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Rules For Women According To Men Lol
1. MILKING IT: When stroking a guy's dick don't grab it like a bus rail and start jerking it like you were milking a cow. Don't use the love sword as if it's a piece of gym equipment to strengthen the forearms. The male organ is a thing of wonder and beauty, and should be awed, worshipped and held tenderly at all times. The sensitive part is at the top (where your face should be), not two-thirds of the way down. 2. ROBOTS: When sucking a guy's dick don't just get on the end of the thing and jam your head back and forward. It's a beautiful instrument; it should be caressed, inspected, kissed and licked from every possible angle. 3. SILENT FRIGHT: If you've come and cannot be coerced to scream to show your appreciation, at least make some sort of sign to inform the guy that he's done his duty and can blow his biscuits whenever he wants. 4. NO LAUGHING MATTER: Don't laugh if your creative male lover gets carried away and says things like, "I want to rinse your mouth with my

One Time For Ya Mind
look, i dont need you calling my phone and harrassin all the bullshit you said just keeps me laughin, get your mind right baby you a simp, and im a red hot undercover pimp, n it will be that way untill the day i pass you can forget about me baby cuz youre a thing of the past, you can bet your last dollar that youre already forgotten, on the outside youre fine, but inside youre rotten,this is just some bullshit i had to get off my chest, if my lyrics were bullets you couldnt hide behind your vest, cuz im a real motherfucker momma didnt raise no sucker if you wanna be a hatter ill show you my ass so you can pucker

Turn A Jaundiced Eye
focus with your third eye vision, blurred and vibrant. snap, crack and turn... find what's been left behind to fester. put it in your mouth... don't spit. slick with envy, and bitter....crunchy. don't choke....just digest it... take it all in, love. Partake of what you have created. It's only fair.

The Day At The Parking Lot
I know I write a lot about messes I've gotten into, but, ya know, they stand out in my mind!! I used to live in Gainesville, Georgia. Its a very hilly town, the houses are built into the slopes and the streets are steep. There was a supermarket I used to go to that was on top of a hill and the parking lot was built on the slope of the hill. It was steep. I was 8 months pregnant with my second child and my first child was 2 years old. I had found a parking spot near the entrance of the store, way at the top of the hill. I came out with a shopping cart loaded with groceries and headed for my van. My two year old was sitting in the child section of the cart. I got to my van and the gravitational pull on the cart was pretty intense, I was at the top of the slope. I had to prop the cart against the van to keep it from rolling down the hill. Well, the first thing I did was take my two year old out and put her in her car seat. I got her buckled in and then turned to t

Monday Monday..
Getting left behind Not being loved No one understanding No one caring are my fears I had a dream I was lost No one tried to find me No one cared No one listened understood Feeling left out Feeling like no one understands Feeling like No one can hear me When I’m screaming to be heard Destructive behavior I have Wishing I could change Wishing I could make it better Wishing for another chance Wishing for someone who will come and save me from myself. my fears not being heard being left behind not being understood no one caring. how can I disappear make people understand. Disappear from this world Show people what It’s like to worry, misunderstand not care. my fears, people laugh people tease people misjudge people misunderstand me. Behind my back, they laugh, tease, hurt, so I can't see them. It hurts. Now, I hide this pain in my heart making sure No one sees my hurt, Pretending to be someone I'm not. Try

30 Days Of Night
I know what you're thinking, another vampire movie. And in some aspects, you are correct. But in a twist, it takes place in Barrow Alaska, which has a month of darkness, hence the title. I'd first like to compliment the casting person. They did an excellent job of putting the right people in the right spot. Not once do you look at the person, and say that there is no way that they could play the part. Usually there's one or two per movie, but not here. Next I'd like to compiment the special effects people. They did some gore, but didn't go overboard. In today's overboard society, they did a great job of reigning themselves in. The acting was good. There was very little overacting. It seems like an unknown cast, but you will recognize a few of the actors, from similar sized roles in other movies. Josh Hartnett was the biggest star in it, and he was pretty good as the town constable. He had a horrible haircut, but he was in Alaska, and he usually does. But his acti

To Goat - Or Not To Goat
Ok, I got a haircut over the weekend (pictures to come tomorrow) - nice and short - because the warm weather is on the way (it is on the way, right?). Well, usually sometime in late April or early-May I take off the goatee for the summer heat. Should I get rid of it as usual or keep it? I may post a mumm as soon as I can get a pic of with and without together in a folder. :-D Oh, BTW, I will be at home tomorrow one way or another (working or not.

People U Think U Know And Can Trust U Cant
Ive been living alone know for 8 months trying to get on with my own life but after all this time i still cant help myself from missing you,you where once my dream come true but then that all turned u turn in to reality a worse dream i could ever have. Ever thing turned differently the way they used to be so i have no choice but try 2 let u go because you are my reason 4 my sleepless night coz u always on my mine u keep poping up an what u have done does i cant help but cry all the time all the stufe u have put me an are kids throught all the pain but the crazy thing is we still miss ue all are memories we had as a faimly an a copule play over an over in my head i wish i could hide these feelings i wish i could hide that i luv u because u do not deserve my luv my heart or my mined because of u are life never be the same again know that u are gone 4 ever i am trapped in loneliness forever unless some man can try 2 bloom my life with luv an joy an happnies i thought i never had 2 do thi

My Best Friend¢¾
3. Danielle (n.) - The prettiest most amazing girl ever. She's so funny and makes me laugh all the time. actual definition in UrbanDictionary.com. So about this girl.. She's my best friend, whom I love so much. She's always there for me when I need someone to just listen to me bitch, and she always knows how to cheer me up. If I could, I would seriously give this girl the entire world. Her eyes and her smile; they make me melt. She's the most gorgeous girl I've ever met. Inside and out. & I wouldn't trade her for anything in the whole wide world♥ I love you, Danielle

Mad Momma On A Warpath!! Round One To Mad Momma!!
bb Ok to give a quick over view of my daughter moving here. Since we moved out here she has been picked on and bullied for her heritage, for having a BISEXUAL PAGAN MOM, and for being a Poly family. Now that my Ex's and their kids left she has no one to help back her up and protect her. So now the abuse has gotten worse. Every time she has told teachers at her school she is over looked and told oh well. Now this year its gotten very physical. She has been pushed, hit, chocked and now apparently was pushed into the ground so hard that she has scrapes on her fore head. Yet I told her teacher at the last parent teacher conference about the racism she was facing. At that time my daughter still hadn't confided what else was going on. I told her teacher and she lied to me about my daughter never saying anything. My daughter actually told her teacher that she was pushed into the gravel and was told, "Oh well". You tell me what a 7 yrs old girl is to make of that!!!

The Nice Guy And The Special Olympics.
In +Bauer+'s mind, "MAN" directly translates to "Great MAN of Action." When a problem or challenge arises, women are busy "contemplating the reasons", sobbing into a box of tissues, watching re-runs of "sex and the city" hoping to find an answer, or hoping a MAN will come fix it for them. Meanwhile, MEN are out there already doing, fixing the problem, building answers, declaring war, rescuing those prisoners of war, and creating "Coalitions of the Willing." WE ARE MEN! Example: I was driving with a woman, heading to a movie, when suddenly the car broke down. Within minutes we where surrounded by a horde of mutilated zombies, assassin ninjas, a roving troop of mimes that had taken her family hostage, rabies infected midgets with flamethrowers, and violent "repeat offender" rapists, with massive erections, eager to rape the nearest stranded motorist. She immediately began to sob and shake uncontrollably. "What are we going to do?" she screamed. I grabbed her

Looking
So I am looking for an apprenticeship in a tattoo shop somewhere in Rochester, NY. I have strong illustration skills. I also do some oil paintings, acrylic, and love pencil illustrations. I love realistic and fantasy images.

I Remember How You Made Me Feel
Smiling to myself as I think back on that amazing day....was it the sex that made it so great? Was it his personality that seemed to be so in tuned with me?....With my body?....With my body's reaction to his teasing? Everything seemed to happen so fast....we emailed back and forth a few times and left an open invitation with each other. "Call when you're ready". That day started slow and lazy....we lingered in bed a little longer than we needed to. Teasing each other....discussing our evening plans, or rather our lack of plans. As the day progressed with no plans, we decided, "let's make that phone call". The phone rang, and immediately, excitement raced through my veins....I remember his pics so well. His cute smile, his back clearly showing it to be defined like a sculpture, his hardened dick standing straight out. I stood there half listening to the plans being made. Were we really going to meet? Tonight? My hands were sweating as we drove to meet him, chewing slightly

Pure Seduction....
Pure seduction....I often wonder why words have such an impact on my sensuality. Whispered needs and desires bring forth an amazing result as long as the intonation is done just right. Like honey dripping from a tree, that familiar dampness started to spread within my groins. Was it the way you looked at me? or was it the way you whispered those words...."Suck my dick Bitch". Not ever once feeling it being used as degradation but almost like you were embracing it, cradling it....I hesitated....not because I didn't want to please you....but simply because I wanted....no, needed to hear those words again. As I lowered my mouth to your hardened dick, a moan escaped your lips....tormenting me with it's soulful lust....beckoning me to tease more. My mouth increased it's tempo.....sliding down further on each thrust, as my hands caressed your balls. Mmmmmmm....I feel myself getting wetter with each swipe of the tongue across the tip. Talk to me luv..... As your hands rested down on

Ladies Profiles Rants
For a couple months now, I've been reading women's profiles on fubar. (Yes, surprise, someone really DOES read the profiles.) After reading these profiles, I have deduced that some male fubar members might not be the nicest guys on the planet. I think I've even blogged about this before. However, I shall no longer appologize for the male species. This is an adult site, and in my opinion a very well run site. I've found no "bots" and no kids, which is amazing! (rock on, fubar!) This is not a porn site, HOWEVER, it also is not a site where people discuss a lot of flower gardening topics. It's an on-line bar! I am sure you get hit on at a real bar, so you must expect to be hit on here! It's simple as that. You're a woman, and a man just might find you interesting and hit on you. While I personally have never started a conversation with things about my anatomy, your anatomy or what I'd like to do to you in private, not everyone is as polite as I am. Basicly, you're here and it comes wit

Level A Diva!!!
Here are 15 divas that sould use help in leveling. Please show them sum love, stop in and rate these DIVAS!! First sticky repost MsMaine will give you 150k in Fu-Bucks. Jsut send a private message to MsMaine. Needing 3500 points is: (¯`•§ÂþþĥïЯë Şk¥•´¯)««þЯømØŢ€Я Øƒ ÇøþþëЯĥê ãÐŞ £øü@ fubar Needing 9936 points is: B*tch@ fubar Needing 10,906points is: Sparkling Crystals~add some spakle into ur life~Dylon's Diva!~Come n see who's at the zoo@ww@ fubar Needing 11,855 points is: Kandees Passion* RL wife of spyderman121*Dylon'S~ Diva'S@ fubar Needing 13,267 points is: *Crazzzzzzzy-In-Ohio* {DYLON'S DIVAS}@ fubar Needing 14,128 points is: YVONNE~~~DOUG'S DIVA!!~~~~@ fubar Needing 14,647 points is: ~DC~ aka "Jager me Babe" ~!Dylon's Divas!~@ fubar Needing 16,648 points is: glasgowghirl *Dylons Diva*@ fubar Needing 16,995 points is: Christina~~Dyl

Over Dramatic
Ok yes in situations like the one I faced this morning, I tend to get over dramatic. However those closest to me know how deeply this person's back stabbing affected me. I don't handle drama well at all so the person has been removed & blocked. I'm still planning on going into hermit mode for awhile & hop on to send comments & throw my 11's. If you'd like my 11's send me a private msg & when I log in I'll toss them your way. Thanks to several for their love & support through my issues this morning. Here & on yahoo; you guys put others to shame! And I love for it!

Journal 3-31-08
here it is the end of March hard to believe it already that summer is just around the corner. Honestly the way things have gone in my life over the past year it is hard for me to believe that i have not lost my mind and just thrown in the towel at times, and if it weren't for a few people i might have done just that. a year ago, a friend of mine sent me an invite to fubar and shortly after i joined a very dear friend joined on here and we were able to start talkig even more then we had in a very long time well this dear one to me introduced me to a man who i have give my heart, soul, mind and body. from the first time we spoke i felt drawn to Him. i would wait for hours just to get a hello form Him and never think twice about it. i now call Him Master and love Him so very much. even if i have a change to speak with those who have called themselves my Master in the past there is no feeling ther only sorrow for them because they are either facks or they just could never own me the wa

Guilt Trips
It never ceases to amaze me how people can find it so easy to do you wrong when even you are trying your very best to safeguard their emotions even though you want to so badly just let them fall flat on their face and suffedr for all the wrong that they have done to you. Men, I will never understand the ones that enter into relationships without honesty in their heart, the ones that want to make the relationship a journey of agonizing discovery. They sit there and tell you how great you are and how you are everything that they want and then they are constantly tyring to second guess you in a way by talking to other girls - you hear the lies spewing forth from their lips like a poison fog and you want to disbelieve what your heart and head makes painfully obvious - so you wait and when the proof comes you are shrushed just like you knew you would be; but it is undeniable and right there in your face. But the worst of it all is now that you know they fucked up and you are walking away

Names
I just saw one of those stupid name mumms and ofcourse made a nasty comment. Which is what I do, but in reality it is nice that people actually think about what they are gonna call their baby, even though some names are hideous and I wouldn't even name my enemy that. I asked my mom once if she ever picked out a names for me before I was born. Her answer was: "we didn't want to jump ahead in case you were born dead or ugly." I mean, WTF!!! Not only that, but I went without a name for about 2 weeks before they declined my grandpa's advice for a name Alisa because if I turned out ugly, a pretty exotic name would just be a mistake. So they name me the most common name in Russia in the 80s, which is ofcourse Natasha. In school I had to share my uber common name with 6 people in my class alone, including the teacher. Gddammit, now I'm bitter

Youz A Ho
Hooooooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) Youza Hoooooo (Ho) I said that youza hooooo (Ho) You doin ho activities With ho tendencies Hos are your friends, hoes are your enemies With ho energy to do whacha do Blew whacha blew Screw whacha screw Yall professional like DJ Clue, pullin on my coat tail an why do you think you take a ho to a hotel? Hotel everybody, even the mayor Reach up in tha sky for tha hozone laya Come on playa once a ho always And hos never close they open like hallways An heres a ho cake for you whole ho crew an everybody wants some cuz hoes gotta eat too Cant turn a ho into a housewife Hos dont act right Theres hos on a mission, an hoes on a crackpipe Hey ho how ya doin, where ya been? Prolly doin ho stuff cuz there you ho again Its a ho wide world, that we livin in feline, feminine, fantastical, women Not all, just some You ho who you are Theres hoes in tha room, theres hoes in tha car theres hoes on stage, theres hoes by tha bar hos by nea

Tell Them Moon Sent You
Legends Saloon Is Now Holding A Open To All & The Person To Bring In The Most Members In A Week Minimal 20 people to Win The Fu Bucks WINS Just Let Everyone You Send In Know to Let Us Know Who Sent Them!! Or You Can Send Me A Private Message! So Make sure To Drop By Join Us and Join in The FUN!!!! All Of Our DJ's Rock!!

Where Is All The Family??
I have noticed today that a lot of the family members have been online but are not helping with bombing... if you don't want to leave ANY comments at all why are you in a bombing family?? If you want to be a part of this family and have the family back you when you need help then you need to help other members of the family when they need it. We have a contest going on RIGHT NOW that we need help with she is a member of the family and she is also co-founder now, if you don't want to help the family out at all then you need to leave plain and simple!! Got it??

Rate Me Plz
Can a hippie get some Do me a favor, go give this fella some rates! (yes, even if you are a GUY)His account was deleted and hes starting over :( after being so close to henchman. Give him some pic rates and love! Rate that stash, and leave loads of comments!!Oh yeah, ask him about his love for cows!!! Tell him berry sent ya. ;)way2xsf@ fubar

My New House
ok... really i am not a shallow person. it really isn't all about me but i do have to say that there are some very interesting things going on in my life right now. i have a new house. i love my new house. it is in a little town called kingstowne, nestled around springfield and alexandria va. it is so beautiful here. i have some cherry blossom trees in my yard that are blooming right now. i have a yard! how exciting. i who have spent that last year of my life in iraq, is very excited to have a yard. it is 3 level town home. completely gorgeous! did i mention i love it. i will have some pics up soon. i am working at a great army clinic here in dc. it is awesome. very lax. i can tell this may be a bad thing. :) i have been meeting some new people in the area. i am really excited about this. i came here knowing two people. krissy is probably the person i am most excited to know from the area right now. the next part... all i have to say is "crystal blue" surrounded by tan. :)

A New Toadies Album?! Could It Be True?!
Some pirated Toadies videos surfaced, making it appear that Toadies are back in the studio recording another album. This fuels rumors that have been surfacing all over the internet. If these rumors are true, than I am beyond excited. I want to hear what my fellow Toadies fans think about it. What do you say? If you haven’t seen the videos, here are links: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JsLYaLwzOtA and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1C4xtqfKBM If you are not familiar with Toadies, ten please check them out. http://www.myspace.com/toadies

A Better Place
There is a better place, That I’m a going, No pain, no sorrow, no death..... Jesus has gone to prepare, A better place for me, A place of comfort, understanding, love...... There will be choirs of Angels singing, Glory, glory hallelujah, All of the day long...... I’ve been preparing to leave, In a heartbeat, No pain, sorrow or death will be there...... I’m going to enter that city, That Jesus went to prepare for me, The one without pain, sorrow or death...... There will be a mansion, Built just for me, Without pain, sorrow or death,

Dream Of Love
When my dream of love seemed like it would never come true, I closed my eyes and imagined you. When I least expected it, Love found me. Together, forever, we will be. Our hearts are conected. Our souls are one. Our life together has just begun. Though there will be good times and bad. As long as you love me, My heart will never be sad.

My Birthday.
Hi to all my friends old and new my birthday is Thursday its hard to think I been on this site now alil over 2 yrs wow how time flys and lots of real good friends have made it a great time thank you all for being my friend and letting me have a chance to be your friend also and getting to know some of you too. I will be 37 wow imagine that as the day comes up I thank you all for helping me celebrate my birthday and hang out with all my great friends on this site thank you all for all the love you have shown me with the loss of my ferret a few months ago back also. I still have yet to find my brother but I never give up hope he will always be in my heart no matter what and of course the great tattoo of the skeleton ripping outta my left chest in his memory. no telling what il do for my birthday but what ever it il be sure to take pics soo you all can check them out also. Thank you all my good friends once again.. your friend .. Jay

How It Is Said
"It is not just the words that are said, but how they are said and why." There is several reasons I say this tonight, and I have felt it for many years now as well. I talk for hours on end with a very special woman that I have fallen madly and deeply in love with. There is a very strong and loving bond with us. We share our inner most feelings and fears as we have never shared with anyone before. Sometimes it is hard to find the right words to explain your feelings, sometimes it is not. But when you are trying to tell the one you love how much you love them... It is not just the words you say to them, but how you say them and why you say them the way you do. The love of my life, Rhonda, was sent a link to a blog posting tonight. It was about "Being Treated Well". And she then sent the link to me and asked me to read it, because when she did read it herself, she thought of me. The words he put down are very inspiring, and made me think all over again how much I love my Rho

Happy Hour Contest
This is just an update of the previous blog about my Happy Hour or equal value package salute contest for April. So I will have a contest starting on April 21 or April 28 where the lovely lady who wins will either get a Happy hour; or a package of fubar gifts of same value a 30 day blast, a VIP for a month, a ticker package and a bling pak. The choice will be up to the one who wins the contest. The contest entry must be a salute to me with my name on a card or on the lady who wishes to enter the contest. Also in honor of The Easter Bunny and the bunnies at Playboy I would like for the contestant either to be wearing bunny ears or wearing a Playboy costume. This is no longer mandatory more like a general theme but I will accept all types of salutes to me that fall within the guidelines. I am leaning towards letting the one who gets the most comments be the winner of the contest so comment bombing will be allowed and the one who receives the most comments will be the winner to avoid any

Happy Annuversary Rock Bottom Lounge
Rock Bottom Lounge Happy 1 month Anniversary! Rock Bottom has been open a month today!Thanks all my staff for all the help.Thanks to all the members! You all are like family to me! I love you all and will help any of you if i ever can.Again THANK YOU ALL! Check out Rock Bottom Lounge! You will be extremely glad you did!

One Word...ugh~
It has been a rough weekend here. I have one word...UGH~! I feel lousy. This round of chemo sucks~! My joints ache and I hurt all over....like the flu but we know it's the chemo. I only have 3 more treatments to go...HALLELUJAH~! I am just so ready for this to be over with~! I do hope all my friends are having great days. I am still on fubar but not that much these days. Please keep me in your thoughts and stop by to chat sometime....I am here and there most of the time. Leave me a message and I'll get back to you. ~~smooches~~

My Favorite Mummy's
It's been know to me (at least) that there is some REAL comedic talent going on in the MUMMs. Once in a while a clever MUMM is posted, but more often than not, the true genius is in the resulting comments. I'm going to add different categories and try to spotlight some of the people I think have talent and some that are just smart,, but mostly hot chicks I want to butter up, some of them just happen to be what i consider,, really freaking funny and/or clever. I figure that it will be an ongoing work in progress type of thing, because every day someone says something that makes me laff. Feel free to paste in comments, because i miss a lot.

Love Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visiually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminaiting us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

My Condition Is Called Wpm
...I'm a fairly talented guy, who's done a lot, but hasn't really gone anywhere in life. ...Don't get me wrong. I've had a great time. ...But I've always fought a powerful depression that caused me to drift aimlessly into drugs and self abuse.A depression that crippled me...hobbled me..'til I was ultimately, a victim of my own misguided energies. ...I was so frustrated at my unused and wasted potential, that I let it eat me alive from the inside, turning me into a wretched, cynical, Scrooge-like,egoist. ....I call it Wasted Potential Madness. .....The only cure is for me to try and be the very best and complete version of me possible on a daily basis. Drown the bitterness in productivity, and use the time I have left to the fullest advantage. .....As soon as I realized this, I felt a sudden alignment with my, now deceased, relatives. My Mom and Dad, Sis and Bro. My Grandparents and their Parents. I feel them all standing behind me, cheering. ....Oriental cultures revere the eld

Been Busy
Hi Everyone. Sorry I havent been on Fubar for a while. Ive been very busy with work the past while and havent had the time to spend time on here. I havent forgotten any of you and I will catch up with you all as soon as I can. Love, hugs & Kisses to you all Willie XOXOXOXOX

Angel Eyes Adult Website!
http://www.ourangeleyes.com/ ...Or... http://www.ourangeleyes.com/index2.html Well, guess what everyone?...I now have my own adult website...its got all my pictures and two videos of me...if not free...DUH!...but there are things that you can check out for free...you get short clips of my videos and you can see small sets of pictures from all the different photo shoots I have done...and even just pictures of me goofing off...you should all really check it out...tell your friends about it...I dont care..but please join...there will be updates to the site as time goes by when there are new pics and new videos to be added...but thats gonna be alittle while for the simple fact that I still have alittle baby DJ to pop out and take care of...but it will all get done sooner or later...lol...but dont be afriad...you know you wanna look!...

