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This Is KakaHOW IN THE HELL CAN MY SHOWER PIC'S BE MARKED AS NSFW ????????? THEY DONT SHOW SHIT !!!!!!
IVE SEEN PIC'S THAT SHOWED AND WASNT MARKED NSFW ...OH YEA THEY HAD SOMETHING ON BUT YOU COULD FUK'N SEE RIGHT THROUGH IT!!...OH WAIT!!! IT'S CAUSE IM MALE BET IF I WAS FEMALE HE WOULDNT HAVE FLAGGED ME ......... LET ME RUN GET ME SUM FOAM AND BRA AND A POCKET PUSSY MAYBE THAT WILL SATISFY HIM ........................................................................................ THIS WAS FRIGIN CRAZY .... OH AND I MARKED THIS BLOG NSFW SO NO 1 COULD RUN SAY IT WASNT FOR ALL MY FINE LANGUAGE SO BLAH BLAH NEENER NEENER
A Poem From A Friend Of Mine Ty LostpoetMy friend Lostpoet wrote this beautiful poem for me. Thank you Lostpoet!!!!
The Lady Soars with truth and Pride
Stands up tall and strong
She wont let no one hold her back
No one will put her down
With the Spirit of the Cheetah
The courage of the Jaguar
And the strength of the tiger inside
This lady will shine like the stars above
Singing her song for Peace and love
She can dance upon the wind
She can soar with the stars above
She will rule now and forever
With her kind and Gentle heart
For as she Dances now with Pride she sings out strong and true
Never holding back the dream
Of finding love within
For she sings out with the wind
(Tony Kenyon 2008)
Missouri, Oklahoma After New Round Of TornadoesEveryone Knows we been getting some bad weather the last few months well sad but true heres some more...
SENECA, Mo. - A tornado that spun across the Oklahoma-Missouri border killed at least 18 people as severe storms raked the nation's heart Saturday, injuring many and mangling buildings in the storm-weary region.
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At least 12 people were killed after severe storms spawned tornadoes and high winds across sections of southwestern Missouri, the State Emergency Management Agency said. Ten of the dead were killed when a twister struck near Seneca, near the Oklahoma border.
At least six people were killed as the tornado flattened the northeastern Oklahoma town of Picher, authorities said.
"They're going over the hard-hit area and turning over everything and looking," SEMA spokeswoman Susie Stonner said of emergency workers' search for victims and assessment of damage. "It's hard to do in the dark."
The number of injuries across the area was not imm
EbaySo like my best friend and her hubby are addicted to Ebay haha, they got super nintendo games for $15.00, my best friend also got a halter top zebra print bathing suit for $10.00 and a Jem and the Holograms coloring book..
EEK I'm going to see if they have anything good on there!
Is anyone addicted to Ebay??? Let me know :)
To All MothersThis is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here.
"
Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted.
This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse.
For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T.
This for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes.
This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors.
..
And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars.
And that when their kids asked, "Did you see me,
Dedicated To My MotherIt's Mother's Day Today And You're No Longer Here.
I've Missed You So Much These Past Few Years.
I Know You're In A Better Place And Free From All The Pain.
But It Doesn't Stop Me From Wishing You Were here Again.
I Miss The Talks We Used To Have
I Miss You Cheering Me Up When I Am Sad,
I Miss The Meals We All Once Shared
I Miss Having Someone Around Who Cared.
I Miss You Mom More Than Words Can Say
So I Wrote This Little Poem For You.
To Let You Know I Haven't Forgotten You.
Happy Mother's Day
R.I.P. Mom
Judy Mae Bethea
(08/27/1931-05/16/2000)
copyright©poeticangel
Mommy's DayThis is what I got for my first Mommy's Day! :)
Happy Mother's Day to all the FuMommies! ♥
The 343 Lounge Invites You To Join UsThe 343
I want to tell yall about the 343 and what this number stands for...on September 11,2001
the day the twin towers were hit and fell to the ground...many firefighters and emt and
police officers were killed...on that day 343 firefighters left this world all because they
gave their life for what they love to do. The 343 lounge was created in honor of those fallen
firefighters to honor and respect them for doing the job most men wouldn't do. We here in the
343 reconize the hard job it is to be a firefighter and what it means to save a life. People
all over the world are saved everyday by some unknown firefighter that will probably never get
the respect that he/she deserves but we here in the 343 want to give that unknown firefighter
a place to come to when he/she needs a friendly ear to listen to them or just to laugh with them
we believe it is important that all firefighters have some sort of support system if they don't have
time to go out and join these types of
Blah BlahYes, yes, so it's Mothers Day and I am sitting here all alone, pouting cause I don't have a mother anymore, ok yes I am feeling sorry for myself that I didn't appreciate the time when I had her. So I guess, I am just going to stay in my Pjs, binge out and keep my house dark all day...
UGH this is so not me.....
Have a great day
Beautiful Tags And Wonderful Words,from The Woman That Has Filled My Heart With So Much Love And HappinessYou make my heart flutter like a butterfly baby. I Love You so freakin much!!
Like a butterfly whispering in the wind
You breeze through my heart
For all the days you fill my soul with love
Every day with you is a blessed new start
For all the wonderful moments we share
in times of silence I Love You still
For moments cuddled in your arms
I treasure your love and always will
I give you my heart with you smiles of joy
and share my heart full of Love
So blessed with you my dear man
as I flutter about like a butterly above.
I LOVE YOU BABY
I Love You with all of my Heart, with every beat every second I breath baby. Thank you for always making every occassion so special for me. You're the love I've prayed for my whole life. Without you I can't breath baby. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
For all the days you fill my soul with love
Every day with you is a blessed new start
For all the wonderful moments we share
in times of silence I Love You still
For moments cuddl
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Looking At HerMy breath catches, my heart skips a beat, thought is impossible. Every time I see her I die for a split second, instantly sent to heaven above..because she must be an angel. The most perfect of God's creations, the most beautiful thing ever conceived of. She redefines my fantasies, my most vivid imagination was so pale compared to her beauty...it must be the work of God.
My lips pull, smiling without thinking about it. One of my employees asked me today why I smile every time I open my phone...I didn't think I did, apparently I do. The short answer is, she is my wallpaper. They ache, beg to kiss her, beg to press against her lips, kiss her skin, they beg to have a piece of perfection.
My arms strain, without moving they seem to stretch, I can feel them reaching to my Love, aching to hold her. They want her in them, making me complete once again.
My heart swells, it actually grows. Sometimes it hurts because it presses against my chest, it gets so big...but it's a good hurt, th
SeductionSeduction
is not the manipulation
of horny individuals
banging it out on lazy tables
but,
consenting adults finding where they belong.
It’s an art form
compromising,
finding out what works
and applying the strokes, baptising
every new experience
and gradually rediscovering it all over again
exercising what fans the flame
exploring.
An itchy libido
is an opportunity
for a grinding out of the ordinary
a hammock, garden shed,
legs interlock on a soft bed
of flowers, and
the showers that flow
to a naked crescendo.
Aggressive lingerie
aromatherapy communicating effectively
A bubble bath, foreplay
drama, a touch of mystery
‘coos and ahs’ simultaneously
holding and releasing eventually.
Literature, music, tasting,
postures, games, aphrodisiacs
symbolism, potions, massages
and faceless eroticism
will play their role in the seduction.
I Miss You So MuchIt's been two year's that my papa went home to heaven and I miss him so much and wish that I had another chance to see him again..I see him in my dreams and I know that he is alright and in good health and smiling down on o0ur family..There are day's that I wish that I was with him..I remeber that day so cleary just like it happened yesterday and I miss seening my papa's smile and juat talking to him..I love you papa..you are never forgotten and always missed..REST IN PARIDISE PAPA..and save a spot for me and meet me at the gate as they call my name to come home..
Sexy ApplicationREPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE w/ YOUR ANSWERS OR HERE IF YOUR BALLSY ENOUGH. DONT BE SHY...I DON't BITE UNLESS YOU LIKE IT LIKE THAT.
LET THE FUN BEGIN........
1. Your Name:
2. Age:
3. Favorite position(s) and why???:
4. Do you think I'm cute, sexy or fuckin' hot?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. Lights on or off?
7. Would you have to be drunk?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave after or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Have sex on the first date?
14. Would you kiss me during sex?
15. Do you think I would be good in bed?
16. Would you use me as a booty call?
17. Can I use you as a booty call?
18. Can we take pictures of the act?
19. How long would we have sex?
20. Would you tell your friends about me?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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Mother's DaySo Today's is Mother's Day. A Hallmark Holiday to celebrate all the good our mother's have done and do for us. I always found it so silly that we just celebrate our Mother's on one day, because we should celebrate them everyday. You are not just the best mom one day out of the year. It is a ful time duty and never ends even when you kids are al grown up and living their own life. Mother is only one my Grandma always tells me.
I guess I never appreciated my mother as much as I do right now. I moved from Jersey back home to California about a month ago today and I left my 8 year old son with my mother. I did this so i would not have to pull him out of school early and so I couls get settled here in California. If it was not for my mom I would not have been able to do this. I appeciate that she is taking caremof my little pumpkin as I get situated out here. I call him my little pumpkin because he was born on Halloween. I love my mom and oculd never even repay her for all that
Just RememberTRY AND REMEMBER THIS AS YOU ARE STARING AT MY PICTURES TODAY..
THOSE TITS WERENT PUT THERE FOR YOU TO STARE AT, THEY WERE GIVEN TO ME TO NURTURE MY CHILDREN
THAT STRETCH MARK YOU LAUGH AT IS THE SKIN THAT HOUSED THOSE CHILDREN
THAT ASS COMES FROM CARRYING THREE CHILDREN
THOSE EYES YOU TELL ME ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, THEY STARE AT THREE CHILDREN ALL DAY, WATCHING IN DELIGHT
WHEN YOU ASK ME TO LOOK AT PICTURES OF YOUR COCK, THINK OF HOW YOU WOULD REACT TO ANY MAN SAYING THAT TO YOUR MOTHER
AS YOU FLIRT WITH ME, TELLING ME LIES, PICTURE YOUR SISTER HEARING THE SAME THINGS
WHEN YOU ASK ME FOR NAKED PICS, WOULD YOU LIKE IT YEARS DOWN THE ROAD IF YOUR DAUGHTER HAD THOSE POSTED??
SO, TODAY INSTEAD OF BEING A PERV...TRY AND REMEMBER, I AM NOT JUST A WOMAN..
I AM A MOTHER..A NURTURER..THE CREATOR OF LIFE
I AM SOMEONES DAUGHTER, GRANDAUGHTER, AND SISTER
THERE ARE MEN IN MY LIFE WHO CARE ABOUT WHAT MEN SAY TO ME
AND MY HEART ALREADY BELONGS TO FOUR PEOPLE IN MY LI
So Much Has Happened Within My Family.It's been devastating to me the past couple of years. I sat back today creating a photo album of my sisters pictures for her grandkids today so they could know who nana was. It was difficult but that is one of the things I choose to do with my mothers day.
I have been remembering today all who have recently passed and how lucky I was to have known some for such a short time, some for quite a while and others I never got to meet. Family is not to be taken lightly they are of great importance.
This song I am going to put on this blog is for all of them. My mothers day remembrance of my family.
Kaydence - Born to my daughter still born October 2006.
Liam - Born to my stepson, died of Sids at 6 wks old Feb 2007.
Hope - Born to my stepson, died of surgical complications at aged 2. June 2007.
My Godfather: Passed on from Diabetes Sept.2007
My Godmother: Passed on from Alzheimers Aug.2007
Lastly, the light of my life my eldest sister who practically raised me, died April
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The Extacy Of The DiningThe darkness folds in around me,
The mists close in around my feet,
The scent rises to my nostrils,
The smell of blood is oh so sweet.
Come to me now my perfect victim,
Exquisite for the taste,
Like a fine wine
That will never waste.
Just the thought makes me quake
All over as I anticipate
The pure extacy....
The extacy of the dining.
Your heart fills with fear,
While mine fills with glee.
If you only knew how my touch
Will set you free.
And when I take you,
The the choice is yours divine,
To die in peace,
Or join in the extacy of the dining!
(c.) 1997 by KC Zimmerman
Sweetheart/'s TouchBY;LATENITEFANTASY
it is to feel
not to see
nails
travel
languidly
connecting
nerve
to nervous
static electricity
as if a grid
almost ohmless
covered me
your fingers
magnetic
pulled
from node
to nothing
heading higher
so insanely slow
sensations trickle
spiral up my spine
along with fingertip
mounted razors
painting
palest pain
as while trailing
dermic traces
lightning strikes
again and again
from haunting hands
to spine cord brain
then
raised neck hairs
meet traced ridge
at journey's end
peaked pressure
subsides
leaving me
in aching abstinence
of those digit
powerspikes
a second
an eternity
until soothing
silk sensation
of a pacifying
open palm
ventures back
to heal
every pinch
recently left
and fine tune
this mortal shell
Stormy PassionStormy Passions
by LateNiteFantasy©
Thunder rumbles in the distance
Lightening crashes brightening the room
Reflecting, revealing and shadowing
Creamy voluptuousness, fiery strands of silk
Wild winds rattle the windowpanes
Tumultuous breezes race inside
To wantonly caress fragrant flesh
Swallowing your breath as you exhale
Tasting sweet heat upon your lips
Fingertips exploring, finding hidden treasures
Striving to control the storm building within
Arousing passions slowly, gently
Lips traveling, thirsting for your nectar
Pacing my seduction with the storm growing without
Rain’s bouquet infiltrates the room,
As tongue discovers your moistness
Drinking deeply from the red rose
Between gleaming satin limbs
Allowing your essence to quench my craving
Holding tight as storms explode
Without and within……
I Figured Out Why I'm So Angry TodayIt's mother's day. My Mom passed away in 06, the day after Christmas. She was one of those text book examples of what a Mom should be.
On Friday my 10 year old daughter, whom I have full custody of, came home with the most adorable pin & card she made at school for her Mom, she also made a little candle. Maybe the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. She was so happy to be able to give her Mom a mother's day present. She started calling as soon as she got home from school, to her Mom's cell phone,, which, by the sounds of it was out of minutes.
About 9 O'clock I get a call from her mom's cell phone. Some guy is on the other end asking,, demanding actually why my number showed up on HIS caller ID. I told the guy (already knowing where this was going) that it must have been her daughter trying to get a hold of her for mother's day.
"Tell that cunt, when you see her, i want my fuckin' money."
I'm not wicked tactfull when it comes to guys dusting off their tough guy ac
We BelongI TIME WE WILL BE TOGETHER AS IT WAS WRITTEN IN THE PAGES OF OUR LIVES
Pat BenatarWe BelongMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com
I Just Dont KnowI JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT TO SAY..IM SO BLAH...I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON YET I GET BITCHED AT FOR IT..I JUST WANT TO TRY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT..IM NOT TRYIN TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY..LAST NIGHT i WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK..THATS WHAT SEEMS TO HAPPEN ONCE A WEEK NOW..I JUST HIT THE GUTTERS AND WANT TO DRINK,BUT THATS STOPPING TODAY...IM DONE DRINKIN...I JUST WANT TO FLIPPIN ME HAPPY =[
The Tree That Went Miss-ingLast night we went to sleep under a severe storm warning, but it was definitely north of us. No worry foolishly thought I.
Today we woke and took Rebecca to the airport. After breakfast and shopping we make it home. Sure it was windy all morning - worse than most winds-days, but I didn't give it any thought.As we are pulling into the drive way I instantly notice something is wrong. I tell Ann "The big tree is down."
"what"
"Backyard" - I feel my panic rising so I focus on nouns - "Tree"
"What?"
I stop the car and point having given up on words. I drop into problem-solving mode. I nearly hope out of the running car to inspect the damage, when my brain kicks back on to notice the tree is down and whatever else might be true, gravity always wins.
"Okay I am calm now" I say, really to me. I push the garage door button to no avail. No power. I park the car and get out. Our power runs along the other side of the house from the tree, so I walk the house and see the rest of
The GuidingspiritGuiding Ilove you for the light you share,the spirit that comes with in shows no boundries and your smile gives the warmth we seek in our exsistance. The light of your spirit that i hold dear to my heart.Your smile bringing endless joy to all that you show it with,and all that love bestowed upon you by god brings forth the passion any man or women would dream of living a life time with you. Hope every one enjoys this it has it's own meanings for each and everyones desire.
The Passions I Have In My Life Thats Allows My Desires To Come TrueMornings that blessed it one with you in it,I can only describe the way you bring joy,peace,happyness,love,in to it.The passion you show out lights the brightest star,no matter what you do or go by far,wouldn't find the pleasures of you being there.Maybe it's the way you style your hair,but be certain that for all to see the true angel you've come to be.Just take a moment to believe in yourself,so that you can see all the desires thatare in yourself Love always wins.....
Show Luv To These Ppl...I finally got my first Happy Hour & it's all cause of you, my friends who helped me out.
After asking so many of my friends to r/f/a stephanie lynn...i finally got the 150 plus more to help out.
Of course I couldn't have done it with the help of you.
Thank You so much for helping me out. You don't know how much how appreciative and thankful I am.
So this bully is for you guys & gals.
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Go show these great people some fubar love during my Happy Hour..Tonight @ 11pm Pacific time.
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Soldiers SongI don't normally pass stuff along from E Mail...
This is just TOO good!
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Human Skull Used As BongHOUSTON (Reuters) - Authorities in Texas have filed corpse-abuse charges against two men who allegedly removed a skull from a grave and used it as a bong.
The Harris County District Attorney's Office confirmed on Thursday that misdemeanor abuse of corpse charges have been filed in the case.
One of the men allegedly told police they dug up a grave in an abandoned cemetery in the woods, removed a head from a body and smoked marijuana using the skull as a bong.
Police found the cemetery and a grave that had been disturbed but are still investigating the rest of the story, officials said.
Nothe: was bored found this on yahoo news.
The CapThe Cap
Once there was a man
With a cap on his head
Under it were mysteries
Which a woman was trying to uncover
The cap has a spell
It sticks in his head
It cannot be taken out
Except by a kiss
So the kiss the woman decided to set free
To find out the cap’s obscurity
But still the cap won’t slip off
Except the kisser is without shirt
And then the kisser’s shirt was off
But the cap has the spell still uncast
It could only go off with the man’s pants out
And so he did after the woman’s nod
But the man won’t take the pants out
With the lights around on
And after the woman said yes
Then everything was all dark and dim
Then the cap was rolling down the carpet
With the shirt, the pants…
It was too dark to see what’s more
The woman didn’t bother a bit
She perfectly saw in the dark what’s under the cap.
ArtCollect by Zee 2:30 PM 25 March 2008
When Does It StopWhen does the pain ever stop
I get hurt in every way that you can hurt a person
They tell you to trust them and you give them that much just for them to not give a shit about the way you feel..I want this fukkin pain to stop and i want to be happy with the person that i am with and live the life but for some reason we can't.I don't know if i should just let the pain and tear's get the best of me and leave it as that or make the pain go away but doing something about it..I am so tired of all the pain and the tears that i cry everynight and the thoughts that run through my head wondering with I am going to be in pain tomorrow or the next day and hoping that the night befor would be the last time that i cry cause of the pain..My heart hurt's and so does my eye's just don't think i can handle anymore pain and tear's..
NOW YOU ALL KNOW THAT I DO HAVE FEELING AND YES I DO HURT AND CRY I AM ONLY HUMAN..
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The Feel Of YouThe Feel of You
by LateNiteFantasy©
Your lips so soft
As they gently kiss mine
The heat, the intensity
Of this moment in time.
The warmth of your body
The way feel while inside
Makes me want
An orgasmic ride.
Pulsating and throbbing
As in and out I go
My body rivetting in pleasure
As you're about to explode.
The wetness, the heat
Two bodies entwined
A moment never to be forgotten
Savored forever in my mind.
Confucius Says... "Man who masturbate only screwing himself."
Hold A Friendhold a friend hard thru times of trial.
Let him/her find love thru ah hug and a smile,but
also know when it;s time to let go
for each and everyone of us
must learn to grow
So Tired Of The Bs It Has To Stopim so tired of everyone saying im racist im this im that im a devil worshipper and alot of people think the worst of me im not none of these in fact im a very nice and sweet person once ya get to know me but to sit there and judge me and talk behind my back is nonsense just tell me what the hell u think of me and dont act like my friend then 2 mins later say omg that bitch is this that bitch is that say it to me yea i know some of u dont agree with my religon cause im wiccan but it doesnt mean im racist or anything like that i dont judge people or judge their religon or talk shit about them or their religon behind their backs if u dont want to be my friend u know how to delete me off of your list im sorry if it sounds rude but im tired of the shit talkers on here i have many friends here who i enjoy talking to im not here to point whore it or to talk shit or start drama im here to have fun and talk to my friends and thats it so please if u hafta say something about me be a man or w
My BabyPEBBLES HAS BEEN WITH ME ALL OF HER LIFE, I GOT HER WHEN SHE WAS ABOUT 4 WEEKS OLD, BOTTLE FED HER AND EVERYTHING , SHE IS ABOUT 9 YEARS OLD NOW
THIS IS HER
I DONT WANT TO HAVE HER PUT DOWN BECAUSE SHE IS ALL I HAVE BUT HER BACK LEGS ARE GIVING OUT ON HER. SHE CAN'T EVEN JUMP UP ON MY BED ANYMORE I HAVE TO PUT HER UP ON IT JUST TO GO TO BED
"thinking Of You"I'm thinking of you today...
thinking of how much i miss you
and wishing you was with me,
I'm thinking about the closeness we share
and all the good times
we've spent together.
Of course memories will never be
as good as having you at my side
but they help me feel a little closer to you,
while we are apart.
I can't imagine anything....
I'd enjoy more, than being with you right now...
because everything in my life has meaning
when I'm sharing it with you.
You're SO important to me,
and that's a feeling;
that neither time nor distance will ever change.
When we're apart,I realize even more
how much I APPRECIATE YOU!
how happy i always am when we are together;
I remember how happy you was too....
That BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
I'm wishing for that same kind of happiness today.
I want to share in that beauty with you once again...
Because I care so much about you.
Please remember that...
and as you go about your day,
Please REMEMBER, Too....
How much "I LOV
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First OneI love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you
- Ben Folds
I understand this, I always fail when I try to tell my baby how much I Love her. Words are just...not enough, no matter how eloquent, no matter how forceful they are...they fail
“I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.”
- Roy Croft
Baby, you make me a better person. You make me try.
“When I say, "I love you," it's not because I want you or because I can't have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I've seen your kindness and your strength. I've seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You're a hell of a woman.”
- Spike (tv's Buffy)
Minus the part of not having you, I know I have you baby..forever. But you ARE a hell of a woman, and I DO love what you are, everything you are, every part
“Love isn't finding a perfect person. It's seeing an imperfect person perfect
I Would Rather...I would rather have one rose and a kind
word
from a friend while I’m here than
a whole truck load when I’m gone ..
so you should show love to your family and friends
now (here in the moment)
And don’t tell me you’re
too busy for this.
Don’t you know the phrase
’stop and smell the flowers’? ?
cuz....
Happiness keeps you
Sweet,
Trials keep you
Strong,
Sorrows keep y ou
Human,
Failures keep you
Humble,
Success keeps you
Glowing,
But Only God Keeps You
Going!?†
Another Thought For YouIf at first you don't succed!,,,,try try again!...but then give UP! cuz no use in making an idoit out of yourself!*HAHA*
BlehSo, I haven't been paying a whole lot of attention to fubar lately. Nor have I been paying much attention to the world of the interwebz. I'm actually kind of sick of it. Especially sick of the same stupid shit. Contests, lounge invites, the online world of drama which I make sure to avoid like the plague : ) I find quite a bit of it rather fucking stupid.
