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Sittin Here Thinking
lately ive been doing a lot of thinking about life. and for some reason it seems that all the guys i cant have want me. i have an amazing guy friend who i know will always be there for me...i would love to see it turn into more but if it doesnt thats ok. then i have another friend who is well also amazing. but he is dating a good friend of mine. so its like idk what to do anymore. i dont want to stay single but i dont want to lose any friends. life just doesnt really seem to be going my way. its almost as if god wants me to stay lonely and single...even though i have plenty of offers. i cant help but sit here and think about it...sit here and wonder

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love peanut butter 2. I don't bother eating healthy, yet the doctor tells me I'm perfectly healthy 3. My brother is half black 4. My dad is on Fubar 5. I've only had one job, and I still work there. I don't like it all that much, either. 6. My high school GPA was 2.3, only because of poor attendance and lack of doing school work. 7. I got a C average in a class solely by taking tests. 8. My family consists of just about every racial background, except Asian. 9. I can fake accents pretty well. 10. I'm the only person in my intermediate family who doesn't smoke. People I'd like to tag: "Kari_

Valentine's Day 2008
"Lover's Heart" (copywritten 2/14/08) Can you love me? Will you love me? Will it be my pire? You're inside me Deep inside me You, you are my fire. I never wanted Never wanted to love you You never gave me a reason... Not to. I miss you, I miss you I wanna k-k-k-kiss you I wanna I wanna p-p-please you I just... I just... I just...love you. 2/14/08 CSS

Stopping The New "ice Age"?
okay so it just hit me... I KNOW HOW TO MAKE THAT PLANET GO BOOM! Anti-matter! We'll just have to sacrifice a few astronauts and a space ship! its brilliant! We don't even have to sacrifice any astronauts if they can control it from home! The only problem is making sure the anti-matter doesn't explode b4 it gets there! for those who don't know what anti-matter is heres a short discription anti-matter is the opposite of matter DUH. It was found by use a partical excelerator.. when 2 atoms are sent around it at really high speeds and colide it causes an explosion that creates both matter and anti-matter. Antimatter reacts with any matter it touches, annihilating itself and everything in its reach.. 1 gram of anti matter could potentically destroy china... yet if used for energy could power all of New York city for a year.. the problem there is making it not go boom! any way, now that you know how easily it goes boom, if they found out exactly how big this planet it is, they could e

Poetry
As i sit and watch the snow fall. Like tears from heaven. Softly kissing the ground like a new lovers embrace. A silence trickles over the land . Thoughts of you fill my troubled head. I recall your gental caress. I close my eyes and remember the smell of your sweet perfume. As the first tear slides down my cheek i feel your gental kiss. The second tear rolls down my face and i feel your warm tender embrace. I open my eyes and i watch a million birds take flight and i hear your name softly spoken on the wind. The third tear wells up in my eye as it's wisked away with the wind and i know your here with me

Blackmail From - Party Girl And The Weekend
Hey guys, Any time someone ask for something I'll give it to you all. So anything you want to hear about put it in a comment and you all can enjoy and comment on. I luv you all. Thanks Now, to the update on my blackmail and Mark. If you want to know what got me in this trouble read Party girl and the Weekend (a few post back). The whole thing stared when my friend Mark invited me to hear his band practice. Mark is an old friend. He discover that he could drug, raped, beat, tortured, or what ever he wanted to do to me along time ago. Yes, Mark has beaten my ass more then once to bust his nut in my ass or pussy. Actually Mark was the guy who finally took my ass cherry. Other guys had tried but would stop when i was crying and screaming. Mark didn't Mark was excited by my pain and suffering and rammed it all the way to his nuts in one shot. That was the first time Mark fucked me. Ever since when Mark wants me "I'm going to suffer." He gets off on it, maybe more the I do

18 Years Strong
meet dholtstingray he is a great guy to have as a friend we have been married for 18 years on the 18th so go show him some love rate fan and add if u want thanks beeholt DHoltStingray* Little Shop Of Horrors Lounge Pres.@ fubar

Loss,forgiveness And Being Human
Most of us have experienced a lost friendship or a broken relationship at some point in our lives. While there is an undeniable sadness to this type of loss, it also gives us reason to pause and reflect on how we handle ourselves in the midst of breaking up or breaking away. The emotions that run through our minds and our hearts. We run through the whole gamut(complete range or extent)of emotions: Denial, hurt, anger, betrayal, and so on. We might have thoughts of revenge, of in some way getting back at our former friend, partner, or loved one. These emotions just consume us to the point where we can't function as we normally do. We do stupid things. We drag third parties into the fight. We lay blame. We become indignant: it's all his/her fault. Like there's a hero and a villain, a good guy and a bad guy...just like in the movies. Does this way of thinking justify our loss? Does it make us feel better about ourselves? Are these negative emotions in any way healthy? Or i

What Valentine's Day Truly Means To Me....
[Glitterfy.com - *Glitter Photos*] "Love is patient; love is kind and envies no one. Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude; never selfish, not quick to take offense. There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, its hope, and endurance. In a word, there are three things that last forever: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of them all is love."

Valentine's Day!
Hello to all of you! I am wanting to wish each and every one of you a very special V-Day. Although there are many people out there who have given up on love and this is just another day to them, I would personally like to wish those people an even Happier Valentine's Day! You R SPECIAL 2 ME! I could've, should've, would've given up on love at this time too! I am going through a divorce and what do I have 2 celebrate this Cupid's Day? Nada. But I have 2 beautiful children to whom I gave my valentine's to. They are what matters most to me. Even though I don't have an adult valentine to share my romance with, I can turn all my attention to my lovely children, and that's what I have done. There are many things to love today. I love my family, my good health, my God, and I am truly blessed. So on this Valentine's Day, I challenge you to think of things to be thankful for. Even if there is no one to share it with, count your blessings every day that you are alive and well. Or

Important Warning..
IMPORTANT WARNING.. A stock clerk was sent to clean up a storeroom in Maui , Hawaii . When he got back, he was complaining that the storeroom was really filthy and that he had noticed dried mouse/rat droppings in some areas.! A couple of days later, he started to feel like he was coming down with a stomach flu, complained of sore joints and headaches, and began to vomit. He went to bed and never really got up again. Within two days he was severely ill and weak. His blood sugar count was down to 66, and his face and eyeballs were yellow. He was rushed to the emergency at Pali-Momi, where he was diagnosed to be suffering from massive organ failure. He died shortly before midnight. No one would have made the connection between his job and his death, had it not been for a doctor who specifically asked if he had been in a warehouse or exposed to dried rat/mouse droppings at anytime. They said there is a virus (much like the Hanta virus) that lives in dried rat and mouse dropping

Valentines Day Thought!!
On Valentines Day when you feel like things are astray, Just think of it as your heart has gone to a love buffet. Its not about being single or being taken, Its about being embraced by your friends and letting your heart be shaken. Remember the laughter and the fun that you share, Today should not out shine the rest or even compare. Its a day to be silly and fun loving too, Its a day that you hear a lot of I love yous. So try not to hate it as much as you can, And maybe you will even find that woman or man. Its all in perspective as you well know, so pick yourself up and bask in the glow. Today will be gone soon and Cupid as well Then to think there are 364 days left to make sure you embrace your friends for a spell. Today just reminds us that it doesn't take that long to show that you care, For the person you think of might not be aware. For I wish you a sweet day and hope that your embraced by true friends that adore you, For this you should never ignore and who kno

I Ceased To Be....
So in trying to prepared for my working and the next few jumps in location over the next 5 months I decided that it would make sense to sign up with an online bank since I will not be in any area for an extend period until I get to my final stop.(Woohoo Tolkien run on sentence) I was informed by one of the banks that they can not verify that I exist. I then did a little research. It seems that since I have been off the grid for about seven years that I no longer exist LOL. So for all of those people that used to bitch about how hard it was to find me.....well it just got harder. Of course that also means any unpaid fines from traffic tickets,parking tickets,bills,credit cards and so on are now gone. Of course when I finally file taxes next year I am going to get audited since I have been off the grid for so long but oh well what can you do.

Tag You're It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourselfAt the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Now for the TEN: 1. I'm a Sucker for a bunny 2.I was the only white baby at the Hospital when I was born....Oakland,Ca 3. By hometown default I an Oakland A's and Raider fan although I never watch sports 4.Movies are my passion 5.I have useless movie trivia in my head 6.I like my butt and my eyes but not my nose 7.I got picked on in Middle School (For my bubble butt) 8.I lost my virginity when I was 18 9.My son just turned 1!! And has beenwalking for 2 months now 10.I was Team Captain in both Swimming and Water Polo The 5 who are now Tagged: 1.sky1high 2.Princess Beakers 3.pahottie 4.RaznCoX 5.sugarpop

New Laptop
So I got a new laptop on Tuesday. Nothing too expensive, but it's still pretty nice. I've yet to get a wireless thing for it yet because it was almost $800 just for the laptop and all the warranties and stuff. But yay. I finally have a new computer and one that actually runs!

For The Love Of My Life, My Future Husband, And My Everything.
I know I tell you daily ..pretty much every two minutes how much I love you and how I cant see my life being without you..and of course I mean this..and since Im not there with you right know papabear doesnt stop us from celebrating our first valentines together. I cant wait to see you in 13 days.. I hope I dont fall over my feet getting off the plane, but knowing me I will.. but you will be right there to pick me up..as always.. some might think that we have only been together for a short period of time..and that its really not enough to even get to know anyone.. let alone love someone. why should there be a time frame on love? love comes unannounced , noone can predict it.. let alone plan it on on a day planner... write it on a "things to do" list.. IT JUST HAPPENS!!! someone might think distance is a downer to it also.. I think the distance is what made us stronger..I would fight tooth and nail for you, I would wait a life time.. just to hold you for a second. The botto

Valentines Day Lessons
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, a

I Gone
Hey just a quick note to let all my friends that I will be gone from the 18th through the 22nd of Feburary. I am flying my special someone to Reno for Valentines day. Hope you all dont forget me while I am gone.

Wow! ~ Fubling!
"Something Different!" I have to pay to get...WoW! Okay, So-o-o I have 0 fuBling credits available...{Giggles} I wonder how long this "special animated icon" stays on your profile..."AFTER You have already received" your 10 fuBling credits (good for 10 fuBling) for $10.00 USD Has anyone tried this yet?

"offensive" Email... ;)
So I got this in my email today... haven't decided whether to give out my 'bail' total yet or not... :D Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on My Space -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got

My Valentine Wishlist
This Lady Is On My Valentine's Wishlist! AS YA KNOW EACH ONE OF US HAVE A VALENTINE LIST,AND TO HELP THIS LADY LEVEL UP IS ONE OF MY WISHES,CAUSE SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL PEOPLE ON FUBAR, VERY HELPFUL, SWEET, AND FABULOUS FRIEND. I'M SURE YOU WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HER ON YOUR LIST TOO. PLEASE HELP HER OUT BY RATING SOME OF HER PIX AND STASH TO GET HER CLOSE TO GODMOTHER. ALSO ON YOUR WAY CLICK ON, RATE, FAN AND ADD BUTTONS, HELP OUT A FRIEND AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar Hugs ღ Kisses ღღღღღღღღღღღღ This bulletin brought to you by the one and only ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar

Make It An Offical Holiday
its mark nsfw content to assure its not violating anything... please go there and sign to make st patricks day an offical holiday it was a mumm but people get mad and got it killed thank you http://www.proposition317.com/stpats.html http://www.proposition317.com/stpats.html

10 Things About Me
1. Even if I dont seem shy, I am 2. I love to flirt 3. I do kickboxing 4. I dont like seafood at all 5. I have a wonderful voice but I have stage fright 6. I am a speed reader, I can read atleast 5 books a day 7. I grew up in a big family 8. I cuss really bad 9. I will tell you the truth even if you dont want to hear it 10. I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME! I am now going to tagg a few other people, please have fun and let me know about you Thank you! slchappell ballsdeep1 proud mommy bova49Bova big poppa j

Fuck! I Got Tagged! Ten Things...
1. My music is my life, more than anything. 2. I've been married and divorced. 3. I'm actually a shy motherfucker. 4. I drink vodka when I'm depressed. 5. I'm addicted to Starbucks' caramel mocchiato. 6. I died in DEC 2006. Can't keep this bastard down! 7. I hate Colorado. Passionately. 8. I've got a hell of a potty mouth. 9. My friends are like family to me. 10. I've got sixteen tattoos, and I'm about to leave so I can go get another one! I'm tagging everyone who reads this motherfucker. -Chappell

Think About This.....
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . .

Stormy Premonition : Part 2
Swirling winds, and hot thoughts. Danger and romance were the prevailing thoughts. The winds blew hard across our bodies, and our clothes struggled to stay on. I kissed her. She didn't want to let go. Our arms wrapped around each other, as the rumbles of thunder rang on. The streaking lightening beckoned us to do more, and we accommodated this humble request. The rain began to drench our bodies and soon her pink Bears shirt was soaked though and her breasts called up to me for attention. As the dangerous storm loomed upon us, we ignored the safety of her house, and kissed passionately, our tongues swirling in crazy chaiotic fashion. I could not resist the moment no more, and her shirt came off, and I bowed my head to suckle the sweet treat layed bare by my hands. Her nipples grew harder in my mouth, and the thunder rolled on, but I was not scared, and she succumbed to the moment, opening her body for me to explore and enjoy. She reached down to grasp my manhood, for now sh

A Start...
Today is valentines day, and honestly I have never been a fan. Most of the time I am single but I thought this year would be different, boy was I wrong. I got a text message yesterday from Kortnie, a girl whom I had met through Jerry who was my boyfriend. The text stated that he had been cheating on me, and I felt my heart shatter at the slightest idea of that. He called so I questioned him about it, an immeadiately he got defensive after telling me that it was not true. Then before I knew it he was saying that he would rather end our relationship tghen deal "with this shit" as he put it. And just like that I wasted another year of my life because before I knew it we had hung up and it was over. You see I have not had the best luck with males, there has been only one guy in my past that did not cheat on me, but he abused me verbally and physically. I never really shared this with anyone and now I am sharing this with all of fubar, sheesh what the hell am I thinking?! I guess I just nee

Happy Valentine's Plz Help Me Win A Vip!! : )
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I Finally Did It...lmao
Well I guess I finally did it. I must have pissed my husband off real good this time, because he has decided to auction me off to the highest bidder!!!! OoOoOpPpPpPsSsSs LMAO!!!!! I might decide to change what I will do if the price is right. So let the bidding begin!! Here is the link to bid if you want to own me.

In Pain And Hurt Alot
I just wanted to say i am sorry i have not been on alot sence yesterday , last night i went to the hospital cause my left leg has been swollen and in pain , well i found out that i have this thing called LYMPHEDEMA and i am not sure what it is but reading about it scares me to hell and i have been in so much pain for the last 1 month with this and i still do not know whats going to happen i see my doctor next thursday and i am hoping he gives me some good news ... so please if u all could say a prayer for me if u can find it in your heart , i would be so thankful i pray that the good lord makes it all go away ....i just wish i knew more about it and what it does and how they can fix it .. thanks for your time Michelle gebo

Richie Kotzen - You Can't Save Me
I sold my soul Just so I could feel paid I broke my heart So I couldn't feel pain I lost my faith 'Coz I can't justify the wait I've got no hope That's only for losers and fakes I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I know I'm just a fool but I'm not foolin', I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self Fuck your money Fuck your fame Fuck my life I'll walk away Fuck our love Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done You can’t save me You better keep yourself to someone else Fading, I’m just fallin' into my condition Faded, you better put your time in somethin’ else Save me, but don’t worry about it now Better save your-fucking-self I lost my mind Just so I could escape I still got time But I know, is too late I still got friends To tell me I'm ok I still alive But I keep on testing fate I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I'm nothing but a fool but I'm not foolin

Tag Yer It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I love to go to the beach when it is stormy out. 2.I am the oldest of 5 kids. 3. even though my skin is glow in the dark white I am almost half native american 4. I have an insanely high tolerance for alcohol yet rarely drink. 5. Stubborn doesn't even begin to describe me 6. I like to keep to myself...so if I let you in... you should feel special. 7. I can play numerous instruments and actually read music. 8. I helped my brother get kicked out of church once. 9.I am a nerd and proud of it. 10. I am hopelessly addicted to pepsi. (Jiang dear, you are a meanie lol) Ok now who gets this torture: DJ Venom

Shes So Sexy
'Sexymomma2008Dancer Is My Fu-Wifey abd she is great to me and she is very sexy...to all that dosent know her and does...'Sexymomma2008Dancer is a very sweet person and my feelings for her are threw the roof!!! You brighten up my day babe....hehehe your Fu-Hubby Jason

Friggin Tagggggged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm an amatuer bartender and have more alcohol at home than any one person should but I rarely drink any of it. 2. I collect antique liquor bottles (preferably still sealed). No I don't open or drink them! 3. I am a chronic nailbiter. I don't even realize I'm doing it. I really want to break this habit. 4. I was certain I never wanted children. Fatherhood is the single most important and meaningful thing that has ever happened to me. 5. I have the most adorable little boy you've ever laid your eyes on :-) 6. I'm probably smarter than you think I am. 7. I aim to be the best I can be at what I do. I can't do a mediocre job on something. I'm not afraid of working hard to get the job done right. I think they call that ambition. 8. I've been in a couple of bands. It's v

The Art Of Kissing
Kissing is a delicate art and must be taken slowly with a new partner. A good kisser knows how to pace themselves, has an active imagination, and understands what their partner likes or may not expect, but will enjoy. When kissing, remember the following: never slobber, don't stare, try not to belch, always pay attention with your non-visual senses (touch, hearing, ESP, etc.), and there is no such thing as too slow. If you are unhappy with a kiss then chances are your partner is going to feel the same way. The best thing you can do is relax, and not just in your body, but your face, lips, neck, everywhere. Be relaxed and confident with how you kiss. Let yourself go with the flow of the moment and savour every second of it. While you are kissing, remember to use your hands, nose, and breath to entice your partner's senses. Everyone enjoys being touched anbd caressed while being kissed. Use your hands to gently caress the cheek, the jawbone, the back, arms, and collarbone.

Tagged
Ok so i was tagged by Tastyflutterby.....The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1.I can play two totally different video games at the same time (on two different TV's of course, lol) 2.I'm an involuntary perfectionst, seriously I never realize I did it untill i think back on it. 3.I have a huge Pigtail fetish :-P 4.I can bake like a pro :-) 5.I can eat enough for like 6 adults and have room for more. 6.I eat the cracker part the Combos first then go for the filling. 7.It still drives me up a wall why they put hot dogs in packs of 10 and the buns in 8. WTF yo? 8.I love women of color, especially hispanics & canadians. 9.I'm a chocoholic. 10.I value friendship an awful lot. It means more to me than most material possessions in life. I Tag DJ Super Sara TINAH HOPIGALER

An Unbelievable Day!!!!
First, I would like to apologize to those friends that have stopped by and left comments today. I am very sorry that I have not been able to reply to your comments yet. It has been a strange and unbelievable Valentine's Day, to say the very least. It started with me taking the day off from work to take my youngest daughter (17) to the Doctor to determine if she had an infectious disease. Last week she had terrible headaches and a fever and her primary Doctor could not determine what was wrong with her. Actually, by today, she was back to normal and the specialist we saw said that she did not have anything abormal and that unless she had the headaches again, she should be fine. With that, she and I went home and then she left to go to school. Unfortunately she did not go to school, she and her best friend decided to cut classes for the day. This has been a big issue lately and she has been on restriction 3 times in the last three months due to this. Well, it has been raining

Blah...
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. Je parle francais.. voulez vous couche avec moi? lol i can speak french with random stupid phrases that are absoultely useless.. yes i am french in heritage if you only knew my last name you would understand. 2. a wierd habit i have is when i'm bored i randomly take semi naughty pics on my web cam. 3. I am a mother to a handsome lil boy. 4. I learned to speak out of my home state california when i was little and got thrown into speach class because they said i talk funny.. thanks to the state of illinois for that experience. 5. despite what you may think about me from my pictures on here I am a very shy person in life. It takes awhile for me to break out of my shell with people but when i do look out lol.. i'm a little crazy and tend to lean on the smartass side after that. 6.