Memories Of You
Memories Of You You take the very life from me With each tear i shed The cuts in my heart bleed Sinking to my feet like lead Always was forever until the end And love knew no bounds Promises to always be my friend Are now but distant sounds Trust? doubt? fears run rampantly one right into another one Happiness keeps distantly Moving from me till there is none My fault or was it yours? hers? Doesnt really matter at all now Self blame covers me like many furs Their heaviness making me bow My soul bared wounds wide open The pain for everyone to see My love for you a vast ocean And the hurt i feel an endless sea There are no answers wrong or right For they escape my searching grasp Running from me into the dark night Sleep eludes me as time does lapse Permanantly etched on my heart Colored by love and memories That will always be a part thats kept hidden inside of me. RavensWitch © By RavensWitch On 6/18/2005 1:28:12 PM

The Wall
They were cemented by delusion Each brick of deceit and pain Securing me from loves intrusion It was the wall to my domain Silent with my secrets i sat Not answering hope's knock Fear nibbled in me like a rat Inside my self made cell block Many tried to climb and penetrate The exterior of my lonely wall In fear,i would only retaliate One by one they'd tumble and fall I didnt see the gradual crumbling Around each brick of pain Or the ray of light that it did bring Inside my cold and lonely domain When i realized, it was too late You had already gotten inside My destiny sealed by this fate I had no place to run and hide Then i noticed the warmth you made Inside my once lonely domain I found that i was no longer afraid Your love removed all bricks of pain The light you brought shines bright And warm breezes caress my being My heart takes wings in flight Free with this new found feeling .......

The Scars
Deep Scars written 10/6/04 5 pm by debra You hid it well the scars you left Each bruise and mark made Hidden well beneath my clothes Tormenting me, making me afraid You played it out so perfectly The loyal and true spouse Before our friends and family Masking the chaos in our house Each cut you made on my skin And each scar you left in my mind Branding me in a perverse act Every way that you could find The burns and the beatings so cruel So much physical and mental pain Hanging my head down low I thought it my fault, I was to blame I covered for you out of love Thinking that would change it all Until I realized you were sick And saving you was not my call For years I blamed you for what you done Until I found the answer inside of me If I stayed I had no one to blame It was time to set myself free No more torture, no more pain Thats visable for anyone to see But in my mind it still remains So am I actually totally

Beautiful Heart
Beautiful Heart written 6/1/2005 3 pm By Debra She's very fat and kind of plain Blending in, a no name jane People snicker and they laugh Calling her ugly and piggy fat They are beautiful people indeed On others self esteem they feed she used to cry wanting to die They didn't see the person inside If they looked closer they would see How beautiful this woman could be Every remark cut deep like a knife Leaving scars all over her life They smashed her heart all to hell In ways she could never ever tell And yet she did not hate them at all No matter how they made her bawl She wanted acceptance thats all she asked Her hurt and tears were hid and masked She was way more beautiful than they could be Blinded by her pain she just couldnt see The glow from inside her and the love she had Shined thru her soul no matter how sad It was a brightness that set her apart For they didnt have her beautiful heart

My Hero
You come to me in my time of need. Comfort me and let me weep, for a love that is lost. It is with you, that I escape the realities of my world. To a place where . . . thoughts are deep, life has meaning, and love is eternal. I wake in a foggy daze and sometimes I laugh at my foolishness. Most times I cry wondering . . . Why couldn't we have met at another time or place? Where dreams of a love that is pure and true could have been fulfilled. So my hero . . . I close my eyes to sleep, hoping to dream, so that I can be with you once again . . . Six FREE things you can do with this poe

Ladies
hey girls this is the guys and we have something we would like to say to u We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it makes us mad.... It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel

Look At U
Look at you You look fine how do you do Been a while since alone in your room Been around but havent found no one like you Dont you know baby there is no one like you So can you hear my emotions Sweet slowly Hear with your heart baby Dont speak Now with your soul tell me silently

Is It Worth
I sit here and think Think about the things I do Think about the way I live Then I sit and ask myself Is it worth it? Is the way I live worth all the hurt I go through Is it worth all the pain, all the heartache Are the things I do worth the pain, the anger, the trouble Is it worth the disappointment, the hatred, the disrespect Is it worth losing the self respect that I have Is it worth losing the respect of others Is the way I live and the things I do really worth any of this

Pervs/a'holes And The Breeding Ground
I am starting to think... after a few days here nonstop that this is the breeding ground for pervdom (which isnt so bad mind you- til it goes on and on and on for hours and days and such) and being a total d*ck (YOU know who ya are and what im talking about) What is it about the anonymity of the internet, that causes "normally" civilized people to turn into crass, inhumane, disrespectful, incoherent, ludicrous, asinine b*st*rds to people they dont even know? The Million Dollar question of the day!!! *kttn*

The Pain
Please someone take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can take it The pain is cutting into me like a knife The pain is making me lose my mind The pain is making me feel that I have no worth The pain makes me cry The pain makes me hurt The pain makes my heart break The pain is just too much The pain I just can not bare So, please I beg someone to take this pain away For I know not how much longer I can survive

Bullshit
Never a dull moment...*sigh* My computer has been going downhill for the past couple weeks It's been a slow & painful process It started with the browser freezing up for no apparent reason. Then came the MEGA lag Next was a ringing/ticking coming from the speakers Last but not least came the browser crashing I have been running my scan daily & I've been clean For some odd reason today I decided to go snooping in my Control Panel I have NO access to "Add/Remove Programs", list never populates So here I am sitting here looking at my network report...Holy Hell Batman!! My computer has been maxing out bandwith usage 24/7...50mb ALL day & ALL night Apparently I have some company on my computer Someone has latched on to my azz & is using me as a server Oh Joy! Like I don't have enough fkn freaks from the Internet following my ass online minding my business now I have some freak in my computer Time to reformat...fun! fun! fun! NOT! So to all who read this if you

United States Coast Guard - And I Quote..
"There are 39,000 men and women who make up the United States Coast Guard. This is because we are the Elite within Law Enforcement & Search and Rescue. We are the best of the best. When storms shut down entire ports - We go out. When hurricanes ground the United States Navy - We go out. When the holy lord himself reaches down from heaven and destroys his good work with winds that rip houses off the ground - We.. go.. out. So, if by some miracle, you actually have what it takes to become one of us - then - you get to live a life of meager pay, with the distinct possibility of dying.. slow, cold and alone somewhere in the vast sea. However, you also get the chance to save lives and there is NO greater calling in the world then that." United States Coast Guard Semper Paratus (Latin - Always Ready)

Love
She stands before me a Vision from My Dreams. It's my milky skinned Goddess. The Moon glows off her skin as she stands before me. A half smile playing across her silky black lips. The night is in complete Black eccept for the vision of my Dream. Dark hair cascading down her shoulders and back, her Hazel eyes bright with the sorrow that they have seen and with the promise of the love to come. She walks up to me and embraces me and tells me it's not a dream, I'm real. With a kiss from her Sweet and Tender lips I feel the love that we share and she whispers I'm your Black Rose, your Candy in Life.

Maggie
Ok, its April 1st and I just noticed a lump on maggie. Same ear she had her cancer cut out of. It wasnt there over the weekend, and I can't believe that something like that can grow over night. Its the size of a gum ball, how does that happen. I dont know if I should go have it cut out again $600 and its only been like 2 months if that, or just let her be herself, and just let it go for now. The vet said she would keep growning them back as they are taken off.... what do I do??????? It makes me so sad just to talk about it, the tears just pour down my face, how am i goin to cope with this, I cant even think of her leaving my life, its just so hard for me to hold her and love on her and know she is going to leave me soon. I have noticed lately at night she gets clingy with me, wont leave my side at night, just lays almost on top of me, maybe she knows something that I just cant even imagine or want to. I say prayers evey night for just peace within her and not to let her suffer. I won

He's Busted!!!!!
> OBJECT OF THE GAME. This Contest will be won just like any other,with photo comments and photo rates, "BUT" it has a twist! To win you must have the most photo rates,Now for the twist you need the least photo comments! So while you are having your pic rated you need to be bombing your opponents. At the end of each 24 hour peroid I will close the contest folder and tally all comments and rates and take screenshots. The contestent with the least photo rates and the most photo comments will be eliminated and the folder will be reopened. RULES 1.Most rates and least comments wins. 2.Good Sportsmanship is a "MUST". 3.Anyone can rate your pic. 4.You must be on my friends list and a saluted level 5 to comment, so if your friends are not on my friends list have them F/R/A me ahead of time. 5."NO DRAMA" "NO WHINNING"we are all supposed to be adults here "ACT" like it! Anyone found causing drama or being disrespectful to any other contestant,or bringing

My Fu-owner----my Love
MEET MY NEW FU-OWNER * Spank His page with a Add, Fan, & Rate * Tell him JC sent you * Send him a gift And why you ask should you do this??? I'll tell you.... 1. He is the sweetest guy ever 2. He is always willing to help a friend 3. He's AFREAKINADORABLE 4. I said so 5. Cuz I love him Rogue Assassin ~DJ @ DLS~@ fubar Brought to you by: JC - Promotions Manager* Owned By Rogue Assassin@ fubar

Adrianna.. Rest In Peace
And another day I am awoken with a phone call that one of my best friends has passed away. Her name is Adrianna..I called her many things including Adiedoo, Adri-ya-ya, or just Adri. Her brother called me this morning, and I won't go into details because I am not sure what the family wants, but never the less, she is not here anylonger. I feel pissed at not only death itself, but at myself for the time I wasted not being around her. We were inseperable at one point, then when Dawn and I broke up things took a different turn. I suppose it was hard going from the "Trio" we were used to, down to dealing with me drinking my sorrows away at the local pub and watching me die slowly, and Dawn starting her new life, with her new college friends and new boyfriend. It was too much for her, and well..I was being selfish. I fucking hate myself for that. She saw both of her once "best friends" travel down different roads and become people she no longer recognized. Fuck man, thats just horrible. Tha

What Is Your Life Worth.. To Someone Else
When I came across This article this morning... I was speechless Man auctioning off his life — his house, job and friends By ROHAN SULLIVAN Associated Press SYDNEY, Australia — A painful breakup with his wife has prompted a man to put his entire life — his house, his car, his job, even his friends — up for sale online in an effort to start over. Ian Usher, a British immigrant to Australia, said today he would auction everything he owns and more on e-Bay starting June 22. "On the day it’s all sold and settled, I intend to walk out of my front door with my wallet in one pocket and my passport in the other, nothing else at all," Usher says on his Web site. Up for bid is Usher’s three bedroom house in the western city of Perth and everything inside it, his car, motorcycle, jet ski and parachuting gear. Usher says he is also selling a one-time introduction to his friends and a trial run at his job — a plan endorsed by his friends and his employer. In media intervi

Friends Stealing From Friends
Is there something in the water? I work in a cut-throat business, but damn, lately people have gone insane in my business and in the business world in general. I just got off the phone with a friend from college that lost $150,000 in a business scheme created by a mutual friend. Without showing my age, I’ll just say that we have known each other for a few years. Drank together, both of them were there for my marriage, and my divorce. We’ve loaned each other money back and forth. And now from nowhere, nameless friend #1 outright steals $150,000 from nameless friend #2. And then, they both call me to complain about the other one. And oh yeah, he had tried to get me into the same business scheme, so I would have been out the same amount. The whole thing smelled fishy to me, so I stayed out. Glad I did. And this is happening all over the place. The world is getting worse every day. Makes you wonder what they’re putting in the water these days.

Love You
I love you more than words could ever say, I feel it growing in my heart each and every day, All this love I feel Has never felt so real You give me something no one has ever given me, It's something you cannot see Love so strong, and so true It makes me think of only you This wonderful feeling you have given me Makes me want to be with you endlessly

Only Two Choices!!!!!
Ok well everyone has been asking what's up with me......so here's your chance to find out!!!! I imagine you are wondering why this is titled Only Two Choices...and if you read on then you will get the answer to that question!!!! So shall we get started? ***************************************************** Hey Ladies and Gents!!!! I'm Lil Tiger aka Jess!!! Which i hardly go by!! Specially if you know me and know me well you don't call me by my name......you call me by the many others i go by!!! I am a 30 year old single mom who has 2 beautiful little boys ages 5 and 2!!! Those little guys are my world and the only reason why i am still on the face of this Earth!!! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT!!!! IF it WASN'T for those two ANGELS......You wouldn't be reading this!!!! They are my Angels in Disguise!!!! I have been divorced for the second time for almost 2 years now and really planning on ever making that MISTAKE a 3rd time!!!! I'm not here looking for love or online romance cause pp

Maybe Im Being A Bit Premature About Phuck Q. All
cutie wit ...: thats fucked dude!! And with this greeting,I started my Fubar day. This chick was a friend of mine and posted a mumm about being a booty call.She asked if having 5 or 6 booty calls was a bad thing.And I voted yes. Sorry but booty calls arent my thing at all and if you dont like it then kindly delete yourelf from my friends list. Im a bit more old fashoined than that.I dont go around looking for some skank to put my dick into.Id rather let some chemistry grow first,get to know this person and see if she attracts me on more than one level.God forbid, that Im a guy with some fucking morals. I think thats why I hate,no hate is too kind of a word,its more like abhor these internet sluts that want blasts,VIP's,and bling in exchange for you to go see their nsfw pics.No offese,if I wanted to see tits and ass,Id go to a strip club. The way my day is starting,I may well bring back my asshole alter ego and create some serious shit before the end of the night.

Big Red
A Noob of course, has only one friend and only 2 profile visits, but I was the lucky one to be rated a '5'!! BigRed@ fubar As you can see from this screen shot, it hasn't been my night with rates, but at least they are 8's and 9's.

One Hell Of A Weekend
"I can eat u for hours." Reading it on yahoo made me instantly wet, anxious to find out what a multi-hour oral sex session would feel like. I had been talking to him for mere hours, but felt instant attraction to his openness, and hell, let's not lie, to his way with dirty words. "When can we meet.." It seemed a little bold for me to start out that way, but there was a fire between my legs dying for a tongue to put it out, or make it burn even hotter. I didn't care.. it was 1 am and I was horny as hell. When he answered with "tomorrow," I felt my answer in the surge of hot blood that ended somewhere in my vagina. That answer was one loud 'yes!' The next day, I watched the clock drip minutes as it got closer to 5:30. I thought answering the door naked would really give the neighbors something to talk about, so instead I decided on my full length robe, which completely covered my short black silk nightie, incomplete because I chose to forgo the matching panties. I heard

Update
*33 weeks pregnant *tired *cranky *sore *being kicked constantly *nervous *excited *worried *lonely My birthday is in 22 days. My due date is in about 48 days. My back is hurting a lot. My job is getting overwhelming at times. My friends are getting more amazing every day.

Update On Contest....
Ok..well...after some debating I think I will be changing this contest to a co-ed thing. Just not enough guys have submitted pics even though they said "I'll do it such and such day" and yeah...so any ladies, if ya wanna join in, let me know. Guys, if you know any ladies that would want to enter, tell them to see me. Now if any of the guys aren't happy with that please let me know. I don't want to upset anyone in any way, I know I did say guys only...but I kinda need more than 5 guys, ya know?

Is It So Worng
I think turely being ur self really mess with sum pplz minds. That u can speak some much about ur feelings without becoming an a-hole without picking at them but expalining urself. i just found out more ppl who are hurting always hurt pplz who dont disreguard u. my adive dont let them hurt u

Very Immature
Listen I have been acsussed of partying to much I'm lucky if I drink 4 times a month.. thats number one. number two, you get all mad when I said that I loved someone else well sorry what did you rather me do play with your head when I didn't have the same feelings. number three, you went beyond the means of being a friend you became a stalker who I didn't know how to get off my back. four, Your just immature u are 26 graduated from college and living off friends that's not cool at all.. you have a dregree go do something with it.. number five said I never did anything for ya god that must have been someone else who gave you their debit card to get gas and shit.. number six you dragged my family into it.. and you told me to grow up at least I am old enough to realize when it's time to grow up live life and take responsability and realize that I can't mooch off of people.. and number seven.. was Just BEING SUCH AN ASS AND BLAMING ME FOR YOUR WRONG DOINGS IN LIFE SORRY I DIDN'T DO THAT YO

The Feeling Of Love
like embracing a light through the darkness one that scares you yet entices you to grab ahold and learn whats on the other side, the feeling of warmth on a summers day as the wind caresses your skin and the sun shines down from the heavens above or the sound of the ocean as it crashes up against the rocks and the shore. showing you that life goes on forever more

Beauty Hides In The Deep
Just before dawn comes Sadness sets in Just one more moment And I am leaving Few words on a small note While you are asleep I can only steal away That's how I tend to be There are thing I never get to say The fear in me always in the way A broken heart never mended A hurt I can never forget A little pearl Locked in a shell Can not explain Each breath I'm taking Can not find the means to an end To move create one liberated moment Beauty hides in the deep But it's so hard to find Being wrapped up inside I always wonder Why don't I feel What the world out there is like And how I can fit in I don't expect you to know me Or how I lost all my dreams When I can't even find myself In the choices I made Beauty hides in the deep But it's so hard to find....

Hey Man (now You're Really Living)
Do you know what it's like to fall on the floor And cry your guts out 'til you got no more Hey man now you're really living Have you ever made love to a beautiful girl Made you feel like it's not such a bad world Hey man now you're really living Now you're really giving everything And you're really getting all you gave Now you're really living what This life is all about Well i just saw the sun rise over the hill Never used to give me much of a thrill But hey man now you're really living Do you know what it's like to care too much 'bout someone that you're never gonna get to touch Hey man now you're really living Have you ever sat down in the fresh cut grass And thought about the moment and when it will pass Hey man now you're really living Now you're really giving everything And you're really getting all you gave Now you're really living what This life is all about Now what would you say if i told you that Everyone thinks you're a crazy old cat H

Just A Thought & Wanting To See Your Opinion....
I am thinking of pimpin myself out on here... I am REALLY REALLY wanting a Happy Hour and another VIP.. so Im thinking about doing a little bulletin with what I will give to whomever buys me both! Is it a good idea? Will it work? Let me know you guys... I will be making the list at work on lunch break... I will be home in about 8 and half hours... peace!

Deep Thought
Remember, remember the second of September The night where a vision became reality I then believed it can be true How this is now in front of my eyes Hours of laughter and smiles Many days of revery Euphoric morning Meaningful evening Wondering how this happened so fast Memories of a night I wish was never-ending I gave you a present of blood red which you held Held ever so close throughout the night I look into your eyes to amazement and gratitude Dressed in midnight, exquisite and contoured to almost perfection An image carved into my mind Days of delight Weeks of excitement Senses, emotions placed onto a roller coaster A morning of an unexpected adventure That turned out to an evening of fulfillment Forever exposed, developed and hung Hung on the walls of my mind Home made food, night of car talk Spending a passage in time in sin city A rainy valentine became a sunny spring day with your presence Late nights, early morning A movi

From My Friend & Yours.. If Not... Add Her :p
Worldwide Autism Awareness day and April is Autism Awareness month. AWARENESS AND UNDERSTANDING STARTS WITH YOU, YES YOU!!! Please do your part and educate yourself about Autism, and then educate others around you. Please tune into CNN News channel or www.cnn.com and encourage others to do the same. CNN Starts the Drumbeat: See What's In Store for April 2 Curious about autism? Want to know more? Your appetite for information will be more than satisfied if you sit through, read, or tape CNN's full 24 hours of autism coverage, planned for April 2 (World Autism Awareness Day). Quick facts about Autism: - Autism is developmental disorder. - Currently 1 in 150 children in the US are affected. 1 in 94 American boys. - Fastest growing developmental disorder with 10-17% growth per year. - 67 children are diagnosed per day - More children will be diagnosed with autism this year than with AIDS, diabetes & cancer combined - Autism is a Spe

Special Birthday!
This week we celebrate a special birthday! Monica Lewinsky turned 34. Can you believe it? It seems like only yesterday she was crawling around the White House on her hands and knees, and putting everything in her mouth. They grow up so fast, don't they????

Silent Scream
I heard your silent scream I see your heart tearing at the seams I see the fear in which you hide I hear it everytime your soul sighs Forcing yourself to wear a smile Shaking like a leaf all the while I sit and watch the fear in your eyes I see it as you force yourself not to cry I can't deny what I have seen But nothing speaks louder than your silent scream

For My Fu Man Chew
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and brown. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. I love you my Fu Man Chew!

Synchronicity Ii
Another suburban family morning Grandmother screaming at the wall We have to shout above the din of our Rice Crispies We can't hear anything at all Mother chants her litany of boredom and frustration But we know all her suicides are fake Daddy only stares into the distance There's only so much more that he can take Many miles away Something crawls from the slime At the bottom of a dark Scottish lake Another industrial ugly morning The factory belches filth into the sky He walks unhindered through the picket lines today He doesn't think to wonder why The secretaries pout and preen like cheap tarts in a red light street But all he ever thinks to do is watch And every single meeting with his so-called superior Is a humiliating kick in the crotch Many miles away Something crawls to the surface Of a dark Scottish loch Another working day has ended Only the rush hour hell to face Packed like lemmings into shiny metal boxes Contestants in a suicidal race Daddy g

Redneck Masters
If the floor of your dungeon is covered with oil slicks and grease stains, you just might be a redneck master. If your idea of fetish gear is camouflage pants, NASCAR t-shirt, and baseball cap, you just might be a redneck master. If the only submissive you play with is also your wife, your sister, and your aunt, you just might be a redneck master. If you need to move carburetors and dead batteries to get at the St. Andrew's cross, you just might be a redneck master. If you keep your crops in a rack on the rear window of the cab in your pick-up truck, you might just be a redneck master. If your cane doubles as your CB antennae, you just might be a redneck master. If your submissive sleeps outside in a cage and your hunting dogs share your bed, you just might be a redneck master. If you repair your leather with duct tape, you might just be a redneck master. If your idea of a quality leather shop is BillyJoeBob's Beer and Bait, you just might be a redneck mas

Thank You!
Thank you! I just want to thank all of you for your educational e-mails over the past year. Thanks to you, I no longer open a public bathroom door without using a paper towel. I can't use the remote in a hotel room because I don't know what the last person was doing while flipping through the adult movie channels. I can't sit down on the hotel bedspread because I can only imagine what has happened on it since it was last washed. I have trouble shaking hands with someone who has been driving because the number one pastime while driving alone is picking their nose. (Although cell phone usage may be taking the number one spot) Eating a Little Debbie sends me on a guilt trip because I can only imagine how many gallons of trans-fats I have consumed over the years. I can't touch any woman's purse for fear she has placed it on the floor of a public bathroom. I must send my special thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes bec

Wrong!
You Are Bud Light You're not fussy when it comes to beer. If someone hands it to you, you'll drink it. In fact, you don't understand beer snobbery at all. It all tastes the same once you're drunk! You're an enthusiastic drinker, and you can often be found at your neighborhood bar. You're pretty good at holding your liquor too - you've had lots of experience. What's Your Beer Personality?

