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Some People...
I find it very amusing how some people must think I am a total moron.... I am so tired of being told how stupid I am being, even though I am pretty sure I know what I am doing. I can't help that maybe some people just have a guilty conscience... I have to question, what would some people think if they got the whole story? I am not going to be the one to tell any story because I am ready for all the drama to stop. I have lost 2 friends from all of this, and I'm done with it because its just not worth it to me anymore. I have tried to let it go, but I keep getting more information, and its all fitting into place now. The friends I lost, weren't really friends in the first place, just people who are out for themselves and don't care about anyone else's feelings. With friends like that, who needs enemies....all it did was make my wall go up a little further, no big deal, I shouldn't have let my guard down at all....I am part to blame for some of it, I apparently gave too much informati

Can Of Musical Whoop Ass
Ok, enough is enough. I had some tard in my shoutbox earlier tell me that the reason they stopped by my page after I rated them and they didnt rate in return was because of my music player on my page. Apparently, my tastes in music tend to freak people out when they come to view my page and chases them away. Cmon people, it's not like I'm playing some truly evil shit on there about burning 666 into your cat's fur or something like that. I swear, the excuses people make are fricking retarded sometimes. Sorry to gripe about something as trivial as rates on a website, but I thought it was funny. Next time, Ill be playing nothing but elevator music or Yanni......lol

Love Vs. Insanity?
Love vs. Insanity? Studies have shown that mental scans of those in love show a striking resemblance to those with a mental illness. Love creates activity in the same area of the brain that hunger, thirst, and drug cravings create activity in. New love, therefore, could possibly be more physical than emotional (though drawing a clear line between physical and emotional is difficult when discussing the brain). Over time, this reaction to love mellows, & different areas of the brain are activated, primarily ones involving long-term commitments. Dr. Andrew Newberg, a neuroscientist, suggests that this reaction to love is so similar to that of drugs because without love, humanity would die out. William Shakespeare wrote in A Midsummer Night's Dream that, "The lunatic, the lover, and the poet/ Are of imagination all compact."

Warning For Men
You have been warned! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortu

Join Me Will Ya? Check Me Out
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What Im Looking For
i wrote this a long time ago. i just found it so i thought that i would share. forgive the spelling and what nots what i am looking for.... a guy who is interested in who i am regaurdless of my faults. someone who is absolutly crazy about me, and who thinks i am the most beautiful girl ever. someone that when they kiss me can steal my breath away. someone that can understand that i have alot of pride but i need help all the tome.. someone that realizes that i am competitive even if its "just for fun." someone that can understand that i am dorky but can still laugh at me in good fun. someone that doesnt make me feel stupid. and realizes that pizza and chocolate really are food groups to me. someone that is willing to play the gituar for me because they know that i love to sing. a guy that can deal with all the drama that comes with my family. and can push me in the right direction when i start to fall. someone that can help me suceed when i think that i am failing. someone

Bitter Homestead
I unfortunately live here, only for the love of my life. (my ever so precious daughter who has the downside of walking amungst the bottom feeders who reside here) This R&R is so F'n boring I get more entertainment value watching two sticks fighting over the fact who has better bark. Is there a status quo to earning the most "stupidity" points? What does it take to find one halfway inteligent upright walking homosapian with a better vocabulary than a door knob? All you ASS HATS do is piss and moan on the lesser... so what does that make you? From know on if "we" see a problem, pull some grey matter together and find a solution instead of passing the buck. Sure, there is an old saying "the squeeky wheel gets the grease" but if that wheel doesnt do its job it can be replaced. Back to my point.... Salem is a joke to the map, take a second out of your less than desireable existance and look at other sites on C.L. and see whats being said then gander at the understated crap that pours out of

Come With Me
lost in my worldof my own i had no way out no way to be found Then you came along &open the door, reached out your hand. You spoke the word so clearly,"come with me my love" As i took your hand i looked into your eyes &saw heartach pain,fear. You feared that i wouldnt love you,trust you,leave my world behind. You spoke in a low ,but strong voice,"Don't be afraid to letgo of what you know so well. I'll be here for you". We left my world that day never to return . The last words i hear you saybeforei open my eyes from a long sleep are "Ilove you 7I'llnever let you go our love"

Hmmm...
OK SO I'M A NOSEY PERSON..I ADMIT IT...IF I'M CURIOUS ABOUT SOMETHING I SO0O CHECK IT OUT, ONLY THIS TIME MY NOSEYNESS JUST HIT ME IN THE FACE AND WELL..IT HURT LIKE HELL!! NOT GONNA GO INTO DETAILS BUT I AM SO0O CONFUSED AND HURT RIGHT NOW!!! I GUESS IT'S MY OWN FAULT THO.. I JUST WANTED TO VENT FOR A SEC!!! SMOOCHEZZZ!!!!

My Sis :-)
I can't say enough good things about Rhonda! She has to be the sweetest person on Fubar. We met when a mutual friend of ours crowned us the sweetest of his friends. Rhonda and I ran with it and came up with "JC's Sweetest Twins". And once we got to know each other better, we started calling each other "Sis". Rhonda is very caring and compassionate. She loves to make people happy, and she succeeds in doing so. Even when I'm down, she can cheer me up in no time at all. Rhonda is a great listener, and if you are her friend, she has your back 24/7. We have gone through some very rough times together, and she has always been there for me. I hope she knows that I will always be there for her! Please go check her out if she isn't already on your friend list. You won't regret it! Rhonda aka "RaRa"@ fubar Love ya, Sis!!

Tehe Hehe.
911. Caller: You need to get here now! I need protection! He's going to kill me! What's your address and who's going to kill you? caller: *** ** **** **. My dad. He's on his way home to kill me. Madison to 309. Go ahead, Madison. I've got a caller on the line who advised her father is 51 to the residence to kill her. How old is she, Madison? How old are you? Caller: I'm 16. Please hurry! I need protection! He's going to kill me. Madison to 309. Go ahead, Madison. Caller advised she's 16. I'll be 51. So, why do you feel your father is going to kill you? I mean, what's going on? Caller: My mother found me in my room. Okay...and the significance..? Caller: Well, she found me with someone. Who'd she find you with? Caller: Well, she found me with my boyfriend. Oh, so, you don't actually believe your father is going to kill you, right? Caller: He's mad! You don't understand. I need protection. I have an officer en ro

Guy Fawkes
November 5th is known as "Bonfire Night" or "Guy Fawkes Night", and all over Britain people fire off fireworks, light bonfires, and burn effigies of Guy Fawkes. Guido Fawkes was an Englishman who, in popular legend, tried to blow up the Houses of Parliament with barrels of gunpowder. He was caught, imprisoned, tortured on the rack, and finally executed, as we'll see. 400 years ago, Guy Fawkes was a co-conspirator in the "Gunpowder Plot" of 1605 in England. He and his cohorts decided to blow up the both Houses of Parliament in London and kill King James I upon the inaugural opening of the Parliament, and succeeded in smuggling several barrels of gunpowder into the basement of the Parliament. This "Gunpowder Plot" occurred two years after King James I (of the "King James Bible" fame) ascended to the throne. A group of English Catholics, of which Guido Fawkes was a member, decided to kill the King because it was felt he had reneged on his promises to stop the persecution of Catho

A Shriveled Up Sausage Would Be Better Viewing..
Good Morning this the first full week of November 2007. I find myself torn between two somewhat goofy stories this morning. One is about King Tut’s (Tutankhamen the boy king) face that is for the first time since discovered to be revealed. I am sorry, this story has way too much hype for it’s good. NBC and other entities would like to further build the hype by bringing up the curse of King Tut and who and how they died. I so could end this with a rolled eye look and a hand gesture but I will refrain from doing so but, will give a slight comment on this whole deal. First off can’t we respect the dead? Why the fascination about a 19 year old Egyptian King that will not better our lives with his death? We can learn nothing remotely pertinent to our culture through his culture and use it to better anything. Don’t get me wrong. It’s nice to know about world events and how various cultures lived. Those things were basically taught to each one of us in grade school correct? Put him back in hi

Friends List Is Depleting
FYI: I have lost about 65 people off my friends list since last Thursday and it keeps going down! I'm not sure what is going on. If you have deleted me, ok that's cool. Its your perogative. But just to let you all know, I have not deleted anyone. Still trying to figure out what is going on.

Deth Radio
THE RUMORS ARE TRUE!!!VAMPIRO, A.K.A. DJ DETH IS RETURNING TO THE AIR WAVES WITH HIS UNIQUE STYLE AND ONE OF A KIND PERSONNALITYTHIS DETH RADIO PRESENTATION, IN WHICH ALL ARE WELCOMED, WILL BE HELD IN THE UNDERWORLDDURING THIS EVENT THE FIRST EVER "DETH HOUR" WILL BE HELD!!!

Why Is It?
I am appalled at the actions of men in this world. There was a recent situation I was witness to. A very dear friend of mine was being treated poorly and being mentally abused. I told her to come to my home and think it over on a clear head. She managed convince him to let her come and when she got here she told me the situation in person. I listened attentively and was disgusted at what I heard. I told her that she could stay with me as long as she needed and to think it over thoroughly and not make any hasty decisions. She spoke with this man for three days, in which this man did nothing but accuse her and blame her for things wrong in his life.. I kept quiet until he decided to blame her for something extremely personal and made her cry. I told her to go take a hot shower and i decided to try to talk some sense into him. We went back and forth and the conversation became ugly , but all for the reason that he refused to see that he did anything wrong at all. He would hide behind the

It Amuses Me....
...that not a single concert can go by without chris wanting to fight someone, of course this time i got dragged into it. went to the Silverstein show with my bro, ruby,and chris on saturday and it was great until these two little fucking bitches thought it would be cute to try to fly back at us with their elbows. yeah well, i'm pretty sure they didn't expect to get shoved with everything I had. i hate fucking kids man, i was ready to beat the every living piss out of them! and that was just the start of a crappy weekend. though i did have fun with ruby & jamie.

Black
black describes my mood. it fits my life. wandering from place to place, no place to call home. my heart breaking more each day. do you see me? am i here? did i disappear and now you cant see me? stab me in my chest, let me go. return my heart to me so i may be free again. free to find love again. free to soar in the sky. free to be loved again. or hold me close and love me. either way, please stop ignoring me!

Sail Me Away
Sail Me Away Darling are my kisses sweet as wine Would leaving my lips be such a crime If my finger tips dance across your skin Would your heart flutter within Would you whisper to me sweet words Singing to me like a nightingale bird Does your mouth suckle each breast in haste Or would each nipple be a gift you wish not to waste Does your erection grow so big and your desire so strong That your tongue wishes to only travel on Seeking out my nest folds your mouth teasing my clit Wanting to setting me on fire Do you cherish each drop of my cum on your lips Knowing this is only the beginning of a lovers trip Would you whisper again in my ear Saying darling for you I will always be here look into my eyes and say pretty please Then Darling I say for you I would stay on my knees Then you slide me down off the bed Wrap your fingers in my hair and guide my head You whisper honey “ I am a man not a boy” My lips softly kiss your sweet nuts with joy

It's You
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart. All my love, Michael

Best Smile Contest!!!
THE CONTEST WILL END THE 21ST AT NOON!!!! I am hosting a contest for the best smile! I would like 10 people to enter! Please no drama, no down rating! The contest will run for two weeks once I have 10 people! rates are worth one and so are comments self bombing is allowed! 1st place will win a 7 day blast 2nd place will win a 3 day blast 3rd place will win a 1 day blast I will send out an e-mail with the link to your pic if you enter 24 hours before the start of the contest!

Looking For More Members
HELLO EVERYONE, THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN OUR RANKS. JUST A QUICK BACKGROUND ON THE FAMILY NAME. I AM A DIE HARD RUSH FAN FLY BY NIGHT IS A SONG BY RUSH. THE FAMILY WAS STARTED AS A RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY NOTHING MORE. THEN WE BECAME A CONTEST-GIVEAWAY BOMBING FAMILY. WE NOW HAVE 3 SECTIONS THAT YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE A PART OFF. 1. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY. 2. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT LEVELERS. 3. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT BOMBERS. MEMBERS CAN JOIN 1, 2, OR ALL 3 OF THE FAMILY SECTIONS. NOW AS FOR QUALIFICATIONS FOR MEMBERSHIP. FLY BY NIGHT TRIBUTE MEMBER 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ONE YOU WELL BE ON A 1 MONTH PROBATIONAL PERIOD. IF BY THE END OF THE MONTH AND YOU DO NOT HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE YOU WELL BE REMOVED FROM THE FAMILY. 2. MUST BE A RUSH FAN OR AT LEAST LIKE THERE MUSIC. LEVELING MEMBER 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. IF Y

Surgery
Hey everyone! I just want to lat everyone know i am having surgery. I dont have to dates yet but when I do i well post it. I'm getting the gassbobypass done. SO wish me lucky on it. And i well keep everone update. Thank Ashley (angel baby)

Soco Day After
So i am talking to my exes mom she is doing her usual. Bitch bitch bitch whine whine whine. Thankfully she has only mentioned him once amazingly i just called to confirm some fax stuff and she said she didnt have long to talk... 20 minutes later she is still complaining. Skipping class again. there is no point in going I am oddly sad for some reason... just this weird blanket cloaked over me.... welp i think i will take a nap whenever she gets done bitching. I havent spoken in 10 minutes other than to agree with her.... I feel weird. odly sad. Hopefully a nap will make it better. snarkle

Yesterday
So yesterday I'm working at the winery in the tasting room, pouring for customers as I often do on Sundays. In she walks holding hands with some guy. There are 3 other people working behind the counter but she walks up and stands right in front of me, smiles and says, "Hi." It's hard to even believe this. My hand is shaking as I'm pouring the wine. I guess she's never been wine tasting before because she asks me what she's supposed to do with the wine. I can't speak, I just look away. They were there for a couple hours, walking back and forth between the wineries holding hands, talking and laughing. It's been 5 weeks. I thought I was all done crying over her, but apparently I'm not. She knows I work there on weekends, helping out my friends. What kind of a person would do this? I sent her an email this morning. "If you ever again bring your boyfriends into a place where I work or where you know that I hang out, I will consider it to be an act of stalking and I will ta

Life
I like life. Life likes me. I and life very fully agree. Life is fine. Life is good. 'Specially mine, which is just as it should be. I like pouring the wine and, why not? Life's a pleasure that I deny not. I like life here and now. Life and I make a mutual vow. 'Til I die, life and I We'll both try to be better somehow. And if life were a woman, she would be my wife. Why? Because I like life.

And Yet....
...the rage in me hasn't subsided only grown worse. i hate people that take advantage of you then try to act all chummy chummy and shit when they're in your face. i'm trying to keep myself from beating the hell out of someone because i know for a fact that won't solve it. ...but it sure will make me feel good...

Depression
Not all scars show, Not all wounds heal Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels Its true im in depression and my parrents have been thinking lately that im suasidle but im not im just in depression and im what some people call Emo Punk some Goth and down rite depressed but i get used to it

Darling ( My Grandfather)
Only sometimes that v get close to each other All Happy and sad that v spent together is make us more closer But time is a bad thing bcoz it’s so short and it make us far away At the end of road, and the sky Destiny make us not to meet But myself will never forget u Old picture came, end with tear And love will never be lost Even today u’r so far But our good memories still have until the sky full of star U’ll still in my heart Sleep tight, v’ll meet again soon. Darling

Whats Been Going On Lately
wow, a lot has happened! first i had some drama but im putting that behind and looking ahead, today was been kinda nice since i am in a extremely good mood for some reason, maybe something good will happen today who knows, zack has been the best little boy ever and i am glad lol, last night we lost power and he got scared til i got there then he fell asleep. i am now hooked on this band called chromeo and i think they are the best, my favorite songs out of the ones i heard is rage and needy girl cause they are great, rage goes out to my ex cause it sounds like her in the song, anyways hope everyone has a really good day and i cant wait for tonight DX AND STONE COLD ON RAW!!!!!! love it, well anyways gotta run for now The Game

Am I Crazy?
Is it crazy to want to stay and work things out? I love him... I do... And No I don't understand why he did this. But I do believe he is sorry. Even though sorry doesn't change anything. I dunno... I have put in too much time and effort to walk away now.... But we'll see. It's not over till its over!

Makeing
Heated excitement, melting into each others arms, each other bodies. Breathing heavily, moaning, groaning intensely. Fireworks exploding, again and again. We were both in heaven, in bliss. Moving, writhing against one another. I, straddling him. He, lying over me, position after position. Over and over, nonstop heat, ongoing desire, never-ending pleasure, joy, happiness. Tangled in the bed sheets, tangled in each other limbs, tongues intertwined, tasting, licking, eager, determined. Releasing the tension, the urges, the untamed desire. Releasing the pleasure, I and him. More fireworks, more explosions, more heat, more I, More him, more and more,, and more. Enthusiasm. Anticipation. Stimulation. Exhilaration. And finally, it was over.

The Final Play Off And The Score Is?
Beer Vs. Pussy: The Playoff 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a tax on bee

So F*ckin Funny...
Well I was having a great day then of course some dumbass has to screw things up! You know it is funny how this is suppose to be an adult page web site but so many people on here act like they are still in elementary school, you finally find someone that makes you smile again and makes you happy then somebody wants to come along and lie and say shit thats not even close to the truth but you know I have learned to ignore stupidity and be above the childish games on here! I love having my page cause I have met some amazing people here and of course I met the man of my dreams here so for all the idiots that think they can say things to mess up my relationship GOOD LUCK cause him & I both know we are stronger then any thing off of this site and to the friends we have that back us we love ya'll and will make sure ya'll are invited to the wedding & party... much love to you that matter and by the way for those that think its a challenge to play us against each other have fun in your own lo

Does Anyone Love Me?
Is there anyone out there that is willing to buy me a VIP? tell you what whomever buys me one i will put the name of the lounge and or your name if you dont belong to a lounge in mine and wear it for 30 days (the amount of the vip) so i ask does anyone love me enough to buy me one?

Ancient Technology
In the early years of the 20th century an artifact was recovered from a shipwreck off the Greek island of Antikythera. Dated to about 80BC, it was considered a mere artifact. However in 1971 research on the Antikythera Mechanism showed it to have an intricate arrangement of gears, dials and graded plates. One theory is that it was a computing device to work out the movement of the Sun and planets. If this idea is true, then the ancients had a degree of technology way above previously imagined. MYSTERIOUS MECHANISMS This is further shown by a crystal skull found in 1927 belonging to the Maya civilisation of ancient Mexico. The skull is carved from a single block of quartz crystal. So perfect is the skull that it would have taken some 300 years to carve by known means of the time. If a light is placed below it, a prism in the mouth directs the light through the eyes, lighting up the skull. A further hint of advanced technology used by the ancients comes from the Baghdad Battery f

Things I Love
i love walks in the park. i love dancing in the rain. i love chocolate covered strawberries. i love seeing the faces of my kids when i take them fishing and they get a bite. i love taking naps and dreaming of what if and who. i love taking a bath and relaxing and gathering my thoughts. i love looking at the stars from a roof top. i love watching the sunrise and set at the beach side. i love tanning nude and feeling the sun on my bare skin. i love being loved i love to love and most of all i love me!!!!!

