Fubar Blog Posts 4

Shit
Well this is my first blog. Trying it out. This is why i call it shit happens. First of all I have been Iraq for a year and just got back in November. Then I file for divorce from an idiot in November to have it finalized in January. That was great. My boyfriend moved in with me and my 3 kids at the end of November. So needless to say November was really busy. December rolls around and my ex decides that he is going to stay around for a week instead of the 2 days that he said. Fucker. On top of this I am dealing with 3 kids and ex-husband and my boyfriends ex. Then in January i go to deal with my ex-husband and we end up rolling our Dodger truck. We get the truck fixed and we are home and the house catches on fire. Its just an electrical fire but damn. Then two weeks later we get the call that now we got his son. Thats no problem he is just like one of my own. I love him just the same. Then the other day I get a call that i got a water leak that used 50,000 gallons of wat

Answer These Would Yeah It Would Kill U
1. ever been naked while chatting online? 2. have u ever masterbated on cam? 3. have u ever picked yur nose and whiped it somewhere is so where? 4. ever farted during sex? 5. do u fart in the tub and giggle? 6. do u shave or trim or wild rice it? 7. ever dated someone cause they had a sweet truck or car? 8. if i asked to see u naked whould u show me if u could? 9. do u like huge house sterios or lil desktop ghettos? 10. do u love black label society? 11.have u ever peed yur pants as a adult? 12. is there any differance between circumsised or not? 13. ever had sex with a guy with a lil winky? 14. do u like it in the bum? 15. tell me a secret a dirty one? 16. do u love giving blowjobs or just give them to be nice? 17. do u like me? 18. would u cyber with me? 19. whats the nastiest thing u ever done comeon i wont tell ima fuckin freak here? 20. tell me a something funny that happened to u during sex repsot if u want but send this

Friday
Went to get David early. No use trying to work with him here. :) Not sure what we will do thisweekend yet. Getting a decent amount of snow. Strange with the temps so warm the other day. No word on Grandpa Dick yet. Thats all for now.. back to playing :) Maybe more when he goes to bed tonight.

Knowing He Will Always Be A Part Of Me
Have you ever loved someone so much it hurts? Someone that gets so deep in your heart that you feel them everyday even though you aren't together? And everytime you turn around there is a reminder of that person somewhere almost as a sign that you are not suppose to forget about them and quit loving them. Have you ever loved someone so much that when you are not together you can feel with everything in you that it isn't over and someday that person will be back? Have you ever broken up with somone and then could not get them out of your mind or your heart because you love them with everything you have? Have you ever had things happen to you that for some reason bring you face to face with that person again? Have you???????? Well, I have and I wish someone would smack me on the back of the head and knock some sense into me cause this is freaking ridiculous...

Nerd, Geek, Or Dork?
Pure Nerd 60 % Nerd, 39% Geek, 21% Dork For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd. The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful. Congratulations! Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST This test

Theme Song For The Week
Pressure pushing down on me Pressing down on you no man ask for Under pressure - that burns a building down Splits a family in two Puts people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out Pray tomorrow - gets me higher Pressure on people - people on streets It's the terror of knowing What this world is about Watching some good friends Screaming let me out Pray tomorrow - gets me higher Pressure on people - people on streets Turned away from it all like a blind man Sat on a fence but it don't work Keep coming up with love but it's so slashed and torn Why - why - why Love Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking Can't we give ourselves one more chance Why can't we give love that one more chance Why can't we give love Cause love's such an old fashioned word and love dares you to care for The people on the edge of the night And love dares you to change our way of Caring about ourselv

Omg I Love This One Haha
A Good Comeback Dorothy Parker once arrived at the door of an apartment in which a glittering party was taking place. At precisely the same moment, a beautiful but vacuous showgirl arrived at the door. For a moment, there was hesitation on both sides, and then the showgirl stepped back to make way, saying, `Age before beauty.` `Not at all!` said Parker, sailing through. `Pearls before swine.`

Psycho Pick-up Lines
* "Wanna swap meds?" * "Can I buy you a spatula?" * "Bet you're wondering why I have no nostrils?" * "Your crawlspace or mine?" * "You look like the kind of person who appreciates catheters." * "May I lick your forehead?" * "Do you always wear your shoes over your socks? " * "Smeep. Smeep. Smeep." * "What's your favorite flavor of wood?" * "You've stolen my heart, but thats okay because I have three more back home in the freezer!"

5 Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period; you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is the phase in which you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Screw you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom.

The Ugly Man
A very good-looking man walks into a singles bar, gets a drink and has a seat. During the course of the evening he tries to chat up every single woman who walks into the bar, without any luck. Suddenly a really ugly man, and I mean R-E-A-L-L-Y ugly man, walks into the bar. He sits at the bar, and within seconds he is surrounded by women. Very soon he walks out of the bar with the two of the most beautiful women in the place. Disheartened by all this, the good-looking man asks the bartender, "Excuse me, but that really ugly man just came in here and left with those two stunning women. What's his secret? He's as ugly as sin and I'm everything a girl could want, but I haven't been able to connect all night. What's going on?" "Well," said the bartender, "I don't know how he does it, but he does the same thing every night. He walks in, orders a drink, and just sits there licking his eyebrows."

Captian Kangaroo
Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 at age 76, which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27.) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery. His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here’s a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima. There is only one higher Naval award... the Medal Of Honor. If that is a s

U Fuckin Heartless Pieces Of Shit
i reposted a bulletin of a friend whoe's mom is very ill and no fuckin body bothered to even read it yet ct marrige fat sonny every reads that shit assholes just a note to let yall know ill be off line a bit, ive been at the hospital since wed with my mom she is paralyzed from the neck down and we dont know why as of yet. today she is able to move a lil bit but cant stay awake and cant raise her legs or anything. there is signs she is tryin to but nothing is happening as it should. the docs have no answers as of yet, even after tons n tons of test being done they have no clue. physical therapy starts today so we are hopin they can get her body responding again. ill be on when i can, if u pray please do for my mom. ive been there this whole time lifting, turning, feeding, bathin, prayin, beggin for her to get better. i cant loose her to. ive lost my dad, brother, hby, uncle, daddy gene, she is whats left. time to go back, my youngest brother has been stayin during the day so i can

Sad/dark Poetry
Screeming In Silence the torrid waves of disparity with in my heart n soul beckons me into the mire of the darkness that taunts my inner being deeper then anyone can know torn from the sanctuary of the love You once shown trapped in Your complacency with no where else to go reaching out for help as a beggar to a thief smashed with neglect beyond my minds eye could never see drowning with in an abyss that never exist barren as a deserts sea lost & tossed aside look what You have done to me encompassed in emptiness left in the dark & cold no more hope for compassion screaming in silence with in my heart & soul _____________________________________________ Copyright ©2007 David Joseph Canfield

Ten Signs That Show When Im Nervous.. Lol
Ten things I do when I'm nervous: 1. get clumsy, trip, or stumble.. lol 2. try and keep the conversation going so there's no empty silences and discomfort.. 3. Blush easily 4. laugh alot 5. cross my legs and my foot rocks back and forth. lol till someone holds my leg from their annoyance. 6. pull out my lipsal and look for a mirror so I'm presentable. haha 7. I spill out all my words really quickly so they end up not making sense at all. lmao then I'll laugh and start over. ;)- 8. Or when Im really nervous... I'll hold my hand out in front of me to see if its shaking at all.. THEN I'll judge if its shaking alot,, Im really nervous. haha just a little, then Im doing not bad! 9. I'll think of normal things.. anything other than the present. --something i look forwrd to 10. last but not least.. i'll put on more lipsal. ;)-

For You Master
For You Master To see the sparkle in Your eyes And feel the warmth of Your touch, You have me under Your spell of love With You I have grown so much. You are my Master, lover, friend, and confidant And I have given myself to You completely, I know that all my tests of will, Sometimes cannot be handled sweetly. I hope that You never give up on me, For without You I cannot live. My dream is to travel life's path with You And learn all You have to give. In good times and in sad times I hope that You will always know, You keep me going day to day In all You do and show. You are the air I breathe, And the very beat of my heart, With You I see so many new things, Even when we are apart. You have so much to offer You are such a compassionate man, Strength and honor are Your name, With kindness and patience going hand in hand. Master, please know how much I love You As I know how much You love me, With your guidance and protection, I want to be the bes

Submissive Do's And Don'ts
While this page is primarily intended for guiding a submissive or a slave in their "online conduct" or "behavior", you'll find quite a few of these things can actually carry over into real life. Whether you are a slave or a submissive, you'll always be expected to show courtesy and respect to anyone that you encounter online, especially if you find yourself in the company of, or talking to a Dominant. Remember, if you embarrass yourself, you also embarrass your Dominant. The quickest way to find a novice sub is to watch for the lack of respect she shows to a Dominant in a chat room. A submissive or slave may not like a Dominant she comes across while she's chatting, but that is still no reason not to be courteous and respectful. And yes, it goes without saying, as a submissive or slave you are also due appropriate respect from anyone else you come across, incl

Public Sexual Intoxication
Public Sexual Intoxication We meet at the crowded bar for a after work drink to unwind. We couldn't stop looking at each other and touching the other. We felt that we had known each other for ever, yet it was just a single second of eternity. Saying goodbyes to our friends we quickly leave. You said to me "I thought we would never be alone" and I agreed with you. I wanted to know you, all of you. We staggered to the truck drunk with the need for each other. You opened the door for me and as I was climbing up into the truck my skirt rose up high on my leg and you bent down and started leaving a fiery trail of hot kisses up my thigh. You pushed my skirt up around my waist and pulled my panties off. You just couldn't wait you needed to taste me right there in the parking lot. You licked my clit gently and rolled it across your tongue as I moaned out your name and twined my fingers in your hair to pull you even closer. You slowly licked the outer lips of my pussy and nearly dro

Submission
Submission To Submit: ...to overcome resistance to direction and yield one(self) to the will of another Submission is an action of personal strength. To overcome internal resistance the submissive must control their desire or need to maintain personal control in the creation and delivery of all personal decisions. They must overcome the need to express or deliver their personal judgment as the basis for creating, directing and taking self action. They must overcome their desire to ACT defensively through CHALLENGE and directed conflict when exposed to the direction of another. As part of this process they must also submerge their ego to allow them to follow or accept direction from another without fear of loss of face, status or worth. To yield is to 'reward' through the offering of the inner self to the direction or will of another. This 'gift' is the non-resistance or need of conflict TO direction and external control. Resistance is usually based on FEAR of loss.

Not A Moment To Soon
Not a Moment to Soon The cool air took my breath away, as I paced nervously, waiting for Bryan to meet me a store near the St. Louis arch, in the parking lot. We had been talking for about 6 months online, and had decided it was time to meet. So we set up a rendezvous at a public place. My stomach fluttered nervously as I noticed a taxi cab approaching. I wiped my sweaty palms on my jean jacket, took a deep breath and watched the man getting out the cab. He stared at me for a minute before walking toward me. My heart pounded in my chest, I could feel myself shaking... I said, "Is that you, Bryan?" He said, "Yes, I can't believe your really here. I didn't think you would show up." He held out his arms and said "I have waited all this time to meet you, do I get a hug?" I smiled and stepped close to him. He wrapped his arms around me. I heard him take a deep breath. "You smell so good," he said. I looked up into his twinkling, hazel eyes, and time seemed to stand still. I tri

I'm Free
Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free, I'm following the path God laid for me. I took His hand when i heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play, Tasks left undone must stay that way. I found that place at the close of day. If my parting has left a void Then fill it with remembered joy A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss Ah yes, these things I too will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow. I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much. Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief, Don't lengthen it now with undue grief. Lift up your hearts and share with me God wanted me now. He set me free. Grandpa we will never forget you and miss you lots and love you lots. 1925-2006

Volunteer Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run on the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright ©2007 Charity Dawn Wooten

What I Believe
to see the future would put me in awe i know to see what i have done can be a doom to know what i have become what i am about sure would be a site i hope my future lays among the heavens lighting the world freeing my soul i know i cant be a part of such a grand design i lay on the ground gazing at the stars wishing hoping i know i cant ever have what i desire but i always have what i believe

It Leaked, And I Got It
Well, Joe stayed up all night waiting for the Tempest to leak. He came to bed for about two hours tho. When I woke up to go pee, he asked me get up and listen to it with him, I agreed with no force lol. And lets just say I wasn't appropriately dressed. But yeah we listened to it. ITS FUCKING FRESH AS FUCK!!!. This Is All You Get Unless You Ask. Track Names: 01-The Sky Is Falling 02-Ride The Tempest 03-Alley Rat 04-Haunted Bumps (all the ones they already released were the best ones) 05-Growing Again (one of my favs) 06-Hum Drum Boogie (yeah sick fucking song) 07-I Do This ( like the new homies) 08-What About Now 09-Watch My Car (another fav) 10-News At 6 O'Clock ( fucking fresh to the max) 11-The Tower 12-The Party (i already explained) 13-Bitch I Lied ( fucking great) 14-Play My Song (you rock assholes haha good song) 15-Mexico City (not a bad song at all) 16-If I Was A Serial Killer ( I FUCKING LOVE IT) So yeah... Even if I didn't write something for every

How To Lick Pu$$y
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

Written In Thought
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

A Dark World
A Dark World A dark world of leather and lace for me Damn it’s such a nice place to be A beautiful world filled with ropes and cuffs Dripping with candle wax and toys, wow I can’t get enough Romance is fun in its own little way But cuffed to the bed now that’s the way I like to play Love and lust should be rolled into one If that was the case then no one would ever run But lost in this world we all seem to get A little bit trapped in our lives and soon we forget This is a dark world that’s good to play in Just thinking of it, leaves me with a little grin Love and lust should always go hand and hand Oh how I wish others could truly understand The joy of life that can comes with the drip of wax Or that smile on a face that comes with the slap of an ass Oh yes it’s a dark world for me Come in and give it a try it’s a fun place to be Open you mind and soon you will see How wonderful it is to live when you’re truly set free Poetry In Motion “Mario” http:/

Slave Girl ... One Mans Dream
Slave girl… One Mans Dream I want to be the one who controls you … Making you my slave girl telling you what to do My hands on your body will surly tease As I make you beg for me tonight screaming please oh please I’ll be melting ice cubes over your naked body tonight Caressing and tormenting you ever so right I love that sound of my hand as it slaps your ass Tonight slave girl will be one memory that will last As I take you on a trip between pleasure and pain Bringing you to a place filled with lust as I drive you insane I want you to feel all that life has to give I’m Pandora’s Box slave girl come and open my lid You’re my chambermaid tonight to control and command Wearing your leash that I hold in my hand I’ll take you to places you’ve never been I’ll show you lust as it’s wrapped in sin I’ll take your heart and I’ll take your soul with a wicked smile But no need to fright slave girl it’s just my style Romance with perversion and just a hint of kink

Random Questions? Myspace Much?
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? in the morning... when i am awakened... in the afternoon... while forced up against a wall... at night... when i have caught my breath. 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? if i am facing the bed... i want the left. 3. Who was the last person you slept with? the boy 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? i haven't thrown up since i was twelve or so... 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? leftage 6. Candles or Incense? if it smells like fruit... either one. i am allergic to just about everything else... 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? mostly to 80s music 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? wait... some people didn't? 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? i worked at a strip club... i was a waitress... but this one time... during superbowl... four hundred dollars... five minutes... and i still had a bra and boy short un

Lestats Dark Covenant Family Part 2
* Lestats Dark Covenant *@ CherryTAPHey to all members of Lestats Dark CovenantFamily, We finally have a page on Cherry Tap,click the link to the left to be directed to thelink, rate it, comment it, and send them a friendrequest (Don't Have to be Family member to sendfriend request!!)If your looking for a family out there thats different than any others then this is the family for you.....This is not just a family its a haven as well.For those of you who have been outcasted by society for being different in ways they don't seem to understand.Let me be the first to tell you I do understand how you feel about that....I'm here to offer you a haven and a family that has grown to be a great one...This family sticks behind its fellow members with upmost honor and respect....This family continues to grow and more and more people that have been outcasts realize how much of a true family this is to them...Please stop by to check us out...If you are this outcast no matter who you are or what mus

Ok This Is All Me.. All My Humor.. Top 3 Sexual Questions Of The Day
These are the top three questions I have heard people ask and I thought it would be fun to answer them with some humor and some truth. Please feel free to add a question and see if I can have an answer for it also…Lol Top 3 question….. Sexual forum Top 3 questions Can kissing really get you pregnant? Only if its done right and that other half spends the night, with no contraceptive on hand, and you’re not willing to take a stand, and you both go all the way, and one month later you get some news that fucks up your day. So take it from me and do yourself a favor, buy a few condoms, I hear now they come in flavors. Remember no glove, no love Truth, The answer to the above question is no just in case you’re all a little bit slow. Does oral sex really matter? A. Just even thinking about this question makes me get madder. First to the ladies, it’s 2007, don’t you want a man that makes you come alive? If you have a guy not willing to go downtown and on you

~*~i Will~*~
I will send comments to your page every week. I will read, rat and comment your blogs. I will always read and repost your bulletins. I will rate and comment your pics. I will be interested in getting to know who you are. I will stay up all night chatting with you when you have a problem or are just not feeling yourself. I will always consider your feelings. I will be here for you when ever you need me. I will be your TRUE FRIEND....If you let me!! I am posting this because I have noticed that there are a lot of ppl on here that only care about rating's and aren't really interested in making real friends...... I have a few of you on my page. This is to let you know in advance, who I am and what I'm about. I'm not an attention whore. Nor do I care about points. I am here for friends. it was a friend that brought me here in the first place. So If you wont to stay on my list I need to here from you once in a while. You cant just sit there on my friends lis

Shopping
A man was in a long line at Target. As he got to the register he realized he had forgotten to get condoms, so he asked the checkout girl if she could have some brought up to the register. She asked, "What size condoms?" The customer replied that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She reached over the counter, grabbed hold of him and called over the intercom, "One box of large condoms, Register 5." The next man in line thought this was interesting, and like most of us, was up for a cheap thrill. When he got up to the register, he told the checker that he too had forgotten to get condoms, and asked if she could have some brought to the register for him. She asked him what size, and he stated that he didn't know. She asked him to drop his pants. He did. She gave him a quick feel, picked up the intercom and said, "One box of medium-sized condoms, Register 5." A few customers back w

Only In Britain
Be very proud to be British Because... Only in Britain... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. Only in Britain... do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in Britain... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. Only in Britain... do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters. Only in Britain... do we leave cars worth thousands of pounds on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage. Only in Britain... do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. Only in Britain... are there disabled parking places in front of a skating rink. NOT TO MENTION... 3 Brits die each year testing if a 9v battery works on their tongue. 142 Brits were injured in 19

Crazy People
Ok so last night my fiancee dragged us into helping this random crazy bitch on the street. She was babbling some shit about not wanting to live anymore. Somehow she managed to talk my fiancee into going back to her place and I got dragged along for the ride too. There were a few times there that she was holding a knife, and I thought she might stab my fiancee who was silly enough to sit RIGHT NEXT TO THE CRAZY CHICK!! In the end my fiancee got really scared so I made an excuse and we legged it. My point here is at what point does compassion turn into stupidity? This chick was a complete random and thus her actions where completely unjudgable. She was heavily intoxicated and had obvious mental imparement. It's obvious to most people that we certainly shouldn't have gone to this chicks house, and I could have told my fiancee that from the begining but I was put into an awkard social situation. But this does bring up the delema at what point should you stop and help your f

Goal
She touches my heart, lives in my soul Lights up my life, making me whole On lifes path we start side by side no fear no regret nothing to hide. A smooth journey away from her past A blossoming love that will forever last. My heart melts at the sound of her voice For it is I that she has made her choice. Earning her love is my only duty Now and forever my Splendid Beauty. © Mark - Diesel

Profiles
You know I think it is really rude for people to go on someones page and not at least rate them. what is up with that? i mean wtf. that really gets on my nerves when people do that and it always seems to be the people who have rate me, fan me, and friend me on their page. if you want people to rate, fan and friend you try doing the same when you go onto someone elses page. It's also ridiculous to see all these people buying all these happy hours that are $100 a pop and when you comment about it they get pissed off. If you don't want no one to comment about it cup of joe then don't show of how much money you have with happy hours. that is messed up that you rerated my profile from an 11 to a 1. you're a jerk. I can think of a lot of other things to do with my money that i earned then to piss it away on happy hours.

Right Now.
For those that keep up or keep in touch, as you know I haven't been online much the last few days. Some may know my situation and other's may not. I just wanted to let everyone know I'll be back soon enough, I'm just going through some rough shit right now so please just bare with me. Just leave me an email or whatever if you want. But until then please take care and kick ass! Talk to everyone soon.

Ten Random Things About Me
1. I am a kind person, there is alot I will take befor I frag someone. 2. I have a dark side to me that I rarly let anyone see. 3. I'm a Irish/Scottish christian celt, and proud of it. 4. I have Hooters double D's yep....but Hooter's wouldn't wont me I'm to heavy. 5. I have a brother and a son with serious drug problems. 6. I am a grandma two times over at 37. 7. I FEEL OLD SOMTIMES. 8. I have been married more then half my life, 20 years. 9. I secretly wont to be a ninja and run away to the circus....LoL 10. I have a new friend that is the BOMB Love Ya Anubis

I Want To Be 6 Again
... The husband was sitting on the edge of the bed, observing his wife as she turned back and forth, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off, he asked what she'd like to have for her birthday. "I'd like to be six again," she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her birthday, he arose early, made her a big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park.. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park: the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, every ride in the park. Five hours later they staggered out of the park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside-down. He then took her to McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, with popcorn, soda pop, and her favorite candy, M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned ov

Something I Saw...
Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

I Wrote This For My Mom For Her Birthday!
The gentle touch of a Mother hand as we take our first unsteady steps. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we start our first day of school. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to dry our tears. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to guide us. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand to help heal our first broken heart. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we grow up and move away. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand as we marry and have children of our own. The gentle touch of a Mothers hand when the dreams fail. And the gentle touch of a Mothers hand that welcomes you home no matter where life takes us. I Love You Mom for without your gentle touch I wouldn't be who I am today. Your Oldest Daughter Molly

My Qualitys
1) great smile 2) good personality 3) beautiful eyes 4) sexy body 5) >.> nice fuckin ass 6) good mother/ care taker What Brandon said..... 1)friendly 2) sweet 3)loving to family and friends 4)open 5) honest 6) a terrific friend 7) very sexy 8) gorgeous eyes 9) can always make me smile no matter what 10) always there to help someone What Al said..... If anybody wants to leave some they can. Its so I can look at it everyday and try to feel better about Christina.....

