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Age Is Just A Number ...
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - Real love 18 2. Lost someone close to you - 4 3. Got drunk - 15 4. Smoked weed - Never. 5. Got kissed - 17 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - Had a C-section at 22, but not scheduled ... 7. Got your heart broken badly - 18 8. Lost a pet - 2 9. Got arrested - Never. 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 13 11. Broken a bone - Never 12. Went to a concert - 18 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 24 16. Sneaked out of the house - Never. 17. Pierced other than your ears - No piercing here, allergic to everything... but I love me my ink. 18. Sneaked someone in your house - Never. 19. How old are you now? 24 20. Learned to drive - 15 21. Totaled a car - I totalled my boyfriends car at 20. 22. Went to a nightclub or bar - 20

A Man And A Woman!!
Sitting at the bus stop watching the people rush by, In the corner of her eye, she sees this great looking guy in a nice suit and well shaven, he walks past her and she can smell his after shave and gets a chill down her spine, thinking to herself what it would like with him, the bus shows up and she gets on the bus, she goes threw the day with this stranger in her head not able to get him out, the next day she is getting coffee at this little place she as been for the past couple of years, and out of no where this same guy is standing in front of her, once again she can smell his after shave and a chill goes down her spine, thinking to herself should I say something to him or not, she takes a deep breath and says hi, he turns to her with a smile and says hello, turning red and with her heart in her throat, she says how are you? He says fine and pays for his coffee and walks out the door, a week goes by and she's at the park reading a book on a blanket she had brought, down the way the

Tonight...
One look in your eyes, One taste of your lips, And I knew where I belonged, Baby, I’ve waited for so long, Now I found you, One touch of your hand, The feel of your skin, Everything else just went away, Yes everything else went way, My angel, I want to make love to you, Just like lovers do, Kiss you and hold you through the night, I want to make love to you, Forever run through you, Lets make love tonight, The sound of your voice, I see heaven in you, I know where I belong, Now I found you, Let me take your hand, Feel you against me, Let the world fade away, Yes, let the world fade away, My angel I want to make love to you, Just like lovers do, Kiss you and hold you through the night, I want to make love to you, Forever run through you, Lets make love tonight, I love you

Welcome To The World
There are a lot of people who believe in extra-terrestrial life. I do to be honest. However, at this point we should have had some form of confirmation through radio signal or other electrical signal of these beings existence. There is a reason for that. Earth is the dork planet of the universe. The aliens coming by to anal probe people are doing the equivalent of high school hazing on the freshman. We are sealed off with a giant dork wall and there are a couple of very good reasons. Now, what planet do we live on? It's earth, which in greek is terra. That means dirt. We named our planet dirt. Thats not the end though. The start we orbit. Its called the sun. Its a sun, but we call it the sun. We are a creative bunch aren't we. No guess what our solar system is called. There are two pretty common names. The sol system and the terran system. We named where we live the dirt system. We live in the dirt system. Its like we live on planet swapmeet when you say that. Come

Bright Lights In A Dark World
Bright Lights in a Dark World “Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on an hill cannot be hid. Neither do men light a candle, and put it under a bushel, but on a candlestick; and it giveth light unto all that are in the house. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven.” (Matthew 5:14-16) As you reflect on the Scripture above, consider three words: who, what, and how. Who: Jesus was speaking to ordinary people … local villagers, the disciples … some fishermen, and a crowd of just ordinary folks. Yet Christ said to them, “You are the light of the world.” That's an amazing thing, since the Galileans were seen as the "hillbillies" of their day. The people must have stood there thinking, “Us? We're the light of the world?” He really meant it! You are the light of the world. And that's how God intends to get his work done on earth today: through you! It's not just pastors and missionaries who

Well Hell
You know I must be Bipolar or something like that. I feel like I've been kicked and kicked and don't want to take shit anymore. You see I was flying high there for a while. A random guy hit on me. This is something that does not usually happen to me. I didn't and I guess still don't take anything at face value when it comes to the male gender. I let myself get into the place where I was thinking ok, maybe I do want to date or something. But all of the sudden I feel like I've crashed. Like I don't care and will never date anyone again. Like I'll never have another first kiss or a guy who knows just the right spot on my neck to kiss. The feeling of butterfly's. I'm just there, here. Just floating and I hate it. I can tell everyone is tired of me talking about it. Like they just want to say shut up if you want something so badly go out there and get it. Which is the same shit I tell others. If you want something so badly go out there and get it at least know what you want. I can give othe

25 Things That Should Be In A Mans Vocab
25 THINGS THAT SHOULD BE IN A MAN’S VOCAB 1) I love you 2) I just called to hear your voice. 3) Is there anything I can do to make things better? 4) You look nice today. 5) Did you lose some weight? 6) You complete me. 7) I missed you. 8) No matter what happens, we will get through this together. 9) Our kids just don’t know how lucky they are to have you as a mother. 10 Enjoy your night out with the girls. 11) I’m sorry. 12) You did a good job. 13) I need you. 14) If that’s what you really want to do, I’m behind you all the way. 15) I’m proud of you. 16) Let’s go out tonight. 17) God must have spent a little more time on you. 18) Whenever you’re frustrated, depressed, confused or feeling that the whole world is closing in on you, remember that I’m here for you. 19) I’ll take the kids with me; you need a break. 20) You were right; I was wrong.

I'm Sorry
I want to apologize first of all for lying to you. We had an agreement and I didn't keep my end of the bargain. I want to apologize for all the mean and rude things that I said to you. When a person loves someone they don't say things to intentionally hurt that person. I did it because I wanted you to hurt as bad as I did. And I admit that still is no excuse. I truly love you more than life itself. And I will be forever in your debt for helping me and being the for me during and after my surgery. Spending time with you during your moment of need had a sobering effect on me. It made me realize how much I love you and how much we actually compliment each other. Seeing you in pain did something to me and I know I don't ever want to see that again. And knowing that I have emotionally caused you pain has made me realize that I can be a jerk. You are a wonderful person and most definitely the best thing that has ever come into my life. The majority of our problems was caused by me. I am far

Your Cry Baby Whiney Ass'n Isn't Going To Help So Suck It Up, Or Make New Arrangements.
1.Do yall remember back in the Lost Cherry days when everyone protested the new name and made different tags for their default to show their disdain for it? Did the new tag/protest work? No 2. What about the protest when we got the new error comment for spamming? Did the complaints work? No. 3. NSFW rules- people are STILL complaining about that.Yet..still no change (do you see a pattern?) 4. Remember when happy hour first came out and people were complaining (proof you cant make anyone happy) I even remember seeing someone complain about how the blinking red would cause someone to have a seizure. Did that complaint work? Umm..no now, instead people are using happy hour as a way to go against the new flooding error. Odd how things work right? 5. Now, everyone is placing a red X as a protest to the new no flooding rule. I agree its an asinine rule (one of many new rules lately it seems) but in my opinion placing a ginormic red X as your default lights the way to faster delet

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You never know when you meet someone if she’ll be the one Am I your one that you will find my beauty on the inside Is what I have to offer enough for your smiles for your lifetime Did you look at me and wonder if I am the one Am I just the here and now The disposable one that you can kiss and walk away from You never know when you kiss someone if she’ll be the one Did you ask yourself if our kiss made the difference The difference between the before and the now Do you see my truths in my eyes when I tell you I love you Do you feel my body shake when you touch me My anticipation of our us my want for our we On the inside I am wound up Lost in the dreams of tomorrow Wondering if my today is enough to get me there

The Fullness Of The Moon
Draw my energy from you, your fullness. Let me have the drawing. Arms raised torward you. Chanting my verses, to you calling. Flow through me like eternity. Fill me with newness. Bathe me in your radiance. Come to me in trueness. Im focused on your light. Reflecting down on me. Your power is magnificant. I begin to feel so free. Your waxing phase is over. Tonight your beauty is full. Your energy flows through me. The strongest that I know. Perfect beginnings with perfect ends. Perfect love with perfect friends. Perfect reflections of what has been. To you my call is sent. Blessed Be.

Guys, This Is For You.
Ok, this is for all the horndogs out there. MY 10 RULES FOR CHATTING. 1. Yes, I have a cam. No, I do not always want to perform on it for your pleasure. So if I say no, have some respect and don't badger me about it. 2. Sometimes I am not in the mood for sexual chat. If I say no, deal with it. 3. Gentlemen who cam for/with me. I like to see a man's face when he's putting on a show for me. nothing turns me on more than to see the expressions on a guy's face when he's really getting into it. so please don't just position the cam on your cock! 4. Some things are a big turnoff. like animals, scat, golden showers,and rape. If you cross a boundary of mine and I tell you, back off. 5. My cam doesn't always work. Sometimes I may want to, and can't get it running. please be understanding. 6. what is the big obsession with cumming on a girl???? I soooo do not get it. 7. If you have a foot fetish, I can indulge it. If I feel like it, that is. 8. I have odd tastes and k

Cuz I'm Not In Jail
That's the most used phrase for the night. Along with others like: "Whatever your boobs want, they got it!" "If your boobs want a hot fudge sundae, by god I will make the best hot fudge sundae ever in my life!" "I've never been this soberly drunk in my life" So it was like midnight when my best friends call me up and say Hey you wanna go to cottons? For some odd reason I said sure! Sooo, we get there are one girl didnt have an ID, so we dont even get to drink. We leave, and get followed by a cop. Somehow we get lost on backstreets.. SO................................... I decide, hey pull over in front of this house.. I get out and walk to the gate of the house, look over at the cop, who has now rolled down his window and is looking right at me. "I am so not going to jail for this underage girl I don't even know.." I walk over "Can I help you officer?" Keep in mind I am the only one who has not had a DROP of alcohol!!! He said just making sure everything's ok. I t

The Man Of The House
This man came in the house & threw his pants to his wife & said : "PUT THESE ON" ! His wife looked at him & said : you know I can't wear these & the husband said : "WELL I GUESS YOU KNOW WHO WEAR THE PANTS IN THE HOUSE" ! That wasn't nothing because his wife took her pants off & threw them to him & replied : "PUT THESE ON" ! The husband said : Honey, you can't get into your pants & the wife replied : "YOU NEVER WILL EITHER IF YOU DON'T CHANGE YOUR F**KING ATTITUDE" !

Bad American....i Think Not..!
> >I Am Your Worst Nightmare. >I am a BAD American. >I am George Carlin. > > >I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level >governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! > >I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! > > >I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart >American. > > >I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does >not entitle you to anything. > >I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. > > >I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where >they want to. > > >My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry >Springer. > >I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. > > >I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing >about it. > > >I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or

Why???
Why get onto CherryTap.com if you can not handle criticism??? Being on here for like 2 weeks I have learned that it is all about what other people think about you. I am comfortable with myself no matter what people rate me. They don't make me or have to deal with me. So, why let their opinion get me down. Here is what I am trying to say...If you can not take a rate below 10 then why be on here? No one is perfect in this world and Opinions are like assholes ...Every body has one and guess what...THEY ARE ALL DIFFERENT! So,do not rely on other people to build your self esteem up only you can do it. You need to be happy with yourself before anyone else can be happy with you. Don't get so offended people rate what they rate for different reasions. There rate doesn't make you any less of a person only you can do that. Luv and Hugs: JDsWoman P.S: If you are going to rate me...Be honest weather it is a 1 or a 10...Just be honest. Give your HONEST opinion of me. I can't stand people

Magic
Last night I had a dream Of a woman With beautiful eyes I kissed her lips And touched her face She looked at me And holding me In a sweet embrace A magic moment Of passionate sin An endless night Where stars move And a fire ignites within Caressing eachother Like there's no enough Excited and delighted Of the attention..and Every single inch of love

Down With The Changes, I Want The Old Lost Cherry Ways Back!!!!
Hmmmmm I wonder, Baby J how would you and Social Concepts like it if we, the people of Cherry Tap took a stand by not helping fund Cherry Tap anymore. What if we canceled our VIC What if we stopped buying blast and happy hours What if we stopped recruiting new members for you We have rights as paying consumers of this site and why are our rights being ignored? 90 % of people who write you for answers or have something to say are ignored. Why is that? Why change what was a wonderful and great thing? Why take away our adult privileges when this "Claims" to be an adult site? Why have a rule that you have to be 18 and older to join if the site is going to become child safe? I would love for some answers from someone. I also am going to write Social Concepts who if you look at the bottom of the Cherry Tap log in page is who sponsors Cherry Tap. If you notice also when you go to pay pal now to get a blast or pay for a service of Cherry Tap it goes to Social Concepts. I hav

Suicide
Damn. Suicide is no joke. If you have a friend who shows signs of depression help them out. Just talk to them. It could make a big difference. I wish I would've made it to my friends before it was to late. I've lost two friends to suicide in the past 8 months. Not a day goes by that I don't think of them and how much I HATE suicide.

This Place Is Getting On My Nerves
omg im really getting tired of chery tap but i made to many great friends to leave it first it dont wanna load my pages then it tells me im commenting to much and now today i get on and go to comment one of my wonderful friends and it wont let me because of one of there stupid to many comments today for ur level. y even have a damn certin amount that u can comment people i think its all a bunch of bullcrap sorry but i just need to vent but will talk to all u wonderful people when i get back

Walk In Rain
NEED WASHING?? A little girl had been shopping with her Mother in Target. She must have been 6 years old, this beautyful red haired, freckle faced image of innocence. It was pouring outside. The kind of rain that gushes over the top of rain gutters, so much in a hurry to hit the earth it has no time to flow down the spout. We all stood there under the awning and just inside the door of the Target. We waited, some patiently, others irritated because nature messed up their hurried day. I am always mesmerized by rainfall. I got lost in the sound and sight of the heavens washing away the dirt and dust of the world. Memories of running, splashing so carefree as a child came pouring in as a welcome reprieve from the worries of my day. The little voice was so sweet as it broke the hypnotic trance we were all caught in "Mum let's run through the rain," she said. "What?" Mother asked. "Let's run through the rain!" She repeated. "No, honey. We'll wait until it slows down a bit," Mother

I Must Admit
after being on this site for nearly a year now, I have seen a lot of changes in the functionality on the site which is a good thing. As with trying to create and maintain a social networking site unless you have started one of your own you have no clue what goes on behind the scenes or the hard work that it takes to put one together. Anyway the behaviour of people on this site has become more childish and pathetic by the day, as if I care if someone rates my pics a one, I know the artwork for the project is good and original and it aint stolen from anywhere else cos people have no talent or taste. Glad I have my own site working now and will be inviting the good people with a bit of a class about them who I don't want to lose touch with. I thought this place wasn't supposed to be like myspace but you just have to take a look at the bulletin boards to realise its just the same with an over 18 age limit, there basically is no difference.

Nothing Left
Nowhere left to run, nowhere left to hide Keep everything bottled up inside Try to hold in all of my screams No longer even safe in my dreams Fall asleep and I dream of us together Holding onto each other forever and ever Just like the way life used to be Afraid of dreams as much as reality It's so obvious now just like it was then You have always been my entire life Cut off my family and friends to be with you And you did the same thing too Why couldn't things have been different We were both so innocent Trying not to take another breath Because I'm here now with nothing left

To All My Fellow Cherries
I'm happy to say that I love cherrytap.com I have met some great people one person in particular (JayBaby) much luv to everyone out there. Especially to Jay may peace be with you as you cross the seas. Know that my heart is here always and will never leave. Hurry Back!! One Luv, Real luv, always and forever

Career Thoughts...
So… I got to thinking yesterday at work (after lunch when things seems to flood into my inbox) that I’ve been at this particular job for 2 years. I told my mom when she came to have lunch with me before she went back to Ohio that I didn’t’ even feel proud that I had stuck it out that long. I felt miserable and beaten. All those people that didn’t make it I thought of them as smart and lucky. And I sat here at my desk and my fingers typed slower and slower as I dwelled on that thought. Did I really want to be here another two years? Or even just another year? At that moment I took a phone call from a rather difficult client and for some reason it sent me into tears. It was as though that one call and that man confirmed my thoughts. All I want it to enjoy what I do. Doesn’t even have to be every day but I’d like to actually have a passion for what I do at work. And that’s not going to happen here. What do I have to look forward to? No advancement. One personal day earned a

Loving A Military Person
you love them before they leave dont realize what it will be like or how much they change you know they are doing something great and they will be respected but also hated you give them support show them you care and will always be there yet in the end you wonder if they will stray finding someone better loving a military person is harder then most know but if you do then god bless you

Military...
you turn to leave hugging us first knowing its hard you write a few letters letting us know your okay and you miss us you call when you can thinking its what we need to hear your voice you dont realize that you are hurting us when you dont really pay attention we support you and try to stick by you but you are so different we want the you we used to know

In Dreams
To feel the feel of someone real. The dream where it takes place. To feel the beat of combined hearts. To see the shining face. To hear the sound of happiness. Can it not be defined? I shall put this into simple words. Its the sound from people that shine. To see the sights that I have dreamt. These peaceful times for me. The visions of a better life. A life where I am free. To know that these illusions exist, merely within a dream. That place where you can wake up from, where nothing is what is seemed.

Being Confued
wanting an not,wanting your makeing me go mad.know what we hade wasnt that bad,your being confued is tearing my heart in two.leveing me in a world so blue.hopeing some day you under stand you had a man that would under stand you. an not judge you for what you done,im just trying to let you know i love you hun.

Another Day In Paradise
So here I sit in my mother's living room being bored out of my mind, wanting to take a nap, yet knowing I have a million other things to do. How the hell can I get all this shit done... Someone please do it for me or help out. I have surgery coming up in four days, my sons birthday party tomorrow in combination with an egg hunt, trying to move all our shit too. Oh yea, on that update, we are moving back in with my mom and stepdad which is a nightmare. I love my mother but her husband is a pain in the ass... he's an egotistical prick that thinks a woman should wait on him hand and foot and that shit doesn't fly with me... So anyway, we aren't planning to be here more than a month so we'll see how it goes... ok, I give up, going to take a nap.. to hell with it.... I am almost 30, I can nap if I want...lol

Movin' On Up
All of the name calling going on (point whore, comment bomber, etc...) got me to thinking. Everyone is doing all this drama crap because they are after points and gaining a higher level. I've done neither. I have a small list of friends (about 75 which is small by comparison to others) and an even smaller family list (9 right now) and I talk to many of them on occassion, and all of my family. regularly. I don't fan just for hte hell of it, nor do I go out and actively seek profiles and photos to rate. When I first signed on in early January of this year the first person that became my friend gave me some very good advice. She probably won't even remember it but she told me that "there are contests, there are mumms, and there are profile and photo ratings that will get you points and to higher levels. Do them if you want, but the way I got my levels was to combine them; take the survey's, rate, and talk to the people." She couldn't have been more on the money. I don't do contests,

Should Have Known Better
You know, it was bound to happen. Only I can screw up a birthday so badly that I invite seven years bad luck on top of it all. I should have known better! I woke up that morning, after a disasterous beginning, finally found the time to put on my face, war paint, my kids call it. Although I have done this time and again for the last 15 years, today was the day I drop the mirror, cracking it right down the center. I attempted to look through it and saw my visage flawed, two sides, disunited, but doing my best, I hoped both brows were even. I run downtown to order the cake, wondering why the baker was looking at me so curiously. Catching a glimpse of myself in the glass fronted cake box, I noticed one eyebrow at least an inch higher than the other. Great!!! I paid for my purchase, and in the car pulled the rear view mirror down and tried to fix the damage. Having only a mom's "fix it all", I spat on the kleenex and grimacing applied the foul wetness to my face. there!!

Please Pray With Us...
Lord to today I ask you, for strength, understanding, hope, courage, and love...I pray that you reach down and you touch Melanie's body, heal her heart, her mind, her soul...i pray you give her the strength needed to keep fighting, and i pray you give me the strength needed to be the rock to hold her when she is weak... Lord I ask you for hope, that you keep her hope alive, that you keep her hope strong in the beautiful future that is ahead in our lives. And in her hope i pray you help her hold her faith, in you, and all that surrounds her. lord I pray for courage, that we stay strong, that we do what we need to do no matter how long or hard this road, I pray that you bless us with the courage to fight through the rain, and to the light of a new day. Lord I ask you for love, for everyone who has listened to our call, and reading this prayer, that they take the time to tell her that they care, that they send smiles and encouragement. i pray that you surround her with love...Lord i

The Word Friend /before You Rate Read Please
I have been nearly all over the word. And i have always learn to call someone a coworker, a neighbour, a roommate for years. This is only because the other side of the world i have been unlike America, they do not use the word Friend loosley, as in America. In America everybody is your friend. But what being friends realy mean. In europe and in Africa, South America, Middle east and Asia. If you call someone your friend, you really mean it, It means you are there for each other no mater what. Also you comunicate well, you care about each other, you are always on your friends side when it comes to anything. But In America, and other English speaking country, the term Friend is used very often, but when you say hey friends come one over, i need a friend to talk to me, a friend to listen, a friend, to tell me to snap out of it. They are all no where to be found. Well you may find a stranger to listen to you, and you will feel better about it. But afterward,, the people you hav

Cherrios For Breakfast
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. 'You know what? ' says the 6 year old. 'I think it's about time we started cussing.' The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, 'When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with 'ass.' The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, 'Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios.' WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, 'You can just stay there until I let you out!' She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, 'And what do YOU want for breakfast young man?' 'I don't know,' he blubbers, 'but you can bet yo

Walking The Line
I walk the line Traveling in time I walk that line Wishing I could define the message of sublime I walk the line Trying to understand ones mind I walk that line Aways testing to see what is mine When its time I will fall off that line But not second before my time Mr.Death you keep that in mind When you think ist my time For I will be kicking your ass all the time if you move my line

Wtf
Hey ya'll let me just say to all you haters... "FUCK You !!!" and you can just suck my dick cause yea rating me a five and or three is just fucked up lol i really dont give a shit what you think about me but it is the concept that pisses me off ... if you dont like the pic then dont fucking look at it ! it is really that simple . and if you just happen to click on it maby by accident then you can jsut leave the link anad go ta a different one game and its really bitchmade that you would do it and not tell the person that you did. like you wanna diss some one behind there back and thats the thing that i dislike about cherrytap because i feel that the person has a right to know who is dissin there pics and should know who is being an ass so yea grow da fuck up and get a pair ~Blessed Be~

Being An Adult
Being an adult doesn't mean you can do anything you want. Being an adult means that you fully understand that there are ramifications for your individual actions and you are part of a community. Being an adult is being mature enough to know you have to settle for what is possible, not what you want all the time.