Afterhours
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You Might Be From Missouri If.........
If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Missouri. If someone in a store offers you assistance & they don't work there, you might live in Missouri. If your dad's sun tan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Missouri. If you have ever worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Missouri. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Missouri. If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Missouri. YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE Missourian WHEN: 1. Vacation means going east or west on I-70 for the weekend, but you never leave the state. 2. You measure distance in days. 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from heat to AC in the same day and back again. 5. You drive 65 mph through a raging blizzard, without flinching. 6. You see peo

The Hottest And Sexiest Action Movie Ever Doa Ladies U Will Love This Movie
Due to buffering u may need to pause movie for 2 min before watching... it is also broken down into 6 parts for easy viewing enjoy! PART 1 PART 2 PART 3 PART 4 PART 5 PART 6

We Dont Let Friends Use Myspace!
IF YOU APART OF FUBAR YOU DONT LET YA FRIENDS USE MYSPACE IF THEY DO NOTIFY THEY ASS AND IF YOU WITH THEM USING IT PLEASE DONT BRING YA ASS TO FUBAR WHY KUZ WE DONT LET FRIENDS USE MYSPACE LOL

Bar Special
A guy walks into a bar, sits down, and asks, 'Bartender, got any specials today?' Bartender answers, 'Yes, as a matter of fact we have a new drink, invented by a gynecologist patron of ours. It's a mix of Pabst Blue Ribbon Beer and Smirnoff Vodka.' The guy asks, 'Good grief, what do you call that?' The bartender replied, 'It's a 'Pabst Smir''

Housework Could Pose Health Hazards, Study Says
Housework Could Pose Health Hazards, Study Says Content provided by Reuters Monday, November 5, 2007 LONDON (Reuters Life!) - Housework might be bad for your health, according to a study suggesting that tidying up as little as once a week with common cleaning sprays and air fresheners could raise the risk of asthma in adults. Other studies have linked these types of products with increased asthma rates among cleaning professionals but the research published on Friday indicates others are potentially at risk as well. Exposure to such cleaning materials even just once a week could account for as many as one in seven adult asthma cases, the researchers wrote in the American Journal of Respiratory and Critical Care Medicine. "Frequent use of household cleaning sprays may be an important risk factor for adult asthma," Jan-Paul Zock, an epidemiologist at the Centre for Research in Environmental Epidemiology in Barcelona, who led the study, wrote. Asthma is an inflammation o

The Four Horseman ©
Four horses stand and wait For the Lord to open the gate To allow the first throughout the last To carry out our Lord's wrath The First One's coat, white as snow The rider waits to hear the 'GO' His job to conquer, at his desire, He would send many to the fire. The second horse, bright and red, Takes peace from Earth and causes dread. He's given a sword, to cause each man, To take lives as countless as sand. Now the third horse, black as night Is ready for his awesome flight. To him a scale and power is giv'n To ration food of whomever is liv'n The fourth servant, pale as ever His job so horrid, to make you quiver His purpose to cause three-fourths the earth To sing a solemn sorrowful dearth All four are restless, held back by power, Awaiting judgement and the fire; His jealous wrath of sins untold As their story does unfold The white mare turns his head to hear The Lambs command echo through the air "Now’s the time to loose the Fury, These men fo

Pain
I really want to use my blogs as rants really I used to write editorials back in college and was known for my acerbic wit but today instead my first humble offering is more sentimental and personal, my dog is dying. I was raised with dogs and owned one nearly all my life, with the exception of some yrs. in my 20s when I lived in apartments and couldn't have one. One would think that I would be used to a dog dying, but I'm not. Sam, my current dog, is a big fluffy mutt just 4 yrs. old. He used to weigh a robust 98lbs. but alas his dwindled to a skelatal 68. They say Sam has kidney disease and may have been born with geenetically poor kidney's, I think it's from the recent contaminated food because the food I raised him on and he ate every day were part of the recall. The prognosis is not good. Sam was given a 99.9999% chance of dying and so for a week now I've been on death watch. What's really crazy is that I'm in sales, I'm a cold hearted salesman. And yet each day I come hom

Guy Fawkes Poem
Remember, remember, the 5th of November The Gunpowder Treason and plot ; I know of no reason why Gunpowder Treason Should ever be forgot. Guy Fawkes, Guy Fawkes, 'Twas his intent. To blow up the King and the Parliament. Three score barrels of powder below. Poor old England to overthrow. By God's providence he was catch'd, With a dark lantern and burning match Holloa boys, Holloa boys, let the bells ring Holloa boys, Holloa boys, God save the King! Hip hip Hoorah ! Hip hip Hoorah ! A penny loaf to feed ol'Pope, A farthing cheese to choke him. A pint of beer to rinse it down, A faggot of sticks to burn him. Burn him in a tub of tar,' Burn him like a blazing star. Burn his body from his head, Then we'll say: ol'Pope is dead.

Thanks Men!! Ruff Ruff
So I sit here.... alone... thinking..... why is it so hard to find somebody to love? ... actually... somebody to love you? Now I KNOW for a fact I'm the wifey type. I got a head on my shoulders, I'm smart, I'm classy, I'm going places in my life. I don't do drugs and its rare that I tip a bottle. My past is sketchy, when I lived in Minneapolis I transformed from naive girl-next-door, to super thug queen (aka TQ as my ex called me). The transformation taught me a lot, and now I'm back home, back to my roots, back to start my life the way I should have finished it. So now, not only am I going back to that lady mode, but I'm strong as well. Now, granted, I'm a BIG girl.. oh god, oh no. Whatever, I've dated guys that don't mind it. Except, thats not it... My girl, is skinny as hell, and she's having the same problem. Other skinny girls same problem.... So, it doesn't matter if you fat, skinny, pretty, ugly.... men don't wanna wife you anymore. They expect you to do everything

Tmasterwizard
As many knew, i was MasterWizard r/t slave for awhile... We also were old grade school friends as well. This was in today local paper. I pasted it just the was it was listed... He will be missed, just not by family but also by all who knew him, in person and online as well as in business. I lost a great friend when he passed away, even though he was mad as hell at me lately. Rest in Peace dear friend.... Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Sept. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wife, Ann E. Ginder of Springfield; three

The Jesus Myth And Fraud Of Christianity
(still editing this 11-05-07) Jesus is a myth based on over 34 godman myths from around the globe that existed hundreds or thousands of years before Christ, with Krishna, Buddha, Horus, Prometheus, and Mithra being the major characters from which details of their stories were taken to create the personification of Christ. Most of these were also born to virgin mothers; born on Dec 25th; were Sons of God who walked on water; who had 12 disciples; were crucified and resurrected and had many other “historical” details in common that early Christians stole to make the biggest fraud of religion ever told. The Bible and Jesus are based on Egyptian, Sumerian, Babylonian, Greek, Indian and many other myths and legends that existed long before the myth of Jesus. Christianity is sadism in disguise as religion and spirituality. Christianity teaches fear, shame, self-rejection, judgment and intolerance. It teaches delusions of guilt and worthlessness, delusions of grandeur, delusions

Make Love
My mind screamed out "Make love to me "My body screamed out "Make love to me "He did more than that Without a word Without a thought He touched, licked, kissed, nibbled, and sucked on places that my body thought had lost feeling Passion, Desire, Lust He knew just what I wanted From the top of my head to the tip of my toes I shivered Cried out Then fainted The rush of sensation passed through my body It made all the tiny hairs stand up on end Just a touch and all of my feeling came back to me From just his touch I fell asleep that night – peaceful Only to awake the next morning and realize that he was already gone Just a dream I don't know; but when he comes back we shall start all over again and again and again

Can't Think Of Any Other Way To Change
if i had a thousand dreams about you i'd have a thousand dreams that would turn blue anyway i'm trying to understand what's goin down and i just can't get over what's gotten into you ask no questions that forfeits lies i want you to notice when i'm not around i hate you because i love you but even then i couldn't tell ya these things that i'm thinkin, i'd be lying, so i'd oblige myself in anyway we can take away more time and fight against the sea even then i'll still feel the same there's no fooling you and won't you be glad to know i'm under your spell in dove-like affection and i'll still love you in surrendure but even then, i won't tell ya...

A Night
Staring up at the sky looking into the deepness. My mind is drifting getting lost in the burning diamonds shining their light upon me. They radiate the love and passion I feel deep inside myself right now .I yearn for you to be with me tonight. I savor each sensual kiss that bonds us. Tonight, for the first time, I am balanced between love and happiness. My body aches for your tender touch. I have to be honest, you're the only man I've ever wanted. Feeling your warm soft breath on my neck as you whisper sweet words I've been longing to hear you say. Words that prove the love you possess for me. Moving together in synch as we become one body... one heart, one soul--- one being. The tension and pleasure that was built up between us, now is released in a single massive explosion. Soft cries and muffled words are the only sounds that can be heard as we fall together against the comfort of the bed. The only blankets we use are each others arms drowning into the peaceful hush of slumber.

Formally Introducing Myself...
Alright…let’s see…we’re going to start off with a formal introduction. Name: Jenelle Age: 19 Gender: Female Sexual Orientation: Bi-sexual. Of course…you could always go to my site and it would tell you the same thing. Completely up to you. I suppose I’m here though because the founder asked me for advice. What on, you ask? Well… I’m a vampyre. Sanguine to be exact and the spelling is completely subjective of course, it’s up to you. I prefer it because it’s widely used and makes things a little easier to understand. I, frankly, don’t care what you believe in, who you pray to or what you do with your life and I expect the same in turn. Respect me and you’ll be respected. Pretty simple. Uh…hmm. I was raised a Born Again Baptist and, no, I’m not anymore. I’ve been Agnostic for a few years now and I rather like it. My beliefs never went hand in hand with the religion and I don’t feel like I should have to cater and warp the Christian faith anymore than it already is j

Quick Thinking
A recently-divorced man went to a party and found himself smack in front of his ex-wife's new husband. Having had more than a few drinks,he said in a condescending tone,"So? How do you like 'second hand merchandise?'" The other man smiled. "Not bad at all. Everything after the first few inches is brand new!"

Fuckin Exes
God damn it. I hate my ex. The asshole doesnt pay me what he's supposed to for child support because he says he can't afford it. But the cocksucker goes out and gets himself a new tattoo! meanwhile i'm struggling to pay for my son's lunches at school. uggggggghhhhhhhhh...ya know i gave him the benefit of the doubt because i know he's paying off some of our debt...but geezus cripes! what a bastard.

The Perfect Female....lmao
Kyz™@ fubar THIS BLOG WAS POSTED BY A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND I SO HAD TO ASK IF I COULD HAVE IT SO GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE, THIS IS AWESOME....HOPE YOU ENJOY IT AS MUCH AS I DID....GIGGLES You know I see all these graphics and bulletins about the "perfect guy" one who will do this and that and blah blah fucking blah.. so I think its time we post one about the "perfect woman" and just like all those perfect guy ones where the bar is set way too high and no one man will ever reach the perfection that is described in the buletins and graphics mine will be very unattainble as well. I do note however that I'm not looking for ALL of these traits in females..just certain ones.. I'll leave you to guess what ones I'm talking about I want a girl who never asks me what her ass looks fat in, if you have a fat ass you know it. You don't need me to shatter your fragile self esteem by confirming the fact nor boost up said self esteem by lying to you and saying no. I want a girl who will ex

Old Fashion
I like romantic walks on the beach, She likes gangsters that sells drugs and cheats. I like soft music and candle lit dinners, She likes candy paint and 20 inch spinners. I like to go to church praise and shout, While she sit at home wondering why her relationships don't work out. I like hot summer days lemonade and picnics, She likes to be pushed hit and called a bitch. I like hugging; cuddling; and blowing kisses, While she's wondering why it's two in the morning and her man is still fishing. But that's okay I've had my ration, I guess for today's day and age I'm a little old fashion.

Yay
after a long while now i can make mumms, they said i was barred to do such mumms for a couple of weeks and it went more than a couple of month. Mumms is the reason why am staying here, i like to jive and express my opinions as well as to hear others side... thanks fubar anyways

Risingnight
Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, Risingnight needs your help to receive a month of VIP. She needs 10,000 comments to receive her month of VIP. I know that with all your love and support we can knock this out in no time. Are you up for the challenge? Please drop by her picture and drop some comments. Just click on the link below and it will take you directly to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Lol They Keep Getting Worse
i seen you , even though you hardly know i am there. thinking of you, wishing things would have ended up different. we don't know what could have been never really gave it our best shot fun and games we thought it was til feelings just got too much and our blood boiling high. sort of laid it to rest we must of thought it was for the best but in the back of my mind i can't help but wonder how it would have been and just wondering if should should have just said nothing at all

Love Can Build A Bridge
Id gladly walk across the desert With no shoes upon my feet To share with you the last bite Of bread I had to eat I would swim out to save you In your sea of broken dreams When all your hopes are sinkin Let me show you what love means Love can build a bridge Between your heart and mine Love can build a bridge Dont you think its time? Dont you think its time? I would whisper love so loudly Every heart could understand That love and only love Can join the tribes of man I would give my hearts desire So that you might see The first step is to realize That it all begins with you and me When we stand together Its our finest hour We can do anything, anything Keep believin in the power Love and only love Love and only love

I Have No Idea Of What I Entered.............. Lmao
IT WILL START AT 9PM EST ON NOV 6 AND END ON THE 20TH AT 9PM. RATE=2PTS. COMMENT=1PT. anyone willing to help me out with this. i will return the favor.... i don't know much about contests. only cause i never win them.... pmsl if you wanna help thats cool, if not then oh well..... later gaters............. let me know if you did help.. so i can get back at ya.... starts tomorrow................ here is the link................ remember.. starts at 9 a.m.......... .............................http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=154913&albumid=550486&i=1229167921

Oh Nozz!
Do you ever feel like being here (and there) but not rating? Well that's me right now...hopefully I'll get on it so I can keep up on my daily record of running out of rates. Plus I owe sooo many people... That's all, I'm going back to play with my camera for a bit.

The Gym ...lmao
This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my sixtieth birthday this year, my daughter Gina (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY : Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! Belinda gave me

Kiss.....me.....there
Kiss me there. Just there. Let your lips trace over that soft flesh, so tantalisingly close. Let me feel the warmth of your breath gently caress me as you sigh with anticipated pleasure. Kiss me there. Let me feel the first touch of your tongue wet those waiting petals. Let me absorb that tingle of delight and the tightening of muscle deep within me. Kiss me there. Oh yes, just there. As the softness gives way, letting you in to that deep waiting heat, full of hot scent and thick texture. Kiss me there. Hmmm, right there. Where the hard little gist of my womanhood peaks to your ministrations and the soft flutter of butterflies gives way to the pounding of eagles wings. Oh Lord, kiss me there. Let me feel the warm river of my essence turn to a boiling torrent, tormented into writhing passion by your perpetual stoking. Kiss...me...there Ooohhh, god yes, just there. Let the waves of uncontrolled ecstasy pour through me, launching my being beyond the physic

Kiddny
this is 4 a friend just helping to get the word out 4 them KNIGHTSKITTY of the ~GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~(2nd ...'s: As alot of you already know my son needs a kidney to live...We have been working on this for a long time as it is a very rare decease and the surgery has not been preformed befor on some one with his illness. Now the decease has created more problems for him...His heart has started giving him problems now...In the last 4 months he hs had 2 heart attacks...making it a number of 3 as he had one at the age of 8 also...He is now 25 and doctors say he looks 25 outside but inside he is an 80 yr old man that has takin drugs forever...This is due to medicines to keep him alive over the years...If I dont respond to you here please dont take it I dont care as I do but sometimes my mind is just to scatter to chat with someone...I just keep praying and am asking you to do the same...That is all I have to hold on to....I am g

Donor Info
this is 4 a friend not me im just geting the word out for them KNIGHTSKITTY of the ~GIT R DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~(2nd ...'s: If you are or know anyone that would donate to my son the gift of life being a kidney in this case please contact Rosalia Guntu - Kidney Transplant Coordonator 400 Parnassus Ave. San Fransisco Calif. 94143 Plaza Level Box # A68 415-353-4543 fax 415-353-8708 My sons name is Shawn Dunn He is 26 years old... He has 3 babies that need him very much.... God bless you all.... Blood types O and B positive and Negetive

His Birthday
Mom wrote me today, as she's still in NJ helping my Aunt take care of loose ends -- going thru clothes I'm sure; but also tying up financial ends and going thru the Will I assume. Mom wrote to remind me today was Uncle Clarence's 76th birthday. His father only lived to be 28; but his mom (my grandma) lived to be 95 - so that was in his favor. Uncle Clarence felt he wouldn't live to see 70 but of course he did.....and just a few weeks ago he was saying he felt he'd live to 90. If only he had. So I raise my glass and toast his birthday today. LOVE YOU Uncle C. We miss the hell out of you....

11-05 Daddy Update
So he has almost completed half of his radiation treatments and they seem to be working pretty well as his pain is decreasing. Wednesday he begins chemo. He will take a treatment every 3 weeks. So we will see how that goes...Hopefully with prayers and the doctor's knowledge combined his cancer will be cured. Thanks all of you who have been here for me so far...Love ya all

Slow Painful Death
as i am sitting there listening to your every word and believing the lies escaping your lips i am also dying inside because you are slowly but surely killing me a slow painful death a death of a broken heart that i will suffer from a disease that you place in my very soul eating away at me from the inside im waiting and fooling myself with temporary medicine hoping that all i hear is true hoping you were my prince but only to find out you are a toad lerking in the shadows just looking for the next victim to kill inside i sit and i listen and i believe until someday i cant take enough and i decide to kill you instead not the way you are killing me but worse i am allowing one piece of your work to go unfinished to not give you the final word to let you watch me walk away only slightly stabbed but those wounds will heal and i will be able to love a real prince and have a real smile on my face thanks to you

Christmas Wish List~
~snow(evn if its only on my porch step..so fake works..its the thought that counts) ~frost(like wen i blow out my mouth or nose..i see smoke..n i can write stufff on ppls cars, n get numb toes n fingrs) ~christmas trees(evn a tiny personal tree) ~long underwear..(like ur dad wers, aND some footie pajamas!) ~ blow up tent!~(i owned one my sr yr n i slept in it, n then i popped it..im still searching fo rit..so if u kno..tell me!) ~sparkeltini ~my familia(im not spanish i just like to pretend) ~my kids(suzy n zeke~he ran away,she is pregnant..:(>>) ~my FUBAR FRIENDS TO COME BAKE COOKies with Me(girls n fella's..u kno who u bE!)

Th End Of It
you are who everyone thinks you are so fragile and alone so desprate and cold just needing a warm soul do you look like you will sell your self to anyone and everybody? for little or nothing? just to be alone in the end like the last leaf on the tree hanging on by hope impossible to stay there through a cold upcoming end. so take my hand and follow me just hang on and wait for me keep calling my name and i will eventually find what you are looking for could you find your own way? can you make your own path? be something you can respect? without whithering away like the rest? so hold on and have faith that we will meet again in our dreams.

To A Beautiful Person
To A Beautiful Person If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it. If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it. He sends you flowers every spring. He sends you a sunrise every morning. Whenever you want to talk, He listens. He can live anywhere in the universe, but He chose your heart. Face it friend, He is crazy about you! God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way

Dedicated To Stephen ~ Mr. Nice Guy!
~&hearts~Dedicated to Stephen~Mr. Nice Guy!~&hearts~ I ran across this old tune and was reminded that my friend Stephen loves Van Gogh. So I tried to combine his awesome works with a really great old song. ************************************* I believe the name of this masterpiece is "Starry Night on the Rhone" ************************************* The renowned "Starry Night" by Vincent van Gogh ************************************* Get this widget | Track details |

Hiatus?
Well, not exactly. No. I am still "here" just may or may not be on as often as before. So if any of you that I know pretty well want to message me on yahoo or another messenger (I PROBABLY have it lol) let me know in a private message and we can keep in touch that way too :) That's all -- off to shower and possibly sleep. **Hugs**

Graceless Days
These Graceless days are trying, There seems not enough love, Still I let go with my lion's roar, Please hear me up above. It is a loud roar silence, for the quiet to go hear, I whisper roar it to the sky, for everything held dear. For in this graceless age today, when all are high in self, I wonder cry for everyone, who's heart is on a shelf. It seems reverse has taken over, for any in any pain, when I see good peopes heart's go up on shelves, I know we are insane. These Graceless Days are trying, I do all that I can, high on selves or hearts on shelves, just be a better girl. I make my call out up to God, and to all beneath his might, what's wrong with the big picture, when to love is same to fight. I heed this call from spirit sky, to go out and save Grace, I can't give up in lifetimes, until we all have honest face. In Graceless times to act with class, is seen in ways quite rare, if you don't believe in honesty, I give you all this dare: be honest in your d

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Welcome To The Dollhouse
(warning: this poem was written because of my friends here, this poem is intended to be taken from a perspective that i have seen. and its what i cant stand. to say this, i know that there are different areas in the world that are not like this, i know areas that are good and are kind. but i am writting this poem about what i have seen in an area here, thank you) twas a grand day given forth to set the setting the light shown from the sun beat down upon the house second up the street on the left small young family of four were being awoken from the alarm of day stumbling down one by one each set to their own seat father dear working hard to clear the future mother dearest worked inside to keep the house free smell of coffee smell of new day lifted into the house of spirits seems all she did was cook but she didnt care a kiss to all of them a kiss goodbye a kiss for the sandmans charm was away daughter woke up in the bus brother did too father was at work mothe

Envy
Part of you... forever in a day... together forever.... i was there watching.... when you were made fun of. i was there waiting when you fucked up i was there when you lost everything..... i was waiting for you to ask me for help now, however.... seems like you need... my help no matter what.... guess what... i can help you get anything.... anything you want who am I? your not crazy... no.... IM THE VOICE IN YOUR HEAD... ILL MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE DEAD.... IM YOUR SHADOW.... everyone has me.... i chose to speak to you because you can help me.... get what..... we.... want....

