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Tequilla &salt
TEQUILA AND SALT This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that

Life
Its sunday, about 2:45 pm....and i just got home after going out friday night to cut loose with a few friends, a long tiring stressful week, and a few drinks, pool, and hockey seemed in order. We had a blast ( and i came to quickly see, not playing pool in many years had caught up to me, and lost miserably...but had fun and a smile doing so). The beer was cold, the leafs (my team) sucked as usual this year, and we all had some laughs. Not driving, and enjoying a few cold ones, i was at the mercy of my friend Dave who offered to give me a ride home in his new (well used, but new to him) Mazda RX-7. It was probably around 2am i guess when we left, the details are a bit foggy, all I wanted to do was get home and hear from my Cass. A few blocks from my house, going down Main St. A huge pick up truck ran a red and hit us on the driver's side, without warning, or hitting his breaks. Next thing i know, its mid day saturday, i'm in the hospital, and my head feels like 10,000 dwar

Life
Sometimes I just sit here and wonder about life. Why hasn't this happened, and so forth. But the main thing I should be thinking about is how I can move away from my past, and start my new life. And when I think about how I can improve my life, I start to feel a little better about myself. Are there others that think the same way?

I Miss You So Much
I miss you so much, the memories never let me forget the way it use to and the way it may never be again. I treasured the moments that we did have, and although we arent together and it has been so long since i have seen you both, in my heart you will always be. I miss so much. I can never let go of the things we use to do, I moved on now and i hope someday you will to. You both are so young and innocent what happened was not your fault. I will always love and i hope that you both feel the same. I miss you so much and i hope you miss me to. I may never hold you both again but in my dreams i hold you everyday. My heart breaks cause i never got to say goodbye. I never thought that the day you left here would be the last day i might ever see you. Don't think i ever forgot you. There isnt a day that goes that i dont cry because i cant see you. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont wish you were still here. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about

Settlin By Sugarland
Fifteen minutes left to throw me together For mister right now, not mister forever Don't know why I even try when I know how it ends Looking like another "maybe we could be friends" I've been leaving it up to fate It's my life so it's mine to make I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything, yeah With some good red wine and my brand new shoes Gonna dance a blue streak around my living room Take a chance on love and try how it feels With my heart wide open now you know I will Find what it means to be the girl Who changed her mind and changed her world I ain't settling for just getting by I've had enough so so for the rest of my life Tired of shooting too low, so raise the bar high Just enough ain't enough this time I ain't settling for anything less than everything I ain't settling for

... Having A Moment....
Ok... I really wonder wtf goes through my head sometimes. I have a serious case of OCD when it comes to cleaning and having things in place. I wanted to run the dishwasher earlier, but realized we had run out of detergent. A light turns on in my head and I decide I will improvise and put dish SOAP in the dishwasher... not really thinking about what it might do. Yeah.... apparently you should never do that... It looked like a damn foam party in my kitchen..... I should have invited people over to get wet-n-wild. Haha, jk.... but note to self... don't put dish soap in the dishwasher....

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

Daily Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 25,2007 Today is perfect for clearing out old trash or letting go of things you know you'll never use again. You don't have to fill up the free space right away, either -- enjoy the simplicity for a while! Make sure you post yours in the comment space love to know what you all's days are like ! Send much love!

Please Help Ms. Maine
PLEASE HELP BOMB HER SHE IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND IM SURE SHE WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK THANX !!!! Please bomb this picture, I need 40,000 comments to get the Happy Hour..Just click the picture and it will send you to the plase to bomb.....Thanks so much.... If you want sum FU~BUCKS or 11's..ASK HOW!

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close my Eyes By Eric Ethan When I close my eyes I dream of good thoughts and good feelings To fall asleep in clouds of heaven and feel the lips of passion and caring When I close my eyes I dream of you have a hot choc sundae with you eating that sundae and enjoy the whip cream and a lot of choc all over the ice cream When I close my eyes I dream of arms holding me tight and close together feel the warm breath down my neck Whispers in my ear great caring and kiss on the ear lopes to hear you feel sexy tonight in my ears When I dream of good thoughts I don’t have night mares and feel free to sleep I know I can sleep of good thing of passion in my heart and share those thoughts with you The End

Memories
They say that time heals all wounds, I guess they are right on that; But will it heal all by itself, I do not know. My heart & soul were yours, To twist & turn to make us whole; Then again it did not work, And life just poured down on me. I think back to when we met, And I cry so hard I need to forget; That what we had is no more, I want to die now instead of soar. Each night in my dreams, I feel your sweet embrace; The memory of our love, The tenderness on your face. Memories are all I have left, Of what there used to be; Because of wrong decisions there, Will never again be a you & me. My life will change, That much is true; But all it will be, Is a memory of you. Without your love, All I'll ever be; Is a lonely young woman, Looking for the real me.

I Am Really Digging This Song Right Now
MARIO LYRICS "Crying Out For Me" 1, 2, 3, 4 Yeah (uh huh) Polo the Don Listen girl Mario Let’s go Ladies It’s like you caught up in a maze You keep on going in circles girl you’re trying to find your way out But its time I put on my cape and Put that s on my chest Girl I wanna come and save you But I’m stuck in the middle of seeing you hurt I know when you love him And you wanna make it work And I can’t help but think that I known you first It’s getting louder Can’t ignore it no more I can hear your heart crying out for me (crying out for me) I can hear your heart crying out for me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (And it keeps on saying) Come on in, come on in come on in and save me (I can baby) I can hear your heart crying out for me Baby, I should’ve never caught no feelings But baby having late night conversion on your sofa You telling me how he played you out over and over, over and over But I’m stuck in the

If We...
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorro

I Type A Blog For Ladies Information >>
yet men read it hehe. thats so great; well they can know what a woman a has to go thru to get thru her post child bearing yrs. hehe. wow ! live, learn thanks guys . hugs Diana

Leaving
I am gonna b leaving Fubar for awhile. I will miss my friends. For those who I chat with on yahoo, I will still b around, well except for the next couple of weeks.........in and out. Hope to see u all soon Melissa

Need Comments Please!!!
I am in a a tattoo contest and I need the most comments to win. Currently I am in third place and need about 1500 more comments to make it to 1st place. Please help out and click on the following pic and leave as many comments as you can/would like to....THANK YOU!!!

Types Of Friends
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, gr

Im Back!! :p
Hey guys!! I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! I just got back home today and I have so many messages and comments and friends request to go through. So while I get caught up Im just gonna wish everyone a great week right here! :P xoxo -cotton

Havent Came Up With A Title. Yet Help Anyone?
His hands were rough, as if hewn from huge lumps of stone, but she could remember her surprise at the gentleness of his touch. The way her hands would disappear in his grasp. He made her feel safe, protected, he kept the world at bay. But now he was gone, three weeks ago, she felt exposed, she felt eyes upon her from every corner. She felt alone. Why hadn't she kept her mouth shut? Why didn't she know when to stop? It was such a little thing. A little insignificant thing. But she'd kept pushing, kept pressing. His hands were the first to be strangers. Her skin missed his touch. The words that used to sooth her, caress her, make everything alright, they soon dried up. It reached a stage where they would barely look at each other, both just as stubborn, the silence could go on for days. Why then was it a surprise when one day he just wasn't there? Her first thought was relief. Then came the guilt. The missed opportunities to make it all better.

Big Week!
Wow, what a huge week this is turning into! I had the opportunity to meet with talk-show host Glenn Beck this weekend in Ft.Wayne. He's a real stand-up guy, and although we don't entirely agree 100% of the time, it's still a better percentage than how often I agreed with any of my ex's. LOL I'm packing tonight for what seems like the hundredth time this year. Seems United likes to route some of their destinations as inconveniently as possible. I'm trying to go south to get to Charleston, WV. United has me going from Ft.Wayne NORTH to Chicago, then all the way east to DC, and finally back a bit west to hit Charleston. That'd be fine if I got paid by the hour! I'm hoping to get back home on Friday, but chances are I'll have a similar trip next week. It's worth coming home for 36 hours though just to see my son. He'll probably have a few new words in his vocabulary by the time I get home. It seems I travel more now than I did with WWE. At least I get to see the world (or

Shy
not at all macho pinch of bitter plotting a night 2 take you out to dinner roses candles gift of a gold or perfume played the scene in mind acted cool as i watch u on the phone w/ him "ok, ok i gotta go" i just "hmm" trying to be a friend benefit from my friendship take it a lil further may cause confuseship the tide is high i should b moving on played the scene in my mind acted cool u dont play by the rules on the radio heard about the show get paid on friday maybe we should go we can dress nice have drinks b4 show time but u'd never know not me playing macho it's that thing that i cant bring since yer plate and table is full of man things i dig u too much that's why and i end up being shy

For Those That Need A Hug!
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"downraters"
I really have to wonder why people bitch and moan about downraters...Seriously, you get the same amount of of points either way, and isn't that the point?? You want the points so you can be a cool godfather...so get over the 1's, 5's, and 9's, because they're the same amount of points as a 10. :) Have a great fuckin day peeps!!

Pat On The Back
First.. Sorry i am not rating ya'll i am actually doin homework. I wil take a mumm break later.. Maybe NE Way I down myself alot.. So here is a pat on the back i dont know anyone who has had as much on their plate as i do and have managed to do as well as i have In fact. People in similar situations that i know are flunking outta school/ have flunked outta school/ or given away their kids he he I know people with WAY less on their plate who do nothing but waste space So i dont get to go out and party, My kid is a total brat, And i cant go to my classes... BUT i am prolly in line to make A's in almost all my classes.. at the LEAST B's in them all if things get worse. I have money in the bank. Fridge with food, and a Really nice car.. Dont get me wrong I am prolly gonan bitch a bit later. But for the next 10 minutes at least. I am proud of who i am and of what i have accomplished well everything but the nice gut i got over the last 5 months.. but M

I Just Can't Do This Anymore
In reference to last night & the reason I can't do this anymore : Not directly mad at you just mad and upset with everyone it is like no one is listening anymore so what else can I say I tried 3 times last night to get Dave to listen , to understand and he didn't so why bother talking about anything if none of you want to hear me ; I could not eat the pizza just like I could not drink the OJ w/ vodka I gave to Dave , I wanted the cheezy bread for simple fact it was going to hurt me to eat anything else ( my mouth is raw and very sensitive due to the breathing treatments , steroids , and Levaquin ) and once again just like so many times he didn't listen so I blew up ... this sorta has to do with the food but not so much really , do you honestly think I would get that pissed over that and walk a mile b/c of it . I can't lie anymore , I can't be between you 2 anymore , I just can't be the ping pong ball you 2 are bouncing back n forth , I tried to help both of you and I can't , unti

The Other Woman
I want to say something, Something from the heart. Truth is, I just don't know.. I don't know where to start. I want your arms around me, I want forever your kiss. I want to feel your gift, Ah, yes, your gift I don't want to miss. Don't say you love me, Don't say you care. I can't take the words, It's just not fair. You belong to another, Another has your eye. If only, yes if only, If only it were I. An Original by Ms. Fay Osayo Rodrigues ~~Your Wildest Dream~~

Venting About Work
I have an ok job, the pay is decent for the area I live in, but the assistant coach is a B! Well I have let that go and just ignore her pretty much but someone I had befriended who i thought was a good friend seems to be trying to play sides between me and my co workers. I did not expect this out of her at all. It is hard for me to make a friend and when I do make one seems I trust them to much and end up getting hurt. So here comes my wall again! It wont stay up long, but long enough for me to deal! Her and I on Wed seem to have a disagreement about something and then all of a sudden i am the Bitch and I am the bad guy and everyone is starting to get upset with me and try to make my job hard on me. They only hear her side and dont ask me what is going on. She claims she is not saying anything to them, but just funny how all of a sudden everyone is giving me the cold shoulder and she is hanging out with them and on occasion talk to me. She claims she is not upset with

My Heart Ache's
My heart ache's for you It yearn's to feel you next to it It ache's because you're so far away My heart ache's because I LOVE YOU!! My heart beats for YOU and no one else, It's breaking because your not here Your not here to hold me, I hope you will be with me soon, MY LOVE!! My heart waits for yours to be beating next to it My heart will wait until the end of time for you. MY HEART ACHE'S FOR THE ONE I LOVE!!! i miss you baby, and hope to be with you soon. I LOVE YOU!!

I Feel Guilty
I dont understand, and prolly never will, the way we are today. I cannot grasp or even fathom the true meaning of our gestures, our comments...its all a game. And that bothers me. I just cant read people anymore, because the people of today arent morally sound. We dont believe in doing what's right. My definition of right and wrong, is apparently outdated. People laugh at my views and concerns. Like for example there is one problem that has been bothering me somewhat lately.....and I guess I needed to talk about it. I know im not the most beautiful woman in the world, or the most thin as most men like these women to appear today. Yes, ive got big boobs, yes ive got added weight. Yes sometimes I hate myself and the way I look, but no I wouldnt change my personality for anything. I love my weird sense of humor and love to be different than others. Its been hard for me to accept myself as someone who guys find attractive, for years I was told Im fat, and only would be approached f

Prayers Needed For Winter...
The more prayers.....the BETTER!!! I'm a little frustrated these days... As some of you know my daughter has cancer and we spent 9 days in the hospital and came home last Tuesday. One of the things they did to Winter while we were in there (in addition to surgery #13) was a bone marrow biopsy. Well the doc said that I should have had preliminary results back before Wed of last week.......I have gone through the entire holiday weekend with NO results. I may be over reacting a bit (and I am not claiming anything) but I am concerned!!! I did some research on MDS (caused by chemo/radiation) and I probably shouldn't have. After reading some of the signs and symptoms of the disease I worry because she has some of the same (symptoms). Some of the symptoms, the docs have no explaination for which is very frustrating! My hope is that all her symptoms are a mere conincidence. According to what I read, if she does have this type of MDS, not only is it difficult to treat but it can turn into l

Two Glasses Of Wine
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 glasses of wine.. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two glasses of wine from under the table and poured the entire

Every Woman Should Have
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD HAVE: One old love she can imagine going back to...and one who reminds her how far she has come. Enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own...even if she never wants to or needs to. Something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour. A youth she's content to leave behind. A past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age. The realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it. A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra. One friend who always makes her laugh…and one who lets her cry. A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family. Eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored. A resume that is not even slightest bit padded. A feeling of control over her destiny. EVERY WOMAN

Thought For The Day Sunday 11/25/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "A brightness falls upon me this night, filling me with hope. One road before me, but not alone do I walk. Destined to follow my path now that I have found it and it, has found me. My path, no easy task to navigate, but I know the steps I take. They lead me to a place where all things come to me, where they consume me in wonderous ways and I know that which, is bestowed upon me. Few are this blessed, and my thanks is undying for those gifts I have. To know what is in my heart, is grand by any measure. More than one deserves does it hold, yet I feel undeserving of it, but I will not relinquish it, ever. Deep in the darkness, two points of brilliant light show my path. They burn ravenously within me, their fire is blinding, and I am no longer alone. Never to be again." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision productions

Deff. Got A Hold On Me
ok listen up! i need help on this. (some of you know what i am talkin about) for those of you that do know (and care) i was ready to give up on everything. I've been hurt and left standing to pick up all the pieces way too many times and i was about to give up, when my path crossed with someone that gives me a reason to smile again. he can pick me up without saying a word (don't know if he even knows he can) he makes me smile when i can't seem to find a reason to. he is everything i have ever wanted and more. he walked into my life right when i needed someone the most. as right as this feels and as much as i don't EVER want this to end, that nagging feeling in my gut is starting to creep up. i want so bad to open up and let him in but i don't want to put myself out there to get hurt again......do i think he would hurt me? no. but the proof is right in front of my face! maybe i wanted to be that girl, the one you can call on when your life's going wrong. i don't know what i am supposed

Seriously...
alright so ive only been on here for a week..i joined bc my roommate said i should try it out. a lot of the people are cool as hell. but some people are putting all their shit out there and come on now.. its a lil ridiculous. there should be a lil more class and less skank with some of the people.. LEAVE A LIL MYSTERY!! thats sexy not some of the hoochie shit ive seen. alright im just trying to give a lil advice. whatever u put out is what u attract! haaha.

Torment
Torment unforgotten are a child screams of pain. Beaten without mercy; abused with no restaint. Onslaught with no reprisal, see the hate through this childs eyes. Unforgiven of his pain till you suffer his demise.Can't you see the hate you breed or the monster you create?Will you even say you're sorry when you see that it's too late? Torment unforgotten are a childs screams of pain. Beaten with no mercy till the tears fall like rain.

I Thought It Was Funny
This is long but definitely funny and worth reading. A pastor concluded that his church was getting into very serious financial troubles. While checking the church storeroom, he discovered several cartons of new bibles that had never been opened and distributed. So at his Sunday sermon, he asked for three volunteers from the congregation who would be willing to sell the bibles door-to-door for $10 each to raise the desperately needed money for the church. Jack, Paul and Louie all raised their hands to volunteer for the task. The minister knew that Jack and Paul earned their living as salesmen and were likely capable of selling some bibles. But he had serious doubts about Louie who was a local farmer, who had always kept to himself because he was embarrassed by his speech impediment. Poor Louis stuttered badly. But, NOT WANTING TO discourage Louis, the minister decided to let him try anyway. He sent the three of them away with the back seat of their cars st

Never
Never in my life... have I felt such pain. Never have I felt so betrayed. Never have I hated myself more. Never have I hated humanity with such a passion. Never have I hated emotions with such a fervor. I have a need to be numb. I don't want these feelings. I don't want to feel anything at all. Some will say I'm emo Some will say I'm just another depressed kid. Maybe so. But it's what I am. I am nothing but a mass of emotions that make no sense. I am nothing.

Mcdonalds Beef
__________________________________________________ McDonald's Beef I'm sure those of you who aren't in the cattle business don't understand the issues here. But to those of us who who's living depends on the cattle market, selling cattle, raising the best beef possible... this is frustrating. As far as my family, we don't eat at McDonald's much (Subway is our choice of fast food), but this will keep us from ever stopping there again, even for a drink. The original message is from the Texas Cattle Feeders Association. American cattle producers are very passionate about this. McDonald's claims that there is not enough beef in the USA to support their restaurants. Well, we know that is not so. Our opinion is they are looking to save money at our expense. The sad thing of it is that the people of the USA are the ones who made McDonald's successful in the first place, but we are not good enough to provide beef. We personally are no longer eating at McDonald's, which

The Poem~ This Makes Me Cry
INTERVIEW WITH GOD I dreamed I had an interview with God. “So you would like to interview me?” God asked. “If you have the time” I said. God smiled. “My time is eternity.” “What questions do you have in mind for me?” “What surprises you most about humankind?” God answered... “That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to be children again.” “That they lose their health to make money... and then lose their money to restore their health.” “That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such that they live in neither the present nor the future.” "That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never lived.” God’s hand took mine and we were silent for a while. And then I asked... “As a parent, what are some of life’s lessons you want your children to learn?” “To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let themselves be loved.” “To lea

Love Is ..
Mercy is Love being gracious. Eloquence is Love talking. Prophecy is Love foretelling. Faith is Love believing. Charity is Love acting. Sacrifice is Love offering itself. Patience is Love Waiting. Endurance is Love abiding. Hope is Love expecting. Peace is Love resting. Prayer is Love communing.

I Survived The After Thanksgiving Shopping Spree...
Good Morning… Did you survive this past weekend? I said two years ago I would never, ever do that Friday after Thanksgiving shopping thing again. Apparently I lied! I had to be out of my mind going down with the girls to the local frenzy I mean mall. Holey smoke were there a ton of people up and ready for physical punishment of the shopping kind. Let me give you an idea…At a local Kohl’s department store we were in there at 5:20am and in line… in line which meant you were either all the way down one side of the store and verging on having your back up against the wall leading to their storage room or on the other side and somewhat the same outcome…and this was at like 5:40am…my gosh were there a lot of people in that store let alone seeing a local “Best-Buy” store having about 150 people in line just to enter the store…what electronic devise were everyone after? I had no clue but knew I wanted no part of that… We returned home at 9:00am and looked to have saved 600-800 dollars.. I just

I Thought He Was Muh Friend...
Ok, get this. Me n this guy, have been talkin for years now. Like I've been meaning to get a hance to go and see him, but it's hard when you dont have your lisence, nor car, or one or the other ya kno? well he doesn't understand that. Sowhats he do he tells mes tired of waiting for me!What friends does that? I mean we went from like best of friends to him tellin me hes tired of waiting. What an ass! N now I feel bad because I stood him up, and I'm mad because why should he talk to me like that its not like he ever came up here either!! Huuh Sorry, it's meaningless.

Sweet!
i guess it really pays to be the baby of the fam when you can look at your mother and ask her for the nintendo DS simply because it's the triforce edition that comes with the phantom hourglass and she gets it for you. :) I don't even like hand held games but I wanted Triforce DS. To repay the favor to her I'll be heading to Coach and Dooney and Bourke. :) How was everyone else's holiday?

