Fubar Blog Posts 4

I Am Now A High School Equivlent Grad
I passed my G.E.D. Test!!!!!! I am so happy. I can believe that i passed it, i thought i was going to fail the math portion of the test cuz there was nothing on there that i was refreshing up on. I am so glad i passed...I am at a lost of any more words... :)

Some "man" On Fubar.
So yesterday i rated some anne chick a 10! She messages me with attitude asking what i needed that i had went to her page. here i still have the thing so ill post it. ->_Anne ~Mis...: sorry.. i believe i rated you.. i didnt know that was against the rules.. please forgive me _Anne ~Mis...: you were on my page. did you need something? ->_Anne ~Mis...: huh? _Anne ~Mis...: can i help you with something? I, for one, dont think that i should have gotten bitched at for rating someone! i didnt even downrate her.. it was a 10. I didnt know there were rules about going to random pages considering ive been doing that all along. So i said: ->_Anne ~Mis...: there i rated you again .. a 1.. and then i blocked her. why do i need that drama bull shit on here? i had done nothing wrong.. I didnt call her any names.. had done absolutely nothing! that was the entire 5 lined conversation! so i just get on and got this : Charmed0ne: hey cunt let me give you a heads up. there a

Gawd! I Wanna Vent
So its sunday and im opening my mail for the whole week and i got a letter from my school saying im 2 units short from my social behavioral science degree... WTF!!!! gawd im soo mad! now I do not know what to do because that degree is what matters for my major.. not the communications degree... *breaths* okay.. maybe if i show them the transcript from the geometry class i took in another JC they will hopefully count and will put me 2 units ahead.. arrgghh!!!

Games
People tend to wanna play games and make you feel like your nothing but dirt, after they have told you how wonderful you are and how much they like you, well makes no sense to me. If you don't wanna know the truth I suggest you don't ask.If you don't want to be played I suggest you don't play games, games go both ways and there's never a winner when you play with someones heart.Be it friend or more!!!

Sunday Afternoon
With my head laying on your chest I can feel the steady beat of your heart. As I run my hand up your arm stroking your bicep, down across your chest. I notice your heart starts to beat faster. The lower on your chest I go, the faster the beat. Lightly running my fingertips across where your waist band would be awakens the beast. Roughly you grab me and flip me onto my back. Your lips cover mine...stiffling a giggle.

My Poor Thumb
Last night at work sucked for me.It was very,very,very busy.At the end of the night,I cut my thumb.I won't go into the details,but it's not pretty.Oh well,practicing guitar is on hold so now I'll have to start on one of the three books I bought recently. A pic of my thumb and part of the healing process.

Rights
The big news around here lately is a teacher who has been forced to remove his bible from his desk. He has had it there for years..but all of a sudden its a crime. He also had the 10 commandments hanging in his room. I can understand them asking him to remove that..but I feel its his right to have a bible on his desk. If hes not thumping it..and its not bothering anyone. Anyways.. I started thinking on this subject since I read a little about it two days in a row on the front page. Theres kids supporting him and all here. I kinda understand his side of it..but then got to wondering..why does he really need it on his desk? Why can't he just put it in his desk..if he knows it bothers people? Then he will have it there for himself..but not in plain sight. Is he really that much of a believer? Although then I am thinking.. does God really want us to hide our faith? Either way.. it is something to ponder!

I Believe... I Do...
I'm a Christian and im oN fubar.. there i said it.. not everyone on here are pervs or haters. I believe in God and JESUS and heaven and hell and even Satan..I BELIEVE.. THATS THE KEY. I ALSO BELIEVE THAT GOD IS GOIN TO GET ME THROUGH THIS PART OF MY LIFE AND I WILL BE WELL AGAIN. MY FRIENDS WILL HAVE A BIG PART OF THAT .. RIGHT NOW ALL I NEED IS FRIENDS .. NO B/F NO G/F NO LOVER .. JUST MY FRIENDS. AND GOD/JESUS.. THAT IS WHAT I WANT AND NEED RIGHT NOW. I AM GOIN THROUGH A ROUGH PATCH, I WILL GET THROUGH THIS .. I WILL GET OVER THIS .. I WILL BE WELL AND WILL BE ME .. MAY BE A DIFFERENT ME OF SORTS,BUT STILL ME..

An-noyed.
this has been the most excruciating, exhausting, emotionally, e-letter worded week/ weekend ever. my eyes are all bloodshot from bawling dramatically, and my voice is about gone. (some of you know why I need a e-joint. but i can't roll. so basically.. im just gonna smoke a bunch of ciggarettes and drink a case of pepsi and burp alot. thats the only thing i have energy for. blah.

Can You Handle This? I Dont Think So!
It's Happy Hour time! Monday, we are taking over the Fu for 3 hours! So get your 10's and 11's, stash rates, and comments ready! Miss Trouble will be having her Happy Hour at 1 P.M Fubar Time **Sexy Mami** will be having her Happy Hour at 2 P.M Fubar Time Brief intermission for a hour...pause And Last but definitely not least... Mz. Chaos will be having her Happy Hour at 4 P.M. Fubar Time Be sure to stop by, say hello, and show a lil love! P.S. We l

The Catfight Has Begun!!!
THE CAT FIGHT HAS BEGUN AND IT'S ALREADY NOT SO PRETTY!! REMEMBER, YOU WANT YOUR FRIEND TO HAVE THE LEAST AMOUNT OF COMMENTS TO STAY IN THE GAME! SO, BOMB THE OTHERS! FIRST ELIMINATION HAPPENS TUESDAY! AFTER THAT, EVERY NIGHT IS ELIMINATION NIGHT UNTIL THE 1 WITH THE LEAST AMOUNT OF COMMENTS IS LEFT TO WIN! BOMB HARD AND BOMB SMART! IT'S A PROCESS OF ELIMINATION. CLICK THIS LINK TO GO TO THE ALBUM MASTER'S SEXIEST PUSSY CAT Thats right MASTER will be having the best contest He will be having a contest for woman only The winner will be blinged 30 times And permanent pimp on MASTER'S page as Master's sexiest pussy cat And a pimp on Wonder Womans page too It will run from sunday April 20 midnight est Until April 30 midnight est The rules are real simple The only rule is.. The person with the least amount of comments win Thats right ladies you get to have all your friends comment the other womans pic... As many times as you can

2012
Year 2012 is a very mysterious year. Nobody knows for sure what will happen in year 2012. But, the year 2012 has been included in many prophecies and is very important spiritually. Here is the latest information and most informative articles and resources on the year 2012: The Year 2012 by Adrian Cooper Our Ultimate Reality First and foremost we still do not know if anything at all will happen on December 21 2012, or at any time in 2012, or indeed at all. We will examine that more closely in just a moment. But quite simply, if, and only if the prophesies are true, then one of three fundamental situations will likely result immediately before, during and after the 2012 event based upon what we know to date: 1. Human beings will undergo a massive Spiritual evolutionary transition whereby true, Divine, Spiritual reality will be realised and experienced. Focus and abilities will no longer be materially based, but rather Spiritually based. If this comes to pass,

Are There Any Guys Out There, Like This?
Body: When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass cuz she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and dont let go ] When she starts cursing at you tryin to act all tuff [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she l

Horrible Weekend
What a weekend. I could use some help. Saturday night i went to the restroom, went to get up and i blacked out and collapsed. I hit my head on what i still havent figured out. I was unconcious for a short time, and when I woke up I couldn't get up and all I saw was blood. So I called my wife into help me up. After she got me up we went to the er and te put 8 staples in my head. I also hurt my shoulder when I fell. So for the help. Does any one know a reason that would cause me to blackout. I know it wasn't my blood suger they tested that and it was purfect.

There's Something About Taurus ...
I came across this article that describes the Taurus personality. I thought this little excerpt is me to a "T". The Taurus woman can show frigid indifference to her enemies, but if she counts you as a friend, she'll be loyal through all your ups and downs. Her determination to stick with you would make the relationship between Damon and Pythas look like a casual acquaintance. You can drive a Maxwell, climb a flag pole, get locked up in the pokey or wear daisies in your hair. You are her friend, and somehow she'll justify your actions. There is a small catch here. She'll doggedly expect you to return her blind allegiance and unswerving loyalty. If you don't give her complete devotion in return, she can sulk in the corner like a gloomy, gray cloud of repressed resentment. ..... The average Taurus woman take the masculine hobby of girl watching in stride. It takes more than a casual flirtation or kissing a good female friend goodnight to arouse her Taurean anger. ..... do

Who Won The Award
I'm back in Houston. Dallas was great my dad got some big award. I don't know what we go to these things all the time, plus I was ROLLIN my ass off. Some 40 something guy must have know it because he was playing with my hair, rubbing my shoulders and back, and ooops letting his hand slip to my ass. My brother broke it up. After the award thing, I put on my bikini did 6 lines of tweek as a fubar friend told me to, had another tab and went to the pool. The security guard sold his handcuffs to a guy there for $300 I was quickly handcuffed to the latter in the pool. The security guard finally through us out of the pool because i was screaming to loud. He unlocked a back stairway and i was dragged up stairs. Me chocking on my bikini bottoms, with my bikini tops tied around my face to make sure I couldn't spit the bottoms out made a great gag. It was decided that my feet were way to dangerous, so belts were ran under the bed to strap my feet down. Oh yeah, the belts spread me

Haunting
Last night I was sitting at work at the hotel, and all over sudden I see a shadow creep across the security camera screen. Needless to say I get scared shitless and almost swallow my heart. A little later I see the thing again, and it hit me that it was a enormous bug crawling all over the lens. Sillly, but mini heart attacks suck.

9 Days Til Closing!
i know everyone is probably really tired of hearing about the new house... it seems as tho i have been planning to move for forever now. But as of today we are 9 days away from closing... single digits and i'm just about to burst at the seams. Its a pretty big deal to us to finally no be renting anymore and to be rid of the moving thought every year! Not to mention that our ne house is twice the size of the one we currently live in. I have spent way too many hours thinkin about what it is going to be like to have a huge house to live in. The boys having their own rooms i know is a huge deal to them. i'm just so freakin excited... and rather then annoy everyone more then i have already i figured i'd blog it out! love to all who have been super patient in listening to all my endless hours of house talk!

Wtf... I Can't Believe This! Lol
Are you breaking the law? When it comes to sexual expression, exploration and pleasure, you may be a criminal and not even know it. Both historically and currently, some of our most intimate moments have been made punishable by law. And — wouldn’t you know it? — the United States takes the cake. While countries around the world are all guilty of trying to control our sex lives, the U.S. has more laws regulating sexual behavior than all the European countries combined. Outdated, unthinkable, erotophobic and downright ridiculous, we should thank our lucky stars that enforcing them is another matter. Sex toys are banned in some states, such as Alabama. Sexual intercourse between unmarried couples is illegal in Georgia. Flirting is banned in San Antonio, Texas. Oral sex is banned in Indiana. Anal intercourse is banned in Cincinnati, Ohio. Sexual positions beyond missionary are illegal in Washington, D.C. Sleeping naked is illegal in Minnesota. Laws protecting minors aside, m

Entry For April 21, 2008
http://adipositivity.my-expressions.com/index.html This sight posts pics of women in various states of undress, and below is my critique of the sight. Well every one was tastefully done, but again why is it that they have to hide their identities? If I have one complaint as far as BBW women is that they seem to want to hide who they are, what they feel, and the simple fact they do have feelings at all. One male person who saw this commented; Once you get past the fact there were no Victoris Secret model it was pretty good..... that was rather assinine. The true beauty is not in the size, but the glow of confidence. The mere fact that she is feeling great about herself, and not afraid to show that off. Skin is great, hell I am still a man, but a womans true worth is not in her outwardly appearance and we men and some women seem to forget that. The true beauty of a woman is would her heart stil be the same no matter her size? Lets get off this kick of Big Beautiful Woma

20 Things Men Do Wrong -
20 things men do wrong - 1) Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out nonessentials 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripeness when they get their hand on a pair.

This Sailor's Angel
You wonder why I still love you And why I even care For you still don't see The goodness that your have That I have always seen The words you tell me now True, they're hard to hear The easy thing for me to do Is to simply run away But the love I have for you My heart won't let me run So, if it takes my whole life time To cinvince you what I see I will not waste one second To tell you what is true For you are this sailor's angel Now, until the end of time And I still love you More than you'll ever know

Facts Or Tmi...lol
Average length of penis when not erect: 3.5 inches Average length when erect: 5.2 - 6.4 inches The Longest: 13 inches The Smallest: 5/8 of an inch Largest penis in the animal kingdom: 11 feet (blue whale) Actual amount of semen per ejaculation: 1-2 teaspoons Average number of times a man will ejaculate in his lifetime: 7,200 Average .. of times he will ejaculate from masturbation: 2,000 Average total amount of lifetime ejaculate: 14 gallons Average speed of ejaculation: 28 miles per hour Average .. of calories in a teaspoon of semen: 7 Most arousing time of day/season for a man: early morning/fall Best ways to improve sexual function: quit smoking, start exercising, lose weight Percent of men who say they masturbate: 60% Percent of men who say they masturbate at least once a day: 54% Percent of men who say they feel guilty masturbating that often: 41% Amount of time needed for a man to regain erection: from 2 min to 2 week

??
Hello everyone... I just wanted you to know I have missed you & I am back. The only reason i was gone was because I had a stroke January 20th so I had to move to stay with my brother that's where I am right now. Sorry I didn't have the chance to inform you before I just went POOF. Hugs & Kisses Denise

Expectations
Well I have never written a blog before, but always thought about it so here goes....I would just like to say that i feel that people are way to negatively impacted by todays society. And that is why I like this Fubar site...people are nice and not judgmental... Since we were kids we all had certain expectations to up hold...why? b/c i find in my life that most of your parental's expectations were...bullshit! worth nothing and not taught much.....It is a proven fact that we all (human nature) only learn from our own mistakes! We don't learn from others mistakes or history wouldn't repeat itself and we all know that it does! So basically please you all quit thinking that your not good enough. without Me, you life wouldn't be life! you know. Just be! be who you wanna be , be who makes YOU happy and for goodness sake stop listening to the media about: diets and weight and lypo and face lifts , tit liftsss my goodness these poor men can't handle us naturally...so please if your gonna

**why You**
WHY YOU.. WHY ARE YOU THERE WHEN MY HEART IS WEAK WHY IS IT YOU THAT MY HEART SEEKS WHY DOES IT HURT WHEN SOMEONE GOES AWAY THERE IS NO LIGH TO SEE AND MY SKIES TURN GRAY HURT I'VE BEEN HURT TO MANYTIMES AND I DON'T WANT ANYMORE PAIN I HOPE YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN AND I HOPE THAT YOU FEEL THE SAME THE QUESTION STILL STANDS AND YET SO TRUE WHAT I WANT TO KNOW; IS WHY YOU........ i wrote this for someone special to me..

Words Arent Always Enough
A TOUCH CAN SAY SO MANY THINGS A touch can say so many things That words cannot express; It speaks of tenderness and love With just a little caress. A touch can say, “Have courage,” When you world is not quite right; And then can share a happiness Unspoken, with delight. A gentle touch of sympathy Can say, “I understand.” I can speak my friendship silently Each time I touch your hand. When words become inadequate To say how much I care, A simple touch can tell you all These things I want to share.

Dentist
so i went to the dentist today, for a oral surgery consulation, it will cost us a little over $800 for the surgery, dont know how we are going to pay it yet, and we dont know when its gonna happen, i just want to keep everyone up to date on whats going on

Ten Ways To Piss Off A Pagan (thank You Black Hearted Angel)
1. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. 2. Be considerate, rearrange their altar so it will look neat. 3. Blow out their altar candle if it is still daylight. (No need to waste a good candle!) 4. Pick up their gems for a closer look. 5. Sharpen their dull black-handled knife. 6. Witness to them about the "true religion". 7. Untie the knots in their cord. 8. Take hold of their jewelry for a closer look. 9. Play card games with their Tarot cards. 10. Ask them if they are Satan worshippers.

I'm Looking For The Sweetest Guys On Fubar ?
I having an auction for the sweetest guys or girls if ya want. But mostly guys i'm tired of dealing with jerks so i'm looking for the sweetest nicest guys to auction off . So if you want to prove to me and the other's on fubar there are still some great guys left send me your picture link and what you have to offer the lucky girl who will get you. I'm taking 10 guys and the auction will begin when i have them the fee is 5'000 fubuks and the guy with the most rates will get 50,000 fubuks. and the guy who gets the highest bid's will get something from me. So if your a nice guy and would like to show me and the others send me a message . Looking forward to hearing from ya guys . luv you all ann

Do You Want In?
It's a Fiesta and I'm the host!! Auction entry fee is 10k Minimum bid will be 10k (by me) Hopeless Romantic will give a bonus Bling Pack to the entrant with the most rates No NSFW pics PM me the picture you want to use, and your offer. Will open as soon as I have 10 entrants (or Friday) and will close on Cinco De Mayo (that's May 5th) I will post a bulletin daily to pimp out all entrants FOR THOSE THAT NEED IDEAS: YOU DO NOT NEED TO PUT THEM ON THE PICTURE YOU ARE USING, I'LL PUT YOUR OFFER IN THE CAPTION lauria♥Owned by and owner of Hopeless Romantic♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

Back From The Dead
I have been gone for a bit. To anyone that gives a damn I checked myself into rehab. I am now clean and sober. My thinking is clearer and my attitude problem has gotten worse. I understand lots of men tried to move in on my fubar wife when I was away. Sorry, but you small little men are going to get a wake up call. Anyone that made a move on her will be blocked. To any man that tries to make a move on her from this point on, you will get a visit from me and then blocked. I am tired of small dicked little boys thinking they can pull shit behind my back.

My Bad
so i was looking around at the lounges and came across one and entered. wasnt really thinking at the time. stepped away from my computer for a few minutes and came back. apparently i entered into a gay lounge, because when i returned i have a few new msgs from guys that kind of threw me for a loop lol.. now i have a very open mind and i believe everyone has the right to do what they want but just to clear up any confusion... im as straight as they get... yes its true i like the ladies

Much Luv To My Fam N Frens
THE MOST USELESS THING TO DO ,,, WORRY THE GREATEST JOY ,,, GIVING THE GREATEST LOSS ,,, LOSS OF SELF RESPECT THE MOST SATISFYING WORK ,,, HELPING OTHERS THE UGLIEST PERSONALITY TRAIT ,,, SELFISHNESS THE MOST ENDANGERED SPECIES ,,, DEDICATED LEADERS THE GREATEST "SHOT IN THE ARM" ,,, ENCOURAGEMENT THE GREATEST PROBLEM TO OVERCOME ,,, FEAR MOST EFECTIVE SLEEPING PILL ,,, PEACE OF MIND THE MOST CRIPPLING FAILURE DISEASE ,,, EXCUSES THE MOST POWERFUL FORCE IN LIFE ,,, LOVE THE MOST DANGEROUS PARIAH ,,, A GOSSIPER THE WORLD'S MOST INCREDIBLE COMPUTER ,,, THE BRAIN! THE WORST THING TO BE WITHOUT ,,, HOPE THE DEADLIEST WEAPON ,,, THE TONGUE THE TWO MOST POWER-FILLED WORDS ,,, "I CAN" THE GREATEST ASSET ,,, FAITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ATIRE ,,, A SMILE! THE MOST POWERFUL CHANNEL OF COMMUNICATION ,,, PRAYER THE MOST CONTAGIOUS SPIRIT ,,, ENTHUSIASM THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE ,,, GOD

Just Venting.....dont Take It Personal.....unless Your On The Hitlist......
well here's my first blog...and prolly the worst yall have ever heard....this isnt directed to anyone personal its just me gettin some stuff of my chest.....Fuck the world!.....im sick and tired of fuckin people who dont mind there own buisness....fuck all the lazy bitches out there who think there man is there personal ATM machine....get a fuckin job and get off your ass....learn to live on your own and stop waiting for handouts!.....and guys .....stop treating your women like shit....women are to be treated with dignity and respect....and for those guys who have children and dont live with them...pay your fucking child support!!!!!!....im sick of my taxes going to feed your kids because your too fucked up to step up and be a real father.....fuck all those people who want to control everyone else but have no clue as to whats going on...get a fuckin life....fuck those jealous ex's who cant get it through there head....your an ex for a reason...fuck the polititian's who care more about

Who Really Cares By Alicia Keys
Nobody Not Really (Interlude) Alicia Keys Who really cares? When I talk? What I feel? What I say? Nobody, not really Who wants to take The time to understand? I would like Someone to heal me with some empathy But I can`t find Nobody, not really Maybe I`m invisible to the world Does anyone on the world even think of me As more than just a hopeless cause Maybe the world is not my block My stoop My life, my dreams My anything So, who wants to help? Momma but she`s so tired Papa but you`re not here I`m alone in a big empty space with Nobody, not really

Newest Update On Cameron & Carson
Newest Update!! Cameron was taken out of ICU and put in the room with her brother Carson in a private room for the two of them. They are still a long way from recovering fully, but out of immediate danger. Thankfully!!! I know the prayers of all have been with them and have helped them heal as much as they have from all of this. There are some sad parts to this story still and much prayer is still needed for them. Thank you for all your prayers and thoughts and well wishes. I love you all for all you have done in the past few days for my cousins. With Much Love To All AngL

~ Her Paradise ~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Her Paradise~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bring me to her paradise a feeling of within, naked to her loving eyes caressing me with sin I long to feel her softest kiss upon my dampened skin Bring me to her paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat, I wish to be her fantasy and make our love complete Peace.

Draven!!! ♥ ♥
My Fu-Owner is a very sweet and amazing lady!!! She is drop dead gorgeous too!! And she is also a very good friend of mine!! SHOW HER SOME LOVE! Click her picture to go to her profile!!! Thanks for your time!

I Can Hardly Wait...
Well, the day is getting closer and closer...and SOON I will be with the love of my life, forever!! Our plans? Be out of Louisiana by the first of May! I have never known anything to be so right in my whole life. I wish I could put into words how much I love Jimm! How much he means to me. He is the most wonderful, amazing, caring, loving, sensitive, thoughtful, romantic, sexy man I have ever known. Sorry guys, don't mean to burst your bubbles or anything. I am very biased in my opinion. Ladies, I'm not going to apologize because he's mine. All I can say is that I hope each and every one of you will find a love similar to ours. Just a few more days, I'll be loading up the u-haul, and me and my dog and two cats will be headed for the Pacific Northwest, to start our new lives. This is a fairy tale come true for me. I have found my Knight in Shining Armor. He is definitely Prince Charming. I wonder if I'll ever get to be Sleeping Beauty!! I love you baby! I'll be there so

1st Million Soon
ok my friends , i am off to bed and only a few k short of the 1 million mark . it sure would be nice to wake up and see i have reached it ( hint hint hint !!! lol) so if you feel like it , help a friend ok , even if it's not my bday lol

Cowboy Up
Cowboy Up When a Cowboy's in a pinch he just tightens up the cinch, spurs his horse and rides right through it cause that's the way the Duke'd do it. He'd Cowboy Up. And with our country now in danger a cowboy's like the old Lone Ranger. Ridin' hard and shootin' straight fightin' those who spread the hate. He'd Cowboy'd Up. A Cowboy's ready and he's willin' to face the foe, like Marshal Dillon. And when the gunsmoke clears away Cowboy Spirit wins the day. So, Cowboy Up. Pull your hat down tight and don't back down from what is right. We'll bring back "Happy Trails" for you like Hoppy, Gene and Roy would do. Think back about Flight 93 and how those heroes came to be. They knew that thousands more could die if they just let that airplane fly They Cowboy'd Up. One widow had this tale to share. A husband's love and one last prayer. And when their sacrifice was done terror lost and Freedom won "Let's Roll", he said and Cowboy'd up. Cause Cowboys fight

Morning
I've been poking around fubar and thought I'd give a shout out for some interesting pages. The first goes to Slave Priness's lounge - http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50673, and the second to Hard 2 Handle's blog - http://www.fubar.com/blog/77088 for her exotic stories. Check them out and share some fubar love. MMMMMM sharing the love. MMMMMM, I have a new dream stalker. I think this one was created out of the fact that I hadn't slept in 5 days. This guy is different, I don't know how or why. Maybe its the lack or sleep, or the party favors that makes him so. This guy is someone to really fear. I woke up shaking. I woke up not knowing if it was a dream or not. This dream stalker met me right here on Fubar. He started by hacking my account to see who was writing to me and what I was writing back. Next he followed me to school and placed a gps tracking device in my Jeep. While I was in cheerleader practice he got into my locker at school and took my keys.

In Your Great Escape
You talk to me With the language of the night Of cold streets in the Moonlight With the cries of night creatures I dimly understand... In your great escape It's your chance to take Make your great escape Your binary words Glow in my Darkness Your darling hangs in the air My head forgets Could you make chemicals run In my blood just by looking Take my free will and Throw it away I feel your warmth As the sparks fly upwards From the burning of all of your bridges In your great escape It's your chance to take Make your great escape Take my free will and Throw it away...

