Fubar Blog Posts 4

Lonely
Lonely As I lay in my cold lonely bed I think of you And all the wondrous things you could do A warm body to snuggle me tight To make love to me throughout the night As the sun rises after a night of love I thank the good Lord from up above For bringing you into my life Thoughts of you remove all of my strife Walking in the morning’s sun hand in hand Helps me make it thru all that life can demand Knowing that you’re there even if not near For to me you will always be dear After a night of sweet love making I feel like I’m just taking The wonderful things that you can do The magic I feel when I look at you

Pet Is Not Girlish.
You Are 20% Boyish and 80% Girlish Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine. You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you. A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down. But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

Lonely
-LONELY- By Rattdoll I was invited to a party with a bunch of my work friends. And not being much of a people person I almost decided not to go. The party’s at Mary’s house, and it’s a long drive, was the excuse I was trying to give, but the girls just would not let me get away with it. I tried any excuse I could, but they know I haven’t gone out on a date or had any kind of fun since I left my husband three years ago. So I wound up giving her directions to my house and she said she would make sure some one picks me up before the party. When I arrived, there was already a lot of people there. A lot of faces I knew, a few I didn’t. We were in the back yard. Some were dancing, some were off in little groups talking. I walked around and said hi to several people, and noticed several of the hot guys from work was there. Well, I like to dance, so I decided to dance by myself and at least enjoy the music.

Sometimes
Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that is true. No matter how much you smile, Theres nothing you can do. The feeling makes your eyes drip drops of your missing love. There has to be a way back in, with the one that you dream of. You try to drown the thoughts of past,and put the bottle to your head You think that you can drink enough to drink this feeling dead If you take a day of thought you'll realize the hurt is good. Its good to know you can actualy love another so much. And the stories in the movies sound nothing like loves touch. It can hurt, it can sooth, and it can even make you change. Having no regrets with your decisions, your life you rearrange. Sometimes when it hurts so bad it's a feeling that

Jacked From Kara™
What is in the back seat of your car right now? I have one of those? Sweet. What was the last thing you threw up? Tequila. Menthol or regular cigarettes? Menthol. I'm black, after all. What is your favorite episode of Fresh Prince of Bel Air? This one, now. I didn't know it until about 2 minutes ago. Does anyone have any blackmail on you? Nothing I can't deny. If you could marry any celebrity today who would it be? Celebrities annoy me. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? The thongs I'm wearing. Are you wearing socks right now? Yase. Always. As I always wear shoes. ....Long story. What was the last thing you had to drink? Coffee. What are you wearing right now? Black levis, black t-shirt, black Chucks. God, I sound so lame. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Have we met? When is the last time you ran? Across the street. Yesterday. To buy beer. (Not clothes.) What's the last sporting event

Chapter 5 Of What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Ok I don't know where this came from...one of the guys just said it and all we could do is laugh.... Remember, it's never too big for the head. Hmm. I know I know you are probably wondering what we were talking about when someone said this. To tell you the truth I have no idea. But isn't it funny. I mean just think of the possibilities this saying could uphold. LOL. Got you thinking, now didn't I? Until next time, Ciao!

Herbalists' Charter Of Henry Viii
When the American Colonies declared their independence as Sovereign States, in July, 1776, they each adopted the Laws of England as the Common Law of the State. Among the Laws of England so adopted is the Herbalists' Charter, an Act of Henry the Eighth (in the 33rd Year of his reign - 1542 and adopted thereafter by Parliament: Statutes at Large 34&35 Henry VIII. C8. A Bill that Persons, being no common Surgeons, may minister Medicines, notwithstanding the Statute). It is astonishing to note that many of the issues confronting alternative practitioners today are the same issues that the Act of Parliament addressed. In the Sixteenth Century, as in the Twentieth Century, licensed physicians and surgeons were going to Court to ban the activities of the alternative practitioners of their day, the herbalists. Parliament ordered an end to this misuse of the Courts to enforce licensure, protecting the nutritionists from "suit, vexation, trouble, penalty, or loss of their goods..." This a

Spank Me
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent100%Hot88%Wet75%Exciting63%Soft44%Sweet38%Awkward13%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

A What?
You scored as Dirty Piercings. AH!!! You dirty person you! Put that away!!! Who did that for you!? Your the kinkiest of the kinkiest and probably think you're hot stuff. Well, maybe you are but that's kinda nasty. Ew. Weirdo.Dirty Piercings100%Labret Piercing100%Nipples80%Cartilage Piercing80%Lip Piercing40%Tongue Piercing40%Earlobe Piercing30%Belly Button Piercing30%Nose Piercing20%What Piercing Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Help Me And Lets C If We Can Bomb
OK GUYS I AM ASKING FOR A PERSONAL FAVOUR. THERE IS A MEMBER OF MY OTHER FAMILY IN A CONTEST THAT ENDS SATURDAY APRIL 28, 2007 @ 8PM HERE IS THE LINK SO PLEASE COME HIT HER AND PROVE THAT THIS FAMILY CAN BOMB LIKE WE ENVISION IT CAN BE.

U Dont Know Me
L.O. & Top Notch my old school homies we been makin music together over 15yrs. Dj Phreeze produced the track he also did the track for Ice Cold Money & M.Y.S.T.A. Anthem. This is us performing this song last night. From left to right Top Notch, Mysta Rhyme & L.O. 4-27-07

Chapter 10 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
How our night started out was I invited Restr1ctive to a game of Uno on my Xbox Live. He entered the game and we started playing. At first with the two young boys kissing and the convesations we got ourselves into... When some of the stuff we were saying were coming out of our mouths all we could do was laugh... then Restr1ctive got the idea of writing to the Penthouse Forum. And it starts like this... "Dear Penthouse Forum, I don't know what all to say about this but I'm very disturbed by what I saw today. I involved myself in a small game of Uno On Xbox Live with a very good friend of mine. You can have up to four players in a given game. The next thing I know someone else had joined, it was two young boys by the age of 12. And what they did next astonished me. They started kissing....I am scarred for life on this. How can I get this image out of my head? "Dear Penthouse Forum, And then she cleared her throat... "Dear Penthouse Foru

Dont Want It Wit Us
Me & Jeff Spade aka Spadini Degrate Lords of da Och (Antioch) He's my apprentice! I've been knowin this guy since he was about 7 or 8 which would make me around 14 or 15.....he's on of the kats that i have mentored in this hip hop game in Nashville. http://www.stickam.com/editMediaComment.do?method=load&mId=174478049

To All People Who Pst Bulletins About Cheaters Liars And Thieves...worry About Your Own Ponts Stop Being A Hater...you Are Scared Of Losing Your Rank
THINK CHERRYTAP IS PISSED OFF AT YOU FOR PUTTING ME IN THE TOP 1000 IN LIL OVER A MONTH.. SOME HOW PEOPLE FEEL I DONT DESERVE IT..EEN THOUGH I SPEND ALOT OF HOURS A DAY HERE........I SHOW EVERYONE LOVE OR HEY WOULDNT SHOW ME NONE.. I WORK HARD TO GET TO MY LEVEL I HAVE BOUGHT 2 HAPPY HOURS..I ANSWE EVERY MESSAGE AND SHOUT...THE POINT OF THIS..SINCE U HELPED ME YOU SHARE THE BLKAME.....SO WHEN YOU SEE BULLETINS TTALKING ABOUT CHEATERS.....THEY ARE ABOUT YOU...YOU CHEAT TO GET ME WHERE I AM...YOU SHOWED ME TO MUCH LOVE TO FAST...WHEN THEY TALK ABOUT LIARS..BE OFFENDED,....THEY THINK I LIED TO YOU OR USED TRICKERRY....IF THEY ARE RIGHT..YOU ARE STUPID......SO BE OFFENDED....AND EVERYTHING THOSE BULLETINS SAY IN RELATION TO THIS SHOULD OFFENF YOU...CAUSE SOME ONE HAS T O GET CHEATED LIED TO TRICKED DECIEVED CONNED. AND I CANCELED THE EMAIL DRIVE SO THEY WOULDNT SAY YOU WERE THE PEOPLE WHO GOT TOOKEN...BUT I WILL SAY THIS TO THE PEOPLE WHO THINK IM A CHEAT.. FUCK YOU...WHY THE FUCK YOU WORR

Friendships
I have all these thoughts that I want to express, yet I have the fear that I will hurt that is not my reason for writing, it is to say my story, one with laughter and tears, one that will release these demons that I carry with me through each and every way. I want to be free of the shame and the guilt that I hold, like a blanket, shelding me through a cold dark night. I as all others have made mistakes in all that i have done. I will admit my imperfections as quickly as I state my prides, I have not judged you or any other for the choices or path that they take. I will scream when I am angry, and cry when I am sad, I will say to you I do not agree with you , Yet I will not turn my back away from you, for to me that would be as bad as giving up on myself. I will laugh when I am happy, and giggle like a child, for I am all that I am and no more. Do I have a gift? Yes I do, as well as you. Ours are different in so many ways, but they are our gifts to share withs others every which way.

Chapter 15 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
Last chapter we talked about how I suck. Well yes. that is the truth. I won't put myself down because I like the dick. Well this chapter focuses on how I still suck. When we were playing the simple game of uno, anytime someone would play a card that I didn't like, I would say that they suck. But, alas, everytime I was corrected and they told me that I'm the one that sucks. Well I can't disagree with them. I do. LOL. But what am I to say to that? You guys lick? Come on, that doesn't sound right. But I wish more of you guys would. Just about every guy I dated doesn't go down on a girl. So needless to say I am unexperienced in this field. I've done lots of things in my lifetime. I've tried a lot of things, but there has only been one or two guys that really loved to go down on a girl. Now come on men. I know for sure there are a lot of you out there. Where the hell are you? I know you don't live in the western part of PA, because I've lived here most of my life and well you are scar

Chapter 16 On What I Learned On Xbox Uno
I make enough noise for the four of us. Yes I said that. And it's probably true. You see there were four of us playing, and the other three were guys. Now we got on this subject because Restr1ctive had mentioned that he had some complaints from some girls about how he is quiet while having sex. Most guys are, but don't fret girls, they love it just the same. I on the other hand, I make a lot of noise if it feels good. Hell yeah and I'm not afraid to say it either. I'm a very vocal person. Singing in the shower or in bed. So if you ever hear someone shouting "OMG, yeah right there!", then it's me....No matter where you are. I have a big mouth and I'm not afraid to show it off. So get ready big guys...Make sure you bring your ear plugs.... Until next time, Ciao!

Ct Bouncers
~CT Bouncers~ They are our Bouncers, they are here to help us with questions and problems of all kinds. Please be kind to all of them. Get to know one or more, add 'em to your family list. That way they will be familiar with you, and can help you more accurately when the time comes. Dont wait until the sh@@ hits the proverbial fan before asking for help. Issues are more easily solved when they are not blown out of proportion.If you have an attitude already when you contact a Bouncer, you may be misunderstood. Be calm and explain things accurately. Our Bouncers are here for a reason... If you need 'em Find 'em They are here to help us all! Click on the Banner if you would like to visit Cherrytap Support lounge! Have you hugged your Bouncer today?

What Does Love Mean?
*What Does Love Mean?* A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all even when his hands got arthritis, too. That's Love. Rebecca - age 8 When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French Fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, t

I Won't Be Seeing You Anymore
Saturday, March 17, 2007 I won't be seeing you anymore I should be glad I'm finally rid of you... Maybe our friendship wasn't so right. I put on my rose colored eyesight, Always making it seem so bright... Trying to find something beautiful, Trying to see something good in you... But there's nothing but selfishness, Nothing but arrogance - and its for the best... That I cannot see you, That I cannot hear you, That I don't really even want you... As a friend...Anymore! I feel so happy and strong, I'm so glad I knew all along... Deep down I didn't let go, I held strongly onto MY soul. You can never have, What you can't understand, And you don't have a clue, Who I was to you. You always seem to use people up, And you always have such good luck. Nothing seems to ever bring you down - You have everything -- and yet you frown! Nothing's good enough for you, And half the time...you don't even come through... You lie and fake your promises, And us

At This Time....
At this very minute... someone is thinking of you someone cares about you. someone misses you someone wants to hold your hand. someone wants you to be happy. someone wants to hug you. someone will do anything for you. someone needs to know your love is unconditional. someone wants to tell you how much they care. someone wants to stay up watching movies w/ you. someone wants to hold you in their arms. someone wants to see you. someone wants to be your lover. : ) someone loves you for who you are. someone loves the way you make them feel. someone wants to be with you. someone wants you to know they are there for you. someone is glad that you're their friend. someone is wishing you would notice them. someone wants to get to know you better. someone wants to hear your voice someone loves you.

I Hate Fake People
I hate fake people I don’t get it, really I don’t Why pretend to be someone your not Are you not sick of living a lie Isn’t it hard to remember Who you told what tale to Do you like being paranoid Thinking, wondering, waiting For your little game to be over Knowing that everyone will know Know who you really are Why do this Do you enjoy hurting others Much less yourself Is this what you do for fun How you get your kicks Don’t tell me “I had no choice” That "society made me lie" And that "I was pushed into it" Saying I wouldn't have talked to you Wouldn't have cared about you Do you think so little of me Think I am that shallow Blaming me for your disseat You’re the victim and its my fault Your really some piece of work Well, then maybe your lie is a good thing Maybe you being so fake is justified Because now I know How little you think of me And how stupid you think I am So, then I should say this Thank you so much You have really do

Summary Of Suckiness
Feeling free to express yourself is one of the first liberties the founding fathers granted to us as a free country from England. You get up in the morning knowing that.. You go to bed at night. You know of people, parties, clubs, gangs, etc that they do awful things. They do hurtful things. Than you have the people in the world who do amazing things. They save lives and help the less fortunate. These great en devours give us hope that our universe keeps an even tilt to good and evil. I started this blog with this brief idea of expression because of the suckiness I feel right now. Not so much that freedom of speech and saying what you want is wonderful; nor dreadful. I see it more as a fact. Something that can be interpreted in many ways. Looked at in different situations and much hateful. Such as when you use slander towards different cultures, races, factions, and relationships you have with significant others. I have people I don't like in music. Such as most cou

It About Everyones Pumpkin
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW MY ROOM MATE(HOUSE MATE. YOU MAT KNOW HER AS PUMPKIN, CHELLE,OR MICHELLE.SHE FELL THIS EVENINGAND HIT HER HEAD ON THE FLOOR. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED ALLS I KNOW I CAME HOME AND SHE WAS IN A PUDDLE OF BLOOD. IT WAS LIKE A HORROR STOREY. SHE WAS BREATHING BUT NOT AWAKE.THEY TOOK HER TO HOSPTAIL AND THEY ARE GOING TO MOVE HER IN A FEW HOURS IF SHE DOES WAKE UP TO ONE OF MAJOR HOSPTAILS OUT HERE. PLEASE KEEP HER IN YOUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS. SHE IS THE BEST FRIEND ANY ONE CAN ASK FOR. I WILL KEEP YOU ALL POSTED. THANK YOU FOR TIME TO READ THIS. ALICIA

In Love Again?! Give Me A Break!!!
oh phooey ur in love again? do u never learn? exactly how many times do u need to do this to urself before u realize its not worth it? that he's not worth it? he's stringing you along. im told its good for ones' ego. wouldn't you like someone to be at your beck and call? a fall back person in case u never get to be with the one you love? love is perpetuated by greeting card companies and such to take advantage of big hearted, wide walleted doubtful if theres something between the ears chumps like u. u heard me. there's nothing wrong with ur vocal chords, at least, or my ears so u dont have to yell. insult u? girl, i don't need to. ur doing it yourself. ur insulting ur intelligence by tellng yourself u can't forget him or throw him out. ur insulting ur will and independence by thinking u can't make it without him. furthermore ur insulting me because were supposed to think alike and i dont think like u do. not in this matter anyway. bah, love.who needs it? it makes ur mind as

Read
i want to thank everyone who rated and left comments you guys are great, keep up the good work to answer a few questions you guys had i dont like yahoo, it sucks dont ask me lol i do use msn messenger so if any of my dear friends would like to talk to me on there let me know. i only cam with friends and i only make faces at them, nothing else for the guys telling me they love me, buy me a blast lmao if i have anymore statements ill get back to you thanks for reading

Family
hi i lost my loving aunt phoebe to ephazima of the mouth she died tonight. i miss her i hardly ever saw her and when i did it was for a short time then we had to go but we had fun when she wore my black lipstick and we went around wearing it .im glad she is with god and now she is in his hands and now she can watch upon me every day. just like my pappy has been doing. rip aunt phoebe 4/28/07. pappy died november 16th 1995 rip unkle al rip, grandma reese died on november 15th 2003 friend jen frampton died june 12th 2003 joe vedilago,sara stiner, adam protz, ryan mccafferey died january 1st 2002 phillip kuminkoski died august 23rd 2004,ashley anderson died in the hospital.

Taking Time Off The Net For A Few Days
I will not be logging on for a few days I have some things I need to take care of I might log on long enough to check message or what not but I wont be talking or doing anything other then reading my messages. Leave me love if you want I will return it when I have my stuff taken care of but as you all know my son has a head injury and I need to take a few days to care for him. So I will see you when I log back on.

Update On Dave
Well i know its been quite awhile since i last wrote a blog and boy has shit changed for me. Those of you that have known me for quite sometime maybe mad at me for being so distant but honestly i was going through some rough shit and its just now starting to unravel enough for me to actually breathe and be able to see some light in all the darkness. I wont go into details about what was up or anything i dont want to bore yall, or better yet i dont wanna bring yall into the drama lol I do miss a few people that used to be my bestest friends on this site Kati (u know i love ya to death :D) Amber (even though you TOTALLY used to annoy me with your bickering about me taking to long to respond lol) Crystal (well what can i say ummm basically i miss your company above all i guess) Valerie (we havent talked in awhile i miss the exchanging of poems and stuff :P) There is a few more that i didnt name but yall know who ya are. Jessica i love ya to death even if ya broke my heart in about 1

Untitled
alone in my obsession no one knows how to find me keep my distance from all that i love only to keep myself alive tears slide down my cheeks i sit and stare at the world around me is this what was meant for me? solitude? I feel nothing anymore but confusion hiding in my lonliness drowning my sorrows in murky water soiled and tainted by destruction my only companion myself my only hope? i don't know i have to decide do I keep going? do I stop dead and remain where i am I know nothing of the life i once had have nothing from the life i once knew i just want to be loved i just want to feel that feeling i want to be addicted to nothing but happiness to be or not to be.. is not the question i want to answer don't ask me what I am don't ask me where i went my truth is my own my soul is conflicted do I love? Can I love? am I loved? Do I need to feel? all questions i ask myself Don't pity me don't feel bad for me Don't worry about me I am who I am a

Am I Realy A Dog?
Am i a cheater if i talk to a lot of ladies? I anm a single man trying to figure out what i want out of life. I am diovorced,have friendship's with sebveral woman,none in which i am involved with. so why am i labeled a cheater when i am looking for good friends and good adult conversation? please help me,?God bless all you cherry tappers.

Lifehouse
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I

Hello
Yeah, I'm still breathing.... LOL I know its been awhile since alot of people have heard from me. So I thought I'd drop a few lines and say HELLO to EVERYONE at one time. LOL I've been trying to keep myself busy the last few weeks. And seem to be doing a pretty good job of it. I've kinda taken over mom's garden. And have been working on it, among a few other things. One day last week Meanass and I trimmed back the rose bush, and pulled all the weeds out of it. Boy that was a chore. LOL A few minutes ago someone handed me a very touching poem. And I would like to share it with my friends. If this don't touch your heart and bring a tear to your eye, I'll be surprised. Through The Eyes of a Senior As I sit in the garden The sun shines upon my face, It takes me back to a Special time and place. It reminds me of happier moments, I once had in my life, When mother first taught me to bake, And brother got his first pocket knife. When life was easy and your neighbors w

4/28/07
Don't beat up on yourself because you're not into taking on a new challenge right now. That's normal. After all, with everything you've accomplished, you deserve a break -- and a little fun. Call up some friends and get goofy. ------------------------- I think I do the last part a bit too much...lol.

Questions Questions Questions
ok being a veteran and a civilian now i can say this kinda shit but this bothers me after 9-11 our main mission was to exterminate bin ladin then the iraq war broke out shortly after and it seems that the hunt for bin ladin has been put on the back burner so here is my question please comment now that saddam is out of the way shouldnt we be hunting bin ladin not trying to rebuild iraq? second part if so explain your views

My Writing
Those that have made comments to me about my writing, Thank You. I know I am still learning and it helps to have my own personal Muse. She is my Best Friend. If you read some of what I write, you will get a glimpse into a part of me that has long been dormant. For that awakening all I can say is, Thank You Melody, you are the best friend anyone could ever have ... I Love You.

