Fubar Blog Posts 4

Fallout From The Kc Trip
Ok I am many things.... An asshole(god knows everyone knows thats true), A misogynist(I do occasionally talk down to women), an egotist (I do believe that I am better than most) and an all out not nice guy, among so many other things. And god knows why I am explaining this, probably because I am drunk. I am not a racist. I have never been a racist, and most likely at my age I am not going to be a racist. Let me Repeat that in clear Letters: I, SEAN GIOVANNI, AM NOT NOR HAVE I EVER BEEN A RACIST. So let me put this in the simplest of terms to the few of you that got all fucking pissy about my Mexican comment in my BLOG. They were insane and in my business that is a good thing.You do not want a crowd to be tame.... How fucking boring would that be? I did not call the derogatory names, I did not make racial slurs. None of that all I said was in the crowd was 400 mexicans and they were insane. So I am going with this Statement..... If you do not like what I post on my fu

Fun Facts From The Infection Control Center
During an hour's swimming at a municipal pool you will ingest 1/12 liter of urine. In an average day your hands will have come into indirect contact with 15 penises (touching door handles, etc.) An average person's yearly fast food intake will contain 12 pubic hairs. In a year you will have swallowed 14 insects - while you slept! Annually you will shake hands with 11 women who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. Annually you will shake hands with 36 men who have recently masturbated and failed to wash their hands. In a lifetime 22 workmen will have examined the contents of your dirty linen basket. At an average wedding reception you have a 1/100 chance of getting a cold sore from one of the guests. Daily you will breath in 1 liter of other peoples' anal gases. HAVE A GREAT DAY... .and wash your damn hands!

Soldiers Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON

Epiphany!
It occurs to me that alot of things in life are like watching 2 girls 1 cup. You really don't want to see it, it disgusts you and makes you want to puke, but if you force yourself through it, it becomes less disgusting. Well ok, it never gets less disgusting, but you become a little more numb to it with every little bit you see. If you don't know what it is, I'll warn you, its highly disgusting, but I know at least one person will be curious, if so go to 2girs1cup.com and be horrified for yourself. That is all for my rambling today.

Life
If this doesn’t fit you yet because you are too young, send it to an old friend. Here are some basic rules that most of us have to start believing. You are older now. Nobody cares what you think or what you say, especially your old friends who are probably worse off than you. Most of what you know is no longer true. Even if it was true, it doesn’t apply any longer. Move on. Spend some time on yourself. Discover and accept who and what you are. It’s too late to make changes anyway. Stop looking in the mirror. Sure, you don’t look as old as you are, but you're the only who believes it. If you have money start spending it. If you don’t, marry somebody who does - and spend theirs.. Piss off at least one young know-it-all every day. Forget doing all those things you’ve been putting off all these years. There ain’t enough time left anyway. Don’t be in a hurry to try anything new. Now is the time to finally get good at something old. Don’t take up

Just...some Belle...babble...is All...
The “Sanctity”…of..“The Mass”… The world…eats…my “sanity“…with teeth…sharp, wicked, brutally biting…ripping every nerve…goading my inner being…to make myself…disappear…for lack of want….from lack of sustenance…….aches to starve me…take my inner strength…pushing me to make…a …homicide of myself… I don’t belong…I don’t belong…no need to belong…in “their world”…bitter….bitter taste…it lingers …on my tongue…every moment I exist…amongst “them”…the “they”… It lingers everyday…in a night filled with dreams…not pretty…angry surreal…underlying evil …most can’t see…is so clear…to my eyes…threatening me…”don’t speak!”…“don’t tell”…”don’t react” “pretense…your sanity”…for the “sake”…of “the masses”!!!…no need for the “masses”…they fear …me….for reasons…of ignorance…& apathy…no…empathy…is a sin…worse than missing confession…telling your "humanity" to “him”…to the pedophile…behind the curtain… Hypocrisy…making me vomit these words I spill …on paper…stench of hypocrisy…sickening my soul…makes

For The People Who Hate And Wanna Dog My Ass... Well You Can Kiss My Ass...
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Marriage.... Hahaha
Marriage (Part I ) > >>牋?Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady, and > >after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: > >'I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time > >I want -- and I don't expect any hassle from you. > >I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless > >I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. > >I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing, and card-playing > >when I want with my old buddies, and don't you > >give me a hard time about it. > >Those are my rules. Any comments?' > >His new bride said: > >'No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex > >here at seven o'clock every night...whether you're here or not.' > >(DARN SHE'S GOOD!) > >************ ********* ********* ********* ********* > >Marriage (Part II) > > > >Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding >anniversary! > >The husband yells, 'When you die, I'm getting you a headstone > >that rea

Ever Fallen In Love
Ever Fallen In Love by:Buzzcocks You spurn my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt And I'm hurt. And if I start a commotion I run the risk of losing you And that's worse. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. I can't see much of a future Unless we find out what's to blame What a shame. And we won't be together much longer Unless we realize that we are the same. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. You disturb my natural emotions You make me feel like dirt And I'm hurt. And if I start a commotion I'll only end up losing you And that's worse. Ever fallen in love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone Ever fallen in love In love with someone You shouldn't've fallen in love with. Ever fallen in love wit

My Ex
OK... Some of you that are on my friend's list that I talk to and some of you I don't. I have found out over time that my ex is on some of your pages in friend's list and some of you have him in your 'family' list. All I can say is at the moment we are going to court. The state has pressed charges on him and I have to testify, so in the interest of legality, I really can't tell you who he is, what he has done..but I will say that I won't be talking much to some of you for this reason only.. when court is over, I will talk to you regularly again...To those I don't talk to, you will be deleted. Sorry.

Premarital Sex
I just thought I'd take a moment to say that I think premarital sex is a beautiful thing. We were watching Home Improvement tonight and it just seemed symptomatic of how Americans view sex. Kids are uncomfortable talking to their parents about sex because their parents are uncomfortable talking about sex. The truth is, it's natural and healthy to be thinking about it at that age. What's dangerous is the point where kids start having sex with no knowledge at all about it or its possible consequences. Personally I think that it's not healthy to discourage people at that age from having sex. It's healthy to let them know what they're getting into. It's healthy to tell them about the emotional aspect of it, and what happens if you get pregnant, or what happens if you get an STD. If they know, then they can avoid some of these pitfalls. Maybe they can avoid some predator taking advantage of their ignorance too. Maybe that predator would have been the one they married. The Net

I Love You All.
I hope you all are doing well. I'm good for now, but I might need a new place to live very soon. :-D Muah NuttinButtSexxy Everyone show me some love by going to the following links. Please, kisses to you ladies. http://s2.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=113296 http://s2.darkpirates.com/c.php?uid=68962 http://s2.battleknight.co.uk/index.php?loc=hire&ref=ODc2MTY1 http://s4.gladiatus.com/game/c.php?uid=74785 http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113028923 http://world3.techwarrior.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=99040782 http://world5.knightfight.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=115350875 http://www.pimp-world.com/slap.php?id=19309 http://www.kingsofchaos.com/recruit.php?uniqid=td43npus http://www.holy-war.de/EN/World1/bin/?advertiser=40529

Beware This Lying Downrater For Real!!!!!
Yes, It's another installment of beware the douchebag. This one is not only a downrater but, is actually a guy and not the girl you see in the pics. I say everyone that reads this should go and show this fake some 1 loving followed with a block. Anyone that hits him good, let me know and I'll throw a gift your way. http://fubar.com/user.php?u=770546&friend=770546

Selfish!
My great grand mother is 94 years old. I know she isn't going to last forever but I just found out some bad news about her health. She recently had surgery on her leg to put in an artificial vein to help with blood flow o her foot. Well now there is a blood clot in the vein and when they tried to do an angioplasty on it, it didn't work. They can't do a similar surgery because now she has an infection in her foot so they want to amputate. But the stuborn old lady refuses to allow them to do so because she refuses to die without her feet! :( I got all upset, crying and told my mother that our family is like a puzzle and if a puzzle is missing a piece the puzzle becomes worthless. Am I being selfish or is it normal to be upset? What should I do?

Darkness
Darkness resides all around me, it envelops my soul, I do not fear it but welcome it. Very little light shall penetrate the darkness, for too much light may end up destroying me rather than saving me. There is one beacon of light that keeps some of the darkness at bay, that light is my son, for without him the darkness would completely consume my soul. I know that there are women out there whose light could free my soul from most of the darkness, it would be a love of kindness and hope and happiness and giving. But there are also women out there who could bring my soul even further into the darkness, making it a love of despair and pain and torture and pleasure. Shall we drink a glass of wine and take walks in the park or shall we drink of each other and experience painful pleasure?

Am I Racist???
well, to a certain extent, I believe everyone of us is. If given the option, and all other things being equal, our natural instincts would kick in, and we would defend the person thats closest to our own existence. This is my point. I am White/Caucasion/Honkey/Cracker/Cornbread/Peckerwood, etc.... My family is white. Most of my freinds are white (although that hasnt always been the case). The entire world preaches tolerance, and equality, but in the same breath excludes caucasions from everything. We are inherantly evil, and we ALL have this diabolical plan for an aryan race, no matter what the cost. We all support the reinstitution of legal slavery, and would enslave every race, color and/or creed that is not W.A.S.P. !! We are all war-mongers, and care about nothing but for ourselves!! Whitey = Bad Person. Period. Well, kind folks, this is what the educated like to call "REVERSE DISCRIMINATION".....hmmmmmmm...a form of RACISM!!! > > So, the next time you want to lable me w

Help! I'm Being Fustalked And Fuharassed!
http://fubar.com/army_chick_shelia My ex invited me to this awesome site which I've become uber addicted to but after awhile she got bitchy and harassing. Threatened to get my account disabled because I "didn't have permission" to upload pictures of US even though I'm in them and 95% of them I took. During that spirt of harassment I blocked her. Since then she's been sending the majority of Mistr3ss's House of Pain members to rate everything I have on here a "1", send harassing/rude/hateful/threatening messages, and it's just been a complete nightmare. We made peace that lasted a few days but she's up to her psychopathic harassment again and even has added fuStalking to the list of her abilities (I'm assuming she has at least one fake account as my friend and I really don't want to get paranoid and delete every single one of y'all just because she's literally insane.) Anyways, I think it's time for me to stop taking her shit and start dishing it out. I humbly come beginning

Things Not To Do Or Say To A Bartender
I'm pretty sure every one of these rules was violated in some shape or form tonight. Just a heads up to anyone who is going out to drink at some sort of liquor-dispensal location, here are a few tips: 1. The first words out of your mouth should not be "What's cheap?" The first answer that comes to mind is "You are." I don't mind if someone asks if we run happy hour, I'm more than happy to go through the specials with you and really don't mind the fact that you are getting discounted drinks. Just remember that your drinks are discounted so if you and a few friends rack up a 100 dollar tab, that tab should actually be 140. I served you well, please tip accordingly. 2. Don't ask me for free drinks. Just like in the prior point you may as well just say "I'm a cheap bastard." If you would like free drinks try this approach: stop by our bar more than once a year. Be friendly and take care of the bartenders, then I guarentee we will take care of you. 3. Think about s

Someone You Care About
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The pr ofessor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and

Trailer Trash???
For those of you who think that this is really me, or that i really look ANYTHING like this: STOP READING NOW!!!!! For those of you who think that I actually live in this : you could be right, because I have, and have many freinds and family that still do!!! My question is this: SO F-IN WHAT???? ~is yur Loan Invested,50 year mortgage strapped, two bedroom yardless condo make you maore of a man? ~does your goverment subsidized, section 8 waiting list, crime infested projects make you more deserving of our tolerance? ~does the fact that you have 18 relatives living in one pastel painted,lowrider surrounded, mariachi blaring barrio dwelling mean that your tougher than me??? I think not. Unless YOU actually live in a trailer park, and have lived the life of these people, then you need not use the term "trailer trash", unless you give me express permission to use whatever derogatory term that i can find to lable you. And trust me, I know a few! okay, thats e

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having m

Kiss My Rebel Arse!!!!
For those of you who dont get it, here's why I employ the flag as a means to symbolize who I am, and what I stand for: A> I am White. (sorry, yall, not really southern, but my god-family was, and alot of my pals were.) B> I am American, and Stars & Bars were here before Betsy got-to-stichin, folks,sorry to tell ya. C> This flag does not stand for the idea of slavery, as many have come to believe. It stands for taking a stand for what you believe, and not letting the government order you to live a certain way, against your will. ( the funny part is that you "minorities used to feel this way 50 years ago! But now that everything turned in your favor, now you LOVE the goverment!! funny, that!!) I never fought in the Civil War, nor did anyone in my family, that I am aware of. Therefore, this will never TRULY be the flag of my heritage. But until someone offers me a flag that stands for all of these things, this IS my flag. ( Those of you who believe in flag burning.... come

The Little Girl
A little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded." "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class. The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus. Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kindhearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which seemed to have been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled in childish handwriting, which read: "This is to help build the little church bigger so more child

Failure
Have you ever had one of those days where things just seem to point you into thinking that you aren't good enough? I had that for about half the day today. I know the things I feel like a failure at mean nothing to most people but thankfully, I'm not most people. I'm worrying myself sick over calculus. I seriously think I have a "D" in that class. This is not my normal school grade. In high school I had "A"s. Period. I finished 4th in my class. I get to college and it's honestly not that I can't do the work but that life got in the way so bad and I got so down and depressed and withdrawn that I barely could get out of bed on a day to day basis. I'm ok now. But I am seriously paying for those few weeks where I couldn't do what I needed to. I failed English because my attendance dropped too low. Calculus is... killing me. If I just had to worry about tests and quizzes in there I would be fine, I haven't just out and out failed any one assignment. However, I have to pass a test called the

Yep Lmao
There are 14 letters in your name. Those 14 letters total to 70 There are 6 vowels and 8 consonants in your name. Your number is: 7{this a good number} The characteristics of ..7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.{that is i} The expression or destiny for ..7: Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a

~ A Brief Encounter ~
I'm not suppose to miss you,I'm not suppose to care... I'm not suppose to have this pain...It's not suppose to be there. My walls have never faltered...Their built to stand the storms.. but when I seen your face today...the walls they were no more. They cracked and then they trembled ...I tried to keep them up... I kept seeing us when we loved....when our world was mine to touch. It took me back to happier times...when you held me near your heart... It took me back to special moments..it took me back too far. I live for these encounters...though my heart breaks right into... I live to see the man I loved....knowing I still do. Laura WIlson '09

Sick Again
im sooo tired of being sick. i get sick at least 2-3 times a month. i guess it comes with working at a daycare but no one else gets it as much as me. my emune system is like totally dead i think. about 2 years ago i was in and out of the hospital for my heart so maybe thats what happened...they didnt fix my heart problems and on top of that my little fighters are gone :(. i hate being sick and having no one to take care of me. well my mom does but shes sleeping and so is my sister. all i wanna do is cuddle and be held..that always helps.

Read Along
just be you at some point u just have to realize, maybe more like face the facts u just can't please every one & unfortunately no matter ur efforts not every single person is going to like u...some, from the second they meet you & even others (in my opinion the more painful of the two) the ones who know u more than any one & who just in some way change their minds about u some where down the line & that's life i feel like i'm just ready to figure out exactly who it is i wanna be and just be that person no matter how dumb i look or how crazy i may feel at that second b/c it's not about what people think about u, it's about what u think of ur self, seriously, i was talking to one of my friends last night & i was reminded of one of his stronger characteristics that he didn't neccessarily like about himself and it's one of the most amazing things about him so just figure out who u r b/c theres a reason u r that way and just be that person person b/c i'm finally starting to see t

Knock Knock!
Knock Knock! Who's there? Eye! Eye who? Eye know who you are! Q: What happens to a dog that keeps eating bits off of the table? A: He gets splinters in his mouth! Q. What's the name for a short legged tramp? A. A low down bum! Q. What's the difference between an American student and an English student? A. About 3000 miles! Q: How do you get two elephants out of the water? A: One by one. Q: How do you know if there is an elephant under the bed? A: Your nose is touching the ceiling. Clean Family Humor A woman brought an old picture of her dead husband to the photographer. She asked the photographer if he could remove the hat from the picture. He convinced her he could easily do that, and asked her what side of his head he parted his hair on. "I forget," she said. "But you can see that for yourself when you take off his hat." Kids: A little boy came home from Sunday School with a big candy bar. His mother asked him where he got it. "I

Sometimes We Slip Up
You know, I don't care how old you are, sometimes we just slip up and make stupid mistakes or get caught up in stupid drama. I am so thankful that I have common sense to realize that it is just not worth it. The drama I mean LOL. I found myself in a situation not too long ago and realized I did it all myself. I could have easily stayed out of it but hey we make mistakes and it is done and over and I learned a valuable lesson

Libra
You’re born under the sign of Libra, which represents the element of air, or the intellect. You’re most definitely a thinker — you like to use your mind to tackle problems. Libra is the seventh sign of the zodiac, which refers to relationships of all sorts and your connection to the world around you. People know you as someone who loves to socialise. Your outgoing nature and love of communicating brilliant ideas to people around you is one of your strengths. You’re rarely at a loss for words … even on your worst day you have the gift of the gab! You not only have the ability to share your ideas in a very natural way; you also have charm in the way you convey your feelings. This is another of your very positive traits. Even people who don’t agree with what you have to say can’t resist you and will usually behave well around you — you’re simply a nice person. Your love of communication makes you an excellent mediator and negotiator. Coupled with the fact that you’re always re

Make My Blood Boil.
Ever hear someone quote some hackneyed proverb or some stupid expression they read on a greeting card somewhere, which causes you to think: "man, what a stupid bitch, I would love nothing more than to bludgeon their head against the wall"? Sure, we all have. These are a collection of some of the phrases that piss me off most. May or may not be: Ever hear someone say "that may or may not be the case," as if there's some hidden third possibility that we weren't aware of? Thanks for pointing out the only two possibilities in the universe shit-cock. These are the worst kind of people to talk to because they try so hard to be open-minded that it sounds like the debate in a political science class where no opinion is too stupid for the professor to consider and the same fat kid keeps raising his hand to tell you his dumb ideas about free market capitalism as you fantasize about repeatedly stomping his face into a jar. I hate talking to open-minded people. They're the same kind of peop

I Am Half A Sleep...
Good Morning. I heard this almost too funny to be true story on the way into work, where as a Store called Simply Amish had been robbed. Normally in a store of this caliber you would think furniture made of wood and clothing might come up missing. But this store had a big screen plasma TV taken… hmmm apparently that might be an upbeat Amish store… Oh well no matter. I am in morning. LOL Yes it is Morning but, my goofy Packers played like dog do do… dig I just say do do… wow I know I need new material… Well for today my wish is for sleep… No I mean I hope you have a great day and a marvelous weekend I need the sleep… A huge hug and a few pats Mart

My Stranger By Rosalind
This is how I imagine it would be; First lust, tearing at each other’s clothes, tumbling onto the bed, hungry for sex but embarrassed by the stranger next to me, yet wanting to know how you can make me feel. Your hands on my body. Trailing along my skin, across my breasts. Pausing for a moment to tease my nipples. Then onward. Wanting to explore me, everywhere Part of me wants to resist you, but I'm lost to your touch insistant intimacy Then alive, my entire body awake new sensations, myself forgotten Finally I succumb to you. Let you enter me. Forcefully Fuck me, Vigorously. Until we collapse. Spent.

She Is On The Way Here
ok well today is the day. sum of you my know that today is the day the my fuwife is cumin to see me. sume of u may not, and the funny thing is that im not scared at all. well not know well anywere from 4 to 6 this afternoon she will be pulling in to town. i just hope she likes what she see's. ok now im making my self scared so i think im goin to go take a shower and try and fig out what da hell i should wear?!?!?!?!?!? lmao the marines train me to face anything in this world with no fear but im bout to freak out.