Why?
SO...these contests i keep seeing, what is the point, are these just for points,cherrybucks,tapgifts, i don't get it, and do people actually get 25,000 comments...thats a lot, idk, i mean if it was for a real diamond watch i can see the hustle, shit id do it myself, i mean, it's not like i won't support peepz, i was just wondering

Justice For Chevy The Murdered Dog.
I feel very strongly about this subject, and I wanted to make sure other people heard and had a chance to help if they wanted to. This is NOT and urban legend. This is real.You may or may not have heard the story about a 17 year old girl who had her special dog killed. Someone killed her dog and sent her the dog's head in a gift-wrapped box. The Humane Society of the U.S. is presently offering a $10,000 reward to anyone who can help with the capture/conviction of the person(s) who did this evil thing. They are accepting donations from people so they can raise the reward. I have donated $50. You can donate HEREYou can read about the story HERE (video of family and dog included) or HERE.

Charlie Daniels Speech. (he Rocks)
HATS OFF TO CHARLIE DANIELS....AT LEAST HE HAS THE COURAGE TO SPEAK HIS MIND!!! I don't know how everybody else feels about it, but to me I think Hispanic people in this country, legally or illegally, made a huge public relations mistake with their recent demonstrations. I don't blame anybody in the world for wanting to come to the United States of America, as it is a truly wonderful place. But when the first thing you do when you set foot on American soil is illegal it is flat out wrong and I don't care how many lala land left heads come out of the woodwork and start trying to give me sensitivity lessons. I don't need sensitivity lessons, in fact I don't have any-thing against Mexicans! I just have something against criminals and anybody who comes into this country illegally is a criminal and if you don't believe it try coming into America from a foreign country without a passport and see how far you get. What disturbs me about the demonstrations is that it's tanta-

My Spin On " I"m Sorry"
Yah, didn't end up going to sleep. My spin on "I"m sorry" — Saturday, March 17, 2007 I'm sorry if my boobs aren't good enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry if im too tall/short 4 u I'm sorry if my hair is not long/short enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are" 1.Boobs make great pillows 2. I don't want to see your ribs, but if you have

Long Distance
well not too long ago i met someone that takes my breath away... however sad as it is he is 4-6 hours away... we talk everyday and he has been to visit a couple of times but it is beginning to take its toll on my heart.... my bed feels empty and my house and my life when he is not with me... my littlest ducky is also madly in love with him and cried the last time he left.. its so weird i have been single for almost two years and enjoyed my freedom but now cant think of not having him in my life.. he has brought a smile back to my face when i have not smiled for a very long time...with that smile he also brought back hope that there is really good guys in this world and not just dickheads that are out for themselves... and like hitting women.. he has started to restore my immensly broken heart and with each day that passes he fills a small piece of it... i have been through hell and back in the last 10 years and never thought that i was worth loving or being loved but he is giving

Picture Reported
so the picture i had as my primary picture was reported as NSFW. you know its great cause if you keep a close eye on who does what to your pictures and your profile, you can tell when something like this happens who did it. and yes i know who did it. i'm not gonna point fingers, but damn your prude. i dont date, i dont drink or smoke. i'm a nice person. my looks are all i have left to tease and to make this world a lil better, even tho it has shitted on me. *deep breathe* i need a beer and a smoke. anyone have one i can bum? Virgo

Sometimes I Think ...i Think Too Much !!
I had one of those days today, I got up at 6.30am..(on a Saturday..so not fair !!)...took my son to cricket and sat there watching them bowl 20 overs of wides ...I found my mind wandering while my eyes glazed over watching the game... And I find myself.... asking myself questions like.... Why do we have earwax ? Why did someone call the penis...a penis..i mean wot made them think of that when they named it ? Why do some people go without getting a pimple their whole life..and others have acne ? ( this came about from the poor teenager sitting next to me whose face was more yellow than white ) :( Why do they call blogs...blogs ? Do Lizards...have balls ? Keep in mind...it was a long 20 overs of cricket !! Omg..one that came to the other day...I think im gonna have to google it....How do elephants have sex..without crushing each other :O ? These r just a few of the questions I ask myself..then feel a little weird..for even thinking them..???!!! Fellow blog

Some People Really Just Needs To Stfu !!
Lesson Learned - Child of God@ CherryTAP Posted a bulletin name: Why God Loves Goths Even Though They Are Losers Body: God loves us all, even if we are losers. That is what is really cool about God. Think about it, the whole "Goth" thing is so like 1998, yet we have adults going around dressed in dark clothes and makeup calling themselves "Lestats Dark Family" or some shit like that. Oh, and Marilyn Manson sucks. Speaking of Goths..ever notice that lots of people are going around claiming to be "Wiccan". What the fuck is a wiccan anyway? Everytime I see a wiccan chick on the internet she is either fat or ugly and sometimes both. Is this the new religion for people who cannot get laid? So, you are a Green Witch? Isn't that sweet. Now run along dear and get my coffee and I might leave a really nice tip. MY RESPONCE Wiccan and the Pagan belief in general are great, and Paganism in itself is older than christianity by over 200,000 years, so new belief..., so to gener

More About Me
Let me begin by telling you that my cocky asshole persona that I have not only on this site but in everyday life, started out as a simple shell. Yes like a turtle, this shell is my home to protect my soft tender side from the elements of not only man but WOMAN as well. Through the years like all homes they need to be repaired and adjusted and upgraded. I mean would you want to live in a shit hole. Now this shell is so thick and strong it's easy to forget its just a shell. My heart and soul (LOL like I got those) still have the final say. Why am I saying all this on my stupid space? Some might say I'm letting my guard down by doing so. In all honesty there is no guard and there is no door. I don't care who knows because no one will ever know that side of me. Even those of you that think you do, don't. My heart and soul don't need a friend. They don't need support. They don't need a so called "rock". If you know me consider it a privilege, not because I'm that awesome but because I make

Job Dis-satisfaction...
I got a lot of it! I'm already pissed that I lost my free weekend to this damn storm. And now I get to be woken up early to being basically told I had to come into work. The only reason I'm not there right now is that my parents will not allow me to leave this house and try to make that trek. Even if I do live rather close to work... So I am pissed because this is not the first time nor will it be the last until I get out of there that they try and stick me with hours just because I live close and I've always been the one to help out. Yet people dont think of all the times I help out when it comes to complaining about me taking time off. They also clearly dont understand how to read a schedule for they dont seem to understand that it will send me over 40 hours if I work today and they truthfully can't make me do that. They can't make me go into work when I'm not scheduled. Not gonna work! Go ahead and bitch at me or about me but I'm so not gonna go in to that shit-hole beca

Girls Versus Grown Women
Girls vs. Grown Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in. Girls want to control the man in their life.Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. Grown women know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down. Girls fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. Grown women say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk it out. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it--using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come. Grown women make you come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or go

Sexy Harry Potter Shoot
I was asked to do a sexy harry potter shoot, LOL I was like wah? LOL But they will provide me with all of the HP clothing I guess people take advantage of the popularity of things every chance they get! Hey, when I'm done with my clothes I'll likely give them to my daughter who is the big Harry Potter fan I just thought it was a really strange photoshoot to do what do you think?

Yep Pink Is On The War Path Again This Morning
THIS IS DEDICATED TO THE ASSHOLE OR BITCH THAT THOUGHT THEY COULD PISS ME AND LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY OFF YOU SEE YOU THOUGHT YOU MIGHT HAVE RUINED A GOOD THING BUT YOU DIDNT ALL YOU DID WAS PISS THE WRONG PEOPLE OFF AND LET ME TELL YOU IF YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD BEAT US BY FUCKING AROUND WITH SOMEONES CUSTOM TAG THAT I MADE FOR LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOU WERER SADLY MISTAKEN IF YOU THOUGHT IT WAS GONE FOR GOOD YOUR WRONG AGAIN IF YOU FUCK WITH IT AGAIN WE WILL JUST KEEP BEATING YOU AT YOUR OWN GAME ALSO WHO EVER YOU MIGHT BE I JUST WANNA SAY YOU SERIOUSLY PUT THE TARD IN RE-TARD YOUR A FUCKING COWARD ARE YOU NOT MAN ENOUGH OR WOMAN ENOUGH TO COME AFTER PINK YOURSELF OR ARE YOU SCARED TO CONFRONT LONG HAIRED COUNTRY BOY YOURSELF? YEA YOU PROBABLY ARE YOU LOW LIFE PIECES OF SHIT IF ITS ONE THING IF WE FIND OUT WHO THE ASSHOLE OR BITCH WAS THAT DID THIS TO JUST GET AT ME OR HIM WE WILL MAKE ALL THE REST OF YOUR DAYS ON CHERRY TAP HELL DONT FUCK WITH PINK OR ANY OF HER GANG YOU WILL BE SOR

Straight, Bi Or What ?
It was early Saturday morning. I couldn't get it out of my mind. I had been having multiple dreams of having sex with another girl. It was so weird I am a women who loves men. I enjoy having sex all the time with men. I have dreams just like most all women do about having a threesome of two men and myself, but never had I dreamed about having sex with another women! My ex-boyfriend always wanted me to have a threesome with him and another girl but I couldn't get past thinking ANOTHER GIRL! I would always watch pornos with him and even by myself of threesomes, 2 girls and 1 guy,2 guys 1 girl or even gang bangs it never bothered me. I never thought once that I would even ponder of having sex with Another Girl! It became late afternoon on Saturday and I was still thinking of it . I just couldn't get it out of my head . So I thought to myself I need to talk to a friend of mine who is a Lesbian.

Now You Be The Judge Tap
YOU TELL ME HOW THIS TAG QUALIFIES AS NSFW? IF YOU THINK THIS TAG ROCKS AND KICKS ASS THEN GO BOMB THE HELL OUT OF IT IF ANYTHING IT SHOWS TRUE AMERICAN SPIRIT AND PRIDE FOR THE UNITED STATES MARINE CORE AND ALL MILITARY IF YOU THINK ITS NSFW THEN YOUR A HATER AND HAVE NO AMERICAN PRIDE! IF YOU DONT LIKE IT THEN LEAVE THE UNITED STATES YOU PUNK ASS BITCHES!

Is It Wrong
is it wrong to say i dont give a rats ass anymore about anything because yes friends and so called friends i could care less what happens anymore in life or anywhere so u know fuck it some will say this is a plea for attention while others just sit backand ask what the hell does that mean? everyone of u sit back and think about it the only time anybody wants to talk to me is when is convenient to them but if ur on bored or im on bored u dont have time for a so called friend what good friends i have....oh btw thanks to all of u for being my friends i really appreciate it and u know i just wouldnt be able to live with friends that want nothing to do with me....ahhh what a fucking joke here i thought friends actually existed wasnt i stupid for thinking this.

Isp Is Having "issues"
My ISP (Internet Service Provider) is having yet more issues with their security settings. I can't use webcam and some other features in Yahoo because of it. But, hey - according to these guys I'm lucky because some people can't get into any sites at all. Well, I guess I should pray to the God of the WWW or some shit. Their worldly advice? Hang on for a few more days, we're working hard to resolve this server issue.

May You Always
May you always have true blessings With Angels by your side May you always find true happiness Have peace inside your heart ~*~*~ I wish for you lots of love Warm memories to share May you always find some comfort In knowing others care ~*~*~ May you always have your health And a home to keep you warm The love of friends and family Protection from all harm ~*~*~ My wish for you is harmony And all your dreams come true The riches of lifes pleasures Made special just for you ~*~*~ As you walk along lifes journey May you always find your way I wish you luck and blessings On this St. Patrick's Day... Happy St. Patrick's Day!

Lips Whispering Encore
Lips Whispering Encore Keep my heart in touch In sunsets of my night When darkness falls Come share moonlight Reaching out your hand Clasp mine to escort Into endless dreams Have starlight transport With sensual embraces A whole night through Love again tomorrow As the sun arises anew Awakening at daybreak As we thirst for more With desires aroused Lips whispering encore

The Dot
The kindergarten class had a homework assignment to find out about something exciting and relate it to the class the next day. When the time came for the little kids to give their reports, the teacher was calling on them one at a time. She was reluctant to call on little Johnny, knowing that he sometimes could be a bit crude. But, eventually, his turn came.... Little Johnny walked up to the front of the class and, with a piece of chalk, made a small white dot on the blackboard, then sat back down. Well, the teacher couldn't figure out what Johnnie had in mind for his report on something exciting, so she asked him just what that was. "It's a period," reported Johnnie. "Well, I can see that," she said, "but what's so exciting about a period?" "Damned if I know", said Johnny, "but, this morning, my sister said she missed one. Then Dad had a heart attack, Mom feinted, and the man next door shot himself!"

-.-
Well I'm pissed off...why you may ask? the one time that I want my car to work, it decides that for over an hour and a half it doesn't want to start, and still refuses to start. Why is this a problem for me? Let me list the reasons. 1) I've paid $900 to get this car fixed, and the things that needed fixed, are still in shit condition...making me very angry. 2) I was going to see someone I love very much today, my GF, and had planned on it for the last week or so...this was something I was extremely happy about and I'm forced to reschedule due to reasons beyond my power, which should not exist. I dealt with the car being in shit condition after they "fixed" it because I hadn't been doing anything important, but now that they have interfered (inadvertently as it may be) with me seeing my girl, so they are going to hear a BIG piece of my mind, cause I wont stand for it. The owner of this lil workshop will know I'm seething fucking pissed off, and they will be fixing this car

Need Some Help....
okay so I have like 400 dollars worth of playstation 2 games and no system..... OTHER than ebay (which has already proven to SUCK) where might I find a cheap one ? like in the 50 dollar range? pawn shops are out too......

Hey This Is All The Names For Weed Well To The R's
The many names of marijuana. Ace Acapulco Gold Acapulco Red Afgani Indica African African Black African Bush African Woodbine Airplane Angola Ashes Assassin of Youth Astro Turf Atshitshi Aunt Mary Baby Baby Bhang Babysitter Bad Seed Bale Bamba Bambalachacha Bammy Bar Bash Belyando Spruce Bhang Black Black Bart Black Ganga Black Gold Black Gungi Black Gunion Blanket Blaze Block Blond Blonde Blowing Smoke Blue de Hue Blue Sage Blue Sky Blunt Bo Bobo Bo Bo Bush Bohd Bomber Boo Boo Boo Bama Boom Broccoli Brown Bubble Gum Buds Bullyon Burnie Bush Butter Butter Flower C.S. Cam Trip Cambodian Red Can Canadian Black Canamo Canappa Cancelled Stick Cannabis Tea Carmabis Catnip Cavite All Star Cest Charas Charge Cheeba Cheeo Chemo Chicago Black Chicago Green

After A While
After A While After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security. And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes ahead with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight. After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure you really are strong you really do have worth and you learn and you learn with every goodbye, you learn... Veronica A. Shoffstall

A Tale Twisted
As the beast wakes from her potion he finds himself tightly bound No matter how much he struggles no freedom is found Arms tied behind him ankles to wrists Thighs bound to calves no movement exists His former captive approaches eyes full of greed If he wants to have freedom he must fill her need As she moves in to great him moves his head to her breast Tells him how she wants him to suckle tells him what feels best Between his lips there’s a firmness of nipple As she holds him tight to her body feels pleasure’s sweet ripple She steps back from his want to show him her treasure Tells him to beg if he’d taste of her pleasure As he sits in defiance she puts on a show Exploring with fingers where his tongue wants to go His frustration mounts as he lets out a roar Unable to move his limbs numbing and sore Never before has he had such needs To taste of her nectar he earnestly pleads She opens her thighs guiding his head If he wan

Forever And Always Does Have An End
TO FIND A FRIEND, AND SEE IT END, IS JUST TO MUCH TO TAKE, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE " FOR GOD'S SAKE." HOW CAN YOU I SAY I LOVE YOU, KNOWING IT DOES'NT MEAN A THING, HOW CAN YOU SAY" OH " I'M YOUR FRIEND TOO, I'M NOT ASKING FOR A RING. I OPEN UP MY HEART, A FRIENDSHIP WE WOULD START, THEN YOU TURN AROUND, AND THROW MY HEART, ONTO THE DIRTY GROUND. YOU LAUGH AT ME AND THINK WHAT A JOKE, SHE'S SO NIEVE AND DUMB, TO THINK THAT I WOULD CALL HER A FRIEND, WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS RUN. I THOUGHT CHERRY WAS DIFFERENT, I THOUGHT THE PEOPLE DID REALLY CARE, I OPENED UP MY HEART ON THERE, AND LET SOME PEOPLE IN, ONLY TO BE LET DOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I'M GOING OFF THIS SITE, DON'T KNOW IF I'LL BE BACK MY HEART IS TURNING COLD AND DARK JUST LIKE THE NIGHT, GOTTA GO IT'S TIME TO PACK. I'M MOVING ON AND HAD HOPED, MY FRIENDS WOULD BE THERE TO, BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE THIS DREAM WORLD. THAT I HAD MADE FOR ME AND YOU. FRIENDSHIPS TO ME ARE FOREVER, I GUESS

I Am The Munky King!
I had to go shopping for my wardrobe for the Australia signing today! I decided to go to Melrose and see what they had to offer! I did find some very cool outfits, 3 days for signing in and 1 night for the dinner and 1 night for the ball! It was also a big day for me to be recongnized. Well, maybe not recognized, but for people to actually come up to me and say something. First I was stopped by Goldie from 1down. He was at Louise's eating lunch with a buddy of his. Next I stopped off at a really cool shop called Munkey King. I got to sign the art piece in the back which had a lot of famous artists work on it! I was so honored they wanted me to be a part of it! Thank you Munkey King! Later on I was in Sketchers and 3 20-somethings followed me in, pretending they were shoe shopping, until the moment was right, then one of them struck! "Can I get your autograph?" Of course you can! I wonder... are more people recognizing me because of these blogs? or was it just a coincedence? I guess I'l

Knees
When i first saw you you took my breath away left me speechless you blew me away I wondered who this man is that can do this to me bring me down to my knees The gentlness of your touch as you caress my cheek the softness of your look with that my soul you took With sweet whispers in my ear i felt myself drawing near to the man is dear With a gentle touch you tamed my heart and conquered my soul as no other man has before I love you with all my heart never do i want to part with you i shall remain never being without you again

I Need My Friends Help Please
ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.....MY FAMILY IS IN A CONTEST SO I NEED YOUR HELP, I HAVE NEVER REALLY ASKED FOR ANY HELP BUT IM NOW COME AND HELP MY FAMILY PLEASE! THIS IS THE LINK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=212962&i=3377456609

Blood
As the year ends and a new begins I find myself sitting back reflecting on the years events. The good, the bad and the ugly, things that have gone on in my life. Where and how my life has changed some for the good and some still the same. But pretty much one thing I have seen is one thing, one thing that has been around pretty much since the beginning of the year, well since Feb anyway. For what ever reason that is I have no idea and why it kind of remains is yet to be seen. Whether or not it will be is not for me to say, or maybe it is, hell if I know. At times I am just a long on the ride called life and at times yelling get me off of this damn ride, I don't want to do this anymore. I'm sure you are wonder what the hell is she talking about or doing, damn blonde. I have come to realize something that I am not sure what to think about it or what to do about it. And it drives me nuts, but something I have to live with just as you have to as well. Yes, as

Question
is it just me or when you rate other peoples pictures they sometimes never seem to rate your pics back or leave comments for you.. but yet they always post and say they need to rank up and ask for help so you help them out and then you dont get anything back in return for it.. like i said im just wondering about this thats all.. can anyone tell me if its just me noticing this?

F**k This Shit
my only bulletin and only blog post b4 this blog NOT ONE person read cept one person i asked.......guess only babies fighting for there lifes are important not the family i know who is going through a tough trial for the murder of there son.....DON"T ask me for help in anything since nobody can even take the five minutes to read and repost my last stuff.....peace fucking out

Morning Pleasure
Morning pleasure John woke up one morning immensely aroused so he turned over to his wife's side of the bed. His wife, Heather, had already awakened though, and she was downstairs preparing breakfast in the kitchen. Afraid that he might spoil things by getting up, John called his little boy into he room and asked him to take this note to your beautiful Mommy." The note read: The Tent Pole Is Up, The Canvas Is Spread, The Hell With Breakfast, Come Back To Bed. Heather, grinning, answered the note and then asked her son to take this to your silly Daddy. Her note read: Take The Tent Pole Down, Put The Canvas Away, The Monkey Had A Hemorrhage, No Circus Today. John read the note and quickly scribbled a reply. Then, he asked his son to take it back to "the lady in the kitchen." His note read: The Tent Pole's Still Up, And The Canvas Still Spread, So Drop What You're Doing, And Come Give Me Some Head. Laughing, Heather answered the note and then asked her son

Random Thought
A little girl on Daddy's lap Hidin' her disease with a baseball cap you can turn the channel Most people do But what if you were sittin' in her Daddy's shoes What if she's an angel sent here from Heaven And she's makin' certain that you're doin' your best To take the time to help one another Brother, are you gonna pass that test You can go on with your day to day Tryin' to forget what you saw in her face Knowin' deep down you could have been her savin' grace What if she's an angel....

Gotta Love Old Men
YOU GOTTA LOVE OLD MEN I was at the mall the other day eating at the food court. I noticed an old man watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. The old man kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find the old man staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" The old man did not bat an eye in his response, "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.

Why Cant We See
IF A CHILD LIVES WITH CRITICISM. HE LEARNS TO CONDEMN.. IF A CHILDLIVES WITH HOSTILITY. HE LEARNS TO FIGHT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH FEAR.HE LEARNS TO BE APPREHENSIVE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH RIDICULE. HE LEARNS TO BE SHY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SHAME. HE LEARNS TO FEEL GUILTY. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH TOLERANCE.HE LIVES TO BE PATIENT. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ENCOURRAGEMENT. HE LEARNS CONFIDENCE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH PRAISE. HE LEARNSTO BE APPRECIATIVE. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH HONESTY. HE LEARNS WHAT TRUTH IS. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH SECURITY. HE LEARNSTOHAVE FAITH IN HIMSELF. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH APPROVAL. HE LEARNS TO LIKE HIMSELF. IF A CHILD LIVES WITH ACCEPTANCE AND FRIENDSHIP. HE LEARNSTO FIND LOVE IN THE WORLD. DARLIN --MOTHER

She Was Beautiful.
I used to know a girl that was me Who was scared, But was not weak But she hid herself Deep inside Ashamed of something Of who knows what? I guess we all have something to hide' She only wanted him to think she was beautiful She was beautiful. She caught his eye He held her hand So fragile' She inevitably made a mistake And gave him her heart So he would tell her she was beautiful She was beautiful. I don't think she ever believed him When he told her that he loved her And I doubt it really mattered to her anyway' Its an indescribable feeling When someone even pretends to want you She just wanted to hear she was beautiful She was beautiful. She knew it wasn't suppose to happen like it did Her loss of innocence merely a compromise So she could stop hearing herself say 'no' And she could start hearing that she was beautiful. She didn't feel beautiful. She laid alone there on her bedroom floor Trying to make herself believe He'd be back She knew he would ne

Why Girls Go To The Bathroom In Pairs...
BECAUSE WE DON'T HAVE A PENIS!!!! We need a friend to hold our beer/drink so we (a) dont forget and (b) spill it and have to lick it off the floor or out of the grass!!!! I so wish to be a guy at times just for that lil factor... well that and I wouldn't get PMS!!! "what about those girls that dont go in the bathroom with a beer?" They must be the DD and the second girl must be her overseer to make sure she aint sneeking a drink! lol

Ct Women Pi** Me Off
I bust my but to help out all the people on CT, yet it seems like no one ever bothers to return the favor. I've rated hundreds of pictures so i can get my own level ups. I have had some help and to those of you who have THANK YOU VERY MUCH, but to those of you who haven't, (yet you seem to keep building and building)I stick my tongue out to give you a big old rasberry .... don't know how to spell it but it sure sounds like a wet fart. Thanks for being a helping community. Seems all most wanna do around here is help themselves.