I've just been taking things easy... going to work, hanging out with my friends. This coming weekend I'll be putting some spiffy new black rims on my car, taking out the EGR, and bolting down a couple loose connectors on my starter. Next Thursday, I'm going to Vegas.
Yes, Vegas. I need the fuck out of Montgomery. So it'll be a nice little vacation. I HATE alabama. This is the worst state in the country. I shit you not. Don't EVER move here.
Buzz OffI'm getting really freaking damn tired of the people that only come to my page when they want something from me. Friends at least make an attempt to stop and see ya every now and then.
What takes the cake today is a message I just got. "Please help him it's his birthday" And a link to a photo that I'm assuming needs bombed. Quite frankly I don't give a rats ass about who wants what today. If you're going to take the time to come to my page and ask me for help then realize this:
1) Today is my birthday, and yes, it's all about me today.
2) I was outbid at the last minute on spotlight last night and yes, I'm ticked about it.
3) My co-founded bombing family is on leave for a reason.
Yup, I'm pissy. Call me a bitch or what have you. I don't give a flying fuck what you think. Those that would call me that are not truly my friends anyway and it would behoove them to just remove me.
Every Memory.Photograph/nickelback
Look at this photograph
Everytime I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red
And what the hell is on Joey's head
And this is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we'd ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneaking out
And this is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must have done it half a dozen times
I wonder if It's too late
Should i go back and try to graduate
Life's better now then it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in
Oh oh oh
Oh god I
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
1st AuctionOk,
For all my friends out there I need your support. I am in my first live auction Saturday night at Kegs Legs and Biker Pegs! Come out and support me and bid, you could own me for a month!!!!
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To many, slaves are considered owned property. Many take this to mean that those who prefer a master / slave relationship see slaves as having no value or worth, as no more important than a rug or other property. This is not true in the vast majority of cases.
Legally in many countries slavery does not exist. In a master / slave lifestyle sense, slavery is a consensual state where one person has willingly given up their rights and becomes owned. In doing so, they agree to be bound by their owner’s limits (if any), rules, expectations, desires, etc. and to put their owner’s wants and needs before their own. This does not remove a slave’s legal rights in the eyes of society and the law. However, by submitting in this manner, many slaves, in their own hearts and minds, have done just that. The words slave and owner are used with this definition in mind throughout the paragraphs below.
The question of a slave’s worth or value is one that often comes up in discus
To All My FriendsI have not been on fubar much, as i have been really sick, thanks to all of you that have remained my friends..you all mean alot to me..missed you all...love you guys
Difference Between A Slave And A SubmissiveDifferences Between A Slave & A Submissive
Many ask if slaves truly exist. In the way a dictionary and history define slavery, no they do not exist in most modern countries. (Though there is some contention that slavery rings do still exist in secret) Most people in civilized countries generally agree that the legal ownership of another human being is immoral and thus make it illegal. However, in the world of BDSM, one will find that some of the people involved call themselves by many different terms; one of these is the term "slave". Of course, this often raises the question of how is a slave different from a submissive. This question often is met with outright hostility, disbelief in the existence of slaves and the thought that the words slave and submissive (as nouns) are interchangeable terms within the context of BDSM. Many will not agree with any of those thoughts, and I am one of them. I have spent a great deal of time talking with slaves in the honest attempt to better
For My MasterI Love My MasterI give him my heart, my body and my soul.Every bit of me belongs to him.I bow down to him willing to serve him in any way he wishes.I will forever stand by his side.I will proudly wear his collar.I will allow him to mark me in anyway he see's fit. Whether it be a tattoo, a piercing, or the marks left from his whip.I will never deny any request.I will never tell him a lie.I will always focus and provide him with his every need.I will always serve him, not because I am powerless to him...Because I choose to give him power of me and I take great pride in the fact that he takes me as his slave.
The Doors - The EndThis is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
Ill never look into your eyes...again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need...of some...strangers hand
In a...desperate land
Lost in a roman...wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
Theres danger on the edge of town
Ride the kings highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake...hes old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and well do the rest
The blue bus is callin us
The blue bus is callin us
Driver, where you taken us
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from t
Why I Made My Cherry Page ... Its In Memory Of Toasty.BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING.I WANT TO SAY.
I MIGHT NOT OF DONE THIS BLOG
AS NICE AND AS FANCY AS SOME OF YOURS.
BUT THIS BLOG IS IN MEMORY OF MY
DEAR AND LOVING FRIEND TOASTY
[ THAT'S HER NICK NAME I GAVE HER,
AND SHE GAVE ME THE NAME ROSIE ]
THATS WHY MY USER NAME IS
TOASTY_ROSIE_XOXO .& WHY THERE IS
THIS PAGE , IN TOASTYS MEMORY.
ITS THE WAY I THOUGHT OF DOING IT ,& IT
IS ALL COMING FROM MY HEART.
KEEP TOASTY AND HER DAUGHTER IN YOUR
THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS..
THANK YOU LOVE ROSE XOXO
TODAY IS ONE YEAR TO THE DAY
THAT MY SWEET & LOVING FRIEND TOASTY
LOST HER BATTLE OF 5 YEARS TO CANCER.
SHE LEFT BEHIND A 5 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER
THAT WON'T HAVE HER MOTHER THERE
FOR ALL THE SPECIAL TIMES IN HER LIFE, LIKE,
SEEING HER FINISH SCHOOL, HAVING A
BOYFRIEND, GETTING MARRIED, OR BE THERE
TO HOLD HER GRANDCHILDREN. TOASTY
WAS A VERY BRAVE WOMAN, CANCER,
ATTACKED HER BEAUTIFUL BODY
NOT ONE TIME, NOT 2 , NOT 3, NOT 4,
BUT 5 TIMES.. I NEVER MET HER ,
S
HappyHappy
Look at me I am happy again
Life has begun for me all over again
The trees stand tall the flowers stand open
The sun burns bright The moon still glows
The children still run the grass still grows
I have woke up after 9 years
Time to stretch
Time to smile
Time to live awhile.
Tawnya Read
Copyright ©2008 TawnyaRead
Please Pray For The SoldiersI live near the American hospital in Germany, called Landstuhl.
A frighteningly common injury is guys and girls coming in with their legs blown off. Sometimes arms too.
Imagine a 36 month pregnant wife meeting her husband at the hospital to take him home with no legs. That is what is happening.
Please pray that God will stop that. Its a pure horror.
Happy Bdayhell ya i'm finly 21 parttty to night all night fan rate add and perv pics i dont care do wat yall do best and leave a lil love for the crazzzzzzy man on his b day
love yall
AbsenceWell, those who come by my page on a regular basis, those who I chat with, and have a good friendship know what I am about say. I have not been around much lately. For the time being, i won't be online much in the future. There's just been a lot going on with work and on my personal side of life. The side that not many see or really know about. Nothing against ya'll, it's just there is some stuff I need to deal with.
For those with me on Yahoo, I am always on, just never "online". When I am ready to talk, I have a couple I'm going to go to, until then, just bear with me. You can still try to hit me up, I should reply, but if the message is a couple days old, usually not.
I am fine, I am still alive, got 5 months before I hit stateside, and still got a few months after before I redeploy over to the mid-east again.
And no, this is not a rehash of the issues from a couple weeks ago, it's a whole different animal, and one with several ugly heads that keep changing and
Energy Alert - May 12, 2008Good morning, one and all! I will continue to share these with everyone, as long as I feel the "nudge" to do so, lol.
Much love, warm hugs, and blessings, Dear Friends!
Greetings!
As more and more is becoming aligned to the higher frequencies we are now being embraced within, much movement is occurring which is creating a barrage of varied manifestations on the planet, within and without.
At the end of March, just after the equinox, openings arrived and we were able to move forward with much opening up and many miracles abounding. We had most certainly touched a higher place, reached a new shore of a new reality, come to the end of the birth canal, and it felt much like heaven indeed. Then, almost as abruptly as it all began, things suddenly went into a chaotic state, as energies were attempting to re-align themselves with their higher purpose, or best fit for how they were now vibrating.
This is a very common pattern of the ascension process. We
An Internet StageWhy do I always see scantily clad women taking pictures of themselves on the 'blast' section, and in the text thanking a third parts, usually a masculine sounding name? I wonder if these people regard their activities as 'harmless' fun, or adult adolescence? Most probably wouldn't do this if they thought if was bad, and I mean universally, not relatively, and not the 'cool' bad either.
This is just plain weird. Some of these people would do well to not dress so provocatively.
What Is Your Sexual Personality?What is Your Sexual Personality?
What is your erotic personality? Are you sexually inhibitted, a closet freak, a sexual tiger, a sexual deviant, a conservative cowboy, a bedside battery-operated robot, or are you an unknown sexual being?
You are a SEXUAL TIGER!
You are often a predator in bed with all of the instincts of a wild animal. You please and are pleased. Some people are just naturally sexual beings and you, my friend, are near the top of the food chain.
HelpmepleaseThis is the first contest that I've entered. I'm really greatful to have the friends that I do on here that have helped me soooooo much. I would really appreciate it if you could click on the pic that follows this message to the contest and give me a rate and then maybe a comment or two if ya have the time......... Thank you so much!!!!
I am offering a few different things if you would like them for bombing the pic. If you are inrested, hit my shoutbox!!! Thanks again!!!!!!!!
Day Two Of The Break Up.....you know whats scary about this whole thing today? i'm not crying... last time we broke up..... i went from 125 pounds to 115 pounds right now, my hair was falling out, i couldn't sleep.... i couldn't eat.. i just sat there and stared at my phone and tried like crazy to get him back....this time as soon as i got my ass out of bed oh did i mention he broke up with me AGAIN in a mother fuckin TEXT!?!??! yeah so anywayz, i got outta bed and went to go get my son from school and sent out a mass message... that i was changin my number.... (btw he knew i promised him if he ever did this shit again i would dissapear) then while i was standing there waiting to get my son... i just changed it.... it felt good... liberating... lmao... the i realized i sent everyone my new number.. including his sister, but on a good note... i donhe doesnt get to tell me whatthink he will call this time... and even if he ever does..............it'll be to late... it's only been one day... and it's too late now..
Bank Seeks 6 Billion Euro BailoutFrench banking giant Credit Agricole said on Tuesday it was seeking 5.9 billion euros (9.2 billion dollars) in fresh cash from shareholders after taking new charges of 1.2 billion euros for problems in the US subprime market.
The bank said its first quarter net profit would be 892 million euros, tumbling from the year-earlier 2.66 billion euros, after a write-down of 1.21 billion euros to cover credit problems at Calyon, its investment bank.
Analyst forecasts had been for a first quarter net profit of around 1.2 billion euros.
Credit Agricole said it would be reorganising Calyon to focus on its key competencies and on clients with a low-risk profile.
The group would also cut the proportion of funds allocated to these activities and embark on a general cost-cutting programme, it said.
In March, Credit Agricole, France's biggest retail bank, announced its net income for 2007 had fallen 16.8 percent to 4.04 billion euros in the wake of the US residential mortgage, or subpri
Successful RelationshipsGood relationships never stop growing. Like fine wine, they get better with age.
No marriage is perfect. As you continue in this union, you already know that it will continue to take a lot of love and work to keep your relationship an ongoing success.
Many couples tend to think of marriage as a 50/50 proposition. Actually, the best relationships are 90/10. If you both will give 90% and take only 10%, you will have a formula likely to continue to bring both of you happiness for a lifetime.
As you continue on your journey together, I ask you to remember this advice:
Let your love be stronger than your anger.
Learn the wisdom of compromise, for it is better to bend than to break.
Believe the best of your beloved rather than the worst.
Confide in your partner and ask for help when you need it.
Remember that true friendship is the basis for any lasting relationship.
Give your spouse the same courtesies and kindnesses you bestow on your friends.
Everything ChangesStaind - Everything Changes
If you just walked away
What could I really say?
Would it matter anyway?
Would it change how you feel?
I am the mess you chose
The closet you cannot close
The devil in you i suppose
'Cause the wounds never heal
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
Sometimes the things I say
In moments of disarray
Succumbing to the games we play
To make sure that it's real
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could learn to feel
When it's just me and you
Who knows what we could do
If we can just make it through
The toughest part of the day
But everything changes
If I could
Turn back the years
If you could
Learn to forgive me
Then I could
Learn how to feel
Then we could
Stay here together
And we could
Conquer the world
If we could
Say that forever
Is more than just a word
If you just w
Welcome Home Pt. 1You call me while I am at work asking me to tell you when I am going to be home. I tell you that I am on my way and I should be there in about 15 minutes or so. You ask me to hurry home.
I find the most direct route to get there and when I get home I find there is a note taped to the front door. I take the note and read it.
My dear husband,
Our son is at a friends house and will be gone into the evening. Please join me upstairs. I know you have had a difficult past few days at work and you need to relax.
Your Loving Wife,
Ashley
I enter our home and take off my work boots. I know you are upstairs, but I first take the time to get a bottle of water from the fridge. I take my time drinking it. I know that I am making you wait. I enjoy knowing that I am increasing the anticipation.
After I am finished I make my way upstairs. I Listen for sounds as to where you are. I hear the faint sound of water running so I know you are in the shower. I step into our spacious bath
All About Me(repost of original by 'Joyridin2w -C/O of Rejects in Rafters' on '2008-05-12 16:59:04')
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DoctorSo I go to the doctor today where I sat for damn near 4 hours.
For now, I'm not going into the hospital, he just prescribed 5 pills on top of the 5 I take now.
he perscribed a muscle relaxer...this is gona suck
Fu World Filled With BullshitI must say that time and time again I realize the level of insanity that can be achieved by living a life of ne sort on FUBAR or spanning the fu-world into the real existence that you kno - I have seen more bullshit on this site than I ever thought possible - seems there is always someone clawing and tearing away at the shards I hold onto and try to keep for my own - and I fall into the sin-filled pit of gluttony, greed, envy, wrath and dire disgust for ppl I once considered friend - for I am all to often exposed to what they think is their secret side - the WHORE-orfying display of drunken cam sessions, the endless EMERGENCY calls; the feeble attempts to PWN me with lame commentary or obviously desperate conversation and the fakeness of the internet that is lulled into a false reality of acceptance and love. WHAT A MESS.
I think the O'JAys said it best "....they smile in your face...all the time wanting to take your place...BACKSTABBERS" I see you motherfukkers - I have spyed your
I Criedwhen you were 15, your mom came home from
work,
looking for a hug. You thanked her by
having your
bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to
drive
her
car. You thanked her by taking it every
chance you
could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an
important call. You thanked her by being
on the
phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high
school
graduation. You thanked her by staying
out
partying until dawn.
When you were 19, she paid for your
college
tuition, drove you to campus carried your
bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye
outside the
dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in
front of
your friends.
When you were 25, she helped to pay for
your
wedding, and she cried and told you how
deeply
she loved you. You thanked her by
moving halfway
across the country.
When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to
take care of her. You thanked her by
reading about
the burden parent
The MirrorHe looks in the mirror
The face staring back is unfamiliar
Disheveled, sleep deprived
Someone he doesn't know
Anger, frustration, depression
Emotions that do not normally show
He doesn't like who he is seeing.
He looks away, the reflection unmoving
He doesn't want to see the wretchedness
He doesn't want to see the tears
The face still stares back at him
Laughs at him, mocks him
He let his reflection win.
He washes his face, and remembers
Remembers what life was like
What it means to succeed
How to move on, how to love again
He forgets his worries for a moment
The face in the mirror disappears
He sighs as he looks up
The face reflecting is now smiling
Worry free, happy
His anger is dispelled
Gone are the tears, the pain
He looks into the mirror
And he sees the Future
Out Of Touch!!Just to let my friends and family know I will be out of touch the next few days. My Grandaddy passed away this morning so I will be leaving for Alabama tomorrow and won't be back till Friday. Hope you all are well. Love BabyGirl
Vent.Still dealing with the death of my grandpa. he died this past mothers day, which made it kinda harder. in a way it seems that noone really understands, they[ being my friends] still expect me to act my normal up beat self. which i usually do in tough situations. and as they all know Death is no stranger in my family, this past year my family has lost three good members... its a lot to take on. and it seems when i need my friends the most there not really there. maybe its because i do not appear needy or vonerabal, but in all honesty i am. it would be nice for some confort evey now in then..
-Nc.
Take The Lies InI take your lies in
Smiling the whole time
I let you believe I believe
I let you live the lie
I bleed inside myself
And never let you see
That I am smarter then you
And what you may feel for me
I can play the game well
With a straight face
All the right words said
All cards in the right place
I can hang on till the end
Slowly rotting inside
I can smile my pretty smile
I can bat my big blue eyes
Never showing the truth
I have many secrets to hide
You may never truly know
The wonders of me
For I take your lies in
And let you believe
What Hurts The MostWhat Hurts The Most lyrics By Rascal Flatts
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
A
Overhaul 2008hey! whats up to anybody reading this. I did a major overhaul on my friends list.. Kinda just got rid of almost everyone..only 20 or 30 left.
So if you are reading this you are cool with me. Hope everyone has a less rainy weekend than last one. it was shitty here but getting better.
Maybe I'll hit another home run in my softball game tomorrow..
Peace out
~~~~Dragonboi~~~~
Confusion...I have a subscription email to get my horoscope everyday in my inbox. Today I got one that said because neptune is doing something or other in the moon or whatever it can lead to feelings of "confusion"...really?
Hmm...can I use this as an excuse for my vast amount of confusion this week because, I'm honestly confused about alot of stuff in my life right now and gee, how convenient...it's all in the stars!
The American Herritage Dictionary describes the psychological definition as: Impaired orientation with respect to time, place, or person; a disturbed mental state.
Wow...I don't believe I'm "disturbed" in a mental state! It's not as if I'm walking around in circles, not knowing what is up or down.. I just have more of a feeling of impatience.
Its a character fault of mine. I want what I want when I want it right now! I try to see it as my spontaneous spirit comming to play but in reality it's just that I have no patience.
Is it wrong to want something you can'
Thank YouAll the years together
All the memories shared
All the challenges we faced
None were enough to keep us together
You made me leave not to return
You withhold that which is mine
You avoid the decisions that need to be made
You will not say what needs to be said
You neglect to release me from my promises
You aggressively fight every effort made to move on
I finally set boundaries you should never pass
You crash through them in a fit of rage
When you do you finally release me
I'm free and can feel the weight lifted away
My life moves forward once again
Happiness seeps in where it was lost for so long
Now all I can do is say thank you.
Sex Addictmy boyfriend claims i'm a sex addict, which i agree, but he said an addiction is not a problem until it interferes with your daily life. does it affect my life, i ask myself. well, i'm topless on fubar for all who add me to see, and sex is my main hobby. my boyfriend is generous enough to give me autonomy (as long as i ask first). so yes, it affects my life. interfere? well, i do my job, clean my appartment, write, read...i don't know. i'm just babbling because i can't sleep and i wanted to write a new blog and this is what is on my mind.
True Love, To Go.I lit a candle today.
To hold against...
it's all been said before.
Except this time, I put it against my soft, unwanted skin.
In a dark room, warmed by a single bulb against the wall. Shining benevolence on overdue bills, and seared skin.
Pictures, devoid of smiles, bearing a tiny chain burdened with a story.
Do you wear it as a fond memento of a beloved?
Or a proud trophy over the conquered?
Why don't you throw the damn thing in the lake!
How dare you leave that around your neck!
HARLOT!
WHORE!
DECEIVER!
TOSS IT ASIDE LIKE YOU DID ME!
LIKE YOU SHOULD!
JUST LIKE I DESERVE! RIGHT?
Like you deserve to remember me as I really was.
Why would you want to anyway.
Isn't it obvious, after everything you put me through
after how you...
that..
that you just don't deserve to.
Why do you get to remember?
Why would you want to.
My family hates you.
I hate you.
Probably for the right reasons.
Why couldn't you just stay my possession,
my obsession.
Why cou
Weekend Car TripWeekend Car Trip
by BlueWolf©
Friday’s freedom
Country roads
Places never seen
Endless cornfields
Village squares
Nothing in between
Hotdogs, French fries
Busy streets
Small town on the shore
Picnic tables
Cherry wine
Quaint, eclectic stores
Chilly water
Whipping wind
Footprints in the sand
Matching bracelets
Tide soaked jeans
Walking hand in hand
Sunday sunset
Headed home
Zeal and money spent
Pictures, love and
Memories made
Happy, tired, content................
Futility V.1.0It was just a moment
Fleeting
Ephemeral
Transitory
Devoid of significance
But it was that moment
Common
Trivial
Succinct
That refuses to depart
We were mid conversation
About business
About school
I wanted you
I was mid realization
With visions
With sensations
I wanted you
I was mid contemplation
No impetus
No provocation
I wanted you
But it was all wrong
You aren’t my lover
You aren’t a friend
Just an acquaintance
Who I wanted
For an hour
Maybe two
While together
Who I couldn’t
Out of modesty
While in love
With another
Who I took
In my bed
And bathing
While alone
So tell me,
Is it hormones that make the whore moan?
UndergroundMy head is pounding I can't stop the pounding
I think it is going to explode
and kill everybody who's in close proximity to the place I call my home
and they'll make a moving made for tv movie for Life Time all about my life
that ends with an epitaph one that will make you laugh
that says "great mom okay wife"
and it'll be funny to the people who know me
who know if my body's not burned
my soul will spend an eternity in misery
tethered and bound to this earth
so I'm not a dick or a stick in the mud always ruining things for my friends
I mustn't forget when I see the sun set that tomorrow it will rise again
so I tattoo instructions on my ass
that say "don't ever put this body in a casket
burn it and put the ashes in a basket
and throw them in the Puget Sound
I don't ever want to be under ground"
oh no, oh no
I'm wearing size thirteen basketball shoes
and laugh at your fishnets
I'm freaked out and ------ up
and I'm standing alone in an alley with you
wanting to
She Needs A Tenokay all my friends i am in this rev rates contest and was leading til last night. so what i need from you is to rate the person below a BIG 10 or the even BIGGER 11. if you do and want some buxs for it pm me and i will send you 500.. tytyty
When I Gave You My Heartwhen i gave my heart to you i never knew you would ebd up taking it with you when you left me. where my heart once was there is only a empty hole. there been days that i could do nothing but cry and wonder what it was i did wrong. there has been days that i blamed myself for not being all you needed me to be. it feels i have wasted my life trying to find something that could never be. i feel my soul still crying out for you even when im not crying on the outside. my soul still cries out for you on lonely nights like tonight. i wonder is i will ever be as happy as you are now.
Its Almost Been A YearMonday it will be a year that Curt killed himself. It has been a trying and tough year, not only for my son, but for me as well.
I have to help my son through this he cried himself to sleep last night because he realized its been a year, to me it seems like its been a lot longer than a year, why I don't know, but it seems like he has been gone forever. The ex wench who got married only a few weeks after Curt died, is getting a divorce, she used him like she used Curt, they are now moving to Pennsylvania, Brandon, will never see his other brother and sister again. She has made it clear she will not allow the children to come back and visit! What a bitch she is!
Well I dunno, Monday will surely be a hard day for both my son and I. Brandon has already asked me to take him to where his dad is buried so that we can leave him flowers and so that Brandon can talk to him. I think now it has finally sunk in that his daddy is dead and never coming back. He is very angry at him which
Final Day Am 4000 Behind I Need BombersI really need all the help I can get. Before cleaning my computer this morning I checked and was like 4000 behind maybe a little more or just a little less. Any help given will be appreciated. Thanks. Contest ends at 5 pm CT tonight
Slow Dancing With My Papabear :x( I'll Repost This A Millions Times If Need Be)OUR wedding song..
never knew such a day could come
And I never knew such a love
Could be inside of one
And I never knew what my life was for
But now that you're here I know for sure
I never knew till I looked in your eyes
I was incomplete till the day you walked into my life
And I never knew that my heart could feel
So precious and pure
One love so real
Can I just see you every morning when
I open my eyes
Can I just feel your heart beating beside me
Every night
Can we just feel this way together
Till the end of all time
Can I just spend my life with you
Now baby the days and the weeks
And the years will roll by
But nothing will change the love inside
Of you and I
And baby I'll never find any words
That could explain
Just how much my heart my life
My soul you've changed
Can you run to these open arms
When no one else understands
Can we tell God and the whole world
I'm your woman, and you're my man
Can't you just feel how muc
The Unknown BrotherAmidst the smoke and debris
I hold a hand I cannot see.