Wait A Minute
ok, let me first say I love my hubby and I want no one else~! I love to talk and that is all. Yesterday my friend (who I thought was a friend) blocked me. I still can't figure that out. Oh, well....but she said something about me wanting her man and that she wasn't going anywhere~well, I don't want him and I ain't leaving my man for someone who is a player~!! that being said let's move along and get over it~! I have no particular plans for the weekend. The kids are dying to go gift shopping for each other. We counted up their change bowl and they have to split what is in there. So far they have about $11 each. Not much you think, but to a 5 year old....it's a fortune. Now my kids get what they need all the time. It's things they want they don't get all the time. Yea they get rewarded and get special things but they have to earn it. I had to when I was growing up so they have to also. I am a firm believer in making my kids responsible for their actions. I love my kids

Ok..ok..ok
I have been pursuing something I don't think exists...I have put rules in my life...to bring order and some sense of purpose to it. I stopped dating younger men and would only go out with guys my age. Well this has not been working. Men my age are tired,have lots of baggage,and are not able to keep up physically. cannot deal with erection problems. I am not jesus, I cannot make the limp strong..lol...NEW AGENDA>>>Stop being so picky..."The most beautiful and wonderful things in this world can neither be touched or seen but felt only with the heart"... Helen Keller

A New Home For Outlaw Angel
WELL I GUESS I NEED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT OUTLAW ANGEL IS BACK AND SHE HAS RELOCATED HERE IN WEST VIRGINIA SHE IS LIVING WITH ME AND MY FAMILY AND WE JUST WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT IF ANYONE WISHES TO CONTACT HER SHE CAN BE REACHED THREW ME AND SHE IS DOING VERY GOOD AND WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU ALL.. PINK N ANGEL

Comcast Sucks
My cable bill was due, so I went online to pay it yesterday. I tried several times, but it always came back saying they could not process it at that time and to come back later and try again. Well, the last time it said something different. It said my payment had already been made and not to try again lol. So I pulled up my account. Not only had I paid what I owed, but I had a $503 credit. All the times it said they could not process it, they WERE accepting it. So I try to call them. I got through their menu of selections to where i needed to be. And I waited. Twenty minutes later, it cut me off. I tried again, and got cut off. I tried a third time, and no one answered before I gave up. I called a few hours later, and sat on hold awhile, until the computerized system says "We are having Technical Issues, try again later." So I emailed them. They better fix this crap today.

Face To Face--poem
FACE TO FACE I long for the day, we're face to face, and I gaze, into your eyes. Tenderly I will embrace, With a heart that's twice its size. I'll lightly touch, your parting lips, and press them close to mine. A time for me to come to grips, With a love that's so divine. My arms wrapped tight around your waist, In a hold that won't let go. To be here truly, I am graced, My love I do bestow.

Cat Of Satan
So last night we have come to the conclusion that Chelsea the cat is one evil cat. She completely tried to kill one of my four ferrets last night. I was so pissed. To top it all off the damn cat enjoys scratching and biting you when you try to show her affection. I think the cat is 24-7 on the cat rag. And she will find your personal belongings and try to destroy them. So I think we are going to end up finding a better place for her. The ferret clan must be protected. I do have to give kudos to the cat for being intelligent enough to play all affectionate and loving when she wants something. She will try to climb on your lap with her nails and purr and be all lovey-dovey when she is begging for treats and food. It's like we have to keep her food dish full all the time or she is pissy. Let alone we give her two huge helpings of meow-mix twice a day. Its like what more do you what? So, we will see what she does next. I should snap a photo of her and post it with this. She l

Devout Boy Dies After Refusing Transfusion
14-year-old Jehovah's Witness thought treatment would make him ‘unclean’ The Associated Press updated 8:31 p.m. ET, Thurs., Nov. 29, 2007 SEATTLE - A few hours after a judge ruled that a 14-year-old Jehovah’s Witness sick with leukemia had the right to refuse a blood transfusion that might have helped him, the boy died, a newspaper reported. Dennis Lindberg died Wednesday night at Children’s Hospital and Regional Medical Center, his father, Dennis Lindberg Sr., told the Seattle Post-Intelligencer. Hospital spokeswoman Teri Thomas said she could not confirm or deny anything about the case at the request of the boy’s legal guardian, his aunt Dianna Mincin. Earlier Wednesday, Skagit County Superior Court Judge John Meyer had denied a motion by the state to force the boy to have a blood transfusion. The judge said the eighth-grader knew “he’s basically giving himself a death sentence.” “I don’t believe Dennis’ decision is the result of any coercion. He is mature and unders

Fubar Deletes A Hot Chick!!!
That's right folks, you heard it here first. "Just Me Jessica" from Oregon City, OR (Oh, she had some amazing PG-13 pics of herself and her totally hot entourage) just got the 'axe' from our very own Fubar Support. Why? The answer is she simple wasn't who she said she was. Yes, yes, I know you're saying, "But Shane, Support verifies all salutes. If anyone has tampered with a pic, let's say with Photoshop, their account will be deleted." My friends, Bing- fucking-Go! I wish that I could describe to you how bad of a retouched picture this faker tried to get past Support but unfortunately I was blocked from this losers profile after calling "her' out and expressing my suspicion that this alleged "hottie" was not who she claimed to be. "Brevinator" broke the news late last night that "Just me Jessica's" account was no longer available. So I'm posting a survey in connection with this blog. Do you think Support should 'require' every account to have a salute to beyond a certain lev

Tears
As the tears spill from my eyes i think this is it. this is my life never to be loved never to be wanted i want it to stop i want it to end so i pick up the knife and hold it to my wrist as the tears still spill to the ground....i watch the red fall to the ground i fall to my knees because you never noticed i was alive maybe now you'll notice the ground where my blood stans the carpit because i loved you enought to die everything is going gray my eyes are staned with tears thinking maybe now i'll enjoy my afterlife of hell knowing i'll never hear your voice and never touch your fac...watch the tears fall

Inside
Bottled up inside Are the words I never said. The feelings that I hide, The lines you never read. You can see it in my eyes, Read it on my face: Trapped inside are lies Of the past I can't replace. With memories that linger, Won't seem to go away Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand new day. Yesterday's are over, Even though the hurting's not. Nothing lasts forever, I must cherish what I've got. Don't take my love for granted, For soon it will be gone, All you ever wanted Of the love you thought you'd won. The hurt I'm feeling now Won't disappear overnight. But someway, somehow Everything will turn out all right. No more wishing for the past, It wasn't meant to be. It didn't seem to last, So I have to set him free.

One Question
i talked to my mother just the other day, she asked my a question, and i didnt know what to say, she said jerry was i good mother to you, so i sat there and didn`t know what to do, then i picked up my pen and began to write, just knew i wouldn`t be able to sleep tonight, have to tell how i felt, to make things right, that`s why it is 2:30 am and i sit and write, you see i was always smiling and a happy child, even when i would go astray and do things that were wild, she has a temper ,but to me was always mild, i did some silly things when i was a child, but in time i had to grow up, i learned how to drink from a cup, she even bought me and my sister a pup, oh why did we ever really have to grow up, i remember on sundays we would go to church, sometimes i would fall asleep, but she would let me lurch, you see when i slept i was peaceful and quiet, now i am older, overweight and need to diet, but thats enough about me, lets get back to my mother so we, can tell her the true feelings i se

Ensign: The Christ Before Christmas
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 30 November 2007 I think more people will admit that just leading up to the celebration of Christmas, the decorating, the gift-buying, the gift-wrapping (confession: I'm really not a fan of this part), and the seemingly endless whirl of parties and admonitions to be of good cheer come in an overwhelming barrage. I feel for whoever's working retail between Christmas and New Year's; their workplace is probably running Christmas carols all the time! (It was when I worked retail, anyway.) Before you go off calling me Ebenezer Scrooge, please hear me out. This year I recall the Christmas items coming into stores right after Halloween, and hopefully I'm not the only person who's noticed that the timing for that has been pushed further

Puzzling Friday
Puzzling because I really cant believe its already here? The beginning of the weeks a blur for me ... (going three days on 3 hours sleep will do that) But - Hey ... "It's FRIDAY" So forgetting most of the week could be a good thing! It's bugging me though is I can figure out if I sent everyone gifts that made a number pick or not ... So p l e a s e - - - if you picked a box & didn't get your gift just let me know! I'll make it right. I tried to look at the "sent gifts" to figure it out - LOL - I'd sent sooooo many that day it made me cross eyed trying to figure it out. You know I would mind if you remind me - I - did that with the intention to give away gifts ... not tick people off to that picked a box only not to get their gift! Next Tuesday (speaking of gifts) I'm Using my hugh and thoughtful gift that Claire "VIXEN260" got for me ... My ~H a p p y - H o u r~ Wo0t!!! So, to spread the love shown to me - I'm going

More Love Poems
He touches me like whispers, his fingers wake my skin, To delicate unspoken words his heart sometimes holds in; Emotions restless on his sleeve, but show themselves in touch, Screams "I love you, trust in me", even in its slightest hush; He touches me like waves, with force then with finesse, I float upon his movements, shipwrecked for caress; He sways me with a passion that I've never felt this deep, I would drown into his arms if in his waters I could sleep; He touches me like magic, without a fingertip at all, A look, a smile from him sends me climbing up love's walls; Skin dancing with impatience, with a need I can't explain, His presence has me squirming with desire's aches and pains; He touches me like habit- like he's been touching me for years, Guides me through a crowded room or holds me when there's tears; As natural and as faithful as a day begins and ends, His touch repeats itself like rhythm as my lover and best friend; Never careless, never angry- always m

Happy Hour Contest
I'm Using my wonderful and thoughtful gift that Claire "VIXEN260" ~Vixen260~@ fubar got for me ... My ~H a p p y - H o u r~ Wo0t!!! Tuesday December 4, @ 6:00 PST/ 9:00 est So, to spread the Love shown to me - I'm going to give YOU all and anyone who wants a chance at 500,000 fuBUCKs! Just copy the coupon and paste it on one of my photos During My Happy Hour! Only RULE is that it: must be on any of MY PHOTOS in any of my albums? NO EARILY BIRDS! Posting coupon only on DEC 4 During my Happy Hour ONLY will be counted (all post before or after are void) Each of my albums have one photo that will be worthy of a prize If you put the coupon on that photo, you get the prize that is predetermined for that photo. So for instance: This photo is in my "Default album" (each of my 19 albums has ONE photo that will be worth a prize) Say you pasted the coupon on that photo: (SAY)That photo was predetermined prize o

Thinking Of You
THINKING OF YOU As I sit here and think of you, My life no longer seems blue. For I have found my true love in you, As I hope you are true. My life was about to end, As you came along as a friend. Then as we got to know one another, We found out we had feelings 4 each other. As we got 2 know each other, Our love began to grow towards one another. As I laid there next to you on the bed, I only had one thing on my head. I knew you were the one I had to have, For you were the one, I had to have. I could tell by the look in your eyes, You are the one, my heart desires. As I got to know you, I began to fall in love with you. Then along came the day, When I ask you to stay? Stay with me as my girl, A girl who has a heart of pearl. As I looked into your eyes, That day I lay with you. On that bed. I knew without you in my life, I might as well be dead. As I had a chance to feel you’re lips, While I held you by the hips. I couldn’t help but feel the love,

Today At Taco Bell
Here's a great example of how stupid some people are. Today I was trying to give my order at the local Taco Bell's drive-up. Here is how it went, as best I can remember it: Employee: "Welcome to Taco Bell. How are you today?" Okay, first of all, how is my state of being relevant to this transaction? One thing should be obvious, which is that I'm hungry -- and that's all that matters, not that it's any of her concern. But I replied evenly with, "I'm well enough thanks. Would you like to take my order?" Employee: "Yes sir, go ahead." Me: "Okay, first I'd like six soft tacos. Make three with beef, and the rest with chicken. And please make the three with chicken without salsa." As always, I had enunciated this quite clearly so that there couldn't possibly be any misunderstanding. Employee: "That was three beef soft tacos and what else?" Hmmm...apparently I was mistaken. Me: "I said, three beef and three with chicken, and don't put salsa on the chicken." Clear enough? No.

Rant For 11/30/07
When I worked for ConocoPhillips, I took a lot of management training, EEOC, sensitivity training, that kind of thing. One time we were told by an instructor that every joke has a butt, a scapegoat, an so we were not to tell ANY jokes while on company business. Well, you know me, I had to walk right up him at lunch and tell him a crude joke. :) If there is one thing on earth that will suck the fun out of life, kill all art, smother all spiritualism, it's political correctness. PC no longer means. being sensitive to people's individual differences; It has become an excuse for fanatics to force their thoughts and beliefs on others. Santa Clauses in Australia can't say "Ho ho ho", a guy in Sudan gets thrown in jail for naming a teddy bear Mohamed, it's fluckin nuts! To me it boils down to accountability, as a lot of things do. If you are Muslim and you want to lay a mat down and pray, then I'll step around you. Hell, I'll even help you up if I'm there at the right time. Why would I fe

A Farewell To False Love
Farewell false love, the oracle of lies, A mortal foe and enemy to rest, An envious boy, from whom all cares arise, A bastard vile, a beast with rage possessed, A way of error, a temple full of treason, In all effects contrary unto reason. A poisoned serpent covered all with flowers, Mother of sighs, and murderer of repose, A sea of sorrows whence are drawn such showers As moisture lend to every grief that grows; A school of guile, a net of deep deceit, A gilded hook that holds a poisoned bait. A fortress foiled, which reason did defend, A siren song, a fever of the mind, A maze wherein affection finds no end, A raging cloud that runs before the wind, A substance like the shadow of the sun, A goal of grief for which the wisest run. A quenchless fire, a nurse of trembling fear, A path that leads to peril and mishap, A true retreat of sorrow and despair, An idle boy that sleeps in pleasure's lap, A deep mistrust of that which certain seems, A

False Love
Its strange how one person can turn your life upside down She can make you fall in love with him She can break you just as easily She tells you everything that you want to hear Becomes the person that you want her to be Until finally. . . You give her everything you have And everything she wants She leaves you You feel ashamed, betrayed, and unwanted Unloved by the person you thought was your love Your everything You never see her again She never even utters the words I'm sorry

Leaving Maybe
myspace.com/dalekern01 i think as of tomorrow im leaving fubar too many immature people and to much drama know i have had some people try to talk me into staying with fubar the address on the top is my myspace page and my yahoo id is nascarfan200272@yahoo.com if i stay i will do a salute ttas why im writing a blog instead of a mumm because i dont have enough fubucks to post so the question is so i stay or go

Thank God Its Friday
hello my day was kind of borin igot up at 4am left to drive to work at 5am it takes me 40 min to drive to work im a robotic welder we make parts for honda it went by pretty fast relly only 8hours today ihave to work tommorrow to we work alot of over time im off sunday ithink il try to do everything ican in one day any ladies that want to add me and have yahoo add me bruce_buckner36@yahoo.com

Shattered Edge Radio
hey all my loyal fubarers come check us out in shattered edge radio lounge! can't find us look on my page under my lounges. we are the hottest lounge around right now and we mean no harm or offense to those other lounges who think they are the best but everyone is entitled to their opinion and my opinion is shattered edge radio is the best lounge !!!!!!!!!

I'm Quitting Smoking
I have finally decided to quit smoking. I picked a bad time to do it, but I guess it's always going to be a bad time. I had my last one today, and I'm already ready to rip someone's head off. I didn't realize what a big part of my day that habit was. I want to feel better, but I feel like I'm losing a good friend. I think this next week is going to be hellish. Any tips for quitting cold turkey? I don't want to use the patch, gum or pill or anything like that.

Traveling Down Under
Yesterday I embarked on a two week excursion to Australia. First we are in Sydney for a couple of days and then next week head up to Cairns to board a liveaboard and dive the Great Barrier Reef for 8 days. Then its back to the States. This is by far the longest flight I have ever taken. I left Denver at 6:45pm, flew to LAX, had a two hour layover then boarded a plane for Sydney. 13 hours later we deplaned at 7:45am Saturday morning. It was like an overnight sleepover with movies. We had four. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix, The Invisible, Hairspray and Hot Rod. The challenge of sleeping on the plane allowed me to catch the first and last movies. ITs overcast in Sydney today as I am writing this from my hotel room. Headed to the Sydney Opera House tonight.

Kmart
A very loud, unattractive, hard-faced woman walks into Kmart with her two kids in tow, screaming obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The door greeter says, "Good morning and welcome to Kmart, nice children you've got there. Are they twins?" The fat ugly woman stops screaming long enough to snarl: "Of course > they bloody aren't! The oldest is nine and the youngest is seven. Why the hell would you think they're twins?..... Do you really think they look alike, you dickhead?" Absolutely not," replies the greeter, "I just can't believe anyone would shag you twice!"

Salute Downrater..
This Guy rated my page a "10" but gave my Salute a "1" then Blocked my ass..lmao what's the matter couldn't he take the pressure of what I was going to do him..lmao Douche bag! travis121@ fubar Go Show him some Fubar Luv..lmao

The World's Greatest Daredevil Dead: Rest In Peace Evel Knievel (1938-2007)
Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over crazy obstacles including Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. Longtime friend and promoter Billy Rundel said Knievel had trouble breathing at his Clearwater condominium and died before an ambulance could get him to a hospital. "It's been coming for years, but you just don't expect it. Superman just doesn't die, right?" Rundel said. Immortalized in the Washington's Smithsonian Institution as "America's Legendary Daredevil," Kniev

Semester Ending
The semester is coming to a close for me, and it's getting into crunch time. I may not be around here much my friends, but I will be thinking of you all and missing you terribly, as soon as my semester is over i'll be back to share the love with you all :D

Thanks All
thanks to all the wonderful friends i have made on here i will deleate my porfile tomorrow for aabout a month a start fresf maybe i just dont know i love and will miss you all myspace.com/dalekern01 myspace link nascarfan200272@yahoo.com yahoo messenger love you all dale jr

Got Some Festive Holiday Rope?
There is nothing like having your temp agency close the local mail center without warning so that your checks suddenly come anywhere from 3-5 days after you have your budget scheduled for, followed by two weeks of holidays so that the next checks are short, followed by your vehicle breaking down days before your smallest check has even arrived, followed by your assignment ending. I would have been eligible for holiday pay for thanksgiving at least but because of the my grandmother's funeral last month I became ineligible again for any holiday pay for 4 months. Yet, once again I have worked on getting life in order and have been two weeks away from being on track to having a curve ball destroy it all again.

Moved Comp ....
Okay since it's Christmas time I've had to move my comp from my dining room to my bed room this mean though it may show me online and I might be I may not be at the comp 100% of the time please do not think I'm ignoring you I'm just in another room busy ..and I don't always have the sound on ..So though I may not be here all the time I will try to shout and return love when I can ...*muah* to all and thanks for understanding

Looking For A Fu Wife And Gf
Looking for a FU wife and girlfriend, had both when I was married why break the streak now! Plus looking for a real life girlfriend.....Any takers on any of that (I know the last part is out but had to put it in there).......

Recommended Viewing
This weekend TNT is airing "A Beautiful Mind". If you haven't seen it, it's on several times this weekend. It's the story of John Nash and his battle with schizophrenia. Most of the world's economies are based on his Equilibrium Theory of Economics. He's such an interesting character who still teaches classes from time to time and they say answers emails. When I was in college I did my senior research seminar on the biochemical theories of schizophrenia, and I am friends with a couple people with the condition, but this film gave me a great insight into their struggle. It's interesting how such a disorder can certainly cripple someone's life, and yet be mechanism to drive them.

