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For Fu@k Sake!!!!
MYCSALUTE PIC IS GONE MY CRUSH WAS GONE MY PAGE WAS SCREWED UP SO HAD TO COME ON HERE AND FIX IT...IM BEGING TO HATE THIS FUCKIN SITE MY SHOUTBOX NEVER WORKS YES IM RANTING IM HUNG OVER DIDNT SLEEP TILL 5 THIS MORNIN BAD THING OF ME AND NADA BEING TOGETHER AND HAVING A HOUSE FULL WE NEVER KNOW WHEN TO GIVE UP AND SLEEP LOL.....BUT HAD A REALLY GREAT VISIT WITH HER I LOVE HER AND MISS HER TONS SHELL BE GOING TO ST.LOUIS SOON AND WONT GETTA SEE HERE AS OFTEN AS I LIKE ITS GONNA BE ROUGH.....OH BUT ON THE BRITE SIDE HER TATTOO SHE GOT LAST NIGHT IS FUCKIN AWSOME WELL GOTTA HEAD OUT ....XOXOXO,MESHA

Cup Of Joes Contest
Well after a little contest break I've decided to try another one. This one is for a Happy Hour! I know many have joined....329 to be exact. I just hope that if you are giving a few votes to friends, stop by and give me a few as well. Starts 8:00 PM PST April 1st. Ends on Joes birthday. Check his profile for it. :) Mike :)

Tx Brat And Fiesty In A Contest....
these two girls are great friends and need you comments to when this contest... please comment bomb them and they and i will return the favor... here is the link to fiesty: here is the link to txbrat:

Guidelines To Me
Hey, I'm reposting this. A few of you saw it in December, and to you I apologize that you're seeing it again. But I have a lot of new friends, plus I reposted NSFW pics, so I thought it apropos to repost. So, as time goes on, I become increasingly annoyed by certain things online. Believe it or not, I started out on this whole online adventure very optimistic, friendly, and patient, but that has eroded with time and treatment. If you don't believe me, ask to see my chronicle of stupid, offensive, and horrific behavior I experienced in a few short weeks online (after that, I stopped keeping track 'cuz it got too depressing). As a result, I've come up with what I'm starting to think of, not as *rules*, exactly, but more as guidelines for dealing with me. If these sound overly harsh, it's because these are things I run into time and time again. Don't take them personally. If you're actually reading this blog, they probably mostly don't apply to you. And if they don't apply,

Oh, Mother Dear
SAME GOES FOR THIS ONE! DO NOT FUCKING TAKE IT!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Oh, mother dear~ Oh, mother dear I love you so Please promise me You will never go. I'd miss you to much, Your kiss and touch. I love you near My mother, dear Oh, mother dear Who's heart has took My hurt away With one soft look. Who's warmth and caring Has made me daring. Sit with me here My mother, dear. Sit in my lap Because I am now grown. The sadness of life. I now have known. What strength you gave Worked like a slave. You destroyed all fear. My mother, dear. You once did say, What I smile I had. I got it from you; NOT my dad. You gave me hope And the strength to cope. Things are now more clear. Oh mother, dear. You made me a child, A lady, and now, thanks to you. I am a woman! This once, fair child, Now showing off glam, A heart of

A Little About Me
DJ Monkey NUTZ So you decided to fight through the jungle to meet with The Monkey.... About Me- I'm just a fun loving, easy going guy. Best way to descibe me is as a "Nice Guy with an Evil side", henceforth my well known moniker as "The Evil Monkey King" My Quote: "It is better to Be a smart-ass than a dumb-ass" OTHER THINGS Style of music you play- Would have to say the genre I know best is the 80's. Anything from old school rap to hair bands. I also like rap, hip hop (YES THERE IS A DIFFERENCE), house, techno, rock, and (YES) I have been known to rock out to Tchaikovsky and Bach (Classical for those who don't know). I guess you could say I listen to everything except gospel. Real Life Occupation- Business and one of the rarest and dirtiest jobs in America Hobbies- Playing my PS2, Listening to music, watching anime, dancing my ass off at clubs,fishing, camping, photoshop and morphing people's pics. Interest- Spending time with cool ass people, Id

Well Maybe I Do
i have been a member since 3 days after my birthday,and i have met some people here who are to say the least....nice.i have recently got to know someone pretty well for being on the internet.so far so good,inside and out is where i look but when one seems to compliment the other it is good. more later.

Stupid People!
ok, I had to create another blog since I seem to be bitching about work. Now on to the tale from tonight...lol First off we so freaking busy tonight that we got our asses handed to us!!! Since it was a Sunday our GM decided to screw us always and not schedule enough people, so of course we get a bus. I was in DT as always, but still tried to help out our front counter and grill people. Yes, I know I try to damn hard...lol Anyways, I had a guy come through and order like 30 bucks worth of food, including 30 nuggets. Now if anyone has ever worked at Micky D's you know that it takes 3 and a half minutes to make nuggets, and you only get 25 to a bag. Needless to say we had to make some so I had to ask the guy to pull forward. He did, but was an ass about it. Excuse me, if you don't want to be parked then come inside..or better yet...call in such a big order!!! That is possible you know!!! Ok, anyways, we take his food out to him, and he comes back inside. Evidently he decided

We Met Upon The Internet
It's the first of the month. For some folks, that means welfare checks and gub'ment cheese. Here at the homefront it always means "Spring & New Things." For your viewing pleasure is the picture below and a short poem to ALL MY FRIENDS here at CherryTap. Enjoy. I am putting my wreath up on the front door NOW! Tee-Hee-Hee We met upon the Internet, A friendship electronic, Expressed alone in words and thoughts, Inevitably platonic. We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh, But much more close than family, Our hearts and feelings mesh. Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face. We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace.

My Name
S- Steady as the gentle summer breeze T- Taking your hand on bended knee A- Always being there for you N- Never saying no or hurting if i dont have to L- Loving deeply and forever E- easing your fears Y- yearning for that special girl Are you her? Can you be her? Have I found her?

Ideas On Life And How To Live It
We are people our blood is the same we all have the same organs our shells we call bodies look differant but our beings our thoughts are all the same.... We live to seek to better ourself yet jealousy and negitivty cloud us why? We hate being judged yet we quicken to judge others why? We think of ourselfs yet not bother to think of others why? lets make it today we look at eachother with new eyes , eyes of truth and humilty and see the need and want of peace, truth, and serenity in eachothers beings. Lets join as one people and show forth what positive we do bare so our following generations may learn to be a little bit more kinder and understanding. Its up to us to be the example of good being and goodwill to fellow man to break forth from the chains and shackles of hatred and fawlness our humanity has become, and futhermore venture onto a new tommorow of peace and new hopes. It only takes us to speak and act forth on it thats all it takes to make peace , reconizing the w

Please Welcome Our Bouncer Razors' Wife Home From Serving The Army !!!! Yes Do It Now Lol Plzzzzzzzzzzzz
I JUST WANTED TO ASK IF YOU WOULD HELP OUT Razors' WIFE SHE JUST GOT BACK FROM OVER SEAS..SHES A DOC IN THE ARMY.SO IF YOU WOULD GO HIT HER PAGE AND SAY HI MAYBE SEND YOUR FRIENDS OVER TO HER PAGE...HUGZZZ... LETS SHOW HER OUR CHERRY LUVIN!!!!!!!! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU MWAH Tempted Lady@ CherryTAP > http://cherrytap.com/user/169852

Look And Read This And Get It In Your Heads
i am very greatfull for the 10's on the pic but come the fuck on i have 110 pic's up and only the fucking pic of the guy from underworld gets fucking rated i am going to fucking delelte that god damn pic if this keeps up understand good

Confederate Birthday!!!
I KNOW WE ALL GET BUSY BOMBING OUR FAMILY WITH ALL THE CONTEST GOING ON RIGHT NOW, BUT LETS ALL TAKE 2 MINS TO SHOW SOME B-DAY LOVE TO OUR FRIEND AND FAMILY MEMBER... ~~ BABYG1RL ~~ ~~MEMBER OF CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~~@ CherryTAP

Lmao,,,you Chicken Ass Ppl
LMAO,,,,,,YOU CHICKEN SHIT PPL GOTTA RATE SOMEONE'S PROFILE AND OR PIC A 1 OR 2 CAUSE YOU ARE JEALOUS YOU DONT LOOK AS GOOD OR YOUR WOMAN DONT. GET OVER IT. AT LEAST YOU CAN BE MAN OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO SAY WHO YOU ARE.

Wtf
WTF are theese people getting out of downrating people, i don't get it lmao it seems like they do it cause they can't get attention anywhere else, if that's the case i can see why. if i had my way i would disable ratings 1-9 that way it's a 10-11 or nothing at all lmao. well that's my rant for the night. and to all those downraters that are seeing this...i just wanted to thank you for your consideration of being a childish shithead. cheers to all ;)

A Pause For Thought
When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher. Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays." Henry Youngman "I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years." Sam Kinison "There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster than

Just Another Poem I Worte
"THE THINGS YOU SAY" ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLACK THE THINGS YOU SAY YOU'LL NEVER GET BACK JUST A SHORT POEM THAT PRETTY MUCH DECRIBES LIFE WRITE DOWN TO A T NOT THAT I WOULD EVER TAKE AND OR GET ANYTHING I SAID BACK. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNO THAT I LOVE YOU BABY.

Another Poem
Love Is Patient with a Life Love is patient with a life That brings its share of pain. We know sometime there is an end To the most stubborn rain. We know the sun comes out again On a world that's fresh and new, And all the gifts we freely give Somewhere, sometime accrue. We know sometimes we have to wait For life to come around, And sometimes that it won't, but still There's some good to be found. And even when things happen that Your soul can hardly bear, Know that I'll be next to you; My love is always there.

W T F
OK JUST BECAUSE I HAVE JASON AS MY THEME ON MY PAGE NEW PEOPLE REALLY THINK IAM A PSYCO COME ON WTF THIS SHIT IS GETTING OLD AS SHIT JUST LIKE THE SO CALLED FRIENDS THAT YOU DO A BUNCH OF SHIT FOR THEM AND ALL THEY DO IS USE YOU AS A RATE BUIDER IF I SEEM LIKE I AM WHINING WELL TO FUCKING BAD I AM GETTING SICK OF THIS PLACE CHERRY TAP IS COOL BUT PICK YOUR FRIENDS WISELY PEOPLE WILL SHIT ON YOU DAMN QUICK ON HERE TO MANY PEOPLE HAVE LOST THE POINT OF THIS PLACE !!!!!

If Your Life Was A Movie, What Would The Soundtrack Be?
IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE? So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie opening credits; Just a Taste - Scary Kids Scaring Kids waking up; Come As You Are - Nirvana first day of high school; Translating the Name - Saosin falling in love; Miss Murder - AFI fight song; The Dope Show - Marilyn Manson breaking up; Irish Pub Song - Flogging Molly prom; Error Operator - Taking Back Sunday life; Love Rhymes With Hideous Car Wreck - The Blood Brothers mental breakdown; Communicate - Jonezetta driving; For The Love Of Fiction - Remembering Never flashback; Snakes On A Plane - Cobra Starship getting back together; Bother - Stone Sour wedding; Firefly - Saves the Day birth of child; We Are All On Drugs - We

Top One Liners
Q: What's blue and f*cks old people? A: Hypothermia Q: What's the first thing a woman does when she gets out of the ?battered wives' shelter? A: The dishes if she knows what's good for her Q: What is the definition of "making love"? A: Something a woman does while a guy is f*cking her. Q: What do 54,000 abused woman every year have in common? A: They don't fucking listen. Q: What's yellow and green and eats nuts? A: Gonorrhoea Q. Why do fags like ribbed condoms? A. Better traction in the mud. Q. What's the difference between a woman and a sheep? A. The sheep doesn't get upset if you screw her sister. Q. What's the difference between acne and a Michael Jackson? A. Acne usually doesn't come on a kid's face until he's at least 13 years old. Q. How do you turn a fox into an elephant? A. Marry it. Q . What do you get when you cross two black people? A. Your ass kicked. Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash

This Is Me
Your Element Is Earth You excel at planning and strategizing. You could be a champ at chess or Survivor. Well grounded, you are able to be realistic and rationalize. On the inside, you have a hard core. It's tough to phase you. You are super productive, and you are able to think anything through. Focused and super charged, your instincts are a good guide for your next step. What's Your Element?

What A Kiss Means....
What every kiss means (repost) date: 2007-04-02 06:02:47 Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Head; Your my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; I like you. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're

Apr 2, 2007
The Star Trek crap got to be too much. I hate that show. As last heard, I went to my wedding Friday, and it was something else. My cousin is Catholic, so Friday during lent, no meat. We got mystery fish things as appetizers, and an open bar. You needed the open bar to escape the mystery fish and crustacaens The wedding part of it though was ten minutes. One of the best weddings I was ever a guest at. I felt for the groomsmen, who had to rent the monkey suits for such a short period of time. But the ride up there was not the nightmare I was told it would be, other than the fact we took my mom's van, she insisted on driving. Which meant she would ask which way should we turn, then go straight or turn the wrong way...three times. And the term "gradual stop" is not in her vocabulary. Two U turns, 3 wrong turns...and we made it. Throw in two teens who didn't want to be there...good times for all. Saturday the boys went to my Grandma's to hang out with their cousin, so we grill

Update On Mom
Quite a few people have asked how my mom is doing,, so I thought I'd answer that question this way. I have been working so much and dealing with the legalities of selling my mom's home, and just haven't had time to write. My mom, at this point, is still doing pretty good. She knows she can never leave the nursing home now, and has accepted that. Her psychiatrist told her that because of her state of health, she needs multiple people to care for her, and that if she were to return home, it would be very dangerous for her and she is just too sick to care for herself anymore. Knowing that she can understand the reason she's there and the reason why she can't go home, helps us to handle this better. It was killing us when she was begging and crying to go home. We felt like we were letting her down by having to keep her there. I spent four months in Indiana with her. I was there from September to January, and it had gotten to the point where I just couldn't do it anymore. She

Somebody Kill Me Please
Fuck it LOL. You dont know how much I need you. While youre near me I dont feel blue. And when we kiss I know that you need me too. I cant believe I found a love thats so pure and true. But it all was bullshit. It was a goddam joke. And when I think of you ______, I hope you fucking choke. I hope youre glad with what youve done to me. I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy. You left me here all alone, tears running constantly. Oh somebody kill me please, Somebody kill me plee-ase, Im on my knees, Pretty pretty please kill me. I want to die. Put a bullet in my head.

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
woo hoo! heard this song this mornnig on the radio and figured what the fuck its monday lets rock fuckers got a short week ahead of us so lets enjoy it here is AC/DC - For Those About to rock! ENJOY Oh yeah and one more thing :D LETS GO METS!!!!!! We roll tonight [We're on tonight] To the guitar bite Yeah, yeah, oh Stand up and be counted For what you are about to receive We are the dealers We'll give you everything you need Hail hail to the good times 'Cause rock has got the right of way We ain't no legend, ain't no cause We're just livin' for today For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you We rock at dawn on the front line Like a bolt right out of the blue The sky's alight with the guitar bite Heads will roll and rock tonight For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you For those about to rock, we salute you Yes we do For those about to rock, we salute you Oooh, salute!

Ain't Life Grand
I love CT and all the friends I have made here..You are all awesome. I have been having some computer problems and missed being here for abit lately.. My real close friends here know that also my family members have been having a rough time of it. My mother has bad diabetis and also Hepatitus, my dad is also a diabetic with a blood and breathing disorder and my sister has recently found out she too is a diabetic. My daughter is going thru a difficult pregnancy and I am still dealiing with my heart thing. So to all of my friends please do not think I am ignoring you, just had a bit on my plate of late. I recently lost a dear friend to cancer and another has only been given months to live. So I am trying to help him get his life in order so to speak. I promise I will be back throughout this week to comment pics and help vote on those in contest and catch up on my page comments...Those of you who have send me messages and comments thank you so much - they helped a great deal....Luvs y

Thank You
I AM SO HONORED TO BE APART OF THIS BOMBERS CLUB. I HAVE ADDED ALL OF AS FRIENDS AND FANS. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL DO THE SAME FOR ME. I WILL HELP YOU AS MUCH AS YOU HELP ME GAIN ALL THE POINTS THAT I CAN. JUST A NOTE. GO TAKE SURVEYS. YOU GET 10K POINTS A DAY AND THOSE THAT HAVE KNOW IT IS WELL WORTH IT. WANNA SAY THANK-YOU TO BOTH OF THE #1'S FOR ALLOWING ME TO BE IN THIS GROUP. IT IS AN HONOR AND I APPRECIATE IT. IF ANY OF YOU NEED ANYTHING PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO LET ME KNOW. ONE LAST THING, I HAVE YAHOO MESSENGER AND WOULD LOVE IT IF YOU ALL ADDED ME TO IT. SIGN IN NAME IS "JEHOVAHISKING". AS OF RIGHT NOW I STAY AT HOME. GOING FOR A JOB INTERVIEW 2DAY AT MCD'S FOR MANAGEMENT. WISH ME LUCK. MY KIDS AND MY FUTURE WIFE CONNIE MEAN THE MOST TO ME. I LIVE WITH HER AND HER DAUGHTER JESS. TALK ABOUT AN AMAZING YOUNG LADY. SHE IS NOT LIKE MOST TEENGERS. I THNK MY FATHER EVERYDAY FOR THEM. THEY ARE SOOOO IMPORTANT TO ME. I AM IN THE CUP OF JOE CONTEST. IF ANY OF YOU ARE ALSO LET ME KNOW AND

The Way Woman Dress
Just updated cuz it was so poorly worded. Was just always curious of this. Lady in the office today with a short dress, very high red spike heels and no hose. Now as a guy and a pig (we are all pigs) as soon as I saw her all i thought of was having sex with her. Not that i said anything like that to her of course. I just said "you look nice today" Now do women really know what i really meant was "Those heels would look good on my shoulders" Don't get me wrong I love women in sexy outfits at work makes the day go by just wondered if they really know what we are thinking.

Dream On
Aerosmith - Dream On Every time that I look in the mirror All these lines on my face getting clearer The past is gone It went by, like dusk to dawn Isn't that the way Everybody's got their dues in life to pay Yeah, I know nobody knows where it comes and where it goes I know it's everybody's sin You got to lose to know how to win Half my life is in books' written pages Lived and learned from fools and from sages You know it's true All the things come back to you Sing with me, sing for the year Sing for the laughter, sing for the tears Sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good lord will take you away Yeah, sing with me, sing for the year sing for the laughter, sing for the tear sing with me, if it's just for today Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until a dream come true Dream On Dream On Dream On Dream until your dream comes through Dream On Dream On Dr

Driving Lesson No5
Hmm yeah well it went about as well as can be expected LOL Driving instructor turned up 30 mins early, so I wasn't quite chilled. We re-did everything from last week, and a couple of little things that I need to work on. Roudabouts, right-hand lanes and moving over into left hand lane to take the exit. I did it, I just hesitated moving over, and I've asked him if I can practise that a few more times. I'm fine staying in the left lane, it's manouvers on the roundabout I'm just a bit hesitant at. Lane changes in general. So we're going to do more of them next week. I did OK, I'm not as happy as I was last week. Had a few moments where I did hesitate at junctions. My instructer said not to worry, it's usual to have good weeks and bad weeks, today he said I was a bit of both. Mainly good, but a couple of stunking, silly mistakes. Ah well, at least I can say, I'm not rusty anymore. LOL (I have bad habits! from when i learnt to drive and they are creeping back

God Bless My Mother
GOD KNOW THAT WE ALL NEED LOVE THAT'S WHY HE CREATED MOTHERS WITH THEIR UNDERSTANDING HEARTS GENTLE TOUCH THAT CARE FOR OTHERS HE MADE ME A WONDERFUL MOTHER ONE THAT NEVER GROWS OLD FULL OF LOVE AND KINDNESS A HEART THAT'S MADE OF FOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE WHENEVER I WOULD CALL THERE WHENEVER I NEED YOU SOLVING PROBLEMS BIG AND SMALL YES, GOD CREATED MOTHER'S TO LOVE US OUR WHOLE LIFE THROUGH I THANK HIM FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART BECAUSE HE GAVE ME YOU!

A Broken Heart
Many times you see relationships work out and people really fall for one another but the sad truth is that you have those few people who just dont really care as much and if it all ended they just wouldnt give two cents. When someone goes and really breaks someones heart. Doesnt that not mean anything.? Do they just have no conscience ? No dont get me wrong I know people just break-up for many reason but some just hurt the other person intentionally and just walk away not caring. A lot of the time I just feel that some of them should really know what it means to have a broken heart. Maybe then theyll know someones heart Is not meant to be tampered with. It is better to have a broken leg or arm then to have a broken heart in any point in your life. That pain is something you cant really put your hands on and fix From what I have experienced (depending on the situation) the only thing that can really stop the pain is the thing that broke it in the first place.

Leaving My Current Job (april 4th)
As some of you already know, I will be leaving my current job. My final day is April 4th. After that date, I don't anticipate being on CherryTAP nearly as much as I have been over the past several months, unfortunately. I will be taking a break from work before I start my new job (on April 30th) to take a family vacation and to get caught up on things around the house (repairs, yardwork, pet-tormenting, etc.). For a very long time, I've been working between 50 and 60 hours per week trying to stay on top of things with my job... but falling further behind at home and making my wife and daughter feel like they're not the priority in my life. This is the primary reason for me making the job change. It breaks my heart to think that my daughter feels like she's anything less the the most important person in my life! Visiting CT on a nearly daily basis has become part of my routine and I've made some terrific friends on here... some of which I hope will be life-long friends! Fo

Trees
Got the Plum and the Nectarine in the ground yesterday and tomorrow it will be the pear and the Apricot. Yeah I love fruit trees. The bummer is that the plum is flowering so no plums for me. Although we do have a pecan so it all evens out in the wash.