This hand I hold is a friend, not foe
It is of my Brother, this hand I hold.
I know not my Brother's name
It does not matter, we are all the same.
We fight together side by side
We fight for honor and for pride.
We are firefighters young and old
We all live by the same code.
Terror and fear fill our heads
But we forge on, we are not dead.
We will survive, we will prevail
My Brother and I will not die in this Hell.
I will hold my Brother's hand til the day my life ends
For he does the same for me
My Brother, My Friend.
*value Of Parents*Take ur own time to read it.............
A father was sitting on the sofa in his house along with his highly
Educated son. Suddenly a crow perched on their window.
The Father asked his Son, "What is this?"
The Son replied "It is a crow".
After a few minutes, the Father asked his Son the 2nd time, "What is this?"
The Son said "Father, I have just now told you "It's a crow".
After a little while, the old Father again asked his Son the 3rd time,
what is this?"
At this time some ex-pression of irritation was felt in the Son's tone
when he said to his Father with a rebuff. "It's a crow, a crow".
A little after, the Father again asked his Son the 4th time, "What is this?"
This time the Son shouted at his Father, "Why do you keep asking me
the same question again and again, although I have told you so many
times 'IT IS A CROW'. Are you not able to understand this?"
A little later the Father went to his room and came back with an old
tattered diary, which
Mehey everyone i am going thru some things with me the job and health things i will be back soon so dont forget me and i love all the things yall leave see you back soon and i love you all
Psycotic Asshole's(I CAN'T SPELL WORTH A SHIT SO BARE WITH ME,THAT WAS A GOOD 150K DOWN THE CRAPPER FOR A COLLEGE EDUCATION LOL.)I'M NOT TRYING TO MEAN OR SOUND LIKE A BITCH,CAUSE I'M NOT.BUT WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP GOING CRAZY ON ME FOR NOT WANTING TO MEET THEM OR CALL THEM?I'M NOT LEADING ANYBODY ON,I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR OFFEND ANYBODY.I AM VERY BLUNT,DIRECT AND VERY CLEAR ABOUT THIS.THIS IS JUST FUBAR PEOPLE,STOP TAKING IT SO SERIOUS AND PERSONAL.ANYBODY THAT TAKES ANYTHING ONLINE LIKE THIS SERIOUS HAS SOME SERIOUS ISSUES.I HAVE GOTTEN CALLED THE MOST HORRIABLE THINGS BECAUSE OF THIS.YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE THE EMAIL'S AND SHOUTS I GET AND HOW MEAN AND DISGUSTING AND CRAZY SOME OF THEM ARE.I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT SOMEHOW BETWEEN THE TIME I WRITE THIS TO THE TIME IT REACHES YOUR SHOUT OR EMAIL IT TRANSLATES INTO I'M A HUGE BITCH BECAUSE I DON'T WANT TO CALL YOU OR MEET YOU.I'M SORRY BUT I HAVE NO INTENTION OF MEETING OR CALLING EVERYBODY ON ANY WEBSITE,THAT IS JUST STUPID AND CRAZY,YOU GUYS KNOW WHAT KIN
Arizona Dumb Laws• A man can legally beat his wife, but not more than once a month.
• Any misdemeanor committed while wearing a red mask is considered a felony (This goes back in the days of the Wild West).
• Cards may not be played in the street with a Native American.
• Donkeys cannot sleep in bathtubs.
• Due to a typographical error in the Tempe, Ariz., code, a shooting range can be run by the "Amateur Crapshooting Association."
• Glendale: Cars may not be driven in reverse.
• Hayden: If you bother the cottontails or bullfrogs, you will be fined.
• Hunting camels is prohibited.
• In 1985, an Arizona legislator proposed that each candidate for the legislature take a reading and an I.Q. test three months before the election. The scores would have been posted on the ballot, had the bill passed. But a majority of legislators, for whatever reason, voted it down.
• In Arizona it is illegal to take naked photographs before noon on Sunday.
• It is illegal for men and women over the age of 18 to ha
Shattered PiecesInside my sleeve, I pull out my heart,
handing it to you, "careful it's fragile,
and easily falls apart."
Extending your arms, you take the heart in
your tender warm hands.
It falls into a million shattered pieces - on
the floor it lands.
You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and
sadness in your eyes.
Apologies are not enough.
Looking at you with tears in my eyes,
I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart
that has fallen apart.
I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of
my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece.
I need to put it together again, some how. some way.
Each piece of my heart has a memory so true.
Each piece of my heart has part of you.
You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life.
I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a
heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife.
All my tears won't keep you near
All my tears won't mend what's not here.
Again I look at you with a whisper in my voice,
Th
Iowa• A man with a moustache may never kiss a woman in public.
• An owner or employee of an establishment in Iowa that sells alcohol can't legally consume a drink there after closing for business.
• Don't plan on running a "tab" in Iowa; it's illegal.
• Horses are forbidden to eat fire hydrants in Marshalltown, Iowa.
• If a law enforcement officer is having a drink in a bar in Iowa and an employee pours water down the drain, the water is legally considered an alcohol beverage intended for unlawful purposes.
• In Dubuque any hotel in the city limits must have a water bucket and a hitching post in front of the building.
• In Fort Madison the fire department is required to practice fire fighting for fifteen minutes before attending a fire.
• In Marshalltown horses are forbidden to eat fire hydrants.
• In Ottumwa, Iowa, "It is unlawful for any male person, within the corporate limits of the (city), to wink at any female person with whom he is unaquainted."
• Indianola: The "Ice Cream
Kage " I Love You So Much !!WELL , IM IN COLORADO SPRINGS CO , MISS MY KAGE SO MUCH , MISS MY FRIENDS , SORRY ITS HARD GETTING TO A COMPUTER. MOVED HERE APRIL 7TH TY ALL FOR COMMENTS , " ITS SO HARD NOT BEING HERE AND TALKING WITH MY MAN KAGE WHICH I LOVE WITH ALL MY BEING " MISS HIM SO MUCH . IM OK , JUST WISH I as THERE WITH MY KAGE . HUGS ALL CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW KAGES FUWIFE AND RL GIRLFRIEND AND LADY .HAVE AWSOME DAY CHERIE
Maryland• Baltimore City: Though you may spit on a city roadway, spitting on city sidewalks is prohibited. You may not curse inside the city limits.
• Baltimore: It's illegal to throw bales of hay from a second-story window within the city limits. It's illegal to take a lion to the movies. It is a park rule violation to be in a public park with a sleeveless shirt. $10 fine. This would include joggers that go shirtless. (1898) -Park Rule 6 It is a violation of city code to sell chicks or ducklings to a minor within 1 week of the Easter holiday.
• Baltimore has regulations governing the disposal of hog's heads, pet droppings and oyster shells.
• Columbia: You can not have a antenna exposed outside of your house yet you can have a 25' satellite dish. Though clotheslines are banned, clothes may be draped over a fence.
• Eating while swimming in the ocean is prohibited.
• Gypsies should steer clear of Caroline County, Md., where it's a $100 fine or six months in the can for "forecasting or pre
Ohio• According to Ohio law, it's against the law to kill a housefly within 160 feet of a church without a license.
• A policeman may bite a dog to quiet him. However, the reverse is not true, even if it's a police dog.
• Bay Village: It is illegal to walk a cow down Lake Road.
• Bexley: The installation and usage of slot machines in outhouses is prohibited.
• Breast feeding is not allowed in public.
• Cars are not allowed to scare horses in Centerville, Ohio.
• Cincinnati: Anal intercourse is banned.
• Cleveland: It's illegal to catch mice without a hunting license!
• Cleveland law forbids you to operate a motor vehicle while sitting in another person's lap.
• In Cleveland, Ohio, women are forbidden from wearing patent leather shoes, lest men see reflections of their underwear.
• Clinton County: Any person who leans against a public building will be subject to fines.
• In Chillicothe, Ohio it is illegal to throw rice at weddings.
• Columbus: It is illegal for stores to sell co
Me Rambling 05/13/08So my friend David has me starting video blogs.. i was debatin on posting cause i sound like a total dork.... but here goes lol..
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Current Bully Please Help!this is the link the newest bully for you to repost please...
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all i need is a single rate for a single picture...
:(It hurts to breath. I want to lay in bed, under the covers and cry all day.
I know I am not the only one who's been heartbroken. I've been through worse, I know I'll get through this. I just didn't realize how much I really loved him. I hadn't felt love like that since my husband and he died 9 years ago. I felt like I had been given a 2nd chance. But no, he had to be an abusive asshole. I know I did the right thing breaking up with him. But that doesn't make it hurt any less.
Maybe I'm just hormonal, and crying for no reason- but my heart hurts. It's broken into a million little pieces. Is there enough super glue on earth to put them back together?
Never Therey do men say they are gonna be there for or with you when they have no plans on it... or if they do plan on it anything they're boys want them to do is more important... I've gotten to the point where i just dont care anymore.... i'm just not gonna allow myself to be available so i dont have to worry about it... I'll be here when he actually shows up but i will never spend another waking moment waitin on any man...
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My Sexual ZodiacCapricorn
You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking.You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself.Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio
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Hey Heyhey does anyone on my friends list have a stickam account??? If so add me if ya want to!! demoneye09.
Well...talk to you all later!!
Re: Cops Caught On Camera Stomping More HeadsRE: Cops Caught On Camera Stomping More Heads
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 14 May 2008, 13:44
Cops Caught On Camera Stomping More Heads Not satisfied with using pain compliance to Taser people into submission, police officers have now begun to kick the living crap out of suspects just to make sure. An incident that occurred in Indiana yesterday marks another chapter in a wave of police brutality that has swept the nation. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051408_cops_caught. htm
Good News.Actually, this happened a couple days ago, but I was too tired and absent minded to care at the moment. I was also concentrating on things I deemed more important. My doctor called me the other day with some good news. My results came back and it turned out most of it is just scar tissue from most of my previous procedures, but there is some cancer forming. Its much better then what he though, which is great. I go in sometime in the next week or so to have it cut out again. Not bad.
People Amuse MeI have been called a whore.......at least she spelled it right!
Ok friends received a message the other day on Myspace that was some what funny... Yes I have a Myspace the nieces are there and got to keep an eye on them ;) This chick has a serious issue and really needs to work on her manners. She sent me this message on the 7th, read it last night and couldn't stop laughing. Poor girl
JJ in Paradise JJ in Par.. myspace.com/377854794
Date: May 7, 2008 5:28 PM
Subject: WHORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Body: You fucking whore. I want you to know you have destroyed my marriage. Why pick my husband to phone fuck? Of all the single men in the world, why pick the one MARRIED man who is the absolute love of my life to play fuck games with on the phone? You are talking to him for hours and hours while I am working my fingers to the bone for this man. You are a fat, ugly slut, you know that? I am so much prettier than you are. I don't know what the fuck he sees in you, you piece of SHIT. Oh
8 Year AnniversarySo for those who dont know, yesterday was my 8 yr anniversary. No its not a wedding anny or anything like that.
May 13th, 2000 was the day that changed my life forever. However, im not sure whether good or bad. This is the first time that the day slipped by without me remembering which is nuts. I know yall are like "wtf are you talkin about?" I got into a bad car accident which broke my neck and paralyzed me for life. For those who care to read or take a glance heres the story:
May 13th 2000 This is the newspaper article from my car accident. This is taken from the Greybull Standard in Greybull, Wy where i lived at the time on May 14th 2000. The following is the article incase you cant read the picture.***A one-vehicle rollover approximatly eight miles north of Greybull early Saturday morning sent two men, ages 18 and 19, to the intensive care unit of Deaconess Hospital in Bllings, where they are still hospitalized for injuries they substained in the mishap.Shawn Dickens
Well UpdateOK A REALLY GREAT GAL WHICH HAS BEEN THE ONLY REASON WHY IM STILL HERE HAS ASKED ME TO STAY. I AINT GONA ARGUE WITH HER. I DO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER. AND SINCE SHE SO KINDLY ASKED ME TO STAY IM GONA BE STICKING ROUND. SHE IS THE 1 REASON WHY I HAVE NOT DELETED MY ACCOUNT MANY MANY MONTHS AGO. SHE KNOWS WHAT I THINK OF HER ANDSORTA WHAT I FEEL FOR HER. SHE LIKES OUR FRIENDSHIP ONLY AND THATS OK. ID RATHER HAVE A FRIENDSHIP WITH HER THEN NOTHING AT ALL.I DO NOT GO GETTING ALL PERVY ON HER I TREAT HER WITH THE UTMOST RESPECT. I DO VALUE THE FRIEND I HAVE MADE IN THIS WOMAN. AND IF SHE WANTS ME TO STAY ID DO ANYTHING AT ALL FOR HER TO KEEP HER HAPPY.
SO TO Q MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT BABYDOLL.
WILL
Depend On Mecouldn't write it betterSong lyrics | Depend On Me lyrics
Willow RanThe warm summer rain fell on our
faces and soaked our bodies, and
we welcomed it with
reckless abandon.
Saturating us.
Washing away our
Inhibitions as we stripped
the wet clothes off
of each other.
By the stream where the
big willow tree stands, you
took me to the ground on
the soft wet grass.
Naked together.
Brushing wet strands
of hair from my face, your
lips kiss the drops of rain away
as they gently fall.
Whispering words and
songs that fall gently in
my ear for only me
to hear.
Sweet nothings.
Your mouth, hot and sweet
encloses over mine. Tasting me
and sucking my lips
into yours.
Wet tongues graze and glide,
wrapping around, searching for new
and wonderful sensations.
Hungry mouths.
I wrap the wet clothes around
your wrists and tie them to the
trunk of the willow.
You smile at me playfully
as I run my fingers, tracing the
droplets of water on your tummy.
First my fingers and then my
tongue gently caress your belly
but
VentingI just feel the need to vent about a whole lot of things .... I dont know where to start .... Who knows if anyone cares , but if I get it all out then at least I will feel better .....
~~For those people who felt the need to run their mouths , I have never once cheated on my husband while we were together ..... I never met and slept with anyone on here ...Actually I have never met anyone from this site unless I already knew them in real life before i added them on here .
~~ Yes I was "owned" by people and had it in my name . No I did not know these people in REAL life ..... They simply bought me in an auction on here and I rated their pages and bought gifts .....It is done by tons of people on here and I dont think it is a big deal
I am so tired of all the drama that has been going on ..... that is a whole other blog that I will write when I am in the right mindset . I just needed to clarify these things . Fubar is a website , it certainly is not my life . I have a life that
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Porn Or SexHonestly can someone tell me who would actually turn down their significant other who is willing almost to the point of begging for sex every day and then the minute they aren't around watches porn and jacks off?
This has been an ongoing issue with me and my man. I'm constantly always willing and wanting sex and i do things to get him in the mood and i can get him turned on but there's been many times he will just stop me and say ok enough and doesn't do a goddamn thing!! But then later I find out he's jacked off to one of his porns wtf??? He claims he'd rather cuddle and love on me and show me he loves me and that it's not all about sex and I know it's not all about sex but goddamnit i want to feel wanted sexually too!! He claims he's tired (he works 3rd shift) and i understand he's tired but holy hell he can't be that tired to do stuff with me!! I mean if he has the energy to watch his porn and rub one out then he can take 10 mins to fuck me....I dunno i just don't know wtf to th
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ScarceFor all those who wonder why I am so scarce, well I am having issues with my PC, I hope to have it fixed soon. I am not ignoring everyone just coming on, accepting pending friend requests and getting off before my pc screws up as it always does.
Thank you for understanding.
CanadianCharm
P.S. don't forget to rate this blog
Too All My Friendsi want to live free because i love to roam around and do what i want too do i have never did thing for my self that i have should have done before so if im firtin with you its because i think your hella fine and hella sexy and i cant help my self anymore
Day 3 (almost Over) *someone New?*my mom always told me... that for every man that blows into your life theres three more waiting for that one to fuck up so they can come blowin in too... one of the last things asshole-a-rific said to me was that i had a lot of admirers and that i'd find someone new... how very right he was... how silly of me... ive been dumped i'm not dead... and even though i feel rotten about myself apparently no one but me sees that.... at he end of this very strange day... i am thinking how very right he was... i am still really hurt and sick about the whole thing.... i still don't believe it really happened... keep staring at my phone... soo dissapointed to not hear the song... the song that first night when he asked me to be his girlfriend... and he asked them to play this song and dedicate it to me... i dont hear it anymore.. and the thing is instead of feeling nauseated by each passing hour that i DONT hear it... i'm more relieved.. more relaxed.... every few hours i feel something tug at my h
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Own Me!!!!!!!hey in 1 day you will be able to have the choice to own me!!!!!! I am in an auction starting the 16th!!! come bid on me you wont be dissappointed!!! love yall!!!
BiopsyI WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL VERY SOON FOR A LIVER BIOPSY TO DETERMINE HOW MUCH DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE TO MY LIVER. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DO NOT ALREADY KNOW, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH HEPATITIS C VIRUS ON FEBRUARY 22, 2008, CONSEQUENTLY LOSING MY JOB AS A MEDICAL CODER AT A HEALTH CARE FACILITY, AND MY HEALTH COVERAGE ALONG WITH IT.
I HAVE BEEN PUTTING IT OFF AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT THE TIME HAS COME TO GET IT DONE. TREATMENT CANNOT BEGIN UNTIL AFTER THE RESULTS OF THE BIOPSY ARE IN. HOPEFULLY I DON'T HAVE LIVER CANCER OR CIRRHOSIS.
EXPECTING A CHECK FROM 401K PLAN, AND AS SOON AS IT GETS HERE I WILL BE GOING INTO THE HOSPITAL. OR IF IT DOESN'T GET HERE BY MONDAY, I AM GOING ANYWAY...IF DALLAS DOESN,T HAVE MONEY FOR GAS TO GET BACK AND FORTH, MAYBE I WILL GET SOME REST! LOL!
WILL TRY TO UPDATE BEFORE I GO IN...
PEACE, LOVE, AND BLESSINGS OF THE GODDESS
Celtic Tree Zodiac (ty Firewalker)What tree did you fall from?
The following is based on Celtic Tree Lore and Celtic Astrology. Find your birthday, and then find your tree. You may be surprised at how accurately you’re described.
* Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
* Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
* Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
* Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
* Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
* Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
* Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
* Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
* Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
* Mar 21 - Oak Tree
* Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
* Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
* Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
* Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
* May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
* May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
* May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
* Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
* Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
* Jun 24 - Birch Tree
* Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
* Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
* Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
*
Words....that's All They AreYour words, they mean nothing any more.
That's all I ever get.
Broken promises, nothing more than lies.
I do my best to not break my word,
To do better as you seem to think I need it.
My heart bleeds with all the tears I can not shed.
Painful and broken and crushed,
And you wonder why I have no faith anymore.
Whats Your Kinky Turn On?What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as BitingWhen it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.
Biting
83%Blind Folds
33%Blood
25%Bondage
25%Chains/Handcuffs
0%Whips
0%
MovingTomorrow 5/16/2008 I am moving back to Alabama. This means I will be off line for a couple of days. I will b back soon as I can.
Please stop by and show me some love while I am gone.
See you soon!
Sxybama/Melissa
Wanted To Knowhave you ever wanted to know what is to be
Wanted the sight so then you could see
wanted to know just what's in store
wished you knew if there was more
wanted to know why your love isn't returned
why it was that you were burned
wanted to know if he really loved you true
wanted to know if there was anything u could do
wanted to know if you'd get him back
wanted to know just what it was you lack
wanted to know if your love was real
or if it was no big deal
Newest UpdatesWell, I know I haven't blogged for a while, much less spent much time on fubar as it is. A whole lot of shit went down with my ex. It turns out that she was cought injecting forign substances into her 2 year old daughter four years ago at Riley hospital here in Indy. She was on probation at the time of our son's birth. She also was not to have any contact with nyone under the age of 18.
She is now is jail due to violating her probation. The judge just sentenced her today to serve 2 years back-up time. Since it because of pobation violation, she will have to serve the full two years.
I have had to go through the process of gaining custody of my son, as we were not married. It was easier than I thought it would be, and was succesful. I do not know if retains parental rights still as of yet. If she does, I will have to make sure that in 2 years if she wants to see our son it will be under court supervised visits.
For now, I am taking it day to day as a single father. My family
IndifferenceA world can hold you tight to a degree
Mastering your mind and fueling your norms.
You can receide but only in vain
For you wont fit in.
Have I missed something? Or was it not accepted?
Is there a difference?
My journey will fade eventually and with it my power will stand.
Im taking you with me in my mind as to never let go of this plane.
I am that which has been pure,open and related and will make you feel the power I hold ...So you too can live ...Free.
Do you feel it?
When it demands your attention I will be there smiling with you -My greatest friend.
This gift is for you all!
Hang With Stang!?!Everyone knows on this site that this GORGEOUS girlie is one of my best friends on and offline so its natural for her girl (ME) to want the best for my friend. She has alot of qualities that any WORTHY man would kill to have in a woman (Read her ABOUT ME for the complete list LOL). With that being said I am going to do something that I usually wouldnt do! I am going to find her a MAN! Not a "Man Meat of the Week" but a person who can give her everything she deserves (aren't I special hehehe). So alot of guys on site hit her up, try to spit game but in the end cant walk the walk, well here's your chance to prove her and myself wrong for ONCE. So if you think you have what it takes, BRING IT! Let me know what makes you think you can HANG WITH THE STANG. Many say it but few can actually back it up so lets see. Send me a PM with the results to this little application (link is posted below) and the best picture of yourself and why you would be good for my girl. I am not going to play spell
Why I Am Not In A RelationshipPeople always ask me why I am single all the time so I decided to create a blog and tell u. Now this is not to offend anyone at all, but most men are assholes. Yeah sure they are sweet as can be when u start off then they turn into everything that they said they wouldnt. Since I split up with my sons father I have dated 2 people. One of which was needy and jealous of the time that I spent with my son. The other, I dated for 3 months then finally slept with him then **POOF** gone. I refuse to put my heart on the line and get hurt again. My son will never see me go through that. I need to know that something is real before I put my heart into it. So I have gotten to the point that all I need in life at the moment is my son and my career. Other than that I am done with the relationship thing for a long long time
My Theory On PeopleSome people are like slinkies, they're really good for nothing, but they still bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs:)
05/15/08"The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing, and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."
Henri Nouwen
Mumms: Can't See Comments?What is the damned point? I can't even read the comments made on my own Mumm. This is very frustrating I think. That is part of the fun is seeing what others say. Might as well take the comments out of Mumms.
Some tunes to entertain you...lol
Newsflash...i Bitch Way Too MuchYeah so apparently I bitch too much according to a long time friend on another website. Well pardon me but I use my blogs as a form of venting since I don't really have another outlet. If you don't like the way I put things, don't read them. I'm damn near 30 years old and that is one thing that is never going to change. Instead of bitching out loud to people and risk hurting someone's delicate little feelings, I blog and vent and then I am over it. It allows me to say what I have to say, get it out and get over it. Seems fairly reasonable to me but I guess not to all. Fuck em is what I have to say. I'm not here for you to approve or disapprove of my methods of getting shit out in the open.
Parents Who Drugged Us...I got this in an email today- love it, and know it's true. If kids today were disciplined, taught to respect their elders and how to work for what they want, I believe we wouldn't have half the problems.
PARENTS WHO DRUGGED US
Well worth reading and passing along! So true!!
God bless Parents who drugged us!
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and asked me a rhetorical question: ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?''