My Devorce
i served my wife with devorce pappers last week. she got them and called my 19 year old doughter to bitch and whine. why she does this i dont know. my doughter want nothing but to see her little brother and sister. yet my soon o be ex seems to always put her in the middle of our dramma. i am sorry she does this to her, but what can i do? as for my new relationship...thing are getting better as the days go by. we are learning to talk without fighting. starting my devorce is a weight off my sholders. can't start a new life without ending the old one first. the two little ones from that marrage are one step closer to seeing thier daddy again witch in turn means the rest of the kids will get to spend time with them to. anyway...ill keep you updated as things progress. OUTLAW

Life.
Well, I'm getting a divorce. It really sux. But hey, when you get pushed around and get someone throwing things at you, you kinda have to let them go. I love my soon to be ex hubby with all of my heart and this divorce is going to kill me, but I'm also not going to let it get even worse. I hate that I have to put my daughter through it too. I guess that I will get over it.

So Like Ya...
This made me speechless and totally made my day.. April 21, 2008 @ 10:46 pm I wasn't sure where to put this, either here or on my own page as a blog. But I figured you would see it here first. So with that said, here goes...... I don't know if i could ever make it through a day without you in my life now. In such a short time you and your girls have come to mean so much to me. I cant explain it, so I wont even attempt to. I have images of you running through my head. I see you dancing through my mind, with the words I want to tell you, the words I use to tell people about you. Beautiful, sexy, funny, sweet, intelligent, my one. I see you in my head, and I have conversations with you about nothing and everything all at once, like we usually do. But there is nothing I would rather do, then share every moment I have with you. Telling you all my secrets, my dreams, my fears, and listening to yours. Building our dreams, fighting our fears, being happy with you. I dont think I have e

Relationships On Fubar
Wow another Blog in my brain...I have been thinking bout this subject for days..Listening to others talk and I listen to alot of people..( I love it that I can listen helps them think things thru and fix the problems)So this blog is NOT aimed at anybody..Its very general cause I have to say that I have and am living these relationships myself as well. Relationships on Fubar..this is a very interesting place to meet people I mean if u think bout it..this place has sooo many kinds of lives running thru it. He and She meet..fall for each other is it real or is it just Fubar?He and She meet he falls hard she plays the game..is it LOVE?is it fair she played him? He and She meet..talk flirt falling she is hook line and sinker she runs around looking at clouds with future names and china maybe...she gets back on Fubar to send sweet comments and Bling he has 5 other girls on his fubar and she isnt on the list...He and She meet on fubar going well...the love is blooming..behind the scenes? he

Application
Girlfriend Application Job Opening in Office of External Affairs Name: Age: City & State: Phone Number: Children: Yes or No Currently Employed? Yes or No Multiple Choice Arts/Entertainment 1 Literature a) I don't read much. b) I read as an escape. c) I read about subjects that interest me. d) I read so much for work/school that I have little motivation to read anything else. 2 Television a) I watch a lot of Nascar. b) Sports. c) I love American Idol. d) Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, Adult Swim, etc... e) I watch PBS mainly. f) I don't watch much TV. g) I am without a television. 3 Classical Music a) I can hum a theme to a Beethoven piece. b) I can hum a theme to a Stravinsky piece. c) I can hum a tone row OR I can discern between an oboe and an english horn by sound alone. d) A symphony is with a bunch of people, right? 4 Other Music a) I listen to whatever is on the radio. b) I listen to whatever my friends are listening to. c) I like

Sbradio - Promotion Contest
Heres the Deal - Promo Contest Starts Now Until Friday at 8 PM CST. EVERYONE IS ELIGBLE WITH EXCEPTION OF MY BLOCKED LIST AND BANNED MEMBERS Heres the deal link or invite as many people as you can to Snake Bite Radio Lounge have them send a message to me that you sent them THEY MUST HAVE JOINED THE LOUNGE, I will compare them to the members list. Must be a Level 2 Or Higher to count in the promotions contest, If they do not send me an E-Mail that they Joined and Who sent them it WILL NOT COUNT. DO NOT GO INTO OTHER LOUNGES TO LINK PEOPLE. Acceptable methods POST BLOGS / BULLITENS / FU MAIL / SB LINK / COMMENT DROPS have the decency to at least rate them when Promoting it will get their attention more if you do something for them. PRIZE IS A 15 OZ SNAKE BITE RADIO COFFEE MUG. Good Luck!!! P.S I will try to keep an updated Tally here on this blog

My Love
Embraced deep in my arms feel the fire of eachother passion in eachothers kiss dive withing the lust of eachothers touch and get lost withing eachothers desire and live within eachothers love for all of time my love my submissive this is my calling for you to be at my side I love you so.

How Good Are You?
You Are 68% Good You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral. And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through. If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing. Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps. You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you How Good Are You?

Hmm..apparently I'm Easy.
Men See You As: Not a Challenge When you're in love, you lay it all out on the line And while men do appreciate your honesty... Do you ever wonder if you're being a little too available? Pull back a little! He'll be wanting you even more. Do Men Find You a Challenge?

I’ve Been Washed Up, I’ve Been Put Down, And Told I’m No Good
M-Pact and Rockapella with the lyrical content...the latter is actually cover of the former... There's a reason I am writing this blog as I am on the air. I played the above song about 15-20 minutes ago, and, like it did to my bro Mikey, it got me thinking. People have told me I am nothing, that I'm no good...but I know better. I'm a great person, nobody is gonna tell me I can't do something, because I am gonna do my damnedest to prove them wrong. And then I played Rascal Flatts - Life is a Highway...and then I went deep on everybody on the radio. Fact is, life IS a highway, and when you're on it, you gotta stay on it! So there's my deep thought of the day...have a good one all!

The Moving Process
OK everyone has been asking HOW the move went welllllllllllll where do I start lol. First of all we had planned to leave Wed. afternoon it was FINALLY Thurs. morning at 12:15 am before we finally were loaded and left. We stopped at 4:30 am to the surprise that the tarp over the bed of the truck was totally shredded. Once we got up stopped and bought another tarp. THOUGHT we had it tied down perfectly BUT guess what within just a few miles it was totally shredded too. Stopped and bought duct tape but that didn't work either. Eventually bought 2 tie downs and yes once again ANOTHER tarp. FINALLY we had everything tarped and tied down properly and were actually able to drive on the expressway and shock AT the speed limit. What a birthday present :(. It took us as long as whole trip should have been JUST to get out of the state of IL :(. Our total driving time was about 23 hours :(. Have to go back to IL still have enough stuff to fill a 16 foot truck and get it down here. Between th

Caught In Between
I've got no one to talk to so I'm writing this to get stuff off my chest because I feel so many emotions running through me all at once. I recently found out that someone I view as a nephew,I love as family did something or may have been part of something he should'nt have been involved with,that being said he's given people he respects and knows his word that it's not what it appears to be and with that I will believe him because he's never lied to me before. I'm disappointed in his actions after the said event occured,he could have notified people but he did'nt,I've had to worry about that in the back of my head for a few weeks now,people asking me on here about him,calling me at work,I don't know I'm just frustrated by the whole thing and because of this I've taken time away from someone that I honestly tried to keep time for,I just feel that I'm being pulled in two different directions with my life at times in that regard,it's like I feel it's either 100% commital to one end or the

Yoinked
What is your name?: keith How old are you?: 33 When is your Birthday?: june 27 What is your zodiac sign?: cancer Where were you born?: kansas Where do you live now?: kansas What color eyes do you have?: hazel What color hair do you have?: hair? How tall are you?: 5' 11" How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): 155 What is your race?: human What is your worst fear?: i had a re-curring nightmare that lasted throughout my childhood. the thought of it still scares me. i can't describe it with words. Do you smoke?: no longer Do you drink?: beer - as often as possible. but i rarely get drunk. Do you cuss?: only at work Do you use drugs?: once upon a time Have you ever or will you ever steal?: when i was a kid Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: am i suspect? Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: brass and (somewhat) guitar Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: 2 tattoos, 4 piercings If you had a favorite serial

I'v Got A Job Now!
I'v been waiting for a call back for this job I had an interview a couple Thurdays ago....I thought it was going to be a lost cause till yesterday evening...they called me and set up orientation for wednesday at 10a.m.! so now im not going to be a broke hooker anymore! lmao!

Just Being Informative
Bed bugs can live in your new mattress Bed bugs are in bedrooms, hotel rooms, dorm rooms -- but they may also be lurking in mattresses you buy at the store. TRANSCRIPT By Victoria Corderi Correspondent NBC News updated 11:03 a.m. ET, Tues., April. 22, 2008 This story originally aired Dateline NBC on April 20, 2008. BROOKLYN - After decades in obscurity, bedbugs have returned to the United States to take up residence in a place where they can live long-term, rent-free and have all the food they need -- in mattresses all over the country. "I would say it's spinning out of control," says veteran entomologist Rick Cooper. Cooper hadn't even seen a live bedbug until 1999. Since then, treating them has become almost a full time job for his company, Cooper Pest Management in northern New Jersey. His colleague Jeff White says these small, blood-sucking pests sneak out during the night, feed, and then retreat. Sometimes the only evidence they leave behind are hideous welt

Betrayed.
she still keeps his sweatshirt a scent from the past that echoes neatly-- her ears ringing from his promises, her lips still tingle from kisses so sweetly she’s loved him so long in those secrets places of her heart her mind still circles painfully, Six years and her world’s still torn apart. all this time and she’s been lost never once giving up on love and letting go then one day she’s waking up... the years have gone by and she’s nothing to show love becomes just another word, no vacancies, just emptiness without a home it’s sad, cuz we’ll live to regret it, it’s getting old to still be waking up alone. she still keeps his sweatshirt, falling asleep surrounded by a piece of sad this isn’t the way it was supposed to go... the best we’ve never had. -me (march2008)

My World, Today.
"i’m talking bout things that i know...." Current mood: confident the other post was from early march, when my heart was breaking and my life seemed in shambles. you need that to understand my words today... there's a saying that when a door closes, God opens a window. i've had a lot of doors close on me this year and last, people that have turned their backs on me when i called them friend and forever. i admit i've turned my back in turn, to protect myself and to keep from being made a fool again. i have worked hard over these past years to find my happiness in me, and so easily did i let people take that away and in turn starting shutting others out, never letting friend or love get close enough to me to count. i got used to feeling alone, and preferred it. when those doors closed on me lately, i think i started changing right then. it took being broken by those i thought i could count on for me to see what my true worth is/was. i'm mad cuz i'm back to that place

Please Welcome.....
Just wanna say sorry I have not been around much, I have been sick and just laying low. If anyone needs anything please leave me a message and I will get back to you ASAP. I want to take the time to welcome our newest DIVAS. First we have BabyGirl Dj~ ~~*BABYGIRL DJ ~~*OFFICIAL HOT MOMMA'S CLUB MEMBER~~*THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~@ fubar Second we have Peekaboo~ .ஞPeekabooஞ@ fubar PLEASE take the time and welcome these new DIVAS to Dylons Diva Mafia. Hope you all have a great week!! Peace and Love~ MsMaine & Dylon {The Godfather}

Psychotic Radio
PSYCHOTIC RADIO IS BACK WITH A VENGENCE... COME JOIN IN THE FUN. YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT IS GONNA HAPPEN! WITH THESE LOUNGES: AND THESE SEXY, CRAZY, UNPREDICTABLE, DJ'S: DJ PSYCHO~trinas dong~SULTAN of the harem~fuhubby 2 DJS dark angel,kasey and nicci@ fubar DJ Dark Angel/fu-wifey to DJ psycho, DJ nicci and DJ kasey co-owner of the harem@ fubar DJ NICCI ~*~DIRTY BITCH CREW~*~SNAKESKINTA2 & SWEET REVENGE OWNER@ fubar ~DJ KASEY~DIRTY BITCH CREW~R/L G/F TO NICCI~CO-OWNER OF SWEET REVENGE~@ fubar DJ Brian ~BarStud for Jens BBW Fortress~Sonya's Fuhusband &R/L BF

Personal Iliad
Personal Iliad A cold heart That is broken still Beats steadily on By strength of will A heart hidden away From tortures of the past Mistreated and abused With scars that will last Safe and secure In solitude it hides Away from the pain In a fortress it resides Closely guarded Impenetrable walls Like the gates of Troy The defenses must not fall On the horizon Not an army,but one A mans achilles heel Not the sword but love Disguised by beauty This one woman force Into mens hearts Comes this Trojan Horse Open the gates,Troy Allow her in The city is burning Another scar begins

A Broken Heart....!!
It is raining heavily outside, my heart is crying silently inside The night is dark and cold, My heart is waiting outthere for u to hold. the sky is scary with thunders and lightening, the way u left me alone is frightening, The world is running around here and there, My heart is not running,it is just waiting for u to care. There is an end to the falling rain, but is there an end to my eternal pain. there might not be anymore rain in the night, but the pain in my heart,i will have to always fight. My Life is coming to an end,i guess by loving u,i made my life a big mess, You meant the world to me, and the love u never even tried to see. My love is like a fairytale story That ended even before it could see it's glory. Across the globe,love will come again and again, and the pain in everyone's heart will forever remain.

Stolen From.. Well Lewis But Everyone Else Is Doing It :p
A - Available: no A - Age: 34 A - Annoyance: Liars B - Bestest Friend[s]: Marty, Sara, Danielle B - Birthday: May 23 C - Crush: sir*licks*a*lot C - Car: Toyota Sienna or Prius C - Candy: Cadbury Creme Eggs (is it easter again yet?) D - Day or night: yep D - Dream Car: Mustang convertible E- Easiest person to talk to?: Marty F - Favorite Month: July F - Favorite color(s): purple, blue, pink F - Favorite Memory: trying to think of one... G - Gummy Bears or Worms: bears but i don't really like gummies much G - Giver or taker: giver.. H - Hair Color: strawberry blonde H - Height: 5'3.5" (yes the half inch counts when you're this short dammit) H - Happy: I try to be but not right now... I - Ice Cream: Blue Moon I - Instrument: guitar (although cant play it) J - Jewelry: Love it - 'specially long dangly earrings that brush against my neck ;) J - Job: Engineer J - Jail: nope K - Kids: got 2 K - Kickboxing or Karate: neither K - Kindergarten: my da

Rip - Grandpa
Everyday we lose a person we love dearly. You never know a mans worth till there gone. He was a great man loved by everyone, as i walked through the community everyone one i met offered condolences, every restaurant i went to my money was no good. he was a great man loved by many and touched alot of peoples hearts. I will greatly miss him and he will always be in my heart.

Baaad Drama
Well i thought i would call my hubby today. No, we're not divorced cause i didn't want to get re-married and staying married was a pretty good plan for now... and you have to be seperated a year and so on and so forth so... anyway ring, ring, RING... female, "Hello?" me: "lemme talk to bj" female: "why" me: "CAUSE I AM HIS WIFE AND I HAVE EVERY RIGHT TO TALK TO HIM WHENEVER THE HELL I WANT TO, YOU LITTLE HOMEWRECKING SLUT!" female: "this is his sister stephanie" me: "ooops, my bad. let me talk to bj please" steph: " can't, his little brother just died" me: " what? which one?" {he has three} steph: "JW" {his 16yr old helf-brother} bj:" hey" and it went from there... but, i found out that JW actually died on BJ's birthday, april 17... last thursday (i was having my "me day" and completely forgot that is was his birthday, wooops, lol) but i have been having this nagging feeling to call him all weekend. anyhoo... he told me that he was getting ready to go to the fune

So Over Chat
I say this every now and then; but Im saying it again today. I am SOOOO Over chat... and chat ppl and chat arguments and the inability of some ppl to actually relate to people on the internet in a HUMANE manner. This might be the internet (which is merely just another means of communication like phone, letters, face to face conversations, etc) but the people here... whether they act fake or act real... are real people. And real people deserve a certain amount of respect until they have proven themselves unworthy. Respect for their opinions and thoughts whether it jives with your own or not. Respect for them taking the time to communicate with you here when there are hundreds of other things they could be doing. Respect for the fact that they are trying to get to know you through a mechanism that isnt the easiest to work through or interpret through. Conversations here, can be as light hearted and comical as you want them to be or they can be the means in which you communicate your tho

A New Lounge For Bbws
HEY IF YOU WANNA GO TO A PLACE AND CHILL AND JUST HAVE NOT BE JUDGED AND NOOOOO DRAMA COME CHECK US OUT AT OUR NEW LOUNGE IT WAS MADE LAST NIGHT BUT WE ARE ALL FUN AND FRIENDLY PEOPLE SO I HOPE YOU ENJOY AND JOIN FOR EVERONE WHO JOINS LET ME KNOW ANDI WILL BUY YOU A DRINK AND FOR EVERY THREE PEOPLE YOU GET TO JOIN I WILL RATE ALL YOUR PICS 11S, SO HOPE YOU COME AND ENJOY AND RELAX AND PLEASE JOIN AND HAVE OTHERS JOIN ALSO IT IS OUR SAFE HAVEN SO TO SAY NO ONE WILL BE LET IN TO BE RUDE http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=57312 COPY THIS LINK TO A BROWSER TO JOIN AND HAVE FUN THANKS MISS~ INSPIRING

I'm Not One To Be Left Out....
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: Yep, mom's last chance to have a kid before a hysterectomy Were you the first?: Nope. Who was present at your birth?: Mom.. dad & sis were in the waiting room Were your parents married when you were born?: for a little while What is your birthdate?: May 23, 1973 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: Dysfunctional to say the least Siblings or an only child?: well this will expound on the last question: 1 sister 11 years older, 1 half sister from the affair dad had with his secretary when mom was pregnant with me, 2 stepbrothers, 1 stepsister If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: youngest except the half sister What are your siblings names and ages?: Pam age 45, Serge age 43, Steve age 39(?), Kim age 41ish, Crystal age 30 Which parent do you get along with best?: mom, i don't talk to my dad Wat do you fight about?: depends which family member yo

Family
why is when your heartbreaks it usually deals with family? i really wish that i had the answer to this question because i know that 99.9% of the time when i want to cry it is over my family. i have never been close to any body in my family before. well that isn't totaly true, i have always been close with cousins who are close to my age but other then that i have always felt like an outcast and it has gotten to the point where i don't really care any more, but every once in awhile it does hurt to know that those who should love me don't. i just don't know what to do any more. i wish that i had grown up in a loving family but i didn't i grew up in a family who always told me how bad my father was and a family who looked at me with hate because i reminded them of my father. i just don't know what to do any more. even now living with family there are times i feel that i am not wanted and i just don't know what to do any more. i have those bad thoughts again and i really don't wnat them a

Please Help She Going Crazy
Please help this awesome lady she's going crazy Go R/F/A and rate her pic's .... Let get here to Godfather before the men in white come and get her and take her away She's a great mate...So come by and show some love Cute Sexy Aussie

Fog Vs. People
Because i'm really bored i thought i would share something that happened yesterday. A woman on the fu that i've never seen before came to my page and started rating my pictures. I didn't really pay attention at first, but then i saw a 9, then another one...and another. I moved my cursor over the photo she just rated and it was of me of course. So I Started paying closer attention. A 10 would come up, then a few 9's, then another 10. Every picture of mine with my face in them she rated a 9. Soon, i knew she was through with my personal pictures of me. She continued rating. And all of the rates were 10's. I checked the pictures...they were ones i had of fog. Now i have no delusions of my looks. I'm an average, at best, looking man. Yes, that's right. Yesterday, i found out that i'm uglier than fog. I can only hope i have more substance than it does. :-8

Fed Up!
Ya know i understand this industry of towboating isnt a bag of cookies with a glass of milk but damn im sick of getting my ass chewed out for doing the same job as someone next to me who is lazy as hell and for some god forsaken reason he makes twice my wages. they bitch about what goes on at home wont help with the job yet somehow mysteriously keep their jobs. seems to be no end in site with this drama hence i have begun applying at every damn boat company i can think of to get away from wkn and all their bullshit. what good does it do when a captain puts you in for a raise saying you need to be making top deckhand pay and they continue to pay you green (inexperienced) deckhand pay because some guy on a power trip is a dispatcher and controls your wages? i cant seem to win for loosing its bad enough being stuck on a boat for 28 days but when you add in the lower pay and whining ugh im ready to throw my hands up.... any suggestions?

In Honor Of My Stepson, David & All That Fight For My Freedom
If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold! The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually

What Is A Friend?
What is a friend, i sit here and ponder Is it someone who says they are, or makes you wonder Someone who is there day or night Listening to problems. giving advice Is a friend sometimes hard to find, lost in the masses Hidden among two faced backstabbers in rose colored glasses Ask yourself, what is more important to me Painted pretty pictures, or brutal honesty Traits like that are hard to find ill admit But life is much better with friends like that in it

R.i.p. Cherokee Xoxoxo
HAD TO PUT MY PUP DOWN TODAY, HAD HER SINCE SHE WAS 8 WKS. OLD SHE LOVED ME UNCONDITIONALY, JUST THOUGHT DADDY WAS THE BOMB, LOL. SHE WAS HALF AUSSIE, HALF DALMATION. SHE WAS 16 1/2 YRS OLD, ALL HEART AND STOMACH. THANX BOO FOR BEING THERE WITH US, I LOVE YOU EVILTAZ 247. DADDY LOVES AND MISSES YOU CHEROKEE, YOUR THE BEST. XOXO TILL WE MEET AGAIN MY SWEET PUP, REST IN PEACE. DADDY. SCOOTER XOXOXO

Its All In The Eyes
THE EYES ARE THE GATEWAY INTO THE SOUL OF EVERYONE, I HAVE A GIFT THAT GOES FAR BEYOND SEEING. AS I DRIFT I SEE THE RAGE YOUR HEART FEELS YOUR EYES SEE. HAVE KNOWN YOU FOR LONGTIME AN STILL IT PAINS ME TO KNOW THE RAGE IS STILL GLOWING INSIDE, IT NEVER RESTS. ONE MORE TIME, ANOTHER CHANCE, THE HEART STILL HAS THE ABILITY TO BEAT FASTER THAN THE EYE CAN SEE. YOUR SOUL IS PURE AN FILLED WITH THE PURIEST GOLD OF FEELING I HAVE EVER SEEN. AN WHEN LIFE SENDS YOU CHALLENGES YOU SIMPLY CANT WIN AT, THATS WHEN THE RAGE IS THE STRONGEST. AN THE WORDS " I STAY IN LOVE WITH YOU" NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO SEEM LIKE THEY ARE A REPITION OF THE DAY BEFORE. THERE ARE SOME IN THIS WORLD THAT KNOW HOW TO LEAVE SIDE EFFECTS AN NOT EVEN LOOK BEHIND TO SEE IF THEY CAN FIND THERE WAY OUT OF HATE, CONTROL, AN DESTRUCTION. I WILL, I DID, AN WAS GOING TO SEEM TO BE A SECURITY FOR THE WILL TO BELEIVE THERE OWN LIES. THE EYES GIVEN TO YOU BY THE HIGHIER POWER GIVES YOU THE ADVANTAGE YOU NEED. TO LOOK DEEP INSID

Funky Hairdoo Contest!
AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB UP FOR GRABS! IM HOLDING A RATE CONTEST FOR THE BIGGEST PIMP OR PIMPETTE OF FUBAR.THE PRESON WITH THE MOST RATES IN TWO WEEKS WILL GET THERE CHOICE OF A AUTO 11 OR CHERRYBOMB BLING IF INTERESTED PLEASE P.M ME AND SEND ME THE LINK TO THE PIC YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE.MAKE SURE YOU HAVE FUN WITH THIS NO CHEATING,DRAMA,AND PROMOTE YOURSELF.PIX MUST BE G.Q STYLE MEANING.IF YOUR A PIMP SHOW YOUR PIMP STYLE.ABSOLUTLY NO TOLERANCE FOR DRAMA YOU WILL BE DELETED OUT OF THE CONTEST:)CONTEST WILL START WHEN I HAVE AT LEAST 10 PPL. CONTEST HOST PurpleSky*Fubar's Most Finest *@ fubar

Noone To Trust
I guess we learn the hard way in life about giving people the benefit of the doubt. Even the sweetest of friends, the last people we would ever imagine, are capable of turning their backs on us. I hate to say it but guys are the worst of the lot, because there is always someoen, younger, prettier, thinnr, whatever. I have come to the undrstanding that letting anyone get close to me, or effect me is over. Too tired of getting dissapointed by the ones I thought would never turn their backs. What hurts the most I think is when someoen was thre for you when you needed to talk about how you had been hurt, and had said how sorry they were and that what had happened to you sucked and was wrong. Then they turn around and do the exact same thing to you. Is it me or does that just seem cruel and wrong? Guys be honest. Don't lead a girl on, dont fill their heads with hope and sweet words, if you dont mean them. It's not fair.

