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How Do I Say It?
How do I say "I love you but I can't stand being around you"? How do I say "I Hate you but I can't live without you"? How do I tell you that I am ready to walk out the door but that I will wind up tearing my heart out and leaving it behind in the process? What am I supposed to do now? I can't live like this but I can't walk away. I can't kill myself and it hurts too much to survive? Am I wrong? Am I right? Are we both wrong? Maybe... The world may never know. This senseless rambling has been brought to you by "Ryan's Depressing Moments in Life" a new tragic comedy that is all too real. Coming soon to a mental institution near you!

Alone
Alone in the darkness, Searching for life, Wanting to be needed, Yearning to be loved, Emptiness fills my heart, I long to feel wanted, No longer to be alone, My soul flies freely searching, For a mate that can never be found, Tears run like a river, As I realize I'm all alone, Forever to walk within the darkness alone.

Heart First
That's what happens when you let your heart lead, You always end up burnt in the end. She says she loves me, But always tells me to hit the road, And it leaves more scars And unanswered questions. No, you're not good enough, Her words say : But it sounds different: "I'm doing this for you" Everyone knows that's not true, It's more than a trailer load Of collected country manure. The stench burns my eyes, The odor chokes away what breath That I have left. My heart shattered beyond repair At the words that cut like a knife, But I should have known. No, I don't drive no fanciful car, And I don't go to the gym Six days a week, And yeah, well, I am only kinda cute-- Oh yeah, and sweet. Sweet like the stench of rotting meat, It seems-- So sweet the gagging begins, And I am shunned- shattered. Demons have invaded my dreams, And told me it was going to happen, But I didn't listen, I didn't want to know the truth, But the truth has cut me-- Sliced my heart i

Scary Days!!
Well It's only been 4 days since the last entry and everything has changed in that time. In Mobile we finally had the singers and the one male dancer join us. One male from the old cast is going to stay as well. At this point we are only missing one female dancer. DAY 1: The first day of the cruise was normal. Boat drill, entertainment meeting. OH they did spring a rehearsal on the old cast and we are required to watch every show and tech run that they do. DAY 2: Today we were at sea and we had a very short rehearsal and then got ready to watch the shows. The shows were amazing tonight and so were the beverages in between. DAY 3: Today was the start of a very scary time onboard. The first sign of a norovirus outbreak happened today. The paranoia and obsessions with extreme cleanliness were just starting. People washing their hands every 20 seconds, not wanting to touch anybody, or eat the ships food. DAY 4: As more people came down with the virus the paranoia an

Another Weekend
hello friends~! I am sorry I haven't been online much lately. Between dr visits I have MOMMY duties to do....and some how I have gotten a sinus cold. I had a procedure done Thursday at the hospital to find out if I have a clot on my heart...it is not a clot but just a shadow. So we are waiting on the dr to call back for a time to begin chemo. The procedure Thursday was ok but the dr had to put a tube down my throat and take some ultrasound pics of my heart so now I have a sore throat. I gagged a lot~! I stayed in bed most of Saturday cause I was so cold. I just can't seem to get warm. Yesterday I didn't do anything either. Today I am paying for being so lazy this weekend. I have loads of clothes to wash and dry and the house needs to be swept good. I also noticed some dust in my bedroom so I need to do some dusting. My daughter has helped some by keeping the dishes washed and put up....but my work is never done it seems. Sick or not MOMMY still has to make sure all is ok in

Ugliest Hooker In Town!
Ugliest Hooker In Town! A trucker who has been out on the road for three weeks stops into a brothel outside Vegas. He walks straight up to the Madam, drops down $500 and says, "I want your ugliest woman and a bologna sandwich!!!" The Madam is astonished. "But sir, for that kind of money you could have one of my finest ladies and a three-course meal." The trucker replies, "Listen sweetheart, I ain't horny, I'm homesick

Thoughts
I have so much to say... and yet I cannot speak Come and do my bidding now, for I have grown too weak I stood where no man goes.. And conquered demon foes But with glory and passion No longer in fashion The hero broke his blade

Takin A Break!
Lately I have been on and off fubar, havent spent as much time on it as I usually do. Some of you have noticed but Im sure most of you havent. I havent really chatted much on my messenger either. Nothing really major is going on in my life right now just need a break from everything. I think Im in a slump right now, trying to decide where I really want my life to go. There are a few things that are about to change in my household and I dont know what to think about it. My brother recently came home, he was in the marines and has lived in cali for the past 6 years (i think lol) Im excited about that, im happy hes home...now if only we could get my other brother to come home lol....My sis is about to move away from here, I really dont want her to go. Im going to miss her, my niece and my nephew a lot. Its not going to be the same here without her. My sis and I have really gotten close in the last month or so. We have always been close but we have recently started doing more

Another Disrespectful Scumbag Exposed
OK HERE WE GO AGAIN THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE DAMN DISRESPECT I JUST EXPOSED ONE LAST NIGHT IN BLOG AND I WILL DO IT AGAIN AT THIS POINT I WILL EXPOSE EVERYONE OF THEM SO YOU LOWLIFE DIRTBAGS BETTER GET A CLUE BEFORE YOU EVEN BOTHER TO SHOUT ME OR EMAIL ME ... NOT ANYWHERE IN MY PROFILE OR ANY CONVERSATION EVER HAVE I INSUATED THAT IM HERE TO GET LAID.... HELL IF IM LOOKING TO (JUST) GET LAID WHAT DONT YA UNDERSTAND DONT NEED THE WONDERFUL CYBER WORLD TO (JUST )GET LAID UHMMM IM NOT DESPERATE I CAN GO TO THE LOCAL CLUB IN TOWN TO GET LAID ...I MEAN COME ON ... AT LEAST AT THE LOCAL CLUBS/BARS I DO KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THERE AND IF IM GONNA GET LAID ID RATHER IT BE BY SOMEONE I KNOW AND NOT A DAMN SCUM/DIRTBAG FROM THE INTERNET THAT DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO APPROACH A LADY... OMG THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE A**HOLES WHO WANT TO JUST SHOUT OR EMAIL BS LIKE THIS SO HERE WE GO JOE B

How To Become A Fu Angel!!!
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

Incredible!
January 24 2008! Woke up very early because I knew what the day was bringing! My Matthew was on his way to be with me for the weekend! To my dismay it was snowing but that would not stop me from driving to the airport to pick him up. I took my sis and nephew to the dr (had to have something to fill my time till it was time to get my love) Happily the roads werent bad... came back packed some stuff for me and Abby and headed to Columbus! I was early but so was his flight which was wonderful.... Abby and I were waiting outside the concourse, and getting impatient so we were walking around, and I was checking the flight once again, it was 20 minutes early and it said it had arrived we were walking back towards concourse A and as we were I seen Matthew walking towards me... we met, his arms went around me his lips met mine and it was as if we were meant for each other. There was no awkwardness no nervousness it was as if we were long lost loves who finally found each other again. We

Update On Hitler (my Ex)
OK...this some funny shit...After being away from dumbass and having to put up with his shit, it's all paid off. As some of you may remember, I left him because he traded my TV for cocaine. Well, he got caught with almost an 8-ball saturday night! HA HA!!! Serves him right!!!! He went to jail, but was released on a $20,000 bond...he'so has messed up his life and I'm glad not to be part of it anymore.....

My Friend Mike
Hello everyone i was just informed yesterday that one of very close friends was taken to the hospital while having a seizure. they have since found a tumer on his brain that is good sized and needs imediate attention! he goes in for surgery tom so i am asking all of my fu family and friends to keep him in your prayers. he has a 2 month old baby boy and a loving wife he is only 26 years old. once again thank you to everyone!!!!

Inner City Wildlife
So I am sitting here on my PC, rating pictures and drooling over various women, you know, typical Monday, and my dogs start goin ape shit outside my office window. I peek through the blinds and I see a cat prowling. So I didn't pay much attention to it. But it went on and on and on and on with my dogs. Beagles, so they are vocal anyway and I just let it go. Well this went on for 15 minutes. So finally I walk out my front door and I see something but I don't know wtf it is. It's about 25 yards away. I take a step out of my porch and woosh. It takes off. Massive hawk. You could hear the wings stirring the air. And I could see it had something in it's claws. So it flew across the street and perched on a chain link fence of the neighbors. I walked over and was able to snap the one picture that shows the squirrel. The rest are of it perched in a couple of different trees. Anyway, it was pretty cool. The thing is huge. And I am fairly certain he would have gladly goug

Why Can't We Be Friends
WE ALL KNOW SEXYGIRLBLONDE AND HOW MUCH OF HELP SHE GAVE TO ALL BY HOSTING HUNDREDS OF HAPPY HOURS TO HELP EACH ONE OF YOU LEVEL UP FASTER AND GAIN MORE POINTS. AND I KNOW A LOT OF YOU THINK THAT SHE DOESN'T NEED OUR HELP,OR SHE HAVE ENOUGH POINTS. GUESS WHAT IT DOESN'T MEAN IF WE ARE TOP MEMBERS AND HAVE MILLIONS OF FU-POINTS WE DON'T NEED HELP,WE ALL NEED EACH OTHERS HELP.IF WE DON'T HELP EACH OTHER NO ONE WILL REACH A GOAL,OR BE A TOP MEMBER,LEGEND ,OR TOP SCORE. NOW ITS TIME TO STEP FORWARD AND SHOW HER SOME BIG APPRECIATION FOR ALL THE LOVE SHE GAVE.IF SHE DIDN'T GIVE YOU A BLAST OR VIP,YOU GOT DOUBLE POINTS BY PIX RATES,FANS AND ADDS DURING HER HAPPY HOURS COME ON, GO TO HER PAGE AND RATE SOME OF HER PIX AND STASH TO TELL HER THANK YOU FOR SHOWING FUBAR LOVE TO ALL OF US. RATE HER PAGE, AND ADD HER AS A FRIEND, AND BE SURE TO FAN HER, TOO !! HAVE A GOOD AFTERNOON AND WONDERFUL WEEK. *SEXYGIRLBLONDE*#26*GODFATHER*1st,Oracle* FAN/RATE B4 ADD,TY*#1 Friend Sexymedic**@ fuba

Life Choices
Most people spend their entire lives searching, wishing, wanting that quintessential thing that makes like worthwhile. Whether it is another person, that perfect job, some sort of certificate, or what it be. Yet we all strive for the same commen goal, no matter what form it may take...Recognition. Literally speaking, recognition is receiving praise or somethign else for the things we do in life, our acheivements, our actions, and our attitude. For a doctor, somethign as amazing as saving someones life is an everyday occurance for them, and thus somethign they belive they just do. Same goes for a soldier, they save someones life, and its just another day in the job. Vetrenarians, teachers, scientists even, every day they do amazing things, but everyone just looks at them like its somethign they are supposed to do. Sure every now and then they recieve an award, or some small token of appreciation for what they do, but in this day and age, it takes nothing less than a small miracle

I Can't Take Another One (heart Break)
So once again I get my heart broken this time this one really really really hurts and I can't take the pain anymore I never had panic attacks before until Saturday and Sunday....I am going through depression the way it is, and this just comes out like this...I don't know what to do anymore...I get the lines of "I won't break your heart", "I promise I won't hurt you", "I love you"...and yet the fuckin shit happens all the time....so i guess i'm NOT A GOOD GIRLFRIEND AT ALL!!! I just want to give up with things right now...my friends and family are watchin me and just being here for me....Also my mom didn't approve of him either or sum of my family and shit hit the fan...NO matter what I will always love him and think about him...I just wish I could be with him not his new gf....with this fuckin drama...i want things just to be the same as what they were back in November and December! I miss him I do!! I miss Eau Claire!! I just want to give up right now but I won't and I can't!!! not ju

I Don't Know To Wish Her Luck, Or Bad Luck.. She's The Epitamy Of Bbw
Queen Latifah Signs On to Endorse Jenny Craig By Allison Adato and Tim Nudd Originally posted Wednesday December 19, 2007 09:15 AM EST Queen Latifah Kirstie Alley and Valerie Bertinelli have another pal joining them in the Jenny Craig universe: Queen Latifah. The Oscar-nominated singer and actress, 37, has signed up to be the latest celebrity spokesperson for the weight-loss chain, PEOPLE confirms exclusively. "We officially confirm that Queen Latifah will join the Jenny Craig program in January," Scott Parker, Jenny Craig's vice president of marketing, tells PEOPLE. "We are thrilled to have Queen Latifah support our mission of improving health by taking her first step toward achieving a more healthful lifestyle." Parker adds: "Queen Latifah joins forces with Jenny Craig to communicate the importance of how small lifestyle changes, in the areas of diet and exercise, can have positive effects on overall health." The Hairspray star, who has consistently celebrate

Selling For A Good Cause!!!
I HAVE MADE A WEBSITE TO SELL SOME STUFF TO HELP A SPECIAL NEEDY 18 MONTH OLD LITTLE GIRL.THIS LITTLE GIRL HAS LOTS OF HEALTH PROBLEMS.SHE WAS BORN DEAD BUT THE DOCTOR'S BROUGHT HER BACK.SHE HAS 10 TO 15 HOLES IN HER HEART,SHE HAS A ENLARGED HEART,SHE HAS STRIDER,HER RESPIRATORY SYSTEM IS STILL UNDER DEVELOPED.SHE HAS TO HAVE BREATHING TREAMENTS,A SPECIAL WALKER TO WALK WITH,SPEICAL SHOES TO CORRECT HER FEET AND LEGS.SHE HAS BRAIN DAMAGE.THIS IS ALL DUE TO HER MOTHER DOING DRUGS WHILE SHE WAS CARRING HER.PLEASE COME BY THE WEBSITE AND HAVE A LOOK AROUND.75% OF SELLS ARE GOING TO HER AND THEN OTHER 25% TO HELP KEEP THE WEBSITE GOING TO KEEP THE HELP COMING IN.I WILL BE ADDING NEW STUFF EVERYDAY SO KEEP CHECKING BACK BY.THE LINK IS BELOW.THANKS FOR STOP BY AND MAY GOD BE WITH YOU. http://mdtreasureshop.ecrater.com/

A Repost
1. I have come to realize that my butt... hurts if I sit down too long! 2. I have come to realize that when I talk... I know that he is listening to every word I say. 3. I have come to realize that, if I love someone... they will have all of me and I wont hesitate to let them know. 4. I have come to realize that, I need... to be appreciated and not taken for granted. 5. I have come to realize that, I lost... something very special to me, but gained something so much more! 6. I have come to realize that, I hate it when... people are distrustful and disrespectful. 7. I have come to realize that, if I'm drunk... I have had a very very bad day, so just hold me cuz it doesnt happen very often. 8. I have come to realize that, marriage.... was a distant thought, but now seems like a possibility. 9. I have come to realize that, work… drives me crazy yet makes me smile. 10. I have come to realize that, I will always be... who I am right up front, accept me o

Ranting
so this has started off to be the week from hell ... my moms in the hospital ..i have to take care of my little sister ..work full time ..take care of my gram cause shes all upset cause moms in the hopital..plus take care of the house...its all too much i dont know if i can handle it... sorry im ranting but i havent had a chance to catch my breath in the past 3 days..

Ok I Wonder
i wanna know how many of you women out there would say yes if someone like me said,"hey, i am in your town tonight wanna have sex? no talking no nothing just sex and thats it. you interested?" what would be your responce lol hey guys gotta find out somehow lol

Another Poem By Me
One In A Million By Alex McKenzie Gently falling upon my upturned face, Floating down with unbounded grace. I feel the caress of the angels kiss, A moment in time I'm loathe to miss. One in thousands of these kisses do I feel, Surrounding me.....filling me....my senses reel. The fire of my passion causing it to melt, Barely remembering if ever it was even felt. So many more waft down from above, But can any others give me so high a sense of love. I long once again to find that sense anew, Mayhap I will one day.....perchance......in you.

Kiss
Kiss ~Tony Martinez It's been a little while But still If I close my eyes I can still see you I can still feel you I can still taste you Baby your hands Your face Feel so soft God I'm shaking so much Your smile melts my heart I feel the butterfly kisses all over my face Driving me crazy My hands running up and down your back My head is spinning with so many emotions Oh How I wish time would just stop right now To stay like this forever To have you in my arms forever Feeling you this close Damn those lips taste so good You start to pull away I dont let you We hold the kiss Finally smiling and laughing Our eyes open Yes baby we finally did it After all this time Our 1st kiss.

Things The Grandchildren Should Know
It's not often I sit down and devour a book in one sitting, but this really is such a great read. E's own account of his life, his family, death, his music, and the career of the Eels, it's a fascinating, moving, hilarious and inspiring read. I sorta cried twice reading it, which I think is a good sign. You should read it too. While listening to 'Useless Trinkets'.

Re; Men Are Hypocrites
This is my response to the following blog: "WHy is it when a "female" see's/date...ect more then one person or anything along those lines there called sluts skanks whores hoes bithes ect but oh when a male does it hes a player and pimp hes the man blah blah fuckin quit being hypocrites and just except the fact that it 2008 and women can do the same damn thing and shouldnt be called names for it..." It's not right for ANYONE....MAN or WOMAN to play anyone. If someone has feelings for you and wants to be exclusive but your not willing to be exclusive. You don't deserve those feelings he/she has for you. If he or she is worth screwing why isn't he or she worth dating exclusive? If he or she wants to walk away because you don't want to date him or her exclusively, what right do you have to tell him or her you don't want to lose him or her? If you don't want to lose him or her then do the MATURE thing and don't be a player/pimp/slut/whore/skank.

Dream Lover
She wakes every morning with a smile on her face. She felt his love in her sleep. Dreamed of his embrace. Although she's never met his body. His heart she does feel. Anytime she has loved before. Has never felt so real. There is no explanation for it. Not one has she yet found. But OMG the feeling she gets when he is around. Although it may end tomorrow. The memory will not fade. For in her heart a life long friend. She feels that she has made. She hopes it last forever. She prays that they do meet. She dreams of the day her online love. sweeps her off her feet.

I Just Don't Get It......
I just wanna know. Do I smell or something? I have been in some really great lounges and met some really great people but lately some act as if I have the plague. I mean some that used to talk to me don't anymore and when I pop out for a bit they will talk again. As soon as I go back in they all are silent again. You know if someone has a problem with me they should tell me or tell me why they do at least. I have never been anything but nice to everyone.

Mumms
Ok I'm finding it increasingly amusing how annoying people are in the mumm's. I mean some of the comments are just ridiculous. The thing is everyday you get 101 mumms about oral / anal etc etc which are just basically polls with a chance for women to comment on how much of a slut they are. Do people bash who makes them? Do they get told they are polls not mumms? Not particularly. But you post what i think to be pretty funny in an ironic / sarcastic way and the retard mumm police are on you in a second. Is it because these people don't have the capacity to think past I'm horny? Are they so lacking in sex that they have to post on every mumm saying how much they love sex, although it sounds like they cant remember the last time they got any? I do post intelligent mumms, but again people don't seem to get them as its to much effort to read something, although on the counterside they can sum up the effort to respond with a long winded comment on why they couldn't be bothered readi

Starbucks Coffee Is Poor Quality
By Martin Hickman, Consumer Affairs Correspondent Thursday, 24 January 2008 Starbucks sells coffee that is poor quality and over-priced, according to a survey of cafés. The biggest player in Britain's £900m-a-year coffee shop industry offers blander drinks than its competitors Costa Coffee and Caffè Nero and is costlier than most rivals, testers for the consumer group Which? reported. Researchers also complained that the food offered at Starbucks was too fatty. Along with Costa Coffee, four of its sandwiches contained more than the 495 calories in a McDonald's Big Mac. Which? sent a team to visit 45 coffee shops. Giles Hilton, a tester who works for the coffee and tea shop chain Whittard of Chelsea, went undercover at central London branches of Starbucks, Costa and Caffè Nero, where he ordered a cappuccino and an Americano. He praised the Costa and Caffè Nero cappuccinos but judged Starbucks' cappuccino to be too frothy and its Americano too watery, which resulted in a "fa

Journal Update
1-29-2008 Well here is more on what is going on. Brandon called me Sunday night to let me know that Davionna was pregnant. But didnt tell me much of anything else except that Davionna needed to do an abortion because she can't take care of a baby which is the truth as she has no job, she is still in school and no car no driver's license. So I called her and asked her did she have anything to tell me. Then she told me that she was pregnant and then she said that it was Jessy's fault and I told her that it takes 2 and wasn't she taking birth control and she said no she forgot. And she said her mother was yelling at her. And I would find out later the reason her Mom was yelling at her because she was paying for the birth control and she wasn't taking them. But it does get more interesting. I talked to Vickie and I called and left a message to Davionna to go to Planned Parenthood. And she didnt call me back. I told Brandon about

A Season For Everything
Everything Has Its Time For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: A time to be born and a time to die; A time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; A time to kill, and a time to heal; A time to break down, and a time build up; A time to weap, and a time to laugh; A time to mourn, and a time to dance; A time to throw away stones, and a time to gather stones together; A time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; A time to seek, and a time to lose; A time to keep, and a time to throw away; A time to tear, and a time to sew; A time to keep silent, and a time to speak; A time to love, and a time to hate; A time for war, and a time for peace. People always says that nothing last forever. After writing this passage I now look forward to savoring my life's joyful moments, and finding comfort that pain and sorrow will actually, in comparison, be short-lived. Living isn't just

Nice Kid
39 min ago · 'Munchkin***Bid ...' just ripped your 'photo'! 48 min ago · Munchkin***Bid ... rated your photo a '10'! 48 min ago · 'Munchkin***Bid ...' just ripped your 'photo'! 48 min ago · Munchkin***Bid ... rated your photo a '10'! 48 min ago · Munchkin***Bid ... just checked you out! 49 min ago Ripped pics..... No please no ty, not a peep!! Don't they teach manners anymore!??

Bizarre Amphibians Found Living On The Edge
Bizarre Amphibians Found Living on the Edge Jeanna Bryner LiveScience Staff Writer LiveScience.comTue Jan 22, 10:00 AM ET Blind salamanders, legless amphibians with tentacles on their heads and ghost frogs whose favorite haunt is a human burial ground are just a few of the world's weirdest and most endangered creatures. The Zoological Society of London announced this week these are among the 10 most unusual and threatened amphibian species, as part of the EDGE Amphibians conservation and fundraising initiative. Amphibians that made the list are deemed by the society to be the most evolutionarily distinct and globally endangered, aka EDGE species. They have few close relatives in the tree of life and are genetically unique, along with being on the verge of extinction. "These animals may not be cute and cuddly, but hopefully their weird looks and bizarre behaviors will inspire people to support their conservation," said Helen Meredith, EDGE Amphibians conservationist in Eng

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night. Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected Under the sweet night sky rush. My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me As I'm swept beneath my feet. Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk my only love, Hand in hand, you and me.

I Hate Myspace
I would like to send a big FUCK YOU to myspace support for being so much help in trying to figure out why I was deleted. They can blow me while I shit and lick the terd out of the bowl while a midget with downsyndrome fucks them in the ass with a spiked strap on.

