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Good To Be Home
hello sexi fubar members,well ive been gone 4 three weeks been real sick i have alot of ratein and adding to do i have over 100 friends request i will get to everyone please give me sum time and im thank in everyone ahead a time for the adds and request and rats and so on,god bless u all have a great day :)

Return The Favor
Yesterday during our last stretch of our first contest we got some help from the Confederate Bombers and Sup families. Today we need to return the favor to them. They have a member that needs to place 2nd in their contest and we need to help that happen! Calling HOTT Mmebers once again to do what we can! When this is over, we really need to help Totally Obsessed win her VIP! Thanks All!

Contest On Other Site
I have three Battles going on MyYearbook.com. Anyone that can help, please do so. Here are the links. http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3511899 http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3511900 http://www.myyearbook.com/battles/?battleid=3511941

Incompetence Is Really Not Acceptable
I have been working away at invoices. I really hate incompetence! I actually thought I was all done with the quarter ending September a few weeks ago. Isn't this November? I made an appointment to see my accountant to go over everything and I find out from my step sister that she doesn't have everything done. It doesn't help that my Dad has been gone for almost a month between two trips he has taken! So I had to reschedule my appointment 2 times. I am going this Friday only to just have gotten an email from the accountant saying she has a conflict now with it because she has to leave by noon. I told her I could be there as early as 6:00am if she needed me to! ARGH!!!!! Not going to be fun. So last night Peter brings in my package from work. It has a stack of invoices in it. I sifted through them this morning separating Sepetember from October....again, isn't this November??? I now went through all of the Sept. ones and added them in and checked to see if they were

In Love With A Friend
What is it that I feel This emotion deep inside It just can't be real Its not something I can hide I'm not supposed to fall in love with you This is something that I know But you fell in love with me too We cant be together though When did this feeling take over me I didnt expect this at all But its plain to see I'm at your beckon call You are so perfect, Great in every way The image of a heart so true What is there left for me to say But a midst it all I fell in love with you Is it a crime or just a passion of heart How did this happen to me I suppose though its a good start Even though we will never be We are the very best of friends I wouldnt change that for anyone I hope that we are together to the end A friendship that will never be done.

Forgiveeness
Forgiveness Sayin and doin something I wish I had not and wishing I could somehow take it back and oh how I have worried and had my stomach in a knot I would give anything to gain your trust and your love never to lack One day I had things to do and badly did my day start Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m that day , and I treated you in an unkind way will you please forgive me and show me how to love your heart ??? please do not ever feel afraid to tell me you you felt on that day. I took forgranted how God sent you to me and how fragile life is and how for you I did plead From now on , let love come from me in my words and in my deeds. I hope you found it in your heart to forgive and to forget until that day arrives, I promise a brand new start and this includes me forgivin and forgetting. (Mrs. Donnna J. Gill) 11/09/07

You're Like A Drug...
It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts, in my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now

A Blonde Year In Review
> >THE BLONDE YEAR IN REVIEW > > January - Took her new scarf back to the store because it was too > tight. > > > February - Couldn't work in a pharmacy because the bottles >wouldn't > fit into the typewriter. > > > March - Got excited when she finished a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months > because the box said "2-4 years." > > > April - Was trapped on an escalator for hours when the power went > out. > > May - Couldn't make Kool-Aid because 8 cups of water won't fit > Into those little packets. > > June - Couldn't learn to water ski because she couldn't find a > lake with a slope. > > July - After losing in a breast stroke swimming competition, > complained to the judges that the other swimmers were using their > arms. > > August - Told her blonde friend to hurry when trying to get into > their locked car using a coat hanger because it was starting to > rain and the top was down. > > September

A Changed Man
Their once was a man who went in to battle, so all could be free He was strong and mighty and fought as bravely as he could be He knew what he was there for and what had to be done Knowing each day that the end of his life could come So he struggle and fought hard and did the best he knew Knowing that when it was time to leave there would be only a few Then there came that dreadful day when his service was no more He came home and seen and wonder, what was it all for No one understood him and didn't even care For what he saw here, was just what he left there As time went on and the years had past He was a different man but with the same mask He struggle more and more each day as it went alone And was dieing inside not knowing what was going wrong He became hard and ugly, anger and mean, broken and evil for all to see For there was no pleasures, love and hope in his dream He was no longer the man he use to be

Zen Quotes By Sun Sign
From: e* Date: Nov 14, 2007 1:06 PM Subject: Zen quotes by sun sign Body: Aries "Move and the way will open." - Zen Proverb "And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time." - T.S. Eliot "Nothing is more real than nothing." Samuel Beckett "And if there is not any such thing as a long time, nor the rest of your lives, nor from now on, but there is only now, why then now is the thing to praise and I am very happy with it." Ernest Hemingway Taurus "Zen is not some kind of excitement, but concentration on our usual everyday routine" - Shunryu Suzuk "One touch of nature makes the whole world kin." - Shakespeare "In singing and dancing is the voice of the law." Hakuin "The sun shines not on us, but in us. The rivers flow not past, but through us, thrilling, tingling, vibrating every fiber and cell of the substance of our bodies, making them glide and sing." John Muir Gemini "If you ar

Just Me
11/14/07 Things I like.......being with family and friends. Having close friends over for dinner. Chatting all hours of the night. Being held when I'm afraid...or when I'm not. Making love like theres tomorrow even though there could be. Walking in a slow mist rain. Getting dirty when I go wheelin and racing into the house as I am taking my clothes off to jump in the shower. Laughing til my sides hurt. Helping an elderly person (hey I'm getting there ya know). Just sitting there listening to children laugh when they are swinging. I love to swing myself.....and yeah I laugh too.

Ramblings.
Mental Illness And What It Means To Me. Mental illness assures me that I'll sleep well knowing it can only get worse. Mental illness fills my world with colorful and delightful friends and associates. Mental illness gives me the courage to fight on, because I KNOW I'm going to be victorious and end up Supreme Executive Dictator Of The Universe. Mental illness keeps me aware of those around me and those around me aware of me. Mental illness is the best thing that ever happened to me, for now I have an excuse for totally uncalled for, purely idiotic behavior at any given moment. Mental Illness Be Praised! R. Seaverns Dec. 20, 2005

Young Love
Every night he watches her. Wanting, wishing for something that he can’t have. This won’t keep him from her, he is adolescence after all; the rules mean nothing to him. So he sits on the rooftop across from her window. He knows she cannot see him; he has made an art of hiding in the shadows. She is SO beautiful, he thinks to himself. I must have her. But how am I going to get her? As he hung from his perch that day, sleep would not come to him, not while he didn’t have her. He had to think of someway to get her. He did not wish to bite her, not yet he didn’t want to, knowing that she wouldn’t love him and she would be stuck with him, he couldn’t bare that. He must get close to her first. But HOW? He could not go out during the day and she never left during the night, not with the rumors of the monsters floating around, her uncle and aunt would not let her out. I must steal her away when she is in her room during the night he realized. The next week he watched her trying to figur

Everyone Loves Toys
http://www.bwylde.com/index.php?osCsid=c32d22b508d0ec974a90032b6aba9e2e This link above has some of the HOTTEST adult toys and lingerie I have ever seen!!! There are so many things that i just cant live without. Please check it out, and if you want my wish list just let me know. lol XOXO Raen

Tell Me More11
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 27 things about you. Just copy and hit reply to poster and paste. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! So copy and bulletin it BLANK and then respond to it as a message to my in box!!! 1. Do you have a tattoo? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Bar or club? . 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7.George Strait or Jay Z? 8. How did we meet? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. What is the best concert you have ever gone to? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you cheat ? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. What country would you visit if you could? 19. If I only had one day to live, what

My Poem I Wrote For Dennis
Ok now don't laugh everyone....this is the first poem I have written in years. And I was doing this while I was very busy at work. So it's not that great....but it's how I feel. But anyways here goes..... When I touch you The whole world around me stops When I kiss you It sends chills all over my body Honey I love you with all of my heart And even being away from you for 12 hrs. breaks my heart I know that I love you And I hope you do too I don't know what I would do without you And just the thought crushes me I know that I want to spend the rest of my life with you And I'm hoping that you feel the same way too Dennis, if you read this....I just want you to know how much I really, and truly love you. Sometimes I feel like I don't say it enough and then at other times I feel like I say it too much. I know sometimes I get ill and take it out on you but I honestly don't mean too. And I hope you know that. I love you so much? Ok please don't make fun of me....

Woman's Worth
In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question, "What kind of man are you looking for?" She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking, "Do you really want to know?" Reluctantly, he said, "Yes." She began to explain... "As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter. I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?" The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money. She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money. I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life." He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain. She said, "I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental

What Would Babyjesus Do?
Would you have a chance if you tried to pick me up at a bar? I feel like being crazy and holding a contest of my own to see who could take me home with their smoothest pick-up line in a voicemail. If I think your pick-up line is worthy enough, I’ll give you a free happy hour. Hell, I’ll also give some sort of free stuff on fubar to the second and third best ones too. If you think you’re smooth, try me:Click here to give it your best shot. ps: i'll be posting the best pickup lines on my profile for everyone to hear, so make them good! pps: i know i'm a sexy bitch, so while i don't bat for the other team, i do have a decent sense of humor.. so guys feel free to leave me one too! -mike

With Age, Came Rage
Crippled I've been, Scarred I will be. Did you think of that when you began to use me? Your claims to care, that you wished me no pain, just fed my dispair for your complete disdain. You paid no notice to my distress for my state of undress - your state of undress. I was only a CHILD! still meek, still mild. With age, came rage. You'd not touch me again. Did you think I'd never change? Was I to ignore the past? Surely your mind was deranged to think THAT would last. My memories never fade. They are vivid still. That you never paid Makes me feel ill. Your escape, your death, I still don't feel free. Why doesn't your lack of breath do anything to help me? My rage seems dull now- It has lost it's focus. My pain still festers. I thought it would fade. I'd hoped to move past. But it has stayed, and seems it will last for the rest of my life - Will my emotions always be in strife? 27 January 2004

Battle Of Guam
The Battle of Guam was a battle of the Pacific campaign of World War II, fought on the island of Guam in the Mariana Islands from 21 July 1944 to 10 August 1944. Guam is the largest of the Marianas, 30 miles (48 km) long and 9 miles (14 km) wide. It had been a United States possession from the Spanish-American War of 1898 until it was captured by the Japanese on 11 December 1941. It was not as heavily fortified as the other Mariana Islands such as Saipan that had been Japanese possessions since the end of World War I, but by 1944 it had a large garrison. The Allied plan for the invasion of the Marianas called for heavy preliminary bombardment, first by carrier aircraft and planes based in the Marshall Islands to the east, then once air superiority was gained, close bombardment by battleships. Guam was chosen as a target because its large size made it suitable as a base for supporting the next stage of operations towards the Philippines, Taiwan and the Ryukyu Islands; the deep-wat

Kids Talking About Marriage
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? (written by kids) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. -- Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having f

Bombing Needs
OUR NEEDS IS FULL FULL SUPPORT IF YOU WANT HELP IN A CONTEST YOU NEED TO HELP ON OTHER CONTESTS I USED MY FRIEND CARD LAST NIGHT AND IF WE DONT SHOW OUR SUPPORT AND THANKS BACK HOW DO YOU EXPECT TO GET IN A CONTEST AND GET HELP YOURSELF THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO DO SHOW SUPPORT.BUT IF I DONT SEE YOU HELPING OTHERS LIKE OUR MOTTO SAYS I WILL NOT BRING YOU HELP OR HELP YOU OUT SO REMEMBER THAT IF YOU WANT TO WIN .

Love
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest stars. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are amazing people and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me. Mommy loves you so much!!

For My Baby
When I wake and you're not here next to me, it tears me up inside. When we're both too busy to spend time together, it eats away at my sanity. When all we can do is talk on the phone and on messenger, It's better than not talking at all, but I long to hold you in my arms once again. I just want to feel your touch, be able to hold you in my arms and try to comfort you in your time of need. I hope we can soon be togehter once again and feel the comfort that we bring each other knowing that we are in love. I miss you so much it hurts sometimes. I will always be there for you no matter what! Follow your heart, and your dreams, because you will never know what could've been if you're not willing to take a chance on love.

Love Life
I drank your poison Because you told me it's wine Shame on you if you fooled me once Shame on me if you fooled me twice I didn't know the price You'll get yours eventually So what good am I to you, if I can't be broken?

Show Some Love For Southern Comfort
I am sending out more Hugs to my Confederate Family! Deb’ Southern Comfort is 20,020 away from her next level. Let’s also help her out getting there…please take a little time to help her to start getting those points. She has been excellent in rating other family members also. LET’S ROCK HER PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!

Dark Lust
Angel in the day until the darkness fills the light cynders burning passion when all eyes are out of sight blinded by the madness flesh becomes a rage flaming in desire an animal .. uncaged shadows dance along the walls building passion deep within fingertips engraving promise lust and love and sin madness fills the sky the stars fall one by one wicked is the rapture when the moon has swallowed sun spin into the web passion burns desire magic fills the moon oceans bleed with fire red horizon spawn fulfilled of fantasy and lust sins of flesh exhausting when the moon has turned to dust

Show Whitetailhunter Some Love
Hugs to my Confederate Family! Everyone is just totally AWESOME! We need to help White Tail Hunter Leveling, he has a ways to go to get to Fuberlord, but let’s start helping him today. He has been excellent in rating other family members. LET’S ROCK HIS PAGE AND SHOW JUST HOW MIGHTY WE ARE!!!!

Going No Where
When I get news I always end up gettine bad news back 3 times worse. I was happy to hear that Stephanie was able to get Jazy on day care assistance. Well when I got home today I got a notice saying that my electricy(sp) is going to be shit off because I haven't paid any of my bills since June. I got that figured out and then they will send me a statement showing what the months have been and then I can work it out with Kim to get money from her to help pay her half. I just keep getting more bills that I can't keep up on, I just want to give up. I can't pay my car this month now, so I asked mom to help me out, I hate that because I just blogged about how I didn't want to be like my brother and run to mom. My mom has agreed to help me out again, I think because I am not doing a good job on my own I am not ready to be out on my own yet. I am not stable enough for what I have going on and I am going to talk to my parents about moving back home when my lease is up in May. I know they will l

Bullcrap
My name is Granny The Southern Perv from D.S.C. Im here to inform some that just because my name says The Southern Perv doesnot mean I will perv just anyone. Im sick and tired of all the drama on this damn site..I perv who ,when and how I want . I belong to no man , Im not someones bitch , or love slave , so please dont ask. Some people apparently cant read, because they still ask me.Just because i chose not to have a man in my life doesnt mean I will perv people on FUBAR.There are about 3 different people I cam with so dont ask about playing on cam,cause this girl dont and wont.If u want to delete yourself from my list fine i will understand. For the few I do cam with Con cam soon

Hey All
if i have missed rating someobdy's page and such i do apologize, i been trying to keep up..but i do have other obligations to other members on here trying to help them win contests, and other things! You will find ne a very good friend who listens may giv e some good advice too lol or u may think its not is cool! Secondly. im here for friends, and hopefully love or jusy bouncin around with the bounce checks lol..anyways anytime ya wanna yap or chat find me and ill be glad too again my a[pologies for missing u if i have... ALL MY LOVE N BLESSINS TED AKA HIGHLY EXPLOSIVE!!

Grrrrrr
dv xp3j h3yu c7 etc....... I know I'm not the only one annoyed by the bouncer, but I need to vent. 8 times!! 8 times in a row I had that crap. I'd enter the code and up it came again!!! what the hell? Okay, Fubar aside wtf is up with people who double park their cars on a two way street across from a car that is ALREADY double parked???? Are they trying to cause an accident? Do they want their side view mirror ripped off by a passing car? PULL A LITTLE FURTHER DOWN THE STREET!!! And WTF is up with people who double park next to someone who is pulling out of a spot?? You can see them pulling out and you have the entire block to pull over BUT NO!!!! you block the one car that is trying to leave. YOU SUCK. and EVEN after you see & hear the person in the car tell you.."excuse me, I'm trying to get out" you give them the hand wave and say "I'll only be a second" YEAH a second I'll NEVER get back from my life!!! Is it the weather? Is it the pre-holiday season that has peo

If You Only Knew . . . If You Only Cared
Where do I start? When does the truth become a bad idea? How do you decide that the truth is too painful for someone to hear and to keep it locked inside of you? What do you do when you can’t do that anymore? How do you let someone in without compromising their well being in the process when the truth is too painful to be heard? Is it even possible? Do you think that self torture is the answer? Is the solution to the agony more suffering? Does there come a point where the suffering becomes a catharsis? Does there come a point where the pain begins to heal? Do the wounds ever scar over leaving the memories of the pain but not the actual pain? My suffering is all mine, I ask no one else to take blame. I ruined my life by myself; yes it was alone only me. I didn’t need a helping hand. I didn’t need a push over the edge. I made my choices and must live with the consequences. I made my bed and now must lie in it. I’m cold . . . I’m heartless . . . I am worthless and

You Guys Rawk!!!!
OMG My contest/giveaway is finally over…YAYYYY!!!! I want to thank Everyone that helped me out in my contest. You guys are AWESOME. SBG BOMBERS I couldn’t have done it with out you guys so thanks to those that helped. Tony (Big Papi), Vixen, Faerie and anyone else I missed…THANK YOU!!! YOU GUYS ARE ALL AWESOME IN MY BOOK!!!!! *SMOOOOOOOOOOOCHES*

Wedding Ring
According to the attending nurse, the patient's girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his penis while he was asleep. Now you decide what's worse: 1. Having your girl friend find out that you're actually married 2. Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. 3. Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

Just A Lil Something
All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

Poem
Being with you is so much fun I feel like I know that you are the only one I long to feel the smooth touch of your skin I retain every moment within I would die for you And I'm not afraid to cry in front of you I know you feel the same way I can tell it each and everyday I dream about you day and night I hope that I can take away all your fright When I am with you nothing can go bad I hope that I will never make you sad I hope we never part If we did it would break my heart It would probably break your too Have I told you that I love you? If I haven't I am sorry I hope that I never make you worry I am yours and yours alone Nothing can break that, not even stone I don't know what is left to say Have I said I love you in every way? Like all good things this poem must end Unlike the poem my love for you will never end.

