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New Love
To find new love is great To be in love is wonderful. I would love to have that in my life. To be held by someone that is so sweet and sensitive and adorable Makes my heart melt. There is no feeling like being loved The bad thing about real new love is that you never know who the person really is. The only thing that you can do Is take this new love one day at a time.

Just Alittle About Me
Well lets see i am 39 and have 3 kids. 2 boys and 1 girl. I live in Texas. I am on here to meet new ppl and have fun. I am married so NO i am not on here to meet any new men I have 1 and thats enough for me. If you would like to get to know me better please fill free to add me or send me a message. Thanks and may God Bless You All....cyaaaaaaaa

Live & Learn
People walk in and out of our lives every day. It is those that stay that mean the most, but those that don’t are a part of our lives every day after they walk out as well. We learn from every person we meet whether it be good or bad. If you don’t think you have learned from the people in your life, either it a brief moment or continuous then look deep inside you and find the scars that some have left and remember the ones that were healed by those probably still in your life. We are all guarded with scars from others and the people that heal the hurt of these scars are the people that you need in your life and will be in your life for eternity. Living with no regrets and learning from everything one does keeps us guarded, but learning when to let someone tend to the wounds left by others makes us prepared to be loved. ~Dream~

The Simple Things!!!!
How in the hell have people strayed so far from the simple things in life, like a simple touch of ones fingertips, or the cuddling to feel each others hearts, or just the simple sound of ones soft voice? I don't know, i don't get it, there is sooo much more out there than just sex its just hard to fathom the possibilities.. Everyday all i can hear is when someone will get laid next, or wow that was a great night of fucking, and then they get all upset when its no longer there. How bout getting to know someone and making it last a long time, in which in the end you shall get what you desire, and then so much more. The completion of ones heart and soul, that special someone that could make the rest of your life feel like there is meaning, and worth living. Giving you a whole new outlook on things... Maybe its just me and i think too much, but its so sad to see it as i do. Damn this heart of mine.... ~SHAY~ DivineOne

My Love
Look into my eyes and tell me that you care i don't need anything else aslong as you are there gaze into my heart and tell me what you see do you see yourself? because that is where you'll always be whisper in my ear and tell me that you're mine I want it to be kept that way until the end of time stare into my soul and tell me that I'm yours I promise it will stay that way no matter what's in store look into my eyes, gaze into my heart, stare into my soul, and tell me that we'll never part my love

True Love
True Love What is the meaning of true love? No one really knows cause the words true and love are not set in stone. True love is what people call the one for them. But each person's true love is out there. I know this is so very true i have found mine and she's the most beautiful lady. When baby i found you i knew you where the one for me. Once you find your true love it will stop you in your tracks and feel like you have it a brickwall and thats when u know you have found your true love. By: Scorpio 2006

Hope To Meet Someone New
Hope To Meet Someone New Roses are red Violets are blue Im looking for someone new maybe it will be you or someone else who knows what my days will bring me Maybe i will meet someone tonite,tomorrow,this day,this week,this month,a maybe this year All i know is that im looing for someone new that will love me for me and not my money because i dont have much much of it to my money Im a kindhearted,loving,caring,friendly person why cant i find someone new What is wrong with me that i cant see what others do Please help me someone that is caring,loving,and dont judge or try to change me to suit them for there liking I use to go out five nights aweek and when i did go out i tried to find the the right one for me The one that could be my future wife and mother to my future children I keep thinking maybe tonite will be the night that i meet that one special person ment for me But who knows what this night will bring for me I will have let this night go with the flow and see what

Moving
Alright everyone, how've you lovely people been? I, myself, have been doing so-so I suppose. Theres the downsides in life, and the upsides. I've got some baggage I'm going to be ridding myself of soon (yay!) while I move down to TN. I've had a lot of realizations lately about my life, the fact that I'm too damned passive for my own good being one of them, that I should have listened to everyone in the first place before making stupid mistakes, and if I'd just opened my eyes, I would have realized that there was something worthwhile out there, someone who has been there for me the last 4 or 5 years now who, yeah, is sometimes a little cranky *tease* but has always been my shoulder to cry on and the only person to really care. Well, next month I'm landing into a good sum of money. With that, I'm packing up all my stuff and life, and moving out of this shit hole that I was never meant for in the first place and out to something new and yet, in it's own ways, familiar. I don't car

Lost
wanna get lost in love with you And do all the things you want me to Caress your body, touch you soul Cuz boy I love you sooo The love we share is something so especial Estar contigo is all I wanna do every night Ever since el primer dia, the first day I knew we`d last foreva if I had it my way So the days go on, no hago otra cosa, but dream about the moments our hearts will come closa Holding tu mano, and your face tan bonita, never met another young lady señorita And that is why I gotta say that you`re the best A million and one ways just to express Mi amor, I know that we will be togetha, so sing to me baby and sing foreva I wanna be with you always Together forever `till our ending days Hold me baby don`t let go Making love like never before Making love in the night time Walks and romance I`m telling you hermosa My heart is in a trance They say that true love is so hard to find I thank the man up above For making you mine Talking on the tele

Merry Christmas
Hoping this note finds you well and ready for this great day... As a friend of mine you are of high value to me and even if i do not keep in contact as much as i like you are thought of often with fondness in my heart. It is because of you and our friendship that my life is a great as it is today and i just wanted to let you know and say thanks.

Depressed
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Last
For everything there must come a last. A last minute, a last hour, a last month, day, or year. A last drink, a last coke, a last tequila, scotch, or beer. A last love, a last heart, a last kiss, hug, or rage... Or even the last words written on a page. But the worst last thing is your last breath because what is to follow will surely be your death.

Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson, 25, Was Fatally Shot
Washington County Sheriff Douglas Mullendore says Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson, 25, was fatally shot Wednesday night by a man who had killed his estranged girlfriend a short while earlier. Mullendore says the suspect, 29-year-old Douglas Pryor, was wounded in a shootout with police and is sedated at Washington County Hospital with non-life-threatening injuries. The sheriff says the violence began last night in the unincorporated community of Halfway, just south of Hagerstown, where 31-year-old Alison Munson was shot and killed. Mullendore says officers investigating that shooting determined that Pryor was headed for the Smithsburg area east of Hagerstown and notified Smithsburg Police Officer Christopher Nicholson. The sheriff says Nicholson was parked in a driveway about two miles north of Smithsburg, awaiting backup, when the suspect pulled up and opened fire. A slug penetrated the officer's protective vest and entered his chest. Mullendore says office

Rip My Little Rascal :(
This is going to be a very sad Christmas. My little ferret Rascal passed away last night. She was my special little girl. She wasn't feeling well the past few days and last night was her final fight. I found her lying still and unresponsive in her igloo. I wrapped her in a towel and heating pad and held her in my arms. I gave her some water by eyedropper to try and get her to drink, and she did a little. After about an hour of talking to her and snuggling her, she started to come around a little. Her breathing got stronger and she even lifted her head a little and chattered to me in her little ferret way. But then after a few short moments of that, she started to decline again. I held her close and talked to her and scratched her favorite itchy-spot on her shoulders for another 20 minutes before she quietly slipped from this life into the next. I buried her out back under my favorite apricot tree. She always liked to nibble on her dried apricots. She was a very old girl.

Merry Christmas
JUST WANTED TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS. HOPE YOUR HOLIDAY IS FILLED WITH LOVE AND PEACE. MySpace Comments & MySpace BackgroundsMySpace Comments & MySpace BackgroundsMySpace Comments & MySpace Backgrounds

Give Me A Break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear if my kids make 1 more fucking mess Im calling off Christmas! Everytime I turn around one of the boys is into something! I have now cleaned 2 BIG messes of Aveno Oatmeal bathsoak powder from my floors. I think my middle child climbed up the hall closet and got them down. My youngest spread that crap all over my damn bedroom carpet and now in the livinroom! Im looking everywhere to find more packets but so far I havent found anymore. I finally got my turkey in the brine and I still need to take the kids up to the mall to see Santa. I just want this day over with....hell I want Christmas over with! Ive yelled and spanked and Im almost ready to cry! Im actually considering staying home and let the husband take the kids to my parents to have Christmas tonight. I am so stressed. I want a fucking vacation, with no husband and no kids. Just me and the condo at Cocoa Beach, no television or music...just the sound of the waves crashing. I want to have a week of that!!!!!

Sarge's Bad Girls Of Fubar Rules
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For My Friends~plusupdate
Thank you so much friends for being concerned and caring for me outside of this box. I know I myself have been truly blessed this year for many reasons and they include mainly making it another year with my terminal illness and making many new and wonderful friends who have brought me many cherished memories this year. I hope I have touched your life as much as you have touched mine. You are a very big and happy part of my existence. I do only wish the best and brightest present and future for each one of you. As you know I am sick and time is both my enemy and my friend, however I have faith and complete peace of my situation and you should as well. I wish each one of you and yours Happy Holidays even if you are not a Christian as I am, I would still like to share this time of celebration with you and wish you the very best for the happiest new year to come. On a slightly sadder note I have not been feeling so well lately and have been having terrible chest pains off and on. I wi

3 Little Pigs
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where the first pig was trying to accumulate the building materials for his home. She read, "...And so the pig went up to the man with the wheelbarrow full of straw and said, 'Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?'" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that man said?" One little boy raised his hand and said, "I think he said 'Holy Shit! A talking pig!'"

Kids And Religion
A little boy was walking down a dirt road one Sunday afternoon when he met a little girl going in the same direction. "Hello," said the little boy. "Hi," replied the little girl. "Where are you going?" "I've been to church this morning and I'm on my way home," "Me too. I'm also on my way home from church. Which church do you go to?" "I go to the Baptist church back down the road. "What about you?" "I go to the Methodist church back at the top of the hill." After they'd walked a short distance together they came to a low spot in the road where rains had partially flooded the road. There was no way they could get across to the other side without getting wet. "If I get my new Sunday dress wet my Mom's going to skin me alive," said the little girl. "My Mom'll tan my hide too, if I get my new Sunday suit wet," "I tell you what I think I'll do. I'm gonna pull off all my clothes and hold them over my head and wade across." "That's a good idea. I'm going to

My Offshore Christmas
It was the night before Christmas, And everyone at work Was feeling kind of pissie Cause the boss man is a jerk. The people that I room with Were laying fast asleep, A snoring and a farting Like a fucking herd of sheep. The hard hats and steel toes Were outside in the halls Smelling like that stinky cheese You get beneath your balls. When suddenly I heard a sound That almost pierced my ears Followed by some footsteps That I thought might be reindeers So I opened up my door And what came running past A roustabout his first time out With rig dope in his ass I watched him in amazement As he staggered out of sight And I knew right from that moment This ain't no regular Christmas night So I crawled back into my rack And tried to do my best To lay there almost motionless And try to get some rest When once again I heard a noise That has to be Saint Nick Then a Cuban speaking galley hand Said 5 o'clock you prick So I tried to wash my eyes and then looked down A

Your Future
your future The powers that be have done a phenomenal job at keeping the American citizen disillusioned and disenfranchised. Separate but equal is more than a motto of thought, it is the thread that binds both u and me from the unfiltered truth's of the wicked and angels without wings. These government officials have formulated a culture for themselves which can best be described as a modern day "democratic" hierarchy. Families that birth generations of politicians are no different than Kings and Queens birthing future Kings and Queens. They live in their fenced and heavily guarded communities...in mansions, with luxury cars, and trips to high society locations. All while u and I pick up the tab for this "public servant" or "voice of the people". Your voice has been muffled by capitalistic ideals taught and executed by those driven not by justice, goodwill, or the pursuit of our happiness. Instead the mockery of so called elections grant us officials whose agenda is written wi

Merry Christmas
I just wanted to wish you all a MERRY CHRISTMAS and happy holidays to you all , espeically my friends , I love you and care very much about you ,you have been so wonderful to me this past year and i need that so much!!!! I wish you all the best christmas ever and drink some of that Speical egg nog!!! but be safe!! I hope you all get to read this!!! hugs and kisses!!! Love yas Kat

Clarification
Clarification December 24, 2007 They say that “ignorance is bliss” and I would tend to agree…except for those of us who must endure the ignorance of another. Some say Jesus is a Pisces, some say a Virgo…I don’t give a fuck what sign He was born under, I celebrate Christmas in December as the time of His birth. I’m not ignorant nor am I following the masses. I don’t go to church (organized religion is why I became so confused about Christianity). I don’t blindly accept what preachers tell me (I usually go head to head with them…they think I’m stupid, too). I know what I’ve lived. I know what I’ve seen and where I’ve been. I have doubted my faith on more than one occasion for years at a time. I always come back to the same conclusion…I am a Christian. I’m tired of doubting my faith because of bad circumstances. That’s what it generally amounts to…bad shit happening again. I’m sad for those who think I’m ignorant in my belief. Not because I think you’re doomed t

The Lone Ranger
The Lone Ranger was ambushed and captured by an enemy Indian war party. The Indian Chief proclaims, "So, you are the great Lone Ranger. In honor of the Harvest Festival, you will be executed in three days. But, before I kill you, I will grant you three requests. What is your first request?" The Lone Ranger responds, "I'd like to speak to my horse." The Chief nods and Silver is brought before the Lone Ranger, who whispers in Silver's ear, and the horse gallops away. Later that evening, Silver returns with a beautiful blonde woman on his back. As the Indian Chief watches, the blonde enters the Lone Ranger's Tent and spends the night. The next morning the Indian Chief admits he's impressed. "You have very fine and loyal horse, but I will still kill you in two days. What is your second request?" The Lone Ranger again asks to speak to his horse. Silver is brought to him, and he again whispers in the horse's ear. As before

Merry Christmas
From the heart land down here in dixie I wanna wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy new Year,Myspace graphicsFree Glitter Graphics CodesFree Glitter Graphics CodesFree Glitter Graphics CodesImage code by deepbox.com cummin by ta say "HIGH",Wish U ALL the best and safest this year to u ALL,Much Love,Hippie

A Christmas Love ( A Poem I Wrote)
Winter has finally come... the trees are bald of leaves... the ground is covered in snow. A cold chill blows in the air, and Christmas lights are on everywhere. Christmas is here, everyone is in joy.... from family pets to girls and boys. It never changes year after year. There she stands at a distance... looking radiant like the morning sun. Gazing at her beauty... always puts me in a trance. I don't know what it is about her... that makes me feel so whole. It tears me apart when I'm not with her... I feel empty inside and lost in this world. This Christmas Love is more than I hoped for... everyday with her feels like the first time. This Christmas I want no gifts... all I want is her love for me... to last for eternity.

Kissing
Scientists from New York State University have found that men and women view kisses differently, with females more likely to judge a potential mate on the first kiss. Finding subtle differences in kissing techniques is an evolutionary trait developed by women to find the perfect match for children, the experts said. As well as being a turn-off, bad breath can be a sign of health problems and a negative memory of a first kiss for potential mothers. Lead researcher Dr Gordon Gallup explained to the Daily Mail: "While many forces lead two people to connect romantically, the kiss - particularly the first one - can be a deal-breaker. "Kissing is part of an evolved courtship ritual. This may activate mechanisms that function to discourage reproduction among individuals who are genetically incompatible." The study also found that women see kissing as an important bonding mechanism which is important to the long-term maintenance of a relationship, while men see kissing as less

620
Ok - So I'm off rating people's stuff before I head to bed .... and wait for Santa to visit MY house. I just thought in the process of rating stuff - I'd take this time to wish everyone a very Safe, Fun AND Merry Christmas. By the way - I'm officially wireless. NO MORE EARTHLINK CHIT!!!!!!!!!!! ANNNNNNNND I GET MY LAPTOP TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! RooooohooooO!

Patrick James
Well met Pat on adult friend finder and fell in love with almost instantlly!!! He is my life and has taken my heart and soul!!! I recieved the greatest gift of all for christmas this year and that was having Patrick in my life and Iam NOT about to let this man out of my life ever!!!! I love you baby and will forever!!!

Shards
I knew the first time I made love with you, when I was lying there between your legs with our noses less than an inch apart, staring into your eyes and breathing your breath....you were gonna shatter my heart into a million shards.... The code word for freind requests is "SHATTERDAY"

A Christmas Romance Wish
A Christmas Romance Wish by BlueWolf © Every night there's a star, On the which I do gaze. Its power is magical, For it sets my heart ablaze. It promises all happiness, And that's being with you. This star holds my Christmas wish, To share my love with you. This poem tells of the only wish I have for Christmas this year.

People Are Fucking Scum!
well here it goes my xmas eve pissed off rant...Tonight we where spposed to close at 6pm...but my last coustmer i had was soo fucking dificult she had a few 100 dollers worth of stuff i had rang up then she told me she needed things in seprate transactions...wich she should of if she had a fucking Brain told me that befor i started ringing here stuff up! then she kept holding me up thinking if she still wanted things...telling me to take things off...it got so bad the GSTL(manager) was telling her she had to leave, but she refused to....so after finally ringing it all up the bitch trys to make it up to me by buying me a candy bar...as calmly as i could right befor i was about to snap i told her i didnt want it, finished her thing and left..... at this point its way past 6pm...ok im done for now...merry xmas or whatever the fuck u celibrate..... Another adition to people who should be killed fuckers who shop on the day befor xmas!

Club Bitches Rule Welcome You
HI THERE TO ALL WE WOULD LIKE TO WELCOMRE YOU TO THE CLUB BITHES RULE AND HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME AND WE WILL HELP IF NOT SO JUST ASK AND HELP USE MAKE THIS CLUB YOU HOME WHEN ON FUBAR SO COME SHOW SOME LOVE

My Christmas Eve
Well it appears Christmas is upon us again... Funny... I remember Christmas's being so much different than this... Even last year; I remember it being ok... Alot of fun and feeling happy... This Christmas feels alot different... There's no joy behind it... I going to bed alone and waking up with no kids here to share the day with... My Christmas Eve wasn't one for the books either... I dunno how to describe it and yet I'm sure many know what I am talking about... I miss my kids... All of them are with the mothers'... So to me right now... Its gonna be just another day here... Don't get me wrong... My dad came up and we had a great day together... but there's just something about not having your kids with you on Christmas that brings you way down... To the point you'd do anything to see them... and wish they were there with you... Though it seems more about today has me thinking about things in my life right now... Maybe its just the Holiday Blues or maybe its more... but whatever

Miscellaneous Meanderings
Just in case you were wondering, I try to start the new year at Christmas. There is less pressure, don't have to remember the year changing and all of that. Besides, after Christmas, the whole year is pretty well shot!! I am here for several reasons, but first of all to praise Porky Pig's version of "Blue Christmas" ~ so heartfelt and honest, yet RFOLLMAO!!!! I love politically incorrect humor, I was raised on it. I think people need to TUFF THE EFF UP! Find the off switch. Life is short and complex. Laughing is our only defense mechanism. Try it! That being said, I truly believe that this song may be one of the greatest ever, perhaps edging out the workers in the Chinese restaurant on "Christmas Story"... You know - "FaRaRaRaRa - RaRaRaRa!" Brings a tear to your eye doesnt it? That is just allergies. OK, now for some insignificant meanderings... My cat wishes he could live inside my printer My bird can do a perfect imitation of my cordless vacuum It's a complete bi

Confused..
about the signals..and feed back i receive from women around here...i have over 3500 female friends[350 fans]..but only 3 kisses''under my mistletoe''posted on my profile..one of them said''ur the most classy man of the fubar''..and then blocked me....other says''i love u,hansome'',sent 2 me a bracelet[among other gifts]...and then blocked me!!!....strange!!!!!...anyway,merry christmas 2 u,dear[and real]friends!!...peace and joy!!