Me And My Thoughts.
1. Thank you. We‘re all refreshed and challenged by your unique point of view. 2. The fact that no one understands you doesn‘t mean you‘re an artist. 3. I don‘t know what your problem is, but I‘ll bet it‘s hard to pronounce. 4. Any connection between your reality and mine is purely coincidental. 5. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don‘t care. 6. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. 7. What am I? Flypaper for freaks!? 8. I‘m not being rude. You‘re just insignificant. 9. I‘m already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 10. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you. 11. It‘s a thankless job, but I‘ve got a lot of Karma to burn off. 12. Yes, I am an agent of Satan, but my duties are largely ceremonial. 13. No, my powers can only be used for good. 14. How about never? Is never good for you? 15. I‘m really easy to get along with once you people learn to worship me. 16. You sound reasonable...Time to up my medication.

Why Have We Become Stupid Pussies?
We have all become such pussies. Society have become so consumed with ensuring that those with a delicate nature will be offended that we have begun to spoon feed opinions to each other for fear that someone will choke on a proverbial truth. We have become so scared of the truth and the obvious, that we delude it in order to make it more palatable for those we speak too. The result? No one has a concise opinion anymore. It's not just that either. We are stupid on top of it. Not only are we scared of our opinions, but most of us lack the knowledge to defend our point of views. We have reached a point where such little amount of personal research is done in forming our opinions that when people state what there opinion is, they are totally unprepared for the follow up question... Why? Why are you a Democrat or a Republican? Why do you believe in Jesus or evolution? Why won't you fuck on the first date? Why are people homosexuals? Is it psychological or chemical?

Hi
WELL TO START MY MOM HAS CANCER AND NEEDS TO GO BACK TO THE HOSPITAL ON FEB.4 FOR SURGREY AND NOW I FOUND OUT THAT MY DAD HAS CANCER WORSE THAN MY MOM AND IT HASN'T EVEN BEEN A YEAR YET THAT MY 1 UNCLE DIED FROM CANCER SO IM SORRY EVERBODY WHEN I PUT UP THAT I GIVE UP

Waiting
i wake up at night and see ur still not there crying myself back to sleep wishing u would just care your all thats on my mind every hour of every day and the one thing i wish is for u just to stay youve ripped out my heart and stomped on my soul i feel like im going crazy and have lot all control and then u smile and it all goes away the hope cums back that ull be back someday so i sit here and wait with nothing else to lose trying to change myself cus i have so mush left to prove i love u more then anything ive ever known i dont know what to say or whetelse is to be shown all i know is i love u with all my heart and thats one thing that will never fade and untill the day cums when u cum back ill be wish youd have stayed

Ancestry
First generation German immigrant - My Dad was born in Ansbach to German parents...moved to the states when my Grandmother married my Grandfather (not biological). My great-grandmother (Oma) Fischer in Germany: Fourth generation Scots-Irish Immigrant - My great-great grandparents on my Mother's side... The McNeeley Clan: Fourth generation Cherokee Indian...though thanks to the racism against all people of color in those days, we have been (so far) unable to prove it through the census, Dawes Rolls, Etc... The census in those days listed you as either White, or Black...my anscestors were designated as either from one census to the next... My Sister, My great-grandmother (Cherokee descent), and I:

Supertheory Of Supereverything
If you dont know GoGol Bordello, you should. First time I had read the Bible It had stroke me as unwitty I think it may started rumor That the Lord ain't got no humor Put me inside SSC Let's test superstring theory Oh yoi yoi accelerate the protons stir it twice and then just add me, 'cause I don't read the Bible I don't trust disciple Even if they're made of marble Or Canal Street bling From the maelstrom of the knowledge Into the labyrinth of doubt Frozed underground ocean melting - nuking on my mind Yes give me Everything Theory Without Nazi uniformity My brothers are protons My sisters are neurons Stir it twice, it's instant family! I don't read the Bible I don't trust disciple Even if they're made of marble Or Canal Street bling My brothers are protons My sisters are neurons Stir it twice dlja prekrastnih dam... Do you have sex maniacs Or schizophrenics Or astrophysicists in your family Was my grandma anti anti Was my grandpa bounty

Shedding Dead Weight
First of all thanks for reading this little diatribe lol...we have way too many friends on our list that we dont hear from any at all (even when we leave comments,rates,or love). If you would like to stay please let us know so we dont delete a true friend by accident.

Did I Miss Something Here?!
Zonked: as im doing now Zonked: ok ok...ill fuck off ->Zonked: haha why are you telling ME to fuck off youre the one who sb'd me! Zonked: fuck off...your to stupid to realize anything ->Zonked: so you are trying to insult me then Zonked: 100 grand...come on...what can they do if they own u anyway...its the net ->Zonked: whys that? Zonked: they must be blind ->Zonked: 1500 ....the starting bid is 5000 and im up to 100000 Zonked: no ma'am ->Zonked: is that supposed to be an insult? Zonked: i have about 1500 fubucks...that should be enough to own u if someone can see this dude's point of veiw please explain it to me.

Roastid Guinea Pig
Roasted Guinea Pig skinned, gutted and charcoal roasted on a spit. They are just a snack really, and you should get at least 3-4 for a full meal. You eat Guinea Pig just the same a squirrel, starting with the hams, and working your way forward, making sure to scrape all the meat off of the ribs.

Poetry
Roses are red because they are bleeding for the company of someone new Another heart that is forever needing a caring soul to make them two If one should come along on a day of loneliness full with dark skies I pray that they share without delay a knowing smile that never dies Violets are blue because they are sad in a world that is passing them by The hours float by with thoughts had always showing nothing but a lie Perhaps two spirits will someday meet on such a lonely and cloudy night That forces their hearts to skip a beat and sends them on an endless flight

Growth, Etc.
Well, this past week I found my biological father on Myspace. I was taken from a situation in which my brother and I were not being cared for due to a mother who was schizophrenic and whose condition was exacerbated by a father who was a sociopath with a drug problem. I saw the words "proud parent" on his profile. He abandoned two families to pursue his drug habit and his con game. I couldn't believe he could say it with a straight face, but him being a sociopath, I guess it's not too much of a stretch. I went into a bit of a spin for a day or so. I don't know why I do it to myself. Anyhow, now I know where he is, so I know to avoid Oregon, at least until he wears out his welcome. I talked to my mom (adoptive mom) and straightened my head out. I went looking for the other family he abandoned. It looks like I've found my half-sister. She seems to have had a better time of it than I have, but I'm looking forward to comparing stories with her. Hopefully we'll be able

A Woman And A Fork...
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pasto

Just This One Last Time
Just This One Last Time by RL Every time we meet we live in the moment of this one last time I want the memory to scorch itself into my mind Never to relinquish it's hold I embrace the moment into my soul I attempt to cram a lifetime of feelings into this one last time I drown in your eyes and I tremble at your touch I want; no, I need to give you back the pleasures you awake in me When you look at me, as if there is only me, I melt to puddles I feel with more strength than I ever thought possible The power of the intimacy is ferocious and brutal It allows me to believe in the unbelievable But knowing it can never be Denies the normal defenses from intruding and interfering The moment is soft and vulnerable Unguarded and revealing The potent emotions that rush through me Don't have time to be examined They are to be cherished and relished And then ignored and forgotten Because we both know For all those concerned It really must end It

Break Up
How do you one break up with someone you were never going out with. The feelings for this person are so strong you feel like you should "Break-Up" in order to stop talking/communicating with them. Talk about one hand clapping... :-(

I Got Another Drive By Shout.
Some retard didn't like my comment on his video MuMM. Enjoy. Shout I got: darksoul: one ugly chick pisses on a video.......wow. Your why there is gay men Then he blocked me, so I followed up. Left him this comment. Hey fucktard. Get a fucking spine if you're going to attempt to open your cock sucking mouth and say anything to me. Did your boyfriend bite your balls of you ass nibbleing fuck whore? One ugly chick you say? At least I've got someone to fuck me. You're so desperate you whack it to cartoons and think we give a flying fuck about your pixils. Now don't take your problems out on me because daddy ass rammed you too many times while you were growning up, you worthless piece of shit. Your mom should have twisted the coat hanger one more time. That would have done away with you and your below average IQ. I will reiterate my life's lesson for retards such as yourself. Get a fucking life or kill yourself, you retarded waste of space. Oh and make sure you don't chok

To Bang? Or Not To Bang?
I think one of the biggest moral quandaries that a woman goes through when she begins a relationship with a guy is when is the right time to have sex. To be honest, I understand the conundrum. Is this guy feeding you a line to get in your pants? Will he still be interested after wards? One of the big factors is that women usually form more of an emotional bond with someone Once they have sex. A good friend told me she once wrote a blog where she didn't suggest, but flat out said that a female should hold out as long as possible. "The thing is, holding off on sex for as long as possible is a self-protective measure. That same man who is angry with you today because you won't have sex after two months of dating? He's the man who suddenly will stop taking your calls at month four because he's "just not feeling the same anymore." He's the man who will freak out when he thinks things are "moving too fast" after that wonderful weekend at the lake together. So yes, telling him you aren'

Insurance Companies Do Not Care About Us
If you have not watched Michael Moore's SICKO then I suggest you do. I also recommend a Documentary called "Michael Moore hates America" 10 parts on youtube. Watch them all. I take no sides, I am trying to get Americans to find their OWN truth. Don't take any one persons statements, find out for yourself. Keep an open mind and then do your OWN research. I am not saying everything he says or shows is 100% accurate, but the idea is sound. We need to do away with insurance companies for profit ENTIRELY and put the CEO's out of work. Remember they make MILLIONS a year, by making the most profit for their company. How to do this is simple, pay as little as possible for our needed health care and charge as much as possible for premiums. See if they charge what they consider reasonable premiums, more people pay so they don't get TOO outrageous in prices. Unless of course you start costing them too much, then your rates go up and up until you can't afford it and drop the plan.

Another Day
Gone for now, but not forgotten My love lies bleeding on the floor. One day it will thrive even stronger In the heart of a cherished soul. Desire will cause an erratic beat Hot blood will race through veins. My love will once again be seen In my eyes, reflecting from my gaze. ~JMW~ 1-29-2008

Snake Bite Radio Happenings
We are in the process of working on allot of things, Being we are just in the beginnings things have just about overwhelmed us in getting things prepared like the website, DJ's, New Reliable management, switching between Live and Auto DJ's so everyone can update their play list. Allot of stuff that should have been some in the beginnings of SBRadio and the Viper Pit Days. To clarify rumors there will be NO snake bite radio lounge on FUBAR, It creates a conflict of interest as we found out in the old Viper Pit and Short Bus Lounges, Although SBRadio will be a part of the "Paddy Wagon" a spin off of the Short Bus Tour originating from the mind of Jokers Wild himself. the sponsor and home Lounge for the "Paddy Wagon Tour" will be The Block Lounge. Lot's of stuff in the works so be patient and watch us evolve. Management at this time for the Radio Station is Jokers Wild - Owner Aimee - Owner KrazyChick - Snake Bite Radio Promoter DJ's Jokers Wild Aimee K

Sex, Sex And More Sex
I thought if I used a catchy title, those looking for sex might actually read it. I've had a blog up here for quite awhile on this subject but it seems to get ignored and people still ask me those questions. The answer is NO NO NO, I will not have cyber sex with you. I do not cyber. My msn, yahoo, and aim are off limits unless I actually know you, so please do not ask me for them. But if I actually know you, you already have those things. I am not here looking for a sex partner, mate, husband or anything else. I'm simply here for friends and to talk to people that have something interesting to talk about (and that subject would not be sex).

Yep Did It Again Today
I took off a bunch of new friends I had accept add requests of today. And of course, it was for the same damn reason as always. Someone on my FRIENDS list is marking stuff in my private folders nsfw. People truly suck. The good ones are hard to find.

Right Here
Staind - Right Here I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive

Outside
Staind - Outside And you Can bring me to my knees Again All the times That I could beg you please In vain All the times That I felt insecure For you And I leave My burdens at the door But I'm on the outside I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I felt like this won't end It's for you And I taste What I could never have It was from you All the times That I've cried My intentions Full of pride But I waste More time than anyone But I'm on the outside And I'm looking in I can see through you See your true colors 'Cause inside you're ugly You're ugly like me I can see through you See to the real you All the times That I've cried All this wasted It's all inside And I feel All this pain Stuffed it down It's back again And I lie Here in bed All alone I can't mend But I feel Tomorrow will be OK But I'm on

Dirty Minds Only Please
Okay all here ya go a boy draws a penis on the chalk board Teasher rubs it off. The nextday the boy draws a bigger 1 & writes the more u rub it the bigger it gets!!! Sex is like snow... You never know how many inches you'll get or how long it will last!!! Ur riding a horse, a giraffe is beside u, elephant in front, and a lion behind. What do you do? Get your drunk ass off the carousel, retard How can you tell your too drunk to drive? When you swerve 2 miss a tree but your too drunk 2 realize that its the air freashner! Touch it gently, put 2 fingers inside, if its BIG put 3 IN, rub it UP n Down! Get it nice n wet! Yeah, thats How you wash a cup. Now I lay me down 2 sleep along with the boy across the street wont my mommy be surprised when she csmy tummy rise, wont my daddy be discusted when he cs my cherrys busted. Roses are red, violets are korny when I think of you ohh baby i get horny, eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, fuck me, very sloly, if you kis

Downrater Alert
This idiot just rated me a 5! Im so pissed I hate downraters and I dont like to hate For the sake of YOU not being rated a 5 Will you please go rate this profile under a 5 and block him so he CANT downrate you. Then post it in a bully and help out other members and give a warning of this person. Before you get rated a 5 from some ignorant @$$ bruno509@ fubar hit him up for me! and spread the word

A Peom Written For Me
Friends Anyone can stand by you when you're right, but only a real friend will stand by you even when you're wrong. A simple friend identifies himself when he calls, a real friend doesn't have to. A simple friend opens a conversation with a full news bulletin on his life, a real friend says, "Whats new with you?". A simple friend thinks that the problems you whine about are recent, a real friend says, "You have been whining about the same thing for 14 years, get off your ass and do something about it!". A simple friend has never seen you cry, a real friend has soggy shoulders from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names, a real friend has their phone numbers. A simple friend hates it when you call while they are in bed, a real friend asks, "What took you so long to call?". A simple friend will talk to you about their problems, a real friend will help you with your problems. A simple friend will act like a guest, a real friend will make themselves a

The Weakest Link
In case anyone who happened to notice my thing the other week about auditioning to be on The Weakest Link is curious, I got a letter yesterday saying I'd been shortlisted for the show. Which is cool. Still no guarantee I'll ever get on, but it's still cool.

From The Night
Then I met her. There was a moment of abstract hostility that quickly turned to heroism and hearts melding, and suddenly my world ceased to matter. The sheer magnitude of affection kept my entire being focused on the most perfect moment. That first look into her eyes, searching the soul and realizing there was no need to look for a truth that was in plain sight. The tangible electricity of the first touch. How the world blazes white behind my eyes when we kissed. The embrace, firm and yet not suffocating. A slight twinge of anticipation as she pushes me down. The weightlessness of lying there with her. Contentedly helpless, I let her do as she wants. Fire! Oh, the Fire! The flames burning inside her flood into me. Burning so brightly, our passions arise, and neither want for water nor wish for stillness present. A sense of urgency and a hurried rade into a sweet oblivion. Then it happens, that final moment in our actions when everything is in perfect sync. Voiceless screams and our wi

Amazing!!!!
I had three friend requests yesterday from people who actually sent a message along with the request (really, is that so hard?) AND had read my profile!!! Simply amazing - 3 in one day that read my profile. Must be a new record. I'll try not to get too excited though, it could just be a fluke.

Tell Me Why
Ok from my understanding everyone on this site SHOULD be atleast 18 am I correct? Then someone please explain to me why it is we have silly little simple minded imbreds that like to rate pictures that show anything at all as NSFW? I just dont get it at all I really believe there are more children OR virgins on this site or perhaps little boys that need to grow some balls or little girls that havent yet let go of mommys skirt then we think.... I for one believe if you cant handle a little skin you are in the WRONG place!

Father And Daughter Bond
While I was sitting on the couch last night watching TV I heard one of my rug rats coming down the stairs. I looked over at my daughter and told her she was crazy. Cause I tell her she is crazy all the time for some of the stuff she does. She walked right over to me hugged me and gave me a big kiss on the cheek. How could you ever get mad when they go and do something like that. Then I came to realize that she does that all the time and I am just now catching it. When ever she doesn't listen or when she wont clean her room(which is dirty at least 5 times a day, of course her brother helps her destroy the place) I get mad at her and explain to her why I am mad and she goes and does something so sweet that I end up helping her out anyways with whatever she was cleaning....I just realized last night how wrapped she has me and it made me laugh. I already have the hardest time telling her no I am not sure what I am going to do when she gets older and everything is that much more impo

1/30/08
Wow, i have learned so much in the last two days, it is absolutely rediculous... BJ, my soon to be ex husband, finally fessed up and told me that it was true that he cheated on me last january... 3-4 hours after i left him for hurting me one night. then the very next day he came down from wv to nc and talked me back for another 8 months of hell... his step-dad called me after i left bj this last time and told me that there was an 18 year old girl in the town where we lived claiming that BJ had gotten her pregnant. of course i confronted him about it and he denied it. Well, i eventually let it go, who really cared anyway? That's what I thought, lmao... this past sunday he calls out of the blue to tell me he needs me to help him with the taxes and he'll give me some of the money, he'd be down here in nc monday. I didn't see him monday, he made up lies all day to avoid it. I met up with him yesterday to supposedly do the taxes, nope, he came clean about the cheating becaus

Yay!
I am SO EXCITED! Mr. Dave and I found an apartment and we're going to start moving our stuff there soon. YAY! I'm seriously so damn happy about this. I feel great about it too, no feelings that I shouldn't do this. This is such a relief for the both of us. I'm so happy.

Steak And Roses
------Original Message------- Here's to T-bone Steaks, Yellow Roses and Friendship READ THIS!!!! and then reread it. Especially the last part... I walked into the grocery store not particularly interested in buying groceries. I wasn't hungry. The pain of losing my husband of 57 years was still too raw. And this grocery store held so many sweet memories. He often came with me and almost every time he'd pretend to go off and look for something special. I knew what he was up to. I'd always spot him walkin g down the aisle with the three yellow roses in his hands. He knew I loved yellow roses. With a heart filled with grief, I only wanted to buy my few items and leave, but even grocery shopping was different since he had passed on. Shopping for one took time, a little more thought than it had for two. Standing by the meat, I searched for the perfect small steak and remembered how he had loved his steak. Suddenly a woman came beside me. She was blonde, sli

Family & Friends
TO MY DEAR AND SWEET FRIENDS I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR TIME AND ENGERY THAT YOU HAVE PUT INTO STANDING BESIDE ME. THERE IS NO WAY I CAN CAN REPAY YOU ALL FOR YOUR AWESOME FRIENDSHIP. I CAN ONLY BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED ME. I JUST CANNOT PUT THIS IN TO WORDS AND ONLY SPEAK FROM MY HEART. SOOOOOOO I WILL BE STAYING ON FUBAR MUCH LOVE!!! ♥ XOXOXOXOO

Females Taking Applications... Why Fantasize...
Woke up and was wet as hell this morning. As I laid there fantasizing about having my pussy eating. I grabbed my vibrator next to me and start to satisfy myself............... hummmmm any females out there will to fullfill my fantasy......Taking Applications!!!!

Ive Started The Countdown . Yeah A Lil Early
Ive made my reservations .. ive started the planning .. and Im all ready to Go on Vacation !!!! Im heading back to the beach this summer for a week long camping stay .. And I cant wait ! I'm hoping next year's trip will Include some of my friends from here !.... Get your own free countdown at MyspaceGeek.us

I Am Giving Up On Love......
Because love has given up on me. Every time I start to like a guy they pull the whole "oh I just want to be friends" after all I do. Or they get what they want or realize that they won't get it and then they leave me hanging. I am sick of it. I am tired of giving them everything only to get nothing in return. I knew that my fears were right. I am destined to be alone. Guys are jerks and they have no respect for women. All they care about is getting what they want. Fulfilling their needs. Well what about my needs damn it? What about my feelings? Why don't guys ever think of anything but themselves? Why do they run? Are they really that fucking scared of love? And if they are why do they run from it instead of facing it like we do? they just don't understand us. They don't understand anything other than what their dick tells them. I swear I am just going to go full on lesbian. I am sick of this crap. UGH...Fuck men and their cold hearts..............

Need Help, Naming The New Puppy
Hey all, I need help naming my new baby girl, She is a black female purbread pug. If you check out my pictures in the folder The newest addition to the family you will see a little more than a dozen pictures of her, I will take any sugestions.

Gandhi's Ashes Scattered At Sea
From the BBC: Gandhi's ashes scattered at sea Ashes of Indian independence leader Mahatma Gandhi have been scattered off the coast of Mumbai to mark the 60th anniversary of his assassination. Full story at BBC: Gandhi's Ashes Scattered at Sea Gandhi's Talisman - Mahatma Gandhi (2 October 1869 – 30 January 1948) “I will give you a talisman. Whenever you are in doubt, or when the self becomes too much with you, apply the following test. Recall the face of the poorest and the weakest man whom you may have seen, and ask yourself, if the step you contemplate is going to be of any use to him. Will he gain anything by it? Will it restore him to a control over his own life and destiny? In other words, will it lead to Swaraj (i.e. freedom) for the hungry and spiritually starving millions? Then you will find your doubts and your self melting away.”

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....
Wisconsin wheather sucks!!! How it can be 45 degrees out and than less than 12 hrs later be 20 below is beyond me. I swear if it wasn't for the no helmet laws and the bar on every corner I would be living in a much warmer climate.I can't even say the cig. prices are good anymore. I hope everyone else out there is at least staying warm cuz I am so sick of freezing!!

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to

Rip Dad....
This Picture was taken back in late September, early October.. on this day I attempted to Thank Denny for being the dad that he didn't have to be as I am not his biological daughter.. just his daughter of 17.5 years through marriage.. He took it all light heartedly ( on the outdside for my sake) and through a laughing, teasing face, said, he wasn't going anywhere all the while knowing that this would be the end of the road for him... Yesterday he was taken to the crematory.. ( my aunt went to witness him being put in the incinerator because of all the horrific stories we have been told of loved ones not being the ashes that are given to them) and for that I feel I must Thank her.. I don't think I or anyone in my family would have had the strength to do so... His ashes will be back today... It's hard to believe that a whole life has been reduced to a bunch of ashes in a little box.. I'm still finding it all a little hard to accept.. and I know in time it will be a reality but for now

1/30/08 Fu- Angels
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! ADDING THE NAME TO YOUR’S IS OPTIONAL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? Baby-Gurl *FU wife to Cuppycake* ~FU- Bombers Family Manager/promotor~

Read This !!!!
Ok ...... IF you are a friend or fan, or want to be one, you need to know this. I am an aggressive, dark, demented, bent (not warped BENT) individual. I wish MOST of the world would go away. I am sickened by cute and fuzzy. I Love the out there stuff. I CAN use whips and chains. I CAN cause pain and death. I CAN also be tender and loving BUT I AM A WARRIOR. I'm as lible to say F U as Hi to most people. I WAS in the military and HAVE ended life, and NOT lost sleep. I DO ACTUALY BITE! There is nothing more sexy on a woman than my teeth marks. IF you want to know ASK and I'll tell you. Thank you. If you decide to not be my friend now that is fine .... have a nice day

"best Come Back Line Ever."
This was in the Washington Post... the title of the article was "Best Come Back Line Ever." In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on Friday night. On Monday, at the Gwinnett County (GA) courthouse, Lawrence was charged with lewd and lascivious behavior, public indecency, and public intoxication. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch on his way home from a drinking session when he decided to stop, "You know how a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles or at least I thought there wasn't anyone around" he stated in a telephone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged 'need.' "Guess I was really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process of doing the deed

The Spoiled Under 30 Crowd .. Lmao
THE SPOILED UNDER-30 CROWD!!! If you are 30 or older, you will think this is hilarious!!!! When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what, with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning... uphill BOTH ways yada, yada, yada! And I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But now that... I'm over the ripe old age of thirty, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you kids today you don't know how good you've got it! I mean, when I was a kid we didn't have The Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!!