Friends
WHEN YOU ARE SAD... I WILL DRY YOUR TEARS... WHEN YOU ARE SCARED... I WILL COMFORT YOUR FEARS... WHEN YOU ARE WORRIED... I WILL GIVE YOU HOPE... WHEN YOU ARE CONFUSED... I WILL HELP YOU COPE... AND WHEN YOU ARE LOST... AND CAN'T SEE THE LIGHT... I SHALL BE YOUR BEAON... SHINING EVER SO BRIGHT... THIS IS MY OATH... I PLEDGE TO THE END... WHY YOU ASK... BECUASE YOU ARE MY FRIEND... BY: DAVID RUDY MORALES R.I.P. MY FRIEND

(sik) Family
This family is to care for each other in contests. We will help each other when family calls. We will bomb each others photos to help out. We will also help family level up if they ask. We will not tolerate any bombing cheaters. If you are caught cheating then you will be kicked out of the family. Wanna join feel free to contact me. Fear The Grunts (SiK) Family Founder @ CherryTap

Is This Fair,
ok, so I posted a mumm asking for opinions cuz I was curious to know how many ppl actually gave a rats ass about the drama in hollywood stars lives, well apparently not too many, but someone reported it and I got banned from posting anymore mumms wtf

Protective Subjective
so i feel shitty. like i'm no one worth knowing, like i'm no one worth standing up for. like i'm no one worth anyone else's time, energy or concern. it's not entirely true. there are a lot of people who appear to love, respect and care for me. they're just not anywhere near me, we're not involved directly in each others lives. so i'm stuck w/ what i got. a buncha apathetic passive fucks for friends and this stubborn hole in my heart that demands sooner or later that i find better. i've always been a loyal friend, always a strong loving voice to encourage, support and provide understanding. this is genuine so i will remain this way until the end, and i can't help but hope in the mean time that someday i will find the same. until we meet again, your artist m

Quote For April 29
Humanity has the stars in its future, and that future is too important to be lost under the burden of juvenile folly and ignorant superstition. -- Isaac Asimov Bonus Quote: Dear Lord, please don't let me fuck up. -- Alan Shepard, while on the pad for the first manned American launch. This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Addendum!!!!
I can't believe I forgot to mention the one male belly dancer!!!!!!! He joined a belly dancing group to meet women, lmao - no doubt!! He is actually very good. And I must say, we all appreciated watching him dance - VERY, VERY MUCH! LMAO! He is a college student from the Madison area. Have to say we all about lost it when he practiced with the veil! Black veil, black harem pants - no, not see thru ones, lol - and no shirt! Ah, eye candy - in spades!!!!!! He does have a background in dance. And he now belongs to a dance troupe out of Madison that does performances! What a treat!

Where To Shoot
A 93 year old woman decided that she'd seen and done everything, and the time had come to depart from this world. After considering various methods of doing away with herself, she came to the conclusion that the quickest and surest way method would be to shoot herself through the heart. The trouble was, she was uncertain about exactly where her heart was, so she phoned her doctor and asked him. He told her that her heart was located two inches below her left nipple. So she shot herself in the left kneecap.

By The Way.......
I love this world. Without the people in it and all circumstance staying the way it is...we would never experience anything the same way. Nor be able to appriceate what we never had. Change one little thing...it all changes. That's why I never put my time machine into practice.

A Question, Answered!!
I have been inquiring for ages about what was in the drink, "Sweet Piece of Ass!" And I've learned you need to be careful about how you ask the question, lmao! My friend, family member, and past life companion Van aka Captain Cooter was able to answer my question! Woot! Woot! The drink "Piece of Ass" is made thusly: highball glass, fill with ice 1 shot Amaretto 1 shot So-Co (Southern Comfort, for those who hate abbreviations!) top off with sour mix And there, you have it!! Van tells me this is also known as a Mafia's Kiss, or an iced Sicillian Kiss. No one in my neck of the woods had a clue, lol! Thanks again, sweetie! You are the best, in more ways than one, I might add, lmao!! Muah!

Quality Not Quantity
I have acquired a lot of friends here on cherry tap....however, that is not why i am here. I want to focus on who my real friends are and the people who are interested in getting to know the real me. Therefore, in the next few days i don't receive some sort of sign from you that you what to stay my friend, i will be deleting you from my list. I am not doing this to be mean, like i said above, i would rather have a quality friendship than quantity. tons of hugs to all of you who really care..... tracy MWAH

How Hot Are Your Kisses
Your Kisses Are Spicy and Wild Your kisses are powerful stuff. They'll start a fire in almost anyone you kiss. You kiss with passion, skill, and endurance. Anyone who kisses you is in for a long, intense ride. You better watch out though. Your incredible kisses are likely to get you in trouble!How Hot Are Your Kisses?

A Repost As Its Not Showing
Can you hear me here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me (i hope she can) all i do is close my eyes and try so hard to dream shes mine i feel it in my heart i hope she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world desire raging in our hearts slowly close the miles we are apart i feel it in my soul i know she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world with every beat of my heart i hope she is dreaming of me for every moment apart we will spend a lifetime in ecstasy theres got to be a girl waiting somewhere in this world here i sleep alone at night dream about mrs right i feel it in my heart i hope that she can hear me theres got to be a girl waiting halfway round the world can you hear me!!! can you hear me ??? ok my thoughts now if you

This Is True
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at

Come On, You Do Everything Else Here
I have tried to make this easier... please check this out. I am asking for help because my friend and her son both have cancer. They have been told that there is nothing more they can do for Jay, he has terminal cancer. The grandmother would love to take him on this trip to Normandy and I would like to see it happen for them. They touch my life and I want to help make this wish come true for them. This little boy is amazing and just needs a little joy in his life!! Listen to your hearts and listen to what God would have you do. thank you!! and God bless you!!! Words of a grandmother "this mighty warrior at heart....i so want to take him to normandy and i want to do it soon....have to find a way to accomplish this... he has wanted to go there ever since he knew about normandy...my daughter and I know he walked on that land, shoulder to shoulder with those soldiers who were there so many years before him...he is passionate about his desire to become a soldier..."

A Soldier Vs N E 1 Else
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at

Please Read
Hey to you my friends and family.. I just wanted to share with you and your friends about this movie that really needs some ratings and comments... or review.. It only take about 5 mins and some seconds to view.. and about 30 seconds to rate.. Sooo Please visit the site and give a try.. its called the FATAL AGREEMENT!! Its about a female serial killer back in the 1900's.. She was from Laporte,IN mixed with some 2007 film making..(Look like a good horror movie to me..) Soo Please just take a look and you may like.. and if you could... Please repost this that would be really nice and I thank you now.. http://films.thelot.com/films/35532 Take care out here on Cherrytap... Jeannie

And With Her Fingers, Found A Warm, Wet, Waiting
She lay naked on the bed, her eyes covered with a silken blindfold. Velvet cords around her wrists and ankles fastened her to the bedposts. It was time for The Game. A breeze borne on whispered longings wandered into the room from the open balcony doors. It danced about her nipples, already hard with anticipation; now becoming harder still. Lighted candles released the fragrance of jasmine. Each breath she drew increased the sensual tension in her body, as she fantasized about who he might send in to her tonight. She and her husband invented The Game because they loved a mystery. They loved the secret glances and the knowing touches. She never knew when to expect the next time it would be played. It was always his pleasant surprise for her. After dinner, he would lead her to the bedroom, opening the drawer to pull the velvet cords from their ornate box. It would mean he had chosen a lover for her, someone he knew and trusted. She would lie alone in the bedroom, waiti

Sunday Afternoon
It is Sunday. Mid-afternoon, I'm guessing, by the way the light filters in through the slats in the blinds. I've just returned from the bath. My skin is cool and still a little damp. I'm laying on my side... my right side. Naked. Freshly shaven. You are behind me. Rubbing my neck and shoulders. Pressing firmly with your large, spread hands. Applying pressure with your thumbs. You are pressed up against me – completely – from your feet to your hips. Our bodies molded together. My thighs are squeezed gently around your semi-sleeping cock. Legs crossed at the knee. This is nice... But nice is not quite what I am in the mood for. I smile to myself. And purr. I push just a little more firmly back and down. I feel you begin to stir, harden. I purr a little louder. I'm pleased and relieved. I was fully expecting you to say you had to get up. Another squeeze of the thighs: this time not quite so gently. And I start to feel your pulse: vibrate, flicker -- resonate in

Remember To Say I Love You
Around the corner I have a friend, In this great city that has no end, Yet the days go by and weeks rush on, And before I know it, a year is gone. And I never see my old friends face, For life is a swift and terrible race, He knows I like him just as well, As in the days when I rang his bell. And he rang mine but we were younger then, And now we are busy, tired men. Tired of playing a foolish game, Tired of trying to make a name. "Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim Just to show that I'm thinking of him." But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes, And distance between us grows and grows. Around the corner, yet miles away, "Here's a telegram sir," "Jim died today." And that's what we get and deserve in the end. round the corner, a vanished friend. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right

Lmao
A fire fighter is working on the engine outside the station when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon with little ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a fire fighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The fire fighter walked over to take a closer look. That sure is a nice fire truck," the fire fighter says with admiration. "Thanks," the little girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the fire fighter says, "I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster." The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren. "

'friends', 'family', 'fans', 'comments', 'ratings' & 'points'
Okay, don't get me wrong people, I -do- love this place. I wouldn't be on here so much, if I didn't. I've met some good people, some that are less than stellar and then of course ..those who really make me wonder about the worlds overall IQ, which seems to be slipping into the negative numbers. Now, onto my next rant. Points. I'm not in this, or on this site, for points. Their nice, you get them as time goes on, you get neat and nifty extras, for incentive to remain. Excellent idea, as a whole. But the people on here, that ask, if not beg me to fan/add/rate/whatever just for more points..? Idiocy. Pure and simple. And before start pointing things out? Yes. I do have a huge stash But, it is for my own entertainment purposes. Not for people to get more points. The reason for this huge stash? You Tube only allows me to have 500 favorites. I have, at last count, 1200 plus and the list is growing. And of course its for my friends to listen to their (and my) favorite music, wh

Murphy's Lesser Known Laws
Murphy's Lesser Known Laws 1. Light travels faster than sound. This is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 2. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 3. Change is inevitable, except from a vending machine. 4. Those who live by the sword get shot by those who don't. 5. Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. 6. The 50-50-90 rule: Anytime you have a 50-50 chance of getting something right, there's a 90% probability you'll get it wrong. 7. If you lined up all the cars in the world end to end, someone would be stupid enough to try to pass them, five or six at a time.... on a hill....on a curve...in the fog. 8. If the shoe fits, get another one just like it. 9. The things that come to those who wait will be the things left by those who got there first. 10. Give a man a fish a d he will eat for a day. Teach a man to fish and he will sit in a boat all day drinking beer. 11. A flashlight is a case for holding dead batteries.

For Those That Are Interested!
OKAY I AM WRITING THIS CAUSE I AM TIRED OF LOOKING AND CHASIN AND THINK THE MAN NEEDS TO CHASE SOME. IF U LIVE WITHIN 100 MILES OF ME AND YOU ARE SINGLE MEANING NO GIRLFRIEND OR WIFE OR ANYTHING THAT MEANS YOU ARE ATTATCHED TO SOMEONE THEN: I WOULD LIKE TO GO OUT ON A DATE MEANING YOU PICK ME UP, YOU PAY FOR, DINNER, MOVIE, DANCING, THEN HOME, OR SEE HOW IT GOES! THAT DOES NOT MEAN HAVING MEANINGLESS SEX WITH YOJU. IF I WANT MEANINGLESS SEX I WILL USE M Y HAND IN THE SHOWER TO MASTERBATE. SO IF YOU INTERESTED IN HAVING A NICE EVENING WITH ME THEN SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE ON HERE OR YAHOO MESSENGER AT PAGAN.QUEEN NO DRAMA WANTED SO DO NOT TRY TO PLAY GAMES ON ME CAUSE WHEN PREVOKED YOU FIND ME TO BE THE BIGGEST FREAKIN BITCH ON EARTH A ND FULL OF VENGENCE. ANYONE ELSE WHO IS LOOKING FOR A PEICE OF ASS THEN MOVING ON YOU ARE WASTING MY TIME AND I GET VERY EVIL WHEN THAT HAPPENS. AND I HATE TO GET EVIL ON AM EMPTY STOMACHE SO BACK OFF! AS FOR ANYONE ELSE IF YOU LIVE OUT

My Story At The Story Inn
my two days at the story inn was a time that I will never forget...we arrived there at 3:30 PM there wasn't anyone around I guess they don't have much business on Mondays...all we saw was one man that checked us into the room...as soon as I walked into place I can feel that there was spirits around more than one..very eerie feeling...as if there is somebody staring at you intensely...we stayed in the Blue Lady Room..it is supposedly haunted by the Blue Lady...within five minutes of actually being in the room you can feel the room temperature go down at least 10 degrees and certain spots in the room...it was a different kind of coldness...as if you are cold on the inside...about an hour later we went downstairs to see if the kitchen was open but there was no one around in site not even a guy that checked us in...went around in the back and found a very large barn...which was very beautiful...but I was drawn to the barn as if something was calling me...took a few photos...then went back

Very Important.grandma Died
My grandma just died April 29, 2007 at 1:37pm.. Greatest thing I have ever done is being there.. She died in peace.. She is no pain at all and no sorrow.. I really love her and I will allways love her.. Thank you all for praying for my family and keeping my family in your thoughts.. Just remember love is all we have.. I never did leave her body but coouple of times so I can clam down.. But I am ok.. Her body will go to Ohio and that the funneral will be up there too.. So if I don't responed to any one it is because I up there ok.. Again thank you all.. Virgo24

The Drunk And Priest
The drunk and Priest A drunk man who smelled like beer sat down on a subway seat next to a priest. The man's tie was stained, his face was plastered with red lipstick, and a half empty bottle of gin was sticking out of his torn coat pocket. He opened his newspaper and began reading. After a few minutes the man turned to the priest and asked, "Say, Father, what causes arthritis?" The priest replied, "My son, it's caused by loose living, being with cheap, wicked women, too much alcohol, a contempt for your fellow man,sleeping around with prostitutes, and lack of bath. The drunk muttered in response, "Well, I'll be damned," then returned to his paper. The priest, thinking about what he had said, nudged the man and apologized. "I'm very sorry. I didn't mean to come on so strong. How long have you had arthritis?" The drunk answered, "I don't have it, Father. I was just reading here that the Pope does."

The Death Sentence
I was reading in the newspaper yesterday that convicted killer, David Woods (no relation), is arguing about the civility of lethal injection. There is some argument that the drug that stops the heart is being administered before the inmate is completely sedated, thus causing some pain prior to death. It's being argued that this is inhumane. This man, David Woods, was convincted for the brutal murder of his 77 year old neighbor. Did he stop to consider that the murder might be painful for his victim? There was no team of lawyers to plead the victim's case. There was no one there to witness their cries of agony and deem it inhumane. The fact that people are so concerned for the pain and suffering of the convicted murderer seems like the cruelest of tasteless jokes. You want to know what I think is fair? Truly fair? I think the only fair way for a convicted murderer sentenced to death to die is in the same manner they killed. If you shot a man, you are shot in the same mann

Deep Roots
I guess you could say if my life is a tree, until recently I spent most of my time out on the limbs, dancing among the leaves, swinging from the vines and when in need of adventure, hitching rides with the faeries to enjoy a pixie-eyed view of the forest. The lower trunk and twisting labyrinth of roots were a foreign land--couldn' t have been more foreign to me than Narnia. I take that back. I've spent quite a bit of time in Narnia. Let's try another metaphor. Couldn't have been more foreign to me than wearing pantyhose on the eleventh floor of Corporate America. Yes. That works. Needless to say, I never spent much time on the ground. In fact, I thought "grounded" was a Hungarian term, referring to a small, borrowing animal native to the mountainous area surrounding Budapest. Imagine my surprise when, during a guided meditation for artists, it was suggested that I imagine myself a tree. That wasn't the surprise, I'd been doing that since I was five years old and discovered the f

Girl's
Why do alot of the ladys in here look like a bunch of desperate cheap hookers? Don't any of them have morals or self respect just because you look like a cheap hooker you think guys are going to drop there jaws for you, well think again its, only your titts and ass they are staring at, not you they don't care a thing about you, they just know you look cheap and easy and its maybe a guarenteed piece of ass if they talk to you. It's sad and pathetic how some of you show yourselves on here. Have some kind of respect for yourself and others people you'll never be happy in life looking like a hooker.

Just To Let My Friend And Family Know
on friday im gonna be deleting my account. in my earlier bulletin, i said i would be keeping my messenger and myspace accounts. after further consideration, i have decided not to keep those accounts either. i have met a lot of nice people here and value their friendships. something has came up in my personal life, and only one other person knows what is going on. this person has given me a promise that what is going on will not be repeated. im waiting till friday to delete so i can tell my friends good bye. if everybody could repost this for me, i would be thankful. again, i will miss the friendships ive made on here. richard

Popped My Cherry :)
I finally popped my Cherry! Well my tattoo Cherry that is. On Thursday night I got my first tattoo. Once the redness goes down I will take a picture of it and put it up here. I am now an addict though and plan to get many, many, many more!

2007 Draft
Wow! So I spent part of the weekend watching the draft. I am proud to say that the University of Tennessee had 5 players drafted to the NFL this weekend as of the 6th round. That is as far as I got before heading out today. On another note, northeast colleges were well-represented as well. Connecticut, Boston College, University of New Hamphshire and the University of Maine all had players drafted! I am really looking forward to see what UT does to keep building their team, and of course I am on the lookout to see what the Patriots are doing :)

Frivolous, But Funny
I got my nails done today. Yes, my nails aren't entirely my own. Anywho, I had to pick a color and I was leaning towards the hot pink. I grabbed it and sat down at the table where my "nail dude" was. Yeah, a dude.. what can I say? They do a good job. I am sitting there and I happen to glance at the nail polish bottle that I had picked. It had a VERY sparkley sticker on the top with what looked like it could be the name of the color. Ok, I'll bite. I am always interested to see what they name these things. Much to my surprise, I saw something I swear I would never think I would see on a bottle of nail polish. My chosen color of Neon Pink was named "Erektis Klitoris" =O!! I had to read it twice to be sure I wasn't seeing things. I chuckled to myself and the nail dude looked at me like I was nuts. We didn't discuss it, but I did sit and wonder if they knew they had a hard clit in their shop.

A Loss Of Respect
well i guess since ive never posted a blog on here before i will write one and tell my feelings and frustrations out right now. and maybe it will help to get things out of my head, lol. so its funny how you think you know and can trust and respect someone then you find out one little thing and your perspective on that person totally changes. well that has happened to me last night but not just by one person, but by 2 or 3. namely my roomates. but anyways the story behind this is that last night i found out about my roomates that have been talking shit about me behind my back and i guess its been happeneing all year long. and its all crap too, something about how i never take showers when they all are around becuase i think its easier when i am alone instead. so they think i am a gross person and never take showers, i mean what the hell is that about? and they have been blaming everything on me. i just dont get it. then the other one that i liked the most, or at least thought i did,

Military Life
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, A man

Vietnam Blues..ty Renegadely
THE YOUNG MARINE SAT IN THE DARK,RIFLE POISED AT THE MOVING SHADOWS .BLACK GREASE SMEARED ACROSS HIS FACE AND HANDS MIXED WITH BLOOD FROM THE DAYS EARLIER FIRE FIGHT.THE SOUNDS IN THE COLD SILENT NIGHT WERE SO DIFFERANT THAN THOSE OF HOME YET SOMEHOW THEY TOOK HIS MIND BACK JUST A FEW SHORT MONTHS AGO. AFTER SAVING ALL THE MONEY HE COULD AND GOING TO HIGH SCHOOL AS WELL HE HAD JUST BOUGHT HIS FIRST BRAND NEW CAR,A 68 R/T HEMI CHARGER.HE HAD A GIRL HE HAD BEEN WITH SINCE GRADE SCHOOL,A GOOD JOB AND PLENTY OF FRIENDS,OF WHICH HE WAS THE YOUNGEST.YES LIFE WAS FINALLY SEEMING TO BE GOOD TO HIM. THE YOUNG SOLDIER SAW SOMETHING MOVE AND HE STEADDIED HIS AR 15.YEARS SEEMED TO PASS BUT WAS ONLY SECONDS IN TIME.HE BRACED HIMSELF AS A SHADOWE FIGURE EMERGED AND STOPPED BY AN OLD TREE TRUNK.BORN TO BE WILD,HE SHADOW SAID.THE YOUNG MARINE TIGHTENED HIS FINGER ON THE TRIGGER.THEN'HEY JUDE,THE FIGURE SAID.THE MARINE RELEASED HIS FINGER FROM THE TRIGGER.THE FIGURE APPROACHED AND TOSSED A BUNDLED PA

What's Your Ideal Relationship?
Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility. What's Your Ideal Relationship?

