Irishman1977Master of Darq8ngel's blog: "vent"

Well yea it has finally come to the point to where i am completely tired of this place!! To all of you who i actually know and or have met through here, i thank you for all the fun memories and good times and hope to keep in touch... For those of you who still want to contact me... my yahoo is wskv3 feel free to hit me up there anytime!! Well thanks fubar for some great times and unforgetable memories most of them good.. the ones that arent will hurt for forever!! Its a new step in life... i have learned alot of the last few weeks, and for that i am a better person !! So good bye, Sean

You know i thought when you are friends with someone that you are suppose to be there for that person, especially in there time of need? I mean a freindship is suppose to be a give and take kinda thing, like a two way street not a one way dead end dirt road where you get nothing but a cloud of dust in your face when you turn around... right???

Well as i sit here wondering what the status of me and the love of my life is... i guess i have to reflect and wonder what decision i should make? Yes i love her with all my heart but when her life gets rough i feel like i get pushed back... is that how a relationship is suppose to be? Isnt it suppose to be you are there for eachother and you learn and grow from mistakes and hard times? Maybe i am living a fairy tail!!?? Guess at times it just makes me really wonder where i stand in her life???? WHat does she really feel for me? Is there a chance at the future? anyway guess i will have to wait and see!!!