Trying To Figure This Out.
Hello everyone.I'm new to this site so please don't get upset if it takes me time to adjust to how this site works.This is alot different from other ones I havebeen on.I thank you for the comments and pic ratings.

Sweet Euphoria
Yesterday, I remembered taking a trip with my parents to Disneyland - I must have been around five or six years old. I have remembered bits and pieces of the trip over the years, but sometimes things happen to trigger a long forgotten memory...yesterday was one of those instances. We left Niagara Falls around 8:00 am. John drove, Len navigated and this time I took a nap. I didn't remember about the trip with my parents, until I was tingly... I had long forgotten how my sister and I giggled and made goofy noises to hear our voices vibrate, not fully understanding at age five that the bed was meant for something bigger than entertaining two little girls. As I laid there enjoying the full body massage I thought to myself - how sweet and innocent I was as a child and then I thought are there still vibrating beds around, and if so where can I get one? All I know is that I left the van feeling slightly euphoric, and afraid that if I moved the wrong way I was going to clima

Thanks To Everyone!
Hello friends, fans, and family! I just wanted to say thank you so very much for all the Birthday love and gifts you all gave me yesterday. I loved it all. It made me feel so special on my Birthday. A extra special thanks goes to Linda and Sabby for the wonderful ticker I was given. I got a ton on new friends and fans. I am so happy that you all have added me. *HUGS* Thank you everyone for making my Birthday a wonderful day!

Boyfriend Application
just for fun read this EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4.Your Sign: 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color): 9.Piercings/tattoo: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me :]

Trivia #3
The answer to #2 was Arsenio Hall Woo Woo Woo! What is the longest English word you can type with the top row of keys on your keyboard. To clarify the row that starts with qw. I'll leave this one up for a while it's a good one. :p

Racism
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, t

Half Naked People
As I sit here on fubar. I get very disqusted sometimes. Why do people have to put themselves out there with naked photo's? Are they that attention starved? Are they that hard up that they have to expose themselves to people they dont even know? Do they think that their boobs or their private area looks that much better then someone else's that they will get more photo views? I guess I am old school. I dont think it is appropriate to show your self naked to anyone other then your significant other or the doctor. No one needs to see that kind of thing. That just opens yourself up to a can of worms..and perhaps stalkers. There is nothing wrong with putting a photo of yourself up with your clothes on..people will look at that too. Just my thoughts for this morning.

Kris
a girl she waits waits for what her heart desires a lonely path a narrow road she cries in the night longing wanting what she wants she does not know a tip of the hourglass broken sand time will tell all time will bring the love shining among herself glowing like an angel full of love full of compassion filled with love devine kris is a flower blooming for all time

Thought For The Day 11/06/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Another day with seemingly little possibility to me. I strive to hold onto whatever measure of sanity I may grasp yet, again it eludes me, the answer. A sky filled with clouds, dark and formidable, they hang over my world and violate all aspects of my life. I look for the clear sky, it must be there, somewhere. The reason is transparent and hides itself deep within, it evades me now and the light is hidden. The truth lies deep within and I must see it eventually, there is little choice. This day, only cold consumes me, it ravishes and carries its absolute promise unrelenting, unforgiving. Destiny echos somewhere, muffled by the pain of those who surround me and fill me. Their future awaits, but what calling do they embrace. I must know." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days (or Less)
lol so its not the movie and its not matthew... but I seem to know just what to say to get them running for the door!! or to lose interest or whatever... maybe I need to post more info on my profile so they just pass through...........

Common Sense
London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense

Wanting You Forever
AS I SIT HERE THINKING TO MYSELF HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU,HOW I LOVE THE LIL THINGS YOU DO,WHY YOU STAY ON MY MIND ALL THE TIME. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY AND WHEN I AM DOWN YOU TURN MY FROWN INTO A SMILE.I HATE THAT I CAN NEVER STAY MAD AT YOU AND YOU KNOW IT TOO. YOU HAVE ME AND ITS ALL OR NOTHING.I FEEL LIKE WITH YOU BY MY SIDE TOGETHER WE COULD CONQUER THE WORLD.I FIND YOUR WISDOM SEXY AND YOUR IGNORANT OUTBURST WITTY.SOMETIMES YOURE A HANDFUL BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE YOU ANY OTHER WAY.WHEN YOUR GONE I LONG TO HEAR YOUR SEXY VOICE.WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER I HATE WHEN WE HAVE TO PART WAYS AND WHEN YOURE AWAY I LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH.I CAN HONESTLY SAY I NEVER WANTED ANYONE AS MUCH AS I WANT YOU.ALL I CAN SAY IS I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO.AND I'M HAPPY TO BE CHOSEN TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU SHARE YOURSELF WITH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY WOMEN WHO WISH THAT THEY WERE IN MY SHOES.HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I'M HERE JUST TO PLEASE YOU AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL BE GOOD TO YOU ALW

Wrestling Legend Fabulous Moolah Dies
The most famous and recognized woman wrestler, Fabulous Moolah, passed away last night in South Carolina, the WWE announced today. She was 84. Born Lillian Ellison, the WWE says that she "was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter." She even held the title as recently as 1999, becoming the oldest champion in the history of wrestling. She was inducted into the WWF Hall of Fame back in 1995, the first female wrestler to receive the honor. WWE issued the following statement: “ WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter. And with more than 50 year

From The Day
From the day you were born, i held you close, counted your fingers and your toes. i hugged you told you that i loved you. You grew up so fast, before i knew it you were chasing girls down, don't think i was quite prepared for it all. Now that you arent here it breaks my heart. I never saw the signs, the signs that you were hurting. I may never see you again, but in my heart i will always keep you close. Your my son, and i love you. I stair at your picture, and wonder why with tears in my eyes. Where it all went wrong I sure wish i knew. From the day you were born I knew i would love you till the day i died, you were special from the start, and you will always be special in my eyes. I miss you.

Hopin
I have a serious interest in someone (ok...I admit it, I have a TOTAL crush on him). Hopefully when set eyes on each other for real soon he'll have eyes only for me & I for him. I have 5 days to wait, hard to be patient. Catch me I'm falling...

Too Tired, Just Accept It
It's been a long year since my separation. Hoping the divorce will be over and done with soon. But what happens from there? For an entire year, I've spent my days and nights alone. There's been a couple of people that touched my life and I love them dearly, but would anything develop between us? I just don't know anymore. Maybe, I'm just damaged goods in the eyes of the opposite sex, maybe it's just not time. I just have the feeling that another year from now, I'll still be walking in the woods alone, waking up to an empty bed, so why fight it, just accept it as fate. It's too tiring to think about anymore. I've been hurt too many times. Not sure I want to get hurt again.

The Ticket
Read This Slowly Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often? When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this." "Hello, Jack." No smile. "Gu

Time In Life
I can see the seasons changing fast Faster every day and every year I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky And I can feel the cold come in at night Everywhere I go I see the signs I see the changing colors in The drugstore decoration aisle You know it's time, for dark skies Well maybe spring will come and we will grow But you got to give it something more than hope Cause years just slip away And we ain't got time for change So we'll stay the same beneath that huckleberry sky I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky p.s.one of my favorite poems

Do Women Really Know What They Want?
Ok, so due to some recent events that have happened in my life, I have done alot of thinking and this is what I came up with. WOMEN DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. You know I'm right. I swear all women have the guy that would do anything for them to make them happy and then the guy that strings them along and we can do whatever we can to show them that we will always be there for them and do anything for them. The guy that has us there when he wants us, otherwise we don't exist. But which guy do we always go for? That's right the ass, the one that strings us along. You know I'm right. The reality of all this is even if the one that strings us along were to come to us and say "Ok, I want to be with you and only you. I will do whatever it takes." We would give it a few months or even a few years, but we wouldn't be completely happy. We want what we can't have. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!! But I think the same applies to men too. We think we know what we want, but whe

Tired Of The "game"
WHATS THE POINT OF PEOPLE LIEING, YOU ALWAYS GET CAUGHT ANYWAY, ITS PLAIN AND SIMPLE YOU WANT ME OR YOU DONT....JUST ME !! I HATE FINDING OUT LATER I HAVE BEEN LIED TO OR PLAYED FOR A FOOL...SEEMS THATS ALL MEN DO LATELY. I GIVE MY ALL 100% NEVER LIE NEVER CHEAT ALL I ASK IS FOR THE SAME IN RETURN ...DAMN IS IT THAT DIFFICULT THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HEAR ME VENT ...PERHAPS IN MY NEXT LIFE ILL BE A NUN

Blue
I've been kinda down the last few days. It's been hard to hide but for the most part I think I have done a pretty good job. My emotions have been so intense and I really have had a hard time rebuilding my network of people who love on me and help me keep the balance I need. I wear my heart on my sleeve I know that I've been told that many times. Because of that it is extremely easy for people to take advantage of me, and they often times do. I want to make clear that I'm not upset with anyone. I just feel so disconnected from those that I need to feel closest to and it's just so hard. Because even though people say I dont ask for much I feel like I ask for the world and I just can't bring myself to ask for more from the people I REALLY need it from. I love them too much to burden them with what I need.

Will You
Will You by BlueWolf © Will you be with me, Will you be by my side. Will you hold me forever, And keep me safe inside. Will you stop the tears, Will you mend my heart. Will you think about me, When we are so far apart. Will you lay beside me, Will you hold me tight. Will you kiss my lips, As you're holding me tonight. Will we ever be together, Will you ever be mine. Will you forever love me, Till the very end of time.... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Friends
friends you dont know your true friends you think you do but when you need them thear not thear all i ask was to be a friend all i needed was some one to care friends should care but dont always care friends are in your life or out freinds dont always see what you feel freinds sometimes call all i ask was for my friend to call me or text me or email me but now it looks like my friends are going away and i feel so dam lost dont have to many i lost alot in my years but i still rember them and wish the best for them friends should always think about there friends not all friends do its ashame but its true when i become friends with some one i care and worry how they doing some times to much my friends do mean the world to me i do love them only if they would see i do any thing for a friend give my blood my hart my soul to a friend but got to rember not all friend care or do as i do give them se

I Looked Away For A Moment
I wiped away your tears, fed you when you were hungry, played ball when you were old enough. Times have changed since then, now only memories of the days gone by. You grew up and I watched it all in the pictures i got. There's no more playing ball I love you mom I miss so much. It tears me apart that i didnt see the pain that were feeling deep inside. I looked away for just a moment turned around and you were gone. I cant be there this time to wipe away your tears. I love you my son, there's no turning back the pages of time. I wish there was though cause you'd be back in my arms again. I love you my son.

Thought 1
Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person anymore. a wall i will mend around me for i'm not family or anything. i talk even less on yahoo anymore

Damn Dentist
no offense to any dentists out there but today I HATE YOU! I have 3 very tiny small cavaties on my upper right side....so friday i go get those bad boys fixed....ps you may see silver in my new pics..:( oh and i got 2 new pair of glasseas coming..:D sheesh waht was shapin up to be a busy week just got one hell of alot busier... Oh and have tons of crap goin on at work too...

Rants
If your easily offend you might as well stop reading now...and if your my friend you'll agree with everything I'm about to say...and if you don't get the fuck off my profile asshole Random thoughts and rants form Cora 1. NO ONE WILL EVER COME BEFORE ZOE in my heart and in my life...I hate to break your hopes or whatever but NONE of you come close to her...none of you will ever come close to the love I have for her...none of you are any where near her level of important in my life... don't like it fuck yourself...the only person/people that will be at the same level as her is my future kid(s)...Not even the love of my life will ever get near her...If your a human or give a fuck about your kids you will know where I'm comen from 2. PLEASE DO NOT TALK ABOUT GOD TO ME...I do not believe in that shit...if I have to hear "god bless you" or "our lord is our saver" one more time...If you believe in that shit good for you... BUT KEEP IT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF... guess what no

She's Sooo Close!
Hey guys & gals LisaSweet is 159,600+ from becoming a Godmother!!!!!! Please go help her out if you can!!! lisasweet ~ member of sunshine angels friends club@ fubar PS: Thanks to all who commented on my last blog, I've spent the day taking out my frustrations on the baseboards & am feeling alot better! I am so thankful to have such awesome friends surrounding me! *MUAH* ~*~Lizzy~*~

Just The Way It Is!
You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't need me But I know that it's just a lie 'Cause when you call me in the night Tellin' me your life is better off without me How come you're sleepin' all alone Tellin' me you don't ever think about me... Hey, you're givin' yourself away It's there in every move you make You can't hide your heartache away Hey, it's somethin' you don't have to say It's written in the tears on your face I see through the part that you play Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... It doesn't matter what you say Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... So you got all your freedom And you got all your time So you got the illusion that your doin' fine So you smile in the mirror Through the sadness your smile can't disguise Why don't you come right out and say Baby you can't take another day without me You know I'm runnin' thro

I Need Help On How To Talk To A Guy
OK, I am 20 years old and I am a bet shy when it cams to guy's... so I talk to you all on here, but I don't now how to talk to one in person..I freak out..and I just stein there and I can't talk to them in person at all. so I need a bet of help.. how do I talk to guy's. with out freaking..if you can tell me..please do...

Where I Am At Right Now
Once again hope all my friends are doing great. I wanted to give an update on what i am doing at the moment.. I am in lubbock texas taking care of my younger sister who is eleven..Right now I have extended my stay here until the 9th of decemeber..So basically i am taking her to school, grocery shopping and all that fun stuff...I am not sure if I will stay longer but right now i am set to come home on the 9th..However to me family is family and they always come first, so with that said things are still up in the air on what may happen later on..If you all don't know why I am here my stepmother passed away last week, her mother..so I am helping my father take care of the household... I thank all my friends for staying with me..Yank your the best..aka Marco..I am grateful I have you in my life your a great friend..and to all of you as well... till the next update smile,laugh and be merry :) chad

Damn Daylight Savings Crap.
I keep waking up at 6 in the damn morning thinking it's 7. I keep looking at the time on the phone and it says quarter after 5, when it's only quarter after 4. Ugh I wanna go home and bury myself under my covers for a few hours and hope the madness stops. :)

Good Deeds
Today while I was waiting to drop my daughter off at school, a man and a blind woman came walking by us. He asked if this is the entrance to where the voting is. (In Mass, most of the voting is done at the elementary schools) I told him no, it was a different entrance. He told her that he couldn't walk her any further cause he had to go on LIVE tv (works for local cable news NECN...covering big story at the power plant next to the school). I offered to take her to the correct door. Despite it down pouring, I still did it. We had a nice conversation on the way over to the door. Her name is Angie. I have seen her walking everywhere in Salem. I got her to the correct door and as she was signing in, the lady that was volunteering there said that she couldn't bring in any voting paperwork. I told her she is blind, she can't see it, I don't think she knows what she has. I wanted to wait until she was done voting to help her walk back, but the hearing machi

Hitting Isn't Nice
so the past few days i have had my husband off of work for a week and i have been getting upset because he won't watch him for me if i ask him to so i can get some sleep. so today i went to lay down with sesan and twenty minutes later he was up crying again. so i got upset and went into the office and started to hit my head with my hands, hating left because i don't get any help. so i talked to my husband and asked him to watch him again and he said ok. so im really wanting to go to bed again but i don't want to because darin will bring him in to me at every little damn thing

Admire The Lies People Tell
I simply adore fake, deceitful friends. You know, the kind of people that abandon you at every opportunity to better themselves no matter how much you've been there for them. They are the ones that continue to forgive the people who treat them like shit, yet when you state your dislike of those people, they can't figure out why. These greatest of friends just expect you to sit around and wait while they choose other random people over you and then rely on you to put the pieces back together when their tiny, bruised hearts are shattered. Come on now, who wouldn't desire these admirable traits in a friend? Anyone to turn down the opportunity to have these backstabbing, lying, manipulative friendships must be crazy. I couldn't live without a relationship like this in my life. Author's Note: This entire paragraph was written in complete and utter disgust. If you are dumb enough not realize it's dripping with sarcasm and oozing with hostility, then you must be one of the people previou

My Friends Rock!
Okay, I know I said my friends Rock... but I need to say it again! Want real friends who show up? Add these people, they are great! Show them lots of love, they truly deserve it! If there is anyone I missed, who has helped over the last couple of days, please let me know! I dont want to leave anyone out! You guys are AWESOME! Mwah! Karma - Fubar hubby to ice princess,@ fubar ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.~I.B.I.C.~DSC~@ fubar HAVOK35(THE SUPREME BEING OF MISCHIEF)(THE SULTAN OF MAYHEM)(a.k.a. MALE INTERNET SLUT)@ fubar ~~AngL~~@ fubar sweething4771~MEMBER OF THE PRIDE~@ fubar DEMON WOLF-Founder-NIGHT WALKERS- Club FAR- I DWELL IN THE DEEPEST PIT OF HELL.@ fubar ♥HOT Marina♥Lust goddess♥ *wifey to sweetpoison* ♥member to Club F.A.R♥@ fubar

Thieves
Thanks to the asshole who got 53 of my stash items deleted yesterday because (whoever the fuck you are) thinks with that little pea brain of yours they were "nsfw". Newsflash Asshole-If you don't like someone's stuff-Then get the hell out! There's a name for someone who takes away things that don't belong to them-THIEF! Or-Should I say Fucking Piece of Shit Asshole THIEF! BTW-I'm glad I had the opprotunity to defend a narrow minded shitbag like you for 22 years of service... Sincerely, -DeathMerchant6

Tequila & Salt
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror here one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true..... 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... when life hands you Lemons, as

Why Im Pissed
okay so my photo was marked nsfw, which totally pissed me off. first of all, i have a shirt on. how come other girls, even bouncers, can have primary photos in the bras or less. second of all, it is no more suggestive than other photos i have seen. even comments are racy here! third of all, my photo is not a suggestive body part with no face. i have no eyes because my name is anonymous, so thats the whole point of having no identity. it is no more suggestive that girls who have primary photos of only their mouth and/or tongue. there is no face there how is that acceptable! and lastly, how the hell can i guy get away with having a primary photo with his penis, but i get marked nsfw for showing clevage. myspace never had a problem, and it is wayyyyy more tame than this site, they dont allow nsfw photos in anything. that photo was my primary for like a month and i didnt have a problem. so yeah, im pissed so retaliation is coming. -anonymous

Ugh!
Today has kinda sucked! A couple of months ago my middle son got kicked out of school for various reasons... He's no saint by any means but the reasons they gave were really lame. So, today my youngest has been being harassed really bad by this kid... the faculty did nothing to help him. Well yesterday they got in a fight. So, I get a phone call from the principal today telling me they are kicking my kid out!!! The other kid? Nothing not even suspended!!! Why you ask... because the principal is sleeping with that kid's mom! I am sooooo pissed about this! Oh and if that wasn't enough I'm in a lot of pain today from the FMS :-( Anyway I just wanted to vent.

Something You May Wanna Know, Seeing How I Wont Be Around
Hello, just letting you all know that I will be taking on another job. yep, I have a paper route I do on weekends which was sat and sun which now I found I can manage to get it done on Saturday's so I spend 4 hours doing that in the early am hours, plus I work for Washington Inventory Services when they need me as a on call basis, plus I am a on call taxi cab driver they call me as needed and now I just landed me another job which will be starting the day after Thanksgiving as a Bell Ringer for the Salvation Army. So when You see someone standing outside a store freezeing this winter you can think of me,lol. Not only am I helping other people in need but Im getting paid for it. I also got me another job raking leaves up for some elderly which will be ending soon seeing how we got our first snow fall today. bummer for me. And as of November 14th Im going in for Knee Surgery. They say I need both done but Im not going to let that happen. Just my left knee is good for me. so If you dont

Project Playlist Follow-up
Thanks to Scrapper and Baby J for righting a wrong. Thanks to all that re-posted my bulletin and making it a stickie. Project Playlist is no longer in the "Top Scores" list. We are back to having a level playing field for all.

