Fubar Blog Posts 4

He Finally Did It!!!
Alright so it's hard to believe that I've waited this long to post about this but I've been sick and busy LoL. Anywho...so Jason finally made it official. NOW he can call me his fiance LoL. He got down on his knee and asked me to marry him on Christmas Eve. Everyone asks me if I was suprised....yes and no. Because I already knew we were getting married...but I DID NOT expect him to do that. It was AWESOME!!! He was so nervous LoL. He even asked my dad's permission and everything which I know meant a lot to dad. Anyway that's pretty much all the news for now. The holidays exhausted me.....(being pregnant doesn't help LoL)....so we've just kinda been kickin' back and hangin' out. Went and spent New Year's Eve with Lyz last night and had a BLAST...even tho I about couldn't keep my eyes open to see the ball drop LoL. So yea...hope everyone's Christmas and New Year's went good! I'll hit y'all up with more details when we decide on a date and find out the sex of the baby and wha

Me & You
When I first talked to you I felt like I had known you forever, telling you my problems and what I didn't want ever. You listened to me I bet you thought I'd never end, who would have thought we would be the best of friends. Over a period of time, I got to know the real you. A guy so charming and gentle, with a heart so true. You've survived your life with me by your side. I told you I'd never leave because of the feelings I have inside. There was a time I wanted to explore, what would have happened if I would only open the door. I know you like no one I have ever known, and sometimes I wonder what do I do when we're alone? So I have decided time answers all. If it is meant to be time will remove the wall. Standing between us, holding us back, allowing us to feel It's the relationship that we lack. I love the way we are together, you can always make me smile. Will it ever really be forever? I guess I will have to wait awhile. Time w

Adding Projectplaylist To Your Profile
Adding ProjectPlaylist to Your Profile Tired of the Slightly Stoopid tracks? Try Making your own playlist! There's a few options, most commonly imeem.com or projectplaylist.com. I prefer ProjectPlaylist, so this blog is to show you how to use it. First, create an account with ProjectPlaylist here. You can start building your playlist by clicking on the "Search" link. CAUTION: Be sure the track you are about to add actually works (click the "PLAY" icon to test the song.) Repeat this process until you've made a playlist to your liking. By the way, you can build more than one list! Having finished building a playlist, click on "My Account". This takes you to your homepage. You should see your playlist on the left. Under it, you will find a link titled "Add Playlist to Myspace or Facebook", click there. It brings you to a list of options (a:Myspace, b:Facebook, c:Gaia, d:Friendster, e:Get code for other....) You want option E. This will bring you to a page asking which playlist

First Off
ok so i just got this fubar thing yall can give thanks to backer 4 this one i am finaly figuering out my space and now i am trying to figuer this out so this could get intersting i should tell yall i work on cars not computers so i have no clue what to do hoping beckes will come over and save my ass from looking to dumb well yall i will probly have more to say later on myspace delated my account due to my last bloging effort lets see if this goes any better so welcome to the wonderful world of me later yall

Instincts
I met someone the other day. This person opened my eyes to alot of things and reaffirmed my belief that you gotta trust that gut feeling deep inside you that tells you to RUN! When you think of the "other" woman, or the person that you suspect that your SO is seeing, you want desperately for her to be a hollow headed freak, whose teeth are so big that when she sneezes she'll bite her chest, and is in no way capable of holding any conversation for her lack of IQ..but that isnt always the case. This person I met yesterday was down to earth and seemingly awesome chick! She also happened to be the person who was the topic of conversation between him and I lately. He made her out to be the shebeast I described earlier and sang a pretty convincing tune. I took my questions to the source and she was prepared with many answers. I know when shit hits the fan ladies, you want to blame it all on the other person and give them grief, they are the bitch, the whore, the slut, but

For The People I Care About...
[original post from early January] Just want to let people know that I'm not mad at anyone, and that I'm not avoiding anyone or ignoring anyone, I'm just having some issues that need to be dealt with. I'll hopefully be back to my normal silly self soon. *hugs and slurpz everyone* ♥ Rob

What Would Your Porn Name Be?
take your middle name and the street name that you grew up on and thats your porn name... mine is farrah harbor...sounds good lol. leave a comment as to what your's would be..i'd love to read em lol

Not Nsfw
sorry if my boobs offend u but this pic is not nsfw there is no full nudity and there is a full face shot...sorry about ur luck read the bible..and i will kindly give u pointers how to expand your chest naturally without getting fake ones if u need them that badly..HAPPY NEW YEAR

Why Is Just The Mention Of It A Bad Thing ???
I was listening to a friend of mine today and he say a psting get shreded and the person whom posted a bad scolding, He just a simple little questionn about a Herb and it was for seen as a bad thing, So I want to know when is it ILLEGAL to mention its name like his name that shall not be mentioned ( The Dark Lord), So if it is offensive to people turn the page or the station why should as a human be told what to say and where ??? What gives I thought that we have people fighting and dieing for freedom of speech... Sorry Had to let it out .. Didn't mean to offend any one..

Untitled
Loving isnt a mistake. Its just the bad choices that we make that bring us down at the end of the day. Its what makes you look around and say: How did I let u do me this way? I cant point the finger soley at you, when deep inside I always knew, you and I weren't meant to be. I'm the one that did this to me! I heard your lies, never spoke my mind. shoulda just realized, I was wasting my time. So why is it, that I am so surprised, that here we are, on opposite sides? Once again, I'll make a mends: Seal off my heart, and be only friends. Keep it locked away, nice and safe. For someone true, it will forever wait. By: Krazie

My Baby Boy Dakota Alexander Digennaro 11/28/96-2/15/98
My sweet baby son Dakota left me on Feb 15th 1998 he died in his sleep at his grandparents house they named it sudden unexplained death in a younger child (same thing as sids). He was spending the weekend with my in laws so my ex and I could have a weekend alone for valentines day. I remember when he left for the weekend my ex dropped me off at my salon to get my hair done and I peeked at Kody in his car seat but I didn't hug him goodbye, I only blew him a kiss...Shortly after he passed away I realized I had missed the chance to hug him one more time...The first night after he died I had a dream of him and in the dream he was in his little winter coat and he toddled up to me and I hugged him and I could even smell his hair it was SOOOOOO real. I know that God sent him to me one last time before he went home to stay. This was my favorite song (and the movie as well it had just come out the Christmas two months prior)and it totally reminded me of my dream of Kody.

I Hate People
Tell me how or why it's fair that people are selfish, demanding, incosiderate and self centered, but it's MY fault when they aren't happy? Or how it's fair to demand something of me that I can't give? From now on, I do things the way I want. I won't accomodate you. If you don't like it, well then that's just too goddamn bad. Go find someone who gives a flying fuck. Don't ask me for favors, I won't do them. Don't demand things of me, I won't give them. Don't throw a fit because you didn't get your way, I DON'T CARE. My life is about me. If everyone else can be that selfish, then guess what? Now I get to play my way. Fuck you!

Check Out What U Will B Missin Wit This Chicka
Up for offer: Personal salute(SFW) add to family list for a week with access to private folders I will make them tags ids any kind of pic the like leave comment on their page daily pic/link to them on my profile crush & owned by them for a week if the winning bid is a 7 day blast or 3 month VIP then i will rate their pics during happy hour 10s or 11s if a VIP another salute=2 total(1 SFW & 1 NSFW) add to family list for a month crush & owned by them for a month personal phone call(SFW) add to yahoo with cam show(SFW) pimp them out as much as i can ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ minimum bid is 100k fubux no drama...leave it at the door if u bid & dont pay then the next highest bidder will git what i have to offer lets have fun wit this yall ~Dre@meR~ as if u didnt know

My Nsfw Pics
i have not made these pics available to everyone, the only people ill allow to see these pics are the ones that ask, and then only if i want you to, im not shy about my body but im not going to flaunt it either i do have some morals and respect for both myself and women, i understand some people dont want to see them and im not trying to ask anyone to look, im not an arrogoant person so im not trying to pass it off as the best thing to women since vibrating cuccumbers, if they existed, these pics were taken primarily because i wanted to and not for any attempt to impress anyone

To My Man
All my life I longed to find someone with a spirited heart like mine Whose spirit soars wild and free and would share our life's destiny... To escape the city noise and neon lights and enjoy the splendor of star filled nights To share our free spirits and hearts and walk paths yet unmarked... To share God’s Blessings with each other and enjoy the mysteries of our Earth Mother Someone who thrills to Red Hawks in flight whose soul stirs at wolf's cry in the night I go alone to the Sacred Fire always searching for my heart's desire Someone with a fiery spirited soul who would make my life complete and whole Then from the West came distant heartbeats our two spirited souls destined to meet... I knew it wasn't just a chance of fate that I had found my lost soul mate Our destinies guided by God above our hearts found our long lost love Throughout eternity and the winds of time I am yours and you are forever mine You will always walk by my side and share

To All Of My Frnz/family=the Sexy Ones...
Ok so i am such an ass....damn i thought it was Monday...yea its NOT..its HAPPY HUMP DAY!! So Sorry didnt mean to screw with ur heads early this morning already!! Love, ~Carrie~ ;)

The New Year
I hope all of you had a great new year and are all safe and sound. I saw alot of you on yesterday which was a good thing, Well This si going to be short as I have to sick kids i am watching so I hope you all have an awesome day and I will try my hardest to be here to help. THEEANGEL07@ fubar Jarrod@ fubar crazy180@ fubar gomer@ fubar

New Rule
I decided to clear my "Friends" list of all the people that never seem to talk to me. I am pretty sure most of these people just wanted to see "dirty" pics to begin with. Sorry people, not going to happen! I am also adopting a new policy of only accepting new Friends requests from people that put something in the comment s of the Add request. I have had too many people who just want to see some skin. I am just tired of that, and so therefore I am turning over a new leaf. Going to try to get rid of all the deadwood in my life this year.

Of Heart And Soul
THIS MORNING HAS ME PONDERING: WHAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE HEART AND THE SOUL, WHAT IS IN MY HEART , NOT IN MY SOUL, WHAT IS IN MY SOUL, NOT IN MY HEART. HERE IS SOME OF MY MUSING…. I KNOW THAT OUR EXISTENCE HAS THIS ENERGY, IT IS A REALITY, NOT A FAIRY TALE. FROM THE MOMENT OF OUR CONCEPTION WE CARRY THAT SPECIAL ENERGY THAT WE MUST MATCH TO OUR IDENTICAL ONE THAT EXISTS SOMEWHERE IN THE WORLD, IN THE UNIVERSE. HERE I CAN ONLY SPEAK FOR MYSELF, BUT I’VE FOREVER FELT AN EMPTINESS, A PART OF ME THAT WAS MISSING. AS FAR AS MY CONSCIOUS MEMORY FLOWS, I’VE ALWAYS FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO *FIND* SOMETHING. DÉJÀ VUES, NOSTALGIA, CALL IT WHAT MIGHT. THIS FEELING THAT TELLS US THAT WE MUST UNITE WITH *SOMEONE* IS STRONGER, MORE POWERFUL THAN WE CAN IMAGINE . UNCONSCIOUSLY, WE KNOW THAT WHEN AND WHERE WE DO UNITE WITH THIS COMPELLING STRENGTH, WE WILL LINK WITH THE COMPLETENESS OF OUR SOULS. IT IS WHAT HAS BEEN IN THE WORKS FROM THE BEGINNING. I KNOW THAT THIS BEING EXISTS, I KNO

Im Tired And Crying
FOR THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS, I HAVE BEEN EMOTIONALLY DRAINED AGAIN, WITH MY MOM WHO IS PROBABLY NOT GONNA BE AROUND IN THE NEXT MONTH..HER BLOOD PRESSURE JUST KEEPS DROPPING..FEEL LIKE GIVING UP..NOTHING ELSE FOR ME TO DO..DONT FEEL LIKE LIVING..I RUINED A GOOD THING WITH A FRIEND..ALL BECAUSE OF MY STUPIDITY..I HAVE A GREAT GUY WHO WANTS TO TAKE CARE OF ME WHO LOVES ME..BUT IM NOT INTO HIM..I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD GIVE HIM...LET HIM TAKE CARE OF ME..SO I AM NOT ALONE...

Why Did You Have To Go So Soon?
For those of you who know me on a personal level, you know that my mom has been fighting the odds with her health over the last 5 months. She was admitted into the hospital on 12/26/07 for health reasons, had a minor day surgery on 12/31/07 she was then discharged that evening to go home. Tired from being in the hospital she slept all night and slept most the morning yesterday. At approximantly 6:30a.m. she woke to use the bathroom and immediatly fell back to sleep. My Dad checking on her frequently had gone into check on her at approximantly 1:00p.m touched her skin and felt that she was cold, felt for a pulse there wasn't one and put his ear down to her chest and mouth to feel and hear for air and there was none. On 1/1/08 at the age of 60, my mom lost her fight against the odds. She went to take a walk with our Lord Jesus. This woman was an amazing person loved by many... She was not only my mother but my best friend and she left us to soon. I miss her so much and don't kn

Hmmm?...perfect?
where one stand with one self make the difference in how one see the world that they live in. in my perfect world i could make the rules the way i would make up to make my life perfect. but there in my perfect world would the perfect way make life worth living? if i could make the things the way i would like, would i be fullfilled. or do we need the hard times in our life to make life worth living? it makes me wonder, if by that thought, do we make life hard so we could live more to what we think is the limit of our existance. or we lose ourself in the hope of fullfillment. i think that true fullfillment comes when we can stop and look at our lives and see our place in this world and except where what we are and what we we are given. i think as people, when we try to take more then our share is when the loss of fullfillment begans. and there, the endless chasing of emptyness begins. i want to stand in life and know where i belong. i want to stand in peace with what has given or taken a

Two Priests Joke
Two priests are off to the showers late one night. They undress and step in the showers before they realize there is no soap. Father John says he has some soap in his room and goes to get it, not bothering to dress. He grabs two bars of soap in his hands and heads back to the showers. He gets halfway down the hall when he sees three nuns heading his way. Having no place to hide, he stands against the wall and freezes like he's a statue. The nuns stop and comment on how life-like he looks. The first nun suddenly reaches out and pulls his dick. Startled, he drops a bar of soap. "Oh look," says the 2nd nun... "A soap dispenser." To test her theory she also pulls his dick...and sure enough he drops the last bar of soap. The third nun then pulls, first once, then twice and three times. Still nothing happens. So she tries once more and to her delight she yells... "Look, hand cream!"

Not So Happy New Year
hello peeps, sorry i didnt get around to wish everyone a happy new year,but 07 went out for me like a car wreck. the nite of the 27th of dec , i was taken to hospital by my family, with severe intestinal pain. was admitted to hospital and went thru a ton of test and procedures, and 12/30 and 12/31, had 3 tumors removed from upper intestine, but the most shocking one was the tumor they found while doing a upper gi and confirmed on a ct scan. i'm not going to get into anymore details, but when someone says live life like theres no tommarrow, do it

Frankenhooker
by Franken Henenloter. This film is hillarious! A mad scientist type builds a remote controlled lawn mower for his girlfriend's father. Which his girlfriend ends up being run over and mulched by when demonstrating how it works to her father. Devistated, he saves her head in an estrogen based solution and vows to bring her back to life. But where will he get the extra body parts? Yep, he takes to the streets and aranges a party with a pimp to find the perfect woman. Or the perfect female parts. And while he's talking to the pimp he buys some crack he notices the girls are addicted to. Before the big party, he develps a super crack that will kill the hookers when smoked. It actually makes them so hot and turned on that their bodies blow up in large peices. Which he collects and brings back to his lab. He's got to work fast because a lightening storms brewing that will give him the extra electricity he needs to bring his girlfriend back to life. But he feels bad that he kil

What Do You See When You Look At Me My Friend?
What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the kindness that radiates within my soul? Or do you only see that I look only wrinkled and old? Do you see the fact that I care about all of my friends? Or do you only see that is sometimes hard for me to just bend? Do you see the inner strength that helps me get through rough times? Or do you only notice the etching of all of my lines? Do you see the laughter and joy that I like to share? Or do you only see that I am ready for the rocking chair? Do you see the compassion that I have for those who are in pain? Or do you simply see the weight that I know I have gained? Do you see the passion and fire that exuberates within me? Or do you only see the faded beauty that I used to be? What do you see when you look at me? Do you see the person that I will never again be? Love me for who I am now, not for who I used to be--for God made me who I am now, your friend for eternity! Love to you always! Linda

Written For Dirty Dawgg And Kitty
My dear Friends you seem to mend my broken heart even though we are apart. Through the miles you always make me smile. always making life worthwhile. Through the pain and all the strain you both stopped the rain. So my dear friends hope it never ends. Through the years and all the tears i will always be here. So my dear friends know that i love you when your skies are blue know that i am true. I will never stray or ever go away. Through the laughter and even after. Even though the scars of life are deep i will keep you close as our friendship grows. I hope you know that time can't erase this place in my heart, even though we are apart. Don't you cry look in the sky cause i will never say goodbye. So my dear friends hope it never ends cause you always make me smile through the miles making my life worthwhile I love you both. written for dirty dawgg and kitty I love you both so very much and this friendship i know will never end. know that you b

Safe, Sane, Consenual
There are three things that are important in the BDSM lifestyle no matter what level it is that you participate in it. They hold all involved for their actions and the outcome of "play". These are discussed below. This is an older view point, and a newer idea to be able to gage the level at which play has become unsafe or damaging is emerging called RACK or Risk Aware Consensual Kink. This concept will be discussed in another blog posting. Safe: Free from harm. All necessary precautions that can be taken for a particular activity have been. Sounds good. Now define safe for yourself. So far so good. Define safe for everyone else that engages in BDSM. There in lies the catch with Safe, its impossible to come up with an even close, satisfactory universal definition that covers anyone other than you. What one person considers safe another may think is not only unsafe as it applies to them but damn close to insane as well. Single tails, cuttings, needle play and brandings are just a few

Jump The Bar
Despite the drunkards and the funny ways they fall down; despite the whirlygirls with platinum asses twisting to song; despite tip jars overflowing with legal tender. . . despite all this, bartending can still be a boring affair. Who could tire of a job like that, some might ask, a job where beer is your letterhead, booze is your secretary, and a disco ball is your desk lamp? But every job sometimes gets boring. Even if you’re a cameraman for porno flicks, eventually you’ll find yourself yawning through the entire hermaphro-dwarf Jell-O orgy scene. Ho-friggin'-hum. So, on a boring night, when nothing is happening and the job seems little more than a meaningless trudge between the customers and the spigots -- a bar brawl is just the thing to break the monotony. Say what you want about violence, but it sure can electrify a room. When that first table topples over and that first beer bottle smashes on the floor, the shatter of glass reverberating through the room

Pedophiles?
SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HELL IS UP WITH ALL THESE GUYS IN LIKE THEIR 40S OR SO HITTING ON ME. IM ONLY 18 AND I DONT DIG THAT SORT OF SHIT. I PREFER GUYS/ GIRLS IN THEIR 20S NO OLDER THAN 32ISH. SO YA ALL YOU SICKO OLDER GUYS OUT THERE LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE.

My Divorce Is Official!
It's kinda a bitter sweet day for me! As of 10:53 a.m this morning i'm officially divorced. I knew the day would come, you just never know how your going to respond. There's a bit of relief with a mixture of heartache...knowing your no longer someones wife or that you will never be with that person again. I dunno....I'm sad, yet I know things are better off! I have a new and wonderful man now that treats me awesome and I know we will have the time to grow together and make our own beautiful memories with one another. I'm sure he's pretty glad my divorce is final. Anyways here's to a great 2008, things can only get better from here. Luv to you all...HUGS

Risk Aware Consensual Kink (rack)
(This was not written by me) Ok, lets examine R.A.C.K. which has not been around all that long and is widely unknown by those who engage in BDSM activities. Risk Aware Consensual Kink. Risk: What are some of the things that can go wrong, even with the best of planning and at the hands of the most experienced player. Risk does not imply Safe; it implies that there can be dangers that have to be weighed before engaging in any activity. Risk would be a much harder sell than Safe to the vanilla world. It somewhat implies that what we do is in fact dangerous. Isn't most if not all of what we do dangerous to some degree? I think so. Aware: Now that you know what the risks are for a given BDSM play activity do you accept those risks and are you aware of what the possibilities are if something should go wrong and they should befall you? Acceptance means that yes, you are aware of the risk involved and that you knowingly and willingly accept those risks. There is no debate about whethe

Which Are You- Happy Go Lucky
TAURUS - The Enduring One (4/20-5/20) Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous. 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward. VIRGO - The Perfectionist (8/23-9/22) Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Al ways wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Intense One (10/23-11/21) Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or posse

I Love You
As I lie here in your sleeping arms No words spoken No sound made Just lying here with you says enough With your arms around me Your breath whispering across my face So warm Yet so cooling Your comfort and Your love surround me You mean so much to me I've never felt love so strong I love looking into your heavenly eyes But not as much as I love to gaze upon your angelic face It fills me up inside With emotions too great to express I want to give you my all Everything I have inside How can I prove my love to you Words just aren't enough You're what I've been waiting for I've been lonely for so long But when I'm with you I know in my heart; my soul, it was worth the wait The stillness breaks Your body awakes You turn over towards me Your eyes open They look into mine They make me glad to be alive To breathe the same air as you To touch you Your soft lips meet mine They whisper words I could live forever in "I love you" My heart melts

Its A Pyrat Thang!
Wanna make an easy 10 g's? Make a PyRatRadio.com Salute and send it to me @ retchingred@yahoo.com and i will send you 10,000 fubucks Thats not all! the most creative one will recieve a ticker! (pyratradio staff cannot participate, see me if you have a problem with that as this is my contest) good luck too all of you Retching Red Co-Owner of PyRat Radio

I Got Game !!!!
You know it's really very funny , in a conversation with a friend of mine the other day he and I both concluded that 98 % of men today really suck at sex and women in general !!! I talk to all of my friends male and female every day about sex and my adventures that i've had in my life ! That just it I have come to think that I must be in the upper 2% of the world and its a great feeling !!! Now the men who read this of course will disagree due to thier large egos. First ,, through talking to most women you soon find the largest complaint by far is that men always get thiers and get off leaving the woman unsatisfied . HHHMMM Number two has been that men don't last long enough !!! Followed by lack of romance , lack of will to explore new things ,, ect !!! Things that i hear from the women in my life have always confused me , hell the things my friend look at me crazy for fucking scares me !!! What the hell is wrong with men today ,, what a bunch of pussys !!! Guys that dont

The Auction
Lord Lestat’s and Kyttiekat’s First Auction Runs from January 1st till January 9th 1.Gothique Temptation Up for offer: Their name in mine as "Owned By" for One Month A link to their profile on my main page for One Month A weekly pimpout just for them for One Month HH rates of ALL stash and pics, 11's If I have a VIP Three to five custom graphics made just for them My personal IM, so they get to chat with me a personal salute *SFW* Real Life Gifts: including gift cards, to Victoria's Secret, Amazon, Fredericks of Hollywood, etc, various online stores, or a prepaid Visa/MasterCard cards a personal NSFW salute a personal phone call 5 to 10 pics of their choice, lingirie, corset pics 5 to 10 pics of feet, legs, heels 1 or 2 homemade NSFW videos 2.Sweet Shalyna Up for offer: All pics and stash rated during HH 100 11s once a week for a month if i am still VIP SFW Salute Will put my crush on them for a month Daily profile comment from me If bid is 30 D

Tell Me What Is On Your Mind....
I chose not to put this in the "MUMM" section, only because I don't want to see numbers, I want to read your thoughts. Although the questions may be a retarded as some MUMM's that float around on FUBAR (including my own). So here is question number one: TELL ME....Have you ever had a Domme/Dom? If so,, then I ask,....How Would You Serve Me If Given The Chance? (Keep it semi-clean guys AND gals) If You Have Not, How Come? Leave A Comment..

