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People On This Site
I came on to this site to make friends. Because a friend said this site was cool. But guess what she was wrong!! This site has people that only care about how many points they can get, or I got lots of friends. I bet they don't even know over half the friends they have are even talk to them. So tell me if I'm right or wrong.

Little Johnny
One day Little Johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room to check it out. He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going at it behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink as Johnny closed the door. After business was finished Dad went to check on little Johnny. He opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and little Johnny going at it behind her. Dad yelled, 'Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!' Little Johnny replied, 'It's not so funny when its your mom is it?!'

Mirror!
Friend of mine at work today told another co-worker I was bein kinda mean to him...Course he was kidding with me........So I told him every time I look at you it pisses me off!...Doesn't it piss you off every time you look in the mirror??........LMAO

A Little Drama
Someone is running around claiming that I am doing things that I in fact not doing at all. And they are telling people who are giving me hell, when I have done nothing to deserve it. If anyone can point me in the direction of my apparent grey hater, I'd certainly appreciate it. Cause I'm growing tired of defending myself against false accusations.

Thats Over
well went to answer charges of child abuse and neglact with the dhs today and it went better that i thought it was clamed over a long period of time and there wasnt one thing they tried to get me on of course she brought me up on charges of sexual abuse agaist my daughter who i havent seen for an year so go figure we go back to court on dec 7th hopefully this will be all over

What Im Looking For
i want a woman who is outgoing knows what she wants is not insecure about herself can hold her own when talk becomes cheap. why? because a woman who is inecure about herself is a troubled one. a woman who lets go of her inhibitions is a woman who knows her body and accepts it and either changes it because she wants to do better. or keeps it that way since she is enjoying her life. a woman who second thinks and always pauses is not one whom i look for. i want a woman who enjoys the darkness and enjoys the unknown. someone who can say that she throws herself into the adventure and lives through it wwether the outcome was good or bad. none of this crying crap. no childishness no inhibitions. a woman who would rather just try to talk about something and keep kicking a dead horse is someone who bothers me. when i get mad. i want my own time to cool down and just relax. i would rather sleep it off than have to talk to the fucker who got me pissed int he first place. learn to

The "f" Word
Perhaps the one of the most interesting and most colorful words in the English today is the word "Fuck." It is the one magical word which, just by its sound can describe pain, pleasure, love, and hate. It language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John Fucked Mary), and intransitive (John fucked). It can be used as an active verb (John really gives a fuck), or a passive verb (John was fucked by Mary); or as an adverb (Mary is fucking interested in John), and a noun (Mary is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Mary is fucking beautiful). As you can see, there are very few words with teh versitility of "fuck." Besides its sexual connotations, this incredible word can be used to describe many situations: Greetings..............How the fuck are you. Fraud..................I got fucked by the car dealer. Dismay.................Oh, fuck it. Trouble..............

Book Info- Mailing Lists-
So my publisher offers up to 100 contacts for me to have on a mailing list to keep informed of my book, signings, releases special offers etc. If you would like to be put on this mailing list please let me know here, I do need your contact info. Please don't leave it on this blog, (though you can say me me pick me! hehe) PM your info to me or you can email it directly to me at melanderson7079@comcast.net (my email will be changing as soon as I get my Authors website up.. yeah I've been slacking on that as well. But I will keep you posted!) Love you all! Oh and please hurry I'm already way past my deadline due to pc probs *cries*

Do You Want A Tag
Do You Want a Tag? Heads Up Friends and Confederate Members! The Watcher needs 136,388 to Henchman. We need to get him leveled, PLEASE HELP. For ONLY TONIGHT the First 20 people to rate at least 30 of his pictures and 30 of his stash items gets a new personal or Confederate made by me. If you are out of rates you can rate 60 stash items. If you want to check out some of my work first please do so. You want be disappointed. Please leave me a comment in this blog so I will know who you are and The Watcher will let me know who is rating. Thanks Everyone! Peace! Here is The Watchers link…SHOW HOW WE ROCK!

For The Someone She Knows Who It Is
anytime anywhere any place you could be anyone today maybe I recognize you on a crouded street maybe you take me by suprise will you be the one I had in mind there come a day when you walkedout of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable people say I'm watching life through a glass desprately waiting on a chance I know you love holding on holding out for me but how we gonna know the time is right what if your here and I'm just blind there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be unmistakable how can I know a song I never heard how would I know your voice when you haven't said a word how do I know how this will end before we begin there come a day when you walked out of my dreams face to face like I'm imagining baby how can I be sure that your the one I'm waiting for will you be un

My Hideous House!
Wow, what a mistake I made on the color (cloUr) of my trim on my house! I went out there earlier today and didn't like it when they first started painting the trim. I should have had them stop if I had used my brain. No...I think that maybe it will darken and look better when it dries. HELL NO! It is uglier then before. It is really bad around my beautiful front door. It ruins it. The guys painted part of the door that they weren't supposed to paint. They also got trim around the garage door they weren't supposed to get. I want to scream! I just hope it is fixable. I am going to go with a nice blue color for the trim instead. More subtle then BRIGHT PURPLE! I can't believe it turned out like that. Sometimes the color of the paint doesn't look like the chip you see. The only bad thing besides having to prime over it and then paint all the trim again is that we will have to wait. It is supposed to rain and we all know you can't paint when it is raining so we ar

New Contest
i am going to hold a sexiest woman in fubar contest! i will post all entry pics at the end of the contest. NSFW is not required but recemended. you can either send me the image in my private messages, send me the location of the pic and i'll get it (make sure i can get to it), or message me for my email. i'll run the contest untill atleast dcember first. any questions please message me.

Staying In
Staying in ~Tony Martinez Hey hun Yes my love this is all for you All the lights are out The phone is off Your skin looks so beautiful against that candle light Come here Let me hold you tight I love you Nothing else matters Just me and you Right here, right now Aren't you glad We stayed in

Just A Poem
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Grrr Arrrrrghhhh....
So I finally got word and adobe to work again after reformatting the computer completely.. I finally sit down to dismantle my manuscript... which took me the better part of a year to put together just how I wanted it *grin* And I've decided I hate the whole book! *laughs* okay not quite , But.. here I have been sitting for over 3 hours and the only thing I have managed to get done was remove all the pictures! Meanwhile, of course going back through and reading it and now Im of course second (or more like 1000th) guessing everything! I so need someone to help me with this,... is there any editors, or literature savvy people out there who feels like talking me out of deleteing everything?! hahaha yeah, I'm drinking beer now, hopefully it will make me feel better about this whole damned thing. Did I mention I'm 13 days over due getting this back to my publisher? Please shoot me . HAH!

Why, Why, Why???
Why does life go on the way it does. Why can't people be honest and why do people let things go on and on then when they are done it just hits ya like a ton of bricks? I try to understand....I guess I can't really. When someone knows your feelings, you give and give and give and get little in return and then just totally act like you never meant anything. At least this is my interpretation of it. They say they made a mistake....but am I really the mistake?? Is there a way to get over it...I don't know. I keep ending up in the same situations. I guess I need to block everything out and keep to myself. I feel thats the only way I can keep from getting hurt. I don't get it. Why does life have to be so complicated.??

I Still Will Love You
I still will love you ~Tony Martinez We are close Have been from the beginning Growing stronger with each passing day He's always been there in the background I always said I still will love you Now comes the news He might be stepping into the spotlight I dont care I still will love you He doesn't deserve the respect Of me shrinking back inot the shadows So I say again I STILL WILL LOVE YOU

Thats What She Gets By Brooks And Dunn
the first couple of verses explains me so well...i heard this song when brooks and dunn made a guest appearance on the las vegas series. She said what she wants is a man to be faithful A true heart somebody willin’ and able To stay by her side through thick and thin A tender touch every now and then She’s not hung up on fairy tales Or some dream at the bottom of a wishin’ well Fancy cars or diamond rings What she wants most are the little things That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me At times I lay awake at night Stare at her laying by my side Knowin’ there in her heart as she sleeps She can forever count on me That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me Whatever turns her on I’m here to do it Till the day they write my name in stone I’ll live to prove it That’s what she gets That’s what she gets That’s what she gets for loving me That’s what she gets That’s what she ge

Before You, I Was Just Hanging Out
Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all hubbub, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my mall Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power.

Yep, You're Tough
Kind of wondering what goes through some women's minds as they go through life constantly complaining that "good guys" never ask them out, or that claim "guys only want 1 thing". Give me a break...I'm a nice guy and it just means that women who say those things don't really want a nice guy, they want a "sugar daddy" or someone who's a fool that they can convince to pay all their bills and ask for sex as infrequently as possible. I've never thought I was much to look at, never considered myself a "great catch" because of my looks, but rather it was my sense of humor, loyalty and intelligence that made me appealing. This week I found out that a woman from my past who always used to complain that she couldn't find a nice guy or meet Mr. Right died of an overdose...no surprise and I'm actually not that heart broken other than I'm sad to see her life end so short and so empty. At one point in my life I loved her deeply and told her so. She always told me I was a good friend, but

Boo Fucking Hoo!
SOO TIRED OF WHINERS!! You know I just have to vent a little. I am sorry, but I see stupid shit again, and its driving me nuts to sit back and watch it all going on. For starters...the whiners that were bitching about scripters! WOW! Why the fuck are you still whining? You got what you wanted..bouncers left and right! Oh no, not good enough for you either right? Calling people cheaters when they weren't cheating! Fucking ridiculous! Now you are bitching cause of the bouncers? How about the people that really work hard on contests (even though being called cheaters)? Its all about you big fucking babies isn't it? Second! Who the FUCK cares if someone is inviting people and are now purple! Why the fuck does it bother you so much? I think you are jealous, of course that is just my opionion. Get over yourselves. You don't OWN Fubar! You are like all the rest of us on here. Doing the same thing, only bitching and moaning when things aren't going your fucking way! Oh W

Child's Ten Commandments......
1)My hands are small; please don't expect perfection whenever I make a bed, draw a picture or throw a ball. My legs are short; please slow down so that I can catch up with you. 2)My eyes have not seen the world as yours have; please let me explore safely. Don't restrict me unnecessarily. 3)Housework will always be there. I'm little for only a short time - please take time to explain things to me about this wonderful world, and do so willingly. 4)My feelings are tender; please be sensitive to my needs. Don't nag me all day long. (You wouldn't want to be nagged for your inquisitiveness.) Treat me as you would like to be treated. 5)I am a special gift from God; please treasure me as God intended you to do, holding me accountable for my actions, giving me guidelines to live by and disciplining me in a loving manner. 6)I need your encouragement to grow. Please go easy on the criticism; remember, you can criticize the things I do without criticizing me. 7)Please give me the

Bad Haircut
A guy stuck his head into a barber shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop full of customers and said, "About two hours." The guy left. A few days later the same guy stuck his head in the door and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around at the shop and said," About three hours." The guy left. A week later the same guy stuck his head in the shop and asked, "How long before I can get a haircut?" The barber looked around the shop and said, "About an hour and a half." The guy left. The barber turned to a friend and said, "Hey, Bill, do me a favor. Follow that guy and see where he goes. He keeps asking how long he has to wait for a haircut, but then he doesn't ever come back. "A little while later Bill returned to the shop, laughing hysterically. The barber asked, "So where does that guy go when he leaves?" Bill looked up, tears in his eyes from laughter and said, "Your house."

Some Thing New
i wish there was something new but there aint i guess being single for almost two years kinda sucks and here in kansas i have not found a single woman that likes me i dont know what it is i know i am a big guy and i know i have alot of tattoos but i am a giant teddybear

In Memoriam
In Memoriam Thu, 18 Oct 2007 20:16:48 -0500 IN MEMORIAM -- This week the schools throughout United Kingdom have removed The Holocaust from its school curriculum because it "offended" the Muslim population, which claims it never occurred. This is a frightening portent of the fear that is gripping the world and how easily each country is giving into it. It is now more than 60 years since the Second World War in Europe ended. This is being sent as a memorial, in memory of the six million Jews, 20 million Russians, 10 million Christians and 1,900 Catholic priests and Nuns who were murdered, massacred, raped, burned, starved and humiliated with the German and Russian peoples looking the other way! Now more than ever, with Iran among others claiming the Holocaust to be "a myth", it is imperative to make sure the world never forgets. This is intended to reach 40 million people worldwide! Join us and be a link in the memorial chain and help us distribute it around the world. (THIS I

Bathtub Test
During a visit to a mental institution the visitor asked the Director how do you determine whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?" ARE YOU GOING TO PASS THIS ONE ON, OR DO YOU WANT THE BED NEXT TO MINE ?

Darwin 1
(26 August 2006, Glenfield, Leicester, England) Despite months of investigation, Darren's death remained somewhat of a mystery. The 33-year-old was found in the hallway of his wife's house, bleeding from stab wounds to his chest. The wounds proved fatal despite the best efforts of paramedics and doctors. No one witnessed the events which lead to his death; however, eventually enough evidence surfaced to stake a claim to his place among the winners of the Darwin Award. Police initially assumed that an unknown assailant had attacked Darren. However, they could find no supporting evidence. An inquest held nearly a year after Darren's death revealed some salient details about his final minutes. A friend told police Darren had called and arranged to visit him. Three minutes later, Darren phoned again to ask for an ambulance. The friend summoned the ambulance, and rushed to Darren's house. The front door was ajar, and Darren was lying on the floor. A bloodstained lock-knife was f

I Smell Like Fish.....eew!!!
Helloooooooooooo!!!! Today was a good day for me. Sure, I had to pull a double, but I made almost $200 in tips. Sure...I smell like fish, but thats what happens when you work Friday fish fry. Last week I felt like such an idiot because I was running around like a chicken with my head cut off. It was my first Friday night so...I guess that is understandable. Tonight, I was calm and handled almost everything all by myself and was even helping others!!! Everyone else was freaking out, but not me. It felt good. I think I showed everyone my real potential and my real self. YAY!!! I gave up my Saturday morning shift (even though I didn't want to) to Lindsay because she got back earlier than expected and was kinda upset that her shifts were given away. Considering I didn't fall asleep till 4:30 this morning and woke back up at 8....I figured sleeping in tomorrow morning will be nice. The money I would have made would be nice though...oh well. I am kinda bummed because I am working al

A Time For Me..a Little For You To See
So tomorrow I start my diet. I figure the best way to help me is to keep a food journal. I am going to be keeping this journal here. It's a new feeling to be posting something so private here, and I probably won't post my weight here, not atleast until I am happy. Wish me luck, and when I'm done, hopefully I'll be a much smaller, healthier me. *Hugs* Today, I learn to appreciate me. Tomorrow, I learn to love.

Agent Tank
Day break the sun comes out like the fires of hell blinding me for a bit . I must of dozed off i dont get much sleep most days .I look down still see the recorder in my hand not sure what to make of it but his voice echos in my skull.I shake it off looks like the rest of the crew is ready to roll out. We hike a few miles durning the day over some harsh terain until we get to the outskirts of a small town ,and things dont look good........... I call into HQ and tell them were going to need back up . My fears quicly become a reality as i look across the landscape .This small town lies in remains buildings burning,and death all around. What ever happened here came with out warning and came fast . Time was of the essance if we wanted to contain this thing we would have to do it here and now . We wait for back up to arive going in right now could be scuicide . Two hours later back up has arrived and not a moment to soon . Tank shows up in high fasion. Hes our Heavy artilery exper

Don't Quit
lYF IS QUEER WID ITS TWIST AND TURNS, AS EVERY ONE OF US SUMTYMS LEARNS AND MANY PERSONS TURNS ABOUT WHEN THEY MYT HAVE WON HAD THEY STUCK IT OUT. DON'T GIVE UP THOUGH D PACE SEEMS SLOW.... U MAY SUCCEED WTH ANOTHER BLOW. SUCCESS IS FAILURE TURNED INSYD OUT... SO STICK TO D FYT WHEN UR HARDEST HIT IT'S WHEN THINGS SEEM WORST DAT U MUSTN'T QUIT....

Embers Of The Night
My heart burns for her like an open flame dancing in the midnight wind. Although I know she can not feel the same I simply can’t let the fires end. Burning now long through the night and in my dreams I see her face. A scared little girl shaking in fright yet a woman elegant and full of grace She knows not how I long for her the embers in my soul burning bright Veiled in shadow my love for her must hide like an assassin in the night Cold and wicked yet burning with lust I need her and want her more each day I’m not the one who betrayed her trust ,still how can I be the one to steal her away I shall try and fall get up and try once more try for as long as my heart will allow Her heart will be mine and I will heal the sore though I cant know when or how So I sit and I dream my heart is still aflame the wind blows and sings loves sweet song Her heart shall ignite in this passion game she will be my sweet prize for right or wrong

How Life Treat You
she lyes there drowning in her tears... wanting to give in to deaft.. knowing nothing good can come out of her desison...it hurts so bad she cries as her heart tears in two.. she curls in a ball ((rocking back and forth trying to make the world explode in her mind... wishin she could just know why life has to be so hard...when your as young as she is... wishing she didnt get so strong of feelings for him ((that she thinks shes in love with)).. she really dont no wat it is or might feel like ... she hates how ppl lie and just throw it around so much.. cuz it makes

Sick And Tired
I just wanted to hop online and drop everyone a line to let you know I am still sick. So if you try to talk to me and I don't answer; I'm either not at my desk or I'm feeling to crappy to type. Either way I'm not ignoring anyone I just feel trashy. Just a little FYI for everyone; as you've probably read at least some of my profile I'm 31 and I've had a bad heart since I was born. When I turned 16 I had to have a pacemaker implanted. I didn't want it and I still don't but without it there is no me. So here I am and although the pacer has helped me greatly each year my health gets worse. The doctors have given me 14 months before my health completely takes a shit. You can ask anyone of my friends, Nick, Daniel, Sharon, Verna, Jamie, and momma Panther. They all are very near and dear friends in real life so they would be able to at least back me on this so you know I'm not full of shit...hehe..well not totally..lmao... Nick and Daniel are my roommates and they both have been to the d

The Love I Chase !!!!!!!!!!!
I KNEW OF YOU BEFORE YOUR BIRTH, I LOVED YOU BEFORE WE EVER MET, I PRAYED FOR YOU DAY AND NIGHT THE WAITING WAS SO ANXIOUS AND HARD, YOU ALREADY HAD A PLACE IN MY HEART. YEARS WENT BY, AND MANY TIMES I CRIED. FINALLY ONE DAY CAME A CALL WITH GOOD NEWS. AS I FOUND OUT YOU WERE TO BE MINE! TEARS OF JOY FELL ON MY CHEEK THE FIRST TIME I HELD YOU, PRECIOUS BABY, SO TINY AND SWEET. THE YEARS OF WAITING NOW BECOMING A MEMORY. YOUR EYES, YOUR SKIN, YOUR HAIR. OH THE WONDER OF YOUR FACE! I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS DAY WE HAVE FINALLY EMBRACED! THE PAIN I FELT SO DEEPLY HAS NOW GONE.

