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Titbit 3
Here's a fucked up story for you... After my parents divorced my mum got a restraining order on my dad, so he wouldn't follow her around or come near the house. One night she was out so I went down to the kebab shop for a take-away (yum by the way, lol). Anyways, I came to a few feet from my house and my dad was next door ringing the neighbours bell. I weren't sure what to do but thought I could get in to the house quickly before he saw me. I was wrong but lucky. See my hold house had a front door, a little porch type area and then another front door. I managed to get through both doors and he was shut before the first. To cut this short, he threatened to break the door down so I sat in front of it, he said he'd still do it anyway. I said I'd phone the police, he said go ahead, I dare you so I did and they came and took him away. It was scary in a way 'cause I knew he would have smashed the door down but here's the best part. He had a catchphrase "Does it look like I have st

A Few New Pet Peeves...
Assembly-line "homeboys" with their shirt off trying to look hardcore. YOU'RE AN IDIOT... you feel me? ..."WORD" *feigns a gang-sign* PeOpLe wH0 tyP3 lIkE tH|s. People who think relationships are 50/50...not 100/100.

Bored And Causing Trouble
Meh, I was bored and needed someone to pick on, so chose the latest dude out of 514's blog... he didn't take the bait though... Not really blog-worthy, but, meh.. As usual, start from the bottom... And NO, 514 is not my guy, but I had to pretend to be pissed off about something... ->♫Whi...: Talking about tits and getting sucked off... to another guy? ->♫Whi...: Talking about what a horndog and stuff you are to him? NCguy456: Im sorry you feel that way. ->♫Whi...: That's not the impression I got NCguy456: just as friends ->♫Whi...: You were talking about going and hanging out with my man NCguy456: I aint hittin on anyone ->♫Whi...: Hey, you hitting on my man?

My Woman Auction Results...
Heres a List of the woman who enteredt my contest and who won them in a auction,.... in case the people do not remember their bid i will keep the folder open for one month, after than time i will delete the folder and then all reference to the auction will be gone for goodJESSAOWNED BYBane*The Man in the Shadows*@ fubarWINNING BID WAS30 Day blast and 100k fubucksJUST* ME* SKY*OWNED BYshockeyd69~FU-BOMBER~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKSPASSIONATEOWNED BY426 HEMI@ fubarWINNING BID WAS1 YR VIP AND 30 DAY BLASTTHE BITCH YOUR MOM WARNED YOU ABOUTOWNED BYDomking123 Fu Owned By Onesxybrat & Pita Bunny . ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubarWINNING BID WAS100,000 FUBUCKS~RED WING HUNNY~OWNED BYmr.salacious ~honor the fallen~@ fubarWINNING BID WAS150,000 FUBUCKSSWEET ASS EROTIC TEMPTRESSOWNED BYßów_____ ( ßúlldðg§ Ðëñ )___FU-Bomber-Manager of Training___Prnzes' Follower!!!!!!!@ fubar

An Erotic Story
A friend of mine wrote this and I thought I would share it with all of you.. Hope you enjoy it.. Boy and Mistress by Mrs.~~~Tainted Love~~~ Normally, I didn't check my personal email at work. My boss said he didn't monitor communications, but I didn't trust him. It was a Friday night, my girlfriend was out of town, and I didn't have anything to do. I was feeling a little lonely and was hoping my girlfriend sent a message saying she missed me. I scrolled down the inbox looking for her email address. Something else caught my eye. It was my mistress's email address. My lungs moved to my stomach and my stomach moved to my throat. I didn't think I was going to hear from her again. I messed up the last time I was with her. I had the nerve to forget to turn off my cell phone. I recognized my girlfriend's ringtone, got off all fours, and answered the call. When I hung up, Mistress slapped me across my face. She cut a hole in the crotch of my jeans and sent me away. Fortunately, I

Seraphim Shock - Prey
In an angel's eye Where the shadows meet In the pale moonlight In a scarlet dream Did you know too much? How it's so unreal To your final breath? As the light spills, cold Mother Mary says: Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything! Crosses on the wall Mother's rocking chair Little helpless doll Can't you feel my stare? Think you know too much… Won't you moan for me, my sweet young thing Body soaked in sweat As the light spills, cold Mother Mary bleeds Prey! Prey! Prey! You´re everything I need! Prey! Prey! You´re everything!

Little Gothic - Seraphim Shock
Little gothic Won't you make me cum inside Fishnet stockings and that Cross around your neck I think mother wouldn't like What Mary knew And she did Little gothic Gonna put my spell on you, again (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead Little gothic Won't you kindly get undressed I've got the toy's That'll make that velvit drip I think Mary wouldn't like What Jesus knew And he did Little gothic Gonna put my spell on you, again (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead In darkness I will come To hold you once again To kiss your wicked smile Sex on bloodstained lips Lifeless doll eyes twitch (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsbane fear in your eyes Your secrets safe amongst the dead (chours) Moonlight upon your face Wolfsb

How Do You See Another?
This is a question i have recently been asked, well more directly how do i see this person as such a great person. I honestly can not say. But i can say that in my heart, and through my own compassion. I see others as i chose to see them. I guess it comes from my past how i act in the present. I was one of those made fun of kids, the one who was poor and teased all his life. I learned how to deal with that on my own. But today i chose not to be like those who once ridiculed me, no i chose to be better then that. I try to take my pain, and learn from it, and what i have learned is this. What i desire is what everyone desires. Admiration, understanding, compassion, and kindness. So by my choice i chose to do this for others. I try to compliment them when i see something i like about them, i try to lift their spirits as best i can. And while some may think i am acting, i am far from this. When my heart reaches out to touch another, it does it with all it has to offer. And yes someti

Crazy
I feel so insane lately...things going on and once again accused of things I did not do...I sat down and figured out that by May 3rd I will have : Thrown a Baby Shower Thrown a Bridal Shower Moved Ran and organized a Womans Retreat Been thru delivery with my best friend with her first baby Been in a close friends Wedding Should I be in a complete panic? Keep in mind I am a single divorced Mom who has a career and is a model part time. I feel the walls closing in...

Warning If You Know Dj Baby Boy You Have To Know This!!
WOOT!WOOT! THE ONE THE ONLY! PARTY OVER HERE DJ BABY BOY IS HAVEING A BIRTHDAY TODAY!!LETS SHOW HIM SOME MAD BIRTHDAY LOVEN!!LETS SHOW HIM WHAT A AWSOME BIRTHDAY REALLY IS.....GO ROCK HIS PAGE! SHOWER HIM WITH BIRTHDAY GIFTS,BIRTHDAY DRINKS,AND LOTS OF BIRTHDAY COMMENT......BET I CAN BEAT YOU THERE READY SET GO!!!!!!!! THIS HAPPY BIRTHDAY WISH BROUGHT TO YOU BY: PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI@ fubar

Goodnight Everyone
Its 5:08 and I just got home. Dream stalker won't be around for days because I'm rollin and tweakin my ass off. I don't know how much shit they gave me, but damn I'm fucked. FYI, Band warehouse is getting very very popular. Also the raver pants turned out to be a good idea. Once Blake and Jason were able to untie the bow on my belt they had my pants off in seconds and there was no way I could keep them on. Blake is determined to get me pregnant. Little jack ass. I realize I made a big mistake a long time ago. I showed Mark where all my restrains, gags, whips, and other stuff was hidden. Yeah, I CAN BE MY HAIR COLOR AT TIMES. Before going to the warehouse while I was BATHING Mark picked out some items to take the the warehouse with us. I love all my cuffs, the full face hood, MY GAS MASK IS FUCKING HOT, spreader bars, even my whip and single tails are sweet. WHY DID THAT ASSHOLE HAVE TO FUCKING PICK MY RING GAG. The person who bought that did so because it was a

Surgery Sucks....lol
As I open my eyes and see you standing before me I begin to realize that you are all i can see Everything in the distance is all one blurry and such Except your smiling face saying your love me so much You wrap your arms around me with a gentle kiss to my face holding me with all you have i feel the love as it escapes As we begin to break the hug I see the tears role down your face knowing that I will be okay now And that time has now been displaced As I drift back off to sleep Still holding hands with you Thanking God that you are with me After all that we have been through After all is said and done and I am able to be at home Knowing that you will take care of me And never will you roam. Thank you for all that you do and the love that you give Your love is what makes me whole Together forever we will live.

A Little Somthing To Start...
I'm a big poker player. I played poker professionally for about 5 years,but I needed a break, which is why I am in Oklahoma right now working. Playing poker for a living took all the fun out of the game. I truely think you need to be in Vegas to do this profession. I was everywhere but Vegas for awhile and had a bad run of cards for about a year. The pressure of supporting yourself playing poker is crazy. You are basically playing on scared money unless you have a bankroll that can support you in case you get a bad run. Hell I lived at the Gold Strike in Tunica, Mississippi for about 3 months off of comps. As long as you play in their poker room, they will give you free room and free food. That's all a poker player needs! I have had a tough couple of years. I'm tired. I just want to sit down at a table and relax and have fun. I have learned so much about life and people. That is one thing poker has taught me that I will never forget. Now if I could just get the opportunity to do som

Yeah Another
the sky is like a cloud with a blue blanket of stars though sometimes the stars seem like they can get touched but then since there so far away you cant touch them but when a star falls from the sky it seems like a angel is coming down to earth when a bright star shows up in the sky its like a soul going up to heaven when you see a shooting star going to the ground think of it as a newborn baby being born from a mother on earth and though other stars may shine the brightest ones are angels of god and babies of god.

Love Hurts
WHY IS IT THAT YOU LOVE SOMEONE WITH EVERY BEAT OF YOUR HEART AND THEY TURN AROUND AND STOMP ON IT. WHY IS IT YOU DO ALMOST EVERYTHING YOU CAN FOR SOMEONE AND IT'S NEVER GOOD ENOUGH. HOW IS IT THAT SOMEONE CAN SAY THAT YOU ARE THEIR WORLD AND THEY LOVE YOU JUST AS MUCH AS YOU LOVE THEM AND TURN AROUND AND LEAVE WITH SOMEONE ELSE. I UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS LIFE AND IT SUCKS SOMETIMES BUT WHY ON THIS PLANET WHEN I DON'T LIE TO SOMEONE ABOUT HOW I FEEL AND WHEN I GIVE EVERY BIT OF LOVE I HAVE TO GIVE IS IT NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M NOT A PERFECT PERSON AND I WILL NEVER SAY THAT I AM. I HAVE MY FLAWS JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. AND YEAH SOMETIMES THEY ARE REALLY BIG FLAWS. I WOULD NEVER SIT THERE LOOK SOMEONE IN THE FACE TELL THEM I LOVE THEM THAT I'M IN LOVE WITH THEM, THAT THEY ARE MY WORLD AND ALWAYS WILL BE AND THEN TURN AROUND AND HAUL ASS WITH SOME OTHER GUY. WHY WHEN I ASK AND ASK FOR THE TRUTH EVEN IF IT HURTS WOULD SOMEONE NOT BE HONEST EVEN IF THEY KNOW IT WILL HURT. I ASK YOU T

Just A Memory
I CRY A RIVER AND I SHIVER SEEING THAT WATER PASSING BY I JUST WANT TO DIE I MISS THE SKY AND THAT'S NO LIE AS I LAY DOWN TO THE GROUND I MISS THE BOUND WITH NORMAL LIVE I JUST WANE DIVE IN THIS RIVER OOH I SHIVER..... written by Mr Smiley

Forgotton
i have dreams that you have forgotten me but in your dreams u think i cant forget about you but in your dreams you think u have me forever until the end of time but let me tell you something if i do still hold on is that a crime.

Tornado...
Sit down by the window and watch the tornado We'll wait for the sheriff to bring some dirty water by Help yourself out to some of my disaster Its movin' faster Than the last time I was on speed Don't you know what I mean Cause it's ways and means and your ways are mean By definition I could fill this page up with this boys ambitions But I don't audition Oh yes that's true I could never act for you Heard you saw some friends of mine last winter Then again, I heard you disappeared into ether I don't laugh and you smile because I'm tired I'm feelin wired oh so weary And oh so old Am I being too bold Bold enough to ask you if you really love me In my shadows and in my breeze And just one last thing Please let me say And that is please, Oh please, please stay away, from me

It's Been 9 Long Months
I can't believe you would have been 45 today my sweet husband....and its been 9 long months since you left us to take your place with Him. The kids and I are learing to live again finally but you are here with us. We feel your presence. I love you as much today as I did the day we married all those years ago. We miss you and think of you every minute of every day. I hope you have a wonderful first birthday in Heaven.......I love you now and always. We miss you and that laugh....the twinkle in your eyes.....the feel of your arms around me...sometimes its like I can still feel them. In memory of my Husband Robert Marcus Dodd 2/23/1963 - 5/23/2007

~captured Soul~
(IF YOU GONNA READ THIS,RATE IT PLEASE! THANKS!) ~ Captured Soul ~ She long's the taste of his sweat that lays upon his skin. With her soft full lips and seething warm tongue, She strokes his neck as though she's eating his flesh! Breathing in all of his essence, capturing his soul within. As she gathers the taste of him, she hears relentless sighing, Every fiber of him, trembling beneath her in mercy. Aching to feel her desires, his body grows ever stronger. Her sweet lips wrapped firmly as her climax is coming. The sounds of each one's yearning, their desires grow more intense. With deep full tongue, she strokes every inch of his hardness. Driving his tongue deep inside her aching body, he fulfills her every need. Together in perfect harmony they get lost in each other's essence. His taste and sounds intoxicate her lustful mind and soul. Capturing him within her grasp, filling her so deeply. He lies there in

Tired Of The Bs And Games
You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't want to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go You can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh, yeah Leave the pieces when you go yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yea

Contemplation Of Loving
I contemplate many things, like many people. I ponder their meaning to me and to others. However the one contemplation that eludes me and everyone else is the contemplation of LOVING another. We all see the feeling of being loved, and we desire loving someone. However we are all imperfect in our knowledge and comprehension of such a complex emotion and action. Yes i did say action. Being in love is a feeling or emotion, while Loving another is all about action. We may have great communication with the ones we love, or the one we seek to love. But beyond that communication comes the hardest of all things, self comprehension. When we are asked what makes us happy, or what does love mean to us we all have our own ideas. Yet even those ideas are sometimes eluding to ourselfs. Many say for me to feel loved, i want to feel wanted, and respected. However it goes much deeper then this. People that receive what they want or think they want are never fully happy. Because not of the indi

One Of The Many Ways I Feel Right Now
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late Bridge (guitar/piano) It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...

Support The Troops
I have noticied that here lately that there is alot of peolpe out there who don't support us. I am a Staff Sergeant in the United States Army. I have been in for almost 10 years now. The military is my job and I love what I do. For the most part a large majority in the military love what they do. It is a job that I chose just like everyone else chose where they wanted to work. I do not understand this, why do people in the country not support the troops. There have even been some that have given the ultimate sacrifice. We do our job so that the people of the United States can enjoy the freedom's and liberty's still today. It is somer of these people that don't support us but sure do love the fact that they live in a free country. It all comes down to this, if you cant support the people who give you this right then pack your stuff and leave the United States. I am tired of you people complaining and appreciate the people who support us on a daily basis even when there isn't

Welcome Home Baby!
You have had a hard day at work and just want to get home and relax- watch tv- get something to eat. Do the usual, but I have other plans for us. As I hear you open the door - I walk in and meet you -kissing you softly on the lips. You smile but I can tell you are really tired so I tell you to go take a nap while I finish cooking for us. You dont argue- you just go lay on the couch and within minutes you have fallen asleep. I come in and sit for a minute watching you -- your chest rising and falling smoothly as you are sleeping. You seem so content. I walk over and gently kiss you on the forehead so I wont wake you. I go to finish cooking and hear one of my favorite songs playing in the background. My mind on my cooking and the song, nothing else. I suddenly realize that you are behind me as you slip your arms around my waist and kiss me on my neck. We eat- talking about our day- and the excitement of what I planned is building in me. I cant stand it any more. So I get up and take you

Hello!!!!
Hello to all my friends!! it has been a while since i had been on the computer. So i appologize for not being in touch. I recently got a new computer. Well any way wanted to see how every one is doing!! You get a chance stop and say hello!!!! missed everyone!!!

Vacation
I need to get out and want to shout it loud Hubby don’t be that silly I’m gone do my will(y) Leaving on a Jet-plain Staying at home gives me so much pain I need some weeks Say yes and you get some kisses at your cheeks But if you say again no Then I answer with BO No more cooking, cleaning etc I’ve had it from that tralala I’m burning up So little man of me: “What’s up” Can I go….? Or do I need to say BO written by Mr Smiley

Thinking........
Have you ever felt so alone & nothing makes sense?? Well that's how I feel right now, I feel like i'm facing everything alone. facing everything by myself with nothing but tears and a fake smile!

Life
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Country Boy Date: Feb 23, 2008 11:22 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: AngeleyesDate: Feb 23, 2008 5:58 AM----------------- Original Message -----------------From: BeckyDate: Feb 22, 2008 9:00 PMFrom: ♥tasha♥Date: Feb 22, 2008 8:05 PMPMTurn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You

Meet Me In The Stairwell
GONE BUT NOT FORGOTTEN! "MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL" PLEASE READ TO THE VERY END, IT IS BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!! Some of the pictures might be tough, but don't miss the words at the end! "MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL" You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK...I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I

We're Having Twinssssss!!!!
My wife (who is blonde) came running up to me in the driveway the other day...just jumping for joy! I didn't know why she was jumping for joy but I thought: "what the heck?", and I starting jumping up and down along with her. She said, "Honey, I have some really great news for you!" I said, "Great. Tell me what you're so happy about." She stopped jumping just long enough to tell me that she was pregnant. I was ecstatic! We'd been trying for a while, so I grabbed her and kissed her and told her, "That's great! I couldn't be happier!" Then, she said "Oh, honey. There's more!" I asked, "What do you mean 'more?'" She said, "Well, we're not having just ONE baby. We're going to have TWINS!" Amazed that she could know so soon after getting pregnant, I asked how she knew this. She said, "Well, that was the easy part. I went to Wal-Mart and bought the Twin-Pack home pregnancy test kit and both tests came out positive!" *****************************************

Bad Booboo
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 11 million points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!! (repost of original by '♥CANADIAN ®- MR. SWEETNESS - SWEET

Just Thinking About My Dad...
Thank god for it being dark out. I was in the car with the guy next door - he came knockin at my door asking me if I would go get ice cream with him. I love ice cream - so I couldn't resist. On our journey home, we heard the song thats playing below. I couldn't help but think of my Daddy. Its so fucking hard to believe that it has been almost 9 years since he died. How the hell can that be? It seems like just yesterday, all was right in my life. My dad was still here, tuckin me in every night and telling me it would all be alright. Or we'd be watching Days of our Lives after he came home from work. Anyways on the trip home from ice cream - this song came on - and the rest of the ride home was done in silence .. For if I said anything - I would have sobbed uncontrollably...and I couldn't do that in front of Steve.

Woop Woop
OMG YES ITS TRUE.. YOU ALL WANT TO SEE ME DEAD.. I CAN'T TAKE THIS MADDNESS.. MY LOVELY GIRLFRIEND IS JUST ABOUT TO LOSE HER VIP.. AND I HAVE WORKED DAY IN AND DAY OUT TRYING TO LEVEL HER TO GODMOTHER AND JUST AS WE ARE ON THE HOME STRETCH GUESS WHAT HAPPENS? OMG VIP RUNS OUT.. WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO IN ORDER FOR SOMEONE TO HOOK HER UP WITH ONE? WE CAN'T TAKE ON NO MORE CONTESTS . WE ARE MAXED OUT OVER OUR HEADS AS IT IS RIGHT NOW.. DO I HAVE TO GO LIVE VIA CAM WEARING THIS FOR YOU ALL? I WILL IF I SEE HER PINK... BUT IT NEEDS TO BE TONIGHT.. MAYBE I CAN KILL TWO BIRDES WITH ONE STONE HERE AND HOOK UP THAT DUDE THAT HOOKED RETTA UP WITH HER VIP AT THE SAME TIME.. I THINK HER VIP RUNS OUT AT 10PM TONIGHT. IF THATS THE CASE AS SOON AS I SEE HER PINK LET ME KNOW YOUR THE ONE AND I'LL HOOK YOU UP RIGHT AFTER.. MY GOAL IS TO AIR LIVE TONIGHT AFTER I GET BACK FROM DINNER... AROUND 10PM FUBAR TIME WHICH IS PST TIME... LET ME KNOW WHOS GOING TO BUY IT FOR HER AND I

New Id's Plez Copy
we have all new id's please copy them because as you all know the misfit home page is not about point even though you need to rate the blog's and if it is about leveling someone you need to leave a comment letting us know if you are going to help so we will know just how many people helping so we know about how long it is going to take us to level that person but about the pic's on the home page i have them set so no rip's can be done only copy and please watch our status while we are leveling that tells how much point's are left or if we are done..thank you for being such a wonderful and loving family and i welcome all our new members to our family. hope you all are having a wonderful weekend and please keep 1 of our new members elder rani in your thoughts and prayers please!!!!! thank you all ladymoose760 aka..laura

Wait For It.....still Waiting...
Everlasting Love Howard Jones He wasn't looking for a pretty face She wasn't searching for the latest style He didn't want someone who walked straight off the TV She needed someone with an interior smile She wasn't looking for a cuddle in the back seat He wasn't looking for a five minute thrill She wasn't thinking of tomorrow or of next week This vacancy he meant to permanently fill I need an everlasting love I need a friend and a lover divine An everlasting precious love Wait for it, wait for it, give it some time Back in the world of disposable emotion In the climate of temporary dreams He wasn't looking for a notch on his bedpost A love to push, pull and burst at the seams This is love worth waiting for Something special, something pure This is love worth waiting for Bitterness will die for sure Something special, something pure This is love worth waiting for

As I Babble On Again
Well here i am again. This time I'm sick. I don't know what my body is telling me. I've been so confused. Needing someone there that i can trust... but i have reached out and came back with nothing. No one that'll take my hand and catch me before I fall. But I really don't understand WHY? why this year my body has been taking such a hard hit. I've never been this sick before I never gotten so physically hurt in my lifetime. Whats happening that is causing this?... I still haven't found out. I've just been so lost lately... wondering if this is how its gonna be now that im out of high school? Will i ever find my stable ground again?

39 Things Women Need To Know About Guys.
1.Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and

I Am The Sweat On The Back Of A God.
It is of great sacrifice that I live It is in deaths borrowed embrace that I dream My Self is but a muted reflection Toxic excrements gone to dry in the sun I am the sweat on the back of a God I am the blood which the demons bleed Hallowed be my touch and tainted my kiss Oh sweet sweet poison of dire need My footprints press within the fog I create all paths forward but never to return my lips are a promise of stolen time my limbs a sky where stars might drownd. I do not shine, I eclipse. The dark is so much more beautious then the light I do not whimper but I weep a statue mute with mime-like moves I do not shelter but I keep My silence naught but the absence of sound.

The Ghetto Diaries
You know I thought I had just about seen it all tht could go on in this small town.. all the little eccentric characters we have here, from The Road Warrior to Two Hats, as well as the other small town charms that seem to run rampant here in murray and hold people here like this brutal quasi metropolitan venus fly trap.. Anyways my experiencs of this town incresed when I first moved into what my mailman lovingly refers to as little saigon, yet should actually be called little mexico city, I swear for a night of entertainment go running through the parking lot yelling La Migra.. if ya don't get shot it should be fun.. So as you all know I live in the palace I lovingly refer to as the ghetto.. shitty faulty wiring, including massive amounts of blue sparks shooting out of the outlet as me and lee attempted to hook up his ps3, holes in the wall and other "benefits" make this pad just a charming little stop off... But up until tonight there was something missing from my ghetto, somet

All About Women..
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl.

