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Feeling Good
well after a long time of not feeling worth a damn emotionally i have to say im back to my old self thanks to my mandy who has shown me people can love one another and not expect them to change at all yes its true i have found someone that loves me again

7 Things To Not Do When Depressed
1. Whatever you do, stay away from Google. Normally I am a HUGE Google lover, but at 2am when things are looking bleak, Google has a funny way of turning on you. I call this "Depression Googling". It seems like a smart idea in the moment to start searching for all the wacky symptoms of your illness, or the side effects of your medications, but to read all this technical data when you are on little sleep, just leads to trouble. It is overwhelming and depressing and no matter how much medical information and experience you have, you are not a doctor. Google also tends to get addicting. One search leads to another and 3 hours later you still don't have answers, just a load of websites that tend to confuse and depress you even more. 2. Now is NOT the time to Stroll Down Memory Lane. It is fun to look at pictures or talk to old friends etc, but not when you are down in the dumps. When you are sad, comparing yourself to your fat/ skinny/ pretty/ prom/ sick/ healthy pictures is

...again....
Yes, it's me again. Asking for another flavor. My friend Chefwabba that had pneumonia last week, seems to be having a run of terrible luck. His mom had a stroke Friday,and is in the hospital on full life support. Rob really needs the support of his friends now. If ya get a chance, stop by his page and show some love or something. Thanks ya'll! Mary chefwabba@ fubar

Just A Dream
Standing ... looking hopefully into your eyes, Stars shinning, moon's glowing, coyote's howl fade from far away. I slowly take your hand and place it on my waitst, take the other, kiss your palm, and place your hand against my face. Tip toe and kiss you ... falling against your body. You hold me close, our bodies pressed firmly against one another. Kissing, tongues exploring each other, stopping to stare into each other's eyes. You smile and say "hello". I sigh, tears falling from my eyes, and smile, "yes, finally, hello!"

Now Who Has The Problem
As some of you may remember.. Ihad a series of rants concerning a certain woman who had earned the nickname of fuckcunt.. now yes I admit I blogged a lot about her, I had a lot of anger b/c I got fucked over in a very extreme way. thankfully I recovered, quite nicely I may add.. Then fuckcunt has the fucking audacity to say I blog about her too much I'm too fixated upon her blah blah fucking blah Well this morning I log onto here and what do I see?? Oh yeah fucking fuckcunt checking me out.. I haven't said shit to her, looked at her pages or done anythign to her in MONTHS..fucking MONTHS and this fat assed lazy knocked up with yet another welfare chiled piece of retarded shit is now stalking me.. I belive 4 page visits in about 5 hours does constitute stalking.. What more does this waste of fucking afterbirth have to contribute to my life? Why is she choosing now, to not only have a profile here but to try to find out what the hell am I doing?? is it jealous fucking envy or

Licking Lips....
Lick your lips, as I shake these hips, getting wetness on your tip, thinking about taking that dip. Lick your lips, taking your body on a trip, making your mind do flips you'll love my nector take a sip. I Lick your lips, you lick my lips, my top you did rip, as your pants I unzip. Lick your lips, then you lick my lips, bodies tingle, as we intermingle, when we nibble each others lips..... (c)MadCurves © Copyright 2008 Mad Curves

Hi
somethings have happened in my family so i will be gone for awhile..lots of love to everyone and il be back some day...i am trying to pay the ones in the contest today then im gone lots of love and please have fun on here do it for me ...xoxo

The Rocky Horror Picture Show
It's astounding, time is fleeting Madness takes its toll But listen closely, not for very much longer I've got to keep control I remember doing the TIme Warp Drinking those moments when The blackness would hit me and the void would be calling Let's do the time warp again... Let's do the time warp again! It's just a jump to the left And then a step to the right With your hands on your hips You bring your knees in tight But it's the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane, Let's do the Time Warp again! It's so dreamy, oh fantasy free me So you can't see me, no not at all In another dimension, with voyeuristic intention Well-secluded,

A Letter To My Friend To Help Him
TO MY GREAT FRIEND RUSS WHO TRIED TO STOP ME: THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FRIEND: You killed yourself and didn't think of me. I can't blame you for that, and yet I do, For now your pain becomes my legacy. What agony impelled you not to be? I loved you-wasn't that enough for you? You killed yourself and didn't think of me, Nor saw through my eyes what you made me see, Nor cared about my life when yours was through. And now your pain becomes my legacy, And I must fight to keep my sanity, For what you did defines what must be true: You killed yourself and didn't think of me. I cannot think you did it selfishly; So great a sacrifice leaves nothing due. But now your pain becomes my legacy, And I must sail across that bitter sea That leaves no trace of joy or residue. You killed yourself and didn't think of me, So now your pain becomes my legacy. PS. RUSS I HOPE THIS SETS YOUR MIND AT EASE AND SAYS ALL THE THINGS YOU WANTED TO SAY SEE I TRIED TO HELP YO

A Shy Confession
I can't find the words to make everything feel right. My head is spinning like a big rig hitting a joker. I wonder what it would be like if I told you. I can't help but feel shy about all of this. Your wondering who this is and that's just it no one truly knows the real me. And all the pain I've gone through. I want to see the real you. Not the "if you love a girl prove it." All I want is for one guy to love me for who I am. Most jerks don't even care. So here you go. This is my letter to you.

America Is Getting Stupider
Honestly, America is getting to be embarrassing to live in. "If you don't like America, you can get out!" Yes, thanks incest born redneck. I love America, just not the government, or the stupid people in it. America is getting full of people so dumb it actually hurt to view them as a human being. Americans love stuff that makes me sick. 1. Text Messaging. Hey, it's convenient to take a few minutes to type a sentence. It reminds me of that other way to contact people...hmm...oh yeah, A PHONE! Text messaging is by far the dumbest thing ever created because it serves no purpose as opposed to what the phone can already serve. People text and drive, I know cell phone talking and driving is controversial, but texting and driving? Why don't you just cut the brake line before you drive? Hell, I have trouble lighting a cigarette while driving let alone texting. Plus, every time you text me, I get charged with it. When someone calls, I could be like hey I don’t want to fucking talk to this

Why Is Acting "black" So Cool?
There is a trend or fad that has been going for years now. It might not be very harmful to the world as a whole but is something I see as a serious issue in the US and other ‘Americanized’ countries. A trend or fad that can be traced back into the early 1990’s that has grown exponentially. This trend I am referring to is of course the: “I wish I was black” trend. Now this could also be just a temporary fad that will be gone within a few years or a trend that will steadily rise and grow much like recent societal history indicates. With that being said, I want to know Why... Why is it so cool for people to act out “black” culture stereotypes? Now, first off let me tell you I am NOT saying that being a “wigger” is a bad thing because it imitates black people. That is not what I believe at all. Whatsoever. Period. It is a far-fetched racist stereotype that is reinforced by negative media and now is turning profit. I will outline why I believe it is a harmful trend. Why is it that be

Seido Karate Promotion Essay
I began training in earnest after the 30th Anniversary Saiten two years ago. I was energized by the enthusiasm of people from all around the world coming together to celebrate Seido Karate. My original purpose was to learn about what the rest of my family was doing, get my self in better shape, and find an escape from my hectic work life. Overall, these are still my goals. I enjoy training along side of my family and in the process; I have gained a new family that includes my fellow Seido practitioners. The time I spend in the dojo lets me clear my head and focus on my training and learning. Even when my body is exhausted after a hard class, my spirit is much stronger. Over the next five years I will continue to train and improve my skills. As far as what belt I have in five years it is not that important. In each class I take, I learn something new and push myself a little more. In five years I will be proud to wear a belt that I have earned with sweat, hard work, and perse

More Freaks!!!! F/a/r All! Keep Up!
Attn FREAKS... Please be sure to repost all freak related bulletins and catch up with all the new freaks that are bringing the FREAK LOVE your way! Watch my blogs for updates and freak happenings as well. We have 5 more new freaks added to our lil Freak Fam! So be sure to show them lots and lots of luv. xoxo! PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary describes a "FREAK" as... A person who is abnormal, odd or has withdrawn from rational behavior. Hmm...YEP! That about covers it! So without further ADO here are the FREAKS! ~~~FREAK SHOW V.I.P.s~~~ ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠ϐ

A Man And A Woman
A man and a woman, who had never met before and were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a Trans-continental train. Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly... he in the upper bunk and she in the lower. At 1:00 AM, the man leaned down and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold." "I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow! That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own blanket!" After a moment of silence, he farted.

Here's To Good Wine, A Great Friend, And People Who Have Sex In Public.
Cheers!! Ok. So I recently went to an interesting place with one of my gorgeous friends. If i'm going to be completely honest, I'll have to admit i was a little hesitant when she first suggested it. It's a wonderful old house with like 10,000 sq ft of space to dance, drink, talk, and fuck in. Being a voyure (i think i spelled that wrong) i have to say i certainly enjoyed looking on the dance floor and seeing chicks with big boobs an no shirts. The lady going down on the other chick at the table in front of us was good too. And of course, there were people fucking everywhere. It's peeping-tom heaven. You turn a corner and "whoops" dude is totally banging this chick on the ottoman. There was some orgy-like business going on as well. I don't think i've ever had more fun in a bar. It's cheap (for the ladies) to get in. The men don't want to be drunk because it defeats the purpose. There's no drunk dick heads trying to cop a feel. AND, when you tell them no they go away. So, I got total

Up Again For Auction (closed)
ok i am in a new auction and you only bid with fubucks.. come check it out... Please show some love.... I am also in this auction too you can bid with fubucks,vips,hh,tickers and blasts...but to make your bids in this auction you will have to add the host of the auction as a friend... please come by and show some love

How I Feel
"All Around Me" My hands are searching for you My arms are outstretched towards you I feel you on my fingertips My tongue dances behind my lips for you This fire rising through my being Burning I'm not used to seeing you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing My hands float up above me And you whisper you love me And I begin to fade Into our secret place The music makes me sway The angels singing say we are alone with you I am alone and they are too with you I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing And so I cry The light is white And I see you I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathing Holding on to what I'm feeling Savoring this heart that's healing Take my hand I

Chasing Butterflies
If I just lay here would you lay with me beneath the stars Could you hold me in your arms Wrap them all around me and kiss me on the cheek Will you sway me with beautiful words that make my knees go weak Would you chase the butterflies with me under the starry skies Would you tell me you love me and mean every word Will no secrets go untold Chasing butterflies and kissing my lips Dancing in the moonlight on top of a cliff Wishing upon these shooting stars is all I ever wanted to do Falling asleep to the music as I listen to you play those beautiful songs For this I’ve been wanting so long Chase the butterflies with me for the sake of time I could love you forever keep that in mind Please chase the butterflies with me Lay with me beneath the trees

Who I Look Like
so yeah i went to this party on saturday and everyone was saying i look like Johnny Depp so i went to this site and entered my photo and just enough it said i looked like Johnny Depp so tell me what you think lol here is the morphing tell me the truth thanks guys lol MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Family tree chart

Enlightenment
Speaking Your Language You kept me in so much pain You told me I was the one to blame It was my choice to love you, need you You smiled brightly in my face Introduced yourself as Ace I let you walk right in you walked right over me Can I make you a drink While you tell me what you think I need something to believe in You wiped my tears Said forget about all those years It's me you can believe in now You said take a piece of me Much more out there for me to see But you turned and closed the blind Said bout that now, you nevermind Let's talk, let's just unwind Your words, your touch, your hold They were so bittersweet Something I thought I'd never eat It was something for me to taste Then didn't want to let anything go to waste I swallowed it down I took the bait Like I couldn't wait Instead of a piece of you You got all of me With you I felt so happy Brought out the best

Holy Fucking A..its Cold :/
ugh..im freezing..like really freezing my ass off..the electric bill is to high..so i cant turn the heat on..grrr to those i blame..lol...sure i could put a blanket on..but hey im an idiot..lol im soooo cold :( ive got goose bumps..lol see...come feel my arm...its bumpy! :/ yea yea i know i just posted a blog entry like what...3 seconds ago? haha but heres another one..im bored..true i shuold do homeowkr thats almost a week over due now..damnit to hell..but i dont wanna do..hey who wants to do my homework for me? lol ill give u something! muahahahaha :P ok ill stop bribeing people with silly things..*cries* i hate homework...ugh...i need to marry a rich man...any rich men here? hahah..just kidding..ive already got my eyes set on this one future doctor..haha ;)

Erotic Tango....
Yes baby dance we must, but try not to get weak by my touch, my kisses already have you brittle, now is the time when things start to sizzle. Two as one thats what we become, dancing swaying in the light, senses become numb, touching,caressing, folding, caring, about to make a move that is so daring. Throw you back hard on the bed, it is my water you are about to tread. Lets see those breathing skills, its sink or swim babe and thats for real. I straddle your lips with my thighs, about to take you make you all mine, you already got wetness on your lips, can't seem to let go your moving my hips. Lapping up my peach nector steadily, you keep wanting more quite readily. Nows when those breathing lessons come in, time to stop breathing as my waves rush in. Oh yes, quite talented you are, taking me to climax that is far, far beyond what I know, just look at what you did to my toes. You can barely talk with a mouth full of juice, but I can hear you say, I

Rude Awaking...
i went to bed last nite watchin blue crush... which is a surfer movie well any way i musta smoked good last nite and slept like a champ cuz i woke up this mornin rubbed my eyes threw on some board shorts and went outside... that was when i really woke up cuz its in the 30's and rainy and i am in pennsylvania. so basically this is the first time since i moved back from florida that i subconcitously liked it there maybe :| which sucks cuz when i am awake i hated florida cuz of the heat and humidity.

Do You Believe???
Do you belive??? test your brain The Right Brain vs. Left Brain test ... Do you see the dancer turning clockwise or anti-clockwise? Check out the lady turning. If clockwise, then you use more of the right side of the brain and vice versa. Most of us would see the dancer turning anti-clockwise though you can try to focus and change the direction; see if you can do it. If you can see it turns both directions, you have higher than average IQ LEFT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses logic detail oriented facts rule words and language present and past math and science can comprehend knowing acknowledges order/pattern perception knows object name reality based forms strategies practical safe RIGHT BRAIN FUNCTIONS uses feeling "big picture" oriented imagination rules symbols and images present and future philosophy & religion can "get it" (i.e. meaning) believes appreciates spatial perception knows object function fantasy based presents possibilities imp

50 Things What Ya Need To Know Bout Women
50 Things Girls wish Guys knew!!! 1. Don't tell us when you think other girls are hot. 2. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials. 3. If you don't act like soap-opera guys, don't expect us to dress like Victoria's Secret models. 4. Mark anniversaries on a calendar. 5. There is no such thing as spooning. 6. Just because you L the C doesn't mean we have to S the D. 7. This is how we see it.. Don't call = Don't care. 8. Which also means if we don't call, take the hint. 9. We like you to be a little jealous... but overly possessive is not necessary. 10. Putting things in our butt does not turn us on. 11. Return favors: we massage, you massage; we go down, you go down; we shave, you shave (and not just your face). 12. Foreplay is not an option... it's a prerequisite. 13. We're allowed to be late... you're not. 14. Eye contact is key. 15. Don't take longer to get ready than we do. 16. Laugh at

Pool League
For the past 6 years I have been a host in pogo pool,if you dont know what that is its a game site and pool is one of the games on it,hosting is what its called when you run tournaments for leagues within pogo,anyway recently I decided to make my own league,at the moment theres only 3 members and to make a room my own I need a 100 members,you might think this is easy but believe me,its a big pain. My league is called Nutz About Pool or nap for short. If anyone is interested in joining a pool league and playing some games of pool pls come along and join me at www.myleague.com/nap we are looking for new members so we can get this league going,if ya dont know what I am talking about thats fine,just move along lol. If anyone is interested and doesnt know how to go about getting involved pls email me at bananacreampie1x@yahoo.com

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put them down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.

#3 Kicked My Butt
Chemo #3 kicked my butt bad!! But I am here and only have 5 more treatments to go!! I had chemo on Thursday and by Saturday I was so sick and hurting. I stayed nauseous all day Saturday. When I wasn't sleeping from the medicines I was laying in bed watching tv. The shot I got on Friday had my legs and hips hurting....this is one weekend I wish I could re-write! I was still nauseous a bit yesterday. I have eat very little. I feel some better this morning and I ate some cereal so that is good. My bones just hurt but I will be ok in a few days. I have missed chatting with my friends. I have some catching up to do. I know I have Cristi's blogs to read and Papi's, too. I'll get to them hopefully in the next couple of days, if not today. Lynn and Ray, thanks for your e mails...you 2 mean a lot to me. love to all~ ~~smooches~~

Guide The Way
This is the truth I never look back I cant explain what I feel I just know this is real Don't you wanna seize the day I wanna go back to reality I'm just too addicted to stay Guide the way Out of the infinity

The Illusion Of You
You consume me I feel the need to climb The long length of you Enclose your face in my hands Suck on your lips Until you cannot breathe Anything but my name... I am overcome By the pleasure You give me Your manly scent Armpits Stomach Crotch My scent on your hands As you caress my face In that special way I want to lick you all over Enjoy the taste of you Finer and sweeter Than any chocolate That has melted in my Hands Mouth... Fine scotch sliding down my throat I crave the hair on your legs Tickling mine Your moist breath on my neck While we spoon The warmth of your chest Pressed into my back Your throbbing... Heartbeat Your vibrant voice Spilling forth Melodies I can Only dream of... I want... No I need... ~M~

Bet You Didnt Know This
Check this out for yourself... Whatever your politics, however you lean, however you feel about the War on Terrorism, this report should open some eyes. ________________________________________________________ Military losses, 1980 through 2006 (http://www.fas.org/sgp/crs/natsec/RL32492.pdf) These are some rather eye-opening facts. Since the start of the war on terror in Iraq and Afghanistan , the sacrifice has been enormous. In the time period from the invasion of Iraq in March 2003 through today, we have lost over 3,000 military personnel to enemy action and accidents. As tragic as the loss of any member of the US Armed Forces is, consider the following statistics: The annual fatalities of military members while actively serving in the armed forces from 1980 through 2006: 1980 ......... 2,392 (Carter Year) 1981 .......... 2,380 (Reagan Year) 1984 ......... 1,999 (Reagan Year) Reagan years (1981 – 1988): 6,198 deaths 1988 .......... 1,819 (Reagan Year) 1989

New Diet
A NEW DIET. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena, the wonder dog, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. What did she think I had -- an elephant? So since I'm retired, with little to do, on impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive

Self-test
1. You are walking in the woods. You are not alone. Who's with you? My girls. 2. You are walking in the woods. You see an animal. What kind of animal? Deer 3. What interaction takes place between you and the animal? Stops, stares, then runs 4. You walk deeper in the woods. You enter a clearing, and before you is your dream house. How big is it? Large and modern 5. Is your dream house surrounded by a fence? Yes 6. You enter the house. You walk into the dining room and see the dining table. whats on it? Placemats and tablesettings 7. You exit the house and a cup is on the ground, what kind is it? Plastic 8. What do you do with the cup? Leave it there 9. You walk to the edge of the property where you find yourself standing at a body of water; what kind is it? Large pond 10. how do you cross that body of water? Swim If you want to do this yourself, answer the questions before you read below! | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | |

School
I was going back to School. Not that I needed another degree, I already have my Doctorate in Philosophy. I wanted a chance to be near you. To see you everyday. To soak in your beauty. To fantasize about you. I think it is a business class that I signed up for, haha... I didnt even pay attention to that. Just wanted to be able to see you. Its the first day in class and there you are, about three rows in front of me and a little to the left. I wanted to see your profile. I can see the outline of your breasts and your profile and I already have the stirrings of a hard on. You would think I was too old to be reacting like that. The first few days are uneventful. The teacher just drolling on, half assed paying attention. Then it happened, you noticed me starring at you. But you smiled.... Maybe I should say hi. Why Am I being like a child. After class I waited for you in the hall and when I saw you I felt flush, worried - what if you dont like me??? But I stood my grou

Scary Thoughts
Here is a thought which should scare just about anyone. Let me set it up right. Let's say you are in the United States Army. You are female. And, let's say you have a problem with the Equal Opportunity Environment. Let's say you are being sexually harassed. Well, you have a few different avenues to handle this. 1. You can confront the harasser. 2. You can go to your supervisor. 3. You can go to the commander. 4. You can to to the Equal Opportunity Leader for the unit. If you are in my unit, I am the EOL. Now here's the scary part. I flirt. I don't knowingly do it. But I do it. So, while you are going through this pretty traumatic event, it is possible I would be flirting with you while trying to resolve this issue. I still cannot believe that I am a trained, certified, appointed Equal Opportunity Leader. The class was 6 days, 60 hours. It was quick paced, little down time, too little time spent on some topics, too much on others. But, I am an

Lucky #4
My lucky number is #4. For a few reasons. 1) I was born in April (4th month) 2) My childhood baseball hero, Paul Molitor of the Milwaukee Brewers, wore #4 3) My basketball idol for the Milwaukee Bucks, Sidney Moncrief, also wore #4 4) I spent all of my adult years cheering for - in my mind - the most exciting quarterback to ever play the game, Brett Favre, who also wore... #4. And today the 4th reason joined the second and third in retirement. *SIGH* If you're not from Wisconsin or a Packers fan, you can't fully understand what Brett Favre meant to a city, a state, and fans across the country (maybe even around the world). I'll tell you what he meant to me, though. I met him - once - in 1996, the year they went to the Superbowl. It was at a downtown Milwaukee bar called Taylor's. I met him in the bathroom of all places! Talk about one of the oddest places to run into a living legend. But we all have to go sometime, right? Only a few words were exchanged, the

The 9th Day
The 9Th Day By: L. G. Olson "I've seen the darkness. I know the secrets that it hides and I have felt the pain. I have felt my own blood pool under me. I know the price it holds, and on the 9th day I will pay that price." The 9TH Day: Introduction Lifeless, Broken, Hatred, Brutal. I was afraid of being part of life and even worse, I would miss it. A marriage based on lies, I fell so hard that the blow has left me cold and broken. I hated life for what it did not give me, and the man who had taken it all from me. I could not be touched and I was too empty to see that all I had to do was reach out; but I was too scared to act on it. To broken to heal the endless wounds. Find a stranger and you'll be safe, find a stranger I'll be safe. A stranger found me. I remember the pain. So much pain and the evil that follows in the wake of its destruction, the fevered rush that surges through your soul

Fucking Bitch
I just found out that someone is using one of my pics and is playing it off as themselves. I dont know who it is yet, as it was seen in the "bored" feature and the person who saw it went to the next before getting her name. If anyone sees this person please let me know so I can a. rip her a new asshole and b. get her pic pulled faster than you can say cunt. thanks this is the pic she's using of me

Some Days....
Some days the beauty of life is overwhelming. The creation, intention, compassion, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way. Some days the strength of life is overwhelming. The perseverance, determination, desire, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way. Some days the love of life is overwhelming. The passion, acceptance, openness, all beautiful and inspiring in their own way.