Im Sick Of It
PEOPLE ON HERE RUNNING THEIR DAMN MOUTHS YOU GOT A DAMN PROBLEM WITH ME THEN BRING TO ME DO NOT GO TO MY DAMN FRIENDS AND TELL THEM IM PLAYING THEM AND SHIT THIS IS GETTING OLD YOU ARENT A MAN OR A WOMAN IF YOU GOT TO PLAY GAMES SO IF YOU DONT LIKE ME THEN I DONT GIVE A SHIT YOU CAN KISS MY ASS BUT MAKE SURE YOU COME TO ME WITH YOUR PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF TALKING SHIT

Relationships
Relationships Current mood: worried The title says it all. Relationships mean a mass of things. Drama, Tears, Self Doubt, Anger, Sadness, Suspense, Etc. It has everything all contained in one word. So I am lost. I moved to Wyoming to better my life and I feel as though I am only making it ten times worse. I want to go home. back to California. I understand my place there. Here, I'm one face and there are two sides of a coin. Half the people here call me a fat ugly bitch. Those are the people who have never met me, seen me in real life, or even talked to me on the phone. The other half say I'm the hottest girl out here. Those people are the ones who know me or have taken the time out to take a new Cali girl under their wings. Honestly, I dealt with that in Cali but I am so far away from anyone who knows me that it hard to take it. I want friends. I'm dating this guy who is pretty chill but I find I am better with him when we hang out as friends. He doesn't make me fee

Music In Me
i must be "sonny" you must be "cher" cause "i got you babe" jus call me "marvin gaye" baby and "lets get it on" something strange is goin on cause i smell a "ratt" cause this shit jus keeps goin "round and round" someone call the "police" cause without you i have a "hole in my life" "tbc"

Nobody
A Tribute to Nobody "Take time to care, for you may be among angels unaware." A word to the wise - watch out for the nobodies. You know the ones - people who seem to blend into the crowd; the faceless, nameless souls you pass by everyday and almost never notice. The "Plain Janes" and the "John Does" who have somehow turned being invisible into an art form. For every person who draws attention to themselves, either intentionally or unintentionally, there are hundreds who go by undetected, yet they are the ones who hold far greater power and influence than any public figure whose every move is made known. Getting too deep for you? Consider this: For every act of terrorism, it's not the leader of the terrorist group who carries out their evil plans, but the silent followers. The nobodies who slip by unnoticed and set off bombs or fly planes into buildings, leaving mass destruction in their wake. For every campus massacre there was a nobody or a group of nobod

Alabaster Box
The Alabaster Box Regret. Oh, that we could have done things differently - if we could only turn back the hands of time... How different would life have been if we'd only known then all the things we know now. . . Maybe. Inside every person is something called an "Alabaster Box." It is the most sacred and secret place in the human heart where the precious and carefully guarded truths of your existence are stored. What you believe to be true about yourself and what you hold most dear is kept in there. Memories, emotions, heartache, love, the deepest and most profoundly felt of all your experiences have been distilled into the most potent of all elixers - the essence of you. There's a story of a woman named Mary who brought an Alabaster Box of perfume to Jesus and poured it on his feet. In her desperation and sorrow she washed his feet with her tears and dried them with her hair as she lovingly poured her most valuable possession on the feet of God. There were those

Why Me???
as i sit here and watch everything you do no trust i have in you, i know of these others i can't take any more of this it kills me damn i let it happen again, secret sites and emails to afraid to let me see or let them know your part of my life, it's okay it will all fall one day something will happen, it always does then your world will crumble to the ground baby boy cause on that one faithfull day i will be gone so go ahead keep your emails, secret sites, ok if you really don't love me then let me know don't keep me around just to hurt and lie to me you say things i don't believe it seems everyday some new lie some new tale something to hurt me so if love isn't supposed to hurt then why me? Robin Kay Ortega Copyright ©2007 Robin Ortega

Side B
I send the crew on ahead to scout out in the hum-v I stay behind and patrol on foot. The recorder haunts me teasing me to find out whats on the other side . I move on as i press play and listen on . "Those bastards i told them i told them i would make them pay.... They didnt listen ..... Fuck my skin is still burning my mind is lost ,but i know what i must do , I have killed four of the doctors so far i used my bare hands choking the life out of them. Then the hunger took over i couldnt stop . Once my teeth sunk into thereflesh i just continued to eat . I dont know whats going on but im finding my self enjoying it...... That bastard gaurd shot me but its funny i dont feel any pain ,and i dont seem to be bleeding that badly ................ I thought i killed that doc what the hell is he doing up .HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA looks like hes joining the party now ....... The ones that havent been completly been devoured seem to want to play as well it looks like im finally makijg frie

The Eleventh Hour
At the 11th hour on the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918, the Great War ends. Germany, bereft of manpower, supplies, and food, signs an armistice agreement with the Allies. The war left 9 million soldiers dead and 21 million wounded, with Germany, Russia, Austria-Hungary, France, and Great Britain each losing nearly a million or more lives. In addition, some 6 million civilians died from disease, starvation, or exposure. Today it is a solomn day, a day where we remember soldiers from around the world, who have given their lives in various conflicts around the world. The poppy symbolizes peace and rememberance, as it freely grew in the terrible fields of flanders, as remember by one of the greatest ever war poems In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the

My Beautiful Lady
My Beautiful Lady I don't know what to write I don't know what to say I wanna tell you that I love you But still can't find the way I wanna tell you� That you are the most beautiful girl I ever met And the only one I will never forget I wanna tell you That the beauty lives in your eyes For they are the nicest home, On the earth and in the skies I wanna tell you That I will give you my all My love, my care� My heart and soul Darling I can't imagine That you might be gone. I wonder� How my life would be If I lost the sun? So Please� Stay here by my side, I am so lost And you are my only guide. My beautiful lady, I just wanted to let you know� That "I love thee so

Tenjooberrymuds
TENJOOBERRYMUDS"... This is a hoot .... sad, because it is TRUE ..... but a hoot!!!! By the time you read through this YOU WILL UNDERSTAND "TENJOOBERRYMUDS"... In order to continue getting-by in America (our home land), we all need to learn the NEW English language! Practice by reading the following conversation until you are able to understand the term "TENJOO BERRYMUDS". With a little patience, you'll be able to fit right in. Now, here goes... The following is a telephone exchange between maybe you as a hotel guest and call room-service somewhere in the good old U S A today...... Room Service : "Morrin. Roon sirbees." Guest : "Sorry, I thought I dialed room-service." Room Service: " Rye. Roon sirbees...morrin! Joowish to oddor sunteen???" Guest: "Uh..... Yes, I'd like to order bacon and eggs." Room Service: "Ow July den?" Guest: ".....What??" Room Service: "Ow July den?!?... pryed, boyud, poochd?" Guest: "Oh, the eggs! How do I like them?

Yuck.
Okay its like 5 45 am, couldn't sleep at all... So of course I get on this damn site, and come to see tons of comments and friend requests. I swear I seen over 10 different guys use the same comments that they say to everyother female on here. I mean what's the point? If you cant be original why even leave one? And hearing wow sexy all the time doesnt do it for most women, unless they are self concious about what they look like..and in that case..most use other girls photos..so that kind of makes women annoying too i guess. I am so glad that i found a half decent guy that actually took the time to read my info and got to know me... So what I guess im saying is that, say what you honestly think..and don't try to fuck every girl out there..

Nov 10
November 10, 2007 Quote of the Day "If no one ever took risks, Michelangelo would have painted on the Sistine floor." – Neil Simon This is so true, I took the risk of giving my heart to a foreign person and now look where I am! I am in Deutschland with the person I gave my heart to!

Help Animals Who Cant Tell Ya Where It Hurts
I recently became members of the ASPCA. I am a animal lover and believe thoroughly in animal rights. I donate each month to help those who cant tell us where it hurts. Please watch this video and get involved and donate each month. Help me help animals who suffer from cruelty and neglect. If you want to get involved and help then please click below: Click to Donate

Eyes Of A Bullshitter
You tell me you love me/ But I see past your bullshit/ You tell me you want me/ But you just want to hit/ You need to just leave me alone/ I'm not gonna pick up my phone/ just leave me alone/ Ass whole I'm not liking your tone/ Don't tell me you love me/ Because I can see deep inside/ Girls come and go/ A new one always by your side/ No, I don't wanna ride/ Your games got no pride/ I hope your condom breaks/ So you leak deep inside/ Of those sluts/ Those bitches/ Those hits/ Those misses/ So you will learn from your mistakes/ Lifes not a piece of cake/ Boy I'm gonna fuck you up/ Not much more I can take/ So just go away/ Before you make me run away/ Just stay away/ And take the pain away/ Just go away/ Bring me another day/ Bitch who would want this pain anyways/ Can't tell you to look into my eyes/ Because you are too good at telling lies/

Jokes
An octopus goes into a bar and says "i can play ANY instrument you like" Englishman gives him a guitar which he plays better than Hendrix. Irishman gives him a piano which he plays better than Elton. Scotsman throws him a set of bagpipes. The octopus fumbles about for a couple of minutes and the Scotsman says "whats wrong- can ye not play it? The octopus says "play it?-Im gonna fuck her brains out once i get her pajamas off!!"

You Are My Sunshine
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine" (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Karen, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee . In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the nigh

The Virgins
This virgin girl is on the phone and asks her boyfriend to come over and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. * * * * * * * * * Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. He tells the pharmacist it's his first time and the pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. * * * * * * * * * At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. * * * * * * * * * The pharmacist tells the boy to be wise and make good choices, then the boy left and headed off for his girlfriends house. * * * *

11/10/2007
People aren't fully forthcoming today, so don't trust every last word you hear. They aren't necessarily lying, but context may be much more important than usual. Try to play it cool and keep moving. you guys don't be sneaky ;) lol

Advice
So what do you think? Here’s the situation: Girl meets boy. They date for 4 years and then marry. Stay married for 14 years. Before marriage both worked hard toward the same goals. During this marriage there have been ups and downs, like most marriages have. Girl works hard. Boy barely ever works. Girl worked full time job and a part time job while going to college to get better job and have a better future for their family. Boy still barely works and complains about not enough money. Girl gets better job. Boy decides it’s okay to stay out at night or leave for hours during the night while girl goes to bed early so she can get up in the morning to work and support her family. Girl thinks boy is having an affair (gone without reason, money missing in bank account, etc.). Girl tries to be better wife so boy will want to stay home and be with her. During this time (the last two years) girl has told boy she is lonely and unhappy. Girl was very honest and blunt about her feelings

Blogging Is Fun!!
lol...what can i say?? I'm a dork!! I just love getting my thughts out of my head sometimes. This is a good way to do just that, and maybe get some feedback on what I'm thinking, other than my own. So i'll prolly be leaving random thoughts here every now and then, hope ya'll read them and tell me what you think. Toast

Nobody Is Impressed
Too many people think they're good drivers because they drive like lunatics and usually get away with it. They take corners too fast, tailgate for no reason, accelerate all over the place, and do every other "daring" stunt that drivers can make. When I say, "Dude, slow the hell down." They condescendingly reply, "Haha, are you scared, man? Haha. Naw man, don't be scared, I'm a good driver." No. Shut up. You're not a "good driver." You have no idea what you're doing. A good driver doesn't make me grab the Oh Shit! bar every twenty seconds. Just chill the hell out. We're not in a rush. Slow down and realize that old ladies crossing roads have relatives that care about them. God dammit. There are two types of good drivers - people who understand that they are not exempt from traffic laws, and people that actually know what they're doing behind a wheel, which nobody does. They think they do, but they don't. It's gotten to the point where everyone who can floor the gas and stay between t

Just A Little
love me a little i won't ask for much a bit of your attentions a remnant of your touch love me a little come, be my savior not an Adonis more something to savor love me a little my desire ignites feed me a little remain in my sights love me a little lap salt from my skin i'll return the favor both sides will win love me a little let me taste of your beast give it to me freely you love me to tease love me a little, one who'll cherish your seed my tongue longs to taste you a ravaging need love me a little she'll never know to whom you kept running our little show love me a little i promise not to tell you know i please you our erotic hell....

Bullsh!t.
Can i just say up front how NOT racist I am. Probably the ONLY white homeowner on the street that isnt racist. I was told by several neighbors how happy they were that I wasn't "one of them[hispanic people]", which slightly disturbed/disgusted me. Ive tried to be nice over the 4 years, even when I get woken up at 7 am to them sitting out front, blairing what sounds like circus music from their vehicles so loudy that my bed is vibrating, and my bed is at the back of the house. I try to be nice about the fact that even tho they have their BACK YARD PAVED AND A DRIVEWAY to park, they still park in front of my house[1 out of like 2 houses on the street without a driveway]. So last night one of them, probably drunkinly pulled forward out of their driveway and smashed into the side of my car. From infront of my passanger wheel, to the middle/back of my door[it was dark, ive still gotta go look more today]. They slid it over a foot sideways into the curb AND managed to get the back o

Eternal Damnation In Hell.
So I was sitting around the other day, playing "Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas," when suddenly I received an email with an attachment called "hot coffee mod." So I did what I always do when I get programs from strangers in my email: I ran it. Then I went back to playing the game and didn't notice anything different, except for when I took my in-game girlfriend back home, she now asks "how about a little coffee?" Naturally I got excited, because I was expecting to see a scene with the protagonist, Carl, and his girlfriend, Denise, sipping a tall cup of joe and discussing the finer points of globalization and how cultural distinction will shape future generations. Instead, I was shocked to learn that Denise wasn't talking about a delicious beverage made from roasted beans, but what she was really talking about was SEXUAL INTERCOURSE. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I thought there was some mistake, this couldn't be the family-friendly carjacking game I thought I knew. Maybe

I Am So Ashamed Of Myself.....
I've had pet dogs for all my life. And after I moved on my own I kept that streak going. And in all my 25yrs of having dogs I have never once thought of putting cloths on any of them. I really just thought it was silly. Anyway I'm sad to now admit that I bought my George some cloths. I dunno it was so weird, we went to PetSmart and he was so fixated on the cloths there that I thought maybe someone hid a milkbone in there or something. Anyway I broke down, gave in, and got him a few shirts. Ugh I feel so ashame to admit that but yeah here's my little guy George.

To My Friends
To anybody who needs A friend! My Promise If you've got secrets you want to tell, We can talk all day long. If your dreams get broken somehow, I'll remind you that you belong. If you need some place to hide, You can hold my hand for a while. If your sky begins to fall, I'll stay with you 'til you smile. Whenever you need some space, There's my room - you can take it. If someone breaks your heart, Together we'll unbreak it. When you feel sad or empty inside, I'll show you you're not alone. If you get lost out there, I'll come and take you home. I'll go with you somewhere else, When you need to get away. And when nothing seems to be going right, And you need a friend...I'll stay

Kung-fu Idiot
Late 1989, Australia) A rather impressionable student of kung fu listened with rapt attention when his instructor dramatically informed the class, "Now that you have reached this level in your training, you can kill wild animals with your bare hands!" The martial arts trainee took the statement as gospel, and headed to the Melbourne zoo to test his mettle with the wildest animal of all: the lion. In the dead of night, he slipped into the zoo, leapt into the lion enclosure, and engaged a suitable king of the jungle in combat. He would probably have lost a one-on-one fight, but he never got to try. His naive fight plan didn't account for the enthusiasm of the lion's pride for a tender intruder; nor did it give sufficient weight to the possibility that his instructor didn't know what the hell he was talking about. Zoo employees found his remains -- two arms and hands -- the following morning, with shreds of red fur grasped tightly in his fingers.

Hottest Bar Check Out Rednecks Bar
CHECK OUT THE BEST REDNECK LOUNGE ON FUBAR...IT'S NEW AND GROWING COME CHECK IT OUT...JUST CLICK THE PIC AND IT TAKES YOU THERE.... (repost of original by '~Kesha88~1st Alert Hotties Capt~' on '2007-11-07 17:43:15') (repost of original by 'DJ_TWIZTED REDNECK ~~WICKED REDNECK BROTHER**~head enforcer@rednecks lounge' on '2007-11-07 17:46:34') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar Wifey * Owner Of Rednecks Bar *' on '2007-11-07 17:49:11') (repost of original by 'Brandi Jo *~*~enforcer@rednecks~*~*' on '2007-11-07 17:59:16') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar Wifey * Owner Of Rednecks Bar *' on '2007-11-07 18:29:03') (repost of original by 'DJ_TWIZTED REDNECK ~~WICKED REDNECK BROTHER**~head enforcer@rednecks lounge' on '2007-11-07 18:43:03') (repost of original by 'PRNZES~~HEAD_STRIPPER@REDNECKS~~' on '2007-11-08 00:13:42') (repost of original by 'DJSexyRebelBabe aka Nessa ~ DjCrazy Juggalo's Fubar W

Hmmm ...changed The Locks
Sighs so i dont know what to say the world spins wild and i find my self on the out side of my home i can handle this i have amazing ppl in my life who love me who will help me i am in rock hard place with school for i am unwilling ot be a show pony and jump thru hoops i am given no respect nor compassion nor love i should have know better i really should have my father is incapable of thinking of anyone but him self his needs his wants his guilt his diser his way well i dont want it i not a child anymore he missed that part stoned out of his fucking mind its un just in a wolrd where a man can put a miillion $$$ up his nose in coke but cant handle responitliy of helping one year unless u do what ever he says when he says it its like dose he not maybe think had he been a father form 1-18 i would have always done his way but fuck he should have helped then anyways i didnt ask to be born y should i be punished for it ????? he harassess the admi

Kisses And What They Mean
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

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Another For You
Jack had noticed Jen at the gym before. She was very attractive, and Jack liked what he saw, and he loved a woman with meat on her bones. She was in a tank top, with plenty of cleavage and shorts, she was presently on the arm press, and Jack made sure he was across from her on the treadmill. He had seen a ring on her finger, but that did not stop others from talking to her, and he knew she was a flirt. He had heard in the locker room that she preferred African American men, and he was one, so no reason not to talk to her. Jen liked to work out before her shift, so she was always there around 9 so she could be on her way about 10. There weren’t many people at the gym tonight, but there was this one guy, he had spoken a few times, but never tried to get her into conversation. Maybe that is why she noticed him, he was not a vulture. She had caught him checking her out from time to time, and she was flattered in a way not many made her feel. She knew she was sitting there with he

What Do You Guys Think Of This?
I would close that door, turn around and push you into the wall while kissing you greedily. Pressing my warm lips against yours I would sneak my tongue into your hot mouth and play around with yours. Gently I would lick the corners of your mouth and run my tongue along those soft lips of yours. With my left hand I would rub you through your pants, feeling you grow harder by the minute. My right hand unbuckling your belt as fast as possible. Finally the belt is unbuckled, and your gorgeous cock is released from its confinements. Letting go after one more kiss, you can feel my breath along your neck while I kiss and let my tongue lick and tease along it. My left hand is stroking your hard cock. I love the way it looks, the way it stands at attention and reacting to my every touch. I stroke it up and down, feeling the warmth exuding from it. In a steady grip I move my hand up and down the shaft, as a moan leaves your lips. I stop right under the head, then let my thumb gently move

Head Games
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF GUYS PLAYING HEAD GAMES! WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO GROW THE HELL UP AND REALIZE THAT US WOMEN ARE NOT PLAY TOYS. STOP PLAYING WITH OUR MINDS AND TUGGING ON OUR HEART STRINGS...WE HAVE FEELINGS TO. WHY CAN'T GUYS JUST BE HONEST AND TELL WOMEN ALL THEY WANT IS TO GET IN OUR PANTS AND THATS ALL....RIGHT LADIES!!! WE ALL KNOW WHAT THEY WANT...AND THEN IF YOU DON'T GIVE IT TO THEM THEY ARE MOVING ON TO THE NEXT ONE. THEY TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR JUST TO GET IN YOUR PANTS AND THEN IF THAT DON'T WORK...WELL IT'S SCREW YOU AND ON TO THE NEXT ONE THAT WILL. TIME FOR THE BOYS TO GROW UP!!!!!

Tell Me...
Tell me about how hard your cock is as you sit at the computer reading my words? How your cock jumps just by seeing my name on the screen. Hoping for my words, anticipating, but a little apprehensive because you know what I can do to you. The buttons I can press, how I can turn your fantasies into mine and serve them back to you darker and hotter and more erotic than you could ever imagine. How I can inflame you, tantalize you to the very edge, over and over, driving you slowly insane with lust. You know I can manipulate you with the promise of my lips, tongue and my fingers. I know how you burn for me, simmering at first, then raging and intense. How my words can make you explode in need, wake you up in a sweat, begging and crying for more. You know what I can do to your cock, how I can tease it and taunt it and then torment it. I know how badly you want to touch it, but that wouldn't be any fun for me...now would it baby? Is it thick and throbbing and straining in your pants?

11th Hour Of The 11th Day Of Th 11th Month
At the 11th hour on the 11th day of the 11th month of 1918, the Great War ends. Germany, bereft of manpower, supplies, and food, signs an armistice agreement with the Allies. The war left 9 million soldiers dead and 21 million wounded, with Germany, Russia, Austria-Hungary, France, and Great Britain each losing nearly a million or more lives. In addition, some 6 million civilians died from disease, starvation, or exposure. Today it is a solomn day, a day where we remember soldiers from around the world, who have given their lives in various conflicts around the world. The poppy symbolizes peace and rememberance, as it freely grew in the terrible fields of flanders, as remember by one of the greatest ever war poems In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the

Rotten Neighbors
In today's newspaper there is an article about an interesting web site I'd thought I would share. Its called rottenneighbor.com If you check out the site, it will show you neighbors that have had complaints filed against them and give you a place to do the same! Here is a sample entry that is a few blocks from my house.. My neighbor is absolutely insane, banging on people's doors threatening everything from calling child services to violence. It all started because she was locking her out of the house for days on end, the last time was in a hail storm. I offered the child (then 14) a warm dinner and a telephone. She was finally allowed in the house well after dark. The psychotic mother came trying to KICK MY DOOR IN, accusing me of raping (I'm female) and poisoning her daughter. Then she threatened to call Anyone have some interesting entries around their place?

Desperado
A few minutes ago this song came on and so I began to sing. Consider that I can't carry a tune in a bucket but I still love the song, And as I was singing one verse stuck in my head and brought tears streaming from my eyes. "Don't you draw the queen of diamonds boy She'll beat you if she's able. You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet. Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table. But you only want the ones That you can't get." Amazing isn't it. This song is so old but it seems that to this day it still relates to me and everyone else in this sad sad world.

Y Is It.................
y is it that guys dont realize when they hurt ppl y is it that a chick and say .. you hurt me... and they still dont get it.. y is it that a chick is good for what seem only as long as they want.. and no longer... i guess for me ill never know cause no guy i know will ever explain it all to me... cause they dont TALK they just let us wonder y is it.......

My Struggle To Have A Baby
Hello. My name is Lori and I am living with PCOS. For those of you who don’t know what PCOS is, I have explained it in my 1st blog. I decided to write this blog to see if there are any others on here going thru what I am. Unless you are in my exact shoes you can not fully understand the situation. You can not understand all the full blown heart breaks. I say this because if you have children, there is no way you can fully understand the pain of trying to have children for so many years to just keep coming up with failed attempts. Here is my story. I have been married to the same man for 19 years. We have wanted a baby from day one of our marriage. Needless to say, we are still without child. Most people tell us to adopt. That is a great option, but that still isn’t the same as having a child of your own. Feeling that child grow inside of you and having that child be a part of you and your spouse is something you can not get from adoption. Over the years I have tried 1 or 2 cycles of

I Wanna Learn Combat Sambo.
This new martial art system was officially recognized as a legitimate sport in the USSR in 1938. At first it was named “Free style wrestling.” Later it was called “Free wrestling,” and in 1946 was renamed “SAMBO.” This is an acronym for “Samooborona Bez Oruzhia" which means “Self Defense Without Weapons.”This system is a compilation of techniques from many martial art styles, including techniques from Asia, the Middle East, and Europe. During World War II, the system was widely used by the Soviet Army.SAMBO experts also acquired many techniques and tactics from criminal street fighters, and a number of these techniques were included in Combat SAMBO.Today SAMBO consists of three components: Sport SAMBO (Olympic sport), Self-defense SAMBO, and Combat SAMBO. Sport SAMBO is similar to Judo, but with some differences in rules, protocol, and uniform. Self-defense SAMBO is similar to Aikijujutsu because it is intended to be entirely defensive against attacks by armed and unarmed criminals. I

My Grandfather ....a Hero
at the local childrens museum they have an exhibit that opened today "the power of children: making a difference" it honored anne frank, ruby bridges and ryan white. my grandfather was suposed to be there with ruby bridges to open the exhibit, he is the only us marshal living that walked ruby bridges in to that school. he isnt well so he didnt go.....i wanted to be there too but didnt have enough $ to take my girls and i. im so proud of him...that he was apart of history like that. the norman rockwell painting that is so famous of ruby in her white dress walking with the marshals and all you see are their torsos and feet....one is my grandfather....ruby gave my grandfather the portrait at his home....and had dinner there with my grandparents! she gave my grandmother the doll from the picture...its so awsome! the book ruby wrote "through my eyes, has photos of my grandfather.....he was present with 2 other marshals at her book signing...she gave my mother a signed copy for m

Abusive Men
I have someone very special to me going thru an abusive marraige, and im NOT liking it! Come on guys, trying to prove you're tough? A real man will not ever lay a hand on a woman in anger. It seems several of my friends are going thru it too, and im not happy about it at all. I think its a really sad thing to do, and for the women going thru it, just get out of the relationship or marraige, the guy isnt worth it. Find a REAL man who knows how to treat someone!

