do you keep seeing white feathers or smelling chocolate? An angel might be trying to get your attention... By Hazel Raven As people become increasingly aware of angels, so the veil between our world and theirs becomes thinner. You do not need to be clairvoyant or psychic to experience the joy and delight of angelic contact. Some people who never actually see an angel are nevertheless aware of their angel’s presence. Angelic ‘calling cards’ are personal to you. As you gain experience, you’ll learn to recognize your own signs. Here are some ways to which you may become aware of the presence of angels. The atmosphere of the room may change—you may feel surrounded by a warm glow. The air may seem to be tingling around you, or you may feel a rush of energy down your spine. A beautiful aroma may suddenly fill your room. The rich smell of chocolate is a calling card of some guardian angels! You may experience feelings of love o

Ok So Whos First..lol
Please fill out the below application if you want to be a booty call for this person.(we take this shit seriously) RE-POST IF U WANNA SEE WHO WANTZ TO BE YUR BOOTY CALL! Name: ___________________ Age: ________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral sex? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__

Kiss Or Pass
KISS-OR-PASS There is at least one person on your cherry list that wants to kiss the hell out of you. So lets play the kissin game. The rules are simple... if you want to kiss the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Id definately kiss you"!

Please Pray For Us
This morning at 11:45 my grandmother passed away. She suffered for over 3 months with Conjestive Heart Failure. This is the woman who raised me and my siblings until I was 12 years old. She was more of a mother than a grandmother. Please keep my family in your prayers while we are going through these trying times. I need all the prayers that I can get. I am normally a very strong person, but I just can't seem to get my head straight to do what needs to be done for her funeral right now. Thank you in advance for all the prayers that we hope to recieve.

I Am Tempted
Far be it for me to suggest that I am tempted to be something other than what I am, But now the time has come to face the demons that arise from the sequestration of floundering animalistic passion. And i don't write because it becomes a mess of words and an excuse to continue to hold onto how things used to be when I was normal and things didn't matter, I was just a hollowed soul with less to give and more to consume. Come here and sit while i tell you the tale that has become my story a fortunate feast of images and color beyond your wildest imaginations, and watch in horror as the details leave you begging for more. But I continue to be tempted by that life that was and is inside this wretch because it is me and my destiny and now we face eachother a mirrored reflection of what will never be and what will always haunt me. i am tempted I am tempted I am Tempted i am tempted.

Would U Do This For Me..
*GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. *LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. *KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. *TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. *L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. *LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. *MESS WITH HER HAIR. *JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. *INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. *F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. *L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. ****TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. *H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. *WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. ***LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. *GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. *TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER *KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. *LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. *LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN THE

Everyone's Great
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who's given me points and dropped me a comment. There's so many now it'd take me forever to reply to you all, so I just wanted to say thanks to everybody. You've made me feel wonderful. :)

Belly-button
Belly-Button Gay Galore It is 10:00 at the police station and there is only 2 officers working that day... Billy Bob and Billy Joe. Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe... can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its 11:00 at the police station... Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! ...now its midnight... and the power goes out...!! Billy Bob: Hey Billy Joe...can i stick my finger in your belly-button? Billy Joe: Sure Billy Bob! Wait?! Billy-bob thats not my belly-button. Billy-bob: I know... and thats not my finger!

Hi
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Hi everyone hope u are all having a great day! I wanted to show u all some love! Giving u all hugs and kisses!!! THANK U FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!

Here It Is
well i hope every one had a great holiday and i hope you think when you do think about all the soldiers that didn;t get to be withthere familys and better yet make them a care package let them know you care

Unedited Excerpt From Best In Breed
Excerpt - Unedited Work In Progress - Best in Breed This is an excerpt from the sequel to MINE. The book is called Best in Breed...and it's incomplete. Enjoy! Chapter Two Like prized pets competing for Best in Breed, the men were paraded before the Assembly. Their handlers kept them close, tethered on short, jewel-studded leashes. Down the center aisle they came, single-file, their oiled bodies glistening, their finely honed muscles rippling with every step. Malique watched as they circled the room, eyeing them closely as they climbed the red-velvet covered stairs to line up center stage. She examined each head-to-toe, not particularly impressed, but hopeful just the same. Most of the captives were well-trained, and having accepted their fate, would approach their assignments with gentleness and even enthusiastic tenderness. Malique quickly recognized, and then dismissed, these more domesticated candidates. She had a yearning for something a little more exciting, a littl

Black Holes
Yes I am ammused easily...but bear with me here!!! I found this awesome interactive website about black holes. Go check it out and do the journey to the black hole....it was fun :D http://hubblesite.org/explore_astronomy/black_holes/home.html

Something Like
i am the god of your silence the fix for your addiction Im the plan that never fails the taste of retribution falling off your wagon drunk on me some kind of feeling something like hate never leaves the deep seed never shuts the gate a name not spoken and words not said a lie to make us give poison to make us dead a forgiving soul comes to speak filling your cup until your full cry a little more its you I will adore cry a little more rest in the death of truth passion's what you live for

Crazy2
Yo It's only right I jack the car keys and run Spent all of my advancements on weed and guns For fun when I'm drunk I run a truck through the weed house Jump out and beat your peeps down worse than Steve Stought Put you in choke holds I learned last week from the police man who caught me stealing weed from his jeep (hey, hey, hey!) I see hoes fightin' y'all don't wanna brawl That's like Deebo fightin' Peabo Bryson Fuck what your hollerin' and yellin' about I'll reach in your mouth and pull your fuckin' skeleton out Niggaz get hit with a 2-Peace BLING BLING With a poisonous sting- I'm such a violent thing

How Am I Supposed To Feel
i type this because my emotions are running wild. day started with anticipation, was expecting a phone call for an interview for a job in lincoln, ne, so i couldn't wait till the appointed time (which was 3:30pm)it was a nice day, so i put up some christmas lights, getting ready for the season. Time comes, have the interview. I am thinking the interview went well, i remembered all the interview points from my personal development classes in college, so i kept driving about skill and other bullshit you do at interviews, reinforce skills, experience, yada yada, i think i scored in an unexpected way cause the guy who was interviewing me, was not a lincoln native himself, also, and when asked what i liked about the city, was its outstanding network of bike paths, over 75 miles on 8 trails, i think they could hear the passion in my voice, i love it there! but i gotta hang out a little longer, have to do it again, but this time bone up on the company more, hell, i've submitted so many resum

Who Likes Me???
Who likes me???? (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool :] 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really know you but i'd bang you 21- I miss you 22- I want your number

I Needed To Bitch
hello jello hope all is good in what ever part of the world you are in...so today im BITCHING about people that want to be added as friends..now who am i to say you cant request to be my friend ..but see theres a trick to becommin a friend well in my books and its really pissing me off that the only reason people are making these request is for the point ...now out of every 10 requests do to notice that about 3 only leave a message to go with it ..i mean coem on people is it really that hard to say hey ..or i think you cool or something stupid like that ..i soooooooo tired of seenin this that i am no longer taking request's..im not saying im all that or anthing ...i just think its very rude not to leave a lil something when you make a request..its not like its going to kill you ...so yeah thats is for now ...kisses to all

700 Mile Fencing In Texas
Grey@ CherryTAP has posted a blog that was very well written (and he felt that it needed to be shared) and I have offered the following as my response to his blog posting, Border Fences?, as I am no stranger to the topic: "One of the better written arguments for the border security. As a Texan, I am one of those that live within 250 miles of the border. I don't have a problem with the immigrants coming to the US to seek better education, jobs, and a way of life; it is just that they need to do it legally, albeit I understand that their process to apply costs more than what they make and is perceptually very expensive. What worries me more than the immigrants are the drug cartels waging wars right on our borders and putting the lives of those who have lived on the border in jeopardy. People talk about the wars of Iraq and other countries; if they only realized how close we actually are to various level of wars in our own backyard. It has been published about in many Texas ma

Funeral
Well that had to be one of the hardest things to see ... to see your cousin laying in a casket and to be able to see faintly the stitches that held his head in place because he was decapitated during the accident. I don't know what to do no more without him I will always love him and nothing will change it. I will always remember the memories that me and him had shared and always remember him being there with me. i wrote a poem for him that was read and not a dry eye was in the place here it is Living On Dedicated to: Ryan Alamond 11/27/06 How could it happen He was so young All this because he had a little fun I couldn’t believe it When I heard it myself All his dreams completely gone He’s gone to live in spirit Remember yourself He’s always in your heart When you need him the most Think of him and he’ll be there Always in love and memory He will be there By: your loving cousin Rhonda Loving Ryan, You may be gone But will always live on In our hearts an

Help Me Really
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Harleysportee69

Protest By Death?
Disturbing is the bulletin posting that was originally posted by SaintWicked.comActivist burns himself alive in Chicago in a protest to the Iraq war! presents an alarming concern. We have our soldiers that are committed to fight for our country; and, we have those who are willing to die in protest??? What is wrong with that picture?

Too Funny...nickname
LMAOO ok ya'll have ya seen this nickname yet?? I saw this awhile ago and about pissed my pantz laughin, how creative!! Her name is " I like my shoes cuz they give me a lil tongue ( I sit on my feet for a reason ) " LMMFAO!! too funny! and I wanna know where the hell can "I" get a pair of shoes like that!?!?! LMAO!!!!!!!

Stereo Type Thing
Just pick one!If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you I'm Polynesian, so everyone must be scared of me. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulemic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm AGONOSTIC, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I like OLDER GUYS, So I MUST be a slut. I'm SOUTHERN, so I M

Hands To Heaven - Breathe
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room There's so much tenderness in your loving Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve God give me strength when I am leaving... So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness As we move to embrace, tears run down your face I whisper words of love, so softly I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane Without your touch, life will be lonely So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness Morning has come, another day I must pack my bags and say goodbye... Goodbye...

My Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Sorry..
I thought I was going to be a little more awake after my shower...Turns out tonight it made me just a lil bit sleepy. So I'm going to head my ass to bed. I'm going to try and take some pictures tomorrow...Maybe if I wake up early enough before work tomorrow...I'll go outside and take pictures of myself...Hahaha I'm becoming a picture whore..I hate pictures of myself, but I'm constantly getting shoutboxed asking for more pictures of me, lol...got to keep you kids happy..lol. Good night everyone! Sweet Dreams. MySpace Comments Graphics

Saddness....
Most everyone pretty much knows about my wonderful mother passing away this past 9/11/06. The day before, during 9/11, and after were my darkest hours.. I honestly must say. However, Ok.. so every many positive things have happened that have brought joy to my heart for Mom. Therefore, despite the trajedy of her death... many wonderful things did happen: people from all over the world in our family were together, she would have been so happy to have seen all those people ( I do not think she realized how many people really loved her), and it has brought us closer in my family..(if that is even possible lol).. and all of these things would have made mom so proud!! I would just give anything to have known that on Sunday, the day before she died that was going to be our last supper together.. We were all at her house for the annual birthday of her husband.. She was so sick and tired from staying up the night before painting the kitchen.. by the time we all got there to hang out wi

Rules To Follow Life By =) *for Those Of You Who Are Feeling Down*
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

What May Be In My Mind
i look over the horizen and wonder who would paint such a perfect sky? in the distance, the wind calls my name, and i want to run to it, but i'm not sure what would be waiting for me. as i look to the west for one last glympse of home, the sky gets dark. the clouds come thundering in and i am left in awe. my heart starts to beat faster with each second that goes by. i feel as if it might explode if i stare any longer, but i can't stop. lightning strikes and it looks as though the mountains might crumble- i shiver with aniticipation. i start to sweat, though the air couldn't be more than fifty degrees. my hair starts to drip rain is falling so hard, my skin is singed with pain. fat balls of hydration overwhelm my unsuspecting senses. i start to run, but there is no place for hiding, anywhere. i'm left in this wilderness, abandoned and lonely. suddenly, a ray of warmth shoots across the sky. i feel alive again! the rain dies down, and the clouds slither away out of sig

Powdery Wings Of The Moth.
Here I am again Staring down the barrel of a loaded void. Not knowing what I profaned. Not caring either. Abandoned in the blistering cold. My dog-eared jacket wrapped lovingly around my shoulders, like a ward keeping the demons of everyday at bay. The rain slick road is cooing to me- calling me to the infinite promise of somewhere. Calling to me like that sweet goddess I imagined one sick sad lonely night. To love me and torment me. I know not her name- only her face Her curves. Her smile. Her soft simple love. She glows with peace. She warms my bitter faltering heart. Soothes the aches in my mind and body. Is she heaven? If so... May the lord... if he is good Strike me down- With all the mercy and tenderness of that phantom kiss. My goddess hovers by my lips every night as I sleep. As I dream with a content heart at last. But.. is she in my imagination or yours? Would such a pure and beautiful lust be welcome in your paradise? ... Didn'

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 18. Ha

Slut Test
Are you a slut?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 42% which makes you A Little SluttyYou are mostly wholesome and sweet but every once in a while your inner slut shows herself and likes to party.Are you a slut, find out at NaughtyQ.com

"winter's Last Breath"
Ok... so I wrote this back when I was still in highschool in May of 2001 as a matter of fact, enjoy. "Slowly the mass walks to the hill, jaded by the misery that is winter. Quietly they stand, awaiting the embrace of the sun, a symbol of a new day and of seasons passing. One by one they kneel before the altar and pray to the gods to take them away from this fate. The sky darkens and the rain slowly begins to fall to cleanse the mass of all it's grief, for now it is time for them to walk down the pathway of eternity. In this ceremony nothing is sacred except the raputre of mortal men's souls evolving to join the spirits of all immortal destiny. The wind begins to howl and the shadows fall, welcoming these reborn souls to the place where all dreams are manufactured. For now the ceremony is over, and winter has taken its final breath." Written on May 2, 2001 at 6:12 PM.