The Body
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner.

Don't Drink And Drive!!!
TOLEDO (AP) -- A head-on collision between a drunk pickup truck driver going the wrong way on an interstate and a minivan killed five people in the minivan, including two children from Michigan, officials say. The accident occurred late Sunday night when the minivan, traveling in the southbound lanes on Interstate 280 near the I-75 interchange, collided with the truck, going north in the southbound lanes, assistant fire chief Luis Santiago said. Officials at Toledo Municipal Court say the truck driver's blood alcohol count came back as .254, more than three times the legal limit in the state of Ohio, which is .08. The driver of the pickup, Michael Gagnon, 24, was taken to a hospital and released the next day. He has been booked on five counts of aggravated vehicular homicide. Bits of gift wrap and toys were strewn about the highway, suggesting the minivan was carrying a family heading home from the holidays, Santiago said. "It was among the worst I've seen," he said of t

The Squirter
Breath becomes shorter, heart rate increases. tingles start at the core of the body and start slowly spreading. Working from the core, spreading up over the stomach, the breasts, the head..down the shoulders, down the legs, into the toes...from the shoulders to the arms, from the arms to the hands and the fingertips. Slowly covering the entire body with a small tingly sensation, much like the cloak of darkness covers everything. I start out small, just a small tingle, but as the sensation builds, and the movements grow faster, so does the tingle. And with that tingle, comes small beads of sweat, like a thousand rain drops suddenly falling from the sky and covering a body with glistening wetness. The breaths become even short, and the heart beats even faster. The tingles that I control grow even stronger. The body starts to quiver under my magical powers, and then without warning, I release the full strength of my abilitys. The body is over come with a strong, pleasurable sha

My Hair
Ok, today was the first day back to work since I dyed my hair black. And now I think I must have looked totally awful before I dyed it. I'm in TOTAL shock how many people stopped me and said how good my hair looked. :O And how becoming it was .. holey hell 8-P

Ok, Here's My Thing,,,,,
Hey I'm just venting a tad here, but you know it is getting kinda on my last nerve with some on here or on my friends list!! 1. Rate as I would you..simple huh, no what I mean is if I take the time to rate your 20,000 pictures then do the same. I'm not perfect but I do try! 2. Comments are always welcome, but when you are posting all your 20,000 friends and I never seen one from you but sent you one, occasionally it will be nice to hear from you; thus, I'm not feeling I'm a number on your friends list. 3. Conversation, again I do admit it and I've done it myself. I do though try to respond back to everyone. Yet, if I am talking or try talking to you, don't make the excuse...oh I wasn't paying attention or you aren't talkative. Maybe someone does care about whom you are when they message you and wants to know how you are. 4. Mumms/Blogs as like you all I do rate and occasionally comment them as well and I try to keep up, but in my case it's the same 10 or some stray that do

They Came Home
It was windy and cool day as the sun was well hidden behind a gray sky. Rain lightly fell as we stood there waiting patiently, watching the airplane as it taxied along the tarmac. Slowly it turned towards us and stopped along side the long line of deep black cars that had earlier been driven up and parked. We were all dressed in our formal dress uniforms. Each proudly representing our seperate branches of service. We were there to make sure that those inside were afforded the highest respect and thanks from our great nation for the job they had done and the sacrifices they had made. The cool breeze tugged at us gently and yet we stood there unwavering in the face of what lay ahead. The side door opened and we watched as soldier after soldier walked down the tall flight of stairs and onto a bus. Not a word was spoken by anyone as this day would be etched in our minds forever. Finally the tail of the airplane was opening and the cargo inside would be soon unloaded. In a sharp sound

Please Read
Due to computer Issues I am now using a back-up computer for 2-3 weeks I will NOT be able to bomb contests for Demon Crew or rate many pics for now ! Thanks for reading and understanding and talk to you all very soon.. FAMILY please note you can always call me or text send me message If you don't have my cell number Lots Of Love, BABYDOLL

To The Slutty Parents On Fubar
Seriously... Take the pictures of your kids and put them in a private album. Not in an album amongst the pictures of you half naked and acting (acting??) slutty... Do ya want some random jerk off stroking it to pictures of you half naked...and then he comes across ones of your kids...Do you think he's gonna stop? Respect your children... 'Nuff said.

A Womens Heart
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years only grows and grows.

A Midnight Wind
As we follow along with a midnight wind, The stars in the sky light us within Your laugh making my heart race; Your face, beautiful as the finest lace As we walk along with a midnight wind, We seem as carefree as young kittens Relishing in all the wonders of the world; My thoughts all caught and swirled As we stand among the midnight wind, Your hair soft as silk in my hand Your lips almost too soft to kiss; That sweetness of your mouth I miss As we kiss among a midnight wind, The moon lights your beautiful, white face Your smile heating my heart; Your love piercing it like a dart As we make among a midnight wind, Our clothes lay scattered amongst the grass The elements combine with our hot sweat; Over your breasts all hot and wet As we stroll with the midnight wind, Our fingers are locked tight together Your head upon my shoulder; The long put out fire begins to smother As we stroll with a midnight wind, I realize why it is that I live You hold my

Why... Is It Like This?
Have you ever sat back and thought why things happen.... What races through my mind right now is why Do people play such games.... Is it fun? is it cool to try and fuck with as many people as you can... like.. haha lets fuck with her feeling cause shes not human or something? I've come across so many players and liars it makes you want to give up.... Or men who think it's fun just to mess with me because I am a bigger girl... Doesn't that make then pathetic? That they have to sit there and mess with me..... Or why is there the label of big girls being easy.. I am not easy! God!! I just want one guy to call me his one and only and be happy enough of these fucking bullshit games! Sometimes I wish I was still in highschool cause atleast then sex wasn't much of an issue.. and relationships seemed to mean something.. go figure... So.. I wonder... why do guys play games.. why can't they just come to you and say I like you! and maybe just maybe I want you to be mine!! GAH!

Statistically Speaking...
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled monkey food... There's at least 1 person on your fu that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits"The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fu that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Ecstasy
lay with me baby, make me feel beautiful. just looking into your eyes sets me off.. you're my lover, my friend. press your lips to mine, plant a kiss so sweet, you're delicious lover. as you brush my knuckles over your lips, i love how you rake your eyes up and down my body, devouring me. you wrap your strong arms around my frame, and roll me onto my back. i look again into the blue. intense passion surges.. i need you so bad. please need me, please take me. your love envelopes my mind i close my eyes and let it take me over taste me touch me feel me please i crave your touch and the feel of you inside me

Poetry
When We Move On When we move on we make a choice..... a choice to survive or to give up. A decission made that can change a life or two. When we move on we can do it in two different ways..... we can either do it by excepting what we can not change.... or we can dweal on the negative and never move on. When we move on it is expected that we make a choice..... a choice to live and be who we are...... and regardless we travel down the path that will challenge us. When we move on.....

Time
To realize The value of a sister Ask someone Who doesn't have one To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ON

Why Woman Dont Do Anal ,, !!!!!
Hey guys ,,, this is fucking simple really !!!! 99% of you fuck it up for guys like me !! HHHHMMMM You try and try , beg and plead , finally one day you cme across a wild girl , or maybe you finally talked the long time wifey into it !! Your dumd ass gets so excited that you just jam it in there and swing for the fences !!! To top it all off you cum in like 5 secs ,, you just cum so hard that your out of shape ass cant even take the time or make the effort to give her kinda pleasure !!! Man what a dumd ass prick ,,,, OK ,, lets say you squeak by and shes a tough girl and takes the pain just for you even though you're sexual moronic ass dont know WTF you 're doing !!! Every time you get in bed with her all of a sudden thats all you want ,,,, lol not good guys !!!! Or much worse ,, you turn it on her and make her feel gross about it ,, what a dick !!! LOOK guys ,,, you would'nt start your car with no lube oil right ,,, you damn sure would'nt crank it with no

Ten Thoughts To Ponder For 2008_
**Number 10** **Life is sexually transmitted.* **Number 9** **Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die.* * **Number 8** **Men have two emotions:* *Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich**.* * **Number 7** **Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day,* *teach a person to use the internet* *and they won't bother you for weeks.* * **Number 6** **Some people are like a Slinky** .* *Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile* *when you shove them down the stairs.* * **Number 5** **Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday,* *lying in hospitals dying of nothing.* * **Number 4** **All of us could take a lesson from the weather.* *It p

Blonde Guy
The first blond guy joke ! The very first ever Blonde GUY joke..... And well worth the wait! An Irishman , a Mexican and a Blonde Guy were doing construction work on scaffolding on the 20th floor of a building. They were eating lunch and the Irishman said, "Corned beef and cabbage! If I get corned beef and cabbage one more time for lunch, I'm going to jump off this building." The Mexican opened his lunch box and exclaimed, "Burritos again! If I get burritos one more time I'm going to jump off, too." The blonde opened his lunch and said, "Bologna again! If I get a bologna sandwich one more time, I'm jumping too." The next day, the Irishman opened his lunch box, saw corned beef and cabbage, and jumped to his death. The Mexican opened his lunch, saw a burrito, and jumped, too. The blonde guy opened his lunch, saw the bologna and jumped to his death as well. At the funeral, the Irishman's wife was weeping. She said, "If I'd known how really tired he was of

My Birthday Wishlist :)
I made this widget at MyFlashFetish.com. Here is a list of suggestions of what I am hoping for this year :) I'll hafta wait & see what happens and if anything is left out I will just add it to next years list LoL :) &hearts Not to fight with anyone right before, on, or right after my bday - 72 hours of Pure Bliss is all that I ask PLEASE!! &hearts To host a Happy Hour and level up like never before :D &hearts Can NEVER go wrong with Fubucks in general ;) &hearts Birthday comments/Fugifts i.e. Champagne, Roses, Cards, Teddy Bears, Kisses, Diamond Necklace/Earrings, Mansion, Yacht, Porsche, Plasma Tv, and anything else thats sweet or spicy ;) &hearts A spa day filled with pampering like a really good massage, a lovely facial, and then high lighting n having my hair cut & styled :D &hearts A French manicure & pedicure &hearts A new Sony Bloom Laptop that totals about $3,000 when I last customized it LoL (If the Bloom is not available any longer I will

I Am In A 30 Day Rate Contest Starting Jan.6th 2008
i am in a 30 day rate contest that starts on the 6th of this month jan. 6th 2008 .all i need is for you to go and rate my pic ,that simple .and here's the link to the blog of the host of the contest with the rules about the contest http://fubar.com/blog/168601/664572 so please come by and rate my pic i will greatly appreciate it :D

I Need Some Advice
One of my friends called me tonight, and we been cool for a while, hes been through my ups and downs in my relationships, well lately i told him how me an my dude were having problems, and now all of a sudden out of the blue he calls me tonight to tell me of his undieing luv for me, i dont understand it, what about me he likes... hes a great guy hes an amazing friend and he tells me all the things i wnt my man 2, but what do i say or do that way i can explain my situation to him, that way i dont lose him all together?

My Love For You
I have never been this close to anyone. I can barely believe how much in love I am..with you. I have whole days that go by when you're on my mind the entire time. Without ever consciously bringing you near, you quietly appear in my thoughts as my day begins, and somewhere in my imagination, you and I find special ways to spend our time together... I love sharing that closeness with you. Even though you aren't here, I feel I could reach out and touch you and trace the smile on your face. When you are we are together, I want yo u to see more love in my eyes for you than you could imagine anyone could experience. I have never been this happy. There has never been a time in my life when all my wishes came true...until I discovered the sweet and wonderful closeness of you. Moon, I have loved you for quite some time now, and my love grops deeper each and every moment that passes. I LOVE YOU!!!

Your Promise Moved My Heart
Sue the blog you posted "this promise to my baby" has moved my heart and my soul. The words on that page made me smile and know what the love of a woman truly is a love that is not just said but felt. Those words are that of someone willing to do what it takes and fight for her love not runaway when things get to hard, but the love to fight and make it. I know that love is not what you say or what you have but the true joy and the smile you get being in each others life. If what someone says or they have is all you care about that is not love. I gave the kinda love you displayed to another and it was not returned. The pain of myself and my 4 children is evidence of that and the pain still trying to be inflicted shows that. But I have no more pain I have you in my life. We have only talked on the phone and on the PC we have never met and never slept together. But your words your actions have shown more love than any person that have had their arms around me. That promise is the promis

One Freaky Tale
OH ITZ ON NOW FUCCIN SHIT YOU CRAZY ACTIN LIKE YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THIZ CUZ CHOCOLATE ALL IN YA FACE GETTIN YA PUSSY MOIST NOT WET CUZ YA ISNT THERE YET I WHISPER IN YA EAR SWEET NAUGHTY PERVERTED SHIT IN YA EAR CUZ I WANT YOU WETTER IT FEELZ GOOD WHEN YA THAT WET CUZ MY THICC DICC SLIDEZ IN NICE & SMOOTH FEELIN EACH INCH BY INCH DAMN I BET YA PUSSY FEELZ REAL GOOD IZ WHAT I WOULD WHISPER IN YA EAR BEIN IN THAT MISSIONARY POSITION BABY WIT CLOTHEZ ON YA FEEL MY BULGE THEN YA IN MY EAR SAYIN MMMMMMMMMM......... I FEEL YA PUSSY BEAT 2 A MARCH SWEET TASTIN' PUSSY ON MY MIND THE TEASE OF THE MOMENT IZ IT GREATER FOR YOU I LOVE A TEASE THAT CAN GET TEASED BACC OOOOWWWWW THAT SO FUN SOUNDZ REAL GOOD JUST THINKIN ABOUT IT PUSSY IZ NEVER THE SAME SO IM EXCITED 2 SEE YOURZ LIPZ POKIN OUT POUTIN ABOUT WHAT I SAID BUT IT JUST POUTZ OUT CUZ YA PUSSY KNOWZ IM A FREAK THAT LOVEZ 2 PLEASE IT LOVEZ 2 SEE MY LONG FINGERZ POKE ITZ BU

Annual Staff Meeting
My boss called me last night and asked me to be part of the agenda at the big annual staff meeting that is going to last all day on Monday. He wants me to make a presentation on how I was able to get so many kids from the high schools in my area to join the nursing club I created for three high schools. So far I have got 99 students from these schools to join the clubs at their school during the last week of the school year before their winter break. He also wants me to be in a role playing effort with him in front of everyone at the meeting to show how I was so successful in creating the interest by selling the idea of these clubs to the principals first. So...there goes my weekend. I will need to be writing out the presentation and preparing handouts for everyone at the meeting. Oh well...

I Wish
I wish you knew how it felt, to like someone who doesn't like you. I want you to just try and live your life one day From my point of view. I wish you knew what it was like to always want to cry. You don't know it yet but soon you will, The me you see, is a lie. I wish you would give me a chance, To show you that things could work out. Then maybe I would be happy again, Myself I wouldn't doubt. I wish you could just give me a hug, Maybe that would help me get through the day. I want to tell you what is on my mind, To see what you will say. I wished that things would have worked out by now But none of my wishes ever come true. Still every night I will pray, For a chance of me and you.

Hair
I really want to know what the current fascination with shaving is. I mean whats wrong with a bit of body hair? Its meant to be there, if it wasn't it wouldn't grow in the first place. To me you have to blame the porn industry for the fact that every women know things she has to be completely bald down stairs. And they are only doing it for a) hygine (i mean one money shot and your there for hours trying to clean it out your hairs) and b) so it doesn't obscure the filming. I mean its the same reason that there is a huge fascination with anal sex. Its in Porn so all men think its normal and expect there women to do it. But porn isn't real life, so why copy it? to paraphrase David Ducnovy from Californication, when im eating a girl out I like to know shes actually passed puberty. Im not talking some 70's afro, but nicely trimmed is so much better. And its starting in men now as well. I mean if your a cyclist or swimmer or whatever, then yeah shave your arms legs etc, but if your not i

Breath (live)
Breaking Benjamin Lyrics "Breath" I see nothing in your eyes And the more I see the less I like Is it over yet? In my head I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't win So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Get away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you This will be all over soon Pour the salt into the open wound Is it over yet? Let me in So sacrifice yourself And let me have what's left I know that I can find The fire in your eyes I'm going all the way Go away please [Chorus] You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You got to fight just to make it through Cause I will be the death of you [Bridge] I'm waiting I'm praying Realize Start hating [Ch

I Know I Haven't Been Around
This pregnancy has really taken it's toll on me. I am on partial bedrest from here on out. I still have 8 weeks left! I can't stand it but I have to be careful. This kid keeps trying to make an early entrance. She needs to stay in there just a little longer. :o) My other kiddo is sick as well an has been since Christmas Eve day so things have been a bit chaotic here. If you get a chance,send some get well and stay put vibes my direction. I could use them. lol

I Love You Holley Anne....my Daughter
I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND SAID A PRAYER...MY DAUGHTER TURNS SWEET SIXTEEN TODAY...AND I CANT TELL HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY OR I LOVE YOU..OR ANYTHING ELSE...BECAUSE OF THE BAD DECISIONS I HAVE MADE IN MY LIFE.. BUT BECAUSE I DO KNOW FINALLY THAT I AM NOT A BAD PERSON...IM JUST HAVE A DISEASE......CALLED ADDICTION... I HAVENT SEEN OR TALKED TO MY KIDS IN ALMOST FOUR YEARS...THAT DOESNT MEAN I DONT LOVE THEM WITH EVERY BIT OF MY BEING....BECAUSE I DO IT JUST MEANS THAT I COULDNT GET THE UNDERSTANDING OF WHO AND WHAT I AM UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND.... I AM SHERI...AND I AM AN ADDICT...I HAVE 3 CHILDREN WHOM I LOVE VERY MUCH...AND I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT WHEN I AM SUPPOSED TO BE A PART OF THEIR LIFE...WHEN ITS GODS TIME FOR ME...IT WILL BE THE PERFECT TIME...I HAVE TRIED FOR YEARS TO FORCE WHAT I THOUGHT WAS THE RIGHT THING...AND IT ABSOLUTELY WASNT....HENCE...I PUNISHED MYSELF TIME AND TIME AGAIN BEHIND MY GUILT AND SHAME.....I DONT EVER HAVE TO DO THAT AGAIN...

Parrots
A teenager takes a seat on a bench next to a middle aged man reading a newspaper. After a few minutes the man looks over and stares intentively on the youth's multicolored mowhawk. The teenager looks over at the man and says "What's the matter old man, never done anything interesting in your life?" The man responeded with "I once got drunk and had sex with a parrot, I was just wondering if you were my son."

One Pissed Veteran
Well, I think the time has come to BURN MY FLAG! You heard me right. I am a Marine Corp veteran. During the first war in Iraq, Daddy Bush cut many many benifets for our vets. Well, I went for an eye appt at VA yesterday. 80 Miles round trip. They tell me I need glasses, but I have to go elsewhere because of "cuts in government spending". WTF??? Well, if this is how Uncle Sam is gonna treat the MEN AND WOMEN that stood up for their country...he can KISS MY FKN ASS!!! No, I WONT wrap myself in it first. And yall can say anything you like. I DONT FKN CARE ANYMORE!!! Im tired of seeing all the fkn immigrants getting financial assistance while we have HOMELESS VETS living in the streets. Proud American? NOT ANY MORE!!! My Cherokee flag is going up, MAYBE, with the US flag UPSIDE DOWN under it!!!

Just Some Words.
Ok here is the thing, i have found here on Fubar, an alarming amount of Master's that allow Thier submissives to act jealous and bratty and create situations, that i have found 9 out of 10 times, is a bunch of shit. Well i for one am so freakin finished with that kind of crap, so You as a Master want to allow Your sub to top from the bottom, that is on Your hands, i dont have a problem with that, but leave me and my friends out of it. Trust me the drama is not worth my time, nor any of theirs, i would just as soon block You and Your submissive before i deal with any kind of false accusations whether it be towards my friends or myself. i love having contact with a large variety of people here, and enjoy my time with both Master's and submissive along with vanilla people, but i will tell You all this. i serve One, He is the owner of my heart, my mind, my spirit, my soul, and my body, i do not and will NEVER play with Another. i have a wonderfully close friend of mine who has been accused

Vicks Vapor Rub
Vicks Vapor Rub I've done this for years....also for a sore throat, put vicks on your neck..wrap and pin a sock around you neck....go to bed ....the next morning your sore throat is gone. You'll feel silly but it works!! Try this for coughing. VICKS VAPORUB...TRY IT, IT WORKS When we had a lecture on Essential Oils, they told us how the foot soles can absorb oils. Their example: Put garlic on your feet and within 20 minutes you can 'taste' it. Some of us have used Vicks Vaporub for years for everything from chapped lips to sore toes and many body parts in between. But I've never heard of this. And don't laugh, it works 100% of the time although the scientists at the Canada Research council (who discovered it) aren't sure why. To stop night time coughing in a child (or adult as we found out personally), put Vicks Vaporub generously on the bottom of the feet at bedtime, then cover with socks. Even persistent, heavy, deep coughing will stop in about 5 minutes and stay s

A Million In Fu Bucks
I'm thinking of throwing a contest to give away a million dollars in fu bucks. Picture comments count as votes & the most comments wins. It will run for 10 days , and as soon as I can get 10 contestants . So yall contact me and let me know and lets have some fun. * lisasweet *@ fubar

I Found Love On Fubar
Theres this girl on here, her name is realist barbie you know. she is my princess, i love her with all my heart and ill will do everything to make her happy cause she means everything to me. to me she is my soul mate, she makes me happy in ways i cannot describe and i want to be with her for the rest of my life.