Because Of You
I wake and the first thought I have is you, My arms yearn to hold you, Yet, you are so far away. I dare not tell you, For fear that you would stay away, For fear that you would not even look my way, Alas, the words that flow, They are the truth, and always, I speak it. I cannot help the feelings that have come, And I dare not hide them, But you cannot see me, and I have but a photograph, And a dream. I only have these dreams and desires Because of you. An angel that has been placed here on earth, A blessing from heaven. And it would be selfish for me to want you for myself, The world is a better place because of you. Robert J Nye 2007

The Girl Form The South
she speaks softly to me whispers in the night i long to hold her but distance keeps me hanging hanging from a life i want i draw ever so closer but somethings holding me down is it love is it life unnecessary balances leave me astray wanting to free myself climbing running i hope she feels the same way i do the girl from the south is what i want to make happy the whole night through

Plz Read
I need help this guy on yahoo his yahoo name is shyguyll30 is im me and being a ass plz im and tll him to leave me the hell alone. I bloke him but he chege his name then send other people to do this i dont like he is calling me a fucking mutt and everthing plz im him if u have yahoo and tell him to stop thank you. Angel

Firefighters Hall
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW I WAS GONE FOR A FEW DAYS, SEEMS SOME OF YOU FORGOT WHAT FIREFIGHTERS HALL MEANT TO ME AND MOST OF YOU'S. I HAVE WORKED MY BRAIN AND MY FINGERS OFF FOR HR'S EVERYDAY TO GIVE PPL A FUN PLACE TO BE,FOR FF'S,EMT'S AND ALOT OF OTHERS A PLACE TO CHAT,BE SILLY,TALK ABOUT YOUR LONG DAYS...I WILL CONTINUE TO DO SO BUT I ALSO NEED TO HELP OF YOU'S THAT STILL LOVE WHAT JOHN AND I HAVE DONE IN THERE FOR EVERYONE IF THINGS DONT GO BACK WITHIN A COUPLE OF WEEKS I MIGHT RE-THINK FUBAR

Boot Camp
i have not been here much becase i have the worst cold and had to go take a class. today i watched a few movies on tv and realised they were old. you think 1985 wa yesterday but it was too long ago! so soon as this cold is over i am going on a self improvment rutine and make a better me. maybe even join a group.

Poem: Thoughts And Dreams
Please do not copy without permission. Copyrighted Material. Thank you. Thoughts and Dreams To kiss you under a summer moon See candlelight shine in your eyes Slowly dance to a romantic tune Enjoy long walks under summer skies Gently caress you with petals of a rose See your smile each and every day Hold you close as over us moon glows Tell you I love you each day If your feeling sad wipe your tears By your side to always be Push away all your fears Your face the first each day to see Hold your hand in pouring rain Cuddle up on cold winter nights Ease away all your pain Send your heart to new heights These are the thoughts in mind Dreams I wish to carry through And new ones every day I find When my thoughts turn to you

I Was So Much Older Then
yeah i dunno just in a weird mood check out this song its awesome Crimson flames tied through my ears Rollin' high and mighty traps Pounced with fire on flaming roads Using ideas as my maps "We'll meet on edges, soon," said I Proud 'neath heated brow Ah, but I was so much older then I'm younger than that now. Half-cracked prejudice leaped forth "Rip down all hate," I screamed Lies that life is black and white Spoke from my skull, I dreamed Romantic facts of musketeers Foundationed deep, somehow Ah, but I was so much older then I'm younger than that now. Girls' faces formed the forward path From phony jealousy To memorizing politics Of ancient history Flung down by corpse evangelists Unthought of, thought, somehow Ah, but I was so much older then I'm younger than that now. A self-ordained professor's tongue Too serious to fool Spouted out that liberty Is just equality in school "Equality," I spoke the word [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ] A

True
I got this as a comment, but it really hit me and is soooo true. I wanted to repost it for everyone to see! One morning you will never wake up! Do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling, or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again...... I LOVE YA!!! Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not promised!

Competition
ok--I now know why Im not in alot of my friends family list-alot of pretty ones in their list--I dont compare to none of these gals on here.-I Was looking at friends I have--know I see where I stand, (way down on the list)-Im nothing like them on here at all--They win, and I loose.

A Prayer For Our Troops .....
Dear Lord, There's a young man far from home, called to serve his nation in time of war; sent to defend our freedom on some distant foreign shore. We pray You keep him safe, we pray You keep him strong, we pray You send him safely home ... for he's been away so long. There's a young woman far from home, serving her nation with pride. Her step is strong, her step is sure, there is courage in every stride. We pray You keep her safe, we pray You keep her strong, we pray You send her safely home ... for she's been away too long. Bless those who await their safe return. Bless those who mourn the lost. Bless those who serve this country well, no matter what the cost. God, Bless America!

Sorry I've Been So Absent.....
Some of you may be wondering where I have been lately. Well, I am just a little ill. I have this damn cold/flu type illness that is kicking my butt. I hope that no one thinks that I have been ignoring them or avoiding them, and I am trying to catch up with all the rates and gifts and mail that I have received lately. Hopefully by this weekend I will be back to my normal addicted self. Thank you for caring about me. Hugs and Kisses. Much love, Michelle

Broken Heart
no more tears , my heart is broken, all the bad words have been spoken! ive took all i can take of a broken heart ,every things gone and im fallin apart! what went wrong? did our love grow bad? there were so many feelings i thought you had? now that love is gone and im lost in the dark, all thats left is my broken heart.

In Canada With Master
Well I have made it to Canada to see my Master and I have to say that’s more than I could ever have imagined. I didn’t think that I had that kind of desire inside of me but he has let me realize that I have it and that I want it, truly. I never thought that someone could make come so many times. I fully enjoyed the pain and pleasure I felt from it, when I didn’t think I could take anymore I still found myself wanting more. Master put my collar on dragged me up on the bed and fucked me from behind squeezing my titts really hard ramming that cock in my ass.It was so intense from when he pulled my hair and forced me to suck his cock to the time he put on the nipple clamps while I was riding his cock, I was so aroused and with Master inside of me, oh it was heaven. I loved it when he bit my ears and neck it made my toes curl. I loved sucking on his cock pleasing Master and letting him have his way with me. We did this all night and then he held me tight as we slept. Then in the morning Mas

Heres What Excalibur Radio Does To Get Members From Scooter Bar There Flat Out Bkstabers
This is the kind of bullshit we at the Scooter Bar have to put up with from lounge like Excalibur Radio they get so jealous that they have to send people to my lounge to steal people and my staff so they can get listeners. This is the same people that try to stream into other lounges so they can get the members from those lounges into there’s these are the same people that used to work for The Scooter Bar and Radio Stations that have streamed into The Scooter Bar and got fired for starting drama or banned for the same reasons. My staff and me do what we are supposed to by posting bulletins and tagging profiles to get listeners we don’t have to Spam or bash other lounges to get people in it. Here is what Camelot Lounge has to do to get listeners they bash other lounges to make them selves look good. Hell The Scooter Bar is #1 on the lounge list EVERYNIGHT . I am posting this so the lounge hoppers can see the TRUTH! Here's what it's all about If you want to hang out at a

14 Whys
1.WHY ARE WE CALLED "HATERS" WHEN OUR CAUSE IS THE PRESERVATION OF THE BEAUTY OF OUR CHILDREN? 2.WHY DOES THE MEDIA CALL 92% OF THE EARTHS POPULATION, THAT IS NON-WHITE, "MINORITIES?" 3.WHY IS IT EVIL TO SPEAK WITH PRIDE OF OUR OWN WHITE RACE, WHEN ALL OTHER RACES ARE ENCOURAGED TO DO SO? 4.WHY DOES THE MEDIA REPUDIATE THE HISTORICALLY PROVEN FACT THAT RACIAL INTEGRATION IS CULTURAL AND BIOLOGICAL GENOCIDE? 5.WHY DOES AMERICA DISAVOW THE VAST DIFFERENCES IN CIVILIZATION BETWEEN AFRICA, CHINA AND EUROPE? 6.WHY DO ALL MAJOR CHRISTIAN LEADERS, FROM BILLY GRAHAM TO THE POPE, PROMOTE GENOCIDE OF THE WHITE RACE BY ENCOURAGING INTERRACIAL MARRIAGE? 7.WHY IS AN ACT OF SELF-DEFENSE BY A WHITE MAN PROSECUTED AS A HATE CRIME? 8.WHY IS THE VERY NAME OF OUT RACE, ARYAN, CONDEMNED AS "WHITE SUPREMACIST?" 9.WHY IS ALL HISTORY BEING REWRITTEN TO OBSCURE AND DENIGRATE THE GENIUS AND ACCOMPLISHMENTS OF THE WHITE RACE? 10.WHY ARE ONLY WHITE PEOPLE, UNLIKE ALL OTHER RACES, DENIE

He Blew Me Away, That Very First Day!!
There is this man who just blows me away. I have been talking to him for a little while and want so much more. I dont even know where this is gonna go but I have high hopes. He is wonderful and amazing. He seems to be everything I want and then some. I just cant seem to get enough of him. When we arent talking I am missing him like crazy. I have never been quiet do blown away so quickly.

I'm Sorry
i bet NO guys will repost this ; i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with en

An Idiot In Love
Your love is better than wine You are so fine The very mention of your name Drive me insane. My love, you are so handsome, You hold my heart for ransome. I hear the voice of the one I love, Who sounds like it comes from above. My darling, I am yours and you are mine, Now everything will be sublime. I was alseep, but dreaming, My face is beaming. My heart stood still while he spoke to me, My heart fluttered like a bee. My passion of love brust into a flame, I feel like a real dame. Hurry to me, my love, For I am very near.

The Lyric To A German Song
The world stands still Do you still want to be with me and not only pretend as if to? Do you want to be the one and only and not only a one-hit-wonder failure? We´ve said enough in thousand discussions Listening more to you wouldn´t be worth it Maybe it´s too late to turn the clock backwards to forgive each other everything to see each other again (newly) I´ve cleaned up everything now it´s up to you What else do i have to do to not loose you? Chorus: The world stands still between us Open your eyes again exhale slowly The world stands still Holding my breath again when I stand in front of you Having to shake again when I dial your number Leave aside your pride stop playing with me Forget the mistakes don´t blame it on me Tell me, what are you waiting for? What lets you hesitate? If that´s all then tell it now I erase you of my CV Chorus: The world stands still between us Open your eyes again exhale slowly The world stands still

Hehe Had To Share This.....
THIS IS WHAT MY ANSWERING MACHINE NOW SAYS..... I was sent on a mission to kill the sexiest person alive, but my other half said suicide's a crime (I can't believe they expected me to do this).Roses are red, violets are blue, I'm schizophrenic, and so am I.One by one penguins steal my sanity.lalalalaladum diddy dum dumdiddy Hip..hiphop....hip hopapotomus. Insanity is a gift some little green men gave me...OMG...my fish just drowned! I may be schizophrenic, but at least I have each other, and when I am alone I am together. Maybe I'm not here. Maybe I am here, and I'm just waiting to see what you type when you think I'm gone. Maybe this whole away message is just a cruel mind game. Maybe not. ME not here, Me go bye, You leave Message, me Reply I want you..............I need you..............to leave a message SO...Like a 500lb fat girl in a dodgeball game.... I'm out! and yes, I put the 'fun' in 'dysfunctional'. Be back in a few... WENT TO PICK UP MY PROZAC!!!!! TOO CUTE..WELL I

Sexiest Older Man Contest
A Friend of mine entered me into the Sexiest Older Male Contest. Of you have 5 minutes to spare a few votes wouldn't go amiss. All Luv shown will be return as normal, just let me know you've posted a few votes Thanks Click the Thumbnail below to vote

You Wanted, I Gave
You Wanted..........I Gave You wanted candy I held your hand You wanted roses I gave you tender kisses You wanted diamonds I gave you my heart You wanted finer things in life I gave you my time, attention, and love You wanted me dead I gave you my life by: C. P. Holder

Thoughts About School
Lately my mind has been wonder, and this isn't always a good thing, because my mind can be quite a distraction. I don't know why but lately I just haven't been myself. There's something bugging me that I just can't lay my finger on. I'm in college, and don't exactly know what I'm going to major in. So my mind has been caught up in that lately. I've been considering possibly majoring in Biology, or Hospitality and Restaurant Management. With Biology I could go into many different professions. Also I could go into several different graduate programs. So this seems like a good option for me, but I'm not sure if I want to further my education after a four year degree. But I could also take that degree, and apply it to secondary education, and become a high school teacher. Which wouldn't be a bad thing for me, but I'm not sure that if I became a teacher if Biology would be the subject for me. With the Hospitality and Restaurant Management, it's just something that I've alway

Someday
Someday The flame in my young heart, Which was once passionate Now slowly weakening away, With every tick of the clock The distance is unbearable, While the desire for him grows I wonder if he recognizes, What I feel deep in my heart How he sets my soul on fire, With one simple smile I can just lose myself, In his mesmerizing eyes Will I ever hear his voice, Softly telling me he loves me? Will I ever feel his arms, Wrapped around me with delight? My every essence yearns, For him to know the truth I would be meaningless, Without him safely by my side How do I make my hearts desires known? Soon my spirit will sing, With overwhelming pleasure He will finally return, My everlasting love Soon I will not be alone, In this world anymore Never again hide myself, In my captivating dreams Soon he will hold my hand, And look deep within me He will be my wish come true, The answer to my questions Soon we will become one, And I will finally be

11-07-07
I need all your prayers. My very best friend is in the VA Hospital and was placed in the hands of Hospice yesterday. He is barely holding onto life at this time. I will not be around much the next few days or however long till God takes him home. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers as his children need all the support and prayers we can give them. Thanks to all and have a Blessed Day! Love those close to you as you never know when they will no longer be with you. Cherise "Bottoms UP"

Saying Goodbye
Saying goodbye breaks my heart, it seemed fun for awhile, but now it has become to painful. I wanted to make friends and yes i have made some friends but made alot of enemies to. I walk away with tears in my eyes. I am going to miss you all, but tired of being thrown away, like i never mattered anyways. i came here looking for friends, but it seems it has just caused more tears. Saying goodbye it is going to hurt, and the tears are going to fall, but what choice have i got. They say that friends are friends forever, and true friends will always come back, so maybe i will find out who my true friends are. i love you all and i am greatful that i got to meet and talk with the people i did, i will be thankful forever. For those who have stuck with me thank you, i will never forget you. I hope that you never forget me. The memories that i do have will always be remembered. Saying Goodbye

Heart, Soul And Forever
He stands in the night, Listening to the bitter winds, Not knowing where to go, Not knowing what is to be. Yet, he doesn not move, For the one chance to see The face of an angel And look into the deep soulful eyes That leads him to Heaven. For it would be Heaven Where an angel should reside, It would be Heaven to have her by his side, But now, he stands in nothingness, Just wondering where to turn, Where has she gone, What has he done to drive her away, And will she return? Can his heart last the never ending turmoil Of not knowing true love? Can his soul endure the fires of hell Because she is not here. Can forever truly be that long to wait For perfection? His mind wanders through the darkness, Repeating all three. His heart yearns for one thing, To share this love with her. His soul shall endure- His reward of walking through hell Shall be one more day with her. And forever is not long enough For him to love this woman- This angel that he has discover

Devotional
In the darkest hour of each night I wait for the power to show the light Suffocation feeds the barren soul Turning that heart to blackest coal I need you here, so close to me To feel the wisdom and to see Count the minutes ticking by Feeding off each of their putrid lies “Find the Lord,” they say so sweet Just more flesh to covet, such fresh meat Why do so many fall within the masses Separating each by such dreary classes? Can they not see their god is fake? Fashioned by the few for their own sake But I know my ruler is that fierce one Who counts that sin is over and done I call to him and know my life Is in his hands and there will be no strife I say his name high and low My devotion strengthened and continues to grow

Memo To Virgo's Staff
Attention all Virgo's staff members, this is a reminder of what is expected of you for the homepage. All staff members have free use to this page, and Kare's photobucket acccount. Please feel free to add or edit any part of the homepage as you see fit. Adding tags, pictures that are relevant to Virgo's and it's staff, or comment tags, are always welcome. Adding items to the stash is a great way to have them readily available for bulletins or for dropping on pages. I would like this page to be a group effort, as well as an informational source to our members. Also, Kare has added, fanned, and rated all the members of Virgo's, it would be appreciated if while you are on the homepage that you go and begin to rate the pics and leave a comment on the members pages that have been added. You have no time limit, nor are you required to use the homepage at a certain time, if you have a few extra minutes in your day and would like to do something productive, feel free to do so here.

Paradoxes Of Beauty
The ancient Romans understood the danger beauty posed. The word "beauty" comes from Old French (beaute), which in turn derived from the Latin word "bellus," meaning handsome, fine, or pretty. Yet the Latin word for "war" is "bellum"--a difference of one letter, and at the end of the word, indistinguishable from the neuter form of the adjective (also "bellum"). The Roman goddess of war was Bellona. The Romans believed that war had beauty, perhaps a terrible beauty, but a beauty all the same. Why else did Caesar write so movingly about war? And why did the Romans make dying in the service of the Mars a far more honourable and glorious death than did the earlier Greeks, from whom they stole so much. Interestingly enough, while Venus was the Roman goddess of love and beauty, studies show that she evolved from a comparatively weak and generally benign goddess in the Greek Iliad to a goddess of both compelling beauty and treachery in later Greek and Roman poems. Even the term "bella

What I Know About Love
What I know about love. Nothing. I know nothing at all about love. There. Done. Ok, ok. Wait. That's not entirely correct. I know about loving my family. I know about loving a cold soda on a ridiculously hot weekend afternoon. I know about loving the way a woman's skirt rides up, exposing that happy trail I'm so incredibly fond of, when she's feeding the ducks at the local park. I know all about these kinds of love. I just don't know a damned thing at all about the 'big one'. I had it once I think, many years ago. She fucked it up in just a blink. Big love. That notorious love between man and woman. That great love of the ages! That love long immortalized on stage and screen! Framed and oil painted by the masters! The sole reason that Hallmark continues to exist! Yep, I don't know shit about the big one. Why? I Don't know. I ask myself that all the time. I've met some truly amazing women. Women that any man would trip all over his self to cherish and adore, yet

She Knows This Guy
She knows this guy He has amazing eyes they tell no lies and make her feel so alive She knows this guy he has such soft skin a body made from sin flesh so sweet it makes her weak She knows this guy when he comes around she no longer frowens and her hole world grows She knows this guy he never lets her cry makes her hold her head up high and always hugs her good bye She knows this guy he makes her feel so awake and carefree like she has no control inside eating her soul alive She knows this guy that she cant say good bye and he knows she would die If he ever said Good Bye

Mandatory Weapons On Airplanes.
I went through airport security the other day and they made me get rid of my pencils, orange juice, and laser-guided death bludgeon. Not only that, but they made me drain all the fluid out of my balls. I had to wank in the airport restroom, which I would have done anyway, but it's not fun when people are forcing me to. Plus, I almost missed the flight. I had to go through security four times because the guards kept jiggling my nuts and saying, "Nope, I still hear some fetal fluid slushing around in there." They stuck my dick in a centrifuge, or as they called it, a TSA - Testical Suctioning Apparatus. It spun me around like King Kong fucking the Tasmanian Devil. So I said, "Fuck this. To hell with vacation." I stole the device and went home. Everyone has their airport security horror stories. It's common knowledge that the whole routine is bullshit. But what really doesn't make sense is how any of it increases security. Airport security makes everybody defenseless. That is not

Fubar Backgrounds
need a decent web site to change my layout on here ive tried the myspace graphics but they dont seem to work ...any ideas thans for reading and thanks for any help you can give .keep smiling xx mark

Wonderful Pussy
Hey there, you thinkin what i'm thinkin? Thats right how nice it would be to have a nice, wet, hot pussy in your face. As I am sitting here you look at me from afar. I look at you and smile. You are telling with your eyes you want me. And of course I want you. I walk over to you grabbing your hand. You follow me readily. I take you in my bed and start kissing around your neck, down to your chest. You have very nice soft tits. I love them in my face. I kiss down your tummy as you are pulling me closer to you. Softly kissing the inside of your thights, pulling me closer and starting fucking my face. I kiss your throbbing clit as you are pushing harder and harder against me. I lick your wonderful cunt and give you a nice long kiss. Dont you taste so good!? You are moaning and pulling me closer. I stick my tongue in your hot cunt, its so hot. You are now pulling my hair and grinding into my face. sticking one finger in your pussy licking your clit you are liking it. I

Heaven And Hell - Secc Glasgow
Went to see them last night, Ronnie James Dio is the man, love his voice, loved the concert, had to leave early which was a bit of a pisser so we could get back to Edinburgh as our lift from the gig fell through, anyway cracking concert, first in a long time where there were lots of people older than me, its funny watching men with no hair headbanging, Vinnie Appice what a fucking drummer, you rock mate

Divali
So one of my favorite festival in my culture is on Friday and i'm so excited, I thought I'd share with you (my friends) the meaning of this occassion and why i love it so much and why i'm so excited, it's just so beautiful to see all the lights and how many time people (indian family's) put into cooking and preparing for that special day...It's just so wonderful. Living here in New York I miss alot of things from back home, yes we can celebrate and do just about everything here as we do there but it's never the same, for one the weather is horrible this time of the year to light the diya's/deeya's. ................................................. The very name of this festival 'Deepavali' suggests the meaning of this festival. It is all about the light coming out of a tiny diya that is called 'Deep' in Hindi. Later the term 'Deepawali' became 'Divali'. Deepawali or Diwali is also known as 'the festival of lights' because on this day there is light and light everywhere. Diwali

Anyone Wanna Rassle Lol
HOW MANY OF YOU ALL ON MY LIST REMEMBER THESE HOT PICS LOL WE ALL HAD A LOT OF FUN WITH THESE....TO THOSE WHO HAVENT A CLUE AS TO WHAT THESE ARE THESE ARE PICS OF SUBMISSION RASSLING WOHOOOO LETS GETTER DONE... HEAD SCISSORS THE FIGURE FOUR FULL BODY SCISSORS PILLOW RASSLIN a great site to see more of these types of pics are www.scissorsanpins.com would love to see some input on this blog lol. (wink whos this remind you all of ? lol

Thought Of The Day
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (Replace the word "Love" in this humbling passage with His Name "GOD" peace n balance my friend.) 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails.