Sexual Deffinition
OMG..OK Thom..this is your fault that I took this one! Lynda -- [adjective]:Like in nature to a human dildo 'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at QuizUniverse.com What the hell is THAT all about!???

Sometimes I Look At You
Sometimes I look at you Sometimes I look at you and I do not recognize you. I study your features with my fixed gaze and meditate on your soul. Sometimes I look at you and wonder why God created a person such as you, why God chose those specific facial facets, those particular curves of your body, the soft texture of your hair, the smooth hue of your skin, the length of your arms and the bass of your voice. Sometimes I look at you and can see only you and nothing else around you. My eyes penetrate your skin and see your mind, your heart, your soul and the life of bliss and the idyll world that I so often conjured. Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how God knew that I would truly love every piece of you, and how God could create the life that I once thought was only a dream.

I Was Born To Shine!
„» Everybody is uniek! „º everyone knows! But still, some just don't understand, Some just don¡¦t know why there here, En I think that¡¦s really sad! I was born to shine! And I will shine! Everyday! With a smile on my face! I¡¦m happy and I¡¦ll shine trought the days! And hoping that people will shine like I do! Cause I know that you have to smile to life! Cause in the end it will be worth it!

Scared
So I came home from work and I new my Mom had her test today.. The doctor first told her it was Scoliosis.. Well now they're saying it isnt that, and it could be either MS or Leukemia.. Wtf do they mean it could? These are suppose to be our doctors, not dicking us around.. Its like if its Leukemia, wtf am i going to do.. I already lost two grandmothers and a cousin.. After Matt I cant bare to lose anyone else for awhile.. This is my Mother for Christs sakes. Yea we bitched and shit for the past 18 years but I cant lose her.. Not now. I keep thinking of what would happened if she died, of all she would be missing throughout my life.. Remembering the kids from school who alrady lost their Mothers.. I never realized that it could happen to me. Its like I never really cared if I died, but after I lose my parents Im alone. Im only child, I don't have anyone else. Im so incredibly terrified, I have never been this scared about anybody dying in my entire life. I feel so guilty for every

When Im Gone By Eminem
(center text) [Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but ton

Until.....
*Until I Fell In Love With You* I never dreamed one smile could fill my world with warmth and light, Until your smile made all my days so beautiful and bright. I never thought that love could be this endless, deep, and true, Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you.

True Friends
True Friends Thank you, for always being there. Regardless of how you feel. Understanding me is a gift. Eternity is for life. For you have a deep respect that many don't see. Regardles of the bickering and the fustration you give. I will always be your friend. Eternity is an awful long time. Now this is the one promise that will never be forgotten. Death.. will not Seperate us, the reason.... YOU ARE A True Friend

I Think To Much
The Walking Path We all are conceived for a path in which is unknown we grow on this path... This path which is unknown... Some of which or Fancy Free... Some blue collar some white. Which ever path one is chossen to take we all make the same mistake. We live to walk a path in which is unknown... We walk this path in life as known or as a stranger in the night... We walk this path in Death as someone lost and told we never will be forgotten... But in one hundread years this same path you and I have walked has been forgotten... Untill one day a stranger stumbles upon my stone... and remember that I once walked the same path they walked... The walking path of Life. In dedication to my true friends and in memory of mother Nass and all the children, family, friends and soldiers who have left us in this world but awaiting in another

Cant Sleep
once again i find myself in that state of mind where my thoughts are flowing too fast for me to stop thinking long enough to get to sleep. It's funny how life works and how the seemingly meaningless to some can make others go crazy. Has anyone else ever had a situation like that, im sure we all have, or at least i hope we all have. Maybe it is as i feared and i truly have gone completely mad. Well oh well if i am mad then at least i know i have had fun getting there and i have no regrets. Isnt that the way life is supposed to be no regrets. Ok well im sure you ppl who are kind enough to view my blog are quite tired of hearing the rantings of a crazy woman, so with that i say good night or good morning as the case may be. Also Blessed Be to all

B.g Ii ( Tha Life) (just Alittle)
After my put on my life changed n a way I never thought it would I waz apart of a fam & we all loved each other & would do anyyhing 4 one another.Our bloc waz in tha same neighborhood az tha enemy so trips 2 tha store waz like walkin into a boxin ring, but this boxin ring sumtimes u dont cum out alive.I seen alot of my homies killed sum from a distance & sum in my arms, very fucin sad but thats tha life. Ive done alot of durt n my past alot I cant go into ( dont tell on yrself right) but there r some things I can tell u growin up n tha life has thought me alot so u can say I have book smarts, street smarts, & common sence, which has helped me survive in this fuced world.Drive bys jackins & fightin were a normal thing like getin up & putin on yr shirt, we had a different way of thinkin then normal ppl, so when I say I had a hard life thats just an understatment.At the end I always like ta say that I dont live live like that anymore cuzz Im not that person anymore it will always be n my

The Chase
catching the scent leaves the pack running down the path running towards my prey ripping through the bushes seeing suprise an terror chasing after her closing but not catching hearing her cries closing to her seeing such fear in her eyes finally reaching her hearing her screams relishing in her taste as her blood flows to me

Bad Day At Work But Atleast I Came Home
hi all sorry to vent these feelings on u all. Well as most of u know i am a volunteer fire fighter, but my 9 to 5 job is with a roller door factory and today at 2:50 pm we had a work place incident. i was at work doing my job when an employee came running in and said we need an ambulance, having first aid i responded to the scene of the accident to find work mate laying on the floor bleeding from blunt force trauma to the head. i proceded to administer 1st aid until the ambulance arrived but sadly the employee passed away before he got to hospital. so this blog is in memory of him (Marvyn i am sorry i tried but could do no more for u buddy i regret the fact that u drew ur last breath in my arms, and that ur kids will never know how hard i tried to bring u back to them, but rest assured mate i did everything i could). Please everyone be careful at ur jobs and go home to ur loved ones and when u do send a prayer to Marvyn and wish his family all the best. thank u all for reading thi

The Inbetween
A world with no darkness,a world with no light, A world without black , a world without light. We live in the shade of grey , with no time of the past , the future lays waste . We search for ourselves inside everyone we meet , but we cease to look within ourselves to see who we really should be . The time has come and now is gone , and we still sit one our lonely thrones . Life will pass us by if we do not see it , and it will be gone if we dont live it . Live life to the fullest , treasure every day that you get , take all chance and make that bet . You only get one chance at life , so face with with honor , fear or strife .

A Part Of Something Old With Something New!!
I think I'm in love with someone. Only problem is i'm sure he has someone already. Damn how I wish you were here with me. You rule my dreams as well as my heart. When I close my eyes I only see you. When I feel myself I feel you. When i think I see you. Your deep eyes,your sweet lips, your smooth skin,your long hair,above all it's your voice that haunts me the most. So what is someone like me going to do. How does one go on with out the one whos a part of them. which is why I was shocked that Jade and I made it as far as we did. For I've been inlove with someone eles for a very long time. It seems that this other person has been a part of me as far back as i can remember. i don't even know for sure his name but I believe his close to me in some way. How strange it feels to be a part of someone and yet never to touch skin to skin. Yet I find myself apart of him as air is a part of breathing. I find myself longing for him,so much that it hurts to breath at times. Thats how I feel. I won

Christmas Safe
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, A

Not Safe For Workplace (nsfw)...getting Out Of Hand
ok...I sorta understand why they did the nsfw, but at the same time i don't. I mean someone showing their ass covered without their face is a lot better than someone showing their crotch without a face that is uncovered, but now I believe that they have gone overboard with the nsfw in the comment box. You mean to tell me that I now have to sit and wonder if my account is going to get deleted because of some comment that might be mistaken as not safe for someone at work? I understand a lot of people like to look at cherrytap at work because they get bored, but don't punish the rest of us for what they shouldn't be doing at work. I am sorry if i stepped on some toes, but this whole shit is getting out of hand. Are they going to start controlling our blogs and whatnots?

Only Bored Once Again
Hehe.. Well just got back from a mission so.. figured I would write a blog about nothing.. Like most of them are haha.. So how is everyone doing? Im just great. Still here.. So can't say much hehe.. Anyway Ima get heading out and loading some pics up.. so talk with ya all later :D

Happy Holidays Gramma
My Gramma passed on the day after easter this year. This was her season. She loved the holidays. I have mentioned in my other blogs I have all of her ornaments to put up on my tree this year. I wrote this about her. My Gramma I only got to know Gramma for 29 years. In those 29 years I learned a lot from here and I also have a lot of great memories that some others will never have. I remember being a little girl and visiting grammas house. We would take the bus to the port authority in New York and then we would get the bonanza bus to New Milford Connecticut. I remember the goodie table. She always had all kinds of goodies to eat and a candy dish it was always full and later on in life it would be one of my jobs to go buy her candy for that candy dish. She would take me to the windmill diner where she would always order the same thing. Fried Shrimp We would have to go after 4 so that they had baked potato. When I was about 7 we moved back to Connecticut and next door to gramma.

When Jane Met Tarzan
When Jane initially met Tarzan in the jungle, she was attracted to him, and during her questions about his life, she asked him how he had sex? "Tarzan not know sex." he replied. Jane explained to him what sex was. Tarzan said "Oh,....Tarzan use knot hole in trunk of tree." Horrified Jane said, "Tarzan you have it all wrong, but I will show you how to do it properly." She took off her clothing and laid down on the ground. "Here" she said, pointing to her privates, "you must put it in here." Tarzan removed his loin cloth, showing Jane his considerable manhood, stepped closer to her and kicked her in the crotch! Jane rolled around in agony for what seemed like an eternity. Eventually she managed to grasp for air and screamed "What did you do that for?" Tarzan replied, "Check for squirrel."

Hoildays Seaon
hello How is every one after thinksgiving. this is my 2nd blog just like to say it fun being on here and i meet alot of people on here and hope to meet more. to the people I meet on here thanks for being nice to me. and hope for more people to stop by and say hi.happy hoildays to all. also if any one got yahoo messenger u can add me kevin_burditt@yahoo hope to hear from y'all

..and Then It Started To Bite Me.
So you have over 100 pictures of yourself in your gallery, photo thingy. I don't think there are 100 photos of me in existence on this entire planet. Planet is an odd word. How often do you take the time to sit back and contemplate the speed with which this particular planet is hurtling through the universe on a collision course with the giant marshmallows?

A Guy Like This...
Cold and alone he watchs her, A shiver down her spine, The events are catching up to her, The pain she can't decline. Nothing more she can do, But sit and wait, The pain will set in, The sadness her fate. But that one person comes to talk to her, To tell her it's alright, To hold her close to him, All through the night. As a thankful guesture, She gives him a weak smile, She cries onto his shoulder, Holding him close all the while. He never once fights back, Or tries to push away. He just lets her cry, Until she is okay. Every girl deserves a guy, To hold and love forever, That will only leave you, Eight years after never.

Xx--tears--xx
when my world fell apart you were there to help me mend my broken heart but now that you're the source of my pain the tears fall like drops of rain now who will help me now that your gone now that you've left me to fend on my own i shall never regret meeting the boy that made me forget the boy that took away my pain again & again & again & again but now you've left me like you said you never would and i shall never forget the sound of your voice or your beautiful grin i'll never forget you forever, you win

Different Kind Of Contest.......
Contest starts this Friday OR after the first 20 entries are selected and will last for exactly one week. 1st and 2nd prize will be given to the person with the highest VOTES and/or COMMENTS!!!! Send a Private Message to me with the BIRD Pic you want to enter... BIRD Pics must be of yourself... Get you entries in early.....