The Truth About Sex
- THiNGS WOMEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THiNGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24%

Dream I Had About Someone
Ok, so basically the dream went like this. Im not sure why, but we were in my room and just started watching tv. You were in a white sundress that had some flower print on it that was outlined in black and that matched the black strappy heels you had on. The dress was pretty light and kinda loose fitting and you could tell you didnt have a bra on because it was low in the back. I just had a collared shirt and jeans on. My bed is kind of in a corner and I have one of those pillows that has the arms in that corner and you were sitting up in on that pillow near the wall and I had my normal pillows stacked up and I was on the outside part laying down with my head on those. Anyways, not sure why we were there or why you had the dress on, but you leaned forward to undo the straps of your shoes to take them off and when you got the second one off, you put them together and leaned over me to set them on the floor. As you leaned over me, the straps on your dress fell off your shoulders, and t

Whore!
you sit in the corner crying, thinking the worst of yourself. he has hurt you ! not physically, but, with the words and demeanor in his voice, it has cut you to the bone. "whore", was the term he uses to describe you , when all you did was have a natural human response to another persons affections. the same affection that you looked for in him but, he never provided. and he is trying to make you feel guilty about wanting to be loved, the way you want to be loved, the way you need to be loved! so you found the solace in anothers arms! but, he persists to blame you for the situation he has created? it is ok my good woman, you hold your head high, because you have cried your last tear! the lonliness he has put upon you is to be no more. he is gone and his calous words shall hurt you nevermore! for i am here to ease your pain and take away all of your fears! now rest your weary head my darling! for i will still love you tomorrow! and you will forever remain a martyr in my heart!tomorrow i

My Sleeping Position
What Your Sleeping Position Says You are calm and rational. You are also giving and kind - a great friend. You are easy going and trusting. However, you are too sensible to fall for mind games. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Walking A Mountain
"Feeling strangely fine" is a great song by SemiSonic. One of the best bands I've ever heard from a CD. They made me get in touch with that nature, relationship side of me. I always was that nerd in highschool who didn't care about love and all that sex shit. It was all nonsense cause girls were having babies and being all miserable 24/7. Plus the parents not being happy all the time. Who wants that bullshit. how ever, I've known myself to be one to get out. Never have I drank or smoked anything. I'm virgin to smoking..i've never been "drunk" I've known many who slip a slipper slope into alcoholism or drug use. Dated some along the way as well. Again me on a tangent. Today I walked around a mountain. For some boring shit; heaven for me. I'm pretty close to feeling what i should be feeling in life. My way. Sure there are many things missing in my life such as love, adoration, friendships, communication with my family... I still feel some voids. But my feeling

Life Experince
You've Experienced 56% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

Text Me, Baby!
I love text messages and I have unlimited so if you ever are bored and want to say hi, you can send an email to lyss75@tmomail.net and I'll get it as a text. Of course, there's a limit to how long it can be so keep it to just a couple lines. ;c) Just keep in mind that I might not always be able to reply so if I don't, don't get your panties bunched.

I'm Sore...
yesterday i ran 4 miles without stopping. today i thought i could do it again. thank god some running friends talked me out of it. i got through 2 tough miles but in good time. sigh...i love to run. but sometimes it's so damn painful.

Wedding Update
A lot of people we know keep asking when we're finally going to get married. Derrick has proposed to me something like 7 different times now... lol. Well, here's the scoop: We were originally gonna get married on my birthday (April 1), but then we decided that wasn't such a great date after all. Someone I cared about died on that day (my 21st b-day), it's my birthday and it's April Fool's Day! So, we moved it up a week to April 7th. Well, that happens to be an unlucky and lucky day for us, seeing as it was our anniversary, but, it was also the day we got into our car accident. Plus, by March 1st, I still didn't have a dress, the place we reserved flaked on us, nothing had even begun to be organized and we really couldn't afford it anyway. As for a new date... the answer is... we have no idea! We want it to be sometime this year, probably near the end of summer and we are now going to have it on the beach. I DO have my dress now (see last blog post), we don't yet have a place for

Love??
From the time I wake 'Till the time I sleep And even in my dreams I think of you. I like to talk, And fool around Or, just sit and stare But only when I'm with you I never thought that this could happen, These feelings that I have. I feel lust, I feel passion, I feel need for you Is it love or obsession? Friendship or desire? I don't know. But I want it forever. I never want it to go away.

Harmless Flirting??
I enjoy engaging in cheeky comment exchanges, whether that be through e-mail, profile comments, blog comments, text messages, phone conversations or - GASP! - in person. There is nothing that can bring me up out of a foul mood then to receive an x-rated text in the middle of a shitty day. Intelligent flirtations are the best. Noticing something that a person likes and making mention of it. Turning it around on them in a devious manner, adding hints of sexual perversion. I can weave a suggestive tale with the best of them. Yet, there are times when I've got a huge machete with which to cut to the chase. When I was in high school, I never understood the habit of talking around things or having your friend do the "dirty" work for you. On that note: have you ever noticed that a lot of the time, those we send in to help us flirt end up taking the person that we were interested in first? Spend all that time sending the messages and then they decide they want that person for themselves.

The Learning Of A Lifetime
I've learned in my lifetime so far that you can't help who you fall for and no matter how hard you try and how much it hurts you everyday that you just wanna be with them or just talk to them you never stop trying to make them happy by the little things you say or do because thats what makes your life worth going on for.

Tomorrow
Tomorrow I am getting it all back, every little bit that I've lost... piece by piece. I'm tired of feeling weak and as if I am damaged goods. Nothing has changed, nothing. Except that scar, that scar that I have to see every day to remind me of the loss. I need to remember, to get my body to remember what I used to be. "The soul that is within me, no man can degrade." ~Fredrick Douglass Disturbed- Land of Confusion I must've dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet They're moving into the street Now did you read the news today They say the danger's gone away But I can see the fire's still alight They're burning into the night There's too many men, too many people Making too many problems And there's not much love to go around Can't you see this is the land of confusion Oh, oh, oh, oh. This is the world we live in And these are the hands we're given Use them and let's start trying To

Hurt
Title: Hurt The Feeling of pain running through my veins I can't handle it what have you done Like a knife through my heart I'm so cold but you were straight from the start Who knew it could hurt like this love for such a short time but pain to last an eternity Life goes on but pain still lingers on

As I Lay Dieing
Title: As I Lay Dieing As I die I can hear my heart start to slow in my chest I stop and look back at all thats past I could have been nicer, could have tired harder. I'm feeling the blood slowly trickle down now it shouldn't be long I stop to think about all that i'll leave behind the friends, the family, loved ones. whoever thought it would come to this slow pain death I've yerned for it for so long and now that I have it I can't believe it's here life is to short or should I say was to short I'm starting to go cold now, my eyes start to tear up I'm growing numb I hope to be in a better place in the end but with that I leave you with this TO all out there have a good morrow and dream wonderful dreams take life serious but take it with a sense of humor too because when you die inside your done, gone lost from this world never to return again. And with this a piece of myself dies

God Said
God said,"Adam, I Want you to do Something for me." Adam said, "Gladly, Lord, what do You want me to do?" God said, "Go down into that valley." Adam said, "What's a valley?" God explained it to him. Then God said, "Cross the river." Adam said, "What's a river?" ! God explained that to him, and then said, "Go over to the hill......." Adam said, "What is a hill?" So, God explained to Adam what a hill was. He told Adam, "On the other side of the hill you will find a cave" Adam said, "What's a cave?" ! After God explained, he said, "In the cave you will find a Woman." Adam said, "What's a woman?" So God explained that to him, too. Then, God said, "I want you to reproduce." Adam said, "How do I do that?" God first said (under his breath), "Geez....." ! And then, just like everything else, God explained that to Adam, as well. So, Adam goes down into the valley, across the river,

Please Read
okay this might offend or even i may lose some friends i dont really give a rats ass anymore. im getting tired of people complaining about not reposting bullitins because they think the reason they dont because theyr disabled. well listen carefully it took me 4 or 5 months after being on here to tell alot of my friends im phyically challange even when they didnt no i was they seldom reposted some of these bullitins r not worth the 10 bucks i remenber when it didnt cost anything so i dont repost alot and if i post something i could care a less if its gets reposted it your bucks your spending i come here to vist and meet new people i dont care if your disabled or not because i choose my friends carefully i respect if they dont want to add me i wont feel sorry for not reposting now i feel better go ahead a bitch i dont care and yes im sotrta in a bad mood im having a real bad nite so ill close if i lose friends thats okay

Mothers Day Contest
My Mother Passed Away From Cancer July Of Last Yr And My Sister Put My Mothers Pic In The Mothers Day Contest I Would Greatly Appreciate Some Help I Need Bombs Bad So Will Anyone With A Heart Help Me Please Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Another Year
Another year older...god I miss being a kid. Today will be uneventful for me. Thanks to all who sent gifts and remembered my bday. I am kinda surprised some of u forgot (hurt face)Not doin anything special today. Have a good one people

Stupid Fake People Need Not Apply
OK I am sick to death of all the fake people who want nothing more than people to "Rate me Fan me". If I want to be your friend, then I will be your friend. I am not going to do this whole thing where you BEG me to be friends with you just so you can gain points in some dumb ass online contest. I like to talk to the people on my list and if you are on my list, then you know what I am talking about. Grow up people! Who cares how many "friends" you have?

Looks So Pretty
Say what you will I will walk past that plate of glass Your time has passed Don't ever say it's my time Burning hatred will light my way A choice not an echo And as your world comes down, I will be there You look so pretty, digging your grave You look so pretty, what's left to save? Say what you will Eyes to the skies You look so pretty right now

Daydreaming
She had just got out of the shower, and was sitting at her computer drying the beads of water off her body when the thoughts came again. She tried to stop them, but somehow they overpowered her. She knew these thoughts were so wrong, and having them went against everything she believed in. She felt guilt, and shame, yet somehow all of this excited her. They had been talking for a short awhile, and she had grown quite fond of him. They shared similar interests; their thought pattern was the same. She couldn't help but think this was partly the reason for her interest, yet although she didn't even admit it to herself, she knew there was more. She opened her messenger, and saw that there were some offline messages for her. She waited for what seemed like an eternity for the messages to load, and yes, they were from him. Her heart started beating faster, the guilt was back, but she found herself smiling a soft little smile. She leaned back in her chair, and let her mind wander...

I Have This Friend....
So I have this friend, actually she is my best friend has been for the past 7 years or so. We're inseperable do everything together and generally make my boyfriend insane. When we are together he call us the "headache" Clearly I love this girl a ton, but we have a problem. We like the same guy yup. Classic problem, huh? Now first things first yes I do have a boyfriend and yes we are having some problems right now. Naturally getting a crush on another boy isn't such a stretch. Well my best has a crush on the same guy. So he starts calling her. I am taken after all, and they go out, make out, and then go out on an actual DATE!!! Now this is really bothering me and I don't have a leg to stand on in the this debate since i already have a boyfriend, but I really like this guy. GAH! Now i'm so tense around my best friend I can't even have a good time with her cause i'm afraid he might call and I will have to listen to their conversation. I'm I wrong to be upset?

Monday Morning
ummm if only the whole week could feel as glorious as this day right here. Man-o-man! I freakin' love it!!! Just another Monday-Friday run through, and someone tells me theres something called the "weekend"?? Never heard of that..but people tell me its awesome. =) Nothing like writing in a online journal so to speak. One that everyone can read at that! well I suppose it would be only right for me to say hi and goodmorning....but tell me what's so freakin good about it? I woke up this morning like hell...took a shower, felt a little better...then got thrown for a loop. I really dislike being a woman sometimes lol. Shit just eats me up errr...choclate tears, choclate tears running down my check.

Nsfw
OMG! Some retard reported a couple of pics as NSFW now they got to be in my private file. They showed absolutely nothing at all. I see more girls on here with a whole lot less in thier pics as primarys... This whole NSFW thing is a buch of shit... You suppossed to be workin anyways not lookin at pics of girls if u get caught thats on you... No one forced you to look at the pictures... its sr8 up B/S!

My Hands Are Vibrating...
This would be a good thing if I were diddling my twitty, but I'm not :( I'm using a sander to sand down the walls and prep them for paint. Mucho dust from the wall joint paste. *coff coff* At least now I know how to get vibrating hands should I ever want them, lol.

In Need Of Comments
I NEED 500 COMMENTS A WEEK TO STAY IN THE CONTEST AND 5000 TO WIN A PRIZE. ANYMORE IT SEEMS THAT I AM ASKING FOR AND UNANSWERED PRAYER. SO WILL ANYONE OUT HERE HELP ME OUT. I WILL HELP YOU IF YOU HELP ME ... THANK YOU TO ALL THAT DOES HELP.

I'm Alive....
so some of you are wondering where I have been.....well I'm working two jobs I have been helping with my little girls pre school....I have been so busy but hey now you know i didnt fall of the face of the earth and I'm still alive so thats good right???? anyway my 6 year old broke her arm yesterday It's pretty bad so I am gonna be taking care of her for a while ifI'm not on ever thats why well the 2 job thing doesnt give me much spare time either but hey you all know I miss you well some of you I miss...ahhahhahh...jp.....anyway take care ttys....love me

About Me
*excuse this blog, I've never made one before* Allow me to elaborate on my profile's "about me" section. Why am I doing that here? I figure anyone who actual wants to know about me would dig a little deeper. To start my name is Amanda, and I HATE being called mandy, it's not my name. I am twenty years old at the moment. I know my profile says 21 and I'm not sure why, but I will be on mothers day. I have one child of my own, Ke'li(Keely) Marie who is 8 months old. I also have four step-children. Destiny, who is 6 is the youngest, Travis(12), Brandon(13), and Michelle(15). Yes I am aware that I am only six years older than his oldest. My old man Royce is 34. His oldest three live in Tennessee with their mother so we don't see them much, but we get Destiny every other weekend. So really it's just Ke'li, my old man, and I here at home. High school was a struggle for me, I've always been a misfit. Not girley enough for the preps, not tomboy enough for the sporty. Even tho I

Why Ppl Gotta Rip My Pic?
Geez http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=750196&albumid=0&i=4082478711# If you wanna rip you should ask and my answer is usually gonna be NO. If you are in my family thats one thing but if I DONT KNOW YOU ....you need not steal my pic. Signed A very mad birfday girl

Total Outrageous Freak! I Got 61
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGIT

About Time ......
Finaly people want me...errr my photographic eye anyway.I just hope I don't screw up. Four families want me to take pictures, one person wants me to do macro photography that they want to influance the decor of the residence. and much more..... oh well time to practice or.........

Well Its Been A While And Im Ticked...
i dunno what else to do i have told him how his lies hurt me and i have told him things have to change. BUT no change and he doesnt act as though it bothers him that im hurt.what is a girl to do. I know alot of people say to leave him. I think about that myself everyday. I just wish he could see that others see the way he treats me and they see they hurt i feel because of it. Just to let you all how our relationship works.....i wait on him hand and foot. I take his supper to him i pack his lunch. I talk to no guys without his knowledge of it. I dont delete cookies or hide anything i do on the computer. If we take a bath together i wash him off. What else could a man want in life??? I have even paid the bill so his lying ass can stay on the internet. He wastes money and i dont complain. Up untill the last couple months i paid the rent for him a place to stay ALTHOUGH it was my apartment. well ok and here is how is side of the relationship is....he gets home between 4-6 am slee

~* Tonite Only !! Pain Is My Passion And Lord Lestat Say " I Do " !! *~
The CT Marriage of Lord Lestat and Pain Is My Passion !!! LDC and Vampires Haven proudly present the joining of Pain Is My Passion and Lord Lestat in CT Matrimony !! This big event will be taking place Monday night April 30th, 2007 at 7:00 pm central time in the Vampire's Haven Lounge! Make sure to get there early so you know you have a seat. Havens very own DJ CatWoman will be presiding over the ceremony on special request. Click on any pic in this bulletin and you will go straight to the lounge !! Please come and celebrate this joyous occasion with us all as we become bound in CT Matrimony. Please feel free to drop by and say hey to either Pain or Lestat if you want. As always..... Much Love Hugs and Kisses... Pain Is My Passion Рãiñ ‡ѕ м¥ Pā§§iõñ Stained Tears Of Blood~Founder of L.D.C.@ CherryTAP AND ™Nosferatu™Eldέr-£ØЯĐ™Đrãculã™£ØЯĐ £ĘЅ†Ά†™-@ CherryTAP

Drop One!!!
Ok so I'm finally back after being gone a few months *lol* I finally changed my snapvine intro...wanna hear my voice?...drop a call in my voice comment box...if you have one leave me your short code and I'll drop a personal hello back your way!! No microphone needed lol Call 1(641)985-7878 and when prompted enter my shortcode: *808310 leave your message fill me in on what's shaking on your end and it goes to my page on here!! Hop to it!! *wink* Cheerz~*B*

For A Friend That Passed A Long Time Ago Still Miss Him Alot
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

..........................
Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Dont be ashamed to cry Let me see you through cause Ive seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You dont know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you So if youre mad, get mad Dont hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well Im a lot like you When youre standing at the crossroads And dont know which path to choose Let me come along cause even if youre wrong Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And Ill never desert you Ill stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby Youre feeling all alone You wont be on your own Ill stand by you Ill stand by you Wont let nobody hurt you Ill stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour

Tattoos And Piercings Are So Over-rated
What's the point? I don't get this whole tacky "body art" thing. Really, the human body is beautiful as is, if kept in decent shape. Why cover it with crap like a child drawing on walls with crayons? I've seen tons of women I think would be so sexy, if it weren't for all the tramp stamps and extra holes in their face. Maybe it's because I have a thing about symmetry? To me, it offsets the symmetry of your face, body, etc. It detracts from your beauty, not adds to it. And for crying out loud, if you have nice breasts, leave them alone! Don't put ink and holes all over them! That is just such a turn off, IMO. I guess I just find the female body most beautiful in it's purest form. Is that wrong? I know I'll probably be attacked by all these fools who love "body art," but they're weird! It's like they place some kind of major importance in this. They can't wait to tell everyone how many tatts or piercings they have, as if it matters. Honestly, it means nothing more to anyone (but you) tha

Funnyha Ha Not Funny Queer(not Really Just Like Saying That)
lol thats a crazy title ayway threw my tat party and not much to my suprise no one wanted to cum and seeing how all my friends are out of state basicly cant really blame you. but we had a blast. it started slow till we made some calls and found a new location since noone would come to us we went to them. i spent the day watching everyone getting tats. funny i thought i was the only one doing them but it turned out i was the only one of my artist that didnt do much i did two tats a touch up on a fucked up skull and cross bone and carpe diem on a sexy blodes pelvis. she thought that she made my day i told her she would have had i carpe diem but she left it wasnt the best tat cause it was cursive and i had every horny guy in the place starring over my shoulder and in my light......well doing it again this weekend in marysville if anyone is interested we even got someone doing piercings so pm me and let me know whats up or even if you want one weekend we'll come to you lol i guess thts fun

Sick Of It
hey to all friends on here...its been awhile since my last blog...i just wanted to ask if anyone gets tired of modifying themselves to please others...im tired of going out of my way to act differently around other people I AM WHO I AM I love DODGE and am a big dodge fan I love guns I am tired of being a push over so i will start to push back not cuz i hate you, but for my own ego I love big trucks I also and set in my own ways...arn't we all I love my friends and if you cross them you cross me I also love my family you cross them and you will have problems I really am not that hard to get along with but you always get those people that try to push your limits but its only those times when you truley find out what you are capable of Well thanx to whoever takes the time to read this...and thanx to all my friends on here and hopefully this will spark a fire inside each of you who feels this way...till next time!! much love, American Badass

Angi.....you Know Who You Are!!!!!
RESTLESS FOR A TENDER NIGHT LOST WITHIN MY OWN CONFUSION KEPT SECRET BY THOSE WHO HAVE NO SOUL LOCKED AWAY DEEP WITHIN A TATTERED WISH TO ONLY LOVE WOULD BE A GREAT DREAM NOT ONLY TO GIVE BUT RECEIVE A CHERISHED KISS WHILE WARM STRONG ARMS EMBRACED A TORN HEART LEAVING ME WANTING MORE EACH DAY HOW CAN ONE PERSON BE SO BLIND WHILE OTHERS HAVE ONLY BUT TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF THE SHELTERED BEAUTY I HOLD WITHIN AND A LOVE A I SO DESPERATELY NEED TO SHARE YET AS THE COLD DAYS TURN TO LONELY NIGHTS I HAVE YET TO BUT HAVE THE DREAM WHEN I MEET YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE AND TASTE YOUR SWEET TENDER LIPS AND ONE DAY....JUST ONE DAY I WILL HAVE YOUR HEART FOREVER. *i hope you like it and let me know your feed-back please....I am still taking requests for everyone who would like one dedicated to them.....you will have to shout me as I am not able to get to my Mail.* KingDrago ;) ;) ;)

Man Laws......this One Is For You Guys!
MAN LAWS The International Council of Manlaws, Ltd. 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Jessica Alba starts unbuttoning her Blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss's car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly o

Loving Him..let Me Count The Ways....
Sitting here thinking of the man I have fallen madly deeply in love with, I want to share who he is and what he is to me. I can't begin to compare to the beautiful words he writes for me but here goes. He has touched places in me that no other has EVER came close to touching. I've been single and determined to stay that way for a long time now as y'all know but sometimes I think maybe I was waiting for him. I know I was in a way and just didn't know it, I wrote the "who I want to meet" blurb about him long before I knew him. And he fits it to a T~~. I didn't think it was possible that there was a "So are you strong enough to be my man" out there. No one can even begin to compare to him, just him... being him. What makes up the love of my life, the man who is strong enough to be mine..what made the mighty me (I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!) crumble...and be so damn happy that I did.....many things, where should I start..... I'll start with his personality, he has a special soul, it

Poem I Like
To Get To You by Karen Robertson What I would do to be in your arms.... I'd swim across oceans deep and rivers wide. All this I'd do if I could just be by your side. What I would do to just hold your hand, for to do so would make me feel safe and secure. To put my arms around you would be a sweet dream come true. What I would do to hear your sexy voice whispering I love you in my ear, for I'm sure that those are the most beautiful words I will ever hear. What I would do to make the miles between us disapear and bring you closer to me, becasue I so desperately need you here. What I would do to share with you my every thought and my wildest dreams. What I would do to experience all the little things that life can daily bring. What I would do to look deep into your eyes and say I love you.