All I Can Do Is Cry..........
its one of those days where I am an emotional wreck and don't feel like talking. please don't get upset if I don't write you back, or if im not talking, its just one of those days where all i can do..... ...... is cry I just want that one person here with me that can hold me and make me smile through the tears without even trying

Tequila And Violins
are better than sleeping pills. Got some free tickets and dragged the girl to the philharmonic, accidentally an hour early last night. So we drank kiosk margaritas until it started and I along with quite a few elderly men nearby was nodding off as the second half had barely started. Had a really great time anyways and laughed the whole way home. I love her. Even if she looked nonplussed at my pilfering the old folks cough drops.

You Know You Like It (part1)
You know you want my tongue between those lips of yours running it up and down your pussy You know you like it, specialy when your juice runs down my chin and I lick it up with my long tongue licking round that tiny assshole of yours all the way deep in your hott box I slip my tongue curling my tongue inside you deeper, faster pressing it against your clitoris circling your clit slowly sucking on your inner lips sucking your lips like you suck my cock do you like MyPrecious licking your thighs next to your pussy Trailing my tounge all around your lips and the best part is MyPrecious? do you know? I CAN DELIVER WHAT MY MIND THINKS sit back watch as I stroke my cock are you watching Precious I know how you like to watch Daddy touch your lips, for Daddy suck on your fingers like Daddy likes his cock sucked do you like what your mind invisions MyPrecious I can make it hotter do you feel any wetness in your pussy i want you to feel my dick inside your mouth feel m

I Need A Girl!!
Why wont anyone addme or talk to me even the ones that r on my friends list does it matter what i look like I was a great ball player when i was in school i still keep up with working out n playing sports i still got a nice cock so what seems to be the problem no matter what site it is I cant seem to get anyone to add me or talk to me I seen girls with such ugly friggin losers who dont work out or nything so tell me what is it what do i have to do with my personality and everything I should easily have lotsa girlfriends. Yet online i dont I even had this one bitch block me before for no reason what a bitch her loss

Long Ass Trip
mental note to myself.... dont ever drive to and from Pa again alone cuz it sucks.... ended up drivin up there all nite which wasnt too bad...left here about 9 pm and i pulled in about 8...not a bad trip... however some dumbass thought i should leave on a friday afternoon where i ended up sittin in traffic for like 3 hours in damn Va..........i left pa about 11 am and i got back to Ga about 130 am....sucked so bad i wanted to die sittin there....so never again.... however it was kewl hangin out with my kids and seein how happy my son was buyin himself a 2008 VW Rabbit.....

My Cheryl's
The one person who can put up with me. I work insanely long hours, I have 3 daughters, the oldest not that much younger than her. I don't know how she does it half the time, but thank the maker that she does. It's not as if I couldn't survive without her, but would I want to................ I love you Cheryl

A Walk In The Park
Went to the playground for the first time(for me, second for him) today, and had a great time. He had tons of fun, and totally dug walking around and exploring it all. He likes the slides, though after the first, not as much, cause he shot right off the end, and bonked his head on the ground at the end. He liked the swing, but really liked the tire swing, and watching him stagger around after getting off was hysterical. Lots of smiles laughter, and enjoyment was had by all four of us. We also got some pretty nice photos, and I still have a roll of film to be developed with more photos from today.

Hunger Of The Wolf
Hunger Of The Wolf~ Would you offer your throat to the wolf? Do you secretly burn to bear it's mark? Has your heart ached to feed it's soul? Do you hunger to surrender your flesh? Do you know how hungry I am for you? Would you offer your body to the beast? Do you ache inside with a need to tame it? Have you ever dreamed of being mine? Can you conquer your fears and claim it? Would you offer your throat to the wolf? A good friend wrote this and I love it

Interesting Happenings
I had to put this in a separate entry. I got told today that I'm trailer trash. LMFAO! I am far from trailer trash and it's actually funny to hear especially coming from the person that said it to me. He also accused me of playing games and needing professional help. His exact words were, "You're a real fruitcake." I actually was stunned when I read that message he sent me. I never thought having to cancel plans with someone because you aren't feeling well meant I'm playing games. And to top it all off, he's posting things about me online.....

Happy
There is always something to be happy about. Truly happy. And if you have the audacity to find it and the courage to make it your focus, in spite of the countless temptations to dwell upon problems that don't really exist, you will have learned well, your life will be transformed, and all things will be added unto you.

Ironies Of Life
The greatest ironies of life: having the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right, and finding out that you love someone after that person walks out of your sight ....

I Don't Know Why
I Just Don't Know Why I stand here alone surrounded in darkness, confused and disoriented unsure of which way to turn.I don't know why.Left deserted, hollow, and brokenunsure of why my eyes have filled with tears.I don't know why.I do know it means something.I just don't know what.I see a little book here at my feet.It is familiar but foreign just the same.I just don't know why.These words I have heard before.I read the pages and I see me.I just don't know why.As I read, a movie appears before my eyes,I have the leading role.I just don't know why.I cannot help but to be mesmerized unable to turn away.I just don't know why.These are my words.I can hear myself saying themand it's I that I see struggling for air.I just don't know why.One simply little breath I see myself prayfor there in the grip of the beast I lay.I just don't know why.That's him the beast.He's what has consumed my sleepless nightsand tormented my days.I just don't know why.He is real, he does exist,and there I am.Tha

I Feel Soo Depressed
Alright I'm real depressed now. I've a had a crush a huge crush ok more than a crush on this guy i've met two summers ago, we clicked instantly, at the time he wasn't looking for a relationship, just friends, but I rushed it and we ended our friendship and every so often he would msg me etc... chat on the phone again, then stop talking. Before we ended our friendship, I found out that he liked me alot. But I had to fuck this things up. We always seemed to find a way back to each other somehow. Anyways, just today I added him to facebook and I seen his status to in a relationship, it broke my heart, because all this time I was hoping that me and him would end up finding each other again. He to ld me he'd give us another chance, that went no where because he stopped talking to me. He was soo perfect. GRRR!!!! I'm going to go cry now. He was everything that I was looking for, we had soo much in common, we had the same personalities, and he was soo damn gorgeous. I am je

Silence
I sit in silence, and wonder what I did wrong, As you live your life, and things go on, But I loved you truly- Just like you asked, And nothing was asked in return. An ocassionaly acknowledgement is all that I need, And all that I ever sought. My heart calls your name, true, But never did I allow my mouth To tell you. My words they are from my heart, And I never forced them onto you, But alas, now I don't hear your voice, And it make me wonder-- How can love be bad, how can true feelings Drive someone away. The darkness that once surrounded me Was driven away by your light, But now I see that light waining, As the darkness pulls me back in, And I have nowhere else to go, I have no one else to love, I was yours solely, I am yours still, Yet you don't know, And you can't accept my love. My heart calls your name, My lips to touch the warmth of yours, To feel the soft touch, To hear those words That only fire up my soul, And now, I am watching you from afar,

Why Do People Think Its Ok???
why do people honestly think that someone who actually has a heart ...or like anyone else who actually has feelings .can just sit there and let someone else mess with them??????huh....tell me???????please i need to know!!!!!!!! P.S. DON'T MESS THE ONES .....WHO ACTUALLY CARE!!!!!!!!! please tell me?? tracy

My Fallen Angel
my angel has fallen away from me. my devils have finally got the best of me and now the love that was once in my heart is gone. she left me for good and i already miss her. so many thoughts race through my mind, will she ever be happy again, will i ever be happy? i cry for her and she she isnt there to comfort me anymore. no more cuddling, no more fun with my best friend, no one to call my own and say "I Love You", i wish i could remove my heart from my chest to stop the hurting. the only person that i loved in my life is no longer with me, my love is gone, my angel has fallen.... i love you sammy... i will never be the same without you.

Let'sdo For Our Own!
I remember when my uncle moved to Texas, we had to ship him Coco Wheats. I always felt sorry for those people. Well now I find out in the year 2007, we have GPS on golf carts, we have cell phones, heck we even have karaoke right on our cable boxes. And yet some parts of the world still cannot buy Coco Wheats! We can talk about it for another 77 years, or we can get it distributed to those who are currently without. Maybe it's time for a Coco Wheats ribbon campaign? I don't know, I am just one person. But maybe we can do something!

Grrrrrr Really Aggrivating...too Much For One Person..!!!!!!!
I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT IN MY LIFE......I CAN'T DEAL WITH OTHERS.....AND ISSUES THAT I CANNOT CONTROL...........OTHER THAN LISTEN, BE YOUR FRIEND, AND CARE, AND UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH..........BUT I REFUSE TO BE PUT IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING I HAVE NO CONTROL OVER ...OR ....DONT HAVE A POWER TOO........SO I LEAVE THIS..........I LOVE ALL WHO IS MY FRIEND AND WHO HAS BEEN MY "FRIEND" ......BUT I WILL NEVER BE A FAKE FRIEND WETHER YOU SEE THAT IN YOUR EYES OR NOT ......YOU WILL BE THE ONE WHO LOSES IN THE END ........AND FOR THOSE WHO REALLY AND TRUELY "KNOW" IM YOUR FRIEND .......I WILL BE THERE TILL THE END.......JUST NEED SOME TIME OK!!!!!!!!

Sorry
I wish to apologize for the obviously outdated sentence in my previous blog, concerning Coco Wheats. "Kids love the warm cocoa taste and moms love the fortified nutrition." Certainly, dads would appreciate the nutritious goodness. And of course, it should not be limited to the traditional family unit. I'm sure parental figures, be they grandparents, uncles, aunts, dad's "significant other" "life-partner"....whatever, will all be happy.

Fake Pic Rofl
So, this morning am watching the pic ticker and saw this HOT guy, shirt off, towel drapped across his arms, what do I do I click on it. LOL I was about to rate it an 11, because come on, don't tell me others don't rate profiles with HOT pics as high as possible, but when I saw the thumbnails next to the pic, it was actually the profile of a much older gentleman with nowhere near the physique of his default pic. Now nice as I am I gave him a 10 anyway, but I thought that was low. Why do people go to extremes to put a fake pic up to get others to click on their profile. Eh, guess I am just one of those silly ones that don't want people to mistake who they are talking to.

Sick Of It All
I just want to make one thing clear before I start this blog, This in no way has anything to do with Fire and Ice Crew members. With that said, heres the deal. I noticed something last night while I was in a rating mood, that most of my friends list is a bunch of bitchers and complainers. Because A. they can't level. or B. they are in a contest and no one is helping them bomb a picture, but when you go help, they only complain that they didn't win the contest. Now as far as me rating stuff from now on goes, I WILL NOT BE RATING ANYONE NEW. I'm tired of rating all of someones stash/pics only to get a cheap ass fubar gift as a thank you. Another thing im tired of, Bouncer ID checks. Lets face it folks, these are just plain ridculous. My fiancee ripped 7 pictures last night from a friend of hers only to get, wait for it......7 count em 7 bouncer ID checks. The fact of the matter is what good are the Bouncer ID checks, we still get PornBots, and spammers, and scripters.

197,000+ Lives
197,000+ lives Bow your head and remember, for the efforts, endurance, courage and determination do you live your life today as you do, whilst others were cut in there prime. By the hand of the few do the masses enjoy, but for those hands do you even exist today. Give the miserly two minutes of thought for those who fought and forever remember……. forever remember. King5lay3r 2007

A Copy Of My Bulletin On The Asshole
http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1049839&friend=1049839 gqguy4u@fubar This piece of work sent me a message saying: gqguy4u: damn id like to fuck the shit out of u And when I Shouted back at him and told him off...he downrated me before I could block him. Then he showed up again in my shout box with another name: http://fubar.com/fastgt2003 F*ck Models !!! Love strippers I go... ------------------------------------------ I would certainly take some pleasure in knowing my friends stopped by to show HIM some of the same love he showed to Your SuperGirl. ----------------- PS. Check out my other blog to see what exactly I told him in the SHOUT BOX.

Help Me Level!
I NEED 59,000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP! I SPEND HOURS HELPING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BY RATING THEIR PICTURES, STASHES, MUMMS, SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND COME RATE MY STUFF WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE THE BOATMAN BoatMan ** K.O.P.E. ** Hell Hound**@ fubar

Aww Please Help Him.....he Is So Pitiful
WELL WELL WELL, HERE IS YOUR FAMOUS BOATMAN BEGGING OFFICIALLY FOR POINTS....... IF YOU COULD ALL BE SO KIND AS TO GO RATE HIS PHOTOS, STASH, OR WHATEVER TO HELP HIM LEVEL SO HE WILL STOP HIS WHINING (HOPEFULLY)....... LORD FORBID IF I LEVEL FASTER THAN HE DOES..... POOR THING..... I LOVE YOU HUN, HOPEFULLY THIS WILL HELP YOU... LOVE YA, JENNA AND THANKS TO ALL MY FRIENDS WHO HELP THIS POINT WHORE.....GIGGLES I NEED 59,000 POINTS TO LEVEL UP! I SPEND HOURS HELPING ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY BY RATING THEIR PICTURES, STASHES, MUMMS, SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND COME RATE MY STUFF WHEN YOU GET A CHANCE. THANK YOU IN ADVANCE THE BOATMAN BoatMan ** K.O.P.E. ** Hell Hound**@ fubar

Ratings And Comments
a message if u will to all the women on fubar u ask of people to rate your profile and add u as a fan and rate your pgoto's yet most of u do not return the favour to anyone and u ask of people to have a profilepic of themselves and u keep failing to have one yourself at least most of you I mean Is it fair of you all to do so please return the love shown to you friendly greetings Master Pinhead

Another Was Called Home Yo Heaven ; Just Before Thanks Giving Againg.
last yr my uncle went to heaven, this yr on my son,s girl friends birthday yesterday, her dad was called home to God . hugs all show love and try to not have any regretts in life. hugs diana.

The Dance Ii
I gazed across the room I saw you sitting there your eyes wandered around as if I didnt exist you think my dreams dont mean nothing but I know what I think isnt a dream you stole my heart you broke my mind I hope your life is a spiral that never gos up I lust, I love, I lost, I fell, I wont ever come back where did u come from where are u going I hope things change but destiny has set its mind my days are far gone my love is lost I lost the spot where you should have been I hope your life is a downward spiral I hope you dont return I hope I never gaze upon your sight again and pretend I didnt exist the dance we shared haunts my soul i dance alone forever, alone

I'll Never Drink Again
I'll never drink again (by Raso) When our eyes met she got all wet and you can bet I had a boner. I was upside down when she went down and I made crazy sounds cause I'm moaner. We fucked all night and she was so tight It took all my might to get inside her. "I want you" she said as she jumped off the bed and started giving me head which I always prefer. When we were done she was covered in cum I said it was fun and that I"d call her. And what did I see when she went to go pee That she was a he and his name was actually Robert". needless to say I spent the rest of the night curled up in the fetal position at the corner of the bed........

2 Real For The World
yo dis for dem people who seh dey real and dey can hang but in reality when it cums down to it dey can't stomach de shit i say bcuz dey still like dere words sugar coated wit sweetness im not dat type of person my reality is different from deres but dats ok bcuz nor am i fake or mean im jus bein me i guess im 2 real and renk for sum of de people in dis world i can't change de way god made me i speak de truth when dem people finally relize wut goes on in de earth it will be too late for dem bcuz i already eard dere pain when i first eard dere voice so people if you really like me take a Deep look into my eyes first b4 you look at my face.

Need Help Photo Contest
MY GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY DARK KNIGHT NEEDS YOUR HELP I JUST ENTERED A PHOTO CONTEST HELD BY MY GOOD FRIEND §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ON NOV 7 IT'S MY FIRST CONTEST AND I'M FAR BEHIND OUCH..... I JUST NEED A FEW COMMENTS ON MY PHOTO THE LINK IS BELOW. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO BOMB AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF MY PHOTO AND I SHALL RETUNE THE LOVE RIGHT BACK WHEN YOU NEED ME THAT'S MY WORD CAUSE DARK KNIGHT HAS YOUR BACK....THANK YOU GUYS ! Hey Guys Here's The Link [ fubar.com photo: 12965427 ]

Misery Hates Company.
Not sure that I can take this anymore cant tell you who im really lying to you decide, is it me or you? I hate this empty feeling inside But I will never let you in. Sometimes you catch a fleeting glimpse of the love that I can give But before you take another look I lock the door and hide the key Its an enigma, all my life all I want is for someone to set me free Prince Charming does not exist at least not for me Ive abandoned all hope youre out there, looking for me as well My SOULMATE?? you must be joking take your LINES and go to hell Am I worthy in your eyes anyway? What do you see when you look at me? If I think for a second that I could need you Ill sabobtage it and run i know I will never let you in Because it would kill me to see you go You tell me what I want to hear You lied and got your prize Please just go now leave me be you wont ever get in I dont think youll like what you see You find my eyes amazing but they see you with doubt and fear Get

Mom And Dad
Well Saturday, November 10th we had Mom and Dads 50th Wedding Anniversary party down at my Elks Lodge. Was a ton-o-fun. Mom took a ride with a member on his Harley. Got pics to prove it. when Dad first met Mom all he had was a motorcycle. They rode every where till the first born, then Dad had to buy a car. So my Mom is a real Biker Mom from the 50's. We had a great time at the lodge. We watched a memories DVD dad and my sister made up. We got Mom and 3-tiered Cake. Decorated the Hall with as much 50th Gold Decorations as we could. Everyone showed up and Celebrated. So All the pics will be posted soon and then when I get back from camping I will have more pics to post. Until then Ciao

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Ive Just Been Talkin To The Big Guy (made By "crazy Dave")
Ive just been talking to the big guy (santa) and im afraid the news isn't good. He is canceling Christmas this year for everybody on Fubar. Although theres 1,322,706 fubar members he can handle that, its just these damn bouncer checks after very one. So as long as we have these Bouncer checks, there will be no prezzies for Christmas :(

Pineland Escavation
Greetings All, The following is some info and pics dealing with a "Salvage Job" that I took part of a few weeks ago at the Pineland Mound Complex on Pineland Island, Florida. Included are parts of the preliminary report. A few other pics are in my Default Pics folder. A View of the House and the Drainage very early on. The piles of shell you see are full of artifacts that are now basically rendered useless to archaeology. Background Excavation by heavy equipment on the XXXXXXX property on September 27, 2007 removed sediment from a roughly rectangular area approximately 12.5 x 7.5 meters and 2 meters deep, excepting the northeast corner, which is about 3.3 x 2.6 m. This removed a large volume of previously undisturbed sediments of the feature of the Pineland Site Complex (8LL1902) known as Brown’s Complex Mound 4. Lee County imposed a stop-work order on this project due to concerns about unmarked human burials, pursuant to state statute (chapter 872 FS) as referenced in c

Time For Another Update
Well yesterday was my first day at work and i figured out just how long its been since i was in a busy shop cause damm im sore lol the place is pretty nice a little outdated but its a good shop the other techs where really cool which is rare normaly they kinda shy away from new people i learned how to a few things ive been wanting to do for along time.My hours are not too bad enought that ill have a few bucks in my pocket but not so many that i will have a hard time with school or no time with heather so it all works out perfect.

Things That Matter To Me
I added 3 new pic albums Please rate and comment them These are things i take to heart they are cancer sucks (i do not have it but know ppl that do) violence something i have been through and was strong enough to leave and racism something i wish was never there so show the love on these things Thank you

In Flanders Fields
In Flanders Fields By: Lieutenant Colonel John McCrae, MD (1872-1918) Canadian Army IN FLANDERS FIELDS the poppies blow Between the crosses row on row, That mark our place; and in the sky The larks, still bravely singing, fly Scarce heard amid the guns below. We are the Dead. Short days ago We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow, Loved and were loved, and now we lie In Flanders fields. Take up our quarrel with the foe: To you from failing hands we throw The torch; be yours to hold it high. If ye break faith with us who die We shall not sleep, though poppies grow In Flanders fields. In memory of the 11th hour of the eleventh day of the eleventh month. In remembrance of all our allies.

Veterans Day
Lets all remember to thank our veterans today. We need to remember them and what they have done for our country just as we do for our current military members. So take the time to thank them and also thank our military that are serving now. They all deserve it because they are the reason we have the freedoms that we enjoy every day. I want to say THANK YOU to each and every Veteran and THANK YOU to our current Military members.

A Recovering American Soldier
When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to the address below. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful, special people who have sacrificed so much would get. When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington,D..C. 20307-5001 God Bless America!