The War Of Love And Hate
This one was written right after th breakup. It has been published by Poetry.com The War of Love and Hate Love lies, a prisoner of war, slowly starving Hate lost the fight but fought bravely Taking with it Longing and Desire The winners were Despair and Depression Those to will be conquered by the Void The void is where I want to be, No feelings, No emotions, Just blank, cold, hard reality A point of no return, A point to start over again Would be a good thing To rebuild a life, Out of the shattered remains of an older one, Ruined, In The War of Love and Hate by Jayson Larrabee 1/24/07

29 Things To Make You Smile Lmao
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2.. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5.. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6.. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me. 7.. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8.. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9.. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10.. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12.. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13.. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14.. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15.. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16.. Being "over the hill" is much better than being

About Me....
Ok, lets get some things straight........ 1.) I am a Goddess, simple as that. A Mother of 2 beautiful girls, (a 4 yr old named Reyna Sage, and a 3 month old named Kendra Victoria). Yes I'm a MILF, but that doesn't mean I'll fuck you. In fact, if you come at me with the intent of getting in my pants you'll get your head ripped off. Come at me like a true man, respectful and catch my interest, it could be the start of a great friendship, and we'll go from there. 2.) Chances are high that you will become Obsessed. Thats life. Heres the deal, don't drool over me in the annoying-borderline stalker status. That will simply get your head ripped off too. Followed with being Immediately ignored, blocked and forgotten. I don't mind if you show mild to moderate affection, but after one hour of talking to me, you start telling me that your in love with me is definitely out. And if your going to sit there and pleasure yourself over me, I DON"T want to know about it, BUT get the facts strai

God Of Gods'
NOW YOU'VE COME TO MY GATE LOATHING AND SEETHING NOW TIMES OF TIME NOW BLOOD FOR BLOOD HAVE YOU NOT HEARD HAVE YOU NOT SEEN I AM HE THE KEY I THE CORNER STONE I AM HE LIFE ETERNAL LIFE IMMORTAL I AM BEYOND TIME I AM BEYOND THE GRAVE I AM THE ONE WHO SLAPS YOU OUT YOUR GODS' HAND I AM HE WHO ECHO'S IN YOUR HEAD THE ONE LIGHT AND DARK AS ONE HERE YOU WILL SEE WHO AND WHAT IS ME PROPHETS AND OMENS COME TO THE TO AND FRO I AM ROME MY NAME ROARS OUT TO THE I AM THE EAST AND THE WEST THE NORTH WINDS CALL MY NAME SEE MY FACE IN THE CLOUDS HEAR MY WORD AND NO END WILL COME TO THE THE LETTER OF THE RULE MY LATTER REIGN ASCENDING BEYOND HEIGHTS LEADING YOU ASTRAY FALLING FASTER THAN A SHOOTING STAR HERE IS YOUR ETERNAL END

Worlds Greatest Job
I want to thank all the dummies in this world. If it wasn't for them I'd be out of a job. There are those folks that just have a momentary laps in thinking, and I feel for them. I only wish people wouldn't have to get hurt, or loose everything for me to do my job. Can't anyone call me for a party, BBQ, birthday or something good !! We'd come for that too !! Be safe and may we never meet on the first type of problems. Mark

A Stroll In The Night
Imagine, if you you will... It's a warm summer's night, and you're strolling down a dark, quiet, lonely street... Suddenly, you hear this loud, maniacal laughter, then silence. Scared, you look all around you, but all you see are the dark houses of the sleeping neighbourhood. You begin to walk down the street, and again, you hear this sudden burst of laughter, followed by eerie silence. This happens two, three, four more times, each time, you stop, becoming a little more frightened. Your heart begins to beat faster, and you can feel the hairs on the back of your neck standing on end, yet, at the same time, you become strangely curious as to where the laughter is coming from... Your curiosity overrules your fear, and you begin walking in the direction the laughter is coming from, talking to yourself as you go... "What am I doing??" "Listen to that laughter, he sounds insane!" "Why are you walking towards this? Run away!" And yet, you continue to sear

Aussie Guy
An Australian guy is traveling around the Greek Islands. He walks into a bar and, by chance, is served by an Australian barmaid. As she takes his order, a Foster's, she notices his accent. Over the course of the evening they get chatting. At the end of her shift he asks if she wants to come back to his place. Although she is attracted to him she says no. He then offers to pay her $200 to sleep with him. As she is travelling around the world, and is short of funds, she agrees. The next night the guy turns up again. Again he orders Fosters and after showing her plenty of attention, asks if she will sleep with him again for $200. She remembers the night before and is only too happy to agree. This goes on for 5 nights. On the 6th night the guy comes in again, orders Fosters but goes and sits in the corner. The barmaid thinks that if she pays him more attention then, maybe she can shake some more cash out of him. So she goes over and sits next to him. She asks him where he's from in Austral

Ungratfull Wife
The wife came home early to find her husband making love to a beautiful, sexy young woman. "You unfaithful, disrespectful jerk! What are you doing? How dare you do this to me the faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving this house and I want a divorce!" The husband, replied, "Wait! Wait a minute! Before you leave, at least listen to what happened." "It'll be the last thing I will hear from you so make it fast, you cheating creep." "While driving home this young lady asked for a ride. I saw her so defenseless that I went ahead and allowed her into my car. I noticed she was very thin, not well dressed and dirty. She mentioned she had not eaten for three days. Out of compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night that you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll gain more weight. When I served them to her, the poor young thing practically inhaled them. Since she was dirty I asked her if she'd like to

Greeting Cards
I hate holidays just as much as every other red-blooded American. Not because I get time off of work and school, but because of all the bullshit that comes along with it. You have to separate your friends into categories, go shopping for hours and if you're really having a shitty day, you might even have to spend some time with your family. I know. Here are the categories most people separate their friends into: Tier 1: these are your "close" friends, you always have to buy them the real gifts. If you don't, you might as well get new friends because the bitching and sulking won't be worth it. The rule of thumb here is to find something that you really want, then spend 10 times as much on your friends in hopes that someone will buy it for you. You can not under any circumstance buy this for yourself, you'll screw everything up and then you're up to your neck in moping assholes. Tier 2: Co-workers. You see them every day and it's almost like a membership club. You don't rea

Where Can I Found A Girl Like This?
i want to know where i can find a girl like this? I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive resturant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the gi

The Good Wife's Guide
Good Housekeeping on Wives The Good Wife's Guide From Housekeeping Monthly, 13 May, 1955. * Have dinner ready. Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal ready on time for his return. This is a way of letting him know that you have be thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when they get home and the prospect of a good meal is part of the warm welcome needed. * Prepare yourself. Take 15 minutes to rest so you'll be refreshed when he arrives. Touch up your make-up, put a ribbon in your hair and be fresh-looking. He has just been with a lot of work-weary people. * Be a little gay and a little more interesting for him. His boring day may need a lift and one of your duties is to provide it. * Clear away the clutter. Make one last trip through the main part of the house just before your husband arrives. Run a dustcloth over the tables. * During the cooler months of the year you should prepare a

In Loving Memory:my Aunt Martha
Her eyes were dim and glassy as she looked upon your face, She knew she was getting weaker, she knew she had to go. The Lord wrapped his arms around her and took her by the hand, He said Come with Me, my darling, to God's Eternal land. I know we will miss you so, It wont be long before it our time to go. We know God picks the time and place to take our loved ones home, But it is so hard to accept the loss when it is one of your very own. We know others have lost their loved ones, and this we can't explain And we know it must break God's heart to see his children in such pain. We cannot judge what happens but when tears and questions start, We only see what is visible, but God sees down deep in your heart. The last night that we spent with you, you were so weak you could not speak, But you formed the words "I Love You" as we wiped tears from our cheek. I'll never forget when you told me that you had a flying wheelchair

Heaven's Door
Hi Everyone.. I want to invite you to Heaven's Door. It's a new lounge that I started yesterday. Has great people.. awesome music and the liquor is flowing free... You will be shitfaced for months.. lol... We have 50 members and it's growing strong. There is no drama..and ladies.. you will be respected.. that I can guarantee.. So, click the link before and enjoy.. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51967

Prayer For Today And More>> Oh My Lord...
Oh Lord Thank you for all..> Thank you today and all that is in it. May I ask you to help those in need of you in their lives. Fill them with thy Joy , thy Truth , thy Light , Lead those lost to find the way. May we get thru this day will a sence of loving, happy feelings , helping us to show caring and be doing for another , wihout amositisity, or hate or lies. Thank you for the beauty in all things , and for the hardships we live and learn from. Thank you for giving us strength to go on. Thank you for watching over us forgiving us if and when we fail or fall away from thy grace, and love. Thank you for your gifts , they are many ..> But the greatest of all is love , thy salvation to an eternal life , thru Jesus Christ Thy son ;Given Out of your great love Thank you O Lord. Amen!!!!

My Special Son Christopher
When they told me he would never talk, I taught him to sing. I mimicked his little sounds until he began to mimic mine. When they told me he would never walk I taught him to run. I put his little hands in mine and helped guide his feet toward our goal. I fell to my hands and knees and raced along the floor by his side. When they said he would not read I began showing him words and teaching him sounds. When they said he would not write I gave him a crayon and said you can and he became a poet. When they said he would live in his own world I opened the doors to mine and waited for him to enter. Now when they say things I raise my voice to the heavens. God hears me and gives me strength to help him overcome the limitations they say await him. My son is autistic. High functioning and bright and incredible in a million different ways, but autistic nonetheless. When he was very little I was told he would never be reachable, never talk or

Rear End Collision
Rear End Collision A man was helping one of his cows give birth, when he noticed his 4-year-old son standing wide-eyed at the fence, soaking in the whole event. The man thought, "Great...he's 4 and I'm gonna have to start explaining the birds and bees. No need to jump the gun - I'll just let him ask, and I'll answer." After everything was over, the man walked over to his son and said, "Well son, do you have any questions?" "Just one," gasped the still wide-eyed lad. "How fast was that calf going when he hit that cow?"

I Was Like You Once..
if you see me at the supermarket, and my child is screaming, rolling on the floor with anger seeping from his pores. please don't blame me, I was like you once, If you are in a restuarant and my child throws food and it hits you in the face, please, don't be angry, I can't handle any more rage. If you see my child climbing over a very tall fence with nothing on except his hat. Please don't call the police, I only looked away for a minute. If you see me crying, as you pull up next to me at a stop light. at a busy intersection. Honk and smile, I need a friend. If you see me, running down the street with curlers in my hair chasing a small child who runs so fast, I can't catch him Help me chase him down. If my child grabs your child, or pushes him or bites or kicks him, or says words that make your hair curl. Please forgive him, and me too. If you happen to see us, walking in your neighbourhood, or in the malls, or at the park

God Bless Mothers
God bless the the mothers, the ones who rock their children and place them in warm cradles. God bless the mothers, the ones who wrap their children and hide them from bullets and terror. God bless the mothers, those who take their children to the movies, and buy them popcorn. God bless the mothers those who feed them their own portion of food, saying they are not hungry. God bless the mother's the ones whose children do well in school, and get straight A's God bless the mothers the ones whose children steal cars, take drugs and drop out. God bless the mothers those who have children who are born perfect, whole and healthy. God bless the mothers whose children cannot walk or hear or see. God bless the mothers whose children grow up and have children of their own. God bless the mothers who lose a child, and spend a lifetime mourning. God bless the mothers who go to church on Sunday and take their children with them. God bless the

Confusion
well lets see i guess what i have come to realize is that reality sucks and no matter how far you get or go you still get slammed right onur dick i just dont get it you ever wounder what the rainbow looked like on the other side? you ever wounder what path lifes gonna take you? i do wounder and i do make my own dicisions in life i choice the way i walk i choice to b on the streets i choice to do dumb shyt well i had been given the extra walk of life and i guessyou dont know what ya got till its gone so i guess for nowon imma just give myself to the cars do nothing but work on cars and liver the best i know how and hang out with the kids thay what matters and thay love me unconditionaly maybe this is a wake up call maybe this is whats up maybe this is whats good i dont know im just confused about everything i dont know what to do if this makes sence to yall yall hit me up cuz man im mind humped halla

Thanks To All Of You!
Thanks To All Of You! {HAHAHA} Body: I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned

History
why is it that most Americans can even tell who the founding fathers of this country are and what has happend to the schools who are supposed to teach them where they came from if we keep forgetting the past and where we came from we will not have a future this country will fall flat on is face and we will be spaeking a diffrent tune

Wtf Get Over It
Copied From: Eaglz Clawz Subject: GET A FU**ING LIFE ( REPOST PLEASE ) date: November 15, 2007, 7:57 am comments: bulletin comments enabled JUST BECAUSE YOU SPEND ALL THAT DAM MONEY ON HERE DOES NOT MEAN YOU CAN BE A FU**ING DRAMA QUEEN .. GET OVER YOURSELF AND DEAL WITH IT. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT GO BACK TO MYSPACE. I HAVE SEEN MORE DAM BABIES ON HERE THAN IN REAL LIFE. GET OVER YOUR DAM SELF. YOU ARE NOT A FREEKIN QUEEN OF FUBAR. LET PEOPLE DO WHAT THEY DO AND LET THEM BE. JUST BECAUSE PEOPLE DO THIS DOES NOT MEAN YOU HAVE TO GET INTO THEIR LIVES. I MEAN GET REAL ... ARE YOU SO DAM BORED WITH YOUR OWN LIFE THAT YOU HAVE DRAMATIC EPISODES ON HERE ? GROW THE FU*K UP AND JUST PLAY AND BE HAPPY... IF YOUR THIS PISSED OFF ON THE NET i WOULD SURE HATE TO SEE YOU IN REAL LIFE.. ARE YOU THIS DRAMATIC AND HORRIBLE IN REAL LIFE ? DO YOU CAUSE THIS MUCH SHIT IN YOUR REAL LIFE WITH PEOPLE AND FRIENDS ? OMG ... STEP THE HELL BACK AND LOOK AT YOURSELF AND LOOK WHAT YOUR DOING ? THIS IS THE DAM

"i Am Lost" (yet Another Poem To Come Out Of Me)
I no longer know what to do. I've been lost since the moment I hurt you. Being tossed around in the storm of guilt. Being battered into the wall of rock that my fears have built. It's all my fault though.....I did not need to listen to my fear. Because of it, I let myself drawn away from the one who touched my heart most dear. I am so lost that I am not sure I will find my way back. So many emotions raging inside like an ocean out of control. This is no "drama" looking for someone's attention. I am human.......I hurt.....I bleed.......and feel other things that I will not mention. I must hide what I feel though......it is unfair to you and all. I am the one who must take this fall............... If I ever arise again.....I hope to be better than who I once was........

Word Are Vey Powerful : It How We Use Them That Counts?? Read
Word are to express things too others , communication yet not in a rare form but a everyday key ; We can hurt with words , we can show love with words , we can cause tears with words or, words can bring smiles too. we can be powerful with words; we can be week with workd. Words show emotion, feelings , strenght, And tell lies and tell truth too. Words ahhh ; its how we use them , and how we accept them ..That brings about a meaning into ones life . Actions thay say speak louder than words, but words never the less still powerful tool. . what a wonder .. hugs all Diana

The Last Biker
The Last Biker The old ones stand out now, their numbers dwindling down. They're sad loss to the American scene, these individualists with the worn down clothes, saddles and faces. You can still see them sometimes, the real ones, some in packs, not as large as a while ago, sometimes alone. The alone one is the best. One who's been there a long time, staying in the life he loves, never giving into a system that sucks you up like a vortex if you slip just one foot into it. He's got his connections - a few like him, that care for and protect each other. Hanging onto the only unique lifestyle left, like old dinosaurs, their faces are leathered and rough by forty, but their eyes still sharp and knowing. Some are gray in the beards and braids, some are limp in their step and some pain in the kidneys. Still they know that no other life is life, but merely a dreary journey into everyone else's monotony. He looks at the new ones, and then turns away, knowing they will never know of li

Promise
She thinks that she can keep me. The fire to her ice. She dreams that she is willing. To make any sacrafice. But does she know what she offers? Or how real it will become? For once her soul is promised. The words can't be undone. When she promises me "anything". I see it in her eyes. Anything is nothing. If I won't compromise. Does she know what is her soul does? Or why I wish it so. I think she's lost in passion. And eager still to go. She thinks that she can hold me. And keep the world away. If she makes me smile well nightly. She can keep me where I lay. I wish I could believe her. And she could help me find the sky. But I just smile straight back at her. Cause she doesn't know shes lied.

If Only I Knew
If Only I Knew It is you I think of My fingertips touching your lips Moving slowly to your cheeks And lightly over closed eyes A breath sucked in And slowly exhaled Is my touch painful? My fingers keep moving I can feel your breath on my face As you move closer My heart beats faster Faster Anticipation Waiting for your lips to touch mine Waiting I wet my lips I’m waiting Your lips touch mine gently Too gently Hearts beat faster Echoing I lean forward Strong hands on my back Bring me closer Not close enough Mouths open wider Hands move to my neck and up To cup my head Fingers snake through my hair You hold on tighter Your grasp pulls me forward My hair is loose now Twisted through your fingers Thigh touches thigh Your hard chest is strained against me Hands slowly fall away I open my eyes Looking into yours I see myself I hope you’re thinking what I am I wish I knew If only I knew

I Am #14
Once you open this, you have ten minutes to repost with the ONE number that fits you best, or you will be single for the next five years. 0.......Ugly 1.......Single, and couldn't care less 2.......Heartbroken. 3.......Single and loving it. 4.......Want to tell someone you like them. 5.......Crushing. 6.......Love/like someone you can never, probly, have. 7.......EATING ANIMAL CRACKERS FOR DINNER. 8.......Taken by the best girl ever. 9.......Missing her. 10.....Single. 11....Single, but my hearts taken. 12.....Like over 4 girls/guys. 13....Sick of getting (being) hurt. 14.....Its whatever 15.....Confused. 16.....Still like your ex. 17.....Talkin to someone. 18.....Afraid to say i love you 19.....I am just a ninja turtle. 20.....Slightly mad at the opposite sex. 21.....I'm a fighter 22.....Taken by the best guy ever 23..... Just don't know what to do. 24.....Taken 25.....Needing to do the right thing 26... Missing him 27.....Worried. 28.....thinking 29.....

About Fascists People
Well I dont know what to say. I posted a comment on a mumm yesterday and it seems that it is illegal to say what you think here on fubar in mumms, cause even though i didnt attack a person per say, I was blocked from the mumm... All very funny...Except for the fact that people kept telling me how horrible I was for not complying with how they feel..and i wasnt allowed to reply or respond. Oh soo soorry, I dont believe that american soldiers, scratch that the US army has any reason for being in Iraq, they dont even know what they are doing there..Well here is a page were the american casualties and wounded are... http://www.antiwar.com/casualties/ Iraqi killed on the other hand Which so far is something like "The estimate that over a million Iraqis have died received independent confirmation from a prestigious British polling agency in September 2007. Opinion Research Business estimated that 1.2 million Iraqis have been killed violently since the US invasion. This devastat

Here It Is
yeah i was wondering why all you women feel like you need to flash your breasts and show off everything you have do you not have any special someone? dont get me wrong i love to look at your tits and all but i just was curious about what kinds of responses i would get.

Me
Weight:: Like I am gunna tell Right or left-handed:: Right Heritage:: German,English, Irish, Cherokee Indian Are you in love?:: Yeah How do you alleviate stress?::Sex, drink, scream Do you swear?:: What? Who me?? If you could have any job, what would it be?:: I don't know What are your favorite sports to watch?:: My kids and ones they play What was your first car?:: 1965 Rambler What kind of car do you have now?:: Pontiac Mini Van Were you popular in high school?:: For the most part Do you like thunderstorms?:: Yea Is the glass half empty or half full?:: Depends, whose glass? Best places you have ever been?:: Vacations Favorite food?:: Steak Least favorite food?:: Lima Beans What type of music do you dislike most?::Opera, Jazz?? Do you take illegal drugs?:: Should I?? Do you believe in love at first sight?:: Yeah sorta If you're not in love now, have you ever been?:: Am Are you a risk taker?:: Mostly What do you think about most?:: I think to much about to

#3
11-15-07 LIES I'm in this world with alot to do Alone and broken hearted who would of knew You broke my heart and I fell apart I thoughtI could trust and believe in you Only to find your words were untrue Seeing now our love wasn't real You'll never know how empty I feel NOW HAVING TO LIVE WITHOUT YOU THE WORLD ALL WRONG I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH LONG I CAN HOLD ON

Fyi Update
Hey guys I didnt talk to anyone last night I just was over the edge. after the whole day with the hospital fiasco and then going yesterday to clean all the blood out of the carpet I was spent. I went back over today and worked on the carpet some more and did her laundry she was wearing. I cried doin both just all that blood from my little bitty grandma was overwhelming. THe Doctors were going to let het go home today BUT he blood count is to low so they are doing a blood transfusion this afternoon to see if they can get tham back up. She will be on a day to day basis at the hospital. So she could be home tomorrow or in the hospital indefinately we will just have to wait n see. I just wanted to update everyone. Thank you to the few who actually took the time to read this and the one before and sent hugsn well wishes, You have no idea how appreciated it was IT IS! Much love Mel

If You Were Here...
If you were here now… I would bring you into my room, the small and child-like room I live in here, bring you inside and lock the door. I would take your clothes from your body; not slowly, not even romantically, but with the urgency of need. With the curtains closed, I would blindfold you and tie your hands and feet to the head and foot boards. This bed is so narrow there is no room for two to move, and it is scarcely long enough for your height, but I place cushions under your heels to make you comfortable and put a second pillow under your thighs. I do not even remove my own clothes, yet. I am afraid that without my clothes I would lose all control and make love to you immediately. But time has been too long for that, time far too long without you. I want to savour your body as long as possible, before you experience mine. Instead, I straddle your chest, my body facing away from you as I admire your cock. Your skin is so soft, and the flesh so firm undern

Poem 11/15/07
(when i logged on toay this was waiting for me, i nearlt passed out with emotions, too many to list.) The ocean so lovely The sun about to set I gaze into your misty eyes You make my heart flutter Your arms wrap around me You pull me in closer My heart against yours Yours against mine They beat as one Laying my head on your shoulder I whisper in your ear "I Love You" In return you lean in for a kiss Ending the day Together as one... Thankyou, sweetie!! I love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Proud Mommy Moment!!
Today after a seriously ruff start to the new school year my lil angel brought home his report card... He had all A's and B+'s... He made the B Honor Roll and I couldnt be prouder of him... He is my world and he has tried so hard and today his effort and hard work finally paid off for him!! He now has a new look on his school life cuz he knows ha can do whatever he sets his mind to!! I am so happy.. just had to share this with my friends!! love ya all!!

Woohoo...lol
Your Kiss is Pink For you, kissing is pure happiness... simple as that. You definitely get a little blissed out from kissing, even if you're a bit shy about it. You won't kiss just anyone. Your kisses are special! Young at heart, you still get very excited the first time you kiss someone. Kissing Type: Generous People See Your Kisses as: Sweet You Kiss Best With: A Black Kisser Stay away from: An Orange Kisser What Color Is Your Kiss?