Life Sucks
Have you ever had the feeling that everytime you get out of one hole you get right into a deeper one? Yea well thats pretty much where I am right now..Ive been going thru alot and just really have been trying to cover up how stressed I am with a fake ass smile and NSFW pics that make you forget about asking me how I am. I guess last night everything became to much for me and I realized Im at rock bottom ..Im not super woman and I cant do the things Im trying to do by myself. Im hard headed and full of pride and never ask for help but I realized I have to...I know that this probley makes no sense because none of my friends not event the ones I talk to daily know what Im really going thru in life right now....so I just wanted to let everyone know that Im going to be gone for awhile and I wont be on here ..if you have any faith at all please remember me in your prayers and for those of you that mean enough to me that you have my phone number feel free to use it to call or text at any time

I Need Some Help
As most of you know I have been trying to Godmother for some time now. I have gotten a ton of help from my friends, my I.B.I.C sisters, Club F.A.R and D.S.C. families. Thank you guys so much! Unfortunately I am still quite a way from becoming Godmother. My Fu Hubby Tim, (mwuahhh babe) gifted me a Happy Hour to help me on my journey. I will be adding new pics before this so there will be plenty of stuff on my page to rate! I hope that all of my friends will help me to make this as successful as possible.So save your rates please, Tonight 5PM Fubar time! XOXO and Always Much Love Jamie Stop by and show my Fu Hubby some Fu Love! He is the sweetest guy! ~Tim~ SouthernOutlawBiker~DSC~Jamies Fubar Hubby and DirtyAddictionsBouncer@ fubar I am also about 14k comments away from being gifted another Happy Hour in Stephanie's giveaway. If you have time or just bored stop by and leave me some comments!

Why I Want To Live My Next Life Backwards
Why I want to live my next life backwards... You start out dead and get that out of the way right off the bat. Then you wake up in a nursing home feeling better every day and then you get kicked out of the home for being too healthy! You spend several years enjoying your retirement and collecting benefit checks. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day, you work 40 years or so, getting younger every day until pretty soon you're too young to work. So you go to high school, play sports, date, drink and party! As you get even younger you become a kid again, go to elementary school, play and have NO responsibilities. In a few years you become a baby and everyone runs themselves ragged keeping you happy. You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, spa-like conditions... central heating with room service on tap. Until finally..... you finish off as an orgasm! I rest my case... :)

Earth Song
Her eyes the sea at dusk Sun curled golden hair Radiant creator of life Every turn a procession Fair summer beauty Silky bird limbs and legs Cosmic design, aurous life She resides implanted, rooted In my very existence After the marrow she will fly Alone to her abode North in the Heavens Where she first faced the Sun Chased the birds, laughed and sobbed As the psychic feels a presence I would like to feel her past Taste her food and love those that gave her life. ~Kristin~

Dont Quit
Found this poem and it just hit home for some reason.. Enjoy "When things go wrong as they sometimes will When the road you're trudging seems all up hill. When funds are low and the debts are high. And you want to smile, but you have to sigh. When care is pressing you down a bit. Rest, if you must, but don't you quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns. As everyone of us sometimes learns. And many a failure turns about When he might have won had he stuck it out: Don't give up though the pace seems slow - You may succeed with another blow. Success is failure turned inside out - The silver tint of the clouds of doubt. And you never can tell how close you are. It may be near when it seems so far: So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT

Hello. My Name Is Michelle And I'm An Addict
So today I realized, I am having the most difficult time quitting smoking. This isn't like the other times I quite where I was able to quite cold turkey and stayed quit for years. Nope. This time it is harder. I had myself convinced that I could quit when I wanted to. Nope. I decided to take that first crucial step in admitting that I am addicted. "Hello...My name is Michelle and I am addicted to cigarettes." Yes..I know that line is supposed to be followed my something more severe like alchohol or drugs or something, but not for me. Ciggies are my weakness. The first step is admitting it and you all got to witness that. I think step 2 will be going out and buying the patch...and maybe the gum. I really wanna kick this damn habit this time. Anyways...so today I felt like a total rebal...a bonafide hardass. Yep...little old me a hardass and a rebel. Ha Ha. i was running late for my eye doctor appointment and got on the expressway and was up to 80 in no time. Stupid me flew past a

Last Night.
went out and got REAL drunk. love tequila. love PBR. stupid though. woke up at 10 and felt like death. im fucking tired man. got home at like 4 or some shit. annoyed the fuck outta supervillian (sorry). annoyed the fuck outta hoochie (sorry). annoyed the fuck outta myself. (not sorry) i got this email from my boss that bascially said 'sorry. we dont need you for doing anything right now but being our bitch when and only when we need you.' so i may have to get another job. i HATE getting jobs. i HATE it. i hate putting time in some place and picking up shifts and whatever to help out and make it known im here and wanna work, jsut to be cut out. i dont understand why people suck so god damn bad. greed and shadyness. and this is in a company where theres fucking 5 of us. and thats fucking sad. its fucking irritating. its fucking annoying. and its fucking stressful. i hate work. jesus im in a ripe mood today.

All Encompassing Love For My Women
Subject: A man A man riding his Harley, was riding along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head, and in a booming voice the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish." The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii , so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind." The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I, and all men, could understand our wives. I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent tr

Update On The Hubby
WELL AS YA ALL KNOW THE HUB WAS IN A MAJOR ACCIDENT A FEW MONTHS BACK AND WAS NEARLY KILLED WHEN AN 18 WHEELER SLAMMED INTO HIM FROM BEHIND WHY HE WAS SITTING STILL.. WELL HE IS BACK TO WORK AND DOING ALOT BETTER HES BACK IN FULL SWING SO NOW WE ARE JUST WAITING ON AN EXTREME LARGE SETTLEMENT FROM THE INSURANCE COMPANY WHICH SHOULD BE SETTLED WITHIN THIS MONTH OR THE BEGINING OF DECEMBER THAT IS WHAT OUR LAWYER HAS TOLD US AND SO WITH THAT IT SHOULD BE A KICK ASS XMAS FOR ME AND FOR THE KIDS BUT I JUST WANNA THANK ALL OF YOU ALL WHO HAVE KEPT US IN YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS. MUCH LOVE PINK

Lets Do This!!!
Although we haven't officially activted the HOTT bombers I thought I would see if anyone can help one of our members out please? Hes ina contest, so if you can click the pic and comment that would be great..:) I think we aer ready!..:) Hugs and kisses!

Why Do I Have To Have A Subject
have you ever just wanted to lock all the stupid people in a basement and forget about them? well that is the day i am having. there isn't enough fingers in this city to count all the people i am disliking right now...UUUGGGHHHHHHHH!

Coversation
Along the beach I traveled, though the drifting sand. Then I came upon this man. I wondered why he sat there, out in the sun so hot. Started to ask, but stopped. Sat instead a little from him, for he looked as if in a dream. Then in my head his voice it seemed. His lips not moving, for I looked for I could see. Yet still I knew he spoke to me. As I listen to what he said, through the waves rolling to and fro. I began to feel my knowledge grow. So we sat words unspoken, of things, both happy and sad. It was the best conversation I never had.

How I Feel
I've been told I was distant,or too clingy,never just the right ammount,ive been told I run hot/cold ..ive never seen it..ive been told I love you,but never im so in love with you,and ive been the best I can be at times,and still feel like I should have more to offer..you really must not know how much joy you bring to my life,everyday,how many smiles you bring to my face every minute,and how you make my heart beat faster every second.

Gone
Well tomorrow is the first part of my surgery at 12:45. Not sure if they are keeping me or not but even if they don't i'll be home for a few days the go back for the second part of the surgery. Well if you have my cell feel free to txt me or call i'll give you the number to the room. If not guess I'll see you when I get out. Speaking of getting out once I am out of the hospital from this and recover a little I am wanting to get together with my friends ( if your around the area) and head to the bar and have some fun. So I will post more info on that once I know when I am out.

I Long
I want to dig my teeth into your skin I want to make you squirm in painful delight I want you to overpower me and prove false anger onto my body I want you to enjoy this unnatural sin. I want to close my eyes and be surprised by the scratches left on my skin I want to scream in pain and ecstasy I long for your painful touch I long for your bruising lips. I long for the fleeting heart known only from pain and submission I long for the curling back and toes and tongue known only from complete overtaken. unnatural lusts pleasurable pain domination submission a world of reds blacks blues yellows blood bruises dirt tears and screams a world only of lust a world only of pleasure a world of backward loves a world of paining the one you love. A world of doing that which is desirable to your lust partner your love partner doing that which is painful, because they love it.

I Think Too Deeply.
I sit before the fireplace, and my hands silently freeze. Has life become too cloudy? Or am i just too blind to see? The seasons have slipped from hot to cold, the nights growing longer, and the days shorter, as i just grow more old. I think about the past, and how it has effected me, but all i can think of is how you shunned me away and told me you never loved me. Now how can that be possible? I have tried to give you everything. I dont think ive cried too much, and ive been waiting to see what the future would bring. But im not getting any younger, my body isnt aging less, but here i sit, decaying, because you told me being without you was best. I dont think i can do this, the storm has grown too strong, im going to let myself lay silent now, but i know it wont be for very long.

Need Help Please
Even if you aren't a member of the HOTT Team, please help us out! We need comment bombers cause we had to play catch up! so can you click the pic and leave a bunch of comments Please? Hugs and Kisses to All!

*a Diamonds Pledge Of Love*
Orchads smiling through departed leaves Like Diamonds Sapphire in evening sun Lost...somewhere between sunrise and sunset Two Golden hours...each set with sixty diamond minutes No reward is offered for they are gone Forever... The Jungle is dark but full of Diamonds A diamond is rough and hard to touch An unpolished or inexperienced person who shows promise Finding truth...Finding Love These Diamonds Sparkling from up above And still another shining place We would remember... How the dun-wild mountains hold us on its crest One Diamond Morning,white like the sun That is how my Love for you is beyond compare And a Promise...A pledge of Love that NEVER END(*v*)

Logan Sent This To Me, Thanks Hun :)
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. “LIFE'S SHORT”. If you don’t look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you’re SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS you don’t always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in l

If
If I were in a contest would you all vote for me?? I was asked to be in the rockin rack contest showcasing what else...BOOBS~! Now I know I have a nice set but there are lots of other nice sets out there too...so I am torn. I want to do it but I hate to fail. That is just me. I know it will be loads of fun too. I think I will do it. But I am gonna need lots of support from you guys~! I'll let you know when the contest begins so you can help me.... thanks guys and gals~! ~~smooches~~

Justiceforall...rip Ashleigh
My young cousin passed recently, i am still shocked,saddened, in awe. They found the dealer,this is the news story. RIP ASHLEIGH ROBERTS>>>1991-2007....i love you Investigators plan to charge major heroin dealer with murder 11:15 PM CST on Tuesday, November 6, 2007 Watch News 4 coverage (KMOV) - In Franklin County investigators plan to charge a major drug dealer with murder. KMOV Michael Ellison Police say they have arrested a drug dealer that was distributing a form of heroin 50 times more dangerous, and many of the addicts did not even realize it. In the past 18 months in Pacific, Missouri there have been 50 overdoses and four deaths. The most recent death was a 16-year-old girl that died of an overdose. Police say the drug dealer is Michael Ellison. Ellison was arrested this week, and will be charged for murder. His bond is set at $150,000. Print this story Email this story Discuss it Add RSS Feeds Advertisement Interactive Soun

Sticking It In!‏
Little Sally was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, Sally, who created the universe?" When Sally didn't stir, little Jason, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. "God Almighty!" shouted Sally and the teacher said, "Very good" and Sally fell back asleep. A while later the teacher asked Sally, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" Sally didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Jason came to the rescue and stuck her again. "Jesus Christ!" shouted Sally and the teacher said, "Very good," and Sally promptly fell back asleep. Once again the teacher called upon Sally and asked a third question. "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" And again, Jason jabbed her with the pin. This time Sally jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!" The teacher fain

A Shock To Me
I really shocked myself this week for the past couple of days ive has this little asswipe in my class make wise ass comments and down right insults about me.The shocker is i just blew the little beaner off why is this a shock because back a while ago i would have grabed the biggest wrench in reach and done my version of barry bonds with his dome.Im not sure if im getting mellow with age or if it's just the fact that 1 hes just an 18 year old punk whos not worth the effort to kill him or 2 I didnt spend 30 grand to get booted outta school and thrown in jail over some snot nose kid maybe its both either way im all good cause i know one fact thats always true KARMA is a bitch when ya piss her off lol

Your Wish
well its getting near christmas agen. and i know you all have a very special wish to make.post your wish here in the comments if you dare, and ill see what i can do to make it come true.do you have the guts to make a wish.?? is so prove it..zz..

My First Pup
My dad told me when i get my first pup, That it better be a female and keep her tied up. But don't give her to much chain cause she'll run away from home, Nose wide open for someone elses bone, Treat her right and she want throw a fit, And whatever you do don't call her a bitch. 'Cause she'll find away to get out of the fence, And end up in someone elses shit. But there will be a time when she's alone, Then you'll be wondering if she's gone. But that's just apart of growing up, 'Cause if that bitch in heat then that bitch go fuck.

Hmmmm
Well I guess some one is a little PISSY today. I thought I was a GOOD bomber but guess not i just wasted my time today learning how to power bomb on Dees laptop. Since I do believe I told Peggy Sue and little doggy Karl this that my pc is fried need new mother board and only have 1 now. So because I had a bad week last week and pc probs this week. I got booted. Sorry to all but this is my BITCH session My step dad had a heart attach Thursday Had appts. Wednesday as being Halloween with kids. Friday at hospital with my mom making sure all is in order Weekend with birthday And Sunday with whole family for dinner and dealing with sick person, finding out Sunday my pc died. Monday helping out my mom again. then my appts, Tues day plus not sure on how to use Dees laptop with the wireless and all but know I do. But I guess some people dont take if you have a life on here or not. You cant fricken dedicate your life 24/7 to this. But I do and so dont the ppl reading this. Im done for now

What Do You Think?
A man walked into a therapist's office looking very depressed. "Doc, you've got to help me. I can't go on like this." "What's the problem?" the docotor inquired. "Well, I'm 35 years old and I still have no luck with the ladies. No matter how hard I try, I just seem to scare them away." "My friend, this is not a serious problem. You just need to work on your self-esteem. Each morning, I want you to get up and run to the bathroom mirror. Tell yourself that you are a good person, a fun person, and an attractive person. But say it with real conviction. Within a week you'll have women buzzing all around you." The man seemed content with this advice and walked out of the office a bit excited. Three weeks later he returned with the same downtrodden expression on his face. "Did my advice not work?" asked the doctor. "It worked alright. For the past several weeks I've enjoyed some of the best moments in my life with the most fabulous looking women." "So, what's your proble

Please Do This
A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D.C. 20307-5001

Ty Unloved
Part 1 of 3 I walk into the room, me carrying her in my arms. there are many candles on the bedside; no other sources of light. the room smells of vanilla. I approach the bed, covered with soft silky sheets. I lay her down on the bed.. shes wearing a tight white tanktop and tight ass blue jeans. I lay down beside her as we start out slowly, not rushing things. I start to rub her thighs while she caresses my back. I can feel my cock getting slightly hard at her touch. I can feel her using her long fingernails now.. I start to get goosebumps. she slips her other hand up my shirt and massages my chest. Sliding my hand from her thighs to her tummy, and then I lift up the bottom of her shirt and put my hand in, still rubbing her stomach. I continue; my lips moving from her lips to her neck. she moans slightly... she works her hand down slowly past my chest, stomach and finally reaches my pants. she unbuttons them and glides her hand in slowly and gently rubs my cock. My cock starts to get

I'm The Lucky One. Thank You Angel
Cricket in Verse A bowler, a batsman, and a cricket bat I'm learning a little and that's just that You play on grass and bowl at a wicket If the opposing team pouts you tell em to stick it The bowler belongs to the fielding team And hurls a ball by the leather seam If the batsmans not out he runs between wickets And exchanges positions with the non striker in cricket Cricket it seems doesn't have cheerleaders, And that's quite sad, because I had a few leaders. One was a cheer for the MMU girl's team And the other was for an Angel I met in a dream. It's nice to have friends who are different than you They can teach you about things you never knew Like how to laugh, and listen, and be glad Even when their flatmates think they are mad. So this ones for Angel, a girl I adore She's sweet, and she's kind, and never a bore I tell her with this poem that my friendship will last Long after the cricket game fades in the past.

A New Season
The days of winter are passing As your eyes embrace me Like the whisper of spring Returning warmth t00 my soul The melody of love Ripples through this heart My frozen river Barren in your absence Once again flows in rhythm To your pulsating passions I crave your touch More than the air I breathe I hunger for your love Food for my starving soul Tears of calloused pain Kissed by your words My graying world of desolation Springs the miracle of new growth You fill me with the joy of you As I tumble in your fields of desire And beg you to complete my garden /www.FreeCommentTags.com" target="_blank">

True Or False?
Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? Don't cheat! 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute. 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14.

Immortal
From flesh to ivory, I know not what it is, Hair turns to silk, will I ever know again. These are all i have to look forward to, Oh, but immortality calls out like a great beast to me, What more is there to draw my hand. It calls me deep within my head, How do I escape that which has already consumed me. It gives me options come gently like the good lamb, Or be difficult, but either way it is over for me. My touch grows cold, food no longer gives substance, All that is left is the metallic taste upon my tongue, That leaves me always wanting, always needing more. That rich fluid becomes my life because all that flows through me is..... the ashes.