April 6, 2007
PLEASE DO NOT BE ALARMED IF I DO NOT RATE YOUR PICS. YES MY "ABOUT ME" SECTION SAYS I WILL DO THAT. AND I FULLY INTEND TO LIVE UP TO MY WORD. THERE ARE JUST SO MANY PICS OUT THERE LOL. IT TAKES A LITTLE WHILE TO FULLY APPRECIATE ALL OF THEM. I WILL RATE THEM EVENTUALLY. HOWEVER, IF YOU CANT WAIT JUST GIVE ME A LITTLE NUDGE AND I'LL GET RIGHT ON IT. IM A PLEASER WHAT CAN I SAY? HAHA. MUCH LOVE TO EVERYONE!

Goodbye To All My Friends An Fans
THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING GREAT FRIENDS AND FOR ALL THE RATES AND HELP YOU HAVE GIVEN ME.. THE TIME HAS COME FOR ME TO LEAVE AS I WILL NOT BE A PART OF A NETWORK THAT DELETES PEOPLE FOR NO GOOD REASONS OTHER THAN TAKING A STAND WITH OTHERS AND REPOSTING VIEWS OR RANTS.. CHERRY TAP SEEMS TO TAKE THE ATTITUDE TAKE OUR MONEY AND ALLOW NO SAY.. AND WITH EVEYONE ONE THEY DELETE FOR EXPRESSION OF VIEW OR A RANT THERE WILL BE 10 MORE NEW CHERRIES TO TAKE THERE PLACE WRONG EVENTUALLY BAD WORD OF MOUTH WILL GO A LONG WAY.. AND CHERRY TAP WILL NOT BE THIS SO CALLED HAPPENING PLACE.. ALOT OF MY GOOD FRIENDS WERE DELETED.. FOR REPOSTING AND WEARING THAT X ON THERE PROFILE AND THAT PISSES ME OFF.. CHERRY TAP.. DOES NOT SEEM TO CARE WHETHER WE ARE HARRASSED, ECT.. HAVE OUR PICS STOLEN AND USED ON SOMEONE ELSES PROFILE.. THAT DOESNT WARRANT DELETION.. BUT EXPRESSING A VIEW DOES.. WHAT A FUCKED UP NETWORK THIS HAS BECOME AND I DONT WANT TO BE PART OF IT.. AND I WILL NOT SPEND ONE DIME ON HERE..

I'm A Daddy!
That's right, as of this morning I have adopted myself a beautiful bouncing 6 year old kitty. Her name is Abby and she's a beautiful blue, cream, gray color. She's still a little skittish and hiding under my bed, but she'll come out soon enough. You can check out my pics to see her.

Tic-tac-toe
I love the new game of tic-tac-toe everyone is playing!! Instead of drawing a line through the winning team, i'm using that to further clean my friends list up. It's great really. It's like a big sign that says "delete me!!". You know what they say, X marks the spot. Seriously though. I understood the point of the x's when this bullshit first started (i DID read the bulletin). I understand the o's too (they're telling you they don't care if you're unhappy). This shit has gotten out of hand. The x's are calling the o's stupid, the o's will be fighting back soon enough, and once again the pages of innocent bystanders is getting flooding with meaningless drivel NOBODY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT!!! If innocent ppl "got deleted because of rules they didn't know existed", sucks to be them. If you are unhappy about that, sucks to be you. Leave the site, make your own, send Baby J a crybaby message begging him to get your friends back. Ignorance of the law is no excuse for breaking it. Sending out bu

Rules Of The Ctthis Was Posted In A Bulletin
HERES THE DEAL LIKE IT OR THE REAL FUCKING TRUTH ABOUT ALL THE RULES!CT STAFF MADE A DECISION TO TIME OUT COMMENTS AND RATES DUE TO ALOT CHEATERS USING A PROGRAM CALLED GREASE MONKEY WHICH COULD RATE ALOT PICS IN SECONDS.NOW YOU TELL ME IF THATS FUCKING FAIR FOR ALL OF YOU WHO ARE TRYING TO GET RATES BY WORKING HARD OR RATING PICS.CHERRY TAP IF FOR FUN AND CHEATERS WILL BE SERVED.DONT YOU THINK BOUNCERS HAVE HEARD ENOUGH SHIT INCLUDING STAFF.I THINK THE NSFW IS SILLY TO A POINT BUT NOONE WANTS TO SEE NOTHING BUT TITS AND ASS ANYWAYS AND ITS NOT BAD FOR THE SITE TO WANT TO KEEP IT MILD.I DO THINK NSFW JUST CAUSE UR FACE AINT IN IT SUCKS BUT LET ME TELL YOU NOONE HAS TO PAY TO BE HERE AND IF THEY SPEND MONEY ITS THIER CHOICE AND TRUST ME ALL THE NEW RULES ARE WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN.GROW THE FUCK UP HOW CAN ANYONE BE PISSED AT A FREE SITE THAT DONT CHARGE ALL MEMBERS.IF YOU RANT YOU WILL GET DELETED ITS CALLED RULES ! EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT THEY ARE AND IT IS THEN THIER RIGHT TO SAY THIS I

I Am Sick Of The Bs
If u tell some one to go slow, but they move at lightspeed, and crash is it your fault, if u are not exclusive can u realy be hurt that there are other ppl, well im sick of the shit, im 23, I have a long life ahead of me, im not going to make decisions yet, can u just love me a s a person, huh, not as potential property, why must i be yours, why, I need to step back before my head explodes, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, I fucking hate this cause no matter what i feel like shit, why could we not be friends, huh. why is it that i have to be some item in your colection of life, if u love me, them i will still be in your heart, is that not the truth. don't call me a player, cause i didn't play. u played u wanted somthing you couldn't have, at least not when u wanted it. i feel like im loosing my mind over a situation on my computer, let me step back ang gazeat this, am i nothing to you if im not your everything, if that is what u see loveas i do not want your love

For The Inspiration Of Beauty Written !
Without Without inspiration there is no fire Without that there is no burning desire Without that which taps the soul Without the drive no work is whole Without a muse there is nothing new Without the feeling there emptiness too Without one who sparks the minds eye Without that one these work fall and die Without someone who that gentle nudge Without that one all things are a drudge Without the fire the spark and flame Without poetry the poet and the name By R. Thomas Dinsmore the heart Rain fall sweet tears of twilight pour I think about and miss you all the more Looking for and missing your sweet smile Knowing you will be back in just awhile But feeling the hole you leave behind And how you linger on in my mind And missing your words and seeing you here I can’t help but know to me your so dear And have become more than a face on a site For I long to see you and have you ignite The fire that is the light in you eyes That guide me to write and

Easter
The annual festival commemorating the resurrection of Jesus Christ, and the principal feast of the Christian year. It is celebrated on a Sunday on varying dates between March 22 and April 25 and is therefore called a movable feast. The dates of several other ecclesiastical festivals, extending over a period between Septuagesima Sunday (the ninth Sunday before Easter) and the first Sunday of Advent, are fixed in relation to the date of Easter. Connected with the observance of Easter are the 40-day penitential season of Lent, beginning on Ash Wednesday and concluding at midnight on Holy Saturday, the day before Easter Sunday; Holy Week, commencing on Palm Sunday, including Good Friday, the day of the crucifixion, and terminating with Holy Saturday; and the Octave of Easter, extending from Easter Sunday through the following Sunday. During the Octave of Easter in early Christian times, the newly baptized wore white garments, white being the liturgical color of Easter and signifying lig

Lost
He,s given up on friends and loved ones hes given up on love and hope Every day he slips further away and finds himself in a state of euphoria his demons seem to be greater then life and his family his wall is mighty and his heart is calloused his lies seem to overwhelm and consume him while his need grew larger and he slips fruther away the brother i knew and grew up with has wandered aimlessly into the abyss and while on his journey, HE LEFT BEHIND HIS SOUL and came back an empty shell lost and blind.

In A Funk
I AM AN ADDICT. POINT BLANK.. I CAN NOT JUST HAVE ONE OF ANYTHING.. EITHER DRINKS DRUGS OR EVEN SEX. ESPECIALLY SEX... I AM ADDICTED TO SEX AND I CANT GET ENOUGH... I BELONG TO THE FELLOWSHIP OF NA.. I WENT TO A MEETIG TODAY AND EVERYTHING WAS ALL GOOD. I GOT TO DUMP MY GARBAGE OUT ON THE TABLE AND IT FELT GOOD LIKE IT ALWAYS DOES.. FOR SOME REASON WHEN I GOT HOME AND I TOOK A NAP I WOKE UP IN A FUNK..I AM TESTY AND SNAPPING AT EVERY LITTLE THING THAT IS GOING ON AROUND ME..I HAVE NO IDEA BUT JUST GETTING SHIT OUT AND OFF MY MIND HELPS GET RID OF THE FUNK SO WITH ANY LUCK I AM GOING TO POST THIS SAY MY SERENITY PRAYER COUNT TO 2000 (CAUSE 10 DONT WORK FOR ME ANYMORE) AND HOPEFULLY THIS FUNK WILL BE LIFTED

I'm Fine, Just Fine..........not!!!
Who the hell am I trying to fool?? I'm not fine. I'm not going to be okay. I'm freakin out and I don't know how to deal. I keep telling everyone, "I'm okay, I'll get over it, I can deal, I'm a strong woman." Well, FUCK THAT! I'm at the end of my rope and my grip is slipping fast. But there isn't anything anyone can do. I have to deal with this on my own. I know I'm searching for a freakin miracle here. Something has to give soon. Or this bridge is gonna fall, and take me with it. Then what? Crying is wasted. Banging my fists against the wall is futile. I think I'll just sit here in my own hell. Anyone want to join me? I thought not.

Untitled Poem
This place that I call home Is certainly not the place I want to continue to roam This gothic no where, Is the place in which I am, but I would rather be there... In HELL Can't you just tell I scar myself so I can see That this truely is not the place for me to be I should be dead, I should've died But instead I have only cried If only you knew just how much i want to die When you tried to kill me, it was the one thing I looked forward to, to let my soul fly To the bright pits of HELL And if ya miss me, oh well Cause you never showed your love to me Now you'll know I was serious, now maybe you'll see

New Pics
Im feeling kind of blah today. my boyfriend is working all weekend and i have been spending the entire weekend alone.I had a few people comment on how pretty I am but most of my pics are sooooo old so I thought it was time for a few current ones. its only my face because i was taking them myself. ALL REAL! No makeup , no photoshopping, NOTHING! they are in my ME folder so check em out and be kind! LOL-Cheer me up and lie to me!Tell me what you think of the new highlights too! Its still kind of red! lol *smooches* ~Temptress~

Too Late
I didn't know I loved you Until you went away. I didn't much think of you Up to that final day. The music that was you I only noticed when it stopped. I didn't take the time to Tell you that I cared a lot. My love of life went with you Too late for me to say I didn't know how much I loved you Until the day you went away.

My Man's Birfdy
hey all... hope everyone is well... once again i am going to apologise for not updating this sooner... but i am still waiting on brother to get my computer at home up and running... scooter lol....so everything with me and my wonderful sexy man is going great... he got a year older last friday... and boy was he a mess that night. He said he got to the pub at about 3 that afternoon... i got there between 5:30 and 6... and he was already a bit pissy... swaying back and forth and starting to slur. But it was a great night... he spent maybe all of $20 all night due to the fact that every single person in the pub bought him at least one drink... gotta love people in small towns.... and a few even bought a couple of shots to go with it. so by the time it hit 9, he was well and truly smashed.... but surprisingly still standing... and he stayed that way till about 12 when my best mate, who just happens to be a barmaid at the pub, told him no more shots... i stood and watched as my happy drunka

What A Day
omg what else can go wrong today first i get up my computer didnt want to start i had to fight for 30minutes to get it on them i went to do my comment bombing and it keept telling me i reached the level for the day for my rank which is a bunch of bullcrap.... then my hubby called me he got pulled while in texas and found out his licenses was susspened over a $18 fine so now hes stuck in texas until we get it all straight. he was suppose to be haome tomorrow but now wont be until saturday night or monday morning. so my kids and i get to spend easter by ourselfes... then dinner plans get messed up on my inlaws and i... then i almost got into a accident cause people around here dont know how to drive.. then my friend was suppose to come over and check out my computer but he was not able to cause his day got messed up as well... sorry guys i just had to vent and get it off my chest but hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me

Death In The Family
Me and my sister just lost our grandpa today, he had a heartattack, and didn't make it!! So we both won't be on this weekend.. I hope every one will have a wonderful wkend.. And have a Happy Easter.. Jenn Thanxs for everybody's love and concern! I hope everybody has a great week!!

Horror Vids In My Stash
holy crap 2 of my friends have been deleted today. i starting to think i be next, if one of them flagging cunts looks in my stash it be buy buy shane05, but theres one thing i would like to know, is horror vids/pics conciderd NSFW. I always put a warning if a vid is scary/gory but they still could be reported NSFW, but if i do get deleted theres no way im coming back because its not the same site i joined a few months ago anyway all have a great weekend and a happy easter

Hmmm
Yeah Im having one of those nights..where ya just wanna have people pity you and cry by yourself. Seems like I have lots of those nights but not so much as I used to. I know my life is not what or how I want it to be so that depresses me. I know people get tired of reading these because it's pathetic but hey..you don't have to read ;) I wanted to just sit here and cry and just be invisible or just go to sleep and not wake up and then I realized I couldn't..a few very special "Pink" friends I guess knew something was wrong because honestly, when am I quiet? lol And apparently I needed them to notice in some way because I did feel better and I felt better after talking to someone who has been away for what seems like forever lol at least now I know he's not dead or killed by some wild canadian moose lmao So if I haven't seemed like myself then I'm sorry..I'm trying to get back to the Amy I wanna be and the Amy that I need to be...but yeah, that takes time. So if you have read this..thank

"some People Come Into Our Lives And Quickly Go.
"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same."

Intertainment + Other Stuff
Wow am I Thankfull that Morph Contest is over.Very Grueling Affair.Lost a few good friends threw misunderstandings,met possible new friends.Ran into 2 friends from my Netfriendships days,they are now friends with me now,Roger + Dhana.If all my friends had a Sweet Heart, like Maniacal Bliss,Honey,Lizzy,Shyla + Friends,SimplyComplicated,These Lady's mention'd here went way beyond what I ever exspected,These Lady's mention here should get a Plaque for the 1,000 + Vote Team.There were 63 Friends in all that Voted for me well.I'm very Greatfull for that Unity.If all 174 friends could have got involved,I mighta took 2nd.I should have proberly went with Xeromancer's that I'm useing now instead of Maddness Morph that was my First.Glad it's over__________________________ Sundays I Fish,but other days that I'm not around it's internet issues,the comp I use is atleast to old.Originally came with windows 2000,now it has XP no burner,no longer an usb port for cam pic's,or my Maniacal Bliss Salut

Hangovers
5 Levels of Hangovers If you can read this without laughing or you can't relate to any of it, you are on the wrong mailing list my friend... One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 a.m. Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better r

My Abilities
So, ya want to know what I can do? Heres a list of my abilities. Astral Projection - The ability to leave one's body and travel in spirit to another location. Automatic Writing - Writing through the subconscious mind without conscious thought, or through the guidance of an outside intelligence. Channeling - Associated with mediums, this is the ability to act as a channel or vessel for an outside intelligence. Clairaudience - Put simply, this type of ability is used to hear what is "inaudible". For example, someone with this ability could be a thousand miles way and "hear" a loved one's cry of distress. (this is my strongest gift of them all. When I hear something it is in my own voice, similar to what you hear when your reading a book. It can at times make you feel as though your going insane..lol) Clairsentience - In this instance the psychic has an insight or "knowing" of and a hidden or forgotten fact. Divination - A broad term that includes fortune telling

Make This Go Away
I stand alone in the cold rain, dont even feel it hit my skin, i'm so numb right now, nothing is coming in, I'm so out of breath, driven to me knees, I feel like i'm lost, on an endless sea, Lord i know you've got your reasons, for ever tear in my life, but i'm really fighting now, to understand why, did i do something wrong, is this a blessing in disguise, Oh, i'd give anything, to see through your eyes, I dont want to feel this, so empty inside, lord reach out to me, hold me tonight, I can't take this, not one more day, Tell me what you want from me, Just make this go away, are my tears not enough, do you even see me cry, can you hear me down here, i've tried and i've tried, i feel like i've beaten your door, til my body caves in, what will it take, for you to let me in, i'm so frustrated, so angry inside, so full of discontent, so full of lies, i want it gone lord, i want to be like you, answer me lord, i need you, I dont wan

.self.actualisation.
its just come to my inner attention...thats im completely useless...but only to myself. i can dole out the advice and the listening ears and shoulders for everyone and their mother...and oh ya...if you're in dire need of an ass kicking? ya well i can do that for ya too...free of charge... but myself? im effin useless i cant unwrap my brain i cant figure out my own shit i cant give myself advice...and even if i could..i doubt i would take it cuz im always doubting myself. i never know what the right decision for me is...and when i guess...im usually wrong... whatever i think is a good thing for me...normally turns into something completely disastrous and heart wrenching. no this isnt a pity party...its just a new self actualisation. i really should do something about this... yet its all a matter of where to start... i wonder if other people feel the same way... hmmmmmm points to ponder *drinks snapple*

Ahh The Pains Of Life And The Joy Of Love!
Hello dear reader, I’m glad you stoped by as today I am feeling so bad I think my darkness witch I lost many months ago is returning! Now I was going to put this on the bottom but instead I will put it on tope so you can read it first.... I hope it is not too sad... as I do not wish to make you upset! this is just a blog... mostly just mixed up feelings I was having when I started to write this...... and during to... lol...ok read on! Ok enough of that, now I shall say some good news hey! Or well most of you already know this but meh! To those who don’t pay attention or haven’t read my blogs yet I’m in love with a woman called Suzan and she is just the best even though I have made many mistakes she has forgiven me, and well what can I say I just love her so dam much so much so that I am willing to marry her right now!... and I am ready to give her the children she so badly wishes to have in her life!... and well if she is reading this I want to say sorry f

I Will Leave
Love is only as easy to give as the one you love is willing to receive it. For love can not be taken it's only received willingly. If love will not be received, there is no love to be given. For my love is willing to take us as far as we'll except to be taken. And fill our hearts with happiness. If love and happiness can not be achieved with sadness we'll part and I will leave.

Lost In Your Eyes
In darkness I fall, sliding downward into a deep despair. I reach for a hand to hold but I find none,and deeper I slide. Finally I land deep within. I crawl looking for a way to leave this dark despair. But I am tired of fighting it, tired of getting ahead one space only to fall back 4. If my life where a video game I could just start it over, but game over has a definite finality to it in real life. I lay in a heap, crying, my heart in shambles and a pain so deep I can't stop it. I lay unmoving, feeling my pain deepen, and listening for some sounds. Time seems to stop as I lay in darkness and pain. I blink my eyes to moisten them because they are dry now from all the tears.I feel death approach, its dull thud in the dirt, its empty stare watching me. I feel its cold hands touching me. I cry out, oh someone help me find my way out of this place. I hear my name being spoken, in a soft and lyrical tone, you call me, begging me not to give up, your coming and I see light. Its getting clo

Song , That Was Sent To Me
MURDER OF THE HEART this pain is like a fire forever burning this pain is from the liars that keep me learning my thoughts are twisted the feeling that i know, never exsisted and the lips that i almost but never tasted and every single word that i wasted i cant be sure and i never will how that feeling will ever feel treated like i was there but never real my soul is like a puzzle without the peices locked in emotion that never releases that feeling so appealing cought me off guard felt lifted so easy but fell to hard it was something good but it fell apart no words to describe it but murder of the heart

Happy Easter To All
I Know this is a day early but I dont know if I'll have the chance to send my easter wishes out on Sunday, so for what it's worth, here it is. ALSO would love to give thanks again to those of you who continue to come to my humble establishments better known as my page here on Ct and show your support, I am working on trying to get some new portraits up here, I havent changed alot excpet for losing a few lbs, other than that i am still as sassy as i was and YES I STILL HAVE THE RED HAIR My red hair gets me in trouble, I am going to dye it black I do think. Seems alot of men go for the brunettes or the beautiful blondes , red heads have bad reps for having attitude , well let me tell ya, if you give me a reason you are damn skippy I am going to have attitude. Other wise we'll be fine.

Thoughts And Dreams
here i sit before the fire gazing into is infinite flame longing to hold the one dear to me to have them in my arms to feel there kiss upon my lips the sight of her eyes making me tremble to be lost in such beauty to enjoy the closeness alas here i am amid the flames barren and broken for i have no such love a deepness rolls into my world my heart fails to beat for i am alone and lost in the endless stars always drifting away from my dearest love never knowing her feel its a darken hell i am forsaken too may the light return to save me once more.