My Poems
My poems are deep My poems are sorrow My poems will make you feel happy And others will make u feel sorrow But if u feel what i feel You know that my poems are real So if you like my poems Then my poems likes u too And you know that my poems Will always be here For me and you Comment on this if u like my poems plz so i know how u feel about my poems thank you

I'm About To Get Rid Of All The Leftover Shit From The Move This Week...go Figure....i Hate Shtuff
You Are a Not Pack Rat You're not a pack rat - and there's probably no rats in your home. You have a living style that's totally minimalist. You're definitely not attached to stuff. Are You a Pack Rat?

For All To Know
We Will not be holding any Weddings On the weekends anymore. It is Our time to spend with Our family....We will do them any other time just message Us and We will get back with you ..If you need a Fubar Pastor Just go to the blogs in the Fubar Chapel and they can get you one there . Thank you Pastor Andy & Rev. White Dove

Who Says I Don't? *evil Grin*
You are a Mild Mama You don't have to be screaming at the top of your lungs to have a good time You rather chill, soak in the moment, and appreciate life for what it is Guys appreciate your "take life as it comes" approach... (Though they wouldn't mind if you got a little wild from time to time!) Are You a Daring Woman?

Fubar Train
As time passes on Fubar I can compare it to a train. Here I sit in my spot on this train. The train stops and people get on. Some people want to sit by me and others just land in that seat next to me for no reason or maybe they want something. The train stops and goes and people get on and get off. New faces that ride for the first time, or people that have been there all along on this ride but were never noticed before. Some people I get used to seeing and grow to like but they change seats or get off the train. Some people sit near and I only want them to get off the train again. I don't know why I ride this train or where this train is taking me. I look around and see many people like me. Some seeking escape , some seeking company but all looking for a happy place. Maybe it's the next stop we're looking for.

Smile
imikimi - Customize Your World Sweet dreams, form a shade O'er my lovely of loveliest. Sweet dreams of pleasant streams By happy, silent, moony beams. Sweet sleep, with soft down Weave thy brows a lovers crown. Sweep sleep, Angel mild, Hover o'er my happy beautiful love. Sweet smiles, in the night Hover over my delight; Sweet smiles, My love sweet smiles, All the livelong night beguiles. Sweet moans, dovelike sighs, Chase not slumber from thy eyes. Sweet moans, sweeter smiles, All the dovelike moans beguiles. Sleep, sleep, happy my love. All creation slept and smil'd; Sleep, sleep, happy sleep, While o'er thee thy mother weep. Sweet babe, in thy face Holy image I can trace. Sweet babe, once like thee, Thy maker lay and wept for me, Wept for me, for thee, for all, When he was an infant small Thou his image ever see, Heavenly face that smiles on thee, Smiles on thee, on me, on all; Who became an infant small. Infant smiles are his own sm

Week 4
Congradulations to Insane Patient! Winner of week 3 and now has the option to take week 4 off. Sorry to Red Dirt siren for not being able to pull up with a last second win. Week 4 is not going to be due until a week from tonight! One whole week to find your favorite LOLcat picture! If you are not familiar with them, you can go to Icanhazcheesebuger.com or just google LOLcat and you will see what I mean. Scoring will be announced once all submissions are in!

Beautiful Love
"Beautiful Love" Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

The Biker
The Biker... When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're

***can I***
Can I ever make someone truly happy? My flaws flow through my veins. Throughout this imperfect body. My personality is good but lacks something as always. All I do is disappoint you when I'm only being me and trying to make you happy. I wish I was perfect for you. Make you happy forever. Have you fall in love with ME. The person I am flaws and all.

Bid On Me Bish!!!!
HOTTEST AUCTION EVER!!!!!!!! The sexy DJ Skittles has put on an auction of some of the hottest and sexiest people on Fubar. Come on out and make your bids early and get a chance of owning some of these HOT PEEPS. AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH AUCTION ENDS APRIL 10TH CLICK HERE TO VIEW SOME SEXY PEEPS AND MAKE YOUR BID

Blood & Kisses
She slept soundly peacefully dreamily... Movement awakenend her blue eyes opening focusing seeing staring up at the Dark Prince above her lips hovering smiling warm and waiting... Long tresses tickling her cheeks her graceful hand reaches longing to touch warm flesh caresses the curve of his cheek the other hand joining the first holding cradling his face in her hands... Electricity energy rising blood rushing Her eyes darkening heat want lust... Lips meet tongues tangle teeth scrape blood flows hot sweet alive... He is gone eyes close sun rises she sighs he waits wants needs hungers for the coming of darkness... And so does she

True Love In Life
Time deals us no warning in life. It is the one constant we all must endure, from birth till our everlasting rest. But during that time, we seek love, compassion, joy, happiness, fun, friends, and much more then can be expressed. We aim to live and learn, we shoot for a stress free life. However those closest to us sometimes go before their time, and others go when it seems right for they have lived a long historic life. For me in these days of my life i have not only experianced near death on my own, but i also have had to deal with death within my family as all have. Lately i have begun to think due to my current family situation. I have lost 2 aunts, and a cousin so far this year. All to cancer. One of my uncles has been diagnosed with cancer and given 10 months to live. My aunt just down the road has fought breast cancer and lost both breasts. And now a new cancer has shown up, and her time is limited to 5 years. This makes me ponder what really makes life worth living. Wh

Blogs And Writings
For those who are slowly becoming my blog fans. i have to warn you i have always wanted to write a book, so i do have some writings that are not currently in my blogs. So one day you may have to purchase my book to obtain the un-blogged content. However most of my blogs will also be included into my book, and if my inspiration keeps going as it has been. This book might be a reality by the end of the summer. Its price might be high however for i will have to use a self publisher, and currently i have a approximate cost of 50 page paperback at about 10 bucks a copy.. this is due to my inability to purchase a lot upfront, and the place i would use, only publishes a book when ordered. so i do appologise that my writings might be kind of expensive for my first book, but if it is popular enough i might be able to find a cheaper way later. if you have suggestions please leave them in a comment below, i do know about lulu.com already.. they are the one im looking at for the self publish

Women
Every Woman Should Have a black lace bra. One friend who Always makes her Laugh... And one Who lets her cry... A feeling of control over Her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... How to fall in love Without losing herself.. HOW TO QUIT A JOB BREAK UP WITH A LOVER & CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... When to try harder ... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY. That she can't change The length of her calves, The width of her hips, or The nature of her parents... That her childhood May not have been Perfect, but; Its over... What she would & Wouldn't Do for love or more... How to live alone... even if She doesn't like it. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... Whom she can trust, Whom she can't, And why she shouldn't Take it personally. Where to go... Be it to her best friend's kitchen table. Or a charming inn in the woods... When her soul needs soothing... What she can and can't accomplish In a day...

3rd 1st Bulletin Lmao
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Day Whatever It Is
Well another day and today was a roughy, woke up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat shaking for over 30 minutes with an anxiety attack. Then of course some of you know where i was today, and that was probably very uncomfortable, I came home afterwards and with the advice of someone very special and dear to me I took a long nap for over 4 hours. I went out to dinner and am still absorbing everything from today, I know that a lot of you out there are concerned about me, all I ask is let me talk about it when I am ready okay? Other than that keep in touch and lets get our drink on. Chris out

For You
For you I would take all ur pain so that you would know only happiness For you I would do anything For you I would give my life For you there is nothing I wouldn't do to let you know that I loved you with all my heart and only you. You are my life You are my reason for living I thank God everyday that he gives me with you Because you are beautiful inside and out And without you I am nothing You hold the key to my heart and everything that I am and you will always have it forever until the end of time

Shockernxt
If you are going to check me out... then why are you blocking me? Have something to hide? So you better talk to me! What are you so afraid of? Well, If you continue to hide behind a block... I guess that shows what kind of GIRL you really are!! So, NOW I am calling you out to talk to me! Don't be a wuss!!

My Lagan Love
(The Lagan is the river that runs though Belfast.) This is my favorite Irish love song. Check it out on Youtube as sung by the Corrs. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Where Lagan streams sing lullabies There blows a lily fair. The twilight gleam is in her eye, The night is on her hair. And like a lovesick lenashee She hath my heart in thrall. No life have I, no liberty, For love is Lord of all. And often when the beetle's horn Has lulled the eve to sleep, I'll steal into her sheiling lorn And through the doorway creep. There on the cricket's singing stone, She makes the bogwood fire And sings in sweet, sad undertones, The song of hearts desire.

For Someone I Could Never Forget!
There are very few friends I have on this site going back to when it was still called "LostCherry" - since then it has been renamed twice! Some of them are still on my family list, even after all this time! But if there is one in-particular that if you asked me who I knew met in those days and had a real connection with, hands-down, the first name that I would mention would be "~MJ~"! Now this is not to shortchange anyone else I call my best friend, and I have quite a few, but ~MJ~ and I have had quite a history together! Albeit we have never met (hopefully that will change someday soon), we are and have been as close as you can get! In the beginning, even though we were still figuring each other out, I saw something in her (maybe she also saw it in herself, maybe not). What I saw was a woman with a big heart, a desire for improvement or a change in her life, and a determination to get what she wants the likes of which I don't see very often. She may be a hard nut to crack, bu

Idol Words
why do you look up to me what is it that you really see don't put this halo on my head you have no idea where I've been I'm not what it is you think of me I'm the exact opposite of how to be to live my life is only pain fuck'n up whats in front of me now your search’n it for gain all I’ll do is cloud how you see my head is so fuck'n full n my vision is only dull i hate to be the way for you to find a light that you pursue it will end in only dark you will miss Noah's ark life will sail so farr away in the light you will now decay

Raglan Road
This is a poem written by Patrick Kavanaugh. It has been set to music, and the most passionate and soulful rendition I've heard is by Van Morrison playing with the Cheiftans. It's probably my favorite poem. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ On Raglan Road on an autumn day, I saw her first and knew That her dark hair would weave a snare That I might one day rue. I saw the danger, yet I walked Along the enchanted way And I said let grief be a falling leaf At the dawning of the day. On Grafton Street in November, We tripped lightly along the ledge Of a deep ravine where can be seen The worth of passions pledged. The queen of hearts still baking tarts And I not making hay, Well I loved too much, and by such and such Is happiness thrown away. I gave her the gifts of the mind. I gave her the secret sign Thats known to all the artists who have Known true gods of sound and time. With word and tint I did not stint. I gave her reams of poems to say

Dark To Light
A pattern that remains Mistakes again I make Knowing me I am still inside your loop No awareness here Same old selfish willing Same old you Advantages for two There's no smoke that the fire won't heal There's no love that I can not feel But you are just not near me Close enough to feel me From dark To light The need to be myself I lost it so far away Knowing me Love is waiting at the end Purpose gives me strength The manner gives me hope and truth Advantages for two. From dark to light...

So.... Last Night's Events @ Rebounds... Seriously Unbelieveable. :/
We didn't play. Lame. Not because we didn't go, which we did. Not because we didn't feel like it, we wanted to. However, there was just a shitstorm of miscommunication that contributed to everyone getting fucked over... We didn't even know if any other bands were playing. Had no clue. Didn't know what time we were supposed to play, although we had to be there by 7:30. We were then told that MonTana (Sith Entertainment, the girl that booked us) was going to be there at 8:30pm, and was also supposed to be our door person. Joe called the bar and asked if there was a PA system there--this happened around 12pm. Person on other end of the phone said there was. Sweet! Get there, no one knows what's going on. Upside is that Tasha, the bartender, was not only really damn hot, but a total sweetheart as well, and made the whole ordeal much more manageable. The downside was that there was no PA. Despite what we were told before... Then we're told that the bar's owner was

Sex Dance
I close my eyes and I hear you sigh as our bodies move slowly in time. I hear the waves against the shore as love is made forever more. The smell of sex burns in my brain, salt and sweat wind and rain. My body convulses round your cock as skin against skin sends the proverbial shock. We're riding the wave you and I as momentum gains we're lost in time. We giggle and laugh, cry and scream our bed is a mess and my legs are shaking. We fall in a heap all tangled in sheets as waves splash against rocks and our chests are heaving. I see your face all flushed and red your body is shaking, mine is spent. There is an energy between you and me one beyond explaining, a dance of hearts, soul and mind.

Tired
I am tired. Tired of living my life in shadows and alone. Waiting for someone to care about what I feel. I'm so tired of being used for someone elses gain. I find that time and time again, I open myself up to people. I listen to them and make myself available to them at what ever time they might need. Yet when I just wanna chat about any little thing, no one has time for me. If it is about sex, oh yeah i have tons of people around to talk dirty to. But no one to just talk to. I am begining to think that i'm just not fun to talk to or interesting in the least. This many people can't be wrong about the same thing. Darkness is kind. It hides and protects me from being seen by anyone. If they can't see me then they can't hurt me.

I Think I Have Fallen
i think i have fallen,,,i dont know how,, when we talk he makes me smile,,when i hear his voice it drives me wild and when we text i enjoy his company,,,how could it be,,there are many miles between us but for some reason it dont seen that far,,i know in my heart i love him but i also know it will never be,,i guess ill keep hm in my heart and very much in my dreams,,,i love you

New School Or Old School
1. 4 second left in a game, you gotta win, who you giving the ball to? Kobe Vs. Michael 1a. I know a lot of people won’t agree, but I’m giving kobe the ball, I hate the fact that people think I’m crazy for it, but I gotta give the rock to Kobe. I know some of yall think Mike is the best to ever dribble a ball, but I’m putting it in Kobe’s hands cause dude is a beast which leads to my second question.... 2. When it’s all said in done, who’s going to be known as the best ever? LeBron vs. Mike 2a. LeBron keep going at the rate he’s going and stays injury free, I gotta say Lebron. I mean Mike is a Monster, we all know this, but LeBron is on the verge of averaging a triple-double, plus he just gets better every game. 3. Run DMC vs. Outkast 3a. This was a hard one son, but I gotta go with OutKast, you never know what kind of show you’re going to get, but you do know that whatever the sho is, you will be entertained. Yeah Run DMC had some hot as shows, but did th

Feeling Sixteen
Sixteen Again When I think of you- I get lost… Carried away by sweet memories… Of your hands on my face, Sliding up to my hair- Getting lost in brown locks And pulling me in for a kiss. One Kiss… Two.. Don’t stop. I can feel my heart beating faster.. My breathing struggling to keep up.. Three…Four… Have I told you lately that I want you? Getting lost in your eyes, As I rest my forehead against yours, Don’t tell me I’ll have to send you home. When I think of you- I simply smile… At the comforting thought that just maybe, You are thinking of me too. That you are imagining our moment, Shared in dark, empty spaces Feeling sixteen again, Nervousness being replaced by desire For once, finally, Not caring about doing the right thing Just the sweet thing, The satisfying thing, The perfect thing. Imagine all yet to come.. And simply smile. Five…Six...Seven… Don’t stop. Steamed up windows and dark parking lots- I can’t take much more before I Need y

Sex Sex Sex
day dreaming of your touch ... your hand caressing my body, kissing my my body every inch of me... when you kiss and nibble on my ear and take your tongue and go down my neck sends chills down me with excitement, tingles run threw me ... i wait for you to come around and touch my breast lick and bite and hold and suck rock hard nipples... and lick me all the way down as you are rubbing my clit with your fingers as your tongue gets closer i get more and more excited, i feel my pussy getting hotter and moist i feel your breath on me and the wetness of your tongue brushes against my clit and i feel the bumps on your tongue as you rub up and down on my clit i cant lay still i have to move with each lick... moving my hips around as you slide your tongue in my pussy... i ride your tongue like it was a hard cock... i feel your hand slide under me as i feel your middle finger slide in my wet pussy and out as you lick my asshole and slide a finger in my ass as you eat my pussy feeling the ple

Just Another Poem.
The End Sadness is all around me Closing upon me like a cloud covers the sky Hope fades fast Tears swell in my eyes Dull constant pain my chest Tingling in my arms Coldness is all I can touch Gloom all around Heartbeat slowing down My soul I feel escaping from my body Transcending my consciousness Leaving behind all the sorrow Abandoning all the pain Forever gone Christopher Wayne Rhea Copyright ©2008 Christopher Wayne Rhea

Love Pt 2
All I ever wanted is in you Love laughter a pillow for my fears I want to give and to be given to So I might feel myself flow through the years Alive in you the wonder of my tears I'll do anything to keep you with me Our love will last as long as you have will Despite my untamed need my love is still A rock against the surges of the sea

Clearly
I've been played and cheated broke my trust, without a doubt The time has come to say goodbye no more lies I started to open up my eyes to see clearly, inside, the real you the pain now, is starting to fade away no holding on today I wont look back now wont shed no tears I wont fight back now wont even try to care I started to open up my eyes to see clearly, inside the real you the love now is starting to fade away no holding on today I wont look back now wont hold onto fears I wont fight back now wont even try to care Sick of the lies and the games I see so clearly my chance to walk away walk away from the lies and the games my chance to walk away walk away from you You played me, for all you could lost the game moved on, and moved along could you move on from me you and her, now your free I started to open up my eyes to see clearly, inside, the real you the pain now, is starting to fade away no holding on today By:S

The Good Stuff
We all go thru life searching for that someone who makes our heart race, our palms sweat, or bellies flutter. We meet this one, that one, and if at least one sign is there, we try. The truth is, we spend our lives searching for the one that makes us smile with a thought, who loves us because we aren't perfect, who loves us in front of his best friend and his mother.Who doesn't care if we have make-up on or just got out of bed. Who loves us on our off days, just as much as those days when we are on top of the world.I've dated, had a child, but never met the one i knew I couldbe happy with. Never thought I would, but you know what...I did. He doesn't want to change me, make me act a certain way or look a certain way. I am the woman he dreams of, the woman who holds his heart. We have never touched, never kissed, but we will. I know this with all that I have inside. He didn't win me with money or gold, he won me with 3 words............you are mine:)

Strange Sex Facts
The Caramoja tribe of Uganda tie a weight on the end of their penises to elongate them--sometimes to the degree that some men have to knot them up. The most common fantasy is Oral Sex. 8% of us have anal sex regularly. In 1609, a doctor named Wecker found a corpse in Bologna with 2 penises. Since then, 80 cases of men having 2 penises has been documented. Men say the average penis is 10"....women say it is 4". At least 500 Americans die each year from asphyxia in an attempt to lessen oxygen flow to the brain in order to achieve a more powerful orgasm. The average length of a sexual experience is 39 minutes. 58% of people like dirty talk during sex. It was considered elegant for aristocratic ladies of the 16th century to let their pubic hair grow as long as possible so it could be pomaded and adorned with bows and ribbons.

She Comes Home
It's funny...When your kids are growing up..you can't wait for them to get out on their own..and give you some peace... I can't wait for mine to come home...And my oldest daughter is coming home...Before I moved her out..things were pretty rough...My house was nothing but drama...We all suffered... Having gone through my own addictions and putting my kids through hell...Watching my daughter go through the same..was even more hell...It killed me to know...that I was one of the reasons she became addicted...I blamed myself...It hurt even more after trying to fight it with everything I had to just let her go...Hearing those words..."I hate you"...cut like a knife... 3 yrs later and clean for the better part of that...Which I'm so proud of her for...She and I have that mother/daughter relationship that we should have had all along...And now she is coming home...To stay... Life is good... :)

Get Outta Fu-jail
Ok there going to be a new get out of fu-jail auction ,starting soon so if ya interested in it guys click yoyo's pic let her know what you are offering to get out and ladies click on aussie's and do the same we like to start auction by 15th it will run 1 week and there a $10,000fubuck entry proudly bought to you by YOYO AUSSIE (repost of original by '!!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!' on '2008-04-03 13:05:13') (repost of original by '!!!!ҰØҰØ¡¡¡¡ ØwnЄĐ ßŷ ßiG Kŕi§' on '2008-04-03 13:13:12')

The Climb
As I begin this journey to places yet unknown I find myself wondering If I’ll ever go home To find myself missing and happier still Than home with a void that’s too big to fill. At the foot of the mountain I stop and I sigh Some would look up; walk away it’s too high I take a deep breath and reach out my hand Determination I have and with that I’ll withstand I falter and stumble and want to give in But passion and anger is urging to win Fear though it grips me; urging for sleep Onwards I climb while quietly I weep And there through the clouds I come to the peak I stand oh so wearily on legs that are weak I spread out my arms and breath in the peace For I am triumphant; for now at least

Don't Wanna Get Up
i drove out of long beach friday afternoon in a truck that contained all my possessions and towed my car. i arrived in birmingham in time for dinner with my father and brother monday night. there is a fucking LOT of texas to go thru. the diabeetus took a toll on me during my little journey, still working on that. jeff dunham's in town tonight, but of course the show sold out months ago. and i got my hugs today :-D

The Way You Make Me Feel
(to someone special you know who you are) My heart warms at the thought of you I haven’t felt anything close to this before Every hour, minute and second I love you more When we are able to talk I feel as though nothing in the world can make me sad You are at this moment my world, my heart I realize that it is you that gives me every reason to breathe Without you I will still live physically but emotionally I shall perish I appreciate you and all that you give to be with me I too will do any and everything to be with and stay with you There is no one on the face of this earth that can change what I feel for you I love what we have right now and can’t wait to see our future Baby you are the light in my eyes the blood flowing through my heart You are the beats in my chest… I love you now, I will love you forever With you is when I gave up the thought of never because I know you are here to stay Just promise to always love me… Just promise to stay the same… With that

Deleteing People
IN A COUPLE DAYS IM GUNNA START DELETEING PEOPLE THAT DONT TALK TO ME, DONT COME TO MY PAGE OR ARE NOT IN MY FAMLILYS..... ITS TO HARD TO KEEP UP WITH EVERYONE.... I ALWAYS TRY TO HELP PEOPLE AS MUCH AS I CAN....

The Things I Do
I have found out recently that everything in my life is based on this song. Some might take this the wrong way. But it like is says at the near end of the song. I'm tired of loosing. Yes I have somebody that wants to be with me. Spend time with me. But the fact remains that a relationship is not what right now. But the song tells me that its not just about being with somebody. I'm at a point right now that I need to figure out what is best for me. I do not want to hurt anybodies feelings. I know that i can not give somebody my everything right now. I think that is something that is right thing to do. My heart is taken by many things. All of which i can not get straight. Its not just about women. Everything in my life. Friends, women, kids, and family. I am lost. I have been lost. I have lost everything. I don't want no sympathy. I have control over my life. I let it get this way. I have to fix it. No one can fix it for me. But I think I'm done rambling. Thank you for ever

Caring/helpless
do you ever wanna help someone and whatever is happening with them is beyond your help? thats how I feel right now. I always feel the need to help people..... its just I want to help that much more when its someone I care about. hun, u know who you are, of course...... im here for anything :)

Psycho
Maybe I’m the one Maybe I’m the one Who is… The schizophrenic psycho… She lays down on the fresh lawn She can make everything magical But she tied one on big time And it makes me want to rewind To back in the days when we were young When everything was like a loaded gun Ready to go off in any minute And you know we’re gonna win again Yeah you know we’re gonna win again Yeah you know we’re gonna win again Maybe I’m the one Maybe I’m the one Who is… The schizophrenic psycho… yeah Maybe I’m the one Maybe I’m the one Who is… The paranoid flake-oh… yeah She lays down on the sidewalk Never very analytical She is something simply beautiful Reappear with youth and magical Back in the days when we were young When everything was like a loaded gun Ready to go off in any minute Yeah you know we’re gonna win again Maybe I’m the one Maybe I’m the one Who is… The schizophrenic Psycho… yeah Maybe I’m the one Maybe I’m the one Who is… The paranoid

Loser Me
Tuesday, April 01, 2008 Don’t hate me!!! To those that want to hate me because I made something of myself.Fuck Off!!! I’ve been on my own since I was 16 years old,I’ve held a job longer than just a year or two.I’ve had 2 jobs that paid me in excess of $50,000.00 a yr.Noone in my family has ever ever ever made that,not legally anyways.I am going to college in the fall for a graphic design degree.I dont live with my mother,havent in a very very long time.People look up to me because of who I am and what Ive done with my life.I am 36 fuckin yrs old,I grew up long ago,maybe you should!!!I am respected and very well loved wherever I fuckin go,can you say the same???You doubters that still live at home with Mommy/Daddy,in your 20,s 30’s or 40’s,no job,no nothing,stfu!!!! I have everything I need and earned it by busting my ass. what my brother posted on his myspace....what a fuckin ASSHOLE!