April
April is the month when the energy of Aries is in full swing. You can feel the electricity in the april, initiating new and wonderful possibilities. The Sun has begun to wax in its light and heat up the days to encourage nature's regeneration. Aries represents the rising of a new dawn and initiates new stages of expansion and exploration. everything is moving and active. April cleanses the earth with its refreshing showers and brings fresh inspiration and stimulation on its breeze. As the snow begins to melt, it exposes the promise of new life emerging. n some places the growth is already seen in the new buds and leaves sprouting. Nature is charged with a dynamic renewal for life. The fertility that is waking in the land and in all living creatures becomes apparent everywhere you look, and the potential for revitalization is exciting and motivating. All of the preparations you have worked on so hard on for the coming year can be put into action now that April/Aries is here. This is t

Have You Heard Of The Abc...abandon Baby Center!
Well... Today My Mom And I Decided To Call The ABC Center...Do You Know What This Is??...If Not You NEED To Learn About It And The Many Ways These Kind Hearted People Help The Poor Children Of The World!! It's Only $12 A Month And You Are Helping Around 60 Children With Are Suffering From All Kinds Of Different Issues...1 Day Borns To 10 Years Old. PLEASE I URGE YOU TO CALL AND SPONSOR A CHILD THROUGH THE ABC CENTER...YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT...IT GIVES YOU A GREAT JOY!!!

I Wanna Be Inside Your Heaven
I’ve been down But now I’m blessed I felt a revelation coming around I guess it’s right It’s so amazing Every time I see I’m alive You’re all I’ve got You lift me up The sun and the moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from When the storm blows your way I wanna be the arms that hold you Every bit of air you’re breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When we touch When we love The stars line up The wrong become undone Naturally My soul surrenders The sun and moonlight All my dreams are in your eyes I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the place you cry from When the storm blows your way I wanna be the arms that hold you Every bit of air you’re breathing in A soothing wind I wanna be inside your heaven When minutes turn to days and years If mountains fall, I’ll still be here Holding you until the day I die I wanna be inside your heaven Take me to the pla

For Those Who Don't Know
It's listed in my about me.. but I know some people never read those... so for those that don't know.. I am a full time mom to 2 beautiful children... my son who will be 5 the end of April is Autistic... we luck out that he is mid-high functioning.. he will make some eye contact.. he is verbal.. and he is not as aggressive as he once was.. he had the most wonderful laugh.. the most beautiful eyes and smile.. and gives the greatest hugs any mom has ever gotten.. but he is different than other children.. He doesn't understand things around him.. has a very high tolerance for pain.. is clueless about things that may be dangerous.. cars, busy roads which we live a very busy main road in our town, growling dogs, and trying to surf down the staircase on his toybox lid... he can be agressive but does not realize that he may hurt someone else... so far he has cracked 2 of my ribs, broken my nose, bruised me numerous times, and I now have 2 bulging discs in my back from wrestling

My Girl
Hey hey everyone wuts up? I just wanted everyone to know tht I have a girlfriend now yays! So yeah I am only here for friends but hey thts cool. She goes to my college but we only have one class together ...damn ...lol. She is here on Cherry Tap.

Moody Lately
Not sure what is up with me. I know some of it is I have strong feelings forming for a friend(even though not met in person even)....and not sure what to do about it. I know she has feelings for me....but....(not going into the reason about the but. She knows who she is and what the but is). I lost it in ways yesterday and almost lost the friendship....and even still have been kinda moody. I think another reason is I been getting too much pop in my system and it tends to mess with my emotions. Not all sure why. Then there is just my frustrations in needing work....needing a car.....and personal things. I want to tell you all sorry if I ever get too moody on ya or emotional. I am human.

Why Just Tell Me Why !!
I just wanna know WHY??? Why do men play games?? If ur feelin a female & start catchin feelings wats wrong wit that?? R u putting up a wall cus uve been hurt b4 or wat?? Damn cant u just b real with us just ONCE would ya!! Why u gotta play mind games with us all the time?? WHY DAMN IT!!! I try 2 b true 2 this guy like I always am 2 a man & I find out some scandalous info on him. ONCE AGAIN I GET PLAYED LIKE SPADES & GET SET 4 REAL! He has lied 2 me about a girl he had a sexual realtionship with in the past, talking 2 his ex girlfriend in his hometown that he just left & moved here (not the same girl), & he tried 2 holla @ my friend!! WTF IS HE TRYIN 2 DO MAKE A BITCH SNAP & F*** HIM UP OR WAT??? Then hes saying NO I aint tried 2 holla @ her & I dont want nothing 2 do with my ex we just talk on the phone, & he supposedly aint doin ?? with the girl!! BITCH PLZ I AINT BOO BOO THE FOOL. I TRY NOT 2 GET CAUGHT UP BUT 2 B HONEST I DID CATCH SUM FEELINGS (DIDNT WANT 2 B I DID). HE DENIES EVER

Larry The Cable Guy
Thoughts from Larry the Cable Guy ......... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name . 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. Ho

I'm Not Plus-sized?
According to one of the posters on fetishgossip.com, I deny that I am a plus-size model, which is interesting because nobody told me about it...lol. Here's the quote: I think shes ok looking for a bigger girl but it really gets to me how she never admits to being a plus size girl. She tries to act like shes small or something. Lets face it shes anything but small. She needs a reality check. Noone wants to see her stomach hanging out. Its gross. She acts like shes some kind of pro. Here site sucks majorly. I also agree with her hair not only does she look like her hairs thinning but the blond just makes her look fat and bloated. Have I ever denied that I'm a "plus sized girl" or a "big girl" or whatever you want to call it?

Death
When do you know that love is dead? Is there a feeling, a notion, a picture that gets painted for you? Do you awake one morning and suddenly see past the mist of confusion that has glazed your eyes for so long? Or does it just creep up on you like a stealthy serpent in the grass with bad intent in it's eyes? or has it always been dead.... Animated by your hope, and fear of being alone... Vilulf 04-02-2007 All Rights Reserved

In Darkness I Hide
I surround myself with darkness... the visions cannot hide... I hide inside the darkness because the light has lied... It showed me bright fresh flowers It entered to my soul... It bared it's teeth and ripped me like an angry rabid mole Vilulf 2007 All Rights Reserved

The President Is Obsolete?
I would like to forward the proposition that the Office of the President of the United States, in its current form, is not only an outdated concept, but is now proving to be dangerous as well.When the United States was founded, there were just a few different types of groups. You had farmers and city dwellers. Yet there wasn't too much of a difference in this mostly agrarian society. On top of that, there were much fewer citizens Now we have all sorts of different groups who have no overt links to other groups. We have millions of citizens in all sorts of different areas trying to do all sorts of different things.Right now, the winner is Corporate America. They have the money and influence to get the government they want at our expense.And where is the epitome of Corporate America? Who's giving tax cuts to the rich? Any clue?Here is my idea: Take the United States and divide it up into districts based on location (Southeast, Southwest, Northeast, etc) and/or basic political ide

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Best Quote Of 2006 By Chris Rock 2-28-7 "You know the world is going crazy when the best rapper is a white guy, the best golfer is a black guy,the tallest guy in the NBA is Chinese, the Swiss hold the America's Cup, France is accusing the U.S. of arrogance, Germany doesn't want to go to war, and the three most powerful men in America are named Bush, Dick, and Colon. --

Whole
whole So maybe I am bound by fate A problematic scarring induced by hate It never seems to all pan out Is that what all this teaching is needed to scout You seemed to have a bad effect Your rules and contradictions I would neglect Though not my fault you made me feel Like my own education wasn't truly real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole So there I stood a scolded child The reasons never questioned My pains been filed Inside this place that makes me feel I learned life is unfair and that is very real Then you came right in tearing out my soul How could all this loss be your only goal I'm left standing here desperate in the cold Since you took your life mine has not been whole While you try to overcome the lesson Making the most of those questions that just keeps me guessing I'm looking longer, harder, furth

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For the past few weeks, I have been discouraged greatly from: * getting sick with the "creepy crud" as it has been so lovingly labled, * told that I have a hernia and may have to have surgery for it and later told that I may be okay for some time without having surgery for it, * being told that I was passed over for one of the full-time positions that I had applied for at work, * and the list goes on. Today I am off from work after having worked 9 days straight. It is sunny outside and I have the blinds open to let the sunshine in. I have a candle burning for the sweet scent that is so comforting and relaxing to smell. My cats are laying on my feet while I am writing this posting. I have updated my iWIM site and it seems to be pulling together quite good. I am pleased. I am taking the opportunity to catching up with friends and other things that I am needing to personally catch upon. I am pleased to have the opportunity to be off from this morning until Tuesd

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What do you feel?... The recoil of my rifle Current mood: indescribable its cold. early morning...the sun hasnt risen. a soft breeze of wind dances across my view...i select one round...7.62mm shaven tip to prevent misfire and ensure a smooth transaction. placeing the round into the chamber and sliding the bolt home gently but firmly. i blink to moisten my eyes...the sight must be perfect... centered... my heartbeat slows as i think of something plesant..someplace other than here...i inhale as i place the cross hairs center mass of the subject. i take a moment and study the details of his face...the lines of age shown deep etched in stone almost...as he takes a deep drag from his hand rolled cigarette that foolishly gave his position away. he's so comftable it seems...completly unaware. i exhale slowly bringing my breath to a stop as the cross hairs center over his beating heart. i count backwards in my head from 3. at 2 i place my numb finger to the trigger of my rifle....lik

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Mommy! I know you were young You dreamed of me all your life You named me a thousand times You swore that you would love me What if I had become a doctor And saved people from disease? What if I was a diplomat Ending wars and stopping the killing? What if I was a poet? The one who wrote the poem that changed the world What if I was the Christ Child Coming to save all mankind What if Mommy What if I had looked into your eyes and you loved me? What if Mommy? What if? What if you had not murdered me Before I had the chance to show you who I was? What if?

Stupid
yeah just read a blog that someone posted...just cause someone wants to have a good time doesnt mean that they are trying to make someone jealous...that means that the person who even thought about it was jealous in the first place...so go take yourself out the world cause your confused about yourself...gay or not gay???GAY!!!so fuck you mo fo...

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We're stretched out on the bed, on our sides, wrapped in each other's arms, kissing. Nothing we haven't done before, at this point. Our kisses start out slow, and playful, and tender; our caresses equally playful and casual. But then maybe our kissing becomes more passionate. Our bodies begin to press closer together. Our hands begin wandering places they haven't wandered before. And suddenly there's nothing I want more than to get her pants off. I gently break the kiss. I look into her incredibly dark eyes, and I smile. She smiles back, and I slide down the bed. I unbutton her pants, move the zipper down slowly, then slide her pants off her slender and shapely legs. I toss her pants aside and stand up next to the bed to pull off my shirt. After I toss my shirt aside I just stand there and stare at her. She's tucked her legs underneath herself and she's sitting there, in her black t-shirt and black cotton panties, smiling at me. Never letting her gaze wander, she reaches up and u

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Now, can someone tell me, in a culture that so fears the elderly, a culture that has no respect for them... a culture that downright fears aging, why do we keep these fuckers alive? Seriously now... you see an old man walking along the street, and you see kids sticking their heads out making from the ol' codger, honking their horns, ridiculing, whatever... and when it comes to family, they loathe going to their grandparents, et al... but when it comes time for them to croak, they plug in these wires to keep them alive. hell, let's go beyond the elderly. let's look at people in general. maybe i'm making a broad generalisation, but, Amerika seems to me, to be pretty fucking self-absorbed.it's all about me, me, me... but we spend millions, billions on keeping people alive who would be happier and truly better off, dead. not wasting away in some sterile fucking hospital room, or some bloody retirement village (old folks home) where they're miserable and stolen from, where they're forgo

Crush Fm
Blah so I Dj at crush fm .. and we still are trying to get listeners up .. we have live djs throught the day till about 12 am then ppl run auto but the requests are still on .. I am starting to wonder if ppl dont like to register to request and that is why noone wants to listen.. we have sexy ass women with really hot voices on .. and great guys as well .. but yet I struggle to get in enough requests.. I am always on air .. and everyone tells me I am cute and have a sexy voice but that doesnt help me lmao .. I am always saying get your butts over to www.crush.fm and request .. then I feel stupid sounds like I am begging for them .. I think I will just start playing what I want to hear when there are not enough requests.. then maybe ppl will request more .. but if not at least I get to listen to something lmao .. anyway just wanted to vent I guess .. and that is what my blog is for :) Hugs Bratty

Boogidy Boogie!
What's up homies? My spring break just ended, and its back to the grind of skool.. blahhhhhhhhhhh! Im just worn out from it, and not even enjoying it much. Maybe this quarter will be different, I sure hope so, cause I want to get crazy about photography again. One of my classes was cancelled due to low enrollment so i had to re'add fashion.. gag me with a spoon! my instructor says i'll like it, so we'll see. I get my camera outta pawn tomorrow! w00t! *does the happy dance* I don't get my student loan money till after May 14th tho, so that BITES big time! *wimpers* But, I guess when I applied for last quarter, I didnt put Spring quarter also... grrrrrrrrrr im so stupid sometimes *smacks head on keyboard* ah well. I have to wait alittle over a month.. but then I can put money aside for June *crosses fingers* I sure hope it happens....if it falls thru I know I'm still going to finally meet my BFF face to face.. but Im still crossing fingers and praying that I get to meet both. Well this

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Found My Happiness Well its like what they say, you go thru in life searching for that one person that completes you but sum times the journey is long and hard you never know if you will find it. I've had my share of up’s and downs good times and bad ones. I don’t know why thy say nice guys finished last? but im one of them always asking myself why i was never happy or find sum one that could make my whole day light up...well being patience all these days finally lead me to you just talking to you those first days didn’t know we had similar lives and misfortunes just spending time with you comforts me and completes me I never smile this much in along time, and then when you told me you was in a accident my heart skipped a beat cause at that very moment I almost lost you the woman I love, Love works in mysterious ways and I think this is one of them sparing you life to be with me sending my guarding angel to protect you until your in my arms, words cannot describe how much good you b

89 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1. When you get pulled over, say "What's wrong, ossifer, there's no blood in my alcohol?" 2. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you wanted to race. 3. When he talks to you, pretend you are deaf. 4. Touch him. 5. If he asks if you knew how fast you were going, say no, my speedometer only goes to...... 6. When he asks why you were speeding, tell him you were rushing home because you realized you forgot your helmet. (Particularly good in those Helmet Law states!) 7. Ask him where he bought his cool hat. 8. Refer to him by his first name. 9. Pretend you are gay and ask him out. 10. When he says no, cry. 11. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. 12. If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. 13. If he asks you to step off the bike, automatically throw yourself onto his hood. 14. When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. 15. When he puts the handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy m

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MY GOOD FRIEND NEEDS HELP PLZ. SHE A GREAT WOMEN WITH A KIND HEART SHE COULD USE SOME COMMENTS FOR TEH CONTEST SHE IS IN. SO I AM ASKING ALL MY FRIENDS TO HELP HER PLZ. I WILL RETURN FAVORO PLZ JUST SHOW SOEM LOVE HERE THE LINK TY ALL

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IF U ARE LOST ON THIS BLOG, PLEASE SEE BLOG POSTED (SO MESSED UP) WELL THE OFFICERS CAME OUT JUST NOW, AND THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, THEY ALSO TOLD ME THEY WOULD TRY AND GET SOMEONE OUT HERE EVERYDAY TO PATROL THE AREA DURING THE TIME WHICH MY SON GETS OFF THE BUS. SO IM VERY THANKFUL THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TALK TO THE MAN, AND IS OFFERING SOME HELP ON THE SITUATION.

I Hate Myself For Logging In
okay why would these two white trashy looking bitches rate the moon a 1...its a pic of the moon... they dont like the moon.. who dosnt like the moon? lol! i swear this site is full of shetards..whatever i digress.. this place is just really blinky...i mean there is shit all over the place would be nice if it was simplified a bit...just a thought and come on i can know who rates me tens but no other ratings that is pussy shit.. its like a damn democracy.. i really dont know why i even stay here,,,honestly......its the decline of the western civilization..

Independant Tapper Family
As many of you have noticed (and commented on) my page has been "sporting" a new title lately. Many of you have asked me about the "IndePenDant TapPer Family", so here is the information. I got tired of seeing many of my friends involved in these "families". I have asked many times what the purpose of thier family was, and have never heard one single answer that made any sense (other than having someone to help you win contests). So I decided to form my own family. Some of you have asked what the purpose of my family is, and what it "stands for", so here is my reply; IndePenDant: Not controlled by another; Able to function by itself; Self-suporting; Showing confidence in ones self; Done without obstruction; Somebody or something unaffected by others TapPer: A nick name I gave to the people who frequent CT (probably not original, but get over it) Family: Group with something in common; People "living" together These three words make up the name for this group.

Angle Of Hope,
when i see you i smile.when i talk whit you my heart is warm,are you my answer that god has a better plane for me,or is this just a dream an only time will tell us..not wanting to get hurt ,so be easy on my heart&soul,an you may have it ,if this is my new path that god put in front of me too met you.are you my angle of hope,too regain this lost soul, time will tell...or can this soul be save"ed...?

Down
I hate being the way iam right now....iam sooo in love w/someone and he fuckin hates me and cant even give me reason why we cant work things out!!!! i love him soooo much and just kills me that i feel i have done something sooo terrible wrong!!! i made his kids a promise that id always be there for em and now i feel like iam failing cause of the pain and hurt!!! his kids want me to come and see em but i just feel scared to cause of him anyways sorry to vent and all but everyone i hope ya hts better then mine is

Riding
So I was recently told I am a riding slut. That I will give up anything to ride. Rain, snow or 102 degree heat I am out there at it..now is that such a bad thing...I am a girl who lives the feel of the rumbling power between her thighs..better to ride a bike every weekend then a new man..besides at least I know I can ride my bike hard and put er away wet and know I can get some whenever I want it...and she dont talk back or make me cook her dinner..

Two Truths And One Lie...
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

Stuttering
You gotta love kid's stories. A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!." "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say "FUCK!" the rottweiler ate him!"

What The Hell Is Wrong With People
I guess some people are just miserable assholes that don't feel satisfied unless they are spreading it around. Anonimity gives people a freedom and unfortunately some people abuse it. I've been getting a lot of low ratings lately on my profile pic. Now i know i'm not gorgeous but i think it deserves better than a 5. I figure anyone that is brave enough to put up pics of them themselves for the ridicule of strangers deserves a 10

Judgement Night.
Sticky-Fingaz I swear to fuckin' God I raise Hell and make the white man call me MASTER I'm six-six-six, And need to repent to the pastor SO FUCK THE RADIO and close your ears but read my lips I rips and if you eat my words I'll leave your strung like umm- It was on the tip of my tongue! But now it's stuck in between my throat I can't breath so I lick it Onyx ain't the top pick, You must be suckin' a glass dick And if it takes the death of me, To make history The whole world will remember my misery I know what I'm tryin' to say my words get in the way they render me speechless, Ohh Black Jesus, I'm cryin' inside Couldn't give a FUCK if I live or die cause I'm just a slave who's brave But fuck pickin' cotton, I'd rather see my grave, so I meditated, before I was created And if you prefer sorrow, Made me reincarnated Now I'm back rulin MC's but pussy niggaz increase Well then it's just another nigga that, Gotta get greased So if you wanna talk shit, in o

I Loved You Enough
I loved you enough to steal your heart with just one kiss. I loved you enough to seduce you without ever uttering a word. I loved you enough to let you see my bad side and to accept that you had one too. I loved you enough to tell you that you could rule the world, knowing you could destroy mine. I loved you enough to always ask you how your day went, even when I had had a really bad one. I loved you enough to let you hear the many voices in my head and to help you ignore the ones in yours. I loved you enough to let you see me cry and to pretend I didn't see when you did. I loved you enough to arm you with my greatest fears, knowing that one day you would use them against me. I loved you enough to believe you were perfect in every way. And I loved you even more when I found out that you weren't. I loved you enough to allow you to become the person that you needed to be, even if I didn't always like that person. I loved you en

Sexiest Legs On Ct
Sexiest Legs on CT I am having a sexiest legs contest. Do you think you have the sexiest legs on CT. Prove it!! Please send me a private message if you want to enter. Include a photo link, I will RIP your picture to my gallery. Guidelines 1. Photo must include your legs. 2. NO Downrating 3. Rates DO NOT COUNT Unless there is a tie at the end of the contest. 4. Contest will run one week from the start date. 5. It will open as soon as I get enough entries. 6. ALL Bombing is allowed, this includes bombing yourself. Prizes will be as follows 1st = 7 Day Blast 2nd = 1 Day Blast 3rd = PorscheHere is my profile linkMr.D ( CT-Mafia)@ CherryTAP

Nother Survey
1. My 'ex' is: an asshole 2. I am listening to: silence 3. I love: ice cream 4. I think I am: lazy 5. My best friend: a jerk who's gonna get punched in the face if he doesn't stop talking shit about himself 6. I don't understand: people in general 7. I lost my respect for: uhhh.... 8. I last ate: Oreo O's 9. The meaning of my display name is: my CT number 14. I never ever want to lose: my kitty 15. My mobile phone is: gay 16. When I woke up this morning: I got in the shower 17. I get annoyed with: bad drivers 18. Parties: eh 19. My pets: are sooooooo cute! 20. Kisses: love them! 21. Today I : talked on the phone for 4 1/2 hours 22. I wish: I was rich 23. I really want : go back to bed ANSWER TRUTHFULLY— What would you rather be called? 01. Babe or baby: baby 02. Sweetie or Honey: sweetie 03. Darling or Hunny: Darling. PRESENTLY- 01. is your hair wet?: yes 02. is your cell phone right by you?: no 03. do you miss someone?: yup 04. are you wearing c

Thinking About Getting Off Tap
I'm thinking about getting off tap because I don't like the fact that people have been spreading shit that is not true. I'm not going to be considered a slut when I'm not. I have been nothing but nice to people. I'm not talking about Just Shizzle but these other guys that have said that I was trying to get with them and all that shit, But any way hopefully you all have fun and do whatever you all think is right and I'm so agravated but have a fun and great life and to those that are truely my friends I'm happy that you all have been her for me. Trista

Pissed Off (for A Sec Anyway)
I sit in wonder. Why does everyone make life more difficult than it has to be? Should I explain? Probably not, but alas I must. People always need the forever ongoing reassurance that their life is as bad as they make it out to be. Yeah I typed that right. Reread that sentence again if you must. Its sad but true. I know this cause at one point in my life I could have been one of those people. Not really sure and no one ever really told me about myself, like I do for so many people. LMAO Anyway, people who always seek approval to be upset over their small meaningless problems. Talking to people that never listened, and I realized that they just waited for their turn to speak, so they could they me about their problems. Now I no longer wait for my turn. I am going to speak outta motherfucking turn. Stop your fucking whinning!!! Return to reality. Who's reality you ask? The reality that is in the world around them. Am I suggesting to rest the world's problems on your o

Do I Bug You?
There have been many, many times when I may have; disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the emails I send, So today I just wanna tell you that... I PLAN TO CONTINUE !!!!!!