Don't Mess With Women
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident on a snowy, cold Monday > morning. > Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them is > hurt. > > God works in Mysterious ways. > > After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, > "So you're a man. That's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our > cars, there's nothing left of them, but we're unhurt. > This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live > together in peace for the rest of our days." > > Flattered, the man replies, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely; this > must be a sign from God!" > > The woman continues, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is > completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. > Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." > > Then she hands the bottle to the man. > > The man nods his head in agreement, opens it, drinks half the bottle, and > the

4/7/2007
The past couple of days have been rather... uneventful as usual, well at least for the most part. Thursday was very cold yet again, so Lisa and I decided to just stay in bed, I think more than anything she secretly just likes laying next to a half naked Fire Fighter... But at the same time it was colder than hell... Either way it was wonderful. When we finally got the nerve to crawl out of bed, we realized we had to not only get up, but we had to go out... We were completely out of water and had to go and get the post for the day. Of course we had nothing of interresting in the post, but it was worth the try anyway. We got a few munchies at the store, along with our water. Sometime around 4 that afternoon, our friend James came over and brough his PS2. After his Mother calling and telling him to go about a thousand or so places and do another thousand or so things, we were finally able to sit down and play some Smackdown VS. Raw. Never played that game before, but it seemed

Be Careful How You Answer You're Being Graded
I think its funny when someone rates my profile or pictures low. Its funny because I wonder if they're comparing them self to me. His middle finger and smile is nice, but my middle finger and smile fucking rocks, maybe. Not really. I think they're just going to them self. He is just not cute. I think they're really grading the quality of photo. Thats what I do. I go through and grade the quality. The lighting is a little crap and oh shit thats blur. Do they even know what they're doing taking pictures of them self with a fucking camera phone. Oh that webcam photo has some harsh shadows. Thats what I think people are doing. So they're looking at my picture saying. You know his composition is alright. The picture certainly says something, but I don't appreciate the quality of the sepia tone he put in there. I like to think thats what people are doing. I know thats far from the truth because hey I go through every once in a while and say. Hey, hot redhead. So there are

Weird Ass People...
I often wonder with all the weirdo's here, and of course the few of us that are normal... am I really normal?? There are a lot of people here whose life revolves around the fact someone noticed them... I am just here to get laid and make some people giggle... My life was fine before I found CHERRYTAP and it will be fine when I leave here...

Totally Jacked From Some Guy Here On Ct.
I'm the guy that everybody loves, but few really know. I'm the guy that everybody likes to have around, but few miss me when I'm gone. I'm the guy who women love to have as a friend, but not a lover. I'm the guy that is shy, unless you're one of those that really knows me. I'm the guy that usually doesn't speak until spoken to. I'm the guy that's always cute and never sexy. I'm the guy that will do a favor for a friend when asked, and doesn't get angry when the favor isn't returned. I'm the guy that wants to make a difference, but doesn't know if I even matter. I'm the guy that rises above adversity and lives to fight another day. I'm the guy that doesn't let my limitations stop me from doing what I need to do. I'm the guy that laughs in your face when you say I can't do something. I'm the guy that gives my love, 'cause that's really all I have to give. *NOTE I did NOT write this, just happen to like it lots. seems writtten for me. 100 points to th

I Wonder
Ok for all the ppl that know me on cherry tap you should know that i never leave a blog on here but now im starting to wonder about ppl honestly i know there are alot of shitty ppl out here but some ppl can only get away with so much with me and one is fucking with my heart my emotions are nothing but my heart is another fucking thing and then guys wonder why im a bitch i dont hurt others to get back i think thats low but i keep my self closed off for a reason. its nothing but respect with me and i feel that i have been disrespected not only that but used and toyed with which is something that hasnt happen to me in a long time and im very pissed about it and i have made grown men cry in my life time and i really dont want to make one cry anytime soon but im thinking that the time is comming near if i dont get any honesty on this situation that i just found out about not only that i feel that ive been lied to and i hate liars with a fucking passion!!!! its life i deal which is why i

Darkness
The following is a piece of poetry i wrote last year Darkness all around me Theres darkness everywhere No one for miles Why do I bother No one cares Not worth a tear With all my doubts And all my fears All I have is my darkness To keep me company

Im Still Trying
ok This is truly my last blog on this if I get it I get it if not its the net oh well I have met a few dear friends wont leave give assholes too much satisfaction but I also wont be giving the attention to those who are not people Id not norm chat with if ure too busy and way up there or even not way up I do understand but hell dont lie say i do anything for my friends ask for a million things and all for u and leave not even 1 comment where promised I thank Hell cat and Angel baby as both have helped me inspite of busy schedules Hell cat wasnt even anything shed get credit for and Jan ull have to check her out 1 of few gals in my family as shes special lady do any thing for any1 plz give her lots of love and Englas always helpin e1 where she can if by some chance u aint check her out check out her fan rate club too and PRRRRRTY PLZ comment im like 2500 behind lol http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159310&i=3871186863

Church Girls????
i just read a mumm, about church girls being more fun than other girls. Now this is not the first time ive heard this...and one of the guys commented in the mumm that he had dated a church girl several years ago and that she was the naughtiest girl ever. So my question is this...whats up with me then?? lol...i am absolutely not a church girl. I was never baptized, and i have been inside a church twice, once for a wedding and the other time...well, maybe we shouldnt discuss that here, lol. But my point is...that I am pretty damn naughty...i guarantee i could give any church girl a run for her money and that i would come out on top in the end, hehe >;} so, i wonder, was i meant to be a church girl?? lol...or maybe i am just naturally naughty and i dont need the strict moral values of a church to make want to be bad... xoxox

The Husband Store
>>>>>A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City , where a >>>>>woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the >>>>>entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the >>>>>store ONLY ONCE! >>>>> >>>>>There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the >>>>>shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . you may >>>>>choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a >>>>>floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a >>>>>woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. >>>>> >>>>>On the first floor the sign on the door reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. >>>>> >>>>>The second floor sign reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. >>>>> >>>>>The third floor sign reads: >>>>> >>>>>Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are >>>>>extremely good

Easter Without My Mom For The First Time And The Memories It Brings
It's about the last of the major holidays she loved that we'll be without her for the first time; only one more big one, our 22nd anniversary, to go. Then of course the first anniversary of her being gone, on the 4th of July. But it's not the maudlin and sad I want to remember but the love and tenderness that marked my Easter's as a kid. They'd start off with our getting up early (well living on a farm we did that anyway but we'd get up early enough to catch the sunrise from the dam around our pond where we could see for miles. We'd greet the day with a silent prayer and then, oh then the fun began! We had 70 acres in which to hide Easter Eggs, and even though I was a teenager by the time we moved back to the farm, I had a blast hiding the eggs in all kinds of places...use your imagination as you have a barn, boxcar, and 30 acres of fence and hedgerow, not to mention a river, to hide eggs in. Our egg hunts would last hours and yet, in all that time, not one of my younger cou

Immature Assholes
i came home from work this morning and signed into my fave place, CT, to check out what my CT fam was doin and i had a mean ass comment on my page from a guy that doesnt know me but out of respect to his privacy( yes i still will show this asshole some respect) i wont name this individual. Anyways, this jerk off had the nerve to comment on my physical appearance, otherwise, he was making fun of me bc i am a bbw. EXCUSE me, who asked his opinion?!?! as a matter of fact, he even made the comment that ink on SAGGY skin is disgusting. FOR YOUR INFORMATION, my tits do NOT sag. Who is he to judge what i look like? he wasnt cute imself. and i think i look damn good myself, considering i used to tip the scales at 330 lbs, and i have the before pic to prove it. So to all you fuckers out there that wanna make fun of bbws, kiss my smooth white ASS. BIG GIRLS DO IT HARDER!!!!

To All My Friends On Ct
I just wanted to let everyone know that I haven't forgotten you all. I just came out of a pretty long depression. I was having a hard time comunicating with anyone during that time, including my own family. So I hope that if you are angry at me that you'll accept my apology for being absent for so long. Your Friend, Erica

Sorry And Thank You
first off i would like to say that Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com for not being around a lot lately ... as much as i like to be... but if you didn't already know ... i have been very sick ... but feeling much better now ... and hope to be on here more frequent :) I would also like to send out a huge Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com To all my friends and family for their kind words ... etc. that really means a lot to me :) Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and will be back in full force very soon ... until then take care and stay safe Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Update
Well I am updated for muh friends and family to know I took muh son to the surgeon and they said that his ear drum is collapsed and that he needs surgery on the 22nd of June so we have to keep him from not gettin ear infections And that is goin to be very hard to do so I am goin crazy.. They have to rebuild all of his ear drum and that will take over 3 hours so yeah it is goin to be pretty busy for me So yeah that is just how I have been so anyways I am done ventin now

Check This Out!!! I Couldn't Beleive It!!!
Check Out This Restaurant! ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ ï¿½ The World's First All-glass Undersea Restaurant Opens The Maldives | 15 April marks the day that the first ever all-glass undersea restaurant in the world opens its doors for business at the Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. Ithaa* will sit five meters below the waves of the Indian Ocean, surrounded by a vibrant coral reef and encased in clear acrylic offering diners 270-degrees of panoramic underwater views. "We have used aquarium technology to put diners face-to-face with the stunning underwater environment of the Maldives", says Carsten Schieck, General Manager of Hilton Maldives Resort & Spa. "Our guests always comment on being blown away by the colour, clarity, and beauty of the underwater world in the Maldives, so it seemed the perfect idea to build a restaurant where diners can experience fine cuisine a

This One Is For Redheads...
A gorgeous young redhead goes into the doctor's office and said that her body hurts wherever she touched it. Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me."' The redhead took her finger, pushed on her left shoulder and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed even more. She pushed her knee and screamed; likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream. The doctor said, "You're not really a redhead, are you? "Well, no" she said, "I'm actually a blonde." "I thought so," the doctor said. "Your finger is broken...

Poetry: Cry
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Cry We are the First People Sioux, Cheyenne, Cherokee We are the Original Mohawk, Huron, Cree We cared for the land Hunted only our need Gathered by hand For our people to feed Lived under clear sky Drank from clean water As seasons went by This land not alter Game hiding in the wood Buffalo moving on the plain Where ancestors once stood Our tears fall like rain Gone is the great tree The great herds are bone Now all that we see Paths made of false stone Cry for what has gone Cry for our children Cry as time goes along Cry for what might have been

Hinder - Better Than Me
My favorite lyrics A simple dedication made me listen to these lyrics more closely. We always seem to think that it is up to us to make the decision for someone else, as these lyrics state "you deserve much better than me". When you are put on a pedestal, are carried on hands and receive compliment after compliment of course, it makes one glow; but when, in life, a decision like this is made for the better of the other person, without taking any of the possible consequences into consideration, then the fall off the pedestal is a deep and painful one. Maybe you are the right person, maybe you do fully own someone's heart; never think you have the right to make a choice on behalf of someone else, after all, life should be lived by the rightful owner, and not by someone else on their behalf. Everyone has the right to make their own mistakes, everyone is responsible for their own choices/actions, don't resume responsibility over someone else's. Okay, I'll kick my soapbox to th

Writing Is My Obsession...
and today is no different. Can you imagine -- if I already have nearly 1000 blog postings just on CT, can you imagine how many more postings I have on my roughly 15 other blog sites that I have??? ;) I am also finding ways to write blog postings on my many blog sites and challenge myself with new adventure through other sites. CT was a challenge, which has now been surpassed by another site that I am putting together concerning spiritual growth, domestic violence and sexual assault, shopping, web building ideas and so much more. It is called "iWIM" (Worldly Inquiring Mind). Of course my absorption into this site aids in my procrastination of other things -- such as changing out the kitty litter box (but, who has this task listed as their favs to do. If it is, I want to talk to you to come out and change mine on a weekly basis!!!) lol.... My apartment complex is going up on my rent a whole $9 for the next 13 months when my current lease expires in June. Can't believe I ha

I Am Told This Might Surprize Me
and the moon is made of cheese lol so if your bored, answer away lol Subject HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Body: Body: Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___

What If Titanic Sank Today?
What If Titanic sank Today? Reaction from different countries: U.S.A: "A ship coming to Freedom was attacked by terrorists. We will not sit quiet and we will teach them a lesson. Bin Laden you can run but you cannot hide we will find you and destroy your Al-Qaeda network." (President Bush........ whoelse?) U.K: "I have spoken to the President of United States and we have both agreed that the sinking of Titanic is significant prove that Saddam Hussein is clearly behind this attack, Iraq is imposing a threat to the world and this has to be dealt with." (Prime Minister Blair) Iraq: "LOL!!!" (President Saddam Hussain) Israel: "These Hamas and other terrorist network is enough evidence to say that sinking of Titanic is not an accident but it was their suicide bombers who have commited such a crime.We will now impose curfew on the Palestinians, detain them, exile them, kill them, starve them, destroy their homes and refugee camps." (Ariel Sharon....

~~our Politicians Need To Get A Backbone~~
Let's hear it for Australia Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia , as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty toAustralia and her Queen at a specia l meeting with Prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it cl ear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer P eter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept thatAustralia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you", he said on national television.

Still Here
im still on vacation, ill be back monday... i got a new tattoo!!!!! ill be posting a picture of it soon today... one thing i do feel i got to say, its funny how some people on cherrytap will tell u how much of a friend they are or ect, and stab u in the back while youre gone... note to people... i dont need the drama, if your going to be fake like that, just leave me be... i got enough friends, i dont need fake ones... with that said, ill be back soon, and miss yall!!!

~for U~
Just when you start to give up... Something or someone completely amazing comes along.... And changes everything.... For so long i have felt a bit lost.... A bit sad... Although, you would never know.... I tend to hide it well... But wow!!! There are actually people out there... That are amazing.... That dont judge you.... That can even love you... Just the way you are!!! Though my faith in people hasnt been the best lately..... I want you to know, things are certainly looking up!!! And to the one who has restored my faith~ You are so amazing~Kisses~Hugs~And all my love~ ~Patrice~

Sadness Of My Heart
My heart is heavy and my soul is filled with sadness. I am tired of it all and no this is not a suicide note don't be so dramatic. I am always the person that carries a smile and says how wonderful everything is. Sometimes its just hard to hide how you feel and at this moment I just feel sad.

Circle Of Stones
As we grow up throughout our lives we all take steps our first steps are magical our toddler steps are to learn our teenage steps are for makeing mistakes so when we leave home we have a better understanding about life but the funny thing about growing old is that in time we all revet back to those first steps when we needed help the most in our lives we go back to where we flet safe felt love we go home.

Too Late
Well my last blog is becoming more like the buildup than the problem. I've done some insanely stupid things, I've sacrificed almost my entire inner circle of friends to satiate my hatred driven need to cause someone pain, and to top it off that was purely because he was something I despised and forced my tide of hatred against him. I probably only did so because I saw something of myself in him. So I went and did some utterly idiotic things to hurt him and now those of my friends who I didn't hurt are simply ashamed to know me, I've become the incarnation of overkill vengeance. To all those who believe they know me well, sorry but you do not, I concealed a lot of my darkside because you'd have been ashamed of me too, but now it matters little because I nolonger have my group of friends to protect me, they admit it themselves they won't do any more for me, it's my grave and I've gotta admit they have a point. So this guy is after me and I'll just have to face the music and hope I live

A Day In The So Called Life...
Fuck i just want to hang myself but it wouldnt end it soon enough.They took my guns so i cant shoot myself.Id cut myself but id like it too much.I just want to call it a life and go on.......

Regards, The Over 30 Crowd
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their long-winded stories about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways .. yeah, yeah, yeah. And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email ! We had to actually write somebody a letter ...

My Probation Officer
IT WAS HOT ONE SUMMER DAY IN AUGUST,I WAS GOING TO SEE MY PROBATION OFFICER I WAS DRUNK AND DIDN'T CARE, I WAS GOING TO SEE HER ANYWAYS I KNOW SHE WAS GOING TO THROW ME IN JAIL BUT WHEN I GOT THERE IT WAS A WHOLE DIFFERENT STORY,AS I WALKED IN,SHE SAT BEHIND HER DESK LOOKING AS HOT AS USUAL SHE SAID COME SIT DOWN,SHE SEEMED REALLY HAPPY ABOUT SOMETHING,LIKE SHE FINALLY GOT LAID,LIKE I TOLD HER ONE TIME,SHE NEEDED TO GET LAID,AND TO QUIT BEING SUCH A BITCH,AND YEAH,I SPENT ONE WEEK IN JAIL FOR THAT PROBATION VIOLATION.SHE ASKED ME HOW I WAS DOING,I SMARTED OFF AND SAID HORNY LIKE THE LAST TIME I WAS HERE.SHE STOOD UP FROM HER CHAIR,SHE WAS WEARING NOTHING DOWN BELOW BUT HER HIGH HEELS,AND SAID WOULD YOU LIKE SOME OF THIS?I THOUGHT AT FIRST THIS WAS SOME KIND OF TRICK THAT SHIT,SHE'S GOTTA BE TEASING ME.AND THEN SHE STARTED RUBBING HER PUSSY AND PEELING UP HER SHIRT,WITH HER OTHER HAND.I HAD AN INSTANT HARD-ON THE SHE SAT DOWN IN HER CHAIR,PUT A LEG OVER EACH ARM REST AND SHE SAID COME O

My Muse.
Shadows like fingers reaching along the floor. Tipped with claws. Snaking across the sheets. Dripping with venom. Filled with an ache, a pain that cannot be denied. I reach for you. Through air heated by prurience. Across a distance that spans a thousand lifetimes, in only the matter of a few feet. Skin pulled taut over muscle. Soft with hair and slick with sweat. Meets my waiting fingers. Electrifies my soul. Waves of hair brushing my cheek as you turn. Eyes blurred with sleep meeting mine. You reach back. Feeding my hunger...feeding my need. Give to me what my spirit craves. Fill me with you.

Contest Starting 4/9/2007
I think it's about time for me to hold a contest... "Sexiest Cherry" Males and females. Rates worth 2 comments, and comments worth one. Bombing allowed. Self commenting NOT allowed. You will need to rely on your friends for this one. 1st place will receive a Porsche. 2nd place will receive a Tropical Vacation. 3rd place will receive a Ring (man's or woman's) and a Platinum Cherry. 4th and 5th place will receive a Platinum Cherry. All other places will receive a Trophy. So Private message me with the link to the picture you would like to use. All pictures MUST BE Safe for work!!! Any questionable pictures will not be used. I would like to start this contest April 9th, and run it thru midnight April 15th. Please repost this for me. There may be people that are not in my friends list that would like to be in this contest..

Cherrytap Members, Know About This
I found this article online while reading a blog that had a link to it and wanted to share it will all members here, regarding your pics and photos on CherryTap that can be taken off this site and place on another site without your knowledge and permission. I think it is very important that such things be made aware to all that are members here with receiving updated news and info as to what they do here and how our material is being distributed off this site. Especially since now there are program installed here that can give you time out and auto delete your profile for rating and whatnot, yet it is our stuff that i am sure many here weren't aware can be used elsewhere without us knowing. Here is the name of the other 2 sites that takes your photos that are in your folder and placed onto these websites. The link to these affilated site owned by CherryTap that uses YOUR photos and stash off this community based site without your knowledge and awareness is known as CherryPhoto and

What The Hell?
This is amazing... MSNBC has reported that while immigrants are flooding major metropolitan areas, native-born americans are fleeing these areas for better living conditions and lower cost of living. So what does this tell you? Better living conditions?!? Are the immigrants really making it that bad to live in the metro areas? Isn't it about time that "bring me your tired, your poor, your homeless" comes to an end? Case in point... I was APPROVED for a Federal Pell Grant to go back to school at the University of Denver, but I received a letter from the Department of Education that stated although I was approved, there's no more funds left to transfer the funds to me. GODDAMN! I bet if my name were Habib Muhammad I would get approved in a damn heartbeat!! What do YOU think? Here's the link.... Immigrants Flooding Major Metropolitan Areas DemonStorm

Taken From Slirp - Information On Downraters
There is a site similar to the 'I'm Bored' feature here on Cherry that enables ANY person (even non Cherry members) to rate your picture to scroll to the next one. So, maybe the person downrating your picture isn't even ON Cherrytap and are on this site that allows anyone outside of Cherry to rate your pictures. Makes you stop and think, hmm honesty eh? lol Now stop moaning and groaning. The site is called http://www.cherryphotos.com/ See for yourself.

Numbers...
Tell me the truth...but only what I wanna hear... Read my mind like it was nothing... Your eyes hide the world...while mine bare it all...(damn them!) Defense goes up...yet security shot down... It scares me like nothing else...too late I'm hooked...thus now terrified... And where the hell to run when its impossible to hide...? Not again...no no...never again... What keeps happening to my master plan...y'know...the one that involves the very opposite of this...? Story of my life...