Hiding Behind The Mask
Hiding from the world, she takes off the mask, thankful to be alone at last. when out in the world, she pretends to be glad, although deep inside she is very sad. she puts on a mask so her fear won't show, wishing time would hurry so she could go. she looks at everyone and just smiles, she's been hiding behind the mask quite awhile. afraid to tell her true feelings because she is scared, to do something different that no one else has dared. she wonders why people are so hateful and mean, nobody knows what she has seen. going back home now, she takes off the mask, thankful once to again to be alone at last.

Women
Alright I got to talk about this. The subject as you see is women. God, how I despise there very existence. God, how I love every bit of them. There’s nothing that’s more satisfying about how a woman whispers in your ear so lightly not heavily like it sounds like there about to bite your ear off or swallow it but ever so lightly like angle kisses telling you sweet nothings into your very being. And the stink of it is, they know exactly what to say. They know exactly how to make a guy melt. All they really have to do is say the right thing or touch in the right area, and I’m not touching sexually but if you’re a guy you have a spot that when ever a girl touches you there it just makes you feel oh so good, makes you want it more and women know this and they’ll play with this and they’ll even use it against you to make you do something for them that they know that you hate doing, and the only way she can get you to do it is by saying the right thing and doing the right thing that it’ll m

Please Read This Alert
my friends friends granddaughter was abducted yesterday morning. Please foward this message to everyone you know so maybe she will be brought home safely. Her name is Tabatha Webb Lively. She was abducted by her uncle Samuel Lee Lively from Brevard NC yesterday morning. She is 13 yrs old, has brown hair and blue eyes, she is 5 feet, 11 inches tall, and weighs approx. 137 lbs. They are in a faded red and blue colored pickup with a North Carolina tag TWC-2783. They think he is either taking her to Tennessee, Florida, or New Orleans. If anyone has any information about them PLEASE contact the Brevard Police Station at 828-883-2212. THIS IS NOT A JOKE, THIS LITTLE GIRL NEEDS OUR HELP AND PRAYERS! Even if you don't live anywhere near these places, forward it to all of your friends on Fubar, because they might know someone who lives in these places and they might know others and just maybe we will find Tabatha unharmed. Thank you for your time and prayers and May God bless ever

Icyhot Is The Deivls Torture Device!!!
So there I was, laying on the bed with my shirt off. When a Penguin swooped down and jizzed IcyHot all over my back. then with its flippers it started to rub the Icyhot onto my back. Of course it felt good at first. My back was hurting. But then I soon realized that the skin on my back was very very dry. As I screamed a quiet scream and tears flowed from my eyes. I then realized that IcyHot and dry skin don't mix. As I ran for the shower, the penguin yelled Sorry, but it was a little late. I still love you Penguin.

In Mourning, Another Major Life Transition..
I would've thought that I'd be ready for this, but of course,I am not. Gary Lundy, the father of my children, who I left in November 1999, passed away on February 27, 2008 at @ 4:45 p.m. He was in the 4th stage of lung and esophageal cancer and had been through extensive chemotherapy since last February. The cancer had started to leave the lung and attached itself as a tumor on his esophagus and they could not operate to remove it because of it's location near the heart and on major arteries. My son had been living with him since 2004 because he and his dad got along better than he and I did, essentially, he blamed me for the break up of our family. My son decided to stay with him after Gary's family, determining that he should be near his mother who would be responsible for his care, moved him to New Mexico because his father begged him to be with him until he either passed away or got better. I could not deny my son this important, bonding, loving experience with his father so I

Im Outta Here
hey everyone, figured id write this and give it a day or two for people to read....im done, going to delete my profile...frankly im not dealing with it anymore. people stop talking to me because of what someone else says? or assuming my thoughts are different than what they actually are......i came here to meet people,i left the bullshit and drama back in high school or so i thought....i have enough to deal with....cyber bullshit...im done with it...ive made some very good friends on here, u know who u are...if u want to stay in contact, that'd be great, send me a message within the next couple of days and i'll give u my yahoo id....

Misunderstood
Slicing and dicing, she cuts deeper and deeper, seeing just one drop of blood will make her happy. Crying and shaking, she raises the knife, wishing for the courage to take her own life. Pushing harder on the blade, trying to die, she often just sits and wonders why; Why are people so selfish and hating, nobody knows the pain she suffers through. She just wants love, why don't they understand this?, nobody says I love you or asks her how she is doing. Wanting love more than anything in the world, wanting to feel pretty once in awhile. Crying and trying to die once again, all she really needs is one caring friend. Depressed all the time for reasons unknown to herself, wishing all the pain would just go disappear. Trying to be happy and funny is hard for her, even when doing things she once did enjoy. No courage to actually kill herself, just cutting makes her feel better. Wishing she could die, not knowing why, just wanting love and companionship. Crying and shakin

Freak Show Update & 1st Mini Contest!!!!
Attn FREAKS... MINI CONTEST! Here's the deal! Come get your FREAK SHOW TICKET picture link and post it and pimp it however you can! Whoever has the most rates on their ticket tomorrow night at 9pm FU TIME will win a 1 day blast and $50,000 Fubucks. Second place will receive $25,000 Fubucks and Thrid place will receive $10,000 Fubucks! No one had advanced warning! I am springing this on all of you now. You aren't required in anyway to fight for it or participate! BUT, I would if I were you! If you aren't already part of the FREAK SHOW, it's not too late. Follow the instructions on the Bulletin and you are in! All FREAKS need to repost FREAK SHOW Bulletins! I will repost everyones individual bulletins asking for rates if you shout me the link! We will have regular mini contests like this so be on the lookout! xoxo! PebblesinAZ P.S. There are 2 new girlie FREAKS and FREAKY DJPOGOBOB! Show em luv! WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L

Just My Thoughts
Scared to move I hold my breath tears fall again so many regrets to stubborn to give even a little bit watch my whole world completely cave in open my mouth just ot speak everything fixed if only I could speak wanting so much to just be with you pushed you to hard now were through grasping at air as I reach for you you backed away cause I didnt give lost you now this pain will never end

Again Some Thoughts
wanting so bad to be with you your all I've hoped and everything I've dreamed could of had you if I just relaxed but I cant let go of all my past taking no chances I just pushed you away what will I do if you dont stay I cant forget you even if I tried yet here I sit just letting you walk by I want you close so I need to speak please give me the chance your all I need give me time to relax a bit I wana love you and never regret

Latest Current Events
Well this is my first fu-blog and I cant think of anything better to be the first than what follows this. Recently there have been some very pronounced changes in my relationship status. And it goes back to a few years back while i was in the Marines. During that time I made friends with another Marine in my squadron, and things progressed into one of the best friendships I have, to the point that we grew to know just about everything about each other. Now given the way the Marine Corps is, after awhile there was alot of distance between Vanessa and I due to choice of duty stations, needs of the Corps and her marital status. But all the while, we remained best of friends. We spoke constantly of current events, be it good or bad. And we were always there for each other, no matter what. And we are still this way to this day. Now for along time I saw what she had with her relationship and her 2 sons, and I wished that I had that level of happiness. Even though f

Freak Show Santa
For a straight shot to the top of the "NICE" list ADD, FAN, and RATE Santa! ...the freakshow is coming to town! Are you Santa's friend? You should be! How can you resist? He's Santa...for goodness sake! So you better watch out, you better not cry, you better not pout and rate him, don't be shy! stfu its santa...owned by Lady T Christmas IconsMyspace Icons (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~ ~' on '2008-02-12 19:21:44')

~confessions Of The Heart~
~Confessions of the Heart~ ~What greater thing is there for two human souls than to feel that they are joined... to strengthen each other... to be at one with each other in silent unspeakable memories. ~In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing. ~Love cannot endure indifference. It needs to be wanted. Like a lamp, it needs to be fed out of the oil of another's heart, or its flame burns low. ~You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love. ~The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration. ~Love works in miracles every day: such as weakening the strong, and stretching the weak; making fools of the wise, and wise men of fools; favouring t

Hope Floats
Even as things go downhill And life becomes hell Hope floats Even as the world deserts you And friends are few Hope floats Even as the only thing you have Is a loneliness that is scary Hope floats Even as all seems lost and Time remains a few grains of sand Hope floats Even as life seems beyond complaint And strains of joy become faint Hope floats There may be nothing else to do Than survive And yet…as the self becomes distant From the soul There’s a voice that says Hope floats...

Oh Yes I Want It So Bad....
he needs 10K for a vip.. hes got 12 days left.. Bomb if you can.. HE BOMBING FOR FUBUCKS AND HE CAN USE SOME HELP.. He needs 10K for a one week blast rates don't count and there is no time limit.. He needs 10K for a week blast no time limit and rates dont count.. bombs are needed.. She needs 60K and your rates count plz go at least rate this one if you cant bomb.. she has no time limit.. THE ONLY WAY WE ALL ARE GOING TO MAKE IT IS IF WE START REALLY HELPING EACH OTHER... LETS GO.. TIMES WAISTING...

Jesus (a.s.) In Islam
Muslims do believe that Isa (A.S.) was sent down as a Prophet of Allah (God), but he (Jesus) is not God or Lord, nor the son of God. Muslims do not believe that Isa (A.S.), also known as Jesus by Christians and others, is dead or was ever crucified. We believe that he was raised to heaven and is there, and will descend at the appointed time, end all wars, and bring peace to the world. Like Jesus (A.S.), Muhammad (Peace be upon him) is also a Prophet and Messenger. Muhammed (P.B.U.H.) is the last Prophet, though, and there is none after him. Hence, Islam is the last religion, complete, with the Holy Qur'an as the unchanged and perfect word of God for over 1400 years, as God promised to preserve it till the last day for all of humankind, unlike sacred texts of other religions which have mulitple versions and are "revised" periodically. God, or Allah in Arabic, is Divine and Supreme Being and Creator. What the Holy Qur'an says about Jesus: They slew him not, nor did they crucify him

Sgtmjr99
->sgtmjr99: well at least you noticed sgtmjr99: Whatever dude... YOur superior attitude is too funny.. ->sgtmjr99: im sorry could you spell that properly and ill answer that sgtmjr99: Don't you have anyting else todo but decide if somebody elses thoguhts adn questions area a Mum... Damn

Sick Of The Pretenders
I am so tired of people telling me what a player I am, people who don't know me, have talked to me one time. Where are you getting your info? no one ever asked me. Who have I played? I am on the verge of deleting this account, because of the psycho biatches who are stalking me, and won't leave me alone, they are all over my page, on fake accounts....saying things, leaving comments, blogging, etc.... I have never once publicly said anything about these people, and I'm sick of them saying things about me, when they haven't even asked me, met me, talked to me etc.... Do not judge, lest thee be judged thyself I am not a pretender. So maybe I picked the wrong person/ people to talk to. I am just trying to be a genuine friend, and I expect the same. The rest of you, can kiss my fat arse. Stop stalking me, and talking about me. Just go away.

Auction
do you want to own a 2nd alarm hottie i'm up for auction this is what you get when you get me or one of the 2nd alarm hotties 1 SFW SALUTE ;) RATE/FAN/ADD;) RATE 100 PICS ;) RATE STASH ;) PIMPOUT FROM THE GROUP ;) HAVE OWNED BY THE IN NICK FOR 2 WEEKS 2 PROFILE COMMENTS 2 GIFTS ;) A PERMANENT PIMPOUT IN THE HOTTIES PROFILE IN A BLOG ;) THE AUCTION WILL LAST FOR 2 WEEKS ;) THIS IS A DREAMCOME TO THE MAN OR WOMAN WHO WANT TO OWN A 2ND ALARM HOTTIE SO GET TO BIDDING . WHERE WAITING ;) LADIES WANT TO OWN ME COME GET ME ;) THIS WAS BROUGHT TO YOU BY Chris/2nd Alarm Hotties I love my Hopey :) FOLLOW THIS LINK FOR AUCTION :)

My Car Accendent Today March 5th 2008
I was on my way to work today as I got onto highway 100 N my car slid out of control into the center concrete wall facing traffic and a security officer had help me turn my car around by blocking traffic so I could turn around am ok but my car isn't heres the damages of what happen Thanks for listening and opening this I took a video and pictures. Sincerely, Brian

Loving My Hannah
God i miss you my Hannah..... I miss the early morning wake ups... I miss the cuddling and the spooning while we cuddle and sleep. I miss the smile i get when i look at you. yes i even miss those green eyes looking up at me when we kiss and hug and hold each other close. It is amazing what one can miss even from only knowing and seeing you a short time. I miss us wrestling around with each other. I miss us holding hands and swinging them when we walk. I even miss the simple things as a kiss on the cheek or forehead.... A simple i love you in each others ear. One thing i realize is that i am in total love with you Hannah Michele Triolo. Every breath i take is toward making our lives memorable and enjoyable with each other. From the start we have felt like we have known each other from the time we were born. We are finding new things about each other.... we are exploring with each other and it is amazing each and every time we are together as one. Every new thrill, every n

My Music....
hey to all my friends, fam, fans, etc.... come and check out my unmastered and unedited (just me singing over beats I made) music on my myspace site.... www.myspace.com/jaze4304 thanx and let me know what u think... as always thanx for the luv and support Jaze

Purple Bulletin
Are you looking for someone to chat with?? Do you want to make good friends?? The Circle of Friendship is looking to create a friendly atmosphere where you can share laughter, joyful news as well as the sad. Where loyalty, honesty, and trust are the every day norm. Where you can depend on help from your fellow members to rate you at least 4 times a week with a minimum of 15 rates. This is not a lot to ask of anyone. We will help you level when the time is near and also help you in your giveaways. We also expect the same from all the members; to cooperate with each other in making this an enjoyable experience for everyone. The Circle of Friendship is unending, traveling thru wonderful people, weaving a pattern of caring and luv that makes a beautiful and glowing tapestry of lives. Meet the Friendship Circle HoakieGirl--Founder Jus'Me--Co-Founder Micki-blue-eyes--Co-Founder

Hip Hop People Only!!!
Lets Play what’s my hip-hop I.Q. part 2 (New Shit edition) Finish the lines B, most new, but I had to throw some Biggie in: 1. Biggie: Left the drugs alone/ brought the thugs along/ with me for all you.... 2. Jay-Z: Ordered some patrizie/ while talking to this breezie/ brushing off my three peice/ I make this look too easy/ so tall and lanky/ my suit it should thank me/.... 3. Kanye: So I roll the good/ yall pop the trunk, I pop the hood (Ferari)/ she got the goods/ and she got that ass/ I got to look (sorry)/ 50 told me..... 4. UGK/Outkast: So I typed a text to a girl i used to see/ saying I chose this cutie pie with whom I wanna be/ and i apologize if this message gets you down/ then I cc'ed every girl that I'd see see round town/ and hate to see yall frown/ but I'd rather see her smiling/... 5. Fabolous: I talked with some of the ballas it's okay to lose your pride over someone you love/ don't lose someone you love though over your pride/ stick with yo

The State Of The Scene
I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylors, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols. Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him. Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights. Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but shouldn'

No Time....
For anyone who has been a friend or anyone recently added I just want to say thanks. I dont always have a lot of time to attend this site. I work 12+ hours a day. I come home, do some extra workouts, eat dinner, shower and get ready for work the next day. I get to bed around 930 or 1000pm German time(thats 6 hours ahead of the east coast). I get up at 445 the next morning. So with that all in light I do ask you to be patient with me in rating your pics and such. If I to neglect you all together feel free to shoot me a message (be kind) and remind me that I should swing by your page. Hope you all are doing well and happy fubarring.

Earth Trembles Waiting
i wait for HIS foot fall, Eager, Afraid, Each evening hour when the lights fade... i wait for HIS voice to speak low to me-- as a mariner lost dreams of harbor, at sea.... i wait for HIS lips when the dusk falls. Life holds my longing behind dark walls. i wait for HIS face -- as after rain, Earth trembles waiting for the sun again...... BY BLANCHE SHOEMAKER WAGSTAFF This one speaks to the hopeless romantic within...(sigh)

I'm Leaving
I just wanted to say that i had a lot of fun and met a lot of good people on here. I'm writing this blog to let yous know that i am leaving. It's nothing that went on on here, but i just don't feel the need to be on fubar anymore. It's been great everyone, and if yous still want to talk you can always hit me up on yahoo. Jay

Help Me Get More Fubucks!!!!!
Hey Everybody Please help me out... I need 5,000 comments/rates ( rates count as 2 ) and if you go and show me some love i'll totally return the favor pleeeeaaseeeee thanx everybody... just click the link with my picture and rate and comment away thanx again Monica aka Dirrty Girl This is the link below

My First Auction...
Here's your chance to own me for an entire month!!! My base offering includes:Add to top friends INDEFINITELY Add to family INDEFINITELY Rate photos with 11s (at least 50 daily for at least 2 weeks...as long as you have enough photos for me to rate!) Profile comments (at least one daily for at least 2 weeks) Personal Salute Put name in status bar for 1-2 hours daily for 2 weeks Gifts (at least one daily for 2 weeks)I definitely have more to offer...although the bidding has to get pretty good for me to pull my tricks out of my sleeves... ~wink, wink~ So GO...BID...make me a happy kitty... xoxoxo

Time Moves On
the weather is warming up around here which makes me think of the times to come when my kids will be here and i rejoice in the thoughts of having them for spring break and then when summer break comes..the years have passed so fast...and that brings a sadness to me of the years yet to come...my daughter is now a teenager and my son will soon follow in her steps as that is the way of the world..time moves on...i think back on all that i have had to miss out on and it seems like i have missed out on more then i have been a part of....sometimes i think that if there was a way to go back with the knowledge of things that have come to pass...i would go back and i would have stuck it thru with their mom just to spend everyday with them..missing out on nothing...but then if that was to happen would we be sharing this love that we share today?..i know that leaving their mom was for the best...it made both of us better parents...but...i long for all that i have missed out on with my kids still

Fubar Crap
Well Hello Fubarians Maybe I Can Get Some Advice From Just Some Of You Users On Fubar I Have Many Accounts Which Have Been Deleted And I Have Had To Start Over Cause I'am Apparently Fake Says Fubar I Have Emailed Them And Here Is The Feed Back I Got From what I understand from our admin team is that your account attempted to post multiple fake salutes now how the fuck am i Fake When My Salute Was Approved!! Someone Please Explain This Shit To Me

25 Things You'd Love To Say At Work...
25 Things You Would Love To Say Out-Loud At Work: 1. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 2. How about never? Is never good for you? 3. I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 4. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 5. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 6. I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 7. Ahhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 8. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 9. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 11. Thank you! We're all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. 12. What am I? Flypaper for freaks? 13. I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant. 14. I started out with nothing and I still have most of it left. 15. Sarcasm is just one more service we offer. 16. If I throw a stick,

Wanna Own Me?????
Wanna own me? Well here is your chance. I'm in my first auction. owned by in name for a month, pimped out on my profile for a month, weekly pimpouts in bulletins and blog for a month, 200 pics rated 11's...more if bid is large during HH, all stash and other pics rated 10's during HH, added to my msn or yahoo, keep you drunk for a month, gifts daily for a month, Add to top friends for a month, my crush for a month

Virginity
Okay kiddoes, lol.....this is kind of crazy. I was doing one of those myspace surveys...you know the ones that ask all kinds of random questions....anyway, i copied and pasted it from my 2nd cousin who happens to be in high school. the last question of the survey was "When do you want to lose your viginity?" so i answered....i already have, after all i have a kid.....then a thought popped into my head...I lost my virginity March 5th, 2004. Today is the 4 year anniversary of me getting my cherry popped. how crazy is that??? i wonder if most people even remember those kinds of things. When I first started having sex I was so astounded by the fact that I was finally experiencing it that I marked the first several times on my calendar. I guess it was my way of validating it, not that I really needed to....I found out May 11th, 2 months later that I was pregnant...not that I chose to believe it...but that was the day I took my first 2 of 7 pregnancy tests. Damn it!!! I was 23, had barely

Update On My Health
Hello friends & Family just updating you on my health Saw my GP today as he got results on my disc looks like i have a sciatic nerve which is pressing on my disc L5 S1 so need to see a specialist again, but my BP is higher than 3 weeks ago so now on meds ..... FINALLY have to see him in 6 weeks time so again will be on & off depending on how i feel my love to you all you guys ROCK, & you know who you are. I really love you all thanks again for being there much love & big hugs Lisa ...AKA ~ Jovichick ~

Friends # 3
Friends are like shoes You can never have too many yet friends are like watches One can be plenty Friends are like the Army To serve and to protect But they are also like the Navy To whom we all respect Friends are like big dogs Loyal, fun, and true And friends are like padded bras They're very supportive of you Friends are like chocolate bars Good for the healing and sweet Friends are like Halloween candy A rare and special treat Friends are like binoculars To help keep your goals in sight Friends are also like candles When it's dark they give you light Friends are like erasers They're there for your mistakes Friends are like cereal They're more then good their great!