Friggin A Right
So i finally had my first single car accident this very morning... so much for staying up all night and trying to drive to and from base. I passed out at the wheel and took out a mail box and a gnome. But i am fine, went to the ER the doctor prescribed some sleeping meds etc.... long story short... from now on i will be turning off all phones and ims at 11.... my massive lack of sleep nearly made me hurt my kids (they were in the car, but slept through the whole thing) taking some time to sleep love sammie

No Internet
im at the library..ugh my internet got cut off...for how long i don't know but thisi s like the onlytime i'll prolly be on here..til then i don't know...whenever i get my net back on so yeah just lettin yall know why ya haven't seen me on...im alright..nothing bad happened lol laterzz xoxox

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
So, I am all excited about going home for the holiday... I get to my parent's house Weds night (after driving 3 hours in the wind and snow) only to see that mom is a little out of it... I didn't think anything of it, it was late and I know she was tired. Well, I get up Thursday morning and mom is in the kitchen having a cigarette. She looks really really out of it. She goes back to bed and dad gets up and he and I talk. He tells me that mom has been doing so good the last few weeks (and I can tell from her voice on the phone that she is better). WELL... she sleeps most of the day.. is very very unstable on her feet and is just plain out of it (no biggie... I made dinner for everyone). BUT come to find out... mom had an Rx filled Tues. Fiorinal (which is for tension headaches...she has been on them for years) for 30 of them. Well, by Thurs. evening there were 25 of them gone. Well... my mom is 5'2" and maybe 105 lbs soaking wet... so needless to say... 25 pain pills in 2 days is enough

Goods Friends Are Hard To Find.
You know I gt on this computer and just browse to see who all is on here. I have since I got my 1st. computer. You meet alot of different people on here. Some become friends. But there are only a few that become best of friends. And I have met a handful of people on here that consider my best friends. People that I can confide in and trust with anything. One person that comes to mind is the first person I ever talked in yahoo chat. Her name was melzi69. She was like a sister to me. She's from Australia. I haven't seen or talked to her for about 4 years now. And I still think of her when I go to yahoo. And then there is another person that I talk to and they will remain unnamed. This person is my best frien on here now. I have talked with this person about everything and they are wonderful. You know who you are. At least I hope. Lol. Thanks for the friendship. Peace Out.

"i Just Dunno Sometimes..."as Read On An Epitaph.
But really, who DOES? Tell ya this; Anyone who claims to know everything, Is either a liar..or not someone you'd want to know. We live in a shrinking mystery. Boggles the mind sometimes, Us glorified primates, Thinking we know so much. And, yet.. Life is a journey. We're all, in our lives, Something of the architect, of the cartographer. Digging through the past, and noting where we've been. Does your "map" say Here there be Dragons? I like to think mine does. Perhaps we're not as well-traveled as we believe. I find comfort in that we DON'T know everything. Then again, I rejoice in the mystery that is life. Do you?

Because...
I am happy because you're perfect I am happy because you're my dream I am happy because you're everything I will ever need I need you because you're special I need you because you complete me I need you because you fill my life and make make me the happiest I could ever be I love you because you're wonderful I love you because you're you I love you because your feelings for me are genuine and true I exist because you love me I exist because you care I exist because deep within my heart I know you will always be there

The Candle
The candle By Eric Ethan I strike a candle for you tonight to feel the aroma and smell through the room tonight When smell the aroma it makes you feel good and special inside after along hard day walk in the malls today. Time to relax and get on the couch and let me massage those feet as you feel my hands it puts you in another time in another land You fell asleep to Christmas music that made you feel good for a good long nap. I put a teddy bear next to you with a yellow rose to give the warmest hugs I get that fur blanket you always like and cover u up to get warm and feel good inside I kiss on the head to say sleep tight As I stoke up the fire and to keep warm I get a glass of wine I sat down and gazed at the fire to take a good nap The End

Little Johnny:good Xmas Story
little Johnny wqas sitting in the small office of the orphanage waiting to see if he was going to get adopted, so many times he had been checked and passed by his heart couldnt take it anymore , he was great kid, 10 years old would be 11 on Christmas day...the only problem was that all the parents were wanting were babies, they didnt want older kids for some reason...he fidgeted around and got up to pace when the door opened..and walked in Ms Holice the nicest peson in the whole orphanage, she really liked johnny becaue he always helped out in the orphanage taking care of the grounds and picking up after the younger kids. She walked in and sighed..."Im sorry Johnny, they took little abigail today" tears started to well up in his eyes as his heart sank, its-its ok Ms Holice....it always happens, i get passed for the little ones...he walked then ran to his room, and cried himself to sleep...he slept through dinner and breakfast that next morning...that afternoon he got up and took ashow

Gamers And Bullshitters
ok this is the way it is --People that know me knows i dont put up with games and bullshit so here goes i talk to people on my friens list every day BUTTTTTT theres some on there that has not said good morning hello or nothing since they were added -- so u know who u r --dont get me wronmg i have made some very good friends since i been on here but if ur one of the ones that has not spoke and u get deleted u know why Is it wrong or rude for me to delete some of these people ---------I am a really nice person untilllllll----but i will not put up with shit

Missing The One I Truely Love
"""""MISSING THE ONE I TRUELY LOVE""""""" It isn't easy being so in love with you and not be able to see you everyday, There are times when i'd give anything just to be able to gaze into your eyes. Or hold you in my arms, even for a few minutes. I always feel incomplete, like a part of me is missing, When were not together I know that, right now, this is how things have to be, But that doesn't mean make it any easy to bear, Everyday without you just reminds me of the joy, You added to my life, Joy that I'm missing alot. So don't forget that I love you, That I'm thinking about you, And that I 'am counting every minute until we're together again

Fall
The seasons last leaf, let goes and it falls Slowly descending, while the howling winds call 20 feet down, but feeling like more, 20 feet down, but 100 feet more The cold in the air, ending each breathe The beautiful leaf, losing whats left So close to warmth, but stuck in the air Reaching for help, but nothing is there It slowly withers, and its color fades, Loosing its fight and the life that its made Finally it hits with the force of a feather, But alas its too late, and cant be put back together...

Submission
Walking around my room I didn't see you standing outside watching me quietly, your eyes intent on the smooth curves, and soft skin of my breasts. All you want is my body and there is nothing that I can do to stop you. The closer you come to the house the more you want me and as you knock on the door it scares me as I pull on a tank top and answer it smiling. I notice a lustful look in your eyes as I greet you and without a word you turn me around putting your arm around my waist and close the door whispering how long you've wanted this; your hand slowly traveling to my breasts squeezing and caressing gently. This is what you have wanted for so long. My body in your hands squirming underneath you it was something you could now feel instead of just imagining. You knew now that as I stood there against you I was choosing between you and my own will. It was a choice that you knew I had to make. Someday I would decide whether to let someone else decide what I needed. You had been watchi

Man I Love Vs. Man Who Loves Me
Lets clarify som thing in my mumm. IThe man I love I have known for two yrs. We just started seeing each other recentlly. Things seem to be progressing really well. Ive met his parents and he has let all his "brothers" to stay away from me cause im his. The problem is we havent sat down and actually discussed if we are going to date seriouslly. Now the man who loves me is also very sweet. I know I could be happy with him, but I dont know that I could love hime just yet.hence the proble,

Handwriting
What Your Handwriting Says About You You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are somewhat outgoing, but you're not a natural extrovert. You think first before you act. You tend to be independent, rational, and logical. You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart. You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous. What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?

Quickie :p
You lay there on the soft sweet bed your legs parted gently as I kiss my way up your left thigh from your knee moving down slowly over your soft freshly shaven mound your slit glistening with wetness as my hot breathe found it teased it and passed over it. I kissed down your right thigh to your knee, and then with out warning I moved back up to your hot spot. Your legs parted more as my head moved closer and my breath hot on you made you shudder, as I tongue neared your slit, I was in awe at the beauty I bestowed to watch as my finger caressed your thighs and my tongue found your clit, wet, aching, ready for me to kiss and tease with my tongue as only I knew how. My tongue sank deep within your core and you moaned and writhed as my tongue took command of the situation and you gave up and let me have my way. My tongue moving hard over your sweet clit circling it licking every drop of your juices as you continued to grow wetter and wetter, as my tongue increased pressure and speed,

Snake Eyes Radio!
*sighs* I have stayed away. i have been quietly supportive. promoted , etc even without being there. I have stayed away from what i belive to be the best Lounge on fubar for 1 reason! KEVIN. I knew he had been through enough drama, bullshit , lies etc . And I didnt want to see a great loung get brought down by bullshit. I think SER is amazing the best music best Dj's etc . But the drama will never stop if you are educated, beautiful, wealthy or otherwise popular. Its sad that such a fun site is always twisted. I really evealuated my actions, I admit in the past i may have provoked some conflict myself. but, out of respect for everyone at SER i was just laying low. I genuinely cared for a few people associated and wanted to see the Lounge more successful. nI even linked there player to both my private web sites . However as I was begged the past 2 weeks to come back, Lucky asked me again today. i did and no sooner then i emoted him did Skitz eject me . I then recieved a email,

So Long!
Hey Folks Trixie Laroux here and I have decided to get the heck out of Dodge. Someone on here who on my friend list and even in my family decided that I am a liar; all because I had not been able to order their video. I fully intended to but as I am not working right now...well keeping a roof over my head and my animals taken care of is a little more important. I am not whining or complaining at all. Just very upset and near tears over someone who I have never even met face to face or talked to one the phone said to me. They were extremely hateful and I don't need that right now. I have made good friends on here and the people who really know me...know that I am as real as they come. Evidently some people are just extremely immature. I will send you the damn money for the video if it will make you happy!!!! SO LONG! Please repost because this jerk blocked me so he won't see it and I would like him to know how he hurt my feelings. I didn't deserve that at all. So I am leaving becau

Where Are Our Bombers?
HAS DROPPED NOW INTO THIRD PLACE WAS HOLDING SECOND GOOD BUT NOW HE IS BARELY HOLDING THIRD. GODDESS HAS BEEN IN THERE BOMBING THE LAST HOUR WITH NO ONE COMING IN AT ALL THAT ENTIRE HOUR. IF WE ARE GONNA HELP HIM WIN THIS THING AND WANT HIM TO HELP US WHEN WE ARE IN ONE WE ALL HAVE TO MAKE THE EFFORT TO GET IN THERE AND GIVE IT ALL WE GOT. 5 FAMILYS IN THE CONTEST LETS SHOW OUR STUFF OK. WE CAN DO THIS WILL BE HARD AND LONG BUT DAMN WE CAN DO IT I KNOW WE CAN SO GET IN THERE NOW AND GIVE IT UP FOR OUR FAMILY.

And What?
HAH! The deformed cock question nailed it. ->Psychowolf...: I bet one of them has a grossly deformed wang, though. With him you must go! And what f...: nvr seen star wars And what f...: lol but that wouldnt make a difference to me ->Psychowolf...: Ewoks. Star wars. Small furry things that live on endor, resembling a hairy 3 foot testicle. Ask the men to SHOW YOU their ewoks! And what f...: i dont date men who know what ur talking about. i sure dont ->Psychowolf...: What if they have an ewok fetish, and tell you that they wanna dress like an ewok, and want YOU to slap their ass with a lightsaber? And what f...: no ->Psychowolf...: Give you cock pics, they must. Examine their genitalia, you will And what f...: i havent slept with either man ->Psychowolf...: So, which ever one has a penis resembling an EWOK, you must go with. It has been Prophesied/ ->Psychowolf...: http:... from star wars. The things resembling hairy Sacks. Pwn they do. And what f

General Life Info
General things about me: Favorites: Color: Green Food: Italian, Japanese, Chinese, Mexican (no not all mixed) Movie: Anything with Adam Sandler in it Music: Hip hop, R&B, Rock, Alternative, Some Old Rock TV Show: Spongebob or anything Nickelodeon Sports To Watch: Football Sports To Play: Bowling, billiards ANYTHING ELSE, just ASK!

???
I'm not THAT wild!!! You Are a Wild Woman Sky diving on the first date? Why not? You're up for almost anything, and that's what guys love about you. You don't back down from challenges, and you love to challenge others. You're so wild it's a little scary, but that's usually a good thing! Are You a Daring Woman?

Kevin Dubrow (quiet Riot) Rip 11/25/07
Kevin DuBrow (October 29, 1955 – November 25, 2007) was an American rock vocalist, best known as the lead singer of the heavy metal band Quiet Riot. He was known to be the driving force behind Quiet Riot, and for his motormouth and cartoonish stage antics. On November 25, 2007,it was reported on The Vegas Eye website that Kevin DuBrow was found dead in his apartment that day. No further information was provided.Drummer Frankie Banali confirmed the death in an email to Spain's The Metal Circus.Benali wrote: "Please respect my privacy as I mourn the passing and honor the memory of my dearest friend Kevin DuBrow."

The Singer Of Quiet Riot Is Dead.
LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Kevin DuBrow, lead singer of the popular 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot, has been found dead from unknown causes at his home in Las Vegas, authorities said on Monday. DuBrow, 52, was found dead at about 5:20 p.m. on Sunday, a spokeswoman for the Clark County Coroner's Office said. She said an autopsy would be conducted to determine the cause of death. "I can't even find the words to say," Quiet Riot bandmate Frankie Banali said on his Web site. "Please respect my privacy as I mourn the passing and honor the memory of my dearest friend, Kevin DuBrow." Quiet Riot, which was founded in the mid-1970s, topped the Billboard charts in 1983 with the album "Metal Health," spurred on by the massive hit single "Cum on Feel the Noize." The band has since endured break-ups and personnel changes but released a new album in 2006 and continued to tour sporadically. You know, I met Kevin 3 times whenever Quiet Riot would tour around here and he was a gr

Bills
well it's come down to bare tacks and barbed words with me....everyone wants me to keep calm about my doctor bills cuz of my blood pressure and my heart and its that is what is causin it. Ever since i had the angioplasty ive gotten nothing but bills since august when i got out of the hoispital, iv e signed up for Secure care and all they did was help me fill out paperwork for the state t o sit there and refuse again becaue i make too much money from the government (SSA). thats why icant get state backing to pay the co payments of my doctor bills. my biggest i know isnt that big, but the two hundred and some odd amount is not what i have, after paying rent, food, phone, utilities,cable, my net, and other payments im only left with $20 in my account..as of right now i sent that to the billing dept of the cardiac study office...they paid 52 of the bill but now more is coming in...i just wanna die right now, depression is setting in, and am hating this year very much. This Christmas is g

My Photography
first i like to thank everyone for stopping by and rating/commenting on my photos,i do appreciate it. Its a great hobby and yes i took all of them, so please leave comments. And if there is one you really like just ask and ill give ya a copy of it thanks again

Its Christmas Day All Is Secure
ITS CHRISTMAS DAY ALL IS SECURE TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS HE LIVED ALL ALONE IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE I LOOKED ALL ABOUT A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE NO TINSEL NO PRESENTS NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS WITH MEDALS AND BADGES AWARDS OF ALL KINDS A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT IT WAS DARK AND DREARY I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING SILENT ALONE CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER NOT HOW I PICTURED A LONE BRITISH SOLDIER WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ CURLED UP ON A PONCHO THE FLOOR FOR A BED I REALISED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT

The Difference In Love And Sex
Well everybody knows that answer if they ever be in love ,and they really know that answer if they just want sex.Love you give yourself to each other in a way that is undescribable.Sex it is wow that was good,see u later and dont anwser the phone.Love you work at.SEx you just work whatever body parts wants to move.When you love someone you give that someone space,to grow.Sex you just take until the taking is no longer wanted.When you love,you have a burning desire to make that special person feel like no one else matters.Sex everybody matters.The art to making love is making your partner feel good inside. Having sex is making you feel good.When you make a commitment to each other and that commitment isnt broken that is love. When you make the same commitment and you go searching for that feeling,that urge it is breaking a solemn vow.We say we are in love,yet we lust.My honest opinion if you love someone so much,you never walk within the territories of just sex. And if it is just tha

Over It
So for a while now I've been thinking about my weight and everyone who knows me knows i hate my weight and for awhile i did live by it. I had a friend that used to always tell me I was fat or put me down for being bigger than her 115lb ass. I'll admit I used to be a chubby girl (still am) but I have never been fat or unhealthy and I realize that when I call myself fat, I don't really mean I am fat but that I'm not satisfied with my body. When I was with that friend (friends for 11 years) everything with her was about images and judging people based on their looks. She would get mad if any guy ever turned me down for my looks but yet it was always okay for her to do it. I was just always unhappy around her and eventually it became to where I was unhappy away from her. Well we've stopped being friends for other reasons, but I have to say I am so happy without her and I don't bitch about my weight as much as I used to. Being with her made me realize that not everything is about looks.

Blacked Hearted Angel
Black Hearted Angel Her eyes are a haunting blue, Yet Her heart is black as death. Her soul cares not of life Or Love. Her blacken heart has no remorse of what She says or does Upon your life or any other life she comes upon. Long flowing hair blacken as wings of death. Her body is sinful, but deadly than a cobra bite. Her black heart ways Makes Her no angel of mercy, But An angel of death that has come to claim your essence away From life and reality. © 2007 Firestar

Assholes... Haruph Part 2
Videos: 0 items Pics: 511 items Trackz: 20 items News: 0 items Jokes: 119 items Surveys: 0 items Dunno: 1 items Shows: 0 items it's been updated... thanks to fubars tiny ass pics in their photobucket upload feature, i loaded som "naughtier" artwork... and before i could go thru and change the shit, some fuckers marked it NSFW.. figures... bunch of dirty cunts, i swear.. if i get another, this account will be banned.. fuck it.. if i get banned for liking women and art, so be it.. i will NOT be making another account on fubar.. if i wanna be censored, i'd go to romperroom.com... or myspace... just as fucking bad.. i deleted over 200 stash entries... if you come across a questionable one, let me know.. i'm not a fucktard like so many ppl here... i will delete it myself from the stash... what i don't get.. anything with a female figure is marked, but if you post a hard man with a cock, it's fine, right? wtf? fucking cunts... i swear...

Quiet Riot Lead Singer Kevin Dubrow Dead At 52
Quiet Riot Lead Singer Kevin Dubrow Dies 40 minutes ago LAS VEGAS (AP) — Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot that scored a hit with "Cum on Feel the Noize," was found dead in a Las Vegas home. He was 52. The cause was not immediately known. A neighbor summoned police and paramedics Sunday to the house where he was pronounced dead, police and coroner's officials said. There was no forced entry, and no suspicious circumstances were reported, police Officer Jose Montoya said Monday. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" — which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded his first solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006. "I can't even find words to say," Quiet Riot drummer Frank Banali wrote on

Quiet Riot Lead Singer Kevin Dubrow Dies
LAS VEGAS (AP) - Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot that scored a hit with "Cum on Feel the Noize," was found dead in a Las Vegas home. He was 52. The cause was not immediately known. A neighbor summoned police and paramedics Sunday to the house where he was pronounced dead, police and coroner's officials said. There was no forced entry, and no suspicious circumstances were reported, police Officer Jose Montoya said Monday. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" - which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded his first solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006. "I can't even find words to say," Quiet Riot drummer Frank Banali wrote on his Web site. "Please respect my privacy as I mourn the passi

Thats All What She Need
TheDarkQueen õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. NEED YOUR HELP *************************************** SHE NEED 526,422 POINTS TO GODMOTHER WITH ALL YOUR HELP I'M SURE SHE CAN MAKE IT VERY SOON.PLEASE GO RATE,FAN AND ADD HER,ALSO SHOW HER PIX AND STASH SOME LOVE... TheDarkQueen ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.132,353 Points to go! Only 132,353 Points to go! YOU KNOW WE CAN DO IT:P:P:P THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT AND FABULOUS EVENING AND WONDERFUL UPCOMING WEEK! HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

Um...yeah....about That...
the white rabbit took habbit...with the needle and spoon... white rabbit took habbit of shooting for the moon... but what white rabbit, hadn't counted on was McGruff the dog taking a bite out of his sorry ass...and THEN where was his dealer to back his fat ass up?!?! NO WHERE! HA....what good does it do his happy ass now? stupid junkie. and i get the gold star for today, for the immense overuse of the word "ass" so....to add to it: ass ass assssssss ass ass head ass hole asshatt asscow...asscow? oooh, mayhap i need to go back to bed ;) 2 Comments - 0 Kudos -

David
David His flamboyant ways that echo of something more Than Just love waiting for you. His fire blazing ways that make you melt like ice with just one single glance from him. Dashing eyes that welcome home each time your look Into His sea grass eyes that Stirs A raging fire within your heart and soul Like No other can. A name of which was bless upon him Is sweeter Than Wine Where our lips of desire Have long thirst for. David…. A name echoes like angels calling out to you too come into his arms of Forever Love. His aroma is one that you will never forget. Like a champion, He comes dashing into you life, But Forever staying as long as you need him near you. David, Oh how sweet thy name is to say upon my lips. David… How can someone ever not falling in love with you. With eyes that see forever. A heart that is deep and true. His soul Only holds honor and truth For all those he embraces with his heart and soul. David… You are the dark angel of

Vaginas
So as all of you who know me... Know I let things build up till I pretty much explode. Well every since the fight I got into a few weeks ago I have been pretty good at telling people how I feel but there have been a few "men" that I have been wanting to explode apon. Either for me, my sister, or some other of my unfortunate friends who have been victimized by these fucktards for lack of a better word! I call then VAGINAS:meaning they act like females, they whine they cry, they sniffle at almost anything. makes me want to vomit! ie..."Why dont you like me?", "Am I not good enough?", "What did I do wrong?"... Now there is nothing wrong with these questions.. IF YOU ACTUALLY HAVE A VAGINA!!!! I just want to punch some of you sissy's in the uterus, which i am almost positive some of you have! Now some of my friends say Im being harsh but honestly what happened to the old school style of men.. The ones that were shoulders to cry on.. The ones who protected... By God, all we have now are a b

From The "venutian To Martian" Dictionary
From the VENUTIAN to MARTIAN Dictionary 1. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut the fuck up! 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long a

Two As One
The Master The one that holds her heart in His strong hands. Engulfing her in His kiss, He takes the life of her soul with every breath He breathes in. The keeper of her strength and her weakness, He allows her the satisfaction of having both in His presence. He is the player of her keys, knows what her desires are and bends them at will as He sees fit. He is the essence of what a true man should hold, what most men need and never find. He does not control her out of a power trip He is seeking, but as a real understanding of what she holds inside of her. He is the Master of what He controls. Is good at what He does, and perfects it with every minute that passes. Not a title for Him, but the essence of what Makes Him who He is. The pet A lowly heart. A hopeless romantic in need for someone to find the answers that she seeks . She serves with the knowledge that what she gives is not necessary, but a gift. A desire that she no longer has to fight. A flame that burns deep wit

To A Friend
Ever since we met, I've considered you a friend. Even when you didn't know meall that well, you were kind to me, showed me hospitality. You were always able to make me smile, laugh and frolic around. Those were some of the best. As the weight of time grew on each of our shoulders, so did our relationship. Every day I would awaken, hoping to see you at some point through the day. When I did see you, my heart filled with joy. With a warm greeting and a hug, my day became better by a minimum of twenty-fold. You've earned my complete and utter respect and love. I... I just don't know how to express it safely... I mean... without making you feel odd and uncomfortable. I know you just went through a hard period, and I just want to help you out. But by doing that, I feel I make you... somehow offended or something. I can tell people I care... but showing it is a different matter... I do love you, with all my heart, and I want to take you pain away... I don't know... maybe I am just

New Thanksgiving Pics
Hey all i posted NEW Thanksgiving pics of myself so please stop by and show me some love and rate and comment on them if You would please!!! All Your love is appreciated and will be returned!!!