Good The Bad And The Uglee
i guess if i put this in here that in some small way ill get some clossier .ive seen some prity grafick stuff in my time cut up bodies to sixteen year old girls that ive pulled out of the water after 36 hours . just in case your thinking how , i used to be in a search and resceu called tri county, here in new brunswick. even when i was in the army ive been shot at and shot at poeple and have hit some .but my point is they always try to get you to talk about what happend . but you never forget those images that are in your minds eye.as i said there are some things id rather just forget but cant and never will i guess . but i have come to gripps with them ,i havent forgiven my self for some but i can live with them . i guess thats why i have such a great respect for men and women that risk all to save some . it is the werst job in the world when you just found some ones lost child dead in the woods ,you just wish you could bring them back to life but you cant .well this beers for all tho

Poetry
When did I enter the gates of heaven and get released from the ones of hell?, I feel like I spent the last year or so trapped in a jail cell, Now I'm released thanks to your love and happiness, Thank you for taking my heart and making my life sheer bliss, Nothing could compare to the things you make me feel, I'm yours and your mine and thats our little deal, I knew the time would eventually come, When we would unite and become one, Kill all my suffering and pain, Keep trying so we can make our feelings last and never let things be the same, Same as they used to be, living in pain without one another, Just be you, my girl, my baby, and my lover, If i ever lost you I would have no one to turn to, Because no one will ever love me like you do, Lay with me under the stars, And let our love surround us and make us forget the scars, Kiss my lips so I can sleep knowing your still here, As long as your mine you wont ever cry anot

My Day On The Set Of "the Middle" By Warner Bros.
Hey everyone! Just worked a 12 hour day, I am pooped but it was so worth it! I played an elementary school teacher on the set of a new TV series called "The Middle". The release date is undefinited, as it is just a pilot, which means that they have to decide whether or not there will be a lot of viewers to make it a TV series. The main star is Ricki Lake. She is such a sweetheart by the way! She LOVES her sons, they were on set with us, she looks amazing, has lost so much weight and always smiling. The first scene I was in consisted of a church scene. I was the girl in the black suit sitting DIRECTLY behind Ricki, so look for me. The next scene I was in, consisted of me being in the background and walking back and forth on the sidewalks. The last scene I was in, I had to carry a church bulletin and walk in front of the camera and walk and pretend like I was talking to someone, I was wearing a greenish sweater and black pants for that one - wardrobe change! I met a lot

Red Neck Easter Egg Hunt
Well today I learnt how to go on a Red Neck Easter Egg hunt. Essential Equipment: 1 High Powered Rifle 1 Quality Rifle Scope Lots of ammunition (preferably same caliber as rifl) Easter Eggs - Plastic - fillable, normally with candy for kids. Tannerite - a binary explosive Mthod: Mix Tannerite CAREFULLY Fill Easter Eggs Find a Fluffy Toy, (Barney is ideal) Stuff Egg up butt end of Barney Save a couple of eggs and place in cleft in tree stump Retire about 30+ yards Load rifle, sight scope and pull trigger Roll on floor laughing uncontrollaby as barney totally disintegrates, parts appearing in tree tops some 25 ft up, others spread over a radius of around 25 yards. Say Shiiiiiiiiit!!!!!!! as you look at the foot thick rock that Barney sat on and marvel at how it is now pebbles and dust. Repeat above steps for remaining Tannerite eggs. Yes, I must admit, best Easter Egg Hunt I have ever been on, these Rednecks certainly know how to have

Military Spot Light (week Of 4-8-2007)
Courtesy of MsTags.com OK ADOPT A SOLDIER HAS PICKED 5 MILITARY MEMBERS TO BE IN THE ADOPT A SOLDIER SPOT LIKE FOR THE WEEK. PLEASE STOP ON BY THESE MEMBERS PAGES AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT, FOR WHAT THEY DO. THEY FIGHT FOR OUR FREEDOM, AND WE NEED TO THANK THEM FOR IT. Jumpmaster82@ CherryTAP RadioGuy@ CherryTAP Just J@ CherryTAP buttman@ CherryTAP

Two Red Necks
Two red necks, Bubba and Earl, were driving down the road drinking a couple of bottles of beer. The passenger, Bubba, said "Lookie thar up ahead, Earl, it's a dadgum police roadblock!! We're gonna get busted fer drinkin' these here beers ! Don't worry, Bubba," Earl said. "We'll just pull over and finish drinkin' these beers, then peel off the label and stick it on our foreheads, then throw the bottles under the seat. "What fer?", asked Bubba. "Just let me do the talkin', OK?, said Earl. Well, they finished their beers, threw the empties out of sight & put the labels on each of their foreheads. When they reached the roadblock, the sheriff said, "Howdy boys, ya'll been drinkin'?" " No sir," said Earl while pointing at the labels... "Me and Bubba's on the patch."

Times
well time for updates.. i finished my BSM class for work.. made the deans list.. overall score for the 3 days of work for me was 94.9.. yehhh me.. but wait there is more.. during the class we were put into teams.. we had 3 teams for the class.. the team i was on won the team compitition and we were all awarded 2 things.. 1 a new stop watch.. lol and 2 a pin for team player.. yet there is still more.. the class as a whole each voted for a person in the class for the most outstanding class contributor award.. and well the winner was me.. for that i gained another pin that is a star with the mcdonalds arches on it... something i never thought would happen.. but i was wowed also when my owner operator brought me flowers and a gift card for walmart.. a card that says we are proud of you ... i can't believe it.. Some people can't understand my actually liking where i work.. but i can explain a few things.. first off i like people.. and i love the people i work for.. the owners are great..

Cherrytap Skin Generator
Woohoo! I completed the CherryTap Skin Generator! Check it out on my site: Click here for the Skin Generator I made a previewer on it too so you can check out how it looks before you save it over here on CT! Enjoy everyone! Any feedback will be great too! Johnny

Strip Club
i went to a stripclub lastnight had so much fun its been a long time since ive been to one i havent been so close to a stage in my life lol but i was at these 2 yay i was at club1444 and shakers in springfield club1444 got some tall girls one of the strippers pulled my chair over and i was scared cuz i didnt know who it was lol then i turned around naked girl there gave her a dollor she kissed my neck and that was hawt wow white girls are always gonna rock to me yay weather its on a pole or not i didnt get anything goin on in my pants lol nothing went up in my pants i tryed but nothing had fun in the end one of my friends got a strippers number oh so cool i got nothing the other 2 got nothing 2 got a lapdance i almost did but we were leaving will i ever go there again probbly not no cuz i want a cellphone and im saveing my cash for the love of my life if i ever fuckin find her shit lolz oh yeah strippers smell oh so good yay one girl put her booty in my face so hawt first time a girl h

What Have I? Ii
I shouldn't be this depressed... I have the world, and regularly give it away. I want to be someone else sometimes. I want to believe, but the rational side of me can't. I shouldn't be this worried about my family. I shouldn't be this crippled with sorrow. Where is the other side? Where is the salvation? Where is the solice from soul-starvation? Where is that feeling of contentment... in this empty shell. I shouldn't... but I feel so far from humanity. Outsiders. Fragile... beautifully flawed strangers. Wholey different from myself. Perfectly imperfect. I wish one would touch me. But if I am not humanity.. then who am I? What am I? What have I? Who am I? ...someone please... reach me. Identify me. Define me. Explain me. As something other than different..unfamiliar... outsider. It's so unkind. It's so unbearable. To be this far out of reach. Lonliness. With emptiness. Concern. With confusion. Doubt. With faith. What do I believe..

A Brief Second
Gentle now, go as softly as lost time, these whispered seconds, only have as much meaning as you want. I listen to your sigh, easy on my ear like summer wind, I'll tell you a secret, if you tell me one first. Easy now, easy as kissing, easy as breathing, in this quiet hour laying together, measure shadows on the ceiling, laugh, and have precious now. have now.

New Poetry!!!
Forever quiet, She comes to me, In a forbidden forest, Deserves its peace. Her body shimmers, From the light of the trees, Her hair glimmers, From the wetness and the breeze. Her bodies frozen, In an audible climax, Shaking violently, From the fevers lust. Passion flows, Like the sands of time, To her pleasant valley, Of forgotten vines. Pleasure lost, And treasure gained, Are forever gone, With a child’s game. Her pleasure rises, To her valleys peaks, Her voice is gone, For her master speaks. Dear child what have you done? The toys are all gone, And alone is her care, Of the one pleasure she has, That nobody did care. Grecian form of perfections bliss, Shadowed mist of sapphire, Her eyes did insist. She said what have I amiss, For she has shed her forgotten bliss. Shed is the way that all life has been, Pleasure in most, Of all is his bed. She screams and screams, But all that is heard, Is the pleasure he gives, From the kitt

My Life, My Love...
stroking your hair softly as you drift slowly into dreamland, i want to be by you every minute. holding you when you're sad and sharing in your happiness, i want to be with you through it all. and though i've never seen you grow taller by the minute or saw your eyes turn color, i was there. i was in your heart, i curled up to sleep in your arms. i was a fly on your wall the first time you took a step, and i was the wind drifting past your cheek when you spoke your first word. you're still my life, my love. you're the reason the blood still pumps through my veins and i take in breath every day that we both exist.

Damn It Dont Get Any Better
well if tusedays avent was not great enough. 2 days ago i stub my toe and end up breaking the fucker. so yea my week is goin good fuck i hate this week wish it was over. oh and its ma middle toe on ma left knee which got spraind in the car wreak tuesday. so yay im on good drugs but damn it I BROKE MA TOE LOL. ok im done

Poems, Works That Were Caused By My Fiance. Lol
4/8/2007 I looked at her for days hoping she would give me just one look that one look that would tell me that she loved me that one look that says I want to be with you forever then she did it... it took nothing but a little smile to tell me that I would spend the rest of my life with this girl for she is the one I was meant for two souls turned into soulmates how sweet the fruits of life are 4/8/2007 To tell is to let everyone know and to let everyone ruin such a pure thing as love why let ruin such a true love for love isn't that blind to the hatred of others so many destroy love while so many work so hard to build and rebuild for love is better kept in the heart and left between you and the person there. 4/8/2007 Love is elegantly stupendous yet slightly odd all at the same time for to love is great but with love also comes craziness a person in love will do great things just for the love of another like bite his own hand or sacri

Sunday Mornings
It's Sunday morning. I wake to the sound of a light rain blowing against the windows. All is quiet in the house. Opening my eyes more clearly, I see you're still asleep. You look so peaceful lying there and for a long while, I just lay watching you. You're so handsome and yet, you have a boyish look. I send up a silent prayer thanking God for sending me such a wonderful man. I reach to run the back of my hand across your cheek as you begin to stir. I take this opportunity to move closer to you as you fall back asleep. Your body is very warm. I run my hand across your soft sexy chest and you stir again...this time wrapping your arm around me. Without opening your eyes, you begin to lightly kiss my forehead while reaching for my bare breast. Twisting and pinching my nipple, you feel it beginning to swell. With my open palm, I gently push you to your back as you pull me with you. Lightly, I run the tip of my tongue over your nipple. Gently, I begin to bite your nipple and suck on it. I

Fireman's Tears
The alarm rang, as it had so many times before. He was the first of the fireman up and out, awakened from his bed at the station by the clanging of the bell. Engine 3 pulled out of the bay, dispatch paged another station. And all the firemen aboard the truck were tensed with anticipation "It's gonna be a nice 'un, boys," He said as he donned his gear. And the young bucks smiled at him as they drew ever near. They turned onto his own street and he could see the fire's work He hoped their mother woke his kids to see their dad at work. His heart sank as he saw the home that he so dearly loved going up in smoke and flames as he donned his gloves. Agressively he hit the fire and searched the rooms above. And with a flare of personal vengeance he saved what remained of his home. As he left the world of flaming hell he saw his little girl He ran quickly to her side and said "Honey, Daddy's here." He would never forget what next she said

Onestone ... The Indian With One Testicle
Onestone ... The Indian With One Testicle There once was an Indian whose given name was "Onestone." So named because he had only one testicle. He hated that name and asked everyone not to call him Onestone. After years and years of torment, Onestone finally cracked and said, "If anyone calls me Onestone again I will kill them!" The word got around and nobody called him that any more. Then one day a young woman named Blue Bird forgot and said, "Good morning, Onestone." He jumped up, grabbed her and took her deep into the forest where he made love to her all day and all night. He made love to her all the next day, until Blue Bird died from exhaustion. The word got around that Onestone meant what he promised he would do. Years went by and no one dared call him by his given name until a woman named Yellow Bird returned to the village after being away for many years. Yellow Bird, who was Blue Bird's cousin, was overjoyed when she saw Onestone.

Easter
My children are being baptised this morning...i am so excited for them! they dashed around the house this morning hunting Easter eggs, dumping their baskets, gathering towels to take to church... i am sad this morning...my children are being baptised and their father will not be there...they invited him, i invited him, seems he has other plans... We are happy this morning..my children and i..as we head out the door to celebrate Our Father's life, death and resurrection...we are one family..us..the world.. HAPPY EASTER ALL....

Happy Easter To All
COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments COOL MySpace Comments WISHING EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS A HAPPY EASTER. TOUGH THIS WOULD BE EASIER THEN SENDING EVERYONE ONE I WOULD BE HERE UNTIL NEXT EASTER DOING THAT

Happy Easter
Happy Easter to you all....hope it's safe and happy for you even if it isn't the religious holiday you celebrate. Wish me luck....for i the heathen am headed to noon mass with the fam....umm i don't normally go to church and i am not catholic...so if the walls fall down or the altar bursts into flames...i do apologize!! HAPPY EASTER YA FREAKS!!!

For All My Friends!!!!!!
Since recently I have way to busy to comment all my friends on Cherry tap and leave them greeting for a Happy Easter I thought maybe I would take the time to put it in a blog. So here goes. I also want to thank each and everyone of you for being so kind to me since I Came to Cherry Tap. HAPPY EASTER. Hugs to all. MyHotComments MyHotComments MyHotComments

Fighting
To one in all on my friends an fans list, I pose a question? I was out last night having a good time, some whore walked past meon the dance floor and gave me a nice firm shove out of her way while her and her friend walked by! Now I just looked over my shoulder and thought hmm I could ass kick now or let it go, I let it go! Then I saw and chance to give her a little nudge back, but my hubby saw it to and shoved me into her from behind, I was not ready for this so I hit her hard! I was walking away from that and she came up to me in a frenzy and asked what my fuckin problem was, I tried nicely to tell her I was shoved, she didn't care, so I started throwing punches and grabbed her by the face and looked rather good doing this! I was the total aggresser in this fight and would have beat her ass down, but she called the bouncers and screamed at me she was gonna have me kicked out! My hubby grabbed me and I just threw my arms up and walked away to the door! Now I ask this, was I wro

More Snow
Yeah so I wake up finally, not even really feeling good great. It's Easter and theres snow. It sucks a moose cock. Take the dog out and all she wants to do is play in it. My cars pretty much covered as it shows in the pictures. Go ahead shovel a walking path at least to the street so brother can come. It would take about 5 hours to shovel all the damn snow, be nice to have a snow blower, yay. My car has at least a nice tower of snow on top. Yeah fun, Happy Easter. Hope it starts warming up soon.

He's Taking Control
The valet takes our bags, leaving me free to watch the sway of your ass as you walk inside to check-in. At the front desk, the look on the girl's face says she can feel the sexual energy between us. I take the key, and we make our way to the elevator. "Jade,...When we get to the room, I want you to go into the bathroom, take off all your clothes, and wait there until I come and get you. Do you understand?" "Yes Darius," you say, looking at me. "I promised I would do whatever you want this weekend and I am going to keep that promise." I open the door and you walk in. I take a quick look at the room. It's basically a small apartment, with a kitchenette and living room. There is a door to the bedroom and one to the bathroom. There is also a door from the bathroom into the bedroom. "This will work rather nicely," I think to myself. Obediently, you head straight for the bathroom. I smile as I watch the door close. This is going to be a very interesting weekend... With you seq

Can You Beg...
The touch of Darius' skin sent electric shivers through Jade's body. Darius ran his hands gently along her spine as he whispered in her ear, causing the hairs on the back of her neck to prickle. A soft field of static electricity that seemed to be building between them suddenly snapped! Their mouths met in a flash of essence, hands roaming each others bodies like birds in flight. "You have no idea how much I missed you" Breathed Jade.... "Oh," Replied Darius between kisses, "I'm sure I do." Jade flicked his ear with her tongue and laced her fingers through his belt loops. "But I want you more." She whispered. Her long auburn hair cascaded gently over his shoulder as he turned his head to her. She was wearing dark blue jeans and a white beaded top that made her look like she belonged in a fairytale, and not here in their small New York apartment. The curve of her breasts was perfectly accented by the thin line of cleavage that spilled above the shirt. The simple words

High Heels Anyone?
I get sexy yummy porn and such in my email everyday. Today one of my gf's sent me this sexy high heel gallery...I thought I'd share with you guys as well.. http://gallery-dqszesfdep2hyut.usercash.com/ Enjoy everyone! Happy Easter! XOXO, Aimeelynn

St Andrews Cross
Upside down on the st. andrews cross with legs wide and my skirt dangling in front of my face. I could see only their feet as each one in turn came over to lick my exposed pussy. This was a bizarre ritual they were playing out. Each man nibbling through my panties and when all had finished a knife was used to remove the wet cotton garment. Now each again in turn approached to taste me with nothing between me and tongue. Some sucked my clit others flicked it furiously while still others found delight in pushing their tongues deep into my cunt. With the last man having tasted me it was time to finger my throbbing pussy. With bondage tight my only choice was to allow the men their pleasure's. All of them stood close this time and one after another place a finger or two inside me. As I hung upside down there, I could only imagine their view straight inside me. They argue over who's turn it is and who was getting cheated and then decide all of them to place a finger in me at once. I was fil

Jade's Surprise Ii
After several episodes of introducing ourselves to the roles of Master and Sub, our respective roles came very naturally. You are an excellent Master -- giving me everything I ever wanted from sexual restraint that was to the point of sheer torture to sexual release so intense, I do cum with fiery explosions repeatedly. Every day, I fall more in love with you and yearn to see you, wondering what you have in store for me next. Tonight is no different, even though I'm tired from work. Rest is, evidently, not in your repertoire any longer. At least, not for me. That's okay as I'm refreshed by your attention. For the most part, I'm a good sub. Although, I have to admit, I am sometimes intentionally defiant in order to feel the glory of my punishment. And, you know of my desire to test you. My pussy tingles and drips just thinking about the warming of my ass against the paddle and my nipples aching with painful pleasure from the clothespins we now keep bedside. I love to feel you sucking

Untitled For Now
I KNOW YOU CARE BUT IS THIS I ASK OF YOU A DARE YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME BUT DO I REALLY CARE YOU KNOW I CARE BUT IS THIS YOU ASK OF ME REALLY A DARE YOU SAY I'M THE WORLD BUT TO THE WORLD I'M JUST ME YOU SAY I'M EVERYTHING BUT IS EVERYTHING WHAT YOU REALLY WANT IN ME I SAY I LOVE YOU BUT DO YOU HEAR WHAT I MEAN YOU SAY YOU LISTEN BUT DO YOU HEAR ME CRY OUT TO YOU OR WERE YOU JUST TO BUSY TO PAY ATTENTION TO ME MY HEART BELONGS TO YOU YOU HOLD THE KEY SO BE GENTLE TO THEE MY HEART IS AS FRAGILE AS CAN BE SO PLEASE TAKE CARE OF ME!

Criminal Trespass......
The night air felt cool on Darius's face as he grabbed the chain-link fence. With a quick glance over his shoulder, he confirmed the cute security guard was still chasing him. He scrambled over the short fence and continued his sprint. A sharp turn brought him to a sudden stop, revealing an alley, and thus a dead end. Darius could hear the guard climbing the fence now, her boots making noisy clinking sounds on the metal. Darius hopped up on top of a dumpster and flattened himself against a wall. The security guard entered the alley, her flashlight illuminating the area in front of her. As she brought the beam of light upwards to scan the alley for him, Darius leaped onto her, stunning the girl and knocking her prone. There was a startled yelp as Darius pinned the girl to the ground, her flashlight rolling out of her hands. She started to yell something, but Darius pressed his knee into her stomach, forcing the air from her lungs. As she gasped for breath, he pulled the handcuffs fro

Too Soon
when is it too soon to say "i love you" example.... your dating someone for a couple of weeks still getting to know each other. you hang out at eachother's place alot and have meet lots of friends. after a few days they ask you to be their gf/bf... you agree to it and set a rule or two up. about 1 week after that as your busting each others balls. He mutters i love you and u ask "what did you say" he repeats its. ... then you luaggh it off..... later that night while during sex he said "I love you" so is after two weeks too soon. To say " I love You "?

I Found You...
By: Allen :) You're the one I couldn't forget Even at the last breath I take You're the one my heart longs for Because I found real joy in you You're the one I'll love so true For you gave me same love too You're the one I needed most For I am so in love with you You light my life and turn it right And put a music in my heart How can I thank you for all the things And for the love you've given me? I can never ask for more because My life has been complete since I FOUND YOU!

I Want You To Know
By: Allen (so beautiful) I want you to know... That I love you so. Deep in my heart is where you'll stay, Each and everyday, Now, forever, and always. I want you to know... That I'll always be there, To show you how much I care. I'll never let you down I'll do anything to keep away your frown. I want you to know... How much you mean to me You're my eyes to see, My heart to beat, and my air to breathe, Without you, there's no me. I want you to know... That "I Love You".