Onstage!
Even though they were my favorite band, I didn't want to go. I thought about all the work I had at home all the way to the bar, and it dulled my excitement. Picturing Ian, the lead singer, on stage with his characteristic ripped to the ass jeans, moving with the music, gaze intent on me, pulled me out of my funk quickly. For an unsigned local act, they drew a crowd. The bar busted at the seams to contain the throng, and as security lagged a bit, the crowd became an uncontrollable life form before the band even started. Max grabbed my arm and pulled me forward to the stage. She had a way of splitting the most violent moshes, then strutting straight down the center. She did the same that night. We stood directly beneath Ian, close enough to the stage, so we didn't get caught in the pit developing behind us. I thought I was seeing things. Ian stared directly into my eyes during the whole song, never dropping eye contact for a second. My legs were on fire immediately, and if the b

At The Hotel...
No one would have guessed that Ian had orgasmed minutes before we entered the Holiday Inn, or that I had given him the most mindblowing oral he had to date. They all did recognize, however, that he was a local celebrity, and he was with yet another smitten female fan. No one even blinked an eye as we strode past the front desk, or heard him when he told me he was going to fuck me in every corner of the room. I was wet before he even got the plastic card in the slot at the door, and I couldn't get into that room fast enough. Our hands were all over eachother before we shut the door, as I was pulling at the button on his jeans, and he was lifting my sweater over my head. I unzipped and pulled his jeans down as he had again unhooked my bra. His shirt never made it back to fully buttoned, so it easily slid off to give me full access to the nearly naked musician in front of me. My skirt slid over my hips easily, taking my panties with it, and his hands returned to my breasts after

Assemblage 23 - Let Me Be Your Armor
Let me take the fall Let me take the blame Let me carry you from hell To home again. Let me walk for you When your legs are weak Let me find the words for you When you can't speak CHORUS: Let me be your armor Let me be your shield Let me take away the pain you feel (your armor) Let me be the light That guides your way through darkest night Let me be your armor. Let me take the blows That were meant for you Let me help you the trials You're going through Let me keep you safe From the world outside Let me wipe away the tears That fill your eyes (CHORUS) Let me keep you from Experience you need Let me bind you with my selfishness And greed Let me stifle you Let me have control Let me smother Every aspect of your soul (CHORUS)

Ocd Ramblings
Things don't change if you stay the same, stuck in a rut as my world unravels, fake friends and lies turn to lullabies, If only I could stop thinking for awhile, trip myself up when I get so high, marked and scarred from what I've done. bring myself up to tear it all down, pools of though are where I drowned. pages of ramblings, fill my books, sporadic burst of words flow forth, I forgot where I began, to find a switch to shut it off and start all over again. stumble through another day write it all down to throw it away. keep it locked up so no one knows, words pour out as lines phrases, I can never forget the lies I've told I carry my guilt for all to see, time drips by and I can't quit. write it all down to try to forget

Carnation Milk
A little old lady from Wisconsin had worked in and around her family dairy farm since she was old enough to walk, with hours of hard work and little compensation. When canned Carnation Milk became available in grocery stores in approximately the 1940's, she read an advertisement offering $2,000 for the best slogan. The producers wanted a rhyme beginning with 'Carnation Milk is best of all... S he thought to herself, I know all about milk and dairy farms...I can do this! She sent in her entry, and about a week later, a black limo drove up in front of her house...a man got out and said, 'Carnation LOVED your entry so much, we are here to award you $2000, even though we will not be able to use it...'

My Military Time
Well all my friends know this stuff so here it is. I am a VET. I did 8 years 8 Months enlisted in the United States Air Force. After that I got out for like 2 years then went into the Army National Guard as a Warrant Officer, flying UH-60s commonly known as the Black Hawk. I flew the Medivac version for the 3-160th Aviation Batallion, Charlie Company out of Ft. Indian Town Gap, PA. I have 2 purple hearts, spent over 3 years in the Middle East, and still have a third Purple Heart pending, which means I probably am not getting that one lol. After my final injury I decided to get out on a Medical discharge. Now I work full timeand collect my Veterans Disability check every month. I'm proud of my service and I salute all the men and women of the US Military (past present and future).

Somebody Loves Me
LEMONS and SUGAR This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.... when life hands y

Update 2-24-08
This was taken from Lilli's CarePage Hi everyone, Sorry it has taken so long to get back to you all with an update on how I am doing. But here goes. I have been a busy little girl growing I am up to 4 lbs 11 oz. I am now eating all my food from the bottle or breast and I am sooo glad too! I pulled my feeding tube out myself on friday night and my nurse didn't see a reason to put it back in. I am no longer on phenabarb. they told mommy that was just for my series of highda scan tests. Everything came back good. My stool is back to a normal color. All my labs came back good. One was for my bilirubin and something else, it showed that my gall bladder is still sludgy but that should correct itself. I had my second eye exam and it showed that I have ROP that is eye disease or prematurity. I am only a lew 1 and my eye Dr said that he is comfortable saying it might clear up on it's own. I get another exam tomorrow morning and then we will see what is going on if it is developing to more

Fubar Lier
a convo between me and Real flirt on December 3,2007 in yahoo Dorrnia Kedds: ok you hre now? james vice: yep Dorrnia Kedds: OK what happened last nigth I tell you I will be back in an hour ask Mystic to Be a whitness an then I get back on and Im blocked I mean what what Did I do that was that Bad ? james vice: hun it was asking mystic wqarrior Dorrnia Kedds: he said yes james vice: yah then told his daughter Dorrnia Kedds: what does that have to do with any thnkg james vice: im married to her and am getting devorce Dorrnia Kedds: so because of that you bolcked me too ? Do I need to take the worrior tag offmy name Dorrnia Kedds: so he blocked me and you blocked me I just dont get it I felt lost and alone james vice: no she did i did not know what happen till i came out of bathroom james vice: i have been fighting with her sense james vice: hun i love you i did not lie and

Meditation For Feb. 24
Share your love, your joy, your happiness, your time, your food, your money gladly with all. Give out all the love you can with a glad, free heart and hand. Do all you can for others and back will come countless stores of blessings. Sharing draws others to you. Take all who come as sent by God and give them a royal welcome. You may never see the results of your sharing. Today they may not need you, but tomorrow may bring results from the sharing you did today.

Sleep
Now I think its time for sleep. To close my eye's to a non-eternal sleep. I will wake again refreshed as can be. To a life that can be only one for me. If I do not wake. Then I know my life was not in vain. Fore I left it in deep slumber. And remember there was no pain. And when I do wake it will be sweet surrender. I render myself full of life in the after life. JLM

Gone For A Bit Again
Hey all my friends, I will be gone from Fubar awhile, will get back on as soon as I can. Im working 5 to 7 days a week 12 to 14 hrs a day.. not sure how long that is going to last though..the place im working at is an energy plant an they are having a shut down rebuilding some units. Im a security police there just started a few weeks ago thats why I havent been around much!! Will miss all my good freinds ive made on here hugssss an kissessssssss Donna

Me
hii my names hannah people call me westy or dumb ass lol as i do have real bad blonde moments hehe im always looking 4 a larf most of the time in a kinky mood hehe i like r'n'b,hip hop, sum classics,and all that i got bebo aswell jus to let you no i really dont get fubar :S xx thats bout it really xxxxx

Needing A Kick In The Keester
My last doctors visit was in December ( for my endocrinologist) and i go back on March 5th .. im a little anxious about this visit as they'll be doing more damn blood work and checking my levels keeping tabs more or less on my sugar levels and all those other wonderful levels we'll be watching .. I've dropped about 32 pounds since see'ing her the last time and i feel this isnt enough to have lost in this amount of time .. so im kicking myself in the ass cuz I know i could have done better if i'd only walked thru the snow more ( burnt more calories) went for the plain ol' water instead of the flavor'd stuff .. ( yeah its still sugarless but even still ) I wanted so badly to be down 80 pounds by my birthday in August ..so .. im asking my friends to virtually kick me in the keester to help keep myself on track .. I've gotta get a bit more strict with myself . instead of driving to work i can walk . its only a little over a mile .. and the walk will do me good .. I can do one more hour of

Are You Normal ?
You Are Fairly Normal You scored 40% normal on this quiz Like most people you are normal in some ways... But you aren't a completely normal person. You're a little weird too! Why You Are Normal: You find the Macarena to be the more embarrassing dance You prefer your friends to your family You prefer ruffled potato chips You think glasses can make someone more attractive You prefer fiction to non fiction Why You Aren't Normal: You'd rather have cockroaches than rats in your home You would rather be tan than pale When you're in a car, you prefer to be the passenger You would rather be a movie star than an astronaut You think fishnet stockings are sexy What's Normal About You... And What's Not?

Shocking....lol
You Belong in London A little old fashioned, and a little modern. A little traditional, and a little bit punk rock. A unique soul like you needs a city that offers everything. No wonder you and London will get along so well. What City Do You Belong In?

Love
Ive done nothing but try to make everyone happy...to please everyone..but the harder i try..the farther i get brought back down!!!WHY???...I put myself last to please everyone..I guess im tryin to be somethin im not..which i was taught never to do..but ive done it..!I hope everyones happy..i admitted it..ha..there ya go!!!!! I love chris to death..& i really dont wanna lose him...But if im costing him his friendships with ppl hes known way longer then me..I guess my welcome is wore out here then..It hurts like hell to know that no one in his family..not one of his friends..anyone over here ...likes me..NO ONE!!Nobody thinks im good enough for him..Im just a silly little girl that acts like shes 2 accordin to everyone..I hear everyday that im not good enough for him..i mean everyday..How would it make you feel?,,The longer you hear it..the more you start to believe it..the more you start to feel it....I feel like im in the wrong all the time...i feel like im NOTHING!!!

I'm Grateful For The Little Things
I listen to the silence I am grateful that in these times of noise pollution I have a quiet room. I breathe the air I am grateful that in these times of air pollution I have a fragrant garden. I take a walk I am grateful that I don't have an illness that limits my activities. I sit quietly with friends I am grateful that in these times of rushing around I can take time out take time off take the time to be grateful for these little things and celebrate my life as a "gift" not as a "given"

What My Hopeless Romantic Heart Longs For...lol
If only someone felt this way about me.... (sigh) A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. - Laura Veronica Merodio -

Katman Get Arrested,can Any One Help Please???
HELLO EVERY ONE! THERE IS NO DRAMA,BASHING OR ACCUSATION LOL ITS JUST A SIMPLE PIMP OUT DO YOU KNOW THIS PERSON??? DO YOU HAVE HIM ON YOUR FRIEND LIST??? IF NOT,YOU SHOULD GO AND HIT HIM UP. FAN,RATE AND ADD HIM,CAUSE HE IS ONE OF THE BEST AND MOST FABULOUS PEOPLE ON FUBAR. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME,YOU SHOULD TRY AND YOU'LL FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF.AND PLEASE TELL HIM WILDCAT SENT YOU. HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND. LOVE Y'ALL ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® KaTman@ fubar THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar

Some Great People (pt 1)
OK Folks heres a list of some realllllly great people I have come to know here on Fubar. In this list it's about the people who have helped em with my giveaway. ~(((...Mullet Hunter...)))~After Hours Greeter~Club F.A.R.~@ fubar This girl is totally awsome. I give her major kudos for all her help and for just being a plain cool chick :> DJ BEETLE JUICE~~OWNER OF BEETLES AFTER MIDNIGHT LOUNGE@ fubar OK this dude it pretty neat too. He's the owner of the lounge "After Midnight" it's a bang'n place...you should stop by some time. skullcrushed **fu owned by "null" and "the lonely heart"@ fubar And this guy here, He's a real sweetheart.

Candy
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Something To Think About
This is so true, it is scary. . . . . Hard to believe this was written by a high school student. . . The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers; wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints; we spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy it less. We have bigger houses and smaller families; more conveniences, but less time; we have more degrees, but less sense; more knowledge, but less judgment; more experts, but fewer solutions; more medicine, but less wellness. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life; we've added years to life, not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet the new neighbor. We've conquered outer space, but not inner space; we've cleaned up the ai

Fantasy Fulfilled
They were returning from a night out, she was so sexy in his eyes, She looked breath taking in a black skirt, he was aroused, as he had been all night long, knowing that beneath that skirt she had stockings on and no panties. He had enjoyed her teasing glances all night and the comments they had made to each other. His cock had at times been painfully confined and he smiled to himself knowing that soon it would be released. They walked hand in had, she whispered her love to him and pulled him into a wooded area, his excitement grew as he realized why she had brought him here. They had spoken of this fantasy only 3 days previous and now it would be fulfilled, he was impatient for her now, his cock, swollen and throbbing. He spoke his urgency to her and they found a stout tree trunk, he pushed her against it, lifting her skirt, kissing her deeply, greedily, eagerly. She returned his kiss, sucking his tongue, nibbling his earlobe, gasping his name as he pushed himself between her t

38k To Level
Rich aka The Universe tends to unfold as it should ...Is only a little over 38 K to Level up .. If you've got some time Please stop by and show him some luv ... the universe tends to unfold as it should..@ fubar Thanks Xoxox Wen :)

Nowness
We never remain in the present. We anticipate the future as being too slow to come, as if to hasten its progress; or we recall the past in order to hold it back as being too quick to go: we are so rash as to stray into times which are not ours, and do not think about the only one which belongs to us: so futile as to think of thoes which no longer are, and to let slip unreflecting the only one which subsides. The truth is, the present commonly wounds us.

Let Me Be
Let my love wash over you like a gentle rain Flowing like soft tears let it wash away the pain Let my heart be the sun when the rains subside To warm the cold and and light the darkness hidden inside Let me be the grass beneath your feet to caress your spirit with gentle hands ...soft and sweet Let me be the air that wraps around you cooling you hot skin the gentle breeze that fans the flick of flame burning within Let me be the moon and stars above you To guide your way in whatever you pursue Let me be the bed you lay upon to rest your weary head Let me be your soft pillow where the best of dreams are bred Let my arms hold you and protect you from all harm Let my heart be your safe harbor from lifes storms Let me look into your eyes and get lost in your gaze And let mine eyes and smile brighten your darkest of days Let my voice calm and sooth your days rough edges Let our laughter break thru all fates pitfalls and ledges For with life love and laughter there

What To Own Dolphin?
dolphin is up for auction come bid on me. imikimi - Customize Your World click the link below to bin on dolphin. this is the wonderful host show her lots of luv, she is the greatest. !Starry!@ fubar (repost of original by '^Titan65{member of NAP,Spankers*r/l Husband&Master to luTin' on '2008-02-26 12:07:35') (repost of original by '!Starry!' on '2008-02-26 12:13:56')

Laying Out
Today was almost perfect, still a little cold to jump in the pool. Laying out in the sun in my bikini was nice. The hot tub is always great, especially when I've partied to much and fallen on a gym floor busting my ass for 12 feet up, I guess. That bruise covers the slashed for a single tail whip, so I guess its a good thing. Anyone have anything interesting happening this week? Luv u Tara

Patirotic Americans
SIGN IN A PHILADELPHIA STORE WINDOW - 'WE WOULD RATHER DO BUSINESS WITH 1000 ALQAEDA TERRORISTS THAN WITH ONE SINGLE AMERICAN SOLDIER!' This sign was prominently displayed in the window of a business in Philadelphia. You are probably outraged at the thought of such an inflammatory statement.& amp; nbsp; However, we are a society which holds Freedom of Speech as perhaps our greatest liberty. And after all, it is just a sign. You may ask what kind of business would dare post such a sign. Answer: A Funeral Home (Who said morticians had no sense of humor?) You gotta love it!!! God Bless AMERICA Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave. And impossible to forget! Share this with all your unforgettable friends today.... --------------------------------------------------------------------------------

This Is So How I Feel Amongst Some Of My Lifestyle So Called Friends
A round peg surrounded by square holes, Fitting in each hole but never quite filling it. An almost match but never quite the same. Where do I fit in? Playing a drum in a string quartet, An instrument meant for a different song. I’ve been marching to a different beat all my life. How do I fit in? Painting with words and sculpting with yarn, Needles, hooks, and looms used to create my gifts. Following patterns does not make real talent. Why don’t I fit in? Waiting to hear magic words from those, I love, Thank you, I appreciate you, I love you. To hear those words I must say them first. When will I fit in? Weird is no longer my word, I am now unique, Normal will never be my claim in life. There’s no way they’ll ever understand me. I don’t want to fit in.

~real Love.....true Love~
**********Just One Minute of Real Love********** Sometimes when you Love someone with all you are...Heart, Mind, Body and Soul, you start wanting to protect them and spare them from any Hurts, Pains or Troubles. It comes from wanting the Best for them and willing to Turn the World upside down for them. It is an ureal expectation and even though Your Mind knows this, Your Heart still tells you to try EVERYTHING to help them and spare them any Pain. You try to find solutions for their problems when all they may need is your silent support. Even words used to comfort can come back and bite you in the ass because you are in a different place then they are and are in a different mindset even though you struggle mightly to be next to them. Hell, you would even take a bullet for them if you could to spare them. I am learning about Real and True Love. Peace.

Rip Papa
I saw this poem and thought that it was great.... RIP PAPA WE LOVE & MISS YOU "The Dash" By Linda Ellis I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of his friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came the date of her birth and spoke of the second with tears, but he said that what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth, and now only those who loved her know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars, the house, the cash. What matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard, are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left. (You could be at "dash mid-range.") If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel

Happy Hour Ty Ty Ty My Friends
Hi to all . I'm just back from one week at Holyday's house and i've sen that my giveaway was completed, so i want say a very special thank to all my friends and helpers on this giveaway. YU have to know that it is because i have friends like yu that i didn't delete my account when fubar had taken off all my points and fubucks recently it had really pissed me off coz i have hard worked on fubar since one year for 4 millions points reseted at zero. A big lot of yu aprreciate really my pics and i love yu for this, so i continue but my challenge was to become the first french godfather and now it's dead. My happy hour will be today at 6 AM fubar time it will be 3 PM here ad i want thank yu wiz rates during this HH send me shouts if yu want to be thanked i am afraid to forget someone (lol) yu were a big lot to help me in the giveaway ty one more time. I wish yu all a great day.

Do You Agree With Me!!!!!!!
just wondering if i am the only one that believes this or not?? i know we live in a fast face life and all but life is too short to miss the good things that are out there for you. think about it...we are only out for ourselves and no one else, we need to stop think and do the right thing and help the other person before we help ourselves, cause that person may need a helping hand and good word and smile or just a friend, we don't know what that person is going through we just judge them before we know them and thats sad cause that person my be the best thing that ever happen to you. plus you really find out who your true friends are when things go bad for you and you need there help, but when they need yours they want it and no matter what it takes, then when you need theres they are no where to be found. stop and think about it. we all go through this no matter who we are and just deal with it and go on. no matter how much it hurts and then we put up walls and noone gets

Mental Attitude 3
A positive mental attitude is the habit of acting with definateness of purpose, with full beliefe in both soundness of that purpose and one's ability to achieve it. It is the habit of going beyond the letter of one's responsibility and rendering more and better service than one is obligated to render, and doing it in a friendly, pleasing manner. It is the habit of choosing a definate goal and marching forward toward its attainment without hesitating because of either commendation or condemnation. It is the habit of looking for the good qualities in other people and expecting to find them, at the same time being prepared to recognize unfavorable qualities without being shocked into a negative state of mind. It is the habit of mastering all the emotions by submitting them to examinations by the head and the discipline of the power of will. It is the habit of facing all the facts which affect one's life both the pleasant and the unpleasant, and keeping a co

W00t W00t!!!!!
WHOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOO UPDATE PEOPLE: GOT A GREAT NEW JOB, I LOVE IT...MOVED INTO MY OWN APARTMENT BACK IN MY HOMETOWN LAST WEEK.. AND MY INTERNET WILL BE BACK ON SHORTLY...OH YES, THE NIPS IS COMING HOME TO ROOST...LOL AND IT BEGS THE QUESTION: WHERE WILL YOU BE WHEN THE NIPS COME HOME?? MUUUAAHHHHHHHH SEE YOU ALL SOON!!

Poems
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who wants to listen all day long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs for more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to 'how big is my behind?' I pray that this man will love me to no end, and always be my very best friend. _______________________________________________ MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a bar on a golf course, and loves to send me fishing and hunting. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Twats In Uniform
Lovely that everyone is so supportive of serving and former military peeps but as a “veteran” of Northern Ireland, The Falklands, The Gulf and Bosnia would just like to point out we got paid and unless there have been big changes since I left most can’t wait to get into some real clothes and out of those poxy uniforms at the end of the day. If your best come on is “I have a uniform” then you’ll find McDonalds a lot safer. Playing on your days in "the service" to pull is a strategy doomed to failure. Be quietly proud of what you do/ did and geta personality as shiny as your boots.

Aar - Move Along
In one of those moods where I'm low, but not so low that music can't cheer me up. This is one of those songs that usually does the trick for some reason. Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone stands Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along (Go on, go on, go on, go

Don't Believe The Lies
I have a friend and she is a very good woman and good friend she is caring, loving, just so amazing i've known her for about 1 1/2 years . She is very much in love with a man but he tells her she is everything to him , but he lies to her and thinks she is blind and can't see beyond the love . I really just want him to come clean about his intentions and for her to wake up to the BS . He came here to meet other women but still lying to the most important person in his life , telling them how he like there thickness ,how sexy they are . I think he trying to make her jealous so she will break up with him so he can sleep with who ever he wants he maybe sleeping around on her now and she don't know but if she catches STD she will know then . Please comment back on this blog , she knows i care very deeply for her .

My Daughter Is In Hospital!
my daughter(WHO IS 15) is in hospital in ephrata. she went in sun afternoon. she was a passenger , one of 6 kids in a car and a 19 yr.old was driving. he thought it would be fun to pass a car in front of him on a side road and lost control and swerved back and forth a couple times hitting the mountain side and then the car flipped a few times landing on it's roof. she was the last one to crawl out the back window and she was pretty much the only one seriously injured. she had surgey sun. nite on her knee to repair fat cells, ligaments, skin had to be stretched back over it. it was awful! she has road rash and debree on her hands and elbow. she cant write or feed herself. they have her leg in an imobilizer so she cant bend it for at least 2 weeks. she has to stay in hospital until they figure out whether or not the skin is going to live or die and if she will need another surgery for a skin graph. paramedics called me on her cell phone and i thought it was a joke at first! she is having

The Wolf (wa-hya Or Wa-ya)
To Native Americans, the wolf is a powerful spiritual symbol. They are considered to be teachers or pathfinders. The wolf star was red, an esteemed color, associated with the wolf by all tribes. Also known as Sirius, it is the brightest star in the Northern Sky. The milky way was the wolf's trail-the route to heaven. In time, the wolf also became associated among the four seasons with summer, among the trees with the willow, and among the great natural forces with the clouds. The indians respected the wolf's prowess as a hunter, his stamina, and the way he moved silently across the landscape. They were moved by his howling, which they sometimes regarded as talking with the spirit world. The wolf appears in many legends as a messenger, great long distance travelor and a guide for anyone seeking the spirit world. He was the forerunner of new ideas who returned to the clan to teach and share medicine. Wolf is the Grand teacher. Wolf is the sage, who after many wi

I Have The Flu......darn It I Hate Being Sick
Well guys, I got the flu and I am sicker than a dog. I even puked on my doctor yesterday...LOL. I don't feel like lounging, answering my shout box or giving out comments. I am just so run down and worn out. On the bright side I do feel like giving picture ratings and rating stashes. I will also be working on my page. Uploading and that type of stuff. Bear with me until I get this thing over with.