Bid Now
IT'S AUCTION TIME!! THAT'S RIGHT THE SLUT OF FUBAR IS HOSTING A AUCTION...COME CHECK OUT THESE SEXY MEN AND WOMEN UP FOR AUCTION... PLACE YOUR BIDS NOW BEFORE SOMEONE ELSE OWNS THEM...JUST CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND PLACE A BID!! HURRY!!

It Happened Again...
I KNOW I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF AN UPDATE ON MY DAD WITHIN THIS PAST WEEK... BUT IT HAPPENED AGAIN AND THIS TIME HE HAD A FUCKIN HEART ATTACK...MY CHEST HURTS... IT FEELS LIKE CAVING IN... THE PRESSURE IS TOO MUCH TO DEAL WITH RIGHT NOW..... WHY..... WHY AGAIN... THEY SAID THEY COULD TREAT HIS ILLNESS THE LAST TIME.. YEA, LOOK NOW.. TREATABLE YOU SAY.. I THINK NOT....

Broken Lies
I don't usually like to post lyrics to my band' songs but it's going to be a while until we get our single back from the studio, so here are the lyrics to our latest single called "Broken Lies" Broken Lies Written by: Xavier Daniels & Mike Blair ©2008 FlipSide Records This pain inside me Resides within my heart That you cruelly cut open When you tore my life apart You said that you loved me That you would always be mine That we would remain together 'till the end of time Worth it all a million times I held your hand That one last time So you.... [Chrous] Stare into my eyes Watch as you're fading life goes by Can't you see the pain you caused me By your broken lies [Guitar Solo A] The sweet poison you fed me Has run its course It spreads through my veins Through my body & my soul My mind is in chaos I'm out of control Who were you to do this to me I dont think you ever cared Because if you had You would have never ruined this loved we shar

County Jail And Robin
So, I was driving to Tasha's t ball game tuesday evening when I hear "Whooooop" Cop car. I'm like, WTF? I wasn't even speeding. So, he's like blah blah blah, tail light out, blah blah blah. Runs my license right? Keep in mind i have been pulled over like 20 times in the past few years... and worked in a prison... yadda yadda ya. Right? WEll, he comes back to the car, and says "Robin Cropper?" I go, "Yeeees" he is like can you please step out of the car" LIke a dumb shit I go "Why" He said "Ma'm can you please just step out of the car." By this point a second cop had arrived... he goes "Robin Cropper, you are under arrest." I freaked the fuck out, and started bawling... i was like why the fuck for?!?!? SO apparently i had a warrant from 2003. Seriously. I'm like hello!?!?!? SO i was in jail over night. For 24 hours actually... in jail... seriously. OMFG, I cried like a fucking baby the entire time. It was insane!! But I went PC (protective custody) so it was cool... but insane

Abandoned Task
An April day with the grass coming in green and a soft wind blowing among daffodils is a perfect time to seize the leaf rake and set to cleaning up outdoors. Another similar, April day--also perfect. A third? Slightly less perfect. A fourth such day begins to feel like work. It feels like work because it is work. Leaf raking is a task of a magnitude and a futility rivaling the labor of Sisyphus, the unfortunate inmate of hell in Greek myth who eternally rolled his boulder up the hill, to have it eternally roll back down again. Last year's leaves, pasted to the ground by the snows, cling tenaciously and require vigorous raking. Raked, freed from the earth, they toss themselves gaily in the breeze; they caper and shy about like wild colts. Chasing them with your rake, gathering them into piles, watching as they escape and frisk away, and raking them back to the pile is a job less like bringing order to a disordered setting than it is like herding boisterous and unruly young st

Here Are The Two Groups
I need all bombers to show some love the the Following Groups, I have made some alliances this week and I want every one to know and be involved with the changes The First one is The Last Tribe Home of Last Tribe@ fubar and the second is The BBW Bombers BBW_Bombers Family Home Page@ fubar

Why!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
Hello again, I'd like to pose a question and I'm sure none of you will answer because you're too busy being fake and looking for points BUT, I'll ask anyway cause I'm really bored at this moment. Why exactly do so many of the women on this site dress like whores? Oh geeze, I've gone and done it, I spoke my mind again. No really, why do SO MANY of the women on this site dress like nasty gutter sluts? I hate to say this but I will anyway umm, many of them really don't have the bodies for wearing the stuff that they do. Well ok let me put this another way, if you weigh 700 pounds and you're wearing a thong and a tiny bra for your picture, you have made a mistake and you are making people go blind when they see it. And before some smart ass says "just don't look", well don't say that cause you can't help but see them as they scroll on by on the top of the page or god forbid one of them makes a blast and BLAMO there they are in all of their glory. Also, I have seen way too many "ol

S&s Sent This To Me As A Comment...i Liked It
Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks.

To Whoever Want To Read It
SOMETIMES IN LIFE YOU MAKE WRONG MOVES....MOVES THAT HURT NOT ONLY YOU BUT OTHERS AROUND YOU, FOR THOSE WHO I HAVE HURT IM REALLY SORRY, BUT IVE ALSO BEEN HURT AND TOREN APART BY MANY PEOPLE. BUT IM TAKING LIFE AS IT COMES, WHETHER IT BLOWS UP IN MY FACE OR NOT. I AM ACTUALLY TRYING TO MAKE MY LIFE SUCCESSFUL. I START TEACHING SOON AS A PRE-SCHOOL TEACHER SO THATS A PLUS....I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO BE HAPPY. I TRY TO MAKE OTHERS HAPPY BUT FOR SOME REASON I ALWAYS SCREW IT UP......YOU KNOW IF I DIDNT HAVE BAD LUCK I WOULDNT HAVE LUCK AT ALL... TO ANYONE WHO WANTS TO COMMENT FELL FREE TOO....LOVE TO ALL MY FRIENDS

Hatin'
IM NOT A HATER, BUT WHT IS IT WHEN YOU SAY YOUR SORRY AND MEAN IT FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART OTHERS CANT SEEM TO ACCEPT IT? I DONT UNDERSTAND. IM NOT A BAD PERSON REALLY, AND WOULD GIVE MY LAST DOLLAR TO ANYONE EVEN A COMPLETE STRANGER. ID HELP ANYONE IF I COULD...WHY DO SOME PEOPLE NOT ACCEPT IT WHEN I SAY IM SORRY WHEN I REALLY CARE ABOUT THEM...AND THINK ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME WHETHER I TALK TO THEM EVERYDY OR ONCE OUT OF A BLUE MOON...DAMIT..IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY, WTF....DAMIT IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY

Helping Me Level To Fulord
IN NO ORDER TYVM TO THESE PEOPLE FOR HELPING ME LEVEL PLEASE GO SHOW THEM LOTS OF FULUV ^sin^-Enforcer@ Flirtations¢¾fu gf 2 sexy sheila¢¾fu owned by emt380 & tulsa's angel@ fubar This Monster Lives owned by One Sexy BBW (Spankers/Club F.A.R./Shadow Leveler)@ fubar ♥Thö®ñz Öf Å Rø§ë♥Î ß ÎÇ{DSC}Club F.A.R..Southern Paradise@ fubar _Sweet_Thing_ ~~~Wanna Fu-Own Me~~See Blog!~~@ fubar ~Lil Red Vixen~*K.O.P.E.'s Fiesty one~Owned By Kerry~@ fubar Mr. Cuddles.....*~ FU Hubby to da_finest_cali_chik_420~*@ fubar RedZ28 - Co-Owner Rate Spankers@ fubar ~♫Splash♫~Co-Owner Of Club F.A.R.♫I.B.I.C.♫DSC~@ fubar * ~BABY PHAT ~ *@ fubar ~☠~. Bad Kitty .~☠~ CLUB F.A.R.@ fubar onesxybrat..~REAL LIFE G/F/ & fu -engaged 2~ROGUETROOPER40~

Life Is Coffee
A group of alumni, all highly established in their respective careers, got together for a visit with their old university professor. The conversation soon turned to complaints about the endless stress of work and life in general.... Offering his guests coffee, the professor went into the kitchen and soon returned with a large pot of coffee and an eclectic assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal - some plain, some expensive, some quite exquisite. Quietly he told them to help themselves to some fresh coffee. When each of his former students had a cup of coffee in hand, the old professor quietly cleared his throat and began to patiently address the small gathering. . . ''You may have noticed that all of the nicer looking cups were taken up first, leaving behind the plainer and cheaper ones. While it is only natural for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is actually the source of much of your stress-related problems." He continued. . .''Be assured th

I Have Tried To Talk To People!!!
Some here think they know me, but no one can know me from chat on the computer!!! I am a nice friendly person that most people would like if they got to know me!!! That is to much to ask, I guess. Starting to wonder why I spend all my free time here cause I can get shot down in real life just as easy, and wouldnt' have to add pics to do it.

Some Poems
My Heart.... My heart, Is slowly breaking. Peice by peice, I'm falling apart. The pain, Of not being able to see or talk to, The one I love, Is getting worse, With each passing day. It hurts, So much. I need him, Right now. My heart, Is slowly breaking. Rylee M I wish... I wish, He was here to hold me. I wish, He was here to love me. I wish.... He was here to tell me, "Everything's going to be ok... I love you." Rylee M The one I found (the other point of view from my friend DC's poem "Poems from a white prision") I saw him, In the white room. Looking so small, In the hospital bed, Eyes closed. I went to him, Put my hand on his chest, It was bearly moving. I traced his lips with my fingers, So soft, Like rose petals, Yet a little cold. I can hear his thoughts, He thinks I'm trying to seduce him. Even in his state, He's aware of all around him. I leaned down, I kissed his lips softly. I began to

Ron's Salute
Ron's Salute Today as i watched his body go by i couldnt help but feel that american pride; 500 cars and 60 motorcycles and one sad girl; I know he died but it doesnt mean he died for nothing; I know he watches and hes proud that his hometown cared so much; tons of balloons floating to the sky tons of people saying good bye; one unsung hero had to die; for this war to come alive. Ron i hope you see how much you ment to me; so with this tone i salute your body for coming home. For the Army man who didnt make it home. I miss you Ron Love Cj

Another Poem
The rose pours your love from you god his creation of love for you give it to you love one and rose is a Symbol of his love Passion roses are the only part that you have to give love that god gives you everyday

Sorrow Has No Home
Where are things, sometimes late at night No one's here but breathing sounds Standing small, sleeping on empty dreams Move as one, memories A blanket of stars can't keep you warm When all your love is gone And only one heart can argue on A river of stars can't wash the pain Emotions drown in pain For sorrow has no home Shadows wave, as you shake your fears Nobody's here but clouds and trees Question more, absorb the bitter truth Move as one, it wont let you be Emotions drown in pain Sorrow has no home

Rainy Friday
Good morning all. Hope everyone's week is going well. Anyone doing anything fun this weekend? Do tell! Another rainy New England morning. I'm ready for spring to get here already!!!! Got a big 2-day concert coming up at the end of the month. I am so looking forward to that. There are so many good bands I want to see on the first day though, it is probably going to get hectic running around trying to catch them all. I'm hoping I get at least on decent day this weekend so I can get some more yard work done. I work for 8 hrs solid last Sunday and made a little headway. Anyway have a great day all and if you are up for chatting, feel free to hit me up.

One Sweet Day
Saturday, March 11, 2006 One Sweet Day... We'll Dance Again Saylah Marie, {03-11-91 - 07-29-91} a beautiful baby girl, born this day 14 years ago, her life was short and oh so sweet, Her smile so bright, a brave warrior's defeat... There lost within her eyes, a glimse of heaven I did see, For I was blessed, choosen as her mother, how God so favored me... Bitter sweet are the memories I charish since she passed, Now in OUR Father's arms until my final jounery's last... Tears fall from my eyes as the music begins to play, it was our last dance, but I'll be okay, Our time will come, tears will fall no more, the music will play and we'll dance again, one sweet day. I miss you My darling princess on earth, My angel in heaven, Happy Birthday, I Love you. Mommy

Bad 2 Weeks !
Well Guys I had a bad 2 weeks. It all started around the end of March I started getting bad headaches. At first I thought too much stress from the kids then I was thinking it was something else... Then I remembered last time I had a headache I went to the doctors and they told me to go to the dentist but told me to go by advil gel well I took those and the next day I got a bad toothache. So I didn't want to tell my husband about the toothache because of the money situation I thought take advil wash my teeth when it hurted and it will go away. Well It did NOT go away so I kind of brought up the last time I got headaches it was really my tooth so he made me go to the dentist (I gave a lot of excuses but I had to go went so bad that I started crying and didn't want my kids to see this. Well I went and they pulled out my tooth this was the second tooth they pulled out in 2 months the first time they had a hard time taking the tooth out even the doctor was cursing lol. They gave m

Auction And Gone For The Weekend
hey everyone, I am leaving going out of town today, Friday,3-4, and will not be back until Monday,3-7. I have an auction going on in my picture folders, I am hosting the guy side of the auction, please bid on the one you want. Mishnumber1 is hosting the ladies side of the auction and yes I am in it and up for bid, if you cant bid at least rate my picture please, because the one with the most rates still wins fubucks. Here is a link to my picture in the auction. What I am offering the winner is listed is on my picture. Hope everyone has a good weekend!!Woohoo we are headed to Texas Motor Speedway to watch the Nascar Race Any questions or problems with the auction please see the host of the ladies side of the auction. Here is the link to her page and by the way she is in the auction also so you can bid on her also MishNumber1 ♥ Fubar World Cruise & WISEUKF Owner ♥ of SUP, Club FAR & Shadow Levelers@ fubar Thanks for reading. Pam ------------------

Oo-oo That Smell...
tattoo studios are always heavy with the smell of the ointment they use to keep your skin healthy while someone tortures it with thousands of pricks with a very small needle. I love that smell. Its exciting and nerve-wracking and oddly comforting, bringing anticipation of the sting but fond memories of the process, of watching as the temporary overlay slowly, painfully, sublimely becomes permanent. And for days afterwards, you get to carry that smell with you, another sensory reminder to add to the tactile sensation that you can hold close and keep personal and the visual image that you can share with others. The odor of white petrolatum (infused with vitamins A and D) hangs somewhere in between, its intimate and close and all yours, but you end up sharing it with those that are close to you. Perhaps I'm romanticizing it a bit too much, but as I sat waiting for my new ink last night, the smell hit me, lightly at first as a lingering odor infused in the shop, then stronger as th

Why Do I Hurt?
Is it possible to think you know someone only to discover a white lie about them? They had a chance to redeem themselves and they failed to? Why is it we have feelings that often are overlooked, forgotten, toyed with, and ultimately leave us asking, "Why do I hurt?" I am not the one who portrays being someone I am not. I don't lie, I won't tolerate being lied to even if it costs a friendship no matter how valuable that friendship may seem. While I know these are my true feelings I am still asking myself, "Why do I hurt?" Maybe there is just some underlying look or vibe that people receive from me that they just automatically think I am stupid? I don't get it - because it is they who are stupid to think that I am unintelligent. Apparently, they have forgotten all of the things I have told them to be truth, fact, feeling, and any other thing you want to throw in there. I am sitting here at 5:32 am left pondering the mere thought, "Why do I hurt?" Don't thank me for being a fri

A Bid ? A Rate ?
OK THIS AUCTION ENDS TOMORROW(APRIL 5) I NEED SERIOUS BIDDERZ,BUT IF YOU DON'T WANNA BID THATS OK CAN YOU GO GIVE IT A RATE (TAKES 2 SECONDS) PEASE ! THANK YOU ~BOSSLADY~ XOXO ENDS APRIL 5 CURRENT BID $130K FU BUX

"fall For You"
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting Could it be that we have been this way before I know you don't think that I am trying I know you're wearing thin down to the core But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find Your impossible to find This is not what I intended I always swore to you i'd never fall apart You always thought that I was stronger I may of failed But I have loved you from the start Ohhhh But hold your breathe Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you Over again Don't make me change my mind Or I wont live to see another day I swear it's true Because a girl like you is impossible to find It's impossible So breathe in so deep Breathe me in I'm yours to keep And hold onto your words Cuz talk is cheap And remember me tonight When you

Fu-wedding Bulletin I Did For Saphire
::::::Attention All Fubar Members:::::::This SaturdayApril 05,2008@ 11:30 pm Central timeI will be getting married to Jackson in "Diablo's Den" hosted by "Diablo" himself. Please come and show your support as my friend and family . Tons of drinks , great musik ... and lots of wedding fun !!! Thanks to all my friends !!! Mwah luv yazJoining Together *~*Saphire*~* Fu-Engaged to Jackson !!!!@ fubarJACKSON 1982 (Fu- ENgAgEd to SApHiRe)@ fubarBeing Joined Together byÐJ.ÐÌÅßLØ...Partner to Scarlet...Owner of the DEN...& The THRESHOLD..@ fubarFu-Wedding Being Held In LoungeClick Banner to Join in on the fun

For Anti Cupid
I feel it in every word that you type The hurt is gone but the sorrow remains My heart reaches out to you, cold as it is Hoping beyond hope to help keep you sane At the same time you're an inspiration to me A soft light in the blackest tunnel of life We write from the darkest corners of our heart Fearfully exposing our emotions to light You speak alot of the Goddess of Death Begging her to finally come and take you away But my friend you mean so much to many So from my heart to yours I ask you to stay I have no words to take away your sorrow No pills to magically make things right All that I can offer you sweetheart Is a friendship that will never take flight So when you are lost in the darkness That someone led you astray Reach out and find my hand Hold on tight and I'll lead the way To my friend Anti Cupid: May you find the love your heart so deserves, the light to guide your path and the strength to make you whole.

The Wind
The wind billows through the canyon Pushing trees left & right As it rushes past I wish I was part of it Running through mountains, over plains, across waters, and though branches The smell of distant lands fills the air But we can't be the wind...why? Because the wind needs no one It's the loneliest of creations Unlike people who need other people The wind doesn't need anyone or anything to continue going on People need love & companionship Without the wind we probably wouldn't dream As the wind billows through the trees take time to smell the air Dream of being the wind, if only for a moment As the wind billows though the canyon

The Tears
The tears keep trying to fall My heart starts to sink My chest feels hallow yet heavy My eyes begin to fill The water welling up inside I miss not having someone to call "MY LOVE" I miss giving passionate kisses I miss being able to cuddle To hold a love close To feel the love of another To have my heart filled with love again Right mow I am alone In need of that someone special That someone to fill the void in my heart But I can't let go of the fight As the tears keep trying to fall

World Of Heartbreak
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak.

Nsfw Flaggers
some asshole just flagged one of my pic's nsfw and it is one of 3ppl i can't pinpoint which it was so i blocked um all and yes i know that makes me look bitch but i don't care this shit is nuts this is an adult sight after all get real or go back to my space dumb ass.

Support Our Troops! Stop Politicizing Our Family Members
This afternoon while browsing various profiles I came across this one... http://www.myspace.com/rainsgold What I saw as the main profile picture revolted me to the core and made me extremely angry! I could NOT stay quiet as a damn proud American and as the Fiance of an Honorable 19 yrs Active Duty Navy Hero!! The father of my 2 sons is retired Navy! I was not and will continue not to take this kind of thing from ungrateful American cowards! Unlike they like to think these days..True Proud Americans - including Democrat,Republican,Independent,Libertarian - have the right to speak our voices too and to be heard and heard LOUD and CLEAR and PROUD! If what you see when you visit that profile upsets YOU as much as it has me I encourage you to use YOUR American Freedom of Speech to let this particular person know that what she is doing is NOT cool and is a direct slap in the face of all past, present and future military heroes both living and deceased! Your Prou

Looking For Work....
Yea. So I've been on a few interviews...wearing the dopey tie and sports jacket.... carrying a copy of my resume,clean shaven and bright eyed and bushy tailed. I've never been arrested but good g0d, these interview process seem to me to be like being grilled by Sgt.Sniskwaki. Apparently the new modus operandi; is running back round checks and also credit reports as well. My credit isn't Triple A plus but sufficed to say it's decent. So anyways back to the interviews...I get peppered with alot of tech questions, as the jobs I'm going for are all I.T. related. I'm sure I got a answer or 2 wrong but I know I nailed like 95 % of them. The interview ends, I get a business card and am told that there's a few more applicant's that have to be seen. Touch base with us in a few days. Fair enough...I call and get the secretary running interference or just voice mail. Or call the cell and it's straight to VM. Frustrating to say the least. And Recruiters/Head Hunters....th

Crucified
Drink Of My Body....... Eat Of My Soul........... Behold, All The Eyes Shall See Them All Wounds That Pierce Them Take Pleasure In His Sins Take Pleasure In Her Suffering When You Lie With The Beast You Shall Die With The Beast Behold The Eyes That Pierce Them So You Say Your Lord Had Mercy? So You Say Your Lord Has Faith? Behold The Eyes That Pierced Him In This Synagogue Of Satan! The Beast Inside Still Lies, Like The Devil Behold This Seven Spaces Sewn Behold The Seven Spaces Known Behold The Seven Spaces Set Apart Beside The Master's Throne 1,2,3,4,5,6,7 All Good Saviors Go To Heaven Seven Spaces Sewn Seven Spaces Known Seven Spaces Set Apart Beside The Master's Throne Drink of My Body..... Eat of My Soul........ Die With Your Savior........ In This.....Amen Lyrics By The Genitorturers

R.i.p. Rusty / Old Dude
My Brother In-Law just lost his best friend today. If you're an animal lover and you have pets that you adore knowing that when that pet died you would be crushed then do me the favor of going to his page and giving him your condolences. ridendirty@ fubar OLD DUDE/ RUSTY

Racial Slurs: My Disgust.
My reaction to a MUMM using the word "w!gg*r" to describe a man who was abusing a three year old child, asking if it was right for a distant relative to interfere and take the children away from the parents: She did the right thing, OBVIOUSLY. As for the racial slur used in this MUMM... I just have to ask why it was used considering that rednecks can be just as lowly as can the higher class of society? There is no specific color, religion or class involved when it comes to abuse. Racial slurs need not be used to describe a person even if it is "out of anger". You're better than that. That's all I have to say. I often wonder why, even if it is out of anger, we choose to use such hateful words to describe our brothers and sisters. We are all children of the Earth. I can't bring myself to tolerate such disgusting words being used to bring eachother down, when we should be bringing eachother up... standing equally to make this world a better place for all of us. I have this dream o

Fubar Is Fickle
I JOINED FUBAR A WILL BACK TO BE ABLE TO VISIT MY GOOD FRIEND AND STARTED MAKING FRIENDS ON HERE WHEN SHE WASN`T HERE TO TALK.I LIKE TO TALK AND BS WITH THE LADIES.WHICH STARTED OUT GREAT.EVERY TIME I GOT ON HERE SOMEONE WAS HERE THAT WANTED TO CHAT.I KNOW YOU CAN`T LIVE ON FUBAR ALONE,BUT I`M TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT I DID SEEMS NOONE WANTS TO TALK ANYMORE,JUST DON`T KNOW HOW TO TAKE IT,ITS STARTING TO BE REAL BORING BEING HERE.