Looking For Love
Hello everyone. Does anyone want a simple Cowboy who is into just having fun in life, and dancing to good country music? It seems like the answer is no these days. Im just comfortable this way, and its who i am. I get lonely from time to time, and just wish i had someone special in my life to share it with. Any takers?? lol

Whatever...deep Dish
You Are New York Cosmopolitan and sophisticated, you enjoy the newest in food, art, and culture. You also appreciate a good amount of grit - and very little shocks you. You're competitive, driven, and very likely to succeed. Famous people from New York: Sarah Michelle Gellar, Tupac Shakur, Woody Allen What American City Are You?

Animal
You Are Animal A complete lunatic, you're operating on 100% animal instincts. You thrive on uncontrolled energy, and you're downright scary. But you sure can beat a good drum. "Kill! Kill!" The Muppet Personality Test

I'm Never Going To Complain About The Aches N Pains Of Chemo Again....
Why you ask ....well you must be curious your reading my blog lol....in my last blog I was telling the great news that my liver is clear and that is still wonderful news in my heart...I also mentioned that I had a wisdom tooth pulled (not fun) and so my chemo was delayed a week I truly believe God was looking after me....I have just suffered a rotten I repeat rotten flu bug that did me in and every bone hurt,not ached but bloody hurt and I couldn't even keep water down...I had a high fever. I'm sure any of you who have had any dealings with cancer yourself or a friend or loved one knows that it is not good to have a fever let alone a flu... you generally end up in hospital hooked up to an IV yuk yuk double yuk but as I had a weeks grace of chemo my blood counts were fine and I was aloud to be a typical whiny normal person....I'm on the mend but not a 100% so chemo is delayed one more week...So as I said no more complaining that chemo is like a flu bug...I'll suck in up and take like a

Vip Or Blast
Hi All These friends need your help they have entered a giveway for a 1 Month VIP or 7 Day Blast. They each need 10,000 comments to get the gift. No time limit, all I ask is that you Fan, Add & Rate me as do the friends who leave you comments. BOMBING YOURSELF ALSO HELPS http://fubar.com/user/1088271 http://www.fubar.com/user/546092 http://fubar.com/user/1411163 'Pen!sFlyTrap [Shadow Levelers]' Karen aka '~{Owner of The Helping Hands Club ~ Karen878806 R/F/A/Bling Me ~ Shadow Levelers ~}'' Jessica aka 'cherokee_babe1988 R/F/A me~~ ClubMystic' Zachary Jackson II aka 'BigDaddyZach2004(Wolves of Wiccan Society)' http://fubar.com/user/924684

Happy Birthday!!
March 6, 1947 that's the day she was born. Maureen Kerri Fitzgerald. There were four girls and one boy. She being the oldest. Today is her 61st Birthday. She had Three children I being the youngest, the baby. I have two older brothers. She worked hard to raise us right. Honest, giving, thoughtful of others. She has six grand children, three boys and three girls. March 13th 2000 We lost mom today. In all the years of my life I could never remember the day my mother was born. Now I can, because she died exactly one week after her birthday. She was watching my girls up until she went to the hospital, always doing for others. March 17 2000. St Patty's Day, the day we lay my mom to rest. We are of Irish descent.Ironic, coincidence, or a sign. To lay her to rest on this day means something. My oldest brother and I are going to see her today. It'll be the first time I've been in over five years. We Miss You HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

A New Beginning
Today, I was reaquainted with my sister. Now, I haven't seen her in 15 years, and before that I can recall seeing her maybe 5 times. I don't know her, but I want to. She came here to my house, and I know that had to be a pretty scary thing to do. Not knowing what or who to expect to be here on the other side of my door. That told me that maybe she really has changed, why else would she take the risk? Our Mom passed away in April and she is just now finding this out, through no fault of my own. I tried for weeks to find her, and I left messages with everyone I could think of to let her know. I braced myself for her arrival at the funeral, but she didn't come. Now I guess I know why. The reunion all started when she got an urge to find me, and acted on it. Now, it would be easy to say that it's coincidence, but is it really? My faith prevents me from believing such things. I know my Mom was completely instrumental in this. How do I know? Simple. I had a whole lifetime of pent up anger to

Find A New Love......
Why do you allow her to treat you like that? Blocking the verbal punches from the front, while I have to remove the knife from your back, I apologize for my words, but I feel I must be blunt. Your heart is not her chalk board, to cherish and write her name on, only when she chooses, or when she is bored, time for you to take your heart back and move on. No need to look back to that mess she created, it was lies and deceit, that was in your arms, not the woman that at first you had dated, now you know she only laughs when causing you harm. Her friends they lie to you as well, they are no better than her at all, she has been putting you through a private hell, now babe it's time for you to be the one to walk tall. With a heart as big as any I have seen, please make a smart choice today, make the decision to walk away, just leave, it is time for things to go your way. You deserve to be loved, you deserve to be respected, you deserve to have true kisses and

Patrickbobsquarefuctard
this guy is a loser he is abusive if you dont tell him your height and weight this is what a friend had to put up with patrickbush12: u serious;y have some probelm well byebey then if ur afraid to tell someone how much u weigh patrickbush12: leach hahaha ur a funny bitch patrickbush12: go fuck ur self and leave me alone then bitch nasty fuck my friend blade is lovely and no one should be subjected to that the guy needs to have lessons in how to be nice and have some respect what do you all think I THINK I AM GONNA HUNT THE BITCH DOWN AND FUCK HIS FACE patrickbush12@ fubar

Yet Another One Lol
UGH PFFFFFFFTTTTTT A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE JUST GOT THIS IN HER SHOUTBOX ........ ANOTHER FUCTARD!!! misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day

With All I Am
I love you with all I am And all I'll ever be. You are my moon, my sun and stars, My earth, my sky, my sea. My love for you goes down and down Beneath both life and death, So deep it must remain when I Have drawn my last faint breath. Holding you for months and years Will make Time disappear, Will make your lips my lips, your face My face, your tear my tear; Will make us one strange personage All intertwined in bliss, Not man or woman, live or dead-- Just nothing--but a kiss! By: SEAN BATES

Can't Find The Words
Can't find the words to express how I really feel A passion so new,I have to question, "Is this real?" I'm not looking for love. I've enjoyed being alone. But here you are and my heart is no longer my own. My mouth cannot express, so I let my pen write How I feel about you on this cold winter night. This poem is not about anyone. Just something I wrote while bored at work.

If I Dont Believe In Myself Would That Be Blasphemy?
I always wondered what would happen if someone fed the Pope L.S.D...... The possibilities of Catholicism taking some weird turns because of his delusions of grandeur coupled with the emotional and physical effects of L.S.D. are through the roof. Who knows what "God" would tell him. And how he would interpret it back to the masses. I could see him prancing room to room in his sweet papal hat, wrapped in his 4000 count Egyptian sheets, proclaiming the Banana as the HOLY FRUIT. Blessing every little bug that he spots in the window sill or on the walls. Dubbing them Saint Spider, and Saint Fly. And then he peaks. One of those crippling peaks too. Where you don't want to move and you can feel your pores squeezing each individual bead of sweat from your brow. He'll stammer something about "fuck the ecclesiastical functions, I am the lord. I am the lord! Fuck yo' couch nigga!" And WHAMMO! He's paralyzed by fear and adrenaline when he realizes the crucified Jesus on his wall is trying

The Shower, Part 2
As I begin to slow my motions on my clit, I give in to your touch. The heat from the shower refreshes your cologne from the night before. That smell envelopes me and draws me in. I turn to you to wrap you in my arms and bury my face into that place in your neck where I fit so comfortably. Taking deep breathes inhaling your aroma and lifting my breasts against your skin. With the water running down my back and your hands slowly caressing the small of my back turns me to putty in your hands. As you smooth and caress the small of my back my lips quiver to feel your skin against them. I lean up to you just enough to kiss the side of your neck, working my way around to the front. I gently kiss your Adams apple and work my way up your chin. Leaving a kiss on your cheek, then moving to the tip of your nose, to the other cheek, and now lingering so close to your lips. I can feel your desire to press your lips against mine, but I hold back just enough that you can feel my breath. This is dr

Friends
i've come to realize you have only a hand ful of true friends. and i want to thank the ones i do have on here and u all know who u are. but i have also realized that if you don't look or act a certain way you don't go far. if u don't have a v.i.p or if your not a barbie type or show nsfw then u don't get much i have many people on my list that i don't hear from for one reason or another. and when i do hear from them they always want something but never are willing to give back. so for those of you that are on my list and are there just for points please remove your self because i'm hear from friends not points i'm not a size 2 never was nor will i ever be i'm tired of handing out things and maybe get a few things back. i was told today that if isend out comments send something that looks like me not what i'm not what ever that meant.lol so that person won't be getting any more from me.lol but i just wanted to let ya all know what was goin on i don't need fake friends

Timbaland "apologize"
I'm Holding On Your Rope Got Me Ten Feet Off The Ground And I'm Hearing What You Say But I Just Can't Make A Sound You Tell Me That You Need Me Then You Go And Cut Me Down But Wait... You Tell Me That You're Sorry Didn't Think I'd Turn Around And Say.. That It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I'd Take Another Chance, Take A Fall, Take A Shot For You And I Need You Like A Heart Needs A Beat (but That's Nothing New) Yeah Yeah I Loved You With A Fire Red, Now It's Turning Blue And You Say Sorry Like An Angel, Heavens Not The Thing For You, But I'm Afraid It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologizes, It's Too Late Woahooo Woah It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, It's Too Late I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, Yeah Yeah I Said It's Too Late To Apologize, A Yeah I'm Holding Your Rope Got Me Ten Feet Off The Ground...

Lost
Lost in the universe, thats more frightening than fear, Lost in the Earth, where i feel as if nothing is near, Lost as a person, Lost as man, Needing to find myself, but i dont think i can. Lost to all feeling, that is felt inside, Lost to the sea, and its longing tide, Lost to the people who really care, All these people, never lost but always there. Lost somewhere, all alone, Lost with the world, and its pityful moan, Lost in love, lost in hate, Just waiting for a chance to lead me with fate. Lost for words, that i should say, Lost for thoughts, even when i pray, Lost in mind, lost in hope, Help me lord, i cannot cope.

Words Of Wisdom
Below are the best lyrics to the best song written in the history of the Universe..... and thanks also Phil for writing the book!!!. BOX OF RAIN Look out of any window Any morning, any evening, any day Maybe the sun is shining Birds are winging or Rain is falling from a heavy sky What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through? For this is all a dream we dreamed one afternoon long ago Walk out of any doorway, Feel your way, feel your way like the day before Maybe you’ll find direction around some corner where it’s been waiting to meet you What do you want me to do, to watch for you while you are sleeping? Well, please don’t be surprised when you find me dreaming too Look into any eyes you find by you, you can see clear to another day Maybe been seen before through other eyes on other days while going home What do you want me to do, to do for you to see you through? It’s all a dream we dreamed one

Endeavour's Uhf Radio Fails Re-test - Main Propulsion System Pressurization Latest
Endeavour's problematic UHF radio - which underwent replacement via parts donated from Atlantis at the weekend - has failed a re-test. The Engineering Review Board (ERB) has recommended to fly as-is, though this needs to be approved by the ongoing noon board meeting. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. Image Above: STS-123 crew portrait. From the right (front row) are astronauts Dominic L. Gorie, commander; and Gregory H. Johnson, pilot. From the left (back row) are astronauts Richard M. Linnehan, Robert L. Behnken, Garrett E. R

Well........
Okay. I'm not really good at letting out how i feel....... Anyone who knows me knows i'm a listener. Anyway..... These past few weeks have been really stressful for me. My mom was in hospital in serious condition for a few weeks. Yes, i was scared..... Nothing like this had ever happened to me, i thought my parents were indestructible. I guess i was wrong. Seeing my dad so worried and upset about her made me realise how much in love he is. And that made me think. I'm not going to mention names, but several of my really close friends had found partners and were in love. I tried to hide how sad and, i suppose, jealous i was but i couldn't. So that is an apology...... If i hurt anyone with my actions i am sorry. But you have to understand, i have never really been that popular, so the thought of everyone else in love made me think how terrible i must be for no-one to like me........ Okay, it makes so sense in the light of day, but when you are down...... Its just feels like the end

Ranking
Ok so there ia a really awesome woman on this site. Her ranking has slipped alittle (don't know why) and she needs some luv. stop by and look over her sexy pics and give her some luv. Her name is easyontheeyz and fellas the name holds true. And you ladies you know you want to check her out to. Thanks.

!st Auction
My 1st Auction and here is what im offering Thank You in Advance (1) Fu owned by in my title for 30 days (2) Daily comments for 30 days (3) Rate all pictures 11's and stash up to 500 (4) Added to Family (5) Personal salute from DD Babe (6) Pimp you out on my page for 30 days (7) If bid is high enough all Terms Negotiable

Little Black Dress
LITTLE BLACK DRESS My little black dress, Fits nice and tight. As you can see it traces my silhouette. My carves are define, My legs are shapely and sexy. Seductive, Alluring, Telling you what I want. Your eyes raom my body, As your heart starts to beat. You come closer, As I give my come hither look. Our lips touch and your hands start to roam. You touch, You feel, As you find what you want. Two hearts beating together, Racing through time. Pure delight, Pure sexual heat. All Of this from my little black dress. DEE PARENTI All Rights Reserved.

What Love Meansto 4-8 Yr Olds..
What Love means to a 4-8 year old . . . Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, 'What does love mean?' The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: 'When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love.' Rebecca- age 8 'When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.' Billy - age 4 'Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.' Karl - age 5 'Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.'

Summer Day
It’s a hot summer’s day, the neighborhood is quiet, everyone is either at work or the beach. It's days like these I'm glad we had the pool put in last spring. I got the cleaning done in the morning, and decided I'd go for a swim. The 6 foot privacy fence we had put up always came in handy on days like today, when all I wanted to do was take off all my clothes and dive in, which is exactly what I did. With the temperatures being in the mid to high 90s the water was a cool welcome to my naked body. The only thing that would make today any better was to have you here with me. As I swam thoughts of you began to fill my head, and I longed for you to be here, so I could make love to you. To feel your lips pressed against mine, as we kissed passionately. Our bodies close from our embrace, the feel of your skin, as our bodies intertwine with one anothers. The more I thought of you the hornier I got, feeling the water lap against my body, like your fingers gently caressing me. I waded to the s

So There's This Contest....
I have contemplated for quite some time if I wanted to enter the contest hoopla & my friend Havok has prepared a contest that I cannot turn down!! It sounds fun & interesting,so I decided to give it a shot. I am going to post a link to his blog so you can read about it. Now for the fun part! Tomorrow evening,Havok will be opening the "CONTEST" folder so everyone can vote. I will not beg for votes,but simply ask for your help. I would greatly appreciate all votes & comments & if you are ever in a contest & you help me,in the Libran way...I will lovingly return the favor! While you are already in the neighborhood,feel free to stop by & fan,rate,& add Havok. He has some fantastic literature in his blogs & simply breathtaking photos to rate. He's a really nice guy,so check him out!!! Tell him ~ReD~ sent ya!!! Once again,Thank YOU,Fubies!!! LOVE 2 ALL!!!!! PEACE Your Dirt Siren LINK: http://www.fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=190611&pid=721222

Moving!
Hello fu family and friends! Just wanted to get the word out am moving this weekend to my new place cant wait (my dream place) Anyway the new place isnt wired yet for the cable so it is going to be a week befor am back on.... I will miss ya all and cant wait to get back love me while am gone hope you all have a great week or so Love ya all hugs and kisses Bren~Blu

Help My Mysti Get A Spotlight!!!
My wonderful friend Mysti-Poo here is wanting to get a spotlight. Seeing as how after you hit Godfather, you are no longer able to get one, she is hoping to get one now. So, what I'm asking you to do is either donate fubucks or rate the hell out of her page and help her get it!!! While you're there, add her as a friend... She is such an awesome person and will return all love given to her. Mysti-Poo(Please read About-Me)@ fubar So what are you waiting for?!?!? Go on and show her some love!!!! This message brought to you by: SpizZyGooDNesS ♥ Crushed by RaZorsEdge ♥@ fubar

Freaky Ass Relatives
Guess what, you know that creepy uncle of yers, that wants to hugg wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much? He called n he's on his way to see you! N he's bringing his big ole wife, the one that wears the moomoo all the time n flip flops. Well anit much flip left in em, more like flat flops.Think thier smartass son will be with him, the scrawny white boy who thinks he's black. Tries to talk street n sounds stupid doing it n wears his hat crooked n such ignorant shit. Thier freaky ass daughter prolly driving, the one who still dresses goth, n plunders thourgh yer medicine cabinet when she visits. Shes the one who knows when everyone goes to the dr, n comes over complianing she has such a bad headache or backache, bumming some pills. Then there is thier shittyaas 4 year old smartalec boy who whine n yells n gets his way. You remember, he plunders thourgh yer house, n his parents dont do a damn thing, except say oooooh yer gonna get a time out! whoopty freaky do, that anit ever made a kid behave. Thi

Wondering
If I cried would you hear me? If I touched you would you feel me? If I told you I love you would you belive me? If I left would you miss me? I offten wonder these things, knowing what things are, am I real to you or just here? Do you really hear me, see me, feel me, listen to me or better yet remember me, and not just my actions from the past? These questions may seem irrelevent but by far they are extremly relevent.If I never saw you again i would never foreget you, i would never foreget your touch, i would never foreget your kiss, i would never foreget you and us and what we had. You were and are my ambience for life, we could fight and never talk again and yet forever you will be the one i love, i'm sure you being you will push harder away due to this but really this isnt here for you or here for anyone in peticular, its here for me to relize that no matter what i see you, i feel you, i love you, i hurt when you hurt, i cry wen you cry(even if its over someone else) your

Bruised
Bruised battered and broken Rubbing salt in my wounds Keeping me from being anew Screaming words I don’t quite understand Making my world spin like whirlwind Feeling sick inside, you left me with a burden Something cherished and honored now nothing More then a dark stain Deep in the caverns of my tattered soul you still linger Making me sick with lies and hate Slowly you take hold of the last bit of me I had left to understand What you did to me, Making sense of something insensible Turning happiness into pain Turning giggles into tears Not quite sure what went wrong Holding on to something that isn’t quite mine anymore Never was in the beginning Now regretting everything I tear because I don’t yet regret a thing I shared with you. Not understanding how it happened like a flash of light it happened like a wild fire Consuming all around it making it raw and fleshy and dead in the middle, I thought it was it, my last heartache my last breath of broken promises. E

Out Into The Night
Out into the Night Night has fallen as the day is done, A silence envelopes the world without the sun, It is the time for the creatures of the night, The ones that live without any light. A vampire stalks the mist covered streets, Catching you alone to make his treat, Eyes that hypnotize when you glance at them, Surrendering completely as his teeth break the skin. Feeling no fear, held there so tight, Euphoric bliss fills you with his bite, A peaceful calm settles over you, Even though this may be your doom. First a drop, a stream , then a flood, Drinking deeply of your life giving blood, If you are lucky, he will stop before the end, If not, only an empty husk , where life once had been. Across the fields, the full moon shines so bright, As a distant howl shatters the night, Returning now from your date, Wondering why you stayed out so late, Closer now you hear the howl, Freezing in terror, when you hear a growl, Glowing eyes shining in the night,

The Meeting
Our meeting is surreal, almost dream like. It is early evening and you are walking down a city street that is nearly deserted. The work crowd has long since vacated the area, and passersby are rare. You have been in the city on business, and your attire reflects this. It is professional, yet not stuffy. You walk with purpose, your mind on other things, when you stop short. Before you is a man dressed in a charcoal gray suit and topcoat. The suit fits him well, and you are struck for a moment by how handsome the man is. He stands in front of you, blocking your path. You meet his eyes, but he does not move. After a moment, he speaks. “Hello.” You are startled. Ordinarily, such an encounter would set you on guard, but there is nothing menacing in his manner. His voice is pleasant, light, despite the neutral expression he wears on his face. He continues. “I must say, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you. You look even lovelier than your photos make you appear.” I

Things Left Undone.....
The news of Patrick Swayze's cancer leaves me thinking about my own mortality. No one lives forever, and I'm fairly confident that I don't want to be the first person to do so. I'm not concerned about leaving a mark after I am gone, because everyone leaves a mark. It is safe to say that the world is different simply because I am here, as it is also different because you are here. People will remember us for a time after we are gone, but memories are fleeting, and no legacy is eternal. So I don't subscribe to the hubris of a monument of some sort that will stand the test of time. It's more important to live well while we are here. Having said that, there are things I wish I had done, and things I still hope to do. I am a creative sort and I have had the great fortune to touch others via that gift. Whether it was through a joke I told, a story I wrote, or a role I played, I was allowed to take people away from their normal routine for a moment, and I am pleased and grateful

Funny!!!!!
Your child comes home late every night. It has developed a curious habit lately of listening to heavy metal rock music. It no longer pays you any attention. It seems preoccupied. It spends more and more of its time away from home. You suspect that your child is experimenting with drugs. What can a parent do? Like millions of other American youths, your child has most likely joined a Satanic cult. Though you may be shocked when you realize the truth, it is important to bear in mind that all teenagers at one time or another join cults. It's something that most parents don't want to face or deal with, so they try to ignore it. Discussing Devil worship with your child can be almost as awkward as trying to talk about sex. Now that you run the risk of losing your child to a cult, how do you go about turning its interest back to the home and family? The answer is simple. Children tend to look elsewhere for things that are lacking in their own lives. If your youngster is attending ritual

Fate Made In A Heartbeat
So here's where it ends Nothing left The fork in the road has been taken and forced to a dead end. I stood at the edge of sanity and you pushed me. Falling now, casted into a pit of misery, helplessness and indecision Feeling nothing but bitterness. I hear it now, the drums to my fate. It's slow yet powerful. Becomming louder as I walk. I stand before a massive black mass I'm told to turn around and walk alone. He points a finger and I see i straight line of coal and fire I'm barefooted and I'm going to do it. You may have taken that fork out of the road But you haven't taken my wings. I will walk through that firey coal At the end now, I turned, faced the black mass And smiled as I spread my renewd wings Fly away and remember that fork That was never actually my choice to make.