Venting!!!!!!!!
OK....today was ok...started out feelin' kinda yucky from sinus drainage but it got a little better....until now....it just got worse. My wonderful 3 yr. old son is out to get me again. He got really quiet and if you have children....that's not a good sign. I went to find him.....I found him alright. I just followed to smell. I found him in his room, where he had dumped a cake mix out on the floor, a bag of Wilton candy melts (chocolate....that you make candy with) and had some how managed to get the container of parmesan cheese and dump that on top of all of it. With his door closed....it smelled to high heaven when I opened it to find such a disastrous mess. I wanted to throttle him. It does me no good to spank him because I have done that.....he just keeps doing this crap. I swear....he wears me out!!!!!!! I just needed to vent! I don't care if anyone cares or not.....I just needed to!!!!!!

Life Is Good!
It is funny how you spend your whole life looking for love and happiness then to wake up one day to find you have both in abundance. I have three of the most wonderful people in My life. There is My Husband the man I love with everything in Me. So much so that even when I want to choke him, I can't imagine My life without him.Then there is My sweet chelsea, an unexpected but much needed love. Now when I though My life and heart could not get any bigger or more full, tim has come into My life. You ignite a passion in Me that I did not know existed. I want to shout from the rooftops " Thank you Goddess, for allowing Me to have this wonderful life!!!"

Longing For You Baby!!!
Come Home Soon Lyrics Artist(Band):Shedaisy I put away the groceries And I take my daily bread I dream of your arms around me As I tuck the kids in bed I don't know what you're doin' And I don't know where you are But I look up at that great big sky And I hope you're wishin' on that same bright star I wonder, I pray [Chorus:] And I sleep alone I cry alone And it's so hard livin' here on my own So please, come home soon (Come home soon) I know that we're together Even though we're far apart And I'll wear our lucky penny 'round my neck Pressed to my heart I wonder, I pray [Repeat Chorus] [Bridge:] I still imagine your touch It's beautiful missing something that much But sometimes love needs a fighting chance So I'll wait my turn until it's our turn to dance I wonder, I pray [Second Chorus:] I sleep alone I cry alone Without you this house is not a home So please, come home soon [Third Chorus:] I walk alone I try alone I'll wai

The Real People Please Stand Up!!!
Okay, I have seen quite a bit in my first year on this site. Among the notable things ........ women that claim to have an ailment that has no cure yet, they can sit behind the computer all day. Women that claim to be someone they are not and hiding behind pictures to lure would be prospects in. The women that cant make a good living for themselves because they feel it easier to try and get a man to take care of them. Tn those that just crave attention and will cause all kinds of drama to get it. Last but not least, the women that ignore theirchildren to be online and to include the ones that let undue harm come to their kids such as, death ............ GET REAL OR GET OFF LINE to all you lil no goods.

Its Not Their Fault
A Sad Story I attend a small writing class that happens to be completely filled with girls. It is very interesting to watch how they behave when guys aren't around. (They feel comfortable enough around me to forget I'm there at times.) Even more interesting to note is the Autistic girl. She is a very friendly person, but the differences are bright as day. She once jumped from her seat out of dead silence and asked, "Is it true that some people have mental problems and they think they're really young and they act really young even though they're really adults? Is that true?" It was a depressing moment. She was speaking about herself, albeit unknowingly. Yesterday she got up and wrote on the board the following words: "An EKG measures your Broccoli" She then asked if it was true what she said, and I told her no. Then she laughed heartily and said, "I'm funny aren't I!" "You're hilarious." She's good hearted. Today a group of non-autistic, although I won't go so far as to say

Screen Early
There’s no cure for autism, but early therapy can lessen the severity of this disorder. With that in mind, all children should be screened twice for autism by the age of two. What this means is parents will be asked by theiir doctor whether their 4-month-old smiles at the sound of her parents’ voices, and if their 9-month-olds babble, or their 1-year-olds point to toys. And other such tests. Of course, if the answer to any of these is "no" these are just signs that may hint at more focused testing. New reports also say children with suspected autism should begin treatment even before being formally diagnosed. One in 150 U.S. children are said to have some form of autism. Help your child by making sure he is not autistic

Puting Self Out In Open
I've been single for almost a year now.I was in a 14 year relationship.She's moved on so it's time for me to get on with my life as well.I'm not in to playing games.If you're sincere I will be the same.I'm not looking to rush into anything either.I just wanna have some fun and mingle with someone of the opposite sex.

Zodiac Signs
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Bitch Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. V • I • R • G • O: The Freak Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A • : The Freak in the Bed Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring

Just To Be With You
I lose myself in your beautiful eyes I cant pull away even if I wanted to try Your perfect in every way The thought of you just makes my day You came to me from the heavens above You flew in on wings my angel of love When nothing seems to go quite right and I no longer can see the light I look upon your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place I cherish every word you've said You move me like the music I play in my head In this world of false truths I know only one thing true I'd give up everything just to be with you.

Wake Up America!
Barack Hussien Obama His original name is Baraka (Arabic) not Barack (African) He outright lied about his father's Religious Denomination in the 2004 Primaries Louis Farakan backs him and his Pastor is a Farakan follower..We are in a War against Islam... A War they Declared against us and drew first blood on 9-11...I'm not a hater so enough said... But lets not allow dislike for a certain candidate or Party cloud our judgement from the bigger picture here this election... Just Concerned, Ropenlethr

Females Only Auction Is Closed
NEW RULES! TO ALL BIDDERS DO NOT BID UNLESS YOU'RE PREPARED TO PAY WITHIN 24HOURS OF YOUR BID IN CASE THE PERSON YOU'RE BIDDING ON WISHES TO ACCEPT YOUR BID AND CLOSE THEIR AUCTION EARLY. AND TO CONTESTANTS IF YOU DO NOT FOLLOW THROUGH ON YOUR END AFTER YOU'VE BEEN PAID I WILL STICKY A BULLETIN LETTING EVERYONE KNOW YOU DIDN'T FOLLOW THROUGH! Auction will run until March 11 10:00pm central. I am no longer accepting entries you will have to wait for the next females only auction that I host. AUCTION RULES If one of your friends wishes to bid but are blocked from my page you may put their bid up for them with a link to their profile I WILL NOT UNBLOCK ANYONE I tried that once with the male auction and won't go there again. IF you prefer fubucks you must say so at the beginning when you sign up. OTHERWISE Real $ bids will trump fubuck bids. Unless fubucks is 1mil+ then will go according to the female's preference. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED. I will be promoting this auction he

Lenny Kravitz - Believe
Believe by Lenny Kravitz I am you and you are me Why's that such a mystery? If you want it you got to believe Who are we? We're who we are Riding on this great big star We've got to stand up if we're gonna be free yeah If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved The Son of God is in our face Offering us eternal grace If you want it you've got to believe 'Cause being free is a state of mind We'll one day leave this all behind Just put your faith in God and one day you'll see it If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved The future's in our present hands Let's reach right in Let's understand If you want it you've got to believe yeah If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself yeah 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved

The Unknown
Ye aspiring ones, listen to the story of the unknown Who lies here with no stone to mark the place. As a boy reckless and wanton, Wandering with gun in hand through the forest Near the mansion of Aaron Hatfield, I shot a hawk perched on the top Of a dead tree. He fell with a guttural cry At my feet, his wing broken. Then I put him in a cage Where he lived many days cawing angrily at me When I offered him food. Daily I search the realmes of Hades For the soul of the hawk, That I may offer him the friendship Of one whome life wounded and caged.

::oh Snap;:
So I'm here on Fubar waiting for my water to boil [[hmmm]] for my usual evening chamomile tea. It takes about 15 minutes because when it comes to boiling water, the stove heats it but the boiling process is slower than two turtles fucking so I go back in just now, and wonder why the hell the water isn't hot or boiling...I'm trying to figure this out for a good couple minutes when I realized I never turned the stove on LOL!! Can you say "DEE DEE DEE!!!!" =P *Waits another 15 minutes for water to boil*

Closure?
"Do you believe in clousure?" I ask. As I accept the cup of coffee offered to me and sink into her squishy couch. "As in..?" She questions with a knowing smile I roll my eyes and sigh. "You KNOW. When a relationship has ended..Do you think there should be a certain...closure.." "If something has ended it is closed." She shrugs I nod my head. That is what I have always believed as well. "There is a reason that you ask of course...you believe..yes..there should be a rehashing." "rehashing?" What kind of word is this? I wonder, as I hunch over my late night coffee. "That's all it is. You rehash all of the issues until you are both sore again...achy....When a relationship ends. SOMEone is bound to be unhappy..yes?" "Yes." "So why not you." she shruggs her shoulders. I snort and smile. "I am not UNhappy." "I know that you are not....anymore." She pauses. "Are you writing again?" "Yes." I say this softly, almost as if the ability will leave me if I prono

My First Auction
CHECK HER OUT!!!!! {PLEASE REPOST} (repost) This is my BEST FRIEND on FUBAR!!!! And she is up for auction for the FIRST TIME EVER!!!!So go and show her the love...well the love through $$$$$$$$$$ :D I want to see some AWESOME bids on my girl here!!!!!! She is a total sweetheart who goes above and beyond for her friends!!!!! I guarantee you will get your $ worth and then some!!!!!! BARBARA This bulletin brought to you by: ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ (repost of original by '~*TinkerbellMN84*~Check out some awesome friends in my about me section!' on '2008-02-25 21:40:19')

Suicide
Tonight is the closest I have come to suicide in over 12 yrs. My pain is so much that I do not know what to do. I used to count on one man not to hurt me but he has. I refused to believe that he could do it, but I still can not blame him. I believe I hurt him first not knowing too. I can't tell him I'm sorry now, because he won't talk to me. He is in another country and I will not be able to see him anytime soon, if he will let me. I wish to the Goddess that I was never born, because I do not know how to handle all the emotions that are going through me right now. I started to fall for another man and he won't talk to me either. I don't know why this time. I wish I knew what to do right now. To wait for my first love or to go ahead and try to make things work with the new man I started to fall for. Or to wait even longer for someone else? GGGRRRR!!! I so hate my life!!

Energy Alert - February 23 !
I guess I will continue to post these as they are issued. They seem to make me feel a little less disconnected and I hope they do the same for you! Much love and warm hugs! Blessings, one and all! Greetings! In this energy alert: Why there is so much suffering now present on the planet; Why everything is in divine and perfect order even though it may seem the world has gone mad; Where we are in the transition; What we can do to ease any discomfort we may be experiencing; And examples of the transition process unfolding in a beautiful and perfect way. We are basically in the same space as we were during the last energy alert, even though there have been a few minor movements which placed us in an even more secure position in readiness for the new. On February 20th we experienced a lunar eclipse, which brought a very definite end to the clearing and purging stage. You might have had significant dreams during this time which indicated that th

Epiphany
Your words they make just a whisper Your face is so unclear I try to pay attention And the words just disappear Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said So i speak to you in riddles Cuz my words get in my way I smoke the whole thing to my head And feel it wash away Cuz i can't take anymore of this I wanna come apart And did myself a little hole Inside your precious heart Cuz it's always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said I am nothing more than A little boy inside That cries out for intention That i always try to hide Cuz i talk to you like children Though i don't know how i feel But i know i'll do the right thing If the right thing is in fear Cuz its always raining in my head Forget all the things i should have said

I Remember You!
Woke up to ear the sound of pouring rain, The wind would whisper and I'd think of you. And all the tears you cried, that called my name. And when you needed me I came through. I paint a picture of the days gone by, When love went blind and you would make me see. I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes. So that I knew you were there for me, Time after time, you were there for me. Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand. Love letters in the sand, I remember you. Through the sleepless nights, and every endless day, I'd wanna hear you say, I remember you. We spend the summer with the top rolled down, Wished ever after would be like this. You said "I love you babe," without a sound. I said I'd give my life for just one kiss. I'd live for your smile, and die for your kiss. Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand. Love letters in the sand, I remember you. Through the sleepless nights, and every endless day. I'd wanna hear you say, I remember you. We've had our sh

Parenting
Well I thought id give an insight to some of my daily pleasures of being a stay at home dad of 2 boys and a girl.The daily grind isnt so bad there are many memorable moments,but every once in a while there comes that moment where it at the time erases all the memorable ones till your able to step back and take it all in.I will go ahead and get to the point, today I woke up from a normal restless sleep but once I gathered myself I felt refreshed and thought well ill take the dogs out then get the kids up and feed them and start my day.That all sounded like a good plan but instead I started heading down the hall and heard the sound of hands smacking on the wall so I turned around put my ear to my kids bedroom door,I couldnt hear my daughter so assumed she was still asleep and that my youngest son was awake.I opened the door and was shocked by the sight it looked like a murder crime scene but imagine a murder scene where the people bleed chocolate ....but then imagine that its not chocola

Harry Reveals His True Colors...
i can understand why a man would wear something funny or even disturbing for halloween. this year, i wore a helmet, a pair of safety glasses with an elastic band to hold them in place, and i sausaged myself into one of my son's shirts. i looked like a high jumper in the special olympics - which was the look i was trying to achieve. but there are some costume ideas that just should not be pursued. harry here is a case in point. his lovely ensemble is too disturbing to be funny. it's too disturbing to really even be considered disturbing. i'm sure he realized this when his daughter ran out of the room crying upon seeing him. hopefully paying for the months of therapy that she needs to get over the trauma of seeing him in a mini skirt and see-through shirt has taught him that, while the costume was a funny idea, it should not have gone further. what disturbs me the most about this photo is that harry has it set as his PRIMARY. this is the first impression he wants to give th

Global Concierge
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I Want Your "shocker" Pic!
If any of you have a "shocker" pic, send it to me for the folder I'm creating. The best one will get a prize ;-) We all love surprises right? Just do it...I did! I added mine to get it started. Click on my pic below to see the ones I have so far! Can't wait to see them! Much love ~That Girl

Leaving Today
OK, THIS IS GONNA BE MY LAST BLOG FOR AT LEAST 6 MONTHS! WOW...FEW THINGS... IF YOU NEED TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, TALK TO MY AMAZING BOYFRIEND. HIS NAME IS SYN AND HE'S ALL OVER MY PAGE, SO FINDING HIM WON'T BE HARD. IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE TO YOU WHILE I'M AWAY, SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS AND SYN WILL GET IT TO ME. FOR ALL THE PETTY BITCHES WHO THINK THEY CAN HAVE MY MAN, FUCK OFF AND DIE. HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU, NEVER WILL. GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE. WE HAVE, SO LET US BE HAPPY AND STOP THE DRAMA! (NONE OF US ARE IN HIGH SCHOOL) TO ALL OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, AND I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, YOU ARE IN MY HEART ALWAYS AND I LOVE YOU ALL VERY VERY MUCH! TO EVERYONE ELSE, I'LL SEE YA WHEN I GET BACK! MUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHS!!!!!!!!!!

Fun Facts About Me And Random Thoughts
Im stealing this idea from my former shrink Dr. Joe. I loved the detail and depth he shared and felt compelled to do so as well. So here goes * Editors Note * The following content is the views and opinions of one castle0417. The views expressed here are his and his alone and do not reflect the staff of FUBAR. 1. Im 27 and i still collect comic books and action figures. 2. I ve served in the Marine Corp and The Army for a total of 9 yrs and in all honesty felt the Marine Corp was a waste of time. I could have harnessed repressed feelings of anger and alcoholism at college. 3. Im an insomniac. Some Dr.'s speculate from Post Traumatic Stress but I would never confirm or deny either. 4. Im divorced and remarried. Once again when I think about the first memory I sometimes forget if it was a dream or a Memory. Perhaps another reason I dont sleep at night (hint hint). 5. I havent tried drugs...I always had the oppurtunity but in all honesty was too chicken shit to give in.

Saying?
How do you say I love you to someone that has been there for you from the begining? How do you say thank you, to someone that always gives you a smile? How do you cry to someone that never sees you cry? How do you understand the love that isnt truely there? How you you listen when the world is crying? The tears of joy come and go.... The tears of pain stay more than you know! I have been emptied all too many times and I feel so empty inside. You were the person that picked me off the ground and said that you will always be there! You actually were and how do I say thank you to you? How do I show you the love that you need to be shown? How do I show you that you matter to me more than you ever know? How do I let you in?

Female Joke
THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00 -- on one condition." (There are always conditions!) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (Controlling, huh?) The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address.

My Sacrifice
Hello my friend we meet again It's been a while where should we begin…feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I'. free…I'm careless…I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We've seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let's find peace there When you are with me I'm free…I'm careless…I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again

So Damn Proud !~
I am just Elated today .. Mike as most of you know is taking some college courses and he's loving it I havnt seen him this interested in any type of schooling for some years now ..Anyway today when he came back home from his World History II Class he told me his professor told everyone their grades as of this point in the semister and he's in the TOP 5% *Cheering* Wohoo'ing* Proud* I have always been proud of him more than I think he'll ever really know but this just put a Flower on my ol' bonnet ... Well I just wanted to share my happy news for the day .. back to Cleaning the Fish tank and getting the Dog vacuumed .. and waiting on the lady from the insurance company to come over and give the car a once over before *Crossing fingers* Cutting me a check so i can get it fixed .. The jeep conked out the Day after mike accident and that just cost me a pretty penny .. freakin over 500 bucks Youch ! that camping fund is getting smaller and smaller .. :( Anyway I wish you all

Do You Like To Watch Movies
I am disabled and love to spend my time watching movies of all sorts. since I have so much free time I do a lot of surfing in the net and have found 7 sites that offer free movies to watch online. these are not download sites and all you need to do is go there and pick a movie and it will pop up on your screen. The sites do not require you to join or submit any personal info at all and after extensive research an them I found them to be legitimate sites. I even have a program that identifies the owners of the sites I am on and establishes if they are registered and if they have been reported for viruses or malware and all have been checked out. They receive their movies from sites like google video. If you are interested in looking at them for yourself I am more than happy to share the links with you. Simply PM me and request them and I will send a few to you.

Buy Me Some Rocks!!!
So here we go again, another contest and I once again need your help. Buy me shamrocks lol! Every shamrock that you buy for me, I will post below for all to see! Help me with this one please!

Stupid Happy Hours Lol
One of my best internet friends (of like 6 years) is currently hosting Happy Hour. Yay Bull. however...... if this keeps up he's going to surpass me in points lol. We can't have that. its just not right... an invitee cant pass the inviter lol. I don't normally ask, but if you've got a few spare minutes come by and rate a few pics or stash? Don't let this fu-student of mine pass me in points. hehe.... Bull... you do learn well Grasshopper but we just can't have this :-P and as always... all fu-luv will be returned. thanks :-)

My Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can’t reach in You can’t reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can’t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again So brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of me

Bartab
COME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING. Make your own Myspace Pimpin Text at MyToolSpace.com (repost of original by 'DJ BARTAB BLACK DIAMOND DJ AKA THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED AND RL/BF TO DJ KRAZYCHICK HONORARY DB' on '2008-02-26 14:03:13')

Kids Say The Darndest Things
Why do we love children? 1. NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom, that lady isn't wearing a seat belt!' 2. OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, 'The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents.' 3. KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. 'Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle.' 4. MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched

Republican Or Democrat
was traveling down the road the other day south of Benton when a tire blew out. Checking my spare, I found that it too was flat. My only option was to flag down a passing motorist and get a ride to the next town. The first vehicle to stop was an old man in a van. He yelled out the window, 'Need a lift?' 'Yes, I sure do,' I replied. 'You a Republican or Democrat, asked the old man. 'Republican,' I replied. 'Well, you can just go to Hell,' yelled the old man as he sped off. Another guy stopped, rolled down the window, and asked me the same question Again, I gave the same answer, 'Republican.' The driver gave me the finger and drove off. I thought it over and decided that maybe I should change my strategy, since this area seemed to be overly political and there appeared to be few Republicans. The next car to stop was a red convertible driven by a beautiful blonde. She smiled seductively and asked if I was a Republican or Democrat. 'Democrat!', I shouted

Tax Time
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions."He gets her name, address, social! secu rity number, etc. and then asks,"What's your occupation?" "I'm a Lady of the night," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken aback and says, " Let's try to rephrase that." The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that still won't work. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a prostitute?" "Well, I raised a thousand little peckers last year." "Chicken Farmer it is."

Hurt.
NIN - Hurt I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

Doctor Visit
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied

What Do I Have To Do?
Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do? You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything … tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance… tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make y

I Am On My Wayto A Happy Hour
thank you to all my friends and family and fans,aconite done this well without all of your help I am almost there .... 18,400 to go just a little more help I will be there.thank you each and every one who helps if you read my blog and you would like to help click on the photo and comment as many or as few as possible every comment helps thank you ..... Scotty

Death Is Nothing At All
Been searching for this one for ages and finally found it Death is nothing at all... I have only slipped away to the next room... I am I and you are you... Whatever we were to each, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, Speak it to me in the same way you always used. Put no difference into your tone, Wear no false air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect, without the ghost of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolutely unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident. I am but waiting for you for an interval Somewhere very near Just around the corner. All is well. Henry Scott Holland 1847 - 1918 Canon of St Paul's, London

Makes You Wonder About 50 Years From Now
Comments made in the year 1955! That's only 53 years ago! "I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20.00." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2, 000.00 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous. "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1.00, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage." "Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to send my kids to the movies any m

A Woman's Tears
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

New Guest Book
Ok... I got me a "Guest Book".... so if you guys can be so kind as to sign it.... that would be most lovely of you all... Come on.... Ya know you want to.... pretty please... hmmmmmm? What do ya say? if ya do.. thanks... Be well and safe all.... Click on da pic... (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar Panic AtDisco Videos | Music Video Codes | Chicago MLS

Scorpio - The Virgin
SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost ARIES - THE PLAYER Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser.

My Friend Needs Help For Spot Light
THIS PERSON NEEDS HELP SO SHE CAN GET SPOTLIGHT SHE IS A GREAT PERSON AND A GREAT FRIEND ... CLICK ON THE LINK AND GIVE HER SOME FUBUCKS AND THE ONE WHO GIVES THE MOST WILL WIN A (HH) ..☆:Lindsay:☆..@ fubar

Dream A Dream
Dream A Dream Dream a dream for me tonight A dream innocent and true Dream a dream for me tonight One that I can dream with you The dreams you hold in your pretty head Are the dreams I hold in mine The fancies you fancy when you sleep at night Are the goals for which I pine dream a dream for me tonight Full of laughter, love and song Dream a dream for me tonight It's that for which I long The fantasies that keep you warm at night Enchanted visions; what can they be? The warm touch of your sleeping soul Oh, what that does to me Dream a dream for me tonight My sweet angel fair Dream a dream for me tonight To chase away my every care Let me touch your wanton heart Let me see you fly On wings of dreams and fancy borne Expressed in an eternal sigh Dream a dream for me tonight Timeless changes of light Dream a dream for me tonight Emotions captured in flight Never does a moment pass That I do not dream of you And never do I ever doubt That my l

The Picture........
I SEE A PICTURE HANGING ON THE WALL, HIS COWBOY HAT SAID IT ALL. BUT WHEN I STARED AT THE FACE, HIS HEART AND SOUL SEEMED DISPLACED. HIS BEARD COVERED HIS CHIN, THERE WAS NO SMILE NOT EVEN A GRIN. HIS GLASSES REFLECTED HIS YEARS, BUT I COULDN'T GET BEYOND THE SADNESS AND TEARS. HIS YOUTHFUL LOOKS COULD NOT HIDE, THE BROKEN HEART LYING INSIDE.