I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals.
I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather.
I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults.
I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not spea
Your Beautyyour beauty is more beautiful then a autum day your hair flowin in the breeze like a flowin stream flows through the hills your eyes are more beautiful then a star filled sky your heart burns with love as a ember of a fire your beauty is flawless in every way theres no terms or words that could explain your beauty when my eyes fall upon you my heart starts to race and stop instantly and then hickups like crazy my mind is wondering is there a way to show you the beauty behind the eyes of the beholder and then it comes to me that you are a beyond a mans wildest dreams a woman that a man dreams about and longs for to love and hold
Love That Once WasIn a world full of sorrow and pain two hearts come together to love each other. They fall in each others arms to never leave the other so that they might never have to be alone again. Many days pass and their love grow stronger for the other untill a day when she meets his best friend and says she feel in love with him and she took the boys heart with her when she left. To this day he loves her but he knows that he will never find her again so he falls to his knees and prays that he will find a love true and kind that will never leave him. He prays for a woman to come into his life and change everything for the best and someday this will happen but untill then he stays strong to himself helping others with their realtionship problems so that he wont be hurt while he waits.
Untill You Came Into My LifeUntill you come into my life it has been full of missory and pain. My world was crashing done around me and I felt my heart going cold and then the thought of you enetered my mind and all I could think of was you in my life. Now that i have you my heart has mended itself and has grown to love you. You are the very person my heart has long for and waited for to come and show me love again. You have come and turned my world right saide up and changed the course of my life for the good. My heart beats every passing minute to hold you in my arms. The thought of you makes me quiver with satifacation that i am the one you choose to have and hold. With every passing time were not together my heart longs to see you and my mindplays tricks on me. I will always love you with every breath i take you are my one and only true love.
Red ShirtIf the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below...
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.
After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked?
No. I'm escorting a soldier home.
Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family.
The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days.
I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do.
Upon landing in Chicag
Woo.Minneapolis is gonna be featured on The First 48 tonight. Not sure if I should be happy because we gained noteriety, or be unhappy because we gained noteriety?
Day Of Decision..With each passing day, things in life get less complicated for me. With each passing day, in the same breath, the day draws closer to the day of decisions. That date however, has not yet been decided. The day of decisions, is a day, no one really knows about but very few.
To put it short and sweet (or bitter sweet), I have 3 kids, which anyone who knows me or has read my profile or looked at some of my pics, is obvious. My 5 year old son, my baby, starts school this fall. His dad and I have been divorced for 2 years this fall. Custody, for the school years, has not yet been determined. Why? Well, as much as I applaud his father being a caring and loving father, he is also trying to gain full custody of our son. I give him "kudos" for caring enough to want to be a part of his life. He seems to feel that he could provide a better home for our son. A better life. His reason, because, at his place, Kody (my son) would be the center of attention, the center of his fathe
WhyThis explains why I forward jokes.
It may be a repeat but it has such a nice message..worth reading..
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead.
He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them.
After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight.
When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side.
When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we?'
'This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered.
'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the ma
Venting Time...about Those Who Disappear!THIS IS PUBLIC ONLY BECAUSE I WANT IT TO BE! Otherwise, it would be in private thoughts or some other diary!
If you disappear from someone's life for 9 months, and then reappear, do you have a right to expect the other party to go about as if the previous 9 months, hadn't happened? My opinion says no. Here's what prompts this train of thought.
About 9 months ago, I became linked to someone named LP(for reasons of privacy, their full name shall not be used). She lived in Newark, OH. Well...she disappeared out of my life for the last 9 months. According to her...it's because she had to get out of Newark bc of an abusive ex. Well...I don't think I buy this. But here's the thing...she has two children. I doubt anybody is going to pick up their children and move away from their father for no reason. So part of me says she's being truthful.
She and I were trying to carry on a not-so-long distance relationship offline. I was even trying to find ways to get her down here to meet my f
What Is Love?it's the way you're nervous when you speak
the way I know just what you mean
it's the kind of thing that's bitter sweet
it's the funny feeling deep inside
so many different sides
but still so easy to live by
cause you know it everytime
and not just in your mind
but u can feel the butterflies
sendin' chills down ur spine
what is love?
but a kiss on a rainy day
a smile that won't go away
a safe place to run
what is love?
but a complicated simple truth
a bond between me and you
the number one
and the things that never cross your mind
what you're doin' all the time
it's with someone special, it's alright
it's like dancing when you walk
and singing when you talk
ur happy just to be alive
live in the moment, don't pretend
let it go and take it in
you don't have to understand
the how, why, and whens
all that's love
Do You Ever Feel This Way?Do you ever feel like your life is just going no where?Just the same thing everyday(Kinda like the movie Ground Hound Day)Hmm I wonder if one day I will get it right.
All I want is to wake up next to someone I love and that loves me,Share some coffee on the front porch in a morning breeze,And kiss them for no reasons at all.Sit together and have some breakfest before we split for our busy days.
Then come home from our busy days, enjoy dinner and a shower together or even cuddle up on the couch.And share some of our days events.Listen to each other because we care...Being able to share things with each other no matter what it may be.
This is what I want in my life,I want to be happy and in love for all the right reasons.Or I will just be alone..Because no one derserve to be treated or done the way I am, An when my unfinished business is done, I will go my own way,And I will be happy..
Lifes not alway perfect, But you can make it as close to perfect as it can be..This is
Timetime to me was always a friend.
it took me places i have never been.
but now time flies and i see the end.
the place and time it all will end.
i have lived my life to it's full extent.
and have only had to pay the rent.
but now i see the final days.
and the place we go everyone pays.
we choose our path and walk the lane.
but most of it just leads to pain.
so this i ask of all how know.
what is the price of the final show.
No..i Dont Want Your Husband 2nd'shmmm...
a girl puts pics on her profile nekked or seductive...asking "dont you want this?"
and is listed as married
im gonna become a divorce lawyer....thats where the money is
BangkokI'm there/here and not leaving the hotel all night because someone else is paying, tomorrow i am setting off back to work from the frying pan to the fire........... nice.
I Am BrokenIn every heart there is regret
But they soon repair
They don't forget
The deepest songs
That life then fears
Through the pain
Through the years
These are the thoughts that I conceal
Though my eyes can't hide the way I feel
There are no angels at my side
I am afraid of what I see
When my world is safe
What I dream
I do not shed a single tear
When I sleep
You are here
These are the thoughts that I conceal
Though my eyes can't hide the way I feel
There are no angels at my side
I am weak
I am tired
I am broken....
Only Love For Tony BatmanGot to love Tony Batman... that man is still out there making it happen.. If your in the area this will be the place you want to be... It will be wicked crazy... check back in a few for Tony's Fubar link or just run a search. Mans always runnin. Hard to get him when hes on..
Talking Dog For SaleA guy is driving around L.A. when he sees a sign in front of a house:
"Talking Dog For Sale."
He rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the backyard. The
guy goes into the backyard and sees a Labrador sitting there.
"You talk?" he asks.
"Yes," the Lab replies.
"So, what's the story?"
The Lab looks up and says: "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was
pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told my Senator about my gift, and in no time at all they had me jetting from country to country,
sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight years running."
"But the jetting around really tired me out, and I knew I wasn't getting any younger so I decided to settle down. I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security wandering near suspicious characters and listening in." "I uncovered some incredible dealings and was
aw
Dear John LetterA Marine stationed in Afganistan recently recieved a "Dear John" Letter from his girlfriend back home. It read as follows
The Marine...with hurt feelings, asked his fellow marines for snap shots of thier girlfriends, wives,sisters,aunts etc etc. In addition to the picture of Becky , Ricky included all of the pictured of pretty girls he had collected from his buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope along with this message
Old Timer SexAn Elderly couple sitting in a Tavern
The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first time we had sex together over fifty years ago?
We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back fence and I made love to you."
Yes, she says, "I remember it well."
OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we can do it for old time's sake?"
Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!"
A police officer sitting in the next booth heard their conversation and, having a chuckle to
himself, he thinks to himself, I've got to see these two old-timers having sex against a fence.
I'll just keep an eye on them so there's no trouble. So he follows them.
The elderly couple walks haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by walking sticks.
Finally, they get to the back of the tavern and make their way to the fence. The old lady lifts
her skirt and the old man drops his trousers.
As she lea
No Comments Today :( Computer Problems!Sorry I didn't get to send any comments out today. Doesn't help to kick the cable..lol and now its time to go too work...ugh
I hope you all have an awesome day!
Hugs and Kisses!
Just A Quick Update1. my last fu-owner stopped talking to me about a week into his fu-ownership of me, and after he fucked me in person, so i failed to finish rating his pics and stash and actually blocked him. who knew someone who would actually buy me a happy hour to fu-own me would turn out to be such an ass.
2. i have an appt at 1 pm today to have my mood stabilizer changed since my mood swings have been out of control. yes the other night was spent in the hospital as a swung so low i actually became suicidal. i am feeling a bit better now and have not done anything stupid (overdosing, cutting, etc) but still feel my mood stabilizer needs changed. so we will be doing that this afternoon.
3. this morning i put pesto's (my cat, who was recently euthanized because she was so sick) cremains into her urn... gave her a big hug and a kiss and cried a little but i am glad she is in her final resting place. that gives me a little bit of comfort and peace.
4. the boyfriend position is still open.... th
Just Down...I WOKE UP THIS MORNING UNHAPPY AND UPSET..I WOKE UP AND LOOKED TO MY RIGHT AND NO ONE WAS THERE...I CANT DEAL WITH BEING ALONE ANYMORE..I WANT THIS DIVORCE,I WANT IT SO BAD..IT WONT HAPPEN TILL AT LEAST MY BIRTHDAY =[ NICK AINT EVEN IN MY LIFE AND HE IS STILL FUCKING IT UP...WHY DOES THIS PRICK HAVE TO FUCK ME LIFE UP,WHY CANT I JUST BE HAPPY.WHY CANT I JUST FIND A MAN WHO KNOWS WHAT HE WANTS AND WANTS ME FOR ME..I FOUND THAT I FUCKIN FOUND ROB BUT WE ARENTN GONNA GO DOWN THAT ROAD BC IT CONFUSES ME MORE AND MORE...IM SOOO FUCKIN DEPRESSED,I JUST WANT TO FEEL LOVED AGAIN, I FELT THAT A WEEK AGO WHEN ROB WAS TALKIN TO ME BUT NOW I FEEL REJECTED AND LIKE SHIT...I HATE FEELIN THIS WAY...I WANNA FUCKIN FEEL HAPPY AGAIN..AND IM NOT GONNA FOR AWHILE..ROB IS THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS PUT A SMILE ON MY FACE LIKE THAT IN FOREVER AND I MEAN FOREVER....BUT NOW HE HAS A GIRL I THINK.....WHO KNOWS...I THINK IM JUST GONNA CUT TIES OFF WITH EVERYONE FOR A BIT AND GET MY HEAD STR8...LOVE YA ALL..
From My Sweet Jen With Love...My sweet & dear friend, Jen...wrote this story just for me because she truly knows what my night with Ville at his concert meant to my life & my heart.
And then she surprised me with this beautiful tag she made to go with my story. I was moved to tears so much by both...and I will always cherish them, my dear Jen....as I do you & our friendship...love & appreciation from my heart to yours...Loey xoxoxoxoxo
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She watched him as he moved lithely about on the stage. The sound of his voice as he sang sent shivers of delight up her spine. She wasn’t like the other girls in the audience. She wasn’t screaming his name or trying to sing with him. She just watched him in complete and utter awe. The words he sang spoke to her in a way that her body, mind and soul understood instinctively. She could not take her eyes off of him as he danced back and forth across the length of the stage, whipping the other girls and eve
BackGot back from Iraq bout 3 weeks ago, Glad to be back, Yeah we had women over there, but it not the same, they was all in uniform, lol. Since I've been home you can tell it's almost summer, (i.e., skirts and shorts, halter tops), MMMMMMMMMMMMM, very nice Eye Candy. Gotta Love the Free World. Keep it Loud and Proud and as Metal as you can.
Practice Pt. 2Show these people some love:
For teaching me how to do this
Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones@ fubar
For being a good friend
Passion General(Lt)~AOD~MGR@RedsRage@ fubar
Always making me laugh (cant wait to go to austrailia)
Lady Isis† *General(AOD)-Hellsing's Aussie Homegirl@ fubar
Just being himself
Mr. Hyde, Bouncer@ REDS RAGE, BERSERKER of the AOD, & Property of Passion General(Lt.) of the AoD@ fubar
Mitch- the best fu-son ever
¢¾ SGT Boogey Man Asst Mgr @Reds Rage R/L B/F/Fumarried to Killerkiss¢¾@ fubar
And Jake for putting up with me
Vengeance AoD Fu-Married to FatalKiss@Reds Rage@ fubar
Brought to you by
~*~Fatalitieskiss~*~ MGR @RAGE & Colonel for AOD &dagger fu-wifey 2 Vengeance ~fu-mommy to mitch~@ fubar
Sorry if I missed sum1- send me a msg and i'll pu
Vampiric LoveI saw you...and that was enough...
To covet your heart your strength your love
My vampiric heart began to beat...
Needing to feel your lips on me
Lust turned to love in our first gaze
Setting my mind and my soul ablaze
Touture terrifically clouding my mind
Wondering if and when your be mine
Feeling you feather light hands on my breast
Your mouth pressed tight to me I cannot resist
Exctasy flooding my very soul
I cannot resist I'm loosing control
Naked my body pressed tight into you
The blood pounding in me so loud as I swoon
Pleasure and pain pervade my body
Crying out my love to you loudly
Feeling you fill me as never before
I love you I love you repeats my soul
Slowly kissing every inch of your flesh
Laying my head down apon your chest
This coming together in perfect unison
Will be forever now that its begun.
Ursa Majorin a dream
he came to her as a bear:
she was afraid at first,
then she looked in his eyes
and she opened herself to him.
he smothered her in his musky fur:
the fragrance of wet oak leaves,
of mushrooms,
of pine sap,
of pink clover and purple thistle,
of Queen Anne's Lace,
of wildflowers without names,
of wild honey,
of blackberries,
of the sifted sunlight speckled with buzzing,
of the wind heavy with clouds,
of ten thousand quivering green things,
and the soil moist with dew
he was careful not to scratch her
with his clumsy black claws,
as she tangled her fingers
in his matted coat,
their grunts and growls
gave voice to their pleasure
under a bright Ursa Major.
Touchmy burning touch
penetrates and ignites you
until there is a bonfire
blazing in each cell
and you are consumed
i reduce you to ashes
and my hands recreate you
replacing all thought
with refreshing sensation
and my mouth silences
your whispering soul
then you can feel It
the pulsating darkness
filling your void
with celestial flesh
and you come to your senses
alive with each breath
every moment a lifetime
each exhalation a death
Women And PornLOL, catchy title huh.....
I was on a site this morning and it got me to wondering.......
We have a somewhat liberal female populace and I wanted to know from a woman's point of view on two perspectives;
One; You
Have you ever watched pornography?
Would you watch pornography with a significant other?
If you have watched it, was it foreplay or did you learn something from it?
Two; Him
Would you be offended if your man watched porn?
Is pornography different than him visiting a strip club?
Have you ever asked him to try something you saw somewhere else?
Would you be offended if he asked you to try something he had seen somewhere else?
Here are my feelings....
When I was younger, yes I looked at Playboy, and watched some movies. One of my friends got a VCR for a gift and we used to watch after his mom went to bed. I did not nor do I think it affects a man's perspective on women in general, if you are an ass, porn was not the cause.
I did howeve
Hmmmmmm~its hard for me a mother of 4 single not even 30 yet to go out into the world and try to find Mr. Right. My time is limited. And when i try to go out i end up finding Mr. OH HELL NO! Dont get me wrong i do go out its just im tired of looking in bars and clubs and come out with drunks, self involved assholes.~ Then when i think i fond one that might be good, it seems im wrong.
Life Little PleasuresAS YOU LAY ME BACK UPON MY BED
KISSES DEEP IN MY THROAT
TANGLING WETNESS THROBBING DEEP INSIDE OF ME
AS YOU ENTICE ME WITH YOUR TONQUE.
IN OUT,YOU GO WHILE MY JUICES FLOWS
BITING ME WITHIN MY THIGHS
HEAVENS SENT ECTASY TO ME.
TURN ME OVER,TONQUE UP AND DOWN DRIVING ME WILD.
NIPPING AT ME AS YOU GO.
WETNESS PENETRATING NOW YOU SEE,AS YOUR FINGERS DEEP IN ME.
TEASING,CARRESSING THE INNER ME
THRUSTING,TWISTING,TILL I SCREAM.
PLEASE OH PLEASE ENTER ME.
AS YOU SLIDE IN,PLEASING ME A LITTLE AT A TIME
I WIGGLE AND SQUIRM WANTING MORE
TILL DEEPER YOU GO
BANGING, BOUNCING ,THRUSTING,CUMMING
SOON ECTASY WILL MEET ITS' MATCH AS
PASSION OVERWHELMS ME,SUCKING TOUCHING LICKING,
MOANING,SCREAMING SHOUTING MORE.
IN AN INSTANT,ALL MUSCLES TIGTENING,TENSE,GRABBING SHEETS.ECTASY FULFILLED.
BREATHING HARD,BODIES LIMP.
THE AFTERNOON DELIGHT OF LIFE'S LITTLE PLEASURE.
What They Didn't Want To HearGuess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton , Colorado , was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful.
They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript:
'Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and
All My PoemsSometimes
I write
with my eyes.
Sometimes
I write
with my mouth.
Sometimes
I write
with my blood.
All of my poems are me,
And I write me for you.
If you don’t read them,
then I might as well be dead.
But this is mostly me:
always smitten with you,
always in love with you.
All of my poems
Are love poems to you,
(even this one).
Self PortraitI am all eyes:
Light blue,
almost as blue as the sky,
large, round, passionate;
long, thick lashes –
women envy
the size of my eyes,
the quality of my lashes.
A smiling woman once called me
“blue-eyed boy.”
The world comes to me
through my eyes.
I dare you to look deeply
into my eyes.
(Though you say you can’t;
its just too intense.)
I might just mesmerize you.
I might just see you.
You might catch a glimpse
of my soul.
I will surely see yours.
I am all mouth:
Full, curvaceous, kissing lips –
Women have envied
the quality of my lips.
A woman once said to me,
“I wish I had your lips.”
And, I replied, “Go ahead,
they’re all yours!”
And, I puckered.
And, that’s me
with the charming, flirtatious response,
and blushing because
I can’t believe I just said that.
I will always be
a teenage boy
in baggy men’s clothes.
If I went blind,
the world would come to me
through my mouth.
I would suck it,
roll it around,
wrestle it with my tongu
Dreaming?A beautiful old hotel - this was the place I had dreamed of - a long drive leading up to the grand oak doors - my sweet Lady deserved this, the one who I had imagined and desired for so long...
I had arrived early and checked out the room, old England in design but comfortable - large shutters closed locking out the world to concentrate on my beauty's desire - the Lady who I had lusted after for such a time. I took a shower to refresh myself after my journey then put on my robe to await her arrival, two hours to go, my mind racing with thoughts of her. Impatience now, only a short time left before I tasted her for the first time, but my mind was now unsettled and the small clock became my focal point - its hands seem to be moving slower each time I looked.
A drink - a good idea just to relax my thoughts - vodka to try and remove this damn impatience. It went down quickly so another seemed a good idea.
"Relax, lay on the bed, just rest easy till she comes".
I lay on the larg
Just A Few Thoughts ....I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some times . And i wonder about life a lot but with him being so far away and only getting to talk to him maybe once every two weeks .Things get in my head and if i don't write them down i think some days i might lose my mind ...
AliveI know some of you have been wondering where I am and what happened to me. Well I just wanted to let all of you know that I am alive. Due to economic strife I was laid off from work last friday. But alas I am a survivor and have been doing the job hunting grind as well as doing side jobs here and there with what skills I have learned over the years. Aside from that though things are going well. Solstice and I had a very wonderful time together when she was down visiting and I can't wait for more visits with her.
I'll be around albeit limited so feel free to message or what not. If I see you online when I get on I'll be sure to drop a message if I have time.
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Strong Willed WomanWhat do I see when I look in the mirror ?
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
Do I ever wonder , if I have a purpose ?
Three beautiful babies who look up to me .
When my days don't go as planned ,
they make me smile and always believe .
Pure joy is the feeling that they give to me ,
peace and contentment , undying love .
I couldnt have asked for anything more ,
I cherish these beautiful gifts that I see .
My heart has never been so full ,
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
I Apologize. The Contest Is OpenI want to apologize to everyone. I went ahead and opened the contest. I tried to private message everyone to let them know. I hope I didn't miss anyone or piss anyone off. I am not feeling well at this time.
How Do You Get Rid Of Someoneok my roommate Alex wont leave i ask the manager if i can get him off the least but right now iam fucked i cant kick him out tell he sign the papper saying he wants his name off the least
how do i go about doing this he does nothing but pay rent i take out the trash do the dish's clean the house
iam tire of him just geting high and go with his wannabe friends and not doing nothing for the apartment
HELP
Divorcewe thought we knew each other had been together for years 20 years of laughter 20 years of tears i made my mistakes you were not the only one our last 3 years in misery this marriage is done we went and filed the papers the other day you asked again please baby stay its hard the kids are torn in two should they defend me or you we have told them there not the reason why still they hurt still they cry to many tears this family has shed violence anger even some blood shed i no your hurt and afraid of being alone but this has/is not a happy home i am walking away my head held high regardless what the world thinks i know i tried its sad how it stared with a simple i do now 20 years later im through with you parents we are the rest of this life though never again shall i be your wife i hope youll be able to be my friend now though we both need to relearn how no more fighting or living with regret the future i welcome the past ill forget so come over and have a cup of coffee its not what you
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Divorceso... my husband is lieing about me n the situation n is putting my new born 3 month old in the middle. and has now interupted all my kids life ... but all he cares about is making me rot. y cant people think of the important things... like the kids
Every Time I BreatheI am sure all of heaven's heard me cry
As I tell You all the reasons why
This life is just too hard
But day by day
Without fail
I'm finding everything I need
And everything that You are
To me
Chorus:
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Now how could I after knowing One so great
Respond to You in any way
That's less than all I have to give
But by Your grace I want to love You not with what
I say
But everyday
In a way that my life is lived
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in
Cold Lonely BedEVERYNIGHT I SLEEP ALONE I CRAWL INTO A BED THAT WAS SAPOSSED TO BE WARM AND HAPPY AND COMFY AND NOW ITS COLD AND LONELY MIGHT AS WELKL BE A BE4D OF ICE SO THIS IS MY INVITATION TO ANY HOT SEXY STUD THAT WNTS TO JOIN ME OR HELP ME WARM IT UP AND MAKE ME HAPPY IM WAITING
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Roxy entered a Giveaway to win a months VIP or 7 Day Blast. She pays for her own VIP's but its she wanted 7 day a blast. She needed 14,500 comments which were gotten..last comment on May 9th and 14,505 Comments ...she still has not received her 7 Day Blast..so if ya hear of Military Supporter holding a contest...DO NOT ENTER UNTIL SHE MAES IT RIGHT WITH ROXY, Matter of fact leave a comment and ask her why she has not paid up, DO NOT DOWNRATE just leave a comment on her profile publicly why she has not paid her debt, Here is the screenshot below.
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I Know ItI think i know when you can say you are in love.
