Hello dear reader,
I’m glad you stoped by as today I am feeling so bad I think my darkness witch I lost many months ago is returning! Now I was going to put this on the bottom but instead I will put it on tope so you can read it first.... I hope it is not too sad... as I do not wish to make you upset! this is just a blog... mostly just mixed up feelings I was having when I started to write this...... and during to... lol...ok read on!
Ok enough of that, now I shall say some good news hey! Or well most of you already know this but meh! To those who don’t pay attention or haven’t read my blogs yet I’m in love with a woman called Suzan and she is just the best even though I have made many mistakes she has forgiven me, and well what can I say I just love her so dam much so much so that I am willing to marry her right now!... and I am ready to give her the children she so badly wishes to have in her life!... and well if she is reading this I want to say sorry for the pain I because you and that I love you so much and will not now and never will stop loving you! I have said that in the past and it meant nothing! But this time I give my word that my heart and soul are yours and you know what my word is to me... I would rather die then break my word to someone! Suzan I cry some night’s knowing that I could hurt you, and when I do hurt you and realize that I have it kills me deep inside me.... like something in me dies every time I hurt you!..... and I hate that as I know I can make you cry so easily and no one should be able to do that to you!.... I swear to work harder so that my mistakes do not hurt you! That hopefully one day I do not make these mistakes.
Truly this world is dark, I was watching the news for the first time in many years and what a surprise some kid was killed today.... and some guy was bashed unconscious, a couple thousand people are dying in the Solomon’s, not to mention all the latest on the Australian army’s campaign in the many places there in!.... now I’m patriotic as my family are military! My granny and grandpa where in WW2 and even though he dropped out cos his back my brother was in the army too....and I still smile when I see his pictures!....even though he forgot me... doesn’t even want to see me and talks about me behind my back!..... *dam his rotten soul to the abyss* well I have another brother but while I was young he tried and failed to kill me. He attempted to sit on my face with a pillow.... his excuse was that mum made him look after me all the time, well he should have killed me cause now he has an enemy for life! One day I will get my revenge! Hmmmmm staying on revenge for a bit there are many on my list that I would love to be alone with, one is the guy that next is the head master at Smithfield primryschool *basturd called the cops on me when I was just picking my sister up!?!* And..... just to add to that one! I had my friend with me and he sits us both down and turns to my friend and tells him this “you know if you hang around him you will just become as bad as him!” WTF!?! How dear he says that about me! I’m good! Never hurt an animal in my youth, never killed anything, always listened to my parents, just cos I didn’t go to school all the time he thought he had the rights to say that to me!.....ME!?! Well he just made it to number two! Right under bloody asshole!
Well im off now so you all have a fucking good easter and a fookalishus weekend!!!!!
luv ya roxy and boo!!!! you girls rock!!!!
Forever walking, WolfiePuP XxX