Poems
To Say Goodbye To say goodbye kills the soul; It's a pain you'll never forget; Goodbye is such a depressing word; And it's something you may regret. To say goodbye can bring tears to your eyes; And a sadness deep in you heart; To know that the ones you love; And yourself will be apart. To say goodbye can shred your heart; And leave a scar like you'd never know; A scar that may never heal; Because you had to let someone go. Christopher Allen McVeigh Copyright ©2008 Christopher Allen McVeigh

Bud The Idiot Extraordinaire
So there was this guy Bud, posted a stupid MuMM. He said any rude commenter would get one back. I made two before I asked where my rude comment was. This is his shout to me and my response (bold) ->Bud: Excellent!! Now, try again, only this time in English! Ready? Bud: theres your comment Bud: i got your bitch hagging u sonofbitch This happened over the course of the following 10 minutes. My response is bold, of course: ->Bud: I'm a wrench? A tool? Is that really the best you got? Jesus Christ, I've seen slugs with a higher IQ than you. And it's "whore" and what the fuck is a closet queen bitch? I know I'm a bitch, Captain Obvious, anything else I already know that you want to point out? Bud: so what do u want for to say u a cum sucking closet queen bitch and hore and a wrench Maelbolgia: lol ->Maelbolgia: He keeps going on about me hagging him ->Bud: Buy? I didn't buy anything you insolent shit. Learn some English-you DO live int he United States, yes? Maelbolgia: he

This Is Dedicated To My Handsome, Sexy Friend Le Big Money!! (to Be Finished Later Today)
So I find myself sitting in my office on the chair.. Normal, right? maybe, except for the fact that I can actually feel my sweet, freshly shaven pussy getting wet, throbbing from looking at that nice cock.. Imagining what would happen if he was here right now.. Thinking about the first time that his strong hands touch my soft skin.. Waiting to feel his hot breath on my neck, telling me what a dirty little girl I am,while his fingers start to roam.. Feeling him run his hands over my shirt, squeezing and groping my tits.. Feeling my knees starting to buckle.. His mouth on my neck slowly, kissing and nibbling... feeling his teeth graze my skin makes me moan out loud.. My pussy is aching for him to touch it.. His mouth runs down my neck, over my chest as he unbuttons my shirt.. I can feel my heart beating fast as he slides my bra straps down my shoulders, his tonuge tracing my hard nipple.. He moves from one side to the other, pulling on my nipple rings, making me sooo fucking wet!!.. I ca

Heart Shaped Snow Flakes
Heart shaped snow flakes are curling around my feet. as she strokes the back of my neck them times you cant beat. we watch together as the snow flakes fall from the sky like a billion jagged needles it all seems a treat. as we both step forward we both smile as the snow falls beneath our weight compact like concrete. hand in hand we talk now without a thought of anything else on our mind. we walk gently through snow flakes,seeking words that at this very moment,we simply cant find. i feel sweeped off my feet even though this is just a casual sort of thing. i smile to my self occasionaly as i see the diamonds shine in your ring. i gave you that ring my love,a token of appreciation and love. how i have been blessed by some unnatural force from above. i cant believe my heart is full now,a while ago it was broken so much. but you reshaped everything,with one single beautiful touch. you are my angel,and you cure me in every way you can. you make me see clear ,but mostly you m

Smart Blonde
The smart blonde Scott gets on a plane and finds himself seated next to a cute blonde. He immediately turns to her and makes his move. 'You know,' he says, 'I've heard that flights will go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger. So let's talk.' The blonde, who had just opened her book, closes it slowly and says to the guy, 'What would you like to discuss?' 'Oh, I don't know,' says the guy. 'How about nuclear power?' 'OK,' says the blonde. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff -- grass. Yet the deer excretes little pellets, the cow turns out a flat patty, and the horse produces muffins of dried poop. Why do you suppose that is?' The guy is dumbfounded! Finally he replies, 'I haven't the slightest idea.' 'So tell me,' says the blonde, 'How is it that you feel qualified to discuss nuclear power when you don't know shit?'

A Cute Poem For A Cute Girl
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you already know "I LOVE Y

Auction
*~Drew~* is holding an online auction! Rules are as follows: Running from January 1st to January 11th Fubar Auction: your chance to virtually own someone! 1. You can bid on anyone in the contest including yourself. 2. Your bid has to be higher than the previous one. 3. What do you bid with? (fubucks, tickers, vips, blasts, happy hours...) 4. If someone offers any of those things they will trump over any fubucks bid. 5. No rude comments. 6. Who recieves the rubucks or anything that is offered in the auction? The people that are up for auction! (Drew is only in it for the comment points!) 7. Whomever has the highest bid at the end of the auction will win or take ownership of the person for one month!! What you get from the person you OWN? - all pics rated - all stash rated - a salute pic from them with your name included - a Mumm done about you - Comments daily from them and their undivided attention!! This should link you to my page in the auction... while th

What Is Hemodialysis?
I thought I would write this blog in order for my friends to really understand what I am going thru and what happens to a person that has to be on Hemodialysis in order to stay alive until the transplant if that is what route they want to travel. So thank you for taking the time to read this and have a good one, feel free to share this with your friends here, because so many do not understand how or why one has to live on the dialyzer. Hemodialysis uses a machine to clean your blood. The dialysis machine has a filter on it called a hemodialyzer or dialyzer. The dialyzer works like an artificial kidney and removes the waste and the extra fluid that builds up when your kidneys are no longer working. In my case, I was born with Polycistic Kidney Disease and was only born with one, which was small. Hemodialysis ca

Unworthy
Unhappy soul wondering about... unworthy of trust.... unworthy of love never knowing what happiness feels like. Oh but to feel love, that would be grand. Instead her hearts burried deep with in the sand. a longing ... a desire..... a dream.... yet..........unworthy..... Worthless soul... cant get close enough to anyone Cant feel any emotion other than sadness...hurt...pain....confusion.... unable to feel what the other feels...... unable to love.... never shown love..... unworthy.... Afraid ...running from what hurts her..... Knowing evil is there...yet he cant be seen... knowing his one desire is to hurt her... To see her alone.... withered like a cold rose... unworthy....... She longs to feel the love she once felt to embrace the one she trully desires.... to forget the past..... Longing....wanting...desiring.... yet..........Unworthy

No Name Yet
I'm an angel on my own Trying to find my way back home Can't fall in love all alone Allah I feel my heart get colder Each day that I grow older Can't sit on my own shoulder Allah I feel this anger building In a heart thats willing Can't tell if it's worth killing Allah Let my heart be ready Let my aim be steady You can't kill a love thats dead already Allah

These People Rock
These are SOME of my favorite friends on Fubar! I like everyone for all different reasons, some of them I know better than others, but above all, the people on this list have shown me love and respect wich I appreciate. If you are on the Up & Up, (meaning, if you show fubar friendship and respect and are not some shady down rater / hater / drama queen) and you are worthy of great friends, then ADD - FAN - RATE the people below! ♥Bi Chpmnk ♥ Ŧ©M MemBer۞BFF/Fu GF 2 Crystal~LuStiNg AfTer YoU~@ fubar * lisasweet *@ fubar ⌊¡ττ⌊εβ¡τ§ωεετ@ fubar Cherry Flavored Doom@ fubar ~~Scorpio Temptress~~@ fubar Happy Country Girl@ fubar DJ bertman1968@ fubar Neppi@ fubar ISLAND GIRL's TIKIBAR~Club F.A.R.~Fu-Sis to Garbage (Harv), KEV & P(.)kerB(.)(.)bs@ fubar rose

New Contest I Just Entered!need Love!
Ok Here It Goes I have Two 3 day blast w/350.000 Fubucks each! What you need is 15.000 photo comments. Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus! (example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) This will begin as soon as I have 2 entry photos. They Wont Last Long! A FEW SIMPLE RULES ... No NSFW Pics Or Course. Must Have 15,000 Comments To Win Rates will also count 10 points each for fu-bucks as a added bonus!(example 100 rates = 1,000 fu-bucks) Self Comment Bombing Is Allowed And Encouraged. Bombing Families Are Also Allowed To Help. Anyone Being Disrespectful Or Bringing Any Drama To The Contest Will Be Removed Immediately. You don't have To Be My Friend Or Fan To Rate or comment,However You MUST Have A Salute And Be A Level 5 And Above To Take Part. You Can Pimp Your Entry Pic Any Way You Like .. In Blogs, Bulletins, Private Messages And Comments Left On Your Friends Pages etc. Please private message me with you entry link. Thanks!

Love Defined
What does Love mean? Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when

Everything You Need To Know
1. Well to start off there is something seriously wrong with me so im just warning you ahead of time. You either like me or you dont there is no gray area with me, I do think outside the box. I am easy to get along with, but I do have moments where I ramble on about sensless things that noone but me understands and I love it when people look at me with a blank face it just gives me more reason to go into the subject further. I do usually speak my mind without thinking about it and have been known to offend a few but its usually after I have said it that I think about it and its too late, I really do need a rewind botton. I like being me and I think I have a kickass personality once you get to know me. 2. The religous part of me... I do believe in God but I dont believe in the way its taught, There are 46 versions of the Bible and you can verify that, If you will go to a museum and look at the oldest bibles they are nothing like the ones that are in print today. I am sorry but the Go

What Am I To Do
I guess you came and got what you needed from me because now all is silenced. Not a word, not a sound from you do I hear. I look for you daily but you have disappeared from my life. Now what am I to do. You gave me your heart. I gave you mine. Now my heart is broken. Now what am I to do.

Thinking Out Loud
I saw the perfect graphic tonight I mean seriously what DO you do when the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry? You try everything you can to make everyone think you're not broken when everyone sees that you are.You keep going as though nothing ever happened wearing that fake grin saying how much better off you are without them when deep inside you...you wonder how they are and if they think of you. When did "I'll love you forever" become "I'll love you if?" when did "I'm in love with you" become something that you can just turn off? These days the word LOVE is just tossed around like it has no real meaning it's just something people say to get what they need at that particular moment.I'm not sure that most people understand the impact that one little phrase can have on a person's life it's like a saving grace...a finality on a long life of pain.. a new hope of something and someone to believe in, but what happens to that person when the one they thought w

Beautiful Women! Check Us Out!
We are in a contest, whoever gets the most comments win! There are 7 of us! I am asking for you to help me and the favor will be returned, BUT I am giving you the link to all of our pics.. Comment on your favortie Beauty! Toya MEEEE (NIKKI) Tiffany Lina Darla Shawna Betsy (Wonder Woman) Its up too YOU.. Choose your beauty and COMMENT AWAY!!! Much Love ALWAYS ~Nikki~

Stupid Customer Day!
I work in retail and every week (days vary) it's stupid customer day. This week it happened to be today. Truck day. When you have 200 + boxes of crap to put away before a set time frame. So folks, if you read this and know a stupid customer or ARE a stupid customer, take the following examples of dumbass to heart. I know some people would like to think that they are smarter than they really are. Mmm..dont be self hero. When you come across a Green Dot card and dont quite get it, dont buy a reload card, come back in and complain because it's not what you thought it was. No, they cant be refunded. No, there's nothing we can do about it. And there's no reason for you to yell, scream and throw a 2 year old's temper tantrum because YOU CANT READ! If you see a sales flier and it has a big sign that says " $1" on it followed by writing.....READ! Explaining to you fifty billion different times about what the signs say, when it's evident if you'd take the time to read, gets you the l

The Emotin Is Me.. But I Am Not The Emotion
I have tasted the emotion, I have fallen on it's rugged terrain I have bruised and scarred and lamented over its jagged tug I have tasted moments of giving up, of giving in, of throwing down I have been weakened, battered and tested ........But I will not let this defeat me I have heard the words, the thoughts, inside and outside of my head I have swallowed and choked and chewed the emotion I have heard its lulling voice, its capture, its trap I have bled from my ears, from the impounding sound ........But I will not let go in this lullaby I have felt the emotion, embraced its sensual touch surrounding me I have been squeezed and restricted and confined in its nature I have felt the emotion, felt the loss of my will, of my drive, of my passion I have wounds of anguish and agony that ride on my back ........But I am not ready to fall down I have seen the emotion, its deceit, its aesthetically pleasing facade I have run towards it, run from it and run head-on into i

In Lieu Of A Ring
It begins with a toothbrush. Fighter of plaque and tooth decay, whitener of teeth, freshener of breath, the toothbrush appears harmlessly in the bathroom drawer sometime after the new girl has begun staying the night. Harmless because who but an Englishman could find horror in this most benign of objects? The toothbrush is just a scout, however. Like a Navy SEAL HALO’ing in a hundred miles behind enemy lines, the toothbrush lands silently in your bathroom drawer, dons its nightvision goggles and sets up a geurilla campaign that is a harbinger of impending onslaught. You can fight it, but the mere presence of the SEAL toothbrush means you’re already fucked. More toiletry items take up residence as the relationship blossoms. You allow her a drawer, medicine cabinet space, perhaps a cabinet all her own. A bottle of shampoo that costs half of your monthly beer budget pops up like magic in the shower. One, then a handful, then many garments find hanger space in the closet. Eventually, th

Frustrations..long Winded Vice
to whence this days comes quick and sour with power and pain till my deathly hour I cannnot believe that this had happened this way on all of those bitter sweet days cast not some lies, and hate love thy neibor and seal your fate If everyone could see the choice is thier own with pain inside I wish I could moan with hate or love, or cruel intent eveyone deserve to be able to vent I do as I do, and say it so life is what it is now let it grow do not hold back those thoughts speak outload but use some wisdom for those are they who try and come break your spirit, your mind and will life can be beautiful, if you find that thrill judge not for the time has come to be judged as you have others what is done is done Karma is king I hope you see It can get you best, when you can't see say its a joke...for some it may be but life's no game, no not to me this shit is real, and doesn't stop so check your ass, and check the clock you choice my be wicked and cruel fuck w

The Rose Will Grow
The Rose Will Grow by Don Eagle How can we trust love, and be sure it will last? We gave our hearts to others, many times in the past. We shed many tears, and built many fears. And now we're afraid to let our hearts go. Because of the pain we've come to know. But if we are to love again, we have to take the chance. And trust our hearts, our only guide, to find that true Romance. So if we hide the Rose from the light, we'll never see it grow. But if we plant it in the sun, we know the Rose will glow. So tear down the Iron Gate you built so high and open up the door. The love you find may be the kind, that you've been searching for. We know that deep within there is a special part. And we know for love to live, there has to be a spark. And when that spark, grows to a flame. The heart we gave is never the same. The days begin and end with songs. And to that newfound love your heart belongs. You walk on clouds of fluffy white. Knowing and trust

Lunch Break
You decide that you're going to come home for a quick bite to eat, when you notice that my car is parked out front. You think to yourself, ok she should be at work. So you walk in and you hear the TV in the bedroom. "Hey mama, you home?" No response. Maybe I'm taking a nap? You walk towards the door, and just as you're about to open the door you hear moaning coming from what sounds like the TV. You stand there for a second listening to make sure its the TV, and then you realize its me and the TV. You walk in on me and there I am laying on the bed, spread eagle. I'm still in my work shirt but all I have on are panties, and socks, my pants are at the foot of the bed, and my hands are busy inside my panties...My head is back, my eyes are closed, and I'm biting my lip. You stand there for about 10 seconds just admiring the view. My chest is rising up and down real fast, as I really start to get into it. You slowly walk over to me and touch my thigh,

Wanted To Know?
listen all i was engaged with a gal! we split up but yet 6 months later she wants the sex but has a bf. she misses me and cant stand that she choose what she did. now she is home with him, what do you think? my choice is that i had a sexful day and miss the women of my life. what do i think plz repost

Quickie
It was another busy day at work. We were short staffed like we have been for the past month. I was helping out,, by doing my job as a secretary plus helping the nurses with the patients. You called out of your room..and I can't make out what your saying. So, I go in, to find that you knocked your ice water all over the floor. You appoligize for the mess..and I said, its ok..let me get it cleaned up. I find a towel...and bend over in my skirt to clean it up. Not realizing what kind of view I am giving. I went to work without underwear. You can see through my skirt. Next thing I know, I hear you breathe in deeply..and feel your hands on my hips. You slide one hand under..and run the tip of your finger up and down my clit. I moan and say, we really shouldn't be doing this.. its really busy and they will be wondering where I am at. You whisper in my ear.. its ok,, I will make it quick. Next thing I know..you put your hard shaft inside me. I let out a moan. You grab my chest

Crash And Burn-savage Garden
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you Its hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you cant take anymore Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find Youre caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you cant face the day Let me be the one you call If you jump Ill break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn Youre not alone And there has always been heartache and p

A Step Up
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off! Life

A True Soul Mate
A True Soul Mate by BlueWolf © Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about

My New Years
My New Years kicked ass. I spent New Years Eve in Cleveland for the night at a Trans-Siberian Orchestra concert. It was AWESOME! I didn't know this and I think a lot of people don't know this that the band started out as an 80's hair metal band called Sabotage...they didn't do too well and that's when they became TSO, the band they are now. Great music, amazing concert, but it was funny seeing them because it seemed like they were trying to live out their dreams of being a big time metal band through christmas music.

Stupid Fucking Medication!!!
Maybe its not the meds, maybe its just me, but fuck I got up at fucking 7:30 am, took my Lexapro, felt like crap all day, then 9 pm rolls around and I'm wired as shit. Stupid anti-depressants. I got 2 choices now, stay up or take a trazodone to help me sleep, but that shit never works right, I take it and then I'm high for like 5 hours and then I pass out. I can't even touch caffeine anymore, I drink a cup of coffee and I can't stop twitching. Thats what I get for being crazy.

Enjoy A Glass Of Wine!
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine.. and those who don't?As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, in beer there is freedom, in water there is bacteria.In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli)-bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = HealthTherefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service.

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Untitled
I'm in my own prison, finding my way out. I'm trying to find a reason to live. All I want is whats real, Something I can touch and feel. I'll hold it close and never let go. It seems my life is over, Reflecting on all my mistakes, To change it for whatever it takes. Maybe that is why I feel alone. Sometimes feel like giving up. I know I must go on, Although I hurt, I must be strong.

Jacuzzi Time!
who wants to join me in the hottub?? omg, i want one of these in my home!! i could so get used to sitting in one on a regular basis!! lol a lil self pampering never hurts anyone right?? when i can, i like to treat myself to a nice room with one when i go visit and stay somewhere! during one of my last stays, i took some pics having some fun! i included a sneak peek in my NSFW folder here, the full set is up on my adult site! http://www.kayleekurves.com Make sure to check them out!!

Letter To Normals.....fm & Mf Pain Syndromes
| Home Page | Open Letter To Normals. lettergraphic.jpg (3193 bytes) Explain your condition to those who share your life. These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me... Please understand that being sick doesn't mean I'm not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day flat on my back in bed and I might not seem like great company, but I'm still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I'd still like to hear you talk about yours too. Please understand the difference between "happy" and "healthy". When you've got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but I've been sick for years. I can't be miserable all the time, in fact I work hard at not being miserable. So if you're talking to me and I sound happy, it means I'm happy. That's all. I may be tired. I may be in pain. I may be sicker that ever. Please, don't say, "Oh, you're soundin

Can I Meet Your Heart (not My Poem But Thought Its Pretty)
Can I meet your heart? I want to know the inside Not the out I want to see the real you I want to know all the good you do I need to see the scars within I want to see where you have been Whether good or bad Whether happy or sad I want to see the inside of you I want to know the heart aches you have been through Don't be afraid My love will never fade I will always love you no matter what And your privacy I will never invade Just show me who you really are I want our relationship to go far Introduce me to your heart If you do, we will never fall apart. Can I meet your heart?

Ghost Son (for The Armed Forces Over Seas)
Anatomy of The abyss Forgotten Twelfth night Gala Dead drunk verses desperate To weasel Searching for light in The darkness Clear your mind Remember the sun not scared same way twice In The cool The water so Black Knocked out take it back I've grown more confident Worlds within Worlds When will they wake up "War" The masters sleep Sentimental life stretches Stand To the assassination Before the devil knows you're dead Find your true spiritual home We've got rabbits on the roof Wild winter being green Astound me are you listening Brain sweats in thoughts Caught red handed and dead Can one hear the death of dust Attack stressful voice Depression risks insanity Out of the past one calls Future is now for "Ghost Son" Don't lose your chance to make it Find time of the abyss The devil stirs Home fast for the spirit Ghost Son at rest in troubled times War is not hope Life is joy and peace Hello Every one We all wish that the men and wome

Picture Perfect
Picture Perfect Water flowing against the sands of the beach, gold and red sky with a burnt orange sun resting on the horizon. The perfect movie romance scene and here we sit with the soothing breeze coming over us and the warm sand under us. Her smooth long auburn hair flowing in the breeze. Her rich blue eyes that make the water look pale are staring right at me. Skin, soft and tan, and voice that can calm me even after an argument. Who is this perfect person? What is she doing here with me? It is at that point in time that I realize what perfection is and do not want to let it go. So I promise to be true to her for eternity with a question and diamond ring. My gut is twisted with anxiousness! What will she say?

Hannah
I came to fubar just looking for decent conversation and to make a few friends... I was invited on here by sweet stephy... thank you very much darling.... I am so glad i am on here..... I hadnt been that happy with things and hadnt really had reason to smile alot other than my daughter. On sept 20th..... i was rated by this girl Hannah.... we rated each other and ended up with a simple chat. We exchanged yahoo names and we started to chat a few times here and there. Pretty son we both started looking for each other more and more every night. We would have deep converstions about any topic at al and talk for hours on end. It didnt matter the topic.. we would talk and banter as much as we could. She got me to smile and laugh and I got her to open up and show her true self. Right after thanksgiving.... we got into even deeper conversations and out came some feelings we had for each other... Amazingly we had both been holding back and Hannah finally broke the ice. Each

Questions For You To Answer
Alright, since we still have all those recon satellites in orbit that can take crystal clear pictures of a postage stamp from orbit, have you ever asked yourself..... 1) When the satellites are over the United States, do bored techs use the cameras to zoom in and see if they can get pictures of nude sun bathers? 2) Do they ever try to see down a woman's blouse from orbit? 3) Are there pictures of you posted on a bulletin board in the NSA building with some witty title? 4) Is there some strange lady trying to count the freckles on every bald man's head in america? 5) Now that you know the capabilities of these wonderful satellites would you ever engage in intimate activities with your significant other in the great outdoors, knowing that someone may be watching from UP there?

Fake Friends Verses Real
FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: is the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you saying 'Dawg ... we screwed up... but that was fun!' FAKE FRIENDS: never saw you cry REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back REAL FRIENDS: keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!' FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile REAL FRIENDS: Are for life FAKE FRIENDS: will talk bad to the person who talks bad

For You...(you Know Who You Are)
I Wear My Heart On My Sleeve Do you know that I love you That each day and everyday I wake up with the thought of you Within my heart you stay See me as i smile at you With love i want to share Awakening in dreams of love Forever you are there Hear the words i whisper Though they're in my heart Echoes of these thoughts i have My eyes are now impart See the glow as you came by The joy that leaves in me I wear my heart upon my sleeve So great the hope you will see Each day before i go to sleep You are on my mind Smile pursed sweetly on my lips My heart in yours entwined Say that you will fell this love Wherever you may go Upon my heart I carry you Just wave of ocean flow.