A Poem For Dave
Pinched this from my Best Bud Mizz UK what she wrote for me. Your a man and Im a woman your older and Im younger, your cheese and I am am chalk, but makes no difference as we talk. You aint allways right and I aint allways wrong but it is easy for us to get along, You say yes I say no, you say left I say right but we are best friends we don't fight. you say nutty I say crazy you say make me a cupper lazy I say want a biscuit with that? You say yes please and a kitkat. You say best bud and I say best mate you can drive me crazy when its very late, your a laugh and I really do love ya and Im your guardian angel shining above ya. you say bye I say bye babe forver ever more I love my crazy dave huggiessssssssssssssssssssss xoxoxoxo Why not drop by and leave her some luv as well Mizz UK The Chosen One UK Levelers (Brit Bomber 9)@ fubar

Sorry I Hurt You
why do it hurt so bad when you hurt the one you love to see her cry it make you feel so bad in your heart when you can set there and dream about her waking up and she not laying by you and you thank is it a dream your not

A Taste Of Your Body
the taste of your body is my delight from top to bottom for the rest of the night don't need to move, don't need to speak just let me explore each and every treat I'll start at the toes and then to the calves tasting each inch and making it last savoring the texture of every flick my tongue on your body, yes baby this is it I know you want me to take you inside and my need for you I cannot disguise let me take my time won't you please as I rest my head between your knees cupping and stroking and plunging licking and sucking and knowing these are the things you like me to do when I'm down on my knees in front of you your nipples they beckon my wanton kiss one of the spots I never can miss my sighs escape because you are a treasure and the taste of your love gives me such pleasure don't make me stop ~ don't cry my name those little sounds you utter drive me insane they make my lips try harder you see to take you deeper inside of me the taste of your body is my del

The Story: A Song By Brandi Carlile
all of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell them to It's true...I was made for you I climbed across the mountain tops Swam all across the ocean blue I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules But baby I broke them all for you Because even when I was flat broke You made me feel like a million bucks Yeah you do and I was made for you You see the smile that's on my mouth Is hiding the words that don't come out And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed They don't know my head is a mess No, they don't know who I really am And they don't know what I've been through like you do And I was made for you... All of these lines across my face Tell you the story of who I am So many stories of where I've been And how I got to where I am But these stories don't mean anything When you've got no one to tell

Problem Children
My youngest daughter is 28 and has been a problem child since she was 18. She is a crack addict and her addiction lead to the death of my first grandchild. She had a great boyfriend until she was 18 but since then has hooked up with nothing but losers. These guys love to beat her up. She has stolen money and ID's from family and friends to support her habit and the 3 guys she has been with since she was 18 have all prostituted her out because they are to lazy to work. She should be doing time in prison for the things she has done but got lucky and just received probation. Now she is in trouble again...she went to work as a manager of a pizza shop for a friend of her mother. I just found out a few weeks ago she stole 15,000 from them in the few months she worked for them and is now on the run again. She had Elijah my grandson that died or was murdered as far as I am concerned with the first guy. 2 children with the 2nd and now she is pregnant again with the 3rd guy. Al

Best Song Ever!
Girls try not to laugh too loud when u sing this! SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self cont

Daniel (dano)
If you have read any part of my profile you will know that I mention that "My Hero" is my youngest son Daniel (Dano everyone calls him). I have shared that he works for a State Senator here in our State of Pennyslvania. Yesterday, while the Senate was in Session starting at 1pm, Senator Eichelberger called Daniel down to the Senate floor and was introduced to the Senate. Senator Eichelberger mentioned all the accomplishments that Daniel has completed not only in his office and extending into the community. The Lt.Governor and All the Senators gave Daniel a standing ovation. On his way home from Harrisburg, he called me and told me what all transpired. I was so proud I probably was busting buttons. What an awesome event in his life to the many that has already happened. Gosh, I sure do love him, as well as his brothers. I am truly a blessed Mom......

Soul Mates
People may find someone that they can call a "twin flame" in that they have integrated appreciation (love) for their physical, mental, spiritual and emotional bodies; they know their roles in the relationship and play well together without power struggles... ...but there are no such things as soulmates or "your better half". These romantic ideas are based on neediness and teach low self-esteem and self-rejection. The romantic notion that there is half of you missing that you need to find...is false. You are a complete soveriegn being and a god with free will. All you need is to love, accept, trust in, have validation in and be content and happy in yourself, cause you are the only person that you have your entire life, 24/7. If you rely on others or circumstances outside of yourself for those things, you will always set your self up for disappointment. When you love yourself and abide in love, that is when life starts to truly be magical.

Poetry 1
I wake myself talking in my sleep Way too down To even eat A voice drifts softly On my mind Will there ever be Another time Afraid to go to bed Cause its to cold Nothing there for me Just pillows to hold I know one day I will be fine Getting over love Just takes time Day by day It comes and goes This kinda pain Doesn't always show So I make a promise To the man in the mirror To just let go And hope life gets clearer

For You So Called Subbie Boys ....
I am not here to entertain you I am not here to be what your fantasies tell you a Mistress should be. I am not here to serve you I am not here to be your “get me off girl” I am not looking for a soul mate … I have one I am not a bitch… but I can be I am not your typical FemDom I am a FemDom, none the less I will not play with you the first time W/we meet. I like to see if you are worth My time. If I can’t just hang with you… I will not play with you. I do not do the online crap… it does nothing for Me

Mourning
With great sadness, I announce the passing of my dear Grandmother, Marilyn, on November 14th at 12:30am at the young age of 65. After suffering kidney failure, a stroke and a blood infection, she joined the creator leaving behind many who loved her dearly. She was "Ma" to all who knew her. Due to the fact that she treated everyone like family. She was one of the most important people in my life. After my own mother abandoned me when I was a baby my gram took me in and raised me as her own. She raised all 8 of her children, then took in 6 of her grandchildren after her children were grown. She was a wonderful woman, and will be missed greatly. I love her with all of my heart, she was the backbone of our entire family.

What's For Dinner Tonight Kidd-o's?
Minestrone Soup Ingredients 2 tablespoons extra-virgin olive oil (EVOO) 1/4 pound pancetta, chopped 1 onion, chopped 4 cloves garlic, grated or chopped 2 carrots, chopped or 1 cup store-bought, pre-shwhiteded carrots 4 stalks celery from heart, chopped 1 fresh bay leaf 1 bunch kale, thick vein removed and leaves coarsely chopped Salt and freshly ground black pepper 1 15-ounce can cannellini beans, drained 1 15-ounce can chickpeas, drained 2 sprigs rosemary, leaves removed and finely chopped 4 to 5 sprigs thyme, leaves removed and chopped 1 15-ounce can diced tomatoes 1 quart chicken or vegetable stock 2 cups water 1/2 pound whole wheat elbows Shaved Pecorino Romano cheese 1 loaf crusty bread Preparation Heat a medium-size soup pot over medium-high heat with the EVOO, about 2 turns of the pan. Add the pancetta and cook until crispy and golden brown, 4-5 minut

Fall Out
As a group of soldiers stood in formation at an Army Base, the Drill Sergeant said, "All right! All you idiots fall out." As the rest of the squad wandered away, one soldier remained at attention. The Drill Instructor walked over until he was eye-to-eye with him, and then raised a single eyebrow. The soldier smiled and said, "Sure was a lot of 'em, huh, sir?"

Banned
ok this is crazy i joined a lounge some trouble happened so they left to start another lounge and i go and join that one and them some other people leave and start a third one so i join all three and get banned from the 1st one why i dont know why cant ppeople grow up and get along to much drama for me

True Friend
So I can't blog on myspace because some people will read and then get all snoty. My roommate hasn't talk to me today, but I have tried to just bull shit with her but she doesn't really talk back to me. I got a notice yesterday about my energy bill hasn't been paid in months so it's gettin turned off on the 21st. Well we weren't recieveing the bills for it because they were supposed to be emailing them to me. Well I didn't know thats what was going on so my roommate, is made because I haven't been paying for it. Well her givin me $40 a month will cover all the bills for the month I dought it. What really bothers me when she starts to question my friendship to her, why would you question my friendship. I told her I didn't know what was going on, we all have bills to pay and it's hard to keep on them. But my friendship has nothing to do with me fucking up on a bill for the house. I hope she will have fun when I move out, I hope she finds someone that will let do things like I do. I do a b

Bada Bing's First Family Wedding And Two Very Special People To Me ... Sat. Nov 17, 4pm Est
Join Us In Celebrating the Wedding Of Bada Bing's Own Doug and Fallin Angel at Bada Bing Lounge on Saturday, November 17th at 4pm eastern time. " /> Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Plan to be there as we share and celebrate a beautiful time with these two very special friends! >Host Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Before You Drink, Stop And Think.
Before You Drink, Stop And Think. I’VE SEEN ALCOHOL AND THE DAMAGE IT’S DONE. DRINKING HAS HAD AN EFFECT ON EVERYONE. ONE TOO MANY DRINKS AT THE LOCAL BAR. NO DESIGNATED DRIVER TO DRIVE A CAR ANOTHER VEHICLE WITH AN IMPAIRED DRIVER ON THE ROAD THE PRICE WE PAY IS A HEAVY LOAD THE PRICE OF A DRINK COMES AT AN EXPENSIVE COST FAR TOO MANY INNOCENT LIVES HAVE BEEN LOST. IS IT WORTH IT, IS IT FUN, FOR A DRINK TO HURT ANYONE? AS THE HOLIDAYS ROLL AROUND, STOP AND THINK. DO YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO DRIVE WHEN, YOU DRINK? DRINKING AND DRIVING ISN’T FUN, IT ISN’T COOL A DUI ARREST WILL MAKE YOU APPEAR A FOOL SO IF, THIS HOLIDAY SEASON, DRINKING’S A MUST HAVE A D.D. CALL A TAXI OR TAKE THE BUS. PLEASE, MAKE IT THRU THIS HOLIDAY ALIVE. GIVE UP YOUR KEYS, DON’T DRINK AND DRIVE. Chris

What Cancer Can't Do
Cancer is so limited that: It cannot cripple love It cannot shatter hope It cannot corrode faith It cannot destroy peace It cannot kill friendship It cannot suppress memories It cannot silence courage It cannot invade the soul It cannot steal eternal life It cannot conquer the spirit

* Feel Me?
~Soulmates~ Karma is a responsibility shared between soulmates~ Someone mentioned to me the Possibility of soul mates today and it made me think for along time about what he said~ he said this “ I believe there is a soulmate for everyone, someone who is drawn to you by the traits and qualities others have called flaws. They love and respect you for who you are and what you stand for regardless of what other people think. And don’t try to change or mold you into what they consider right.”~ I think Craig was more right then he knew at the time~ how often have you just stared at someone and just wondered about them who they were what makes them tick~ your sitting there going through the random pages of quazi odd internet friends on myspace or a similar mindnumbing destination, and this one person always makes you stop and look deeper into the pages of there life~ Maybe its how they look … maybe its what they say .. in Your case maybe I loved you fo

Her Version Of Me.
so my roommate has now wrote a blog about me. here is it so you all can read it. "Ok so things have just gotten worse since yeterday! I am so done with ppl using me and lying to me... Telling me one thing and then thinking I wont find out about it.. Are u kidding I am not stupid. Then u wanna talk shit about me too. please I have done nothing but help and pay what i owe and do what I need to.... Help ppl out and get fucked over...I am not going to put my blogs on hidden for "special ppl" to see. Please.. I have shit to say u can read about it or I can tell u to your face. I am not afraid to speak my mind at all.... I have never dont anything but help and pay for myself and do what I need to do.... I never use anyone or asked for much. I thought I had good friends but I guess I shouldnt have known after 15-16 yr that it would still be the same as it was back in the day.... Fuck. I dont even care about myself it is my kid I care about. I care about her more then anything. That

I Didn't Realize It Was Going To Be This Hard
not enough time to say what i want to say time winding down til i have to turn around and walk away don't know when we will be at ones side again tears bottled up as the stars drift from my eyes the love i feel stronger than he shall ever realize though i can not get the words out i think he already knows the walks on the beach and playing in the sand.. and just simply standing not even a word... just hand in hand my heart aches yet my head.... still in the clouds but tonight i just simply had to sob out loud tears that fell from his eyes tore my heart to pieces not knowing what to tell him made me feel like i couldn't pick up the broken pieces is this what they felt like the night the titanic sank the pain won't subside... no matter how much i were to drink. i hope he knows it won't be easy i think all this distance just may wind up driving me crazy thought we have our differences and we are qite different no matter where we are i know we are definately

Worlds Hardest But Easiest Riddle
I turn polar bears white And I will make you cry. I make guys have to pee And girls comb their hair. I make celebrities look stupid And normal people look like celebrities. I turn pancakes brown And make your champane bubble. If you sqeeze me, I'll pop. If you look at me, you'll pop. Can you guess the riddle? 97% of Harvard graduates can not figure this riddle out, But 84% of kindergarten students were able to figure this out, In 6 minutes or less.

Contest Ends Tomorrow 11/16 At 7pm Eastern
Hi everyone! A special thanks to all the Fusista's, Fubrotha's, Spankers and everyone else that has helped, I am so close to #1. Please stop by and leave a little more love!! Contest ends tomorrow at 5PM Eastern!! Thank you!!!!

Sleep, For Whom Is Concerned
im lost in a world of lies, that mesemerize my nights, the sky scrapes and building sites, im feeling so alive, whatever's clever whatever's clever will have to wait thinking on the world at large, the city's got it all culture crash and sidewalk trash dont look down you might fall. im gonna win, im gonna lose im gonna chase it till the end and if you walk it in my shoes your gonna make it all pretend whatever's clever whatever's clever will have to wait. and now we just feel like energy, how will i ever be able to sleep but its all turned into synergy. fake is fake, but its a placet to be. its a place to be

To Be Loved....
Oh To be Loved Is a Magnificent gift Felt within ones whole being Felt deep within ones Heart and Soul Experienced with your Mind and Body Felt from your Head to your toes... This Magnificent Gift is yours When you find that special one Who means the whole world to you That could do no wrong, ever Would be that missing twinkle in your eye And the missing part of your Heart and Soul To Love is something splendid indeed But to be Loved in return as you Love Is the most special gift of all to receive One will wish for it every day To have it every hour, minute and second In your Life, Heart, Mind, and Soul To experience it would be a wondrous joy To hold yours and another's Love in your hands What a majestic splendid liss that would be!!

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the Call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her Mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very Diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and Pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The Paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on His bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what She thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in The first place . . Smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one there is no hope!!!

Moving Next Week
We (the gf and I) got our rental app approved for a mobile home in Warrenton MO. Will most likely be moving the majority of things on Friday. If anyone is around this area, and could help, would be enormously appreciated!!!!!!

Pain In My Heart
Theres a pain in my heart so deep and so dark makes my skies black and the energy i lack Theres a pain in my heart i cant count the scars cause theres been so many and ive cried rivers at the end of the year dont know what it is about these holidays is it just stress its just something about these holidays im not sure what it is Theres a pain in my heart that i cant describe but it aches like hell no, it doesnt feel well as tears fall down i dont feel like doing anything at all i feel like crap wishing lightning would zap me and take all this away Theres a pain in my heart and alcohol comes to mind wanna drink liquor perhaps ive grown bitter wanna get drunk and be a forgiver Theres a pain in my heart why is it there dont wanna be like this forever but i feel like this is gonna change never then i look around and see im not alone theres millions of people like me

Slut Or Saint? Dedication To The Ser Women
I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I could be, with my words, my art , my depth of emotion. But, I choose to savor the one that get to recieve all that i have to offer. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. My ability to touch , taste, seduce, love, and feel pure rapture, and carnal primal sexual pleasure , always giving one hundred precent of my body mind and soul, a possession and an act of devotion and worship for the loves in my life . I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I have given my entire body and soul to a man before and I get more pleasure in my submission to all that he wants and sdesires then any orgasm you think you can create in me . I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; sexualy, and menataly. you who are so offended and shocked at seeign such power ina woman , call me a witch , call em

My Freak On A Leash
"Freak On A Leash" Something takes a part of me. Something lost and never seen. Everytime I start to believe, Something's raped and taken from me... from me. Life's got to always be messing with me. (You wanna see the light) Can't they chill and let me be free? (So do I) Can't I take away all this pain. (You wanna see the light) I try to every night, all in vain... in vain. Sometimes I cannot take this place. Sometimes it's my life I can't taste. Sometimes I cannot feel my face. You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me. You and I were meant to be. A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me. Feeling like a freak on a leash. (You wanna see the light) Feeling like I have no release. (So do I) How many times have I felt diseased? (You wanna see the light) Nothing in my life is free... is free Chorus Boom na da mmm dum na ema Da boom na da mmm dum na ema GO! So...fight! something on the... dum na ema Fight...some t

Soon Australia Votes
Soon Australia Votes for the Federal Election and the Election of the Prime Minister of Australia and Everybody who is old enough to vote has to vote and i will be voting like everybody else and the date for voting is 11/24/07 or 24/11/07 Australian Time and this decides who will become Prime Minister Of Australia for the next 3 years John Howard VS Kevin Rudd Australia decides 07 24/11/07will John Howard remain Prime Minister or will Kevin Rudd become Prime Minister and get John Howard out of the prime minister's Office and the election is only 1 week away Australian Time and so for a little while on 24/11/07 which is 11/23/07 American Time i will be voting for the Australian Election so i won't be on straight away even though it may appear i am online on here so please don't be surprised if i don't answer straight away on that day people from Bruce. PS i will do another blog later letting you all know who won the 2007 election in Australia.

A Message From Above
About two weeks ago, God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the repulsive behavior that was going on. So God called one of the angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time. When the angel returned, he told God, 'Yes, it is bad on Earth; 95% are misbehaving and only 5% are not.' God was not pleased. So He decided to e-mail the 5% who were being good because he wanted to encourage them...give them a little something to help them keep going. Do you know what the e-mail said? Okay, 'Just wondering. I didn't get one either.

The Inbetween
In this emotion filled dream i call my life there never is a end to all the strife. day by day the world growz colder minute by minute we all grow older feels like your the only one but followed by many, all come undone equally created ,but mentally unstable things arnt fair when were all at the table. kill for vengence , Die for hate , its our selfs we desicrate i am no better then the next, they are no better then the rest , equally created ,equally destroied . some use vises to fill the voidz from skin and birth , to ash and dust its whats inbetween that should be just. G.K 11-16-2007

My Kids
i havent bloged in awhile to let yall know what has been going on with me and my daughter. well since last time i wrote her dad moved in with us in feb everythin was good for a min he kept a job for awhile to make it look good. he also moved us into an expensive house we was renting it was in a good neighborhood and good schooling my kids were all happy to have a father around. And my daughter seizures started to act up again. He kept telling me that she was faking it and she didnt need the drugs that they have her on. He dont even know what she is like without the meds and i try to tell him that well then he stoped workin and the rent was gettin real behind then he just walked out on us! Now i had to move in with my parents and i have to fight with my daughter every morin for her to go to school cuz the school sux here. i just try to stay positive but its hard i never thought her dad was so irresposible and selfish! Just goes to show you just how well u thought u knew someone. I just

Stupid People
people who choose the urinal trough to vomit in instead of the toilet 2 feet away.......really?.......wow.......really?, ebonics, that stupid flippy haircut the boys get these days that make em constantly flip their hair out of their eyes, guys in white belts and girl pants.......guess thats emo huh?.............um........really?....being bloated, anything where you add mayonaise and call a "salad", not having the balls to say how you feel, people who use drunkeness as an excuse......for anything, beggars, coffee flavored anything that isnt coffee, when you look at someones picture and they look hot but when you look at the rest you realize theyre fat, cheetos, dogs in sweaters, more to come

Did This Guy Think He Was Dropping Off A Stray Cat Or What?
Good Morning. I have a short story today that I actually got a kick out of and should not have laughed due to the nature of the crime. Kid Knapping is a serious deal. But this guy has to be the dumbest guy south of Homer J Simpson. Here is the story: Donald Turk, 48, and two associates were charged in Lake Elsinore, Calif., in September with kidnapping Turk's girlfriend, whom Turk was trying to push out of his life because she annoyed him. His plan, allegedly, was to take her to Mexico, drop her off, and hope that she would not return home. However, she was back several hours later, demanding that Turk pay off the cab driver who had driven her from the border. Arrested with Turk was a 47-year-old pal nicknamed "No Nose" because he has a hole in the middle of his face as the result of a gunshot. Said police Det. Joe Greco, "(This case) is like something out of a Quentin Tarantino movie." [Press-Enterprise (Riverside, Calif.), 9-18-07] Did the EX Boyfriend think he was dropping off an un

Why Women Are Crabby....
We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wo

Xmas Tree Angel
Not long ago and far away, Santa was getting ready for his annual trip, but there were problems everywhere. Four of his elves were sick and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular elves do. Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two other ones had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where to. More stress! Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the ski boards cracked and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys everywhere. Totally frustrated, Santa went back into the house for a cup of coffee and a shot of whisky. When he went to the cupboard, he found the elves had hit the booze and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he dropped the coffee cup and it broke into hundreds of pieces

Ok...time To Lay It All Out.
Something's happened tonight to make me realize just how far I've gone in the wrong direction. And now it's time to lay everything out for everyone to see. Time to let you all see the real me. The one I try to keep hidden. I'll admit it right here. I'm not right. I have a lot of problems. Mental and emotional. I see into things the wrong way. I get easily confused on things and when I read into something wrong, I get pretty fucked up. My biggest problem is that I bottle everythign up. EVERYTHING! I bottle it and I bottle it even after it festers inside of me. I bottle to the breaking point and yet I bottie it some more. Not healthy, but add in a depression disorder and ya....big time trouble. I've always had it. Inherited it from my dipshit of a father. From what my mom told me once he had depression problems. Thanks, Joel. Nice to know you're passing your legacy onto me and shit. Anyway, Another problem I have is low self esteem and self worth. I can acknowledge m

Haters
pepole that hate on others for no dame reason hanging nooses & shit need there ass kicked if you are this person kick your self in the ass & get your bitch ass off my page if i have you as a friend i dont wont it any more & if you got something fly to say ima come to your house & kick your ass my got dame self

Anticipation
Electrifying Anticipation of your touch a smile that melts the heart and lifts your soul Soft touches become passionate embraces half open eyes gaze into space as your kiss becomes liquid Hearts pounding with such force bodies entwined like a vine on a tree until you cannot tell one from the other Ecstacy rises to a frenzied pitch orgasmic waves of convulsive pleasure afterglow in your arms puts me at peace

Be Patient Please
I have had quit a few new family members added and i am glad to have you all.For those of you who havent read my past blog.All family members get everything rated.That is what I do cause family must stick together.This may take me quit awhile.So please be very patient with me.I am on 2 out of three days and most of the time all day.Thank you all for all the rates you have given me so far and for the fan and for wanting to be added as a friend.I appreciate you all.Have a great day and a better weekend.God please you all.