About The Salutes That I Owe
IF YOU RATED AND COMMENTED ONE OR BOTH OF MY FOLDERS THAT HAS 100 PIC EACH IN IT IN EFFORTS TO RECEIVE A SALUTE PHOTO FROM ME THEN THIS BLOG IS FOR YOU... PLZ DON'T BREAK MY BALLS ABOUT WHEN YOU WILL BE GETTING YOUR SALUTE PHOTOS.. OR I WILL JUST TAKE ANY OLD LAME SHOT OF ME AND TOSS IT TO YOU AS YOUR SALUTE.. NO WHERE IN ANYTHING I SAID DID IT SAY IT WAS GOING TO BE A SEXY UNDERWEAR SHOT.. NO WHERE. BUT NONE THE LESS I DO KNOW HOW YOUR BRAINS WORK AND I KNOW THE MORE CLOSE TO NAKED I AM THE HAPPIER YOU WILL BE.. SO WITH THAT SAID DON'T BREAK MY BALLS... IN ORDER FOR A WOMAN TO LOOK GOOD SHE NEEDS TO FEEL GOOD AND WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU ALL BEEN IF YOU DIDN'T ALREADY KNOW THIS INFO.. ALSO TO GET ONE GOOD SHOT YOU MUST TAKE 100 PICS.. I DON'T THINK ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO GET THAT ONE GOOD SHOT.. I HAVE TO MAKE SURE MY FINGERS AREN'T COVERING UP ANY LETTERING, I HAVE TO MAKE SURE HOW I'M POSED DON'T GLORIFY MY BAGS OR DARK CIRCLE, I HAVE TO MAKE SURE MY HAIR LAY

Rage
I'm so lost and not a soul around. I'm awaitting my death slowly if feels. Alone I have walked many miles and alone I am in the dark. Fear light will never hit my face again for I am in hell. RAGE By: Romae Harvey I tremble with fear in my vains. I cry with tears like rivers. I hunger for freedom with locks on my doors. I scream with no sounds in my voice. I scerry across the floor to a hiding place under the table. I hear foot steps the make my ears hurt. I see hands that want to kill. I see rage inside of you. what have I done now?

First Christmas
This is my first christmas with my boo. I'm so excited yet very nervous. I will be meeting some members of her family for the first time. So I know there are going to be questions left and right. Nothing I'm sure I can't handle though. But you all know how it is. Family members can sometimes be so judgmental. But as long as my Boo and the kids love me...then I am fine. Because nothing means more to me then her...nothing...And I just want to spend the rest of my life making her happy.

Can't Fight Anymore
BELIEVING IN SOMETHING SOME TIMES HURTS AND HURTS REAL BAD, FIGHTING FOR SOMETHING YOU WANT AND NOT BEING ABLE TO GET IT NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY, BEING THE PERSON YOU ARE AND KNOWING YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON SHOULD BE ENOUGH, ALWAYS BEING HONEST IS THE BEST THING BUT SOMETIMES BEING HONEST GETS YOU KNOW WHERE SO WHAT DO YOU DO- WISH I KNEW!!!

Death In A Small Town
Well this town is crazy where people kill a family's dogs! yes I said DOGS! in the past week I have lost two of my puppies and now the moomma dog is dying. POISONED! I HATE this town! I am so tired of these mean people killing my animals and attacking me and my kids. ENOUGH is ENOUGH! If anyone knows of a place to move to let me know. If I ever catch these people God help them. I will do to them as they have done ot my animals! A slow death.....

Its Back...
Its back ..that old familiar bondage of addiction. It seemed I had escaped its deadly tendrils for a season, but somehow it has found me again. I dream of it at night. During the day at work, I can almost smell the rich fragrance of sweat and leather. I feel the wind in my face. I’m 12 years old again…nothing can catch me, I can fly like the birds that follow us from tree to tree…at times, almost within my arm’s reach. Squirrels scuttle across our path, oblivious to our presence. I hear the creek rippling across the rocks, before its flow becomes a puddle, just beyond the small beaver dam. The whole world looks just a little different from this higher perspective…you see things you just don’t see when your feet are on the ground. Before dozing off to sleep at day’s end, I relax with a tack or farm supply catalog…as excited at the sight of saddle pads, leather and riding boots as most girls are with a Spiegel or Victoria’s Secret catalog. Yeah, I feel it even now, possessing my

Thank You!!!!!
I want to thank Trev and all his awesome friends for helping me on leveling to my next level. I tried getting as many as i could and I promise I will return the love. I was doing as much as i could while you all were rating me. Thank you for the help, and the blogs!! I'll be back on tonight to return more love. Thank you again so much and have a Merry Christmas!! BIG HUGS! MINA

Thought For Christmas 2007
METALLICA ROCKS!!! JAMES HETFEILD ...I LOVE YOU!!! YOUR THE HOTTEST MAN THAT EVER WALKED THE EARTH!!!! MERRY THRASH'N CHRISTMAS!!! EXCERPT FROM "MOTORBREATH" "THOSE PEOPLE WHO TELL U NOT TO TAKE CHANCES... THEY ARE ALL MISSING ON WHAT LIFES ABOUT... YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE SO TAKE HOLD OF THE CHANCE.. DON'T END UP LIKE OTHERS..THE SAME SONG & DANCE"

Can We Give Her 33,000 To Level To Henchmen
Yes another pimpout but hey its Christmas time and I will be honest I am just not in the festive mode but I need to show my friends how much they mean to me so can we give her some Christmas Love as SHE IS A SUPER SUPER PERSON and so returns the love ◊ † ◊ Majestic Vision ◊ † ◊ Dirty South Crew « Bada Bing » *@ fubar

Omg...are We Adults Or Children?!?!?!
Here's the thing: I don't really give a shit if you like me, or if you like my pictures. What I care about are my real friends that are on here. If you have an attitude problem then I don't want to deal with you. If you are a two-faced whore...be gone! Haters and down-raters do what you need to do, but know that paybacks are a bitch and you are NOT worthy of my time! If you are really a friend you'll understand these philosophies and rules that I go by. I will do things for you when asked because I WANT TO, not because you really asked. I will do them with out expecting anything in return. Don't be shitty with me if I don't stop by and rate all your stuff all the time or if I don't comment your contest/giveaways every day. If you're going to be an asshole and be a hater, please do me the honor of just going the fuck away. You are not worth my time and I won't down rate you back. That is too immature for me. Boyz....please understand that if you act stupid and immature, I am going g

Christmas Sucks A Little More Every Year
The best part about this year?? I woke up next to the love of my life. Other than that.. it sucks.. no presents, no alcohol, no smoking.. I HATE the holidays.. hell, I didnt even get to enjoy Christmas dinner.. I got nada..It sucks.. Oh well.. no one cares about the moshes anymore.. it happens.. at least i got laid.. lmao..

Brotherhood
Brotherhood 1st off I want to start by saying as much as I hate this country I would come back any day of the week, not because I like war or the adrenaline rush of getting shot at and shooting back, but because of the brothers to my left and right and all the others, I would do anything for any of the guys I've grown to know and love and they would do the same in return, The secondary goal here besides the mission is to bring as many of your brothers back home safe to live another day with their loved one's. Despite the harsh facts that going to combat your gonna have casualties. It's just a fact we can't avoid no matter how good you are or how much high speed training you have somebody's gonna get hurt or worse, you just expect the worst and hope for the best, and pray every chance you get. Well I'm gonna end by saying thanks to all my brother's and the families and friends that have sacrificed so much through this whole ordeal. Want to tell all the men and women who have paid the

A Family Member Needs Our Prayers & Sympathy
Christmas is a season to be joyous and jolly but it has come to my attention that one of our owners COWGIRL 101 lost her uncle last night in passing. Our deepest sympathy to you and your entire family... Not only did she lose her uncle, her father is in the hospital today from a heartache and stroke. From the LOL FAMILY our prayers are with you and the family. Am sorry to bring this sad news to you all but I know she could use our support right now would you all please show her some love. Liberated Spice

Not My Type
Pfft. Prom night. I leaned against the wall of the gym, one high-heel on the cinderblocks and my head resting against the corner of the wall. Give me a lunch table full of conversing students, and I could fit right in no problem, but dancing, seduction, and running out to the parking lot to sneak a smoke wasn't my scene. I looked cute, too. Strapless dark blue satin dress with paler blue lace over it, my waist-long light brown hair cascading down my back, and makeup that I managed to apply myself flawlessly for the first time ever. But I couldn't bring myself to smile. A few guys had asked me to dance, and I almost complied, but I was not in the mood for leading them on. Guys weren't exactly my scene either, but few people knew that. I must've zoned out watching the couples sway back and forth "dancing," because I didn't notice her come stand beside me. She was definitely not the type of girl I'd go for, not that I knew if she went for that sort of thing. She had shiny jet black

Relationship
A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter: "Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said: "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Xmas 2007
So this xmas really suked for me.. one week b4 xmas i got replaced,WHY? I'll never have the answers cuz our relationship was one I never had b4. he was the man of my dreams..so xmas rolled around and i thought for sure everything was gonna work out and we would be back together and i would go visit him inna week....ummmm NO. so the night b4 xmas i layed in bed and thought all the material things im gonna get will never make me as happy as he did. so i woke up the next morning tying to keep a good face for my kids but deep down i was dying inside. I stared off at my tree inna daze and thought the one gift i wanted would not be under my tree. i wanted my boyfriend back but i knew it was already too late. so i guess that means i was a naughty gurl this year.But hey theres always next year

About My Study Habits
For those of you who have read my other blog regarding my study habits... I took on 20 units Fall quarter and I just found out I got all As and Bs...which is good considering I have two kids and an important job. Yayyy me! Thanks to everyone who still showed me love while I was away. I'll be back for a little while, until about Jan. 7, then I'm back in school and gonna take on 21 units. Wish me luck! HOpe everyone had a great Christmas!! Teresa

Moon Brite
MOON BRITE The moon is out and brite The moon lights up the dark sky The moon is brite it makes a brite grey light The moon is full and when the moon is full and brite it makes for a cold night The brite moon light makes everything look like a black and white photograph The moon is out ever so brite The moon light is brite enough to walk,sit,talk,and see by The moon is out full and ever so brite ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Public Park
“Can I at least have a hug?" He says. "Sure" I say as I lean over and wrap my arms around his shoulders. So comfortable. I don't want to let go. I realize I'm lingering, then again, so is he. I pull back to allow the embrace to stop if he wants, hesitating close to his face. He picks up on the subtle hint and proceeds to kiss me. I kiss back, surprised, this man I've JUST met face-to-face for the first time. He seems a bit nervous, kisses very possessively and is suddenly confident. I like it and don't want to stop kissing him. We continue kissing, out in the open in a public park. Slightly hidden behind a bush, but oblivious to our surroundings and showing our hunger for the other in our kiss. I press my body against him, knowingly arousing him. I want him to be hard. I want him to feel good. I want him to want me. I succeed. More kissing. His hand moves to my breast. Subtly at first, testing the waters I suppose. I turn outward toward his hand so that he may fully touch me. He begins

Pool Fantasy...
... sneaking up behind me in the swimming pool... You reach underneath and pull my suit aside... getting me nice and wet with your fingers .You slide the head of your dick just inside my swollen lips and I feel you begin to grow inside me. People all around us, are unaware that you're slowly opening a path deep into my hot body with your rapidly hardening cock... As i feel the heat of your cock continue to move deeper up into me, you watch as I desperately try to keep a straight face. Grinding my pussy back onto your swollen hardon, It causes the ripples in the water around us to become bigger. The surface becomes more agitated as the action under the water becomes more intense... While both of us are struggling to keep the parts of us above the water looking as normal as possible. Your cock now fully erect, you begin fucking me hard and fast with short, quick thrusts of your hips. I arch my back a little in order to take you as deep as I can . Our breathing lets the other know

Love In The Rain
Love in the Rain: It is a beautiful day. About 75 degrees, slightly breezy, sun is shining but not too hot. So you and I have decided to go on a picnic. We pack tuna salad, one of those great crusty French breads, some veggies and dip, a bottle of champagne, and, of course, strawberries for dessert. When we get to our designated site, an area with beautiful green grass and water babbling nearby, we spread out the blanket. We sit down and start in on our leisurely lunch, talking and laughing. We decide to save the strawberries for later.... I say that the water looks so inviting, and so you take my hand and we walk to its edge. I gingerly dip my right foot. It's so refreshing that I walk all the way into the water. You join me and we play like uninhibited children. We return to our blanket after we notice the sun has gone in a bit. You dip strawberries into the rest of our champagne, and let the wetness slowly drop onto my tongue. I love the sexy smile you have on your face as you do

‘night’s Promise’
‘Night’s Promise’ I am solitude, tranquility, reflection, The deepest part of your soul, I come to offer serenity, calmness, Fulfilling my timeless universal role. I am reliable, steadfast, unswerving, Existing since time’s very beginning, I can take your distress, sorrow, deepest pain, Soothing you, then depart from you grinning. I come when all others have left, Even your preeminent and dearest friend, I instill peace in your heart, There is nothing I can’t transcend. Welcome me, greet me, and receive me, You beautiful, innocent child of earth, Trust me, have confidence, and deep faith, I am ageless, having been with you since birth. I pledge and promise to be with you, At your last earthly breath, right to the very end, Kissing your lips, closing your eyes for the last time, Assisting you, as you begin your magnificent ascend. I’ll absorb you within my mass, A forever loved and cherished part of me, To take your place amongst the stars, Leaving

Vote Yes For Unpolarized's Picture For Jpg. Magazine
My Dearest Friend Unpolarized has Summited "The Sun Sets On The Atomic Age", to JPG magazine in the Surroundings theme for the upcoming issue. He really needs your support to get enough votes to have it selected, and for it to be included in the issue, so please go vote for it using the link below: http://www.jpgmag.com/photos/388007

Key To My Heart
Key To My Heart I had closed the door upon my heart And wouldn't let anyone in, I had trusted and loved only to be hurt But, that would never happen again. I had locked the door and tossed the key As hard, and as far as I could, Love would never enter there again, My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life And made me change my mind, Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. That's when you held out your hand And proved to me I was wrong, Inside your palm was the key to my heart... You had it all along. GMW,07

Online Petition For Getting Married
Ok, as some or all of you know I am physically challenged with Cerebral Palsy and blind in my left eye and deaf in my left ear and I'm also on SSI and SSDI but from what Social Security has told me that if I was to get married that I'd lose my SSI and my Medicaid totally which I think is crap to me! Now somebody else with Cerebral Palsy has sent me an onine petition wanting Social Security to change it's regulations about getting married and being on SSI and Medicaid and getting married when you're physically or mentally challenged and I was wondering if people wanted to sign it, if so, please ONLY private message me your e-mail address if you have one and I will forward this to you, I've already signed it and so has Kate my girlfriend who is on this site, so if you wish to sign it and leave a personal message on there after you put your name on it, that would be greatly appreciated my friends and fans! Thanks Todd There is only 670 signatures and there needs to be 10,000 too.

Fantasy Becomes Reality
Hope this one stirs the juices in your loins as it is written with you in mind... Think you will readily recognize the characters as being You & Me...Need I say more...get comfortable and read on... Fantasy Becomes Reality: Standing in the shower, hot water splashing down her back she thinks of him. Her hands running along the sides of her breasts she closes her eyes and sees him, his lips almost touching her nipples. She squeezes them and pretends it is him... pinching them, kissing them, sucking her hard nipples into his mouth. She pushes them together, offering them to her fantasy lover, and feels the pressure of the suction as she imagines him pulling both her nipples into his mouth at once. Opening her eyes she half expects to see him standing there, but reality hits and she closes her eyes... preferring the fantasy for now. Her hands rub the soap across her belly as they make their way down toward her soapy mound. She feels t

****poem******
****Poem****** In submission she offers a part of her her thoughts, her hopes, her dreams so that He might know her In submission she offers a part of her that which makes her unique encompassing her heart and soul so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her that which she has kept hidden being dark and having caused pain over the years so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her extending her hand, a part of her flesh soft and pale, tender and giving so that He might know her. In submission she offers a part of her something kept carefully guarded over the years, something not easily given, her trust so that He might know her. In her submission she offers herself so that she may thrive so that she may grow so that she may bloom in her submission to Him ******************************************** Sub vs. Slave To me a slave is someone who does things for others

Does Size Matter?
Blog size, that is! I just started wondering, do people tune out if your blog is too long? I mean, does anybody really read these things, or do they take one look and say, OMG, that's too freakin' long - I'm not even gonna read it. I've thought about this before, but then...when I started this blog it was really more for me than for anyone else. I know it's supposed to be a conversation, but when I tried to shorten the entries, they didn't really make sense. Plus, then I'd have had like ten entries every day for a week, ha ha ha. So....does size matter? Do people tune out if the blog entry is too long, or will they muddle through if it's interesting enough? Enquiring minds...

Poem # 2
Thank you polish avenger:) he is a sweetie and a dufus hahaha i wish i could write like that! Letter to an angel You shall never know the powers of what started it all. Such a stare, time does not exist when given the chance to look into your gaze. I can see your soul so clearly, everything about you, what makes you smile, what makes you blush, what makes you happy. Such an emotion I shall not stray from, for it keeps me warm in the winters, and a cool breeze during hot summers. You are my autumn, spring, summer, and fall. The majestic leaves that paint a poem of lost beauty reborn each day. the rebirth of remembrance as to why I cannot stop smiling whenever I think of you, the heat of passion, and the ice I thought unbreakable now shattered by your being. A thunder's drum, merely the beat in my chest as your name echos in my mind. Each day I look up in the sky, and think, no matter how radiant, how magnificent a painting god shall create with his brush; you shall always be my

Poem For My Daughter Rebecca
My Little Girl Days and nights come and go Daddy’s little girl is almost home. I will try my best To give all you need And I will try my best To protect you from all bad things The day you came was a shock in itself Four days after daddy’s birthday Daddy almost past out I held you in my arms You looked at me and I looked at you And that’s when I knew My wish had come true My little angel had arrived To help daddy on this journey called life As you grew things were so clear You are my little girl that I hold inside here In my thoughts and in my heart You have always been from the very start No matter the distance between us or our time apart You could always find me in your heart I hope you know that no matter what you do Daddy will always be proud of you When I’m gone don’t be sad You’re the best thing my life ever had God gave you to me and me to you For he loves us through and through Until that day comes when I take my ride To the beautiful p

12/26/07
Hey guys hope everyone had an awesome holiday and santa gave you what you wanted. Anyhow this is our daily finds so if anyone wants to help level these great people that would be sweet if not hopefully catch you tomorrow...have a great day 1,049 ElleBelle@ fubar 4352 THIS IS JAY EVERYDAY@ fubar 2,715 Rev Tom [Co-Owner Slapps Happy Hour] Thizz or Die you beezies!@ fubar 3,079 kellyinmt@ fubar

Can It Be Real?
I wrote this in April of 07 It's cold out tonight, the air is still. The silence is killing me. I close my eyes and see you clearly. I shut out the sounds of the world and I can hear your moans. The scent of your love lingers on my comforter and blanket. Oh how I wish you were here but.. your not. The memories of our encounters are fresh in my mind. I can almost feel the warmth of your body. Your breathing becoming heavy as I kiss your neck. My hands slowly.. softly running down your chest, teasing your breasts, and circling your nipples. We kiss as I let my hand wander down your panties. Gently I start rubbing your pussy. As you become wet your clit becomes hard and I quicken the pace. Sliding a finger in and out massaging it as you move with my hand. You start to climax for the first of many tonight begging me to suck on your nipples. Laying on my back you climb on top of me. Slowly pull the shirt over your head and massage your beautifully expo

2:30 Am Till I Cum
Written sometime in mid 06 Its 2:30 in the morning and I awake to a soft knocking at the door. I take a minute to gather myself and make sure Im not dreaming. Its a cold and rainy night, who would be out on my doorstep in this weather, I think to myself. I put on some boxers and a tank top and go to answer the door. All I can see through the rippled glass windows is a silhouette of a woman. Curiously I open the door and to my amazement a face from the past is staring back at me. Moving away from the doorway to let her in, I open my mouth but before any words can come out her fingers are covering my lips and are followed with a light shh! She looks beautiful. Shes wearing a white top that ties around her neck. Its wet from the rain and sticking to her body like a glove. Oh and yes shes cold. Her low rise white Capris are laced up on the sides and a pink g is peeking out the top. The outfit is sexy all the way down to the clear bottom stripper 3-inch heels. Everyt

The Headless Horseman
I'm not sure if i should be putting this on a blog I mean wtf is a blog anyway for all these people on here who must not like theirself i can tell when you have taken your head off your photo and put it on somebody elses hot body it so easy to do in windows paint but think about it first just because the body looks better than yours doesn't mean that a big ass head like mine goes with a small body and a small head looks funny on a bigger body have you fallen and hit your head its getting rediculous what people will do just to get a rating just dont try to do anything with my big ass head because its gonna look weird no matter wtf you do but i'm honest atleast

Why?
Why is it even when I know something isn't good for me... I can't just let it go.. can't walk away? Why do I hold onto hope that it will change? I'm terrible when things change in a friendship.. when you are no longer close.. when things force you apart. I want to fix what I can't.