It's when:
- you wake up in the morning and have the image of the one you love in mind and her name on your lips, wondering if her night was ok
- you drive and can't stop thikning about her
- you have a lunch, alone, look at other people and imagine being there with her
- you log in yahoo and have some heart beats when you see you received some mails
- you log in your msg and you start to cry because she's not here
- you spend the night talking about the past, the "now" and the future
- you are in front and feel something in your stomach each time there is an eye contact
- you melt each time she smiles to you
- you're sad each time she has some problems and you can't help, just cheer
- you buy a plane ticket just to have her with you for 24 hours
- you giggle when you receive a SMS in the middle of the night
- you laugh when you send one in middle of the night
- you're ready to wait and when the idea of what will be helps
Being A Happy Country Girl............Isn't always the easiest thing to do. Some of my closest friends often ask me how to I keep smiling and laughing with all that I have going on in my life. My answer is that you have to laugh to keep from crying at times. Being down and out doesn't fix anything. Don't get me wrong, I have my days just like everyone else. Those days when I whine and cry. I pout and get pissed. But when I'm done with those temper tantrums, nothing has changed other than minutes of my life wasted having useless pity parties. Yeah, I have about 3 full plates right now. Some of my dearest friends knows a lot of what is going on in my life but no one but me knows everything. I honestly do not remember what it is like to have a day without pain, and that sucks like hell. But at the end of the day, I choose to keep on smiling. Laughing. Being the silly, goofy, clueless person that I have always been. I don't know why I am writing all of this. Maybe it's just to help myself out. But always remember that no
Graduation DayAfter all the dust has settled and all the smoke has finally cleared... I will graduate from Penn State today. I'll be the first of my friends to graduate from a 4 year college.
Imagine the first battle scene from Braveheart... at the end when he's covered in blood, holding his sword up and screaming. Its the same thing except I'm Irish, replace the sword with a diploma.
I can't wait to have that $40,000 piece of paper. Cancer... car accidents... insane drama... Fuck it all. I did it. KING KONG AIN'T GOT SHIT ON ME!!!
Pictures soon to follow.
Why Hate A Gamer?I'm so sick and tired of people telling me to 'Oh why dont you grow up. You shouldnt play games, you should have quit that when you was in Jr. high.' I wish they would just STFU!! If i want to still play video games thats my business. They should be happy that i'm on a game and not on their girlfriend! That shit really pisses me off. I HATE people that tell me what i can and can not do.
* Don't Quit *When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem wors
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Sexually Ablazedsexually ablazed
by LateNiteFantasy©
sparks ignite as my eyes hunger over your taunt landscape.
nails trace down skin following curves and valleys seeking loamy wetness-
muscles shudder with their passing.
thunderous sighs announce unexpected pleasure as thighs are parted uncovering Aphrodite's bearded mouth.
crimson tipped fingers explore the warm prize plunging deeper; parting swollen lips-
tongue lapping, sucks greedy at the honey flow.
you are on fire beneath me and I will savor every moment of watching the slow burn.
you are my flesh inferno.
RefuseRefuse
Youre like a drug, Full of addiction
But minus the side effects
You cure my affliction
I get drunk on your laughter
But I'm sad when you aren't around
I think of you when the rain starts to patter
You pick me up when I've fallen down
Even when my brain is blurry
From all the drugs I've done before
You never let me lose a step
You warm me down to my frozen core.
I wish I could be the one that you run to
The one to keep you from being cold
I wish I could be the one that you come to
I wish with you I could grow old
I have no clue what tomorrow will bring
It's nice to know again what it's like to feel
Everytime I hear your voice
It's like i'm standing on the edge of what's real
I'd rather drink away the rest of my life
Than to pass you by
You come to me, lacking a knife
It's like you were sent to me
I refuse to let you by..
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Myserythe sky the moon the ocean is nothing in compare of the love i feel for you a touch a whisper of your words is all i ever dream of
yet i wait and stay to feel the warmth of your touch once more your gone away so far and all i see is the dreams of a life that could have been yet i wait yet i stay
the love that's within this body is no longer here its with you always and forever people search for the love we had forever and yet so few get the chance to find one another i am lost yet found alone yet happy in misery yet grateful for to find out what love really is
love is so valuable and rare the words i love you are said every day and yet love doesn't reach the heart only
the lips of those who think they know it
for true love leaves you speechless and taken true love leaves the person unable to say anything : love is so deep and magical a blessing and yet a curse to humankind
the very thing that reaches the human soul is love
love is a journ
Take A LookSo as you look at the firefighter with his rake, hose or axe,
His beet red face or ice covered mustache,
You should know why he goes through that smoky front door,
And is forced to crawl like a baby down on the floor.
He does it to save both lives and property,
All that is precious to you and to me.
So take a good look at this modern warrior who serves his call proud and true,
And know that he would die just to save me and you
D.i.v.o.r.c.e.Some of you may already know that Dustin and I are in the process of divorce. This is not the forum that I will air any dirty laundry or my feelings on this nor do I have any intention of slandering or defaming him publicly either. All things must someday come to an end and this is our end.
Laura
Don't F*** With MeI'd have liked to send this reply myself, but if anyone who reads this can get a message to this stupid cocksucker, pass this on, will ya?
This jerk wrote a mumm and misspelled "love" and "sight" in the heading. I pointed out his mistake in my usual humorous fashion, and this is what I got in my inbox moments later:
My reply: Look, you drunken, tattoo-covered cunt... I do have a life, and I'm no wannabe, I'm just doing this because it amuses me. I'm sorry you're too goddamned stupid to spell two four-letter words properly. But if you're determined to look ignorant, go right ahead.
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EmetophobiaAn article I stole off a website...
Emetophobia is, quite simply, the fear of vomiting. For most people, vomiting is a natural occurrence, but some regard it as something that invokes great fear and distress. It can lead to anti-social behavior, high stress and obsessive-compulsive habits.
For most people, vomiting causes discomfort, but for the Emetophobics (or Emets), it is beyond the point of discomfort; it is a source of great anxiety. Many Emets would rather lose a limb than be sick; some say they would even rather die.
Many Emets know the cause of their fear. It is generally triggered by some event in the person's childhood. Some event happens that teaches the person to have fear or anxiety associated with vomiting. Many times it is a traumatic event, or even displeasure from a parent when the person vomits. (Parents with emetophobia often contribute to their children's fear)
There are a few behaviors that are common to nearly all Emets. They include limiting a diet (
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Seven Pillars Of Dominance* A dominant is a ruler, but never a tyrant.
But to rule requires understanding, and understanding requires humility.
* A dominant has pride, but never arrogance.
But pride requires dignity, and dignity requires humility.
* A dominant commands respect, but never fear.
But respect requires serenity, and serenity requires humility.
* A dominant employs strength, but never force.
But strength requires knowledge, and knowledge requires humility.
* A dominant criticizes, but never derides.
But criticism requires insight, and insight requires humility.
* A dominant receives, but never takes.
But receiving requires giving, and giving requires humility.
* A dominant completes, but never tries to alter.
But to complete one must be able to see what is there, not what is missing, and this most of all requires humility.
Advice For The New DominantTHE BEGINNING… First, You should take a serious look at yourself. What is it about BDSM that You find appealing? Do You wish a 24/7 relationship; taking on the responsibilities for deciding all aspects of a submissive’s life? Do You wish to encourage another to become the best person they can be? Do you wish BDSM just in the bedroom? Alternatively, is it something in-between? Whether, it's the sense of power gained in having another under Your full control or it is the pleasure to be found in administering pain, there is no right answer, except for Yourself. Do not try to live up to any others’ expectation. Start out by trying to define what it is that You crave. You cannot hope to control or take responsibility for another, until first you understand Yourself and maintain control of Yourself, this starts with self-evaluation.
NEXT STEP… Turn Your attention to the mechanics. At this point, You are looking for just one thing, does what You read cause a stirring in your lo
Who's In Charge?Believe it or not this is one of the hardest topics to get a universal answer from and it goes beyond the obvious, “the Dom is in charge” or “the submissive has absolute control”. This is my attempt to delve into this topic and help make some sense of it.
The short version of this is all is this: “The submissive gives up control to the Dominant until such a time they feel it necessary to take that control back”. This means that it is the submissive who is ultimately in control and the Dom who is in charge until such a time he loses that power from the submissive. Sounds simple doesn’t it? I would even bet that most of you would agree in theory that this is how the exchange of power rests. We would all be right and we would all also barely scratch the surface.
The D/s relationship is also known as a power exchange. In the purest form this power exchange is known as a TPE, or Total Power Exchange, a true Master/slave relationship where the submissive partner has no say beyond choos
Some Notes On Safety For Meeting Online And OffWhy Be Concerned About Safety?: The example of
John Edward Robinson Sr. a.k.a. "Slavemaster"
"The Texas woman who went on a kinky sex date with a suspected Kansas serial killer set up elaborate safety precautions that may have forced him to spare her life and ended his alleged 16-year murder spree, the Daily News has learned.
"The Texas woman, a licensed psychologist whose identity is being protected, arranged to make coded phone calls to the leader of a Houston-based group of sadomasochists who was worried about her because she had met the man online. 'We have in our community what's called a safe call,' said Travis, head of the bondage group called People Exchanging Power. He did not want his last name used.
"'If you are going to meet someone you're not sure of, you have someone sitting there waiting to hear from you.' Robinson, who is in jail after five decomposing bodies were found on his property last week, was angry when he learned the Texas woman had made sure someone knew
Am I Being Abused?...This question may have crossed your mind a time or two. Try this Abuse Screening List. Look over the following questions. Think about how you are being treated and how you treat your partner. Remember, abuse doesn't have to be physical! When one person scares, hurts or continually puts down the other person, it's abuse! One or two checks doesn't necessarily indicate abuse, but might give you pause to think about working on the relationship.
Does (or has) your partner...
_____ Embarrass or make fun of you in front of your friends or family?
_____ Slowly isolated you from your family and friends?
_____ Put down your accomplishments or goals?
_____ Make you feel like you are unable to make decisions?
_____ Threaten to hurt your children or pet if you don't comply with their wants or desires?
_____ Use intimidation or threats to gain compliance?
_____ Tell you that you are nothing without them?
_____ Treat you roughly - grab, push pinch, shove or hit you?
_____ Call you several
She's A No Show!Yesturday, I get a text that says; "hey! I'm at the airport...almost home, yay, can't wait to see ya!!!"
then another; "let me know when yr hubby goes to work cuz I wanna come over!"
then another; "I'm so excited to tell you about my trip...make sure and get some wine!"
Wow, if I didn't know better, this almost sounds like an official date! My friend is actually making plans to spend time with me, in my lonely state, as of late, and I'm excited cuz I havn't seen her in over a week now. I have to admit, she's not "too" annoying...she's kinda funny actually and so here I go...buying the wine!
So, now I feel like a fool...She's a "no show"...hmm..guess the "excitement" wore off. No biggie, just more wine for me is what I see!
It's just...it's just...I fucking hate people who do that shit! I don't care if she wasn't gonna come...It's the "principle" of saying you're going to do something then not!
I guess it's just not important to so many people as it is to me.
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Michelle L UpdegroveI NEED FINDING HELP HER SAFE . SHE WENT OFF HER MEDS 2 MONTHS AGO. WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 2 1/2 YEARS. SHE JUST VAINISHED MAY 3 2008 ,THERE WAS NO NOTE. SHE HAS NOT CALLED OR TEXT ME TO LET ME KNOW SHE IS OK.
IF ANY ONE HAS SEEN HER PLEASE LET ME KNOW EITHER ON HERE OR BY PHONE 484-550-2793 THIS IS FOR REAL THIS IS NO JOKE.MY NAME IS PHILL
5/17/08well we had another night of racing come and go and i cant complain to much. car handled better than it had in a while, but was still a middle of the pack car. not sure how far off on speed we were but the handling problems that have given us trouble were gone for a night. the heat race was something to forget. on the start i got clipped and had to slow as to not wreck which put me in the rear and trying to catch up, but the feature was antoher story. i started from the back (like always) of a 21 car field and held the back of the pack most of the race with enough speed to keep up but never quite enough to make any clean passes and through attrition i ended up with a 10th place finish. my best so far in a full field
The Pain Of A GirlThe pain of a girl, the tears that she cries, she feels there is no option, only to die.
Instead she endures the pain, the things that she sees,
and now realizes that love is a tease.
A broken heart that never heals, only hatred inside is what she feels.
Not hatred to anyone, but herself.
Time will tell if things will change, but it seems it stays the same.
She cannot love, she cannot hate,
she does not understand her fate.
She cries and cries alone at night,
because what she sees is an ugly sight.
Not on the outside, only in,
and this is a battle she just can't win.
The wounds in her soul are so deep,
that at night she does not sleep.
The things she has done haunts her mind,
rage and hatred both combind.
If things don't get better,
she'll just give up.
when she has no friends left to care,
the pain is just too much to bare.
She continues to cry and cry with each passing day,
And then finally the feling has gone away.
No more pain, no
My Pimpout From StewieI JUST WANTED TOO KEEP THIS
RePost This! She Deserves It!
(repost of original by 'StewieGriffin - FuBaRs ONLY Source For Games, Fun, TV & More - PLS RATE PAGE!' on '2008-05-17 20:41:01')
The SentinelThe Sentinel
The Sentinel o’er the eons stands,
Guarding all across the lands.
It seems that none understand it though,
It just sits through the rain and snow.
Keeper of, what is still unknown,
Countless legends and tales it most own.
Day after day, night after night,
It glistens in it’s own special light.
What purpose it has,, what reasons may be,
is known to no one, not even to me.
A beacon maybe, from tose afar,
From some distance hence, from another star.
Or maybe it holds the secrets alas,
to the puzzling mysteries which has us aghast.
When we shall know, when the time shall come,
may it be known to all, or only to one.
I’ve seen it before, I’ll see it again,
but when is the time, none knows when.
It’s black surface glows in the heat of the night,
the noonday sign makes it shine bright.
For centuries have passed, eons have gone,
it stands here alone, visited by none.
The sun is gone, night has set in,
I wonder how long it’s wait has been.
For
Tiny Hug LevelersTHANK YOU SO MUCH TO MY TINY HUG LEVELERS FAMILY I JUST LEVELED TO 14!!! IM MOVIN ON UP!! IAM GETTING CAUGHT UP WITH YOU GUYS GIVE ME SOME TIME MY COMPUTER IS ACTING UP TODAY SO I WILL BE OFF AND ON!!!
Break Up Break Downhere it is.... i loved him...lol... don't really know why now.... at one point i thought he was the sweetest most amazing guy i'd ever met... he and i spent A LOT of time together... and somehow it was never enough.... suddenly the place that brought us together, the ppl who told us we'd be good together.... were all just coming between us... he hated my computer, my friends.. any guy who came NEAR me wanted me... and i gave out my number like it was fuckin information.....at first his territoriality was just cute.... i thought how sweet he gets all mad... nothing was ever enough... and when ever we'd fight.... i was deathly afraid of him doing something crazy.... but still... our relationship was somewhat good... because when he wouldnt listen to anyone else.. i knew he'd listen to me... in the lounge we were just as we were on the phone... always talkin shit to each other... and on the phone crackin up at eachother... then one day i get an im.... one of many from one of his "friends"
What Starts Cyber-bullying?This is the first and last message I accepted from this guy and it led to cyber-bullying and it needs to stop. People who are insignificant should not be given the right to slander people cause they do not like who your friends are!
Whatever floats your boat! I can't see your profile, but based on your answer, I'm guessing you're probably a fake too, and I find it quite hilarious that you fakes are all getting off on each other's fake bullshit.... but that doesn't bother me at all, I'm running his ass off of here because he's fucked with a few friends of mine's hearts and mind and not just fantasy fucking like you two must be doing!
Anyway, won't bother you again... as you say,,,, play whatever game you want, no skin off my ass... I'm only worried about good folks with good hearts getting hurt! Those that intentionally want to get off with known fake fantasies don't concern me one bit, so enjoy!
=== 'Eveleve' wrote the following at '2008-05-06 14:10:15'..
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> ok....first...E
Erotica Of My MindEven through the darkened shadow and outline of her gorgeous frame I could see the sparkle in her eye and the shine on her beautiful sweet lips with the slightest little smile almost with an evil intent.
She stepped in so close I could feel her heavenly sweet breath upon my skin. Sending wild sensations down my neck exploding through my entire body. She was so close ever so close but it was all different. As I turned to match her gaze our lips gently grazed; but I couldn't pull away...
Suddenly time stopped, as my dream finally became reality, as our lips firmly yet gently pressed against each other our tongues entwined. I felt my entire existence fire through this kiss as every molecule in my body energized and was exploding with the passion. Running my fingers through her hair; her silky thread ripped through my soul leaving a permanent impression upon my existence.
Overwhelmed With Intensity Part 2As she stepped in close the electricity shot through us like the electrical storms of the mid western plains. Her very presence tore the threads of time as her touch shot waves of pleasure through my body. She pushed me hard against the wall, followed by the quick thrust as her body slammed against mine.
I could feel her breath down my neck, chest, and slowly down along my V-line as her hands forcibly caressed my body. Starting at my shoulders then down along my chest and hips she paused momentarily at my glutes for a quick squeeze before bringing her hands around to my knees and up my inner thighs. With every inch of aggression surges of primal passion ravaged my senses, followed by very carnal yet surprisingly erotic bite through my jeans.
As she slowly rose back up and her eyes met my gaze; I was overwhelmed by the fiery passion. Forcing her back against the speaker box, I slowly slid my hand up her back and took a firm grip on her silky mane. In one quick strong tug, I pulled
My MasterALLOW ME TO INTRODUCE ONE OF THE BEST OWNERS EVER........
Kalaratri - Måmåßè®'s Master and Husband - Enforcer @ Seduction@ fubar
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Fubar And Nsfw!!!!!Just want to say I am really sick and tired of Fubar and this stupid NSFW crap. Why should we have some idiot who does not know what sexual material is coming by our pages and telling us that the stuff we are uploading or have uploaded is sexual in nature. Is this not an adult oriented website? I came here because I hated MySpace and the fact that I had to deal with kids and could not post sexually explicit material or see other members sexually explicit material. Now I have to deal with this stupid NSFW tags being put on every pic that some sorry-ass person thinks is too sexual!!! If you are at work you should not even be on fubar, Facebook, MySpace, or any other social networking site!!! You should be working!!! My pics should not be getting tagged when this is supposed to be an adult site and when people should be working and not screwing off. If you are looking at these sites while working then go work in construction, retail, or some other job where you do not have the tim
Bling? 11s? Photo Effects?Can you please help me??? I am in a giveaway for 3 bling packs and I need 7,500 comments to get them! Any and all comments are much appreciated! The person who does the MOST comments will get a 5 credit bling, 100 11s and 5 photo effects from me so count up or down and private message me after every 100 comments if you want to try to be the one to do the most comments and get the bling, 11s, and effects!! XOXO
7,500 comments
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Friend In A Contesthey all
my friend is in a contest to win a million fu bucks. she is a real sweetheart.i would really love it if you all could do a few comments on her picture.it only takes a few seconds.
Quitters Never Win.So, in order to get out of working out in the morning once a week, I decided to go to this "Tobacco sessation program" they have for soldiers and their dependants here on Fort Gordon. I really was not there to quit smoking... but... things happen I guess.Today I am 48 hours smoke free, and according to the propaganda they gave me, in another 24, I'll be totally free of nicotine in my system. Then, the increments increase, and other fun stuff happens to your body as it becomes smoke free... yadda, yadda, yadda. Truth be told, I just don't see the point anymore. They gave me some medicine to help with the cravings, and short of a few social situations and the physical habit, that was all it took. I went to a bar the night I quit. I got pretty drunk too (I live at a hotel within walking distance of about 5 bars... beat that!) but really didn't need to smoke. Last night, I was the DD, and didn't smoke then either, but still had fun. Perhaps it's the medication... but why did I wait to do t
Dead Weightok well ya know whats stupid? people who add ya to their friends list then think there too good to talk to ya because its all about winning a popularity contest. so to all you out there on my friends list who are like that. your about to be taken off.
i dont care about any of that crap...lol
anyhow figured id just say something...lol
David
When Listening To Friends CountJust joined here recently and met alot of good ppl. Didn't know that these people where as cool as they were. I really believe some ppl in your life are seasoal and some are permanent .. but whether seasonal or permanent, some ppl here are cool. I recently found myself in a compromising position with no options. Anyone who really knows me and just not of me know I don't like stuff like that. I called up some ppl I met here and got some good advice I should have listened to and stuck with. Moral of the whole thing, you can learn from a total stranger the ropes of life but when you get something from the ppl around you that 'care' it's priceless and valuable advice stick to it. Learn from my mistake keep your friends close and your enemies closer to see what the he** they doing. Until next post... peace.
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The Pond Pt. 1So, for those I havent told much about whats gone on here, here is the update. The pump box for our pond cracked over winter really bad. Had to have it replaced. Luckily, it was under warranty so it was replaced for free.
So we got the new one installed and ran into another problem as we were filling it today, apparently the pipe leading from the pump box to the waterfall box was shredded due to snow melting and dripping into the pipe, then refreezing in the pipe. Well the result was an 8 ft section was destroyed, I mean, completely torn to schreds, kind of amazing.
We replaced that today and got the pond and waterfall working this early evening. Next thing on the list is to clean the pond. btw for anyone else who has one I recommend getting a pool vacuum, it works great and leaves the washed stone in place.
Once it is clean , then its time to get the fishies. YAY FISHIES! lol gettin more goldfish and koi to fill 'er up again.
Once I've cleaned the pond I will take a few
Tired Of Everythingi'm so sick & tired of all this crap....i'm tired of being made to feel like absolutely nothing by the very person i gave birth to....it's not my fault i forget things....and try as i might, i am still impatient.....i don't feel like i deserve to be told how f*kn stupid i am....
my whole life was turned upside down a little over a week ago, when i found my Master/Husband sick in bed....He couldn't move...He'd had a stroke in the night...
don't get me wrong...i'm grateful & glad for my sons....but the youngest has had everything dropped in his lap....and it seems he's taking it out on me...i just don't know how to handle it anymore...i can't speak to him but what he's jumping down my throat...i have no one i can turn to right now....so i'm writing this stupid blog....i need some sort of out..
i truly wish that everything would just end....i'm so tired & i miss my Master terribly....He's held everything together....
My Definition Of DessertOk...just so you're "in the know"...here's how I work. If you ever hear me talk about dessert it has nothing to do with food. People are usually more apt to understand something when it's in the form of a basic analogy...so, here's my way of describing my sexual preferences.
Men are like my entree and women are like my dessert. You can live without dessert, but you're not going to last long without the main course.
Women Fear Getting MarriedMODERN women have joined the hordes of men who fear commitment.
While the number of single women continues to rise, the growing number of women with commitment issues has also increased.
Modern women now feel the world is at their feet, and getting married and losing that freedom can be much less appealing.
So many choose to delay or boycott marriage until later in life.
The term commitment phobia was coined by Steven Carter and Julia Sokol in 1987 in their New York Times bestseller, Men Who Can't Love.
Over the past 20 years, the term has gained momentum worldwide and still continues to be a relationship paradigm.
The fear of commitment refers to a lack of confidence in maintaining a long-term romantic relationship.
The irony of commitment phobia is that the individuals crave what they fear most: love and connection.
The more they wish to fall in love with someone, the more confused and scared they become.
It is not that commitment-phobic individuals don't w
Silent And UnseenSilent and Unseen
The world sees a smile on my lips
As I utter praises for all to hear
I blink back my tears
Making sure no one notices my pain
My heart shatters into a million pieces
Unnoticed by anyone
I keep my shaking hands at my side
Lest I give away my thoughts
Holding my head high
I go through the motions
Those expected of me
I dare not fall into the blackness
That is surrounding me
I keep it all inside
Silent and unseen by the world
Crawling back into my haven
I shut everything out
Sue E Price
Copyright ©2008 Sue E Price
Peace In Her HeartPeace in Her Heart
by LateNiteFantasy©
I looked deep into your beautiful eyes as they’re crying in the rain,
You try so hard to hide your sadness but I can still see your pain,
A life time seem’s lost to the wind and only you know what it’s price,
To leave behind what you loved the most.