Sex Laws Of The States
I was researching sex laws and I must say, if nothing else, I got a great laugh out of reading the majority of the ones I found and will keep them etched into my memory for future reference especially while traveling. I started thinking "ONLY IN AMERICA" are people this wacky only to find out strange sex laws are worldwide. Just follow the link and witness for yourself that we are not alone! Listed below are some of the bizarre sex laws I found. Some are out-dated, some hard to imagine and some just plain stupid! Enjoy reading them and let me know which one is your favorite. In Ventura County, California, cats and dogs are not allowed to have sex without a permit. (Population control, no doubt and I heard they were considering doing this with people next) A law in Oblong, Illinois makes it a crime to make love while fishing or hunting on your wedding day. (Everyone knows screaming scares the wild life!) In Ames, Iowa a husband may not take more than three gulps of beer w

Stupid Fawkin Bitch
first of all you dont need to be rude about it I was just asking a simple question and second I'm really fuckin tired but thank you for explaining. have a great one === 'I ♥ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ♥ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ♥' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 02:14:46'.. > > 'I ¢¾ methylenedioxymethamphetamine ¢¾ HELLBILLY'S HIDEOUT GREETER ¢¾' > > is my whole name......thank you for paying attention... > > methylenedioxymethamphetamine is the pharmacutical name for MDMA, which is the main ingredient in exstacy...X-stacy...hence my picture... > > genius. > > > === 'darktawnee' wrote the following at '2008-04-23 01:52:36'.. > > > > I'm not rying to be mean, I'm just curious if by your screen name you really love meth? I'm sorry if you do.

My B-day Wish
I have one wish and it is not for myself. I would love for my best friend to have her vip back she is so down it is putting me down and this would make me a very happy B-day girl. Here she is..... blue_eyes****SeXy LeGs ~ Shadow Levelers Promoter For Red Necks For Life Lounge@ fubar

Yes...i'm A Flirt
Ok I have gotten a pretty good friendship with some of you guys but others who try and get close to me are too fucking much {{except SmartAssUniv that's mah bestie}}. Dont expect me to change the way I am on here. I dont have a man and I'm not looking. So of course Im going to flirt! If your feelings get hurt easily dont fuck with me. Im not here to please anyone but myself. So next time a guy whines to me about another one im going to give you a drink and tell you to shut up and suck it up!!! This isnt a chapel it's a damn bar. Morgan is wild and never going to be tamed so plz...stop trying....and have a nice day And plz...I know its hard....but try and reframe from falling in love....

Energy Alert - April 22 !
I am posting the newest Energy Alert in hopes that those who are interested in this sort of thing will have an opportunity to read it! Much love, warm hugs, and blessings for all my family/friends/fans! Greetings! Although this rarely occurs, it has been much longer than usual in between energy alerts this time. The last energy alert was posted on April 3rd. I was blessed a few weeks ago to acquire my dream land here in the red rocks of the same local area of New Mexico where I have been living, and blessed as well to acquire a rare and “very modest” rental home (or rather, interesting shack) directly across the road within a brief walking distance of my land, where I can reside while I am building some kind of structure to live in! The land and the terms of acquisition seemed to be magically orchestrated, all in divine and perfect order for our new energetic space of new beginnings, as I will address further on in this energy alert. In this regard, I have been mo

Trade
i'll trade rates comments and salutes for fubucks what i'll trade for how much 1. pic rates: 10k 4 100 pics; 20k 4 200pics; 30k 4 300pics; ect. 2. pic comments or comment bombing: 10k 4 100 comments; 20k 4 200comments; 30k 4 300 comment; ect. 3. stash rates: 15k 4 200 stashes; 30k 4 400 stashes; 45k 4 600 stashes; ect. 4. salutes: 10k 4 sfw salute; 20k 4 nsfw salute comment or message me if ur intrested and tell me what u'd like and if its for u or a friend let me know. ty prices open to change

Tear You Apart
Got a big plan, his mind set maybe its right At the right place and right time, maybe tonight And the whisper or handshake sending a sign Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind Late night, in passing, mentioned it flip to her best friend, it's no thing, maybe it slipped but the slip turns to terror and the crush to like when she walked in he froze up, leave it to fright Its cute in a way, til you cannot speak And you leave to have a cigarette, knees get weak Escape was just a nod and a casual wave Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart Then he

Soldier Needs Help
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Get To Me
Well an airplane's faster than a Cadillac and a whole lot smoother than a camel's back But I don't care how you get to me Just get to me Parasail or first class mail Get on the back of a Nightingale Just to get me, I don't care just get to me Prokeds, mopeds take a limousine instead They ain't cheap but they're easy to find Get on the highway point yourself my way Take a roller coaster that comes in sideways Just get to me- yeah Go on hitch a ride On the back of a butterfly There's no better way to fly To get to me I look around what I got And without you, it ain't a lot I got everything, with you, everything. Maybe you could pollinate over The Golden Gate Take a left hand turn At the corner of Haight And then a sharp right At the first street light And get yourself on a motor bike And if you think you'll Get stuck in a traffic jam That's fine, just send yourself Through a telephone line It doesn't matter how you get to me Just get to me Go on hitc

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Discipline
I misbehaved, done some things I know I shouldn't do I touched myself even though you told me not to You commanded me to wait for you Ooh I tried, but I can smell you on my sheets Taste you on my skin so vividly Daddy, I disobeyed you now I want you to come punish me I need some discipline tonight, don't hold back I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, daddy make me cry, babe I need some discipline tonight I've been very bad, make me cry Ooooh, make me cry, oooh babe I misbehaved, and my punishment should fit my crime Tie me to something, take off my clothes Daddy I want you to take your time Ooh I'm scared My heart is beating fast shiver as you grab my neck It's better when I don't know what to expect Did I upset you daddy? Take out your frustrations on me Did I make you mad? Take out your frustrations on me You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it You be the teacher, I'll be the student Tell me to do it and I will do it

Some Basic Helpful Magickal Hints
- Winding copper wire around the tip of your wand will help the power to flow. - Clap your hands loudly to disperse excess physical power. - Birch twigs are traditionally used for cleansing, so fashion your witches' broom from these, tied to an ash or pine wood handle. - Burning blue candles will bring peace into your home; this is especially effective if there has been conflict there recently. - Light a pure white candle to honor the goddess at the new moon. - Place your athame or wand in the path of the full moon's rays the charge it with magical power. - When your get new magickal tools, pass them through incense smoke and a candle flame, then sprinkle with water and salt to cleanse them. - When the wind is strong, go outside and let it blow your aura clean. - Sweep your ritual space from the center outward to disperse negativity. - A bell rung three times will effectively purify the space when your circle will be cast. - Hold new candles in your hands

Seven Sacred Prayers
O Great Spirit, who art before all else and who dwells in every object, in every person and in every place, we cry unto Thee. We summon Thee from the far places into our present awareness. O Great Spirit of the North, who gives wings to the waters of the air and rolls the thick snowstorm before Thee, Who covers the Earth with a sparkling crystal carpet above whose deep tranquility every sound is beautiful. Temper us with strength to withstand the biting blizzards, yet make us thankful for the beauty which follows and lies deep over the warm Earth in its wake. O Great Spirit of the East, the land of the rising Sun, Who holds in Your right hand the years of our lives and in Your left the opportunities of each day. Brace us that we may not neglect our gifts nor lose in laziness the hopes of each day and the hopes of each year. O Great Spirit of the South, whose warm breath of compassion melts the ice that gathers round our hearts, whose fragrance speaks of distant springs and sum

No More Hate
woke up this morning with no more writer's block removed all blocks off no more reason to hate moving on to more positive life since such an open forum was have a nice life such as it is i praise my mother for giving life for my two brothers too my littlest brother knows my love as if i was his mother but as a virgin he knows not that i did not give him life but he will know my love cause he's family my main man in my life is not a little thing nor is any other love that i feel but be known the love for this some writing is totally dead .. died when everyone read your words. the arrows of your words you see i'm free and relaxed it is more than i felt in the last month no longer for guilt from words whispered in my ear

The Whys Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? ! (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) ! (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? ! (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't

A Little Sneaky Fun!
A Little Sneaky Fun! by LateNiteFantasy© If she and you pretend it’s so, a mickey in her drink, You’ll get her out the barroom door, before she stops to think. And if you get her in your car, before she passes out, You'll have her naked while she sleeps, of that there is no doubt! Just make sure she's a little gal, in case you have to carry, Her sweet body anywhere, don’t hesitate or tarry! But when you get her in your house, and lay her on your bed, You take her clothes off gently, as she lays there on your spread. The very next thing that you do, is take off all your clothes, You want to touch her nakedness, cause everybody knows. That pretty gals with smooth bare skin, is Heaven's pure delight! And titties taut and sweet firm ass, there's not a better sight, So lay her down and let her sleep, and open her legs wide, Put your lips against her cunt, and stick your tongue inside. Turn her over when you're done, just because you can, If you fuck her in her as

Officially An Aunt! (complete With Photos)
♥ Jack Ian ♥ Born Tuesday, April 23rd 2008 at 4:24pm. Weighed 6.5 pounds with his tiny height of 21.5 inches. ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Please rate this blog...

Tears I Weep...for My Sis
IT HAS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE I TAPPED INTO MY DARKNESS...BUT SOMETIME TRIGGERED IT TODAY SO I WROTE THIS POEM FOR MY SISTER OUTLAW ANGEL AS WE BOTH BELONG TO THE DARKNESS... THESE TEARS I WEEP NO ONE SEES, FOR IT IS THE SHADOW OF THE DARKNESS THAT OVER SEES THESE TEARS THAT SEEP FROM THESE EYES THAT ONCE SHOWN LIFE, BUT NOW DEATH HAS COME TO CALL TO TAKE THIS SOUL TO CARRY IT HOME FOR MY TIME HERE ON EARTH IS DONE.

Magic Touch !
Magic Touch! by LateNiteFantasy© I've got a REAL MAGIC touch, And I use it every day. It makes whoever I touch, Unseen and my slave for play! It don't matter where I'm at, If I see a girl I like. I get close enough to reach, And my touch is a clean strike! If she wears a dress or skirt, I tell her to just stand still. I kneel down and raise it up, Then pull down her panty's frills! I tell her to spread her legs, Then press my face in her bush. I inhale her pussy's scent, And let my hands feel her "tush!" Then I tell her "Turn around," And she turns her ass to me. I spread her cheeks wide open, And lick her asshole with glee! Then I lay down on my back, And have her straddle my head. I have her squat down on me, And I feast on ALL that's spread! I lick and suck her pussy, Until her juice is flowing. Then I swallow all she gives, And I feel my cock growing! I slide up til I can feel, My cock touch her pussy's hole. Then I shove my cock in

Mama's Wisdom!
Mama's Wisdom! by LateNiteFantasy © My Mama always told me, When I was growing up. "Every mangy dog you see, Got started as a pup!" What she told me was the truth, And guides me through this life. It's a struggle every day, In this old world of strife! Your last advice sweet Mama, Were how to stay on track. "you'll find out there's lots of ways, To peal the foreskin back!!

Blind Thoughts!
Blind Thoughts! by LateNiteFantasy© Lots of folks think that being blind, Has got to be the worse thing! That can happen to anyone, A life's that lost everything! But these folks just can't realize, There's more things on this old Earth, That's so precious with true value, And it has so much more worth! Sight's just one of the five senses, Other ones are as intense. There's hearing, smelling, touch and taste, Along with our "Common sense!" To stroke a velvet softness or, To smell a fragrance so sweet. To taste perfection with a tongue, Are things that just can't be beat! To walk outside and feel the air, From a sunny morning's breeze, No one needs vision for these things, And all of these things will please! I may be blind but I don't care, One good thing's come out of this. There's no more ugly people now, And my happiness is bliss!!

Big Loser!
Big Loser! by LateNiteFantasy© In our Capital's Congress pits, There must be some good Congress people. They've passed through Laws and Benefits, Although they've had to jump some steeples! Cause we know most politicians, Are as crooked as a hump-backed snake! Even if they have the right conditions, Most all the laws are bad that they make! Politicians promise us all, It's "Our interest" they have in mind! But we all know that's just a stall, It's our "votes" they're all wanting to bind! When it's time for the voting booth, Just close your eyes and pick with a grin! Because you'll never hear the truth, You'll be the "Big loser" in the end!!

Your Angel.
I made this video all effin day while I was home.. then my comp crashed and I lost all the lyric I put in it !:| soo im sorry papa that its not perfect... plus or some tarded reason.. it last 6 mins when the song only plays 4 minutes.. Arg I hates my pc!! anywho papa I hope you like it ..and I hd a great day I cant wait to share with you :D I love you! Natasha Bedingfield *angel* A.n.g.e.l Just like a shadow I'll be beside you I'll be your comfort And let it guide you home I will provide you a place of shelter I want a be your zone Tell me what to do Tell me what you wanted me to do I'll make you great to be a man With a woman who can stand Who will never promise to leave her man Making vows to please her man If I could be your angel Your angel, Your angel Protect you from the pain I'll keep you safe from danger You'll never hurt again I'll be your a.n.g.e.l I'm gona be your a.n.g.e.l I'll be your angel Just like the moon I'l

Blah
ok, my first blog....i am bi polar....and i am having a hell of a time with it. i have been out of medicine for months now....i get really grouchy and irritable at any little thing....my marriage is suffering because of it....i dont know what to do...i dont have a car to go to the doctor...i dont like asking for help from anybody....im just totally lost....my kids probably think i am th worst mom in the whole world........

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Lmao Finally
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This Pisses Me Off!
Most of you that will read this are on the same leveling team that I am on. That means that at some point, we have pretty much all helped each other out with leveling up at some time. Last week and this week I have seen and talked with several people offering their FuBucks if people will come and rate their pictures and stash....which is fine. What bugs me is when I see people that help each other level actually going to another leveler's page to rate things and them taking the Fubucks. I mean damn, you get points to rate, and points are fubucks. What happened to just helping friends out? I want to level to Godmother really bad but I just can't see me fubucking my 'friends' to do it. The way I see it, if it weren't for the friends we have, we wouldn't be at the levels we're at, so why not just help each other along? Maybe I shouldn't vent this out loud, but oh well....won't be the first time I've bitched when I shouldn't have. This wasn't done to offend anyone at all but to maybe make

**fubucks Breakdown**
I'm always trying to figure out what the fubar-to-dollars ratio is, so here it is with a little help from Nathan: 1 Bling-Pack = $11.99 USD 1 fuBling = $1.00 1-day Blast = $7.50 3-day Blast = $12.00 7-day Blast = $20.00 30-day Blast = $50.00 Happy Hour = $100.00 1 Gift VIP = $20.00 Big Pimpin Gifts From 2,500 to 500,000 fuBucks Break down of fuBuck values: $1= 50,000 fuBucks $5= 250,000 fuBucks $10= 500,000 fuBucks $20= 1,000,000 fuBucks $50= 2,500,000 fuBucks $100= 5 million fuBucks

What We Need In A Master Or Dom.
TRUSTWORTHINESS A dominant who is not trustworthy is worthless as a master. How can you totally surrender to someone who does not give you a reason to trust them? CONFIDENCE Without confidence a dominant will never have the courage to take control of himself, let alone another human being. A dominant has to feel his own worth and believe in himself. SELF-CONTROL A dominant must have mastery over himself or he will never be master of another. WISDOM Being smart is not the same as being wise.A dominant must be wise when using the knowledge he's acquired. HONESTY If there isn't honesty, there can't be trust. Without trust there is no D/s relationship. It's as simple as that. COMMUNICATION SKILLS A great dominant must be a skillful communicator. Don't confuse communication with talking. A dominant that talks all the time, just to hear his own words is not communicating. He has to LISTEN to what's being said and to sort out the real meaning

My Thoughts Of You
as i walk thru this life shadowed in darkness and hopelessness i cant help but to wonder is she out there , is she real ? i have loved many times,, but never understanding what it means to be loved or for that matter what love meant , until the one night i sat poundering what my life meant. was it worth living ? i spent my time asking god why he had allowed me to choose this path and why he had put the gun in my hand yes i was on the door step of life beyond with out ever knowing , you spoke so sure and soft, it was as if an angel had come down and sat next to me . i didnt want to hear you i turned away from you many times hoping you would see i was no good hoping you would say no no your not worth it like somemany others had done in my time here . but you didnt you stood firm you stood strong , and by doing so i opened an eye in my heart and for the first time i wanted to hear what you had to say . i heard every word, but not one word was spoken . your love was felt from

Does Love Really Exsist Anymore?
I find myself wondering these days if love really exists anymore. I thought it did once, now I'm not so sure. I gave my heart to someone very special once, and no matter how hard I try, I can't get it back from him. He has moved on to someone else, but still has the key to my heart. After almost a year I still can't get him out of my head and out of my heart. I have tried to move on with someone else, and it just doesn't seem to have worked. I feel so much guilt for someone else having fallen in love with me, when I am still so much in love with someone that doesn't want me anymore. I am searching for a way to get these feelings of love out of my heart and out of my head, but it just won't leave me alone. Maybe it isn't even love at all, maybe it is just wishful thinking that there really is such a thing called love.

Angels Above
This is hard for me to write. Ok here it goes.... Last year on March 17-2007 My daughter and two of her friends died in a traggic trailer fire. All though they are no longer here with us in person they are in heaven watching over us. They have become beautiful angels that look after all of us. Though we miss them very much they are always with us in spirit. One day we will all be together again but for now R.I.P

Heat
There was always a inferno below the surface, smoldering embers glowing inside me like a coal fire. It was something to be contained, controlled, tamed by my sheer will alone. No one understood…my passions, desires, fantasies. Things that show in the swirling depths of my eyes, written there like an ancient dead language…a tongue only you speak. One meeting, a kiss, a facial caress…a tease, a promise of things to come. Things to do in the dark… Conflagration, Fire! And I am burning from the inside out…for your touch: hands, lips, eyes…feast on me. Devour, Swallow… The pressure builds and glass shatters…sparks on the sheets, flame eats the edges of my vision. In my eyes you glow… And in your eyes… Heat.

All Dead Inside
The feelings of the past Of all the relationships Did not ever last now I'm sitting here Alone and crying I felt the pain of my heart And the pain of my soul Having nowhere to run and hide No place, nowhere to go. Feeling lost all the time All alone Don't know where to turn to Have no reason or no will to live So I'm letting you know this Of all the loves I've ever known And ever had in my life You've already lost my love, My faith and all my feelings are gone. Of all the feelings I have left are none But why do I still want to cry I am frustrated and wondering So lost and no one cares Have no one or nothing for my life It's all been stabbed by a knife In my back so I guess from the dying inside I'll just wait, sit down and relax No friends, no family, Nothing but all dead inside.

Here It Is Again, With Some Things Added
So, I'm tired of people befriending me and then when they get involved/someone else comes around to keep them preoccupied/they get pussy or dick whipped, they seem to forget their true friends that have been there for them regardless of whatever, so I will now turn into the Bitch that everyone seems to love. I don't give a fuck who deletes me cuz guess what? It's just Fubar, but if I used to talk to u on the regular either on here or Yahoo and this applies to you, suck my asshole after I shit cuz I can read right thru the BS. Go play with ur fake ass "friends" who swear they are there for u when all they are are needy lil bitchasses who can''t speak what's on their mind when need be. I am better off alone and don't need you callin on me when no one else wants to talk to u or u have gotten tired of the other ones. A true friend is there regardless of whatever else is going on and I've learned alot of u so called "friends" I have made here and in life need to look up the definition. Unfo

Trying To Godfather
this person is part of the shaow levelers and is in a race to see just who can make it to godfather first he has over a millon to go but if we all keep working on him a little at a time i think we can just help him out some even though he isnt under our 15,000 points limit but when it comes to making godfather i think we can help him get his points down i for one am going to help him a little everyday because i would hope and pray that the favor would be returned to me 1 day and the owner of shadow levelers is a wonderful lady booboo has helped me dearly in the past back in sept. 2007 love this wonderful bunch of family we have here when i lost my daughter a freak did something that upset me she was there 4 e so please go show him some love thank you all so very much misfit~angels SBM08 ~Sergeant-at-Arms Rate Spankers Leveling Club*~**{{Shadow Levelers}}**@ fubar

The Storm
A tear in the fabric of reality An illusion or the truth? The ashes of your awakening Delusions of your youth. The dreams you once had Have become warped and twisted. Refrain from the thoughts you have Tremble on what once existed. Slip away from your morality As your essence becomes frayed Lose the battle against insanity These skies are turning grey. Fall back into the dust As your vision becomes obscured Scream into the face of lust Stand where death once lured. A taste for vengeance The seed of your betrayal Losing grip as my head spins Seeking truth but lies prevail. Fading into the darkness What once was can never be You're living off my weakness Captivity will never set me free. I am not meant to be here When will you let me go? My face is tainted by tears Feelings will never be shown. Slap on that smile Again, another day I'm living in denial Because there's no sun after the rain.

By William Wadsworth !!!
PERFECT WOMAN by: William Wordsworth (1770-1850) HE was a phantom of delight When first she gleamed upon my sight; A lovely apparition, sent To be a moment's ornament; Her eyes as stars of twilight fair; Like twilight's, too, her dusky hair; But all things else about her drawn From May-time and the cheerful dawn; A dancing shape, an image gay, To haunt, to startle, and waylay. I saw her upon nearer view, A Spirit, yet a Woman too! Her household motions light and free, And steps of virgin liberty; A countenance in which did meet Sweet records, promises as sweet; A creature not too bright or good For human nature's daily food; For transient sorrows, simple wiles, Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and sm

Postcard Written In 1937 By Anne Frank Discovered In Antiques Store!!
"Those who forget the past are doomed to repeat it" Anne Frank’s ’37 holiday card turns up in shop Dutch teacher finds Jewish diarist’s hand-written card in antique store -- from msnbc. com A handout photo made available by Kastermans Studio on Wednesday shows the back of a New Year's card signed by Anne Frank, which a Dutch teacher found at an antiques dealer in the Netherlands. AMSTERDAM, Netherlands - A Dutch school director preparing an exhibition on Anne Frank has found a holiday postcard signed by the Jewish teenage diarist, a museum said Wednesday. The card, sent in 1937, was addressed to one of Frank's best friends, Samme Ledermann, and postmarked from just across the Dutch border in Aachen, Germany, said Maatje Mostard, of the Anne Frank Museum. Decorated with a clover-covered bell atop a snowy field and wishing "good luck for the new year" in German, the card was signed "Anne Frank" with no other handwritten message. Mostard said the museum

Camming Now...
I have started working for a site (THIS ONE) and would like to invite you all to come in and say hello :) It's completely free to sign up (*no credit card required*) and I actually TALK on there lol... I will be on Friday night around 10pm EST.... Under "AthenaH" So go to my profile HERE after you have signed up for the site, and leave me a comment and a rating :) hope to see you all there!

My Bucket List
Since it's the middle of the week, and not much going on, and I'm at work and not that enthused, It gives me time to think and reflect. I've already turned Freak onto The Electric Six's song Gay Bar, I'm ahead at work, so my mind is wandering, and I got to thinking about the move The Bucket List, and decided to make my list. So here is my list of things I want to do before I die...I'm 40, so I may not have much time. 1) Asian Twins...female to be specific for all your smart alecs, preferedly at the same time. 2) I'd like to do an open mic for stand up. I can be funny at times 3) Travel to Asia. I have had a fascination for Asia since I was little, and want to see it all. 4) Travel to Scotland and Ireland. I've been to England, loved it, now I want to see the rest of the UK 5) Take Swing Dancing classes. I've seen people do it at dance clubs, and it looks soooooooo cool. I want to do it while I still can. 6) Meet David Lee Roth. He's the greatest fro

My Poetic Fairytale Pt 12
Its all about perception For The King of Deception What she doesn't know won't hurt her It won't hurt him either for that matter She speaks so fondly of this "knight" But this is my land and he won't dare put up a fight Even if he does I will dispose of him in short order And erase him from her world forever And not a soul will be around to give a confession I proudly wear the crown of The King of Deception

Kelly Clarkson, "maybe"
i don't need to be fixed... "Maybe" I'm strong But I break I'm stubborn And I make plenty of mistakes Yeah I'm hard And life with me is never easy To figure out, to love I'm jaded but oh so lovely All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe Someday When we're at the same place When we're on the same road When it's okay to hold my hand Without feeling lost Without all the excuses When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me Then maybe, maybe All you have to do is hold me And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be If you'll trust me, love me, let me Maybe, maybe I'm confusing as hell I'm north and south And I'll probably never have it all figured out But what I know is I wasn't meant to walk this world without you And I promise I'll try Yeah I'm gonna try to give you every little part of me Every single detail you missed with you

The Short End Of It All
Where do we find what we are looking for? and then how do we know when we find it? Is it just the one who is looking or is the other looking for us as well. I see the shortness of it all, why do so many people waste so much time playing the stupid games instead of reaching out with an openess and allowing the love to grow and making the connection that will forever change the way of life. Time is short, I can see it, can’t anyone else, or is it that no one else wants? I am and I can be but I have not the completeness of what life has for me. I’ve noticed the the differences of ages verses the differences of experiences. Some of us have had the experiences that gives us the wisdom beyond our years and I wonder if it is a blessing or not? I wait for the other to catch up to find what has been waiting for them all this time. Now the time is shorter and can we have what was meant for the time we have left?????????????

It Was You
It Was You By Scot Wing Dreams are but a reflection of the soul A picture of the innermost fires of our minds A place that puts reality into our darkest secrets And my dreams are of you. In the stillness of the dark night As I lay, alone, a corpse in time The visions, the dancing lights, the angel of sleep Arrives to carry me gently away It is your face that I see before me Eyes afire lips pursed into eternal whisper Such sweet voice singing glorious song It is your warm lips and gentle touch That sends shivers to the very core of my soul That speeds my heart and stills my breath It is you that wakes me in the dark night With shuddering gasp blended with deep sigh Your name is upon my lips, to you my arms reach out Then slowly, as sad and heavy eyes open I look around at the quiet room Salty dewdrops burn stains on my cheek As alone I lie back down to dream again.