A Sad Day Yesterday
For those that noticed that after a certain time yesterday I was no longer on the air,that was due to the fact that a house directly down the street from us blew up in the early afternoon... so although I regret the fact I was unable to visit with all my friends on here and hope they know I wasn't ignoring them I feel much worse that a neighbor lost everything they own,but especially on a day when everything is closed and people are unable to help supply them with necessities... so to all my friends Happy Holidays and may the most unfortunate thing that you survive this holiday season is boredom.

Still Down
I doubt if anyone is reading these, but for any that do, My computer is still down. I'm able to access my email and fubar once or twice a day via My daughter computer. I am working on the computer and hope to be back online again soon. Hope you all had a wonderful christmas. Sir Dave

Cassandra's Secret
She was cold and aggravated as she walked to the door. What was she doing out on a night like this? She just had to get away from the distractions of her work and life. She needed some time to think. "Damn car", she muttered to herself. She knew she should of gotten it looked at last week. Now it was too late. She was stranded in the middle of nowhere and this was the only house for a mile. Cassandra was beautiful, smart and her own person. She never let anyone tell her what to do or how to do it. She knocked on the door twice. It felt like she was out there forever. Finally the door opened and there stood a ruggedly handsome man. "May I help you?", he asked. "Umm. My car seems to of broken down and my phone won't pick up out here. May I use yours?" "Sure", he said. "Come on in." She walked in and there on the couch was a striking young lady. She assumed was the wife. "Hon", the man said, "this lady's car is broke down and she wants to use the phone." The woman just nodded and he le

For My Fallen Angel
As I draw up my breath, And silver fills my eyes. I kiss her still, For she will never rise. On my weak body, Lays her dying hand. Through those meadows of Heaven, Where we ran. Like a thief in the night, The wind blows so light. It wars with my tears, That won't dry for many years. "Loves golden arrow At her should have fled, And not Deaths ebon dart To strike her dead."

How Women Want Their Men!
Dictionary.com Unabridged (v 1.1) - Cite This Source - Share This ob·se·qui·ous /əbˈsikwiəs/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[uhb-see-kwee-uhs] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –adjective 1. characterized by or showing servile complaisance or deference; fawning: an obsequious bow. 2. servilely compliant or deferential: obsequious servants. 3. obedient; dutiful. [Origin: 1375–1425; late ME < L obsequiōsus, equiv. to obsequi(um) compliance (obsequ(ī) to comply with (ob- ob- + sequī to follow) + -ium -ium) + -ōsus -ous] —Related forms ob·se·qui·ous·ly, adverb ob·se·qui·ous·ness, noun —Synonyms 1. sycophantic, flattering. 2. cringing, submissive. See servile.

Roses Come In Many Colors
Roses come in many color Roses come in all colors Roses are red Roses are blue Roses are white Roses are yellow Roses are green Roses are pink Roses are purple Roses are orange Roses also come in many sizes like the tiny angel roses to the large heiritage Roses have been sung about in songs The Yellow Rose Of Texas is a very old country song Roses also come in mixed colors and all shades Roses have always had been the symbol of romantic to give on valentines day Roses are also one of natures healing herbs Roses grow in all climates from the artic to the deserts oses have been on this earth for eons and will still be ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

Recollections
As thoughts invaded her mind, she remembered those words so clearly. In retrospect, it was a good thing to have disobeyed this time. The only time. "I have my rainchecks" he said. "What do you mean" she replied, half knowing what the answer would be, if any. "I keep my ties for future possibilities" was his mumbled and hurried reply, as if she'd not catch the implication. That, is when she re-upped into her previous lists and recontacted friends; surrounding herself with a net of life. Using those hidden survival skills she'd learned over time and counting on her ability and the love those who stayed despite her decision. Men and women who knew her well. Her life accented with service. Service to her rapist, service to her friends, service to her husband, service to her children. Some services voluntary, others clearly not. And what about her? Who praised her for a job well done? Uplifted her efforts or encouraged her? This new life of service she'd discov

My Ass
It seems that some people think I'm sitting on my ass all day at the computer. Trust me, if I were, it would be enormous since I’m logged on just about 24 hours a day! Lately, it seems that people are getting frustrated when I don’t immediately respond to their shouts. I try to be friendly and chat with just about everyone but there are times when that’s simply not possible. My status is usually updated to give you some idea what I’m up to. When it says I’m online, those are the times that I am sitting here available to chat. Bear in mind, that I might be chatting with someone else…I can manage 3-4 conversations at once but more than that gets rather confusing and makes me feel like I’m being rude. When my status says that I'm making dinner, I’m actually making dinner- not so easy to do at the laptop. I may be stopping by on and off to accept friend requests and get my new friends rated and fanned. However, I don’t usually have time to have a detailed chat with anyone unless I

Poetry
Once you give your heart to someone you don't always have it returned in the same manner as you gave it Sometimes , torn & tattered , other's with more love than intended But , I have given it to someone once and only was it to be returned in a small blank envelope torn into shreads , bleeding in the palm of my hand when delivered Super glue won't even put it back together just time and new memories along the way hoping the next time it is sent to anothers thats where it will stay But not gauranteeing that this is my hearts Fate of Love

Cool
A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him. Moral of the story: 1. Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy 2. Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend 3. And when you’re in deep shit, it’s best to keep your mouth shut!

Accepting The Reality Of Things
Sometimes you can't ignore things no matter how hard you try. People change.. they move on.. they stop caring. Whatever the reason, you can't do anything about it. I think I hate accepting that because often it means giving up trust and the things you believed in. That's why I hate letting anyone get too close.

The Haircut
The Haircut One day a florist goes to a barber for a haircut. After the cut he asked about his bill, and the barber replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week." The florist was pleased, and left the shop. When the barber goes to open his shop the next morning, there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen roses waiting for him at his door. Later, a cop comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week." The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open up, there is a 'thank you' card and a dozen donuts waiting for him at his door. Later that day, a college professor comes in for a haircut, and when he tries to pay his bill, the barber again replies, "I cannot accept money from you. I'm doing community service this week." The professor is very happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the bar

What I Remember
I know I was born on November 17th in Wauseon, Ohio. My mom was 25 and my dad was 35. I had 5 brothers at the time and 3 sisters (1 brother and sister died shortly after birth...twins). I'm the only Yankee born into my family and that caused some problems. Most of this I was told about after I got older so I don't know how much is real but I believe a lot of it was cause it would explain a lot of stuff that happened. Like all children, I was born with a soft spot on the back of my head...but there was also a surprise in store for my mom...2 days after I was born there was a collection of blood cells that formed on my forehead as big as a half dollar. The Doctor at the time gave my mother 2 options. 1st was to take me in to surgery where i had a 50/50 chance of surviving or 2 leave it alone and see if it would go away. My mom chose 2. She was told that since it was in the center of my forehead that my skull would always be soft there and never harden properly and that if I was

Winds Of Change
Winds of Change “Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.” This is probably one of the most apt quotes for all of us to live by. Yet for all the good things that come out of change, and for the amount of people who understand that sometimes change is important, why are so many people reluctant to embrace the concept of change? I thought about this today- as there have been many things that have been changing in my own life. I thought back over the last few years, and realize that there have been many changes that I have been through. I have adapted, and shown a strong amount of resilience even when the changes have not been good. It got me on this particular topic. I have said numerous times about how important it is that we learn to be dynamic and more accepting of the various things that come in our lives. But I rarely talk about personal change. I know its a simple concept- I understand that change is necessary. But ev

Uncondional Nothing
I HAVE COME TO MY OWN CONCLUSION THAT HATE IS ALL AROUND ME!! THE MORE I TRY TO BE A PERSON IM REALLY NOT MAKES IT BETTER. I REALLY HAVE LIKED SOMEONE FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS COME TO FIND OUT IS NOTHING AS I HAVE SEEN IN MY MIND. FRUSTRATING. I TRUELY BELIEVE THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED SO MUCH TO HAVE IS ALL IN MY MIND AN AT THE PRINCES PALACE WHERE CINDERELLA LIVES. I KNOW THERE ARE OTHERS OUT THERE THINK THIS EXIST, BUT IM JUST TRYIN TO VENT AN GET PAST THE FAIRYTALE WORLD I HAVE LIVED IN FOR SO LONG. MUSIC REALLY IS MY BOYFREIND I SHOULD JUST STAY WITH THAT HURTING DOES NOT EXIST THERE. AN I TEND TO DO ALL THE RIGHT THINGS WITH IT. I DONT FEEL PRESSURED, AN I TRUST MUSIC NOT TO HURT ME OR RUN AWAY. MEN ON THE OTHER HAND ARE REALLY GOOD AT BOTH OF THEM. IM TIRED OF LOOKING, MY HEART IS ALWAYS BROKE, PAST THE POINT OF ANY FIXING. THIS PERSON HAS ALWAYS KNOWN HOW I HAVE FELT. YET I STILL LET MYSELF BE HURT. SO I LET GO NOW. IM NOT MEANT TO BE WITH ANYONE.. SO IM NOT

Thank You!
Thanks to everyone's help, I won the contest!! I couldn't have done it without all of you, so thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!! I'll be visiting each of you in the coming days, and if you need extra help with anything, just let me know! Lots of big hugs, Stacey

Lost And Dont Know What To Do
u feel so much but everyday it seems like it gets different seems like u r there when they need u but not just to talk to they tell u thy care but put u on the back burner. they ask how u feel u tell them and they act different to u when they feel the same way why does it work out like that

Deeper View Of Me
Mouth threatens to speak on my arm, Knife wielding gentle pressure to get words out, My blood drips into the metal sink, Funny I worry about a mess at a time like this.. I am tired of bleeding for you. I won't kill myself to make you cry Today, I have reached my bottom This is my time to ask for help My eyes burn in sulphuric dry heaves Withdrawals; I quit my hatred for you I take my heart from your fist; my Life becomes my own, but can I stand If the path goes uphill, can I walk alone If skies grow dark, if night falls early If winds grow strong, pull my hair Will I be able to continue without a piece of you My body begs to be held, a night a life, some physical sensation, held like a crumb to a starving woman's mouth Somewhere there is air I need to breathe, Love I have to live; life I have to find If stepping on me has made you taller I hope that someday you're big enough to see what you did to me I hope someone gives you more of a damn than you

Players
My question is why does a man tell a wowman they love them but still feel the need to talk and send gifts to ex girl friends.Im really confused on this one please let me know your comment alot of friends ask me this so i thought i would ask you.

More...?
My demons chase me Call me, scream, beckon me closer My dress is black; my eyes are dry I can't cry for you anymore My heart is sore, my shoulders worn, Your death has aged me, turned me Made me closer to dying, this I know Your demons followed you, pushing, Fighting, forcing you to the grave And this I know for me, Life can bleed me, age me, haze me My road can run as ragged as roads can run Demons can call me craze me, faze me, But only I have the power to kill me

I Can't Get You Outta My Head
Why can't I get you outta my head I think of you almost all the time As of the other day When I was on a walk I seen some people that you hang with drive by I wondered what they were up to And if you were with them too So I took a lil drive to see if it was you As I drove down the road I noticed That the party they went to was near by As I drove by I looked over To see if you were there But I couldn't tell if you were there As I went down a gravel road I wished I was there With you having fun If you were there You make me feel good inside Everytime I see you I just start to smile

A Loser With A Mask
A loser with a mask, you don't see me, For who I really am, what I really am, How I really am: A loser with a mask, I disguise myself, and hide the truth from you, Show you only what you want to see. A loser with a mask, I can't let you see the real me, Because I'm scared of what you'll think, I care so much for you and your opinion is all that matters. A loser with a mask: I disgust myself, I would disgust you if you could see me, If you could see the real me: A loser with a mask, I've fooled you for so long, But I'm tired of lying so off comes the mask... And now I'm just a loser standing in front of you, Deeply in love with you, vulnerable in every way possible, Now I'm just a loser who's ditched the mask...

Get Your Groove On With The Best Of The Best!
Get your groove on with the best of the the best! Mike S. is so fly, you should just load his page with rate love till he Godfather's. I know Mz. Mic comes by to rate his things every day... ~*Mike S*~ ~Taken by MzMic~ Even monsters dance for Mike...

Fill Out And Repost
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 18.Can we take pictures of the act? 19.How long would we have sex? 20.Would you tell your friends about me? 21.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you

E-hide And Seek
Last night I accepted a friend’s invitation and checked out fubar for the first time. It has a lot of cool features and I can see where it could be a lot of fun and a great place to pass the time. I had the typical first-time visitor problems including trying to figure out what chatter was with whom and so forth, but an hour passed quickly. Then the thought occurred to me. Why am I here in yet another new chat room/blog/profile site? I have a yahoo 360 account, I have a multiply.com account, I have a Myspace page, now this makes the fourth such place where I can blog, meet people and ultimately, hide from the real world. I ask myself “Why do this all over again?” I’ve been in the e-world since 1999 and what do I have to show for it but broken hearts and unrealistic dreams. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve talked with some great people along the way and have become good friends with many. Well, as good a friend as you can get with out meeting them in person. But, in the end, I’m still sittin

Will You Love Me
If I'm dead and in the grave, will you still love me? If I look up, will I see the flowers you left above me? When the worms begin to feed again, it feels like when you loved me. When decay becomes my closet friend, will you be thinking of me? I feel so alone since those days are gone when I walked in the sun. I gave up my chance, in the darkness I chant while holding my gun. If I knock on your door tonight, will I be welcomed in? Would you be willing to forgive me of my mortal sin? I finally escaped the whispers and lies in a life where I didn't fit. I brought about my own demise and ended here in this pit. When the moon is full, I can feel its pull and think of the things I missed. Regret is making it hard to think, it's a shame it has come to this. I just can't seem to make up my mind but I guess that I've got plenty of time. In this cold dark place of mine, In this coffin, imprisoned inside, still contemplating my suicide. When the worms move, I will think of you, do

Relationships Haha
Okay, heres the deal! I totally want to fuck you, but there is a slight problem with that. Usually after im done licking a woman into a coma, and fucking her brains out, they get addicted, and start following me around. It gets annoying, especially when im hanging out with my son, in which case i have to explain to him why a bunch of crazy ass women are following us. So heres the way i see it. We need to be methodical, and careful, in order for us to pull this off without complications. We will have to space apart said lickings, and said fuckings. Too much of a good thing is bound to have you addicted. So.....while you are making me a sammich, ill walk up behind you, and just fuck you senseless. Nothing too elaborate or overdone. Just blatant beast fucking. Then at another time, ill sneak up to you and lick you into a coma. Once again, nothing too elaborate. Next thing you know, we fall into a rythym that works, and no one gets hurt. Well....unless you count the circus midget that come

Is There???? Thought Of The Day.
It is said that there are no Absalutes, but that being said if there are not absalutes, then you can't say there are not any absalutes, if the statment is true, then it can only lead you to believe there are in a few cases. TTL

Kids? I Give You One Of My Idols, The Incomparable George Carlin
I am your worst nightmare. I am a BAD american. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way, damn it! I think that owning a gun doesn't make you a killer it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized,and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, try to do it in English. I think fireworks should be legal on the 4th of July. I think being a student doesn't give you any more enlightment than working at Blockbuster. In fact, if your parents are footing the bill to put your pansy ass through 4 years plus,of college,you haven't begun to be enlightened. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne,Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever cancelled Jerry Springer.

A Daughter's Of Sorrow
A Daughter's Sorrow How sad it is that I shall no longer feel your touch. No longer will I feel the warmth of your hugs. Your kisses placed gently upon my cheek. Your hands braiding my long curly hair. Oh, for so many years I have wept. If only once I could call you and hear your reply. You are my reminder that life should never be taken for granted. You are my reminder that above all else life should be cherished. As I pressed my lips upon the red rouged cheek; I knew that it was not you. Your spirit was no longer in your body. Your body was never cold to my touch. Your eyes were always open when I called you. Your love will always be eternal. For, until I depart, I will always remember you

Sexual Feelings
Sexual Feelings Rainy days and cold nights, These are days I need you to hold me tight in your arms, Hold me close and keep me warm, Tell me I'm your good luck charm, Look me in my eyes and tell me I'm the one for you , Tell me I'm your every wish come true, Lay me down very gently, Then make love to me essentially, Caress my body from head to toe not missing a spot, Lets play around like connect the dots, Lets make each other hot till our body heat rise like a rollercoaster ride, Take my body on a journey that never ends, It always seems to just begin, Make me climax like i never done before, Do what you want to my body its all yours, Rub me, suck me, kiss me, tease me do what ever you want to my body as long as its pleasing

Screaming Frustration
My head it is screaming what my heart wants to say, I think my eyes defy me, They give the game away. My lips just won't say it, Won't admit that you're right Because admitting defeat Is like loosing the fight. And as much as I want it, As bad as I crave, The feelings I hold here, Go with me to the grave. I speak lies to deceive you, You see right through me, I ask you to leave now, And leave my heart be. I'm frustrated at myself, In what I'm trying to say, I don't want to loose you, But I can't walk away. And I know when we meet, The end would be near, For you are the reason, I now shed this tear. With you I can't be, You're close yet so far, But know that I'll love you, Wherever you are.

Hope For The Parted
Heart fit to burst, I breathe in and out, I look to the heavens, Part my lips and I shout, "Why did you do this?", "Why show me hope?", I fall to my knees, Wondering how I will cope, I cover my eyes, Hide the tears that I cry, The anger is building, I scream 'Why! Why! Why!'? And there in the shadows, A sun beam breaks through, I raise up my head, And there before me; is you That smile on your face, That gleam in your eye, I stand to my feet, I at least have to try, The breeze dries my tears, A calmness now grows, On my heart which is heavy, But will heal as time goes, We may never know why, We loose those we love, But at least keep a hope, That they're at peace up above, And soon you will realise, That all things that pass, Must happen for reason, For destiny to last, It may not be easy, You'll forever ask why, But to survive it is better, Than to give up or die.

Blacken's Void Heart
It all ends the same, every guy disapates, It's all one big game. For a week or two they are true, but after that, it all goes flat. Distancing themselves, it all starts slow, little by little, it continues to grow. No more textes, no more calls, no hellos, no more, that's all. Played like a fool, thinking only of their man tool. My heart a hallow black void they just used me as a sex toy. I am tired of this shit, I cant take another hit. I cant take no more, being left all alone. Another glass heart shattered apart. Pieces fall to the floor, Time to close another door. Why do I let them in? It only hurts, makes me feel like dirt. time and time again. They all just bring pain.

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Sarcasm
Another Wolfie rant. There's this little thing I like to use called sarcasm. It appears that many of you do not know what it is, so I will post the definition for you. sar·casm (sär'kāz'əm) n. 1. A cutting, often ironic remark intended to wound. 2. A form of wit that is marked by the use of sarcastic language and is intended to make its victim the butt of contempt or ridicule. 3. The use of sarcasm. See Synonyms at wit I use sarcasm often and am really tired of the endless parade of morons who can't detect it's use. 90% of my mumms are sarcastic. If you do not have a firm grasp of this concept, please do not bother to vote or comment. Finally, if you do not appreciate or enjoy sarcasm, feel free to delete me from your friends list. Chances are you're a hayseed with big breasts and I added you for points only. Thank you, and good day

Apt/house
I NEED 2 FIND AN APT/HOUSE IN THE TAMPA BAY AREA ASAP...NO CREDIT OR BACKGROUND CHECK...2BR IF POSSIBLE...IN A SITUATION DUE 2 SALE OF PLACE I'M IN.. WHERE I NEED TO MOVE WITHIN 30-45 DAYS... IF ANYONE KNOWS OF ANYTHING PLZ EMAIL ME...TY...MADDIE

I Can (phoenix)
I can’t imagine what I’ve done to have someone like you. I haven’t always been as nice as I could. And sometimes I can hurt people more then I thought I ever would. You look past all my flaws, To see just who I am. You never judge a thing I do. Your personality seems flawless, and I see now. That’s just you. You took your time and found out, All the things I am. Without restriction you opened my eyes. Showed me I can be loved, No matter what I believe. You never leave for long, Always at my side. I’ve never known a soul like you, Not in all my life. I know not where this road may lead, My heart is in your hands. You take the breath from my mouth, With every word you’ve said. If I never hold your hands, Or see my eyes in yours. I hope you know I cherish, What we do h

Health Update
Well the Doc called today to let me know the results of all the biopsy tests on my removed parts......Im free and clear of any and all cancer. Yee Haw...wish I could have a drink and celebrate but know a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Thank you to my friends for all they're support and prayers and to my special someone thank you for being there for me thru this you are truly an amazing man. Luv to All of You HOLLY

Never Know
Never know ~Tony Martinez We may talk everyday But even with all the words You will never know You may get to know me Just as I may get to know you Even if you knew all my emotions You will never know One day I may be able to hold your face in my hands Even with the tears streaming down my face You will never know

Not Here
Tomorrow is my last day of work for this year. The day after I will leave for England. I will stay there for some weeks and won't be much on Fubar. But be sure I will be back. Of course: don't expect prompt reactions of me. Wishing you all a great New Year's Eve and for 2008: maybe some wishes can come true...