Shivers....
It starts when you meet eyes across the room. The constant flirtation, of little grins and smiles, eventually give in to you buying her a drink. She gladly accepts and as you sit down on the bar stool next to her, casual conversation follows. You continue through the night giving intimate details of your life, of you experiences, and the things that you enjoy. You smile and listen patiently as she follows suit and describes every detail of her life's history. As the coversation gets deeper you both decide to move to a smaller room where privacy is further enjoyed by the candle lit at your table. As you gaze into one anothers eyes a sparkle begins to emerge and an urge is pulling at the both of you drawing you closer together. The bar closes and you find yourselves at the local pancake house lost in conversation not worrying about what anyone else is saying or what either of your friends are thinking as the both of you disappeared that evening. The night passes like a b

My Confession
Why am I so lonely, when I'm surrounded by my Friends? They love me, and they would die for me. They are with me to the End. They are the there for all the good times, and embrace me in the bad. They are as close to me as family, and for their kinship I am glad. The cold that's buried inside of me, is hidden very deep. They have hardly ever seen it, but if they do, they start to weep. They say that I'm a great person, and say that I should wait, But damnet I'm so lonely, I can't keep going at this rate. See, once I gave my heart away, and I've fought to get it back. My soul was torn, my mind was swept, my life was thrown off track. My friends were there to pick me up and put me on my feet, But there was something missing, my life was incomplete. She's out there somewhere waiting, but I'm to blind to see, The One that got put on this earth to set my s

Sexy Friends Folder
ARE YOU ON MY SEXY LIST? IN THE NEXT FEW DAYS I WILL BE ADDING PICS TO MY SEXY FU-FRIENDS ALBUM.ONLY THE SEXY OF THE SEXIEST WILL BE IN THERE.SO BE SURE TO CHECK THEM OUT. ~KISSES FROM KARMA~

My Brother
my brother my brother's so sweet in times of need he is there my brother's so responsible he told me a lot of things my brother's so funny we even teared from laughing my brother's so fierce don't mess with him when his angry my brother fell in love and he's very very happy my brother made up his mind and had a nice sweet handsome guy :) my brother is away i'm sad when i think of it but my brother's heart is good and i know he will never forget me.

I Need 25 People And I'll So Do It
LETS SEE IF THERE ARE AT LEAST 25 PEOPLE INTERESTED IN SEEING ME GO LIVE ON CAM. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE ME LIVE RIGHT NOW THEN THIS IS WHAT I NEED FROM YOU.... I HAVE A PICTURE FOLDER THAT HAS 100 PICS IN IT.. IF THEIR ARE 25 PEOPLE INERESTED IN HANGING OUT IN MY LOUNGE WHILE IM LIVE ON CAM AND WILLING TO RATE THAT ONE FOLDER OF 100 PICS THEN ILL DO IT.. TONIGHT AS SOON AS I KNOW THERE ARE 25 PEOPLE.. THIS IS WHAT I LOOK LIKE NOW LINK TO MY LOUNGE http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51889

Submission Is Not For The Weak.
So I've been quirky and silly and such on fubar, I decided a serious moment is due. I do have them from time to time. Submission is not for the weak. One of my new friends uses that name on fubar, and it's gotten me to thinking how right that is. Submission of course comes in many forms, and I speak rather general, and probably somewhat rambling in this. I have an interest in BDSM and the fetish community, which includes dominance and submission dynamics, and while inexperienced in practical aspects, on an academic level I've read, and thought on it quite a bit and I felt like expounding on the concept of submissiveness != weakness. As with any topic of this nature, I can give only my opinion, which is based on those people I know and my own experiences. Submissiveness, just like singling out any other trait of a person, is only a part of that person. It's a trait aside from intelligence, humour, even dominance, for those heavy in both areas. But they all combine and i

What It's Like
So today rev pointed out to me my book was officially on Amazon. It was one step closer to my life's goal. The finale being available through Barnes and Nobel. I will never forget my first trip to that store, the very first sight I had of the 3 story building at 17 years old. I knew in that moment someday I would be able to walk into a bookstore and be able to say right there , that is my book. Today I walked into a Barnes and Nobel and said , do you carry this book, and they said here we can get it in 3 days for me. Then the girl said - Congratulations". There is no possible word to explain that moment when you hold a print out of your book through B%N' s and can say this right here I am holding my dream in the palm of my hand. It's so surreal. Everything no matter how cliche or made for tv movie; one has to learn to split apart and create their own definition of truly living. Today my life was all set down in the most ironic of ways'. I'll never forget the years months and

She
By: April Terry Day by day she fades away, Into another distance memory. All she ever wanted, Was to be love by one, They way she loves them. She won’t ever understand, The way humans work. She’ll never feel true love. By time it comes her way, She’ll be colder then ice. Her heart will be, Tougher then steel. With each moment of pain, She covers it with a smile. The rare moments of joy, She clings to with all her might. Grasping for her sanity, What little bit she may have. The darkness comes, But this time so does light. And in an instant, Her body dies. Her soul is free, And for the first time, She begins to really live.

This Is How I Spend My Lunch Hour On Wednesdays
BOSTON PARTNERS IN EDUCATION'S POWER LUNCH PROGRAM "The best part about Power Lunch was getting to know Alex and building a relationship with him. Over time, he became more comfortable reading and by the end of the program he was reading entire books out loud and encouraging other students in the classroom to do the same." --Power Lunch volunteer Boston Partners in Education's Power Lunch Program has been running in Boston since 1995. Power Lunch pairs volunteer mentors from Boston-area companies with students in grades one through three. Volunteers work with students one-on-one to encourage children's interest in reading and enthusiasm for literacy by reading aloud and engaging in conversation. Volunteers meet with their assigned students on a weekly basis throughout the school year during students' lunchtimes. What is the impact of the program on students? Teachers who have students in the program report a number of benefits. They notice improvements in attendance, eye c

Part1
Stranger Things Could Happen The night has finally come, after waiting for what seemed like a life time of penance, my dreams were about to be realized. Dreams might be too weak a word, let us go with fantasies. Wishing for someone who could do for my darkest desires , was like wishing for the earth to tilt another direction. At least that is what it seemed like to me, years of giving but never receiving. Giving others fantasies that they will never forget, but when would it be my turn? Or was I strange, was I one thats desires were too complicated and too taboo? Guys, well, they were scared of me.Subsequently, I had decided that I would never find the one who would venture to control me, in any way. Life's mysteries were weighing down on me, never finding what I need or receiving my share of fulfillment. I had made a pact with myself, starting tonight I would act demure and sweet. Several times in my life I had tried that same thing, it never worked, only brought me aggravation.

Special Training
Special High Intensity Training To: All Employees From: The program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (S.H.I.T.) Date: TODAY Re: S.H.I.T. In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees well trained through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING ( S.H.I.T.). We are trying to give our employees more S.H.I.T. than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T., please see your supervisor. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our supervisors are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle. Employees who don't take their S.H.I.T. seriously will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EMPLOYEE EVALUATION PROGRAMS ( D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T.). Those who fail to take D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EMPLOYEE ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T.S.H.I.T.). Since our supervisors took S.H.I.T. before they were promoted, t

Snake Eats Family Dog As Kids Watch
BRISBANE, Australia (AP) -- A 16-foot python stalked a family dog for days before swallowing the pet whole in front of horrified children in the Australian tropics, animal experts said Wednesday. The boy and girl, aged 5 and 7, watched as the scrub python devoured their silky terrier-Chihuahua crossbreed Monday at their home near Kuranda in Queensland state. Stuart Douglas, owner of the Australian Venom Zoo in Kuranda, said scrub pythons typically eat wild animals such as wallabies, a smaller relative of the kangaroo, but sometimes turn to pets in urban areas. "It actively stalked the dog for a number of days," Douglas said. "The family that owned the dog had actually seen it in the dog's bed, which was a sign it was out to get it," he added. "They should have called me then, but (the snake) got away and three or four days later, I was called and went around and removed it" after the dog had been killed, Douglas said. By the time Douglas arrived, all that could be see

I Say Again, Dont Send No One Money On Here Or Anywhere Else On The Net!!!!!!!
Listen ladies, i think the world of ya'll and as i said before in a earlier blog. But is come up bout a few more of ya'll being took fer some scams on here. So i say again.......... iF A MAN FER ANY DAMN REASON ASKS YOU FER MONEY ON HERE OR YAHOO, DONT SEND THEM A DIME! ITS A FUCKIN SCAM AND WHY WOULD A MAN NEED TO BORROW MONEY FROMA WOMAN ONLINE ANYWAY. tHINK ABOUT IT YA'LL EITHER THIER A SCAM ARTIST OR A DRUGGY. i DONT CARE IF YER IN LOVE WITH THEM OR WHAT, ABSOLUTELY NEVER SEND THEM MONEY.eITHER THEY'LL WANT MORE OR YOU'LL NEVER HEAR FROM THEM AGAIN. Ladies u know i care fer all my friends, just please watch it. N i tell u what if i find out one of yall has been taken like that, i'm gonna report it, things like that are serous and a felony.Just count it up as a learning experince, cause yer moneys gone, n help make sure he never does that to anone again. Oh n goooooood morning my ladies, biggest huggs to yall

Blocking??
I've decided to unblock everyone that I have blocked. Why? Because I guess I just don't give a fuck anymore. If they want to come to my page and rate me a 1, that's fine. If they want to come and leave a nasty comment on my page, that's fine. Who am I to block an opinion? So for all you out there who hate me...I have 3 words for you... Bring it on.

Fuck You
YOU KNOW WHAT. THIS HAS BEEN A LONG TIME COMING SO I AM GOING TO SAY THIS AND GET IT OVER WITH. FUCK YOU IF YOU DONT LIKE ME, MY STYLE OR MY COCK. IM TIRED OF FUCKERS MAKING STUPID ASS COMMENTS AND BEING ASSUPTUOUS ABOUT ME. WANNA KNOW ME...KNOW THIS...I CANT STA SOME F YOU WHINNY ASS,SELF ABSORBED FAILED ABORTIONS...YOU MAKE ME FUCKING SIC. YOUR ILLUSIONS OF GRANDUE ARE A RESULT OF PEOPLE TELLING YOU YOURE HOT WHEN ACTUALLY YOU LOOKS LIKRABID GUINE PIG. GET A BOYFRIED,GIRLFREIND,...SOMETHING AND DONT SWEAT WHAT I AM DOING OVER HER.

Thank You!!
Thank you everyone who has shown me love on here past few days. and MOST ESPECIALLY THANK YOU Pebbles!!!! You didn't have to pimp me out but you are. I will personally return EVERY rate and fan and EVERYTHING i've been shown when i get time (maybe after work today) But i guarantee if you've givin me a rate you'll get one in return on everything thanks again!!!!!! Drew

Love
Love is a beauitful feeling when charished, but its also very painful when tossed a side or taken for granted. If you have someone you love or might even think you could love hold on to it don't let it far from you at all. Don't ever take it for granted because the moment you do it will be gone and you might never get it back. Charish that love and feeling for the rest of your life. Sometimes love can be scary especially when it's new or you've been hurt before. So grab it and hold on to it for dear life. Love is a beautiful thing.

Won't Be On Much
Just wanted to let everyone know that I will not be on as much...I just moved out of my exes house and into my friends house...Please still leave me some love.... Jennifer My yahoo screenname is jennay21586

Rates And Points
FuBar Pts. Break Down WHEN YOU DO THE FOLLOWING YOU GET 3 pts for rating a profile 2 pts for leaving profile comment 1 pt. for rating a photo 1 pt. for photo comment 1 pt. for stash rating 1 pt. for stash comment 0 pts for fanning someone THE PERSON YOUR HELPING OUT GETS 11 pts for you fanning them 6 pts for you rating there profile 6 pts for photo rating 6 pts for photo comment 6 pts for stash rating 6 pts for stash comment 5 pts for page comment Please keep in mind all pts are doubled for you and them during Happy Hour. As you can see when trying to level someone it pays to fan them. Stash and pic rates and comments may be worth the same but I personally find it alot easier to rate stash then pics. Also for those of you that may not have realized as you can see its also helping you out when your helping others :) ... And a side note too....you DO NOT get any points for Ripped Pics...might pay to have a folder of ripped pics for viewing only if you ar

Dancing Naked...in Fuzzy Red Slippers...
Words are like drugs to me. The written word especially. I love words, single words like FUCK (I love that word!!!) or a string of words that hold emotional impact. Words make me cry and words that can make me laugh out loud even when I am by myself. Words can be like the sharpest dagger or the softest feather. I love how a word in one context can slice through your soul but in another context can mend you. Amazing isn't it. I must admit I am a reading fool, a blog whore, a literary slut. I read anything and everything I can get my hands on even if it is bad. I do this with passion (gotta love that word) and hope. With that said, you must know that a book is the greatest gift someone can bestow upon me. Yesterday my mother did just that. She handed me an autographed copy of brilliance. When I went home I poured a steaming hot bubble bath and began my journey into the mind of another. This literary treasure was right up my alley and leave it to my mom to find it for m

Enough Already
I am addressing this blog to two people I know an care about dearly...enough is enough...you both need to stop abusing either other..i love you both dearly and think the world of you...to the one stop gripping at the other this is online...and the other you know what you been doing...stop it or karma is going to come back to get you again plain an simple..leave your past where it lies as in the saying let sleeping dogs lie theres a reason to why things back then never made it to your future...you both are good people with loving hearts...for the past few weeks I've been stuck in the middle of a battle between the two of you...it feels like I am being made to chose and I won't do it anymore I can't... the past is the past and my past is where it belongs...you both have issues to work on and you both need to just drop the flags and work on each other...im not blaming neither one of you but when it all comes down to it...you both need to stop running each other down...i respect you both a

Suckulant Sunshine Drink Special
Suckulant Sunshine - a splash of watermelon juice, rose tequilla and the glass rim dipped in sugar! THIS SPECIAL SUNSHINE PRINCESS DRINK WILL TINGLE YOUR TONGUE AND LIPS WITH NOTHIN BUT SWEETNESS!

Saving Me
Prison gates won't open up for me On these hands and knees I'm crawlin' Oh, I reach for you Well I'm terrified of these four walls These iron bars can't hold my soul in All I need is you Come please I'm callin And oh I scream for you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life behind me Say it if it's worth saving me Heaven's gates won't open up for me With these broken wings I'm fallin' And all I see is you These city walls ain't got no love for me I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth storey And oh I scream for you Come please I'm callin' And all I need from you Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin' Show me what it's like To be the last one standing And teach me wrong from right And I'll show you what I can be Say it for me Say it to me And I'll leave this life

To My Friends
to my friends. thanks for all the comments and messages.sorry i havent responded i had surgery on 2/15/08 and nave nt felt like getting on pc .but i will get back to you as soon as i can .THANKS FOR THE LOVE IT WILL BE RETURNED!!!!!

Southern Wife
A Southern wife came home just in time to find her husband in bed with another woman. With super-human strength, borne of fury, and cutting firewood power, she dragged him down the stairs, out the back door, and into the tool shed out back of the barn. She put his tally-whacker in a vice and then secured it tightly and removed the handle. Next she picked up an old carpenter's saw. The banged up cheater was terrified, and hollered, "Stop! Stop! You're not gonna cut it off with that rusty damn saw, are you?" The wife, with a gleam of revenge in her eye, put the saw in her husband's hand and said...... "Nope. I'm gonna set this old shed on fire, and go to town for a cold beer. You do whatever you want."

Not Perfect
I'm sorry I'm not perfect I can only be me I'm sorry I'm not perfect like the guy you want me to be I'd give anything to make you happy Even if it makes me sad I'd never do anything to hurt you I don't try to make you mad. Sometimes you get angry And we start to fight Little do you know I cry myself to sleep at night Sometimes I don't know Just what I did wrong I don't understand Why we don't get along Everytime we fight I wish you could feel my heartbreak Sometimes I wonder How much more my heart can take Sometimes I get so angry I just don't know what to say I feel like a game That everyone wants to play The only thing i need in this world Is someone who is true... ...The only thing i want in this world Is to be loved by you!

Mine Is The Epikak One
Brian, Peter, Stewie and Chris all sit around and drank some Epikak to see who will puke last, it's the funniest scene ever, I can't keep from laughing the whole scene. Hilarious. This one is a funny remix of the original, still awesome.

In Search Of Help
Ok All My Friends; i am in search of friends to help me out helping out a friend of mine i know a ton of you say if i need help to let you know so i am letting you know come to my side to help me out this friend is a dear friend of mine i have knowen her for some time so hit me back and i will fill you ~Lost In The Dark~

Another Strange Dream
very very weird dream. I was working in some meat warehouse as a cashier, and strangely enough as a window display they had a live t-rex that i had to feed lol. another part of the dream i was in this room with alan alda, neil diamond, jamie farr, and some cocky guy i cant remember which one. I dream tv land lmao well they were in a discussion and i tried to get klingers attention, so i was talking to him and it started a fight between him and that guy i cant remember. Another weird thing about the dream is part of it was a continuation of a dream i had years ago, about a date i had with neil diamond. Well we were in his car talking, and he asked me where i have been all these years, and he brang up what happened in the other dream, and so we caught up on our lives. there was one more part, but it was so confusing i cant remember most of it.

Get On The Train
Come ride the Dragon Train..The Dragon Train is having a Contest.. No Comment Bombing Cool Huh, All you have to do is Rate, Fan and Add everyone on the Train you want to ride.. when you get them all done tell Dawn that you are all finished with all the Riders..she will add you the Train with me ( just tell Dawn I sent you),After that everyone else that joins will have to do the same for you..you and I get lots of points .. win win for both of us..If you want to help thats great but if not thats cool to. Just copy and past the link. This is for Train 2. http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3121850069

Watch Out People....
THERES THIS GUY ON HERE THATS TAKIN PICS FROM PEOPLES PAGE, TO GET DIFFRENT NAMES, AND STUFF, HE HAS TAKEN MINE AND A FEW OFF MY FRIENDS PICS. IM HERE TO MEET PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN, I GUESS THIS SITE DONT CARE ON WHO THEY LET JOIN THIS SITE, I THINK ITS BULLLSHIT, I DONT THINK I SHOULD HAVE TO BLOCK THE ASS, EVERYTIME HE MAKES A NEW NAME ON HERE, SO WATCH OUT PEOPLE.

Block This Creep
radbumman3: dont worry I woudnt your a UDE BITCH THATY DONT EVER ANSWR ANYONE THATS WHY U GOT TREATED LIKE THE SLUT U R ->radbumman3: never contact me again radbumman3: u wanna suck on my balls ^^^^^^ Entire conversation Make ANY kinda sense to you??? Block him

Beer Vs. Pu$$y
BEER VS. PUSSY A beer is always wet. A pussy needs encouragement. Advantage: Beer. A beer tastes horrible served hot. A pussy tastes better served hot. Advantage: Pussy. Having an ice cold beer makes you satisfied. Having an ice cold pussy makes you Hillary Clinton. Advantage: Beer. Beers have commercials making fun of skunky ones. Pussy does not. Advantage: Draw. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming pussy, you are not disgusted. If you get a hair in your teeth consuming beer, you could barf ~ definitely disgusting. Advantage: Pussy 24 beers come in a box. A pussy is a box you can come in. Advantage: Pussy. Too much head makes you mad at the person giving you a beer. Advantage: Pussy. If a beer is brewed with yeast, it is still edible. Advantage: Beer. If you come home smelling like beer, The Woman may get mad. If you come home smelling like pussy, she will definitely get mad. Advantage: Beer. 6 beers in a night and you better not driv

Gone Too Long
there was a moment this morning at work today when out of no where came this sadness that overtook me by surprise in its entirety..i was not expecting it to have such an impact on me when the boss said to me in an asking way....have you seen your kids any this month?..and as we both looked towards the calender i told him that i hadnt and he said...well this months about gone...and the longing of wanting to see my kids brought this sadness on...it hit me so hard that tears begin to build up in my eyes and blurred my vision...i turned away from the boss..not wanting him to see the ache of longing filling up in my eyes...but he knew....cause he knows how i feel about my kids...the slight hitch in my voice might have also gave it away as i tried to push on in the conversation...but i was pretty much at a loss for words to say.....being the good man he is..he allowed it to drop away without pursuing the topic much more...i do admit...he can be an ass most the time but he is a good man and h

When Girls Drink Too Much...
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE HOMELESS HOOKERS THAN THE GODDESSES WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE TH E M SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8... WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE VODKA. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR

Am I Ugly Or Something
well i think this way because almost everytime i add a person they seem to just not want to talk to me. its a little bit troubling because i love to talk to new people but if they dont wanna talk then its pointless to even be on this site

Here I Am...
Here I am, Lonely nights, empty days. Thoughts of you cloud my senses, I can't take much more of this. Lonely nights, empty days, Candle lit serenades. This is the place, Where deep, dark, secrets are told. Lonely, empty, nights and days. Desperate are the cries, From one so bitter. Harsh are the words, from one to another. Night and day, Are the differences between you and I. Spoken so loud, from one that can't say a thing. Lonely, Is how I feel. Not knowing how each night will end. Empty, I light a candle to fill the room with life, Each day an eternity, Full of uncertainty. Here I am ... Where are you? An original Becky Leanne ©1999

62 Same Old Same Olds...
41 Facts 21 Secrets In The Past 24 Hours... Have You... 1. Talked to a cute boy/girl? YEAH A COUPLE. 2. Kissed a cute boy/girl? NAH. 3. Talked to an ex? WHAT'S THE POINT? 4. Miss someone? A LITTLE. -Last Person Who- 5. Laid in bed with you? I PLEAD THE FIFTH!! 6.made you cry? MY GRANDPA DYING WHEN I WAS 12. 7. Went to the movies with? MY LITTLE BROTHER. 8. Went to the mall with? ALWAYS GO BY MYSELF. 9.had feelings for? LONG STORY, EVEN LONGER ENDING. 10. Made you laugh? JOHNNY KNOXVILLE. -To Get To Know You Better- 18. What are you most scared of? SPIDERS!!!! 19. What do you think about when you first wake up? WHAT FUCKING TIME IS IT?!?!? 20. Do you like any body? MYSELF, AND A FEW OTHERS. FEELING I BELIEVE IS ALL ONE SIDED. 21. Does anyone like you? ALOT LESS THEN I THOUGHT. 22. Do you like being around people? SURE. 23. Have you cried recently? NOPE. 24. Are you lonely right now? SORTA. 25. Song st

What Do You Know About Me?
what is my favorite color? what is my favorite food? what is my favorite past time? what is my best feature? what is my worst feature? how many piercings do i have? what do i like to write? what do i like to watch on tv? what do i like to read? how many tats do i want? what tats do i want? how many kids do i have? what do i do in my freetime? what is my real name? where do i normally meet ppl? am i shy? do i have other sites i go on? what is my biggest fear? what is my normal mood? am i bi.straight,or bi curious?

Indiscriminate Opinions On Love
Why is it that when we fall in love we get delusional We crawl into this bubble that we think is safe We forsake all others as they remember us at our worse We meet that one person that we think is and was made for us So much of a fit you would think that you share a brain You think alike, talk alike and even finish each others comments In the beginning it’s all that you have ever wanted and longed for Like a fish needs water you long for it, but all of a sudden one day You find things to destroy your happiness, ya all know what I mean And don’t act like you have never done it, you can’t believe that this Other person is even interested in you, so what do you do??? Let’s see Let’s find anything that would push them away in a futile attempt to Prove to the world that your not worthy of any sought of happiness You nit pick and harp on everything, you push and push till that person Is like in utter amazement of the carnage that you have created, but they stand by And say

Bombers Unite
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated.