What And Experience.
I have been all over the world from Europe/Korea/Saudi Arabia/Iraq etc. I had been to NYC twice before. Once when I was a child at age 5 and then one other time where I was in and out within hrs and never really had a chance to move around the city as I so wanted. During this business trip I must say I experienced quite alot. I ventured out to the roads of NY on foot and then in Cabs. People NY is like a 24/7 movie that never ends. There is ALWAYS something ging on and people are always on the streets in droves regardless of time. The people there were nice and helpful and if you go you gotta hit the corner vendors for the Lamb Guyros. And in the Morning hit the corner vendors for coffee and donuts or Bread. I wish these guys were outside my house in the morning and at lunch time. I cant say enough good things about NY. I suggest everyone make the trip sometime or another. While there go to Groundzero and pay your respects to those lost and visit the 9-11 memorial. I don

Sexy Story
THE MORNING AFTER It is 6:ooam you lean over and see me still sleeping.. after a long night of passionate love making you get up and pull on your jeans... quietly you walk around the bed to kiss me softly on the cheek as not to wake me before your early morning meeting. You toss your shirt over your shoulder and walk into the living room where you sit on the couch leaning back to take a breath and think about what a great night we just had.. you can feel yourself growing again and realize you have to get to your house and get ready to go to work so you take one more peek into the bedroom, smile and run out the door. I wake to see you gone and decide today I can't think about anything but you touching me, feeling your body on me, in me and around me.. so I send you the first text of the morning... hey baby... good morning... what a night? don't tease me today.. I have to work..:) She showers,, washing each inch of her body imagining it is him touching her, feeling his hands gli

Please Dont Worry About Me
Tonight is one of those nights I just feel like writing I dont know if any one even reads theses or if they even care but what ever I just want to empty out my head. For some strange reason I feel alone, even in a crowd Im screeming and still no one hears me. I could walk away,would any one even miss me?? Would anyone notice that I wasnt there? Would any one wonder whatever became of me or would I just be the chick you Taliked to once in a while? Was I ever that important to you ? Did I ever mean any thing at all ? Was I just to use and abuse and throw away once you found something or someone better ? Did my feelinggs even matter? Or was just something to ocupie your time how ever bref it was? No anwsers to my qustions. More thoughts that make me wonder. More Games Im not willing to paly any more. I have grwon tired of the bullshit that I have to deal with. For the few that will read this and think so

Kucinich: Takes House Floor, Moves For Cheney Impeachment
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yJYbgouqlMw The sad part is that the House was totally empty. It was read to the same audience as a member reading a resolution to make October 3rd "Kentucky Bluegrass Day" He had the balls to do it, but it fell on deaf ears. Impeachable offenses: • Willfully violated their oath of office to preserve, protect, and defend the Constitution of the United States. • Ordered the National Security Agency to violate provisions of the 1978 Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act (FISA) [50 U.S.C. Chapter 36], a felony, specifically authorizing the agency to spy on American citizens without warrant. • Committed war crimes as a result of new and unorthodox measures used by the Bush administration in the war on terrorism. • Exempted detained Taliban and Al Qaeda fighters from the provisions of the Geneva Convention. • Authorized violation of the Torture Convention of the Geneva Conventions, a treaty regarded as supreme law by the United States Constitution.

If You Laugh Lol
A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!"

Update On Boogie
ok i thought my boogie monster was slowly gettin better but now she is relapsing and getting sicker , her temp is went up and she is vommiting now ... i am takin her to been seen i will update all that care later today when i know more love to all my friends who have been there and held my hand and head up though this all

I Wish You Enough…
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their last moments together at the airport. They had announced the departure. Standing near the security gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, our life together has been more than enough. Your love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother walked over to the window where I was seated. Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you say, 'I wish you enough'. May I ask what that means?".

Goodbye
I just can shake this feeling that you don’t need me anymore. You just don’t care like you did before. You never call me just to see how I am. I don’t know why I think you still give a damn. I fell for your lines. I just can’t believe I was played. I was so foolish. And now I have paid. I will no longer believe you or fall for your lines. I know all your tricks and have seen all the signs. You try and make me think I need you around. It’s you who need me but I’m leaving this town. I’ve found someone else who loves me for my heart. I can’t wait for the day he and I are no longer apart. I made a mistake the day I married you. But I can fix this mistake because baby we’re through.

Just Thinking
okay so i was thinking....hvae u ever just stoppted and looked around at whats around you...just look...and close ur eyes and listen to the sounds and everything around u...when u do taht everything is different..

Soul Of A Mate
SOUL OF A MATE Dare not to love a friend. What is a friend. Someone that loves you? Could that be brotherly love? But I would much rather have a female friend. Not akin to a sister, but as a complement to myself. And what is a female friend for a man surely I would always care for, but none could possibly understand or relate to the painstaking truth when you have never known the magnetism of a soulmate a mere friend could never do. A soulmate is a friend of the opposite sex you love. What is a soulmate but a friend who feels the same way as you do with such intensity that life possesses zest in the moment together to be alit with the happiness of your presence awash in the ecstacy of not only your words, your kindness but your every touch, and soothe to your voice As comrades, as admirers of the passions of life as slaves to pleasure in equal measure A soulmate is a woman you feel akin to in mutual fierce passion and attraction; small of stature but hug

I Like Monkeys
I LIKE MONKEYS The pet store was selling them for five cents a piece. I thought that odd since they were normally a couple thousand each. I decided not to look a gift horse in the mouth. I bought 200. I like monkeys. I took my 200 monkeys home. I have a big car. I let one drive. His name was Sigmund. He was retarded. In fact, none of them were really bright. They kept punching themselves in their genitals. I laughed. Then they punched my genitals. I stopped laughing. I herded them into my room. They didn't adapt very well to their new environment. They would screech, hurl themselves off of the couch at high speeds and slam into the wall. Although humorous at first, the spectacle lost its novelty halfway into its third hour. Two hours later I found out why all the monkeys were so inexpensive: they all died. No apparent reason. They all just sorta' dropped dead. Kinda' like when you buy a goldfish and it dies five hours later. Damn cheap monkeys.

A Chapter From The Novel That I'm Writing.
I couldn't figure out which part I wanted to show, so instead, I just uploaded and entire chapter. Please let me what you think and leave comments. SHUT DOWN Kayla was seated at the desk in her room, surfing the internet, and listening to some of mom and dad’s old favorite jazz tunes as they streamed to her computer from the family’s network server. It seemed as if it had been raining periodically for weeks, yet it had only been a few days; thank goodness for air conditioning. The time drug on for what seemed to be an eternity. It was a hot and muggy evening as she sat listening to the music. Without any notice, the song just stopped right in the middle of her favorite part as the artist held the note for what seemed like an eternity. “Now what in the world is going on?” she exclaimed as she realized that she had also lost her internet access when she found herself staring at the infamous white page stating ‘Internet Explorer cannot display the page’, instead of the hom

Rules Of Kindess !! :p
NOTICE RULES OF KINDESS Hey whats up, if you just joined, WELCOME Ok Some rules of kindness... DOWNRATEING is not nice and is not acceptable. If you dont like a photo don't rate it. people get irritated real fast and upset if you downrate someones page, photo. Or thumbs down there stash item. What is down rateing do you ask? That is when you intentionly rate lower then a 10. this is like fliping someone off just ruder. If you don't like the photo or profile DONT rate it. simple as that! please take this in to note when visiting fellow members of the site and have respect for one and other. Im sure if someone came to your page or pictures and rated them all lower then a 10 you would be fliping out right?. Have some respect, treat others as you would like to be treated. What is thumbs down? pretty much exactly that. thumbs down on a stash item, Why is downratein so mean and not nice? It hurts peoples feelings, (yes feelings are real on the internet and

Cinderella
CRYSTAL BLUE EYES LIKE THE SWEETEST OF DREAMS A VISION FROM HEAVEN ABOVE PUT YOUR HAND IN MINE MY DEAR INSTANTLY YOU WILL KNOW WHAT MY HEART IS THINKING OF YOUR TOUCH HAS GOT TO BE FILLED WITH MAGIC YOUR KISSES LIKE WIND AND FIRE HOLDING YOU NEAR QUENCH MY THIRST FULFILLING ALL OF MY DESIRES I KNOW YOU HAVE HEARD THIS A THOUSAND TIMES I JUST GOT TO TELL YOU MYSELF I THINK YOU ARE LIKE A CHINA DOLL YOUR LOVE I WANT LIKE NO ONE ELSE YOU ARE THE PRINCESS AT THE BALL 111,000 WANT TO MAKE A PASS BUT ONLY MY HANDS DO POSSES THE LIL SLIPPER MADE OF DIAMONDS AND GLASS 11, 08 07 JAY ROGERS

Forgotten Memory
Forgotten Memory By: April Terry She wonders off alone, Thinking of all the things, That seem to make no since. Of the people she once knew. And the ones she still does. She wonders if they ever, Think of her. Or if she’s just another, Forgotten memory. Slowly she grasps a thought. And waits for it to form. When it does, She speaks it out, So she can hear it for herself. ‘No matter if they remember me, No matter if it’s good or bad, In some way, Our crossing of paths, Has changed us all.’ She ponders this thought. And picks piece by piece. Slowly she realizes, She never was alone. Because a piece of every person, She has every crossed paths with, Lives within her somewhere. Weather there a forgotten memory or not. And in that moment, She understands, How important her life is.

Peopke Who Don't Mnd Their Own Business
I am getting tired of ppl who think they are helping and actually aren't They make things worse and then rumors get started. It seems everytime I start talking to someone ppl have to go in the minute they think there is something wrong.Then they have to try and help and when in fact they don't need to be helping.These ppl know who they are and I thank them but when I say I can handle it and that things are or will be fine they should just leave well enough alone because it's something that I should be able to handle on my own.I am getting tired of being judged and made to feel that I have done something wrong and a friendship or relationship being ruined over it.So please for those who are trying to help leave alone because I'm the one who is getting hurt in the end. I love you all but please from now on let me handle things in my own way and that way I know I screwed it up by myself.

Prayers For All
some of our fubar family needs prayers.so lets take time out and pray and keep them going plz. ÇRÂZÝ ÐÂVÊ alias Mr WW - United Kingdom Levellers - Brit Bomber 6@ fubarCan I ask you all to remember Steven, my son in your thoughts and prayers. Steven is scheduled to have brain surgery in the morning to remove a cancerous tumor from his brain. Its estimated that the operation will last approx 3 hours and is scheduled to go ahead at 08.30 GMT. Thank you everyone Dave rufnekraiders property of babyjessraiders also her real husband Club F.A.R@ fubarDoctors just came in and told my son they will be transferring him to San Fransco hospital...Dont know why or what her reason is but think that they may be getting ready to do something...Please pray that whatever it is it works as his potassium is not stabilizing...They were talking about starting dialisis...All I know is we need all the prayer we can get from all that finds it in there heart to reach out for a stranger...God Bless Yo

Sad Day
My neice's mother in law died today. Her husband lost his father about 3 years ago and has a brother with a mental disability. They don't have much to do with their family, because the brothers were mistreated by other family members when mom gained alot of weight and her husband divorced her. I get a call at 5 am. I can barely understand my neice. She said they got a call at 4 am saying that Jason's mom was having chest pains. They met Jason's brother at the hospital. They were able to talk to her etc. The doctors took her upstairs for some rountine test. The doctors came back to ask Jason where do you want to send the body. She died of a massive heart attack. Needless to say, it has been a crazy morning. I have let them cry and yell. I have done the routine stuff today. I did the calling to tell people that she passed away and watched out for Jason's brother. Please keep them in your prayers.

Arrgghh! Having Men Issues
Hello! I just need a little help here. I need to figure out if it is just me stuff because of my past history with my abusive father or if there are just a lot of men that are assholes. I started a new job back in September. September 24 to be exact. Now shortly after I started the job Mercury went Retrograde and that always messes with me. Down to why I am writing here. I called a potential client, I am selling health and life insurance, for follow up. The client happens to be a man but I am not mad at him. I am mad at my boss. The client said that he had been trying to call me for several days and made multiple attempts but my phone never went to voicemail. In the meantime his phone number never showed up on my phone as a missed call. I don't know what the deal was with that. I don't know if he was just dialing the wrong number or what. All my other calls came through as missed calls if I didn't answer them. Even the debt collectors LOL. Sorry, I got on a rant and totally

Great Innit
you do some really good artwork for an off the wall project and then as soon as you join places they see fit to delete it as someone jumps on you as soon as you put it up there but there was about 16 pictures of the same pair of slippers I dunno

Fuck A Starbucks
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. Semper Fidelis. Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON

Peeing My Pants!
LMAOOOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHA i still laugh at this ahahahahaha do you remember the song "call on me" of eric prydz? (originally made by steve winwood "valerie") i'm sure you do in case you don't first here is the remix video and now the funniest version!!! ok lol

I Luv You Guys
This blog goes out to the 2 people on here who have been there for me when i needed someone the most and always had words of wisdom for me no matter what issues i had i have met some really nice people on here dont get me wrong but for you Pete and Ian I love you guys with all my heart and thank you both so very much for always being there when i just needed to cry on a shoulder you will always be in my heart you are truely my best friends till the end blessed be both of you and know that i am always here if i can ever return the favor to you

Deep Inside Of Me
DEEP INSIDE ME THERE ARE SECRETS HOPES AND DREAMS A SHY SIDE A WILD SIDE DEEP INSIDE OF ME THERE IS A LITTLE GIRL SCARED OF THE WORLD CRYIG FOR HELP AND PROTECTION DEEP INSIDE OF ME IS A WOMEN TRAPPED INSIDE PAIN WANTING ANXIETY TO ESCAPE DEEP INSIDE OF ME ARE SO MANY THINGS WHICH ARE NEVER SHOWN TO THE OUTSIDE WORLD DEEP INSIDE OF ME YOU UWILL NEVER KNOW SHANNON McFarland

Happy 232nd B-day Marines
JUST WANTED TO SHOUT IT OUT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FELLOW MARINES ON THIS UPCOMING BIRTHDAY OF THE CORP. MAY OUR TROOPS AT HOME HAVE A GOOD BALL, AND TO OUR MARINES WHOM ARE FIGHTING OVERSEAS FOR THE WAR ON TERRORISM, MAY THEY COME HOME SAFE TO THEIR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU WHOM HAVE SERVED IN THE PAST AND IN THE PRESENT. SEMPER FIDELIS

Something He Sent Me
My soul is alight with your infinitude of stars. Your world has broken upon me like a flood. The flowers of your garden blossom in my body. The joy of life that is everywhere burns like an incense in my heart. And the breath of all things plays on my life as on a pipe of reeds.

Date Rape Drug In Toys, Another Article
"Date-rape" chemical prompts recall of toys By The Associated Press Recalls The 405,700 lead-contaminated toys recalled Wednesday include: Pull-Back Action toy cars, imported by Dollar General Merchandising, of Goodlettsville, Tenn. Dragster and Funny Car toys, imported by International Sourcing. The toys were sold at National Hot Rod Association events through Schumacher Racing and Matco Tools through door-to-door sales. Dizzy Ducks music boxes, imported by Schylling Associates. The music boxes were sold at specialty toy stores and gift shops nationwide. Winnie-the-Pooh spinning top products, imported by Schylling Associates. The spinning tops were sold at specialty toy stores and gift shops. Duck Family collectible windup toys, imported by Schylling Associates. "Robot 2000" collectible tin robots, imported by Schylling Associates. "Big Red" wagons, imported by Northern Tool & Equipment. The wagons were sold through the Northern Tool & Equipment catalog, We

Where Are All The Slutty Bisexual Girls?
This *is* a bar, after all. And looking around, it looks like the chances of finding girls who are into girls only are slim. Just like a real bar... All I want is a bit of exhibitionism with a decidedly lesbian slant. Is that so much to ask? Though I suppose it really shouldn't matter. Im not looking for love- I'm looking to look. Show me something.

Witoka Needs Our Prayers
sexy1goth: I'm Tammy I live next door to Deanna I'm signing her off we are waiting for the pearameds to get here I belive she is having a hartatack.Please let Jeff know I thikn that's what she is trying to say she just keep's calling for him. THIS WAS SENT TO ME NO MORE THAN 3 MINS AGO pLEASE SEND HER YOUR PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS. OH AND jEFF I HOPE YOUR HAPPY.

Finding More Than U Are Looking For
Does it really happen that your online one day cause u feel like flirting and next thing u know, you can't stop thinking about someone u have just been talking to online. Have you ever had this feeling? I always thought that if i got divorced i would be screwed cause i would never find someone else that would take me on with my children part time. Who wants that you know?

Something That Pisses Me Off
Ok, i know i'm gonna piss a lot of people off with this blog... but i realized something today... i was watching TV.... well, sorta, it was ON... and do you have ANY idea how much i FUCKING HATE white rappers?!?!?!?!?!? JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.... no offense, i hate rap period... but something about a white guy trying to just annoys me. Oh yeah, it was something about that 8 mile movie that i saw.... so anyways... SERIOUSLY... holy fuck. I mean, DAMN. WHY? You might ask... BECAUSE!!!! THEY START FUCKING TALKING IN EBONICS!!! And for those of you who know me, KNOW that shit pisses me off. I cuss like a sailor, and for that, well, I'm not sorry, DEAL with it... but holy shit. I don't "kerr bout yer grill" GOD. UGH, i want to PUKE... fucking idiots. SOOO, I'm moving to Canada... OOHH and I got into an interesting debate this morning... which is one i've had a lot recently with a lot of my friends, about the impending elections.... Well, in 08, look at the idiots we have as possibi

Weak
Why are most women so fucking weak? Its disgusting....I'm not saying that there arent really strong women out there, I have met some pretty fucking hardcore chicks...but to cry and cry over internet "loves" is bullshit...men are men and they pretty much will do anything to get their dicks wet.

And A Side Note...
I have the most amazing and wonderful boyfriend in the world... just to put that out there.... I have never been so in love with a man who was soo insanely perfect for me. Despite my many many many flaws, he still loves me... and I adore him for that... sooo i just wanted to put that out there.... cuz i'm in one of those moods today... I've gotta shower and such... just felt like doing a mushy blog

The Video - A Special Film Where You Can See My Country From Bird's Eye
I'm starting a series of blog vids on my native country. I happened to experience that many people still think that here in Lithuania we have nothing what western world has, like cash dispensers, big stores and shopping malls, etc. We do have them all. But this series is more about the historical treasures we want to cherish and keep for the future generations and share with our tourists as well. I'd be glad if you told me what you like and what you don't like about the video. I know it's longish - more than ten mins - but the views are dear to my heart. Thanks to those who will really watch it.

The Hardest Day Of My Life
Today....of all days....is the hardest day of my life....It is Alexs birthday....and I had to give him up today....He has gotten way out of control and I cant have the chance of him hurting one of the others...He is moving in for a short time with his father...Its has to be the hardest thing I have ever I mean ever done.... I feel as if I have failed him....I am his mom...I am the one that should be caring for him! but I have had to make this change to protect the other people in my life....I am not saying his is some psycho mad man ....But he has just gotten out of hand...It maybe cause I work to much....It maybe he just really needs his dad...I dont know what it is but I know I feel like someone ripped my heart out of my chest....It hurts really bad.

They Grow Em Big In Texas
A Texan went to Chicago and thought he would buy a new "city" outfit. He went into Marshall Fields, and when asked by a sweet young woman if she could help him, he answered, "Yes, ma'am. Ya' see, I'm from Texas and I want to buy a complete city outfit." Her eyes lit up as she asked, "Where would you like to start?" "Well, ma'am, how about a suit?" "Yes, sir. What size?" "Size 53 tall, ma'am." "Wow, that's really big." "Yes, ma'am, they really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" she asked. He replied, "How about some shoes?" "What size?" "Size 15 double E." "Wow, that's really big! "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas." "What's next?" "Well, I reckon I'll need a shirt." "Yes, sir. What size?" "Nineteen and a half neck, sleeves 38," he replied. "Wow, that's really big!" "Yes, ma'am. They really grow them big in Texas.

Sad
Ever have one of those days? We all have. Well today was mine. Get up this morning and my retarded cat broke on of the only things that I had left of my mom. On top of that today is the 4 year anniversary of her death so the 2 things together just didn't set well. Then I am at work and my ex calls to tell me that my 11 year old daughter broke her ankle at school playing volleyball. What next???

Dan Billings, Drummer For Missouri, Dead At 51
Most of you have probably never heard of Dan Billings. He was a very close friend of mine from my days as a concert promoter and band manager. He engineered the first album I was ever involved with back in the 80's. He will be missed by alot of people. RIP Dan. Police have confirmed that a man found dead in a Lenexa, KS creek was local rock musician Dan Billings. Billings, 51, had been reported missing and his death was accidental, police said. Investigators said Billings fell and hit his head before landing in the creek near 87th Street and Greenway Lane, where he was found Friday morning. They are awaiting autopsy results to determine if those injuries, drowning or a medical condition caused his death. Billings spent 30 years in the music business. He was the drummer for the 1970s rock band Missouri, known for the albums "Missouri," "Welcome Two Missouri" and the hit song "Movin' On." In later years Billings was as a sound engineer for United and Woodland recor

Just A Note..
Hey everyone... Just a quick hello... I can't stay long.. and won't be online much these days. :( I have no internet.. But is working out to be a good thing these days. I've been getting my life back on track with my family. I tell you this much... My place hasn't been this spotless.. in a long time! lmao Anyway... I'll check this whenever I can, but... I technically won't be online for a couple weeks. :D (B)(B) cheers (D)(D) p.s. For those of you with my digits... Use them!! because I'm hella bored at night. :P

Many Hours
I had almost forgotten what working 70+ hours a week and raising kids alone was like. It is just really busy. For all of my friends who are feeling neglected, I am sorry. I hope the waitress job works out in the longer term than the last experimental job. I seem to be on the move from the moment I wake, until my head hits the pillow. Oh well, this too will pass.....