Womanly Desires
As she laid lonely in her tub The soft soapy water refreshes Her stressed out body The water soothed but a man would relieve, The unsatiable power of desire that controlled her As the years have past, she feels an incredible desire to be wanted, to be touched, to be loved. As she closes her eyes to let the bath soak in, she feels strong warm hands caress her face, Slowly moving down to the fullness of her breast. Warm lips meet hers, and tongues begin to dance. She begins to feel an aching in her body As his hands tingles down her stomach to the inner part of her thighs. Her clit becomes hard and throbbing. As his tongue circles softly on her neck His tonges caresses her nipples as his hand gently rubs her swollen treasure. She lets out a soft moan, as by now he rubs lightly enough to tease her clit, causing her head to move back wards, then soft moans escapes her. He takes her by the hand and moves towards the bed. TO BE CONTINUED

Angels
In the arms of angels I ride the last time Victim of my own Now I see all Who cared for me Why didn’t they show If I knew then What I know now In the arms of angels I had it my own way Now it is their way In the arms of angels Then I just prayed Locked in an embrace In arms of my love Now all I can do is Listen to my angels Farewell my love

What Would You Do
What would you do? You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Please DO Read this: My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: 'When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?' The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. 'I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child.' Then he told the following sto

A Number
For some of you, you will never be faced with the decisions i have been faced with, and I would not wish that on anyone, not even my worst enemy. But as of late, a lot of you have noticed that I'm not me...eluded to the fact that I am human, and I tend to show emotions when something bothers me. This is something that will haunt me for the rest of my life....not anything bad, but to me..it is a part of my life that I cannot change, I just have to deal with it, and move on. I jst hope you are never placed in the situation or anything similar like I have been placed. If you have, you will understand me on a much deeper level then what these words will tell you. I will begin by saying this... I am not perfect, I never have been, and never will be. I have made mistakes in my life, some of which I regret on a daily basis, and some that will haunt me for the rest of this life, and the one after I'm sure. I have been faced with many decisions as a medic/rescuer/savior. I have been

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don'! t dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry

I Know You
Those words from your lips that I can not see That smile that I dream of but have no clue what its like But for some reason that does not matter I see who you are ... I feel who you are ... I know who you are ...

Finally Some Answers........
Well, after much debate and plenty of Dr. visits, we think we have finally found the source of my little mans' illness. Let's just say that he'll be having surgery on May 30th. He's not happy about this, but understands that it has to be done. He's very scared about it and I'm trying to do what I can to lessen his anxiety. I wish that the Dr. had listened to me a few weeks ago when I suggested what I thought the problem was and they just dismissed me. But I don't think that in the long run it would've mattered. I'm not the one with the medical degree though, am I? We will be going in soon here for his pre-surgery physical. That should be a breeze. Little does he know though that he has to have blood drawn for a High resolution Chromosome test. I haven't told him that yet and I don't think I will til we actually get there. No sense making him more upset til I actually have to. Just wanted to give you guys an update, and for a couple of you, you know exactly what the surgery is for. I j

What Is Wachchisssssssssss
its my whip smacking antonio t aka 'sin,,owned bythe best owner sherrylicious's ass around if u see him slap him for me he is a veryyyyyyyy bad boy lmao xoxo sin,,owned bythe best owner sherrylicious@ fubar

From The State Mental Hospital
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental Hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory los

She Silently Cries
A tear rolls down her face and falls to the floor. He touched her heart in a way no one had ever done before. All she wants to do is be with him, to make his loneliness go away. Her heart goes out to him, she's trying her hardest to make him see She is going to be there for him. She silently cries, for she can do nothing to ease his pain. She silently cries, for she can not hold him in her arms. Her soul has been wounded. She silently cries, for she wants to be able to lie within the safety of his arms. She silently cries, for she wants to love him, him to love her. She wants to cuddle up to him within the solitude of his warm body. She silently cries... TO BE CONTINUED::::::::

The Good Husband!
The Good Husband Jack wakes up with a huge hangover after attending his company's Christmas Party. Jack is not normally a drinker, but the drinks didn't taste like alcohol at all. He didn't even remember how he got home from the party. As bad as he was feeling, he wondered if he did something wrong. Jack had to force himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins next to a glass of water on the side table. And, next to them, a single red rose! Jack sits up and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotlessly clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins, cringes when he sees a huge black eye staring back at him in the bathroom mirror. Then he notices a note hanging on the corner of the mirror written in red with little hearts on it and a kiss mark from his wife in lipstick: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to get groceries to make yo

If You Can't Comment At Least Rate His Pic.please??
HERE IS THE LINK TO HIS PIC. HE NEEDS SOME MAJOR HELP TO GET CAUGHT UP... I KNOW MY FRIENDS ARE GOOD FOR IT.. EVEN IF IT'S JUST A COUPLE COMMENTS AND A RATE.. LOVE YA ALL!!!! READ BLOG:::: http://fubar.com/blog/205482/770746 ♥~BRATT~♥

Plz Dong Go!
OK ! here goes another blog that most people will never read! but fuck it! i need to write something or im gonna freak! Grandpa rember all the times we went to get ice cream?Rember when you used to take us to the movies ?? and we would go to McDonalds afterowrds and you made us discuss what out favorite part of the movie was?? Rember when I was born?? How proud you were of me! And how proud you still are of me?? A few months ago we were supposto see a movie rember were going to see Shrek the thrid! rember!!!! dont your rember your promised me!? Why cant you just hang on ! why cant we go back to those days? when things were great! and you were heathly again! I always knew that some day you would have to leave me, but i could never imagine it would be when i was 22 years old and apreciating every moment ive had with you, .... why cant you just hang on a little while longer?? theres soooo many more memories left to make, just dont leave me yet! love always your grand daughter

It's Time To Move Into The Light & Love
It's Time to Move into the Light & Love sprouting from Within Us. A Heart Melting in the Glow of Grace A Moment to Surrender As Humanity moves forward heading, spiriling towards the Golden Age of True Freedom and the return of Pure un-conditional Love from WITHIN......We as Human Beings are being asked to SURRENDER.....RELEASE.....and LET GO.....of everything we once knew to be true..for an old story is closing and the last chapter is about to be finished as a NEW Story is about to begin in all its Glory, A Love Story...This Love the very real truth of our beings for we are all truly angels and celestial ones...We are Magnificent, Special, and all Unique.... we are All One.......SURRENDER, Let Go and step into the river of ONE...into the grand flow where miracles arrive....and we see each other for who we truly are, Pure reflections of GODS, GODDING....The time has come for all to laugh and play again....on a new Jungle Gym...Love is here wake-up and one will

Come Check Out The Sexy Tattood Chicka's Auction
Hey Friends Iv entered my first fubar Auction "Sexy Tattood Chicka's"so come show some love on my Tree of life!!!!!Place your bids and or just leave comments!! Its all in fun...and i love your input!!!!Ya baby Ya! Big Smiles for YOU!!! Copy and past this link into your browser to take a peek!!!!! thanks http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1651712&albumid=963992&i=2945780596&idx=1

Jobless No Longer!
I know its been a long time without a job but finally my luck is changing. Wednesday I got a part time job and Thursday ended with me getting a full time job as well working for Home Depot pending back ground checks and drug screening, neither of which I have any reason to worry about!

Stolen From Lewis Again....i Think I Need An Anonymous To Go To
The Deep Survey (Be completely honest or it doesn't count) [1] What's one thing that would instantly make you dislike a person? well like most people being mean of course, but I think treating my kids wrong would be even worse [2] What do you do when you need to relax? take a really long hot bath and read [3] Why do you think there is war in the world? materialistic ignorance [4] Do you think it's ok to sometimes tell white lies? not really but it happens anyway just depends really [5] Do you like things in life to stay how they are or change? Both are good. Stability means your comfortable with things, change shows you wanting to learn and grow. So either way all's good - I kept Lewis' answer because it's a good one...I completely agree [6] If someone liked you, what would be the best way to let you know? tell me straight out - I don't like games and having to guess or wonder why im getting treated a certain way same with dislike [7] What are you listen

All About Me
Your Autobiography Part 1: The Birth of You: Were you a planned baby?: nope Were you the first?: nope Who was present at your birth?: my mom a doctor and some nurses and a scapel Were your parents married when you were born?: yes What is your birthdate?:11-06-1978 Part 2: The Family How would you describe your family?: full of people i dont know because they choose not to associate with me Siblings or an only child?: 1 and a half If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?: middle What are your siblings names and ages?: chris 35 ashley 18 Which parent do you get along with best?: uh they choose not to talk to me so yep i do Wat do you fight about?:nothing we dont talk Do you have step parents? yesh Part 3: The Friends Do you have more than one best friend?: uh i dont have a best friend really unless u consider my best net friend kara beara Who are your best friends?:uh look up What do you like to do when you are t

I Give Up....
I'm done with liars and wishy washy people!!!! ya know what if ya don't wanna be upfront withme then don't talk to me. Geez, grow up and get a pair. If you have to lie how pathetic is that????!!!! You're a grown up so just tell me geez, like it's junior high and crap. Geez, ya know give people the benefit of the doubt and they stab you in the back with it. Well enjopy cause I'm done trusting people. I'm sorry. If I know you already, well at least for the most part we're cool, but yeah I can't deal with the crap anymore!!!! I'm real tired of being played. Tell me one thing then do another, WTH is that? Don't act like we're cool and friends then give me some bullsh*t story and do something else. I ain't having it!!!! You wanna treat me with respect fine I'm all for it, but if you're gonna mess with me forget it!!!!

Ready For Bed
Sorry I didn't get to post this morning. It just wasn't my morning. I'm ready for bed. Pink belly shirts, matching pink thong panties...rollin my ass off hard.....hope you like send me a comment and let me know. I'm hoping dream stalker will be back tonight last night was weird. What new about that this dream is way weird, way out there like none i've ever had before. After 2 hard night every every strong images, that jumped around with no rime or reason. Last night was different it was just flashing images. Me naked, me going to class, me in my jeep, me fucked up, me chained up, me gagged, me hanging by my hands naked, me in class, me, me, me, me, me, They were just still shots, like photographs. Will I'm to fucked up to really think about typing LUV U TARA

Life Keeps Getting Better And Better
Well, just by a fluke chance, my boss decided to check the Wisconson CCAP website to check on my legal status, and he happened to find out that there was a warrent out for my arrest. Sure enough, I go check the ccap site (just in case you wondering about the person your dating or might be dating the website is http://wcca.wicourts.gov/index.xsl;jsessionid=EFBE11A13A965A029C693CEA3F0116DB.render5 And I do have a warrent out. Well, honestly, I guess my eyes are worse than I thought they were, I could have sworn it was an 8 and not a 3, but, in anycase, I missed my court case yesterday. I even had a friend take off work on Monday to take me to court, I honestly thought it said the 28th, he even looked at it, and thought it was the 28th as well, I even had him write it on the calander cus my right hand in cast my hand writing so bad but, we both got it wrong. Long story short between 4-5 phone calls between circuit court and warrent office, found out the paper work hasnt even been

Drowning In My Thoughts
Wish I could reboot my mind; Stop the spinning wheel; Archive the old and empty the trash . . . Too many thoughts hissing in my head Blurring my reality Depriving me of sleep Dreams bleeding into waking hours Truth becoming hard to see Chaos knocking at the door Wish I could drown my thoughts, before my thoughts drown me

Up For Auction Again!! Look What I'm Offering!
Win me in GoddessWildCherry's fu-auction!!! Who's gonna be my new fu-owner? I'm up for Bid!!! So, for those of you who may want to own me for a month, here is what my owner will get: 1) 500 pix rated 11's during HH 2) Rate all stash during HH (Up to 400) 3) Added as #1 friend for the month 4) Gift 3-day blast 5) 2 personalized tags 6) A hug a day for the month 7) 1 "big pimping" gift a week (or 1 bling) 8) Your name added to mine for the month 9) 1 phone call (USA only) at your convenience 10) Add your page link to mine !AUCTION OPEN! Just click the pic to bid! This auction brought to you by GoddessWildCherry. Plz stop and show her love ~GoddessWildCherry~ Owned by Johnny ~Member of the Spankers Club~@ fubar

Changes
Have you ever felt . . . The more things change . . . The more they stay the same? The waves change the patterns on the sand The dusk and dawn change the colors of the sky The twilight enhances the images you see A new moon brings light to darkness The sun shines light on truth . . . Yet I feel true comfort in the dark . . . And it all comes through again once more The same changes, over again Different ~But the same Surroundings change . . . My reality remains . . . constant

Far Away
As i sleep at night i began to cry wondering why god made it this way. why did he put my prince charming so far far away. i can recall every time we talk it seems like your so near not miles away. i need you more than ever these days and it seem to be getting harder and harder to do this without you. i ask god every night why he did this why he would let me cry like this why he would make me pray saying please god don't let him leave me today. This is for my Bubby,my soulmate & best friend

New Bully
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[meditations 01]
I don't have an off switch, but I do have neutral. What do I want to say here? Do the most good you can. Yeah, that'll do. Love is a happy razor bomb. That's not to say that love is a bomb full of schrapnel, its to say love is dangerous like that. Don't hug your flechette, BEWARE OF IT! It's the single most chaotic force in the human psyche. That's not to say oh, it makes things EXPLODE, chaos just means change, unordinanced naturally occuring change. Don't fear it, but if you can direct it, by all means do so. Love... love love love. What a pain in the ass when someone fakes it. Even when they fake it and don't know it. I love. I've always known how and it is NOT infatuation. Love is a partnership, looking out, caring, preocupation with another's happiness and wellbeing, that's why I'm not entirely SHY about saying I love you. Because if I wouldn't shove you in front of a fucking bus- I DO! Everyone else on the other hand throws it around with THIS meaning

When Ur Heart Stops
WHEN UR HEART STOPS . WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU MEET SOME ONE N AFTER A WHILE OF TALKING U CAN FEEL UR HEART SKIP A BEAT FOR THE FRIST TIME IN A LONG TIME. YOU GUYS CAN TALK BOUT ANY THING N LAUGH ALL THE TIME ALWAYS HAPPY N YOU KNOW HOW THE OTHER PERSON IS ALWAYS FEELING. WHEN YOU SEE THAT PERSON'S SMILE IT BRIGHTEN'S UP UR DAY. U THINK BOUT UR PASSION'S N DREAM'S THAT LAY IN THERE PALM. U GET A RUSH OF WHAT THE FUTURE COULD LOOK LIKE. ALL THE MEMORYS YOU COULD MAKE WIT EACHOTHER. AN THEN IN JUST ONE BLINK OF UR EYE U SEE THINGS FLASH AWAY. THINGS U THOUGHT U DONT REALLY KNOW BOUT ANYMORE IT SCARES YOU. U FEEL LIKE THAT PERSON'S PAST MAY NOT BE THERE PAST YET BUT STILL APART OF UR FUTURE. OR MAYBE ITS JUST UR FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES ON YOU. WHO KNOWS REALLY RIGHT. BUT U WILL FEEL IT WHEN UR HEART STOPS.

Week - End
Good morning everyone! How is your Friday going? Well I hope. At least its the end of the week, thank goodness! Its been a long week for me. And to top it off, last night I woke up with a severe cramp in my left calf. I'm going to be limping around on it all day today. Every time I sit for even a short period of time it starts tightening up on me. I'm glad I only have a 4-day week next week, then off to NJ with Persia and Stina! Should be a good time, although I just know its going to be way too short!!! Anyone have anything good planned for the weekend? I'm just going to be doing yard work this weekend. Still plenty of that to do. Have a good day all and feel free to give me a shout if you want to chat!

The Mist
I hate Stephen King movies. They don't translate well to the big screen, and other than The Green Mile and Running Man, I have very little use for them. But the boy wanted to rent The Mist, and I was curious, so we did. And let me tell you, it wasn't bad. No huge stars filled the screen. There are recognizable people, but no huge star. The Sherminator from American Pie fame is probably the most recognizable to me. But the basic premise is a huge electrical storm happens, and tears up the town, and the next day a stange mist starts rolling in from the mountains. Since the storm knocked out power, everyone is in town, and goes to the store. While there, the mist really rolls in, an old man comes in screaming that something from the mist grabbed someone, and the fun begins. What occurs after this is part Lord of the Flies, part Jesus TV, and part Starship Troopers. And surprisingly, it all works for me. There was some overacting. The special effects was average at best. And

Princess
¢¾Princess¢¾@ fubar I met Princess because she said she was feeling blah, and she was close to leveling, so I decided to get her leveled to make her feel better. Lucky for me I did, because she is a special lady, who is ALWAYS helping others. Every time I talk to her, she's out of rates for something or other. And then for everything. I kid her about when she passes me, but its only half joking, I fully expect her to do so. But she reposts my bullys, goes and helps whoever I ask her to, and only asks me to help other people level that she's helping. Check her out, before she passes you by also

None
'Leave My Heart' I wonder why you went To a place where I could never go When you had everything with me Only you will ever know You never left me any time To record the feeling of your touch Where did the loving ever go When it all once meant so much You leave my heart, you steal my soul And time won't fill the empty hole You left in me when you walked out Just leaving sorrow, pain and doubt But I'll go on, I'll find another one Who'll treasure all that I will be Who'll treasure all that I've become So when you leave, don't take me with you I couldn't bare to leave this place Where all the memories reside In the beauty of your face Your love it dripped from your fingertips With your blind caress And made my soul sway with sorrow That it will never be here again with me It creeps to me in the cold of night When my heart has wishes I can't fulfil Your arms sweeten the sound of sorrow But only … only until ...

Help Godfather Me On My 2 Happy Hours Today My Friends.?
BE SURE TO SHOW UP AT MY 2 HAPPY HOURS TODAY @7:00 A.M.PACIFIC TIME = 10:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME & 10:00 A.M PACIFIC TIME = 1:00 P.M. EASTERN TIME PLEASE SPANK ME GOOD ..:) HELP ME DO THIS FU~HEADS ? GODFATHER ME PLZZZ.?? PLEASE STOP BY & HELP ME MAKE GODFATHER MY FRIENDS AND RATE THE CRAP OUT OF MY STUFF. STASH,PICS,BLOGS WHATEVER I HAVE. I NEVER ASK ANYTHING FROM ANYONE.PLEASE SHOW THE FU~LUV !!! ADD/FAN/RATE TOO WHILE YOUR @ IT PLEASE ALL MY FRIENDS WILL YOU REPOST THIS PLEASE? THANKS IN ADVANCE...:) ~ŦØMM¥ßØ¥~@

Married Life!
Married Life Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men....that night all three will wear a leather bodice S&M style, stilettos and a mask over their eyes .. After a few days they meet again..... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a shiny raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grabbed the TV controller and a beer

This Disaster
Are you aware, of how much you complicate me? And are you aware, your words suffocate me? And don't deny, you're talking behind my back to your friends. And don't deny, one day you'll need me, need me. All my life I've been looking for the answers To the questions you never asked and We never planned on this disaster When will I let it go? So incomplete, your stare is cold unlike anything I've ever seen. So incomplete, your body is tired and falling apart at the seams. I won't deny, I took no part in ever wanting you back. And don't deny, one day you'll need me, need me. All my life I've been looking for the answers To the questions you never asked and We never planned on this disaster When will I let it go? All my life I've been looking for the answers To the questions you never asked and We never planned on this disaster When will I let it go? If it's tonight, please let me know. If it's tonight, why don't you let me know? All my life I've been looki

At Least I'm Known For Something
I'm in and out of conversation It's hard to keep my attention locked down So don't take offense to anything I say I tried so hard to keep you coming back my way But you don't know the half, and I'm the one to blame for it Cause I'm best known for failure Best known for giving up There's nothing that I can say that can matter, that can matter enough Cause I'm best known for failure (hey!) Best known for giving up (hey!) There's nothing that I can say that can matter, that can matter enough I've figured out my situation I am an endless source of useless information Give me bad news could this already been expected I let my front down And I know I will regret it But you don't know the half, and I'm the one to blame for it Cause I'm best known for failure Best known for giving up There's nothing that I can say that can matter, that can matter enough Cause I'm best known for failure (hey!) Best known for giving up (hey!) There's nothing that I can say that can ma

The Little Things
The little things you do to me Are taking me over I wanna show ya Everything inside of me Oh, like a nervous heart that is crazy beaten I feel stuck here, against the pavement I wanna break free, I wanna make it Closer to your eyes Get your attention Before you pass me by And back up, back up Take another chance Don't you mess up, mess up I don't wanna lose you And wake up, wake up This ain't just a thing that you Give up, give up Don't just say that I'd be Better off, better off Sittin' by myself and wanting to run from Better off, better off Without you boy The little things you do to me are Taking me over, I want to show ya Everything inside of me Is like a nervous heart that is crazy beaten My feet are stuck here, against the pavement I wanna break free I wanna make it Closer to your eyes Get your attention Before you pass me by And back up, back up Take another chance don't Mess up, mess up I don't wanna lose you Wake up, wake up This ain't

Car Is Dead
well its not dead but the head gasket blew so i cant drive it, so i have to take a cab or the bus to work today, UNLESS some one wants to be nice enough to give me a ride to the Hazel Dell Target! eh i didnt think so...oh well hopefulyl by monday i can get a new car...well not new but one that runs atleast.

Thank You For The Love!
I want to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for all of the love shown to me Wed. & Thur during my pimpout. You guys are amazing. I was speechless from all the love you showed me. Thank you, thank you, thank you! ~Deb~

Vegas Baby?? Not Anymore...
Those of you that know me, know that I believe in the "What happens in Vegas... stays in Vegas" conversations. But a recent situation has caused me to rethink this statement. Specially when it deals with my good name and trying to do the noble thing. Someone of whom I thought was a friend called me up not too long ago. She had recently visited a guy off of Fubar. She seemed a bit concerned about a situation that had come up. The situation being that this guy was now coming home to her house. I asked her if he was basically "extending" the visit. She stated that she didn't know. I was puzzled, but I let the conversation continue. During the conversation, she said a couple of things that threw up red flags. One being that this guy brought his desktop computer with him. The second being that this guy's mother asked her if she was "sure she was alright with this." After hearing this, I simply said, "This guy just moved in with you." She seemed to be shocked at this and questioned we

Does He Know.
I feel so tired. so worn. Time and again I tell him, " I love you." and i mean it from the botom of my heart. But does he really know just how much I love him? Does he really care? I do what ever i can to make him happy. I give him everything. Yet time and again he tosses me aside with out a second thought. He is too busy to call me, to take 2 minutes out of his oh so busy day to call and let me hear his voice. I soooooo wish that he loved me just as much as i love him. I don't know what to do or how to make him see me as someone that he can give his all for. I begin to feel like i'm just here to pass his time. I know that he loves me. Deep down inside I know this. It just hurts so much that he doesn't think about my feelings.

Need All Your Bomb Luv To Win A Hh
Please help Diva Cinda win her first HAPPY HOUR. She has one month to be the frist to get 50,000 comments. LETS SHOW HER SUM MAD DIVA LOVE!! Thanks and PLZ REPOST!! Peace&Love MsMaine Click the picture below and BOMBS AWAY!!!! (repost of original by 'Ms.Maine~♥ Fu~Wife to BLACKSTAR♥{Dylons Wizegal Diva}{DylonsDivaMafia}' on '2008-04-25 15:06:42')

Dating
Dating is so complicated at my age. When you get up in your 40's and you find yourself in the dating circle again it can be very stressfull. Meeting new people, deciding what to do, all that stuff. One thing that i have found is that people out there need to just be themselves. I figure that if someone can not except me for me, then i don't need to be with them. I have been this "fake" person in relationships before, but no more. I am me, i want to be me. Life is to short to try to start over and be a different person or change completely to please a person. I will get off my soap box for now. thank for listening

Pregnancy, Estrogen, And Women
PREGNANCY Q & A & more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not if you change the baby's diaper v

Happy Hour Contest...
I am currently in a contest to win my first Happy Hour, Contest is first to get to 50k wins. I will pay anybody how helps me 10k fubucks for every 100 comments. Must number them as you bomb. Fumail me with how many you did and I will send you the money.

"twisted"
"Twisted" When lost in the dark,why close up your eyes? It's not us that you hate,it's yourself you despise. Don't sew yourself shut,or stay locked in a wall. Don't cry and don't whimper, or curl in a ball. I'm not trying to pry or even to meddle. I can see through the lies and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Words feel like whispers,collected by ears. Garbled and twisted,over all of these years. Eyes feel like windows, that bring out the light. Wide open kept closed, no matter hold tight. I'm not trying to pry,or even to meddle. I can see through the lies, and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Build yourself strong, don't give opportunity. Soon anguish and sorrow, will give you immunity. Against all feeling-love kindness and care. To all those around you, is it really that fair? I'm not trying to pry, or even

Another Lovely Sb User
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Check This Out!!!! *expired*
ok friends, stalkers, and loved ones I need your help my main man TrickyDick has entered me in a giveaway. Although I belong to a bombing family I need some extra help please click on the thumb nail and leave me as many comments as possiable...thanks bunches Playboy Click here: any questions please private message me This giveaway has a 10 day time limit!!!