Butcher Of The Night Chapter One.
Our world was once full of hidden things…vampires, lycans, and other things that crept in the night…however in the year of 2010 they were all exposed to the public finally and with them came us. The hunters…the people who have been silently protecting the world from all the corruption. Now however activists have risen giving the vampires and there lot right’s in various counties’ including the United States. Some of them aren’t so bad I guess or so we thought till the “true generation” came about. Now there are bounties all over place worth billions…and I plan to claim them. My name is Doctor Arkbane Vox and I am a hunter. Location London, England somewhere just outside the city limits. A lone man walked alone body covered in a suit of black a small scarecrow looking hat resting upon his head. He held a bag with a large red cross on it seeming not to mind the darkness of the forest about him. He knew she was there watching him the countess known as Raven. Her bounty was rather smal

Schadenfreude Evolving
schadenfreude ..SHOD-n-froy-duh.., noun:A malicious satisfaction obtained from the misfortunes of others. = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = Perhaps it's just me.....but "CherryTap" seems to be a breeding ground for voyuers, stalkers, and other ilk of general creepiness..... Why else would I have hundreds of hits with only a few people I'd consider actual friends.....why after only joining a few weeks ago would I have >90 views on ten blog posts (1 of which is only viewable to 1 person). Its's not like I'm out there calling people over to look at my stuff....I'm not that interesting, I like what I like and it gives me a chance to write, which I don't do enough of. And maybe, just maybe a few folks like what I do and comment but that seems few and far between perhaps 1 comment per 10 views (just feel like if you look you should comment or at least rate).... I'm sure there are plenty of people who feel they need the attention and adoration ...Not to mention

Italian Ricotta Torte
Ingredients: * 8 eggs, separated * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1-1/2 cups ground blanched almonds * 2/3 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup water * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 teaspoon almond extract * RICOTTA CHERRY FILLING(recipe follows) * COCOA WHIPPED CREAM(recipe follows) * candied cherries or sliced almonds(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease bottoms of two 9-inch round baking pans; line with wax paper. Grease wax paper lining, leaving sides of pans ungreased. 2. Beat egg yolks in large bowl on medium speed of mixer 3 minutes. Gradually add 1 cup sugar, beating another 2 minutes. Stir together almonds, flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add alternately with water to egg yolk mixture, beating on low speed just until blended. Stir in vanilla and almond extracts. 3. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy. Gradually

I Infect Your Soul
I Infect Your Soul My darkness fades from view And enters deep into you I infect your soul Let my darkness swallow you whole You are part of my dreams I am the precursor to your screams I engulf your spirit And take you to the limit Taking you over the edge Leaving you dangling on the ledge To jump and die Go on, pretend you can fly Let me watch you fall to the ground I will watch with joy unbound Let me take away your life Let me hand you this sharpened knife End it all And beware the fall Deep down into my dark black hole I am the keeper of your poor lost soul Come join with me Embrace me Clutch me to your breast Let my dark magic do the rest We are the terrors that fly in the night There is no point in putting up a fight Let us entwine Your wretched soul is mine Let us again embrace And leave behind this damned human race Your body is nothing but an empty shell Your soul belongs with me

Business As Usual
Two hookers were on a street corner. They started discussing business and one of the hookers said, "Yep, it's gonna be a good night, I smell cock in the air". The other hooker looked at her and said, "No, I just burped."

Ideas And Information
This will be updated as we get ideas and submissions! Feel free to add your ideas DO YOU HAVE SOMETHING YOU WANT FEATURED? Everyone is welcome to submit info to the newsletter. DEADLINE: All submissions must be sent in by Saturday evening. Anything after that time will not appear until the following issue. HOW TO SUBMIT: To submit to the newsletter please do the following. Send a private message (not a shout or a comment). The subject line MUST include the topic of your request (for example; "My Contest" or "My Birthday," etc...). Please be clear about what you would like posted, and provide any necessary links to images. You must also include a link back to your CT profile so we can find you. DISCLAIMER: We expect to get many many messages a week. If your information does not make a submission we apologise in advance. Please keep trying until we get the kinks worked out. Thank you!

Devon (angelbitten)
You have done so much for me You lift me up when I'm sad You listen when I'm mad But you must now know What you have done for me Is deeply appreciated When we talk When we cry You truly touch my life Even though you might not know it Girl you brighten my life up So this is to my dearest friend Devon You have done so much for me You have been there for me So just remember I love you so much I am here for you Cause even though we both are young It seems to me you are the grown up one Love you girlie You mean so much to me

Somebody’s Eyes
She said she can tell who Iam when she looks into my eyes I tell her that’s a big fat lie For I wonder what could she possibly see When her eyes stares back at me Iam completely different can you tell? She hid things from all and She rebels She don’t let me get close for me see Her heart has too many enemies I don’t know how you feel I don’t drive the front of your wheel I can’t imagine why you lust for love Because that’s the place where you can reach above Why do women think they can define me by walking into my life Your eyes are visible when they are covered by the night She said she can tell who I am as she looks into my eyes But in mind I say that’s a big fat lie

Xaemyl's Tale Ii
The following day, he emailed her, asking her if she had a good night... What a fabulous invention email was! Any enterprising daemon took advantage of being able to spread his insidiousness as quickly as possible. It had been through the Internet that he'd located her... or she, him. Her reply was quick; confirming that she'd had the most delicious dream of him. He was amused that he knew her so well, and his pleasure was tangible in the reply he sent. It detailed what he would do to her, how he would touch her, how he wanted to feel her flesh against his, and taste her mouth, skin, breasts, and pussy. He knew it would drive her wild with insatiable desire, priming her for his taking this evening. “Yes,” he thought as a nefarious grin overtook his face, “Tonight is her night. A night she will never forget.” He wanted to watch as she read his erotic email, knowing she would be unable to resist touching herself after taking in his words. He wanted to see the shock, fe

Still Lossing Weight!!
Oh yeah baby, I just weighed my self. I am now 188 lbs. Almost to my goal weight, woo hoo!! I am hoping to get to at least 180 lbs. by New Years and then by my birthday to my goal weight of 160 lbs. I hope I can do it. We had a good Thanksgiving. It was great to see my gf's family just take us in and treat us as one of the family. I wasnt sure how they would act to us. It was a big relief. I had met some of them before at her son's bday party. But wasn't sure how they would feel with me taggin along on a family holiday. I just hope that one day my family will be that way with couple. Well not much else to say right now. Hope everyone is doing well. Take care and may the Godess watch over, protect and bless you all.

Lifes Ever Changing Madness And Sadness
Well folks, it finally happened, after 14 yrs of having a best friend, we have split up. She has gone the way her life needed too and I have gone the way I needed too. We just had two very different ideas of paths. I really thought I could handle what she was doing before she left her husband and after she left him. I helped her move out of her house and set up her new apartment. I met some of the men she messed around with and her new friends and some of them were really great people too, but I kept getting emails from the future ex and these new friends telling me that she was not the kind of friend that I thought she was. I was blindly loyal to her. I hadn't always been so I felt that since she had stuck with me and put up with all my life stresses and troubles, I finally had my head straight and was going to stand by her side no matter what.I soon found out that was a huge life decision that I had over a year to figure out and chose like I have many times in my life, the wrong c

Images
the road to heaven aint as easy as it seems I keep on fallin in the same old messed up dream im fallin down feel like the bastard son at the family reunion hang around now if you dare hang me in the public square im hangin down saw my dreams thru a pawn shop window had to leave them behind try walking in my shoes theyll return me to you all you poets and prophets tell lies youre all panhandlin to the next life all your images in disguise

A Naughty Survey
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?21-23 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Landing strip, a little hair still there 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Nothing At All 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Not yet, but I would 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?No, never 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neithe

Oh The Holidays Happy Happy Joy Joy :))
Christmas just is not my favorite time of year! I love seeing family but the stress of it all gets to be to much! I want to get my kids the same things everyone else is getting! EGO! This year is not much different from all the others but yet its worse. I love living in Arizona but the summers can kill you if you don't have proper cooling system which guess what? I don't. Just my luck lol.. I have to keep a sense of humor about all this because other wise I would be getting very depressed. My first summer Bill hit me in May 298.00 and just kept going up another hundred every month. my last bill was oh about 500. and some thing. The heat here where I live can reach 130 NO Shit I'm not lieing! I have a car that doesn't have airconditioning the summers are hell lol but if you go fast enough its cool when your sweating your ass off !! I just kept working and if you know arizona or neveda for that matter the wages are not like you can earn in calif. Lets just say I make under

Fitness And Health
go to my best friends on web site he can help you...No excuses...!!! XCLUSIV - ONLINE STORE Hey everyone! Xclusiv Fitness has just launched its online store! You can now order supplements and clothing online and have it shipped right to your door. We've also set up a section so you can purchase training sessions, nutritional consultations, and sign up for our boot camps online as well. Have a look! www.xclusivfitness.com Love ya gabe .........

Grawr!
Trig test and other shit in the house. A brief overview? Good. Gran is in pain. She's old, and she's on a lot of medication. Add a depression to this, and it really really isnt good. I'm all worried about that and stuff. Sunday night I was crying about the above thing. Mother heard me. A little background info: Since the situation with my frist boyfriend, my parents dont know about any of my emotions. They know happy and angry. Sunday mom saw throuogly scared and depressed. In the past, I have gotten in trouble for being an introvert, for hiding my emotions. I showed her some of them and was told to "suck it up and pray about it." dot dot dot. Not good. I'm not happy with my mother. Thanksgiving was good. We had the whole family from my mom's side up, pluss V and his mother. Twas much crowded. After stuffing our faces with Italian food and chocolate covered coffee beans, we all pretty much mellowed out, 'cept for mom who tried to throw some guy off the roof. Yeah. That was gre

Longing To Be What A Man Wants
I believe I am quite the woman, yet I remain single...Why is that?.....Im not asking for the world, Im not asking for money, material things, nor do I seek 24-7 devotion....Yet I havent had the opportunity to establish a friendship long enough to even grow into a loving relationship??.......I see couples and sometimes I wonder what am I missing, that she may have?? I put blame on myself......hmmmmm....I know I have alot to offer, Yet I cant keep the attention of a man long enough for anything to develop.......Do I intimidate them? Am I too aggresive? Maybe I am too vocal??I guess only I know...I dont want to change , I shouldnt have too, Yet I look into myself and wonder.... What am I "missing" .....that a man may want? Most days I have to reflect on my inner image and know there isn't anything wrong with me..But with each passing day I still remain single??? More days then not it hurts when I go to bed alone, wake up alone, lay on the couch and watch movies alone...... I

So True.....take Time To Live And Love
A Minute: They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Take the time .. to live and love.

How To Be A Good Cherry
I think some of you all need a refresher on What it means to be a good cherry!!! Ten Ways to be a Good Cherry! 1. Show love(Comment your Friends, Random acts of Kindness) I do this as much as I can. I try and show my friends I care even if I am BUSY! I may make them a graphic or leave a comment or send a gift. 2. If you visit thier blogs... Comment them. You took the time to go see what it was leave a comment ...its nice to do so.Rate them as well. 3. Help fellow cherries out. IF someone needs help, do what you can! 4.At least once a week pick 5 new cherries that just joined and befriend them!! 5. Stay out of the DRAMA. You can be a good friend with out getting involved!! 6. Do not put NSFW pics up as your display!!!Save them for your ADULT folder! 7. The most important thing! When you become friends with someone...DO NOT ASK THEM TO SEE THIER PRIVATE PICS!!! Its disrespectful. 8. Become a fan!!! Its awesome to fan people...its flattering! 9. Make a Sal

Ladies, Imagine If You Will
As you stand at the counter, i slip behind you, snaking my arms around your waist, caressing your stomach lightly as i softly kiss the side of your neck, my lips lightly nibbling your soft skin as your hands slide over mine, caressing the backs of mine. You press back against my chest, feeling the curves of your back against me as my arms tighten around you. Slowly i nibble up the side of your neck, your head turning slowly, our lips meeting in a tender kiss, slowly turning your body around in my arms, your breasts pressing firmly against my chest as we move back, your ass pressing against the counter. You press your hands to my chest, feeling my heartbeat beneath your palm as our kiss deepens, my fingers gently caressing the small of your back, the tips dipping in and out of your waistband, slowly untucking your shirt.Our lips part as you look deep into my eyes, a pixie grin spreading across your lips as you begin to pull my shirt up my body, over my head tossing it to the side, my

I Thought This Was Kinda Cool....
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

What Will Vince Do?
There's rumblings around the Internet and beyond that the careers of most of the WWE's "Big Men" (Big Show, Undertaker and Kane) are contemplating retiring after Wrestlemania next year. This just leads to a LOT of questions, the biggest being - What WILL Vince do? As most of us know, Vince McMahon has always held the opinion that the fans want "Larger than life" characters. To that end, his biggest stars have always fit into that mold. Hogan, Andre the Giant, Big Show, Undertaker, Kane - They all fit his belief, and despite shortcomings, he has always stood behind them - At times even when he should have cut bait and run. However, Vince lately seems to be getting the idea that smaller guys can get the job done for the company. Look at the hooplah of bringing in CM Punk to ECW - And also his re-hiring of Jeff Hardy, the LONG reign of Gregory Helms on Smackdown, you name it. With the "Big" guys all seeming about to leave at the same time, I think it would behoove Vince to act

My Thoughts Upon Waking Up.....25th Saturday...
I am petrified of alcohol... i want nothing to do with death and i am scared and weak....i dont want to be involved in anything bad anymore... please let me know if your here for me and ill always be there for you...