24 Hours
You are so made that you can only carry the weight of twenty-four hours, no more. If you weigh yourself down with the years behind and the days ahead, your back breaks. God has promised to help you with the burdens of the day only. If you are foolish enough to gather again that burden of the past and carry it, then indeed you cannot expect God to help you bear it. So forget that which lies behind you and breathe in the blessing of each new day.

Booboo Rocks!!
There are no words too even begin too describe this pimpout. Thank you too all of my friends and family for going above and beyond too make sure that I got SpotLight one last time. So many emotions came with this because of all of you. So too all of Fubar reading this these people go too the extremes for there friends.. Show mad love too everyone.. They deserve it.Ill never be able too repay all of you back but will do my best too always be there in any way I can.. All of these awesome people gave fubucks too help me. Please Fan, Add, Rate ~ Phoenix FuOwned By Arthur 155 and Proud Owner of James~Rider of the Love Machine@ fubar ~Mz Attitude~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar LOBOSHEWOLF@ fubar ~*Naughty*~*Blinky~AKA~*Girlblink182*~*StewieGriffin's Wife*~@ fubar Christie@ fubar ~slave~@ fubar Ladygray™@ fubar ♥Thyckie Thyck♥ Club FAR ♥@ fubar

Timmys Bedtime Story Part 8
Her urges getting stronger, she was starting to get distraut. She headed out of town, to a place she wouldn't get caught. She went to Warsaw City, to a bar they call Miss kitty. She needed to find a victim, she needed to fill her crave. She looked around the bar, for the next one to send to their grave. In the corner of the bar, A woman with bright blonde hair. Lucious long legs, firm tits what a pair. She walked over to her, "I'm Contessa and you would be?" "It's nice to meet you, my name is Marie." They sat at a table, had a few drinks and a talk. "It's alittle smokey in here, would you like to take a walk?" They walked out of the bar, "Would you like to go to my place?" She sweetly told her yes with a smile on her face. They arrived at Marie's house, sat down at the table. She wondered if she could seduce this girl. She wondered if she was able. She walked over to her decided to make her move. She started kissing her lips, Marie began to get into gr

Here Is The Info For The Contest
The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . TY LOVE CHERIE

How Can
how can we just sit around and not do anything when we see a woman being beaten? how can you watch a child being born and not believe in "god"? how can you really look into my eyes and tell me you don`t love me ? how can I sit back and watch people around me be miserable but still be happy? how can i not miss my sisters when they are so far away? how can I take everything I have for granted? how can we all just be so selfish, self centered and greedy? how can I believe but have little faith ? how can we get forgiveness from someone who is already dead? how can I stop thinking all the time ? how can I forgive myself ?

Brad Paisley Ticks Lyrics-how Many Cowgirls/cowboys Wanna Do This Lol:)
Brad Paisley Ticks Lyrics Every time you take a sip In this smoky atmosphere You press that bottle to your lips And I wish I was your beer In the small there of your back Your jeans are playing peekaboo I'd like to see the other half of your butterfly tattoo. Hey that gives me an idea Let's get out of this bar Drive out into the country And find a place to park. 'Cause I'd like to see you out in the moonlight I'd like to kiss you way back in the sticks I'd like to walk you through a field of wildflowers And I'd like to check you for ticks. I know the perfect little path Out in these woods I used to hunt Don't worry babe I've got your back And I've also got your front Now, I'd hate to waste a night like this [Ticks lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I'll keep you safe you wait and see The only thing allowed to crawl all over you when we get there is me. You know every guy in here tonight Would like to take you home But I've got way more class t

Con Fused Pt.1,2,3
Confused Unusually perplexed like an oragami Why is life constantly so hard for me Turn ofF the sun I'll still shine But I can't seem to get that in my mind Not even with your eyes open wide Could you see my pain inside I am that son who hasn't won I'm the one who gets the job done Impatient but truly GOD fearing Trustworthy but hard of hearing I'm like a fly caught in a web I'm like a teacher who can't spell I'm like a hiker who doesn't hike I'm like a pedal without a bike I am that tree with good roots I am durable like brand new boots I am likable and intriguing I am honest and believing When one door slams another will open I answered the knock it went to be unspoken I have used and been misused I love her he loves her and she loves him Oh now I am really Confused Like a twig on the shoulders of a mighty stream The world around me is not as it seems Cluttered thoughts like a bag of fog S

Beautiful To Me
Beautiful To Me" The wind beneath my wings The causation why I sing The ladder to my high hopes My skiis on the worlds slopes The waves in my ocean you see Those are the basis for you being Beautiful To ME The twinkle in mine eyes The reason I can get by The joy in my happy life The worth in having a wife The furnace to my heat The one who holds the key Can't you understand why you are so Beautiful To Me The fruit of my tree The cushion in my seat The sugar in my sweets Somebody I thought I'd never meet The pulse to my steady heartbeat Now that's certainly why you are "Beautiful To Me" Written by : A.I.R. 02-03-03

“who Will Cry For The Little Boy”
“Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” Will you cry for the little man Can you help him to understand Is it possible for his tree to bear fruits If so will it have good roots Will you give him something he can keep Do you kiss him and watch him sleep Does he know everything will be alright Are you there when he wakes at night Is there a life for him to enjoy Who will cry for the little boy Will he always be depressed Did you tell him what it means to be oppressed Tomorrow isn’t promised to him And today is such a big problem It’s a hard knock life I know this Will he ever be someone to miss I can never tell if he’s okay I just tell him there will come a day When he will receive his overdue pay Stay strong little guy and pray Will it be better if I him a toy Maybe but tell me honestly “Who Will Cry For The Little Boy” DEDICATED TO ALL THE ORPHANED LITTLE MEN A.I.R 2/23/04

Not So Old Poem
Metamorphous You caught me. I dont know how, I was running so fast. You pulled me in. You must be strong- all I did was push. You held me close. And somehow my body responded to the touch, I was so afraid of. The kiss- I thought would burn my kiss The words- I swore would make me cry. You caught me. Thank You. For so long it seemed like I was trapped- Someplace between here and where I belonged Suffocating in open air- I didnt want to breathe I didnt want to leave.. I found comfort- In the constant sadness You freed me. I dont know how, I thought I was lost. You gave me life. You must be strong- I just wanted to close my eyes You touched my skin- And somehow my bo

22 Ways To Make A Girl Happy And Appreciated!
1 . Tell her she is beautiful 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 1 0 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play- wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let her take

Legislation To Ban Pitbulls In California
Date: Jan 1, 2008 11:38 PMIf any of you out there are my friends, I ask you out of the kindness of my heart to repost this. If you're not my friend, I ask you search for the source compassion in your soul and repost this anyway. More importantly, if you're in a position to, DO something about it. This is about California legislation being passed to exterminate pit bulls. If it passes in California, it could be on it's way to anywhere. Someone has to try to make a difference...what if it were your pet? It would be great if FUBAR could be used for something good other than getting dates. Please pass the word along and post this...so as many people can see this as possible. This has to be stopped.i have 2 pitbulls and they are my babys.i love them dearly.they wont herat a fly and it is all about how they are brought up they just dont start out mean at

Women
ok, what's da deal here?!?! Why all da women I might wanna spend time with, get ta know, maybe date or be with gotta live so far away? Why can't there be someone near me for me? This really sux. How am I sposed ta find a decent woman ta spend time( an maybe more) with if there aren't any near me! Sheesh! If anyone happens ta know any, or maybe a suga-mama for me, lol, send em my way. lmao.

Happy To Have Survived
It was 3 years ago today (january 4th) that my life almost ended. I spent 12 hours on an operating table with my brain exposed to repair an aneurysm. My brain swelled uncontrollably and I was taken back to the operating room several times in order to save my life. I was in a coma for a week. The sugery left me partially blind and paralyzed and in incredible pain. The recovery has been long and dificult. Parts of my memory have been wiped out. Alot of memories of my life with my children are forever gone. That's the part I hate the most. I look at this day with both happiness and sorrow. I feel so sorry for all the people that have not survived their aneurysms. People usually die from them without any warning. The really scary part is that it is estimated that 3 million people in the United States alone are walking around with the little "silent bombs" about ready to go off in their head and they don't even know it. I am, of course, very happy to be alive! The only

Shoutbox Bottom To Top
->sexychris07: NOYB sexychris07: u suck dick? ->sexychris07: cause I'm very taken sexychris07: why is that u think? ->sexychris07: nope too much trouble sexychris07: ya what, lol u think u can? ->sexychris07: o'rly sexychris07: can u handle this lol

Walk With Us
Our lives go on without you But nothing is the same. We have to hide our heartaches When someone speals your name. Sad are the hearts that loved you Silent the tears that fall, Living our lives without you Is the hardest part of all. You did so many things for us Your heart was kind and true, And when we needed someone We could always count on you. The special years will not return When we were all together, But with the love within our hearts You will walk with us forever

Where Were You
Where were you Mom and dad? When I needed you the most. Why do you lie, and make me cry, when all I did was try. I was your daughter or was i just a bother. Where were you mom and dad, why do you make me feel so bad, I am so sad. Never meant to cause you any pain. I only tried to break the chains. didnt mean to cause any strain. Why do you say goodbye, was it me or was it who i wanted to be. Couldnt you see, did you not care, when i tried to share. It is so hard, I am so scarred. Where were you mom and dad. I want to die, i can only cry, i have to sigh cause you said goodbye. Where were mom and dad. I need you in my life. Cant you hear the tears that are falling cant you hear me calling out to you. Why did you walk away didnt mean to stray, i only want you to stay, i can only pray, for one last glance, for one more chance. Where were you mom and dad, I still need you. If i only knew. why do you break my heart, and why we are so far apart. Wher

Rules For Men
This was written by a guy who has years of experience. Believe me, most of them are true about girls.... 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at her house... she runs around in her underwear and no makeup all the time. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON HER. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, she WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat if you hurt her, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. Never miss an opportunity to tell her she's beautiful. 5. Don't refuse to kiss her in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's just because they're jealous. 6. If she slaps you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch her if you want to. If she's going out with you in the first place, it's because she likes being in your arms. 8. If you didn't sleep with her, DON'T tell your friends that you di

Locked Pics!!
Ok here is the thing, YES i have alot of pics that are locked up, but just because they are locked up DOES NOT mean that they are NSFW! i am so tired of people hitting my shout asking why they cant see them so i am gonna take the time to clarify it right now.....respectfully of course LOL. 1. They are locked for a reason, had i wanted you to see them i would have added you to my family. 2. yes i know this is a pic site for rates and yada yada, but guess what.....i dont care about freakin points and rates, so if i cant have any poiints on those from you....boo freakin whooo!!!!!!! 3.This is my page, no one else's...there is one person in the whole freakin world, who can demand things be opened or closed on my page and that is Lord Fury NO ONE ELSE! 4.If you hit my shoutbox demanding to see them or being stupid about not seeing them...i wont answer you back, i will simply remove you as a friend. 5.the pics i have set to private are my FAMILY....i dont want every Tom Dick and Sue to

Slow It Down
Got a ct scan wednesday and found that there are also spots in my lung and chest and liver. I thought my liver would have been pickled from beer but I guess cancer also likes beer. Today I got tatooed for radiation and start it on monday. Dr;s figure the best they can do now is try to alleviate the pain and slow it down some. They're talking chemo after radiation. I asked doc today what he thought my prognosis was and he said at the rate that it's spread probably months. I'm going to fight the fight of my life cause damn it, there more beer out there with my name and alot of living yet to do.

Come On Ya Know Ya Wanna!!!!
Attention all BBWs and their admirers. Looking for a great lounge that features some of the hottest BBWs here on Fubar? Well click the link to find them. Come on in have a drink, relax and get wild with the hottest BBWs on Fubar. Guaranteed to leave with a smile everytime!!!! So come on over and join our little family you wont be disappointed! While your at it check out our favorite Dj on Fubar. He keeps it fun and entertaining for everyone!! Soon to be one of the most popular Djs on Fubar. Check out his lounge, dont be scared!!! lol. This Bulletin Brought to you by Me!!! Sonya aka Broken~Head BarWench @Jens BBW Fortress~Brians Fuwifey~SisterHood Member~PT Nurse @ the As@ fubar

Metallica-sad But True
Hey I'm your life I'm the one who takes you there Hey I'm your life I'm the one who cares They They betray I'm your only true friend now They They'll betray I'm forever there I'm your dream, make you real I'm your eyes when you must steal I'm your pain when you can't feel Sad but true I'm your dream, mind astray I'm your eyes while you're away I'm your pain while you repay You know it's sad but true You You're my mask You're my cover, my shelter You You're my mask You're the one who's blamed Do Do my work Do my dirty work, scapegoat Do Do my deeds For you're the one who's shamed I'm your dream, make you real I'm your eyes when you must steal I'm your pain when you can't feel Sad but true I'm your dream, mind astray I'm your eyes while you're away I'm your pain while you repay You know it's sad but true Hate I'm your hate I'm your hate when you want love Pay Pay the price Pay, for nothing's fair Hey I'm your life I'm the one

This Is How I See A Photograph Of A Poppy Field
I see the mountains covered in a thick mist.It reminds me of the smoke from the guns that have been fired and the bombs that were dropped in the war i look down to the valley below see the smoke slowly drifting towards some trees and a big field of poppies. I can see all the trenches with the troops getting ready to go over the top. As i walk though the trenches i can smell rotting flesh from so many dead bodies just laying on the ground. I hear the cries of the injured and the dying men as the medics try to work on their bleeding bodies. The smell is so bad it makes me feel sick as a dog. Many of the soldiers are eighteen years of age and some of them are even younger because they lied to inlist in the hell.I carry on walking though the trenches and see so many men, young and old with trench foot. The only thing the medics can use isfoot powder to help with the pain, so the soldiers can carry o fighting.

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? I wish i knew the direct answer. To me they stand by you no matter what and forgive you for everything. But others it means other things. I used to have someone i considered a mom to me my best friend I guess I wasn't a good friend in the end because we aren't talking and they said they would be friends no matter what happened. but it didn't work that way oh well you live and learn

Unreal Memories Again...
The first time around was fun so I thought I would do it again....LOL If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

I Have Finally Realized
i have finally realized that i am nothing more then a pathetic soul who cna't do anything right and can do nothing morbut cause harm and problems for those around me. i have finally realized that i will never fully understand everything and everyone around me. i have finalyl realized that i will never fully comprehend everything and everyone around me. my life is meaningless and worthless. i belong six feet underground and away from human life and the human existance around me. i am nothing more then a parasite to the world and everything i touch or come in contact with crumbles and falls apart around me. this body contains a dysfuctional soul with no real purpose or meaning in life. i am nothing i am no one i am one of the thousands of outsiders that don't belong here and will never belong.

Small Happiness
I have found it amazing that when you think everything in your world is upside-down that there is always something in it trying to rite itself. I never thought I would be a divorced Mom, yet here it is, right here and my new reality. I thought it would crush me yet I have found strength in myself I did not know was there. I have found strength in people around me who I now know I am blessed to have. How does one find the small happiness in all the sadness and confusion? I don't know but there it is, the small happiness, the missing feelings of rightness now back. The feelings that as a whole I am still here and each day will get better and better. There is reasons for everything, reasons we may not understand but they are there just the same. My joy now is finding them, embracing them, and enjoying this new life of self growth and fulfillment.

Im Offline For Awhile...
DBLA have moved and has not internet yet. I have been online using his 11's for him each day. So if you have tried to shout him and not got any answer thats why. He called me tonight and wanted to tell everyone that he will be back online hopefully before the end of next week. PLEASE REPOST SO THAT ALL HIS FRIENDS WILL SEE. Again please show him sum mad love... Thanks MsMaine Breaking BenjaminBreath (Live)Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com (repost of original by 'DBLA {NBSD}...SWEETWATER'S STUD BARTENDER/ENFORCER' on '2008-01-04 19:23:59')

Typing In Stereo...
Yup, in stereo so it means it happens all around me alot of times. What am I talking about you ask? Well being stereotyped. I'm tired of people assuming stuff about me, I'm also tired of proving myself to people also, what the hell do I have to do to be left alone and respected for what I say or believe in?? Well anyway I was walking home from work and this white guy stopped and stared at me from across the street, so he finally yells at me and he says, "Hey, you got any crack??" I said, "What?! I don't even know what you are talking about." and kept walking. This isn't the only time someone has said something like that to me. The other common one is, "Hey, you know where I can get some weed??" Thats pisses me off to no end. I mean what the hell. Since I'm a young black male I already fit the bill of a weed smoker or a person who sells drugs?...FUCK!!! Oh and another one is people think I'm stupid. I don't even know how people can assume that and they try to get-over on me, or d

Post Your Best Fu Proposal And We Will Vote And Let The Winner Know"
So heres the deal... Looking for a Fu Hubby for my sister!! NOT ME Im long done taken!! Her SN is Beautiful Nightmare go check her out... Here are the rules though! If you dont follow you dont qualify!! 1. You must NOT be a player! 2. You must NOT try and get with her just for a wife! 3. YOu must be at least cute.... 4. You must talk to her on a semi regular basis. 5. YOU MUST COME UP WITH SOMETHING ORIGINAL CREATIVE AND JSUT MELT YOUR HEART SWEET IN ORDER TO MARRY HER!! All requests sent to my inbox!! We will look them over weeed out the excess waste and move on to find the winner Thx Ya'll!!

Men And Lies
Why is it that a man can say they found the one they are looking for and the one they want, but all its all lies. Do they do it because they think thats what a women wants to hear? Why can't they just be honest and truthful instead of lying. All any women wants is a meaningful relationship with out the lies and bull shit. At least when i women says they care about some one they mean it they dont lie about it. So why do men always lie? Is it to get the womens attention or is it there big freakin ego? I hate liars playes and cheaters. there is nothing worse than that. I would like to hear your comments on this.

Darkness Becomes Her....
Horror Pictures at satanspace.com "A Poem About Twist'a" Jet black hair, Pale white face, totes her soul around in a black suitcase Thick black leather, No use for lace, She's an angel which has fallen to her darkened grace. Within her eye's, they're cold and broken. Her life is dark, her beast awoken. Hot breath spilling from her tongue. She speaks of no religion, for she has none. Gaze in her eyes they're cold and gray. It's the look of a soul thats been led astray. She's tired of all that missunderstands know one will ever understand, a cigarette she flicks.... never mind all the b/s, cause im fed up, im fuckin' sick! ~*Twist'a*~

Devils Train Founder Needs Your Help He Helped You Time To Return The Favor
Hey all DJ Devil is in another contest so if you all would please be so helpful like you all have been before with me and ty here is the link to bomb im going for first place 250K fubucks so please come and give me a hand

Nice Quiet Cave
I stopped getting cable about 6 months ago and have not seen much television since then. Well Hubby went out a bought a set of rabbit ears, because we have been jonesing for the news. So he gets everything set up in time for the 10 o’clock news… He has had the TV on for a little over an hour now and I have to say I see why I stopped watching it in the first place. In the time he have had the damn thing on.. I have counted 33 weight loss commercials. Five for Viagra, and some of the most mind numbing noise I have ever heard. OK I think I will go back to My nice quiet cave now …..

Have You Ever
have you ever just wanted to cry? to take on all your hurt all at once, to take off this mask you wear and show the world you really aren’t that strong at all. have you ever just wanted to love? everyone that ever hated you. to say your sorry when you did nothing wrong. have you ever just wanted to feel? feel love that’s overwhelming that shakes you to your core. the perfection most strive for but never achieve. when its right in front of you but you cant have it. have you ever just wanted to scream? to tell the world everything, all your lies and secrets, if only just once. have you ever wanted to fall? just to hurt, just to sleep to make everything stop. have you ever just wanted to bleed? to cleanse the soul of imperfection, to bare the truth for all to see, to show how fucked up you really are. have you ever just wanted to lose? to show them all that you aren’t perfect. to spit the logic back in the faces of those who told you that you would succeed. have you e

The Moment
Visit www.hostdrjack.comCLICK HERE! Can we each learn a lesson from this? In each solitary moment is the eternity of time. One moment wasted does not return to us nor can it's promise ever be achieved. We will rely on the moments forthcoming to make up for the moments wasted. We will bask ourselves in the glory of each moment before, alas, that moment is gone as well. In each moment, you can choose your emotion or in each moment, your emotion can choose you. Which will it be? Hurry up before it's gone.

Updated List Of Contestants In The Fu Bucks Contest
The contest starts on saturday January 5th at 6 PM , central time , and ends on January 15th at 6 PM . Below is a list of all the contestants . When the contest opens just click on their picture to get to their contest page . Good luck to all and have fun . (repost of original by '* lisasweet *' on '2008-01-04 07:03:29') (repost of original by '~ Cherie ~Witchesbrew ~ KAGE'S WIFEY & R/L OLE LADY ~ 2 C&' on '2008-01-04 07:28:18') (repost of original by '

Alaska Attacks Alcohol Problem
Published: 1/5/08, 7:46 AM EDT By RACHEL D'ORO ANCHORAGE, Alaska (AP) - Charlie Cross counted how many friends and relatives took their own lives over the years and came up with 19, all Alaska Natives. "Of those 19, a mere three that I know of were not consuming alcohol," Cross, an investigator with the Alaska State Troopers, said as he fought back tears. "My personal experiences with the utter devastation is what really makes me want to do the best job that I could do." So Cross, who is part Eskimo, goes after smugglers who supply booze to villagers in Native communities where the sale, and sometimes the possession, of alcohol are prohibited. Cross and the nine other members of the troopers' Western Alaska Alcohol and Narcotics Team work largely undercover to catch people sneaking in alcohol for their own use or to sell at huge profits in dry villages, where a fifth of hard liquor that normally costs $12 can command as much as $300. Members of the team last year confiscated mor

Twilight
beauty blooms in blistered twilight as the night drops like a thief her velveteen tongue paints "l o v e" upon my pallet and caramel lips play coquettish games upon my own hair soft like moonlight as my fingers saunter over each follicle like a retro pimp her mouse hands roam my body, hungry for a spark but we need no light; cupids arrow our candle wick dancing our smitten silhouettes upon scarlet walls the sun breaches night's virginity and the Fahrenheit descends; her head heavy on my heaving chest as we bathe in morning's sweet ambiance

That Special Hunger
Licking her lips Bringing you closer Hunger in her eyes Breathing quickens Wanting only you And no excuses Opens her mouth Bringing you inside Her lips so soft And then she bites Chewing through And in one gulp The cookie is gone.............

