I want to apologize first of all for lying to you. We had an agreement and I didn't keep my end of the bargain. I want to apologize for all the mean and rude things that I said to you. When a person loves someone they don't say things to intentionally hurt that person. I did it because I wanted you to hurt as bad as I did. And I admit that still is no excuse. I truly love you more than life itself. And I will be forever in your debt for helping me and being the for me during and after my surgery. Spending time with you during your moment of need had a sobering effect on me. It made me realize how much I love you and how much we actually compliment each other. Seeing you in pain did something to me and I know I don't ever want to see that again. And knowing that I have emotionally caused you pain has made me realize that I can be a jerk. You are a wonderful person and most definitely the best thing that has ever come into my life. The majority of our problems was caused by me. I am far from perfect. Just wanted to share this bit of information with you. I love you and probably will for a long time to come.