Tuesday April, 2/07
Ok I appoligize for the late post on this one but it was a tough choice this week I had several good storys to choose ffrom. I would have liked areal one but sadly bo one sent one in. So I chose a good one from the several made up ones I was sent. Hope you all enjoy it. Midnight, i am just coming home from work....The house is all dark, I tiptoe trying desperatly not to awake you....I walk through the house towards the bedroom i hear a faint sound of music....I smile thinking to myself you feel asleep while awaiting my arrival...I slowly open the door being as quiet as i can....I glance around and notice 2 candles lit, i walk over about to put them out...But out the corner of my eyes i notice your body gleaming in the candlelight i am breathless as i take in the site....Your beauty amazes me each and everytime i see you...its like seeing you for the very first time all over again....I sigh and slowly and quietly start to undress, as i watch you lying there.....your hair so soft lookin

The Most Functional English Word
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like sh

Jades Awakening......
Jades Master’s Home > > > > She searches for the oven mitts hoping the cookies wont burn before she finds them, meets her best friend for coffee, has a less than encouraging conversation with her mother on the phone, and watches a half hour of mindless chatter on television between her daily chores...It is a day like many others but she doesn't complain; she does all these things with a sense of pride and purpose that few would understand. She finds joy and contentment in keeping her home and preparing her mind and body in the service of her Master and His homecoming which draws closer as each hour passes. > > Four o'clock > > She opens the shower door and turns the water on and undresses; the steam rises and she steps inside. This is a ritual that is never rushed but thoroughly enjoyed. Lathering the cloth she cleans and polishes her skin with meticulous care and when finished, she notices her image in the full length mirror...she lingers there and wonders what must go th

Last Rights.....first Damnation (continued)
The night grew cold but his new senses didnt feel it he remebered being mortal and the pains it would bring, he looked to her his creator of his new being with a smirk. Knowing both this was a blessing and a curse knowing deep inside he was now part of the hunter and hunted , he looked forth apon the city from roof top it all seemed so new and differant all these people walking around no less then food,pray , cattle to sluaghter. His smile grew ever so demonicly evil his eyes shined deep red as his urges to feed came to life as he swooped down apon a female in an alleyway , his fangs deeply riping her throat open the blood making its way down his throat he felt the world around him grow. His mistress walked up jus in time to let the woman drop. You must not take all the blood this will kill you it will trap you in soul curse * He looked up to her* Thank you for letting me know this. He streached his body feeling the surges of life essence racing thru him as he heard the womans heart

Her......
I was early comming home from work....all i could think about was does she know how much i love her. I pull into the drive way and quietly enter the house...she has her back towards me in the kitchen and she is on the phone. I take my jacket off and drop it on the floor...losining my tie as i walk quietly towards her. i gently place my hands on her bare shoulders and move my lips from her shoulder to her neck pulling her back to me...she drops the phone and pushes back against me....my hand runs through her hair and i grip onto it pulling her mouth to mine from behind not allowing her to turn to face me....kissing her like it was the very 1st time or maybe the very last time....she rubs her ass against me pressing against my hardness....my hands explore her body moving from her shoulders down her arms gently caressing her accross her stomach and up to her breasts......i turn her to face me as i kiss her deeply i push the straps of her teddy off her shoulders and let it fall to the fl

Five Little Easter Eggs
Five Little Easter Eggs Five little Easter eggs, lovely colors wore; (hold up five fingers) Mother ate the blue one, then there were four. (bend down one finger) Four little Easter eggs, two and two, you see; Daddy ate the red one, then there were three. (bend down next finger) Three little Easter eggs, before I knew, Sister ate the yellow one, then there were two. (bend down next finger) Two little Easter eggs; oh, what fun, Brother ate the purple one, then there was one. (bend down next finger) One little Easter egg; see me run! I ate the very last one, and then there were none. (bend down last finger)

Obsession.. Part 1
Let's dim the lights, and light the candles A little music to set the mood And for the next few hours, relax while I hand you All the extacsy that you can consume Running a feather up and down your body While kissing your every crevice Licking your sex so innocently, but naughty Producing a feeling you never expected I seductively place my shaft in your love In a gentle and erotic fashion At my deepest depth, we embraced in a hug While the room is filling with passion Hours upon hours of sex at its best With stopping totally out of the question Just thoughts of what we are going to do next Because your body is my obsession -Nemesis of Nazerath

Looking Through The Glass
I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed Oh, god it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (No more sad voices) Before you tell yourself It's just a diffe

Guns Vs. Women
Top Ten Reasons Men Prefer Guns Over Women 10. You can trade an old 44 for a new 22. 9. You can keep one gun at home and have another for when you're on the road. 8. If you admire a friend's gun and tell him so, he will probably let you try it out a few times. 7. Your primary gun doesn't mind if you keep another gun for a backup. 6. Your gun will stay with you even if you run out of ammo. 5. A gun doesn't take up a lot of closet space. 4. Guns function normally every day of the month. 3. A gun doesn't ask , "Do these new grips make me look fat?" 2. A gun doesn't mind if you go to sleep after you use it. And the number one reason a gun is favored over a woman.... 1. YOU CAN BUY A SILENCER FOR A GUN

Guesse What Happened On My Easter?
As you know today is Easter Sunday, A day for celebration, a day of remembrance, today holds different meanings for different peoples. In my family holidays are defined by good food and spending time with those we love……. However there’s also the “normal everyone has this” feeling of dread… there’s one family member in general who is pure evil and not evil like me she is evil in a bad way. And ruins every holiday with or with out being here. This has become the norm and dealt with accordingly. So today much like every other holiday I got up and cooked a feast for all dismissing my mothers cries of woe and loathing for the evil one and calmed her down but this time only to have the unimaginable happen…. On Friday my 3 yr old was given an Emo Mohawk.. Which looked so great, however when his father who is a hip guy and his grand father a stuffy Englishman came to get him grumpy grampy decided to violently flip out and screeched at me about it on my front lawn I was alone and gat no

This New Job....
Fucking sucks,i just started monday and already last night i had to train someone new, hello people im still suppose to be in training too!!! Fucking retards, then on top of that i had to work today and i was suppose to get out and 4 and this stupid kid that i trained last night decided not to show up until 5!! what the fuck is up with that? Then i look at the schedual and after telling my manager that on mon-wed i could not work past 4:30 because i had to be at my other job at 5:00 she freakin put me on the schedual to be there till 5, what a fucking whore, she told me it wasnt her problem and it is her fucking problem!!!!! ERRRR i dont think i am going to last there that long, its already getting on my nerves!! God damn!

The Therapist
ONE DAY THIS MAN JOE,WAS CHECKING HIS PHONE FOR ALL OF HIS APPOINTMENTS AND HE HAD BEEN SO BUSY AND STRESSED WITH WORK AND ALL HE ALMOST FORGOT HE HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH HIS THERAPIST.SHE CALLED TO REMIND TO REMIND HIM AND TO MAKE IT AN EARLIER APPOINTMENT,SO JOE WENT,HE TRUSTED HIS THERAPIST,SHE WAS A BEAUTIFUL AN ACCOMPLISHED WOMAN COME ON IN JOE JOE'S THERAPIST NAMED CANDI SAID SO JOE SAT DOWN,AND CANDI WITH HER NOTEBOOK AND PEN ASKED HOW HE WAS DOING,AND AS JOE BEGAN TO SPILL OUT HIS PROBLEMS AND YET HE COULDN'T KEEP HIS EYES OFF HER THINKING LOOKING AT HER BREASTS THINKING BOOBS YUM,THIS IS THE TYPE OF THERAPY HE WOULD WANT.CANDI LOOKED ESPECAILLY FINE TODAY,WEARING A LOW-CUT SHIRT THAT HUGGED HER BREASTS TIGHTLY.WHICH IN FACT MADE THEM LOOK BIGGER,AND SHOWING OFF GREAT CLEAVAGE AND WORE A BLACK MINI-SKIRT SHE LOOKED SO HOT JOE NEVER SAW HER LOOK LIKE THIS BEFORE.CANDI LEANED OVER JOE AND SAID WELL,JOE TO MUCH WORK AND STRESS MAKES YOU THIS WAY,YOU'VE GOT TO FIND AN OUTLET FOR YO

~conversation With Alyssa~
~Conversation With Alyssa~ Current mood: peachy Category:Life Patrice~ok baby, look up Alyssa~ok Patrice~what do you see? Alyssa~lol...the sky mom Patrice~*smiles* exactly Patrice~It's huge Alyssa~well yeah Patrice~its like my love for you Alyssa~how? Patrice~its never ending sweetie Alyssa~*smiles* and hugs me! Patrice~ 'thinks' *this is heaven*

Another Side Of Me
If only I could leave this awful place and find the tranquil waters of the sea to swim with your abandon and your grace and lead your life so simple and so free. But I must travel through life as a man, as restless and as angry as a storm. I seek out and I find peace where I can but, to my human nature, must conform. What must you think of me out here afloat just looking on, your captive as you play? Upon this large and slow and clumsy boat, if you could speak my words, what would you say? They say you dream of men, perhaps you do. But, in my fondest dreams, I dream of you.

The Night.
"No. Please," She cries as he ties her wrists to the bed post. "Please don't do this," her tears soaking the pillow on which her head rests. It's dark, except for one light in the corner, but it has something draped over it making it cast only a murking shadow. The man is dark. She can't see his face, he's just a shadow in the dark. Nothing but darkness is around her. She doesn't know where she is or how she got there. All she remembers is being grabbed from her car and breathing in something that smelled very bad before passing out. "Why is this happening to me?" She asks herself as the man in shadow breaths against her neck. "If you struggle things will only get worse," he whispers in her ear before he trails his knife across her tear stained cheek, nicking it slightly. "Please...why.....please don't" she sobs. Her cheek feels like it's on fire, but the sensation on her cheek is lost when she feels the knife at her throat. "What did I just say," she says inches from

Lack Of Sleep Makes For Interesting Conversations
conversation #1: sinmora: hes making fun of my style cunt me: wu-tang cunt style? sinmora: lmao sinmora: what exactly is wu tang cunt style sinmora: fill me in me: its where your vagina is so big, the hole looks like the wu tang logo? sinmora: lmao sinmora: I hate u fucker me: hahaha me: stretched out and a droopy clit to match... so whenever someone with a wutang cunt walks all you hear is "WU WU WU" coming from their naughty bits me: or you see a method man bobble head coming out of the snatch sinmora: OMFG sinmora: Yeah u have issues sinmora: u scare me a tad me: why because i invisioned a method man smiling bobble head coming out of some girls vagina? me: when haven't I had vagina issues me: like i just told kel... me: "and I'll try to be nice as again I was pretty caustic that weekend and im usually not that obnoxious hahah :p... that is unless your thing has teeth and attachable/detachable tenticles... then I dont think we can be friends anymore... :p" me: mo

Help....
I do not feel much of a big brother at the moment... My parents are in bad enough shape. This responcability falls on me yet at the same time i am in no shape to help at the same time i feel the drive to ... what am i to do? how can i be of help when i am of no help to myself >.< i cant do this i am going to lose it , i am gunna crash i know i am but i cant too many need me too many depend on me and being okay... I'm so tired i just want to sleep, I cant fight my eyes and things are starting to get blurry.. Its getting harder to type now i cant really see the keyboard. I think i'll pass out before i end up with keyboard face... Athrun

You Knnow What?
i see myself as your CT wifey and i cant help but think that, that's all i'll ever be. you say you love me. yet you push me away? i just don't understand you, and probably never will.. just know that i do love you, even though your playing games.. you say things, but i never know the truth. you dedicated a song to me, but now you pull away i'll just never understand your true feelings, i guess i never will..

The Revised Daily Fagalo List
By all means stop by each and rate them a 1 be sure to block them afterward. seems the fagalo gang dont like straight men that laugh at them. *warning dont rate 1 if you dont intend on blocking all of them* http://cherrytap.com/user/674554 http://cherrytap.com/user/410775 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/314581 http://cherrytap.com/user/747552 http://cherrytap.com/user/413595 http://cherrytap.com/user/442915 http://cherrytap.com/user/49358 http://cherrytap.com/user/291503 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/757838 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/671036 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/756210 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/758486 http://cherrytap.com/user/690015 http://cherrytap.com/user/658773 http://cherrytap.com/user/663198 http://cherrytap.com/user/160709 http://cherrytap.com/user/766375 http://cherrytap.com/user/651933 http://cherrytap.com/user/225251 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/786604 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/235069 http://www.cherrytap.com/user/247757 http:/

"it Can't Get Much Worse" Vs. "no One Should Ever Feel Like..."
So uncomfortble in my own skin. Can I barrow yours for a while and see if it feels like home? No.. I thought not. Its been broken for too long. Bind myself back together with bent nails and rusty staples. Im out of bandaids and superglue. Its futile to put the peices back together, when its too fragile to exist. Is this my face or just another mask? Another lie? Another fake? Another recreation of me? How can you tell when your real? Alive? Breathing? Synthetic is simple, your awareness of such is gone. Where is the line between you and them? Rip yourself appart Peice by peice Time and time again.

My Unoffical Lifes Rules And Laws By Me
Its scary how religion can be such a gap in people and how people can insult my religion as being nothing but a heiracy so heres some of the rules and laws i live by. Live to honesty for honesty is the best virtues in personal life and others around you will respect you for it. Respect and show honor to all that show it forth for this will show you are the stronger person streangth comes from the humble. Honor and respect your ancestors for they are what brings you your wisdom good or bad we all learn from all actions that have been taken so honor and learn much. Learn to forgive for anger and hatred will only lead you to being broken and filled with weakness for those whom hold hate are weak at heart. Learn to help all around you for in the sharing streangth is born from those whom show care, honesty and humilty. learn to accept we as people are not the same and learn to accept all for we are all people and we all want the same, to live as we want and worship as we w

Liz Phair...flower Lyrics
LIZ PHAIR | Flower Lyrics Every time I see your face I get all wet between my legs Every time you pass me by I heave a sigh of pain Every time I see your face I think of things unpure unchaste I want to fuck you like a dog Ill take you home and make you like it Everything you ever wanted Everything you ever thought of is Everything Ill do to you Ill fuck you and your minions too Your face reminds me of a flower Kind of like youre underwater Hairs too long and in your eyes Your lips- a perfect suck me size You act like youre fourteen years old Everything you say is so Obnoxious, funny, rude and mean I want to be your blowjob queen Youre probably shy and introspective Thats not part of my objective I just want your fresh young jimmy Jamming slamming ramming in me Every time I see your face I think of things unpure unchaste I want to fuck you like a dog Ill take you home and make you like it Everything you ever wanted Everything you ever thought

Help Please
Im running a contest, well trying to actually. But everytime the enteries friends try to vote its marked private. I dont know how to get it off of private. Anyone that can help please do. It isnt right for the men in the contest to not have their friends be able to vote.

I Guess Im Country
some time ago some one put a bulletin up about being country . well no were on it did i see the werd out house . when i was little we had to shoval our way to the out house in the winter we didnt have running water . you had an old hand pump in the sink .you had to boil the water to take a bath , no tubsit was a wash bassen .you heated your home by fire wood , i meen i know i lived out in the hills of havlock but noon of this was in ther description of country . does that meen im a hill billy .lol.

Friends???
To everyone of my friends I thank you for adding me on cherrytap.... I try to speak with all of you no matter how big or small my list is.... However I do appologize for not being on too much beause I am going through alot and well planing my grandfathers 70th birthday party... I am going to be starting a new job come tommarow and I am going to be beat at least for the first week or two so please have more patience with me....thank you and again I am greatful to be friends with each of you!!!!Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Is This An Adult Site?
What I think are reasonable claims for less and more stringent "interpretation" of NSFW rules in particular cases etc. (were I a bouncer which I am not. Etc. sigh. ...) could be made but I have seen an argument made in favor of dropping the whole kit and kaboodle, as I recall- "this is an adult site". Erm. One has to claim that one is 18 or older to have an account here, and therefore to see tagged images, blogs, etc. (Tagged blogs are visible to people not on one's list, I found, but not to people who've chosen in their profile preferences not to view NSFW material, and not to people who aren't logged in to their account!) One does not have to be logged in to an account to simply type in www.cherrytap.com and see any material in public areas of the site, and that's an argument for keeping that material restricted to unrestricted viewing- to what would be willing to see viewable by the public. True "adult sites" under law at least require one to certify that one is 18 or ol

First Kiss...
As our lips get closer, my eyes begin to close This moment... so long I have waited Then my heart stops, breath cease,and knees start to fold And the kiss, in one word... greatness... It last for seconds, but feels somewhat endless While we're locked in temporary bliss Like the key to the lock that secures our freindship Is what is felt when I picture this kiss... And as our lips grow distant, I awake from this dream Our eyes both filled with amazement To experience a kiss... so pure and so clean That you have no way to explain it.... Nemesis of Nazerath

Hi
love can be said in different ways love is so wonderful in all types of ways love sometimes can be a waterful of tears love can be scary just like being in love tears are real and so is my heart beating for you you make me feel so wonderful inside and out i can't help but think of your lips on mine your lips are so senual and so sinful i think your just so beautiful when i cry you wipe my tears from my cheek you say i love you and we walk along the waterfront and make love

Useless Part Ii
Sooooooo there I was minding my own biz getting ready for another fun filled evening with the boys ....... meaning preactice for them slow in the head people out there.. Haaaaaaaa. Anywho... I guess I shoudl rewind a bit and tell anoother story before this one... It was a cool day yesterday... but none the less there was a function we all said we would attend.. Javi's BBQ...... beer, Carne Asada.... and I'm talk the real shit... not the shit them Lions on TV have been pushin for TB.... Anywho ALL of us were to go.. but it seems that one of our Family has been trying to trun on us for some time......ironicly enough the same person to say I get pissed off all the time..... well none the less this person didnt show up to Javi's GT....... sad too.... we had alot of fun. Well this is where my story starts back up again. So if you are working for someone friend of not you try to do your best and be there on time and not take days off right? welll thats what I thought or maybe its just me

Joke #2
A lonely lady, aged 60ish, decided that is was time to get in a relationship again. She put an ad in the local newspaper that read: HUSBAND WANTED: MUST BE IN MY AGE GROUP (60's-70ish), MUST NOT BEAT ME, MUST NOT RUN AROUND ON ME, AND MUST STILL BE GOOD IN BED! ALL APPLICANTS PLEASE APPLY IN PERSON. On the second day she heard the doorbell. Much to her dismay, she opened the door to see a gray-haired gentleman sitting in a wheel chair. He had no arms or legs. "You're not really asking me to consider you, are you?" the woman said. "Just look at you! You have no legs!" The old gentleman smiled, "Therefore, I cannot run around on you!" "You don't have any arms either!" she snorted. Again, the old man smiled, "Therefore, I can never beat you!" She raised an eyebrow and asked intently, "Are you still good in bed??" The old man leaned back, beamed a big smile and said, "I rang the door bell, didn't I?" The wedding is scheduled for Saturday...

Its Happy Hour-want Double The Pts?
YES ITS HAPPY HOUR. DO YOU YOU WANT DOUBLE THE CHERRY PTS? WELL I HAVE PLENTY OF PICS YOU CAN RATE, AND ALSO A LARGE STASH. SO COME ON OVER AND SHOW ADOPT A SODIER SOME LOVE AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR. Adopt a soldier. AKA **DJ ADAMS**@ CherryTAP

My Lost Content
something left me wanting waking hell is destiny? Weary and defiled lost and violated not a broken man just short of shattered everything ... my past like it ever fucking mattered wait for me I'll love some day maybe without goading rain falling soothes me and blood flows so easily when youre crying sky is always dark sun doesnt seen to shine life has been taken from you and days last like pain is the divine no one cares for those who need whos the one whom you should need broken but not all apart your pain life always seems to feed nothing takes the stench of life its stuck like bones in graves stretch the skin and grip the knife follow the line and take the pain you crave D-BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

Something To Ponder
It never ceases to amaze me how certain things that seem so perfect can bring your life to a total halt. Think of that amazing bike ride on the trail when all the sudden a large stick gets stuck between your spokes causing you to fly off face first into the mud... but you get up and brush yourself off, curse a little and get back on for your ride home (I had a similar incident as a child when my shoelace got caught in the stupid chain... what a catastrophe!!). But back to the point, some people spend their entire lives in search of "THE ONE"... and often when they find that person it's like some higher power has to interfere (say throw a stick in the spokes) a little to test the strength, support system, communication and love of all involved. Be it a pregnancy scare, a death in the family, a conflict of religion, the first huge argument over the bills, an ex who you thought was "the one", or whatever. Some people seem to miss the test entirely and lose out on their soul mate due t

As The Internet Grows
As the Internet grows and becomes a part of our lives, it brings with it a unique opportunity to meet people we likely would never have met in any other way. And very often, those people we meet on line will become friends. Sometimes, very close friends.

My Gift To You
I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"

4.09.07
Your Mistake when the pain is something i can't ignore and wondering why as i fall to the floor when you cut or burn it out and bring back the nightmares and crushing doubt when the child dies inside who will you call when it's time to hide? when you fall and cry for relief will you remember my faithful belief? and when you hear the word goodbye will you know why it still made me cry?

Heart Thoughts
Sitting here remembering when I saw the beauty rush out like a might wind I never saw it before or bothered to notice But now I see it and on it I am focused. The gentleness of your voice The way you make me feel when I see your lovely smile. The way you laugh and care for others Even go beyond the extra mile. I am focused on that whether you believe me or not My heart aches for you And my stomach is in knots. Now I had to declare, The thoughts of my heart. In hopes that you'd give me, A place in your heart

I Love You, My Friend
Shall I run or hide And die inside Or pretend That I never knew you, even as a friend? Can I go back in time, Before your hand was in mine, Or erase the kiss, That I will forever miss, Or forget your eyes That seem to hypnotize? Can my mind erase The feel of your embrace? How can I forget all of this And pretend it doesn't exist? I want you to know one thing that will never end - my love for you. I love you, my friend

Words Are Not Enough
The words "I miss you" can not display The depths of how I care. The words "I want you" do not betray The extent of what I dare. The words "I need you" can not convey The extent of my prayer. The words "I love you" do not portray The heights of my err.