Free To Be You And Me
Shit shit shit! I wrote this whole impassioned blog, and CT ate it! Bad CT, bad CT! Hope it gives you indigestion. *grumpily starts over* So, I was driving home from Cincinnati, listening to my iPod (LOVE my iPod, did I mention that?) when "Free To Be You and Me" came on. You know FTBYaM, right? Every boy in this land grows to be his own man In this land, every girl grows to be her own woman Take my hand, come with me where the children are free Come with me, take my hand, and we'll run To a land where the river runs free To a land through the green country To a land to a shining sea To a land where the horses run free To a land where the children are free And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be And you and me are free to be you and me Or, does any of this ring a bell? It's all right to cry Crying gets the sad out of you It's all right to cry It might make you feel better "Hi!" "Hi!" "I'm a baby!" "What do you think I am, a loaf

Your Turn
You kno ya too smooth you kno just what to do and kno just what to say to make everything go ya way you got me open boy and i cant even lie no matter how i try all you do is use me play me you treat me so shady why you always tryna run game and i been dealin this here for far too long now it's time for you to feel ma pain (it's your turn) now it's your to feel how i feel cry how i cry live how i live and now it's your turn to see what it's like when the one you love and doing right it's your turn

Sad Day Today:(
Hi all how r ya? im.......sad:(I just found out that my bestfriend is moveing 2 hours away from me and my boss/roomate/good friend just put in their 2 weeks notice....so that would explain y im soooo sad right now:(so ya....thats all i wanted to say...bye:(

Inspiring Friendship Poetry, Inspirational Poem
I will be there....... If one day you feel like crying... Call me. I don't promise that I will make you laugh, But I can cry with you If one day you want to run away-- Don't be afraid to call me. I don't promise to ask you to stop... But I can run with you If one day you don't want to listen to anyone... Call me. I promise to be there for you. And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call... And there is no answer... Come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. -The End - You Are My Friend And I Hope You Know That's True. No Matter What Happens I Will Stand Right By You. In Times Of Grief I Will Give You Belief. I'll Be There For You Whenever You Are In Need. To Lend You A Hand To Do A Good Deed. So Just Call On Me When You Need Me, My Friend! I Will Always Be There For You Right To The End!

I Don't Know Who I Am Anymore
I feel trapped caged in nothing wanting freedom from and unlocked cell feelings are changing desires growing tempation pushing me out the wide open door but I run back in I have no peace of mind I dont get sleep I cant feel myself I cant stop shouting I cant stop hearing what I dont want to hear I cant stop cant stop drop dead and rise again and again and then collapse

Just To Let You Know
that me and me good friend Omebra were having a chat about stuff as he does some animations with robots that are superb anyway I asked him would he have a go with some of the art, so I have given him Convergent Flux and Daughter of Hell to have a muck about with, cant wait to see what he does with them. me good friend Omebra Omebra@ CherryTAP

Rejection
Rejection a word that bonds to me like an umbiblical cord to a mother. When I am cut free from it, the false interests and false hopes of love and happiness creep in and impregnate me all over again with seeds of rejection. They lie dormant, undetected sometimes only a few wks, others only a few months but there are those strong seeds of rejection that can lie dominate for yrs. Youâ€™ve felt them since their conception, in the pit of your stomach, corner of your mind bottom of your heart, but you ignored the first signs of pregnancy, thinking that person is really into you for you and they just might be the one. silly rabbit, tricks like that arenâ€™t meant even for your worst of enemies. Affairs of the heart are global warning becoming tangible. after all, what other single word throughout history has caused powerful nations to fall, depression, and sins of man. Rejection of the heart like no other causes ppl to fear the possibility that love can exist between two ppl unconditionally.

Do U Like Good Music?
go listen in on CherryLicious All Request Radio CLICK THERE!! if you have a request, shout it to the DJ and they'll play it ASAP and tomorrow morning, 6-10am EST, I, DJ Rachy, am DJ'ing....so come keep me company :D

Nsfw Is Eating The System...lol
i'm really starting to think all bulletins were deleted cause nsfw....hahaha just shittin with ya...maybe system has a bug in it....who all has no bulletins no blogs...blogs for me is safe...

The Madness
The pain the screams the madness in my ears The tears the running mascara the sadness in my eyes Why must I fight alone Why is the world so cold Silence is frightening What’s going on behind the door Rooms spinning my feet sweating The hairs on my neck standing on end WHAT WHO WHEN WHY Please free me of my madness Listen hold me caress my hair Say my name over an over again Tell me you care Not for a day longer than a week I need your love for the eternal sleep To make the madness disappear Am I asking too much Do I cry to loud Tell me the truth but placing in your lies Hold me beneath you but let me rise Do not touch me let me scream The pain is everlasting Will this madness ever end

Fantasy 2
He wakes me up lightly tickling my inner thigh as he is peeling my pants off me. I giggle as he nibbles on my thigh as he pulls my pants lower and lower. His teeth biting and nibbling down my thigh to my knees. I scream with laughter. Jerking my body vigorously back and forth. He is now at my calves and my pants are at my feet. nibbling on my calves and tickling my arches with his fingers. I beg for him to stop. Please!! Please!! STOP! He stop only for a second just to tell me NO!. Back to nibbling and tickling my tingling feet. Moving back up my calves fingers following suit. To my thigh, outside of my leg, then to my groind area. I thrust my hips trying to pull away. It does me no good. The ropes have me bound. Grazing his fingers over my inner thighs as he teases my clit with the tip of his tongue. Twisting my body to try and detour his fingers unsuccessfully. He dives into my pussy full heartily and reaches down for my soles. OMG the sensation. An electric shock runs throughout my

As You Know I Kind Of Been Struggling
with the website and the four pages that i need to put together, well me good friend Greg is helping me with that and its been a lot of fun, I love his sense of humour and his imagination. Greg you are the best mate and I cannot thank you enough for helping me out. He kind of lets me ramble on and takes what I have said and comes back with a perfect fit of what i was thinking but couldnt put into words. Cavalier Renegade@ CherryTAP

Hi
HI ALL MY FRIENDS HOPE U ALL HAD A GREAT DAY.. I HAD A BUSY ONE BUT IT WAS GOOD..WISH U TO BE AS HAPPY AS I AM. LOVE SURE MAKES A DIFFRENTS IN YOUR LIFE..LOVE U ALL AND HUGS AND KISSE.I LOVE THE MOST WONDERFUL GUY IN THE WROLD!!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Is It Possible To Studder While Typing?
I think it is. I caught myself in quite a few of those moments. Despite everything that's going on financially that might make me in a bad position. I am so happy. I mean, it's not just the regular happy. It's the most satisfieing happiness I have felt in my life. Just with a conversation I've been waiting for, and didn't expect that I'd get it, well atleast didn't think it would be tonight. I'm hoping he will forgive me for all my mistakes and realize that I will never fuck up again. But I don't know I'm rather speachless and sometimes I get to the end of a sentence and I'm still in a world of awe that I just don't know what to say, but I know exactly what I'm feeling just hard to put it in words and nothing I type would even come close to how I feel. I love Duane, but tonight I fell inlove with him. With that said, tomorrow is a whole new day, gonna bust my ass harder than ever, going anywhere up to an hour and half away for a job if it calls for it. It just blows my mi

Fantasy 3
He doesn't stop. He reaches his hands up while still licking my labia. Running his finger up and down my sides. I jump side to side with each motion of his hands. Sucking on my clit one last time his tongue trails its way to my side. I beg NO! NO! NO! Not there!! Please. Getting the glitter in his eyes he attacks my sides not resenting a single nibble. I turn my head to see what he is reaching for. OH NO!! Its a feather. I start laughing and he hasn't even touched me with it yet. He stands up. I see he is fully erect. I get lost in his luxurious endowment only to be awoken from my gaze by the feather circling my hard nipples. At first lightly making me quietly giggle. Then harder and faster encircling my entire breast and nipple. Once again my laughter come beckoning out without my consent. Trying to contort my body in anyways possible to get away. He pushes my legs apart and slides his shaft into my drenched pussy. I moan in enjoyment. His eyes light up then he runs the feather up my

I Need Help My Real Cherrie Friends
Can someone help me with my English homework so I don't fail...pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee....This has to do with pro's and con's...they give me a title and I come up with the pro or the con

Fantasy 4
I reach down and kiss his forehead then until my ankles. Baby, why don't you go lay on the bed and I'll get you a drink. He drags himself to the bed and lays down. I go get his drink. Grabbing a couple other things on the way back. I set his drink on the nightstand next to the bed and walk to the other side of the bed. He looks at me kinda odd then reaches for his drink. I see my opportunity and grab his unsuspecting legs and tie them to the end of the bed. acting fast i grab his arms and wrestle his already weak arm to the bed then tie it. so easy to get his other arm. Now that he is fully restrained I grab the electric flosser. he start laughing and begging me not to do it. saying he is already so tired to please stop.At his feet i start by pressing it gently at the ball of his big toe.HE starts kicking as best he can. crunching his toes and swinging his feet back and forth. I trow the flosser and decide just to use my fingers working my way up to his inner thighs. He starts bouncing

Playlist For The Week Of 11/21/06 - 11/28/06.
Anthrax - State Of Euphoria Cianide - Hell's Rebirth Deceased - The 13 Frightened Souls Deceased - Behind The Mourner's Veil Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Grave - As Rapture Comes Immolation - Dawn Of Possession King Diamond - The Dark Sides Kiss - Creatures Of The Night Kiss - Hot In The Shade Kiss - Revenge Megadeth - So Far, So Good...So What! Morbid Angel - Altars Of Madness Morbid Angel - Blessed Are The Sick Morbid Angel - Covenant Morbid Angel - Domination Morbid Angel - Entangled In Chaos Morbid Angel - Formulas Fatal To The Flesh Motley Crue - Shout At The Devil Motley Crue - Dr. Feelgood Motorhead - Kiss Of Death Overkill - Fuck You Overkill - Under The Influence Overkill - The Years Of Decay Vader - The Art Of War

Small Dog Wanted
Hello All, This is going to sound like a different request considering some of the things you read on here, but this is simple, my wife and I already have one dog (purebred Yellow Lab Retriever, picture on here to come soon), and we would like another dog, preferably a small dog as a companion to our Lab. My Wife's preferences are in either a Pug or a Boston Terrier, so if there is anyone out there that can help us out (preferably with a puppy, purebred) that would be awesome, we are prepared to pay, just hopefully it won't be all that much. Hope to hear some typ of reply soon. Randy P.S. The practice is coming along, but the fucking stork crashing still pisses us both off.

What Kind Of Kiss Are You
What kind of kiss are you? PassionateYour kiss is the kiss that makes girls melt and men get in touch with their feminine side. Nothing says I love you like a full, heart-felt kiss. Take this test

All About Me
I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW A LITTLE ABOUT ME MAYBE THIS WILL GET SOME LEVELS FOR ME SINCE THE WHOLE PURPOSE OF THIS GAME IS BEIGN RATED ON OUR POINTS I AM A PERSON THAT I BELIVE THAT YOU NEVER STOP HALF WAY IN THE GAME SO I AM GOING TO BEGAN POSTING MORE BLOGS AND PICTURES ON MY PAGE HERE WHEN YOU COME BY TO SEE ME YOU FIND SOMETHING THAT KEEPS YOU COMING BACK WHEN YOU STOP BY LEAVE AT LEAST A HI. THE NAME AHABIBI WILL BE TOLD OF

Here I A Go Again!!
WELL ENTERED THIS CRAPPY PIC IN ANOTHER CONTEST. THIS ONE I'M ACTUALLY QUALIFIED FOR, MOST TRASHED ON CT!! VOTE, BLOW ME UP COMMENT WISE, AND PRETTY MUCH JUST WHORE ME OUT LIKE THE DRUNKEN BASTARD I AM!!