Silly Puns
Did you hear about the optometrist who fell into a lens grinder and made a spectacle of himself? Doctors tell us there are over seven million people who are overweight. These, of course, are only round figures. What is the purpose of reindeer? It makes the grass grow, sweetie. There were two ships. One had red paint, one had blue paint. They collided. At last report, the survivors were marooned. The other day I sent my girlfriend a huge pile of snow. I rang her up and asked, "Did you get my drift?" Where do you find giant snails? On the ends of giant's fingers. Why is Saudi Arabia free of mental illness? There are nomad people there. When I was in the supermarket I saw a man and a woman wrapped in a barcode. I asked, "Are you two an item?" I went to the butchers the other day and I bet him $50 that he couldn't reach the meat off the top shelf. He said, 'no, the steaks are too high.' A guy walks into the psychiatrist's office wearing only Glad Wrap sho

Blast Away
Open for entries!!!! Send a message and tell me what pic to rip. The first to hit 3500 comments will recieve a free 1 day blast. The person with the most ratings will recieve a VIP big pimpin gift. So get your pics in the contest starts on Friday!!!

Sex Slave Contest
I Decided what the Hell. Why not Lol And what recognition would the winner get. Let alone the title Lol.. Sex Kitten or Sex Slave, Mistress. So if you're interested in applying yourself.. Do so and tell me. I'll have a pic of your choice ripped, When I've at least 10 or more applicants. Let the sweet game begin. The most comments spammed on the pics will be the winner.. The winner may request Camming, Cybering, Or a Bombing on comments within a contest of their own? Maybe even a Diamond ring.. :p

Today
Today was a good day. I washed my hands of the heartless, selfish girlfriend. I spent an entire afternoon with my daughter at a park. It was just her and I. It was the best afternoon I've spent in ages. I've got a hard week coming up. But today gave me inspiration to make it through.

Just A Taught
It was a hot summer day...the evening was coolin off but the het was still in the bodies of two people...a young woman in her 30's and a young black man in his 20's....(humnm), the woman was thick but sexxy. The man was thin and built, carmel color, blue eyes and braids in his hair. As they are walkin they are both lookin like DAYMN CAN I GET DOWN...when they get to her house she asked him to come in the house...when in the house they go in the kitchen to get a cold beer...she goes in the other room and comes at him in only bra and thong. She looks at him and says " come one don't play let's do this"...he stands there his dick is hard and blugin in is shorts, knowin he wants her. He grabs her turns her over the table, goes down to her ass and licks her clits from the back.....she moans out, he removes his clothes, and tells her not to move...he pulls her thong off and continues to lick her pussy and play wit her ass..she moans and tries to move away from him over the table...he stands

Premonitions Of Pain
Have I made a mistake Have I Set myself up for a fall I find myself waiting for the heartbreak You know it always comes as if inevitable It's not that I'm pessimistic It's just I have been through this so many times I try to be optimistic But I know what to look for I know all the signs Could it be that for me my happiness is forbidden I have premonitions of pain and they are relentless They show me misery misery endlessly Always continuously always for me Tell me I'm wrong tell me it's a dream Tell me I'll wake up tell me this please Because if not I'm truly alone Wishing my heart could be made of stone @2007 LOKI

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Dolphin Massacre In Japan
I don't normally post this sort of thing but I feel very strongly on this issue and the rest of the world needs to see this. Not only is it happening to whales but to dolphins as well. Please help in this cause Thank you. Dolphin Massacre in Japan. To do nothing is to approve of it. Please take a moment to look at the video and sign the online petition. From little things, big things grow... And then send it on to as many like minded people that you know. If we build the numbers, we will be heard eventually and things will change, one way or the other. Please help! We must change the way people think about their oceans and inhabitants for the good of us all. Copy & paste the links below in your address bar- The video - http://www.glumbert.com/media/dolphin The petition - http://www.petitiononline.com/golfinho/

In Answer To "what Do You Love?"
I love my son... ...from the moment of his conception in a cry of ecstasy to the first time I felt him kick in my womb, to the moment of his birth... to the sweet look in his eyes as he suckled at my breast and the first smile and first steps he took... to the toothless grin on his first day of school and his proud first rank test in aikido... to his first heartbreak and his first betrayal by his friends... to the first crack in his boyish voice and the first promise of the man he would one day be... to the anger and fear in his eyes watching me struggle to find our way out of his father's insane world... to the near-grown man who walked beside me yesterday, his strong arm around my shoulders soothing my aching soul and offering me my own wisdom back again... I love my lost soldier... ... from the moment I first read his words to the moment we first met and the whole world and sky fell away leaving only us two in the universe for an eternal moment... to the moment when my lips

Sip The Vodka, Don’t Gulp.
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, “When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip.” So next Sunday he took the monsignor’s advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: Sip the vodka, don’t gulp. There are 10 commandments, not 12. There are 12 disciples, not 10. Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. David slew Goliath, he did not kick the sh*t out of him. When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his donkey, don’t say he was

Enough Bullshit Sassyone Aka(laurie)
ITS APPARENT YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO ME IN REGUARDS TO YOUR ACTIONS AS TO WHY YOU WOULD MESS WITH TAGS HEY I GAVE YOU CREDIT FOR WHEN YOU STARTED MAKIN TAGS I GOT NOTHEN AGAINST YOU MAKIN TAGS FOR PEOPLE AND SURELY HAVE NOTHEN AGAINST ANYONE FOR DOING SOMETHING NICE BUT MY QUESTION IS WHY YOU HAD TO BE VENDICTIVE? I AM CERTAINLY NOT A A BITCH FOR A REASON YOU MESSED WITH OUTLAW ANGEL WHEN I NEVER EVEN SENT HER TO YOUR PAGE THE FIRST TIME YOU HAD TO MAKE SNIDE REMARKS ABOUT HER IN YOUR PROFILE THEN THAT WASNT ENOUGH YOU HAD TO GET SHITTY WITH ME DO YOU NOT RECALL THESE CONVERSATIONS CAUSE IF NOT I DO HAVE COPIES OF THE MESSAGES WHICH IT ISNT ANY BIG DEAL AS FOR FIREMAN185 IF HE CHOICES TO TALK TALK TO YOU FROM NOW ON OUT THATS UP TO HIM I DONT TELL WHO HE CAN TALK TO AN WHO HE CANT HES A BIG BOY AND ADULT HE CHOSE ME OVER YOU IM SORRY I CANT CONTROL WHAT CHUCK CHOSE TO DO ALL IM SAYIN IS WISE UP DID HE NOT TELL YOU HOW HE FELT? I THINK HE DID SOMETIME AGO ANYWAYS IVE SAID ALL IM GON

Gone Fishing
Gone FIshing We had been talking online for weeks before we decided to take our fantasies to the phone. I've lain in bed several nights with you on speakerphone as I rubbed my clit and squeezed my breasts, wishing it were you. I knew you were stroking yourself as I described how I wanted to suck you and make you cum in my mouth. How badly I wanted to taste you. We always managed to get each other off, no matter if we were online or on the phone. We were talking one evening about you going fishing over the weekend. You told me where you were going and told me about your lucky fishing vest. When we first starting talking online, we had described ourselves so we'd have some sort of visual for our fantasy masturbation. I woke up early Saturday morning, gathered a few supplies and set out for my drive. I was nervous, we had never met each other, or even considered it. I arrived at your fishing spot and went looking for you. You had told me that you'd be on the boat for a couple hou

Kids
My daughter and I were talkin the other day. My son comes in and asks us what we were talking about. I told him that it was something between us "girls". He starts to leave and my daughter tells him "This an A and B conversation so C ur way out before D jumps over E and F's you up". I started rollin !!! He left the room laughing. Two days later I heard him telling that to one of his friends. Just wanted to share that ... HAve a good St Patty's NIght!!!

A Sad Murder Of A Innocent 4yr Old Little Girl
As we all know about Summer Lytle Phelp's and her fate. I know we are sickened and saddened that her Mother's myspace site is still up.The link to it is http://www.myspace.com/angeleyes0921 Myspace needs to know what we think. WE WANT THIS SITE REMOVED NOW!!! sign on the bottom and repost this so that we can let them know what we all think and feel. Prosecutor adds charges in Spokane girl's abuse death 03/15/2007 Associated Press Prosecutors amended homicide by abuse charges that could result in longer prison sentences if a Spokane couple accused of killing a 4-year-old girl is convicted. Jack Driscoll, Spokane County chief deputy criminal prosecutor, on Wednesday added three aggravating circumstances to the homicide by abuse charge against Jonathan D. Lytle, 28, and Adriana L. Lytle, 32. Jonathan Lytle's daughter, Summer Lytle, stopped breathing in the bathtub after her stepmother left her alone after forcing her to wash soiled items for more than 10 hours a

My Everyday Life!!!
The Bruised Woman She stood in front of the mirror dabbing make-up on her face She covers up the bruises and fixes her hair in place ~ She stares at her reflection with her tear-filled eyes And pulls herself together while silently she cries. She goes into the kitchen and cleans up the mess Broken dishes scattered and crushed like pieces of happiness ~ She sweeps the floor of eggshells and cleans furniture of glass She knows as she restores order this will not be the last. She quietly fixes dinner though she winces in pain She mustn't show how much she hurt just to set him off again ~ She never stops to think about it while he's still around No time to ponder who's to blame she never makes a sound. She dreads the time to go to bed as the clock ticks away She knows what will come next and she know she must obey ~ And while he lay there sleeping she gets up from their bed She showers to wash away the filth and to someh

The Weekend
Well all my 21st Birthday fun has come to a close. Back to work tomorrow at 6:30 in the morning. This weekend my friend and I drove to Cleveland to see this Irish band she likes, The Saw Doctors, stayed the night and went to The Great Lakes Brewery for lunch and to pick up a shit load of beer for her brother, and then went to his house for a St. Patrick's Day Party. I was supposed to go out to the bar tonight around...well right now...but the friend that I was supposed to go with is having a bad night and doesn't want to go. Which is fine by me actually because I am really tired and have to be up in about 6 or 7 hours anyway. I think I'm just gonna go take my contacts out and pass out now. Back to work and school, blah.

How I Feel
Half the time i feel like no one cares, even though i know in my head there are people that care about me, its not the first time ive felt this way, and its not the last time. I know there are people out there worst than me, i know there are people who live out on the streets with no one to love them. Why should i feel this way, feeling like if i roll out the gates to do our mission i really dont care if i come back, i really dont. If i go to higher ups in my unit than when im out of the army in 2010 i will be labeled crazy and it will be hard to get a job, so im stuck in limbo trying to find a cure for this and coming up short. i always wondered if i die over here like so many other soldiers before me would they do a closed casket or an opened one, what would i look like, would they put me in my Class A's, or if a closed would they still use the bodybag, or every a sleeping bag as ive seen earlier in my deployment. what makes this all worse is when i try to tell people how i feel,

If You Leave Me Now
The nights are wearing me down And it`s hard getting through the day `Cos I need you right now And right now you`re so faraway I guess I should have known That I`d end up this way But I swear I`ll come home And then nothing will drag me away, Now that some much time has passed I know that this love of ours will last forever Cos we feel it, tast it, hold it and believe it You need me like I need you I know you do, I'm sure you do And I`m all alone feeling the tears Falling down from my eyes I was forcing myself just walk through the day When all I really wanted to do was curl up in a corner and cry Nothing had any meaning And I just thought let's give it another day and see if anything happens Then you came along like my own ray of sunshine Made me feel warm, safe and alive again, Don`t you ever leave me baby Don`t you ever leave me now Don`t you ever leave me baby I am lost and broken If you leave me now

The Lengths Of Friendship
What will this friend do for you???And how is there friendship so true?This friend even if they love you,And you are with someone else will dance with you when your girlfriend decides she wants to dance with someone else,...I will make sure you are not lonely,rub your back when a song makes you cry,make sure you have food,babysit you when you are depressed or in pain,Help you find someone you can love,and be delighted and smile when you kiss her,I will treat your new love with respect and like a sister.The lengths of friendship is like the links of a chain everything I say or do,makes it stronger.---FOREVER MY FRIEND.---Once you are my friend you are always my friend.don't ever forget that.

March 18
march 17th A roadside bomb exploded Thursday in eastern Baghdad, killing four U.S. soldiers "they work out of our fob, good guys they are" honor to the 1/8 cav Going out on a 4 day mission, couple days back had an ied go off the front end of the lead hmvvw, everyone is alright im losing my Section sgt, aparently the thing with the cs gas which we throught was white smoke isnt going to good

Love Stinks At Times!
love stinks! all it does is make u happy one min and then u crying ur eyes out and hurting the next. wut is the point of love. so i forever give up on love cause it is not worth the trouble it causes! so love can kiss my ass! love sucks and those people that are in love will learn just how much it hurts. so if u in love and i piss u off get over it. and for those that agree with me rock on dudes! love stinks and cupid must die fucking horribley!

I Am Tired And I Quit
I am so tired. In more ways than one. I am probably writing this more because of the medicine, rather than anything else. However, it is all from my feelings that I usually keep inside. I am tired of being alone. I am tired of the games and the lies. Let me give you a brief background of myself. For the last, going on 8 years now, I have been single. Minus 2 failed long distance relationships, I have not had a real physical relationship. I do not mean just sexual, that is not a big thing to me. I am refering to being able to hold, look at, do things with, and even just being able to look into their eyes and see their smile. Now this, exile shall we say, has been partly self imposed. I have had numerous oppurtunites for one night stands and the such. However, that is not what I am looking for. All of the women who seem to be interested in me are not my type. Meaning they are either snobbish, judgmental, selfish, or just looking for sex, etc. Anyway, let me get back to

The Winners Are:..
THE WINNERS FOR: THE BEST IRISH DEFAULT PICTURE ON CT CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER WINNER(Rating - 10.28 (36) 8001 - Comments)FOR: 2ND PLACE WINNER WITH(Rating - 10.19 (16) 3429 - Comments )FOR: 3RD PLACE WINNER(Rating - 10.14 (50) 3006 - Comments )FOR: 4TH PLACE WINNER(Rating - 10.29 (34) 2932 - Comments )FOR: CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS AND THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION. HAVE A GREAT SUNDAY ALL,AND HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR ST PATRICK'S DAY. WildCat

My "im Off The Fam' Bulletin
I AM OFFICIALLY OFF OF LDCF ...I WILL LAUNCH A BULLETIN AND POST A BLOG IN THE MORNING DETAILING MY EXACT REASONS FOR LEAVING...SOME MAY BE PISSED IT BUT WHEN I WRITE I WRITE WITH NO BULLSHIT I WILL BE PUTTIN MY EXACT REASONS I LEFT, YOU CAN WAIT TO READ IT THEN DECIDE TO REMOVE ME OR NOT, OR JUST DO SO NOW I WILL LEAVE IT Up 2 YOU, I AM EXPECTING DOWN RATERS SINCE MY YAHOO MASS ALREADY GOT A FEW ...MY ONLY TO THEM IS 1 OR 10 THANKS FOR THE POINTS U PUNK FUCKERS...AT LEAST GROW SOME BALLS AND LET ME KNOW IT'S YOU PEACE Emanon~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones~~@ CherryTAP

Ronald Regan
You don't realize how much you miss him, until you read and remember some of the things he said and stood for: "Here's my strategy on the Cold War: We win, they lose." - Ronald Reagan "The most terrifying words in the English language are: I'm from the government and I'm here to help." - Ronald Reagan "The trouble with our liberal friends is not that they're ignorant: It's just that they know so much that isn't so." - Ronald Reagan "Of the four wars in my lifetime none came about because the U.S. was too strong." - Ronald Reagan "I have wondered at times about what the Ten Commandment's would have looked like if Moses had run them through the U.S. Congress."- Ronald Reagan "The taxpayer: That's someone who works for the federal government but doesn't have to take the civil service examination." - Ronald Reagan "Government is like a baby: An alimentary canal with a big appetite at one end and no sense of responsibility at the other." - Ronald Reagan

Five Points, Saint Pat's And 7 Nations
Saint Patrick's Day Well, I went down to Five Points for St. Patrick's day, the first time down there in about 15 years for the shin-dig. What a circus!! Now I remeber why I stopped going down there. I'm not much for big crowds and big, noisey, drunken crowds are the worse, but I had made a vow to go because one of my favorite groups were playing there, Seven Nations. A rock band with a Celtic edge. Least it's in keeping with St. Pat's as an Irish Holiday, not unlike a lot of the rock and blues and country being played down there also. Oh, don't get me wrong, I like some of the other bands that were playing there, but I wanted some good ol' Celtic music for the "Raising of the Green". I got there early, around 3pm as Seven Nation was playing at 5. After threading my way through the lines and the drunks, lol, yeah I had a couple of Guiness' myself, I settled my butt down near the Oldies 103 stage and got to catch a pretty good Celtic/Rock/Folk group called Loch Ness Johnny

Either You Talk Or You Dont!!!
OK!! We all have "friends" on the tap but whut tha fuck!! why after a few convos you dont talk no more. For instance when i see someone on the tap i make sure i try to hit everyone up with a shout out or a comment due to the fact im not on my own computer (you know how that is right) i dont do as much as i want to.But if shout you in the box have the same fuckin common courtesy to holla back. Dont talk to me then STOP and leave me hanging, not only is it fucked up but its rude and downright fuckin nut-driving!! i thought the reason for us to talk and shit was to MEET people but it seems all anyone wants is points and shit like that. Well thats fine to each his own. Matter of fact i hear people talkin bout how awsome cherry tap is and their right the site is the bomb but some of these people are seriously slacking. I think when i get the money i gon plan a cherrytap LIVE mett and greet. I mean those of us who remember yahoo know all about the chat parties some people threw and the wild

Update
well i had 2 dates today and the first one was not for me..i kind of ditch him..the seconds he was nice. who knows whats going to happen.the 3rd one..didnt go on..thoughthe was playing games..but im back..better than ever

My Veiw On.....
Death! okay so i have thought it over and it keeps coming threw my mind, why do we bury the dead? why do we burn them? i have a better solution, eat them, there are alot of staving people in the world and who knows human could be the best mean on the planet and it might actually be good for you too, i dont know maybe im just crazy but i think it would be a good idea, it might save a life.

Succubus ( For Satanslefthand )
I can feel it seething coursing throughout that slight twinge, growing stronger goosebumps and lingering cold sweat trembling, I stretch- head rush, deaf for a moment vision fades in red specks then back again and I stumble rage swirling, churning, shaking breath for fuck's sake- distorted little thoughts I'm gonna do something naughty- I can feel it you can't stop me nor do you want to... devilish grin, evil green eyes and I'm looking for you run, hide, get out of my way! thrashing to the beat lost in the screams shrill therapy rogue, succubus, catalyst I am proudly all these things... it boils deep, only steam escapes and I'm in one of those moods today...

Cheating Hurts
Girl: is on the couch making out with a hot guy, her cellphone rings... Girl:Hey babe, I'll be right back. I need to take this call. Boy: Yeah okay. Sure. She walks into the next room. Girl: Hey! What's up? Guy [on her cellphone]: Nothing, hey hun, do you think we could go do something later tonight? What are the chances my boss let me get out early. Girl: Yeah, sounds great! Guy [on her cellphone]: Okay. I'm right by your house, I'll come to get you now. Girl: That's not such a good idea... Guy [on her cellphone]: Why not? Girl: I'm busy right now... sorry. Guy [on her cellphone]: With what? It's our anniversary! You didn't make any other plans did you...? In her head she yells, SHIT! Throws clothes back on quickly. Girl: No No... I was just eating... with the family. Guy [on her cellphone]: But I thought you said your family was away this weekend, up at your resort? The guy walks into her house, turns the corner into the hallway. Goes downst

Fallen
u came to me no need in fighting what my heart was saying for i knew i want you! Fallen for you was the easy part your hair, your eyes the crow feet around your eyes. your smile, you tone of your voice. fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead. want to give you all that i have to offer Fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead give you my love Looking in so open hearted love you for who you are. fallen for you was the easy part not thinking ahead given you my love not know that i was loven blindly fallen in love with you was so easy but fallen out of love is harder then i could every dream. I would take you back in a heart beat second and so scared to start something new because I not want to fall out of love with you fallen for you was so easy not thinking ahead given you my love not knowing that I was loven so blindly fallen out of love with you is breaking my heart. fallen for you was a joy but fal

Have You Ever?
Have I Ever Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some new

You Might Be A Cop If........
You have the bladder capacity of five people; You have ever restrained someone and it was not a sexual experience; You believe that 25% of people are a waste of protoplasm; Your idea of a good time is a robbery at shift change; You run a NCIC on anyone that is friendly toward you; You think it is perfectly normal to discuss dismemberment over a gourmet meal; You can identify a negative "tattoo to tooth" ratio just by looking at a person; You find humor in other people's stupidity; You believe in the aerial spraying of Prozac; You disbelieve 90% of what you hear and 75% of what you see; You have your weekends off planned for a year in advance; You believe that a "shallow gene pool" should be grounds for an arrest; You believe that the Government should require a permit to reproduce; You believe that unspeakable evils will befall you if anyone says "Boy, it sure is quiet around here"; You refer to your nightstick as your "Dork Slayer"; You bel

Servitude In Marriage
Christians have their own way of looking at marriage. Much of this view is based on the Pauline letters. Some of the letters that have survived till now have very explicit instructions on how a man and a woman should act in marriage. Divorce and widows are also discussed. Paul and the other writers who wrote in his name have a very masculine view of how marriage should be and how the wife should act. These views include sexual practices, remaining with your partner, and if your spouse should die. All of these views deal with servitude. Both men and women are in servitude towards God; they are in servitude towards each other also. Paul and the other writers put this into perspective in several places in the bible. The first area this servitude aspect is apparent is in First Corinthians. The Corinthians are told the "married women is concerned with worldly affairs; her aim is to please her husband."(Cor 1 7:34). This servitude is life long. Paul states "a wife is bound to her husb

Only If You Give A Shit...
Im drunk as the Irish could ever dream. Its 4am central time. St. Paddy's is over and all I can think about is: years ago my dad died at the ripe old age of 50. That was 1999. Growing up all he wanted me to experience in my life musically was Willie Nelson before he died. Skipping time, I have seen Willie numerous times and will continue to do so until I/he dies. I pray that Willie who was old when my dad was young, will continue to be immaculately old when I have kids and continue playing so they will have the golden chance to see him perform live. I encourage every person living to go out of their way to see Willie Nelson perform. He can play the guitar like no other and beyond that his set is non stop, in your face, with no breaks, awesome. Name the biggest band you ever wanted to see and compare their set to Willie Nelson. He plays a longer more productive set with no breaks, and hes 2 maybe 3 times the age of all other bands. But he can play his old gut string guitar like you woul

In My Heart
In My Heart There is a secret place, where no one ever goes. It is hidden and protected, kept safe and quite secure. There is only room for one here though the space is rather large. The space reserved for one here, the place within my heart. You entered there some time ago, I wanted you to know. The secret place within my heart, is yours and yours alone.