F**k That S**t!
(rant) you know what fuck that shit i'm tired of all these winey ass bitches in the world asking why don't u do this or do that. right now i'm sittin here typing this and dj'in on a internet radio show.... yes playin MY MUSIC not shit ppl are requesting if u don't like my fuckin shows don't fuckin tune in cause god knows i RARELY tune in to half the other shows simply because i don't wanna hear their music. and ppl who think they can sound sexy and cant need to keep their mouths shut. fuckin skanks don't know what the fuck they doin i swear to all that is holy i will fuckin go insane SOON! (/rant)

The Dash
The Dash I read of a man who stood to speak At the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone From the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth And spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all Was the dash between those years. (1934 - 1998) For that dash represents all the time That she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her Know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; The cars...the house...the cash, What matters is how we live and love And how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, That can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough To consider what's true and real, And always try to understand The way other people feel. And be less quick to anger, And show appreciation more And love the people in our lives Like w

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me...
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me... If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye. For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, The thou

Shower Time
Things heat up as the water runs down our flesh, We're fueled by the sexual excitement. And the steam from the shower slowly takes our breath, Engaged in everlasting enlightenment.... Running my tongue in a downward direction, Reaching your most sexiest place. Kissing and licking until your expression, Tells me the sex can't wait... So with my erection I enter your body, With each thrust you respond with a moan. Sexing in the shower, a power so godly, As the orgasm takes over our bones... We turn off the water, and dry ourselves off, Wishing that we had some more headroom. We smile as we envision another swell thought, And we make our way to the bedroom... Nemesis of Nazerath

Thank You Tho I Don't Understand It
on another note..... i have to thanks all the hot women that have left the comments on my photos.. tho honestly i don't see what you all think is sexy about me but someone told me to shut up and accept it ;) you know who you are.... to all those commenters if you read this and you posted thank you and i guess i'll just keep tryin to be myself and maybe i can still be sexy ;)

Excuse Me Miss
Excuse me miss, but if your not too busy, I don't want to take up your time. I just gotta be honest, your looking very pretty, And I would like to get to know you over some wine.... I'm twenty seven, single and no kids, Down to earth, funny and caring. I'm into poetry and music, with a little showbiz, And can be a little wild and daring... So if you ever got any free time I wonder, Maybe you and I can go out? Just give me a call, here is my number, And we'll have a great time, no doubt... -Nemesis the Nazerene-

.midget.madness.
so im sittin here...not really payin attention to the television cuz im kind of engrossed in intermittant conversation... and im eating a snack of fuji apples..sliced...chunky peanut butter n some dates...n i look up... n theres this midget...n then i cant find the remote to change the channel...cuz 'little people' just freak me out...dunno why...whatever...when the other person on the screen pulls out this huge gun...n SHOOTS HIM so im all *whew* ok dead midget...but no. it gets up. so now theres a zombie midget. i dont know what this show is. i dont know where my remote is. and theres peanut butter stuck to the roof of my mouth. gah.

I Will Like To Know How Many Boricuas Are Represnting Here In Cherry Taps.
¡Que Pasa Boricua! Get more at BorikuaSpace.com I just will like to know how many of beautiful Boricuas are here on Cherry Tap showing mad love for the Island of Puerto Rico. We need to stick together and represent our homeland even thought we are far away from it. That is our homeland and will be part of our hearts until we are 6 feet under.

Free Downloads
ANYONE WANNA DOWNLOAD STUFF 4 FREE? LIKE MUSIC, MUSIC VIDS, COMMERCIALS, MOVIES, PORN, SOFTWARE (THAT U WOULD NORMALLY HAVE 2 PAY 4), TV SHOWS, ETC. GO 2 'LIMEWIRE.COM'....HERE'S THE LINK...(copy & paste in ur browser): http://www.limewire.com/english/content/home.shtml (I even downloaded LimeWirePro 4 free using it, but they locked it so u can't anymore...haha) jk.

So....
It's official. I'm dumped. I called Haeli today and she sounded normal this time but she still meant every crazy thing she said last night. I know she's home by now and part of me wants to drive over and talk to her face to face about this... but the other half feels like, why should I have to convince my girlfriend to be with me? So there goes six months. The tender nights and even sweeter mornings. I had started to think about what a life with her would be like. And I liked that picture... I really don't know how I feel about any of this. It's kinda... blurry. Unreal. I'm gonna drown myself in country music. Night all.

Alittle About Me...
Well, I figure for my first blog, I'll just put up alittle about me. I'm 22 years old, I live in honesdale Pennsylvania, I just got out of a serious relationship, and I have three wonderful children. I play guitar, as much as I possibly can, but lately that hasnt been as much as I would like. My current favorite drink is Sex In The Graveyard(Its delicious, next time your at a bar order one, you shouldnt be disapointed), and I smoke entierly too much. I listen to just about any kind of music imaginable. I love movies, and I hope to direct one of my own one of these days. I really dont know what else to put down here, so any questions, feel free to ask, and I will answere as soon as I possibly can. :)

Walking Tall
HIS SHADOW EXTENDED HALF WAY DOWN THE ROAD HIS SHOULDER BROAD AND THOUGHT UNTOLD, HE DEMANDED RESPECT FROM FRIENDS AND FOES ALIKE BUT TO KNOW HIM ,YOUD HAVE TO LIKE. A TALL MAN,MUSCELLED AND STRONG SET FORTH TO SET RIGHT ALL OTHERS WRONGS. A TEDDY BEAR IN DISGUISE,YOU COULD SEE THE LOVE DEEP IN HIS EYES. HE GAVE TILL HED HURT AND IT NEVER BOTHERED HIM WHEN FROM A FRIEND HED GET BURNT. HE SERVED HIS COUNTRY SO BRAVE AND TRUE. ONLY CARING FOR FOLK LIKE ME AND YOU. HIDING HIS OWN PAIN SO THAT OTHERS MIGHT GAIN. HE WALKED TALL MAKING OTHERS FEEL SMALL HE WALKED TALL GIVING TO OTHERS HIS ALL DESERTED AND LEFT ALONE FOR HIS SINS HE WOULD ATONE THEN CAME THE DAY,AS I KNELT BY HIS BED, I REMEMBERED HIS LAST WORDS TO ME HE SAID. LIFE IS TO SHORT ,TO WORRY OR CRY LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST,TILL YOU DIE. GIVE TO OTHERS AND ASK NOT ANY RETURN GIVE THEM LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING IN WHICH INSIDE YOUR SOUL DOES BURN, HE WALKED TALL YET WAS GENTLE AS A TEDDY BEAR HE WALKED TALL

Just What Is The American Dream?
Good morning this the day after Easter. How are you doing? I am doing fine, tired but fine. Tried putting down wood flooring and a bit of tile around the French doors on the main floor. I am glad Jax and Mandy were able to help my knees are sore enough. I heard a car commercial on the way into work this morning and it has me thinking. The commercial had a salesman trying to sell potential customers on the slogan to be able “To live the American Dream.” Ok, I am American and for the life of me I have no clue what the American Dream is. Do you know? I mean, I do not hear any other countries say what the Arab dream is, The French Dream, The China dream… although the last two sound like porn stars… But, you get my point. If anyone in another country hears their country say the Country they live in Dream then please let me know. I can only guess is the American Dream is to have a Home, Financially set, A family, A Great job and gosh I don’t know… what is it??? I mean I have often heard of i

Erotica: Visit
Maybe it wasn't really a conscious decision. They had been dating for over a year and half, and living together for over a year of that time. Their life together was unique, almost idyllic. They had just bought a house on two acres, a little distance from town. There were gardens, dogs, animals. The place helped to foster a genuine love between them. And Sam loved her more deeply then anything he had ever felt, and she him. It was often beyond words, beyond description. Perhaps that's the reason why the request didn't strike Sam as anything beyond innocent. Kay's ex-boyfriend Lee was in town for a visit in the Fall. Her first real love. They had split over two years back. She hadn't seem him since. A potter, recluse, artist-type, Lee was much taller--about 6'5"-- and a half-decade younger--late-20s--than Sam. Lee had a thick beard and very short curly chestnut brown hair that was cropped close to his head, and lanky frame. When Kay asked about Lee visiting the house (and maybe "s

Friend
FOR YOU, MY FRIEND Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die Before you do I'll go to heaven And wait for you I'll give the angels Back their wings And risk the loss Of everything Just to prove My friendship is true I'm thankful to have Family and Friends like you!

Random Thoughts And My Life
ALONE I share my life with you. I live alone. You stand right next to me. I stand alone. I give my heart to you. I love alone. Your mind is closed to me. I think alone. I lay in bed with you. I lie alone. You don't touch me. I cry alone. I reach for you. I feel alone. You turn you back to me. I am alone. Lilia Roberts

Crack Whores
This blog has nothing to do with crack whores. I just like the way that looks as a title. OF course, now that you know it's not about crack whores, you're all likely to leave at this point. Well go on. Who needs you? Stinky, ungrateful, crack-whore-loving dinks.

Three In One! I'm B To The O To The R E D
survey time!!! Appearance: I'm short: false I have scars: true I tan easily: true (i'm native american... dur!) I burn easily: false I wish my hair was a different color: FALSEEEEE I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: true I wear glasses or contacts: true I have 5 or more piercings: true I have/had piercing in places besides my ears: true I have freckles: false (maybe one day i will tattoo them on) Relationships: I'm in one right now: true I miss someone right now: true I've gotten divorced: false I've had a crush on a teacher: true I've hugged a stranger: true Embarrassment: I've laughed so hard I've cried: true I've glued my hand to something: true I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose: true I've had my pants rip/drop in public: true I was born with a disease/impairment: false I've sat in a doctor's office with a friend: true I've had my wisdom teeth removed: true I've had a serious surgery: true I've had chi

More Of The Way I Feel
Life seems so dark and alone to me Family so cold and unloving Friends so distant and unreachable I look around the room and see lonliness and dispare Only to reach out and see no one there Lifes cold and lonely grasp has its hold on me Wish there was something or someone i could see Someone who understands why its meant to be.. The hurt so hard and deep plagues me,makes me wonder why i even go on.. Theres nothing here for me other then my 3 kids Id love to move far far away and say to hell with family and the way things are.. You know sometimes in life theres many things that are not understood and to me my parents are one of those, Easter Sunday I visited the parents as i normally do and asked if i could check my messages , so i logged onto cherrytap and checked them and signed back out, well to make a long story short, when i left my parents checked the history tab to see where i had been ( which is bullshit to begin with im 38 yrs old) so in order to see my page

My King (do You Know Him?)
This message was a definitive wake-up call for me. I truly needed this message. If you don't know who Jesus is or what he's about, read on. If you do, here's a reminder. My King was born King. The Bible says He’s the seven-way King. He’s the King of the Jews- that is a racial King. He’s the King of Israel - that’s a national king. He’s the King of righteousness, He’s the King of the ages, He’s the King of heaven, He’s the King of glory, He’s the King of kings and He is the Lord of lords. Now, that’s my King. Well, I wonder if you know Him. Do you know Him? Don’t try to mislead me - do you know my King? David said, “The heavens declare the glory of God and the firmament shows His handiwork.” My King is the only one, whom there is no means of measure can define His limitless love. No far-seeing telescope can bring into visibility the coastline of His shore less supplies. No barriers can hinder Him from pouring out His blessing. He’s enduringly strong. He’s e

To All My Friends
TODAY WILL BE MY LAST DAY ON HERE UNTIL SUNDAY. I START WORK AGAIN ON WEDNESDAY AND MY SCHEDULE WILL ONLY ALLOW ME TO BE ON HERE SUNDAYS AND MONDAYS FOR A FEW WEEKS. I LOVE YOU ALL AND WILL MISS CHATTING WITH YOU BUT I WON'T FORGET YOU. I'LL STILL BE AROUND. HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!! JIM

More Bad News On Mom In Law
We talked with the doctors this weekend and its looking pretty bad. They say that they do a trial breathing test each morning to see how she is going to do breathing on her own. She is not doing well at all. She has pnumonia in both lungs, pretty bad, and her lungs are so weak already thats its taken a toll on her. The doctors ask my husband Saturday to start thinking about how long he wants to keep her on the ventalator. Considering he is the medical power of attorney, it is primalary his decision, although he will discuss this with the rest of the family, he is the one that has to sign the papers. It has taken a lot out of both of us. Along with others in his family. Please continue to keep us in your prayers that God help us to make the right decision regarding what is best for her. And on another note. Thoes of my friends that smoke, please consider quiting. Every one of my mother in laws problems are related to her smoking. Please consider your families and what they are going

Men Are Like ........
One of my friend's gave this to me and i want to share it with all of my friends out there. Here it is: MEN ARE LIKE 1. Men are like....laxatives...they irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like...bananas...the older they get the less firm they are. 3. Men are like...weather...nothing can change them. 4. Men are like...blenders..you need one, butyour not quite sure why? 5. Men are like...chocolate bars..sweet, smooth and they usually head straight for the hips. 6. Men are like...commercials...you can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like...department stores...their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like...government bonds...they take sooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like...masacra...they usually run at the first sight of emotion. 10. Men are like...popcorn..they satisfy you, but only for a while. 11. Men are like...snowstorms...you never know when their comming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are l

Need To Take Time With Friends
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. a professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table

Coppertone Girl!!! Rofl
Remember that cute little Coppertone girl with her dog pulling on her blue bathing suit bottoms during the late 50's and throughout the 60's? Well, she's all grown up now, and is living in Sarasota , Florida at Siesta Key Beach

Sexy Report Card
sexy report card.. F = I HEARD UGLY IS CONTAGIOUS DON'T TALK TO ME! D = YOUR PARENTS MUST BE HATED C- = You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C = You're okay looking, but u need work... C+ = You're just average B- = Your kinda cute and ur cool i guess B = You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ = Pretty damn attractive. A- = You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. A = DAMN YOUR BEAUTIFUL A+ = Gourgeous ... be mine? A++ = I want to marry you

It's Not Right
If someone rates my profile(or photo) a 10, CT let's me know who it was. If someone rates my profile a 1, or anything less than a 10 for that matter, CT keeps the rating anonymous. I don't agree with this arrangement.

World Wide Harem
Hi ladies!!! (waves and blows kisses to my fans...) Since all women are part of my World Wide Harem I am soon going to print up membership cards and wanted to let you know that I will need some Chapter Presidents of the Fan Club so that I can reduce some of the fan mail I get... Btw, if I ever do wake up from this dream I am hoping some hot looking blonde is lying next to me asking me to go for a ride on the harley... XO

He Stood There In The Shadows And Waited For Me
He stood there in the shadows and waited for me I waited for him to come and he answered I needed his love and he gave of himself I see him in my dreams this Dark Angel Hair like the raven, eyes that speak in mystery and fire He whispers to me his deepest secret desire This Dark Angel steps from the shadows Into the light, his face care worn of love's widow He looks down upon me and His gentle breath Envelopes me in His sweet caress of longing To be loved and vanquish the silence of lost pain Only to escape into the delight of his touch like summer rain My Dark Angel has gone into the shadows once more For He only lives for now only in a dream Waiting and longing for the seed to be sown From the seed that blossoms into Love's abode In His Heart he bears eternal hope of undying will And the Faith he carries inside him that death can't kill

*changing?*
I Ran Into A, Well, How To Describe Him. He Made My Middle School Experience Rather Annoying. Constantly Teasing & Joking On Me. Typical Boy Behavior When The One Person You Want Won't Give You The Attention You Crave. Yeah, Well, He Wanted Me Bad. And I Refused To Give Him The Time Of Day Because Of How He Acted. I Know It's Regular Boy Behavior But I Was Way Ahead Of Him In Maturity Points. His Best Friend Was Jealous Of The Fact That Not Only Did He Want Me Over Her But I Had A Bigger Rack Than She Did So She Constantly Teased Me And Talked Shit Behind My Back Thinking It Would Destroy Me. Too Bad I Don't Pay Attention To What Two Bit Jealous Girls Have To Say About Me. So In Order To Still Be Friends With Her He Followed Suit And Picked On Me Too. After Middle School I Ran Into Him At A Carnival And We Dated Very Briefly. It Just Wasn't Workable At The Time. Different High Schools, No Vehicles Of Our Own, Seperate Work Schedules And Different Friends. I Was At Lazy Dayz, O

"tell Me"
If your heart could talk, tell me, what would it say? Would it apologize deep in its soul that things worked out this way? Or would it laugh with a deep hollow sound, that game you always play? I see the taunting in your eyes, every second of every day. If you heart could listen, tell me, what would it hear? The crack of my heart shattering or the rhythmic echo of tears? Or maybe a gasp of failing breath caused by your wake of lonely fear? My mind is slowly dying because you left things so unclear. If your heart could touch, tell me, what would if feel? Would it reach out for this flesh and blood, you can't deny is real? Or would it bask in such delight, waiting for my final appeal? I sit here, now that the damage is done, your conscience is so unreal. If you heart had vision, tell me, what would it see? That cold and icy bitterness inside that only you can be? Or would it ever realize it's all alone,

Office Service Call
Office Service I was unaware that Mindy had a copier in her office, but the request for service was from her none the less. I actually looked forward to the call, she always dressed nicely, she had a beautiful face and nice legs. I hoped that I would get more than just a few peeks at her lovely body. I got my tools and made the trip, hoping that she would not notice my arrousal at the thought already. I knocked on the door and there was no answer. Entering, I saw the copier behind her desk... it would be a good place to view here. I set my tools up and hear singing... no it was more like moaning... coming from a closet? I stepped to the door and heard running water... did she have a shower in her office??? Oh my... I listened at the door... she was enjoying herself... oh my... what to do... what to do??? I got to work, trying to hide my arrousal at the thought of her soap slickened skin beneath my hands... I was totally surprised when the door opened, she gasped and I turned. She

Hey Ladies The Penis Wants A Raise
THE PENIS WANTS A RAISE I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1-------- I do physical labor. 2.------- I work at great depths. 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5.--------I work in a damp environment. 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7.------- I work in high temperatures. 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. Reply: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: > 1. You do not work 8 hours straight.

Down Rater Alert
THE PICTURE ABOVE IS IN THE LOVELY LEGS CONTEST AND SOMEONE HAS JUST RATED IT A 6. YOU WOULD THINK THAT AFTER LOOKING AT ALL THE LEGS IN THE CONTEST A 6 IS PITYFUL AND WHO ELSE HAS THIS PERSON DONE THIS TO

04-09-2007
Do you every wish that the thoughts in your head would slow down so that you could sort them all out? Saturday I threw a birthday party for my wife. Over the last few weeks, there has been alot of tensio between us, and she didnt want a party, but I ignored her and threw one anyone. I've noticed that we've discovered new ways to avoid each other, and to be honest, thats fine with me. I can only stand so many snippy comments, and condencending tones. I am a non confrontational type, so its like a ballet around our house. But lots of people showed up, we grilled hot dogs and hamburgers, people brought dishes to pass, and it was a pretty good time. Her birthday fell on a week where all our friends had their kids, and they're all in the age group of 3-9, so that was a little shock to our systems. It is well known amongst our friends that I'm not a big fan of children, but they were all wonderful. But I do admit, I think the dogs and cats were relieved to see them all go. It wip

12 Types Of Females
12 types of females! 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings. b. She starts to act like she's your "main". c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak. d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replac

Damn....
here i sit once again wondering. i mean i let my babys daddy take her for the week figuring it was only fair for him to get her for a lil while. talked to a friend last night finally after like a week of us barely speaking cuz of everything going on. and missing my soldier like crazy. my mind is racing trying to figure things out but for some reason it cant seem to grasp anything at all. my life has seemed to become work work and more work. barley ever have the time to spend with my baby while shes awake anymore cuz im always either at work or on my way out hte door if im not trying to get my apartment situated. i fear that im not giving her the attention she needs from me yet i dont have any choice but to do things like this if i am going to support her and keep her from going without. and damn i will never let her go without. family has finally started to just back off and let me do my thing my way so i can finally live life my way but that hasnt helped any cuz i am still a sin

Missing Him
wow its been a lil over two months since my babi boi has been gone. we have been togehter a lil over five months and i love him but still fear what will happen when he comes home. i dont know what to expect. i mean i can tell by his picture that he has definitely changed physically but has he changed emotionally too?? has his personalilty changed?? i just dont know what to think. i know that he is happy and for that i am happy but i dont want to set my heart on this and then come to learn that something has changed with him and we arent gonna work out. i dont want for him to one day tell me hes found someone else but i just dont know. i know i shouldnt have this fear cuz he has never done anything to make me fell as if im not his one and only but i have already lost one relationship due to the military and i am so scared of losing another. all i know is that i so cant wait for him to actually be home so i know where we are going in this relationship and so i can stop missing him so

.thus.far.
my morning thus far: throwing the effin cat off mah effin pillow six times. learn bitch. its MAH pillow. monkey yelling 'eat' at me. getting up. giving monkey a cup. calling the shitty insurance company to find out who the ass mah kids dr is cuz tree forbid they actually *gasp* send me insurance cards. getting their id numbers calling the PCP making monkey an appt for stitch removal. finding out the emergency room is a moron and its 7 days not 4. tards letting monkey eat peanut butter out of the container off a spoon. watching Poe attempt to climb into an empty cap'n crunch box. emptying the dishwasher reloading the dishwasher washing down the counters putting on some jams wincing in a slight amount of pain that came from left field. hmmmmm and its barely 11. other than my stomach taking up residence in my throat...its been an okay day thus far... good sauce.

Fun Stuff
1. Your Name:? 2. Age:? 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Have sex on the first date? 15. Would you kiss me during sex? 16. Do you think I would be good in bed? 17. Three sum? 18. How many times would you like to cum? 19. Would you use me as a booty call? 20. Do you like fore play? 21. What is fore play to you? 22. Can we take pictures of the act?