Tear
tear open my chest to expose the life within. need for you to see my heart beating because the tears in my eyes are not enough. i lay my head on the ground before you. what will it take for you to see? want to hold you and protect you, but you're too precious. everything that i touch withers and dies from my disease. my name is bile in my throat- i dare not speak it. i cannot trust me. if the shroud could be removed, if you could only see. there is so much more. but the curtain is all that you know. why should there be anything on the other side, and why should it concern you? remember that you are dust, and to dust you will return. nothing lasts forever. the sun, moon, and stars- all will be thrown down in the end. minute in the face of eternity, your pride is fleeting. there is life in death and freedom in resignation. truth does not change, regardless of your preference. so i plead with you one more time and tear a little deeper. and i cry for you.

Afscme History -- Assassination Of Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.
1968 Memphis Sanitation Workers' Strike Chronology Monday, Jan 1 - Henry Loeb is sworn into office as mayor. Sunday, Jan. 31 - Rain sends sewer workers home. Tuesday, Feb. 1 - Two sanitation workers are killed in an accident on a city truck. Monday, Feb. 12 - Memphis sanitation and public employees strike after last-minute attempts to resolve grievances fail. Newspapers claim 200 workers of 1,300 remain on the job but only 38 of 180 trucks move. Mayor Loeb says strike is illegal but says "this office stands ready... to talk to anyone about his legitimate questions at any time." Tuesday, Feb. 13 - An International Union official flies in from Washington to meet with the mayor. He calls for union recognition, dues checkoff and negotiations to resolve the workers' grievances. The Mayor says he'll hire new workers unless the strikers return to their jobs. Wednesday, Feb. 14 - The Mayor delivers a back-to-work ultimatum for 7 a.m. Feb. 15. Police escort the few garb

Humanity
the things in life that is most precious is life itself. that which is more joyous in life is the happiness of luv. the joy of a new born is most appreciate then dying. through the night skies you see the eyes of the watcher that watches over all that which lives on. the world is like a heart and we are the blood cells that keeps the world going round

What's Up With Women?
OK people! What's up with women nowadays (not all women, I must say that)? I mean why do most women go after a guy that has money and material thing's? Money can't buy happiness! And surely material thing's are nice to have, but it all can be replaced. What happened to the good ol' fashion love? Why is it such a big deal about looks and money? I thought it was about what is in the heart that counts. I know I'm not all that great looking, but I do have a heart. You know its like one of my favorite sayings, don't judge a book by its cover, read the inside first before you judge the book. I guess a lot of women think that if your ugly on the outside, you must be ugly on the inside as well. Someone help me out on this. I'm not understanding women like I used to. LOL

Just To Make My Critics Mad.some How I Lied And Cheted My Way To 20.000 Points Last Hh... I Know This Pisses The Haters Off
thanks to eeryone that helped me and rated my stash and fanned me ever.....you are ood people..if you ever within 5000 points of leveling....write me anote and blow the cherry whistle and i will go rate your stsh and post a bulletin so my friends can help you...people are mad at me cause i dont pay for points yet i get points as if i did ..heres the secret dont tell no one...........show love to everyone..dont hate on them dont down rate ..return favors...ask someone how thier day is...cause the best things in life are free...and points are no exception...thanks to the people who buy hh..we count on you and are your fans....and as for the haters thats negative energy at least i dont see them stop the drama bullys

Serial Killer On The Looose! This News Just In!!
JUST GOT THIS MESSAGE RIGHT NOW... PASS THIS ON TO ANYONE YOU KNOW! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TE POLICE WARNING Body: STATE POLICE WARNING TO CherryTap USERS Please read this.....I hope that all of my Friends Post this and help keep our CherryTap friends safe. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of imahustlababay or http://www.myspace.com/ineedatipdrill contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 56 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, a

A Few Years Ago
A few years ago I owned a coffee retail outlet with a friend. It was in the setup phase and he was doing things which were not conducive to the company's growth. I had the money and the computer skills, he was supposed to take care of the "street level" selling. We were constantly playing "dick games" which is not something I play. He decided to dip into company funds without asking me to purchase a new monitor. Mind you I was the one who paid for his computer in the first place, and taught him how to use e-mail. That is how far behind he was. This in conjunction with other questionable activities, brought me to a conclusion. I called him, told him that I was leaving the company account with the 200.00 that the company had earned, and pulled out the rest of my money. That shut down the company. I had nothing to prove. A person either listens or they do not. If they do not there is a price to pay. I ended up putting my wife into her RN program. I figured that was a better inves

Horoscope April 30,2007
Your impulses tell you to do one thing, but the more calculating side of you says there's a smarter, smoother route. Get quiet and listen to your guiding voice. There's a middle way. If only I could shut mey mouth and listen to that wonderful guiding voice life would be so much easier.

Sometimes I Wonder Why?
SOMETIMES I WONDER WHY WE WERE BORN ,WHY WE WERE PUT ON EARTH,WHY DOES BAD THINGS HAPPEN TO GOOD PEOPLE,WHY DO WE DIED,WHAT HAPPENS AFTER WORDS ,WILL WE EVER SEE FAMILY OR JUST BE BURIED UNDER A BUNCH OF DIRT,WILL PEOPLE REMEMBER HOW U WERE TO THEM,THE GOOD THINGS YOU DID FOR THEM,SOMETIME I GET THOUGHTS AND WONDER WHY,WHY WOULD A FATHER HATE HIS ONLY SON CAUSE HE HAS LONG HAIR,OR SOMETIMES U DONT SEEM TO FIT IN SOCIETY NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO,SOMEDAYS I WISH I WOULD OR COULD UNDERSTAND THINGS,SOMEDAYS LIFE IS SO CONFUSING

Love Language
I feel loved when...The Five Love Languages My Primary Love Language is Physical TouchMy Detailed Results:Physical Touch: 11Quality Time: 9Acts of Service: 4Receiving Gifts: 4Words of Affirmation: 2About this quiz Unhappiness in relationships is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. It can be helpful to know what language you speak and what language those around you speak.Tag 3 people so they can find out what their love language is.Take the Quiz!Check out the Book

Wtf Is Up With...
People who go 45 mph on the freeway? Speed limit is 55, everyone else is going 80, so step on the gas!!!! I live in the part of PA where drivers are considered the worst in the state! say there are 2 left turn lanes, and your on the outer turn lane. Everyday I get cut off by someone who is in the inside turn lane. Today there was a truck blocking the right lane on a major street, and I was first in line behind it. The bitch behind me decided to try and go around me but honked and flipped me off when I got in front of her. Uhm, excuse me, I was in front of you??? Then, she ends up turning into the bank thats a half block down. You were in a hurry to get half a block? Fuck you! What about the people you try to let onto the freeway? You slow down, flash your lights at them, honk at them, and they still won't go. Then, when you figure they're just gonna sit there, you speed up, and THEN they decide to jump in front of you??? What about the people on the on-ramps that cut you off to get ont

The Imperial Nuclear Order
THE possibility of a nuclear strike by the United States against Iran has now entered mainstream political discourse in the U.S. This needs to be seen in the perspective of: -U.S. determination to attack Iran but the virtual impossibility of achieving all its objectives through non-nuclear means; -the predominance, at the highest levels of the Bush administration, of men who believe that problems of a global war and the consequent overstretch can and should be resolved by deploying "mini-nukes" - not retreat, but escalation to a higher level; -the much wider spread of actual nuclear weapons among the key U.S. allies than is ever revealed in the mainstream media; and, most crucially, -the immense nuclear superiority the U.S. has kept gaining since the collapse of the Soviet Union and the consequent doctrine of "usable nukes" it has developed during the Bush presidency. Using nuclear weapons becomes thinkable because the U.S. has unrivalled capacity to do

Hate.....why?
Why hate me if you have never met me? why does the color of my skin mean so much? why not just give me a big hugg.. Bet you can't hate something you can touch so much.. I feel that hate is a conditioned responce and we feel the need to do so. Just cause Mom and Dad hated whites, Blacks, hispanic's or whoever..doesn't mean YOU need to also Turn over a new leaf N be yourself, and let the past be past, Love you Brother of Sister or Mother and may it forever last.. Love you,Germanie

My First Blog (intro)
OK, so this will be my first blog entry. I have done a lot of other things on CherryTap (pics, Stashes, Bulletins, ect...), but not this. I am going to start buy copying some of my old blogs from Myspace over to here because I like them and want to share them with the CherryTAP community as well. About me though... I am 31yo and live in Albuquerque, NM. I work as a freelance contractor and go to college for video game design/development. I am on parole (been to prison) for aggravated battery. I caught my fiancee cheating on me and beat up the other man that was in bed with her. I am trying to put my life back together again now and move on. I learned most of my HTML skills on MySpace and have found CherryTAP much better. If you would like to see my MySpace page, add me as a friend and mention to me that you saw this blog on CherryTAP. I will add you as a friend. My MySpace account it private do to issues with certain other individuals. http://www.myspace.com/cowboy_58824 Ho

What Kind Of Friends I Have
Hello all me again I am just shocked, to tell you the truth people I hardly talk to are coming out of the wood work showing me they are truly my friends. Then there is people I have been friends with talk to all the time. Because there are some people talking shit about me instead of talking to me and asking if the stuff is true. Just assume it is and then not even tell me how I have done them wrong. I don't get it. You would think that if you are friends with some one and you value that friendship as I do all of yours whether we have talked once or 200 times you would at least talk to that person instead of believing everything you hear on Ct especially from people who have a grudge against me. Wow this is so much like High School all over again. If some one don't like you they put you down behind your back to everyone instead of coming to you or just leaving you alone. Well I have said my part and if you are my friend shout at me or send me a pvt and let me know if you

Opening The Heart
Love is a friendship that has caught fire. It appears as quiet understanding, trust, sharing, and forgiving. It remains loyal through good & bad. It settles for less than perfection and makes allowances for human weakness. Love feels content with the present; it hopes for the future; it doesn't brood over the past. Love includes the day in, day out, chronicle of irritations, problems, & compromises; the small disappointments, big victories, and good goals. If you have a love in your life, it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else you have, it never feels enough.

To Touch The Face Of God
The quest for perfect union with God Is like trying to catch A butterfly... without a net. Sometines you can almost grasp it And just when you think you got it It sails away. But oh the wonder When You finally do grasp it! You see the beauty, the softness and you are filled with Such a Love That can only come from the knowledge That you have touched The face of God!

A Couple Of Amusing Little Stories
As a woman passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter giving herself a real workout with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked, "What in the world are you doing?" The daughter replied, "Mom, I'm thirty-nine years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone." The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionate love to her vibrator. To his query as to what she was doing, the daughter said, "Dad I'm thirty-nine, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone." A couple days later, the wife comes home from a shopping trip, places the groceries on the kitchen counter, and hears that buzzing noise coming from, of all places, the l

My Naughty Horoscope (capricorn)
Capricorn You are very successful in life and are always planning for the future. You are probably already in a committed relationship and enjoy the intimacy that comes with your lovemaking. You are direct with your lover about what you like and you like it when they are direct with you. You have excellent sex, because you make sure that it’s a custom fit for yourself. Sex matches: Taurus, Virgo, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Come rate mine too ,please? (click here to link to mine) CAPRICORN December 22 - January 20 Ruling Planet: SATURN - The God who oversees time, discipline and dedication, which means Capricorn can go the distance - with major staying power - in bed and beyond!! Capricorns are very good at hiding their emotions, so it's often hard to tell when they are truly, deeply in love. If you have a load of cash, you can almost bet on admiration from a Capricorn because the goat is turned on by money. Like I said

Rick Needs A Sexy Stalker
* Please apply to my page if you can fill the following requirements. 1. Must send me no less than 50 messages per day. 2. Must Add, Rate and Fan Me and must stalk my page by the hour. 3. Must be a raging nymphomaniac and want sex no less than 3 times a day. 4. Must be extremely jealous and possesive and get pissed off when other females check out my page. 5. Must pledge here undying devotion to me and want to have all my children. * and if I think of anything else...I'll add it LOL

Gonna Be A Daddy! Woooha!!!
Hey Everyone, We have some very Joyous news to share! We just found out that Melanie is Pregnant! We are VERY Excited!!! But, been another tough couple days...Please pray for Melanie, She is tired and weak, Please Pray for her strength and for her courage. And pray for the little angel inside of her, we have a long road ahead of us but many joys along the way. your thoughts and prayers have helped more than you know! "It is God that gurdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect. He maketh my feet like hinds feet and setteth me upon my high places. He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms. Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great. thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that way my feet did not slip." Psalms 18: 32-36 http://cherrytap.com/user/376941

Soul Mates
One day you'll find someone you truly do love, who is your soul mate sent from above. To have your soul mate will mean a lot. You better thank the lord for what you've got! And when you find her, you better hold on tight. Don't ever let her slip past you sight. This woman you find, just keep in mind - She's more than just one of a kind! It's good to know you have someone near, in case you have to let out a tear. To the person who reads this, I'm not only a poet, But a guy who says... "Goodbye."

Whole Brain Thinking
Whole Brain Thinking By Owen Waters Do we still have unimaginable potential just waiting to be unlocked? When you examine the functioning of the human brain, the answer is a resounding, “Yes!” The human brain includes right and left hemispheres. These operate in different contexts as they perform different functions. In most people, the left hemisphere is primarily detail-oriented, while the right is visually oriented and recognizes patterns. The right hemisphere recognizes the picture, the overview or the context, while the left brain translates that image into words. When you look at a person who seems to be someone you knew a long time ago, you recognize the pattern of that person’s face long before their name catches up. You move in for a closer look, while trying not to stare, and your left brain is thinking, “Oh, that’s um, oh…I’ll never forget, um, what’s his name.” The detail-oriented, left-brain hemisphere provides these functions: • Logic • Sequential pe

Me And Tabby Are Getting Stalkd My Arrowhawk
There is this guy on ct that is a real wrack job..im warning all woman to block him..he is a stalker freak...he wont leave me alone..hacks my yahoo...this a convo he just had with me about my friend... Shawn Thompson: do u call maria? star miller: ya Shawn Thompson: what u guys talk about? star miller: why Shawn Thompson: ive been told something and just seeing if its true Shawn Thompson: so im trying to hear it from u star miller: what is it Shawn Thompson: tell me what u talk about then ill say wat i was told star miller: whys it ur bussiness Shawn Thompson: about wat tabby? Shawn Thompson: dont lie star miller: stuff Shawn Thompson: u guys talk about me? star miller: we use too star miller: about how u played us Shawn Thompson: LOL I DIDNT FUCKING PLAY U Shawn Thompson: good bye Shawn Thompson: ur hacked Shawn Thompson: u jsut did u fucking whore Shawn Thompson: good bye Shawn Thompson: im busy hacking ur sorry ass Shawn Thompson: cant believe i liked u

Mmmmm
Well today was wild. I went to an office building to make some appointments I saw a girl giving me the eye... and Im not wearing panties so I decide to be naughty and bend over to pick up my pen. I knew she saw my wet pussy cause her jaw dropped. I walked over and asked her to show me where the bathroom is and winked. She blushed and came with me hehehe. When we got there I pushed her in the stall and made out with her and putting her hand on my pussy... I knew she liked it cause she slipped a finger in lol. well long story short we were in there for 30 minutes cumming and cumming and cumming. god I was such a mess when I left... but it was worth it hehehe. later

The Rise Of The True Pentagram
One dark afternoon, like a shadow I flew, through the rain that fell sick with lament. To this house of incest, for when we undressed, blasphemies against Venus were rent. But when sister removed, her wed body approved, the parade of my heavenly quests. Yet all tongues are not true some are forked or askew, like an uncivil serpent at best. For ousted from Eden, I fousted all reason, hook in mouth like Saint Peter Pan. To haunt fairy groves, and hot virgin coves, where in the promiscuous swam. I elected lovers, and rejected others, misfistresses that don't give a damn. But in those that still do, my deep interest grew, the rise of the true pentagram.

He Wont Leave Ame And Maria Alone...watch Out For Him....
There is this guy on ct that is a real wrack job..im warning all woman to block him..he is a stalker freak...he wont leave me alone..hacks my yahoo...this a convo he just had with me about my friend... Shawn Thompson: do u call maria? star miller: ya Shawn Thompson: what u guys talk about? star miller: why Shawn Thompson: ive been told something and just seeing if its true Shawn Thompson: so im trying to hear it from u star miller: what is it Shawn Thompson: tell me what u talk about then ill say wat i was told star miller: whys it ur bussiness Shawn Thompson: about wat tabby? Shawn Thompson: dont lie star miller: stuff Shawn Thompson: u guys talk about me? star miller: we use too star miller: about how u played us Shawn Thompson: LOL I DIDNT FUCKING PLAY U Shawn Thompson: good bye Shawn Thompson: ur hacked Shawn Thompson: u jsut did u fucking whore Shawn Thompson: good bye Shawn Thompson: im busy hacking ur sorry ass Shawn Thompson: cant believe i liked u

Found This
Someone to love 8/03 I found someone to love It was right under my nose all this time I took them for granted cuz I knew they were kind I was aware of the presence Just never paid them any attention And not to mention They are loyal kind and funny And has no problem spending my money Trust is 90% of love I trusted that person But didn’t have the nerve To give them the love that they deserved I found someone to love I found love I found me

Where Is He?
Where is the man that will love me for who I am? Where is the man that will take me into his arms and never want to let me go? Where is the man that looks into my eyes and we know what the other is thinking? Where is the man that will take my hand and go for a walk with me? Where is the man that will take me in his arms and dance with me even when there is no music? Where is the man that will kiss me in the rain? Where is the man who will look past my faults and focus on my better qualities? Where is the man who says he cares about me and means it? Where is the man who says he cant get me off his mind? Where is the man who will be there for me thru thick and thin? Where it the man who will tell me he loves me and means it? Where is the man who wants to spend the rest of his life with me? Where is this man? If you see him, please tell him I am looking for him. If you are this man, where have you been all my life?