The Peace in Your loving heart !!
Now that it’s gone! Can you ever get it back?
Your life once so full of light has turned as to gray in the night
Your happiness now only sorrow; your today’s vanish into tomorrow’s.
Your beautiful sunny days have turned into rain,
You’ve lost the gift of your beautiful sparkling eyes,
And that wonderful smile that is you
The Peace of your Loving Heart
~amazing Home Remedies~~AMAZINGLY SIMPLE HOME REMEDIES~
> 1. AVOID CUTTING YOURSELF WHEN SLICING VEGETABLES BY GETTING SOMEONE
ELSE TO HOLD THE VEGETABLES WHILE YOU CHOP.
> 2. AVOID ARGUMENTS WITH THE FEMALES ABOUT LIFTING THE TOILET SEAT BY
USING THE SINK.
> 3. FOR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE SUFFERERS ~ SIMPLY CUT YOURSELF AND BLEED
FOR A FEW MINUTES, THUS REDUCING THE PRESSURE ON YOUR VEINS. REMEMBER
TO USE A TIMER.
> 4. A MOUSE TRAP PLACED ON TOP OF YOUR ALARM CLOCK WILL PREVENT YOU
FROM ROLLING OVER AND GOING BACK TO SLEEP AFTER YOU HIT THE SNOOZE
BUTTON.
> 5. IF YOU HAVE A BAD COUGH, TAKE A LARGE DOSE OF LAXATIVES. THEN YOU'LL BE AFRAID TO COUGH.
> 6. YOU ONLY NEED TWO TOOLS IN LIFE - WD-40 AND DUCT TAPE. IF IT
DOESN'T MOVE AND SHOULD, USE THE WD-40. IF IT SHOULDN'T MOVE AND DOES,
USE THE DUCT TAPE.
> 7. IF YOU CAN'T FIX IT WITH A HAMMER, YOU'VE GOT AN ELECTRICAL
PROBLEM.
> DAILY THOUGHT:
> SOME PEOPLE ARE LIKE SLINKIES - NOT REA
I Wanna Win This..bomb it my peeps!!! PLease!!
Help me win!
Thanks! Repost my bulletin!
Smoochies!
Whatever"IF I cared, I'd draw you a map of your ass with an X marking the spot where your head is buried.
WowI can't believe how the Fubar men here find me so... interesting.
They say it's the eyes, but... I don't know
Doesn't Stop, Dream StalkerMaybe its the partying or just Mr. Dream Stalkers comment to fucking my little body but in a few words.......
HE IS BACK!!!!!!!
I don't know about you but I missed him.
Being its a dream I could always dream about being back in high school, but at least this time Mr. Dream Stalker moved forward.
He started off surprisingly not watching me or being in my house going through my stuff. This time he started at Blake's. Guess he's kind of pissed that Blake and his buddies had me all weekend in real life and he didn't get to watch.
At Blake's Mr. Dream stalker finds Blake's files he is using to blackmail me with, and makes copies. All the pictures of me fucked up.......I LOVE ECSTASY. All the files of me chained up.....And all the files of me getting fucked.........Mr. Dream Stalker really liked the videos.
Oh but Mr. Dream Stalker isn't done. He quickly post all the files to every major social networking site there is including my full name, address. cell and home numbers
Whats New With Me...as of april 14th,i quit smoking!!!
just woke up and decided i didn't want to smoke anymore and that was that....no withdrawls,no cravings...nothing!!
makes me wonder why i waited so long to quit?? lol...
also...
as soon as i get my skating legs back ( since it has been a few years)i'm going to do my damndest to get onto one of the arizona derby dames roller derby squads...have met alot of the ladies and they seem to be very supportive and pretty cool people too,so its just a matter of getting back to my old self on skates....wish me luck.....and thank god for ass padding,cause i'm going to need it!!!
SEPT 3RD....
MY OLDEST SON MATT FINALLY COMES HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HE'S been gone since dec 2005,and me and my other three kids have missed him more than words can even begin to express....can't wait to hug my kid again!!!
Rating Mehere is a note to all the ppl that check me out. if u cant aleast rate me then u dont need to chat with me or check me out.that is bs that u ppl go check ppl out and dont rate them but u want them to talk to u anyway. well not me.sorry to b so mean,but that is the way i feel.
Not Around MuchHey guys just wanted to let yall know Im not sure how much ill be around this week. I wasnt around this past weekend my daughters been sick. Im gonna take her to the dr today shes still runnin a fever early in the mornin and at nite so I need to fig out what the heck is causin it. I prob wont be around much this week and I know on Friday we are goin to my in-laws for Memorial day weekend so I wont be on at all then. Once things get back to "normal" Ill be around more but for the time bein I wont be around much. Hope everyones doin great and Ill catch ya when I can. xoxo -cotton
AnniversaryJust came in here to let you all know that I love my wifey very much but again been pretty good so far and am going to put this picture up and show the world that I love my wifey no matter what you all haters thinks as I love her so much :D
Muahhhhhhh I love you Beverly!!!!!
Love
Wolfie :D
The Simple Truth Of The Matter Isgood quotes......."if you love something let it go, if it comes back to you its yours if not it never was." "wanting and wishing aren't gonna get you anywhere doing and pursuing will.'' Listen to the logic side of your heart" "over 1,000,000 times I have failed, and that is why I suceed." "Dare to be different" "take a walk in the pouring rain" "don't get an STD" "don't trick people into doing something they don't want to" "be kind" "always believe in yourself" "use others doubts as fuel to your fire" "Set goals, achieve them, and then set more goals" "always have a direction to follow, but if there are flowers along the way make sure you stop and smell them" "be aware of our priorities, be responsible, have respect" "Fall in love, but only when your ready to be able to give them your heart and give them the ability to crush it but trust them enough not to" "love the life you live, live the live you love" and when someone calls you wierd simply enjoy the fact that you are not the
It's Only Love.you're a smart girl. and if you've read my last two blog entries here, which are lyrics to songs that have been beating my head, because of you, then you've already realized that i'm going through an agonizing time. and at the same time, some truths and realities are becoming very clear and obvious to me. the trick is to accept it. and im not very good at that.
we tried, and that's a fact. we each made plans and sacrifices to accomplish our goal, to be together, finally, and to share the love we promised ourselves. but failure was always there. not because of our own doing, more like circumstances. life. fate. god. whatever the fuck you wanna call it.
so we kept trying, and kept trying, and kept trying. until one of us couldn't take it anymore. and so it happend, it was over, and you moved on to your own plans.
i thought it was over for me too, or so i thought. (and maybe you did too.) but for the past 9, 10 months or so, my feelings for you never died. that
Bird Of Prostitution!A woman went to a pet shop & immediately
spotted a large, beautiful parrot..
There was a sign on the cage that said $50.00.
'Why so little,' she asked the pet store owner.
The owner looked at her and said,
'Look, I should tell you first that this bird used to
live in a house of Prostitution
and sometimes it says some pretty vulgar stuff.'
The woman thought about this, but decided
she had to have the bird any way.
She took it home and hung the bird's cage up
in her living room and waited for it to say something.
The bird looked around the room, then at her, and said,
'New house, new madam.'
The woman was a bit shocked at the implication,
but then thought 'that's really not so bad.'
When her 2 teenage daughters returned from school
the bird saw and said,
'New house, new madam, new girls.'
The girls and the woman were a bit offended
but then began to laugh about the situation
considering how and where the parrot had been raised.
Mom
Wyoming SpidersA father watched his young daughter playing in the garden on their
Wyoming ranch. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his
little girl was.
He thought about her seeing the wonders of nature through such innocent
eyes.
Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her
to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was
looking at two spiders mating.
'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked.
'They're mating,' her father replied.
'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked.
'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered.
'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked.
As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question,
he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.'
The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then
took her foot and stomped them flat and said, 'Well, we're not having
any of that Brok
Not Nice!!!!!!!!!!Chris is making fun of my attempt to type with two hands.
Its so on in the parking lot!!!!!!!!!!!
HelpppppppppppLet's show them mad love
rate 100 pics or send 1 bling
& I'll make you a morph
rate them both for 2 morphs
lets level their sexy asses!
robisue
♥ ~•Crazy_Canadian_Angel_4ever_O.~ ♥
Please help!!
Message Unbreakable when you are done
Duties Of A Wife!!!Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their newwives duties.The 1st man had married an Asian woman and bragged that he had told his wife she was going to do all the dishes and house cleaning. He said it took a couple of days but on the 3rd day he came home to a clean house and the dishes were done.The 2nd man had married a White woman. He bragged that he had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes and the cooking. On the 1st day he didn't see any results, but the next day it was better. By the 3rd day, his house was clean, the dishes were done and he had a huge dinner on the table.The 3rd man married a Samoan woman. He boasted that he had told her that her duties were to keep the house clean, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed, and hot meals on the table for every meal.He said the 1st day he didn't' see anything, the 2nd day he didn't see anything but by the 3rd day most of the swelling had gone down and he could see a little
MontanaPalisades left in memory
Snow-capped mounts where crystals glisten
"Tis your song to which I'm drawn
To this sweet melody I must listen
Pitted granite channeled deep
Ageless flows winding through
Your toils inspire reflection
As to why I ever left you
Mammoth towers Heaven bound
Leaves the shade of envy
Swaying to your regal dance
You will always exist within me
In my heart where beauty's stowed
And mind where visions linger
Upon my breath whose words I borrow
Until I'm drawn by Death's pointed finger
Child WithinThe Child Within,
Where has she been?
Living with memories of darkness and sin!
Cannot embrace that child within.
The shame it has no end!
Don’t show your face,
Stay inside and pray.
The corner is yours dark and gray!
Silence your heart
Don’t you cry
What good would it do?
Don’t even try!
Can’t let her out!
People will see,
The scared little girl inside of me!
She wants to be loved!
She needs to feel safe!
Embrace her today along with her sorrow,
She wants to come out
And play tomorrow!
My PageFor those of you who know me on a personal level know that I am also a photographer.
I recently sort of updated my site. So take a look let me know what you think.
It plain just like me but hey it get the word out. :)
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Let me know guys!
I can do you all up :P
Being Usedevery time a friend needs help I'm always there no matter what the price whether it costs me physically, emotionally, or physically. b/c my friends mean the world to me. but there is a time when enuff is enuff. if my friends in ny want my help fine. BUT RETURN the kindness. don't say you will help and don't show up. I almost got evicted b/c a friend didn't show up to help clean like they said they would.
I have to much other junk to deal with. like finding out if I can sue my hospital for a mis diagnose of my knee. when they refused to look at it. all the dr said was I sprained it and to stay off it. which I was doing for a whole week before I went the ER. and told the doctor I was staying off it. I go on vacation and end up in the ER again and the dr did a complete work up. he took x-rays and had me bend my knee. and come to find out I tore my meniscus. and had to get an MRI .(which I had today) so I'm hoping I have a lawsuit against either the hospital or the dr
My BabiesPhoto and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com
Hater!!this person called me fat and ugly in my mumm that i just posted i think that is cruel and wrong!!! what a hater!!
☠=CASPER=☠@ fubar
Christy Aka "bebe"she is trying to reach the next level. only 416k to go. please help out anyway you can. She's a wonderful woman and an excellent friend. F/A/R if you havent already. All love shown will be returned.
Tony Was Nice Enough To Compose This For MeI am not your Enemy nor Am I not nice
I am the Devilish Expression
So come and share in my Delights
Some can say I am Naughty but I just love to play
And if you like to see the Fun and Laughter on display
Look at the Profile Read and check it out
For we are here to amuse you and we will gladly help you out
We show the Love we have for you
And we can ignite the Fire
So check out the Page and see if you have the desire
Welcome to Fubar and Shine the Light of Love
With a Little Devilish Expression
We can help your page to soar
Now you might have Questions
And we are here to help
Just a Little Devilish Expression
Can bring Joy to everyone
I am not here for anything but to guide
So please do not try to take me upon any joy ride
I am Devilish Expression
But for those who need some help
So if you are excited then by all means ask us for help
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What Army Rank Are You?What Army Rank Are You?ColonelYou have the respect of a huge brigadeJobs-Careers-Goals Quizzes
Vampire's KissEternity beckons drawing me closer to
Feast from me and I’ll give my soul to you
Take my pain, sedate my fate, and keep life at bay
I await your gift…in this place I cannot stay.
I’ll walk with you down cold dark halls
Always building up our walls
We’ll be together forever still
I’ll live no more against my will
Your eyes they bleed tears of pain
I weep for an end to your self disdain
You condemn the blessed and eternal bliss
Drink from me, just one kiss
Give me what I ask, I’m begging, pleading
Save me from this painful needing
With you I’ll travel to Hell and back
Praying for the day my heart turns black
Read This Blog!!!... just gonna say this. not accusing anyone in particular, youd know if i was... today i heard this : well sweetie i kinda have a bf in the army already anyways. im just lookin for a sexy back up in case it dont work out
after telling someone that i had someone im interested in and im not really looking right now. tagchasers, not my type. ive been around the block a couple times, so please... at least dont be stupid about it.
like i said, thats one person. its just a pet peeve. so dont bring it around me, please. just more drama then i wana deal with
Something....Not only are you the most beautiful woman I have ever seen on the outside but I already know you are more rare and more precious than the most rare and precious off all the earths gems you sparkle and shine just as bright and radiant on the inside as you do on the outside....if the sun were gone tomorrow and the moon no longer high in the night sky your beauty would shine so bright you could light the earth forever.... and thats not futalk i really mean that.
My Job So Sucksim so sick of feeling like crap befor and after i get off work, any one els ever feel this way, i been at my job 6 years and i dont know if its all the bad karma floating around or what but i just feel like sick to my stomic when ever i go in and after i get home and relaxed im alive and feel much better, i want a better job and a diffrent one but im kinda stuck right now it just so sucks.
If Tomorrow Never ComesIf Tomorrow Never Comes
Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes
'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way
Deep Inside Her LoveDeep Inside Her Love
by LateNiteFantasy©
It was a hot and sexy moment
I felt warm between her thighs
Soaking deep inside her love
As my manhood grew in size
I could feel her body quiver
As her pussy held me tight
I could feel her juices flowing
It was hot, and wet, and right
And with every throbbing stroke
She would purr a sexy moan
For she quenched her swelling clit
As it slid on my Dark bone
It was a steamy love condition
For our bodies were on fire
And we seem to lose control
From the heat of our desire
We then changed in our position
As I took her from behind
Plunging deep inside her nest
To a sensuous kind of grind
As she arched her sexy spine
I took her waist inside my grip
She began to spill more juice
With every squirm, thrust, and dip
The sensation was intense
As I felt her gushing stream
The excitement made me shout
As I filled her with hot cream
And when she fell into my arms
Our emotions seem to soar
For the love that we jus
HmmmmI know I really shouldn't be asking you, ESPECIALLY in front of all these people, I feel shy, but I want it so bad, don't get me wrong it's just that I haven't had it for a long time. I could already feel it going in so hard and coming out so soft and wet. No one has to know about this. I need it. I'm desperate, but your help can benefit me. You must think I have a lot of nerve saying this to you, but I can feel my tongue around it sucking all the juice out until theres no more left, this has been on my mind all day long and I hope I'm not being forward, I'm usually not like this, but.....................can I have a piece of gum??? Thanks
Maybe Im To OpenLOL, i dont know how many times I have been called a whore or even a slut today. Mainley more in the past 3 hours.
I by no means am mentioning any names, but apparently im a whore because I have nsfw pics. What the flying hell. So im guess me along with everyone else on here must me whores because there are definitly a l of people with nsfw pics. Then the idiot asked me a question which was sexual, and i answered it. Which apparently the idiot didnt like my answer and once again i was called a slut. Im a slut because i answer all questions and definitly aitn afraid to flaunt what i have. Im not even embarrased about what i have. Not to mention not every person who comes to my page sees those photos i have to personally add you to my fam to see them and there are only 6 people on there. LOL im a slut, a whore. It just makes me laugh, because people are just plain fricken dumb.
Who fricken cares im comfertable in my own skin, or even who cares about what i say and talk about.
Stressed Alotright now I am going thru a lot of stress and want to say sorry again to all my friends and family. a close friend that is on here but has been gone for awhile due to her internet down some of you kn0ow her slavedolphin. in the next couple of days she maybe out on the street it is a long story but what it comes down to is her son was helping her pay the bills and he just left and she got stuck with an apartment that the rent is higher than she gets each month and she can't afford to get another one and is getting evicted and is going to end up in a shelter. I am trying to get her help for this month because a group here said they would help her get into a 1 bedroom but she has to get thru this month. on top of that I get my right hand operated on this wed for carpel tunnel. just a lot going on and have been getting depressed alot and don't really want to read the ones on here that all they know how to do is cut others down. love all my family
PatheticI'm not sure about the rest of you, but I find it really pathetic and sad that some people are so insecure with themselves that they'll spend hundreds of dollars a month on blasts, hh's, blings, tickers, etc etc etc, on other people simply so those people will give them some sort of recognition. What's even worse is that most of the people getting these things are fake profiles. How insecure do you have to be to have to buy friendship from someone who's already lying to themselves and everyone else about who they are? Is it just the fact that it makes them feel special to see a picture of some hot broad in a blast saying they love the poor piece of shit that bought them the damn blast? The whole thing is just ridiculous. Hell I wish I had the kind of money to dish out to anyone and everyone like that, must be nice..
EternityIt is best to be with those in time we hope to be with in eternity.
A Year Went By...And yet I am still standing, It seems so much longer than a year..but its only been a year. I called my son yesterday because he is at his grandparents, and I asked him if he was ok, and he just responded with I don't need to be checked on like a baby!
I just wanted to make sure that his grandparents weren't forcing him to relive the whole day over and over again...I worried about even letting him go visit them during the anniversary of his dad's death!
A very smart friend of mine told me that he too would be devastated if he lost his ex...so I guess its not just me. Of course I was intimate with him, and he had a spot in my heart because we had a child together, I loved him even though I thought I hated him! But I know that I can make it past yesterday, and I didn't even fall apart once! I feel cold and calloused..because yesterday I didn't cry even once yesterday, but since I made it past yesterday, I will make it past every year, it may get easier and easier to get past these
My DayMy Day
Sometimes I just don't think it pays to get out of bed, ugggghhhhh. I know you guys don't know it, but I have been really struggling with alot of personal issues lately, I wish someone could explain to me why I always seem to attract men, that seem to really want to be with me, be around me and then just POOF!, they are gone without so much as a good bye. It has really been weighing on me lately. So day before yesterday I was finally starting to get past this a little, then I wake up yesterday, lol....should have just stayed in bed. First I go outside to my car and discover someone has been in my car! It's not that they took anything of value, lol, actually it's pretty funny what they did take...a case of bottled water, 12 empty cd cases, lmao, I wish I could have seen their faces when they discovered the cases were empty, lmao. Anyway, its not what they took, it's that they were in my car, i feel violated. Then I had to go to my bank, change accounts because I am
What Does It Matterwell I can honestly say that yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, and today it doesn't feel any better. Not that many give an honest shit anyway, but all I want to do is cry today. It took me an hour to even leave the parking lot yesterday that I was sitting in because I was crying so hard after walking out of work an hour and a half early because my boss and i got into a huge fight. I f'd up at work and I took the blame and I took responsibility and he was fine with it, but I can't make the guilt go away just like that. It takes longer than an hour. So later on yesterday he asked me to do something and at this point I am still feeling guilty as hell and he thinks that I am mad at him and don't want to help him, I am so f'n tired of everyone thinking im mad at them and then yelling at me. DON'T YELL AT ME! ya know, it hurts my feelings, so I cried at work like a baby and walked out and today, I still want to cry so yeah, that's how I am feeling and to be honest I feel
No MysteryYou look into my eyes and see things you don't understand.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You look at my smile;
You search for something that isn't there.
Am I a mystery? I think not.
You listen to my voice, and call me an angel.
This angel is flesh and blood,
Not a doll to be put on show.
You see - I'm not a mystery.
I am me.
I am flesh and blood.
Touch me; I wont break.
There's no mystery here.
Caress me; feel the warmth.
I'm not a mystery; I am Woman.
Here I am - desires abound;
Relentless and sensuous - yours to caress
Like a flower; make me bloom.
Don't stop; not even to rest!
No mystery here; Just a Woman.
I feel the weight of your body against mine;
Your heaving breath upon my skin.
The most gentle touch on my thigh,
The soft nibbling on my breasts -
Moving slowly in a downward motion.
Now you see,
I'm no mystery; I am your Woman.
I am all Woman.
Lost And Confused..Wow, this place is crazy. Im falling behind on my shoutbox and rating...I cant keep up. What I dont understand is all the titles here? my gosh, can you really get fubar married, holy crap, who would want to marry me?? lol....Sorry I dont see what others see in me? I have always thought of myself as PLAIN JANE. Being Italian, I have a big mouth at times, talk with my hands, eat alot of pizza and is very romantic, which trust me has gotton me in alot of trouble...hehehhe. I also FLIRT big time, love to argue (make~up sex is the best, in my opinion) Love the word RANDOM and saying "my little opinion"..I love EMOTIONS....rage, despire, sad,love, obsessed, hurt, broken, damaged..ok, you get the idea maybe Im warped alittle...alright, I subjected you to my wierdness for one day...Kisses to some but not all...
RamblingWhat is love does anyone really know? I am not sure as to the answer but I can offer my take on it. Love is not a feeling or an emotion it is the embodiment of two people who "know" each other. In order to love someone you have to open yourself mind, body, and spirit, allow an individual to truly know who you are, how you feel, and where you are headed. To often in life the word "love" is thrown around and causes grief, anger, and sometimes even hatred. That last part brings up an interesting topic how can love breed hatred, it is my belief that "true" love can not and it is only when someone allows their mind to interfere with the true meaning of love that hatred can be spawned by love. Love is something that comes from somewhere deep within a person, and it is not uncommon for love to be a part of a completely plutonic relationship, love has no boundaries, it only knows what is true and honest. Love is when you can look at someone and say something without even saying a word, or when
Blog Fodder...I realized last night that there was a full moon. Big and bright and beautiful. It almost looked like I could reach up and touch the glowing orb. Amazing. I also find it amazing the multitudes of proof that has surfaced in the last few days to give validation to the whole full moon theory. What is that you ask? Well let me tell you. When the moon is full in all of it's glowing orb-ish-ness (not a word, but I have poetic blog-license so stuff it) the freaks come out of the proverbial wood-work and inflict strange peril on unsuspecting 'normal folk'. (I use that term losely as we are well aware of the fact that no one is in fact 'normal'.) Within the last few days I have received an exorbtant amount of very odd friend requests, most of which are denied because they can't follow my rules. I will spare you the details of them, save one that really had me holding my sides in laughter. I was almost quite literally.... 'rotflmao' or 'pmsl'. It came across as a marketing ploy, a commercial if
Ozzys Brave Son.keep In Our Prayers & Thoughts Ty. XoxoMY DEAR FRIEND OZZY
I AM SO SORRY FOR WANT HAS HAPPENED TO YOUR SON.
PLEASE KNOW THIS HUN. YOUR SON, FAMILY,& YOU
ARE IN MY THOUGHTS & PRAYERS.WANT TO SAY
THANK YOU FOR RAISING A BRAVE SON THAT
IS SERVING OUR BEAUTIFUL COUNTRY,
TO KEEP US ALL SAFE.GOD BLESS
YOU & YOUR FAMILY. & THANK YOU OZZY
I AM PROUD TO BE A AMERICAN BECAUSE OF
BRAVE MEN,LIKE YOUR SON & BRAVE WOMAN
THAT SERVE YOUR COUNTRY TO MAKE IT SAFE FOR US.
THANK YOU & PLEASE TELL YOUR SON I SAID THANK YOU ALSO.