Fulfill Me....
He lingered above her looking down lovingly His full lips moving sensuously against hers Tongues uniting in a kiss of the senses Then he moved down tortously slowly Placing butterfly kisses around her neck Even lower he kissed her shoulders His mouth then claimed her breasts Until her nipples were twin erections As hard in their desire as his own erection She pleaded for him to enter Her hands eager to ease him gently inside To set the tone that she desired In a tanttalizingly deliberate rhythm Making him cry out in unbearable desire The pace quickening Minds on a higher plane Begging for that final thrust The final fulfillment

.after.after.
can you say...ass tired? cuz i can. numerous times. tho meems cant say 'unique new york' three times fast...cuz it comes out 'unique you nork' which is highly amusing in and of itself. i dun wanna go to sleep...but im kinda...on the..eh bored side? something like that...iunno.. kids are in bed.. television sucks and i dun feel like getting up to put in a flick. so here i sit rambling. *laughs* the useless pigtail attacking cat still hasnt eaten the damn cricket...and i cant find the effin thing either. so...uh yeah. reality shows like 'the bachelor' are stupid. yet i cant find the remote so i had to suffer thru the asian chick singing a horrific rendition of the star spangled banner. *rolls eyes* but other than that? life is good. i quite like it especially lately. no detail for you! ha! n stuff n things n yeah... kthnxbi *wanders away*

This Is For You Gypsy!!!
I got to the hotel first, I checked in and left the receptionist instructions to to give you the second key and send you straight up...I made sure that I was here early enough to set up the room and to get myself ready, for what was to be a most memorable evening..The room was quite large with a queensize bed, a table and two hard backed chairs..The bathroom held a large Jacuzzi..this will do nicely I thought as I started to run the bath...I went to my bag and took out some of the candles which filled nearly half my small suitcase I spread them around the room..some were scented with a strong spicy musk..and when I lit them them the began to fill the room with their deep aroma..with the room lit only by the flickering light from the candles the scene was almost complete...I took my Ipod and set it up on its speaker stand..the music started as I took the final steps..I went to my case and remove my outfits laying them on the bed...I picked up the red latex waspie and suspender b

Current Song
Runaway Train Call you up in the middle of the night, like a fire flower FAR OF light, you were there like a blow torch burnin', I was a key that could use a little turnin' So tired that I couldn't even sleep, so many secrets I couldn't keep, I promised myself I wouldn't weep, one more promise I couldn't keep It seems no one can help me now, I'm in too deep theres no way out, this time I have really led myself a-stray Runaway train never goin' back, wrong way on a one way track seems like I should be getting somewhere, somehow I'm neither here nor there Can you help me remember how to smile, make it somehow all seem worth while, how on earth did I get so jaded, life's mysteries seem so FADED(???) I can go where no one else can go, I know what no one else knows, here I am just a drowning in the rain, with a ticket for a runaway train Everything seems cut and dry, day and night earth and sky, somehow I just don't believe it Runaway train never g

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I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, Feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that since they congregated at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away) that it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home. I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, who had seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes my deer showed up - 3 of them. I picked out a likely looking one, stepped out from the end of the feeder, and threw my rope. The deer just stood there and stared at me. I wrapped the rope around my waist and twisted the end so I would

Wooohooo!!!!
New music!!! About damned time!!!! And yes, I'm sure a lot of you out there probably don't want to listen to it... so... TOUGH :P And you guys know how to listen to it :P just go to my profile... let me know what you wanna hear, and what you don't... and remember.. DEGENERATE RADIO WILL LIVE AGAIN.... !!! :) not yet... BUT... www.degenerateradio.com ! :D

Degenerate Radio....... The Return
Okay.. I might as well just say it..... YES, Degenerate Radio WILL be coming back :) Which makes me very VERY happy.. I miss broadcasting... I just had to get the money together to get a static IP address to be able to broadcast my station again... which I'm glad to say... will be going back online.... May 1.!! WOOHOO! The triumphant return! YAY! http://www.degenerateradio.com:8000 It's a lifestyle... it's mine... and it's music... ;)

Tell Me What Your Name Starts With
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Models Needed
Im an in search of Maternity Models and Tattooed Models to help start and complete a few projects I am currently working on. If you are interested please contact me and we can see what we can do. I hope to hear from you all very soon. Sean

Money And How It Rules
a person is just awful. I have seen so many people fall apart because of money. So many things come up in ones life, like.. Having the money you need only for something to happen... loosing a loved one costs money.. medical help, costs money. Even some beaches in Africa, cost money to use! So where does that put us as a human race? rather fickle I would say. They say, "from rags to riches to rags again" That statement is so true, I am sitting here helplessly thinking about my dad and how much he did in his life and please God, has alot more to do. But money has jumped in and made sure that whatever empire my father built up for himself and the ones he holds close? falls apart, at his age. My heart breaks to hear his voice on the phone. I am helping him, but he had to phone me to let me know.. and that must have been the hardest thing in his life to do! and that is, ask his child for help. you see, he does not have to ask me, because I would give him my Soul if I coul

The Ex Turns Up
What should i do? the ex has emailed me and wants to keep in contact. Even tho we have gone our separate ways she still wants to keep in contact. She now is with my exfriend. She is the one that crossed the line while i was in hospital.I need the advice from my CT friends.What should i do? Should I keep in contact with her? or should I get rid of everything that reminds me of her and wipe the slate clean? Please advise me my friends. I just don't know what to do. Jamie

Ozzy Tribute In The Scooter Lounges
HEY Y'ALL THIS ISNT REALLY MY THING TO BLOG BUT THIS IS A WORTHWHILE ONE SO DO URSELVES A FAVOR AND COME PARTY IN THE SCOOTER BAR AND LOUNGE ON SATURDAY NIGHT JUST CLICK BELOW AND LETS SHOW THE OZMAN THE TRIBUTE HE DESERVES......COME MEET NEW FRIENDS SAY HELLO TO OLD ONE AND JUST HANG OUT TO WATCH OUR AWESOME BARTENDERS AND FABULOUS SCOOTER BAR BEUTY CREW AS WELL AS MEET THE SEXIEST PEOPLE ON CT WHILE LISTENING TO AMAZING TUNES AND PAYING TRIBUTE TO THE ONE AND ONLY OZZY

Words We Women Use & What They Mean
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: Thi s is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how

Erotica: Affair
Chris got off the phone and was filled with conflicted thoughts. Sandra wanted him to come over for dinner. She was lonely. Sandra was a gorgeous woman, about 5’3 and 145 pounds. He often thought of her smooth, dark skin, her deep brown eyes, and her perfect smile. She had beautiful, shoulder length, wavy brown hair. She had an amazing body, perfect by his standards. He didn’t like his women to be too thin, but he did want them to wear their weight well, and Sandra definitely did. Long, sexy legs, huge wonderful breasts – likely a double D. She had just moved to a new house less then an hour away from him, which was actually closer than where she was before. He hadn’t seen Sandra in over two years, but her beautiful image was burned in his mind. He had moved away, but she had never strayed from his thoughts, his desires. They kept in touch occasionally through email mostly, but with the odd phone call. He thought that he may be in love with her. How could he not be? His masturba

One Wish
Have you ever felt away with me Just once that's all I need Entwined in finding you one day Ever felt away without me My love, it lies so deep Ever dream of me Would you do it with me Heal the scars and change the stars Would you do it for me Turn loose the heaven within I'd take you away Castaway on a lonely day Bosom for a teary cheek My words long to borrow your grace Come out, come out wherever you are So lost in your sea Give in, give in to my touch For my taste, for my lust Your beauty cascadeds on me In this white night fantasy "All I ever craved were the two dreams I shared with you. One I now have, will the other one ever be, the dream that remains. For yours I truly wish to be."

The Blonde From Alabama
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. A very attractive blonde woman from Alabama arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars ($20,000) on a single roll of the dice. She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I play topless." With that, she stripped to the waist, rolled the dice, and yelled, "Come on, baby.....Southern Girl needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop, she jumped up-and-down and squealed "YES!! YES!! I WON!! I WON!!" She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed. The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded. Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know. I thought you were watching." Moral --- Not all Southerners are stupid. Not all blondes are dumb. But, all men ARE still men.

Guardians Of The Soul
The voice of wisdom can be heard, not in lies, and the song of Truth won't be defied, so adamant to protect, the ones that you love, for the Shadow of Death, shall not be denied. Serenity, silently dallies in vain, Integrity's virtue goes slowly insane, the silence of Sins can deafening too while pieces of Honesty slice in pain. Solitude is there to focus the mind the aberration of Truth is yet to be kind. Devotion, a secret not yet exposed, yet we burn with immutable emotions that bind. Surrendered illusions of Grace have grown cold, thoughts often tumble as fears lie untold. While involvement in such an indifferent place harshly shreds Peace from your spiritual soul. Life should have taught you of Sorrow and Pain of Love and Joy and things you could gain, but words said in anger destroy things you love so with stoic tranquility, the Guardians remain. © 2007 KG

Curiousty Is Killing Me!!!!
Recently I have two photos ripped without permission. Appearantely Cherrytap does not want you know who did it. Atleast it is not being displayed on my profile. How many others think photos should not be able to be ripped without your permission and authorization. I also think if you go to someone's profile to rate them below a 10 your ID should also be displayed that way you can no longer hide your identity and the fact you are a mean person. I personally do not feel i derserve a 10 everyone stops by and neither does anyone else but we do because we are nice!!!!!! Chris

Recent Event Has Me At Odds!
DUE TO A RECENT EVENT, WHICH I CAN'T GO INTO DETAIL ABOUT, I MAY SEEM A LITTLE DISTRACTED. LETS JUST I FOUND OUT ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED WITH ONE OF MY DAUGHTERS AND I WAS FLOODED WITH A VAST ARRAY OF EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS. I AM WRITING THIS TO APPOLIGIZE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY FOR MY PRESENT MOOD. I AM VERY SORRY AND IN TIME I WILL BE A LOT BETTER, IT'S JUST RIGHT NOW I HAVE A LOT TO DEAL WITH.I LOVE YOU ALL BOTH OLD AND NEW AND WILL CONTINUE TO HOLD YOU DEAR TO MY HEART. ALTHOUGH I AM DEALING WITH MY CURRENRT SITUATION I AM STILL THERE FOR ALL OF YOU. I AM STILL THE VERY GIVING AND CARING MAN THAT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN, SO IF YOU NEED A SHOULDER TO LEAN ON, A PERSON TO TALK TO, OR ANYTHING AT ALL THAT I CAN DO FOR PLEASE DON'T HESITATE TO CALL ON ME. AS IN THE WORDS OF THAT JAMES TAYLOR SONG "YOU'VE GOT A FRIEND", NOW MORE THAN EVER. AS ALWAYS WITH ALL MY LOVE AND RESPECT HORSE

War
I think we should give cities and towns different names to cut down on war. I mean...who is gonna attack a place called Strawberry Shortcake? How about these? General: "Colonel....did you bomb City With No Name?" Colonel: "No Sir." General: Well why the hell not?! Colonel: We couldn't find it on the map, Sir. General: "Well go to Plan B then!" Colonel: "Sir.....what exactly is "Plan B"? General: "Bomb the hell out of Invisible City." How about cities named after body parts? Major: "Captain, I want you to take your men and attack Pussy. Captain Butts will take his men around back and fight a rear-guard action. The 82nd Airborne will jump at 0600 hours and secure the Tittie Mountains. The Navy will perform beach head....I mean secure a beach head."

Why?
Why? A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Viet Nam?" Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?" Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar -- "So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." This was emailed to me with no author and I thought the magnitude and the simplicit

Favorite Drinks
WASHINGTON APPLE (SHOT) CROWN ROYAL 2 OZ APPLE PUCKER 2 OZ CRANBERRY JUICE 2 OZ Shake ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into shot glass. =============================================== SLEDGEHAMMER (SHOT) JACK DANIELS 1/2 OZ BUTTERSCOTCH SCHNAPPS 1/2 OZ pour into shot glass and enjoy. =============================================== REDHEADED SLUT (SHOT) JAGERMEISTER 1 OZ PEACH SCHNAPPS 1 OZ CRANBERRY JUICE 1 1/2 OZ Shake ingredients in a cocktail shaker with ice. Strain into shot glass. =============================================== APPLE PIE (SHOT) (BULK RECIPE) EVERCLEAR 1 QT. APPLE JUICE 1 GALLON APPLE CIDER 1 GALLON CINNAMON STICKS 7 STICKS SUGAR 4 CUPS Mix apple juice, apple cider, cinnamon sticks, and sugar together. Boil until cinnamon sticks lose flavor. Add everclear. Refrigerate. ==============================================

A New Crime!
Woman dropped on head alleges 'negligent dancing' • Lacey Hindman, 22, is suing a dancing partner • She says she was dropped on her head at an office party • Attorney David Baum says his client is a victim of "negligent dancing" • Hindman suffered a fractured skull and brain injury, suit says CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- A woman is suing her dance partner, claiming he dropped her on her head after flipping her into the air at an office party. Lacey Hindman, 22, was a victim of "negligent dancing," says her lawyer, David M. Baum. In the suit, Hindman claims that during a party at a Chicago bar and restaurant in April 2006, David Prange grabbed her by the forearms and tossed her in the air, and then she crashed to the wood floor. "I was in the air, over him," Hindman said. "I fell hard enough you could hear the impact of me hitting the floor over the sound from the jukebox." Hindman said in the suit, filed in Cook County Circuit Court, that she suffered a fractured skull and brai

Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What??? Lol
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Fight Against Child Abuse
Hi Everyone, April is Child awareness month in my opinion it should be every month!! Every day. In 4 weeks I graduate from police science and like everyone else i will do anything in the hope of stopping child abuse. I wanted to share this with you all. This link will take you to a page which if you type in your address or your zip code it will bring up KNOWN SEX OFFENDERS that in YOUR AREA!! The map shows you a detailed map and different colored squares symbolizing the offence. All sexual predators are listed on this and they add to it regular. I typed in my address and was amazed at how many sex offenders live within walking distance of my home, my childs school etc . Bookmark this tool to your broswer and check it regular Each square that you click on will bring up not only the sex offfenders name and address but also a color photograph and it will tell you what crime they committed. Stay Safe Tigsy http://www.familywatchdog.us/ P.S you might have to copy paste

My Wonderful Family
I consider myself very lucky to have such a wonderful family. To me, family is one of the most precious things anyone can have. When things are rough and I need a shoulder to cry on, all I have to do is pick up the phone. My family is so close. There was once a time in my life that I felt completely alone. After a while, my family began to grow. Today, I am very proud of the family I have. Several sisters, nieces, nephews, etc..... The list goes on and on. It's people like these that make me happy to be alive. My children are my blessings. I wish everyone on earth could have a family like mine. To all the families out there that are like mine, absolutely wonderful in every way, you are all making someone's life a little better, someone's day a little sweeter and someone's future a little brighter. Stop and think about your family..tell them how great they are, and how lucky you are to have them. Someday, you might not get the chance to say everything you want to. So, pick up a phone or

I Retard
I started school in Dallas 36yrs ago who , aperntly had not yet heard of dyslexia. Plus I had really bad stutter. So to get rid me, they sent me to retard school. Thas right...I rode the short bus with a Dallas Cowboys helmet, Now...it was a red star on a yellow helmet,but what did I give a shit? I was retarded right. After 3 years we moved to a rural school in Van, TX where I had to eat in separate lunch room. A year later we moved to Alabama where hey figured out i was dyslexic, had a speech impediment, and a genius IQ. Now the upside to this is, for the rest of my life, til he died, every time ,my father asked me why I did something stupid, I put on my best retard face and said, "Cuz I retard, Daddy! LMMFAO!

Greenock Town
Shipbuilding Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. Greenock waterfront from Victoria Harbour to Ocean Terminal, the skyline dominated by Victoria Tower. In the early 17th century, the first pier was built in Greenock. Shipbuilding was already an important employer by this time. The first proper harbour was constructed in 1710 and the first well-known shipbuilders, Scott's, was established the following year. It was the oldest shipbuilding business in the world and gained numerous contracts with the Royal Navy from 1806, building ships such as the Prince of Wales. Scott's was nationalised in 1969 and merged with Lithgow's (founded 1874, later the largest privately owned yard in the world) the same year becoming Scott Lithgow. Other yards included Cartsburn, Cartsdyke, and Klondyke - all of which closed during the 1970s and 1980s due to competition from South Korea and Japan. The site of the Scott's yard is now oc

Music Made My Day
i've had a helluva a day. almost walked out of my job. almost screamed at my boss (not in that order). and as i finally am able to rest my bones, i put this song on... uberdruck - .... D... and i'm better. thank you techno music. for once again saving my life.

Looking For Volunteers Tomake Me Some Pics :-)
i see a lot of really good graphic pics and moph pics on here and would love for anyone that would be willing to make me some to do so :-) Muahhh much love hoovergirl

Dare Ya To Answer These Sex ??
Yes, I did a repost. :P LOL 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? Yes 2. Do they know it? I don't know 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? No 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? Making love 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? No 6. What is your favorite position? Woman on top or side by side from behind. 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? It's a very nice thought. ;) 8. Give or receive oral? Both 9. Kinky or sneaky? Sneaky 10. Loud or quiet? I'm pretty quiet 11. Ruff of soft? Soft 12. Foreplay or not? Foreplay is a must 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? No 14. Spank or be spanked? Spank once in a while 15. Condoms or not? Better safe than sorry 16. Masturbate or not? Of course I do 17. Role-playing or not? Not really into it 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? I probably will.

Whats Happening With Me
Hi everyone, Well this year has been eventful already but i just wanted to keep you all posted on whats happening etc. This month i have lived in the USA for 3 years. My immigration process is almost complete ....thank god!!!! The next few months for me are going to be crazy but a lot of fun i hope. The next four weeks are my last hurdles of college lol. I graduate in May for Police Science and so far i am graduating with 2 honors and a distinction so long as i do not mess up in the next 4 weeks. So if i dont get back to messages straight away etc please understand that i have worked very hard and do not want to mess up now. Ok lol now for the fun bit lol May 11th i hopefully go to vegas with the girls for vacation woohoooo. I find out for sure tomorrow. June 29th I go to South Padre Island Texas for 10 days . August 8th - 12th Sturgis Bike Rally woohhoooooo August 20th - 29th South Padre Island Texas with the girls again partyyyyyyyy lol So you all know this means lots an

Traffic Stop
A motorcycle officer stops a vehicle that has ran a red light. The driver is a real jerk and comes running back to the officer and asks why he is being harassed by the Gestapo and the officer calmly tells the driver of the red light violation. The driver goes into a tirade, and questioning the officer's ancestry, sexual orientation etc. The officer takes it all in professional stride and writes the ticket and places an "AH" in the bottom right hand corner - Narration" The officer hands the driver the ticket and requests a signature. The driver angrily signs the ticket and notices the "AH" and demands to know what that is for. The officer removes his mirror like sunglasses and gets in the drivers face and in a low voice says "So that when we get in court in three months time, I can remember that you are an ass hole!" Three months later, in court, the driver has hired a lawyer, as his driving record is not what you would call perfect, and he expects to lose

Ego Boost
Want to feel better about your looks? Spend 5 or 10 minutes going through the I'm Bored pics. Holy shit are there some losers around ;) Mullet wearing dirt bag looking guys wow. Nothing boosts your ego more than thinking about how bad some other dude looks. Ain't i shallow ;) Seriously though take a look

Ex-pantera Vinnie Paul Back Into Rock And Roll Spirit
Former Pantera and Damageplan drummer Vinnie Paul lost the fire to play over a year-and-a-half ago when his brother Dimebag Darrell was shot dead during a show. The event has left a permanent emotional scar with Paul, and he had previously said that all his desire to play had gone. It turns out that although Paul lost a part of him the night of the shooting, it was Van Halen's Sammy Hagar and Michael Anthony, which made him realize how much he loved music. "I totally got the fire to play, man. I went down to Cabo last year around October for Sammy Hagar's birthday. He invited me down and I played with Sammy and Michael [Anthony] for a week down there, half of Van Halen, which is one of my favorite bands ever, and it really helped me to realize how much I missed the drums." Vinnie Paul also told us that he's got a new band, and he shared with us the details that he was allowed to, legally. "...and I've got a new band. I can't tell you about it, but the record's done. It'l

When U Realize There Not Who U Think They R
its really weird its like when u start to see stuff and just have to take it for what it is ... it kinda sucks but thats ok i guess .. it just reaslly sucks when u see ppl woth out he rose glasses and everthing u thought was wrong .... and its like what u think now pisses u off but thats how it is ... its like y is it that way u dont know but u see how one sided it is its like well if someone cared they would do this and they always seem to come short of what u need and expect so u cant just keep trying to make them in ur head the way u want u hjave to look at there actions and not over look the lil thijngs that u find un excusible u cant forget those things u never would take b4 and takle them now just cuz u wish things were differnt and it really pisses u off when they let u down and u know thjey alays will and its like wow u have to stop trying to see things in a differnt like realize what u need and what u want r not happening at all so is there a point

What The Hell
what the hell is wrong with people? I logged on just now and this guy "Paul" who looks like a neanderthal sends me this message ->PAUL: fuck you man, don't message me again you sick fuck. PAUL: is your pussy wet? (the fuck you man part is what I wrote back to him, and of course he immediatly blocked me so I couldn't leave him a rude comment lol) PAUL@ CherryTAP i don't know what woman would really want to respond to that kind of shit.