Anthropology And The "other"
It is nearly impossible to study another culture without imposing your own cultures values in your conclusions. In the beginning of the discipline of anthropology, the focus was on classification, hierarchies and types. Other peoples could be classified on a scale of how close they were to us. If they were/are similar to us we call/ed them civilized but if they are different, living a less materialistic life, closer to nature, we call/ed them barbaric or savage. The "white man" has had power over anthropology, language, and other things, and these allow him to feel superior while at the same time make others feel inferior. "He" who speaks for others on their behalf, really he has ulterior motives, and subconscious influences. In white society everything is classified, and when you are born, you are born into this classification and have to find your correct place within it and then act accordingly. The term "native" can have a negative or a positive connotation,

About
hi my name is kc i am a 29 year old mother of 2 young men. i am very single and like to go out and have a really good time. i have a friend that is on here and she told me it was fun so im trying it out so bare with me while i fix the stuff and add pictures i have plenty of them. muah

I Ran Into This, Thought I Run It Again
Sometimes TV's Good I wrote a little something in my *BLOG (*See below) I know from my self-proclaimed title "Hippy" that it may conjure up images of smelly pot smoker to some, while others may be put in mind of a political activist or a 'tree hugger' or peace lover to others ... The latter of those images is indeed where I fall if one wants to categorize me & my personal platform. I've no hidden agenda, I'm honestly a man who is creative and enjoys expressing himself in a creative manner ... I've since childhood also liked when people smile & feel great if I help put one on a face. I admit to my closet point whoring here at fubar. As most creative people I know - its more to see that my creations are seen & appreciated my others. Its an unexplained desire to 'show case' my work, although its not worthy of any big spotlight ... its nice when I can just send it to you. Maybe giving you a smile. My caring nature is more important (to me) if I really could send t

Help Her Win Her Her First Contest Plz
Could you all PLEASE help one of the sweetest people on here win her first contest? I know everyone says the sweetest person on here but I am so very serious she is. This lady has done nothing but shown love to people and never asks for anything in return....She is trying to win a 3 month VIP and has to do it in 2 weeks and she only needs 25,000....Now I know I have lots of friends on my list so if you could please just even give her 10 comments that would help so much!!! Click the link DONT BE SCARED

Tiny Little Poet
A poet's words are but a lovely song of love and life. The slightest glimpse within a soul. With but a stroke of ink and pen they cause a heart to flutter or slay the mighty dragon beneath a midnight sky. But as you read the words which gather on this page, I wonder what to do now that the words have gone away. There are no more princes, no roads paved in gold. Just a tiny little poet with a slightly broken heart. The sound of pen to paper no longer can I hear The soul fills with torment The heart floods with fear With hands gripped tightly on snow white paper The tiny little poet struggles with the coming day. Nixy

Thoughts For Tonight...
well, here i am sitting here scared half to death again... waiting for tomorrow. I hate this shit and am about to go crazy. Why can't the doctor's have all their shit straight and just make me feel better? I know that things take time, but i am one of the world's worst at patience so there. I am supposed to go to the breast clinic tomorrow (friday, dec 28). I've never had a mammogram or any of that shit, and people are telling me that i am too young, but i really don't think so. I have heard of people younger than me not making it out of breast cancer... if i have it. if i don't have breast cancer, wtf is causing this lump and pain? i am sick to death of waiting for this or that, being in pain and just not caring wtf happens anymore...

Tasting Me
You look at it wondering where to start first you taste it licking your lips in satisfaction your tongue moans with precisions up and down slowly with care you play with it remembering all the places to go to drive me crazy you bite it so softly knowing when to let go sucking the juices as I get wetter and wetter and wetter... I want to scream but breath escapes me I want to say your name but I can't concentrate I want to tell you how you make me feel when you're tasting me but all I can do is wiggle around in ecstacy wanting more pant heavily in the middle of pleasure and smile... then you ask me to show you what to do to please me but you know exactly what to do...

Since Not Many Read These Anyway
I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone even with others in the house. I'm tired of hurting all the time. I'm tired of the damn buzzing in my ears. I'm tired of wanting a hug from someone other then my boys. I'm tired of having to be the "tough" one. I'm tired of not having someone to hold me and just let me cry. I'm tired of taking care of everyone else. I'm tired of not being able to work. I'm tired of not being able to give my room mate/landlord/best friend more money then I can now. I guess I'm just tired of it all and if my body wasn't in such bad shape, I would just start walking and never stop. Just get lost and never feel like I am putting someone out or sponging off them.

Backrub
You have fantastic hands You rubbed my back today That small touch Aroused me beyond words Thank god you were behind me You couldn’t see my nipples get hard Or that look of pure ecstasy As you moved lower on my back Bet you it would shock you to know I dreamt of fucking you While I slept last night Thought about that while you were rubbing my back I ask you to do it a little harder Squeeze a little tighter Oh god~ to the right Uhh that feels so good Yeah, you have great hands I’ll give you that But will you respond to mine? Do you take as well as you give? I start at you shoulders Poor baby, you’re tense I lean forward and push my breasts into your back Why the fuck should I play fair I feel your breathing change I ask you if it feels good Am I hurting you? All you do is grunt I’ll slide my hands down your back Not a rub, but a caress Can you handle that? Glad for that big shirt you’re wearing now, aren’t you? If only my dream from last

Did You Get What You Wanted?
Well this year i had a pretty good year. Did i get everything i wanted?...Yup, and than some. Here's what i got: A laptop A metallica hoodie $50 for a domain A night out at east side marios Did you get what you wanted? What did you get? share it here :-)

He
I am a victim of this place. A culprit in this crime. I've progressed this drama of mine. I suffer from addiction, and deeply rooted affliction to man of a different time. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? It's a dream unfilled, a touch never felt. An emotion never expressed, a hand never dealt. It's the beginning of a heartache and the journey of a lifetime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine? He's the knight in my fairy tale, the villain in my dream. The heroin in my movie, as silly as it seems. He's the one I never had, even in our prime. Would he? Could he? Should he, be mine?

Your Master Is Home
It's been too long, home at last home at last I brush back your hair and gaze down at you Quietly watching you curled safe in our bed nuzzling your neck, softly I whisper in your ear. My sweet loving pet, your Master is home you lay deep in slumber wrapped in my robe, peacefully dreaming of pleasures shared A smile like a wolf's flickers over my lips I sit next to you feeling your warm flesh I slowly expose your silken skin to my touch. I wet My finger in My mouth to write my name between the mounds of your full ripe breasts, warm letters spell out my love upon your skin, I blow gently over them, My breath cooling. . . soft tingling breeze, like mint on the tongue. smiling, wriggling deeper into your dreams, you quietly sigh and part your legs for me, I watch over you in the flickering candlelight, like a wolf watching over his sleeping mate My sweet loving pet, your Master is home

The Highlanders Proposal To Onehotpebbles
I will buy you a dozen roses for you but only give you 11 the last one will be hidden in our bedroom. We will go out to dinner and take a nice walk together hand in hand and kiss each other under the stars as we get home i will carry you upstairs to our room where i will give you the last rose and inside of it will sit a ring as you take it out i will remove it from your hand get on my knees take your hand look you in the eyes and say "if you take this ring I promie to always love you and cherish you for the eternity that we will be together. We will be with each other thru thick and thin but always come up on top there will be nothing we would not be able to conquer. So will you please be my immortal wife. Byw she so totally accepts....

I'm In Love
When the road is long, You walk with me. When I need to belong It's you that I see. When I need a hug, You're always there, And I feel safe and snug, I know you care. You are my sunshine, On the darkest day. Your love is mine, Today and everyday. When I have a secret, It's you that I tell. I'll never regret, I'll never fail. Loving you is easy, And something I'll always do. Honey I'll always be, In love with you

Trust My Love
You can trust my love for you, It will always pull you through. If you need a friend I'll be there, To show you how much I care. Your love makes me whole, I feel it deep in my soul. With our hearts together, We'll have love forever. I'll reach out my hand, When I can't understand. My eyes will open to your heart, I'll find the missing part, Then I will comfort your pain, And stop the pouring rain. I'll stand strong when you're weak, I'll hold the answers that you seek. I'll be the second half of one, I'll love you when each day is done.

My Nsfw
well i have about 100 pics i want to put up on my profile but i promised i would wait till i saved enough fubucks to buy my own ticker. so i guess this is a hint if you want to donate a few bucks to the cause it would be great. i really want to buy this myself so whatever you can spare will help a poor southern girl out. i feel bad asking which why i dont want one person to just buy me a ticker but the more you give the sooner i can get my goal ! yours cassie

Shit Missiles
Here I am, talking to my asshole about the shit he has to do in iraq and he has inspired me to write a story about shit Here is the story Well, the other day, he was cleaning shit in a metal box and he says that he has to burn it and stir it. Imagine the amount of shit that he has to stir.There is about 30-40 of them and its like a week's shit.And, he have to stir it like making a chocolate shake which is kind of gross. Anyway, my suggestion to him was to just put a bomb inside and make it explode. I wondered will there be any shit remaining and will the shit scattered around after the explosion and covered him and othe others with shit. That be quite a sight. LOL Another suggestion was that have the missiles filled up with shit and then fire them to hostile area. So, when the missile is up into the air, it will opened up and drop the shit on the enemy's ground and they be filled with shit. Normally, they be wondering what is it and will use a finger to touch it and taste

He Called... After 5 Months
I was just gettin out of the shower and my phone rang, i didnt recognize the number an area code i never heard of, so i had went to open my phone and answer it but my phone had already sent the person to voicemail, well after like 3 minutes i figured nobody left a message, but as i was puttin my hair up my voicemail thing popped up, so i checked my voicemail, and i hear this voice and it says "i dont kno if u remember who this is, but if you do would u plz call me bac" and i couldnt believe it, it was my ex boyfriend that i hadnt spoken to in like 6 months, one day we jus stopped talkin and all of a sudden out of the blue hes calling me, and he must have been thinkin of me because he had a new number and everything and he called me, when we was together we was good together and i was so inlove with him, so get this right, hes peurtorican and he stays in new york, and im in ohio, and he says he still loves me he misses me and wants me bac and im so confused i dont kno what to do,i had m

Chapter 5
Tears and pain are a part of life. I can't be the strong person I want to be all the time so tonight, I'm letting the tears flow. Uncle Al is in a coma with no brain activity. He's dying. I keep telling myself all things happen for a reason and that whatever happens, everything will be ok. At least he'll be with Papa and Gramma. He'll be happy there. There are nights I just want to be held by someone I care for but my heart and mind aren't clear on that subject either. Who is it that my heart wants and would they even want me? I've seen so much pain and loss this year, but I've gotten stronger from it. It took me a while, but I realize that tears and pain are a part of life and that self mutilation isn't. So tonight, I'm taking away the smile and releasing my pain. I just hope one day, my real smile will be worn on my face more than the fake one.

Poetry Of The Past
Unintelligent (01/02/04) Blight of a nation, and yet no sensation, Slight infestation, cannibalization. The Glenlivet boost up my Ego Like a balloon in inflation. My name is Arthur, not Aaron or Anthony. Someone tell me, what's a cacophony? The way I fuck is a blasphemy? Well, fuck you, it's all in the past for me. You think I'm a stealer, I think you're a squealer. You morons think there's more to reveal, a Guy makes a dollar more and you holler Like your favorite whore, so call her. Rodents and Carrion, not vagrants, but variant, So when I need help, suddenly you're arrogant... Pain (05/18/05 They say duct-tap fixes everything. If so, I'd like to meet a mechanic licensed for open-heart surgery. Maybe then, I could go prancing about, not fearing purgery. OR!!! I hear Bondo's a good patch, if there's a hole. Right now a bowling ball couldn't catch in that hole in my soul. I been bereaved of the one thing in my life that cleaved through my strife and I WON

Reflections Of 2007
Every year you learn something new.. or relearn things you'd forgotten in the past.. exciting things happen, sad things happen, happy things happen, etc. When you look back on 2007, what do you see? 2007 will forever be known to me as the year of knowledge.. simply for the fact that this year has taught and retaught many lessons of life to me. The biggest thing I have learned this year is that tomorrow is never promised and that you have to make the most of today. Take the time to stop and smell the roses.. learn to enjoy life no matter how much it may seem against you. This year I relearned forgiveness and being forgiven. Sometimes the hardest thing you can do, but one that gives you some peace is letting go of a fourteen year grudge.. especially when it's over something petty. This year I've relearned that if you show you care, people will lean on you more and more without a thought to your emotional wellbeing. This year I've learned that sometimes it's easier to let g

Sleep Study
Last night I had to do one of those sleep studies...lol..what a joke..I had it done in Sugarland and did not fall asleep until around 11pm....Unfortunately I woke up at 1:35am and was unable to go back to sleep..I tossed and turned the entire test..I was too congested to do anything but cough...and that made for a miserable night...It rained fairly hard and I heard the thunder,,,then I heard a train...and a second train,,,lol..and then I could hear the techs talking and watching tv...I give up..I am so exhausted the only thing I am going to do tonight is sleep...

Comments, My Friends!
I am very sorry I wasn't able to leave comments this morning as usual...fubar is being a pain and freezing up a LOT! Rest assured I haven't forgotten any of you...I am just VERY frustrated right now! Hopefuly things will be back to normal tomorrow.. Loves for everyone! MUUUUUUUAH :D

Contest
I AM IN A CONTEST STARTING DECEMBER 30 TH....ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS CLICK ON MY PIC IN MY COMMENTS SECTION.. I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE HELP I CAN GET BECAUSE I AM MOVING SO PLEASE EVERYONE HELP ME STAY IN THE CONTEST ...NEEDING 150 COMMENTS PERDAY UNTIL I MOVE ON THE JAN 2 PLEASE HELP ME OUT JUST CLICK ON THE PICK AND GO THERE ....TY AND I WILL APPRECIATE THAT TY

Bare Essentuals... Or Bare Wallet?
Last weekend I was watching one of those infomercials for Bare Minerals make-up. It really looked good and easy to use. I am not one to spend a whole lot of time primping in the morning, so I decided to check it out. I went on-line to see how much it was ... over $50.00 for a "starter kit". Thats freaking crazy! No way in hell I'd spend $50 on make-up. I just went to Avon's web site. They have a similar product for one tenth of what Bare Essentuals charges. Guess who's going to get my business?

Dream
I force your head to the side where your bare neck is exposed and ready for me to indulge in ..... I run my tongue down the side of your neck and apply pressure ..... I felt your body tremble with pleasure Nothing is more erotic then satisfying your submissive slave ..... Finally giving into the intense urges, you bend me over and take out your frustrations Every smack is accompanied by a loud moan of pleasure ..... You scratch your nails down my back ..... I yell out in pain and ecstasy ..... The game of tieing me up is a fun one with many prizes ..... The rope marks around my wrists are a sign of a job well done ..... The way you use your tongue on my inner thighs makes me squirm from gratitude ..... I scream from the true enjoyment and you tighten your hands around my neck ..... The moment I lose air, we realize we've been dreaming

Slave
It hurts when you do It hurts more when you don’t I want you to stop Please don’t stop, Oh god I am numb without you, I need you in me I am empty without you, I need you to fill me You’re buried inside me, I feel you breathing Hard and harder, Dripping, breathing, grinding Moan I am nothing, I am yours I am slave To your cock

Girlfriend Application
This is all in fun I'm not looking for anyone. Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If y

What Men Want In A Relationship
I got this from my friend kayo What Men Want in a Relationship 1. Men want honest, loving communication. Honest communication is top priority for men. They want a woman who answers questions honestly, and perhaps even volunteers information. They want a woman who confidently asks for her wants and needs to be met. They want a woman who can see the truth and tell it like it is while communicating with kindness. Men want a woman who can communicate without being too critical, who cares about preserving his and her dignity. Women think men want them to be superficial, to keep quiet about their needs or wants, and never to ask for anything. Women think men believe them to be too needy and too sensitive, and that men simply want women to get over it. Some women believe they do not have the permission to tell it like it is, that they will be rejected for speaking up. **A Tip for Women** Great men want and need straightforward, courageous communication without anger or cri

Pregnant Women In Bars
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Aw!
i've got the biggest suprise ever for Luvy when I go home. I just looked online and saw her favorite band is coming around next year! She's been really sick lately and I'm sure it's gonna make her feel better! She'll get to meet Brock again...and take another picture. ♥

A Wish
A Wish I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space!

Wish Me A Happy Birthday
Well for friends that care... MY birthday is Jan. 6th. I'm asking for Happy Birthday pics or Pics of you holding a sign saying Happy Birthday Big Wyll. I want to see how many friends are friends. If you will not be able to take a picture I do enjoy silly bitthday comments in my comments. I will be on business travel on my birthday, so I'm not going to have as much fun as I want to. But I'll be sure to party it up and take lots of photos for you all to laugh at.

The Kigs Of Fubar List Is Here To See
THE KING OF FUBAR ARE COMING DOWN THE RED CARPET! SHOW STOPPER AND THE SEXIEST MEN ONLINE BAR! HERE ARE THE CONTESTANTS FOR THE 30TH AT 7 PM...................! AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR_ Music Video:BRING EM OUT (by T.I.)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone CONTESTANT # 1 CONTESTANT # 2 CONTESTANT # 3 CONTESTANT # 4

No Guts, No Glory
It has been said many ways: No guts, no glory. Nothing ventured, nothing gained. You miss 100% of the shots you don't take. Life is full of chances and opportunities. But to take a chance .. to reach for an opportunity ... there is risk involved. Some people like to play it safe. They don't want to take a risk. They have been hurt before and are afraid of being hurt again. That is totally understandable. I have taken many risks in my life, and I have been hurt. The question one has to ask themselves is, "is the risk worth the reward?" I have always answered this question, "yes!" Because I know that the reward is the best thing I would ever dream of, and I have said that I will go through anything to get that. And if I quit, then all that I have gone through in the past would be for nothing. But sometimes ... I waver in this. My courage begins to falter. Sometimes I think, "Not again. I don't want to do this anymore. It's too much." Then I try to take a deep breath,

What Do You Say?
We know that nothing is resolved without communication. No questions get answered, no understanding exchanged. But . . . What do you say when you don't know what to say? What do you say when yout thoughts are too jumbled for you to understand them let alone express them coherantly to someone else? I think that maybe it is not as important what you say at these times, as it is that you do say something; that you keep the communication line open. Maybe what you need to say is that you are confused or that you don't know what to say. This keeps the connection real and alive, and perhaps you will hear something that will help to lessen the confusion, or have a question asked that helps you to focus your thoughts. But . . . What do you say to a person who tell you they are confused, or that they don't know what to say, or "what do you want to talk about" as if there is nothing, or simply doesn't respond? If there is no communication at all, of coruse there is nothing yo

Lost Poem
Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, it is a deception Nay, these are not lost, a false perception Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love... Nay, these are not lost, they exist deep in my soul, Ultimate forgiveness, a high ideal, and yet a worthy goal. Lost poem... Lost words... Lost feeling.. Lost love...

If You Had Me...
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Fear
Fear of death Fear of life Fear of truth Fear can bite Fear devours Trust at sight Fear turns logic Into spite Fear even doth Turn light to night When it upon Your shoulder lights Fear twists Fear kills Fear is the cause Of most world ills Love chase fear away When fear gone All just peace

Friendship Or Point Scroring?
Many have added me as a friend here or requested I add them, yet few who have done so have attempted to approach me for conversation . Is this all a game to gain points ? If they want to be my friend let them come talk to me find out what I have to say, and I about them .Friendship to me is not a word, its time spent getting to know me and I will return the gesture. MG

If I Could
If I could make you love me, I would give you anything. I would write the most beautiful lines speaking of the most beautiful girl I have ever known, I would write you thousands of books and give them all to you if it would make you love me. I would find a diamond mine and give you every diamond in it I would shower you in gifts from all around the world, or better yet, I would buy you the world and gift wrap it in ribbons if it would make you love me. I would write your name in the sky with the clouds, I would bottle every star in the midnight sky and put them in your eyes while you’re sleeping, if it would make you love me. I would pour all these feelings into a jar and set it on your bedside table, I would show you that you mean everything to me, if it would make you love me. I would kiss you a thousand times, I would whisper in your ear how beautiful you are, I would hold you close and listen you your heart beat I would make the electricity fly betwee

The Hardest Day Of My Life
Well today was the hardest day of my life. I buried my boyfriend. That was something I never dreamed of doing. I've been through alot of hard things in my life. But this was the hardest. Never again will I see the man I loved and wanted to spent the rest of my life with.