Who Wants A Mad Nooner?
Who wants some Madness in their life? Well Sir Jim will be rocking the air waves with a bit of madness thrown in from Noon till 3. Click on the Hot Rocks Radio Lounge to join the party! You can also hear him in these other cool lounges!!!

Joke
A lady is sitting in a bar next to a really ugly man. He has a parrot on his shoulder. The man says: If you can tell me what kind of animal I have on my shoulder...I'll sleep with you." Lady says: "An alligator?" Man says: "Close enough"

Well..
I just figured I'd say this. WOW this site is busy on the eyes, and I'm not sure how to navigate it yet. So, don't get mad if I don't comment back right away, or even anything for that matter. I'm used to easy to navigate layouts. I guess that's all I want to say right now!

Husband Application, Please Fill Out And Send To Me Ty
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. Would you if you could change anything about me? 21.If so what? 22.would you marry me? 23.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 24. What do you rate me outta 1-10?? 25. Your phone number? Lets Play! I dare you...the first one Who will answer this wil

Christmas Poem
T`was the night beforeChristmas He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give,And to see who in this house did live. I looked all about,A strange sight did I see, No tinsel,no presents,Not even a tree. No stocking by mantle,Just boots filled with sand,On the wallhung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges,awards of all kind,a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different,it

My Life In A Nutshell
WELL ITS THAT INFAMOUS TIME FOR AN UPDATE hello all it me lot has happened over the course of a year... I have cleaned up my act alot.....I quit drinking for most part yes i said it quit drinking I thought I was having a new addition to Family well that didnt happen(TAKE IT FOR WHAT ITS WORTH) Also met alot of new friends in the wierdest of places ALSO FOUND SOME FRIENDS ARENT REALLY THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM found some old friends met some new thanks for that to help me keep me SANE almost went to JAIL ( if you dont know better recognize) Also found out just cuz people say shit to your face doesnt mean its always true. found that out the hard way and in long run if you really think I care or you need to lie and decieve then good so be it, I know where I stand with you and you will eventually know where you stand with me who really wins. I have learned I FUCK up just like any other human but also know where my mistakes are and try to make ammends and fix them and have and t

New Contest Tattoo Contest 2
OK HERE IS THE DEAL AND PRIZES FOR THIS COMP I WILL BE GIVING OUT TO THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES NOT COMMENTS RATES IS WHAT COUNTS THIS TIME AND THE ONE WITH THE MOST RATES WITHIN THE TIME LIMIT WINS 100,000 FUBUCKS YES YOU HEARD ME RITE 100,000 FUBUCKS TO THE WINNER AND 2ND PRIZ WILL BE A MANSION AND 3RD PRIZE WILL BE PLASMA TV STIPULATIONS 1. 100,000 FUBUCKS MUST HAVE 500 RATES 2. MANSION MUST HAVE 300 RATES 3. TV MUST HAVE 200 RATES WHOEVER COMES CLOSE WILL GET THESE PRIZES I KNOW I HAVE SEEN RATES WELL OVER WHAT IM ASKING FOR SO I KNOW YOU HAVE FRIENDS OUT THERE WHO WILL VOTE ON YOUR PIC REMEMBER VOTES COUNT BY RATES ONLY IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENETER THIS CONTEST PLEASE CONTACT ME WITH YOUR PIC ENTRY LINK AND I WILL COME BY AND RIP IT OK LET THE GAMES BEGIN I WILL HAVE THE CONTEST FOR 1 MONTH FROM THE TIME THE CONTEST STARTS AND I WILL LET EACH OF YOU KNOW WHEN IT STARTS WHEN I HAVE ALL THE ENTRIES

My Strength
I love my husband jason he is my life and my world no matter how things come and go I will never leave him. He has made me love again and feel soo good about myself that no other man can come between us. I love him with all my heart and Soul when O am with him time stands still and we are lost in eachothers eyes and can only see eachother... No one can make us love anyone else because we love eachother and that will never change we are a family now and will be forever. My vow is to love him unconditionally forever and always and make him happy through our many years together. I LOVE U JASON u are my rock and u hold me up high for the world to see me and see my glow of happyness and love.

I Will Be Ok. I Plan On It. I Expect It Of Myself.....
I have to find balance again I am not sure excatly when things with me got so off balanced inside. I have to get it back though. I cannot allow myself to keep falling like I feel like I am lately. I cannot allow things to effect me in such a down way either. It does not mean I should go to the extreme of not caring at all....but not to let things rule who I am. I say all this, but I need to be sure I move on it also. I do not want to lose family or friends because of this. I already in ways have caused some changes in friendships and such. Changes I wish I could undo. Hurts I wish I had never done. A love that is really there inside me wishing it could be with that person. The thing is.....I need to let go and not try to force things. If it is something that is still there.....I pray it will come back to me. I miss her, but I want her to be happy. I am not as important as she is. I am in ways open to see if maybe there is someone else for me. I just want to be sure I let it grow an

Proof That God Loves Blondes!!!
A blonde finds herself in serious trouble. Her business has gone bust and she's in dire financial straits. She's so desperate she decides to ask God for help. She begins to pray..."God, please help me. I've lost my business and if I don't get some money, I'm going to lose my house as well. Please let me win the Lotto." Lotto night comes, and somebody else wins it. She again prays..."God, please let me win the Lotto! I've lost my business, my house and I'm going to lose my car as well." Lotto night comes and she still has no luck. Once again, she prays..."My God, why have You forsaken me? I've lost my business, my house, and my car. My children are starving. I don't often ask You for help, and I have always been a good servant to You. PLEASE let me win the Lotto just this one time so I can get my life back in order." Suddenly there is a blinding flash of light as the heavens open. The blonde is overwhelmed by the Voice of God Himself..."Sweetheart, work with Me on this... Buy a

Chicken And Sun-dried Tomato Chili
Chicken and Sun-Dried Tomato Chili It's not your run-of-the-mill chili! Made with lean chicken and tangy sun-dried tomatoes, and garnished with nutty sunflower seeds and creamy avocado, this is a sophisticated and tasty twist on an old favorite. Credit: Holly Clegg Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2/3 cup sun-dried tomatoes * 1/2 cup red wine * 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless chicken breasts, cut into pieces * 3 cups chopped tomatoes * 1 (4-ounce) can chopped green chilies * 4 cups canned chicken broth * 2 tablespoons chili powder * 2 cups frozen corn * 2 tablespoons sunflower seeds, for serving * 1 avocado, chopped, for serving Directions: In a small bowl, place sun-dried tomatoes and red wine and let stand for 5 minutes to allow tomatoes to soften. In a large pot coated with nonstick cooking spray, brown chicken over medium-high heat for 5 minutes. Add tomatoes and saute until tender. Add green chilies, chicken bro

Not Feelin It
So I am in a super special mood. And by super I mean I want to curl in a ball and hibernate till I die. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to vent, or bitch or any of the other things people tell you to do when you are contemplating detonating the Earth. So, to save myself from pissing off all my fu-friends and fu-family I am going to be pretty introverted till I feel better. I luv you all. Chris (you know which one) and Jay (my Aristocrat) I will be in touch. Big Hugs! Anyway, you may find me bitterly stalking through the mumms, but if I don't reply to messages or comments, please don't take it personal. I am just not social right now. Be Well W.R.

Wooooohooooo Im Back!!!!!
*does a happy dance* yep got the net back...woohoo woohoo *dances in her chair* lmfao so i have ALOT of catching up to do...just bare with me and give me some time to catch up with everyone...have missed ya guys bunches! hope all has been well with everyone since ive been gone! *hugs and luvs* Blessed Be Juniper420

Twoare
Longing for one that will not come and chained to one that longs for naught The ache of wanting to burst free the sorrow of what is left behind A bruised soul is lifted never more the pain of loss A kiss found in the wind she smiles, he laughs To want is no more to them satisfied in reckless abandon Together

To Nicole....... Lmao
Such a beautiful woman to be so demanding..... You want someone to rate allll your default pics before you even accept them as a friend? Does it look like I NEED friends... much less go through all your pics and rate, JUST to NOT get the same in return...... How do I know you wont return... because you don't have anything filled out in your profile.... PLUS your already demanding before you said Hello.... GREAT way to make friends honey... You seem like a true winner and friend AND your BF is soooo lucky to have you... I suggest YOU read other peoples profiles. With me... just because you have a pussy... Doesn't mean you make the rules... Delete and block me PLEASE!!!!

Angels
When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue.. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end.

And One More...for The Hell Of It.
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... Body: IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED, WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME ALONE

Thinking Of Leaving!!!!
I have made some awesome friends and family here on fubar many more than I thought I would but, I am considering leaving here as its just not the same now. I want all my good and close friends and family to know how much Love I have for them and am sorry if I am disappointing them by leaving. Some of you have been fantastic and over the top with your love and I appreciate all your help and support. I will be here for the next coupe of days and than I will be gone for a week when I get back I will decide on what to do. Yet again THANK YOU to ALL my family and great friends on here, I LOVE YOU ALL so very much. Bobby

Ramble On
I have been sitting here for like 20 minutes now trying to write something. I have all these ideas in my head, but I just can't seem to complete the thought and make it all make sense. The writting bug has gotten me again. I grabbed and pen and paper and jotted a few thoughts down but nothing comes of it. I wish I could find my book I used to write in with all my poetry in it. I has been missing for years now. What I wouldn't give to see it again. And no, I am not one of those girls who write that sappy love poetry and stuff. Mine was a lot darker then that. I think maybe when I get off work in a bit and go home I just might sit and grab my notebook and work on the book I have been trying to write for like 5 years now. I should do it while I have the urge to do it. I just wish I had a better writting program on my computer at home to use other then wordpad, but oh well. Its better than nothing I guess.

The Irrational Inspiration Of Youth
do not overlook who it was so inspired to provide these calming disturbances which infatuate and complicate these superficial and seemingly complacent standards of living. the peace of violent conflict invited to stir up satisfactions and desires. Emotions. acclimation to the usual ups and downs has no influence over the suddenness and unfamiliarity of these new twists and turns. Adventures. words and actions must be reconciled to the hopes and beliefs of Reckless Abandon. guiding, misleading... is it really following being led on or just wandering exploring the unknown. for all this idle contemplation and fickle behavior what is to be gained

Free Enlightenment Friday!! A Must Read!!lol
Oh another bulletin. I am getting in a bulletin making mood. I feel it is my Fu-Duty and responsibility to gently and kindly enlighten a few thousand people about some things in the drama filled world of Fubar. This is long....get comfortable. :-) I have been fooled, as many of you have and are. Don’t feel bad. You don’t know until you know. I, as well as my bomber family, The FuBombers have recently STRONGLY supported the infamous BBG in her obsessive quest for red.(Not gonna happen by the way, she pissed too many people off acting stupid- they will make sure it never happens) We bombed the hell out of her page. We made, posted, reposted and stickied tons of bulletins asking our friends and fans to go rate/fan/add her. I, like you, assumed she was nice, deserving lady who was being undeservedly attacked by people who were just jealous of her and trying to keep her down. (rolls eyes) OH MY, OH MY how we have all been fooled. (If I ever asked you to go rate/fan/add her, I ap

My Name "is Meth"
I destroy homes,I tear families apart,take your children,and that's just the start. I'm more costly than dimands,more precious than gold, the sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me,remember!I'm easily found,I live all around you-in schools and in town. I live with the rich;I live with the poor,I live in the street,and maby next door. I'm made in a lab,but not like you think,I can be made under your kitchin sink. In your child's closet,and even in the woods,If this scares you to death,well it certainly should. I have many names,but there's one you know best,I'm sure you've heard of me,my name is crystal meth.My power is awesome;try me you'll see but if you do,you may never break free. Just try me once and i might let you go,but try me twice,and I'll own your soul. When I possess you,you'll steal and you'll lie,you do what you have to--just to get high The crimes you'll commit for my narcotic charmes will be worth the pleasure you'll fell in your arms,your lungs your

A Remembrance For Marcus
As all of you know, my husband of 15 years passed away from cancer in May of 2007. This poem was posted by my niece to my myspace and it really touched my heart. I wanted to share it with all of you. Thanks for being the awesome loving ppl that you are......you are all the best! "Whispers From Heaven" When I left this world without you I know it made you blue. Your tears fell so freely, I watched; I know this is true. While you were sleeping, Days after I passed away. While all was silent within me, I saw you kneel to pray. From this wonderful place called Heaven Where all my pain is gone, I send a gentle breeze to whisper, "My loved ones,please go on." The peace that I have found here Goes far beyond compare No rain,no clouds,no suffering--- Just LOVE from everywhere. You need not be troubled Just stay close to GOD in prayer Someday we'll be reunited My love, HIS Love surronds you always, EVERYWHERE!!! This really touched me....hope you enjoy.

Angels.......
Angels Sparkling angel I believed you were my saviour in my time of need Blinded by faith I couldn’t hear all the whispers the warnings so clear I see the angels I’ll lead them to your door There’s no escape now no mercy no more no remorse Because I still remember the smile when you tore me apart You took my heart deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they turn into real You broke a promise and made me realise It was all just a lie Sparkling angel I couldn’t see your dark intentions your feelings for me Fallen angel tell me why what is the reason the thorn in your eye I see the angels I’ll lead them to your door There’s no escape now no mercy no more no remorse Because I still remember the smile when you tore me apart You took my heart deceived me right from the start You showed me dreams I wished they turn into real You broke a promise and made me realise It was all just a lie Could have been forever now we have to sleep This world

Fairy Or Dragon?
Fairy or Dragon??DragonYou are a dragon,Your mercy is limited to certain people/things. You can be very vicous at times and you are very mysterious most ppl want you dead but you are way to powerful to be killed.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Amazing Feeling!!
Isn't it something when people come back into your life when your not even expecting it they just come back and you relize the connection you once shared is still there maybe a lil bruised but there none the less and you know that this time it can be stronger even deeper then before and when you think about them you can help but get that goofy smile and a sudden rush of happiness floods over you you remember why that person made you feel so amazing.And people come into your life for so many reasons and maybe at that time it wasnt your momment but now is just perfect!

The Room .....please Read This!!!!!
17-year-old Brian Moore had only a short time to write something for a class. The subject was what Heaven was like. "I wowed 'em," he later told his father, Bruce. "It's a killer. It's the bomb. It's the best thing I ever wrote." It also was the last. Brian's parents had forgotten about the essay when a cousin found it while cleaning out the teenager's locker at Teary Valley High School . Brian had been dead only hours, but his parents desperately wanted every piece of his life near them-notes from classmates and teachers, his homework. Only two months before, he had handwritten the essay about encountering Jesus in a file room full of cards detailing every moment of the teen's life. But it was only after Brian's death that Beth and Bruce Moore realized that their son had described his view of heaven. "It makes such an impact that people want to share it. You feel like you are there." Mr. Moore said. Brian Moore died May 27, 1997, the day after Memorial Day. He was drivi

Stoner Bear Thanks You All!
I Would Like To Thank A Few Ppl For Getting Me To Godfather Today These Ppl Are Awesome! Nuff Said ♥PolskiCherry♥Co-Owner of L.O.L Levelers@ fubar → §iηƒüL ÅÐÐï¢†ioη → Member of L.O.L levelers@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~Member of L.O.L Levelers~@ fubar Twisted and Transparent ~Fubar Army Wifey To John~Dracs Bloodbath Promoter!@ fubar Brandi@ fubar *Rain*~Your Worst Addiction ~*Owner of Wicked Storm Crew~*@ fubar Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! x.Fury.x's Everything :) *Demon House Diva & Member of L.O.L levelers*@ fubar ~~♥~~(¯☆Ðå Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§☆¯)~~♥~~Wicked Storm Crew~~♥~~@ fubar HOT_N_HANDY( W.I.S.E UK FRIENDS) ~~WICKED STORM CREW~~@ fubar John ***John...... Having Fun Living It Up!!!!.... Fubar Husband to Shelly. I LOVE YOU SHELLY!!!!!

Alone In This World
Locked up again and playing spades with cellies. Rec time is only an hour a day. Smoke fills the air as the smell of smoke fills the lungs. Baseball is on tv while the guards watch our every move. Someone yells dominoe at the other end of the hall. Underground prison in the capital of the nation. Only thugs and killers are in the section we are in. Guards with guns and batons fill the hall up and down. The tone is set, but not everyone here is sane. This one guy small as can be thinks he is Humphrey Bogart and tries to have his way. The guards call for lockdown as he yells he's the kingpin of this bitch. We all get in our cells but he thinks he's in control. He asks a guard for a light for his cigarette and keeps the lighter. Tells a few words and gets in his cell. The guard looks at him laughing as the cells are on lock. Moments are quiet now as the tv is turned off. Then when the silence is broken a tall man appears. He is 6'8 and about 350 in weight. One cell opens and it's right ne

I Seek!
I SEEK A SPECIAL WOMAN! I seek a special woman who she is I do not know. But if I ever find her my heart will tell me so. This woman takes my breath away but doesnt leave me gasping for air. and I can give my heart to her and know its in good care. she doesnt tell me lies, deceive me or any of those games. she treats me with respect you see and I show her the same. she does not judge a person by the color of their skin. she simply gets to know them and judges from within. she doesnt punish me for the sins of other men. and she knows the best relationships are the ones that start as friends written by Some1special2k

If You Know What This Is Then You Will Understand
"I cast you back I have no fear,With the speed of wind and the dark of night,May all of you harboring take flight, With the swiftness of the sea And all the power found in me As I will so mote it be"

Bada Bing's First Family Wedding And Two Very Special Friends... Sat. Nov 17, 4pm Est... Show Some Love
Join Us In Celebrating the Wedding Of Bada Bing's Own Doug and Fallin Angel at Bada Bing Lounge on Saturday, November 17th at 4pm eastern time. " /> Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Free Graphics at hostdrjack.com Plan to be there as we share and celebrate a beautiful time with these two very special friends! >Host Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE!