Love Poem !!
With rain beating down on me I walk alone Empty, confused and without a home. Things could be different had I'd asked you to stay Now my hearts hurting, pain is getting in the way Wish I'd knew then you were looking for my heart I would have never drove us to be apart Took your love for granted and that was a shame Need to know how I can recover the flame That kept our love so healthy and strong First tell me, where did I go wrong So I can make it right and we can share The love we once had I believe it's still there I can't rearrange what has been done I can only wait with the rise of the son For you to tell me what I need to do But it's hard cause everyday I miss you I want you to know it that I will always wait For you to tell me, it will never be to late I will never take you for granted, never again I promise to love you till the very end

Update....... Again
So I finally got my ethernet cable on order and as soon as I get it here I'll be ready to go , and back online. Hope everyone had a good V-day..... I got stood up (go figure, story of my life) annnnyway...... Im only here for a few again, then Im gone as Im tired tonight and will be in bed soon. If your reading these blogs , come say hi, I will say hi back as soon as I can. I still miss fubar (how sad is that , lol). Hopefully this cable will get here sooner than later....... I feel like the jeopardy theme has been running for 2 weeks straight now lol. Laters Taters Matty

Somethings Are Just Not Supposed To Happen
There are few constants in this world. Heroes and Friends are supposed to be two of those. Heroes stand up for what is right and give you a guide on life. They show you how to do things, and are basically the mentors and basis for how you live your life. Friends are there for you. They again provide a guide, sometimes just a shoulder, to help you through life. They go beyond what they should do at times, and others just enough. Dale Earnhardt, driver of the #3, aka the Intimidator is one of my heroes. He died in 2001 on the final lap of the Daytona 500. I said that day, your heroes aren't supposed to die. I cried the day that Dale Earnhardt died. While I do not build memorials, and visit the site of his death, or the site of his birth, I do memorialize him in my own little way. John Wayne died before I was born, but he is another of my heroes. He had a way to doing what was necessary for others. Even in death, he stands for what is right, through the found

Sorrow
You tripped on feeling something You found that it was nothing you fondle in the sorrow and find that there's tomorrow You take all your feelings shadows you're awake inside, your time grows you're facing like your hollow and today there's no tomorrow A break in the day to take it away the morning awaits with nothing to say my feelings will pass as nothing that lasts And reasons will fade they've all gone away You tripped on feeling something You found that it was nothing you fondle in the sorrow and find that there's tomorrow A feather that's fallen And caught in the spokes A vision that's left me A season of smoke And falling in some path that's miles today the meter has broken throw your tokens away You take all your feelings shadows you're awake inside, your time grows you're facing like your hollow and today there's no tomorrow

Post V-day
Just would like to thank my special friends for the wonderful gifts..and comments I got yesterday. I know some.. don't care for the day and want to be scrooges..but its all what you make of the day. Even if your lonely and have no one.. fubar is a great place to get some of that special attention. Anyways, for those who hate it.. the day is finally over. You all are great...hugs ...nikki

Vietnam Memorial Wall Defaced This Weekend (september 7-9, 2007)
..>..> Mrs. Trooprally called me this evening to tell me that she and her husband, as well as Concretebob, saw damage along almost the entire length of the Vietnam Memorial Wall. They found this damage this morning, when they walked through the area before participating in the September 11th Freedom Walk. Concretebob was told by a National Park Service employee that the damage was done on Friday night. There was no police report taken or written about the vandalism, apparently. And the damage was still very much there today. Here are a few of the photos that Mrs. Trooprally took this morning... This first one is not so noticeable, but as they walked into the center, it got worse. It looks like the person who did this walked along The Wall with some type of container, perhaps hidden at their side so that they could squirt the oily substance without being caught in the act. The names along the lower part of The Wall appea

Realitys Illusion!
Some of you may know and some of you may not. My husband's daughter is flying in to see him tonight. This will be the first time hes seen her since her mother (his ex-wife) took off with the kids when she was 5. shes 21 now. His ex-wife got the kids taken from her, (she has poor and sick taste in men who had even worst problems) to that they were molested (the kids) anyway, because i meddled in things, we finally got into contact with his daughter. and now shes coming here to see him. 16 years later. But as you may also know my husbands a mean man when he wants to be. Yesterday for Vday i got diamond earrings, dozen roses and a balloon. He treated me like a queen. Then the whiskey started pouring. And Mean Randy came out. Thats when i realized that if anything goes wrong this weekend, It will be my fault. (i know its not but...) for him the blame will be mine. I cried myself to sleep, i woke crying and now im battling the tears again. This poem, I wrote last year af

Tag!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I can't walk my dog on a leash because he drags me around behind him and dislocates my shoulder. **sigh** 2. I have been married twice. Will probably never do that again. 3. In public, I like to drink beer reaaaaallllly fast and then belch out loud! lol 4. I have never been on a motorcycle and I want to do this one at least once before I die.Same goes for a SkiDoo, sky diving and being in a hot air balloon. 5. I have a "Friend's Garden" where I put things my friends have given me and then am reminded of them every time I am in the garden. I'm sappy I know, I know. 6. I am really quite shy in person and am intimidated until I

Honor,respect,courage
These are all things good, created by the Creator & in a persons soul that knows the meaning of PRINCIPLE. They are a persons Spirit, the treasures that he holds close, the things that have REAL value to him, the things that fill his soul as he stands before the churches with no roofs - the wide open that the Great Mystery built, the mountains, the waters, the blowing grass that converges together & bestows to our eyes as a reminder - that the Creator has Honored us with these things to keep sacred, has entrusted to us to be the Protectors of his house, his people & what is right & good. The canyons echo that With PRINCIPLE in a mans heart he knows that HONOR, RESPECT & COURAGE are as simple to live by as the words "right is right, wrong is wrong" This ...... is the life blood that creates BROTHERHOOD & SISTERHOOD but do not fail to remember..... that without peace when possible & love always ...... this BROTHERHOOD & SISTERHOOD will fall. So with thunder in my Heart, iron as my flesh

We Have A Problem
I POSTED A BLOG OF A MAN WHO IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER ON HERE. HIS TWO OTHER ACCOUNTS WERE DELETED BECAUSE HE IS ONE.. WELL HE IS NOW BACK ON HERE CAUSING PROBLEMS FOR A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE. SHE USED TO BE WITH HIM A YEAR AND HALF AGO. SHE DIDNT KNOW ABOUT HIS PAST.. WELL TALENTED TONGUE NOW HAS PICS OF HER AND HER FAMILY AND HER NOW DECEASED DAUGHTER.HE IS PUTTING THEM ON AS HIS PROFILE PIC..HE HAS NO RIGHT TO HAVE HER AND HER KIDS PICS ON THERE AS THEY ARE NOT HIS FAMILY. SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE TO TURN TO , TO GET HELP. AND SHE JUST RECENTLY LOST HER SON TO SUDICDE.AND SHE IS AFRAID HE IS GOING TO USE THOSE PICS TOO. SHE IS BESIDE HERSELF AND SCARED OF WHAT HE MIGHT DO TO HER ON HER HER NAME IS PRINCESS PUNKASS.AND HE IS TRYING TO HURT HER ANYWAY HE CAN. I KNOW ALOT OF U HAVE PICS OF UR KIDS ON HERE. AND HE IS A KNOWN CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER I DONT THINK U WANT HIM GOING INTO UR ALBUMS AND LOOKING AT UR KIDS..THINK ABOUT IT.. HE DOESNT NEED TO BE ON HERE T

Story Written For Me By Countrygentleman1961
The Teacher Is In (Straight) Maggie had always been on the shy side and not really the type to draw lots of attention from the guys in school. She was on the short side, only 5’ 2” and full figured, with thick hair just below her shoulders. She had dated a few guys over the years, but nothing bold or adventurous. So her knowledge of intimate activities was really limited. With the vast internet now at her finger tips, she sees all the variations and terminology. So many men coming at her from every direction with strange requests and questions. The whole idea has her overwhelmed. She was just in her mid twenties and now men of all ages, from all over the world, seemed interested in her. Then one day, she gets an email from a man about 15 years older than her, but he seems to have nothing but compliments. This is unlike the constant scary emails full of rude questions, she has come accustomed to. He even included a nice full body picture

Omfg
So last night, Dennis knew we were going to be all at the house doin our stuff last night right??? Well, the reason we were at "his house" was to avoid dragging the girls all over god's creation for me to watch them last night since he was going out, since it was his bday, and we had to be up at 5... (we being me and adam) I didn't wanna have to wake the girls up at early over at adam's.... sooo... we were at the apt watching them right? Well, teh mother fucker comes HOME... knowing we're there... so there i was, with my girls, my best friend, AND MY BOYFRIEND.... all in the same room with MY EX HUSBAND... i about croaked.... talk about freaking uncomfortable... I about died right there... and he was there for like half an hour.... it sucked... but Adam is quite mature and didn't say anything, although we ALL wanted to talk some shit... i was waiting for Chastine to po off about something... but we all kept our cool, and it was all good... (ooo how EBONIC of me.... lol) but everything

Dear Abbie
----- Dear Abbie My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and when I confront him, he denies everything. What's worse is that everyone knows that he cheats on me. It is so humiliating. Also, since he lost his job six years ago he hasn't even bothered to look for a new one. All he does all day is smoke cigars, and cruise around with his buddies while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our daughter went away to college he doesn't even pretend to like me and hints that I may be a lesbian. What should I do? Signed: Clueless Dear Clueless, Grow up and dump him. Good grief, woman, You don't need him anymore! You're a United States Senator from New York running for President of The United States. Act like one!

Chapter 3
THE HISTORY .3. Oh, my God! This house was built in the 1800’s and the people that lived here were rich. About a year later the guys’ wife becomes ill and dies. After the wife dies he becomes suicidal and hangs himself in his library. The house went up for sale of course and a couple bought this house. The wife complained about hearing noises in her room and the library. About a year and a half later the man and wife and their two kids were found murdered. They never found out who killed them but on the bedroom wall, written in blood, there was a message saying: This is our house! The house was empty for about two years and then a man bought it. He was an artist, who painted scenery pictures. It mentions he bought the house because it had beautiful scenery. It also mentions that he was trying to paint, when he left the dinning room for a few minutes. He came back and something was written in red paint, it said: This is our house, get out! You will not take our house f

Its Not Easy
Its not easy A struggle To understand the ways Of people new to your world Will always be an issue. A perception. When you are In direct contact with The harmony of mankind It is easy to perceive To be normal. Focus on the things You share in common In order to avoid problems. Be normal. Normal is the reality of 3.5 Billion perceptions In the world Each of which Is different. Human perception Is beautifully tuned To notice The differences Between things That which makes Life stand out If you are being disregarded By time as it passes; As rain falls on the window, Notice not the deluge But the beauty of a single droplet Assert your right To be different. Disregard harmony Embrace change, Creation, the Irrationality of love Each day a birthday Poet

Prophecy.
"My child, I am with you, even when you feel there is no one else to turn to, I am there. I will give you wisdom to know the truth. Look to me when the adversary comes against you. Thruogh the daily prayer you shell walk to the high places and look down at the valley. Wonderful are my ways betond your knowledge, saith the Lord, and great is my love." And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. Isaiah58:11.."God guides us through the inspiration of His word, the inner impression of His presence and through circumstances He has created or allowed."

The Winners Are!!!
The winners are as follows under each person in the auction.. You all have 1 week to pay up unless other wise agreed upon with your owners! Thank You to everyone who joined and for everyone that bidded.... Keep your eyes open for our nxt family auction coming in a cpl months... Tracy won Perky with a 30 day blast! ☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Pròùd BBW of Fubar!/Perky's Valentine!@ fubar Slave Princess won Mr. D with 2 1 month VIPs for you or whomever else you choose (or 2 1 week blasts) your choice... 1 ticker 4 tags for you 4 tags for your wife 3 water reflections for you/ 3 for your wife pimpout in my About Me for you and your wife for one month i flashing gif image of all the people in your family 1 of the same for your wife 1 barbecue at Caldwell Park with me and my son and you and your wife and kids whenever works for you guys (i'll bribe y'all with tri-tip) more to come later if Mic thinks she's gonna beat me :P Guess I should prolly throw in

True Love
Come to me in need Feel my soft touch this day Enter into my offered embrace Let your doubts flow away Feel the softness of my lips As yours in a caress they gently touch The warmth of our bodies united Feelings we have longed for so much A gentle nibble against your skin A shiver of excitement no flows A warmth kindles deep inside As longing passion swiftly grows Hands travel over your skin so soft Your naked beauty there to explore You close your eyes before me now Into your arousal world you slip for sure Your body aches to be taken To feel love’s meaning so true Your heart races now with excitement Wanting me to become one with you Soon our bodies together lay Rid of clothing we once wore Entering into the act of love making Releasing our passions and let them soar A rush of nectar now escapes us Mixing into one as we now lay Wrapped in the embrace of true love From this day on we will stay A gentle kiss once again you feel Your eyes close for the night

New Target
$1 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 15,000 Comments!!! (in 2 weeks) • $2 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 25,000 Comments!!! (in 4 weeks) • $3 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 35,000 Comments!!! (in 5 weeks) • $5 Million Fu-Bucks – ONLY 45,000 Comments!!! (in 6 weeks) RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and include in your message what amount of Fu-Bucks you want to go for AND a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on 2/18/08. - Every participant will have precisely their allotted time (no extensions) to complete their comments. The “clock” will start ticking on the day your pic is loaded in the give-away. - No NSFW pictures or comments. No drama from you or your bombers. - Although I don’t usually require it, for this special promotion I am going to ask that contestants and their bombers rate, fan and add me to gain access to this special give

This Time Its For Kayla
Spotlight Project Update: (Added by Kayla) My very sweet friend Mizz Shady saw that I was trying to work for fubucks and raise money so that I could bid on Spotlight, and she surprised me today with this bulletin....I've now added in all the people who had already donated before this bulletin went up. (I am still looking for projects that I can do to earn Fubucks as my time permits, so feel free to send me a message if you have a fubucks 4 rates or comments promotion going on.) This is a much nicer looking bulletin than I could ever make, so a big thanks to Mizz Shady for being kind enough to jump in and help me out with this. THIS IS KAYLA AND WE LOVE HER!!! TRUST ME WE DO... YOU HAVEN'T SEEN ALL HER PICS YET... OMFG (HAWT).... SO WHAT DO WE DO WHEN WE LOVE SOMEONE? WE HELP THEM... YES HERE I GO AGAIN.. SHE NEEDS FUBUCKS AND NEEDS FUBUCKS IN A BIG WAY.. SHES CLOSE TO THE LEVEL CUT OFF LINE OF BEING ABLE TO DO THE SPOTLIGHT.. SHES NEVER HAD THAT CHANCE TO DO

Beautiful Lil Girl
shes my beautiful lil girl a lil princess yet she has to see so much i dont want her to see when him and i fight she sees it all i wish she didnt wish he would just leave me alone shes so beautiful she should see all that she does its not fair to her such a beautiful lil girl

Understanding But Not Able To Change The Facts
OK WELL IVE BEEN CONSIDERING POSTING THIS FOR A WHILE NOW BUT UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES I THINK TODAY IS A GREAT DAY TO DO SO !!!!! IVE BEEN A PART OF THE CYBER WORLD NOW FOR ALMOST A YEAR FROM MYSPACE TO FUBAR AND MEGA DRAMA ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THE TOPIC OF MAANY CONVERSATIONS SOO IM GONNA ADDRESS MY FEELINGS AND MY OUTLOOK ON THE SITUATION IF PEOPLE CARE GREAT IF NOT SO BE IT IM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS YOU OR YOUR NEIGHBOR IM HERE FOR ME NOT ANY ONE ELSE THE WAY I SEE IT IS THIS IS MY PAGE AND MY LIFE ONLY 1 PERSON DO I HAVE TO FACE EACH MORNING AND IN 30 YEARS LOOK AT IN THE MIRROR AND THATS ME THE ROMPER ROOM CRAP IS FOR SCHOOL AND PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE A FREAKING LIFE GROW UP DOESNT MATTER WHO LIKES YOU AND WHO DONT LEARN TO LIKE YOURSELF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY GET A LIFE UR NOT MAKING URSELF LOOK BETTER BY JUDGING OTHERS THERE 1 JUDGE WE WILL ALL FACE AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO START FACING THEMSELVES UNTIL THEN KEEP UR PAGE TO U IF U HAVE TRUE AND I MEAN TRUE FRIENDS THEY WILL BE GREATFUL F

Love Is...
Two hearts intertwined... Different views... Different dreams... Different needs... Different wants... Bound by a fragile string called LOVE... Union as willed by GOD... A journey in life... May be pounded by the forces of nature... May be struck by the fiercest lightning... Yet two hearts bound by a delicate twine... STRONG enough... To stand the test of time.

Have You Ever
have you ever lived my life? spent one minute in my shoes? if you haven't then tell me why you judge me as you do? have you ever woken up in the morning wondering if this was last day on earth? have you ever left your house? unsure if you'd return? have you ever seen your friend get shot outside his favorite store? have you ever seen a friend die from drugs he never used beofore? have you ever sat beneath the stars hoping god will hear? have you ever seen your friend drive away after way too

Feeling Lonely...
Friday night and here I am feeling sad and lonely, another day is almost gone And I need something...I dont have that "something" in my life Yesterday it was Valentine's day But for me it was just another day anyways... I should be happy because I have my kids :) my 3 beautiful kids Do you care for me??? I need kisses I need hugs I need you in my life hurry up...don't waste your time because I am needing you.. in my life Ana

Passing The Time
Passing The Time The wind whispers in his ear as he sat neth the tree Alone and nowhere to go He just listens as the wind tells him lies His heart is alone His mind nowhere to go He just sits as the world glides by His mind is a blank His brain is a blur He sits as nothing happens yet the world flies by There is nothing he can say Nothing he can do He just sits and lets it go by His world has stopped His mind has paused as he just sits and stares No where to hide No where to run Just a place to sit and stare As he sits and waits for the end of day R. Alford Stewart 2/11/2000

Tell Me My Future Mrs. Tarot Card.
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

10 Things About Me?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i once sewed my fingers together on purpose 2.i used to shave my head...again on purpose 3.i adore 'ugly' men 4.i have a weakness for doing what i am told i shouldnt do 5.i have a little statue that says hope.... 6.i am dyslexic 7.i tattoo 8.with #6 and #7 i have tattooed backwards..oopps! 9.my favorite song ever is 'faith, hope , and charity' by ian stuart 10.i like to be underestimated i have tagged jodeye, valkria, deaddoll09, master hardcore,devilman

Texas Vs. California
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU and GOD BLESS TEXAS!!! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snow days off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and hig

Little Firefighter
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of Terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of dermination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride

Bag Of Crap
THE HOLY CRAP COMMANDMENTS v2.0: I. Thou shalt expect nothing beyond one bag of some kind and your chosen quantity of crappy items (which should be THREE). II. Thou shalt not whine and complain when some people’s crap turns out to be nicer than yours. III. Thou shalt take a moment to consider whether you might be better off just not buying this crap. IV. Thou shalt not order just one crap and blame it on anything but your own inattention. V. To paraphrase Stephen Stills, shalt thou not get the crap you want, want the crap you get. • The crap will be shipped via SmartPost, the crappiest shipping method available to us.

Getting Closer!!!
Thanks to everyone for the help today...won't be on much the next two days. I'll be out of town attending a funeral. Cousin's husband had a 7-8 year fight with cancer..he truly is in a better place. Thanks to all for the help!!!

Tag!you`re It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.the few friends and family i have we`re real close. 2.i love to fish 3. i Do collect comics 4.i love muscle cars 5.i love a good truck 6.I ENJOY SMOKING A GOOD JOINT 7.I enjoy good food 8.i love my COORS beer 9.my daughter is awesome 10.i Have an old soul FRIENDS I TAG U: JENNY REDMISSLE LILY BLONDE MOFIA WIZARD~REAL LIFE FIANCE OF MISSSBUTTERFLY~FUBAR HUBBY'

Niu 2.14.08...i Will Never Forget.
hey guys! i just need to vent...kinda. i just want you to know that if i'm not "myself" lately, it's because it's really hard to do so... you know about the NIU shooting? i have a decent amount of friends that go there...and a few were in that class. i heard from all but one, and when my cell phone rang with her number, it was actually not her. my friend, Ryanne Mace, was shot and killed. SUCH a beautiful, awesome, wholesome girl! whenever one of her friends got into a relationship, she'd tell us, "saying you love someone isn't enough; it's how you treat them that shows your true feelings." i know i'm being mushy and it seems like i'm pouring my heart out... maybe i am. i'm sad/mad/angry/pissed/confused/moody/relieved, but mostly broken and numb. *cherish the simple things in life. *don't let a computer run your life. *tell your loved ones that you do love them. *hug a perfect stranger. *avoid being materialistic. *hold the door for the person walking beh

Friends
Since You're My Friend. 1. when you are sad - i will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry idiot who made you that way. 2. when you are blue - i will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. when you smile - i know you got laid. 4. when you are worried - i will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be. 5. when your confused - i will use little words. 6. when your sick - stay the hell away from me till your better. 7. when you fall - i will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 8. this is my oath . . . i pledge it to the end. "why?" you may ask? cause your my friend!

Confusion
i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.

Friends
i have met some amazing people on this site. i have become frineds with alot of people from all over. there are a few (they know who they are) that are very special. i will always be there for them no matter what. i am always true to my friends i hold dear and i will never leave them when they need me. and i know they will be there when i need them. i am a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, and a cheerfull coment to make you smile, and a friend when you just need a friend. i am never far away and im always going to be there when you need me.

Things
Maybe Im just in the minority here but why is it that the coolest, hottest and most everything person lives like 7 plus hours away from you on here. Its very frustrating, I dont like it. Plus considering this person has "private" pics on another dudes page currently, that is a bit disturbing I guess... I guess this will have to be one of those cases where you have to suffer from a distance because you know that things will never materialize no matter how much you want them to, they usually 99% of the time dont....... Its very heartbreaking indeed!!! I reall y hate myself for living so far away quite honestly!!

Support
i have sevral frineds in the military right now and sevral friends who have served in the military. i personally couldnt serve do to personal reasons. but i send all my support out to the troops who have served, are serving and will serve. these men and women are brave people who never get the true respect the deserve. i remember back on that horrible day of 9-11 how the world stopped. but for those brave men and women there lives where about to change. they stepped up to that front line and put there live in harms way so we could sleep at night. i knew a soldier the went over and came home to recover from injuries only complaining that he wanted to back over there for his fellow soldiers for they needed him as he needed them to be a united force agianst all evil that may come are way. so for there lives i could only get the biggest true AMERICAN FLAG that i could find. it is from Valley Forge, PA and made of cotton spannning 7 feet and reaching over 4 feet tall. it apears in m

Screenshots For Happy Hours And Blasts Blah Blah
i have a collection of screenshots for blasts,happy hours,tickers and people scrolling across the top of screen. i havn't been able to post any for a while because i didn't have the room due to limitations of my photo gallery size. sherrylicious was kind enough to give me a vip. not sure why,but she did and i appreciate it. i'm taking advantage of it and uploading these while i have a chance. you're more than welcome to rip them and is reason i put them up. i don't expect people to rate them and such,but if you rip any please comment and rate even if it's just a smiley face :D look through them because you might find one of your friends in there. if you see any full screen shots or scrolling ones there might be someone you know as well in there even though it might be labeled for someone else. i know some people don't care about these,but i know some do so here they are. i had more,but got lost in a hard drive failure,but will add them if i can recover any. i will periodically add more

Unanswered Questions
UNANSWERED QUESTIONS 1. Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Spell Evian backwards: NAIVE 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? (My sentiments exactly) 3. If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? 4. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. 5. If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? 6. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? 7. If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? 8. Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin

Dark Angel Will Return In August
FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU TO ALL MY PEEPS WHO KEEP WRITTING TO ME ASKING ME TO COME BACK SOON, LOVE YOU ALL!!! DARK ANGEL WILL BE BACK IN ACTION AUGUST, FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WANT TO MAKE CHALLENGES AND THEN TRY TO BACK OUT OF THEM I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU FIRST.... FOR A CERTAIN WANNA BE WRESTLER YOU BETTER WATCH WHAT YOU DO BECAUSE YOU ARE MY TARGET...... YOU THOUGHT I WAS BAD BEFORE WELL WAIT UNTIL YOU MET ME IN THE RING....... YOU WILL SEE HOW I GOT MY NAME REAL FAST....