Beautiful Tragedy
Girl, you’re stealing my breath away every second you’re in view. Like a thief, you pick pocketed my heart, and stole away into the depths of my thoughts. I can see that thief in you, though you may not realize what you’ve done or who you are. I see that deviousness in your eyes, I feel the suspense created by a passing glance, by a gentle touch from your hands, by brushing my hands against your soft skin. I’m wishing that I could hold you in my arms once and feel the warmth emanating from your soul, I’m dreaming that I would press my lips to yours and feel that life is now complete, I’m hoping that, one day, you’ll be mine until you steal my last breath away from me. But I’ve been chosen to play the hero of this tragedy, and dreaming of you is such sweet sorrow. Every thought, every daydream, every fantasy, every feeling I have for you, is all just a fragile dream hanging by a feeble thread of undying hope, an inclination to believe you’re still the one, that

Passion To Me
Passion is deliberate, but passion is sure passion is cure and reverses all falls Passion is you meek, and willing to walk passion is me battling through steel or rattan Passion is me in your future and dreams, passion is you in my waiting and running Passion is knowing that time is not ours, passion is knowing that our bodies must fall. ...controlled and yet uncontrollable passion soon withdraws to submission...

An Update-part 7
Hello, It is drawing on the end of 2007 and almost 2008. I'm proud the report that I still have not been in the hospital. I'd also like to say that if I'm still healthy that will make for a complete year that have been healthy do keep up those prayers for me. Thanks

I Just Don't Get It
You know there is something I just don’t get. Every time my girlfriends break up with me, it’s usually for some but ugly guy! My first wife ended up with a guy 20 years older than her, and ugly. My second wife I think was the worse, he was a friend of mine, his teeth are all black with rot, and he doesn’t bath! WTF! Don’t know how she can stand the smell. My most recent broken heart left me for a skin, nasty looking married man, who walks around like he’s had one to many dicks stuck up his ass! And people wonder why I think I am just the ugliness person on the planet! Hell if this is what they want and they think that they are better looking and what not, than me, what does that say about me? Am I really just that ugly? I sometimes wonder, and because of things of that nature I don’t think very highly of myself, even though I get told that I am a very sexy and handsome man. I know that sometimes I am a hand full. I mouth off a little too much, but what I say is the truth. I don’t h

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!!

True Beauty
Where does the true beauty lie? Within the heart, not the eye The eye deceives and the eye is blind It is the soul where answers you will find Not to search beyond the skin; a disgrace The beauty within, not upon a face But what is beauty? It is falsly termed Beauty is not born, Beauty it is earned Carry the true beauty within your heart Never from your lips let anger depart Within people you trust, always confide And always search for the beauty, that lies inside

Cant You See
Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder Beauty is in all things. Beauty is in the sky. Beauty is in the water ever so blue. Beauty is the winter when trees are covered with snow. Beauty is the summer when you smell and see the flowers grow. Beauty is all things big and little. Beauty is in all things, Black and white. Beauty is in all things, you and me. Beauty is all around us...can't you see?

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Me Today
Alone always alone Even in the company of others I am alone Alone alone Longing to have someone Everyone has someone But I am alone All alone I lay in my bed I stare at the stars I no I am totally alone I welcome all and none And that’s why I am so… Alone

Because
Because you’re Beautiful This poem’s addressed To you Because you’re beautiful No matter what You do Because you’re beautiful The sun rises Every day Because you’re beautiful The mist shrouds a Dreamy day Because you’re beautiful A blossom blooms and holds Its scent Because you’re beautiful Songs sung in your heart Are meant Because you’re beautiful Reflections shine And glint Because you’re beautiful Poems are written Heaven sent Because you are beautiful This is all that this Poem’s said Just in case you may have Any doubt This poem's heaven sent To tell you You are beautiful And that is what this poem Is about.

Tonight
Lust electric Gentle nibble Delicate flick Juices trickle Tender mouthful Indulgent sips Spasms sinful Gyrating hips Thrusts entrancing Feverish pace Teeth caressing Deadlock embrace Lust electric Unabated Flesh metallic Liquidated

Dear Family Members,
Dear Family Members, I know that we are going through a rough time right now. I also know that we have had our arguments just like real family. If you have a problem with the way I do things as a manager, please tell me so I am aware of the problem. I am not leaving this family. I love the FU-Bombers and always will. We all need to pull together and get through the hard times. Peggy has always been there for me and I refuse to abandon her when she needs us the most. If you are not happy with the way things are run, then there is the door. No one is forcing you to stay in the family. If you would are happy, please invite your friends to join the family. We are always looking for new family members. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

Political Quiz
You are a Social Moderate (56% permissive) and an... Economic Conservative (61% permissive) You are best described as a: Centrist (61e/56s) Link: The Politics Test on Ok CupidAlso: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

Way To Go Bright Eyed Artist!!! Couldn't Have Said It Better Myself!
For all the assholes, noobs, jealouse bitches & the imature let alone kids on this site. All the true real people & sweeties,.. please seriously ignore this. Did I invite you to my page or slideshows? Are you not on an adult site? Is it my problem youve issues with your wife? Or that you go around living your lie's. Leaving the things you say to make it seem as if I intruded into your life. You know your full shit! Get over it! Get real & just stop being stupid. Yeah! Quit it! Dont come into my shout box. Tell me some shit. Like we were intimate. You idiot, can you be more deluded! Is it my fault your mom didnt give you enough tit. Let alone that your a foul mouthed idiot. You think your the shit, here on the net. That it makes you a bad ass let alone legit. OOoH! Snap! Guess what? Your still a fucking idiot! Oh and for all you ignorant kids. Get the fuck off my page you asshat snits!!! You werent invited! Let alone do I need to take your stupid

I'm Not Losing My War.
The Rocket Summer. mmmm, so amazing. yeah, looking at my last one it said i've seen hatebreed four times, and heal these wounds 3 times. yeahhh, i get to see hatebreed for the fifth time tomorrow at four pm. :] and i've seen heal these wounds 7 times as of november first, with gwar. ahahahaha, i

For My Birthday
Id love to have a pool table... Well... thats not gonna happen LOL Id love to be 29 again Thats not gonna happen either A few drinks maybe ?? A blast or vip would be nice too !! A few ratings and points n fubucks as well ?? Best of my birthday is it is also my daughter Hopes birthday she will be 16 ...

Casual Sex Horiscope
Scorpio Sex, sex and more sex for the scorpion! But casual? Is sex with a Scorpio ever casual? Scorpios see sex as the ultimate theater of passion where one's true nature is exposed, seduced and then seduced again and again. A Scorpio will take a lover for a night or two but won't ever consider it casual. Sex is serious business - the rest of life is casual.

What To Do?
What to do when you cant seem to find the answers to questions that keep running through your head. What to do when you say things you dont mean and the other person walks away. What to do when life just eats at you until you just want to give up. What to do when you dont know who to turn to when the tears are falling and you are lost and confused. What to do when you just dont understand why people are the way they are. What to do when you feel that there is nothing else that matters and you feel the end is near. What to do when your head is spinning and you feel that nothing else matters. What to do keeps running through my head. What to do when the pain is to much, remember you have friends that care, remember i do care even though sometimes it may not seem like i am only human just like you. What to do i know now what to do thank you my friends i know now that i can come to you. I love you my friends.

It Just Isn't Buttsex Without U
Who ever the first man that misguided his bunker busting man-missile into the Hidden Crotch Caves of some hizzy was either a genius or insane. Now I personally have never walked down the back alley, but I have pondered the thought. Not saying I'm into it, but hell, I've never done cocaine before either..........who knows how good it might be. Anyway, I was wondering what circumstances were surrounding the first Cock to Colon event, and I think it went down like this. -------------------------------------- It was a early in the Cenezoic Era. A Tuesday in what is now Brussels, Belgium. The cavepimp 'Helmut Thunderstick' said to caveho 'Helga Legspan' in a crazy Neanderthal language "Bitch, why we always gotta fuck missionary? God Damn!" Helmut sighed and continued "You smell like 9 gallons of nut sweat, your fupa has more hair than the back of an Italian Woolly Mammoth, and when I'm buckin one in ya, them rocks on the cave floor be hurting my early-man ass!" Helga shrieked

Heat Is Breaking
Last night I learned that my boyfriend wants to move out. He said that he loves me to death but he cant live with me because I am too clingy. If I am I dont mean to be. He said he is not abandoning me and our daughter and I know that. We are not breaking up but damn my heart is breaking as tho we are. I dont know what to do or where to go. I cant afford to live on my own. I dont want to live with out him. I want him to lay beside at night, to see him when I wake up. He said that he is trying to make our relationship work. He wants to be happy. I guess I wasnt doing enough to make him happy. I cant change his mind, its already made up. I hope this works and we can live together again that he will want me. I hope he doesnt break my heart completely. He went to a friends house, whom I would love to hit right now for even suggesting that he move in with him, before he left he asked if i would believe him if he said he still loved me. I do still love him, I wish he could love me enough

Thugs, Drugs, Guns And Pixie Stix
Sometimes I forget I'm a white boy from the suburbs and so I try to act like I be a thug. But I always get brought back down to my landscaped earth by something I don't know about...let's look at drugs for instance. What the fuck is crack-cocaine? I don't know what regular cocaine is, and all these variations...shit. I don't know what a 'rock' is. I don't know what a gram is. I do know you smoke crack, and snort coke. Which reminds me who the hell would snort anything? I once snorted a pixie stick when I was like 8. I wanted to cry and run a marathon at the same time... In this stereotype guns are next. The whole world relates America with guns, yet I have never shot one. I had a B.B gun, and I love paintball, but I have never known the joy of holding a glock sideways and poppin caps during a drive-by....gives me something to look forward to I suppose. If I wanted to upgrade my thug status I'd go out and get a Desert Eagle. The thing is $750 could also help expand my portfolio

My Question ?
My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain? Why is it that you can devote yourself 110% to someone, and they take advantage of it... and turn their back on you? How can one sit there and blame all their problems on you, but you've never done anything but be there when it matters most? Why make promises when you know you don't intend to keep them? Why say you love someone, when you know it isn't true? How can you walk away from someone when all they wanted was to be loved by you? How can you get so angry at someone when all they do is care about you? How can you dislike someone so much to make them hurt so bad? How can you look someone in the eyes and say they're the only person that matters, but when they need you the most you’re nowhere to be found? How can you say you love me, but then turn your back on me? My question is, how can I love someone so much... but let them cause me so much pain?

I Saw A Star
I saw a star but like you it was so far away. it has left a scar that cannot heal, For you my friend i know are real, But like a star you are so far. I cannot reach, through my speech i try to teach the good in life, the things we often forget. I saw a star but it was so far I wanted to hug you wanted to let you know that i cared but do i dare to get to close. For if you were to say goodbye i would have to cry. I saw a star but like you my friend it was so far. I looked to the sky i saw an eagle fly i wondered with a sigh was that really you, or just an image that i saw. I saw a star but like you my friend you are so far. I cannot see the tears fall, or hear you call, I saw a star but it was so far I wish you were here, to calm my fears, and dry my tears, but like a star you are so far.

Intruder?
My body rested and contoured into my bed, as a long day had left me exhausted. I reached over to the alarm, setting it again to screech its familiar song at 5:30 a.m. As my eyes closed, I heard a sound downstairs. I couldn't tell whether it was exhaustion that made me believe the sound was the back door,.. but I locked the back door... I started downstairs, grabbing the baseball bat along the way. Unless this intruder had a gun, I was going to fuck up his world... I debated again whether it really was the front door as I walked slowly down the stairs. I had just washed the dishes, and left them precariously piled upon the drainer, just asking to fall and scare the hell out of me. I was still thinking this when a large hand wrapped itself around my mouth from behind me, covering my whole mouth, and most of my nose. This was a very large man, who found it very important that I not scream and his large hand was way too close to my throat for comfort. After an initial squeal of

Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. ** (taken from jessa she's awesome)

How The Fight Started...
HOW THE FIGHT STARTED I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road the driver slowly gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started. Lmao!! Tc n peace Boo hugz!!

Steve
I have had thoughts that I knew I could write I knew that some day that I would start the fight this is my legacy its what I leave behind to the masses who won't understand it or be kind so to you my friend Steve I want to relay that you have said some of the things I want to say Thanks for your honesty & your interest in me Lets keep peoples hearts light & free. from one poet to another all my love Thank you, Jen

Sex
Everybody I know who has a dog usually calls him "Rover" or "Spot". I call mine Sex. Now, Sex has been very embarrassing to me. When I went to the City Hall to renew the dog's license, I told the clerk that I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I would like to have one too!" Then I said, "But she is a dog!" He said he didn't care what she looked like. I said, "You don't understand.... I have had Sex since I was nine years old." He replied, "You must have been quite a strong boy." When I decided to get married, I told the minister that I would like to have Sex at the wedding. He told me to wait until after the wedding was over. I said, "But Sex has played a big part in my life and my whole world revolves around Sex." He said he didn't want to hear about my personal life and would not marry us in his church. I told him everyone would enjoy having Sex at the wedding. The next day we were married at the Justice of the Peace. My family is barred from the church from then on.

Wow...wow
I posted a Mumm asking the simple question: what should I watch on t.v.: Celebrity Roast of Flavah Flav or some schlock on Skinamax. So far I've gotten three comments to go kill myself. Kill myself. Having survived two suicide attempts in my twenties, I can pretty well assert that if I go there again, it won't be because a bunch of morons on the supposedly "social" site told me to. Oh, and here are said morons: Cowboy i give up nightowl50

Through The Eyes Of A Child
(Some words and phrases were taken from another song. this can be a song... but its more a poem now... this is written as spoken word) You you stand alone your eyes look up where the sun has shown try not to cry little one ill stand by you i see your eyes hide the pain you smile but inside i see you strain creeping up from behind a killer instinct within the mind your brainwashed to think forced out to the brink kill or be killed blood is all you have to drink theres no turning back we set the gears in motion hate was the cause fear was our devotion now the ones standing are you caught in a crossfire of lies infront of the truth... Try not to cry little one your not alone your not alone try not to cry little one ill stand by you ill stand by you i look in your eyes i see the past in a flash like a dash down to the ground bullets over head wood splinters and people dead the fighting continues in this place you call a home where i cry you stan

Need Help!
This is a really sweet person she dont know much about getting around on here and she needs help leveling. Comment her pics and page ( she dont have many pics or friends or fans ) Rate, Fan and Add and crush her PLEASE! Lets show her some Fubar love!! Thanx tmsnrgs@ fubar

Shrek 3
Fun and lighthearted. Certainly enjoyable. My favorite scene was when the princesses decided to fight back after burning their bras. Snow White lead the charge by singing her sweet songs to summon the animals then transitioned into Led Zeppelin's Immigrant Song for all the animals to attack. That was so sweet!

..she Asked For Poetry....
At a time when I and serching for life People seem to appear so nice Right from the start...the is something different Is it me or is it the way I percieve Love will one day come to me All I wanted was to fee the love Powerfull within me, with no end Ripped out is my heaart.. in two Is she the one to mend it through? Lonely has been this time and space Time will tell what lies ahead Days of wonder..or only dread All I can do is keep going Have a posetive outlook and just try And pry to god she doesn't make me cry

Some Friends Are Forever
SOME FRIENDS ARE FOREVER Sometimes in life, you find a special friend,someone who changes your life by being a part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you cant stop;someone who makes you belieave that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. When you're down, and the world seems dark and empty,your friend lifts you up in spirit and makes that dark and empty world suddenly seem bright and full. Your forever friend gets you through the hard times,the sad times,and the confused times. If you turn and walk away,your forever friend follows. If you lose your way,your forever friend guides you and cheers you on. If you find such a friend,you feel happy and complete, because you need not worry. You have a forever friend for life, and forever has no end. Forever friends make a bonded pair that can not be split apart and is forever bonded as Forever Friends ~ Scorpio 2007 ~

When She Said "yes"...
Search Video Codes GoddessOfLight R/L&Fu-Fiance of HarleyRider70@ fubar The Best and Greatest Event that ever happened in My Life was when this Beautiful and Wonderful Lady came onto My page. And Now She's going to be apart of My Life,FOREVER!!! And I couldn't be anymore Happier. I know some people got hurt on both sides of Our Friends list and for that We're Sorry. We hope You understand. But what has happened between the two of Us has been going on for along time. And for We just couldn't hold back Our feelings for each other any longer. We hope everyone understands and is Happy for Us. Because I Love My Baby

Safe And Happy New Year
The Holidays are always so busy and we wouldn't want to miss the chance to tell all of our friends and family members to please have a fun-filled and safe New Year. Each of you are special to us in your own way and we hope you never for a moment think that we don't care or appreciate each and every one of you. Our New Year's Wish for 2008 to all of you is this ... May peace break into your house and may thieves come to steal your debts. May the pockets of your jeans become a magnet of $100 bills. May love stick to your face like Vaseline and may laughter assault your lips! May your clothes smell of success like smoking tires May happiness slap you across the face and may your tears be that of joy. May the problems you had forget your home address! In simple words ... May 2008 be the best year of your life!!! We love each and everyone of you and hope you all will sign one of the guestbooks and leave a comment so we know you care and want to con

Danicing Nancie Lyrics
Don't you ever wonder, Maybe if things had been slightly different You could be somebody else Don't you wonder, maybe... If you took a left turn instead of taking a right, You could be somebody different Don't you ever wonder... Could I have been...? Don't you ever wonder, anyone, anyone? Don't you ever wonder, "Well, God, could I have been...?" Don't you ever wonder, anyone, anyone? Could I have been... A parking lot attendant? Could I have been... A millionaire in Bel Air? Could I have been... Lost somewhere at Red Rocks? Could I have been... Your little sister? Could I have been... Anyone other than me? Could I have been... Anyone other than me? Could I have been... Anyone other than me? Could I have been... Anyone? He stands touch his hair, his shoes untied Tongue gaping stare Could I have been a magnet for money? Could I have been anyone other than me? Twenty three and so tired of life Such a shame to throw it all away The images grow darker st

Who Knew...
that putting vicks vaporub on the bottom of ones feet, then socks over them while you sleep can stop a cough? One of my friends told me that she read online of the treatment and tried it on her little one when he was sick and had a bad cough. Well today, my son was trying to sleep and kept on being woken up with a bad cough, so I thought.. hmmm wonder if I have some vicks, YUP BINGO! So I woke him up, and told him about the idea, he kinda groggily said... uhhh sure Mom.. I put it on his kicking feet, cause it was cold and put his socks on, withing 5 minutes.. coughing GONE! He's been sleeping for over an hour now, and has not coughed once! Anyways, just wanted to share with all the Moms n Dads out there, if you haven't heard of it, or tried it. It does work. Here's a little info I found online about it. urbanlegends.about.com/od/medical/a/vicks_for_cough.htm

The Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen within her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her Heart, the place where Love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole. But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman with passing years-only grows!

"blink" Has Checked You Out
Those of you who "Check people out" and don't do anything....you all suck. If your going to visit someones page, at least leave them a comment.....people who check me out, but don't rate me, i'm just going to start blocking them....cause your rude.....maybe your jealous even.

If...
If I Cry,Will You Be There To Comfort Me,If I'm Hurting,Will You Be There,To Take Away The Pain.When I Need You,Can I Count On You Being Here... Did I Hurt You In Any Way? "If So",Please Accept My Apology.At Times,When I Couldn't Be There For You,Juz Know That,In Life,We All Make Some Good Choices,As Well As Bad,And I Feel Like,Missing The Chance To Know More Of You,Is The Biggest Regret,I've Eva Experienced,Of Having In My Life,So Through This Learning Experience,I've Humble Myself More,And Appreciate,The Beauty Of Life,Even More Than Eva.I Thank You,"Love" For Entering Into My Life,And,Accepting And Loving EVERY Inch Of Me,From My Private Laid Back Side,To My Business Travels,All The Way Up,In Loving Me Even More,As,You Were Blessed With,Receiving That Naughty,Erotic,And Very Creative,Sexy Side Of Me,That,Only A Few Have Gotten To Taste.My King,My King,Your Queen Awaits You...