Untitled
Two in a week, the muscles are starting to strengthen again. :) A calculated reflex in case of emergency. Just a way to stack the decks so nobody else can see the weakness hidden just below the surface of my shell, behind the curtain of the show I can't bring myself to tell.

Another Time-wasting Site
(Originally Posted on April 24, 2006)At Steve, Don't Eat It!, there's a guy who eats strange things and then reports on them. They're all funny. And here's a little appetizer as to what you'll find:(From the entry on Beggin' Strips) Beggin' Strips slogan is "Dog's don't know it's not bacon!" Newsflash: Dogs are retarded. Mine used to eat his own vomit, and wag his tail while he did it. I'll be the one to decide if this stuff tastes like bacon or not.Anyway, there's a lot more on the site. Sit back and enjoy, realizing that since Steve has tried these things, you don't have to.tag: humor, funny, food

U & Ur Hand
"U + Ur Hand" Check it out Going out On the late night Looking tight Feeling nice It's a cock fight I can tell I just know That it's going down Tonight At the door we don't wait cause we know them At the bar six shots just beginning That's when dick head put his hands on me But you see I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my life Cause you know it's over Before it began Keep your drink just give me the money It's just you and your hand tonight Midnight I'm drunk I don't give a fuck Wanna dance By myself Guess you're outta luck Don't touch Back up I'm not the one Buh bye Listen up it's just not happening You can say what you want to your boyfriends Just let me have my fun tonight Aiight I'm not here for your entertainment You don't really want to mess with me tonight Just stop and take a second I was fine before you walked into my l

Availability Of Bosomy Neighbors!
Hiya everyone! Is it just me, or do other breastmen out there have trouble finding wholesome bosomy women? It seems that so many of the bosomy women either aren't within 50 miles of my location, or they are promiscuous and sleep with hundreds of men each year. Is this just a problem in the Maryland area for me, or do other breastmen out there have the same problem? Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas in North Beach, MD

I Wanted A New Picture To Put Up...
(Originally Posted on April 25, 2006)And Lo! I found one! (For your reading pleasure, I also linked it to the original article.)Let's see... I fit 8 of the above categories. So will I have to go to court eight times, or can we whip them all out at once.(Don't whip those out! Wait until I get out of work!) tag: religion, atheist, atheism, humor, funny, image, photo, blogging

My Son
I love my son to the fullest and i would never trade him for the world,but i just wish it wasnt with the crazy woman the i made the mistake of gettin with.Whenever she hears ive moved on with my life which has been oh about 7 years now she starts trippin!!I dont believe in ever puttin my hands on a woman but if i ever did she would get the VIP pass.She cant hurt me any other way and i refuse to argue in front of jaylan,so i just ignore it and bounce out.Ok now that ive had my Dr PHIL time im all to the good.

Trust? Read This Carefully ! Ol' Pal "friends".
Well here is my first blog. A short and sweet one at that! It is so funny how people on Pal put forth effort to be concerned on your wearabouts! When in turn, laughing under thier breath, stab you in the back! To anyone who claims to be concerned and copy and pastes whispers are assholes and a waste of my time! Claiming that nothing is going on with someone that you are talking about is bullshit! Just realize that you are the next victim! Being told who you can talk to or be associated with! Talk to them on the phone and see that they are not who they say they are. Being told that you should be ashamed with yourself when you have no idea what that means. Making you feel bad for something that really has no meaning is a power trip! This person has a power trip that makes one feel they have to say sorry to them for thier cowardness of blowing you off!! This person has done this to many on pal and just moves down the line. Gets what they want and makes you feel ashamed for what

Idiot Boss Responds
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)As you may recall, we sent our Idiot Boss a letter in the suggestion box telling him how bad he's fucking up, but in nice, business-speak. We didn't expect a response.However, he did send out a company-wide email. Here it is with my emphasis added: The suggestion box exists so that management can consider suggestions by employees. As far as I know, All suggestions are delivered to me for review, and I believe that [Ass-Kisser] gets this done. Regardless of the positive nature of the suggestion, or even if it is a critique or criticism of the way we do things here, it is read and considered. I think it is a great way to allow employees to discuss topics and to have an avenue for free expression. Sometimes, some suggestions will be be discussed in our company meeting. Howerver, if an employee uses the suggestion box for personal criticisms against other employees, criticisms about pay, management style, or complaints regarding life in general, t

One Thing My Wife And I Wanted To Do For A While...
(Originally Posted on April 27, 2006)In a few weeks, my wife and I are planning on going to Gymno-Vita, the "local" family nudist resort. There's no swinging or anything there, but you are still around naked people. It'll be my first time walking naked with other naked people around, but not the first time I've been naked in public.(TMI ALERT) I lost my virginity in Okinawa on a rotating stage with lots of horny Japanese guys watching the show. Kinda cool and very fun, truth be told.

Motorcycle Riders
For all who Know Motorcycle Riders (or even if you dont. read this) I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and glove

So Sad Lol
------------------------------------------------------------ This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the le

Thank You Cricket
I just can't wait to see you. I know it will make blondierox's year and we both know she has had a tough one. I enjoyed your blog on your trip and meeting me and going to blondierox's house I loved it.

Life...
Well I have to say that it is quite dificult here for me now... My father in law has passed away and all I have here noe it my three little ones and my Mother in law. My marriage well after last night for sure I can say that it is just a matter of time before the papers get filed. I am scared and alone. I can only focus on breathing and getting my babies through each day! I will pull through this and I will be stronger for it! UI just ask that any of you that are reading this and that are consider me a friend please remember that I need you now more than ever. I know I sound like a pathetic mouse right now but that is about where I sit... :(

The Insatiable Dream....
...Not knowing why or how this all came about, the string of following events may be true..and may not be true....Finding myself in the hands of a very tall man..long flowing hair and that look in his eyes as him mouth and toungue devour my sweet wet hot pink pussey..making me cum again and again...fingers in and out of me....cum drenched face. i leaned him on his back sucking and licking him until his cock couldnt take it anymore..exploding in my mouth...with a kiss he was gone....laying backin my bed a knock at the door a short time late...a well tanned chisseled body with a bright smile walked towards me..passionately kissing me..sliding my garments off my shoulders...licking and sucking my nipples..hard and erect...holding my hand as we head down the hall..the beautiful man layed me on my back to suck my clit again until i squirted all over his face and finger...he slides me on my stomach to thrust his large cock deep into my pussey..holding me and plunging deeper...making me screa

Pain?!!! A Glimpse
Pain the life blood, the inner sting that lets us know we are alive, could we truly say that pain is bad, no we cannot. I feel my pain let it nurture me, cause with out it I would never know joy. Without heartache i would never know love, without anger i would never know peace, without fear i would never find courage. My inner peace comes from this pai, my ability to fight for myself and who I am. Do not run from pain, embrace it and be greatful for it, cause without it you are numb. I say this cause my life my poetry my being in itself is the mix of pain and pleasure, and I need not shed a tear for myself but share my soul with others

My Name
i trade under two names Aussie_GOddess & Boo_kitty depends on my moods lolz and i feeling like a goddess for the moment lololol so i am back to that for a lil bit HUGS SMILES n SPANKINGS FOR ALL!!!!!!!!!!!

Abc's Of Me!
Fill it out with your info and sendback thru~ A-Z's of Me Here's a new one. Cut and paste and fill in the answers. A - Age: 23 (24 in June) B - Bed size: twin C - Chore you hate: mowing the grass! D - Dessert you love: Cheesecake - Yummo! E - Essential start your day item: Cereal F - Favorite actor(s): Adam Sandler G - Gold or Silver: Silver H - Height: 5'8 and a half I - Instruments you play: none J - Job title: Customer Service K - Kid(s): 0 L - Living arrangements: I live with my mom & brother M - Mom's name: Joan N - Nicknames: Bratty, Kath, Kat, Kathy, Hey Bitch....shall I go on? O - Overnight hospital stay other then birth: none! P- Phobia or fear: heights, clowns, hospitals, funeral homes Q. Favorite quote: Its too long to list here lol R - Right or left handed: Right S - Siblings: 1 younger brother U - Unique habit: Being me is as unique as it comes :) V - Vegetable you hate: beets and brussel sprouts *gag

Today April 3rd
today was a great day i finally got my neice back and she is doing great. had to take her shopping cuz she needed new clothes. went to the doctor and found out good stuff which is great. making things work with others which is even better. told people basically to f off. you all know what i mean when i say that lol. talkin to my friends and playin around. and people try to make my life hell well it is not workin cuz all is going good i guess karma does come around. well all night night to all later

Okkkk
so like ive been going out with my bf for 7 months.. and i just aint happy anymore.. and i tried telling him that but he started crying..i dont want to be in that relationship no more.. its just not working..he has too bad of a temper..and i cant take it anymore..give me some advice

Peeing Calvin
A collection of things that faux-Calvin stickers have never urinated upon. -The Magna Carta -A package of Peeps brand marshmallow ducks. -Another faux-Calvin urinating sticker. -Henry Kissinger -Tasteful, reasonably priced home furnishings. -The Cassini probe. -My clothing (that I am aware of) -Any of the members of Blue Oyster Cult.

I Find This Very Funny....
That many people seem to be rating down my morph pic i have on my main pic, when 1 it wasnt even made by me, 2 if u rate some one less then a 10 it doesnt tell u who rated it, wich is pritty pathetic if u ask me.... come on people whats soo bad about my main pic? too scary and demonic for you all or something? hell if ya dont like it DONT LOOK AT IT! its that simple! IDIOTS!

Too Much Caffeine
I am back to not sleeping well. I've tried quite a bit of different things to help with it. Unfortunately, not one of them seems to last. My tolerance builds up and leaves me feeling like a there isn't any hope of getting sleep. I use to not mind that feeling. I had gotten quite use to it. Now it's just as annoying as shit because I'm all sorts of tired at work and can't concentrate on anything. Lucky for me, today anyway, I've had a crap load of coffee and now I'm hyper as hell. Oh yea... They FINALLY released the first season of The Henry Rollins Show from IFC on DVD!!!! :) I'm so broke but I bought it anyway. I just couldn't resist. I've been looking for airline tickets to SEA lately. It's making me so antsy to actually be there. I am hoping to talk Aim into going back to Canada for a day or so. It was so wonderful out there the first time. Hot Asian chicks everywhere! On that note... I've gotta go. There are drinks to be had and strippers to be laughed at. :)

I Need Better Friends
I have been friends with Cassi for like 12 years.I have also been there for her when ever she has ever needed me in any kind of way cuz hey thats what friend are for.In the past she has not been the greatest friend and I have always let shit go and let shit just roll.Well this time she went to far.8 months ago my friend told me she was getting married and that she wanted me to be a bridesmaid.i was happy to do so and as her best friend I helped her with alot of stuff.March 17th was the wedding.I got there way before everyone including her to help and i stayed late.Ok,a few days ago she posted a blog about the wedding here it is WELL I DID IT! I GOT MARRIED! Current mood: optimistic Category: Life William and I got married on St. Patrick's Day! The two days before was so hectic I just wanted to quit! I was so frustrated that the cake wasn't done and I didn't know what was going to happen the next day with things such as the order everyone was suppose to walk and with

A Disheartening Reality
A Disheartening Reality Robin Marie Poncek Tuesday April 3, 2007 1030 P.M Unpredictable suffering seems to beseech me Lost among the chaos of sorrow Wrapped in the embrace of loneliness Drenched in uncertainty and fear With failure knocking upon the door Dare I answer, can I accept that Shivering at the brink The world is turning to ash slipping through my fingers No longer knowing what is above or below A sickening spiral downward Desperate grasping for any chance The tide is high and I am out of air Mere survival is the key Praying for the dawn to come But fearing it more and more Shall such disaster maintain How much of this can be endured Hanging on by a thread which is frayed half way through The damn of tears has been overwhelmed and demolished The raging river run rampant Do I give in and give up all I fight for Accepting all failure and worthlessness

The Pain Is Too Much Right Now
I just found out today that someone that I hold dear to my heart. Is no longer here. She was like a second mother to me. If it werent for her. None of you would know me right now. Literally. She has saved my life twice. Once when I had severe alcohol poisoning. I was poisioned so bad. Not only was I throwing up alot. I started to bleed internally. I was curled up in a ball from hurting so much. I didnt know all of what was going on. I tell her son my best friend I need help. He miles away not able to do anything. He called her. She lived right down the street from where it happened. Here she is at age 62 at the time. Saving my life. Taking me and carring me from that party. Taking me down to her house. Pumpimg home remedies down my throat. Till I was alble to fully walk on my own feet again. At close to midnight or later. The second time she saved me was when I got into some serious trobule street racing. I almost got killed. I didnt know what I had got into. I just knew they people th

Poetry From A Dark Mind!
Dreamless Nights I find a time when my world begins again. I once more start to find peace. The fog has lifted clearing my mind; Leaving a brightness once forgotten! Before me, lay my dreams. Finally; the future seems to be going my way! Yet, I am here at the edge of my darkness; Mentally worn, my body without rest. Drained, I sit contemplating my existence; Worried, that all is not well. It is my soul that seems restless; My battered heart, that seem ill at ease. I struggle to find the answers; Only to be driven to more disheartening questions. Can I exist in this dream without sleeping? Is this how a dreamer is destroyed? More questions without answers In a dark room filled with people; and still ALONE!

Opening Up I Guess
I feel so fucking bad today, not sure what caused it in general just one of those days I guess. I feel bad because I have been a bitch to the people who I care about today and really don't want to do that. I owe them all a BIG apology . . . I hate depression, I hate even worse not having someone to be able to vent to when I need to. I hate on days like this when I listen to what everyone else has to say but there is no one to listen to me. I listen to every single one of my friends problems no matter what it is or how it makes me feel to hear it. I listen to everyone tell me how much they like this person or that person - how much they want to be with this person or that person - how sexy and beautiful this person or that person is - how they can't imagine a life without this this person or that person - how they need this or that in order to be happy - how blah blah blah. God I hear it every damn day - every fucking day nonstop. But yet do these people ever EVER stop to won

It Was She...
It Was She A great wind rushed past me, chilling me to the bone. I look around to see, I find that I am all alone. I travel for some time hoping to find a warm soul as if it were a crime my patients pays a toll! I turn the corner to find aid looking to find anyone within miles as I look hope begins to fade But then I see the smile of smiles! Her face glowed with compassion here smile shined like the sun I bowed in a statly fasion for her beauty had me done! She and I lost touch we did not speak for a time though I though of her smile much it was she who found me & inspired this ryme!!!

In Hiding
Heres my pain for all to see, I express it with a smile. I wear this smile to cover up how life dont feel worthwhile. Another day I ended up in and nothing seems to change. Same old path like yesterday. It cant be rearranged. Im tired of this nagging feeling thats pulling at my heart. It feels like I am breaking down and I dont know where to start. My life is like a fucking game and I lost my other half. I search and search like I am blind, and I cant find my path. Im stuck inside this fight with me to feel alive somehow. Because as of now I feel so dead. Change? I dont know how. See this is me, hallow and bare, stripped from things in my past. Reflections of identity. How much longer can I last? Im falling faster and more each day every time that I open my eyes. I hide within my hallow shell so noone will hear my cries.

Having A Britney Moment
Everyone has heard of Britney Spears. And, I'm sure that everyone has heard of the stunts that she pulls. From her impulse marriage to her most recent shaven head. I cannot help but wonder if Britney ever thinks before she acts. Does she rationalize any decision before making it. Most of us have made decisions on impulse before. Not even giving it a second thought before we act. Sure enough, two seconds afterwards we start to think ....... "Should I have done that?". At least I do anyways. And, today I had one of those moments. I didn't spread eagle and show my vajayjay to the world. Nor did I summon my limo driver to the nearest chapel so I could marry my childhood neighbor. My Britney moment, unlike Britney herself, was a private ordeal. Something that I could keep quiet about and no one would be any wiser. I'll explain: Today after a long day of work (which was only 4 hours) I went to the grocery store to pick up some items for dinner tonight. I didn't go to the Super Wal Mart a

Slipping
Tonight I ponder whats on my mind. A simple thought. What will I find? Its me inside thats breaking down. Im losing sight. Im losing ground. Im taking shape to disappear so far from life, so far from here. Mentally I am crashing. My thoughts are just a blur. Im confused on what is happening. When will I have a cure?

People Are Funny...
So, I come on here and I see something funny in "My Alerts" it says "someone rated your photo a '8'" not a problem, because I really don't care. I have enough people telling me it's a decent enough picture to keep up. The funny part to me is... Why cover who you are? Whats the point? Is that how it works on here? If you send someone a 10, then you are proud of it, but if you choose to rate someone below a 10, then you can't show who you are? What if I had wanted to send you some luv? I turn the other cheek pretty well. You never know. lol.

Missing You
By: Allen Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"

So Tired Of Pain
I wake up each day regretful. Regretful that my eyes even opened. Im so tired of all the chaos. Im tired of always coping. My life seems like a mistake to me when I think about the past. So many regrets and not enough joys. How long does misery last? I need to find an escape for me to break away for good. See everything is hard right now and if I knew what to do, I would. The anguish for the losses and tears. The laughter that hasnt been heard. The suffering for the wasted years. The silence in an unspoken word. My eyes are tired and seen too much. I just want to fade away. Close them for the permanance. Will tomorrow be ok?

My Dreams
By: Allen.. ( always making me smile ) Your the one in my dreams at night, while stars shine and in my mind good things twine. Every night I wish to see you, to hold you and feel you. But yet these things I never show, I just want you to know that they are there. For you when you're in spare for love. And so I end in my deepest reget that I waited so long to show my love to you. But you mean more to me than anything.

Drama Starters!
I so cannot stand people who start shit to cause drama and be center of attention. All I have to say to you people who live off drama..... grow the hell up and get a life already!!!!! PS.... LEAVE YOUR BULLSHIT AT THE DOOR! KARAM......WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND!

The Kiss......
By: Allen ( muahhhhh ) To lay a kiss on your lips, so gentle and delicate is like picking the drops of dew off the petals of a rose. I hold you close and feel safe, sheltered in from the rain, from the storms that grow and surround me. I take your hand and look into your eyes and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure. You see you are an angel, an angel to me. I could not help but fall madly in love with you, the one who stole my heart. I’m glad you did because I could never find one such as you... Some one who makes each day the best, each laugh the longest, each tear the saddest, and a life, my life, worthwhile.

Wasted
So I just got in from a fantastic dinner with Brittany and friends at Mr Chow's in Beverly Hills. I drank so much and ate very little. I wanna chat but as usual nobody is on CT. The Paparrazzi were all over outside. Got to sit near Nicole Richie. Going back tomorrow and we have the rock star table this time. :) will bring my camera

Bdsm
BDSM is any of a number of related patterns of human sexual behavior. The major subgroupings are described in the abbreviation "BDSM" itself: Bondage & discipline (B&D) Domination & submission (D&S) Sadism and masochism (or sadomasochism) (S&M) Many of the specific practices in BDSM are those which, if performed in neutral or nonsexual contexts, could be considered unpleasant, undesirable or abusive. For example, while pain, physical restraint and servitude are traditionally inflicted on persons against their will and to their detriment, in BDSM, these activities are engaged in with the mutual consent of the participants, and typically for mutual enjoyment. Any "consent" may or may not amount to legal consent and represent a defense to criminal liability for any injuries caused. I love using a safe word but its kind of difficult if you are gagged. I have yet to get my first collar so I have been improvising with a thick leather belt. The imagination just keeps going an

Who Is Chris (sanity's Oposition)
Well if u want a glimpse into my soul, Im a passionate person, In life, In Love, and anything else I come upon, Spontaneous, I walk my path and regret nothing, My goals my ambitions, To call me an optimist would be an insult, an optimist distorts reality to escape the pain and suffering that is life, and to say im a pessimist would show u your own ignorance, I am me, a man who looks at the glass as both half empty ad half full, to truly understand life u look from all perspectives. otherwise you miss out on the full picture. this is a glimpse at who i am, but there is much more, I hope you keep up with these blogs, and get to know me, I will always display who i am, I am not ashamed of my life, therefore i will not hide it from u.