This Sounds All Mushy N Stuff But Who Fives Fu*k
To whom it may concern: I dont know why im writing this nor will i ever...been a long time since ive felt like this and it friggin sucks.But for the first time in a long time im alone both in my heart and in my head.Again i have managed to push away a women who everyone who knows her says she still loves me, but yet she tells me love is not enuff. When has love never been enuff? How are u supposed to respond to a women who [ up until about 3weeks ago] was in love with me? How can u keep your mind right , try and put back together whats left of your emotions ,feeling,fears,and whats left of your sanity? For these last two weeks, besides me having the only family that cares about me [ my ex-wife,ex-mother-in-law, kids and 2 friends] i feel completely lost,hurt and beyond pissed off! the bad part is i dont know what the future holds and that my friends is what im deathly afraid off. I have already lost one marriage , my sanity and not too mention my freedom over some of the thing

Bar Tab Problems
k... i don't know if anyone else is having the same problem as me but the last few days when i click on the see all link for my bar tab rates that other fubarians have sent me just seem to disappear... also the links for friend requests disappear b4 i've had a chance to accept them & i then have to send the person a friend request... has anyone else had this problem at all????

Pieces From 'the Oubliette
‘The Oubliette’ ©2007 Lady Soliloque Published 2007 White Space Rb2 Rb8 Victor slams the car door behind him; the storm that is brewing in the north bears down on them as the lightening brightens up the Charlotte skyline, briefly transforming the night into blinding flashes of daylight. "Damn Victor," Eric whispers. "This is some spooky shit." Eric's words echo throughout the parking lot and ring into silence as he turns and stares into the darkness. A soft chuckle drifts across the parking lot; he turns slowly back toward the cathedral as a figure disengages from within the shadows. Christian stands on the uppermost step, blocking the door, and looks down upon them his lips turned into a pretentious smirk as he leans casually against the stone. "Indeed." Christian says sarcastically. "Why, hello Michael, so nice of you to join us." Michael's eyes widen in fear as he faces Christian for the first time since that night. The reality of Christian is far more effec

Missing Husband
Missing Husband Ricky was in trouble -- He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really angry. She told him, 'Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in less than 6 seconds AND IT HAD BETTER BE THERE!!' The next morning, Ricky got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused and curious, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, and brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new....BATHROOM SCALE. Ricky has been missing since Friday. Please pray for him

Hm..
Maybe its just like a mood or whatever but my nerves are torn all to hell. I have always been the person to always make people feel better. No matter the crisis Ive tried to make people see the better side of everything. Now I feel so used. Like all Ive been is a tissue for someone's nose. Now Im all balled up and thrown out. I feel empty. I feel pissed. Then it all turned to being vengeful and outcasted. I go in the chatrooms and feel out of the loop. Like Im just taking up megabytes. Like all Im waiting for is someone to tell me to get the fuck out. Maybe its the lack of sleep or just the way things have been going but thats the big feeling Ive been slapped with. I used to log on and look forward to chatting up a storm. Now I just sit here and look at folks conversing and blasting, etc and just wanna go into a corner and sit away from the world. I dunno. But thats all Im seeing right now. Maybe Im trippin or maybe I just need a drink. What do yall think?

My Lil Angel, Kissed My Soul And Now My Heart Is Hers Forever.
Not sure if this is what you would class a poem, story, or just what. I was in a pit of darkness, of the likes that no one has seen. The dark tendril of despair and loneliness, kept creeping into my being. After each slight moment of hope came and went, my 'two companion' would return stronger than ever to carry me further into this morbidly dark effluvia of pitiful loneliness and despair. AS I had just about lost the last shred of hope, a ray of light appearred. The light was small and gray at first and indistinct, but it steadily grew stronger and brighter. The warmth and love I felt from that lonely light, quickened my heart to race and have hope return. As I witnessed this a wave of Dark despair battered against the light trying to wash it away. I was afraid it would blot out this light, so invitingly I raised my hand to it and cried for help. My Spirit knew this light was for me and I needed it in the worse way. With Faith, hope and love I arose, beating down the dark

Life
Again, as I write this, I have much on my mind. I had a rather intimate conversation with someone very close to me tonight and I feel as if I might have pushed them away slightly. I've discussed things that I swore to myself that I'd take to the grave with me, however, I felt a huge weight being lifted from my chest. I feel closer to this person than I have ever felt to anyone. I myself feel slightly scared inside as I feel this person might grow distant to me in the days ahead. I worry. The person I speak of also shared secrets buried deep within themselves. I fear that they feel I have been pushed away. I have not. I feel that this person's ability and willingness to share such things with me is a sign of deep trust and faithfulness in me as a person. I shall not fail or betray this trust. My committment to this person's honesty, will, and soul will keep them safe from anyone having the spoken carnal knowledge that was shared tonight. I only hope for the same from them. I hold

Omg! - How Embarrassing ....
Ever had such an embarrassing moment that you wished the ground would just open up and swallow you in whole? DON'T WORRY - You're NOT alone! While mine was perhaps not as public as that of Miss Universe's, when she had that wardrobe malfunction on the cat-walk, imagine this. A cold, wet, windy night – sitting in a clients lounge room by invitation, soaking up the warmth from the open fire and sipping on hot chocolate, supplied by my hosts as I attempt to close them on a financial deal I had been presenting for the past couple of hours. His name was Ron, hers was Maureen – a married couple, maybe in their forties at the time, and this was SOME time ago. As in all sales situations the seller (me) was constantly using the prospects first names as I diligently answered all their questions, and as any good salesperson knows, it is fatal to go for the close until you have ‘buying signals’ from both parties. Well Ron was giving me the right signals from the moment I walked thro

I Love Her
I have met the most wondeful women in the world and she if perfect in everyway. I like to say maybe not perfect for everyone but perfect for me. In many if not all ways I am speaking of my dream girl! She came into my life in a flash and before long has turned it upside down. Annie makes me feel wonderful every time I see her smiling face or hear her beautiful voice. She is mine now and I love her and long for days to pass quicker because I will be with her very shortly:) She is my everything and all that I think about. BTW did I mention that I love her :)

Dream Theater - Forsaken
For a while I thought I fell asleep Lying motionless inside a dream Then rising suddenly I felt a chilling breath upon me She softly whispered in my ear (Forsaken) Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me I waited faithfully For night to fall again Trying to silence the fear within me Out of the night and mist I felt a stinging kiss And saw a crimson sting on her lips I have to know your name Where have I seen your face before My dear why don't you be afraid Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Give yourself up to me Take me far away Close your eyes And hold your breath 'Til the ends of the earth Forsaken I have come for you tonight Awaken Look in my eyes and take my hand Forsaken Fly away with me tonight Awaken Renew my life Now you are mine Give yourself up to me

Bombfest Thursday
TODAY*** Thursday *** PA King Earl is going to have a 2 hour bombfest on his page like we use to do on Stephanie's page. We will show up and bomb for 2 hours straight and try to stay in first place to win. It only lasts 2 hours. If you have not yet been in anything or on the waiting list to be in something, fumail FU*Bomber Home Page saying you are interested. BOMBFEST will be from 8p to 10p CENTRAL time Thursday night. TONIGHT 9pm to 11pm EASTERN time. In the meantime lets try to get our members contest pics finished that are on Stephanie Lynn's page, starting with the older ones then the newer ones. The quicker we get them finished the sooner I can add more people into it and get the members VIP'd. Just remember to save comments for TONIGHTS BOMBFEST.

Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot Lyrics
Avenged Sevenfold - Beast And The Harlot lyrics This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence There's more than meets the eye round here look to the waters of the deep, A city of evil, There sat a seven-headed beast, Ten horns raised from his head, Symbolic woman sits on his throne but hatred strips her and leaves her naked The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit Every filthy burden, that makes us drink the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings, Fallen now is Babylon the Great. The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls, Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn, Destroyed in an hour, Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too, Will weep and mourn this loss with their sins piled to the sky, The Beast and the Harlot. She's a dwelling place for demons, She's a cage for every unclean spirit Every filthy bird th

Addicted
have u ever been so addicted to someone that u just didnt know what to do with yourself? dream of that person and wanted that person as ur own, never to let go.But is that possible with someone u have not yet met in person? It blows my mind to think that it is. craving that persons touch and wanting to be loved by that person is so out there and far beyond reach. or is it? NO iam not crazy, no iam not a stalker.Just someone that has a wonderful addiction to someone so wonderful and amazing, that it drives me crazy to not be able to see and touch. sigh, will i ever get to feed my addiction. only time will tell.Till then im lost in my dreams and thoughts of you, waiting for that sweet day when we can be together. ahhh yes that will be heaven on earth:)

Part 1 And A Half?
From behind I feel you move closer, anticipation races through my viens quicker than the wine could ever do. You lean over and remove my hand from the wine glass and turn me to face you. As you take your hands and move them up to my face, you whisper 'kiss me'. I dont know what took me over, your eyes or your lips as they spoke to me, iI did as you asked. Anyone in the bar would have thought you my lover already from the way you kissed me. Not an over indulgence, tongue raping kiss, but rather a soft, sensual, knowing kiss. As you broke away from the kiss, I realized that I didnt even know your name. To my amazement, I realized that I had just kissed a perfect stranger, in front of a group of perfect strangers. But rather than embarrassment, all I could feel was arousal. My lips felt swollen with need, not to mention the rest of my body's reaction. All else was forgotten as you took my hand to lead me onto the tiny dance floor. Of course, normally I would never let a stranger go a

Hapless Robbers Target Biker Meeting
Hapless robbers target biker meetingby Saeed Ahmed, CNN SYDNEY, Australia (CNN) -- Two masked and machete-wielding men who barged into a club in Sydney, Australia, couldn't have picked a worse night for their robbery -- a monthly meeting of bikers. The robbers chose the wrong night to burst into the club where the Southern Cross Cruiser Club have their monthly meeting. About 50 burly bikers fought back with tables and chairs -- pretty much anything that wasn't bolted down. One would-be robber was tied up; the other in the hospital. Police arrested both. "These guys were absolutely dumb as bricks," Jerry Vancornewal, leader of the bikers, told CNN Thursday. "I can't believe they saw all the bikes parked up front and they were so stupid that they walked past in." Vancornewal and his buddies were at the Regents Park Sporting and Community Club in Sydney when the two men wearing ski masks stormed in Wednesday night. They yelled at patrons to drop to the floor as they empt

Love Hate Love
Fighting back the impulse turn my head and close my eyes Spending these nights awake and cold and paralyzed Wonder how we got this far and never realized The common thread that binds our lives And I know you hurt But I can help you if you can... Take my hand And we'll live inside the dreams we left behind Take my hand As we move from this place to a better life Take my hand Wohoooha If you take my hand Fighting back the feeling that you always could deny Anything but everything we know is just a lie As I cremate this memory and watch the darkened ashes rise And beneath the smoke I'll stand and ask you if you can... Fight back the urges Turn my head and close my eyes And will I wake tomorrow still alive I'm still dreaming I'm still waiting I'm still sure (I'm still sure) You're still living in a life That isn't yours And this is part of me I hope you never see This is my life inside your heart Take my hand And I'll promise not to ever let i

That Man (fixed)
Lock eyes Hold hands and Its starts with a kiss Lost In love When You feel His lips And this trust that once was Now you will risk. He puts all out there that your the only one But Deep in his heart hidden he still wants to have fun. So For a long time he breaks your heart with lies after lies But never Cheats On you But his lies will make your Broken Heart Decide He think to himself You stuck by him for so many years But it all became real when he thought he would lose you so he wiped you tears A better man He plans to be and thats what he will stay But your broken heart wont let you forget all those crying days The man that you met is right in your face But the hurt look in your eye has now turn to hate A tear runs down his face with his arms open wide You try to love and make love but in your heart you despise He tyrs to love you sorry for his ways But in your heart you have already walk away And when THAT MAN realized that He knew he could not stay

Grateful
So here i am sitting at my desk at a job i really hate lol....working..listening to music....sort of in the twilight zone cuz i did not sleep great last night...went to bed at 3 AM..and now overtired prolly....feeling sort of happy/sad at same time while thinking about different things...then out of the blue...a fubar friend DEW THE DEW pops up (lol not literally ladies don't get all excited)...and throws me some 11's ...and sends me roses and a picture he made for me (which is gorgeous) and put a smile on my face ....and suddenly the cloud that hovered over me today is gone (yipee) lol. So ....this particular blog...is made to thank two very special fubar friends of mine who always put a smile on my face. Michael from Wisconsin...was my very very first fubar Friend..and first one to send me a gift and message and welcome me to Fubieland as i call it...lol. Michael, i love you friend but u already know that :P. and ...ba ba ba boom.... DEW THE DEW xoxoxo ...you have alw

The Hormone Hostage!!
THE HORMONE HOSTAGE KNOWS THAT THERE ARE DAYS IN THE MONTH WHEN ALL A MAN HAS TO DO IS OPEN HIS MOUTH &HE TAKES HIS LIFE INTO HIS OWN HANDS! THIS IS A HANDY GUIDE THAT SHOULD BE AS COMMON AS A DRIVER'S LICENSE IN THE WALLET OF EVERY HUSBAND, BOYFRIEND, CO-WORKER, OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: WHAT'S FOR DINNER? CAN I HELP YOU WITH DINNER? WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO FOR DINNER? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. ARE YOU WEARING THAT? WOW, YOU SURE LOOK GOOD IN BROWN! WOW! LOOK AT YOU! HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. WHAT ARE YOU SO WORKED UP ABOUT? COULD WE BE OVERREACTING? HERE'S MY PAYCHECK. HERE, HAVE SOME WINE. SHOULD YOU BE EATING THAT? YOU KNOW, THERE ARE A LOT OF APPLES LEFT. CAN I GET YOU A PIECE OF CHOCOLATE WITH THAT? HERE, HAVE SOME WINE WHAT DID YOU DO ALL DAY? I HOPE YOU DIDN'T OVER-DO IT TODAY. I'VE ALWAYS LOVED YOU IN THAT ROBE! HERE, HAVE SOME MORE WINE. 12 THINGS "PMS" STANDS FOR: 1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psych

Story Iii
It wasn't until early morning that the housekeeper, announcing her find with a an ear piercing shriek, found a body- completely devoid of any signs of life and visibly disfigured- in the farthest emergency exit staircase. The woman's face still bore the grimace of uncontrollable horror, her mouth still frozen in a scream, and something unknown but positively terrifying forever imprinted in her corneas. No one but the yellow striped walls and low hanging antique chandeliers would ever know what happened to this poor soul.

Owned????? Wtf?
People on this site crack me the fuck up. I mean this person owns that person and they seriously get on here and fight over each other! It's really fucking crazy. First of all, i am my own person and i would never want someone to own me. I as well wouldn't want to own anyone else. It's funny to me that they get on here though and seriously fight with each other about it! If you live in two different states, what the hell are you doing on here fighting over these men and women for? As if they are the only people on the planet or something? Hell you dont really know if these people are who and what they say they are! There is life beyond the computer people and some of you seriously need to chill and get up from behind your desk sometimes and go outside or to a club and meet someone new!!!!

I've Finally Found Someone {lyrics}
I finally found someone who knocks me off my feet i finally found the one who makes me feel complete it started over coffee we started off as friends its funny how from simple things the best things begin this time its different, it's all because of you its betther than it's ever been cause we can talk it through ooo...my favorite line was can i call you sometime its all u had to say to take my breath away this is it Chorus i finally found someone someone to share my life i finally found the one to be with every night cuz whatever i do it's just got to be you my life has just begun i finally found someone oooh someone .i finally found somenoe did i keep u waiting? (i didnt mind) i apologize (baby that's fine) i will wait forever just to know you were mine (ooh) you know i love your hair ( sure it looks right?) i love what you wear (isnt it too tight?) you're exceptional i can't wait for the rest of my life Chorus ohh my life has just begun i've finally found

Am I The Only One..........
...that has one of those "wonderful friends" that needs a little refresher class on what true friendship is all about? One of those friends that you never hear from until they need a favor? You know when they want something, because out of the blue, they contact you and will basically talk your ears off and manage to slide in asking for that favor. Of course, I normally do the favor, because I try to be there for my friends. As soon as the favor is done, the contact is again stopped. It's not so much that they ask for the favors. But be a friend all the time, not just when you need something. I myself ask my friends for favors at times. That is what friends do for each other. But I can honestly say that I try to be the best friend I can be all the time, not just when I need something. I don't like being used and I don't like users. I guess I just miss the friendship that was once shared between myself and the person I am speaking of. And yes, I've tried to talk to them about i

No Title...
Life has a way of doing things to each of us to make us better people. It will test you relentlessly to see how you react, how you handle the situation and deal with all rewards and consequences. I live with those each day in my life. I try to live and learn, and sometimes, its hard to deal with. I have a lot of respect for those of you who can pass all tests that life has to offer. On many, I have failed and there will be more. I am dealing with a big test right now. Cross your fingers I pass this one. ;) I tend to react without thinking, and speak out before thinking. I have always done that. That will never change about me. There are so many things about me that I cannot change, and there are things about me that I have changed in the past years. Some of which changed after signing up on this site. A few people may have noticed some of changes. Most were for the good, some have been just to tighten up my heart to keep it from being hurt. (funny how things like that

Gonna Throw Me A Party.....
Gonna Throw me a party.....Are you on the invite list????? Cocktails will be served precisely at 7 sharp....followed by enteratinment in the rear *wink* Care to join me for drinks??? How about???.. An "orgasm"... "Sex in the woods"? A "Legspreader"? Everyone needs a "Johnson"... "Fucking HOT" in here or what? A "Blow job" can be very rewarding... And the reward will be "A sweet piece of Ass" The "Dirty Virgin" can always clean up by saying "Fuck me in the Shower".... "Bend me over" and "Bite me" "Adonis" looks like he would be a "Back Door Banger" An "Absolut Love Machine" usually results with a "Screaming Orgasm"follwed by a "Wet Kiss" "Take me home tonight" and "give me a "Slow comfortable screw up against the wall" That gurl is like a "Sex Machine" with a "Bald Taco" Be careful not to "Bang your head on the Bedpost" while having that "Wet Dream" Ever wanna have "Sex on the pool table?" The adventureous people can "Screw by the Sea" or "Blow me on the Beach

Losing My Mind
I am sat here trying the remember where I put the landline, Bearing in mind I used it this morning to ring the school I have searched my house high and low but no landline.Pls help iam i losing my mind or have I lost the plot. WooHoo i found it 4 days later under my laptop it wasnt there when i was looking for it i would of seen it. Think i must have a sprit in my house moving things in my house hmmmmmm

Save My Vip?
It was my birthday yesterday. I loved feeling like a fu princess with my VIP stat. I would be ever so grateful if somebody would do me the honor of paying for my VIP status. It expires on the 29th (tomorrow) and I can't fathom the idea of losing my VIP. I need to keep my VIP status so I can keep all of my photographs up. They are not all self pictures. Some of them are of random objects, nature and what have you. I'd be very appreciative, so please let me know if you'd be willing to pay for my VIP? Your question: WHY DON'T I PAY FOR IT? I am not yet employed. As some of you know I haven't been able to work because I was sick for a great number of years from the medications I was wrongly prescribed. I nearly died from them because of Drug Induced Lupus. I am going to begin volunteering this Spring so as to get used to people again.... and soon after I will seek employment.

Under The Rock At Starlite
when I was younger me and my group of friends would meet at starlite coney island and sit and drink coffe and smoke, but most importantly we would talk. We would talk about everything. Each night we discovered something new about ourselves and each other. As we got older it got harder to meet but there was a way to keep in touch. There was a loose brick on the windowsill that we used to leave messages under. Any time any of us were there we would leave a message under the rock. sometimes the message would show signs of being there a long time before you saw it. It was something you got used to looking forward to, looking under the rock. They remodeled starlite and now there is no rock. I miss stopping in just to check and see how people were doing and leaving my messages to let them know I was still alive. silly isnt it.

Perv #2
So.. this guy has been after me for WEEKS to let him into my family to see my private albums. At first I lost my VIP and had no more space for new fam members and told him that. A week or so later he comes around and says "I'd just like to point out you got your VIP and I still haven't seen your private pics." So I told him.. Family is for special people.... and I don't let ranom boys look at my NSFW pics. Yesterday.. My status said for a few hours "Crush me, I dare ya." Asshat invades my shoutbox again with this garbage: (Shout box- read bottom to top) Somehow, I cut off the part where he said ".. I wanna see sexy pics of you dammit!" I sent him to a Fubarian's page that very openly shares her NSFW pics. As if you weren't expecting it... the link he sent me was a 3-5 minute video of this guy stokin his bone... his very SMALL bone, I might add. Fucking disgusting. Here's the link... do with it as you wish: CELTIC CROSS@ fubar

Relaxing Your Partner's Body
Giving Your Erotic Massage Start by connecting with your partner. There may be specific ways you and your partner prefer to do this. If not, try kind words, soft gazing into each other's eyes, synchronized breathing, and/or caressing each others' faces or hands. When both of you are ready, have your partner lie face down, naked, on the massage table. Start by quieting and focusing your mind while resting your hands on the receiving partner's upper and lower back. Then, perform a relaxing massage on the back, legs, and feet. Basic principles of relaxing massage include keeping your hands in contact with your partner, taking your time, being rhythmic yet sensitive, and proceeding from long gliding strokes to deeper ones. When giving a massage be sure to use good body mechanics: use your body weight rather than arm strength for deep strokes, during gliding strokes keep your knees slightly bent and fluid, and don't lean over the table. After relaxing your partner's back, legs, and

Aboiut Being Leveled
just remember misfits our goal is all about really leveling others not really about leveling within just the family even though that is important we need to watch out for our bullitens for people needing leveled under 15,000 points with pics of 100 and having stash look for there status also that will tell you if they need help leveling up then send the link to the home page so we can check it out if we see it can be done a blog will be done if it cant be done then we wont do a blog because i dont want to do it if we cant follow through leveling someone that wouldnt be fair to that person or you to look bad on either ones part thank you all

The Truth About Life
The Truth about life is there is no truth.There are so many things we learn when we are young,about the birds and the bees and the way things are meant to be.But what we don't learn is how sometimes love hurts.As we grow older,we all learn the hard way. And we hope and pray to find the right one.Our destin soulmate,lover,friend,and that someone special to confide in. And when you think that you have found the "one",it turns out to make your life a living hell. So you stop looking,and wanting or needing to find that person you think will fulfill your dreams. And one then one day unexpectedly you find the "one" that completes you. "AND ALL OF YOUR MISTAKES FORGOTTEN"

Why God Made Moms
WHY GOD MADE MOMS Answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions: Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't

Get Rich Drinking Beer!!!!!!!!
Or doing anything else you want for that matter! You CAN sit around and do absolutely nothing and the checks will keep rolling in. Where else can you make unlimited income without exerting any real effort of your own? ^^ click anywhere on the black box above and become a member today then you can get paid for doing nothing too!

Rate As Many Of My Pics As Possible For Comment Bomb!
I am looking for the people who are willing to rate as many of my pics as they can!! I will Comment bomb one of your pics if you are one of the winners! Your talking 500 comments!! Lots of points for you!! So lets see you rating my pics!! Crush, Fan, is always good too :P

Help Me
Im in a giveaway for a VIP.. I need Your Help!!! I need 20,000 comments to get it.. Please come and rate my pic and comment as much as you can! I really appreciate any help you could give and if you can ask your friends to come rate n comment as well! Thanks again All.. Much Luv! Buster_Hyman Here's the link to the pic in the contest! Click the Pic!!!