The United States One Dollar Bill
Take out a one dollar bill, and look at it. The one dollar bill first came off the presses in 1957 in its present design. This so-called paper money is in fact a cotton and linen blend, with red and blue minute silk fibers running through it. It is actually material. We've all washed it without it falling apart. A special blend of ink is used, the contents we will never know. It is overprinted with symbols and then it is starched to make it water resistant and pressed to give it that nice crisp look. If you look on the front of the bill, you will see the United States Treasury Seal. On the top you will see the scales for a balanced budget. In the center you have a carpenter's square, a tool used for an even cut. Underneath is the Key to the United States Treasury. That's all pretty easy to figure out, but what is on the back of that dollar bill is something we should all know. If you turn the bill over, you will see two circles. Both circles, together, comprise the

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer!!!
I NOW HAVE TO: Scrub the top of every can I open. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forward an email to seven of my friends and make a wish within five minutes. I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer can buy gasoline without taking someone along to watch the

Wow
Amazing!!! Iam gettin sooo old now lol....today at 5:02am 14years ago I gave birth to a beautiful 6lb11oz babygirl...her daddy and I named her Shelbie Rae and she wanted in this world soooo bad!!! I happen to tell my dr that morning at 5am that I had to push so she says go ahead and start pushing!! So doin as the dr said said I started to push...At 5:01am Shelbie's head popped and at 5:02 she was completely born!!! I hear Jody (my Dr) say standing at the edge of me"the hell with the gloves i have a baby to deliver"....still a long standing joke!! well that bouncing babygirl is now 14 and is a freshman in high school wow where does time go?

9 Words Women Use
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine (refer to #1 above) 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a nonverbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and w

Questions?
Okay, I get asked alot of questions from alot of people on here so I decided to make a blog just for people's questions. If you have a questions for me or about me, please ask it here. I will be answering questions in blog comments, so check back if you want your answer. Serious questions, funny questions, random questions, whatever. NOTE: Guys, please dont be perverted.

In Ink
I write in ink. I write in bold. Never in synch. I break the mold. I do not erase. My mistakes are clear. My demons are faced. It’s how I got here. I won’t be refrained by your vision of me, Or have my potential contained by uncertainty. There’s no time to cry, no room to unravel. For it is only I, who creates the road that I travel. With nothing hidden, without the shame, I can see the unwritten, break away from the pain. The ugly, the bad, let it be told. There’s no remorse to be had when the right path unfolds. So I write in ink. I write in bold. Never in synch. I break the mold. I do not erase. My mistakes are clear. My demons are faced. It’s how I got here.

The Story Of Two Teardrops
Two little teardrops were floating down the river of life. One drop said to the other, "I am the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him." Who are you? "Well, I am the teardrop of the girl who won him." Love is very strange. Love is unconditional commitment to an imperfect individual. You need it but when you love, it's like destining yourself for pain. You become addicted and dependent on the person. You become strong and at the same time, you open yourself up to being hurt. Love can make you bear any kind of pain and any kind of sacrifice. It can also make you feel stupid and act stupidly. Sometimes when you love and end up giving so much of yourself, subconciously you only discover how much you've given when the person you love hurts you or has to say goodbye. Then you realize, an important part of yourself is already with that person. It goes away when he leaves and you are left with a sickening, empty feeling inside. Tears are bound to shed from your eyes no ma

Holidays
As a kid I used to look forward to the holidays and i do mean i was the first one to have the holiday spirit. on thanksgiving we had a feast of turkey,pies of all flavors like lemon,apple,cherry,mince .... but this year i dont think i want to deal with the holidays at all. my dad made all the holidays special but this year it just wont be the same. i lost my dad three months ago and the anniversary just happens to fall on thanksgiving this time.

Down And Dirt Crew!!!!!!
TO THE ONE LITTLE CHILD THAT THEY CALLED ICE I THINK HIS NAME IS BIG DADDY OR SOME SHIT ! IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY QUIT BEING A LITTLE BITCH BOY LIKE YOU AND SO MANY OF YOU ARE AND COME TO ME WITH IT ! HERE ARE THE FACTS YOU COULD NOT HANDLE BEING JUST A PART OF A CREW WHINING TO ME ALL THE TIME ABOUT THIS AND THAT ABOUT DSC AND LOOSING UR LOUNGE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN SO U CREATED UR OWN FAMILY! I HAVE NEVER SAID ANYTHING TO ANYONE! THEN YOU GO TO MY FRIENDS AND BEG THEM FOR THEIR NSF AND DEMAND THAT IF THEY ARE IN YOUR'E CREW THAT THEY SHOW THEM TO YOU WELL GUESS WHAT LOOSER ANOTHER FACT! I GOT TIRED OF WHINEY LITTLE PUNKS LIKE U SO I DID DELETE MY LOUNGE IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE OF A PAIN IN THE ASS TO DEAL WITH ALL THE CHILDREN MAKING FAKE ACCTS AND COMING IN THE LOUNGE AND MESSING WITH PEOPLE SO I JUST DELETED IT WHO CARES! IT SEEMS THAT LOOSERS LIKE YOU THAT DO NOT HAVE A LIFE CAN SIT UR ASS IN FRONT OF A COMPUTER ALL DAY WELL GUESS WHAT BITCH BOY I DONT HAVE TIME TO PLAY T

What Is A Vet?
PLEASE PLAY AND READ WHAT IS A VET? Some veterans bear visible signs of their service: a missing limb, a Jagged scar, a certain look in the eye. Others may carry the evidence inside them: a pin holding a bone together, a piece of shrapnel in the leg - or perhaps another sort of inner steel: The soul's ally forged in the refinery of adversity. Except in parades, however, the men and women who have kept America safe Wear no badge or emblem. You can't tell a vet just by looking. What is a vet? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She or he is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two

Hellcat My Friend
HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar this lady right here has watched over me , helped me and has acted like a real friend from the start. this is what fubar needs , is people like hellcat. i would like you all to go show this lady some love. she is in my family for a good reason. this is the lady i look out for. she is sweet careing, gentle and loves every one on fubar. i have never heard a bad thing about her. she is loved by so many people on fubar :) HELLCAT O'NINE TALES@ fubar

My Crystal Blue Eyes
My Blue Crystal Eyes I am sad and lonely with out my baby. I miss her blue crystal eyes. Looking at me, Believing in me trusting in me. When i am there she is there. My life is lonely without her. Her blue crystal eyes. I am not the same, Dont feel the same, Seeing the world in a sad way without my blue crystal eyes I Love you with all my heart and i will never ever stop. I love you and miss you so much my blue crystal eyes...

So Facken Tired
i am so facken tired of ppl walking on me that its not funny... i have ppl here and irl that walk on me for this and that... i get asked to do this or that and then when i need help poof noone is around at all... so f**k it... im done... i guess if ya need something done .. do it yourself... that way ya can figure out how ppl who have been doing it for you have had to do it for you and for everyone else that wont do their own shit!... so have fun ppl.. im not a f**ken door mat anymore for anyone

Bunny
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Whats That ? You Dont Get It ?
Whats the world coming to ehhh? You would think people would just shut the fuck up once in a while! Just stop talking and maybe it would save their asses... but they are more concerned about going out and fucking in backseats of cars with random stranger.. and hurting their supposed best friends. Well to be honest i am grown woman.. and it seems like all the people who "pretend" to be my friends are all younger then me.. all under 21 to be exact. and they just dont get how much ive been walked on and when i say HEY BITCH DONT FUCKING LIE... then hey dont lie.. it wont get your know where.. you know? What is the point of sitting there and being so dishonest to someone who was helping you? I am not just talking about one person... im talking about many... No I am not perfect and yes i have my faults. but i am far cry from what these people did to me. All i could do was let them go.. get them out of my life. and it wasnt easy.. it cut me deeply...and if i didnt do it now my kids will g

Rate Game
whats the point of the rate game if i have to rate everyone a 10.sorry but your all not 10 to me i rate on what the pic looks like and if your the type of chick ide bang sorry but its true.so if got a pic of an eagle infront of a fucking flag or some lame jesus pic,angels,your old,have bad teeth.(most likely a 3)your getting what i give u take it and STFU!!!! we are all not tens in this world.stop getting mad at me because your parents were brother and sister.

I Am
Blue Moon I Am by BlueWolf © I am your night, you are my moon Only for you my heart plays a tune. I am your rose, you are my garden It's for you my rose keeps growing. I'm your blue sky, you're my bird Flying high with beauty as you soar. I am your wings, you are my angel My gift from god, my heart's savior. I am all your dreams you dream of Inside of your heart, I am your love..... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Realizing Love
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love, my heartbrakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And i imagine the

What Was I Thinking
Love grows in me like a tumor,parasites bent on devouring its host.I'm developing my sense of humor,till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth,till I can laugh at my face beneath your feet.Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the lucky one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love plows through me like a dozer,I've got more give than a bale of hay,and there's always a big mess left over.What did you do?What did you say?Skillet on the stove is such a temptation,maybe I'll be the special one that doesnt get burned.What the fuck was I thinking?Love tears me up like a demon.Opens the wounds and fills them with lead,and I'm having some trouble just breathing.If we werent such good friends I think that I'd hate you.If we weren't such good friends I'd wish you were deadOh it's so embarrasingI'm this awkward and uncomprable thing,and I'm running out of places to hide

Goofy
Jesse’s Confessions... * I know the girls from 7-11 stay up all night, but I don't particularly like to do it myself. * I don't like my coffee black, just my metal. Coffee needs Irish Creamer. * Writing a paper about Dr. Karen Horney, sounds like fun, but she does not live up to her name. * I tend to quote movies at the most inopportune times. Even in homework. * I like sleep, but, it seems to elude me more and more each night. * I bitch about my job all the time. I do like it, however, I don't like some of my co-workers. * I rant from time to time about everything and nothing at all. * Hot Pockets saved my life...take that for what it is... * Habitually, I chew on ink pens, so, don't let me barrow one...it will look like a puppy got a hold of it. * If Cartoon Network does not bring back any of the Dragon Ball/Z/GT series, I may go crazy. * I thought the characters from Jabberjaw and Scooby Doo were modeled after one another. * I wonder why Yogi Bear

Pleasure
I feel your kiss apon my neck As my legs start to spread A twinge of wetness from down below As heat of passion starts to show I spread my legs to let you in You ask in a whisper where should I begin You kiss me softly softly to let me know your there Your lips touch the very skin that is bare The wetness you feel so sweet with taste You lick deep as not to leave no waste Your kisses leave me wanting more You leave no skin untouched that I'm sure The taste of your lips much sweeter than wine Our passion is the pleasure that binds You taste my nipples so hard and strong This heat is where we belong You run your fingers along my breast You leave me wondering where you will kiss me next You slide your pleasure in with ease As it is my desire you want to please I feel you deep within As my climaxx does begin You make me want you more every time My desire your pleasure does find Your fingers find my clit Whispers of yes don't stop you found it I f

Nadia And I
September 22nd was the day that changed my life forever i will never forget how blessed i am everyday to see my angel wake up with her pretty blue eyes and stare up at her pretty mama ... She makes me want to be a better person to live a longer better life allready she has been born into chaos but damn i plan to make her life better.... Shes gorgeous and beautiful everything i could have ever wanted...Shes my mini- me and my heart. Everyday i will surround her with love and give her strength that she gave me thru those difficult 9 months . I will always love u my baby angel nadia

Personal Code
Okay, this is important. This is as close to a "Mission Statement" as anyone is going to get from me. This was a post, in the forums, on another site, in answer to someone complaining about "dominants" that get offended, when they don't get replies to their e-mails. The thread took a few "left turns" and the poster right before me (Whose name I've edited out, here because this is NOT to ridicule or pass judgment) included this sentence as part of their agreement with the main topic: quote:ORIGINAL: XxxxxxxxXxxxx Dom is just a title that some people hang on themselves." This is something which I have talked/posted about extensively. This is, exactly what's at issue! "Dom" should NOT be " ... just a title that some people hang on themselves.". It should a person that holds themselves to a certain set of standards and behaviors. True enough, since everyone's idea of what makes a good dominant would be different, the standards would be different but, I like to think th

Series Of My Own Part 2
Written All the letters I never sent I should have sent litter the floor All the apologies explanations HEY! how are ya's get mixed together until they become one big jumble of the past for me to sort through. Which I do eventually and by that time I just laugh at myself and think of how big of a deal it was and how every word i wrote was so painstakingly thought out made perfect for you to throw away put out there for you to laugh as you rip up my pain in my face now you are back telling me you want me asking me the impossible wanting a life that is no longer ours and i look sadly at the pieces of my past scattered worn and well read on my floor and i wonder how this life might be if you had said yes and the irony of it all glares at me letting me know that fate is once again toying with me sending to me the only one i had truly loved saying that he has realized the same only way too late i am past it all i gave yo

Yeah So...
That Horrorfest movie we saw yesterday, "Nightmare Man"... I never laughed SO hard in my life. I mean everyone in the theater was cracking up. What made it better was the commentary from Chris. But before that movie rolled, there was a preview for THIS movie... I almost had a seizure. Chris had to like calm me down. Enjoy: Amusement

Error: I_really_f**king Hate You!
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=819584&albumid=0&i=419816235 I've had that happen MANY times, ESPECIALLY during someone's Happy Hour; give a Thumb's UP to someone's stash and it looks like it doesn't take, click again and get this message!! And these people have the NERVE to censor pictures for what they consider unfit or NSFW? I can't understand why on a site that is "for adults", someone would in one instant, practice blatant censorship by masking someone's pictures with a Bag-head, or outright delete them, THEN have the audacity to leave a comment like this for an error that you have no control over, one caused because the site is overloaded with people trying to leave comments etc. I think that this is ridiculous. Supposedly we're ALL adults on this site, and that would go for our web-master and the staff. You can't have it both ways people, either let this be an adult site, where we flag our own photos as NSFW, or invite Jerry Falwell and all the other televangelists to

In The Class..
IN MY CLASS!!! HAVE YOU EVER BEEN GUILTY OF LOOKING AT OTHERS YOUR OWN AGE AND THINKING, SURELY I CAN'T LOOK THAT OLD. WELL.. YOU'LL LOVE THIS ONE. MY NAME IS ALICE SMITH AND I WAS SITTING IN THE WAITING ROOM FOR MY FIRST APPOINTMENT WITH A NEW DENTIST. I NOTICED HIS DDS DIPLOMA, WHICH BORE HIS FULL NAME. SUDDENLY, I REMEMBERED A TALL, HANDSOME, DARK-HAIRED BOY WITH THE SAME NAME HAD BEEN IN MY HIGH SCHOOL CLASS SOME 30-ODD YEARS AGO. COULD HE BE THE SAME GUY THAT I HAD A SECRET CRUSH ON, WAY BACK THEN? UPON SEEING HIM, HOWEVER, I QUICKLY DISCARDED ANY SUCH THOUGHT. THIS BALDING, GREY-HAIRED MAN WITH THE DEEPLY LINED FACE WAS WAY TOO OLD TO HAVE BEEN MY CLASSMATE. AFTER HE EXAMINED MY TEETH, I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD ATTENDED MORGAN PARK HIGH SCHOOL . "YES. YES, I DID. I'M A MUSTANG," HE GLEAMED WITH PRIDE. "WHEN DID YOU GRADUATE?" I ASKED. HE ANSWERED , "IN 1975. WHY DO YOU ASK?" "YOU WERE IN MY CLASS!", I EXCLAIMED. HE LOOKED AT ME CLOSELY. TH

Daddy, It Hurts
My name is Chris. I am three. My eyes are swollen. I cannot see. I must be stupid, I must be bad. What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong. I cant speak at all, Or else i'm locked up All day long. When I'm awake, I'm all alone. The house is dark, My folks aren't home. When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car. My daddy is back From Charlies bar. I hear him curse, My name is called. I press myself Against the wall. I try to hide From his evil eyes. I'm so afraid now, I'm starting to cry. He finds me weeping, Calls me ugly words. He says its my fault, He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me, And yells at me more, I finally get free, And run to the door. He's already locked it,

My Trip To Gatlinburg And Funny Man Laws.
Whats up everyone. I have to say that my trip to Gatlinburg and the Great Smokey Mountains was great. While I have never been to Vegas, Pigeon Forge seemed like the Vegas Strip at night. Lots and lots of dinner shows and cool activities to get wrapped up in. Very very touristy if that is a word. I stayed near I-40 in a Days Inn, very nice, very clean although the stupid lock did not work correctly, a bit frustrating. Saturday night we all went to see the "Dolly Partin Dixie Stampeed". It just so happened that we caught the first night of the Christmas Stampeed show. Was still loads of fun, and the food was amazing. We were given no silverware and were instructed to just eat with our fingers like they do in the south. The next morning we all got up around 6:30 and checked out, decided that we would have breakfast in Gatlinburg. Did I say that the traffic into Pigeon Forge was horrendous the night before? Well our thinking was that we should get up early and beat the tr

Fresh Case Of Bird Flu In Turkeys
Fresh case of bird flu in turkeys A fresh case of bird flu has been confirmed on the Norfolk-Suffolk border, government officials say. Defra said the H5 strain had been found in turkeys at a site near Diss and a 3km exclusion zone is in place. Further tests are taking place and a 10km surveillance zone is also in place. Fresh case of bird flu in turkeys Bird flu has been discovered near Diss on the Norfolk/Suffolk border About 5,000 birds are being slaughtered after avian flu was confirmed in turkeys on a Suffolk farm, government officials have announced. The Department for the Environment, Food and Rural Affairs said the H5 strain was found in turkeys near Diss on the Norfolk and Suffolk border. The farm also houses ducks and geese and all the birds will be slaughtered. A 3km protection zone and a 10km surveillance zone are in the process of being set up. EU notified Preliminary tests showed the turkeys, which were being raised for Christm

Thought For The Day 11/12/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Living in the darkness gives one keen eyes to see more than we normally see. Although the dark offers grief and pain, it allows the vision to gain clarity and to be pure in some ways. We trudge along daily wondering why we cannot envision our future when it is within us, we merely cannot see it. These things are clouded and obscured by all we build within ourselves. Clarity is elusive. It eludes us as we do not know how to see it, to find it. These things inside myself are clear, the confusion that is. Clarity eludes me as well, it avoids these eyes and hides in the deepest corners to go undetected. Still, I seek it out. It cannot hide forever, I know it will not. I shall find it no matter what it is. The day approaches." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Life
yep life its what we all go through waiting for death neway lifes pretty good its all good got money go t paid got my hustle on got high so shit lifes goin good i suppose could be better cant wait till i get off probation it will be a badass party as soon as i get off lol

Liberty & Sacrifice
The tree of liberty has been watered with the blood of patriots. I ask you what did you contribute to the watering of this tree? I ask why some say they don’t owe, but what we all don’t realize is nothing in life is free. I ask you don’t you feel bad others die in your stead? You sit in your comfy house or driving your nice car, or sit with your kids playing the games Soldiers just dream of doing those things. But ask yourself who or how many have died so I can enjoy this? How many more have to before you contribute?

I Want You Here
want you here so bad Everyone knows it I want to be able to cry on your sholder No matter what has happened I want to hear your voice say,"I'm here and everything will be alright" Even though you are not sure everything is ok I want o feel you thumb run across my cheek Making it feel like you swept away my fears I want your love to dry up my tears even if im crying cause I love you so much I wan you to live forever To never leave me I want you to never let go Protecting me like no other I want you here so bad And everyone knows it.

Damn Conspiracy!
There is this festival that myself, Ruby, and Chris have decided to make into a tradition. well this year it's almost $100 to get in and the hotel is more expensive too. I think the hotel and the festival coordinators have a fucking conspiracy going on. I mean for the love of CHRIST! :(

Cheaters N Busted
This will clear some stuff up here lindsey is a lier... she told every1 that she misscarryed my child wich later on every1 found out was a lie and they didnt even beleave her at first iether wow hey the other lies are minor but another of my fav is o im not a cheater... here is the proof injoy busted cheating... http://www.geocities.com/spikenbriannbman/ and I even did this for her... http://www.geocities.com/spike_vampire_love

Friendship?
The one thing in life we all need is friendship! Friendships are good because they help you when you are down. When you need someone to lean on. Etc. I am fortunate for meeting the ones that have done that for me. However, I am truly sorry for letting them all good. Some friends did me wrong... Some friends didnt even do anything wrong... Yet I still kicked them along with the bad ones to the curb. Would I love to go back in time and bring together again? Hell ya! Can I? No. I cannot because they do not trust me now and most likely probably hate my guts as most people do for whatever the reason or reasons may be. Yes I have messed up in life too many times. Yes I have been blinded by many things in life. Yes I have told most of the people I once called family to leave me alone and never return. N YES I would do anything in the world to bring them back to me once again. I have made amends with some people such as Kathy. But with others I do not see how I would be able to. Then again

I Release You
I called your name today, Mine was never called. I looked into your eyes, I realized you are no longer my home. I tried to dream of you, But, I can no longer see your face. I Finally realized I dont need you. I just want our promises kept. I release you from our forever, But, I hold you to the future. My eye's fall closed, Because, I know history repeats it's self. I try to find Happiness inside Hope. I hope for everything to be better. And maybe we will see. Troy Alan Walker March 30-2006

Kiss
I'm gonna be dramatoc and say, Its nice to know i was that easily forgotten. His friend Dillion wanted to go to lunch toay with him.And Gio wanted me to come. But I knew he hadnt seen him in a while and he oesnt hang out much with his friends (his choice of course)so i told him that he should go alone with himn and have some guy time you know? All I asked was for a kiss before he left. Simple right? Well i was laying in bed, he comes in and asks me where his belt is, i didnt know. He gets ready to go, dillion is here.and they leave. Oh what about the kiss? Yeah didnt get it. Thats what i get for being the cool girlfriend and not needing to tag along with his guy friends. I sent him a text, he says oh yea i forgot *kiss*. I'm like, oh gee thanks. He says whatever, i forgot, come on. I havent said nything back. I could.but i dont like being dramatic.