Male Friends
Is it so bad to have a best friend who also happens to be male? I met my best friend when we were both3 years old. We have been inseparable since. Most ppl don't understand the relationship that we have. It goes wayyyyyyyyy beyond comprehension. It has never been and never will be physical or romantic. But he and I are always being accused of sleepig together, and lying about it. We have gone through this all through school. Everyone just assumes the worst. I love him very much, but he is more like a brother to me than anything else. He is my friend in the truest sense of the word. I just wish that others understood that.

Update On The Farm
Good morning! 2/16/2008 09:30am I know, it looked like I fell from the globe. It’s been busy here – and then some. When we arrived, naturally we had boxes up the waazoo, and although that has slowed down, we still have some yet to do, once I get a place prepared. The first thing I needed to do was to rebuild the down stairs bathroom – all the way to the ground – literally. We were able to keep the tub, one cabinet, the commode and the counter top ( A really nice one!) but everything else floor, walls, ceiling, fixtures – had to go. The gutter over the thing had not been cleaned in ages, a leak had developed, and everything rotted right out. It’s spiffy now though! The house is nearly finished – the heat has all been installed upstairs, and after trying several things in that massive old fire place, we have settled on a very old very WONDERFUL looking gas stove. The chimney needs lining before it can be used as a fireplace again, and since it h

Q & A
Q: WHAT ARE THE SMALL BUMPS AROUND A WOMAN'S NIPPLES FOR ? A: It's Braille for "suck here." Q: WHAT IS AN AUSTRALIAN KISS ? A: It's the same as a French kiss, but "down under" Q: WHAT DO YOU DO WITH 365 USED CONDOMS? A: Melt them down, make a tire, and call it a 'goodyear'. Q: WHY WERE HURRICANES NORMALLY NAMED AFTER WOMEN ? A: Because when they come, they're wild and wet. But when they go, they take your house and car with them. Q: WHY DO GIRLS RUB THEIR EYES WHEN THEY GET UP IN THE MORNING? A: Because they don't have any balls to scratch... AND: Q: WHAT IS A MAN'S ULTIMATE EMBARRASSMENT? A: Running into a wall with an erection and breaking his nose.

Warrior
WARRIOR~by me Sometimes there is nothing more that I can do But to sit and wait to be with you Being with you is like no other You are you and are like no other My Protector, My shield, My Gardian, My Angel I'm protected,safe and very much watched over The love that is shared is sacred at most That love full of beauty and joy Makes the face at times become moist Tears of peace, love and joy Precious forever and in all time will stand Much firmer than living by my own hand Jennifer G. Copyright Pending

Tagged Again!
Got tagged by Graficz Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hate doing chores 2. I am obsessed with raccoons 3. I've played hockey with scary women 4. I am overly sarcastic 5. I bite my nails sometimes 6. I have lots of skeletons in my closet 7. My favorite colors are dusty rose and turquoise 8. I like chicks with huge boobs 9. I overanalize things 10. When I was 13, I had alcohol poisoning and don't drink ever since My tagging vitims are : Lost in America, HeartStopper, mannem, GutterSlut

At Last!!!
Anybody that knows me on here knows that I got burned real bad by David (~BLAST~) last year. I met him on here and believed all the stuff that he told me. I moved him down here to South Carolina to be with me. It turns out that about the only thing he was honest about was the basics about himself....height, eye color...you get the idea. It took 3 months of being used by him (me supporting him while he did NOTHING) before I finally reached my limit and told him to get the hell out of my house. Now I am a girl who had alot to offer someone. I am willing to give you my last dollar if you need it. I have a big heart that has plenty of love to give. I could have given up after David but thank God I didn't. I met someone else on here and was willing to take the chance that he was what he said he was. Along comes Rodney. He came down from Michigan on the bus trip from hell and finally made it here in time to spend Valentines Day with me. He is everything he said he was online and mor

Sexiest Kiss Contest Please Rate And Comment For Me
HEY GUYS IAM IN THE SEXIEST KISS CONTEST PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT ALL U WANT FOR ME PLEASE HELP ME WIN A HAPPY HOUR WOOT WOOT !!! I WILL DEDICATE IT TO ALL OF U .. ILL EVEN THROW IN A VIDEO SALUTE KISS TO U ALL IF I WIN ,,.. CLICK ON THIS PIC AND COMMENT FOR ME DONT FORGET TO RATE WONT HURT YA TO THROW A FEW IN KISSES U SUGAR~N~SPICE

Trip To London
I am going to London on Wednesday for three nights. Going to have a short break in the capital and take in some culture with the family. Traveling down by train and will arrive around 10PM. On Thursday we will be visiting the O2 Dome to see the 'King Tut and the Golden Age of the Pharaohs' exhibition. On Friday we will be visiting the British Museum to see the 'China's Terracotta Army' exhibition. We are also hoping to take a trip on the London Eye as we have not done this before, should be fun! We will be traveling back on Saturday and probably arrive home by late Afternoon. Been looking forward to this and hopefully will have a great time!

Vegas Or Bust
Hello Everyone, Well it took me 5 days, but I finally made it to Vegas. I had some car trouble along the way, but got lucky and it didn't hold me up to much. I got to see a lot of this beautiful country and it was amazing. I'm a east coast boy and I can't get over the absence of trees. It blows my mind. The desert scenery is awesome and everyone should see it if they get a chance. My new roommates seem cool. They all come from the east too. It's amazing that the Great Basin Institute was able to get 4 people to come this far for a job. I think the job pool base for wildlife biologists must be pretty slim in this part of the country. Anyways I haven't been on the strip yet. i think I will try to do that today. Hope everyone is doing well. ttys Brent

Motherless Child
A MOTHERLESS CHILD... I WROTE THIS FOR MY MOTHER RHODA MAY GRUDINSKY BORN 9/29/1919 PAST 12/26/1988 WHAT IS A MOTHERLESS CHILD? WELL A MOTHERLESS CHILD IS ONE WHO STANDS ALONE. THEY LOOK THRU A PANE GLASS WINDOW. THINKING OF WHAT THEY SO MUCH LONG FOR. ONE WHO GAVE THEM UNCONDICTIONAL LOVE. THE ONE WHO HEALED THEM WHEN THEY WERE SICK. THE ONE WHO KISSED THEIR HURTS AWAY. AND THE ONE WHO SAID I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU, FOREVER. NOW I STAND ALONE LOOKING THUR THIS GLASS AT THE ONES THAT STILL HAVE WHAT I SO LOSS MANY YEARS AGO. A MOTHER. BUT WHOS? MY MOTHER, MY MOM. I LOOK IN A MIRROR AND WHO DO I SEE? BUT A FAINT FACE OF WHAT SHE LOOKED LIKE YEARS AGO. THE FACE IS THE SAME BUT IN MANY WAYS DIFFERENT. I LOOK AT MY SELF AS HER, BUT A YOUNGER HER. ONE WHO IS NOW A MOTHER AND A FRIEND AND WIFE. I TOOK HER SPOT WITHOUT EVEN BEING ASKED TO DO SO. IT WAS GIVEN TO ME WITHOUT ME EVEN SAYING YES. NOW IM A MOTHER TO SOMEONE WHO NEEDS ME. THE ONE I

Will You Remember Me?
WILL YOU REMEMBER ME? WRITTEN BY CHARMED FEBURARY 16,2008 LYING HERE IN MY BED THE LIGHTS ARE OFF AND I STARE AND THEN CLOSE MY EYES. IM THINKING OF WHAT WILL THEY REMEMBER OF ME WHEN I DIE. I KNOW THAT I WILL SAY MY GOOD BYES TO THOSE I LOVE. BUT DID I TOUCH THERE HEARTS IN A WAY THAT WHEN IM MENTIONED THEY WILL REMEMBER ME IN A LOVING WAY, OR WILL THEY JUS SAY OH WELL SHES GONE? WILL MY LIFE JUS BE YESTERDAYS NEWS? OR WILL IT STAND OUT LIKE A HOLIDAY? I DONT REALLY KNOW. I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TOUCHED HEARTS IN MY LIFE. BUT WILL I EVER KNOW? I THINK NOT CUZ EVERYONE DONT SHOW THEIR FELLINGS. THEY BELIEVE THAT IT IS A DOWN FALL TO LIFE. HOWEVER, FOR ME ITS THE MUST IMPORTANT THING FOR ME TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM, AND WHAT THEY MEAN TO ME. SO WHEN ITS MY TIME, WILL U REMEMBER ME? AT MY GRAVE WHERE I WILL LAY TO REST, WILL U PUT FLOWERS ON ME, OR WILL IT JUS BE BARE? I KNOW THAT WHEN I DIE, I WILL WAIT FOR YOU

Well, Look Out Brittany...here I Am~
yep, I am bald. Not totally bald. Jeff used the #3 shear so I still have some.....very little though. When I feel a little better about being bald, I MAY post a pic...may~! So far with this treatment I am ok. Just a little nauseated but nothing major. I am hurting some from the growth factor shot for the bone marrow. Remember it makes more white blood cells grow quicker. I am going to take it easy today. Jeff leaves early in the morning for Vegas and will be home early Wednesday morning. Luckily my daughter is out of school on Monday so we can just lay around MORE. And we'll see how I am on Tuesday to if she will go to school on Tuesday. It is supposed to be pretty outside today so the kids will be going outside later. I may sit on the porch and watch them ride around the yard on their scooters and 4 wheeler. Depends on how cold I am.....right now I am freezing again. I hope you all have a great weeekend and thanks for the many thought and prayers~! ~~smooches~~

Peotry
Separation I woke up this morning To find an empty bed You chose not to come home You found another place to lay your head I vowed to love you In sickness and in health for better or worse and for that promise I now live in hell You love another More than you could ever love me Now we live a lie Pretending that we're happy My soul now suffers From a choice made is haste Any memory of love is gone as hate takes its place You call me from work To say your sorry And some how I don't believe you, when you say you love me. Then you say good bye. You hang up the phone, smug in your deception Little do you know I will be gone by the time you get home. This was written 2-7-96

More Peotry ...
this is the last poem I ever wrote, lol... I walked with the lightning Fell with the rain ran from the joy stayed for the pain watched the storm come ran into its heart Prayed it wouldn't end that the clouds would never part. I took comfort in the shadows That the clouds threw over me, I hid in the darkness within me. I prayed it would be easier To wake up the next day I'd smile and pretend I could hold the storm inside me at bay. Thunder roars inside my head My heart pounds with the fear I wallowed in the knowledge That another storm would soon be here The winds pick up again The air chills so cold And once again the weather, chooses to match my soul. ...In it, I relax. I'll take comfort in this storm It fixates me so easily again, its turbulence holds true, its fury true to form. Even on a sunny day, I watch the clouds insanely. Only because I know, soon it will be raining. this was written 2-27-96

John Hopkins Cancer Update
1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime 3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors. 5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system. 6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cells and also destroys rapidly-growing healthy cells in

Pool
It was about 1 in the morning. I was making my rounds to the clubs a little late tonight. I was not in the mood to be out but I had to check on every one. When I walked into the the last club, there you were! Bent over the pool table getting ready to take your shot. Mmmmm, you looked so good bent over the table like that. I immediatly thought of you naked with me behind you slowly entering you. I felt my hard on start and needed to look away. But I knew I had to have you, tonight. My manager came right over to say hi, back to business.... A few of the employees came over to me as well as some customers. You took notice of how every one was making their way over to me. I was watching you out of the corner of my eye, I think you noticed that as well. Like a good owner, I walked over to your group and introduced my self to everyone there. When I got to you I made sure to keep eye contact and when our hands met I felt myself getting hard again. I got the waitress to get a

Me And Myself
Me and Myself I'm all alone in my room Just me & myself - me & my gorgious body And my fucked up brain... We're thinking about all the precious moments we've had together Thinking about the places we've been, the people we've met The lovers that wandered in & out of our lives... The ones we used and abused and then dumped, cos they don't understand us the way we do No one can rip us apart... . Let's face it girl, we don't need nobody else We can do it all by ourselves We're 2 in 1 in flesh & in blood We share everything - everything we've got We'll stay together - forever, forever & ever & ever!! I know what you feel - I know what you like, I know what to do to drive you wild. The more you want the more you get, we're the same - we like it wet ! ! Oh yeah - oh ! ! ! We're all alone in the room Just me & myself - me & my hungry body And my lusty brain We're thinking about what we wanna do together And before you know it we're doing stuff

I Am A Bad American, Are You?
THIS IS PROBABLY THE BEST BULLETIN I HAVE EVER POSTED. I AM VERY PROUD OF IT! FOR ANYONE WHO WANTS TO BLOG IT, STASH IT, POST IT, OR USE IT IN YOUR OWN BULLETIN OR PROFILE, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO DO SO WITH MY BLESSING. ABBY I am an American I Am the Liberal-Progressives Worst Nightmare. I am an American. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some Liberal governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I kn

10 Things I Learned In Law School...
Things I learned before going into law school 1) You can go to law school after high school 2) All about the essay 3) You can get in without taking the LSAT 4) Most of your time will be reading 5) Most of your time will be reciting 6) It pays to have a brief template 7) It pays to have a tape recorder 8) More girls then boys in law school 9) More boys practicing law then girls. 10) Remember its all about paper work Now what did I really learn 1) I learned that Tort is not a dish 2) Sue, is not a girls name... 3) Brief is not a bag 4) Assault... its not something you dab on your steak 5) Intent... its not going inside a tent 6) defame is not the actual name of the musical Fame 7) Baby Bar ---- not a candy bar 7) Baby Bar --- not where minors go to for drinks 8) Pass the Bar.... does not mean alcohol level 9) Precedence does not refer to Mr. Lincoln. 10) when you graduate, expect to defer student loan.

Need A Lover
dear friends here i am writting a famouus malayalam poem. this is one of the most popular poem in kerala. in this poem the auther telling his feeling of love and he says about his lover and her attitude of his love . it was a realistic one so we can feel how he loved that girl . may be nobody give this much of love to their valentine. we can at the end of this poem he gave wedding wishes for his valentine .so he gave the name of this poem as "fall winter" FALL WINTER ninakkayi sakhi ekunnu njani vishadha chinthathan mankudeeram sneham thulumpichirikkum nin mizhi conil innumen rupamundo piriyuvananengil enthinu namme vazhitharayil kandumutty ennile snehavum ekantha chinthathan thoovalum kozhinjuvenno? ennu neyen manamam sarasil cheru thirayayi punarjanikkum annu njana ninavam pulariyil sneha maralamayittu ninnarukiletham enkilum thozhy ninnormayil njanilla enkilum sakhi ninakkayi en hrudhaya noopura dhwani chilam

I Won The Auction!
ĞŔaƒíCzĞŔL ~ Co-Founder of I.C.H.S. ~ Fu-Owned By Rippedflesh@ fubar She will be getting the following: (5) 1 Day Fubar Blasts (1) 3 Days Fubar Blast (2) 7 Days Fubar Blasts (4) 1 Month, VIPs given out monthly

The Men So Far....
I am hosting my first ever auction!!! I have had so much fun in my auctions that I thought I'd see what it's like to host one! I am going to host a males only auction this time & next time it will be women only but for now I need all the men who are interested in being auctioned off to send me a private message with what you are offering and a link to your photo! I am doing this for fun so there is no entry fee! I will of course be posting bulletins for everyone but please promote it for yourself as well! GET THE WORD OUT!!! I will notify you when the auction starts! I am hoping to start the 19th and run for 1 week ending on the 26th. Here are a few ideas of what you can offer if you're stuck: Owned by ____ in name for ___time Add to top friends for ___time Add to family for ___time Pimp out in blog/bulletin/mumm Link for your profile on my page for ___time Rate all photos 10/11 during Happy Hour Rate all stash thumbs up during Happy Hour Profile comments Pimp your frien

What Do You Think?
This is an email I recieved... It is extremely surprising that the Arab financed TV in Dubai wouldallow this to air. Be sure and watch this, it is so powerful, it won't be on the airlong.--- She is one impressive woman. Here is a powerful and amazing statement on Al Jereeza television.The woman is Wafa Sultan, an Arab-American psychologist from Los Angeles. I would suggest watching it ASAP because I don't know how long thelink will be active.This film clip should be shown around the world repeatedly! SEE VIDEO< http://switch3.castup.net/cunet/gm.asp?ai=214&ar=1050wmv&ak=nul These are not my words, but they are good. I'm surprised their isn't a price on here head... This is a transcript from her interview... Arab-American Psychologist Wafa Sultan Al-Jazeera TV (Qatar) February 21, 2006 Wafa: The clash we are witnessing around the world is not a clash of religions, or a clash of civilizations, it is a clash between two opposites, between two eras, it is a

Tired
Have you ever wanted to sleep forever? That's how I feel and I don't know what to do about it. I'm so tired of so much. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of being hurt. I'm tired of feeling that I'm the only one that cares what happens. I'm tired of not being first. I'm tired of being angry all the time. I'm tired of being sad all the time. I'm tired of being ignored. I'm just tired of this. As I sit here looking at the screen, trying to put my thoughts into words, I realize something. I can't. There are no words to describe exactly how I feel. My heart feels nothing. My mind can't think. My soul feels gone. I'm not even sure I'm breathing sometimes. I hate this feeling. I've tried so many times to make it go away but it just comes back with a vengence everytime. This is a broken clock that I can't fix and one that I feel you want to just toss in the garbage. So what now? Give up? Keep trying? Somebody tell me what to do b/c I have no fucking clue. How can walking away be the easiest an

Oh Love
I want you Yet I hate you There seems to be No in between. I want to welcome you With open Arms Yet keep you from my Dreams. I ache inside to feel you near But to let you in is what I fear. If I succumb will you bring despair But still somehow I can't help but to care.

Depression
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and pours her heart out to a man that doesn't really care, He never hears a word she says he looks right through her as if she’s not really there. She is running out of friends to confide in and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she slits her wrists and slowly fades away.

Cherokee
The blood that courses through my veins Runs true to the Cherokee. I am the blood of my people. I am Cherokee. The trail that my forefathers walked, Saturated in their tears, The trail has become my trial I listen with their ears. I heard the wailing of the Cherokee Proud of the salty tears, I cry the tears of the Cherokee Even after all these years. I walk the trail that they cried, I hear their voices frail, I bear the blood of the Cherokee. Damn this worthless trail. 'Trail Of Tears' of the Cherokee, Long remembered in shame. I cry out for the Cherokee. I wear the Cherokee name. Hear me loud and hear me clear, No head hung in sorrow... For I am the proud Cherokee Waiting for tomorrow. I will regain what my forefathers lost. I will stand and show my pride. And all the spirits of the lost Cherokee Will be standing at my side. I am the proud Cherokee. You'd do well to remember my name. In the name of all Cherokee My rights I do reclai

Dear Abby!
Dear Abby: My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and, when I confront him, he denies everything. What's worse, everyone knows that he cheats on me. It is so humiliating. Also, since he lost his job six years ago, he hasn't even looked for a new one. All he does all day is smoke cigars, cruise around with his buddies while I have to work to pay the bills. He does not even pretend to like me. What should I do? Signed: Clueless Dear Clueless: Grow up and dump him. Good grief, woman. You don't need him anymore! You're a United States Senator from New York running for President of the United States. Act like one.

Devil
Far in the distance This is the view from the other side How did I let this pass me by? Took me for granted Planted thorns in this garden of mine What are the chances? My hope has died Please have mercy You've unnerved me I don't deserve this pain So don't break my heart, I ain't never done nothing to deserve this I'm torn apart You've had your fun, do you suppose I earned it? Do you not see how I'm begging on my knees? Don't speak, don't breathe, You bring out the devil in me Thinking it over Those were days dark as ebony nights The end of October seemed like a lifetime I had a suspicion But didn't want to believe you a liar You had a mission to prove me right You took my trust Ground it to dust Found out I knew better And I don't wanna feel the pain And I don't want another day Shackled to your ball and chain You're entirely to blame And I'm so tired of explaining The sensation of no Novocain I don't have a prayer if There is

Aaahhhhhh The Cruise..........
Howdy ya'll! Just wanted to let ya'll know I made it back safe. The cruise was awesome...other than the fact that I damaged my camera kinda sorta. All the pics I took on the first 3 days were somehow deleted. My memory card screwed up....with my help and all of those pics were lost. Pissy situation because those were the best ones. LOL Maybe it's best they were deleted. LOL Anyway, I'm working on getting the pics I do still have uploaded. I missed most of ya, especially you, Mr. Robbie! I may post more later about my trip and I may not. Depends on my mood. To those who emailed me about Papa, he came home on Tuesday, and had to be readmitted on Wednesday. However, when I was able to call back this afternoon, they said he has been released again. I will be going to visit with him tomorrow so I will know more then. Hope you all are doing well. Hugs, Mary

Never Again!
Okay I\'m only gonna say this once. I\'m a thrifty kind of person when it comes to buying clothes and shoes. Discount, Sales, Clearance, K-mart, Walmart and any other Marts out there. And if you live in the right place there is a wonderful concept called Consignment shoppes. These shops are where people bring in their unwanted shoes, clothes and other apparels to resell at much cheaper prices and possible get a small portion of money for anyone who buys it. Brilliant Idea huh?! Most times yes. But I have learned through painful experience do NOT , I repeat NOT, buy shoes from these places. Think about it these people gave their shoes away for a reason! First and foremost because they are so damn uncomfortable after wearing them for any amount of time. Which brings me to another point, why as women do we do that to ourselves? We wear a great looking pair of shoes because they look good yet we have 3 inch blisters on our heals eventually walking in a sesspool of water and blood. *sighs*

Best Bod Contest
I AM HOLDING MY FIRST CONTEST. ALL WELCOME TO ENTER. CONTEST WILL BE STARTING FEBRUARY 23, 2007 AT MIDNIGHT (EST). THE CONTEST WILL RUN FOR 2 WEEKS AND END ON MARCH 8, 2008 AT MIDNIGHT (EST). THE THEME OF THE CONTEST IS BEST BOD. IF YOU THINK YOU GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO TAKE THE HONOR, GIVE IT A SHOT. IT IS FREE TO ENTER AND THE TOP GIRL AND TOP GUY AT THE END WILL RECIEVE 50,000 FU-BUCKS. PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WITH A LINK TO THE PICTURE YOU WANT ENTERED INTO THE CONTEST AND BE SURE IT IS A PIC THAT I CAN RIP TO THE FOLDER FOR THE CONTEST. I AM NOT GOING TO DEAL WITH DRAMA SO IF YOU ARE ONE PRONE TO START IT, GO ELSEWHERE. IF THERE IS ANY DRAMA THE PERSON OR PERSONS INVOLVED, WHETHER IT BE CONTESTANTS OR THE PEOPLE HELPING OUT, CONTESTANTS WILL BE REMOVED AND BLOCKED AND OTHERS WILL BE BLOCKED. CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO GO TO MY PROFILE AND ENTER. HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE. MotoXgurl*69~~"Disciple of Envy of the Se7en Sins"@ fubar

Ex-boyfriends
Just a ?, cuz mainly im bored out of my mind. But y do ex boyfriends still wanna control u when they dont have nothing to do with u? I had a good good friend lookin for me and he called my ex and asked 4 my number and he wouldnt let him have my number...and when i comfronted my ex about it..he said he didnt want me talkin to him ever again...that just pisses me off how they seem to not give crap bout us after we r over an when another guy wants to talk...its like thats the worst thing in the world and they say no us cant talk or see him at all....now i can understand this if we was still going out...but we aint....i just dont understand...mayb some 1 on here can help me figure this out.