S/o My Ass
Hmmm.....I just love having my friends coming to me complaining about their bf/gf. Just the highlight of my day,NOT. They always tell me oh he/she not talking to me much anymore and i don't know what to do or i don't know what i done wrong. Well the 1st thing you done wrong was get a bf/gf that don't acknowledge that you even fucking exist. If your so called S/O makes you sit and wonder if your with them or not. Time to find you a new S/O. You shouldn't have to sit there and wonder if your taken or not. You should know.If your the only one in the relationship that seems to be doing all the work....fuck that shit....find a new S/O. Any type of relationship is 50/50. Even a friendship.If your the only one thats saying lovey dovey things and or post their pics on your page or leaving comments. HA............Stop doing that. Take their shit off your page and get a new bf/gf. One thats actually with you and wants to prove and show it.If he/she seems to just talk to you when you say somethi

Poetry: Suicide
Your face is still so crystal clear as tho etched into my mind tho many years have come and gone since you left this life behind. Your pain, your sole undoing that drove you from this place the strain far more than you could bear far more than you could face. I sensed that you were slipping tho denials had been made I feared the time at hand was short and much too soon you'd fade. And yet...I remained unprepared for the inevitability the call to say you'd gone away a stark reality! An eerie sense of longing for your constant pain to cease now realized, I felt the loss tho you had found your peace. Torn between relief and grief your memory lingers on like the echo of a storm thats passed although its long since gone.

Sorry This Made Me Laugh
yes i have rank humor and not a lot of ppl can handle it..but here it goes..we had two clients that came to check out our business and they are deaf..not the funny at all..i showed respect to them..but my boss this is what i think is funny u can tell me how u feel..i have no idea what she was thinking but she is yelling in a very loud voice to them and pointing at our place showing them things before the become clients..i had to take her over to the side and say um they are deaf they cant hear u..u need to write things down or use sign language..she was so embarrassed she went home right after they left..im sorry but i laughed all day at her...now do u think im just mean or thats kind of funny

Me...
Behind these eyes Lies pain and sorrow Dreams that died No tomorrows Smiles that fade Laughter is gone Happiness forgotten Sadness lives on An empty heart A lonely soul Pain and anger Have found a home How did I get here? When did it start? Once there was joy Now a wounded heart When will it stop? How will it end? Will I see light? Will you help me friend? Help me along Take my hand With your love I will stand You will help me see Together we'll strive This life is worth living and I can survive

Need Pics
Out of all the ladies out there how many have taken pictures with firearms (guns) and are willing to share their pics with me. NOTE all pics shared will be set up so no one may rip them. If there are any takers to help me out with this please speak up.

First Pimpout Of 2008
Hello Familia! This is our first Pimp Out in the New Year! We have had 80 members join in the past month!!! This is Awesome!!! And it's also a reminder that we are still and will always be the #1 Family on Fubar!! In order to insure that everyone gets the love they deserve we will only be putting 25 members on each pimpout, so if your name isn't on here, stay tuned because it will be. In the meantime please go and show all of these wonderful new members of our family some Club F.A.R. Love!! That means pic ratings, comments, profile comments, stash rates. Let each and everyone of them know how very Happy we are to have them!!! Much Love Pete, Molly, Jamie, Stacy and Luna *~*HockeyChik*~*CLUB F*A*R*~*all luv repaid-thx!*~*@ fubar

Before He Died...
When Gus was in the Hospice dying, he told me "I'm not afraid to die, I'm just afraid of losing you." I told him "you can never lose me, we are part of each other." Then he said that after he died, he would find the body of a younger man, with a bigger cock (his words) who was in ICU with a brain injury. As soon as the family is told this young man would never wake again, he would wake-up, but it wouldn't be that young man anymore, it would be my Gus! And then, he would come and find me. I'm still waiting Ug!

Volume 1
Please don't take this the wrong way.... hell I don't care if you do take it the wrong way... I am a straight male, a married straight male. I don't mind having guys as friends online and I honestly don't care about your sexual orientation. I dont care if your gay, straight, uni-sexual, bi-sexual, tri-sexual, omni-sexual, asexual, or if you are a unick; honestly I'm okay with you screwing or not screwing who ever you like, I just don't want to be involved if you are also a male. Good lord does it creep me out when I open a profile comment or a photo comment and another guy looks at me and says "yummy", or "you're hot", or anything of that nature. I have gay friends, not just one or 2 but I have several gay friends. However, they are all under the understanding that I am completely straight, and only like women. They know that if I even see a twinkle in their eyes when they look at me that makes me think that I'm being assessed, I'M GONNA GET MAD AND HURT SOMEONE. Again,

To All Those Under 30
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!!> If you are 30 or older you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning ... uphill BOTH ways.yadda, yadda, yadda! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had t o go t o the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!

Almost Gone
Almost Gone By Steve Cook Its five a.m. I’m wide awake Cant sleep with everything on my plate The dreams, the nights I lay and fight The loss of you not by my side Pondering if we’ll make this work The emotions inside start to churn Frantic as my mind can get Lessons learned that I regret Letting go it feels so right But now another lonely night With you there running through my head All the words I should’ve said To make you stay don’t leave today I’ll do anything don’t walk away Just listen to the words I speak I’m sorry if their sounding weak Obsessions of you through out the night How I wish I could hold you tight All my thoughts of such despair Will you ever come back here What will it take to make things right I wont give in I’ll stay an fight My love for you is to damn strong With you is where I belong I’ll be here waiting for the call To surrender my emotions love and all

How I Feel
on't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

A Song For You...
Search Video Codes GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70@ fubar I know what's going on in Your head right now My Love and trust Me I'm doing everything in My power I can to help. I know I'm not there in the physical sense. But I am doing all I can to see to it that it won't be long till I am Baby. Please, Listen to what I'm telling You when We talk... I Love You Baby...

Guarding The Gates
Her heart is something he wanted, And in a moment of passion, It was his- He knows that it has been broken, And put together too many times, So he who loves her, has become The guardian of her heart. A trophy isn't what he wants, And the only desire he has is for her, And until he inhales his last breath, He shall stand guard over her, And he shall protect this once fallen angel. Once a soldier, always a soldier, And he defends the good from the evil, And this world has shown her too much evils. He towers above her, And she looks up to him, And she is his only weakness. He couldn't imagine what he thought He has experienced before in his life, But he knows he has not truly lived Until he met her. She has opened the gate to Heaven, With her love and her presence, And now, he stands here, Guarding the gates to Heaven. Robert J Nye (2008)

I Am Sick To My Stomach
they went ahead and deleted my main profile and i lost all of my grandkids pictures along with all the gifts all my friends have bought me..i am just so upset. wish they would have let me know they were doing that first

Timed Contest
I know that we have several members currently in contest. I would just like to remind our family members that timed contest take priority over contest that have no time limit. Please bomb the contest that will end on a certain day and time first over the contest that just need a certain comment count for the family member to receive their prize. If you have any questions, please ask a family officer. Tiggerbear2007 Family Manager Fubombers

Someone Drank Some Hateraide
304LIFE@ fubar This lovely lady decided to send me this nice little message.... after this lovely message she decided to rate me a 10 and add me? HAHAHAHAHA thats a lil strange she gave me a sympathy rate and add LOL as if i need it HAHAHA oh well i just blocked her no harm done... just watch out for her everyone she thinks her shit dont stink!!! ***Please rate this blog since you are already here!!!***

Weirdo Alert
This guy {yes i said guy} is a real piece of work... he admits hes a guy in his blog...he didnt down rate me or anything but he gave me a photocomment telling me to go check out his new blog... the blog was titled fakes... it was talking about why should we rate someones pics a 10 if they are really ugly... i left my opinion as a comment and then blocked him... his other blogs are just crazy he poses as a girl and says he has a new respect for women cause of the perves on this site... which is true but why does he feel the need to be like this? i dont know reading his blogs hes just a few grapes short of a fruit basket? Know what i mean? NONE ( rate me, fan me, rate and comment all pics and blogs then add me)@ fubar

Auction
LET SOMEONE FU OWN YOU!!! Want to FuOwn Someone? Now You Can! Here They Are..Hit the Pic and Go Bid On the One You Want To make Yours! Need 11's and Stash Rated? Nows Your Chance! These Sexy People Have Put Themselves in a Position For You To Fu-Own Them! So Check Them Out! Everyone here is special and you would be lucky to have any one of them! AUCTION RULES! 1. Drama Free. For fun only auction. Anyone causing it will be eliminated. 2. Contestant reserves the right to refuse any bid. 3. Minimum Bid is 10,000 Fubucks. 4. Must have a salute to bid. 5. Auctioneer is not responsible for bids. 6. Serious Bids Only!(meaning do not bid if you do not intend to honor that bid.) 7. Bids must be paid for before any prize is given. 8. Do Not Take This Seriously!(I know, I know...Contradiction..:P) This Is FOR FUN ONLY Auction! 9. RULES ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE! HERE THEY ARE!! PUT IN YOUR BIDS!

Yahoo
listen up everyone! if you have me on yahoo and i havent been responding and what not for like 3 months i appologize, yahoo hates me lol. It decides randomly to display an empty message box when people send me messages and just recently it encounters an error everytime i get a message and has to shut down, i just reinstalled so MAYBE the yahoo messenger gods will smile on me and things will work ;)

~~expressions Of A Kiss~~
What Each Kiss Means - Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -SLAP ON THA BUTT: That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one.

A Love Poem For You
The first time I saw you, I knew you were the one. There was no question in my mind, after having that much fun. There's just something about you, that I've never found before. And now that we're good friends, I find myself wanting more. I never thought it possible, to care for one so much. But everyday that passes, I long to feel your touch. To look into your eyes, would make my day complete, cause every time you look at me, my heart just skips a beat. Everything I'd wished for, every dream I'd hope come true, I never thought would happen, until the day that I met you. I know that your not ready, for the kind of commitment that I am, but for you I'd wait forever, there's nothing I can't stand. Although it hurts to know, that you don't feel the same as me, hopefully one day you'll realize, one day you'll wake up and see.

*** Kinky Nikki ^sin^***
Surely EVERYONE knows KINKY ^SIN^ by now! ^sin^@ fubar If by chance you DON'T, just click on any of the pictures of Nikki and it will take you right to her profile! ^Sin^ is just under 600,000 to Disciple! ^Sin^ is SO close to leveling! Just click on ANY picture and start rating pics! Rate stash and blogs too! If you're not already a friend, by all means, fan, add, and rate her profile! By the way, while you're there rating and commenting all her good stuff, be sure to rate and comment bomb this picture: Thank you very much! This public service bulletin was brought to you by me, Tulsa's Angel: THANKS!

Achilles
OK, I always knew this guy was an ass, but guess what he did this time?? He has blocked me!! I've been bombing Hopeless's pic for Happy Hour for the last couple of days, and while in the process lookie what happened: SOoooooooooooooo yeah basically now Hopeless is on his own :( Here's the link to the contest pic, not that I support a DAMN Thing ACHILLES does, but let's help a sweet man get this over with!! ACHILLES has also blocked another friend that was helping Hopeless, early in the game. He claims to have screen shots of me causing drama before. I knew better then to even go to his page and help a friend...

Man Up
So why is it when goofs that are on my GFs page come to look at me, I give them a 10 for coming to my page, but they dont have enough balls to rate me back??? Are they really that pussed??? ManUp, I can rate them knowing they want to get with my lady...show some friggen respect when you come to my page.

Women, Venting And Charm
Ok I need to vent just a little. I'm bored so don't mind me. I'm sitting here and looking and rating people. I see all these girls/women who are stunning. I mean granted beauty is in the eye of the behold and within but god damn... Why aren't they online in my area? LOL... I'm not the shy type by anymeans and well, I find it a little odd but hey, that's me. Unsure as to why I'm typing this but gorgeous women my age don't like guys like me. Nor do the normal females want a guy like me. Sophisticated yet fun to be around, not overbearing but protect. Sensative and charming yet can be cruel when need be. Any clue why?

What Is Your Drink?!?
So I just took my first quiz and it has been determined that my drink is hard liquor! In this case it was 100% corrsect. The is nohing like several shots to warm me up before going onto the dance floor to shake the night away! Sometime I feel like the only woman in the place who does not mind a hard up from something mixed. Everyone always gets those fruity drinks that have cute names...bump that give my a shot of jim bean, crown royal, maybe some tequila (for starters) and let the night begin.

My First Hh & Challenge
I'M HOSTING MY 1ST HH ON SUNDAY 1-6-08 AT 7:00 PM FUBAR TIME RATE CHALLENGE 100 11'S = 2,500 FU-BUCKS 100 10'S = 1,500 FU-BUCKS RULES / RESTRICTIONS: THE FOLDER TO BE RATED IS CALLED PITBULL MAFIA 11'S EXCHANGE THE FOLDER WILL BE OPEN TO ALL THIS OFFER IS ONLY GOOD DURING MY HH YOU MUST E-MAIL ME ( DO NOT SHOUT ME ) WHEN YOU COMPLETE THE CHALLENGE AND LET ME KNOW HOW MANY RATES & IF THEY WERE 11'S OR 10'S ( WILL VERIFY ) SEND ME A PM WHEN COMPLETED TERESA ~ PITBULL MAFIA~@ fubar I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE MEMBERS OF THE PITBULL MAFIA AND STEPHANIE LYNN FOR THE HH PITBULL MAFIA ▪▫Pіŧßułł МãҒiã ▫▪@ fubar STEPHANIE LYNN Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Reset Our Profile
Hi all..they reset our profile for some unknown reason and we were at level 21 and were reset to 1.. no body knows why, maybe a glitch.. but all our rateings went poof.. IF you folks get a chance to RE-RATE our photos we would really be greatfull... Paul & Sondra

Me...
I am a regular person... not very religious.. but believe in a higher power. Just don't know his/her name. I like horror movies and various types of music from Korn to Marilyn Manson or some retro 80s. I don't like closed-minded people. People shouldn't be afraid of the unknown or different. Humor and sarcasm are second nature to me, so if you can't handle it, I wouldn't msg me. Other than that I am a very easy going person. I love life and animals. Live each day with no regrets, because you don't know if tomorrow is coming or not.

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Heart And Soul
I think of you every waking moment, When the sun rests it's head, I close my eyes, And thoughts of you dance through my head. I've memorized your every move, Your sweet face is imbedded in my mind. My body aches for your presence. The days are ever so tiring upon me. The nights surround me with darkness & loneliness. Some days I grow weak and my heart sheds yet another tear. I cry silently to feel your arms around me, As I look to the stars for strength and courage. No one can ready my heart the way you do. No woman has ever touched my soul as you have. I pray that you are real and not merely a dream. You are so passionate, so loving, so sensitive. I long to embrace you and never let you go. For with every ounce of love you bestow upon me, I will return with all my heart and soul.

Free Fall
In a place above the trees I fall... As if the sky was closing its door on me Not because the door was not meant to be open for me, But because I am not ready to fly. Instead, i have been let go to fall among your branches, Where each hit is a kiss, And every limb bent, is your hands meeting mine. As awful as falling should feel, It's breathless because you are my net. And right before I land I gasp for air, But everytime I am awaken by your longing stare. You caught me when I didn't think I could land, But instead of flying you have made me stand. Among a beautiful world, Holding my hand. Written by: Kearra Gurule 5/27/07

Behind My Eyes
i cry at nite wishing i knew the truth the fear when does it end hell does it ever end i worry i hide i wanna know wats going on inside there's been some misunderstanding its out of my control to be honest do i really wanna know i mean would really knowing stop the fear that creeps n like a cold draft freezing my insides... when the moonlite shine down on my face i know its coming i wish i could run run out into the world screaming STOP!!! but would it even help??? how do u ever stop the fear that makes u feel like ur dying inside

Speech
This quote has been incorrectly attributed to Nelson Mandela in his inaugural speech of 1994. He never spoke these words in his speeches that year. You can read Nelson's actual inaugural speeches at these links: http://www.anc.org.za/ancdocs/history/mandela/1994/inaugct.html http://www.anc.org.za/ancdocs/history/mandela/1994/inaugpta.html "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We are born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own li

Long Distance Love Poem
My 'Special ' Internet Friend The internet is scary The internet is fun The internet is the place I met my special ’one’ We met upon the internet Our keyboards as our voice Monitors as our eyes We fell in love by choice The days and weeks since we’ve met Have gone bye very fast The many hours spent online Each telling of our past The miles that lay between us Seem to be so few One click upon a button And there I am with you To see your name upon my screen Does give me such a thrill And when you send your "Hey Baby" It makes my heart stand still The little things you say and do Those smiles and hearts you send You’ve come to mean so much to me My ’special’ internet friend.

Levee Breaks As Storms Pummel West Coast
FERNLEY, Nev. — A ruptured levee sent a frigid "wall of water" from a rain-swollen canal into this high desert town early Saturday, flooding hundreds of homes and forcing the rescue of dozens of people by helicopter and boat. To the west, a dangerous layer of heavy snow covered the Northern California mountains as rain and wind from the third storm in as many days hit the West Coast. The storms have been blamed for at least three deaths, and hundreds of thousands of homes and businesses in California, Oregon and Washington were without power Saturday. No injuries were reported in the flood in Fernley, about 30 miles east of Reno, after a section of the Truckee Canal levee up to 150 feet long broke soon after 4 a.m. As many as 3,500 people were temporarily stranded and an estimated 1,500 ended up being displaced from their homes, Huntley said Saturday night. About 25 people remained at a shelter set up at a high school after a peak of about 150 earlier in the day. Eric Corne

Drinking And Dialing
The Rules of Drunk Dials & Text Messages... 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen. 3.If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Ex. "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4.Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking to bend them over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober. 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You c

Imprint On My Soul
you sprung into my life and left an imprint that could never be erased no matter how much effort was put forth with just the thought of your smile in my thoughts was all i ever needed and wanted but to have you on my thoughts was all I ever endured just to see you and feel you with every warm touching embrace was enough to last a lifetime but even after the second it stops I wanted and craved for more to search for you took a lifetime to keep you in that reach it only took a stretch to keep you was a journey but well worth the steps to walk forward it was all bout making you feel you were need n wanted and all I ever thought was that you were just enough but when it came down to it you all I ever wanted n needed you completed every vision that I ever thought was possible and every wanted and dream of coming true you like that tatto with that everlasting imprint on my heart so ceptable to be broken but easy to mend just with a smile and a love you you made my eve

Sad Day In The Family
Eric Raymond Coro BANGOR -- Eric Raymond Coro, 31, of Norridgewock passed away unexpectedly at Eastern Maine Medical Center on Saturday, Jan. 5, 2008. He was born in Skowhegan on Jan. 31, 1976, a son of Michael Coro and Nancy (Gilman) Billings. Eric attended Madison schools. He was very artistic; he loved to draw, make designs and admired the art of tattooing. Eric enjoyed music, playing with children and animals. He was a very loving and devoted husband, father and son. Eric will be best remembered as fun-loving. Eric is survived by his loving wife, Kerry (Bruen) Coro, of Norridgewock, they were married on Nov. 9, 2007, his daughter Danyell Coro of Harmony, his two stepdaughters, Kelsey and Kayla Pagliaro, and a stepson, Jaden Falvey, all of Norridgewock, his father, Michael Coro, and friend Randy Boivin of Lewiston, his mother Nancy Billing and husband, Sam, of Embden, sister Nikki Coro and companion Rick Boisvert of China, brother Travis Coro and companion Christine Mulh

Another Season
Well Its another season that the Redskins don't make it past the first round of the Playoffs. Next year is looking better with the return of Jason Cambell. Although some would speculate that Collins is the man for the job. I still think Jason Cambell will take us further. With all that said, Buttcheeks and heart farts. Thank you very much!

When It Hurts The Most
you know this is when it hurts the most u cant talk to any one even though you try b/c u know no one will truly understand the pain u feel inside.. all they will tell you is to be rid of what makes u hurt.. but what if u cant just be rid of the hurt.. knowing the next person will just come by make u feel like a million dollas , make you feel like a princess or the queen you always wanted to be just to come back in a few to crush ur every dream... how u find a passion u lost long ago. how do you trust again when u know u cant even trust urself? the pain is ripping thru me now i feel u poorin the salt in drop by drop tiny little grains of salt. my heart is so raw , so numb and why.. when i knew better than to love you.. knew better than to give u my heart ... how did i trust u with it ... i am the fool not you .... i'm the one that should have known better... when will i learn ?

Baring My Soul's Love
I am here before you My body rid of all that I wear Wanting you to take me To your body bring me near Feel the heat that is me My passion inside does burn Fill me with your love now For it I each day steadily yearn My skin is filled with tingles With thoughts of you touching me Sending excitement on through it Setting my passion for you free I ache to feel your love fill me Satisfying the longing for you I have Knowing that what your eyes feast upon To you I have with love now freely gave Feeling your lips travel over my skin So delicate as they softly kiss My body responds in many ways My love, I have surely missed this I can feel the wetness build Inside my love nectar does run Knowing that I will be satisfied Only when making love we are done My heart races with my loves beat Pounding as if for the world to hear The burning I feel between my thighs Wishing you were already there I open them now for you as you near Wanting to feel your love slide in Yo

A Burning Passion
My eyes open wide in wonder At the sight that stands before me In quietness there she now stands A dream, could this possibly be Her long flowing hair cascading Down over her bronzed colored skin The beauty I had awoken to this day Filled my face with a pleasing grin The brightness that filled around her Was the aurora that she softly spread Wondering if this woman was my true love Many thoughts now filled my head I could see her long and slender legs Their smoothness was so inviting to me To run my hands along them so slow Filling my eyes with beauty her I did see To let my lips travel over her slowly Stopping to give spots a gentle kiss My passion’s fire burning so hot now Longing to slip into the world of bliss I wondered of her sweet nectar now How I wanted to taste what was truly her Savoring the sweetness I was sure to find Pleasing this woman would be my pleasure My lips moving along across her stomach So flat and warm to my gentle touch My tongue dragg

Alicia Keys - No One Lyrics
I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I dont worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights [ No One lyrics found on I dont worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything's gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I'm feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you I

Heart Broken
7:00am Today is Sunday, January 6th. I woke up this morning with too many thoughts in my mind. Keep in mind, I went to sleep at 1:30am last night. Yes I know it's still pretty early. At least I realized something, my crush is no more. He was just someone unattainable. At least for the time being, but I'll let him be. It's usually funny how things happen. He was the one interested in me. We celebrated my bday together, and dressed up for halloween. We even shared a hot steamy shower session with each other, at his house nonetheless. I wouldn't have had it any other way. So, this guy right... He's not all that, I liked him because of who he is. He is kind-hearted, very shy yet reserved, he is somewhat of a nerd (not those smart nerds, but i guess a geek), he's very caring and very respectful. At first, I didn't expect to like him b/c I always thought less of myself. I always thought, what would a fine ass guy like him want with a girl like me? Our friendship bloomed

I Am....
I am to some the one your mother warned you about. To others the one that got away. To others the one you quick judged and never found out what I am really like. To others the one you had but messed up with and lost forever. To others the guy at the club you wished you knew but are afriad to talk to. To some the guy you didn't give a chance to and now are stuck with some guy that you know is not right for you. To some the one you have waited for all your life but just haven't found yet because we travel in different circles. I am always open to meeting new people. I believe in total honesty from the beginning. I can keep up with any conversation and love to talk. I text like a girl..haha. I am not that big on sports and would rather go on a motorcyle ride. Ok that is all you get for now. Send me a message if you have got this far.