Poverty
I took a cold shower today. Not because I needed to cool off, but because we couldn't pay the gas bill and the gas company cut us off from hot water and stove. I live in a small house on the poor side of town. Mine and my spouse's incomes combined add up to about $30,000 a year. Needless to say, it's a real struggle just to get by. There is no room for buying anything beyond what we absolutely need. I sometimes get envious when people talk about where they want to go on vacation or taking cruises or putting expensive stereo systems in their cars or all these things I can't afford. There is a lot of nightclubs and shows here but I choose to maybe pay 5 or 10 dollars cover to see the local punk bands at the dingy underground bars instead. I stay drunk from 40oz beers from the circle k by my house and cheap bourbon whisky. I love the nightlife here in Vegas but don't indulge because my first priorities are the utility bills that I'm behind on, a major plumbing problem both in the y

Born To Blossom, Bloom To Die
I have come to the realization (through the help of another) that my primary principles orbit around self-growth. All of the things that are important to me, including self-growth, aid in the process of this. Also, they are all very internal things. Unbiased loving and kindness, observation, listening, reflection and analysis, open-mindedness, etc etc. That means that the spring of happiness can only, and will only, come from inside of myself. Another realization: people move about the world with untamable fluidity. Hardly anybody is in the same place that I have seen them last, or at least they soon will no longer be. Everybody is moving, finding their own place in the world, Wisconsin, L.A., Grand Rapids, Kalamazoo, Pennsylvania, San Francisco, Columbus. I am saddened to realize that when I return to Chicago, New York, Pennsylvania, San Fransisco, Florida there will be very few people there who originally made it worth me being there. I guess, it may be for the best, but it

"oh, Crap."
11:30 PM 4/25/2008 So, I got this idea in my head while I was at work that I should find a way to keep track of the issues I answer questions on in the support lounge and in my shoutbox. At work, I keep track of the hospitals' issues in a program called "Footprints," which my boss runs reports on to get an idea what's broken most of the time and what the IT department should spend its resources on. I'm not sure whether or not Fubar has one of these things yet, but it couldn't hurt to try writing one for gits and shiggles. The working title is "OH, CRAP". It's generally the first thing people say to themselves, internally, whenever they come across a problem. I'll be updating this blog entry as I add to this program. Current Programming Project Working Title "Owl's Hobby: Cool, Rather Ambitous Project" (or, "OH CRAP") Purpose Track issues reported in the support lounge to get a better, more comprehensive idea of the state of the site's needs. Follows in the

More Thoughts Fighting To Be Free
Dark, light; Day, night my thoughts go dancing along; dancing or spiraling one of the two, down this path of which my feet seem to belong. some thoughts are really ancient memories that won't seem to let go of my soul; past events no longer even a part of my now, or are they, for they do seem to still take their toll? these memories though appear to me less and less; my life right now is not such a mess! i have begun a new life, yes it is true; at nearly 39 i finally feel like i know what to do. now i have new things to ponder; now my mind has new places to wander a love that has entered, nay RE-entered my heart; someone who splashes color to my soul, like a piece of fine art someone who's strength gives me power; now even from my darkest dreams, i will not cower. my LOVE, my MASTER, my SOUL MATE; my MARKIAN, my LOVE, for YOU i did wait!

Why ?
If your lips were made for kissing Why can't I kiss you? If arms were made for holding Why can't I hold you? If a voice is made for talking Why can't I talk to you? Why can't you see, why I need you here with me Why can't my heart be perfect... Why don't you want to be with me? Why do I feel pain, thinking that That you're never thinking of me ! Why does love hurt, when it's suppose to feel good? Not like it should? Why can't you give one chance to prove my love? Cause I'm sure, you're sent, from up above ! Knowing that you love me, would make me so happy ! Cause life is nothing like it's suppose to be, Days are dark , summer is cold Gold is silver and silver is gold Love is hurting , pain is here ... My heart is breaking , you're not near ! You're just in my head , in my heart, in my mind, And I will never be able to leave you behind !

Kill The Gas Company!
Letter to family written Dec 9, 2005 Hopefully, tomorrow will be the last day I am without heat in the house. It never seemed to bother me much in August, and never crossed my mind in July, but lately it is something I think of often, between sneezes. I have “made do” by building roaring fires in the living room, but it has led to a nasty nasal condition as I have no chimney for the smoke to escape, much less an approved fireplace. My nasal condition was not much improved by my strategy of changing fuel, from old socks that I could no longer use as they needed washing, to the cleaner burning fuel of golf balls and empty beer bottles. The Fire Dept weenies were not amused by my home-made fireplace of tinker toys, and I will soon be shopping for a new sofa. Come to think of it, I could use a new living room, as my old one has started looking a lot like the front yard with a smoldering sofa in it that was not there last summer. Anyone have a spare living room they aren’t

My Heart
The nights are so long without you beside me.. As I lay here in this bed all alone, I dream of the nights we laid cuddled together touching feeling kissing… My heart cries out to yours wanting to hold you near. I can feel your skin, I smell your hair. I can still taste your lips. The feel of your hand as it caresses my face. The tingle of my body as you run your fingers up and down my spine. I cherish each moment we have together… Never wanting them to end. Each time I have to leave you, my heart breaks a little more. Each time gets harder for me to go. I cry inside, and this time the tears fall they are real… my heart is tearing in two. I leave part of it with you for the day I return to your side. My Heart, My Soul, My Love

Let It Go
**The words below are more true than anybody can even imagine. Sometimes it is just something we need to go through. Remember it is ok to let it go. Enjoy the read** There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in

Starry Sky
In a starry sky I call out for you, hoping you hear my prayer, Hoping your staring at the same celestial sky, Wanting to feel you there. Dreaming of a new life, I see a falling star, I close my eyes and make my wish, That distance wasn't so far. I pray that angel wings will carry you, As I wait with my arms wide open, Until then I'll hold you in a special place in my heart, Until we can be together again. I know that love will bind us together, In a circle that has no end, Until that circle is completed to a heart, I will wait for my life to begin.

Rating My Pics
I want to thank all of you that rated my folders! Without you all, I would not be where I am today and I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for taking time out of your busy schedules to help level me and a few steps closer to where I was before my old account was deleted. I was so close to becoming Godfather, so it won't be too long before I am there again! Just to think, I was 1,453,890 away from achieving that level! I am going to be throwing a giveaway in the very near future, so keep an eye on my blogs for more details! I am thinking of maybe 25,000 comments for a 7 day blast or maybe even a month V.I.P or something along them lines! What ever the case may be, something is going down very soon in say less than a month!!! I am making things for those that rate every folder and for those that have, please be patient because there are a lot that have completed rating me and I am getting to their requests for something to be made for them. If you haven't rated my fold

What Are People Thinking??
It seems quite often, in our "touchy-feely" world we live in, people view the hurting of their own feelings the greatest insult. A woman going through a bad divorce posts her venting antics on YouTube and becomes a flashpan sensation. Three police officers in New York are acquitted from a wrongful death charge because the prosecution failed to eliminate reasonable doubt, so now protests are being planned because the judge didn't see the way of the victims. And this is just recently!! At my work, we have a Create A Respectable Work Environment (CARWE) policy that, because of it's wording, makes any form of negativity a banned act, not just defamatory or discrimination-based. While I agree with some of the guidelines (no slurs and no swearing at someone, for instance) if I do my job poorly and repeatedly, I'd expect to get yelled at. Under CARWE, it's an actionable event, mainly because it can hurt someone's feelings and make them feel harrassed. People, it seems, need to seri

I'm Up For Auction! Check Me Out
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It Was Very Cool,lol
WOW has this Auction been a huge turn out .. 50 entries... over 7.5 Mill in fubucks bid and over $2,000 in cash bids ..so you can see what a great turn out this has been and it's only been 6 days days..TODAY is the LAST day that I will be accepting entries. So if you want in you better hurr

Another
From the mystic shambles of lifes embezzeled moments i see a glimpse of her a breath in me seizes to exzist heat arises blood begins to scramble in a stir Her beauty is without a blemish her romance is true to the core even creation pauses for a moment for her beauty is to adore Her love is never ending her candle will not go out at night and in her chambers are meadows of peace love joy and light Most are blind to her majesty her wings are always spread to fly she is most austeer and embracing her love is kind ,seated in the sky This for you my love my gem my hearts desire for truely my desire my dream is to be your sire

Is It This Easy?
It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.

Forever Family!!!!!!!
DEAR, ALL FUBAR FRIENDS / FANS / FAM ... ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE WAS JUST INFORMED THAT ONE OF HIS COUSIN WAS JUST DIED.. CAN U ALL PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME SYMPATHY FOR HIS LOST.. TRICKYS COUSIN THAT PAST AWAY....Chris Higginbotham aka 'Young Higgy' TRICKY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS..KEEP STRONG BABE LOVE YA...COME SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TO TRICKY

Keep Strong Tricky
DEAR, ALL FUBAR FRIENDS / FANS / FAM ... ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS ON HERE WAS JUST INFORMED THAT ONE OF HIS COUSIN WAS JUST MURDERED.. CAN U ALL PLEASE GO SHOW HIM SOME SYMPATHY FOR HIS LOST.. TRICKYS COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED....Chris Higginbotham aka 'Young Higgy' TRICKY YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY PRAYERS..KEEP STRONG BABE LOVE YA...COME SHOW SOME SYMPATHY TO TRICKY

Sweet Sounds
from the sweet sound of her voice i can feel my heart beat with every sound that she makes my smile grows more deep with the grace from the heavens and the sounds of and angel when her lips move with so much passion and you hang on every breathe that she may take waiting to hear any sound that may come out wanting the next words she may say to be the one's that could mean the most wanting only to ask her to be yours forever to love and to hold you wait for the right time when the question upon your mind may finally feel so right to be brought out and you dream that she may say yes for you know there could never be another who you could love so deep an chearish for how specail she makes you feel.

$600 3 Br House In Northport, Ny
Looking for roommate for 3 BR house 1.5 bath. Washer/dryer, small yard, living room, Dining Room/Office, Eat in Kitchen, Fireplace. Walking distance to downtown Northport and harbor. $600 + Utilities, 1 month security. Male or Female. Contact me for pictures!!

Auction
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50 Questions About Me
1) Do you smoke weed regularly? Why does THIS have to be the first question??? Lol ... no, definitely not regularly 2) Have you kissed somebody in the last 2 weeks? Um, well, yeaaaaa 3) Who was the last person's house you went to besides your own? My friends Ted & Karen 4) Miss someone? Yes, desperately so 5) What's your ex doing? IDRGAF?!?? As long as he ain't doing it with me, I'm all good with that. 6) Is there something you could've done to make your last relationship work? Maybe .. Probably .. But it would have been me not being me, and knowing what I know now, it wouldn't have been worth the effort anyway. 7) Do you like someone right now? I like lots & lots of people until they choose to piss me off :D 8) Listening to music? Ipods are brilliant ... Snow Patrol at the moment. 9) What are you doing tomorrow? I intend on living every moment with a bright shiny smile on my face, making the most of a beautiful day &

Swing Baby Swing
So I met this girl about 2 weeks ago at The Rave during a show. Well to make a very long story short, we've hooked up and I found out she's into "swinging". No, she doesn't swing from vines but she's into date-swapping. Meaning she's into me having other chicks. At first I thought this would be kinda weird, having her watch me have sex with another chick but, it was quite the opposite. It was a huge turn on. I don't know if it's because my ex would have NEVER done that or if I'm just a freak but either way, I'm having a lot of fun with this girl. Any girls want to hookup? Ha Ha X

Panties
Upon returning to my friendly neighborhood laundromat earlier, I discovered that 10 pairs of underwear disappeared from the 2 dryers containing my newly clean and freshly tumbled clothes. As there were no witnesses to explain what happened, I can only assume that one of two events took place. (1) Disgruntled and mistreated, my underwear decided it was time to run away from home. If this was the case, I'm sorry. I didn't realize that you were so upset. I miss you and the way you always kept me warm and safe. You made me feel comfortable in your soft, silk and cotton embrace. I tried to be fair, changing my underwear everyday two times a day so that each of you could feel wanted. Perhaps it wasn't enough. I have asked the two panties that remained behind why you all left, but neither of them is saying a word. I'm willing to go to counseling and try to work this out. I left your drawer just the way you like it. Please come home. (2) Someone with a severe panty fetish casually walked

"terrible Lie" Nin
hey God why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey God i think you owe me a great big apology. terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey God i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation come only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey God can this world really be as sad as it seems? terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. hey God there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey God i believed your promises, your promises and lies. terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything. terrible lie. my head is f

"burn" Nin
"Burn" This world rejects me This world threw me away This world never gave me a chance This world's gonna have to pay I don't believe in your institutions I did what you wanted me to Like cancer in the system I've got a little suprise for you Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes i think i could Burn I look down there where you're standing Flock of sheep out on display Saw your lives burned up around you I can take it all away Something inside of me has opened up its eyes Why did you put it there did you not realize This thing inside of me it screams the loudest sound Sometimes i think i could I'm gonna burn this whole world down I never was a part of you burn I am the agent i never was a part of you burn I am corruption i never was a part of you burn I am the angel i never was a part of you burn Of your destruction i never wa

Naked
MAN! I'M SO TIRED OF THESE MEN ON THESE WEBSITES TALKING ABOUT THEIR PRIVATE AREA. PERSONALLY I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT TO SEE IT, TALK ABOUT IT & I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO TOUCH IT. I'M TIRED OF MEN ASKING ME IF I HAVE A WEB CAM. (YEA I DO BUT YOU WILL NEVER EXPERIENCE IT! I CANT BELIEVE THERE ARE SO MANY INTERNET WHORES. DAMN LEAVE ME ALONE CUZ I RESPECT MYSELF TOO MUCH TO PUT ANY HALF NAKED FLICKS UP OR SHOW YOU SOME X-RATED SHIT ON CAM. THE MEN ARE JUST PERVERTED DOGS & THE WOMEN ARE INSECURE LOW SELF-ESTEEM HO'S. I WISH I WOULD STOOP AS LOW AS TO SHOW MY BODY PARTS ON THE NET! SOME OF YOU PROBABLY CALLIN ME A HATER BUT GUESS WHAT? IM NOT NAKED ON SOMEBODY'S PC!

Lying Men
Ok how do you tell when a man lies to you? And do all men lie because so far I am thinking they do. i mean come on we know when things don't add up. I just don't understand why not tell the truth make it easier on you and the other person. But I think men like to do it the hard way. getting tired of the head games and my heart getting broken or the crazy ones.

Cy Frog
Adam aka CY Frog A self proclaimed geek with the most amazing eyes, froggy is the graphic designer for flirtations, as well as a DJ there. He is very flirtatious, and friendly. Froggy has a lot of female fans in the lounge, and any one of them will tell you it is his silly attitutde as well as his sweet disposition that makes him so attractive. He is a very good friend to have and always knows how to cheer you up when you are down, and make you feel wanted and loved. He is a loving son helping with yard work when needed. He is very talented when it comes to doing graphics, and anything computer related. Hi is a hard worker, and has a hard time dealing with people when they act stupidly. He is a great cook, and enjoys cooking naked, one day i hope he will make me a meal. HE HE HE I am very glad i met my froggy, and look foeward to having him as a friend for a long time, and being his private dancer for even longer!!!

Echo And Life
A man and his son were walking in the forest. Suddenly the boy trips and feeling a sharp pain he screams, “Ahhhhhhh!” Surprised, he hears a voice coming from the mountain, screaming, “Ahhhhhhh!” Filled with curiosity, he screams, “Who are you?,” but the only answer he receives is, “Who are you?” This makes him angry, so he screams, “You are a coward,” and the voice answers, “You are a coward. ” He looks at his father and asks, “Dad, what is going on?” “Son,” his father replies, “Pay attention.” The father then screams, “I admire you. ” The voice answers, “I admire you. ” The father shouts, “You are wonderful”, and the voice answers, “You are wonderful. ” Then the father explains, “People call this ECHO, but truly it is LIFE

Loneliness
Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to listen and want to listen To have that person belong in your world All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday Watching everyone have that one to care for I've gone through to much pain to know truth The pain took over Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall Watching the others around just stare And not care Wanting just one to grab you by the hand Telling you not to Because your loved Soon, the loneliness takes over And all alone in the world Is what I am Just waiting and wishing everyday

A Vampires Feast
An instinct ravished before my to pursue, The smell of rotting flesh, And the smell of something new. A short walk down the alley way, And the picture began to appear. A young woman lying at my feet, Bleeding, but still alive, I swear I almost felt a tear. Another stepped from the shadows, And took the girl by her hair. We exchanged glances, And he took away his prey, As I continued onward. I then spotted a strain of blood, And followed it along, And came upon an abandoned building, I knew that dinner was on. My eyes grew fierce, My fangs dripping with thirst, As I entered the feeding house, I thought I would burst. Bodies lied everywhere, Others still being fed from. The smell of the dead, The flies buzzing from leftovers. The picture has been placed before me, The sight and smell of blood intoxicating like ecstasy. I licked my lips and stared, For I was home, And no place could ever compare.

The Box...part 1
It was late in the afternoon and he was coming home a little later than usual. She met him at the door, so happy to see him. When he comes home she can’t wait to hug and kiss him, but today she couldn’t. He was carrying a big box and it was blocking her access to him. She noticed that on the box he had written her name and “DO NOT TOUCH OR OPEN”…she kind of smirked, he knew she loved surprises but hated it when he teased her with them. He made things even worse when he placed the box in the middle of the room, knowing she would see it and have to walk around it. His huge smiling face made it all even worse. After they had dinner and she cleaned up the kitchen she went into the bedroom to fold some clothes. He stayed in the living to watch some TV and check something out online about the upcoming Nascar race. When he finished online he noticed she still had not come back into the living room. He looked at the box and smiled one of his devilish grins and decided to go find her. H

Ok Here The Deal Dream Team
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Niagara Falls
More than six million cubic feet of water fall over the crest line every minute in high flow. But not even Niagara Falls can compete with the flow of emotions I am overwhelmed by when I think about you. ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Libra You are so popular, you have your choice of hotties. You can easily charm anyone of your choosing, and you often come home with someone you picked up at the bar.Despite your forward and extroverted nature, you are usually submissive in bed. You like your partner to take the lead and show you all of their little secrets.Sex matches: Gemini, Sagittarius, Aquarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

For My True Fam And You Guys Know Who Your Are
we have had our up and a our downs and out downs was posssably the lowest i ever been in my life. Im busting my ass to fix everything and prove to myself and you all that im better and not emo. but in the last 24 hours idk anymore i love you all like my real blood but i am feeling that im really not important especally after the girl i loved blew me off so again i love my fam and if you all feel the same way just give me some time please im really hurt by this girl i put her before my fam my friends and i learned the hard way that online women are only happy when you focus on them but when it comes to somthing really important to you they are ghost so in closeing yes guys im single and WILL be that way till fubar closes im sorry i made the stupid mistake of choosing a girl i knew for a few months over the people i been with and have proceted and have protected in the last year i cant make it all better in one day but i want you all to know i have learned women come and go but fam stays

My Trip To Fairbanks
Well when I was younger I used to travel with my brother sometimes. One time we went to Alaska. It's a fantastic place to see. Well we landed in Fairbanks at the start of the trip, with the idea to work our way down to Anchorage. So we get there and check into the hotel. My bro was tired and wanted to take a nap, so I thought I would just take a little walk to downtown Fairbanks. So I go to the front desk and ask how far it is to downtown. "Oh just a few blocks, just walk out here and go straight." Perfectly normal idea, right? I thought so. And the lady at the desk gave no indication that there was anything wrong with this idea. So I walk out and make my way to downtown Fairbanks. As I am walking, I notice that every car that passes by has one single guy in it. There is a lot of honking horns. (Double entendre. :)) I stop at a corner and wait to cross the street and a car stops and someone is saying something to me that is not very polite. This rattles me a littl

Thank You For Your Help During Hh
I WANT TO SAY A BIG THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT WAITED UP TO HELP MEON MY HAPPY HOUR FRIDAY NIGHT SOME THAT HELD ON TO THEIR 11'S JUST FOR ME. I CAN NOT SAY THANK YOU ENOUGH! IF I MISSED ANYONE I AM SORRY JUST PLEASE LET ME KNOW BUT THESE PEOPLE HELPED ME OUT THE MOST AND GAVE ALL THEY COULD GIVE. MY FRIENDS ARE THE GREATEST. MUCH LOVE. MUAAAAAAH!!!! BIG {{HUGS}} TINKERBELLMN84 TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP ME GET BACK TO FU-KING)@ fubar LEXA ~*~{Lexa}~*~@ fubar LIL BIT "Lil Bit"@ fubar IRISH GUARDIAN Irish Guardian@ fubar HOPE Hope@ fubar Ðj £íßë®tÿ Ðj £íßë®tÿ RL/GF tø ThëØrïgïnÅlR¤¤stë® Õwñé® Øƒ §tiçk$ & §tøñës

Friends And Family
This is marked NSFW because I'm sure a few people might want to bitch about my decision, but I've decided to close off Shoutbox to family only. Most of the people I talk to in Shoutbox are family anyway, so no need to receive random bullshit in it. For those who aren't in my family I have a few slots left, and I will happily try to add people as I get requests. No offense to people, but I just don't need random spam coming at me when I really don't give a damn about it. Yeah I know, pretty pointless blog, but who the hell cares? The people who take the time to read it clearly. Ian PS...requests are private messages telling me you want to be in my family. As far as who gets added, don't take offense if you don't get put in the family, I just have some people I talk to and if they want it, they will get it.

Insignificant....
As I gaze up into the stars this night, I know that I am insignificant. As the blackness of the night fades, I know I am insignificant. As daylight approaches the horizon, I know I am insignificant. As I watch the world around me awaken to the new day, I know I am insignificant. As people pass me by throughout their busy day, I know I am insignificant. As loved one’s hurry about, taking care of their own, I know I am insignificant. When I look into the eyes of a past lover, I know just how insignificant I really am. As I travel this life and learn all the life lessons that I must, I know that I am very much insignificant. Written by Paulette ~4-27-2008~

Make Her A Queen.....
Please come help this DIVA level up. Diva Lynne only needs 59,000 point to reach Fu~Queen. She is also hosting a Happy Hour at 3pm PST 6pm EST. Please stop in and show this DIVA sum mad love. Thanks to all that help... Peace&Love MsMaine ~Lynne ~ Diva Mafia~Owned by MASTER~Owner of ,NOVA, MASTER, Bubbles, Techboy007...@ fubar

Fade Away
A beautiful morning a clear blue sky I wipe the tears away from my eyes High is the sky above I see a dove a sign of what I thought was love I turn the radio on, its time to dress My heart is broken, my heads a mess They play his song and I let out a sigh Forcing back the tears, its hard not to cry I think about him all day long Oh why oh why did I have to hear that fucking song Why when we love with body and mind That breaking up and heart break is so unkind I see him everywhere I look I wish I could shut him out like closing a book Am I bitter and twisted and full of hate Or is the beast still locked up behind a gate If I where to hate him It would mean I never loved him And I did love him I know for sure For in my heart my love was pure For he was my love, caring and kind And in losing him I nearly lost my mind So the am I really bitter in twisted?? I think not for I believe I was gifted. To love, to lose and then to cry You feel like you just wa

Advice For Woman
1. Don't imagine you can change a man inless he is a baby 2. Whar do you do if your b/f walks out? You shut the damn door!!! 3.If the can put a man on the moon -They should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man mind wonder- It is to small to be out alone 5. Go for younger men You might as well they never mature anyways 6. All men are the same they just have diffrent faces- So we can tell the apart 7. Definition of a bachelor , a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman misserble. 8. Woman don't make fools of men they r the do it your self type 9. Best way to get a man to do something - Tell him he is to old to do it. 10. If you want a committed man - look in the mental hospitol 11. Love is blind but marrige is a real eye opener 12. If he ask what kind of books you are into -tell him check books 13. Remember a sense of humor does not mean that you tell him jokes it means that you laugh at all his 14. Sadly all m

Damn Insecure Ppl
I can't stand those jealous people! Insecurity is so not attractive. Why is it that when I show the wild, open side no one can handle it? When can we be who we really are? Someone has to throw shit in our faces. Well guess what I'm a sexy woman who is also intelligent and open. I know a little about a lot of different things and I like it that way. I like my body, yea for once a woman who likes her body. Well to all those out there who must pick at the imperfections: No one is perfect! There is no such thing as "normal!" Normal is a calculation, its the average of everyone therefor cannot exist! If you don't like your body, then you don't like yourself, if you don't like yourself your screwed... Cause guess what your stuck with yourself. There is no escape from yourself, not even death can release you. Part of life is learning who/what you are and accepting yourself as you are. And no matter your beliefs in the end of eternity or the next life, your still stuck

Needing Some Feed Back.....
Ugggggg! Life is "Funny" sometimes. I have an open marriage. Well We are trying to have an open marriage anyway. Neither of us is monogamous…. any way I have spent the last couple of months going through hell, dealing with issues of jealousy, insecurity, and intimacy. We have been hammering out what all this means to each of us. Well this all came about because I found a boy that I really liked. He fit Me in every way. He was submissive, passionate, funny, and witty. I enjoyed Myself so much. I knew it would not last forever, was not looking for it to do so. I did however think it would last longer than this. I thought that the boy was worth pushing the issues mentioned above. Now the boy is telling Me that all of this is getting to be “too hard”. He is not getting enough out of O/our relationship…. What the fuck am I suppose to do with that? I mean good god damned! Give it some time…. We have only been seeing each other for 2 months…I was out of state for 2 weeks of this. Then t

The Pickle Song..
Pickle Song Some sweet and some sourAll have the shape we love to Munch, crunch and devour Vinegar cures them Makes flavor beyond compare Heaven to savor Slowly nibble them Pickles IS as Pickles DOES Pucker therapy I love pickles, oh yesLove to touch, lick and caress This pickle is YOU Pickles are symbols Have any of you surmised This secret of mine? Pickles have manhood In their shape and design Juicy seeds inside Engendering lust Hunger, desire and craving For all things long-ish For the "member" thatIt imitates in my mind My mind so fertile That all things long-ish And of that diameter Makes me romantic Heart beating quickly Thinking of silk-skinned hardness Tasting of sweet salt Then going back toPickles for generic talk Those symbols I love. I will talk of them Like they are what I want most But they're not at all.