Marvin
Last September, my younger sister and me went to visit our older sister in Spain, where she lives. The ‘holiday’ itself wasn’t that great. I didn’t get on with my sister’s then boyfriend, the house is suffering from subsidence and Spain had the worst rain it has had for 70 years. There were two highlights though. One was the day we spent at Mount Caro (pics in the Spain folder in my photos). The other was when we had a visit from Arnau’s (that’s my sister now ex) friend Seb and his son, Marvin. Seb was one of the nicest French guys I’ve met. He was quite quiet and claimed his English wasn’t great, but it was good enough to have me cracked up, deliberately, more than once. I think anyone who can be funny in a language other than their first is something of a genius. Marvin was brilliant. At the time he was four. He chatted away constantly in a mixture of French, English, Spanish and kid the whole time he was awake, and spent most of the evening making paper planes with my younger sister

Need Someone
A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell. He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups and set about nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard. As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt a tug on his overalls. He looked down into the eyes of a little boy. "Mister," he said, "I want to buy 'one of your puppies." "Well," said the farmer, as he rubbed the sweat off the back of his neck, "These puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money." The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his pocket, he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer. "I've got thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look! ?" "Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle. "Here, Dolly!" he called. Out from the doghouse and down the ramp ran Dolly followed by four little balls of fur. The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence. His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their way to the fence

Tenderheart
Wandering through an aimless life, I came across a tender heart Who made a great impression, Right from the very start. I could tell that he once glittered In a better yesterday, But invested in those not worthy, Now the years have quickly slipped away. Shattered dreams and broken promises Restarts that will not end. Searching in a hardened world For another tender-hearted friend. A heart of gold, so full of love. But it's buried deep within Where others could not see it, For it fears to love again. Skeptical now of all around, Less hopeful day by day. Tired of chasing rainbows Falsely put within the way. I know that path which you have traveled, For I've made that journey, too While searching for the tenderheart That I've finally found in you. (Poem links to original/author)

You Are
You are my sun in the morning my moon at night You lift me up and together we take flight You show me the rainbows when all I see is rain You make me smile when all I feel is pain When I see the darkness You show me the light You make life seem so bright You are in my heart You are in my soul You are my lover, My forever friend

Poem #55
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Been Busy
DAUGHTER HAD HER..hysterectomy LAST FRIDAY.. AND HUSBAND HAD HIS TEETH PULLED TOO.. SO HAS HIS NEW TEETH NOW.. SO HES PRETTY GOOD SO DONT HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIM SO NOW TAKING CARE OF DAUGHTER SO I AM AT HER PLACE ALL DAY.. DOING LANSDRY.. COOKING.. ALL THAT STUFF AND TAKING CARE OF GRANDKIDS.. SO NO TIME TO BE HERE AND COMENT.. ONLY HAVE A FEW MINS EACH MORNING.. BUT I AM THINKING OF YOU ALL AND HOPE YOU ALL ARE DOING GOOD.. KEEP IN TOUCH AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT WEEK.. HUGSS LOVE GERI!~ THNAKS FOR ALL YOU COMENT TO ME .. MEANS A LOT..;).. Get more @ CherryTagz.com

As I Mentioned Before About Emotions...
(Originally Posted on May 1, 2006)I am having trouble emotionally accepting what logically I can accept about the existence of the xtian version of Satan and the like. However, at the website of the First Church of Satan, I found this page.In it, a Satanic person was talking to a person who wanted to be a Satanist but was having trouble emotionally coping with the decision. So the Satanist (John Allee (aka Lord Egan)) wrote out a "I sell my soul for X" letter, which he had the other person sign. This helped signal the subconscious that it was happening and to calm down.I went ahead and decided to do much the same thing. I copied the start of the letter and will finish it tomorrow after I figure what I should put as my "asking price" and I get free access to the printer here at work. Then I shall use a red pen (as done in the story) and destroy the pen afterwards. It is just tricking the subconscious, but it should work. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, em

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition And Mets Recap
ok today we go to Breaking Benjamin to get todays song :D its a good one this is Breath with 300 stuff as the video. pretty good combination if ya ask me enjoy the song :D I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'll throw it all away, get away, please. [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'll throw it all away, get away, please. [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole wh

Two Tits
the xxx story: As I walked in the door, coming home from the office, I saw my wife Carolyn standing by the cabinet preparing dinner. Carolyn has a body built like a brick shit house with all the fixtures in the right place. Today she looked especially good wearing a skimpy halter top with a pair of low cut shorts that fit snugly around her ass with the outline of her bikini panties showing through. Crossing the room and walking up behind her I reached around and cupped one of her tits with my hand while caressing her ass with the other and gave her a little nibble on the earlobe. "Whats for dinner?" I asked while dropping my hand from her tit to rub her cunt suggestively. "Company" she replied. I heard a voice from the den calling "Come on in, we have the fire going." As I entered the room, Ron, a friend of the family rose from a recliner with a drink in his hand and a bulge in the front of his pants. "You horny old bastard" I said, "What the hell are you doing over here?"

Love Is A Lie(explicit And As Collaberated With Jack Daniels
love is a lie like fairy tales as told as a child the concept of love is filled in our brains enough is enough end the bullshit love does not exist im proven fact and im not gonna take it anymore your perfect mate who gives a flying fuck they dont exist wake up its not happening stop the insanity cut the cord end the myth before it rots your heart people say im full of hate im only giving back what was given to me i will one day smile when the world is on trial for the shit that has filled my head i hope all is punished for teaching this lie and noone is forgotten take this "love" and shove it far back up where the sun just doesnt seem to shine I was was the child that sat in the corner waiting for the love of my life to come i kept believing and believing but its nothing more than like santa claus tales tales and more fucking tales im left so cold and frozen from being tossed away again and again it will forever remind me how i ugly i a

New Quiz
(Originally Posted on May 5, 2006)(Not that I needed the quiz to tell me, but...)You are 64% BisexualYou are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you dont let that slow you down.Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.comtag: emotions, sex, quiz

Car Wreck
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)This past weekend, my father-in-law's business took sports photos of different little-league teams. (It's his side business.) On Saturday, it was to be him, my wife, me, and his ex wife (my wife's mother, my mother-in-law).On the way there, however, my mother-in-law hit a truck. It was at what witnesses describe as a dangerous intersection. It totalled my mother-in-laws vehicle (a Ford Explorer or something similar). It flipped the other truck over three times. None of us know about the other driver.M-I-L couldn't find her glasses, so when she got back from the hospital, she looked in her vehicle. They were in the middle seats.Now she doesn't have a vehicle, but her mother and other relatives live near her, so she can still bum rides to go places.

On Wall Ball And Closets
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)When I was young, there was a game the kids played called Wall Ball. (A link to a Wiki page on Wall Ball can be found here. The Slaughter House ruules are the ones I'm familiar with.)The rules were simple. You would throw a ball at a particular wall. If the ball hit the wall, there was no problem. If the ball hit ANYTHING other than the wall, you had to run to touch the wall before somebody threw the ball and hit you. If you touched the wall first, then play would resume. If you were hit with the ball first, though, you stood bent-over, facing the wall while the other players would do their damndest to nail you as hard as possible right in the ass.I used to play a wimpier version called Hill Ball. It was the same type of game, but the hill would cause the ball to go in different directions. also, we were all good (and wimpy) friends playing the game.I bring the game up because of my friend Dwight. Dwight was a geeky-looking guy. If you've se

Satanism On The Cheap
(Originally Posted on May 6, 2006)Now, as you know I am looking for a new job. I am doing so because I am not making enough even for the basic necessities here where I am working. (For example, last week I had to get a pay advance just to keep the electricity on.)Since I don't have money, I can't buy fancy stuff for the practice of Satanism either. I have to use whatever I can scrape up. Therefore, here are some things I am planning:ALTAR: Old bureau we already ownALTAR CLOTH: Black fabric, preferrably from the clearance stuff at WalMartSIGIL OF BAPHOMET: Printed from an online graphic (Not a good copy either.) CANDLES: Right now I am looking for some black candles but haven't found anyThe other stuff will be searched for in various locations, most likely thrift stores.You gotta do what you gotta do.tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion

Notes On Self Initiation
(Originally Posted on May 10, 2006)First off, I found an easier self-initiation at Joy of Satan (the initiation is here). While it is easier, though, I will do the original (maybe incorporating the prayer onto one of the pieces of paper; I kind of like it).Now, the next New Moon is at 12:26am on 5/27 (the night of the 26th - a Friday). That is the day (well, night) I can get the handful of graveyard dirt. I know of two different graveyards I might try. One is down the street, but off of a busy street. The other is quite far away, but basically in an isolated area.I do worry that the police might find me. Even though this isn't technically illegal, it would be pretty bad to get caught. I also figure if I am asked why I am there, I can say that there's a folk remedy to remove warts that needs the dirt.(Actually, thinking on it I can think of a large cemetary nearby that isn't off a main road. I might use it.)So I get paid on 6/1, so if I need any more supplies I can get them then

Two Long Legs
Two Long Legs A little girl was playing in the garden when she spotted two spiders mating. "Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?" she asked. "They're mating," her father replied. "What do you call the spider on top, Daddy?" she asked. "That's a daddy longlegs." her father answered. "So, the other one is a mommy longlegs?" the little girl asked. "No," her father replied. "Both of them are daddy longlegs," The little girl thought for a moment, then took her foot and stamped them flat. "Well, we're not having THAT sort of shit in our garden!"

The Wish
A man riding his Harley was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have tried to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required reaching the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what she means

Peeing...
Ever need to pee but not really feel like getting up to go to the bathroom, so you just hold it? That's kinda where I am right now. I have to pee, but I'm too lazy to get up and go to the bathroom, plus I'm hungry and lunch is heating up in the microwave....so, I guess I'm just gonna hold it. Hmmmmm....OR....anyone know where I can get one of those NASA diapers?

Can I Sit On You??
I kinda really want you right now, but can i sit on you for a lil bit? I really want to feel you, nice and hard, slow at first... just feeling you... closing my eyes... lifting myself up untill i feel the tip of your hard dick, then slowly back down as i tighten myself to feel you better... nice and slow... driving myself crazy, wanting you more, moving faster and faster... untill im slamming myself down on you. I want to hear you moan. I want to see your eyes closed, just in the moment, feeling me, wanting more, grabbing me, pulling me closer to you, opening my legs a lil more to get you deeper until i just want to explode. I lean back then and the only parts of us that are touching are your hard dick and my wet throbbing pussy. I'm leaning back, feeling you throbbing inside of me.I tighten... get you harder... you pull my hair, my back arches, i try to hide my moan, the feel of extasy, i move backcloser to you and now im just fucking you... slamming down on you, i hear you moan and w

No Toilet Paper
Two women friends had gone for a girl's night out. Both were very faithful and loving wives. However, they had gotten over-enthusiastic on the Bacardi Breezers. Incredibly drunk, and walking home, they needed to pee, so they stopped in the cemetery. One of them had nothing to wipe with, so she thought she would take off her panties and use them. Her friend, however was wearing a rather expensive pair of panties and did not want to ruin them. She was lucky enough to squat down next to a grave that had a wreath with a ribbon on it, so she proceeded to wipe with that. After the girls did their business, they proceeded to go home. The next day one of the women's husbands was concerned that his normally sweet and innocent wife was still in bed -- hung over, so he phoned the other husband and said, "These girl nights have got to stop! I'm starting to suspect the worst. My wife came home with no panties!!" "That's nothing" said the other husband, "Mine came back with a card

A Bikers' Creed
Four wheels move the body. Two wheels move the soul. Most motorcycle problems are caused by the nut that connects the handlebars to the saddle. Life may begin at 30, but it doesn't get real interesting until about 60 mph! You start the game of life with a full pot o' luck and an empty pot of experience.. . The object is to fill the pot of experience before You empty the pot of luck. If you wait, all that happens is that you get older. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as Noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everything you want, but they CAN hold everything you need. It takes more love to share the saddle than it does to share the bed. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in your rearview mirror. Never be afraid to slow down. Don't ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Sometimes it takes a whole tankful of fuel before you can think straight. Riding faster than everyone else only guarantees you'll ride alone. Never h

I Am Back
WELL EVERYONE THE DAYS HAS ADDED UP SO SLOWLY THAT I FEEL LIKE ITS A PARTY IS IN ORDER MY LIFE IS FINALLY TRYING TO WORK ITS WAY BACK INTO SHAPE I AM BACK TO TAP BOY HAVE I MISSED EVERYONE SO IT WILL TAKE ME A WHILE TO BACK GET BACK UP WITH EVERYONE BUT I WILL YOUR TIME IS COMIN I WOULD NOT HAVE STILL BEEN HERE IF IT WOULD NOT BE FOR SADIE I HAVE HAD IT PRETTY ROUGH AND THINGS ARE STILL NOT OVER YET AND FAR FROM IT SO FOR TODAY I THANK ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE CHAIRBEAR

Are You A Lesbian?
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com You Are Totally a Lesbian Someone would have to be blind and deaf to miss out on the fact that you are a lesbian. You've been checking out women for so long that you've gotten it down to a science. You love tits and legs and smarts. You enjoy sex with ladies, from kissing to banging to eating them out. You hope to settle down with a woman and make a vow with her for life. You are most worked up about the lack of a legitimate gay marriage. Since men are not your thing, legal marriage is a difficult opinion. You long to live in a lesbian utopia! Are *You* a Lesbian? More Great Quizzes from The Quiz Goddess

Thinking Of You
When I think of you I imagine your tender touch, When I think of you I can feel your lips touching mine. When I think of you I can here your smile playing with the win. I got you under my skin, you’re the air that I brief, and you live in my dreams. When I look at the star I can see you eyes looking back at me. When the night’s falls and I lay down in my bed I feel you warm body beside me Think of you is love you.

Submission
I kneel, supplicant before you My will... offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through you I find myself. © Andi 2007

Another Dancing Crime!!
Girl bites Hamburger A German girl who could not get rid of a persistent admirer in a Hamburg disco unzipped his flies, pulled out his penis - and almost bit it in half. Emergency services found the man clutching his blood-stained member in the middle of the dance floor. Natascha Mueller, 23, told police: "I just wanted to dance and he kept coming alongside me and would not go away." Her victim, Andreas Baum, 39, said: "She beckoned me over and told me 'I know what you need'. "Then she unzipped my trousers and I thought it was Xmas, and then she bit me. The pain was incredible. She almost bit it off." The young woman, who was arrested, was six times over the legal limit for driving when breath tested.

Rock On Dude. . . .
Couple fights to name baby 'Metallica' Metallica may be a cool name for a heavy metal band, but a Swedish couple is struggling to convince officials it is also suitable for a baby girl. Michael and Karolina Tomaro are locked in a court battle with Swedish authorities, which rejected their application to name their six-month-old child after the legendary rock band. "It suits her," Karolina Tomaro, 27, said Tuesday of the name. "She's decisive and she knows what she wants." Although little Metallica has already been baptized, the Swedish National Tax Board refused to register the name, saying it was associated with both the rock group and the word "metal." Tomaro said the official handling the case also called the name "ugly." The couple was backed by the County Administrative Court in Goteborg, which ruled on March 13 that there was no reason to block the name. It also noted that there already is a woman in Sweden with Metallica as a middle name.

U Remember Peep, The First Time?
to meet you in the dark to undress you lovingly to sear hot kisses onto your skin to have your scent fill my head to let my lips and tongue taste you to feel your body awakening to my touches to slip my hand around your cock to have my mouth follow in pursuit to make the anticipation end to hear you go breathless as I suck you for the first time to hear your delicious moans as i tongue your head to feel your desire as you entwine your hands deeply in my hair to obey your command as you urge me to take you deeper to sink my greedy hot mouth down onto your shaft to move in rhythm up...down...deeply...harder...faster....more... to feel your cock throbbing as you fuck my teasing mouth to feel your uncontrollable explosion to savor your taste in my mouth to swallow your essence to have a part of you inside of me your finally here i'm waiting no more i cannot wait until tonight kissssss P.S the first time i sucked your cock.. i will never forget it!!! I love U !!!

Lol
I'm not here for ratings or points..Just here to talk to ppl..So whoever just rated me a 1 from a 10..U DIDN'T HURT MY FEELINGS!!!! Goes to show how immature you really are!!!If you dont like it..DONT LOOK!!!! What a baby!!! P.s. Pssstt I know who did it!!!! *wink*

Just Not Tennis
GOTTA BE ONE OF MY FAV'S Little Johnny was watching TV in his room one night & decided to go & ask his mum & dad about something he'd just heard. He goes downstairs & asks them "What's Love Juice?" Dad is horrified & after looking at mum who's also gob smacked proceeds to give little Johnny the dreaded explanation. Johnny sits there with his mouth wide open in amazement. Dad finishes the talk & asks "So what is it you've been watching that you shouldn't be?" Johnny replies "Wimbledon." (that’s tennis for the non sporting types)

Men Only - It Gives The Women Ideas
A married man left work early one Friday afternoon. Instead of going home, however, he spent the weekend partying with the boys. When He finally returned home on Sunday night, his wife really got on his case and stayed on it. After a couple of hours of swearing and screaming, his wife paused and pointed at him and made him an offer. "How would you like it if you didn't see me for a couple of days??!?".....The husband couldn't believe his luck, so he looked up, smiled and said, "That would suit me just fine!!" Monday went by, and the man didn't see his wife. Tuesday and Wednesday went by and he still didn't see her. Come Thursday, the swelling went down a bit and he could see her a little out of the corner of his left eye.

Evilbitch's Survey Thingie
Personal My name is: Samma My place of birth: Upstate New York My date of birth: Nov 24 My age: 31 My marital status: Single My astrological sign: Sagittarius My profession: pissing people off

My Answers To An Actual Easter Crossword Puzzle
Keep in mind these are my answers to an actual crossword puzzle - they don't fit except for in my mind but hey I am the one that matters to me . . . Across 3. Another word for over. Blame - no hon it was your fault not mine 5. Another word for 'in back of' Fuck - or at least if you're doing in right 6. Makes eggs look pretty. Nothing - hehehe liquid chicken 7. A big meal at the end of the day. Twins . . . hehehe 9. Little egg-shape candies. Nipples - hey with cold weather around & they taste like candy at times 11. What some bunnies are made of. Cream - just ask Hef 12. What children hunt for on Easter. An escape route 14. The season of Easter. Is for hunting 15. The opposite of search. Destroy - oh wait that's seek isn't it 16. An animal that hides it's eggs. Transvestite - hmmm human I guess though huh Down 1. A word that describes Easter Eggs. Abortion 2. Water colour Girly 4. Another word for 'beneath' Fuck - for when y

Life Sucks
yes right now my life is sucking. i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown. my roommate is moving out and i am still behind on bills and dont have a job yet. what am i going to do is all i can think about. i know i have asked for advice before and i would like the advice and help of my friends. i want to get out of this depression stage i am in. it is tearing me apart. i am trying my best not to break down and cry but it is so hard.you know sometimes i just feel like giving up but i know i cant. i know i need to be strong for myself. but you know i think right now the only things that are keeping me going and staying strong is my friends and my nieces and nephews and sister and sister in law.

And It Has Begun...
The storm of neverending gift giving.. First is Janelle (But honestly, who cares) Then it's Dean. Then it's Tierre. Then it's Jacob. Then it's Mother's Day. Then it's Amy Then it's Father's Day Then it's JJ Then it's Lis' Mom Then it's Sibi Then it's Mami Then it's Mandy Then it's Lis Then it's DJ Then it's Papi & Jamie Then it's Christmas

Tripped
You bitches look so stupid You know what im fucking sick and tired of? Those stupid Jessica Simpson Crack Whore sunglasses the chicks are wearing now a days. You know the ones im talking about like they look like the goggles you would wear if you were going down a hill while skiing at the olympics. Allirght allready I get it your original and different. But I got news for you stupid bitches, you look like Johny Depp when he was Willy Wonka. No one thinks they look cute or attractive. And the next time I see one of you with them on I am going to walk up behind you and set your hair on fire with my lighter. How ya dem apples you bug eyed looking cunts?

Would You __________ Me?
> Would you ____ me ? > > 1.date > 2.fuck, > 3.kiss, > 4.lick, > 5.be friends, > 6.hate, > 7.love, > 8.crush on, > 9.stare at, > 10.marry, > 11.please, > 12.tease, > 13.go out with, > 14.make out > 15.suck > 16.fight, > 17.help, > 18.hug, > 19.dance, > 20.hurt, > 21.all of the above, > > Repost this in 2 mins. and see how many people message u back saying one or more of these topics !!!!!!!!!!!!! repost this saying would u ____________ me > > Send me a message with your answers and then re-post for me to answer ect.

My 'dark_picture_contest' Bulletin
Dark_Picture_Contest For this contest I want you to send me the darkest art pic you can find. I am looking for pics with blood, gore, and any type of a dark feelings, reach within and find the best expression of darkness you can come up with. The pic does not have to be original art, no duplicate entries will be accepted.. Rules and Guidelines No Downrating Use any means to get people to your entry, stickies, Bulletins, Leaving Comments on peoples pages... If you would like to enter send me a private message with a link to the picture you would like to enter... a stated duplicates will not be accepted so please have a back or a second choice just in case that happens As i get your entries i will send each person a link to their entry which will work once folder is open I will contact Each person personally, once i have gotten ten entries to let them know that the the contest will start 24hrs after i receive the last entry This is a open contest, meaning peo

Clumsy Me
Whomever said im accident prone was ever so right. The last 4 days have been nothing but shit, n all leading to me spending 4 hours in the ER yesterday. what a load of fun that was. What happened u may ask....???? Im gonna tell ya if ud just wait a a min lol... I was working and carrying something heavy n just wasnt payin attention, go figure, when i walked into a set of shelves so hard that i ended up with 2 stress fractures in my arm, & and awesome bruise from my elbow all the way down to the middle of my arm. My mom would be soo proud of me lol. Only good thing bout it is that now i get to slack at work for awhile. WOOHOO!!! lol. too bad i didnt get the good drugs for the pain, oh well. So thats the latest drama from me.... ~Jen~

Tired Of Being Alone
im tired of bing a lone.. TIRED OF BEING A LONE WISH THE WRIGHT LADIE WOULD SHOW UP AT MY HEART DOOR AND KICK IT IN AND SAY IM HOME...JUST FOR ONE LADIE WHO I WOULD MAKE MY EVERTHANG... ONE WHO I WOULD WOSHOP THE GROUND SHE WALKS ON ONE WOH WOULD JUST E THERE FOR ME AND EXPECT THE SAME FROM ME...ONE WHO WOLD NOT GIVE UP ON ME...ONE WHO WOULD STAY THRUE THE BAD TIMES AND CRY WITH ME... ONE WHO WOULD SMILE THE THE GOOD TIMES... RASE HELL WITH ME AND JUST BE THERE NOT BEHIND ME NOT IN FRUNT OF ME BUT BISIDE ME......SO IF THIS IS U PLEASE COME A RUNNING TO ME AND I WILL MAKE U THE CENTER OF THE WORLD

Poem: The Immortal Soldier
Please do not copy wthout permission. Material is copyrighted. Inspired by the book series "Casca" by S.Sgt B. Sadler U.S. Army S.F. (Deceased) I am a Roman, a Legionnaire A soldier in a strange land Doing as only soldiers dare I am Rome's extended hand I am French, a Crusader Fighting in the Promised Land Wearing the cloak of a Templar I am God's extended hand I am British, in a coat of red Fighting in a colonial land Colonials would see me dead I am the Empires extended hand I am Jewish, An infantryman I fight to free my people's land For Israel must be again I am again God's extended hand I am American, a Green Beret Fighting in a jungled land The Viet Cong are my prey I am democracy's extended hand My name is Casca, a Legionnaire The lance in His side by my hand Till His return must I fare I am the Father's extended hand I am Casca, cursed by He Till He I lanced returns again A soldier I shall ever be Never knowing death's final end

Saw This In A Bulletin ,, Couldn't Resist
AN OPEN LETTER TO MR. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE. February 6, 2007 Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will

Church Of Satan Vs First Church Of Satan - Who's Who?
(Originally Posted on June 5, 2006)In the FCoS (First Church of Satan) Yahoo! Group (which I heartily advise you to check out), John D. Allee has a message where he states that the Church of Satan calls the First Church of Satan a group of charlatans and a bunco outfit. Yet the Church of Satan charges $200 for the priveledge of carrying one of their cards.I have to think that maybe the Church of Satan is just in it for the money. What do you think?Anyway, that's why I never joined the Church of Satan. And I do not represent either group, just myself. tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, church of satan, first church of satan

My Gripe: Fake People/fake Pics
Are points REALLY that important to you people? I'm honestly sick of going to a profile, start rating pics, and after a dozen or so colorful patterns or flowers -LEAVE thinking to myself "how LAME". Why o why do we have to be subject to every "pretty picture" you came across? What's even better is visiting a profile of someone you think is really good looking, rate every pic in the default folder and go to another folder called "pics of me" to realize that the 30 pics you just rated looked NOTHING like this person. I mean don't get me wrong, if you want pictures of models for us all to see/rate on your profile than by all means display them! But why o why are they put in your default folder or worse-used as your profile pic .. instead of placing them in a folder called "models" so if we wanted to see a fucking model we would know where to click??? False advertising yourself for some cherry points... sorta silly in my opinion.(which I'm sure many will disagree with) Then you get the

Leaving Cherrytap
Sometime in the next couple of weeks I will be leaving CherryTap,I don't think I will be back at all.I have met alot of great people and I will never forget them.If you are interested in keeping in touch with me send me a message or let me know here or in my shoutbox and I will give you my messenger ID or email address.I will say bye to everyone before I go so till then...talk to you all later.Have a good night.