My Reality
Until August of last year if you would've asked me I would've told you that people who meet on the internet and end up starting a relationship are all crazy. Then on August third I found a picture of this beautiful girl sitting on some rocks in front of a waterfall. I left her an ordinary comment about loving the sound of flowing water (not expecting any kind of response) and the next thing i knew we were talking for about ten or twelve hours a day! well the more we talked the more we began to realize how much alike we are. After about a month we decided to take the next step and meet in person. so here I was flying across the country to meet someone i had never been able to look in the eye. I dare say I've never been so nervous in my life, about half way there I started thinking I must be crazy, what was I doing! I can't begin to explain the feeling I had when that plane landed in Utah. But as soon as I crested that escalator and saw her standing there I was a little more at ease, and

Dont Judge Me
Don't you look at me so smug And say I'm going bad. Who are you to judge me And the life that I live? I know that I'm not perfect And that I don't claim to be. So before you point your fingers, Be sure your hands are clean. Judge not Before you judge yourself. Judge not If you're not ready for judgement. The road of life is rocking And you may stumble too. So while you talk about me, someone else is judging you. Judge not Before you judge yourself. Judge not If you're not ready for judgement. Woah oh oh! The road of life is rocky And you may stumble too. So while you talk about me Someone else is judging you.

Bleeding Love By Leona Lewis
Bleeding Love (U.S. version)By Leona LewisPowerlinetours.com Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I s

Computer Hell And Non-game Playing
The Green Machine is not operational at the moment, but when it is, I have to live with the fact that IDE1 is retarded and must slave the DVDROM/burner to the HD on IDE2...and FORGET Raid...for now...;) In short, it's an autistic 12-year-old. If you don't know what my "Green Machine" is, it's basically a homemade Alienware box that needs much attention currently. I've had to sacrifice my 64-bit dual core Athlon to the 62-inch monitor in the living room, (for a while), and have NOW had to sacrifice it for purposes of playing WOW. (The more people around me that are happy and content, the better, and there most definitely is a "pecking order"...;)

Phishing Iq Test
SonicWALL Phishing IQ Test (Formerly the MailFrontier Phishing IQ Test) I think everyone should take this test.. It's only 10 questions long and its very imformitive. Just click the link below.. http://www.sonicwall.com/phishing/index.html

Night Out
well... it's one of this times where you need to be supportive the boyfriend (24 years old) of my cousin (36 years old) kick/left/cut her on friday evening after more than 6 months of relation, and yesterday she said me if i would go out with her and another friend of her she was kinda sad, i could sense it i know it wasn't a long relation, but anyways, the excuse he gave was "that he doesn't like her anymore", when there was no fight, no problems, just one day he comes and says that under my own experience, i tend to think he found other younger girl and he just gave up with her for the age difference and the teenager kids she has, but could it be true or false? it's difficult to find an answer, mostly when you see there was no problems inside the relation but well i hope she recovers from this soon, i'm sure she will find someone that really worth it, more than this "arschloch" it got me too surprised, after all the plans she told me they had... who knows... any

Totally Sucks
Last night my boyfriend and I went out to dinner. We haven't been out in a while cuz of our work schedules so it was nice to get out. We had a $100 gift certificate for what I was told was a nice restaurant so we took the oppotunity to go. This is supposed to be one of the top restaurants to go to... I was very disappointed first of all with the service. We didn't go out until about 9pm but when we got there we were told there were no tables, even though I saw several empty ones. It took about 15 minutes before anyone even came up to us to ask if we even wanted a table! The place wasn't even busy!! Next we were told to go sit in the lounge area, that the food there was the same and we could sit right away. We went over there and it took about 10 minutes for someone to come and ask us if we wanted a drink. My boyfriend ordered a beer and I asked for a Pina Coloda. Safe enough order considering it was a bar type setting. I was told they didn't have them so to be safer (there was no

Angery White Men
Aspen Times Weekly: There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that will decide the election: the Angry White Man. The Angry White Man comes from all economic backgrounds, from dirt-poor to filthy rich. He represents all geographic areas in America, from urban sophisticate to rural redneck, deep South to mountain West, left Coast to Eastern Seaboard. His common t

Ok Ripp Off
Earn 14,000 fuBucks for every friend that joins. (Tell me how!) from: fubar shop date: 2008-02-17 07:04:10 subject: New friend points!! read receipt: No replied: No block user Congratulations! Since pullupyourboots logged into fubar today, you've just been awarded 1,000 points. You will receive this bonus for every new day your friend is active on fubar for as many as 5 days of activity. When your friend gets their first salute photo approved, you will receive 8,000 more points! Now we know the catch

Naked Male Html From Other Guys?
OK guys check it out. Putting a half naked buff dude on a girl's page will not make her panties magically disappear for you. Now if you are gay, I am obviously not talking to you. Now if you are a straight guy, why in the fuck are you putting half naked men on people's pages? You might want to double check your sexual preference there, tiger! In a nutshell, half naked men HTML on a girl's page will not make her want you. If you are interested, quit commenting on her T&A and compliment her eyes or just strike up a normal conversation. STOP PUTTING UP NAKED DUDES ON HERE...IT DOES NOT WORK!

Love I S Enough
Love Is Enough Love is enough: though the World be a-waning, And the woods have no voice but the voice of complaining, Though the sky be too dark for dim eyes to discover The gold-cups and daisies fair blooming thereunder, Though the hills be held shadows, and the sea a dark wonder, And this day draw a veil over all deeds pass'd over, Yet their hands shall not tremble, their feet shall not falter; The void shall not weary, the fear shall not alter These lips and these eyes of the loved and the lover.

Why?
I think I've about had it with men, been hurt, played and lead on way too many times in the past 4 or so yrs that I've been single. I don't and never will understand why they ( the one's that I HAVE run in to or been involved with ) can't just be honest and upfront from the beginning, that's all I've ever asked by any body ..... I give them plenty of chances to just be honest yet, they won't. Why?? I've been hurt by the one's in the past but this last one hurt me even more than those did, why?... Cause I truly thought that he would never lie to me or lead me on or play with my heart or mind like he did. I left for a few days to make sure that my head n heart were in the right spot just to come back to find out that he's started gettin close to somebody else and that he lead me on. Now he's with that other woman and I'm saying good bye to him forever , I won't ever talk to him again, which is for the best, for me! And now I find myself in a situation of having no tr

Been Kept Busy
Lately I have found myself being kept busy by my grand-daughter. Last night ric and I both received invites from her to join bebo. I haven't joined but have checked out the site today. It's not somewhere my ten year old grandchild needs to be. I talked to her mom, my daughter, today about it. It seems when the babysitter is there my grandchildren do quite a few things they aren't supposed to. The babysitter knows that when their mom isn't there the kids aren't supposed to be on the computer but lets them anyway. Time for a new babysitter! But it was daycare, not the babysitter, that helped my grand-daughter set up internet accounts. So lately I find myself spending my online time checking around for my grandchildren. I know my daughter is going to handle the matter in more ways than one. she may even be shutting down her computer completely. I have my three year old still at home with me. And even though several years will pass before he's ready to surf the net I have already installed

Goin Goin Gone
for all those who have my cell ... call me if u wanna ... im off to chattanooga for a meeting all week and then ill be back to clayton on thursday nite ... if i can ill talk to yall on the cell.. no puter access im assuming in chattanooga unless i get lucky .... wonders if shell get lucky loll woo hoo - doubtful at best ... take care and have a great one yall

An Update.
Now I'm even more fucking pissed off, so yes, you guessed it right, I fucking hate people even more now. How come I've been doing this shit for fucking three years now, and I still have to go into hospitals, doctors offices, and deal with receptionists over the fucking phone who automatically I don't know what the fuck I'm possibly talking about, when they themselves, don't even fucking KNOW what schizencephaly is. So you're fucking telling me, I have to sit here and fucking explain to these cock suckers whats wrong with my daughter in the first place, and they have the fucking audacity to assume to assume that every Tom, Dick, and fucking Jane that walk into their office don't know what they're talking about? Especially me, when I have to fucking explain to the DOCTOR what my daughters diagnoses, but they turn around and still treat me like a fucking retard? Fuck off. Its no fucking secret we're just another god damn pay check to these people and they could give a shit if we live or

Please Help!!1
My good firiend PebblesinAZ. She is currently saving for the spotlight, and she is almost there. Any help would be appreciated. Below is the link to her profile.It's a waste of fubucks to send them to me so send them to her. Thanks to all that help in advance. ~PebblesinAZ~ OwN3d by Domking123~@ fubar

Plz Help
I'M IN A CONTEST I'm in the Sexiest Kiss Contest. Please stop by leave me some comments and a rate, any and all will be appriciated. Thanks very much. Just click on the pic below.Please Repost also. CREATED AND ORGINALLY POSTED BY: GABE GABE 4 RON PAUL 2008@ fubar

Forbidden Fruit
Forbidden fruit Some say you’re an apple But do they truly know you Have they taste the sweet nectar Of you’re inner being Gotten pass that ripe outer skin To experience the beauty within Oooh how I would love the chance To eat of this rare fruit I would savor each and every bite As if my last Introduce you into me That we could be as one Forbidden Fruit Give me a sign Show your location amongst these ordinaries There’s so many who want to be you And it’s hard to tell who’s who I’ve bitten other fruit Hoping it was you Some were sweet, but had a bitter after taste Some were sour to start Some just began to change with time Forbidden fruit My heart is yours Find me As I look for you every waking moment Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

------dream Girl--------
i keep dreamin' of her got me hooked like no other she's the type of girl i would like to meet my mother the best of the best could never love another she'll have my heart so there's no question that i love her with a sweet personality positive with no fallacies chill a lot and play games and i know she loves to challenge me so much fun she's more than enough she's embraced in my arms long conversations after making love and yea, she has her faults but hey who cares? she's not perfect nor i just wanted her to be there tell me how could we ever break up? i'm proud that we can make through each day but i need to wake up and get back to my work cus she's only a dream girl as i sit here at this desk i think about this dream world she had pretty brown eyes and a body in the shaped like a coke bottle one night in my sleep i told her she should be a model as i sit here and day dream and i'm still dreamin' hoping she'll come my way at least while i'm still breathin' steady

Tag Ur It Part Ii
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're It!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you! Once again, I was tagged so here's some more about myself! This should be fun this time around, so let the games begin! 1. I WAS BORN ON NOV. 6TH TO JOHN & VIOLET, I AM THE OLDEST OF 5 CHILDREN BORN TO THEM! THERE'S ME, MIKE, STEVE. TONY & KIM IN THAT ORDER! LOL 2. AT THE AGE OF 7 YEARS OLD, I FEEL DOWN SOME STAIRS AND AT THE BOTTOM WAITED A CASE OF BROKEN BOTTLES! EARLIER IT RAINED, SO WHEN MY MOM WAS UNLOADING THE CAR TO BRING THE CASES OF SODA IN TO THE STORE TO GET THE MONEY BACK ON THEM, LATER FINDING OUT THE STORE HAD JUST CLOSED, NEEDLESS TO SAY THE CASE OF SODA GOT WET AND ONE CASE FEEL AND THE BOTTLES BROKE, LATER GETTING HOME, MY MOM

Cleaning Up Friends List
Hey, what's happening? I'm cleaning up my friends list, because I am tired of the people who never leave me a comment, never send me a message, or even wish me a happy birthday. I know that a friend's list can get long, and people get buried in it. But when I leave a comment on someone's page over and over and I never hear from them......well, it tends to feel one sided. People like the comments I leave for them, because I use quality photos, or great graphics. But when I don't ever hear from them....it tends to make one feel like perhaps this friend doesn't care for me..... since my comments, messages, rates, gifts or whatever go unanswered. If you want to be my friend, then please let me know that you are a friend, and not a friend collector. If you are still on my friends list.... congratulations. But I am also still working on the clean-up. I'm just tired of all the names and faces I have to look thru (to leave a comment to a friend that has gotten buried in the friend'

I Am A Different Kind Of Girl...
I know alot of things in life. I learrn new things every single day. Thing is in most people it is good that they learn things everyday. But with me sometimes that is not the case. Sometimes I learn and then use what I have learned not to better myself but to better try and get away with something I had tryed previously and did not get away with. But most of the time I just learn to gain the knowledge I lacked before. I am confident in everything that I do. I move forward in any situation full force, even if I know the situation is a loosing situation, there is always that glimmer of hope that the situation can be reversed and a good outcome will come out. I have learned that in life sometimes all you have is hope and faith to help you persiver through the bad things going on around you. I am a gentle soul and i love to be kind, nice , beautiful in spirit and strong in mind, but sometimes it is not what I end up doing, sometimes my niceness gets so overwleming that t

Yet Another Stunt Of The Sperm Donor
So....yet another VENTING blog...seems I am gettin purdy good at these.... I don't even know where to start! Most of you know that the 6th year of Orion's death...ughhh!! I am so emotional throughout this month. I try so hard to remain calm for my boys & sometimes I really don't know if I can do it,but God has seen me through this far,so I try not to think about it much beyond that...I CAN'T think about it much more...I'll go crazy if I do.Just to top off a weekend of being sick with this stupid dry socket & the flu..yes,thank YOU ALL of you sick people who have breathed on me...hope you are happy... ANYWHO.... So I am in the bed...trying so hard to let the phenergan do its thing,because my stomach is sore from vomitting & we won't even talk about how my jaw felt...I had this nasty feeling come over me...my cell rang...I looked...it was my EX husband's Dad's house. He usually goes there so he can speak to the boys,because he is living with Wednesday freaking Adams...w

Soul Mate
All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read this anyho

A Thief Stole My Son's Bike!
Oh my gosh! I thought it was going to be a day of relaxing today and so far it has been a little crazy. My son that stayed home from the cabin decided to be rather hyper today. He then got a phone call from one of Anthony's friends saying that they saw his bike at McDonald's by the skate park. What??? Last week, Christopher rode his bike to school and when it was time to leave, there was a stray dog in the bike area and they had all the bikes locked up in there and kids couldn't get to them because of this dog. He was told that he could get his bike the next day so he walked home. The next day he asked the office if he could have his bike and they told him they didn't have it. They said it must be in the MP room. So we figured we would ask the custodian on Tuesday to get it for us when he goes back to school. Yesterday Christopher told me that he had a feeling his bike was stolen. I told him to not worry. Then he gets this phone call today saying that it is his bike

15 Of The Top Fountains In The World:
Make sure you scroll to see them all especially the fountain rated as #1 in the entire world... at the very bottom. 15- ABU DHABI 14-LAS VEGAS 13 MIRAGE LAS VEGAS 12-DUBAI 11-DUBAI 10-MOSCOW 9-MOSCOW 8-MOSCOW 7-KIEV 6-ST-PETERSBURG 5-ST-PETERSBURG 4-GENEVA 3-BARCELONA 2-TIVOLI 1- PONOKA, ALBERTA

A Friend
A friend is one who stands to share Your every touch of grief and care He comes by chance, but stays by choice Your praises he is quick to voice No grievous fault or passing whim Can make an enemy of him And though your need be great or small His strength is yours throughout it all No matter where your path may turn Your welfare is his chief concern No matter what your dream may be He prays your triumph soon to see There is no wish your tongue can tell But what it is your friend's as well The life of him who has a friend Is double-guarded to the end.

Crux Moments
There are moments in our life that are points in time that either inspire or cut so deep that the hurt seems to span all that we are. The inspiration leads to creativity and the wounds can lead to despair. One strategy is to turn the despair into something positive we have the choice to control our own lives to create is the only way forward to take our experiences and mould them for good to learn and grow strong from our experiences channel our energy not into despair but in to something creative. Creativity is not just about art or sculpture or the traditional fields of art. Creativity is bringing together elements of emotion and channelling them in to something that transforms that emotions in to something tangible. Despair into anger, Anger into motivation, motivation into putting right that which is wrong. I think we all have nobility in us we only have to recognise our own worth and accept that we are great despite what others think despite how others try to drag us down becau

I Want Your 11's!
I want your 11's! If you have a few left over from the day - I'll take them. I will give away 100 fu-bux per 11. If you still have all 100 11's left - I'll give you 20,000 for all 100. 100/11's = 20,000 50/11's = 5,000 10/11's = 1,000 1/11 = 100 And anywhere in between. Stop by my page - you can pick any of the pictures - as long as they are SFW to rate! When you're done .. Please message me - NOT shoutbox - and let me know how many 11's you left. BrattyBytch {Fu-Owned By BooBoo}@ fubar

Survey (part 2)
11. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?: I try not to do it anymore. Certain things that have happened has made me shut down. I think the hardest thing I ever had to tell someone was a few months ago. I had to tell my best friend something that was extremely difficult. I won't actually say what it was because I am posting this on the internet. 12. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?: I think telling someone that I didn't love them back would be the hardest for me. I hate the feeling of letting someone down. I hate the feeling I get after I know I hurt someone I care about. Being told that someone doesn't love you back is really hard. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Being the one to do that, for me, is a lot harder than being on the receiving end of it. I could live with r

My Broken Heart
The heart in pain beyond repair, no one can fix the holes of despair, especially the ones that put them there! AHeart that gave with tender care gets hurt when no one else cares! Without a Heart your life is in vain, only death relives that pain. Is a welcomed death the only gain for no more pain? If your Heart is sick with pain, then so is your spirit withing your domain. If the spirit is grieved when the heart is in pain, theres nothing left except to end the pain! Is dth the ultimate gain? Dont grieve for me cause Im not here, you should have cared when I was there. When you lose Heart in everything you use to do, its because the love of life no longer resides in you! Only a flicker remains to my shame and Im to blame! Woe!to those who inflict such pain on others,thinking they are so smart only to find out they are only sick at Heart. God will repair the broken heart,to feel as it once did at the start,to mend the sick heart will be a task,if not it will

Done
IM DONE TRYING! SICK OF THE BULLSHIT. EVERYTIME I THINK A GOOD GUY IS ACTUALLY AROUND I FIND OUT HE IS JUST A FUCKIN PLAYER. OR HES JUST OUT TO GET SEX. WHEN ARE THESE GUYS GONNA REALIZE THATS NOT WHAT IM UP FOR. I MEAN HELL WHO DOESNT LIKE SEX BUT IM A FUCKIN SINGLE MOTHER. I AM READY TO FINDA MAN AND SETTLE DOWN. ACTUALLY HAVE THE FAMILY I SHOULD HAVE SEEIN I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LIL GIRL. AND IF THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT THEN DONT EVEN ACT AS IF YOU CARE MORE THEN A FRIEND. AND THE WORST PART IS THEY ALWAYS FUCKIN HIT ON ONE OF MY GIRLS. DONT THEY REALIZE IF THEY HIT ON MY GIRL IM GONNA FIND OUT. ME AND MY GIRLS DONT HIDE ANYTHING FROM EACH OTHER. MAYBE IM OVERREACTING CUZ IM SICK AND MOODY...IDK. BUT I DO KNOW THAT IF THE WAY IM FEELIN RIGHT NOW TURNS OUT TO BE THE TRUTH IM DONE WITH MEN FOR A WHILE. SURE I WILL BE THEIR FRIEND BUT THATS AS FAR AS IT WILL GO. AND I DONT CARE HOW SWEET THEY ARE OR ANYTHING...IM DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT. IM DONE WITH THE PLAYERS, AND IM DONE GETTI

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

A Great Guy
Hey everyone this guy is a really sweet person. I love him to death and he is a wonderful friend. I don't know what I would do without having him to talk to most of the time. Click on his pic and rate/fan/add him. Maybe leave some comments for him too, as sweet as he is he deserves all the love he can get. ~*~*dragonclaw24~*~*@ fubar

For The Auction People!
First of all I just want to say THANKS to everyone who participated! ALSO, sorry for all the drama. If you are unsure what I am talking about, then you werent affected. If you have any trouble recieving things promised to you, or contacting your bidder, please let me know IMMEDIATELY! I will do my best to get it resolved. However, i do work and go to school, so I may only be available to do so in the evenings. Once again, THANKS! YOU GUYS KICKED ASS!

Tinglies.
Euphoria (Greek åὐöïñßá) is a medically recognized emotional state related to happiness. Technically, euphoria is an effect,[1] but colloquially the term is often used as a standard term of emotion to mean "intense", transcendent happiness combined with an overwhelming sense of well being. When you lay there and you feel that tingly feeling and that dizziness that makes you smile.. Amen for the hustler store....and porn.

No Body Knows
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me

My First Contest
i hope i finally got this info right as this is my first contest so all the friends that will help please do just click the pic to go to the contest thank you to all who will do this in advance thank you so much in advance ed

H M P
imikimi - Customize Your World Somedays I pull my heart out through the window on a little rope and it hangs there in the sun, big as life. My neighbor feel sorry for me. They think I am poor. They think that is all I have to wear.