What Is Certain
WHAT IS CERTAIN YOU COULD BE, BLACK OR WHITE, YELLOW OR BROWN IT TAKES THE A RAINBOW OF PEOPLE TO MAKE THE WORLD GO ROUND. THE BEST THING TO ALWAYS KEEP IN MIND, WHEN YOU LOOK AT SOMEONE, BE COLOR BLIND. TAKE THE KEYS TO YOUR HEART AN OPEN UP THE GATE ANGER IS NOT THE ANSWER, ONLY LOVE CONQUERS HATE. SHOW RESPECT TO PEOPLE WHO, HAVE FAITHS DIFFERENT THEN YOU. ALWAYS REMEMBER, SOMEONE HAS THE RIGHT TO THEIR POLITICAL POINT OF VIEW. WHEN, YOU'RE OUT FOR A WALK, DO YOU KEEP YOUR EYES FOCUSED UPON YOUR FEET? TOO BUSY TO BE DISTRACTED BY THE HOMELESS THAT YOU MEET! DON'T CALL YOURSELF RIGHTEOUS YOU MIGHT BE CALLED A LIAR. THE PATH YOU LEAD MIGHT LEAD TO BRIMSTONE AND FIRE. I DON'T KNOW A LOT OF THINGS FOR CERTAIN BUT, THIS I BELIEVE IS TRUE. WHAT SO EVER YOU DO FOR THE LEAST OF YOUR FELLOW MAN, GOD DOES UNTO YOU. CHRIS

The Unicorn
A unicorn on hilltop high points his noble crown to the sky; there he stands all alone; his thought and intentions all unknown. Passers by stop to stare but the unicorn doesn't seem to care. Day turns to night and night back to day but the unicorn doesn't go away; he just stands there ignoring the passers by with a tear in his eye. A young child approches the unicorn and asks "dear unicorn why do you stand here all alone in day and night not going home and poor unicorn what is the reason that you cry"?The unicorn then turns and replies "I asked God if he loves me yesterday.I have patiently waited not going away but, still I have gotten no reply and that is the reason that I cry".The child then places her hand on the unicorns head; smiles and says "dear unicorn I have loved you since before the day you were born; I was there with you through that terrible storm; I have always been there for you and always will be; I am always there though you can't see, so, dear unicorn dry your eyes an

Christmas Blues
Here I sit for the first time in along time.. I am not living with my mom, I am not married. Just me and my kids and I am sad. My birthday is coming up and I wonder will it be ahappy one. I will be turing the big 40. Will I have my wish this year...TO have the one I love with me on this day. TO be treated like a Queen for once? I do not know. I am so tired of meeting the crazy sex wanting men on here and everywhere else. It's times like theses I miss my dad. Yeah mom I miss dad so very VERY much! Dad would put his arms around me and tlak to me. Now I don't have my dad and I am outthere looking at these men and not finding any to measure up. My dad was unique and my mom got him. There are no more like him! With men today you have your mom's boys who never grew up, the take charge ass wipes, the whimps and the ones who think that they are God's gift ot women and the others who like to control control and then you have the ones who like to change everyoen to fit their m

Key
No matter how near, Or how far apart, Just remember, You’re first in my heart. Weather surrounded, By many of few, Believe me. I’m thinking of you. Just what? I can’t say. That made me fall for you, In such a big way. It’s you and you only. That’s why don’t you see? I’m falling for you. Hold my heart you’re my key. this poem is copyright by me. so dont try to steal it =) ~Tina~

Lets Make Some New Godfathers
Lets make some new GodMothers and GodFathers.Show them all lotsa love.Lotsa pictures and stash too rate. Help them level up too GodFathers. Sultry needs 98,000 *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Drew needs 112,000 " Archangel "the "Brat Prince"@ fubar Rachelicious needs 112,000 Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! *Demon House Diva & Member of L.O.L levelers*@ fubar

Good Bad Im The Guy With The Gun
good bad im the guy with the gun Current mood: awake Category: Life What makes a hero is never on the out side its not there strength or there power there looks or the money or what ever that maybey physical its heart im writing a comic im sure most of you already know or at least my friends with a brother of mine and it gets me thinking as im drawing when does a demon become and angel when does the darkness shine way to the light when do people stop looking on the out side and start feeling on the inside what cause the person to rise from the fire and brimstone to become a soldier of mercy what alows tyhe groth of a seed to become a mighty tree and when do we look through the webs we have put up infornt of us that hold us back let go what can it hurt let go and open your self up and look inside maybey youll see that demon that has been hauntingyou all this time is really an angel and maybey it will allow you your self to become a hero anyways thats my thought i know i havent wr

Heads You Live Tales You Die
heads you live tales you die Current mood: amused Category: Goals, Plans, Hopes heads you win tales you die the coin gets tossed in the air and so life begins a moment of clarity passes through and things become clearer in that moment things you should have done thing you wish you could still do a feeling of what came down to this moment a flash of you will waiting for that coin to drop and the out come to be revieled but before you look have you done it all do you have regret in your heart can you pass on with a clear consious it lands your destiny has been laid out and to late to change corse its heads and you walk away another day but if it hadnt then what ?

Dont Know About Heaven But I Made My Peace With
dont know about heaven but i made my peace with hell Current mood: drained Category: Life first i would like to give credit to the header from lars fredrickson from lars fredrickson and the bastards also from rancid but it was in a song of his off his new album vikings good cd i might add anyways the point is shit can bring people down make it hard to pic ones self off the ground especialy when your the one putting your self on the ground in the first place allowing your self to stagger and fall but once your down you see things diffrently it gets you as close to hell as you can go and as for me well like the song says i have made my peice with hell heaven has been out of sight for so long but only because i put it there i seperated my self from god and placed my self as far as i could from times sure maybey i have some good emotions and intentions but for the most part i kick them to the curb like for a stranger or someone i just dont know so yeah my friends get to se

Thanks To You All!
JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS THAT HELPED ME IN MY CONTEST YALL KNOW WHO YALL ARE. THANKS TO YALL I CAME IN 3RD PLACE AND WON A BLAST! MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL...AND THE ONES THAT HAVENT GOT A SALUTE FROM ME YET I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YA!THANKS AGAIN!!!

Living Within..
-When you live within in the depths you feel very calm and peaceful. There is a stillness, even when you are moving. -When you live in the depths you are very much in tune with what's around you. -When you live in the depths there is a feeling of softness, and at its best a feeling of sweetness, even of an inner bliss. We experience the inner joy and delight of existence. This is the key experience! -When you live within in the depths you have a heightened sensitively to the feelings, thoughts, and actions of those around you. You perceive them in a far more positive and empathetic light. -When you are stationed within there is a kind of patience that envelops you. That patience and equality gives you the steadiness that helps life point you in the right direction, so you know what are to the right actions to take, enabling you to do your very best, with perfect outcomes. -When you live in the depths there is an awareness of more of what's going on around you; more awar

Weight Loss
hey yall..i am so excited cause i am seeing results on my diet!!! i have lost 3 pounds already since the weekend..go me!! keep ur fingers crossed for me..my goal is fifty pounds (47 more to go)! then i'll post pics of the new and improved me!! much love to all!

Sumthing I Find Funny Lol
Make sure your wipe your lips ... there is still a tiny bit of Bullshit left around your lips... LOL.. Found this and wanted to share this as we all encounter people like this all the time LOL

Last Goodbyes
so i went and said my last goodbyes to some of the best friends you could ask for. my boys are gonna be gone for 15 long months..who am i gonna go out with and buy me drinks? whos gonna pick me up and throw me in the hotel pools? whos gonna cuddle with me in the twin size bed in the barracks lol? im gonna miss the hell out of them but i konw we'll write and ill send um care packages and they'll bring me home lots of stuff lol. well just wanted to get that out of the way. I LOVE MY SOLIDERS

Someday!
Someday you'll gonna realize One day you'll see through my eyes But then i won't even be there I'll be happy somewhere Even if i can't I know You dont really see my worth You think your the last guy on earth Well i've got news for you I know i'm not that strong But it won't take long Won't take long Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i want you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day i'll forget about you You'll see, i won't even miss you Someday, someday But now I know you can't tell I'm down,and i'm not down anyway But one day these tears They will all run dry I won't have to cry Sweet goodbye Coz someday, someone's gonna love me The way, i want you to need me Someday, someone's gonna take your place One day i'll forget about you You'll see, i won't even miss you Someday, someday

Pissy
maybe its just my computer acting up..but i'm not able to click on a lot of things. like on this site, i cant view anyone else profile, hell not even my own. I've noticed it on a few other sites as well. Pisses me the fuck off. Buuut i should be sleeping since i have a doctors check up appointment at like 8 tomorrow..

Hey Every One
Thaknyou so much for helping me get my 25,000 comments in the give away. If u helped me u know who u are. I appreciate all of the time spent on my page. Even though im not in the misfit angels any more I am thankful that the founder, ladymoose put me in the giveaway and for the rest of the families help. I also want to thank metal ron for haveing the give away. If u happen to know him he just had surgery and please keep him in ur prayers for a fast recover. Thanks to all and have a gr8 week!!!!!!!!!

Montana
Palisades left in memory, Snow-capped mounts where crystals glisten... 'Tis your cry to which I'm drawn, To this sweet melody I must listen. Pitted granite channeled deep, Ageless flows winding through... Your toils inspire reflection As to why I ever left you. Mammoth towers Heaven bound, Leaves the shade of envy, Swaying gently to your breath, You will alwys exist within me... In my heart where beauty's stowed, And mind where visions linger... Upon my breath whose words I borrow, Until I am beckoned by Death's cold finger.

Cna Yuo Raed Tihs
Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey l teter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it

Men
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. Men are like.... 1. Men are like ...Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like .....Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commerci als ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like .....Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like ....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like . Popcorn

No Title Fits But A Must See
in a bulletin i found a you tube video on the bulletin it said serious note everyone needs to see this i watch it though my tears it was "remember me", i am it bought tears to my eyes i need to support those for reminds me when my dad went on long cruises for months not for his enjoyment but the Navy now you know what i am talking about my dad would be gone months 'n months so long that i began to forget what he looked like even in his uniform i would be scare the day he returned i thought i had done something wrong that he would be away so long i held his picture in my hand so i could pick him out of the crowd so many are so happy to greet but i was scare of what punishing i received for him being gone less i be good he not return when i see him i would forget the punishing, the picture, my mom run i would to greet him hoping he remembers me he would scoop me up in his arms as we joined in one big grip of three i never see mom cry except t

Knickerless
Knickerless Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"

Randomness
In a fit of anger and hate Swingin at invisible enemies What are these thoughts and why do I have these Staring thru years of tears My haze of rage There are no remedies for my disease No cure or reprieve From the pain or cover from the storm The deathwish I have The tragedy of being born Grudges being sworn A heart that’s torn Blood on my hands like gripping thorns Demons and devils with horns Internets with porns Honor that never existed Words that are twisted Faces presented to me that lie Tears you make cry Why oh why do I try When it's revenge I want to endulge Thoughts and words I dont want to divulge Peace that’s broken up like cracks in the floor War is what’s in store For those who try to hurt and destroy For those who plot and scheme I bust up plans and monkey wrench things Im the monster under your bed you fear When you think im gone and don’t believe Im right here to steal your breath before you breathe Ill walk thru the door before you l

Personal Thoughts (page 1)
Personal Thoughts. When I was a kid I had a great fascination for Sea Monkies. Turns out their, Brine Shrimp. So I had a fascination with shrimp. Playing “God” is something humans tend to do from time to time. Creating or altering life in many ways we seek to create. Perhaps this desire to create stems from our desire to better understand our own creation and how we as The Human Race came into existence. There are of course many theories on how “We” came into existence. From Evolutionary Theory to Religious beliefs, literature has abounded for centuries as to just “how” we indeed came to walk this planet we so lovingly call Earth. In my personal quest for knowledge I can say I’ve not only experienced but participated in many events that have changed and formed my beliefs as to this riddle of the ages, and not only do I hold fast to these beliefs but challenge them daily. If we limit ourselves to a straight and narrow path we miss out on everything outs

Done Wit It
Pretty sure life is crazy... everyone always told me that life wouldnt b easy but not a dam person ever told me that it was goin to b this hard... a warning woulda been nice... i shoulda just stayed in bed today, cant deal with this shit... all tha signs were slappin me in tha dam face and i still believed it...fuckin dumb

Daddys Poem
Daddy's Poem Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, Her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, And she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, That she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, If she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; She knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates Of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, For her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, She tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school Eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees A dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, For everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, Anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called A student from the class. To introduce their daddy, As seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, Every child turned to stare. Each of them was

To My Friends.... Goodbye For Now
In a few days I will be going away for awhile, I don't really know where I'll be going or if I'll even have the internet when I get there. I'm not going to go into details right now although a few of you already know the situation. I guess I'm writting this so I can say goodbye and let people know what's going on incase I don't get another chance. I truely hope that this will be a temporary situation and that I'll be able to get back to my normal life again soon but for now it doesn't look so good and unfortunetly I do not know what will happen. So to my friends goodbye for now and I hope I can be back again soon. ~Nickki

What Is That Lassie, The Yellowstone Caldera Is Going To Erupt?
Good Morning. I have this sneaky suspicion that we Americans are not always the butt of some jokes. Take for instance this pore fellow in Britain. In November, Britain's new weather-themed Cool Cash lottery game was canceled after one day because too many players failed to understand the rules. Each card had a visible temperature and a temperature to be scratched off, and the purchaser would win if the scratched-off temperature was "lower" than the visible one. Officials said they had received "dozens" of complaints from players who could not understand why, for example, minus-5 is not a lower temperature than minus-6. [Manchester Evening News, 11-3-07] Recurring Themes Once again, someone found a suspected live explosive on his property, put it in his car, and took it to the local police station (this time, a hand grenade, in Devon, England, in November). (For the record, emergency personnel would rather be told about an explosive than have it brought into their building.) [Agence Fr

Speeding Marine
One day a police officer clocked a car driven by a marine at over 90 miles per hour. The marine, one of our older military veterans of three wars, immediately pulled over once he saw the blinking lights of the black and white Dudley Do-right on his bumper. Marine: Hi officer. Did I do anything wrong? Officer: Sir I clocked you at 90 miles per hour. May I see your license please? Marine: Naw that aint possible. I lost my license when I was charged with the DUI about 4 years back. Officer: I see. The can I see your registration? Marine: No that won’t be possible either. See this is a stolen car. Officer: stolen car? Marine. Yep. The guy i stole it from is in the trunk. Officer: he's in the trunk? Marine: yep. Bopped him on the head, cut him up into a hundred pieces, put em in plastic bags and popped him right into the trunk. You want to see him? Officer: no. You just stay in the car. The officer goes back to his car. Five minutes later, five po

My Niece Update
My mother just called. We really won't know anything for 10 days but things are looking up. She is still on life support. Her older sister Mac thought she was dead and was drawing pictures of her that way.She is four. The nurses decided to show her that her sister Maddie was not dead. When Mac tooked Maddie's hand,she squeezed back a little. So we have had a response from her. Please keep Maddie in your thoughts and I will update when I know more. Thank you to all my FRIENDS, Tonya

Job Interview Today
Well I got a Job Interview at the YMCA working with 6 months and up kids, and the way it sounds from talking to they lady i might get the job. Its only parttime but atleast its sumthing. ill know today what i start and ill also be doing kids bday partys too so that should be fun so i cant wait. wish me luck!! :)

Overcome And Adapt
I just want to say something about the curve ball life likes to throw sometimes. You may be delt a card that you didnt plan on and it just might put a stick in the spokes of your bicycle of life. I want to say something about my own life that I hope will inspire you when you are delt an undesireable card. I play the bass guitar with a paralyzed left hand. A stretched brachial plexus nerve from a severe car accident caused my fingers on my left hand to be paralyzed. I played bass guitar for 13 years at the time of my accident and just ordered my first 6 string bass online which came in while I was still in intensive care. Doctors told me that I may never play the bass again and that put me in a downward tailspin real fast. A friend of mine had a dream of me playing with the bass in my lap and wearing a slide on one of my fingers. I immediately went to Norman Music and picked up a slide for my pinky finger. I started teaching myself to play again and it sounded like crap.

I Need It
I turn off the lights and I crawl into bed All these worthless thoughts, they race through my head I lay and think of you and your sexy style Then I lay and think of masturbating for a while I slip into a paradise that is all my own A paradise of sex and booze and you're the one I bone I toss, I turn, I moan, I groan and I please myself I open my eyes and I realize I need to hear your Voice for me to get off good I think I've done it too many times Too many times I've fucked with my mind Just as I get my pants undone Masturbation's lost its fun I think that this shit is getting to me I even talk about it when I shoot the breeze I can't help it if I want sex so bad But my finger is the only experience I've ever had I don't know if it's fucking with my health But it's the only way I can please myself I'm sorry if I really gross people out I just can't reach far enough to eat myself out I don't know what it is that really makes me do it The way you walk, the way you t

Being Happy/
I have a friend that came to me for advice on saturday. She is married and she has been unhappy for along time. She has been trying to do the right thing cause of the kids. She told me the other day that she wants to be happy and that she has been miserable and she wants to find someone that she wants to find love. She told me she ran into someone that she use to like when they were in Highschool. I know she has feelings for this guy. She has been hurt so bad in this marriage. I think she should go and be happy. The guy totally confessed that he cares about her too. They have known each other for years. What do I tell her to do? A. Go be Happy B. Stay in this loveless marriage.

Love
What is love? Love is something that two ppl say to each other. I believe nobody knows what love is. Any1 can say i love you and they can mean it and they may not mean it. There is a big difference between the word "I Love You" and "I love you and i need you". when some1 says they love you they normally mean it..when some1 say i love you and i need you they are lying..When some1 says they can't live with out you do you believe them? When some1 says they can't live with out you they are lying cause after you break up they are still living and seeing some1 new..I believe lust is where you think to your self do i actually want to spend the rest of my life with this person? Love is where you get a tingling feeling inside when you see them,talk to them,or just think about them and you know that you want to spend the rest of your life with them!

Vote For April Dammit
I was going to make this all sparkly and shiny but the bottom line is ... april's hot enough, i don't need to... so PLEASE click the picture and click on "vote for this bartender" and help out the sexiest, sweetest, rockinest bartender ;)Love you guys, hope you love me enough to help us out ;) (btw, the guy in the pic is leepus for those of you that don't know, he's who i'm staying with here in chicago aka my photographer :p )~~~Sin (copied from my bulletin, please please please vote)

Hippo Radio Hiring Staff!!
You think you got what it takes to be a DJ? You must have in excess of 1000 music files, available in MP3 format. You must own these music files, in hardcopy (i.e... CD, Vinyl, cassette or receipts for MP3 downloads.) If you want to try-out to be a DJ on Hippo Radio, send an email to us telling us why you have what it takes... to be one of our next NEW DJ's. Let's see if you do have what it takes, to be heard all ... over ... the world ! Please bare in mind at the moment there isn't any available slots open however we may place you as a back -up or add you to a list for future reference should more slots become available. webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with the subject as "I wanna be a Dj" There are also positions available for promotion staff. If this position appeal to you contact webmaster@hipporadio.co.uk with a subject heading "I Wanna Promo" and we will see what we can do for you. If you are interested in being a featured artist liaison pers

A Sadness?
So I'm standing in CVS this morning getting juice for the kidlets, and I feel this presence behind me. I turn around, and there's this little old lady standing there touching my hair. She smiles at me and says "Well, hello, honey." Being polite and trying to hide my initial shock at having my hair touched in the middle of a pharmacy, I say, "Hi there, how are you?" She just smiles a little wider and looks at me and says, "Oh, I'm fine...but you're not, are you?" I get this cold chill down my back and say, "Well, yeah, of course I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" She gives me this look, like one you give to a kid that you're trying to console, and she says, "I know you're not okay...but you won't tell." I just kinda looked at her and she touched my hair again and said, "Did you do this? Did you make your hair these colors?" I said yes, and she gave me that consoling look again and said, "You have a sadness in you...a deep one...and it shows here-" and she pointed at my hair "-and he

Ty Taz Is Beautiful Love It
My Life Now Rhymes I never get tired of you In fact I love you more each day I love the things you do I love the nice things that you say I love your greeting smile The way you say hello Lets find a desert isle That only you and I will know We'll lay beneath the day time sun Count the stars at night Baby you're the one That makes my life so right Don't promise me tomorrow If you don't mean it true I'll beg, steal and borrow To show my love for you Love must be a two way street A one way road won't do I never thought I'd ever meet Someone as lovely as you Now that I have found you Please don't ever go away I know exactly what we can do So love will always stay I'll always love and respect you Until the end of all time I know my pains will be few Because of you my life now rhymes you will always be in my heart

This Man Writes Awesome Ty Taz
What You Give Each day For too many years I lived in the shadows of love Then you came along Gave me shove So out of the shadows Into the sun I was saved from despair You were the one So I must thank you For the love you brought my way I hope I give back to you What you give me each day love always your friend mark aka taz

There Was A Women
There was a women who woke up one morning and lked in the mirror and noticed she had three hairs on her head.well she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today.. So she did and had a wounderful day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head."Hummmm" she said "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today".So she did and she had a wounderful day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed she had only one hair on her head. Well, she said "Today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail. So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up and looked in the mirror and noticed that there was not a single hair on her head. "Yea", She exclaimed. I don't have to fix my hair today"! Attitude is everything. Be kinder than necessary. For everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.. Live simply, Love generously,Care deeply,Speak kindly. Leave the rest to God!!