If Hugs And Kisses
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOX IF HUGS AND KISSES IF HUGS AND KISSES GREW ON TREES I WOULD PICK THEM FOR YOU, I WOULD HAVE TO SHARE THEM BECAUSE I COULD NOT KEEP THEM ALL TO MYSELF, I WOULD HUG AND KISS YOU IN THE MORNING, I WOULD HUG AND KISS YOU IN THE AFTERNOON, I WOULD HUG AND KISS YOU IN THE EVENING, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. FOR HUGS AND KISSES ARE GIFTS FROM THE HEART. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXOXOXOXOX ~SWEET&KINKY 2008~

Twisted Heart
walking calmly through the ether seeing what may come from the journey a bright light up ahead, fear fills me hiding from the light, taking to the shadows reaching out, taking a piece of the light the light flares demanding it back apologizing to the light, I explain my intentions the light seems pleased and I emerge from the shadows Now I walk with the light, emotions and thoughts pure But the light wants more, more than I am asks me to be something I am not lashing out at any perceived wrong confused I walk with the light, trying to meet it's needs maintaining my own sense of self all the while the light lashes out again, offering so much I try to fulfill again, only to anger the light releasing a deep sigh, I fall back to the shadows nursing the burns from walking in the light emotions still strong, confusion stronger where do I stand? with the light or in the shadows? I will learn in time, as we all must

Not Sure I Can
Years have passed Things have changed My feelings have grown Become deeper thn planned You tell me they cant So I've backed away Letting my heart move on Trying to forget And go back to normal But my feelings are different Not sure I can

Military Dedication 2
You complain your cold Hes soaked and lost his coat You complain you missed your show He cant rememberthe last one he seen You complain your friend bought the same shirt He matches his buddies daily You tell your mother you hate he He writes home telling his how much he misses her Each day we take the little things for granted not thinking of ou friends and family serving this country. Next time you want to complain remember the men and women serving who miss the luxeries you have. Just stop being selfish and think of a soldier.

Hurt
I know we will never be I've came to face it, you see It still hurts like hell Back to my old life, entrapt in a shell Tired of breaking out to be pulled back Why can't my life just stay on track I love her, but I cannot say it She needn't know.. It's the gods honest truth

The Call
Things were going good Until I got the call She was in a bad accident Been in th hospital Her car got totalled She got her pretty bad How can life come crashing down So young and beautiful Now scared to death Shes lucky to be here Yet I am so upset We've been friends forever I want to be there

How?
Went days withou a word Figured she was busy Got the call at work Shes been in the hospital Has staples in her head Its a miracle shes alive Im still in shock Cant believe its really true Shes my best friend How did this happen to her?

My Dear Friend Jeff
You have come into my life as a wonderful friend. We talk day and night. You are always there for me. And I try returning the favor. Having someone like you in my life is a miracle! You understand me more than most. YOu know what it feels like to go through some of the same stuff I do. In all honesty you are just and amazing man! Hopefully this is a friendship that will last forever because it seems so perfect. No matter what we always can turn to each other. There may be an age difference but maybe thas what makes us so close. We know what the other needs to smile and do everything we can to make sure they have it. And when people hear us talk they can tell we care. All in all hunni you are an AMAZING friend!

My Girl Crystal
The military brought us together. Now we talk almost daily. We have went through some rough patches but always came out on top. Have helped each other through lonely times, happy days, and even heart breaks. People find it funny that we are so close. Not sure if its because our names are the same or because we are both head over heals for an Army man. But we are close like sisters. Go by the motto "Chicks before Dicks" because it will be a cold day in hell a man comes between us. With all the guys we talk to I think between the boh of us we've heard it all. No matter what we stick togeter proving our friendship to be strong. You are a beautiful angel and Im glad to have you as a friend!

Sorry....but Life Gets In The Way Sometimes
To my friends here, I wish to apologize for not being around. The past year has been a roller coaster. TMASTERWIZARDs passing this November hit me hard. I will forever have a hole in my heart. I was told that my department at work was restructuring and I would be losing my job. I had planned on donating a kidney to my mother, but found out a week later, after finding out about my job, that my mother had cancer and had 12-14 weeks to live. I have since found a specialist and he is going to try to give her a year or two. I could have stayed with my company, but I decided to take the severance and spend the time with my mom. Financially not the greatest move, but morally and spiritually the best move. I am hoping to return off and on, but life gets in the way sometimes.....wishing you all health, happiness, and good times. Hugs and kisses to you all *smiles* Wish me luck on my new adventure. *smiles*

All I Need
Sorry, I'm stuck on it right now. Radiohead - All I Need I’m the next act Waiting in the wings I’m an animal Trapped in your hot car I am all the days that you choose to ignore You are all I need You’re all I need I’m in the middle of your picture Lying in the reeds I am a moth Who justs wants to share your light I’m just an insect Trying to get out of the dark I wanna stick with you, because there are no others You are all I need You’re all I need I’m in the middle of your picture Lying in the reeds It’s all wrong It’s all right It’s all wrong It’s all right It’s all wrong It’s all right It’s all wrong It’s all right It’s all wrong It’s all right

Rules For Montana
The Rules of Rural Montana are as Follows: Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a 'dirt road.' I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive,you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I 90 goes east and west, US 15 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in rural Montana waves. We think of it as being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the

The ♥ Of My Life
I have never been so happy in my life, other than the birth of my 2 children but this woman that walked into my life has completely turned my world around! She is everything and so much more to me, she completes me in so many ways that I could not bare the thought of her not being in my life for one second! Baby, you are the greatest and I love you so much! Here is the love of my life, please extend to her a little love by rating her folders, a little something as a favor to me and you know I will appreciate everything you can possibly do! CLICK HERE TO SHOW HER SOME LOVE Baby, you are so special to me and I thank God for every moment we can share together! I look forward to a lifetime of great memories and love! Baby, I love you for being you! Muah!

Fly Away
In this time, I have grief to spare, For it is a time where I mourn That you will no longer be here To talk, to laugh or to wipe away my tears. But still I feel you standing, Watching my every move, Only you don't speak to me so I can hear, You speak so that I feel. In my heart, and in my memories, You will always come to me. When I hear your favorite song, Or smell your perfume, you are there, But I cannot see you. I feel the pain of you being gone, Even though you have been released From your own suffering. I am saddened that you had to go, But in my heart and soul, I know that time will heal, That time will lessen the pain I feel. Now, today, I cry tears, and know that I will always miss you, But today, you had to fly away. You flew to were angels go To watch over us- To watch over me, And without telling me what to do, You still guide me- I still hear you voice, And it causes the tears to flow, But today you had to fly away. I cannot tell you when i

I'm Already There
Side note: yes I love wickedly gay, mushy songs!! - Lonestar He called her on the road From a lonely cold hotel room Just to hear her say I love you one more time And when he heard the sound Of the kids laughing in the background He had to wipe away a tear from his eye A little voice came on the phone And said "Daddy when you coming home" He said the first thing that came to his mind I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there She got back on the phone Said I really miss you darling Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips Touch you with my fingertips So turn out the light and close your eyes I'm already there Don't make a sound I'm the beat in your hear

Your Words
YOUR words fall so magically, so effortlessly, so beautifully from YOUR sweet lips upon my heart; what better way for each day to end and to start? i hang on each and every breath YOU make, as YOU lift me up sweet ONE, as YOU show to me honor and love and draw me nearer still to YOU, my heart truly beats for YOUR sake.

Going Back To Vermont
as most of you know i will be leaving today to go back to vermont..fireman185 (chuck) and i decided it would be best for us to take a break for a while if not forever as a couple we will remain as close friends we do love each other very much but we both have deep hurtful pasts. i want to thank my close friends john,cow girl in pink,hotpapa,g dog,queen b and so many more please know i loves ya all i wish things were differant but they cant be fixed with me here in pa. to chuck if you read this i love you so much as we talked most of the late night and this morning i will never stop loving you you have a good heart and are a great man take care be safe all my ff's chuck and john you are my 2 men i will miss you all so much most of all the man i planned to be with til the end of my life

Work Smarter Not Harder...
Work Smarter, Not Harder… As most of you know, I have far more friends who are female than are male. This makes for some interesting conversations in that I get to hear all the ways men are idiots. The one that always manages to infuriate me is when a woman is with a man who so insecure that he makes her get rid of all her “toys”. Come on!! What the fuck are you morons out there thinking?? If there are any men out there reading this let me just say this to you… “WORK SMARTER, NOT HARDER…” Why do you feel like a mechanical apparatus can replace you? You give her love and affection. You give her companionship and attention. What is that little toy going to give her that she wants more than you? It is a tool gentlemen! It is like a screwdriver or a saw, admittedly a power tool, but a tool none the less. When used correctly these tools can help you create masterpieces. More importantly, they can help create these masterpieces quicker, so you can have some masterful wo

New Member Tags
Good Morning Family, I just wanted to take a minute and let any new members know that I have not made a Terminaters member tag for yet, that I will be making them over the weekend. Also, before I can make you a members tag you will need to put The Terminaters on the end of of you name and have the Terminaters Home Page added to your family list. When I get the tags made I will get in touch with you and let you know its ready. Also, remember guys you don't get points when someone rates a pic that you have ripped so when I make anything for you save the pic to your computer and then upload it to your album from there so you can get points. Additionally, the reason I ask you to do it this way is because I sometimes get spells where I start making new members tags and don't know when to stop...lol..so you may get quite a few in the future. I would like to thank everyone for their help on the giveaway and let you know I think you guys are awesome!! Have a Great Weekend!! GeeG

She Is A Keeper
Love is a crazy thing. there really is no way to explain what makes a person feel the way they do about another person. True love for another is something we are born with and it is nurtured by our family ( those of us that are lucky learn to love at a young age). That of course is love for our family but how can we feel that true love for another person we meet at an older age. this is difficult to explain, like trying to explain the meaning of life. I'm not going to try to explain this just try to explain my own feelings. Sheila ( Fook Mi) is my best friend and lover. I believe thats where love has to start with friendship. You have to be able to talk to the person you love about anything. It doesn't matter how trivial one might think it is pillow talk or serious talk both are very important in a relationship. Baby I know my love for you is real cause I can talk to you about things no one else knows about. You (and my three wonderful children) make the sun rise more wonderful th

Thoughts To Ponder
I was reading my friends mumm.. on doing top list on your page..under friends. Numbering them.. and who do you decide gets what number. The ones I got on my list.. that are numbered are the ones I mainly chat to. Theres not really specific order. Some I talk to the same amount..So, it just got me to thinking. So, no offense! If your number...7 ..8..or whatever. Be happy I listed you up there!

Fucking Figures
How much of a brainless fucking moron can I be?? My dad wanted a business card for his garage door company, he said he would pay me if I did it for him and by a certain deadline which was monday. So during my class, and time before my other class I made three different types and styles of cards to show him. He picked the one he liked...but now he hasn't mentioned about paying me. I don't care if he is family, I have a busy schedule and dont design free for people especially if it took a few hours to get it all done. I knew he would stiff me..prick. Oh well I just won't design his buisness letter head. The point is he said he would pay me, I did the deadline he wanted I even did multiple cards to see which one he liked the best. The least he can do is fucking pay me. If I sat home all day doing nothing then I would not care, but I have school work and a job, and I took time out of my school work to get the dick his shit..I am so fucking annoyed. A deadline is pushy for wanting somethi

Poem To The Haters
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone le

For All The Haters
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fcking idiot! Oh & for all you ignorant kids. Get the fck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupid shit. Come

Time To Leave
I find it time to leave fubar. I have met some very nice people here and will continue to talk to them via messenger. If I don't have your messenger ID, please drop me a personal message with your ID so I can add you. Thanks for all the good times, and please keep in touch.

15 Min More
Do u remember that time I came to your house for the very first time And although we weren’t alone Our eyes couldn’t help but glance And take a chance both turn away, blushing Hoping no one saw that shine in our eyes revealing a secret we shouldn’t hide now I hardly see you only a moment at a time but we can say a lot in 15 minutes and the world seems to stop when we’re together hearts intertwined I’m in you like your in me and like a rose in the desert or a dove in a storm I can’t last very long If I cant see your smile For 15 minutes more…

Need Time
Im going to take some time off of Fubar.... I need to spend some time with the Family(Kids and my Man) and on myself....I will get on and check the mail so if you have something go ahead and mail it Ill answer back when I can..I hope you all stay safe and be happy....I do have yahoo but you want my ID you need to send a fumail and ask for mine or give me yours....

Feeling Blue
I want soo bad to find the right guy! You know though some guys wont go out with you because you are pregnant and they think you are going to pin the baby off on them, I would never do that. I just want someone who is going to be real with me and who is going to love me for who I am. Yes, I thought I was in love with someone and I had sex with them but, everyone makes mistakes but I refuse to let my baby be a mistake, he/she will be a unplanned blessing....I love the fact that I am pregnant and yes I do feel sick a lot, but I know I will be a good mom and I hope to always be there for my kid and since David has decided to be there the kid is also going to have a dad and thats a important thing. Everyone, I love being pregnant and if you are a mom or you are pregnant and have advice then let me know...I am blue because I want to find the right guy and I know he is out there I just have to search for him or have him come to me.

Why Why Why
Why, Why, Why? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running o

Love On Fire
Love On Fire by BlueWolf © The blink of an eye A moment in time Open your heart I will open mine Wanting to know you Getting to know me Thinking of you With every breath I breathe Out of the shadows Into the light Wanting true love The time is right Wanting it all In you it's there Wanting romance Inhibitions bared The touch of a hand First kiss, Desire A beautiful feeling Of love on fire.......... ~~~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~~~

The Idiot Gender
I've been surfing and rating profiles for the last couple weeks, and after reading some of them (yes I actually READ profiles before rating them), I've come to the conclusion that the Fubarian male gender is predominatly a bunch of IDIOTS! Yes, I am male and yes I am calling other men on here idiots. After reading in more than 50% of profiles about how the profile woman does not want to cyber, does not want to cam, give their yahoo ID, not looking for a relationship, not wanting this not wanting that, I must assume men in here are, with a few exceptions, complete idiots. Ladies, am I correct in my assumption that most men that view your profile want to see naughty pics, want to cyber you, phone bone you or fu-whatever you? If so, don't give up on every fu-male, a few of us really are decent gentlemen. Guys, a few pointers. First, just because you were a backwards hat and are flipping the bird to the camera, does not make you attractive to females. It shows you don't know how to

Freeing Up Energy
Healing What Hurts Many of us go through our lives being aware of a well of pain that has been under our daily awareness for so long we aren’t even sure where it comes from. It almost seems as if it’s part of who we are, or the way we see the world, but it’s important to realize that this pain is something that needs to be acknowledged and processed. The longer we sit on it, the harder it is to work through, and the more likely it is that we will be forced to acknowledge it as it makes itself known to us in ways we can’t predict. Rather than waiting for this to happen, we can empower ourselves by identifying the pain and resolving to take action toward healing it. The very thought of this brings up feelings of resistance in most of us, especially if, on the surface, our lives seem to be in order. It’s difficult to dig up the past and go into it unless we are being seriously inconvenienced by the hurt. The thing is, when we are carrying the burden of our unprocessed pain, sooner o

The Polite Way To Pee
The Polite Way to Pee During one of her daily classes, a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said: "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying: "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Sherman, how would you say it?" Sherman said: "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" Johnny said "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope to introduce you to after dinner." The teacher fainted...

Fubar Addict
They say that admiting you have a problem is the first step to recovery. So im gonna admit it, im a fubar addict and i spend waaaay too much time here.In my best interests at heart,I'm gonna try to spend LESS time here. I'll still hang out now and then, and check in on yahoo for those who have it. Good night to all, and thanks for your support. Neil

Friend Of Mine! (feel Free To Comment)
I never did get a chance to say good-bye to you-friend of mine You fought for your life,not knowing that everyone had you in their hearts and mind You came as a stranger but with your warm heart and smile you quickly became a friend of mine Now that you are gone I have more rainy days than I do of sunshine But I know that one day soon we will meet again in that great place up high in the sky Until then I will always keep you in my heart and mind I hope you know that you will always and forever be a friend of mine!!

Give Me A Chance!!(feel Free To Comment)
Give me a chance and I will show you love Give me a chance and I will show you happiness Give me a chance and I will show you that I will never hurt you Give me a chance and I will love you,the way that you want me to love you Give me a chance and let me make you mine Give me a chance and I will be faithful and kind Give me a chance and always keep me in your mind Give me a chance and I'll try to make all of your wishes come true Give me a chance and I will give you my heart and I hope that we never grow apart

Anytime (feel Free To Comment)
I know you're going through a tough time right now I know your heart is full of pain and sorrow bu don't let your spirits down cause for you there is always tomorrow I just want to let you know that if you ever want to talk you can come to me anytime Anytime you need a friend and a shoulder to cry on, I will be here for you Anytime you need to talk or just let some anger out call on me and I will be right by your side I'm there for you when you need me I will be there for you anytime

How To Be Popular
Being popular is surprisingly easy. It's all about finding your niche and exploiting your greatness. For instance if you like people and hunting then become a murderer. You will instantly become super duper popular in the community. Police will follow you everywhere you go and people will shower you with gifts. You're name will appear in the papers and your face will be on TV. What more could you want? You're a modern day John Wayne! John clowning around on the set If for some reason you're a cry baby and think murder isn't for you, then keep reading. Perhaps you're interested in cool things like science, computers and not getting laid. If this sounds like it's more up your bowling alley then you'll want to play online games. You can meet hundreds of guys who will tell you how bad they'd kick your ass if they met you in real life, and thousands of guys pretending to be girls. An alternative for sci-fi nerds is to become a huge fan of either Star War

Thank You Wildcat!!!
HELLO EVERY ONE! THERE IS NO DRAMA,BASHING OR ACCUSATION LOL ITS JUST A SIMPLE HELP REQUEST FOR A FABULOUS LADY TO BECOME A GODMOTHER. PLEASE HELP HER OUT... CAUSE SHE DESERVE IT .... IF NOT,YOU SHOULD GO AND HIT HER UP. FAN,RATE AND ADD HER,RATE HER PIX AND STASH TO HELP HER GODMOTHER ,SHE IS VERY CLOSE ... SHE IS ONE OF THE BEST AND MOST FABULOUS PEOPLE ON FUBAR. IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME,YOU SHOULD TRY AND YOU'LL FIND OUT FOR YOURSELF.AND PLEASE TELL HER WILDCAT SENT YOU. HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND WONDERFUL WEEKEND. LOVE Y'ALL ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar THIS ANNOUNCEMENT BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE ONE AND ONLY: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. Ñ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,@ fubar (repost of original by '۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ' on '2008-02-29 20:14:24')

Bewildered
Ponder all the words ever shared, Muses and ideas and thoughts dared, Examine to what end it'll be, Is it the end you hoped you'd see? Roll with a punch, The sidelines gather a bunch, Shadows await your return to the dark, When your eyes and skin turn grey and feel like bark, Happiness a glimmer on horizon I can't reach, Loniness attained absorbed and not preached, I stand till I fall to the fates call, Sometimes I can barely wait for that fall, Echos ringing loudly...beckoning me, The strings of obligation make me stay you see, Only time remains as the end draws close, Abyss, quiet and serenre waitin for me.

My Last Note To Here In Plea? Tune Into My Heartbreak
Kevin Michael - Ain't Got You Kevin Michael - It Don't Make Any Difference To Me Erin.. if I could beg anything sincere and haunting of everything in my blessings it would be for you to just hear me, here and now in this point and point in time amongst everything. Could I just ask two lame but humble gesture of saying something to you, hear e through another person, feel me in his words if I could whisper to you the final sentences within the book of you and I, I write into my soul to-- *sighs* to yours. I feel so fuckin lame, but deep down where who I really am burns immortal-- I don't care. I live free and with no regrets, I'm a rational/justified/loving/uplifting to be around and close to man. I just thought-- ya know, there honestly wasn't a moment of knowing you that I regretted even during the lose of you. At time I just didn't think you cared, and let it blow off easy in yourself. I didn't waste those moments of my life trying to have you close to me as we drifted up, but

11.2.07
My logical mind has no idea Day by day pondering Unselfishly giving it my all without ever expecting nothing in return Trying my best to do things the way they should be done Whoever said things should be done a certain way? Whoever wrote the manual of life? Trying to make sense out of nonsense Trying to find answers when questions are never clearly defined Contradiction never proved me right…come to think of it; wrong either Daily supplications that I may have the strength to walk down this path Taking each step carefully and cautiously, stopping to think yet relentlessly proceeding Nothing but ironies Taking everything I do for granted, taking me for granted Hope I don’t break that bubble someday I don’t want to be that way….not ever Thank you would have made a difference Just these two words could change my world, my perception Even if you never show any signs of gratitude I shall pay my dues T o all those that ever did something for me..to all those that ever put

Played
Once again I get fooled by people who claim to be my friends and yet use me just long enough to get themselves in a better place. The one thing that I have always asked was for people to be honest with me and never lie to me about anything and yet they still wanna play with my emotions because they know how deep I care for somebody and then they think it's damn joke by turning around and hurting me. Is there anybody left in this damn world that is real and not just out to break people that care for them ? I'm sick of being hurt and used by people who get off of doing that not only to me but to everybody else that is like me. If you only knew the damage that you do when you do these things to me and others you wouldn't dare keep doing it to me and others. Just keep this in mind that every time you play with somebody's emotions you slice an inch deeper into their skin and their skin is only so tough and can only take so many cuts before it rips apart and bleeds nonstop. Th

Morning After
1. You'd rather have a pencil driven through your retina than be exposed to sunlight. 2. Trying to gain control of the situation, you continue to tell your room to "Stay still." 3. Looking at yourself in the mirror induces the same reaction as chugging a glass of fresh paint. 4. You're convinced that the chirping birds are Satan's pets. 5. You set aside an entire morning to spend some quality time with your toilet. 6. You replaced the traditional praying on your knees with the more feasible praying in a fetal position. 7. The bathroom reminds you of a carnival barker shouting, "Step right up and give it whirl!" 8. All day long your motto is, "Never again." 9. You could purchase a new bike just by recycling the bottles around your bed. 10. Your natural response to "Good morning," is "Shut up!" Hope you all have a GREAT weekend!!!!!!

Untitled
random thoughts of suicide as you think of what has happened, hearing her trembling voice apologizing over and over again, looking at the glistening blade when the lights shines upon it. eyeing the razors edge while replaying over in your mind the things she has said, is it the unwanted you find in her voice, can you hear the subliminal lies that come from her lips? remembering the look in her eyes as u rub the blade up your arms, to hear the words I'm sorry as the blood starts to flow, so full of rage and hatred as you hear your heartbeat slow down, thump-thump, thump-thump, thump, thump, remembering the last time you saw her smile as you take your last breath, kinda makes you smile remembering those days, thump, thump, thuuump,thuuump, thuu.

What To Do After An Autism Diagnosis For Your Child
What to Do After an Autism Diagnosis for Your Child Posted in August 27th, 2007 by admin in Treatments, Autism Resources, Diagnosis If you’re child has received an autism diagnosis, you may feel like all of the hopes and dreams you had for your child’s future have ended. These feelings of guilt, grief and fear are normal for parents when they first discover their child is autistic. However, you need to know that you’re not alone and there is help out there for both you and your child. To help you cope with the autism diagnosis, the following are 10 guidelines for you to take into consideration: 1. Don’t Panic – Feeling overwhelmed is natural at first, but this drowning feeling will pass. You need to remember autism - although a challenging condition - is not a life threatening illness. Autism isn’t the end of the world; take the time to calm down and rationally think things through. 2. Your child is still the same – An autism diagnosis doesn’t mean your child is any differ

Cyber Sex Gone Wrong
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds.I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart.I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner...it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you.Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom.There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table.I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling . My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse.My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly. Wellhung:

Autism Diagnosis Checklist Signs Of Autism
Autism Diagnosis Checklist Signs of Autism There are two major diagnostic classification systems in current use, the International Classification of Diseases, version 10 (ICD-10) and the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders 4th edition (DSM-IV ). They have similar symptom criteria for diagnosis based on three general impairments, with the following behaviours, which are out of line with their mental age: 1. Social Delayed or abnormal social development. 2. Language and communication Delayed or abnormal language and communication both verbal and non-verbal. 3. Thought and behavior Rigidity of thought and behavior and lack of imagination. Displays ritualistic behavior, reliance on routines, impairment of imaginative play. DSM-IV is diagnostic criteria used in the United States and many other parts of the world. ICD-10 is the most commonly used ASD classification system in the UK and Europe, although many research studies also use DSM-IV or other

Poem
If I was a flower would you water me or feed me Or would you do as you do me now, pay no attention to me when you see me If my petals were looking wilted would water me with your tears Or would you go on with your day and water me just as mere If I was a flower would you treat me as a soul Or would you treat me for what I really am, a seed inside a hole If you had other plants with me along side in a pot Would you water us equally or would you water some more than others, stereotyping some what If I was a flower would you enjoy my beautiful scent Or next season would you put a newer plant out as my replacement If I was a flower would I be more important than any of your free time games Or would I just be another lost cause, kind of in this case, a flower without a name If I was a flower would their be someone to care for me Or would I live day by day, not knowing where death could be If I was a flower and it was cold outside Would you bring me in and co

Iron Horse Saloon Contest
OK ALL.... I AM IN A WET-T CONTEST SPONSORED BY THE WONDERFUL LOUNGE IRON HORSE SALOON.... PLEASE GO TO THIS LINK AND THEN INTO PHOTOS FOR CONTEST AND LEAVE SOME LOVE..... Joker "Offical IHS Wet - Tshirt Contest Judge"@ fubar

Hey
just a quick note to let you know, i have not been on for a few days cause i been in the hospital.my heart is causing me problems and i willto under go a heart cath soon. i will be on as my health will allow.please keep me in your prayers. thanks twinkie

Now I Know Why I Like The Thumbs Up Emoticon.
You Are the Thumb You're unique and flexible. And you defy any category. Mentally strong and agile, you do things your own way. And you do them well. You are a natural leader... but also truly a loner. You inspire many but connect with few. You get along well with: The Middle Finger Stay away from: The Pinky What Finger Are You?