More Workplace Strife
(Originally Posted on June 7, 2006)Work is an interesting place, that's all I've got to say about it.(Well, I've got more to say, but that's what it'll boil down to before the story is over.)Check this out: Man X can't stand Man Y at all. Man Y has found a job at a new place where he'll start Monday. Man X calls relative at new job to let him know that Man Y isn't a good person (although workwise, he does what he needs to do). I informed Man X that, should he succeed getting Man Y fired from new job, Man Y will come right back here.I guess it's like the South Park hybrid car episode, where Cartman fought to get Kyle to come back to South Park. Or something.(Hey, I had some peppermint candies. Cut me some slack.)tag: idiots, work, office politics, South Park

Thoughtas Un Pure
I wake up and stubble from bed and trip A broken bottle lies before me And down I go to gash my head The light is broken in dark I stare at The drapes lying across the bed The blood oozes out and down my head My hand is bruised beyond belief I run the water in the sink To feel the cold is somewhat of a relief The night creeps back into my mind afraid to look at what ill find A foot is down behind the door Her body is twisted full of gore A scream erupts but I can not yell For I have slipped down into hell Mind is racing as I look As if it’s a picture from some book Run away I know I must before im found out for my putrid lust Out the door I flee But……………. Stop and return with a thought of glee For in my room behind the door is a red silk stocking and nothing more

What's On My Mind~
Guess you can say that I'm venting a lil.~ OK, I have had a lot of time to myself today and that isn't always a good thing...My mind tends to start going in all kinds of directions... I haven't been on CT that long but I have contact with some really cool people... Then I have some across one who needed his ass checked at the door in more ways than one... I have also came across one or two who like to talk a bunch of bullshit. I am brutally honest and straight to the point... When I come across people who only like to talk a bunch of bullshit, they are the same as head game players and I don't have time for that... Life's way to damn short so I just brush them off like a piece of fuzz on my shoulder and keep on going... I am one who does what they say they are going to do... I can be very cold and have no emotion what so ever when it comes to people that only say things they don't really mean, lie and/or play mind games... Makes one wonder what is so hard about just saying

Gas Prices
Yes - one of our least favorite subjects again - Gas Prices - but not the usual bitching, complaining, moaning, griping, whining about prices. But rather wondering about the decisions people make. At a fairly busy intersection on my way to work, there are 3 gas stations. This morning the Marathon station had Unleaded Regular for $ 2.619, the BP station had it for $ 2.649 and the 7-11 had it for $ 2.699. Guess which station had the most cars getting gas at the time I happened to drive by... The damn 7-11 station with their Venezuelan CITGO gasoline. If I had gas 8 cents a gallon cheaper across the street, I would go there -- and in this case even more so in order to avoid buying gasoline from that bastard CHAVEZ. With all the people complaining about gas prices recently, you would think that they would cross the intersection to save 8 cents per gallon. Just an observation - what do y'all think? Also - something else annoying: that 9/10 of a cent on the end of the price (the

Wake Up!
My doorbell rang really early this morning, i had been working a night shift the night before so i was out cold, i wrapped a blanket around my shoulders and answered the door. There were two women at the door, one of them apologised for waking me then tried to get me to accept some jesus pamphlet that had the headline WAKE UP! She said something about how this pamphlet addressed the weakening moral standards in our society today. I was really tired and mumbled something about not wanting her pamphlet and suddenly she caught her breath and the women both simultaneously stepped one step backwards, excused themselves and hurried away. It was then that i found out that the blanket i had wrapped around my shoulders didnt cover my, um, nether regions and although i was wearing underpants my rather splendid morning wood was visible for anyone to see.. I had scared off the brides of Christ with my penis, a pretty nice start to the day i think.

Let's Play
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

Sagittarius
Traditional Sagittarius Traits Optimistic and freedom-loving Jovial and good-humored Honest and straightforward Intellectual and philosophical On the dark side.... Blindly optimistic and careless Irresponsible and superficial Tactless and restless Sagittarius About Your Sign... Sagittarians have a positive outlook on life, are full of enterprise, energy, versatility, adventurousness and eagerness to extend experience beyond the physically familiar. They enjoy travelling and exploration, the more so because their minds are constantly open to new dimensions of thought. They are basically ambitious and optimistic, and continue to be so even when their hopes are dashed. Their strongly idealistic natures can also suffer many disappointments without being affected. They are honorable, honest, trustworthy, truthful, generous and sincere, with a passion for justice. They are usually on the side of the underdog in society they will fight for any cause they believe to be just,

Those Old Memories
I talked to my best friend today. We have an amazing relationship. We've been best friends since she was in 6th grade and I was a freshman in highschool. That was eons ago because I'm 33 now. Her family is like an extension of mine, and mine of hers. Now she's got a beautiful baby girl...and even more amazing, her bratty younger brother is now a daddy...two times over. A little boy and a baby girl. Her brother was one of those kids that was a permanent fixture in the principal's office. He was little mister mischeif, and the reason she and I became friends. Her mom and dad used to work at the hospital near my house, so they'd walk from the hospital to the private school we all went to. I lived nearby, so I'd often be walking to school at the same general time. Anyway, one day I was walking to school when I felt this THWACK against the backs of my calves. I turned around and saw this 3rd grader and his older sister. He'd thrown a small tree branch at the back of

A Kiss Goodnight
close your eyes, lay your head on me, rest my angel, you're safe with me, snuggle up close, i will hold you tight, kiss your tired brow, and keep you warm tonight, sink so deeply, into me, let the beating of my heart, send you to dream, of a place so beautiful, like nothing you have ever seen, a place where love is all there is, a place for you and me, you'll find me waiting, my arms open for you to run to, a kiss waiting for you on my lips, a love for only you, here we can hide away, til the morning breaks, And true to my promise of forever, i will be holding you when you wake, I love you Sweetheart

The Other Side
I've poured my heart out to you. I've told the world how I feel. My soul you captured. But still no one sees. No one can hear it. It's only for my eyes, my ears. It's one on one, you say. Yet I include the universe. I should just know. I do, but I'm not just a private dancer here. There are other's involved. They should know. But they hear your song too. Words rearranged. When can I scream? When will you? My private love affair. Almost feels forbidden. Do you know how much that hurts? To my very soul. I would have thought you proud. I know I am. I'll kiss you anyway.

My Um Dream?
so i had a dream last night.. and i've been debating if i should have put it on here.. sooooo i guess i will. My dream was that i broke this guy out of jail and my friends and i were in the woods and when they saw that this guy was here they said that he should turn himself in.. so we went inside and we were talking and he pulled my closer to him and kissed me and then said that he had to go back then i woke up. Now can any of yall tell me what this dream means? please? lol

Today Kinda Sucked
So I'm a little teensy bit late for Creative Writing and I get the 'look of death' from my teacher who then launches into a speech about the importance of being on time. Later when he hands back our memory essay, I got a freakin' D. I know I rushed but I didn't think it was that bad. So grrrr, I'm mad at myself for that. Theater Appreciation was a welcome relief. I'm going for the extra project, going to see "Because of Cain" and reviewing it. Apparently it's a humorous drama so I'm very interested to see how that works out, lol. Then I get home and Haeli calls me, bawling because the kitten she found and brought home a few days ago was dead. She'd come home and found her curled on the bed and she just thought the cat was sleeping... So when I was tired, grumpy and just wanting a nap, I had to drive over and help her bury the poor thing. Finally I come home, take my tired grumpy ass to bed and can I sleep? No. Tried for a whole freakin' hour. Nothing. lol and to top it off, I

Guys I Am Entered In The King And Qeen Of Ct Contest..
OK GUYS I AM GETTING OUT OF THIS CONTEST. I DONT MEAN TO SOUND MEAN OR RUDE OR ANYTHING. BUT I HAVE HELPED ALOT OF MY FRIENDS WHEN THEY ARE IN CONTEST. AND IT ISNT ASKING TO MUCH FOR ALITTLE BIT OF HELP..I HAVE OVER A 1000 FRIENDS AND NONE OF U CAN HELP ME OUT JUST ALITTLE BIT. I HAVE UNTIL APRIL15 TO WIN THIS.. I KNOW ALOT ARE SCARED OF THE COMMENT BOMBING THING. BUT I HAVE BEEN DOING IT FOR OVER AN HOUR AND WITH NO PROBLEMS. IF U TAKE IT SLOW IT WILL LET U. I AM JUST ASKING FOR ALITTLE HELP FROM MY FRIENDS.AND I WILL PAY U BACK WHEN U ARE IN CONTEST.. its for king and queen of ct..any help u can give me will be greatly appreciated..please comment bomb me

Life's All About Learning,the More You Live The More Learn
what can i sayi like talking,they made free night and weekends for a reason . i guess i can say i have skills,people skills,i'm over flowing with good spirit i love my lifestyle wouldn't change it.physical training is part of my daily routine. my job keeps me looking good.it's a large world out therefor me to see.i enjoy learning new things. our government does asgreat job regulating firearme.illrgal drug use is well controlled in the us i enjoy a great adrenaline rush,the more exotic,the more enticing As a Bible student and teacher I have experienced the necessary work involved in searching the Scriptures for the competent preparation of a Bible study, Sunday school lesson, or a sermon. There are volumes of books available as study tools (and the Christian community is indebted to the various authors' perseverance

Ducks Eat For Free At Subway
I was in downtown Boise Idaho and I saw a duck. I knew the duck was lost, because ducks aren't supposed to be downtown. There's nothing for 'em there. So I went to a Subway sandwich shop. I said, "Let me have a bun." She wouldn't sell me just the bun, she said it had to have something on it. She said it's against Subway regulations to sell just the bun. I guess the two halves aren't supposed to touch. So, I said, "All right, put some lettuce on it." "That'll be $1.75!" I said, "It's for a duck!" "Oh, then it's free." I did not know that. Ducks eat for free at Subway! Had I known that, I would have ordered a much larger sandwich. "Let me have the steak fajita sub, and don't bother ringing it up - it's for a duck! There are six ducks out there, and they all want Sun Chips!"

New Job
well i got a new job so that generally means that i wont be on here as much, actually i dont think i will have much time to sleep either, but feel free to leave me some love and i will return the favor as soon as i am able to come back

Poetry
MY WISH As I look up at the twinkling, diamond like stars, set in a black velvet cloth we call night; I can't help but think about the dark, cold void deep within me. Sometimes, if you were to try and listen to my heart beating, you instead would hear the cold ocean waves beating the rocky shore and the frigid winds blowing inland. My wish, is to find that one special man, and to KNOW that HE is the one. That he can give me the overwhelming and overpowering love, that "I can't live without you, I'd die for you" kind of love. As our gaze intensifies, our souls dance a most erotic dance. Each time I look into his eyes, I fall in love with his soul, again and again. The void, deep within me, fills to overflowing with a sweet warmth I've never felt before. Does a man or love like this truly exist? Can anyone honestly answer this question? I can only pray that the gods will look down upon me and smile one day soon. Self copyright 2000

In Bed Getting Busy
This couple were in bed getting busy when the girl places the guys hand onto her pussy. "Put your finger in me..." she asks him. So he does without hesitation, as she starts moaning. "Put two fingers in...", she says. So in goes another one. She's really starting to get worked up when she says, "Put your whole hand in!". The guy's like, "Ok!". So he has his entire hand in, when she says moaning aloud "Put both your hands inside of me!!!". So the guy puts both of his hands in! "Now clap your hands..." commands the girl. "I can't", says the guy. The girl looks at him and says "See, I told you I had a tight pussy!".

Poetry
FOREVER PAUSED As she daydreams Her thoughts drifting in and out Flowing like streams Making her want to shout. Once again she's alone Is it any wonder? Hurt through to the bone All she hears is the thunder. As she sits there and prays For any harm she may have caused Forever counting the days It seems her life is forever paused. Self copyright 2005

Stone Sour, "through The Glass"
As long as I've been listening to this song I have to say that I'm still beside myself...I don't know what to say about it...man...excuse me, because I'm prone to look deeper than what's probably necessarry...looking past the tree and into the forest, I guess... I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed Oh God it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes initialized And folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me 'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever No one ever tells you that forever feels like home Sitting all alone inside your head H

4-4-07 25th Entry
Ok, don't fall over in heart failure reggie peeps. Your not seeing things. 3 days in a row! The last 2 not icky. Pretty nifty huh lol. So today I figured I would be a tad bit smart to do a bit of explaining as to what the gastric bypass actually is. I won't go into too much detail because I actually did a little bit of research to find a couple good sites that show and explain more about the surgery then I can tell. So here are some sites. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/gastric_bypass.htm?pgn=6 This is the surgery I am more then likely going to have. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/band.htm?pgn=6 This the the lapband surgery. http://www.bariatricedge.com/dtcf/pages/home_visited.htm This is the site address, good information. http://www.clevelandclinic.org/health/health-info/docs/2500/2534.asp?index=9671 Another site with information on surgery. In general, basically what is done with the gastric bypass is..... your cut in the bell

Breathle$$ Beating
How they just fall...like leaves on the breeze....How they linger so.....as if frost among my cheeks....tears I can not control, air I can not breath....images floating away, like unconcious daydreams....I reach out without anything I can believe....Sifting through darkness, shuffling my feet....There is no lighted tunnel, only shadows lurking in the dark....laying claim to my sorrow....beating down on my heart.......Holly

I'm Back...
... But only for a couple of days. I have a few things to finish up and will be returning to Quebec this weekend. It's nice to be home. I missed my couch... My TV and this place... And I think Bigfoot got into mushroom crop again... He says no, but his eye's where pretty glassy and he couldn't stop grinnin'... Sneaky bastard! Anyway, the comment bombing will commence again as soon as someone tells me they need one. L8R... Greg.

Will You Help?
I am in my first contest by Cup Of Joe and I would really like to get some help with the contest. I would really appreciate it a lot. Thanks A lot for looking and if you do vote for me even bigger thanks...... Click on my contest picture and it will take you right to the contest. Thanks

My 1st Blog
IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN SEND THIS TO ALL YOUR CONTACTS... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD AND ARE TO AFRAID TO SEE WHO ACTUALLY LIKES YOU.SEND THIS TO EVERYONE IN YOUR TAG TEAM. AGAIN, YOU CAN RESPOND HERE OR PRIVATELY ... IT'S ALL UP TO YOU!!! LOL. LET THE FUN BEGIN!!!!

Very Annoyed
ok wtf is this crap..im bombing as usual..my girl tx and i get this........now i cant freaking comment ANYTHING.... Error: you're temporarily blocked from commenting because you have repeatedly flooded the cherrytap servers. your account has been flagged as abusive. continueing to flood our servers will result in it's deletion. try again in 10 minutes. play nicer next time. --babyjesus aka the fascist antichrist, i know.

Types Of Pagans
Some of these were funny... even funnier that we all know someone on this list ...even ifit is ourselves.....lol 1. Bright-Eyed Novice: You just read this cool book about a religion where there's a Goddess and a God, and they meet outside in nature, instead of some scary old building. They think sex is GOOD not evil, and you want to know where to sign up. Distinguishing Signs: Mispronounces god/dess names, has to think a moment about which is deosil and which is widdershins. Has a shiny new athame (rhymes with "A-frame".) 2. Grand Old Wo/Man: Actually remembers Woodstock (the first one.) Will tell you about the time they dropped acid with Kerry Wendell Thornley - or maybe it was Robert Anton Wilson. Anyway, it was somebody with three names. Or was it three people with one name? Distinguishing Signs: Luxuriant gray locks, listens very intently, knows dish about people you've only read about. 3. Tree Hugging Nature Sprite: Most prized possession: one of Judi Barry

Spring Pasta Salad With Asparagus, Tomato And Mozzarella
Spring Pasta Salad with Asparagus, Tomato and Mozzarella Serving a refreshing pasta salad is a great way to welcome spring. If you like, use tiny balls of fresh mozzarella, which are known as bocconcini. Credit: Pasta Improvvisata by Erica De Mane Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 1/2 pounds asparagus stems, peeled if tough and ends trimmed * Salt * Freshly ground black pepper * 1 pound penne pasta * 1/2 pound fresh mozzarella cheese, cut into small cubes * 1 large bunch scallions, about a dozen, sliced into thin rounds * 2 dozen ripe cherry tomatoes, cut in half and drained for 20 minutes in a colander to remove excess liquid * 1/2 cup extra virgin olive oil * Zest and juice from 1 lemon * 1/2 cup lightly toasted pine nuts * Large handful fresh basil leaves, lightly chopped Directions: Put up a large pot of salted water for cooking the pasta and bring it to a boil. Add the asparagus and blanch it until just tender,

Please Help!!!
Please help, I am in a contest for Cherry Tap Queen..it's my first contest I have been in and it would be alot of fun to win.. so please rate me, and comment me...all help is appreciated...and I will return the favor when needed.. thanks everyone!!! heres the link...

Love Me When Im Gone.
So I got some life changing news today. For obvious reasons you'll have to excuse my generalities. But the unit I will be going to is slated to head out for duty. This left me in a very difficult position for the reason that i have been debating on what path i was going to go down. I finally decided on one, and as soon as I did i got this news. I had a few options, I could just not enlist, I could do the college first program which would exempt me from going, or I could try to contract with ROTC. My first reaction was to try to get out of it somehow. All i had to do was say I didnt wanna go. But then it struck me. I would be acting a complete hypicrit. I throught this whole process i have known that there was the possibility of this happening, but it wasnt likly, or at least i was told. But i said then, that if i went threw and enlisted i would not abandon my teamates and use loopholes to get out of it. So I came to the conclusion that I would not hide behinde text books and desks,

.baby.blood.and.stitches.
i need to vent. n mah D is prolly watchin more Angel to which i say GOOD FOR HER! n not in the sarcastic sense either. so. first things first. qwest is a bunch of cumsucking assgoblins. wtf kinda company thinks its cool to assume you're not going to pay your bill when you've paid them on time every other effin month n cut off your service 10 days...yes thats right TEN DAYS...BEFORE...the bill is DUE? motherassholes. supposedly they're going to fix it tomorrow. i wont be holding my breath. mother expletive expletive expletive. so...good thing people live close enough for me to steal wireless from... muahahahahahaha. eff you 'the man' so then....i have asshat children. er child. cuz the middle one thought it was cool to let the baby sit on the desk thats in their room...uhm...no...numbnuts knows better...but no she decided hey mommys busy ima do whatever i want...so the baby decides...ima try to turn around...and numbnuts decides to sit there n watch...baby falls off...ba

A Taste For Jade
I'm standing at the registration desk of the hotel we agreed upon, a small bag in my hand. I didn't pack much, as you requested. I don't think I'll need much else, this weekend, do you? The woman returns with my credit card and hands me a slip of paper. "You have a message, ma'am." I open the paper and read: "Jade...here are your instructions: Leave a key to your room in an envelope with my name on it at the Front Desk. Get to your room. Shower quickly. Lay naked on the bed, legs spread WIDE, and wait for me. Do nothing else. Hurry." My stomach flips as I read your note. What have I gotten myself into? As I crumble the paper, mindlessly searching for a trashcan, I realize that my entire body is flushed, warm, tingling. It begins. I quickly take the elevator up to my room, drop my small bag on the floor and hop into the shower, remembering your words. I'm so aroused already that I'm tempted to linger a bit, but I don't want you to catch me in here (God only knows what you wo

Song Lyrics I Like...
We use to love ourselves...we use to love one another... ~Marilyn Manson Its eaiser to die than to get by.... ~ICP Just Remeber...when you think your free.. the crack inside your Fucking Heart is me... ~Marilyn Manson ...And I think its kinda of funny...I think its kind of sad... the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had... ~Mad World (Donnie Darko Soundtrack) There ain't nobody, asking me, I've been There ain't nobody, that would name me, as a friend There ain't nobody, that's dropping by, to say hi There ain't nobody, that's caring whether I Live or die I have nobody, to tell about, my growing angers I have nobody, to tell about me, Following strangers There ain't nobody, making sure I'm takin all of my pills There ain't nobody, Slowing me down and keeping me still, I'm truly alone... ~ICP High on sedatives again put me in a tiny place, chin strap muzzle over my face I threw a guy off the roof first day they admitted me, I was sedated and that when i

Urmmmm
OK. this is how this is going to go down, first and for mose I am not a drama queen I am BITCH if I have to be.I choose to give respect the first time, you dis me and we will have issues. I am to old to play childish teeny bopping games. This is me, I am real, I dont claim to be any more than I am. You like me for who I am or keep stepping down the row because I will not tollerate egotistic fuck sticks. I said I was going to take a break from this but I am here, deal with it or dont talk to me, your choice. I am a kind loving person who has been put through alot but I choose not to dwell on the past unless it's brought into my future. I AM NOT THE VICTIM I AM THE SURVIVOR SO KICK ME DOWN BEAT ME, STOMP ME , SPIT ON ME, BUT REMEMBER EVER DOG HAS IT'S DAY. I choose not to go to bed angry with anyone, life is too short, we are never promised tomorrow, so STAY AWAKE AND PLOT YOUR REVENGE . As you can see I have red hair, no it doesnt come from a clarol bottle i was born with it. Not that I

Jail Time
As you all know I work in a jail. At first it seemed as though you were babysitting a bunch of over grown males . What I didn't know was the mental stress these ppl lay on you . But regardless I still love my job and hope to continue it . I want so much to take it further. There are some funny men in there . Those are the ones that help ur day go by fast . Some of them just kill me , You can definately tell which ones have been locked up for a while . Every female they see , they think shes rocking . You can only imagine some of the comments they send my way . I have to laugh at them. We got some new ones in last week and Lord the jail they came from apparently didn't give a shit about the drugs they pumped into there system . If this one guy would have remained at that jail , he wouldve died in a lil over two wks . Then they come here we take them off of all the bad stuff and man do we have Chaos . Its crazy , they want their meds back , they are detoxing so that makes them really nut

Don't Step On The Ducks
Don't step on the Ducks !! Three women die together in an accident and go to heaven. When they get there, St. Peter says, "We only have one rule here in heaven: don't step on the ducks!" So they enter heaven, and sure enough, there are ducks all over the place. It is almost impossible not to step on a duck and although they try their best to avoid them, the first woman accidentally steps on one. Along comes St. Peter with the ugliest man she ever saw. St. Peter chains them together and says, "Your punishment for stepping on a duck is to spend eternity chained to this ugly man!" The next day, the second woman steps accidentally on a duck and along comes St. Peter, who doesn't miss a thing. With him is another extremely ugly man. He chains them together with the same admonishment as for the first woman. The third woman has observed all this and, not wanting to be chained for all eternity to an ugly man, is very, VERY careful where she steps.