LOVE YOUR FRIEND ROSE XOXO
GOD BLESS AMERICA, AND YOUR BRAVE SON,
FOR WHAT HE IS DOING FOR US,YOU & ,YOUR FAMILY,
ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS HUN.
LOVE ROSE XOXO
P.S PLEASE REPOST, AND PUT THE FIRST
PICTURE AS YOUR PROFILE PIC, OR ON YOUR PAGE,
FOR MY FRIEND OZZYS SON, & OZZY,
TO LET OZZY KNOW WE ARE THERE
FOR HIS SON ,& FAMILY AND OZZY.THANK YOU.XOXO
Me Me Me!!!Look at that pic, you know you wish you were there that night! But you weren't, so the best way to relive it, without being there, is to click on the pic, rate it, then comment on how much you want to drink with me...over, and over, and over again.
Rates are 10 points, comments 5, and I have a month to get 50000 first. I'm against some pretty good competition, so I'd pencil in the rest of your day commenting me.
As a bonus to you, here's what I'm offering for your help
100 comments = 1000 fubucks
500 comments = the fubucks, and a salute of whatever I want to say
1000 comments = 1 bling, and a salute of whatever you want (I'm in a bar with a dick on my face, I'll pretty much do anything that doesn't involve insertion)
Private message me with what you've done, and I'll hook you up!!
Thanks
Mr 7000000
Seductive SinLong and Luscious
Burning Fire
Slow and Slick
Sweet Desire
Love and Passion
In depths within
Light and Flicker
A seductive sin
Should I Stay Or Should I Go?????I have been with my girlfriend for 5 long yrs now. we have 2 kids together, a couple of cars, and 2 dogs. Were do good for our selves but were not happy with eachother!
I love her very much, But I just cant stand her.shes the true meaning of a bitch! She doesnt do anything around the house and bitches at me to do it all for her. She doesnt cook, clean the house, clean the dishes, help with our 2 kids, or do any of the laundry! shes doesnt even brush her teeth! thats grows.
I dont mind cleaning up the house. infact i enjoy it. I put some music on, light some candles, and insents, drink a few beers! I like a clean house. BUT, the whole time that im cleaning -shes bitchin about the music or she wants me to stop the babies from cryin, or theres always something! So i usualy get it done when she goes out. and then She'll tare up the house with in a day or 2
I cant stand her any more. I have tryed to push the kids off on her but she just wont stop bitchin. Ive tryed to not clean the ho
Still I Rise By Maya AngelouStill I Rise by Maya Angelou
***I know this isn't how she meant it but it fits my life also... for those who have played hurtful games and continue to do so...here you go. Take this as a FUCK YOU, I took "it" back.***
You may write me down in history With your bitter, twisted lies, You may trod me in the very dirt But still, like dust, I'll rise.
Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells Pumping in my living room?
Just like moons and like suns, With the certainty of tides. Just like hopes springing high, Still I'll rise.
Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops, Weakened by my soulful cries?
Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard 'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines Diggin' in my own backyard.
You may shoot me with your words, You may cut me with your eyes, You may kill me with your hatefulness, But still like air, I'll
Wow WtfSO U MEET SOME ONE AND U KNOW THEM FOR LIKE A YEAR AND U THINK U ARE THE BEST OF FRIENDS. BUT WHEN THEY GET OUT AND GO HOME UR NOTHING. THEY GET ONLINE AND IGNORE U AND DON'T RETURN UR CALLS. TALK ABOUT TAKING OUT A HEART A POURING SALT AND LEMON ON IT. WTF. WELL GUESS ALL THAT WAS SHARED AND SAID WAS A LIE. NEVER TRUST A MAN NO MATTER WHAT LINE OF BS THEY FEED YA. LESSON LEARNED. THANKS FOR THE FRIEND SHIP MR STARNES.
Just A ThoughtIt's unfortunate the history of pain and suffering that is carved into the sepulchre of Love. There seems to be more tales of heartache and sadness and suicide attached to the thought of Love then there is happiness and success. Perhaps we overlook the obvious, any tale we know of with a happy ending is usually straight from a childrens book, very few reports from life. So why do we keep on trying? Love seems to be like the lottery, we're prolly not gonna win, yet we play anyway, throwing away our money on hopes and dreams. I guess you can't win if you don't play, but the cost of playing Love's Lotto is more than a dollar. It costs more than anyone should have to pay. I know within myself I have paid more than my fair share of pain and failure and I'd like to say I'm done playing, but I guess I'm just a hopeless romantic of sorts. Maybe someday I'll win. It may just kill me, but maybe I'll win. Either way I'll be free of pain.
5-21 Divas DayTomorrow will be the first Diva Day. Please pick one of your Diva pics to use as your default and try to get the Diva background for your page. This is just a way to keep up with our fellow divas. Just try to send all your divas love and rate them. I hope that I hear from you all tomorrow!!! Hope you all have a great night..MsMaine
People???????You know ppl get on this site for nasty reasons. I think those ppl are fake and insecure. Why can't ppl just be real and not hate on others. If u ever visit my page u will know that i am a very real and honest person on and off the computer. But it seems to me that ppl get on the computer and turn into somebody that their not, why? I am here to find REAL FRIENDS not FAKE FRIENDS.
COMMENTS WELCOME
Work.so i'm at work right now.
i work as a graphics artist.
sounds cool, right?
well. it would be, if the company i worked for didn't suck.
basically we make training modules for corporations.
really doesn't give me any artistic challenges.
simple graphics.
i think an untrained nobody would be capable of.
oh well.
it's a job. right.
and i won't be here forever. it's only a stepping stone.
back to work.
The Catawba Drink SpecialTHIS DRINK IS CALLED 'LITTLE BASTARD'
INGREDIENTS ARE :
CAPTAIN MORGAN
Orange Juice
Pineapple Juice
7-Up® Soda
* Shake ingredients together with ice in a cocktail shaker
* Strain into a highball glass filled with ice cubes, fill with 7-up, and serve
NOW, DON'T YOU FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BASTARD ? HEHE LMAOO!!
What Is Gonna Happen NextAlright I am at a spot where I am so confused and don't know what to do. I have been offered the best job, with benefits and a very excellent salary and good hours, and all, I had plans to stay around Kingsland, but I haven't even been back in 2 months, I don't have anyone to answer to, so it is basically what ever I want, I started dating someone a couple weeks ago and already feel used, I am not ready for a relationship with someone that doesn't treat me like I should be treated, it seems as if every time I find a new boyfriend, he uses me for money, I pay the tab everywhere we go, every time we have something planned something special, when I go to pick him up he is drunk, I am talking drunk drunk! I was invited to a special company dinner with the company that wants me to go to work with them and that happened, so I went all alone and he shows his behind. Like five other times we had dinner dates with my family, sister and brother and ditto the same thing happens! WHY do I always
Figuring Shit OutShould you feel like nobody ever listens to you? No matter how much, and how loud it is. You tell somehow that you don't feel good. They don't seem to care or something. Why should i feel nothing i say is heard? I should'nt have too. But people expect me to bend and do whatever they want. I don't ask for much. If for anything. Im just tired of feeling that nothing i say or do is good enough. Im tired.
Larry
My MotherFor as long as I can remember
you have been by my side
to give me support
to give me confidence
to give me help .
For as long as I can remember
you have always been the person
I looked up to
so strong
so sensitive
so pretty.
For as long as I can remember
and still today
you are everything a mother should be.
For as long as I can remember
you have always provided stability
within our family
full of laughter
full of tears
full of love.
So much of what I have become
is because of you
and I want you to know
that I appericate you, thank you
and love you
more than words can express.
Selling Shoutcast Severs @good DealsTONY IS SELLING SERVERS & Web Hosting Space!!!!
The "Owner" of wicked- radio-tunes.com is now selling Shoutcast Servers & Web Hosting Space!!! So if you are a DJ that is looking to open a new lounge or know of someone that is looking to own one, or if you are looking to design your own website and need a place to host it, Tony is your man!!!! So please send em DJ TONY's way!! He will help you figure out exactly what you need!!!
For good prices, and monthly specials & for more info, you can contact
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I'm Up For Auction!!!Hey everyone want to own me? I'm up for auction, start your bidding!!! Just click the pic below and start bidding!! (the auction ends June 3rd)
This is my offer to the winner....
1 month owned by (winners name) in my name
1 month added to family and top friends (if given a VIP, then I will be adding all my pics which include nsfw pics, only family will have access to this album)
1 month spontaneous gifts from me
All pics, no matter how many, rated
Rate all stash no matter how much is in it!
(if given a VIP) will give all 11's to winner for a month
1 sfw salute
Pimp out in about me for 1 month
This is a good offer people!!! So come spank that auction hard with bids!!!
5-20-08It has been over a year since Ive met my angel. We usually see each other Thrusdays thru Sundays. It sucks to leave her on sunday nights. I wish I could be with her all the time. I miss her all the time.
SicklyThis is going out to everyone on my messenger list...I am sick i do not mean just a cold i am severely sick medication doctors gave me is not working.. I have been sick since Saturday morning Cell phone has been turned off since then So please do not call house if you have that number....I am in bed complete rest..Going back to Doctors Wensday. Please lay off all the calls I will get back to you all when I am able.. For the ones that truely know me You know I never get so sick I am unable to talk or anything else So again I will keep you all informed when I am well again...Thank You all for understanding and goodnight
Might As Well Kick Me While I'm Down.Well like I need a kick to the teeth I get the news of what I'll be making after shelling out 12 grand for education. How lame is it that I was worth 11/hr before college and now I'm worth 9/hr. Not even enough to survive with two kids. How is this freaking possible that after all this I'm no better off than I was?
UltrasoundI am having an ultrasound on my kidneys. There seems to be reason to believe I might have some damage. The test is 05/30/08 so if I am not on much, it's just I have alot on my mind.
P.S. D-Day is my DIVORCE after 5 YEARS of waiting!
Bad Relationshipsim wondering why i get in bad relationships? every relationship i have been in i get cheated on im a nice guy so whats wrong with me?
Randomthings swirl around in life tends to never stop.. only to see things pass by in a instant as as you make you're way through life. not knowing what the next turn may bring.. can be good can be bad but that there is the mystery in life.. some have plans and dreams.. we work hard to fullfill them.. sometimes get side tracked.. so at times we have to try to slow everything down and distance ourselves.. and look and take acount of what we have.. see what we ar worth.. take and put our priorities in order of what we hold the closest.. what emotion can explain the moment as the momets change. but we msut be fluid and go with what is given and what is taken from us.. and look an each new day as a new challenge that if faced can lead to rewards or dissapointment.. but in each is a lesson if you look and take acount.. ask for advice.. be honest of what is not going right.. no one is perfect though we strive for it.. some how I do not believe there is a single perfect person everyone has a flaw
My Perfect FriendMy perfect friend holds me tight
My perfect friend kisses me goodnight
My perfect friend loves me for me
My perfect friend wont let me be
My perfect friend wears dark clothes
My perfect friend loves me loads
My perfect friend knows when in sad
My perfect friend isnt scared when im mad
My perfect friend makes me smile
My perfect friend would run a mile
My perfect friend is sweet at heart
My perfect friend is also smart
My perfect friend is really tall
My perfect friend will catch me when i fall
My perfect friend doesnt just look skin deep
My perfect friend is not cheap
My perfect friend is one of a kind
My perfect friend has one wild mind
My perfect friend is in my heart to stay
My perfect friend might be moving away
My perfect friend made me cry
My perfect friend can make me fly
My perfect friend left a tear in my eye
My perfect friend just said his last goodbye
My perfect friend saved my life
My perfect friend helped me battle the knife
My perfect friend is h
Bill ClintonClinton's Vision and Accomplishments - Newer Information
Economic Leadership and a Stronger Economy
Under President Clinton's leadership, almost 6 million new jobs were created in the first two years of his Administration -- an average of 250,000 new jobs every month.
In 1994, the economy had the lowest combination of unemployment and inflation in 25 years.
As part of the 1993 Economic Plan, President Clinton cut taxes on 15 million low-income families and made tax cuts available to 90 percent of small businesses, while raising taxes on just 1.2 percent of the wealthiest taxpayers.
President Clinton signed into law the largest deficit reduction plan in history, resulting in over $600 billion in deficit reduction. The deficit is going down for 3 years in a row for the first time since Harry Truman was president.
Fighting Crime and Restoring Our Communities
The President signed into law the Brady Bill, which imposes a five-day waiting period on handgun purcha
You Wane Be In My Auction...???AUCTION TIME AGAIN .....
I NEED PEOPLE TO JOIN IT AT LEAST 15....
RULES ARE A BIT DIFFERENT THIS TIME.....
MAY 24th 5:00PM PST AND WILL END AT JUNE 5th at 5:00pm pst
minimum bid will start at 100k
RULES OF THIS AUCTION:
(SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY)
PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU BID!
1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED.
2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS.
3. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS.
BLASTS, VIP'S, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS.
GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PIX, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED.
REAL GIFTS, SUCH AS VACATIONS, DINNERS, ETC. ARE REAL AND VALID BIDS, PROVIDED THAT THEY ARE ACCEPTED.
4. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5:00PM PST MAY 24TH TILL 5:00PM PST JUNE 5TH
5. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU.
6. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE, BASED ON FUBAR'S TICKER PRICES.
7. IF THE HI
EuphoriaEuphoria
A peice of it cracks
Everytime you walk out the door
It pulls me under
Inside It pours
Out into the world with new skin
You pull me farther
I can see again
I said it outloud "..thats her"
For someone like you
I've waited so long
This is deeper
Over and over, again and again
Every time I see your face
It's like I can breathe again
But when you aren't here
I'm only slightly down
I remember your voice
Such euphoria,
A beautiful, distinctive sound
Like a the wind
Blowing through the trees
That feeling I get when I see you again
Drops me to my knees
Do I really have to tell you who this is for? Lol
NewWE ARE NOT AFFILIATED WITH CLUB FAR
Founded May 18,2008
We are totally a NEW FAMILY
This is what you have to do its so simple and so much fun. You will get to meet and make new friends.
Tho we are NOT a bombing family. Just a bunch of fubarians wanting to make new friends
Here's the requirements:
1) Must be a level 3 and above and have a salute!!
2) NO Drama
3) Must Fan/Add/Rate each member (if you don't you will be removed)
4) Must have CLUB FAR UNITED in your name
5) Must have FUN as that is what we all want to do on here.
So if you are interested click the Homepage link and let us know
HERE IS THE FAMILY LINKS
Tsisquo'ga Owner Of Club United
@ fubar
KEITH-OWNER CLUB FAR UNITED-SIN WAGON DRIVER
@ fubar
Teresa aka Liberated Spice Club FAR United Owner* R/L WIFEY 2 Big Jimmie
@ fubar
SweetSexyLatina♥ Owner Club FAR United Fu-owner of *Sniper"Sarge'sBadgirls SinwagonMasterofB
@ fubar
NAH-NAH * CLUB UNITED MASCOT #1 FAMILY RAWK
Memorial DayIn these uncertain times, we realize more than ever the vital importance of the men and women who serve in our country's military. On Memorial Day, we pay tribute to our fellow countrymen who died in wartime, fighting to preserve the freedoms we enjoy today. On this solemn day, let us also remind ourselves that we must not take these freedoms for granted, but gratefully remember the men and women who made the ultimate sacrifice to protect them.
The FoolTHE FOOL
post date: 2008-05-14 12:21:59
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THIS WEEK'S CARD: THE FOOL
Innocence and naivety are associated with The Fool,
for the young have no fear of new experiences or change.
As you grow older you can lose that childish innocence and
enthusiasm, and can become fearful and cynical of change
and new experiences.
The mind of The Fool is always open, an empty vessel
eagerly waiting to be filled with new knowledge. Any
experience, pleasant or challenging, is life knowledge that
he accepts as part of his learning.
The Fool does not sit on the fence waiting for life to come
to him; he always takes the first step himself. The Fool
does not analyze all the possible risks of a new adventure;
he learns as he goes along.
The fearlessness and sheer enthusiasm associated with The
Fool makes for quite a maverick character, and often this
card can signify such a person, male or female, may step
into your life.
It is your attitude th
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The Blockers Last Wordsof course I must be pissing women off majorly..must be my picture..I don't know. But all of teh sudden women are pissed off at me. I left a mumm comment and it wasn't even mean and she shouts me this, tehn blocks me so I can't respond..coward.
☆»•Ð...: get a life.....sheeeeeeeeeeeesh
apparently I have no life.
No Wonder I Have Anxiety..Last night, I was down in my part of the house, changing into my pajamas, when I heard this loud thunderous crash. The floor above me shook. I heard my mom yell to my father on her cell "I have to go!" and heard her cell phone go flying across the kitchen. I go running upstairs, as I'm jogging through the living room I hear "OH MY GOD!" from my son's room. I stop mid jog and am not sure what my next plan of action was. The way my mom yelled made my mind go right into "Oh my god, my son is either bleeding or dead." I immediately start hyperventilating. I continue to run into his room. Get in there to find that his chest of drawers is on top of him. His 15 inch television just inches from his head. Apparently, my 6 year old thought it would be an awesome idea to stand on his bottom drawer to watch cartoons. After we got him out from underneath the chest, and made sure he was okay, I wanted to kill him. Nothing like the panic of thinking your baby boy is injured, or worse. Dead. It just m
9 Ways To Not Pick Me UpI havent posted a blog in awhile but this one is worthy
9. Using the words sexy, fine, baby, mmmmm, yummy, etc. in the subject line is just gonna get your message deleted. No need to read on from there...you're obviously a tool.
8. Sending me a nine page novel about how much we have in common like reading, poetry, or long walks on the beach. Hello, you dont know me from Jack Sh*t!
7. Asking me if i want to meet, give you my number or my e-mail address. I don't f*cking know you and i don't want to wind up in pieces in your garbage bag but nice try stalker.
6. Send me a friend request once if I deny you the first time, guess what i'm not going to say yes the tenth time either. Get over it. Desperation just makes you look crazy.
5. When your page is filled with nothing but half naked chicks, you obviously have enough material to jerk off to. You don't need me.
4. If the only pics you have on your page are of you and your porche, big house or stacks of cash that's
I Dont Know Anymore!!!Seems like now things arent going so well with my life right now. I've been getting rid of people that are not doing me no good to be friends and even associates with. I'm tired of all the Bull i have been putting up with. I'm not going through no more with anybody else. I've been hurt by some people and things that they have done to me or just stupid, unconciderate choices that they have made. Its like nobody can be true and upfront anymore!!!!! It hurts to know that people that you thought you knew turns out to be just Crap like everybody else said that they were!!! I'm not be cruel...JUST BEING TOTALLY REAL!!!!!
Good, Bad And Ugly1. Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: it's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago.
2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer.
3. Good: Your youngest son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the woman next door. Ugly: So are you.
4. Good: Your wife and you agree, no more kids. Bad: Your wife can't findher birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them.
5. Good: Your oldest son understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than your wife.
6. Good: You give the 'birds and bees' talk to your 10 year old daughter. Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections.
7. Good: Your son is dating someone new. Bad: It's another man. Ugly: He's your best friend.
8. Good: Your 15 year old daughter got a new job Bad: As a hooker. Ugly: Your co-workers are her best clients. Very Ugly: She makes more money than you do
The World We Live InI know you all have hears this before.. But.. we live in a crazy mixed up world today..
A world where everyone wants to be different, but, they have a real hard time when they run into someone that is different.. it would be a very boring world if everyone was just like me.. or you.. it is the differences that makes this a cool planet.
I have heard that we are letting same sex couples the ability to bet married and there are alot of people out there that are having a hard time with that.. just think about this.. you are married and it is the same sex.. Every person on this planet deserves the right to be happy.. if it does not effect you why are you allowing it to get your panties in a wad.. Get over your self.. you chose a mate.. everyone should have that right.. even me.. I know that special pereson is out there waiting for me. Just as they were waiting for you to get to where they were.
Haters And JealousyMost of you that read my blogs, stop by my page, or have taken the time to get to know me, knows that I am so deeply in love with Jimm (AKA Mr Hott). Jimm and I met right here on Fubar. We now live together. Life is WONDERFUL! I have never in my life been happier. So let me preface this by saying, I really don't care what anybody thinks. I just want to vent about the haters/jealous people. Are people today so miserable and determined to stay miserable, that when they see other people who are truly happy, they make it their goal to try to bring them down as well? If you're one of those people, I'M SO SORRY FOR YOU! But leave your damn self pity off my damn page! There is a person right here on Fubar who is so jealous of what Jimm and I have, and she has created all of these "excuses" as to why she thinks she can feel this way towards me. In her own little sick demented mind she is totally justified. All I can say for her is...do something about your own life and stay the hel
Fubucks Giveawayif you can help i appreciate it, im gonna be in a contest for a fubucks giveaway, i only need 2500 comments but i can get more for more fubucks, anyway, you can help just by clicking the pic, once the contest starts, you will be able to start commenting, and plz make sure to rate the pic plz :)
For That"special" One In My LifeI'm barely breathin, I'm barely alive,
When did it all come tumblin down?
Your actions speak louder than all of the thunder that you've brought back, down on me.
I won't be, I won't be your hero.
I won't be your superman.
Everything I did was for you, everything you said was a lie.
My pain, your gain, who's your hero today?
No more second chances,
No more lies, this time, you're goin down
Your days are empty,
Your nights are blind,
I won't be the reason, you fall this time.
I won't be, I won't be your hero!
Everything I did was for you, everything you said was a lie.
My pain, your gain, who's your hero today?
I live for me, a hero to myself, i will never fail, nor will I ever fall for your bullshit ever again! to the world you slave for i am nothing, In my world i am superman..
I wont be your hero!
Stupid People #4How Many Stupid People can their actually be in the world?
I rummage through my 400+ Spam E-Mail's that have accumulated on an email address I rarely use, Last time I checked it was last Friday. Geeeze 400+ Spam mails, Even Duplicates....
Why does Spam seem to increase? Because there are stupid people that click on the links and get taken for a financial ride or hacked.
I have keywords on my Spam filter BUT the seem to always get around it by popping a picture saying Virgo or spelling it different v!agra or V1agra, COME ONE PEOPLE do you think I am going to buy your product if you are shady enough to go around my filters, Are they that stupid to think I will click on their link and give up my credit card information and personal info as well?
Well Somebody has to be STUPID because if no one clicked on this sh*t they wouldn’t be any reason to send out the Junk E-Mails in the first place, OH YEA and even better, How many of you have received the Nigerian scam or the one from
A Womans PoemA WOMAN'S POEM:
Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed.
Pulls out my chair and opens my door.
Massages my back and begs to do more.
Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind,
Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?'
I pray that this man will love me to no end,
And always be my very best friend.
A MAN'S POEM:
I pray for a deaf-mute gymnast nymphomaniac with
huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course,
and loves to send me fishing and drinking. This
doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.
The End
Users Are Losers!!!!!!!!!!!It would be so nice if people would just let us know they are gonna play nice, until they get what they want, and then just forget we exist. I have been going through alot of this lately,as you might have seen in my past blogs.
I am real, and when I tell someone I will NOT diss them, or forget they exist, I mean what I say.
I have had so many people tell me "what I want to hear", and then after they get what they want from me, they either ignore me when I try to talk to them, or they give excuses.
PEOPLE.....GROW UP! And realize that others have feelings, and some of us get our feelings hurt quicker than others.
If you just wanna play games, be honest and say that!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My friendship with people is important to me, but it seems some people pretend they care for awhile.
IM SICK OF IT NOW. I am learning to not trust anyone, and I hate feeling this way.