"think Outside The Box."
You are driving down the road in your car on a wild, stormy night, when you pass by a bus stop and you see three people waiting for the bus: 1. An old lady who looks as if she is about to die. 2. An old friend who once saved your life. 3. The perfect partner you have been dreaming about. Which one would you choose to offer a ride to, knowing that there could only be one passenger in your car. Think before you continue reading ****************************************** This is a moral/ethical dilemma that was once actually used as part of a job application. You could pick up the old lady, because she is going to die, and thus you should save her first. Or you could take the old friend because he once saved your life, and this would be the perfect chance to pay h im back. However , you may never be able to find your perfect mate again. The candidate who was hired (out of 200 applicants) had no trouble coming up with his answer. He simply answe

Someone Finally Said It.
Proud To Be White... Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. ...And then there are just - Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me "White boy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman," ... And that's OK. But when I call you Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi. You Have Yom Hashoah. You have the NAACP. And you have BET. If w

Sometimes
SOMETIMES WALKING ALONE IS VERY PEACEFUL, GIVES ONE TIME TO FOCUS. REFLECTION IS A GIFT NOT GIVEN TO EVERYONE. I WRITE BECAUSE IT ALOWES ME TO LET MY TRUE FEELING OUT AN GIVES EVERYONE THAT REALLY DOES CARE ABOUT ME KNOW HOW IM REALLY DOING. AN THE ONES THAT DONT KNOW ME YET INSIGHT ON HOW I AM IN REAL LIFE. I CARE ABOUT MANY THINGS, AN YET MANY THINGS DO NOT CARE ABOUT ME. I CAPTURE THE ONE TRUE THING ABOUT LIFE AN HOLD IT CLOSE TO MY HEART. NOT MANY PEOPLE SEE THE BLEEDING HEART SIDE OF ME BECAUSE THEY ARE BLIND. I CARE NOT ABOUT MATERIAL THINGS, NOR MONEY. AS YOU CAN TAKE NONE OF THEM WITH YOU WHEN YOU DIE. I CHOOSE TO INSTEAD LEAVE MY LIFE WITH THE ONES THAT HAVE BRUSHED UP AGAINST ME, AS THEY WILL NEVER FORGET WHO I WAS (SOMETIMES). IM NOT ABOUT POINTS, MONEY, GAMES, SEX, OR BETRYAL. THERE ARE A FEW SOULS I LOVE VERY MUCH!! SOMETIMES THEY KNOW AN SOMETIMES THEY CHOOSE NOT TO SEE. I AM ONLY FOR ONE! AN SOMETIMES HE FEELS ME VERY CLOSE. AN SOMETIMES WELL JUST THAT SOMETIMES. I LO

Lol
Fat guy gets out of the shower at the YMCA. His buddy looks at him and says "Gawd Damn, How long has it been since you seen your dick?" Fat guy says " It's been a long damn time" His buddy says "Well why don't you diet!" Fat guy says "Why, what color is it now?"

Stalkers
why cant stalkers just leave ppl alone.fubar is a place to have fun not for ppl not to be safe. i think they need to stop or eave fubar alone.there is know reson for ppl not to feel safe and have fun. sorry that is how i feel.

Latest On Me
ok here it is ewveryone i made it to Ga but so far its good except 4 a couple things yes male assholes and my baby pc was stolen so its going to take some time b4 i get back on a friend let me use theres to lerave this message fu bombers dont drop me ill be back as soon as i can love yall c yall soon

Lookin For An Awesome Time???
are you lookin gor a GREAT time?...wantin to hear AWESOME TUNES?.......wanna meet some INCREDIBLE friends? then come on into BADA BING...the HOTTEST lounge on fubar w an italian kick....KUM on in and meet QUEEN,DJ Bounty and DJ Phucker and the rest of the BADA BING family!!!!!

Meet The Bad Girls!!!
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Third Week On Chantix And Other Updates
well i said i was going to keep a daily journal of how i did with chantix... lol that lasted 2 days. anyway now i'm on my third week of the medicine, and i haven't smoked since friday before last. so this coming friday will be 2 weeks smoke free. unfortunately the way my finances are right now (and unfortunately the way they are going to be for a while) i really have no way of celebrating milestones... i can look at my counter and go ooh lookie 2 weeks smoke free and i dunno, eat a cookie... cept i can't afford them... so the not smoking is going well. i have to say today is the first day in a good solid 2 weeks that i've felt good enough to write or talk about anything. and i missed my therapist appt this morning (she cancelled not me) so here ya go. it started about 2 1/2 weeks ago on the weekend, i was feeling down-- and by down i mean not eating, not getting out of bed, staring at the wall, crying--and it lasted for a good two days. then i had to go to a dentist appt becaus

Help If You Can
I am in a 3 day blast contest now.. and need 3000 comments. So anyone who can help would be appreciated... This is the link to the blog on Stephanie Lynn's Page so you can read the rules even if you want to do it for your self. This is the link to the blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/162018/688924 This is the link to her page if the above link does not work and look for the blog titled "HUGE SALE! Blasts 1/2 off for limited time!!" Stephanie Lynn@ fubar This is the link to my pic. My Daughter is next to me also going for the 3 day blast... Here is her link also...

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Haven't Been Here In A While
Hey yall, Ima in Afghanistan and haven't been on the FU in a while. I posted this on my Myspace, but hell, why not post it here. This is called "fallen" 'If I told you how much I loved you Would you turn your back on me Would you run into the hills, run so far I could never see I could never let you know Hide these feelings deep inside And push you away, never let you even get close to me ~I have fallen, I will let you go I will not, be that man you will see In my bottle will be the tears that are left in me N I've fallen...In love I must let go~ I can see you dancing.. in my head N hear those words you whispered in that bed But this love.. I must let it go If I told you how much I I loved you Would you run..Turn your back on me ~I have fallen, I will let you go I will not, be that man you will see In my bottle, lay the tears that are left in me Fallen....Your love I will let go~ It hurts to much, I've got to hide Run from myself, while im still alive I jus

One For The Ladies
Now I lay me down to sleep > I pray the Lord my shape to keep. > Please no wrinkles, Please no bags > And please lift my butt before it sags. > Please no age spots, Please no gray > And as for my belly, Please take it away. > Please keep me healthy, Please keep me young, > And thank you Dear Lord, For all that you've done. > > Five tips for a woman.... > 1. It is important that a man helps you around the house and has a job. > 2. It is important that a man makes you laugh. > 3. It is important to find a man you can count on and doesn't lie to > You. > 4. It is important that a man loves you and spoils you. > 5. It is important that these four men don't know each other. > > Foot Note: > One saggy boob said to the other saggy boob: > "If we don't get some support soon, people will think we're nuts."

Secrets
If we could be like Dolphins, Swimming freely in the sea, Would our minds be open? Would our secrets run free? Would the gossip lay to rest? Will the tears and torment die? Will the holes in hearts heal? Would there be no need to cry? Will the passion flow free? For there's no need to hide, For without any secrets, You can't lose your pride. Will the rumors stop spreading? Will the lies finally end? How is it that we humans, Turn our backs on our friends? If we could be like Dolphins, The key will unlock the door, The lies will disappear, And the secrets will be no more.

~~life Lessons~~
~I've learned ... that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ~I've learned ... that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated. ~I've learned ... that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it. ~I've learned ... that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological. ~I've learned ... that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. ~I've learned ... that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. So

R.i.p. Bro
I have tried to be a friend. Yet I have failed in the end. I have walked beside you around every bend. Atlast we have came to the fork in the road. I move left you move right. Finally all alone at the end of night. My mind wonders... I cant help but ponder... are you alright are you all alone tonight in the dark you dont like for all that has happened and inspite my thoughts return to you while I lay alone at night, I wish you well and dont worry,I hold no spite. for a friend On this day, a friend who I went through hell with in the army has passed. He fought a battle after leaving the service and lost. His memory will live on in me. He was the best scout I ever knew. The best friend a person could ask for. For those of you who know me, you know I was a sniper in the army and this man was my scout throughout it all. We served together we lived toegther, we fought together. Finally we were given a battle that although toegther we couldnt win.So long my friend, my

So True
You are the only man I want to spend my life with You are worth everything I have done You had me secured In your love Until the end of time You are the only one I trusted You are the Love That is so true To hold on to There is nothing wrong about this I blushed at the first moment I am in your arms Life is wonderful With you by my side Alone,we are two Together,we are one Embracing the love, so strong Whispers in your ears A promise of eternal love Across each day and night My love will always Stay true

January 31, 2008
Unfortunately due to real life circumstances, we need to change the way we are levelling people for at least the next few days. I'm sure you've noticed the lack of blog posts the past few days, and we apologize for that. From now on, when you're online, please go into the Family Lounge Sin and LOL Family Retreat. There is no music playng in the lounge so it should load quickly and be a minimal strain on anyone's browser. We ask that you continue to "lurk" there while you're on, checking randomly to see if a link has been posted by anyone. When you come across someone close to level, post the link in the lounge, and either send shouts to other members to check the lounge or people will get them as they check through the day. I do realize that this is not as convenient as a daily blog, however it will keep us together as a levelling family and keep us levelling people which is what we all joined to do. Thanks for your understanding.

The Cure
WHEN I AM SORE OR SADLY DEPRESSED , I TURN TO GOD IN PRAYER ; I FIND HIM WAITING THERE . HIS LOVE IS FILLED WITH PLENTY OF GOOD THINGS THAT I NEED . NUMBER ONE = HIS WILL FOR ALL HIS CHILDREN TO SHELTER AND TO FEED . SO WHY WE EVER WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN WE ALL KNOW WE HAVE A GOD THAT WILL NEVER LET US DOWN AND WILL ALWAYS MEET OUR NEEDS , SO JUST TRUST AND BELIEVE . ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS SEEK AND PLACE ON HIM OUR CARES . BECAUSE THERE IS NO CURE FOR NOTHING LIKE THE ONE AND ONLY CURE = PRAYERS !!!!!!!

Declaring My Candidacy
Considering I turn the big old 35 today, so as a Birthday Present to myself, I wish to declare my candidacy, for the President of... NOTHING! My first act in office will be to do nothing. It will be followed by even more acts of nothing, as I promise nothing and will deliver exactly that--nothing! I guarantee that I will tax you nothing. I guarantee a balanced budget of nothing spent and nothing earned. In fact, the budget will have nothing to it, and it will take nothing to understand it. In the past there have been the Do-Nothings, the Know-Nothings, and they were just pretenders, because in the end they actually did something. I'm the real nothing. If you elect me President of Nothing then I guarantee you that I will serve my term as best I can, which is to do nothing. Tannim '08: Vote for Nothing, because it's better than anything we got now! My name is Tannim, and I did nothing to approve this message...

Me
A young life so cluttered with painful thoughts and confusing feelings My existance shoved into a little box Hopes, fears and dreams scattered among the pages .Whether what is written brings tears to your eyes or a smile to your face remember it is my soul you are reading and my heart you are feeling .Like a player playing her part I have gone through my life writing my script as I go along .I have spread my script out now for you to read A story of sorrow and joy love and loss unedited and unmarked .Me for you to scorn and judge but me none the less Me in my fullest.

Thoughts
I want to but why should i? I need to but can i? I wish to but do i? If only it was as easy as a thought, it would not evade me. Over time it manifests into a wound. Stinging when messed with. Bleeding for no reason. Spreading to infect the rest of me. Leaving me hurting. Some thoughts are best left buried under a bandage. At least they wouldnt be exposed for others to see for others to feel for others to touch for others to disturb but when they do, the pain is exquisite

Yeah, Sure. Why Not?
1. If you had to delete one person off of your top friends, who would it be? No one. I already deleted the 'unworthy'... 2. Your ex is on the side of the road, on fire. What do you do? Wipe the tears from my eyes, try to compose myself, take a real deep breath.... and then continue to point and laugh. 3. Your best friend tells you she is pregnant. What is your reaction? "I saw this movie. That makes me Danny DeVito! This SUCKS!" (Am I the only one that remembers Junior? http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0110216/ ) 4. Name one thing no one can ever take away from you? No one can take anything from me that I don't let them take. 5. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? -- EVERY THREE SECONDS. 6. What is the last thing you spent money on? -- Uh. Cheeseburger. MMM MMM. 7. Who is the most attractive female in your Fubar friends? -- Chastine, hands down. 8. What is the last thing you ate that had onions in it? -- DAMN THE ONION. 9. Do you

Words Women Use
Very useful information :-) WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not perm ission. Don't do It. (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to t

Cutting The Soul....
Cutting the soul... I think the young never know who they hurt They do some of the curliest things and don't even think The power of words I know very well With words you can bring a smile to someone feeling down You can share feeling to make a tear come to someone's eyes The written word lasts though out time You can not take it back for they are there for the world to read With words you planet a seed of who you are and what you believe Words can cause more pain than any bullet made by man With a single shot a life ends But words hits the heart and that pain always remains These words hurt when a person is looking for a friend You can know a person from their words You see their soul with each word they write You know if they have an open mind and a caring heart Or if they don't have a brain or a clue what the real world means I see others posting words that I know will hurt someone for a long time Words that will take hope away from the lonely Words that will pu

Train Of Thought (parts One Thru Eleven)
Wandered here to mesmerize stayed here to scrutinize layed here to buglarize our souls from our own eyes like a damn cheapshot waiting for daylight when we'll raise arms and fight until a thousand midnights go by my train of thought Fears have been stirred as our dream are brutally massacred now our lives, blurred as our speech is slurred because our eyes are bloodshot feeling like a hired gun and I'm trying to outrun the blast from a shotgun on top of my train of thought Entering this sleep, hypnotic the world around me, chaotic why is life considered exotic when everyone here is psychotic? thinking as an afterthought the only thing left is doubt are we all supposed to fade-out? because someone sold out? are our minds that distraught? As my emotions swung to my slain dreams, I clung the pain stung and screams unsung can't be heard from a blindspot realizing, shock seeing your own cellblock like a movie from Hitchcock floating through my train o

My Thoughts For 1/31/08
1. Seize the day! 2. If you love someone, tell them! 3. Don't be afraid to express yourself 4. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you...because when you decide the time is right...it might be too late! 5. Never have regrets 6. And most importantly, stay close to your loved ones for they have helped make you the person that you are today! ~Michelle

Valentine Application
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

"the First Call"
A triumphant man’s first call Is made during his splendid birth; A signal signifying to us all His very existence on this solitary Earth. His entry into this world of bleak mortality Is a journey fraught with much dangerous uncertainty; A travel through a Universe that far transcends The beauty and wonder of God’s Almighty Hands. Destiny and Fate shall always abide By this traveling man’s lonely side. For him, Life holds countless opportunities Which are shaped by Life’s unseen mysteries. As this man wanders further and further, Searching for the meaning of his very own existence, His heart and soul can withstand no longer The anguish of his mind’s mental persistence. Hence, he drifts throughout the passage of Time Discovering what is unknown to him; Wandering through Life only to sadly find The absence of a Light that had grown quite dim. A Light which shone blindingly, Giving hope to one and all; A flame that was lit with much intensity By a child’s v

Aces Up
Good music,Good people,Good times,and Great fun! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Odds are you will enjoy yourself! I'm betting you will stay awhile too! Just roll the dice and you are there! (repost of original by '~DJPhilburg360~~Dirty South Crew~~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~' on '2008-01-31 07:07:37') (repost of original by '*~¢¾DJ Amanda¢¾~*' on '2008-01-31 07:27:14') (repost of original by '~DJPhilburg360~~Dirty South Crew~~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~' on '2008-01-31 07:57:27')

Subliminal Messages
Subliminal Messages Alive and Well.. The debate over subliminal messages has been alive and well for more than forty years, and both sides of the issue have been explored in their entirety. Do subliminal messages exist, or are they just a figment of one's imagination? If they do exist, do they work, or are the advertisers just wasting valuable time when they could be devising ways to better serve their potential customers, ethically? These are some of the more popular questions being asked about subliminal messages. I'll let you be the judge. The first known experiment with subliminal projection occurred in 1956, when a special projector was installed in a Fort Lee, New Jersey movie theater by a New York City firm, Subliminal Projection Co., Inc. During a six-week period, patrons reportedly were exposed to two advertising messages projected subliminally on the screen during the regular presentation of the motion picture "Picnic." The words "Drink Coca-Cola" and "Hungary? Eat Po

America Leadership
The problem with America is lack of focus. We have allowed ourselved to get bogged down in minutia since the 1992 elections. The Bill/Hillary show started us on this long journey into stupidity and it has basically carried forward to this very day. We now have lowered the bar to a level we never should have for our leaders. At the same time we have become stupid over the requirements of leaders and political correctness destroyed what was left. We need leaders. Real ones. The problem is no one of quality wants the job. The focus of America is on entertainment. The items we should be taking tough looks at is shown below in no particular order. 1: Tax Reform. Taxes are out of control. Eliminate income tax and impose a flat sales tax. 2: Spending: Social programs are WAY out of control. Pork spending is at an all time high. Eliminate Social Security and Medicare. 3: The War on Terror. This should be our primary focus. 4: Stabilization of Iraq. We are making good progr

Please Help Find This Man!
If you're reading this.... PLEASE just take a second to read the news report and look at the pictures to see if you have seen this man. He's in connection with a 3 month olds death which authorities found on the side of the road after being thrown from a car. I'm posting with this the bulletin the mother of the 3 month old had written pleading for help to find this man. There is a link to the news report and a link to see a picture of the man authorities are looking for. PLEASE TAKE A SECOND TO LOOK AT THIS thank you also here is the link to the mother's page just in case you can provide her with any information http://www.fubar.com/user/158234 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I do not want condolences about this situation, I am posting this bulletin with a link that includes pictures of the man who murdered my 3 month old son in hopes that maybe someone has seen him somewher

What To Help
I am getting ready to do a special photo shoot today. If you want to help and get some of the pics from the shoot. Let me know. It is every easy. Just tell me what position or what to do. I will post a pic of outfit in my profile. It is a brown skirt, white top, and black boots. Just something fun for Valentine's Day. I will have a pink background and a chair. For helping I will send you a group of the pics. You can email ideas to exoticflame@yahoo.com or im me at stampcheyenne Thanks for the help

I Wanna
When you walked into my life You made me feel so right I believed in all your love, But you started holding on to tight I wanna fly, I want my life to be much more than just an alibi, Can't you see First star I see tonight I never wish for kiss goodbye, Now I am flying high I wanna see I wanna Dream I wanna live a life of happiness and true love, I wanna fly I want my life to be of all my dreams come true I wanna see I wanna Dream I wanna live a life of fantasy and fairytales, I wanna fly I want my life to be much more than just a journey Leading down the road to no where Future fading masquerading wonders And that's when I begin to dream (To dream) I wanna see I wanna Dream I wanna live a life of fantasy I wanna fly I took my time Learning my lines Trying to sort it out This life that I lead Its trapped me naive I wanna scream out loud Leave the past behind Now is my time I wanna see I wanna Dream I wanna live a life of fantasy and fairytale, I wanna fly

The Member
A certain young man finally got a date with a female of somewhat questionable morals that lived in his apartment complex. To prepare for his big date, the young man went up on to the roof of his apartment building in order to tan himself. Not wanting any tan lines to show, he sunbathed in the nude. Unfortunately, he fell asleep while on the roof and managed to get a sunburn on his "tool". But, determined not to miss his date, he put some lotion on his manhood and wrapped it in gauze. When the hot date showed up at his apartment, the young man treated her to a home cooked dinner, after which they went into the living room to watch a video. During the video, however, the young man's sunburn started acting up again. He asked to be excused, went into the kitchen and poured a tall, cool glass of milk. He then placed his sunburned member in the milk and experienced immediate relief of his pain. The date, meanwhile, wondering what he was doing, wandered into the kitchen to see hi

Are There Angels Among Us ?
Are there angels among us ? Some say there are angels among us. What do you see? Do they talk with thee? Do they walk side by side along with you? If only we knew. Do you take it all for granted ? Going through life with your feet still planted. Taking it safe, Smelling one rose at a time. As though living life was some kind of crime. I do believe ! That if there were angels among us; They would want you to act like it just was. Just to live ! Just to be! Just to give ! Just to see! To act , Like you only had the rest of the day. To Live as you if were free . Then I am sure they will stay. As a gift for you and me. Amen Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy © November 10, 2007

Their Valentine's Gift
And the winner was.... Their Valentine's Gift Thrashing around in her bed, she close her eyes, and thinks of her valentine. Imagining, his soft lips on her thighs, slowly working his way up to the forbidden fruit . Working her hands up where she is dreaming, his mouth is, she slowly, oh ever so slowly finds that hot place, where the sweet nectar is waiting to be released. Teasing herself with her fingertips, she feels the building fire that inflames her every desire. Watching from a distance, he feels his own self feeling a bit aroused, as he watches her pleasing herself. He wants to go over to her and taste the steamy nectars she is releasing, but should he interrupt such a wondrous sight. She sees him watching , this is making her even more determined, to keep the mystery alive of her hidden fruit. She shifts , as to cover but yet, never stopping her movements. He needs to see more, so he steps in the room, Her screams becom

A Soul's Burden
A Soul's Burden The bloody tears I cry, remind me of the thoughts I dread. Long ago the nightingales did fly, as visions of the happily ever after, danced in my head. One forbidden touch , that one single night. I gave into the lust of desire. The attraction at first sight. The passion, the heat , the fire ! I needed the touch of a man, the scent of you drove me mad. In the back of that Chevy van. You needed a woman's comfort. Every emotion was shared, giving into every other effort, letting each other know how much we cared, You kissed me , I was forever lost. Where do we go from here ? You are my boss ! Do we stop it now , and give into the fear. Or, can we face tomorrow living with what we have started. I know you cannot promise me tomorrow, For that will only cause heartbreak and sorrow. I don't want this moment to end. I have not felt this alive in ages You make my body awake with , deep pnetrating electric strides, We are in the beginn