Just A Rant
I have a bar near my house that was a metal bar....I used to love this place...about 1 yr ago it was bought and turned into a country bar....now us metal heads get rowdy...but we treat each other as family. Since this bar went country...More fights and destution in the neighborhood...you would think that this would set an alarm off in someones head...but no...in my town anything construed as fun for a group of ppl that may listen to different music, or dress differently.....must be bad and there for have everything taken from them so rednecks..can take over and cause even more trouble....I have nothing against rednecks whatso ever...but I do have a problem with ppl who think that screwing with something that has been working by taking it away...those ppl should be shot

Blah
I want to write this blog to say thank you...to everyone who reads them...to my friends, and anyone else...I joined CT because it seemed like it was a place where I could fit in, and be myself...so far it has not disappointed....Everyone I have met has been supportive and even encouraging...that is something that a lot of other sites are lacking...Everyone on my friends list has been really cool even though I don't get to speak to them as much as I like....But in general...Thank you all.....STAY SIC

My Sister
Well another update. She's still on the feeding tube shes been on it for a week now and they told her only 3 days ughhhh Gotta love doctors. On the plus side of things She is starving lol which mean she has her appetite back. Hopefully she can start drinking something today. Then slowly work her way to solids. She is walking. slowly. hurts for her to stand upright. Keep the prayers going because they are still needed and they are so appreciated. Love you all huggles Bren

Bet You Didn't Know
It is impossible to lick your elbow. A crocodile can't stick it's tongue out. A shrimp's heart is in their head. People say "Bless you" when you sneeze because when you sneeze, you're heart stops for a millisecond. In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand (or attempted to do so). It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky. A pregnant goldfish is called a twit Between 1937 and 1945 Heinz produced a version of Alphabet Spaghetti especially for the German market that consisted solely of little pasta swastikas. On average, a human being will have sex more than 3,000 times and spend two weeks kissing in their lifetime. More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call. Rats and horses can't vomit. The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English langua

Wtf Is Wrong With South Park?!
SOMEONE please tell me you saw the new episode last night with the Hare Club For Men? I don’t think I’ve laughed that hard since, well. Cartman being Jack Bauer. But I mean Peter Rabbit? That was effin priceless! I don’t think it helped either that I wasn’t exactly me last night watching this but Saturday I’m gonna watch it drunk and see if it’s even funnier.

Zombies Ate My Face...
Holy fucking shit. I need to stay off the crack before I go to bed. I dreamed there was a huge party in the middle of the night at Blanchet (my old high school in Seattle). People were running around, dancing in the hallways, defacing school property and all that fun stuff. I was with my ex Robert and my friends Julie and Marie when someone yelled that the cops were coming. Everyone scattered, looking for ways out or places to hide My friends dragged me downstairs into the textbook storage room and we waited, giggling and whispering. After a while, the doorknob turned and the door was yanked open. It was my dad and he looked scared. He grabbed me and told me “We have to go, right now.” We all went upstairs to the main school hall and I saw why my dad was frightened. The walls, ceiling and floor were splattered, sprinkled and splashed with blood. I had to step around a severed hand and some stray fingers. We tried to find a way out. I had wandered a little bit away and pushed

Taking A Break!
I regret to say that I am stepping away for awhile! There is still too much drama even on here that I just dont want to deal with right now! I have met a lot of great people on this sight! I will eventually be back! I just need some time to figure alot of things out!! I wish ALL of u the best!! HUGZZZ

Us Iraq Vets Cheated Out Of Medical Care, Disability Pay
http://www.metimes.com/storyview.php?StoryID=20070401-031851-5270r US Iraq vets cheated out of medical care, disability pay Sherwood Ross Middle East Times April 1, 2007 MIAMI, FL, USA -- Over the past six years, some 22,500 soldiers have been discharged on grounds of "personality disorder," a condition that can be claimed as having existed prior to their tour of duty, thereby absolving the Pentagon of its obligation to provide them with medical care and pay for their benefits. Over the course of a six-month investigation published in The Nation magazine for April 9, reporter Joshua Kors learned of "multiple cases" in which "soldiers wounded in Iraq are suspiciously diagnosed as having a personality disorder, then prevented from collecting benefits." According to Kors: "The conditions of their discharge have infuriated many in the military community, including the injured soldiers and their families, veterans' rights groups, even military officials required to pr

Soul Mate
We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions vast, I must have loved you in the past. But

Race & Hatred
For hundreds, if not thousands of years, racism was fueled by one simple thing: ignorance. This ignorance was justified by a cocktail of ingredients, ranging from misconstrued religion to psychotically immoral science (Darwinism and eugenics). The philosophy behind the racism of yesteryear shared a common root: it was always based on a lack of intelligence. This, it seems, should have been solved by the spread of modern education. If the problem was ignorance, effective schooling was the antidote, right? This sounds correct, and it partially is. But that assumption ignores the fact that racism is ingrained into the human psyche, and if repressed in one form, it will simply reappear with a more hidden structure. The new, concealed form of racism that is rampant today is known as neo-racism. The prevalence of education subsequently eliminated ignorance and misunderstanding in most racial matters. But the spread of education also caused the ascent of another justification for racism, a

Rules To Live By...
Rules to live by... ----- 1. If a woman wants you, nothing can keep her away. If she doesn't want you, nothing can make her stay! 2. Stop making excuses for a woman and her behavior. 3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. 4. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. 5. Slower is better. 6. Never live your life for a woman before you find what makes you truly happy. 7. If a relationship ends because the woman was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 8. Don't settle. 9. If you feel like she is stringing you along, then she probably is. 10. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. 11. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. 12. Avoid women who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different men. She didn't m

A True Goddess Today, My Love Special K. N.j..
Attention I need you all to gather round, I want to tell you about the sexiest woman around.. Now this may be a dream or maybe it's true, but you decide which one it is it's up to you.. But for now close your mind and open your soul,and listen to what you are told.. I was taking a walk in the park, and it was not to sunny and not yet dark.. when I saw a vision like something from a dream, a total goddess and you all know what I mean.. she was a beauty as if sent from heaven above, and at first sight all I felt was love.. So I stopped her and asked her name, and she she said please do not bring that game.. Still I felt this was my lucky day, and I was right she looked at me and said SPECIAL K. N.J.. I was surprised and yet there was no retreat, So I asked can I get you something to eat.. So we got together about eight, and believe it or not I was on time and not a moment late.. As we were seated I spoke about her outfit and about how well it fit, and she said now you want to talk that

Hypochondria
hy·po·chon·dri·a audio (hp-kndr-) KEY NOUN: 1. The persistent conviction that one is or is likely to become ill, often involving symptoms when illness is neither present nor likely, and persisting despite reassurance and medical evidence to the contrary. Also called hypochondriasis . 2. Plural of hypochondrium. I've decided there is no point in telling my brothers much of anything. Well, at least if it is health related. They assume I am a hypochondriac just because I get bored and look stuff up on-line or let them know what the DR has told me. I have also looked up things for others in the family so they will have a better understanding of what my mom has, such as possible cancer. I will go and find the information on line about it so they will not have to. That just makes me a target for negative feed back that they accuse me of being, which is negative. You would think they would be glad to know. They've never really seemed to understand me and most likely never

Insight
There are those rare collections of words, when combined with music, that reach deep inside and lay bare the dark secrets or bring to my mind the feelings I have locked away for so very long. This song does this to me every time I hear it. When I Meet God Marillion And if the bottle's no solution Why does it feel so warm And if that girl is no solution Why did she feel so warm And if to feel is no solution Why do I feel Why do I feel so tired Why do I feel so broken Why do I feel so outside Why do I seem so blind I'm so sick of feeling It's ruined my life If living rough is no solution Why does it ease my mind If looking back is no solution Why are we all Nothing but children Children inside Why do the Gods Sit back and watch So many lost What kind of mother Leaves a child in the traffic Turning tricks in the dark What kind of God? I crawled around inside myself It was a long way down It was a mine and it was mine And in the darkness I saw

Horny Phone Girl
Hello, my name is Kathryn. I am easy going, almost 30 and admit I am not the classiest gal around. I would much rather take a long motorcycle ride and a burger over a romantic dinner out. I am bisexual and would be a lesbian if I didn't like a hard cock in my pussy when I cum. I keep my twat all natural and my pubes are soft on the face. That's a big hint because I love a good pussy licking. Sexually I like all positions and have recently begun to really enjoy anal sex, but you have to go slow the first few strokes. I am curious about role play and prefer being dominant and you under my sexual control. I am a voyeur too, I could masturbate for hours watching real people fuck each other. I have seriously considered joining a swingers club to fulfill that need, besides I think I would love to try a cum soaked gang bang. Pretty much anything goes with me, I think fucking should be fun and always end with a big smile.

Burn
Light a fire and watch it burn. Walk away from it and don't look back. They say ladies do not swear, well i geuss i'm not a nice lady then, cause Fuck! and all that stuff. Bah, to all that sugar n spice stuff that girls are made of or supposedly made of. I'm mad as hell. I'll be a better version of myself tomorrow, i hope.

Quize
Let's Talk About Sex Quiz ..THESE QUESTIONS ARE A REFLECTION OF YOUR HONESTY AND ARE DESIGEND TO GET HARDER AND HARDER TO ANSWER AS YOU GO....KEEP ANSWERING THE QUESTIONS AS YOU GO AND SEE IF YOU CAN HANDLE THEM TO THE FINISH....YES THEY ARE MOSTLLY SEXUALY EXPLICIT SO STOP HERE IF YOUR A WIMP AND READ NO MORE..... 1. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? 2. DOES THIS PERSON OR PERSON LIKE YOU AS WELL? 3. HAVE YOU KISSED/MADEOUT WITH ANYONE OF YOUR MYSPACE FRIENDS LIST? 4. HAVE YOU EVER WATCHED PORN WITH SOMEONE FROM THE OPPOSITE SEX? 5. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A ONE-NIGHT STAND? 6. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SEX IN A CAR? 7. DO YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW HOW IT IS TO JUST HAVE SEX WITH THEM ONE TIME ONLY? 8. WOULD YOU BREAK UP WITH SOMEONE IF THE SEX WAS HORRIBLE? 9. IS THERE ANY INCRIMINATING EVIDENCE OF YOU DOING SOMETHING SEXUALY LIKE PICS OR VIDS? 10. WOULD YOU CARE IF YOUR BESTFRIEND WAS SLEEPING WITH YOUR EX? 11. ARE YOU CURERNTLY CR

My One True Hero!
Roger Thomas Hearld. A truly gifted and unique film maker...killed in a car crash on the 710 freeway at 26 years old. Being an atypical guy, most of my best friends are women--most men only want to know what you've been doing, not feeling...Roger was an exception. He was/still is a brother and true friend to me. He took photos that would land me my first art show, shared his knowledge of film and passed on his love of the medium to me, he actually set boundaries for our friendship (most people don't do that), and he taught me that to be truly creative, you need to take chances...otherwise it's just static and noise.

Mom In Law
Well, I know that it has been a while since I have give an update on my mother in law. Things have been about the same for the most part, but a few weeks ago, she started having seizures. The doctors could not figure out why she was having them. She had 2 and it was over. The following week she had a mild stroke. No damage to her brain, thank goodness. Then yesterday she started seizing again. This time it was worse than the others. She was put on a ventalator. She was transfered 2 hours to Wake Forrest Baptist Medical Center in NC. We are hoping she can get some quality care and get somewhat better. Please keep us in your prayers and thoughts. I have come to see my CherryTap friends as loyal ones. Thank you all Annette

Wal-mart
HOW BIG IS W AL - M A R T ? Here're mind-boggling statistics on Wal-Mart! 1. At Wal-Mart, Americans spend $36,000,000 every hour of every day. 2. This works out to $20,928 profit every minute! 3. Wal-Mart will sell more from January 1 to St. Patrick's Day (March 17th) than Target sells all year. 4. Wal-Mart is bigger than Home Depot + Kroger + Target + Sears + Costco + K-Mart combined. 5. Wal-Mart employs 1.6 million people and is the largest private employer. 6. Wal-Mart is the largest company in the history of the World. 7. Wal-Mart now sells more food than Kroger & Safeway combined, and keep in mind they did this in only 15 years. 8. During this same period, 31 Supermarket chains sought bankruptcy (including Winn-Dixie). 9. Wal-Mart now sells more food than any other store in the world. 10. Wal-Mart has approx 3,900 stores in the USA of which 1,906 are SuperCenters; this is 1,000 more than it had 5 years ag

For All Who Know Motorcycle Riders
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that

Was I Naughty Or Nice This Year
You Were Mostly Nice This Year! Sure, you had your naughty moments... but guess what? Santa was probably sleeping when you were living it up. As far as he's concerned, you've been on your best behavior. So cross your fingers, and you might score good presents. Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Jesus Loves Porn Stars
'Porn & Pancakes' fights X-rated addictions Story Highlights• Every second, approximately 28,258 Internet users are viewing pornography • Breakfast event helps men discuss how pornography affects their lives • Craig Gross founded XXXChurch.com to battle against porn industry • A Kentucky organization uses biblical counseling to break addictions By Jason Rovou CNN MORTON, Illinois (CNN) -- At 8 o'clock on a recent Saturday morning, more than 250 men gathered at New Life Christian Church in Morton, Illinois, for a breakfast of porn and pancakes. The event, not as titillating as it sounds, is the brainchild of Craig Gross, founder of the online Christian ministry, XXXChurch.com. Gross concocted the idea of "Porn & Pancakes" as a way to get Christians and church officials to talk about pornography addiction. It's a problem, he said, that is growing, among Christian communities. Over the smell of maple syrup and sausage, Gross and other guest speakers -- including a form

Am I A Control Freak
You Are 12% Control Freak There's no way you're a control freak. You're totally laid back - and able to take life as it comes. While you definitely have a healthy mental attitude, don't get suckered into letting someone control you. Are You A Control Freak?

Jokes
What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag. Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. What's the difference between a new husband and a new dog? After a year, the dog is still excited to see you What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. Wh

All My Dfw Area Peeps!
Anyone else going to the home opener for the Texas Rangers tomorrow?! They open against the Redsox. I'll be there! If you are gonna be there, stay on the lookout for me and come say hi! ;) XOXO BeerQueen

I'm Burning Like A Bridge
There were times in my life where I was reasonable, smart, and 100% right about everything. There were just as many times where I was irrational, ignorant, and could not have been more wrong. I recognize that some of the times that I thought I was wrong, I was dead on; and some of the times that I thought I was doing the right thing I was really just making everything worse. Sometimes it's too late for apologies, and that is a scary prospect. Because sometimes... I'm sorry. I have shot my mouth off and placed myself above the things I was too proud to admit that I feared, even to myself. This does not make me a bad person and I'm not saying that I am. It only makes me realize my weaknesses, which is a step towards strength. I just want honesty. I think it's all I ever wanted. The worst thing you can do is to stumble through life not knowing the truth about anything. Somebody I know very well once said: "When you've burned every bridge you've ever crossed, it's time to suck it up

I Can't Make You Love Me
I can't make you love me this battle I lost a long time ago and there you were, drifting off to sea leaving behind the only girl who ever loved you. I set you free it was what you always wanted staying with me was a favor you held on and so did I but why? it only made the pain worse it only made me want you more. For time hasn't healed these wounds it hasn't even come close everyday I sit here and wonder when will I see your face again? I close my eyes and try not to picture you kissing her like you kissed me you touching her like you touched me it's more than I can bare Because I can't make you love me you were always in love with someone else.

Dating Purity Test
Your Dating Purity Score: 67% You are an under-experienced dater. This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it. It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover! Dating Purity Test

My Pizza Personailty
Pepperoni Pizza Robust and dominant. When you go for something, you go full force. You tend to take control of situations easily. And in return, you get a ton of respect. What's Your Pizza Personality?

Some Guys Make You Feel Verry Pretty
xome guys make women feel verry pretty,and sexy,cause they tell them they are,some women need too hear thst cause they bean in a bad relationship where the guy tells the women she is ugly,fat,calling her all kinds of names and realy degradding her,and sometimes women stay in that relationship cause they beleave that they dont deserve better.i have bean through it i know,i have bean hit like a man would hit another man,i have bean choked kicked..well you all get the point,there are so many women out there are in that relationship and need suport and understanding,and you all have gave that too me even when i have only bean on for a short time you all are awsome thank you

Am I Masculine Or Feminine?
You Are 35% Feminine, 65% Masculine You are in touch with your masculine side. You are not overly sensitive and not easily moved. Occasionally, though, something will get through and touch your heart! Are You Masculine or Feminine?

What Type Of Weather Am I
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

Drunk And Stupid
TWO IRISH BOYS PAT AN MICK ARE OUT BAR HOPPING ONE NIGHT, AS THAY STUMBLE INTO THE PUB MICK LOOKS AT THE BARTENDER AND SAYS GIVE US A SHOT AN BEER THE BARTENDER TELLS THEM (AW GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE BOTH OF YOU ARE 3 SHEETS TO THE WIND ) MICK TELL THE B-TENDER WE CAN DRINK A LEPERCON UNDER THE TABLE GIVE US ASHOT AND A BEER, AS THE MAN BEGINS TO POUR PAT ASKS HIM WHERE IS THE BATHROOM AT THE MAN TELLS HIM TO GO TO THE END OF THE BAR MAKE A RIGHT GO THROUGH THE THE DOOR AND ITS THE FIRST DOOR ON THE RIGHT AS PAT HEADS TO THE BATHROOM MICK CHATS WITH THE BARTENDER, AS HE REACHES DOWN PICKS UP THE SHOT JUST AS HE GETS IT TO HIS LIPS THAY HEAR A BLOOD CURLING SCREEM MICK DROPS THE SHOT ON THE BAR AND ASKS WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT THE BARTENDER TELLS HIM I THINK IT WAS YOUR FRIEND IN THE BATHROOM YOU MIGHT WANT TO GO CHECK ON HIM MICK SAYS AW FUCK EM HE WILL BE ALL RIGHT GIVE ME ANOTHER SHOT FOR THE ONE I SPILLED, THE B-TENDER SETS HIM UP ANOTHER AND JUST AS HE GETS IT TO HIS LIPS AGAIN ANO

Why Is It Like This
IS it funny how the brain works? Its simply amazing if you stop and think about it. It alows you to dream you you are in a deep sleep or even when you are awake! Thares even ways that you can stimulate your mind, like i do. Im pretty sure you guys know what i am talking about. The reason I think i stimulate my mind is to calm the evil thoughts that go through my mind. Like most of you have music constantly going through your mind as i do to. Some days i apsalutely go insane and that my mind takes over my actions! OF coures thats called insanity! When insanity takes over I have have a habbit of doing things, unspeakable things that is! Yall may think im crazy and thats alright cause i agree with ya! The ones that really know me would not be scared of me! Cause thare the ones that know how to calm me down. You probaly relieze by now i am a very dark person. that likes to hide in the shadows of the dark. And dont like to be arround that much people! Only reason for that is becase i dont

Have You Ever Wondered?
Have you ever wondered... ...Why New Jersey is really the only place in America you can drop the "new" from and people still know what you're talking about? Nobody goes to York, or to Hampshire. They of course are real places, in England, but nobody ever assumes that you are hopping a plane to the U.K. if you say you're headed to "Jersey" for a few days. And now New Mexico, I can understand. I mean, it IS sort of in the same cardinal direction from almost anywhere in the word as the "old" one. And apparently the culture of one is significantly influenced by the culture of the other. In that respect, they are easy enough to get confused without the fact that one is the name sake for the other as well. ...If animals have menopause? The question came to mind the other night while overdosed on caffeine and unable to sleep. I was pondering the meaning of life, and It just hit me. My path of thinking was one of the mechanics of life. We are born, we breed, we die. Do we serve an unknow

Do I Have A Dirty Mind
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Beef Tenderloins And Greens Dijon
Beef Tenderloins and Greens Dijon It's a winning combo: hot slices of beef tenderloin atop a tasty and nutritious mix of greens (choose your favorites). The beef wilts some of the greens, and its juices combine with the Dijon dressing for a truly memorable meal. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup olive oil, plus 1 tablespoon * 1/4 cup Dijon mustard * 1/4 cup balsamic vinegar * 1 clove garlic, crushed * 1 teaspoon sugar * 1/2 teaspoon pepper, divided * 1 pound beef tenderloin tips, trimmed of fat and cut into 1-by-1/2-inch pieces * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 10-ounce package mixed salad greens * Croutons Directions: To make the dressing, in a medium bowl whisk together 1/2 cup of the olive oil, the mustard, vinegar, garlic, sugar and 1/4 teaspoon of the pepper until creamy. Set aside. In a large nonstick skillet, heat the remaining 1 tablespoon of olive oil over medium-high heat until hot. Add the beef, half at a time, and s

To Fly Again
To over come the complacency in life To travel the road of life with purpose again To be come wild at heart again Find the small child I once was and see the dreams Of joy and happiness I created for my future Yet always searching for God and trying my best to listen To God voice and his words To receive and give Hug's and kisses again with joy, happiness and love To shed a tear in pain or in happiness To travel the mercies of faith and miracles To seek the thought of day dreams and nightmares life and death To find the comfort of choice in a smile To fly agian a wonderious choice To be happy Live to laugh Love Now fly Joy

What Is My Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Natural You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Dreams
I always had the weirdest dreams, and sometimes they make me think. I dont know why I dream about some of the shit I do, but some also give me insight about things that I never have in the waking world....like a certain phrase or a certain person, and I wake up feeling less puzzled about something than I did before....sometimes though, my dreams are just off the freaking wall and crazy. (kinda like me!) but oh well. Im gonna lay back down....love. I wrote alot of new material today, I dont know if I wanna post it or not....lemme know what you think..