Facts Of Life
1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't know even exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance at getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, you probably sooner or later will get it. 13. Always remember compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks

C. O. N. S. C. I. E. N. C. E.
Concepts from a Higher Realm giving Instructions for the Sake of Truth; Occupying the Familiar Forevermore; Encouraging Righteous Servitude. Needing Obedience, Beholding to the Love Eternally; Sensing the Energy of Righteous Values Amid the Negative Tugs of Satan. Caring, Out of Understanding, Respecting All, Giving of yourself to Everyone, It Needs no Thought, Even Goodness Restores Inner Trust in You. Evil Lurks About Trying to Impede Obstacles of Negativity. Noticing Opposition, Trusting And Believing Love is Everlasting. Can Express the Real Truth Always Inside, Never Taken from You. Enduring Time Ending Respectfully Now Imparts with Total Yearning. (If you use the first letter in each sentence it spells conscience.) (If you take the capitol letters in each sentence they spell out: Christ offers noble servants courage, integrity, elation, notable certainty, eternity.)

A...b...c's Of The Traveling Servants
The traveling servants are a special breed, There is no age limit to spread the seed. You can drop a seed here and drop a seed there, Before you know it, seeds have been dropped everywhere. The seeds will grow and the seeds will flourish, Hearts and minds will be nourished. Take the time to spread the seeds, Taking care of another's needs. They plant seeds Abroad, Following the words of God. The plant seeds that are Bountiful, It makes the mind so peaceful. They plant seeds with Compassion, Making a trend with a new fashion. They plant seeds with Diligence, And tackle any encumbrance. They plant seeds of Enlightenment, According to God's assignment. They plant seeds of Faithfulness, Knowing the love and blessedness. They plant seeds of Guidance, The love they want to enhance. They plant seeds of Hope, With all struggles, they will cope. They plant seeds with Integrity, Looking forward to eternity. They plant seeds with Joy, For all mankind to enjoy.

Where Are All The Americans?
A Somali arrives in Minneapolisas a new immigrant to the United States.He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this country, giving me housing, foodstamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby. "Thank you for havingsuch a beautiful country here in America!" The person says, "I not American, I Vie tnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops,shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East, I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?"She says, "No, I am from Africa!" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The African lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work."

Answers
Why am I such a bad person? I figure I must be some real piece of shit for women to treat me the way they do. All I’ve ever done is be polite, kind, RESPECTFUL….and to what end? I give my heart to someone, truly feel a deep affection for them, and what does it get me? Not even the courtesy to say “Hey, I know we had a thing for a little while but now I’m interested in someone else”. Not even a word at all. Instead I’m left to find it out for myself and get met with only silence when I ask about it. So someone please explain to me why I’m such an asshole that I deserve for this to keep happening to me.

My Most Favorite Song Ever
Been beat up and battered round Been sent up, and Ive been shot down Youre the best thing that Ive ever found Handle me with care Reputations changeable Situations tolerable Baby, youre adorable Handle me with care (chorus) Im so tired of being lonely I still have some love to give Wont you show me that you really care Everybodys got somebody to lean on Put your body next to mine, and dream on Ive been fobbed off, and Ive been fooled Ive been robbed and ridiculed In day care centers and night schools Handle me with care Been stuck in airports, terrorized Sent to meetings, hypnotized Overexposed, commercialized Hand me with care Ive been uptight and made a mess But Ill clean it up myself, I guess Oh, the sweet smell of success Handle me with care

Fantasy. Thought U Might Enjoy This
i took this from a very good friend of mine, he has awsome fantasys You enter the room dressed as I told you to. You look hot in the little catholic schoolgirl outfit I took perverse delight in picking out for you. The short plaid skirt and knee highs, down to the saddle shoes. The button down white shirt that is tied off instead of buttoned, showing off plenty of your ample cleavage and your cute belly button. And your hair up in pigtails and the lollipop that completes the dirty fantasy. I sit in the center of the room, illuminated only by candles. I raise my finger and beckon you to come towards me. I rise from the seat as you approach. I take you chin in my hand and kiss your lips. I move your chin to the side and smell the exotic scent of your hair. "Have you been a good girl and obeyed your master today?" I ask. "Yes sir" you reply. "Good. Are you dressed exactly as I said." I ask as I lift the hem of your skirt to see that you followed my commands. I see the bl

Wow....
I am ok with her not showing up at church, she was at a party I get it. I went to church hung over a lil. She didn't show up. I was like ok she is probably still sleepin, I'll just go over after and get started on her car. Then I heard Jordan tell Tierney that Robbie slept over last night. I tried to just sit there and act normal, but I couldn't do it, so I just said to Justin,"I thhink I am just going to go man." He said,"I understand." I love him like a brother, I wish I could be around him more. I hate being out here alone. I guess that short few hours this morning was my airtime and I missed the meat hook again. Damn, better luck next time. I know he probably just stayed because they got their late and he was tired. I get it. So, why does it still hurt? Oh well, here is my new motto "Fuck it." I just can't do this anymore. I wish everything was back to normal for me, like it is for Jess. But I can't go back to normal because I will end up in jail. And I don't want to be that person

Doctor's Office
I went to the doctor's office because of course I was sick. My head felt like someone hit me aside the head with a frying pan, my ears were hurting and so was my throat. It hurt to swallow (back off preverts) so then I just waited for them to call me. The doctor called me in and did a check up. He rubbed the front part of my neck and asked "Does this hurt?" I twicthed and repiled "Yea" and then he "massaged" my ears, I didn't reply yes this time I jumped out of the examining bed and screamed "OWWWWWWW MUTHA FUCKAAAAA" The doctor said I have a bad case of a ear infection. I should be better in two weeks, if not that come back and see us. Two weeks? Last ear infecton I had lasted 3 weeks. O.o...something tells me it's gonna be one of those

Irish For The Day....
What a St. Patty’s day. The girl came over about 5:30 and the three of us went out about 7:00. We went to Helen Fitzgerald’s here in the ‘lou’ and had some traditional Irish grub! Once we had our fill of great food and a couple brews we headed into the pub that is attached. Wow can two cuties in a pub catch some attention. We danced to a live band playing there until about 11:00 and then….. ‘went east’… for those of you NOT in ‘the lou’ going east means heading over to the strip clubs and other places of glorious decadence in east St. Louis. Once we arrived at Hollywood it was ‘ON’… She sure knows how to work a room. The poor lil’ girl was left to scramble in Her wake. It was awesome. She located a few of her favorite dancers… We tossed the cute lil’ blonde slut up on stage with one of Her favorites and stripped the girl naked. After a good number of private dances with a decent number of very attractive women… She and the girl had painted the town green. It is incredibly ho

Big Bad Wolf
Little Red Riding Hood is skipping thru the forest road when she sees the big bad wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf." The wolf jumps up and runs away. Further down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched behind a bush. "My, what big ears you have, Mr. Wolf." Again the wolf jumps up and runs away. About 1/4 mile down the road Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again and this time he is crouched down behind a rock. "My, what big teeth you have, Mr. Wolf." With that the wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you knock it off? I'm trying to poop!"

I'm Taurus - The Tramp
Hello, Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud.Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forwa

What Is Your Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sex Recipe
Ingredients: 2 Loving eyes. 2 Loving arms 2 Well shaped legs 2 Firm milk containers 1 Fur lined mixing bowl 2 Large nuts 1 Large banana Method: Look into loving eyes. Fold in loving arms Spread well shaped legs Squeeze and massage milk containers gently until fur lined mixing bowl is well greased. Check frequently with middle finger. Add banana - work in and out until well creamed. Cover with nuts and sigh with relief. Cake done when banana becomes soft. Be sure to wash mixing utensils and don't lick the bowl! P.S. If cake begins to rise, leave town immediately!!!

Someone Ive Meet
ive been talking too this older female but idk mabe i like her too fast but then again she keeps a good convo going on the fone and we have good laughs and i make her smile alot. wat do ya think a brotha should say or do?

What Song Are You?
Your Stripper Song Is Master and Servant by Depeche Mode "There�s a new game We like to play you see A game with added reality You treat me like a dog Get me down on my knees" Yawn, dancing is so boring without a little spice. What Song Should You Strip To?

Kissing Style....
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Poem
As the days go by,while I fight back the tears,knowing what you are doing lie after lie.It seems as if you don't care.Laughing to yourself,while you sit back and watch my heart break. It hurts so bad,what you do to me.Not telling me when you are going to go.You doing things behind my back.You think I am stupid,but I am not.These little games you are playing are not funny,you will get yours in return.When you do,I will be the laughing out loud. I am like an open book and easy to read.I wear my heart on my sleeve. My relationships have always been this way,they are never gonna change.I just wish they would.

March 18, 2007: Yadadamean
Bay Area slang for "you know what I'm sayin?" Other variations include "[yadadaimsayin]" and "[yadada] I'm talkin bout?" im bout to put this [thizz] in my life....[spark] this [bleezy] and take it from there yadadamean?

Together
I discover you in what feels like a dream. So perfectly written. As if you were predicted. Our bodies pressed upon one another and everything else disappears. I become lost in this moment where two become one. We are ecstacy. Pure. Beautiful. Everything is falling together and we join in an embrace of two souls feeding off each other. My energy becomes your warmth. My heartbeat adjusts to yours. We breathe this moment together. We learn this moment together. We, as two, become one together.

Sending Out...
As a walk through the valley of blooming flowers, Seeing within the way a waving weeping willow... So shall all worries now be devoured... For rest within sleep shall come with head to pillow. And with this so shall the hummingbird sing it's song, As daylight comes and then night shall fall again.. The path will become shorter than it is long... And she shall come forth for now it is time to begin... Blessed Be!

"criminal"
We begin. My hands in a bind. I feel like shit, all the time. Don't know who I am, nor who I was; Where I'm going, nor where I've been. Look, look deep into my dark eyes, and see my fire, Feel me within you, burning up your heart with lust and desire. But I can not touch you, for I am bound at the hands. No one wants this one to be free. He's far too dangerous they say, He needs to be put away. Thrown in a dark corner, and forgotten. Then all of you can be safe, Your precious world untouched and unfucked by yours truly. So everyone join in and toss me out, it's the latest trend. In a freefall that doesn't seem to end. I've never felt more at home, so kick me while I'm down. I just wanted to come into the light. I wanted to belong somewhere. No one wants to accept a bad one gone good. Seems I am stained mi amiga. Look at me now, fighting to stay above water. Facing the black abyss below, I'm not going back. I'm not going

About Me!!!!!
Alot of cherries think that they got me figure out,but they don't!I have been very sweet to every person that I have came in contact with,and I will continue to be sweet to all!I have been accused of being a "Damn Player"and a no good man! Thats cool everyone is entitled to their on opinion! First of all I am a Good Man,I'm not out there breaking hearts, I'm making them!Somebody has to treat Women with respect and thats what I'm doing on CherryTap!Please take time to get to know me before you talk about me,you will find yourself falling in love with Me and wishing your Man was Me!My Father thought Me how to treat a Woman with Respect!!!!!! I love Women more than I love Myself! So come HOLLA at Me!

Kid's Now Aday's Wouldnt Of Lasted 5 Minutes In 1980
IF you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning .. uphill BOTH ways . through year 'round blizzards. Carrying their younger siblings on their backs . to their one-room schoolhouse, where they maintained a Straight-A average, despite their full-time, after-school job at the local textile mill ... where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate

The Problematic Reverse Diet
First of all, before I dive into my problem, allow me to direct you to every photo of me in the "Showing Some Skin" folder. This will give you a base reference on my predicament. Did you look? OK, besides the near nakedness of my photos in there, take a look at my physique. Ya see it? That's the way I've been for almost a decade. And quite frankly, I'd like that to change. That's me at 150 lbs - the same weight I've stayed at for a decade. I can't gain, I can't lose. I'm stuck. I'm healthy, yes. I'm athletic, yes. I have great endurance, yes. But what I don't have is room for a physical change in my appearance. You may be thinking "why the hell does this bother him?. I'd love to get down to his weight. I've been dieting forever, and it's just so slow." Blah blah blah blah. If you're dieting to lose weight, you have a desire to change your current appearance. The same holds true for me, but in reverse. You might wanna lose weight; I wanna gain weight. I'm 31 y

Ramblings Of In Love
It's 3 AM again and I'm tired but cant seem to fall asleep. My mind is filled with her. Her smile, her laugh, her wants. Is this the torture of love or loneliness? I'm smoking again, what does that mean? I don't like it I just need it, for now at least. I've spent much time alone and much with friends. I've been in too many relationships, some out of want and caring but many out of convince or small faith. I'm not lonely, I just miss my friend who I fell in love with. This is different or so I want it to be. I feel different, things taste different, I look at things differently. If different means better, then my life is better, for meeting her. I suppose that is why I write. I want to trust my feelings though so many times they have only lead me to emptiness. With her I find an inner peace that I haven't felt in so many years. I believe she finds that same peace, but it frightens and confuses her, she has been let down many times before. Days spent without

Cost Of A Miracle
A little girl went to her bedroom and pulled a glass jelly jar from its hiding place in the closet. She poured the change out on the floor and counted it carefully. Three times, even. The total had to be exactly perfect. No chance here for mistakes. Carefully placing the coins back in the jar and twisting on the cap, she slipped out the back door and made her way 6 blocks to Rexall's Drug Store with the big red Indian Chief sign above the door. She waited patiently for the pharmacist to give her some attention, but he was too busy at this moment. Tess twisted her feet to make a scuffing noise. Nothing. She cleared her throat with the most disgusting sound she could muster. No good. Finally she took a quarter from her jar and banged it on the glass counter. That did it! "And what do you want?" the pharmacist asked in an annoyed tone of voice. I'm talking to my brother from Chicago whom I haven't seen in ages," he said without waiting for a reply to his question. "Well, I

What The Feck Is Going On Here?
So I get an invite to join this site and, as you do, I went and registered. 1. I have no idea how you navigate around the site, it seems to be a random affair. 2. I have no idea how to earn points but seem to be doing it by accident. 3. Adding friends does not seem to require any knowledge of or conversation with your new friend. 4. And as it's an American site there is no way to search for users that I have found other than by US Postal Zip Code. Conclusion, I shall randomly bimble around working out how to drive the site and probably get bored and delete myself.

Just In Case You All Might To See The Proof In The Pudding
Laurie, Hey how are you? Im okay look the other day things just got really blown up an out of the way yes when it comes to Chuck I am very protective and yes very jelaous because before him I went threw a former bad releationship and well when I seen the comment you had left him I honestly didnt like it and it pissed me off as for him blocking you I had nothing to do with that how ever I have told him I do not care if you are his freind you were theeway before me and I am encouraging him to unblock you but I dont know what hes going to do but I have told him and asked him to unblock you we just need to get this fixed asap because good friends are hard to come by and you seem to be one of his closest so I only wish things with you and him to be worked out. I never hurt him he did it himself there are things you dont know that happened also as well unless he told you but if not then maybe you should ask him his misery was brought on himself when he broke my trust by something he

Do You Remember These?
HOW MANY DO YOU REMEMBER ?? Count them as you go. 1. Metal ice trays with levers. 2. Telephone party lines. 3. 45 RPM records. 4. Soda machines that dispensed glass bottles. 5. Tableside jukebokes in coffee shops. 6. Home milk delivery in glass bottles with cardboard stoppers. 7. Butch Wax. 8. Newsreels before the movie. 9. The unholy trinity: Hitler, Mussolini and Franco. 10. Eisenhower, Normandy and D-Day. 11. Telephone numbers with a word prefix (Olive-6933)(Black 421). 12. Peashooters. 13. Howdy Doody. 14. Candy cigarettes. 15. S&H Green Stamps. 16. Hi-fi's. 17. Wire recorders. 18. Mimeograph paper. 19. Blue Flashbulbs 20. Beanie and Cecil. 21. Roller skates with keys. 22. Cork popguns. 23. Drive-in movies. 24. Studebaker and Nash automobiles. 25. Wash tub wringers. 26. Rotary phones. IF YOU REMEMBERED............. 0-5 = You're still young. 6-10 = You are getting older. 11-15 = Don't tell your age. 16-20 = You're older than dirt! Over 20 =Even dirt isn't as old as you!

You Just Never Know
A married couple went to he hospital to have their baby delivered. Upon their arrival, the doctor said he had invented a new machine that would transfer a portion of the mother's labor pain to the father. He asked if they were willing to try it out. They were both very much in favor of it. The doctor set the pain transfer dial to 10% for starters, explaining that even 10% was probably more pain than the father had ever experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine and asked the doctor to go ahead and bump it up a notch. The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20% pain transfer. The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor checked the husband's blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. At this point they decided to try for 50%. The husband continued to feel quite well. Since it was obviously helping out his wife considerably, the husband encouraged the doctor to transfer ALL the pain to him. The wife delivered a healthy baby with virtuall

He Finally Won One
A couple drove several miles down a country road, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument, and neither wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules and pigs, the wife sarcastically asked, "Relatives of yours?" Yep," the husband replied, "In-laws."

Jobs
"Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the country would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check?????

Havent Been Around
hello to all my friends sorry I havent been around for a while Ive been unwell nothing to serious. But it does mean that im not on line for a while. Ive been getting raging migraines which lay me up, they have been getting worse and more frequent. So I'm sorry if I havent gotten back to you but ive not been here. Thanks for all the lovely comments that have been left on my page I will try to get back to you when i can. Love to all and wishing you all happyness and well being

100 Things About Me
Just some known facts about me. Enjoy. 1)I hate spiders well any type of reptiles freak me out 2)I've stripped naked once because I had a cockroach crawl on me 3)I feel as if I should have been born in the 50's 4)I tend to do things on impulse 5)I sleep naked 6)I have OCD. I can't stand things being out of order. Clean freak. ( Not totally a freak) I have kids and can handle a little bit of a mess. Just rather have it clean. Wouldn't anyone? 7)I drink to run away from my problems 8)I have low self-esteem 9)I'm a horrible speller 10)I'm in love with someone ill never be with 11)I love cheesecake more then I do chocolate 12)I love to cook 13)I take 40 minute + showers 14)Most of my dreams come true "Good and bad" 15)I regret not having a white wedding 16)I've committed my own emotional suicide 17)I like having control 18)I cry when I'm angry 19)I'm extremely sensitive 20)I'm a hopeless romantic 21)I have trust issues

Patience Is A Virtue?? Crap
7 months now and the days just keep marching on. There's something about separation laws that just gets my gander up. As my lawyer said to me, I have to be a "Monk in a Monastary". I can understand the reasoning, yeah I'm separated and that doesn't mean I'm divorced yet. Can't let the ex find out I was seen in public with someone of the opposite sex and try and tag on an adultery charge to the mix. But to tell me I can't even go out and hand with a friend, I repeat, just a friend of the opposite gender, because I'd run that risk, It's almost ridiculous. Yeah, I have some lady friends but that doesn't mean I want to fuck them...well maybe a couple, but I wouldn't expect to just on my own morals of not wanting to lose them as friends, but it's a damn shame I can't like ask them to catch a movie with me or grab a bite to eat. Hell, I can go hang out with all the male buds in the world and nothing would be said. There's the crux of it too. Have dinner with a lady friend and get ac

Frankie
A beautiful person inside and out you stand for what you believe in and love unconditionally... I'm thankful our paths have crossed and I'm so honored to be your friend. You always take the time to show your friends you are thinking of them. You are a kind hearted person with the kindest of words. Thank you for allowing me to be your friend. A true friend it’s like a four leaf clover - Hard to find, and lucky to have. I consider myself very "lucky" to have you as my Friend. Oh and add charming, sexy and caring to that List of things that make you so wonderful. Definitely a friend that I cannot do without you. Your words move me every time we visit. You are truly one of the best connections that I've made in this world. We've been together for a long time, and will be for much longer. I love you for being Sweet, kind, intelligent, artistic, compassionate, assertive, funny, puts silly little songs in my head that I sing all day long, dang! You are wonderful person with a po

What Kind Of Intelligence Do You Have
Your Dominant Intelligence is Intrapersonal Intelligence Reflective and thoughtful, you enjoy spending time alone. You are good at analyzing yourself - and knowing your true feelings. Totally self aware, you are in tune with your dreams and desires. A spiritual and philopsophical person, your inner calmness inspires and helps others. You would make a great philosopher, researcher, or theorist.What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Finally Recieved My Medicine ! ! !
The way the sweetness pures off of him, onto to me.... The way he uses his words, whispers in my ear... Goose bumps rising all over my body.. Did he know that I needed this particular medicine? That for so long I have not been able to obtain it... My body, my mind needing it... When finally that day came, when I recieved the first dose, it was as if I was on a natural high... WOW what a feeling... Everytime he makes me laugh the way my eyes turn chinky... My face turning red.... The laughter building deep inside, the most beautiful music releasing from my heart... The realness in it... How can I explain that feeling? What he does to me, is take my breathe away....

Level 2 Combatives Update
well im done with 1 week of level 2 combatives. i have 1 week to go. so far my ribs are killing me, my sholder has been twisted in too many wrong directions, and my elbow has been twisted in the same odd directions. i hae take downs, more hitting and being hit this week. god i need a massage. why do i do this to myself, oh wait i know. im an idiot thats why.