Freak Show
You walk into the room....wrap one hand tight in my hair and force me to to my knees....I shiver as the realization of what happens next enters my mind. I wait with anticipation as you lower your pants to the floor....your erection clearing evident in the soft glow of the candlelight....Your other hand grabs your hard dick and it brings it up to my lips. I slowly part my lips....waiting....wanting....but instead of allowing me to taste you....you slap me with it. Goosebumps rise on my flesh from your teasing....you rub your dick across my lips....before I can stop you it is forced into my mouth....gagging me with your size. You laugh as you repeat that scenerio time after time....knowing I feel no threat from you....knowing my pussy is already wet and waiting for your assault on it. You walk me to the bed and tell me to get on my hands and knees....I smile....expecting to be feeling your dick buried deep inside me. I shudder when I feel your tongue instead of your dick. Starting

Trapped Inside
Trapped Inside Depression what is it ? Is it a feeling you fear ? Or is it something your brain does to punish you? When, at first thought that you had it all figured out . Why can't life just be easy for once ? Life' S little vacation from our sorrows and grief's. I am the one who will conquer it .I am stronger then the spirits think s. If they think I am going to give in , then they don't know me. I breathe air for my kids, as long as I have them nothing can bring me down for the final countdown. . I devour the pain through the sweet seduction of courage and the ability of knowing the difference . Can you say the same? Sapphire Jewel aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

Auction
hey everyone im in an auction and would really appreciate your support. follow the link below or if not go to my main page and select the fourth person on my top friends her name is tesha..go to her auction folder..while you are at it show her some luv... thank u all in advance =)

Growing Apart
Growing Apart Today I watched my baby sister get married; I looked on as she was all giddy and happy. I seen myself at that age, Where has the yrs gone ? When did my youth slip away from me ? I remember a time , not so long ago where that was me standing up at that podium ; Saying I do. Yesterdays Promises ; Tomorrows Dreams; All slipped away from you and me. Travel back with me in time ; Young and foolish so much in love were we, The memories do glow. I wish you could look at me the way you used to Kiss me to liven up every tingle I have to give. Embrace our love once more; For if you cannot do this, set me free ! Why do we stay together if we have lost what we once had ? I don't want to be second in your life ; I want to be first again. Love me like you used to; before our love was tainted and cursed. Sapphire Jewel Aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

A Wife's Plea
A Wife's Plea We lie sadly together but yet so far apart; How can we say what is deep within our hearts? Lost words forever hidden ; As we wash away our once glowing love saying good ridden. Will we ever be the same as the night we fell in love; remember the stars in the sky above. The smiles on our happy faces; we laughed and discussed each others lovely praises. Why cant we come back to that place and time? Where we just loved and it wasn't a crime. I need you now more than ever before; It is too lonely behind closed doors. Tell me its not to late; For our love to begin a new slate. Make love to me like the first night; Take me to the joyous heavens of your Godly flight. Whisper to me I love you; Like we were the only two. Let's forget about the past wrongs; Focusing on the future nice and strong. Take our love to the depths of eternity; Giving us the happiness we deserve in sweet serenity. I miss what we used to share; Loosing it is something I cannot

Call And Answer By The Barenaked Ladies
This is for all of my friends... If you call, I will answer... I think its getting to the point Where I can be myself again I think it's getting to the point Where we have almost made amends I think it's the getting to the point That is the hardest part. And if you call, I will answer And if you fall, I'll pick you up And if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think I only think about you When were both in the same room You think I'm only here to witness The remains of love exhumed You think we're here to play A game of who loves more than whom And if you call, I will answer And if you fall, I'll pick you up And if you court this disaster I'll point you home You think it's only fair to do whats Best for you and you alone You think it's only fair to do the same To me when you're not home I think it's time to make this something that is More than only fair So if you call, I will answer And if you fall, I'll pick you up And if you co

If I.................
If I....... If I had just one wish left; It would be that the love we share would last the eternity. If I had one miracle granted; It would be for the option to go back and have our love to have began earlier. If I could close my eye's and wake up for the surprise of a lifetime; It is yours and our kids' faces I would want to see. If I could rule the world; I would only demand more of your time. If I had only one song to sing; It would be dedicated to my family. If I was to be stranded on a deserted island; all I would ever really need Is you. If I was to die tomorrow; all I could have ever hoped for was that I knew I found my true love on the day we said I do. As Always, Sapphire Jewel Valarie A Laboy Copy right 2006

All Hallows Eve
All Hallows Eve Watch Out ! beware ! For tonight's all Hollows Eve: The witching hour will strike out the haunting screams. If the headless horseman shall have his way, Ichabod Crane will be done away. Count Dracula will return; To give unexpected damsels his deadly kiss . Werewolves and mummies alike; Search for innocents to prey. Ghosts and goblins walk the earth tonight , Recreating frightening scares. Into the witches brew there awaits the spell; Turning all those who don't believe, or heade her warning to leave, Into something as unimaginable you wouldn't want to be. Then you wake up to the nightmare; If you dare, To find that it was just your fears . You rub your eyes to find; All the scary things are in your mind. The monsters you once feared; Welcome you into their party, And offer you a beer. No need to be sorry It was only a dream. They do the monster mash and gather around. To wish us all. Happy Halloween to all And to all a

Godess Of Serenity
Goddess Of Serinity Take my hand don't be frightened I am the Goddess of serenity. To all those who love me they in return taketh from me my friendship , my loyalty, and my respect. For all those who loathe me, it is them who do not wish to understand . I am love not hate , peace .not war ; giveth me all that is good and I will cherish you for eternity. Sapphire aka Valarie A Laboy © 2006

Lezka
She's hot, shes got it all, shes bringing the real rock direct to The Ace Cafe, come see her or miss out on the time of your life!! Terror Brothers Radio is pleased to present to you, LIVE in The Ace Cafe .... !!!DJ LEZKA!!! Come to THE coolest place on fubar, for lots of drinks, laughs, friends, hot guys and girls and most importantly GREAT music!

Red Neck Dog Story
On a hot summer day, a redneck came into town with his dog. He tied the dog under the shade of a tree and went into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman came into the bar and asked who owned the dog tied under the tree. The redneck said that it was his . The policeman said, "Your dog seems to be in heat." The redneck replies, "No way dog's in heat she's cool kawse I got 'er tied unner the shade tree." The policeman says, "No! You don't understand your dog needs to be bred. "No way," the redneck says, "dog don't need bread, she ain't hongry, kawse I fed 'ER beef jerky this mornin'." Now the policeman gets mad and yells out; "NO! You don't seem to understand, your dog wants to have sex!" The redneck looks at him with a long pause and says, "Go 'head. I always wanted a police dog!"

D.u.s.t.y!!!
? i sing out loud when i'm by my self just not around others ? my goal is to live forever. so far, so good. ? i HATE when people steal shit from my page and put it on theirs. don't you have your own imagination?! ? i'm usually the one making people laugh ? i don't trust you. i don't care who you are ? i love my boobs. a lot ? if i could live at Taco Bell, i would. ? i will probably be the most ridiculous person you've ever met ? i'm sarcastic as hell. don't cry about it. ? i am a crazy drive watch out!. ? i get the urge to laugh @ the most inappropriate times ? i ALWAYS have to pee ? if you're gay, i automatically love you. ? i love my family & friends to no end, they mean the world to me ? i have a dirty fucking mouth ? cheesecake always wins ? i will whoop your sorry ass in pop culture trivia ? i have a weakness for love songs & hot boys who can sing them ? i have OCD ? i'm arachnaphobic ? apparently i'm a hypochondriac ? i'm easily amused ? i'm a hopeless rom

My First Contest
Daddy M has entered his first contest. it is Heartistic Souls Big 0 contest below is the link hope that everyone that I have helped and has told me how they feel about me comes over and bombs Daddy. especially all his babygirls. DaddyM

Golden Chain
Friendship is a Golden Chain, The links are friends so dear, And like a rare and precious jewel It's treasured more each year... It's clasped together firmly With a love that's deep and true, And it's rich with happy memories and fond recollections, too... Time can't destroy its beauty For, as long as memory lives, Years can't erase the pleasure That the joy of friendship gives... For friendship is a priceless gift That can't be bought or sold, But to have an understanding friend Is worth far more than gold... And the Golden Chain of Friendship Is a strong and blessed tie Binding kindred hearts together As the years go passing by.

5 Mins Of Your Time
Ok if anyone is friends with this girl, could you please tell me if she has my pix in her album? i dont know cause she wont add me and thats fine but if she is hiding my pix, thats F'd up Sarah

9 Words Women Use
Because we always need a laugh, read these 9 WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This mea ns something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's ok

Am I A Ninja? Or Not?
I was at this hippie bar in downtown Atlanta wearing a tie. It was funny, because in a sea of people “trying to be different” I am the one who really stood out as an individual. She walked up to me and said, “Hi”. She was adorable and very drunk. After about a half hour of talking and lots of drinking I asked how old she was and she said, “Shhhh. I’m 19, how old are you?” Stunned I said, “Old. I am 25.” To which she responded, “That’s ok, my parents are seven years apart.” Score. We got back to her place and had some of the most horrible, drunken sex ever. We both passed out and I woke up an hour later needing to pee in the worst way. I walked out of her room wearing nothing but a pair of dress socks into the darkest house ever created. I couldn’t see my hand if I fully extended it away from my body. So I gingerly walked down the stairs where there was more light. There was no bathroom down there… But there was the kitchen sink. Once I got to the sink I quickly realized it was to

Men Suck
I spent two damn years with someone in a relationship that was going nowhere before I finally decided to give up and bail and what happens? He gets married 10 months later to a girl he was "just friends with" when we were dating. Why do I even bother wasting my time?

You Don't Know Me By Harry Connick, Jr
You give your hand to me and then you say hello And I can hardly speak my heart is beating so And anyone could tell you think you know me well But you don't know me No you don't know the one who dreams of you at night And longs to kiss your lips and longs to hold you tight To you I'm just a friend that's all I've ever been But you don't know me For I never knew the art of making love Though my heart aches with the love for you Afraid and shy I let my chance go by The chance you might have loved me too You gave your hand to me and then you say goodbye I watch you walk away beside a lucky guy You'll never never know the one who loves you so No you don't know me You gave your hand to me...

Far Away By Nickelback
This time, This place Misused, Mistakes Too long, Too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore On my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know, you know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cause I needed I need t

Up For Auction
Hey whats up fubar friends. i am up for auction on ~ Dungeon Master MustangDos~Husband to Troubleina~@ fubar stop by and check him out, and feel free to bid your little hearts out. lol. thanks. here is the link to my pic. :-D HAVE A GOOD EVENING ALL!!:-D

I Fucking Hate Women
can someon please tell me what is wrong with the fairer sex? why is it that if a guy cheats he is a piece of shit for life, but when a woman cheats it's almost as if they find a way to justify it? i know i'm not being fair to all women right now, but every single woman i have ever dated has cheated on me. i am probably not the best boyfriend in the world, but i don't lie, i don't cheat, i'm not mean, or a bully. i think i'm relatively attractive, and i am intelligent, funny, and very supportive. does it just say sucker across my forhead. sorry needed to vent.

People Who Are Fake
Ok the thing that i cant stand is how people who act fake. The fake ones are the ones who talk and lie behind your back, trust me we have all gone through this more than once in our lives. I dont understand what is so hard with telling tha truth. I meen why lie the only thing it does is either makes you look like a idiot or causes problems for othersand the question is did it really work for you? Thats why im on a simple little thing called PROCESS OF ELIMINATION. I suspect lieing,untrustworthy,or tension in anyway instead of me getting screwed or hurt get rid of it before it happens. Lifes to short to be dealing with this kind of childish act.What happened to being a adult? Now i feel better now i can sleep.

Drunken Thoughts 2 Years Ago
a friday night blog So this one is at the beggining of the night as opposed to the day after like my first a week ago. I am sitting here in a OP IVY t shirt thats to small cause i am just that fucking punk. OK not really i just like this shirt probably more then i like the band. Now before you get on the "beat shawn up band wagon" just rest assurd i understand their place in the music world and recognize the fact that they were a pretty good band but you are not going to get me to worship the gods of punk cause i have to much to loose by giving up my industrial/goth/Emo heritage.....beer break......ok better. Now dont feal bad that you can't pull me to the "punk side" none has been able and oh have they tried.Oh yes and they have all failed. I just cant let go people so stop it. Besides all you punk people probably think digital watches are a "pretty good idea" R.I.P Duglas N. Adams i just have to say this before i continue fuck south korea...... OK i am a little b

Why Mr. Potato Head Is The Perfect Man...
If he says something stupid, I can rip his lips off and shove them up his ass... If he looks at something he shouldn't or just looks at me the wrong way, I can rip his eyes out and shove them up his ass... If he sticks his nose where it doesn't belong, I can rip it off and shove it up his ass...

Well Im Sol And Have No Life For 10 Days
the girl who's computer i have been using while here in tn is hocking it tomorrow so i wont be home most likely till i get home on or around the 9th im not gone forever thats for sure but GD im gonna miss yall cya when im back ttys love stacy

What Is My Sex Style?
Whats your sex style?Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Our Next President?
I had heard about this but a picture is definitely worth 1000 words! God save us!!! Respect Senator Barack Obama, Governor Bill Richardson, Senator Hillary Clinton and Ruth Harkin stand during the national anthem. Barack Hus sein Obama's photo (that's his real name)......the article said he REFUSED TO NOT O NLY PUT HIS HAND ON HIS HEART DURING THE PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE, BUT REFUSED TO SAY THE PLEDGE.....how can a man like this expect to be our next Commander-in-Chief????

Need Ya
I have entered a valentines contest Made a special tag for our troops Please show some love Please take tag and show a hero some love click on pic to comment and rate Thank you SWEET~THING Say thank you for valentines day

I Dont Get People
i am really irritated about this.. someone had the nerve to say 3 min on a treadmill is not a workout.. well if that person was actually paying attention.. i am on any cardio machine no less than 5 min and i go to 10 max... i was working really hard that day someone i know decided to say that.. they need to ktnow the whole story before they assume.. i am still having issues with my injury so i can only do so much.. that workout i was doing was alot.. i was on a treadmill, stepper, and bike.. total cardio that day was bout 30mins.. and then did alot of strength machines... i really want to tell him where to shove it..i am there tuesday..wedsday..thursday i am at the gym for 2 hours.. and on thursday i have a cardio class so i am doing the best i can.. is this not good enough or something.. gives me more motivation to prove that asshole wrong...sorry i am lil mad because people want to assume and think the wrong thing. and if it matters i lost 9 pounds in 3 weeks

Beyond Hell
He slips past the firey gates, And sits in the throne Where Satan crowns him With his very own horns And the red evil trident. Satan steps back in fear, As he knows this is the man Whose soul was on fire, Burning hotter than the flames Of this hell. He once sat in Heaven And violently was thrust To the depths of Hell itself, And this man has come to take over. Satan fears him, For this is the man That once touched souls With his words, And whose soul is forever scarred. His evil is righteous Because it is caused by pain-- It's caused by anquish of a love lost. His heart sliced by words of emptiness, His flaming soul extinguished By the absence of truth. He has taken over Satan's throne, And he show those that Become lost here A place of anguish and sorrow Beyond Hell. Robert J Nye (2008)

Naked Coeds, Vaseline And Whipped Cream!
Well, here you are. You should be ashamed at your predictability. You have now become the unwilling participant in a study on adverse human psychology. For the past several weeks I have been sitting here at my keyboard plugging away at poetry full of content and great entertainment value, and you know what? You Fubar perverts don’t care! I have a hit tracker that has been watching you. All of you. And it’s sadly apparent to me that my most popular posts are the ones that feature “sex” or “erotic” somewhere in them. Shame. Hang your heads in shame. I’d like to now qualify your level of moral degradation by conducting the following survey. Be honest with your answers. My hit tracker is watching you. It sees you. Really. And might I say, on it’s behalf, that you really need to rotate your underwear more frequently. If given the choice, I’m most likely to watch movies featuring: A) That precocious Shirley Temple and

I Miss You
Fuck, I miss you. Wait. That’s not poetic. Let me try it again. [wow, I sound pathetic] I ache for you like winter’s day craves sun’s sweet kiss and heated play. I long for you like April rains escape the clouds, same burst, same pain. Ah, screw it. I miss you. It’s as simple as that and no pretty words can erase the fact.

You'll Kidnap My Kids??
Last night I posted a few MuMMs SO the bashers came they called me all sorts of names and stuff... OK no big deal, usual shit Then one who should remain nameless (as advised by authorities), sent me a Private Message that stated that he was going to "come to my house, kidnap my kids, and rape them." What a lovely place FuBar has became.. Sure, come on over, get a bullet in your head. Excusable Homicide PS... yes i did report it, to FuBar staff, no (they haven't done anything lately for me), to the internet crime division of the good 'ol Federal Bureau of Investigation. Hope it was worth it.. you know, threatening to take my 4 & 2 year old's innocence... Call me whatever you feel necessary to say. Talk about my mom, who cares... You just can't say stuff like that... It's not "kidding", or "fun humor"

The Sailor
The moonlight shown upon the shore where I saw my windswept sailor bow... His cloak, it billowed in the windy night as he gently knelt and kissed the ground. His gaze, it fell upon my face As he lift his weary head... Would the whispers of my heart be heard? Or would he heed the sea instead? The voice that calls from midst the waves Has entwined his very soul My heart, it yearns, cries louder still For my sailor to choose home. The sea spews forth in gathering rage, its embrace a foamy mist... But my sailor does not turn his gaze as a smile plays on his lips. Unspoken words, their meaning clear Connect across the sand, As the moonlight on this stormy night Reveals him lift his hand. He slowly rises to his feet And beckons 'cross the night For now, his home is on this shore... his safe harbor, his guiding light. His eyes, they plead with me to wait to endure the changing tides To rise, to fall, to be the star that silently, patiently guides. My

Here Comes The Rain Again
Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Walk with me Like lovers do Talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Raining in my head like a tragedy Tearing me apart like a new emotion Oooooh I want to breathe in the open wind I want to kiss like lovers do I want to dive into your ocean Is it raining with you So baby talk to me Like lovers do Here comes the rain again Falling on my head like a memory Falling on my head like a new emotion (here it comes again, here it comes again) I want to walk in the open wind I want to talk like lovers do I want dive into your ocean Is it raining with you

So ... You Kinda Like .... Stole My Heart ...
so this guy ... has my heart .... and it sounds retarded but he does. he has had it for years and i just now realized it. i had a dream that he died before i got to see him again. i actually bawled all morning about it ... kinda pathetic and sad in a way. but then again i got to thinking today ... and i realized how much i care for him. i mean i have always imagined getting married to him and i thought he would be my prom date and i actually hated the fact that he wasnt. i don't know why i still care for him so much since i haven't seen him in forever and a day. gah i swear im losing my mind. thoughts of jumping on a plane and flying halfway around the world seem like a good idea right now. *sigh* what am i to do with myself? V1: Take time to realize, That your warmth is. Crashing down on in. Take time to realize, That I am on your side Didn't I, Didn't I tell you. But I can't spell it out for you, No it's never gonna be that simple No I cant spell it out for you C: If you just real

Baby Pool
The Baby Pool is now closed (January 31). There are 74 guesses to win the prizes. Some are really outlandish but funny. Thank you to everyone who participated in the pool, and good luck. Now, I can tell everyone that I have a doctor's appointment on Thursday for an ultrasound. The ultrasound will determine when I am going to be induced to get the baby out. I have been having complications, between my gall bladder, gestational diabetes, contracting for the past month and a half, and severe abdominal and back pain. I believe the baby will be out sooner, a lot sooner, than my due date. My guess is in the next 2 weeks. I hope others have guessed in February too!! Posting this now, having a contraction. BYEBYE

The Why's Of Men
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? ~(because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? ~(they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? ~(they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? ~(because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? ~(so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? ~(you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? ~(don't know.....it never happened) 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? ~(because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) ___________________________________________ Q: What do you call an intelligent, good looking, sensitive man? A: A rumour Dear Lord,

Buckcherry
Oh I had alot to saywas thinking on my time away// I missed you and things werent the same// Cause everything inside it never comes out right// And when I see you cry it makes me want to die//Im sorry Im bad,Im sorry Im blue Im sorry about all the things I said to you// And I know I cant take it back/ I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, And baby the way you make my world go around/ And I just wanted to say Im sorry...//This time I think Im to blameits harder to get throught the days/You get older and blame turns to shame//Every single day I think about how we came all this way/ the sleepless nights and the tears you cried its never to late to make it right/Oh yeah sorry! //

Jump On Board This 747 Soul Plane In Your Town! Holding Now 12 And Plenty Of Room!
FLY IN STYLE IN CLOUDS! COME JOIN THE SOUL PLANE! YOUR CAPTAIN OF THIS PLANE IS THE ONE AND ONLY GETTOFISHERMAN'S AND SNOOP DOG IN THE HOUSE! RULES: 1. RATE AND FAN ALL ON THE PLANE AND BECOME FRIENDS. IF ALREADY FRIEND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU BEEN THERE. 2. FOR FIRST CLASS WILL BE HAND PICK BY ME AND MY CREW.(GHETTO BOOTY ONLY WOMEN) 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE. 4. ALL DRAMA ALLOWED ON THE SOUL PLANE 5. DRINKS ARE 5 OR MORE AND PLEASE GIVE THE HOST MONEY! NO CHECKS , NO FOOD STAMPS, NO CREDIT! 6. NO SMOKING ALLOWED UNLESS YOU SHARE WITH THE CAPTAIN AND CREW. GETTOFISHERMAN'S THE MAN WHO LIKES TO FISH AND ALWAYS GETS A GOOD CATCH!@ fubar AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar

Wanted To Share This With The Family A Good Friend Of Mine Catch & Release Left This Comment On My Page
After messing up with my first two wishes: facefull of kittens & tiny headMy Gennie and I are excited about this one: Good as: The value immeasurable Forever like a diamond Rewarding A true treasure Cause I ended up on YOUR page ... (repost of original by 'Catch & Release' on '2008-02-01 11:18:20')

My Guardian Angel
My Guardian Angel By DJ Shimmer My Guardian Angel sits beside me. I'm never alone; I can feel the angel's wings. Whenever I have troubles, I feel a hand upon my back. And a warm, sensation of comfort Let's me know evil won't attack. I've prayed for this Guardian Angel Since before I can even remember. God has never let me down. My mother was born in December. Then, a mere twenty-one years later, I was born, one day. And I met my Guardian Angel. In the morn, in her arms, I did lay.

Read Me....i Wont Be Gone Long!!
just to let everyone know, i'm not sure how much i'll be around for the next week or so...i'm finally taking my laptop in on monday to get the power jack fixed and the guy said it'll take about a week...and cost about 300 bucks with parts and labor haha...i expected that...so i will be popping on using my family desktop (which is slow and retarded) when no one else is on and u'll probably see me on using vixie's laptop when i happen to be over there and she's not using it...until then, feel free to gimme a call if u have my number...or i'll try to keep yahoo on using my cell and u can hit me up there... i know its devistating to think that i won't be around for such a long *rolls eyes* time but im sure u can all survive and find someone else to keep u occupied during my absence lol... try not to miss me too much...and much luv to u all ♥

Longing And Lusting....
May the light of my mind cast shadows in your dreams. In the darkest confine a shimmer of hope.... You reach out to touch only I have disappeared. Why can't you see me? I am right here. Longing and lusting. Your realm of darkness forbades my existance, Yet your soul tells me different. An illusion.... a mere figment of your imagination? No... I am real. Can you see me? I am here.... Longing and lusting.