A Poem I Wrote
Come with me Come With Me Let us get away from here Somewhere far with a lot more cheer Somewhere full of love and laughter Without the hurt and strife, and after After we get there we will see That life can be what we want it to be Life doesn't have to be full of pain We can even dance in the rain Come with me to this place, you will see That it is all you want it to be You make your own rules In time you will be full Time will seem to never be You will never have to worry So come with me if you will Where time will seem to stand still.

Got P[i]c?
Now open for business. Should anyone want a custom [i]PIC or any animation(gif) picture the process is simple, simple as you allow it to be. donate 500 fu-bucks to me, sending a message to my in-box with description of the pictures frames(each available picture within your own album that you want used), text(the font and it's color your choice), and function(this is basically whatever you want the "gif" to do, text flashing in w/e color, the picture itself). Send me a shout/message with any questions, I look forward to making YOU top notch pictures for constant 10's and compliments.

My One And Only
Sorry about the title but i want you to pay attention to the following. During all the time i have been in here as a member i found that 1 specific person that i dare to call a true and worthy friend. yes he's even in my family because i adore and worship his friendship alot. just like the songs says i know i can always count on him * for sure* No matter what it is he's always there for his friends wether they are males or females. and i'm fully ashamed to know and like one of his friends said the other day in a pimp-out bulletin. *this is a very great guy but sadly doesn't get the credits he deserves* Probly alot of you are allready befriended with this awesom person and might recognize the story. If you are not then you are missing out very bad!!! go visit his page rate , fan and add this sweet man. buy him gifts We all can make this awesom person feel appreciated for all he does for others. LarryB@ fubar a short messages to the

Won't You Please Take A Look And Bid?
WELL THIS IS THE SECOND AUCTION I HAVE BEEN IN AND THANKFULLY IT'S BEING HELD BY MY BEST FRIEND TINKERBELL. PLEASE CHECK WHAT I'M OFFERING AND MAKE A BID PLEASE. I DON'T USALLY ASK FOR ANYTHING ON HERE, NEVER HAD SPOTLIGHT, NO ONE BOUGHT ME A HH, BLAST, TICKER OR VIP AND WHEN I HAVE ASKED FOR SOMETHING I USUALLY OFFER FU BUCKS OR STICKY BULLY'S FOR FRIENDS. I WOULD LOVE TO GET A GOOD BID IN THIS AUCTION, IF YOU CAN'T YOU CAN'T BUT PLEASE REPOST FOR ME SO MAYBE SOMEONE WHO CAN WILL THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. AND PLEASE R/F/A HOSTESS, SHE'S THE BEST. TO BID CLICK ON MY PICTURE HOSTED BY:~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Leave me voice comments and sign my guest book please}@ fubar

Nsfw Pics... Oy Vey
Ok as some of you know, i used to charge fu-bucks to see me NSFW pics. I recently stopped doing that because people would pay the fee, look at the pics, NOT EVEN RATE THEM but instead shout me sayin they were hot, rarely left comments... and never talk to me again. My family was up to 40 people from the original 13... which means 27 people paid me and they were becoming useless in my family because they never talked. So i decided to clean out my family. And now that i posted new NSFW pics, everyone is complaining that they have been deleted from my family... and have gone to the extenet of deleting me from their friends! All because they cant see me naked anymore? Well people, try talking to me once in a while and i wouldnt have deleted you. Rate a pic or 2 and post a comment... and you would still be in there. Freakin get over it... if you have to be such a baby as to delete me because you cant see me naked, ur not worth my time anyway. My family consists of my favorite people

Caramel Sex
Caramel sex I adore, so come here baby boy I can take more, give to me all that love shaft can give, I will make you know what it really feels like to live. Playing with my thighs and doin' me in butt, got me feelings like your private slut. Take you all in while you reach around the front, playing with my thick clit so fierce until u force from me a grunt. A wine follows shortly then a continuous moan, I am not the only one feeling good, I hear you groan. Warmth fills my tiny hole, and juice covers my ass and your thick pole. You smack my ass and make it juggle like you like, you know you like my pussy too cause its nice and tight. We now are taking a breather while you go to clean up, I say, "hurry baby, cause I have not had enough". I hear you laugh, and then you say, "for a white girl you sure got your freaky ways", then I tell you, 'there ain't no other way to be, hurry come back and I'll let you drink champagne out of me'....... (c)MadCurves

Bad Company - Lonley For Your Love
Whenever the day since been lonely Can't turn this feeling away I looked around you was gone And I love you I'm up all night again outta my head Slippin' and slidin' on a downhill ride And I'm going down slow and what do you know? I love you All alone, livin' my bed I can't seem to get you outta my head Don't look back There's nothin' I can do without you. Well, I'm lonely for your love Lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love at night All right. All alone, lyin' my bed I can't seem to get you outta my head Don't look back There's nothin' I can do but I love you, I love ya Well, I'm lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love Well, I'm lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love at night All right! I'm lonely, you know I"m lonely Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah So lonely for your love I'm lonely for your love (fade)

Make Up Your Minds..lounges Pay Attention
SO ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME EVEN A TINY BIT KNOWS HOW FUCKIN LOYAL AND HONEST I AM WHEN IT COMES TO MY FRIENDSHIPS... IVE BEEN THROUGH SOME LOUNGE SPLITS FROM HELL...AND YET, I WAS STILL FRIENDS WITH MOST OF THE FAMILY.. AND YET NOW, WHEN I FINALLY AM BACK FOR GOOD...DUE TO CERTAIN ISSUES PEOPLE HAVE WITH OTHERS, LOOKS LIKE IM PERSONA NON GRATA...OR HOWEVER THE FUCK YOU SPELL THAT, I KNOW WHAT I MEANT..LOL SO HERES MY ANSWER TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE FORGETTIN SOMETHING: THIS IS FUBAR...NOT REAL LIFE.. THE LOUNGES YOU MAY WORK FOR, OR OWN, OR WHATEVER..THEY ARENT GOIN TO MAKE YOU A BIG HOTSHOT IN RL.. SO CHOOSE WISELY WITH YOUR FRIENDS... FOR THE LOUNGE YOU MAY BE IN TODAY, COULD BE GONE TOMORROW, AND I FOR ONE KNOW WHO I WILL STILL BE TALKIN TO, AND WHO I WONT.. ...LITTLE SHOUT OUT TO THOSE LOUNGES THAT STILL MAKE ME SMILE, AND NEVER FORGOT, NOR ASKED ME TO CHOOSE WHIPLASH RADIO~~OWNED BY MY BITE...LOVE YA BABE DEADLY WAVES RADIO~~YOU GUYS WERE MY HOME AWAY FROM HOME..

Morning, Sunshines!
How is everyone doing today? Happy Friday all. Hopefully the warm weather will be getting here soon. Don't forget, this weekend is the start of Daylight's Savings Time, so set your clocks ahead this weekend. I'll be working Saturday, so those of you who have my Yahoo ID, please feel free to hit me up. I know I am going to be BORED! We do Disaster testing once a year, so I'll be at our disaster center waiting around to see if any desktop support is needed. Its a long day because there is usually not much to do, but at least they keep us well fed. :p Give me a shout if ya want to chat, I'll be here all day. :D

Native American Full Moon Names 2008
Full moon names were bestowed by the Native Americans of what is now the northern and eastern United States. A few hundred years ago, those tribes kept track of the seasons by giving distinctive names to each recurring full moon. Their names were applied to the entire month in which each occurred. There were some variations in the moon names, but in general the same ones were current throughout the Algonquin tribes from New England on west to Lake Superior. European settlers followed their own customs and created some of their own names. Since the lunar ("synodic") month is roughly 29.5 days in length on average, the dates of the full moon shift from year to year. Here is a listing of all the full moon names, as well as the dates and times for 2008. Unless otherwise noted, all times are for the Eastern Time Zone. Jan. 22, 8:35 a.m. EST — Full Wolf Moon. Amid the zero cold and deep snows of midwinter, the wolf packs howled hungrily outside Indian villages. It was also known a

The Moral Compass
Lately, I have been questioning my own morality. I do what I think is best for me...and not for anyone else. Does this make me guilty? Maybe. What exactly is morality? Some will say it's a code of conduct in matters dealing with right or wrong. Who determines what morality is? General answers are society, religion, philosophy, and individual conscience. These are all true. Some people ask where morals come from. That question usually ends up in a heated debate about which came first, religion or morals. I liken it to the whole chicken and egg debate but with a lot less wars. You see, the problem with religion in morals is that all religions have the same basic morals. You know, the usual don't kill someone, don't steal, and put the seat down if there are females in the house. And yet, religion seems to get in the way of these morals. Most religions are centered around an invisible man who doesn't talk, show himself, or even hold you accountable in life. He ex

Beautiful Mess
Feel the cool silver, against the warm skin. It feels so nice, once again. Slice just a little, or open it wide. To help ease the pain, that's on the inside. Come on, just do it, just let it all go. See the beauty, and watch it flow. The red pours out, and covers the flesh. No more pain, what a beautiful mess. MIG

Blizzard
suppose to be getting up to 14inches of snow here. Its already getting nasty out..and I have to be at work at 3. The boys are getting out a hour early from school..and my mom n law is suppose to come down to get them. I am wondering if I should call off.. or what. I know they will probably need me in there..but my posistion is not that extreme as them needing nurses there. Ughhh

Dj Squid Lee
OK BOYS AND GIRLS THE MOMENT YOU HAVE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR. YES FRIDAY NIGHT MADNESS WITH THE ONE AND ONLY DJ SQUID LEE SO COME ON ALONG AND SEE JUST HOW CRAZY THIS MAD CANUCK REALLY IS. DON’T FORGET EVERY FRIDAY NIGHT 7PM – 11PM (PST) SO JUST CLICK THE LINK TO GOOD TIMES. SEE YOU THERE AND BE SURE TO BRING OXYGEN BECAUSE HE WILL LEAVE YOU BREATHLESS. AND YOU CAN ALSO TUNE IN BY GOING TO THESE OTHER LOUNGES AGAIN JUST CLICK AND IN YOU POP. SQRK

Mumm Withdrawl
I hate to say it, because I've enjoyed them the time I've been on here, but I think that I'm being forced to quit Mumming. Not because of the Mumm police...I realize that certain comment belongs in certain places. I realize the importance of NSFW, which amuses me, because you techinically shouldn't be on here during work, you should be working. It's not even the new people, who's first efforts are marginal at best for the most part. No, it's the 20 or thirty people a Mumm who repeatedly post why it isn't a mumm. Or that it's a poll question. Or that it's been done a million times before. Did you ever stop to think, so has your sad, sad act? Are you that friggin miserable, that you spend all your time nitpicking Mumms. I know I've sent messages giving a new person a tip on how to word something so it cuts down on the asshole attacks. Sure that seems pompous, but in the long run, its better for all of us. Personally, I don't care if they're polls. I don't care if they

Life Lessons (copied From Milk And Honey) She Rocks!!
Life Lessons For over 7 years, Regina Brett was a columnist at The Beacon Journal in Akron , Ohio . During that time, she was diagnosed and successfully treated for breast cancer. Regina is now a columnist for The Plain Dealer in Cleveland , Ohio . Lessons in Life By Regina Brett To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to choco

Toast To New Orleans Neighborhoods At Howlin' Wolf Owowowowowwwwwwwwwwww
Toast to New Orleans Neighborhoods Friday, March 7 $15-$25 The Toast to New Orleans Neighborhoods will be held on the evening of Friday, March 7th at Howlin’ Wolf. Admission will be $15 for NPN members and $25 for non-members. The event will feature local music from Kirk Joseph’s Backyard Groove, theater and local food from N’awlins Flava, Casamento’s, Chateau Coffee House & Café and more, classically assembling all the elements of a typical New Orleans festival to celebrate the rebuilding of our neighborhoods. Door prizes from local artists will also be awarded to lucky festival-goers.

Not That Anyone Reads.........
I'm gonna go MIA for awhile. Too much bouncing around in my head today that just makes me wonder why the hell do I bother. If you have my yahoo you might can reach me there but I don't plan to log in often. Those with my cell can txt me but please don't get upset if I don't respond right away. I may hop on daily to throw my 11's but who knows. Right now I just don't give a shit. ~*~Lizzy~*~ PS: Shoutbox has been turned off so all you can do is private msg me & I'll read when I feel like signing in.

When You See Me (a Poem)
When you see me on a "good day" I may look as if nothings wrong, But I, myself, am very aware That the energy won’t last long. You may think that I am lazy, Or I just don’t like to try, Or maybe I am just depressed, When sometimes you see me cry. You may not understand me, It’s not easy to explain, The struggles that I so often endure, As I live each day in pain. People may offer their opinions, Thinking that I just need some advice, Yet they don’t really comprehend, Although they are trying to be nice. What for some may be so easy, Is almost impossible to me, But because I may look healthy, Many around me fail to see. Perhaps it seems that I’m sloppy, If I would only take more pride, It’s sad that many don’t stop to see, The person who is inside. Planning things is so hard to do, With each day uncertain fate, The best that I can do is try, And oftentimes I have to wait. Life can be so stressful, Even when you have your health, Many pe

No More Strength
I’m so tired of fighting this every day This pain is too much to endure Please don’t let me pull away Please don’t let me fade I’ve no more strength No more tears No energy Here Me And life Trying to breathe To hold onto something Blindly reaching for a hand Steadfast, solid letting me be me The darkness clears, I see you there And although the pain remains, I’m not alone.

I Dare You To Do It! (tysm "liberated Spice")
Yeah So What? She may need A LOT ******************************* SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE ON HERE AND DOESN’T ASK ANYONE FOR ANYTHING. SO I AM GOING TO ASK YOU ALL TO SHOW THIS SWEETHEART A LOT OF LOVE. SHE HAS BEEN WORKING SO HARD TO GET TO GODMOTHER AND HAS BEEN ON IT FOREVER AND A DAY SHE FINALLY MADE IT UNDER A MILLION. SO IF YOU DON’T KNOW HER GET TO KNOW HER, GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER SOME MAD FUBAR LOVE. ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC* Fu Owner of ~Kiwichi~ & ~*Ghost*SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE NOW !

The Heart Project
Wanna join my heart project?? just take a pic of you making a heart with your hands Must be a horizontal picture And then send it to me in a private message Let's get this thing going!! I will post all names of ppl who send me a pic here in this blog. Pictured above: Me(AMber420Nicole) babysatan�™AMber's RL/BF & Pain in the ass�™I own my AMber!@ fubar SexVixon♥MommyToBe♥@ fubar ~Kiwichi~ *Owned by Jen & Airbags*@ fubar RoughTough20@ fubar Gregoire - Master Pimp 4 Real Deal Babes@ fubar SoLaReD______ I Ma

He Didnt Have To Be
This song here reminds me a lot of my life. Not only for the fact that I feel like that single mother who wonders if she will ever find someone who wont find out bout the lil one and run but also cuz my baby's grandfather has taken me in and treated me as if I was his daughter when he didnt have to.

Kitchen B***h
The Kitchen B*tch A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing With his new electric train in the living room She heard the train stop and Her son saying, 'All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off Now... Cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are Getting on, get your asses on the train...cause we're going down the tracks. The horrified mother went in and told her son, 'We don't use that kind of Language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train..but I want you to use nice Language.' Two hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with His train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say. 'All passengers, please remember your things, thank you and I hope your trip Was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon.' She heard her little darling Contin

My Daddy
Come and sit a minute and get to know my daddy. A year ago in April, he had a whipple resection to get a tumor out of his ampullary duct leading into his pacreas. These are picture from the time before he was admitted until after his surgery. To give you an idea of how difficult this surgery was, Only 20% of people diagnosed with this very rare disease are eligible for surgery. 5% of those that have the surgery live through it. My dad was the lucky one. Now he is fighing it again, it has came back with avengence, his chances at beating this are slimmer, only 1% of those diagnosed with pacreatic cancer will live. I am praying for a miracle for my dad! If you want to follow his story; it is posted here: http://www.bryantmcgill.com/forum/index.php/topic,3608.0.html So without further waiting: This is my daddy!

You Can Fu-own Meeee!!!!
You know you want to....LOL... Click on my pic and go from there... Check this out!! I'll make it even sweeter still to own me! I'll increase the length of time to 1 month for all involved...AND I'll rate ALL your pics 11s during Happy Hour each week!! How's THAT?:D

Freedom Isnt Free
WE stand everyday and we are all proud to be free a lot of people dont really know what that means.This country has been through a lot to be able to say we are free men have died time and time again for the freedom of this country.One of the proudest days of my life was the day i raised my hand and swore to defend this country joining the military,Y es it was only the national guard i inlisted in paople always kidding calling me weekend warrior.back then it was funny to them but i dont think its so funny any more they dont see army national guard any more they just see what it says on the uniform us.armyI f you walk into a cemetary you see graves of people who were killed or died of sicknessor it was just their time to go When you walk into a place like arlington cemetary you know what everyperson in those graves died of and thats being a heroe and dying for this country we call free my hat is off to every man and woman who is serving or has ever served in the military because of all o

Wishful Thinking Loves Her Friends, She Rawks!
Ok Heres the deal.....I have 2 wonderful friends who have worked really hard on this site and want to godfather soon so this is what I am gonna do to help them out. You go to their pages and rate their stuff....For every 20 rates I will give you 1K fubucks....so if you rate 100 things i will send you 5k fubucks. Just go rate rate rate and then send me a message with how many u rated and I will send you your fubucks. Here are the two wonderful women LSD's SHELL¢â ~*~DYLON's DIVA's~*~@ fubar ¢Ü♫LilBamaGirl♫¢Ü@ fubar again just RATE,RATE,RATE then send me a message. This request brought to you by: Wishful Thinking Is Back@ fubar (repost of original by 'Wishful Thinking Is Back' on '2008-03-07 08:45:34')

Friday Night!
Some times I think I am an attention whore and other times....who knows? A girl getting any good attention is great for her ego. We all know it. I put up some more photo's today and all it did was get attention and I knew it would. LOL what ever. I am what I am. It's Friday and time to relax this weekend. Other than going out to dinner tonight with some friends for his birthday that was yesterday. We are going out fairly early. I am NOT going to drink tonight. I refuse to feel like shit tomorrow. After last weekend, I don't want to be hung over the entire next day. getting too old for that. I think I may take myself to the mall tomorrow. I still have not replaced my make-up that went missing the night my son decided to throw a party when we were gone so I need to go out and replace it. Just irritating. I am going to buy the make-up and the laptop and give the receipts to my son and tell him he had better et a job to pay me back soon! He will be mowing my father's m

It Is Open................
I am offering: rate pics and stash during hh,sfw salute pic, added to family/top friends,owned by you in name, if VIP is bought will be owned by you as long as it lasts and would rate you w/11's,will drop your link in Mumms Would add more if I think of it, or am tempted. lol

Save Gas !!!!!!! And $$$$$$$
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use..... The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 13 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down..... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the Border.... When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ... Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military.... Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it..... After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country..... He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot..... . This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves.. ... If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the

This Hurts
Did you ever have a time in your life when you were so "Exposed"....Someone close to me drifts away...and it hurt real bad. Then life is just life. Showers, Weddings, Babies, Retreat, moving...all wearing me down... I think one thing of one person..then i get slammed with a knife in my heart. Life friends..flirting..then..I get honest with something and I get slammed. I am sitting here in tears. It just hurts. People loves from the past coming back to me..and I have to turn them away..ones I want I can't have... ..and I still sit here crying... ..like the nerve ends of my heart are exposed..and someone rubs a wire pad over the ends...salt in a wound

Me
She is kinky and has a clever smile, She will make you think about her all the while, She moves her body to the beat, It makes your want to skeet skeet skeet, Her eyes glimmer with beauty, But being sexy isnt her only duty, She tilts her head and bites her finger, And in your mind those thoughts still linger, Her skin so soft and body so smooth, She will make you think about making a dirty move, But you can't it's not her style, She will tease you with her sexy smile, I'll bet her lips are sweet as candy, Thinking about it will get you randy, You can look but you can't touch, But the temptation is almost too much, She is so kinky and so clever, Trust me she knows how to raise your lever

Cottage Rules
As most of you know, I have spent my summer at the cottage. As a result, there have been many visitors up here this year. Through sometimes painful, and, most often, funny experience, I have come up with a set of cottage rules. I hope you enjoy. Rules for Cottage Guests 1. After arriving at the cottage , unpacking, and grabbing a beer out of the fridge, it is not considered cool to look blankly at your host and say "Oh, did you want me to bring something?" 2. When you are fishing off of the dock, please be aware of your surroundings, and the people and animals near you. It doesn't count as "The Big One" when you have actually snagged the host's dog. Vet bill for removing the fishing hook from the dog's back $100.00 3. When canoeing, please be advised that not everyone thinks it is fun to tip the canoe and have them understand what a "near-death" experience actually feels like. 4. If after drinking 5 frozen margaritas, and downing 4 Ta-keel-ya shots, you are unable to

Nude Aution
to all my friends im in a nude aution you must frist add the host of it to freinds bid on who ever you want. heres the host Military Supporter... click here Military Supporter & Lonely Lover*~Fu Owned by Big Poppa J~*@ fubar

Ready For Sunday!!
Hey everyone my first blog on here! I am leaving in a little bit to head to the Atlanta Motor Speedway!! hoping to see jimmie win! I know some of my friends are nascar fans! Just curious if anyone else is going! Well...Have a good weekend! just had to say Goooo Jimmie!! Night!