Rip Donna
I just got a call from my son, I was married 25 years to a man name Don, well his twin sister Donna Marie Peterson passed away on Nov 14, 2007. She was 53. tomorrow is her services, please take a moment of silence between 2-4 and give this family strenght to get through this. Even though I am away from this family my heart goes out to them. Sassy

Remember Us...
THE GIFT T'WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO, OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT,

Free Enlightenment Friday!! A Must Read!! If Anyone Is Friends With Bbg I Strongly Advise U To Remove Her, I Back This Bulletin 110%
Oh another bulletin. I am getting in a bulletin making mood. I feel it is my Fu-Duty and responsibility to gently and kindly enlighten a few thousand people about some things in the drama filled world of Fubar. This is long....get comfortable. :-) I have been fooled, as many of you have and are. Don’t feel bad. You don’t know until you know. I, as well as my bomber family, The FuBombers have recently STRONGLY supported the infamous BBG in her obsessive quest for red.(Not gonna happen by the way, she pissed too many people off acting stupid- they will make sure it never happens) We bombed the hell out of her page. We made, posted, reposted and stickied tons of bulletins asking our friends and fans to go rate/fan/add her. I, like you, assumed she was nice, deserving lady who was being undeservedly attacked by people who were just jealous of her and trying to keep her down. (rolls eyes) OH MY, OH MY how we have all been fooled. (If I ever asked you to go rate/fan/add her, I ap

Turkey Day!
This is the first year that I will host Thanksgiving! *gasps* What if I fuck it up? LOL. Oh well, I am sure worse things could happen, but I am a great cook, its just baking, isnt so much my thing. I guess I shall just try my best, and cross my fingers! Any tips??? :D

My Bar Tab Is....
This is real fun to do! The only catch is that you cant ask the person who posted it anything about it! Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bar Tab is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Did some X -- $15 Did cocaine -- $20 Did meth -- $25 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on FUBAR -- $100 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Had sex with 2 different people in the same day -- $50 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's

Sticking Up For A Friend
To all of you ass's that are Bashing LadyLoneWolf she is right you people dont givr a fuck if she tryed for you or not. She is a far better person then most too bad you didnt find that out sooner you might havejust made a friend for life but thats in the past now. Just remeber that there are alot of people out that there that want just to belong and to make friends and thats no no drama orshit like that but some of you wil never know Jess I love you girl and dont let any one ever tell you that yournot worth it Because you are better then most

Hospice
After another week in the hospital dad is now home. He was there because the chemo damn near killed him before the cancer could. He had no blood and still has no platelets. He is now on hospice. The chemo can't cure his cancer and continuing it will only give him another month to three months of life and there is no guarantee he will not be sick and miserable. So, since there is no cure he decided he had been through enough....and now we will just see how it goes from day to day. This is when it gets tougher. As a nurse I see this every day but damn it is different when it's my daddy. Talk about a helpless feeling.... Anyway, just updating the friends that keep coming to check on me and keep lifting me up with their prayers, words of encouragement and support. Thanks also to my lifeline, daddyfirefighter...I never would be able to cope without you.

In Need Of Some Love..plz
As most of you know, my other half's account was unjustifiably deleted, well he is back and I am asking you all to PLEASE help him get back into the swing of things. Any "Love" shown will be returned ( within reason...lol ). Thank you all for taking the time to help him out. Sniper___@ fubar

Some Of My Shitty Poems
Just A Man As i got down on one knee I pledged myself to thee I give you my heart I give you my soul....... Now to thee I ask Why am I so bad Did I do something wrong I feel as if I dont belong Is there a place for me in this world some days i think not i ask my self why what have I done why does every one hate me Do people not care any more Do they think this is a game do they not realize I am man Do they not know when i am cut I BLEED RED just like they doo That i feel pain I am not as strong as every one thinks i have feelings i have thoughts I feel love and I feel hate I cant keep going on this way I dont want much I just want to be happy to share my life with some one special to have a friend a lover a wife an equal nothing more nothing less Is this too much to ask for I think not I am just a simple man I am just a man I have spent so many years not caring now i do care and the world seems to not i reach for a hand up wha

Like...
you know that commercial for Five gum? how they have all the ball bearings in a giant speaker and the guy walks into them barefoot and lays down in them in his boxers? then turns on the sound with a low thrumming bass that makes all the ball bearings vibrate around his body? I want to do that.

My Friends Mean The World To Me
It's been a day when a couple of my friends had tough times, and I wanted to say something. If I have you in my friend and family lists, it is because you mean something to me. You make me smile, you make me laugh, and when you hurt, you can make me cry with you. I don't know how to tell who's making it into that circle, but something brings you there. I am like that stupid, lovable pup, so ugly that he's cute, with a big, gracious heart, but also with the habit of chewing up your favorite shoe, or tripping over the water bowl. I promise I am house-broken! And I'm too big to be a lap dog, like the outdoors a little too much to be cooped up for long. I am here to make friends, to meet people and to be an encourager, a challenger, a playmate, a listener, and you should know, how you feel is important. When I ask how you are, it's because I wanna know. So the bottom line is this: if the world around you has you feeling like you are the gum on someone's shoe, I am here to tell you th

Emergency
I will be at the hospital this morning..My Grandmother got up sometime during the night and was roaming the house and fell down the cellar steps at my mothers..they called me at 615 and said they are life flighting her to Geisinger ...

Cleanin Out My Closet...lol
Here's the deal folks...I'm not complaining, I have met some really cool people on here, some rate some don't. Frankly I could really care less. But if I haven't talked to you at least once since I've added you, I have one thing to say....bye-bye. I'm cleaning out my friends list of all the unnecessary garbage, yanno those that dont talk to me or dont rate even one picture...I mean come on...how hard is it to click on one measly picture and rate it? It's not rocket science people. And another thing...my shout box is always open how hard is it to stop by and say hi once in a blue moon? Yanno so I know your alive and REAL...key word there people...REAL. I don't want people who are gonna sit on my friends list and try and mooch points off of me, thats not the way it works...for me anyway. I'm not gonna go to your page and rate EVERYTHING, only to have you check me out in return, god do I hate that. But all in all thats what I've got to say, like it or not. Thank you, Please drive thro

Pay Attention
What is the difference between girls/women at ages 8, 18, 28, 38, 48, 58, 68 and 78? At 8 You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 What story??? What bed??? … Who the hell are you???*

Blah Blah
You know, I was having this conversation with some friends of mine. The matter of marriage came up. Some of my friends have been married but are no longer, some are presently married with kids/without kids, some of my friends swear NEVER to marry ( I used to be one of them ), and some of my friends are undecided. Now, my friends vary in religious beliefs. Some are Christian, some are Jewish, some are Wiccan, some are, well, let us just say...none of the above. We were catching up due to the fact that we all work alot and never truly have time to see one another for more than a few minutes here and there ( passing at the grocery, in restaurants, and for some, they live out of town/out of state ). I had told them of how I had reunited with someone from my past. Someone who I cared about deeply, loved immensely. I told them of how we have the same interests, the same tastes, the same likes, some of the same dislikes. I also told them of our plans to marry in one year if all goes well. Imm

Blah
Ok now I must somehow learn to be positive or at least appear positive when my hunni is home. Yesterday was hard as heck on me, every little thing I would break down crying over. I know three months aint that long but yet, in my mind it feels like forever. This 3 months that I have been here in Germany I havent gotten to see him much, just on the weekends because of his work. I knew that and I understand that. I just wish we could have had alot more time together, I want to put into this relationship was he has done for me, but sadly at this time all I have to give him is my heart, and he already has that completely. I am so proud of him and all that he has accomplished these past 6 months. My Angel really is my life! I never thought that I could love like this, and it feels good to really truly be in love like this. I hate the pain though that comes with it, the pain of being away from him, the pain that I will have from not feeling his touch on the weekends, the pain of not looking i

St. Albans Radio Disc Jockey Dies In Car Crash
St. Albans radio disc jockey dies in car crash Published: Thursday, November 15, 2007 Free Press Staff Report SWANTON -- A St. Albans radio disc jockey died Wednesday morning from injuries he suffered in a one-car accident on Bushey Road in Swanton on Tuesday, Vermont State Police in St. Albans said. Gerald Griggs was not wearing a seat belt when his 2000 Toyota Tacoma pickup truck rounded a sharp curve, left the road and hit a tree about 5:30 p.m., troopers said. Griggs was unconscious and his truck was on fire when rescue crews pulled him from the vehicle. Griggs was taken to Northwestern Medical Center, then transferred to Fletcher Allen Health Care in Burlington, where he was pronounced dead, police said. Speed may have been a factor in the accident. Anyone who witnessed the crash should contact state police at 524-5993. Griggs was known as G.G. Griggs on the WLFE Morning Show that aired weekdays from 6 to 10 a.m. "This is a big blow. He was an amazing guy

You Are Much Appreciated
Thank you so much for comming through when i needeed help to level.you are all awesome and im so proud and lucky to have you as friends and family.I have really felt the love from the confederate bombers since i became a member and my other friends are the best.You are appreciated and i will return the love i have been shown but if it takes awhile please bare with me im trying to rate everyone atleast some so i dont miss anyone before i run out of rates,but i will return the love,have a greatweekend and keep it southern,biker heart

17/11/07
LARNE COLTS 2-1 CARRICK RANGERS COLTS The colts travelled to beltoy for this game against the league leaders carrick.And after putting in there worst performance of the season last week put in there best performance of the season this week.The colts started against the wind but goalkeeper dylan mcrandal and the defence of robert watson,thomas spence,jordan weir,thomas mcdowell and odhran kemp keeping things tight and the midfield of stephen gordon,jamie magill and david hunter working hard in the midfield it was the colts who took the lead midway through the first half when a through ball found reece mcginley who in turn found darren tennant who made no mistake.Carrick came back strongly and used the wind advantage when they got a corner and scored to make it 1-1.It stayed 1-1 till half time.The 2nd half was end to end stuff but the colts had to bring jamie millar on for the injured stephen gordon and it was the colts who took the lead when they were awarded a penalty and thomas spe

Heaven's Door
Good morning all. I want to send you a personal invitation to a really laid back, fun, no drama lounge... it's called the.... Great decent people. Good music of all kinds..and I'll buy you a drink..Trust me in my lounge.. you'll be shitfaced for a month.. LOL.. anyways.. click the banner below and join the fun.. Hugs and Loves! Cassie.. the owner of Heaven's Door.

Life In A Snow Globe
Life in a snow globe. Pretty inside but surrounded by glass. You can shake it, and shake it, but it always looks the same. Winter wonderland smiling back at you. Praying that it doesn't get shattered, but hoping someone will find a way inside to break the monotony. A beautiful thing separated from everyone... alone in a shadow of a world. Eyes all around stare through the glass cage, but they'll never get in. Not without breaking it first.

Nov. 17th
This is Saturday and I have a 8 am meeting here in town. Then I am done!!!!! (for the weekend) I have a reception to go to tomorrow at 2 pm. Then the Seattle Seahawks are playing the Chicago Bears at 4:15. This is supposed to be another blow out for Seattle against Chicago from all the comments from the commentators on the NFL Network on TV starting yesterday. I have received many messages from friends on Fubar asking where I have been... I have been just about everywhere along the west coast it seems for the past week. I have a meeting on Monday 75 miles away from home followed by another one 50 miles from there and then HOME SWEET HOME for the rest of the week for the Holiday.

First Christmas Joke Of The Season.
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honour of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols."

The Cheerleaders For The Seahawks
I was drifting through the Seahawks web site and I found a few things I thought all you GUYS would get a kick out of seeing. You don't have to be a football fan to appreciate this. LOL http://www.seahawks.com/SeaGals/SeaGals.aspx?id=13898

Joke
The Big Horse Race Horses in the race are: 1. Passionate Lady 2. Bare Belly 3. Silk Panties 4. Conscience 5. Jockey Shorts 6. Clean Sheets 7. Thighs 8. Big Johnson 9. Heavy Bosum 10. Merry Cherry At the Post: They're off! Conscience is left behind at the post. Jockey Shorts and Silk Panties are off in a hurry. Heavy Bosum is being pressured. Passionate lady is caught between Thighs and Big Johnson in a very tight spot. At the Halfway Mark it's Bare Belly on top. Thighs opens up and Big Johnson is pressed in. Heavy Bosum is being pushed hard against Clean Sheets. Passionate Lady and Thighs are working hard on Bare Belly. Bare Belly is under terrific pressure from Big Johnson. At The Stretch Merry Cherry cracks under the strain. Big Johnson is making a final drive. Passionate Lady is coming. At The Finish It's Big Johnson giving everything he's got and Passionate Lady takes everything Big Johnson has to offer. It looks like a dead heat but Big John

Best Friend
I sit alone thinking of you and all the things we've both been through You are my very best friend and i know you'll be there until the end. Your shoulder to cry on will soon be gone who will be there when something is wrong? when times are tough you're always there It shows me just how much you care. Although were going separate ways you're in my heart till my final days nothing can make a person see how special a friend you are to me. I dreamed of a friend just like you and finally my dream came true noting else could ever fulfill everything you're friendship will. You understand a side of me that no one else could ever see you know whats wrong before i cry but if I do, you will always know why. A friend like you is hard to find you put my problems all behind you were there when no one cared the best times were the ones we shared. We've been together through good and bad you made me laugh when i was sad and no one else could ever be as good of a

Do You Want To Make Money
do you want to make more money for doing the same thing your here? if so let me know i found a site that actually pays its members for doing the regular antics like on fubar without all the drama and bs

Is All The Good Girl Takin?
Where are all the good girls? Did I miss them all? I feel as if I did. I keep running into girl that got more wrong with them then meets the eyes. Then I try to get to know them and it all go's to shit. Then I am back at where I am now. What is good? I don't want much here. Just someone to hold at night and someone that cn take what she want and not make my life hell. (Take what she want) Not that I am looking for someone to take stuff but I want a girl that knows what she is lookin for and will do what is need to get it. I seem to run into alot of girl that say that they are ready to get with a real man and when I show up it is something new. I am getting sick of the BS out there and I see why most of the girls out there are so fucked up but I still want something for me. I will take anything you know. I do want to be happy too. I don't want to make it sound like I am down . So I am not down with just jumping on anything with a pussy. Like I see it happen all the time on here. Meet so

Today's Horrorscope
Your relationship with money is a bit simpler than most people understand. Today is a good time to rethink things -- or complicate them -- just a bit and maybe to open discussions with someone else. ======================================== Money? What's that? Ok, off to the store to spend Brian's money, lol. Have a great weekend everyone!!!!!!

This Is Something I Wrote
I cant believe i found you ... Straight out of some story. The chances were givin...... I made a promise to my self to never get burned by someone else. Until you walked in with your glory... Fate did a number on me.....I just pray the road will be long. I use to make him smile. Teardrops use to fall .With a lot of love and luck you will fall llike i fell... Cause if i am beside you nothing can go wrong. I know youve been waiting for a little love and happiness . The truth in front of you is so hard to ingore.

This Is For Certain People And They Know Who They Are.
This blog is not aimed at all of my friends. It is aimed at the ones who pretended to be my true friends when in all reality they were just fuckin playing games with my feelings and my mind. There is one person in particular that this is aimed at and she knows exactly who she is. I was being a real friend to her. I sat up nights with her on the phone many times because she was stressed out and couldn't sleep, or she was depressed, or because she just wanted to talk. Yeah I did that almost every night with her. And then I come to find out, she was just talking shit the whole time because she wanted to keep tabs on my husband. SOME FUCKING FRIEND YOU WERE MELISSA!!!! You didn't even have the damn guts to tell me that you didn't really want to be my friend. But I kind of figured because you always wanted to talk to my husband. Well everyone will know what kind of person you are when they read this. Yeah, I found out everything about your conversations with Jim. I am not a fucking st

The Miracle Of Friendship
There's a miracle of Friendship that dwells within the heart And you don't know how it happens or where it gets its start. But the happiness it brings you always gives a special lift, And you realize the Friendship is God's most perfect gift.

Dumb Ass Men!!!
If you are a guy stop the bullshit! If all you want is to see a girl naked then just say so> Don't start a bunch of shit saying your in love and want to becaome everything to you. Claiming a bunch of BLAH BLAH shit. If you are a girl Remember that guys say alot of shit to get what they want and have really very little to no respect for women!!! Take it from someone who has been lied to not only on the computer but also in reality. So thank you to all the FUCKED UP MEN IN THIS WORLD!!!!

My Tormented Soul
Childhood...what childhood?! Someone stole my innocence! Ripped away from me...like a piece of fabric torn only in time. To survive the pain this child must walk thru the tear and become an adult way to early. Mentors?!? They are to far, few and inbetween, to busy in their own worlds to care about mine. Look at her...Alone. Dealing with demons that confront her everyday. "Who has the answers?!" She screams on deaf ears of people who just don't understand or believe. Some say "We have done all we can!" Leaving the responsiblity once again for this child to pick up the pieces and start over again. Now lost, alone and very much afraid this tormented soul looks for love, attention, warmth, compassion, understanding, honesty... Where is it? Who has it? How do I get it? LETS DO WHAT THE IN CROWD DOES!! No, that is just acceptance, you see that now. Well then why didn't someone tell me that! Or was I not listening?! Oh great! Now it is all my fault... Am I really to blame

And Here I Am
My life has become such a bore lately. All of my friends (seriously, ALL of them) are now married and/or have kids. It's like they all got together without me and decided to get married. So now they do the married thing. Stay at home with the family, do family oriented things. Some of them are trying to pressure me into finding someone and settle down. But after my last few relationship disasters, I'm not in the dating mood. So now here I am, Saturday alone and bored. I can't think of anything entertaining to do. I've watched movies, taken care of chores, took a nap, ate dinner..everything is done for today. I really don't feel like going out alone. Bored.

No One ....
This Song hits so many levels with me. From the love of my life to my closest of friends. Alicia Keys - No One I just want you close Where you can stay forever You can be sure That it will only get better You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry ‘coz Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I feel for you You you Can get in the way of what I feel for you When the rain is pouring down And my heart is hurting You will always be around This I know for certain You and me together Through the days and nights I don’t worry cause Everythings gonna be alright People keep talking They can say what they like But all I know is everything’s gonna be alright No one no one no one Can get in the way of what I’m feeling No one no one no one Can

Sorrow Is Smiling
New Graphics Angels Images Top Comments I WOKE UP AND SAW BIG SMILE IT WAS INSIDE ME I GO TO WORK AND SAW BIG SMILE IT WAS OINSIDE ME I SAW EVERYWHERE BIG SMILE MYSELF AND LIFE. I SAW LITTLE SORROW THAT WAS TOO INSIDE ME MY SMILE,SMILING ATT THAT LITTLE SORROW AND LET IT GRIEVE AND IT START TO SMILE SORROW CAN SMILE TOO

Update On Knee
Well I guess I should do an update since I forgot after the nurse was here on Thursday. My knee is doing much better. My fever broke and my blood level of the blood thinner is within normal limits. Now if only I could remove the stress from my life I just might heal even faster.

Wake Up!
I don't post very many Blogs so here is a whooper! Okay just so everyone knows that I have a "Hit List" here and no it isn't a bad thing being on my "Hit List". There are a hand full of people on it, right around 20 or so that return comments and rate a few pictures off and on. Yea I have a cruch like it or not! Most all of the "Ladies" and yes I did use the word "Lady here on my list are real sweet hearts and have put up with my wild side. It doesn't really matter what I have posted for a status as it is just a status and most of the time it will be Naked and Hung or Passed out naked. I don't care what you look like one bit as it has no bearings what so ever as to if we are friends or not. Yea I have NSFW pictures and if you don't like those then there is nothing saying you have to look. Yea I check a few of them out an oh baby is all I have to say about some of my friends. So everyone be safe and don't do any thing I wouldn't do which leaves you pretty much wide open as to w

About Me
my name is rita gonzalez i am 29 years old born and raised in brooklyn new york currently residing in bensonhurst i have one younger brother that is 27 he lives with his girlfriend but they are close by i have two kids their names are philip and jonathan philip is three and jonathan will be 2 december 3rd my children are not with me or the father they are in foster care and i dont really want i seem them at the foster care agency i am currently living with my mother she has stage four colon cancer and the doctor says its pretty serious my hobbies/interests are as follows reading listening to music bike riding pool even though i am not good at it bowling even though i am not that good at it surfing the internet doing jigsaw puzzles rubiks cube watching wwe raw and smackdown big scooby doo fan love anything to do with scooby doo i love baseball new york mets and football new york giants i love horror movies most of my dvd collection is horror. i like taking walks along the beach along th

I'm Watching The Game, Damnit!
I'll give this "girl" an A for perseverance. It keeps wanting me to see it's cam, but I'm watching WVU play. I told it that but still... liezel_and...: hello babe liezel_and...: are you still there? liezel_and...: just put in the username box ok to watch me free ok liezel_and...: ok here`s my promcode >>> b67h5b liezel_and...: so here we go getting for fun now ok liezel_and...: ok liezel_and...: great ok ->liezel_and...: I'm watching WVU play! liezel_and...: ok come chat ->liezel_and...: Are you kidding? This is a very big game I am watching! liezel_and...: hi like to chat? liezel_anderson@ fubar

Thanksgiving
While yall are feasting on your holiday meal,there are countless of people in this country hungry and unable to afford a bite to eat muchless gorge themselves on a big dinner... please take a minute to check out these sites to help them... one is FREE and only takes a few clicks..the other,for the cost of a blast or a vip,you can feed a family in your area. just check it out..and maybe by helping another that big dead bird might be tastier and balance out some karma points http://www.thehungersite.com/clickToGive/home.faces?siteId=1

Sexiest Fubar Man Contest
I am entering the sexiest man on fubar contest. Need 35ooo comments to win and would love all my friends help. Before you can leave comments and bome you will need to rate,fan and add the host as a friend. Thanks to all that are willing to help me out with this. Love you all. Here is the link to the host and look at the her pictures and find mine in the folder for sexiest man on fubar. http://fubar.com/user/709063# here is the link after you rate,fan and add

At A Loss For Words
my bestfriend of 6 yrs told me tonight,he tried to OD lastweek,and was dissapointed he had failed,its hard to know what to say in this situation,unfortunatly i have been there before..,and i know what its like to feel like u have no power over anything,so the greatest power you feel u possess is the power to take your own life..im at a loss for words on what to say to comfort him,there is nothing i can say to change his mind..soo i just sit here helpless feeling like shit.wondering if when i told him bye,and to take care of himself..was that the last time id ever get to speak to him :( .. I'm so numb right now..somebody hold me?