On The Trail...............
I am just a cowboy lonesome on the trail the stary night, the camp fire night The coyote call, and howlin winds wail so i'll ride out, to the old sundown I am just a cowboy, lonesome on the trail lord im just thinking bout a certain female... The nights we spent together, riding on the range looking back it seems so strange Roll me over and turn me around, let me keep spinnng till i hit the ground roll me over and let me go, ride me in the rodeo I was took in texas, i did not know her name lord all these southern girls they seem the same! down below the border, in a town in mexico i got my job bustin bronco's for the rodeo Roll me over and turn me around, let me keep spinning till i hit the ground roll me over and let me go, runnin free with the buffalo... HERE I GO! Roll me over.... and i'll turn around And I'll move my fingers, up and down... up and down... it's okay amigo, just let me go ridin in the rodeo Roll me over and

Forehead Salutes
ok i am trying something new for peeps on here ,called forehead salutes .I am making them free to friends and 1500 fubucks to fans and non friends or fans (sorry not trying to be mean ).If you want one lemme know in my inbox (or if you see i am on shout at me ) and lemme know if you want a real one or photo shopped one (photo shopped ones are in my forehead salute folder and include your screename on my forehead (photoshopped).The way i do them is i make them ,then upload them ,then let you see if you like it then i will make it available to be ripped to your page (after i receive the fubucks for fans and non friends or fans )and then i will keep an original copy of it either in the folder or on my computer .I hope you all enjoy this as it is very fun for me to make them for ppl :D

Today......
Well im off today and tomorrow...i usually do not take my days off...i usually if any just take one a week...so i am sitting here on fubar instead of actually being productive, im a bad bad girl!! I dont care though...i dont get alot of time to myself or the house to myself often, due to the fact i live with two male roomates LMAO...so this is quiet nice. unfortunately me being me im feeling guilty for not doing much...so maybe ill just take one of the firebirds to the car wash and wash it and detail it..??...maybe..yea i think i will. Been struggling with alot lately, got alot on my plate with me moving and all and needing to get things square so i can move in good conscience with my finances, and be sure i will be set money wise when i get there in case of worst case scenarios...which we all know are highly unpredictable and almost guaranteed!!! I am completely excited for this move , i cannot wait...i used to live in colorado, its beautiful and the people are great! The best pa

The Fight That Ended It All
You walked away You said you didn't care I wanted you to stay Your face i cannot bare You said we'd last forever Then you said good bye I thought we'd be together But now all i do is cry I thought you were the one I long to hold you tight But we are done This doesn't feel right A lousy little fight Then your gone It's worse than a bite Your in the wrong You left me in there daed I'm no longer me After what was said Just leave me be I didn't cut this time The cuts are deep inside I choose to be a mime Just let me hide The tears they did fall I couldn't cry no more

Im Going Home
I am getting ready to head back to NY for a bit. I am not sure how long I will be gone as of right now. I just got news that my grandmother, who has been in the hospital for about three weeks now, is getting a lot worse. This morning, her kidney started failing(she has only the one) and they believe she just had a stroke. She is now hallucinating and remembering the past. She is saying her good byes and has been asking for me. She is calling other people me, so I am going home. The doctors and nurses just told my mom it is now time to do a family call out and have us all come in to be with her and say good bye. My grandmother raised me, and this really hurts so much. I dont think I can handle losing her, I have never really lost anyone I was truly close to, not like this close. They dont They don't think she will last much longer. Please have her in your prayers, she is one of the most important people in my life.

Im Going Home To Be With My Grandma, Please Pray For Her!!!!!
I am getting ready to head back to NY for a bit. I am not sure how long I will be gone as of right now. I just got news that my grandmother, who has been in the hospital for about three weeks now, is getting a lot worse. This morning, her kidney started failing(she has only the one) and they believe she just had a stroke. She is now hallucinating and remembering the past. She is saying her good byes and has been asking for me. She is calling other people me, so I am going home. The doctors and nurses just told my mom it is now time to do a family call out and have us all come in to be with her and say good bye. My grandmother raised me, and this really hurts so much. I dont think I can handle losing her, I have never really lost anyone I was truly close to, not like this close. They dont They don't think she will last much longer. Please have her in your prayers, she is one of the most important people in my life.

Happy Hour For My Friends
I just want too thank all of my friends for being who you are. In all of the drama and chaos on here sometimes things gets rather crazy. You are always there no matter what I need. I will say it always too anyone I have the best friends. Thank you for every level up you help on. Thank you for sticking it out with me. I know im not always the best of friend at returning comments. Right now things are even harder on dial up as with everyone else whom is getting bouncers. Well on dial up i think im getting twice as many. So just my way too say thank you. Much Love and respect for all of you. So enjoy Happy hour and find someone too level up. ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

The Lights Are Off...
The lights are off. The room is lit only by scented candles and the shimmering glow from the soft lights below the water of the hot tub. You've been soaking now for about 20 minutes, sipping the chilled white wine I'd set beside the tub for you. I get out before you and towel off, returning quickly with a thick, large heated terrycloth towel for you. I assist you from the tub and slowly begin to towel you dry, standing behind you that I might admire your reflection in the mirror behind the tub. As each inch of your skin is dried and becomes visible to me, I kiss it and pay further homage to your magnificent body. Your squared shoulders, firm breasts, small waist, round spherical buttocks, taut lean legs, slender tapered feet. Once dry I lead you into the master bedroom guiding you to my bed. Our lips meet for the first time, wet with desire for each other. I set you on the bed and you move upwards where you can lie down and feel the coolness of the satin. The room is warmed by a fi

After The Mother Of My Children Informed She That She Didn't Love Me Anymore, I Sat Down And Wrote This Crap. Enjoy.
I make up my face Paint on the smile No laughter from me No emotion for a while Just the happy face Just what you want to see Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is No more who I am But who you want me to be Been a long time since you've smiled Been a long time since you've laughed I give you all I am I give you all I have Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is Always a house Never a home Locked down with chains Never to roam I loved you with all that I had And all that I have You made me into the man I always wanted to be Now I'll never know I'll never see How the play ends This heart never mends... Never wanted it to come down to this But good enough never is

Sex Story
had spent a decade in the dating scene, and I was done. I'd had enough of the fumbling hands and the cheesy pick-up lines and the 'let's go dutch' conversations to last me a lifetime. Mostly I was tired of men who were less masculine than I was. I wanted a real man, someone financially successful and personally secure. I couldn't be with a man I couldn't respect, or admire, and I've never been attracted to a man I can't respect. My solution for filling the husband/family void in my otherwise rewarding life was to take part in a matchmaking service. The kind that pairs gold-digging bimbos with millionaires. A bit crude, I realize, but nevertheless a fitting solution for my predicament. I wasn't expecting to find my soulmate. Just a man who was willing to put as much effort into me as I would be willing to offer him. It sounds so sensible, like it should be easy to find, but it's been terribly difficult for me on my own so I thought the matchmaker would be a t

This Is True...you Call Me Racist
Sorry, But It's True, You Call Me Racist! You call me: "Redneck" "Hillbilly" "Slaker" "Cracker" "Honkey" "Whitey" "Gringo" "Sage" and you think it's OK. But if I were to call you: jungle bunny spear chunker coon wet back jigaboo porch monkey sand nigger rag head towelhead Camel Jockey Gook Spook NIGGER kike slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a Robert E. Lee Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If we had a college fund that only gave white students scholarships...you know we'd be racis

Veteran's Day Remembered
The following is a heart-warming e-mail which I received today from a fellow Marine friend, Mr. Jim Faustini. There were BEAUTIFUL pictures interspersed that I could not copy/past into this blog, but the words are fantastic. Following the piece by the author are comments from my own mother, Millie Lewis, who is one of the biggest hero's in my life and whom I love forever. She give account of the men in my own family who should be thanked and remembered for their bravery and Patriotism. As for you Canadians, you have ALWAYS been there and USUALLY UNRECOGNIZED as our bothers and sisters to the North who stood by and fought side-by side with us in many of these conflicts. We thank you. -Mike Lewis. Soon to be Gone........! Written by a doctor, and very profound! This should be required reading in every school and college in our country. This Captain, an army doctor, deserves a medal himself for putting this email together. If you choose not to pass it on, fine, but

Test: How Freaky Are You In Bed? - I Got A 60"
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING!!!!!! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2. I F YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4. WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5. THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6. WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7. HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8. WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN... A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARIUS

Avoiding Reality
I've decided to temporarily ignore the fact that I did not raise the necessary $1k in order to keep from being evicted and focus my attention on debunking a common social misconception. Hear ye, Hear ye It is a MYTH, a URBAN LEGEND, an OLD WIVES TALE that friends should not have sex. To believe this myth propagates the idea that one should only have sex with strangers. "Oh no, Mr. X, we've been friends for 5 years, we have many mutual friends, we hang out at the same places, we like many of the same things and enjoy each other's company, but we cannot have sex because it will ruin our friendship. I am going to step outside of this door and pick the 1st man that I am attracted to and go have sex with him instead. I will come back later so we can continue to enjoy each others company." I just read a MUUM wherein the OP asked something to the effect of: I hooked up with a friend, things went sour, should I now stay away from the places where our mutual friends gather because h

Bored Off My Ass
Dont you hate when you cant sleep but then there is nothing to do to keep you occupied or pass time by and hope you get sleepy. THats how feel right now its 0200 in the morning here in kuwait all my battles are sleeping no one is around i tried playstation it didnt work i tried movie it didnt work if you have any ideas on how to fix the prob let me know

Somewhere
Somewhere there waiteth in this world of ours for one lone soul, another lonely soul - Each chasing each through all the weary hours, And meeting strangely at one sudden goal; Then blend they - like green leaves with golden flowers, Into one beautiful and perfect whole - And life's long night is ended, and the way Lies open onward to eternal day.

Fairy Tale Dreams...
Desperate and alone… again, Blinding beams of hatred and resentment, All positioned in one direction. Waiting, wanting, needing, So much more, Everything happens for a reason. Solitary confinement, In a scope occupied with wanderers, Gazing back to an instant where time stood still. But was it satisfying? Has it ever been agreeable? Did the heart soften, the fear subside? Take a breath. Find reality… For only while you are sleeping, Do the fairy tales come true… }|{

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

What Do They Know
I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside. They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried. When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well. In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell. The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say. In a life that hangs suspended for yet another day. Who are they to judge if what I have done is right or wrong? In the end I gave her up, but inside still sing her song. I don't know how to find the strength I thought I had. If only I could play tough it wouldn't be so bad. They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again. But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been? I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back. Somewhere along the way I must have jumped the track. I saw her just today and her smile is still the same. she looked at me so sweetly, but never spoke my name. I wonder if she remembers me, It hasn't been that long. she may have forgotten me,

Me A B....h???????
Of course I am. Listen you little wankers calling me a Bitch is like saying hi sweetie. Keep it coming I love it you make me more powerful by allowing me to consumme your pathetic asses. So keep it up...... wankers indeed!!!! LOL. SMOOCH The Goddess

Zodiacs
glitter-graphics.com VIRGO - The Perfectionist Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. A rgumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. glitter-graphics.com SCORPIO - The Intense One Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional. glitter-graphics.com LIBRA - The Harmonizer Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible. glitter-graphics.com ARIES - TheDaredevil

Beautiful
She is beautiful, so very beautiful Just like a winter's shining landscape, As delicate as the petals of a daisy, And as freely as the eagle soaring against the blue Her eyes are as mysterious as the calm sea Everything about her is so very precious, More precious than all the gems in the world Her soul is the essence of the sky and earth, Her feelings are a volcano that is yet to explode Her smile is the smile of lost innocence. Pain vibrates deep inside of Her gentle heart. A lock shuts in the disturbed thoughts of Her mind, A mind with as many roads as the world has. I look at her and I see a pure truth, Like looking at a clear night sky, Millions of stars twinkle within her. She is beauty as I defined it, She is perfect, Her imperfections make her so. She is my best friend, and I love her, I love her although, not because. And I would give up all the things which I think are pretty If only I can hold Her beauty within me, For she is everything in this

Fam. Only Pics
ok here it is i will put u on my family but i only have room for 20 ppl i think.... so what will u do to get on my fam. to see the pics and yes they are nude pics.... send me a private message tell me wht u would do...and i dont mean ( i would eat u out or asome stupid shyt like that) k thanks

I Am Sick
want to thankyou for the support . i have a sinus infection and maybe a cold. my head hurts my teeth hurt my ears hurt and my throat hurts. i dont really want to leave my bed. but i have to to use the bathroom. my bodyy hurts

What The Hell Is Wrong With This Guy?
On August 6,2007 momma D. was fubar married to Lord Wolf and called all of us saying it was a great night for her.She really looked up to Lord Wolf back then and still does. We would like all our family friends and fans to join us Monday August 6 th at 6pm. central time for the wedding between 'Lord Wolf, Kingdom of Wolves~Fubar Fiance FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess' and ~ FTW Lost Goth ~Fubar Fiance to Lord Wolf~~Kingdom Of Wolves Lakota Princess~ '' Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profiles at FreeCommentTags.com Our Hostes will be DJ Selene and our Paster will be Spirit Wolf ...We hope to see all there for this joyes ceremony...Here is the link to the lounge http://fubar.com/lounge.php?l=7072# Thank you from our hearts Lord Wolf, Kingdom of Wolves~Fubar Fiance FTW Lost Goth Lakota Princess@ fubar~ FTW Lost Goth ~Fubar Fiance to Lord Wolf~~Kingdom Of Wolves Lakota Princess~@ fubar Largest Database of ImagesFor Comments And Profil

Attitude
The longer I live the more I realise the impact of attitude on life. To me attitude is more important than money, than failure, than success and what other people think or say or do. It is more important than our appearance, our education, or our company systems and philosophies. It can make or break a company, a relationship or a home. The remarkable thing is that we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace or choose for that day. We cannot change our past, we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way, we cannot change the inevitable - but we CAN change our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. The important thing to remember is that we are all in charge of our attitudes. *food for thought*

Superficial...
I read what they write About love. Life. Heartache. Joy. I don't feel any of these. I try to write, but can't. The words look superficial and hollow. Feel empty. Ring of childish thoughts, phrases. I don't feel… therefore I am?

Mistaken Identity
A guy goes to the supermarket and notices an attractive woman waving at him. She says hello and he's rather taken aback because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." Now his mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife and says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I made love to on the pool table with all my buddies watching while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery???" She looks into his eyes and says calmly... "No, I'm your son's teacher."

Deities And The Rede
To work with the Deities, you may want to attune yourself to aspects with which you are familiar, or that you feel drawn to. Yet, I feel that choosing names for the Divine in the Green Craft is not especially important, simply because most of the deity names we know are merely titles or descriptions of Divine aspects turned into proper nouns in another or archaic language. In the Northern Tradition, as an example, the God and the Goddess of Nature are Frey and Freya- names that translate as Lord and Lady- while in other cultures there are deity names translating as Beneficent, Good Goddess, Abundance, Bear Lady, and Star Lady. For the working of magic, it is sufficient to know in your own mind what influence is being sought rather than what name matches that influence; thus I feel that a generic "Lady and Lord" can prove more effective because this does not confine the deity to a limited aspect. While you may research various pantheons (Greek, Roman, Etruscan, Celtic, Northern Eu

My Friend Was Killed
Yesterday my friend was shot mutiple times and died. His name was Micheal Price Jr. 18 years old an he was gunned down on sunday. it hurts i remember just seeing him the other day and us talking about hangin on my bday. damn im hella sad i know me and him werent hella close but he did something only few people rarely do which is make me laugh smile and feel good, now he's gone. no more telling hims ur a mess or hey mike or dude u cool u look like u on. funny thing i i hella liked him. i had a crush on him and now he's gone and to late to say i like u mike. *tear* life is sooo short ill i half to say is mike i wont forget you. you made my day some days . your gonna be missed i got love for you honey. see you when it time for me to go kisses and save me a spot where you are cause we still got somethings to talk about

Shoutbox
just to let you ppl know so nobody flips out thinking I took them off my list or whatever...I closed my shoutbox off to everybody. I'm not in the mood to talk with anybody right now. I wouldn't make good company at all. I'm basically here to help out a couple of people bombing in their give-aways. Sorry if I don't get back to you right away. But I do promise I will get back to you. Sorry. Just need a little time to get in a better mood. And I didn't want anybody thinking I'm ignoring them cuz I wouldn't talk back right away.

I Wonder????
A close friend once had told me of this awsome way a gent would propose to his gal,well with that in mind makes me wonder if hed ever consider that someday with his special someone all i can say is if a gent ever did that to me id be speechless makes me wonder if dreams like truly do come true or if its just doin alot of wishin on a star...

Rescuing The Rescuer
Some people seem called to help others, often from very early on in their childhoods, responding to the needs of family members, strangers, or animals with a selflessness that is impressive. Often, these people appear to have very few needs of their own, and the focus of their lives is on rescuing, helping, and healing others. While there are a few people who are truly able to sustain this completely giving lifestyle, the vast majority has needs that lie beneath the surface, unmet and often unseen. In these cases, their motivation to help others may be an extension of a deep desire to heal a wounded part of themselves that is starving for the kind of love and attention they dole out to those around them on a daily basis. For any number of reasons, they are unable to give themselves the love they need and so they give it to others. This does not mean that they are not meant to be helping others, but it does mean that they would do well to turn some of that helping energy with! in. On

Sex
What Kind Of Sex Should You Have?KinkyYou like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.Sex-Intimacy Quizzes

Cynicism
cyn·i·cism (sn-szm) n. 1. An attitude of scornful or jaded negativity, especially a general distrust of the integrity or professed motives of others: the public cynicism aroused by governmental scandals. 2. A scornfully or jadedly negative comment or act: "She arrived at a philosophy of her own, all made up of her private notations and cynicisms" Henry James. Now that is a word that has been used in many a descriptions of myself!!...Phew thats alot to swallow! I'm truly not a cynic im just realistic about the truth at hand , and the truths of others though kept hidden...most people who are realists tend to see through the smoke and mirrors of others and see the truth behind their words. This said i must make some things clear to alot of people here and in my real life... I have an agenda, I will not deviate from it nor will i put it aside for anyone, i have done so too long in my life and no longer have the ability to compromise for someone who truly does not deserve

I Believe
I Believe I believe for ev’ry drop of rain that falls, - a flower grows I believe that somewhere in the darkest night, - a candle glows I believe for ev’ryone who goes astray, - someone will come to show the way. I believe - I believe I believe above the storm the smallest prayer – will still be heard I believe someone in the great some where hears ev’ry word – ev’ry time. I hear a new-born baby cry, - or touch a leaf, - or see the sky, - Then I know why I believe! –

Random Questions
1. Have the cops ever searched you? yes 2. Do you have any weird sleeping habits? I sleep with earplugs, my hair in a ponytail and with a pillow between my knees 3. When was the last time you've been swimming in a lake? Actually swimming? It's been awhile 4. Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone? With someone especially this time of the year 5. What’s hurting you right now? My hip and my heart 6. Who was your favorite boy band from the past? didnt get into boy bands 7. Do you think OJ killed his wife? yes 8.Christina Aguilera or Britney Spears? Christina 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? most of them, yes 10. Do you know how to play poker? yes 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? No 12. What's your favorite commercial? no clue, 13. What type of food do you eat the most? pizza 14. When was the last time you had a lot of fun? I always have fun with my kids, but personally? With my friends all the time 15

Monday Night Football
i just have two things to say about things me and some fucktards have been arguing about. one is everyone thinks we are so technickly advanced and so smart but i think we are not and are going backwards becase of silly hang ups and super stitions. two is this - when will people stop side stepping the issue and come out of the dark ages and realize the value of what taking a good crap can do for you? please tell me that! ok i will get off the soap box now

Walk Away
Find me… I'm falling… And fooling myself that it's flight Imperfect, I plummet And ponder Pushed away on principle Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again Forfeit My future For feelings of few far betweens Mindless Of merciful Measures making ends preempt the means And I searched your eyes for an answer And shuddered at what I found there As my skin shrunk away from conclusion That you lack the strength to care Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again… again This is the way it has to be That you would turn your back on me And you and I should walk away! Walk away and I stare Would you stand me up again? Wonder if I've said too much And we'll never speak again Never speak again Never speak again

Hot Story
After chatting with this beautiful, hot , sweet, sexy, woman and getting to know her a bit, we had our first encounter.It was a Friday morning and I called her and began to plea my case as to why she needed to take off work early that day and meet with me. She stopped me and was more than willing to meet. We agreed to meet at 11am on this beautiful beach. I got ready as fast as possible and headed off in my car, so eager and excited to be meeting with her in person finally! All the way through the hour and a half drive my mind was racing with thoughts of passion and hot sex! As I arrived I could see her parked in her car patiently waiting. I parked along beside her and got out. She had gotten out and we met face to face in only a few steps. I was speechless so I improvised by grasping her waist and pulling her close, kissing her passionately! She responded so hungrily that I knew we must find a room quickly! We walked to the hotel office and signed in as mr. and mrs. Smurf. I noticed t

Time With Master
Master walked into the room , took me by the hand led me to the bed where he started kissing me and before I knew it he had me pinned on the bed kissing me, biting my lip neck, ear this alone aroused me so. Before I knew it we both had our clothes off and Master ordered me to pleasure him so I began by sucking on his cock hearing him telling me to go deeper and harder was making me hot inside, my pussy was becoming so wet. Then I got on top of his cock and rode him for what seemed like an eternity. At one point Master had me stop so that he could put a clamp onto my clit and at first I didn’t think I could handle it put when I placed Masters cock back inside my pussy oh my god I’ve never felt anything like it before. Then Master had me put his cock in my ass and my toy in the pussy while I continued to ride him and the feeling was both painful but yet intense so much that I had to cum. I took out the toy and put his cock back in my pussy and continued to ride Master, he placed a clamp

Confusion
Have you ever wondered if you're making the right decision??????????? Afraid to take that next step into the Unknown?????????? Rolling the dice taking a chance on what could be????????? Sometimes I know what I want and other times I pray I make the right Decision Hmmm .... Its really all about chances... Chance meetings... Opportunitys... Forbidden Desires... Romantic Trysts... Love undefined yet felt deeply Maybe its really all about choices Do I plunge in head first only to experience rejection?????? Or unbelieveable joy??? Do I automatically know when I find my soulmate??? will I recognize something in their eyes that says they are the other half of Me??? Do I trus

Veterans Day 2007
Today is the day to honor the Veterans who have given their life for Americans. Tho I didn't give my life, I did serve an honorable 8 years in the US Military. I have been around the world and seen many things that many haven't seen. My ship was one of the first to respond to the USS Cole when she was bombed overseas and 17 sailors died. I did a 7 month tour in Kuwait. And of course that fateful day on 9/11/2001, the whole US military responded to the attack on the USA. I just wanted to say a special thank you to all my veteran and active duty military families that are still serving our country proudly. If there's nothing else you do today, please thank a Veteran...and pray for those still overseas and those who have lost their lives so we can still live as freely as we do today

Back In Hospital
Well, dad started chemo last Wednesday.... And ended up in the hospital on Sunday....Nice huh? It completely wiped out his white blood cells...as of today his White Blood Cell count was 600 which means he has NO way of fighting any kind of infection. He also already has an intestinal infection and is very sick and weak....so it hasn't been a good few days....He should pull out of it in a day or so tho...Keeping fingers crossed and the prayer lines open...... Thanks all for your support...I will be thanking those of you who continue to show me daily how great friends can be....