A Woman Who Values Herself...
What Can You Bring to the Table? In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said "Yes." She began to expound... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. "I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need convers

The Joke
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, she told him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he could remember easily and will use each time he has to log on. The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife that he was keying in... P... E... N... I... S... His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied: PASSWORD REJECTED....... NOT LONG ENOUGH

The Charge Of A Master
The Charge of a Master To Myself... If you want a slave, If you want to keep a slave, You must show her your strength as well as your compassion. If you would be beloved by her, You must show her your love. If you would be adored by her, You must cherish her. If you would have her devoted to you, You must inspire her gratitude. A slave gives you her heart.. As well as her body; She gives you her trust, As well as her submission. Never forget that what you want from her must be earned.... must be meted.... Are you worthy of such a slave as you desire? Do you treat her with the degree of respect you expect of her? There is such a fine line! Love and devotion can turn to anger and resentment If trust is betrayed, If power is abused, If your freedom becomes careless. Discipline is not for submissives alone! Control of a slave depends on control of

My Photos
it's no secret that I am an unattractive woman. but still, I find it difficult to put my photos up and leave them up. i can take fifty pictures and not be particularly happy with any of them. Because, they look like me. Period. My pictures look like I look, bad. Why does it matter? I don't even know. Okay, check this out, for example, we are going to vegas pretty soon for a week. My cousin / best friend that I have not seen in years, is going to meet me out there. She has bought tickets for us to go to stripper 101. Fun right? Well to me, it feels like a fucking night mare. Common, its sexy chics showin us how to work it on the stripper pole, and my cousin is hot as hell, and then there is ME.. The Dumpy Frumpy Housewife, it's a given that I am going to be the ONLY fat chic there, and we all know, how skinny ppl look at us.. It's going to fucking suck. How do you work around that and have fun besides just completely tuning out every rude look or remark that we deal

"its So Hard To Say Goodbye"
I take with me the memories of your laughter. I take with me the Good mornings and the Goodbyes. I take with me the whispers of your sweet voice in the darkest of nights. The love you showed me will never die, now and forever more, because...... It's so hard To Say Goodbye. To The One I Luv....now and 4 ever more

I Dont Where To Belong
well one day i fit in with a crowd now, i feel like i am in my whole little world. idk about fitting in with patty and walter little family , or hanging out with marvin,nikki, and ben. feels like i am just in the middle. know not hanging out with marvin and nikki dont help much. with patty and walter , seem like they just care for mizzy and the twins, like im not in with it. OH i fucken hated work, anna letting mizzy lide, and lizzie was being a bitch she always going up front talking up there and going into grill doing what she wants and anna just let her do that and i mainly do most of the work. well its ok i am finding a day job too, i will be working my ass off , and move out of my mom house and then idk what to do maybe stay in my own little world.

Baseball Is Back!!
I'M SO GLAD BASEBALL IS BACK.OK SO IT'S NOT OFFICIALLY BACK UNTIL MARCH 31ST THAT IS OPENING DAY,BUT ATLEAST I HAVE SPRING TRAINING GAMES TO WATCH UNTIL THE GAMES COUNT IN 3 WEEKS OR SO.I KNOW MOST OF U AREN'T YANKEE FANS BUT I DON'T CARE I LOVE MY YANKEES AND I LOVE HOW EVERYONE SEEMS TO HATE THEM.IT GIVES ME THAT US AGAINST THE WORLD MENTALITY LOL.NOW THE PAST 8 YEARS HAVEN'T ENDED THE WAY I WANTED THEM TO END BUT THE REALLY GOOD THING IS THE YANKEES FINALLY WENT BACK TO THEIR OLD FORMULA OF DEVELOPING YOUNG TALENT AND MIXING THEM IN WITH SOME OF THE VETERANS,WHICH IS HOW THEY WENT ON THEIR BIG RUN IN THE 90'S.SO YEA THE FUTURE LOOKS BRIGHT ONCE AGAIN AND I AM SO GLAD AFTER A LONG WINTER TO SEE BASEBALL BACK AGAIN.I KNOW ONE THING,THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY INTERESTING YEAR AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR OPENING DAY!!!!!!!

Saturday, March 8, 2008
Good morning, All! It's 4am, ugh, and I woke up about 45 minutes ago aching all over. My Advil was calling in a loud voice. LOL Joey and I walked around Super K last night for about an hour. I'm learning that's a bad thing to do. But what's a girl to do when she can't shop? Geez! :-P Seriously though...as I try to do a little more each day, I'm finding that it's the little things like making my bed or emptying a waste basket that add up to more pain. It's extremely frustrating and not a little scary. I'm a Virgo, which means I'm a neat freak at heart. And just being in my bedroom/living area makes my skin crawl. It's not dirty, just extremely cluttered, and I can't keep up with it. This really hit home the other night when I was making dinner. Something simple like that should not cause pain, but I had to lay down curled up in a ball for an hour afterwords. I'm still going to the Chiro three times a week, and when I walk out of his office, I feel like I can take o

What Is Love ?
Love is the way that our lives intertwine, Love is feeling of your hand in mine, Love is each look and each meaningful touch- The unspoken Language that tells us so much... Love is laughter and joy that we share, but most of all, Love is just knowing you're there. The warmth and joy that fill my heart, the love that's meant to be, The greatest treasure of my life- that's what you are to me. I LOVE YOU...

Update 03/08/08
On the 22nd of February London had what I am hoping is her last surgery. They finally fixed her knee. What was supposed to be a 4 hour surgery turned into a 6 hour surgery but they have it fixed and she is home and healing. They put in 3 cadaver ligaments and drilled numerous holes in her knee and joined everything back together. She is still pretty sore and can't move it much but the doctors say it should be fairly close to normal for movement when it heals. Which can take any where from 4-8 months. I vote for the 4 months LOL It is good that she has it done finally. Thanks everyone for you prayers and support. Hugggggs and Junk Vanessa

My Business
What I do for a living and my private life is no ones Business on the internet. What I do for a living and who I see I will not give out to anyone so to safe the Trouble on me telling you NONE OF YA don't even bother to ask. I am a very private person and don't feel I should tell perfect strangers about my real life. I do have a life outside of the Internet and do not get on much so deal with it.

Please Let Me Know
as most now know after reading my blog family crisis know i was not online last night during my hh, my bar tab was reset by the time i got to it and i had gotten alot of shouts and some ppl got screenshots of my hh. everyone that showed loved or got a screenshot for me please send me a private message and let me know so i can return the love and get the screenshots. thanks everyone. i have so many really wonderful ppl and true friends on here. thanks go out to everyone

Validation
Whispers battling through my head Climbing into my thoughts Gripping my words Like a dagger in my spine Piercing my heart And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Connection was plausible Compassion was in reach Memories were dimmed by consumption Like a heavy stone Pulling on my soul And she’ll never know And she’ll never know Validated in my own mind Yet nervously detached from hers Folding now inside myself Hiding my thoughts So she’ll never know And she’ll never know Like a sore on contention Stinging and seeping My listlessness over this Rushing away the reality Of my situation Because She’ll never know No She doesn’t need to know

Mumming
Been reading the mumms today. I have to admit..at times it is quite funny some of the rude comments..but other times..its just nasty. If you want to be humorous..try to do it with style. See so many people bitching over "and how does this make your mind up.?" kinda stuff. Well to tell you the truth.. if you really are waiting on a serious mumm.. you might get lucky to get 2 at the most in a days time. What would you be doing if not reading these mumms? I think any kinda mumm can be interesting for the fact you can go . chat..read comments,,, laugh at some..etc in them. It does get old at times to see the same kinda mumms day in and day out. If you don't like it.. don't read them. Whats the purpose in insulting people over there spelling ..etc? Just a few thoughts... of mine.

Rough Sex Facts
Body: ROUGH SEX FACTS-- Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 minutes your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt!!] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protectio

Things I Love
i love the feeling of peace in the morning after a restful night's sleep. i love the look of bare canvas asking me to draw my thoughts and dreams onto it i lovethe blankness of a piece of paper awaiting my ideas, thoughts and words upon it. i love growing and nurturing plants and people i love the feeling of a fishing pole jerking as a fish bites i lovethe feeling of a motorcycle roaring between my thighs i love the freshness of clean clothes and bed sheets i love the smell of rain and the tingly excitement i feel during a storm i love the smell of sex i love being pleased but not as much as i love pleasing and feeling a lover letting go all the way i loveto sing but some others may not like me singing lol i love to laugh but not as much as i love making others laugh i love a good meal and sometimes some home made wine i love grass and trees...i love NATURE! i love sinking into a hot tub and feeling my body relax i love the unique smell of a loved one. i love the feeli

Day 1 Of Treatment 11 More To Go
Okay so today was Day 1 or the 12 treatments for me to take. So today wasn't so bad, just alot of lab work and blood work, and the iv. Takes apprx. 2 hours, the dr has tried to reassure me that since I have very thick hair that it won't all fall out. I just look at him funny.. I know it will get thinner, (and I hope it don't fall out, but if it does then that is okay too as long as I get that cancer free bill of health.. ) But how do I feel after my treatment? Very tired and drained and just weak, kinda like you would with the flu... Cobra

When Mothers Fail
I will be the first to admit I am not perfect, and am pretty good at admitting I am wrong. And yet this time I do not know what I did wrong, and compared to my ex wife, I am damn perfect. My little girl ran away from her mom's house on Tuesday. She's 8. I got the call from her friend's mom asking if it was ok she played over. As I already knew she was "missing", I talked to my daughter and the mother both before deciding it was a good idea that I came and got her to smooth things out as she was brought home. I called my ex to convey this idea, but I was screamed at and told she would get her, because she had been out for almost an hour looking. So in short, this was not about my daughter's feelings, or why she even ran away in the first place. It was about my ex, it's always about her, because she is more important than everything else. Then the boyfriend decided to open his mouth about it, which I admit, if he'd do it to my face I'd respect him more. But he has since apologized for hi

Crying Wolf~
With the exception of my fondness of boobs, I would never wish to be a woman. You ladies have it rough sometimes. You never seem to get enough credit, you have a million things you have to do in order just to maintain looking like a normal girl and… you have to deal with douche bag guys like me. With that being said though, when a girl gets herself into trouble or wants to avoid embarrassment, she will say just about anything. ANYTHING. “He is obsessed with me.” Obsessed- to haunt or excessively preoccupy the mind of . It’s funny how many times I have heard this about me in the past. ME. One girl claimed I was obsessed with her and said, “This is why I haven’t returned his calls.” The funny thing is… I never called her. If me being obsessed with a girl is thinking about her for 3 seconds because I pulled her panties out from underneath my couch cushion while playing X-Box… then maybe I am obsessed. But I think it was a coincidence. “He is stalking me.” I have been st

Not Influenced By Her Beauty
Sadly, to build attraction in most women. Or rather women who are very attractive like models and such. You need to use "Neg theory" often known as backhanded compliments. It shows the woman that you are not influenced by her beauty like other men. Example "Hi! those are nice shoes! do they come in womans sizes?" Pretty simple and effective. Goes against everything men have been told. In other words, don't believe a womans magazine when it explains what a woman wants from a man. Being cocky and funny will work better then polite and nice. I DID NOT WRITE THAT.

Stupid Drama Bring People
I don't get why ppl get affended when other ppl look at the profile's. I mean what make's the difference. It is there to show ppl what you are like and lil tid bit's of your personallity. I love to go to other ppl's page's and see thing's. Not to get into there bizzness. So if you can't take that ppl look at your page to see how you are then either make it private from before or just don't make one at all. What Do you all think? Please give me some input! Thank's Tawnya

Pls Help Me
I'M IN A BOMBING CONTEST AND NEED SOME HELP MY FRIENDS...I'M NOT ASKING FOR HOURS UPON HOURS OF COMMENTS, JUST AS MUCH AS YOU'RE WILLING TO POST...LOVE YUNS ALL AND TY IN ADVANCE...JUST CLICK MY PIC AND THERE YA ARE...

United America!!
The Budweiser Story (not a joke) This is TRUE! How Budweiser handled those who laughed at those who died on the 11th of September, 2001... Thought you might like to know what happened in a little town north of Bakersfield , California. After you finish reading this, please forward this story on to others so that our nation and people around the world will know about those who laughed when they found out about the tragic events in New York , Pennsylvania , and the Pentagon. On September 11th, A Budweiser employee was making a delivery to a convenience store in a California town named McFarland. He knew of the tragedy that had occurred in New York when he entered the business to find the two Arabs, who owned the business, whooping and hollering to show their approval and support of this treacherous attack. The Budweiser employee went to his truck, called his boss and told him of the very upsetting event! He didn't feel he could be in that store with those horrible peo

Fubar Unfair
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Can This Be Happening?????????
FIRST OFF YOU GOTTA READ MY MUMM AND ILL COPY AND PASTE IT FOR THOSE THAT DIDNT.THE SECOND IS AN EMAIL TO A FRIEND THAT IS CONCERNED. I HAVE MANY TIMES BEEN THRU MY HIGHS AND LOWS ON THIS SITE. AND THEN THIS HAPPENS IN REAL LIFE.....SOME OF THIS WAS EDITED TO EXPLAIN MINOR DETAILS LITTLE MORE.......... MUMM: BEING THE NICE GUY created @ 2008-03-08 12:37:37 -- expires in: 18 hr [FRIENDS] this girl is pregnant and the babies father just broke up. well they ended up on the street today. being they broke up i offered myhelp and opened my door to her. is that wrong cause i know where its gona end up. we have talked about this before? he is a herion junky i dont want him staying here. she clean dont even smoke cigs. EMAIL: this kinda really all just happened. im scaired shitless. i dont fully trust her (MAYBE CAUSE OF SHIT IVE BEEN THROUGH). i sure in the hell dont love her(WHICH I DO NOT, NEVER SAID ANYTHING OF THE SUCH). all we ever did before was just tal

Understanding Fire/ Ems Understanding Me
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire 'Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What haz

My Pieces B-day Account Of What I Am
PISCES - THE SEX ADDICT (2/19-3/20) EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. BEST kisser. Always get what they want. Very Attractive. Easy going. RARE Find. GOOD when found. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. NOT one to mess with!!! Hmmmmm cmon over ladies lmao

My Favorite Brownie Recipe
Best Brownies 1 stick margarine or butter, melted 1 cup of sugar 2 eggs 1 teaspoon vanilla 1/2 cup plain flour ( all purpose) 1/3 cup Hershey's cocoa 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/4 teaspoon baking soda 1/3 cup nuts (optional) 1/2 cup white chocolate chips 1/2 cup plain chocolate chips Set oven to 350. Spray or grease a 9 inch square pan. ( I use Pam and and 13 by 9 glass casserole dish.) Melt butter in microwave for 30 seconds. Blend butter, sugar, vanilla in large bowl. Add eggs using a wooden spoon, beat well. Combine flour, cocoa, baking powder and salt; gradually blend into egg mixture. Stir in nuts and chocolate chips. Spread in greased pan or dish. Bake at 350 for 20 to 25 minutes or until brownie begins go to pull away from edges. ( good test it stick in a tooth pick and if it comes out clean its done.) Cool and slice in whatever size square you want.

Putting Out A Kitchen Fire
YOU MUST WATCH THIS VIDEO....... This is a dramatic video (30-second, very short) about how to deal with a common kitchen fire ... oil in a frying pan. Read the following introduction, then watch the show ... It's a real eye-opener!! At the Fire Fighting Training school they would demonstrate this with a deep fat fryer set on the fire field. An instructor would don a fire suit and using an 8 oz cup at the end of a 10 foot pole toss water onto the grease fire. The results got the attention of the students. The water, being heavier than oil, sinks to the bottom where it instantly becomes superheated. The explosive force of the steam blows the burning oil up and out. On the open field, it became a thirty foot high fireball that resembled a nuclear blast. Inside the confines of a kitchen, the fire ball hits the ceiling and fills the entire room. Also, do not throw sugar or flour on a grease fire. One cup creates the explosive force of two sticks of dynamite. This is a powerf

I'm Up For Auction!!!
Ok it's on!!!! Start bidding.... remember the minimum bid is 50,000 Fubucks. Click on this pic and it will take you right to it. GOOD LUCK!!! Rules/Details 1. No Drama. Drama= U getting pulled from auction. 2. Cash bids top any FuBuck bids. 3. Minimum Bids will begin at $50,000 FuBucks. 4. Those up for auction have the right to refuse any bids. Please Make Sure You Aren't Bidding What You Don't Have.

Love This Comeback
Love This Comeback One of my sons serves in the military. He is still stateside, here in California. He called me yesterday to let me know how warm and welcoming people were to him and his troops everywhere he goes, telling me how people shake their hands and thank them for being willing to serve and fight for not only our own freedoms , but so that others may have them also. But he also told me about an incident in the grocery store he stopped at yesterday on his way home from the base. He said that ahead of several people in front of him stood a woman dressed in a burkha. He said when she got to the cashier she loudly remarked about the U.S. flag lapel pin the cashier wore on her smock. The cashier reached up and touched the pin, and said proudly, "Yes, I always wear it and probably always will." The woman in the burkha then asked the cashier when she was going to stop bombing her countrymen, explaining that she was Iraqi. A gentleman standing behind my son stepped for

Eddie Money And Walls
i went to go see eddie money with my best friend in the whole wide world......and she caught me a guitar pick from the lead guitar player......tonight was a really awesome night...i had an excellent time....got to see co workers sans hard hats.....and got to see one of the 80's greatest singers ever!!!!!! and my bff and i both realized we are so very lucky to have the other one....we compliment each other....and it was a really great time.....and i was getting hit on in real life....and it was kind of cool....and maybe just maybe ill let a few bricks of the wall come down.....a young guy and an older guy were both hitting on me....and i actually enjoyed it......really and maybe this time next year i just might go out on a date....ill keep you posted cuz i know y'all are losing sleep over my freaking non existant love life...... ps if this blog makes entirely no sense its because im freaking drunk so get over it all ready.....pps im totally depressed brett favre is retired....

Wake Up!
Early morning hours the ones I hardly ever see; Sun shining ever so bright, birds singing tweed-a-la-dee I wake with an eagerness to start my day; Is this really me? lol....What the hey??? I am not a morning person at all, y'all know; So how is it I am sitting here raring to go? Perhaps it was the dreams I enjoyed in my sleep; Dreams of a love one true and deep Dreams of a future that may well be in the stars for me; Dreams of a man I will one day get to see Whatever the reason, here I now sit ever so cheery; my hopes are that you too will wake up refreshed and not weary. This is a new bright and beautiful day, wake up! wake up! Be on your way! ****** just a silly little poem that popped in my head and rolled off my fingers...tee hee...hope y'all liked it & I do hope y'all have a fabulous day!!!! ***********

This Is The Best Analogy That I Have Ever Read. Probably Should Be Mandatory Reading For All Americans This Election Year.!!!!!!!!
There was a professor in a large college that had some exchange students in the class. One day while the class was in the lab the Prof noticed one young man (exchange student) who kept rubbing his back and stretching as if his back hurt. The professor asked the young man what was the matter. The student told him he had a bullet lodged in his back. He had been shot while fighting communists in his native country who were trying to overthrow his country's government and install a new communist government. In the midst of his story he looked at the professor and asked a strange question. He asked, ' Do you know how to catch wild pigs?' The professor thought it was a joke and asked for the punch line. The young man said this was no joke.' You catch wild pigs by finding a suitable place in the woods and putting corn on the ground. The pigs find it and begin to come everyday to eat the free corn. When they are used to coming every day, you put a fence down one sid

I Dont Know How Things Changed So Much Overnight
This is what I'd like to know--You give your heart to that one special person-telling them your dreams and things you never told anyone else- hearing I love you, saying I love you, spending nice weekends together--making plans for the future and then, out of the blue, from nowhere you're hit with a "Dear John" or in my case "Dear Jane". No reason given, won't speak to me-hasn't in a month. I've pretty much, with the exception of a few emails asking why he won't talk to me and what happened, and explaining that you don't just turn feelings off--I even went so far as to send him a copy of an email he'd sent me not too long ago; left him alone like he asked. And every time I see someone we know and they ask how he is, I start crying and say "I don't know, he dumped me." I can't help it -- it hurts and it hurts bad. He's said he'll never date anyone he's dated before again. I just don't know what happened. Everyone is saying give it time, well its pretty damn hard to give it tim

Real Women
Grown Women Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends.

Bleh
Your Brain's Pattern Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers. You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going. And you can keep these thoughts going at any time. You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Weird
Your Inner Eye Color Is Green You're off-scale unique and creative - just like green eyes You're peaceful, relaxed, and easy to be around You've got an exotic flair that draws men in... with unique beauty. What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

Freak Challenge!
Attn FREAKS... Are you up for a challenge? What Freak couldn't use an additional $100,000 FUBUCKS??? SO, I will give $100,000 FUBUCKS to the FREAK that finds me the most F/A/R's today! If you have friends that aren't already my friends tell them to come on by and F/A/R me, PebblesinAZ! Be sure to have them say, "(your name) sent me to FREAK'n F/A/R you!" I will keep running totals in your FREAK SHOW TICKET captions! GET TO IT! REPOST THIS AND BE SURE TO LOVE UP THE NEW FREAKS AT THE BOTTOM! There is still time to become part of the FREAK SHOW! xoxo PebblesinAZ WELCOME TO THE... STEP INSIDE AND TAKE A L00K AROUND! THE ORIGINAL FREAK: Freak@ fubar and THE UNDERCOVER FREAK: ~PebblesinAZ~READ MY BLOGS~ OwN3d by Emanon! XOXO@ fubar ...have put together a little adventure for you. Not to be confused with any train, plane, coaster or boat ride! It's a... ...and you are about to meet some... The dictionary d

Go Figure
You Don't Have a Big Mouth In fact, you like to keep your life very private. You figure that your personal life is no one's business. And if people try to pry, they'll end up unsuccessful. You're a big mystery to people - and that's fine by you! Do You Have a Big Mouth?