So, I Have This Friend...
And...her name is Tina...and she...is an asshole...Yep. It's okay - she knows it. She always makes me do these absurd things...like just now...she pulled her shirt out and said...ummm..feel this...and I did and I was like ick...and when I touched it, she said yah - it's all sweaty. The thing is...she does this shit to me all the time. She is totally the person that is like...I think this milk is sour, taste it...but it's always something worse... She makes me smell her armppits...ha...and, yes, I actually do it...cause, really...I'm an asshole too... At one point, her two year old daughter had a cast on her arm and it was getting to be gross cast time and she's like smell it. And, I'm like no...and she is just persistant until I smell the damn thing. So, I do. And, I almost gag. And, she's like yah - it's gross, huh? The other night...she tells me..feel this diaper...it's so heavy...and I'm like NO. No, I'm not. And, she's like well, you're closer to the trash can so y

Wrote For My Husband Before We Got Married 4 Years Ago
he smiles lighting up my life all i want to do is hold him tight and say i love him. is it to much to ask him for his heart and his trust what i feel for him is more than lust. I understand what your going through i been there too the hurt and pain that you feel only time will help heal and when its for love again that you yearn the eagle will fly and the fire in your eyes will burn wrote for my darling husband before we were married

Ok My Good Friends This Happy Hour Is For The People Who Rate My Stash You People Are Good I Love Yall...
i was never gonna buy hh again but do to so many people who helped me get to rcok star this one on me i love you......thiere were alot of you i cant mention one not the other ssssss.any way have fun get your stashes ready..this one is with love ..dont buy me gifts save your money ...i love you....

The Value Of A Smile
It costs nothing, But creates much. It enriches those who receive, Without impoverishing those who give. It happens in a flash, And the memory of it lasts forever. None are so rich they can get along without it; And none are so poor, but are richer for its benefits. It creates happiness in the home, fosters good will in a business, And is the countersign of friends. It is rest to the weary, daylight to the discouraged, sunshine to the sad, And nature’s best antidote for trouble. Yet, it cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, For it is something that is no Earthly good to anyone ‘til it is given away. And, if someone should pass by and not give you a smile, Leave them one of yours. For, nobody needs a smile; So much as, those who have none left to give.

A Lovers' Pact
The snow, so peaceful and serene, caressed by the soft moonlight, gave magical feelings to the night. The soft blue glow, the lovers' words that then did flow, their lips closer and closer until, locked in the throes of a passionate embrace, he decided to express his feelings, to keep her safe. He whispered softly, his words like music to her ears, "I Love You," and her response the same, heard like the gentle breeze, "And I, love you, forever." That was the night they promised to be together through everything, each to care for the other when old and gray A lovers' pact the most likely to last.

Box Of Kisses
The story goes that some time ago, a man punished his three tear old daughter for wasting a roll of gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and he became infuriated when the child tried to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift to her father the next morning and said, “This is for you, Daddy!” He was embarrassed, be his earlier over-reaction. But his anger flared again when he found the box empty. He yelled at her again, “Don’t you know that when you give someone a present, there is supposed to be something inside it!?” The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, “Oh, but Daddy, it is not empty. I blew kisses into the box. All for you, Daddy!” The father was crushed. He put his arms around his little girl, and he begged for her forgiveness. It is told that the man kept that gold wrapped box by his bed for years and whenever he was discouraged, he would take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love

The Invisible Letter (mail Call)
The strangest thing happened today, An invisible mailman passed my way! He gave me something that wasn’t quite there, And to see invisible mail is really rare! SO… I opened this nothing real real wide, To find even more of nothing inside! The scent was so sweet, as I can recall, So sweet in fact, it was nothing at all! So, I’m writing you back with love you can bet, To say thanks for the letter I never did get! Now maybe next time you will think twice And pay close attention to this here advice! I sit in my cell, so lonely for now, But things will soon change if God will allow! I will be out there where things are much better, And I pray YOU”RE never here expecting a letter!!

Heart Broken At Last
Tears, scars and the hurt will never seem to mend. Apologies, heartache and sorrow were wasted time in the end. Love seems to start with the smallest, sweetest little smile. Unconditional lovers will travel that long, extra mile. Love seems to grow with that extra special and magical kiss. Knowing in your heart, they're the one you will always miss. Love seems to end with alot of pain and those uncontrollable tears. Your friend, lover and soul mate is gone after all these years.

Thought Of A Different Place
I was driving to work saturday night and found myself deep in thought about what kind of life I live. i had the top of the Corvette, Lifehouse-You and Me was playing extra loud to drown out the noise from the wind and elements around me. I found myself thinking about a person that just cant escape my mind. This person has been thru so much and still keeps going. I have been thru my fair share of events in my life that seem to cloud the sunniest days, but all seem tolerable in comparison. The thought going thru my mind were thoughts of meeting this person. Im sure plenty of u on here are or have had a situation on here of being distancely challenged in relationships. Well the thoughts were traveling thru my mind almost as fast as I was going down the road. The details of every moment as clear and detailed as an actual expierience that played out like a symphony. Everything around me was fading away. As I got closer to work, I found myself lost in thought thinking about conver

May Sucks!!!!!!!!!! Already!
well may is a busy fuckin month for me i wanna scream already......my oldest girl has got prom and graduation and then my youngest girls birthday is this month .....all i here is i want i want i want .....well u know what i want peace and fuckin quite and im not getting that at all.....LOL....im ranting im just havin one of those fucked up days anywho i havent commented worthshit the past 2 days but ill be on it to im sorry everyone.......love ya all! xoxox

Taken
Tonight I've made preparations for a romantically quiet evening for us. A good movie and a nice meal with the phone turned off. I've selected a mild bottle of wine that will go great with the broiled shrimp and Mediterranean chicken dish that I've prepared. As you sit on the couch randomly flipping through channels while you wait for dinner I lean overtop of the couch and kiss you gently on the side of your neck. "Dinner is served!" I say in a low whisper as I take in your natural smell. I think to myself that no perfume could compare to that. No matter what you seem to be doing you smell great! I can't help but get a little aroused at the thought of smelling you all over. We go over to the dining rooms table that is set with two tall candles and I've laid out the wineglasses with the napkins rolled into them. I've tried to make it as restaurant like as possible. As I pull out your chair so you can be seated I steal another quick whiff of you and let go a little moan. You giggle

Just Next Door
Andrea and John had lived next door to each other for several months before they'd even introduced themselves. Their doors were right next to each other and they were headed out at the same time. John was in his early thirties, athletic, brown eyes and hair, good strong facial features. Andrea was in her late twenties, with blonde hair down her back, a nice tan and well soft, yet tight and toned body. They made small talk for a few minutes and a week later ran into each other and sat on the steps of their apartment building drinking a few beers. She had on a sun dress, which in certain lights was almost see through, and when he was sure he wouldn't get caught he checked out her gorgeous tan tits, bare back and neck. Both had wanted something to happen but they had to work early in the morning and they lost their nerve. However, as they were climbing the steps John asked if Andrea would watch his cat while he was out of town for the weekend. She jumped at the idea to see how he lived an

Just Put Some Ice On It
“I should warn you, I suck.” I felt obligated to tell her. I mean we just met, how was she to know? I noticed her there with her friends obviously having some drinks after work. They were all business attired and relaxing: ties loose, top buttons unbuttoned, jackets over chairs, hair down. But she stood out. She had this soft, round face that was lit with the evenings antics as well as a few glasses of wine. Her hair was black and so thick it absorbed light. She seemed so sweet taking compliments genially with a smile, a tilt of the head and a lilting thank you. The problem was I couldn’t just walk up and talk to her. She was with a pretty sizable group of people and it would’ve been a little awkward for me, in my barroom uniform of jeans and a ratty black tee shirt, to work myself in. When she turned to put her name up on the list for the pool table I saw a chance and added my name after her. All I could do was stare at her while they names ahead of us played out their games

If You Don't Want To Deal With Him.. Block This User
I have a gut feeling that this person who has this page is not true to his words...I went to his page and it felt very negative... What a sad person!! It's up to you.. Jeremy monk@ CherryTAP

Try Not To Cry
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something." > > This is beautiful! Try not to cry. > > She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating > > room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he > > going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" > > The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't > > make it." > > Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any > > more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you > > The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One > > of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to > > the university." > > Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. > > She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red > > curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. > > Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a > > plastic bag and handed it to Sal

Hangmans Rope
As I sit here and wonder; day after day Where it's all going to; how to find the way What does it all mean; where does it all lead Will I achieve what I want; will I get what I need? Trying to do what's right; but whos to say it's wrong? The madness of it all; lyrics of the unknown song My intellect not lacking depth; learning I try and cope Am I who I should be?; ever wary of the hangman's rope.

Mobile/cell Phone Tip
MOBILE/CELL PHONE TIP Be careful how you list names on your cell phone This lady has changed her habit of how she lists her names on her mobile phone after her handbag was stolen. Her handbag which contained her mobile, credit card, purse...etc....was stolen. 20 minutes later when she called her hubby, from a pay phone telling him what had happened, hubby says "I've just received your text asking about our Pin number and I've replied a little while ago." When they rushed down to the bank, the bank staff told them all the money was already withdrawn. The pickpocket had actually used the stolen hand phone to text "hubby" in the contact list and got hold of the pin number. Within 20 minutes he had withdrawn all the money from the bank account. Moral of the lesson: Do not disclose the relationship between you and the people in your contact list. Avoid using names like Home, Honey, Hubby, sweetheart, Dad, Mum etc. and very importantly, when sensitive info is being

Porn
Nothing like turning on the TV in the office to see over 9 channels of porn on. I have the Cable rigged so that if someone orders a movie ( any type) I get it sent over to the AV office. So I counted 9 channels of porn on. Nice way to start the day I'd say.. So tell me your favorite kind of porn people. I like curvy girls with natural boobs.

Parents Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that amethamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question. "Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?" I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to Adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was drug to the

Here's The Deal
I need some help getting these damn points down,, if theres anyone in which has stash to rate lemme know and I'll be there,,, do the same in re-turn fer me I'm sure ya'll el have fun with mine,,, (tee hee) anyways just have to many to get at this point and time... Thanks to those who reply to this blog!

Subject: Gas Price Idea....
Subject: Gas price idea.... Got this email....interesting idea! Subject: Fwd: FW: GAS WAR - Start Now of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2

One More Day
Last night I had a crazy dream A wish was granted just for me It could be for anything I didn't ask for money Or a mansion in Malibu I simply wished for one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied But then again, I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you One more day... First thing I'd do is pray for time to crawl I'd unplug the telephone and keep the TV off I'd hold you every second Say a million 'I Love You's That's what I'd do with one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day with you One more day, one more time One more sunset maybe I'd be satisfied But then again I know what it would do Leave me wishing still for one more day Leave me wishing still for one more day Leave me wishing still for one more day with you.

To Heaven
To Heaven, I send this message to Heaven for I know you are an angel; sent to dazzle the world with your charms and beauty. Nothing is more awe-inspiring than the being of true divinity that I know you are. I have let peer into my soul and can do nothing to purge you from my being. I dream of you. I find myself praying that I simply occupy a passing thought. I yearn for your gentle touch and tremble at the image of such a serene fantasy. Day after day I fall into a daze and allow your image to fill my mind. A passionate kiss from your lips could bring me to a height of ecstacy that I have only dreamed. Every breath I take is meaningless without you. Even as I write this, I can feel the warmth of your embrace, the feeling of your breast resting on mine. A sense of rapture overtakes me as you slowly caress my face. I wish I had the courage to speak these words to you, but your eyes stun me and my words become trapped. I awaken everyday from slumber frustrated. For in

Good Morning
I have spent nights, just wondering what it really would be like to curl up in your arms at night, and I in some ways know already, because I feel you near me so often. Just thinking of climbing into bed and just feeling your naked body pressed so close against my back, your arm holding me close and feeling so content and safe in your arms and drifting into such a peaceful sleep. Waking just a few hours later to feel soft kisses on my neck, and your hand tracing patterns over my stomach...Turning my body slowly, and my right hand softly resting on your hip, I feel you move back slightly as I lay completely on my back, and gaze up at you, realizing that this is not a dream that I have had many times in the past. Reaching up and tracing the outline of your face with my fingertips, I whisper that I love you, and you in return reply. Tracing your mouth with my fingertips, feeling how soft the are, and remembering how sweet your kisses are, I move my hand to the back of your neck, a

Behold The Terrible Effect Of Too Much Caffine
come and listen to my story 'bout a boy named ted a poor college student, barely kept himself fed then one day he was talkin' to a recruiter said "son, you'll make big money workin' on computers" terminals that is, vax systems, beowulf clusters well the next thing you know, ole ted's a millionaire kin folk said "ted move away from there" said "californy is the place you wanna be" so he loaded up his truck and moved to the valley silicone that is, intel, sun microsystems but now it's time to say goodbye to ted and all his cash he liquidated and fled the country when the market crashed all his venture capital investors found out that they'd been screwed seems that ted's accounting scheme was a little skewed embezzlement that is, artificial margins, insider trading y'all call the feds now, ya hear

Tag.......you Are It..........
Ok people lets play a game.......go to the profile of the people you are wanting to answer this and leave a comment saying TAG........you are it and tell them to go to your profile and read your lastest blog and answer the questions... List 10 weird, funny or odd things about yourself 1. My nick name is Le-Le like Lisa wasn't short enough...which a lot of people on here doesn't even know my real name! LOL 2. I love writing poetry and music but I normally just keep it to myself 3. I'm afraid of giving speeches or having to go up in front of a crowd. 4. I LOVE SUSHI!!!! 5. My one wish would be to front a rock and roll band 6. In school me and 2 of my friends were called the 3 AMIGOS because we wore trench coats that were the same. Our names that friends called us... TITO, PEDRO and PECOS! 7. Like 6 wasn't funny enough.... I fell down the high school bleachers in 10th grade and dislocated my shoulder...(yes I am a blonde) LOL 8. This past Tha

Profession And Performance
Profession and Performance – James 1:22-25 Close your eyes for a minute. Picture your own face. Imagine the slope of your cheek and the color of your eyes. Do you notice any freckles, dimples, or blemishes? Big nose or button nose? Thinning hair or a full mane? Crooked teeth or pearly whites? You know exactly what you look like. Why? Because we all spend time in front of a mirror, studying our faces and getting to know ourselves. We’re not born knowing what we look like. And if we didn’t catch our own reflection from time to time, we’d honestly have no idea! Now think of this in terms of faith. We’re not born with knowledge of the saving truth of Jesus Christ. We don’t inherently know the Bible. So, we must read, study, and carefully analyze Scripture for the Holy Spirit to communicate His message of salvation on our hearts and minds. But how many people read the Bible and then walk away, seemingly unaffect

Pentagram And The Pentacle
Pentagram/Pentacle A primary symbol of Wicca. Represents the four elements and the fifth element of Spirit, or Mind, through which humanity transcends the four elements. Usually depicted as a continuously drawn five-pointed star within a circle, usually refered to as a pentacle ,although sometimes it is not enclosed within a circle. When it is not enclose it is usually refered to as a pentagram. A Wiccan altar usually includes a pentagram as a central tool, and pentagrams are often drawn in the air during acts of evocation, invocation, and banishing. These usually are drawn with a finger/hand, Athame, or wand. Water Represents love, emotion, intuition, womb, fertility, cleansing, sorrow, purification, menstruation, bodies of water. Fire Represents creativity, energy, will, passion, psychic abilities, sun, blood, healing, destruction. Earth Represents growth, nature, sustenance, prosperity, money, manifestation, materialization, body, death, plants, caverns, fields.. Air

Attention Whores
all i ever heaer from you is please rate/fan/add like it's all you care about. i been on this site since the beginning and i'm only a level 10 points don't matter to me if i'm going to give you a rating it's going to be an honest one. so if you want me to show you love post some good nudes or get better taste in music or come up with something to say other than rate/fan/add ok. now f*ck off thanks

New Contest
Ok, I have seen contests on CT I have a new idea. 1st place photo Can Buy me a new Car. I prefer Ford but will take a Chevy. 2nd place Can Pay for all expense 1 week Vacation to Hawaii for me. 3rd place can Pay my House Payment for 6 Months 4th place can pay my bar tab for 1 Month. So Come on everyone lets get this new contest going I sure would love these things. What the heck it would be different. LMAO

Rip My Beautiful Baby Girl
My dearest baby sister has finally grown her wings and lives on more closer than ever. She left a big piece of herself in everyones heart... please take the time to view her and enjoy the smile we enjoyed for such a short time.... I love you Amanda....you will be missed/.

Life And Death
Okay, this is a blatent tease, a work in progress. But, I am a bastard that way. Bitulf: An Utlagr Tale by Mitch Otinn Chapter 1 Under a Dark Cloud The late autumn storm clouds sucked the last of the starlight from the night of the new moon. Nottulf and Steggi could barely make each other out in the musky blackness, though only feet away from each other. It was not a night either would have chosen for such a hunt, but the dawn would bring the time of the dead, when Wodanaz mounted his eight-legged steed and scoured the land in a Wild Hunt, gathering the souls of the years dead. They had to make sure the varg was dead before the dawn, otherwise it would bode ill for the Chatte tribes along the river. Normally, the ulfr, the wolves of the land, were no threat to the people. Indeed, often they were used to aid in the hunt. But, then there were the varg: man eaters, having lost all fear or kinship with man. These were a force to be feared. Such a beast had harried the Ch

Bar Part 5 Of 5 (well There Could Be More But Not Botherng Right Now)
"I know Evelyn and Jenny are a couple, but I don't know if Tanya is just a friend, or if the three of them have some sort of a more complicated relationship," Suz explained in response to her lover's question. "Evelyn's the one who's your client, right?" Michele asked. "Yes, she is. We've done several ad campaigns for her vineyard over the last couple of years. She can be a bit extreme at times. Oh, I haven't told her we're bringing Jake to dinner." "I wonder how Jake will react to seeing her?" I interrupted the women's conversation as I called upstairs to the bedroom from my home's main floor, "Which of you owns the Jetta?" "I do," came Michele's voice. "Throw down your keys so I can move it." Michele's head poked over the half wall which separates the bedroom above from the living room below. She smiled and told me, "Catch." She tossed and I caught. A few minutes later I was back inside. I'd moved Michele's car away from the garage door, pulled my Jeep i

Ok Clarification For Those Who Care
The deal is as follows... under no terms am on on this site to play point games... I appreciate it if you rate fan add etc.....but Please don't do it for the wrong reason... the wrong reason is if you do it expected me to do it back.... I do not do it if I don't think you are a 10.. the facts are that not nearly everyone on here is a 10- I am not talking bout looks only.... don't freakin be ugly to me if I do not do it back. Just know I saved you being pissed because I did not like the profile...I can be a pain in your ass and not the kind you want. I do not want to spend positive energy being ugly but am capable. Freedom of thought you know. I don't ask people to rate fan add etc.. I am thrilled with my bunch friends and family I have... deal with it . Not a point game to me this is a social funtion for me with people I like Have a good day

My Life
My life takes many turnes and it has turned a new. I moved to be with someone and now we are at a cross roads in our life and the choices are a few. I feel really lost at times and wish I new if we were friends or working things out. But neither of us know. We argue over things and do we listen too each other? It is hard to know what to do be open hide and withdraw stay go love or cry so lost at times.In a few weeks we are to move will we be happy as friends or old wounds open and bleed are we to be lovers roommates. all so confusing ned to think about life. sorry to ramble just lonly inside miss my best friend. thanks all

Darkness Falls
I look all around me At the black of night Sadly I feel comforted By the lack of light I hide amongst the shadows Where I feel at peace My eyes gaze around me At the fools passing on the street My hand touches my knife But I do not move I can already hear the beat of their hearts The beating growing slower My imagination takes hold of me I can see the rivers of blood The wonderful sight I now begin to fear I fear my own mind My own desires The desire for revenge The desire to give pain However much I wish to hurt I also wish to cause that same sensation Their screams would be a melody Sweet chiming in my ears Thankfully I stop I stop and close my eyes Move my hand away What scares me the most Is the lack of regret for what I nearly had done However before I can leave The darkness falls around me And the sweet melody rings Through the black of night MaLinda Stevens Age 27 5-1-07

A Little Ray Of Fun...
To make this not a total downer of a day, I present this happy little tune: Feel better now? I do.tag: Weird Al Yankovic, youtube, video, music, weasel stomping day-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Carnal Memories
Carnal Memories The bed beneath us laid spread eagle, aroused and anxiously awaiting to swallow our hunger, storing memories as echoes in the creaking bedsprings. Our bodies knew no bounds as we slid down on sweating sheets. One light from a perfumed lamp, gathered us within its shadows, as we unfolded in silence. Your hands teased and explored the contours, the folds of my body until I begged for consumption. All clarity of thought lost as your tongue spoke wildly inside seams; your hair hugging my fingers as you unleashed wants as liquid spills. And whimpers turned to sighs when I heard the wetness pass between our mouths, leaving pleasure traces upon my thighs. Now the gossiping walls are sweating, reminiscing; the air hangs heavy with the musk of our essence and the moon is still blushing with shame, stroking herself with luminous fingers. Nicole Williams © 2007