Our Men And Woman
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and made

A Little Help For My Friend =d
YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO HELP HELP I LOST MY LEAD.. THATS WHAT I GET FOR SLEEPING.. BAD ADVICE TO WHOEVER TOLD ME TO GET REST.. LOL (repost of original by 'S*U*P* MIZZ SHADY' on '2007-11-11 16:01:00')

Opening Doors
I open the door and let you in. Trusting you completely. I felt happy. Then something happened. I am not quite sure what it was or when exactly it took place. Doubt started to creep in. Doubting you, doubting me. Things just didn't seem to be the same. I put myself out there, which I just don't do, and tried to tell you about it. You got pissed. It's my fault. Some doors just should never be opened. It's not worth the effort it takes when the hurt sets in. I should have just let them peek through a window, no one would ever know the difference. I will not make that mistake again.

Z.e.r.o. Hour
11120701 The jeep drives off leaving agent Graves behind .The four other agents keep there eyes peeled .As they roam through this now vacant city searching for signs of survivors ,or even worse the undead. They remain calm and focused at first , but shortly after graves is out of site . "Has anyone noticed that Graves has been acting strange here lately. You know like hes paranoid about something. " Exclaims Krash. "Eh your probably mistaking paranoia for being overly cautious " Tank said. Krash rolls her eyes to tank and sighs as shes states " You know thats basically the same damn thing right? " Tank speeds up some jolting the jeep forward and seemingly to piss off crash as he grumbles " You know you'd do more hunting if ya kept your mouth shut." Blood Mace & Blood Mary speak up at this time Mace sys" Hey why don't ya pull over here Mary and me can cover more ground . Tank you can patrol the out skirts of the city and Krash stay with tank make sure he do

Ok Ive Officialy Had My Fill Of The Bullshit
some of you have already seen this on my other id in the coming days and weeks my name will be run through the mud, or atleast they will attempt to do so, however they will not succeed, for i refuse to allow them the room in my head or life required to win. therefore it is with this blog that i make them all aware that i am VERY aware of the things they have done and im pretty sure im aware of the things they have YET to do, so to them i say this: BRING IT ON MOTHERFUCKERS I GOT NOTHING TO HIDE, I'VE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND IF YOU TAKE THE ROUTE I THINK YOUR GOING TO TAKE THEN THE JOKE WILL BE ON YOU FOR I AM NOT GOING TO HIDE OR BACK DOWN NOW OR EVER! THOSE WHO NEED TO KNOW THE REALITY OF THE SITUATION DO , SO ANYTHING U CAN SAY OR DO WILL ONLY REFLECT ON YOU NOT ME, MY CONCIOUS IS CLEAR I'VE DONE NOTHING MORE THEN BELIEVE THE MISGUIDED RANTINGS OF AN EMOTIONALLY DISTURBED JILTED EX WHO REFUSES TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT THE MAN SHE HAS SHE STOLE AND THE ONE SHE LOST SHE CANT GET BAC

Life
Rejected at birth for my lack of noble worth Chaos incarnate let loose upon this earth. A serious union of love& rage victoms of doubt despite thier age. Trial& hardships pay for your right another life given that never sees the light. Abandoned like an old minners claim Another adoliscent casuality with a long list of blame. Rage my most common alie, Sorrow like a cancer within Self destructive by nature alive on the outside & dead within. Seduced by the posibality of beating inevetability Taunting the deamon that darkend my days My mental health needs mental help an S.O.S sent but never delt why am i wasting away. alive on the outside still dead within..

Games
Just a game, i learnto play. Emotions involved,a price to pay. For everyone wants more than they have. Hurt in the process we we roll the dice.Just A gamble to spice up a life. No biggie, right, i'm just a pawn.It's ok tomorrow you'll be gone. Find an ace next time if you are lucky, trouble is, no one fits in place. Move them pieces around the board,fix it, try to, draw your sword. Play the game as only you can. Lets see what comes with this next hand.Good enough? Probably not. Hit me again..Who really truly knows the plan?? Unlock the door, find the key,Dropped it on the floor. Its ok its just me.....

Omg Reality!!
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 13: Security is important -- of course you want to feel like you know where you stand with your partner and vice versa. However, if either of you has to keep asking where that position is, there are other issues at hand. -------------------------- Wow the reality of this is amazing...

Winter In A Cold Wind At My Window
Snowflakes cascaded down an imaginary line Falling into place within an invisible catch Only the wind could change its path Slowly it fell onto the glass Clear shields that hold the cold away Un-awakened beings that tremble near heat Slowly melt away In clear crystal, lighter than a feather Hard as stone, it shifts when blown Lifting up then returning home Crystals hanging onto glass Outside in a cold winters night They vanish in the morning Screaming in pain when the sun creeps in Huddled close together in heaps of white cold Burning when they get old Shoveled into heaps into the road Trampled under foot Then burned over with salt Genocide at my window on a cold winters night

The Promise
darkness, then it comes up from nowhere. a blink, and a drop of blood hits the puddle it has made. the blood drips trail upwards to a table where the little river has been left to trail. it follows to a face, the woman.. she lays there over the table, her mouth open, her eyes open, she is staring as blood drips from her nose and her mouth. a whimper comes out... then a mumble as a man is revealed in the corner, hunched over and in the fetal position. he looks up, his eyes are not blinking but he is looking at her. a smile on his face as he lowers down to cover his face in his knees. she is unmoving as he speaks now slowly. “why honey. I did it the way it was done on me, I did it the way I was told” he looks up and he moves over to lift her up setting to sit up straight. he lifts his arm and putting his wrist over her mouth, slowly letting a trickle of blood into her mouth as it fills then seeps over her lips. he closes her mouth for her and then lets her go. she slumps forward and h

"sit On My Frosted Face"
I once had a snowman,and frosty was his name; it started off as fun,and wound up as a game. i made some minor changes,and moved things around; i have to work quick,or he'll melt to the ground. most people use buttons,and a carrot for his nose; i was thinking,ski mask,leather jacket,and panty hose. have you seen my "snowballs"?,you can hold them in your hand. i play with them often,except when holding sand. frosty wants to know,if you'll help to wipe his ass? with those sticks for arms i gave him,he can't make a clean pass. he should have a "top hat",upon his frozen head; sorry it's only bird shit,from the crows eating bread. i got in moms dresser drawer,i had to move really quick; frosty has a new nose,it's a 2ft. rubber dick. i must go for now my darling,time for me to go; always remember,don't eat that yellow snow. the next time you eat cereal,always take your place; please be courteous my darling, and SIT ON MY FROSTED FACE:

Liz Pulliam Weston Bashing...
Good Morning happy day. I am back at work, why because it’s Tuesday I guess. No not why I am back at work why today is a Happy Day. Tuesday is one step closer to Friday and Friday is the start to the weekend yeah…. All together now yeah… Ok, be stuck in that I am not happy to be here rut…been there done that. It is no fun! Ok I will just move forward… Hey just who the hell is this Liz Pulliam Weston anyway? I believe I have critiqued her articles before. This week she is doing the Bah Humbug Christmas thingy. It has articles on re-gifting, a gift card is not a real gift and Holiday spending mistakes and you name it she can tell you how to do it correctly. Well Bah my humbug to that. First off gift cards are practical when you have no idea what a certain person wants or needs. I always think it is better to give then to receive a teddy pink leisure suit… That was meant to be Teddy-Bear pink not the nightwear version…however not everyone can don a pink article of clothing and make it say

The Reason Why I Sometimes Dont React
I had a surgical treatment on my finger, but it still isnt over an I have to go to the hospital again on thursday. The pain is sometimes so bad, that I cant type or use my mouse. So Im just hanging around here when that happends. So please dont be angry when I dont react or give a very late reaction. This is what my problem is (also on my right hand and Im right handed): A trigger finger occurs when the motion of the tendon that opens and closes the finger is limited, causing the finger to lock or catch as the finger is extended. The Cause: Tendons that control the movements of the fingers and thumb slide through a snug tunnel of tissue created by a series of pulleys that keeps the tendon in place. The tendon can become irritated as it slips through the tunnel. As it becomes more and more irritated, the tendon may thicken, making its passage through the tunnel more difficult. The tissues that hold the tendon in place may thicken, causing the opening of the tunnel to become

Another Prime Example Of Someone Being Stupid And Retarded
HEY YALL DUE TO PAGANS EX- GIRLFRIEND I HAD TO REMOVE SOME OF MY PICS BECAUSE SHE DECIDED TO ACT LIKE A CHILD AND DOWN RATE ALOT OF MY PICS SO NOW I HAVE TO GO BACK AN CLEAN UP HER MESS.. SHE IS A GROWN WOMAN AND IS ACTING LIKE A 2 YEAR OLD LOL SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD GET TO ME BY DOWN RATING MY PICS LOL WRONG THE ONLY THING SHE DID WAS MAKE HERSELF LOOK STUPID AND PATHETIC LOL MOST OF A SCRONED WOMAN AS FAR AS ME AN PAGAN GO RIGHT NOW IM NOT SURE WHAT GOING ON THERE BECAUSE I AM NOT SPEAKING TO HIM RIGHT NOW BUT I DO KNOW UNTIL HE DEALS WITH HIS EX AND GETS HER OUT OF HIS WAY I WON'T PUT UP WITH THE DRAMA I DON'T NEED TO I SUPPOSE SHE THOUGHT SHE WOULD RUN ME OFF HERE BY SCREWING WITH MY RATINGS. JUST TO ENSURE HER IF SHE COMES BACK TO MY PAGE AND SHOULD HAPPEN TO READ THIS BLOG I WANT YOU TO KNOW MISS LUNA YOU HAVE NOT DONE ONE THING TO ME TO MAKE ME LEAVE HERE AND IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN SO JUST STAY OFF MY PAGE AND MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND LEAVE ME OUT OF YOURS AN PAGANS PROBLE

Tuesday Trivia #1
(Ok they are gonna get a little harder cause I'm actually getting some hardcore trivia buffs telling me to go harder. Since it's only soo big I can just make the questions harder.) On this day in history: In 1933 The 1st modern sit-down strike happened here.

A Mothers Love........
The Love of a MotherAuthor UnknownMother's love is somethingthat no on can explain, It is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and painIt is endless and unselfishand enduring come what mayFor nothing can destroy it or take that love awayIt is patient and forgiving when all others are forsaking, And it never fails or falterseven though the heart is breakingIt believes beyond believingwhen the world around condemns,And it glows with all the beautyof the rarest, brightest gemsIt is far beyond defining,it defies all explanation,And it still remains a secret like the mysteries of creationA many splendor miracle man cannot understand And another wondrous evidenceof God's tender guiding hand.

Things That Make U Go, Hmmmmmmmm......
i woke up this morning and went straight to checkin out who the spotlight winner wuz... 48 yr old male, level 21... 7,000,250 fuBucks??????????? now how in the hell duz that work???? im just tryin to figure out how he got that many and only has a fraction of the number of friends and fans that i have... i guess its just one of those things that make u go hmmmmmmmm... maybe by my 1 year anniversary on here, i will have enuff fuBucks to win the spotlight... lol

Heat
Burning deep within my soul Itching beneath my skin Something lingers, taking control Begging to be let in Desperate feelings tear me apart Searching deep inside of me It reaches out, grasps my heart Finally setting me free I can feel the heat of the flame Warming me - my core Forever at last, but never the same Always wanting - needing more Take me over, become one with me No need for worries, together we'll be Feel the flame, the heat it bears Never fading, infatuation fills the air Unanswered questions leave my mind Don't care what they are Passion we share has left me blind As weakness leaves its scar I see the fire within your eyes And i feel it glow inside Begin this night of truth - no lies And all that pain and hurt will subside Here is the place where we are alive Never to be condemned Together at last, for new heights i strive To places i've never been Take me over, become one with me No need for worries, together we'll be Feel the flame, t

Thanksgiving Idea's
glitter-graphics.com With only nine days left until Thanksgiving you will look at all those leftovers and not sure what to do with them...Well Kidd-O's here is a suggestion for you. Homemade Turkey Soup Ingredients 6 lb. turkey breast. It should have some meat (at least 2 cups) remaining on it to make a good, rich soup. 2 medium onions 3 stalks of celery 1 teaspoon dried thyme 1/2 teaspoon dried rosemary 1/2 teaspoon dried sage 1 teaspoon dried basil 1/2 teaspoon dried marjoram 1/2 teaspoon dried tarragon 1/2 tablespoon salt black pepper to taste 1/2 lb. Italian pastina or pasta Directions 1. Place turkey breast in a large 6-quart pot. Cover with water, at least 3/4 full. 2. Peel onions, cut in large pieces, and add to pot. Wash celery stalks, slice, and add to pot also. 3. Simmer covered for about 2-1/2 hours. 4. Remove carcass from pot. Divide soup into smaller, shallower containers for quick cooling in the refrigerator. 5. After

Friends And Family
You know its kinda funny that 80% to 90% of the people here want talk or chat with you unless you buy them a VIP or BLAST. Whats the deal with that? I thought this was a room to meet you friends and have fun with either other. Well i have meet a few new friends and there are a few real people here that like to chat and to those i say thanks. To the rest well you can guess>

Where Have I Been?
Ok I am sure a couple of you are wondering where the heck have I been for so long. It has been really insane around here lately and there has been a couple of things going on. 1)A little background first. My hubby had 3 kids from his first marriage but lost contact almost 20 years ago when his ex wife moved the kids and wouldnt tell him where they were. He went to pick them up for his weekly visistation and they were gone and the house wwas empty. he tried looking for them but no one would tell him anything and the child support could NOT tell him because of the child protection laws. Well a few weeks ago I got a letter in the mail from a woman who was looking for her husband's father. It was confirmedshortly after that that this was in fact my hubby's oldest son from his first marriage. They had been looking for him for years. We are currently planning a BIG reunion between father and son and now grandkids too!!! 2)I have been trying to start my own business. I do professional r

7 Shots Of Vodka
Man goes to the bar and says "bartender, give me 7 shots of Vodka." The bartender says "Ok, but pal you are gonna hurt yourself with that." The man says "Just pour them." The man takes the first shot and the bartender says "Hey, you want to talk about it"? The man says "No!" and drinks the next 2 shots. The bartender says "Come on and tell me about it I've got a good ear, that's why a lot of people come here for, to tell their troubles." The man by then has finished the 7 shots and says "Ok, today was my first blowjob." The bartender says "Hey great, have another on the house." The man says "No, if 7 doesn't get the taste out, nothing will!"

In Reply To The Guitar....
REASONS WHY GUITARS ARE BETTER THAN WOMEN 1. A guitar has a volume knob AND???? 2. If you break a guitar's G-string, it only costs $.79 for a new one BUT OURS LOOKS HOTTER 3. You can make a guitar scream as loud as you want it to IF YOU'RE GOOD, YOU CAN DO IT WITH US TOO 4. You can unplug a guitar AND?? WE CAN LEAVE 5. You can finger a guitar for hours without it complaining it wants more I WANT FINGERED FOR HOURS!!!!! 6. Other people can play your guitar without it getting upset UUM, NO COMMENT 7. You can finger a guitar in public and get applause, not arrested IF YOU'RE GOOD, AND SNEAKY, YOU CAN FINGER US IN PUBLIC TOO... AND WE CAN GIVE YOU HEAD 8. You can have a guitar any color you want and no one will care UM, SERIOUSLY?!?!?! COME ON!!! 9. You can make your guitar as tight as you want it just by turning a peg. THEY MAKE GEL THAT MAKES WOMEN TIGHTER.... UM, NO I HAVEN'T USED IT... I JUST SAW IT IN CHRISTIES... SO THERE

Home Is Where The Heart Is
The word “home” has a wide variety of connotations. To some, home is merely a place where basic needs are addressed. To others, home is the foundation from which they draw their strength and tranquility. Still, others view home as a place inexorably linked to family. Yet all these definitions of home imply somewhere we can be ourselves and are totally accepted. There, we feel safe enough to let down our guard, peaceful enough to really relax, and loved enough to want to return day after day. However, these qualities need not be linked to a single space or any space at all. Home is where the heart is and can be the locale you live in, a community you once lived in, or the country where you plan to live someday. Or home can be a feeling you carry inside yourself, wherever you are. The process of evolution can require you to undergo transformations that uproot you. Moving from place to place can seem to literally divide you from the foundations you have come to depend on. Since your h

Good Day, Sunshine!
I just looked out the window and the sun is actually shining! Can you believe that? Here in N.E.? Ok well, maybe not actually shining, but it is making a darn good effort to try and break through the clouds. Ugh! Never mind, more clouds! Should have know that was a fluke.

Strippers
So, my sister is a stripper ok? And, I have tons of friends who are strippers, and frankly, i love boobs just as much as any man... Here's my thing... and this shit is really really bothering me... I personally could never date a stripper, be it female or male. I'm too jealous, and possessive. I would not be able to deal with my signifigant other naked and rubbing on hundred of other people... I'm just, jealous as hell like that. I mean, GOD. I want some things to be for me, adn me alone. Sure, who doesn't like knowing hundreds of people wanna fuck who you're with... but still... i'd rather know that every inch of that person is mine, and mine alone... I'd rather know, that only I would see them naked, and that only I would be able to touch, see and feel, those parts. (wow i'm being soooo "pg" lol) I'm just like, WOW... i want privacy, and me stuff... damn I'm annoyed as hell right now... So far ALMOST all the men i've asked said they wouldn't care, or would even LIKE it.... a

My Pledge
No words can ever define The feeling of when we kiss Warmth of our embrace And your sweet hand on my face That smile, and thos eyes Melts my soul Never a love, this perfect Has yet or will ever Be as true or as strong

Daniel
As i sit here in my room Images race through my head Of that faithful November day Walking home from school that day I quickly realize i would never be the same And as i came upon his limp body I realize my friend, had kept his word 14yrs of living doesnt prepare you for this Anger inside because he is what i miss Pain i feel is all cause of me He was hurting why couldnt i see Changed me forever The way i think and feel In that split second He flipped my world Things that i thoguht would be Were just a mirage of smoke My vision has brcome a blur And my body numb Rage runs through my veins Where love was long ago My soul needs time to mend As i say goodby to a dear friend

Havent Decided Yet
i might be deleting my fubar account... havent decided yet... tired of all the drama i am getting from my family and my sons father... its to damn fuckin hard to keep up with lounges while being sick and trying to watch a baby... now if i had help here during the day that would be different... i will keep ya'll posted on my decision

My Birthday
My birthday is comeing up and for once I would love to have a big birthday party and I am Hopeing to do so on Sat Nov 24th at lamberts My stepson and some of my friends are giving me one and I hope all my friends will come and party with me on that day. Don't miss out it will be fun. Just drop me a private message and let me know if you can make it hope to see all my friends there. Have a good one.

My Valentine
My Valentine Bathing in the light of a midnight moon. A soft picnic blanket is our cocoon. The metamorphosis has begun. As you and I, become one. The limits of love are endless Grandiose and noblesse Every moment a new plateau Emulating that first hello. Venturing to places never before seen. Dining on loves delicious cuisine. Unlimited courses for which to devour. Enabling the birth of passions flower. In the heat of passion, our bodies engage. A placid meadow is our stage. We let go of all inhibitions, Forever chasing love’s intuitions Melting together like warm ice cream. ‘Neath the lucent lunar beam. To you my heart, I do resign My one and only Valentine

Resolution..
Yes, I know the song is by Nick Lachey. But I love the lyrics, they are amazing.. Nothing but an empty page Breathing in an open space Captured by your moment's grace again There's so much I left behind Even more that waits in time Everything's so undefined I'm standing on the edge of my fear And I see it clear Here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just want to be the best man I can be Breathe, it's my resolution Living life without a plan Finding solace where I stand And learning how to love again And all I want is something real That I can feel Here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just wanna be the best man I can be 'Cause here's my resolution I'm letting go All I need to learn is along this road And I just wanna be the best man I can be Breathe, it's my resolution My resolution

Tues (part One)
Hello and Happy TUESDAY Trains on track ... ~~~~Another one on its way!~~~~ What's a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: CoorsLightGirl Coors is one of my ol' buddy from the early day mumms, she's sweet & like me, into photo edits/manipulations -Check her out- ~shauny32 ~ Shauny's from the land down under, She seems to be well travel and a girl of good taste. Reverend Ms. D Don't let the number fool ya, she's no n00b Ms.D just recently shed all her fu status and started fresh, here to make friends & not fu points! I suggest -you

Save Him The Trip
Well they say he knows whose been naughty or nice And if I have my way baby after tonight We'll be one couple he can scratch off his list Let's be naughty and save Santa the trip Such a long sleigh ride from the North Pole And he's already got so many places to go We've got each other, don't need another gift Let's be naughty and save Santa the trip Well Santa's face would turn red if he could only see What we'll be unwrapping underneath our Christmas tree Well this year all I'm asking for is one little wish Let's be naughty and save Santa the trip When St. Nick comes home early tonight Mrs. Clause will surely be surprised They'll get to snuggle, cuddle up just like this Let's be naughty and save Santa the trip Naked naughty, and save Santa the trip Nasty naughty, and save Santa the trip Bad bad bad bad bad naughty, and save Santa the trip Bad bad bad naughty, and Santa the trip Gonna save him the whole trip Get some of those elves over here and save

My Ankle
Ok well it isnt broken but they all keep telling me i would be better off if it was. I did tear all 3 ligaments that hold the outside of the ankle in position and possibly the tendon as well.......I cant do anything but wait though for all the swelling to leave. As it is my leg, calf, and foot (the injured one) cramps when i stand up.........go figure. Thanks to my friends who care. xoxo Adele

How To Make A Bomb.....
being EOD, people on here keep asking me how to make a bomb ...so here you go kids :) Ingredients: 2 Slices of bread: Texas toast is best since it has maximum surface area with minimum nutritional value. 8-12 pieces of bacon: The fattier the better. Mayonnaise: See above. Butter: Not margarine. Not "I Can't Believe It's Not Butter", even if you really can't. Only the real deal will do here. 2 Slices American cheese: Kraft is nice and creamy. But even cheap generic brand "cheese" will work. 2 Eggs, Large: Chicken eggs are standard, but hey, use what you want. Instructions: 1.Put the bacon in a pan and start cooking it (I find medium heat works best). If you want to add some oil, hey, it's your funeral. 2.Place the two slices of bread in a toaster. Turn it on (the toaster, not the bread). 3.In a pan, add a tablespoon of butter and scramble up the eggs. 4.By now the bread should have completed the magical transformation into toast. Take it out of the toaster.