This Is So Sad (stop Child Abuse Now!!! )
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else i'm locked up All day long. When i'm awake i'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe i'll just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar. I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes I'm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work. He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And i start to bawl,

A Real Possiblity Of The Cowgirl In Pink Leaving Fubar For Good
I LOG ON TODAY TO FIND SHIT ON MY PAGE....EVERYONE AN ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME...KNOWS I HATE DRAMA AND ANY KIND OF BULLSHIT THAT GOES ALONG WITH IT....SO IT'S LIKE THIS YES ME AND PAGAN ARE A COUPLE...YES HE IS A VERY JEALOUS BOYFRIEND...MASTER ETC ETC ETC...THIS IS MY THIRD TIME AROUND WITH THE COWGIRL IN PINK ACCOUNT...EACH TIME I HAVE DELETED IT...FOR THE BULLSHIT THAT COMES ALONG WITH BEING JUST ME...IVE TALKED TO MANY GUYS ON HERE....FLIRTED AND WHAT NOT... I HAVE THREE RELATIONSHIPS WITH MEN ON THIS SITE WITH EACH ONE IT HAS BROUGHT ME HURT...PAIN...TEARS...I CANT DEAL WITH THE SHIT ANYMORE...SO I NEED TO THINK ABOUT IF I AM GOING TO STAY ON FUBAR OR NOT...DON'T THINK IT WOULD REALLY FUCKING MATTER TO ANY OF YALL IF I JUST UP AND DISAPPEARED OFF HERE...YES I HAVE MADE SOME REALLY GREAT AND WONDERFUL FRIENDS ON HERE BUT I DON'T NEED THIS SITE TO STAY IN TOUCH WITH THEM...GOT THEM ON YAHOO...I JUST FUCKING HATE BULLSHIT SO MUCH AND THE DRAMA OMFG....GET THE HELL OVER IT ITS A FUCKING

§ë××îí£á£ä's Fu Bling Giveaway Entry
§ë××îí£á£ä is in a Giveaway for 3 Fu Bling Packages and needs 12,500 comments in 3 weeks. Show her some love and leave some comments for her. Link to Giveaway... Make sure to stop by and show the host some love also. Stephanie Lynn is awesome and is always giving things away. You could not find a better friend here on Fu. Link to Ms. Stephanie Lynn... Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Thinking About An Auction
so, I've been asked to do a few auctions, but I've never done one. I was thinking about it...but I don't want to be embarassed if no one bids on me either. Whats the standard on these things, and where to go to find the answers? maybe I should just say forget it??

Pizza Potatoes
Pizza Potatoes 1 package scalloped potatoes (boxed-like General Mills) 1 can (16 oz) tomatoes 1 1/2 cups water 1/4 teaspoon oregano leaves 1 package (4 oz) sliced pepperoni 1 package (4 oz) shredded mozzarella cheese Heat oven to 400. Empty potato slices and seasoning mix into ungreased 2 quart casserole dish. Heat water, tomato, and oregano until boiling; stir into potatoes. Arrange pepperoni on top and sprinkle with cheese. Bake uncovered for 30-35 minutes. (note you can also use hamburger, sausage, or salami or any combination of them measured @ 4 oz)

How Can I?
Twisted truth threw my heart away today, And it stomped on my soul Once again. How can I be so in love with you, And despise what you do At the same time? All I wanted was honest love, One on one, and nothing between us, But alas, I am staring into the abyss Of another tortured moment Where reality set in. I am not the "one" as they say, I am just one. How can I come back to a place That never really existed? My heart has gotten smarter, And it braces for the agony That is to come. How can I return as if it Meant nothing at all, When you knew it meant Everything to me? I didn't mix the words, I didn't flourish them. The were straight as an arrow And pointed. How can I see past the pain? Time lies to me, Telling me it will fix it all, But it's not true, As I sit here in anguish And each ticking second crawls by Just laughing. There's no healing-- So, how can I? Robert J Nye (2008)

100%
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint... it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If:A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as:1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K is 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E is 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E is 100% and, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T is 103% And, look how far ass kissing will take you: A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G is 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and Knowledge will get you close, and Attitude will get you there, it's

Old Ladies
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her

The Eyes Have It?
I had always been told that when a man compliments your eyes, it's cause you are having a bad hair day, or you look like shit, or that there is nothing else to compliment. Recently, almost every man I meet is complimenting my eyes, and or lips, so now I'm thinking that I am looking pretty crappy, my hair looks like shit, or I'm in deep trouble, looking older than I thought. Wonder what the deal is....should I beleive them, or do they want something else? And why is it that I pretty much feel equal to most men, when i would rather be looking up into a man's eyes, not as an equal, but as a submissive, looking into his dominant eyes. I hate feeling equal, what a turn off, and completely vanilla

The Courtly Rituals Of Love
Eleanor of Aquitaine was many things, including Queen of France and England. She was also a patron of the arts, and during her reign as Duchess of Aquitaine, the troubadour’s art flourished. She came by her love of music and poetry almost as much by heredity as by inclination. Her grandfather, Guillaume IX of Aquitaine (1071-1127) is the earliest troubadour whose works have been preserved. Troubadours (Provencal: trobar, "to find" or "to invent") wrote lyric poems and music. The lyrics were written in the vernacular rather than in Latin, the literary language of the Middle Ages. Native to southern France, the troubadours wrote of chivalric love, setting down the code of behavior to be followed by aristocratic lovers. Courtly love had rules stemming originally from the Ars Amatoria (The Art of Loving) by the Roman poet Ovid. Lovers pledged themselves to each other and consummated their passion, maintaining complete secrecy. Since most marriages among the nobility were in the form

Useless
WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER FOR HELP WHEN I KNOW ITS NOT COMING OR VERY LITTLE,AT LEAST THOSE I ASK COULD POLITELY TELL ME THAT THEY ARE BUSY AND CANT RIGHT THEN ,BUT MAYBE LATER ON.BUT NO I GET NO RESPONCE FROM ANYONE HARDLY.THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW THAT HAS HELPED AND ONE THAT DID TELL ME SHE WAS SORRY THAT SHE WAS GETTING CAUGHT UP ON THINGS FOR HER FAMILY.IM CONSIDERING DROPPING OUT OF THE GIVEAWAY.I HAVE HELPED I DONT KNOW HOW MANY PEOPLE ON HERE ANDOTTEN VERY FEW THANK YOUS IN RETURN.WELL I TRIET SOMETHING I HAVE NOT HAD ON THIS SITE .I SAT THE OTHER NIGHT AND REALLY WONDERED WHY I EVEN BOTHER TRYING ANYMORE.IS THIS RELLY WORTH IT?

A Must Read
A MOTHERS LOVE A MOTHERS LOVE IS FULL OF GRACE SHE GIVES HER ALL AND ASKS FOR LITTLE SPACE SHE GOES AND GOES TILL THE DAY IS DONE HER VOICE IS A COMFORT TO ALL WHO IS IN PAIN SHE TEACHES US THAT LIFE HAS SO MUCH FOR US TO GAIN HER HAND IS A HEALING TOUCH AS SHE TEACHES US NOT TO FUSS NO MATTER HOW MANY OBSTACLES LIE AHEAD WE KNOW THAT MOTHER WILL BE THERE FOR US HER LOVE NEVER ENDS AS SHE GROWS TIRED AND WEARY HER BODY MAY SLOW AND HER SIGHT MAY FALTER HER TOUCH BECOMES LESS AS THE LIGHT BEGINS TO FADE NOW MAMA LAYS HER HEAD DOWN FOR THAT GOLDEN SLEEP SHE GOES AHEAD OF ALL THE REST TO PREPARE A PLACE FOR US TO REST WE KNOW THAT SHE WILL SHOW THE WAY LIKE THE SNOW WHITE DOVE THAT'S WHY WE KNOW THERE'S NOTHING LIKE A MOTHERS LOVE. THIS POEM IS DEDICATED TO RUBY M. KIDD (05-05-1946 TO 10-23-2001) GOD REST HER SOUL AND ALL OF THE OTHER MOTHERS OR MOTHERS TO BE IN THE WORLD! I KNOW THI

This Short Of International Incident
OK, First i have to apologize to the entire country of south Korea, because last night i got so fucking bombed i might have acted much more into the stereotype most Koreans have of us as loud rude Americans then i would every have hoped to. I am embarrassed mostly because i don't remember any of it and even if i had had a fun night then am still pissed cause i would still have had to have someone else tell me about it. Now when i say loud and rude i mean apparently in the most vulgar display i could possibly manage in my stupor of alcohol induced stupidity. i might have actually relived my bladder on someones car. I obviously had to be babysat and am so fucking thankfully the parties responsible for said babysitting were of sound mind enough to get me back to where i sleep without letting me escalate things to a proportion of international fucking incident. Now up till the point of which i apparently lost all sense of common decency I as well as the party witness to my episodes were ac

Ummm Reading
My story begins in a downtown parking lot. After having several drinks in the club "Eva" suggested that we go to her car to smoke a blunt. I took advantage of the situation and pretty soon I was touching and massaging her, before knew it we had our tongues in each others mouths. I slid my hands under panties and grabbed her round firm ass. I knew the kissing and touching was getting her hot so I made my move and my hand moved from her ass to her dripping wet hot pussy. Rubbing and fingering her pussy felt so good for both of us so I ripped all her clothes off except for her tee. I layed the front seat back and began to finger her juicy pussy. Since she was laying on her back I was able to fit two fingers deep inside of her. "Eva"s pussy was so wet and juicy by now that my fingers were completely soaked. Not wanting to waste this precious pussy juicy I stuck my fingers in my mouth so I could taste how sweet her pussy was. She licked and sucked her own fingers greedily.

~possessive Love Relationship~
I have written in an Earlier Blog "No More Drama" that I can no longer stand in the gap for friends caught in a possessive relationship....But please allow me to place to help one last time by placing this blog for my friends in need. ************************************************* Are you in a possessive love relationship? Is your partner clinging onto every moment of your life, or is it simply infatuation and he or she will soon settle down. Read on to understand the path of your relationship. One of the most magical experiences in one’s life is falling in love. Those butterflies in the stomach and blushy nervousness all make the days of courtship romantic and special. Suddenly we feel completely glued to our partner and it seems that you can’t live apart for even one minute. These emotional bonds of passion, affection, and attachment become the center of our being. But as you start settling down in a relationship, one partner may suddenly note the behavior partner of the

Wooooo Hooooo
1st let me say My baby b-day is today 39mints ago he turned 4yrs wow .. my last child ( I had my tubes clipped) We made a cake earlier and at midnight he blew out the candle. He was such a amazing help with making the cake. He did well adding in everything but the eggs, then mixing it without making a huge mess , I did the iceing , and he put the little bugs on the cake . Now I just wish he would go to sleep so I can clean house. Tomorrow I am taking him to toysrus and letting him pick out his own b-day gifts. He has a big scooby doo thing going on right now lol I also plan on taking him to a kids pizza place if I can find it . Im so bad with directions lol Im sad though to about it .. wanna cry .. I did on his 3rd b-day. Awww my last child isnt a baby anymore he is a big boy. ok im crying .. he will start head start in aug. Which he knows everything they teach them and more.. aww my baby is 4yr now wow. ok anyways he knows how to spell his name , recognizes his name, counts

Alone
Alone Tonight, I'll struggle with everyday issues alone. I'll close the door and shut out the light alone. I'll let my hair down and crawl into bed alone. I'll cover myself up and pray alloud alone. I'll lie in the dark and stare at the cieling alone. I'll count all of the shadows and block out the sound of cars alone. I'll turn on my side and look at the wall alone. I'll reach out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll call out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll cry out for you and I'll still be alone. I'll love you with everything in me in the cold, hard dark of my room and I'll do it all... alone.

Food For Thought People
WHO IS MY ANGEL? Once upon a time, there was a child to be born. One day he asked God, “They tell me they are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?” God replied, “Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.” “But, tell me, here in heaven, I don’t do anything else but sing and smile, that is enough for me to be happy!” He said, “Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel’s love and be happy.” “And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don’t know the language that men talk?” “Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.” “And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?” God said, “Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.” “I have heard that on

To Someone Special
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'Twould stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.

I Need Sum Nsa
the truth of the matter is I NEED TO GET LAID! if your in riverside and looking for an nsa weekend i can host but you must be #1 A WOMAN #2 Mildly attractive #3 live in or around Riverside CA #4 A STRAIGHT UP FREAK!!! Serious shit only i just left my ol lady of 5 years 4 days ago and its time to get back on that bick and ride the shit out of it. drop a line @taxtime4life@yahoo or get at me here. to the ladies who luv me look out for your boy to those that dont, yer shit is guac neways

He Was In My City.
THE BASTARD GIVES HIMSELF UP!! http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou08020_tj_seawallbbaby.7e2de265.html this whole situation had me stunned. i knew da faggot dat made this horrific act. never a friend jus some1 on my yahoo friend list. i talked 2 him da day before or da day of the tragedy. it was a regular convo, no signs of wierdness. . first of all, im jus disapointted that i had no idea of how fucked up he is. only thing that was a trigger was wen he (wha he said) argued w? sporks. i told da bastard 2 work it out w/ her as an advice thinkin he was sane. 2nd, dude is in my city as we speak. wha da fuck made him come here? they say family in MD but why he was found here? drew woke me at 4:30 am wit dat shit n i thought he was kiddin. so basically its this. imma take more time n less tolerance to observe people period but esp. on da internet. u never know som1 until the true colors are shown. im not gonna b as open as i was. only the ones i know here on fubar are

Getting Laid
serious business, i just left my old lady of 5 yrs, and I NEED TO GET LAID! S000000 Ladies, do me a favor its time for me to get back on that horse and ride, so if yer feelin like a cowgirl, ad yer down for sum NSA sex then hook yer boy up, get at me at taxtime4life@yahoo.com or find me here Ladies who luv me hook yer boy up, 5 yrs with the same piece is a long time so give credit for being that guy Ladies that dont, Well Dont trip cuz yer shit is GUAC neways. GUAC is short for lookin like guacamoli, and i just cant stomach that garbage. thanks and break a leg or get 1 broke off in ya!

If You Think You Have The Right To Judge Me... Think Again!
This is to all of the haters that judge people without knowing them! I gained weight because I have a traumatic brain injury! not because I sit around and eat or don't exercise! So all of you mother fuckers that think its ok to make fun of people... you are so wrong! I suggest that you fuckers get over yourself and stfu! Does it make you feel better about yourself? Well how's this... I hope all of you haters die a slow painfull death and then burn in hell for all eternity! I suggest you learn something about the person before you bash them! Your probably just doing it to cover one of your flaws! So again I say STFU! cuz really nobody cares!

Sore Butt
Yes.. i have a sore butt and no, it was not because of sex It was because of 3 games of bowling, now I hardly can move my butt and have been bed ridden for the whole day.. Walking sucks too cos it hurts...

Ponderisms
Ponderisms Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. But it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the

Top 10 Reasons Why Witches Don't Worship Satan
10. Scorch marks on the furniture whenever Satan manifests 9. Not even Lysol can mask the smell of brimstone 8. Hard to keep the flaming goat skulls lit 7. Decreased availability of blonde virgins 6. Blood stains from the sacrifices are *impossible* to get out of the carpet 5. Wailing of the damned souls in Hell keeps the neighbors awake 4. The cats keep attacking Satan's tail, which annoys him 3. Repeated stooping motions for administering the "Kiss of Shame" difficult on the older coven members 2. Demons smell even worse than brimstone 1. It's impossible to worship something that doesn't exist!

My Story, These Days....
There's a lot going on. Too much really. And honestly, I'm not sure how much more I can take. Here's the story, the short version, for those who don't know.... As of tomorrow, I will be homeless. I am moving all of my belongings in to storage today and tomorrow....then who knows what will happen. I've been struggling for a long time, and now it has reached critical mass. Epic Fail for me! And as if that was not enough stress and worry....the whole situation has caused the man I was seeing to break up with me...run scared. And he did it via a text message mind you! I guess I can't really blame him, but it still hurts. More than I imagined it would. I thought that I had found someone to accept me for who I was...bumps, bruises, broken pieces and all. But this temporary situation was more than he could handle I guess. Is this really my life? What did I do to deserve this? I'm not sure I will ever know the answer to that question. I'm not sure I want to know the

A Message From My Very Special Friend
I received this very sweet message from my dear friend on Fubar: You are most welcome and you are the sweet one here. You are basically the only one on here that has treated me with kindness. Have been thinking about just closing my acct here since am not around enough to visit with anyone. Besides I spent a lot of time about a year ago in a place called Halsoft aka Vp, which was a chat forum a little like this is and guess should have learned a lesson from there. From what I gather here most don't really care who they add but rather how many points they get. You are a very sweet lady and I would say your bf is a lucky guy. I told my dear friend that kindness is a virtue worth more than all the points and fubucks on this site and that I valued friends more than anything. I plan on visiting his page and recommending this lovely person to all my friends here.

The Red The White And The Blue
The Red, The White, and The Blue What is this country we live in, this home of the brave, land of the free, as the stripes of our flag bleed with the truth of our past, we continue to insist on our undying devotion to global Americanization, And as the blood red stripes drip, and the blood of the Native Americans spills out onto every reservation, we denounce injusticem and promote equality, and as the blood stripes of the natives are intersected by the powerful white stripes, It becomes evident that they are not the only victims, and as the bold white stripes infect the formerly enslaved and long oppressed, it is known that the absence of darkness in the flag is no mere coincindence, for this nation had a great phobia of the dark complexion, And while the stars multiply like the smallpox epidemic that siezed so many Indian lives, we continue to advertise ourselves as a just nation, but now that all our past astrocities have become history,

A Question For Those Of You Who Claim To Be My Friends
I NEED TO ASK FOR SOME TOTAL HONESTY FROM THOSE OF YOU WHO CLAIM TO BE MY FRIENDS...I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT IS ABOUT ME THAT YOU ALL SEEM TO THINK SO HIGHLY OF ME...NOT JUST FOR ME BEING SWEET..OR KIND I WANT TO KNOW WHY YOU ALL HAVE ADDED ME..WHAT MAKES ME YOUR FRIEND...IF I DONT GET SOME ANSWERS I WILL BE DELETING MY PROFILE...BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I TRUST NO ONE AND DON'T FEEL LIKE ANY OF YOU ALL HAVE BEEN A REAL FRIEND TO ME AS I HAVE TO YOU....THERES MORE TO ME AS A PERSON...THEN JUST ME BEING CALLED THE COWGIRL IN PINK...I AM NOT A TOY I AM A HUMAN BEING BEHIND THIS KEYBOARD...I WANT TO KNOW WHAT YOU ALL SEE SO IMPORTANT ABOUT ME THAT YOU FEEL THE NEED TO BE ON MY LIST... THANKS KRISTI

I'm Pregnant
MyHotComments Well, I juss wanted to let everyone know that I am pregnant and I'm so excited about bein a first time mommy...:) It'll be my moms first time bein a grandma. Well, Wish we luck within the next 9 months :) Thanx all!

Bid Now!!!!!
The Auction is open and bidding will last one week! Come bid on your favorite or favorites and OWN one of my awesome friends. It's a great way to make new friends and nice to have someone on your side to help you level! ~Domking123~ Domking123 is AMAZING! He is my current owner and a great guy to have on your side when you are trying to get something accomplished! ~SassyRedhead~ This pretty momma is such a Sweetheart! She will show ya lots and lots of love if you bid and win her! ~MunkeeFu~ MunkeeFu is Awesome! She has a fantastic fu lottery going right now too! Don't forget to ask her about that! ~KingSlut~ Kingslut is kickin fu butt and taking names. Just last week he was green and look at him now! ~Reese~ Reese is one of my newest Fu friends but a total sweetheart! Check her out and show her love. ~GothicJuggalo~ Where are all the juggalettes at to bid on this handsome juggalo? I know you are out there! ~TheAnimal~

Untitled
hear i sit alone and crying inside you dont care as i cry i dress in black to fade into the shadows to you i suck to you im just a fuck maybe i should just cut out the one part of me that makes you stay i where black make up to make you undertand that i am human not hear for you to command i am a woman not a toy one day youll understand that i to have voice of reason and pain all i keep thinking is one day youll be dead and ill be free to be me

"cyber Love Gone Right!!!"
Just thought I'd give a little insight on cyber love. I was one of those who desperately searched for Mr. Right. It didn't matter if he lived in my town, 2 hours away or halfway across the country. I am a firm believer in internet romance since I have friends that have been married for 8 yrs and met online. It worked for them so I figured it could work for me as well. Well, I was CONSTANTLY on Cherrytap (before the days of Fubar, it was CherryTap and before that it was Lost Cherry! Those were the good old days!!) I met ALOT of friends and had found someone I absolutely fell in love with. He was in California and it ended up bein a love hate relationship of sorts. Many a good blog came out of that. Everytime I was happy, sad, upset, or just flat out pissed, I wrote about it. This went on for almost a year! I was head over heels in love with him, and I thought the feeling was mutual. We would fall out, not speak for 2 weeks or so, then he'd IM, tell me he'd been miserable without m

Newborn Baby
Mutilated Body of Abandoned Newborn Found Near Dog Kennel Friday, February 01, 2008 NEW SARPY, La. — The mutilated body of a newborn baby, with the umbilical cord still attached, was found by a St. Charles Parish, Louisiana man who had gone into his yard to feed his dog. The body was found Thursday just within reach of the chained animal but it was unclear whether the dog had anything to do with the baby's death or the mutilation of the body. The lower part of the body was missing. The body was wrapped in bloody white sheets or towels and was found just outside the gate of the kennel, Sheriff's Office spokesman Capt. Pat Yoes said. The dog, a 4-year-old female mixed-breed Labrador retriever named Midnight, would not have harmed a child, homeowner Alice Wells said. "She is a very gentle dog," Wells said. "She doesn't even eat table scraps." Yoes said a family member went out to feed the dog shortly before 4 p.m. and discovered the body. Family members were being int

My First Auction,, Show Me Some Love And Bid On Me
Mr.D is Offering Rate all pics 11's during Happy Hours. Owned by___ in his name for 1 month Buy random gifts for the month Keep you 100% drunk for the month Rate all your stash during Happy Hour. Weekly Pimpout 2 Morphs 1 SFW Salute Add you to his family

Husbands Compliments
A man was just coming out of anesthesia after a series of tests in the hospital, and his wife was sitting at his bedside. His eyes fluttered open, and he murmured, "Youre beautiful." Flattered, the wife continued her vigil while he drifted back to sleep. Later, her husband woke up and said, "Youre cute." Startled, she asked him, "What happened to beautiful?" "The drugs are wearing off," he replied.