What Do U Think
I'VE GOTTA FIND YOU! I've got this dream that won't go away When I close my eyes your there night and day Baby whatever it takes I've gotta find you Are you someone I know or that I'll meet by chance Are you somewhere close or in a far away land Across the ocean or burnin' sand, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you, don't care how long it takes I know when I do it'll be worth the wait With God as my witness and love as my guiding star Maybe Miami on some sandy beach New York City making waves on wall street No matter where you are, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you You could be a checker at the grocery store For all I know you're the girl next door One thing I know for sure, I've gotta find you You might be a waitress workin' your way through school Or the anchor person on the six o'clock news Only my heart knows who, I've gotta find you I've gotta find you, don't care how long it takes I know when I do it'll be worth the wait With God as my w

Loved
Handsome and strong Safe and warm Loved and needed Handsome to make me want Handsome to make me need Handsome to make me drool Handsome to make me a fool Strong arms to hold out the rain Strong hands to ease my pain Strong heart to love me when I'm bad Strong mind to keep me from being sad Safe in his world Safe in his love Safe in his family Safe is what he makes me feel Warm in his embrace Warm in his love Warm in his eyes Warm in his laugh Loved by his words Loved by his actions Loved by him Loved because of him Needed in every touch Needed in every kiss Needed in every day Needed by me

How To Treat A Woman.
In case someone forgot to teach you how or what you should expect: *respect- her and her opinions as she should do yours *listen -even if you don't like what she has to say she needs to say it, and who knows you may learn something *open the door for her-yes she can do it her self that is not the point the point is the little damn things *little things- mean as much or more then the big ones because they show you really do care enough to do them and are thinking of her *never- lie to her what hurts is not just the crime but the lie, that you could not even be stand up enough to except responseablty for it *never- cheat if you love her, she is all you need and if you need more and she doesn't, then get out, small pain here is better than major hurt later. *never- judge with out hearing her side *never- belive she is perfect she is human that means flaws *never- diss her flaws they are what make her unique in all the world *never- try to change her, support and encourage her

Dag Event #2
Strange Highways It's a crazy world we live in and I'm leaving it today for another institution we crazy people play Every time I climb the mountain and it turned into a hill I promised me that I'd move on and I will I I good for nothing going nowhere so they say hey someone give me blessings for they say that I have sinned That when I crawl inside myself and ride into the wind on strange highways on strange highways Hey you I want your number don't even wonder we do things our way here Questions these are forbidden we got no answers believe us anyway So here is my confession it's the only broken rule sometimes I crawl inside of me Where I can be the fool on strange highways on strange highways oh You can see the other side and you shall come over you can't leave the other side if you say I will Everytime I climb the mountain and it turned into a hill well I promised me I'd disappear and now I know I will So someone give me blessings for the times you say I've sinne

Stuck
Im having a hard time understanding how its possible for ME to be my ONLY friend, yet my worst fucking enemy at the same time. Misery truly does love company, and a total lack of such, only makes one feel all the more miserable. I give up.

Ice.....in Case Of Emergency
Isn't it true that we all carry our mobile phones with hundreds of names/numbers > > stored in its memory but yet nobody, other than ourselves, > > knows which of these numbers belong to our near and dear ones? > > > > > > Let us for a moment create a scenario wherein (God forbid) > > we are involved in an accident or had a heart attack > > and the people attending to us get hold of our mobile phone > > but don't know which number to call to inform our family members. > > > > > > Yes, there are hundreds of numbers stored > > but which one is the contact person in case of an emergency? > > > > > > > For this reason, we must have one or more telephone numbers stored > > under the name ICE (In Case of Emergency) in our mobile phones. > > > > > > Read below for more details. > > > > > > > > > > Fwd: "ICE" Campaign > > > > > > > > > > Recently, the concept of

Wanna Get Some Of Me........
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What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life
Your Birthdate: June 3 You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone. Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them. Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 3 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5 You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

Damn, I'm Bitchy Today.
Nosy fucker*: Hey, I have a question for you ->Me: Ask Nosy fucker: Do you have yahoo messenger? ->Me: Yes Nosy fucker: whats your yahoo name? ->Me: Why should I tell you that? Nosy fucker: um to chat? ->Me: I realize that, I'm not dense. Let me rephrase: why would I want to chat with you? *name has been changed to protect the 'innocent' Evil of me, I know but what can I say, I'm in a spiteful mood. Bah humbug (does that only apply around Christmas? So what, I'm using it now) and all that.

Attn: Shawna
You want your spoiled ass way, heres your one way out. This is the only time and chance you will get to push me back away from my kid. I'm tired of listening to your bullshit, your lies, and manipulating everything that is said so that it benefits you. Now you can go fuck yourself. Aside from this email, it will be copied to my blogs here on myspace as well as cherrytap, emailed to your husband on myspace as well as your yahoo account. Tomorrow 4/10/2007 I'll call the worker from ORS and inform her of all this as well. You wanted a public spectacle, well here ya go.; Although quite hilarious to listen to you throw around the term "sign away your rights" Heres the proper term, "consenting adoption" By May 15. NO Exception. It will be complete. you will incur all expenses. Until she is 18, at which time she can change it. NO Exception. Abbie will take on my name. NOT Anderson, NOT Bailey, VITTORI It will be noted legally, if possible in the adoption papers that I w

~...vampire Folk Lore An More...~
Vampires, at least to me, are the most mystical, beautiful, and mysterious of all mythical creatures. Their existence, whose beginning is unknown, is eternal. However, eternity here is considered as a plague, a curse, instead of a merit. Their only need is that blood, the primal essence of any living creature. Living in eternal night, for the sun is also their destroyer, these powerful creatures rule the darkness. Folklore: Many people have different theories according to their origins... Some say they are the offspring of Caine, the first murderer, killer of his own brother; and therefore each one carries Caine's curse: to live in darkness, to eat ashes and drink blood, and mainly, the fact that Death will never come for you. They are the primal undead, still capable of maintaining a physical body in perfect shape. Another unknown fact, is if vampires are either weakened or repelled by holy objects: be they crosses or holy water. Another destroyer is, of course, the stake throug

In The Heat Of The Moment
Its been on our minds all day and its gettin hard to resist the temptations of this sinful little game we play to achieve our greatest sensations... Our eye contact is gettin stronger and the time is gettin right But I know I won't have to wait much longer As the day slowly fades to night... The time is now... lets sieze the moment And from the second I started touching you Your juices start flowing, and your sea of love is open And you begin to orgasm... in multiples. We're done for now, but its far from over Because this... we must do again A feeling so intense you can't control your exposure Theres no need to ask you who wins. -Nemesis of Nazerath- www.myspace.com/nemesis1979

Nsfw Photos
Just a quickie to let everyone that has messaged me or spoken to me in shout..Ive taken my NSFW pics down. I havent blocked anyone or stopped anyone from seeing them..they are on My eyes only mode.. Not sure if I will be putting them up again..will see how I feel in a bit, thanks for your messages...Love Molly xox

When You Lose Your Heart
Some times we wander in darkness. Not knowing where we go. this i did for years.searching for my soul. In pain and sarrow,hoping to be done. i found my soul,in the heart,of another one. happiness and joy were mine.but i made some mistakes. its seems she cant forgive me.no matter what i say. my love is real,my love is true,and this will never end. no matter what the world might bring.im hers untill my end. i'll waite for her forever,if that is what it takes. my heart is true to her,even when it breaks.

I Hate School
ya so i found out that im failing 2 of my 3 classes an i have to gett a b average or im kicked out of my school witch also means im kicked out my house an insurance an have to go back to wi wit my mom an dad woo hoo or find my own place to live which i cant afford to do ahhh i hate life it sucks

Now That Easter's Over!
An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She's chatting it up With St.Peter At the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the Most wful,blood curdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter,"It's only someone having the holes put into her shoulder blades for wings." The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more blood curdling screams. "Oh my God," Says the old lady, "now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St. Peter, "She's just having her head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the old Lady, "I'm going to hell." "You can't go there,"says St. Peter. "You'll be raped and taken advantage of." "Maybe so, says the old lady, but I've already got theholes for that."

Having A Hard Time Right Now.
Most of my life I wasnt over weight and sense I broke my leg and had to have surgery to put it back together I have gained so much weight and I just and cant seem to lose but maybe a few pounds here and there and then I just cant lose anymore. I know getting older makes it alot harder to lose but what can I do should I get the lap band surgery or just keeping working on it myself?

Waiting..
I stand outside the window looking in…I see you there. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The storm inside my soul rages as my heart bleeds for your touch. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My breath on the glass builds as I yearn for a simple look my way. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My eyes mist over as I watch you holding a collar; I could only pray that it would be for my neck. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * My finger prints leave running marks as I lower my hand; not knowing how to fix me…how to fix us. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I know will complete me. * The rain hides my pain as I turn to walk away; for know we lost each other again in this life, tears me apart. You are my only wish in life, you are the only desire that I kno

Imposter!
This chick/male has ripped off a girlfriend of mines pics. http://cherrytap.com/user/782417 I have wrote her and brought this to her attention in which she responded.... hey!! wow thanks for letting me know about this...that is my picture on the profile...but i can't get in and see the rest of them, i guess i have to join... but i'm sure they're me too if this person is posing as me. whoever it is is definitely an imposter! =( what is this site, anyway? i've never heard of it but it looks like myspace which i am totally addicted to. lol The pics were stolen from my girlfriends site on SC: http://www.southern-charms3.com/angel/photos.htm (link is nsfw if you veer away from this page) Angel is a gorgeous girl and I can see why someone would want to be like her, but they never will be..so it makes no sense to rip off her pics and try to pretend to be her. What are they getting off doing that? If ya'll wouldn't mind bombing this imposters page I'd really appreciate it

Isobel
"Get down on your knees." The command was curt, delivered in a low growl. Isobel obeyed, unthinking, knees sinking down onto the plush carpeting. Yet the sensation on her kneecaps was rough and abrasive, like the man who stood in front of her. She felt a frisson of indignation stiffening her spine. He must have sensed it, because he gave her a derisive smile, gloating in his power over her. "Daddy, please." The words caught in her throat. She was so reluctant to beg, but the plea slipped out as easily as she'd fallen to her knees moments earlier. "No Isobel, you have to learn your lesson." He reached down and caressed her cheek with his large hand, dipping it into the thick, dark auburn mass of silky soft hair at her temple and rubbing the silken strands between calloused thumb and forefinger. "If you can't respect my sexual privacy, then you'll just have to be a participant." Her Daddy's disapproving tone belied the hungry expression in his green eyes. They glowed

Obsessive Me
OK, I went on a frenzy the past couple days and created about 35 new skins, encompassing domestic cats, wolves, tigers, other assorted wildlife, the Kansas City Royals, and the Green Bay Packers. I also already had a lot of floral and abstract colored skins. Rip 'em if you like 'em. Next up, more wildlife, dragons, fairies, and, because I damn well feel like it, some TV themes (Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Veronica Mars, specifically). Here's thumbnails of some of the backgrounds/tiles I've used: If you have a request, let me know, and I'll do the best I can for you as time allows. Updated Tuesday a.m. Added a bunch more skins -- gothic, lightning, and a couple miscellaneous tiled skins.

Pre-employment Credit Checks...
I still would like to know how it can be LEGAL for companies to perform credit checks... they are NOT extending credit to you only offering employment. if your concerned with dishonesty - run a criminal background check... just because a person had problems paying their Visa bill shouldnt mean you cant get a job! well enough ranting.. just pissed is all!

Void
i'm not in the mood to write a blog i'm not in the mood to read your blogs. as a matter of fact... the only thing i wanted to say at all... was fuck off. all of you. except you... because you didn't do anything wrong. but the rest of you.... fuck off. that is all

Getting My Heart Broke
I am tired of getting my heart broke....Guys can say they love you and all that sweet stuff and the next thing you know they are breaking your heart.....Saying you love someone should be taken lightly because love is not a word to be taken lightly....but guys seem to think it is

Best Profile Contest!!!
We have a Contest going for Best Profile Contest! Come and check and see if your friends are involved! I'm sure all of these contestants could sure use your help to get them a 30 day blast! Come one come all and Blast Blast Blast! At the moment these are the places each all in but anything can change! SWEET~THING~WILL ALWAYS PIMP ~ANCIENT1~ (7620) Pastor Cherrypie Bear Family Of Cherrytap Hunters Ct Wife Head Promoter Of Scooter,Coyote Ugly Bar (7246) ~~Wett~~D.A.G. Bartender (5636) Pagan~Wiccan~Crystal~Isis (4225) StewieGriffin - I AM ON A FAN FRENZY! IF I FANNED YA!! PLEASE FAN ME BACK :-) (4066) JadedSouls (945) Tracy

My Destiny
The Destiny you match most closely is Provider At your core, you're meant to be a Provider. You are 90% in line with the Provider role. This indicates that you have a genuine nurturing concern for the welfare of others and you're eager to serve them. You can recognize exactly what people need and your friendly, helpful, social nature makes them feel comforted. With your kind and generous heart, you are personable, talkative, and outward with your emotions, and your openness and sensitivity make you concerned about the way others view you. You have the capacity for profound care and sympathy for others. Just be careful not to blame yourself when things go wrong. You cannot prevent bad things from happening, even though your tendency to be orderly with a strong sense of right and wrong may lead you to believe you can. Your "work hard, play hard" philosophy should do well to keep you in balance. As a Provider, you are in good company with Bill Clinton, Mary Tyler Moore, and Sal

You
how mamy times do i have to tell myself.. is not special is not important i'll wait for his call, for his messages for his attention... i am focus on my work.. but the temptation is too good... don't like the drugs but the drugs like me... wish... everything clears on my way to whatever my destiny is... wish u where here.. :(

3rd Place In The Lips Contest!!
THANKS EVERYONE FOR ALL YOUR HELP IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST I DID GET 3RD PLACE AND A DOZEN OF ROSES AS A PRIZE ;-).....COULDNT OF DONE IT WITH ALL YOUR HELP!!! MUCH LOVE ALWAYS TO EVERY ONE OF YOU ;-) STILL IN THE SEXIEST HAIR COLOR IF YOU WANT TO HELP OUT HAVE AT IT IM PRETTY FAR BEHIND IN IT BUT STILL HAVE TILL THE 11TH I THINK BEFORE IT ENDS!! WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Read This Fagalos
you can try and try to be me. look at yourself. your worthless. rejects. you all say "us juggalos stick together" lmao @ you true shit does stick together. you will lose. youre too fucking stupid to see it and know it. you already lost. its a few of you against countless numbers against you. YOU DONT WANT NOTHING? DONT START NOTHING! Bow to the X fagalos. it will always be.

Another Virus Going On... Again! Rrrrrrr
NEW VIRUS .....READ IT NOW!!!!.... Get this sent around to your contacts ASAP...we don't need this spreading around. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached filed called "Invitation" regardless of who sent it, It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which "burns" the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. If you receive a mail called "invitation", though sent by a friend, do not open it and shut down your computer immediately. This is the worst virus announced by CNN, it has been classified by Microsoft as the mostdestructive virus ever. This virus was discovered by McAfee yesterday, and there is no repair yet for thi

Thoughts Of A Woman Getting Older And Still Looking For Love
I worry that with all the gorgeous women throwing themselves at him nearly every day, with the very visual guy that he is, with friends who have stunning wives and with his past experience of dating strippers and women built like porn stars that I’m simply not going to be good enough when we finally meet in person. That I’ll be too fat, that the one crooked tooth in my smile will put him off, that the stress issues that have affected other parts of me (which embarrass me so much I won’t even voice it) will make him think twice. I constantly am in fear that I’m not going to be good enough - that in spite of all the photos, everything he’s seen thus far - it won’t be enough. I won’t be good enough or pretty enough or sexy enough for him. He’s a high-flying chap who is used to a certain lifestyle, a certain elegance and sexiness in the women he’s surrounded himself with, not a commoner like me who can’t even afford to dream of elegance. He’s been adventurous and prolific in his sex l

Thoughts 2 Ponder
THOUGHTS TO PONDER (IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER, ACTUALLY) Number 10 - Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 - Health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 - Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich! Number 7 - Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a person to use the Internet, and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 - Some people are like a Slinky; not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you see one tumble down the stairs. Number 5 - Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals,dying of nothing. Number 4 - All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 - Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200, but a substantial tax cut saves you only 30 cents? Number 2 - In the 60's, people took acid, to make the world weird. Now the world is weird, and peopl

The Way It Seems
I've blazed the trail and laid the groundwork for you to knock me over. And now I've forgiven and you've forgotten. Somehow your silence is more invasive than most screaming. Tell me, do you suffer from deja vu when you think of all the promises you transferred from my face to hers?

Best Cherrytap Friend
*Contest will run for 17 days. *Contest will start Saturday, April 14 at 8 am pst, and will end Tuesday May 1 st 28 8 am pst rules: 1. NO NSFW Pics Pic must be of the profile owner!!! this is best cherrytap friend contest Most comments wins!!! You CAN comment bomb yourself! Let me know who wants to be in contest by Thursday April 12 at 10 pm then no more entries will be accepted.. 1st place winner will get one happy hour paid by me 2nd place gets one 3 day blast 3rd place gets a one day blast let me know if you want in by Thursday April 12 at 10pm pst time

Poison
I'm not the first you've tricked to coming in, Still knowing I drank your deception down, Slow like poison, It burns, This is the last time you'll have me, I'm stronger than your games, slow like poison, it burns, This is the last time, Last time, No more of this, The last time, Last time, was too much, This is the last time, Last time, I'm stronger than this, You took my hand and lead me in, You layed me down, Slow like poison, you burn, Feel you crawl under my skin, You take me down, slow like poison, You burn, This is the last time, last time, No more of this, The last time, Last time, was too much, This is the last time, last time, I'm stronger than this

Prayers For My Son
I just wanted my friends to pray for my son. He is 12 and he had to go in to emergercy surgery earllier today. He is doing better but have a long road to get better. He had pain all weekend and took him to the doctor and said to take him over to Bryan H to have the surgery. The reason for the surgery is to remove one of his testicles. It had twisted and cutt off blood curcultion to the ball area. So it had to be removed. I pray for him and all I ask is for ur prayers as he deals with his current and long going situation. Thank you! God Bless!!

From This Moment
My love has always been forever, for that certain man of mine. To see him in my heart and soul, one can see that my eyes shine. He's always been within my heart, and deep within my soul. The love l have for him is real, it's not something l control. When he's near, my heart does melt, my knees begin to quiver. When his touch, comes close to me, my whole body shivers. His kisses make my tremble so, l can not think a word. His lips on mine, make me forget, everything l've heard. His arms around me, ohhh so tight, warm me through and through. When l'm with him, we are as one, even though we're two. He means more than the world to me, he's all l've waited for. Now we have each other always, it's him l shall adore. For from this moment, life has begun, for us again to be as one.

Warning To All My Friends!!!!!
Please be advised that I have a stalker. I hope that all of you know me well enough to know the kind of person I am and hope you choose not to believe in the lies that this person is spreading. He has already contacted some of you and for this I am truely sorry. Since this individual can no longer get to me he is after those who I hold dearest to my heart, my friends! Please feel free to ask me if you have questions and hope that you will all help me as I get through this. The names this stalker goes by on CT: tommy_vercetti & zuesprof

For All
AS YOU CAN SEE MY HEADIN WILL IT'S ME , AND I DECIDED TO LEAVE THE FAMILY , DON'T ASK ME WHY I DON'T NEED TO GIVE A REASON ALRIGHT , OVER 21 YRS OLD , AND LEAVE IT AT THAT , ALSO I HAVE DELETED MANY THAT HAS NOT BEEN AROUND . BE SAFE TAKE CARE

Nights With Out You..
I go to sleep at night, thinking of your face the love thats shared between us, with a warm embrace. Sometimes I cry at night when we can't be together, wishing oh so much, that you had left me, never. You're on my mind in every way, l can't put the past behind me, without you there's so much pain, that just won't set me free. Without you, it's like eternity, this pain is in my heart, When not even death can break the love, we will never part. I think about times we've shared, how much we loved each other, a love like ours, so intense, is truly never for another. Even though it's hard sometimes, my heart can wait awhile, for this bond that will unite us two, again across the miles. So for now, there's only three, more little words to say, just so you know, how much l care each and every day. I love you. forever and always!!

Last
i hate it when ppl put me last it really pisses me off every 1 puts me last in line they do where every they want 2 do frist talk 2 ppl do other stuff them they see me or we them they want 2 have some thing 2 do with me

Social Suffocation
Social suffocation Gasping for air looking at too many faces to see who might care. Walking in the shadows of the light And still clear out of every ones sight. Questions overwhelming my mind curiosity is it the wrong place or the wrong time? Looking at myself in the mirror What do they see what makes them stay clear? Shallow talking to some one‘s ear not being Able to speak what I feel in fear . Returning to my sheltered night Discussed with the human race and their Self centered might. So I bid all a good night! Scott baker.

A Day In The Life Of A Figure Model
Today was a full day. I went to my first shoot at 9am. The body paint artist was late so we didn't start til about 10:20am. It took 3 hours to paint me, 5 mins to shoot, 30 mins to scrub the paint off at the studio (then another 10 min. shower when I got home to get the spots I missed), kissed my husband, pet the dogs, then to my second shoot at 4:30pm. Got home about 9pm and getting ready for my day job that starts tomorrow at 8:15-5pm, work out, then a photo contest I'm entered in in Fort Worth. Whew! 6 hours of sleep and I'm up and at 'em again! Thanks for reading. This was more then a minute long video blog! lol Deejay

Have Your Cake And Eat It Too?
So ummm.. recently i\'ve been boy crazy. They have seriously have been everywhere.. a few have sparked my interest but i know not to give my heart just yet. So um.. my 20 year old friend who is 8 monthes pregant.. was seeing this guy matt for like three monthes and they were in \'love\'. my friend broke up with him because he was a virgin and she wouldn\'t have sex with him because she was pregant and she she broke up with him and slept with a 44 year old dude. Mean while still being with one of her babies daddies. ANywho. hears the problem I think i really like her ex boyfriend, and we all know that stupid friend can\'t date other friends ex\'s rule... but she already openly admited that she doesn\'t care about it and it wouldn\'t bother her. Because me and him have both made it pretty apparent that we like each other, especially in front of her. Ugh i\'m just so lost because i really do like him and shit i just don\'t want to loose a friendship to have a relationship. Alrig

Come See
Come over and see what I see. Don’t hold me here don’t hold me down let me free before I die. I still love you I just need time. Can I breathe will you let me. How long will you wait will you ever really see me. What holds you is fear, I will not leave you. I just won’t to fly free, I will return to you. Give me my wings show me you understand what I have become. You have nothing to fear I have changes but yet I am still the same everything you love is still here. The passion the wild in me every time you look in my eyes I know you see it don’t fear it, it will bring us freedom. Will I breath today, will my heart survive the night. Will you set me free to fly?