Keep It To Myself
We have been friends for a long time now. You are a person I can trust with my deepest, darkest secrets. You have never given me a reason not to trust you. Through thick and thin, I know you have me and you'd better believe that i have you. Pain others have conflicted on me You made me keep strong Told me let it all out & it will set me free Nights of tears u stood by my side Never thinkin at the time ur arms is where i should be Not once did u judged me for it Not reminding me of the warnings i ignored Just held me after the hit comforting me & Reminding me i am adored But now i'm starting to feel something a little bit stronger. I'm not sure what these feelings are. But i'm so afraid of what i may find out. Whatever it is, it doesn't feel bad. It feels great! But there's one problem. We don't stay near each other. So, it would be better to keep it to myself. I don't want to ruin anything between us. I would rather have you in my lif

They Grow So Fast
its amazing how time fly's with you have a child. its like just yesterday i was still pregnant!!! so my daughter, Rylee, will be 2 months old this saturday, Nov. 17, 2007... she is currently 8 weeks and 1 day old!! (Nov. 13, 2007). when she was born she was 5 lb's 5 oz and only 18 inch's long, now she's around 9 lb's and over 22 inch's long!! they grow so fast, she's getting soooo heavy too.. i call her my little brick, cause sometimes she's dead weight!!! lol she's starting to fight sleep a lot, and now she has her nights and days mixed up! it sucks, but i got to work with her to get her on the right track! i love her soooooooo much it ain't funny, i never thought i could love so much it hurts!!!

So Naughty
The house falls quiet as you lay down to rest on our bed. Your eyes close your eyes as I lean to kiss you softly, ushering you on to sleep. I quietly make my way to the computer only a few feet away to spend a little time looking at artwork and editing my photography from the day. Time passes quickly as I loose my sense of time to my work, I occasionally look over my shoulder at your slumbering form and flashes of our passionate night fill my mind. I smile, just looking at you, remembering how intoxicating it felt to be close to you, the feeling of your soft skin against mine and the sweet taste of your kisses. Unable to help myself, I begin to rub my hardening dick through my boxers, longing for your touch. I quietly turn return to my computer, loading a movie we had watched but a night before together, remembering vividly our intimate moment. I begin to tease the length of my shaft, unbuttoning and exposing my member as I begin to tease myself. You wake up to the sounds of the movie

Well Well
well today is tuesday and i am hyper as shyt for some odd reason i have been thinkin bout alot of things. i got this friend im not sayin any names they know who they are.but he FUCKIN ROCKS!!!! lol yea u micheal. but i went to maryland this weekend and had a blast.but last night was pure hell and most part of today was to.but i guess once i went off back at this person he left me the hell alone and chilled the hell out.you know i'm meeting new friends.and that rocks to. i have been thinkin once i get a job and get on my feet im gettin the hell outta of this town might go to maryland i dont know yet but i don know i want to leave this hell hole. to much drama. well im out im gonna bounce around the house some more.lol i just got done makin m$m cookies

Today
Well got up there things went well and I got blood drawn and I have to go back up there cause some dumb ass dropped a tube of my damn blood. So yeah I am going Thursday. Steven is going in the morning to do his thing in a cup..LOL! But yeah so I hope all this works. Plus I will be starting Clomid too after all the lab work up's are there for them so I can make my next appointment. YAY FOR MEH..I's going to have another baby if I'm not pregnant already but I am waiting to take a test. Anyways..I am going to go get my Rhi Bee.. Lata

Ribs
Been cooking Ribs all day in the crockpot. They smell so good lol. :) Even Pluto has been running back and forth trying to get close to them lol. I can almost taste them through the smell. I think I'm getting heartburn before I even get to taste them lol.

The Amish Farmer
*********** GOT TO LOVE THEM AMISH *********** An Amish farmer walking through his field, notices a man drinking from his pond. The Amish farmer shouts: (in German), "Trink das wasser nicht. Die kuhen haben dahin gesheissen." Which means: "Don't drink the water, the cows have s**t in it." The man shouts back: "I'm a Muslim, I don't understand. Please speak in English." The Amish farmer says: "Use two hands,.You'll get more."

Holiday Greeting
When sending out your holiday greeting cards this season, please add this address to your list: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue NW Washington, DC 20307-5001 This nice gesture will go a long way to a wounded soldier away from family/friends. Please pass this on if you feel it's a good thing to do!

Bouncers Pissin Me Off
It really makes me not want to go to anyones page when everytime I open a page, or leave a comment or rate, EVERYTIME in the last 10 minutes, i have to go through a bouncer. I have to do one to go onto the page, i get a bouncer to comment the page, AND i got a bouncer when it redirected to the persons profile page again after the comment. It really is getting stupid, AND rates are still f-ed up. Theyve been F-ed up for weeks now. Can i just say i get tired of them pushing for new memebers when the site isnt running properlly anyways. blah.

Naughty By Nature
Naughty by Nature She was a sexual freak With bedroom like eyes She was naughty by nature So hot, and so fly She had all the right moves That would dazzle your mind With all the right curves So slender, and fine She wore a hot sexy skirt With a slit down the side And you can see through her blouse Leaving little to hide She'll put heat in your passion And bring hearts to a melt Wearing nylons, and heels And a black garter belt She's a burning desire All wrapped in one girl So much thrill with excitement She is one in this world Such a sexual pleasure That knows how to make love And a wet ball of fire Most men have dreamed of Like dessert on a table She's all yours tonight And you'll soak in her love Till the peak of sunlight

What Is This
What Is This? The face of disappointment reflects back from a blank screen, Faded memories of a love that I had once before seen, Foolish yes, foolish no, never really sure where this person wants to go. I've given my best, I've given my all, and yet in return my heart's left to Fall. A whim and on grace, it's torn from this place that I've hidden before. I can't touch it, can't see it, but please still believe it? What trusts must I be burdened to hold, while my heart grows so cold? No hint of desire, no thoughts to conspire my reverence is forced to behold. Not captive, not free, what place would this be? Not heaven, not earth, not joy and not mirth, Sheer terror and dread whirl 'round in my head. No warm comforting kisses, no "I love you", no "I miss's" Just bleed me, and lead me around on this string, No consequences, no regrets, no thoughts of effects, Nothing, but fading into shadowy absences. What life is this? What place is this? What feeling is

Number "tue" Train
Well I'm back on board, with a second choo-choo 8-p My progression train at the bottom has to be the longest running train in fubar history? huh? whadda ya'll think? So I hope you all have an enjoy about ride on this train, PLEASE remember to go meet at least ONE of these folks, I can only assure you that it wont cost you a dime but its worth the time! I hope this train finds you on track And heading in the right direction! Until tomorrow Choo-Choo The Number 'TUE' Train: The Number 'TUE' Train: Frayed Knot(tm) Alana's been a blessing to meet, Another Mumm bumm (you might notice that a lot from me) Who works hard yet finds the time to always show kindness to her friends Chrissy My hippy friend from wayyyy back (she's an original three diget girl) -meaning her first number was 3 digets,

Grr.
Rawr. I have a meeting with the Canadian Immigration and Citizenship tomorrow and I can't find my damn birth certificate. I don't need it, but I want it - just in case. So hopefully at 11:30am tomorrow I will become a permanent resident of Canada =D woooooo

Just Cause
Just Because Just because one flower is picked from the garden does not mean that, the remaining flowers are any less beautiful Just because one may find love does not mean that other's do not desire or deserved to be loved as well Just because I say goodbye does not mean I want you to go Just because I turn and walk away Does not mean that, I want to leave Just because I am absent from the room does not mean you are absent from my heart Just because I have left does not mean that I shall not return Fore, I shall Just because You've inspired me to Write this peom to you today does not mean that it is only today that you have inspired me Just because you have read these words and now understand how much you mean to me does not mean I have accurately expressed how I truly feel Because there are no words that could truly express how much I love you Just because I have now ended this poem on paper does

Sick Of The Shit...
i used to help people in contests and leveling up all the time... havent dun it in awhile and today i did... also posted a bulletin for him, saying that he would give everyone that vote/rated 2000 fuBucks... if u voted/rated, and have not received ur fuBucks yet, i am sorry! i have no damn control over that! maybe he isnt online at the moment. i just know that i wuz tryin to help sum1 and now im gettin shit for sumthin that i have no control over. if u want ur damn fuBucks, i will fuckin give them to u, if its that big a deal... he told me to tell my friends and he would give every1 fuBucks for helping... unless ur bidding on tomorrows spotlight and ur life depends on 2000 fuBucks, get over it! im sure u will get them soon enuff, for fucks sake!

My Frist One Hugssss
This is my very first bulletin/pimpout ever and I would like for all my friends, family and fans to please show your love to my fu daughter Kim. She is a great person and an awesome friend. All love will be returned most def! Thanks to all that show your love, This Pimpout Has Been Brought To You All By... ~*Bik??Ldy ?yd?s Alon? ®™*~@ fubar (repost of original by '~*BikΞЯLdy ЯydΞs AlonΞ ®™*~' on '2007-11-13 15:35:46')

Good Ole Boys Helping Out At The Farm
A president of his homeowners association in a Dallas, Texas suburb was having a terrible problem with litter near some of his association's homes. The reason is that six very large, luxurious new houses are being built right next to their community. The trash was coming from the Mexican laborers working at the construction sites and included bags from McDonald's, Burger King and 7-11, plus coffee cups, napkins, cigarette butts, coke cans, empty bottles, etc. He went to see the site supervisor and even the general contractor, politely urging them to get their workers not to litter the neighborhood, to no avail. He called the city, county, and police and got no help there either. So here's what his community did. They organized about twenty folks, named themselves The 'Inner Neighborhood Services' group, and arranged to go out at lunch time and 'police' the trash themselves. It is what they did while picking up the trash that is so hilarious. They bought nav

I Am A Scorpio
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general.You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take.Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Rejected Halmark Cards
1. So your daughter's a hooker, And it spoiled your day... Look at the bright side, she's a really good lay. 2. My tire was thumping.... I thought it was flat.... When I looked at the tire.... I noticed your cat... Sorry 3. You had your bladder removed And you're on the mends.... here's a bouquet of flowers And a box of Depends. 4. You've announced that you're gay, Won't that be a laugh, When they find out you're one Of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. 5. Happy Vasectomy! Hope you feel zippy! 'Cause when I had mine I got real snippy. 6. Heard your wife left you... How upset you must be... But don't fret about it.... She moved in with me 7. You totaled your car... And can't remember why... Could it have been... That case of Bud Dry? 8. To my ex on Valentines Day After all these years I am still missing you But my aim is getting better ____________ _________ _________ _________

For The Girls
Katie and I went to the same HS and she is already at the university that I’ll be attending in the fall. She has been telling about all the “wild” college parties that she’s been going to and I was sort of jealous I’d been dropping hints all the time and so when she asked if I was interested in joining her at a party I was quick to say yes. Friday night Katie came by my room and helped me pick out what to wear. We finally settled on a short skirt with a knit pull over that left my midriff bare I wore a thong, at Katie's suggestion, and from my jewelry supply a pair of diamond stud earrings… simple and sexy. The party was at a private home and was going full tilt when we arrived. There were about twenty girls there all talking in groups or paired off with drinks in hand. Katie got us both a beer and started to introduce me around. I’ve never been much of a drinker in High School in fact other than a drink on New Year’s Eve I hadn't drank at all. The beer was cold and didn't taste

Liar
Forever you claim this for we Forever you will never be Faith and trust and sanctity you scream Deciet is all you weave Lie for a Lie is your creed Love only one can never be I trusted you, shame on me LIAR, LIAR Hate before the dictionary reads Hate for your lust, I did feed Such thin skin for a shallow heart I can't let you back in, cannot restart LIAR, LIAR YOU FUCKING LIAR, LIAR Forever I leave you to your hell Forever I carry your lessons well you, you you LIAR, LIAR CHEATING LIAR, YOU FUCKING LIAR Never again

I Was In Your Pictures...lol
lmao.... I was bored so yeah..... I went through a page or two and grabbed your pics and posted them here. I kinda had fun with this. I hope I don't offend anyone either way. I might do this again sometime. I did try to post a pic I thought looked good. Your opinion may differ. lol.... this pic is not of the friend... but he is a rather private person and this is just funny as hell

Intimately
INTIMATELY I want you to be so into ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When we are apart I want you to remember; The curves of my body... The strut in my walk... The twinkle in my eye... And my accent when I talk... I want you to be so familiar with ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When those times come and you have to leave, I want you to remember; The scent of my body... The softness of my skin... The sounds that I make, when you are deep within... I want you to be so much apart of ME That you will know me I-N-T-I-M-A-T-E-L-Y When you are lonely an all alone you will remember; The way we started fights just to enjoy making up... The way I sneak up behind you and squeeze your butt... The way we made love on your office desk... And I made you scream WHO'S PUSSY IS THIS?!!? I want you to know when you feel that sudden chill, or suddenly you think its me that you see. Its just us loving

"the Yellow Rose"
(a persons beauty is never just skin deep my friends) "THE YELLOW ROSE" AN ORCHID IS A FLOWER,THAT BLOOMS BY MOONLIGHT; IT'S A MESMERIZING WONDER,LIKE LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. THE PICTURE THAT YOU SEE,AS YOU STAND AT A MIRROR; PALES BY COMPARISON,IT'S INNER BEAUTY I HOLD DEAR. LOVE CAN BE MAGICAL,THE MISSING LINK IN A CHAIN; YOU RISK IT ALL BY OPENING YOUR HEART,WITH EVERYTHING TO GAIN. LIKE DEW FORMING ON A PETAL,AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE; YOU BURN A HOLE IN MY SOUL,BY THE TWINKLE IN YOUR EYES. BLOOD SEEPS FROM A ROSE,AN AROMA YOU CAN SEE; THE PROTECTOR OF THE FLOWER,HAS BEEN GIVEN TO A BEE. THE REFLECTION OF A STAR,LEAVES CATCHING THE RAY; BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS TO HELP YOU,MAKE IT THROUGH ANOTHER DAY. THE PAINFUL MEMORIES FADING,AS YOU LISTEN TO THE RAIN; WORDS OF COMFORT SOOTHING,REMOVING ALL THE PAIN. THROES OF PASSION GENTLE,SENSATION AT IT'S HEIGHT; A WHISPER IN YOUR EAR,"YOU'RE NOT ALONE TONIGHT."

Life
New Graphics Flowers Images Top Comments IN THIS WORLD,YOU ARE SOMEBODY BUT,TO SOMEONE YOU ARE THE WORLD ----------------------- DON,T DREAM YOUR HOLE LIFE BUT LIVE YOUR LIFE ----------------------- DON,T DAMAGE THAT WHAT YOU HAVE,TO WANTING THAT WHAT YOU DON,T HAVE REMEMBER WHAT YOU HAVE NOW,IT.S THAT WHAT YOU DREAM BEFORE. ------------------------ NO ONE CAN DO EVERYTHING,BUT EVERYBODY CAN DO SOMETHING AND IF WE ALL DO SOMETHING EVERYTHING WILL BE DONE. ------------------------ YOU CAN DO DEBUT ONLY ONCE ------------------------ MANY TIMES THOSE WHO WIN USE TO BE THOSE WHO DESIDE TO TRY AGAIN. ------------------------ THING BIG ONES,BUT ENJOY LITTLE ONES ------------------------ IT,S BETTER TO BE UNSUCCESSFUL TO DO SOMETHING AS BE SUCCESSFUL TO DO NOTHING ------------------------- THIS DAY IS ALLWAYS HERE TOMORROW NEVER ------------------------ MOST BAD COWARDICE IS:" W

Comment Bombing My Thoughts On The Matter
I know we all like to win things that we enter competitions as such and here on our loved Formerly Lostcherry Cherrytap now FUBAR we have comment bombing a interesting way of the host accumulating a massive increase of hits to ones page ,,,of course it is expected that they WILL deliver on their promise of the prizes offered ,,,,,,But the thing that annoys me the most I must say and yes those that are bombers and read this if ya take offense and get ya beak (nose) out of align well so be it ,someone has to point things out and hey so what if i am a little voice down under! I am still going to tell ya my thoughts on the way comments are shown Definition ,,,A comment is generally a verbal or written remark NOT this dflmlkmfelkm CRAP or rrrrrrrrrr or whatever takes ya fancy while lamely just merely adding to a tally of times submit was entered It’s little wonder why Baby J and Scrapper are doing the darnest to enable the Bouncer to appear to annoy so many They kno

"what Had Happened Was..."
The following are actual statements found on insurance forms where car drivers attempted to summarize the details of an accident in the fewest words: Coming home I drove into the wrong house and collided with a tree I don't have. The other car collided with mine without giving warning of its intentions. I thought my windows were down but I found out it was up when I put my head through it. I collided with a stationary truck coming the other way. A truck backed through my windshield into my wife's face. A pedestrian hit me and went under my car. The guy was all over the road. I had to swerve a number of times before I hit him. I pulled away from the side of the road, glanced at my mother-in-law and headed over the embankment. In my attempt to kill a fly, I drove into a telephone pole. I had been shopping for plants all day and was on my way home. As I reached an intersection, a hedge sprange up, obscuring my vision and I did not see the other car. I had

Your Family Might Be Too Hooah If...
Your Family Might Be too HOOAH If... All your possessions are military issue. Your kids recite their ABC's phonetically. Your kids call their sandbox "NTC". You have pull-up bars outside the kitchen door. Your daughter's first haircut was a flattop. Your kids pull fireguard. Your newborn's first words were "all OK Jumpmaster". You always back into parking spaces. You have to look up your parents phone number, but can dial the CQ, SDNCO, company, battalion, and brigade with no problem at all. Each page of your vacation atlas has two routes marked. Your kids call the tooth fairy "Slicky Boy". Your son fails the third grade, but tells everyone he was a "phase three recycle". Your favorite author is Mike Malone or Tom Clancy. When your kids are too noisy, you yell "at ease!" You don't own any blue ink pens. Your leave always occurs during the last week of September. Your wife's "high-n-tight" is more squared away than your Commander's.

The Sermon
A man approached the minister at his church...."Reverend ," he said, "We have a problem. My wife keeps falling asleep during your sermons. It's very embarrassing, not to mention disrespectful. What can I do?" "I've noticed this and have an idea if you're up to the task," said the minister. "Take this hat pin with you. I can see when Mrs. Jones is sleeping, and I will motion to you. When I motion, you give her a good poke in the leg with the hat pin. In church the following Sunday, Mrs. Jones dozed off. Noticing this, the preacher put his plan to work. "And who made the ultimate sacrifice for you?" he said nodding to Mr. Jones. "Jesus!" Mrs. Jones cried out as her husband jabbed her in the leg with the sharp hat pin. "Yes! You are correct, Mrs. Jones!" came the minister's quick reply Mrs. Jones then turned and glared angrily at her husband. Soon, Mrs. Jones again nodded off. The minister noticed. "Who is your redeemer?" he asked the congregation, motioning toward Mr. Jo

Salute For Votes
ok, I just had an idea....I am evil~! I need votes for this contest.....so I am proposing to do (boob) salutes for anyone who can get me 15 votes. The comments should have your name in them and I am watching....if I miss it just e mail me and let me know you got 15 of your friends to comment for me. Please be honest~I am 6th place now and I want 3rd, at least~! Help me out~ and don't forget you have to become friends with Cannibal first. Send her a friend request and then go to my pic...#1032R ~~smooches~~

By: Sergeant Aaron M. Gilb
In my life, I have had wanted nothing more than what I now am, a Marine. A single 6-letter word that speaks volumes to multitudes. Just the name, Marine, carries pride, honor and courage. Many men join for many different reasons, but they all start off with the same goal along the way, to become a Marine. To be one of the few, the proud. Proud, pride, strength when united. Every background, every creed and every color. All come together under the same promise. The promise to protect this country against all enemies, foreign and domestic. All who join have accepted this price, this calling. The price of having to leave all behind, to journey to a country where people hate you, and all you stand for. The American Dream, Martin Luther King Jr's Dream and the Dream of our Forefathers. This dream of freedom and the right to preserve it. And who is called upon to undertake this task, the United States Marines. We rise to the call to lay down our lives. We fight and die for the freedom tha

Contest
In Celebration of the return of our DJ, DJ Kink we are offering 80,000 Fubucks by way of a draw of new members!!! You have 2 hours from now (10:20pm to 20 past Midnight eastern time). Rules are as follow: You must join as a member at Club Kiss Lounge here on Fubar by the previously mentioned time range. One lucky member will be drawn tonight by our DJ Dark Embrace and announced live on Kiss Eurodance Radio at half past Midnight!!! Award will be presented tomorrow. Links are supplied below. Club Kiss Lounge: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=51079 Kiss Dance Radio for windows: http://kisseurodanceradio.listen2myradio.com Kiss Dance Radio for Winamp: http://208.109.236.118:8248 Hope to see you there and the best of luck from all of us here at Club Kiss only on Fubar.com!!!