Happy Birthday To Me
Well I went out last night with a few friends and I had a real nice time chilling and drinking. Conversation was deffinately interesting and funny. And well the rest is..... memorable. Fun fun fun. P.S. I love that chocolate cake! xoxo

Closing My Fubar Account
hey everyone! i will be deleting my fubar account on friday. if any of you wish to keep in touch, please leave me your email address and fubar name/i.d so i know who you are. its been fun, but fubar is just not for me. wish you all the best, stay safe! love, becs.

Song I Want To Share
you taught me everything you shared with me i always keep it inside you're the driving force in our lives and no matter what u do or where we go it just wouldn't feel right if we didn't have you by our side you were there to love and care for us when skies were gray you were there for us when we needed you and no one else can be what you have been to us and you will always be the man in our lives daddy daddy you know we love you oooooo you know we love you daddy daddy you're the king of our hearts your love is like tears from the sun daddy we just want you to know loving you is like food to our souls you were always down with me have always been around for us even when we've been bad you've shown us right from our wrongs yes you did and you lifted us up when everyone was downing us you always did understand you give us strength to go on there have been so many times looking back when we were so afraid but you would come to us and say we can fix everything and n

Read This And Give Feedback Plz
Katie was driving. She was driving not because it always made her feel good to drive but because it did always make her feel better to drive. This particular drive was not unlike any of the others. In her “little fast machine” it was never so much about the destination as it in fact it was the trip itself. Katie didn’t really drive because she had somewhere to go but instead just so enjoyed the process of getting there no mater where there might be. She usually always drove “little fast machine” with the music up very loud because, well simply put because if it wasn’t up very loud she couldn’t hear it. Now Katie didn’t have any sort of auditory disability. Her only DISability was not being able to go anywhere in “LFM” with the windows up. It didn’t matter if it was negative 30 outside and a blizzard was coming down the windows would be the same. She would just adjust the in cabin temp with the AC. She drove with them down because it didn’t feel like magic with them up. She couldn’t fee

I Am Getting Fu Married
I cant wait finally the day has come to where Holly and I are going to be united !!!! wooohooo I am so excited She asked me last night to marry her and it made my year....she is so special to me ...just as much as my husband Kelso....I hope all of you will join us in the lounge when we have it set up I will let ya know for sure........and please do go check her out she is on my top friends and my family the very first one Holly Anne..and my Husband is Kelso on my friends and family ...be sure to give him some points he is new to this...let me know what ya think about this...

Imagine Me Without You ("it Wouldn't Be A Good Thing")
01-06-08 It's amazing, Me without words to say. Almost as amazing as how this song just came to me. I have never heard it before just a few minutes ago, I swear it must have been delivered right to me. I have decided to let this song by Jaci Velasquez speak for me, for only the mouth can speak, but yet the words of this song came from the heart. So here it is MyPrecious. I hope from the song you will find a peaceful message. I love you. Imagine me without you

Name It Yourself
He stands before you hidden by shadow, In a voice so empty and hollow, Show him not your growing fear, Fore that is why he is here, His eyes gleam with a gentleness, Though his body shows bitterness, With sword and sheild he is ready, His breathing is slow and steady, As the wind blows his cloak moves, A knight wanderer from the far sea coves, To you he shall kneal and only you, His might is now your own he is your knight true.

Tell The Truth
ok this is mainly for the men of fubar i just wanna see if im the only one that feels this way. ok here we go men what do yo u think the most erotic part of a woman is? i say honestly its her heart.now women your not getting off so easy :D what is the most erotic part of a man be honest please . im just wondering and thank yo u for your time

Females Vs Males In Obtaining Sex
Ok, i've been single for 3 years, been on a few dates, but have gotten anywhere, really, and the girls that have messed around, never talk to me again, despite them being happy at the time. but it's occurred to me, as it has to everyone else im sure, that it's sooo freaking easy for chicks to get laid. They say they wanna have sex on a date, and it happens. But if i think about or express that i wanna mess around on a date, whether first or second or 200th, than i'm a "creep". Everyone that i've talked to online about going on a date with KNOWS before hand that i am an affectionate person, and that doesnt just mean i want to have sex. i crave physical contact of all sorts, holding hands, giving massages, everything, i just need to have someone in my arms. They've all said that thats ok, but some how, whether we mess around or not, i don't hear from them after the date. in the 3 years i've been single i've had ONE second date. I dont approach people well, "out there", so i dont go ou

Thanks To Everyone
I want to thank everyone for their condolences and best wishes throughout this trying time. Losing my dad is hard, but with all of you and my family it has been a lot easier to cope. I appreciate each and everyone of you. Thanks so much! Steve

Computer Messed Up
f---ed up more like it lmao any body help me plz let me know until then check my messages at work i have to be sneaky tho not allowed to do this lol u know me tho gotta try peace miss my fubar friends already

Friens
There are friends who help us load the bags of purchases, mainly because we were with them to shop for not they not like driving. There are friends who have always with you, but because they pay a glass. There are friends who love to hear the things we say, to bad language below. There are friends we shout "you are with a depression" and never again to see how we connect. There are friends who are always there for us, especially when we are not there. Well then comes the friends, that we do not know personally, but we ask each day as we are. There are friends who do not know personally but offer a brief medical advice about which pills to take our disease There are friends who do not know personally but who tell us, comes here to me and I help you. There are friends at a distance of a message that we shout "stops thinking with that shit, dude who does not deserve" but that excuse by asking hard way spoke to us while but fall a single word. There are friends at a distance of

Away
Ok i know i havent been on much but some know y.... but i may be gone for a bit longer now...i think i have to go sit off fines i owe tomorrow...not sure till i get there so i guess i will be jobless again and have to start all over again grrrrrrrrrr....... but if im on tomorrow i guess i am ok and they gave me a chance to play catch up now..... but if not its been real hope to talk to ya all later.... ooh if i do i might be in the franklin county jail or jackson pike in columbus ohio for all u who wanna know or may wanna write so im not so bored huh lol.... ooh and my real name is John Haudenshild and if ya want i should write back send a self addressed stamped envelope...... ok but hopefully they give me another chance grrrrrrrrr........ talk to ya all later...... lots of love Tongue :p

Do You Really Talk To People On Here?
Have you dared to talk to that cute person? Or just said hi to someone on your list? Does it matter if they have a VIP? Do you know their favorite color? Do they know yours? Do you care to know? Do they enjoy the same type of music as you? Do they have hidden talents? Do you? Most people do not care to know about others. Some think they are better than others cause they pay to be here. I am just here for fun. To find out a little about others possibly cause I am curious.I have met some wonderful people here. I brought a few friends here, and no they are never here. More Sexy Comments & GraphicsSmile God loves you and so do I.just my version of the common saying...

Tired Of Being Alone
ok well here we go im just gonna right this cuz im tired of being alone i must b a scary ass guy lol anyway its all crazy how everyone has someone or theres someone out there for you well damn it im tired of looking i just wanna find that right woman so if thats you halla at me for sure

J-roxx Hottest Mummer On Fubar Contest!
LOL even I don't think I am a smoking hawtie :) but I entered j-roxx's hottest MuMMer contest anyway... could you just click on the pic below and rate this for me please? thank you :) comments don't count but I'd love to know you came by :) PLEASE SHARE this blog with your friends :)

For My Beautifull
I finally met that one beautiful gurl Who shakes my whole world Showed me theres more to life than sex and drugs Late nights in the clubs hanging with my thuggs Before her i was always in trouble and lookin to fight jest seemed like i couldnt do nothing rite she believed in me and stuck by my side even through the bumpiest of rides she took my hand when i was down picked me back up and dusted off my crown yeah my familly made fun cause i met her on the net but shes the thing to to happen to me yet she met me at a really bad time in my life i was in a wheelchair but that didnt bother her she didnt care she does her best to keep me happy even though im not big on gettin all sappy she enderstands and loves me for me and hopefully one day yall can feel and see everyone deserves to find tru love once in life thats why one day she gonna be my wife she doesnt know it but shes the reason i walk talk and breathe shes my beautiful queenand all that ill ever need she helpe

Check Us Out
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Fan,add & Rate Her She Went From 19 To Freshmeat
ForestRican: When I signed on today I seen that my level was back at freshmeat 0 and I was at level 19 and could smell level 20 lol when I signed off last night. I have all my friends and stuff ...I had like 9 people join and they don't have that listed for me either....I went to the support lounge and there were a few other people in there screaming the same thing...All they said was write to teh support peeps...I cant even rate pics lol I ran out lol I forgot how sorry it is at the bottom... YOU ALL PLZ SHOW SOME LOVE TO FORESTRICAN SHE WAS AT LEVEL 19 THEN FOUND HERSELF THIS MORNING AT FRESHMEAT PLZ AND TY ForestRican@ fubar

Toy For Two
Laura skipped a step or two after hopping off the bus only a block from her apartment after a long day at work. If her walk seemed a bit jauntier than normal there was a very good reason for it, after all this was Wednesday. Wednesday, the absolute best day of the week! It was shaving day, the day she and her room mate, Bobbi, spent the evening shaving each other's pussy! It was incredibly erotic to sit on the edge of the tub while having your lover carefully lather and shave your most intimate area and then just as naturally as you please suck you to a stunning and complete orgasm! Laura involuntarily crossed and uncrossed her legs while riding the elevator up to the twenty seventh floor. She got off at her stop and fumbled with her key before entering the bright and airy apartment that she shared with Bobbi. "Anybody home?" she called out to her roomie. "I'm in here," came the reply from the bedroom, "come on in, I have something to show you! Laura dropped her brief case on th

My Gut
times i try times i cry sitting here all by my side turn to look but nothing there thought i got rid of all my fears but every now and then i doubt the simple things i live without my love i must not ever find because the truth so far behind i go what is within my gut my mind is plagued and totaly fucked now time will tell and make me see the things i wont have, and never will be

The Usual
it seems as if history repeats itself over and over. i make a friend and im forgotten. it appears if i dont create all conversation im forgotten of just pushed away. i have one friend from war. i guess one is enough. i just honestly dont get it. im not ass ugly. im nice to those who are nice to me... in fact more so. and im left in this god damn hole as usual. well now that i have wasted breath its your turn to ignore this whomever reads.

Life And Death
In my job I see lifes new beginnings and lifes endings. Some of the new beginnings and endings happen very close together. As we walk through life we take small things like eating and breathing for what it is. Lifes needs. My job is trying to save the smallest of small lives. The people I work with are some of the best in the business when it comees down to it. As we work to try and correct what is going wrong, and then find other things going wrong we don't quit. After each trip like that we often come back and and wonder could we have done anything different. Playing the "what if" game will only kill you. Burn you everytime. We do what we can with what we have and what we are trained to do. There have been times when we have questioned saving a life. Before you take offense we have to look at the outcomes. We don't play god, but we have to try and see what would be. I think that works us over more than if the new life was permitted to end as peacefully as possible. We try and see qua

Dared To Dream
Our eyes met across the room Danced a dance I was drawn to him He reeled me in I went to him A tall, dark, stranger Not a word exchanged He grabbed my hair Pulled my mouth to his He knew he had me Our bodies moved together What perfect harmony I opened my mouth to speak He placed a finger to my lips Whispered “not a word” He held me tight I could feel his heart pounding His breath on my forehead My heart pounded My head on his shoulder Eyes close I gave in Dared to dream

King Of Shit
Drugs feel so good, well this is my farewell fix, how could you leave me. at a time like this? so many promises broken, you said you'd never leave and yet now you're gone you walked away from me. Baby, I love you, but FUCK YOU, if thats how you're gonna be. Just get up and go, but stay out of my life, you cant just keep pushing harder and harder on that knife. Come back and leave come back again but there is NO WAY IN HELL THAT YOU'LL EVER GET BACK IN! Love is just a four letter word nothing more, and a whole lot less, i thought I was broken but its you whos the mess. Tear apart my world, turn everything upside down, the kind of shit here's your fucking crown.

Deep Thoughts
Deep thoughts and desires Coursing through me Soaring down, deep inside Burning an impression Hurt, pain, despair In the depths of my heart, my soul Dying, surviving, living Soul, essence, feelings Changing, growing, merging Everything around me creates need To be held, touched, loved Overpowered with desire, strength Pain deep inside, dying

Just Another Notch
You led me to believe there was more That I wouldn’t be one more notch Some one to care, to be there You turned out like the rest Got what you were looking for Moved on, not a word, not a note Treating me as if I were nothing You lied to me as if I were nothing I don’t want to be a notch I want so much more You left me with questions Wondering what’s wrong with me Will I always be alone, just a notch Is there more to me to be discovered A loveable side to be unleashed For now just another notch No hope, no potential, no love to get Just another notch in the night

My Stupid Username
I've grown to absolutely hate my username. I always knew it was shit but couldn't be bothered to give it any real thought. Trouble is, if I change it I'll probably have to make a new salute. *Not worthy of a blog but I've said it now so there*

A Dream Of Love...
Unveiled and naked, my heart waits without fear Dreaming the dreams that bring you near Anxious and Tempted, Longing to hear Those sweet words whispered into my ear Making the intentions all so clear To Love and be Loved…

So Cute!!!
As I was sitting in church waiting for Sacrament to begin today,a Lady with her 2 children passed by. She has a boy in primary and a toddler girl who is soooooooo adorable!!!! It was funny , all I had to do was jokingly say : "wanna sit with me?" and she did, lol . She left her mom and quietly sat on my legs. You'd think she'd get restless after a while, since Church is not exactly fun at that age, but she did not.She didn't even show any sign of being bored at all . Her brother came to bring us a book for her to color just in case, and I gladly accepted it, even though she really did not seem to need it. It was so cool to have her there the whole time. Funny thing is , her mom came to thank me for having her , and I was like : " thanks for what??? she's the cutiest thing!" ,that's when she told me , that cute little stinker actually cries when she's in church with mommy,aaawwwwww. was almost tempted to keep her and pretend she's mine,even though nobody would have beli

Marriage And Security
They say arguments over money are the number one reason for divorce. Actually, marriage is the number one reason for divorce. There is a difference between making a proactive commitment each day to be happy and grow together or being owned by a marriage certificate and losing interest because you have a false sense of security. Many married couples lose interest because "the chase is over" and people get cold feet because you are trying to own them and tie them down. Marriage goes against the laws of love and life because we are gods with free will and there is no forever. All we have is today. You and that person are compatible today. Tomorrow...that may change. When we say things like "That's MY wife.", or "That's MY man." - we are implying ownership. You have lowered the other person to an object or property that you own. Relationships are a one day at a time thing. Nothing more and nothing less. This allows them to flourish and last a long time. Relationships are

The Dating Persona Test
The Loverboy Random Gentle Love Master (RGLM) FACT:You embody the German principle of Konstantzusammenschaft, which is best described in English (without using the obscure English word "sammenschaft") as "eternal togethermanship". Well-liked. Well-established. You are The Loverboy. Loverboys thrive in committed, steady relationships—as opposed to, say, Playboys, who want sex without too much attachment. You've had many relationships and nearly all of them have been successful. You're a nice guy, you know the ropes, and even if you can be a little hasty with decisions, most girls think of you as a total catch. Your hastiness comes off as spontaneity most of the time anyhow, making you especially popular in your circle of friends, too. You know not to make the typical Loverboy mistake of choosing someone who appreciates your good humor and popularity, but who offers nothing in return. You belong with someone outgoing, independent, and creative. Otherwise, you'll get bored. And

123 More Dead "friends' In A Row, All With Little White Tags On Their Toes....
Chop chop chop.The axe just keeps on chopping. 123 more "friends" get knocked off the list. At this rate, I'll be down to my 23 top friends and family members.And even that list isnt safe anymore. Seems most these latest victims did nothing but take up space on my list for someone that may actually talk and get to know someone. Or they added me because I was a VIP and wanted 11's or whatever. Or they spammed me with their retarded contests and lounges.I dont do the contest thing.Im here to meet people,not turn Fubar into fucking Myspace.If you wanna be popular, go back to Tom,suck his flaccid dick,and add a bunch of teenyboppers showing their shit online. Leave me the hell alone if youre gonna be like that.

This Is Just Wrong
NOW THIS IS FUCKED......... I have several friends that have no internet so they come to my house to get on here and yahoo and myspace and such to check their shit and stuff......well because of that.......thats why i was fuckin reset......heres the only explanation I got from fubar support: we have a policy if you have more than 1 account from 1 ip we see them as duplicates and therefore no points for them. THATS ALL they had to say......now how the fuck is that fair to me?

The Way Its Meant To Be
Sometimes things don't work out exactly like we plan Sometimes you have to take whatis in your own two hands sometimes people expect to muchand feel the end is near sometimes people want to goand this is what I fear I fear you will go awayand leave me all alone I FEAR that you will leave me here with no one to call my own and then again I must remember it's not all about meand other times I must remember Its the Way it's meant to befor now and future times you can't always be here you can't always be by my side so now you know how I feelI need to know how you feel for me but then again I must remember Its the Way its meant to be

Monday, January 7, 2008
Well, today is the big day. Finally! Just thought I'd write a little note before I get ready. My appointment is at 9:15, which is a good thing with this type of doctor. Hopefully, no new little ones wanted to show their cute little faces in this world this morning. I HATE sitting in waiting rooms for hours. Anyway, I'll update those of you who want to know what happens when I get back. Wish me luck, and a little prayer to the Big Guy would be appreciated very much! I love you guys! xoxo Laurie

My Son Is Better
Christopher was running a high fever all the way up to 103.6 last night and thank God above he is down to 98.3 and even though he is coughing still - he is eating and feeling much better....I will continue to watch him and keep him from school this week so to make sure he is 100 percent before he goes back..

Updatin My Friend/and Family List
THOUGHT IT WAS TIME TO UDATE...REDO....MY FRIEND AND FAMILY LIST...IF U WANT TO STAY ON PLEASE HIT ME UP WIT A MESSAGE...I GONNA REPOST THIS THRU OUT THE WEEK...HOPE U HAD A GREAT WEEKEND

Season's Over...
Well, on Saturday the football season ended for me when my beloved Redskins were knocked out by the Seattle Seadorks. How the Redskins got into the playoffs was nothing short of a miracle and it was a tragic event that galvanized this team to do what they had to do. As most of us Redskins fans (and the entire NFL community for that matter) awoke on 28 Nov 2007 to the news that Redskins safety Sean Taylor had been shot and killed in his Miami home. I personally was floored. This happens to other teams i.e. Denver, not the Redskins. Everyone's thoughts were with his family and the organization, but the question was this: How the hell do they even prepare to play on Sunday, December 2nd? Well, the did play and lost and we all thought the run was over. The team attended the funeral and had another game that Thursday. They won...then again and again and again to make the playoffs for ST. We fans are left to wonder what could have been a remarkable and outstanding career from Se

Just In Case
the resent blog i posted is for a good friend it was not me he done that too i know and understand how fubar or any other sites work but the least they can do is not pretend they r in love just be honest if u want sex say so if u want love say so if u want friends say so dont go to the point were u affect someones life that is just down right dirty and low lifed it takes a pretty low person to do those things ,thank u for ur time ....harley

New Business
SooOoO..I was told I absolutely have to join this site...So here I am. I have no idea what it's all about, but hopefully I learn soon. Just looking for any sort of opportunity..Not to mention I'm crazy fun. Msg me, add me, do whatever you wish...Im sure ta love ya! *mwah!*

Look At What I Won....
My first Auction and Look at What I went and bid on and Won. Yup that's right I out bid everyone for the Fu-rights to My Baby. I'll be go to Hell if I was going to let someone else have their Name on her id along with Mine. So I did what any Man would do and I Kicked Ass and took names. And Now She's Allllllllllll Mine. Call Me Selfish if You want. I don't care! This Woman is the Love of My Life and NO ONE else is going to have their name on Her id. Not as long as I'm in Fu-bar. They can look at her pictures all they want. But She Gonna Be sharing My Name as You see... GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70 & TOTALLY R/L AND FU-OWNED@ fubar I'm not here to brag or boast. I'm here to say I Love My Baby and that's All!!!! She Means The World To Me!!!

The Biker-part Ii
The man stood alone on the peak overlooking his life, He was leaving behind him all the heartbreak and strife. As he drank yet another swallow from his flask, He felt he'd failed in his life's given tasks. He lit a cigarette and walked to the edge of the peak, And with tears looked to the sky for the answers he'd seek. A good full life he had lived, He thought he'd given all he could give. He devoted his life to help others and was a good dad, Yet now in his heart all he could feel was sad. From younger days running the strip, To future days taking the family vacation trip. All seemed to be in its right place, Yet something in his life he could not face. He stood looking into the night's darken lair, He knew the reason he'd been call there. He remembered the days when he'd been called to war, And how so many had died fighting that Evil Whore. Would they have lived a good life, had beautiful children, and a loving wife? Would they have made something if they had a s

The World Famous Nobbykins Comedy Film Project With Jokes Off Of Teh Internets About Darts
You can be part of the biggest film of the year for just £5! (at current exchange rates, that's about $2,000 I think) Its the project you've been dreaming about ever since you lost your fuginity; kins and nobby join for their first movie collaboration. We guarantee that your money will make at least one person actually roll on the floor laughing, two people will possibly piss themselves laughing and I will hopefully laugh my arse off. Script summaries will follow but there will be nudity, jokes off of teh internets, darts and absolutely no cats with bad spellnig.

Headaches
I have had severe migraines for as long as I can remember. I have tried several different meds but nothing has worked. They often get so bad I have to go to my doctor's office/hospital and get a pain shot and sleep it off. I went to see my doctor last month when I had a migraine for a solid week and had taken three pain shots in three days and nothing would make this headache go away. They put me on Topamax 50mg twice a day to help with the frequency of the headaches (which hasn't helped) and Zoloft well because I'm not the most emaotionaly stable person. =D I also was scheduled for an MRI which showed no brain bleeds or abnormaliaties. I do have an appointment with a neurologist who specilizes in headaches on Thursday (1-10-08) so hopefully we can get a handle on this. Love to all my Fubar Family and friends

16 Things To Do At Wal-mart
1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, " 'Code 3' in housewares".... and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera & use it as a mirror, and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti - depressants are. 11. Dart around the store suspiciously loudly

Happy Birthday Peter
Well, the power went out yesterday but only for a moment but for some reason, I didn't have internet access all day! Argh. Today is a beautiful cold, crisp day. Sun is shining and no rain or clouds. They say it is supposed to rain again tonight, we shall see. I have been at the doctors all morning with my son Anthony. He hurt his shoulder and it doesn't seem t be getting better so I took him in. First he saw the doctor, then x-ray and then physical therapy all in one day. We were lucky to get physical therapy because someone just canceled their appointment. They showed him some exercises to do and hopefully that works. If not, MRI and possibly surgery. Today is my husband's birthday. He is 43 today! I am going to make him a cake that his Mom used to make him years ago. She gave me the recipe before she passed away. I thought that would be nice. I never bake so hopefully it turns out! I also have a doctor appointment at 2:30 so somehow I am going to find time in bet

Grouchy
So yeah... the year of 2008 is starting off peachy... 2 of my friends are homeless.. one could be pregnant.... Ony lost his grandpa... and my mom is feeling horrible.. SHe has not been feeling well all week long. I am torn on a decision to be made.... a decision to trust someone completely... and I think he could be full of empty words... Vs someone I know he is not full of empty words and cares so much... I am just ranting and raving..I just want to quit being confused.. for my friends to find a place to live.. that my friend will see brighter days... and my mom to Feel Better.. I AM SOOO TIRED AND GROUCHY TODAY IT AINT REAL!! ! :( :( :(

Sadness-this Wht Happens
This is what happen's when you're on website over year. You meet people,trust them with you're heart. You get it stomped to the ground. Cause of this I might lose friends and a great lounge. So won't be in there much and if any those true friends from there want me they have my yahoo so they can talk to me there. thanks all love ya sorry for what ever I did that I didn't do.Love u all Rain.