Think For A Moment ...
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

Woman
I opened up your picture, and much to my surprise, I saw you silken hair and then looked into lusterous eyes. The lips I saw were precious, so moist and ruby red, I took in all the charms that were a part of your sweet head. The picture kept on going, and so my eyes did too, and took in what the picture showed, some more of woman, you. Your neck was fine and carried a message I could hear, caress me oh so gentle, and place a kiss right here. The blouse you wore was modest, it's buttons were all done, but dear I have to tell you, your nipples yearned for sun. They pushed against the fabric, and said their sweet hello, would someone please take notice, unleash us, don't be cruel. I cannot help but wonder, if lips would kiss so sweet, and long to have another, or would they soon retreat? I'd love to take your blouse off, and tender kisses place, where usually there is satin, or cotton or some lace. To gently kiss your bossum, and help your nipples free, to gain their sweet reflect

Confused
ok i git the nsfw thing - what i do not git is why u post nsfw pics on the FU then mark them private - isn't this supposed to be happy hour 24/7/365 - why post if you don't want to show - call me crazy (please) - fatman002

Finaly Exit
i just want to say how much no matter how you cut it, suicide is about the most important thing a person can do, think about the power one has when one takes there life! power you hold over your destiny, nothing certain some people want to be actors or musicians or welders, but that may or may not happen no matter how much work you put into, but killing yourself is power! and takes so much courage and innerstrength much more than any endeavor one could ever do, people always say bullshit like think of your family think of your freinds think of the person that cleans up the mess, ok i thought of them, still going to do it, why would i think of them, its selfish of them to not let me do it, how selfish they are "oh boo hoo well miss him/her so much blah blah blah" thats selfish what aint selfish is understanding a loved ones pain or respecting there wishes for no longer wishing to continue for whatever reason they have, maybe there depressed over a breakup maybe they feel worthless maybe

This Weekend Starting With V-day
Not only do I still have anyone who wants to date me I have to run into everyone who i like having someone by there side. Which further my theory that I am only pretty enough to fuck but not pretty to date. Then on friday night after getting hit on but probably the hottest guy in the bar, I decide to get a ride with another guy, one i know a little better but I didnt know he was getting into it with this guy all night. So as we leaving the bounce who knows the guy my ride was getting into it with and know he has guns and willing to use them yet decide i'm not worth telling any of this too. So my ride asked if its ok if we stop at his own house and make sure the other guy doesnt do anything to it. So hes pissed walking up and down the street because he didnt want to break anything in his own house. So i am trying to calm him down and all of sudden the guy he get into with car coming down the street he pulls a U turn after passing us and pull out a guy and fire at the guy like miss

Aspirations
To laugh often and love much To win the respect of intellient persons and the affection of children To earn the approbation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends To appreciate beauty To find the best in others To give one's self To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition To have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultaion To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived- This is to have succeeded. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

My Fight For Survival
I would like to take this time to let people in on what happen to me once. I was over in Iraq and we had a little free time so I was not going to give it up and wanted to take some pictures. One of my buddies told me to get on the gun and look over at the cam so that he could take the picture. After the flash went off all I heard was three shots being fired that sounded like slow motion. Without anytime passing by it felt like I was being stabbed in the right side and next thing I knew I was falling over. It took me a few seconds but it had finally come to me that I had been shot and was in need of medical help. I knew at that point with three rounds straight to the side that I was done for. But deep down inside of me there was a part of me going fight like you have never fought before. Medics and all kinds of people were out there to try and help me. It went from being a good day to a FIGHT FOR MY LIFE. Doctors and everyone else were working on me like never before. It was time agains

My First Rate Contest
Okay no big fancy bulletin/blog here just asking for a few rates ...I entered a friends rate contest PARTY TIME and just need some rates..No bombing are anything any help is appreciated..Below is the link ... Just one rate is all I ask and I don't ask much lol TY

Don't Copy My Fuckin Pic's!!!!!!!!!!!
alright this is it! don't copy my fucking pic's or pray i don't see it because i'm going to raise 9 kinds oh hell . i went to rate this guy back to day and found a whole folder of the stiletto girls . he had just copyed today. he needs to learn manors ! he should if you block um from rips that means don't copy ether . what and ass and here is .cujoHD@ fubar

Can You Tame The Wild?????
HERE IS THE DEAL, ITS FEBRUARY AND YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH. YOU CAN HAVE THE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO SAY YOU OWN ME AS A PERSON FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET? ALL WHAT IS WRITTEN BELOW MY PIC BE THE BIGGEST BLOWOUT ON FUBAR THIS MONTH! MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FUBUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED.CLICK ON MY PIC TO BID ON ME, AND PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENTS. IT RUNS UNTIL FRIDAY MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME LET THE GAMES BEGIN! The same rules apply as in the other auctions... 1. The biddies reserves the right to refuse a bid. 2. No drama.. please!! This is the first time I have put on a thing like this.. I would love it to be fun :D 3. I am NOT responsible for any bid not paid up. IF you don't plan on paying up DO NOT Bid. 4. The winning bid is awarded to the person you are bidding on. 5. The 'ownership' lasts for a month unless otherwise stated or agreed upon between bidder and biddee PS: The Breakdown in Fu bucks is like thi

Im Always To Late, First!!
I HATE ALWAYS BEING FIRST TO BE TO LATE. WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU FIRST IS A COMMON PHASE I SAY ALOT. AN WRITING A BLOG TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT DOES ACUALLY HELP ME DEAL WITH THE FACT. THAT IM UGLY FAT AN NEVER NAKED ENOUGH FOR ANY GOOD DECENT MAN. YES I AM VERY ANGRY. BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH TO GET THE ONE MAN I DO LIKE TO LIKE ME. BUT IM TO LATE. ONCE AGAIN ALREADY TAKEN GOT TO HIM FIRST. SO I FEEL BETTER NOW I HAVE THAT ALL OUT. AN I WILL NOT BE SO HASTY THE NEXT TIME. ITS SEEMS THE MEN I JUST WANT TO BE FREINDS WITH WANT MORE. AN THE ONES I DO ARE LIKE I SAID TAKEN OR GOING TO BE TAKEN. I JUST CANT SEEM TO BE THERE FIRST. SO I LEAVE ALL MEN ALONE EXCEPT TO SAY HI HOW YA DOING AN LEAVE IT AT NOTHING BEING MORE SAID. DONT THINK I CAN TRUST THEM ANYWAY. OR MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS ONE WILL COME ALONG AN GREET ME FIRST THAT I LIKE AN WANT TO GET TO KNOW. THAT ONE WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AN SEE.

Roses? I Think Not!
It started on a normal Sunday night. I was all toasty warm in a recliner and the house was finally quiet. Then it happened! My son broke the worse news EVER with a smile on his face. He stood there looking at me as he said, "You may want to park your van outside tonight.". WHAT? I dont park MY precious toyota out with the other cars. "Why on earth would I want to do that?" Then a small hint of laughter began to rise from his belly until he would barely speak... "I hit a skunk while I was driving your car and man does it smell BAD!" At first I didnt fully understand what he had just told me about my highly valued automobile. I just looked at him while he laughed uncontrollably. Then the light started to shine as the smell wafted into my nostrils. "Surely you didnt park it in the garage did you?" Attached garage I might add. "Well yeah (still laughing with tears) I know you dont park it in the drive.". Anger began to slowly build as I thought about my laundry room in the garage

A Poem I Wrote
Drowning I’m drowning in the sorrow of yesterday’s loss. I’m drowning in the pain from the heartache you caused. I’m drowning in the insanity of everyone’s game. I’m drowning in the thought of being the one to blame. Now I’m drowning out the sorrow and the pain. I’m drowning out the insanity and the thought Of being the one to blame. Now I’m no longer drowning.

Me
I have been on here awhile now. I think since Nov. of 2006. I have made some wonderful friends, & I have made some just friends...& then some that just added me for the points. Kind of like I have done. Some posts comments everyday, some actually come & rate me, some even ask me every so often how I am doing. I am a nice person. Really I am. I have made some choices in my life, that I am not really proud of, but they helped shape who I am today. I have had to learn the hard way, that no matter how nice you are...you are not always going to have it returned. I have been Married, had children, suffered losses, gotten divorced, had my heart shattered in millions of pieces, & picked them up & put the pieces back together. I got on this site, hoping to find some friends, fun & whatever. I did not, however, expect to meet someone who was going to take my breath away. It has been kind of a whirl wind relationship. We started talking in Aug. 2007, met face to face a couple of wks. later

10 Things About Me.
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I was once a Christian. 2. I talk to myself. Alot. 3. I see ghost. I see dead people! 4. I have a weakness for women. Can't say no to sex. 5. I like Pain. 6. I have bad road rage. 7. I am Bipolar. 8. I love Violence 9. I love animals, all kinds. 10. I love sad songs. i have tagged Emanon Forever,Ms.Mona,Sunny,Tennis Girl,Alexz.

My Broken Heart
Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart, Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start. Please help me place back together, Cause with out your help i could never. Help me if your my friend. Help me start over again. Will i ever be able to mend this broken heart, So many pieces broken apart. So many fallen tears,so many forgotten years, And it came true my worst fear. I never thought i could ever feel, But i know this broken heart will never heal. So what am i now, I want to know how. I geuss i know where i stand, But getting over you i dont think i can. So what does this mean, All this hurt makes me want to scream. Now what am i going to find, So please help me pick up the pieces i left behind. Please help me before i fall apart, Help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart.

Away
Just wanted to let my friends know that I will be away for a couple of days. My mom has to have surgery out of town, So i am going to go be with her. Should be back by Thursday. Love to all. Mystically Broken

The Cat
A man absolutely hated his wife's cat and decided to get rid of him one day by driving him 20 blocks from his home and leaving him at the park. As he was getting home, the cat was walking up the driveway. The next day he decided to drive the cat 40 blocks away. He put the beast out and headed home. Driving back up his driveway, there was the cat! He kept taking the cat further and further and the cat would always beat him home. At last he decided to drive a few miles away, turn right, then left, past the bridge, then right again and another right until he reached what he thought was a safe distance from his home and left the cat there. Hours later the man calls home to his wife: 'Jen, is the cat there?' 'Yes,' the wife answers, 'why do you ask?' Frustrated, the man answered, 'Put that son of a bitch on the phone, I'm lost! and need directions!' The cat's response.

Carry Concealed Weapons - Right Or Wrong
Share your thoughts. My personal opinion is more a list of FACTS then my "views". Criminals will always find a way to arm themselves regardless of what the laws may be. If criminals know that people can legally carry a concealed firearm, they are less likely to commit a violent crime towards you, who you are with or near you. If a criminal is threatening your family, yourself or the people you are with with serious bodily harm or death, would you rather be unprotected or have a means of defense? To acquire the right to carry a weapon, requires extensive testing in knowledge/experience and background checking. Not just any idiot can carry. Feel free to voice your opinions. However, I prefer facts, not your personal feelings.

Cyber Flings
I have been reading the about me sections of members profiles. I have encountered a lot more profiles that are not interested in cyber flings than those who are promoting it. I realize the member count is high, but if so many are not wanting to have cyber hookups, how is it that so many still think that is what this site is about. it seems to me the majority are just looking for someplace to cut up and have fun.

::the Dangers Of The Wii::
I realized last night how dangerous the Wii can be...first off, I almost twisted my arm from swinging too much at "Zelda: Twilight Princess" which isn't good...but the realization came to me when Jenny and I were playing Wii baseball and while I was pitching, I stood too close to Jen since she swung and instead of whacking at the ball, whacked me instead....I had no idea how much wii controllers can hurt!

Do You Need Some Fubux? Do This
I have an itty bitty stash of 100! Rate it all for $3000 fubucks! Rate all the pics in my Showing Love for Fubar Friends folder for $10,000 fubucks! Go see who helped me get this Spotlight! xoxo Be sure to private message me when done!

Interesting
I've been wondering...if you wish upon a star, or while blowin out a b-day cake candle, or anythin else...can someone unwish somethin that you wished? Thats the reason I don't believe in World Peace. If I wish for it, theres someone out there who at the same moment can be wishing for it to never come. So whats the point? This bday, I'm gonna wish me a box of Slim Jims.

"tag, You're It!" 10 Things About Myself...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm PAINFULLY shy. 2. I have Tourettes (but NO, i do not randomly yell out or curse!). 3. I'm highly sarcastic. You either hate or love my sense of humor (but I hope you love it! lol). 4. I have very low self-esteem. 5. I LOVE food, especially Italian food. :-D 6. Well, I am half-Italian. And half-Russian. 7. I like being single, and I yet I get extremely lonely. I have issues, lol. 8. I want to get married one day, but I don't want kids of my own (if I happen to marry someone who already has children, then I wouldn't mind being a step-mom). 9. If you can get past my quiet exterior, you'll get to see that I am r

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Call Me
Music is my passion in life, I cannot live without it. Depending on what mood I am in, it goes from very mean and angry to very thought provoking and sentimental. Today I was feeling sentimental. Listened to -itis. And this song over and over again. With someone on my mind. when everything crumbles when everything falls when everyone stumbles and tears at your walls when every day seems like the next one is too far away when every day's sorrow when every day's pain when every tomorrow brings nothing but rain when every day seems like you’re lost, you can't find your way just call me and I'll be there if all of your worries if all of your fears if all off your hurries bring nothing but tears if every step forward takes you farther back than before if no one's around you if no one can stand if no one steps forward and holds out their hand if anytime you think it's over, you can't take no more just call me and I'll be there if ev

Control And Cleanse
BEIJING (Reuters) - China has added ghosts, monsters and other things that go bump in the night to its list of banned video and audio content in an intensified crackdown ahead of the Beijing Olympics. Producers have around three weeks to look through their tapes for "horror" and report it to authorities, the General Administration of Press and Publications said in a statement posted on the government Web site. Offending content included "wronged spirits and violent ghosts, monsters, demons, and other inhuman portrayals, strange and supernatural storytelling for the sole purpose of seeking terror and horror," the administration said. The new guidelines aim to "control and cleanse the negative effect these items have on society, and to prevent horror, violent, cruel publications from entering the market through official channels and to protect adolescents' psychological health." The regulations suggest China, where graphic, pirated sex and horror movies are available on most

Best Of You By Foo Fighters
I've got another confession to make I'm your fool Everyone's got their chains to break Holdin' you Were you born to resist or be abused? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Are you gone and onto someone new? I needed somewhere to hang my head Without your noose You gave me something that I didn't have But had no use I was too weak to give in Too strong to lose My heart is under arrest again But I break loose My head is giving me life or death But I can't choose I swear I'll never give in I refuse Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain you feel You trust, you must Confess Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you? Oh... Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh... Has someone taken your faith? Its real, the pain yo

Your Promises Are Like Glass
Your promises are like glass, I can see right thru them. Unless your words of honey coat the windows. Your promises are like glass, You always break them. I should just take a piece of the shattered promises And use it to slit the wrists of my love for you. Killing it Dead To destroy any chance of the pain That loving you more would cause.

Little Goth Doll
Long dark hair and black lip-gloss, She likes red nail polish and a spiked collar. She writes poetry and she likes to dream, She dreams of the dead and what they mean. She's my little Goth doll, Yeah - She's a living dead doll. A short black skirt and a red corset, She likes combat boots and dark tattoos. She don't do cocaine but she drinks slow gin, She doesn't care for you, She don't care for me. She's a little Goth doll, Yeah - She's my living dead doll. She has a bar through her tongue and a ring through her lips, She likes the feel of steel pressed against her tits. She'll take off all of her clothes, through the graveyard she'll roam. If you treat her right she’s gonna make you moan. She's my little Goth doll, Yeah - She's my living dead doll.

One Life
It's late at night and the lights come on, I open my eyes but somewhere someone cries. I climb in the truck, we rush out the door, and we arrive to find a young mother cries. As I look down in the crib, there lies a sleepy head, and someone shouts their child is dead. As I look in close, I see no breadth no hope, oh my god how will these people cope. I scoop the baby up, I put her lips to mine, I check for life, and I give her a breadth. Out the door I run, with the baby held tight, I think to myself, oh my god let me save this one tonight. We drive real fast as I breathe and hope, a young mother cries; she thinks her child has died. As I look at her face, I wish to ease her pain, but there are no words that can relieve this strain. I check for life, and a teardrop falls, when suddenly there is a sound of hope. The baby cries, the mother smiles, oh thank god we saved this one tonight...

When?
I sit here wondering Why we Grow Wondering When today is going to be tomorrow How I let you walk on me Why Was I too blind to see When did things go so bad? I didn't do nothing to make you that mad Yet you went all out Everything you said, you had to shout Is it because you got older? Or is it cause your heart got colder? When did this happen? I can't believe this happened. I was ontop, had It all You set me up for the biggest fall Now I sit back with nothing, As I wonder how this happened and When.

Sometimes Lieing About Your Age Is Good
Bob, a 70-year-old, extremely wealthy widower, arrives one evening at his country club with a breathtakingly beautiful and very sexy 25-year-old Japanese woman who knocks everyone's socks off with her exotic sex appeal, beguiling accent, and oriental charm. Demurely, she hangs onto Bob's arm, listens intently to his every word, and caters to his every whim -- preparing and then lighting his cigar, bringing him cocktails from the bar, rubbing his temples when he complains of a slight headache, etc. His friends at the club are all aghast and green with envy. When she excuses herself to go to the powder room, they corner him and ask, "Bob, how did you get the trophy girlfriend, order her from match-maker website?" Bob replies indignantly, "Girlfriend? She's my wife!" They are amazed, but continue to question him. "So, how did you persuade her to marry you?" "I lied about my age", Bob replies. "What did you do, tell her you were only 50?" Bob smiles and answers,

We Cud Do With All The Support You Can Muster Ty Xxxxx
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Auction! Auction For Good Cause!
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Beauty
Beauty is a thing seldom seen No one sees it because no one looks Or at least not in the right place Beauty is held by all Within the soul it lies Waiting to come out to the surface Only it can't Beauty is suppressed by the evils of the world Only love can bring beauty out Once seen Beauty never hides again Not even hatred can deny beauty Of it's true design Beauty although possessed by all Will only ever be truly seen by few And fewer yet will ever see One of the most beautiful sights The beauty held by you

Things You Are Missing Out On Because Of Fubar
Have you ever been sitting on Fubar for a while, looked at the time and said, "What the fuck?" I know... I know. This evil little website can really kill sometime can't it? Well, guess what? There is some stuff in the outside world you have been neglecting, and I thought that I would point some of those things out. The Sun- This is the large ball of flame in the sky that provides heat and light to our planet. I know to a lot of you it's inconvenient because it creates a ton of glare on your laptop screen. But avoiding it is the reason why your skin is so pasty and white. TV- The television is your typical time wasters ex spouse. For years our brains wasted away on TV... Now, it gets wasted away here. As opposed to places like Hero's, Lost, The Office, and Celebrity Rehab. (Which I LOVE) Clean clothes- I don't give a shit what you say. That pile of clothes in your room, would be done if you gave up 1/5th of your time on here. Your Kids- I k

Sharing My Pick-up Lines......
1) Did you fart? Cuz you just blew me away. 2) Are yer parents retarded? Cuz ya sure are special. 3) My Love fer you is like diarrhea, I can't hold it in. 4) Do you have a library card? Cuz I'd like to check you out 5) Is there a mirror in yer pants? Cuz I can see myself in em. 6) If you was a tree and I were a Squirrel, I'd store my nuts in yer hole. 7) You might not be the best lookin girl here, but beauty's only a light switch away. 8) I know I'm not no Fred Flintstone, but I bet I can make yer bed-rock. 9) I can't find my puppy , can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room. 10) Yer eyes are blue as winder cleaner. 11) If yer gunna regret this in the mornin', we kin sleep til afternoon. And.... The best for last! 12) Yer face reminds me of a wrench, every time I think of it my nuts tighten up .

In A Fit Of Rage
RIPPING THE SHOWER CURTAIN OFF IN A FIT OF RAGE A DARKNESS POSSESSED WITH IN ME TO DRAPE THE CURTIAN OVER THE BATH AS I SHARPEN THE KNIFE ON THE STEEL AS I HOLD IT ABOVE MY HEAD I SEE U UNRULY FACE IN THE MIRROR LAUGHING AT ME U NEVER SEEMED TO CARE U NEVER BOTHERED TO FIND OUT WHAT MY PAIN AND SUFFERING WAS ALL ABOUT NOW IS MY TIME TO SAY GOOD BYE FOR EVER FOR NOW IS MY TIME NOT YOURS EVENTUALLY U WILL UNDER STAND AS WE WILL NEVER BE TOGETHER AS I WILL FADE AWAY NO MORE PAIN OF LIFE NO MORE MESS NO MORE FUSS AS I PLUNGE THE KNIFE DEEP INTO MY HEART NOW WHO'S LAUGHING THE LAST LAUGH

Alone For Eternity
The shine of the blade shimmers in you eyes As you sit there yelling at me to stop But your words fall on deaf ears As I tell you that you are free form me No more boundaries holding you back I want to travel the life of darkness Where I will be alone for eternity I see the tears running from your eyes As the blade slices deep into my veins I feel you grab my wrist as I fade away With my last breath I say I love you But my love be free as my soul is watching Over my lifeless body as you weep over me Please don’t mourn for me as this is what I wanted darkness is my partner now

Satan's Letter
by Mark Twain Now then, you have the facts. You know what the human race enjoys and what it doesn't enjoy. It has invented a heaven out of its own head, all by itself: guess what it is like! In fifteen hundred eternities you couldn't do it. The ablest mind known to you or me in fifty million aeons couldn't do it. Very well, I will tell you about it. 1. First of all, I recall to your attention the extraordinary fact with which I began. To wit, that the human being, like the immortals, naturally places sexual intercourse far and away above all other joys -- yet he has left it out of his heaven! The very thought of it excites him; opportunity sets him wild; in this state he will risk life, reputation, everything -- even his queer heaven itself -- to make good that opportunity and ride it to the overwhelming climax. From youth to middle age all men and all women prize copulation above all other pleasures combined, yet it is actually as I have said: it is not in their heaven; praye

Poem
~Norman~ I hear my mother Her voice familiar but faint She tells me I am her's And I will be there for her always Yet I feel alone Her words have become so distant Its as if they aren't coming from her at all But instead from an empty, demanding shell I've come to dispize attending to her needs She takes and takes and takes But what does she give me in return Love? I don't know I would like to think so But how can I know When throughout my life she's told me I'm nothing And will never amount to anything Other than her little boy But mother I am not a little boy anymore I am a grown man And wish No Demand To be treated as such I want to leave you And return only to visit your grave and smile Knowing I was able to Knowing I was free ~ What have I done I've hurt the only one who ever loved me Cared for me My only friend My reason for living My mother She was right I am nothing

Open Your F*ucking Eyes People
And while I'm in a rare mood today, I figured why not get some more off my chest. Another thing that royally pisses me off is people that can reach a certain level after being on here for like a week. Ummmm last I knew it took some time to become certain levels. Oh I know what it is, they come on here and flash everything to anybody, and any moron with a credit card will kiss their asses, with hopes of someday being able to get in their panties or what have you. MORONS I tell you, how shameless is that? But I see people on here, some of which I have gotten to know a great deal, get shit on because they chose to bust their asses to get where they are, never once have I seen them beg for anything from anyone. They have so called friends that don't pay a fucking bit of attention to anything they do unless they are (and forgive me for being repititive) showing their goodies to the world. Bullshit, it shouldn't matter what they show or not, friends don't treat you like shit and then

6 Days To Go
Less than a week to go and i will be seeing the one person that will make me whole again. I miss her so much and i cant wait to see her walk off that plane. There is a change of plans though and it is a wonderful thing. Hannah has decided to come here to Arizona instead of myself moving to Ohio... It is a wonderful feeling to know that not only would I be willing to move to Ohio for her but that she is willing to move here for me as well. I love you my Hannah.... We will be together soon.