November Oh How It Truly Sucks!
My heart feels so heavy..for you out there who knows me not...My grandfather died in Nov...my cat of 17 and a half years..Nov...my husband of ten and a half years...left me for a 23yr old whore...now it looks like this year..Nov...I will be foreclosing on the only house I have ever truly called home...

Making The Right Decision!
Oh i just need to know You love me and need me before I break another's heart forever. He saved my tortured soul. He made my heart sing. He protected me. He loved me. Oh i just need to know I'm making the right decision He's been my life for a year. He took away my sadness and sorrow. He understood all my moods. He took away all my pain. He loved me. Oh i just need to know you want my heart and soul no turning back once i give you those completely. He left me lonely an free. He looked back why? He hurt me again. He is gone. Oh i just need to know I'm making the right decision,before I break his heart forever.

Why Men Are Happier...
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100 People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get

A Birthday Celebration!!!
Date: Everyday Traditionally, December 25, but HE'S always around, so the date is flexible... Time: Whenever you're ready. (Please don't be late, or you'll miss out on all the fun!) Place: In your heart....HE'LL meet you there. (You'll hear him knock.) Attire: Come as you are...Grubbies are okay. HE'LL be washing our clothes, anyway. HE said something about *new* white robes and crowns for everyone who stays till the last. Tickets: Admission is FREE. HE'S already paid for everyone...(HE says you wouldn't have been able to afford it anyway...It cost HIM everything HE had. But you need to accept the ticket. Refreshments: New wine, bread and a far-out-drink, HE calls 'Living Water,' followed by a supper that promises to be out of this world!! Gift Suggestions: Your life. HE'S one of those people who already has everything else. (HE'S very generous in return though, just wait until you see what HE has in store for you!) Entertainment: Jo

Your Eye Color Means...
People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy you've never seen before within the next 2 days. _________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes

*to The Coming* Happy New Year!!
Here's a treasured New Year's wish sent especially to you. I wish you joy beyond compare, success in all you do. I wish you goals within your reach, friendships true and strong, I wish you gracious wisdom, forgiveness when you're wrong. I wish you days of glorious peace, nights of wondrous rest, I wish you strength and courage, plus persistence to be your best. But *my friends* most of all I wish for you, more love than most will find, the grandest love in all the world, THE TRUE AND EVERLASTING KIND.

Im Sorry
i bet NO guys will repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry

For The One I Love
A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceased to amaze me Now I see that o

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire?
A contestant on "Who Wants to be a Millionaire?" had reached the final plateau. If she answered the next question correctly, she would win $1,000,000. If she answered incorrectly, she would pocket only the $32,000 milestone money. As she suspected it would be, the million-dollar question was no pushover. It was, "Which of the following species of birds does not build its own nest, but instead lays its eggs in the nests of other birds? Is it: A) the condor B) the buzzard C) the cuckoo D) the vulture The woman was on the spot. She did not know the answer. And she was doubly on the spot because she had used up her 50/50 Lifeline and her Audience Poll Lifeline. All that remained was her Phone-a-Friend Lifeline. The woman hoped she would not have to use it because her friend was, well... blonde. She had no alternative. She called her friend and gave her the question and the four choices. The blonde responded unhesitatingly: "That's easy. The answer is C: the cuckoo.

For My Grandma
Grandma Reynolds 2-12-1930/11-27-2007 my grandma passed away at 6:30 am today and i feel like crap (this a first for me and i dont know how to cope with it) i just want to say thank you to anyone who is here to help me through this terrible time, i just dont know what else to say but that i miss her so much and i know that shes in a better place and not suffering anymore :)

Strange Dream
i had this dream, that i met this woman who could help me change my past. Well i wanted to go back and not marry my husband, but i was afraid that i wouldnt have my 2 little boys, i was already pregnant with my oldest when i got married, so i wasnt worried about him. Well i went back in time and didnt marry that piece of garbage, and just as i feared, my two little boys, ceased to exist, strange though, that i remembered them, when i didnt think i would, since i changed everything. The woman gave me another chance, and i had to marry the bum, because i knew i couldnt live without my babies. talk about strange lol

Darkest Pleasure
Darkest Pleasure Hope is not here within the darkest of sin, it is just a fool man wishing for something that will never be his ever again. Here within this darkest place… where nothing is real or complete, all hope and desire of freedom is erase away forever for here lays looming pain and hellish nightmare of evil lurks. The one place not even Satan would dare to enter. Chapter One Shalyna wanted more out of her life, but she was not sure where to start or look, her plain and simply life within her small town of Mormon’s were meaningless to her now, she was to marry the man, her father had choose for her, a man older enough to be her father, in fact, he was ugly than a bull dog ass, he smelt like something not even a dog would drag home to meet the folks. What could she do about this? Did god really think she was to marry and take this within her faith, a faith force upon her by birth, not of her choosing? She woke to

Tell Me
OK the question of the day... Why is it that a person expects you to believe anything they may say to you if you are not a friend on their page? For instance, someone has two pages on the grand ole world of Fubar and yet your a friend on the "alter ego" page but not on the other and then you find out that the other page is for their other friends...so it's like you are being kept a secret! LMAO...I just think it's funny....Just continue to play the game of Fubar all...it adds excitement to the days! :) Peace and love to everyone!

Things I Never Got Caught As A Kid
the time i found in my dad's stuff a couple videos very graphic box xxx seem to stand out most except the blazing graphics it stood out so much it lured me in made me curious what is interesting here but vhs format was in family room must wait til nobody home but when i popped in the tape the tape didnt start at beginning start in bright lit room girl on all fours was engaged i was glued at first felt wet myself soon became repetitive and easily bored me now i was fast forwarding tape watching them moving faster than possible the idea i was watching was naughty but they were going naughty too then there someone at the door i snapped the show to snow i was so flush when i answered the door or was it that i wondered if they heard the sounds sounds alone was enough for me i hear that sound at night in the next bedroom i didnt need to see it and hear it to know what it was to be doing now the action open and free to see it seem too bad to see but

Seduces Me
Everything you are...Everything you'll be... Touches the current of love so deep in me. Every sigh in the night...Every tear that you cry... Seduces me. All that I am...All that I'll be. Means nothing at all...If you can't be with me. Your most innocent kiss...Or your sweetest caress... Seduces me. I don't care about tomorrow. I've given up on yesterday. Here and now...is all that matters. Right here with you...Is where I'll stay. Everything in this world...Every voice in the night... Every little thing of beauty... Comes shining thru in your eyes. And all that is you...becomes part of me too. Cause all you do... Seduces me. And if I should die tomorrow... I'd go down with a smile on my face. I thank God I've ever known you. I fall down on my knees... For all the love we've made. Every sigh in the night... Every tear that you cry... Seduces me Seduces me All that you do... Seduces Me

So...
yes im getting fu married. yes its to FU-Daddy. yes i have thought about it. no i dont care what you think. no i wont change my mind. if anyone has a problem with this then get over it or delete me. Wedding is Wed November 28 @ 11 pm est go if youd like. there should be a bulletin posted soon. go show him some luv, he deserves it. x-x-x Riot Girl ~THE ORIGINAL FU-DADDY™~THE TEXAS DOUBLE GODFATHER™~FU-FIANCE' TO RIOT GIRL~@ fubar

Alone
I am alone, so very alone I hurt, so very bad I am ignored, just thrown aside I am security, for others to have I am lonely, there is no one close, no one sees the pain I cry, hope is gone I am alone, and no one knows

Crossroads
I stand at the crossroads A man in black at my left hand Offering me everything I ever wanted The price, My Soul A man in white at my right hand Offering me nothing in this life The price, My Heart Which do I choose My Soul or my Heart When neither mean anything to me.

Ugh!
I get two weeks off for Christmas but it is not paid, on top of that we had more unpaid time off for Thanksgiving, so yeah money is real tight right now, so I guess everyone will be getting $10.00 gift certificates from me lol.

Wtf!!!
*sigh* Yep yep I saw .. 5 new levels! Gahhh thought godfather was the end.. could sit back relax.. work on other goals on here and help out my friends tons more. Finally, just finally made it to Godfather and now I have 5,5 million to go to level 26! Its maddening! I guess its just another thing to get all the ones who love to spend it on happy hrs and all that to spend tons more! (being very nice right now) While the ones who don't have the money and getting less and less time on here.. were utterly screwed. It really makes me want to give up! I know I know.. theres more to this site then levels. I know.. I am proud of my accomplishments I have made so far on here! Most of all I love my friends! MWAH! *sigh* I just am not gonna care.. otherwise I'm gonna get fubar burned out. It's getting close and I love being on here.. soo whatever i made it to godfather.. screw the other levels i make it when i make it!

For Those That Need To Know.......
Well I have received a decent amount of crap for falling out of touch with alot of folk. So I suppose an explanation is in order.... I extended myself a bit, it happens, but this issue was componded by the loss of overtime at Brookdale....where I was rolling 60+ hours a week, I'm now down to a max of 44...on a good week. As you can imagine this coupled with the child support, Car payments...AND a POS rent increase have put a heavy duty strain on finances. Wasn't quite sure how I was gonna pull it out until I got a letter from Honeywell recalling me from layoff. Hoeywell is a deversified manufacturer that does everything from Thermostats to Ring laser Gyros for smart munitions. It is also a union shop. Teamsters local 1145, so as you can imagine the pay and benefits are up there! But being of low seniorty there is little job security. One of the best benefits is 100% tuition, books, and fees reimbursement for education....gotta love that!! And a starting wage of $17 and change.

Niece Getting Worse
My niece is getting worse again since this morning. She has an infection that is trying to shut down her kidneys.She needs everyone's energy to pull her through. I have been medicating myself so I don't have to cry. Maddie needs everyone's positivity. Keep you filled in later when I know more. Thank you my Friends, Tonya

Lethal Garbage!!!!!!
Today I got a nasty mean email from a woman who cliams I have done some evil to her and the man she claims is hers. She called me obsessive! I think she is confuzed just what that means. It seems to me it is she who is obsessive and take NO for an answer. She is fooling herself and some say I am too. Ah my freinds don't worry aobut me. I see thru the lies and I know the truth. There is no way all theses women would assume that one man is their's unless said man is leading them on. RIGHT? I am not stupid. I know and beleive me the lies and holding backthe thruth is over with .. It is time for the truth or you can hitthe door and NEVER look back. Enough of this silly highschool games. GROW the hell up!

Unknown
It doesn't take a reason to love someone, but it does to like someone.You don't love someone because you want to,you love someone because you are destined too.It's because you fall in love with them,that you then try to find a reason,but you always come up with the answer,No reason!

Another Five Levels...
Just in case you were stuck on the magical level 25 and was wondering what's next, well today you got your wish. Five new levels, two of which are mystery levels. Some of us were barely scraping by to get to Godfather, so when it comes time for everyone else above me to level, I will not help you unless you have helped me before.

Thanks & Respect To All
I want to give thanks & respect eveyone that has helped me to reach the level Rockstar! All of you have been fantastic in your comming to rate me & my pictures!! All OF YOU HAVE MY RESPECT!!!! Nough Respect God Bless

Just Dont Get It
i just dont understand why guys tell you they like you, ask you to give them a chance to get to know you and prove they are not what people say they are and then once you give them that chance they drop the lets just be friends for a while first bomb on you then a couple of weeks later, after going back and forth of being flirty with you and still telling you that he likes you and wants to be with you he just has to work some things out in his life he says he wants nothing more than friendship. why in the hell bother waisting my time just to play me like that. im getting so sick of the bullshit. it almost feels like im unloveable. that ill never find a guy who will ever love me and actually love me for me. i have this huge heart and i feel like ill never get to use it cause nobody gives me a chance. guys who say they like me either are just trying to play me to get in my pants and those that do end up making it to be my bf they end up cheating on me. this is getting to be such bullshit

Hot Chocolate Kisses
Hot Chocolate Kisses It was only our third meeting but I knew what would be happening. Our first outing had been a time just to get to know each other and a meeting called you away before either of us was brave enough to sneak a kiss. Later we both admitted we wanted to. We got on great and wanted more. Our second had been so hot. You picked me up at the office and we made out like high school kids in your car. The first kiss just happened out of the blue. One minute we were talking and the next our arms were intertwined and our tongues were tangled. We couldn’t keep our hands off each other, whispering heated and lusty words in each others ears, wanting and needing more. As your hand drifted down to my denim covered pussy my legs spread willingly for you. The heat and dampness of my pussy radiating through my jeans, showing you just how excited I was to be in your arms. Time was our enemy though and you were needed back at the office. Damn meetings. Finally we were able

I'm Also As Well, Leaving Fubar
If any of you want to remain in contact with me, I will leave this up for a few days. Email me and give me any info you want, or ask me for mine. Things are not the same anymore and I don't even come on here. So for those of you who want to remain friends/in contact, let me know. I will give this a few days. Jessica

New Levels N Your Thoughts Are?
Fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat 0 Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu 250 Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling 500 Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper 1,000 Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu 2,000 Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter 4,000 Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu 6,500 Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu 9,000 Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly 50,000 Up to 110 photos 12 Regular 75,000 Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu 100,000 Up to 140 photos 14 Minion 135,000 Up to 25 family members 15 Idol 170,000 Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee 210,000 Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp 250,000 Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin 300,000 Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja 350,000 Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star 425,000 Bolded nickname 21 Fuberlord 750,000 Up to

Will Miss Him....
So many things to say and no words to say them. Today we held the memorial service for my dad. Memorial service because his wish was to be cremated so there was no body or casket. Anyway, the service went really well. It was full of stories from different family members, friends, and church members...some inspired tears while others created a rumble of laughter throughout the church. It was really very nice to hear all those things and the feelings different people had about my dad. I knew he was special to me, but then daddies always are to their only daughters. After listening today tho, I realized he was special to a lot of people. I know that he is in a much better place and is no longer having any pain like he experience with the lung cancer that had spread to his bones. It just all went so fast that I haven't really had a chance to stop being nurse and just be daughter and grieve the loss of my daddy. It will come in time I know, and I know that I have wonderful friends

Hillbilly Problims
A hillbilly's wife came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With super-human strength, borne of fury, and cutting firewood, she dragged him down the stairs, out the back door, and into the tool shed out back of the barn. She put his tally-whacker in a vice and then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up an old carpenter's saw. The banged up hillbilly was terrified, and hollered, "Stop! Stop! You're not gonna cut it off with that rusty damn saw, are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, put the saw in her husband's hand and said, "Nope. I'm gonna set this old shed on fire, and go to town for a cold beer. You do whatever you want."

What Are Friends For?
One of the most awesome men I know is in a contest! ...its a rates only contest, so no 8om8ing is required. yay! ...so, can you do a girl a favor, and go hit him with a quick 10?!?!? 8ig E Says: I don't do this much but please you know what to do... (repost of original by 'Big E' on '2007-11-27 17:34:41')

Guess I Won't Be Drinking Starbucks Anymore. A Must Read Before Xmas Shoppin'
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popul ar with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T DELETE TH

Alone
Had to take David home tonight :( Its so quiet now. I just have to be happy that I had him for a week. He wants to come back Friday. He started saying Sunday how he didn't want to go home. He talked on the way home tonight about how he hopes he gets to stay even longer for Christmas. I just have to remember those things when I miss him so much. I know he was sleepy too. As soon as we got into the car he reached over and twirled my hair (yes I still have enough in the back for that lol).e did that until he fell asleep.

Update On The Homefront~~re: My Child
Well for the most part the worst of the Child Custody, visitation ordeal is over. It actually went real well. For the last 3 1/2 yrs. I have taken care of my daughter with no help from her father. Well the Dept. of Child Support Services finally caught up to him and nipped him in the bud. Well of course things got ugly and when my daughters father started demanding time with her well, after 3 years it just wasn't going to happen. SHe went through alot of trauma, behavior and emotional issues which is NOW stablized after my non stop effort with help from family....to get her there. So needless to say...he has agreed to what I presented to the mediation, meaning he will go with what the therapist and Psychologist recommends as in a re-unification program and will stick to it no matter how long it takes. He will have to start with letters first, short supervised phone calls, then if that works out without disrupting my daughter then he may start having supervised visitations. I will rem

More Levels-no Chance
MORE FUBAR LEVELS ADDED.. TO ME THAT MEANS NO CHANCE TO THE NEWER PEOPLE OR PEOPLE WITH LOWER LEVELS WE FIGHT AND CLIMB TO GET TO GOD FATER! THAT WAS OUR GOAL.. NOW WE DONT HAVE A GOAL IN SIGHT.... PEOPLEWHO WERE SO HAPPY THEY WERE ALMOST TO GOFATHER AFTER YRS OF TRYING NOW HAVE NOTHING TOLOOK FORWARD TO UNLESS THEY CHANGE THE ACESS TO TOLEVELLESS TO LEVEL WHICH I SINCERELY DOUBT.... NOW THE PEOPLE ALREADY ABOVE US ..WITH HIGH STANDING IN FUBAR AND WITH MORE FRIENDS AND CONNECTIONS WILL BE CLAMERING TO THE NEXT LEVEL FOR THEM WHICH MEANS WE THE LITTLE POPLE MAY AS WELL FORGET IT. FEEL FREEE TO LEAVE UR THIOUGHTS

Yay Me.. (i Think)
Okay.. So corporate america finally got to me... I've got a new job.. an ACTUAL 9-5, m-f .. full benefits after 30 days.. paid vacation, paid holidays, personal days... after ... COUNTLESS years of retail... i get to say .. NO MORE WEEKENDS BITCHES!!!! heh... anyhow.. wanted to finally post a POSITIVE blog... so here it is :D

The Empath: The Fourth Chakra-dominant Individual
This is an excerpt from a book by Dr. Jelusich, released by Lotus Press Publishing. Eye of the Lotus In my understanding, having been an energetic healer and counselor for over 10 years, I have found that 95% of all communication is not verbal, nor physical. It is energy on many levels. Certainly, you have walked into a room before and encountered someone you do not know, yet you’ve had a feeling about that person, good or otherwise. And whether you are sitting in a movie theater, a restaurant, or standing in an elevator, you emanate a quality of energy in all directions at all times that is the energetic unique signature of your being. That same energy is the signature of you as an individuated spirit, a multidimensional being who is unique in the universe. It is that same 95% that creates the meetings with others, that creates the relationships in which you engage, that creates the possibility for you to learn a life’s lesson.. And at first, this presents us with an interest

The Golden Compass
So anyway, Mehdi tells me tonight that there are emails going around telling people not to take their kids to The Golden Compass because it indoctrinates them into atheism. So let me get this straight.....atheism is the lack of faith, but you can be indoctrinated into something which is the lack of anything...interesting concept. I just think about The Wizard of Oz, and how it too was written by an atheist. Actually, Baum was a humanist, but the point is that he wasn't a christian. Look it up if you don't believe me. In fact, the whole story is about people looking for something outside of themselves, asking a higher power for the things, and finding out in the end that they had these things in themselves all along. Then there's the higher power who turns out to be a fallable human....and the evil entity who melts as soon as she has a bucket of water thrown over her... I've decided what I'll do if I get one of these emails. I'm going to send one back to whoever saw fit to

The Kiss
the kiss.. the one that keeps you weak not for minutes, hours or even days.. but the one that makes you linger on it for years afterward. the deep passionate tender, yet strong pressing of the lips, opening of the mouth and lunging of the tounge tasting the other, breathing the breath in of your lover hoping to never loose that moment. the moment when the world stops and nothing can pennitrate your mind but how much more you wish to take in of this beautful creature in front of you. will she stay? will she run? it doesnt matter because for right now, she is yours and if you should never have her again.. you had her now.

Longing For The Day
I want to be the one he wakes up thinking about. I want to be the one that when i look at him he knows how special he is to me. I want to be the one he loves uncondtionally. I want to be the one that makes him smile. I want to be the one he turns to when he needs comforting. I want to be the one he goes to bed thinking about. I want to be the one that fills his dreams. one day he may come along and maybe he wont but i will long for the day when he does for when he does my heart will be uncondtionally his.