Lol
Answer the questions after you read them and see if you get them right. Don't go back and delete what you thought the answer was. Can't wait to see the answers. 1.When I go in I might cause pain. I cause you to spit and ask you not to swallow. I can fill your hole. What am I? 2.A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. What am I? 3.I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes lick my nuts. What am I? 4.I go in hard. I come out soft. You blow me hard. What am I? 5.All day long, it's in and out. I discharge loads from my shaft. Both men and women go down on me. What am I? 6.I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When you blow me, you feel good. What am I? 7.If I miss, I hit your bush. It's my job to stuff your box. When I come, it's news. What am I? 8.I offer protection. I get the finger ten times. You use your fingers to get me off. What am I? 9.I assist an erection.

Yup Another Contest! Lol
well actually I am in 2 contests! I am in another auction and another commenting contest!lol yeah I know....haha well if you want to Fu-Own me for a month check out this pic and bid on me....heres the link go and check out what you can get if you outbid everyone~~~~~~ the commenting contest I am in.....it pays the top three with the most comments....help me out....would be greatly appreciated! heres the link~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks everyone!!!

Check My Tags I Made For My True Family -love U All
imikimi - Customize Your World HAPPY VALENTINE TO ALL MY FAMILY & FRIENDS.CHECK FOR PIC DONE FOR YOU.IF I LEFT SOMEONE OUT SHOUT ME LOL YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE.LOVE BE SAFE. imikimi - Customize Your World

Http://weirdo.com/ Same Bat Time; Same Bat Station
What is this, some kind of backup domain? Is it so people can post links like "look at the goofy at this link!" http://weirdo.com/ Pretty odd huh? Like youself, I'm a weirdo too.

Update On The Smoothest Ride In The Sky! The Soul Plane Now Has 21 On Board!
FLY IN STYLE IN CLOUDS! COME JOIN THE SOUL PLANE! YOUR CAPTAIN OF THIS PLANE IS THE ONE AND ONLY GETTOFISHERMAN'S AND SNOOP DOG IN THE HOUSE! RULES: 1. RATE AND FAN ALL ON THE PLANE AND BECOME FRIENDS. IF ALREADY FRIEND THEN LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU BEEN THERE. 2. FOR FIRST CLASS WILL BE HAND PICK BY ME AND MY CREW.(GHETTO BOOTY ONLY WOMEN) 3. MUST HAVE A SALUTE. 4. ALL DRAMA ALLOWED ON THE SOUL PLANE 5. DRINKS ARE 5 OR MORE AND PLEASE GIVE THE HOST MONEY! NO CHECKS , NO FOOD STAMPS, NO CREDIT! 6. NO SMOKING ALLOWED UNLESS YOU SHARE WITH THE CAPTAIN AND CREW. GETTOFISHERMAN'S THE MAN WHO LIKES TO FISH AND ALWAYS GETS A GOOD CATCH!@ fubar AKAMRS. T~LIL PLEASURE~LIL BUSINESS~DYLON'S DIVA~@ fubar

Poem For Alijah James
Forever Now Cradled In The Arms of Angels A life Just Barely Lived. One So Small And Sweet, Shall Sit At Jesus Feet Surrounded by His Love and Care And Serenaded By The Stars. No More Fear And No More Hurt You're A Child Forever There. 20lbm08

Wow...do You Get This??
So how many of you get shouts like this in your shoutbox?? I get one almost every day...sometimes about giving head sometimes about licking pu**y and anal and all sorts of other things....Misterfeet gave me this great response though :D Many Smiles April ♥

*simply Me*
I love to be in love (don't we all?) but I guess I have never found the "one" for me - I suppose he exists but where the hell is he? I have had a few practice runs but the "one" for me hasn't touched me yet. He could probably be looking at me from across the room and I likely wouldn't even recognize him. He could be talking to me on the phone and I know I wouldn't know who he is. I wish I could chase rainbows with the man I love - hmmmm... what a thought. It would so totally elate me and feed my desire to endlessly run in the breeze on a beach, in a park, a field, who cares where - just run with me! Him holding my hand so I don't fall (ha ha ha, wouldn't that be a funny sight - boobs first into the ground and bouncing off my own built in cushions... lmfao I can so totally see this) - being chased even so I don't get there first is just so thougtfully romantic. Hell, I would even settle for falling over him - what about just plain falling for him while running and chasing the same b

How Can You Always Grow If You're Kept In Line? You Can't.
The notes on the piano go silent. The keys have stopped allowing themselves to be played. Time has froze. I can't hear myself think. I grasp the camera in my hand, trying to make sense of this reality. Maybe it will be more real to me once I breathe. I look up and I see a tree growing in the wrong direction held hostage by the power lines. Here I am sitting in the passenger seat, not existing as the person I am deep within. Instead, I am the person wishing who blows on her eyelashes when they fall out. I wish to be set free from the power lines. I know I have to tiptoe ever so softly toward the stars and find out what they have written for me in their opaque pages of fate. Yet a fortune cookie thought lights up inside my head like a light bulb with Chinese symbols painted on it: "Pick up the pieces. Get on with your life." I go into deep thought. The symbol of a white rose etches itself into my minds eye. "Life is not about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself." I blink. T

In Search Of
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A Conversation Over A Bible Study Mumm
read from bottom to top ->☺...: thanks ill try Double N: u too! ->☺...: u didnt have to rerate me and u have a good night Double N: It's cool, I am gonna get offline now, I am tired. I'll rate you a 10 okay ->☺...: its ok, i know where ur commeing from even tho i dont have kids but i am an uncle and my neaghbor is a chruch going type of person and hosted a few bible study groups at her house Double N: it's ok, I'm sorry I called you an asshole and a scumbag. I just feel like these poor kids have no choice. ->☺...: sorry if i made it seem like i was attackin u, i wasnt tryin to attack u at all Double N: well it's there so I guess that will do ->☺...: well i know lot of people dont read bulletins, i try to read blogs i can say bout everyone else reading blogs Double N: believe it or not, I had it in bulletins, and blogs, yet no one looked at it. When it was a mumm, I had 200 views, I felt like I was doing something right. Oh well. They dele

Never Say Goodbye
The times we share are full of magic I’m so glad that you decided to turn it something so real. You make me fall in deeply in love for you But for you, the whole time it was always so true… It makes me mad that you can’t understand me Now at this point it looks like you would never abandon me…your love and caring has blossomed so much for me. The laughs we share are a lot of fun They seem to be something we do and theres more everyday. Our special corner; it made me so glad now when I think of it I become so happy that you are mine. Always trying to find each other’s weakness Now it doesn’t matter we have a lifetime to learn,And then there after. Just the sound of your voice on the phone It made me want to be with you when I felt so alone… I love our long talks until two in the morning It makes me feel so good, our relationship is forming… Your singing is so perfect; it makes me weak in the knees,You are the one I truly needed I want to make this

Did You Know
.... every 20 minutes a child is diagnosed with Autism in the USA..... or that it affects 1 in every 150 kids Autism (say: aw-tih-zum) causes kids to experience the world differently from the way most other kids do. It's hard for kids with autism to talk with other people and express themselves using words. Kids who have autism usually keep to themselves and many can't communicate without special help. They also may react to what's going on around them in unusual ways. Normal sounds may really bother someone with autism — so much so that the person covers his or her ears. Being touched, even in a gentle way, may feel uncomfortable. Kids with autism often can't make connections that other kids make easily. For example, when someone smiles, you know the smiling person is happy or being friendly. But a kid with autism may have trouble connecting that smile with the person's happy feelings. A kid who has autism also has trouble linking words with their meanings. Imagine trying

Hot Or Cold
Do you know when to use heat or cold therapy for an injury? If not, a recent review article by two University of Washington sports doctors, Matthew Karl, MD, and Stanley Herring, MD, can be your guide. Karl and Herring point out that the application of superficial heat to your body can improve the flexibility of your tendons and ligaments, reduce muscle spasms, alleviate pain, elevate blood flow, and boost metabolism. The mechanism by which heat relieves pain is not exactly known, although researchers believe that heat inactivates nerve fibres which can force muscles into irritating spasms, and that heat may induce the release of endorphins, powerful opiate-like chemicals which block pain transmission. Increased blood flow occurs in heated parts of the body because heat tends to relax the walls of blood vessels. That's one reason why sports doctors recommend that you steer clear of the practice of heating up already inflamed joints. Heat appears to be best for untightening muscles

Tag Your It
I have been Tagged by the lovely Moon Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I still smoke 2. I love the Dallas Cowboys 3. I lived in alaska, nevada, washington, and now texas 4. When I am stressed I listen to music 5. Friendship is really important to me 6. My family like me all have a weird morbid sense of humor 7. I have three kids 8. I hate loveless relationships 9. OH and I love to write when I can find things to write about. 10. airc, prue, knightrider1, nana

Poem #8
Love: What I want is you. I want you to know my love is true. I want to go to sleep with you beside me. And wake up to your shining beauty. I want to wrap myself in your sweet embrace. And never go a day without seeing your shining face. Around you I shed happy tears. Around you I have no fears. I am yours to have and to hold. Your kisses save me from the greatest cold. I don't want your love to go away. But I also want you here to stay. In my heart I want only you. To be there in whatever we do. I shall not push you to stay, But my love for you shall never pass away. Take my soul, body, and heart. I just hope that we will never part. Take these words and keep them near. Because in my life, I already hold you dear.

Times Like These...song Lyrics
Times Like These by Foo Fighters I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright burning off alone it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again I am a new day rising I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight I am a little divided do I stay or run away and leave it all behind? it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again

American Ingenuity
Ok so I had flipped on the news by accident and they had an old news story up about how a whale had washed up on the beach dead in the 70's....It was starting to rot and the smell was horrendous. What do we do with it, how do we get rid of it was the question. The Dept of Transportation had no idea what to do about it. For me, being a rational man, common sense would tell me to just toe the carcass out to deep water and let the scavengers feed on it. Now this was my thought, just making it clear......Well they started debating what to do and they came to a consensus that it needed to be cut up so they could dump it somewhere to let the wild life feed on it. They then decide to use the method they use on large rocks. They blow them up....lol...Well they contact the Navy and the Navy wires the dead whale up with explosives to break it up into pieces. In reality, they prolly put enough explosives on it to sink a destroyer. They ignite it before crowds of people to see how it'd wor

Hate
One of the things I've always struggled with is hate. It's a very strong and potent emotion. Entire nations have built armies on hatred alone. The only problem with hate as a motivator for life's actions is that it's self consuming. It works great! It's like putting a cruise missile on your car and driving down the highway, you go very, very, fast but in the end you crash and burn. When most people think about hate they usually imagine that someone decides to do ill will toward another. For example, if you discover your spouse is cheating you'll very likely hate the person that is sleeping with your spouse and probably your spouse too. That's hate in its most basic form, but hate is like Sherwin Williams and comes in many colors. We all have our favorites. For me, hate was a great way to achieve goals. I would consider all of those who had done me wrong and paint their face across my psyche as I attempted to succeed in my ventures.* school, family, work* I would imagine ho

Answers
SMART ASS ANSWER #6: It was mealtime during a flight on American Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast

Stroke Your Dicks
It is 10am. I already talked to you once online today. Told you about my morning shower I was so horny I brought myself to three amazing orgasms. Thoughts of last night had gotten me so excited I couldn't control myself. Last night was fun. I made you cum with just my words. Typing out a seductive fantasy that got you so hot you just had to release. It was such a rush knowing I had that kind of power over you. And it made me so fucking horny. At least it was a quiet day. I could sneak off to the bathroom and cum again during lunch. I checked my email, went on Facebook and played a turn at scrabble, made a few calls. So frustrating when all I wanted to do was lie in bed and fuck myself into a blissful coma. That's when the Fedex arrived.....I weren't expecting anything......Oh my god! It was from you. I couldn't imagine what it could be but after last night the ideas that flashed through my head soaked my panties. I hesitantly opened the box, trying to be discreet so my co-wo

And The World Keeps Spinnin'
So, just needed to vent here. The woman I love has two children. I have come to care about these boys through the stories andconversations we have about them. I haven't met them yet in person, because we have chosen to take that part slow. I have no problem withthat, as I also am easing her into the lives of my daughters. That said, I just need to vent about the father of her youngest son. Today, she took the little boy to emergency care because he had a fever. When she called to let me know, I was informed that the boy's father had refused to come to the hospital. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH MEN LIKE THIS? Look, if you don't love your child's mother anymore, fine. Don't. That part of your life is over. BUT STAND BY YOUR CHILDREN. STAYING HOME TO REST UP FOR THE FUCKING SUPERBOWL IS THE MOST ASSININE EXCUSE EVER. If YOU are this type of asshat, I seriously hope sometime in the near future you get horribly disfigured in an industrial accident. I don't want you dead. I want

Our Journey
Life is nothing more than our path to death, We are born to walk with each breath, To enjoy our walk is up to us alone, Through us the truth is always known, Beauty, ugliness, and all we see, This in truth is our legacy, To close our eyes as we take this walk, To never take the time to hear or talk, These are things we must not do, For this path we take is our legacy true, To share that which we observe and learn, These are things for which we all yearn! This is my take on life I hope I didn't offend anyone.

Slave's Contract
I am your servant. I shall not be free. You will protect me; you will keep me safe; you will guard me. You will keep me sound; you will protect me from every demon." An Ancient Egyptian woman's slave contract that was shared with me.

Just Blabbing
I love to dance, play sports and things so active like that. Then i had an accident as a child and now i cant do any of it. I loved wearin heels. The doc told me I cant even do that. All cuz i broke my back. I guess this is the reason i'm really not lookin for anything. I mean I would be work if any man had me. I have to wear a back brace under my clothes lol. I sound like such a loser. Wonder if there's any support groups for broken dreams? lol

Saying Goodbye
Well folks my time here has come to an end. I spend more time on the internet then I would like to and it's time for me to admit my problem and walk away. Dont be sad. I'm not. I met some great friends here and I had alot of fun but this year I need to make some big changes and spending less time here is one of them. If you have my phone number please call or text me anytime. If you would like it let me know. I will still run YIM while I'm at work so you can catch me there too. If you want my ID send me a note. It's been fun but my life is calling and it's time to answer. I will leave my profile open until 11 pm eastern Time Friday February 8th so stop by and say goodbye.

I Ask Myself Some Stuff...
Why is it that you leave some stuff behind to be free and the stuff you did not leave becomes a bigger deal.... EX: I quit smoking.... Now I love drinking.... etc.... It seems that the problems are a sign of us trying to compensate for a need not fullfilled... So even when I choose right, I will inevitably also choose wrong a few times to remember I am human.... The moral to this.... I try but fuckit I cant get rid of this self destruction tendency I have... So dont ask why I can be so nice and just be a crazy man in bed.....lol What about you?

Cleaning My Page
ok ppl i have tons of ppl on my page that i dont talk whit .im sorry but if i dont talk whit you im deleteing you .if you want two stay let me know on this blog ok .if not it was nice knowing you

Screw The Writers - For Me, Please.
I was pretty pissed off today when I saw the networks and the writers' guild were nearing a settlement on their impasse. This writers' strike has been quite the little boon for my sex life! Not that I was a big TV watcher prior to the strike, but I am generally a big labor kind of guy and I really like sex. Don't get me wrong, I miss "The Office" and "The Daily Show". The newly formatted "A Daily Show" just isn't cutting it (kind of like Jon Stewart's stand up), but I couldn't give a shit about anything else on the tele that isn't news. So I'll take the sex. I read on CNN that 90 million people were expected to watch the Super Bowl. What the fuck are the other 210 million people doing? Everyone I know watches that shit. The tv was on today, and the Nurse is asleep on the couch.

Montel Williams........fired!!!!! After 17 Years...
For just over three minutes on Saturday morning, TV talk show host Montel Williams owned the hosts of Fox and Friends. A former Marine and Naval officer, Montel lectured the stunned hosts on the stupidity of spending air time on the death of Heath Ledger, rather than covering the war in Iraq. It was a spectacle rarely seen on live cable television, as Montel exposed and condemned both tabloid "news" shows and much of American culture for what they have each become: shallow and greedy. Three minutes into this awkward segment on Fox, one host cut off Montel in order to go to a commercial. Montel did not return after the break. Four days later, after 17 years as a television host, Montel lost his job.

Stop Fucking With My Head
First of all just so everyone knows ahead of time and dont need to ask I am not okay. I dont know how to explain it but all i know is it is happening again my mind is racing a million miles a second and i cant stop it long enough to form a thought of my own the only things i seem to capable of doing at the moment is write my story I wonder how i stopped my mind from racing last time I cant seem to remember I guess I just have too much running through my mind again and without sleep please expect me to be very grumpy and not very talkative for awhile i apologize in advance for the things i say and do in the future i just have way to much happening upstairs again and it is giving me a headache from hell. but for now im getting off here and am going to make another attempt to get some sleep g'nite all. I call this insanity. am i wrong?

Death
DEATH WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO EXPLAIN IT... A sick man turned to his doctor, as he was preparing to leave the examination room and said, "Doctor, I am afraid to die. Tell me what lies on the other side." Very quietly, the doctor said, "I don't know." "You don't know? said the man... You, a Christian man, do not know what is on the other side?" The doctor was holding the handle of the door; on the other side came a sound of scratching and whining, and as he opened the door, a dog sprang into the room and leaped on him with an eager show of gladness. Turning to the patient, the doctor said, "Did you notice my dog? He's never been in this room before. He didn't know what was inside. He knew nothing except that his master was here, and when the door opened, he sprang in without fear. I know little of what is on the other side of death, but I do know one thing... I know my Master is there and that is enough." Photobucket May today there b

7degrees Of Blond
7 Degrees of Blonde FIRST DEGREE A married couple were asleep when the phone rang at 2 in the morning. The wife (undoubtedly blonde), picked up the phone, listened a moment and said "How should I know, that's 200 miles from here!" and hung up. The husband said, "Who was that?" The wife said, "I don't know, some woman wanting to know if the coast is clear." SECOND DEGREE Two blondes are walking down the street. One notices a compact on the sidewalk and leans down to pick it up. She opens it, looks in the mirror and says, "Hmm, this person looks familiar." The second blonde says, "Here, let me see!" So the first blonde hands her the compact. The second one looks in the mirror and says, "You dummy, it's me!" THIRD DEGREE A blonde suspects her boyfriend of cheating on her, so she goes out and buys a gun. She goes to his apartment unexpectedly and when she opens the door she finds him in the arms of a redhead. Well, the blonde is really

My Stated Destination
I only stopped there for lunch though advised to take a nap, Ive wanted to go to baker for alongtime.. in my kind of mind I can't land crap alright thank you for the tip no I wont kiss you im gone again raped by the pig on the west side of town making a run from LA Lonely nomore I sidestepped the showdown in death valley bastards nailed me hunting me like a beat thank god I got your telegram poolside with total credit at the flaminco this is how the world works defying you from vegas no choice no more.

Kept In The Dark
Hot wax, flavoured oils and a ring of candles on the floor. A woman sat in the middle wearing a black satin nightie with a blindfold around her eyes...now that’s a thought to have You light a candle and start to dip hot wax and watch her body flinch. Has the wax sizzles on the skin, you blow lightly to cool it down. You kneel behind her and breathe on her neck while it drips down her chest you begin to slide her straps down her arms and watch them glide down her arm... your hands run up that soft skin. You lean her head back into your arm and start to drip again, and then blow to cool her down. Your eyes widen has the firm breasts come into view. You move her head over to your lap, and then start to slide your hands down towards them...your eyes close as the skin ruffles through your fingertips. The candle still dripping has you slowly travelling down that body. You watch her move as you start to feel around her breasts...you lean into her and drip the wax onto her stomach. Her back a

Lets Just Be Fuhkin Real
I will never be perfect I will never be everything you always wanted I will never be the perfect rack the perfect response the perfect answer to your wants to tell the truth I will never be anything you desperately want of me I could never be that size that denial that perfect weight I could never answer your ideal of fate I honestly only want to be the life that stirs inside of me the spirit the hope the passionate dreams I see you and I dare to scream I hate you and all I denied of me to be confused and hateful me I hate and hope in laughter since for if I don't a thousand deaths oh silly me it cannot be that soul empty since it left of me this echo of what could only be in other worlds a million since I had you not then and would never wish again again.

A Laugh At My Expense
Several months ago, I had decided that I was tired of being a redhead, so I colored my hair dark brown. It didn't work....the red seeped back out within days and I was a redhead again. I decided to go a shade darker with the hope that the red would not seep through again..... (This was my FIRST mistake!) The box said...."Darkest BROWN!" (Yeah, right!) It was now super bowl Sunday....everyone was meeting at Bubba's for the game. I had purchased the hair dye several days prior, but never got around to coloring my hair, because I have not been feeling very well. I decided that I would real quickly color my hair that morning, before getting ready to go to Bubba's. (This was my SECOND mistake!) Now since I was coloring my hair dark brown, I decided that it was only right to color the eye brows to match.... (This was my THIRD and WORST mistake!) Up until this point....my worst hair trauma was when I had colored my hair one time and it turned out to look more like cherry

2-04
why is it when life starts going just the way Y/you want it to somebody always has to throw a curve ball and mess things up. two weeks ago, things couldn't have been better, i was spending as much time as possible with Master and then here came the curve ball. my cousin got let go again so now he is home all the time and man i don't have a moments piece now. every time i turn around he is right there. i have very little privacy to be on the computer. this time away from Master has made me realize just now much i crave Him. i crave the piece that He gives to me, the safty of His presence, His touch, His voice everything about Him. Just His scent would be enough to push me over the edge right now. These feeling are new in away because they are stronger then ever before. Master said that i would grow to crave Him even more and now i am starting to understand what He ment. my head feels as though it is swimming through a thick fog and the only light i can see is the light of a becon t

Deployment
When I sit and think about what all I have done in the Army I think back to the night we deployed, scariest night in my life, they didn't explain anything at all, just where we were going and to drink plenty of water. I had no family there with me, my wife had just left me and took my kids, I didn't get to say good-bye to them, I called family on my cell phone and that was it, the hardest thing I did was say bye to my mom and dad, my dad was positive on it but my mom was upset, not understanding why I had to go, all she kept saying was that she loved me. When we got to Kuwait all we did was basically relax until it was time to head out to Iraq. We got into Iraq June 24th and right then and there I started shaking, I realized this was real and that I could die. I called family telling them I made it safely and called my kids, they missed me and wanted me home, everytime I called and talked to them I cried, I tried not to but hearing them say they loved and miss me killed me insi

Methamidophos
Methamidophos has been found in frozen potstickers that were made in Chaina in Japanese markets last week. Methamidophos is a chemical that has used to kill bugs and worms in Chinese vegetable farms, which has banned in China recently and is not used in Japan because of its high toxic level. Many people got sick from eating those chemical contaminated potstickers and millions of the related products are on recall right now. Chinese products safety has been asked in Japan for a while, and here is it.... In japan we rely on imported food and it feels like more than half of them are from china. My mom stopped buying food made in and from china long time ago, even though they are much cheaper than domestic ones. Seems like ever since i came back to Japan, i havent really heard of any good news around me. Its getting harder to find even a small happiness these days....