Grrr...
It's taking me some time to get used to running out of picture rates less than one hour after being online.I know as my level increases it won't be a problem.It's just the patience it takes in getting there.I am sure I will be out of stash rates in 2 seconds too.All my friends that I haven't loved on yet I will get to you.Right now I am in a traffic jam of rating.Have a great day! Cross your fingers my power stays on since we were supposed to have an outage from 9 to 5.It went off for a while and came back on.Maybe it will stay that way

Only In America
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the wa y to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. < /SPAN>Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ... ...do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.

Well The Auction Is In Full Swing....
It starts to today and runs for like a week or two...here's the link to my picture.... Good luck and good bidding ;) and don't be shy...i want to be owned ;) and i hope it's by YOU

One Republic Concert
I got 4 free tickets to see One Republic, Josh Kelley and The Daylights. The Daylights were first up. Awesome band I am totally in love with now. I bought there cd and cant stop playing it. Next up was Josh Kelley. I have never been a big fan of him and last night changed nothing. He is ok but just not something i listen regularly. One Republic ROCKED. Except I almost went to jail. This short fat drunk bitch decided to try and get closer right in front of me. I had been at Pops since 6 pm stood outside freezing my tatas off for 1 hour and 20 minutes before they let people in and stood in high heels the whole time in the same spot. Feet killing me I was not gonna have this bitch take my spot. You know how drunks get jumping up and downing all over me. Resting here arm on my boobs. Then she had the nerve to tell me to move my big ass chest out of her way. Well that set me off. I was there first now u are gonna insult my breast. I am sorry if u werent there the day God handed

A Poem For The One I Loved
I wrote this poem the first night my boyfriend was in the hospital and i couldn't sleep it has been published thought I might share with yall. Sometimes life can be so unfair. But I remember the time we shared like the time you were on your bike looking at me making me feel beautiful and free. I remember the time we first kissed. My knees got weak my heart soared through the air, and I knew that there was definitaly something there. I've never felt this way before you gave me a reason to open the door. Break down the wall I've built around by heart to make me realize I don't want us to part. But then I got that call that said that our time together maybe short lived. But the power of love is strong enough to pull us through. I need you so you must come to. I remember the night we first made love. Your soft and sensual touch. Made me tremble and I knew it was more than just lust. I look forward to the time we will spend together. The lord works in mysterious ways. And th

Hollywood Inbreeding
Ahhhhh life. Its all about status. You're so worried about what people think of you that your willing to risk/ruin your life whether it be sexual, social or professional. Now I know you're saying to yourself; "Self, what the hell is he talking about?" Well fret not, I'm going to tell you. Think about this. Celebrities date/marry other celebrities. Why? Its all about status. God forbid if they are seen in public with someone that is "beneath" them in the status pool. Well I say HORSEPUCKY!!!!! These people date each other and its like hollywood inbreeding. All because they can't be seen on the wrong side of the tracks. Well I am here to tell you. Jennifer Aniston, Alyssa Milano, Kate Hudson and all you other single hollywood hotties, come look me up. I don't want your money. I don't want pics of us arm in arm walking the red carpet together. I don't even want any charity from you in trying to better myself. I just want to see if we mesh. Its true that I don't

Show Some Love...
Show this sweetie some love...she only needs 129K to level. ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð@ fubar and while ur at it show him some luv too cus I heart him Cripton@ fubar k thnx bye :)

.......
Today does not seem any better then yesterday. In fact, it feels a little bit worse. How can I learn to hide my crying eyes and emotions? I want to be able to block them out from other people, but it seems I can't. Last night I jumped on a very close friend, and it hurt me more knowing I did that. I wish I could block things out like he can. Be able to set my mind to different things and have things to do. Unfortunately at this moment in my life, being a puppet on a string I don't have the capability to be doing other things. Last night I took 3 tylenol pm's. Sure they helped me sleep but they didn't stop the pain when I woke. How can I fall asleep in tears and wake up in tears? The walls I once had now are totally dimenished and gone. This may sound funny but at least I have American Idol to look forward to tonight, something to take my mind off of things even if it is just for an hour. Rudi you do own my heart and soul.......... ================================

The Strings That Bind
STRINGS THAT BIND THE THINGS THAT BIND ONE ANOTHER ARE THE SAME STRINGS THAT CUT LIFE CONTAINS MANY BINDING STRINGS SOME DON'T UNDERSTAND THESE SAYINGS THE THINGS THAT BIND ONE ANOTHER ARE THE SAME STRINGS THAT CUT LOVE IS JUST A WORD WITH NO MEANING OR TRUTH LIES ARE THE TOOL OF THE REALM MISTREATMENT IS THE EXISTENTIAL MEANING OF LIFE DARKNESS IS LIGHT THE THING THAT BIND ARE THE SAME THING THAT CUTS BOUND TO A CURSE LIVING THE HATE PAIN FOCUSES THE FLOW OF BLOOD BLIND TO THE BLOCK DEAF TO THE SOUND MUTE TO SPEAK OUT THESE ARE THE BINDING CORDS THAT CUT HEART USED AS A SOCCER BALL COLANDERS SIFTING BLOODY CHUNKS CHAINED TO THE WALL WITH NO ESCAPE HEARING THE EMPTY HOLLOWED ECHOS TIME DOESN'T HEAL WOUNDS TIME ONLY EXACERBATES THE LONELINESS THIS IS THE PAN'S HELL THESE ARE THE STRINGS THAT BIND AND CUT

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drink too much coffee 2. I have never been to Europe 3. "Fuck you" to the person who scratched my truck and never bothered to leave a note. 4. I love Peach Pie 5. My 2 Boxers Rule... 6. Airline food sucks, even though they never feed u anymore unless you are in first class. 7. Jamaica was a lot of fun. 8. When I was in High School I got so trashed once I threw an ice cream cone at a Bus. 9. Public transportation sucks. 10. I love the smell of fresh Bread. I choose as my 5 Raven Ms.Mona Steve Kimmy Tall Blonde

Just Help Me Repost Pls...ty:d
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Words Of Wisdom!~
We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us the hell off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you "you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning", we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong! We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is Confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Not arrogance! Confidence! Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us when no one's wat

Oh Yes You Are All That...
Liar, Liar.... It's just a sad shame !! Why do people feel the need to hide behind something that is nothing more than a figment of their imagination?? LMAO!! Quite humorous if you ask me!! The thought of what is going to happen is just so sad because of the unsuspecting being whose life willl be crushed, changed, etc. A word of advice folks.... If you cannot speak the truth and be who YOU REALLY ARE whether it's in person or online... then you really should keep your lips together because you never know when what you say comes back to bite you!! Then thats when you'll find yourself living your greatest fear... alone!

More Pics
ok so in two days i jstt about maxed out my number of photos again.. but there are more up and if aynone wants to see me in a certain color post a comment and let me know and i will get them ready to put up once i level up and can add more

Too Funny
A cowboy walks into a bar, and two steps in he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink. "The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your willy. Mine for instance is called NIKE, for the slogan, 'Just Do It.' that guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really Satisfies.' " The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" the fella proudly replies,"Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!'" A little shaken, the cowboy turns to the two fella's on his right who j

The Rules.
Alright. Listen up. This is important. I WILL NOT HESITATE TO BE A HORRID BITCH TO YOU. My name is not: "sexy", "hun", "yum", or any other adjective. I will be cold and mean if the following occurs: *You call me one of the aforementioned words without any kind of prompting. *You ask me for naked pictures, or offer to show me yours. *You're an ugly, pathetic old man who can't get any, and is therefore trolling a website so you can beat off to pictures of teenage girls who will never give you the time of day. You know who you are. *You display no ability to form a coherent paragraph. *You can't take 'no' for an answer. *You don't show any respect for me *or* you. I am not a piece of meat. Do not speak to me as though that's otherwise.

Have U Ever Felt ....
Have you ever felt that the world was closing in on u? Felt like no matter what u do u just can't get out of the rut u r in? My husband just went back to work in California while me & the kids r in Oklahoma ... my car is trying to break down & i have only the money from my job ... I know that we are working to make things better but it so seems like things are against us ... I just feel as if i dunno what to do when there's no money to take care of things when they break down or just stop working ... i guess basically i feel helpless ... but i do go on. I just wanted to write so ... if u r reading this thx for reading my whining rant...

Blasts Happy Hours And Vips
yeah so, this is pretty much a pointless rant to some, but it kinda makes me mad. I've been on here over a year and not once have i recieved a blast, happy hour or VIP from anyone. I've bought quite a few blasts for people, even a happy hour...... While I dont expect anyone to spend $100 on me, it would be nice for once to get a blast, or even a VIP. The year I've been on here and not gotten any love like that, I see girls come in 2 weeks ago, that have a VIP already, or a blast etc.... do i need to grow woman parts to get this kind of love or what? feedback please

A Political Statement? :)
Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the following question: You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Kimber 1911 cal. 45 ACP, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ............................................................. THINK CAREFULLY AND THEN SCROLL DOWN: Democrat's Answer : Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swin

Do You Know Any Of These People???
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Ummm Oooops, Sorry...
Hmmm, I was supposed to put this up sooner wasn't I. Anyway, I participated in an Auction and was lucky Enough to help out not 1 or 2 but 3 of my friends (Just click on their pics to check them out)... Also, I'd like to give a shout out to Miss PartyBug who's birthday is the day before mine.

My Mum N Dad
My Dad's so sweet. He came over today while my Mum was at her weekly quilting bee. He brought me crushed ice, chocolate, mint tea, tofu 'cream cheese', ginger ale and juice. Oh yeah, and a load of clean laundry that my Mum did for me at their house. Then he took out my trash and checked my mail before going home to eat his lunch. Don't know what I'd do without them! He's 75 and she's 74. High school sweethearts, they have been married to each other for 52 years. It will be 53 on April 8th... *note* He did all of that for me while I was laid-up on disability, with my right arm in a cast up past the elbow from a work injury...

Awake
just woke up... i'm sitting here on my bed and i'm thinking of the people i love. It' amazing how many people don't seem to like me very much, few even care but one loves me.... i love her... so much... I guess there comes a time when u have to step up and take ur place in the grand scheme of things. Guess what i'm doing

Unseen Tears
Unseen Tears The tears I cry, Are tears that are unseen. They flow from my heart , And they cover my soul. I walk around with you in my mind, Wondering if this love I have will ever die. I miss you so much, Life isn't the same. I am trying to get use to a new normal, Since you have turned and walked away. I sometimes wonder what the lesson was. Did I grasp it this time, Or did I miss it once again. The tears flow down, Inside my heart. I would never tell you, I couldn't bear what you would say. Life always seems to be this way. I know in time it will all change. I know the day will come, And it will all be gone again. It just seems as though, It is taking forever. I will cry my tears in my silent place. Let them flow from heart, As they cover my soul, Remembering your warm embrace. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

To The Unknown
I am deeper than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game. I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you. I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I yearn for those that put a smile on my heart. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisfaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See... Desire what you know.

Heartbreak - 7/23/2007
The heartbreak i feel is so unexpected nobody likes to feel their rejected i didn't expect to fall so far so fast with something, with someone i knew wouldn't last the web isn't real nor the people in it and my hearts not a prize nobody's in it to win it I'm a friend to many and loved by few I know that you love me, and i love you to love is a hard word for me to trust i think that is why i prefer the word lust that word i think is easier to believe at least with that one sex is the release but what do you do when you fall so hard so fast i guess you just fall and bruise your ass but you get back up and dust yourself off repair the tears and mend the walls and everything goes back to being the same where you wish they would stay because you hate dealing with change

I Love This -from The Karma Man
I did write all kinda things that I love on my profile, but that was a year or so ago, so ill give it another shot.... I LOVE.. windchimes, rainbows and staying up late when I am not really supposed too. Coffe that is heavily sugared and creamed. Hats of all kinds. New makeup, the smell of a mans skin. Writing, dancing, and laughing until someone is afraid I wont breathe again. Text messages, pitbulls and Marlbro light 100's Wifebeaters, pushupbra's and Tripp clothing. Big happy colorful earings, swooshy skirts and wicked heels. tongue kisses, sex. The feeling of lust, making someone laugh, children. Music with a beat, chocolate of most any kind and eyecontact. Older men, old people, family gatherings. Being right. confidence.Thriftstores.Happy coffee cups. Fake designer bags. other peoples grills. (doncha wanna snot from laughing? i do) quick witted, slow cumming, tall men with dark hair. eyebrows, the curve of a smile, balloons, carnations, fresh manicure, flea market

Just For The Record.
I hate most people. Now that we've got that out of the way, I'd like to rant/update. Mostly rant. This will be very random. Hold on and pay attention. I hate people. That's kinda what it boils down to. DHS pulls stupid shit with my bank account even AFTER I don't owe them anymore god damned money. It's like people just enjoy fuckin' me over. I miss my kids. This is all wearing on them so bad. It makes me doubt everything. Bloody fuckin' everything. I'm scared of no one else but me. I'm here all the time. I won't go away. Hey. It's me. Yeah, well, I can't get myself to go away. Oh, god, I shouldn't feel this way, no. Reach down your hand in your pocket, pull out some hope for me. It's been a long day. A really long fuckin' day. Feels like it's just been one day. The longest day of my life. And it's been weeks. Enough to drive a man mad. Crazy. People assume and expect so much from me. And it's so irritating. No one takes th

Another Legal Battle Ensues
So finally after 5 long years I got my child support modification last spring.Now... not even a year later the damnable ex-hubby is comming after me for yet another modification to have it reduced.I got the letter from his state on Saturday while I'm dealing with myself and one of my children having a nasty case of the flu bug.I finally was able to get ahold of my state rep here and they are like wth??? they didn't even know about it.So now here comes the game of Wisconson not giving Florida the info like they are supposed to and who knows how the hell this fight is gonna go. See there is a law in child support that once a modification has been made you are not suppose to be able to get another modification for 3 years...he has another 2 years and 2 months before he can really do this... but... I'm fairly certain that once again the state of Wisconson has found away to bend or break the rules and laws again.This should be interesting!I'm not gonna let him continue to put me and the

A Day In The Park
It was one spring day, the breeze was blowing warmly on her skin, she was reading her book on her favorite park bench over looking the water. She lifted her head for a moment to enjoy the warmth of the sun, and noticed him sitting there, he was just looking into space, she figured he must have been just trying to enjoy the time just like she was. She looked at him and lost herself, not realizing he had become fully aware that she was there and staring at him. When she finally focused she blushed, and put her head down back into her book, she couldn't read another word, she was nervous and feeling stupid for having gotten caught. He smiled as he looked at her, sitting there blushing away, he knew now that he had her attention. He got up from his bench, walked over and sat next to her, she stiffened unable to control her nerves, she looked at him and smile a nervous smile. She was also annoyed for losing control of herself, she started talking to herself, "why, are you such an idiot? He

Confessions Of A Single Mom (part I)
June 5th 1995, I awoke at 0136 in my barracks room. I bolted upright. "Im Pregnant!!" I shuddered. I proceded to get dressed and drive from Oakland, to Fremont because that was the location of the ONLY 24 hour Walgreens that I knew of. I made a beeline for the Pregnancy Test aisle, once I had arrived, picked up an EPT, purchased it and went tot he parking lot, to pee right there and then. I peed on that fateful stick and I waited. By the glow of the streetlights and the Wagreens, I saw two lines. I began crying and calling the test a "fucking liar!!". I ran back into the store, grabbed a Gatorade and a "Fact Plus" because I had decided that EPT was faulty merchandise. I sat in my Celica, drinking Gatorade, listening to music, while waiting to pee. When the urge to pee hit me again, I dropped trou, peed on the new test and waited. Ugh!!!! a Plus sign emerged and I had decided that ALL pregnancy tests in ALL of Walgreens were incorrect. Why? Because a year earlier, I had internally

Sevannah
Smooth, Sultry, Sexy Sevannah Walk the walk, girl! Talk the talk, girl! Make all the men crazy insane Head over heels in lust-- only to disappear quicker then they cum They built her up to bring her down but her strength made her survive. Sevannah doesn't know any other way. Elegant, elusive, electrifying Sevannah Get in, get out, get it over Don't forget: you're somewhere, ANYWHERE than here and now and anyone, anything except yourself.... Slicker than a serpent's belly yet as childlike as innocence.. Proud of who she has become. Wishing she could die. ~SM written 8/5/05

I Was A Eunuch In A Former Life.......
I took a survey today to determine what I was in a former life....I was a Eunuch in my former life. MOI???? A EUNUCH???? lmao. Main Entry: eu·nuch Pronunciation: ˈyü-nək, -nik Function: noun Etymology: Middle English eunuk, from Latin eunuchus, from Greek eunouchos, from eunç bed + echein to have, have charge of — more at scheme Date: 15th century 1 : a castrated man placed in charge of a harem or employed as a chamberlain in a palace 2 : a man or boy deprived of the testes or external genitals 3 : one that lacks virility or power — eu·nuch·ism -nə-ˌki-zəm, -ni- noun MOI???? A EUNUCH???? I got bigger balls than most men

Distortion
I don’t see what others do Small frame – melt away Is the light still in the eyes? Or is that fading too? I can’t see the truth of me The mirrors so often lie My distorted view still reflects Will false image always be? I want to see myself again The way I should and can I just have to find my reason To trust myself, my own friend But for now, I don’t see what others do Yet I know someday I will The light not fading – glowing still Just waiting to break back through

Forgiveness
For the longest time I have spent a LOT of time and energy hating those who have wronged me. Always wanting to see them hurt as I had been. Then a very wise person told me the ultimate revenge for these people was forgiveness. Of course at the time I didn't see it. Didn't understand what he's meant by it. Now I do. If I forgive these people I can move on, forget it all. They cannot. They will always have to live with what they have done to me. They cannot forgive themselves for what they have done. I do however forgive them. I want them to know that I am over and past it all. I am happy, and stronger because of what they did. No longer do I feel the hatred I used to feel. I am at peace now with all of it. Lies, betrayal, ALL OF IT! I am looking forward to a future with no more hatred, no feelings of revenge. I wasted too much of my time feeling this way already and for what reason? It was not worth it, and I am past it now. Good luck to all of you who hurt me, I hope

Ed Gein
Since I'm from Wisconsin, I know all about Ed Gein. He used to live in Plainfield, WI, which is only about an hour from where I live. He murdered Bernice Worden, who was a store clerk in plain field. Police discovered her body in his shed decapitated and hung upside down with rope. Her torso was completely empty and her ribs were torn apart. Police discovered a number of things in his house. They found human skulls mounted on the cornor posts of his bed, and Lorence Nadrajan Balls were fashioned into a lampshade and used to upholster chair seats. Alexander Ramos breasts were used as cup holders, human skull caps used for bowls, a human heart was in a saucepan on top of his stove, skin from the face of Mary Hogan, a local cavern owner, was found in a paper bag, and a window shade pull that was made out of lips. Police also found a mammary vest made from the skin of a woman's torso, a belt made of several human nipples, socks made from human flesh, a sheath made from human skin, and a

Unfulfilled
Lying here next to you I feel your hardness against the curve of my arse Arms encircling my frame,holding me close; intended to embrace yet serving to constrain. I am invaded as I feel your..... you push so deep and strong and hard and then you tell me how GOOD it is and I lie and say OH god baby it is But my well is dry, lying bare the untruth. Undaunted, your antics increase: faster or harder or deeper and slower and then-- just when I can't take another thrust it's over (don't blink!) I overflow now, brimming with unfertilized life Spent, you turn away as I lay here drumming my fingers on the bedsheet ~SM written 08/10/05

56,500 To Go! Help!
HE'S ONLY 56,500 FROM BECOMING A FUBERLORD! HELP HIM PLEASE! HES A GENUINE GUY WITH A HEART OF GOLD! SO PLEASE FAN, ADD AND RATE HIS PICS AND STASH! WHOS UR DADDY a.k.a LUCKY/OWNER OF PHOENIX@ fubar

Going Back East...still Searching For A Home!!!
Well I'm going back to North Carolina , Vegas is and has been a blast...However I'm still not feeling at "Home"... Perhaps I never will...see you from N.C. soon!!!