Two Blah Poems I Wrote
Dreams to share and to fulfill Waiting for our sweet moment still A box full of wishes and dreams yet to come true Desire for the soul that is the promise long over due Time slips away and can not be held in place So I savor the dream we share in this space Where fantasy is all that we hold Where I like my mind run free and bold To escape the bounds of earthly thought The dream is you and all you’ve brought To a heart that craves your touch so deep I seek you out before I dare to sleep Perchance to dream our dreams we share Amazing how much that for you I care And yet you remain a dream of love My love can soar on the wings of a dove So I am sending myself to see you in a dream When you wake you will know it is as it did seem That I was there with you all the night through For I know that in this world only your love will do By R. Thomas Dinsmore A number in the mass unseen Living in this world obscene To the world I matter not at all Live and die, life’s t

St. Patricks Day Adventure
Wow! Yesterday was quiet an adventure, so I can't pass up writing about it. Not only is St. Patricks day my favorite holiday of the year and my parents anniversary, it is also my very dear friend Ryan's birthday. To celebrate, Larry, Ryan, Kimmy, and I all went up to Ryan's dads house in Trinidad. OMG! It is georgous up there! His house is in the moutains in the middle of no where. The view from the house alone is amazing. I felt like I was in heaven. Well, since the guys had gone wondering off, his dad gave Kimmy and I the ATV to go play around with. We had a blast on our first trip out. We found an off road trail and explorded it some, but then went back and Ryan and I went down it again, but all the way till we had to turn around. So once we got back to the house, Kimmy and I went back there so I could show her what she didn't see before. This is were the story gets scarey and funny at the same time. Three fourths of the way down the trail, it comes to a fork, I knew that I was

Apologies
I had hoped to continue my latest tale this weekend, but life has gotten in the way. I had a pretty big health scare on Saturday (I'm okay now) and my Lovely Lady is sick as well, so I've been focused on nursing her as best I can. The next two weeks will be very busy for me, so I probably won't be able to continue the tale for quite some time. It will continue, though, I promise you!

A Public Service Announcement
You wanna know something that cracks my ass up? The way people type online. Like, it's seriously funny to me...I've been watching blast after blast go by with shit like "leave me sum luv"...as if it takes that much more effort to type and spell the words correctly..."some love"...TWO EXTRA letters...what a freaking concept. Now, I'm not immune to the occasional typo or anything, and I do screw up from time to time as well, but if I ever start typing shit that thousands of people will view as "U R 2 good 2 B tru, show me sum luv and i'll rate U 2", please shoot me where I stand. Technology makes people progressively dumber when it should be doing the exact opposite. Honestly, it makes people look a hundred times less educated when they can't put together a coherent typed sentence. I wonder what they're like at their jobs and whether the boss is gonna fire them for being unprofessional in reports. PLEASE, please, for the love of God, knock it the fuck off. *whew* Man, I fee

Missed The Sunshine... :(
LOL.... I laid down "for just a few minutes" before charging forth for the day in the sunshine and some volunteer work to finish up a project today after playing around with attempting to master being able to morph some images. My two examples are in my photos section under a "Morphing Experimentation" album currently at the bottom of my photo album list. I'll be forgiven for not following up today regarding the volunteering at the department because she knows my crazy work schedule. However, I just hated to sleep the afternoon away. LOL.... I am ready for working tonight, if there is an upside to it at all. Off to watch the Winner....and get things ready to take with me to work tonight. Blessings for a restful Sunday evening for you as well before charging forth for the eventful week ahead!!!

Lilith
The Story Of Lilith Queen of the demons is Lilith, long-haired and winged.1 She is supposed to have been the first wife of Adam. She had been one of the wives of Sammael, but of a wild, heroic and passionate nature she left her spouse and joined Adam. From their union issued the demons or Shedim, who rode about in the world as wicked spirits, persecute and plague men, and bring upon them illness, disease, and other sufferings. Lilith, like Adam, had been created from the dust (Adamah) of the earth. But as soon as she had joined Adam they began to quarrel, each refusing to be subservient and Submissive to the other. "I am your lord and master," spoke Adam, "and it is your duty to obey me." But Lilith replied: "We are both equal, for we are both issued from dust (Adamah), and I will not be submissive to you." And thus they quarrelled and none would give in. And when Lilith saw this she spoke the Ineffable Name of the Creator and soared up into the air. Thereupon Adam stood in praye

Whips, Chains And Green Beer Oh My!
That was my st.patty's day. I went out to the place called Atomix here in town and they had the "spank me I'm irish!" party there. Of course i made more connections, and just relaxed. It was nice to see people. Had a DJ there handcuff me and parade me like a prize holding my chin up, and showin off the handcuffs, and a master run these special add ons to your fingers that lightly scratch. Felt good. Now people dont get me wrong im not into the whole beat the person down in pain thing. Its not like that. I like the pleasureable sweet torture. The teasin that makes you ache you know? Fun times. Anyways. Yeah ok now that you know this soldier girl has a freaky side, hope you all are doin well and had your green beer and got trashed good and proper. Anyways gotta run. Bye.

My Brother The Junkie...
You try to explain bu I am ignorant to your lucid reasoning today, Listening to the voices that scream everything I am you will betray. I am staring at a facade,something so empty and s cold, All of promises and lies you tell yourself are now becoming old. You play the victim AND the killer now, Inner confliction takes over and you want to escape somehow. Trusting eyes upon you, you have now found a vein, Oblivious to all,you look inside of you seeing only misery and pain. Rage infuriates you, as does your need to blame, Point your finger now,lter hang your head in shame. So much pain you inflict heartaches and dissapointments leaving me unaware, Cut right into me,it doesnt matter anymore I KNOW you dont care. Drowning in a sea of self hate, Youre only out is to self medicate. You are no longer here a mere illusion hiding in the dark, You are enigmatic to everyone but me but cntinue to play the part. A prisoner of your own self hatred a prisoner of your own addictions,

If You Want A War..you Just Found One
Ok I am not one that will normaly blast a fellow site member. Even if that person has acted like the biggest ass ever. However... When someone trash talks me due to me being honest& not playing a mindgame with them. Welll then I think it's time to speak up in my own defense. Rozlyn/musicgal139 has seen fit to trash talk me to all she can. She has went so far as to contact those in my family n friend list and "warn" them about me. She has clamed i'm a lier,crule and i played games with her head. Firstly I've only spoken maybe 20 min in full to her Those were short PMs that she asked how i was i said fine. What IS behind her saying this shit is simple. I am taken. I told her so. My profile clearly states this as well. Even with all of this I still recived act silver men's ring with a proposal of"be my ct husband. Be mine". I relized even saying a word to her was making her feel I wanted her.I stopped talking to her and I wanted to advoid drama..so much for that..but I removed her

Ranting Like It's Going Out Of Style.
I don't even know what to say anymore. This is becoming so routine, I sound like a fucking broken record. I guess i'm just so pissed off right now that I could probably have fire emerging from my mouth and ears. I don't get it. This fake, I can't be real bullshit is getting to me, what the fuck is life if you can't get your feelings hurt once in awhile. Some people do really live in neverland where you lie and hold back things to uphold your reputation as someone whos doing just fine. I will never hold up that type of reputation, because you know what, I'm NOT doing just fine. I'm actually dying inside a little more each day. Call me weak, call me emo whatever the fuck you want to say, because when you run out of breath, i'll be dead.

Never Leave A Child Unattended In Or Around A Motor Vehicle
Never Leave a Child Unattended In or Around a Motor Vehicle Approximately 265 children a year die from being left unattended in a vehicle during warm or hot days. Not only do children die from heat related complication but other dangers can occur from being left unattended in vehicle including: Strangulation from a power window Setting the car in motion and suffering an injury Abduction A car's temperature rises an average of 19 degrees in the first 10 minutes after a car is closed up. It then rises an average of another 10 degrees every 10 minutes culminating in an average rise of 43 degrees within an hour

Friendship
Lately I have been closing myself off from people as that just seems easier at times. Periodicly I tend to lose sight of the value and power of friendship. I came across this friendship poem that hit home to me in that perspective ~ Friendship is a rare jewel that shines, Only when you give it a sunny smile Friendship is a lock that opens, Only when you unlock your true self to it Friendship is a song, which is sung, Only when you know its rhythm Friendship is a dream, which comes true, Only when you believe in it Friendship is a sun, which rises, Only when your heart has set on it Friendship is a throne, on which you can sit, Only when you share your kingdom with it Friendship is a path, which you will find, Only when you know you are lost Friendship is a hand that holds yours, Only when you extend yours Friendship is an album of reminiscences, which you can leaf through, Only when you cherish it Friendship is a lamp, which lights, Only when you know it will ass

What Dose One Do
What dose one do if they dont know what they want . I mean I married and I love that part but what is next I thought there wasnt anything after that . I mean I would be married and nothing more but I want more but what? I got a job and I still feel as if something is missing. And kids are not the answer so what is?

Give In
Walking lost through the dark, I reach for you to still my heart, You are no where to be found, I could just sink into the ground, My heart beats fast thinking of you, Feeling like something I have never knew, Only your touch can still my heart, Can make me feel like we were never apart, To know I may not feel that again, Makes me want to weep and just give in, Still I go through this dark life of mine, Knowing what that I may never find The love I felt with you again, Makes me just want to give in, Only thing keeping me going this long, Is the thought of how your love is still strong, So I will bare this pain with pride, Knowing you were mine, NO ONE CAN DENY! By: Lost Civeteto, Queen Witch Founder of Lestats Dark Covenant Family

My Emptyiness
Well as you know my grandfather passed away. It's been about two weeks now, it hurts. There are days I'm fine and then there are days where it hits me hard. Last Wednesday was one of those days. I was hoping to hang out with one of my friends, but she had plans already. So there went that idea of having someone to talk to about it. Work still doesn't know about it. Maybe I should tell them. But I feel that if I do then it's admitting that my grandfather is gone. I'm still doing the out of sight out of mind thing. Thinking it's not real. Maybe that's the reason why I don't want to go home to Atlanta or to California. Then I would be admitting that he's gone. Lately I've been crying at night b/c of the hurt I have. The missing feeling I have. I finally talked to my mom, since this happened, yesterday. She told me that my grandfather is laid to rest and that my Uncle Steve didn't want to help out with the arrangements. I don't blame him I wouldn't want to either. I don't know how my dad i

The Emotions You Inspire Pretty Boy.
been alone for so damn long, its hard to give in to what seems right. never letting myself get caught up in the moment when all i want it is to be swept away. in my face you push me to the brink of where it becomes scary, without doing a thing. never over the edge. always leaving me that inch to make sure the decision is always mine. all it takes is a leap of faith, i am looking for the courage. hold me tight. let me listen to the beating of your heart, let me feel safe in your stong arms. tell me you love me. never let me be alone again. i want you. i want to build a life. i want to love you back. i want to be sure. i am scared. noy of what we could have, but what we could lose. the pain of hurting eachother. of being hurt by the person you love the most in the world. i dont want to be bitter again. never alone, never sad, never incomplete. i hear the things you say and i dont want to be frusterating. be patient. show me, i dont remember the way.

Long Time Since...
Its been a long time since Ive been out for a good time. Im going to take the opportunity to remedy that just as soon as I can! Got any ideas?....Let me know! LOL (I can't wait to see these) *winks*

Jokes With A Stranger In The Spa
Just came back from two hours in the pool... doing my usual amount of laps and noticing a rather handsome man in the lane next to me. I'm not one to chat men up, but I enjoyed the softness of his face, the lean body and how his hair swept off his face due to the wetness...I was just content to look and get on with the task of swimming my laps next to him. Later I sat in the spa adjacent to the pool, taking in the hot water and pumelling my muscles with "Big Bertha" the powerful jet of water I've affectionately named, when in hobbles handsome faced man. I realise he'd need Big Bertha more than I, so I move over and he nods at me in gratitude. We talk for a while about his knee, the operation he just endured and soon we are cracking jokes. I particularly loved the one he said about how to make a Scottish omelette.. "How do you make a Scottish omelette?" "Well you borrow three eggs.........." I cracked up. He enjoyed my jokes, I enjoyed his and as I got up to leave, he s

Optical Illusion ( A Must To See)
http://richstevens.thinkfulsolutions.com/unreal.swf copy this link into your browser and see a wonderful optical illusion. Unreal, let me know what ya think :) Wasn't for sure where I could list this on CherryTap so blog it is !

How To Beat A Ticket
How To Beat A Speeding Ticket: A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange: Officer: May I see your driver's license? Driver: I don't have one. It was revoked when I got my 5th DWI. Officer: May I see the registration for this vehicle? Driver: It's not my car. I stole it. Officer: The car is stolen? Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the registration in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there. Officer: There's a gun in the glove box? Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk. Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!? Driver: Yes, sir. Hearing this, the officer immediately called his Captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the Captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation: Captain: Sir, can I see your license? Driver: Sure. Here it is. It was valid. Captain: Whose car

Looking Forward....
.....to being thrown in the lake cause even tho i have a severely immense fear of lakes for some reason i would have let you throw me in...just because it was you .....to the fire you were gonna build afterwards not only would i have been nice and toasty but i would have been in your arms...and we could have roasted marshmellows too ....to just spending time with you cause that what ive been really longing for all this time...thats why ive stuck around each and everytime...and thats why ill still be around even after your gone ill always and forever be around...i told you once you were stuck with me and i wasnt lying im here if you want me...but i wont bother cause you've made it clear that you dont

Poem 7
I don't even know what you do to me But it feels so good You take over my body Like no one ever could I've never felt this way before I never want it to end It feels so good the way it takes Over and over again You don't even have to touch me Just say a single word It lifts up my day As if I am a bird One day you'll get that feeling Of both pain and joy And when you do you'll tell me Cause you'll always be my boy!

In Case You Were Wondering....
Hello all of you beautiful people!! I'm sorry that I have not been around, but my computer hates loading Cherry Tap which makes me a sad panda :((. NEWS!! OKay, I'm changing my career. I am going into IT. Soon I could be working on YOUR computer. Scary thought, I know. Just kidding. I'm working on my A+ and then my Network+ and last my CEC which is for Computer Forensics. So I'm busy with that on top of learning HTML. No. I'm not trying to kill myself. Another reason I have not been here, is due to an illness and pain I have been experiencing. Luckily, I am fine, and there is nothing major besides a stomach illness I have had for many years and allergies. YAY. Well, my bloodwork hasn't come back yet....Otherwise, I am healthy and not going anywhere for a while :). Other then that, I pile on the hours at work, of which I am sick of, but I am working really, really, really hard to get out of. I missed all of you. Take care. X

Smashing Pumpkins - Ava Adore
Its you that I adore Youll always be my whore Youll be the mother to my child And a child to my heart We must never be apart We must never be apart Lovely girl youre the beauty in my wrold Without you there arent reasons left to find And Ill pull your crooked teeth Youll be perfect just like me Youll be a lover in my bed And a gun to my head We must never be apart We must never be apart In you I see dirty In you I count stars In you I feel so pretty In you I taste god In you I feel so hungry In you I crash cars We must never be apart Drinking mercury To the mystery of all that you should ever seek to find Lovely girl youre the murder in my world Dressing coffins for the souls Ive left behind In time We must never be apart And youll always be my whore Cause youre the one that I adore And Ill pull your crooked teeth Youll be perfect just like me In you I feel so dirty in you I crash cars In you I feel so pretty in you I taste god We must never b

2 Fathers & A Son
OK... so I was riding home after dropping my son (S) off in L.A. this evening, and I was thinking about my son, when this idea came to mind... it may be very beneficial to set up an outting with my son and his step dad (SD). OK, this will need some background explaining... ***I have a son, 10, who's mom I've not been with since he was 4 months old. She's been married for about 5 yrs now, and my son lives with them and his step sister.*** So Anyway... I was thinking about the three of us going go-kart racing, but although that would probably be the most fun, it doesn't involve a lot of interaction and conversation. After mulling over a few other ideas, I settled on fishing. There's something special about going fishing and if we do this, it will require a lot of interaction. You see, I think it will do my son a lot of good to see both father figures in his life getting along and interacting. I feel it's important to teach a young boy about life by giving him living examples.

Promises
Promises aren't made easily. At least that's what I say but in my heart I promise to love you until my dying day. Promises are made for keeping that's why I've made so few but in my heart I promise that forever I will love you. I promise I will be there when you need a hand to hold & on this you can depend should your nights grow long & cold. I promise I will hold you forever close at heart. Should you ever need me- I'll be there cross my heart! I make this promise to you if only in my mind. I promise you can count on me until the end of time.

Love On The Net
Is this the fire we are playing with... The one that people talk about? If this is it.. I want it so bad I don't ever want it to go out... To see your name light up on the screen... Is just the best feeling I just want to scream... It just warms my Heart to see that message flash Knowing its a I miss you or I'll be right back I know it is wrong...but I want it to last... To last through the night and into a new day To feel all your energy that you always portray My Deep Friendship for you is so honest and true. I want you to know this...I really do... You make my mornings so bright and so clear... I take a deep breathe and I think of you here You are my soul mate. Was I searching for you... Maybe I was...is this all true. I pinch myself to make sure this isn't a dream It hurts...so it mustn't have been I know its real.....as it feels so good We are one you and me... Living so far apart.... We may meet one day..

It Was You I Was Thinking Of...
I close my eyes at night and dream, about the man of my fantasies, He kisses me so soft and tender; He makes my heart want to surrender. With the gentle stroke of his hands; He takes me to a land...in heaven. His arms hold me close, as if a silent promise to not let me go. Feeling the deepness and passion, while making love; Who is the name of the one I dream of? I feel his intensity as I open my eyes, and look up.. It was you all along, my love, that I was dreaming of.

Omfg :d I Am Doin The Happy Dance
Soooooo its going, ordering $8k in materials in the morning assuming everything goes the way its supposed to :) This guy is also going to invest 10-15k into it. For all of you who supported me while i start this company thanks, for those that didn't I'm gonna be rich bitches :D LOL

In My Arms Tonight
My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go.

Poem 10
My heart beats for just you my love hear it calling to you in the night to fill your heart with pure delight a sweet song of joy sent from above. Let me take you in my arms tonight hold you close and dance so slow we move together in the candlelight I whisper words of love to let you know. You mean more than the world to me This is what we've been waiting for a time of healing love and joy so sweet a place where we can be as complete. Let me hold you into my arms tonight press you close and dance so slow we move together in the pale moonlight I belong with you love I'll never let you go

Just A Kiss...
The wonder of love The taste, the sound Belonging to one One that knows Your deepest desires Darkest secrets Hidden meanings Reside in a simple touch A kiss, just a kiss So sweet, ao innocent To the outside world Ignites the flame Of the passion Between two souls Becoming one Forever entwined

The Next Week
I won't be around much for the next few days.. My daughter is having surgery today. I will be spending alot of time at the hospital. And when she goes home, I will be going to her place to make sure she has someone there with her. I guess you could say it's a mom thing.. But you do what you need to do in life.. And she is priority. I will check in when I can. But mean while.. you all have fun. I luvs ya alls.. take care.. and I will be thinking of ya all.

Connected
One man, one woman Alone in a big world He catches her glance She smiles shyly He walks by her Brushing against her Almost accidently Stirring emotions In both of them Emotions once thought Long dead, long buried She smile, he smiles They talk, they smile A connection so strong It cannot be denied A connection to be Explored, examined Continued throughout All the days of their lives

Monday, Again!
Glorious Monday to one and all! A little too chipper this morning, aren't I, lol! I'm not working today. For two months now, my friends and I have had a Women's Day Out planned - and it is here! Yay! We're just going to LaCrosse, checking out a couple of specialty stores and having lunch. Not a big deal to most! But we don't get alot of free time to just talk and visit, so this is a rare treat, lol!! I'll let you know how it goes and what great world problem we solve, lol! We have an anticipated high in the low 40s or so today in Western Wisconsin. At least there will be sunshine, always a great plus around here! We are getting ready to dreadlock Dakota's hair! It really needs something as he doesn't take very good care of it. I would shave it off again, but he wants to try the dreads. I've gone online, checked out the needed supplies to take decent care of his hair and head, figured out how to do this - yes, go to dreadlocks.com and you will get the lowdown on dreads, lol!!!! I'

Life Is Peachy
Well life is peachy. I am taking things one day at a time for now. I am getting some counseling and have had a few epiphanies (read: light bulb illuminating!) as a result. Don't know where all of it will settle when all is said and done but....just one day at a time for now.

I Bring Fresh Showers For The Thirsting Flowers
I bring fresh showers for the thirsting flowers, From the seas and the streams; I bear light shade for the leaves when laid In their noonday dreams. From my wings are shaken the dews that waken The sweet buds every one, When rocked to rest on their mother's breast, As she dances about the sun. I wield the flail of the lashing hail, And whiten the green plains under, And then again I dissolve it in rain, And laugh as I pass in thunder.

The Eighth Day
Apart from being the title of one of my favourite tracks by Hazel O'Connor this just happens to be the 8th day that I have not had a cigarette for. People in work are quite proud of me and today I found out quite a lot of smokers who I used to bump into in the bikeshed outside work have also quit, so now I dont feel so bad. anyway I am starting to feel quite proud of myself also, someone today was talking about playing squash, I did have one or two games when I was a heavy drinker and smoker and it almost killed me but I enjoyed it, so I might take it up if I can find a club in my area if it lets beginners join. anyway thats me non-smoking diary for today

R I P
I died So many years ago But you can make me feel Like it isn't so And why you come to be with me I think I finally know Mmmm, mmm You're scared Ashamed of what you feel And you can't tell the ones you love You know they couldn't deal Whisper in a dead man's ear, It doesn't make it real That's great - - But I don't want to play 'Cuz being with you touches me More than I can say But since I'm only dead to you I'm saying stay away And let me rest in peace Let me rest in peace Let me get some sleep Let me take my love and bury it In a hole six foot deep I can lay my body down But I can't find my sweet release So, let me rest in peace You know, you've got a willing slave And you just love to play the thought like you might misbehave But 'til you do I'm telling you Stop visiting my grave And let me rest in peace I know I should go But I follow you like a man possessed There's a traitor here beneath my breast And it hurts me more than you've ever

Home For Every One
HELLO FRIENDS STOP BY AND DROP A LINE OR TWO.I LIKE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND MAKE NEW FRIENDS.FEAL FREE TO GIVE ADVICE ON HOW TO MAKE THIS BLOG GREAT.BELIVE ME I NEED THE HELP. LOOKING FORWARD TO HEARING FROM YOU.

Crabby Old Man
When an old man died in the geriatric ward of a small hospital near Tampa, Florida, it was decided that he had nothing left of any value. Later, when the nurses were going through his meager possessions, they found this poem. Its quality and content so impressed the staff that Copies were made and distributed to every nurse in the hospital. One nurse took her copy to Missouri . The old man's sole bequest to posterity has since appeared in the Christmas edition of the News Magazine of the St. Louis Association for Mental Health. A slide Presentation has also been made based on his simple, but eloquent, Poem. And this little old man, with nothing left to give to the world, is now the author of this "anonymous" poem winging across the Internet. Crabby Old Man What do you see nurses? .....What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, ...not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food......