I Just Dont Understand
why does this always happen to me? i just dont understand why i keep getting hurt. i need to stop opening up my heart up to people. but i just dont get why i am the one that keeps getting hurt. i dont do anything to deserve it! i am done! i am about done with fubar! i just dont know how much more pain i can take!

Finally........ Is All I Have To Freakin Say!!!!
OMG!!! LOOK WHO IS FINALLY BACK.. PLEASE GO SHOW HER SOME MAD LOVE SO SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE AGAIN... WE LOVE YOU JODI Wishful Thinking Is Back@ fubar ~*~THIS BULLETIN IS BROUGHT TO YOU WITH LOTS OF LOVE, HUGS, AND ALL THAT GREAT FUZZY FEELING STUFF~*~ LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar (repost of original by 'LSD's SHELL™ ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~' on '2008-02-29 20:10:20')

On Da Stomach
What Your Sleeping Position Says You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

Friends And Forgiveness
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN TO

You Are My Sunshine
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose it's meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. She has come to turn my nights into days yet the darkness of my sadness is only in missing her, and I am content in knowing my heart is missing "you" She has become the value of my light and my happiness. ...and "you" = Kristin

Shit U Do When U Shouldnt
ya know when u stay up for like 3days...then get drunk...not a real good idea...u end doing stupid shit and hurtin waaaaaay too many ppl includin the ones u love most....so fo those who might read this im sorry for what ive done or not done...and for things ive said or not said...... im sorry

Age And Wisdom
A guy is 75 years old and loves to fish and play golf. He was sitting in his boat the other day when he heard a voice say, "Pick me up." He looked around and couldn't see any one. He thought he was dreaming when he heard the voice say again, "Pick me up." He looked in the water and there, floating on the top, was a frog. The man said, "Are you talking to me?" The frog said, "Yes, I'm talking to you. Pick me up. Then, kiss me and I'll turn into the most beautiful woman you have ever seen. I'll make sure that all your friends are envious and jealous because I will be your bride!" The man looked at the frog for a short time, reached over, picked it up carefully, and placed it in his front breast pocket. Then the frog said, "What, are you nuts? Didn't you hear what I said? I said kiss me and I will be your beautiful bride." He opened his pocket, looked at the frog and said, "Nah, at my age I'd rather have a talking frog."

Awesome Site
I have lots of problems with my lappy, I'm expecting she'll die soon but that's okay. Anyway I really enjoy learning this about computers even though a lot (most)of it goes over my head, I still try. When it crashed the other day and I managed to reformat again (22 crashes so far LOL).This time I kept getting this stupid "WARNING" type pop up from MS Messenger service (something like that). Anyway, it was driving me crazy and after hours and hours of searching (quite slow on dial up GRRR) I found an awesome site. It's called TechSpot (http://www.techspot.com/) it's a forum site among other things. LOTS to learn and the people there are true geeks for sure, they know their computers, ~sweet~ I only wish I had discovered it sooner. HAHA, I'm spamming but seriously, if you have questions these people are the ones to ask. (Mason, you rock but aren't always available LOL~MUAH)

Upstaehotlip
ok people this is to set the record straight.. Denice...AKA UPSTATEHOTLIP is my GF . not that abusing babykill asshole CHAZZ.... she has dumped him for a better man ME we have met and she is moving out here to ALASKA with me.. those sexy pics were taken here at my home.. SO ANYONE WHO KNOW THIS ABUSING BABY KILLING.. CRAZY ASSED seal cHAZZ TELL HIM HE BEST BACK UP OFF US OR i WILL DO WHAT OTHERS COULD NOT.. SHE DOES NOT WANT HIM OR LOVE HIM ANYMORE IT IS HER AND I IN LOVE AND A COUPLE.. PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL YOURS AND HER FRIENDS THANKS ALL TONY

If You Have Questions Look Here!!
What could I possibly tell you about me, That you could not learn from just talking to me? People tell me that I'm too caring and now as I get older I understand what they are talking about. I always lived my life for other people and now I'm just beginning to live my life for me. Don't get me wrong I still would do anything for the people that I love but it's time to put me first which I have never done until now. I'm also now learning not to be so guarded all of the time I always put a wall up to protect me, letting someone in my life is a scary thought because I'm scared of getting hurt. I'm learning to let my guard down more because I realize it's better to be loved then not at all. You can live your entire life without anyone truly knowing the real you. I think it would be a great gift in life to have someone know you for who you are inside and out. Someone who knows all of your flaws but loves you anyway. In life we are so often misunderstood!

America: Land Of Americans
They say imitation is the highest form of flattery. Well then we should be thrilled because there's an entire continent full of copycats trolling around falsely claiming to be part of "America". This tripe is pure malarkey; there is only one America, and that's the USA. I know it's true because Captain America's outfit looks like our flag. Fortunately spotting the citizens of doppelganger countries is easier than it sounds. Should you encounter some character with a suspicious / barbaric accent; you simply need to say "Pardon me el senioro, whato nationalityo are youo?" Here are the possible responses you can expect: You'll notice only one group can answer "I'm American". That's because saying "I'm United States of America...n...pace..." sounds fucking retarded. I know this is tough for the nations who've just realize they're not really part of America....but not to worry: I salute you with a rezoned USA! Si!! Complete with honorary "Central" a

The Perfect Person
Just what exactly is perfect? Ever notice people seem to be always searching for that one "perfect person"?do you think anyone really knows what perfect is anyway? Ya cant tell it if they do!!. It seems every one looks for that perfect person and when they think that they have found them, the first order of action seems to always be the same. Take your perfect person then try to change them and mold them into someone that they are not. Now second, once you have this person molded into someone that is totally different than the person that attracted you in the first place, tell them your leaving because "they have changed".It really doesnt seem all so hard to simply accept people for who they are, if you dont like who they are stay away from them to start with!! Hell ,seems so simple dont it?Should be but its just not human nature. People will always try to change you to better suit them, but please, remember this "the best suit for you, is the suit that suits you best".

Ladie Hit My 2006 Kia On Private Lot
thursday was a bad day iworked till 430pm like ialways do then idrove to bank here in springfield ohio just as a was leavin a ladie comes flyin up on a cell phone and runs into me she got out and said you hit my car she had been drinkn icalled cops they said they would come out so we could exchange insurance info here in ohio on a private lot no report is takin nothin its abunch of shit now ihave to have my insurance fix it then they will raise mine just because of this bull shit law

Gotta Love Texans!
An 8 year old boy was riding his bicycle in Bryan, >Texas, when he saw his friend being attacked by a large pit bulldog. The boy jumped off his bike, ran and jumped on the dog's back. After prying the vicious animal's teeth from his young friend's body, he put the dog in a choke hold and held on until the dog was dead. The local newspaper editor happened to witness this feat and after calling for the ambulance on his cell phone, ran over to the young hero and said, 'Son, that was one of the bravest things I have ever seen.You're going to make tomorrow's headlines.' 'It will read: Texas A&M Fan is Hero: Risks His Life and Saves >Young Friend from Vicious Pit Bull Attack.' The youngster said, 'That's nice, but I'm not a Texas A&M Fan.' The editor said, 'OK, then it will read: University of Texas Fan Saves Young Friend's Life in Pit-Bull Attack.' The young man said, 'But I'm not an University of Texas fan.' The editor said, 'OK, then it will read, 'Rice Fan

::well, Eff::
Ok, so throughout the day lets say, when I'm bored out of my fucking mind in geography class or sitting through a history lecture or staying home for the night, barely anyone bothers to call or even text me...yet when I have a lot of shit going on and don't want to talk to anyone, BOOM, my phone gets blasted with texts and calls and voicemails of friends telling me to get off my ass and to pick up the phone...go figure, huh??

Sorceror
I'm tired I'm thirsty I'm wild eyed In my misery Timeless In your finery A high price For your luxury Sorcerer Who is the master Man and woman on a star stream In the middle of a snow dream Sorcerer Show me the high life Come over Let me put you on ice I'm tired When I need you badly Wild eyed In the middle of your dream Timeless It's a mystery All they way Now it's never what you are All around Black ink darkness Who found The lady from the mountain I'm tired I'm thirsty I'm wild eyed In my mystery Timeless In your finery A high price For your luxury

Never Be You
Take a look in my eyes It's been a long, long time I used to feel so strong When I knew you were mine Since you let me down I'm hard to be around I don't know what I'm gonna do She could never be you She could never be you She could never be you I guess it all comes around Baby please don't cry Love is gonna be a little reckless Oh Love is all I have to stand trial But since you let me go There's nothing going on I don't know what I'm gonna do She could never be you She could never be you She could never be you She knows the moves She play's the part But she only has me She don't have my heart She could never be you She could never be you So take a look in my eyes No you can't hide the truth No, you don't get by on pride Cause it'll run over you But since you let me down I'm hard to be around I don't know what I'm gonna do She could never be you She could never be you She could never be you She could never be you?

Nowhere Fast
Lying in your bed and on a Saturday night You're sweatin' buckets and it's not even hot But your brain has got the message And it's sending it out To every nerve and every muscle you've got You've got so many dreams That you don't know where to put 'em So you'd better turn a few of 'em loose Your body's got a feeling that it's starting to rust You'd better rev it up and put it to use And I don't know how I ever thought that I could make it all alone When you only make it better And it better be tonight And we'll fly away on those angel wings of chrome in your daddy's car Waiting there for you tonight I'll be there for you tonight Even if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And even if you don't have anywhere to go You go down on the pedal and you're ready to roll And your speed Is all you'll ever need All you'll ever need to know Darlin', Darlin'- You and me we're goin' nowhere slowly And we've gotta get away

Wife Troubles
Ive pushed her to far this time..and got myself into some trouble.. Not that its any different then any other day. She gave me the opportunity to see others.and i did,and now she regrets... Her attempt to save our dieing marriage was the straw that broke the camels back.. I dont know if this was a test or an attempt to turn me on.and she dident think i would actually do it. But i do know the end of our relationship was inevitable anyway. I did nothing more then put it out of its misery. Sometimes people get trapped in a marriage,and get comfy with the security that it gives.no mater how bad the relationship is. The hardest step to walking out the door is taking the first step. and giving up all that you built over the past years........... boober

My Fckity -fcks *smirks*
HA! *Pouts a little* MEET MY FU-FAMILY! ALL SO VERY SPEACIAL IN THEIR OWN EACH & EVERY WAY'S! SOME WON IN AUCTIONS, SOME WON ME. FORGING GREAT FRIENDSHIPS & LOYAL SUPPORT. EACH OF THEM ARE ADORED. WON'T YOU SHOW THEM MORE. *** This Man is the most Loyal & decent person Ive ever had the honor to meet. He has been with me here from my begining's here on the "Fu-Scene. A true asset. jr69@ fubar My sista! My Part Time "Fu-Wifey! My Partner in Crime! Girl! I Love you! More on this one later,... ~Phoenix~@ fubar My Other "fu-Hubby by Default,... He is my My Fu-Wifey's Fu-husband. & Man can he fill a bling box!!! *wipes sweat from brow* *smirks* More to come on this one later,... LUCKY/FU HUBBY TO PHOENIX My newest winning in a auction & has also been with me from the begining here doing the "Fu-scene. @ fubarjayrod874~D.S.C ~D.T.B~MANAGER & SECURITY @ ACES UP~OWNED BY ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist&# Another wonderfully welcomed n

The Morning After Reality
Can someone in all honesty fall in love with someone and know in there heart and in there mind that it will never happen. Can two souls be so alike.. being in total sincronicity with one another ..knowing that just a single kiss could ruin this. Why do complications of the heart always fog the better of ones judgment .. is it the lack or reason or thought .. can love have purpose other then just the common thread that we all see it as .. Why can loving someone have such larger meaning and devotion yet cant. What is truly love.. a thought or a concept of what happiness is. When does happiness become love, just the simple questions one never thinks yet alone asks ..

What The ???
ok my life is odd read previous blogs to find out more tonight i have had a great time right up until the point where someone that i have been seeing lost her mobile phone espcailly as we had gone to london for the day camden the palace houses of paliment the works lots of pics on the phone some idiot stole it from a place where i been a dj and where my best friends now work we looked through the cctv and asked everyone if they had seen it and they all said NO! crying in my arms she couldnt get over the fact she had lost it and nothing i did helped well eventually i got her in a taxi and home after an hours walk home very very drunk i now write this to you only to find when i get in she had it all along in her clevage !?!? wtf so not only has the evening been ruined by the mare but also i now have to write to everyone involved and explain what went on !! grrrr!! and all she can say is sorry how the hell do you miss a phone in your clevage !?!

Hmmmmm.
whats the difference between life and death? isnt life and death just two different adventures? dont get me wrong... i do not wish to commit suicide... far from it... im just thinking... isnt life a very long and trying adventure? your given your necisities and if you want something then you have to work for it... wouldnt it be safe to assume that death is the same way... you get your necesities but you work for what you want... your not handed everything you want... unless you work hard for it. And even then you have to still fight tooth and nail for it.

Touch Me!!!
Oh to be touched... Touched all over, along my thighs inside and out. Caressed along my neck and follow across my collar bone. Hands and fingers through my hair... just everywhere. Hands run between my breasts and under them just lighting tickling. Down my sides and across my stomach. The hands holding both hips and slightly squeezing. A hand on my mound... feeling and warm. Fingers gently probing, exploring and experiencing just the touch. Looking at my body with hungry eyes. looking but not yet fulfilling. Kisses, lightly touching my body from my forehead to my neck. Gently nibbling and sucking, and kissing more. Nibbles with lips around my collar bones and down my breasts. Licking and sucking my nipples, maybe light nibbles. Hands squeeze my rear and body pressed against my crotch while playing with my chest. Just enjoyed as my body is. Arms wrapped around me. Then as desired all along, face buried into my flower, tasting me with such passion and desir

This Has Been Bugging Me For A Few Years Now
Why do parents divorce each other and expect the child to choose between one or the other? I have wondered this for a few years now. My parents are always trying to turn me against the other and I dont know why. One will belittle the other and expect me to agree with them... and when I ask them to stop they automatically assume that im standing up for the other because I love them more. Thats wrong, and I dont understand why they always expect me to choose one over the other when I love them both the same. They both are my parent and they both will always have a place in my heart because if it werent for them then I would not be living today. If it werent for them BOTH I would never have been concived. I just wish they understood that I cant choose one over the other. Any ideas on how I can get them to understand this? If you have answers to this please leave them in a comment. THANKS!

Important Info Please Read
Since i cant get other friends to help me in my lounge... from now on im not going to help others or not even going to join other lounges. until i can get some help in my lounge this is going to take affect as of today March 1 2008. so if you would like to help me in my lounge come and send me a message in my shoutbox or email me. cause i have opening for: Bouncer Greeter Manager and if you can think of anything else please let me know ok. sorry for the inconvenience for this. cause im so sick and tired other friends asking me to do favors and dont get none in return. how hard is it to find people and help to run a fricken lounge. i would like to know what im doing wrong? well like i said i meant this so please dont come to me for help or invites to your lounges. Oh btw if you dont like what i say here well tuff shit! i work my ass off to get my lounge the way i like it to look like thanks, ReNeGade P.S. This dont Apply to the friends that helped me befor

My Inner Deamons
I feel alone.... because my husband is trying to isolate me. Every friend I make, he goes behind me, to tell them I am a liar, a fraud, and I'm worthless. I talked to someone, who filled my needs from a distance, and my husband encouraged it to continue, he participated. My husband found someone else, who lived 10 miles away, and cheated, and only stopped when he was caught lying. He then moved on to another relationship, with someone a great distance, until I caught them. My husband will tell most of this. He leaves things out. What he doesn't tell is, that for the better part of 18 months, he has neglected me, refused, YES REFUSED, to give me sex. I have begged, and cried and pleaded, only to be told, "later, in a minute" or something to that effect. I know enough to know that when a married person stops giving the other sex, there is either some sexual dysfunction going on, or he is cheating. He cared enough to go to strip bars during this time, and lie about it. I doubt

Dont They Say Imitation Is The Best Form Of Flattering?? Lol
had a person nmes women r twats come to my page, rate me a 1 and then rip 2 pics from me, as he blocked me (sounds like chief) and then slammed my shoutbox with lame as comments, doesnt he know that threats and words on the internet like this are just too funny? guess he ripped other girls pics,if you know who they are please let them know... only had one Fake pic up.. Not a problem i have the IP.. and i work tech support with a major communications company and will trace this along with chiefys and all his little gang. No matter what you do with the pics you ripped, please enjoy them, i guess the hotties arent enough to turn u on..haha.. Ill be waiting to see just how "evil" you think you can be, but please send me the link so i can enjoy the entertainment. And if you were so tough, why delete your account right away?? guess i will sit back and see again what this tough guy is all about,,,did i mention Im shaking in my boots??? hahaha anyway ru

Valentines Day
In the days of the Roman Empire there was an emperor named Claudius who horribly tortured and presecuted Christians.The emperor even made a law that young people could NOT get married...because he thought unmarried soldiers fought better. But there was a very courageous minister named Valentine,who despite the risk of being imprisoned,encouraged young people to get married,and secretly preformed the ceremonies.Eventually Valentine was captured,put in prison'and tortured. While in the dungeon,Valentine became friends with the jailer's daughter who was also Christian,but blind.Valentine prayed for the young girl,and the Lord Jesus miraculously healed her!The jailer immediately gave his life to the Lord and became Christian too! Soon however,Valentine was sentenced to execution by stoning,beating,and finally decapitation by wild animals,all because he belived in marriage and preformed marriage ceremonies! Just before he was taken out to be attacked and killed in the arena,

Never Did He
i try to smile to keep my head high yet all i want to do is crawl away letting my soul die inside i dont know how he could hurt me so bad he doesnt even care that i am so sad i told him he would always be in my heart but he just shrugged it off thats when my world fell apart how could he say he loved me then just take it away doesnt he knows what happens when someone mentions his name i try to smile but all i want to do is cry he left me broken and used as i sit here and cry i know now that he never did care

You Are No More.
I rest my head down on this pillow tonight thinking of you, wondering if you are thinking of me. Lying here once where you held me; you are NO more. I feel alone, forgotten, weak, mindless, because you are not here with me. God help me to see my way through this. I sit, and sit and sit, waiting for your return, but you are NO more.

Who Are Assyrians!
Assyrian People ... The Assyrians (also called Syriacs or Chaldeans; see names of Syriac Christians) are an ethnic group whose origins lie in what is today Iraq, Iran, Turkey and Syria,[17] but many of whom have migrated to the Caucasus, North America and Western Europe during the past century. Hundreds of thousands more live in Assyrian diaspora and Iraqi refugee communities in Europe, the former Soviet Union, the United States, Australia, New Zealand, Syria, Jordan, and Lebanon. As a result of persecution in the wake of the First World War, there is now a significant diaspora. Major events included the Islamic revolution in Iran,[18] the Simele massacre in Iraq, and the Assyrian genocide in what is today Turkey. The latest event to hit the Assyrian community is the war in Iraq; of the one million or more Iraqis reported by the United Nations to have fled, forty percent (40%) are Assyrian, despite Assyrians comprising only three to five percent of the Iraqi population

Feelin Low
Ay yo, brotha feelin mighty low ova here an shit,what I thought was helpin out my fam,call helpin out my man an lookin out when i saw sumthin I aint think wuz right,only end up messin stuff up an end up wit him losin the woman what made him happy. Like I came on here ta holla at sum chicks an meet new friends an shit an end up ruinin sumthin for sumbody that be like in my heart yo ya heard? Like that dude aint done nuttin but look out for my ass an shit since I was a kid ya heard? I mean he taught me a lot about stuff ya feel me? An like I just can't eva make up to him for what I did an shit. But it's like my mans always told me every man got to own up to his actions. They aint even my words ya heard? They his words but I do feel them for reals. So Imma own up ta this one,everybody mad at me an shit,Big T,Kano,my bol,my old man,an I don't know how ta fix it I just fuck shit up an know its too late ta fix anything an I feel like muthafuckin shit.

My Heart
Well I was on my way to work Wed. am and started hurting in my chest, I didn't think to much of it a first, bur I got nauseated , to make a long story shorter i got to work and my Boss/friend who is also a EMT suggested i go get checked out. so I went to ER and they kept me. Thur. & Fri. they put through a battery of stress test which were no fun at all! The first one was a chemical stress test and it failed because they couldn't get my heart rate to go up where they wanted to see it. The second on work and it was scary, the results came back abnormal. So Sat am they took me back for a (Heart Cath). That I wasn't pleased with but at least I would know what was going on. Good news is they found my heart to be in great shape with no blockages. I was relived! They let me go home sat. night But they want me to schedule some more test for gastro intestinal problems to see if i have a Hidal hernia, or ulcer. So anyway I'm back home and can go back to work in few days! whoo hooo! SO I'm just

And I Am A Downrater
gerryh just sent you a message! · ~Daisy~ just checked you out! · gerryh rated you a '1'! · gerryh just checked you out! from: gerryh date: 2008-03-01 21:16:01 subject: sorry read receipt: No replied: No block user sorry about that I am hit the wrong button I was trying to rate y'alls pics and I have been drinking since noon and it is midnight now and I accidently blocked you I am trying to fix them all now WROTE AFTER HE DOWNRATED AND BLOCKED ALL THE FU BRATZ

Seductress Wow
ITS ۞§eductress ... Do I need to say more? This woman is not only a Seductress omg ya but she is sweet and beautiful and just so much more.. If you dont have her as your friend and fan then you are truely missing out on what Fubar all has to offer.. CLICK ON HER PHOTO AND TO HER PROFILE YOU WILL BE... ADD HER / FAN HER/ AND MAKE HER GODMOTHER. YOU WILL NOT BE SORRY. THIS PIMP OUT TODAY CAME FROM MIZZ SHADY. RATE AND LOVE UP ON ME TOO GUYS.. 11 MILL TILL I LEVEL NEXT OMG. LOL

Moving Pants
Thursday, May 17, 2007 the moving pants!!!! Category: Life Ok more info about me while im trying to wind down after work. We have all done it...... some more than others.It's one of my favorite things to do and if some of us were to admit it , they would say it's and almost everyday thing. Masturbation........ chew on that shit. Anyway at an extremely young age I can remember a phenomenon that turned my life into a frenzy after just a few rubs.After the first time it was done .........I was insanely rubbing one out at every chance I could get.The next step was to find a partner to share in the fun. It didnt take me long to find one and only because they were just a curious as I about the newly developed apendage.We did the deed only to be a little disgusted because it was hell trying to get things going like we wanted. From then on it was hand or work...... the work being an extended ordeal with a female that usualy meant that you might get some but only after th

~love Letters~
~Love Letters In The Sand~ On a day like today We pass the time away Writing love letters in the sand How you laughed when I cried Each time I saw the tide Take our love letters from the sand You made a vow that you would ever be true But somehow that vow meant nothing to you Now my broken heart aches With every wave that breaks Over love letters in the sand Peace.

