all my pain all my depression
all my aggression into me my legs, my wrists, my arms oh god why me just kill me oh god I’m asking you why me… why my unbend hearts JUST FUCKING TAKE AWAY MY LIFE OF MISERY what person deserves to live like this im not a person im worthless shit
All I ask is for some one to love me
is that to much to ask im crying on the inside
I CANNOT EVEN PRETEND ANYMORE!
I CANT FUCKIN FAKE A SMILE!
I CANT FUCKING FAKE IM OK!
people lie to me guys cheat on me…
IM SORRY I DONT NOW WHAT I DID BUT I APOLOGIZE!
for everything ive done everything I haven’t done everything I have yet to do. who can I talk to if I have no one? not even a FUCKEN PARENT… to say that “I’ll be okay”… or to give me a hug when I what to cry. A simple hello which would simply make my day. Just to hear someone say
‘I care, ill be there maybe’ just maybe… some where out here there someone who loves me? It seems like I cannot do any thing Wright, the only thing that I only now is to hurt myself. I only now to cut and carve what I feel or think. all I ever dream of was havening some one that cared for me is That too much to ask? How can I live in the world of hate and cheating and lies and broken promise and unbend hearts