Sidewalk Chalk Art Stash !!
Happy Monday all I hope your week kicks off to a good start. I've done a sidewalk chalk artwork stash, come by and check them out - they are very clever. Please leave some luv, thanks as always. Have a great day ! Lin xx

Passion
Come close and gently hold me as you never have before. Speak softly of your passion and the places you want to explore. Make the fire grow hotter as you taste my eager lips,and let your hands go searching as they brush across my hips. Tonight I want to love you as wholey as I may,let go your inhabitions and let me have my way. My needs grow deep with longing for your hot breath on my skin. Come close put out the fire that burns so deep within.

Passion!!!
Come close and gently hold me as you never have before. Speak softly of your passion and the places you want to explore. Make the fire grow hotter as you taste my eager lips,and let your hands go searching as they brush across my hips. Tonight I want to love you as wholey as I may,let go your inhabitions and let me have my way. My needs grow deep with longing for your hot breath on my skin. Come close put out the fire that burns so deep within.

There Are Teachers, And Then, There Are Educators
♥ Lipstick Kisses ♥ According to a news report, a certain private school in Washington recently was faced with a unique problem. A number of 12-year-old girls were beginning to use lipstick and would put it on in the bathroom. That was fine, but after they put on their lipstick they would press their lips to the mirror leaving dozens of little lip prints. Every night the maintenance man would remove them and the next day the girls would put them back. Finally the principal decided that something had to be done. She called all the girls to the bathroom and met them there with the maintenance man. She explained that all these lip prints were causing a major problem for the custodian who had to clean the mirrors every night. To demonstrate how difficult it had been to clean the mirrors, she asked the maintenance man to show the girls how much effort was required. He took out a long-handled squeegee, dipped it in the toilet, and cleaned the mirror with it

I'm Tired.
I wanted to kinda drop a line to everyone and let y'all know what's up since I haven't been in touch alot. Nobody reads bulletins, so I figured this would be the best way. Not only am I now employed again, but was working 2 jobs for a period of time, and currently haven't had a day off at all in almost a month. I'm down to only one job, but I can work double shifts and extra hours there if I want..... finally I am almost caught up after the roommate fiasco, which DID NOT help my financial situation, but left me in a deeper mess. NEVER AGAIN! I will work double shifts til I drop dead before anyone moves in my home again. It's nice to know that even tho I'm gettin old and don't feel well alot of the time, I can still get it done when I have to...... I have added alotta new stuff to my page, new pics of Elena and a couple of videos, and I changed my photo cube.... I miss that baby so much, especially when she gets on the phone and talks like such a big girl, I am missing o

This Is Fucking Bs
well I m very offended but one of the top posters of the day .the name is kkk and it’s a picture of Hitler and it makes me sick that several people have come planed about it and all there told is to block them well this gooses to show me once again that the TOS is lived hard by until the admen’s don’t want to take care of it then the same person is hersing people on here witch again is in violation of toss but hey who am I to state my oppion I mean come on why should my feelings count only cause I am a loal CT user and a descent human that finds hate and discontent wrong.. Fat Tony

I Am December.....
IM OCTOBER AND THE WORDS ARE VERY TRUE FOR ME SO I WANNA KNO WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT U, SO LEAVE A COMMENT TELLIN ME WAT MONTH U ARE. ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. No

Oh Hey!
I cannot wait for Saturday. I'm DYING to see Lil Bruder. It'll be good to see the boys play again. And of course it'll be cool to chill with Jason. I miss that damn kid. ♥ Sunday is going to be grand as well. I'm sure I'll be tired as hell for work on Monday but this shall be worth it. I get to see Chris & Tommy again!!! Bring on the weekend!

Reflecting
Awaking today my mind felt buzzed. A voice in the back of my head. I heard the words I will be okay. No longer inside do I feel dead. Things have changed in a matter of time. My life begins to make sense. No longer are days wasted away. Instead Im thoughtful in every sense. I take the past and make it clear. I reflect on whats been done. So much is different like yesterday. I dont feel the need to run. I stand my ground and hold on tight. A chance I give on life. In the end I know whats best. Because of the past I now live right.

Women,s Dictionary
Argument (ar*gyu*ment) n. A discussion that occurs when you're right, but he just hasn't realized it yet. Airhead (ayr*hed) n. What a woman intentionally becomes when pulled over by a policeman. Bar-be-que (bar*bi*cue) n. You bought the groceries, washed the lettuce, chopped the tomatoes, diced the onions, marinated the meat and cleaned everything up, but, he, "made the dinner." Blonde jokes (blond joks) n. Jokes that are short so men can understand them. Cantaloupe (kant*e*lope) n. Gotta get married in a church. Clothes dryer (kloze dri*yer) n. An appliance designed to eat socks. Diet Soda (dy*it so*da) n. A drink you buy at a convenience store to go with a half pound bag of peanut M&Ms. Eternity (e*ter*ni*tee) n. The last two minutes of a football game. Exercise (ex*er*siz) v. To walk up and down a mall, occasionally resting to make a purchase. Grocery List (grow*ser*ee list) n. What you spend half an hour writing, then forget to take with you to the store. Hair Dresser (hare dres*er

There's Nothing Like...
getting up and rushing to work (worrying that you're late) only to find out you weren't supposed to be there until 2! now i've got a couple of hours to do nothing.... on my way home i stopped to get some gas and smokes...and got too much change back! oh what a lucky boy am i?!

Which One Are You I'm April
subject: WHICH ONE ARE YOU I'M APRIL ¢¾ JANUARY = SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recov

Document Lyrics.... Assemblage 23 Rocks!!!!
In stillness A silent weight Pausing as the minutes each evaporate A desire To leave a scar To raise a voice from within the dark Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark This is a document To prove that I was here This is a document To prove I was at all And when my voice ceases to be Will the echo still ring loudly? And when there's nothing left of me Will my memory still go on? A flicker Transitory state An echo of an instance that burns a way A moment A shard of time A solitary thread that threatens to unwind Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark Distant An approaching age When this document falls beneath another's gaze Too late We have lost the dawn The signal's loud and clear, but the transmitter's gone Decaying Cascading Existence falls apart Around me Within me So I must leave my mark PS... Now imagine me dancing a

True American! From A Friend ;)
It is time to change from REDNECK humor to TRUE AMERICAN Humor! Only I don't see it as Humor, but the correct way to LIVE YOUR LIFE ! If you feel the same, pass this on to your True American friends. Ya'll know who ya' are... You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: It never occurred to you to be offended by the phrase, "One nation, under God." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never protested about seeing the 10 Commandments posted in public places. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You still say "Christmas" instead of "Winter Festival." You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You bow your head when someone prays. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You stand and place your hand over your heart when they play the National Anthem. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You treat Viet Nam vets with great respect, and always have. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You've never burned an American flag. You might be a TRUE AMERICAN if: You know what you believe and you aren't a

Don,t Forget Your Raincoat!
A woman was having a daytime affair while her husband was at work. One wet and lusty day she was in bed with her boyfriend when, to her horror, she heard her husband's car pull into the driveway. "Oh my God - Hurry! Grab your clothes and jump out the window. My husband's home early!" "I can't jump out the window ~ It's raining out there!" "If my husband catches us in here, he'll kill us both!" she replied. He's got a hot temper and a gun, so the rain is the least of your problems!" So the boyfriend scoots out of bed, grabs his clothes and jumps out the window! As he ran down the street in the pouring rain, he quickly discovered he had run right into the middle of the town's annual marathon, so he started running along beside the others, about 300 of them. Being naked, with his clothes tucked under his arm, he tried to blend in as best he could. After a little while a small group of runners who had been watching him with some curiosity, jogged closer. "Do you always run in the nude?" on

To Damn Busy!!
I am sorry I havent been on. Real world stuff is piling up on me...out of state company coming this week and I still have a ton of stuff to do before they get here. I miss chatting with my friends darn it!! lol, such is life. anyway I'll be back again as soon as I can. In the mean time be safe and have fun! brightest blessings anjel

What A Kiss Means
WAT A KISS REALLY MEANS *Kiss on the belly-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *A wink ---"Let's get it on" *Slap on the Ass ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *DONT ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

Sooooo...ya..
So I am sitting at work bored...I as might as well tell some stuff...I Used to live in Louisiana. I moved there in October of 2005. I had a shit load of fun there. I partied like crazy..Til I got arrested. I got arrested for stealing $2286.61 from Pizza Hut..I know..Stupid. I spent about 4mons in jail. I am out on Felony Prohbation for the next 3yrs. On New Years Eve, I went to the club..Got drugged..Got in a fight, got kicked out, then got arrested for Public Intoxication...Wonderful..Then I moved back to herre 4 days later. Where now I am clean, and I work for mortgage company as a loan processor..Unfortunately there has been alot of bullshit and unwanted and unneeded drama since I have been back..But I am out of that and keeping away from that..That is pretty much it..Feel free to shout at me today...I am bored...

Thank You Everyone
I WILL BE LEAVING TOMORROW MORNING TO GO BURY MY LIL BUDDY AND I'M NOT SURE HOW LONG I WILL BE GONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN GIVING ME DURING THIS VERY HARD TIME IN MY LIFE .. I CANT THANK YOU ENOUGH.. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMMENTS AND GIFTS AND LOVE.. IT MEANS SOOOOO MUCH TO ME TO KNOW HOW MUCH LOVE AND SUPPORT THERE IS HERE ON CHERRYTAP.. I KNOW I HAVE BEEN LEAVING COMMENTS LIKE I USUALLY DO BUT DUE TO MY LOSS I HOPE YOU ALL KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR FRIENDSHIP MEANS TO ME.. ME AND MY FAMILY WOULD LIKE TO THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND CARING AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE BEEN GIVING US DURING THIS HARD TIME IN OUR LIFE'S RIGHT NOW...

Condoms
Imagine if all major retailers started making their own condoms and kept the same slogan... Sainsbury Condoms - making life taste better. Tesco Condoms - every little helps. Nike Condoms - Just do it. Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life. Galaxy Condoms - why have rubber when you can have silk. KFC Condoms - Finger, Licking good. Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hands. Safeway condoms - Lightening the load. Abbey National condoms - because life is complicated enough. Coca Cola condoms - The real thing. Duracell condoms - keep going and going. Macintosh condoms - It does more, it costs less, it's that simple. Pringles condoms - once you pop, you can't stop. Burger king condoms - Home of the whopper Goodyear condoms - for a longer ride go wide FCUK condoms - no comment required. Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain Halford condoms - we go the extra mile. On-digital condoms - plug and pl

Feelings
I WANT TO LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND TO SEE WHY OH WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME,AM I UNABLE TO BE LOVED OR IS IT THE WAY I LOOK I'M JUST NOT SMART ENOUGH.TELL ME I NEED TO KNOW. WHY OH WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FIGHT WITH THIS LIFE I HAVE EVERYDAY. THE PAIN I'M IN EVERY SINGLE DAY.THE FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE ALL THE TIME.SOMETIMES I THINK WHAT IS THE POINT OF ALL THIS GOING ON AND ON SOMETIMES I WANT TO GIVE UP THEN TO DEAL WITH THIS FEELING OF ALWAYS BEING ALONE. I GIVE AND GIVE TILL MY HEART CAN'T TAKE NO MORE AN THIS PAIN I'M FEELING IS SO HARD TO DESCRIBE AN THIS PAIN I'M IN IS HARD TO TAKE ALL I CAN DO ASK WHY OH WHY

Endearing
Last weekend we had Hanks son. It's always fun to have him around and I know it does alot for Hank to be with his son. Well Wyatt and I were playing on the swing set while his dad and a couple friends went back into the woods. It was a nice day out so it seemed perfect to be outside, to bad I had to work that night. There we are swinging and Wyatt asked me something , though I can't recall just what. However it got me going into a story and I told him I fell madly in love with him and so I moved here. He's a sharp kid though because he asked me, Well I thought you loved my daddy. To which I responded, I do love your daddy and I love you too. I thought ok that moments passed now we're going to play some more. So we move off the swing and he heads towards the slide. He picks something up off the ground and it's a rock that he hands me. He says this is a present for swinging so high or something like that. Then he hands me a leaf, looks at me and says and this is a present for marry

A Dream Crushed...
I wanted to be many different things growing up. What normal boy didn't dream of being the next Chuck Yeager or John Glenn? So growing up as an Air Force brat I strove to attend The Air Force Academy but wound up attending The Citadel instead. My junior year in HS I saw the movie Platoon. I saw all the darkness and carnage and thought that I had to do anything I could to prevent that from happening. So I majored in International Relations specialising in Middle Eastern Affairs. During the course of my education I realised how much I hated the political arena but still wanted to make a difference. So I had entered the Air Force Reserves to help pay for the rest of my school (military enlisted barely live above the poverty line, much less able to pay for a child's college). While there I discovered the PJ's. Pararescue Jumpers. These are the guys hanging on the bottom of a rope, getting shot at, naked to the world, just to rescue and injured person "So that others may liv

Please Look In Here!!!!!!
to all my friends fans and family iam going to be gone from ct ,for along while, please rate my pics before i leave ,i have 4 days before iam gone and i would like to see who my real friends are thanks!!!!!

Cracked Dream
ive never known what to do livin my life has been somethin i go thru wondering what it means and why it seems things get torn in two i sit and talk to myself looking at the cracks in my skin that show whats within ive been lookin for you in my dreams each night it gets harder it seems to see your face its true sometimes time can erase even still it remains blood from my skin crashes again filling my world darkness is my friend ill bet you think you can see what it is thats been goin on with me i think your blind until the end of time ill be trapped in here in this world thats so unkind broke in two never to see

Who Is Now Reading This?
WHO is now reading this? May-be one is now reading this who knows some wrong-doing of my past life, Or may-be a stranger is reading this who has secretly loved me, Or may-be one who meets all my grand assumptions and egotisms with derision, Or may-be one who is puzzled at me. As if I were not puzzled at myself! Or as if I never deride myself! (O conscience-struck! O self-convicted!) Or as if I do not secretly love strangers! (O tenderly, a long time, and never avow it;) Or as if I did not see, perfectly well, interior in myself, the stuff of wrong-doing, Or as if it could cease transpiring from me until it must cease. -Walt Whitman

Crazy In Love
I just want to let you all know that I have found the man of my dreams. He is my SUPERMAN. I couldn't ask for a better man. I came home the other day and he was making dinner. I didn't have to do a damn thing. That was nice. We had the perfect day. I read his blog and and it makes me happy that he is happy here with me. He can up and leave anytime that he wants but he chooses to stay here. That is awesome. I can't describe how I feel for him. I love being with him in every sense of the word and I hate being away from him...i feel as if half my heart as been ripped out. Today he went to work and I got to make him lunch...i have never done that before...it felt as if we were the family that I have wanted forever. Then he kissed me goodbye and told me he would see me later. I love that. I love him. It is truely great when you find that someone who completes you inside and out. I pray that this never ends. He loves me and my kids and that is a blessing. Just wanted to let

Surveyyyyy Madness
THE LETTER A. 1. Are you avaliable?: is that like when a movie comes out at the local blockbuster? am i sitting on a shelf? no. 2. What is your age?: 22 3. What annoys you?: icp THE LETTER B. 1. Do you know anyone named Billy?: i do. i heart bill... he's great. except that he is more interesting than i am... bastard. 2.WHen is your birthday?: february fourteenth 3. Who is your best friend?: for real? amy. for here? blair THE LETTER C. 1. What's your favorite candy?: ummm... no. 2. Who's your crush?: B Ry 3.the last time you cried?: yesterday when my contact spazzed out. it wasn't real crying... but it still teared. THE LETTER D. 1. Do you daydream?: occasionally... but not everyday... 2. What's your favorite kind of dog? mastifs. 3. What day of the week is it?: monday! THE LETTER E.-- 1. How do you like your eggs?: over easy. i heart eggblood. 2.Have you ever been to the emergency room? more times than i can count. i am clumsy. 3. What's the easiest thing ev

Office Story
Rachel was at work at a high class lawyer firm, where the man that she has been lookin at also works. He doesnt know she is alive, or that she even works there. Rachel wears clothes that get attention but yet he still doesn't pay her any. While in her office wit close doors she daydreams of him and the taughts that he would come in and make love to her..there is a knock at the door its him (Jamal)she jumps up not able to speak, he tells her she is assigned to a new case and she needs to work late with him, she is speechless but manages to say thank you for that opporinity to work with him. He leaves the office and closes the door behind him, she sits back in her chair smiling, excited about being next to him. Rachel couldnt wait till that nite to work with him. Later that nite Jamal came into her office when it was time to work on the new case, Jamal took Rachel by the hand and lead her into his office where he had roses and candles lite, she looked at him and was gonna say but I tau

Chris. =)
Is the most RANDOM person ever in life. I mean last night she broke out into random dancing at the bar. Then she got up and broke into her random dancing during some song that was ... well.... let's say the dancing didn't go with. I started laughing and she says to me, "What? It's not like I'm ever going to see these people ever again". Man I can't stop laughing about that. (You have to experience this dance in person. It's good not to have shame) Random ass.

Good Grief
Hey what happened to the weekend! Well here we go again...its monday...time to strap on the work shoes and go back to the job...Who's bright idea was it to have a 5 day work week? To my friends that work 40+ hours a week I have this to say...I'm sorry that really sucks...A girl just gets fed up with driving to the same place at the same time to do the same shit. I just wish I was born a princess or heiress so I can see how the other side lives. It just gets to ya working and payin all the bills...I got hope that I wont be a pay check to pay check person forever...hope is something right?? RIGHT? GRRRR LOL Have a good week everyone I know Im gonna try! =)

Secret Feelings (wrote 11-23-1990)by: Outlaw Angel
Secret Feelings between us is shared This time will my heart be spared. Secret feelings we can't let show special feelings no one can know. Secret feelings no on can see Can there ever be you and me.

The Days Of Old
Today I was sitting here thinking about back when cherry tap was lost cherry...back when you could buy the spotlight w/ only 150k cherry bucks instead of the 1.4 million it went for today...back when it actually meant something to be level 20...now everyone and their dog is leveled super high on this site..anyone else remember those days? Back when hitting 200k members was a huge deal...I kinda miss the old site :( Too many people on here now...

I Can't Wait (by Outlaw Angel)
I cant wait till that special night when you take away all my fright. I cant wait till you kiss me and set all my feelings free. I cant wait till we finally touch and I can say "I Love you very much" Yes I cant wait till that day So things will finally go our way.

Let Me Poem #61
Let me be the one to hold you at night And kiss away all your fright. Let me kiss your sweet lips And caress your body with soft fingertips. Let me take the hurt away and promise me you'll always stay.

My Birthday
Hey Everyone it's my birthday please feel free to stop by and leave me some love or a hello. Thank You "It's Just Me V.I.P." for posting that bulletin for me I didn't get to see it until after I read all your nice comments

Learning To Love #273
Learning to love isnt as easy as i thought alot of men think its something to be bought. Learning to love takes alot of trust But how do you know they feel more than lust? Learning to love is the hardest thing to do Maybe I can learn how to love from you.

Peom 2 ~the Light Of Me Has Perished(pain Of A Friend)
I had hopes and I had dreams What happened to all of those? They've been misplaced it seems So my pain I've wrought in prose I used to be so full of life I was talented and strong Now I'm just a sort of wife My life's gone terribly wrong I do have joys~ and oh so real I have my babies to love If not for them I could not heal Thanks to God above I need more than this you see I've no love~ no respect That which was truly me I've lost the will to protect Every day was hopeful, bright Every moment cherished. Gone since he is always right The light of me has perished Head held low, eyes downcast Don't argue. Don't stand up. Every moment could be your last Can't I be strong enough? Hold me close is all I want. Endearments wouldn't be so bad. Instead I've looks that burn and haunt a heart so empty, sad. Tell me what I have to do Your reasons so hard to peg Don't take the little that's left of me Please don't make me beg

Two Hearts (poem #334)
Two hearts that secretly join Are they determined by the toss of a coin. Two hearts that long to be together how long do they wait maybe forever. Two hearts that forever hold love That will one day fly on the wings of a dove.

Small Town Sleeper On The Radio
Hey gang, We are starting to set up a a series of radio appearances to debut the new album and single. Here are the details on the first such appearance- 3/28/07 7:30PM- Radio on-air live appearance WPKO 98.3 FM-NITE MIX Bellefontaine, Ohio Description: We will be visiting our good friend,DJ Ken Keller live in the studio once again to do an interview, give away some band merchandise and to play one of the new tunes from our upcoming album "Conversations". I believe the station has a direct web feed you can listen to online from its website. Check them out: WPKO 98.3FM If you know a station in your area we could drop in on, by all means, send them our way! Keep your eyes and ears tuned as well get "the Town" all ready to roll out in the form of our new album! Much luv, Troy

Green & Hazel Eyes Depends On Mood!!
B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships,honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very y and very attracted towards the opposite . tend to cover up t

New Job
I had a job interview earlier just a minor position at a local bar and resturant. The owner said that she will call me on Friday when she does the schedualing. I am kind of excited cause that will so help the money situation. I don't want to get my hopes up too much just in case it doesn't work out. Now that I think of it though if I get this job I will have to look good every day which means I have to buy makeup soon and actually do something with my hair and buy a few sets of black pants

Weekend
I will start by saying, I do not celebrate the Holiday of St Patrick's Day and I am sure most pagans do not if they know the true legend of the day and what it symbolizes. I am not a true Pagan, nor am I a truly religious person by any rite, but all the same, every year I like to make a semi traditional Irish Meal or an americanized version of it... Corned beef and Cabbage (Traditional Irish is actually Ham and Cabbage) Well, the other day, i will start with my screwed up St Patties Day meal.... where i bought a HUGE Corned Beef brisket only to discover after cooking it that it wasn't corned beef at all... i mean, i should have known.. i was, in fact, told, that it wasn't corned beef when i was buying it but apparently my brain just didn't compute.... i wanted corned beef and damnit, that's what i was getting. So i made it.. the house smelled yummy.. but it didn't smell right... so i get down to cut it up.. no good. Nope. Not what I wanted to make. The meal was enjoyed but i pretty

I Am My Own Shinning Star.
A friend once asked me if she thought our friendship was for the rest of our lives, for a season, or for a reason. This question has been running trough my head lately. As I have come to a point in my life where it is just so hard to keep in touch and talk to anyone on a personal level. I can feel my loneliness becoming more permanent and definite and sadly it’s more comforting than depressing. Sometimes I feel like an alien among my own family and friends, total isolation looks more and more appealing each day that goes by. The human body is really out of our control on so many levels. Even when everything you have, you’re mind, your heart, your body; your soul has been beaten down and left without the want to survive. The will kicks in, the uncontrollable will the body has to collectively pull itself together and move the fuck on. Some people are stronger than others but I have come to realize that even the weakest link must make their own journey to find their own chain. Some of us

~the Naked Doll Family Everyone Welcome~
THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY` YOU CAN BECOME A MEMBER OF THE NAKED DOLL FAMILY ..BY SIMPLY CHANGING YOUR NAME AND WHEN YOUR ONLINE PUT YOUR BEER MUG AS YOUR NAME AND THEN...NAKED DOLL. WHAT IS NAKED DOLL FAMILY... WELL YOU KNOW THOSE BARBIE DOLLS YOU SEE IN THE YARD SALES WITH NO CLOTHES ON AND THEIR HAIR IS A MESS..WELL THATS WHAT A NAKED DOLL IS..SO BECOME A MEMBER OF THAT FAMILY..AND YOU WILL BE WANTED..NOT A CAST AWAY ANY MORE:) THERE IS NOTHING YOU NEED TO DO IN THIS FAMILY..SIMPLY JUST BE A MEMBER AND A FRIEND..