Talk But No Walk
Hmmm let's see.... Now this is not towards anyone. But I love how you can meet someone and it doesnt matter where either. And they can talk all this game and blow themselves up about how great they or what they can do, but when its times for them prove it one they cant or won't or second you can't get back I. Touch with them. And this can be about anything. I'm sure there are some of you that know what I'm talking about and can read between the lines. Again, this is not for anyo e person but for people in general.

Thought For The Day Thursday 11/08/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "The clouds, they slowly break and reveal the sun to me. Its warmth overtakes me and lets me revel in the peace of this day. Perhaps tomorrow may not be as forgiving, but today, yes today is a good day and I rejoice to see the sun. No one knows what lurks within but me. No other fights these demons and no other must show their mettle to themselves. Alone I stand against the tide with sure footing against this cause I cannot see. Its sight eludes me, yet it manifests itself throughout my body, twisting and destroying what is within. But today, there is the sun. My strength renews so I may continue, yet one more day." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Soup
A little while ago here at work a co-worker asked me if I like soup and I said, "Yea I'm soupy kinda guy" and he gave me a top ramen won ton soup and he said, "I got alot of these dontcha know." he's from Wisconsin dontcha know. Isnt that an uplifting story? Didnt that just make for day? Now please give me some fu-bucks, I need to make a mumm.

Tired Of Liers
Ok here I am ranting but it is really bugging me. Some people seem so honest and good they fool everyone around you. I guess they learn how to play with emotions and don't seem to care who they hurt as long as they are happy. I am tired of people like this. I think I am going to turn my shoutbox to fam only cuz I need a break. I am tired of the lies and games people play. I guess promises and words are empty to some people. It surprised me too cuz I thought this person was a really stand up person. Funny all my friends thought so too. I really want to feel that their is good in people but I keep being proven wrong and I guess that is what bothers me. I just hope that some people realize that words and actions do hurt very badly so be careful how you treat others.

Ya Got That Right....
Today's FUBARoscope ... "You are filled with interesting, if odd, emotions today, many of which defy comprehension. Don't bother trying to understand them -- just let them work themselves out while you take care of business." NO SHIT! For once, they hit the nail on the head. My only problem is I can't seem to let them work themsleves out....I must, MUST analyze and understand them. ARRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHH, it is making me fucking crazy. Please just shoot me now and put me out of my misery. *sigh*

Mountaintop Thoughts
MountainTop Thoughts As I sit on the mountain top And look out over the plush valley The trees turning the color of fall My mind wanders through the tree tops Thinking of seasons long forgotten Raking the leaves just to jump in them Building the scarecrow for the front lawn Riding bikes with friends no longer seen A hawk screeches in the sky bringing me back To the present moment as I look to see Where the hawk is flying up in the vast blue Blinded by the brilliant sunlight soon to be fading into dusk. My thoughts wander back in time once more and your face appears before me I remember what you meant to me and I lay back on the grass and dream of our beautiful friendship, that like the seasons, has come and gone. For you are no longer with us in this world. I hope to see you in the next world. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep, content in my thoughts of you. Karen Schaefer

A Memory
Today...where do I begin... I buried one of my brother's best friend who in so many ways was my little brother too. It was hard to sit there and not think about his smile and how much the world is going to miss his energy. Yet, I smiled for I was lucky to know him in my life. Somedays, I know I don't tell the ones who matter to me that I love them or that I care about them. I know they know that I care for them and love them with all my heart. I've been blessed with friends who mean the world to me. Those who stood my me when I was struggling through my grandmother's death and other things of this year. So treasure your memories of those you love and keep them close.

I Can't Sleep
Every now and Again I get the urge to express myself thru my writing, I hope you all enjoy. This poem I wrote about a year and a half ago. I can't sleep I toss and turn My heart races as it burns I hear echos of your voice Listening as it fills me with joy Thoughts of you in my head How I feel scares me to death I can't sleep I toss and turn My breath stops when I yearn For you Images I have are so Great and True That when we meet, we come unglued Every Inch of me Screams Your name I hope and pray you feel the same I can't sleep I toss and turn My Heart is tainted for you We don't know how the ending will be But I truly hope it is with me The only Question I have for you Does your heart yearn for me too?

The Special Dinner
The Special Dinner by P-jizzle Kamai A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch,

I Think I Finally Have A Clue...
Well, after getting off to a little of a rocky start due to brutal honesty (even 9's wanna be 10's) and making a few friends who took the time to show me the ropes, I think I am finally figuring this Fubar thing out. Be patient with me, I'm an internet radio geek! I must say I have met some great people so far, and am looking forward to getting to know many more of you. And if you happen to have nothing to do at 10am ET/ 7am PT, check out my show on NowLive - MegaByte Me! I'm on the air daily for an hour. I would love to have some of you join me!

"rock With Me"
There was once an elderly, sad woman in a nursing home. She wouldn't talk to anyone or request anything. She seemed merely to exist - rocking in her creaky old rocking chair. The old woman didn't have many visitors. But every few days, a concerned and wise young nurse would go into her room. She didn't try to speak or ask questions of the old lady. She simply pulled up another rocking chair beside the old woman and rocked with her. Weeks or months later, the old woman finally spoke. 'Thank you,' she said. 'Thank you for rocking with me.' Just reminding you that in life there are times when we are meant to talk and be supportive, and there are times when we can help by just showing up. Actions, as we are told are often more important than words. The next time you know someone in need, just be there and be supportive.

Moods
Mood I think you should be able to have a mood next to your status.Just so people can be forwarned before they talk to you. Look at it as a cautionary measure if you would. I got a whole list of moods you can be in one day. Bipolar,Schizo,Threatening,Vengeful,Pissed,Horny and others.I know you can just put that in your status but what if your more than one and maybe your not online or stepped away. I just hate not being able to type in what i really feel like. So,caution tomorrow I maybe a bipolar, pissed off,horny vengeful,crying woman.HA HA!!!!

Feeling Yucky
Probably just a pinch of the flu ... but, I am feeling very achy and pain all over my body. I guess all these late nights and early mornings have finally caught up to me. I guess I better take the hint and slow down and rest. Darn... and I had plans to rape my husband tonight too since I could not rape him last weekend. I am canceling my meeting tonight and will go to bed early. Do I ever feel horrible.

We Want You
you to can become a member of the Z.E.R.O. program 1 you must be uninfected 2 you must allow a picture to be used for a membership badge 3 you must not mind having fiction stories writen about you 4 you mus have a scence of humor 5 you must want to stop the undead and not become one ( kinda of a duh there ) 6 you must realise this is all in fun and do not start drama 7 you must be able to give me some imput about the charecter i help creat for you these are all the rulles its simple if you want to become a Z.E.R.O.

Her Knight
A Night in front of the Fireplace Tonight I am going try something new with Lady K. Lady K had let me know in no uncertain terms that the spark was fading and that if I did not rekindle the spark she was moving on . It was up to me to change her mind. So I decided that I had been to complacent in the bedroom and I needed to take back control. I called Lady K at home that morning and told her that I would be over to her place at seven o’clock that night. She cut in saying that she had plans to go out with the girl tonight. I told her I would be there at seven o’clock and she would be waiting for me. She again tried to cut in but I stop her. I let her know that if she wasn’t there that we’re though. I described what I wanted her to be wearing when I arrived. She was to have on a pair pink thigh high stocking with the matching pink lace shelf bra and panties that I had bought for her, as well as, her black mid calf skirt with the black two inch spaghetti strap pumps. Along wi

Hello Everyone!! This Is Goodbye....
So....I am officially done with this site! It has been fun and I have had the pleasure of meeting some really awesome people....but life is taking a turn and it is for the better. I have gotten a divorce and in the meantime a long time friend found me on myspace and so...well the rest is history! I am happy to say that he proposed on Nov. 2nd and I accepted!! I am so happy!! But most of all finally fulfilled and content to have some kind of direction and happiness in my life. It has been a bumpy year and some of you were there during it and for that I will always remember you. Some of you tugged on the heart strings and you know who you are, but in the long run maybe we were just meant to be kept at a distance and never meant to be as close as we wanted. So...good luck...if you have my number feel free to keep in touch...I would love to hear from you! But for now my internet flirting and the need to fulfill an empty void is done. I hope everyone has a great upcoming holiday....and if

Got Sent Home Early From Work
I am freaking pissed, I just got sent home early from work from the movie theatre I work at part time in the evenings when I work Thursdays and Fridays I was suppose to work tonight 5:30-11:00 tonight, but they sent me home early due to slow day tonight and shit. I was hot and heated since no one else wanted to go home, they sent me and three other people home,we were heated. Man I was hot!

Im Just F#@&%*d Up
where is my life going? i wish i knew i thought i did then he walked away for someone new i thought i was happy and content but i know see i wasnt why cant i just get over it? why is it taking this long? why cant i find someone else to prove to me he was wrong? am i that useless? am i that bad? am i that ugly? what did i do wrong? why do i have to feel so unworthy? why does it have to hurt this way? would anyone even notice if i was gone? would anyone care? would you notice if i was no longer here? you dont know me i dont know myself anymore my medications work to make me seem happy but i dont think i really am dont tell me im wrong dont tell me itll be ok let me have my thoughts my doubts words mean nothing actions mean everything i hear the words people say but their actions tell me differently which am i to believe? words or actions? actions speak louder than words but words you know what they mean actions can be deceiving id rather

Just For The New Friends Today
LOTS of guys became friends today. This is a story for you guys... The many other friends have already read this one. Enjoy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thunderous Elevator Ride By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 I have just checked into my hotel and am about to go up the elevator to my room and I am standing in the lobby waiting for those stainless steel faced doors to open. The bell rings with each floor it stops at as I wait for it open for me. A long flight to Vancouver from Montreal and all I want to do is get undressed, take a shower and get into bed. I have a very busy schedule booked for tomorrow. I look at my watch and it is 10:35 PM. It is late and all I hear in the lobby is a phone ringing way off in the distance at the registration desk and of course that soft piano music being piped in all over the hotel. The full-length windows that line the lobby show my reflection staring out into the late night darkness. I can see some f

To All The Girls Who Pass The Nice Guy
..I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry If I start not being there, and being used as a door mat, only to be thrown to the side when the new asshole comes around I'm sorry If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours, instead of getting a couple hours of sleep be

My Weird Sex Dream
I have very vivid, colorful dreams. Sometimes scary and sometimes very ummm not so scary lol. Sometimes I find myself wanting to sleep so I can dream they are like movies. So here is a crazy sex dream I had (I seem to have a lot of them lol) a few nights ago. Okay so I am in a desert and I am giving head to a guy that I don't even know. In fact I can't even see his face only his pubic hair. I am actually enjoying it. So as time goes on he pushes my head more toward him so now his dick is all the way in my mouth, so I am now deep throating him. As he his about to cum he shoves is dick even further in my mouth and I am taking it with no problem I am loving it. I feel him cum then cum again. This dude cums like five or so times can't remember how many. So here is the most weird part a take him in my hands and I am pulling him out of my mouth but it just keeps going and going. There is no end to his dick lol. I am getting annoyed that I can't pull this mans dick out of my mouth. And h

Naughty Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

My Angel
His innocense is overpowering. His Wickedness so sweet. Behold the Angel of Sunrise. Beware my God of Defeat. Chained to eternity, forever forced to see. The fatalities of the world, while he Bleeds in utter glee. Hes in love with her Sadness, though hes locked in a cage. Cursing those who apose her in an Undying fit of rage. Hes the angel that reigns between heaven and Hell. Slaughtering the weak, and giving her his lifelong spell. In Darkness, He is wild, the Abyss sets him Free. She gives him Herself, for Him to love and see. Her Angel lives, Her Angel cries, Her Angel Bleeds, But their love will never Die.

Their At It Again...
Ok straight and to the point. The cheaters are at it again using there scripts and signing up fake accounts themselves through proxy servers etc... My sites get over 150,000 Unique visitors a day so that means 150,000 different people see that fubar link per day. Im not spamming so called other Social Network sites or Forums as some people here say they are and thats how they are getting all the referrals. I say BS to you cause I know the ratio is to get a REAL sign up. Some even say they get the referrals from a site they have which is really funny cause its from a site that has hardly ZERO traffic. Which would mean almost ZERO referrals. But oh no not with the Math of a cheater. With the Math of a cheater a site that gets 200 visits a day can bring in 200 referrals an hr especially during a Happy Hour. I honestly know that someone cant advertise themselves or a site to over 150,000 different people A DAY by spamming forums and other Social Network sites. Its IMPOSSIBLE. E

Fu-king
I just want to thank everyone for helping me reach Fu-King! I didn't expect to level this quick, but thanks to Vittoria who is on my Godfather List who decided I should level made a bulletin. Next The Mafia for their support and pic bombing to get me leveled. Also Boo Boo and her list of levelers too. There were so many more to thank that I decided to put this in my blog. I hope those who helped, let me know here so I can return the love. Again, Thank You All So Much! :D

What A Jerk.anyone Who Fallowe's Him Need's To Read
Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:33:43 AM): u doing good job with kingdom babe proud of u sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:34:01 AM): thank you hun sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:34:39 AM): dont feel like it right now with evey one quiting after thay wanted me and said tha'd back me Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:34:47 AM): from my heart Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:34:47 AM): very welcome Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:35:54 AM): much anquishrunning the kingdom Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:36:48 AM): persurerance sexy1goth (11/7/2007 6:37:11 AM): aw i can handel it babe Lord Wolf (11/7/2007 6:38:30 AM): sure can talk to u later ok babe Lord Wolf (11/5/2007 7:39:50 AM): u got the kingdom sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:40:05 AM): i didnt want it i fucki wanted your dumb ass Lord Wolf (11/5/2007 7:40:33 AM): i guess i am a dumb ass ty sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:41:27 AM): you think if i wanted the kingdom i would have gave up every thing i had for some online shit sexy1goth (11/5/2007 7:41:43 AM): you are co owner you have say Lord Wolf (1

Words Cannot Express...
wtf is going through my mind right now. mick just got released from brazoria county. like, and i'm not shitting you, TWO FUCKINNG MINUTES ago. mom is getting ready to go pick him up and i am on the verge of a nervous breakdown/anxiety attack/some other fucked up mental disaster... i swear to god, or allah, or the fucking trees or whatever/whoever you believe in as a higher power... if he doesn't talk to me or touch me, i think i'll be okay but so help me if he says or does ANYTHING to piss me off i'm leaving immediately. i will go sleep on a fckn park bench or under the bridge or something. i hope i don't fuck up. (i.e. scream the wrong obscenity at him or throw something at him or do something else to get me or anyone else in trouble.) ... i can't wait for this weekend. being with josh and michael and jessica (and possibly chris) will make me feel better.

Love And Friendship
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Friends List
everyone is being removed. None of you read these things or my bulletines for that matter so see ya! To clarify this... Those who post buletines day in and day out and yet don't bother to read mine have been removed!

Would You Participate?
I am thinking of starting a fubar talk show from a site i came across. You don't need to leave fubar to participate cause it can be embeded into your profile. If i was to start this how many of you would participate in it?

Living Dead Girl
Rage in the cage And piss upon the stage There's only one sure way To bring the giant down Defunct the strings Of cemetary things With one flat foot On the devil's wing Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Raping the geek And hustling the freak Like a hunchback juice On a sentimental noose Operation filth They love to love the wealth Of an ss whore Making scary sounds Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Psyclone jack Hallucinating hack Thinks donna reed Eats dollar bills Goldfoot machine Creates another fiend So beautiful, They make you kill Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Crawl on me Sink into me Die for me Living dead girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living dead girl Blood on her skin Dripping with sin Do it again Living dead girl

In Case You Love Me
In case you love me I'll pour out my heart to you In case you love me I won't hide the truth In case you love me I'll be all that and more But in case I'm not Don't shut your heart's door In case you love me I'll sit here waiting Ever so patiently For you to save me Don't leave me empty I'll be all you want me to be Don't leave me lonely In case you love me

In Case You Were Wondering
In case you were wondering I will be here for you In good times and bad To help you see through. I will give you my shoulder If you need to cry And help you stay strong When you feel you can`t try. I will take away your pain And make it my own Just so you`ll know You aren`t alone. I will give you the sun When rain is all you see I will always be here for you You can trust me. I will tell you I love you Just because I can And listen to you always Even if I don`t understand. I will pick you back up When you fall And help you to walk When you can only crawl. I will encourage you To be all you can be This is all for your benefit It`s not for me. I will be nice to you When no one else will And it`s then you`ll know That I`m for real. And just in case you were wondering You mean everything to me All I want you to do Is open your eyes and see..

Holiday Gifts & Cards For The Troops
This Holiday Season, please, remember our troops with cards or gifts. These brave people are thousands of miles from home, away from their families, friends and loved ones...alone during this special time of year fighting for our freedom. The very least we can do is make their Holiday a little brighter. Below is a list of suggested items that our soldiers desperately need or can use to make their life a little easier. Remember, our soldiers are hungry, dirty, tired, and need our letters, and continuing support right up until the day they return safely to us, not only during the Holidays. Thank you in advance for your thoughtfulness and support. HIGHLY SUGGESTED ITEMS AT&T international phone cards disposable cameras batteries drink mixes cooling misters OTHER SUGGESTED ITEMS FOOD AND TOILETRIES single serve packet drink mixes (crystal lite, kool-aid, Gatorade, ice tea, lemonade) beef jerky/slim jims sunflower/pumpkin seeds (salted) trail m

Wake Up
You had better wake up or you'll be all alone With no one to call your own. No one stupid enuff To put up with all your fluff You say you hate drama Yet I see you crave it like a prama. Grow up you sissy, Your stories sound a little fishy!

You Know Youre From Long Island When.......
You know someone who went to Chaminade. Jones Beach Theater is the best place in the world to see a concert. CASE CLOSED! Is it just me, or is every girl from Rockville Centre a bitch? Billy Joel said it best, "Either you date a rich girl from the North Shore, or a cool girl from the South Shore." What's the big deal about the Hamptons? If you're not from Long Island or NYC, you're not really from New York. You don't go to Manhattan, you go to "the City" You know the Belt Parkway sucks! You never, ever want to "change at Jamaica..." You never realize you have an accent until you leave. You know where at least one strip club is. You can name at least three bands that came from Long Island. You curse. A lot. Is Huntington really that cool? You've been to Utopia at least once. The goddamn geese are everywhere! If your parents didn't, your grandparents lived in the city. At some point in your life you or someone you know has owned an anima

Thanks For Helping
I just want to say Thanks to a beautiful friend, Sunsetbeauty~Founder of Fire and Ice Leveling Crew~@ fubar and her family group for helping the way they did on leveling my daughter. That meant so much to see the way yall went to work on her profile, and anyone else that helped. Thanks...

City Portraits #2
He asks me for something to eat. I'm just trying to do my job. He knows I can't say no, he's breaking my heartstrings. I'm homeless, he says, to make me feel privileged. I don't. Not when I look at this man and feel just like him. I go to fix him something simple, beans and rice, something that doesn't cost the company. He looks at me as if I've insulted him. I turn to the paying customers with a bright smile, and he leaves without another word.