Why Men Are Never Depressed:
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of whic h way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $500 0. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. ! Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open all your own jars. You get extra credit for th

You Know You Have Been In Iraq Too Long When
You Know You have been in Iraq too long when. ... When mortars land near your compound and you roll over in bed and think "still way off, I got another 5 minutes" When you start humming with the Arabic song playing on the radio on the shuttle bus Every woman that reports to your unit starts looking attractive Every guy that reports to your unit starts looking attractive You walk an extra 6 blocks to eat at the KBR (contractor run) dining facility to have the exact same food they are serving in your dining facility because you think it tastes better You actually volunteer for convoy security duty because you still haven't seen the country yet You start picturing your wife in traditional Arab dress The contractors have more fire power than the military combat units. (This is true) You take the time to add your lines to this list You've spent $200 dollars at Haji mart on DVDs buying Basic Instinct, 9 and ½ weeks, and Body of Evidence just

To Lisa (my Baby)
November 17, 2007 @ 6:19 pm For you Standing on my head a smile from ear to ear how did meeting you get me here feeling a joy i thought long dead i do the "Happy Dance" around this, no longer lonely, room shedding my shroud of doom and gloom on their tatters i now prance i grin, for no apparent reason bathing in your invisible glow rush in, head long, where i should go slow as the leaves fall, love is in season on this red and orange carpet marking the years old age i start a new chapter, a happy new phase your warm seductive words, my blanket standing on my tippy toes peeking into the future one full of you, my sister following it wherever it goes smiling, gleefully, from ear to ear knowing that in your arms i need fear no further harms your kisses my only care how on earth was i so blessed to find you to share my hours and nourish this love, ours be nurtured and caressed thank you for finding me for touching my soul making me feel whol

Ungrateful
I wrote this last year sometime thought I'd bring it to Fubar to see what people hear thought.: Ok so I've only been on this planet for 31 years. Maybe I"m missing something. But in my experience men seem ungrateful and uncaring and everything in the book you can think of. Don't get me wrong I know us women can be the same way. I just don't understand. In my realm I have been taught to live up to the dream woman. I was groomed for it since birth. I think my dad had a very sick sense of humor because I don't see where I'm appreciated at all. Anyways let me explain my personality and then maybe someone can tell me what the hell I do wrong. First of all I hate help. Its a big flaw I suppose but in that I don't like to have to depend on anyone. I can't even imagine being a gold digger cause that just repulsive to me. Second I love to help who ever is around me If its in my reach to do it its done. I have this complex about abandoning people. I ask for very little from anyone i

Sensitive Men
> A woman meets a man in a bar. They talk; they connect; > they end up leaving together. They get back to his > place, and as he shows her around his apartment, she > notices that one wall of his bedroom is completely > filled with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears. > > > There are three shelves in the bedroom with hundreds > and hundreds of cute, cuddly teddy bears, carefully > placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was > obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly > arrange them and she was immediately touched by the > amount of thought he had put into organizing the > display. There were small bears all along the bottom > shelf, medium-sized bears covering the length of the > middle shelf, and huge, enormous bears running all the > way along the top shelf. She found it strange for an > obviously masculine guy to have such a large a > collection of Teddy Bears, but doesn't mention this to > him, and actually is quite impressed by his sensitive >

What Is Love
It is Love that gives me purpose to change and grow and learn. It is Love that guides me on this path and helps me choose each turn. It is Love that gives me courage to stand against my fears; to open up my heart to you, to let you see my tears. It is Love that gives me trust and hope when little thing go wrong. When distance stands between us, it is Love that keeps me strong. It is Love that offers harmony and a friendship that is true. How wonderful that I can share a Love like this with you!

God Grant Me The Serenity....
Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change;the courage to change the things I can change;and the wisdom to hide all the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off;And also; help me to be careful of the toes I step on today, because they may be connected to the ass I have to kiss tomorrow...Help me always to give 100 percent at work:12% on Monday23% on Tuesday40% on Wednesday20% on Thursdays5% on Fridays...And help me to rememberwhen I'm having a really bad dayand it seems that people are trying to piss me off,that it takes only 42 muscles to frown andonly 4 to extend my middle finger and tell them to bite me!!!!AMEN

A Comment Made To Me.
I was told by someone here on fubar that for someone that is a christian that I have a lot of sinners and fornicators as friends. Let me just say this. God doesn't judge them so why should I? Love the sinner hate the sin. That is the way it goes. I won't judge a man or woman for their lifestyle period so why in turn should I be judged for my friends? I know that everyone I meet isn't going to be a Christian. Not everyone is going to agree with me. But I will love all with the same compassion as Jesus Christ. Jesus stood by a prostitute saying "he who has not committed a sin cast the first stone." As Jesus himself stood by her I stand by my friends in the same. That is why I have sinners and fornicators as friends. I keep friends that are sinners cuz we are all sinners. I love you all equally as God would. That is all I have to say about that. God be with you all.

My Angel
your there for me when i need you most so that's why this blog i must post as we come upon our first year i do think back as i shed a tear it is cause i realise if it wasnt for you id be alone and this is true i dont mind if you get crushes alot cause it lets me know i got a woman thats hot

I Dont Want To Hear It
Ok so recently there has been a few women telling me oh i can believe your single(theyre not) or I like you your sweet(too nice to date) Or im interested in you(ill never date you) thats what im getting out of all these comments(lies) that im hearing I think what im figuring out or trying to say is dont bother telling me anymore because you know what i dont want to fucking hear it.. theres nothing against anyone or to any women out there in particular, think ive just had it and would rather remain single for the rest of my life.. E

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we use t

My Heart Is Gone
When I turned cold, I went to the Elmhirst memorial where I sat writing in the rain. Through the mist, interlaced with crimson and orange confetti falling from the trees, I told myself I saw someone. He wasn't surprised to see me; he knew I would be there. He knew even before he knew me. He just knew I would be there. I asked him ' Are you as warm as you look or as cold as I feel?' He didn't answer. He just came and sat beside me. We shivered together in silence as my heart haemorrhaged. Hallucinogenic longings for viridian oceans and elemental boudoirs poured out of me but I made sure to keep them invisible to my ethereal lover. He stayed till I was empty. Then, as my body became brittle and my mind a ruin, we knew it was time and I invited the parting blow. Every last inch of me, every aching vein, each scorched nerve was consumed by the final measure of pain, and through the white heat of blissful excruciation, I transcended into peace. Who would have thought t

The Old Man
An 86-year-old man walked into a crowded waiting room and approached the desk. The Receptionist said, "Yes sir, what are you seeing the Doctor for today?" "There's something wrong with my dick," he replied. The receptionist became irritated and said, "You shouldn't come into a crowded waiting room and say things like that." "Why not? You asked me what was wrong and I told you," he said. The Receptionist replied, "Now you've caused some embarrassment in this room full of peo! ple. Yo u should have said there is something wrong with your ear or something and discussed the problem further with the Doctor in private." The man replied, "You shouldn't ask people questions in a room full strangers, if the answer could embarrass anyone." The man walked out, waited several minutes and then re-entered. The Receptionist smiled smugly and asked, "Yes??" "There's something wrong with my ear," he stated. The Receptionist nodded approvingly and smiled, knowing he had taken

Lovin That Pda
Damn, there's nothing like fucking in public. I mean it wasn't in front of any one. Not that I haven't done that...Laying at the end of a picnic table my legs in the air. Damn , that man can lick some serious pink. Fuck. His tongue was so big and I love fingers inside of me. Just the right amount of clit licking, finger fucking fun. The fact that no one came when I was cummin, to see what the screaming was about. Not to mention that my phiosophy is it's just as easy to fuck a big cock then an average one had benefitted me a great deal. I thought he would split me open with his 8 1/2 inch fuckin' can of corn thick ass cock. Fuck. I'm breathless just thinking about it. He fucked me so hard I was sore for three days after. I love men. I love being free to explore. Damn, now I need either some pussy or a threesome. Yeah, three. I need one. It's been too long.

Love It
There's nothing like it. I feel bad for women who don't dare to try it. The only reason it wouldn't be good is either she doesn't know what she's doing or he doesn't. I have had it with me in control and I have had it with him in control. I have had with hard core force where the only choice I had was to choose the guy. I have had it slow and gentle. I have had it where I am on top of it, missionary style. doggy style and spoon style. I love it. It makes the orgasm way better. I am multiorgasmic though so I guess orgasms would be the better word. i would rather have it first then regular pussy fucking. The power of the cumming is so intense that way. I get so wet that I am gushing. Not quite a squirter here but definitely a gusher. I had it last night in my car. Not the best place to fuck but my ass is nice and sore today. So it's all worth it. Can't wait to have his dick in my ass again. MMMMMM Lovin' the booty call.

Yay!!!!
well basically this is to any REAL friends i have on here.... ummm some people would know that i had been trying to get pregnant again for some time now.... umm over a yr to be exact...and well yea wasnt happenin. so finally doc put me on fertility drugs and yay im pregnant :D only going on 6 weeks so still to early to get overly excited...but im excited anyways :D

Sunday Football And The Joy Of Sharing
It's Sunday once again at my home; that means it's time for FOOTBALL!!! I love football, and I've managed to find myself with friends that love it, too...men and women alike. I'm not saying that you're evil if you don't like football, but I suspect you may have a little bit of evil if you don't. While I haven't had all that much to complain about since moving to Alabama, the one thing that has left me tortured is not sharing the football games with friends and new acquaintances. It seems that most of the locals I've met here are afraid to be social. They'll gladly sleep with you, but when it comes to just hanging out, drinking beer, eating wings and watching football, they can't seem to do it. This is especially tough on me, since I was accustomed to having large groups of people over at the house each game day. To be honest, it was like having a football party each week! We'd have beer, food, and the plasma with NFL Sunday Ticket...we could (and did) include each person's favorite

The Next Survivor Series
Six married men will be dropped on an island with one car and 3 kids each for six weeks. Each kid will play two sports and either take music or dance classes. There is no fast food. Each man must take care of his 3 kids; keep his assigned house clean, correct all homework, complete science projects, cook, do laundry, and pay a list of "pretend" bills with not enough money. In addition, each man will have to budget in money for groceries each week. Each man must remember the birthdays of all their friends and relatives and send cards out on time. Each man must also take each child to a doctor's appointment, a dentist appointment and a haircut appointment. He must make one unscheduled and inconvenient visit per child to the Urgent Care (weekend, evening, on a holiday or right when they're about to leave for vacation). He must also make cookies or cupcakes for a social function. Each man will be responsible for decorating his own assigned house, planting flower

Yeehaw
Just one more day then I get to fly home to New Jersey! I got to talk to everyone yesterday... my baby cousin turned two (and my grandmother turned 82!) Heh, Dad's deadset on me having a boy. I want a girl but a boy wouldn't be bad at all... but I have to give him a hard time. I went to the store and made copies of my U/S yesterday. An extra set for me, one for my mom, one for my dad, one for my aunt, and one for the baby's father. I asked him if he wanted a set but he didn't answer. *shrug* I got them if he wants them. I get to do a bunch of laundry today that I've been putting off. If I don't have to go out I don't change from my pjs so why would I need clean clothes aside from work stuff? But since I do want clean clothes for NJ I gotta do some laundry. So I get to do that and then pack. Thank god mom has a set of luggage now that I can borrow since the airline I used in May broke my big suitcase. The only other one I have here is tiny. It's also good that I'm only going t

Through Gray Eagle's Eyes
Through Gray Eagle's Eyes While the people were morning over the death of their Great Chiefs the traditions and beliefs of the Indians were dying away Some said another great chief would never be born No matter how hard they prayed to the great spirit they were forced to walk in the shadows of white men Driven off their Sacred lands no longer the brave warriors of their tribes Bound by the white mans rules On a Sioux Reservation a Lakota woman was giving birth a future warrior chief, was born Great spirits dwell inside Lakota Sioux Born upon the land where the Eagles can only fly free His Mother asked the great spirit in the sky To honor my son through his life, "what name must he bare" In his gray eyes shines the spirits of the hawk and eagle gazing down to her son she heard the cry of an eagle soaring above Gray Eagle you shall be, it is your destiny my son to become a great leader of men Through your eyes you can see clearly what is wr

Life
I am having a problem lately. Why do people have to treat people like shit then get all mad when they arent treated like gold.When you ask someone you care about to spend time with you and they dont or they do but they are on their phone the whole time. I mean come on what ever happened to treating people the way you want to be treated. there are to many people out there who treat people like shit and insist on being treated like gold.I have more than one person doing this to me at this time. one gets mad when i dont read their mind and be there to help them out when they dont call and ask. and the other is the person i care most about and they never spend any time with me but they are always in conversation with someone else. its just bothering me and i needed to say something.

Fu-mail
Is everyone else getting a ton of junk mail? I even changed my setting thinking it would help and im still......getting more junk mail, I love the old mail set up but this spam (junk) mail has got to go, its worse then my yahoo mail

"just For A While"
"Just For A While" Your love is mine, but just for a while. Your kiss is mine, sweeten with a smile. Your eyes are the color, of deep ocean blue. But just for a while, these are mine too. Just for a while, you bless me with love, Then you fly like the wind, on the wings of a dove."just For A

Really Really Sick....help
So I've been really sick for the last month and the doctors have no clue whats going on at all. So basically I have this horrible pain in my lower abdominal area on the right side. Its not appendicitis. Sometimes it gets so bad that I can't move and I cry a lot. If anyone has been through this or has any ideas let me know. The pain killers the hospital is giving me aren't helping at all.

" At Last To Be Free "
" AT LAST TO BE FREE " I would welcome with open feelings. Your love - your touch, this means of healing. Into my arms I would take thee. To have - to hold, to set me free. Free from the loneliness that imprison's me. To escape my keeper, at last to be free.

My Phobias
I am Aichmophobia which is a great fear of needles, Ornithoscelidaphobia which is a great fear of Dinosaurs, and i'm deathly afraid of driving off a bridge or cliff into a lake or ocean and being stuck underwater, trying to get out before i drown.

How Do You Define Love
Some say it's mysterious, magical, complex, difficult, imaginary, thought-provoking, inspirational, intuitional, joyous, immeasurable, ecstasy, and undefinable. Perhaps. "Love is a feeling directed at someone which acknowledges their goodness." "The willful intent to serve the well being of another." Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always hopes, always perseveres. Love itself is a universal experience. Yet, every individual occurrence - while perhaps bound by a common thread - seems absolutely unique. Love is what love is! To everyone it expresses itself differently. Making Love is the highest level and the most loving way we can physically express or demonstrate our Love for our love partner. Everyone knows that the sexual experience can b

Beer Can Turkey
1 (9 to 10 pound) whole turkey, thawed or fresh 2 teaspoons dry mustard 2 teaspoons granulated onion 2 teaspoons paprika 2 teaspoons kosher salt 1 teaspoon granulated garlic 1 teaspoon ground coriander 1 teaspoon ground cumin 1 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 1/4 cup canola oil 12 to 24 ounces beer 1. Remove giblets, neck and any excess fat from turkey. Rinse with cold water; drain well. 2. In a small bowl combine spices, herbs and seasonings. 3. Meanwhile, preheat gas grill with all burners on high or build a charcoal fire. Reduce heat to Indirect Medium heat (about 350ºF) or position gray-ashed briquettes on either side of an aluminum drip pan. Pour beer inside turkey sitter and set aside. 4. Blot turkey dry with paper towels. Rub interior of bird with 2-3 teaspoons of rub mixture. Brush turkey all over with oil and place drumstick-side down on sitter. Season turkey exterior with remaining rub. 5. Place turkey/sitter directly on the grill rack coo

Big...huge News!!!!!!!!!!!
I am FINALLY going to get 1 of my goals accomplished!!! I start School @ PVCC to further my nursing career and I am sooooo Excited!!!! I am going Monday 11-19-07 to test out of pre-req's and start my clinicals on 01-14-2008.... The desired end result is and WILL be.... Drum roll..................................... Pedicatric RN.... I can't tell u how long I have put this off due to life and kids, but I decided to take a look at where I am, who I am and what "I" want.... and Dagnamit... It's is time to think about me too in this life and not just everyone that is surrounding me in it... So ya'll keep your dance cards empty for the PARTY FEBUARY 2010.... I want to take turns on the dance floor with all who love me, have and will be here for me during this journey in my life... You are ALL with me and I love u all!!!! Oh and did I say... I am Soooooooooooooo Excited...

Cajun Deep Fried Turkey
1/2 cup kosher salt 3 tablespoons onion powder 3 tablespoons black pepper 3 tablespoons white pepper 2 tablespoons sweet basil 2 teaspoons bay leaves, ground 1 tablespoon cayenne pepper 2 teaspoons filé powder 3 tablespoons garlic powder 1 1/2 tablespoons paprika 1 (10 to 12-pound) whole turkey, non self-basting 4 to 5 Gallons peanut oil, See Note 1. Stir salt, herbs and peppers together. Mix until well blended. Use 1/2 to 2/3 cup for a 10-12 pound turkey. May be stored for several months in an airtight covered jar. 2. Remove the giblets and neck, rinse the turkey well with cold water and pat dry thoroughly with paper towels. Take care to dry both inside cavities. Place in a large pan and rub the interior and exterior of the bird with seasoning mix. To allow for good oil circulation through the cavity, do not truss or tie legs together. Cut off the wing tips and plump little tail as they may get caught in the fryer basket. Cover pan and place in refrigerator overni

Got Me Again
Ok this shit is really getting fucking old, why the hell cant people on this website act like fucking adults. Fubar has gone to hell since it changed and the newbies and bible thumbers are taking away the fun.Oh no that picture has offended me, oh dear all those tats offend me,,GROW THE FUCK UP OR GET THE FUCK OF FUBAR AND GO BACK TO FUCKING MYSPACE!!!!!! For all the friends who view my photos they are still available to you but as for everyone else fuck it, all albums except the default of course has been blocked from public view.

Invincible
"Invincible" I memorized all the words for you But if you only knew How much that's just not like me I wait up late every night Just to hear your voice But you don't know that's nothing like me You know I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You come and happen to me I want to make sure everything is perfect for you If you only knew That's not like me to follow through Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams Just to be with you But you don't know that's nothing like me Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out All these things that I try to hide All this time i've been hoping you don't find out All these things that I hide on the inside I can't be held responsible This is all so new to me Just when I think I'm invincible You com

Job Interview..
"Shit," Michelle said aloud as she stepped out of her car into the pouring rain of Louisville, Kentucky. She was already late to her interview due to numerous accidents on the freeway. Michelle ran to the entrance of the tall brick building, her heels clicking furiously on the wet pavement. The area looked relatively decent, she thought to herself as she stepped under the awning. The bushes surrounding the building her neatly trimmed, and the paint wasn't chipping, so at least there was that. She went inside, to the secretary’s desk. "I'm here for an interview with Mr. Turner." The young woman didn't look up. She continued her oh so important process of filing her firecracker red nails. Michelle cleared her throat. The secretary sighed. "Sit down on the couch, he'll be with you shortly." "Thanks." She walked over to a brown leather couch, and sat down on the end. As she waited, she inspected her surroundings. The ceiling was fairly high, with wine colored walls, and pai

Unnamed3
As i look into your eyes I can see we were meant to be together Holding each other all through the night And as the years go by, I will always be by your side When your standing tall or even when you fall I'll be by your side till the day i die All i want in my life Is to have you as my wife To have you in my life is a dream come true Every night it would be me and you With your beautiful green eyes I could never tell a lie So when i say i love you Every word is true

Beyong Repair
Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day by day and year by year love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothing ever changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul and mind left staind beyond repair

Things The Would Have Been
Recalling the past things that would have been my emotions stepped out like my silent twin silence enduring i cant hold it no more shredding my heart in a whispering war whispering tears drown questions glance exchange from eye to eye i was once you you were once me we were once one united yet free

My Birthday Wish
i wish i could get some time without having to pay the price for it don't get me wrong what i mean is that my husband has to on my brithday his wanted to get him and half it would not had made a difference because he would had to cut the day short because he would had to come home and go to sleep so he could go to work because he work thrid shift but if was them they would take the whole day off.