Always Alone
allowed you to take my hand thought you would show me love cried inside tears of pain as again I wasnt the one hurt so much now its hard to breath never enough not good enough it seems wasting away as I look inside dreams all shattered in the blink of an eye no room left to run as I am broken enough just laying awake so many tears in my eyes keep myself sheltered I can not love takes me away and always crashes to a stop no more dreaming no more fears doomed for eternity to be alone here scars on my body and the tears ive cried are nothing compared to the scars inside gave up the fight nothing left inside just holding my breath hoping death comes tonight

A Old Poem
the first time i looked in your eyes i knew you were the one your eyes told a story the story of your bleeding heart searching for the love of your life the first touch made me feel as if i was the only one on this earth your kiss made a everlasting bond that will never end i am the one who is destined for you I have waited for you so long now your here and I get weak at the sight of you I will always be there to take care of you my love is everlasting and it will belong to you for eternity

The Keys To My Heart!
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Violent Lil Ole Me
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage. Could You Be Violent?

Are You A Snobby Girl?
You Are A Little Snobby And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface. Are You a Snobby Girl?

Past Lives Mumm: My Reaction.
I strongly believe in past lives. I actually am a living example of past life cell memory. I can tell you about some of my past lives including my most recent past life where I was a Jew in a Concentration Camp. I kid you not. My first words ever spoken this lifetime were in German and in Yiddish. They were nein (I would shake my finger no and shake my head simultaneously so) and goy (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goy) which I would often say while falling asleep. All I know is I was a young girl and I was burned to death. I had nightmares as a child this lifetime because of it. I used to be so afraid of fire. I would get sick to my stomach and have panic attacks upon conversations in school regarding the matter. When forced to watch Schindler's List in school, I was much more emotional than my classmates. There was also an incident this lifetime where I crossed paths with my former husband from my life as Sarah, a young British woman with red hair, in college. We were married in the 17

I.n.d.e.p.e.n.d.e.n.t.
YEA Baby Uh!!! Kiss My Ass!! You Don't Need a Man, but You Want One! You like having a guy in your life, and overall, you prefer not to be single. You won't go out with a guy out of desperation.. you rather be alone. However, when you're single, you do tend to obsess a little over dating. Because no matter how good your single life is, it's better with a great guy around. Do You Need a Man?

Given All I Have To Give
Ok - so, I recently got a little inspiration to write (thank-you Teapot ;-) It might not make since, and I never claimed to be Shakespeare or Robert Frost, but, at least it is completely, 100% original - created by my own brain ;-) Constructive critisism welcome. Given All I Have To Give - The feelings I feel inside, I try harder each day to hide. To see me in public, one may notice, A long face, eyes barely in focus. A body going smoothly through the motions. Almost as though programmed by devotion, To a regular, comfortable, daily routine. So much confussion and sadness, Burried deep within and unseen. So many thoughts clutter my mind, So many emotions left undefined. A hole in my heart, Waiting for sorrow to depart. An opening invades my soul, Feeling so dark and cold. A million unanswered questions, That may never be fully understood. One thought continues to come back. If true love and happiness honestly exists, What is it I, myself, apparently lack?

Those Lying Bastards!!!
Ok. So every time I log onto my myspace home page,(Yes, I still occasionally visit that god forsaken site) I see the match.com advertisement. HOT GUYS!! HEY!!! However, this is meant to fool unsuspecting ugly girls like myself. What hot guys are on match.com? I'll tell you. The one's who have major issues. No matter how hot they are, no matter how sexy they are, someone out there is sick of their shit!! If they were just normal, hot guys, they wouldn't have to post an add on match.com. Not only that, but if I wanted to use an internet dating service, I think I'll go for the one that gives me a free personality profile. (Which by the way, was totally inaccurate. I don't have control issues, and I'm not spontaneous to the point of self destruction.) And for the record, no, I'm not a member of eharmony.com. Nicci, my cousin, and I sat down and did the free personality profile to see what they'd say. So back the fuck off!

Nihilism And Me.
Nihilism and me Current mood: tired Nihilism. Nihilistic. Nihilist. What does Nihilism mean to me? Rik L. Rik of the 80s band F-Word said it best when he sang "We we Can can Do do What what We we Wanna Do/If they do not like it we'll just say fuck you!" (F-word-Do The Nihil). That pretty much sums it up for me. Spiritually? Well there is a Zen like beauty in not giving a fuck, and like an enlightened Buddhist striving for Nirvana, achieving the ultimate state of not-giving-a-fuck takes years of meditation, practice and drugs. Lots and lots of drugs. A Nihilist believes that there is no right or wrong. Taking path A is no better or worse ethically, than taking path B. No matter what you do either action is going to bring either positive or negative consequences sometimes both. Therefore, in the big picture, morality is meaningless. Doing the right thing is an exercise in futility. The thing to do is to do the BEST thing. Whats best for you and the people around you. We all end

43k+ Points In 1 Hour Thanks To....
43K+ POINTS IN ONE HOUR!!!! THIS PIMP OUT IS TO THANK THESE FRIENDS WHO STOPPED WHAT THEY WERE DOING AND CAME TO HELP ME BY RATING PHOTOS/STASH LIKE CRAZY AND IN ONE HOUR(LITERALLY!!! 60 MINUTES EXACTLY FROM WHEN I POSTED A MUMM ASKING FOR HELP!!!) HELPED ME GET THE 43K+ POINTS I NEEDED TO LEVEL UP!!! THANK YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE WHO'S HELPED ME OVER THE PAST FEW DAYS AS WELL I AM OVERWHELMED BY HOW MANY OF MY FRIENDS HAVE HELPED ME YOU ALL ROCK!!!! GO F/R/A THEM AND RATE THEIR PHOTOS/STASH TO HELP ME TELL THEM THANK YOU!!! '1969' NO ADD TILL I KNOW U HAVE READ MY PROFILE, NO EXCEPTIONS!!!!!!@ fubar "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar KELLY 1969(MEMBER OF THE SHINNING STARS)@ fubar April Marie *RL-GF of Meg *FU-GF of Milfsweetie*Owned by chrishack1269* *Fu-Bombers@ fubar *~Shadow Princess~*Hossam's Fubar Wife~*@ fubar Freak@ fubar ¿~ÐÁVIÐ HÊÁÐ ÊÑFØRÇÊR@ÐÊ£IGHT§&ÊÑFØRÇÊR 4Ç£Úß ~ØÇTÁÑÊ~¿@ fubar Mysticfairy

Give-a-way Contest
Just a reminder to folks. Today @ 8EST/5PST starts my contest. It's from sunday to wednesday this week, ends wednesday 8EST/5PST. The contest is for the first person to reach 8k comments by the end time, will win either a 7 day blast or a 1 month VIP. Winners choice. Not to late to enter. Email me if interested. Good luck to all! http://fubar.com/myimages.php?albumid=896545

Alone
Alone Walking beside u With the sky above A smile drifts slowly across your lips. As you walk alone I will be your shadow. I have lost my self Within your heart Knowing my thoughts And dreams are of you. The clouds of sadness Fall apon me as I see u walk Not knowing if your heart Belongs to another. I watch from the darkness Wondering if the day will come. When my wondering soul Will come to you as one. Night and day drift into one Time passes by Like a heart beat in life. I listen to your voice As if a million miles away, Your smile, your eyes Bring back memories of Time gone by. Alone I sit in this darkness Thinking and wondering ALONE……

Watching The Day
WATCHING THE DAY The sun begins to rise As the moon drifts down Towards the sea Submerged for a day Ready to begin another night The rays begin to warm the day Touching and caressing Easing over the ground, the trees The buildings brace for the heat That will begin the day ahead People emerge from the slumber of the moon To begin a day with the sun The streets are slowly filling Cars gaining momentum, Buses stopping and starting People walking to and fro The working day begins with pace As the sun heats, the traffic quickens The pulse of the city has awoken Gambling on a day is a common ritual Watching from my window The day passes slowly But for those below the day may never end.

Night Into Day
Night into Day The roads are quiet As the night descends Walking along the street As each light passes overhead The darkness reclaims the day As its own, a world different From day. The memories, the dreams Are always vivid like stars In the night. Listen , Look, Wondering Where have the sounds gone Deserted like the grains of sand Gathering at the edge of town. Walking , running, where will it lead Hours and minutes pass by Thoughts and Ideas constant in my head. Leading me one way then another Like a maze in life as it is in dreams. The first rays of light appear The sun our savior from the darkness Another day begins As the night disappears…………………..

Pampered Chef
I am going to begin selling pampered chef. Legitimately. So that being said would any of my friends be interested in purchasing anything once I get it going? Iwillbe making it available online. Yes I can cook, and I know how to use the stuff. Just looking for some feedback. Please comment one way or another?

Drinking From My Saucer
DRINKING FROM MY SAUCER I've never made a fortune, and it's probably too late now. But I don't worry about that much, I'm happy anyhow. And as I go along life's way, I'm reaping better than I sowed. I'm drinking from my saucer, 'Cause my cup has overflowed. Haven't got a lot of riches, and sometimes the going's tough. But I've got loving ones around me, and that makes me rich enough. I thank God for his blessings, and the mercies He's bestowed. I'm drinking from my saucer, 'cause my cup has overflowed. Oh, remember times when things went wrong, My faith wore somewhat thin. But all at once the dark clouds broke, and sun peeped through again. So Lord, help me not to gripe, about the tough rows that I've hoed. I'm drinking from my saucer, "Cause my cup has overflowed. If God gives me strength and courage, When the way grows steep and rough. I'll not ask for other blessings, I'm already blessed enough. And may I neve

Mind Fuck
Mindfuck I think of him often. Sometimes snatches of visions. Seeing his hands on my knees, running up the length of my thighs, parting my legs. He grins at me knowingly when he does this. I grin back in much the same fashion. Other times the thoughts are more in depth. Entire scenes playing out from beginning to end, dialog running. There is a familiarity amongst our movements in these times. As if we've known each other forever and our tics are well worn on one another. A hand and a glove, fitting together as if there were no other place that we belonged. Sometimes I can almost feel his touch when my mind is working out these mental snapshots. A warmth at the back of my neck as he rests his hand upon it, us walking along side each other. I feel his weight as I wrap my arm around his waist and we stride in tandem. Once I pictured him asking me what time it was. I never answered and he never questioned again. It was simply a statement to make. A bizarre rhetorical qu

Poetry
COME TALK TO ME Come talk to me and tell me that my fears will not come true. Rekindle the love that we once had and tell me that I should no longer be blue and that my darkest dream will never haunt my thoughts and the tears that drain my soul of its will may be gone forevermore. Come talk to me and tell me that everything will be all right. Tell me that you love me and nothing will hurt me for the rest of my life and that your humor and laughter will hold me above the strife and humiliation of life's cruel jokes and my soul will be healed by your touch. Come talk to me and tell me that there is still hope for me. Tell me that my world will right itself and I will be placed in the highest esteem that one could be placed in and I will overcome this hardship that I face and you will be by my side for ever and we will always be together. Come talk to me and give me a reason to go through this hell. Tell me that life is worth every hardship you go through and that

Boring And Bummed...again!!
I NEED TO STOP WALLOWING IN BORED STUFF GET INTO MY PIANO SKILLS OR DRUMS AGAIN MAYBE EVEN DRAWING OR BEING A DISC-JOCKEY AGAIN. TALK ABOUT MULTI-TASKING HELL IF I DID IT ALL AT ONCE LIKE PEOPLE HAVING 4 JOBS CAUSE THEY LOVE ALOT OF MONEY BUT 2 TIRED 2 SPEND IT-HEY THATS HOW THEY SAVE IT.

Prayer
My husband and I have a dear friend that has been fighting cancer over the past 10 years. He has been in remission for the past two but has just found out that it is back. Please say a prayer for him and his family as this time he does not know if he can make it through it all.

(i Can't Get No) Satisfaction- Rolling Stones
A classic! I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm drivin' in my car and that man comes on the radio and he's tellin' me more and more about some useless information supposed to fire my imagination. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no satisfaction. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm watchin' my TV and that man comes on to tell me how white my shirts can be. Well he can't be a man 'cause he doesn't smoke the same cigarrettes as me. I can't get no, oh no no no. Hey hey hey, that's what I say. I can't get no satisfaction, I can't get no girl with action. 'Cause I try and I try and I try and I try. I can't get no, I can't get no. When I'm ridin' round the world and I'm doin' this and I'm signing that and I'm tryin' to make some g

Who Wants To Own Me?!?!
the auction is now open!!!!!!!!!!! if you want to bid on me heres the link!!!!!!!!!! (and yes you have to add her as friend to see the pics and place a bid if you dont read far enough!! lol) 'AUCTION RULES: 1) MUST have a salute or VIP to bid. 2) Don't bid if you don't intend to pay. 3) All bids start with 5,000 fu-bucks. 4) All entries have the right to choose what they feel to be the best offer for them, whether it be fu-bucks or cash bids, or any combination. 5) All entries have the right to refuse any bid. 6) Host is not responsible for auction offerings not given or unpaid bids! 7) NO DRAMA!! 8) Rate Spankers...yes YOU can bid on OTHER Rate Spankers!! Even if you're being auctioned off yourself!! **PLEASE NOTE: Due to some unwanted drama, I have set all pics & comments to friends only! If you're not my friend yet & want to bid on someone in the auction....you MUST fan, rate & add me before you can bid! And you MUST have a verified salute o

Reading Stuff On Net Today Wow Read This !
Some of these are older stories but was reading stuff today online and wow unreal.For one the story on sexual abuse with 13 yr old daughter...hmmm she is going to jail for it and the abuser good ole daddy gets nothing it looks like WTH ???? The baby in microwave, The devil made him do it ??? hello damn don't go to his church ,hell we got enough baby killers around.Then the drugs in our water was a very recent story.Well we posted it all over so the enemy might have some new ideas to kill us hmmmm ..ok Sharing my net for the today very sad.... Father rapes teenage daughter for several years, throws newborns down airshaft.http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/04/26/father-rapes-teenage-daughter-for-several-years-throws-newborns-down-airshaft/ 19-year-old father Joshua Mauldin has now also admitted to throwing his baby, placing her in the fridge and locking her in the hotel room safe before microwaving her. http://www.parentsbehavingbadly.com/2007/05/28/microwave-baby-upd

~ode To Friends~
My Dearest Friend, ...Should I draw you the picture of my heart it would be what I hope you would still love though it contained nothing new. The early possession you obtained there, and the absolute power you have obtained over it, leaves not the smallest space unoccupied. I look back to the early days of our acquaintance and friendship as to the days of love and innocence, and, with an indescribable pleasure, I have seen near a score of days roll over our heads with an affection heightened and improved by time, nor have the dreary hours of absence in the smallest degree effaced from my mind the image of the dear untitled friend to whom I gave my heart. Peace.

~love......long Distance~
I shall always look upon so gladly, with all the many endearing and gracious acts I have seen my gentle lady perform--for all are dancing about my heart with a tenderness so wondrous that they inflame me with a strong desire to beg her to test the quality of my love. For I shall never rest content until I am certain she knows what she is able to enact in me and how great and strong is the fire that her great worth has kindled in my chest, in my heart, in my mind, in my very soul. The flame of true love is a mighty force, and most of all when two equally matched wills in two exalted minds contend to see which loves the most, each striving to give yet more vital proof... With my heart I kiss your hand, since I cannot with my lips. Peace.

Sunday At A Glance
Woke up this morning in a very grouchy mood. Probably because I went to sleep in a very grouchy mood. People just tend to have the power to get on my nerves more so now than before. It could possibly be this damn flu from hell I am dealing with. Anyway, I went outside for awhile to get some fresh air to see if maybe it would make me feel better. It did not. Came back in, and my temperature continuously begin to go up throughout the day until it finally reached 103.4. I decided it was time to drag my big ass to the emergency room. Mind you this is my second round of the flu. This is the second week of having it this time. On top of the flu, I also have strep throat and ear infection in both ears. Joy Joy. Anyway, I get to the emergency room and they put me on the bed thingie and after they check my temp, they pack me down with ice packs because they consider my temperature to be dangerously high. So here I lay, packed in ice with my neon green cast sticking up in the air from under t

Over Before It Began
WELL I WASNT NIAVE I WASNT USED I WASNT ABUSED I WAS NOT ANY OF THOSE THINGS. WELL TONIGHT WHAT I WAS WAS THANKFUL IT ENDED NOW INSTEAD OF LATER. I DIDNT GET DUMPED. SHE GOT DUMPED. I AINT PLAYIN NO GAMES AT ALL. LAST NIGHT SHE ENDED UP AT HER EX'S HOUSE. OK SHE SUPPOSE TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND. WELL SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS ON HER WAY. THIS WAS AT 10:46 ITS NOW 3:08 STILL NOTHING. SO I AINT GONA PLAY THAT GAME. FRANKLY I EXPECT3ED IT AND SHE DONT KNOW IT BUT WHEN I TALK TO HER AGAIN IM TELLING HER IT IS OVER. I DONT PLAY NO GAMES AND SHE GONA PLAY A GAME I WANT NOTHINNG TO DO WITH IT AND HER. THE ONLY THING I CHANGED WAS MY PROFILE HERE. I AINT UPSET OR ANYTHING CAUSE IF I WAS ID HAVE EXPECTED MORE AND I DIDNT. HER LOSS NOT MINE.

Fuck The World.
Kill 'em all! So I came back from the hospital drugged up and fucking hyper odd LOL and I have that anti-flag song stuck in my head MOTHER FUCKIN' WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE For the love of Hendrix, I'm weird. and this is pointless fuckin' EH =]

Make Love And War
dont despise or hide from the duality life is simply complex hypocrisy all adding up to become a mockery the pain is real and my heart is bursting at the seams drowning in a sea of polluted dreams deaf from the roar of long dead screams blinded by truth to the evil that seeks i stand mute,it is the other who speaks take the blade bide your time drawsome blood cut a line be aware of all whos programs would cause cessation original thought aborted due to premature gestation the cries are growing louder your servants grow much prouder but never listen to what they say they dont act on their beliefs in the light of day its easy to hide behind the makeup and lies when your delusions dispelled its your heart that dies so go wash up,and start from scratch youre an unwanted cap,from a mediocre batch

Rock Bottom Lounge
Well first of all i want to say thank you to all the staff ,i appreciate all ya'll have done and still continue to do for me and the lounge. Next i want to thank everyone who has joined the rock bottom family and is still there with us . i appreciate all the rock bottom family. Last but not least if youve not checked out rock bottom lounge then you are missing out on a great time and making some awesome new friends,so grab all your friends and meet us over at the rock bottom .youll be so glad you did. here's the link ,so now drop by http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55658

My Feelings And Look Towards Iraq
Iraq is very missunderstood it really is not a bad place, like every place it ha good people and bad, most of them just want what we all want a normal safe life not a war torn one. These people live as normal a life as they can here in iraq, and for that they have my respect yes a us soldiers respect, i see these people every day se their culture day in and day out not just on the news. So think what u want about this country but im telling you its not as bad as many of ou think.

Update....
Ok. I just got out of the doc's and everything looked real good on all my test. Doc still "recommends" me not driving for 5 more months just in case. So I will drive limitedly... like to and from work just so that I can see my kids more often rather than staying at work for days without a ride. :) I wont follow up again with him until June... so as long as nothing else happens... I am good to go... wOOt!!!! Thanks everyone for all the luv, thoughts and prayers... you guys are great!!! :) With All My Luv AngL

If You Haven't Heard My Band's New Tracks...
Then I would REALLY love it if you guys could head on over to the Low Flyer myspace page (www.myspace.com/lowflyer) and take a listen. All three songs are brand new recordings that we recorded at Pus Cavern Studios in Sacramento with the amazing Eric Broyhill (Deftones, Cake, Quitter, The Mother Hips, Esoteric, 7-Seconds, and my fellow Redding/Chico expatriates, Oddman). "Track 2" and "Leap Day" are older songs that have been around since before I even joined up with Jared and Rico, however "Anyhow, Anyway" is a brand spanking new track that was our first finished song we wrote after our two year hiatus, and is one of our best yet. You can also add us on ReverbNation (www.reverbnation.com/lowflyer), PureVolume (www.purevolume.com/lowflyerband), and on MP3.com. Thanks for the support!! Lou Low Flyer

Thank You My Friends
So this weekend has been a very good eye opener for me I have reagained my stability as a human and joing the ranks of the adults. I currently am single and the roommate of an ex fiance till his divorce is finnally done (it should have been done 2 years ago). I met some really sweet assed people who are cocky son of a bitches but straight talked me in to have ing the upper hand and staying on my gaurd and doing what needed to be done. Then my friends i have had forever were there to also guide me into the right direction. It feels great to be loved even though your going through a rough time. I will survive go team lol

I May Be Only 18
but it all depends on jus how things like to pan out in Relationships.. which will tell just how old one really is.. though i havent been around as long as others.. doesnt mean im not familiar with walking around the block a few times.. gimme a chance.. im 18.. Single.. and am fairly willing to get to know quite a few people.. come on.. whats the worst of it all ;)

Boyfriends.....
Well, as we all know.... people aren't always perfect. And, as SURE as I am that Adam is the perfect man FOR me... I'm slowing starting to learn more about his flaws, also. Of course, he's the love of my life. I truly believe this. I've never felt so strongly for someone... ever. But, I suppose that same love, and devotion to him.. is what makes certain things hurt more... Although, as a whole, Adam makes me so happy... he has his moments, where, he's a total asshole. These moments are usually when he drinks. And last night he was so drunk... he says he doesn't remember anything... although, I'm inclined to believe him based off some shit that got said last night. Although, I dont feel it's any of your business to know WHAT happened, although, certain people will know because they are close friends of mine, so i discuss things more with them.. But, trust me when I say... what he did... didn't even piss me off... but hurt me... badly... I cried. A lot. I think the girls somehow knew i

Stalking 101
Ok, here's the story. My Boyfriend used to date this chick back in Springfield, Illinios. They broke up back in September of 2007. She Continues to send him TEXT messages, Phone Calls, and Instant Messages on Yahoo! He has told her to that he wants nothing to do with her, ever again. But she wont give up on him. He continues to tell her to FUCK OFF, and to Leave him alone, But nothing ever works. If You have any advice on this situation, Please Help. The Stalkers Profiles are as follows: EvilGIRL@ fubar forgotten_angel_21@ fubar They are the same Person. But Different User Names! If You Would Like To Have A Stalker Of Your Own, Please DON'T Hesitate To Call Amanda Bagwell at 1-217-691-1637. She Currently lives in Springfield, Illinios. Close To Lanphier High School, on 13th St, Just off North Grand Ave. 2 Blocks from the old Philsbury Plant....