Fake
You think its so easy To hide behind your fancy clothes Your beautiful makeup You think you have everybody fooled And you know what Maybe you do But not to me I can see the pain there etched in your soul I can see the emptyness of your heart You're searching for that meaning Just like the rest of us So come down from the clouds Among those of who have been there And discovered that Being real Is the only way to go

Hmmmmmmmmm
U know sometimes it feels good for people to tell ya what u want to hear...BUt when people continue to bother you and single you out in name calling it begins to be too much..So just consider who U talk to.....I love to STALK...((LUST)))LETS CLEAR THAT up...BUt never would I make them feel uncomfortable.....Lick me...HA ha....And I thank you to my RAWKIN ASS FRIENDS WHO know what IM talking about and to others who dont....I will just end it with this (((STALK ME WITH CAUTION))))I will bite back.......... Have a merry christmas and HAPPY HOLIDAYS.. SORRY I am not being myself, Love, Memory

Shall We Dance?
My bed is lonely, and so cold too As I lay here alone and dream of you Oh, how I wan you desperately To ahve you here in bed with me To feel your body cover mine Our passion raw and unconfined Your manhood stiffen as I pull you near Whipsering my needs in your ear As I feel you enter me deep within' OOH, the pleasure your love instills As my body trembles with throbbing thrills OOH, my love! Deeper I beg... Surrounding your waist with the length of my legs My mouth at your throat, my teeth light graze As you're giving me all that my hunger craves Moving as one like the wave of the ocean Thrusting and grinding in Continuous mothon. Your name on my lips time and again Hugging you tightly so deep within' The sound of your breathing heavy and hard As urgency carries us over board Wrapped around you, as we roll over My hand holding your so prefectly tuned Moaning with pleasure like wolves howling in the night Slow and steady pace As my heart and your co

Empathy
Empathy Empathy is one's ability to recognize, perceive and directly feel the emotion of another person. As the states of mind, beliefs, and desires of others are intertwined with their emotions, one with empathy for another may often be able to more effectively divine another's modes of thought and mood. Empathy is often characterized as the ability to "put oneself into another's shoes", or experiencing the outlook or emotions of another being within oneself, a sort of emotional resonance.In fiction, especially science fiction or fantasy works, it may also refer to (or be associated with) a supernatural ability to read others' emotions through psychic means. An example of this are the Betazoids of Star Trek. Most psychics have empathic abilities, either developed through time and experience, or inherent from childhood. While the ability to imagine oneself as another person is a sophisticated imaginative process that only fully develops with time, as later on in life, or with

Healing With Your Hands
Healing With Your Hands All healing must start by getting to the emotional cause of the ailment, or the problem will reoccur or manifest in another part of the physical body. Once established, with forethought that the patient is ready to accept the energy you will channel to them, you are both ready to begin. Healing, using the palms of the hands, is almost instinctual, and is becoming a growing technique, especially with Reiki, as an easy way for anyone to tap in and develop healing skills. When you begin, focus on the palms of your hands, relax, and slowly feel the higher energies filter through them. This may create a sensation of heat or tingling. here's what's going on. You raise your frequency ... bring in higher balanced energy ... transmit it to the other person by touching them, or holding your hands near their body. Some people wash their hands before and after a healing session. Basic skills for healing with your hands Let's first determine which hand wo

Level 15 In 4.5 Weeks....wow
Ok I have to start off with a huge personal THANKS to Chelle and Balie (these 2 alone have leveled me several times) and I would also like to thank the rest of Fu's Krew (love being part of this family). Some of you know that I left this site once after a few months of hitting hard and earning my way up the level to somewhere around a 19 or 20 (don't recall to be honest), anyway I am thrilled to be climbing the ladder even faster this time a round. I was hoping to hit level 10 by my birthday and have way passed that mark. Just wanted to thank all who have helped me and if I haven forgotten to return the favor or you think it's taking to long feel free to drop me a line in the shoutbox or email me. I'm outta here for the night, Love ya all, Janet

Hugs And Kisses..
Hugs are fun, And kisses are cool. But I never got a single one, When I was in school. I was always jealous, Of other people kissing. Man I wish I knew, Just what I was missing. All I can hope for now, Are a few more hugs, And a lot more kisses. Tyler Montgomery 1-10-03

Mistletoe Game
The 1st person to message u saying " I'd kiss you under the mistletoe. "... will be your fubar sweetheart... you'd be suprised just who wants to be yours...U have 2 do this even if you are taken! GOOOD LUCKK! Now u gotta repost this as, Mistletoe game

Why I'm Doing, What I'm Doing.
I know you, Don't understand. What I'm, About to do. But baby please, Don't worry about me. Because I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my Country too. So please baby don't cry, Your eyes out. Because I hate it, When I see you pout. So please take, My hand. Because i want, You to understand. That I'm doing this, For us. I'm doing this, For you. I'm doing this, For my family too. So please take, My hand. So I can help, You understand. Tyler Montgomery 13 Dec 03

Slave To Love
You made me your servant Your submissive slave of love All dressed up in leather Anxiously waiting in cuffs Come on break me I must worship at your feet I want you to take me In our dungeon we will meet It's a lusty crime But it feels devine Beat me one more time Nasty shivers run down my spine Make me crawl on the floor - break me Make me scream for more - take me You rule. I adore - use me Use me, abuse me Make me sing with pain - brake me Make me go insane - take me Make me shout your name - use me Use me, abuse me You're my master I'm submitting all of me Blindfolded and naked In my bondage I'm set free Loving as you bind me Waiting patiently Praying that you'll take me Into pain and ecstasy It's a lusty crime But it feels devine Beat me one more time Nasty shivers run down my spine Make me crawl on the floor - break me Make me scream for more - take me You rule. I adore - use me Use me, abuse me Make me sing with pain - brake me M

Why I Love You....
People always want to know, Why I love you so. I always wonder where you are, If your near, Or if your far. I love you because of who you are, Your eyes shine like shooting stars. Everytime I see your face, I get the need for a warm embrace. Your are the only one that I love, God sent you to me from above. And that is why I love you. Tyler montgomery 5 Feb 00

Is It Love?
i have a friend. this friend is an amazing person. i often wonder how fortunate i am to have this person in my life. this person gives me hope that i will meet someone special. because she makes me realize that there are still people out there who hold themselves accountable to principles. ideals. beliefs. sad to say i know, but for the most part i don't think people believe in anything anymore, well not enough to stand up for em. anyways, the other day i was thinking about how she became single again (her ex said he loved her when they got married and before... but one day he told her that he didn't love her anymore.) and i came to this astonishing realization. you don't just not love something anymore. let me see if i can put it in laymans terms. I love baseball. I love playing it and its variations (ie softball) I love watching baseball (ie my yankees) I love going to watch baseball whether it is little league or the majors either softball or hardball. I love baseball. No

I Miss You...
Baby I miss you, More than you can know. It killed me, The day I had to let you go. Baby I cried, All of that night. You just left me, A note by the light. I can't believe, How you left me. But don't wory, I forgive you baby. You called me on the phone, About a week ago. You told me that, You missed me. And baby, I miss you too. But baby I'm about, To go. I know that you, Don't want me to. And I'm missing you, But I can't tell you so. Tyler Montgomery 7 Nov 01

Unforgetable...
You make my day, Unforgetable. How you push the clouds away, That's unforgetable. The way you came in my life, Picked me up and turned me around. That's all unforgetable. I can remember, When we first met. And our eyes began, To first connect. We were like trees, Growing up together. Like you can see, My heart in the stormy weather. You were there when, I was feeling down. You helped me escape, my, My shaky ground. When trouble came my way, You helped me turn the other way. That's unforgetable. There were times when, I had no breath Didn't know if my shelter, Would last. We got together and prayed, And all our fortunes came away. Baby that's all unforgetable. Life is so unpredictable, Nothing ever stays, The same for long. I want you to be my, My friend by my side. I want you to be my baby. Tyler Montgomery 14 Nov 02

The Girl That I Don't Deserve...
Last night when, You danced with me. I did not think, That I was worthy. I thought why, Would you pick me. The way you looked, Into my eyes. Made me feel, Like I was hypotized. I can't believe, That I got the chance. To share that, Beautiful dance. When we were, On the dance floor. All I wanted for this night, To last forever and more. The dress you wore, I could make, Out every single curve. And thats why, Your the girl I don't deserve. Tyler Montgomery 13 Oct 02

Always There...
I hope that, You finally realize. What the sparkle is, Inside my eyes. If you ever need, Me again. I'll be here until, The very end. You can be the, Only one in my life. Your the one that I, Want as my wife. My gift is, My poem. And this one, Is for you. Your love keeps me, Safe and warm. And keeps me away, From all harm. My love pours out, Like a waterfall. You always help me up, When I fall. Whether it is winter, Spring, summer, or fall. You are always there, Whenever I call Tyler Montgomery 4 Apr 03

I Want To Be There...
I want to be there, When you need someone who will care. I want to be there, When you need someone that wants to share. I want to be there, When you need someone to be here. I want to be there, When you need someone to get you a beer. I want to be there, When you need someone to brush your messy hair. I want to be there, When you need someone to share the pain you bare. I want to be there, When you need someone who hugs like a teddy bear. I want to be there, When you need me to be there. Tyler Montgomery 3 Nov 02

Viagra
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new co

Peeing!
Has anyone ever peed where you shouldn't. I am not talking about those emergency times..where you whip it out.. when your outside. I mean, have you ever slept walk..or was so tired you peed where you shouldn't. I was on here late lastnight..and seen my boy come down the steps. The bathroom is right near the corner I am in. Anyways.. he turns right..going into the kitchen. I was kinda curious about what he was doing so I got up and followed him. He went straight down into the basement. Hes kinda in a daze..looking around. Next thing i know hes whipping it out. This is my youngest.. 7yrs old. I rushed over.. directed him over to the drain in the floor..so it wasnt all over the place. It started out.. just going everywhere! Had a nice job of floor cleaning afterwards. LOL. When I was little.. like around his age.. my mom said I got up and went into this tiny little closet we had..and peed. Its just amazing what all you do when your asleep~

Calling All Bombers!
My BFF and sis is only about 21,000 away from Henchman! Please go show her some love. She'd do it for you. :D Persia {SSDC} FuGF of Elizabitch & Ruby Cairo ♥ † FuCoSkank to NSF You †@ fubar

My Horoscope, I Better Watch Out, Gonna Be A Wild Hump Day Lmao ;)
People are in really weird moods all day today and might inflict them on you. Try not to take them personally, because almost nothing that comes out is actually going to be mean-spirited.

Help The Kids Please
YOU CAN HELP KIDS HAVE A BETTER CHRISTMAS, PLEASE TAKE A FEW SECS A DAY TILL OVER AND JUST COPY AND PASE THIS LINK TO BROWSER BAR THE CLICK ON VOTE IF YOU CAN DROP IN THERE AND VOTE EVERTDAY TILL OVER LETS GIVE SOME SPECIAL KIDS A GREAT CHRISTMAS THANK YOU SWEET~THING (PATTY) http://fubar.com/bartender/100 COME ON LETS DO THIS :) JUST CLICK ON VOTE FOR PETE ON TOP RIGHT SIDE OF PIC

People
Why do people feel they have to judge.... I mean who made them God!! I am sick of the jerks out there that only want a person based on looks alone. Just because im blonde with silver eyes does not make me fall into the cliche and it makes me mad that people think that. Why not take the time to talk to me to learn i have a brain and thoughts of my own... Till then back off and leave me alone.

School.....
Well all just wanna share my Joy with you all and let you all know that i will be started School on Jan 22 of 08 .. I will be going for my AOS Degree in Computer Aided Drafting and Design — Architectural. At Island Drafting and Technical Institute ... I went for the test today an passed with flying colors .. .. HOOO HOOOOOO

My Threesome Dream
It's a nice cool night on the white beaches of Hawaii. Were sitting in the sand watching the waves crest on the shoreline. With your arm arround me holding me close. Telling me all the things what have been happening that are making you smile from ear to ear. I look into your eyes and tell you that the time we are spending together really means alot to me and I'm glad that I decided to give this a chance. I let you know that the trip here was just more then i could ask for. With getting all misty eyed i place my hand on your chin and gently pull your head close to mine so i can give you a soft kiss slidding my studded tongue in your mouth and massaging your studded tongue with mine. you place both your arms arround my upper torso holding me closer and filling this soft kiss with the passion you feel for me. I have my arms arround you back holding you so tight to where I let you know i don't wanna let you go. I pull you to lay on top of me on the sand. LOoking into your eyes kissing y

That Ass
Oh, that ass. I've got to smack that ass.Oh, that ass just have to smack that ass.Stick your ass in the air and shake it round then jiggle it, jiggle it up and down. Now swing it to the left then swing it to the right. Swing it for me baby all damn night.Oh, that ass.I've got to smack that ass. Oh that ass just have to smack that ass. Get me tied up and go for broke. Tease me a little while you drink your Coke.Play with some ice with yo ass so fine.Let me know that you wanna be mine and I know this may sound corny but oh, me so horny, oh, oh me so horny, oh me so horny. Me love you long time. That ass I've just got to smack that ass............lol...

Christmas Wish List
Christmas wish list All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. No pressure people. No judgement. [ ]Hug [ ]Kiss on cheek [ ]Kiss on lips [ ]Hold hands [ ]Cuddle [ ]Sit on your lap [ ]Sit on my lap [ ]Go on a date with you [ ]Just be friends [ ]Be more than friends [ ]Love me [ ]Like me [ ]Kiss under the Mistletoe [ ]Get to know me more [ ]be with me [ ]just hangout with me [ ]Hold me [ ]Love me for ever till the day you die [ ]Hurt me [ ]Call me [ ]Be there for me [ ]Makeout Repost this as "Christmas list' Check the one and message me

Pleasure And Pain
My hands reach for pillows that arent there. My back is arched, ass in the air. His hands are on my hips, pulling me back no breaks no slack. I bite at the sheet, tears stain my cheeks. He enters slow and steady making sure my thoughts are ready. My moans signal my flow, as his body's aching to know. He steadys his course, with one thought in mind, which is of course, to tear up this behind. My whole body is screaming, his eyes light up, his smile gleaming. I pray for an end, as he prayed to get in. He gasps for air as he announces "almost there", I take his all and crawl up in a ball. We both lay there content, him for being spent and me for working off my half of the rent.....ahaaaaaaa...lol just a lil something to get your blood pumpin this morning,,

Today On World Rock Radio
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Help
I went to see my boyfriend and everything went fine untill I went in the shower and when I came out and he was gone and left me a message that sorry had to go and explian later he has also blocked me from his myspace page so I can't even message him at all Help

Important Contest To Bomb Kingdom Of Wolves,witoka An I Are In A 30,000 Comment Givaway For 2 Vip's.seeking Help Ty.
Important Contest to Bomb Kingdom of Wolves,Witoka an I are in a 30,000 Comment Givaway for 2 VIP's.Seeking Help Ty. This is Our New Fubar Wedding Morph,Masterfully Crafted with Love an Pride. Come On Everyone Show All That AwesomeLuv U All got here,Need all ur help~! Thanx Alot from the:Kingdom Of Wolfs~

Here's What I Think Of The New Levels... (by Jd)
Here's what I think since so many have asked: #1. Stop bitching. If you don't like the way it is, don't sign in and delete yourself and cancel your VIP's. The fact you spent $5 to complain about it makes yourself look dumb and will get nothing accomplished. We have almost 100 godfathers. It has lost its' uniqueness, correct? It was time for a change. #2. I'm tired of hearing people complain about cheaters and have no proof. I've done alot of investigating around here and believe me, if I could find anything on the people you all think are really cheating, I'd post it in a second. If you have solid proof feel free to send it to me. This isn't saying that they aren't cheating, just that it hasn't been proven. #3. Actions speak louder than words. Too many people speak up when they should shut up and don't speak up when they should. The last high profile member to get blown up is a very, very clear example of that. #4. If you don't like someone, please block them and blow them up fo

I Try...(macy Gray) Lyrics
Games, changes and fears When will they go from here When will they stop I belive that fate has brought us here And we should be together babe But we're not I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here I may appear to be free But I'm just a prisoner of your love And I may seem all right and smile when you leave But my smiles are just a front Just a front, hey I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin' I try to say goodbye and I choke Try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to hide it, it's clear My world crumbles when you are not here Goodbye and I choke I try to walk away and I stumble Though I try to

The Final One
Ok, due to recent events in my life starting 2 days ago I am resigning my positions and cutting all affiliations with any lounges that I belong to. I will still continue to stay on the site and visit people in lounges but I am not going to belong to any one lounge. The contacts I have on yahoo messenger is getting greatly reduced to the only ones that I want to stay and talk to. I am sorry for the feelings that I am hurting by doing this but like I said, due to events from yesterday and the day before, I feel this is the best course of action for me. This site has just added way too much stress and drama into my life that I didnt need. I have plenty already. So I am seriously cutting back for now. I might return in the future to a more active state with the site but today will be the last day that I am totally active. I know I repeated myself but sometimes thats what people need to understand something. I have had fun, its been great, I wish you all the best and hope to see you agai

The Cannibal Within
A WARNING : I will now reveal the facts to you--the hard, inexorable, terrible facts. The truth is not beautiful--it stands on cloven hoofs--it is covered with coagulated blood--but it is the truth. The human race does not control its own destiny. We may think we are free--millions of brainwashed simians living in a corn-fed Babylon called America believe this fantasy--but it is all an illusion. We are slaves--livestock--tethered on a long and invisible leash. "The Earth is a farm," wrote Charles Fort. "We are someone else's property." We may think we are special--holy, honored, valued--god's chosen primates--but that is a fraud. The dupes of superhuman forces, we are misfits and abominations. We have no higher purpose--no savior god died for our sins--we exist, only because our masters are infatuated with our meat. We have a choice: the evil may be patiently borne or savagely resisted M.L Maribello The ancestors discovered the pleasure--the almost orgasmic j

Boxed Cake Rebelion
Prior to the days of mass marketing, a cake was a truly special dessert/treat saved only for the weekends or special occasions. The reason for this is because making a cake from scratch is no easy process. It is time and labor intensive and can easily be ruined by a number of simple mistakes. Well in the 1950's along came the box cake. It made cake making easy enough for anyone to do any day of the week, and now, you can make a cake after work and still have time to serve it for dessert. In sociological terms this was the beginning of the detstuction of American society. This marks the beginning of the "expertizing" phase that has turned us into drones. Have prblems with your kids - go to a counselor, need an oil change - go to jiffy lube, need an opinion - watch the news. Big brother, and I don't necessarily mean the government persay, but the corporate controlled government/culture, has eroded away nearly every facet of our lives that we once controlled ourselves. They do it

Nov. 28 2007 - News
Begining Dec 1st 2007 The Viper Pit Will Become a PRIVATE VIP Lounge Only. Each member can have a custom Viper Pit VIP ID made for them. ( Made By Jokers Wild Or Lacey Wild ) Each Member Must have a verified Salute - No Exceptions. FUBAR VIP is NOT Required to be a Viper Pit VIP Member. I Will be cleaning House the Morning Of Dec 1st. WHY ? : I would rather have a hand full of Real Friends to sit and chat with, Than a bunch of numbers & Fakes. I think we are a pretty Tight knit family that can get along, Compromise when we have diffrences and come to one anothers side when they are in need of our support and compassion. We will still have security in the lounge, Authough in the past we realy havent had to have it so I have reduced some moderators that are not active in the lounge and VP Greeters have remained the same. Anyone have any Questions Feel Free to FUBAR msg me..... We have also Gained A Benifactor for the radio stations with a 1 yr commitment. Any

Grrrrr!
There's this one guy here that insists on heating his lunch in the microwave about 15 minutes before the lunch bell goes off. Then he leaves it there, comes back, and reheats it. I'm staring at my lunch and I'd like to eat sometime today. Death to microwave hogs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

X-mas Pimpout
------------------------------------------------- THIS IS MY 3rd ATTEMPT AT THE WORLDS LARGEST PIMPOUT KNOWN TO HAVE HAPPENED ON FUBAR,AND IT IS MY MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS GIFT TO YOU ALL... THE MORE ITS STICKIED, THE MORE ITS REPOSTED, THE MORE LOVE THAT IS SHOWN, THEN THE MORE DAMN GIFTS WE ALL GET... AND HELL IM JUST HAPPY TO MAKE ALL YA'LL HAPPY... WEEEEEEEE NOW.. THIS ISN'T A FAN TRAIN, (THOUGH YOU CAN PRETEND IT IS IF YOU WANT) SO PLEASE GO THROUGH AND TAKE A LOOK AT EACH ONE OF THESE AWESOME PEOPLE. THERE IS SOOOO MUCH TALK ON HERE ABOUT "FAKE FRIENDS" AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT, SO I WENT THROUGH AND PULLED PEOPLE WHO I TALK TO ON A REGULAR BASIS, OR HAVE IN SOME WAY IMPACTED MY LIFE, AND TRUST ME... NONE OF THEM ARE FAKE!! (AND PLEASE IF I FORGOT ANYONE, ACCEPT MY APOLIGIES IN ADVANCE, AND YES... ILL DO SOMETHING TO MAKE IT UP TO YOU!!) SO HERE THEY ARE IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER: ------------------------------------------------- ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~ ~*~~*~

Daydream
I sit here and I close my eyes, and all I can see is you... I graze a fingertip across my lips and all I feel is your tongue I run my hands through my hair, and they are yours I take a deep breath and all I can smell is you.... My fingertips alive with the electricity of US on them.... Every sense tuned into you... Listening to the way your breath catches as I hold a nipple captive softly between my teeth.... Seeing the way your back arches and your hips move as I move my fingers deep inside of you.... Feeling you get wetter and wetter as your muscles contract tightly around my fingers... Hearing your moans with every move I make... Sensing the little hairs on the back of your neck raise as I whisper softly in your ear.... Feeling your hot mouth on my neck... Your tongue melting with mine... Your cool hands on the warm flesh of my belly... Hearing you moan softly as your tongue circles my nipple, hardening under your touch.... Experiencing a rush of warmth that reaches d

Thanks Everyone
I just wanted to thank those of you who gave me input on yesterday's mum. I have made the choice to pretty much go it alone. My family will not be involved in it as I do not want the negative feelings to bring down the strength that I have found within myself to do it again. As of Dec 21st it will be the first day of the rest of my life. Thanks to the person who listened to me cry and telling me that everything is going to be alright. I think that with a few good friends helping me out everything will be ok. .... In fact, I know everything is going to be Great!!!!!