Who Wants To Win A Happy Hour?
LOOKING FOR 20 CONTESTANTS. WILL BEGIN: DECEMBER 7 @ 9:00 PM (EST) ENDING: DECEMBER 17 @ 9:00 PM (EST) PRIZES 1ST PLACE: HAPPY HOUR 2ND PLACE: 7 DAY BLAST or 1 MO VIP And BIG PIMP GIFT 3RD PLACE: 1 DAY BLAST And BIG PIMP GIFT RULES: · All Entrants must fan, rate and add Host · No NSFW pics allowed. Pic must be of you and keep within the holiday theme. · Must play well with others. This means NO downrating. · Comment Bombing is a must. · Self Bombing is encourage

???
In My World Of Regrets, In My Life Of Sorrow, I Still Stand Here Hopping For A Better Tomorrow, Yet Still Trying To End This Day, All Things Get Better With Time Or So They Say, But Not Enough Time Could Make This Life Okay, So Happy On The Outside, But Lonelyness Leads To A Frown, One Day Things Will Be Better, Get Everything All Together And My Feet Frimly On The Ground, I Will Hold My Head High, High With Pride, But For Now I'm Just Me, Still Sadend By Life And Trying To Live Pass The Pain..................

Small Tits
I was at a conference a few weeks ago. Training, essentially, for people I work with. Some bright and ingenious compatriot from another office decided that it would be a good idea to have a party bus and a pub crawl. (Guess who had to do a swing around the stripper pole? Yup.) Another bright and ingenious compatriot of mine planned her birthday to be the same night of the party bus fete, which is, in some sense, a lesser-effective form of planned parenthood. But still: excellent planning. Thanks to a bottle of Patron, et al., we were all fairly drunk early in the evening. Much later, after I grabbed a cab and took my birthday-girl-friend home so as not to let her die of alcohol poisoning, another friend was still out, cavorting with the bus planners. One of them, severely inebriated, asked her, "So, do you want to have sex with me?" (Subtle.) She no doubt blushed, then responded, "I'm married, so no." "That's OK. You've got small tits anyway." I can't eve

Raven Totem
Magic, Healing, Creation If a raven totem has come into our life, magic is at play. Raven activates the energy of magic and links it to our will and intention. With this totem, we can make great changes in our life; the ability to take the unformed thought and make it reality. The raven shows us how to go into the dark of our inner self and bring out the light of our true self; resolving inner conflicts which are long been buried. This is the deepest power of healing we can possess.

Just So Excited
Well tonight my band just completed its third rehearsal this week, and I just ain't tired! Kinky Porcupine, which is James on guitar and vocals, and Jessica on bass and keys and me (Erica) on the drums. The band has been playing regularly since March,('07) and before this project, well I wasn't that good of a musician, well I am critical, Jess would tell you different. But as the days go by, I keep getting better and better! I mean it's not like I don't a freaking life outside of this, but when you finally get to do something you have loved your whole life, I just want keep things going. I always used to fantasize about being on stage, and feeding off a crowd, and creating the intangible web of music, and I never thought that I'd get to do it. Especially when I only started to do gigs in my 30's! My late friend Mikey Layne was an incredible musician, he always said he saw the potential in me, I always thought he was nuts! Well it's too bad that I can't share this him now, well in

Today And Stuff
Today I got ready for tomorrow night's events. Hubby's work is having their winter ball....basically a Christmas party. An excuse to dress up like you're going to a prom, too. Which is fun for a change. I got a manicure and pedicure today, which is something I normally never do. My son got in trouble twice at school today that resulted in two phone calls home, one referral, and one detention. I am not pleased with him at the moment. I need a night out...tomorrow should be fun. Tonight we made a trip to Edwards and hubby got a cigar..I also got some small cigars called Acid Cigars which smell exactly like Edge City in Five Points...if you've been there, you know the smell I speak of. Not quite incense, but a mix of cloth, leather, and incense...that's a good way to describe it. Still having fun on here-checking out some of the lounges tonight.

It Does Not End
Ken Schram: Scrambling for answers Officials at Sea-Tac Airport are scrambling to find out why it happened. Congressman Norm Dicks is working to see that it never happens again. My commentary on how TSA screeners handled two Fort Lewis soldiers escorting the body of a combat colleague home for burial has outraged a lot of people. Brief recap: Escorted to the tarmac where an honor guard waited, the soldiers stood at attention as the casket was placed on the plane. A uniformed police officer then accompanied them to the screening area where their combat medals and ribbons helped set off the metal detectors. They showed their military ID. The police officer showed his ID. Told to put down the American flag they were carrying, a TSA screener then had the soldiers strip to their tee shirts, pants and socks in full view of everyone in line. More than anything else, it was that public spectacle and the soldier's humiliation that I find most disturbing, most disres

New Drive Thru
The elderly priest, speaking to the younger priest, said, "It was a good idea to replace the first four pews with plush bucket theater seats. It worked like a charm. The front of the church always fills first now." The young priest nodded, and the old priest continued, "And you told me adding a little more beat to the music would bring young people back to church, so I supported you when you brought in that rock 'n 'roll gospel choir. Now our services are consistently packed to the balcony." "Thank you, Father," answered the young priest. "I am pleased that you are open to the new ideas of youth." "All of these ideas have been well and good," said the elderly priest, "but I'm afraid you've gone too far with the drive-thru confessional." "But, Father," protested the young priest, "my confessions and the donations have nearly doubled since I began that!" "Yes," replied the elderly priest, "and I appreciate that. But the flashing neon sign 'Toot 'n Tell or Go to Hell'

Anis Nin
… Eventually her desire died in her from sheer exhaustion. All the tautness left her body. She became as soft as cotton … For the first time, the hunger that had been on the surface of her skin like an irritation, retreated into a deeper part of her body. It retreated and accumulated, and it became a core of fire that waited to be exploded …

Update To Me
I just wanted to fill everyone in on what has been going on with me since I posted the me Blog. I had a total hysterectomy on November 20th - Not to much to say but right now I am in a lot of pain and hopefully soon all the pain will be over and done with. I haven't got much to say except OUCH! HAHA just have to look at the positives of a surgery like this and not let the negatives get you down. God has blessed me with 4 beautiful children and I now know that was all I was supposed to have. So I should be on a little more now but only in small time frames - sitting up kills me! Thank you for reading this blog it shows you actually want to know about ME!!!

So Tired
I'm tired. Physically. Emotionally. I'm tired of being the fat, ugly friend that no one wants to dance with when we go out. I'm tired of trying so hard to please people and it never being enough. I'm tired. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of complaining. I'm tired of feeling like I can't talk to anyone. I'm tired of feeling unstable. I'm tired of pain. I'm tired of those days when I'm so happy that make me think that everything is going to be ok followed by a day that takes me back to square one. I'm never gonna not try. *sigh* I can't even say everything I want to say.

How To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity
How To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity! At lunchtime, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice. Insist that your email address is: Xena_Warrior_Princess@companyname.com or Elvis_the_King@companyname.com Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. Put your garbage can on your desk and label it "IN." Develop an unnatural fear of staplers. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. In the memo field of all your checks, write 'for sexual favors.' Reply to everything someone says with, "That's what you think." Finish all your sentences with "In accordance with the prophet Jimmy." Adjust the tint on your monitor so that the brightness level lights up the entire work area. Insist to others that you like it that way. Don't use

Don't Give Up On Me I've Found A New Love One That's Going To Last, So Please If I'm Not On It's Only Because I've Found Someo
This Man I swear twirled me around all night long & not once did he ever ask me to go to bed w/ him!! For a Woman that means everything, & To a Man whose got nothing to loose & everything to Gain by not sleeping w/ the Woman on the first night I call that a Man. Not once did he ever try to do anything sexual, even though while we was out on the Dance floor my pants split just under my left butt cheek, I was so embarassed but he paid no never mind to it, & we coninued on into the night & when I'd get up he always had my back, he'd pull my shirt down over the tear in my pants, & he was a Complete Gentleman about it the whole night. I didn't ever think that there would be a Man out there for me, I was hopeless, I'd given up on the Hopes of me ever finding someone that would ever take any kind of chance on me, but I did find someone, & not just anyone either a REAL MAN!!! Just for little ole Me!!! Hehehehehehehehehehehe Just be Happy for me is all that I ask & give me some time if I'm

A Poet Of Romania (from Iris)
I bring you this, intact, as Iris published it in her "About Me" section. (English translation follows the Romanian) YOU MEN, TAKE A MINUTE AND READ THESE LYRICS! IT IS A POEM COMPOSED BY THE ROMANIAN NATIONAL POET, EMINESCU IN 1879! DO YOU THINK YOU COULD EVER SEE AN WOMAN LIKE THIS?ANSWER THIS HONESTLY TO YOURSELVES! ATAT DE FRAGEDA... (ROMANIAN) Abia atingi covorul moale, Matasa suna sub picior Si de la crestet pâna-n poale Plutesti ca visul de usor. Din încretirea lungii rochii Rasai ca marmura în loc S-atârna sufletu-mi de ochii Cei plini de lacrimi si noroc. O, vis ferice de iubire, Mireasa blânda din povesti, Nu mai zâmbi! A ta zâmbire Mi-arata cât de dulce esti, Cât poti cu-a farmecului noapte Sa-ntuneci ochii mei pe veci, Cu-a gurii tale calde soapte, Cu-mbratisari de brate reci. Deodata trece-o cugetare, Un val pe ochii tai fierbinti: E-ntunecoasa renuntare, E umbra dulcilor dorinti. Te duci, s-am întel

Promo?
Someone wanna help out by doing some Earthwhore promo for me? I'm in need of people to spread the hatred. Earthwhore, whilst normally adopting the "fuck humanity" approach does require some people to listen and learn. Or for those pre-learned to show some support should they decide Earthwhore is for them. No doubt you're looking at facing a handful of Satyricon kiddies trying to judge me, but the little bastards need to be taught that Earthwhore is beyond judgement by the likes of them. Anyway if anyone wants to help out please send me a message. Yyseth

It Is The Soldier
IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the reporter, who has give us the freedom of the press. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the campus organizer, who had given us freedom to demonstrate. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. IT IS THE SOLDIER, Who salutes the flag who serves under the flag and Whose coffin is draped by the flag Who Allows the protester to burn the flag

Another Mission Down...another Iraqi Car Crushed
Sup all... Just got back in a cpl hours ago from mission. It started out kinda slow. Had to pick up one of our guys from a different base. He was out bullshitting the last cpl of days. But on the way there is were all the fun started. Iraqi are retards. I travel around in a 32 ton vehicle and dumbass's just dont move outta the way. So my driver decided to help them out of the way. Busted the window outta a van which was kinda funny. I mean the look on the guys face was priceless. He got the message and so did the other's. Till one dumbass in a red car decided he could cut in front on me and my bradley crushed his whole ass end of the car like a fly. I mean windows shattered, ass end just crushed to the ground. Along with the tires. Needless to say the rest of the trip was very un-eventful. So now here I sit just chillin till my next mission. Later Peeps.....

Dedicated Decoy
A simple Vermont story......... Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in Bethel, Vermont. After Last Call, the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on FIVE different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally, he started the car, switched on the wipers (it was a fine, clear and dry summer night), flicked the blinkers on and off, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as more of the patrons left. At last, when his was the only car left in the lot, he pulled out and drove slowly down the road. The officer, having wait

My Fav Song
BREATHE (Lawless) You don't have to hear my heart beat All you need is to look into my eyes And tell me I'm the one you heart needs I'n the only one you run to in the night Oh let me burn the words forever mine Across your heart, across your mind Take your hands and feel my heart beat come and let me feel it in your eyes All you have to do is touch me Oh and lay your flame across my fire Oh let me spread your wings and come inside And take your heart and make you mine Come and lay down your heart on me All that I wanna feel is Breathe in me Lay down your heart on me Feel you inside of me Breathe on me Come and take me on, take me down Oh take me all the way There's only one way Only one thing I need, all I need Take me way down Come and lay down on me

Hmm............
It's early! Im tired, I can't go back to sleep because I went to bed wayyyy to early! So here I am on fubar bored! Trying to think of a name that fits me! Yes I had curvy cutie ever since i joined this site buuuut I want something original something that totally fits me! If ya'll have any suggestions lemme know? I've got nothing.....

Day By Day
Day by day our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes our lives seem to stop Mid-cycle. Leaving us confused, scared. Lives are tricky that way. Day by day, our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes if we're lucky enough, That special person will walk right in At just the right time And brighten it up a bit. Lives are unpredictable that way. Day by day, our lives go on, As lives usually do. Yet, sometimes in the middle of that Ordinary life, Love will bring you a fairy tale.

Ty For My Bday Wishes
HEY EVERYONE I JUST WANTED TO THANK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE DRINKS, CAKES, CARDS, COMMENTS FOR MY BIRHDAY . . .I TRIED TO THANK EVERYONE PERSONALLY BUT I HAD SO MANY...BUT I DO APPRECIATE IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART . . .IT MADE MY BIRTHDAY THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL!!!! I LOVE YOU ALL. . . .MY FRIENDS ROCK!

Feeling Great!!
this happens to be one of my favorite music videos, that happens to show my feeling on that touchy subject of falling in love. an this is the time of year where love is everywhere.i am hoping this happens to me very soon. watched most of my freinds find this kind of love an are very happy. i only get to sit back an write about it. as i have always said~~ MUSIC IS MY BOYFREIND ~~ it seems i have trouble communitcating the right way with alot of guys. but only one has touched my heart to wanna make me be a fool of myself to see if am anything he might want to seek out an find. so i tell the tale of~~ ONCE UPON A TIME ~~ and end it with ~~ AN SOMDAY WILL LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER ~~ so to the ones that know me, expect to see alot of physical changes in me this comming year. i am going to make this the best year yet. to all that are in love bless you!! to all who are seeking but not finding, QUIT SEEKING.. YOU JUST MIGHT FIND. there is someone i am hoping will see in me what i already see

Let It Snow
Aug. 20 - Moved to our new home in Michigan. It is so beautiful here. The hills are so picturesque. Can hardly wait to see them with snow covering them. This is God's Country. I love it here! Oct. 14 - Michigan is the most beautiful place on earth. The leaves are turning all different colors - you should see the beautiful shades of red and orange and yellow! Went for a ride through some beautiful rolling hills and spotted some deer. They are so graceful, certainly they are the most peaceful animals on earth. This must be Paradise! I love it here! Nov. 3 - Deer season will start soon. I can't imagine anyone wanting to kill such an elegant creature, the very symbol of peace and tranquility. Hope it will snow soon. I love it here! Dec. 2 - It snowed last night! Woke up to find everything blanketed in white, just like a postcard. We went outside and cleaned the snow off the steps and shoveled the driveway. We had a snowball fight (I won) an

Don't Miss This Battle!!
Click banner to enter lounge DJ CRU will be hosting a special Battle of the Bands Sunday, December 2 at 10:00pm EST! Tune in and listen and then hit http://www.worldrockradio.com to vote for your favorite! The bands competing are: Click banner to tune in and cast your vote!

For You Baby
YOUR SONG ~ Lyrics by Bernie Taupin It's a little bit funny this feeling inside I'm not one of those who can easily hide I don't have much money but boy if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live If I was a sculptor, but then again, no Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show I know it's not much but it's the best I can do My gift is my song and this one's for you And you can tell everybody this is your song It may be quite simple but now that it's done I hope you don't mind I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song It's for people like you that keep it turned on So excuse me forgetting but these things I do You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway the thing is what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've eve

I Want To Be
i want to be yours i want to be your lil angel, your lil angel that you will keep for a lifetime i want to be the one you fall asleep with an hold all night. i want to be the only one you kiss ever so tenderly an passionatly i want to be the one you adore more then life its self i want to be the one you cant live without i want to be the one you will always be faithful to i want to be the one you tell everyone about, about how lucky you are to have someone like me in your life baby can i be this one by april peterson

Moving
Im moving to another apartment tomorrow just across the red river into Shreveport so I wont be online sunday and maybe not monday. my new phone & DSL is scheduled to be turned on on Monday so hopefully it will be. Everyone have a great weekend. Love , Lisa

Nothing Hurts More Then
nothing hurts more then knowing you not here to be with me, here to hold my hand an take long walks on the beach, here to hold me close to you at night, here to kiss me goodnight an good morning, here to comfort me when im sad an lonly, here to tell me everything will be ok when im in doubt, here to show everyone that im your lil angel, here to have lil momments with me, here to share laughter, here to see lil cute things i do, nothing hurts more then knowing your so close but yet so many miles away.. by april peterson

Dublin Coddle
Dublin Coddle - Irish Recipe Recipe ============= Dublin Coddle ============= Serves 6 1 pound bacon slices 2 pounds pork sausages Some bacon fat or oil 2 large onions, sliced 2 cloves garlic 4 large potatoes, thickly sliced 2 carrots, thickly sliced 1 large bunch of fresh herbs, tied with string black pepper hard cider (apple wine) or apple cider fresh parsley, chopped for garnish Lightly fry the bacon until crisp. Place in a large cooking pot. Brown the sausages in some bacon grease or vegetable oil. Remove and add to pot. Soften sliced onions and whole garlic cloves in fat, then add to pot with potatoes and carrots. Bury the bunch of herbs in the middle of the mixture. Sprinkle with pepper. Cover with cider. Cook 1 1/2 hours over moderate heat, do not boil. Garnish with chopped parsley. Originally found here: http://www.ireland-information.com/irishrecipes/dublincoddle.htm

Freedom Is Not Free
I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He’d stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers’ tears. How Many pilots’ planes shot down? How many died at sea? How many foxholes were soldiers’ graves? No, freedom is not free. I heard the sound of “Taps” one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That “Taps” had meant “Amen” When a flag had draped the coffin Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives Of fathers, sons, and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea, Of unmarked graves in Arlington No, freedom is not free. Cade

Didn't Write This One ... But Like It!!
DYING FOR LOVE In this deep, dark pit I dwell And black as the pit is the tale that I'll tell There once was a boy I loved too much I longed for his look, his voice, his touch They said a strange girl he was with And though I thought her just a myth I soon learned she was real because He was heartless, yes he was So I ran straight home, up to my bed Not one word to mother was said When father came home late that night He searched for me both left and right My bedroom door he hit and broke And found me hanging from a rope He said my dear what have you done Taken your life for one man's son He found this note upon my desk Read what it said and quickly left "Dig a grave and dig it deep .. Place white marble from head to feet. .. And at the headstone place a dove.. Let the whole world know .. I died for love."