Fubuck Contest
HELLO I'M IN A CONTEST - Cajun Cherry ~Misfit-Angel Leveling Crew~Global Bombers~ - Needs at least 2,500 points with rates and comments combined to win any fubucks Courtesy of MsTags.com NEED MY FRIEND AND FANS HELP,, PLEASE RATE AND GIVE LOTS OF COMMENTS TY VERY MUCH

Love Is...
Love is a fire that reigns in the heart... Love is like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. It takes you by surprise at first, but keeps you warm for a long time.... Love is a journey not a destination.... Love is a precious gift that you receive, and you need to give it with caution!... Love is too strong a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late... When love comes so strong there is no right or wrong. Your love is your love... Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones... Love is like the air we breathe. It may not always be seen, but it is always felt, used and needed... Love is a box waiting to be opened by the right recipient... Love is like a flower, give it some time, patience and lo

Getting Closer!!!!
well, only 2 and1/2 more months to go..cant wait..then its baby city!!!..lol..we are going for our second ultrasound the end of January..that will be the 3-D pic..and Tom decided he wants to find out the sex of the baby..things are getting better now that Christmas is done..toooooo much stress..now we can focus more on catching up on things and shopping for baby stuff......WOOOOOOOOO0-HOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! After this baby is born maybe we can also focus on wedding plans too..for real..to the certain person who thinks that i have something coming to me after i have this baby they had better watch what they say because i have eyes and ears around this town and better grow some and make sure they have their life insurance paid up because i feel sorry for them if they come near me or my kids when i have them with me..and this person knows who they are...they are scared of my fiance and they know it..as for the future I am working on that slowly but surely..i will keep those interested pos

Wandering
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

Hey Sports Fans
Tonight Joe Paterno goes after his 500th win as a coach. Only one other coach has reached that level. His career has spanned 12 US Presidential administrations. I know a chemist who has been retired for 15 years who was a student of his at Penn St. I could go one and on with the stats, but stats don't men much in comparison to the man. I've seen him coach live many times and on TV for as long as I have been watching football. By the numbers it's obvious he's had success, but look at his teams. They conduct themselves as gentlemen on and off the field. We're not talking about mature adults here - we're talking about 19 year old kids and I am sure you can site instances to the contrary, but compared to most other schools they are exemplary. I golf with a friend the same age, 81, and there's no greater pleasure than watching someone that age be successful at a sport they love. If you're a former athlete like me, you know there is no greater compliment, no more endearing title than "co

Want A Morph, Help Paradise
Who wants a morph made for them? Check out my Morphs made for others folder. Want one? My friend Paradise is in a contest for the Sexiest School Girl She needs comments Please click her picture and leave her comments. If you leave her 100 comments let me know and I will make you a morph If you don't have time to leave her comments I will make you one for 5,000 Fubucks

No Tittle Yet
They seem so far gone all those memories so out of reach are they really mine? can I be sure or did somebody trade with me? sometimes... it seems that way and maybe it would be better if someone had I might know what happiness feels like then but would I still be me? or someone completely new?

Midnight Thought's
Touch the Darkness Over my soul, you murmer your passion chant, Until my heart is quenched, My lips keep silent guard of love's promise, I enfold it to my heart's most secret place, Peace flows it's river to it's banks of content, I close my eyes in wistful grace, here in this velvet calm stillness, And I church my hand's to veil my face, His feet indent in deserts sand, As he thrust's jewels to the sky, That become the stars in my heaven, His gift of renewal to me, Through somber streets I walk the night, Defiant of pain and sorrow, Midnight nears, the moon is milky bright, Our souls unite in my spirit's quiet house, Against black silence we consumate our vow, And I look into the eyes ,through which joy came, Upon eternity's bed ,I Whisper my lover's name

My New Friend Please Check Her Pics - Private Ones Are A Must See Xxx
Please can you do me a favour and check out my new friend , she is extremely beautiful and her pics are a must see , especially her private pics . check her out to see . thanks so much vicky@ fubar

Motorcycles Vs Women
the inventor of harley-daivdson motorcycles,arthur daivdson,died and went to heave.at the gates st peter told arthur,''since you been such a good man and your motorcycles have changed the world,your reward is,you can hang out with anyone you want to in heaven.'' arthur thought about it for a minute and then said,''i want to hang out with god.'' st peter took arthur to the throne room,and introduced him to god.'' god recongnized arthur and commented,okay so you were the one who invented the harley daivdson motorcycles? arthur said yah thats me! god commented,well whats the big deal in inventing something thats pretty unstable,makes noise and pollution and cant run without a road. arthurwas apparantly embarrased but finally spoke ,excus mebut arent you the inventer of women?god said yes. well said arthur professional to professnal you have some major flaws in your invention. number one to much on-consistancy in the front end protrusin. number two it chatters constantly at high

One Of Dolly Disaster's Deep Dark Fantasies..well.. Part Of It... I Want You To Finish The Story....dont Be Shy!!
Thinking about and getting aroused and turned on by what others fear...I think about going on a date with a really nice, handsome guy.. Having a great time, having some drinks, having some laughs, flirting.. and then, just when I think we are going home, he needs to stop home. I wait in the living room as he makes a phone call.. All of a sudden I feel him behind me.. his hand covers my mouth from behind and he shoves me into his bedroom.. He lays on top of me, spreading my les apart with his knees.. He can feel me struggling underneath him, trying to get away.. My heart beating so fast.. He tells me what a tease Ive been all night.. Before I know it, I can hear his pants fall to the floor and his fingers tear into my pussy.. Pushing them so fucking deep inside me.. One then two then three and four fingers deep.. his hand moving to my neck, gripping around my throat enough to make me nervous.. As soon as i feel him squeese a little harder I feel his HUHE thick cock push into my tight pu

Intro
Figured I would give a litte insight into me. I am 29, live in the Gunshine State am married and have a son. I like long walks on the beach, candlel..wait thats for my personal add. I like all types of music, some more than others. I mostly listen to underground Hip-Hop, Punk, Nu-Metal, and Jazz/Classical. I work Security and am part of the Tactical Response Unit. We do VIP escorts, high risk clubs and housing projects ect. If your lucky Ill post a pic of me all geared up. I love funny movies, dramas and psy thrillers. I enjoy reading, writing and being lazy at times. Well I dont know what the hell else to say. Drop me a line to find out more.

Dec 29 Thru Jan1 Punishment
CORPORAL PUNISHMENT SAYS THAT THESE BADD GIRLS NEED TO BE PUNISHED! Sunshine*Corporal Punishment* Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar WHIP THEM, SPANK THEM OR TIE THEM UP, BUT REMEMBER TO LEAVE THE LOVE ALL OVER THEIR PAGE! Ecuadorian Goddess-Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar-AfterHrs Greeter-Sgt.Raiders fuwife@ fubar BAD DD ( lots of new pics)@ fubar Meowzette

The Difference
There is a big difference between a fu-marriage, and a real one! it's all fun and game when you play that role.. But when it's not, feelings get hurt. things go to far and it's all good to make friends and have fun, but don't set out to hurt people for any reason. so think about what you send and say to people that are not single..

Farts
A fart is a pleasant thing, It gives the belly ease, It warms the bed in winter, And suffocates the fleas. A fart can be quiet, A fart can be loud, Some leave a powerful, Poisonous cloud A fart can be short, Or a fart can be long, Some farts have been known To sound like a song...... A fart can create A most curious medley, A fart can be harmless, Or silent , and deadly. A fart might not smell, While others are vile, A fart may pass quickly, Or linger a while...... A fart can occur In a number of places, And leave everyone there, With strange looks on their faces. From wide-open prairie, To small elevators, A fart will find all of Us sooner or later. But farts are all bad, Is simply not true- We must never forget...... . Sweet old farts like you! My Mother in law

Safe
Your pride in ownership protects me, as does Your love for me. You will never hurt me - to do so would hurt both my trust in You, and Your trust in Yourself as Master. As slave, I submit to You - but as Master, You, too, must submit to the responsibilities of ownership - a mistreated slave reflects badly on the Master, not the slave; while a cherished slave is testament to the power and understanding of her Master. I am free of fear, and thus, free of inhibitions. I walk the world in safety, surrounded by Your loving care, and am never afraid in Your hands.

Fishing
It started with you and I fishing (can't tell ya where, so don't ask). It was just you and I there at this beautiful lake. Beautiful and quiet. And it was early. Before the sun came up early. It's dark, but the moon was still out and we were able to see eachother. It's you and I standing side by side, each of us holding our poles and occasionally casting glances at eachother but trying not to let the other see. Then it happened. There was a tug on my pole. I yelped and reeled it in. I asked you to take it off the hook and throw it back. And you did. Then you turned. And our eyes met. And held. I leaned in as you did, and our mouths met. Slowly. Gently lips met. Slowly separated and met again. I could feel your hands come up to my waist as I reached up wrap my arms around your neck. The kiss deepened. Tongues met and danced around eachother. I stepped closer. You grabbed tighter. Our mouths separated. But we didn't. Slowly you trailed soft kisses from my mouth down my neck. You bit.

Where I Belong
When I look into your eyesI know where I belong.When I look into your eyesI know that I’ve come home.When I see you smile at meI feel my soul begin to warm.When I see you smile at meI feel the world is at peace.When I feel your arms around meI know a sense of calm.When I feel your arms around meI know I’m safe at last.When I taste your tender kiss I taste a bit of heaven.When I taste your tender kiss I taste the essence of you.When I hear your soft whispers I feel my passions ignite When I hear your soft whispersI feel your fires burning in me.When you hold me close to you I know an ache within When you hold me close to youI know what heaven is.

Have You Ever?
have u ever felt like... like your life is going places you dont want it to... like you have no control over your life... like noone is on ur side... like there is NOONE else out there like you... like you are hiding... like everyone is looking at you... but not seeing you... like you have to put on a different face around people... like everyone is making fun of you... pointing... laughing... like you are a ball of rage... with a nice exterior... like you want to hit something... but something is someone... like everyone has someone else but you... like you are friends with everyone... but noones (close) friend like you are just the "friend"... like no matter how hard you try you will never b the guy in the shining armor... like no matter how hard you try u will never get the girl of ur dreams... like everyone else is getting what they want... and u get whats left over... Like ugh! well your NOT alone!

Birthday Backlash
My "best friend" is pissed at me. I was, apparently unbelievably rude and am selfish and unappreciative. All this over my wanting to leave a club early. On a Friday night. After a long day at work. Theresa went to great lengths to plan a birthday night out, dinner out at Bucca di Beppo, with some dancing at a new club in Long Beach, called V2O. I had worked the entire day, having been up since before 6a.m. She calls me and tells me to be at her house by 5:30p.m. She lives in Mission Viejo, and I work in Rancho Cucamonga (for those not in the know, that's about a 40 ish mile trip, depending on the route) I get off work at 5:00p.m. EVERYday...Monday through Friday. I drive down to her, only to be told to hurry up and get ready the reservations are at 7:00. We drive to Huntington Beach, in traffic and get there late. There were about 7 of us, including Theresa's bf (I mention him, only because I REFUSE to go out with just the two of them, they are wicked embarrasing to

!@#$%&*:}:) A Thing I Might Have Published!!!!need Opinion!raterateraterate!!!@#$%&{:(:
SO IT'S A LONG KINDA DEAL BUT STICK WITH ME! There's a kid down the street, Leanining against a building Staring at his feet. Got on a leather jacket And long brown hair, A sad look on his face And a far off stare. I passed by him earlier today Smokin' on a cigarrette When he stopped me And asked if I had one he could get. Now it was obvious, This kid wasn't of age. But he looked like some animal, Trapped in a cage. So I cut him some slack, Reached in my pocket, And pulled out my pack. As I was givin' him a light, I could tell... Somethin' just wasn't right. I asked the kid if anything was wrong? I knew there was, When his answer took so long. See, he reached in his pocket. Pulled something out. A gold heart shaped locket. Said," Man, my mom used to sing me to sleep. But, now all I have of her Is a memory... And this to keep. " See, a few years ago, My mom, she up and died. It seemed forever, I just cried and cried. "I guess

Intrepid Journey
What secrets do a meadow hold- Those fields of honeyed green? Warm sun rays? Timid mice? A ferocious lion queen? Can I explore this splendor? and dare a bold foray? Life renewed Fulfilled heart Or will all fade away? To gamble on a gambol there To dance upon this knife Cuts a path To share all? Or to a flight for life? Lost now in this tangled realm My guide has now hidden Did I breach Tabooed lines? Of me has it beridden? wow, I actually published a 1st draft. Constructive criticism welcome.

A Poem For Tha Ladies
Your Rose Petals Sit back with a rose in your mouth. I’ll take it from you, with my tongue Lovely as shy angels, Romantically embracing your rose petals, Smooth as the clouds of heaven, With God watching below. He sees us making love, With raw intentions… With my lips caressing your pleasure center. Wet and dry, Soft don’t cry… I’ll eat the whip cream off your pie. Don’t be afraid to be in love...my dear. To deny yourself to love, Is the biggest mistake to make. In order to know love and how to love, You must surrender yourself to love. I taste the tear, That runs down your cheek… I hold you close… My heart beats only for you. I pour my feelings to you and say they’re true. Don’t fear to love me back… I’ve given you my heart and soul, For me no other will do. We just made love… The way I see it, I poured my love and passion into you. Your lips are like beautiful rose petals, I can never get tired from their taste… I will kiss you and lov

Son Of A .....
everything has been going with me for the past few weeks. i have been paying off my debt and getting things done (thus why i have not been online much) so this weekend i decided to treat myself to getting my tattoo worked on. Well its a 45 min drive and i did not bother making an appointment cause i figured we were going early enough that is would not matter. Turns out my tattoo artist was not going to come in till late, cause his sister was in town. No big deal, a little bumed but its my fault for not making an appointment. I decided not to wait around town till he will get there, so i go get some booze and head home. Less then three blocks from being home a car stops short, the car behind it manages to stop in time, but i do not. I totally hit the car in front of me. No one was hurt, but the people in front of us encourages the little girl from the back seat to go to the hospital just in case, cause she said he head hurt. (I hope she is truly alright) well the damage to there car was

How True It Is.....................................
Another year has passed and we're all a little older. Last summer felt hotter and winter seems much colder. I rack my brain for happy thoughts, to put down on my pad, But lots of things that come to mind that make me kind of sad. There was a time not long ago when life was quite a blast. Now I fully understand about "Living in the Past" We used to go to weddings, football games and lunches. Now we go to funeral homes, and after-funeral brunches. We used to have hangovers, from parties that were gay. Now we suffer body aches and while the night away. We used to go out dining, and couldn't get our fill. Now we ask for doggie bags, come home and take a pill. We used to often travel to places near and far. Now we get sore a**es from riding in the car. We used to go out shopping for new clothing at the Mall But, now we never bother... all the sizes are too small. We used to go to nightclubs and drink a little booze. Now we stay at home at night

Stupid Hookers.
i think its hilarious when i see these TOTAL hookersluts giving themselves new screen names and/or status' about bein in love all of a sudden or 'hes the only one for me' kinda shit. cause 90% of the time these were the chicks with all kinds of naked pictures of themselves (and ive seen some SHIT on here, as we all have, thats jsut ricockulous to even think about posting, but they do it), but now that theyre in love or whatever the fuck, they make said albums totally private or get rid of them...LOL

You're Simply The Best.....
Well, as alot of you already know, the New England Patriots Beat The NY Giants Saturday night to complete a "perfect" regular season. Wow, talk about history in the making, and I for one don't even like this team!!! I will tip my hat (if I were to be wearing one) to this team for such an incredible accomplishment in the world of sports. They played tough in every game. Even in that last, meaningless game against the G-men and that friends shows character. I do wanna go on record saying that this team will "not" make it to the super bowl. Don't ask who the "fly in the ointment" team will be, it's just one of those feelings. Anyway....kudos to the Pats!!! As of this moment, at this point of time they are (in my opinion) the best team to ever play the game... Egghe

December
6:55am Oh Now that I remember, one year ago to the date was when my younger brother was involved in a car accident. Mind you, it was not his fault, the insurance tried to make it seem as if it was. I was there when he made the claim over the phone, since it was somewhat traumatizing for him, especially since his passenger broke her arm in 3 separate places. What else can one do? Would you like me to summarize what happened? They denied him a rental car, health benefits, etc. They even tried to retract their statements against my brother when they couldn't prove a thing against him. His lawyers went after them, but again all we could do was claim the car as a total loss. It took them 3-4, close to 5 months for the car to be completely paid off... Oh I forgot to mention, we had just bought him the car not even one month before. How trippy is that? Now on to my rants. Right now it is 6:58am and it is a rather slow day at work. To say the least, I let my brother borrow my car

Do We Have A Problem With Illegals?
Bank of America: Can I help you? Customer: Yes, I want to cancel my account. I don't want to do business with you any longer. The Bank: Why? Customer: You're giving credit to illegal immigrants and I don't think it's right. I'm taking my business elsewhere. The Bank: Well, Mr. Customer, we don't want to see you do that, but we can't stop you. I'll help you close the account. What is your account number? Customer: (gives account number) The Bank: For security purposes and for your protection, can you please give me the last four digits of your social security number? Customer: No? The Bank: Mr. Customer, I need to verify your information, but in order to help you, I'll need verification of who you are. Customer: Why should I give you my social security number? The reason I'm closing my account is that your bank is issuing credit cards to illegal immigrants who don't have social security numbers. You are targeting that audience and want their business. Let's say I'm an

Singing To Merry Christmas Every Body
THIS IS MY 3 YR OLD SISTER CHLOE SINGING TO SLADES MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY SHE STARTS OFF SINGING WITH HER DAD AND THEN GOES OFF TO HER OWN STAR PERFORMANCE TOWARDS THE END OF THE VIDEO

Stuck Up Ppl
all right.i think fubar is a cool ass place 2 have friends and everything but some ppl on here r real assholes.most of the ppl on here just want 2 added u because they need points.i thought the point of this place is 2 meet new ppl,not 2 see who can level up the fastest.Some of the ppl on here don't even say HI or THANK YOU for the add.so for now on if u don't want 2 talk 2 me then not even bother 2 send a me friend request.Because all u are doin is wasting your time.I'm the kind of person who wants 2 meet new ppl and sure i have a lot of girls on my friend list but that does not mean i want 2 fuck them because i sent them a friend request.I just like chatting with new ppl.So in closing thank u for reading this and i hope u have a great day.. Later, BOSS

Do You Still Remember?
I still remember out first date, how we just sat and talked and got to know each other. Nothing was expected of either of us but conversation. I still remember what we did for my birthday that year and how you took me home for new years to meet you family at the last minute unplanned. I still remember the day that I had to take you to your ship when you had to leave. If I think of it long enough, the tears still come as if it happened yesterday. That was the longest five months I had ever spent without you. I was so excited the day you came home. Over time we grew together and apart and now I find myself without you completely.