Why?
Well here we are. Thousand gathered on Fubar for a variety of reasons. Most of the people in the circle of friends that I associate with on here are much alike in that we are single for whatever reason. Most of us in our 30's and 40's and whether we admit it or not, we are looking for something. But what, and why? I suppose I need to speak for my situation. What am I here for? Am I looking for something? Am I looking for someone? What am I hoping, if anything, to accomplish? The answer? I really don't know. Am I just looking to pass time? Like wishing my life away in order to pass another day, another week, another month? Will things truly be different then? Will I? A lot of questions but not many answers in my case. I think I am here because it is popular and, as my kids would tell you, I'm usually one of the last to jump on board any new movement. Am I looking for something? No. I really have everything I need. Not everything I want, but everything I need. Am I looking for so

My Life, As A Realtor Sitcom, Part 2-addendums Addendums!
Ok, so if you have read Realtor Sitcom, part one, you know a few things: 1-I work very hard to get things done for my clients, no matter how it complicates my day, and 2-I was hoping to sell two houses today. Well, in spite of #1, #2 was a NO GO. Why? Because sometimes, no matter how hard you work, it doesn't make up for other people being unprofessional/retarded. The first deal didn't close because the seller has yet to pay the taxes. My investor is buying the house for $5,000, and the seller (a corporate entity/bank) owes $6,000 in back taxes, not including the final water bill. They are upside down no matter how you slice it, especially after closing costs and commissions are paid, but I don't feel bad for them. They have known for well over 30 days this deal was to close today, so Why the Hell didn't they pay the taxes? The title company will NOT close the deal until those are paid. We could have closed in escrow, but that would mean my investor would be

Fans Please Read!!!
Some of my friends have agreed to embed a slidshow of my work in the interests section of their profiles. If you are willing to do so, this is what it looks like: Please check out my friend DragonEagle's art And here's the code: Please check out my friend DragonEagle's art It links to my profile which opens in a new window. If you embed this, please let me know.

Just A Thought.....
Every turn creates a new problem Confusion shadows the inner light of life Raging storms of doubt cloud the surface Fear takes over as the light begins to flicker fighting to shine with the strength of desperation Time passes slowly as the light continues to fade Finally the light weakens giving into the overwhelming darkness THE FIGHT IS OVER

Uarherhehrhhkjnskjnd
I just went to a grocery store and it makes me hate Russians (read Ukrainians and Belorussians) that much more. Like a fuckin mosh pit, what is wrong with these people. Fukkk! Wound up gettin random shit cause of gettin all claustrophobic

Rant
Okay been thinking about this for awhile. Here are somethings that have been bugging me on here: ~the whole Rate/fan/add thing. Grow up this isnt High school! Funny that most people who require this dont recipriocate. ~Kids I know you are all very proud of your kids, I am. But, I feel that maybe some kids pics should not be on here. Lots of sickos out there. ~I dont re-post or sticky, Im not going to buy you a HH,VIP,Blast or any other premium service. Nothing personal just dont have the money to do it. ~ point whoring... 50 kagillion till Im Godfather.... ~lots more little things but I'll let you all add to the list. what is your pet peeve?

Hot Mommas Club
MySpace Dividers ~NEW TO FUBAR THE FIRST OFFICIAL HOT MAMA CLUB~ TO JOIN MY NEW CLUB, MUST A LADY,A MAMA, FRIEND IN YOUR COMMUNITY. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING, PLEASE E-MAIL ME YOUR NAME AND A VOTE WILL BE CAST WITH OTHERS MEMBERS OF THE CLUB. BIG POPPA IS MY NAME AND REPLACING THEM IS MY GAME. GET IN WHERE YOU FIT IN.......................! ASST AND GRAPHIC DESIGNER IS AKAMRS. T ~DANGER~ YOU BETTER WATCH YOURSELF ~Danger~YOU BETTER WATCH YOURSELF~THE DREAM TEAM~@ fubar ~NYCE-N-SLOW IS THE NAME NYCE-N-SLOW~DYLON'S DIVA~THE DREAM TAEM ~@ fubar HUGGABLE LOVABLE JEN

I Got Weiners!!!!!!
...well actually, I got brauts. :-D Was tattooing a nice lady today, and while I was working on her, her hubby came in. He was just stoppin by on his way home from a meeting, and wanted to check the progress. ...well, he also stopped off on the way home at this favorite place and picked up a selection of his favorite brauts...we got into a discussion about them. More specifically how I had been craving one, but didnt want to buy a whole pack for just me. Well, he said, he just so happened to get a two pack...and he gave them to me as part of my tip!! WoOOHOOO!! I got weiners!! ...and they are Jalenpeno!! They are gonna be so yummy in ma tummy!! Ok, thats it. Im amused!!

My Friend
For those tired of the usual "friend" poems, here is a touch of reality. * When you are sad...I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the scum sucking bastard who made you sad. * When you are blue...I'll try to dislodge whatever's choking you. * When you smile...I'll know you finally got laid. * When you are scared...I will rag you about it every chance I get. * When you are worried...I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. * When you are confused...I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass. * When you are sick...Stay away from me until you're well again, I don't want whatever you have. * When you fall...I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge till the end. Why may you ask? Because you're my friend.

Rants And Raves!!!!
I have had a bad day. I hurt all over from my illness, now I think that nerve thats runs at your back is hurting very badly. Feels like my hips are on fire!! Cause of that I was unable to get any sleep today or last nite before work. To top that off I have been in a very pissy mood! I just want to rip peoples faces off! My moods have been goin gup and down and all around. Good thing the plant is closed tonite, so that makes things easier on me. Plus I got this number of a little hottie who I want to call but because of all this, I don't want to for fear of making her mad. Its only been close to a week, since I told her I would call, but things have kept coming up!! So today I am sooooo hating things, soooo very much. Also I am bored out of my mind and restless can't sit still, which is a good thing cause the pain is less when I stand and walk around! Well thats all for my s**t, Later All!!!!

Reality
I think I'd like you to be in my bedroom with me. I have ceiling to floor mirrors on my wardrobe and I'd like you to be sitting like we were in the bath so that you could see yourself cupping me and stimulating my nipples and occasionally slipping your fingers further down and dipping into me. I'd reach back and kiss you then you'd move your lips to my nipples and cup me with your other hand, slipping it back and forth from front to back and repeat swapping hands as you swap nipples. This goes on for quite a while until I am virtually dripping on your hand. I then turn around and slip down your body - you continue to watch me in the mirror as I get up on all fours and lean down to lick you. You were quite soft but a few licks later and you point right up to your navel. I lick you like a lollipop - starting at the bottom at your balls and swirling up to the top - catching all the drips. I love to eat your cum - you kiss me so that you can taste it too. You get bigger and I'm itching

Want To...
i want to hear your voice, to feel your breath on my skin. to come alive at your touch. i want to be stimulated, to feel invigorated. to touch you back... i want to know you inside and out to have that memory with me always to feel the nuances of you over and over again. i want to watch you move to walk beside you to just be... i want to...

Interviewed
Interview with a Fetishist By Natalia Vine This is the written interview which I conducted with a 31 year old male fetishist from Germany, named *Chris*. Chris’s particular fetish is quite unique. He fashions his own personal plastic and rubber wear. Here is the entire interview, along with pictures of Chris in his various outfits, all made by Chris himself. Chris finds it important to share his fetishism with others, so let’s hear his story of fetishism behind closed doors. The Interview Natalia: Why do you feel that it is important to share your fetish with others? Fetishist: Showing it to others is a turn on for me, maybe because it was a secret for so many years. Natalia: How do you feel when you wear the plastic? Fetishist: Very good, I start sweating, my penis gets hard and I feel that I am a fetishist. I enjoy being turned on by the feeling on my skin and by the look. Natalia: So, would you consider yourself an exhibitionist as well? Fetishist: I

Just To
So yea wrote this song and hoping to record the lyrics soon and then work on the music. It's been 3 years since we met, In that smoke filled bar, It's been 2 years since I fell for you, Everyday I wish I told you, Now that your gone I can't deny, That I wish it was my time, Every night I lay in bed, With thoughts of you running through my head. I woke up this morning, Wanting to see your face again, But all I saw was an empty place, I toss and turn at night, I walk and wander and fight, Just to see your face again, But I know that your gone for good. It's been six months since we lost you, You were young and full of life, Cut down before your time, Your heart ripped apart, Because he didn't love you, Now we all must suffer, I can't stand to be without you, I should have told you how I felt, Maybe then you'd still be here. I woke up this morning, Wanting to see your face again, But all I saw was an empty place, I toss and turn at night, I walk and wa

Best Sex Joke Ever!
Okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Whoa!!! PULL IT OUT!!! PULL IT OUT NOW!!! I can'

My Bands And Music I Like
*A* Angels And Airwaves :) The All American Rejects :) Arctic Monkeys :) Alter Bridge :) Air Traffic Ash Avenged Sevenfold :D Aerosmith :D Avril Lavigne *B* Blink 182 :D Brand New Bloc Party :D Biffy Clyro Blur :D Bowling For Soup The Bravery *C* Cauterize Creed :D Copeland Cute Is What We Aim For Coldplay :D:D Chemical Brothers :D:D:D The Caesars Clinic *D* Dykeenies Drowning Pool :) Doves Damien Rice :D Daniel Powter :D Dany Warhols Dashboard Confessional Death Cab For Cutie The Darkness :D *E* Enter Shikari :D Eels Editors The Enemy Elliot Minor :D Evanescence :D:D Edguy *F* Fall Out Boy :D:D:D The Fratellis :) Feeder :D:D Foo Fighters :D:D:D Funeral For A Friend :D The Feeling :) Fighstar The Fray :) Futureheads :) *G* Good Charlotte :D:D Glamour For Better Green Day :D:D:D Gym Class Heroes :D Gavin DeGraw Goo Goo Dolls :D The Gorillaz :D:D:D *H* Houston Calls Hadouken! :D Hard-Fi Hellogoodbye :D

The 11th Husband
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced 10 husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband to "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin". "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times.?" "Well, husband # 1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. "Husband # 2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was suppose to function; but he said he'd look into it and get back with me. "Husband # 3 was from Field Services; he said that everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. "Husband # 4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. "Husband # 5 was an Engineer, he understood the basic process but he wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state of the-art method. "Husband #6 was from Administration; he thought he knew how but he wasn't

Leaving On A Jet Plane
Well today is the day I fly out. I'm really nervous about court on Monday, but yet I'm not. I got to read the report from the home study, and she does recommend them going with me. The judge could always decide different. I was told to also be prepared for my ex to contest the judge's ruling. I don't know if I will have a laptop with me while I'm gone. At the moment my step son has it, but he is supposed to be bringing it back, just not sure if before I need to leave. If I don't, I will still be logged in here and will have my husband do updates to my family members who inquire. I will deeply miss you while I am gone!!! Oh, and I will be at the Nascar race on Sunday......Look For Me!!! hehehe

Another Day Of Practice
Had another day of practice today. Although its a pain at times.. running to practices 4 days out of the week.. I enjoy it so much also. Meeting the same parents.. year after year.. its like almost family. This year my youngest.. is one of the oldest on his team. Hes still in T-ball though. He is doing so well...slugging the balls.. and paying attn. I remember just 2 years ago..him playing in the sand. This year.. its the younger kids.. doing it. Although I did yell at him once today..for flirting with the girl in the dugout. He was on 3rd base.. just chattin away to her. The coaches laughed. Anyways..that girl ran to the other dug out..and started bothering the 1st baseman. LMAO. It was the coaches son..he hollered at him to quit talking to the women. As for my oldest.. I only stayed at one of his practices.. to see how hes doing. The other day was nasty.. and 2 hrs long. He seems to be doing pretty good. I just hope he gets to play this year. Last year..he was a new kid.

Plz Make Tinkerbell's 1st Hh The Best My Bff
photo hosting UPDATE!!! I am adding to my offer!!!...I REALLY WANT MY FIRST HH TO ROCK SOOO in addition to my offer below I will give 6,000 fubucks for EVERY 100 photos(rated 10)/stash rated!!!(you must message me after every 100)I have quite a few photos/stash so this could be a LOT of fubucks here so save your rates for my first HH!!!!!(if you're saving for spotlight this could help you out!) But remember this offer is only good during my HH Sat. @ 7pm fu-time!!! I am hosting my very first Happy Hour!!!! On Saturday April 5th @ 7pm Fu-Time!!! Now this is really big for me so I want to make it a great one! SO here is the deal! I have a folder with 100 penguin photos in it that I have titled HH Rate-A-Thon. So here is my offer if you rate all 100 11's I will give you 12,000 fubucks, if you rate all 100 10's I will give you 6,000 fubucks! As soon as you finish you have to send me a private message tell me if you use 10's or 11's {I will be checking} to get the fubucks...and you'l

Why??
why is it that people dont listen or comprehend anything that is said??????? You read a blog, leave a comment to where the person cant reply, and then still keep looking at their profile but dont say or do anything.............. What's the point??? I dont understand what thrill or high you can get off of looking at someone's profile and not doing anything? It's pointless, childish, and plain stupid. If your going to look at someone's profile constantly....at least do something.......... GROW THE FUCK UP!!!!!

April Is Stop Child Abuse Month..
What is child abuse? Although growing up can be difficult, most children and young people receive the love and care they need to develop into healthy, happy young adults. But some children are hurt, neglected and used by adults or other children. Younger children may not be aware that what is happening to them is abuse. Abuse can mean different things to different children, and can happen once or many times. Physical abuse is... ...when children are hurt or injured by parents or other people. Hitting, kicking, beating with objects, throwing and shaking are all physical abuse, and can cause pain, cuts, bruising, broken bones and sometimes even death. 'I haven't been to school for two days because I'm afraid that people will see the bruises on my arms in PE.' Sexual abuse is... ...when children are forced or persuaded into sexual acts or situations by others. Children might be encouraged to look at pornography, be harassed by sexual suggestions or comments, be touched

Shut The F#ck Up
Shut The Fuck Up! I would do this for my girlfriend. Ok, so you knew it wouldn't be long before I saw this bulletin. "A Perfect Boyfriend" I have seen this stupid bulletin posted times a day for the last two weeks. I have even seen so called "men" posting this bulletin under the title, "I would do this for my girlfriend." Enough is enough. As the Mayor, Governor, and President of the Great State of MANtana, as well as the voice of all "REAL MEN" I must say: SHUT THE FUCK UP img Most American men are one episode of "Sex and the City" away from being gay as it is, we don't need these lies too. MEN: Don't believe this crap. If women wanted sensitive, caring, and thoughtful lovers- they would all be lesbians, and that would be awesome. img This bulletin officially made my giant man sized ballsack ache and had to be answered. If you disagree- you are wrong. Enjoy. "I WOULD DO THIS FOR MY GIRLFRIEND" BULLETIN: "• Stay on the phone with her even

Say What You Mean......
Say what you mean......better yet MEAN what you say. Yes the written words: IN A RELATIONSHIP....clearly visible on the screen yet somehow they got lost in your translation. Admitting you're in a relationship is one thing....enticing others with your written words is another. I am speaking of a new class of men....the pussy whisperers. They will say anyting they think you want to hear. lol amazes me they think written words have no impact. I am a firm believer in honesty....Say what you MEAN. Upfront...open...expressive. Have I fallen for you? Have I ever once said I did? No my intention is not to "fall" for anyone but being able to express my wants and needs openly without that push come to shove attitude. Yes I know that's the issue....it's ok for you to tease...it's ok for you to entice....it's ok for you to be a pussy whisperer....But the minute it's time to game up...High tail!!! Tis ok....I understand.....just remember this pussy has no ears.

One Word Questionaire
Originally by Paulette aka ')O( light_n_darkness )O(' You. Can. Only. Type. One. Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy or forward, change the answers to suit you and pass it on. It's really hard to only use one word answers. 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? downstairs 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Worst bad habit? fubar 5. Favorite food? sausage 6. Your favorite thing? tv 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? success 10.The room you're in? bedroom 11. Your ex? claire 12. Your fear? heights 13. Where do you want to be in 6 years? richer 14. Where were you last night? mums 15. What you're not? smoking 16. Muffins? no 17. One of your wish list items? holiday 18. Where you grew up? wolverhampton 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? towel 21. Your TV? proline 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? acer 24. Your life? indeed 25. Your mood? tire

Words To Live By
Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didnt do then by the ones you did do.So throw off the bowlines,sail away from the safe harbor,catch the trade winds in you sails.Explore,Dream,Discover. Mark Twain

Update On Diva Kitty Kat
I have been texting Kitty and this is what she said is goin on with her: Its an angioplasty they insert a balloon into your arteries to try and reopen them if that dont work then i will have to have bypass surgery so pray please Tell them all i love them and miss them and cant wait to be back So lets all pray for Diva Kitty Kat she will be having this done on Monday. She is very scared, if you wanna send her a message leave it here and I will text it to her for you. Peace and love MsMaine KITTY KAT {{ CONTRACTER FOR THE GODFATHER OF THE DIVA'S }} AKA DYLON'S KITTY~~@ fubar

It's Not That I'm Shy, I Just Am Stupified By Idiocy...therefore I Keep Quiet :)
You Are 36% Shy You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal. You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace. How Shy Are You?

Very Very Understated....
You Are a Classic Bikini! You are the type of gal who looks good in almost any bikini. Going for the understated look, you don't need a flashy bikini to turn heads. What Kind of Bikini Are You?

Everything As It Seems....
One day you wake up and think things are okay, and you think that life is good. Then after moments of waking up out of your fake reality, you realize that life isn’t what it seems. When you think you have a lifetime with someone, they disappear with the blink of an eye. Everything you have ever known about that person falls into a spiraling staircase of nothing. Can anyone answer me a question? When will things be okay? Why do the people you actually love the most, have be taken away from you? Is it punishment? Is it a lesson that we have to learn? I don’t understand. Nothing for me at all this year has gone right at all. I thought to myself as soon as this year began that it was going to be a new year. It was going to be a wonderful year because of I was turning 18. But no. Everything that I thought would last forever lasted seconds. Everything I thought would soon vanish without a trace. My feelings towards everything now are simple. 1 - Never expect the unexpected. 2- Never give you

I Dont Cry I Bleed!!!
I Don’t Cry I Bleed!!! The words spill from my pen. trying to get it all out. holding it in is what my life is about. I cry myself to sleep at night for reasons I don’t know. trying to pinpoint my feelings, trying not to let them show. how I feel so numb immune to all the pain. watching the blood fall, the dark red stain. my eyes see every detail, making sure I fail. the voices in my head mock, invisible hands on my clock. telling me how to fail, weaning me off my shock. so used to the daily pain, so used to the never ending shame. your trying to ask what’s wrong, while you gaze at your reflection. not hearing my words you’re just trying to act like you have affection. all I see in you is greed. like its off my pain you feed. you lap my blood cause I don’t cry I bleed.

Over Tonight !! Please Rate !
OK THIS IS OVER TONIGHT AND I NEED HELLA RATES RIGHT NOW...THATS ALL I'M ASKING,BUT HEY IF YOU WANNA BID I WOULD APPRECIATE IT SOOOO MUCH . CURRENT BID @ 151 K...U THINK I'M WORTH MORE THEN THAT ? COME SPANK ME WITH RATES PLZ !!!

Future Milf's And Ugly Women - Know Your Role!!!
UGLY WOMEN - Know Your Damn Role!!! I admit that in my past, I used to peruse dating sites during boring afternoons at my job. It killed time, and if I saw something that looked useful, perhaps I could get my end wet, if you catch my drift? But if there was one thing that used to piss me off about those sites, it was the deceitful-ass women who posted profiles on them. Yeah, very few people are ever honest about themselves, I get that. Heck, it happens here even on FUBAR. But what I can’t tolerate is when ugly bitches try and pull a fast one on a dude by having a confusing main photo. I know you’ve seen it - two girls smiling for the camera at a party somewhere or at a club. You, looking at this picture for the first time, have no idea which chick in the photo is actually the owner of the profile page and which isn’t. You hope that it’s the pretty one - the girl with the huge rack and the blonde hair, but life has taught you that nine-times-out-of-ten it’s the

"a Heart Torn Out"
Sitten and staring at walls, not hearing the music that is being played!! Not hearing what a person is saying!!! Only emotion shown is the flood of tears coming down your cheeks, as you feel cold and hollow, longing for the joyful feeling of being loved!! Made to feel special, beautiful, and just the feeling of being "alive"!! Frozen even though the temp is warm, all cause you are alone!! And hearing the coonstant repeating of a voice in your heard, saying "you are my world, my heart and my soul", but still can't shake the frozen feeling or the blank stare, and even worse, the tears continue to flood down your cheeks! Becoming all too familiar with the feeling of your heart being torn out!!!!

Chained
Chained to You, as far as You are. Wanting You when You are away. Missing You yet bound in this place. Needing You each and every day. My soul is lost while others find their way to You. Chained...and You hold the key.