Sad Time Of The Year....
Many of you, the ones that have known me the longest, knows this time of the year becomes the hardest for me. I lost my mother 2 days before my 21st birthday. The 22nd anniversary of her death is rapidly approaching. I may be distant through this time. If I do become distant think nothing of it. It truly has nothing to do with any of my wonderful friends. It is just still very hard to deal with. My mom was my world. Today is the 22nd anniversary of my grandfathers death. Yes, we lost my grandfather then his daughter 23 days apart in the same year. This is one of the main reasons I do not celebrate Christmas. The other reason being that I am atheist and do not conform to organized beliefs. I do hope you will all understand and allow me my time this month to make it through. I will still try to show love and will still be online, just probably wont seem like the happy go lucky person many of you know me as. I love each and every one of you very much!! ~Always~ Evil CntryGoth

Live, Love, Laugh
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

She Is My Everything.......
There has never been anyone that makes me feel the way that Amelia does. She makes me feel better when I am so heart broken from being away from my twins. She gives me hope and faith that everything will be ok. She gives me what I never thought I could have, and that is someone that I can tell the most important things down to the most insignificant things. I don't have to pretend to be someone I am not, she loves me for the person that I am. When I hear the word soul mate I see her face. I am thankful for everything that she does for me. She is a special person, and I am glad to be a part of her life. If you haven't stopped by her page just yet, I dunno what your waiting for. Here is her link. She made it down to #49 Today I am so proud of her. Rate her default pic as a favor for me. Amelia ~Real Life Girlfriend & Fu Wifey to BrownEyedPapi~@ fubar This song is how I feel about Amelia If you haven't rated this blog yet please do so Thank You All

Holiday Drink Recipes
Hot Buttered Rum 1 quart vanilla ice cream 1 lb. butter 1 lb. powdered sugar 1 lb brown sugar 1 Tablespoon Nutmeg 1 Tablespoon Cinnamon Allow ice cream to sit out for 10 minutes to soften a bit, but you don't want it melted! Meanwhile, cream together butter and powdered sugar, then mix in the brown sugar as well. Add softened ice cream to butter/sugar mixture, then add spices. Refrigerate right away and keep refrigerated. (can be given as gifts in a tin) To serve the hot buttered rum, you scoop the rum mix (above) to fill half the coffee cup. Add water like you would to make coa coa, but also add a shot of rum. 1/2 parts mix + water + shot of rum microwave the cup to coa coa temperature and you've got your hot buttered rum! and that's it! :) This recipe makes enough to keep in the fridge for the whole season! 2-3 weeks worth. Irish Cream 1 can sweetened condensed milk 1 pint half n half 1 cup brandy 1/2 teaspoon coconut flavor 1/2 teaspoon vanilla flavor 4

Your Alarm Goes Off
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes.  He stays up for days on end.  You take a warm shower to help you wake up.  He goes days or weeks without running water.  You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.  He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.  You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.  He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.  You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.  He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.  You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you.  He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.  You don't feel like helping out your dad today, so you don't.  He does what he is told.  You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. &

The Daughter Of A Soldier
Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen.  Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.  Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I co

Any Help Would Be Appreciated....
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Would You
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Love Your Enemies As Yourself
Love your enemies as yourself is good psychological advice as well as sound spiritual counsel. You might not want to admit that you have enemies, but we all do. A friend is someone you like, while one who is not a friend is someone you do not like – perhaps because you do not know them. The word 'enemy' comes from the Latin in + amicus (not friend). The root of amicus (friend) is amare, 'to love.' So a friend is someone you love, and an enemy is someone you do not love. An enemy is someone who represents something negative within yourself that you do not know or do not accept. An enemy is someone on whom you project some unconscious aspects of yourself. You cannot like or love someone you do not know. In order to love your enemy you have to know them, and in order to know them you have to know yourself enough so as not to project onto them aspects of your shadow self. I recently spent several hours in a government office in a developing country trying to get some paperwork

Great Spirits
Great Spirit, give us hearts to understand; Never to take from creation's beauty more than we give; Never to destroy wantonly for the furtherance of greed; Never to deny to give our hands for the building of earth's beauty; Never to take from her what we cannot use. Give us hearts to understand That to destroy earth's music is to create confusion; That to wreck her appearance is to blind us to beauty; That to callously pollute her fragrance is to make a house of stench; That as we care for her she will care for us. We have forgotten who we are. We have sought only our own security. We have exploited simply for our own ends. We have distorted our knowledge. We have abused our power. Great Spirit, whose dry lands thirst, help us to find the way to refresh your lands. Great Spirit, whose waters are choked with debris and pollution, help us to find the way to cleanse your waters. Great Spirit, whose beautiful earth grows ugly with mis-use, help us to find the

Neverending Give Away By Fu Daddy
All ya gotta do is send me a link and bomb away...For every comment you leave, I'll give you 8 fubucks....adds up fast...Use as often as you like...Contest never ends. You may withdraw accumulated fubucks at anytime. You can also rate all pics in my album and get 2000 fubucks and in addition to that, for every person who comes and rates my profile/fans and sends a request that you sent them..I will give you 100 FuBucks..3 Easy ways to cash in..Hit me up in pm today!!..DADDY PLEASE COPY AND REPOST TO YOUR FRIENDS!! This is the link to help me Thanks....Mychele

Just Some Words
I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here [Chorus:] What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

If Your Deleted This Is Why
Anyone on my friends list who does not talk to me on a regular basis or when I go through my list I don't know is going to be deleted. I am sick and tired of adding people who don't bother to even read my profile and do not care to talk to me after they are added.

Dont Drink & Drive
Too Young To Die Is that me lying on the ground? Why are people screaming? Is that blood coming from my body? Why doesn't somebody help? Is that sirens I hear? Maybe I'll survive Who is the drunk man? Why are the police talking to him? How could he think he could drive When he can't even stand up I remember it now The headlights coming so slow I couldn't move or cry for help My legs had turned to lead The pain in my legs As I flew through the air My lifeless body bouncing Along the ground I remember the angels Coming to carry me away Tell them Ma, I'm too young To Young to die this way ©Crazydave 2003

Why?
why is it that guys build you up by telling you how much they like you, how pretty you are how much they want to be with you, get you to start to believe them and then just knock you down by throwing the friend card like you have no feelings, no emotion. im really wondering if i am that unloveable that not one guy out there could really want to be with me, want to love me. i know this sounds all sappy but right now thats just how i feel. i swear i just need to go get drunk.

Bah Humbug U Say? I Say Your Nasty Ulgy
this woman who works in the mall was making it very clear to me today that she needed sex with me bad today, telling me her asshole has not been into see her all day, then she told me she likes younger men, oh she kept comming up behind me as I was looking around her store. it was all kinda creepy. he had a nice bum on her shame it was her best feature. really though, there was a lot of neagtive bullshit comming out of her mouth. telling me how she knows how to deal wtih customers and yet how she wants all the xmass music turned off cuzz it was driving her nuts. awwww muffin.

Someone Else's Picture
i hate when you check someone page on here,and they use someone else's picture to hide behind because they are ashamed of theirself,they need to stop doing that,and misleadin people like that,if they want to hide behind someone else's picture,they shouldn't be on here at all,they need to get the hell off the computer,and get the hell off fubar,and go somewhere else,they act like predators if you ask me,or too ashamed of theirselves.

Not The Same Without You
People want to tell me its going to be OK, but from my perspective it's normally the people who can at ANY given time, pick up the phone and call their mothers. People want to tell me how I can or should feel, but have YET to walk where I've walked, or have been where I've been. Losing a mother is not like losing a friend, an uncle, an aunt, the only other pain that can be just as hurtful is the loss of a sibling, child or grandparent I remember you always telling me there was no one else in this world I needed besides you, that as long as you were alive, no one could hurt me. Well your gone and if it were not for my children this would be a cold and empty world without you. I remember the day I walked out the door to go to work, in April of 1990, I hugged you said goodbye, hugged dad, said goodbye, as Rey followed me to the door and I heard him begin to cry as I closed the door behind me. I knew you all would be gone when I got home, and I would have to finally becom

Angel Teardrops
My guardian angel, once careless and free, flew into the clouds and lost touch with me. Her tears were cold and wet, falling on my face. Her smile had left us without a trace. Her angelic lips quivered, frozen and scared, I felt rain clouds visiting, and had to prepare. I knew that angels, often content, were very special presents that God had sent. To see one so sad, so afraid, so alone, had made me weep while the cold winds had blown. Her wings lost feathers, comforting and soft, falling from the stars, floating aloft. Her pain was felt throughout the land, to feel true misery is impossible to stand. I prayed so that when her hurting stops, I'll be able to taste the angel's teardrops.

This Song Is By Far The Hottest Song I Have Ever Heard
i jus heard this tune for the first time today.IT IS THE HOTTEST SONG I HAVE EVER HEARD!!!!!PRETTY KOOL TUNE..CHECK IT OUT.IT ROCKS!!! jose nunez-bilingual (you fucking me makes me )bilingual

The "uncomfortable" Survey
(lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past) 1. Longest relationship? 16 years 2. Shortest relationship? 1 and 1/2 months...just ended sunday night...CHEATER 3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you? a few 4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating? Yes 5. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? OMG...yes... 6. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: i'm sure i have...not proud of it though 7. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship 8. Have you ever been cheated on? can you say "sunday night" 9. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? companionship 10.Have you ever had your heart broken? again...can you say "sunday night" 12. Talk to any of your exes? yes 13. If you could go back in time would you change things to where you could still be with one of ur ex's? yes 14. Any of your ex's fe

Crying
well..im officially the biggest loser on the planet LOL..just started crying during Alladin..what's wrong with me? it came to the part of the movie where the couple is flying around on the magic carpet and singing about being in their own little world and i just lost it. i want someone to want me like that! i want to be the most beautiful girl in the world to someone...but is that even possible? i can't even stand the sight of myself in the mirror! maybe im just wasting my time posting this...but i hope that there is someone out there who can help me pick myself up off the floor. someone who just wants to help me and doesn't think that i will owe them anything for their time.

Lonely Saturday Night!!!!
1. Are you dating the last person you talked to on the phone? My Daughter 2. Pretend you had 10 beers. Describe what you would be doing? Passed out...lol 3. What do you want? A good woman who loves me for me 4. Who was the last person you shared a bed with? my cat 5. Do you talk to yourself? yes...at times 6. Do you drink milk straight from the carton? lactose intolerant 7. Who knows a secret or two about you? my daughter 8. How long is your hair? short 9. Do you like Batman? he's ok 10. Who was the last person who told you they loved you? my daughter 12. Do you swear at your parents? no,I like my teeth 13.Do you like anyone? I like a lot of people 14. When was the last time you lied? try not to do that 15. What do you like for breakfast? COFFEEEEEEEEEE 16. Is your birthday on a holiday? no 17. What instant messaging service do you use? yahoo 18. What was the last thing you cooked today? Meatloaf, yams, and string beans

Jaded Flowers
As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder & guess, think & feel Can this be?? is this real The way we are With all our pains and scars Can we overcome our doubt To prove even jaded flowers can sprout Our love feels so steady and strong there is not a thing thats wrong So where do we go Do we go fast or take it slow Does it even matter, my love is already yours... To be with someone who truly see's you like no eyes, ever have can it be anything else....

Santa Hats Recipes Yummy
RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 2 egg whites, at room temperature 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 1/4 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup sugar Red colored sugar 1. Heat the oven to 200° F. With an electric mixer, beat the egg whites until soft peaks start to form. Beating all the while, add the cream of tartar and vanilla extract, then slowly add the 1/2 cup of sugar. Continue to beat until the peaks stiffen. 2. Spoon the meringue into a quart-size plastic bag. Snip off a corner and pipe 2 dozen 1 1/2-inch-tall Santa hat triangles onto a parchment-lined baking sheet (you should have about 1/4 of the meringue left). 3. Sprinkle the triangles with the red sugar, then use the remaining meringue to give each one a pom-pom and trim. Bake the hats until they're hard but not browned, about 1 hour and 20 minutes. Turn off the oven and leave the hats in it for an hour to crisp before removing.

Im Sorry 2
IM SORRY FOR ALL THE PAIN IVE CAUSED IM SORRY FOR ALLWAYS PISSING YOU OFF IM SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS IVE SAID AND IM SORRY FOR THE WAY IVE BEEN BUT IM NOT SORRY FOR FALLING IN LOVE................. ....................WITH YOU!?!?!?!?!

In Just One Month
In Just One Month ... by Jaime Frodyma My eyes have been reopened; My breath has been revived. The life I thought too hard to live, I've learned that I'll survive. My tears no longer hide in shame, My self-esteem has grown. My fears have all diminished, knowing I am not alone. My personality has soared; My laughter fills the air. A smile now lines my face, where once there was despair. My soul has been awakened, My heart has been renewed. My mind and body satisfied, all because of YOU!

Pain ( Just A Rant )
i really can't describe how i feel right now, crushed for one, the love of my life and best friend moved back to alaska, taking with him my heart. and i like a dumbass opened myself back up and apparently too soon after he left only to be crushed again. and now the man who i gave everything to for so many years, doesn't even tell me he even misses me anymore. i should have gone with my first thoughts and stayed alone, that was what i wanted, but apparently we can't control how we feel. will i ever find somebody who will love me with just as much passion and heart as i do? i feel like i've lost my best friend in the whole world.

Thanks
WASSUP EVERYBODY, JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS FOR THE 10'S AND IN SOME CASES 11'S, THE COMMENTS, AND THE DRINKS...SPECIALLY THE DRINKS, I'M STILL TRYIN TO LEARN MY WAY AROUND THIS FUBAR, BUT I CAN SAY SO FAR SO GOOD...THANKS EVERYBODY, KEEP THE LOVE COMING AND I'M DAMN SURE GOING TO DO THE SAME....MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT.

People...come On
People who abuse the NSFW. Come on folk's.... If you have to NSFW someone's PG pic.. you really shouldnt be here. This site may be alittle to much for you to handle. Better yet go back to your MYspace and bug Tom... Remember if you abuse the NSFW POLICY.. YOU CAN LOSE YOUR ACCOUNT. To all my friends thanks for the rating's

What The Fawk Just Happened
I am sitting here typing this blog in total tears. I just received a call from my niece about her wedding. I can't believe my babygirl is getting married. Anyway, she was asking me if her grandgather,my dad, could wear a white Marine Corp jacket to her wedding. I told her no because he was a NCO. That it was Dress Blues for him. Well she puts her soon to be husband on the phone and I was trying to tell him about the sword I had gotten him for Christmas to go with his Blues and all he medals and ribbons he has. Well as I am trying to tell him this he was talking about wether I could walk into the plaCe where they are having the wedding. I told him I could. That the only problem would be if we had to park far away and had to walk to the place. If anyone is from Houston they will know what I am talking about. So then he gets on the subject about my dad being called out by any Military members of his family if my dad didn't have everything right on his Dress Blues. WTF was that

Shivers Of Pain
Shivers of pain creep through my brian, The world shatters and coldness fills my veins. Mistakes of Bitter judgement come into play, I scream trying to keep myself sane. But nothing changes it just remains the same. Stopping it becomes the obession that drives, Still the power overridesand strives. Overcoming filling me till I bust at the seams I run and try to hide, to keep innocent eyes blind, It just can't be stopped it's trapped inside If only could find the switch, The clock of life would cease to tick, Last thing I'd hear...the trigger click.... Paitently waiting for answers above, I pray for a touch of higher love. It fills my mind the strat of early morning Even as your sleeping, dreaming, snoring.... I wish for this pain I feel to end, Is it wrong to touch you in different ways even with this pen?

Tantra
Thoughts... Of hot wet mornings Deep deep moans Sighs of pleasure. Throbbing Pulsing Ecstasy. Thoughts of... Your tongue, Dancing On my tight sex Your hands stroking hard buds Your moans of need Driving me over the edge The smell of morning coffee Mingled with our scents Rumpled sheets And Whispers of desire Turn thoughts Into Passion soft and yearning Hard and aching Thoughts of you... Touching me Bodies melting Souls aching Hearts beating Now Now Now Thoughts of you... Temptation too hard to resist Morning light at the edge of a dream Colors exploding Expanding Drenching My body sighs With content The day begins anew.

~ Walk Away ~
Why can't I just go on, why can't I walk away. I've done it many times before, really I can't stay. I know that in my heart, I will always miss your touch. I will always miss that sweet embrace , I'll miss it oh so much. I know I have to go, I keep running out that door, but then I think of secret times and my feet won't move no more. My heart says this is home, right where it wants to stay, My heart keeps asking why we must keep trying to run away. I made it to the door , I made it can't you see, but then I heard your tender voice , I heard you call for me. I'll leave for sure tomorrow, but tonight I want to stay, Tonight I want to feel your touch, and then I'll walk away. :( L♥

Only In America!!
1. Only in America ......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. > > > 2. Only in America ......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. > > > 3. Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. > > > 4. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. > > 5. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. > > > 6. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > > 7. Only in America ......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. > > > 8. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of e

Proud To Be White
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" .. And that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, So why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You Have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET (White Entertainment Television) . We'd be racists. If we had a White Pride Day .. You would call us racists. If we had White Hist

Grrr
ok why the fuck do guys think they can get away with so much shit really...i mean omg do you think girls dont have a fuckin brain and can fiqure shit out...hello were not stupid ...i mean i understand lesbians now i mean hell ya i woudlnt wanna put up with a guys bullshit either...i mean what ..im nice and fun and caring and really dont get pissed over to much shit...not the jelouse type or ne thing...give my guy his own space b/c hell i need mine too and what the fuck they do ...treat it like instead of something good its a fuckin free for all with everyone else..well ya know what ..fuck that and fuck all the lil boys who think there the shit ..b/c im sorry but karmas a bitch and yall gonna get whats commin to ya ...

Pain And Love
life is to short for u not to love life is to short for the pain to come love in 1 hand pain in the other thay all ways come to gather as i look in to ur eyes i see lust, love ,pashon, hate for me i c the fear u have of me i take ur hands in mine and give u my love, as i take ur pain with love in mine and pain in urs we live and love and keep going on life is to short not to love life is to short for the pain to come with love in 1 hadn and pain in the other it dont mater cus im with u

Spoken Word In The Key Of Silence.
Swallowing my weakness once again. You know it takes strength to be alone. Who are you to judge? The struggling child you are. Never going to love again. Not like you loved me. I played my position well, in this game. You know that one; the one you imagined. "But why do I play it?" you ask. Isn't, I say isn't it obvious? I have never won. No trophy; to parade for my existence. No one to say, "I won my greatest prize." Too long I cheered for those that needed it. I need mine now. I loved and loved and loved. So much that I can not love anymore. Backing myself in a corner. Love no longer... (more to come)

4 Bree Thanks Again For The Fubucks!
How it all started I do not know, Seamed like every time you came near you had that glow. You've brought forth things I tried to Hide, All it took was a single gaze into your eyes. A true friendship should never cost you a penny, But yet it is never obtained by so many! As I watched your heart break and fall apart, I knew it would heal from the very start. Now, as I notice the seed of love start to grow, I realize where it will lead only God knows! You've all made mistakes as we all can agree, But that's just the way love is meant to be. If we never lose there is nothing to gain, For within love always lays some pain. And it's always easier to lie and hide, Than to tell truth , eye to eye! I'll always be there no matter the reason, Even in the dead cold of the winter season. No matter the time life might sway, You can come to me the middle of night or day! Bree Listen for these words ring true. I've never had a friend as special as you!

Wait For You
I never felt nothing in the world like this before Now I'm missing you & I'm wishing that you would come back through my door Why did you have to go? You could have let me know So now I'm all alone, you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand and all my tears they keep running down my face Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside This is not how you wanted to be So baby I will wait for you Cause I don''t know what else i can do Don't tell me I ran out of time If it takes the rest of my life Baby I will wait for you If you think I'm fine it just aint true I really need you in my life No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you It's been a long time since you called me (How could you forget about me) You got me feeling crazy (crazy) How can you walk away, Everything stays the same I jus

My Mistress And Her Evil Ways
This little light of mine..........oh how it used to shine. I heard a song on the radio yesterday morning, wasn't a station i listen to........gma was bumpin to the classic country station. The song was up goes the bottle down goes the man. thats probably not the name. but the verse struck me like a speeding train. I realize that my Mistress and her sweet lips, have been what has kept me unfortunately sad all this time. My Mistress of course is alcohol. People ask me if I'm a cheater, a liar or a deceiver. I have to say yes. I cheat myself of happiness each time I take that long drink from my lovers lips. I lie to myself telling me that I don't have a problem. and I deceive myself by not accepting that I put Me where I am. I went out Thursday night and had only 3 drinks, walked over to the pool table where a buddy was and left my drink at the bar. Last thing I remember was sitting back down. I came home and for no reason ripped into a couple very dear friends, and lost a couple of t

Do You Want Or Need Fubucks???
I AM OFFERING 1 THOUSAND FUBUCKS FOR 200 COMMENTS AND I AM GOING TO SWEETEN THE DEEL FOR 400 COMMENTS I WILL PAY 5 THOUSAND FUCUKS... AL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK ON THE PIC RATE IT AND START COUNTING THEM OFF NO NEED FOR WORDS JUST NUMBERS AND WHEN YOU HAVE DONE ALL YOU WANT TO DO SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE AND I WILL PAY YOU YOUR FUBUCKS AS EASY AS THAT.... SO COME HELP ME OUT AND I WILL HELP YOU OUT... HUGGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL AND IF YOU JUST DONT LIKE TO BOMB WELL RATE AND COMMENT MY PICS AND I WILL PAY YOU FOR THAT ALSO.. JUST CLICK THE LITTLE PIC AND BOMBS AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter del ight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I pu

Lifes Choices
A few short days ago the ex messaged me through e-mail that my adopted daughter wished her step father to become her new dad. And that he indeed wanted to adopt her. Based on this troubling news, I decided to let her go. What else can I really do? So I wrote back that I would not fight it in court, and if that was truly what Chelsea wanted. After all, I have been e-mailing Chelsea without a reply back from her for a couple of months. And she hasn't bothered to call either. I try calling, but her cell phone is always off it seems. They don't have a home telephone number. So I will assume its true since I do not have visitation with Chelsea any longer since her mom wants to put her in the middle of our private "war". Since I believe that isn't good for her in any way, I chose to not take my visitation under the advice of my attorney. Well, yesterday I got a response back from the ex. In this one, she is threatening to take me back to court for more child support. Stating

Has Anyone Gotten This In Their Email Addy? Employment Offer................
Hello Sir/Madam, Top of the Day to you,my name is MR David Mark, managing director of SEARS TEXTILES LIMITED .Would you like to work online from home and get paid weekly without leaving or affecting your present job??? SEARS TEXTILES LIMITED needs a representative in the United States.The company presently runs a textiles company in the UK.The company deals in the sale of Textiles and Fabrics,sculptures and carvings,antiques and so on and produces various fabrics materials such as batiks,and various traditional costumes from all over the world and we have clients we supply from time to time throughout the world. We are always facing serious difficulties when it comes to selling fabrics Materials to the Americans,most of them offer payment with a Cashiers Check issued from US Bank or a Postal Money Order,which is difficult for Us to cash here in United Kingdom. Basically,what the Company is searching for is a trustworthy,faithful and committed Representative in the United States

Just Keep Digging...just Keep Digging
Well I had fun digging out from last night's snowstorm...we got 8" of snow yesterday...then to make things interesting we got about an inch of ice on top of it...lovely. My hands are sore, my back hurts, but I got a great workout :D lol I'm gonna be ripped in no time!! LOL I just love winter...ok not quite so much, but it has it's moments

Boston Woes
Friday, November 30, 2007 Boston Gun Search Policy Raises Concerns Boston police may soon begin asking parents to allow searches of their homes and children’s bedrooms for firearms—without notice or warrants. Under the controversial “Home Safe” program, teams of police officers will be assigned to the city’s public schools and will seek out leads on students believed to have firearms. Officers would then show up at the student’s home and ask to immediately search the premises, confiscating any firearms they find. Officers are empowered to exercise their personal discretion should they encounter drugs or signs of other illegal activity. While parents have the right to refuse the search, questions of constitutionality, intimidation, and civil liberties have rightly been raised. According to a November 17, MSNBC.com article, Thomas Nolan, a former Boston police lieutenant who teaches criminology at Boston University, deemed the program “an end run around the Constitution.