Back For The Weekend
I was sitting around and thinking about my friends on fubar following me time away. I decided to come back and take a look around so signed in. The first things I got was a note from fubar support saying the I had to put up a salute in order to level up. I was over 200,000 points away from the next level but couldn't get any points without a salute. The next trip was a visit from a bouncer who needed me to put in the code to proceed. I put in the code and sat there for a very long time as I waited for it to process. I was ready to leave when I saw a friend and started talking. It made the trip back worthwhile so I created a salute and sent out a bunch of gifts with all the points I had accumulated. That earned me two more notes from fubar support on my need for a salute. I felt like putting my number on a naked part of my body but was a good guy and sent it in. You know folks, I can't see where a thing has changed I'm just not real pissed off at it....yet. Nice to see

*angel~baby
I love you, You don't care. So why can't you love me, I care. All I Want Is You Whats the point in other guys, when all I want is you? You know what I am saying, you know my love is true. If you want me to just , be friendly- its a start, But my love for you will grow with every beat of my heart. Love Is warmth Love is kind, Love is sweet, Love is happy, Love is having *Angel~Baby love me

Close Your Eyes
Well the sun is slowly sinking down, But the moon is slowly rising, So this old world must still be spinnin 'round, And I still love you. So close your eyes. You can close your eyes, it's alright. I don't know no love songs, And I cant sing the blues anymore, But I can sing this song, And you can sing this song when I'm gone. It won't be long before another day. We're gonna have a good time. And no one's gonna take that time away. You can stay as long as you like. So close your eyes. You can close your eyes, it's alright. I don't know no love songs, And I cant sing the blues anymore, But I can sing this song, And you can sing this song when I'm gone.The Dark Tower Tet Contents

Valentines....hearts 4 Me? Plzzzz
This game is not yet open, but will begin on January 1st! I will accept pre-game orders beginning December 26th, but they will NOT be delivered until the game actually begins. I will wait until we start playing to deliver pre-ordered hearts, and to start the scoreboard. If this is a problem for you, please do not pre-order. If you are interested in having a tag in the giveaway section, so that you can earn hearts through rates/comments, please message me. GOOD LUCK TO ALL This game is happily brought to you by Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Porn That Blows!
Most porn is good, and it usually does the job at hand. However there are some things about porn that consistently pisses me off. I'm sure you'll agree: Camera Man Movie magic is made in the hands of the camera man. The camera man wields incredible power over my boner. He will be creative while remembering who their target audience is. I hate when the camera man forgets his job is to get me off. They do shit like focus on a mirror, then pan over to the real fucking. Or try to be artistic and capture the shadows of the love birds. But my biggest gripe is when they focus on something I don't care about...like they zoom in on the chicks face...I don't give a fuck what her face looks like, I can go to the mall to see ugly bitches making dumb expressions. Show me those boobs that's why I'm here. Don't try to get fancy, you're no Steven Spielberg. Filming porno is not your ticket to Hollywood success, stop acting like you have talent. Story Line I don't even know why porn

Should I Fall Away
Should I Fall Away (Written Sept 1997) The day was beautiful, but in a subtle way. It was one of those days when you wake up feeling good for no particular reason at all. You decide not to look at it too closely, you don’t want to know why you feel good. You just know that you feel that way now, and you want it to last forever. That particular Saturday was just such a day. It was late September. I had always loved the month of September since childhood, though I haven’t the slightest idea why. The wind was from the north and very light, so much so as to be barely noticeable. The sky was blue. Not a particularly brilliant blue, more watery than anything, but striking in it’s own way nonetheless. It was speckled with a few, silver-light, almost transparent clouds that drifted lazily across its countenance. We had just left the last of a few antique shops that she had wanted to see. We were in my truck headed west, with no specific destination in mind. It was still earl

Pen, Broken
Pen, Broken (Written 1998) Beside the shirt, lying on the beige carpet of the bedroom, lay her pen, broken. I sat quietly and stared at it in something of a daze, reading the inscription, vaguely, repeatedly, hoping to find some small consolation in it. I had thought of the details of her journey, details she had described in the darkest witching hour of night, lying in my arms, talking as the warm night air had embraced us as much as we did each other. I imagined where she was at that moment, what she might be feeling, if anything. Would she cry? Small consolation if she did, and a smaller likelihood still. I could not imagine a woman with the least shred of compassion so coolly stripping me of the chance to say good-bye. Now I was sitting here as the minutes fell away to hours, staring at her pen. Such a meager offering on the altar of Passions Denied. A shirt, mine, but she had worn it that last night when her clothes accidentally became soaked because of a neglected sh

Want To Hear Me Sing?
I recorded some songs online a few months ago and have been searching for the site since my old computer crashed and I lost everything. So...go here and listen then come back here and give me your feedback please. Thanks so much!! The songs I recorded are two of my favorite songs. (1) Valentine by Martina McBride (2) Amazing Grace - Elvis Presley's version I hope yall enjoy and don't laugh too hard...LOL Here is the site: http://karaokeroom.com/profileView.php?user_id=1126 Be gentle on me please!! :-)

A Love Song
Let me sing you a love song About what I feel in my heart; Butterflies can't find nectar Whenever we're apart. You're a flower in bloom. In the dark, in the gloom, It's you who brightens my day. How many ways do I need you? Every day, every way, come what may.

Creatures Of The Fire
We swan-dive into the volcano, burning; We’re creatures of the fire, Mingled male and female, yearning For the heat, the sweet explosion of desire. I splash into the pleasure, all consuming; I’m joyfully insane, My passion for you deep, and fully blooming; Long after, sweet warm flickers still remain. You make my body sizzle with your kisses, And yet there’s so much more; My heart is kindled, too; It knows what bliss is, This closeness that I’ve never felt before. My body and my heart belong to you; I’m peaceful and complete. I see more adventures coming for we two, We creatures of the tender fire and heat.

Reasons Why
Our love is the long lasting kind; We’ve been together quite awhile. I love you for so many things, Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile. You accept me as I am; I can relax and just be me. Even when my quirks come out, You think they’re cute; you let me be. With you, there’s nothing to resist; You’re irresistible to me. I’m drawn to you in total trust; I give myself to you willingly. Your sweet devotion never fails; You view me with a patient heart. You love me, dear, no matter what. You’ve been that way right from the start. Those are just a few reasons why I’ll always love you like I do. We’ll have a lifetime full of love, And it will happen because of you.

Beautiful
My thoughts of you are like raindrops on flowers... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a rainbow at a splashing waterfall... Beautiful. My thoughts of you are like a full moon shining through a cloudy night sky... Beautiful. No matter what wonders my eyes have seen, Nothing compares to the beauty I see when I look at you. My love for you is beautiful.

All The Things I Love About You
I love you for the warm, sweet affection in your eyes whenever you look at me, and the special smile you save only for me. I love that you always seek to have your body close to mine, reaching out to touch, to hold my hand, to wrap your arms around me. I love how you show me you care by looking for ways to make my life easier and more comfortable. I love that when I ask you to do things, you try to do them instead of thinking me demanding. I love that your favorite place is near me, that you’d rather be with me than anywhere else. I love you for more reasons than this page has space to write, so I’ll try to tell you and show you in person all the things I love about you.

I’m Writing It Down
Sometimes a man’s mind and tongue seem disconnected. My mind realizes your wonderfulness, but my tongue might fail to tell you. Maybe, since my eyes and brain see how very obvious your lovely, endearing qualities are, my tongue thinks I don’t need to let you know. In case there is any doubt about what I am thinking and feeling, I am writing it down for you: I always think you are the prettiest, smartest, most wonderful, kindest, most loveable girl in all the world. I want to hug, kiss, love and adore you forever. Please try to have patience with the negligence of my tongue. I am working to keep it in the loop better.

Up All Night
My 12 year old sun informed me yesterday he was staying up all night last night, playing on xbox. He is always asking to, and I knew this would get it out of his system. I let him stay up, but informed him he still had to go to church with me, and then go to lunch with the family. I sing in the choir so I had a perfect view of him in church. Watching him fighting to stay awake was one of the funniest things I have ever watched. He now regrets staying up all night lol.

Get Your Golden Tickets..........
GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry. At the end of the month we will draw 10 numbers (tickets). Those 10 will be winners of the prizes below: What's in it for you? - There are REAL prizes involved!!! At the end of the month, Prizes will be given to the 10 winners..The prizes that are up for grabs are: 1 Happy Hour 1 One month Blast 2 7 Day blasts 4 3 day blasts 2 1 month VIPs And the person with the most

Update
Hi All! I just wanted to let you know what's going on with me. If you didn't read my earlier blog titled *Yawn*, this might not make sense to you. Check it out if you want to. My problem started getting better on it's own on Christmas day. I was so relieved! Until this morning.....ugh. It started up again and is worse than before. I still can't get in to see the doc until January 7, but I will be calling every day to see if they have any cancellations. Meanwhile, I'm trying my best to rest and take it easy. Kinda hard with 3 other people to take care of. LOL Anyway, I'm probably not going to be on here much for the next week. I'll try to answer your messages when I see them. I hope all of you have a safe and wonderful New Year! Remember New Year's Eve is amateur night for drinkers. Please be very careful!! FEEDINGTHEDESIRE.COM.COM Hugs and Kisses to all of you! I miss you! Laurie

Rounders
Hello all or the one person who clicked on this, This is an entry I will call my favorite movies. This weeks movie is Rounders. Rounders came out in 1998 and took in a modest amount of money at the box office. The movie stars the always solid Matt Damon and Edward Norton as collage law student and low rent criminal respectively. These characters are connected by a childhood where the Ed Norton character ("Worm") takes the fall for his friend at a prep school that neither of their parents can afford. The movie revolves around the ever popular card game No Limit Texas Hold 'em. Before this movie came out I never heard of the game but now it's everywhere including ESPN. The movie pulls you into this little known world right from the beginning when Matt Damon grabs his stash from every possible hiding place in his apartment. He is going to make a "Run" at it. He loses and loses big. When worm comes out Damon is back in the game and he has a natural gift to Worm's cheating way

My Christmas Wishes...
Get This | Make on Snapvine ******************************************** ************************************************* Twas the night before Christmas...& I began to pray... Dear Santa...please bring me my sweet Ville I've been a very good girl... just a wee bit naughty But only in my thoughts... and just very flirty, not dirty I've got my stripey sock hung by the chimney with care... and hopes of finding my Ville stuffed in there Or if you like...leave my Ville under my tree... with a bow that says..."Loey, please unwrap me!" I'll hug him & kiss him & squeeze him all night... & hope I won't wake anyone with my squeals of delight! Oh, Santa...dear Santa...please bring him to me... for I adore & have wanted him for so long, you see But alas...I waited all through the night... and on Xmas morning...no sweet Ville in sight I won't give up...there's always next year... and Ville, my Ville you are always near... You're in my heart, though

What Would You Do If
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend

English
A few things about English.... First, why should I have to press "1" for English? I know you've all heard that before, but seriously, why should I? Second, why don't people know how to spell? For heaven's sake, you don't sound smart using words that you can't spell or that you don't really know the meaning of. Type it in Word first and spell check it!!! I can't take you seriously enough to vote on or comment on your mumm if you don't. I just can't stand it, it's ridiculous. Third, and possibly the most important point, if I speak to you in English, why should you debate what I say. I'm telling you something, not asking your opinion. Suck it up and deal with it. I refuse to argue with an idiot. They drag me down to their level and beat me with experience always if I do.

Forgive Me
I while back ago I wrote a blog telling all that were in my family that I would rate each and everyone.But thanks to the changes on FUBAR that has been hard to do.So as of now i promise to rate a folder a day from each family member and if possible more.any stashes and blogs I will get as many as I can when I rate..again sorry I really didnt mean to lie.Thank you and to all have a great New Years Eve.

Greatful
I am 42 years old,I am a proud mother of 4 great children,already grown up,I have a grandson that I love very much,and very greatful to have him in my life,I love to party and have a great time,I have been involved in 2 abusive relationships,the last one was the worst ever,he put a knife to my throat,I am so greatful to be out of that relationship,but being involved with the abuse it has made me a stronger person,and I love my self to much to go through it again.I love to have fun,camping,hiking,spending time with the man I love,I am a very clean person,I keep my house spotless or try to any way.I also love to party,and I love to dance and have a good time,I don't feel like I am 42,

Good Black Men
"A Good Black Man" Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good black man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads He might not wear a suit or drive a Lexus. He might not have a "body like Tyson with a Denzel face." But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back than someone who turns your head. A good Black Man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada yada he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and you may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good Black Man is not going to meet every item o

Always Believe
One day you will see that it all has finally come together. What you have always wished for has finally come to be. You will look back and laugh at what has passed and you will ask yourself. "How did I get through all of That?" Just never let go of hope Just never quit drawming. And Never let love depart from your life.

Winner - Dj Mr Nice Guy - Prize Ticker
FAQ - You can sign up to WYKD Lounge apon winning Honorary DJ if not already a member.You also can unsubscribe after your set if you do not wish to be a member. This contest is open to EVERYONE!!! WYKD LOUNGE The Link to the Wicked Storm Lounge (Click the tornado!) Updated - Jan 1st ID - TYKTS - ID # PIA - 10 -------- 965140 Will - 30 ------- 333192 LT38 - 2------ 1092365 Rhiannon - 2------ 293983 Michelle - 5--------- 219570 Lonewolfjohn - 302 ------1094581 KngSxy310 - 9 ------ 1465238 DJ Mr. Nice Guy - 375 ---- 1134341 LilMsMaria - 3 ----- 1011035

Too Many Haters
i can't believe all the damn haters on this site.... they have no respect for anyones feelings unless you look like an f***ing barbie doll.... i do thank those who voted on my mumm... and gave me some good things to think about.... One asshat even gave me crap that he didnt really think i have a boyfrined... we he is on this site... as for all the crap people gave me about my outfit.... i guess i should have mentioned that i am going to a BDSM party.. and what i am wearing... is perfetly acceptable.. and there will be other people dressed the same way.... makes me regret even posting a mumm....and i doubt i will ever post another..

Fullfilling My Needs
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it (Girls -- Have a sense of humor!) One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits

A Call To Radical Commitment
Today I am stepping across the line. I'm tired of waffling, and I'm finished with wavering. I've made my choice; the verdict is in; and my decision is irrevocable. I'm going God's way. There's no turning back now! I will live the rest of my life serving God's purposes with God's people on God's planet for God's glory. I will use my life to celebrate his presence, cultivate his character, participate in his family, demonstrate his love, and communicate his Word. Since my past has been forgiven, and I have a purpose for living and a home awaiting in heaven, I refuse to waste any more time or energy on shallow living, petty thinking, trivial talking, thoughtless doing, useless regretting, hurtful resenting, or faithless worrying. Instead I will magnify God, grow to maturity, serve in ministry, and fulfill my mission in the membership of his family. Because this life is preparation for the next, I will value worship over wealth, “we” over “me,” character over comfort, s

The Shit!
A dookie is a thing of beauty; like a chocolate butterfly springing from the cocoon that is my anus. I've left turds that I felt guilty flushing. I have actually waved 'good-bye' to poop while it was being flushed. In fact in High School we wrote a song about someone who left the biggest crap ever...I shit you not. To the tune of "Amazing Grace" Amazing turd; how great the man, Who pinched a loaf like thee. You once were great, But now you're flushed; Our mascot in stall three. Fecal matter is hilarious; I spend amazing amounts of time dreaming of my next big one. I have decided to share the following scat-based story until the next mud muffin stops by. Here we go... I was at work and needed to poop. Usually I can hold it, or at least free up some room by pissing or trying to slip a fart out. That didn't work on this one though: this one wasn't fucking around - it wanted out in a bad way. This was the dreaded Duke: the kind that makes you sweat like

Deleting My Account
Ok don't worry or jump up happy:-) I am not going to delete anything here...only removing some people from my 'friends' list.How many times do we read people telling us they are going to delete their page,saying goodbye and blabla bla while we all know 9 of the 10 won't do it at all I am sure we all have moments we have enough of things going on here,just as we all have moments we love it here..There were enough times i had enough of this site and most people here..Even made the mistake to write once a bulletin saying that.Unfortunatelly there are people who see this as a great way to get attention and a lot of publicity,points If you want to go than just go but don't make a drama of it

Happy New Years
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! I JUST WANT TO SAY TO YOU ALL I HOPE THE NEW YEAR FINDS YOU ALL HAPPY AND BRINGS YOU LOTS OF LUCK I KNOW I MYSELF COULD USE A GOOD YEAR BLESSED BE TO YOU ALL HAVE BE SAFE

Funeral Processions In The South
During a funeral procession every vehicle , private or commercial , even 18 wheelers pull over to the side of the road out of respect. The police officers that block the intersections stand with their hand over their heart. Southern hospitality should be extended even to those who can not say "thank you."

Your Addiction
YOUR ADDICTION is a new club that has gone through several changes over the last few days but IS DEFINATELY ON THE RISE! With changes in background, players, some staff, the place just keeps getting better. YOUR ADDICTION's owner is DJ CHAN formerly of Club Karizma. Some ill wishers have tried to fuck with the new club but DJ CHAN has it under control with the help of some good friends. If your looking for some good tunes and good times check out YOUR ADDICTION but don't confuse with club addiction, DIFFERENT OWNER - BETTER ATTITUDE!

How Filipinos Celebrate New Year's Eve
On December 31, New Year's Eve ("Bisperas ng Bagong Taon"), Filipino families gather for the Media Noche or midnight meal – a feast that is also supposed to symbolize their hopes for a prosperous New Year. In spite of the yearly ban on firecrackers, many Filipinos in the Philippines still see these as the traditional means to greet the New Year. The loud noises and sounds of merrymaking are not only meant to celebrate the coming of the New Year but are also supposed to drive away bad spirits. Safer methods of merrymaking include banging on pots and pans and blowing on car horns. Folk beliefs also include encouraging children to jump at the stroke of midnight so that they would grow up tall, displaying circular fruit and wearing clothes with dots and other circular designs to symbolize money, eating twelve grapes at 12 midnight for good luck in the twelve months of the year, and opening windows and doors during the first day of the New Year to let in the good luck.

Let's Do It People!!
This is my best friend in the world. She never ask for anything and is always there for her friends. She is very close to leveling,,go love her up and bring her New Year in the right way!! :D ¢¾ஐ¢¾{Kimber}¢¾ஐ¢¾@ fubar Have a Happy New Year everyone! Stay safe and enjoy your night!! xoxoxo

I Am So Happy
These last few days has been the happiest of my life. I met this wonderful woman. She fills me with love. She is the love of my life, that I do not doubt. I love each minute with her, and can't ever get enough. Like an addict she is my drug. As I look at my life now and then, I can see how lucky I am. She fills my dreams and makes me feel complete, I never want another. Thank you and I Love you Babygirl.

The Atheist And The Marine
THE ATHEIST AND THE MARINE ( this doesn't get any better) A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came

Birthday Insainity
pushed and pulled love and hate it is what it is is it fate another year older a little colder left alone like a broken dream I look down thee stream of my life and wonder why I have to feel this pain is so sureal hope for the future but can't look past all the pain that has smacked my ass another year done turned by the sun I wish I had it in me just to run alas I cannot I am not built like that I can't leave behind the little ones..in my mind I know THAT feeling all to well thinkn of it makes my eyes swell I wonder if one day things will be different then this hell I prey for strength but feel very weak not dead yet, and I know I can walk this street I allways have never broken but I look to something to call a token.... fucked up inside and out... have no doubt this cats a trip without a whip more passion then most but I'll never boast its not within its not my style I will never stop walking that mile....