Well Its About That Time Of Year Again Something Imporant To Me !!!!!!!!!
Hello all This blog is my yearly blog of anything important. Well its that time of year again and yes its warrant time. Well I was born and raised in the state of NJ. Iam trying to pay child support and I was told by my X that they are going to be sending out a warrant for my arrest again. I know that Iam trying to find a job but its a Pain in the Ass when they suspend your license and reg for your car. I know why they do it but it makes it harder for me to get a job amd live and do what i have to do for my kids. Now i know guys in the state that are more behind than lam and it sucks that i cant find a job and trust me I have been looking. I need to get everyone off my back and I don't know who is worse the bill collectors or my mom. I love my kids to death and it kills me everyday that i cant give them what they want when they want it. I get reminded how much lam not a good father because I cant do for my self let alone 2 kids and the pressure I put on myself and ever

Life In General
This blog is about my point of view on life and how I live , it is not a reflection of how others are or how I want others to be , Its really all about me... I think that life is for living and being mad or depressed takes away from the time and energy I put into living , I dislike people who are pushy , agressive, racist or in general a**holes . I think looks and egos are unimportant , people can look great and still be d*cks . The true window to the soul is inside . I live life to be happy and to be productive , I spend my time helping others who cant always help themselves, I spend my time enjoying simple things , and I know I have no opinion on others , I respect others opinions regardless weather or not I agree with them ,or not . I don't let stuff bug me If I can't control it then it was never mine to control , I live for the day everyday , and I know that tomorrow may never come. I love myself my family and then everyone else , I have many friends and many acquain

The Dream Set Free
On the beach, walking by your side Just reach out to take your hand Wake the next morning on the tide All I have is fingers full of sand I reach through the day not knowing why My thoughts deceive me again I know inside I start to cry As the moment binds into pain Your an angel sent to earth I have known that since I meet you Tried to touch your wings and breathe Only to have hurt you I try to explain myself and fail as the night proceeds into day try again and send the mail Not sure what more I can say Just want you to know the key that is within my heart All I want is you and me But yet I pull us apart.

What I See In A Poet
I SEE A MAN,WHO HAS TRAVEL A ROAD,OF MANY ROCKS AND PEBBLES.PICKING UP THE HEAVIEST AND CARRYING IT ALONG THE WAY.IT WOULD SEEM SO EASY TO PICK UP THE LITTLEST STONE,AND PLACE IT IN HIS POCKET.WHY HE DID'NT WHO CAN SAY.BUT,GOD KNEW ONLY THE FATE BESTOWED UPON HIM.HE LOVE AND LOST OF MANY WHO MADE HIS LIFE COMPLETE.HE GAVE THEM ALL HIS ALL.HE DID WHAT ALL GOOD MEN DO,TAKE CARE OF HIS OWN.AND ASK LITTLE OF NOTHING.HE WORKED AND TOILED,THROUGHOUT HIS DAYS.LIFE WAS COMFORTABLE,WHERE HE LAID.I SEE IN THIS POET,A MAN,THAT HEART HEAVY WITH DESPAIR,AND BEGGING FOR PEACE,AND ARMS TO HOLD HIM WHEN THE NITES SEEM SO LONGAND THE DAYS BE FILLED WITH THE LOVE OF LIFE HE ONCE HAD.AND WITH MOMENTS OF THOUGHTS SOON WOULD GIVE UP THE LIFE HE WORE.TO THE HONOR OF DESPAIR.HE SET AMONG THE DIM LITES,AND WONDER WHY,SUCH A LIFE BESEECH HIS SOUL.KNOWING THAT GODS DECISIONS,IS FOR US TO ONLY TO EXCEPT,AND NOT TO QUESTION.HE SET THE PEN DOWN,VOW TO NEVER PICK IT UP AGAIN,AND SPEAK OF WORDS,OF LOVE,JOY,AND OF GR

Have You Met My Fu Owner Yet? (april)
Do you have mizotte59 as one of your friends? If you don't....you should! He is caring, loving and an awesome friend who is always there for you. Let this be your own personal invitation to go check him out and R/F/A this remarkable man!! 'mizotte59' This bulletin brought to you by '♡aGEM4life♡ ~♫♪HockingRadio™'s DJ Gemini♪♫'

Can It Get Any Better?
What a night I felt so happy and I was at work (Like those two go together ) But i got some of the best text messages you could ever have from the most beutifull woman in the world. Made my night even though I could not hear her voice or see her. I could in my mind.. And that meantthe world to me. I can not wait to see her or talk to her again. Even if it is for a minute it would last a life time. I know it will be awhile before this happens but you can pray and dream right? Even if it only for a minute it would last a lifetime....

Redneck Pick-up Lines
Redneck Man's pick up lines... 1) Did you fart? cuz you blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? cuz I'd like to sign you out. 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree & I was a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) Man - "Fat Penguin!" Woman - "WHAT?" Man - "I just wanted to say something that would break the ice." 9) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 10) I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went inta this cheap motel room. 11) Yer eyes are as blue as window cleaner. 12) If yer gunna

Who Is Responsible?
I'm writing this Blog because this is an issue which is frequent in many people's lives and somehow, somewhere, most people seem to lose perspective in dealing with this. And losing perspective is understandable in the heat of the moment, but hopefully, this Blog can somehow be of help in how to view this rather heart breaking issue. Here goes: When someone has cheated / or is cheating on a person. Often, the blame falls first and foremost on whoever they got caught with. And many would go out of their way to exact revenge on that person, blaming them for their partner's infidelity. Ironically, it's not that person's fault. Yeah, they were part of the act. There are of course, the time when the person whom your partner cheated with is also very close to you. "Best Friend, family member, etc.." In this case, you have 2 people who broke your trust. But when push comes to shove, the first one most responsible, is the one whom you have the relationship with.

Who Do You Tell First? The Cheater? Or The Cheated Spouse?
So you catch someone in the act of cheating. Say, your friend (lady) for example .. her husband is caught cheating.. 1) Do you confront anyone? 2) if you, who gets to know first? Well, if you value the friendship of the one being the one being cheated on, then you need to come clean. Why? Moral issue is why Medical issue is why To do what's right is why. After all, do you wish your friend gets some STDs because of her cheating ass spouse? Also, at the very least, the person being cheated on, will have the power of choice in how to deal with this first. There could (and will be) legal repercussions in this. They do deserve to know and to be able to plan first. The cheater deserves nothing.

Jealousy
Jealousy... I'm sure you've seen How it takes the "sweet" and makes them "mean." Take me for example... you'll never see A woman any nicer than me. But once those ladies come around And looks my man up and down... What happens next is a big surprise: You'll see little daggers in my eyes. And while they think me sweet and wise, I'm quietly planning their demise. We mention families and talk about roots, While I secretly measure for concrete boots. Decorating! Which of you has the flair? Have you tried out my comfy electric chair? Over there on the left... one of them winks. Some "sleeping powder" falls into her drink. Who's that over there standing by his side? She looks like she might want to take a ride. Her car really looks like it can Zoom... When she turns the key, though... one loud "BOOM" I'm glad this is all just in my head. I really wouldn't wish anyone dead. I'll stay as sweet as I can be... Jealousy won't get the best of me.

The Approach I Believe In
You know.. in life, I always believe that the more you put in, the more you get. But we aren't always meant to find everything we want right away. And things aren't always supposed to be easy. If anything, the harder the goal, the sweeter the rewards.. Also, rejection is healthy.. I know, you would think? what? yeah It's healthy. I believe in Karma. I believe *to paraphrase a Rolling Stones song* that you can't always get what you want, but you do get what you need. So, when you meet someone, and it doesn't work out.. well, you move on, and basically tell yourself that whatever else comes your way will be better. Why? because whatever you have gone through, had good and bad. A bad relationship is a lessons learned deal. You know better, you refine and avoid what you know to be not good. So.. now.. what is MY approach to this? Simple.. It comes down to friendship, trust, respect, common grounds and a strong animal lust :) Yeah I know.. Som

Everything's Wrong
CROSSFADE LYRICS "Everything's Wrong" It hurts to be alone in the cell I call my home. But it heals me in my mind without you by my side. I feel so down and out and you never knew that about me. When you fought this all away and now I know it was no mistake. But it's all gone. Nothing feels good anymore, everything's wrong yeah! Nothing feels right anymore. I'm a slave to my anger, everything holds me down, so I wont try anymore. But it's all right. I left without a plan, I knew you would not understand. It all builds up to this day, made it too hard along the way. I felt so full of doubt at the thought of running out kills me. And I kept it close to home but I love being all alone. When it's all gone. Nothing feels good anymore, everything's wrong yeah. Nothing feels right anymore. Im a slave to my anger, everything holds me down. So I wont try anymore. And im still hanging on and I tried so hard for you. And im still holding on and I've

Insomnia 411~lyrics~ By Atmosphere
(Roosevelt Franklin) Its like, one time till’ the break of dawn like Blacking out to your favorite song like Making love till the early morn’ like Waking up and your love is gone like Feeling like you just cant go on like Everything in the worlds gone wrong like One life one love to live and something’s got to give (So lets get it) Here I stand, man apart Broken down, life’s so hard These days try to play my part But some days even that’s to hard So I drink till’ I’m drunk now, to high to come down Hide in the shadows and run for the gallows Stand up for battling, confront the demons And try to make good of this world before I leave it and They say its better to give then to receiving and To tell the truth I’m much better at receiving and I cant sleep at night from all the creeping in I could swear I feel the city breathing in When I walk the streets late in the evening I can feel the sadness, anger, seething Mother earth still cries like babies teeth

My Friends Of Old...
So I went to Malvern this weekend and I hung out with some people that I haven't hung out with and forever. And the wierd, but cool, thing about it is, I had fun. Alot of fun. That's when I realized that moving away from Magnet Cove was one of the biggest mistakes I've ever made. I know I was stupid and obnoxious back then and not alot of people like me but now I am alot more mature and better than I was back then and I know that I could rekindle those friendships that I had back then. The thing I really liked about it was that they didn't make fun of me for my flaws or my mistakes. They just talked to each other and talked to me about the past and what were doing now. We just had fun... it was sweet. I will definately be hangin' out with them again cause they don't make me feel insecure and it will just be nice to start over. I am gonna move to malvern when I find a better job and hopefully my life will be alot better. The town may be small and crappy but I'm not moving there

What's Wrong With Me?
What's wrong with me? Is there something in my teeth? Is there a zit on my face that is so incredibly huge and disgusting that you can't even bare to look me without almost throwing up or laughing or stare at me like you there is a riddle on my face that you are trying so desperately to figure out? Is there some physical attribute about myself that I need to fix so that I can be socially accepted? Do I need to be skinny and have long, stupid, unprofessional looking hair so that you will glance over at me and think that I may have a chance? Do I need to have more muscles? Do I have to flash a thick wallet in order for you to be attracted to me? I know that you don't look at me and say to yourself, "he looks like he has an awesome personality." What's wrong with me? Did I say something to upset you or freak you out? Did I send you too many roses? The chocolates... are they not your favorite? I should have got you a stuffed frog or a monkey. Not a stupid bea

Good Bye
So good bye to all of you that expected a cyber strip tease or an imaginary fuck. This blog is actually to the few great people i've meet here in hopes that they'll send me an email address or a YM address. I came here to meet intellectually stimulating people who love to laugh and have fun with Friends, not to see how many fans i could get or to boost my ego. I actaully have a great life away from this computer and just wanted to explore an outlet of people i might not have met anyway. Those of you who have cyber jealousy or jack off to the screen night after night, i'm sorry for you. how very sad. I'm not an attention whore who need nightly confirmation of how hot some stranger in Florida thinks I am. So good bye i'll be deleting this profile by the end of the month. The few(u know who u are) I'll gladly keep in touch if you give me a way to do so.

Alone
Alone I am just one. I can count it on my hand. I can hold one finger out By it's self, alone it stands And then, I add one more And this consists of you. Now the total of this sum Has now become a two. By Mike Teez

Untitled
A lifetime spent in shadow deep- Peeking out cautiously. Staining ground with likeness of- Oh so sparingly. Walls of anger built high up- From distance far one can see. Safely kept is my mortal soul- Sheltered from reality. But upon this world I’ve left my mark- For very few and thee. You see this mark is only for- Those very close to me.

Values
At the top of my list of values There is this little word It’s simple straight to the point And rarely ever heard It’s a word of power With the potential to grow Into something that should be shown And if you plan To have a relationship It’s a must For the word I value Is the word of trust Written by, Michael Coburn

Branded By Love
BRANDED BY LOVE Branded by love Because I played the games That broke the girls hearts And ruined their names Because I thought I was a stud And found out I was a fool I would say anything So the guys would think I was cool And love was just a word I used to gain ground So I could be the biggest Man in town Now the girls hate me And won’t give me a chance Because I was the one That lied about romance So take my advice and be ware: Girls want guys that really care! Written by, Michael Coburn

The Kind Of Eyes
I see an unrefined person With so much to lose And so much to gain With deep penetrating eyes The kind of eyes That can see through people The kind of eyes That could almost undress A pretty girl With the desire to love The kind of eyes That can warm a girl’s heart With just one look The kind of eyes That can be serious Or full of intrigue With the color of water Before it hits the sea Written by, Michael Coburn

For You My Soul-mate!!
Watch More Videos Uploaded by www.bebo.com/icedragon8776 You are my soul-mate for all of eternity!!! When you made that video for me i felt like a Queen,I miss you so much,and look forward to the day we never have to say good-bye!!! You are my Dragon,My love,My heart an Soul!! My Man Bobby Taylor!!

Wait For This Ride
I wrote this awhile ago, but thought I would put it into my blog! What is there to do when you waited so long for something to come, but when you have the chance, you don't want it anymore. It's like waiting in line for a ride at a park. You may wait for hours, but when you finally get there, you wonder, what could I have been doing instead of waiting for this one ride. I could have gone to see a magic show or rode another ride. Was this ride really worth waiting for?

My Fu-wifey!!
It's official!!! We're Fu-Married!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR GATHERING HERE IN DIVA'S DEN TO WITNESS THE EXCHANGING OF VOWS AND RINGS BETWEEN SWEETPEA AND UNBREAKABLE. PLEASE HOLD ALL TYPING UNTIL AFTER I SAY SO. THIS IS A TIME OF JOY AND RESPECT, SO PLEASE SHOW YOUR RESPECT TO THIS COUPLE AS THEY CHOSE TO SHARE THIS MOMENT WITH ALL OF YOU. WHO HERE IS THE WITNESS TO SWEETPEA AND UNBREAKABLE. THANK YOU DRILLIN! YOU MAY BE SEATED. * Together, we can accomplish anything. * Together, we will be better than we could be alone. * Together, we will share our love with the world. * Together, our love will grow into a bond too strong to break. * Our love may be like the ebb and tide of the ocean, but it will always flow. Through the good and bad, I want you to always know that I will be by your side. I will be there for you in the ups and downs of life. I pledge my all to you. PLEASE RISE AS I OFFER A POEM THAT I WROTE FOR THESE TWO BEAUTIFUL WOMEN; All my happiness goes out to y

Benzodiazepine
"Why do you keep doing this to yourself?" "I didn't know I was doing anything" I say to the female voice in the box propped to my ear. I'm busy with this stupid robot... who refuses to come out right, can't she just be happy for me? "how am I hurting myself this week, Charlotte?" An exasperated sigh... I can tell she put her fingers to her eyes, but I'm not sure why. Maybe you pick up on these things after a while. That same 'khaaaaahhh' sigh. "It's not a thing charlie" I insist. again with the khaaaaahhh' "Yes it is Arthur! and you're going to set yourself up just like you ALWAYS DO! Arthur, I love you, you're my friend but STOP DOING THIS SHIT TO YOURSELF! You'll just wind up hurting yourself, and come crying and whining to me like the mess you always are!" "...yeah?" It's always kinda funny, and scary when you piss off a 110lb artsy girl over the phone. With a girl like Charlotte, you're never sure what's going to set her off... maybe when someone screws with her second fav

A Year Ago
A Year Ago A year ago I longed for the magic of a feathered kiss A year ago you blessed me with that which I most missed That night under the stars with the air soft and sweet You took me in your arms and let me sweep you off your feet A touch of paradise; ` the hour lasted forever But caution called and our bond was soon to sever And oh, deepest regrets as I released you with a sigh My pained and passionate heart taught again to fly And now here we are, a year hence has past I hope to kiss you again and this time make it last For though the magic of your kiss has lasted me this year My deepest dream has been again to hold you near

The Roof!!!
OMG!! WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO?!? THIS WEEKEND IMMA GET DRUNK AN NAKED MY WIFEY IS GONNA WRAP ME IN BUBBLE WRAP AN IMMA JUMP OFF THE ROOF SINGIN A SPOON FULL OF SUGAR HOLDIN AN UMBRELLA!! CRAZY YES I AM BUT HELL YA ONLY LIVE ONCE SO YA MIGHT AS WELL HAVE FUN DOIN IT!! SHE'S VIDEO TAPIN IT SO I CAN WATCH IT OVER AN OVER AGAIN!(FROM MY HOSPITAL BED!) LORD IF I MAKE IT THREW THIS THEN IMMA GO CAR SURFIN AT 80 MPH THE NEXT WEEKEND!!!.....LOL YAY ME!

Love
I got girl friend she is so nice i care about her alot!!! I enjoy talk to her and spending all the time i can with her!!! Plus i been talk with with for about a months she is alot differnce anyone i have ever been with in my life!!! She works and plus we are talk about me going to see her and she will come see me too!!! I love you Jane

What A Little Sleep Will Do?
Having not slept in 3 nights, gave my friend the dream stalker a chance to plan he next visit. I dream of stalkers a lot. I have been stalk and love every second of it. Being watched. Hell being hunted. Tracked like an animal in the urban jungle. Yeah yeah sounds dramatic. Truth is it is dramatic, but I have never had a dream stalk this intense. He is fucking doing everything right. I'm his pry and its "Tara" hunting season. To the dream; Its a normal day I dress in my skirt, lot shorter then the school allows, and my top, ooops a lot tighter then it is suppose to be. Knee high socks, hair in a pony tail with hair ribbons (something on my body has to be tied up at all times), and off to school I go. I jump in my Jeep and tare out of the drive way, stopping only to pick up the little 6 year old girl next door. I take her to school almost every morning. Someone has to take my place as Queen of the school, and she is doing a great job. MMMMM she's not riding with me

Bling Giveaway.. Wanna Help?
Hi friends! My hubby & I have joined Stephanie Lynn's Bling Giveaway! It started today April 28 @ 9 am EST and will run for exactly 1 week! What we need... 3500 comments for a Bling Pack in 1 week!! Please help! I know I have helped some of you, could you at the very least.. rate our pictures? Rates count as 1. We would appreciate it sooo much! Below are the links to our giveaways and the link to the wonderful host, Stephanie Lynn! You must Fan, add, rate Stephanie (if you haven't done so before) to help in our giveaways. Thanks so much! My giveaway link.. (**UPDATE**MINE IS DONE!) Dane's giveaway link.. And last but certainly not least.. here is the wonderful host! Show love! Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Thanks in advance for any help! Hope you all have a wonderful week!!

For All My Friends Keeping Track
My pre employment scrren came back in record time and I am ready to start my new job at UK hospital on may 12th yeeeehawwwwww of course there were some questions about my drug screen, the urinalisys came back positive for nicotine, caffiene and baby oil ROFL

Shadows And Death
The world is cold and thunderous As one dark day follows the next From high up in the heavens Shadows fell like rain Drenching me in sorrow Drowning me in pain Pulling me deeper and deeper Spinning me faster and faster Into turbulence Everything turned to blackness For my eyes had closed before me As I tried to hide from my sadness But there's nowhere to hide In an empty world Just as hope seemed to have faith There appeared a shelter in the distance That shelter was love That shelter was you In cover from the torment, I felt warmth I turned and saw a glow rising Nothing like anything I had ever seen Spellbound, I was drawn to it Slowly, Give myself to it Everything was still For this new life lay with me now From this light, Beauty grew As my heart stirred, Music lived in my breath It soared from my lips in a song of love Even from the depths of my memory Shadows and death fled Freely I fell Deeper and deeper into this world of bliss Faster and faster

My Sign...gettin To Know Me
Astrologers broadly agree that the following are common Piscean characteristics: [3] The Pisces person is playful, friendly, hypnotizingly charming, flexible, nurturing, free-spirited, carefree, romantic, happy, sensitive, mystical, enchanting, smart, emotional, reverent, creative, loving, easygoing, fun, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, compassionate, intuitive, unworldly, wise, open minded, caring, devoted, mysterious, liberal, humorous, innocent, imaginative, understanding, perceptive, tolerant, benevolent, self-sacrificing and artistic They can also sometimes be distracted, detached, illusory, impractical, gullible, neglectful, escapist, lazy, erratic, undependable, aloof, moody, fickle, confused, depressed, irresponsible, distant, goal-less, complicated, a lack of motivation, and have dependency issues. Positive traits of Pisces people are: friendly hypnotizing charm flexible nurturing free-spirited romantic happy sensitive mystical enchanting smart

To Make A Link
ok i have had a few ppl ask me how i did a link to somewhere on my homepage.. so here is how i did it... if you have any questions... please place them in the comment area < a href=" paqge addy of where you want them to go" >the name of site, lounge, what ever the addy is too < /a> to close it..... no space except at a href

I Am Really Just Not Into You.
Is he really not into you? My cell phone wasn't working. A cold short email that leaves you no opportunity to carry on the conversation. Come on be a man and say it. I am just not really into you. All men are cowards they run and can't say what they really mean. It's sad they have to learn the hard way. It's amazing how a man can be fearless with another man no matter of what the situation is. But, when it comes to a women they run so fast there isn't any dust. So this is where the boys are: home, using their high-speed internet connections to make a love connection.I don't think the problem is that there aren't great, unmarried men for all of us great, unmarried women. The problem is that in a world where a lover can be found with a click of a mouse, a kind of apathy has set in for these men. The thrill of the chase is gone. Women wear their availability on their screennames, so now it's the men playing hard to get and the women doing the chasing

My Wall
I have you in my place you’re in a free flowing dress, heals. Nothing more. You are blindfolded, hands bound above you together facing the wall. I come behind you; you can feel me near you. Jeans, no shirt. My breath on your neck, my hands on your back I tell you that I'm going to fukk you. My hands pull on your hair, nip at your neck You arch your back and present your ass to me. I can’t help but run my hands down your back… down your side… Touching your skin, sending shivers thru you I run my hands around you. Pull you close as my hands hold your chest You can feel how hard I am as I press myself into you. Sliding my hands down to your ass… down your legs. I pause, you hear me unzip. Lifting up your dress I work my mouth on your legs, behind your knees. Slowly up. Wanting to taste you, wanting to experience you. With both hands on your thigh, I move my hand over. I can tell how excited you are. Hands moving over your hips, back to your ass. Teasing you there. Tasting

No More
I am gettin so sick of people i have helped out... I have leveled so many of my friends and dont get shit in return... Some of you have and you know who you are... But dont ask me to help u out if you cant return the fav..Most of you all know that I will do anything 4 anyone on here... So if you want me to help u then u need to help me.. love to all that has helped me out

Making Desicions
So often the results of decisions we make in life are not what we expect. And in many cases the results are not only short term, but have long term effects that we seldom stop to consider. We can only see what is immediately in front of us. Sometimes we have only good intentions, yet we end up hurting someone we care for. Sometimes te results appear to be good, yet after a time we find the short term gain was not worth the loss in the end. Sometimes we plan things we should be ashamed of, and yet the results turn and we gain a friend, or learn a lesson we would never have. Over the last few months none of the decisions I made seem to have been the right ones, yet I do not regret them. I regret some actions and words, ones done in times of hurt. But I do not regret the reason for the struggle. Only time will tell if what I see in hindsight is true, or if there is more yet to learn.