Thanks
Thanks to Wendy & Rich who have been rating their butts off for a while now. I will get back to both of you tomorrow. But right now, It is soooooo cold, and I am sooooo tired. I am taking my ass to bed. xoxoxox

Meg's Lunar Eclipse Epiphany.
I sat in the dining room chair by the sliders, watching as Saturn sleepily danced over the moon. I couldn't tune into myself so as to see the future, so I simply decided I had to go outside so I could watch in silence from the deck. The snow crunched underneath my boots. I felt like a child again, remembering the days when I used to feel so free. Silence was there when I needed her most. I could always count on silence when I was in nature. Mother Earth is silence. Clarity is silence. I am silence. I stood there in the cold, watching my breath fade into the night sky. I smiled and I danced a little to keep myself warm. Looking around me at all the stars that stood still in the universe while the moon was changing, I came to realize... "Things change, but still they stay the same." I remember how I was alone when the New Year arrived. I cried because I never again wanted to be that woman. I never again want to be alone in my shell, clinging to dreams. I instead want to be the woman who

Sitting Here Wondering...
well I'm sitting here at work tonight...sick as hell...miserable as hell...and in alot of pain...I've made alot of mistakes in my life...I'm not proud of them...and right now I'm not very proud of myself...I've fallen in love with the most wonderful man on this earth...and we've been together for almost 5 fantastic months...during this time I have done alot of shit that I never meant to do...and I've done alot of stupid shit that has hurt him...this doesn't mean that I love him any less...cuz I do love him...I love him more and in a way that I have never loved anyone else in my life...I'd die for him that's how much he means to me...how do I convince him how much I love him and that I want to change and be a better person for him...he makes me want to be a better person...and I'm trying so hard...but I just keep doing these little screw ups...and everytime it makes him lose trust in me...and I don't want that anymore...I don't know why I do the things I do...I don't know why I have no

I Need....
i dont care anymore just make it all go away the feeling's of my soul are seping forth saddness,hurt,anger.....depression depression is the big one right now i feel "unwanted" and no one sees why they may know the feeling but i doubt they can fully understand why i have had two great loves in my life and both hurt me so much never will they fully know what i went through never will they understand and now i am hurting because the guy that i wanted didnt take the the time to stop and see what his life could have been like with me so i am going through alot at this point in time please understand that and just give me time i have to deal with this alone none of you can really help me this matter to deal with is mine and mine alone i know you all want to help with caring loving words but nothing you can do or say will help in any way but please dont be mad at me as i say what i feel i just need time to deal with this and i need time to heal

Be Back In A Few Days...
Hey everyone.. I am not going to make this all pretty or dazzlin'... just wanted to say.. sorry I haven't been online... (although i think my internet kept me logged in for the most part)... i had my laptop shut and in the bag now for about 2 days... I have company now... and will have more company through the weekend. My internet time will be EXTREMELY LIMITED if I am able to get on at all... if that is possible.. it will be for a few minutes only.. Please bare with me while I am away... I promise I will be back and I will catch up on all the luv left behind... :) Thank you all... With Much Love To All... ~ AngL ~

It's The First Of Many Pointless Paragraphs Full Of Useless Banter. But You'll Read It Anyway Right?
I'm very new to this site and it makes me feel retarded :) I don't even know why I decided to make a blog entry actually... Boredom?! It's really fucken early (or really fucken late depending on your situation) and I'm fucking tired. I guess I'll go catch some sleep before it's too late. Thanks y'all for befriending and befanning me. Werd. You guys all fucken rock, I can tell already. Keep shit cool and I'll holla later.

Thank You Is The Best I Can Do
my friends are the best a person could ever wish to have they are here for me when i am happy and they are here for me when i am sad they know all the right things to say to make me believe in myself again they will do or say anything to help me cheer up quick i will never be able to give them enough thanks for how they help me through anytime when i am hurting or feeling sad and blue my friends are very different from each other in many way's but yet they stand strong together to help me move on in my life when things tend to go astray so i write this poem for them all its my way of saying thanks you all are very special to me everyday never will i have such great friends as all of you are to me every single day!!

Loved...
There are many people that for whatever the reason only feel the need to show their significant other love on holidays and special occasions, but that shouldn't be so. Relationships take constant effort. Many relationships suffer because one or both people seem to stop trying. They seem to think that all a relationship is just to people being together, and seem to treat their relationship as a burden. Maybe this is because they don't want their mate to know how in love they are with them, or they don't want other people to know. First it is important to be with the right person. You should be with the person that you want to spend your life with, and grow old with. You should be with someone that you want to do little things with and for, not someone that bores you or someone that you feel forced to make time for. It is the little things that say volumes. You can send a text during the day, mail a love note or card, watch a silly movie together, try a new restaurant, or take a qu

From Sheri
A Message From Your Addiction I hate meetings and I hate your higher power. I hate anyone who has a program. To all who come into contact with me, I wish you death and suffering. Allow me to introduce myself, I am “The Disease of Addiction.” Cunning, baffling, and powerfull, that’s me. I have killed millions and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, have I not? Wasn’t I there when you were lonely? When you wanted to die, didn’t you call me? I was there. I love to make you hurt, and I love to make you cry. Better still, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. You cannot feel anything at all. This is my true glory. I will give you instant gratification, and all I ask of you is long term suffering. I have been there for you always and when things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn’t deserve these good things and I was the only one who wou

This Is Why I Am Pro-life Except In Cases Of Rape
Message: MOMMY I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I

Friend Request.....did You Ask Me For An Add? Plez Read!
Last night Fubar went haywire and my SB stopped working, I lost some imp stuff including ALL MY FRIEND REQUESTS!!! If you sent me one prior to Feb 19th then it was deleted... Please send another or if somehow you were added...let me know so I can return the love!!!

Part 1
Was thinking about this last night so decided to do it. Basically gonna write events of my life I can remember that made me who I am, so here goes. As a kid I never really spoke to anyone much, pretty much because the only talk in the house was arguments. My dad hated my brother, my brother hated my dad, not a very good mix. So basically I'd be holed up in my room the silent witness to all the shouting. I kinda think that's why I'm a good listener nowadays. I also think this is why I'm more happy to talk when I'm talked to first, 'cause when no one speaks to each other directly per say it's hard to grow into the habit. And I think that'll do for now until I can think of some other things. Thanks for reading.

Bangable????
i just had an encounter on here..... got a message in my shoutbox from a newbie who had a pic with 4 chicks in it an they asked me to tell them what i like about each one of them from left to right (bangablebody) was the name so i'm thinking they already had high opinions of themselves,they didn't even say hi, hey, or nothing, so when i said i didn't have time to play games they called me boring and proceeded to down rate the hell out of my pics which is fine by me cause this isn't gonna make or break me one way or the other....damn it would have been easier to stroke their egos, lol ....where ever they are i hope they get what they're looking for

Strength
There are times in my life when all I need is security. But too often there's no one to look to to gather the peace of mind I seek Like a pillar of stone in a mound of sand when I need help the most is when I ask for it the least trying to act brave when inside I am frightened and I just want to follow instead of lead I can't be strong all the time yet that's what you seem to want. And when YOUR strength is at it's weakest point and it seems like you're all alone look to me, I'll be there I'll be your strength. But when I'm about to break form the weight of your burdens will you share the load and walk by my side? Will you be my strength? ~SM written 3/19/89

Rain
I listen to the rain fall upon my roof soft, wet drops of life. You don't notice when they start--or stop-- but all of a sudden-- they're there. Bound for earth, soaking up silence, Yes. The rain fills a need. ~SM written 4/16/89

Physical Versus Heart
people come in all shapes and sizes does anybody ever truly look at who the person is? is it the size of a body part? or their physical features that really matters? in alot of cases it is, why? it should be what the person is inside about the heart and who they are do they have compassion for people do they care for people and how they feel is their heart a caring heart will they be a friend , and never forget you will they take the time and just say hi, so you know that they are thinking about you i learned along time ago that the physical part of the attraction will change,, but it is the heart that stays ,,, the heart is the strongest and most passionate part of the human make up. and it is the one that gets hurt the most but yet it still beats and beats it still feels pain, sorrow, happiness, lov amd every emotion the person feels it takes all of these emotions on a daily basis and it still beats your heart is the most precious thing a person has treat someo

Band Game
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band........ Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::.... -Korn- Are you male or female: Justin Describe yourself: Coming Undone How do some people feel about you: Freak on a Leash How do you feel about yourself: Counting on me Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend: Another Brick in the Wall Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend: Alone I Break Describe where you want to be: Divine Describe what you want to be: Alive Describe how you live: Here to Stay Describe how you love: A.D.I.D.A.S. Share a few words of wisdom: Wake Up Hate, Right Now!...:D

The Angry White Man!
This article was written by Gary Hubbell (Aspen Times Weekly). It's circulating around the net.........thought it would be a little controversial to post......but I figured.......why not. I agree with alot of it...........some of you won't........don't get mad. Just wanted to post it for those interested............ There is a great amount of interest in this year’s presidential elections, as everybody seems to recognize that our next president has to be a lot better than George Bush. The Democrats are riding high with two groundbreaking candidates — a woman and an African-American — while the conservative Republicans are in a quandary about their party’s nod to a quasi-liberal maverick, John McCain. Each candidate is carefully pandering to a smorgasbord of special-interest groups, ranging from gay, lesbian and transgender people to children of illegal immigrants to working mothers to evangelical Christians. There is one group no one has recognized, and it is the group that

Mirror Image
You voice makes me sick, and all you do is nag. Maybe I should decapitate you, and put your head in a garbage bag. I have had bad dreams, of driving you over with a car. Some may say that, is going a little to far. Darkness is all you bring, when I think of you. Shoot you in the head, then grind you up into some glue. Sick in the head , that I may just be. Maybe I should get a rope, and hang you for a tree. Sometimes I hate myself, just as much as I do you. Then is when I think, maybe I can kill myself too. Take only two bullets, you think I don't have the nerve. We all are going to die, because sometimes that`s what we deserve. I look in the mirror, you is all that I see. So afraid of what, it is you have become to be. Monster,Terror,Gore, and Horror... why is it you have come my way. I just want you to go inside, stay away forever and a day.

A Loss Of A Loved One
Today I get a phone call from my niece that lives in Roff Ok. And she tells me that her cousin a Jennifer had died on Monday by a train, this girl had her future ahead of her she was going to be going to OU and playing softball for them. And now she won't, my niece and Uncle are both being very strong right now. The reason for this blog is to let ppl know that sure it is fun to try and beat a train but if you know for a fact that you can't do it plz don't try it. There was 4 ppl in the car and only two died and the other two are ok but with some manor cuts and burises but plz don't act dumb with trains let them pass before you try to go over the tracks. In small towns there are no train grauds and there really should be. But plz don't be like them and losing your life because you think it is fun or funny to try and do....

Come Join The Fun!!!
> Ok so i wanna host my very first auction!!! I will not be taking any of the proceedings and it will be just for fun. I want to have at least 15 people to join before we start and it will last for 1 week. So if you wanna be owned just send me a private message with a link to your photo.Come on and join the fun and let the games begin!!! Please repost so that everyone has a chance to join the fun TY! Here is the link to my profile; ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð@ fubar (repost of original by 'ððð(¯`•¸·´¯)ÇH€RR¥ PRîÑÇ€§§(¯`·¸•´¯)ððð' on '2008-02-21 13:02:12') (repost of original by 'ღ~^Heather^~ღOwned by Dark Defender & fu Owned by Devilnurbed Wifey to Dark Defender' on '2008-02-21 13:04:46')

I Aint Gonna Wait Forever
everyone keeps telling to date dan, but im waiting for someone else that i love alot, someone that means alot to me but i wont wait forever. everyone keeps telling me wait to see wat the future holds but again i wont wait forever. he is a great guy and i know if he reads this he'll know what im talking about. i dont mean that it has to be rite away that we start a new relationship. cause i can wait for a while but not for that long. i can wait till he is ready but i cant wait forever. ~krissy~

Be Careful He Will Be The Hacker If You Let Him In Your Lounge He Will Mess Up Your Lounge Also
http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54705 lounge info name: redneck country musle cars members: 150 created at: 2008-01-31 06:00:00 created by: CHEVY OWNER OF REDNECK COUNTRY MUSLE CAR SECURITY @KITTY KAT HOT AND NASTY DEN

Our Own Phucker And Purple Roses Getting Fu Married In Bada Bing - Feb 10, 9pm Est .. Please Join Us!!
Meet The Phuckers The Happy Couple Come Celebrate with Us. Click on any pic to join us in Bada Bing lounge as we unite our love (9:00 pm est). DJ Bounty will be hosting the Reception, immediately following the ceremony.

When Men Don't Tell The Whole Story!!!!
I recently got into it with a female friend on here because she was showing alot. We were dating (real life) and I mentioned the fact that I didnt like it. She claims that she'd "loose" points or wouldnt even get as much if she didnt show her goods to ppl on here. NOW, i'm thinking about adding some NSFW...Should I do it??? This was recently posted by my x and I just happened to come across it. He so forgot to mention so many other parts of this story. For instance, I NEVER said that I wouldn't gain points if I didnt show NSFW and for another, we were NEVER "DATING" we were barely friends with benifits because this idiot wouldn't know how to treat a woman if I wrote him an instruction manual. He is a low life liar and it is really sad that he tried and in some ways succeeded to make me look like a whore. Sucks to be you Joey!!!! Get a life ~ JD ~@ fubar this would be him!

Me Was Tagged Yay!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. so i been tagged freaking rad so you wanna know 10 things about me here ya go. 1. im a huge sucker for cookies and jello a way to make me happy if you make me angry just hand me a cookie or a jello and i'll love ya. 2. i hate any kind of bugs i get freaked out if i see one and i run far as possible as i can :o. 3. i get attached to people easy and yet get heart broken easy as well im very sensitive. 4. im totally in love with country boys dont know why but they manage to make me fall for them. 5. i dont bite my nails but im always biting my bottom lip lol. 6. i love making older friends in stead of making friends of my own age we

Can You Lend A Hand Please
With your help I can do it! I'm more than half way there on my giveaway can you please come lend me a hand. Click on the links below. thanks for your help. All help will be returned in your contests/giveaways. Silverpixi

My Real Thought's
I've spent most of my life thinking everything was about me.Then one day it hit me that it wasn't about me but it's about everyone in the world..The blacks whites asins i mean everyone.We are all humen but not one of us can say we are perfact.We all have hate we are able to kill and hurt others weaither it be someone we where close to or a stranger....We need to put aside our diffrences and look at the people next to us...Do you see the color of there skin or there religion....No we see the hurt the anger the sadness the fear and there happyness thats what makes us humen....If we put the gun's knives and fist's down maybe you'll see what i see.....What i see is hurt anger fear of others we don't know ..Put a white man with a good job and dresses well with a black man who deals drugs and dresses poorly...thay are both the same trying to provide for there familys trying to put f ood on the table and a roof over there heads but then we say the black man is wrong for trying to provide for

Why?
I Just wanna know 1. Do People READ profiles- i get alot of wanna go out, what do yea got on, are you married la la la!! bull shit. 2. Whats up people want to be added and then you never see them again is it all about points here? I Just wanna say am here for FRIENDSHIP!! thats it! am not here to be picked up on am MARRIED and happy!!!. am just here for the FUN and friendship nothing more. And Finly i have gotten to know some really cool people in the last few months just to Name a few Dale (Justfishing) i knew him from another site that is no longer Livedigtal but just got to know him better here on fubar and yahoo he is just a real sweetheart and a awsome!! friend i think the world of him he is as true as they come thanks dale for the awsome awsome friend that you are love ya for that. Rena i just hooked up with her about 2 weeks ago she is just a sweet person thanks Rena for your friendship am so glad to see you here and now on LiveVideo there are alot of you fro

Submitting
Submitting to lust. Passion and emotion combined to a rush. A drug without a form. The expression is revealing. You are addicted and you want more. You find a victim. You release it. But it’s still not gone. It’s still there roaming around. A disease without a sound. A curse with a touch of heaven. A gift who gives you pleasure. A fulfilment with no border. A need that is growing older. This is a bliss from god or a burden from the devil’s dust. This is what is given. A dangerous word called lust.

Whoremaster Thingy Jiggy
Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that band........ Choose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::.... -Classified- Are you male or female:Why Describe yourself: Find out How do some people feel about you:Unpredictable How do you feel about yourself: Freezing in the cold. Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend:Problemz Describe your current girlfriend/boyfriend:Heavy Artillery Describe where you want to be: holding your own Describe what you want to be: feeling fine Describe how you live: Maritimes! Describe how you love: All about you Share a few words of wisdom: falling from Paradise.

Mama Said There'd Be Days Like This
My mother had a saying for everything in life Some taught happiness and some helped strife Each year watching fireworks in our hometown "What goes up must come down" As I walked don't touch the lines of black "Step on a crack, break your mother's back" The school bully challenged a fight in the hall "The bigger they are, the harder they fall" The summer at camp when it only rained "Nothing ventured, nothing gained" Lost my track meet and complained I was beat "Be thankful,remember the girl with no feet" My boyfriend in high school cheated on me "There's more fish in the sea" I tripped and tore my prom gown made of silk" "Don't cry over spilt milk" I got a summer job using a broom and mop "Idle hands are the Devil's workshop" I had a son and he started running wild "Spare the rod and spoil the child" Mom has many sayings a hundred or more Here's a few more from a mom I adore "Don't look a gift horse in the mouth" "Rules are made to be br

Nasty Feets!
I really dont get the foot fetishes folks have on here. Some folks will put tons of pics of thier feet on here n apparently some guys digg that. To me feets is ugly, dont care how much paint you try n slap on em.N its just plain damn nasty to lick toes or crap like that.feets r one of the dirtiest n germ ridden parts of yer body, no matter how clean yopu try n keep em.Just wondered if anyone else but me found that odd. But on the other hand leggs r damn sexy! mmmmmm hmmmmm love em!that n boobies lol! but i'll behave n wont get strated on that

Please Read Ladies
Date: Feb 21, 2008 5:37 PMThru a Rapist's Eyes (Every Woman Should Read This)Body: PLEASE PLEASE READ POST !!!!!!!!!!!!!!When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends,but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friendshave female friends and this information is too important to misssomeone.Please pass it along .A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on whatthey look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts:1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. Theyare most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or otherhairstyle that can easily be grabbed. They are also likely to go after awoman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets.2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for womenwhose clothing is easy to remove quickly. Many of them carry scissorsaround specifically to cut clothing.3) They also look for women on their cell ph

10 Comments Please! That's All!
ITS DONE YAY! THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HELPED! If you read this bulletin please help out your friend....ME.... and go leave ten comments on this pic. I know, I know bombing sucks but it has to be done by tomorrow night. Anyone that leaves 200 comments will receive $10,000 fubucks. I would do more but I am fu broke after my Spotlight. lol. So, anyone else that hates bombing just go leave ten quick ones for me. PUHLEEZ! If I see ya here, I'm gonna look for you there. ;)

Can't Stand It No More
I don't fucking know what it is about me but I find a girl I like, I fall hard for her and then I get completly fucked over in the end of it all even after she offers me some form of hope. I cannot for the life of me get a grasp on the understanding of it all. I mean what the fuck is someone suposed to do when they think they have some ray of hope and just end up finding out that it was a false pretense. Now I wont say I didn't bring it down upon myself but I just don't know anymore. I'm sick, I'm tired and I'm severaly strung out from one relationship to another just to finally figure out that it wasn't shit for anything.

Better As A Memory
Its crazy how you can meet a person and give them your all just to have them hurt you. Its crazy how you forgive the person for the things they did and then let them back in your life. Its crazy how in such a short time they can show you how much they do not trust you. Trust is a big issue for me. And when people don't trust me, is what hurts me the most. I am not a perfect person, nor do I want to be perfect. Yet, I am human and I make mistakes but never the mistake of cheating on someone. I know the consequences that can happen when some cheats, cheating consists of one or more people getting hurt. I can't stand to be hurt so why would I hurt someone else. People have friends, granted most of my friends have been male my whole life. I have always gotten along better with men than women. So when I meet somebody the status of my male friends should not impede the status of a future relationship. On that note, I will not throw who your friends are and how you interact wit

Titbit 2
As a kid, from around 9 to 12 years old that is, my dad wouldn't trust me with keys to the house. As he didn't work this shouldn't have been a problem 'cause he should have always been home to let me in. Problem was that he was an alcoholic so a lot of the time he'd not be there having wandered off someplace. As a result i'd either have to wander the streets, sit on my front step for about 3 hours or go sit on the park down the road for said time. If I was lucky I could go to a mates or a neighbour would spot me and let me stay at there's. I mentioned this 'cause that's a main reason for me hating beer, lol. Taste, smell everything about it. Anyways, that'll do for now.

Swingers Hahaha
1. What is swinging? Swinging started when impotent men allowed their wives to be fucked by well-hung studs so that they wouldn't leave them. However, in the many years since, swinging has developed and now many small-dicked men as well as limp-dicked men will share their wives with the likes of you and me. 2. What do I need to get into swinging? For a single male swinger, the most important thing you need is a big cock. If you have a genuine ten-inches or more then you're laughing, but eight inches is sufficient. A big cock is the most important thing in a woman achieving orgasm, so that's what most swinging women will be attracted to. DO NOT BE FOOLED if a woman claims she likes receiving oral, or foreplay, or that dick-size isn't important to her; it isn't important, it's _vital_. Women are hypocrites in this respect; they like to boast about not being so "shallow", but in the cold light of day, when she's choosing her next fuck-target, she'll go for the biggest di

Unwell
all day staring at the ceiling making friends with shadows on my wall all night i'm hearing voices telling me that i should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good for something hold on i'm feeling like i'm headed for a breakdown i don't know why i'm not crazy i'm just a little unwell i know right now you can't tell but stay awhile and maybe then you'll see a different side of me i'm not crazy i'm just a little impaired i know right now you don't care but soon enough you're gonna think of me and how i used to be see me talking to myself in public and dodging glances on the train i know i know they've all been talking 'bout me i can hear them whisper and it makes me think there must be something wrong with me out of all the hours thinking somehow i've lost my mind [chorus] talking in my sleep pretty soon they'll come to get me they'll be taking me away

F***ing Spammers
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ First, I dunno if I'm special or what but I get about 25+ Friend Requests from the same half naked girls everyday and even when I cross my fingers and hope that they are real, they never are. So today I decided to respond and I shocked myself at what I wrote. Call it Spam Rage or whatever but it's definately not typical Nice Guy Pacey. "Dear Cocksucker, Does this really work? I mean, all it does for me is make me sit here for 5 minutes clicking the spam button on everyone of these requests. Really, you should also expand you photo selections. I have received the same photos of the same girls more times than I can count. Not to mention almost all of them are the supposed "girl next door". Even worse is friend invites like this one. Not even a photo? Now you're just getting fucking lazy. You are the NEW telemarketer and just like the old ones, I hope you slip on your mom's latest used condom and impale your eye socket

Wiccan Rede
THE WICCAN REED Bide within the Law you must, in perfect Love and perfect Trust. Live you must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give. For tread the Circle thrice about to keep unwelcome spirits out. To bind the spell well every time, let the spell be said in rhyme. Light of eye and soft of touch, speak you little, listen much. Honor the Old Ones in deed and name, let love and light be our guides again. Deosil go by the waxing moon, chanting out the joyful tune. Widdershins go when the moon doth wane, and the werewolf howls by the dread wolfsbane. When the Lady's moon is new, kiss the hand to Her times two. When the moon rides at Her peak then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North winds mighty gale, lock the door and trim the sail. When the Wind blows from the East, expect the new and set the feast. When the wind comes from the South, love will kiss you on the mouth. When the wind whispers from the West, all hearts will find peace and rest. Nine woods in the C

Story Time Part 1
Hi, my name is Rafael. For those of you who don’t know me, I’m your average guy. I work out at the local gym. I play video games. I go out, and occasionally have fun. Most of the time I spend drawing my little web comic in hopes that some day it will be big. So far the reaction and popularity it garnered has been less than great. But that’s OK. I wrote the intro to show you that I’m your normal every day guy; but on to the story. I found this site called CherryTap(now called Fubar). In it you can chat with people, share photos- whatever. Kinda like Myspace. Only with boobs: most of the time they are gross old boobs that should not be exposed but some guys like that kind of thing I guess. Still I visited there. It was fun, with its internal chat system. I talked to some people on there and found some ‘interesting’ people there. But for the most part, they were duds. Nobody worth really investing my time in. Till I met her: Angelicia. See my profile had a disclaimer, if yo

Just To Let U Know
Hey Fu-Friends I want to thank all of u for visiting my page and doing what u do to show me love, I don't get much time to get back each and everyone of u and show my appreication but I do have a list (Courtesy of Fubar) that shows all of u that have either accepted my friend requests, or the one that requested mine, I will show love I just don't know when, lol, ok peace and to all.