Life's Greatest Secret
Life's Greatest Secret I don't know anyone who doesn't want a life filled with love. In order for this to happen, the effort must start within us. Rather than waiting for the other people to provide the love we desire, we must be a vision and the source of love. We must tap into our own loving-kindness in order to set an example for others to follow suit. It has been said that "the shortest distance between two points is an intention". This is certinaly true with regard to a life filled with love. The starting point or foundation of a life filled with love is the desire and commitment to be a source of love. Our attitude, choices, acts of kindness, and willingness to be the first to reach out will take us toward this goal. The next time you find yourself frustrated at the lack of love in the world, try an experiment. Forget about the world and other people for a few minutes, instead, look into your own heart. Can you become a source of greater love? Can you think loving thoughts o

New Year O8
2008 IS ONE DAY AWAY N ITS TIME 2 PUT THE PAST BEHUND US...MANY OF US HAVE BEEN THRU SUM SERIOUS SHTY BUT U KNOW WHAT PUT IT ASIDE N HOPE FOR A BETTER NEW YEAR N U CAN MAKE IT GOOD IF U JUST TRY SO BRING THE NEW YEAR WITH A BANG LOVE U ALL N SEE YA NEXT YEAR

Please Read Before Requesting To Be A Bad Girl
Yes I Have Said It Before And Will Say It Again..This Is NOT A Group..But Due To Some Problems With Other "Groups"...If You Are In A Group PLEASE MAKE SURE You Are Allowed To Join Sarge's Bad Girls Before You Request To Be Added As A Bad Girl..Thanks In Advance Sgt. Raider (Promoter For Sarge's Bad Girls)

Since I Know A Lot Don't Read Bulletins :d
Could you please go rate this most wonderful friend of mine.. he'd like to hit PimP and I've rated everything of his I can all ready :/ BONE**I Ride a Harley not a Barstool**(FU) HUSBAND 2 BKR BABE777@ fubar If you let me know you did I'll buy you a fu-gift. *hugz* ahead of time because I know my friends rock like that!! ~FunkyMunky~♥~ Oh and he's real easy on the eyes ;)

I Do But I Don't
Does anybody ever feel this way?? It's crazy how you can give your heart to someone, and in an instant they are gone. Then time goes by and they come back in your life. Your heart still loves them but your mind is reminding you about the past. And you get confused. You feel one thing but at the same time you feel something else. I see where he is coming from. Friends are great and all I want is a friendship. I think its hard for me just to see that because I remember the past and I want to go back to that. I just have to remember the past is the past and you have to enjoy what you had but move on. I know its confusing and trust me I am confused. ♥ "I Do But I Don't" Tim McGraw You always come back when I'm at my weakest When I'm fool enough to let you in Sayin' how this time around is different Asking if I want to try again I do, but I don't I want to, but I won't I am but I ain't I could but I just can't It feels right but it's wrong And I've hurt

Message From A Friend...
Wanting to wish you a Happy New Year, Here's hoping this one is full of good cheer, Hoping for the best in life and love for you, May your joys be many and your sorrows few. It works for me too! Happy New Year FU-barians! XOXOX me

Happy New Year
Happy New Year to all my freinds here. Hope the new year brings you lots of joy and happiness and any BS or bad Karma from 2007 be washed away. It is the time of new beginnings. Take full advantageof it. Life is short! Take care my freinds and I'll see you next year! :)

I Did This Last Year So Again This Year
this year was to be understated eventful ..... but i did acheive a few of my goals so not a complete waste of time .. i ve had a share of good times out with my girls and friends having babies and things but im glad 2007 is over my plans for 2008 are completing my nvqs and plenty of travelling heading towards the states with possible views to stay .. but that is to be seen wether it happens on;y time will tell !! i lost ( not in the death way) a very good friend this year which was harsh but i gained many more ... well good luck to you all and heres to another year ... love ya all HAPPY NEW YEAR xx luci xx

You Killed My Love
I remember back to those very words You said you spoke with true love to me Telling me of all I meant to you For eternity you wanted to be with me I hear them only in my memories As the days have slowly passed us by I sit in lonliness wondering now What happened to that love and why Tears fill my eyes this day Falling like a shower from above Pain replaces the joy in my heart From you as you have killed my love An emptiness I am feeling deep inside Wounds rip at my precious heart Tears fall from my swollen eyes As I watch in silence as we drift apart I fight with all my courage I have To keep the love we once knew But I can not save it by myself no more I will need the some help from you I see you turn away from me now I know the end is near this day I watch as you walk away from me My heart crushed, I fill with dismay I only asked to be loved by you Feeling the warmth your heart But instead you have broken mine As this day I watch you depart I long once aga

Michigan Reflections
Please note, this was sent to me by a friend.. it is truly hilarious to me - probably won't be to you. That's because i was raised as a yooper! Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (pretty funny and acurate) 1. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan. 2. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan. 3. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Michigan. 4. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan! 5. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan. 6. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, (or a

Talk Shit
i feel like talking shit you wanna know why hold your breath and listen you thought you meant me good but you never bothered asking...i feel like talking shit you wanna know why because that was the only thing i could talk to you about you never cared about me you never listened to me you ignored me but you made me much stronger....and all of those things i dont regret for now i will be more cautious you can rot in hell and beg for forgiveness but you never forgave me for all the things i didnt do for you the only thing i gave was my heart my life and my tears but now i have found hope if only would exist now i have none and i dont care i feel like talking shit you wanna know why because thats what i feel right now...shit i feel like hitting you to make you listen to me but its not worth it when you wake up tomorrow or what ever day it is that you wake up you will see that i am not there you will ask why but i told you over and over but you did not listen so now i am gone i gave all o

Windows Of My Soul
Windows Of My Soul The wind howls outside, the cold air threatens penetrating like needles. The sill and threshold breathe for me. Each breath stifled from the pain. My fingers numb and cold, as I touch you, as I slowly die inside. Thoughts of you race through my mind, Only my hate and the wine to warm me. Numbing pain, the bitterness of our last embrace. Threatening to consume my very heart, the only thing left now, to remind me of the life left within. You know all my secrets, covet my dreams, and desires. Beseeching each one as if they were your own, locked tightly within the web we weave, even the nightmares that make me scream. You would never use them against me as others would, and have. Next to me, by my side, you have seen me through; Every heartache, every strife, every trouble, and every whim, silently even in your memory of me, you do not judge me, but trust and love me; For everything I am, and everything I will never be. You never argue, yo

9 Things Women Say
Nine words women use... 1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before dec

New Years
Welp...it's 12:11 am...its offically 2008...so were is my new years kiss? playing video games on his computer, not even acknowledged it's new years. I got more from him while he was in Iraq!!!! happy freakin new years to me!!! it's sure as hell not a happy one!!!!!!!

Here's To 2008
Well 2007 started with the recovery of my son Dylan's last operation after losing 2 fingers due to an auto accident, so far so good and he's recovering like a little champ. He is my inspiration when times are low and I remember how lucky I am to have him here. Out of the blue I found a wonderful man that loved me more than any man ever has, treated me like a queen and showed me every single day we were together how love should be. Unfortunately God needed him more and he was taken just as suddenly as he walked into my life. I think of him everyday, still cry at times but am learning to go on and enjoy the things we liked doing once again.... He is my guardian angel, I feel it in my heart and when I get down, I know he is here with me even though I can't feel his touch or see his face. He will always be a part of my soul. Best news, got biospy results today, no cervical cancer, but they did find precancerous cells that will require some surgery in Jan. So I'll getta few day

Farewell 2007
Well after an up and down year, it is nice to hopefully start with a new beginning and the chance for things to begin anew. After spending half of 2006 in IRAQ, I thought 2007 would be better and it has been to an extent. For those that didn't know, I didn't have a driver's license until this year. I began wearing contacts and finally getting rid of my glasses for the most part. I got out of an unhappy relationship finally and working to move on. Alot of bad has happened and I feel it has strengthened me and opened my eyes to a variety of things. Some of it is still undone but maybe things will improve with the new year. I am not one that feels luck or happenings begin or end with a new year, but try to be optimistic. I have made alot of wonderful friends this past year. Had the chance to meet some friends from here in person. Darlene, Carrie, Amberly, Lee, Sonia, with hopes of meeting others this new year. I also had the chance to fall in love with Carrie and we bec

How Much Do You Love Me?
Heartistic Soul is doing a new contest called the $100,000,000 Valentine. Please check her blog here: http://fubar.com/user/1037258 And be sure you think of me when your FUbucks start burning a hole in your pocket. ;) I ♥ hearts.

Pretty F-cked Up...
I stole this from Matt's blog. Yes, I admit it...but he steals my underwear. I'm not quite sure of the publish date on this, Matt had it for back in October I believe, but the timing of this makes no difference to the validity of the article. By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of whi

Loss Of A Friend!!!
i apologize to everyone on here for not being on much lately. i take the word "friend" very seriously,so i feel badly that i can't be around much right now. the holidays are very stressful for many people, and i've been trying to be a shoulder to lean on for 3 of my friends that are going through emotional issues. unfortunately my being there for them was not enough for 1 of these friends, as the pain they were feeling became too great for them to handle and they ended their life. i know you're thinking there is help, they are getting professional help, but thats not always enough! they also need people who care enough to listen to them. i do feel like the other 2 are getting through it. it's just going to take some time, alot of love, understanding, and patience. maybe this blog sounds like i'm looking for a "pat on the back " or a "your such a wonderful person " , but i wish someone would have been there to help my brother [ he committed suicide when i was a kid],

Thank U Mumm 2 Me From Henchgoddess
THANK U MISS.KRIS!!! *heart hotels* *fogelberg tribute* ok, so if u read my last mumm, you know i'm a Fogelberg fan, and sad he died. most know him for "same old lang syne," "run for the roses," and "leader of the band." while those are superior tunes, nothing can beat, imo, the lyrical and musical genius of "heart hotels." and Miss.Kris found for me a tribute to him with "heart hotels" as the bg music! show 'er ¢¾.... this is a great New YEar's tune... Well there's too many windows In this old hotel And rooms filled with reckless pride And the walls have grown sturdy And the halls have worn well But there is nobody living inside Nobody living inside... Gonna pull in the shutters On this heart of mine Roll up the carpets and pull In the blinds And retreat to the chambers that I left behind In hopes there still may be Love left to find Still may be love left to find. Seek inspiration in daily affairs Now your soul is in troub

Fu-welfare
Has the welfare line hit Fubar? I have never seen so many people looking for handouts. Wanting Fubucks for free. Like they think everyone is the Government and will hand them out. They're begging if you give them fubucks. They'll be your Fuslut for a month. Give you 11's but only during a happy hour. Call you. Do a cam show. and all this other pathetic crap. I'm finding it rather pathetic. The level people will stoop for things on here. Why dont they get off their lazy asses and do it the old fashion way? I wonder by some of the things I read on here if some people even have jobs? Seems like they spend 24/7 on here. So this might be why they want handouts. 'cause they get it from the Government. So why not get handouts from Fubar. I wonder if Fubar hands out cheese milk and the such also? I'm just getting so tire of all the people looking for a free handout. This has turned into a popularity contest. I have seen the change in some people as they have moved up the Fuladder. B

"hangover" Possible Cures!!
THE banging headache, dry mouth and a bad stomach is no way to start 2008. Get rid of the terrible feeling with our handy hangover cure guide. So how do you deal with the effects of the morning after when most chemists are closed? Angela Epstein rounds up some of the easiest self-help methods to cure your aching body. You don't have to try them all at once - just see what works best for you. WHEN YOU GET HOME DRINK A GLASS OF MILK After a drinking session, have a glass of milk before going to bed, says Dr Andy Dowson, director of headache services at King's College London. Milk is an anti- diuretic, which means it stops the kidneys producing urine. "So by drinking milk you can rehydrate the body but won't get woken up by constantly needing the loo. Interrupted sleep contributes to the headaches associated with hangovers." ON WAKING UP BICARBONATE OF SODA Dissolve a teaspoon of it in a glass of water and drink on waking, says Dr Shamim Daya, of the Wholistic Medica

Looking Back... 2007
Wow... where did the year go by? So many things have happened in 2007, whether they have been good or bad. Things happen for a reason and I regret nothing that has happened in the past year. It can only help me become more appreciative of things to come and much more wiser in my decisions. I have met a lot of great friends in 2007 (such as Bubbsie who's like a sister to me, my Nick Black... oh wait I met him towards the end of 2006) and I hope to meet many more in the new year. I was fortunate enough to have my cousin and his family move to Canada from the Philippines. He has been more like a brother that I never had (well me being the only child so that explains why I never had *tee hee*). I never really had anyone that I can really confide in about problems that I've been having and it's really nice to have someone that I can go to. Oh another good thing about 2007 is that I FINALLY solved my Rubix cube that I have had since I was a wee little child. Its been as it is for like 20+

New Year Dinner
As in many homes on New Year's Day, my wife and I faced the annual conflict of which was more important - the football games on television, or the dinner itself. To keep peace, I ate dinner with the rest of the family, and even lingered for some pleasant after-dinner conversation before retiring to the family room to turn on the game. Several minutes later, my wife came downstairs and graciously even brought with her a cold pop for me. She smiled, kissed me on the cheek and asked what the score was. I told her it was the end of the third quarter and that the score was still nothing to nothing. "See?" she said, continuing to smile, "You didn't miss a thing."

Newest Addition
Sooooo... yeah, I got another tattoo. I wanted to quickly tell those who wanna know what this tattoo means to me. First, yes, it's a coverup. No, I don't regret getting the original tattoo, however I wish that I had put more thought into it. When I went to get it 10 years ago, I just wanted a tattoo. I had no idea what I wanted. I wanted to cover it with something that had meaning to me. People have asked me before why I use the screen name "Mariposa" and what's with all the butterflies. Well, Mariposa means "butterfly" in Spanish and I think it sounds much prettier. To me, butterflies symbolize change; change from something ordinary & even ugly to something beautiful. I've gone through a lot of changes over the last several years and I have my butterflies to remind me... The girl is a line drawing from a photo of me, she'll look more like me after more shading & color are added in a few weeks. The rock that I'm sitting on means a couple things to me. One, I was

More From The Rose Parade
"...and here comes the winner of the National Association of Gynecologists Trophy! This float is sponsored by Tampax, and is 30 feet long and covered with more than 50,000 white roses, with several dozen red American Beauties on the front few feet of the head of the float. And look who's holding the string, made from strands of grape vines attached to the tail of the float!" "That's right Bob, it's last year's Tournament of Roses Queen...and...she's not waving. Doesn't look very happy actually." "Aw, well let's hope she feels better soon." "Hey! Don't patronize her Bob! I swear, if you men had to go through...."

Downraters
hay come on i hope it really make you feel good about yourself to give someone a 5 just because she doesn't talk back when you shout at her ! sometimes i can't talk back i'm busy and sometimes i don't want to talk back i have that right! i don't shout at you and when you don't talk i don't go to your page and downrate you. so don't do that to me because i'll just block you and post a bullitan and blog telling eveybody you are a downrater. and if i don't talk i might be busy or mabe i don't feel like talking . and if tis offends i'm sorry i'm tired of guys who downrate me because i don't want to talk. so here is the asshole who gave me a 5.wmwallace@ fubar

In A Contest Help Me Out Please!!!!
Hey all me and my girl are in a contest please come help us out to win leave comment so i know u were there but its for most rates so go here [ fubar.com photo: 735046679 ] and rate us and have ur friends rate us too so we can win this plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

You'llsee.....
You think that I can't live without your love You'll see, You think I can't go on another day. You think I have nothing Without you by my side, You'll see Somehow, some way You think that I can never laugh again You'll see, You think that you destroyed my faith in love. You think after all you've done I'll never find my way back home, You'll see Somehow, someday Chorus: All by myself I don't need anyone at all I know I'll survive I know I'll stay alive, All on my own I don't need anyone this time It will be mine No one can take it from me You'll see You think that you are strong, but you are weak You'll see, It takes more strength to cry, admit defeat. I have truth on my side, You only have deceit You'll see, somehow, someday Chorus2: All by myself I don't need anyone at all I know I'll survive I know I'll stay alive, I'll stand on my own I won't need anyone this time It will be mine No one can take it from me You'll see You'll see,

Fu-couple Contest
My fu-hubby and I have entered a rates contest for fu-couple of the year...The contest will end the 20th of Jan. @ midnight. So do me a huge favor and click on the link below to rate our pic for us :D Remember its rates only so dont worry about posting comments just rate the pic and tell your friends to do the same thank you for any help that you can give us we appreciate it very much

An Impression
The first thought I had about you Rage Jealousy Possession The Second of Sorrow Guilt Envy The Third of Relief Understanding Pain But the one that remains Is the one I never Thought to impress On the situtaion from the start The impression of Impression.

Former About Me
I'm a different kind of guy. I know WHO Dean Martin is, AND I like his music and listen regularly. Then I listen to underground hiphop like Little Brother or Jay-Lib with Seinfeld on in the background. Then I watch Sin City and put on some electronic music like Chemical Brothers or Orbital. I like listening to shitty girl music like Christina Aguilera sometimes because I pretend she's singing to me. And then I'll watch UFC and think about crackin your elbow in an armbar. I'm a rabid liberal, but I own a business and like making money. My Ecko shirt hangs right next to my Armani shirt which hangs next to the skater shirt I've been wearing since I bought it in middle school. I wear expensive cologne and obscenely priced designer jeans and socks and boxers. I don't like anything that's cheap - including women. I eat out every meal. Women think I'm hot until I talk, then they run. You don't know me, and you're not gonna classify me. When a women strikes me as beautiful, I tell her. M

Own Me
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1 Jan 2008 Oh Boy What A Start...lmao
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, January 1: If your New Year's resolution isn't to be less stingy, then change it. You've been ridiculously greedy and selfish lately. People actually scrunch up their nose in disgust when they hear your name.

New Years Eve
Hope everyone had a great New Years Eve. I went to a party at a neighbours house. The first time I have been out on December 31st in years. My neighbours from two doors down decided to through a big party for friends and neighbours. There basement is just one big room which they use for parties. Even has disco balls and lights. Anyway I ended up being DJ for the evening. That was great had not been a DJ since school. I only played two Gary Numan tracks so I think no-one got pissed off with me lol. Anyway my next door neighbour Mel plays guitar so for the hour before midnight he played hs guitar and we sat around singing for the hour leading up to midnight. I actually tried playing piano on a couple of the songs but i could not say it was a massive success. Must brush up my skills. Anyway it was a great success, the kids loved it and were still partying away at 1AM. Look forward to another one this year. Hope you all had a great time whatever you go up too. No I d

Going Away For Awhile...
As some of you know, I am going through a lot of chaos right now. My girlfriend left me, I lost my job, and haven't been able to find another job because of the Holidays. Hopefully now that it's January that will change. Anyways, tomorrow my internet will be shut off and hopefully with help from friends, I'll have enough to get it turned back on by the end of the week. I am almost out of money, out of food, and my animals are almost out too...but another friend has offered to help me with that. If anybody (here in Arizona preferably) can help me with a job, a loan, or anything, please let me know, I feel terrible posting this but I am desperate now. I am willing to pay back in anyway I can,but I just need help. Thanks!

Beliefs
Their beliefs include: Wiccan Deities: Beliefs differ: Most Wiccans believe that a creative force exists in the universe, which is sometimes called "The One" or " The All". Little can be known of this force. Most regard the Goddess and the God as representing the female and male aspects of the All. These deities are not "out there somewhere;" they are immanent in the world. Many regard various pagan Gods and Goddesses (Pan, Athena, Diana, Brigit, Zeus, Odin, etc.) as representing various aspects of the God and Goddess. The term "Wicca" normally implies that the person's religion is based upon Celtic spiritual concepts, deities, and seasonal days of celebration. Some Wiccans include beliefs, practices and symbols from ancient Pagan religions (e.g. Egyptian, Greek, various mystery religions, Roman, Sumerian) or upon Aboriginal religions (Native American Spirituality, Shamanism). Some Wiccans are actually agnostics, who take no position on the existence of a supreme being

The Old Year....
Happy 2008 everyone!!! I just wanted to say hi and say that I hope you all have a great New Years! I hope everyone will be safe and make wise choices through the following year. I haven't made a resolution this year...never keep them anyway for more than a week. lol Let me know what yours were...I am always curious. Anyway, If you want to know more about me or how I am doing just let me know. I love to have friends on here and stay in touch. 2007 was a very tough year for us and I ended it with a bang. Man, did I ever.... I hope to hear from you all very soon! Brat

Done
Well 2008 is starting out to be just as bad as 2007 ended. A lady that i like and that ive gone out with lied to me. I asked her if she'd like to go out this weekend and sh said she was going out of town for New Years. I took her at her word and I've come to find out that she didn't go anywhere. Now I can understand if she doesn't want to go out and I don't have a problem with that. But I can't stand being lied to, especially over something like this. The next time I see this girl I'm gonna tell her that I found out she lied and that through with her. I could forgive almost anything, but I can't stand a liar.

First Pictures Of The New Year 2008
MY NEW YEAR'S CELEBRATION IN THE COUNTRY, WE HAD AN 80 LBS ROASTED PIG ON A STICK.. IT'S A TRADITION AROUND HERE... WE ALSO HAD A GREAT TIME WITH THE FAMILY, SINGING, DRINKING, JUST WAITING FOR THE NEW YEAR TO ARRIVE... THIS IS HOW WE HAVE OUR CELEBRATIONS IN PUERTO RICO. (Place mouse over pics for some captions)

Leaving
yup by tomorrow night 7pm eastern i am seriously done with this site, i have done enough referals and that to get reset, well i have had it. no more support for the fake site. also with other things going on in my life. i have decided to leave here for good, as well as the people i have signed up. some know they can contact me from other sites suck as myyearbook, thanks everyone for your support

January 1st
This is an encore. (And me being WAY too open) German tradition! Eat Saur Kraut On the 1st of the year. For Good Luck For The Year YAY! The one tradition I love with everything of me. I'm pure breed german girl. And oh how I love My saur kraut!!! Things That Upset Me: And make me completely understand why. I've been single now. For almost 27months. Yea I know scary thing. Truely it is, for a girl who was so use to being in a relationship. To a girl who is now use to being single. And scared of dare I say "commitment" Example A: (and my only example): Boy likes girl. Girl likes boy. We meet and hang out finally. And there was chemistry to begin with. Because we understood each other. Then the phyical chemistry followed. Boy dosnt want to rush getting into something serious. Because his previous 2of this year. Had failed, and I don't blame him on that. Just how long till something develops though. I'm the girl who likes guys way too easily. And falls for them way too easily. A