Wow Im A Prick, Lol
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A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime
A reason, A season, A lifetime People come into our life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you will know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They come to assist you a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die, Sometimes they walk away, Soometimes they act up and out and force you take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fullfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on. When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn h

Yay!
It's been decided between Michael and I, that we are going to get married (by court) the last week of this month! I'm so fucking excited! Mom is actually being supportive about it since she's realized that I won't be leaving her for a while. Omg, lol. I'm so happy. Well, just dropped in to splash that up here.

Feelings
You entered my life in such a fast way that it was kinda scary..We fell for eachother in a way that is so amazing...Finally one day you were in my arms and I was able to look into your eyes and tell you how i feel...And just that fast you were gone again....leaving behind memories, happieness, sorrow, and security...I know its going to be a while before I have you in my arms again but the memories will be with me forever...I miss you! ......Danielle.......

Ok....
Maybe i should be in bed sleeping xanax is a bitch the light headedness the weakness growing consuming my body should i sleep or should i stay up? im here but im not this sucks hahaha ok ima go take a shower this might be bad if i drown lol

Fading Future
Walking in my place is a denied face. No expression found here, just an empty space. Deserted and miserably numb, the corner is where I roam. Unsolved issues lurk my head; no heart lies in my chest. Only a tattered box remains, clinging onto childhood dreams. Drifting deeper to darkness, wondering when it all ends. Rewind and Erase; Need to be repaired, reassured that someone cares. Fix these tortured wounds; This place is unfair. Never hit play, I'm too scared.

Lmao Wtf
trust in a lie that keeps you from the pain of the truth that hurts to the bone that sheds the core to reveal the scared emotions you once bore on the sleeve of your arm to show you gave no shit about the lie that you thought would hide you from the truth to rebound the truth you told to hide the lies of the life that you wanted that you destroyed only to backlash to the pain and mistust of the valiant ones who tried to save your soul in the mist of time while stuck in your own thoughts of forgetfullness you should have remembered to dispell the lies and bring forth the truth of the past to save the future while your paranoid sitting in the present..... hahahaaha wtf? im trippin yall

The Pizza Guy
the pizza guy by Jejemo It was just any ordinary day. My man had just gotten in and called me from the motel. I was so horny, I hadn't seen him in a couple of weeks and I couldn't wait to get there. He had left the door open as usual and I came through the door and started undressing. I couldn't wait to have his hard dick in my mouth. He came out of the bathroom and said "Slow down girl, I'm hungry, lets go get something to eat." Here I am standing half naked and he wants to go eat. I started whining and told him I didn't want to go out. All I wanted to eat was him. "Well I'm hungry, we'll order pizza. I'll have pizza and you can have the pizza guy." He laughed. “You think that's funny. Well maybe I will do the pizza guy”. He laughed again and said "You wouldn't." “You just keep laughing and we'll see who's gonna get what”. His laughed turned to a grin and he said "I dare you." Now we had talked about doing it with another person, but I figured it was just our fantasy. So I

Another For Josh
am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care am i dead to you is that the truth or do you lie again best friends forever and now this your slipping away i'm loseing you gone in a heart beat only here for an instant am i to lost to be saved? am i to lost to be found or do you just not care

Part 2
well today was about as bad as it gets it was like it was straight from the "Players Club" movie and to my reality So i Walk Into work and say hello to the door girl who i partyed with the night before and had a great time Smoked mad Weed and watched a Horror flick with her and jen (her GF) and had a great time well back to the story as i peer into the club through the curtan i see a dancer giving a lap dance and she stops and points a and says come here informing me that another dancer (who was Fired mind you a week ago ) that she was in the back getting ready well i payed no mind and was told that if the girl that was fired stayed she would quit now i dont favor anyone but the dancer that told me she was gonna quit is one of my best girls and works hard when there is money to be made and is well worth keeping so i said ill talk to the MOD and see whats going on well i go to talk to the manager and my best dancer had already went to the back got dressed and packed her shit during the

Falling In Poo Can Save A Life...
Good Morning. I decided to take a break from Tuesday Tirade due in part to a reply sent on to me from a very dear friend whom I am privileged to know and think my life is better knowing her. She replied back to me on yesterday morning missive about what was an American Dream. In her reply she also attached some very touching pictures of the causalities of wars on various sites known throughout history in which both Canadian troops and American troops lost their lives protecting what at the time was world changing events and basically is the most important lesson in the struggles of life, Freedom and why we are free to have that dream. As I said I feel richer knowing her and wished all were as lucky as I. You know you have a real friend when a letter from that person can make you tear up. Now I know there are various forms of letters which can make a person tear up and all are not always a warm and fuzzy feeling after their reading, but I think you know what I am saying. So today’s miss

Camel's Ass
A nun and a priest are riding a camel through the desert. After a few days the camel falls over dead. After looking over the situation the priest figures neither one of them will survive the rest of the journey. The priest asks the nun "I have never seen a woman's breasts, and at this point it probably wouldn't matter much, so could I see yours?" The nun agrees and shows him her breasts. "May I touch them?" The nun allows him to. The priest comments sincerely how wonderful they are. The nun then asks "Father, I have never seen a man's penis before, could you show me yours? The priest drops his drawers. "May I touch it?" After she fondles his penis for a minute he sports a huge erection. The priest says, "you know if I place my penis in the proper place it can give life!" "Is that right" the nun replies? "Yes." "Then why don't you stick it up that camels ass and lets get the hell out of here!"

I Hate This War
Ok, bare with me this is my 1st blog. I dont even know where to start. A few days ago I was the happiest woman I think I have ever been. I was in love, engaged to the most wonderful man alive, and moving on with my life! Then something happened...the war took his best friend and when that happened it took a hueg part of Bryan as well. I cant even begin to imagine what its like to lose someone in a war, to touch them one day, say bye to them as they go on a mission just to find out that hes not breathing anymore and that you wont be standing beside him at the gym in October anymore. Now I know, they signed up to fight, they signed up to do this shit, but no one expects to die! Not like that...not ever! Bryan is pushing me away, called off the engagement, called off us. I cant lose him...I dont want to lose him...he is my rock! when I met Bry, all my fears and lost hope went away. He seems to really get me, he knows the real me like no one else does. Have you ever met that one person who

Cherry Tap Vs. Myspace
I just want to say that Cherry Tap kicks a little you know what compared to Myspace. Myspace is great when you first start but after a few days or weeks it becomes very boring, they give you nothing to do. At least nothing to do the keep you interested. Cherry Tap on the other hand gives you plenty to do and to keep you motivated. Thanks to the owners and creators of Cherry Tap.....This shit rocks!!!!

So Yesterday...........
I had 2 of my wisdom teeth pulled out of my mouth. And for the record I don't know why people say that it hurts, cause it doesn't. It's just when the novacaine wore off that it started to bother a little but yeah other than that it didn't hurt. And i want to smoke soooooooooooooooooooooo bad. 2:40 pm will be 24 hours, i WILL be lighting up then.

Hi Everyone!
Sorry I've been so quiet lately, I've been having a lot of things going on in my life, I find myself facing divorce and I'm kinda in a fog here lately, not to mention I have a cold that is kickin my butt. I appreciate you all sending the comments and gifts and things. I'll get myself together soon and be back on here raising hell.. hugs n loves Mari

Mingers Who Hide Behind Fake Profile Pics
Okay, why do really ugly people put a fake picture up in their profile for poor unsuspecting punters like me who then goes to their gallery and sees someone who'd make Jabba the Hutt look like a Weightwatchers champion? This is worse than those bloody morphing photos (see earlier rant)!! At lease on those you can wait for a second and see the truth! Is this just to get profile views to increase ratings? If so it's pish! Get real!!!

Living In Kc
I have decided that if I don't have a job by the end of May, I'm moving back to central Kansas. I guess you can say that I have given up. I swore that I wouldn't but there isn't much left that I can do about it. Money is tight enough right now as it is and it's only going to get worse. My quest for love has ended also. The funny thing is that every time I stop looking, men start contacting me. It wouldn't be so bad if the men were good guys but they tend to be married, unemployed, severely overweight, psycho, or just want sex. Like I have said before: Love just isn't in the cards for me.

Cherry Tap
ok i been thinking about this for a few weeks now. i post shit and VERY FEW people view and even fewer reply to what i post as bullentions. so i have come to the conclusion that they are here just for the rankings and to be in a popularity contest which I AM NOT HERE FOR THAT. so ive decided this in the next two days or so i am goign to start deleting friends and photos of my page... and probably go back to myspace ( yes i know it sucks also) but anyway thats that and its now off my chest

The Official Girlfriend Application
ok, so here's how it's going to work... if you're really interested, or just have nothing better to do, click the link i've provided below to start the application. once you're done with it, click the save icon and then send to my email where all of your information will be kept confidential. You can write and click the options directly in the application. lmao, ok, so i found a flaw in this application. i've saved it and because of the lame security settings on here, i'll be hacking the damn thing so it'll work the way it's supposed to... check back soon for the updated link NOTE: you do NOT have to fill out the parts that you really aren't comfortable sharing, just fill in as much as you can. My Email is - Cephasxpth@gmail.com Official Girlfriend Application

If You Had Me In Your Bed What Would You Do
If you had me in your bed for 24hrs. what would you do with me???????? would you run away? would you make love to me? would you fuck my brains out? what would you do?????????

I Just Wanna Know Why...
DoD Identifies Army Casualty The Department of Defense announced today the death of a soldier who was supporting Operation Iraqi Freedom. Staff Sgt. Jesse L. Williams, 25, of Santa Rosa, Calif., died April 8 in Balad, Iraq, of wounds suffered from small arms fire while conducting combat operations in Baqubah, Iraq. Williams was assigned to the 5th Battalion, 20th Infantry Regiment, 3rd Brigade, 2nd Infantry Division (Stryker Brigade Combat Team), Fort Lewis, Wash. If you wanna know more, just ask me...

R.i.p.2004-cont
(A) Spc. Roger Getung Ling, age 20, died February 19, 2004 (A) Sgt. Dale Thomas Lloyd, age 22, died July 19, 2004 (A) Sgt. Daniel Jesus Londono, age 22, died March 13, 2004 (M) Sgt. Edgar Edelberto Lopez, age 27, died August 28, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Hilario F Lopez, age 22, died December 12, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Juan Lopez, age 22, died June 21, 2004 (M) Sgt. Richard Murle Lord, age 24, died August 18, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Victor Ronald Lu, age 22, died November 13, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Joshua Elijah Lucero, age 19, died November 27, 2004 (A) Pfc. Jason Courtenay Ludlam, age 22, died March 19, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Jacob Raul Lugo, age 21, died August 24, 2004 (M) Pfc. John Lukac, age 19, died October 30, 2004 (A) Pfc. Jason Nathaniel Lynch, age 21, died June 18, 2004 (M) 1st Lt. Matthew Devin Lynch, age 25, died October 31, 2004 (M) Pfc. Christopher Dale Mabry, age 19, died April 7, 2004 (M) Lance Cpl. Cesar Fabricio Machado-Olmos, age 20, died September 13, 2004 (M) Lance C

In Your Honor
Unselfishly, you left your fathers and your mothers, You left behind your sisters and your brothers. Leaving your beloved children and wives, You put on hold, your dreams—your lives. On foreign soil, you found yourself planted To fight for those whose freedom you granted. Without your sacrifice, their cause would be lost But you carried onward, no matter the cost. Many horrors you had endured and seen. Many faces had haunted your dreams. You cheered as your enemies littered the ground; You cried as your brothers fell all around. When it was over, you all came back home, Some were left with memories to face all alone; Some found themselves in the company of friends As their crosses cast shadows across the land. Those who survived were forever scarred Emotionally, physically, permanently marred. Those who did not now sleep eternally ‘Neath the ground they had given their lives to keep free. With a hand upon my heart, I feel The pride and respect; my reverence is revealed I

My So Called Friends
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends

The Woman I Am
Lord, Thank You for making me the woman that You have called me to be. Thank You for understanding me when I have felt misunderstood and unloved by others. Thank You for loving me. At times, I have run to the wrong arms, looking for love in the wrong places, but You have never given up on me. You have always met me when I have turned back toward You, and You have drawn me closer than ever to Your heart. Thank you for always seeing me, always hearing me, and always desiring to have an intimate relationship with me. I praise You for enableing me to see myself as You see me- a woman designed by You to give and receive love and as Your beloved child. In Jesus Name, Amen

How Boyish Or Girlish Are You?
You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Feeling Used
okay so how many of u have ever felt used? i do rite at his moment and dont understan how i let 1 person hurt my feelings so bad i have never done that before it sucks big time i really want to know how it is that we leave ourselves open to this aggravation please tell me i would like to know

Can Women And Men B Friends?
Today my day started off with my so-called best freind running form me. I pulled out of my drive way and he pulled right behind me at the red light. This man is younger than me but I still thought of him as my best friend. Well as we were leaving our little town he wetn aroudn me and took off like I was on fire. Damnit it made me want ot cry first thing and then i got pissed. Why did he do that? He had left his wife becasue she turned out to be a devil and with me I never todl him what I was thinkign becaseu he was married and didn'twant ottalk to me. I wont tell him I am gettign my divorce and I sure as hell not dating him. You crapped on me before. You lied to me before wel lmister I wont let you do it again. I hope you and your hand get along just fine. Oh by the way..he is on here too just not as often

Friendzzz
No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as ...My so called friends...

The Truth About Women
THE TRUTH ABOUT WOMEN IS A HARD STORY TO TELL, SOME MEN SAY THEY HAVE IT FIGURED BUT OFTEN FAIL.. THE REASON IS NOT EASY TO EXPLAIN, AND SOME SAY THEY GOT IT BUT END UP INSANE.. YOU SEE WOMEN ARE NOT LIKE MEN AT ALL, THEY ANSWER TO A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT CALL.. NOW TO LADIES YOU CAN LAUGH BECAUSE THE SECRETS OUT, AND MY BROTHERS TAKE NOTES AS I TELL YOU WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT..YOU SEE A WOMEN IS A PRECIOUS GEM, IF YOU DON'T LISTEN YOU WON'T HAVE THIS CHANCE AGAIN..I HAVE LEARNED THAT THIS IS A WOMENS WORLD, AND THEY LEARN THIS FACT BACK WHEN THEY WERE JUST GIRLS.. SO LISTEN TO THESE WORDS AS I LET THEM FLY, AND PLEASE REMEMBER THIS IS NO LIE.. A WOMEN CAN GIVE BIRTH, AND THAT IS JUST THE FIRST POINT OF WHAT THEY ARE WORTH.. THE WOMAN CAN BE THE CAUSE OF WEATHER YOU ARE HAPPY OR SAD, SHE IN THE END CONTROLS WHAT TYPE OF DAY YOU HAD..SHE IS A KEEPER OF SECRETS THAT ALL MEN FEAR, THAT WHY THE TYPICAL GRETING IS YES DEAR.. NOW THERE ARE STILL SOME MEN OF MY WORDS THEY DOUBT, BUT LET TELL YOU

Don't Know Yet
My blood runs cold, My body's numb, I wish for me, that blissful death would come. The scars run deep upon my soul, The heart i gave to you, The heart you cruely tore in two Drop by drop, the tears run free, Crying out my misery. And i lay here, dying in pain, with the knife you twisted, Is the one i used to slit my vein. So come to me now, My sweet tormentor. Watch me give in, watch me surrender. Death has come to take my hand, He has come to take me from this darkended land. As i walk with him i turn to say, That for you, my love will never die, But before my there is nothing but the break of day, Which is slowly fading away. As i'm pulled deep within, The darkest shadows call to me, Reaching out to my misery. And now it seems, that i shall never be free, Of this pain that's haunting me!

So It Rolls
Our debate: Cup of noodles is better than top ramen OR top ramen is better than cup of noodles. Spaghetti noodles and elbow noodles are the only type that should ever be eaten OR spiral and other shaped noodles are the only type to ever be eaten. And finally... Chips REALLY ARE a breakfast food OR not no but hell no they are not. Any thoughts?

Kevin Durant Rumor
Supposedly he has decided to turn pro. Damn. There's a shocker. A shocker on par with the revelation that Don Imus is an asshole and closet racist. Which is to say, not the least bit shocking. Good decision young star. Only thing left for him at college is an injury or an off-year that hurts his current very high draft stock. Off to your pro rewards, Kevin Durant. The four remaining Grizzlies fans will have their weekly meeting this week and resume their seance to will the ping pong ball to return one of the top two picks in this year's draft.

Time For Me To Go
This is probably the last blog im ever going to post, im leaving cherry tap and my messenger and not coming back and im moving soon. Im not telling where im going and im not going back to california either....im going someplace where I know I wont get hurt anymore. For my friends and family here on CT all I can say is Im sorry, but the pain has to end somewhere, I cant take the bullshit anymore. I love you all goodbye from Lora Havic

Blood Pressure
Well it's back to the DR I go. My blood pressure has been up pretty bad lately, so I'll have to get some medicine for it. Naturally I won't mention this to my older brother because he'll just tell me it's all in my head. Write more later on.

It's Not A Dream Im Always Here For You....
Once upon a time Far far away Once upon a time in a dream Once upon a time I was Daddy's little girl Once upon a time that was me In my dream I was Daddy's little girl In my dream he loved me In my dream we did things together Like ran races Jumped rope I can still feel the cold metal chains of the swing in my hands But that's not real Nope It was once upon a time that Once upon a dream Far far away That was me In my dreams I was Daddy's little girl In my dream he loved me He took me places Like ice cream shoppes and baseball games I can still hear the crack of the bat He took me places like roller skating and Broadway plays What do you think of that?

Its Quick...just Do It Its Gonna Make U Laugh
Takes 60 seconds or else to do this; I guarantee you will show someone else, it's too funny not to. 1. go to www.google.com 2. click on "maps" 3. click on "get directions" 4. type "New York" in the first box (the "from" box) 5. type "London" in the second box (the "to" box) (hit get directions) 6. scroll down to step #23

So I'm Back
Been away a long while. Sorry that I've not been around much at all. I haven't really been on the net much in the past few months. My health has been a big factor in that. See, on November 24th of last year, my younger brother passed away after being ill. Since I had been one of his major caregivers, it struck me really, really hard. I wasn't sure how hard until the beginning of February this year. I had a small breakdown but have since recovered and doing my best to get caught back up with my emails, friends and blogs. I have missed all my Cherry friends so much and it's great to be back among you all. Take care and spread that Cherry Love!

Good For Hank!!!
Aaron doesn't plan to celebrate with Bonds / Associated Press ATLANTA (AP) - Hank Aaron doesn't plan to be at the ballpark if and when Barry Bonds breaks his home run record. "Uh-uh. No, no. I'm not going to be around," Aaron was quoted as saying in Tuesday's editions of The Atlanta Journal-Constitution. Bonds has 735 homers, 20 short of Aaron's career record. While Aaron has declined most interview requests in recent months, he spoke with Journal-Constitution columnist Terence Moore. Aaron said he wouldn't attend if Bonds were within reach of the record when the San Francisco Giants play at Atlanta from Aug. 14-16. "I'd probably fly to West Palm Beach to play golf," Aaron was quoted as saying in Moore's column. "Again, it has nothing to do with anybody, other than I had enough of it. I don't want to be around that sort of thing anymore. I just want to be at peace with myself. I don't want to answer questions. It's going to be a no-win situation for me anyway. If I go,

Aztec
OH PRIESTESSS WITH YOUR FEATHERED CROWN WHOSE MINIONS HOLD AND STRAP ME DOWN AN OFFERING STRETCHED ACROSS THE STONE WHO FEELS THE BLADE BEING DRIVEN HOME AND FEELS THE FINGERS IN HIS CHEST RIP THE HEART FROM THIS OLD BREAST THEN HOLD ALOFT THAT GORY PRIZE FOR ME TO SEE THROUGH DYING EYES YOU TURN YOUR GAZE OFF TO THE WEST AND NEVER SEE THIS RAVAGED CHEST THEN WISE GODS SIT AND THEY DECIDE WHICH OF US HAS TRUELY DIED JEFFRO...

Highnote
Im going to be at Highnote April 27, gonna see 3 bands there can anyone give me some information about this place never heard of it...I think it is on Southside but Im not sure....So help me out if you can....The bands are ...After The Tragety, red Murphy, and Into Never.... Thanks Randy

What Is Beauty
Beauty is not see through ones looks its looking deep into ones soul looking into a persons eyes can reveal their soul. Never judge any one by if they are fat , skinny, ugly , pretty.Its the person inside that shines the colors they shine the way they act reveals so many things so never be shallow and look at a person because they are fat because their hearts might be just as big never judge a ugly person because they can love you more dont judge beautiful people because they can be the worst type as for me i am not beautiful or pretty i am just me one that has a heart it might have been torn apart a few times but there is one still here smile sjust some thoughts my 1st blog i hope i have bored any one to death ( offers mouth to mouth )

To All On My Friends List
i am in the process of removing friends from my friends list, i dont need a million ppl who dont talk to me so if i havent heard from you in a while either say hi or ill just remove you thanks

Have You A Fairy In Your Home?
Have You A Fairy In Your Home? Current mood: calm Category: Life Today, my sister announced that she wanted to move in with my dad. This is no doubt a result of my dad filling Eva with false hopes of what is to come if she is to move in with him. My mother was hit hard by it, because she's taking it extremely personally..thinking that Eva doesn't like her, blah blah.. when really, Eva is fucking 11 years old. Shes selfish(as all little kids are), and she's materialistic. We all know that my family hurts for money. It's a fucking wonder that we get by at all. The only reason we're getting by is because of child support. If Eva moves in with my dad, there is no way he's going to continue to pay child support to my mom since Eve's living with him. We'll have to sell the house if she moves in and he stops paying. We won't be able to afford to live there. Anywho, I kinda got off topic there.. Eva is materialistic/selfish.. my dad has all these gadgets (Xbox, Playstation,Cable,I