Hh, Hosted By Me 4/30 @ 11pm Est
Join Her For Happy Hour.... Your Ultimate Desire Fu-Luv Bomb Squad Member-Studio 54 Greeter Wednesday April 30th 8pm FU Time 11pm Eastern Stop By and show this sexy woman some luv!!! Fan, Add and Rate Her!!! She and I will return all the Luv!!!

You Know You're A Redneck When...
The same pair of boots have been in your family for five generations and they're only twenty years old. You think the Franklin Mint is a breath freshener. You think doctorin' involves mamma's sewing kit and a jug. The strongest smell in your house is butane. Your dog passes gas and you claim it. You think paprika is a Third World country. None of your shirts cover your stomach. Your wife has ever said, "Come move this transmission so I can take a bath." Your home has more miles on it than your car. You consider a six-pack and a bug-zapper high-quality entertainment. You think the stock market has a fence around it. Your stereo speakers used to belong to the Moonlight Drive-in Theater. You own a homemade fur coat. The Salvation Army declines your mattress. You have the local taxidermist's number on speed dial. Your school fight song was "Dueling Banjos". You think a chain saw is a musical instrument. You've ever given rat

Went To Bed A Fu King And Woke Up A Godmother!!!
I made this music player at MyFlashFetish.com. Well I went to bed a FuKing and got up a Godmother!! WOW! What a shock and didnt even have my coffee yet! I want to thank everyone who rated me last nite and helped me to accomplish this milestone. I couldn't have done it without your help and I deeply appreciate it. There was such an overwhelming response that I am afraid many of you were pushed off my bar tab and I have no way of sending luv back to you, but bless ya for what you did. I tried to rate back as many as I saw on the bar tab as I believe in helping people who go out of their way to help me. So many of you were strangers but I hope not any more. Special thanks to Jus'Me who has been giving me all her 11's for weeks to help me level up. Micki Blue Eyes is another dear friend who made a bully for me after I left Fubar and stayed up rating me until she maxed. Red Wing Hunny and Sassy (friends also) did their best too and I appreciate all they did. Oh there are s

My Karma Weekend
It was another weekend, I was planning to go up and visit Hooters of Horn Lake for their annual swimsuit pageant, however that got squashed, the dragon called up and said Alex my youngest had a baseball tournament in Horn Lake and could I help out and watch the kids this weekend. Well the day was not starting out good my both of my parents were sick and could not pick the kids up from the ball field, so I had to leave from work early oh well needed to burn some personal time anyway. I make the two and half hour trek north to Desoto county and to the ball field. I watched Alex’s team win their first game of the tournament. After the game was over and kids were getting their after game talk from their coaches, I spotted a friend from days at my former employer. She was totaled focused on being team mom so I walked up there and said Hey, it is a small world. A hug and we started to talk. She told me that my former employer lost their state contract and they are going

Bloggin
Fate: The supposed force, principle, or power that predetermines events... It also brings who comes and goes out of your life. It's fate who I've meet and who I let go of. I've been dealing with all kinda of fate these last weeks and not knowing what to make out of it. I sometimes feel as if I can't handle it anymore. I'm tired of no one seeing my pain and yet fate is what I keep running into. What does fate have to show me in there days. Why is all the fate I deal with fucked up right now and what is it meaning? Love: A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness. I feel so lost when I read what love is suppose to be Becuase I feel so empty inside now and days. I feel as if its a unfinished painting that will never be completed because it has been put to the side and forgotten. Will I truely ever be found and finished and if i am will i be under

Baseball & Yahoo
During the spring, summer and part of the fall months i watch a lot of baseball. I'm a huge fan of the Cardinals. I'll very rarely be on fubar when i am, but usually have my Yahoo IM logged on. If you need or want me, then get me there. It's been a strange day and i usually have at least one person pissed because i didn't answer them at these times. Don't be that person...thanks.

Job Interview!
I just got a call from my mom back home because there was a letter waiting for me from the Supreme Court. Apparently I nailed the interview and the test but I have to do one more final interview before I will be hired. I'm one step away from becoming a police officer with the Supreme Court... god, please... let me dream. ONE STEP AWAY FROM IT ALL COMING TOGETHER!!! WE'RE GOING STREAKING!!!!

Anna Nalick's "breathe (2 A.m.)
2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, "Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?, I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season" Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize, Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason 'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button, girl. So cradle your head in your hands And breathe... just breathe, In May he turned 21 on the base at Fort Bliss Just a day he said down to the flask in his fist, "Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year." Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while, But, my God, it's so beautiful when the boy smiles, Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable, And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button, boys, So cradle y

To My Fubarites
Those of you who know me, know i'm a very blunt ass bitch and i don't give a fuk less what you all think bout that. It's what makes me who I am. Now what I hate is people thinking I'm a fuking mind reader...u got something to say to me or ask me, open your dam mouth, be an adult and say it/ask it. You may not like my answer or what I have to say but ya know what? Oh fuking well...be the adult that you are and put the big girl/boy panties on and deal with it. I ain't here to please no one or stroke egos. And plz don't feed me the bullshit lines or expect me to believe the shit you tell others. If you can't be real with me, plz move on. I don't need fake ass friends in my life...I'd rather be alone. If you make me look like the asshole, just remember Karma is a bitch. I ain't here for a popularity contest...if you say one thing to me and do another...lol remember I'm a smart ass woman and I remember shit. You can't BS me...I'm 3 steps ahead of ya! B at peace always....

April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 28
April Poem-A-Day Challenge Today's prompt: "Write a sestina" I didn't know what it was either, so here's a link. Really long url that throws off my formatting This one was incredibly challenging (my brain hurts), but it was a lot of fun. Although, I'm not sure if my end result makes much sense. Fitting into place All the pieces have to fit, everything must be just right. Nothing can be out of place, otherwise it just won't pass. I'll have wasted all my time and I'll be back at square one. I can't be the only one who just doesn't seem to fit. Wasting what's left of my time on needing to be just right. Watching opportunities pass as I search for my place. If there exists such a place, maybe I will find it one day. A place where I can pass, even if I don't quite fit. It doesn't have to be just right, just somewhere to bide my time. I've wasted far too much time feeling too far out of place and I think I've earned the right, just as much as any one t

Like My Body Is Hacking Into Ppl Profile
TO ALL OF FU FAMILY MEMB THERE IS THIS GIRL THAT IS HACKING INTO PPLS PROFILE AND CHANGING ALL PASS WORDS AND DELETING FRIEND LIST I KNOW SHE HAS DONE IT TO 3 PPL ALREADY ..SO JUST BE CAREFUL OUT THERE.....IF YOU WASNT TO SEE HER GO TO MY FRIENDS LIST (LOOK UP CRAWDAD) THEN LOOK AT HIS PROFILE AND YOU WILL SEE HER ......WATCH OUT SHE WILL DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES ..PASS THIS TO ALL UR FRIEND AND FAMILY AND FANS

I Really Need Your Help.....
Hey everyone, as most of you know I have been under the waeather lately due to surgery ad a mishap. I am behind on my giveaway for my fu-bombers family contest. My VIP expires tommorrow and I really need to keep one because I love to make things for my friends and I can't upload them without it, and smiles for you needs her comments. If everyone could please help me out, I would reall appreciate it!...Love you all!! ps: I have a blast running my good friend June bought it to help cheer me up, I'd really like to see it if anyone could get a screen shot of it I'd love it. thanks again to you all!! link to giveaway;

Kid's Story: Dragon On My Roof
"Oh me oh my! Oh why oh why?" wailed Callasandra Cummings the Third. You have parked your dragon on my home Don't you see that that is just absurd My petunias are all squashed and my roses are totally wrecked and my lovely little letterbox is somewhere under your dragon's neck I have gremlins in my garden and a dragon on my roof If I could snap my fingers I would make you all go "POOF!" Now I am packing all my bags and I am moving far away I will travel over land and sea for more than a year and a day Then I will build another garden and build another little house In a land that has no animals bigger than a mouse Steel

Kid's Story: Fairy Dinner
"Come down and play" said pussy cat Bill Licking his lips in glee "I cannot come down" said Buttercup Bright For you will surely eat me. "I would never do that" said pussy cat Bill crossing his tail as he spoke "I am not even hungry" he said "For I have just awoke" "Well just for a little while" said Buttercup Bright to the cat Then I will have to be going very shortly after that. Down she flew, and quick he pounced his mouth was opened wide Quick she jumped, and fast she dashed under his belly to hide. Pussy cat Bill flipped and flopped as Buttercup Bright held on to his fur "It was only a game" he cried But Buttercup Bright believed him no more Quick as a flash she was up in the sky Flying as fast as she could go and pussy cat Bill, with a tear in his eye watched his fairy dinner go "She would have been fine as my dinner with potatoes or even with peas How rude of her not to stay and agree to be my tea." Steel

Thinking
to constantly want someone with everything you are is a burning desire compared to passion deep with in your soul something burns so bright so ferocious and furious despite the warnings you recieve deep in your heart you know its not lust but something much deeper it squeezes the air right out of your lungs it makes the hair stand on your neck it makes your knees feel week and want to buckle its the need of a soft body the rush of a hard chess pressed against the softness of my breast the hot passionate whispers the tender caresses the tingling of your warm tongue against the nape of my neck the pondering hands so big and yet so soft willing and searching for a way to stroke my fires granting all favors big and small not letting an inch of skin exscape your mounting passions of sexual hunger that is my constant passion.

The Things I Love With A Passion
I rock and roll with passion I talk out my soul with a passion I eat good food with passion I defeat bad mood with a passion I sleep well with passion I weep hell with a passion I dream endlessly with passion I gleam ceaselessly with a passion I aim for money with passion I do the same for honey with a passion I listen carefully with passion I glisten dutifully with a passion I search for fame with passion I research to blame with a passion I walk everyday with passion I talk and play with a passion I embrace life with passion I face nightlife with a passion I laugh out with passion I chaffe about with a passion I cook with others with passion I look at mothers with a passion I touch gently with passion I clutch tightly with a passion I work hard with a passion I rock mad with a passion I gear up goals with passion I stir up roles with a passion I make friends with passion I take weekends with a passion I love kissing with pas

Again In My Dreams
Again in my Dreams (this is almost my first thing written...an ode to a divorce...forgive it's roughness) Memories true, unclouded and free Is how I nightly dream of thee For pure as honey, sweet and light The remembrance of your love Keeps me through the night Golden dreams of you my dear Next to my heart I keep them near Locked in a place safe from the harms Cruel Fate deals unforgivingly until Again I hold you in my arms Every breath with which you drew Reconfirmed what I always knew Something lives yet inside your heart Soon again to be awakened in your breast That which will refuse to keep us apart You are my honey, my one true treasure The depth of my love to great to measure I shall always strive to win back your hand To meet you again on a field of green Professing my love next to you I stand To always fight true the good fight To strive forth eternally with all my might Love, the greatest of all virtues Like St. George against the Wyrm I

I Saw You Walking
I saw you walking I saw you walking and stopped to stare, though I looked the fool I did not care, for enchanted was I by your walk, that I longed just a moment to stop and talk. I held designs much deeper - true - but content am I to chat with you, for a prettier face I ne’er did see and your eyes touched a chord deep in me. But if I may, if given the chance, if invited by your welcoming glance, I would place the tenderest kiss upon your breast - ah, bliss!

The Great Chicago Fire
The great Chicago Fire, friends, Will never be forgot; In the history of Chicago It will remain a darken spot. It was a dreadful horrid sight To see that City in flames; But no human aid could save it, For all skill was tried in vain. In the year of 1871, In October on the 8th, The people in that City, then Was full of life, and great. Less than four days it lay in ruins, That garden City, so great Lay smouldering in ashes, In a sad and pitiful state. It was a sad, sad scene indeed, To see the fire arise, And hear the crackling of the flames As it almost reached the skies, And sadder still, to hear the moans, Of people in the flames Cry for help, and none could get, Ah, die where they remained. To see the people run for life; Up and down the blazing streets, To find then, their escape cut off By the fiery flaming sheets, And others hunting for some friend That perhaps they never found, Such weeping, wailing, never was known, For a thousands miles ar

Forgetting To Remember...
I seem to announce different parts of my life with music... Here's another example... What have I done? Where have I come from? When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal the loss that's become me? Feeling undone What have I become? When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and became this machine Thoughtlessness (I feel)Selfishness (I feel)Hopelessness (I feel)Arrogant I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you on the inside Biting through and stinging Will I ever forget to remember? Shadows in the sun Filter through us Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child Confession rejected We grow up To give up People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back Through the words of surrender Emptiness (I feel)Loneliness (I feel)Listlessness (I feel)Worthless I feel it on the inside Twisting and contorting Memory has shaped me once again Still feel you

Relay For Life - Please Help
THIS IS FROM MY BROTHER. HE ASKED ME TOO PASS IT ON. Hello everybody, I know we all do our part to help. I have been Involed with the "Relay For Life" for over five year's. Most of you know a couple year's ago I was Diagnosed wIth Terminal Cancer. I kicked Cancer's Ass ! This Organization mean's even more to me now, then when I started with them. I know that everybody can not donate to this cause. If you can not, but know someone that could, please forward my donation page to them. The link is : http://main.acsevents.org/site/TR/RelayForLife/RelayForLifeMidwestDivision?px=6426269&pg=personal&fr_id=7884&s_tafId=115769 THANKS

Darkness
holding the darkness close.. for im hiding from the light.. un able to to feel ..unable to think trapped in a prison of hate.. wanting a freedom..that has yet to come.. tears fall. hearts break..souls die was the love we had just another lie...

To Be A Mom
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, 'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.' Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars. And that when their kids asked, 'Did you see me, Mom?' they could sa

David's Concert
David's concert tonight was great. Tonight was the chourus, plus the group he sings in made up of the best vocalists. In 2 weeks they are participating in a competition :) He loves music, and does so well. :) And of course just seeing him and getting to spend time together makes it even better.

Add = Fald???
I think the whole adhd and add thing is a bunch of crap. I mean look at it right here on this site. There are people always complaining about how a MuMM is to long to read, and taking the time to say that in a comment. WoW it amazes me that these supposed adults have a lower attention span then a child these days. I have watched my nieces and nephews who can not spell yet, play Book Worm for hours, just tring to make words and sounding them out, while here on this site we have adults who think a 2 minute read of a poem is to long. This just proves to me that the whole attention defisate crap is just that crap. It should be called FALD.... Fat and Lazy Disorder. For those lazy asses who complain about reading, makes me wonder how they even got through high school if reading a mumm is to much for them these days. These same people piss me off cause they complain about everything in this country going wrong, when their attention is only long enough to watched a biased news report

Dragons - Guardians
The Guardian Dragons are adept at their tasks and quite skilled in fulfilling their charges. Remember that their place is to guard and keep secret, not to do anything else, and while they may try... success is not guaranteed. That comes from not following the hierarchy. Other tasks may be asked of other dragons for whom the task falls closest to their sphere of influence. Guardian Dragons may be called to serve for a brief period of time (length of a trip) or for an indefinite time frame (length of a marriage). Guardian dragons are the friendliest of the species and the most fun-loving. Then enjoy simple impromptu rituals that include dancing, singing, and general fun. Simple, very relaxed rituals are an excellent was to introduce children into the field of ritual and getting acquainted with dragons. It is also a very good way for adults to unwind and release stress. These dragons are attracted to ginger and sweet-smelling and spicy incenses. They are greatly interested in div

You Can Be Anyone Or Just Some Mother’s Wasted Son, Oh You Can Be Your Own God If You Want To
There's so much carried in sunshine. Two things contribute to feeling better, 1)Warmth resting on your skin, breeze on bare shins, and the swifter movement of strangers on busy streets, and 2) allowing self-destructive notions outside of your own head and into somebody elses so that together you can pick them apart and figure out where things are going wrong. Earlier this week I was sitting outside on the swing reading Crime and Punishment (an attempt to get through the entire novel in a week, only managing half of its 650 pages), when I heard a rustling to my right. I looked down and there was a small bird within arms reach of me, and he was gathering little bits of straw in his beak then darting off back towards the trees, returning a few moments later to collect more. I wanted to lay a few strands of my hair there, so that perhaps I could help shelter him and so that my DNA could become part of the aesthetic properties of his little nest home. I didn't, because I figured the s

A Little Bit Of An Update.
Thankfully I have moved into an apartment. Its small but its better than living in the car. Once I had gotten a little settled and things stopped being so hectic, I realized what I have lost. Emotionally I have lost the ability to sleep for more than 2 hours without waking the kids up because I have began to scream or yell in my sleep. Physically I have almost healed, I will never have a fingerprint on my ring finger only a really odd scar pattern. ( Jason... the whole robbing a bank thing is still outta the question *wink* ) There is still a pretty deep area on my thumb that hasn't healed completely, but that is due to it being on the bend of the knuckle. The burn on my leg, which incidentally looks like a cresent moon (FREAKY I AM TELLIN YA!) has become infected and I have to go and have it cleaned out. That is no party. Finacially (like I wasn't strapped before) its a nightmare. I did get a couch so we aren't sitting on the floor. I have a really nice airbed that a fr

For Those That Want To Know
ICP has been around long before Psychopathic Records. Back in those days, the ICP stood for Inner City Posse and it was an organized (unorganized?) street gang. The gang had a lot of members at different points, but once they started making some noise in the streets of Detroit, rival gangs began to hate on ICP and many of the members of the gang stopped gang banging. Three members, however, began to rap. Their real names were Joe Bruce, Joey Utsler, and Joey's older brother John. However, they rapped under the names Violent J, Shaggy 2 Dope, and John Kickchass. Together, the three of them recorded a few albums. First was Bass-ment Cutz which was recorded in a basement on a Kareokee machine. That album was dubbed on tapes and only a few were sold in Southwest. Another album was just Violent J with some guy named D-Lyrical. That is also a Kareokee tape and it's pretty wack. ICP's debut studio album Dog Beats was recorded as a maxi-single in 1991. ICP needed help to sell it and thus vi

Dragon Protection
Dragon Protection Sometimes it becomes necessary to cleanse and seal where you live. This ritual can help cleanse the place of bad vibrations and other things. But before you cleanse your house because you think your being haunted by Jack the Ripper (by the way, it is very rare that demons and other bad things are going to just show up in your house and start doing bad things, so, don't get to carried away), think if there is anything going on in the house right now that could be causing bad vibrations. Maybe your house is just very stressful. Before you get rid of anything, see if there are any guilty feelings, and get rid of them. Uncover and purge all deeply felt emotions. This alone can get rid of whatever bad feelings you might have (another note, it usually isn't a ghost in your house, just bad feelings. I have a room in my house that I can't go in without feeling angry. It's just that the people who live there fill the room with bad emotions. That is what cleansing ri

Members (must F/r/a All To Join)
Please Allow me to introduce you to all of our wonderful members! Everyone of them is an exceptional person who is always there to lend a helping hand. Our Founder... »-(¯`v´¯)-»»ÐJ Çµ££êÐ Ðê§ïrê »-(¯`v´¯)-»»@ fubar Our Manager... arakrune @ fubar Our Assistant Manager... darkprince75@ fubar ~Lady Spirit Wolf~R/L Wife to Lord Spirit Wolf~Member of Cuffed Angels@ fubar {GYPSY HEART} ***{MEMBER of CUFFED ANGELS}@ fubar ✂Please✂Excuse✂Me✂For✂Not✂Being✂Pretty✂Enough✂

New Member
misfit~angels we have a new member but because his acct is private he will have to visit you all instead of the normal we do so please be paient and give him time to come to your page his name is mr.ben and welcome to our family hun very glad to have you join us...xoxoxo ladymoose...aka..laura

~ Reason And Passion ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Reason and Passion ~ Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite. Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody. But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements? Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction. Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing; And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoe

Simple Little Short Story - Part The Second
Love was never a problem between Rachel and Tommy. The dilema was with Tommy's job. Between the rotating shifts, double shifts, and unexpected six day workweeks, it was a miracle that Rachel saw her husband at all. Tommy was a shop lead, which meant arriving before everyone else and leaving after everyone else. This on top of everything else meant very little time to spend with Rachel. Despite her new promotion, Tommy's countless working hours still made him the bread winner. The two lovebirds met at a party. A coworker of Rachel's, naed Mark, introduced her to him. Mark and Tommy were best friends in highschool and both played on the football team. Rachel was slightly hesitant at first, due to Tommy's quiet and reserved nature. After a few short weeks however, she became very attracted to Tommy. He was not only physically attractive, but very much a gentleman. Soon dates turned into a relationship, and a relationship turned into marriage. Early in their m

*sigh*
I knew you were special when I looked into your eyes and you held me in your hands The clock spun backwards in time And I felt like a child At loss for words I mumbled But every syllable you clearly understood We took off our clothes And laid bare You whispered— "its okay, don't be scared" And all my fears quickly Evaporated into thin air That's when we made love For the first time And I wished the moment Would last for eternity So I tried to stay awake But my tired eyes caved in When I woke up I turned around But you were no longer there Thinking of you lonely tears no longer descend the hands of time turn backwards its nice to pretend and and feel like a child all over again thinking of you my heart blooms and the hands of time cradle me like a child Im floating on a cloud With a sign that reads "Please do not disturb" I think I will stay and dream for a while Sshhh—quiet please The baby is asleep

Thank God For Friends (not My Words, But So True)
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

The Bumblebee
Some scientists and flight engineers tested the bumblebee about its ability to fly and concluded the following facts: The bumblebee has a weight of 1.4 gramm and its wings have an area of 0.7 square centimeters with a delay angle of 6 degree. Following the laws of physics and aerodynamic it is impossible to fly under these circumstances. You can even prove this easily by experiments in the wind tunnel. As a result of this, the bumblebee is not able to fly. But the bumblebee doesn’t know that – and the bumblebee just flies…

What?
Last nights dream started out with me running. I have no real idea where to because I ran and ran as fast as I could then the dream jumped. I think I was running to the accident scene from the dream the night before, but I don't know. When the dream jumped I'm in my room. Laying on my bed is a pair of my black thong panties, matching black bra, and knee high socks. Next to them is one of my ball gags, blindfold, shock dog collar - but no remote, pair of my police style handcuffs, and a pair of my police style leg cuff. He's be in my house, my room, hell he's even found my hiding place. I feel violated, Then I remember that he emptied everything out of my cell. I think, actually I bet the download it all first. Now that makes me feel violated. I pick up the panties, thinking at least he has good taste. Under it is 3 pictures, 3 girls all are freshmen cheerleaders. Damn, I don't hardly know them, leave the out of this I think. I find myself doing homework. Hell I have no

Hello
I know cheesy, but life is cheesy sometimes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've been alone with you inside my mind And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times I sometimes see you pass outside my door Hello, is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide 'Cause you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much, I love you ... I long to see the sunlight in your hair And tell you time and time again how much I care Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow Hello, I've just got to let you know 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying, I love you ... Hello, is it me you're looking for? 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder

Stupid Boy
Stupid Boy lyrics Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess to build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you

Woman Kept In Basement For 24 Years
IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE NEWS OR READ ABOUT THIS IN THE PAPER...YOU REALLY NEED TO...WOW!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Austrian police have arrested a 73-year-old man accused of locking up his daughter in his cellar for 24 years, and fathering seven children with her. Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, has accused her father, Josef, of 'massive crimes'. DNA tests are being conducted on Ms Fritzl and six surviving children. Elisabeth Fritzl told investigators her father put her to sleep with an anaesthetic on 28 August 1984, handcuffing her in a locked basement. Officially, she was declared a missing person, with Interpol opening an investigation. Local authorities concluded she had been seized by a religious cult. Ms Fritzl told police that she spent years imprisoned in an underground chamber beneath the family home near the eastern town of Amstetten. She said she was 'regularly abused' by her father and their incestuous relationship produced seven children.

Touch
TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND THE GENTLE TOUCH OF YOUR EYES THE INCREDIBLE TOUCH OF YOUR HEART THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH IN AN EMBRACE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH AS WE LIE IN BED THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND IN MINE AS WE WALK UNDER A FULL MOON THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN PRESSED AGAINST MINE IF ONLY I COULD FEEL YOUR TOUCH ONE MORE TIME MBM

Marriage
Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men... that night all three will wear a leather bodice, S&M style stilettos and mask over their eyes . After a few days they meet again... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grabbed the TV controller and a beer, and said, 'Hey Batman, w

Lie To Me
Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end Why'd you

Dream Addiction
They tell me she is my addiction and I must cure my addiction. How do I cure something that has been part of me for so long. Something that seeps in and infects my dreams nightly. I may accept what has happened by day, but then night comes. As I lay in bed thoughts of her race through my mind. I drift off to sleep thoughts and memories seep into my dreams I dream of the life we shared and the way things use to be. We are still together maybe not always happy but a family nonetheless. Slowly morning comes closer and I start to awaken. I feel the dream slipping away I fight to hold on. Eventually the day wins over and I awaken. The process starts over and I wait to get back to her in my dreams. I sometimes wonder is it her that's my addiction or is it my dreams.