Ah Love, Love, … Love, Love, Love, Love, Love.
What is it with Love That makes me then breaks me? When in love Do I truly love? Is it really love Or do I think that I love? Maybe I just love being in love Or love the idea of being in love? I spent my whole life chasing love. In the end the one thing I truly love Could just be the meir pursuit of love

Casey
well i just found out a lil bit ago my cousin who was like my sister casey died in a bad car wreck she was trowne out of the car but she didnt feel no pain.she died as soon as it happened. she was 24 and left 3 kids behind her b-day is dec 25th and mine is dec 24th.we was really close. and im so lost right now i dont know what to do all i can do is cry. i feel like im losing my mind.i'm going to go and see the car tomorrow.there was 3 people in the car and all three of them were trowen from the car and died. casy in in the passagers side asleep she had no clue what hit her.but i know im feelin her pain.we did everything together you know. we may of been cousins but we was more like sisters and was so close.i dont know what to do i know she's in a better place now.but it hurts.it always happens to someone you love.and people wonder why i try not to get close to people because im afaid im going to lose them to.im out i cant take sittin here right now

Desert Night
As I look outside my kitchen window The breeze helps clear my head The night sky becomes my shadow Billions of stars bursting into my site I hear the wolves howling louder I know now that I am now one with the night The desert moves me and sets my curiosity in motion Sand and rock beneath my feet The openness quickens my emotion How can something be so beautiful yet be so dangerous Rocky cliffs, endless canyons, and my imagination Cries call out so willing and notorious My desert, My night, and My imagination

Appalachian Princess
My sweet Appalachian Princess Tucked deep within the mountains Eyes bright and shiny, Lips filled with hidden pashions The unforsaken things This life that you have led Mysteries felt deep inside, Deep inside your head The woman you are, and the duaghter you will raise Gardens you fill with magic, The Gods you must praise Lucky for me to find you, Deep within the south Nothing but happiness Spoken of you from my mouth So today may life find you With much peace and happiness What a joy my heart has found in you For my sweet Appalachian Princess

Trail Of Tears
To start off with this is written by a good friend of mine. He is a Cherokee Indian, he goes to schools to educate students on the history of his ancestors. The Trail of Tears Please if you read the following do not reply with hate or bashing remarks. I did not ask you to read, you chose to yourself. As a cultural advisor in Native American Indians and my Cherokee Nation I have been educating schools, colleges, social, history, and cultural groups of this the Indigenous Tribes of North America. Usually around this time of the year I always have questions on: Columbus Day, Thanksgiving, and the now noticed National Native American Heritage Month and American Indian Day. But, this one question always comes from the mouths of those who want to know: What is the Trail of Tears? Why is the Cherokee so well known for this event? My answer as given to me by my family with the knowledge of my fathers grandfathers father jumping from this event known by t

Gone For 2 Weeks
I will be gone for 2 weeks for the Thanksgiving holiday. I will get on when I can an check my fubar I hope all my friends in America have a GREAT Turkey Day!!To all my other friends abroad I will miss you also....an ONE CERTAIN PERSON inpaticular I will miss an im sure YOU KNOW who you are heh P.K.A.B.

11-18-07
You've got plenty to get done today, but you shouldn't expect to make much progress. All you need to do is prioritize and you can take care of the less important tasks some other time -- next week? *^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^*^* Well the day is gone only the night is left to take care of !!!

Adult Game.....
There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your FUBAR list that wants to do u so!!!

I So Dig Swingers...
Have I said how much I dig swingers lately? I don't think I have. Sometimes a few can be annoying...esp the ones that think just cuz you're a swinger, you're gonna jump in the sack with them. That's esp annoying when they're someone you would NEVER even consider being around..ever...even if they were the last people on Earth! I guess they figure that since you have the whole 'swing' thing in common, you must be down with them...blah! There are some people that are just awesome, though. They're great to hang out with, and sex with them just makes things cooler. I so love those guys! Too bad that some people treat swinging like dating...esp in the Deep South. I don't mean to sound bad, but if I'm already fucking someone on a more than random basis, how can I really go steady with them? Weird! For the most part it's cool, though. I do miss my Texas swing, but I hope to make it work out here in Alabama. Anyway, that's probably more than you really wanted to know about me,

What I Struggle With!
I wanted to post this because it is something I have struggled with for many years. It sucks and sometimes feels like a curse rather than a gift. Nobody in any relationship I have ever had believed me. One person I was with actually died when he didn't listen to me. It's a difficult situation because I have been judged harshly in several relationships. This can drain me to the point of exhaustion especially after experiencing the negative emotions of others. I literally have to re-charge completely in order to function. When I do feel the need to re-charge I have been told by those close to me that I am not normal, that other women don't act like I do...they do not realize just how draining it really is for me.

Landry :)
Please meet my good friend Landry. :) Landry is a super friend I met through an old friend, who isn't on here anymore. When I was visiting this old mutual friend of ours, I noticed the comments and poems Landry left on his page and after a while, I decided to go check him out myself. We have been friends ever since and he is a sweetheart! He has an incredible sense of humor and I always look forward to what he is going to leave on my page or send me next. :P He is a cool friend to have, trust me! :) I love me some Landry!! :D Check out his blogs! Landry has a talent for writing...some very interesting stuff in there! :) Click on the link below and tell him I sent you and if you want to add him, please note in the friend request who you are and all...because if you send him an empty request, he is not going to add you. ;) LANDRY the MASTER RATUR " DEMON POET ! READ PROFILE !@ fubar

Aplication To Be Chica's Man!
Application to be Chica's man Please include Headshots. ( top and bottom) Name: ____________________________________________ Age: ____________________________________________ Sex: ____________________________________________ Location: ____________________________________________ Occupation: __________________________________________ Penis size (if applicable & be honest)___________ (3 inches will automatically be deducted) 1. Have you introduced yourself to chica? 2. Did your introduction mention the word NSFW? 3. Did you rate all of her stuff? 4. How many times have you visited her page? 5. Name one item in her about me. 6. How often do you get off on her pics, daily? 7. How often per hour do you imagine her clothes would dissapear? 8. How often in a 24hr period do you imagine, while you are getting off on her pics, that she would give you a blowjob? 9. What can you offer Chica? 10. Are you married or involved with anyone?

To All
lately it seems ive done something to offend a great many poeple and not many on my list want to communicate with me, for what ever ive done, i appologies to all those ive hurt, thanks to those who still talk and keep in touch with me, randy

Please Show Him Some Love....
http://fubar.com/user/205768 Please be sure to show this BOY the same love that he showed me tonight.Here are a few of the comments that he left in my "My weakness" folder.... "All Bi Racial children should be put to sleep like the mutts they are...Once you go black, the white race doesnt want you back...It's a shame what whores will do for the attention that daddy never gave them." "I understand why you sleep with black men, as fat as you are no self respecting white man would want a trash bag like you." "DOnt you think if god wanted us all one color he would have made us that way ?" "Take her for the white trash whore she is" "Arent you afraid of getting arrested for beastiality ?" "I understand why you sleep with black men, as fat as you are no self respecting white man would want a trash bag like you." "I just threw up all over the place...Fat white whores like you make me sick, please kill yourself"

How Much Do I Have To Do???
Yeah Yeah Ok.... The only time I do one of these things is to get some sort of crap off my chest. And this is one of those times! I feel sad. I feel empty. I feel alone. I feel lost. I feel numb. I feel tired. Well exhausted really lol. I feel as though I'm expected to be this pillar of strength for everyone around me. Yet I have no one here to be mine! It's not fair. I'm by far not a selfish person. Ask any genuine friend of mine and they will all know my life is 1st and foremost about putting others before myself. It's just me and my nature. But sometimes I step back and ask, what about me? I'm not a very strong person, although I do tend to show that persona on most occasions. I don't like being vulnerable, and I guess that could be why I hide me. I guess I just wish that just once in a while someone wouldn't just expect me to be there, expect me to run around for them, clean up after them, do so much for them, and that they might just one day do something for me. Just ev

So I Was Told
Ok so I was told that maybe just maybe I should "make" a damn blog.. so here we go. I dont know what the hell I am susposed to talk about in here but lets start with "current" events hows that? The things I hate, 1. Damn basterd liars... whats the point you know that you are going to get busted anyway and at some time you will fuck up and confess without even knowing you did! 2. Morons that think they are cooler then shit.. ok I tell you what I have yet to meet anyone that has been better then sliced bread... think about how damn cool and usefull is that.. sorry but there is nothing like putting something gooy on a piece of bread and throwing that basterd at the celing! Cant do that with a person, well ok you could but don't think that they would appriciate it to much.. moving on 3. Now some ppl wont take kindly to this.. but I am not very keen on women... yeah I know I am one myself but why would someone want to trust something that bleeds for days and DOSENT DIE? I tell you w

Forgive An Forget
Forgive and forget that’s what they say, But they don't tell you that there is no easy way. There is no tap to turn off your tears, There is no magic wand to evade all your fears. How do you stop all those feelings inside? Those conflicting emotions, when your head and heart collide. You want to forget and you want to let go, But you head is unwilling to let you heart know. You're fighting a battle when there’s no clear winner, You're struggling so hard to absolve the sinner. Your insides are a mess and your head is confused, It’s hard to make sense when your hearts been abused. Can we ever disregard the pain? Can we ever move on? Or do we just fade away like a star that once shone. Can the damage be repaired? I have no answer yet, Forgiving can be painful but it’s harder to forget.

Hapiness
Happiness We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time...and remember that time waits for no one... So stop waiting... until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, unt

She Was Totalled
So my car was totalled[ link to that story http://www.fubar.com/blog/151295/602064]. It makes me sad. In the long run it was the best thing to happen because i had to sell her anyways, but still, i didnt want someone to smash into her. I wasnt ready to not drive her ever again. So many memories. My and my bff's first vacation without parents[crazy trip involving hurricanes, $3k damages to my car including a coconut thought the windshield, crazy LSD forcefeeding hippies, and perv timeshare employees], the countless trips to Canada and smoking at the drive-in, Concerts, snowstorms. I had it before i graduatted highschool. i had her before Daddy died. One of the few things I was holding on to from before everything fell appart. All the Gossip she heard. Never once did i get her a speeding ticket.Ill miss the rattle of the licence plate cover. Ill miss laughing when someone backed into her and got holes in their bumper from her spiked licence plate. Ill miss her. RIP

Our Country
life as a marine is a calling some can handle the stress and some let it get to their heads. i love being a marine its my job to protect this country and everyone in it everyone. some people look at us funny and some make comments about us. some shake thier heads as we walk by. and i ask myself why all we are doing is our jobs protecting this country that we all call home. so many of my family and friends have given thier lives and limbs to protect this country. i will continue to do so as long as i still have a breath in me or a fellow marine standing beside me.

Wolfs Eyes ©
As I look into the eyes of brother wolf,I see honour, strenght, dignity.So I wonder how can man destroy these wonderful creations of thecreator.Look into the eyes of a wolf and you shall see your soul laid bare, andknow that there are greater things in this world other than material wealth.Look deep into the wolf eyes and you shall see the greater creature tohave ever walked this earth. Look into your own eyes and see thegreatest destroyer that walks this earth.I am starting to learn that man does not have to be as he is; we can toohave wolf eyes.

Bone Thugs Win An Ama!
Well, The 2007 AMA's was today (11-18-07) Bone Thugs-N-Harmony was nominated for TWO AMA's. 1.) Fav Rap/Hip-Hop Group Award: Bone WON! 2.) Rap/Hip-Hop Album: T. wish I. could complete and express a thought & know what I'm talking about fucqing won. Layzie Bone (w/ Mo Thug Soldiers DJ Ice & Thin C) was there to accept the Award. Krayzie & Wish could not make it. Stated they won an AMA 10yrs ago & they still in the game!

I Don't Know If I Can Post This.? If I Can't Tell Me.
I found this NOW GET UNDRESS. OK NOW START PLAYING WITH YOURSELF. BEFORE IT'S OVER YOU WILL CUM FOR ME. HOW ABOUT A NICE LONG SLIPPERY TONGUE. SLIDING UP & DOWN & IN & OUT OF YOUR SWEET JUICY PUSSY. I WOULD GET YOUR PUSSY SO WET. THEN I WOULD BREAK OUT SOME WHITE PEARL BEADS & HAVE YOU SIT UP ON MY FACE. THEN I WOULD TAKE THE PEARLS & PUT THE NECKLACE LONG WAYS IN YOUR PUSSY SLICE, & SLIDE BACK & FOURTH ACROSS YOUR HARD SWOLLEN CLIT & UP TO THE TOP OF YOUR ASS HOLE. I WOULD THEN TAKE A FAT MINI VIBE & PUT IT IN YOUR ASS. SO THAT WHEN THE PEARLS ROLE OVER IT. IT SENDS SHOCK WAVES TO YOUR CLIT. & WHEN IT GETS TO THE POINT YOUR REALLY GETTING CLOSE. I START FLICKING MY TONGUE SIDE TO SIDE. WHILE AT THE SAME TIME. TAKING THE PEARLS BACK & FOURTH. BY NOW YOUR CUMMING SO MUCH MY FACE IS SOAKED WITH YOUR CUM JUICE. & WHEN YOU THINK IT CAN'T GET ANY BETTER WITH ALL THAT GOING ON. I THEN TAKE & SUCK IN YOUR CLIT AS FAR AS I CAN. I SUCK & SUCK YOU START BUCKING WILDLY YOU CAN;T HANDLE THE TENSE

This Is One Of The Funniest I've Ever Read...enjoy
Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.) Horrified , she asked if I ended up in intensive care because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no; I stepped off a curb to sniff an I

My Girls Did An Awesome Job
My 2 beautiful step daughters each played in tournaments this weekend under14 and under19 Kayla the younger one won all three games went to the championship round and took 2nd against a team that was very aggressive and lost only a few games during the regular season. Way to go girl. Brianna the under19s also won all three of there games but had less points so they played for 3rd and fourth place. They took 3rd so proud of both of them. They each scored a goal sat. first of the season for both. Now we are on to the founders cup and winter league they keep us busy but it is worth it. They are awesome kids. They played their hearts out.

Um Just Random Thoughts
right now i am listening to the song that is on here and talking to a cool friend that rocks!!!! anyways in 6 days i'll be moving and i know its going to be stressful and poor zacky will be upset cause he'll miss his grandma but he'll still love her no matter what, but i told my friend today that he couldnt move in with me cause i'm trying to be responsible and he wants to go out and have fun all the time (i do too but my son comes first) so he understood (there is another reason but its personal only certain people know what it is) im starting to like more music, more country and more rock mostly and its better than just icp (sorry juggalos but there is other music out there...) speaking of juggalos, i've listen to insane clown posse/psychopathic records for 9 years and through all my years of being a "juggalo" i have seen people take it way too far, by becoming a gang and causing trouble, and it makes people like me who like the music, look bad and i have had enough, its now to the p

Friends With Benefits
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your BP that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you..haha.. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,or single..You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery.. I wasn't scared..

I Hate Drama
So, I have been seeing all these drama bulletins lately. To be honest, unless it personally affects me I don't get involved and I really don't care. I will always be here for all of friends to talk to. My heart truly goes out to those that are harmed in anyway by the drama. It is heartbreaking to see a good person hurt by lies or by someone just being an ass. I personally think that if you cheat or knowingly spread malicious untruths about someone you should have your account deleted. However, before deleting any accounts you should have proof beyond a reasonable doubt that the offender deserves this punishment. I realize that with over a million people on fubar it is hard for the bouncers and other administration staff to keep up with everyone and everything. I am a patient person. I can wait...for a bit for someone to do the right thing. As I said before I will always be here for all you my friends. However, do not assume that I am immediately going to be on your sid

Whats Goin' On?
Finally, I relized I was sitting in front of my computer at 5:59am, Monday morning!Not even realizing I have even really woke up yet,I find my self looking at all these little cherrys.Then at that very moment i relize that I'm very thankful for my FUBAR and all the awsome people that make the FUBAR world go round',So this go's out to everyone,Thanks FUBAR for making my Monday the bombdiggity!

Rants
Another sleepless night. Even after having ran Steven to the Amtrak station at 2 in the morning. I still cant settle down to sleep. Lately, when i do sleep its filled with weird dreams. Sigh. Choices made. Choices that need to be made. Id rather just be an ostrich and bury my head in the sand tho i know that is NOT an option. Sometimes i wonder who really cares ... if i were to disappear...who would notice? well sides rhondee...obviously she would.. tho not sure if she would cry or celebrate lol. Relationships of all types require precise and delicate handling. wish i had the skills to make them work. but im guessin thats not gonna happen anytime soon lol Dont even get me started on men...ok so i was already started lol i so cannot read them..have no clue what they think... sighs...i wonder exactly how one goes about gaining skills for this area... i mean... seriously ...im damned if i do...or damned if i dont... either way i look at it im damned lol. so i wonder how

Web Browsers
JUST SAYING HELLO TO EVERYONE AND HOPING TO MAYBE OFFER ANOTHER GREAT TOOL AND BROWSER. THIS BROWSER IS PRETTY BADASS. IT'S A VERY LIGHT BROWSER AND WORKS AWESOMELY WITH OLDER PCS AND WINDOWS. THIS IS PROBABLY A PERFECT BROWSER AT THE MOMENT! TO START WITH IT'S FREE :) IT'S ALSO STILL BEING UPDATED AN DEVELOPED. IT'S USING SOME OF THE SAME TECHNOLOGY THAT'S USED IN MOZILLA AND FIREFOX,BUT THE GREAT THING IS IT'S NOT AS BLOATED. YOU SHOULD INVESTIGATE THIS TOOL AND GIVE IT A TRY. EVERYONE KEEPS TRYING TO GET ME TO SWITCH FROM IE TO FIRFOX AND SO ON,BUT I HAVE RESISTED. SOME OF MY ISSUES I AHVE WITH BROWSING AREN'T THE BROWSER...MINE ARE PARTLY DUE TO LOSS OF BANDWIDTH FROM THE ISP AND HAVE YET TO BE CORRECTED AN IS STILL BEING WORKED/BITCHED ON LOL. SO...THIS IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CRAP NET LIKE ME OR AN OLD PC WHICH THIS ONE ATM THAT IM WRITING THIS BLOG ON HAPPENS TO BE GOOD OLE CRAP "WINDOWS ME" LOL. THERE ARE SOME AWESOME TOOLS BUILT INTO THE BROWSER. YOU REALLY SHOULD CHECK IT OU

Simply Awesome!
Yeah had a super terrific weekend (INSERT SARACASM HERE). How about you? So Friday, on the way to work, I get a flat tire. Waited about an hour in the rain for AAA to come change the flat for me. As soon as I started going again and the truck left me, my spare gets a flat. Had to wait another hour for AAA to come again and get a tow. So I get towed to BJ's to get the tire replaced. About 2 hours later, the mechanic comes into the waiting area to show me something on my car. So he takes me out to the garage to show me that the left front ball joint was really bad and needed to be replaced. As he's showing me this, I notice that the spare and my old front tire are still on the car! After 2 hours they couldn't at least have the new tires mounted and ready to go on? I wanted to ask WTF they were doing for 2hours, but I held my tongue. They operate on a first come, first served basis, and there was only one person ahead of me when I got there. So anyway, I give them the OK to do

A Sand Castle Of Dreams
A Sand Castle Of Dreams Through the night she dreams Love and lust riding on; the rays of a moonbeam. She spreads her arms like the wings of an eagle. She soars through the blanket of Heavenly stars. Guided by the rhythm of his heartbeat, every thump echoing his desires and need. Calling out too her, " find me my love" ! Soaring above rolling white cap waves; on a emerald green sea, moonlit meadows, pass jagged sandy crusted cliffs. There he stood waiting arms stretching up pulling her from the sky together they are one. Heart, bodies and souls entwined. Lovers, soul mates; Woman and man, building a sand castle of hopes and dreams. Palm trees swaying; Sea gulls and porpoises diving through the white cap waves. They sit holding each other on a white sandy paradise beach; away from the hustle and bustle of the real world. Lost in a lovers haven; where no one can intruded. They are alone, One

Beware My Friends Of This Profile
As I am sending out my comments for Monday Yet again I am seeing this same person on all of your pages as viewing your profiles. I have been being harrassed by some whack job for a month now making multiple accounts all day and had 4 accounts on here too many links to post. She is a disgruntal person, no one hates drama more than I, so If you see this person on your page just be careful now she is on my friends pages as well as all of my family members... It's in red letters called KARMA, i have seen it on 30 pages of my friends so far this morning. I am really hoping she will get a life and find someone else to harass, because it's really getting old.. Have a great Monday and A happy Thanksgiving. A special thank you Dark prince and Princess Lillith who are helping me take care of this situataion, if you read the header on my profile i now belong to them, heheheh bloody kisses MINA

Weee Heee
Merry xmas! Well lets try this a different way. No one seems to understand the fact that we own a store, in washington dc. And we bought a ton of over stock. And want to get rid of it, and be santa's little helpers. So we are offering, to sell some of our stuff to our great friends on here! We disappeared for a while, to get our life together, and open our store. Eventually we're going to go online and make a website and everything. What we have a lot of is : xbox 360's with 2 games and 2 controllers for $275.00 shipped to you. ps3 with 2 games, and 2 controllers for 330 shipped to you. A toshiba satellite a135-s7404 for 250 shipped to you Ipod Nano's 3rd generation 4gb and 8gb for 100 shipped to you. And we also have, some dvd's, video games, and digital camera's With every purchase, you recieve an apple ipod nano 2nd generation FREE! I do not charge for shipping, and i provide insurance on every package. Contact me for more details. Everything is BRAND

Joke
A little old lady sits at the luncheonette counter and orders a hamburger. The huge guy behind the counter bellows, "ONE BURGER!" The cook, who's even bigger, screams, "BUR-GER!" Whereupon he grabs a huge hunk of chopped meat, stuffs it in his bare armpit, pumps his arm a few times to squeeze it flat,and tosses it on the grill. The old lady says, "That's the most disgusting thing I've ever seen!" The counterman says, "Yeah? You should be here in the morning when he makes the donuts!"