Poem For A Suicide
After it happen the doctors would not let me see her, but kept her wrapped up in blankets. because they didn't understand the greatness of the event because, they only knew why she had died, not how she had come to this. After turning to the world for what it owed her hand but would not give, she turned to herself who had nothing to give, Her empty, desolated hands made a gift of that something wrapped up in blankets -George Economou

My Curse
I watched you walk away Helpless, with nothing to say I strain my eyes Hoping to see you again This is my curse (the longing) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the yearning) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Will you be there? Your silence haunts me But still I hunger for you This is my curse (the wanting) This is my curse (time) This is my curse (the needing) This is my curse There is love burning to find you Will you wait for me? Still I want And still I ache But still I wait To see you again Dying, inside, these walls And I see your face in these tears? In these tears And I see your face... There is love

Wow Thank You So Much!!
WOW THAT WAS TOTALLY INSANE THANK YOU SO MUCH TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS THAT HELPED MAKE MY FIRST HH A SUCCESS!!! I AM A LOT CLOSER TO GODMOTHER NOW THANKS TO ALL OF YOU! IT TOOK ME OVER 4 HOURS TO PAY EVERYONE!!! WOW I AM LIKE FUBROKE NOW! LOL THANK YOU AGAIN AND I WILL DO A TY PIMP OUT TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME THE MOST TOMORROW NIGHT WHEN I GET HOME FROM VISITING MY NIECE WHO'S BACK IN THE HOSPITAL, IN ADVANCE IF I MISS ANYONE I AM SORRY THAT WAS SO FAST PACED I MAY HAVE MISSED SOME PEOPLE! XOXOXO ~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {FU-OWNED BY MY BFF ~BABS~& Drew & DJ Beagle}

Solitude
Here I sit in solitude. Pondering over one person. She captivates me in ways no one can ever do. Yet I never spoken to her. I never get a chance to know her. Her bestfriend is the only connnection I have. Her bestfriend IS the reason I have fallen so deeply for another once again. I never ever in my life have fallen so deeply for another , yet never know them. Her bestfriend informs me she is terrified. Little dose whitney know I am scared more about not being with her than I am losing my father. My Father is my heart soul ME! He made me who I am and I will NEVER EVER take that from him. She has managed to surpass that. Yet she has never spoken a word to me. Yet she is always in my thoughts. Always on my mind. Yet dares to not to take a chance on pure true love. While I sit here torn, hurting , shattered & wondering if that love REALLY is there. O r did I fall for someone that dosent care. I know I most likely sitting here over analizing things. Cause thats what I do. But I have payed

Girl,me & U {think Of Me & U}
In the morning, when I get of bed thoughts of you are goin thru my head, in the afternoon I think about all the things we can do thru the night - I think about me & u - In the evening, I think of me & u- thinkin about u in ure night gear...I work all day,and It's hard for me too concentrate....All I ever do is think of me & u, All I do is think of me & u....u got me goin crazy...I always get turned on, never turned out by any woman, but I think for this instance, its different....All I do, is think of me & u....

Tied Down
The mind’s engineer Waits to fix, What is completely destroyed. The damage is too great Even for a genius suitable To take the job. Effort at this point ceases… Until another theory is given birth to By the philosophically engulfed ways People throw together to form a valid solution. Although there is no real answer, is there? Just a few mere approaches To soothe the emotions tied And controlled by the puppeteer, man himself. Though be he The master or the slave?

Can U Give It Up?? So Naughty!!!
GIVE ME A THUMBS UP (y) AND WITH ENOUGH I CAN WIN 2O FUBLINGS AND A BLAST! ALL I NEED IS A SIMPLE THUMBS UP RATE ON THIS PIC. FRIENDS! IF YOU WOULD BLOG THIS, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THIS! THANKS SO MUCH! NO COMMENTS, JUST A THUMBS UP IS ALL! THANK YOU EVERYONE SO FAR! YOU TOTALLY ROCK! LOVE TO ALL!! HELLCAT@ fubar

To You All
Due to recent changes in my schedule and my computer issues, I have not been able to keep up on the things that i love to do most on here....dropping comments on friends and family and showin the luv (including keeping up with my bar tab) as much as i'd like to be doing... so if you dont get a comment from me as often as you have been or i don't return the luv u have shown me, please know i am thinkin about ya, that i appreciate ya and that i luvya!!!!!!!!!!!! SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE! as always....luvya, zoeygrl

My Future Love Status
Hi Rachel, It's very nice to meet you, and thanks again for your questions. I have reflected upon your situation and drawn several tarot cards. Hopefully, you'll find my impressions helpful! Looking back upon your marriage, I truly see how it has drained you, emotionally and physically. You are tired and aren't entirely up for starting your love life all over from scratch, but you also know that the end of this marriage will force you to move on. I do see brighter, happier times ahead of you, ones that will make you remember who the real Rachel is, and will reignite feelings of excitement and happiness that you haven't felt for awhile. It will take some time to get back on track. I do see you trying to meet other people, but it'll be frustrating at first. Some will simply not be your type, and others that you'd be interested in would be taken. And I feel like you'll be trying hard, and consistently, for several months before slowing down. After a little break, I see you havin

Cleaning Out Friends And Family Lists
IF I haven't heard from you, you NEVER talk to me or leave comments or you're not wicca/wiccan I'm sorry you're gone. I'm trying to keep this name limited to those I can rate or leave comments to. If by chance I do accidentally remove you please let me know

Go Do Her!!
GO CHECK OUT A FABULOUS LADY GIVE HER LOTS AND LOTS OF LOVE THIS WOUNDERFULL WOMEN IS MY SEXY AND FABULOUS FU. AUNTIE!! HELLCAT *CO-OWNER OF FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT@ fubar Brought to you By lil ole Mee!! Please Repost this for mee ... Thanks!! Love, jujubug!! **Miss jujußug** The Luvßug, FUBARS FLAMING HOTTIES* FEEL THE HEAT'@ fubar

4/5/08
> Sarge's Bad Girls*FuOwned By ^Sin^ And BBWGoddess* Fu-Owner Of Milfsweetie & Renee*@ fubar April 5th Sarge's Bad Girls Pimpout is pimping out these fine young ladies! If they aren't yet your friends, take care of that NOW! These ladies are awesome, everyone go show them some hot lovin! The Birthday Bad Girl: ^sin^-Enforcer@ Flirtations♥fu gf 2 sexy sheila♥fu owned by emt380 & tulsa's angel@ fubar *BooBooKittyFuk* aka Mortisha AnaCarNa *PR-MAMII'S PERSONAL BOMBER :P* no rate and fan = NO ADD@ fubar Sonya~BarWench@Jens~Brians Fuwifey &R/L GF~Sarges Bad Girl~BBW Bombers Co Owner~FuOwned by BhamBuggy@ fubar ~Blueroses~Sarge's Bad Girls~@ fubar milfsweetie/ FU-WI

Cheater's
I should say here: Dear Diary: again this has ones heart to wondering, why does a man tell you he loves you yet your not enough for him. why does he ask you to marry him yet he has to be off with another woman while you sat at home worrying cause he's late coming home. is a woman suppose to set at home and worry and hopes he comes home and gets in bed with her every night. Are the panic attacks worth it. Trust, hell that gets thrown into the garbage can and then they wonder why you get jealous. Alot of women stay and put up with this, and if you love someone so much it hurts does staying make it all better or worse. One knows you can't smoother the one you love that will make it worse, but then when they aren't with you the little voice in your head is telling you he is with her who ever she is. Do you trust ever making love with him again or do you ask him to grab the rain coat. A broken heart hurts and you cry and cry until there are no more tears and you don't won't to

Need New Camera :(
i is sad :/ i need a new camera..but there to expensive...my one i use has been dropped one to many times..haha..so its half broke..and now i cant find the battery charger..so i cant use it cuz its almost dead :(...so now all i can use is my phone...which obviously doesnt take as nice a pics..lol cuz i can only do so much with it...sooo im debating on getting a new one or not...doubt i can..but im wanting to...im thinking about it...hmmm....like i said..i am sad :(

A Blog For The Sake Of Blogging
Sunday, the end of a very stressful week for me OR is it the beginning to a brand new week full of possibilities? However YOU view "Sunday"... this day is about 1/2 over but so far has been a much needed relaxing sort of day. Last week was the week apparently for health woes, I won't re-hash the gory details, but let's just say it was one stressful week. We have survived though.... here, here! This week has the promise of being less traumatic, so please friends keep your fingers crossed for me. Tomorrow, I even have a job interview. I am hoping this goes well, despite the longer hours, I have decided to take it (if offered it) at least hold onto it for the summer...save up some money. I am still trying to refinance my house and get out from under this credit card debt I have managed to get myself into.... please keep your fingers crossed for that one as well. Hopefully, by the end of next week, I will have some answers about the job and my finances... hopefully next

Sorry
Hey guys, I haven't had much time to be online, but I think of you all every day. Mr. Dream stalker is getting hotter and hotter. I keep dreaming about how he'd torture and rape my helpless body, as all my friends on fubar and the internet watch through the network of webcams he has see up on me. I'm also getting to see more and more actions he did while stocking me. Placing a gps transmitter under my jeep, and in my book bag so every minute of every day he could track me on the internet. Every step I took was tracked. Small wireless video cams placed in my bedroom and bathroom. So he could watch me from ever angle. He even hid on in my teddy bear. The hottest thing I this is when he goes through my restraints and stuff and fantasies bout them on me. His fantasy about raping me in my bed if fucking hot. Or stacking me out naked in one of my school's court yard, raping and leaving me there. Making the cuffs unlockable. Let me know what you think guys. luv u Tar

Gettin It In
For 2 nites in a row I'm neglecting my yahooing with my yahoo buds. Just need to clarify that it is not my fault. We had this 21 yo Navy kid stay at this hotel, and he would NOT leave me alone. We are talkin he spent almost the whole time from 12am to 7 am talkin to me while I worked. He left on Saturday, and for some reason re-checked in with his buddies on Sunday, out of the blue. So we chit chatted for another 8 hrs when my shift started and while smoking, I took him to the woods around the hotel planning to kill him. Esp when he attempted to see if I'm ticklish and then tried to warm me up; what a nice excuse to touch someone. He didn't die tho. Then he kept playin with my hair while i was tryin to work, and making my yahoo chatting completely impossible. Its nice to have a fan, but not at the expense of my yahoo time at work :(

Just Now Separated
well I was married for 3 years and separated on my 3rd year on the day!!! I dont know what will happen because He didnt know what he really wanted to do, but I think maybe he did. Things just didnt work out anymore, thats why its very important to have comunication. Thats something we lacked. well Moday will be a week but we didnt see each other for 3 weeks until Friday night. and it was like nothing ever happend I didnt feel strange with him coming by but after he left I missed him still. I hope we can work things out but until then I will take care of me and my girls.

People You Need To Know
I couldn't have made it to 10,000 friends this week, or through my week for that matter, without THESE special TRUE REAL-LIFE friends. They pick me up, they keep me going, they make me happy to be me. YOU should check them out, add them, rate them, fan them and they just might pick you up, keep you going and make you happy to be you too! Take it from me, honest and true people are rare in this world. I'm showing you how to find some without the heartache and regret. Take care everyone. -TLL10K- Mmmm My Hollywood!! Hollywood === Fu-Queen To The Living Legend@ fubar My 10,000th Friend KMP!! K~M~P~@ fubar LeAnne (I Own Her Heart!) ღ LeAnne ღ@ fubar Caralina, SO Awesome, Such A Fox caralina@ fubar Kid Chameleon... One Of The Hottest & Most Talented Women I've EVER Met ★Kid Chameleon★ I put the "Gore" in G♥rgeous@ fubar PinK LeMoNaDe... My International Crush. PinK LeMoNaDe@ fubar Jaymi, the Boston Bombshell. Oh MY She's

Untitled
Do you not see what and how things can be again In the end there is no tomorrow oh but ! There could be The very hope and the honesty lies within half truths of fear we suffer in the midst of silence forever One uncommon goal shared and heartfelt no one claims a monster unleased an awakend worn out soul but with no soul to unite to ? is emptiness Alone

Why ( A Poem)
WHY ornate as it sounds the world will never answer i will say it again to find the truth behind the lies of what is wanted knowledge needed of innermost thoughts dont change your mind and i wont change mine to rest in resolve to feel freedoms release until then i will never know ever

Poem -untitled
She runs, with the moon full and bright above her. She streams through the trees like a flickering moonbeam. Her bare feet strike the ground with a rhythm that the lions heart knows. Is she searching for something? How long will she run? Her stride never falters. Her black hair flows behind her like wild grass in the wind. But wait, he is calling her name. And it stops her in her tracks. His eyes intensely hold her, and his cry frightens her, but fire lights her eyes at the sight of him. He speaks without talking, and she listens as her breathing slows. She can feel her spirit,that was once free,leave her to run on without her. Her eyes straining to find his. But in that instance,as he fades into nothing,she knows she will belong to him always. Gina 2004

"one Unsuspecting Day"
On an unsuspecting day When the Gods wanted to play A mortal game Of hurt and shame So they sent me you And sat back to view Their anticipation growing All the while not knowing If we'd please their lust With doubts and mistrust Disappoint we did not This unholy lot For we gave them it all From our rise to our fall I wonder,did they know We'd put on quite a show When they chose us to be Their latest tragedy. Gina 2004

My Hair
So I'm standing in the kitchen and my ex holds a knife to my head and says he's going to cut me. I pull my hair up into a ponytail and say, go ahead, so he actually cuts a bunch of my hair off with the knife. It was not a whole lot, but it was enough to make it look a uneven. So, then I went and sat down on the couch and picked up a pair of the kid's scissors and just hacked the rest of it off. So, now it's all uneven looking and stuff, and I can't get ahold of my cousin to come and fix it for me. I'm thinking about going and just kinda making it look like it was supposed to be all hacked up, like on purpose, if I can't get a hold of her. That's my excitement for the day...

Matthew's 50 Favorite Music Videos Of All-time
A couple years ago I decided to use my free time that I had to compile and formulate a list of my favorite music videos I have ever seen. Granted there are a great number of them out there and this isn't my full list of 200 that can be seen as a playlist on my YouTube page (where I made the original). I hope you enjoy what I have done here, as this has taken me quite some time to pull off. I would also like to note that where you see the video as a link as opposed to the embedded video is because Universal and Sony are fascists and don't allow embedding. 50. Radiohead - Fake Plastic Trees You know you wish you shopped at this grocery story. I love Thom Yorke's hair, he looks like such a little Briton boy! 49. Ludicris - Southern Hospitality Nothing has gotten more annoying than suburban white kids trying to tell me what good hip-hop is. This song is my argument because it is lyrically adept and features beats only the Neptunes can create so well. This is one of a sho

Lost
When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most people cannot understand, Why you wont let them reach out and touch your hand. The fear of again opening your heart, because that was the very thing that tore you apart. For so many years you have been denying, That its your true friends you should be confiding. You push them away, Not knowing what to say. Needing to express your emotions, But not sure in which way. Will anyone ever understand how truelly lost that you are, Or will you always live your friendships keeping them afar.

A Poem / In Hell
O4/06/2008 INTO THE DEPTHS OF HELL, I HAVE WATCHED THOSE THAT I LOVE AND HAVE LOVED, FALL STRUGGLING WITH THE DEMONS, THAT HAUNT AND ATTEMPT TO CONSUME THEIR HEARTS SOULS AND MINDS, FROM WITHIN THEM SELVES WATCHING THEM CRAWL FROM FROM THE PIT, FOR A MERE MOMENT TO BASK IN THE SUN, TO FEEL JOY AND LOVE, TO DANCE IN THE WARM SUMMERS MOONLIGHT ONLY TO BE WHISKED AWAY FROM MY SIDE, TO WITHDRAW INTO THEIR PERSONAL HELL, TO FIGHT THE DEMONS THAT HAVE WOUNDED THEM, TO RUN TO OTHERS WHOM DO NOT LOVE THEM, NOR TRULY CARE FOR THEM, BUT MERELY WISH TO USE THEM AND THROW THEM AWAY SCARING, STEALING, LIFE, LOVE AND JOY FROM THEM AND THOSE WHO HOLD THEM DEARLY, IN THEIR HEARTS AND DREAMS I PRAY FOR THE ONES, I LOVE AND HAVE LOVED, THAT THEY FIND STRENGTH AND PEACE, THAT THE HAUNTING FROM WITHIN, THE GHOST AND DEMONS OF THE PAST BE CAST OUT, LAID TO REST SO THAT, THE HEART, SOUL ,MIND AND BODY, MAY BE WHOLE AND HEALED, FOREVER SETTING THEM FREE FROM THE DEPTHS OF THEIR PERSONAL HELL

When You Have Sex, Your Body Makes A Promise
Time and time you hear the story. Poor, sweet girl meets guy who seems really crazy about her. They date for an unspecified period of time before finally she decides to have sex with him. In that moment, everything changes. Sex unleashes a torrent of emotions. She’s vulnerable. She’s smitten. She’s ready to plan their future together, and she wants him to feel exactly the same way. And he’s ready to run like hell. So he does, which labels him a "player." He was only out for sex. What a jerk. He knew how hard it was for her to give that part of herself to him and as soon as it was over, the thrill of the chase was over too. Suddenly, he was ready for the next conquest. He’s a jerk...right? I’m here to say something on behalf of men...because if a man wrote this he’d probably be called a "woman hater." So I’ll be the voice. WOMEN...I ask you...do you ever think that maybe, just maybe, the reason he ran wasn’t because he "conquered" you? Maybe YOU are the one who made him run. Ma

Soon Is Not Soon Enough
"I will show what the others cannot see, But you will see because you are here with me" Over the last few days, I have had a couple of songs running repeatedly through my head. Now as I tell you these songs... you will probably think I am a little crazy; And I am too. I am crazy in love with a wonderful woman, Rhonda. Never have I felt so alive with love before. THE SONGS: "Dance With Me" & "You Are The Woman" both by Firefall. (Yes I am showing my age some here) In fact, she told me the other day that she was looking at airfare to come see me. Talk about getting knocked off your rocker! I was (and still am) so happy to hear that she wants to come here to be with me, like a little vacation before she moves up here. So, we were looking into airfare together online that night. And I still have a hard time getting to sleep because I am so excited. And every morning when I hear her voice, I get even happier. Knowing also, that it is only a short trip for and soon she will be

Gas
Mike Webster Customer Service Manager Office: 585-392-2384 Fax: 585-392-2381 Cell: 585-259-6226 TIPS ON PUMPING GAS I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon.. Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the g

Only In A Dream, A Fantasy
Only in a Dream, a Fantasy By Elena McDaniel Lee Only in a dream, where I feel your arms around me And in your eyes, your love for me I can see Only in a dream where I hear the words I love you And share our love together, the answer is I do. Only in a dream where you are my knight in shining armor And our love will last forever Only in a dream where our true love exists, in this fantasy But at least I have my dreams of you and me. My love for you, you will never know And my love for you I can never show. In my chest there beats a heart so true But you will never realize how much I love you I dream of the day it will be true for me But I know this is only a fantasy. Forever and ever just you and me But I know in my heart, this will never be. A love that can only live in a fantasy But yet sometimes this dream seems real to me. My lips touching yours and resti

All I Wanted Was Love
All I Wanted Was Love By Elena McDaniel Lee All I wanted was to be loved and show love from the very start Someone I could love, and love him with all of my heart But now this single red rose has whether and died And now all I feel is loneliness, hurt and pain inside. I sit here and make excuses of why I want to be free Be free of love and live my life the way I think it should be And it is easy to tell you why I feel this way Is the men that I have met, and the words of love that they say. They promised me an everlasting love, a love that is so true And they cannot wait to be home here with me, and without me they are blue. . But then I see that the words that they have so easily spoke Were not true and to find a love in my life, I began to lose hope Then I would wonder if it was something that I said or done, All I know is

A Poem
Tired of the pain of losing I, instead, found this most amusing That if I let go of the stone I find myself more for chosing In the light and darkness using Something, and I am not alone My daughter smiles more and wishes well Says worry not father all is swell A wide smile on her angelic lips She assures me now that pain resides in hell Never to hear the angels bells She tells me there's always another Who is better and like no other One who will love without end I will in her love surrender Never to know a better lover This from the lips of my sweet child I wonder how she knows of this guile Gently holding onto my old heart She lets loose the pain in grand style Still as yet she is so free and wild

Calling All Friends To Help A Friend
WE ARE LOOKING FOR GOOD PEOPLE TO BOMB OUR GOOD FRIEND BRATT. SHE IS THERE FOR ANYONE THAT NEEDS HELP AND ANYONE THAT HELPS EVERY DAY FOR THE NEXT WEEK, SHE WILL RTF,IF YOU WANT 11'S BLING,HELP IN A CONTEST.SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU.JUST SAY WHAT YOU WANT AND ...... C O M E B O M B ~ B R A T T ~ HERE IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO: HAVE TO ADD THE HOST AKAMRS.T ~AKAMRS.T THE FREE STYLE DREAM TEAM BOMBER~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ @ fubar ---------------------------------------------- AFTER SHE ACCEPTS YOUR INVITE CLICK ON THE PIC OF BRATT AND HER DAUGHTERS ABOVE AND RATE AND BOMB YOUR HEART OUT. AND BRATT WILL GET WITH YOU!! T H A N K S T O A L L O F Y O U !!!!!

Fu-friends, One Of The Best!
Sometimes you meet someone online that you really connect with, and it's like you have known each other forever, and you know that they are your friend for life, whether you ever meet or not. imikimi - Customize Your World You should take the time to get to know this man, he is one of a kind! MERLYN@ fubar YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS FOR GUYS TO LEVEL! PLEASE GO HELP HIM OUT!

Te Amo
Don't know how to explain it, but i love you in words to hard to be put down. You are the core of happiness, and the starter of my heart's fire. Everytime i see you the future comes to mind, why? I really dont know, but it may be because i see you by my side, no day goes by without you on my mind, nor do i sleep in peace without you being involved in my dreams. Honest to God i would never leave you for another person, for you are everything i have wished and dreamed of ....I LOVE YOU P.B.

R.i.p Charlton Heston
Charlton Heston Dead at the age of 84 and will be sadly missed. Charlton Heston, who won the 1959 best actor Oscar as the chariot-racing "Ben-Hur" and portrayed Moses, Michelangelo, El Cid and other heroic figures in movie epics of the '50s and '60s, has died. He was 84. The actor died Saturday night at his home in Beverly Hills with his wife Lydia at his side, family spokesman Bill Powers said. Powers declined to comment on the cause of death or provide further details. "Charlton Heston was seen by the world as larger than life. He was known for his chiseled jaw, broad shoulders and resonating voice, and, of course, for the roles he played," Heston's family said in a statement. "No one could ask for a fuller life than his. No man could have given more to his family, to his profession, and to his country." Heston revealed in 2002 that he had symptoms consistent with Alzheimer's disease, saying, "I must reconcile courage and surrender in equal measure." Publicist M

Wooott Am I That Sexy???
A post out to thank my secret admirer! mmm leaving me to guess who?? Hot Marina - 100 You've been "spanked" by a secret admirer! At the end of this game, the people who receive the highest numbers of spanks will win millions of fubucks. For complete game information, please view my game blog at: Heartistic soul's blogs!! Note - this is NOT a random send. By receiving this, it means another member of Fubar has purchased it for you! This member has spanked you 100 times. This member has spanked you 15000 times. This member has spanked you 300 times. This member has spanked you 15000 times. This member has spanked you 115 times. This member has spanked you 1500 times. This member has spanked you 2000 times.

Woot Woot
CLICK ANY PIC IN THE BULLETIN TO COME JOIN IN ON THE BOOT STOMPIN, A$$ KICKIN COUNTRY & SOUTHERN ROCK TUNES AND FUN CLICK THE PIC TO COME JOIN IN ON THE BOOT STOMPIN, A$$ KICKIN COUNTRY & SOUTHERN ROCK TUNES AND FUN

Hi Guys
well family and friends i'd like too say hi and say thank you stoppin by too read this..well here's what i'm requesting from ya..i've got so many of u i consider true friends and family..well i'm wanting a pic from each of you too put in my fubar family folder that i'm gonna create..that is if u wanna..u don't gotta lolz..thanks guys and i hope u have a great day.