I Will Win You Over
Dear (Tara), I hope you are well, both physical and mentally. I`ve finally managed to write this little note just as a reminder of the good moments we lived together and to confirm what I already knew: that a lot of good things happened between us, and they have compensated by large the occasional disagreements and minor setbacks. I would also like to take this opportunity to say that you were a very important person in my life and I still care a lot about you. I wish I could tell these things face to face, and, at the same time look into your eyes and sense your reaction to each one of my words. And these words would only reassure you of something you already know: I still have feelings for you. Actually, I would like to correct what I said in the beginning: I said you were very important person in my life, but, in fact, you still are a part of my life. I want you to understand that this letter is not an apology; I think that in this case, neither one of us has to apologize. An

From Tim
I recieved this from a friend. So I wanted to sharethis with my friends..... Thanks Tim!!!First I want you to know that I love you to death and you are amazing.. if I don't get this back I understand.. I have a game for you. Once you read this letter you must send it to 14 people that you really care about including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are loved." nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you m

People Lie
not only is that just obvious, but it's so fucking painful. it seems like whenever i let my guard down, start liking a girl and get all these feelings, i find out that she's just like all the others i've dated. flirt with me one day, i go to florida for a week to see my FAMILY, come back and she's flirting with other guys. well i'm sick of this shit. i'm sick of feeling like i'm just someone to pass the time or loneliness. i hate to say this, but i don't think i believe in relationships anymore. the idea of them is great, but....too many ppl get hurt...

Good Night!
Well I sat down to watch a clip on some show my mom was watching, and ended up dozing off...But I managed to get my shower, and now I'm going to bed. Its a lot later than I thought it was. Enjoy your Wednesday tomorrow. I'll be here sometime after I get out of work..*hugs* BrattyBytch.

Compliments Really Do Matter
This evening while I was cleaning up to go home a really nice elderly fellow stopped me. He had questions about a watch band. I answered them like I would any other customer questions and he basically proceeded to blow my head up like a gigantic balloon. He said to me, "You have one of the prettiest smiles I've seen in a long time" This is where I probably turned fifty shades of red. Thanked him and attempted to move along. That wasn't so easily done. He rent on to say that I have a strong character poise and that he was confident that I'd be an excellent character actress. Again, I thanked him and took a couple steps at which time he proceeded to tell me that he thinks I'd be excellent on a sitcom. My personality and character would just flow so well on a stage etc. I told the kind fellow that I was in theater for about six years and he insisted that I shouldn't have ever left it. That I should make a skit or something and a resume to send to agents because it's probably wha

Making Friends!!
Making friends is important. You will have much more fun; you can go to parties, sleepovers, have pillow fights and eat candy. It's also important becuase won't be lonely, you will not play by your self, and you will not be sad. If you make a friend you can trust them. If you are sad you can tell your friend and they will help you feel better. So if you want to have fun and never be sad, make a friend.

Pics
when i click on my profile pic, only my default picture comes up. how do i add more pictures so that when i click on my profile pic, my others pics come up? right now i have my pics in a separate album...and i don't even konw where to find it on my page ughhhh

*confession: Recently, The Reality Of This Song Slapped Me In The Face & Made Me Cry*
++PINK FLOYD: TIME++ Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run you missed the starting gun. So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older, Shorter of breath and one day closer to death. Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time. Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way The time is gone, the song is over, Thought I'd something more to say.

About 2 Months Ago....
Well, people...I'm so very tired. tired of being the person everybody wants me to be. Tired of living under everybody's rules. Tired of doing, "what's right" . just plain tired. Tired of trying to keep up. Jesse, your right. money make's the world go round and it keeps us busy worryingabout it so that we don't have time to think about god. well, it also tires us mentally and emotionally. My soul is so tired. my brain can't handle it. and it's taking a toll on my body. It's stripped me to nothing... I've really got nothing left to give. no energy to fight it, but the smallest amount of fear, enough to keep me here. I've just got nothing left to give. and like Corey taylor says... what a skeletal wreck of a man this is...translucent flesh and feeble bones..the kinda temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the hollistic tones..I'm sorry people as depressing as it is... This life is overrated. the rewards, great. but So far away.. Don't worry about me, I'm not stupid, but I am s

The Three Dimension Luck And Power Test
You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

A Tear...
Passion my thoughts are at the conception of a thought. Twisted neurons pulsating my temples looking for away to escape! No I can't let them escape!! Thoughts become words, words become verbs, verbs are nothing but actions that sooner or later will become tangible. My thoughts are as deadly as ether but as smoothing as a kiss to the forehead. I can not let my thoughts sip out for if they merge with his thoughts and her thoughts then it will be our thoughts.......NO NO NO NO, I just want the passion behind my thought……BACK…. Her thought lacks passion; His thought is just plain evil. Can I please just have my thought back; I never meant to share it with him, her, them, they and now we….are WE…Look at what become of my shared thought, holocaust AK-47, 9mm, Semi Auto's, Anthrax, HIV...Why ol Why did I let my thought escape, 1812, 1941, Desert Storm, 911, Operation Freedom revenge for my father’s attempted assassination. My thought was never meant to be shared. Its to late there's no get

Boobs
What the hell is it with this place.Ok so girls put there boobs all exposed all over this site and expect a gentleman to come knocking up there shout box,and when they actually do get one they shun him off. Why?! What the fuck is up with you retarded ass females.Please answer, reply to this if any of you do actually read this.Oh and I dont want to hear the excuse that your egging for some cherrypoints,thats the most stupidist excuse. Oh and I'm not mad I am just flustered at what brings a female to the brink of exposer.

Some Wisdom From Gilby
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it

Jack And Dew
JACK AND DEW WENT UP THE HILL TO FIND THE LIL RESSA JACK LOOKED LEFT DEW LOOKED RIGHT AND RESSA RAN WITH ALL HER MIGHT CHASING WAS ON HER MIND TILL JACK FEEL ON DEW AND BOTH TUMBLING DOWN THE HILL AND RAN THE RESSA OVER

A Loving Responce To A Friend.
Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deserts will again be beaches.. The stars will always shine, The world will never rest. The colors of the rainbow or yours to find. The oasis is your sole, Within your heart you have hidden the light. You can build your own constellations, Placing the stars to another height. Put the moon back with the stars, Let yourself feel and cry. Y

Touching Anniversary Story
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "I am just remembering when we first met 20 years ago and started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?" he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him.

Very Touching--was On Bulletion But Had To Keep It
[From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly]I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots.But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck.Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day.Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right?And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life.This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs."He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, J

Middle Finger Picture
I am looking for a picture of a middle finger. You know a gesture of the bird. I know I have seen pictures on here before like that. So to save myself time in trying to hunt them down I thought I would just put this out there. If you have one let me know. Thank you in advance for your help.

Poetic Intercourse
I had sex with poetry last night in a dim lit setting fit for admiring the muscle's that faded off the candle light perfect in every way was his undress and beautiful was his bare nakedness tender was his love as he express to me his poetic intercourse kisses faded into your lips as mine disappeared hands rushing on bare skin pulling at our most sensitive spots our hearts beating as one our bodies creating this sexual ball as if the juice's we form became one with self on the road to his poetic intercourse I'm thirsty for you and all you want to share with me our tongues and fingers intertwine legs in a bind our souls reaching out to each other on our journey to his poetic intercourse dreams was made that night a new me and you was created that night as we shared ourselves with each other we created a beautiful poem with our love we wrote into this sweet enduring sexual scribe with his poetic intercourse we shaped our hearts around

Best Cookie Receipe Ever!
Best Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon

Controversy With The Thin Line Between Kissing...n Sex!!!
do you always kiss when you have sex... or is it that you always have sex when you kiss??? what do you think??? i think that if its a one time thing, you shouldnt kiss(not that i have one night things...), but if you are intimate with that person, then kissing is a must... its a little controversial, but i need some input n clarification!!! please lemme kno!

Gratitude
Gratitude can be likened to a true smile. It is virtually impossible to have negative thoughts when you have a smile on your face! It lightens your heart and simply feels good. The practice of gratitude is life empowering. It can change the way you feel about yourself and life’s events. With the attitude of gratitude you can change the state of your consciousness. You move out of reactionary emotions and take charge of your personal energy. It is much like this: Picture yourself in the center of a big balloon. When you are experiencing gratitude your balloon is full and expanded you feel alive, healthy and you are a healing presence. When you are having negative thoughts and feelings your balloon deflates and you feel drained, out of sorts, heavy and without vitality. Your energy has leaked away and you have given your personal power to someone or something. The quality of your life is a result of what you focus on. The practice of focusing on all that you "have" amplifies and en

A Couple Of Poems.
Shadows By: Molly Deshazer Shadows to hide the pain in our hearts, Shadows to hide the despair in our souls, Shadows to hide the grief of loosing those so dear, Shadows to hide the anger we feel so deep, Shadows to hide the fear we hold so close, Shadows to hide the death we so seek, Shadows do us so hide, To keep those from seeing what is so inside. So dark and hidden from those that we love. For fear that it will shadow them and turn them away. The shadows that haunts this person that I call I!

Another
A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite will take flight. For fear of being seen, by the mortal eye. For a shy sprite I am in truthful sight. And can only show the playful side at night.

The Last One I've Written So Far
Celebration By: Molly Deshazer Celebration in a love that’s new, Celebration in a life that’s new, Celebration in a job that’s new, Celebration in a dream that’s new, Celebration in a hope that’s come true, Celebration in a wish that’s fulfilled!

Daily Self-care
Putting Yourself First We have all heard the instructions of an airline attendant reminding us to put on our own oxygen mask before we help anyone else with theirs. This advice is often cited as a metaphor for self-care because it so accurately expresses why it is important. It seems to say, ironically, that if you can't take care of yourself for yourself, do it for others. Few situations in our daily lives mimic the wake-up call of an airplane emergency, so it's easy to keep putting self-care off-easy, that is, until we get sick, overwhelmed, or exhausted, and suddenly don't have the energy to care for the people who count on us. That's when we realize we haven't been getting the oxygen we need to sustain ourselves. We begin to understand that taking care of ourselves is neither selfish nor indulgent; it's just plain practical. Putting yourself first means that it may be necessary to say no to someone else in order to say yes to yourself. For many of us, there is always something

Nsfw...............
You will notice a huge change in my albums. I deleted a few and moved a few things around. No more NSFW, not that i had any really. I made it to where i am here just being ME and i think i will keep it that way. If things keep going the way they are everyone will have to remove private pics anyways :) They said lingerie and pics with faces werent NSFW but all mine were tagged. This is just easier i guess. *kisses* to everyone who got me to the level i am without making me get naked or slutty. (As BJ put it) I love you all!! x0x0x0x Ok, im getting alot of emails n sad faces cuz my pics are gone. I will put some back for my family ONLY and if they get tagged NSFW they will be removed and i wont repost any again. Non of my pics are nude anyways...but doesnt seem to matter around here anymore. Rate them again and enjoy. *kisses*

Thanks To You All
The week I started this site Nov. 22 I have been so overwhelmed by the kindness and bombarded with requests for friendship. Like I said there are soooooo many of you its hard to do a shout out to each of you..I would luv to hear from all of you and I will return the favor cause that is who I am.. If I don't get to you I will eventually if my computer stops booting this page with run Active X comment .. SO take care one and all and enjoy HUMP WEDNESDAY!!! Keeping always real MO

A World Of Confusion
a world of confusion round and round I go again watching my life spin out of control to many choices yet again so many wishing to help willing to protect me from myself why I ask you? you want to protect me? I am who I am Would you love me for that and nothing else Live in this hell by my side I LOVE YOU! Ive heard to so many times Said it many more each time losing more of myself giving in to a darkness that eats me alive would you dare to live in my darkness dare to love me in my darkness! as we go round and round our lives now beyond our control...

Snippets Ii: The Revenge
ZenCynic: Word. medicallyadorabl: charlie brown is soooo emo ZenCynic: Yes, yes he is. medicallyadorabl: he was on tv last night ZenCynic: I'd be emo too, if I had a fucking head that size. medicallyadorabl: he was like "I'm such a waste of space. no one likes me. I can't do anything right" medicallyadorabl: and then he put in a simple plan cd and masturbated to his own baby pictures ZenCynic: Hahahahaha!