Latest On Sporks(3-10-08)
Mother extradited from New York By Nathaniel Lukefahr The Facts Published March 9, 2008 It took 24 days to bring Caren Kohberger back to Brazoria County to be charged with child endangerment. It took 17 minutes for her to post bond and leave the Brazoria County jail. Kohberger, 27, the mother of a 3-month-old boy whose body was found Jan. 29 in Galveston County, flew Friday morning to Houston accompanied by two Brazoria County Sheriff’s deputies, Sheriff Charles Wagner said. She was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center at 9:20 p.m. Friday and released 17 minutes later after posting $20,000 bond, according to the sheriff’s office Web site. “She appeared in front of a New York court yesterday and chose to waive extradition,” Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said. “The state did not oppose a bond reduction, and she was booked into the Brazoria County Detention Center.” Angleton lawyer Jimmy Phillips Jr., who is representing Kohberger, could not

My Dreams
for when i wish upon a star my wishes always seem so far a simple kiss or holding my hand the words i love from a foreign land i stand here doing my best the sleepless nights and little rest for my dreams are of you

Weekend Ramblings
On saturday night we had a big irish dinner at home. I'm talking corned beef and potatoes and cabbage and soda bread... it was so good that it was erotic. Anyway, during dinner we were talking about the camping trip last summer with the whole family and I compared my Uncle Chris' snoring to "him raping a manatee." Then my brother in law does a western accent and says, "I wish I could quit you manatee." And that is how my new photoshopping project, my Uncle Chris in the place of Jake Gyllenhal (however its spelled) and the manatee in the place of Heath Ledger... both of course wearing cowboy hats... was born. Nothing prevents people from getting real work done like photoshop. The weekend was pretty good. The shooting was fun and the fishing sucked. Nothing was biting because of how cold it was and I an just happy that I didn't get sick from it. The best part was getting out of the city and seeing some stars, you have to do that from time to time. Hopefully I won't be looking for a

Victims
Why is it that some ppl always play the victim when in fact they are the ones that are always starting crap with others? and when they get called on it they say I didnt do anything or they forget what they have said to you or what they have done to others. I dont mean things that have happened in the past 6 months but things that happened in a few hours. and yet the (victim) says they didnt do anything. Then they go and whine to others just to get ppl to feel sorry for them. As usual playing the victim. I see alot of it going on and even with a few of my friends. A few will know what I'm talking about, and others will get pissed by what im posting here but im tired of all the bs and ppl playing the victim. ppl just need to grow up

Mystical, Naughty Cowgirl, Dilated Pixie Dust...wtf Ever She Claims To Be Today
Holy SHIT she has gone by many many many names!! There was "Mystical" back from about a year ago, "Naughty Cowgirl" and now she has transformed to "Dilated Pixie Dust ♠ Stutters Bottom Girl" This is her profile today: This was her profile pic a few weeks ago: Ummm yea...2 completely different people Whatever she is, she is a FAKE! AKA Erin Renee Montgomery, then changed it to Dorthy Mote...this social retard can't figure out what personality she wants to be. She steals pix from other members and a porn star even, Jordan Capri and an Erin from the Military Myspace. She claims to be military, first a recon Marine (guess she didn't know females can't do that) now she is Army, but showed a screen shot once of a Navy email address...she claimed to have been injured in Iraq, and needed an amputation, another version is that she has bone cancer. There has not been an approved salute yet, she did try a photoshopped one, a salute she STOLE and changed it...months later s

Children On Fubar
I just want to make this clear so there are no future misunderstandings. I like to look at people's pics, I feel that's how I get to know many of my friends. Some of the pics may include children. Now, my children are here on fubar because they are above the age of 18. In fact, if they were under 18, they would not be here, or flagged "private". I do not feel under-the-age of 18 yr. olds belong on fubar PERIOD. If you choose to post them, and I mention them or notice them or whatever, don't start thinking and making me feel like some predator. I'm not that way. If you have a problem with me, you'll have one with everyone, so don't even put your kids on here.

Indian Prayer
Nesika papa klaksta mitlite kopa saghalie (Our Father Who dwells on High) Kloshe kopa nesika tumtum mika nem. (Good for our hearts Your Name.) Kloshe mika tyee kopa konaway tillikum; (Good you Chief of all people;) Kloshe mika tumtum kopa illahee kahkwa kopa saghalie; (Good Your heart to make our country such as Yours up above;) Potlatch konaway sun nesika muckamuck, (Give us all days our food,) Pee kopet-kumtux donaway nesika mesachie, (And stop remembering all our sins we make to them,) Kahkwa nesilka mamook kopa klasksta spose mamook mesachie kopa nesia; (As we suppose not their sin against us;) Mahah siah kopa nesika konaway mesachie. (Throw far away from us all evil) Kloshe kahkwa. (Amen.)

Found Out My Due Date..
They're saying October 30th. I found myself a lovely midwife and I feel like I am in good hands. They are supposed to do an ultrasound on the 18th, so they can tell exactly how far along I am, though they estimate almost 7 weeks. Wish me luck guys, I can't handle another miscarriage. Sincerely, Kendra

Thank You All
> I want to thank All my friends who supported me in my happy hour giveaway . Thank you for your time & effort to help me win this happy hour. My fubar friends really rock ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ lisasweet ♥@ fubar

I Met My Fiancee On Fubar
Ok so I signed up for this site in october 2007 and shortly before my birthday a month later I met the most amazing man here. He and I have the same birthday ironically. Anyway on March 7 2008 he proposed to me right in the back room of the place i work. I never thought i would meet anyone here or any other site that id really want to be with, but i was wrong. I truly believe he is my soulmate and I am the luckiest girl to have him fall for me. We are planning a wedding for Feb 8 2009, so a big thanks to the people of fubar that made this site possible and a bigger thanks to the man of my dreams, Howie who somehow found me here.

Musings.
So much energy wasted... So much drama stirred... Just trying to find someone who's almost never the 'right' person, anyway. Lives can change so fast. In the blink of an eye. In a heartbeat. It's stupid to let a chance go by because we're too proud... Or too scared... That chance may never come again.

Dirty Phone Booths & Taggers
I happened to be out and about today and my cell phone lost reception for some odd reason. I was in the middle of planning a huge event and so jumped at the chance to finish that conversation on the local phone booth. This was probably one of the most nasty phone booths I had ever seen. It looked as if someone was hammered when using it and decided to blow chunks all over the booth and didn't even clean the shit up. There was tagging from every "wanna" be gang in a tourist town known for their beautiful mountain top views and the high volume of skiers/boarders that cruise those mountains in the on season. Oh and lets not forget the crud built up on the inside of the booth that could be from the phone company who owns it not paying it a visit in the last 10,000 years or so?!? Anyhow, I grabbed the phone (for those of you who know me this was a problem) hand shaking, black gloves protecting me from the diseases (it looked as if it had caught herpes) it may carry, and dialed the num

The Borderlines Really Do Love Me
You Are a Yellow Crayon Your world is colored with happy, warm, fun colors. You have a thoughtful and wise way about you. Some people might even consider you a genius. Charming and eloquent, you are able to get people to do things your way. While you seem spontaneous and free wheeling, you are calculating to the extreme. Your color wheel opposite is purple. You both are charismatic leaders, but purple people act like you have no depth. What Color Crayon Are You?

My Inner Child Is Angy Lol
Your Inner Child Is Angry You're not an angry person. But when you don't get your way, watch out. Like a very manipulative kid, you will get what you want. Even if it takes a little kicking and screaming. How Is Your Inner Child?

Mmmmk Yeah Not So Much! Lol
You May Be a Bit Antisocial... Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. What Personality Disorder Are You?

How Rare Is Your Persoality
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Before You Add, Read Me!
(If you are already a friend, please ignore.) Since I've joined Fubar, I have made some observations. If you fit into any of these categories then it's safe to say your friend request will be denied. 1.)IF...send a blank friend request. What's so special about you? READ MY DAMN PROFILE! 2.)IF.... you are a woman and you feel that it's okay to be proud to call yourself a C*NT, SLAVE, SLUT, WHORE, Etc. Have some self respect, Ladies! You're not doing feminism any good, and you're disrespecting women who fought for you to be recognized as something other then PROPERTY. 3. IF.... you are male and you are unable to conduct yourself in an appropriate manner. I am MARRIED, and NOT looking to hook up, cyber or webcam. You ask me and I WILL block you, end of story. 4.)IF.... you have no concept of what "Pin Up" really is. My "Pin Ups" are not PORNOGRAPHY, so and if you don't get that concept, then don't assume you know anything about me or my chosen hobby. 5.)IF.... you are

Eh Life Sucks Ass!!!
AC: how are you doin? ryan: good other then my mom saying I remind her of my uncle right before they found him DEAD! AC: why would she say that? ryan: because I've been reclusive and sleeping for long periods of time...not eating much....and almost delusional at times AC: that can't be good ryan: eh...it's not so bad ryan: life was so differant 5 years ago...I was so BLIND to the way the world really is AC: how so? ryan: well 5 years ago...I believed in love and that there was a soul mate for every person out there.....now I don't belive love really exsists...it's just a figment of your imagination...it's all inyour head...and soulo mates...fuck that...theres so many people out there that how can there really be ONE person for you ryan: and the way we treat each other is fucking disgusting ryan: people date till something comes up and gets annoying or boring and then they throw each other out ryan: like we're all disposible

My Stripper Song!
Your Stripper Song Is Super Freak by Rick James "That girl is pretty wild now The girl's a super freak The kind of girl you read about In new-wave magazine" Freaky? Yes. But you're also pretty darn funny. What Song Should You Strip To?

For Suave's Hh!!!
Damn Right!!!!! Suave Da Great 1 is about to Host another Happy Hour at 8:00 Fubar Time...so grab ya drink and start showing some love! He wants to become Godfather, so hit his page hard!!!! Fan and Add him, Rate all the pics and the stash, and be sure to tell him that Trouble¢â sent ya!!!! MUAH!!!!! suave_da_great_1*Fu-Hubby 2 Mizz Trouble Da Great*@ fubar Brought to you by "The Fu-Wifey" Miss Trouble™Fu-Owned By *B!TCHWH!SPERER*Club F.A.R* Suave's Fu-Wifey♥@ fubar

Finally...a Queen! Lmao
You are a Drama Queen! Congratulations, you should win the Oscar for performance of the year! You're the type of girl who everyone knows - and loves or hates You always speak your mind, going for a some shock value if necessary Dramatic, yes - but it also almost always gets you what you want How Much of a Drama Queen Are You?

Illness In My Home
If I seem out of touch to you all, well I am off my game. For those of you who know me and talk to me the most, you know about my son Noah and all that we have been going through with him. Noah has been sick off and on since January of this year. Something wrong with his stomach. As of this posting, we still have no answers. Poor Noah has been through alot of tests, with probably alot more on the way. We were at Urgent Care for about 3 hrs. today, with more tests that revealed nothing. He suffered through some indignities that I would have hated. Took it like a champ though. A couple of you even know of the "other" problem he's having, but I won't mention here. This whole thing has me very stressed out, and Noah too. I feel very inadequate as a parent right now because I can't offer him any "magic" to take away his pain and distress. I've had many crying bouts I've kept to myself so he wouldn't see me upset. I have to be the strong one here. So to those who know what Noah and I have be

Bullying..
so my sister accused me of being a bully this morning.. this is what happened.. she was straightening her hair in the bathroom .. i said i needed to brush my teeth.. she went off talking smack.. and i defended myself.. she was like.. you need to stop bullying people.. i'm like wtf.. i told her i had to brush my teeth..like r u serious.. the fight escalated because she states that last time..she was gonna shower..and stepped out and i hopped in.. i'm sorry..if the bathroom appears free..i'm going to use it.. bullying would be me telling her to get the fuck out for no reason.. damn it.. ugh..

~sing Your Own Song~
Sing your own song Sing your own song!"Since you are like no other being ever created since the beginning of time, you are incomparable." -- Brenda Ueland Great forces are directing you to conform to the patterns of your society. You have DNA that has been handed down from generation to generation, coding repeated behaviour patterns into your being. You have archetypal energies setting the standards for how you behave as a man or a woman, as husband or wife, as father or mother .... You are immersed in consensual reality, whereby the world around you reflects societal understanding of how life has been and is to be. At the same time, you have an even greater force within you inspiring you to wake up and recognize the reality of who you are. This force, the creative power underlying the entire universe, is urging you to create brand new standards of reality. The status quo is blind to our creative power. Create a brand new world for yourself, one that meets your deepest needs, and you w

Do You Feel Me?..
this is the new song playing in my myspace profile.. i came across it the other day on a cd that my love interest gave to me.. i would have fell inlove with this song earlier..if i would have seen the movie American Gangster (yes..i still haven't seen it..and everybody and their momma has a copy out here)this particular song is speaking to what i feel.. there are a few more that i'm feeling right now (lenny kravitz's I'll be waiting and alicia keys' like you'll never see me again) are some examples.. but this one.. is the one of choice..My bff doesn't like it..but i've told him. that its not just about beats or other musical attributes..but about the lyrics themselves.. that reach my heartthese are the best lyrics i could find for this song.. not the greatest stuff here on the world wide web.. but eh..u get the point..(i'm not even going to make the corrections as my teacher instinct advises me too)VERSE 1wish i could see thrusee deep into uand know what ur thinking nowand if i'm what

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;

Those Eyes
just a glance you gave me staring into my heart those piercing eyes of yours they tear my world apart i feel the power of your gaze your captivating stare it sets our world ablaze as my love fills the air our moment ends, as you pass by till the next i see those eyes

Taps
TAPS If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps was played; this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true: We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken man back for medical attention. Cra

Stiletto Girls..show Them Love!
♥STILETTO GIRLS♥ IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER OUR BEAUTIFUL FOUNDER: JJ - Stiletto Girls Founder@ fubar THE GIRLS: Tuff...~Stiletto Girl~.@ fubar Delia //Blast Me// --Stiletto Girls-- @ fubar ::Miss_Kinky_Tina::Stiletto Girl/promoter@ pulse/FuEngaged to ArmyBrat/FuOwned By Sin after Sin@ fubar ☆Clairebear☆Stiletto Girl☆I love my drama free friends!☆@ fubar Jilly Baby*Stiletto Girl~@ fubar Ready for anything... ~Stiletto Girl~ (Promoter @ Taboo)@ fubar (¯`·._.·Nessa_64(¯`·._.·Stiletto Girls@ fubar ÐĨÁÑÁ~Stiletto Girls~@ fubar sunshinenude21 "Stiletto Girl"

The System: And How It F*cked Me In The... You Know.
So when I was in the middle of my senior year of highschool, I met a guy. He was charming, witty, funny, cute, he had dark brown hair and caramel eyes, soft kissable lips and skin I could have touched for hours... I uh... kinda liked him a little. His friends and my friends hung out and through virtue of compromising a few of my own values and being my cute lil ol' self, this Adonis of a boy tells me he wants me to be his. I could have melted right there. Two months went by and I graduated highschool... we moved in together in to his father's house. My mom hated it, and swore she hated me for doing it. But what did I care, I was in love! A month passed and he and I were sitting in the living room. He was in the chair, and I was in the floor watching him play Halo. I asked him what he wanted for dinner, being the happy little house girlfriend I was. He didn't hear me. Of course not! He was too busy fighting alien scourge to hear! So I ask louder "Sweetheart, What would you li

What I've Learned From Watching Porn...
1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy fucks. 11. People in the 70s couldn't fuck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other. (and the girl isn't disgusted!) 16.

How Much Have You Changed In 10 Years?
You've Changed 32% in 10 Years Ah, the past! You may not remember it well - because you're still living in it. While you've changed some, you may want to update your wardrobe, music collection and circle of friends. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You are Agnostic You're not sure if God exists, and you don't care. For you, there's no true way to figure out the divine. You rather focus on what you can control - your own life. And you tend to resent when others "sell" religion to you. What's Your Religious Philosophy?

Cali Vs Texas
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and that's how it is - I don't get snow days off because there's only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we

15,000 Comments In Three Weeks For Vip
Please help me...I need 15,000 comments in the next three weeks to win a VIP...I need all my fubar friends to pitch in...I will always help you when you need it...Copy and paste the link and bomb me with comments...Wuvies ya'll! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1058591&albumid=905771&i=1956268361&idx=2

My Stripper Song
Your Stripper Song Is The Bad Touch by the Bloodhound Gang "Sweat, baby, sweat, baby sex is a Texas drought Me and you do the kind of stuff that only Prince would sing about" When it comes to dancing, you let your freak flag fly! What Song Should You Strip To?

Handsome Man!
An extraordinarily handsome man decided he had the responsibility to marry the perfect woman so they could produce beautiful children beyond compare. With that as his mission he began searching for the perfect woman. Shortly there after he met a farmer who had three stunning, gorgeous daughters that positively took his breath away. So he explained his mission to the farmer, asking for permission to marry one of them. The farmer simply replied, "They're lookin' to get married, so you came to the right place. Look 'em over and pick the one you want." The man dated the first daughter. The next day the farmer asked for the man's opinion. "Well," said the man, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that you can hardly notice...pigeon-toed." The farmer nodded and suggested the man date one of the other girls; so the man went out with the second daughter. The next day, the farmer again asked how things went. "Well,"the man replied, "she's just a weeeeee bit, not that

Busy Busy
i haavent blogged in quite a while and not much else is new except im working a little more on a different shift too so im not quite used to it yet so my sleep patterns are crazy insane. That and the fact that I am about to embark on insulating the whole attic and basement tp hopefully save some bucks on heating and cooling bills. Also would like to get the ducts all cleaned as we have lived here over 10 yrs and i dont think its ever been done- anyone know who I contact for this? I have NO idea! Besides all that we are also making Nathans old room(he got the master bedroom when I moved ours downstairs) into a spare room-knocking down walls and insulating them as well because the drywall is pretty much ruined and about unrepairable. All this plus two teenagers makes my time on here pretty scarce so I'll do my best to return messages, comments, and friend requests but please be patient! *smooches* ~Temptress~ I ♥ my friends!!!

Would You Do These To Or For Me?
buy me flowers? go on a date with me? go to the club with me? dance with me? kiss me? hold me all night long? sleep with me? call me cute names lol? like to have my number? like to take me to dinner? buy a car for me? be my boy-girl friend? have a 3 some with me(2girls 1 guy)? tell me im beautiful every day? sleep with my best friend(they are all hott too)? go to the beach with me? call me just to say sweet dreams and gnite? send me a suprise gift just because?

Two Traveling Angels
Two Traveling Angels Keep reading to the bottom of the page -- don\'t stop at the feet (You\'ll see). Two traveling angels stopped to spend the night in the home of a wealthy family.! The family was rude and refused to let the angels stay in the mansion\'s guest room. Instead the angels were given a small space in the cold basement. As they made their bed on the hard floor, the older angel saw a hole in the wall and repaired it. When the younger angel asked why, the older angel replied, \"Things aren\'t always what they seem.\" The next night the pair came to rest at the house of a very poor, but very hospitable farmer and his wife. After sharing what little food they had the couple let the angels sleep in their bed where they could have a good night\'s rest When the sun came up the next morning the angels found the farmer and his wife in tears. Their only cow, whose milk had been their sole income, lie dead in the field. The younger angel was i

Hey Thats My Poppa!!!
thats my great poppa show him some love he will return it tell him i sent u lol BiG PoPpA Ya HeArD GeT In WhErE YoU FiT In@ fubar u got to love my poppa just like i do click on the pagelink n u get straight to him click on the lil pic n u can rate that pic i made for him!

What If ?......
What if ?.......... What if....I realized what others think of me doesn't matter and what I think of myself is the key to my own happiness? What if....no one has the courage to speak up when they see an injustice? What if....I am willing to cradle your heart like I do my own? What if....I explore my resistance and consquently learn from it? What if....I invite my natural, inner child into my everyday life? What if....I have the courage to remove painful emotional thorns? What if....I honor what I want? What if....I am worthy of allowing my spirit to flow freely? What if....I open myself to the ability to understand and forgive? What if ?..........

A Bruce Update #2
Hey Everybody It's Now only 3 days away until i go to the Sydney Royal Easter Show so in less than a week on the 20/3/08 Sydney Time i will be at the easter show for the whole day and come back home late night and i am still in the process of saving my money up to go to the show 1 more lot of money to save then i go to the show with the money i saved up and i also promise i will take pics while i am there but it will be after i get home from the show b4 i post them on fubar for people to see so please be patient with me from Bruce.