The Auction (pimp Out X 2)
> > > > > > > > > > > Check out these great ladies and gentlemen up for auction!!! > I will continue to take more up until the 5th day of the auction (April 11th). > > **The auction is now open, and it will run until 4/17/08, which is a Thursday, at 12pm EST. > > **The people who are bidding need to be reminded that they cannot leave NSFW comments, and only serious bids please. > > **The person with the most rates will receive a percentage of the fubucks that I collected as the entry fee. > > **Starting bid must be $25,000 fu-bucks! > Cash bids trump fu-buck bids (i.e. - VIP's, Blasts, Happy Hours, tickers, etc.)!!! If you bid a cash item AND fu-bucks, the fu-buck bid must be 25K or more. > > Please keep the drama out of the auction! :D > AUCTION ENDS ON 4/17 AT 12PM EASTERN TIME!!!! > > THE LADIES > > Jenni > > > Violets > > > Slirpa > > > Illusion > > > Reeka > > > [Per] >

Slow Ride
I like hard fucking sometimes, that painful push pull shaking bed thrust. but when you lie there, looking up at me, when the power is mine, the control is mine, I want it slow, slower still. I will ride you at my own rhythm don’t hurry, no rush, please wait I want to play with you, tease you tease myself, stroke slow, rock up and on and on, let me take, let me be. playful kisses and I want to stay here without time cock inside, a hint of motion, smug smile. I am not the woman I once was, but here, on top, here on you, here full of power I am everywoman, my best woman, my best self. so let me. let me ride you, play you, tease you, touch you. let me set the tone, be in control, take you as I want because what I want is you, is this moment, to last forever

Fu*bombers Plz Help
One of our own is close to leveling.... 10 hours of Happy Hour begins at noon Eastern, 11 Central. Stop by and lend a hand please... that's what we're here for..to help each other... FU*BOMBERS RAWK!!!

Sex
A whisper, a sigh A wink and a glance The glimpse of a thigh The thought of romance. She moves in a bit closer And dances just right He longs to hold her Long into the night. Heart beat quickens Eyes shine with lust His muscle thickens Anticipating a thrust. Heartbeats are frantic As clothes start to fall Each touch is electric They both shed it all. So naked she kneels His dick in her mouth A gasp when she feels His lips moving south Licking and sucking And moving together Grinding and moaning Their mutual pleasure She begs him to enter And give her his meat Quickly he helps her They regain their feet Swiftly he bends her Down over the bed Legs spread further He thrusts in his head He pushes in harder She squeezes it tight The moan of pleasure The sounds of delight The rhythm of loving The feel of the flesh Indescribable feeling As two bodies mesh Cum rips from his balls As he shoots his load. Her insides expand as She feels him explode.

Alone
Lying hear alone, staring through my lonely night, I find my mind is playing with ideas I cannot fight. My skin begins to tingle, where my hands begin to touch, Drawn into the warm invite that beckons from my crotch. I know no one can hear me when the moan escapes my lips, No one can see me lick my sweet cum covered fingertips. And pinching on my nipples makes me quiver, makes me twitch, I writhe and buck my hips alone, a wasted horny bitch. I long to feel the kiss of tongues pushing deep inside, Then gently dancing upon lips, teasing, opening wide. I imagine feeling hot breath falling on my flesh, That first taste of some one else's dew so hot and fresh. I slowly push my digits into my eager pussy; Biting on my lip and groaning like a filthy hussy. Sprawled across the bed I push my ass into the air, One hand working wonders, the other pulling hair. Then the burn begins, slowly starting from the clit, In the dark I smile and tease the juice along my slit. The muscles

Phone Sex
Mmm, phone sex. It’s so hot Hearing your voice on the other end of the line Talking dirty to me Getting me wetter Hearing your moans Hearing you call out my name As you jack off that sweet hard cock of yours Fantasizing that you are fucking me so hard I moan back in unison with you Thrusting my hand all over and into my pussy Getting it drenched in my wetness Fantasizing the same thing that you are Hearing you cum for me Cumming so hard Knowing that you are waiting to hear me cum too Feeling my orgasm approaching Moaning louder into the phone Almost deafening you Then feeling my sweet release as I cum for you All over my hand Tasting myself as I bring my hand to my mouth Wishing you could taste me too Both of us feeling satsified Saying goodbye and hanging up the phone Knowing that both of us can hardly wait till the next time that we will do this again.

Untitled
You were only thirty-four. I was only seven It wasn’t time for you to go. There was so much you need to teach me. So much I had to learn. We never got a chance. I lost my best friend the day you died. The friend I didn’t get know. I did give anything to have just a little more time.

Updated Levelers List April 7
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 3,714 to Level 9 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 7,278 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 17,097 to Level 19 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 22,128 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 22,785 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,385 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 41,947 to Level 22 Anodyne - Member of W.I.S.E.U.K - member of Shaddow Levelers@ fubar 49,106 to Level 21 farscapecat~Shadow Leveler~rmember of Dylon's Divas~~and Stiletto Girls!@ fubar 49,608 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 83,270 to Level 21

Was I A Bad Girl???
I’ve been a bad girl, and you have to punish me. I tried saying I am sorry by meeting you at the front door in a sheer, black teddy, garter belt and silk stockings that you like. Remember how excited you get whenever I wear it? But you’re still so disappointed in me. You order me into the bedroom. “Lay down!” you scold. Obediently, I lay across the bed. “Turn over! I want you on your stomach”. I do as I’m told b/c I know how angry you are with me. I try pouting, but it doesn’t work. Where did you get those handcuffs I asked? Without a word, you take each of my wrists and cuff them to the post of the headboard. I don’t like this. I’m powerless and this excites you. Whap! You smack my ass with your open hand. “You’ve been a bad girl. A very bad girl and I have to punish you” You go over to the dresser and pull out 3 black silk scarves. You spread my legs apart and tie by the ankles to the post at the foot of the bed. Then, you use the last scarf to blindfold me. Are you going to hurt me?

Pregnancy
im so sick and tired of feelng sick and tired. I'm 4 months preg and still sick. It will not go away!!!!!! I have tried everything, nothing works. you would think i would be over this by now, im so depressed

Can You Help A Girl Out??
Im in a contest and i need to get 10,000 comments.. now we all know that isnt that much if you can get enough ppl to do just a few.. and the bonus is that each rate counts as 2 comments..so that means if you dont want to do comments then you can just come rate me and that helps me out as well.. heck you can even see if your friends wanna do it as well.. if you wanna help click on the picture below.. thanx for reading this :)

Ugh
I'm so not fucking happy right now. I can't stand being pregnant anymore. I WANT HER OUT RIGHT NOW! The doctors keep telling me she's going to be a big baby and it's better for her if she decides to come out on her own. Well guess fucking what. It's better for her if she comes out now before I get too stressed out that I can't handle it. :( I've done everything I can think of except sex. That's not happening because her head is right there and it creeps me right the fuck out. (I know it wont reach her head but it still freaks me out)

More Turkish
Bir gül olmak isterdim neden mi?Beni koparýp kokladýðýnda, vücudunun derinliklerine girip, bir daha oradan çýkmamak için... Why would I want to be a rose? Because... when you'd pick and then sniff me, I'd enter the depths of your body, never to return from there again

Life
ok i recently did a mumm. got alota hate on it, but if anyone saw mw would you jump or shut the fuck up?Everyone goes through some shit and deals with it . i have been doing this for so long i just want to relax.i work 55 hours on 1 job then 50 on another do the math one pay is 15 the other 13 add it up. i never said what else she did but every one thinks they know till they get the whole truth(check out vantage point good movie).

The Drunken Sex Chronicles Of +bauer+ - Vol. 3 (the Stink Files)
I have never claimed to be normal. One thing that may be a bit abnormal about me is how much importance I put on the power of smell. I like girls with nice natural smell. The way their skin smells to me can be the vital cog as to whether or not I love them for a month, a week, or forever. It’s something perfume can’t help or fix. In like manner, the rare time a girl has been stinky has effected if I want to be with a girl at all. Here are a few drunken encounters I have had involving the stinkyness of girls. -I was on a party bus and we were leaving a barbecue. I had been drinking in the sun all day and I looked tired. This hot girl who I had been bullshitting with was sitting in the seats in front of me. She stuck her head around the seats and said, "What’s wrong?" (Say it. It’s almost a complete exhale. "Whhhhatsss Wwwwroooong?") Well that question was a fully loaded dose of Doritos and stale beer. Up to that point that only thing that bothered me was the fact that I had to drop

Zoo Time Fun!
so last time diana and i went to the zoo we saw one of the polar bears playing with one of their toys, he was jumping up and down seemingly trying to demolish a plastic barrel. and i didn't even think about taking a vid of it! but pretty much the same thing happened this year! so i got one this time!

Feeling Love
A gentle brush against my skin A soft kiss upon my lips My mind swirls from burning passion As into your life my love slips The twinkle I see in your eye Your heart’s beat I now hear Lives that crossed unexpectedly Things that with each we shall share Kind words spoken softly Arms holding me in an embrace Your strength comforts me Your finger slowly traces my face My hands wrap around you Our bodies press together this day Feeling the warmth of your being Unlocking my heart on your own way Freedom I now feel inside me Locks securing my heart now undone The promise of forever love you whisper Our bodies explored we become one Take the passion I now hold Free it from my inner self this day Fill each with the others nectar Enjoying our bond in a special way I know I have felt true love now The feelings we have for each I know Days will pass us slowly by And with each this love will grow © Tall Mountain Dreamer April 7, 2008

Your Not Cool.
Is it like the cool thing to get pregnant between the ages of 12-18? I see it's the new trend at my school. Apparently condoms are too expensive and they dont want mommy and daddy to know their on birth control? Yeah idk. I dont get it...

To The Most Important Person In My Life
I met a girl over 20 years ago tht i want lookingfor but she found me and im so glad she did we have enjoyed a full happy life together and we have had bad times as well but im so glad we have been together the time we have and i dont ever want to lose her she is my life even though i dont always show it she is she has given m more in 22 years than most women could give a man in a lifetime and i love her for that very much she is sweet and caring loving all at the same time and im proud to say she is my wife

Either Your In The Dreamgirlz Or 2nd Alarm Hotties Plz Read
look i'm in the dreamgirlz and i'm proud of that and i'm sure there are some 2nd alarm hotties who feel the same way i'm friends with anyone rather they belong to either group or not . all i ask is that if anyone got a problem with someone from either group please dont put me in the drama i have decided that drama and me dont mix lol.i think that if your friends with someone it should not matter which group they belong in ;) I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART NICOLE~Dream Girlz~~ AOA1FREAK~PLEASE FAN B4 ADD~@ fubar PS MY BIRTHDAY IS ON APRIL 14TH :) :) :) :)

On Call ...lover?
So I'm sitting at the bar last night with my room mate and a couple of our guy friends. Somehow me and my sex life becomes the topic of conversation. How this happend....go figure. Anyway one of the guys that's been trying to date me for awhile now asked me what exactly I was looking for. But when I explained to him what I was looking for he said that men fucking hate woman like me. I don't see how this is possible. I just got out of a 7 year realtionship not too long ago. So I'm not looking for anyting serious unless I ofcourse stumble across Mr. Right. But other than that I'm looking for a kinda of guy that likes to hang out. Makes time for me! Show's me there's an interest. and ofcourse my other FOUR Rules: 1. Has a Job, 2. Has his own Place, 3. Has a Vehicle, 4. Is NOT married!.. I love hanging out with my girlfriends and I'm a firm beleiver that a guy needs to have his away time too. But at the same time i'd like to cuddle on the couch every now and again. I don't expec

Well Damnit...
I don't who the hell I pissed off but some one decided that my first profile deserved to be deleted. It would be LOVELY if someone from support could possibly give a better response than the generic BS but whatever. Seriously though... I wanna cry.

I Have Decided That I Am Going To Delete Everyone
I have cut down to 60 friends on my list. And still very few of them come by my profile. I have decided that I am going to delete everyone and gradually add the people that have actually come to my profile on a regular basis back to my friends and family. If this pisses you off, well hey your an adult you'll get over it.

Molly Co Owner Of Club F.a.r.
#●Mölly●Cö-Öwnër●Öf Clṻb F.A.R●#@ fubar I'm here to introduce my first owner ever! I met Molly a few months ago, and despite better judgement, she bid and won me! Check her out, and Fan, Add, and Rate her, and show her lots of love!!!

Family Emergency...
i have to ask that my fubar friends please be patient with me, a situation has arose in my family that needs more time of me...i will not b on fubar for a few weeks... i apologize for not sending out profile comments like i should to my dearest and closest frinds...

The One Kiss
I long to feel your heart beating against me, in time with mine. Run the back of my fingers against the cheek of your face. Wanting to look into your eyes, wishing for you to look into mine, with the same gaze, the same love & longing for my touch as i do for yours. Just to hold you once softly, gently & lovingly in my arms. Feeling your head rest on my chest listening to my heartbeat as i feel your arms wrapped gently around me. How i wish for your touch,how i long to look into your eyes, with so much passion & love. Feeling your lips kiss mine, that's all i ask of, that one kiss to taste the sweetness of your lips pressed against mine, but i know it can never be. That is all i have ever wished for, that one kiss, for as long as i have known you & then i can know how it feels to be really alive. Written By Cloud 08/04/08 01:15am

Yeah So I'm Bored And Now All Must Suffer :p
Yeah so I'm soooo bored I've decided to write a blog about how bored I am..... well It'll start out that way atleast, but it's not like anyone ever really reads these things but me.... :P So here I am, all grown up and nowhere to go. Isn't it funny how age creeps up on ya? I mean I still feel like a teenager playing house most days and I'm pushin 30 ffs Lmao It's just never what you expected is it? I always expected some kind of epiphany, but instead the years just kinda crept up on me. And all those grandiose plans I had in my youth? Yeah we all know what became of those Lmao But I wouldn't change a thing, even the shitty stuff cause it made me the woman I am, and gawd how boring would I be without a lil spice to keep it interesting? ;)

Plz Help Me Win!!!
Hiya all.. I am in a VIP contest and i need some help.. I need to have 10,000 comments. Below is the link to get you there.. Please tell all friends and family.. Thanks so much in advance... MUAH!!!!!

Joke
An elderly Ukrainian man lay dying in his bed. While suffering the agonies of impending death, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite pierogi with fried onions wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength, and lifted himself from the bed. Gripping the railing with both hands, he crawled downstairs. Downstairs, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen, where if not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven, for there, spread out upon waxed paper on the kitchen table were hundreds of his favorite pierogi. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of love from his wife of sixty years, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? He threw himself towards the table, landing on his knees in a crumpled posture. His parched lips parted, the wondrous taste of the pierogi was already in his mouth. With a trembling hand he reached up to the edge of the table, when suddenly he was smacked with a wooden spoon by his wife.

Livestrong Challenge 2008
I am riding in the LiveStrong Challenge bike race in August. It is an event that raises money for the LiveStrong foundation, which supports cancer research and also gives support to survivors such as myself. Last year I raised over $2,500 and the first year I raised over $1,200... I'm aiming for $2,500 again this year. Please leave anything that you can, I promise that this is not a scam or anything... It is just something that I believe very strongly in. I am a cancer survivor, I was diagnosed at 20 and I had a 5% chance of survival. Even a few dollars will save someone's life, someone just like me. If you don't donante, at least repost it so that maybe this gets to someone who will. I appreciate everything. My website: http://philly08.livestrong.org/macstrong215 If you're going to be in the Philly area in August and want to join my team, you can sign up here: http://philly08.livestrong.org/teammacstrong

How Did I Get Here By Dj Sub Zero
As I lay there on that stretcher I had realized it was almost Night fall. With my leg broken, My Head gashed Lights flashing, I wondered, " How did I get here?" 10 hours earlier: I was awakened by the sounds of sirens and screams, I jumped up to see what was happening only three houses down from my mom and dads. Now being home for a Vacation is supposed to be nice and easy you would think. I arose from my bed and went to the window, A scream pierced the house like a cold chill on a hot summers day. I looked outside to see a Man, A big man, monster in size, Like Mean Jo Green Of the old Pittsburgh Steelers, holding little Jimmy Moore in his arms with a knife to his throat. I threw the pants on I had worn just the day before and ran down stairs only to see my mother at the door clinching her face and screaming no no no. See, Little Jimmy was like a son to my mother. Jimmy would come over to her house and help my father rake the lawn, and leaves, tend to the flower ga

A Little Poem By Yours Truly
I lay down in a king size bed, Many thoughts going through my head. As I lay down there I start to cry, Don't ask me because I don't know why. All I know is I want her back, Just here with me but the cards are stacked. She's holding aces I'm holding twos, She won't talk civil, don't know what to do. Do I go on with life or beg her back, Do I find someone or wait till I crack. I am going crazy trying to see, why it is she's ignoring me. I call her once wait three hours, leave her messages none that are sour. What am I doing to make her ignore, What can I do, what, what more? I guess it has been, just two weeks, I just miss her and I am getting weak. So in closing I must say, do I fight for her or go my own way?

Key
Key Black mask black gloves As I look like a thief in the night. Irreplaceable items took as you put up a fight. But one in particular your reluctant to let go. As you say no the tears in your eyes start to show. I put my ear to it as I hear its mangled and dismantled clamber. Locked away tight in a box with no visible signs of tamper. Thoughts are racing asking myself is this what I came for? It’s broken to bits, is that why the pain is stored. Tired from the struggle we fall to the floor. And that’s when I asked you what are you keeping this for. You told me I keep it lock away because how fragile its become. Our hands on the box gleaming at each other we know it’s begun It felt as days then weeks and months went passed As we held that boxes of shattered past. Determination is the key as I thought to myself. What lies in this box will give me so much wealth. A better understanding of a man and his role And I know it will give me a se

Early Or Late, Its Still A Christmas Poem By Me
The Snow is here, The lights are hung. Commercial Christmas, Shopping not done Wal-Mart, K-Mart, Kohls and Sears, Finding the present they'll like for years Running thru tanks of unleaded fuel Running thru stores knowing not what to do Shopping for her, shopping for him Waiting till tomorrow to do it again. Tired as hell, can't sleep at night Wanna do more shopping, money running tight so venting out to a therapist, just because Wishing there WAS a fucking Santa Clause

Crappy Days
Why is it that just when you think everything is going right in your life, something huge comes along to screw everything up? Why is it that people can be so mean and hateful? Has this world really gotten that bad? I'm typically a very optimistic person. I always have faith in people and encourage them. But sometimes it seems like the nicer you try to be, the more they want to crap on you. I've made mistakes in my life. Who hasn't, right? And anything I've ever done wrong, I've admitted to and paid the consequences for. Then there are people who commit major crimes, never get caught, and continue to torture others without any retribution. They seem to think they are untouchable. Will this ever stop, or is the world just going to Hell in a hand basket? ~~Jimm, this is NOT directed at you~~

Here We Go Again...
I must ask. Is it too much to rely on hope?? To hope for something, or to believe in a chance that something your after could or will be yours. Have you ever had your eyes set on something and you are led to believe that something good is going to come out of it? All of a sudden, fate steps in and has this funny way of taking it away from you or at least letting you know that no matter what you do, its all of a sudden, impossible to have. For the longest time, i thought that i was never good enough for any woman. Why? Because for years i was made to feel that way by people growing up. Everytime something good would come along, for some reason, it never worked. That was my luck. I never had any. Im tired of thinking, that im not worth taking a chance on. You know what? I AM worth it. I am a nice guy, im honest, im faithful, and i treat people with respect. Im not perfect by any means. I have my faults to, but i do my best with what im given. I know im not the best looking guy, but da

Good Bye To Fubar And Fubar Drama...
Ok... so it was a lot of fun while it lasted... but I must say that I have had enough of the drama. I have made a few friends on this site and the ones that really mean a lot to me know how to get a hold of me in REAL LIFE. It is time for me to move on in more ways than just one. And I don't need this site to show me who my true friends are. 90 percent of these people don't even know what a true friendship is anyway. Why would I ever want to base anything upon what these people think of me or want to say about me and the drama that they want to cause for me in my personal life. So to all you Fubers out there... I hope you can continue to have a blast on the site. It can be a lot of fun as long as you don't let people too close!!!

Things Annoying Me Today
ok a few things are pissing me off today so i thought i'd rant about them here. Firstly, why do me have pics of women as there profile pic? Its jsut so wrong on so many levels. Firstly as a man, you see a pic of a woman and you go i'll click on that to see her profile, and you start reading it and find out its some bloke. WHy do it. Is it because you are gay and want loads of men to look at your profile, or is it because your so desperate for rates you need to lour men in? Secondly, if i hear one more goth saying the dress in black because they want to be different i'll scream. Why dress the same as everyother goth if you want to be different. Your jsut fitting in to a different group, looking for aceptance etc etc. If you really want to be different dress completely different. Why not try bright orange instead of black, a nice mauve maybe?

Sound Of Nature
When the worlds are about to approach into another century Striking a balance for the future Committed to their cities, caring for their land Partnerships for the planet Global conflicts, global actions Where people matter Opening the door to a better quality of life Where nature melts with technology And humans harmonize with mother earth Just listening to the sound of nature Where it all begun

Seether-fake It
The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self esteem along the way Good god, you're comin' up with reasons Good god, you're draggin' it out Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down... And just fake it if you're out of direction Fake it if you don't belong here Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Good god, you're comin' up with reasons Good god, you're draggin' it out Good god, it's the changin' of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down... And just fake it, if you're out if direction Fake it, if you don't belong here Fake it, if you feel like infection Whoa, you're such a f**kin' hypocrite Whoa, whoa I can fake it with the best of anyone I can fake it with the best of 'em all I can fake it with the best of anyone I can fake it all

Spring
So driving to work this morning I couldn't help but notice the beautiful signs of spring. The birds flying around, the grass greening up, tree buds, the wonderful assortment of fast food drink cups along the freeway, bumpers and tail lights from the accidents of winter....Minnesota is such a beautiful place. I get all teary eyed driving along the freeway here... Psh. Damn litterers....