Either be nice...or just move on and don't even bother to try to become my friend. At this point, I would rather be lo
The Fallen Angel In My MirrorShe graces pages with hopes and tragedies
So beautiful and bright yet so dark
Her words expose my mind to life
They paint colors to my heart
Behind her beautiful frame lies a pain that only she knows
In her eyes I see the hurtful things that grow
I see her as she was before a life of hell
In my heart I wish her peace but most of all I wish her well
If I could touch time and change her fate with good intentions
Then maybe she could fly far away from her prison
Yet I see no signs of those powers
Hopefully she will be healed in time for April showers
So I can see her spread her wings
Shading my mind from the harsh weather that summer brings
I know life can be cold as december
Still as long as there is hope you can fly please remember
There are some on the ground that seek to keep you down
But you belong beyond the sky
In my own eye
In my dreams I long to be
That girl with wings
But until then keep the sky filled with the poetry you bring
A PoemI DON'T TRUST YOU NOW,
I TRUSTED YOU THEN,
I WONDER IF EVER,
YOU WERE MY FRIEND.
I HURT FROM THIS,
I WILL NOT LIE,
MY FRIENDSHIP IS SOMETHING,
I KNOW YOU WILL MISS.
TAKE YOUR EGO,
AND USE SOMEONE ELSE,
BECAUSE YOU HURT ME,
AND THIS I CANT FORGET.
I AM SOMEONE,
WHO DON'T JUST PRETEND,
YOU REALLY DON'T DESERVE ME,
TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
Explaining My SurgeryI just want everyone to know what my surgery is gonna be all about.
I am going in the hospital on May 30th. I am having a tummy tuck done.
I am NOT having this done for cosmetic reasons. It is being done for health reasons.
8 years ago, I had back surgery. It wasn't successful and I have not worked since this, and am disabled.
In the past year or so, I have lost a total of 85 pounds, I did this ON MY OWN...no diet pills or surgery. It was rough, but I did it. Through all the back problems, I couldnt exercise alot, and it created alot of excess skin hanging on my belly. This is causing stress on my back. We found out last fall that I am having issues with the oppposite side of my spine now, I have a severely herniated disc, and 2 others that are starting to become weak also. I also have a blood mass between 2 of my vertebre.
I have had people state to me that my back problem is "just an excuse" to have the cosmetic surgery done. Trust me, I would NOT put myself through this sur
And So I Giggled ... And You Know It Was Cuz Of YouAnd so I giggled,
Because your words seemed so unreal
And I had heard them before
Infatuation
I giggled
What an excuse for a short moment
That we had not planned on
How did we land on this spot in time
See I wished for it
Was willing to wait for it
Didn't force it
Never exposed it
And tried not to show it
But you always knew I adored it
It was never encapsulated
By its pureness
Never fully embraced by its matureness
I had cried one to many nights alone
Because of "LOVE"
I giggled at that instant
As if the story at that moment
Had already been told
No I was not the author
But i had listened
Time and time again pretending I didn't care
Whether or not "LOVE" would claim me
As something more than just THAT SPECIAL FRIEND
But I knew how the story ended
No need to pretend this was any different
And I giggled
As I confessed my infatuation to him
While hoping that this time
Our words were equal
In both Emotion and Meaning
This could be something
Great For Meditating To!!!I got the idea of posting this this song/chant from dark god of bondage, he posted a blog that gave me the spark to share this, i use this myself...and yes once again its MUSIC!!!!
ENJOY!!! here is the link to his page plz go check him out!!!pa
Dark God of Bondaged Souls@ fubar
Fetish Rules & Job DescriptionsRules and Job Descriptions
You obviously know by now that we are pretty laid back and fun loving, however, I do have a few rules.
1. You must put Fetish in your name. I don't care how, usually with your job title works great.
2. Fetish remains an exclusive lounge, meaning while working for Fetish you are not allowed to work fo rany other lounges. Doing so will get you immediately fired and stripped of your mods.
3. Ejecting, silencing, and banning. I do not use these lightly, and we do not eject or silence for fun. They are tools used to keep the lounge safe. If you feel someone has done something rude or otherwise asshole-ish, you may silence or eject them. ONLY MANAGEMENT IS ALLOWED TO BAN. If you feel someone has done something to deserve to be banned, immediately contact either myself (MinX), NJ Nice Guy, Sinful Seduction, or Twisted Goddess. If we feel it's warranted we will ban for you. We like to maintain a drama-free lounge.
4. COME IN AS OFTEN AS YO
Updated LifeCasper/Mills/Evansville, WY... The coolest things about it (so far) are that my friend RyotGrrl lives out here and that I noticed a sign that said "NERD" as I was coming into the airport. The job is ok, but I'm lacking some skills with one of the welding processes and it's holding me back in pay.
The living situation is a wholly different story. In the week plus days that I've been here, My crew has been to four different hotels: Shilo Inn, Ramada Inn, Showboat, and Westside. At the Ramada, they booked me and two others in the suite under MY name, and then one of the others spent $200 on long-distance calls. I get nothing back. In fact, the flight, hotel, $100 advance and tools ALL come out of my checks at a max of $300/wk. Mind you the pay is good, if I can get the overtime, but still.. What with an apartment back in Seattle, the hotels here and the money coming out of my checks, I expect to lose about 10-20 lbs.
In other news, my camera has turned up missing...
Up ahead in this
Computer Problemsok so here is a heads up. I do not have my computer in my possesion, it is with HP currently getting repaired. I have been using my dad's computer which is not acting up. I may not be here for awhile unless I can get my dad's computer repaired/fixed or even figure out what is wrong with it. :(
Luv's ya all, for those that have it. I will be mobile on yahoo. For those that have it, you can call me...
I really hate to have to disappear for a little while but I don't have a choice at the present moment.
So that's what is up with me...
Laters, (hopefully sooner than later)
Jenn
First Contestim in my first contest plz help :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1074984&albumid=935226&i=2377484615&idx=7
Over The LineThis is the sickest, most disgusting shit I have ever seen in my life. Help us put an end to this, once and for all.Part One:Part Two:
That Which I Am Noti am not as blind as you wish me to be,
youre hidden actions are plain to see
i am not fooled nor at all naive
despite all the things you tend to believe
all i asked was for the truth
but its something you are not accustomed to
you can twist it around so that you dont take any blame
you can hide your face in anothers bed butit wont end your shame
you said alot and couldnt back it up with action
youre too busy seeking others affection
that is forgivable even though it hurts
but when you tried to cover up,that was the worst
The Cry Of MankindYou can't expect to see him and survive
You'll swallow his tongue of thorns
His mouth, dripping with flies
In his glorious kingdom of fire
But I believe he wept
I will make them all lie down
Down where hope lies dying
With lust, you're kicking mankind to death
We live and die without hope
You tramp us down in a river of death
As I stand here now, my heart is black
I don't want to die a lonely man
This is a weary hour.
Wo0o0ot! Check Me Out!!Come get your bid on!!!!!
Yeah baby.....I am in an auction!!!! I would love for YOU to own me. Come by and check me out, rate my pic and place your bid!!! I promise you won't be disappointed and it will be a month of total spoiling for you!!!!
Thanks and Spanks,
Mary
Practice True GratitudeThese days, so many of us are feeling stressed or afraid of not having enough. Fear is everywhere. But a True Gratitude practice can go a long, long way to alleviate those uncomfortable feelings of scarcity and fear.
The secret is that where there is gratitude, there isn’t room in the human heart and consciousness for fear. Here are some simple ideas and suggestions to help us open our hearts to the blessings of each moment, and feel thankful rather than fearful, here:
1. Start by Witnessing. When you catch yourself feeling tense, anxious, or afraid, just notice that those feelings are coming up. Give yourself permission to feel them. There is no shame in responding to life with tension or fear. Life can be pretty anxiety-provoking and scary!
2. Name Three Things. When you do notice yourself feeling anxious or scared, think of three things for which you are really grateful. They can be really small–”The sweater I’m wearing is really warm and comforting” or large–”I’m gratefu
Crush Application1. Do you find yourself attractive?
2. Do you find me attractive?
3. Would you say hi to me everyday no matter what?
4. If it was me and you alone for the night what would you plan?
5. What do you like the most about me?
6. what can me crushing you bring me in the future?
7. Would you buy me gifts daily?
Super GlueSuper Glue
A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his grandma, "Where's Mom and dad?" and she replied, "they're up in bed."
The little boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to play.
Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma
"where's Mom and Dad?"
and she replied "they're still up in bed."
Again the little boy started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went
out to play.
Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked
his grandma
"where's Mom and dad"
and his grandmother replied
"they're still up in bed."
The little boy started to laugh
and his grandmother asked,
"what gives?
Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you start to laugh! what is going on here?"
The little boy replied, "well last night daddy came into my
bedroom and asked me for the Vaseline and I gave him super glue."
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And For The Lounge:
My Sweet AddictionMy Sweet Addiction
I am sitting here in the quiet of night,
Yet my mind is alive as if it is the middle of the day,
Enthralled by the pressence of someone,
Captured in the notion of being with that someone,
My mind is inprisoned to this person's whim,
Eager to spend time with this person,
Afraid it would turn out like the rest,
Not knowing what to do,
What to say,
A sweet addiction has caputred me this day.
I find myself thinking about her arms wrapped around me,
The warmth of her embrace,
The comfort of her company,
The smile on her face,
I find myself thinking why is this one different,
What seperates her from the rest?
Wondering what is so special about her,
My sweet addiction has left me intoxicated today.
I am not sure this real,
I find it hard to believe she is real,
But yet there she is right infront of my face,
My heart might explode at this frantic pace,
Sit here wondering if I can win or keep up with the race,
Have no clue what to do next,
Not w
Velvet"I'm getting cozy with the idea that time is circular, that time lost will come back. Behold."
Will Christopher Baer
REL
One WordNot as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. Send it to all your friends including the person that sent it to you:
1. Where is your cell phone? here
2. Where is your significant other? unknown
3. Your hair? dirty
4. Your mother? WONDERFUL
5. Your father? around
6. Your favorite thing? kids
7. Your dream last night? sexy
8. Your dream/goal? school
9. Room you're in? bedroom
10. Your fear? death
11. Where do you want to be in 6 years? florida
12. Where were you last night? Bed
13. What you're not? happy
14. Muffins? yummy
15. Wish list items??? happiness
16. Where you grew up? florida
17. The last thing you did? ate
18. What you are wearing? shorts
19. Your TV? baseball
20. Your pet? buddy
21. Your computer? on
22. Your life? decent
23. Your mood? sad
24. Missing someone? No
25. Your car? sucks
26. Something you're not wearing? shirt
27. Your summ
Auction Friday Night....come Own Me!!I'm in an auction Friday Night at 8PM EST....
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MenYou know its hard enough for some of us to find a soulmate or even true love. then you got these men who think even after your relationship is over and he has put you thru more pain and heartache he thinks you still want him and will do whatever he says. well let me tell you this when a relationship ends in pure hatred why would you think i would want to talk to you . cause guess what i don't or do i ever want to see you pretend you don't know where i live lose my number and leave me alone. i'm moving on and your not a part of my life anymore and you never will be again. i want to pretend you never existed but with you bothering me i can't just leave me alone and vanish off the planet please i'm begging you cause me to much pain i don't want that anymore i want to be happy deserve to be happy one day i will find a man who can treat me like i should be i bent over backwards for you and what did i get a hand across the face cause i wasn't doing something the right way. ok so now i vented
I Got Deleted!!Ok, some of you may have had me as a friend before...My profile got deleted and I have no idea why...I don't think I violated the terms of service...Anyhow, if you recognize me, please add me again. I made a lot of great friends!!
Have a great night!!
Pig!!!Keith~ *Joker Jr*@ fubar
This guy is a PIG on Fubar...Ladies, Watch out for him!!
IndividualityBefore I changed my ways I got little attention. Now Im a lot more girly. Yes I get more attention but not much that I really like. I dont understand why looks matter so much too people. Just because someone looks amazing doesnt mean they have an amazing personality. Some of the nicest people are the ones who get ignored. Each one of us has something unique about ourselves. But the only way you can learn what that somehing may be is to take the time to get to know a person. Its like the saying "you cant judge a book by its cover", you cant judgea person from their looks. In todays world its hard to be young and popluar. Society expcts too much from you. Its just easier to be an outsider. That way can truely be yourself. Yet even as an outsider you are classified in a smaller group. Its not fair that society judge people so harshly. We should let people be themselves. Let the individuality show proudly. But instead it seems weare afraid of individuality. Whenever someo
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to help me run this group smoothly.
HOW TO JOIN?
1. Send me a private message inquiring that you want to join.
2. You will be givin an application form that must be filled out and sent to me via
fubar mail b4 u are approved. Ive had too many members join and jus want certain things
or join and then concentrate on others groups so this time ima make sure i pick
the right members.
3. YOU MUST EARN YOUR MEMBERSHIP CARD!! This will ensure that you are not
jus trying to join for a membership card.
4. There will b 3 folders dedicated to the KO girls.
(1) for the membership cards
(2) for the members
(3) for newbie members that must graduate into the main members folder
This is group is no different from any other fubar female group.
Its basically a group of the hottest ladies on fubar.
People Wants Or Needsok well why do people carelessly say the word friends when in fact that is not a word no more too many people say it and very few back it up i think i have at lest 50 if not more they say iam there friends when in fact iam not hardly talk to me and the only real time they do is when they ether need something from me and or they are just bored take this for a point of view one of my friends who go by the name dot he called me to see if he can come over when in fact he wanted a place to stay to see if he can get into some girls pants who by the way is only 17 and he is 25 but still the point is he is not a friend
the only thing i wanted to make clear is why do people bitch abount trying to find someone that comes as close as they can get to be perfect why not take the person for who they are rather then something they are not if the person makes you happy then go for it dont let ur friends stop you or your family or people off the street
it should not matter how fat or skinny
You Know You Want A Piece Of This .....My lil Sis Persia has been stuck at Henchman forever! Rate/Add/Fan/Comment. Send her Fu-Bling! She has very limited computer access right now, anything will help. Help her move up a level:
Per§ia, ETid, FFtl, FuGF Ruby Cairo ♥ Co-Skank to NSF You@ fubar
The Photographer is in a Fu-Bux giveaway:
♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED BY Rockstar & Tappinit~ is in a Fu-Bling giveaway:
Mrs Dub♫ aka 'KMAღM!£Aį™ is in a Happy Hour contest:
Squirter Kayla is in a Blast Giveaway:
Mumm Is The WordI posted a couple of mumms yesterday. I decided to post 4 actually. I was bored, and wanted to check out these 'mumms' as I have seen so many of my friends comment and vote on them.
Interestingly some of the results did not have to do with the mumms themselves. They were criticisms about the nature of the mumms or my motives as to why I put them there in the first place.
In fact one or two people made accusations that my mumms where merely an attempt to gather points for my rank. Perhaps that is a technique that they themselves are familiar with doing, but I could care less.
Needless to say, the mumm crowd is really kind of weak. They make a lot of statements that are not pertinent to the mumm, as well as supporting a lot of idle chatter. It's sad really.
They will not keep me from making new mumms though. If they did, they would win.
KissI lead him to the room. It was his arrival to the hotel, so he was carrying luggage and we were keeping a friendly conversation though I'm pretty sure that both of us were kinda thinking of sth else too. The very fact that a girl goes with you to your hotel room should suggest such thoughts anyway, no?
Elevator, room, some words about the way how the door opens and about previous adventures with the key-card... We are in. He puts the bag down, we look around - a pause - my mobile rings. I pick it up and start talking. I lean at the wall, and raise one foot touching the wall with it. I feel how his eyes are watching me, I see them noticing all.
I finish my conversation and we decide to go out to the town but before that we both happen to be close to each other in the narrow part of the room, almost a corridor right next to the door - he looks at me with those eyes, I see him getting ready to say sth and he asks: "May I kiss you?" I answer: "Yes" and wait till his shiverring lips t
It Just Isnt FairWhy? LIFE IS JUST NOT FAIR
I just dont understand.....I went through 4 yrs ok 5 if you wanna get technical about it years of hell.....all I am trying to do is improve the life of my divas & myself. I filed for divorce after C left me...I am doing what I can to make things better here at home....trying to be the mom i used to be (somewhat organized, having structure..disipline etc)..trying to find a car...going to go back to work, found a wonderful man who loves all of us, looking to move us from this hell hole.....so why is life pushing me down? Why is life not letting me achive the goals? Why??
It was all looking like life was looking up....divorced filed....I found my love.....was gonna have a tax rebate check to get a better car....there were cars to be found....I was moving up and out of here, to apartments that were cheaper..nicer..& bonus closer to the man I love....now:.
~~no check for a month
~~no cars for what I have to spend right now
~~no @ home jobs to be had
~
Sex Toys At Wal MartYeah, yeah, yeah. I know you'd never be caught shopping at the Evil Empire, but this is an emergency. The closest adult toy store is hours away and your date isn't. Besides, I think they're still picketing and you've already said you're scared of those church ladies. And, yes, you could have ordered some real playthings from Lit or Amazon or wherever, but you forgot, didn't you? So, it's here or Home Depot. Yes, that was just a joke... Although I can think of some interesting possibilities .... Maybe later.
So, grab a cart and let's go. Not that one. It's got a wockity wheel. Try that one. Much better.
No, they're not doing community service. They're called greeters. They're supposed to make you feel welcome. And to look out for big screen TVs shoved down your pants. Come on.
Now, our first stop's the Health and Beauty department. No, they're not all looking at you. They're shopping, just like you. Well, I'm sure you look weird to them, too.
Here we are. This'll be the o
HerI never thought I could be so happy. To me, happiness was sending well aimed rounds at Haji's head. Now, everything has changed.
I never knew a person could make you so happy. That this REALLY exists!
I am so happy, at peace, content. I couldn't wish for anything else.
She's got me!
Heathen And Rhonda Aka Ra RaI'm starting with Heathen (Joe) and Rhonda AKA Ra Ra (Sis) because they mean so much to me.
This is Heathen
heathen@ fubar
I met Joe on Fubar, of all places. I was at a point in my life where I didn't care if I had a boyfriend or not, and he was kind of leery of meeting anyone else on the internet after past experiences. When we started talking, I could tell right away that he was one of the *Good Guys*. Very sweet, an excellent listener, and a good caring person. He also has a shy side to him, which I think is very endearing. Needless to say, I had to do a little bit of chasing, which is not me, but it was worth it in the end. We have been together for a little over a year, and it has been and still is a wonderful thing. If you have some time, will you please go show him some love, and tell him Laurie sent ya.
I love you, Joey! :-D
This is Rhonda AKA Ra Ra
~*¢¾*~Rhonda aka RaRa~*¢¾*~ Please read my profile first. Thank you! ¢¾@ fubar
I also met Rhonda
I Love His Voice!Please take a moment to listen to this...especially toward the end so you can hear what a great vocal range he has! *Thanks!*
The Jig Is Up!!if Ruby is from the VIRGIN islands, then i'm seated at the right hand of the Father.
MamabearI met Mamabear (Cathy) a while ago and she's another one I have to thank Jeremy Crow for. :-D I believe she was in his *Top* folder as being his mother figure.
This is Cathy
Mamabear@ fubar
Cathy has been a wonderful friend to me. She doesn't come to Fubar much anymore, but she always reads anything and everything I share and gives me wonderful advice and encouragement. Cathy is a huge Steelers/Penguins/Stars fan. She also loves going to Nascar races with her family. Cathy made a comment on one of my firefighter pics saying that she knew a lot of the people in my group shot. So naturally I had to find out what that was about. I didn't know it, but she used to live on the other end of the Township from me (about a 10 minute drive) and that she is related by marriage to two firefighters in my FD. Funny thing is, she lives in Texas! Small world, huh? LOL
And Cathy, I want to clear something up right now. My last blog entitled GRRRRRR was in NO WAY directed toward
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Dandelion SeedsDandelion Seeds
Some time in the afternoon…I drive alone…
The sun is beating down on my left arm hanging from the window…
Rising and falling…piercing the air at eighty miles an hour.
This road is seemingly endless…
Sometimes it twists and turns…sometimes it goes straight for hours…
I feel like I am never going to get
Where I am going…
Where am I going?
I don’t even know anymore…
The wind blows…
Releasing what’s left of hundreds of dandelions.
The seeds float through the air…
Dancing between the trees
Dodging the cars flying down the road
And land scattered across the ground…
And I can’t help but think….
Is one carrying my wish?
What did you wish for?
Was it me?
…Because I wished for you.
I needed you.
Even though I have no idea anymore…
Where exactly it is that I am going…
I certainly know I want to go with you.
Did you wish for that moment…
The moment when you realize you are in love?
Your heart beats fast…
Driving at eighty mil
We Are All Like Computers I Guess...We Are All Like Computers. Accessing The World On Our Own Terms.Connecting In Ways That We See Fit, We Present And Share What Information We Deem Neccesary. No Matter How Much We Show, Or How Much We Share, We Always Harbor Secrets Well Hidden, Under Secret Names And Set In Secret Stores Within Ourselves. To Protect Ourselves We Put Up Walls To Prevent Just Anyone Gaining Access To What We Want To Keep Hidden, What We Hold Sacred, What Would Shut Us Down If Gained Access To By The Wrong Hands. Hackers Come And Using False Promises Or Sly Tricks, Attempt To Gain Entry beyond The Facade. Sometimes We Fall Prey To The Empty Promises Believing Words For Their Face Value, And Never Knowing The Reprecusions Until Its Too Late.
Today Has Been A Weird Day. The Weather In NYC Has Changed More Times Than My Emotions And That Is Saying Something. There Is Lots On My Mind, And Had To Sit In The Park Off Of Baxter And Bayard To Collect My Thoughts.
So Much On My Mind And Not Enough Time Or Pa
Propheciesoriginal post @ RealitySandwich.com
Many prophesies in the indigenous world speak of this time in human history as a period of great transformation. In the medicine tradition of the Inca, legend tells of a great angel who looked into the future and saw that humanity would face an enormous task at the beginning of the 21st century. Extenuating circumstances in an extremely difficult and challenging time would require extraordinary effort to bring about peace and heal the heart of the world. “Who would like to volunteer?” the angel asked. Knowing we could make a difference, we jumped up and said, “Me!”
The legend reminds brings to mind a scene in The Lord of the Rings when the dwarf says, “No chance of success, certain death ahead? What are we waiting for!” Of course, our odds are better than those faced by the dwarf, but the problems humanity is facing are huge. It is no longer a matter of global warming or carbon emissions, but the possible collapse of the entire climate system
Better TomorrowShe can feel the pain
and also the sorrow.
She doesn't want to go on.
So she prays for a better tomorrow.
It's hard for her to cope.
She'd like to runaway.
In her heart she knows
that she can't stay.
You can see the sadness
deep within her eyes.
She would like to stop the madness,
but instead, she just cries.
She prays for strength to move ahead.
To survive another day.
She pleads for the courage to be brave
so she can simply walk away.
Lesson Learned!!!!THE OPINION OF OTHERS, DOES NOT MAKE WHO U R, ITS THE OPINION OF YOURSELF THAT COUNTS.
Yikes!I been seeing on here more stupid ass pics of guys wearing speedos n such on thier primary pic, fer all the world to see. Dont no one to see thier old package hanging out there.Its ok fer a woman to wear something small n sexy, just freakyass lookin and gay fer a man too. Closest thing i got to sexy drawers is my blue scooby doo boxers lol.
The End To It All, I Hope....The only thing you are a victim of is thinking you can control other people. I was there for you because I thought you were my friend. You betrayed me. You betrayed MY FRIENDS that I had told you were cool. I LIED TO MY FRIENDS trying to help you. Can you begin to feel my rage now...?
It is NOT my fault that your relationship is falling through. I had nothing to do with that. Think back hard, and ask yourself what happened. You will soon begin to see a pattern emerge.
I thought long and hard about blogging this, but I feel as though I need to get all of this poison out of my system. I respected you enough to change your numbers to X's, so respect me enough to leave me alone. I am through with you.
Leeanna,
I want to start off by saying I apologize for the nasty things I said. I was hurt & angry by the things you had said to me & about me. Whether you accept my apology or not is on you. I am extending it though.
Next, I am NOT stalking you. I was told
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