Sweet Emotions
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

To Nmg
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That what i feel for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

If Ur In The Redneck Family Please Read
ATTENTION ALL REDNECKS!!!!!!! THIS IS GETTING CRAZY AND WE ARE WEARING OURSELFS OUT WITH ALL THE CONTESTS....... WE HAVE ASKED THIS BEFORE AND HAS GOT US NO WHERE SO IM GOING TO TELL YOU HOW THIS IS GOING TO WORK..... SORRY IF I PISS YOU OFF BUT WE ARE ALL GETTING TIRED OF THE BS.... 1ST IF YOU WANT IN A CONTEST CONTACT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT WILL TELL YOU IF IT IS OK TO JOIN THAT CONTEST AND HAVE FULL SUPPORT OF THE REDNECKS.... NOT SAYING YOU CANT GO AHEAD AND JOIN THE CONTEST BUT IF THE FAMILY ACCOUNT SAYS THEY CANT HELP DUE TO THE COMMENT POWER IS NOT ENOUGH THEN DONT EXPECT THE REDNECKS TO HELP AND DONT BELITTLE THE REDNECKS BECAUSE THEY ARENT HELPING YOU.... JUST BECAUSE WE CANT HELP DOESNT MEAN WE ARENT YOUR FRIEND IT MEANS WE CANT BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH HELP TO HELP YOU IN THIS CONTEST.... WHEN YOU REQUEST TO BE IN A CONTEST MAKE SURE TO GIVE US ALL DETAIL UP FRONT.... Family and Family Members of Rednecks of C.T.@ CherryTAP 2ND IF YOU HAVE

Offline....craaaaaaaaaapppp
Finally made it on here! We got home from our Thanksgiving jaunt out of town, to discover that our phone/cable/internet was cut off. Then, I vaguely remembered being told by the finance master that that might happen. I just forgot. So....here I am, at the library...waiting for payday to get here.,...................... ........................................... ........................................... ........................................... ........................................... .......................Is it here yet? :-D See you in a few days!

Its Cold!
Well, winter is here! It's colder than a m$%^^ f%^#@!! lol! I love this time of year though. its the time when you snuggle with your significant other. You are closer to their ear and you can whisper how wonderful they are and how you love and appreciate them. Do yourself a favor, don't wait once a year to do that. Do it every day, every night. Let them know life is better with them than without them. Remember why you fell in love in the first place. It will keep things in perspective, I promise. God bless everybody on here and Merry Christmas! Sincerely, Chris

Office Romance - Next Lifetime
I wrote this actually almost a year ago but I thought it was an interesting situation... I wonder if this has ever happen to you. (if you're alive it has.) It was bout' two year ago, I worked downtown for the parking dept. so it's easy to see hotties walking' round. There was this one that worked in a satellite office for my company. she looked incredible but I'll in a relationship, so I wasn't pressed. Turns out she started working in MY office building. I started working with her everyday. We'll call her "Niecy" lol her nickname. I tried but, couldn't help but start liking Niecy. She had everything, personality, beauty, intelligence, a total package...bad I know. She was into me to my surprise. Hell, she even told her mother bout' me. When she told me that, I realized I was going down a road I DID NOT want to go. My emotions were so twisted that whenever me and my girl got into an argument I would think of Niecy. It took me bout' a week before I could talk to this Niecy, an

To My Angel
My eyes beheld a sky one night, It seems so long ago, A perfectly painted portrait, Be-speckled with blue and gold. As I sit and ponder more, It strikes me that you were there, And it was truly your simple beauty, That gave the stars their perfect glare.

To The Bearer Of My Heart ...
I'll give you my heart; I'll open it up, Will you listen to its small still voice? For soft and quiet my heart will speak Did you hear it? Did you listen well? Do you understand what it said? For deep is the love that it speaks to you, Deep as the rose is red. So, take my heart and treat it well And forever in this life, Come walk with me, your hand in mine, My future, my destiny, my life ...

Best Name Contest.....
I am in a best name contest....Innocentprncss....is a name that I have had since I was 15 years old. It was a big joke because I have a face that leads people to believe that anything done wrong could never have been done by me. I look like the innocent, intelligent one that would do nothing wrong so I thought I would make a spoof on it lol Please click on the link below and leave her a message in her inbox voting for Innocentprncss. thanks much! Galens girl and my lusty love thoughts(not taking anymore names in the contest)@ CherryTAP

Sadness
Sadness, which I look upon like a warm sweet apple pie resting on the window of a plantation house kitchen window. In my sadness Iâ€™ve found joy, through my sadness I knew that I could feel emotions without my sadness I am left with nothing but an empty void which no emotion would dare to be conceived. I go through my sadness and ask it to deliver me into humanity show me whatâ€™s it like to feel, the pleasure of a hug like a father to son or mother to daughter. I ask it to pull me to the realm of humanity where I can be loving and caring, so that I might just one day be giving and sharing to my fellow human being. I embrace my sadness with great joy for through my days on this earth it is the one emotion that never fail to let me down, it always came around and never deserted me like that of love, happiness and anger. No matter how much I tried to do right by people I always seem to fuck up. No matter how much I am there for a person I am always alone in the end. No matter how much

Pay It Forward.
Most of you who actually know me on any level know that I believe that everyone can and does make a difference. Regardless of who you are and what you do, you manage to make some type of contribution. I also believe that every contribution amounts to the same thing, regardless of how grand it is and whatnot. In any event, I happened along a bit about Oprah's Pay It Forward Challenge. Thought I'd share it with you all! Ideas to Get You Started Use these ideas to inspire you as you brainstorm ways to Pay It Forward. Remember, every little bit helps, so whether you buy someone lunch or buy them a car, you are changing lives! $0 – $25 It's amazing what a few dollars can do. These ideas won't weigh on your wallet, but will make a huge difference for someone else. Anonymously pay for gas for strangers Buy lunch for a homeless person Randomly give away a prepaid transit card for a couple of trips on a bus or train Volunteer—it costs nothing but means a lot. Buy flower

I Found You...
Somehow in this great big world I found my way to you My friend across the computer lines my heart, my soul, that's who. You try to make me smile with the mail you send my way. You never fail to drop a line each and every day. Whenever I have hurried home with something, I must share, I find it just so comforting that you are always there. Encouragement you give me and a friendship that is true. I'm glad my soul while reaching out found someone like you... Too You My Jilly!!!

Thru The Eys Of A Demon
thru the eyes of a demon Sitting on a dark street corner . Watching the night life pass by ….. Retched humans I think to my self not knowing their fates nor knowing what lurks in the darkness nor In their clouded feeble minds … They go thru life only seeing what they want to see Unaware of the hand of evil that will strike them down with out a second thought . When the time comes their smiling happy go lucky faces that are like costume masks that make me ill will show true fear.. I laugh to my self knowing soon enough I will be the one smiling as they kneeling in pools of crimson life fluids groveling at my feet. T.V.H. 06

Please Vote!
A good friend of mine is in a contest and I stumbled accross it. She did not tell me that she was in it NOR did she tell me to vote. I got to the contest because a random person left me a private message with their pic and asked for my vote (and SHE did not even bother adding me as a friend or anything). Please stop by and rate this photo and leave ONE comment. She is a great person with a great heart (just don't tell her I said that or I may be punnished for it...hmmm...) :)

Rules On Making A Salute
Directions for making a “SALUTE” A “Salute” is a voluntary procedure for members who would like to verify they are a real person. We do respect any member’s freedom to be anonymous. Salutes are submitted to be verified by CT staff to ensure authenticity. Members can “salute” in the following ways 1. Please make a HANDWRITTEN sign that clearly states: CHERRYTAP.COM and your SCREEN NAME and your MEMBER ID along with a clear picture of YOU in the photo. The CT staff should be able to clearly read your sign and see you in the photo. Please use a dark ink/ marker to make your sign. (Example www.CherryTAP.com/Scrapper, ID #22) 2. “Photo shopped” and typed salutes will NOT be accepted. If it looks misleading, it will be rejected. 3. The following items WILL be allowed in your photo as part of your verification if you wish. Please add your member URL and ID as mentioned above under number one to the photo: a) Your LostCherry T shirt. b) You sitting next to your PC, with the Cherr

Escape
Darkness surrounds me like a cloud a cloak of understanding no judgement for my crimes compassion for my troubles prodviding a realse from my torment I sleep the sleep of the dead my mind wanders boundlessly dream Ceaselessly and I am free In my dreams i am loved in my dreams i am happy then the light tears me from my escape tear drops fall as I wait for night once more ( old poem of mine)

Contest
COMON I KNOW I HAVE ALOT OF HOT FRIEND THAT WOULD DO WEKK INT THIS COATITION SO PLEASE I WANT TO HELP YOU GET UP THAT AND I KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF YOU WEMAN IN HERE IN BAKINI SO I WOULD LOVE TO SEE ALEAT 20 OF YOU HOT LADIES ENTER

Presents And Holiday Baking
people who complain about the prices of gifts! oh my goddess if it is so damn hard for you to spends the money on the person~ DON'T DO IT!! Seriously, this is not what the holidays are about. and we all know it. today I started my holiday baking! first batch of cookies are in the oven, just some basic holiday chip cookies, things will get fancier as it gets closer to Christmas, and before you ask, yes, they are from scratch. It's all part of my weird voodoo-esque ritual to stay cherry during the holidays, or else I might just reach out and bitch slap the person in line who is complaining about something being too expensive! the point is that you thought about a person and wanted to show an outward appreciation for them. that doesn't mean you have to get them a freaking ridiculous gift, it just means show them you care, or love them. love does not come with a price tag. the other day a friend of mine was talking about how they needed to spend so much money on someone to make them ha

Little Johnny Strikes Again
The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated.” The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

Hi
Hope everyone is having a great day...Mine has been good.. I have been busy alot latly drawing and helping my daughter with some school work..Good evning..Hope u all are happy and feeling well.Hope u all get good new all the time..wish u all love and happyness..kisses and hugs Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

809
http://www.truthorfiction.com/rumors/a/area809.htm http://www.hoax-slayer.com/area-code-809-scam.html http://www.consumer.att.com/consumertips/areacode.html http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/bl_809_area_code_scam.htm I recieved this from a friend, dunno how TRUE it is, seems a lil' bizarre, but hey..what do I know, lol..I'm gonna post it anyways, have a good friends! IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT AREA CODES: We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they

I Feel
like giving up but my heart tells me not to....i hate not getting any affection or love but i can't go on without him. i don't want to let him go i just want him to love me like he did before :( i don't think ti's to much to ask is it? Until my heart tells me to stop i'm not going to give up cuz i love him more then anything in this world and without him i'm nothing....he is the one who completes me

Women Over 40!!
A male's opinion of women over 40 :) [I'm not sure what man said this first, but I think it's worth repeating]: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 40 knows herself well enough to be assured in who she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 40 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you, if they think they can get away with it. Older women ar

Return Of The Lust
Nobodies ever seen this poem Return of the Lust As pain shoots through my soul. The shaking starts in as the lust takes over. I crave blood, anyones at anytime. All I can see is red! All I can feel is red! My veins burn with the need. It consumes me. I step outside as the moonshines over head. Its almost as if I'm transformed. There in the shadows walks the prey. My heart turns to black. The pain takes over. I strik like the animal that I am. I lick up every drop of blood I can. Satisfied until the next craving hits. Copyrighted by Erin Tomasek

Wasted
The few months feel like a blur. I think that for once in my life I can honestly say I wasted a lot of time. It will just be another cut out in the calender of my life. A section that I can pretend didn't exist, and maybe I can get my life back on track and normalized. I'm hoping to be moving in the spring. It will be good for me. Because when I'm here, in this town, I feel like I'm stuck in this black hole. That's what Battle Ground is, a place people go to waste their lives. People amaze me, and not in a good way. I don't know why I try to make an effort at something that obviously means nothing now to anyone except me. And boys are still stupid...

