Well as i sit here wondering what the status of me and the love of my life is... i guess i have to reflect and wonder what decision i should make?
Yes i love her with all my heart but when her life gets rough i feel like i get pushed back... is that how a relationship is suppose to be? Isnt it suppose to be you are there for eachother and you learn and grow from mistakes and hard times? Maybe i am living a fairy tail!!??
Guess at times it just makes me really wonder where i stand in her life???? WHat does she really feel for me? Is there a chance at the future?
anyway guess i will have to wait and see!!!