More About Me..i Am So Bored!
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?::Jill Middle name?::Louise Like your name?::Yeah its sorta ok Named after anyone?::Yes Any nicknames?::too many lol Age?::32 Birthdate?::1/27/1976 Birthplace?::Omaha Time you were born?::7:01 pm Current location?::Nebraska Height?::5'6 Like your height?::im a little short Eye color?::grey Contacts/glasses?::no Hair color?::Brown Natural hair color?::Brown Dye your hair often?::sometimes depends on my mood lol Righty or lefty?::righty Your favorite...Type of music?::Pop, Rap, too many to list Band or singer?::Hinder TV show?::Mystery Diagnosis, and Ghost Hunters Movie?::All time Favorite movie would have to be "The Rock" TV channel?::Discovery Health Radio station?::106.3 Place to be?::Home Thing to do?::Be on Fubar Food?::Yougart Non alcoholic drink?::pepsi Alcoholic drink?::don't drink

Misery
I cut my skin to ease the pain. I can't belive he's doing this again. He hurts me so much and makes me feel low. I can't keep taking this but I just can't go. So just give me a blade and let me be. So that I may deal with my misery. MIG

Josh's Fight
A good friend of mine from the Marine Corps was in his first Cage fight two weeks ago. I felt bad cause I couldn't go. But it was my sons B-day and my family was in town so he understood..He has been training for this for a while and he didn't disappoint. He is the shaved head guy in the video...He kicks some ass.....Well watch the video and enjoy.....

To My Friends & Family That Were Sb Me And Pm Me(heartbroken)
I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU ALL WHO BROUGHT THAT BULLY TO MY ATTENTION THAT I NEVER SAW POSTED 3-4 DAYS AGO. I'M NOT GOING INTO GREAT DETAIL ABOUT THIS BECAUSE THE WOUNDS AND SCARS ARE STILL THERE AND WILL BE THERE FOR A LONG TIME .IN FACT I THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER HAVE TO DO A BLOG ON THIS . AS PLANNED, NO THAT PERSON IS NOT WITH ME BUT AS WE HAD PLANNED. I HAVE EXPLAINED TO MOST OF U WHAT HAS HAPPENED.I KNOW THIS IS REALLY NO CLARIFACATION. ONCE AGAIN THERE IS INTERFERNCE. THANK YOU ALL WHO LOVE AND CARE ABOUT ME!PLEASE BEAR WITH ME AT THIS TIME.

Im Rude?
SO...I SEE THAT A PERSON THAT ACCEPTED MY FRIENDS REQUEST WAS POSTING PICS...AND THEY WERE HOT... I MADE SOME COMMENTS THAT SHE DIDNT LIKE AND THEN SHE RATES ME A 1.... WHAT KIND OF WOMAN PUTS HERSELF OUT THERE THAN TURNS AROUND AND SAY..."YOURE RUDE"?

Perfection: No Such Creature Exsists
This is concerning relationships--comments, whether positive or negative, are welcome and the the negative ones will not be taken seriously. Everyone seems to be looking for the perfect relaionship: No arguing, no stress, no drama, and so on. Well I hate to break it to you, but there is no such creature as the perfect relationship--and you can't just bail when things don't go your way or if something happens and you're not happy. You have to communicate, good or bad, communication is a key. What brings this up? Well, browsing personals of both men and women and they all seem to want the same thing: The perfect LTR. What people need to realize is that everyone has history a.k.a bagage and stress and some form of drama because all of it is a part of a life. And when ya start looking for a relationship it seems it takes forever to find one---the best way I've found to find one--is to stop looking. That is how Nick and I had found each other, granted we lasted about a yea

Deviant For The Week Of Mar. 12th: Mistraven
I realize its been awhile since I've added new picks from deviant art, but things were kinda crazy in my life but now I'm back. Hunters Of The Night by *MistRaven on deviantART

Why Won't You Let Me Love You?
Why won't you let me love you? I just don't understand. Though many keep trying you are the one I want to be my man. I know I messed things up. But humans sometimes make mistakes. Why won't you let me love you? What is it going to take? I dream of you every night and think of you every day. I try to just forget but my feeling won't go away. I love you so very much and I want you to love me. Why won't you let me love you? Why won't you let me love you?

Attraction
In life we get attracted and become attached to a particular object, person, relationship or situation. Attachment seems to be the normal state of our living experience. We seek it without a second thought. Is attachment a desirable state? When a person develops a strong attachment, he is likely to become sorrowful when the attachment is broken or diminished. His emotional and mental state suffers. The broken hearted, the vindictive behavior, the hatred, the jealousy and sometimes suicides are the result of broken attachments. It is a risky business to make the happiness of others our total happiness, to experience the difficulties of others as our difficulties. We should not build our life to such an extent around someone else's life or any object so that when anything goes wrong we cannot function or we fall apart. It is healthier, stronger and much more in wisdom to love everything and everybody, play our roles and perform our duties to the maximum with everybody and still remain de

Chocolate
I take a bite, It is deep and rich, Soft and moist, As it melts in my mouth, My tongue becomes wet, I lick my lips. Closing my eyes, The rushes come in. My body weakens, As you cross my mind. Thinking of you, As I wrap my mouth around it. Using my tongue, Lick, Lick, Lick. MMMM, it taste so good, Creamy and sweet, As the flavor lingers in my mouth. Then the savoring is over, I let it go down slowly. Satisfied, but wanting more. So I pick up the fork, And take another bite, Of this chocolate cake that is so divine.

Scotty (heads Up My Lady Friends!)
This is a heads up to my Lady friends. Ok, this Noob thought it was cool to ask for nude pics AFTER I told him I was engaged... scotty@ fubar This is our email convo, he replies on the bottom of the message, earlier I mentioned my daughter was talking on the phone to my fiance, then he asked if I traded pics, ok, I AM a bit naive at times...lol!! I didn't know what he was referring to, I said all my pics are here on this site, then he enlightened me that he meant NUDE pics. I reminded him I was engaged, and he said he was too!!! Anyway, here's the SS of that: Here is his profile stating that he was SINGLE...riiiiiight!! This was a heads up for the women here, but DAMN this guy makes you men look bad too!!!

Just Writing...."love"
My Love for you is as precious as a baby's first breath... My Love for you is as fierce as a lion fighting to his death... My Love for you shines like a july afternoon... My Love for you is as big as a fall harvest moon... My Love for you soars like an eagle in the sky.... My Love for you I will carry with me even after I die... Jennifer G. 3-11-08 Copy Right Pending

Trust.....
Why is it so hard for me to trust someone? I want to believe everything everyone says or does, but find it more difficult each minute. When someone says they love you, do they mean it or are they just saying it because they think you want to hear it? When someone says "I got your back", do they mean it? When someone smiles at you to your face, then talks shit about you behind your back, why do we keep these people around? I've been a very trusting person here the past few weeks. Morning trusting than I should have ever gotten. I feel now that someone is waiting in the shadows to jab the knife in my back and everyone else is waiting to turn it just a little bit. Eventually, the wound with be a gaping hole and I will bleed out. I really feel that I should return to my former self and keep everyone locked out of my life. If that recourse takes place, many people will get hurt, and I will have no remorse. It's fucking hilarious what one man will do once driven to a breaking point. Sometime

A Poem
i am in in dark and i think i am trapped with old issue and demons coming in like dragons on wings of prayers i sit and ponder past future and persent i cling to myself in the dark and wonder why i did what i did i sit huggin myself for there is noone here but me in the dark to match my soul yet there is a small deem lite approaching i can almost touch with one hand ... i hear the beast of depression coming i hear him in soul roams there like he owns me iwill not give in i see my compass which leads to the light i am here i am myself and i fight for one more day by julie hardman @2008

The Princess ......
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, The PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; Metal, Wood, Stone, Anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly . The second prince brought diamonds. He thought dia

Drkgrneyes {co-owner Of ***the Sassy Dragon***
Ok, this isn't even a NOOB!! He checks me out, rates me a 10...then RE-RATES me a 4!!! And to top it off he sends me a friend request!! drkgrneyes {Co-Owner of ***The Sassy Dragon***}@ fubar

Our Gift Of Us...
For Amity, She lays, unfettered with her Pale satin seas bathed in the light of this, Our Secret Silver Night. The Whole Goddess gazes down upon My Summer Goddess to deliver the vision that quivers her soul and mine for we both shiver in our divine embrace in the place we long to live deep and breath in to keep the face of what we know here as our Love. We take each other home with the blaze in our eyes and realize how alone the world seems to not have known for itself that which teems in our hearts. Our Gift of Us!

# 001.) Macy's
I saw her at Macys that spring day. She had on a tight ribbed top and a green and blue plaid skirt, bobby socks and her hair back in a ponytail. She was mid-thirties, but she looked about eighteen in that get-up. Her fresh looks and her pert breasts caused me to stop on my way to the cookware section. I picked up a halter from the aisle-side display and glanced at it idly as I watched her shopping for a pair of panties. She already had two pair and was eyeing a third, a sexy thong I noticed. Much to my embarrassment, she looked up and coyly purred, "That's not your size." Red faced I hung the short halter up and smiled back, "Just looking for something for a special lady." Her wicked grin sliced through me, "That's nice, but if I were the special lady, I'd like something from over there," motioning to the bustiers in the corner. "Maybe you could show me one, I'm always getting something too conservative," my cock stirred in my jogging shorts as I sauntered over to h

I Was The Perfect Child
I was told to do this one... When I was about 9 I remember getting in trouble and spanked for something one of my sisters had done. When Dad found out it was not me like I had hollered at him he took me on his lap told me how sorry he was and the next time I did something wrong He would not spank me. OHHH BOY a free ride!! Words he would come to regret. The following week I was so called home sick from school and because Mom had to work one of my older sisters was staying home from class to be with me and keep me out of trouble (koff koff) I was in the downstairs bathroom where Sarah had left her lighter on the counter...so I did the natural thing ...played with it. Ya know its really super amazing how fast toilet paper burns up. By the time I had run back and forth with cups of water I had burnt a huge bath towel and half the side wall had a large black scar on it. I knew I was in BIG TROUBLE! So I did the obvious thing ...I got rid of all the evidence flushed the scraps of bur

Mr. King Of Kings
the king of kings go make him a godfather King of Kings/TCS Security@ fubar show him love tell him i sent u :) He also makes some great work on poster pics n name name graphics go and contact him if u want also a poster pic or a name graphic

The Auction Is Now Open!!!!
ok yall, the NSFW auction is now open. please click the pic below and place your bids as well as see what i am offering!!!!! you have to add the host to bid, so here is their profile NYHA **Mari's Fu~Wife**@ fubar

Men!!!!!!!!yummy.
I like men: *with long dark hair. *with brittish/irish/scottish accent. *with a sarcastic sence of humour. *who are educated. *who are interesting. *who are musicians. *who are tall. *who have nice developed arms and back. *who can protect me. *who are not affraid to wear makeup in public if I ak them to. *who are not over 10 years older then me. *who are ambitious. *who use parfums. *who are romantic. *who are dominant,but let me sometimes to dominate them. *who love sex (lol). *who will just try to make my wishes come true. *who dares to jump out of an airoplane with me.

Men!!!!!!!not Yummy.
I dont like men: *with italian/french accent. *with blond hair. *who dont take care of themselves. *who have more cosmetics than me. *who get drunk after few drinks. *who dont like to go out. *who dont like animals. *who smell. *who are too possesive. *who burp too much. *who think I`m too girly and fragile.

Sprint Call Center
Okay, so today I took calls for the first time. Before the first call I actually got nervous enought to where I had to vomit lol. Pretty stupid since I've done call center work before, just for Overstock.com. Anyhow, luckily my first call was a nice person, not someone pissed off at Sprint lol. Anyways, I was fine from then on and I'm really looking forward to pursuing my career there! I have to bid on my shift and no matter what schedual I pick, I have to work the weekends and that sucks cause I don't have child care for the weekend, so I don't know what I'm gonna do. Anyhow, I'll keep ya posted!

What To Do
I have just recently been able to talk to my bilogical father's side of my family, the last contact with my father being 12 years ago. He has offered to have me come see him for a little va-ca so to speek, all expenses paid, to catch up with each other and basically get to know each other, the last time we actually saw each other was my 5th birthday. (damn that was a LONG) time ago. I have also been trying to get a job, as we all know is really tough these days anyways, and i finally landed one and have to start thursday night (yes tomorrow). My boss is a very understanding person and one of my friends has offered to work my shifts for about a week so i can go on my trip. Grrrrr, i really need the money, but I REEEEAAAALLLYY need the va-ca from my surroundings and the people in them as well, kind of like a healing process after 13 years of basically bad luck, murphy's law kinda shit. So, should i take my friend up on his offer and take my trip or should i just reschedu

Been Real Sick
i have been real sick for the last 2weeks ihave been going back and forth to the hospital for iv antibiotics im slowly hoping im getting better well im goin back to bed now so my page love love u all and miss u

Vh-1 Classic Rock Autism
VH1 Classic Rock AutismVH1 Classic's Rock Autism campaign is designed to help educate parents and build awareness about autism, a complex neurobiological developmental disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime, and to raise funds for a variety of autism research, advocacy, and support organizations. Autism affects one in every 150 children, with a child diagnosed every 21 minutes. Today, there is no known cause or cure. VH1 Classic aims to galvanize a community of artists and fans in support of this cause. Autism FactsLearn More What is autism? Autism is a complex neurobiological development disorder that lasts throughout a person's lifetime. Because persons with autism exhibit different symptoms or behaviors, ranging from mild to serious, autism is a "spectrum" disorder, or a group of disorders with a range of similar features. Learn more about autism. Diagnosing Autism Research shows that early intervention leads to improved outcomes for children with autism. Im

Honestly
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? pink 2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now? uh can't tell you that, Honestly! 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? This survey 4. Honestly, what did you do today? Was online slept a little, went to town got some tea and pepsi 5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive? umm maybe a little 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? no 7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel? no 8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?yes 9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? very little makes me happy. 10. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yup 11. Honestly, what is your mood right now? bitchy 12.Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? well no 13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?yes 14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret? a few 16. Honestly, do you hate someone right now? yes 17. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now? I think you know

Remenmber The 80's
When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes.about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways yadda, yadda, yadda... And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet . If we wanted to know something, we had to use the 12 year old set of encyclopedias we had at home or we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! There was no email!! We had to actually write somebod

Be For Real ,,
if you are going to read this you may not like it.. there are people on here that play dumbass drama games. it is so pathetic and i can't keep my mouth shut about it anymore. first dont even try and use me to get someone else jealous,, it wont work, i dont play drama and jealousy is just that drama. please do not put me down or have little hissy fits because i dont agree with you, we are all different and have our own opinions,, hello we are talking about being adults here,, aren't we? please don't give me shit about someone or something and then go and do the same thing that you just gave me shit about. omg,,that is just so fake and it shows me what kind of person you are. i am not one to care about points , ratings , levels or fubar money,, i am here to meet people and i have met a few i am not stupid and i am not sneaky,, if you keep coming on my page over and over without a comment or rating i dont care but dont sit there and one, think that i dont know what you are doing a

What Every Man Wants!
What a man wants and what will pleasure his cock to get him to blast a big load of cum. The following is one way to please a man…the intimate act of fellatio. A woman must want to perform this for him, and not make it a chore. If you have an attitude like you have to do it, then just forget it, he will not enjoy the process and neither will you. It will take you much longer to get him to blow a load if you do this just to be doing it. What I'm going to teach you today is a combination of a blowjob and handjob all at the same time. Both work well by themselves, but doing these techniques at the same time will give you, and him, the most amount of pleasure far better than each of you thought you could ever be able to do. Get yourself and him in a comfortable position. With him completely naked and yourself at least topless. Have him sit in a chair, sitting on the edge and laying back a bit and you on your knees between his legs, this will allow you to get real close. You might wan

A Little Worried
This is going to sound gross to a few of you, so I am sorry for that. About 10 years ago I had ovarian cancer. Well now things in my body are a little fucked up again. I have been having my little visitor for over a week not and its really bad. I have lost a lot of blood, and am as white as a ghost. I feel incredibly dizzy and tired. I have missed work it has been so bad. I go Thursday to see for sure whats wrong, but I am so worried that it is some thing so much more. I know its probably not the cancer coming back, but I can't help but have that feeling. I am scared to death right now. What if is some thing so much worse. What am I going to do then? Plus, I am still so dizzy and stuff. I hate this. My mom told me to take some vitamins to help build me back up, but damn it does not work fast enough. But sorry if this grossed you out in any way, I just needed to vent.

Woman
IF U R ON MY EVILANDNAUGHTY ACCOUNT DO NOT TALK TO ME UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN. AND DONT ASK ME TO GET YOU A DRINK UNLES U R IN THE ROOM I HANG OUT IN.AS FOR LOVE THERE IS NO LOVE. I WANT ONE WOMAN TO SHOW ME THAT LOOKS DONT MATTER AND THAT MONEY DONT MATTER. THAT WHAT IS ON THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS THE MOST. IM WALL IS GOING BACK UP. AND GOOD LUCK BREAKING IT BACK DOWN.

Info As Of 3-11-08
Well we had another appointment today and we finally know what we are having. Its a baby LOL you will see in the images for yourself. Everything is going great right now and my wife is doing great too. The baby is really starting to move around now and i lay and hold her stomach just to get a chance to feel it. The doctor says everything is progressing right on schedule with the pregnancy and he sees no problems at this time. The wife goes back next week for her sugar test other trhen that the only new thing is they have updated her due date to July 6th. Here are the images we got to see today. AND THE SURVEY SAYS ITS A..................

New Beginning
I'm done bitching and complaining I'm sick of explaining Time after time, I keep losing what I'm gaining I gotta get my life together, no matter the weather My attitude was all crap, gotta keep my head intact This shit is crazy, I don't wanna get lazy I can't let anybody break me or erase me I gotta start excelling and stop dwelling on my mistakes I need to take a break from it, before I give myself a headache Like a bad migraine, something I can't control No more putting myself in a hole, now it's time for me to reach my goals I'm putting myself in chains with my negativity I can't let anybody get the best of me Cause I have more important things to worry about So the only thing I can do is to block them out Cause people don't mean shit to me when they block me out of their lives All I can do is move on, I gotta keep the strive Yeah, I went to school and got a degree Now, I want to get a good job to use my ability Life is to short to be very hatefu

Mumms??
Im confused! and just thinking out loud.... Whats the point of MUMMS? Half the people there tell you to MUYOM (make up your own mind) but isnt a MUMM, make up my mind? and then if you make a MUMM like a Poll or what ever they call it (i havent done it but read a LOT that have) they tell you its not a MUMM and to learn how to make a MUMM. Just so they can tell you they dont care, or MUYOM. Or You write a GOOD mumm, but its kinda long cause you dont want to leave out any details, cause you wanna get the best answers for it that you can, and they tell you its too long they dont want to read it, But when you write one and its short, they Make up their own reasons and twist it all around. Which requires you to comment on your own MUMM just to clarify stuff. Sometimes, they call people liars and say that theyre just looking for attention and then they say some pretty offesive stuff... honestly it seems they are looking for more attention then the person who wrote the MUMM. So im just wond

Astronauts Inspect Heat Shield; No Obvious Damage Seen.
03:40 AM, 3/12/08, Update: Astronauts inspect heat shield; no obvious damage seen; analysts not yet sure whether bird/debris might have struck shuttle's nose during ascent. Image Above: The STS-123 crew patch depicts the space shuttle in orbit with the crew names trailing behind. STS-123's major additions to ISS- the first component of the Japanese Experimental Module (the Experimental Logistics Module - Pressurized Section (ELM-PS)(shown being lifted out of Endeavours cargo bay) and the Canadian Special Purpose Dexterous Manipulator (SPDM)(shown left). The ISS is shown in the configuration that the STS-123 crew will encounter when they arrive. The Endeavour astronauts unlimbered the shuttle's robot arm overnight and inspected the ship's nose cap and wing leading edge panels with a laser scanner on the end of a 50-foot-long boom. The areas of the orbiter that experience the most extreme heating during re-entry appeared in good shape to the untrained eye

Antichrist????
Barack Obama the Anti_Christ.. very damn convincing to me Body: SAY NO TO OBAMA Had to pass on Obama 'Frightens Me'. The Bible has warned us that 'A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract many supporters!' When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is 'A Muslim'....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description from the Bible of the 'Anti-Christ'! I'm just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you

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Hey everyone just wanted to let you know I might not be around that much over the next couple weeks. We are getting ready to move into our new house so there is a lot of work to do and then there will probably be a few days I wot have the net....but I will get on when I can. Dont worry I will get on to keep track of the auction and let everyone know the results when its over. Just wanted to let you know that I probably wont be on as much as I usually am. Take care and feel free to hit me up when you see that Im on.

What Is Love
What is love, Love can't see you and you can't see it Love is a sneaky thing I guess sort of slick Love can hurt and Love can heal Love can be born and Love can kill Love has won and Love has lost Love can catch and Love can toss Love can stand and Love can fall Love is small and Love is tall Love is right and Love is wrong Love is weak and Love is strong Love is up and Love is down Love can smile and Love can frown Love is good and Love can be bad Love is quite and Love can brag Love is a little and Love is a lot Love contiues and Love stops Love can hope and Love can dream Love can talk and Love can sing Love can be a word or Love can be a ring Love can be nothing or Love can be everything

Can You Read This?
I cnudol't blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it.

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Confessions Of A Cheater 2
Before you say anything sit down, I've got something to say Something thats been eating away at me and my heart can't stand it another day Not even sure where exactly I should begin just know that you are about to hear about my sin I have been loving you and been your wife for the most part committed to you and our happy life Do what you ask, you need not say more committed down to the very core Committed, I keep saying it, maybe because I want it to be true but nothing can change the fact that I have been cheating on you I know you are angry and want to scream Now that you know I am not as I did seem but in my defense just let me say I honestly didn't want you to find this out any other way I could have kept lying, kept my business under his sheets but then I run the risk of you hearing about it out there on the streets At the time I didn't even care for his name All that mattered was that we both had no shame I didn't love him, I was in love with you I told him it