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Kids!!!
7 reasons not to mess with children. A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him". A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking u

Inside
This ache I feel This hole I try to fill It makes me cry out It brings me to my knees I know there must be more To living I've lost the way I've lost the rhythm The give and take The dreams I'm livin' For There are too many days Between the highs and lows It's all drawn out and slows To something flat and clean Of what I had and where it's seen I want it all Not just now and then But now and when I want it again Too many nights are spent alone Thinking of you and how it is When you make me disappear In the place I've never been Until now You uncovered the waiting truth Of what I need I come apart at your touch And I feel so weak Yet whole I can't walk away so I run instead Try to hide and pretend Like it doesn't really matter That you have the key To the place I need to be And it makes me tremble Makes me want to hide In the face of my own desire For what you do to the center of my being I have to turn away I have to deny My own release Becau

Christmas Tree
Who all has their christmas tree up? I do, I do... pic of it on my default album....I normally put the tree up the day after thanksgiving.. but I had to work this year, so we put it up last Sunday. I have a real tree this year....I have the artifical ones, but the last 2 years we had a fiber optic artifical one.. but I said.. "a real tree for me this year"!!!! Not as big as I wanted, but sill a nice tree.... Who else has theirs? got pics??

Live
Dance through life Dance through time Dance around the feelings You don't want to be mine You are dancing through a world You don't want to see You are beating to a rhythm That doesn't lift you free From this headbang You are performing Slow down your pace Recollect your mind Stop all the things You never wanted to find Make peace with your song Go ahead and dance away life Find your true inside And make peace with your strife Dance around those feelings Dance around the world Dance straight to your heart And what you want to make yours

Contest Of New Type!!!
New type of contest on my page... Pick My Stripper Name!!! Please comment as much as you want, and rate... The winning name will be the one with the most comments. And, if you think of a name that fits me better, just email it to me and if I like it, I'll add it to the contest. Go to the photo's area of my page and you'll see the contest folder called Stripper Name Contest. Scarlet Angel@ CherryTAP

A Fave.
this is one of my favorite poems, and i hope you like it too... I could not love thee dear, so much, Loved I not honor more. Tell me not, sweet, I am unkind, that from my nunnery, Of they chaste breast and quiet mind. To war and arms I fly. True, a new mistress now I chase. The first foe in the field. And with a stronger embrace. A sword, a horse, a shield. Yet this inconstancy is such, As thou too shalt adore. I could not love thee dear, so much, Loved I not honor more.

Another Day Here.
another day of fussing with kids *pulls hair out* Well, it's another day of fussing and fighting with the kids. They are in bed but they don't want to go to sleep. I swear I can't keep doing this every afternoon and night. I really wish that they would listen to me. It's just getting worse and worse every day. Nothing that I try really works. I just want to pull out my hair and scream really loud!!! Anywho, I go back to the lab tomorrow for another day of clinicals. I'm excited really. I like this and want to keep doing it. So far it's been pretty fun and actually cool. I get to see all of the machines that you all don't see when you're going for lab work. They are really cool! Learning how they use them to test for different things is great too. A lot of the tests I can't see though. I could if I had time just to stand and watch the Techs but I don't. It's my job to gather the blood that they need for the tests. So far the women in there are pretty nice. I have attached myself to

Life....
I just wanted to appologize for not getting to say hello to everyone as often as usual. We are trying to keep up with life! lol Besides the usual....kids sick...getting ready for the hoildays.... I have been helping hubby install the tile at our local mall at night, and passing out all day. (We have about 10,000 of the 24,000 sq ft done). Not to mention hubby was in a hit and run yesterday. He is fine, and he ended up chasing down the other guy. Fortunately we live in a small town, and it was easy to find him. Of course, his little toyota extended cab had about a 2ft indentation of our Ford F150 on the passenger extended part. Not to mention 3 of his windows were blown out, and the huge wave in the roof of his truck....oh yeah, it was also driving at a weird angle. I felt kind of bad, the guy that was driving was at least 80yrs old, and seemed like he didn't really know what was going on. Hopefully he won't be allowed to drive any more, for the safety of others. Anyway

Santa Don't Cry, This Life Is My Choice
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Back Sooner Than Expected.
Hey my Cherry-flavored friends. I'm back sooner than later. So I hope that I wasn't away too long for you all to forget me. I'll have to catch up on my stalk...I mean, visiting all of your profiles again. See you soon and it's great to be back. ;)

Asshole
Written in 1997 (long time ago) I hate you so much, for what you did to us. you'll never know how much it hurts me. You might as well just leave us be. I'll always hate you for what you've done, To me and your son.

Cinderella
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 a.m. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" " I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, . Peter, Peter, something or other..."

Pinocchio
PINOCCHIO had a human girlfriend who would sometimes complain about splinters when they were having sex. Pinocchio, therefore, went to visit Gepetto to see if he could help. Gepetto suggested he try a little sandpaper wherever indicated and Pinocchio skipped away enlightened. A couple weeks later, Gepetto saw Pinocchio bouncing happily through town and asked him, "How's the girlfriend?" Pinocchio replied, "Who needs a girlfriend?"

You Were...
To my one true north..I love you baby...sweet dreams! "You Were Meant For Me" by Jewel I hear the clock, it's six a.m. I feel so far from where I've been I got my eggs and my pancakes too I got my maple syrup, everything but you. I break the yolks, make a smiley face I kinda like it in my brand new place I wipe the spots off the mirror Don't leave the keys in the door Never put wet towels on the floor anymore' cause Dreams last for so long even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you will see You were meant for me And I was meant for you. I called my momma, she was out for a walk Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk So I picked up a paper, it was more bad news More hearts being broken or people being used Put on my coat in the pouring rain I saw a movie it just wasn't the same 'Cause it was happy and I was sad It made me miss you oh so bad 'cause Dreams last for so long Even after you're gone I know you love me And soon you wil

Maybe
Maybe the problems I have right now will all just go away, Maybe I'll just give up and let depression have its way. Maybe people are just so cruel that hate comes naturally, Maybe I'll just kill myself, another drop in the sea.... Or maybe the way things are right now will work out at the last, Maybe all this trauma and grief will soon be distant past. And maybe I'll then look forward to life, not dread each passing day Maybe I'll have true friends again, and true loves that also stay. ~October 31, 2006

Frustrated Incorporated
My Theme Song They say misery loves company We could start a company And make misery, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to see Put me out of my misery I'd do it for you, Would you do it for me? We will always be busy, making misery We could build a factory, and make misery We'll create the cure, we made the disease Frustrated Incorporated, Frustrated Incorporated I know just what you need I might just have the thing I know what you'd pay to feel Put me out of my misery Suicide kings and drama queens Forever after happily making misery Did you satisfy your greed, get what you need Was it only envy, so empty Frustrated incorporated... I'd do it for you, would you do it for me?

Hmmmm.......
I've discovered some interesting things about myself since my divorce and my last shit canned relationship, especially some new insight into this whole adult children of alcoholics thing. I've tried to alter my friend base by associating with people less inclined to be as fucked up as I am as a sort of test. Turns out, I'm too fucking wierd for these people. Unless I radically change myself into someone I don't particularly care for, I'm more or less in it for the long haul. I guess I'm in a state of confusion. I'm always hearing that I need to associate with more successful people than my past friend base has been and people that won't take advantage of me and drain me emotionally and psycholigcally, but that broad stereotype seems to be the only people I like and can stand for more than ten minutes. For instance: I have recently become aquainted with an amazing woman. She's absolutely beautiful, great personality, sense of humor and we're almost exactly alike. Problem is, that lil fu

Cherry Promoting Contest
ANOTHER QUESTION THATS BEGGING AN HONEST ANSWER IF I'M COMPLETELY WRONG IN WHAT I SUGGEST BELOW THEN I APOLOGISE IN ADVANCE TO CHERRYTAP, BROCCOLI AWAY, ANY ANYBODY ELSE INVOLVED "CHERRY PROMOTING CONTEST III" Q: HOW CAN SOMEONE MANAGE TO GENERATE 1581 REFERRALS YET SEND OUT 0 INVITES ? Q: HOW DOES SOMEONE DO THIS GARGANTUAN FEAT AFTER ONLY BECOMING A CHERRYTAP MEMBER 35 DAYS AGO ? Q: WHO IS SO CONVINCING A PROMOTER THAT HIS VICTORY WAS ACHIEVED WITHOUT A SINGLE ITEM OF STASH, ONLY 2 BLOG ENTRIES AND 12.5% OF HIS PHOTO SPACE USED ? Q: WHO THE F*** IS "BROCCOLI 'AWAY'" ANYWAY ? Q IS HE ENJOYING HIS BRAND NEW iPOD SHUFFLE WHILST HE IS AWAY ? Q: DOES ALL THIS SMELL LIKE BULLSHIT OR WHAT ?

The Words Are Powerful
THE WORDS ARE POWERFUL: TWO THOUSAND ONE, NINE ELEVEN (2001-911) Two thousand one, nine eleven Three thousand plus arrive in heaven As they pass through the gate, Thousands more appear in wait A bearded man with stovepipe hat Steps forward saying, "Lets sit, lets chat" They settle down in seats of clouds A man named Martin shouts out proud "I have a dream!" and once he did The Newcomer said, "Your dream still lives." Groups of soldiers in blue and gray Others in khaki, and green then say "We're from Bull Run, Yorktown, the Maine" The Newcomer said, "You died not in vain." From a man on sticks one could hear "The only thing we have to fear. The Newcomer said, "We know the rest, trust us sir, we've passed that test." "Courage doesn't hide in caves You can't bury freedom, in a grave," The Newcomers had heard this voice before A distinct Yankees twang from Hyannisport shores A silence fell within the mist Somehow th

Christmas Time
To me Christmas Time is now for the kids. My Goal this year for Christmas is to help this family that lives by my house, they have 3 kids and I know they have a hard time. In the summer I would treat the kids every chance I got. So for Christmas I am going to try to give them a Christmas they wont forget.

Sisters
SHE IS AWESOME AND SHOWS LOVE TO FRIENDS OF FRIENDS AND IS SO UNSELFISH. PLEASE VISIT HER PAGE AND DROP A 10 SHE IS SWEET MUAHZZZZZ SIS href=http://www.glitter-graphics.com title='Myspace Graphics'> My new sister Jenn made this bulletin for me. She is a awesome sister and friend. She Rocksssssssssjenn35@ CherryTAP

Spicey Butterscotch Snack Cake
Ingredients: * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup sugar * 2 eggs * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup applesauce * 2-1/2 cups all-purpose flour * 1-1/2 to 2 teaspoons ground cinnamon * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1-3/4 cups (11-oz. pkg.) HERSHEY'S Butterscotch Chips * 1 cup chopped pecans(optional) * Powdered sugar or frozen whipped topping, thawed (optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Lightly grease 13x9x2-inch baking pan. 2. Beat butter and sugar in large bowl on medium speed of mixer until well blended. Add eggs and vanilla; beat well. Mix in applesauce. Stir together flour, cinnamon, baking soda and salt; gradually add to butter mixture, beating until well blended. Stir in butterscotch chips and pecans, if desired. Spread in prepared pan. 3. Bake 35 to 40 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool completely in pan on wire rack. Sprinkl

Muh Man
You mean more to me than you will ever know. With a passion that keeps growing, as the days come and go. You are more precious to me, than the stars in the sky. You make me more happy than any other guy! I cant wait to be in your arms my love, to kiss, talk, make love, and dance. Your my world, my heart my soul. Just to be near you is my ultimate goal. You have a special place in my life. And for the first time in a very long time, I have actually though of being a wife. I love you Baby, you may actually never know how much, but I will show you each day, with each kiss, and our every touch.

Friendship Angel Poems
Friendship angel poems When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end

Unsure
I accidentally uploaded some pics into the wrong album and while i was correcting it to put them in the appropriate album i was flagged it would have been more respectful to me to message me and say hey do you know you did this.i made a mistake and i corrected it.sorry to vent but im just a little angry right now

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
My girlfriend and I are watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we are in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" "Yes." She replied. Then I said, "I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

I Am Sorry That Some Folks Can't Access...
the internet from work, but I get a bit tired of all the complaints aiming at begrudging those that are able to access the internet from work. Here was my response to one person that placed such a complaint bulletin: "Just got to realize that the circumstances for those accessing from work might be very different because they have different kind of jobs that aren't your ordinary job. Myself included. I answer 60-100 crisis calls during my shift each shift I work. Some calls are 5 mins; others are close to 45 minutes or an hour; occasionally, you'll get the one that lasts much longer than that. Would you be able to do the same and remain cool? In between calls we are allowed to surf the net to remain alert and awake. Just saying.... Take into consideration that there are jobs of all sorts that help make our world go around. Just because your job doesn't allow you the luxury to surf every now and then, doesn't mean that the rest of the world isn't continually turning.

Computer Dependent???
Computer Dependent??? This illustrates how we have become totally dependent on our computers... Are you male or female? To get the answer, look down!!! } { } { } { } { } { { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { { { { Not here, Dummy!