I Don't Know What To Do
What would you do if someone you know was your friend and then left thier stuff in your car you asked them to take it out and then called them as still didn't. Would you Sale it and keep the money? Or would you take it to them and give it back?

I Will ( By: Outlaw Angel)
I will go anywhere to be with you To change my life and start anew. I would walk the desert and swim in the sea Just to see the love when you look at me. I will go anywhere I will do anything, Just to share the life you bring.

About A Man
A MAN HAS 17 PARTS THAT DONT WORK: 10 NAILS--THAT DONT NAIL 2-TITS-THATDONT WORK 1 BELLY BUTTON THATWONT BUTTON. 1 COCK THAT WONT CROW 2 BALLSTHAT WONT ROLL. 1 ASS THAT WONT WORK. WHAT ARE YOU SMILING ABOUT? YOU HAVE A PUSSY THAT WONT CATCH MICE. DARLIN MOTHER

Goodbye Eternal Flame
They say that time heals all wounds, but how can time heal something that has been shattered? It has been months but yet we still held on to the love we once shared. But a few weeks ago that little twinge of hope blew away and decided that it was time to let go of what was and move ahead with what is now. So many things have gone amuck and I dont know my right from my wrong anymore. I have wondered for months now why so many people strive to find love. Because no matter what it seems like the pain always out weighs the love that was once shared. How is it that someone can try and promise you forever when they only mean today? Some nights I find myself staring up at the moon asking it how it can hold the beauty and the secrets of so many couples who sat under it at night making false promises that they could never ever keep. Why is it that the "sappy love " movies always end happy? Why is it that they cant show real life scenerios? No matter the distance the couples in the movi

New Fantasy Story
We were having a very fun evening. You were wearing the crotchless panties with the blue butterfly and the beige net blouse. I had tied your hands and feet to the bed so you were lying there spread-eagled. You looked so beautiful. You were smiling at me in anticipation. I pulled the scarf off the shelf and moved up to wrap it around your head, covering your eyes. I kissed your cheeks, and eyes and lips. Then I blindfolded you. I trailed my fingers gently down your body. I started behind your ears. Drew them slowly down your throat. Then up over your beautiful breasts, pausing to excite each nipple. Down over your tummy, while I hummed my ‘tickle song.’ You began to giggle and thrash a bit. I let my fingers linger on your pussy for just a moment before I moved away. You heard me leave the room. Your mind was racing as you waited for my return. What was I doing? Where did I go? You heard me come back into the room. I leaned down and whispered in your ear. “Don’t speak. Don’

A Tribute To My Dad....
"The innocence slips away." This, for all intents and purposes, is a tribute to the remnants of my Dad and his waning health... He is suffering from Alzheimers and is progressively getting worse as the days go by...Its a rough way to go, especially watching him struggle and strain to make complete sentences and remember all the things he cant...His brain is systematically shutting down and dying and he is losing himself in the process... I have come to terms with the eventuality he will no longer remember who I am and who his granddaughter is...The few times I have gone to see him, he has struggled to recall who I am and has needed help in jogging his memory... I do this simple act, not to release myself from the burdens and suffering I have had to endure over the years at his hands, but to remind myself and never lose the memory of the fact that he was my dad...In simplest terms, he wasnt the best dad in the world but he was all I had... Thru him I have fought the GOOD

Hello To All My Friends D Family U Need To Read It Will Be Worth Your While..ty
hey to u all friends, family, fans, this is for all of u...i likeu all to help me out like i try to do for u all as much as i can....i need u all to rate my pic and comment if u like but rate them at least...and rate all my stashes..plz and the first 20 that do...send me a privite message and i do promise i will buy u a swell gift to thank u for helping me out ..i would reall apprecate it alot if u all would do that for me as i do u ..well i hope u all read this and help me out ..ty and i will chat more with yall later thankz stacie ..lots of cherry love

First Sign Of True Love
First sign of true love When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you When I first meet you I was afraid to hold you When I held you I was afraid to kiss you When I first kissed you I was afraid to love you Now that I love you I’m afraid to lose you

Past??
SO I WAS ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS AND COUNTING THE SECONDS DRIFT BY, BUT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS YOU. TELLING ME WOULD ONLY DELAY REACTIONS, SO YOU SLOWLY FADED AWAY. I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG MOMENT IN THE PAST BUT THE FUTURE KEEPS FIGHTING ITS WAY TO THE TOP. IF I COULD FLY I WOULD CERTAINLY WALK TO YOU. HOW COME YOU LOOK AT ME WITH THOSE EYES, ARE YOU AFRAID TO FEEL THE LONELINESS THAT FOLLOWS MY SOUL. TRY IF YOU WILL TO ENTER THE MIND, AND WELCOME TO THE NEW.

As I Mature.....
I've learned: that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned: that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes I've learned: that it takes years to build up trust and only suspicion not proof to destroy it I've learned: you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that you better have a big willy or huge boobs. I've learned: that you should not comepare yourself to others.They are more screwed up than you think. I've learned: you can keep vomiting long after you think you are finished. I've learned: we are responsible for what we do unless we are celebrities I've learned: that no matter how hot and steamy a realationship is at first, the passion fades, and there had be alot of money to take its place I've learned: that 99% of the time if something is not working in your house, one of your kids did it I've learned: that the people you care most about are taken away from you

Remembering Her
She was the stable of our lives. Threw the good and the bad between the right and the wrong, She made us smile and made us cry We in turn did the same. She was loving and caring she was beautiful and strong. She was our guiding light in times of darkness and was our hand when we fell. She was My Mate in the past, She was the heart that beat within my chest, And was the heart and soul of the packlands. We will not allow this place to fall not ever. This is what she made and we must vow to always keep it up. We must never ever stop loving one another , We are a pack together, The strength of the wolf is the pack the strength of the pack is the wolf. We must be here for one another no matter what happens. So this is my Dedication to a love that will never fade away. To my loving Spirit, We did not always see eye to eye and we had so many problems we might not of worked out but i never stopped loving you, You became my mate here again and i felt as though i was complete once aga

Are All Men Pukes?
I recently wrote a blog on another website entitled "Are All Men Pukes, or is it Just Me?" I wrote it right after I had found out my ex had been cheating. He's a fireman, and most of his fireman "buddies" cheat on their wives, so I guess he joined their "club". Well, the blog was full of bitterness and pain. It did not picture my ex in a very kind light----but then, he deserved it. Then, I wrote an update, not too long ago. In my "research" I determined that all men really are pukes. Liars, cheaters, manipulators, players. I didn't think I would ever meet a man that wasn't a "puke". I was w.... I was wr.... I was wro.... I was wrrrrrrong----there, I said it. I have met one, just ONE man who is not a puke. He's funny, kind, clever, charming, a complete gentleman----and most definitely NOT a puke. So, I am here to find out if he's the ONLY ONE! Help me out here guys----restore my faith in the male gender!!! Show me there are more guys out there like THAT guy!!!

Screams
You tell me I am not longer the one That you are moving on That I will fade away To be no more than some memory To be something of the past To never be seen again My face may fade away And slip away But my screams with always stay My screams of erotic desires Quenching your lust Your need of control and desire With this you thrust Me into your deep dark lust My screams of ecstasy Fulfill your lust Your lust of power Something you so desire As you attempt to walk a way You think of me as nothing more Than a fading memory But you soon realize That my screams have burnt deep down Into your brain For ever will I remain.

I Lost My Last Fight Blah...thats Ok..i'll Live..
I went out there kicked once or twice..then I did a back fist and got put up to the cage and put in a choke..so..no big deal I made the mistake..so I will learn from it, train harder adn then go back again..I'm not a quiter thats for sure lol...talk to you all laters

Second Best
I’m second best To you and the rest I’m always after her Second choice of partner Someone to fall back on So you’re never alone But I’m a sucker I take you in Thinking its don’t mean anything But how would you like it If it was never you being picked To know you don’t matter And she likes your mate better And compared to him you boring It will damage your way of thinking So don’t come to me and say I’m moody Because if you were suffering like me you’d be I just don’t want to carry on like this But as soon as you come and say hey miss I fail to keep my word I’m taken into your twisted world But it feels good for the moments You pay me all those complements But then I remember that I’m second best And I sink back into eternal darkness

Childhood
STOLEN CHILDHOOD I screamed so loud, only to closed ears Childhood lost, forgotten years Blindfolded and scared, oh so timid How much could I take, what was my limit Eyes closed at night, started to dream Couldn't comprehend, what did this mean Destined to feel, nothing but pain I cut too deep, nicked the vein Life's warm blood, began to flow A few breaths left, no one would know Ripped from the light, God's healing hand Back to this world, this child did land Angry and scorned, how should I feel Was this supposed to happen, is it all real Help me please, try to comprehend This innocent child, needs the pain to end I was instructed to write, to help myself heal, so here's a snippit inside me

My Beautiful Happiness
I wanna leave, can I run away? Run from this marraige that's been my life for so long. It has been cruel to me and it's been unfair. I just want my freedom. Freedom to find a piece of happiness. Surely it's not out of my reach. Misery leads one day into another and I ask-what's become of me? I know this is not all I'm meant to be. Pain and sorrow I have known and I just want relief. Relief from this prison I've called my life. Where is the love I so long for? Where's my joy, where do I find my beautiful happiness?

Life
Why is it, that we as human beings go through so much pain through out life? Society cares nothing of others only themselves. Money is the object of power in this reality of ours. The harsh reality that, without money you are no one. There's so many people now a days that get off on making other's live purely miserable. The horrible truth that we as human beings are selfish materialistic and ignorant. We destroy our own planet, and the creatures on it, for entertainment and for "our own good" when in reality the only thing we are doing is destroying everything we've worked so hard to obtain. Pollutants are destroying our ozone, and we do nothing to stop it. We destroy thousands of our own race, just to fight for something that is completely unnecessary. Why fight over oil, food, and other OBJECTS? Why?... Money.... it's all about money. Power, there are too many power hungry people in this world, that hate others just because of the tint of their skin, just because they don'

My Bar Tab Is $300.00...
Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20 Cheated on your significant other -- $10 Masturbated -- $1

Love The Eyes Of Beauty
Heaven in your eyes My world may crash and burn yet this globe continues to turn In a moments time I seek peace And a solace blessing of release To lift my spirit and carry on hope To never left go at the end of the rope And know the moment soon passes away And all the was lead to a better day A sweet smile that tells me the world is right For in your eyes there shines a light That lifts me up and helps me to believe no matter what comes our love won’t deceive And in your eyes I found my soul And your sweet kisses made me whole A tears that shed for loss and fear Are lost in time and drift away from here Paradise found me and I seize the prize Undeserving the heaven in your eyes By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Hey Friends And Family!!!
I just wanted to let everyone know I am sorry, That I haven't been on much anymore. I have found that I there is really a life beyond Cherry..LOL Some of you know and have seen pictures of My Teddybear. He is moving to California, and will be here for Easter!!!!! I didn't really think you could find happiness real happiness online. lucky that we have found each other. So after Easter weekend this profile will be My Teddybear's and Mine so if you have a problem with that then deleted me now!!! He is my life now... he is my world and has my heart and soul!!! I love him dearly!!! And I will not let Cherry drama ruin any of my happiness!!! I will be on Cherry on and off but nothing like I was. I do want to say thank you for all the true friends that I have made on here!!! Thanks To All Of You That Support Our Relationship!!!!

Since Some Can't Show Respect To Read My Profile
I have been on CherryTap for quite a long time. I am here basically to chill and have fun. By fun, I mean joke and comment back and forth using the profile comment section as well as commenting and rating pictures. That is ALL I do here and as well as make and made friends along the way that know my style and that I am NOT on this site to meet or hook up with anyone In other worth, I am NOT here for cybersex, to meet anyone in person or have an online relationship. I would like if you respect that and understand that I also do NOT like having conversations using the shoutbox or via CT's private messages. Have courtesy, if you have ANYTHING to say to me, POST A COMMENT TO MY PAGE. Only a FEW I do reply back to that private message me or shoutbox and it is due to the INTEGRITY of the message and of course, anyone that does sends me a gift, I do acknowledge and give thanks for the generosity and do send a gift in return. Now, it isn't such a difficult task to post a comment to

Thinking (poem #338)
I sit here alone, thinking of you Is your love really true? I sit here alone, worried of where you might be This hurts so much can't you see? I'm not sure why you keep me here for I don't know what to believe anymore.

Do You Have A Dirty Mind?
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

A Fathers Form Letter To Dump His Daughters Boyfriend For Her
Why you can’t date my little Princess Form Letter Dear _______________, I regret to inform you that you have been eliminated from further contention as Mr. Right. As you are probably aware, the competition was exceedingly tough and dozens of well-qualified candidates such as yourself also failed to make the final cut. I will, however, keep your name on file should an opening come available. So that you may find better success in your future romantic endeavors, please allow me to offer the following reason(s) you were disqualified from the competition: (Check those that apply) 1. ___Your last name is objectionable. I can't imagine my daughter taking it, hyphenating it, or subjecting my grandchildren to it. 2. ___Your first name is objectionable. It's just not something I can picture my daughter yelling out in a fit of rage. 3. ___The fact that our first dining experience to date has left MY wallet a little lighter and YOUR pants a little tight

**warning To Men That Take The Wife Golfing**
GOLFING WITH THE OLD LADY . . . . . . The Englishman's wife steps up to the tee. As she bends over to place her ball, a gust of wind blows her skirt up and reveals a lack of underwear. Good God woman! Why aren't you wearing any undies?" her husband demanded. "Well, you don't give me enough housekeeping money to afford any." The Englishman immediately reaches into his pocket and says "For the sake of decency, here's 20. Go buy yourself some underwear." Next, the Irishman's wife bends over to set her ball on the tee. Her skirt also blows up to show that she too is wearing no undies. "Blessed Virgin Mary, woman! You've no undies. Why not?" She replies "I can't afford any on th e money you give me." He reaches into his pocket and says "For the sake of decency, here's 10. Go buy yourself some underwear!" Lastly the Scotsman's wife bends over. The wind also takes her skirt over her head to reveal that she, too, is naked under it. "Sweet

Rip Gavin Tyler Gray
R.I.P. GAVIN TYLER GRAY JUST FOUND OUT MY COUSIN'S BABY PASSED AWAY SOMETIME THIS MORNING GAVIN TYLER GRAY 03/18/2006--03/19/2007 HE TURNED ONE YESTERDAY PLEASE PRAY FOR HIS FAMILY; PARENTS: JESSE AND PAGE GRAY GRANDMOTHER VONNIE GRAY I'M SORRY, I CAN'T BE THERE FOR MY FAMILY

Keepin Secrets
On the note of the next to the last blog posting in the "Inquiring Minds" blog series, entitled "Stamp Tramps" and "Hook ups", I felt that it is time to start a new blog series called, "Inquiring Minds II"! Of course, it was timely, too, in that there were exactly 300 posts in "Inquiring Minds"!!! :D It was a huge relief to get off my chest a nearly 30 year secret. Amazing how much relief that can be. I have personally taken many measures to ensure regaining my own healthy mind through workbooks and workshops; however, never revealing to another soul my personal interest in being there. Journalling is a huge help when seemingly destined to have to regain one's own strength. As such so is blogging. :) My secret was never revealed to this day to even my parents and siblings. To this day, my parents are puzzled by why their daughter, who graduated from on of the top high schools in San Antonio in the top third of a class of nearly 900 students, was a seemingly "failure" in col

Pet Food Recalls
Received this email from my veternarian docs that I take my pets to. I thought I would share this with you just in case you are hearing rumors of the pet food recalls and/or you haven't quite been privy to them just yet. "We have had many calls about the pet food recall in the news. The problems seem to be affecting primarily cats. The most common signs are vomiting, not eating and lethargy. There is still much information to be gathered, so we will keep you posted of any new developments. As of yet, we have seen no cases at Four Paws that we are associating with foods. Please do not hesitate to call us if you have any questions or your pet is exhibiting symptoms. For information on the recall, lists of all foods involved, and a phone number to call, go to Pet Food Recall List". The Doctors and Staff PS: So far Gibson and Moobaby are fairing well. Hope your pets are all doing the same!! :D

Get To Know Me
I was going to post one of the annoying survey things to tell everyone about me but then I decided rambling on about myself would be much better so this is my autobiographical ramblings.... I was born on a cold snowy day in January the 22 day of January to be exact but we really don't need to go back just that far. Instead of odd paragraphs I think I might just do a list of things I like and dislike and odd little facts and I suppose if you want to know anything else you will just need to ask! -I love to cook -I like almost any kind of music -I have had the same 5 favorite bands since junior high: Third Eye Blind, Goo Goo Dolls, Matchbox 20, Savage Garden and Marcy Playground if you don't like them thats fine but I do not SUCK because I do like them I SUCK because I am SO DAMN GOOD! -I am obsessed with Grey's Anatomy -I have 2 cats, 2 rats and a ferret -My favorite color is Pink -I am a certified sex education trainer -I am married -I have 10 piercings and 1 tattoo -I ha

Uncomfortable? Nah!
UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY -Longest relationship: Well I am almost 30 and have had a pretty consistent relationship with myself over all those years -Shortest relationship: Any involvement with the police I tend to cut as short as possible -How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you: Now why they gotta be girlfriends or boyfriends - everyone loves me dammit -Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person? What person? Damn are there people that want to marry me that I don't know about?! -Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: Well yeah but he stopped after the cop made em remove the knife -Are you happier single or in a relationship? Well there are ups and downs to both - single I need not worry about pissing off the guy or gal at home when I go home with the guitar player but when in the relationship then my wrists don't ache as much form the constant masturbation . . . get back to me on this one -Have you ever bee

I Felt Stupid
I felt stupid You had no clue I poured my soul all out to you I put them in an email And clicked send I sat quietly and thought to myself “Oh Dear God, what the fuck did I do?” I laid it all out I sat on pins and needles Waiting for your reply Thinking if I read it I would die I questioned my crazy Only to amaze me You laughed and giggled Made me sad I cried some tears You made me mad You came correct Gave me a hug Told me you loved me And your laugh was a cover up You felt the same way You had no words to say I put it all down And you agreed We two peas in a pod And the haters with hate We make the World jealous Anyone can see There is nothing better than you and me

Lyrics-a Moment In Time~
A Moment in time is branded on the heart, A circle is broken devided by words- The soul has been damaged,it cannot recover,for what once was meant everything- And with time brings a challenged notion,of what love was or truly is -chorus-(Vivid reflections-of how it used to be- Vivid reflections-Ive lost part of me -Vivid reflections-What you do not see-vivid reflections- Are haunting me)- No words spoken,merged as one.Seperated only by fear- Communications broken,wall is built,no emotion can be felt - Time seems endless,I once felt free,Now only lonliness is holding onto me -chorus repeat-Hands reaching out,To great empty air,falling to my sides,part missing can't repair- my mind is torn,And tears can't wash it away,Only memories to hold ,I thought it would always stay..Chorus Repeat... Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

Poem-reaching
Reaching out behind brown eyes-From the outside in what will I find- i have seen you in my mind- from within you'r soul what will I find...dedicted to-Q.T. Layout Codes and Myspace Graphics Layout Graphics Dark Comment Images

Wedding Stuff
hey everyone, i know its a ways away, not until the first week in july but my best friend melissa is gettin married and i get the wonderful joy of being her maid of honor. she just let me know that the colors are gonna be red and black, and im freakin excited since i get to wear flip flops too, which helps cause both of us are freakin amazons. anyway trying to think what kind of style of dress i should try just to get ideas. so hit me up with some ideas and let me know what u think i should do. your opinions would be greatly appreciated. thats ya'll. show some love and let me know what u think k. thanks, JULIE

Beer Vs Pussy
BEER VS. PUSSY - WHAT A DILEMMA Current mood: enthralled Category: Life Body: Beer ~vs~ Pussy A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not drive. 6 pussies in a night and you have done all the driving you need. Advantage: Pussy Buy too much beer and you

Vfd - It's In My Blood
Who Is A Volunteer Fireman? He's your neighbor, the " person next door " He is husband,father or son, (wife, mother, daughter) He is the laborer, the store owner, the corporate executive, He's the jogger,sportsfan,hobbyist or handyman.... He is just like everyone else, save for one quality... He is one in one thousand who will risk his life to save yours; You'll see him waiting for the train and at the little league game, You'll see him in every house of worship, You'll see him in town, proudly wearing the emblem which shows he is a member of a fraternity dedicated to preserving life, His car is the one backed into the driveway with the blue light on the dashboard, His keys hang by the door and a pair of boots stand at his bed, He takes his pager everywhere for fear he will be missed when he's needed; He wont complain much about life, he's seen too much suffering for that, He'll tell you the funny side and avoid the stories of pain, He'll be silent during the national

Impressive.child.
im always astounded by childhood observation abilities. it makes me increasingly curious as to where they pick up their knowledge...and perception. i asked Peanut if she had to use the bathroom before bed. she said 'no' as she always does. i said 'are you sure' as i always do. she said 'yeeeesss'. so i tickled her and asked her if she was positive. she quips with 'only fools are positive' good sauce. i completely heart it when my children continue to amaze me.

What The Funk Where They Thinking???
i simply can not believe the way some people behave, now are we or are we not all adults here? well ok in theory we are but for some its a false theory, others only behave as aduilts in certain circles and others still are only to be considered adult based on age. now let me ask you this...if you call someone family do you or do you not try to help them in anyway possible? (now when i say family i dont necessarily mean blood ties, the term family simply means any to whom you've gotten close. that being said let me continue....)or do you turn your back, stab them intheirs and do everything in your power to blame THEM for your immature behavior???? if u ask me thats not being grown up thats being childish...... and for those of you intent on running your mouths with information that isnt even remotly close to the truth i have simply this to say...watch what you say and about whom you say it cuz god dont like ugly STAY THE FUNK OUTTA THE KOOLAID IF U DONT KNOW THE FLAVA!!