Flying
Flying up high in the sky Far above the ground below Staying in the clouds Being held by their soft touch At night reaching to the stars Holding one tight Before sleeping in the crook of the moon Hidden by the dark of night I awake and stretch my wings and see What the day ahead will bring to me I then swoop, soar, turn and dive Laughter ringing through my heart and mind I sit upon a cloud and smile Content with my peaceful world Far from all the clatter of the bustling people The people that hurry too much in order to enjoy life I then soar up so high And I drink from the milky way Just as I think that everything is perfect Suddenly I awake just to find that it all was just a perfect dream MaLinda Stevens 08-04-05 Age 26

Kill Me Now
Funny funny stuff. Actually not really. LOL As some of you know, I played in a flag football game on Saturday. The game was a fundraiser for the Andrew Smith Scholarship Fund. A former QB at UNT that died in a car accident 4 years ago. Great fundraiser held each year for a wonderful cause. My team lost. The other team had an ex UNT football player playing for them. He was a tight end just a few years removed from the team so of course he totally schooled us. Not to mention our coach had us running routes for literally an hour before the game started. We got a ten minute break. Sunday I could hardly move. Yesterday I couldn't move at all. Today I came into work. I work on the 6th floor. Our fire alarms go off and they tell us to evacuate the building. The most excruciating pain ever! Walking down 6 flights of stairs. Actually 12 since it's two for each floor. I seriously thought my legs were going to buckle underneath me. I had 70 year old women passing me up! THEN to top

My Fine Was $225... What Is Yours?
Add up all the amounts of money of the things youve done! Have you ever: Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you -- $40 Had sex with someone on MySpace -- $25 Had sex with someone on Cherrytap -- $30 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk -- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before -- $20 Went skinny dipping -- $5 Had sex in a pool -- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10 Had sex w

Rain ,,,part 1 Of 3
It is a beautiful day. About 75 degrees, slightly breezy, sun is shining but not too hot. So you and I have decided to go on a picnic. We pack sandwiches, some veggies and dip, a bottle of wine, and, of course, strawberries for dessert. When we get to our designated site, an area with beautiful green grass and beautiful lake view, we spread out the blanket. It was a perfect setting of natural beauty. We sit down and start in on our leisurely lunch, talking and laughing. We decide to save the strawberries for later.... While we sit eating our lunch, I steal a glance at you. I am absolutely amazing in your eyes. The way you look is so natural but so sensual and sexy. I want to forget about the lunch and just explore your body, taking my time to caress every part of you. Moving slow at removing your clothes feeling our skin touch as we peel off the layers. Using my fingers as my eyes allowing them to venture across your flesh. My cock grows hard as these thoughts

What Is It That I Love?
What Is It That I Love? If asked why I love her I would say It’s the smile on her face, When I am insecure. It’s the smell of her scent The pleasingly sweet of her essences . It’s the glow of her body, In the pale moon light It’s the sway in her hips, the curve in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

Who's The One
When all the colors begin to fade And the imitations turn to grey When the Iron Man begins to rust And the Holy Water turns to dust What will be your savior now Dragon or machine Who will wear the crown of thorns In Mother Nature's dream Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom How long must I put up with the Unholy sound of your gun Tell me, brother When believers start to lose the faith And the naked army falls from grace When all extremes return to one See them melt into the setting sun The bounty on the rebel's heart Washed away the pride Drove the voice a million miles Across the great divide Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom Who's the one Who denied my eyes to see Truth behind double tongue Who's the one Who claimed my liberty Robbed my soul of freedom How long must I put up with the Unholy sound of your gun Tell me, brother The bounty on the rebel's heart Washed away the pride Drov

Skytrain-station Killers Get Life In Jail....bitch Shld Not Get Parole Peeeriod.
By Glenda Luymes, The Province Published: Friday, April 27, 2007 FAMILY THAT SUFFERED AND LIL SISTER WHO WILL NEVER KNOW HER BROTHER SCRUNT THAT TOOK BOYS LIFE Katherine Quinn will be eligible for parole in 10 years. Gerry Kahrmann file photo/The Province The man convicted of killing 16-year-old Matthew Martins will spend 17 years in jail before he's eligible for parole. His girlfriend, who encouraged the brutal beating that ended the teen's life, will be eligible for parole in 10 years. Robert Forslund, 28, and Katherine Quinn, 24, received an automatic 25-year life sentence Friday in B.C. Supreme Court in New Westminster after a jury earlier found the pair guilty of second-degree murder in Matthew's death. In his sentencing decision, Justice Selwyn Romilly called Matthew's murder a "vicious, senseless killing." The judge rejected Forslund's defence lawyer Karen Bastow's request for 12 years of parole ineligibility, pointing to the brutality of the crime.

Friends List
Hey cherry tappers no big rant today, in fact just a nice announcement. I know some are here because this place is a popularity contest no problem thats cool and great and some folks are here to meet new people great also but just do me one favor next time you add someone to friends list make sure that you tlak to them once in awhile. Mostly everyone on my list I see I try to say hi to at least once a week. Most respond back to me as well so thats not a problem . Just make sure you keep in touch with the folks you put on your friends list you might find that they have more to ofer than ther profile says

Rain Part 2 Of 3
Looking into your eyes now, seeing the look of unadulterated desire on your face, in all your features. And kissing your slightly parted lips very hungrily. My tongue presses gently into your mouth and moves over to meet yours. The electrical feeling of them meeting moves over my entire body, and reflexively I shudder slightly. You hold me tighter feeling the way my body trembles. "It looks like rain," I say smiling down at you. I reach up to touch your tits, you push my hands away. You start taking my shirt off and I help you pulling it over my head and off. You smile up at me with a lustful repose, and a hope for the power back that you so love to control. I give in to your eyes, you turn the tables and I place you on your back on top of the blanket slowly I kiss down your neck to your breasts. Encircling each one I bite down on your hard nipples chewing them softly making you wince with the pleasure and pain of the effect you are having. You look in my e

Single Again
Yes so I left him.... I did it cuz I didnt catch him in just one lie but a couple .. I just dont understand what makes people wanna lie and be stupid. This is what happened . He told me that his brother was having problems with his other brother who lives with them so he was gonna go over there and see what was going on... Well, then he calls and says they wont let him drive home cuz hes drunk . which again I was fine with .. until he came with some chicks phone number... and then so I call and question him about it and he says shes a friend .. well ok maybe that is true(yes I am stupid) Then I go to the internet temp files and read the email between them and shes like asking him if I was pissed and how much trouble was he in and that he better delete this so that I wont see and oh by the way you have sexy eyes she says... Now does that sound like a friend to you?? Needless, to say I packed my shit and I have left him.. never again will I fall for another mans bulls

Some People...
Some of my friends are worried that I will forgive my (soon-to-be-ex-) wife yet again and take her back.There is only ONE way that I would even CONSIDER it.She would have to answer one question to my satisfaction:"Why should I take you back?"I mean, I have ALWAYS been there for her. I have went without things I needed to give her things she wanted. I have never done anything to hurt her like she has done me. I am over halfway through my life, since American men die at around 76. (Heck, the men in my family usually have heart attacks in their forties.)I have no idea of an answer that'd get me to take her back. No answer at all...tag: infidelity, cheating, betrayal, cuckold, married life-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Thy Sadness
Through my life my heart has been told much lies. For years my soul has been in denial searching for truth. In my mind that which i think inter twine with that which i fear. Confuse about that which life throws at me makes me stronger to move on to search for my true!!!!

Rain Part 3 Of 3
As they slide down my legs you let your tongue slowly run up my inner thigh just to my balls then you stop and run your tongue up the other leg hearing me moan a little as your tongue lightly touches my balls. As you let your tongue lightly run across my legs then you start to suck gently , your hands moving up my legs to slide around and gently squeeze my ass. Your tongue makes teasing little licks across my balls before you start to lick your way up my cock. Just as your tongue reaches the head of my cock you pause and look up at me with a little devilish smile on your face as you take my cock in your hand and slowly let just the head slide into your mouth. Letting your other hand slide down to cup my balls and gently squeezing them hearing me moan a little louder. You slowly start letting me slide deeper into your mouth moving my cock in and out of your hot wet mouth an inch at a time. Feeling me thrust forward slightly wanting deeper. You keep working me in

Long Road. Wrong Road.
For so long, I have been riding on the long road. Nobody stepped in to tell me it was the wrong road. Going straight towards nowhere, full of no-cares. Lost track of where the lines were, stuck in a blank stare. I crashed 20 miles back, I've been walking since then. It takes a lot out of you to walk through this heat. But to get to civilization, you walk to your own beat. My boots are almost out of falling of there soles. My clothes are tattered, dirtyer than hell. My soul is the only thing that I will not sell. Everything else means nothing to me anymore I've nothing more than a slave, bought and sold. Yelled at and told that I will never make it. All this water floods in on me, they say I can't take it. I'm still here though, it's raised to my neck. I can either fight the current, or fight my death. I'm almost back on pavement, almost out of enslavemnt. The days grow longer, and my back gets weaker. My steps get shorter, and the hills get steeper. You become more o

Mother/mom
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure... do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook wi

Too Much Drama
I just have to say that I have noticed there is alot of drama going on here. I mean come on aren't we all adults here? There are alot of great people out there and I have some of them on my friends list. I have met some great people on here but you know some of those people are seriously thinking that they just have no need to be on here anymore because the way that some others on here act. I mean if you are an adult act like one. Don't do all the childish bs..If ya want that then take it somewhere else. I know for one that I can't stand to be around someone that just downrates everyone or acts childish and it being so unneccessary. Well I guess thats enough on my thoughts...So until next time....

The Online (christian) Dating Scene
I plan on waiting a few months before I plunge back into the dating scene. However, I started checking out dating sites just for something to do and to reassure me that I'm not going to die alone kind of thing.One that's advertised a lot is, of course, eHarmony. I did a search to find out what some people are saying about it. I found the Wiki page for eHarmony that has this paragraph:eHarmony was founded in 2000 with $3 million of Series A funding from Fayez Sarofim & Co. and individual investors.[2] Dr. Warren, an evangelical Christian with strong ties to the conservative Christian community, attributes much of the initial success of eHarmony to its being promoted through James Dobson's Focus on the Family radio show.[3] eHarmony sought to distance itself from the group and Dobson, largely in an effort to broaden the market share of Warren's After having been closely associated with Focus on the Family for four years, in 2005books and that of eHarmony according to Warren.[4] After

Lusty Thoughts ...
I could not help these ... it was how I was feeling ... not to offend ... it is not my intent ... I only know that regret for having not said what I have felt in the past is far worse ... the coward dies a thousand deaths. Lust Driven by lust and darkness untold Loving the carnal acts to unfold Seeking the freedom found in flesh longing for sexual expression fresh Release the demon pent up inside Let it take over no longer to hide From the shadows I let it take control I love the pleasures that own my soul To rut and take delight in orgasms sin There is no sweeter feeling from within And not to care who may spy to look Eyes of envy seek what I have took From my lusty partner in my carnal crime Lust rules my passion in our act sublime I give myself and care not what you think Deep into her loins my hardness I sink Desire to see lust take over her mind Kissing and bites sends chills down the spine Driving on to the climax of our act of love Are we sure lust i

Wake Up
Wake up Sound assaults my fragile mind, It's far too bright to see. Overwhelmed thoughts race to find what's happening to me. Struggling with every move. Disorientation reigns. Yet, I know in time it will improve, if my sanity remains.

Submission
I have fought it I have denied I have reasoned I have cried It is all wrong It should not be It is written with pain It is plain to see Though I ran Though I felt fear Though I tried ignoring Though I would not hear I can not contain I now see it is true I should let it happen I whisper softly, ‘ love you”

Help?
Watching it rain once again, all I see are clouds that are dark gray. Why should I even leave the house, on such a dreary and miserable day. I hate my pathetic little life, and every thing that I do. Usually I like it when it rains, but on this day I cant see through. All the bad things that I have to face, like my own demons and thoughts in my mind. Why are there people in the world, that are angry and so unkind. I talk it out as best that I can, but I cant carry my burden alone. Paranoia and depression just settles in,all I want to do is just belong. Feel like I make a difference, is that to much to ask. Then there are some people, who don`t mind hiding behind a mask. Am I sick in the head, what is it I must do? Trying my very best, to get some kind of help from you!!!

My Baby!
Im sad because I cant be with her when she is sad! Im sad because I cant be with her when shes mad! Im sad because I cant be with her when shes happy! Im sad because I love her and I wonder why all the time! She is so special! CT Loves, 'two'

Perfect Day
Monday I flew my first kite! Really! I will be 54 on Friday so it is about time I guess. My 4 yr old nephew had "kite day" at preschool and no one could go with him. His parents both had to work and couldn't get off. It was the perfect day. Mid to low 70's and sunny with a few straggly clouds and the perfect breeze. There I was in a field with about 20 little kids and assorted moms and teachers. (LOL I was NOT the oldest one there). His kite was Winnie the Poo. I started to let the kite out and found the string was tangled so we only could get it up about 30 feet. That was ok because I was worried about tangleing with others. I was so proud of myself that it got off the ground. I gave the handle of the string thingy to my nephew and he held it for a bit. Soon the nearby playground equipment was looking good and he was gone. I sat on a log and worked at the string. In about 10-15 min. I got it loose and started to fly again. Soon the string was fully extended. I felt

Somthing
ur all so fucking vain and sarcastic i hate ur fake smile your morales scattered deathbed confessions take a look in my cold dead eyes i used to have hope.i used to have faith death my only certinty my only glimmer of hope will god forgive us for the things we did torn apart and ripped from a dream a mind thats blistered a soul mthat never exsisted take a look inside my mind cant you see im fucking twisted -the fucking end-

To Anyone And Everyone
You either accept me the way I am or you do not. Makes no difference in my world. If you are my friend then be my friend. If you are not then I suggest you leave me alone and please remove me as a friend. Like me, love me or hate me, I can truly say I do not care. Your opinion of me means nothing. Real friends do not threaten or insult because they want their way. It seems a growing number of people feel that is the case though. What a sad reminder of just how disgusting humanity has become. To all of you who are kind and decent you have my undying respect. To the rest, I wouldn't spit on you to put you out if you were on fire. = ) LeRoy

To All The Idiotic Self-absorbed Out There.
To all the people out there that post or repost bulletins threatening friend removal, asking for people to remove themselves if they do not repost, or just basically insult people for not reposting. Go f*ck yourselves. If you post it I'll either repost it or I won't. And if you mention any type of removal or insult concerning consider me gone and you forgotten. Thank you and have a wonderful life. LeRoy

Female Singer In A Lonely Bar
'Water dream of summer city drifting streets singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line Itchy feet a wander dusty road tear drapped night singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line and every whistle sends a shiver and every whistle tweaks a dream from yesterday and ain't no song ever sung the beauty with the pain and all the blues ain't the hue of night and all your tears flow a differant way and all the kisses taste a differant flavor illusion mathmaticians twisting minds with advert lines of buy bye bye Water dream of summer city drifting streets singing songs of... and all the while foot tapping down the line...' She sang and my heart listened alone in the corner hidden in shadows hidden in my tears and all the while I hung on every note and every word and every song she sang for me invisible in the crowd... I lit a cigerette leant back and closed my eyes living through her

You're My Sort Of Girl, If...
You're my sort of girl if you can see beyond the latest fashion trends, and you understand that something like guys kissing guys, actually means your guy kissing someone else, which is cheating, you understand that I wear what I want, because like you I am aware of fashions and trends, but I'm not a slave to them, and I don't just want to look like a clone of what looked hot last summer. You're my sort of girl, if you appreciate it when I try to make you smile, when you feel down, and you return the favour whenever I feel low. You're my sort of girl, if when you secretly catch me trying to smell your hair, you know it's because I love your scent, and not because I'm trying to identify your hairspray, to use on my own hair. You're my sort of girl, if you know when I stand beside you, infront of the mirror, I'm checking out your beauty, not your jeans, to see if they'd look better on me. You're my sort of girl, if the time we spend together is the best, but also if we respect

Cheeky Questions N Cheekier Answers ....lol
1:Which sexual position produces the ungliest children? Ask your mother. 2: How do you embarrass an archaeologist? Give him a tampon and ask him which period it came from. 3: What's the difference between a bitch and a whore? A whore sleeps with everybody at the party. A bitch sleeps with everybody at the party except you. 4: What's the difference between love,true love,and showing off? Spitting,swallowing,and gargling. 5: What's the differnce between a Catholic wife and a Jewish wife? A Catholic wife has real orgasms and fake jewelry. 6: What makes men chase women they have no intention of marrying? The same urge that makes dogs chase cars they have no intention of driving. 7: What is the biggest problem for an atheist? No one to talk to during orgasm 8: What do you call an Amish guy with his hand up a horses ass? A mechanic. 9: Who is the popular guy at the nudist camp? The guy who can carry a cup of coffee in each hand and a dozen d

Sorry The Devil Made Me Do It
Four Catholic ladies are having coffee together. The first one tells her friends, "My son is a priest. When he walks into a room, everyone calls him 'Father'. The second Catholic woman chirps, "My son is a bishop. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Grace'." The third Catholic woman says smugly, "My son is a cardinal. Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Your Eminence'." The fourth Catholic woman sips her coffee in silence. The first three women give her this subtle "Well...?" She replies, "My son is a gorgeous, 6'2", hard-bodied stripper... Whenever he walks into a room, people say, 'Oh my God...'." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There's this old priest who got sick of all the people in his parish who kept confessing to adultery. One Sunday, in the pulpit, he said, "if I hear one more person confess to adultery, I'll quit!" Well, everyone liked him, so they came up with a code word. Someone who had commi

This Is What Its Allll About
Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everything, everything. You're all I

Why Does It Never Get Easier? Its Supposed To Get Easier Isnt It?!?!
can someone tell me why we lose those who mean the most to us, and whats worse is we don't realize how much they mean to us until its too late...I've heard it said that time heals all wounds, but its been years and its still as raw and real as the day i heard the news about her death. and i'm not sure whats worse, not having had the chance to say goodbye or knowing everyday that she cant rest in peace until her killers are brought to justice and only i can do that because her husband put out a contract on her life and despite my best efforts the contract was carried out..i guess karma is a real bitch huh?

To Remember
Daily Horoscope: Leo For May 1,2007 The toughest thing in the world isn't beating someone with your superior mental or physical strength; the toughest thing in the world is being strong enough to be vulnerable. Take a risk and show your real self to someone who counts.