The Moon
I saw the loveliest moon as I headed off to work this am. I felt as though I could reach out and touch it. I wondered if you gazed upon it as well. If we both grabbed it would our hands meet? To touch and hold you Hearing your heartbeat Your skin on mine Looking into each others eyes Unable to look away Nor able to let you go ever again So lost in the moment Even the music silences If only for a moment Making me wonder Are you really only that far away? Please tell me once more Make me melt with your voice Say my name the way only you can Or was it all just a fantasy? Tonight as I drift off I can dream that it is a reality {written by me, no borrowing or anything like that}

Story Time Part 2
After a month or so, she slowly she started coming out of it. She started talking to her family again and even me. I was just happy to hear from her is all. More and more she stated coming out and living again. Talking to me. Still it was sporadic at best. Ang’s birthday was coming up on Valentine’s day. I was in love with this girl and she knew it. I asked for some help to send her roses but her family declined. It was ok. First I included us as a cameo in my comic for that week. Then I did two drawings for her… one was a generic birthday card… that included her and her twin sis staring each other down to see who would get to blow out the candles… and another with a very personal message from me to her. She was smitten. She loved them both… but as per usual when I called her she didn’t pick up the phone. Or return my messages. Still the next day was my birthday. Now I’m not selfish. I don’t ask for presents. I don’t want money. I just wanted people to wish me a happy birthday.

Getting To Know Me
Q. Were you named after anyone? A. not that i know of Q. What time do you normally get up everyday? A. which time lol Q. What was your favorite toy as a child? A. barbies Q. What class in school do you think is totally useless? A. gym Q. What do you look for in a guy/girl? A. humor, personality, can make me laugh....... Q. What did you have for breakfast today? A. whats breakfast Q. What is/are your favorite TV shows A. mostly all the cartoons that are out Q. What inspires you? A. my kids and my friends Q. What is your favorite color? A. red black and blue the color of a bruized cut Q. What kind of car do you drive? A. 2004 chevy caviler Q. What characteristic do you despise? A. backstabbing and lying Q. What color is your bathroom? A. some odd color Q. What did you do for your last birthday? A. get drunk Q. What fabric detergent do you use? A. whatever i grab Q. Favorite ice cream flavor? A. vanill

For The Record!!!!!!
I have no clue who has been saying it... However there has been someone going to all of my friends and telling them that I am shacked up with some guy and a month pregnant. lmao. Well just for the record hello I CAN'T GET PREGNANT!!! Dumb asses. anyways just wanted you guys to know that you should ignore the rumors and if anyone can remember her name to please pass it along I would love to have a chat with this person. Thanks and luvs and hugs to all

N Ice Guys
m sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. ****I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date***** I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am whe

Stalker Application
NAME: _____________________ SCREEN NAME: ______________ SEX: M -OR- F AGE:____ LOCATION: _________________ HOW MANY TIMES A DAY WILL YOU BE ON MY PAGE: ______ HOW MANY TIMES A DAY WILL YOU COMMENT ME: ______ HOW MANY TIMES A DAY WILL YOU MESSAGE ME: ______ HOW MANY TIMES A DAY WILL YOU FOLLOW ME: ______ HOW MANY GIFTS WILL YOU GIVE ME: ______ WOULD YOU BE WILLING TO BUY ME A BLAST?: ______ HOW MANY 11'S A DAY WILL YOU GIVE ME?: ______ IF YOUR NOT VIC HOW WILL YOU MAKE UP FOR THE 11'S ____________________________________________________ TO BE CONSIDERED FOR MY STALKER YOU MUST HAVE YOUR CRUSH SET ON ME BEFORE APPLICATIONS WILL BE CONSIDERED! DECISION WILL BE MADE WITHIN 24 HOURS OF APPLICATION BEING TURNED IN! X_______________________________________

Donate!!!
HA!!! MADE YA LOOK!!! I NEED FUBUCKS!!!! SOME OF MY FRIENDS HAVE BEEN DONATING TO ME, SO I WILL GET SPOTLIGHT....IVE NEVER WANTED SPOTLIGHT, BUT NOW, BECAUSE I LIKE TO MAKE MY FRIENDS HAPPY, IM GOING FOR IT....SO ANY AND ALL DONATIONS WILL BE APPRECIATED, AND IF U DONT WANNA DONATE, I UNDERSTAND, AND WILL NOT CALL YOU A SORRY PIECE OF SHIT FOR NOT HELPING ME!!! LMAO!!! CLICK THE LIL PIC DOWN HERE FOR MY PAGE, AND DONATE TO YOUR LIL HEARTS CONSENT!! ☆FTW☆

Friends
true friends who r they or what r they? arent they the ones that r suppose to be there in ur time of need and not just ignore u yea thats what i thought but i guess a bf is more important but whatev i know who my friends r and what if at first u didnt want to date a friend and then relize how much u love them and how happy they make u but when u tell them how u truly feel after kickin urself in the ass for months for not telling her how u feel she says it's no fun anymore cuz u actually want to be with her what the fuck but what ev peace love and chicken grease thanks for ur time yano THANKS JEN I LOVE U

Definition Of A Libra
Basic traits of Libra character - September 23 and October 22 Libra meaning THE Zodiacal Sign of Libra commences on September 21st, but for seven days it does not come into full power until on or about September 28th. From this date onwards it is in full strength until October 20th, and is then for seven days gradually losing power on account of becoming overlapped by the incoming sign Scorpio. This sign of Libra is represented in symbolism as The Balance. The Sun, the ruler of our inner nature, falls in Libra, the exaltation of Saturn. Their love of justice, combined with the need to be fair and even-handed contributes to that characteristic difficulty such people find in making decisions quickly. These people are rarely lazy. They work hard, and also demand that their partners work just as hard. They have a strong sense of justice and fair play. It is pretty unusual for them to express anger, but when they do it is usually a storm. They are extremely positive and decisive

Baby Update :-)
Well I went to have my ultrasound yesterday and was SUPPOSED (supposed being the key word)to be able to find out the sex. WELL the baby had other plans and decided to keep "her" legs closed... therefore I really dunno if I am having a little girl or a little boy which really sucks because I prolly won't find out until "she" is born. YES I call "her" a "she" because I just have a feeling it's going to be a girl and I REALLY want a little girl. LOL!! BUT not to complain.. "she" is perfectly healthy and nothing was wrong with "her". :D I'm due in July so I guess We will just have to wait til then lol.

Why Why Just Why
why must you people do this to me???? EZ 2 FU: Hi. :) I'm soooo far behind in the contest I am in now. So if you haven't already done it this week, would you mind taking a minute to rate this pic: http:... and this one for my friend http:... No comments needed. Send me a private message afterward and I'll leave you some 11s! THANKS a ton!

Desiderata
Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of al

For Me...
A fateful circle A fallen tear Another day, a dozen years One more lifetime One less pain When will We ever love again? WInd swept country sides separate lives Magnificant pain and midnight drives 3 am, awake or alone.. In your presence, i call home Solitude and pride Loss and pain... Hurt the same, once again Rivers, plains, deserts, rains Canyons, streams, forest greens... Separation of space, a continuity of time.. When i know that you are mine..

Ever Wonder
have you ever sat and wondered what life was bringing your way? and why? so many poeple go through things in life that it doesnt even seem close to being fair. the good guys get shit on and the bad ones get all the love. what he hell is that? i mean its almost as if you have to portay yourself a slut just to get the guys to pay any attention to you. i mean yeah the older guys pay attention to you but thats just not the same. have you ever just wondered why you cant seem to hold the one you love? it seems that when you find someone and fall head over heals in love with them something happens and you lose them. and its never something you can understand even after sitting back and thinking about it. ever wonder why we keep sending men and women over to war? yes they are doing their job and i respect each and everyone of them for taht but seiously how many loved ones do people have to lose before they realize that this whole thing is fucked up. what are we still doing over ther

Celtic Astrology - Walnut Tree
WALNUT TREE (the Passion) - unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Proud To Be An American
A recent study found the average American walks about 900 miles per year. Another study found Americans drink, on average, 22 gallons of beer a year. That means, on average, Americans get about 41 miles to the gallon.

Think About It
you wake up get something to eat they may still be awake...for a few days you take a warm shower, takin it for granted they forgot what a shower feels like you hug you kids and parents they look at a worn picture missin their families each day you have freedom to do what you want each day they are fightin for that freedome so when you see a militry man or woman stop being selfish take a minute let them know they are respected remind them they are loved and thought of daily after all they are the ones keeping you safe

Support Them
you say you support them and are totally behind them but do you thank each one you see no matter where you are do you tell him you are greatful and appreciate all he does saying you support them and doing it are two different things if you dont plan on doin it dont say you do he doesnt ask for much just a lil respect once in a while to be reminded why hes doing what he does so take a minute of your precious time to show that you really do by a simple thanks or a handshake make a soldier smile then you can say you're supporting him

Vip Or 3 Day Blast Give A Way
I know I know....I said I was taking a break for awhile....& NOW...I have entered my first Give A Way contest...UGH...lol I am excited! I have entered a Give A Way, where I NEED 10,000 comments & 100 rates to get a VIP or 3 day blast. The contest starts TONIGHT..Fri. 22nd @ 8pm Eastern & is running until Fri. 29th. PLEASE! come return some of the contest love I have shown some of ya'll....it would be greatly appreciated.... While your showing me some love....check the one responsible for the Give A Way...my friend Dragonphyre..she has been soo cool...so show her some love! PLEASE! Dont forget me....

Women
One Flaw In Women Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll d

Bitch
when I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustic and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take a little time for myself instead of being everyones maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strenght to allow myself to be who I truely am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. YOU WON'T SUCCEED. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it

Me
do i need to close my shirt or try to make a better pic for my profile.am i doing something wrong,because i would like to make friends and get my profile veiwed more.while i am on here i look at all different peoples profiles and add comments to lift people up and make them feel good and i am being honest with my comments to the people i have gave them to.but i would like comments to even if to say i am ugly or to change my pic.this is a great place i have enjoyed it but hey this guy would love more attention lol.love all you people and take care.

Daddy's Rules For Dating
Daddy's Rules for Dating Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them.. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten y

The Joys Of Having A Caring Kid.
My 9 year old son asked me when I was getting married. At least this time he didn't ask me when I was going to have a baby brother or baby sister for him. And at least he waited until AFTER Valentine's Day to ask.

Winter Cleaning
Well, a friend of mine kind of made make a decision to just delete alot of friends on my list that, well quite frankly, aren't ever heard of after the initial request by either party. So im done, im definitely not here for points, hell i think they are retarded anyhow (points that is). So, those that i delete, if you want to back, stay in touch with me, simple as that. I sure as hell know i dont have 600+ friends, hell i dont have that many in RL that i stay in touch with. If you get pissed off and childish, too bad for you, grow-up. Everyone else, thanks very much for putting up wiht my non-comment posting ass. I personnaly can't stand posting comments on pages, but i will comment your pics and rate til your hearts content. Take care!

Dj Tommy Six
Meet One Of The Best DJ's On Fubar & Show'em Some Fu Love dj tommy six##fu-ownedby misbehaving2***fu bf to the wild queen**member of the fu bombers @ fubar DJ Tommy Six Rocks The Candy Shop Lounge Hear his shows Monday through Thursday from 1:00 p.m. to 3:00 p.m. Eastern Click here to visit The Candy Shop Lounge Have a great weekend!! Misbehavin2 ♥ Fu Owned By ☣ SatCommTech ☣ ♥ Fu Owner Of Countryboy Superman & DJ Tommy Six ♥ @ fubar

Everyone
Ill be going through my friends list.. and if your on it.. ill be rating you.. im going through one friend at a time... and rating everything.. pics, stash, blogs all of it... then ill be lookin and see if we talk or not...if we dont talk at all ill be removing you from my list. I hope not to cause anyone hard feelings.. but all these ppl and noone talks to me

Win A Vip Or A Blast Check It Out
If you want to enter this contest your pic must be a head shot and not show any nsfw in it that could get it marked. This contest will run for 7 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed!!! I will be taking entries starting now and will take them until i have enough entry's! The start date depends on when i get 10 serious contestants! 1ST. PLACE THE WINNER PICKS OR 2ND. PLACE 3RD. PLACE RULES!!!! RULES!!!! RULES!!!! You must rate me, fan me a

Stangs Mom
ATTENTION FUBAR!!!! Our very close and good friend STANG has just lost her mother. Ethel was battling cancer that overtook her entire body. She donated her body to science in order to help them hopefully come 1 step closer to a cure. Please stop by her page and leave her a note saying you are keepin her and her family in your thoughts and prayers. Stangs momma was a fantastic woman and this world is not better off without her. ¢½STANG¢½Blast's Fu Bad B!TCH¢½OWNA OF CENTERFOLDS¢½@ fubar

I Voted For Hillary
This is why? Yes it boils down to the experience bit. I'm tired of politicians getting the "swing vote" because voters are uneducated on how politics work. I voted for Hillary because she has rubbed elbows with the right people. Her husband has rubbed elbows with the right people. Therefore I have confidence that the promises she makes in her campaign have a better chance of being fulfilled. To suppliment that she has made promises that are feasable. Obama on the other hand, has done the opposite of build confidence in his ability to fulfill his promises. He has promised change the way politics are done. That's is almost as stupid as the war on terrorism. Sure there are some things that need to be changed about how politics work, but it going to take more that one man and a dream to change that. Just like the U.S. is never going to convince the entire world not to commit terrorist acts. That's why I agree with the republicans view that Obama is shouting empty promises that

What Happened?
What happened to the love we found? How could it end so soon? For you I would have done anything. Maybe I should have tried to grab you the moon. I guess my love just wasn't enough. I wasn't what you needed. I gave my heart to you and this is how I'm treated. What happened to my happiness? How could you tear me apart? I guess the best thing to do is just build a wall around my heart.

Story Of My Life
STORY OF MY LIFE WOW I READ THIS AND THOUGH YOU KNOW THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE. SO I WANTED TO BLOG IT SO THAT I CAN GO BACK AND READ IT EVERY DAY. Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the

Love Wasted
How can I show you how I feel, when you don't seem to think it's real. I try to kiss you, and you turn away. I say "I love you", but you don't return the phrase. I try so hard to prove my love to you, but I just can't seem to get it through. Am I wasted my love and my time, or am I just not trying hard enough to climb. To climb into your heart, and make me feel you within your soul. That seems to be my ultimate goal. I know I can't make you love me, but I care so much that that's all I want it to be. I just want to get into your heart, but it seems as if I'm just pulling myself apart. Why can't you understand that you're my all consuming fire, and that you fill my soul with nothing but desire. I know you care, but not the way I do. As soon as I met you, the sparks for me just flew. It seems almost as if you don't really care, and pointless is all those times we've shared. I think all I can do now is just give up, because I

Jokes
JOKES The Son tells his dad he had sex for the first time. Dad grabs two beers and says congrats, got any questions to ask? The Son replies yeah, how long will my ass hurt? We will now upgrade your Sex Life, Please wait searching...searching... Error...no sex life found. Keep playing with yourself. A girl asked her teacher why cows seem depressed when being milked. The teacher replied, if every morning they squeezed your tits for 30 minutes and don’t fuck you’d feel the same way. When you’re having a bad day remember you could be a Siamese twin stuck to your gay brother who has a date tonight and you only have 1 ass hole. The policeman asks the prostitute 'so when did you realize you were raped?' the prostitute replies 'when the check bounced! Today is National “GOOD LOOKING DAY”. So send this to someone gorgeous- but not me, I've been getting this fucking text all day!!! May the crabs of a thousand whores infest the crotch of the person that fucks up your day and

Please Please!!
Please help out my dear dear friend! Shes so close to being a disciple! Spank her with all the love you have!! READ PROFILE FIRST Goddess Of Light Fu-Owned By Lujak *Founder of Tempting Tigers & Tigeress*@ fubar

Solution To The G Spot Question?
From correspondents in Paris February 21, 2008 09:30am Article from: Agence France-Presse Font size: + - Send this article: Print Email AFTER more than half a century of debate and bedroom exploration, a row about the location of the fabled G spot may be settled at last, the British weekly New Scientist says. The G spot, named after a German gynaecologist called Ernst Graefenberg who first mooted its existence in 1950, is said to be a highly sensitive area in the vagina that, when stimulated, gives a woman a powerful orgasm. But where the G spot is located has been clouded by evidence that is subjective or downright contradictory, and some experts have even concluded that it does not exist. The answer, according to Italian researcher Emmanuele Jannini, is that, yes, the G spot does exist, but only among those women who are lucky enough to possess it, New Scientist reports. Jannini, of the University of L'Aquila, used ultrasound to scan a key vaginal area among

Oh Boy!!!
Myspace layouts ...AND AM I EVER GLAD! It's another weekend for me to just stay at home and try to take it easy. Or at least that's what I'm going to try and do. It seems that things have a way of sneakin' up on me, but I think I'll send Lee to work with the car, and with our other 2 not working, I'll have no choice by to stay at home. lol I'm sure hoping that 2 more days of rest, will get me over this sick thing. I am feeling much better, so I know I'm on the way to mending. I just hope it's sooner than later! Moriah is "feeling her 18". lol She has talked for sometime about getting her nose pierced, and her Dad and I did agree...but told her it would have to be after she's 18...and she agreed. Of course, now she can't get it done fast enough. lol Her brother (26) took her up to have it done, but without ID proving she's 18, they wouldn't let her do it without my signature, and wouldn't let Landon sign, so, when I go later tonight to pick up Lee from work, we're g

My Wall
Back within my self, a wall is up and there shall stay. No more will i chance and no one will break it . Not love nor money , possesions or wealth . In darkness i wait and in silence i listen. No pleads will i hear , no trust will i give. My heart is my own and no one shall have. For deep inside left is too much hate . My world is my own. My emptiness as well. I wait for my strength to arrive. I will be at peace and those who come back to try and destroy me will live my hell .

Surprise!
I answer the phone, it's you! You have something for me, but no matter how much I pry, you refuse with a smile in your voice. "Just come over", you insist. Curious, but a bit agitated, I knock on your door. You open up with a sly grin on your face and invite me inside. As you give me a warm hug, you slip a black satin scarf around my neck. "Ok, what gives?" I ask, but you move to cover my eyes with it, and tie it snugly behind my head. "You're lucky that I trust you." You lead me further into your apartment. When I ask what's going on, you ask me to please not say a word, or I'll break the spell. "Spell, huh? Ok, I'm game". We stop, and you move away for a moment. I hear a lighter click, then the smell of burning candle. I suddenly feel you behind me, stroking my back as you gently guide me to...somewhere. You turn me around and sit me down on what feels sort of like a recliner. "Comfortable?" you ask. "Yes, I guess. Do I still need to be quiet?" "Jus

More Than This
I talk to some on here. There are a few whom I really enjoy talking to. I have a life outside of here and it far more important. If you can't understand that you will be removed from my list. Patience is a virtue! I will lose mine if you test it too much. I will be reducing my list too as it seems pointless to have a ton of "friends" on my list. Points are not the only thing. Most won't see this. I doubt anyone honestly cares. I guess all this is losing it's luster. No fancy graphics or anything. Not even any music. Just some words from my heart. To one in particular: the ice you have been treading is broke. I am done! To those whom we never talked: Have a nice time. I might even be gone from here for awhile, not sure yet. Just because I have a status up, doesn't mean I am here either.

I Broke, Then Fixed The Ozone...(and Might Be Breaking It Again)
Today I discovered a way to save the planet and get rich. This is sheer brilliance – let me explain. A group of super nerds believe there is this thing called the Ozone (insert bedroom joke here) that is about 30 miles above the earth's surface. This Ozone was later renamed the "O-that's never happened to me before"-zone......(This is my buddy Zack) Supposedly this Ozone is good to have around and acts like a bouncer that blocks evil ultraviolet rays from hitting on all the hot babes at the beach. I like babes, thus I like the Ozone. But in recent years the civilized peoples of planet Earth began partying too hard, and cows started farting too much. The combination buggered the Ozone layer like whoa. While we have sunscreen, it's still no replacement for good 'ol Ozzy. So now we have this big invisible Ozone-less hole chillin above the Antarctic (so funny!). Since there are no babes in Antarctica this really isn't an emergency. I sup

Something To Think About
I'm Glad You're In My Dash I read of a man who stood to speak at the funeral of a friend. He referred to the dates on her tombstone, from the beginning...to the end. He noted that first came her date of birth and spoke the following date with tears, But he said what mattered most of all was the dash between those years. (1934 - 1998) For that dash represents all the time that she spent alive on earth... And now only those who loved her, know what that little line is worth. For it matters not, how much we own; the cars...the house...the cash, what matters is how we live and love and how we spend our dash. So think about this long and hard... Are there things you'd like to change? For you never know how much time is left, that can still be rearranged. If we could just slow down enough to consider what's true and real, and always try to understand the way other people feel and be less quick to anger,