I Can Feel You
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Surgery Update
Ok, as most of you who know me know, I have been fighting a bad back for a long time. Today I got my 4th Surgery date. It will be on March 5th, so please keep me in your thoughts that day. I am expected to have about a 1 week stay in the hospital. BUT WILL Have my laptop with me, so I can get online :) Anyhoo, there is the BIG NEWS! YAY ME! *Eyeroll* ~~BW

The "game" Has Taken Two More...
It is a sad time for me. I recently lost two of my best friends. You might know them; The original silent bob and daria. They are or were fu-husband and wife. Their story is tragic. For Christmas, Silent Bob was given a game. They waited a couple of days to begin playing the game. Now, they have been consumed. Only leaving the house to go to work. Only logging on their computer for this one thing. WORLD OF WAR-CRACK. I thought I could step in and save them, but when I tried to shut the game off, Daria broke a glass bottle and "dared" me to do it. They are gone forever. I will miss them. Daria,silent bob... I love you. Please come back to fubar!!

Are You Serious?
I can't believe the things said all in goodness none in dread I so wanted to close my heart somehow she touched it right from the start I want this to really be true despell the sorrow, and the blue I need to know if this could be real or is it infatuation that I feel so many things are just a match when we speak I think what a catch true beauty comes from within and hers is unmeasurable, and without sin is this oppertunity that knocks cuz we can talk like there are no clocks alot of distance, this is a problem moved my heart allready, like no problem now I have tried to show my faults I am not perfect, as everyone knows skeered not she said she was life happens , and just cuz I understand like no one does a mirrored image of myself with all the love and no doubt so here I sit and ponder this so could it be love and would it grow I felt I was done alone for eturnity then a thought crossed me head could it be you, and could it be me

Who Getting Lucky?
THIS IS LUCKY BUT HE'S NOT THE LUCKY ONE I AM.. I'M THE ONE THAT HAS THE BEST OWNER ON FUBAR.. HE ROCKS GUYS.. THE COOLEST DUDE ON FUBAR. RIGHT HERE... ADD HIM FAN HIM AND SHOW THIS MAN LOVE.. YOU'LL BE GLAD YOU DID... ~LUCKY~/ PROUD OWNER OF MIZZ SHADY@ fubar "101 reasons to own (and ride) a Harley-Davidson"

Thank You All So Much!
I can't tell you all enough how much all of your gifts, messages and comments mean to me. They have made my Birthday absolutely amazing! I'm kinda of overwhelmed and never expected so much generosity from all my friends on here. I hate to do a thank you this way but I had to work today and some friends are taking me out for my B-day so I don't have time to personally thank you and from the looks of it I will be working on that throughout the week as it is. :D Ya'll are awesome and I appreciate each and everyone of you. Thanks Canadian AKA Jason and Gary (DSC) for the awesome Birthday pimpouts. MANY THANKS TO YOU ALL FOR SHOWING ME SO MUCH LOVE! Much love and respect, Jackie commentburner.com

Does It Hurt?
Tell me..does it hurt? cause i need to know it's my final decision am forever letting you go tell me..how it's like? to be broken inside the pain you feel for how long you can hide tell me..how you feel? are you OK with the hurt is it fine to you to be treated like dirt tell me..do you regret it? the time we shared or you do miss the time when i really cared tell me..is it hard? to fake smile and pretend to cry your self to sleep whenever you remember that it was our end tell me..cause i know it hurts i have been through this before and whatever the pain you are feeling now baby,you do deserve so much more So Tell Me Now...Does It Hurt??

I Wish.....
I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. On the white sandy shore, I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space...

Song "unfinished"
You think i should be like you, But deep inside your screaming, Hiding all your fears from unseeing eyes, You try to act so perfect and so you walk with a smile, But all that shit don't matter inside your mind, You try to hide try to fight but it's all in your face. Your inperfections are all that you see now you look back and see it's better to be me.

Balloons
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people who treat you right. Forget about the one's who don't. Believe everything happens for a reason. If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Friends are like balloons; once you let them go, you can't get them back. So I'm gonna tie you to my heart so I never lose you.

Just A Couple Funnies 4 Ya Tonight
When my three-year-old son opened the birthday gift from his grandmother, he discovered a water pistol. He squealed with delight and headed for the nearest sink. I was not so pleased. I turned to Mom and said, "I'm surprised at you. Don't you remember how we used to drive you crazy with water guns?" Mom smiled and then replied, "I remember..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Two fraternity brothers decide to go sailing one afternoon and become lost. After twenty hours with nothing to eat or drink, one of them spots a lamp floating by. He picks it up and a genie pops out. The genie notices the poor condition of the brothers and grants them one wish between the two of them. After a lot of arguing over who gets the wish, one of them blurts out, "I wish the ocean was made of beer." Magically, the ocean turns to beer. Infuriated, the other guy yells, "You idiot! Now we have to piss

Shitty Drivers
Women are good at a lot of things: talking, pestering me, giving me boners, but elite driving skills will never be found upon this list. I've noticed there is a difference between men and women drivers and this is what it is. Men drive like shit on purpose, woman do it without knowing. I think guys have the inherent ability to drive well, they just choose not to. We make a conscious decision to cut across 3 lanes at 100 mph before doing so. We understand it's wrong, and we know what we hope to accomplish by doing so the reasons are various, and could include ingenious attempts to impress girls in a nearby car, or with hopes that a NASCAR recruiter is driving by and sees our untapped talent. Woman on the other hand will run a red light, cut you off, hit a dog and then slow down to admire a nice flower bed in someone's front yard - which causes this: None of this is intended though - and what's worse is that women are almost always completely u

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1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. 2. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. 4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonder ful-and-nice-you-are method. 6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. 7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. 8. Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. 9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll

Falling....
Some days I feel as if I am falling in slow motion to my demise. Only the crisp clean air hitting my face as I slowly spin out of control. I do not know where my life is leading me nor do I know what I may wind up as, but one thing I do know is that as I fall gentle wisps of air carry me up closer to the edge where I fell. There are people in my life now that I love dearly they know who they are I am sure of this. I am thankful for each sweet moment they take with me for they are the only ones keeping me from hitting the ground. I love YOU! And Thank You for being those most precious wisps of beauty for me.

The Friend
What to think when people look at me I some times wonder what they see can they see my pain, or do I hide it well I play the happy house wife but my soul suffers in Hell But hopefully I show nothing, I keep my pain aside and I live my life like i have noting to hide even my closest friends dont know what I know even to them it never will show I need nones pity, for I take full blame Im the one who lives in the shadow game Darkens trys to settle upon my heart the pain and sarrow tare me apart but I show no anger, pain or fear I know what I must do , my vision is clear Im the rock the unmoving bolder I am the friend the loving,caring shoulder no one needs to hear my cry s no on needs to see the tears that fall from my eyes So I reamin the friend when In needed the attempts to break my walls have not succeeded please if you read this leave a comment and

Respect
Guys we need to have a little respect for our ladys and girlfriends. When they are happy we are happy. Please read the following with an open mind. And try to look at it from their point of view.... Blowjob Etiquette 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extensio

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

~god Called One Of His Angels Home~
Just wanted to let my dear friends know~ that My sweet granny went home to be with her Heavenly Father~ She passed away this morning at 10:37am, at the Hospice House... We moved her from the hospitol Sunday evening, to the Hospice House, so we could make her as comfortable as possible... And to lesson her suffering~ We all are pretty much okay~ the hardest part right now is seeing my grandpa cry.. We will celebrate her life on Thursday.. So I just wanted to share this with my dear friends.. The next few days will be really crazy~ So just wanted those of you who care to know.. that I will be off and on as time permits..... Thanks for everything....

Why??
What is the point of stopping by and not say hello?? I think that is pretty damn rude..I could less about the points..but is it really that difficult to be nice and say hi??....I noticed that 98% of my profile viewers didnt bother to say hi..Not even calling me a bitch(which has happened)... So that had me thinking..There is like 400 + on my friends list and I maybe talk to 20 regularly...That just tells me that the rest are either just there to earn a few points or simply an "attention whore"..Or both...I am neither and thats why I could less about points and wont lose any sleep over deleting peeps that are just taking up space... Well thats all folks..Im done with my rant...for now anyway..lol Time to finish up the deleting...

Packing For Vegas . . .
Well, it's that time of the year again . . . AVN Convention time 2008! This year should prove to be better than ever. My studio partner and I have rented a 6 Bed Room, 5,500 sq. ft. loft with a game room, hot tub, wet bar, and all the extras. It's only three blocks east of the middle of The Strip. My partner, others, and I packed the van over the weekend with enough lights, gear, and equipment for us to produce some major content over the four days of the Convention. He left today, Monday with the van and I fly in tomorrow afternoon, Tuesday. AVN starts Wednesday at 9:00 with a huge opening day party that night and runs through Saturday. Saturday night is the big AVN Awards dinner followed by a closing party from 10:00 PM to 10:00 AM Sunday. What I'm really excited about, besides the huge crowds and all of the Studio's Contract Girls is being able to use the new 1080i HD cams that we've just bought to shoot video with while we're there (that's what the big loft's for . . lol)

Long & Short
Don't usually do blogs, always been told the less people know about you the better off you are, but im the type to always do something at least once, so i'll give this a go... I am 25 years old, and have been through more shit in my life and seen and done more then almost everyone i know. I have watched 2 very close family members take there last breath and currtly fighting to keep my mom alive. Me and my mom are like best friends, always there for each other, have no secrets, tell no lies. Though it would probly kill me along with it, if it comes to it, i will stand next to her bed and watch her take her last breath, she watched me take my first breath, so the least i could do is be there for her till the very end, i just hope that aint soon. I have lost my Aunt and Grandpa both to cancer, and that is currently what my mom is fighting. I have been in 4 accidents i should have died in and walked away from all of them without a scratch (why i go by Lucky). I have pics from a few o

Just Writing
abandoned again, forsaken,forgotten unwanted and unnecessary, again the world makes me Fight to keep whats mine. I'm growing cold again and I cant stop it this time. I don't know How any more. My strength is fleeting and my will is wavering. I want to fight but then again I want to Die. I have lost my faith and it takes more to wake i the morning to face what I have become then to take the cowards way out. I fight to keep my self sane and to keep what belongs to me. I don't know how long I can bare this burden alone? I try my best but I guess thats not good enough any more . I'm invisible to most and to the rest I'm merely and object to lust after. I guess I have no right to want any thing for myself . I guess Im wrong in the fact that I think I dersive to be loved needed or wanted. I guess for now I will find peace in the shadows with my demons to keep me. bec

Why Are Some People So Rude!
So i posted 2 mumms tonight one about touching ok no problem but then i do one about my son being so hyper and and his mood swings and i get called a bad parent, i can take being called a bitch or anything else but dont god damn call me a bad mother these people dont know me well enough to call me a bad mother, since when is worring about your kids a bad thing! Im not tryin to med him just because he is hyper that kids but if there is something serious wrong i wanna find out is that such a bad thing? not tryin to be a baby about it but it just pisses me off its like serious mumms people wanna be all shity and the sex mumms its a totally differnt thing.. I could never be that rude to someone

A Love Story Compared In Poetry To Art.
A love story compared in poetry to art. Poetry is like painting. A poet''s work is never done. Strokes and words keep rearranging. Fresh beginnings that have begun. Beauty comes in many colors. Hues splashed across my heart. Each brilliant shade glimmers. Words giving life to Michelangelo''s art. Passion brings rise to new feelings. Feelings of love that grow. Colors begin revealing. Words begin to flow. Come paint a love picture. Paint across the canvas of my heart. Each loving stroke Is brighter. As love grows from the start. Tenderness guides each stroke. Love brings life to every word. Magnificence begins to uncloak. The sweetest poem ever heard. A love story continues to play, On the canvas of my heart. Beauty in a portrait conveys, Devotion that will never impart. Words are incandescent. Paintings of glorious splendor. Penned with love so vibrant. Painted on my heart''s canvas full of color. Paint this lov

Peace
Happiness is in the heart of the beholder. So with this I smile because God has my heart. In the world we live in, we often forget the most important thing in life.... God. We get busy, trying to please those around us, family, friends, boy friends/girlfriends,or husbands/wifes. We often push away the one who is always here for us no matter what. The one who has never hurt us. Why do we do this, I don't know, nor am I going to justify it. I'm guilty of it beyond a question of a dought. tho I'm not proud of it, I am neither ashamed to admit. When we push God off to side, it is at that moment that life as we once knew it is no more. This is the moment when things go from bad to worse. I know that with me, I ofter forget to thank God as soon as things start to head south. and everytime this has happened I have notice that things then began to spiral out of control, and I just wish I where dead. Sometimes it is easy to submit back to God, other times this isn't so. This last tim

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

The Real Me
heres the real me, There are two sides to every coin, hate and love, life and death, friend and foe. I hang in the balance of it all. Wicked thoughts with angelic intentions, and endless hope amongst a crushed reality. Pure intentions with human outcomes. As my name states i am simply the sweetest of contradictions, living day to day, and fighting the battle between good and evil. Not many people understand me, and not many ever will. Either you get me or you don't, there is no kinda sorta. I am a complicated person that likes to have fun. My biggest downfall is my maternal instincts. I think i can save the world sometimes and it never fails to cause trouble but such is life... thats it for now and btw if you read this tell me the penguins stole your soul:.

.:the Sweetest Dreamer:.
While surrounded by a cold bleak world, I dream... My dreams take me to a better place, over-ruled by love. Reality should be so much better than it seems, It kills me to know that for the human race, there is no hope. My dreams make the pain futile, they take me from the fright. Dreams of you, curled up beside me, My precious dream catcher throughout the night. I know not the warmth of your touch, or the feel of your body next to mine, but I know we wont have to wait much longer, for in my dreams its you I find... You are simply too good to be true, but I know how you make me feel, I know i've fallen for you. You've plagued my dreams with your world... and it draws me in..., I cant let go. You are simply stated, the most amazing person that i have ever known. In my dreams I feel so loved... Just to know im not alone ~Cause:Unknown~

I Want My Fucking Leash Back!
To go into something blindly is bad, to lead a prospective loved one out of the loop but down the same path is a lil pathetic. A trusted 'shepard' weaving a trail of lies, while leading through the hills. With good faith front and center, the sheep know your intent is good, but fail to see why they tread such trecherous path. When the taken path's destination and all that it holds is known, one questions the qualifications of the shepard. Why must life-altering secrets be withheld to gain trust? To break away from the heard is deadly, but natures best instinct. I see the path more clearly now, but my mind is too clouded to strategize my next move. Stepping with wreckless abandon, I flee. Ashamed to face facts that I could not make it, ignorant of my leader. So many questions unanswered, so much time already lost. Shepard had to have his secrets, but with no reguard to final cost?

The New Levels For 2008
Saw this in a bulletin and loved it its so true lol LVL-1, I'M NEW HERE. LVL-2, WHAT DO I DO? LVL-3,HEY NEW FRIENDS!. LVL-4, THIS PLACE IS COOL. LVL-5, PARTY TIME. LVL-6, RATE LIKE HELL. LVL-7, ADD LIKE HELL. LVL-8, RATE,ADD AND FAN LIKE HELL. LVL-9, GETTING THERE. LVL-10, FUBAR'S FRIEND (SO HAPPY). LVL-11, OVER THE HUMP. LVL-12, ADD STASHES/BLOGS FOR POINTS. LVL-13, PIMP MYSELF! LVL-14, SHOW MY BITS!. LVL-15, SHOW MINE AND OTHERS BITS!. LVL-16, BECOME A DJ. LVL-17, OWN MY OWN LOUNGE. LVL-18, PIMP THE HELL OUT OF OTHERS. LVL-19, BLAST AWAY LVL-20, YEAH BITCHES!!!! KNEEL BEFORE ME! LVL-21, DID I FEED THE KID? LVL-22, I REALLY NEED TO DO SOME WORK!. LVL-23, BUT I'M SO GOOD!. LVL-24, SCREW THE WORK LVL-25, THE KID CAN FEED IT'S SELF. LVL-26, SINGLE AGAIN. LVL-28, MY LEGS HURT. LVL-29,ASK FOR MORE VIP MEMBERSHIPS. LVL-30, OH FUCK WHERES MY FAMILY?. Have a great day all

Love
I long for your kiss, the feel of your lips against mine. I long for your touch as you caress my body, The look in your eyes when we gaze upon each other lost in the feeling of love. I long for the feeling that fills my body as we hold each other in a loving embrace, The sound of your angelic voice as you whisper sweetly the words "I love you", I long for the feeling I get when I wake next to you, The feel of you body against mine as we make sweet passionate love all the night long. Most of all I long to just be there with you and holding you in my loving arms.

Going Offline
Im gunna be offline for the next few days or so.This weekend didn't go well for me, my computer is stressing me out, and people on here are stressing me out. Im having trouble controlling my anxiety/panic, feeling agorophobic, and Im finding myself rather self destructive. Im sorry if im being neglectful or a bad friend.

Fubar Excuse
HERE IS THE ANSWER I GOT WHEN I WENT TO THE SUPPORT LOUNGE AND ASK ABOUT ACCOUNTS GETTING HIT WHEN YOU HAVE MORE THEN 1 ACCOUNT WITH THE SAME IP ADDRESS LIKE WIFE AND HUSBAND WITH THERE OWN ACCOUNT BEING 2 ACCOUNTS ON THE SAME IP Contrary to popular belief, you will NOT get reset if you and your spouse share a computer. The rumors are false...you can't believe everything you hear! However, fubar utilizes a fraud detection system that generates a daily report of all accounts that have fraudulently set up accounts under their own to generate points for themselves. This activity has increased since the 10K referral bonus, and fubar will not tolerate this. We call this CHEATING. If you have created fake accounts to generate points at any time under your own account, the system will reset your level, points, and fuBucks. This is not arguable, nor is it reversible. If you choose to cheat...don't be upset when you get caught. Please, we urge you to play fairly and by the ruleboo

Deeply
I'm sorry this is sort of like a diary for me. I'm just feeling very alone in a world full of people around me. I'm currently dealing with a soon to happen divorce. Not many in my family have ever had to deal with one and I'm getting lost in a world of do this and don't do that. Family is great don't get me wrong. But I want friends. All my friends are in other towns and i don't see them very often. I never thought that i would have to start my life over after 30. I have been married for over six years now and i've been with the same woman for over eight. It's so hard to think that i'm been thrust into a world of being single and i don't know what i'm going to do. I have a daughter that is will be turning five this new year and she is so smart and funny. It makes me so sad to think I will be raising her without her mothers help. We currently trade my daughter back and forth every week. I don't really know what is actually fair concerning her anymore. I miss her and then somet

Sad Me Today
It is always so nice to see that your family is a POS. So, I am on line this morning looking at the newspaper from my hometown (there were tornadoes yesterday and I wanted to see where abouts they hit.) Well, as I used to do I checked the obits. WELL what do I see.. only that my great uncle passed away on Sunday. I would assume that if my mom had known about it she would have told me, so I am brought to the conclusion that nobody had told her about it. Which just goes to show me that the family doesn't really care, which is not fair. Now... I doubt that I am going to be able to go to the funeral (which is tomorrow) because I don't have enough time to take time off of work. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRr

Birthday Poem From Nite Hugs Girl
Happy Birthday to a special freind She is always there through thick and thin. Many spend life times to have that bond. I was so lucky not have to wait so long. Through good times and bad even when Im sad. You found ways to make me happy and glad. Didnt realise what I have had a freind to the end. Fate and destiny brought you back again, a dark soul looking for the light I found a heart so big and bright. A freind to the end they say but, For us it will go for many life times. To no end............ written by nitemusic3 1/8/08 love ya girl

People
people, most u have 2 put ur back on alert, cuz they around. it is not just anybody, but certain people will destroy the comfort zone instantly. here they come, hurry up put up the force field. do it quick, got it! that was close. now it is nothing 2 do 2 get rid of this feelin. as a matter of fact i feel betta when i do feel like this. it imploys me with the ability and acceptance 2 know this had 2 b demised. y life b so pretty, until the people that invade it finally blossoms and then they spoil. make curled milk seem editable. it is too hard 2 judge a book by it's cover, but why do u have 2 get deep into the book 2 find out, put it back on the shelf. can't we all just get it on, if we can't get it on. most times if words wasn't shared, just the bed, some people would b awesome. definitely can't b dressed by vera wang, with a k-mart lable. that shit definitely won't float 2 the top. just don't shit where u sleep at, so void them mf's on instinct. don't and u'll fiend 4 peace in

My Sisters Evening In Jail, Lmaooo, Its Sad I Know
Wow. So I ventured to a new unknown territory. The place : Midwest City Jail . This is my story. It's a true story. The names of the people and places were not changed to protect the innocent. It was a Saturday evening. My son, Caleb, spent the day with his father while I was working. This was a very unusual experience for me because his father is always too consumed with work and his future wife ( Jenny ) to have time available to spend with his first son. I say first because Jenny is expecting to deliver his second child, also a boy. All I can say is good luck to her. I was also once a future wife of David's that was expecting his child. Never in my life will I voluntarily experience that much hell again. I arrived at David's around four fourty five. I stayed briefly; just long enough to pack my son's things and ensure his father that his recent announcement of engagement had minimal effect on me. I am completely happy as long as she doesn't expect to be special to my son.