Making A Connection
Have you ever met someone whom right at "Hello" you knew down deep inside that they were special? When you meet someone like this, all these feelings come rushing in all at once! Its a unique and suprisingly wonderful feeling. But my problem is .... figuring out if the other person feels the same way. Confirming that, Yes, there is in fact a connection there!

My Ex...
A comment from my ex-boyfriend… “yah i know months ago but i just had to know. im goin to hell anyway and i know it. plz just let the past die...im still trying but i have constant reminders i find old love notes and things every once in a great while oh and you should be happy to know yes it still hurts to see things like that. i did love you and always will you know that. im srry for what iv done i know you wont forgive me and im not asking you to i hope you wont. ya sick and twisted i know... OH new thing i acualy hade someone tear my heart out basicly and im happy to say i know what it feals like so i know and understand your fealings towrd me compleatly. Ok back to other things id like to just chat with you some time and see if we can just some of the hot water out of the pot i would like to hear from you I Do Miss You and think about you alot and wonder how you are doing. i know i know stop... but after a year i still cant. NO this is not a pittiful atempt at anything but tryi

Monstars Game
Ok guys i'm playing this game called monsters fight and kinda like fubar if ya get someone to sign up you get points only thing is i don't need you to sign up only click on the link to help me get gold so i can kick alls all so please click this link for me http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113069624 and here is sadistics link http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113069459

Damsels In Distress Lol
please can you help us out,all we would like is your rates and comments on our pics we are in this competition i didn't know two of my friends are in to but they cool please rate there pics also to we would be very grateful,

Really Cute
this is really cute .. What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have

My Mistakes!
I've made my fair share of mistakes in my life. Now recently I made some mistakes that are completely unprecedented for me. I'm trying to do everything I can to make things right. Even if things don't work out the way I hope they do, I certainly hope the person that I betrayed with these mistakes can realize that I really care very strongly about them. The mistakes that I made are rough, and I'm finding it pretty much impossible to even forgive myself, let alone have someone else forgive me. All in all i'm not asking for forgiveness from this person. I'm just hoping that they realize that I really do care about them...no games involved....just for once the honest truth.

Any One Know Me
Full Name: tripper john Nicknames: trip Birthday: september 15 virgo Gender: male Hair: dark blonde Eyes: brown Height: 5'10" Zodiac Sign: i said virgo Status: alone Graduation Year: can't remember that far back FAVORITES Movie: murder of crows was good Book: murder mysteries Color: blue Food: pizza Drink(Non-Alcoholic): Water Drink(Alcoholic): hieneken Scent: something sweet Actor: bobby d Actress: jenifer aniston Sport: golf to play football to watch Cartoon Character: family guy Store: best buy City: san diego Vacation:cancun Band: green day Song: hurt Football Team:NY Basketball Team: no Baseball Team: mets Animal: panda Magazine: gamer Candy: chocolet Jewelry: none Day of the Week: saturday Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip Number: 0 PEOPLE Your Best Friend: yeah right Your Shoulder to Cry on: none at this time Do You Have More Girl or Guy Friends: girl Who do You Consider a Sister: my sisters Who Knows All Your Secret

"i Like Big Guts": Rappin' On Rotundity
So Cosmo says you're fat Well I ain't down with that Cuz your waist is soft and your curves are bulgin And you're thinking bout indulgin "I Like Big Guts" By Zonker with thanks (and apologies) to Sir Mix-A-Lot I like big I like big I like big guts and I cannot lie Big guts and I cannot lie Big guts and I cannot Guts and I cannot Guts, guts, guts, guts, Guts and I cannot lie I like em round and big I like em girl guts big I like em round and big I like em round like a pig Big guts and I cannot lie You chubby lovers can't deny That when a girl walks in with an jiggly wiggly waist Your eyes pop out of your face Her gut's hung You lookin so tough Cause you notice that gut is stuffed Bulgin over the jeans she's wearing I'm hooked and I can't stop staring Oh, baby I wanna cook with ya And bake and taste with ya Make homefries, mix cupcake batter And that gut you got Gonna get fatter Ooh, ooh, ooh, plumpened smooth belly You say you wanna eat my jelly Hav

Life Is A Test Of Your Faith
My faith is strong, but my faith in others has dimished over time. I will never understand how I or any person can give all they got to help others especially those who have grown close to us only for them to leave as if you were never part of their lives. How can a person live with them selves knowing they have a person who would do anything for them only to treat them as if they were a stranger. How they choose to hurt the one who really matter only to be hurt by the ones who don't. However, no matter what comes my way good or bad I keep my faith strong with in myself hopeing that one day I will be able to share that with the one who appreciates the little things in life. So I keep my faith strong and I wake up every morning and breathe. I look at my little ones I care for and adore with all my heart, and know that everything is ok... sTx

Just Listen To Your Heart
Just Listen To Your Heart by BlueWolf © Bells are ringing, people are singing, Snow is falling from the sky. Winter is in the air, Yet spring is in your eye. Snow is on the ground, Making a blanket of white. Yet your eyes still glow Like the sun shining so bright. So have a merry Christmas, And let all your worries fall apart. Just close your glowing eyes, And listen to your heart....... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Penny Snickerdoodles
Turn up the Christmas carols, make a batch of these coin-size cinnamon-sugar cookies and the holiday season will officially begin. RECIPE INGREDIENTS: 1 1/3 cups all-purpose flour 1 tsp. cream of tartar 1/2 tsp. baking soda 1/8 tsp. salt 1/2 cup unsalted butter, softened 3/4 cup plus 2 tbsp. sugar 1 large egg 2 tsp. cinnamon 1. Preheat the oven to 400 degrees. In a medium-sized bowl, sift the flour, cream of tartar, baking soda and salt. 2. In a large bowl, cream the butter and 3/4 cup of sugar. Beat in the egg. Slowly stir in the dry ingredients until thoroughly mixed. 3. Pinch off small pieces of dough and roll into marble-size balls (a fun job for kids). On a plate or in a shallow bowl, make the cinnamon-sugar mixture. Roll the ball in the mixture and place on an ungreased cookie sheet 2 inches apart. Flatten with the bottom of a glass. 4. Bake for 6 to 10 minutes, or until the edges lightly brown. Transfer the cookies to a cooling rack. When they're thoro

Ache
Ache ~Tony Martinez I long to see you When I do My eyes ache for you You are so beautiful Your eyes, your face My heart melts for you I talk to you and I wish I could say so much But the words just dont come My voice aches for you So much I would do So much I want to do So much is held back My body aches for you I guess all I can say is I love you I ache for you

...no White Roses
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes My heart constricts as the straight jacket of fear tightens love's blood flow, Penned by my lover's words. Emotions run the gamut through this gauntlet of faith, My body quivers at this primal finality as souls death blow is landed, And it fetals me into a submissive stance and the moment becomes my truth, as clenched fists are grouted in permanence, You looked at me with ever calling eyes, so life like with sincereity, As you whispered my soul's last rites,with your denial, You placed no white roses upon my body or before me, But only the stiff white funereal lillies of death, That have no fragrance to permeate the air with their sweet scent, But leave the aromatic reminder of my lover's death words to me, Your lips that know the feel of betrayal's breath, Will no longer know the feel of my name passing between them, And I pray your heart grows wistful and aches with need of it's sound, Forever chanted to echo through the alte

Longing
I await your words that tenderly take hold of my heart. Time creeps so slow and becomes an eternity, until once again I am the object of your attention. I await your touch that comes from such a distance. Time stands still as I am spinning around you because in those moments there is only you and I. I await your desires that are my reason for being. My time is only for you in those rare moments that I can fulfill your needs and become complete. You have made me yours, Filled my heart and stripped my soul, and for the first time I know I am whole.

God Was Not Happy!
On the 8th day, at 0730, God looked down upon the earth and was not happy. No, God was not happy! So He thought about His labors, and in His divine wisdom God created a divine creature. And this He called Marine. And these Marines, who God had created in His own image, were to be of the air, and of the land, and of the sea. And these He gave many wonderful uniforms. Some were green; some were blue with red trim. And in the early days, some were even a beautiful tan. He gave them practical fighting uniforms, so that they could wage war against the forces of Satan and evil. He gave them service uniforms for their daily work and training. And He gave them evening and dress uniforms... sharp and stylish, handsome things... so that they might promenade with their ladies on Saturday night and impress the hell out of everybody! He even gave them swords, so that people who were not impressed could be dealt with accordingly. And at the end of the 8th day, God looked down upon the earth and saw

Im Not Infectious
i try to help ppl when they feel down, i send comment, giftss shoutbox messeges to anyone just to me nice and friendly to all. if u do not want me to do any of these things to be nice to u, please let me know. there aree a handful of ppl on here that i know that are thankful. to these ppl i say its a pleasure doing nice things for u and being ur friend. to the rest of u, please be nice back. remember, kindness and friendlyness goes a long way. thank you for reading this and hope u all have a great day. DEAD ANGEL

One Sided Love
I ran across this poem and I love it..Hopefully you will too.... I Really DO Love You... But More importamnt is that you LoVE me or Not.. I stood awake at night thinking 'Bout you... but more important is that are you also thinking about me or someone else..? I mIssed you each day each moment... But more important is that you missed me in the same way too? If Not...Then Guys this is just one sided Love which Has No ending... It can gives you tears only and nothing else... if you wanna test it then let him Go.. If he comes back he is yours and if not... Then maybe he is in somebody else's destiny...

Seahawks Win!!!
Seahawks are now 8-4 with the win over the Eagles today and even if the Cardinals win today we will still be 2 games ahead of Arizona in the NFC West. Next week the Cardinals are coming to Seattle to play us at home with the 12th Man to assist. The Seahawks schedule is shown below for the rest of the season. Game 13 Cardinals at Seahawks Sunday, December 9 1:00PM* • FOX Game 14 Seahawks at Panthers Sunday, December 16 10:00AM* • FOX Game 15 Ravens at Seahawks Sunday, December 23 1:00PM • CBS

She
have a friend,her mom passed away, she called me today didn`t know what to say, sometimes i kind of get that way, i wish i were with her to stay, forever and a day, she makes me smile when we talk, i hope she likes to take walks, tell her that i dream of her at night, she asked me is that right, said yeah and they are always good dreams, i even sleep better, so it seems, even though we are not together, when i see her i hope i make her feel better, sometimes she is busy and i cant tell her how i feel, hope she wants to be with me still, if not i don't think i will ever feel, and probably rob,cheat,rape, and steal, you know better, because i am a decent man, show love when ever i possibly can, short, bright ,funny with no good tan, sometimes i sing too, think i am in a band, people look at me like i am crazy, not crazy , but sometimes i am lazy, especially on days when it is rainy and hazy, going to got get some flowers, maybe a daisy, okay back to my friend, the one i like so much, i w

This Is How I Feel Right Now
Life is to short to wake up in the morningwith regrets. So love the people who teat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it, If it changes your life, let it. Nobody ever said it was gonna be easy they just promised it would be worth it.

6 Truths Of Life:
6 truths of life: 1) You cannot touch all of your teeth with your tongue. 2) All idiots, after reading the first truth, try it. 3) The first truth is a lie. 4) You're smiling now cause you are a idiot. 5) You will soon forward this to another idiot. 6) Theres still a stupid smile on your face

38 Things A Girl Probably Doesn't Know
1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong a

Autumns Winter Night
She wakes to a cold, beautiful morning with blinding, white snow covering the ground. This is her kind of day, a day that gives her complete inspiration. This is her first snow since moving North and she was determined to enjoy it. Running through the house like a child, she grabs everything she will need, placing it all on the picnic table outside in the backyard. After several trips and making sure she has everything, she goes back in the house for two more things. She stands at the stove stirring her pot of cappucino cocoaand watching her soup as it warms. Thoughts fill her mind, all kinds of creative ideas. but for todaym she already has a picture in her head of what she wants to bring to life on her canvass. And it was time to get started. She pours the cocoa and the soup into two thermos and heads out of the door. A few hours later she sits inside her two room tent, flaps on the front pulled up like an open doorway and her canvas has life starting to evolve from it. She works

Another Typical Marriage Story
Ralph returns from the doctor and tells his wife that the doctor has told him he has only 24 hours to live. Given this prognosis, Ralph asks his wife for sex. Naturally, she agrees, and they make love. About six hours later, the husband goes to his wife and says, 'Honey, you know I now have only 18 hours to live. Could we please do it one more time?' Of course, the wife agrees and they do it again. Later, as the man gets into bed, he looks at his watch and realizes he now has only 8 hours left. He touches his wife's shoulder and asks, 'Honey, please... just one more time before I die?' She says, 'Of course, dear.'And they make love for the third time. After this session, the wife rolls over & falls asleep. Ralph, however, worried about his impending death, tosses & turns until he's down to 4 more hours. He taps his wife, who rouses. 'Honey, I have only 4 more hours. Do you think we could.....?' At this point the wife sits up and says, 'Listen Ralph, I have to get

For Morbid Kitten
For Morbid Kitten (original song "Kitty" by Presidents of the USA) Meow meow meow meow meow meow Meow meow Meow meow Little hot girl I want her bad Little hot girl She drives me mad Can ya see the tent pitchin in my pants Come on little girl let me see you dance Little hot girl won't you shake that ass I need some sexin come pet my head I need some sexin let's go to bed Come on pretty girl just give me head Listen little girl that's what I said Hey sexy girl let's doggy style Kitten in my face and I wanna do her Kitten in my face and I wanna do her Kitten in my face and I wanna do her Kitten in my face and I wanna do her Kitten in my place and I gotta have her Kitten in my place and I gotta have her Kitten in my place and I gotta have her Kitten in my place and I gotta have her Meow meow meow meow meow meow Meow meow Meow meow Pussy is wet, let me come inside Sure looks nice , let me come inside Come give me a kiss on my one little eye

She Lost Her Husband-
My husband did in a work related accident leaving me and our 3 young boys. Im dying inside right now i can stop the hurt. My poor babies endless tears. So if you dont hear or see me on here this is why. I have my boys to be both mother and father to now. I have along road a head of me and i will be on here very little anymore. Here is the link to my husbands page. Luvlicks3@ fubar RIP Peter you will be forever loved! Luvlicks3@ fubar (repost of original by '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' on '2007-12-02 04:26:21') (repost of original by 'EveningStar ~ Schmee'sGnomewifey~GateGuard Fubar Paganism Family~Metal's own' on '2007-12-02 05:33:26') (repost of original by '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' on '2007-12-02 06:14:49') (repost of original by 'HUSHY' on '2007-12-02 12:57:55') (repost of original by '~KOOGERBABE~ Im not coming back my husband died today and this is no joke' on '20

Can You Believe It?
Can You believe IT? I can’t believe I was afraid of…. The night howling winds until you touch me. The haunting echoes of the whispering wind in my calling my name stir the fear within me, than I saw you look into my eyes that show me no fear was ever need, as long as you where next to me. I can’t believe I was intimidated by….. Gangs and gun shoot in the night air. But, You showed me as long as your arms wrapped around me, I was always safe from all the horror upon life. As the looming sounds of siren rolling upon the air like a dreadful warning of one day you would be far from my reach, I turn to see you laying upon our bed. I can’t believe you never told me…… As each day pass, I linger here waiting for the three little words to make you know, I am everything you will ever need. As I watch you sleeping, I can’t believe, I refuse to say to them first. I can’t believe how many years it’s been since….. I stand here today, you standing there. How I wish

Should I Stay Or Go
sents i been on this site i meet alot off great friends on hereand i do like it here, i know i don,t talk much on here. i do get depress alot and sometimes i just don,t know what to think, so i,m going to see who is a friend, do you want me to stay or go, just let me know,

Website Updates And New Pictures
This has been a really busy week for us here at Pinned-Up-Productions, the parent company of WWW.CyanideDolls.Com. There have been several new changes to the website, including lots of new pictures in our FREE photo Gallery for your enjoyment. The members section has also been updated, to the new gallery format, so now what you seen in the gallery is what you can expect in the members area. Oh yeah you can SEE a lot more of our Dolls in the Members Area, and I mean A LOT MORE, if you catch my drift. If that weren’t enough each Doll’s profile has been updated, you can now find more ways to connect with your favorite Doll, including a link to our very own Doll Space, a Social Network without a social disease, hope to see you there. While working on the members area, I found a “Lost Set” lurking about, it’s Saphire, and this set is LOADED featuring both Color and Black and White renderings of Saphire alone in the woods in an abandoned school bus. You can find some sneak previews in

A Poem For Candice
I wish I was there, so I could give you everything that is me. I wish that we were close. so I could try to make you see. I'm totally in love with you, and I know this much is plain. Someday we'll be together, and the love will cause less pain. Be warned that I am crazy, crazy about you. Be very wary, also, that what I say is true. You make my day so bright with every word you speak. I wait here for your call, day in, day out, all week. Candice, I want to be there, with all my aching heart. The kind of moments we'd have would be better than any art. -Arthur Bartlett

I Love You
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts When November winds shall blow, And find me alone and sleeping, dreams need not keep secret, A live heart died to keep, When Spring tells the thrushes, The chirping birds will know, And sing the three words lightly, To ALL the winds that blow, Above his roof the swallows, In notes like far blown rain, Will tell the chirping sparrow, Beside his window pane, When I am fast asleep, Then tell my love the secret, That I have died to keep...