My Soul
So cold, I am or so I say I wanna be. Why does this heart of mine still beat and yet not for me. So alone, I am or so I say thats they way it has to be. Leave me alone to my mesiry that is the only place for me. So tired, I am or so I say that is the only feeling left to me. Does this have no end?...... ***Ok be nice. I am stuck after this last line so I know it is imcomplete but I am working on it.***

Just Because
If i could make a wish i think i'd pass Can't think of anything i need No cigarettes, no sleep, no light, no sound Nothing to eat no books to read Making love with you, has left me peaceful warm inside What more could i ask There's nothing left to be desired Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you Just to have you now All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want Peace came upon me and it breathes in me Don't sleep silent angel don't you sleep Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you Just to have you now All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want Sometimes all i need is the air that i breathe and to love you All i need is the air that i breathe yes to love you All i need is the air that i breathe you're all i want

The Beginning
I decided to bring back my poems so bear with me, considering I'm still digging them up. To understand my poems You need to understand me To understand me You need to know me To know me You have to read my poems All these can help you To understand my past and my future These are my emotions My life

Helter Skelter
It was a helter skelter ride into frantic oblivion, the cold biting rain pounding at my skull, and I know some people might hate the rain but... storms are the greatest, the thunder drowning out your screams and the rain washing away your tears, hiding your emotions as you stand there t-shirt drenched in the aching night, reality biting at your heart, kissing you like the final kiss of a razorblade, and then, if you're lucky, they walk back round the corner, and you can kiss forever in that rain soaked moment of heaven... Tonite though I knew she wasn't going to be walking back around that corner. I turned my eyes to the rain soaked sidewalk, and started to talk to her, even though she couldn't hear me, even though she couldn't see me, even though I wasn't there "If it rains on Wednesday I'll still be there, pretending that I'm waiting for my ride, when all the time, we both know I'm there, just because I love you. I don't care about getting wet, I don't care about my dr

My Rant 4 The Day!
I'm not gonna name anyone, but alot of people & higher leveled people on here, think their shit dont stink, they apparently have no life or personality, They get off by putting others down. Grow up!! Get a life!! Think about it, if ur online this much, maybe its because ur this way in person and thats why you have no friends! To those posting bulletins, saying "Repost or delete me" come on people, remove that part of the title before reposting. I mean come on, are u gonna remove a friend over a bulletin? And to people using fake pics and women/mens pics to get people to their page! Just be urself! What are u gonna win, being level 25?? I mean come on, this is an adult site. I think its time for all the jealousy, haters, racists to stop with all the BS!! And to those with fan me, rate me, or...... I love this one, rate me, fan me, before u add me lmao well I wont be adding anyone begging for that crap! Im here for friends, and ive made some awesome ones! If people wanna rate u, fan u, i

This Ain't A Love Song
I should have seen it coming when roses died Should have seen the end of summer in your eyes I should have listened when you said good night You really meant good bye Baby, ain't it funny, how you never ever learn to fall You're really on your knees, when you think you're standing tall But only fools are "know-it-alls" and I played that fool for you I cried and I cried There were nights that died for you baby I tried and I tried to deny that your love drove me crazy, baby If the love that I got for you is gone If the river I cried ain't that long Then I'm wrong, yeah I'm wrong, this ain't a love song Baby, I thought you and me would stand the test of time Like we got away with the perfect crime but We were just a legend in my mind I guess that I was blind Remember those nights dancing at the masquerade The clowns wore smiles that wouldn't fade You and I were the renegades, some things never change It made me so mad 'cause I wanted it bad for us baby Now it'

No Named Poem
As i sit here with tears in my swollen eyes I ask myself why? Why cause I have lost the one thing in life that means the most to me other then my kids And that is YOU...I lost you Again I have asked myself why over and over and I cant realize why. Its because ya have opted to believe lies rather then believe the woman ya loved at this time Every time I hang the phone up I just want to say to you again "I love you" and I just cant do it There is no love between us no more Every time I breathe I feel as though it is going to be my last breath Everytime I close my eyes I see you I see the smile on your face that made me happy time and time again And now we are only friends I guess that its better to be friends then nothing at all You was truely special to me and words can not describe how hard this is for me When the skies fill with rain and comes down hard it feels like the tears I cry I pray that one day you will see what you have lost and come back to the woman that lov

Congradufuckinlations!
While I was bored at work today being the office bitch I began to think about this past year. So far we are only in May and so far the year has gone so right for me. I finally bought a car and actually got my drivers license. I was beginning to lose hope there. I am half way done with my Assossiates degree. Finally! I have a person who has paid for all of my classes and my work has also been helping out there. As for work they called in December and I started back with them in January. They gave me a raise and way better fucking position. And even though I may have lost a few friends as the new year began I have also made some real strong bonds with some people that i could never trade. No i dont have everything i want but in the end i have nothing to bitch about. i used to hate myself i hated everything about myself. Yes there are things about myself that im unhappy with but we all have our flaws we all have our vices. i know mine and they make me me. Take me as i am or

Privileged Lovers
The moon has become a dancer at this festival of love. This dance of light, This sacred blessing, This devine love, beckons us to a world beyond only lovers can see with their eyes of firey passion. They are the chosen ones who have surrendered. Once they were particles of light now they are the radiant sun. They have left behind the world of deceitful games. They are the privileged lovers who create a new world with their eyes of firey passion.

The Mythical Lover
My love for you has driven me insane I wander aimlessly the ruins of my life my old self a stranger to me Because of your love I have broken with my past My longing for you keeps me in this moment My passion gives me courage I look for you in my innermost being I used to read the myths of love Now I have become the mythical lover

The Meaning Of Love
Both light and shadow are the dance of Love. Love has no cause; it is the astrolabe of God's secrets. Lover and Loving are inseperable and timeless. Although I may try to describe Love when I experience it I am speechless. Although I may try to write about Love I am rendered helpless; my pen breaks and the paper slips away at the ineffable place where Lover, Loving, and Loved are one. Every moment is made glorious by the light of Love.

New Viagra Slogans
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, when it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Strong enough for a man,

Looking For Your Face
From the beginning of my life I have been looking for your face but today I have seen it Today I have seen the charm, the beauty, the unfathomable grace of the face that I was looking for Today I have found you and those who laughed and scorned me yesterday are sorry that they were not looking as I did Iam bewildered by the magnificence of your beauty and wish to see you with a hundred eyes My heart has burned with passion and has searched forever for this wondrous beauty that I now behold I am ashamed to call this love human and afraid of God to call it divine Your fragrant breath like the morning breeze has come to the stillness of the garden You have breathed new life into me I have become your sunshine and also your shadow My soul is screaming in ecstasy Every fiber of my being is in love with you Your effulgence has lit a fire in my heart and you have made radiant for me the earth and sky My arrow of love has arrived at th

Confuse
What if..life is just only a lie.. what if smile and is just a lie... Life do hurts... We are just a number, a screen name or a fuck. They just used you... i am not got to lie anymore.. i do have hate inside of me...and i just don't want to hurt anybody, cause every time I lie.. just hurt myself... Just get out of my way... sometimes i just want revenge.

Fort Benning Here I Come!
Wow, this has gone by so fast. I ship for basic on May 17th, going down to Ft Benning in Georgia, which is going to be ever so pleasant in the middle of the damn summer. Ugh, humidity. 6 years in the infantry, here I come.

A Blessed And Happy Beltane!
History of Beltane Beltane is also known as Walburge, Bealtaine, Bhealtainn and May Day. It is usually celebrated on May eve or the 1st of May. The actual translation of the word is debatable. Scholars agree that taine or teine means "fire" because the word is used to express fire today in both the Scottish and Irish Gaelic languages. The first syllable, Beal or Bel is not clearly defined. One theory is that the festival is named after the Celtic god Bel (also known as Beli, or Belinus). Therefore, Beltane would mean "Bel’s fire." Beal, the Gaelic word for "shining one" or "brilliant," gives Beltane the meaning of "brilliant fire." On the eve of Beltane all fires were extinguished and relit with embers from the Beltane fire. The Celts built two fires created from the nine sacred woods (Rowan, Apple, Dogwood, Poplar, Juniper, Cedar, Pine, Holly and Oak). The herds were ritually driven between them to purify and protect them. The fires celebrated the return of life and fruitfulness

Friends Forever
Right on. I totally agree with this. I'd LOVE to have Mr. Bigglesworth with me in the afterlife!! Fla. May Allow Burial with Fido Governor Asked To Sign Bill Allowing Burial with Pets Pet owners know it’s a tragedy that their beloved companion spends far less time on earth than they do, but now, the Florida legislature has made it possible for you to spend eternity with Rex or Muffin, and it’s all because a powerful legislature couldn’t bear to part with his Labrador. The legislature has passed and sent to Governor Crist a bill which will allow, for the first time, people to legally be buried with their pets in Florida cemeteries. Currently, pets and their owners must cross that great divide separately under Florida’s funeral laws. That news could be a great comfort to many pet owners, and they have State Senator Jim King to thank for it. King was surprised to find out he could not be buried with the ashes of his Labrador, a Valentines Day gift from his wife many years

Im Done!
the guys in my life dont know what they want. guy one wants me now, guy two wants me but has a weird way of showing it, and i keep meeting more great guys. THIS SUCKS! well im just going to keep doing what im doing, its got me this far! MMFWCL to all my lo's and lette's out there!

To All My Friends Please Read!!!!!!!
I haven't Been On ct In The Last 5 Days Due To I was In the Hospital For a Ear Infection Which Moved to the Bone In My Skull I'm Doing Ok Right Now I just Got Out Of the Hospital Tonight May 1st I seee I have 45 + comments and 45+ Adds I'm sorry I wont be able to catch Up On all Them But I wanted to Let you All Know thank you for the Comments and Thank you all For the Adds... Please Give Me a few Days to Rest and Get myself 100% Better To where I can Return all The Love Back Thank you Love Sweeet Destiny XoXoXoXoXoXo

Grrr
oh well i guess certain peple are mad at me but i have tried to talk to everyone but no one wants to talk to me oh well i guess i know who my true friends especially when i need someone to talk to. i am just going to start staying to mysel

Quitting
Yeah.. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna quit this site and possibly myspace. I have no need of these sites anymore. I may just keep it up and every once in a while see if any friends have written, but I don't think I'll be out searching for new friends or competing in contests.. it'll be purely to stay in touch with friends. I won't be uploading any new photos (unless the fancy strikes me..) So, I hope you all are doing well.. and I'll talk to you in the future..

Those That Serve With Loyalty
Just a little thought from Lord Mage...to those that serve, family and all members...many thanks, blessings, spanks and dark thoughts from me. To my Scribe...thank you...to my slave..you serve me well. My 5 and my muses you continue to serve and I dont often enough get a chance to dominate, comment, stop by and show my approval. I will make my way around soon. Ive started tonight and you shall be listed..as such. Much Luv...Lord Mage

Ok Contest Is Closed
THE LETTER WAS H....THE ANSWER TO THE 1ST ROLEY CONTEST WAS 4...SO I LOOKED ON MY PHONE AT THE NUMBER 4 ...IT WAS G.H.I SO I PICKED THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE.....THE ANSWER WAS H...NO ONE GUESSED....ANYONE DISPUTE THIS? THIS GUY WON THE LAST ROLEY WHEN HE GUESSED 4.....NO ONE WON THIS ONE Blue-Eyes@ CherryTAP

Beltane (a Description)
A Celebration of M A Y D A Y ================================ by Mike Nichols * * * * * * * * 'Perhaps its just as well that you won't be here...to be offended by the sight of our May Day celebrations.' --Lord Summerisle to Sgt. Howie from 'The Wicker Man' * * * * * * * * There are four great festivals of the Pagan Celtic year and the modern Witch's calendar, as well. The two greatest of these are Halloween (the beginning of winter) and May Day (the beginning of summer). Being opposite each other on the wheel of the year, they separate the year into halves. Halloween (also called Samhain) is the Celtic New Year and is generally considered the more important of the two, though May Day runs a close second. Indeed, in some areas -- notably Wales -- it is considered the great holiday. May Day ushers in the fifth month of the modern calendar year, the month of May. This month is named in honor of the goddess Maia, originally a Greek mountain nymph, later identified as the

Ok New Contest If Your Bored
7-2+1+3+5+9+5+3+4+3+8+3+8+3=WHOEVER GET THIS GETS TO PICK ANYTEAM OF THE PLAYOFF LIST IN THE GIFT SHOP.IF THE TEAM YOU PICK WINS THE PLAYOFFS IN REAL LIFE...YOU GET A MOTOR CYCLE.....SO SPORTS WATCHERS HAVE AN EDGE. WHOVER ADDS 10 TO THE ANSWER WINS A COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES...TY HAVE FUN

Just A Poem.
A restless soul....a forgotten name.....a broken smile through tears of shame. Come now it's time to go, so pack your bags and say goodbye...let go of the past and take it slow. Walk through life with your head held high...try to not let the others see you break down and cry. You let go of your fear and your doubt thinkin this might be the only way out. You keep walking....you keep pushing through in hopes that someday someone will finaly save you.

Nikki Wins Again She Has 1000 Dollars In The Bank
THIS ONE IS FOR 500 ITS WHOEVER GETS IT 1ST WINS CARDS IN A DECK INCLUDIN 2 JOKERS YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST..YOU CAN PICK ANY VIC GIFT IN YOUR WINNINGS BUDGET..JUST EMAIL ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST IF U HAVE BEEN DECLARED WINNER

We'll Never Know
How do we say goodbye ... when we didn't get to say hello? We want so bad to keep you ... how do we let you go? We have so many dreams, so much love we want to share There's nothing we can do ...why is life unfair? You're our perfect angel...We dreamed you long ago We never got to hold you but it breaks our hearts to let you go The pain and confusion We feel inside We can not explain...We can not describe God will rock you in your cradle and watch you as you sleep We will love you in our hearts ... it's all We get to keep you are blessed our child ... you're in heaven up above You'll never be alone...you have Mommy & Daddy's love Hush our little baby...you need not ever cry You were always wanted! We wish you didn't die You'll be our sunshine in the daylight and the brightest star at night Reach for God's hand and go to the light We would rather endure the pain of losing you right now Then the thought of you suffering thru life...we'll get thru somehow We were blesse

And The Winner Is
TashaBear~*~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS OF CT~*~@ CherryTAP I GUESSED G...BECAUSE GRANT WAS THE ANSWER TO WHO IS ON THE 50 DOLLAR BILL YOU CAN EMAIL ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..... YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST IM GLAD BLUEYES DIDNT WIN...I WASTHINKIN HE WAS A PSYCHIC..HE GUESSED LIKE 3 NUMBERS ALREADY NEXT CONTEST WILL BE A MATH PROBLEMS IN 3 MINUTES

The Sounds Of Night
passions revealed, desires sedated, never once believed, such plaesures awaited. romance claimed lost, desire now greed, no estatic long nights, just fullfilling a need. but with lingering glances, on satin skin, through the night we languished, in the erotica of skin. a candle lit dinner, alone to test our will, champaine on ice, inhibitions to chill. a fire in the hearth, our only light, yet hold back the urges, as passion fills the night. cressing you hair, a masage to please, your breathing grows soft, to a sensual tease. lips finally meet, so tender and hoping, tounges intertwined, searching not groping. finger tips trace, from your neck down your spine, awakening nerves the pleasure, devine. cloths whisper as they fall to the floor, bringing pleasure in the skin they show, no rush no hurry all night, to take it slow. a trail of kisses, the soft backs of knees, bodys aching yearning, eager to please. by the light of the f

For 500
HOW MANY FIFTHYS IN A THOUSAND BLUEEYES WON THE LAST ONE BLUEEYES HAS 2000 TASHA HAS 3000 YOU CAN USE THE MONEY DURING HH OR NOW..SEND ME YOUR SHOPPING LIST..U CAN SAVE YOUR MONEY TO SEE IF U WIN ANOTHER CONTEST...IF U WANT UR MONEY DURING HH..SEND AN EMAIL CAUSE THE SHOUT BOX WILL ERASE IT

Members Of ~dark Masters & Servants Society~
Here are members of the Society. Its your duty to seek them out as a member. All should add me to family as soon only family Members will be allowed access to Society bulletins, blogs and pictures. I will add members as my schedule permits. My dedicated slave and servant Gypsy~Freaks R Us Family Member~@ CherryTAP ~just becky *DM & SS Mages Family~@ CherryTAP Sir Critter & baby doll ~ Dark Masters & servants Society ~ D/s family@ CherryTAP freakymilf1967/magesmuse@ CherryTAP Mezmereyez*FREAKS~R~US FAMILY MEMBER*~Lord Mages 4th of 5~@ CherryTAP http://cherrytap.com/ladyraevyn Freak of the Irish *Freaks R Us Family Member* ~LORD MAGES FIFTH OF FIVE~@ CherryTAP moonshyne~Lord Mages Muse~ Dark Masters & Servants Society@ CherryTAP Dreamyeyed*** Freaks R Us Family Member***~LORD MAGES THIRD OF FIVE~@ CherryTAP Cin~Curse of The Howling Wolves of Lestats Dark Covenant Family~Mage's Muse~'s http://cherrytap.com/darkkitty http://cherrytap.com/user/774598

Just Cuz It's Awesome
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Too Early In The Morning
Too early in the morning to make much sense. My brain doesn't function well before noon. SOmewould say it doesn't function much after that either. :) Today WILL be a better day. I just have to focus on the positive things in my life. I have so much to be thankful for. A special friend lectured me a bit on that yesterday and she's right. I do need to focus on what is good. I'll write more later, but for now I gotta get a shower and head to a meeting. Oh, and Happy Birthday to that friend. :)

Dark Dreams
Darkness Strange feelings of sorrow Hands wet with life Hungry Craving for something Noises Ticking of a mind clock Anger, pain Satisfaction Longing for sanity Jealous Need to be out of the game Lights flashing red and blue Sirens screaming Freedom

Dark Thoughts
too many dark thoughts too many doubts the dark soil, so inviting a final peaceful sleep an end to my worries an end to my sheer mental pain an easy way out maybe?? do i need help or can i help myself? could anyone help me would anyone help me?

Another One Written By Poet
Selling The ink of the tat Peeks beneath the opened blouse The soft swell of the breast Demands attention Through perfect symmetry The ankle and calve Is highlighted By the 5 inch heels Each step is a grimace. The hair lightly teased with sparkles That have fallen and Embedded in a bit Too much make up Bright white teeth The best that money can buy The hint of the thong As she bends over to Deliver the drink. All this for the price Of a beer…. Poet 37 years ago

Sexy Man Contest - Thanks For Helpin' Out
starts today thru May 11. Most comments win! /cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=749026&i=1188072377">http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=749026&i=1188072377" target=_blank>/cherrytap.com/image.php?u=749026&i=1188072377&tn=1">http://cherrytap.com/image.php?u=749026&i=1188072377&tn=1" border=0>

Meh
i can't blog on my normal blog because my SQL is vommiting on me and i don't feel like cleaning it up and i have to blog. it's the only thing i know how to do lately. nate and i are broken up. "officially single" though i can't even get past the fact that we're really broken up. single. no nate. no fairytail. no forever. all down the shitter it went. why bother? i was so happy and content pre-letting someone into my life again. only to be broken hearted and disappointed. again. are you going to be something else i have to survive? apparently so.

The Day My Dad Fell In The Bottomless Pit!!
I was about 10 and we went to Florida for vacation. On the way back home driving through Kentucky we decided to stop at Mammoth cave. I went on the tour and got to the bottomless pit which was roped off and right after that came to this big open area which was a rest area. Well we looked around and dad was gone. You have to know how my mom was to understand the fit she started throwing. She started freaking out saying dad fell in the bottomless pit. We had all the people in the group staring at us and I tried to tell mom he probably just got bored and left and that if he fell in the pit he would have at least yelled. Well all of this went on for 5 minutes or so and I was finally so embarrassed that I told mom I was out of there to. All the way to the exit she was following me and yelling at me to stop and finally just before we got to the exit she said " If you don't stop I am telling your dad" and my response wae " You can't mom remember he fell in the bottomless pit" a

Stress Management
Just in case you've had a rough day, here's an eight-step stress management technique recommended in the latest psychological texts. The funny thing is that it really works. ---------------------------------------------------- 1. Picture yourself near a stream. 2. Birds are softly chirping in the cool mountain air. 3. No one but you knows your secret place. 4. You are in total seclusion from the hectic world. 5. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 6. The water is crystal clear. 7. You can easily make out the face of the person you're holding underwater. 8. See? You're smiling already.

Work
What The Fuck is wrong with state government anyway, I mean I come to work every damn day and never miss work and constantly take on more and more work that is not even mine, I do this without question or hesitation. So when our office decides to go to a 9 day schedule, they tell us we will probably be denied, the damn memo that went out said to encourage your employees to consider this, and then they turn around and tell you that you are going to probably be denied, the only thing that i can see that encouraging is me wanting to tell this place to go to HELL and to find someone else to dump shit on and then never remove when someone else can do it. I know this sounds like a rant and it probably is but i just had to get this off of my chest, if you have had any similiar WTF moments tell me about them. Later, VINNY

Landlords Suck And Moms Are Great...
ok ya'll here's the update... Spent alot of yesterday trying to get some help with the electric bill, but I was missing one thing, a copy of my lease, even tho I had rent receipts....ok, get one and come back tomorrow and we'll be glad to help with it...Oh, Thank God... Went to the landlords when he got home and asked for a copy,(yes, I did have one till the mice made a bed out of it),yeah, we'll get you a copy made....GREAT, looking even better... Didn't have it yet this morning so went to ask for it again, well, the landlord took it to work with him to make copy...DUH, DIPSHIT, NEEDED IT TODAY...Lanlords suck...couldn't get him at work, so back to square one, can't get help without lease and can't get lease....what the hell is a girl to do??? Put her pride aside and give Mom a call, and let her know your life is not all that good at the moment after all...*wipes away the mixed emotions tears*...I love my MOM, MOM's are great...even barely making it herself, she is paying

Mens Rules For The Ladies!!
We always hear "the rules" from the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. Time to let the men have some rules on us ladies. If it offends you don't read it and suck it up whiners!! 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us griping about you leaving it down. 2. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if we can find the perfect present yet again! 3. Sometimes we are not thinking about you. Live with it. 4. Sunday = sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 5. Don't cut your hair. Ever. Long hair is always more attractive than short hair. One of the big reasons guys fear getting married is that married women always cut their hair, and by then you're stuck with her. 6. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 7. Crying is blackmail. Additional Details 8. Ask for wh

Against All Odds!!
Against all odds ill be with you threw the rain or shine. light or darkness. Against all odds i will love you. threw the good or the badd. The passion or the pain... Against all odds my love for you will succed.. no other will steal me away from ur love.. Against all odds i will call you mine, but at the same time remind that you are not an item, you are not property, but you are a human being. And in my eyes you are the 1 who holds my heart close. the person i trust with my life and my love. Against all odds, the love we have is immortal... when you leave i have a memory of your face.