Just Curious!
I was curious; does anyone actually read these thoughts I put up? I am trying to figure out if it's worth my putting them up here for everyone. Some feedback would be very nice. I absolutely love putting them up and hearing from at least some, their thoughts, or take on what I've been writing, but if no one is interested in reading them, I will find somewhere else to post them. Your help would be greatly appreciated. Thanks. Peter Britt

Auction Responsibilities
You know all you people that got bidded on and someone won you should do your obligation to that person..Don't bow down like a punk...these people spent fu-bucks or real money on you...Give them what they deserve...don't be a shit head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Confession
Yes I'm a bad girl Do what you will. I think I can take Just about anything. Tie me Bound me Spank me. Feeling your palm On my redding flesh Fingertips teasing Makes me crave more. More Of your touch More Of your commands. Tell me what to do And I will gladly do it. Kneeling on the floor If front of you Wanting your approval. So bad Wanting to be chained legs spread eagle. Deny my release Make me pant Licking my lips. Conceal my screams Gag me please! Ice cubes down my skin Traveling down Disapearing within. Sharp nails teasing Down the line of my back. Pull my hair Make me arch. Outside Inside Doesn't matter. Blindfold me Plug my ears Deny my senses Make me be suprised by your every move. Wanting you to stuff me Fill me Every hole Take me Use me Yes! I'm a bad girl. These feelings make me so wet I've wanted it for so long It almost makes me feel Inhuman. Urges since I can remember Getting stronger Years flying by Oh, God! How I

Lost
No sleep No sleep until I am done with finding the answer Won't stop Won't stop before I find a cure for this cancer Sometimes I feel I going down and so disconnected Somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted They say That i must learn to kill before i can feel safe But I I rather kill myself then turn into their slave Sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder Somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder Lately I been walking walking in circles, watching waiting for something Feel me touch me heal me, come take me higher

Why I Don't Give Out My Yahoo S/n
From Yahoo chat rooms, AOL chat rooms, livejournal, myspace, and now Fubar (formerly Lost Cherry.....REMEMBER THAT ONE? lol), I have had my fair share of Yahoo "buddies". And I usually "clean out" my messenger list once every 3 months. But now more than ever, I just stopped giving people my yahoo s/n. I used to think "Eh, what's the harm in letting someone add you to their yahoo". Then, the forwarded messages came. After that, the awkward conversations with the even more awkward pauses and silences. Then......THE WEBCAM!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!! Also the photo sharing. What a weird deal to be having a rather simple and "safe" conversation with someone, then I get that prompt that I've been invited to start photo sharing with them. Not thinking anything of it, I accept. First, I get pictures of their kids, AWWWWWWW. Or maybe pictures of their pets, AWWWWWW. Or even pictures of artwork or their house and yard and what-not. But it never seems to fail, right after the picture of their 4 year

I Have A New Lounge. Besure To Visit
Just wanted my friends to know that I have a new lounge. Just in the makeing.. come in and check it out.. Hope to see you all there. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55668

Life!!!
My life is slowly starting to get better, Now that you've come right on in. Ive opened the gates to my mind it seems, So warm and snuggle to see my friend. You have enterd this place deep inside my heart, And now you are my lover, Its amazing how we have grown And started something better Deep inside somewhere I'll hide, All these thoughs that come Along the way I hope youll stay And mend my heart back together. Slowly yet shurly you've made your stay welcome, Here with in my heart, I give it to you to hold forever, Never shall we part. Please dont break it be very gental, Its softer than you think. I know you wont hurt me believe me its true, If only i could say the same thing. So I give you the key of my heart forever, Never to let me do it to you, If I hurt you smash my heartshapped lock And throw away the key, Know my love is strong for you,A nd we shall always be free. My love how you've hypnotised me, How you've mended my soul.

Lacking
My poems have been lacking. As my problems have been hacking, hacking away at me. My dear I'm in a hurry. But, please try not to worry, worry over someone like me. Our destiny's are entwined. As sure as someone divine, divinely gave you to me. My problems keep hacking. As I keep packing, packing to be with you. So, try and know this. A kiss is not a kiss, but bliss when taken from you.

~you.......only You~
~You......Only You~ When I think of you, so many emotions run through my mind. When I don't hear from you, so many concerns tear at me. Like a mighty waterfall, fierce and thundering a deafening roar - spray enveloping everything around. So am I surrounded by you. Like a babbling brook, slipping quietly over pebbles gently flowing, gurgling. Such is the peace you give to me. Like a gentle breeze, cooling a heated brow caressing fevered skin. So you calm my heart. Like a summer sky, glimmering sun warming the earth shining its light around. So you warm my soul. Like the birds in the trees, singing their happy songs for all to hear. So your voice cheers me. Like a rose, petals opening to release it's fragrance. So your smile thrills me. Like a precious gem, glowing, polished, rare admired by all who see it. So your eyes inspire me. Like the summer grasses, waving gently in the breeze inviting, fragrant, soft. So you hair

Who Your Real Fu-friends Are!!
I already know who My Fu-friends are on, and you know who You are too!!, and thanks for being there too to blow off steam venting and having a good chat on here or in my lounge, for those who show up in MY lounge I say ty for those who don't your missing out on a nice lounge and for a good time hanging out, drinking or hanging out in My lounge, for those who think there My Fu-friends nice thinking I seen your true self's last weekend on Fubar, any ways I wrote this to blow off steam I still hate you alot and you know who you are!!, and for those who are My friends, I wuvs you all have a great weekend

Maggie's Update
Maggie is still doing ok, but i have noticed a few changes to her, but im not sure if its just me looking for the first signs of her starting to get sick or what. she is one that when its time to do her potty stuff, she normally goes 2x a day in the am, and pm after dinner, but lately she is always goin to the door to go out, and seems she makes a BM like at least 4 x or 5 x a day, and lately she drinks a lot of water, i normally leave a bowl in the morning before i go to work, and then she gets some with dinner, but seems she is always in the kitchen and cries for water. Are these signs, that the cancer is starting to move to her intestines? i dont want to keep calling the vet with these questions as i know they are busy, and i just dont want to be a pain in the ass an when i really need them, they wont be there to answer my calls. Maggie plays normal, and has a good appitite and i was told when she stops eating, is when i need to think on what i want to do. I will keep you all in

At Times
At times your so sweet, gentle and kind, But other times i dont think you can make up your mind. At times you seem like you dont even want me, At those times i wish i could fly free. At times when i just want to let you go, I remember the sweet times and just go with the flow. At times i cry for you at night, Because i cant get you out of my sight. I love you and i want you, you know its true. Now tell me baby, what do you want to do? By: Emily "Emmy" "Living Dead Girl" LeMay

Battle Cry
Lost on a inner battel feild, Held captive by my dreams, pain comes and welcomes me cause no one else is near, Fear comes flooding back into my blood shot eyes, Please hear my mornful cries, Please hear my dieing scream's , Inside I am dieing, From the agony of dispair, And my heart is bleeding ... You no longer care, Eye's that once shined with love, Now burn with hate, Revenge is all that's on you mind, And i'm sorry I just can't wait, You say that you are mine till the end... well i guess the end is near.... When you whisper in you sleep... It's not my name that ring's ever so clear, You belong to another...

*for Always And Forever*
HE CAME HOME LATE SHE WAITED HOURS HE WAS BUSY AT WORK SHE WAS BUSY,TOO HE DIDN'T WANT TO TALK SHE HAD TO BLURT IT OUT HE WALKED OUT THE DOOR SHE RAN INSIDE THE ROOM ENRAGED..................... UPSET......................... AND THEN, HE SAW AND THEN,SHE SAW THE RING THY WORE IN EACH OTHER'S FINGER THE DAY THEY VOWED TO LOVE EACH OTHER FOR ALWAYS AND FOR EVER................ HE CAME BACK SHE WAS WAITING HE WAS SORRY SHE WAS SORRY HE DREW NEAR HER SHE CAME CLOSER HE EMBRACED HER SHE HUGGED HIM BACK TIGHTLY................ LOVINGLY....................... AND THEN, THEY BENT THEIR KNEES, HANDS JOINED TOGETHER, SURRENDING TO HIM WHO HAS BOUND THEM TO EACH OTHER, FOR ALWAYS AND FOR EVER. *F

But On The Othere Hand
Last night as i slept on the couch. I was awoke by a set of lips on mine..so soft and warm..i kissed them back and said i love you..It was like a dream..and then the lips were gone..i yelled out the name of my girl friend..with no responce back?????? The next morning i woke up to the smell of duncan donuts coffee.. I went to the kitchen and pored me a cup...and turned around to see my wife staring at me with love in her eyes.. So i stopped and thought to myself ,was the kiss a dream of my girlfriend or was it my wife of 16 years trying to make up for our last huge fight?? We talked for about an hour or two..without yelling.. And she said..she dident mind who i chat with or what i say to them..as long as she has my physical love. I feel like im on a roller coaster ride..One minute she demands i leave..and the next she begs me to stay .......... clueless

Listen
LISTEN Current mood: artistic Category: Writing and Poetry MMMM.. STEP CLOSER TO ME, THAT'S IT..CLOSER.. COME, LET ME TOUCH YOU, FOR JUST A LITTLE WHILE, NOW THAT'S IT, I LOVE HOW YOU SMILE. IF YOU COULD ONLY SEE, WHAT I'M LOOKING AT, IT WOULD BLOW YOU AWAY, KNOCK YOU FLAT. THE SHAPE OF THAT MOUTH, THAT BEAUTIFUL FACE, THAT BODY SO LEAN IT MAKES MY HEART RACE. YOU MAY OR MAY NOT WANT ME, I REALLY DON'T CARE, YOU WALKED INTO MY WORLD AND I DON'T PLAY FAIR. NOW JUST LISTEN, NO TIME FOR MISTAKES, I HAVE A PLAN, AND YOU I WILL TAKE. YOU CAN MAKE THIS SO EASY, BUT I LIKE IT ROUGH, I PLAN TO EXPLORE YOU, TILL I'VE HAD ENOUGH. NOW JUST STAND THERE, LET ME SEE ALL THAT YOU ARE, IT'S MY FEEDING TIME AND YOU'LL BE THE STAR. LET ME HELP YOU, TAKE OFF THAT SHIRT, DO IT SLOWLY, YOU KNOW HOW TO FLIRT. OH HOW I LIKE THIS, YOUR SKIN TO MY TOUCH, I LOVE HOW YOU TREMBLE, IT'S ALMOST TO MUCH. LOOK AT ME NOW, WITH THOSE STUNNING EYES, YOU AND I ARE ABOU

Queen Of Deniel
I AM THE DARKNESS THAT SEARCHES FOR YOU, I WANT YOU TO TASTE ME TILL YOUR BLOOD SURGES THROUGH. I AM WHAT THEY SAY AND SO MUCH MORE, I AM THE SIN THAT BEGS TO BE TORE. I SEE MY WORLD SO BLEAK AND DIM, AND AWAIT YOUR LUSTS TO FILL ME WITH IN. EMPTY AND CALLOUS, I SEE INTO YOUR EYES, YOU WANT TO TASTE, ALL I AM INSIDE, IF I LOVE YOU WILL YOU GIVE UNTO ME, ALL OF YOUR PAIN UNTIL I BLEED. PLAY IN MY MIND, I WANT TO FEEL YOU WITHIN, GRINDING DEEPLY TO MY EVIL WITHIN. SADISTIC AND BLIND, FEED THIS DARK KISS, GIVE ME SUFFERING AND SAVE ME FROM BLISS. WRENCHING AND HEAVING, YES YOU WILL BLEED, FOR I AM THE SEDUCTION THAT AWAITS THAT DARK SEED. BELIEVE IN ME AND TASTE ME FROM DEEP, I FEEL THE THRUST AS YOU INVADE MY KEEP. STRUGGLE AND WRITHE, CUM IN MY HEAD, I WANT ALL THAT YOU ARE, ALL THAT YOU DREAD. SEEK THE FLESH, THE BLOOD DEVINE, BEND TO MY TOUCH, A POISON REFINED. YES, I LOVE YOU, WILL YOU DIE FOR ME, I NEED THAT KISS S

Sock Gnomes
Ever get tired of those basterd ass sock gnomes sneaking in your dryers? I wouldnt put it past the little fuckers to sniff panties while they r at it! Do you think they are teamed up with the dust bunnies? Its a fucking conspiracy and I swear an oath right now I am gonna catch one of those little freaks one day and shove fabric softner sheets up its ass till they come out its ears! Omg! him an that snuggle bear fuck and thas where dust bunnies come from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Raw Truth
I've always assumed that the big difference between men and women is the emotional attachment to sex. Women cannot separate the two but men have the ability. Over time this has proven not realistic in some scenarios. I've seen women who are just as non-attached and men who are very attached. Truthfully I've seen something that I would have never suspected. Now before anyone gets offended on what I'm about to say I advise you to read the whole thing before you may agree or disagree. Men and women have a totally different opinion of friendship and priorities in life as well as trust and stinginess. Women surprisingly you have failed in every category listed and before you pass judgement on me, let me explain the guys point of view to you. You may then tell me otherwise. In a guys point of view a friend maybe someone you met 10 minutes ago or someone you have known since you both were in diapers. Trust is inharently given, not earned.. It doesn't really matter if it's a boy or a gir

Me
There is nothin i hate more than stupid people.. And no im not calling anybody stupid or fake... this is just the way i am...I also hate fake people.. Please dont tell me what i want to hear tell me the truth.. Im a big boy and can handle it... Life is to short for playing games.. i love making new friends and will talk to anybody.. I will not lie to you.. if i say it i mean it.. thats me.. I expect the same kind of respect... .. So if you are here to make friends look me up.. If you are here for other things like dating .. please be sincere..

Haters.... Suck My Dick!!!!
This is specifically for you hatin-ass mother fuckers here on fubar! I'm normally a real cool headed guy, until someone pisses me off! I really don't give a fuck what you think of me. If you don't like what i do, say, post... get the fuck over it, and leave me the fuck alone. I'm tired of trying to be nice to people then have be slapped in the face (figuratively speaking). Right now i'm very pissed off and there's a lot of people that continue to push me to the edge. Eventually i'm going to fucking snap. when i do, it ain't gonna be a pretty picture... there will be blood shed, and none of it will be mine! When i do snap and i hurt someone's feelings... there will be no remorse... i have no love for those of you that put other people down when they've done nothing to you! For u trifflin ass mother fuckers... and the trifflin tricks... FUCK U! KISS MY ASS AND SUCK MY DICK! HATERS GET NO LOVE FROM ME! I HAVE NO REMORSE FOR HATERS!!!

Sun. March 2
It was in your heart is where i had hoped to be, Now i just cower in the corner where no one will see, The pain of my body holds nothing to my soul, Because it was my hardened heart u had stole, I once wished to live and love, Now i stand on a cliff and pray for someone to give a shove, Don't flatter yourself on thinking its all you, It was the love i had for u that made my words true, Now i hope and pray to die all because its the best thing to do, Its the only way i can truly get over you, Its this pain that pushes me on, Now i will find a new life come the shining dawn, Where devils play and angels cry, it is tonight with these thoughts i want to die, But i can't do it because some people with hearts do care, And to hurt them with my own death i do not dare.

Stalker
I met this guy last summer out by our pool in our apartment complex. He seemed like a nice guy and he wanted to be friends no big deal so he got my number. He then like a week or so later just showed up at my door and asked me out. I told him I had a boyfriend already. That was cool with him. We talked some after that. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary with him. Then when Jeff left he was calling me more nothing wrong was going on until like 2 weeks after Jeff left did thinks start to change. He still called me everyday or everyother day and he would come over. I started to get this uneasy feeling when he was around. My body would be tense all the time like it should be ready to run at any moment. He would talk about sex he even showed me ky he had and he wanted to get my some laungeri for valentines day. I was going to have ppl over for a party and he showed up get drunk and he was trying to get me drunk. I fell asleep on the couch and I woke up sometime in the middle of the nigh

Why Dont U Leave
Fuck it all i don't care anymore, take your shit get out of my life, You make me feel dirty and nasty like a whore, So fuck you i will never take a wife, Words are said back and forth, I hate the way u make me feel, We have screamed so much we are hoarse, It takes the edge f a blade to help me deal, Pain brought on from the cut of your tongue, You tell me u love me so u think u have won, Means nothing to me as you leave, Its because of u i have no heartand i wear nothing but hate on my sleave.

Lucky Number 1000
$50,000 FUBUCKS TO MY 1000th FRIEND!! Everybody ADD/RATE & FAN so some lucky person will be the big winner! stfu its santa...owned by Lady T owner of DJ C51 Girl@ fubar Show Santa lots and lots of FU LOVE! (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~Official Freak Show FREAK!~Read Blogs! ~Owned by Emanon!' on '2008-03-02 19:42:12')

I'm Alive - Disturbed
Never again will I be dishonored And never again will I be reminded Of living within the world of the jaded They kill inspiration It's my obligation To never again, allow this to happen Where do I begin? The choices are endless Denying the sin My art, my redemption I carry the torch of my fathers before me The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice To change myself, I'd rather die Though they will not understand I won't make the greatest sacrifice You can't predict where the outcome lies You'll never take me alive I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive Change again, cannot be considered I rage again, dispelling my anger Where do I begin? The choices are endless My art, my redemption, my only salvation I carry the gift that I have been blessed with My soul is adrift in oceans of madness Repairing the rift that you have created I am not alone, brothers, give me your arms now The thing

Proof The Human Race Is Doomed!!!!
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods. On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (That's the only time I have to work on my hair.) On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special?) On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap." (and that would be???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's just a suggestion.) On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh!) On Marks &Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (and you thought????...) On packaging for a Rowenta iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me time?) On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication."

I So Agree Its Not Funny!!
Hmmm...I really hoped you opened this to see my problem...rather then to see the new E-Drama bullshit to repost and cause a bigger headache to those involved...WOW! last time i checked this site was for 18+ for ADULT... sadly i can not say MATURE adults since as i am sure you all see the many bulletins on our bulletins boards a day about "ohh those dirty down raters" get over it you get the same amount of points whether they rate you a 1 or 10i really hate the bullshit "fubar courtesy" rate a 10 or don't rate at all...whats the point of a rating system if we all rate each other the ALMIGHTY TEN...stupidity is when you post a bulletin about a down rater...just to get people to go to their page and down rate them...wow thats smart...NOTPLEASE STOP asking me to repost your bullshit she/he did what to whom ...hmm both are adults...let them handle it... and if it is getting to the point of threats and shit hmm last time i checked the bouncers where hear for a reason use em or get the fuck o

His Last Betrayal
I would like to take this time to tell my readers that the following blogs are 100% fictional. Now with that said...LET THE BLOOD FLOW!!! One day I found that an aquaintance had betrayed me. I vowed that the asshole would pay, yet i played it off as if not even bothered the least bit. Three days later, after coming home to an empty house from another shitty day at work, this shithead decides to call me to apologize. I told him to apologize in person, so he decided to come over and we would talk over a case of beer. I had other plans I decided to play my Xbox while waiting for him to bring the case of beer for what seemed like a very long time. When he finally arrived I grabbed my knife before answering the door. I let him in and as he was shoving the last beer into the refridgerator I pulled his hair back to make his back arch and drove the blade of my blood-thirsty knife into the flesh of his back, just between the vertabrae. He dropped like a rock, an

Because You Asked For Another
Im tired and i wish to rest but you wont let me. You push me to hard and im ready to break. must you ask so much from someone that ask nothing in return from others? im vexed, i fear nothing but what you have come to demand of me and yet your unable to give me comfort in my times of need. Truely the sculptor ask's much of this rock. I turn to others for comfort but all i find are the ones caught up in them selfs, why do bother I hear your infrasonic voice from a distance and i reach for you , again you turn your back to me.

My Wish In Time
It's hard to breathe when im near you, I daydream of many things but your always at the base of my thoughts. How lucky am i to smell your scent when i carefully embrace you. i'll try not to laugh at you but i can't help but smile when your being silly. my heart feels like it's being torn when i have to leave , my breath comes up short and i pray it's the same for you. I tell you i love you but i know it's not needed for i show it to you everyday with a kiss to the nape of your neck and a caressing touch. i'll never question your meant for me as i live to mean everything to you.

Loves Sweet Awaken
You lie there so sweetly, breathing so softly that I must watch your chest to be sure that it rises and falls. You are deeply in a dream state for your eyes occasionally dart from side to side beneath your lids. I lie watching you and wonder at what dream makes you smile slightly. I gently draw the covers from you to look at you. I never tire of gazing at you. I love every line of your body, well-traveled and known to me almost as well as my body is known to you. I lean closer and breathe gently on your stomach, smiling to myself as your stomach muscles tense. I lean back to look at you...head to foot. We are alike you and I. No confining nightclothes for us. Tho I love the frilly things you buy for me, we both know they are the wrapping that comes off quickly before we joyously partake of each other. Your skin gives off a faint radiant kind of heat. You never seem to be cold, or rather, rarely. We are a perfect compliment to each other. I love to curl up to you, formin

Death
To everyone who has ever lost someone you love, specifically to my niece Emily Cecilia. Just always remember you are not alone and you don't have to mourn alone. I know first hand how hard it is when you lose someone especially when it is a parent. I want everyone to know that there are people out there that will use that against you and if they have to sink so low as to use something like that to hurt you then they are not worth your time. I was 11 years old when my mother died and it still gets to me today even after almost 12 yrs. But i look at my babies and i remember the good times and I do everything i can to be the best i can be to them and if anyone doesnt like the way i raise them guess what not my problem they are taken care of and thats what matters so dont judge me if you dont know me or my life!!! have some heart and thank God for the blessings you have and don't be someone you're not it never works out. So to anyone who has lost a parent keep your head up because t

Mmmmmmm
OK, its 3 am and this little thing called the flu has me awake.....AGAIN. I'm tired of it, of everything about it, so I'm done talking about it, because I KNOW YOU ARE TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT IT. Since my life of the past 4 days has sucked who has anything interesting to talk about. Anyone get laid? Anyone gang bang a girl? Anyone get gang banged? Hell for that matter did anyone walk their kid across the street? There must be something going on in the outside world. Something anything is better the me laying here, looking like shit and feeling even worse. Come on help me out tell us what made you tick this weekend. luv u Tara

Hey You.
Hey you look like me but you talk like a stranger It's all going deep Closer out of control Coming from a deeper love It's been a long time since I felt I know you And all of my words, they just seem too wrong, to you You're killing my dream but I don't know why I'm running around, no time to die Closer, out of control My hearts going deeper now It's been a long trip and I'm willing to show you Hey that life it can change, but I'll always know you You're holding the key to the other side And believe if I was risen in the eyes of a child. Hey you look like me but you talk like a stranger

Why
why do people add you then never talk to you? is it just me or does this annoy anyone else too. i mean yeah i want as many freinds as i can possibly get yes but i dont want you to be on my freinds list if we arent going to be freinds i'm not here for popularity or tosee how many friends i can get i'm here to meet new cool people so if u dont want to really be my frined then dont add me please