Welcome To My Nightmare
the only times i seem right is at work and at school. in between i drive to much and that gives my mind time to wonder. late at night when i sit alone in my room left with only the swirling thoughts that I pushed aside during the day, i am lost. sometimes a tear touches my cheek sometimes thoguhts and feelings of aloness and worthlessness built to the point it becomes over whelming. I dont truly believe I am in any type of danager from myself so please dont think that, but i cant ignore just how lost i feel so much of the time. I miss Keara so much i cant put it into words many nights it leads me to crying myself to sleep remembering the good times and the so many hard and lonely nights with out her. why cant i shut it off why cant i just become numb why do i have to feel this way why cant i be as happy as i let people think i am why cant i life just one life instead of a life in person and one in my head. the hard thing is that the person i allow myself to be is who i am its the real

I Found This And Wanted To Share It With My Friends
"I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

I Am Still On Your Side
I will stand up for you no matter what you are going through, You found a place where you belong New friends that can do no wrong That's what you believe But who is going to be there when you fall To build up when you are feeling small Give you love that you need Who will, I will When the whole world turns against you, Ain't no lie Don't you know that I will stand up for you No matter what you are going through I'm still on your side Any time day or night Don't care if it's wrong or right I'm still on your side You want to run you want to break free What you want ain't what you need Can't you see that I care I know I'm hard on you sometimes But when you are looking for the things you can't find Don't you know who'll be there Who will, I will When it's more than you can handle Ain't no lie I'll be there when you need me I won't let you go There's nothing I won't do I'll be there I will be around when the others let you do

Antoine De Saint-exupéry
"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye." "But the eyes are blind. One must look with the heart." "Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them "I have lived a great deal among grown-ups. I have seen them intimately, close at hand. And that hasn't much improved my opinion of them "Men have forgotten this truth," said the fox. "But you must not forget it. You become responsible, forever, for what you have tamed." "One runs the risk of weeping a little, if one lets himself be tamed." All quotes are from The Little Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
One day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked, "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue. It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, “Spit it out!!! It’s a piece of Ass!!!"

Police Warning!
Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman…Many females use a date rape drug on the market called “Beer!” This drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large “kegs.” “Beer” is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only get a guy to consume a few units of “Beer” and then simply ask him home for “NO STRINGS ATTACHED SEX!” Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several “Beers,” men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that “something bad” happened. Please! Forward this warning to every male you know! If you fall victim to this “Beer” scam and the women administering it, there are male support groups where you can discuss the details of

"awaken Me" Another Poem.....
"Awaken me" Something has awaken in me that was once asleep. How can I feel so happy yet I want to weep? I want this to grow, but it needs to take its' time. The heavens are put together all in the right place. It takes time and meaning for such power to embrace. I am not sure what the future holds. I do want to see what all this awakening molds.

Just For Fun.
WELL here at last once again, i feel really good about coming on here now because i can sure get the help that i need on here and that is the truth about me on here.I really appreciate it very much so for all the best of help that i can get on here when i can and i am writing this tonight for the ones to see this and for some of you out there now you know who you are that has helped me with what i need to do on here and many more help if possible.I think its really great that there is some nice people out that that can really help you out when something is wrong what you did and how to fix it, and i like that very much.i would like to say thank you for everyone and who you are willing to help me what is wrong and how to fix it,thank you again.

Today
im so scared right now, i love my little so so much, more than anything,or anyone, it kills me everytime that i have to take them home, i always leave with tears in my eyes, i hate that their home was torn apart, i mostly hate myself for it. i cant stay sober for to long anymore, i start dwelling on things, and i know that this is killing me as well, oh yeah and i am sorry to those ive not been around for too much on here lately, i hope you understand. anyway there is alot more that i am feeling i just dont know how to let it out anymore, it just keeps boiling up inside me, and i am so scared that im just gonna blow up...but whatever, im gonna try to get some sleep now, my babies will be here nice and early in the morning....wish me luck on that sleep thing...lol

Falling
I look around and all i see is empty spent and broken down Rows of people manufactured plastic magic Arent they beautiful Then you come over to me Holding something so fresh and natural Now i dont know why it coul be disguise But hey, something moving me Your stuck on my mind No matter how head i try i keep getting into it more Im goin deeper im standing higher im falling harder into you Im getting weaker im sinking deeper Im falling harder into you How many times have i tried to fit into this phony world Sometimes i cant help but think that Maybe i should go on and get outta here But then i see you im thinkin it through Say the words and i will understand every one Im goin deeper im standing higher im falling harder into you Im getting weaker im sinking deeper Im falling harder into you Ive been all around the world up and down And i could never find what i was looking for All i had to do is look at you and i would finally see Youve be a part of me Im

Just For Fun
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Smart One** In My Shoutbox!
**My use of the phrase "Smart One" has nothing to do with actual intelligence. OK, so there's a guy that's been posting MuMMs solely about shoe size. People have been getting offended and tired of it, because it's frankly, none of his business. I posted lyrics from Buck Dich, the Rammstein song, and told him I was trying to think of a reason why I shouldn't report his MuMM. He shouted me, and though I didn't copy and paste in time, his original shout was something about how German was a bad language, and a guess at my shoe size. He hasn't replied back yet, but I'll edit if he does. Or start a new blog entry about him. ->Zeppo M.D.: That's become obvious. Zeppo M.D.: well i dont _>Zeppo M.D.: I didn't ask if you did. Zeppo M.D.: i care ->Zeppo M.D.: i'm pasting our conversation in a blog, by the way Zeppo M.D.: yup bye ->Zeppo M.D.: None of your business Zeppo M.D.: what size shoe do you wear? ->Zeppo M.D.: I noticed. Zeppo M.D.: i have no clue ->Zeppo M.D.: ......becaus

The Vampyre's Kiss
The fears you hide deep within, the ones that burn you 'neath your skin ~ darkest terrors you feel so near, trying your hardest to make disappear. My hot breath on your tempting flesh thirsting for your blood so fresh. Ravenous bite upon your throat, the blood is my life's antidote. Your heart pulsing against my breast, 'tis almost as tho it bursts in your chest. Surrender, succumb to my own will, as from my blood you drink your fill. Passionate pleasures of immortal fare. All these things forever yours with this ... the deepest desires within the vampyre's kiss.

Her Eyes
Your hazel green eyes Are like woods on a warm spring day When leaves have just unfolded And slender branches thick with sap Bend under the weight of songful birds. I look into your eyes and see A timeless world of sun and breezes, Of shade and dappled love, As I gaze from my sunlit doorway, I see you and in your beautiful eyes i see eternity.

Slave To The Master
On wing'd night he comes to me ~ this phantom lover, demon be. As he pulls me into his warm embrace, 'tis my life's blood he sweetly tastes. I am spellbound, in his command, slave to whatever his heart demands. Yet, willingly I submit to his desire, for ecstasy resides in his passion's fire. Bare flesh of neck and of breast, I join him now in his daylight rest ... whereby night astride him, we fly, across the starlit dappled sky, to his realm of dark destiny's pride, I am his concubine, loyal at his side. By his touch, my heart does burn, but, only with longing of more I yearn. With his kiss of lust ~ so warm, so deep, wrapped in passion, by day we sleep. And by moonlight rising upon the land, our thirst, our hunger do command we feast upon our hearts tonight ... forever cast from the day's warm light.

Shape Shifter's Prey
'Tis just the fall that I recall, into those eyes I thought. But, there was more, much more in store. And soon I was quite caught. Those hands I felt all over me. A roaming silken ecstasy cannot compare with wanton lips there and what they do to me. Your teeth are sharp, and they impart a momentary pain. But, in the night I lose my fright and, all I do is gain a permanent position upon the midnight plain. You are my blood magician. Though I cannot explain this darkest transformation; and, yet I crave it so. Make me thy midnight dinner ~ and I will never go.

We Got No Food, No Jobs... Our Pet’s Heads Are Falling Off!
Here's some idiotic ramblings from my brain... You know, lately I have been completely amazing people that work at some of these local "convenience" stores. You know what I mean, the "Food Mart" type places with gas pumps outside. Nothing against people that work at these places in general, as I know quite a few people who work at this type of establishment that are very intelligent people... just at the ones I frequent they tend to be easily impressed. What have I done to completely awe these individuals? Well, there are two particular such places that I stop on a regular basis and I usually will buy an energy drink and get some fuel. I know the price of the energy drinks is $1.99 plus tax at both stores, which equals $2.11 when tax is added. So… in lieu of ending up with 89 cents worth of coinage in my pocket, I will usually take a $10 bill or a $5 bill and just pump the rest of it in gas. So… I pump my $7.89 in gas, for example, and go into the store and place my $1.99 + tax dri

He Moves Out Tomorrow.
My stomach, my heart (all my insides really) feel like they've fallen out of my body and are dragging behind me, catching on pebbles, leaves, trash and the occasional cactus. The word "ouch" doesn't even begin to describe this. I just want some where to run away to.

Hmm... Me, Myself And I... A Little (haha) Survey About Yours Truely.
Basics First Name: Lindsay Middle Name: Ann Nickname: Lyn or Lindz Birthday: October 10th, 1987 Eyes: Blue, green or grey depending Hair: Blonde Height: 5'5 or 5'6 Day/Night: Night Marital Status: Single Your Car: 2006 Honda Civic Your Hometown: Port Huron Your Present Town: Port Huron Left/Right handed: Right Tattoos: None yet Body Piercings: Yes, my ears Best Physical Trait: Eyes I guess Favorites Color: Blue Number: 13 Animal: PONY! Drinks: Water Food: Pasta Soda: Vault Book: Countdown Flower: Lily or Forget-Me-Nots Band: Linkin Park Movie: Fight Club Show: Veronica Mars or Jericho Friends and Life Do you ever wish you had another name? I guess not Do you like anyone? Possibly Which one of your friends acts the most like you? Debbie or Suzanne Who's the loudest? Debbie Who have you known the longest of your friends? Hmm... used to be someone, but we aren't friends anymore Who's the shyest: Um... none that I can think of Are you close

Near To My Heart
Friends -- What is a friend? To me that is simple... A friend is someone that you can talk to about anything... I have several of them here on FUBAR.. They know who they are... And they are here when I need to talk... Now is the time I am in need of a real friend... Friends are compassionate in the most desperate of times... Now that I have told you what a friend is to me, it is time to go further... Close Friends -- What is a close friend? To me a close friend is similar to a friend but with a twist... A close friend is someone that you have feelings for but not so much to make them more than that... I have a few of these here as well... They also know who they are... I am also in need of them... Close friends console you when no one else can... They are as close as family... That is one reason I am here... Now you know what a close friend is... Let's go even further... Girlfriend/Boyfriend -- What is a girlfriend/boyfriend? For me a girlfriend is someone that is there for you

Leave It To Mandy To Give Me Something To Write About...
Have you ever been in a Store, Restaurant or anywhere where there were properly marked parking spots, clearly marked and no marks what so ever at the front of the store or establishment denoting any type of parking right next to the door and have someone pull right up just like they own the place and come in and get what they needed and leave? I have seen this happen before and yesterday was no difference in the fact that the same lady did it again. She promptly parked her car in front of the door which really was more of a thru lane then a parking lot got out and walked in placed a to go order. Now that in itself was bad enough but, she had that blue-tooth device on her ear making her seem even more important I guess. Don’t you just want to separate that person’s ear from the phone device after awhile of seeing it? I do. It’s like Star Trek…I keep waiting for the Klingons to show up at any minute and Captain Kirk and Mr. Spock along with Sulu disarm them. Ok I will get over the Ear-wi

Love.....
Crushed, broken .... in a moment in time. Heart pounding.... tears building up like a dam getting ready to break. Overwhelming feelings take control.... you begin to feel as if your world has ended.... waiting for precious memories to flood you... longing for the one that hurt you to just come back to you.. wondering why... how.. how a pain so intense hasnt killed you yet.... Songs on the radio bring back everything you ever felt for that one person.little things around you remind you of them..... why does love hurt so bad? Because this isnt love....... love doesnt have to change you..... if someone wants to change you then how can they love you? they cant because with love you can not pick and choose what it is about someone that you love... it's and all or nothing kind of thing..... so in conclusion.... the word love is NOT to be used lightly.... remember I love you is 8 letters .... so is Bullshit

You Inspire Me....
PROFILEFANTASY.COM I would be verse Without words Song without Melody, a Heart that Didn't beat Until your presence Provided The Passion, The excitation, The craziness. The movement Of the stars Would not be Noticed if I didn't look Up to God as I gave thanks For you And thankful I ever will be! Poet

Sorry
I'm sorry deanna and jeff, I havent had no sleep and with my son throwing up all night it looks to be a bad day to...I'll get corky as much as i can but if i dont crash soon i'm gonna be wiped out. I'll leave the page up an jeff ya know i got wolves in my stash ...go rip...deanna i got a pic for ya i gotta email it so i hope ya like it... huggs babes and forgive me for the fuck up. Love to all Momma rox

Yo A Sweet Lady Needs Help..
this lady here is really sweet and helps out alot of ppl in contest and giveaways, even though she was in a contest she helped out a friend everyday.. she could use our help.. link below..

Butt Bomb
An America Airlines flight enroute from Los Angeles to JFK airport in New York City was diverted to Kansas City yesterday when a passenger was noticed attempting to light a fuse protruding from his rectum. Flight Attendant Bunny Haggarty said she noticed the man seated in an aisle seat leaning forward and holding a cigarette lighter behind his legs. "I though he was just trying to light a fart," said Haggarty, "like our pilots are always doing on layovers. Then I saw this string-like thing hanging from his ass, and I got scared." Haggarty immediately called for assistance. Several male passengers subdued the man before he was able to light the fuse. After landing in Kansas City, authorities found the man's intestines were stuffed with military grade C4 explosive. FBI agents stated that it would have been a complete catastrophe if the passenger had succeeded in lighting the fuse. The passenger, Mohammed Bin Ali El Batout Nabeel Sin Abba Rahim Mansour Ali Baba, Age 25, was carrying f

Crazy
Here's the deal: you get too stressed out, and you'll go crazy. They'll lock you up. Trust me, I know. Everyone has a puddle of sanity in their head. Stress is like a sponge that soaks up sanity. You don't want it to soak up all your sanity because you'll lose your grip. Soon everyone will start calling you names like beaver brains and chowder head. Your only friends will be office supplies. They never laugh at you, or call you names, or pretend like they're your friends long enough for you to do their homework and stab you in the back while they go out to their fancy parties for fancy people with nice clothes and slick dyed hair, the kind of hair that all the kids try to mimic because they think that the hair will make them cool and saucy and they listen to live and bush, and they go to the canyons and sit around camp fires, holding hands and singing songs like everybody else would do if they had enough time and money or if they had a job that they didn't have to work at night and

What Do You Do?
When the attacker in the dark was never really there and you were holding the knife When the one who destroyed your life is the one you see in the mirror When your friends seem to harm you more than your enemies When the poison on your fork is your own recipe When the monster in your closet ends up being you What do you do?

Drive, Drive ... Drive
With the price of gas it is going to kill me today. I need to drive to every high school in the county here to hand out posters to be placed on the hall walls promoting the youth club I have been working on over the past several weeks. It is time to see now if all my meetings with principals and teachers will work by seeing how many kids want to be in the club. I do have one late night meeting tonight so I will be home very late again. Just another Wednesday.

A Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: * I do physical labor. * I work at great depths. * I plunge headfirst into everything I do. * I do not get weekends or holidays off. * I work in a damp environment. * I work ina dark area with poor ventilation. * I work in an area with high temperatures. * My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, The Penis *** Dear Mr. Penis, After assessing your request and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: * You do not work eight hours straight. * You fall asleep after brief work periods. * You do not always follow the orders of the management team. * You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. * You do not take initiative. * You need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. * You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. * Yo

Us Marine And The Terrorist
A U.S. Marine squad was marching north of Fallujah when they came upon an Iraqi terrorist, badly injured and unconscious. On the opposite side of the road was an American Marine in a similar but less serious state. The Marine was conscious and alert and as first aid was given to both men, the squad leader asked the injured Marine what had happened. The Marine reported, 'I was heavily armed and moving north along the highway here, and coming south was a heavily armed insurgent. We saw each other and both took cover in the ditches along the road. I yelled to him that Saddam Hussein was a miserable, lowlife scumbag who got what he deserved, and he yelled back that Ted Kennedy is a fat, good-for-nothing, left wing liberal drunk who doesn't know how to drive. So I said that Osama Bin Ladin dresses and acts like a frigid, mean-spirited lesbian! He retaliated by yelling, 'Oh yeah? Well, so does Hillary Clinton!' And, there we were, in the middle of the road, shaking h

Shattered
Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Walk in the light Walk in the dark Feel the lightness of the sun Feel the darkness of the heart The sun burns the desert dry The heart lays, quivering on the floor Desert blooms after a steaming rain While the ocean floor is a graveyard The rain falls, caressing my face And grave Stones loom like ancient demons Face the fears which stalk your shattered soul Know that demons walk in the guise of man Pieces of your shattered life glint like glass A crippled man walks with the weight of the world A glass like glint from a young lover's eye As the world revolves relentlessly.

To All Of My Lovely Friends ,muahzzzz ;)
TO ALL OF MY LOVELY FRIENDS ,MUAHZZZZ ;) ""SWEET FRIEND --> I'LL BE THERE.. -When no one is there for you -When you think no one cares -When the whole world walks out on you -When you think you're alone ILL BE THERE.. -When the one you care about most could care less about you -When the one you gave your heart to isn't -When someone throws something in your face ILL BE THERE.. -When the person you trusted betrays you -When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday ILL BE THERE.. -When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine -When all you need is someone to catch your tears ILL BE THERE.. -When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe -When you just want to crawl up and die ILL BE THERE.. -When you start to cry -Or when hearing that sad song -When the tears just won't stop falling down ILL BE THERE.. *So you see I'll be there until the end *This is a promise I can make *If you

A Friend In Need
A friend of mine is in need of about 10,000 comments on her photo to get a Happy Hour. Please help us get her this and I will personally drop 50 11's on all that stop by and drop 100 comments.....Hell it's only fair! So...stop by and give us a hand....

Meet The Dj's
INTRODUCING THE DJ'S OF VIRGO'S, CLICK ON THE TAGS TO SHOW THEM SOME LUV. THEY ALL HAVE SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO OFFER!! Catch Ricard Sat-Wed 9am-3pm est Catch Devil's Reject Mon, Thur-Sat 6pm-11pm est

Goodmorning Darling :p
Slowly i walk into your bedroom, the curtains are still closed so it's dark in the room but i can still see your chest move slowly up and down under the silken sheets. As i come closer i see one of your legs move slipping from underneath the silken fabric, uncovering itself. The sheetsmove across yoru chest and eagerly i look at your breasts n slowly see your nipples swell up under the fabric. Slowly I move even closer n lean in to blow my warm breath up along your uncovered leg, as my breath carresses your skin you move your leg a little pulling it upwards n moving it further to the side making the sheet slip further to the side so i can look up all the way to your warm tighs as i slowly follow your leg with my head carefully letting my warm breath trace your skin as i slip my tongue out to just barely touch your sweet tender skin on the inside of your tigh. Higher n higher my tongue moves up along yoru tigh as you pull your leg furhter n further to the side untill the sheets move

The 2nd Child
Well I only have 8 weeks left before my second child will be here. I wasn't sure at first if I was ready, but who ever is. I am more than ready now, since I have the help and support of her father. Even though things are alittle tough, with his support and my son we will all be just fine. It is nice to actually think of the 4 of us as a "FAMILY". As I count down the days, I am nervous and exceited at the same time, but I know she will be DEFINATLY worth the wait!

No Clue
1)Forbidden Love. . Your name whispers through the air, Along with the sweet scent of flowers. Slowly sliding a red rose into your hair, Seconds pass, pretending to be hours. . Wandering through valleys of green, Searching my mind for salvation. Looking into eyes nowhere to be seen, Providing guidance for my destination. . Deep within my heart glows a sparkle of light, Warming my face, with your smile so bright. Nothing can stop this pondering of my heart, The smell of roses, carried by a soft spring breeze. Only in your arms I can put myself at ease. 2)To my love When I look into your eyes, I melt away, It's like I'm drowning in your love. Slowly the world around me shimmers and fades, My only sparkles of hope are your bright eyes. They look at me, asking me why I'm so shy? The way your eyes look deeply into mine, Makes my body shiver, you dissapear into the shades. I'm trying to move, to grab you, while asking why ? My heart is filled with joy, seeing

Afi - Morningstar
This is definitely one of my all time favourite bands and one of my favourite songs ever. I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me? And I don't want to fall into the light. Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't want to die tonight. Will you believe in me tonight. Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything? Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost

Men Are Just Happier People
What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be King. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another public loo because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $1000. Morning suit rental $150. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day holiday requires only one suitcase. You can

Onerepublic - Apologize
I'm holding on your rope, Got me ten feet off the ground I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothin new I loved you with a fire red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you But I'm afraid... It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late It's too late to apologize, yeah I said it's too late to apologize, yeah- I'm holdin on your rope, got me ten feet off the ground...