Gauges
i got to do my gauge suround the day before yesterday. not to sound cocky or anything but damn it turned out awsome. i masked off the sides of it and painted the part that gives the suages their shape stainless steal. it gives it that classic yet modern racer look. i nearly broke my arm patting myself on my back for such a good job. again i wish i had a working cam that wasn't junk so i can show it off. now i need to get the white face gauge paper and put that in to really set it off.

How Can I?
How can a minute without you, Feel like forever apart, How can a minute with you, Stop my heart, How can craving your touch, Drive me to my knees in pain, Then the moment my arms are around you, I know it will all be okay, How can I feel so lost when you’re away, Then look in your eyes and know where I belong, I was so lost and weak in this world without you, But you’ve given me reason and made me strong, How can I long for you, When you are here by my side, How can I never be close enough to you, When I am with you all my life, How can I ever say to you, All that I have inside, I’ll never be able to show you how much I love you, But Everyday I will try,

Tequilla And Salt
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.

And The Winner Is
SwEeTnSeXyMaMa@ CherryTAP FOR A TROPHY HOW MUCH IS 5+4+3+6+7+5+7+8++4+++9+3 ONLY THE 1ST ONE TO ANSWER WINS..AND ANY WORNG ANSWERS WINS AN IMMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES AND DONT FORGET TO GUESS A LETTER FROM A0Z FOR A CHERRY IN THE OTHER BLOG...AND TONIGHT AT A SECRET TIME WILL BE A CONTEST FOR A ROLEX

Nothin'g Good About Goodbye
I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this was over But then you called to say You forgot that broach of your mother's Every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I could swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this had ended But then you called again To tell me how you're gonna blow my best friend And every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There's nothing good about goodbye I can swear I saw you cry I always knew you'd wind up falling harder Falling harder Every story has two sides In the he-said-she-said fight Always knew you'd wind up falling Falling harder There's nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye Falling, falling out of you're falling a

And The Winner Isplus Last Contest
I COULDNE GET THE LINK BUT OFFICIAL BITCH CTM WON SHE GUESSED 7 CHOCOLATE WIN AN IMAGINARY COPY OF CT FOR DUMMIES FOR GUESSING TWICE..BLUEEYS ALSO GETS AN IMAGINARY COPY FOR GUESSIN A NUMBER THAT WAS ALREADY GUESSED AND FOR THE LAST CONTEST.. 34+7+5+8+2+1+9+6+7++++4+5+4+ WINNER GET ROMANTIC VACATIONFOR THEM AND 1 PERSON OF THIER CHOICE..I WILL TELL PERSON IN MESSAGE VACATE IS FROM YOU

Results
NO ONE WON THE TROPHY I JUST CHECKED 2 WRONG ANSWER THAT CONTEST IS CLOSED...BUT THEY DO GET TO BRAND NEW IMAGINARY COPIES OF CT FOR DUMMIES THE RIGHT ANSWER WAS 61.......PLZ DOUBLE CHECK IN CASE I DESERVE THE CT FOR DMUMMIES BOOK John D@ CherryTAP diamond gems@ CherryTAP

Sexiest Woman On Ct Contest
I have been placed into the Sexiest Woman on CT contest on one of the members profiles. I just found out that the contest opened and I went to see it and found out I have only one comment so far from one of my friends here. There are other women in the contest who have hundreds of comments already....WOW. If you are up to it would you go and comment bomb my picture. Here is the link to the shot. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=416903&albumid=328886&i=2332829760 Thanks!

I Am In The Movie" Eight Men Out"
Back in 1987 they filmed part of the movie "Eight men out" here because our Triple A baseball teams park was built in that era (around 1919). A friend of mine had been going every day and about 2 weeks into filming I had a day off so he asked if I wanted to go. We went and I got fitted in a suit from the time. We went into the park and sat down...within a few minutes the casting crew asked me if I wanted to be in a shot of the film. I said sure of course and they sat me down in the front area. They took a take and the director liked what he saw and had the wardrobe people come fix me up....they did the powder on my face and all that good stuff. We hung around the whole day and the casting crew kept asking me to come back so I decided to take a weeks vacation and spent the week at the filming. They set me up with a weeks worth of clothing and a few days into me being there they asked me if I wanted to try out for a speaking part and that it paid more than the 25.00 a day th

The Day I Met Michael Clarke Duncan
My mother was a bank branch manager here in Indianapolis until last year when she retired. Michael's mother had an account at her branch and I was there visiting her one day when this big limo pulled up and out stepped Michael and his mother. They came in and came to mom's office and she introduced me to his mother. I already knew who he was. Anyway we shook hands and man he has big hands lol...He is a big man period. We were sitting there talking and his mother asked him if he needed any money because I guess he hadn't made any movies lately..That was funny lol. I stayed about 10 minutes and chatted with him while his mom did her banking business. He gave me his autograph which was awesome. After I left they took pictures of him with all the bank employees and he took one with my mom and him...( I guess I should have hung around a little longer lol) He gave my mother is personal phone number in case his mother ever needed anything. I will try to get that photo th

Poetry
Love's Eulogy Time, the passing of words Whispers of silent breath Lips touch, sweet icy kisses Life, warmth, fading from flesh Senses numb, die As Death, my lover takes me She lifts me into awaiting arms Arms like dead wooden limbs Thorn bushes for hair Oh how her kisses cut me Softly she raises me into nights dark air Silent and calm the air stirs not against us Gone, I am lost in her eyes Empty, black eyes that tell a story Of the history of man and life lost I am drunk, drunk on the wine of her breath An ancient mixture of old musty frangrances Rotting wood and wilted rose petals There is sweet bliss, here In the unknown, uncaring, unconsicousness of my new world I feel myself floating now On the dark, narrow evening tide River she moans to us a joyous song Her Melancholy chorus of life drifting past The song rises strong withing me As my love lies me on the dark, black bow of her vessel Our vessel moves silently through the waters Vessel and Riv

Poetry
My love, my soul cries out for your touch Fill my lungs with your life giving breath Set my heart on fire with your souls inferno Make me feel passion, let me know your hunger Let me touch every inch of your body with my lips Pull me closer, into you, let our bodies become one Leave me drained, let me rest in your arms Let the world pass by, unnoticed, unseen Till the morning wakes us, in a blanket of warmth And I can gaze into your eyes, so mystic, so pure

~first Thought Of You!~
~First thought of you!~ The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Dance With Me...
Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic 'til I'm gathered safely in Lift me like an olive branch and be my homeward dove Dance me to the end of love Oh let me see your beauty when the witnesses are gone Let me feel you moving like they do in Babylon Show me slowly what I only know the limits of Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the wedding now, dance me on and on Dance me very tenderly and dance me very long We're both of us beneath our love, we're both of us above Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the children who are asking to be born Dance me through the curtains that our kisses have outworn Raise a tent of shelter now, though every thread is torn Dance me to your beauty with a burning violin Dance me through the panic till I'm gathered safely in Touch me with your naked hand or touch me with your glove Dance me to the end of love Dance me to the end of love...

I'm Not Ready To Make Nice!!!
Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could. They say time heals everything, But I'm still waiting I'm through, with doubt, There's nothing left for me to figure out, I've paid a price, and i'll keep paying I'm not ready to make nice, I'm not ready to back down, I'm still mad as hell And I don't have time To go round and round and round It's too late to make it right I probably wouldn't if I could Cause I'm mad as hell Can't bring myself to do what it is You think I should I know you said Why can't you just get over it, It turned my whole world around and i kind of like it I made by bed, and I sleep like a baby, With no regrets and I don't mind saying, It's a sad sad story That a mother will teach her daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger. And how in the world Can the words that I said Send somebody so over the edge That they'd write me a letter Saying that I better shut up and sing Or my life will be over I'm not ready to m

Monsterous
They say that animals are monsterous, But truely which is really worst them or us? Animals only kill to survive not out of pleasure, So truely do tell, how can a life be in a measure? Hunting is a survival and a pleasure for humans, Out of all the species on the this planet only one demands. Maybe we should step back and look at ourselves. If the roles were reversed, would we be placed on shelves? So once again is asked the question do a species to disappear for good? Think really hard and long, are we really the ones to say what isnt to be or be it should? Whom is really monsterous? them or is it really us?

Hospital
Well.... Update on me... The last 6 months i have been battling some medical problems... which have gotten worse at this point... I just found out today I am going to be going to Indiana University for some major surgery so If Im not around or intouch you know why ... Those of you who have my cell number i hope to hear from you ... Amie

Cheating Online?
Sam had met someone, and it was getting serious. It started out as a friendship, as many relationships do. But gradually Sam's feelings for Kat, a beautiful, smart and confident woman, had turned romantic. Hang on — there’s a catch. Sam and Kat met in the virtual world Second Life. And although they shared all kinds of intimacies in Second Life, the real people have never laid eyes on each other. That didn’t seem to matter to Sam. He fell pretty hard for his avatar sweetie. They bonded intellectually, emotionally, and yes, thanks to Second Life animations, even physically. Here’s where it gets complicated. Unlike his avatar, which is female, in real life, Sam is a man. A married man. And the person behind the blonde, curvaceous Kat? Married. And, quite possibly, a man, too. (As you might imagine, some people interviewed for this story did not want to reveal their full names. Some gave us their avatar names, while others went with pseudonyms.) Sam knew from the outs

I'm A Guy...
I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control but the dick rules male rules clause 69 and all the time I'm wondering all the time I'm wandering and I should have known I would have known if my brain had been in control...

To My Boo
There are no words. no way to show you how I feel That's like asking why is a flower so beautiful Why is the sky blue Why is the ocean wide? There are no answers, that's just the way life goes Every time I close my eyes I see your face and I wonder. When you close your eyes Do you think about me? Do you feel the way I do? My love for you has grown thru the days I have so much to say and no way to express it I'm a star with no light A day with no night If I don't have you in my life what would I do I'd walk halfway around the world For just one kiss from you As long as your love's there to lead me I won't lose my way Even through the darkest night I'll love you always and forever Just give me a chance and I'll prove it to the world Just how much I love you

Major Friends Cuts
My friends cut will be on sunday if you still have commented or anyway on anything i do and told me u wanted to stay on my list then ur pretty f***ed i'm not going to readd you or ur going to have to give me a real good reason to keep u after i make the cut.. i'm fet up of bring friends with people who don't even comment one lil bit on any of my pages i really honestly don't care about ratings i just came here to meet people honestly... u have till sunday to comment or send me a messege or a shout telling me u want to stay... P.S: everybody on my familys list automatically stays Raven

Angels Among Us
"Angels Among Us" Today a wonderful thing happened to me. Everything went well it would seem. An unusual occurrence for me. It was almost like a dream. I was unsure as to whether I should merely keep it inside or to the rest of the world it's happy praises scream. God sent me an angel. Of this I have no doubt. Perhaps I still have sum pull left or even a little clout. Whatever the case may be, with pure joy, I wanted to shout. Her name is heavenly and at this time anonomous shall remain. However, thoughts of her constantly, now, pervaid my brain. She brightens my tortured soul and her praises I'll proudly sing for I can't refrain. I can only pray for the day we shall meet again. I already miss her companionship, my heart has accepted and left her in. Her kisses are so sweet if she weren't an angel I'd swear it was a sin. I believe... By: Tim Kern (c) 2006

My Beloved Princess
My Beloved Princess My pain, slowly stripped away. Me, resurrected from my shallow and darkened grave. Heart is beating fiercely with new life. Starting to lose track of misery and strife. Pheonix, from ashes rising. I am open, no longer hiding. Wondering with vigour at what the future may hold. My destiny is not yet written, or so I've been told. A chance once again at the elusive thing called love. So sweet and perfect, like the whisper of the wings of a dove. My mere and mortal words can only begin to explain. My intellect, suddenly a pathetic stain. How do you describe a thing so precious and true? Stupid earthly words shall never afford or do. But yet I try in subtle and generous manner. Although it means not much more than ramblings or a stammer. But to this table my feelings I must truthfully bring. To her, all praises I do most certainly sing. For so long all I knew was darkness and pain. Now I see the sun shining again. What is going on here, can this possibly

Visions
I never have nightmares My daily visions and dreamz Those are your nightmares So vivid and scary But no one can understand Look into my eyes Tell me if you see my anguish My grief I live with these visions everyday and every night I don’t scream Instead I decide to live with these visions Bottling them up and hoping they don’t come true.

What Its All About ... This Touches My Spirit
Beautiful ... By Lifehouse Find Me Here Speak To Me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place where I find peace again. You are the strength, that keeps me walking. You are the hope, that keeps me trusting. You are the light to my soul. You are my purpose...you're everything. How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? You calm the storms, and you give me rest. You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall. You steal my heart, and you take my breath away. Would you take me in? Take me deeper now? How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this? Cause you're all I want, You're all I need You're everything,everything You're all I want your all I need You're everyth

7 Kinds Of Sex
> The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. > >The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. > >The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. > >The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". > >The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. > >The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. > >

The Repairman...1
The Repairman It was a warm summer evening in southern Texas,with the evening temps still into the mid 90’s and humidity was high. Dawn was a 20 year old junior at the local college. She was 5ft7 135 pounds with long dark hair and hazel eyes a small framed body that was nice and firm she as well had nice firm 36c breasts. Her apartment was on the top floor so she was lucky enough to have a balcony as well as having a great view of the pool. There was a constant flow of hot bodied men everyday in and out of the pool, it would make her mind wander and sometimes think in ways she’d never imangine so. Dawn was to major in business and was near the end of her semester, so she had been studying for her mid terms. On this particular evening it seemed a lot more warmer then usual in her apartment. She had gotten up from her desk that she was studying at and felt her vents. There wasn’t any cool air coming from them. As she checked her thermostat her a/c was still on but no cold air was comi

Just Wrote This
There's a fear inside me that you're taking away by simple words no others bother to say My hearts not as nervous but it still cries due to others actions and non stop lies Then I think of you and it makes me smile Just three little words have gone a mile I know I can be a bit of a pain, a little timid and a touch insane but you make me feel special and that I desire along with you my soul is on fire So I dedicate these words to you I love you my sweet, I really do

People Lie
I am way tired of people being fake and lying and ya know who you are.. its bull shit.. but whatever... You can live ur life and be miserable will all ur ugly fake ass friends.. kiss my ass.. other than that on a lighter note, I am chillin at bobbies having a great time fucking off.. LOL.. so watch for hawt ass pics later people.. I am sure there will be lots later people..

~she's A Butterfly~ By Martina Mcbride
This song is one thaat helped pull me thru the darkest times this past summer, She remembers when she first got her wings And how she opened up the day she learned to sing Then the colors came, erased the black and white And her whole world changed when she realized She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly Like the purest light in a darkened world So much hope inside such a lovely girl You should see her fly, it's almost magical It makes you wanna cry, she's so beautiful She's a butterfly, pretty as the crimson sky Nothing's ever gonna bring her down And everywhere she goes Everybody knows she's so glad to be alive She's a butterfly God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings touch the ground (God bless the butterfly) God bless the butterfly Give her the strength to fly Never let her wings

Spartakus And The Sun Beneath The Sea
"Ever since the time of the Great Cataclysm, the Arkadians have lived deep in the center of the earth. They believed they were the only survivors of this great devastation. Their civilization thrived under the power of their sun, the Tehra... until it began to fail. In desperation, the children of Arkadia broke the law and entered the forbidden Archives searching for a solution. What they discovered gave them hope. Anxiously, they used their special powers and created a messenger to the people above. They named her Arkana... Shine like a sun that lies beneath the sea Divine is the one we call Tehra Far from the world we knew so long ago Mine is the land Arkadia We pass on the stratas in our magic ship We're strong for our hearts now beat as one Matt and Rebecca believe Arkana Brave while the sun still burns Go follow Spartakus To the sun beneath the sea We're so near to the universe Which has long disappeared Rainbow dawn on Arkadia Shining sun beneath the se

Article On "daddy Doms" From Daddydomsbabygirls
Daddy Doms A babygirl's view by Kendra I mentioned the term Daddy Dom in a chat room the other day and was greeted by a resounding Yuk! It got me thinking about the misconceptions surrounding this aspect of D/s. I realize most think that it involves a father/daughter relationship. That isn't quite true, Daddy/little girl is a much different level. I do not know if I can explain what I mean so I will simply talk about what a Daddy Dom is to me. First I should say that in my relationship my Dom is not my father, he is nothing like my father, and I have no need for him to replace my father. He is however my Daddy. We do not engage in age play specifically ( beyond the occasional school girl fantasy *s*) and our relationship is not based on any need to have sex with children. I am always all woman, and always a very independent woman. He does have the ability to make me feel like a little girl, however, a very cherished and sometimes needy little girl.

Why Come On Ct If You Are Going To Be A Jerk
Hi all CT friends..there is something I just dont understand is why do some come on here just be a F***ing rude jerk? If you dont like a picture or profile move your little mouse and click out of it. There is no reason to give poor ratings unless you are the natural born rude hateful careless person that you are making everyone to believe you are by giving such marks. This is a family and friends space and we all come here to help eachother and be together as friends. So if your life is that bad keep it to your self and leave me alone here CT. I am not going to mention any names on here and I have blocked the person I am talking about

Dominant's Creed
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To

You Never Know
a few years ago i didn't think i would ever love again..i loved Jason more than anyone should love someone but it obviously wasn't meant to be...but he made the right choice and no one can fault him for that... i had various lovers in between times but none of them was "the one" then i met Ed (Master Tool on here)...sometimes things are rocky but for the most part they are good...what started out as a booty call has turned into so much more...but i feel like i am being unfair to him and this is why... i have fibromyaglia...there are 3 entries in here about it so if you don't know what that is read those...and i about to hit the end stage...i am losing use of my left leg and know that i will be in a wheelchair before too much longer and is that really fair to ask him to stay? he is young, virile, and healthy...i am old, sick, and broken....i know he loves me even though he never says the words...sometimes i ache to hear them but i don't expect to ever hear them...i am his slave a

Worry
WORRY Is there a magic cutoff period when offspring become accountable for their own actions? Is there a wonderful moment when parents can become detached spectators in the lives of their children and shrug, "It's their life," and feel nothing? When I was in my twenties, I stood in a hospital corridor waiting for doctors to put a few stitches in my son's head. I asked, "When do you stop worrying?" The nurse said, "When they get out of the accident stage." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my thirties, I sat on a little chair in a classroom and heard how one of my children talked incessantly, disrupted the class, and was headed for a career making license plates. As if to read my mind, a teacher said, "Don't worry, they all go through this stage and then you can sit back, relax and enjoy them." My mother just smiled faintly and said nothing. When I was in my forties, I spent a lifetime waiting for the

Dear Mom And Dad
I was scrambling tonight. My daughter called me and said she was coming to visit. I started straightening up, running the vacuum, throwing stuff out of sight, and something occurred to me - I was excited about my daughter coming to visit and maybe that's the way my mom and dad feel. So as soon as my daughter left I made things right and sent them an email. It didn't take long because I just copied and pasted one I got from my aunt, so 2 minutes and I'm back doing stuff I like. I hope I always have this appreciation of family.

Illusion
Caress me with your silver tongue The sins of the past are now undone Stroke me with your words of love The heart begins to dance Shower me with kindness The soul begins to wake Humor me I'll shower you with the sounds of laughter Awake me Apart from you tears will fall Nixy

When He Wont Sighn The Papers
honestly why dont men grow up and except when there women have had enough? I havent even slept in the same bed with him in 2 years.So why wont he let me go Ive had enough im ready to snap lord help him if i do that comment if you got some advice i just want to kill him right now

Long..
I long for... Your caress... Your fingers... Trickling down my neck... In my arms... Safe and warm... Lost in your eyes... Nothing but you feels real... There's an intensity... Beyond comprehension... Simple amazement... With every passing day... Love you... More... And more... Kitten is what... I came to say... I long for... Your caress... Ps..Even though saw you today...lol Kissssssssssssesssssssssssss (c)BBE...Ehhh 2006 All rights reserved