Man Fuck People Sometimes For Rea......
i dunno what it is lately, but people been actin real shady and triflin. i mean i cant find the cause of all this self absorbed whining, but it needs to quit. i mean with all the other shit going on around you, and some muthafuckas only worryin about they're problems like they're the only ones. true, everyone is entitled to take care of themselves and whatnot. but gotdamn, what the fuck ever happenend to common decency? what ever happened to just bein nice to someone else for a fuckin change? why is it always me thats gotta meet people all the way and never halfway? im sick of people actin like desperate housewives is more important than feedin your baby or takin a shower. besides there's bigger fish to fry and more fires to put out. i guess im just bein bitter. i dont know. and its lately so i might just be cranky after that ridiculous phone call. or maybe, I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK AND IM TIRED OF PUTTIN UP WITH PETTY HIGH SCHOOL AGED OVERDRAMATIC REAL LIFE SOAP OPERA TYPE SHIT. ho

A State Of Confusin
A state of confusion unbalanced of mind . This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... The day has no meaning no goals to reach for of you is all I can think... I walk around in a daze and pray it will all go away , My heart is breaking I know it to be true ... I never wanted to love like this again for I know the pain of it going away oh why do you stay in my heart ? why do you not just go away ... A state of confusion unbalanced of mind this is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine.... Love is a wonderful thing ,but the pain of it going away is so great that to try again is never on your mind ... So if you have love and it means anything to you hold on to it with everything you have because life is never as bright and happy or as fun as when you had that special someone..... Ronda... Ran across this while packing wrote it years ago but wh

Yea For Grumpy!!
I'm just a little black rain cloud Hovering under the honey tree I'm just a little black rain cloud Pay no attention to little me Everyone knows that a rain cloud Never eats honey, no, not a nip I'm just floating around over the ground Wondering where I will drip

I Did A New Blast!
Add me and fan me cuz I'm going to be huge. I'm going to be bigger than huge! I'm going to be on the cover of Rolling Stone magaz-- no, forget that. I'm going to be on the cover of Time magazin-- no! Forget that... I... I... am going to have... *more fans than Elvis*!Yeah! And I won't even be dead! Think about it.Really I am a huge geek but shhh don't tell! It will throw off my MoJo! I love you DJ,Shell,Jelly and all my other family peeps on here! Yeah so :P And if you arent my fan YOU should be cuz ill be your fan and we can stalk eachother..thats all folks!

Just Pondering
So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind here a life that seems to have no meaning, hoping to enter a life that is promising and fulfilled. I dont know why I am writing this, just something to get off my chest...........

Denise
WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Hmmmmmmm I Wanna Know
Hey Fam, thanks for stopping by, here goes this months blog question....HOW MANY OF YOU ARE STILL GETTING IT IN WITH AN EX????? AND IF SO, IS IT JUST AS GOOD AS BEFORE, OR BETTER. Bonus question- HAVE YOU TOLD ANYONE OR ARE YOU ASHAMED????? A sista wants to know, holla at your girl :)

If You Don't Agree, Fuck You As You Fucked Us.
(Stolen from MJ's blog.) Custodians of chaos In this exclusive extract from his forthcoming memoirs, Kurt Vonnegut is horrified by the hypocrisy in contemporary US politics Saturday January 21, 2006 The Guardian "Do unto others what you would have them do unto you." A lot of people think Jesus said that, because it is so much the sort of thing Jesus liked to say. But it was actually said by Confucius, a Chinese philosopher, five hundred years before there was that greatest and most humane of human beings, named Jesus Christ. The Chinese also gave us, via Marco Polo, pasta and the formula for gunpowder. The Chinese were so dumb they only used gunpowder for fireworks. And everybody was so dumb back then that nobody in either hemisphere even knew that there was another one. We've sure come a long way since then. Sometimes I wish we hadn't. I hate H-bombs and the Jerry Springer Show But back to people like Confucius and Jesus and my son the doctor, Mark, each of whom ha

It's Been A Rollercoaster Week.
They had a plantwide meeting Monday at Peterbilt. They told us that due to the new federal 2007 heavy truck emissions regulations that production would be cut from 68 trucks per day to 30 trucks effective Jan 29. . I watch my 80,000.00+ job go down in flames. Feeling rather numb , I drove home in a stunned silence and proceeded a rather pathetic attempt at sleep . Of course , with the state of things , that didn't work very well . I then made 30 minutes worth of phone calls , called in a few favors and lo & behold, scored an interview with a musclecar restoration company as the head of parts dept. Went yesterday after only getting two hours of sleep and scored it! The money will stay about the same as Peterbilt but the totally insane work hours will cease and no more turning of wrenches except on MY cars. I actually have a new job that will be exciting to go to instead of this zombie state with fat paychecks as the only plus. Moral of the story: Never sweat the small stuff and DON'

Long Servey About Me
long survey about me the longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor - fill it out and post it for all your friends.. Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Eye color: blue,brown but they change depending on my mood Shoe size: 6 Height: 5'1 1/2 What are you wearing right now?: ny jersey and shorts Righty or lefty: lefty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: yeah ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: ultra low rise Animal: husky Drink: im irish i dont have just a few Month: july Cartoon: ren and stimpy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath? yup Made yourself throw-up? yup skinny dipped? yes Broken a bone: yes Played truth or dare: yes Been on a plane: yes Came close to dying: no unfortun

Pics (or Lack Thereof)
Once I find my freakin digi cam I can post some more! BUT until then....the one I have up is all I have (that is any good!). Patience, grasshoppers.... EDIT: Ok I found my camera. Now I just need to get some sleep so I don't look like shit!

Life...
Why does it feel as if your damned if you do and damned if you don't? At times i think life, love, and friendships all go hand in hand. They have good times and they have bad times, but if not for the bad how would we know the good. I've been down broken roads before and some how i've always made it home. So, i ask why we hurt when we love and why we hurt when we don't love? I come back to the same thought every time, we are damned if we do and damned if we don't. That's life for you, but as for me i've always wanted to dance. So, here i am agian looking forward to making more memories that will last a life time, long after i'm gone. Damned or not life goes on and is one dance i'm not sitting out.

Scared To Death By Fairies!
I read an article in the newspaper this morning which shows just how far things change in history and how peoples perceptions of the world around them have changed too. Four people buried 450 years ago had been scared to death - by fairies. According to the burial register for the parish of Lamplugh in Cumbria between 1656 to 1663 seven people were also 'bewitched'. And one was led to a pond to drown by a will o' the wisp - a ghostly light. Archivist Anne Rowe said: "I've never come across anything like this. "These were insecure social times and many folk in the 17th century would have been scared of fairies and will o' the wisps with many a natural death being put down to the evil witchcraft of a harmless old widow." The manuscript was found in Whitehaven during a national local history campaign. Ms Rowe said the document was genuine but might not be "entirely serious." According to the paper, she added: "I'm not sure whether to attribute this list to our anc

The Husband Store
>Subject: Husband store > > >A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a >woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the >entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! > >There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the >shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . . you may >choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a >floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a >woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. . > > On the first floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. > >The second floor sign reads: > > >Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. > > >The third floor sign reads: > > >Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are >extremely good looking. > > "Wow," she thinks, but fee

Me And My Appreciation.
To all my friends,fans,and family.I am sorry i have not been on much lately altho now im sure ill be getting on a little more now.For the people who dont know me very well...theres always a little button there on the side called private message...use it..u might learn something about me.lol I send out hugz and smiles to everyone ...thank you for ur efforts in helping me create such a great space with many new friends to enjoy.keep the luv coming and ill do the same.:D

Aries Sexuality
Your sexuality is hot and intense. Like a blowtorch, you heat up rapidly and like a firecracker, you explode in a blaze of fire and sparks. You love the unorthodox and the unusual in sexual encounters and you are not afraid to go after what you want. Ruled by Mars, the god of warriors, you are straightforward and uncomplicated in the pursuit of your desires. Pursuit is the key word here. You love the thrill of the chase and thrive on the smell of danger. You avidly respond to the challenge of dominating some new quarry. The downside of this is that, without constant stimulation, you become rather bored with what you perceive to be conquered territory. Your Ram's ego must be constantly fed—and the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence! You are a sucker for anything new and exciting, especially anything ego-boosting. You also love to initiate others into the pleasures of some new experience. The merest sniff of nubile virginity seeking awakening sends you int

This Place Can Be Work!!
I am quickly finding that this place is babe heaven! Problem is there are just too many babes!!! ( when is the last time you heard a guy say that??? ) I personally, when I ask you to be my friend… I mean it… I want to come to your “area”, post funny and witty comments each day, you get more hits, and me a chance to get laid… Yet – so many of ya hotties love the Cat, that I can’t be a “true friend” to all of ya… Thus – from now on, only if you are serious about screwing my lights out – do I want ya to send me a friend request… If you are just trying to get those funny and witty comments I make at “my girls” sites – steal them – cut and paste and pretend I was talking to you!! XO Tom

Hmmmmm
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Pain
Feeling so much pain inside and out wanting people to just understand even times I scream and shout I feel noone holds my hand anger takes a hold of me me fighting with all my might why can't the demons let me be I have no energy left to fight The times I feel i need someone the most have my back is what they should do instead it is a "ME" roast how about walk ONE day in my shoes? I will make it I know I can alone if I have to I will prove I never RAN and get stronger through and through Elizabeth 11/30/06

Something I Agree With
Lo, there do I see my father Lo, there do I see my mother and my sisters and my brothers Lo, there do I see the line of my people back to the beginning Lo, they do call to me They bid me take my place among them in the Halls of Valhalla Where the brave may live. Forever.

Rent A Husband!!
No off on my genius switch... This mistress hunt is not going very well... All the hot lustful babes live in other states... Going to try a new approach... If you live in the Ann Arbor Mi area, or plan to visit soon - you can rent me out as a RENT A HUSBAND! The hotter you are - the less I will charge.... :) ( I can see the applications rolling in now....)

More From The Book,..now I Gotta Go Back To Work,.
Early Lore Pamela Emmie-Maria VanEisjden It was spring, wonderful spring. How else a story of deception would bring about a smile to my face and joy to my heart. It was a good year that year. You can’t tell this story without telling the tale of two other women that were indirectly involved at the time. Monica Jordan and Kamika last name unknown, so this will be hard indeed. But I will do my best to recreate the times and events that compose this relationship. Lord that guy on Oprah makes it hard for us folks who tells the story the way it went… but here it goes… It was late April, 1991. The squire to the order was busy with a certain Monica Jordan. Life was pretty much mundane. I was seeing the world through the eyes of a USMCR pfc, so I was pretty disenchanted with everything that was going on around me. It just so happens that our band Kaytreo was doing a talent show. We would provide the music for various singers in the CSRA, all for a nominal

Women - I Kiss Ass...
A lil hottie thought I said I wanted to KICK her ass... I said I wanted to KISS her ass... Here is my full response -- hope ya find this funny... Tsk tsk!! Reading is fundamental! Have to give ya a C- I said KISS ASS ( not kick ass… ) When it comes to babes I want to KISS ASS. At work the other day we talked about my fetish to leave “butt hickeys” and most of the babes said – GROSS!! Am I the only man in the world who treats a butt just like I would a giant breast? I love to suck… Matter of fact chicks say that to me all the time – YOU SUCK! I do…

About Me
I'm not here to make any romantic connections. I'm very happily married to a wonderful man, and I'd like to keep it that way. What I am here for is to meet new people, have a few laughs and have some good conversations. Having said that, I tend to add anyone to friends who sends a request, but I do try to get back to everyone that comments or shouts at me. I am hopelessly addicted to Netwavz Radio and will shamelessly promote it every chance I get, so at least check it out once and let me know what you think. I have a bad habit of leaving the computer on when I am at work or sleeping, so don't think I'm being a bitch because I show up online but don't respond. Chances are, if you don't hear from me, I forgot to close out my browser windows again.

Don;t Steal This Idea - I Am Going To Get Rich!!
You know how now a days they have like built in timers on everything… Stuff just shuts itself off! Gotta love it… I got to figure out how to do that with my webcam… I have this bad habit of laughing out loud at my computer that my robe gets loose… Then when I need a coffee or drink refill, I get up, robe is open, and women all over the USA are passing out seeing my naked body… So for the babes out there who love me, I am thinking and looking out for your best interests…

Thank You
I just want to thank all my friends that have stopped by to show luv. Sorry I haven’t responded to you all individually but it’s been kind of hectic in my world right now. But I wanted all you to know that I do appreciate your comments and I do read them and my emails. Courtesy of MsTags.com Thanks again Harleysportee69 Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com Courtesy of MsTags.com