Another Crazy Blocked!
->~Pebblesin...: you have issues dear. buh bye now JAMES****S...: She wouldnt of closed it if i left my bid there she would of waited for him to outbid me then close it ->~Pebblesin...: now, that is THE END. ->~Pebblesin...: she is not comfortable with the way you were acting regarding so she chose to end it so there wouldn't be anymore drama. JAMES****S...: I removed my bid after u explained it to me then figured out i could still do it then i said something about making a bid before it closed and she started saying she would cancel it ->~Pebblesin...: it's no fun to have a fu stalker or to have someone shouting crap in your shoutbox. so you are welcome to my block list as well if it continues ->~Pebblesin...: i understand you haven't bid in an auction before but I kindly tried to explain it to you and you were rude and abrasive. why would she want to deal with that? JAMES****S...: I did nothing wrong ->~Pebblesin...: you can threaten me or tell whoever you like.

A Small Poem
A small poem By me , If you knew how i feel When you look into my eyes and smile When you make me laugh The way you smile back at me it's memorizing When i look into your eyes,to see a gentle and fragile soul Like starring at the stars on a clear and warm summer night. But most of all the warmth i get, just thinking about you. If only you knew the love i have for you. The pain i feel when your sad. But when your happy, The world seems to turn just a little slower And when it does ,i wish I was by your side. harring the never ending feeling Of love. michael mrrcp 2007

Tag Your It
got tagged by my friend Stina Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I lived in Las Vegas,New Mexic for 7 years. 2) I have 1 older sister 3) I work in a Pet Shop 4) I am a Canine Education Instructor 5) I love Pepsi 6) I like video games 7) I am easy going 8) This is my first blog :) 9) I love my boyfriend!! 10)I am a caring person I tagged The Man 68, Kel, Starry, Cotton Blossom, Abby.

Our Kids And There Future
Pass the word. I don't know how true this is....just it's better to know than not know......if it's true. Please read, it's about our kids! The things you don't know can make a difference. The "Certificate of Completion or Attendance" that is being offered in lieu of high school diplomas, is a part of Bush's "No Child Left Behind". This is how it works: It is for students who are unable to pass both the Language Arts and Math portions of the 10th grade ISTEP. Students must take the same 10th grade test over in the 11th and 12th grades until they pass both portions. If they are unable to pass the 10th grade test by the 12th grade then they have two options: 1. Drop out and go to a GED program or, 2. accept a "Certificate of Completion" - it is NOT a diploma. Once a student accepts it, they cannot ever get a diploma or a GED. A certificate of completion means that a student can never (as long as they live): 1. go t

Advice.....men N Ladies
HERE IAM A VERY KIND HEARTED SOMEWHAT ATTRACTIVE YUNG WOMEN WHOS ONLY TRYIN TO FIND THAT ONE MAN.YU KNOW THE ONE WHOS GOT A HEART THAT BEATS INSTEAD OF RUNNIN COLD N BLACK. A MAN WHO WILL OPEN DOORS N CUDDLE N GO OUT .I JUS DNT UNDERSTAND IF ME BEIN SO NICE IS THE REASON I GET FUKCED OVER SO MUCH.I MEET THIS REALLY SWEET GUY GIVE HIM THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT THAT HES A LIL DIFFERENT AND THERE WE GO AGAIN HES PROVIN ME RIGHT.WHER AHVE ALL THE GOOD ONES GONE...I JUS AM TIRED OF BEIN ALONE I WANA MAKE A LIFE WITH SOMEONE ......

Cancer Prayer
All you are asked to do is keep this circulating. Even if it's to one more person.In memory of anyone you know that has battled cancer and lost or survived.A candle loses nothing by lighting another candle. Please keep this candle going! Thank you!

Sick
well i never fucking get sick. Until this week. Fever,cough you name it i got it today. The fever is bad enough cause I think i'm hearing shit. The cough is causing lack of oxygen to my brain so the halucinations are a wee bit funnier to me.

Stop & Stare By Onerepublic
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shaking off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... "Never glance" is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're trying to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You sta

My Beautiful Friend List
I was looking through my friends list here on fubar trying to find someone and I noticed that my friends list is made up of some really beautiful men and women. I'm sure that there is whack job or two in the bunch, but generally speaking, my fubar friends are hot. Realizing this made me think... *might someone think i'm beautiful like i think about all of my friends?* *and if so, does that make me one of "the beautiful people?"* *and if so, is there anyway I could switch to the "the rich and the beautiful" group? I think I'd like it better.* **upon edit I recognized that a clarification in the last "if so": I should have said *and if so, is there anyway I could switch to the "the financially secure and the beautiful" group? I think I'd like it better.* Because one can be rich in other than monetary means, but I'm really talking about money.

Who Wears The Pants Here?
I don't know if it's, like, a full moon and the stars are out of alignment and the magnetic core of the Earth is polarized unequally or some shit.. But it seems like every male in my life as of the last week has had worse PMS than I do. I swear, they've all slipped off their rockers and banged their oversized skulls on something. I got into a heated conversation last night with a friend of mine. We were talking about relationships and she proceeded to tell me that I was "wrong" about how I feel about how strongly I feel about the financial responsibilty that I expect from the men I date... That pissed me off. What pissed me off was that she was telling me I was wrong about the way that I feel about what I'm attracted to, or what I feel is necessary in a relationship with ME... Not her.. Not anyone else... ME. I think that the only authority on the subject of how I feel about what responsibilities should be held in a relationship of MINE is ME. Fuck if anyone is going to impose t

Someday
Someday Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, So when you are lonely remember it's true; Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted them to. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish. You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back. Someday I might meet somebody else and find love, Someday I'll find him and he will find me, Someday I hope. In the mean I learn to stand alone And breathe and find courage to go on each day.

Poetry 2
in a place where nothing is just as it seems its hard to discern reality from dream we crawl out from within our selves clutching on to hope drowning in the sorrows that prevent our willingness to cope yet still we continue dreaming as if our hopes wont fade as we walk our dark paths blindly inside this dreamless gloomy maze and those of us who dare to dream enough to light our paths are only met with sadness when these dreams of ours dont last is it in our nature just to want what we cant take are these dreams of ours just regrets from our mistakes is a dream to me just nothing more than a wish made by my heart or is every dream i dare to dream reality in part?

New To This =) Hehe.
Hey People ! My name is Valentina .. Im new at this site.. Looks a bit complicated. But i guess ill get the hang of it =) I do have a myspace. A music one & also my main one. Here are the links, If you want feel free to check out my music & my site ! Love to all

Friend
im sorry for the things ive said and for the things ive done im also sorry to say that the sorries just begun first came the lies, next was the suprise and then came the nights where all you did was cry i keep gettin chances and they keep gettin blown i keep fuckin up before we can grow no more trying cuz theres no more to lose im gonna do everything i can for you just to prove you say not to worry but you know that im goin to i just cant help it, i want to be with you i cant help being mad, i cant help feeling sad because i know im not gettin through i know you dont believe me, my actions differ from words but realize that everything differs from what youve heard its all so complicated, so hard to understand but i know when im finished ill be a stronger man you say your not mad, you say youll be just fine i know it sounds selfish but i know im not this time you say that your not bothered and that im only your friend now all thats left is my unlowly descend you may

What A Day
So its been quite a day for FU-TARDS and dumbasses and all that so i thought i would share a few with you....You know its a Monday when You get this in your Friend Requests and then you get Jealous people shouting you!!! Holy Wow Many Smiles April ♥

Life
Tell me why people who can't take care of kids keep having them? DOes it seem kind of weird that half the time the people who love the kids can't have them but the ones who are lazy and neglectful?I mean my neighbor had her child taken away for a false report to dhs and she is a very good mother and now has to fight for her child,buut yet the one who called can't take care of her own and has a dozen reports made but she still has them.i guess life sucks but there are things that just piss me off and i believe this is one of them.have a good one.

Things You Can't Do With Just One Hand
Open jars open child proof pill bottles drive a stick shift ctrl alt delete! wash dishes wash dil*os take off snug fitting boots button buttons put on bracelets and necklaces butter toast wring out a face cloth or tea bag file your nails floss your teeth play guitar pop a pimple squeeze out shampoo clip your nails

Skull Crushed
FOR THE NEXT MONTH I OWN SKULL CRUSHED. HE IS A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE. HE HAS HELPED ME OUT WHEN I NEEDED HELP. skull crushed**fu owned by "null" and "the lonely heart"@ fubar GO ADD RATE AND FAN HIM!!!!!!!!

I Got Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I like working with wood 2.I have more female friends than male 3. I spend to much time on Fubar..lol 4.I’m a prick at work 5.I’m a big old redneck 6.I speed all the time 7.I don’t have may friend due to my job.. 8.I’m a republican 9.I hate being lied to 10.I’m a big flirt I tagged Jenesa, CottonBlossom, Starry, Sandy and Abby

Penis Tax
The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 40% of the time it is hanging around unemployed, 30% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is pissed off and 10% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has two dependents and they are both nuts. Effective January 1st, 2007 the penis will be taxed according to size. The brackets are as follows: Which one would be your tax bracket? 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $30.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $25.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $15.00 4 - 5" Nuisance Tax $3.00 Males exceeding 12" must file under capital gains. Anyone under 4 inches is eligible for a refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION!!!

Day Dreams
i day dream licking your neck and sit on your lap and knowing u are rub my back. God u are holding me close to u. when we are having sex and i can feel u inside me and the passion and desire knowing i want u more everytime , oh god donot stop.

Mondy Was...a Monday...
Well, we have all made it to another Tuesday! YEA!! Thank you so much to all of you who have added, rated and become fans of me!!!!! My puppy is sick and it is kinda freaking me out. Poor lil' girl. It's almost time to take these kiddos to school, but I just wanted to tell everyone "Good Morning"! Much Love, Kel aka kissgrrl =)~

Morning Nonsense Spewed Out In Chaos
morning silence broken by the sounds of a strange little bird in a cage, miles and miles away from its natural habitat, now living in a family of three plus one lizard one aquarium and one dog, I wonder if it realizes it is not where it belongs.... for that matter do any of us? LMAO All I need is a bad overly priced cup of coffee and some snapping fingers! Would I fit in? tee hee

Still In That Kinda Mood.....
I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "THERE IS MORE WHERE THAT CAME FROM" I LEAVE YOU CRAVING MORE OUR NIGHT HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN

Men An How They Treat Us Women
I AM SO SICK OF THE MEN IN THIS WORLD TREATING US WOMEN LIKE A FUCKING TROPHY...YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE YOU HAVE A RELATIONSHIP HERE ON FUBAR OR EVEN IN REAL LIFE...YOU THINK CAN JUST SAY AN DO WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO US PUT US WOMEN ON DISPLAY AS SOME SORT OF FUCKING TROPHY...WELL I GOT NEWS FOR YOU GUYS WHO THINK YOUR GODS GIFT TO WOMEN YOU AIN'T SHIT...YOU ARE A NOBODY....IM SICK OF HEARING THE SAME EXCUSES...THE PICKUP LINES GET THE FUCK OVER IT THERE ARE NO GOOD MEN LEFT IN THIS WORLD THEY THINK OF ONLY THEMSELVES AN WHAT THERE NEEDS ARE....YOU MEN OUT THERE ON THIS SITE DONT STOP TO THINK ABOUT HOW YOU TALK TO YOUR WOMAN...OR WOMEN IN GENERAL YOU ACT LIKE THEY ARE YOUR FUCKING WORLD AN YOU TELL THEM ALL THE WONDERFUL SWEET THINGS YOU THINK THEY WANT TO HEAR AND YOU FUCKERS TURN AROUND AN SHIT ON THEM...WELL IM TIRED OF IT...TAKE A FUCKIN HIKE GROW THE HELL UP YOU STUPID FUCK TARDS QUIT THINKING WITH YOUR DICKS AN START USING YOUR BRAINS...OH WAIT MOST MEN DON'T HAVE A FUCKIN BRAIN..

An Average Girl
I am not "Hot". I am not "Unique". I am myself and no one else. My Boobs aren't perky, My hips aren't narrow. My Make up isn't always on and my hair isn't always neat. I hardly go out I spend a lot of time at work I'm sometimes chaotic and disorganized messy and impractical. I say what's on my mind which may not always be right I do my best to not use sex to get attention. I have desires I have wants I like the simple things I want what is real and not make believe.

Breaking News, Breaking News
Zoológico de Santiago presenta a las primeras crías de tigre blanco nacidas en Chile El Zoológico de Santiago presentó en "sociedad" a los primeros cachorros de tigre blanco nacidos en cautiverio en Chile. Las crías, dos machos y una hembra, nacieron el 28 de diciembre de 2007 y pasaron de forma satisfactoria su primer mes de vida en cautiverio, bajo los cuidados de su madre "Luna", de cinco años de edad. THE NEW WHITE TIGERS OF SANTIAGO OF CHILE ZOO, THEY WASA BORN ON DECEMBER 28, THE NAME OF HER MOM IS "MOON",

My Anneagram Results
April, you're a Type 8 - The Leader Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your heroic strength and impassioned inner drive. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you can be counted on for strength and guidance. As a Leader, you're likely to be seen as a powerful and protective individual with a natural born sense of management in one form or another. Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Toni Morrison, an award-winning author and recognized cultural leader in the African American community, and Martin Luther King, Jr., leader of the American civil rights movement, were also type 8s. This means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of willpower and self-confidence. In fact, you're the kind of resourceful, decisive person who is often committed to making things happen.

What To Do And How To Do It??
A Soul Mate Orin: Soul mates are friends and loved ones who are responsive to your love, and with whom you are deeply connected and share a common path and purpose. Your soul mate may be someone who has come to be with you and learn similar lessons. Or, it can be someone who has come to assist you in your spiritual growth by showing you more about yourself and offering you ways to open your heart. I will call these people soul mates. A soul mate can be someone who is connected to you from other lifetimes and with whom you are continuing a well-developed past-life relationship. Or, this may be your first lifetime together on earth. "When love beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you yield to him, Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he cruc

Moved
Attention all friends, family, and fans I have moved out of the trailer with eric and now I am living with my grandma for the time being if you need to reach me here is my # 417 429 6545 thats my cell and her house is 660 542 2371 feel free to contact me. I do not have the net at her house so i wont be on here as much in the future but would love to hear from my friends. I love you and miss you all hugs and kisses Stacie

Deep Emotional Scars
Deep Emotional Scars Personal wounds sometimes don’t heal. Drunkenness of your lies and need to hurt me makes me shiver to the pain of what you must place upon my heart and soul that only wants too love you. Circumstances in life creates our demons, But Must you always send me shivering in fear into darkness where I pray you will never find me? Perceptions outside Is Not what lurks behind our closed doors? Do you see my well hidden deep emotional scars that you have place upon me? Or Can life? Commands you bark like drill sergeant sent from hell upon my life. I tremble. I feel the pain and suffer more than you dare to see or care about. I cry within So You will never know my pain. I refuse to beg for mercy because I know there is none within you for me. My deep emotional scars wanders are there any hope you will just fall asleep and never wake up. Is That wrong of me wishing and praying for Or Will god understand? The deep emotional scars I keep hidden away a

Help! Only 10 More Hours!!!!
Short And Sweet. PLZ Rate This Pic. It Takes 2 Seconds. And you won't have to hear about the Hottest Mummer Contest anymore! I need everyone to rate it, repost it, and ask 5 friends online to do the same thing. That's all. If you do that will you please leave a comment here so I can include you in a thank you pimp out bulletin! xoxo

Loser By 3 Doors Down
Breathe in right away, Nothing seems to fill this place I need this every time, Take your lies get off my case Someday I will find a love That flows through me like this This will fall away, this will fall away You’re getting closer to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser And sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope, I'm taking the fall Cause I’m a loser, I’m a loser, yeah This is getting old, I can’t break these chains that I hold My body’s growing cold, There’s nothin left of this mind Or my soul Addiction needs a pacifier, The buzz of this poison is taking me higher This will fall away, This will fall away You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m a loser and sooner or later You know I’ll be dead You’re getting closer, You’re holding the rope and I’m taking the fall Cause I’m a loser You’re getting closer, to pushing me Off of life’s little edge Cause I’m

Airlines !!!!!
HOW TO SAVE THE AIRLINES Dump the male flight attendants. No one wanted them in the first place. Replace all the female flight attendants with good-looking strippers! What the hell -- They don't even serve food anymore, so what's the loss? The strippers would at least triple the alcohol sales and get a "party atmosphere" going in the cabin. And, of course, every businessman in this country would start flying again, hoping to see naked women. Because of the tips, female flight attendants would n't need a salary, thus saving even more money. I suspect tips would be so good that we could charge the women for working the plane and have them kick back 20% of the tips, including lap dances and "special services." Muslims would be afraid to get on the planes for fear of seeing naked women. Hijackings would come to a screeching halt, and the airline industry would see record revenues. This is definitely a win- win situation if we handle it right -- a golden opportuni

Blonde City Girl
Amy, a blonde city girl, marries an Idaho rancher. One morning, on his way out to check on the cows, the rancher says to Amy, "The insemination man is coming over to impregnate one of our cows today. I drove a nail into the 2 by 4 just above the cow's stall in the barn. You show him where the cow is when he gets here, OK?" The rancher leaves for the fields. After a while, the artificial insemination man arrives and knocks on the front door. Amy takes him down to the barn. They walk along the row of cows and when she sees the nail, she tells him, "This is the one...right here." The man, assuming he is dealing with an air head blonde, asks, "Tell me lady, cause I'm dying to know.....how would YOU know this is the cow to be bred?" "That's simple. By the nail over its stall," Amy explains very confidently. Laughing rudely at her, the man says, "And what, pray tell, is the nail for?" The blonde turns to walk away, and says sweetly over her shoulder, "I guess it's to

What Should I Do?
Well I guess I am going to be single for Valentines Day. It sucks I havent been single for the love day in a long ass time. There are two men right now that I would love to be in a relationship with. One of them more than the other but I dont know. I dont think either of them like that much. I love being single but I love what relationships have to offer. Many people tell me that I am hot, sexy, beautiful and on and on. I dont know what I should do wait and see if one of these two guys come around to asking me to be theirs or just say screw it. Any advice is wanted.

For All Contestants!!!!!
Just a few things I wanted everone to know as we are getting started...If you make a bully for the contest...I will gladly promote you! I wanted to say this just to make sure that everyone knows that I am not showing any favortism to anyone!!!! So make sure your friends know about the contest!!! I also decided to make the folder open to everyone and not friends only seeing as though I may not be at the computer all the time...I would love for your friends to rate/fan/add me, but it will not be necessary for the contest!!! I hope that you all have fun and I really hope that good sportsmanship is shown in this contest!!!! Any questions? Leave me a shout or ask here in the comments...It may be something someone else want to know too!!! MUCH LOVE YALL AND THANK YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ENTERING!!!

Here We Go Again
Meetings, meetings, meetings... I have been in meetings all day today and have a moment to write up this blog. I have another dinner meeting at 5:30 (2 hrs from now) and then will go from there to a huge meeting at 7 pm which will go until about 9:30 or so. Tomorrow will be another round of meetings... this fundraising campaign is starting out well and will really be much better over the next few weeks. I just had to vent for a moment... thanks for reading. I hope all is going well with you. I will be writing another erotic story for all of you soon. I have one to write for a friend yet, and I have been bouncing one off the inside of my brain for several days. This one will be based on more truth than ever. It really happened to me many years ago when I was 22 and my husband and I were just dating. We went to Dodge Ridge in the Sierra Nevada's in California over a Thanksgiving weekend to go skiing and with very little snow it reverted to a super weekend for f

Eye Exam
I had to go get my eyes checked the other day and the dr said that I had to get glasses. Well I didn't really want to hear that, but I knew that I had to get them. I can't see the television, pc screen, or hell, much of anything. Most of my friends have tried to tell me that glasses are sexy and stuff like that but I REALLY am having a problem with the thought of wearing them. The had to put all these coating on them and blah blah blah... I just don't want to wear them. So if you have any positive advice I would be glad to hear it.

Mumms The Word, Part 2
For those of you that didn't read part one, I love reading and voting on MUMMs. It's a great way for this "points whore" to earn points. It's also a way to laugh at patheticly small minded people. I realize there are a lot of worthless mumms such as "coke or pepsi" and so forth, but it's all a part of the fubar game and I have no problems voting on 20 valentines MUMMs a day. What kills me are some of the comments posted by users and non-voters (allegedly non voters). If you post a poll, not a mumm, you get "Not a mumm" and variations of that phrase. If you post a legit Mumm, the same commenters post "STFU" "IDGAF" "God cant you make up your own mind!" And those are the nicer comments. I don't understand mean spirited people even if it is on line. Are these people like this in off-line life? Do these same people kick puppies, steal candy from babies and trip old people in walkers? I mean really, how low must your self esteem be to continually poke fun of every single MUMM

Different Type Of Health Plan...who Wants In.
A wealthy hospital benefactor was being shown around the hospital. During her tour she passed a room where a male patient was masturbating furiously. 'Oh my GOD!' screamed the woman. 'That's disgraceful! Why is he doing that?' The doctor who was leading the tour calmly explained, 'I'm very sorry that you were exposed to that, but this man has a serious condition where his testicles rapidly fill with semen, and if he doesn't do that at least five times a day, he'll be in extreme pain and his testicles could easily rupture.' 'Oh, well in that case, I guess its okay,' said the woman. As they passed by the very next room, they saw a male patient laying in bed while a nurse performed oral sex on him. Again, the woman screamed, 'Oh my GOD! Now how can THAT be justified?' Again the doctor spoke very calmly: 'Same illness, just a better health plan.'

Spme Of My Writing Titled Used
Used Trapped under a collage of forgotten subterfuge Forgotten and mangled by the tyrants of society Religion plastered upon the halls of the mind Homeless clasping to shanties of card board remains You passed me today Your eyes barely graced my presence Do you not remember me? Am I so different? Does my lack there of ,cause your ignorance of my presence? My spark still lives here I feel it Do you see it live within the tattered walls of my soul? Haunting me like a memory of a loved one who has passed Who can no longer be touched or embraced over the great divide. I feel the hot tears of anger roll down my soiled cheeks I feel my entrails being pulled out of my body from the feelings that well deep inside me. Forgotten I am. I have no more to give. When all was spent they all were gone. No more friends to visit and see me Now they walk past me as if I cease to exist. Clutching on to the gifts given by some other. My soul cries out I'm here..... But th

Looking Toward Home
Looking toward Home Her boundaries they do pull me to her cliffs and rocky shores The stillness echos silence Where time is no more. My ship sails forever pointing toward home Looking toward the future but cursed here to roam. My heart hungers for thee My soul it longs to be safely in your harbors for all eternity. Albion you are a woman My tears I give to thee I miss you ancient mother Your shores I long to see. If ever given one wish for anything in this realm I would wish to be home with you once again. I would stand beneath the rowan trees or over the cliffs to see the shiny sea of glass that pulled me toward thee. I would sit high above the cliffs of white and I would take your hand and walk forever in beauty In Albion with Morrighan.