Sometimes...ya Know?
sometimes i really fucking hate being alive. sometimes i wish i'd just keel over and die. sometimes i think about earthquakes and floods. sometimes i just want to crawl deep in the mud. sometimes i consider.... why not eat that pin? what harm can it do, but tickle and spin... then i think a little more, and see the true light... that there's no point in taking on that uphill sort of fight. who can swallow a grenade? a circus preformer? or a porn star, or giant, or jelliebean farmer? who wants to do damage, like razorblade soup, and man, wouldn't THAT hurt, the next time you went...DUH! why think all this cruel, and painful and crude... not to mention, gorey, and sleightly so rude... and pissy and ick... such rediculous thoughts... when there's a lot of silly shit that should really be talked?

Family
Today is just a day from Hell. This whole week has been. So my boyfriends Grand Mother passed away, then I recived news that one of my Brothers are in the hospital. He has a tumor the size of a soft ball in his stomach. This morning they are doing surgery to remove it. We don't know yet if it's cancer. I really hate this waiting game. The biggest thing that sucks is I live in a different state and can't be there. I'm really worried about our Mom as well,She had a stroke last year. You know what maybe I just hate the Holiday season. It just seems every Holiday for the last few years I have had to deal w/a death or maybe it's just bad luck for right now. Please if you read this you don't need to respond,but if you would just say a prayer for my Brother that would just be awesome. Thank You to my friends on fubar. Dar

Puzzled
http://www.fubar.com/user/1312861 THIS PERSON SENT ME AN EMAIL ABOUT ONE OF THE PEOPLE HERE ON FUBAR. IM NOT GOIN TO MENTION WHO SHE/HE IS BUT THE PERSON ABOVE LEFT IT UP TO ME TO DO WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE RIGHT...NOW I DONT CARE WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO IN THE OWN TIME.....I DONT CARE HOW THEY ACT OR WHATEVER OR SUCH BUT CHRIST OH MIGHTY PEOPLE GROW THE FUCK UP AND...AND IF YOU ARE AN ADULT ACT LIKE IT...DONT BE SUCH TATTLE TAIL KIDS....WHAT OTHER PEOPLE DO IN THEIR LIVES IS JUST THAT THEIR FUCKING BIZ! DONT GO TE;LLIN OTHERS HEY SHE DID THIS AND HE DID THAT...DO ICARE NO..I DO NOT....I DONT CARE IF IT IS SICK OR WHAT.....KEEP IT TO YOURSELF...I DONT want to HEAR IT.... i dont think anyone else does either....

Theodore Roosevelt's Ideas On Immigrants And Being An American In 1907.
Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but s omething else also , isn't an American at all. We have room for but one flag, the American flag... We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this!

Ooo The Web Within The Web Weave... Heh
You pulled my hair, you made me cry - You took me for granted & now you must die! I stand in front of you with this knife, Eager & ready to take your life. *mumbling* '& come to find out you don't even consider me your fucking 'fubar' wife' As I walk to you I stare into your eyes - When the first stab comes - you look suprised. I rip off my bloody crown of thorns - That I thought remsembled a marriage I have now come to mourn. I rip off my black dress in a fit of hate - Knowing all too well that it is way too late. I carve our initials down deep in your heart, "REMEMBER ME ALWAYS" I softly hand you (lastly) my black rose bouquet.... As I make a fresh start.... I slowly walk away...

Update On My Back
I went to the Dr. again today, and he has ordered at least 12 weeks of treatment. At the end of treatment i will undergo more x rays and possibly an MRI. This is because he suspects a bulging or herniated disk. If this turns out to be what is going on I will have to undergo back surgery. He also feels that I may need to have a medically necessary cosmetic surgery as well, but will now more after the treatment that I am to do. So there is it...my back in a nutshell..LOL... I'm in good spirits and am feeling a little better, still having some pain and spasms, but nothin I can't handle. I will begin my treatment tomorrow, and will possibly be going 2 -3 times a week for treatment. (he feels that many times a week is necessary *eye roll*...so I guess I have to) I know that there is not other way around this, but I still don't like the idea of needing this much treatment, but I will do what I need to so that I'm in better health for myself and my son! So for those that care....t

My Dearest And Best Friend
MY DEAREST AND BEST FRIEND, I KNOW THAT SOMETIMES I MAKE FUN OF U, LAUGH AT U, AND GET ANGRY WITH U OVER DUMB STUFF,BUT I LOVE YOU! I ALSO HAPPEN TO THINK THAT U R BEAUTIFUL. NOT JUST ON THE OUTSIDE BUT ON THE INSIDE AS WELL. U HAVE A UNIQUENESS ABOUT U THAT MYSELF AND OTHERS JUST FIND FASCINATING. FOR THAT U WILL ALWAYS BE CHERISHED AND LOVED BY MYSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND U. I JUST WANTED TO LET U KNOW THAT I DO RESPECT AND CHERISH U.I ALSO KNOW THAT U HAVE HAD A HARD LIFE EVER SINCE U WERE BORN, AND THAT U KNOW HAVE A SON WHO IS AUTISTIC. I ALSO KNOW THAT ANYONE ELSE WOULD NEVER B ABLE TO DO WHAT U HAVE WITH HIM. U R A GREAT MOM AND DON'T LET ANYONE EVER TELL U ANYTHING DIFFERENT. U R VERY SPECIAL TO ME, MORE THAN U WILL EVER KNOW. U WILL ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART.NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF STUPID CRAP I DO. MANY PEOPLE ARE GONNA WALK IN AND OUT OF MY LIFE BUT NO ONE IS EVER

Maybe
Maybe... Message: Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong person before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe when the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us. Maybe the best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had. Maybe it is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives. Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a

No Fucking Drama...you Know Who You Are!!!!!!!
I'm posting this blog for all the idiots that come on here and want to gossip and start drama. This is my getaway from everyday life and drama, I don't come here to get it from you, too. If I don't know you and if you're not on my friend/fan list, don't leave me ignorant comments about someone else being an asshole or whatever...CASSIE/ANGEL (Btw, it is spelled a-n-g-e-l, do you really have it spelled a-n-g-l-e? Are we in Geometry class?). I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOUR PERSONAL VENDETTAS!!!!!!! Take them elsewhere. Oh, and next time you think you need to be so bold to post such ignorant comments on a friend of a friend's page, have the balls to do it with your own profile, instead of making up a new, blank one, then deleting it. Stop being such a moronic child.

My First Blog/bunco
Ok....I normally LOVE to blog. You know, write about things and get them off my chest....problem is, does anyone ever READ them? I have a myspace page, and thought about using one from there...uh no, Fubar and all the wonderful people here deserve so much more! So here goes...my first blog. I am really finding that I enjoy this whole Fubar thing...don't understand it all yet...but I'm getting there. I really like that guys say I'm hot...a girl likes that no matter what they say. Why else would they be here? I came to Fubar because of a friend from Bunco...yeah, I said it...BUNCO! It's a place where I have found some fello SICKOS, who like to go on and sometimes we actually run people out of the game. I know you are sopposed to go to play a game...but people, how hard it is to just press a "roll" button? So, there's the chat box....and the people in bunco are so very cool. You have clicks and boyfriends and girlsfriends...even fighting! woo hoo...now who doesn't LOVE d

Momma Roxxs' Poem
Where are You by: Ramona Diane Rookard I've looked in the forests, I've searched across the seas, I've hunted in the deserts, But I still can not find me. When was it I lost myself, How did this come about, Why does it seem like forever Since you came around? Am I going crazy, Have I finally lost it? Where has my soul gone... How do I escape this pit? Is there any point in looking for something I've given up? I've lost something more precious I've lost my self love. Copyright ©2007 Ramona Diane Rookard I AM POSTING THIS IN ONE OF MY BLOGS BECAUSE I REALLY LIKE THIS POEM AND MOMMA ROXX HAS IT ON A VOTING PAGE GO TO SEE TORNADO FIRE MAGIC'S BULLENTIN FOR THE LINK!!

Gotta Love This!
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday, a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. "A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in, I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked? "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..." Traffic Ticket $95.00 Court Costs $45.00 Look on the Cop's Face....... PRICELESS

Pics
ok I'm really sick of guys telling me to go check out their NSFW pics. When I say no its no. quit fucking asking me the same damn question over and over. Pisses me off. I will not rate or comment your naked pics, not gonna sit there and look at some guys pics claiming how big his dick is when its so fricken tiny you cant even see it. So quit being losers and whoring yourself out to people. If people wanted to rate your lame ass pictures then they will... Ugh ok... I'm done now. :-D have a great day!

Yummmmm
Ah yes, the scent of your sex…so fantastic, so incredibly sensual, such a sensory bombardment. You smell so delicious, I ache to taste you…ummmmmm, but, not so fast. As you move up onto the table, your skirt slides up a bit, and to get more comfortable, you pull it up even further so that your bare ass is now directly on the marble tabletop, cool, yet a bit refreshing. A contrast in temperatures, so hot and so cool. With your legs spread now on each chair, and your skirt now nearly fully open yet still tied at the top, I am faced with a delightful view, and opportunity. You are leaning back on your elbows with such great anticipation. You raise your hips slightly to meet what you expect to be there, my mouth now moving slowly up your inner thigh. Again, a trail of a very slow and deliberate french kisses gently flick and dart on your inner thigh. With every flick, you raise and flinch towards me, your thong now very wet. Moving still closer, kissing, sucking just a bit, I then be

Broke Back Jax
So... Imagine... one fine morning you find yourself awake and feeling happy and slightly chipper that you are alive to see and be apart another day.... You then sit up in said bed and as per every morning twist slightly so you pop your lower back to work out the kinks from sleeping... Only to hear to your utter horror your back make noises it shouldnt be making as it pops.... At first nothing feels wrong or in pain.. then as you get to the edge of your bed you try to stand only to scream in pain and flop on your bed like a sad little fishy fish that has been left out of the water... Now enters... The 4 days of Pain... Standing...? lol that was equivalent to feeling like some stuck a knife in your back and left it there... Bending left, right or up and down... That would be the equivalent to someone stabbing you with a ice pick in your back as hard and as fast as they could.... Waking up and trying to sit up and stand? Someone taking a fucking sledge hammer to your whole spinal column..

Death Leaves A Heartache No One Can Heal, Love Leaves A Memory No One Can Steal..
During the course of last night Adam Chains301 Lost his mother,so close to Christmas time. Sometimes in our lives you wish that your olds would live for ever but alas they leave us one by one with a heavy heart that lifts with the memories that they pass down to us with a smile,which we reflect back to with fondness hoping that they are with us and looking down on the dawn of each new day.

Lets Say Thanks
Something Xerox is doing If you go to this website, www.LetsSayThanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. It is FREE and it only takes a few seconds. Wouldn't it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our guys and gals over there need to know we are behind them... IF YOU DO ONE, PLEASE COMMENT THAT YOU DID IT!!

Organized Religion
Organized Religion OK, this one is honestly just to see how many people I piss off (and to let everybody know I'm an equal opportunity heckler). THE TROUBLE WITH ORGANIZED RELIGION Having a personal relationship with God is a wonderful concept that has been absolutely ruined by organized religion. Somehow, over the centuries control freaks have insinuated their own opinions into the Word to the point that their opinions have become Dogma. So, I give you a few observations. Jehovah's Witnesses: Their Heaven has been full since 1978. Buddhism: Right. Just sit there. Everything will be OK. Right. Mormons: Sorry, I take the Black Thing personally. They can kiss my ass. Judaism: Whole religion, half a book. Islam: The phrase Improvised Explosive Device is not in the Quran. Some of you are a little off track. Hindu: Who in their right mind wants to spend the Afterlife as a cow? Catholicism: I cant even say anything w/o

Letting Go
Most know the expression “If you really love someone you set them free.” Everyone gives that statement tons of lip service but how many can walk the walk? Based on what I’ve experienced in my life I place having to make that decision among the top 5 hardest choices to make within the spectrum of human experience. To let a person you really love go, and know they may not come back to you. Not wishing them ill will but a better future and happiness. I wonder how many people could really do this? I just know it hurts. It makes me recall an ancient sand script which roughly translates to “sometimes life really sucks.”

Overdose
Your breath, my suffocation Your smile, my frustration Im so alive since youre dead to me Systematic overdose of reality Your pain, my sunny day Your light, my dark and grey So alive, now that youre dead to me Systematic overdose of reality Your surrender, my relentlessness Your struggles, my happiness Im alive, since youre dead to me Systematic overdose of reality Your apathy, my determination Your downfall, my vindication So alive, now that youre dead to me Systematic overdose of reality

Stop Askin
ok plz stop askin me to add u to ma family list if i wanted u on der i would have added u and i dont have ne picz of me dat r naked n neva well so dont ask me to take ne i have a hubby and a wifey so respect dat im here to make friends not nething else so dont try.i flirt yes but doesnt mean i wanna hook up or sleep wit u im tried of getin harassed by all tha prevs so plz do me a favor stop harassin me askin me if u can see me nakd stop all tha dirty comments if i wana b ur friend i will let u know

Juggle Bills
The world's financial crunch Has even hit Saint Nick He's had to lay off helpers Which made him down right sick And now here comes the saddest news News you won't believe Dear Santa won't be coming to your house The Crypt Keeper Juggle Bills lyrics Christmas eve Santa Claus went broke Just the other day Then his friendly bank Repossessed his sleigh His costs have all gone lyrics up His profits went down This Christmas poor old Santa Claus ain't coming to your town Juggle bills, juggle bills Can't get through the stack It ain't no joke The fat guys broke There's not much in The Crypt Keeper his sack Jack Santa Claus, Santa Claus Is sportin' quite a frown It makes him sick To think saint nick ain't coming to your town Santa has a list A short one I fear Your names not on it now But maybe on next yea

Cooking Dinner
A man kills a deer and takes it home to cook for dinner. Both he and his wife decide that they won't tell the kids what kind of meat it is, but will give them a clue and let them guess. The kids were eager to know what the meat was on their plates, so they begged their dad for the clue. "Well," he said, "It's what mommy calls me sometimes." The little girl screams, "Don't eat it, Don't eat it, it's an ass hole!"

Just Whining
so im in the self pity mode at the moment did some self reflecting or rejecting whatever. i hate being alone. i do have the option not to but once that someone comes along they can be perfect in every way but i pick fights i disagree when i really want to agree i wanna say damn i love u more than you know smile when they walk through the door. but i cant . yet i expect them to be that person for me how selfish i am. i just want that someone say what he means and mean what he says. when he sees me and just smiles i want to be wanted. tell me what you want from me . i hate needy people the worse is i think i've become what i hate

Terrified Heart
Sometimes, I'm Terrified of my Heart Of its constant hunger For whatever it is it wants The way it stops... ...and starts. (poe - Terrified Heart) This little song has been playing in my head all day long. Last night was the wrost night sleep pretty much ever. Went to bed at 11:30. Treid sleeping for an hour. Got up, then finally feeling tired at 5ish..went to bed..nothing again for about an hour. He gets up at 6:20..i start to fall asleep then the bloody alarm goes off at 7. I go back to sleep, toss and turn every freaking hour til 10:30 when i woke myself up from a bad dream. Overall it was not a fun night. My boyfriend has been dying in maass effect all day. But the good thing is, he hasnt played ffxii in 2 weeks. Anyhooters...thats all.

What To Do What To Do...
OK EVERYONE.. I CANT MAKE UP MY FREAKIN MIND..I WAS BANNED FROM MAKING COMMENTS ON THIS ACCT. I REALLY DIDNT THINK I WOULD GET THEM BACK. BUT AFTER THREE WEEKS OF NOT HEARING A WORD I TRIED AND POOF HERE THEY ARE. FU NEVER TOLD ME WHY OR IF I WOULD AND I AM SORRY BUT I GOTTA BE ABLE TO COMMENT. THIS LEAVES ME IN A QUANDRY. I HAVE WORKED REALLY HARD ON MY NEW ACCT BUT HOLY CRAP I CANT BEGIN TO THINK OF THE TIME I HAVE PUT INTO THIS ONE.. NOT TO MENTION THE SCORES OF FRIENDS I HAVE MADE THAT I WOULD HATE TO LOOSE. SO WHILE I MULL IT OVER PLEASE DONT THINK BAD OF ME IF YOU SEE ME ON BOTH FOR A TIME. I HAVE TO DECIDE WHICH HAS TO GO.. AND I KINDA LIKE MY NEW ONE ALOT. NOT AS MANY FUKED UP MEMORIES. I WOULD HAVE TO ERASE A LOT OF STUFF FROM HERE TO ERADICATE THE CONTAMINATION IT HOLDS..BUT THIS ONE IS LIKE HOME.. SO WE WILL SEE AND WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHAT I WILL DO. PLEASE IF YOUR ON THIS ACCT AND YOU WANT TO STAY IN TOUCH COME TO GYPSYGIRL JUST IN CASE.. I WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TOO. AND TO TH

Decorating For Christmas
So when do you start decorating? How much do you do? Since I have been here, I've done less and less. David has never been into doing it. he just likes to help pick out the tree. After that he goes off on his own. I always get a real tree so I don't put it up too early. And sometimes depending on the weekends he is here its not up very long. Sometimes the decorations stir emotions that I really don't want to face. In the past, I've felt lonely. Decorating just for me seems silly. But I suppose even though David only seems them for a few days, they are for him too. If not for him, I probably would not have done anything. This year I suppose I am coming out of the doldrums. Part of me WANTS to decorate (and to make cookies lol). Growing up, we always had fun decorating. Besides doing the tree, I think our favorite thing was the staircase. We would put up some garland, and then we had these little elves. And while its not decorating, we always put up the trains. They

Colonoscopies
Colonoscopies are no joke, but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas, we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity." 11. "You used to be an Enron executive, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay." And the best one of all.. 13. "Could you write a note for my wife saying that my head is not up there?"

Poetry
Thunderous Silence Like wings of a dove, searing to the heavens, peace and tranquility among us. No words spoken, no words needed just a glance or a touch.... Two souls collide, becoming as one they reach their ultimate exstacy and reach it as one. Life and love have no barrier's there is no judgement. For what is felt, its pure from the heart.... Like rain in the misty morning, the soft touch of rain pattering on the roof top. Two hearts beat as one.... Author...Me... So be nice lol

No Comments No Rates And No Mail Again
this is the only thing thats popped up in the for me bartab today · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 39 min ago · ~ XMASTER© ~ O... invited you to the lounge: XMASTER'S ...! 1 hr ago · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 1 hr ago · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 4 hr ago · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 5 hr ago · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 6 hr ago · You've just been awarded 285 points for being online! 8 hr ago damm where is everyone saying ive been here for over a year thats pretty crap. but o well thanks to the 2 or 3 people who do stop by here

My Favorite
When I’m with you I’m controlled by desire Our eyes catch and yours Are lit up like fire My hand slips in yours I giggle and you grin I’m trembling with lust As the fun begins You pull me by hand To our room through the door The rooms lit by candles And petals cover the floor Gently you push me Onto the bed I watch as you pull Your top over your head Quick as I see you Your mouth finds mine Your lips are soft Your kisses divine Your hands find my top And our kiss is broken You begin to undress me Not a word is spoken When my body is bare Your pupils dilate The bulge in your pants Say that you’re in a state Your hands stroke my body Each grove and each curve You know I am yours That only you deserve Love is a game If played slowly, feels great But tonight is different Tonight I can’t wait I push you over You groan and I grin I pull down your pants My eyes drink you in And before you can speak I mount you, and moan You push up

Faker & Bogus Profile????
Sara //Stiletto Girl//@ fubar I wondering If She or He is real or FAKE??? Has No Salutes pics and Never return our Profile Rating!!! She is at Fuberlord (21 level) Do U thinks that person are FAKE or NOT???? I gonna to see that??? Look Like Too Glossy Pics??? Has Highest Pro-Picture shooting??? It not like we have $5,000 for a camera???? we only buying $500 bucks That is Bogus!! Ripped out of from Google.com!!! I showed to my father!! He is a Teacher of Photography!! He say Fuckin' Faker!!!! Thank you Mike P.S. I BUSTED HER out!!!!