She Lives In The Dark
She lives in the dark. She is stunning yet pale. Her hair falls like a curtain, Hiding her beautiful eyes. It falls to her dainty waist, Hiding all her elegant grace. He to lives in the dark Yet he is not so pale. His hair so striking, shiny and black. His eyes too are hidden. His charming smile is crooked, His structure, so unique. They now sit together in the dark. Their morbid hearts now combined. A perfect love they had in mind. Nothing went wrong in the beginning, Their love seemed so strong. These two lovers did belong. This love was soon ended By a pathetic feud. Her heart ripped to shreds, His heart not affected. She questioned his love. Did he love her or did he not? Though their love is dead Their friendship still strong. She is trying to move on. This task for him seemed so simple. He seems to have never cared, He seems happier now. She is now with another, He too claims to love her. She loves him too but not the same Her heart no l

Life Is An Experience
Time flies by so fast, before we know we are old. It is hard for my children and their children to understand what I mean. That is not their fault because they do not know what I have seen. Through out my years I wake each day, being thankful for another day. Then one day I woke up and realized that life is more than waking up one after the other. That times passes so fast away. I began to realize how important it is not only to live but to experience life each day. That not all experience is good but some is bad, that I would never know if I never had. As I looked into the mirror I could see, an aged old man that is me. Then I looked deep inside only to see a new young man who is me. A new young man who for the first time in his life could really see. Life is an experience for us to be. Feeling the light that only some others know, they can actually feel the glow. Others may feel but they do not see what the true meaning of life is the experience to be. It does n

Sick Jokes
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard who had watched the whole incident walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied: "I think I just beat the shit out of a ghost!"

Thinking
Do you ever wonder how you can meet someone so far away, but feel as if they are right beside you. Or get the feeling you've known them your whole life, almost as if you were ment to meet this person. A stange spark drew you together and it only grew into something bigger. I don't know what exactly drew me to him maybe it was just the way he is. Speaks his mind and just tells it how it is. Funny and smarter than any male i've met.. EVER. The way he just knows me so well is unlike anything. he got into my mind and has gotten very cumfy from the looks of it. Seeing how he knows my every thought. Whats funny though is how we both felt this way for a while but never said anything to each other always kept it secret lol. Which in the end it worked out but I do wonder what would be I guess everyone does that at times. No point in looking back on it now, what im interested in is the future. What will it bring for us and where will we be a year from now I guess time will only tell. But I say t

Ugliness
Am I ugly ????????????? Body: POST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES U GET..... (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) Fine (7) BANGGGIINN!!! (8) I would kiss you (9) I want to have kids (10) Wanna go out? Seriously. tell me in my inbox, post me a bulletin or comment..i wanna know...be truthful Repost this or see 9 years of bad relationships Repost Am I Ugly??

Half Moon Spell
Look at me wide eyed. Draw an ill informed sigh between lush parted lips, gloss tinted erotica trips softly moaned like mantras under bedazzled breath, dazed and drunken daredevil on inflammable infatuation. This is not staged, but the tinted lens of my perception, capturing the capturer of an aching attention between a raven black sky and a crimson black sea. Two downcast beacons, indigo black lash framed circles of eternity, ascending to nexus one fluttering blink at the time. Look at me wide awake, daydreamer, nightflyer. Pull like gravity my own gaze, descending towards a rising blush, and my will and breath to the naked texture, invitation in bloom. Framed just below two tense shoulders and just above a gentle silk embrace, fuelling my envy. Look at me, alert through seven senses. Smell my hair while you taste the hunger like acid milk on the tip of your tongue. And know, just know my presence in the faint quakes of a beating

Dad's Surgery
Dad has his second cataract surgery tommorrow so I won't be around at least in the morning. I'm taking the day to take him for it and then whatever he needs afterwards. Will take him back in on Tuesday as well for them to check it. Enjoy the peace and quiet you will have lol.

The Plan For Life
The Plan For Life > On the first day, God created the dog and said: > "Sit all day by the door of your house and bark at anyone who comes in or > walks past. For this, I will give you a life span of twenty years." > The dog said: "That's a long time to be barking. How about only ten years > and I'll give you back the other ten?" > So God agreed. > On the second day, God created the monkey and said: > "Entertain people, do tricks, and make them laugh. For this, I'll give you > a twenty-year life span." > The monkey said: "Monkey tricks for twenty years? That's a pretty long time > to perform. How about I give you back ten like the dog did?" > And God agreed. > On the third day, God created the cow and said: > "You must go into the field with the farmer all day long and suffer under > the sun, have calves and give milk to support the farmer's family. For > this, I will give you a life span of Sixty Years." > The cow said: "That's kind of a tough life you

Something Thats Going To Get You To Think
"I am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our des

Forever Be
Forever Be by BlueWolf © You’re the woman I adore It is you that has my heart You have kept me together Whenever I’ve fallen apart. You’ve given me so much You have been by my side It’s been your loving words That kept me going inside. It is our happiness together That gives me a special lift Love that is pure is always A hearts most precious gift. My love for you has grown Our love is pure and strong Destiny brought us together Inside my heart you belong. I’ll forever be in your heart You will always be in mine True love shall prove to us That it’ll conquer all of time...... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Highway 109
I BELIEVE IN ANGELS A drunk man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six-car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: "Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes then focused On where the back seat once had been, But all she saw was broken glass and Two children's seats crushed in. Her twins were nowhere to be seen; She did not hear them cry, And then she prayed they'd been thrown free, "Oh, God, don't let them die!" Then firemen came and cut her loose, But when they searched the back, They found therein no little boys, But the seat belts were intact. They thought the woman had gone

I Would Like To........
I would like to find that ONE......the ONE who can control me.....in love, lust, mind, body, and spirit.....Stimulate me in ways I have never known.....Touch me in places I have never been touched.....Help me to explore things I have never experienced...ONE who is so much a part of me, HE comes to me in my dreams....ONE who has every part of me for his own.....His will as my only reason for being.....ONE who absolutely completes me....ONE who without, my soul feels empty......I want to be that ONE's only.....To free me spiritually and sexually.....ONE who will guide me as only he wishes.....I want to totally belong to this ONE......Where is he??? Are YOU the ONE?????

Plz Honesty Lol
Ok, so the question of the day is: Are there ANY honesty people in the world nowadays? I know you all gonna say "Yes I'm real and I'm always honest"...look deep within yourself and think LONG and HARD before answering that question. 99.9% if not 100% of the people on my friends list/Fubar as a whole are liars and not bring honest about everything they are telling the others they meet and wanna be friends with on here and in life as a whole. So now is the chance to be completely honest with ME...if you want to stay on my little friends list that I have on this page, Private message me and Be Honest about anything you may have lied to me about or not told me...I mean anything cause I am a very good detective and if I find out your not being a truthful friend, I ain't got the time for it and I'm gonna delete you! It's friend or foe time people!

This Site Must Be A Child Molester's Paradise
i think it's absolutely abhorrent the way you moms, dads, and grandparents flaunt pics of the children in your life on the internet! this is not the corner supermarket, we are complete strangers to you! we don't need to see pics of your kids, as well as know their names. did it ever dawn on you that someone may try to meet you online in order to gain access to your children? we teach our children not to talk to strangers. they don't have to. you're doing it for them.

Spirituality
When we are face to face with truth, the point of view of Krishna, Buddha, Christ, or any other Prophet, is the same. When we look at life from the top of the mountain, there is no limitation; there is the same immensity. ~Hazrat Inayat Khan

Possibility?
What if we had met In a different time and place? What might have been 'tween us As I looked upon your face? Would we have ben something More than just friends? Could we have cared for other Until the very end? Might you have given This tired soul a chance If we we but met Under different circumstance? What might have happened Is too hard to say Had we not met here But in a different way. So this question goes unanswered As I look upon your face, What if we had met In a different time and place?

Woman's Freedom To Be
I will sing you a song now of freedom, Of the wonders of just being free, So at last you may know on which path you should go As you learn what it is just to be. For the real you is not just a mother, Nor a daughter, a sister or wife, And it isn't a sage or a worker for wage Nor the labels you wear throughout life. There are no roles that you must conform to, No pattern in which you must fit, No preordained slot, and like it or not, No reasons in life to submit! All the words in this life which describe you, And the titles that identify, Are simply man-made so that in life's parade Other people will know who walks by. All the rules that you have been obeying, Just unlearn them, and start off anew, For it isn't your goal to assume any role, But to find, and become the real you. Just release all the names that men gave you, And begin with your basic design. It's ok just to be, open up and you'll see That once free, then all else is sublime!

Guys=:(
Why is it that some guys just don't get it? I give everything I am to him, I'm myself 150% and I still feel shitty around him as times, why is that? Is it me or am I just getting treated shitty? I didn't think he'd be an ass, he isn't one, very far from it but when he makes me angry [very few and far inbetween] it makes me super angry. Like pisses me off to no end. I feel like sometimes he overlooks shit, and dosn't totally understand my financial situations and shit. I mean sure I have a job and technically all my shit is in order but that dosn't mean I have extra money to spend whenever I please. I can't usually do spur of the moment stuff, because I usually don't have any extra money laying around to do those things. It makes me wanna cry, honestly.

If I Became A Stand Up
Megan would have a part. When she gets drunk she becomes more black then most people I know. She gets the head roll and finger wag well saturday she had the finger wag with a snap at the end. If she punched the girl it would probably have knocked her out. In that case I'd be like that's my girl who wants to fuck with me. BRING it on. I'd then be like hey hun, come here I need your help. Yes I love you and yes my name is Toby

I Am
i am we are we are all we are all one we are all in one we are rays of infinity we are fractals of eternity we are facets of the one jewel we manifest the great intention we reflect light unto the firmament we are angles of geometry of divinity we are torches illuminating all of creation we kindle sacred fire in the universal heart we are hands of love raising up the holy sparks we infuse color and form unto the cosmic mandala we impart rhythm and definition unto the divine plan we vitalize myriad worlds evolving in the celestial matrix

Gay Joke
One day a gay man goes in for his doctor's appointment and asks the doctor, "Do you have anything to make hair grow on my chest?" The doctor immediately grabs a jar of vaseline and says,” if you get a friend to rub this on your chest everyday, within a month or two you'll start to see some growth. The man replies,” Well if that was true, I'd have a pony tail coming out my ass!"

Do You Yahoo???
For those of you who use yahoo, I thought i'd let you know about a cool yahoo group! BBWCurvyGirls It is a very active group, lots of convo, questions, polls, and at least 2 contests to join in or vote in every month! If you're a BBW, SSBBW, or an Admirer, you'll love this group!! Currently this month you can go and VOTE:: Best Ass Best Boobs BBW of the Year There are lots of ladies involved in these contest, so you'll definitely enjoy the view!! I'm in all 3 of these this month,and I know I'd certainly love your support! *smooches* for those unsure about yahoo groups, they are free groups! This is an adult group, therefore to be admitted, you must have your AGE in your Profile, you also cannot chose "no email" for your settings. I recommend just choosing 'special notices' then you only get msgs from the moderator :) Hope you check it out and have fun! http://groups.yahoo.com/group/BBWCurvyGirls

The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair And having perhaps the better claim Because it was grassy and wanted wear; Though as for that the passing there Had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay In leaves no step had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yey knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sign Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less travelled by, And that has made all the difference.

Funny Make Ya Smile
THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak - Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?" I turned around and walked back out and never went back My husband didn't say a word... he knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and

I Am Youniverse
i am: creation stirring within the night of time, awaiting fulfillment- remembering my creator's kiss, awaiting fulfillment- mountains weathered down into grains of sand, tumbling across oceans of light, washing upon myriad shores- sacred vigils enfolded by pregnant shadows- eternity's insect-cadence heartbeat- rhythmic interludes of nightingale's serenade . . . i am: the voice of silence- the moon reflected through a thousand-thousand eyes- green hemoglobin rising through emerald temples into the sky- swimming through darkling currents- the dreamer of dreams- the green man's chlorophyll reverie- argus slain by hermes, cast into peacock's tail- osiris' fragments longing for isis' embrace- lord sycamore's precious blood oblation . . . i am: arthur revivified, stirring, awakening- prometheus unbound- hercules unchained- spartacus vict

Plz Show Her The Same Luv You Showed Me (maddog Made This For Me) Thanks So Much Hun :) Please Help Out All U Can :) Ty
I Am Trying For A Year VIP, 30 Day Blast, a Ticker Pack, and a Happy hour Winner Gets 1 year VIP, 30 Day Bast, and a happy hour, & a ticker! Giveaway is Open Please Come Help Me Win! I Need 140,000 Comments In 16 Weeks To Win The Giveaway!!! So Please I Need All The Help You Can Give

Time To Let Go
I think I need some time to let go of som of the BULLSHIT in my life I want to know what I mean to people. Am I a friend, A lover, A pest, Or just some one to fill space when your board. Im I impotrant to you or just a toy that you can play with at your convinice? To be honest I dont think it matters any more Im tired, Im alone most of my nights and maybe just maybe thats the way it should be. I dont want to fight any more. because Im not worth any body fighting over me. Im no longer worthy of any of it. I give up. I give in I cant do this any more I dontwant to hurt and the pain wont stop. No longer able to deal with all that is going on in my mind I will just sit back and let shit go I have no other choice To all that love me need me and want me. please tell me why Im worthy of you. because to be honest I dont have a fucking clue I

Help Me In My Contest
Hello friends I in a contest try to win a VIP all I need is a pic rate. NO comments PLS. I will try to return all love given. This from Jokers Wild: "For thos people helping your people in this contest, If you have left a cmment you are probably BLOCKED, The rules were pretty simple and straight forward if anyone commented on a pic in this contest you would be BLOCKED no exceptions, This is only a temperary block and I will remove the blocks after the contest." Thanks in advance, Maria Heres the link:

Yeah. . .
So, I have been in a really funky mood lately. Like bad funky. Like insomnia, tortured dreams, a major effort to do anything, calling a therapist for an appointment funky. For the first time in my life I think I may need meds. So anyway, I was sitting here staring at the screen the other night and decided I wanted bangs, something I haven't had since I was 13 years old. So I got up, grabbed a pair of sewing shears and hacked off a good chunk of hair. At least I stopped there and didn't pull a full on Britney, huh? :) So yeah there is the story behind the bangs. I am sure you were all riveted. BTW, we got some great news last Friday. Justin will be starting work at QBC next week. YAY! That is an extra dollar and hour, 40+ hours a week and benefits. He has been tryin to get back on there pretty much the whole time we have been together so this is really great news. I just wish I could actually get excited about it.

Sudan Pardons Teddy Row Teacher
Sudan pardons teddy row teacher Teacher Gillian Gibbons is to be released from prison in Sudan after she was jailed for allowing children in her class to name a teddy bear Muhammad. Mrs Gibbons, 54, from Liverpool, was jailed for 15 days by a court in Sudan. Sudan's President Omar al-Bashir pardoned her after a meeting with two British Muslim peers, Lord Ahmed and Baroness Warsi. She was arrested after a member of staff at Unity High School complained to the Ministry of Education. The BBC's Adam Mynott said Mrs Gibbons is expected to be released later on Monday. The jailing of Mrs Gibbons has led to an international outcry and has embarrassed the government.

Iraq
So I just recently got back from Iraq one of many deployments. The main difference is this time when I got home my reason to return home was gone. I came home to an empty building where a family use to reside. Why I don't know She does but she isn't talking she just wants to pretend like nothing is wrong. Like maybe if we don't discuss it it will just go away. So I am moving on now is that someone i really want in my life? Oh well life goes on you meet new people some people will always be there and some won't eventually you find out who your real friends are.

9/11 Video Shorts That Raise Questions Of 9/11
This was televised on National TV. Notice that in this video there is no evidence of plane debri. This video was only shown twice before taken off the air. The offical reports state the plane was incinerated on impact, for which if you watch Loose Change is not what happens during a plane crash. Also in Loose Change and in this video you will notice debri flying out of the building on the opposite side of the plane entry, that shoots out 6 times faster than the rest of the debri. Bombs, explosions, secondary explosions, explosive devices....how many more times do we need to hear these words being said by 9/11 witnesses before we start asking questions about what really happened on that awful day? This video shows that many actual 9/11 witnesses heard and saw explosions going off inside the towers, long before they actually fell. These witnesses include police, firemen and mainstream media reporters. And what is even more shocking is the fact that all of this has bee

It Cant Rain All The Time?
whoever thinks that apparentlly has never been to vancouver Washington, its been raining Non fucking stop here for over a week strait, with no sign of stopping, its raining so fucking hard right now i cant fucking sleep! god damit i need to move some where where it doesent fucking rain!

Cold Today...just What Does Two Bits Mean?
Good Morning it’s cold outside here in Michigan and forecasters say, get used to it! All week long they are calling for sub freeze marks. Brrr, winter has begun. It blew and blew and blew last night. Roads are crappy at best and well it is Monday. I seen a little blurb on MSN this am about verizon doing something or another and might mean no savings to the user. I do not know about savings or not on verizon services but I love the latest commercial that opens up with three teenage gals in the backyard of one of the girls house’s and the show the three in a stare at a pony chewing on a dog house…The owner of the pony which seems to be a Christmas present is asking the other gals about their presents that are compatible with Verizon’s service but while these girls all at preoccupied due to the pony chewing on the dog house…easier to watch then explain but it is a great commercial too bad the pony did not chew on the Verizon dude… he is about annoying. For two bits I would… wow there is a

The Amc Channel
I Think the American Movie Classics channel has been trying to recruit younger viewers or has had an increase in their advertising budget. Last month they used Paramore's Misery Business to advertise their movies for November. For December they are using Editors' An End Has A Start. Much better music than they have used in the past. :)

My Dad
ok here it goes , this is stalkers daughter im on here as sammim, i just wanted dads friends to know that he past away on thursday afternoon, im on his page to let everyone know what happened to him , if u ?'s please ask me or africanqueen62 we will be glad to talk to , thank you for taking time to read this blog

Blech
I hate how cold my coffee gets and so quickly too. So much for those coffee to go cups that allegedly keep the coffee nice and warm for obscene amounts of time. But enough about my freezing cold gag reflex invoking coffee... How is everyone? :D

What The F---k Happened
Ok today I went to rates pics when I started to rate people I always rates I discovered that all the pics in there folders showed thatIi had not even rated them. As I went to the next one it was the same way.now I had rated all the pics.in every family member but one.So please tell but what the f---k is going on.None of the points are missing.I over this crap with fubar.

Photo Rates ......
This is a copy of my friends blog - metal sandy moo : "Due to some techincal hic up .... it appears that alot of us have noticed that all the rates on the pics have gone !! ... i thought i was going senile but they set the server and it has messed the rates up and we have to re rate .... like OMG!!! ... comments are still there and the stash is fine ... but if you thought you were having a good monday .... think again .... oh maaaaaaaaaaaaan !!" I will try to re rate your pics but it's gonna take me a looooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggg time to get to all my friends and family as im not on here every day so please be patient. Love Lin xx

I'm This Girl...
I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who never gives up hope even when I tell others I have... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. AND EVEN IF WE SPEND TIME APART, IM THE ONE WHO NEVER FORGETS YOU I'm the gir

Pittsburghese - Local Lingo
Pittsburghese-Local Lingo Stillers—Steelers Blitzbufgh – Pittsburgh during the Steeler playoffs Pop – soft drink or soda Mon – Monongahela River Yinz – variation of Southerners y’all Windas – Windows Redd up – tidy up Sweeper – Vacuum Punkin – Pumpkin Owl – Aisle Oleo – Margarine Come meer – Come here Didya – Did you Elvis has left the building – When the Penguins win Haaja – How did you Doohickey – Object you can’t name at the present time Gumband – Rubber bands Light Bill – Electric Bill Jumbo – Bologna Crick – Creek Yabbut – Yes, but Priddy – Pretty Sammich - Sandwich Hoagie - Sub Sandwich Mundy, Tuedy, Wensdy, Thursdy, Frydy, Sadurdy, Sundy How a Pittsburgher pronounces the days of the weeks.

Nrthcali Thanks For This....
The first male to Ive came across that shares the same sign with me.... CANCER - The Cutie MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, But wil l Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.

Very Sad News
There will be no Nativity Scene in Ottawa, Canada this year! The Supreme Court has ruled that there cannot be a Nativity Scene in Canada's capital this Christmas season. This isn't for any religious reason. They simply have not been able to find Three Wise Men in the Nation's Capital. P.S. There was no problem, however, finding enough asses to fill the stable.