Update As Of 4/29
WENT TO THE DOC TODAY AND I AM OUT FOR ANOTHER MONTH AGAIN !!!!! I HATE THIS SHIT !!!! WELL NOW I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO GET ANOTHER CORTAZONE SHOT DONE WITH A XRAY MECHINE WITCH THEY ONLY BOOK IN A MONTH INAVANCE. SO NOW I AM ON STAND BY AS THE NURSE BUT IT!!! I WAS LIKE WTF I AM NOT GOING FOR A PLANE RIDE I JUST WANT APPOINTMENT SO I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE!!! SO IT A WAITING GAME I DON'T DO GOOD WITH THOSES!!!!!

A Very Speical Poem...
> In the morning when I wake up > And I open up my eyes, > I feel an aching in my heart > That's when I realize. > How much I really miss you > And long to have you near. > My heart is filled with sadness, > And my eyes are filled with tears. > At different times throughout the day, > I find I'm missing you. > And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, > Maybe you miss me too. > I miss you in the shower, > When I'm in there all alone. > And when I want to hear your voice, > And call you on hte phone. > When I check my e-mail > And find there's nothing there. > I can't help it that I worry, > And I put you in my prayers. > I think by now it's safe to say, > That I miss you very much!!

Drama..depression...disfunctianal..family
ok i took a trip to south ga to see family!!! i cant understand why i even thought that i would enjoy myself and relax abit!! it seems as if my family even my fam in nc and especialy my fam in ga thrive on drama and contraversy! i myself have many probs yet this bothers me greatly...i can't imagina what happens here when i am gone!! i am not at all used to this and i can't handle it!! and to think i was asked to move here and was considering it!!!

Welcome Chipper
I hope that all you DIVAS are having a great week. I haven't much from alot of you, hope all is well. We have a new diva that just joined, PLEASE make her feel welcomed to your DIVA MAFIA family..... CHIPPER ~ Dylon's Diva ~ Ridin Dirty on the FS ~ Goin Stark.Raving.Mad ~ Wanna ride?@ fubar PLEASE take the time and welcome DIVA Chipper to Dylons Diva Mafia. Hope you all have a great week!! Peace and Love~ MsMaine & Dylon {The Godfather}

'tis Better To Have Loved Part4
Now, Jim was pretty much engrossed in the old man's story. He had barely taken a few bites of his dinner and it had gotten cold and nasty. He shoved it out of the way and took another swig of beer, which had become warm and kind of bitter by this time too. He turned the page and continued reading. It was about midnight and I was in bed. The phone rang, and I cursed whomever it was that was calling at that ungodly hour. I answered the phone with a surly, "Hello, who is this?" All I heard was someone crying on the other end. Again I asked the caller, "Hello?" And then I heard this small voice timidly say through the sobbing, "Hello, Don? It's me, L A" Damn! It was her! "What's wrong?" I asked. "I I need someone to talk to a friend. And you're the only one I could think of. May I come over, please?" It was the "Please" that hooked me. What could I say or do? I lived over the flower shop, so she knew exactly where to find me. "Yeah, come on over. I'll turn on t

'tis Better To Have Loved Part6
"Love me." I was stunned. I knew exactly what she wanted. Only in my wildest dreams had I ever imagined that she would ask such a thing of me. But in her present state of mind, would she regret it in the morning? I didn't wish to cause her any more pain in any way. "Look," I held her face gently between my hands and gazed directly into her pleading eyes, "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yes, I'm sure. I wanted to be with you from the very first night I was here, but couldn't work up the courage to ask you." That was all I needed to hear. I picked her up and carried her, like a groom carrying his bride over the threshold. I gently set her down upon the edge of the bed. I sat down next to her and gazed once more into her eyes. Where once I saw fear, I now saw raw passion and abandonment to the moment. Our lips drew nearer and I swear that there was electricity that passed between us. Our kiss was not one of friends or even merely lovers, but of two halves of one soul f

What Is Up With Booboo????
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 7,385,918 points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!!

Juggalo
Juggalo Beliefs. . . The Juggalo faith is always going to be subject of interpretation, but I have gone through every source I could and have developed my own beliefs, and they may not be the same as every other Juggalo out there, but I hold them to be true. My own personal beliefs include: The Dark Carnival is a supernatural Earthbound force. Eternally it roams collecting and judging the dead souls, and taking them to their final destination. It is what spreads he word of God eternally, so if anyone had told you of God or Jesus, it was by the will of the Carnival. It is called the Carnival because that is the way it adapted, it has become a great circus-like force because of the way it has been set up by God and the people who have been called to it. It also sets a bound for acceptance to all you would have to inhibit to be a part. Holy or evil, those who would turn away from strange ideas are not the type of people needed and sought out by the Carnival. The Carnival has not

The Ending Contest
FEEL FREE TO ADD UP THE SCORES YOURSELF GUYS.. ILL DO IT WHEN I WAKE UP.. THIS ALONE IS TAKING UP SO MUCH ENERGY FOR ME.. BUT IM EXCITED FOR YOU GUYS AND ITS HARD TO REST... BUT I NEED TO... ILL ADD IT UP MYSELF AFTER I JUST REST IF A LITTLE WHILE.. MY FEVER CAME BACK AND IM NOT FEELING THAT GREAT.. BUT AT LEAST YOU ALL HAVE THIS AND KNOW WHAT PLACE YOU GOT.. IM GIVING OUT 4 PRIZES THAT IS IN MY BLOG SOMEWHERE... I WISH I HAD MORE FUBUCKS BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU WORKED SO HARD.. GOOD JOB TO EVERYONE. THIS PERSON JUST DONATED 20,000 FUBUCKS TO ME SO I CAN GIVE THEM TO YOU GUYS FOR WORKING SO HARD... I WILL PASS THEN DOWN THE LINE EVENLY... Kissed*By*A*Fallen*Fairy*Asst Chief of Promotions of the 2nd Alarm Hotties* JD's Dynamite Chicks@ fubar

Woman In Basment For 24 Yrs
AMSTETTEN, Austria: A 73-year-old Austrian electrical engineer has confessed to holding his daughter captive in a secret, windowless cellar for 24 years and fathering seven children by her, police said yesterday. The case, centred on a nondescript two-storey building in the small industrial town of Amstetten, bears chilling similarities to that of Austrian Natascha Kampusch who spent eight years locked up in a basement before escaping in 2006. Some parts of the cell in which the family were kept were no more than 1.7m high and officials said the basement even contained a padded cell. "This is an appalling crime. I know of no comparable case in Austria," Franz Prucher, head of security for Lower Austria told a news conference. Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, says her father, Josef Fritzl, lured her into the basement of the block in 1984 and drugged and handcuffed her before imprisoning her. Three of her children, aged 19, 18 and five, had been locked up in the basement with her since birth a

Heart Of A Muslim - Zain Bhikha
Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay Prophet Ebrahim knew that Allah was near And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong And the heart of a Muslim must be strong Chorus: It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart In our poor meager state, little food on our plate Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had When I asked how can we share what's not enough She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down Father said to be a star tha

Guys And Their Assumptions
So why is it that ya have a nice chat with a "new friend" plan a meeting and all of the sudden he decides that he doesn't want to meet up? The chat was great. You had lots in common, seem to hit it off pretty good. Talk about hanging out and maybe more, then it's like he gets cold feet. He said it was because he thought it was that I wanted more. When asked what I was looking for, I said friends. No one knows where something can go when you first meet. Ya could hate each other on sight! Ya could fall in love at first sight (ya right!! lol) All I'm saying is that no one can predetermine what can or will happen unless ya meet someone. I just got out of a relationship. It was a bad break up. Last thing I need is more heartache right now. I would love to have friends though. I am new to this area. I freaking live with my folks right now! Like that is so much fun!! It would be nice to have a few friends to hang out with. Besides, I am a grown woman and I have n

O.o Mommy Mommy Jokes
Mommy, Mommy! My teacher says my head is too big. Shut up and get your hat from the garage, so your father can bring the car in! Mommy, Mommy! Can I play in the sandbox? Not until I find a better place to bury Daddy. Mommy, Mommy! Why can't we give Dad a decent burial? Shut up and keep flushing. Mommy, Mommy! Daddy's on fire! Shut up and get the marshmallows! Mommy, Mommy! Daddy fell in the campfire! Shut up and get the barbecue sauce!

Sentimental Me
SENTIMENTAL ME Old and tattered, worn with age, But I savor her thoughts on every page. Her words still raise my senses aloft, Teasing my heart strings feather soft. The mood love conjures of remnants past. Stay like the scent of her memory last. I allow my mind this loving dream, To lose myself in obsessions steam. To retrace the intimate stain of affection, Scripted to love’s bewildered projection. The lines, they flow with delicate ease, She moves like a dart to my insanity. The taste of her passion that lingers on, Echoes through darkness of yesterdays gone. And I can still feel her passionate flames, A conquest of pleasure; this letter remains. Tears descend from my saddened eyes, To splash the flame of solemn goodbyes. In colors of red, yellow and blue; I close this depiction of love from you. Page after page, I watch them go, The ambers burn with incessant glow. Taken away in a radiant flash; Is love’s surrender smoldered to ash.

::the Truth::
Now I'm not going on here behind a computer screen to call someone obscene names or to trash them but to get some things outta my system.... First off, growing up as a kid, I barely had any people I could call friends. Kids would look at my chubby appearance and would bully me for my weight...boys called me fat and ugly and made cruel jokes [[not fun for an already self-conscious girl]] and girls talked thier shit so I didn't really have anyone to lean on. Then came 7th grade when I met two of the best girls in the whole world...you were one of them.... We bonded over the fact that people both shit talked on us...me being too big, you being too skinny. We both were dealing with our own demons no one knew about and became fast friends. We bonded throughout high school...I was so self-concious in high school and hated myself yet you always welcomed me and offered a shoulder if I needed one...to me you were such a beautiful girl not just outside but inside. I admired you so much

The Storm Before The Calm
The silence of thunder, the darkness of lightening, Her mystery, her intrigue ... oh-h-h so inviting. Standing finally before you she looks into your eyes silver-blue, Searching on a journey to find all that is true. She knows without a doubt with only a mere glance, But chooses to look deeper and deeper ... ... taking her time ... ... so as to leave nothing to chance. Her fingers slowly caress your jaw along it's strong outline, She sighs ... ... her rythmatic breathing slows ... ... her body pressing up against yours so fine. Every inch of both bodies awakes a birth new, Oh baby, this is us ... this is me ... this is you.

Just A Note...
I am a very passionate person, passionate about life and especially of love. I carry my passion deep within, and I am inspired by simple things. Romance is a lost art and although I have no one in my life to share my passion with, I still dream of what passion was will be again. I am an incurable romantic, My poetry is the outlet for my passionate nature, my lust for love and life runs deep. My nature does not go well with the loneliness I have within me, but I have my poetry for comfort, and my dreams for inspiration.

Photobucket Blog By Mommy
How To Use Photobucket How to use photobucket images on fubar for bulletins and blogs First sign up for a photobucket account, Go to the Photobucket website Then click Join Now, and fill out the form to sign up for a Free account Then upload pics you would like to use to your account by clicking on the my album tab, then clicking on the appropriate source. For putting pics in a bulletin or blog, use the html code provided, copy the entire code and paste it into the body of a bulletin or blog. For using existing coding and changing a pic, use the direct link photobucket gives you, and replace the existing url in the coding. You can also use the direct link in skins and lounges for images if you have the coding it replaces the URL.

Bosslady Is Having A Auction!!!
HEY FAM,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ I DECIDED THAT SINCE MY BIRTHDAY IS IN MAY I'M GUNNA HOLD AN AUCTION "BOSSLADY'S BIRTHDAY AUCTION" . SO HERES THE DEAL,I HAVEN'T CHARGED FOR PREVIOUS ONES BUT THIS TIME I AM. THE ENTRY FEE IS GOING TO BE $25,OOO FU-BUX . THE RULEZ WILL BE AS FOLLOWS: ** PLEASE READ IN FULL** ~~ I WANNA START MAY 9 @ 12 PM EST AND WILL END MAY 23 @ 12 PM EST ~~~ SO PLEASE JOIN ME IN THIS :) 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE PICTURE ( PLEASE SEND SFW PIC, YOUR $25K ENTRY FEE, AND YOUR OFFER TO ME VIA FU-MAIL,LINK IS BELOW. THERE WILL BE AUCTION TAGZ MADE SO I NEED THEM A.S.A.P. PLEASE ! ) 2. NO DRAMA OR YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF AUCTION AND NO FEE RETURNED. 3.AUCTIONEES:ONLY OFFER WHAT U CAN BACK UP. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS THAT DON'T GET PAID OUT. 4. BIDDERS: PLEASE DO NOT OFFER WHAT YOU CAN'T BACK UP, BECAUSE IF YOU DO THERE WILL BE BULLETIN AND BLOGS ABOUT IT. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS THAT DON'T GET PAID OUT.

Is It Really?
Am I really a part of a life that consists of love, care, and gentleness? Am I really a part of a social respect that has me understood by most? Do I really have every last ounce of you to hold forever? Please tell me that I am the one that makes your heart stop. Please tell me that I am the one that makes your mind race with anticipation. Tell me honestly my love for I can no longer be left in the great wide unknown. I want to know every part of your mind, your soul, and your being. I want to be stuck in oblivion with you, revolving around you. An orbit of loves true meaning... Is it true? Is it really true? Am I yours for the rest of my life?

Just A Word Or Two
I want to thank all my friends who have given me any kind of advice. And say it's not that I haven't or won't use it in my own way. It's kind of like I don't want to go backwards. I don't anyone being able to say I have not changed. That I am just as angry or mad as I was when I was going through my divorce. Because this person know's how I was. It is delicate I know but I know I have a good future ahead of me. And I appreciate and advice or opinions that anyone wants to give me. I may get down on myself, because I am very hard and tough on me. And I know I can and will try to do what is best. Your comments and messages do keep me going. Because I know you care. So lets stay positive and God Bless, and Semper Fidelis(Always Faithful)

More Peekage At The Real Me? Leave Comment If You Read It
I am Jessa. I am a goddess, I am a bitch, and if you indulge in me... I will be your drug of choice. I day dream like nobodies business. I waste my time on art. Drawing, writing, painting, and music. I draw oddities. I paint fairy tales. I write nightmares. I like dancing by myself. I tend to be a wallflower. I like being pretty. I over accessorize. I dress odd to the tenth power. I am extremely passionate about life. I find joy and beauty in every day I live through. I don't like small children. I'm smart, dont treat me anything less then that. I like gas masks. I over glamorize death and the macabre. I LOVE scented candles and incense. I LOVE cuddling. I LOVE revolution. I LOVE being clean. I LOVE new beginnings. I LOVE old books. I rant about basically pointless things. I read way too much. I dont like organized religion. I suffer no fools. I hate canned food. It tastes like can, not food.

Behind These Eyes
BEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY SORROW THE PAIN OF SOMETHING UNKNOWN NEVER REALLY KNOWING JOY NEVER REALLY KNOWING LAUGHTER NEVER REALLY KNOWING A GENTLE TOUCH NEVER REALLY KNOWING REAL LOVE FINALLY IT CAME,THE JOY,THE LAUGHTER,THE LOVE BUT MY EYES COULDN'T SEE THRU THE PAIN SO MY EYES WATCHED U WALK AWAY NOW MY EYES ARE BLIND BEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY A VAST EMPTINESS BECAUSE THEY CAN NO LONGER SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MBM

"believe"
BELIEF IS VERY FRAGILE TEMPTATION IS SO MUCH EASIER BELIEF IS A STATE OF MIND TOO NOT BELIEVE IS DEADLY TOO BELIEVE TOO MUCH IS WORSE TO BELIEVE IS TOO TRUST CAN U BELIEVE IN ME WHEN U DONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF SO WHO DID YOU STOP BELIEVING IN WAS IT ME OR WAS IT YOU YOU LOST THE BELIEF AND THE TRUST AND I JUST LOST YOU!!!!!!!!!!! MBM

Hard Separation
Why does separation have to be so hard? Why is there so much hate and distrust where there use to be so much love and caring? Why does there have to be so much pain and anger involved? Where does all that anger project from? Can it be real, or only the fear of being hurt further or facing the truth of what really happened? How can two that felt so much for each other now feel so bad towards each other its not possible? There has to be something under the surface not being said not being dealt with? It would all be so easy if we could just be honest and forward with each other. It's by hiding and not admitting our true selves that we let these things happen. It does not have to be this hard.

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A Dying Wish
This was sent to me by a good friend in a PM this AM--it was so touching I just had to blog it~~feel free to copy & send it to all you love Thank you rabbit: crazyrabbit69 = Shadys S*U*P * - Confederate Bomber - Club F.A.R.-@ fubar This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how many people get her poem. It is quite the poem. Please pass it on. This poem was written by a terminally ill young girl in a New York Hospital. It was sent by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM. SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done

A Song For My Love
Kate Voegele - Might Have Been LYRICS: I break away from every situation like this one most times baby But since you been round here I've given in, my dear, to your captivation daily I'm not the type who gets voted most likely to be victimized by those old butterflies but You're the exception your love is infectious, and the fever is climbing high (chorus)Well I hope you don't mind if I fall asleep on your shoulder Now turn out the lights and let the night begin And I hope it's alright if you're still mine when we're older Cause I wont spend another day wondering what might have been I was so cynical just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting But sure enough just when id near given up you appeared there among the destruction Now it's official I've lost my initial suspicions and skepticism You got me caving in; feeding the craving, I see now what I've been missing [Chorus] Got my permission to Break the tradition No limited editions This is a pers

Prying Eyes For Hearing Ears
Im sick of playing games, not sayin any names, but no one seems to understand Nothing is fine, nothings alright, my life really isnt that grand Its not what you see but what you believe that keeps you in the dark no one ever prys no one ever tries, thats why no ones ever seen the spark too easy to recite, too easy too ignite, but also to easy to hide very few've been deemed worthy, very few have seen, the demons hidden inside perhaps id be more open, maybe more outspoken, if someone gave a fuck until the day arises, full of its surprises, my writings where im stuck I spill my feelings through this pen, and every time i start again, it seems its something new it seems im trapped and fading black so whats a man to do?? zoning alone, in the cold and unknown, facing his demons himself on one to find, no one designed for his through sickness and health You dont see him screaming while he battles his demons, you dont realize his troubles he shows you his "world", where everythin

What Makes Me Who I Am?
my eldest is 18 and she graduates high school this year. my youngest is 8 and he's only in the 2nd grade, (the artist)autistic they said... a 10 year old son with an almost unbearable case of seperation anxiety and abandonment issues now that his father has just disappeared into the system once again. and the 12 yr old who is in the nations 98th percentile...(she's my mad scientist). do they make me who i am? or, do i make them who they are?

My Son Has Discovered His....
Well...my son is 3...will be 4 in November. Since being fully potty-trained he has discovered the source of which his urine is emptied from his bladder and always seems to be holding it or touching it with his hand inside his pants. The other morning, I went to wake him up so we could go run some errands. He was sound asleep, hand in pants....holding himself. He's starting to look like Bud Bundy from Married With Children...lol. Well...this morning I woke up him (he managed to find his way to my bed last night....slept in my back all night long...needless to say I didn't sleep well after that but this is beside the "point") and his hand went immediately inside his pants. I was playfully trying to get him to wake up so I could get him dressed for Mother's Day Out (MDO) and so I told him, "you better get your hands out of your pants." He said, "why?" I instinctively told him, "because you're going to make it fall off," to which he replied, "well, I need get a brand new one,

Chapter 7 - A Knight In Shining Armour
For months after having him back in her life, Leighton stayed to herself. Having Shawn and Anthony over sometimes for a late lunch here and there, but that was it. So much going through her mind. That last night he had given her some very valuable information now she had to figure out what to do and if he was telling the truth. She learned that she didn't have to take lives. He told her that as long as she didn't take their life she could in return let them drink from her without turning them, to make them better. But it was a very fine line and very chancy. After a lot of thought Leighton decided this was what she wanted. Mainly what made her come to that decision was her hatred for killing innocent people and if she did mess it up then the victim would die but wasn't that what she had been doing anyway? The victim would die and she just wouldn't let them feed off of her so then they aren't turned. Since coming to that conclusion last night, Leighton had decided to go out tonight. She

I Was Waiting For You....
My fingers wrapped tight around my swollen member....Awoken by the thought of you lowering your mouth down onto me. My hands reached out of their own accord to tangle within your hair. "Mmmmmmm, suck my dick Baby"....Had I voiced those words outloud? Shaking my head to clear it.....was I just dreaming or were you here with me? I sat on the edge of the bed, my dick still hard as a rock....This can't be a dream. Standing, I glance around my room, straining to see if I can make the outline of you standing in the shadows. No, I see nothing. Stumbling across the hall to the bathroom, I stand there looking at myself in the mirror....Am I lost in lust? Have I conjured you up?. Has the mere thought of losing myself within you left me vulnerable and exposed? Turning the water on in the shower, my thoughts have now turned to relieving myself of this pent up frustration. I slip under the water just as my hand envelopes my dick. It comes to attention instantly. "Mmmmmm"....a moan escapes

Do It & Do It Now... Hehe
IT'S SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY! THEY NEED LOTS OF BIRTHDAY LOVE! AND I BET YOUR WONDERING WHO... CLICK ANY OF THE PICS TO FIND OUT WHO THE BIRTHDAY BOY IS!! BE SURE TO TELL HIM THAT CUFFED DESIRE TOLD YOU TO CUM!

A Biddign War Has Begun Wahoooooooo
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Who Am I....
Every waking moment I ponder... My mind working overtime... The biggest question of my life... That has yet to be answered... Who Am I? Many put labels on my soul... Thinking they know me best... They shine on the eccentricities That perhaps explains small parts of me... Yet they don't understand the whole... Who Am I? As I ask myself time and again... I search to the endless depths of my soul... With each step I grow... With each new discovery... I come close... Only to find I have not yet found... WHO I AM.... Written by Paulette ~4-30-2008~

Busted
The doctor told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, 'What the heck, I'll try it.' He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution. On the way home from work, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate, he closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, 'What?' He heard 'This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?' The man replied, 'I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted.' The cop says, 'Well, you better check your brake

Working With Angels
Graceful Guidance Working With Angels At some point in our lives, we are likely to find ourselves asking for help, perhaps from no one in particular, and without knowing where help could possibly come from. We may have raised our eyes skyward or whispered our need under our breath only to find that somehow we were heard, and the help we needed arrived. It might have come in the form of a person who appeared at the right time, or perhaps it came in the form of luck, chance, or divine intervention. However assistance appears, these are times when we can be sure that there are angels watching over us. We may find ourselves asking for their help with simple things-like finding a parking spot or to watch over loved ones-but then we forgot to call on them when we found ourselves alone or in pain. We don't need to be aware of them to receive their assistance, but there is comfort in the knowledge that they are there for us when we need them. And when we remain open to their pre

Eating Out
just for fun, lol . . . YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read . Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758... If you haven't, add 1757. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. ( I. e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next t

To Those Who Care Lol :p
I am very busy these days and wont be around much, just to get on and get rid of my 11s daily, I havent forgot about any of you, just have lots to take care of, always thinking about my good friends and I miss u all, love ya guys xoxoxox Just dont want anyone thinking something bad happened to me, one of these days I'll be done with all this stuff around the house lol I'm always signed on, but 98% of the time, not here lol

Wow!!!!!!
K i just had someone rate my page and send a friend request to me... I go to their page and rate them when my mouse jumped and i accidently rated her a 9. before i can refresh the page to rate her a 10 from a 9 she has already rated me to a 1 from a 10 and blocked me... That is some jooky shiat...i mean for the love of anything people make mistakes give them a chance to correct it before you fully block them... i can't even get through to her to explain... some people just have no patience.... ohh well... i guess i didn't want to be her friend anyways...

The Fireman The Hero-for Joe
AS I WATCH THE FIREMAN GO OUT THE DOOR I KNOW THAT HES OFF TO SAVE A SOUL I KNOW HE HAS NO FEAR FOR HE KNOWS NO FEAR HE JUMPS ON THE TRUCK AN GOES LIKE THE WIND. RUSHING IN WITH A SHINING LIGHT HE GOES TO WORK WITH NO FRIGHT HE CLIMBS THE STAIRS AND LOOKS FOR LIFE. HE DOESN'T STOP UNTIL HE FEELS LIKE HE MIGHT DROP. HE GETS TO THE TOP THEN HE STOPS HE LOOKS AROUND AND SEE'S SOMETHING MOVING THREW THE FLAMES AND SMOKE HE SEE'S A FELLOW FIREMAN SCREAMING HELP ME HELP ME. FIREMAN TAKES OFF WITH HIS LIGHT PUSHES HIS WAY THREW THE SCORCHING FLAMES TAKING IN EVERY SIGHT AND SOUND THAT SURROUNDS HIM HE FEELS NO FEAR BUT ONLY LOVE FOR THE FELLOW MAN. FIREMAN GETS TO THE INJURED FELLOW FIREMAN DROPS TO HIS KNEES AND MAKES SURE THAT HE STILL BREATHES. FIREMAN LOOKS WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES AS HE SEE'S HIS FELLOW MAN AND HEARS HIS PLEAS. FIREMAN TELLS HIS FELLOW MAN HAVE NO FEAR FOR I AM HERE TO BRING YOU OUT AND SAVE YOUR LIFE AND BRING YOU HOME BACK TO WH