Seriously....wtf!
You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo" and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have Al Qaeda -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racist. -In the Million Man March, you believed that you were m

Todays Happenings...
Well today I finally got the call, from the Ex about the papers from the Lawyer. He was mad...lol. Hes mad because he don't want to pay child support, and that I'm trying for primary custody with him secondary, but still joint. He says that he is going to fight it and try to seek full custody with me paying him child support. Now this is why it is so funny... He left me to live with his current girlfriend, and this is after having 2 affairs that I know of, then he and his girlfriend has gone to jail, and stuff like that. had to go live with my parents because he stopped helping us, house almost gets foreclosed on, but as of the first of November, he paid it and move in with his girlfriend...but this is after I pay almost $900 in bills(lights, water, cable and phone) just so I can show good faith payments to get into low income housing. Between classes I decided to do something nice for my sister-in-law, because it is her birthday. I get over there, we do a couple things...then I tr

Would You.....
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

And Here All Along Ive Been The One Keeping It All Bottled Up Inside
....for the future! "breath, kid! BREATH!"... yeah, it's what they keep telling me to do...but I have no choice but to breath oxygen all the time, otherwise I wouldn't be able to live on earth, ya know?yeah, deep, consentrated breathing is considered a cure for a lot of things...and yes , people still want to lecture me to this day on how to breath and heal myself.... so look bitches, I'll try and be ZEN about this shit and tell you that I am a new age revolutionary shaman gankster, with a natural retro thing goin on...and when you're sitting in my oxygen bar in the year 2011, breathing it up and supporting the economy as well as my altruism and service, you're going to be thinking to yourself, "just breath, man....just breath..." and so to all you winey bitches, I wish you good fuckin luck.Sorry some of you people out there too fawking impatient to hear these words come out of my lips...so take your own fucking advice and... "just breath, douchbag"

20 Uses For A Condom
1. Hair tie 2. Slip 'er over a payphone to avoid "NASTY" germs 3. Bathing cap (if you stretch it in the right manner) 4. Neat travel case for your toothbrush 5. Wet suit for a ferret 6. Finger puppets 7. Travel size shampoo and conditioner holders 8. Use it to store that urine sample next time you go to the doc for a checkup 9. Rubber boot for a peg leg 10. Latex toe warmers 11. Stuff, and use to stop drafts under doors 12. Fill with rocks and use to as a weapon in a crisis situation 13. Makeshift sandbags in the event of a flood 14. To keep candles dry when camping 15. Build your own incredible "Water Weenies" 16. To quickly fill water pistols 17. Bicycle tire tube 18. Change purse 19. Goodyear Blimp model 20. For those long car trips that dad hates to stop for potty breaks

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About EVERYONE 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and im

Shots From Vacation! Part 1
Wow, so many sights! I didn't take this photo, but it's a perfect reproduction of what we see out in front of out hotel:The tree at Rockefeeler Center. It won't be lit for a few more days:Skating at Rockefeller CenterThe view from the top of the RockSt. Patrick's Cathedral. I tried to go in, but my hand burst into flame when I touched the doorsSome of the cool collectibles we found while shoppingNew York in a nutshellYes, space is at a premium in New York City. This bathroom was the size of a closetThe Roxy, world famous DelicatessenV ordered ribs, but apparently they killed and cooked the TinglerThe outide of Grand Central Station

Double Coconut Cake With Fluffy Coconut Frosting
1¼ hours 30 min prep Change to: servings US Metric cooking spray 1 tablespoon cake flour 2 1/4 cups sifted cake flour 2 1/4 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 2/3 cups sugar 1/3 cup butter, softened 2 large eggs 1 (14 ounce) can light coconut milk 1 tablespoon vanilla 2/3 cup sweetened flaked coconut, divided Fluffy Coconut Frosting 4 large eggs 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 1 dash salt 1 cup sugar 4 tablespoons hot water 1/2 teaspoon vanilla 1/4 teaspoon coconut extract Not the one? See other Double Coconut Cake With Fluffy Coconut Frosting Recipes * Easter Cakes * For Large Groups Cakes * Pacific Northwest Cakes * Coconut Cakes * Kid Pleaser Cakes 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees. 2. Coat 2 (9 inch) round cake pans with cooking spray, dust with 1 tablespoon flour. 3. Combine 2 1/4 cups flour, baking powder,and salt, stirring with a whisk. 4. Place sugar and butter in a large bowl, beat with a

Top Ten Acronyms Least Used In Personal Ads
10. JRLA -- Janet Reno Look-Alike 9. CWP -- Cigar-Wielding President 8. MSG S/G W/B M/F KOPWPFYB -- Moon walking Single-Gloved Straight/Gay White/Black Male/Female King Of Pop With Predilection For Young Boys 7. RHMI -- Really Hip Macarena Instructor 6. HAWGSOH -- Heroin Addict with Great Sense of Humor 5. STLSM -- Show Tune-Loving Straight Male 4. SWFWHBTP -- Single White Female Who Has Blown the President 3. EHWC -- Extremely Hairy White Chick 2. WARSADAP -- Works At Radio Shack and Drives A Pinto and the Number One 1. WSUBFC -- Will Screw Ugly Bastards for Cash

The People Who Protect Us All.
they do it for us- show some FN support Body: You stay up for 16 hours. He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong. He doesn't get to eat today. Your maid makes your bed

Contest Update A Must See!!!!!!!!!!
I NEED ONLY less than 1,185 to go BY THE 1ST for 3RD PLACE!!!!!!!! No need to rate and fan add sultry its open come help me win 3rd please! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxx Gifts for comments on my contest pic!!!!! hurry!!!!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=709063&i=2964571025 or click here addfan rate her and view pic album for the Sexiest Male on Fubar Contest rate and comment bomb me please *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Co Owner Razzles Night Club@ fubar Here's the info: Starts November 17th and end December 1st. 1st place 3 month vip or 1 month blast *First to 35,000 comments wins 2nd place 7 day blast *First to 15,000 comments wins 3rd place 3 day blast *First to 10,000 comments wins! To Enter Rules *Must Rate,Fan and Add host in order to Bomb. *No Harassing other Contestants or the Hosts. *No Drama of any kind. *Must have at least 100 comments a day to stay in the contest Please help me Win! Here is th

The Blood That Runs.
The blood in my veins runs for you and only you. You are the reason that I live day today.You are my hopes, my dreams, my life, my everything. When you say my name I go weak all over. I'm under your spell for you are the one for me. When I dream it's you that fills my mind. When I look into your rich brown eyes all I see is love. The way that your skin feels on mine drives me crazy. all I want is to have you in my life. If I don't then I might just die

Ignorant Fuck Rant
Look for the S, P, and C of a Sentence: These are the Subject, Predicate, and Complete Thought. 1. A complete sentence will always include a subject. Always. The subject is the main focus of the sentence and is the "whom" or "what" the sentence is about. If there isn't a subject, it is not a complete sentence - it's a fragment. And it's incorrect. Learn these things, people! Let's see how this works, Class... Example: "Jared is a dragon." This sentence is about "Jared." Jared is the subject. 2. A complete sentence must always have a predicate. The predicate communicates what the subject does or what the subject is. Always look for the predicate; if there is no predicate, this should indicate to you that the sentence is not complete and therefore is not in standard written English. English is the language we speak in this country, is it not? Last I fucking checked it was. Let's get on the ball, Folks! Example: "Manda ate some chicken yesterday." The predic

Life Is A Beautiful Thing
Life is a beautiful thing,.... Now you're prob. wondering what makes it so great,. It's the things we often say we hate,. and the things we just for some reason can't understand,. I used to not understand alot about life,. and I was depressed and angry. But.. I woke up, all on my own without anyone's help. Instead of being Doped up on drugs and having someone tell me whats right and wrong,. for 300 bucks and hour,. I did it myself,. I might say it alot,. But its true,. Life is about Learning, Living, laughin, The pain, The hurt, The tears, The hate, and Anger,. and seeing the beauty in all of it,. When you prick your finger on a torn of a rose, you don't Dig up the bush and throw it away,. why.. because its beautiful, BUT you learn not to grab it like you did,. Life is the same way,. I don't have a PHD, MD, BBLLD whatever.. But I have learned you can't hide your emotions Life is about Feeling , MAD, ANGRY, UPSET, HAPPY, ESTATIC, Depressed, Lonely, HURT, Beaten,

Anniversary 11/27/06
I would like to say Happy Anniversary to the love of my life! David You are my Heart & Soul! I hope and pray to God W/we have many many more! W/we have had some ups and downs but i truely think W/we have them worked out now......Trust and Honesty is a major part of a relationship without those two things it falls apart.. Love You Always Your wife lynn

Hate Me
I have to block out thoughts of you So I don't lose my head They crawl in like a cockroach Leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape To remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head That make a porno feel like home Theres a burning in my pride A nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you Will you never call again And you will never say that you loved me Just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me It is I that wanted space Hate me today Hate me tomorrow Hate me for all the things I didnt do for you Hate me in ways Yeah ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you I'm sober now for three whole months It's one accomplishment that you helped me with The one thing that tore us apart Is the one thing I wont touch again In my sick way I want to thank you For holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging war on myself You were trying to stop the fight

My Friend
You've held my hand Been there for me You don't do the work But won't let me be When I need your help You hold me up Let me tell you things You may not want to hear You are objective and honest Letting your heart always be near I'm here for you Through all that may come Just wanted to let you know I love ya hon!

Footprints In The Sand
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was waking along the beach with the LORD. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonging to him, and the other to the LORD. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the pathof his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the LORD about it. "LORD, you said that once i decided to follow you, you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I dont understand why when I needed you the most you would leave me." The LORD replied: "My precious, precious child, I Love You and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of fo

The Kiss
Lips as soft as the pettles of tuilps Smooth as silk.. Gentle as the summer's breeze yet so intense and sensuous the hot passion flowing connecting the two as one.. The expressions of love,desire, devotion supreme how sweet to the taste as like a sweet wine to be entwined in love, what could be more devine and heavenly than that feeling totally complete...

There Be Assholes
i ask you. do people in general go out of their way to piss off people? and i'm not talking road rage....or using coupons for damn near everything the old bat ahead of you is buying...or even that person who has to give exact change and spends way to much time finding a penny....or even (and i know everyones been effected by this one)....the person who buys $10.00 worth of items and pays with a check. no ladies and gentlemen and children of all ages, i'm talking those people who do the one thing they know is gonna get under your skin...and it can be anything. but eventually the irritation builds...and the flame in your gut burns hotter and you start shaking cause adrenaline is coursing through your veins and you think to yourself "one more time....one more fucking time".....and then it happens.....the one more time. and you SNAP. you turn and that person is staring right at you....you look at him/her right in their eyes. and the yelling starts and ever fiber in your body is jus

You Princess Only You
you slip in my bed like ah dream come true... I touch your soft belly and you gasp and caress my face, rubbing your hands down my chest.. i kiss your tender lips and hold your body close.i can feel ur body temp rise as i kiss your belly and cup your chest with my hand.. your lips kiss mine and nibble down my chest.....at this moment i relize your that angel in my dreams that has come true!!! i hope you stay here to hold me forever........

Random
So yeah, today was pretty good. *waits for shock to pass* ........................................... ........................................... I know, it's been a while, lol. I'm really not sure why it was a good day but during my lunch break I just ... got happy. My class after that went well, I learned I don't have to go back unless I just feel like it :D. Work went well... just, nothing really terrible happened (not after Calculus anyway :P) Anyway, I just felt it was important to put a good blog in here. Have a great day and a better tomorrow! xoxo

The Storm
The wind began to moan in hollow murmurs, as the sun went down carrying glad day elsewhere; and a train of dull clouds coming up against it, menaced thunder and lightning. Large drops of rain soon began to fall, and, as the storm clouds came sailing onward, others supplied the void they left behind and spread over all the sky. Then was heard the low rumbling of distant thunder, then the lightning quivered, and then the darkness of an hour seemed to have gathered in an instant. Life does not consist mainly, or even largely, of facts and happenings. It consists mainly of the storm of thought that is forever flowing through one's head. Serenity is not freedom from the storm, but peace amid the storm

Heaven Think About It People!!!
Heaven Written by a 17 Year Old Boy . This is excellent and really gets you thinking about what will happen in Heaven. 17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teays Valley High School in Pickaway County. Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them, notes from classmates and teachers, and his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. It makes such an impact that peop

Something To Thik About
One day a father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the firm purpose of showing his son how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy our food

Instructions For Psychward Mental Health Hotline
Instructions for PsYchward Mental Health Hotline We know you can't always get to a computer, but you can always mug some jerk with a cellphone. So soon you will reach the Psychward on the telephone. When we get it up, these will be our instructions. Please check to see if we've got your number. If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 until your finger bleeds. If you have short-term memory loss, press 2. If you have short-term memory loss, press 2. If you have short-term memory loss, never mind. If you are co-dependent, please ask your signifant-co to press 3 for you. If you have amnesia, press 411 and ask for information. If you have multiple personalities, press 5 and 6 and 7. If you are delusional, press 8 and your call will be transferred to the CIA which is already monitoring your calls and your dreams. If you are paranoid, you may press 9, but it doesn't matter. It is too late. We have already traced your call, and the men in white coats are on their way.

Tax!!
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax CDL license Tax Cigarette Tax Corporate Income Tax Dog License Tax Excise Taxes Federal Income Tax

Questions To Ponder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon Before we figured out it would be A good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, Is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway. Why is "bra

Baby Update
Nathan has developed pneumonia. I went to see him on Wednesday afternoon. They say he is doing better and that they are going to try to take the breathing tube out Thursday(today). They also told my daughter she MIGHT get to hold him today. I couldn't stay any longer because of my job. But my ex husband and his wife have offered to let me crash there over Christmas if I can come up with the time off to go up there! Thank you to anyone who is reading my blogs on my grandson.

Two Years Today
Today is the 2 yr anniversary of my accident and loss of my beloved Impatience. Today is a day of great grief for me. But, I'll get past it as I always do. Will drive through the accident site but after the accident time. Not ready for that yet. Maybe I never will. Time will tell. a Today marks the third anniversary of my accident. Still in alot of pain and no where near settling...my lawyer declined their off of settlement. I guess he's going for broke?

Thanks!!
We want to thank everyone who attended our Fuwedding. Our friends and family mean so much to us and it meant so much to us to share this occasion with you all. A special thanks to Angel of Vengeance, Jen and Huey. You guys are wonderful and Im thankful that you have come into our lives. Go add these wonderful people you wont be disappointed I promise!!! ♥ANGEL OF VENGENCE♥FU WIFE TO MY PERSONAL JUDAS♥@ fubar ~Lady Jen~ Owner of Jen's BBW Fortress@ fubar ~ Sir Huey~Partner of Jens BBW~Burned in Water, Drowned in Flames~@ fubar Thank you all from the bottom of our hearts! Oh and if you get a chance go fan, rate and add my fuhubby...hes a wonderful man and has been stuck on the same level for a while now....he needs all the help he can get...lol...Thanks so much again!! Broken Angel~~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~~Fuwifey to Doughboy~Nails Stalker@ fubar Doughboy~Bartender for Jens BBW Fortress~Broken

A Woman's Brain
Have you ever wondered how a woman's brain works? Well....it's finally explained here in one, easy-to-understand illustration: Every one of those little blue balls is a thought about something that needs to be done, a decision or a problem that needs to be solved A man has only 2 balls and they take up all his thoughts.

Love's Arrow
Love's Arrow (sappy poem written ages ago to my first true love) if love is a game then it is a game for archers like cupid and Apollo and archer must be to win at love swift and true the arrow soars to the lover's heart but who was I to take the shot and lose at love again with my arrows of dreams and a bow made of fears my arrows fly slow and the target, her heart is missed but there she stands, so pure and true not moving but waiting for me to take the chance but what if I should miss again only in error will I learn with pain I grow stronger in time I will hit my mark this must be the time oh God let the winds be calm and my hands be steady let my eyes not stray and my heart be still as I draw back my bow and let my love's arrow fly!

He Deserves To Be Happy
I so do not deserve him. He's been so patient and caring and i do nothing in return for him. he deserves the perfect woman for him, and I'm just not her. I might have been at one time a long time ago, but i can never be that woman again. Its easy to sit there and think "stop whining and get off your ass and take care of him then". Its just not that simple. I want to be a normally functioning and thinking person, but I'm not. I keep whining and complaining "oh poor me". Well FUCK THAT!!!!! POOR TIM!!! How dare i complain! Let me tell you about this man. He works hard, despite the fact that his doctor wants him to stop because he hurt his back bad and its getting worse. And he had a heart attack last year too. He needs to take it easy, instead, he adds taking care of me to his list of obligations. He wakes up at 5am, works 12 hours or more, comes home, feeds the cats,tends to me (i have been bed confined)does the shopping or errand running. Then cooks. By the time he's done eatin

We Hold On
"We Hold On" How many times Do we tire of all the little battles Threaten to call it quits Tempted to cut and run How many times Do we weather out the stormy evenings Long to slam the front door Drive away into the setting sun Keep going on till dawn How many times must another line be drawn We could be down and gone But we hold on How many times Do we chaff against the repetition Straining against the faith Measured out in coffee breaks How many times Do we swallow our ambition Long to give up the same old way Find another road to take Keep holding on so long Cause theres a chance that we might not be so wrong We could be down and gone But we hold on How many times Do we wonder if it's even worth it Theres got to be some other way Way to get me through the day Keep going on till dawn How many times must another line be drawn We could be down and gone But we hold on

Introduction To The Old Religion ..lesson 1
I. GODDESS RELIGIONS IN THE OLD WORLD A. Gravettian-Aurignacian Cultures (25000 BC-15000 BC) 1. The Upper-Paleolithic period, though most of its sites have been found in Europe, is the conjectural foundation of the religion of the Goddess as it emerged in the later Neolithic Age of the Near East. a. There have been numerous studies of Paleolithic cultures, explorations of sites occupied by these people, and the apparent rites connected with the disposal of their dead. b. In these Upper-Paleolithic societies, the concept of the creator of all human life may have been formulated by the clan's image of women, who were their most ancient primal ancestors. (1) It is believed that the mother was regarded as the sole parent of children in this culture. (2) Ancestor worship appears to have been the basis of sacred rituals and ancestry i

Hmmmm.... Is It True?????
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong an

Your Ma Ma,
Your Ma Ma, Sky Tinted Green and Clover Shape Clouds, Dick in your Mouth Pissed Drunk Laying on the ground, Pools of Green Piss Stains all over your Gown, Sure is a lot Drunk Fucks Dress as Green Clowns, Hey Kiss my Ass I'm Complete and demolished, Oh shit I meant to say , Kiss Me I'm Irish, Fuck Xmass , Fuck Easter, Fuck even your Ma Ma, Hey Bitch it's Saint Patrick's Day Get Drunk an Holla, I'll Lead your Drunk ass around with a Green Collar, Drunk Crazy people In the darkest of Green Hour, Shut up Bitch Get Drunk an Holla, It's Fuckin Saint Patrick's Day Fuck your Ma Ma, CPR 2007 James Landry,

Come On Men, I Am Bored Come And Look And Get A Laugh
Husband Application APPLICATION: Name: Age: Location: Height: Weight: Hair Style: Hair Color: Eyes: sign: Tattoos/Piercings: OTHER: 1. where would we go on dates? 2. who are three of your favorite bands? 3. what kind of music do you listen to? 4. do you drink/smoke? 5. do you use any other drugs and if so what? 6. do you like the beach? if so...would you go with me late at night? if so...what would we do? 7. do you like movies? if so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. do you play an instrument? if so...what? 9. whats your favorite body part? 10. what would you say is the best thing about yourself? 11. why would you want to date me? . 12. do have a car? 13. whats your favorite color? . 14. what are some of your hobbies? 15. whats the longest serious relationship you've ever had? 16. do you have pets? if so what are they and what are their names? 17. do you do drag? 18. if you had to

Dont Blog Much
HI EVERYONE.. I DONT BLOG MUCH AS YOU ALL KNOW.. I GUESS DOESNT MATTER IF I DO OR NOT.. NOT MANY READ ,MY BLOGS.. JUST HAVE TO PUT DOWN A FEW THINGS.. ONE 15 YEARS AGO WHEN I WAS ON HERE.. WAS SO DIFFERENT.. WASNT A LOT OF SITES I WAS SONEW TO THIS.. SO GREEN I GUESS YOU WOULD SAY.. MEET SOME WONDERFUL PEOPLE.. AND A LOT ARE STILL WITH ME.. THEY ARE ON A LOT OF SITES THAT I AM ON.. AND WERE IN MY GROUPS.. YESS I HAD A FEW.. THATS WERE I MET A LOT..NOW I DONT DO GROUPS.. TAKES TOO MUCH TIME AND JUST DONT HAVE THAT TIME ANYMORE.. SO SLOWLY I PUT A BALANCE IN MY LIFE TO WHERE I AM ON HERE FOR A LITTLE.. THEN I DO MORE OFFLINE BUT STILL KEEP IN TOUCH WITH A LOT THRU E MAILS OR WHATEVER.. AND A LOT UNDERSTAND.. CAUSE I DONT WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE SITTING HERE AT MY DESK LIKE I USED TO.. USED TO SPEND TOO MUCH TIME ON HERE.. BUT ONE THING.. I THINK WHEN I WAS ONLINE IT WAS MUCH BETTER.. NOW IT SEEMS NOT MANY REALLY CARE.. ALL THEY CARE ABOUT IS BLOGGING.. AND WHATS GOING ON WITH THEMSELVES.