Irony
Irony Seeking the answers caught within the maze of cobwebs clouding the brain Like a haze of forgotten memoirs Left open to wither and stain. Walking among the living Blindfolding my minds eye so not to see the deception reeking havoc on man kind. Holding back my intuition for fear of losing sight Doubting the unmistakable messages Pounding inside my mind. Sliding within the grip of mistrust Fitting into the conformity made by humanity. Struggling daily with that which I see and that which I know to be true. Crippling my adjustable personality with lies full of poison Battling my abilities beyond reason. Knowing the truth while I allow my lips to be sewn by society. Holding back the remnants left of my spirituality. Trampled under feet frozen in fear Bashed by deceptive tongues that twist and turn the truth. Being questioned by those who have no brains. Being manipulated by the hands of the manipulated. Being taught by those who can not comprehend.

Moon Dance
Moon Dance Dearest Lady of the moon Dancing on beams of light Cutting through the darkness Of blackened stilled night. The stars all sparkle and keep the time As your feet dance on the velvet sky. Dance to me dear mother. Come to me once again As time and energy begin to bend. Spin your silvery strands toward me Great mother veil me in love Spin your silvery strands toward me Your gifts pour from above. I immerse inside your mystery I envelope my eyes to see Your radiant light A gift sure of your love. I call out to thee For your protection from the cold winds that blow and beckon their way to this heart of mine. Spin your silvery strands toward me Great Mother veil me in love Spin your silvery strands toward me Your gifts pour from above. Now I can feel and see The things that were mysteries That lay inside the silvery beams from above You're shining down on me You are a part of me Arianhods' your name and forever it will be the sa

Pieces Of Me Part 1 The Intro And Silent Emotions
Once this story is complete it will leave you longing for more. This is not a story that will leave you with a sense of utter completion because it is not about completion. People these days read stories for the ending. Endings have no continuation they are final and no more. They imply the story stops but no this story will never stop for it lives within us all at one time or another.This story isn't about the ending, it is about the cycle.The cycle of love loss and love once again. The cycle of hurt and forgiveness. Its also a story of the revelation of something bigger than ourselves. It tells of emotions that swell like the tides and crash upon us with no warning. This story tells of becoming lost within a maze of passion and emotions that we have no control over. If you are reading my story for the ending then please do not read any further. For that would be like living for death. My story is about something that can never and will never be finalized. My story is about somethi

New Virus
I just thought you might want to protect yourself from this: HEALTH ALERT -- DANGEROUS NEW VIRUS There is a dangerous virus being transmitted electronically, orally, and by hand. This virus is called Weary-Overload-Recreation-Killer (WORK). If you receive WORK from any of your colleagues, your boss, or anyone else via any means, DO NOT TOUCH IT! This virus will completely wipe out your personal life. If you should come into contact with WORK, follow these simple instructions: 1. Put your jacket on. 2. Take two good friends with you to the nearest liquor store. 3. Purchase the antidote known as Work-Isolating-Neutralizer-Extract (WINE) or Bothersome-Employer-Elimination-Rebooter (BEER). Or just get you some good old Tequila, that's what I'd do! 4. Take the antidote repeatedly until WORK has been completely eliminated from your system. You should forward this warning to a minimum of 5 friends. If you do not have 5 friends, you have already been

Tagged
ok, what in the hell am i doing?...lol here goes... Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.) i sometimes still sleep with a teddy bear i have had since i was 16 2.) i sing in the shower, in the car, to kids,to patients, kareoke anytime i can, but i feel like i cant hold a tune in a bucket. 3.) i sent a deep dark secret on a post card to a total stranger years ago, and it has been in a published in a book. 4.) proud moment that not a lot of people know.. no one has ever died on my shift alone. 5.) i have been rich, i have been poor, life was more simple when i didnt have alot of money 6.) i dont think i will ever be satisfied with being

What You Might Not Want To Know
What do you do to stop yourself when you are on this downward spiral of emotions that has you feeling reckless and void of hope? I mean you see yourself on a destructive path of actions, maybe not destructive but counterproductive. (glue for my mouth please) How do you pick yourself up and dust yourself off and start over: seclusion? meditation, isolation? mutilation? destruction? I just don’t know either. I write. I am a fuck-up and a fool. I am outspoken and untrusting. I am a million other things that might curl your toes but you may never even see the shine in my eyes, the sparkle; the joy that is the me I long to be. To love me is something that no one has ever really done. Although I think many have tried and come pretty close. To accept me despite all my faults and embrace even the darkest side of my heart. To pick up the broken shards of my shattered soul and break out the glue to mend it. To understand and listen and know that there is so much more to me than the hurt and

Wrath
WRATH Wrath (or anger) may be described as inordinate and uncontrolled feelings of hatred and anger. These feelings can manifest as vehement denial of the truth, both to others and in the form of self-denial, impatience with the procedure of law, and the desire to seek revenge outside of the workings of the justice system (such as engaging in vigilantism) and generally wishing to do evil or harm to others. The transgressions borne of vengeance are among the most serious, including murder, assault, and in extreme cases, genocide. (See Crimes against humanity.) Wrath is the only sin not necessarily associated with selfishness or self interest (although one can of course be wrathful for selfish reasons, such as jealousy). Dante described vengeance as "love of justice perverted to revenge and spite". Bi Rebel Gypsy¢¾Southern Sex Symbol Member...Wrath of the Se7en Sins@ fubar

Mindless Ramblings...
The New England Patriots will be remembered for a lot of things. They’ll be remembered for how they dominated the NFL in 2007; they’ll be remembered for their star quarterback and star wide receiver; they’ll be remembered for “Spygate;” and they will be remembered as the greatest choke job in the history of professional sports. Last night, the Patriots were outplayed and outcoached by what was supposedly a vastly inferior team. The Giants weren’t supposed to have a chance. I should know. I kept repeating that over and over again for two weeks to anyone who would listen. Not surprisingly, most people agreed with me. It was supposed to be academic, a mere formality. Both teams would show up, the Giants would play as hard as they could and the Patriots would still walk out as champions. But something happened. The aura that had surrounded the Patriots all year was gone. That was noticeable as soon as the game started. I don’t know if it was the two week layoff. I don’t kn

Wondering????
Well as i sit here wondering what the status of me and the love of my life is... i guess i have to reflect and wonder what decision i should make? Yes i love her with all my heart but when her life gets rough i feel like i get pushed back... is that how a relationship is suppose to be? Isnt it suppose to be you are there for eachother and you learn and grow from mistakes and hard times? Maybe i am living a fairy tail!!?? Guess at times it just makes me really wonder where i stand in her life???? WHat does she really feel for me? Is there a chance at the future? anyway guess i will have to wait and see!!!

Poetry
The shadow of a girl chases me down the sidewalk As I, clueless to the notion I was competing Staring at cracks in the pavement, I wonder Is life suppose to be a certain way to me Or am I the product of this idiosyncrasy? Do I have a choice, can you really hear my voice Or do my silent screams fall on ignorant ears? The shadow of a girl walks alongside me on the sidewalk As I, clueless I had support Pondering the idea of socialization, rejecting the idea of self Centered Is the place I usually can find myself, yet in this day I am a wonderer I ponder the plight of all those who walked before me And worry that their struggles are unending. Am I an original, or a carbon copy of something done before Or is it just the physical, that distinguishes me from her? Legitimate concern, or the quizzical inferences made by a woman who is fascinated. The shadow of a girl holds my hand as I walk across the sidewalk I question the truth of existence I acknowledge h

A Glimpse At The Wicked Truth
How do you know when you are a horrible person? Do you base this information on the actions you choose in life, the reactions you choose in life, or the way that others see you in life? I ask because I have been told numerous times lately that I am a horrible person, that I am selfish, self centered, and that I do not have any morals what-so-ever. I have never thought of myself that way . . . Still don’t really, but I still find myself questioning whether or not it is true. I ask myself repeatedly . . . Can I be this monstrous person that these people claim I am? I know that most of these people are basing these comments on the way I have been in the last month or so; the way I have treated one person and the way I have interacted with another. How can my entire being be based upon the actions and reactions I have with two people? I honestly do not believe that it can be; there are so many more facets to me than just these two men and the choices I have made concerning them.

I’m Driving To Heaven
I’m driving to heaven And there’s no way back home I wanted to stay Everyone was pale and faded Zero is hesitated When it was time to turn on I wanted to stop My eyes were so dilated The traffic seemed syncopated And my car turned me on I’m driving to heaven And there’s no way back home I wanted to breathe The air had been confiscated The ground was unrelated And the light turned me on I’m driving to heaven And there’s no way back home

All You Need To Know?
I'm very straight forward and open with alot of things. I always manage to make people laugh or smile, feels good to know I can do that :)I guess I just set the mood lol. Like I said Im confident,caring,& laid back, I absolutely HATE DRAMA!! Im honest, you have to be even if it hurts, but oh well its life, yes it may seem mean but hey the truth hurts.. I know how to take care of myself,meaning I know how to dress, be healthly, Etc.I'm independant, most times.Im mature I get told all the time. Always a Good thing. I'm Bisexual& Proud of it.The best of both worlds. I LOVE shopping, camping, atving,cleaning and sleeping lol Some other things that are Likes are: Drawing, hanging wit friends, sports,outdoors. I am a very thoughtfull, generous, and caring person. I put my family and friends first. I would do anything for the people I love, anything!! I am looking for some one special in my life. I never thought it would happen but my priorities have changed, the fun party

Relentless Radios Daily Life(mockery From Buc) But True. Lol
Ever wonder what relentless radios owners are "Really" Thinking!! DJ Shotgun: Pimps up- Hoes Down. Wuseeeeeee!!! DJ Mizz B. Haven: You know DJ Mizz B. Whoring(Haven) , just came from the bathroom &..........(waves hand in front of face) You Should smelled what I was cooking!! DJ Mizz B. Haven: And i should've got to thinking- you should've smelled what i was baking!! DJ Drac- Mizz was baking- Sister was baking!! DJ Mizz B. Haven throws shotgun down on the ground & imitates ppl elbow!! DJ Mizz B. Haven- Even so it seems- when Mizz goes to sleep lonely & hits rock bottom, shee has no choice but to lay the smackdown on herself!! DJ Drac- You hear that -the sister smacks herself down!! DJ Fire steps up!! DJ Fire- Well enough is & it's time for a change!! So what- nobody gives a damn- nobody listens to me! What the hell kind of police light pic am i using? I look like a damn street sign!! Do i look like a school crossing?? You know i try to be a tough guy ,but i

Just Be Yourself
From: Jenna-In Memory Of Heath Ledger, RIP Date: Feb 5, 2008 10:27 PM I wrote this to let people know that it is okay to be themselves. You know so many times we try to impress the world and put on a show that we are someone else different from who we really are. We want others to accept us. But if people can't accept you for who you are, then they're not worth being around. You cannot and will not please everyone in life; it's not possible. Just be yourself. People will like you more if you are you then if you try to be something you're not. It's ok to be yourself. Don't let other people tell you otherwise.Just Be Yourself by Jenna Kandyce LinchThe world you try too hard to impressThinking if you don't others will think of you less.Image is everything is what people sayBut when you attempt to be someone else that's when you pay.You want to gain acceptanceSo you'll do things that don't even make sense.Making amends is your goalWhen you feel like someone hates you and you're in th

For You
i waited for you i died inside my own head and i'd die again for you i'm faded and tired completely uninspired and i'd die again for you so kill me with the love that you won't give to me and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed i'm searching for reasons to keep away the demons and i'd die again for you i wish you were near me could feel it when you hear me say i'd die again for you so kill me with the love that you won't give to me and pack the wound with salt i want to feel it bleed you wanted me to crawl so now i'm on my knees why's it always have to be me that's always left out to burn and i'll never learn

Thanks Everyone
Thanks everyone for the love you have given me. I was ranked #208 for today thanks to that.... i hope it keeps up... and i never thought i would get that .... Keep rating and commenting me and i will try to return the favor.. Lots of love! HUGZ N KISSES! Jessica

You
You.... Are my Friend, my Sister, my brother, my Dearest and my Lover.... You are my friend because.. you are in my friendlist, you are soo kind to me, visiting my page everytime, you are there when i am lonely, if i have something to say you listen to me. You care for me when i have problem, a friend who always there when i need a helping hand. you send me comments, messages, we laughing together, you chat with me and we celebrating our birthday together with circle of friends. You are my sister because... you always there for me, you taking care of me, we have a same mother, father, you always there if i have a problem give me good advice. You are my sister for always and ever. You are my brother because... you treat me as a sister, friend, angel, a preacher and a buddy. You are my dearest because.... you are so dear to me,you mean a lot to me, you care for me, you give me smile when i am sad, you love me and you miss me. You are my lover because.... you think i am your mist

Lent
Ok... I am not Catholic but I have always thought it was fun to give something up for Lent. Last year I gave up cookies, which I eat too much of, because I like to bake and I lost 5lbs. This year I gave up sweets and alcohol, but that wasn't hard cause I found out I was pregnant soon after Lent started. I was wondering what, if anything, is everyone else giving up?

Ten Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I have a thing for Tweety Bird! When I was born, I was premature, but I had a really big head and really big feet like the bird...He just stuck with me!!! 2) I have been breakdancing since I was 4 and I still can! 3) I have a BIG FEAR of chickenfeet (Dont ask!) 4) I speak 4 different languages 5) I have an infatuation with Muscle Cars ( I used to race cars back in the day!) 6) I am a big baby when I am sick 7) I am going to marry John Cena but he doesn't know it yet 8) My highest game I ever bowled was a 294 ( I will get my 300!!!!) 9) I would love to try and have another child before I am 30 10) I

I Wanna Know About My Friends
I wanna know about my friends...when you have time...and if you luv me...you will try to fill this in and send it back to me...LUV U Directions! Now, Here Is What You Are Supposed To Do...And Please DoNot Spoil The Fun! Hit Reply, Delete My Answers And Type In Your Answers. Then Send This To A Whole Bunch Of People That You Know...AndSend It Back To Me So I Can See Your Answers, The Theory Is That You Will Learn A Lot Of Little Known Facts About Those You Know. Remember To Send It Back Please! Let's have a little fun. I would like this back please!!! 1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? yes 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? when my popz passed he was killed for new years 2 years ago 3. Do you like your handwriting? yes very much 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KID? yes, i have 7 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yep 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? what do you thunk? lol 8. Do you still

10 Random Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My favorite color is blue 2. My favorite car is the 1967 Ford Shelby GT from the movie gone in 60 secs 3. I am totally a final fantasy junkie have played and beaten almost ev1 except 12(haven't beaten 12 as of yet) 4. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE TIM HORTONS COFFEE!!!!(can't function without it) 5. I love hockey and watch all the Toronto Maple leafs games.(you'd be surprised about how much I know about hockey) 6. I'm a very loyal woman who stands up for what she believes in. 7. I did an anti-racism play for schools and teachers conferences when I was in elementary school. Even went to a camp for it, and I was one of t

You Save Me-kenny Chesne
Every now and then I get a little lost My strings all get tangled, my wires all get crossed Every now and then I'm right upon the edge Dangling my toes out over the ledge I just thank God you're here 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun 'Cause when I'm a firecracker comin' undone Or when I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me It's hard lovin' a man that's got a gypsy soul I don't know how you do it, I'm not sure how you know The perfect thing to say to save me from myself You're the angel that believes in me like nobody else And I thank God you do 'Cause when I'm a bullet shot out of a gun When I'm a firecracker coming undone When I'm a fugitive ready to run, all wild-eyed and crazy No matter where my reckless soul takes me Baby you save me I know I don't tell you nearly enough That I couldn't live one day without your love When I'm a ship tossed around on the waves Up on a h

To The Pussy's Of The World
MENTAL ABUSE iS JUST AS BAD AS physical ABUSE. physical ABUSE USUALLY LEAVES A MARK 0N Y0UR B0DY, BUT MENTAL ABUSE LEAVES A MARK 0N Y0UR S0UL.. Bruises 0N Y0UR skin G0ES AWAY IN WhAT? LiKE A WEEK 0R S0? BUT MENTAL ABUSE MARKS Y0U F0REVER. S0 "STiCKS & ST0NES MAY BRAKE MY B0NES BUT W0RDS WiLL NEVER HURT ME" iS A BiG BUNCH 0F BULLSHIT. FELLA'z - D0 ME A FAV0R AND WATCH WHAT Y0U SAY T0 Y0UR LADIES! JUST CUZ Y0U ain't KiCKiN HER iN THE HEART WiHT Y0UR JAYz D0ESNT MEAN Y0UR N0T STABBiN HER iN THE HEART WiTH Y0UR W0RDS.

I've Been Tagged, Random Facts
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. thanx "illplayuasong" 1. I have a deformed ear LOL 2. I could eat pizza every day and not grow tired of it or bored. 3. I love driving in my car down the freeway with the windows down and the music blasting, singing as loud as I can. 4. I wish I could fly. 5. Even though he's been dead 9 years, I am still in love with my husband Shane. 6. I blush easily. 7. I gave my oldest daughter up for adoption when she was 6 mo. old. 8. I love ice cream LOL (im running out of things to put in here, dang) 9. I am a free spirit, still haven't found "home" 10. Finally- I would love to trade places with someone for a day.

You Have Been Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have terrible road rage. Get OFF my highway already!! 2. I have 6 brothers and sisters, all older than me. 3. I have a "thing" for guys with long hair :) Not required, but a definite bonus 4. I lived in the same house from the time I was born until I got married 5. I am addicted to tattoos...just lack the funds to indulge that addiction 6. I trust everyone...and I have been badly hurt many times because of it 7. I have lived in the same state for all but 3 months of my life 8. I love to sing...in the car, in the shower, all the time. Karaoke....HELL YEAH! 9. I was born and raised in Colorado an

I Was Tagged Lol
I got tagged by Tom..I'm going to kick him when I see him :P Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) My favorite cereal is Frosted Flakes. 2) My worst habit is drinking. 3) I played volleyball in school. 4) My favorite past times is putting together puzzles or coloring with my kids. 5) My favorite place to go and relax is my room. 6) My worst childhood memory is the time me and my sister left the bus stop without permission to skip school and dad busted us....then busted our asses for doing so. 7) One thing I would like to change about myself is my height. 8) I am obsessed with dolphins. If I see anything that has dolphins on it, it's mine..

Sex App
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you from 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you want it? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you Fuck me today? 21. Would you Fuck me tomorrow? 22. Would you call me in the morning? 23. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Star-bathing
Star-Bathing by Raindear816© (Sweet Lil Wicked One) We met at the garden gate per my request. The autumn evening was still warm with breezes coming off the bayou outside our French hideaway. You greeted me with a tender kiss and that smile I know and love. "Where are you takin' me sweetheart?" You asked inquisitively. "Some place special, you'll see." We began to walk hand in hand down the path towards a small boat banked on the shore of the bayou. The breeze caught my sheer summery dress revealing my creamy skin bathed by the moonlight. "You are beautiful, love." You said as you kissed my head. Your voice caresses my soul, sending heavenly spirits jolting throughout my body. I adore you so. "Look what we have here!" I said, with a tone of suggested surprise and excitement, and climbed into the boat. You know me better than that. "I think you already knew this was here darlin'. Are you gonna make me work on our date?" You said with an arched brow. "I promi

What's Going On
know what your going through, or yeah i know.... blah blah wtfever... Let me get this off my chest before i just spontaniously combust... Well, I left my husband of 5 years, bj, this past august, yest just a few months ago. moved back with my parents in north carolina. that right there is hard too, but better than living with bj. then one night after a particularly big fight over the phone with bj, mom and i went to the local watering hole for a few drinks and man bashing... low and behold i meet a man, craig. i had been catching up with old friends and making new ones and fall completely head over heels in love with craig. a few weeks into it, he makes up all this shit saying he doesn't believe i'm being honest in our relationship, so i drop just about everyone... till i find out 2 months later he had been sleeping with his ex the whole time. well, she lives in myrtle beach, so he had made up big lies to go and see her, and been a huge disaster for my life. on top of this, i

Come My Love Come To Me
still you r a occean of beauty uncounted lotus would blow when this charm left you even miorror scared you come my love come to me I wud welcome you still bowing my head with glittering of stars you are putting off worship's lamp when ever darkness surrounds you come my love come to me I wud welcome you still bowing my head

Won't Be Around For The Rest Of The Day
I just got a phone call from my daughter. During lunch she was told that a friend of hers is dying from cancer. So I will not be around for the rest of the day. I have to comfort my daughter during her sad time. I'm sorry if I don't get back to you right away for I will not be at my computer. My daughter is coming home early and I'm taking her to see her friend. Hope you all understand why I won't be around the rest of the day. Much love to all my friends and the hotties Shell

Eff Birthdays!
So... my birthday was Monday. Josh and I got back from my get together back in my hometown on Sun. So, instead of taking him to his house he stayed with me Sunday night, which made me happy cause I could wake up with him next to me Monday morning. Well... I get up Monday and get ready to take Josh to work (45 mins south of me)... we get about 3/4 of the way there... only to hit icy slush and spin off the road and into a ditch by a cornfield. The car is just fine and so are we... BUT it scared the crap out of me. I have NEVER done that before... so we sit there and wait for Josh's co worker to come pull us out (we were facing straight west in the field; we were heading south...) Well, about 10 people stopped to make sure we were ok and ask if we needed help. That is something that NEVER happens back in my hometown. But that ruined my day... but I did have to take the day off work... oh well... Then on top of that... I came to the conclusion that my "best friend of 16 years" only was a

How Sex Starts
HOW SEX STARTS Read it all no CHEATING! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f*ck. ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

February Eclipses
Solar Eclipse today... of course I won't be able to see it (only those in the extreme southern hemisphere), but we should be able to feel the effects. Then on the 20th there is a total eclipse of the moon starting around 8:43 PM (EST), becoming total around 10:01 PM (EST) During a total lunar eclipse, we experience what might be called a "micro month". The moon is full, then partially or completely hidden, and then visible again. Within just a few minutes, an energy similar to a complete cycle of full, waning, new/black,waxing and full once more. The lunar eclipse is the symbol of the Crone, called by such names as Hecate, Hel, Mother Hulda, the Snow Queen, Bone Mother, Demeter (as seen searching for Persephone while the earth's vegetation dies) and Sekhmet. It is significant that the eclipse is not related to the Crone as the Lady of Wisdom, who is part of the Crone image with the waning crescent-moon part of the lunar cycle, but focuses on the Lady as Passage. Now is a fine

Welcome 2 The Show!!
..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·....¯..··._.·..·.¸¸.·.... »Digging Deeper: i feel that life gives me lessons I'd rather not deal with; but without them i wouldn't be who i am. my guard is always up. it takes a lot to break down my walls. i don't think anyone TRULY knows the real me. I'd rather stay at home with a movie & blanket than go out & inhale everyone else's secondhand smoke. I'm too forgiving sometimes. I've got skeletons in my closet that I'm sure will come out to haunt me one day. I'm bracing myself for that. I've never been one to "fit in", but i was never one to "stand out". I've always been somewhat in between. I'm isolated & obscure. my sense of humor is unique & twisted ... & only some understand it. my standards are enormously high, so congratulations if you even come close to meeting them. the mirror is my best friend & my worst enemy. my facade is always bright & misleading. don't let a smile fool you. I'm hard on myself because it helps subside