I Give Up...
You know what's fun? when people get what they want from you, and then can't seem to give you the time of day. I guess it's my own fault for letting them in too soon. I'd done it in the past, and for some reason can't learn that giving in doesn't usually end up as anything good for me. I guess I thought more of the situation and the person. But now, I get ignored... And it's obvious too. As soon as I sign in to messenger, they sign off at the exact same time...that's not apparent or anything....I guess I quit...quit trying to just let things happen, quit letting people into my life...quit doing "things", even though I want to. I'm not saying I didn't want what happened to happen. I thought about it before it happened, and I'm sure I'm okay with it. It's the stuff that's going on afterwards...that I'm not a fan of, but whatever, it's cool, I guess. Someday I'll learn...hopefully.

Which Egyptian Goddess Is In Your Soul?
Which Egyptian Goddess is in your Soul ( WITH BEAUTIFULL PICTURES and a myth with each outcome) The goddess in you soul is Isis. She is the mother goddess. When her husband Osiris was gone on a journey she was the queen of Egypt. When she heard that osiris was killed by Seth ( his evil brother) she looked for him and found him with the help of all the Gods. Anubis made a mummy of him so that Isis could put him together and made him alive again. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

This Will Make You Laugh My Fav Is #13
1. It's not really the shoes. It's how they make our legs look. 2. Women also fantasize during sex. 3. And sometimes those fantasies are about shoes. 4. If you want to see us naked more often, turn up the damn thermostat. 5. A big dick is a bore if it's attached to a big dick. 6. We can pee standing up, but it's not pretty. 7. We can't hear a word you're saying if there are hairs coming out of your nose. 8. If you would just listen to us, we'd shut up. 9. Want sex? Fix something. 10. Women want empathy, not advice. 11. It's still a man's world, and some of it you can keep. 12. You would be crazy, too, if your insides fell out every twenty-eight days. 13. Some handy translations for men: "You're working too hard." = "You're not spending enough time with me." "No presents for my birthday." = "Surprise me!" "What are you thinking about?" = "Do you still love me?" "Do you want to talk about it?" = "I want to talk about it." "Fuck yo

Slaves To God(s)
(Originally Posted on June 23, 2006)This morning I heard on the radio about one of the Miami terrorist cell members telling a woman they were all "slaves to Allah" or some such bullshit.But it got me thinking. Almost all people are slaves to one or more gods. Christians are slaves of Jesus, Jews are slaves of Jehovah, Muslims are slaves of Allah, etc.Satanists are slaves to their god as well, BUT - OUR GOD IS OUR SELF. Therefore, we are our own slaves.Or something. Just think about it...tag: satan, satanism, satanist, satanic, religion, jesus, christian, christianity, jew, judaism, xtian, muslim, islam, allah, god, jehovah, slave, slavery, slaves

Poetry: Little More Than Friends
Sometimes I look up at the stars and wonder where you are. I wonder if you are at home wishing upon the same star. I search for a way to struggle through my hard and troubled days. But it's hard for me to concentrate when you're so far away. I wish we could have talked when I left, But my heart knew better. I knew if I stayed, I'd never leave; I'd want us to be together. I can't stay strong or keep a breath when it comes to you. I'm afraid I don't say what needs to be said 'cuz I don't know what to do. So, I have a promise to make to you and I swear it upon this day. We'll be best friends for the rest of our lives (if you think that's ok). We have a special bond together that ties us up till the end. Your heart knows as well as mine, we're a little more than friends.

Poetry: You
How my thoughts are racing soooo... I just whispered aloud - "I love you...", and have the softest feeling - for real, no teasing. You 'get' to me so damnably easy... I don't know or understand why or how - you just do. It's because... somehow... we... belong. I know... silly me. I melt at some awkward times and just shake my head at others. But I want to hold you so tight and make love to you and hold you close afterward and make love to you and just 'be' with you and love you. Woman...the thoughts that just race by physical... mental... my stomachs a big knot and I want to sing, smile... just laugh... shake it off... but can't. I want you curled with me, around me, on me. I want to be in you - a part of you... held so very tight and close... and never let go. I want to touch you, taste... explore... mentally, physically... and more - so much more. I want to play and 'be' as only we can. How my thoughts are racing soooo... suc

Kicked Out Of The Fire Dept
well today i turned in my gear . they voted me out the other night and called me to tell me that i needed to bring it up there . i have been running calls . but obviously not enough and i know that there are alot of people up there that are happy to see me go . so i guess it is better this way . i dont want to be somewhere where my help is not wanted . now i have more time to move and more time to spend with the two most wonderful and beautiful girlfriends a guy could ever ask for . and now they dont have to worry about me running into a burning building anymore either . i am sure the two of them have a weight off their shoulders now lol .

Hook Me Up And Answer This Thingy
Would you makeout with me? [ ] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? [] Heck no [ ] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No I look like.. [] A player [] a wife/husband [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser [] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. ?? [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits [] marry me [] have sex Would you let me have sex with you the very first day?? [] Yes [] No [] Maybe On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lap

Hope Everyone Has A Happy Easter!!!
HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANT TO SAY HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE HOPE YA'LL ALL HAVE A WONDRFUL WEEKENDS WANT TO THANK ALL OF YA FOR BECOMING MY FREINDS.. CHERRY TAP ROCKS OK HERES THE DEAL I HAVE A LOT OF NEW FREINDS SEND ME A MESSAGE IF I HAVEN'T COME BY YOUR PAGE.. I WILL BE OUT OF HERE IN A FEW FOR A LONG WEEKEND AWAY WILL MISS EVERYONE AND HOPE YA'LL HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS I PLAN ON HAVING...LOL SO IF YOU COME BY AND I DON'T GET BACK TO YOU RIGHT AWAY YOU KNOW I HAVE A LIFE OUTSIDE OF CHERRY..LOL.. AND THIS WEEKEND ITS TIME TO GET OUT AND ENJOY IT... HEAD TO THE WOODS FOR SOME PEACE AND QUITE... WILL MISS YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT ONE... HUGS AND KISSES LESLEY(AKA SEXY MOMMA) Get more @ CherryTagz.com

Testament V * Comments Rate Plz*
"Sometimes evil can be fought by good but another kind of evil is fended for good" Always the price we pay for something we believe thought was worth doesnt always stand for the truth. In fairness we must forgive our dreams and desire for its interference and forgive our sacrafices for allowing its unstablity that cause its downfall forcin us to use our imaginary and heart to clean up its mistake for its happiness. Our light isnt a toy to be use for special places nor share with the ones cries for a hero. but becuase of our burden allowing such acceptance from the ones that darken its misuse we are to face some difficult meaningful decisions but face them with clean vision of our approach. too much patient may elapse but the pay off of its timing shall never be right or wrong just when our heart tell u so. mourn them do not, brings more sins from our past with attachment allowin our light to feed in blindness to thier desire allowin them to take what isnt thiers to misuse and mis

Testament Vi * Comments Rate Plz*
"If wat make u sad make u happy then the light shall grant u a wishful" For years we have been in search of ourself finding out if love really exist in its true form of being but never was it heard of. we begin to understand opportunity isnt about fun or games but seriousness we take role play engaged relation of wat we desire. we cant always assume that our dreams will come to us based on knowledge we strive for but to draw out our options we must let our will come to us with dream findings through understanding. believing is one thing that relys on pasion of faith bound by person who study the aspect of wat they want and earn them.. understanding is another that relys on pasion of task built to destine to have wat they want but theres always a logical explanation of the benefits. through the light we all may have chosen a path in direction we want to go but blindly do we see at the gate of emotions with 2 keys that only leave one to open. we cant always asume that the happy ke

If Someone Doesn't Have The Guts.......then
Explain something to me CT gang? How can someone rate you a 1 (which someone did my photo), and not leave their name????? If they want to do that, maybe it's time for me to move along...... Geez, that's pretty gutless if you ask me. Besides, what did I do to someone to piss them off like that??? The hell with it....I'm pissed.

Continued Rip Kurt Cobain
Thirteen years ago today Kurt Cobain died. I know I post a lot of bulletins and whatnot about when celebrities die and stuff, but i feel this one is different. Nirvana was the first band that i truely liked, for more than just the fact that their music sounded good. Its a Cliché but their music meant something to me. I was only 12 when it all ended, but it was also helping through a lot of times when i was alone and really not happy, it did for years after, and it still does today. I have certain songs that mean a lot to me, but no other band has meant as much to me as Nirvana did and still does. So this is just my way of honoring them and their amazing frontman.

Traffic Physics
I didn’t take much science, but I do know that physics is a broad and complicated subject. Some of the principles of quantum physics, while fascinating and exciting, are almost unimaginable to me. My understanding of physics is rudimentary, but I think that quantum physics describes the properties of certain particles that defy the laws of physics as we typically know them. Despite a persistent and pervasive following, however, there is not a specialized branch of “traffic physics” that describes the unique physical properties of, or laws governing, vehicles in traffic. Here’s a completely hypothetical situation: Let’s say I’m driving in the left-hand lane on some hypothetical freeway – say 190 in Dallas – at 70 mph. There is a car in front of me driving at 70 mph. There are several cars in front of that car. You are driving behind me. The physics lesson: Whether I am six inches behind the car in front of me or 300 feet behind it, we are still going 70 mph. The velocity…. r

I Hate Bad Friends!!!!
why is it when you need someone more then they will ever know they seem to turn there back on you??? its weird you know it makes you question every thing you ever shared with that person all the memories all the laughs.... they were all so great!!! Then you find your self wondering why you were every in there life at all?? You can only do so much for some one only take so much shit before you just get sooooo pissed that you can't see why you every did any thing at all!!!! The love of a friendship is a two way thing as is everything between two people! so why is this one so one sided and why do i.... care if i will never talk to him again and why..... am i so hurt??? I wish he was here and it was someone else pulling hard on my heart strings!!!!! I know he would have the wormest hug to make me feel better but instead he is hanging out with another girl and lying to me about it!! I don't know what to do but i'm going to wright guys off for awhile the are to much work and i'm so tired!!

In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM93%Sex God73%A Romantic48%Virgin5%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

The Greatest Irony Of Love
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love but

My Kinky Turn On
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage75%Whips50%Chains/Handcuffs42%Blind Folds17%Biting0%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Christ On A Donkey...deal With It!
What the hell is the problem? CT is a free site....it's a GROWING site. It has GROWING PAINS and will possibly NEVER out grow them. I've had no problems with Cherrytap other than maybe getting my 11's late a couple times. So WHAT if it's gone down a couple times...that's LIFE and that's SERVERS. Stuff breaks down every day...at least Mike gets right on it and lets everyone know. So WHAT if you see a bit of tit and ass or some dude's frigging schlong...flag the shit and MOVE THE HELL ON. So WHAT if someone down rates your profile or your photos...Don't lower yourself to what you consider their level. Maybe a house fell on their sister that day and they are pissed...or maybe...they are just plain MEAN.. OR!! Just maybe!!!!...*GASP*...they honestly don't like what they down rated!!! Can't do shit about it so pick yourself up, dust off and go along your merry way. GAWD. Deal with it people...damn...deal with the downraters and assholes the same way. Block them, ignore them and qu

Happy Easter
MySpace Graphic Codes MySpace Graphic Codes I am just wanting to wish all my Family and Friends a happy Easter Weekend..May you and your family's have safe travels' this weekend, whatever you have planned..Hope the Easter bunny leaves you lots of things...may your kids get lots of Candy..so they get allllll wired up...lol...but love you all.... Nathan MySpace Graphic Codes

Dumbass Phrase Of The Year
I'm Bringing Sexy Back You're butt ugly ass ain't bringing nothing back! And where the hell did this phrase come from anyway? Is Timberlake so popular that he can coin phrases into our vocabulary now?? The man has talent but damn people he isn't that good. But here's my question about "bringing sexy back". Where did it go? And when did it leave? I'm 33 years old and I've seen sexiness since I was very young. And I've seen it every day, multiple times a day since then. And now this JT kid who is all of what...26 is telling me that sexy left and he's the one to bring it back?? Really?? STFU!!! Sexy is here! Always has been. Always will be. And like I said at the beginning, if you have to tell the world how sexy you are and that you are "bringing it back" (as if it ever went anywhere). Then you have no clue what sexy is! You're probably too damn ugly to bring it back if it actually did leave! LOL

Sorry Please Read
MY COMPUTER IS IN THE SHOP I WONT BE ON FOR A FEW WEEKS BUT ALL MY CHERRIES CAN STILL HIT ME UP WITH COMMENTS I WILL PROMISE TO HIT ALL YOU BACK UP ONCE I GET BACK ON THANKS GOIN MISS ALL OF YOU 2WEEKS

An Adult Storie About Joan And Jackie!
Joan decides to go out with some friends to a bar up town for a couple of drinks and to have a good time, she works all the time and never has a chance to do anything. Sitting with her friends and having a good time she sees this women sitting at the end of the bar all alone not sure if she was with anyone, she told her friends she’d be right back, approaching the women she says hi, my name is Joan and the women replied back I’m Jackie and asked her if she wanted to join them for drinks, so they all have a great time and by the end of the night they had hit it off as friends and exchanged numbers, talking everyday they had become the best of friends and always going and doing things together, one day out shopping for clothes they were in the dressing room and Jackie caught herself checking out Joan while she wasn’t looking, she knew about this side of her but how was she going to tell Joan? So they end up eating lunch at a little café in town, and during lunch Jackie says to Joan I ha

.how.old.when.blah.blah.blah.
How old were you when you first.... 1. Fell in love - 17 2. Lost someone close to you - 19 3. Got drunk - 18 4. Smoked weed - 21 5. Got kissed - 18 6. Went to the hospital for surgery - 21 7. Got your heart broken badly - 20 8. Lost a pet - 19 9. Got arrested - nope not me not i 10. Smoked a Cigarette - 17 11. Broken a bone - 18 months 12. Went to a concert - 17 13. Had 1st boy/girl friend - 17 15. Got a cherryTAP account - 31 16. Sneaked out of the house - nope not me not i...n shouldnt it be 'snuck' 17. Pierced other than your ears - 28th birthday

Angel Of Hope '' 2
It doesn't matter what you look like, doesn't matter where you live, doesn't matter how you are brought up, doesn't matter what your beliefs are. All it matters is that you love me, that you truly care for me, that you understand how I feel, that I belong to you and only you, that you are there to wipe away my tears, that you will always be around when I need you, that you will always tell me the truth, and that you won't do anything to hurt me. This matter is coming straight from the heart. Wherever you are, whatever that you are doing at this moment. Just remember, there is someone here who loves you...............buy kitty to anger

Let There Be Peace
If There is to be Peace If there is to be peace in the world, There must be peace in the nations. If there is to be peace in the nations, There must be peace in the cities. If there is to be peace in the cities, There must be peace between neighbors. If there is to be peace between neighbors, There must be peace in the home. If there is to be peace in the home, There must be peace in the heart. - Lao-Tse May all find the peace in there hearts.

The Empty Basket
Would somebody please tell me....what the fuck is wrong with me?? Why do I endlessly walk around in an empty haze? The truth is so hard to find...elusive and beyond my grasp. You say nothing has changed...and if it has not...then why do I feel so alone? Why is it that my voice speaks only silence? My empty rage flares within me, pointed at noone and everyone at the same time. There is no peace in these murky waters. I wade to the shore but am held fast by the waves, forever drawn back into their watery embrace. I showed you my torn and tattered soul, all that was left of me. For a moment I thought that meant something to you. For a moment...I was real. Within your gaze my wings unfurled and I felt as if I could fly. Why did you turn away from me? Ripped away the very wings you gave me. I am ugly. So ugly on the inside that you have turned away. Banished me to the shadows. Sitting in the quicksand, sinking further and further into nothingness.

I Strangled Your Sister Because Thats How I Roll!!!
> This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the > subject > line and forward to your friends....and also, send it back to > the > person > that sent it to you. > Pick the month you were born: > January--I got high off > February--I dry humped > March--I bannock slapped > April--I dry humped > May--I choked on > June--I strangled > July--I partied with > August--I cracked out with > September--I sold my ass for > October--I chewed > November--I blew > December--I masterbated > Pick the day (number) you were born on: > 1-------a big fat penis > 2-------a pink sparkly dildo > 3-------some food stamps > 4-------a grocery bag > 5-------a gay guy > 6-------a gangstah > 7-------my drug dealer > 8-------my dog > 9-------my best friends' man/woman > 10-------my neighbor > 11-------a big fat joint > 12-------a banana > 13-------a toenail > 14-------a stuffed animal > 15-------a goat > 16-------a pickle > 17-------your mom > 18-------a spoon >

Mumms
What in the hell is wrong with the MUMM system here? I post an innocent (albeit lame) mumm called "hot or not" and I get swarmed with attacts? Do you people just sit around looking for mumms to dis on? Half the comments had nothing to do with the subject. If you want to bitch about your right to comment any way you see fit, than its my right to delete any comment I see fit. Remember its my mumm not the publics. Some people should learn to grow up and not be so negative. If you don't like the mumm, why waste the time commenting. I didn't make you read it, it was your choice. You so-called "mumm police" are retarded.

Servers Suck.....
So here I am, trying to get my server up and running so that I can help out the local candle shop (of which I can get just about anything I want for free because of it), and my server decides to nosedive... so here I am, 4 hours later, still working on it, and it's STILL not working right... I've reformatted the drive at least twice, and sheesh... anyone want to donate a video card they're not using, maybe a few IDE drives? lol

My Last Day....what Do I Do Now???
So in 24 hours my 12 years of service to my country comes to an end. I get to be a regular guy again. Not sure if I'm ready for it...I'm all twisted about it. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....oh well such is life. Just venting.....OK...I'm done.

Easter Weekend!
Some Of You Already Know This, Some May Not, So Here's The Scoop, Every Other Weekend I Have My Kids And Will Not Be Here On CherryTap So If You Comment/Rate/Fan And All That Good Stuff On My Profile I Wont Be Able To Return AnyThing Until Monday. I Wish Everyone A Very Happy Easter And Have A Safe Holiday, Enjoy Your Family And Kids And Dont Take For Granted Anything!

I Ment What I Said When Outlaw Angel Came Back
IN CASE ANYONE HAS FORGOTTEN WHAT I SAID ABOUT OUTLAW ANGEL WHEN SHE CAME BACK I SAID I WOULDNT TOLERATE PEOPLE FUCKING WITH HER AND I MENT IT IF AND HONESTLY I DONT GIVE A SHIT AS TO WHO YOU ARE YOU FUCK WITH MY SISTER YOU FUCK WITH ME JUST ALITTLE REMINDER SHE MIGHT NOT SAY MUCH BUT I KNOW AN HEAR ALL ANYONE SAYS OR DOES TO HER I AM HER PROTECTOR ON THIS SIGHT AND MY PROTECTORS ARE MY OUTLAWS SO DONT THINK OF COMING AFTER ME OR YOU WILL DEAL WITH FIREMAN185, OUTLAW ANGEL OUTLAW ICE , OUTLAW L/H COUNTRY BOY THEY WATCH OVER ME MORE THEN WHAT YOU THINK. THIS BLOG IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS ANGEL ON THEIR LIST YOU SHOW HER RESPECT AND IF YOU GET PISSED OFF AT ME FOR STATING MY MIND THEN FUCK YOU AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON! DON'T DO IT SIMPLY LEAVE HER ALONE!

Love....
ok for a few of yall you have heard this many times but its still botherin me...ok i was with brandon for almost 9 months and i truely loved him but i found out he cheated on me so i ended it and i thot i was over him so i gave derrick a chance and we really hit it off hes as i thot was gonna be the one guy that was different then all the others but i was wrong and i fell fast for him and i loved him but he lied to me and that hurts just as much as brandon cheatin on me but i still love the both of them and then theres this guy at my school that i never thot myself to like he used to be the geeky lil nerd kid in my class that i cheated off of jus os i can pass but over the years we became friends and hes changed ALOT hes still the really really smart guy at school but now hes clear over 6'4 or so and is muscular and he plays basketball and runs track and is at almost every single softball game weve had that was close enuff to drive too but im not sure on if he likes me but my friends s

Happy Easter
I want to wish all that stop by my page happy holidays since i will not be around the next week or so...The children and I are taking a much needed vacation in warmer weather and with family... Hugs Exotic1