I Cant Take It!
Ok guys..so here is the deal. Lindsay has almost surpassed her good graces with uncle sam...he's gonna be pissed. You see they give you 6 months to lose all your baby weight...well i made some progress but the loosing part just stopped and i have officially hit my plateau! ( i only have about 3 weeks left! AHHH **** RUNS AND HIDES **** ) Basically to sum it up...the questions is anyone know of any good diets? I dont mean crash diets...I mean the real deal ( i know i have to pick up the work out part) But im desperate. I need to see results.. and in between work, baby and school...where do you find the time to work out? Ok new mommies...what are your secrets? what are you doing? Hit me back let me know. Im for real serious...lindsay needs her sexy back... :) I havent been exercising as much as Id like to, and god knows i have to go thru another horrifying PT experience I think Im gonna crack. Im not sure how much more of the whole army thing...and i think all the peeps at work a

Chirstmas Or Money
I remember When I was a kid I really look forward to christmas. But today the christmas spirt just seems like it all about the money.They start way to early.It just isnt like it used to be.Is it because Iam older or am I turning into scrooge?Dont get me wrong Iam not a tight ass on christmas.Its just not the way it was.Just My thought.Does anyone fill the same. Or am I the only one?

What Your Name Says About You...
P: You are popular with all types of people. A: You like to drink. U: You really like to chill. L: You are great in bed. I'll tell you it's damn close... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A : You like to drink. B : You like people. C : You are really silly. D: You Are Great in bed E: Awesome in bed F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality and good looks. I : You Are Great in bed. J : People Adore you. K:your wild and crazy L: You Are Great in bed M : Best kisser ever. N : You like to drink. O: Awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Easy to fall in love with. S : You are fuckin crazy. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : Best bf/gf anyone could ask for. Z.: Always remembered

Fix You
Fix you My heart has been broken Worse than anytime before The pain is overwhelming Too much for me to ignore It seems the more you love The further you have to fall I believed we had everything Then we went and lost it all I wanted for us to work I believed that we could So many mistakes we made It hurts more than it should I know that you suffered Losing your kids was the worst I could not make it better Even when I tried to put you first When your father died Another bruise on your heart It seems your life meant pain Right from the very start How could I possibly save you From 35 years of damaging distress Especially when your memories Meant anger and hate you did possess When you raised your hand to me I told myself that it was not your fault If only I had done more I thought I could have avoided the assault You spat in my face more than once To me that is worse then being hit You needed more than I could give I was finally forced to

Thursday Nov. 29
Yes... another day of meetings... my last one started at 7 pm and I got home about 10 or so. I went straight to bed. Today my first meeting begins at 8 pm and it is running from one meeting to another all the way until 8 tonight. I hope this is all worth what I volunteered for.

Been In The Hospital
To all my friends and family I haven't been on in awhile and for this i am sorry. But i have been in the hospital. I'm still not feeling better right no even though i am home. I on't be getting on much until i start feeling better. As of right now i am still weak. Who knew that having a major heart attack would take so much ut of you. I hope i will start getting my strengh back soon. Thank you, babyblue

Life
As if I dont have enough problems with my marriage.. etc. We just had another freakin kick in the ass. Hubby called up to tell me the lovely news that hes getting a nice Christmas gift from his boss. The fucker decided he doesn't want the spouses included in on the insurance. There fore.. I will have to pay for insurance through work. Which working for hospital..its good insurance..but its also costly. I am not sure how much it will be for just one member..who works part time. I am about to blow up at his boss in general anyways. Each year..it just keeps getting worst and worst. He comes home pissier and pissier. I told him I think its time for a new job..but hes getting paid good now. Just all of this crap plus our own personal issues makes life sucky around here. Not sure how much more I can take. Hubby said, now we got to figure out what to do about this. I told him just kill me off. LOL. He just might.. so in case you all don't see me around... just letting ya know..

New Pledge Of Allegiance (totally Awesome) !
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr.old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA : New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They'

Joke
A guy was trying to console a friend who'd just found his wife in bed with another man. "Get over it, buddy," he said. "It's not the end of the world." "It's all right for you to say," answered his buddy. "But what if you came home one night and caught another man in bed with your wife?" The fella ponders for a moment, then says, "I'd break his cane and kick his seeing-eye dog in the ass."

My Head Spits Forth Lines.. Idfk
There must be something more than this Head hits pillow; is this what I'm here for Mundane conditions unsatisfied, wanting breathing Lusting for life that is more than the obvious Water tropical, language of unheard tongues Kisses leave me breathless, nights leave me restless, A design of mine and my own time, a touch that ends in not enough, as feet keep pacing my heart racing, breeze kissed by every sea kisses over the heart of me, and you... You are here and reality, your eyes Drink the drought of me, a touch and you won't be without me, sea kissed wind alarm rings again, back in my own bed, and you are only a figment in my head

Kissable Lips
Thanks to the secret admirer of my lips for entering me in the most kissable lips. That was very sweet of you, I dont know about contests and trying to keep up with everyone else. But the gester was very sweet so thank you to who ever you were...MUAH

Beautiful Poem Taz Wrote For Me
This is a poem my friend Taz wrote for me. He is a sweetheart. Thanks so much for this. This Rose As I look at this rose I think of the love we share So beautiful and lively Delicate and rare As I look at this rose I think of the time we've spent Pleasant memories fill my mind Like this rose sweet smelling scent As I look at this rose So lovely and gentle to touch Tears fill my eyes Because I love you so much my though of you are as a rose so beautiful and so sweet love you always and forever mark

Instant Gratification
Why are people in such a hurry anymore? Seems like everyone wants things to happen instantly. No one has any patience to take their time and learn about people, things, what-have-you. Patience is a virtue people. Some things take time. And they are more enjoyable that way.

Santa Claus Is Pagan Too
Santa Claus Is Pagan Too By Emerald Rose Oh, Santa Claus is Pagan too Just like all the rest And if you are a merry witch He´ll bring you all the best So get that star up on the roof And bake those cookies too Cause Christmas time is really Yule And Santa´s Pagan too He´s got that Buddha belly And his Pops the Holly King You´ve dressed him in that British Coat The caps a Nordic thing You took the horns right off his head And stuck them on his deer But he still flies high like Jupiter With a belly full of beer Hey, Santa Claus is Pagan too Just like all the rest And if you are a merry witch He´ll bring you all the best So get that star up on the roof And bake those cookies too Cause Christmas time is really Yule And Santa´s Pagan too Now history says Christ was likely Not a Capricorn But if you want to share our Yule We don´t care when he´s born Come celebrate the dawning Of the sun king´s bright rebirth And if you practice what you preac

The Song Of The Mood
there. "adam's song". exactly how i feel right now. i miss him and there's nothing i can do about it...why must everything be going to shit so much lately? other than that, finals are coming up in 2 weeks and i've been fightin to stay above the workload along with making up work i missed earlier in the year. everything is driving me insane. i cant control these mood swings, i dont know what's wrong with me. could it be the stress? i dont know but all i wanna do is break down and cry until everything is back to the way it used to be, but that'll never happen... "i never thought i'd die alone, i laughed the loudest, who'd have known?...i'm too depressed to go on, you'll be sorry when i'm gone...i never thought i'd die alone, another 6 months i'll be unknown, give all my things to my friends, you'll never step foot in my room again...please tell mom this is not her fault..." i wish i could save myself...

Thank's
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Sir Jim's Mid Morning Madness
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Object Of Desire
What is the object of your desire? What is it that can win your heart? Was it that I was not pretty enough? Was it that my heart was not loving enough? In a female what is it that she needs to be? Was my body not built in the right way? Did my eyes not invite you? Were my words not said in the right way? Did society say no not her, She is not the right thing. What is the object of your desire? What is it that took your heart away? Why didn't you want to love me? Why did you turn and walk away? The object of your desire, Must be a beautiful thing. Her heart must be made of gold. She must give you everything. I know it will never happen. I still wish with all my heart. That it was I , And no one else, That was the object of your desire.

Turkey Bulgur Pilaf
Turkey Bulgur Pilaf Here's an easy way to give pizzazz to your Thanksgiving leftovers without much effort. If you're going the extra mile and making turkey broth, use it in place of the chicken stock. Credit: Wen Zientek Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 1 cup sliced mushrooms * 1/2 cup cracked wheat bulgur * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 2 tablespoons oil * 1 1/4 cups chicken stock * 1 cup diced cooked turkey * 1/4 cup nuts, coarsely chopped * 2 tablespoons chopped parsley * 2 teaspoons lemon juice * 1/8 teaspoon dried mint * Salt and pepper to taste Directions: Saute the mushrooms, bulgur and onion in the oil until the onion is tender and the bulgur is golden brown. Add the stock and bring to boil. Simmer, covered, for about 20 minutes, or until all of the stock is absorbed and the bulgur is tender. Add the turkey, nuts, parsley, lemon juice, mint and salt and pepper to taste. Serve hot.

The Sweet Taste Of Love
The Sweet Taste Of Love The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Screws
My husband was talking about putting stuff together at the store the other night. Another guy was back there and they decided he should help with assembling, especially since he liked putting things together. The tables had to have screws put into them but the holes had little plastic coverings to protect them during shipment. The coverings had to be removed before you put the screws in. The other guy didn’t remove the plastic before trying to insert the screw. As he told this story, the double entendres got deep. Or not deep, perhaps, since the other guy could not get the screw to go in. My son (16) was listening and he started laughing at some of it. Then hubby said, “He didn’t even look, just started screwing. He tried and tried and tried, but couldn’t get it in anyway at all.” I started laughing and said, “Sometimes it might work better that way for him.” Son said, “Mom, you aren’t supposed to be talking that way. Guys do but women don’t” Little does he know….

Christmas Carols For The Disturbed
CHRISTMAS CAROLS FOR THE DISTURBED * 1. Schizophrenia --- Do You Hear What I Hear? * 2. Multiple Personality Disorder --- We Three Kings ARE Disoriented * 3. Dementia --- I Think I'll be Home for Christmas * 4. Narcissistic --- Hark the Herald Angels Sing About Me * 5. Manic --- Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town and Cars and Buses and Trucks and Trees and..... * 6. Paranoid --- Santa Claus is Coming to Town to Get Me * 7. Borderline Personality Disorder --- Thoughts of Roasting on an Open Fire * 8. Personality Disorder --- You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, Maybe I'll Tell You Why * 9. Attention Deficit Disorder --- Silent night, Holy oooh look at the Froggy - can I have a chocolate, why is France so far away? * 10. Obsessive Compulsive Disorder --- Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells,

A Real Cowboy
A REAL COWBOY An old cowboy dressed to kill with cowboy shirt, hat, jeans, spurs and chaps went to a bar and ordered a drink. As he sat there sipping his whiskey, a young lady sat down next to him. After she ordered her drink she turned to the cowboy and asked him, "Are you a real cowboy?" "Well, I have spent my whole life on the ranch herding cows, breaking horses, mending fences... I guess I am," replied the cowboy. After a short while he asked her what she was. "I've never been on a ranch so I'm not a cowboy, but I am a lesbian. I spend my whole day thinking about women. As soon as I get up in the morning I think of women, when I eat, shower, watch TV, everything seems to make me think of women," said the young woman. A short while later she left and the cowboy ordered another drink. A couple sat down next to him and asked, "Are you a real cowboy?" "I always thought I was, but I just found out that I'm a lesbian."

Blonde Guy Joke
The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican! opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of corned

How Sweet Is This...
This was created for me by my friend Robert. "Special eyes of a friend" Bright and sparkling Perfect in every way Beyond all description Portals into your heart Blazing and brilliant Full of sweetness Compassion abounds So clear and like mirrors Shimmering and glimmering Painting a special picture Sensitive, caring and kind Just like two perfect flowers Intense and warm Twin eternal flames flickering Love and compassion alive in them Showing life's greatest pleasures Gazing into them brings thoughts Of a very special lady One of kind miracle A very special friend

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Next 2 Weeks
Work calls! I shall be off (somewhat) fubar for next 2 weeks.....well, may be with my slow GPRS (it really sucks).......but if anyone misses me.....just leave me a msg or comment....I shall try to reply....Cheers.

Points Not Accumulating And Stuck At 99%
***REPOST OF SCRAPPERS BLOG*** Fubarbarians! Points not adding up?? = VERIFY YOUR EMAIL or SUBMIT A SALUTE! fubar will not allow members to accumulate points when "stuck at 99%" because it caused a problem with leveling up. NOW, your points will FREEZE until you submit one of the level requirements: by level 3, you need to have a verified email, or your account will FREEZE. By level 10, you need to have submitted a salute and have it approved, or your level will FREEZE. If your email gets blacklisted and thus unverified, at any level, your level and points will freeze until you reverify. Any points/fubucks earned while you are frozen will NOT be added retroactively. This includes all points earned by rating, completing surveys, and the like. If you purchase blasts, tickers, and happy hours while you are frozen, and do not accumulate points while they run because you are frozen, they will not be refunded. If you really care about your level, please be aware of it at

Surveys And Offers
***REPOST FROM SCRAPPERS BLOG*** I hear a lot of whining going on about surveys and offers, so I'm going to attempt to inject a little common sense here: *What does "pending" mean?* Pending shows up in your fuBank after you have clicked on a survey or offer. This DOES NOT mean that you completed the offer and are waiting for the award. You may even take a half hour to try and prequalify for the survey, but it tells you you did not qualify. Unfortunately, you will not receive points for this, even though your fuBank will report it as "Pending". *****copied from Tiffany "The Intern's" blog!***** As a safeguard, if you complete a survey or offer, take a screen grab of the completed offer that shows you have COMPLETELY AND FULLY finished the entire survey and will be awarded the points. Just as if you were going to purchase something online, you need to print out or screen grab that page as your RECEIPT. This is really your only proof that you finished the survey if you need t

Journal 11/29/2007
Hey all. Nice to see some new and some not so new friends on my page. Wish someone would comment and say hi. I am getting a little lonely here! What's the deal people! Holidays around my house have been going pretty well. I am trying to be a jovial person. Some times that is hard because I don't really get along with my "outlaws." They are just not my kind of people. They are always concerned with money, material things and also what people think of them. To tell you the truth, sometimes I really don't care what people think of me. I guess it depends on the situation. If it has to do with the way people see my at work, then I guess I do care. But if it has to do with how people see me in my personal life, well then, I am a bit less concerned. One thing is for sure, we are not going to please or be liked by everyone. In fact, probally most people will have a problem with us if we are not the way they want us to be. Life is not always the way we want it to be. At least for me i

My Nsfw Pics
OK, get this, I had to delete my NSFW pics because MY finacees EX-FUCKING-HUSBAND invades her privacy, he got on HER profile and snooped thru MY profile! I am the one that gets yelled at! All I have to say is, IF SNOOPY MOTHERFUCKERS WOULD RESPECT OTHER PEOPLES PRIVACY, WE WOULD ALL BE MUCH FUCKING HAPPIER!! JESSE, STAY THE FUCK OUT OF MINE AND TESSA'S BUSINESS. YOU ARE HER FUCKED UP EX-HUSBAND, DEAL WITH THAT FACT YOU STUPID DUMB FUCKHEAD!!!! I don't like the fact that I am the one that gets in trouble because of him. That is not really fair! I am not the one that left my profile open, I am not the one that poked my nose in where it did not belong nor was it wanted there! It is not fair that I don't get to see my fiancee till God knows when now. It is not fair that I have to sit here all goddamn day long wondering what is going on. No fucking wonder I feel forgotten! WHAT EVER!!!! OK, here is the update! Tess jumped his fat ass last night for invading her privacy (applau

Wwe Wrestling Fans
i have started a wwe wrestling fans lounge its been rocking every night since i made it the 19th of november. we got tons of wrestlers entrance theme music and wrestlers videos to watch plus a great group of wrestling fans. click on jeff hardy he loves to play ruff, check out my wrestling lounge below

Window On My World (here's Bits And Pieces Of The Poem Ya Ain't Ready For This)
if i listen carefully i can hear the beautifull sounds of the world. if i want to, when i close my eyes i can see ne thing i want to. i understand everyone makes mistakes and it only makes you strong when you learn from them. i like people who take time out there day to help the less fortunate.

Next Time Your Dear Old Granny Asks For A "rocking Chair"
The "Rocking Chair" It's on sale in the for $99.00. It looks like a seat. But what is its intended use? "The HAMMER""THE SHAFTER""THE BLISS BOX" "THE DOGHOUSE":THE FLEXOR"THE PLUNGER""THE TROT"

Emotions Were Many!
I finally after 5yrs I was reunited with my children. At first I was really upset and ready to cry because it was hard for me to see them after so long. The first couple seconds were rough but I pulled myself together to be strong for the kids...they looked so great and they were just smiling and excited as I was, especially my daughter Bryana. I didnt want the moments with them to end so i talked to them as much as possible. I only got about a half hour with them but i was so relieved to have that! I felt like i was on cloud 29..so excited that i couldnt even sleep later that night...i was wondering for the last 5yrs how they sounded and how they were and now I know how they are...The best feeling in the world is feeling your kids put their arms around you and be glad that you are there! I just have to thank god so much for the second chance with my kids! And of course their Father who made it possible....It was the best!

Money Is The Root Of All Evil!
Yes it does rule everything, because money = power sad but true... and theres nothing really that we can do about it, its like blocks that keep falling on top of each other its like you know what you have to do but yet its so hard! You don't have any skills cause you don't have in school and you don't have any school cause you dont have any money and you dont have any money cause you don't have a job... you see what I'm getting at? Sometimes I wish we were in the Little House on the Perrie days... Chea that was fun... now money controls everything and Love gets crushed down like a 5000 pound truck... it sucks and trully if it wasent for all my friends and family and hopefully one day the chances of winning the lottery or inventing something that will make lots of cash flow... I'd choose illegal injection!!!

They Said No More Drama Part 2....
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Shadow Walker Touch
I am a shadow... Gliding across the earth... No one can see me... But I'm there. I slip right past you... My touch... A soft carress... That haunts you... In your dreams. My kiss... Is cold on your skin... But light as air. I am a shadow... You can't see me. I am the shadow... Who is as gentle... And as soft... As air.

Just A Lil Update 4 Ya All Plz Read
ive changed my name n im makin some moves now im workin towards god mother by the end of Feb. I will be havin a happy hour next Thrusday for my Birthday so get ready to drink it up on me Much love to al of u n to all my close friends that i speak with all the time I LOVE U GUYZ MORE THAN U ALL KNOW!!!

I Need Kisses
hey friends all you male lover want to bes want to impress me buy me a mistle toe... its easy just copy and paste this link order me a bunch of mistletoe...dont buy me drinks or gifts just mistletoe kisses mmmm come luv me with kisses http://fubar.com/blog/147861/619637

Rules In Oklahoma
Rules of OKLAHOMA 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot.( my favorite) 2. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'gravel road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. They are cattle. That's what they smell like to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I- 35 and I-44 can get your ass out of here. 4. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 5. So every person in every pickup waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 6. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of ducks are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 7. Yeah, we eat oklahoma pork chops & corn on the cob. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 8. The 'Opener' refers to the

Nervious About Surgury
back in 1999 i was woke up on the middle of the night to a fight between a boyfriend and girlfriend it was 3 in the mornibng and she was bleeding really bad from her fave and then i noticed she had no bottom lip. he bite it off while beating the poor girl sensless well he saw me answer the door and his words to me were "come on hero i'll fuckin kill you too". naturaly me being a marine my response was lets play baby we began fighting and it was a long long battle he never felt a punch or kick that i landed on him. somehow we both fell and broke my right arm snapping my radius bone in half. he said i got you now bitch but i said guess again and we kept fighting me with one arm till he heard the cops coming and he ran. he wasnt caught till the next day but thats moving a little fast for now. the girl and i went to the hospitol dise by side in the ambulance and thats when i found out that her boyfriend was high on crack well when we got to the hospitol she got a brand new lip a

Why Me?
After 7 long years the man I was supposed to marry has left me. Our daughter is upset and confused and I am trying my hardest to stay stron for her but I can't hold out much longer. She has already seen me cry too many times in the last 48 hours. This pain is unlike any other I have ever felt as this is the end for good. I can't possibly take him back after all the times he has cheated. And yes, I know that I shouldn't have put up with it at all but when you love someone as much as I do you tend to forgive. I love him so much. But I now know I need to look the other way and try to move on with my life. I guess it would be much easier if I didn't have to see him regularly as he comes to see our daughter. But I wouldn't give my daughter up for the world. I only wish that things could have been different. So please bear with me for a little while as I try to get my life back in order and my heart in one piece again. I thank all of my friends for the support and understanding.

Why So Young?
So I got off work today and I had a phone call from this guy that left me a message about my friend Chris. He had asked if I have heard the news about Chrris, I had no idea what he was talking about. When I was talking to him he had told me that Chris had died on Sunday during the day some time, which is crazy because I just talked to him on Friday when I was out to dinner with Amber. We were goin to try to find time to hang out and see eachother since we haven't hung out in a long time. I have knowen Chris for about 3 yrs now he was 26 yrs old and healthy. I just don't get how people my age are just dieing from natural causes. I had found out this past weekend that my friend Kristi from high school was in the hospital and then she almost died. Kristi has been my good friend for like 12 yrs now, she is one of Jazy's god mom and I was in her wedding when she married Matt. I just don't know what would happen if I found out she would have gone, I am having a hard time thinking about Chris

Pic On The Nightstand
After a long night of making love the guy notices a photo of another man, on the woman's nightstand by the bed. He begins to worry. "Is this your husband?" he nervously asks. "No, silly," she replies, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend, then?" he continues. "No, not at all," she says, nibbling away at his ear. "Is it your dad or your brother?" he inquires, hoping to be reassured. "No, no, no! You are so hot when you're jealous!" she answers. "Well, who in the hell is he, then?" he demands. She whispers in his ear "That's me before the surgery."