C-o-n-f-u-s-e-d
C- Constantly thinking about you even thought we are apart. O- Only wanting to hear you voice and to hear you say you love me. N- Never being able to see my life with out you in it F- Forgetting that there are other women out there that could probably make you happy. U- Using excuses to be able to hear you on the phone. S- Seeing your name light up, makes me smile. E- Escaping when I do talk to you. You have that effect on me. D- Determined not to let it hurt when everything is said and done, When you leave me all alone.

Comment And Tell Me Your Thoughts
"Words don't just make a man ... it is his actions and loyalty to what he feels is true in his own heart that justifies the means of himself and the others around him ....never confuse that with the justification of persuasion of past and previouse events from others....for we are all different and special in our own unique and mysterious ways....."

Heaven.
Cool careless carress had me tied up in knots summer dust a heat mirage like a bad taste at the back of the tongue or a tingle in the tips of fingers, broken and bruised. You used me. I smiled. Your laughter floated through the air your eyes like twin shards of melting blue ice and sloppy kisses running down my cheek How can I stand this? You are a torture of the senses you are a suicide of the heart I want to break you into pieces just to break down those walls I thought.. but I was mistaken those clouds were a heat stroke I probably died or would wish that I might have. Water is so much more forgiving It's darkness so sweet Your light is so blinding Like you wish to burn. Am I a moth? I am so confused. Then you look at me. It's as if I see you. Caught behind that cage As if my drawing could become a dream and my dream a reality if only I could reach through that glass shards exploding and you'd fall twisted and broken to be reborn in the

"friends"
I am about tired of fucking friends. I have been down and out for a long fucking time feeling like shit and worthless it is in this time your So CALLED "FRIENDS" are supposed to be there for you. I can think of ONE who has truly been there for me and she knows who she is. She doesn't call me when she wants something from me other than an ear to listen and maybe a word to help get her by. We may not even talk everyday or even every month, but we keep in touch with the occasional hello or how are you on messengers don't know why I am posting this blog here but I just had to vent. I am sick and fucking tired of my so called friends ONLY calling or sending me a message just because they either want something or because it will benefit them. What happened to hey how ya doin how ya mama and them? What happened to the occasional phone call just to see how you are doing? Well this goes out to my so called friends unless you have something to say don't bother calling or sending me a message any

Meeting For The First Time.......
I remember the day that we first met, its a day i will never forget. You were standing silently in the cold, looking like you were wanting something warm to hold. You looked like you had lost your best friend, and i offered you hand, and friendship and felt that certain Charge, Like i had met you before, I could you felt it too. Like we had met in a different life time. I looked in your eyes and you looked in mine, and the love was there, How could we be so blind. You took my face in your loving hands, caressed my cheek with your gloved finger. What i saw in your eyes and felt in my heart, Made me wish that we would never have to part. But we knew that we couldnt stay there standing in the cold, so be bid our good byes know that it would never be through. (Work in progress)

Envy Of Jeremy Crow.
ok so the more mr.jeremy crow writes the more i envy him..i love reading his blogs..they are very humerous at times but they are soo well written that i just..GRAHHH..i kno to envy is a sin but geez..i think he should make his blogs a friggin book..id buy it and id prolly read it a million times...ungh its like..4:30 am and i need sleep..ill envy him more later..

What Do You Think About This....
Late on the night of March 19, 2004, Earl Eckelberry was driving along Route 50-E near Parkersburg, W.Va. His car left the highway and crashed into an illegally parked tractor-trailer. He died in the wreckage. Thereby hangs Case 06-1150, now pending in the Supreme Court on a petition for appeal. The court ought to hear this case. It's time to review the legal meaning of "accidental" death. The facts are not in dispute. As an employee of Ames True Temper Inc., Eckelberry had obtained an Accidental Death and Dismemberment policy from ReliaStar Life Insurance Co. The policy promised benefits if the insured died "due to an accident." The plan defined "accident" as "an unexpected and sudden event which the insured does not foresee." Eckelberry had named his wife, Michele, as his beneficiary. She filed a timely claim for $86,000 for his "accidental" death. Remarkably, the plan vested final interpretation of ReliaStar's policy in ReliaStar. When an autopsy found a blood-alcohol le

Found Family Members
So long ago, so little you were, the last I seen of you, you may not remember but I do so, you were so cute so precious as you so are today, we have been so distant actually nonexistant, but modern times prevail with technology to hail, we can reconnect our lives and put aside our demise, the dead has come to life with technologies might... I have wrote this after connecting for the first time in almost 20yrs with two of my nieces who I have wondered about so long but had no knowledge of how to contact them but have now connected online and am starting to reconnect.

A Feeling.....
Do you ever get those feelings that something just isn't quite right? I was in bed...well on the couch where I normally sleep...and I just suddenly get this really uneasy feeling. I didn't say anything....just continued to lay there and all of a sudden Snapple (my puppy) starts barking and howling. Very unusual for her as well. Normally when I'm laying down, she's a good puppy and lays down with me and doesn't make a sound. I guess maybe she picked up on my uneasiness. *shrugs* This happened about an hour and half ago so I just finally got up because I can't shake the feeling. So now I'm here with loads of things going through my mind just hoping that everything and everybody that I care about is ok. Sorry to bore ya'll with my silly babbling.

Why I Love You.....................
Why i love you, I love the way your voice sounds when you tell me you love me, I love the way you whisper my name, I love the way i feel when I talk with you on the phone. When neither one of us wants to let go. We could talk for hours about nothing at all. but know that what we say means more and more. Yes the way we fell in love was a strang way to do it but, we both know that the love we have will be forever. I long for the day when we become one. That day I will cherish til my last dying day. With every breath i take, I feel you, I breath you, I live you, Forever

Horror Contest Results!
1st place winner of a Tropical Vaction Poisonflightledr 2nd place Winner of a Diamond Ring! Jocelyn Echo 3rd place Winner of a Men's Ring! punk Thank you to everyone who entered the contest! All the pictures will be added along with links to everyone's pages to the Devilsplayground666.com very soon! :D

Rejection Lines And What They Mean
From a Woman 10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that banjo player in “Deliverance.”) 9. There’s a slight difference in our ages. (I don’t want to date my Dad.) 8. I’m not attracted to you in ‘that’ way. (You are the ugliest dork I’ve ever laid eyes on.) 7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don’t want you spending the night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys.) 6. I’ve got a boyfriend. (I prefer the company of my cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry’s.) 5. I don’t date men where I work. (I wouldn’t date you if you were in the same ’solar system,’ much less the same building.) 4. It’s not you, it’s me. (It’s you.) 3. I’m concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.) 2. I’m celibate. (I’ve sworn off only the men like you.) 1. Let’s be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I sleep with) From a Man 10. I thi

Unlicensed Love
On a summer's day long, long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When e'er I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss My elfin girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's tha

Sad
So I was really excited cause I was supposed to have a date and he is a really nice guy. Well I was supposed to email him and let him know plans and I stupidly copied down his email wrong. Now I dont know what to do cause I cant get a hold of him any other way. I just wanna cry I was so excited and I thought that it was going well and now I cant get a hold of him. I am so ticked off at me for copying it down wrong. To make matters worse I got in trouble last nite so I had to deal with that. Anyway I am not sure what to do I know all I wanna freaking do is cry and cry some more. Anyway that is all I have to rant about I am hoping that he decides to call me instead. Laterz.

Song Of The Day! Morning Edition!
ok i love STP as ya all know so I figured i'd go back and play a song by them that was released on there tiny music songs from the vatican gift shop album in 1996 and was probably the best song on that cd lol but it was still a great song. enjoy Trippin on a hole in a paper heart :D Don't cut out my paper heart, I ain't dyin' anyway Take a look at eye full towers Never trust them dirty liars Sippin' lemon yellow booze 'ole' leadbelly sings the blues All dressed up on wedding day keep on trippin' anyway I am I am I said I'm not myself, but I'm not dead and I'm not for sale So keep your bankroll lottery eat your salad day deathbed motorcade Fake the heat and scratch the itch Skinned up knees and salty lips I'll breathe your life vicks vapor life And when you binge I purge alike Let go it's harder holding on One more trip and I'll be gone So keep your head up Keep it on, just a whisper I'll be gone Take a breath and make it big It's the last you'll ever get B

Good News
had some great news the other week after the job offer i had that was taking the piss, i had another job interview on the following Friday which went very well, very well indeed last Monday i was offered the job , i accepted it straight away and today my contract came for me to sign.didn't want to say anything bout it till i got the contract in my hand as i didn't want to jinx it. i start work on the 12th April.

Losing Firends
Have you ever met someone and you instantly hit it off spend more time together and they just feel likle a part of you family. I had a friend of mine who i loved like a sister. I thought that we would always be there for one another. I helped her out by giving her a place to stay. Icame home one day and she had took all my clothes and all my kids stuff. She robbed us 2 days after my sons 7 b-day. I am so tired of poeple who take advantange of others. I always admired her and wished sometimes that i was a little more like her. Now i am glad that i am not.

Getting Tierd Of This...
I am still dealing with this cold of mine..It feels like my head is going to explode..ha ha!!!I knew I should have got a flu shot this year..Silly Me..ha ha Everyone have a GREAT day!!! Hugs

So...
Chris' friend dropped by the salon last night. I haven't laughed like that in a hard time. This kid had me laughing so hard about the most random stuff. I think one of the funnier things was when he was talking about the Killswitch show at the Palladium. Very Random and very funny. And dog bites! hahahahahaha!!!! One of the things I laughed about on the way to work this morning. I love randomness and he's super random. =)

Just Why
Why For minutes no second’s things around me seem so together But that last only for a moment That moment is a frozen moment in time I wish that things in life could be so perfect And reflect the reality that life is nothing more than a formality Headed for death For we are born to die you know I search my inner man to understand who I am and why I am him I get no answer because of the confusion that has me In disarray Staring in the mirror question after question I ask myself What is the purpose of my existence and why do I feel such pain As in my brain I strain trying to contain the thoughts that I’m just not meant to be Or my being is one that has met its end and continues to hold on to emptiness I digress as my stress consumes me Like a fire in a blaze of buildings I’m being turned into ash Dieing on the inside for the outer man really means nothing to me Let me be or let me see what this life really has to offer Right now I’m ready to cash it in and

My Bar Tab Is $300.00....
PLZ leave me a comment to let me know what your tab was.....Thanks Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex with someone of the same

My Knight In Shining Armor
My Knight in Shining Armor To My Rescue, you can not understand, But will you come? To Stand Strong in the face of Adversity To participate in this fight for love Just Fairy Tales they Say Mount your Steed and gallop into the horizon Forever looking for your damsel in distress And when you have her in your arms, you will caress Swiftly you ride, back to your castle you go Care for her you will, Shield her from her pain Cover her heart full of woes Mold her into the woman you want her to be But alas, just another prison you have put her For only in Fairy Tales can one be shielded from all the pain Her heart must be nurtured Like a flower needs room to bloom My Knight in Shining Armor How will you let her live? The magic of love is formed by reality Bring her back to the Castle you will. Let your shield of defenses down and so will she. Let the dance of love begin. Let her become the woman she needs to be. Do not shield but o

Bob Geiger Says It So Well.
Whether or not the Bush administration or Congressional Republicans care much about Osama bin Laden and al-Qaeda is to a large degree dependent on which way the political wind is blowing on a given day and the extent to which it suits their agenda to scare the crap out of the American people, while hitting the always-painful 9/11 nerve. Despite American intelligence agencies continued insistence that al-Qaeda and its leadership are the biggest terrorist threat to the United States, bin Laden is still at large 2,000 days after George W. Bush boldly claimed that he would get him "dead or alive." Of course, Bush's "resolve" was very temporary. Six months after saying that, our tough-talking Commander-in-Chief told the nation that "I don't know where he is. You know, I just don't spend that much time on him to be honest with you." And under the Republicans, we've focused on the pointless war in Iraq, while the Taliban gets its mojo back in Afghanistan and al-Qaeda continues to pick u

Government Official!
A cocky Ministry of Highways employee stopped at a farm and talked with an old farmer. He told the farmer, "I need to inspect your farm for a possible new road." The old farmer said, "OK, but don't go in that field." The Highways employee said, "I have the authority of the Provincial Government to go where I want. See this card? I am allowed to go wherever I wish on farm land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, he heard loud screams and saw the Ministry of Highways employee running for the fence and close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining on the employee at every step. The old farmer called out, "Show him your card!!"

Italked To My Friend /performing Madness
i talked to my friend ryan about going to a show last night and i fell zasleep and had a dream that i was performing heheh it wasso fun i miss it sooo much and my friend percy want me tyo come work with her in hollywood as some fucking naughty chick at the place she works heheheh i must say im very temted it sounds fun.ive been thinking about naughty ); i havent felt good becauseof my ear so no naughty for me.in my dream i also went through this area of peope who wouldnt except outsiders how crazy like 20 different groups. and i ended up at this store mostly girly shit like fuxxy pink books and then i came to this section where they had really pretty dresses and toy guns so i took my pants off and got 2 guns and put the gun belt on it was fucking awsome and then my friend i was with played with them and i tried on a couplre dresses with my boots hahah yea tankgirlesk i guess hahah it was strange... im horny

40 Ways Men Fail In Bed
http://www.bikernet.com/garage/sextech.asp 40 Ways Men Fail In BED For men as your guidance and for women to guide your man..... Specially dedicated to all men.... Men - this is a free instruction guide for all of you who never get invite back after the first time and think it's because of your body odour; of course for some of you that could be true as well.....40 ways Men Fail in BED 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour & trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non-essentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your birthday cake! 3) NOT SHAVING. Guys often forget they have a porcupine strapped to their chins, which they rake repeatedly across their partner's face and thighs. So when she turns he

Grow Up
OK HERE I GO AGAIN..ON MY BITCH WAGON..LOL.. A FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE WHO IS A NICE WOMAN..WELL THIS GUY WAS WANTING HOOK UP WITH HER AND WHEN SHE SAID NO HE CALLED HER ALL KINDS OF FILTHY NAMES..I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THE REST OF YOU..BUT THAT DOESN'T MAKE A MAN IN MY EYES..ITS A LITTLE BOY WANTING TO PLAY AT BEING A GROWN UP..I TOLD HER TO TELL HIM THAT SHE HAD A NICE BIG BUTCHER KNIFE FOR HIM OR A MAGNIFIYING GLASS..THIS PISSES ME OFF..I HAD A BOY WANTING TO SEE IN MY PRIVATE FOLDERS THE OTHER NIGHT AND WHEN I SAID NO HE GOT PISSED OR I GUESS I SHOULD SAY PISSY..I TRIED TO BE NICE AT FIRST,HE WOULDN'T LET ME..HE WAS 20 YEARS OLD..I'M WELL OVER THE AGE THAT I COULD BE HIS MOTHER..I DON'T MIND BEING WITH FRIENDS WITH PEOPLE OF ALL AGES..BUT IF THEY WANT TO REMAIN FRIENDS THEN THEY NEED TO GROW UP,AND IF THEY CAN'T THEN THEY SHOULD FIND A KIDS PLACE TO HANG OUT..NOT ON MYSPACE EITHER BECAUSE THAT WOULD STILL BE TO ADULT FOR A FEW PEOPLE..MY 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER ACTS MORE MATURE THAN A L

Ever Felt This Way????
Don't look now, things just got worse I'm drunk again, I swear this crescent--is just a curse I got here by killing off all my friends I think I figured it out - my life begins when the fun ends I've got my wings, I'm free to go as I please Yeah, I got my wings, now nothing really pleases me 'til Everything falls apart, then I get to try to put it back together Everything falls apart, and you can count on that like you can count on bad, bad weather again Was it good? I don't remember much about it When things start to feel right, you can count on me to start to doubt it The devil's not in the details, the devil is in my pants It's shoot first, apologize later, another quick end to a short shod romance I got what I wanted, now I don't want anything I got what I wanted, now my life is just boring 'til Everything falls apart, then I get to try to put it back together Everything falls apart and you can count on that, you can count on bad, bad we

So, What's Cherrytap Like?
I thought about leaving MySpace, since there are problems posting with Linux, but I decided to stay there. There's a few other blogs, though, that I might get rid of since nobody seems to read them or anything. Somebody sent me a link to this place and, seeing how it's more "adult" than many of the other sites, it is interesting to me. I'm still trying to figure it out though. :-)

Update On My Lacey
ok lacey has went and seen doctors and they found out lacey has a condition called anisocoria it is where only 10 percent of the usa population have it the dilation of her pupil is natural and they r saying she has had it her whole life and it was brought on by the accident but not caused from her hitting her head thank god. talk about a relife i still have not heard from the school board stupid asses im calling the lawyer tommorow to tell him lets press on they still have not offered to pay not one bill her headaches have seemed to ease up she still complains about them but they are not as bad as they were ill keep you all posted on the laywer issue hugs and nips thanks for all the prayers Larina and Family

Neutered
A woman had her dog neutered because she was told it would curb the animal's aggression. But the next day it savaged the postman. "I'm so sorry," she said, rushing to the man's aid. "I was told he'd stop attacking people if I had him neutered." "Lady," said the postman, picking himself off the ground, "you should have had his teeth pulled. I knew when he came out t he door he wasn't going to make love to me "

Beauty
"Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart."-Kalil Gibran "You can take no credit for beauty at 16. But if you are beautiful at 60, it will be your soul's own doing."-Marie Stopes "Love of beauty is taste. The creation of beauty is art."-Ralph Waldo Emeerson "I don't like the standard beauty--there is no beauty without strangeness."-Karl Lagerfeld

My Daughter Wrote This
Face In The Mirror My face in the mirror Isn't wrinkled or drawn. My house isn't dirty. The cobwebs are gone. My garden looks lovely And so does my lawn. I think I might never Put my glasses back on. Andrea Nicole Harris

Finally ... I Am Home.
That was the longest 4 days off I have ever had. Due to the airport closings because of storms on the east coast the flights were all botched up in Oklahoma City and Denver. We got up at 3 am on Monday to catch a flight out of OK City @ 7 am. That was overbooked and we missed it. We also missed the next 3 flights out to Denver. Finally we caught a flight out at 1:30. We then sat in Denver for 8 hours to catch a flight out to Eugene, OR. We landed in Oregon at 10:30 pm and we arrived home at midnight last night. Fortunately for me, I got a phone call at 4:30 am from the hospital telling me that I did not need to come in this morning for we had so few new mothers in the obstetrics wing. The weekend was terrible. It was the first time I met my sisters new husband and I am not sure about him or his 2 sons. Sunday was nothing but fights between her new husband and the oldest of his sons with my sister. He is a chauvinist and believes that a woman should be subserviant to the

Bubba
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor grill and cook a venison steak. But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic....And since it was Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to their priest. The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a Catholic. After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass.....and as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, "You were born a Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic." Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the neighborhood. The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, he stopped and watched in amazement. There stood Bubba, clutching a small bottle of holy water

Broken Spirit
ALONE I SIT HERE... EMPTY AND COLD.. THE LIGHT BECKONS ME IT FORCES ME TO BE OK.. HIDDEN AWAY MY FEELINGS ARE.. SHOWING NO EMOTION I HAVE TO FIGHT TO BE ALIVE I HAVE TO PRETEND TO CARE THE WORLD CRUSHED MY DREAM YET IT FORCES ME TO BE I ONCE WAS ALIVE NOW I JUST SURVIVE

Fairy Princess And Dragon Master
A Fairy Princess and a Dragon Master The rain just would not stop falling; I had to stop for the night, I spotted a sleeping Dragon Master. Perchance, he just might, I cuddled up under his wings as I listened to his sexy, powerful snore I had a simply wonderful erotic dream that night. I wanted to be his whore "Oh, my massive Dragon Master with your cock so hard and so incredibly big, Enter my passageway and be easy, because my Princess body's as frail as a twig" I awoke to the feeling of something rubbing up against my cum drenched crotch. The Dragon Master had turned my lust and passion up more than just a notch. His leathery tongue was flickering my pussy, so tender and so very plush My head was spinning and my climax was coming, this Dragon is giving me a rush My beautiful Dragon Master saw the lustful trance that was building in my eyes, I glanced down at his perfectly sized package and much to my delighted surprise, He WAS big, but not too

Love On The Internet
You wonder how I could fall in love, with someone who I have never met. A person I've only shared words with, on this thing we all call the internet. However I don't need to see your face, or care about the colour of your skin. The only beauty I need to see in you, is the beauty that shines from within. Even if I had never seen your picture, or known how your voice does sound. The love that I hold in my heart for you, was born from words our hearts found. I see you with an openess of my heart on the computer, rather than my eyes. My heart gives a truthful picture of you, whereas at times our eyes can tell lies. I have never felt your tender embrace, or even known the touch of your hand. But the way that you touch my heart, is the most important touch you land. Nothing else at all matters to my heart, when it comes to being in love with you. Love on the net is purely from the heart, and only the heart gives a love so true.

Drinks And Such...
I'm not even going to expound on the horrors of work at the moment. If I get on a rant I might not stop. So I've been entertaining myself (after the last deluge of orders) with perusing absinthe's that are available online. I've never tried it but I've had it reccomended to me by several people. I'd certainly like to give it a try but ther are quite a few varieties available and most (except for tiny little taste sets) are expensive, especially when I have no clue what would be good to start with. If there's any of you who are familair with absinthe do you have a reccomendation on a particular type? I'd like to try a traditional type so that I can experience the full effect. I've found several online that seem to be good to try but I'm still curious as to other people's opinions. Of course, I also wouldn't say no to a gift of absinthe showing up at my work. *grin* If you feel that generous I'd be happy to give you my work address. But again, if you have some reccome

~ripping~
OK I have been on this sight for quite sometime. Here is my question for the day. Why do people come to these sites and can not be themselves? You are probably asking yourself, what the hell brought this on...well let me tell you!! I was told by a fellow cherrytapper...that someone ripped my photo and placed it as there main pic. Ok first of all, why me, there are alot of beautiful people out there. Second, like I said I have been here for quite sometime and have NOT had one person rip my pics. If you do not have a backbone or can not just be yourself, then GET THE HELL OUT OF THIS SITE!!!! I come here to meet new people and to continue to talk with my old friends. I am not here to hurt or take advantage of anyone.... I am a very honest person, caring, and would do about anything for my fellow friends. Why hurt someone in that way or fashion, is your life that pathetic that you find joy in someone elses art, and life... Now for the fellow cherry tapper.....who let me know of thi