So We Have Friends
we all have some true friends on here.But there are a lot of so called friends or user on here to like the ones ask you for something and you help them and they can't even give a comment back or rating from them that's really very nice i like doing things for friends but not into been on a oneway street have a gr8 one

Christmas This Year
Dear Friends, I have been watching you very closely to see if you have been good this year and since you have I will be telling my elves to make some goodies for me to leave under your tree at Christmas. I was going to bring you all gifts from the 12 days of Christmas, but we had a little problem. The 12 fiddlers fiddling have all come down with VD from fiddling with the 10 ladies dancing, the 11 lords leaping have knocked up the 8 maids a-milking, and the 9 pipers piping have been arrested for doing weird things to the 7 swans a-swimming. The 6 geese a-laying, 4 calling birds, 3 French hens, 2 turtle doves and the partridge in a pear tree have me up to my sled runners in bird shit. On top of all this Mrs. Claus is going through menopause, 8 of my reindeer are in heat, the elves have joined the gay liberation and some people who can't read a calendar have scheduled Christmas for the 5th of January. Maybe next year I will be able to get my crap together and bring you the thing

Wow This Is Cool
Pretty Cool Stretch your brainThis is not a test - just a phenomenon. All readings are explained.Let's play with some words.What do you see?In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, beca use it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil). Now, what do you see?You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?What do you see here?This one is quite tricky!The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.Last one.What do you see?You probably read the word ME in brown, but.......when you look through ME you will see YOU!Do you need to look again? Test Your BrainThis is really cool. The second one is amazing so please read all the way though. ALZHEIMERS' EYE TEST Count every " F " in the

Bored
So here I sit at home, with not a whole lot to day. Listening to music, should be cleaning, or doing something productive. Laundry maybe. Instead I sit here, chatting with my friends because that makes happy. I don't want to go anywhere I don't want to do anything but veg like a total lazy ass. YAY I think I will. Anyway. So I have x-mas presents to buy. A year subscription to x-box live for my brother, and a few things for mom Online shopping here I come Oh and I need to get laid. bad --- Vampi is the best in the whole wide world. My life would be totally incomplete without her.

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Pain To The End
Eyes closed tight at the nightmare ahead Hands trembling, blood in your bed A single whimper escapes your lips Icy hands upon your hips Clawing and screaming begging not to go Terror knowing, you reap what you sew Is it to late, is this how it ends Satan’s waiting his collector he sends Life flashing before you, ashamed of your role Begging for the chance to change life’s goal Flesh now ripping as your drug below Yes hell is waiting he owns your soul Muscle and bone fiery flesh The smell of brimstone strong and fresh Pain sweet pain, your only release Embrace it as yours fore it’s your only peace Just as in life, you suffer in pain For eternity now it shall keep you sane c. l. cooper

Brain Tests..
I saw this in a bulletin and I just had to save it and share with all my Friends.. Pretty Cool Stretch your brainThis is not a test - just a phenomenon. All readings are explained.Let's play with some words.What do you see?In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, beca use it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil). Now, what do you see?You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?What do you see here?This one is quite tricky!The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.Last one.What do you see?You probably read the word ME in brown, but.......when you look through ME you will see YOU!Do you need to look again? Test Your BrainThis is really cool. The second one is amazing so please read all the way tho

Love
You never know what you've got, until it becomes what you've had So hold onto today you never know what might be gone tomorrow Take the good times with the bad, embrace both the happiness and the sorrow For what you learn today will help you tomorrow Life is not an easy road to travel, you must follow your heart, or be lost in the dark THIS POEM WAS CREATED OUT OF A COLLABORATION OF ME ~~REBELGIRL~~& MY VERY DEAR FRIEND ~~COWBOYANTICS~~(C)

Ty Unloved
Image Hosted by ImageShack.us There still burns a passion inside me, A passion flaming with desire, The Flames will never be quenched, I long each night to feel your soft skin Gracefully touching me. Sending my heart racing with excitement. To cast mine eyes upon you elegant beauty. To softly caress your entire body, gently, carefully. Wanting ever so much to share my love within. My Desire to satisfy your every want & need. My Destiny is to be your ALL. To be with you as ONE.

A Little Bit About Me
well the day was october 30 2000. i had to go into the clinic for a blood draw, since my nose had been bleeding non stop for 2 days. well the lab had called my mom up and told her they thought they had made a mistake. so i had to go back and get it drawn again. the next morning one of the nurses from the lab sad i had to get to the er because i have end stage renal disease. which basically means kidney failure. so my mom rushed home from work and took me to the er. mind you it was halloween day so i was pretty freaked out. when i arrived at the er i waited only 10 mins before i was in a room having an iv put into my wrist. then within the hour i was having emergency surgery for a catheter to be put in my neck for dialysis. i was so sick the first 3 days i don't remember much except that i was in icu. i remember the third night i was taken to a regular room. the first meal for me in 3 days. i could barely eat i was still weak. after the first few dialysis treatments i started to feel be

Taking A Break
WHEW~! Can you say busy?? This weekend ended up being a busy one for me. The kids and I got up Saturday morning and went shopping. They got each other some things and I picked up some household things. Then I went grocery shopping. It was nearly 2:30 by the time I got home and we left the house at 8:30 that morning...WHEW~! Sunday we went and visited with my best friend at her Mom's. My best friend lives an hour away but her Mom lives 30 minutes away. So when she goes to visit I try to go over and see her. I had a good time chatting with her. Even though we talk all the time through e mails...it is not the same as seeing her face to face. So far today...let's see where to begin. My son and I took my daughter to school and headed to Wal-Mart for some things. We left there and went by a store for my sister and then over to another clothing store (Ross) so I can try and find me a dress for this coming weekend. Jeff and I are going out of town with his company and he has

From Scrapper- Changes In Pic Ratings!
Last night, Babyj did some tweaks to picture rates. Members are now able to re-rate a photo about once per week... the re-rate will count as a full rating (ie: it will look like they've never rated it before, but the number of ratings and the average rating will keep increasing for the photo). This was done to encourage users to revisit their friends’ galleries, as well as speed up the ratings pages.

Why Does The Keep Happening?
There are times in my life where I feel like I give far to much of myself to someone or something and I always end up feeling disappointed with the results. Why is that? It usually happens in love (or lust as some may call it), but I have noticed in friendships as well as careers. I find myslef putting my heart, soul, and feelings out there, and when I reel the proverbial "line" back in, very rarely is there anything on it but despair, heartache and disappointment. Is there something wrong with me that prevents people from understanding my affection and feelings...and I just an unlovable person...is there something that is very un-attractive or un-likeable about me? I would surely hope not, because I believe in my heart of hearts that I would and could make a woman very happy. If anyone has any suggestions, please feel free to hand them out. Much Love, J

Written For Sweet Man With A Good Heart And Loveta
I say alittle prayer for both of you today. As you start a new life together. As you share the laughter and the tears, good times and bad times, remember that love is strong enough to get through whatever life throws your way. I say alittle prayer for both of you today. I pray for you both love and happiness, for strength when times get rough. For guidance when you get lost and arent sure where to turn. I pray that all your dreams come true. I say alittle prayer for you both today, that you have many years of joy, and that your days together will be the best days of your lives, and that you'll spend a lifetime holding eachother and sharing all your hopes and dreams together. I say alittle prayer for both of you today, that your love for eachother will never fade, but only grow stronger. I say alittle prayer for both of you today. written for sweet man with a good heart and Loveta you guys have been the best friends anyone could ever ask for. Thank you just is

My Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I have been a good BOY. It really wasn't my fault what happened at FLUTTERBYGIRL's Christmas party. It was BOO BOO KITTY F*CK who spiked the punch with too much JAGERBOMB. I can't help it if I drank 7 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like ROSE. I thought it was funny when I put NICOLE's BOXERS on my head and danced the SOULJA BOY on the COUCH while singing `I LIKE BIG BUTTS'. I didn't mean to break FLUTTERBYGIRL's MP3 PLAYER and don't know why FLUTTERBYGIRL would sue me for STEALING. I don't remember calling FREAK ON A LEASH's wife a WONDERFUL OGRE---even though she looked like one with BLUE eye shadow and RED lipstick! And when I threw up on AMANDA's husband's ARM, it was only because I ate too much of that SUB. After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my TRUCK through my neighbor's TAIL. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a BEAUTIFUL PUDDYCAT and have me arreste

Bullsh/t
this place is bull its ok for other people to do what they want here bull sh8t thats not cool this place has went down hill you can delete my account i dont care fubar is hurting my friends on here thats not cool cause of the lounges oh may god fubar its lounges people an't doing anything wrong in it we chat and have a good time you wanna take that from us if so then you need to take the nude pictures down to knowone shoudlnt be aloud to put any up alot of people is gonna leave this place cause you wanna be a$$ holes so delete my account but i will make sure none of my friends get on here

Fubar Peeps Childish Much?
I am sorry but this bullshit with NSFW and all the fuckin rules on here have gotten out of hand...I work in a lounge that is considred NSFW...Alright will if it isnt safe for work ...stay the fuck of at that time or fuckin hide better...My friend has been silenced totally from every privilege on here for tellin his opinion of something that needs to be changed...Well I dont know about the rest of you ...but I thinks its time that we are treated as grown ups period...yeah we have sex and we are human /...when people turn us on we act on it...So what god dammit we are adults here...this isnt myspace or face book! People can come here and harrass the fuck out of u ...with comments and ratings an d bullshit and they do nothing...but u put up a pic of what god has given u and they consider us NSFW...BULLSHIT!I stand behind my friends...my true friends...So come takes us down...We are sittin in Club G Spot waiting! Come prove to us how childish u really are!

Hi Peoples!
Its almost time for me to go home. Just thought I'd mention, in case you didn't know, they re-set all the picture ratings so now you can re-rate pictures on a weekly basis. Soooo ....... since its happy Hour and all, go rate away!!!! Have a good evening everyone. And to everyone in the Northeast - drive carefully!

New Chair
My old desk chair finally broke last weekend... it was so work out that only half the cover on the seat was still there. lol. I used a chair from the kitchen table last week, and that wasn't too comfortable. So today I got a new one. I had one picked out, just like the old one. $49 at Office Max. I saw another one I really liked.. very comfy lol. I figured it was a lot since it reclined and had an ottoman (footstool). On the way to the front of the store I saw a sign... they were only $99. So I grabbed one and went up to buy it. What I didn't see was that it also has a massage thing in the back. I might live in this chair lol

Read Carefully
Pretty Cool Stretch your brainThis is not a test - just a phenomenon. All readings are explained.Let's play with some words.What do you see?In black you can read the word GOOD, in white the word EVIL (inside each black letter is a white letter). It's all very physiological too, beca use it visualize the concept that good can't exist without evil (or the absence of good is evil). Now, what do you see?You may not see it at first, but the white spaces read the word optical, the blue landscape reads the word illusion. Look again! Can you see why this painting is called an optical illusion?What do you see here?This one is quite tricky!The word TEACH reflects as LEARN.Last one.What do you see?You probably read the word ME in brown, but.......

Wezl N Boo.....
Forever: To see you.... Is to want to meet you.... To meet you ...... Is to want you..... To want you...... Is to need you....... To need you...... Is to love you..... To love you...... Is forever..... Forever is ..... What I offer you...... What I offer you ..... Is to see me....... To see me ..... Is to want to meet me....... To meet me ..... Is to want me....... To want me....... Is to need me.......... To need me....... Is to love me..... To love me......... Is forever............... Forever is ........ To see us....... To see us..... Is to want to meet us....... To meet us...... Is to want to be us.......... To want to be us...... Is to need what we have....... To need what we have..... Is to love what you have..... To love what you have....... Is a love that is forever......... Forever is ........ To have a love untouched by another......... Forever is what we have........

Shiny Objects.
There has and always will be in each and every human the need for bigger, better shinier objects. From the simplest things such as new shoes to more complex desires such as partners, cars, houses, and entertainment. Where do we draw the line to contentment? What exactly is it that drives us to the need to possess the newest, coolest, shiniest object we can find? Perhaps the answer lies in the question itself, as any intelligent person would plainly see by the question alone how frivolous a task this is. We seek that which others or ourselves would find to be something more special than the next person has. It's not so much a matter of possession at all so much as having possession of something bigger, better, stronger, faster and shinier to place ourselves up 1 step higher than the next person. To most people a newer car would surely be the way to go and of course you'll see quite a few new shiny cars on the roads driven by total idiots who god only knows managed to get a drivers

Twas The Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS AND ALL THROUGH THE HOUSE EVERYONE WAS PISSED EVEN THE MOUSE DAD AT THE WHORE HOUSE MOM SMOKING GRASS HAD JUST SETTLED DOWN FOR A NICE PIECE OF ASS THEN CAME DOWN THE CHIMNEY LIKE A BAT OUT OF HELL I KNEW RIGHT AWAY THAT FAT FUCKER HAD FELL HE FILLED ALL THE STOCKINGS WITH PRETZELS AND BEER AND A BIG RUBBER DICK FOR MY BROTHER THE QUEER HE ROSE UP THE CHIMNEY WITH A HELL OF A FART THAT SON OF A BITCH BLEW MY CHIMNEY APART HE SWORE AND HE CURSED AS HE FLEW OUT OF SIGHT PISS ON YOU ALL AND TO ALL A GOOD NIGHT MONEYS SHORT TIME IS HARD SO HERES YOUR FUCKING CHRISTMAS CARD

If You Believe
If you believe Within your heart You'll know that no one can change The path that you must go Believe what you feel And know you're right because The time will come around When you'll say it's yours Believe there's a reason to be Believe you can make time stand still And know from the moment you try If you believe I know you will Believe in yourself right from the start You'll have brains You'll have a heart You'll have courage To last your whole life through If you believe in yourself If you believe in yourself If you believe in yourself As I believe in you If you believe Within your heart You'll know that no one can change The path that you must go Believe what you feel And know you're right because The time will come around When you'll say it's yours Believe that you can go home Believe you can float on air Then click your heels three times If you believe Then you'll be there That's why I want you to Believe in yourself Right from the star

Karma
Karma Karma is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Dharmic religions understood as denoting the entire cycle of cause and effect described in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies. Karma is about responsibility. It is a link between two or more souls from one or more lifetimes. A karmic debt is something you supposedly owe another person, or they owe you form another time line. As all is parallel, the matter of karma, the wheel of karma, are soul connections in parallel realities. Now we get caught up in the games of emotions, family and friends and what are called soul groups who plays in different realities/games together as friends and lovers, soul mates. Here we find things owed and games played out that even we can not often make sense of. The explanation of karma can differ per tradition. Usually it is believed to be a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do. The results or "fruits" of actions are called karma-phala. Karma is not about

Love And Friendship
LOVE is like the wild rose-briar; Friendship like the holly-tree. The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms, But which will bloom most constantly? The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring, Its summer blossoms scent the air; Yet wait till winter comes again, And who will call the wild-briar fair? Then, scorn the silly rose-wreath now, And deck thee with holly's sheen, That, when December blights thy brow, He still may leave thy garland green.

Are People Nutz?? U Tell Me
=== 'Thank A Soldier 4 Our Freedom' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-03 15:15:59'.. > > ahh no thanks..but thanks for the offer! > if that is the way you talk to women..thats sad! good luck and have a great night > === 'THESKINLESSPIG' spewed forth the following at '2007-12-03 14:22:51'.. > > > > WANNA GO FOR A FUCK AND A WALK IN THE WOODS? > > > > KEV > THESKINLESSPIG@ fubar this is a lovely email i got from a lovely person...just in case u wondered this is next on my things to do..NOT lol...read what he said and just for added laughter i added my reply!

Tree Hugger
A woman from Los Angeles, who was a tree hugger and an anti-hunter, purchased a piece of timberland, near Grants Pass, Oregon. There was a large tree on one of the highest points in the tract. She wanted a good view of the natural splendor of her land so she started to climb the big tree. As she neared the top she encountered a spotted owl that attacked her. In her haste to escape, the woman slid down the tree to the ground and got many splinters in her crotch. In considerable pain, she hurried to the nearest doctor. She told him she was an environmentalist and an anti-hunter and how she came to get all the splinters. The doctor listened to her story with great patience and then told her to go into the examining room and he would see if he could help her. She sat and waited three hours before the doctor reappeared. The angry woman demanded, "What took you so long?" He s miled and then told her, "Well, I had to get permits from the Environmental Protection Age

My Beautiful Wife
The road may not always be smooth, The weather not always fair. The mountains always huge, A storm, always in the air. Not eye to eye do we always see, And differ sometimes our opinions will. Our world not full of jewels and treasure, Of trouble and strife, more than our fill. But together tall we will stand and forge a way ahead, Our love the shield, Gods word our sword. And at weary days end as we rest upon our bed A touch, a smile, a sweet tender kiss our healing balm We give thanks to God for friends and kin, especially for each other . Not one second would I trade of this my life With you, beside me, my beautiful wife.

Hidden Feelings
The best days I ever knew Were the days I spent with you. You protected me from harm Your love kept me warm. You set my emotions free You shined a light onto me. You never said too much For your hands spoke a gentle touch. You had a special way Of driving my fears away. You taught me how to love And what its made of. You were everything I hoped for You made it possible to open Love’s door. No one could ever know The part of me that can’t let go. I kept my feelings confined Held on tight & locked deep inside. My feelings were never heard I held back on every word. Summer’s over & Fall is near I wish I said the words you longed to hear. But, now you’re gone & so far away There’s so much I long to say. Is it too late, now that we are apart To express all these feelings ...hidden in my heart?

Law Of Life
& Law of Mechanical Repair After your hands become coated with grease, your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee. & Law of the Workshop Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner. & Law of Probability The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act. & Law of the Telephone If you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal. & Law of the Alibi If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire. & Variation Law If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now (works every time). & Law of the Bath When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings. & Law of Close Encounters The probability of meeting someone you know increases dramatically when you are with someon e you don't want to be seen with. & Law of the Result When you try to prove

Love
Ok I know some of you woman think you know what I am going to say but listen up and read. LoveMmm many of have been in love and some of us no longer believe it exists any longer. Well for me it exists! But there are 2 forms of love healthy and unhealthy. For me to get into this subject I had to reflect on all my relationships because I did not always believe in love I thought it was a rare myth. For me I thought I knew what love was I look back to all those failed relationships and wonder what and why went wrong. Well here goes nothing: I was an idiot and a fool I would meet a woman and there would be an attraction and then it would get serious and we would have great sex (most of the time). But what truly happened was I should not have even introduced myself. I mean we all have issues and now days I think we all to some degree need to be in therapy. Why you may ask because none of us are perfect and we all have something that happened to us, which we dealt with in our own way. However

My Favorite Poem Ever
Como (translation)___ As the gentle breeze caresses the draping fronds of the palm, As crystalline waves embrace the silken sand of the beach, As the songs from the birds sweetly rain upon the ears of lovers everywhere... that is how you have touched me ! As the notes from a lament rise from all the dreams that have been broken, As the sigh of a new mother with her infant at her breast, As the wind when it screams with the torture of its loneliness... that is how you have left me! As the heat from the sun with it unequaled brilliance, As the eternal mystery of the pallored light of the moon, As a dancing flame that gives life to the first light in darkness... that is how you have shone within my heart! As the Passion that devours all other passions from the past, As the beating of a heart while it conquers it worst enemy, As the rush of blood as it courses through the vein... that is how you have filled my soul! As the force of a storm while it thrashes throug

Omg... If Hillary Makes It To Office.. :(
Judy Wallman, a professional genealogical researcher, discovered that Hillary Clinton's great-great uncle, Remus Rodham, was hanged for horse stealing and train robbery in Montana in 1889. The only known photograph of Remus shows him standing on the gallows. On the back of the picture is this inscription: 'Remus Rodham; horse thief, sent to Montana Territorial Prison 1885, escaped 1887, robbed the Montana Flyer six times. Caught by Pinkerton detectives, convicted and hanged in 1889.' Judy e-mailed Hillary Clinton for comments. Hillary's staff of professional image adjusters sent back the following biographical sketch: 'Remus Rodham was a famous cowboy in the Montana Territory. His business empire grew to include acquisition of valuable equestrian assets and intimate dealings with the Montana railroad. Beginning in 1883, he devoted several years of his life to service at a government facility, finally taking leave to resume his dealings with the railroad.