Daddy Dom
I have been asked several times what a Daddy Dom really is and how that differs for any other Dominate. First, I want E/everyone to know, it has NOTHING to do with incest, and it isn’t age play or any fetish for or with children . Daddy Dom : I can only say what it means to me, others may have a different impression and there are several web pages that define it in different ways. Just do a search on Yahoo there’s plenty. In my view a Daddy Dom is the most tender of all Dominants. He loves His little one with an undying passion. He always has his submissive’s best interest in mind, even when it conflicts with his personal desires. That doesn’t mean that he gives into her every whim. There can be a huge difference in her desires and her real needs. He has to be able to make that sacrifice for her if needed. And yes, at times he does punish her. This usually hurts him just as much if not more than her, but he will always do what’s best for her. He helps her set and reach her

Mood Swing
So ive gone from very very upset to very very pissed off..... I have a message for this person... who has used their power in the wrong way... Lets play truth or dare.... I DARE you to mess with me =] dont lie to me dont mislead me dont use me dont manipulate me JUST DONT in the end the TRUTH WILL COME OUT

Isis
I am Isis, daughter of Nut, the goddess of the sun, moon and heavens, and the Earth-God Geb. I was sister to Osiris—future lord of the underworld, Set—who would come to be known as the god of chaos, and Nephthys—future goddess of death. Like my siblings, I would come to be revered by all of Egypt, and they would call me the mother goddess and protector of pharaohs. However, a great many events took place before we came into our divine titles, and this is my recollection of it. From the moment we were conceived, my sister and I were like one soul living in two bodies. We were side by side in everything we did. We were twins completely identical in body, and nearly identical in soul. Only small differences separated us. Though we both loved the moon’s glorious silver radiance, a symbol of our beloved mother, Nut, Nephthys adored the dark, crescent moon, whereas I loved the full moon, fat and round. Osiris and I were equally close, perhaps even more so. W

Fallen
Words that never left her mouth but screamed behind her eyes called out to you urgently in desperate cries When they knew, how they knew as she stumbled and fell They awkwardly died sprawled on the ground scarlet stained dreams fires of Hell Mouth barely open to late to speak legs and arms broken Anubis fallen and felled Isis fallen and felled her lips sewn shut her heart flutters It’s weak against the corset laced tight stained by tears that leak from eyes white and blinded to hands drained and tied close to her chest femininity found and once again lost in the whimpers and sighs broken feet bound so she can’t run away a promise of freedom to entice her to stay like she’d ever run anyway…

Dr. Hook & The Medicine Show, I Got Stoned And I Missed It
(Shel Silverstein) I was sitting in my basement I just rolled myself a taste Of something green and gold and glorious to get me through the day Then my friend yelled through the transom "Grab your coat and get your hat son There's a nut down on the corner, givin' dollar bills away" But I laid around a bit Then I had another hit Then I rolled myself a bauma Then I thought about my mama Then I fooled around, played around Jacked around a while and then I got stoned and I missed it I got stoned and I missed it I got stoned and it rolled right by I got stoned and I missed it I got stoned and I missed it I got stoned oh me oh my Now it took seven months of urging just to get that local virgin With the sweet face up to my place to fool around a bit Next day she woke up rosy and she snuggled up so cosy When she asked me how I liked it Lord it hurt me to admit I was stoned and I missed it I was stoned and I missed it I was stoned and it rolled right by I was s

01/08/08
"Forgiving is not forgetting; it's actually remembering--remembering and not using your right to hit back. It's a second chance for a new beginning. And the remembering part is particularly important. Especially if you don't want to repeat what happened." Desmond Tutu

Childish
My heart beat quckening as you stroak your palm on my thigh my breath faster and deeper as you kiss me and all I want is for you to touch me, sure but I beg you to stop before Im screaming back for more SO wet I am before you take me away theres too many emotional feelings which always persuades me to stay and all I want is to feel you inside again give me all the things that I want I just want to see your eyes looking back at me I thought Id given up on this I wish I had you kiss my neck once again all I want is to hear the words "I love you" I wish I wasnt a stupid little girl but I just want my fantasy my fairytale to come true.

Call Me What You Want...
did you ever take time out of your busy day and think of the world around us. it doesnt matter who is in charge of it,,there will always be a danger out there. who are the people who have to protect us all of us who live in the usa from this danger? its our armed forces. the men and women who if you ask them ,they will just say its just their job. if you stop and think about it,,it is more then just a job. is it just a job when it sends them out to foreign lands away from thier family,friends and their homeland. it takes them away for long periods of time. just a job that puts thier lives out on the line everday. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! just a job is a job like i do i work for the post office, or walmart, or stop and shop! i am knocking any of theses jobs, so please dont think i am. i would just like people to really stop and think about the men and women who are in the armed forces. they are out there in foreign countries doing a very dangerous job. PEOPLE THEY ARE RISKING THIER LIVES FOR

Random Curves
Her eyes told a story, betrayal and longing. Lucid dreams stolen and beauty passion steams refullfilled belonging two paths entertwined His eyes lovingly hold hers. Beauty trasnformed by a newfound love, consumed by passion and stilled by the quiet heartbeat of ten thousand comfortable silences. Her slender frame his arms. How can the act of her casually brushing herself against his side ignite wanton lust need more powerful than naked acts undulating desire. Where does it say that confronting your fears creates no choice but to face them and recover in what ever way you can or fuck everything and run for the hills. All the lines in his face told a sad story of lost love and cold fear. A smile on his lips bespoke of the carefree desire of hope.

Hi An Bye
I will leaving fubar for awhile . Im moving to a state with a friend there is lots of work there an I really need to go to work. To my friends I will miss you alot. TO MY BESTEST Friends I will miss you dearly. I will get back on when I can to ck on how everyone is doing I wish you all the best an I hope this new year brings you happiness an good fortune!! Love Donna

Our Military
Yesterday I read, voted and commented on a MUMM from some asshole that has no respect for our military and what they do. Let me just say this; If you don't like it here and you don't support our men and women of the Armed Forces then I'll help you pack your shit and get the F out. But, everyone has a right to their opinons. I fought for that freedoms as well as those before and those that will follow me. This person was speaking about the war in Irag. No, I don't like that our men and women are over there any more than any other person does. But they choose to do this job, when you wouldn't. Let me just add this, would you rather be fighting the insurgants on US soil instead??.....I DIDN'T FU-KING THINK SO.... I am a veteran of the US Army, I am the daughter of a US Navy Verteran, the Granddaughter of a Veteran of the US Coast Guard, the widow of a US Army Veteran, and MOST PROUD MOTHER OF A US ARMY SOLDIER in todays fighting team of men and women. We as AMERICANS have God tha

Tainted & Sultry
TAINTED JUST NEEDS 81,416 Points to go! TO GET INSIDER CAN YALL PLZ HELP HER OUT tainted*kiss founder of NBSD@ fubar CAN YALL SHOW UR LOVE TO THE WONDERFUL & AMAZEING PRINCESS OF THEM ALL SULTRY PRINCESS SHE REALLY NEEDS UR PRAERS SHE GOING THROUGHT A HARD TIME RIGHT NOW DEALING WT HER MOM WHOM IS IN THE HOSPITAL JUST SHOW HER THA LOVE *♥SÚLŦRY™♥*ÇÈõ õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.*Owned by JAK*@ fubar PIMPOUT & PRAYER REQUEST BROUGHT TO BY: BabyBoy J{SECURITY OF NBSD}[Member Of Club Far]@ fubar

Abbadon
Hebrew/Christian The demonic personification of the place of downfall or ruin (cf. Job 26:2; 28:22), Abbadon is assigned management of a plague of locusts in the Apocalypse of John (9:7-11). His Greek name is Apollyon, leading some to confuse him with Apollo

Kmk
Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow what if you were livin yours instead of hatin mine findin truth and spreadin love and searchin deep inside – see me glidin swiftly to that place I need to be that home grown irie zone harvesting my seeds I’m gonna live my life from day to night with no hesitation Make the best of every situation that I find myself placed in Decidin right from wrong, choosing my final destination Cause when it’s said and done, it’s just yourself that you are facin’ Say goodbye to a tangerine sky say hello say hello to tomorrow- when you say goodbye to a tangerine sky you lose your pain lose your fear lose your sorrow Say Say Say good-bye to tomorrow Wash your sorrow Live and learn Listen up and follow Do what you so let me rock it I be dammed if you think you gonna stop it Popo it drop it D-Loc get up on it Don’t you think y

How Do I Endure
another day has come and gone I've been walked on again yet I'm still strong I move forward refuse to sit still turn the other cheek that of witch most would kill I hear a voice in my mind it gives me strength even a sign It says that you can do it these crosses are yours in the day of days I will recieve my rewards even when I feel I could snap I call a friend and end up a sap the choice's we make define our soul calls the cosmos and makes me whole a work of art made better from my pain never again will I live in vain everyone has this power and choice it resides inside us all even brought out by voice sometimes deep and trapped within its our choice's that can make it a kin so go out in this world, beautiful, yet cold try everyday to break the fuckin mold!

This Just Beats Everything.. "calitribemember"
ha. changed it around. top to bottom.. :p.. calitribem...: hi sexy, any chance ur as horny as i am ->calitribem...: yeah maybe. but not for you. asshole. WHAT THE FUCK?? Why in gods name would I agree to that?? does he think I'm going to say yes then get naked for him or what?? fucking stupid bastard. I swear to everything (un)holy, i will hunt that fucker down n castrate him.

Mumms
So, I mistakenly didn;t mark my mumm NSFW.(even thought i don't think it was ) point is now i have been Fu-grounded . I want to know if i am ever going to get them back. How long does it usually take for these things to work through the system !?!?!? I mean are we really children here. we can't have our toys back .Come on

Over The Drama Lies And Mind Games
Why it people want to play with other peoples heart and emotions why do they tell you one thing and their actions show you other wise is it due to the fa have been hurt in past relationships and thrive off hurting others to make them happy?? I dont hope to offend anyone but i am over the mind games i am sticking to my new years resolution no drama any more. i am not going to bust my ass to impress anymore i am going to live my life the way i want to and be happy so happy new year and i am wishing myself a happy bday now

Lois Lane Vrs Fubar
The Mikhail Mile This is Mikhail and you're reading the very first “Mikhail Mile”. You'll find interviews with DJs, lounge owners and other big names within fubar.com. My first guest is former Torture Chamber DJ and co-owner of the Kryptonite Lounge, DJ Lois Lane. Mikhail: I see your fu-b-day is 6/13/06 When did you start DJing? DJ Lois Lane: August of 2007 Mikhail: cool. What was your first lounge? DJ Lois Lane: As in for DJ'ing? Mikhail: Yes DJ Lois Lane: That would be Torture Chamber Mikhail: Cool, and now? DJ Lois Lane: I don't DJ for a lounge currently Mikhail: Free Agent? DJ Lois Lane: Kind of. I currently co-own a lounge with my fu-hubby Mikhail: Superman? DJ Lois Lane: Yeah or as he was known DJ Diablo Mikhail: Ah, He just drop in on ya? DJ Lois Lane: My fu hubby? Mikhail: yeah. Hope you took the play on name as harmless as I meant it DJ Lois Lane: Yeah he did, kinda. Mikhail: Good, How long have you been fu-married?

Selene's Corner
Entertainment by DJ Selene DJSelene Underdog Review If you grew up with the Underdog cartoon like me this is a film that if you haven't seen yet you should. Underdogs new Millenium makeover is well worth the time it takes to watch it. Full of quirky humor from beginning to end this movie had me doubled over with laughter. As we watch the adorable beagle Shoeshine(voice by Jason Lee) come into his own and save the day we might even learn a few things about ourselves and even approciate superhero taglines sometimes make themselves. Personlly I would love to kiss the casting director. Kudos this cast works perfectly for this film including Jim Belushi as the harried father and Patrick Warburton (Voice ofCronk in Emperors New Groove) as the bumbling side kick to the evil Sinister as portrayed by Peter Dinklage (Ally Mcbeal) is seemless and sublime. Voices of some of the other dogs include Brad Garret ( oh you know this one) and Amy Adams ( i have no clue but sounds familiar).

Laptops-r-us
Today as i was doing my daily cleaning when the Fed-Ex guy showed up .. althou i wasnt expecting him till tomorrow .. My Parents bought mike a laptop to say Congrats on going back to school .. ( he starts on Monday ) taking two classes .. Introduction to Lit.. and World History II this is a small campus .. an off campus campus I guess you could call it .. Anyway one of his two classes has gone wireless for this year so .. Mom and Dad got him this laptop ..Very nice i may add .. He's opening it up we're checking that everything was with it that I was told would be with it ..and I find this Lil Packet well a disk with "lojack" on it . so im going thru everything he's checking it out . and I call mom to tell her its arrived as we had one hell of a time getting the confirmation notice from the company .. each time we called we were transfered to another Country .. "India ( two times), Argentina , and I think once in Russia I swear Poopr mom was going to have a hissy fit on the poor people

Show Some Love
A very good friend had her points reset if you would all be so kind in helping her out rate her pics, stash, blast her. ღღ Lady Sunmaid ღ I.B.I.C. ღTrue Southern Sweetheartღღ@ fubar Thanks to anyone who helps

Rest In Peace Robby
God took a very dear friend of ours this morning. He is the friend of ours who performed the ceremony for Karl & I when we got married. He was way too young. 41 years old and now he is gone :-( He will live on in our hearts and memories forever though :-) Rest in Peace Robby

Love, Life, And Finding Myself
After going through the hardest 20 years of my life, I have found a peacefulness, something I honestly don't think I have ever felt. I have always lived my life for others, not taking into consideration myself or my well being, always doing for others first. And now, even though my children are #1 to me, I am finding out who I am. I know, about time... Finding myself has been a difficult journey, one that I will continue traveling on for the rest of my life. I have always been something, for someone... such as : daughter, wife, mother...and along the way I lost Louise, who she was and what she wanted and needed. I have grown alot, now realizing that I can be all those things to everyone else, as well as being myself. A concept that I thought foreign for so long. I have truly found myself, and what makes me happy, for the first time in my life. Part of finding myself happened recently. I have realized that my key to happiness is in my own hand, and has been all along.

Life
As days go by questions fill my head. Am I looking to deep or not deep enough? Where might I find my personal euphoria; the place where there is no worry, no fear, no confussion? My quest for fulfillment and peace within myself. Where does my complete happiness lie? I have realized that I can not rely on others to complete me. I can not follow the lead of the crowd because it is the right thing do. I must take my own journey and enjoy my moments as they are created. We never know what tommorrow will bring. Life holds surprises around every corner, some good, some bad and many that I can not understand. My quest continues as a never ending maze, I am commited to finding my fulfillment.

Hurt
Johnny Cash had it right in his last song Hurt. The pain of loosing the person you love more than anything is intolerable. I admit that I was stupid and its my fault, but it still doesnt ease the pain. Love does deal the worst pain. I'm sorry Mel. I'm so sorry. Goodbye my Love.

Fear And Loathing
Fear and Loathing....Two things that are inevitable in this world...Two things I have constantly......Always....Bugging the shit outta me.....Confusing me......Consuming me at times...What do I fear you ask?? I fear what the future holds for me...I fear that they ARE all the same....I fear that noone will ever really know WHO I am or appreciate me for it....I fear being alone.....I fear not knowing....What do I loathe??? I loathe the same things....I loathe not knowing what the future holds...I loathe fearing that they ARE all the same....I loathe thinking that they may never know WHO I am or be able to appreciate me for it....I loathe being alone....I loathe now knowing..... When will all the Fear and Loathing cease???

Useless Crap
The "pound" key on your keyboard (#) is called an octotroph. The only domestic animal not mentioned in the Bible is the cat. The "dot" over the letter "i" is called a tittle. Table tennis balls have been known to travel off the paddle at speeds up to 160 km/hr. Pepsi originally contained pepsin, thus the name. The original story from "Tales of 1001 Arabian Nights" begins, "Aladdin was a little Chinese boy." Nutmeg is extremely poisonous if injected intravenously. Honey is the only natural food that is made without destroying any kind of life. What about milk you say? A cow has to eat grass to produce milk and grass is living. The most common name in the world is Mohammed. The volume of the Earth's moon is the same as the volume of the Pacific Ocean. Cephalacaudal recapitulation is the reason our extremities develop faster than the rest of us. Spiral staircases in medieval castles are running clockwise. This is because all knights used to be right-handed

Condoms In Car
I was a very happy person. My wonderful girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. There was only one little thing bothering me ... it was her beautiful younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty-two, wore very tight miniskirts, without underwear or a bra. She would regularly bend down when she was near me, and I always got more than a pleasant view. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day "little" sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived, and she whispered to me that she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. Well, I was in total shock, and couldn't say a word. She said, "I'm going upstairs to my bedroom, and if you want one last wild fling, just come up and get me." I was stunned and frozen

Success
Thought this was cute enough to share At age 4 success is . . . not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is . . . having friends. At age 17 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 35 success is . . . having money. At age 50 success is . . . having money. At age 70 success is . . . having a drivers license. At age 75 success is . . . having friends. At age 80 success is . . . not peeing in your pants.

Trip To The Er
Well, I just spent 2 hours in the ER tonight. My brother came and took my because my fever was 101 to 103 and I had blurred vision and balence problems. It was not fun to say the least. They drew blood and started an IV (I hate needles!!!!!). I lucked out because they were talking about admitting me but then decided that they could send me home with meds. Thank God! I hate staying in hospitals too. They decided that I had an inner ear infection adn that I could not work tomorrow. (That part doesn't bother me) :) Well, I just wanted to share my awesome day! LOL NOT!! Take care everyone!

I Have Total Stage Fright And This Is My New Years Resolution:
To get the fuck over it...... So...for your listening pleasure..(or torture) and may the Gods have mercy on your ears....without further adieu....Me singing "Foolish Games"

Why
I love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and brown, I love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth I love the way you make me happy and the ways you show you care, I love the way you say "I love you" and the way you're always there I love the way you touch me always chills down my spine, I love that you are with me and I'm glad you are mine.

Stefanie The Skank!
Do you know the difference between a slut and a SKANK? OK, so here goes... I met this girl online. I am not some loser who can't meet women. I drive big trucks over the road, and my work precludes me from having any social life at all, so what life I do have is basically on here. I use the internet to socialize in every way, because I am a social person, it's all that I have available to me. So we meet online . We hit it off. We have long conversations on yahoo chat, that lead to 6 and 8 hour conversations on the phone. She has a live in boyfriend, that she's cheated on with 3 or 4 other guys. BIG GIANT RED FLAG!!! But her boyfriend abuses her, and she's wanted to leave him for so long, yada yada yada... I should have known better. But she's perfect for me. She's young and hot, doesn't have any kids and isn't sure she ever wants any (I LOVE kids, but I want a woman to travel with me, so it's kinda a hard), she likes sex a lot, into some kinky shit like me, but she SWEARS s

Proud To Be An American! This Is For All The Soliders!
Proud to be American Music and Lyrics by Lee Greenwood If tomorrow all the things were gone I’d worked for all my life, And I had to start again with just my children and my wife. I’d thank my lucky stars to be living here today, ‘Cause the flag still stands for freedom and they can’t take that away. And I’m proud to be an American where as least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her still today. ‘Cause there ain’t no doubt I love this land God bless the U.S.A. From the lakes of Minnesota, to the hills of Tennessee, across the plains of Texas, from sea to shining sea, From Detroit down to Houston and New York to LA, Well, there’s pride in every American heart, and it’s time to stand and say: I’m proud to be an American where at least I know I’m free. And I won’t forget the men who died, who gave that right to me. And I’d gladly stand up next to you and defend her sti

An Accidental Poem
An Angel Smile By:Mike&Mala-anghel When you smile You make the sunshine brighter The flowers would bloom for you Butterflies would dance around you The rain would go away The rainbow would gleam The birds would sing again The world would be a better place Smoothing away life's bumps Taking me away in the sky Weightless but feeling alright Free from the turmoil of the day Face like a night angel Perched delicately on my shoulder Putting me in a peaceful sleep Watching my dreams with a smile p.s ty mike for making such a beautiful poem

Hey! This Is Fubar Reality
If you are on Fubar more than 2 hours a day... If you have neglected housework.... If you have told yer kids 'just a second' If you have stopped watching your fave tv shows... If you have ever set your status to 'BRB' for just goin pee!... If you have gotten upset, when you arent their #1 friend... If you have tried and tried and tried...to logon, when the site was down, and called someone to see what was wrong..... When your mate had to pry you away.... If the Human Services have ever pryed you away..... If your kids have ever asked whats for dinner....and 3 days later, you say...Huh? If your kid has ever said 'Mom' or 'Dad'...more than 21 times in a row.... If you have ever delayed, or forgotten to masterbate..... If you just 'stopped' lookin at boobs.... If youve ever said, "39 11's left, I just cant do it!" If youve ever watched a downrater go rate you to see when they would stop..... When your kids tell you, Mom, Dad...Im graduating in

Read And Add Please
Hello FuBar!! I never ever write in the profile portion of web pages or blogs so.. I am writing this because I have come across one of the most amazing people I have known in my entire life..such a gentle soul and free spirited person that i am inspired by his very presence......... a muse kinda..Sadly enough the more I grow to love him the more i know i have to let go..He has been diagnosed with cancer and had only months to live...I Love Him with all my heart and soul I know he knows it.....But I want everyone to know it!! I would urge all fubar to add him and read his profile and blog entries for the next few weeks please!!! And add him and show him the love and support he derserves.. I Love YOU Ross more and more each day.. I wish I didnt ever have to say goodbye to u but i know its gonna come to that day sometime in the very near future :( Well I can"t do this so fuber add and introduce urself to him heres his link .....more later on maybe xxxxxxxwondering what to do@

My Book Is Now Officially On Sale!! Yay!
So go buy it lol! It actually is ONLY available through my publisher directly until 03/10/08 when it will be in all major bookstores, but if you really can't wait (I hope you can't) Just Click the image below! Just Click this Cover!ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 *does a Happy Dance!* Read my book! You Know you want to!

Did U Know
DID U KNOW?MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. Scince you've already read this.......You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier

What Is Love?
Love, The gentle touch of a lover, The caring hug of a mother, The soft speech of another, The smile of your brother. The quick glance of a passer-by, The feel of passion nearby, Your emotions put on stand-by, The feeling you’re never going to die. The throbbing ache inside, Always being by your side, The far-off sound of the tide, The feeling of being untied. The peace of knowing, The feeling slowly flowing, The rapture always growing, Not stopping, only going. Being able to express yourself, The feelings inside oneself, Emanating itself, From myself.

Dating, Women In General And Jobs.
Ok, here's my deal. My job is scheduled to end anytime, now (contract work) and I do have one possible prospect available. That is point one. Point two is: I am dating a girl who has told me in no uncertain terms that she is happy being single but dating, does not want to move in with me, and does NOT want to get married, even in the next four years or so. She is a great person, and the sex is good, when she decides to give it up that is, and I have the same feelings for her that I had for my ex-wife when we first started dating. I also have a friend that I met here that is after me. One problem there is she lives in California. Now, the job prospect I eluded to earlier would mean I would have to move closer, it's in Lansing, KS which is about a 45 minute drive from where I currently am. So a move is unavoidable if I get the job. So, here is my dilemma. The friend in Cali says I should move there and get a job at their casino (a career I have done before, 5 years) a