Hell Boy
***** Ok so I think this is one of the BEST movies ever! Of course I must admit I adore Ron Perlman! (sigh) Just something about a big muslce bound horned red guy that gets me where I live! hehehe This is a movie adaptation based on the comic book Hell Boy. The comic books rock! So I just had to check this movie out when it opened. Gregori Rasputin (Karel Roden) is asked by Hitler in 1944 to aide in his war and help him win it. Rasputin builds a machine to open a portal, awake the Ogdru Jahad the Seven Gods of Chaos, and bring about the end of the world. However, his plan is interrupted by U.S. Military forces lead by young Prof. Trevor "Broom" Bruttenholm (played by Kevin Trainor). Broom leads the Bureau for Paranormal Research and Defense (BRPD)for U.S. Rasputin is sucked into the portal, but something else slips into our world. Enter a baby Hell Boy. Broom takes the baby boy and raises him as his son. Flash forward 60 years. Prof. Broom (now John Hurt) is still running

Love Is...
What is love? Love is the feeling I get when I look into your eyes The feeling I get when I am with you Holding you tightly in my arms Love is the feeling I get when I'm with you Just talking to you and listening Hearing about your problems Telling you about mine Love is built with trust and faith Both of them grow with time They grow with time apart and together For they all go together Love is more than a word or feeling It is a combination of many things Love is a powerful word to use Most people don't understand it Love is a word you need to use Carefully and understand the full meaning of For when you find love you why And can say it with trustfulness

I Wish, I Wait , I Will
When I look at you you seem so sad I wish that there is something I could do I feel really bad I want only the best for you I wish for you so much I wait everyday for you to be near I miss and want your touch I wish so much that you were here If I die I want the whole world to know That I would want to say good bye And that I love you so. What is love Many people wonder Maybe it's like a dove That never plunders For I miss you day to day I get lonely by myself I wait and just want you to say To be careful and take care of myself For you I will I will keep my promise I will do everything you want me to, I will I will never break the promise.

Who's To Blame?!
What is wrong with young people today All we have seen is violence and dismay We hear, see, and speak of violent acts It is as if we walk on a thin line of tacts there is good in children today You just don't hear about it everyday You only hear about our violence and miscare It has even been classified as to what we wear It is not alright The TV makes us see fright For we are not that bad We do have feelings and do get sad TV is giving us shame It is giving us one person to blame Parents are shocked with surprise Over this brand new demise Parents and TV are to blame For TV shows us killing is just a game Parents think it's a charm It doesn't do us any harm Some it does affect Some just don't forget When it comes to blame We are all really put to shame

The Limo
If you wish to have a similar story written JUST FOR YOU... send me an email to " erotic_stories_4_you@yahoo.com " and ask how you can also have one with you as the STAR with ME. I know you will love it. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Limo By Ms. Cleavage Copyright 2007 We are together in the back of a lavish, new, black limousine, driving from a delicious dinner back to our hotel room, when traffic in the city comes to a complete halt. The night was warm so we got out of the limo to wander around and we make some small talk with the driver who stays seated in the car but with the front door open. You are wearing a long black gown with a deep plunging neckline. The top of your gown is loose fitting which becomes flirtatious to men as you turn at your waist to allow even more of your breasts to become exposed; yet never allowing all to be seen. As we chat with the driver, a gust of wind comes through the canyon of the h

Under Dc
This is a story I have begun to write and sometime will complete. If you wish to have a similar story written JUST FOR YOU... send me an email to " erotic_stories_4_you@yahoo.com " and ask how you can also have one with you as the STAR with ME. I know you will love it. 36d hugs, ms. cleavage ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He stood so close to me on the subway. I could smell the sweat from his clothes as we both ended our day from work. Friday night and we were all headed home on the Metro in Washington D.C. for our respective close to the week in the capital city. The hum of the tracks, as we glided under the mall almost became hypnotic, as we settled into the buzz from the chatter of conversation inside while on the blue line. He was so close and kept pressing closer. I could feel his hand slowly caressing my waistline across the small of my back. He kept running his fingers back and forth across my waistband on my skirt. I wondered

I Am Back!
Good morning all!The last time I was here, it Lost Cherry,and then something else. I am having to get used to how this site is working, again. I have added several pix. I have also added manipulations and photography by me, and some friends mods too. Please comment on those, and not just photos of me. I have to say that I am enjoying the sweet comments, and feeling safe here. I have been on and off of Orfay, and a lot of people know me from there. It is a nice site to a degree, but there are a lot people on there who act like they are still in high school. Some feel the need to slam you over just about anything, and create lies as well as drama. I came back here, to take a break from Orfay. I will be on, but not as much. Plus, I am trying to work while I goof off here. Maybe the boss wont get me. HAHA! I have had several men, shall we say make a play for me. You are all sweet and adorable. But, I am just here to make friends. I am too busy with my career, kids, and my hubby to be bothe

I Will Be Gone For Awhile
My computer crashed last night..I am not sure as to when I will return...It all depends on whether my computer is fixable or if I need to buy a new one...I will try and sign on from time to time.. Loves, Hugs, Kisses Nikki

Preamble
NEW PREAMBLE TO THE CONSTITUTION This is probably the best e-mail I've seen in a long, long time. The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... 'We the sensible people of the United States, in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights.' ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a n

Flabby!!
WHO CARES HOW OLD YOU ARE, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST... "Life's Journey is not to arrive at the grave safely in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting, 'Holy shit .... What a Ride!!'"

For All You Yankees Fans! :p Go Sox!
I work for an architectural millwork shop. We provide cabinetry and finished woodwork to projects. Usually commercial projects. Well we just got awarded some work on the new New York Yankees stadium. Now I love my Red Sox, but I think it is pretty neat and an honor to be able to contribute to a major league stadium! Every time I see it I will know I had a hand in it! lol

You'll Never Know
I won't let you. know how fragile sensitive I am. I won't tell you my history right away. you don't care yet anyway. You will never see how much i heave in pain. after walking away. from you. with a smile I may not have the answers. what u need ever you're looking for. But I'm not fake. real. just me. human. I know my weaknesses can cause you pain. drive you crazy. push you away. There is an answer. a way for us to escape. find our peace. serenity. How hard are you willing to look before we go mad? Because I could die in your arms tonight. lol Artist SiteMore Videos

Papelbon's Jig
Nora Guthrie was looking for artists to provide the music for some of her father Woody's unpublished lyrics that had been sitting in boxes for 30 years. So she took a tip from her teenage son and called a little known Irish-American punk band in the city. Without that call six years ago, Boston's World Series victory parade would have sounded a lot different, because closer Jonathan Papelbon might have been dancing to another tune. The Dropkick Murphys searched through Guthrie's lyrics and found one scribbled on a piece of yellow legal paper. Those words would become "I'm Shipping Up to Boston," the music behind Papelbon's now infamous jig and one of the most popular tunes off the soundtrack to "The Departed," the Oscar-winning, Boston-based mobster film. "They liked this little ditty, this four-line ditty, not one of Woody Guthrie's greatest lyrics, but it had the word Boston in it," Nora Guthrie said. "They took it and created this masterpiece." "Out of nowhere, we're get

What Is Wrong
I want to die I want to die right now I want to die but I don't know how I feel like shit I look like hell I can't take it As you can tell I hurt real bad I could use some drugs I feel a little sad I could use some hugs There is so much depression I don't know why There is so much depression I just want to cry At times I feel like giving up I get only bad luck I want to throw up even though it will be yuck All my friends are dying by their own hands or cars Everyone is crying It is leaving deep scars I wish that it would end everything would be all right I just want to comprehend And dream that its a bad night Everything will be fine everything will be ok I will walk a thin line and tomorrow will begin another day Before I go to sleep I wish to say good bye I don't count the sheep I just shut my eye

Everyone Neeeds A Little Specialk
Im so in the typing mood this morning. I got a great night sleep and my ass is feelin much better. I just wanted to say THANKS to one of my friends on the FU. SpecialK is such a great friend he is always there for me wen i need to bitch, cry or laugh. Even when there is times that he says "I told you so" I dont get upset like I would from anyone else. He says it in such a way that makes me clam and happy. SpecialK has got such a sweet tone in his voice, he can calm me down with just a simple "Hello". So I just wanted to say thanks for being here when I need you. MsMaine

Where I Have Gone
Darkness surrounds me as I wander lost In the murkiness of lonliness of this world. The light that once was my guide, I seem to have lost, And I have found myself in a place That is worse than the flames of hell. I see you everyday and I look into those eyes The ones that let me see your soul Where I have gone, there seems there is no return. I long to hold you in my arms And wrap you in the place You once called safe. I yearn to whisper in your ears And feel your lips against mine. I see you as I wander lost in the place. I must find a way, I can't see you every day And not have you with me. Is this my hell? Have I been so wrong? To have my love ignored, to have me go unnoticed. A place where I have gone, I look into the light, but it burns my eyes, I have been cursed with knowing one so true Knowing one who I would love forever, And not being able to have you. Where I have gone, I must find a way out. I love, and you don't even know. Robert J Nye (20

Going To Burst!!
I am so tired of all the shit going on...cant people just get over themselves and let things go. Or just figure out that people are different and let it be. Damn, I do things differently than others and I dont shove my thoughts and beliefs down their throat. Get over yourself!!!

Why Robin Should Rule The World
Ok, actually, that would suck... way too much shit involved there. Just sounded like a good title. :D Man, could you imagine that. Me controlling everything... (hmmm much different than now??) I seriously think we should create a city... where i own it... Not the mayor... OWN... like, OWN OWN. And then, everyone does as i say. Wouldn't that just kick ass?? Eh, I'd probably get too bored with that... I mean, yeah... thats just not something I could handle. Cuz if someone talked back, I'd have to kill them, and thats just messy... blood stains ya know?? SOOO, this morning I was sleeping peacefully when I heard "Fuck you motherfucker, I done (not dont)wanna hair YER shit" UUGGH and realized, welcome to hell... SO here's my idea.... Next time they start in on their shit while I'm sleeping, I'm walking out onto my patio, with my gun, and saying "Listen here you fuck tards, shut the fuck up, or I'll do it for you" Think it'll work?? OORR probably get my ass kicked.... I actually lo

*a Blog*
Well I've learned a lot this week. Specially some stuff about some people I thought were good people. I've gotten really naive lately. Really naive. I'm actually disappointed with myself. Sickened really. But at least I have my computer back thanx to the awesome Jenna.

Castoppo Punks!
Hater's On Tha Attack: I had to change my screen Name "BoneThugs420.com" and all links mentioning such, becuase sum HATER(s)! Claim it violated TOS, bout outside links. However, if it was a Music, Video, Comment or Layout Graphics & Image link's, and/or sum Adult Model's personal or professional website to view porn or vote on contest's. That's appearently OK! But, I'm not promotong porn, voting contest's, nor providing Music, Video, Comment, Layout, Graphic, Images. I'm out of line. This is what I do, This is my life! I am an internet promoter for Bone Thugs-N-Harmony. I am here to met people on a personal level & let them know what I do & am about. This is an Online BAR open to the public, NOT AN EXCLUSIVE CLUB! Don't you dictate my freedom of speech just cuz you don't like Bone Thugs-N-Harmony! Hater! IF YOU WANNA KNOW MORE, PM ME...

Alone
Purity once had a name, And beauty once had a face. Life once had a meaning, And once I was safe. Once there was freedom, And once I could laugh. Happiness once was alive, And once I had another half. Once I shared her love, Once I was by her side, Once I felt I fitted, So quickly that died. Her grace so great, Her beauty so vast, All I ever wanted, Was for it to last. Fate maybe had another plan, Or maybe she had another love, But it all fell apart, The hand too big for the glove. Now it's all died away, Happiness, joy, love; all memories. Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world, With no light to guide my way.

Poetry
I have little to offer unbroken, Perhaps only words unspoken. I give you my thoughts, Though long ago lost the plot. I give you my shell, I'll not need it in hell. I give you my mind, Though only a maze you'll find. I give you my soul, In life it was never whole. I give you my heart, Though already shattered apart. Yours though you never thought to ask, I am left with a final task... I give you my last breath, In life and love and death. K

Lulu
Lulu was a prostitute. One day there was a raid. All the prostitutes were lined up outside the police station as they took them in one by one. As Lulu stood in line, she saw her Grandma coming down the street and was so ashamed. Grandma didn't know her occupation. Grandma stopped to say hi, and asked what the line was for. Lulu, saving face, said that the police were giving away fresh Oranges to those waiting. Grandma said wonderful, she loved oranges and got at the end of the line. When the policeman got to the end and saw her, he was amazed. He said "How the heck do you do this at your age?" She said "I just take out my teeth, rip the skin back and suck' em dry!" The policeman fainted.

Rattlesnake Go Go Boots
close your mind forget your hate drink until your numb falling down on your face smoke until your dumb lipstick collar for a dollar get a helping hand go home and wash for face ruler of the land slithering like a snake stepping on its tail a man wants everything takes him straight to hell hurry up and wash your face glitter and a smell in a chair assume your place it's your prison cell make your bed and sleep in it lay awake all night watching life pass you buy until Friday night slithering like a snake bringing it on home a man ruins everything he is in his hell

Just A Thought
I am going to write and sell some custom stories for the members of my friends list here on Fubar. But it will cost you. For $25,000 Fu-bucks I will write a very long story that will include YOU and ME as the stars of the story. How do you pay me $25,000 Fu-bucks for your own story? Click on the FU-PAL button under my primary pic on my profile. Anyone interested?

Tired Of Spotlights.
No offence to all the lovely people who get on spotlight all the time, but not only have I seen the spotlight bid go up by like 3,000,000fubux in the last couple of months, but I always see the same faces up there. I cant even remember the last time I clicked on a spotlight profile because its not been someone I haven't already seen. I wish they'd limit how many spotlights you can have so that we'd see some new faces.

Slowly Falling Out Of Love
What happened to romance and feeling true love? It has seemed to disappear along with the respect,intimacy and general aww of a relationship. We marry thinking that it will be that way the rest of our lives,however when it fades fast and nothing seems to make it all bounce back,what else is there left to do?

Show My Sweetie Some Luv
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The Fifty Mistakes Men Make When Having Sex
THE FIFTY MISTAKES MEN MAKE WHEN HAVING SEX 1 Going straight for the naughty bits You've got to be sensitive to the fact that a woman is more likely to be irritated than aroused when a man dives for her breasts and vulva after a few minutes' perfunctory kissing. While you might get to feel the goods, you're not going to be invited back. 2 Not knowing how to kiss sensitively Passionate or sensitive, firm or gentle, good kissing is an art form which lubricates the wheels of sex and gets everyone in the mood for more intimacy. Learn how to kiss, and do it well. That doesn't mean sticking your tongue in her mouth and wiggling it around like you're trying to floss her teeth. 3 Being too rough when you touch her erogenous zones Men like a firmer touch than women, especially when it comes to our penises. So if you touch her clitoris with as much force as you apply to your penis when you masturbate, she's most likely to howl with pain - and then kick you out of bed. Remem

Today..
Today... is somewhat an ok day. I haven't cried in a few days... maybe I should. I try not to, but lord knows I want to. Broken hearts... do they ever really heal... in the beginning of a broken heart... it seems that the pain is never going to end. As time goes on.. it becomes a numbing sensation.. until there is nothing left. I am not sure if at that point, the heart is healed or hardened. THe pain stops. At this point, does the possibility to love again actually occur... or is the heart so broken.. that it will never love again? I am not sure how to talk to someone or what to say to someone. I never know what is right. Question is.. how can it be that a best friend... can break a heart without even knowing it and then once it is realized... expect you to stay a friend to them? It is the hardest feat to be a friend to a person that has broken my heart into a million pieces... without even trying or wanting to break it. I tear up.. but they never fall. I try to

General Writings
October 2007 Well it took me a while, but im back again. i just moved from harrisburg, to a little town up north called HALIFAX ) just this side of the Schuykill county line. its nice quiet & a great place to start over, which is what i needed after the first half of the year. To all my CHILDREN, i haven't forgotten you, even tho you may have me; but i have been working on some new photo albums (which will be up by the end of the month) and some new writings, (which will also be up by months end). i have also been working on a demo CD as well as an indipendant VIDEO production, so suffice to say i have been a busy little gal since i was last blogging. August 24, 2007 ODE TO MOTHERHOOD (parts 1,2 & 3) ODE TO MOTHERHOOD .. PART I - CHERISH THY MOTHER Last Friday, the 17th of August, my mother would have been 91 years old. Sadly she passed away in November of 1989, when I was 21. I lost a best friend when that happened, but something more profound was taking pl

Happy Birthday!!
On November 10, 1775, Robert Mullan, the proprietor of the Tavern and son of Peggy Mullan, was commissioned by an act of Congress to raise the first two battalions of Marines, under the leadership of Samuel Nicholas, the first appointed Commandant of the Continental Marines. Nicholas's grandfather was also a member of the Tun Tavern Lodge of Free and Accepted Masons and it is this relationship between Mullan, Nicholas and the Tavern which has resulted in Tun Tavern being acknowledged as the birthplace of the United States Marine Corps. There are an estimated three million active and retired U.S. Marines worldwide who have been exposed in their military training to the historical significance of Tun Tavern. Each year on November 10th, around the world Marines toast the Marine's birthplace on the most significant date in the history of the Corps. All U.S. Marines are gung-ho. But, few can match the vision and total commitment of the famous 13th Commandant, Gen. John A. Lejeune. I

Many Thanks
I want to thank the many people who have had to put with me lately. I know I haven't been the best of company lately, and I really don't know why. There are lots of things that I think are contributing, but I think the main reason is the fact that most of my RL "friends" have seem to have forgotten me. So I'd like to take this time to thank all of you who have taken the time to listen to me vent, and I hope that I can do the same for you sometime.

Burning Desire
Burning Desire Burning desires Endless fires Passionate kiss Redhot lips Warm skin Let me in Gentle Stroke Fires stoked Sweet skin Let me begin Pulses elate Steam generates Knees knows Curled Toes Nails Clinching Back arching Power thrusts Blood rushes Juices flow Everglow

Worm Back In The Hole
A little boy and his grandfather are raking leaves in the yard. The little boy sees an earthworm trying to get back into its hole. He says, "Grandpa, I bet I can put that worm back in that hole." The grandfather replies, "I'll bet you five dollars you can't. It's too wiggly and limp to put back in that little hole." The little boy runs into the house and comes back out with a can of hair spray. He sprays the worm until it is straight and stiff as a board. The boy then proceeds to put the worm back into the hole. The grandfather hands the little boy five dollars, grabs the hair spray and runs into the house. Thirty minutes later the grandfather comes back out and hands the boy another five dollars. The little boy says, "Grandpa, you already gave me five dollars." The grandfather replies, "I know. That's from your Grandma."

Bashfull
· friend TaKe IT DeEp updated status: gone 2 work...yuk!!!! · johnboy26691 just checked you out! · Tha #1 Stunna rated your photo a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna rated your photo a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna rated you a '1'! · Tha #1 Stunna just checked you out! Look at what this fag did...... he has no picture on his profile, but he can downrate someone......... it must be some fuckin retard i shut down before such a big boy!!! To bad he cant show his face so everyone knows what a looser he is!!!

Tell Me Once Again...
Today’s the start of my new life.. I'm going to make it with you by my side.. I'll leave the past and the wrong behind.. Together we'll make it there's no doubt in my mind.. You came along and made things right.. Your love guided me like a ship on a stormy night.. My life was in darkness until you showed me the light.. With your hand in mine we’ll put up a fight.. No matter what those people say... (Chorus) Tell me once again.. That you're more than just a friend.. Say you'll never leave me.. That you really need me.. I say I want you more.. Will you open up your door.. You're all I've ever wanted.. You're all I'm asking for.. We'll never pass this way again... Please say this love will never end. Taking steps towards a life unknown.. Making changes for a love that's grown.. Far away from what we've both known.. Together we'll make it we're no longer alone.. (Chorus) ************************************* Inspired by someone special and a bit by

Life
WHERE EVER YOU GO , WHERE EVER YOU ARE , NO MATTER HOW FAR, YOU ARE IN MY HEART, YOU ARE IN MY MIND, ILL TAKE YOU WITH ME, THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF TIME, ILL WALK YOU THREW THE GOOD TIMES AND BAD YOU CAN LEAN ON ME WHEN YOU ARE SAD ILL OPEN MY DOOR WHENEVER YOUR COLD GIVE YOU A HUG SO YOU KNOW YOU ARE LOVED BE THERE FOR YOU WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS COMFORT YOU WHEN YOU HAVE WENT THREW HELL SHOW YOU THERE ARE BETTER THINGS IN LIFE THAN THE ASSHOLES THAT BROKE YOUR HEART SO JUST KNOW YOU ALWAYS HAVE ME WHEN YOU ARE AT THE END OF THAT BROKEN ROAD CAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND.. THIS IS FOR MY GIRL, CRYSTAL.. ILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU .. LOVE YOU GIRL

A Kiss
stealing glances swallowing hard hands so clammy lips starting to quiver... quivering still as lips slowly getting nearer to each other... nearer... nearer... until tasting drops of heaven on puckered lips... hands on waist... traveling slowly... to different body parts so imaginable... blushing wildly, moaning softly as naughty thoughts parade on virgin minds everything starts with a kiss but they knew much much better.