Wanna Know More?
BLUE IS LOVE 1. Do you love someone?: yes, myself 2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: no 3. Are you currently in a relationship?: with myself 4. Better to have loved and lost or never to have loved at all?: sometimes I wonder, but I'll say loved and lost 5. If you could make one person love you, who would it be?: I wouldn't want to MAKE anyone feel anything. RED IS ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? no 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? Mom 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? Yes 4. Is anyone mad at you? Probably 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?: Sometimes yell, but mostly I storm off on my own for a walk YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: Ninja 2. Birthday: March 4 3. What's your main goal in life? To be successful 4. Do you want to have children? Not at this time, who knows how I might feel in the future 5. When do you want to die? 66, lol fuck what kinda question is this? ORANGE IS EXCI

Sitn Here
siting here with my head in my hands, thinking "how am i going to do this?" "what am i going to do?" "what nex?" "im a lone now, now what?" my tears run down my face yet not a sound to hear, siting ther with silnt tears i think "why did this hapen ?" "why did he do it?" then all of a suden the tears stop, my head clears,a smile apon my face aperrs, the thout of u, ur smile , the words u say to me, im not a lone, i know ur there for me, i now know what to do, keep going, dont run, dont stop, keep going thank u my firend

Lover
i ues to close my eyes and dream of a happy life, a life with no pain a life with love, never did i think that it would 1 day hapen, nore did i think that i would find it with out drugs or wiskey, nore did think it would come to the point were i smile but now i smile wen i think of nuthing yet evry thing,the wind the sun the sea the waves,wen i wake i no longer want to walk in to the sea so she can love me,i rather walk in to ur arms, look in to ur eyes and see the love shing thue your eyes, the way u say my name,the way u love me,yet i know it wont last but i take what i can of u,and wen ur gone ill walk in to my lovers arms she will all ways love me,my love the sea she awates, but she will not have me till ur gone and i know thats soon.

Resolve
I had a pretty bad day today and to top it off, I got into a fight with someone from my past so here are my final words: I refuse to cry over this. I refuse to deny it. I refuse to reminisce Over what you wish to acquit Yourself of in your hollow guilt. Sleepless nights are nothing Compared to the to the jilt- ing I got from this stupid fling. (Literally wrote this in 30 seconds so I know it sucks but it gets the point across!)

Intill
i wake thinken of u, i sleep thinkn of u, in my waken houres im loven u, i give u my love,my hart,my life, ur my evry thing, yet u treat me like im nuthing, i lay there by u evry night yet u dont c me, i cry out ur name yet u dont here me i tuch u yet u dont feel me, am i dead? am i breathing? is my heart beating? what can i do for u to c me to here me to love me? im die n here yat u dont care. all i do is cry and u just walk a way well im done so go fuck ur self u pice of shit ass hole

Cheap Tomatoes?
This English teacher has phrased it the best yet CHEAP TOMATOES? This should make everyone think, be you Democrat, Republican or Independent From a California school teacher - - - "As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language depart ment at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens , Huntington Park , etc., where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I say free breakfast, I'm not talking a glass of milk and roll -- but a full breakfast and cereal bar with fruits and juices that would make a Marriott proud. The waste of this food is monumental, with trays and tr

My Family
So I haven't blogged in awhile.....figured I would let y'all know what was going on in my life. We FINALLY got our internet back up and running so I'm usually on ATLEAST once a day! (So leave me love, dammit! lol) For those of you who don't know.....even tho it's posted on my name......we're gonna be havin' a baby!! I'm about 3 months along right now....due June 23rd. I'm SO excited! We're gettin' married soon....not exactly sure when yet but I will let y'all know for sure. My brother's daughter was just born so I'm gettin' some practice in and it's REALLY making me want my own........6 more months is toooooooo long to wait lmao. I guess it's better than 9 tho, huh? Anyway....work is going good.....homelife is going good....cept for a few certain things but we won't get into that.....it has nothing to do with Jason atleast. We're looking for a bigger house.....so hopefully we will be moving within' the next 6 months. Uhmmmmmmm other than that there is really nothing exciting

Haters Go Away!!!!
I THINK ITS PRETTY SAD WHEN OTHER PEOPLE PREFERABLY FEMALES HATE ON OTHER PEOPLE. WHEN I'M ON HERE I TRY MY BEST TO GIVE EVERYONE ON HERE A TEN BECAUSE IN MY EYES ITS NOT MY JOB TO JUDGE OTHER PEOPLE. GOD MADE EVERYONE A CERTAIN WAY FOR A REASON. BUT I CONSTANTLY FIND MYSELF BEING HATED ON BY FEMALES WHO R NOT CONFIDENT WITH THEMSELVES SO THEY SEE A STRONG CONFIDENT WOMAN LIKE MYSELF AND WANT TO HATE. ITS RIDICULOUS. I HAVE FEMALES RATING MY PICTURES 6 AND BELOW I EVEN HAD SOME GO TO THE EXTENT OF REPORTING SOME OF MY PICS INAPPROPRIATE WHICH IS TOTALLY OUTRAGEOUS. I FEEL LIKE THIS RIGHT HERE, IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU OR VIEWING ON THIS PROFILE THEN ITS BEST YOU DON'T EVEN COMMENT RATE MY PICS OR ANYTHING BECAUSE ITS REALLY SAD AND PATHETIC WHEN YOU TRY TO MAKE SOMEONE FEEL BAD ABOUT THEMSELVES BECAUSE YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF AND THE WAY YOU LOOK.PLEASE STOP BEING HATERS AND GET A LIFE. I'M HAPPY WITH MYSELF AND YOU SHOULD GET LIKE ME. SERIOUSLY. WELL THATS ALL FOLKS AND REMEM

Journey
You lead me on a journey of discovery... finding my heart opening my soul enhancing my senses.... You look into my eyes and You can see everything... What i have been What i am now What i have the potential to become You take my hand and lead me down the Path When i stumble, You allow me to fall... But You are there to ensure my safety i trust You to lead me i trust You to teach me i trust You to love me. You hold me in Your arms You look into my eyes and between us, i can almost see it... floating, entwined O/our sweat O/our hearts O/our souls Lead on my Master and do not look behind for i am there, following You... loving, learning....living.

Hi Everyone
hi how are you all my friends sorry havent been on here much too much going on yes i will be ok and alot of ppl been calling me to check up on me it not my false thing went down on me alot my sister know why and i do care for you all and want you to know iwill be back on here soon i will be here for you all soon take care love you all my friend michelle

My Love For Cherity Marie Henderson
ok this blog is to let cherity and everyone reading this why i love and how i feel about her well how i feel about her is hard to put into words its like the first day of high school when you have to stand up infront of the class and introduse yourself you get swetty and butterflys in your stomac but see with her she makes me wanna climb on a roof top with a maga phone and tell the world that i love her theres really no words to discribe it.and why i love her. well i rember the first thing she said to me "hottie alert" lol well ive never had someone say that to me till then lol so it was diffrent i love her cuz she makes me feel like ive never felt before witch is happy i mean yeah ive had a few smiles here and there but thats not happy happy is when you cant stop smileing when you smile so much your face hurts and you get all giggaly like when you were a kid well thats the best i can put into words well i love you cherity till you find my tears in the ocean lol

The Reason For Christmas
> The month before Christmas > > Twas the month before Christmas > When all through our land, > Not a Christian was praying > Nor taking a stand. > > Why the Politically Correct Police had taken away, > The reason for Christmas - no one could say. > The children were told by their schools not to sing, > About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. > > It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say > December 25th is just a 'Holiday'. > Yet the shoppers were ready with cash,checks and credit > Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! > > CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod , > Something was changing, something quite odd! > Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa > In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. > > But as Targets were hanging their trees upside down > At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. > At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears > You won'

Without You
I am thinking about you Even in my dreams you are there in my soul it won't let you out of my mind There is nothing that is going to stop it until i am with you feeling your touch feeling your kisses Wanting to feel your warm breath touching my skin as you hold me as night There will be nothing in my life worth fighting for until I am with you You are the sun in my hair the wind in my face the air that i breath You are the one that means everything ot me and my life won't be complete until i am with Holding you close to me feeling the love that both of us so much need from eachother Wakin up next to you and having you smile at me as you kiss me that sweet morning kiss There is only one thing that i want one thing i need that is to be with you

Alot On My Mind
There's just alot on my mind that i dont know where to begin.. i actually dont even wanna say anythin on here being that this site is more public than myspace... myspace is fuckin pissing me off though.. i wrote 2 different blogs and neither one of them posted....im frustrated because bloggin helps me get my thoughts out in the open but i cant even do that.. fuckin sucks. work is bothering me.. im so bored there.. and i think im gonna start lookin for another job. I just cant take it anymore.. when there are no customers there's literally nothing to do. It's AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ughhhh i just cant say what i wanna say on here so whats the fuckin use... im frustrated.. can't sleep.... i just need to talk to someone i guess.. either that or get my ass to fuckin sleep!

Muscle Contractions
A Professor was giving a lecture on "Involuntary Muscular Contractions" to his first year medical students. Realizing that this was not the most riveting subject, the Professor decided to lighten the mood slightly. He pointed to a young woman in the front row and said, "Do you know what your ass hole is doing while you're having an orgasm???" She replied, "Probably deer hunting with his buddies." The Professor laughed so hard he could not continue with the class.

How To Install Love........
A call comes through on the customer service line. Customer Service Rep: Yes, Ma'am, how can I help you today? Customer: Well, after much consideration, I've decided to install love. Can you guide me through the process? CS Rep: Yes, I can help you. Are you ready to proceed? Customer: Well, I'm not very technical, but I think I'm ready to install now. What do I do first? CS Rep: The first step is to open your HEART. Have you located your HEART ma'am? Customer: Yes I have, but there are several other programs running right now. Is it okay to install while they are running? CS Rep: What programs are running ma'am? Customer: Let's see, I have PAST-HURT.EXE, LOW-ESTEEM.EXE, GRUDGE.EXE, and RESENTMENT.COM running right now. CS Rep: No problem. LOVE will gradually erase PAST-HURT.EXE from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory, but it will no longer disrupt other programs. LOVE will eventually overwrite LOW-ESTEEM.EXE w

Cheer Up...
Tis the season they say. The season for what? Tis the season for love and good cheer. For selfless shopping, for love, for hope, for new beginnings...etc. Again, I have been away for a few days. I'm sorry to all my good friends. I have been having a hard time dealing with the whole accident stuff. Last time I wrong 2 out of the 4 people were dead. Well, the girl that was in a coma with little chances to survive died. The boy (Aaron) is still living, but he has 10 surguries he still has to go through. So far he is holding in there, but there is a lot left yet. Sometimes I think it would have been better for all of them to just die in the accident. The second girl staying alive for a week after the accident gave her parents false hope and to be honest, it probably made it that much harder for her family and friends because they did hope she would pull through...only to be let down. Now, the boy that is still alive, Aaron, has had sooo much surgery on his face he is unrecognizable.

How To Masturbate For Women
How do women masturbate? Most women orgasm from stimulation of the clitoris. Many others can only orgasm from vaginal penetration or G-Spot stimulation. Remember, there is no wrong or right way to masturbate, everyone is different and we all respond differently. First, Relax as much as you can. Ensure your privacy; lock your door, turn off the phone, make sure you are alone. Find a comfortable position. Most women start out lying on their backs, legs bent and spread apart, with feet on the bed or floor. Remove some or all of your clothing; whatever feels right for you. 2. Explore your body. Run your hands along all parts of your body, lingering along areas that are more responsive to touch than others. Many women have very sensitive nipples and can orgasm from nipple stimulation alone. Look at your genitals in a mirror if that is “your thing” -- if you feel shy about that -- that’s okay too. Caress the different parts to see what feels extra good to you. You'll know it when you

10 Signs Of Love
10 Signs u love someone TEN: You feel shy whenever they're around. NINE: You smile when you hear their voice. EIGHT: When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. SIX: They're all you think about. FIVE: You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. FOUR: You would do anything for them, just to see them. THREE: While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time. TWO: You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number seven was missing. ONE: You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

My Life
to much emptyness all around me all inside of me how do you drown in emptyness? fuck i hate feeling like this she took away the one thing that used to make things better(my anger)but it didnt make things better just made me not give a fuck now i give a fuck and it hurts hurts like no pain ive ever felt and ive felt alot of pain in my life but nothing compares to this. i hated life for 27 years then i loved life for 5 years and now the reason i loved life is dead i shouldve done more to make her better and ill never forgive myself for my part but theres alot of shit ill never forgive myself for ive hurt too many women listen to my song its true i will hurt you eventually no matter how much i love you i always seem to hurt people life is hard i lost my gf of 5 years her beautiful daughter leah who i watched grow from a 10 year old child to a beautiful young lady i lost my second mom i lost my life i made her and her family my life for the past 5 years and no i come back to my friends and

My Admission
< the love of my life celeste died march 17th 2007 at the age of 34. i did all i could do for her the 5 years she was in my life i took the best care of her that i knew how it might not have always been the right thing but i did what she asked me to do and for some of those requests she made of me is why she is gone now i am sorry to her daughter leah and to her mother linda i love you both more then you will ever know.the only thing that makes it not so bad is i did all i could for her and now she needs no more and thats all i ever wanted for her so thats kind of where im at right now trying to deal with my loss and moving on with my life.i love to make people happy so i like people who also like to make me happy in return i am always myself and people will either love it or hate it and im fine with that. im not as angry as i used to be and celeste taught me how to feel and that its ok to cry.she made me a better human being and man hopefully i dont revert back to what i was i dont th

Wanted You To All Know
I just wanted to let all my friends know..just for clarification because of a incident tonight of one of my friends coming and down rating me for thinking i was ignoring him. I leave my fubar on all day and try to change my status message to as what i am doing ie like gone to work ect. If you shout me and i do not answer i am not here. I am very upset that this person did this because even after i explained and apologized he was still rude. I don't want anyone to think that i am rude and ignoring them. I even asked why he didn't private message me and ask me what was going on before the down rate. So please if you have anything to ask me just message me to let me know. Thanks. Lucy

Burden
My Dear Lady, Oh how the heart yearns to be free of a weight put on by centuries of burden. It screams with its thunderous beats as I walk amongst those I hurt most. Deep within the bowels of the Universe it cries. No one hears the tune it weeps onto deaf ears. It walks through the Shadows of the Moon wanting what it can no longer grasp. The smallest things it misses most are smiles from the lips of those it created. Yet it bleeds but two tears one for each that where torn from its grasp. What day shall it sleep and allow me to pass on into the place I belong. For this time is gone and rebirth is all I have to cherish each morn when I lay to sleep wondering if Fate will visit me before I wake. Yet here I am once again knowing my deeds are yet to be done. So I walk the earth alone searching for those in need. Reach out give me guidance help me find that last soul I shall save so I to may take my rest.

Condemn Or Be Guilty
I am a bit, ok a lot disappointed in the number of people who seemed blase, or indeifferent, in facy anything but outraged over the nasty mind games played by two adults on a 13 year old girl, resulting in her death. Anyone who read about this, heard the details, and isn't apalled by that supposed grown-ups, parents could do something like that, and then be un any way surprised by the outcome is either lacking in anything resembl maturity, compassion, or too self-involved. Either that, or cruel, stupid, or evil. Their behaviour is unacceptable under any circustances. There are no excuses for it, and no valid way they can claim that they had no idea what their actions could result in. They can never undo the harm they caused, and the only possible action they can take to attone would be to make the most public possible sicere apology, claim full responsibility, and then devote their lives to educating others on why never to act in a like manner. I'm sure many of you think I am

Poetry Of Course!!
One Person One good person in life can make all the bad people disappear. One person can make all the pain seem like a dream. One person can smile and light up an entire room. One person can make the world a better place. One person can give another hope. One person can make a dream come true. One person can give another love. That one person is you. :by Addon

Going Down......
mentally pictures you in his room, wearing a sarong and your hair wild and loose, with the sun peeking thru the window, flickering sensual on your warm moist skin taking an icecube between my teeth and slowly runnign it along your neckline, making sure the molten cold water slides down your cleavage slolwy unstrapping the wraps from the silk cloth neatly draped around your soft skin, letting my fingers move along your newly discovered skin in a massaging kinda way, following my hands with my ice cold lips as the ice-cube is almost molten away completely on your hot skin pushing the last tiny bit of ice across your skin upwards along your belly with my damp tongue, glaring upwards to catch a glimpse of your gorgeous eyes, slolwy pushing your backwards on the sofa as my lips brush softly across yours runs one hand gently across your skin, along the insides of your legs, slolwy moving his way upwards, just barely not touching your forbidden juicy fruit sliding down on his knees, spreading

Poem #2
The Darkness Pain runs deep with every tear, Showing me the end is near. Sadness grows and fills my mind. My true love, I cannot find. Darkness growing deep inside, Taking me on a hellish ride. Thoughts of blood inside my head. Wishing fully that I was dead. Blood running from my cuts. People must think that I'm nuts. Extasy in all the pain. Stop me now, I'm going insane. Darkness spreading to my eyes. Head full of so many lies. Falling back onto my bed. Thank the lord, I'm finally dead. :by Addon

Poem #3
Darkness 2 It's coming, I can feel it. Darkness consuming every bit. No one is safe, especially not me. Such darkness, no one can see. It grows inside of me. How can this possibly be. I feel that it will break loose. It will never, ever run out of juice. It will destroy all in it's wake. To get in it's path would be a mistake. It will rape and kill all it's prey. In wars, it will get in the frey. Omigod, it will never end. It hides around every bend. Watch out for it's massive power. Soon it will be darks finest hour. :by Addon

Death Certificate
I WANT TO GET A TOE TAG TATTOOED ON THE BOTTOM OF MY LEFT FOOT. SO WHEN I ROT AWAY NO PAPER WILL BE WASTED. JUST WRITE ALL THE INFO ON MY SOLE. HA SPEAKING OF SOULS THATS ALL WE GOT SINCE YOUR BODY IS JUST A VESSEL. IT ROTS BACK INTO THE EARTH MAGGOTS EATING AWAY AT THE FLESH AND ORGANS. WHAT MUST IT BE LIKE TO BE 6 FEET UNDER THE DIRT. WHEN MY SISTER WAS BURIED IT HURT LIKE FUCKEN HELL TO SEE HER PUT DOWN INTO THE SOIL. I STILL ASK MYSELF WHY WHY WHY . WHY IN THE FUCK DID IT HAVE TO BE HER WHY NOT ME. TAKE MY ASS OUT LET ME BE DONE WITH IT ALL. IT'S ALWAYS THE BEST PEOPLE AT THE WORST TIME. AAAAAHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELL IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER AWAITING MY ARRIVAL. JUST GOTTA PAY MY DUES AND OFF I GO. WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING I HAVE NO FUCKEN IDEA SOMETIMES.

My House
Your voice calls to me... Over thousands of miles of distant sea, You become the air that I breathe, I feel your presence and close my eyes, And tilt my head toward topaz skies, I could dim the sun with a mantle of my tears, They puddle behind closed lids to form crystal lakes, But are banked by lonely's pride, Under this golden sky I feel my lover's vow's fall, To tangle in my hair,and I cup my hands to catch them, Out of these heavy stones of agony, I will build a house for me, And every stone where I have bled, A fossilled tear of dusky red, I have not lost this love in vain, For I grow wiser through such pain. A jewel found long ago and within it lies, The growing sparkle of my eyes, How many times must a heart be broken, By words of love so softly spoken, To be battered with daggered lies, Before it learns to become wise