New Fu-marriage!!!
Just let you all know that I have a wonderful thing to tell but it's worth it! I have found a wonderful person who change my heart forever and I gotta keep her for long time till we meet in person!! Who's this person?? Well let me tell you something... She's a great person and always bring me smile everyday and I love her so much!!! Her name is..... Crazy Canadian Angel 4ever!!! I love you babe very much as long I will take care of you!! muahhhh!!! :D Check her out and give her some loving, fan her and rate her and she will give you some back!! Canadian Kick A** w00t w00t w00t babe I love youuuuuu!!! hehehe sorry for carry away!! lol

I Want To Be Submissive
I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go tell me what to do how to do it when and where tell me that you love me that you hate me that you care make me your whore your slut your slave I want to be submissive I want to let go of control I want to be tied up I want to be told where to go

Pain....
Ya know I always thought pain was a bad thing, well I still do, but I guess in some cases it's really not. Pain can be good. When you get hurt physically, pain let's you know you're not dead yet. So I guess that's a plus. I guess that should apply to your heart emotional wise. I guess even as bad as the pain can get, you're not dead yet right? So that should be a plus as well. You just really only feel that you should be. I guess somewhere there pain is supposed to make you grow. Emotionally maybe, physically I doubt it, but either way it still hurts like hell. Pain I guess can be a motivator. If you're hurt physically it makes you wanna fight to get better and p*sses you off so it fuels you to do something to get the help you need, and really in the same instance hurting from pain emotionally acts in the same manner. You're p*ssed from the hurt you feel and you have to find a way to make it stop so you do what you can to make the situation better. Sometimes thou

Bitch
When I stand up for Myself and my beliefs, They call me a Bitch. When I stand up for Those I love, They call me a Bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts Or do things my own way, they call me a Bitch. Being a bitch Means I won't Compromise what's In my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to Tolerate injustice and Speak against it, I am Defined as a Bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for Myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, Opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, Try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. An

Help Me Level My Fu Owner
my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to her godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar Blog done by Tinkerbell's Fu Slave ~*Moon Wolf Owner of Mystical Magic Lounge &~*PixiFairy*~Owned by Tinkerbell SweetJudy and Sunshine@ fubar

More Obama
I have felt for sometime now that Obama is the one person that 'Frightens Me'. I believe the Bible has warned us that 'A man will come from the East that will be charismatic in nature and have proposed solutions for all our problems and his rhetoric will attract will many supporters!' ; When will our pathetic Nation quit turning their back on God and understand that this man is 'A Muslim'....First, Last and always....and we are AT WAR with the Muslim Nation, whether our bleeding-heart, secular, Liberal friends believe it or not. This man fits every description f rom the Bible of the 'Anti-Christ'! I'm just glad to know that there are others that are frightened by this man! Semper Fidelis, Chuck 'Saepius Exertus, Semper Fidelis, Frater Infinitas' 'Often Tested, Always Faithful, Brothers Forever' ! - Unite d States Marines - Who is Barack Obama? Very interesting and something that should be considered in your choice. If you do not ever forward anythi

Beautiful Lady
Beautiful lady The gates of heaven open I see a beautiful lady walking I sit here watching her from my bedroom window I hear the birds talking Why am I singing this very loving song? Your scenic hair blowing away my fears I gaze at your face, and you shed a tear I will take you to a place filled with secrets. I wish to kiss those enchanted lips I crave to hold those two miraculous hands And whisper to your ear Touch your soft beautiful face and Tell you why today we are in this place, I will take away all the pain and sorrow and, We shall meet again tomorrow I wake up from this daydream . . . The beautiful lady behind me kisses my cheek and, says to me, thank you …tell we meet again tomorrow!!

People Suck
I know its my own stupid fault for leaving it there, but I still think people suck! A couple weeks ago, I rented a car for a weekend. When I returned the car, I accidentally left my camera in it. I've been calling the rental place for 2 weeks now, trying to get a definitive answer as to whether or not they found the camera in the car. Finally got an answer - The car was returned by the subsequent renter, and of course, no camera was found by the rental car employees or by the customer. Suprise, suprise. Personally, if it were me, I would have turned it in to the rental car agency. Guess I'm one of the very few honest people left on the planet. The only people that could have removed it were the rental agency employees or the renter. Now I have to go buy another camera, like I can afford that! .... But I have a big weekend coming up next month and I really want a camera for that. Disposables really don't take very good pics. Just goes to show ... you can't trust anybody

Im In A Comment Contest Rate /comment Get Fubucks.
ok starting at 9pm i will be in a comment contest. i need your help and willing to pay for the time. il pay 2,500 fubucks for every 200 comments you leave on my contest pic. if you wanna help me please come to my page at 9 pm

Open Mindedness
i'm trying to understand when people say they are open minded. almost everyone i've met that has admitted to being open minded has had more traits of being judgemental. i consider openmindedness ( if that's even a word ) allowing something to have a better chance, allowing yourself to see something more for what it is instead of what it should be. reading it between the lines, more than surface value.

Some Guys.....
"LOVE YOURSELF FIRST" i remember these words from my sister in japan,back in 2001,because shes right,im a FOOL when im in-love,just like a water falls taht keeps on falling...why?!! is it wrong to be in-love like he's your everything and he's your life?!! what if you have so much love to give for that person??? can i just give it all??...thats what i thought before,but now i learned that its wrong to give too much...most of guys these days are PLAYERS...well,actually not all but most of them..they just like girls for SEX..thats not fair....whats worse is when you tell them "IM PREGNANT".....SEE YAH NEVER!!! or youll just say "IM 1 WEEK DELAYED" damn..theyre BUSY..wheres the real man these days??!! are they already extinct?? or the DNA of james bond already scattered everywhere that keeps on changing leading lady..ive been through a bad relationship,im glad that i can see better now...i ahve to expect,how it really hurts to lose someone that youve loved so much...you have to take all pa

Family
I close my eyes and see your face..... clear as day make no mistake I close my eyes and hear you voice....I cover my ears but I have no choice I close my eyes and feel your touch......never knowing I needed it so much I close my eyes and see your smile......praying that god takes me one more mile I close my eyes and see you your pain...to my dismay it's a permanant stain I close my eyes and see you breathe one more time.....this memory will stay forever in my mind I close my eyes and see you sleeping so sound......my love for you...forever profound I close my eyes and wish for just one more time.............. To see you and hold you....... Sweet mother of mine...... Dedicated To the Greatest Woman in the World MY MOM ADRIAN

Internet Use Vs Volunteering
OK I'll admit I'm on the this site during the day at work when I shouldn't be..its for a distraction and comedy! BUT...how many others are on ALL day and ALL night, like it's a 2nd job or is it your life??? You're addicted and have an addiction GET HELP! When you could be out volunteering doing more for yourself, your community or just adding value to something else???????? Think about it! Instead of sitting at the computer flirting, having cybersex and who knows or who cares what else?!?! I DO NOT get on at night I have a family, pets and I own a home that all need my care! what changes that much to be on at night anyway?!?! There are sooooo many places and people who could use volunteers..the elderly, animals, kids and your community could use YOUR help for many things! Wouldn't you feel better knowing you helped someone, something or some where because you weren't glued to the computer and all the artifical things on here...that most believe are real!!!! THI

You & I
I miss your laugh that I’ll never hear, I miss your smile I’ll never see and I miss the you, the you that I’ll never hold. I miss the warmth of your body next to mine in the stillness of the night That will never be We are told that love awakens the soul and changes who we are But love burns like a fire in our hearts and brings no peace to our souls when kept apart And that’s what I miss the most, the you and I, that can never be If we would ever meet, we would do things we’d regret Because another owns your name And I don’t want to be just another woman To wait for your time and touch But it would happen if we ever met And though I long for you in my waking moments and dream dreams of us at night I know in my heart that you and I can never be I try so hard not to wish on such a foolish wish Somehow you always seem to find your way back into my heart And I no longer have the will to tell you no Even though, you and I will never be I’ve tried so many time

Politics
We need to pay attention to these facts. Pretty Scary!!What if 20 Million Illegal Aliens Vacated America? Tina Griego, journalist for the Denver Rocky Mountain News wrote a column titled, "Mexican Visitor's Lament" -- 10/25/07. She interviewed Mexican journalist Evangelina Hernandez while visiting Denver last week. Hernandez said, "They (illegal aliens) pay rent, buy groceries, buy clothes...What Happens to your country's economy if 20 million people go away?" That's a good question - it deserves an answer. Over 80 percent of Americans demand secured borders and illegal migration stopped. But what would happen if all 20 million or more vacated America? The answers may surprise you! In California, if 3.5 million illegal aliens moved back to Mexico, it would leave an extra $10.2 billion to spend on overloaded school systems, bankrupt hospitals and overrun prisons. It would leave highways cleaner, safer and less congested. Everyone could understand one anot

I'm A Strawberry Gal~
If all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which would you choose (sorry, you can only pick one)! Trust me...this is very accurate. Pick your dessert, and then look to see what psychiatrists think about you. Here are your choices: 1. Angel Food Cake 2. Brownies 3. Lemon Meringue Pie 4. V anilla Cake With Chocolate Icing 5. Strawberry Short Cake 6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing 7. Ice Cream 8. Carrot Cake No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully what your choice will be. 1. ANGEL FOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times. 2. BROWNIES -- You are adventur ous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare up you whip out your saber.

I'm Watching You
: ACHILLES™.Marri...: lmoa bunch o fucktards ACHILLES™.Marri...: no funny TIFFANY..... M...: i know that one girl from se said her profile was gonna be hacked jer ACHILLES™.Marri...: that wasnt even a fight === DragonEagle 3D Artist & Mod @ Studio 54 gives ~*Sheena*Billy's Babygurl for life* PrOmO cHiC @ Studio 54*~ Captian 4 Official Creep Brigade*~ a hug ACHILLES™.Marri...: WREAKING CREW got SMASHED ***** cooldaddy4u has entered the lounge! ***** ACHILLES™.Marri...: LMFAO at that bunch of fucking bitches ...the SOO CALLED Wreaking Crew

Shadow Levelers Updated List 08apr08
Shadow Levelers Members List Here are the members closest to leveling... :) Good Luck!!! :) 5,866 to Level 10 truckdriverofhooterville{shadowleveler}@ fubar 6,720 to Level 9 lost in love@ fubar 21,553 to Level 17 laprincesa{shadow leveler}@ fubar 19,660 to Level 18 Vanessa { Shadow Leveler } { BBW_BOMBER FAMILY }@ fubar 38,374 to Level 17 Havin Fun {r/l bf of Mz Attitude} [Shadow Leveler]~Master of Mz Attitude~@ fubar 43,190 to Level 22 Sexygranny1967~Shadow Leveler~ S*U*P*~ & F*W*C* Greeter~Proud owner of Fireman6187@ fubar 49,649 to Level 20 BILLY THE KID SHADOW LEVELER@ fubar 57,019 to Level 23 Anna Fu Owner of Michiganman48091@ fubar 68,792 to Level 20 ~Tina~No Salute~No Add~@ fubar 82,084 to Level 21 FREAKYBITCH ~ S

Will Be Back
Hey everyone just wanted to let u know that i wont be here as much or maybe not at all starting tomorrow night..Im going away for a semi long weekend..If you see me online and i dont answer its probably because i left my fubar page up....still leave brown sugar some luv..i will return the favor when i get back...take care.. hugz

Self-love Is Only Found In You.
Your erroneous zones is about the errors that people make as they go through their life and try to manage their own emotions. You have control over your own emotions. You are a choice making individual. All of the conditions you find your self in, all of the circumstances of your life, all of the emotional reactions you have to all of the people and all of the events that take place in your life - are really choices. This is very difficult for a lot of people to get because they are raised to believe that: "I can't help the way i feel" or "I have a right to be miserable when someone treats me in a certain way." or "I can't help it. I've always been this way. It's just my nature. It's just the kind of person I am." Or it's because they are Italian, or from New York. Or they grew up in a family that always talked like that and they can't help themselves. These are the kinds of things that we really need to attack and eradicate from your thinking, is that you can't hel

Surprise
TO ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO ARE IN MY CONTEST, I HAVE DECIDED THAT IF YOU HIT ONE OF THE MARKS WHICH IS 10,000, 5,000, OR 3,000 YOU WILL GET A PRIZE. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS DO IT IN THE NINE DAYS. I FEEL IT IS FAVOR FOR ALL THE POINTS I WILL BE GETTING.

Why Is It You Get Crapped On Asking Ppls Opinions?
MuMM's are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind. Well ok then.. i just expressed an opinon of if ppl should vote on peoples mumms or not. and i apparently touched off a nerve. I got alot of rude comments which changed my opinon that this site is cool to a very low opinon of that there are just a buch of jerks here. Nice way to show your fubar pride. I really liked this place.. i met some great ppl.. but ppl calling me fat ugly stupid retarded "point whore" azz and so on.. hey i got freeking feelings too ppl. do i go up and say hey this is your 5th admendment right and whipe my azz w/ it.. IT WAS JUST A FREEKING MUMM My god! And if you dont like it then isnt also just as good to not be mean or a jerk or just belittling someone? I had a friend post mumms for me when she was making up my pages for me just cuz she was bored... so my first mumm was actually if you had super powers whould ya use em? i know kinda lame but only asked cuz of a reality show i se

Giant Leap Of Faith
Ok well tonight I took a giant leap of faith as someone revealed to me today that they love me. I have had feelings for her for a while now and have been friends for around a year with her. She has helped me get through one of the toughest times in my life and has always cared for me unconditionally. Well tonight I told her I want to be with her and I broke up and kicked out my current girlfriend and informed my wife(you thought your life was strange). I feel now like a huge weight has been lifted because I am now exploring something I have wanted to see about for quite some time now. I do not know what the future holds but for the first time in a long time I feel positive.

My First Video Making Attempt.
This is my first video making attempt of a video I tried to make for my boyfriend. I think the timing is all off and I do not know how to fix it exactly. I will attempt to fix the problem and then reload a better version. It has been added to You Tube also. Let me know what you think. Thanks.

Has To Be Crazy
so my beautiful baby girl turned 3 yesterday! yeah, she is one of the most precious things in my life... Well saturday Aaron and I had her a small party with family at perter piper..I invited her father to the party and never heard anything from him.. well as we were opening presents he walks by the window and i thought WOW he showed, no.. he walked in with his father and brother and as he did muttered something that sounded like oh crap! and walked by went to the counter and then walked right back past us... He didn't stop to say happy birthday or even hi.. well then he texted me and said he was sorry but was late for work.... umm hello but she's your kid and if you cared you could spare a few seconds... He acted as if he was a shamed of her and I don't understand it because she is the sweetest thing ever... i don't even know if his parents know about her or if they do and he just denies her.. which he has never done to my face... but i am over trying to involve him... i told either b

My How A Day Can Change...
As many of you know, yesterday was absolutely horrible for me. The only way I made it through the day without losing my mind was Jimm. Several of you also helped out. Thank you very much! As you all know, Jimm is the absolute love of my life! This man has shown me what true love is. True unconditional love! I've had so many people walk out of my life on me, but not Jimm. He stays right by my side, comforts me, strengthens me, loves me, and listens. I am very proud to say that he has proposed to me and I have accepted! WE ARE GETTING MARRIED! Life is so wonderful! So if you are one of my friends, and you haven't met him yet, you've got to stop by his page, say hello! Rate/Fan/Add him. Buy him a drink and congratulate us! True love does still exist. He's the most awesome man! I love you baby! I look forward to forever as your loving wife! Mr_Hott>> MsRain's Fiancee & Fu-Father to Jamiie@ fubar

Various
Ok so I go to this Massage school for Massages (Obviously) now and again right? What is odd is that they give a lot of different types of massages but not sensual massage. Now I'm not saying "You give happy ending?" but I am saying that sometimes when you go for a massage you want it more to be about the massaging and pleasuring of the body then the healing of it. I mean after a long week or so of work I like to relax a bit. So I like to get a massage for that but the theroputic massages can just too a bit harsh. With all the muscle squeezing and the pressure point manipulation it's hard to get any real pleasure out of it. Sure it does the job it's supposed to but not nessaccerly the job you go in for. Now I can understand not touching a womans cheast (obvious sexual harassment suits) or under the undies. But a Mans cheast is a big part of his body and to not massage it seems pointless. Not like your sucking on the nipples or rubbing them in a sexual manner your a license

To Every Nice Guy
To every guy that's randomly said "YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL and meant it To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle To every guy that reassured her that she is beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath. To every guy who hopes that she is happy even if he is not with her. To every guy th

A Little Melacholy
Sometimes I just sigh Don't even know why And people always say Smile if only for today I just smile a bit Try just to forget All of my regrets I hold on the pieces Now I am down on my knees Standing up from being down And try not to frown Wishing things were a little different Dreaming of something better, not even perfect So how do I get there from here Empty myself of all fear Learning to move on No more listening to old love songs Have to find myself again Its not good just to pretend Wish I had someone here Wish life's meaning was clear I am always a little too late For love so what's my fate Do I get to know that joy Am I welcome to that ploy Someone talk to me Or god let me be free Of all that holds me in Keep me free from sin I want to shine just like everyone else Reaching out for a little help Need that love to make life complete Without that i cannot compete Looking at my child Remember when times were wild Hoping she doesn't have to suffe

Year Of The Metal Dog
Its amazing how accurate these things are, this fits me pretty much to a tee. The Dog Dogs are honest,straightforward,and friendly. They are extremely protective of themselves and their loved ones. With a passion for fair play and justice, they never fail to rescue you time after time. They may rant and rave, but they never rest until they right the wrong. They are true humanitarians and suffer with the world.In spite of their concern for others,social graces and fancy parties do not impress them. Having sharp eyes, they will see through people's motives. They are quite private about their personal lives and someone prying into their affairs make them secretive and withdrawn. Once you gain their confidence, they open up freely. Once Dogs classify you, they rarely change their minds. There are few in-betweens. Dogs perceive things either in black or white. You are either friend or enemy. Luckily, they are good judges of character and have superb insight into human nat

Funny Shit
1. A nursery school pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. 'How do you know that the cat was dead?' she asked her pupil. 'Because I p * ssed in its ear and it didn't move,' answered the child innocently. 'You did WHAT?' the teacher exclaimed in surprise. 'You know,' explained the boy, 'I leaned over and went 'Pssst' and it didn't move' 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later.....'Da-ad.....' 'What?' 'I'm thirsty. Can you bring a drink of water?' 'No, You had your chance. Lights out. ' Five minutes later: 'Da-aaaad.....' 'WHAT?' 'I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??' ' I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to smack you!!' Five minutes later......'Daaaa-aaaad.....' 'WHAT!' 'When you come in to smack me, can you bring a drink of water?' 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him 'How do you expect to get into Heaven?' The boy thought it

My ?! Family And Real Life Drama
OK, so, I have this rather odd living arrangement, where I live with my ex (who is not quite legally an ex, might I add) so we can both be there for the kids. We were however, both ready to move on, and have done so. I have my guy with me here now, which is amazing, and he had a girlfriend move in with him last Sunday. Well, I had only met the girlfriend a few times, and at the time I really didn't like her, but I wasn't sure if it was because I was confused about my role in the whole situation, or whatever. Well, it turns out, that this girl that I actually LIKE had some really strong feelings for my ex, but always pushed them aside because she was hoping for he and I to get back together, because his happiness is her happiness, kinda thing. Well, the other day, when I was bitching about the current girlfriend to her, I told her "if he has to have a girlfriend, why can't it be you?" From there, she realized that she did want to be with him, and proceeded to talk to him ab

I Dont Get It!!!!!!!
Back in december i joined this dating website and met this really cute guy on there. We talked for quite awhile and then ended up meeting at a local bar one night, Had a great time and it seemed we really liked each other. But at the sametime I got really drunk and i coudlnt drive so he drove me home to his place and of course we ended up sleeping together but he did offer to sleep on the couch and I didnt want him to so you know how that goes. And I honestly thought I would never hear from him again after that but I did the next day at work. So we started dating....talking all the time and seeing each other when we could. He would call me at work to see how i was doing and then call me right after work for no reason and it was nice. Then his truck broke down and so i helped where i could even to lend him money to get it fixed, (what a mistake that was) money i really didnt have to lose but stupid me, i trusted him to pay me back when he got back to work. When ever we went out to dinne

Stirrings
I saw you last night. It was the first time in over two years. You came up and ask if I remembered you. I looked and said,"Gee you look familiar." "Familiar,' is that all you can say? My heart told me who you where. It felt the pain again when I saw you. I haven't let you go, But I don't want to remember you, Or all those things. It brings confusion in my heart. It makes me dumb founded. I will never for the life of me, Understand why you wanted to hurt me. It is okay, With time I have moved on. The dance that was in my soul for you, Is now long gone. I don't want you, But I still can't get over you. I hate so much being in this predicament. Why are you back, Why did you come here. Leave me alone I have moved on. You are part of the past, That is were you will remain. Tucked in a corner, Where no light can get in. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

Hank Williams Jr, Whiskey Bent And Hell Bound Lyrics
I've got a good woman at home who thinks I do no wrong But sometimes lord, she just ain't always around And you know that's when I fall, I can't help myself at all And I get whiskey bent and hell bound Play me some songs about a ramblin' man, put a cold one in my hand, 'cause you know I love to hear those guitar sounds Don't you play 'I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry' cause I'll get all balled up inside And I'll get whiskey bent and hell bound Sure enough about closing time, (I'm) about stoned out of my mind And I end up with some honky-tonk special I found Just as sure as the morning sun come, thinking of my sweet girl at home And I need to get whiskey bent and hell bound Play me some songs about a ramblin' man, put old Jim Beam in my hand 'cause you know I still love to get drunk and hear country sounds But don't you play 'Your Cheatin' Heart' cause that'll tear me all apart I'll get whiskey bent and hell bound Yeah, old Hank's songs always make me feel low down

How Do I Do This???
Ok so i thought i found out how to take a picture of your screen online.. well i tried doing it this afternoon and either it didnt work or i dont know where the heck to find the pics taken on the screen.. will someone let me know how!?

Words For Ur Wisdom Wise Men
WARNING: THE 9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing. (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and har

Fubucks For Comments
50 COMMENTS = 500 FUBUCKS 100 = 1250 FUBUCKS 200 = 2500 FUBUCKS 300 = 3500 FUBUCKS 500 = 10,000 fubucks and a bonus gift. must all be done in one visit not spread out.. if you are done let me know so i can send the fubucks if you will be back send me a message telling me not to pay till done click here

What I Dream Today
Holding you tightly, is what i dream about Your sweet and loving, About this, i have no doubt. Running wild, just us being care free. Closer to you, is where i want to be. Your what I long for, I know your true. Around me ill be sure, your never blue. Dreaming of you angel is where i am today. We should be together, Help me find the way. By: Emily "emmy""living dead girl" LeMay 04-09-08 Comment | Copy This

Borderline
So you're on your own lookin' down the road that goes only by one way And you don't need the signs to see lonely still runs both ways So who's the fool that would think the ties would be better off undone Did your heart even warn you when you veered from the path that was narrower and straight On the borderline Somewhere between the flight for freedom Feeling like you can't move on The chore will be the time Takes you off of my mind and out of my heart I know And when you cross over there's no turning back Once that burning bridge is gone I may lose but I'm in it for the long run Loving you for good reason could be the wrong one I don't wanna lose control but the heart won't learn To let it well enough for long On the borderline Somewhere between the flight for freedom Feeling like you can't move on The chore will be the time Takes you off of my mind and out of my heart I know And when you cross over there's no turning back Once that burning bridge is gone

* Mourning The Passing...
Today we mourn the passing of an old friend by the name of Common Sense. Common Sense lived a long life but died from heart failure at the brink of the millennium. No one really knows how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He selflessly devoted his life to service in schools, hospitals, homes, factories and offices, helping folks get jobs done without fanfare and foolishness. For decades, petty rules, silly laws and frivolous lawsuits held no power over Common Sense. He was credited with cultivating such valued lessons as to know when to come in out of the rain, the early bird gets the worm, and life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn), reliable parenting strategies (adults are in charge, not kids), and it's okay to come in second. A veteran of the Industrial Revolution, the Great Depression, and the Technological Revolution, Common Sense survived cultural a