The Genie Has Been Released
***Blog Disclaimer*** This blog is no shape or form directed toward anyone. If you happen to think that it is, it's your own guilt eating at you...*** This is something that's been in there for the past 7 years... I have things going through my head that I need to get out. Some days I wish that my brain was like a computer that I could just simply delete out what I don't want there. But I know that I can't, so I just block them and bottle them up. It's time the genie came out. I am so sick of being bottled up. I hate seeing you like this. You should not let anyone treat you this way. If he cares as he says he does, then he should let everyone know. I think that he has a hidden agenda. He's using you. He's made you cry, he's made you sad. No one should make you feel that way and you know it. You know what it feels like to be loved, wanted, needed, and desired. You remember those feelings. Don't settle for someone that makes you feel the way you do. He's only out for himsel

I Wanna Tell You
I Wanna Tell You....... I wanna feel you breathe, I wanna see you smile, I wanna hold you but not too tight, I wanna whisper in your ear those words you wanna hear, I wanna tell you that I love YOU! I do L O V E YOU! I wanna kiss your lips so tenderly, I wanna nibble on your ear and you nibble mine. I wanna caress your skin with mine, I wanna feel your tongue, touch it with mine, I wanna hear you say you love me too, I wanna see you smile. I wanna feel your breath and you feel mine. I wanna kiss you body and you kiss mine. I wanna make love to you for a long long time. I wanna touch you all over. I wanna hold you and not let go. I wanna run my fingers through your hair and yours through mine. I wanna see the twinkle in your eyes. I wanna dance in the moonlight under the stars with you. I wanna share a rainbow and make a wish. I wanna love you all over. I wanna please you for eternity. I wanna see you smile. I wanna share your dreams and you share mine.

The Call And My Day Today
i answered the phone yesterday to who i thought was going to be my oldest daughter. i spent quite a while having a conversation with my 1 and 1/2 year old grandson. he was very excited about something. suddenly he just hung up. i waited a while and called back. my daughter answered and i told her i had had a very interesting call. she about died laughing when i told her he had called. my grandson loves to talk on the phone. he got the phone on another occassion and called the police. the only way they found out was because the police came to their house. it turns out he decided to talk to grandma because mom was busy with the laundry...lol. today is going to be pretty wasted. i have yet another appointment because of my health and i already know how the appointment is going to go. i think i'm just going to write out the entire situation so i can walk in, hand it to them and tell them i'm not interested in wasting my time so they can just read the short novel instead. i hope

For U
1. whats ur goal in life 2. who would u marrie 3. are u an honest persone 4. what would u like to be doing 5. if some one said to u that u won a million bucks what would u do or say 6. what ur fav color 7. whats the one thing u love the most in ur life 8. if u had a chance to have me for 1 nights 2 nights 3 nights 4 nights 5 for good 9. whats ur most wildest fantasy u ever wanted 10. do u like the fu 11. is this annoying u ok ok i know whats with the questions, well i actualy would like to know u better and plus im curious to see what answers there is so if u pls answer them for me and ill give love to ur page

Happy Thanksgiving
HEY YALL OUTLAW ANGEL AND I JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT WE ARE DOING OK I MIGHT BE OUT OF MISSION FOR A BIT DUE TO HAVING PC PROBLEMS AT HOME BUT I WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM OK. LOVE YOU ALL TAKE CARE AN GOD BLESS LOVE YA BUNCHES! PINK & ANGEL

When Will It Ever End
When will it ever end? When will the tears ever stop falling? It seems that no matter how i try to keep my head up high there is something there to always remind me of the way it use to be. you made a mistake and now you must pay, but that doesnt mean that i love you any less. It hurts to know that i can't be there, this time. I had to protect you i had to keep you safe, and i did it the only way i knew how. I have to let go and know that i did my best. I love you my son, but now you are on your own you must decide what it is that you are going to do. I cant be there to wipe away your tears, and God only knows i wished i could. I know you are hurting, but you cant keep lying for the rest of your life, maybe if you told the truth we would know how to help you. I can see through you my son, you keep covering up for something that caused you to do what you did. I love my son, but when will it ever end? We can never go back to the way it use to be. The memor

Some Humor For The Day-this Is For The Ladies
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMIN

Funny Horoscope Today
It's a really good time to practice some of that flexibility you are so famous for. It might be a bit tougher than usual, but don't let that get you down -- things are going to be great really soon! HAHAHA THIS IS TOO GREAT!!!

Is It Gloomy Or What?
Well today is starting off interesting let me tell ya. I often wonder why I should even get bothered in peoples lives sometimes. Seems like I cause chaos...where ever I go and who ever I kno. Then I take a shower and my phone rings. Its my doctors office with some news. They wanted me to come in to talk with the doctor. Ummm no...LOL. I am not paying for another doctors visit. And besides you kno when they want to talk to you...its kind of serious. So I waited on the phone for a good 15 mins. Finally the doctor came on and asked me if I wanted to really kno on the phone and I said yes. Because I dont have the money for another dr. visit. He said he would do it for free...and I still said no because curiousity is now running in my mind. I had my usual women things tested but I always have to have another thing done. Which is a ultrasound on my uterus. Because of my fucked up family past, they recommended it since I had been 15. Which I dont really talk about that honestl

The Villain Inside
I am a man divided, full of anger Yet wanting only to rid myself of its taint Every step forward has that moment In the corner of my eye, the evil I feel Creeping inside me Eating at what I want to be I can't get away from its source, not yet I am still held back by the consequences Of actions done out of love that nearly destroyed me I felt like a murderer holding the knife Ready to plunge it in the heart of the one I held dearest And I did, having no choice but to believe That what I wanted most was only destroying me That was the day I lost faith in everything I felt was pure I lost my innocence the day I betrayed my own heart to do as I was told Can I ever forgive myself? Life was never guaranteed to be fair But all I want is a chance to live a happy life Free of the things that anger me Is forgiveness too much for a man without a soul left to sell? Will the villain inside ever go away?

Thanks For Your Time
THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME. ONCE YOU READ THIS YOU WILL UNDERSTAND! A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy next door. It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man. College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way. In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his wife and son. He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him. Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his childhood days. "Jack, did you hear me?" "Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years ago," Jack said. "Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him he'd ask how you wer

Winter Shopping
Greetings friends, I have a web store up, and I have quite a few product up, that you may find nice to buy for the coming holidays. Please stop by and at least browse. If any of you would pass along the site to others whom might be looking to shop some online. I would appreciate it, greatly. http://www.saveavenue.com/dlsherman

Things That Make Me Go Hmmm
ok so again my warped lil mind has been given the chance to wander and there are some things that i think about during my everyday life that need to be said so here goes.... am i wrong for keep a wallet that fell on the ground that belongs to a blind man???? i mean i would point to it first if the incredible hulk grew to 10 times the size of bruce banner how come his pants never ripped all the way off??? i guess everything didnt grow so how incredible could he really be?? is it wrong for me to give a guy who just lost a foot one shoe for his b'day??? if i punch a midget would it be considered a low blow no matter where i hit him??? can you have a clean fight in a mud wrestling match??? does those girls who draw their eyebrows on want to look surprised all the time on purpose??? if you have the days of the week on your undies and it says wednesday but today is friday...is wednesday when you put em on or is wednesday when ya gonna take em off???

What Would You Do?
Rich sat at hisdesk and was typing rto someone on asite he had joined, he waas having fun chatting with so many people he met online, yes he had alot of other things he should and could be doing but now he met someone that he really liked, she seemed nice to him at first as they talked and talked, she had apicture of herself, she was a stunning young brunette in her mid 20's her picture was of her truthfully since they showed "salutes" on the page to make sure they were real. She asked him to show a pic of himself so she would know..he was afriad to do so because he didnt think he was that attractive...tho he did give a good description of himself in the lil description box for his profile...it wasnt mandatory that they have a picture himself so he didnt post one..he wasnt that attractive to do so. One night they got to talking, and he finally gave in and decided to post apicture his puter had a program to take them and he took it, he was scared to post it but did....afte he did thi

Thought For The Day Monday 11/19/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Through clouds of dark and unrelenting pain, the light reveals itself only to tease and scorn this heart. No release at hand, save those moments of truest compassion given through a love with no other purpose than to uplift a shattered mind. Those who know this heart are few, they truly look to find what lies within. Many are those who seek not what truth they can find, but only what truth they wish to see. Painful is this destiny and understood is its purpose. For one, there is salvation. Yet another recounts moments of peace and another still, awaits the light. To sit alone in the darkness, to know its sweet and exquisite flavor, this destiny is known, and embraced." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Disturbing Behavior
WARNING::: This is disgusting Disturbing behavior Scene opens with Sarah and michelle on a blind date. Sarah is short average sized-plump (maybe size 8) dark brown hair and black glasses, Michelle is tall VERY lean with perfect everything and plump pouty lips. They are on a date with two guys, Both quite attractive, One with blonde hair the other with brown hair and he too is kinda big and no where neer as attractive as the blonde. They sit across from their dates respectively, (haircolors match) Michelle is carrying the conversation on some random topic.. lets say her recent trip to Jeckyll Island (For newenglanders say cape cod) Both men listen intently to Michelle as she speaks Michelle: And then i got a sunburn and i was like oh my god you know because sunburns are like sooo bad for your skin and i was like Am i going to peal oh god i hate peeling, you know some times i wish i were black cause you know they dont have to worry about getting sunburned, but then

The Kiss
The Kiss I remember our first touch the softness of your hands in mine i remeber your eyes seeing the love burning deep within I remember the night we spent wrapped in the safeness of our arms You make me feel so alive as I go deep inside I want this feeling to never end I want these dreams forever and forever more. I remember the day that black cloud hovered overhead But with that one kiss you took away all of that negativity With that one kiss you made me come alive again. You made me feel so alive as i went deep inside I know now this feeling will never end Because we are living those dreams forever and forever more. Dean Dark

Erase Racism
ERASE RACISM! A BLACK DUDE WALKS INTO A CAFE EARLY ONE MORNING AND NOTICES HE'S THE ONLY BLACK ONE THERE AS HE SAT DOWN HE NOTICED A WHITE DUDE SAT BEHIND HIM, THE WHITE DUDE SAID "COLOURED PEOPLE AINT ALLOWED IN HERE" . THE BLACK DUDE REPLIED... "WHEN I WAS BORN I WAS BLACK WHEN I GREW UP I WAS BLACK WHEN I'M SICK I'M BLACK WHEN I GO IN THE SUN I'M BLACK WHEN I'M COLD I'M BLACK AND WHEN I DIE I'M BLACK. BUT YOU MATE... WHEN YOU WERE BORN YOU WERE PINK WHEN YOUR'E SICK YOUR'E GREEN WHEN YOU STAY IN THE SUN YOUR'E RED WHEN YOUR'E COLD YOU TURN BLUE AND WHEN YOU DIE YOU TURN "PURPLE." "AND YET YOU HAVE THE NERVE TO CALL ME COLOURED" THE BLACK DUDE TURNED BACK AROUND AND THE WHITE DUDE WALKED AWAY. COPY THIS INTO YOUR BLOG AND HELP ERASE RACISM

Lesson 7
One of the first problems encountered when learning to perform fellatio was a gag reflex, especially when dealing with men who seem to always want to force their penis as far as they can get it in. (Especially at the moment when they cum!) According to the statistics, the awkwardness of this situation is confirmed by considering that the average length of your oral cavity is three to three and a half inches while the average penis, in North America, is approximately five and a half inches. As difficult as it may sound, many have overcome the gag reflex and can take most if not all of their partner into the land of deep-throating. Getting over this hump simply takes practice, ideally on an object that isn’t attached to something that has the tendency to push deeper when you want to abort… If your partner doesn’t fall victim to the urge to palm your head like a basketball, live training can work… but if all else fails, a popsicle can be a good starter. Just remember to give y

Tongue Intercourse
The majority of a woman’s nerve endings in her vagina are around the opening and within the first couple of inches inside. Target them with your tongue by inserting it into her vaginal opening. Techniques are pretty limited due to the length of your tongue, but try moving your tongue in and out, as well as in circles around the inside of her opening.

Page 5 (the Conflict)
Tank almost seems offended by his statement, and the rest of the group looks on at him with deep concern. “Whoa hold up their bro no need for the attitude, maybe ya didn’t notice but we just helped your ass out there.” Tank remarks. “Yeah and maybe if you hadn’t noticed mister hot shot we have been worried about you. “ Still angered by his actions and reactions Krash yells at him. “Far be it from me to say your not doing your job out there but hell I agree with Krash man we were worried about you.” Blood Mace finally speaks up. “Well thank you for your concerns but maybe you have forgotten that I am the leader of this rag tag group here, and I have to do my job to the best of my abilities, and it’s a little hard to do if im having to baby-sit yall.” He snaps back at them. Tank walks right up to him face to face looking into his eyes with anger, but Graves’s eyes seem to be cold, lost, and dead. “Look brother we have been through a lot together but maybe you haven’t noticed. We di

Hrmmm
Well I am still trying to figure all this fun stuff out. Very interesting I must say and quite fun. Anyways let me know if you actually read this as I am curious how many people just go straight for the pics and the rating and what nots..

Questions For The Men
OK SO I GOT SOME QUESTIONS THAT MAYBE YOU GUYS OUT THERE CAN ANSWER HONESTLY FOR ONCE. WHY IS IT YOU GUYS THINK YOUR SMARTER THAN US WOMEN? THINK YOU CAN PLAY GAMES WITH OUR FEELINGS? OUR HEARTS? AND THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH IT, SERIOUSLY. I AINT PLAYING STUPID HERE, IM QUITE SERIOUS ABOUT THIS. DO YOU GUYS THINK WOMEN ARE THAT STUPID THAT WE WONT FIND OUT OR EVEN HAVE THE SMARTS TO REALIZE THAT YOU PLAYING US? PLEASE HELP ME OUT WITH THIS BECAUSE I HAVENT A CLUE WHY YOU THINK THIS WAY

Pittsburgh Steelers
On the first day of school a first grade teacher explains to her class that she is a Browns fan. She asks her students to raise their hands if they, too, are Browns fans. Wanting to impress their teacher, everyone in the class raises their hand except one little girl. The teacher looks at the girl with surprise, "Janie, why didn't you raise your hand?" "Because I'm not a Browns fan," she replied. The te acher, still shocked, asked, "Well, if you are not a Browns fan, then who are you a fan of?" "I am a Steelers fan, and proud of it," Janie replied. The teacher could not believe her ears. "Janie, why pray tell are you a Steelers fan?" "Because my mom is a Steelers fan, and my dad is Steelers fan, so I'm a Steelers fan too!" "We ll," said the teacher in a obviously annoyed tone, "that is no reason for you to be a Steelers fan. You don't have to be just like your parents all of the time. What if your mom were an idiot and your dad were a moron, what wo

Death And The Art Of Foreplay
I have to say that most people take there love ones for granted. I had a friend of a friend that met a man who her childern didn't approve of. The seperated for a couple years fighting the temptation of there love for one another. Just to make her grown children happy.Well They got together this year without anyone knowing. Just a couple of weeks ago they were making love and he had a heart attack in the middle of it and died in her arms . His last words to her were I Love You. I now realize you should not ever take your love for someone for granted. Because you can never tell how long you have with that person. I have always been the beliver of living life as if it's you last. Enjoy each second and its amazing what we miss because we aren't paying attention. Just a few thoughts thanks for reading

Living In The Shadows
This is a poem I wrote about 8 years ago. Living In the Shadows Living in the shadows of people No one hears me. Living in the shadows of my family No one sees me. Living in the shadows of my friends No one loves me. Living in the shadows of the world No one cares.

In My Dreams
This is a poem I wrote about 7 years ago. In My Dreams I see things. Things that will happen. Things that won’t happen. In my dreams I see, Things I want to happen. Things I don’t want to happen. In my dreams, I see my wishes come true. I see my fears come true. In my dreams, I see my heaven. I see my hell. In my dreams, I see things. I see life.

Mate For Life
Did you know that eagles mate for life? Well one day Harry the eagle waited at the nest for Mary his darling of 10 glorious years. After a while when she didn't return he went looking and found her. She had been shot. Dead! Harry was devastated. After about six minutes of mourning he decided that he must get himself another mate but since there weren't any lady eagles available he'd have to cross the feather barrier. So he flew off to find a new mate. He found a lovely dove and brought her back to the nest. The sex was OK but all the dove would say is 'I am a DOVE, I want to love! I am a DOVE, I want to love!' Well, this got on Harry's nerves so he kicked the dove out of the nest and flew off once more to find a mate. He found a very sexy loon and brought her back to the nest. Again the sex was great but all the loon would say is, 'I am a LOON, I want to spoon! I am a LOON, I want to spoon!' So out with the loon. Once more he flew off to find a mate. Th

Death Come Near Me From Draconian
By day I sleep, at night I weep! O Death, come near me! Be the one for me, be the one who stays. My rivers are frozen, and mischosen, and the shadows around me sickens my heart. O Death, come near me, and stay (by my side). Hear my silent cry! In sadness I'm veiled, to the cross I am nailed, and the pain around me freezes my world. My cold world... In life I've failed, for years I've wailed. Frozen in time... left behind... The rapture of grief is all to find... The rapture of grief is all! Behind the shadow of life the lost hopes are grieving. I seek the night and hope to find love... So I drown in the silence of lifes short eternity. The tears fills the void in my heart astray... Embrace me now, delightful ease! Give me a world of wonderous peace! Calm the desperate scream in my heart! O Death, come near me, save me from this empty, cold world! O Life, you have killed me, so spare me from this couldron of misery! In life I cry, away I fly... Chosen to fall

Vampire At My Workplace!
I work next to a temp that got chosen to work at the place I work. Everything is cool, right? Two cool guys talking and working the time away....then I happened to notice. HE HAS FANGS! THAT is the coolest thing I have seen. I don't know how to ask him about HOW he got his teeth that way.

Toilet Paper Tradgedy
Dick Wilson, the actor and pitchman who played the uptight grocer begging customers "Please, don't squeeze the Charmin," died Monday. He was 91. The man famous as TV's "Mr. Whipple" died of natural causes at the Motion Picture & Television Fund Hospital in Woodland Hills, said his daughter Melanie Wilson, who is known for her role as a flight attendant on the ABC sitcom "Perfect Strangers." Over 21 years, Wilson made more than 500 commercials as Mr. George Whipple, a man consumed with keeping bubbly housewives from fondling the soft toilet paper. The punch line of most spots was that Whipple himself was a closeted Charmin-squeezer.

A Somewhat Male View Of Marriage
1. The last fight we had was my fault. My wife asked, "What's on the TV?" I said, "Dust!" 2. In the beginning God created earth and rested. Then God created man and rested. Then God created woman. Since then neither God nor man has rested. 3. My wife and I are inseparable. In fact, last week it took four state troopers and a dog. 4. Do you know the punishment for bigamy? Two mother-in-laws. 5. Young son: Is it true, Dad, I heard that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her? Dad: That happens in every country, son. 6. The most effective way to remember your wife's birthday is to forget it once. 7. How do most men define marriage? An expensive way to get laundry done for free. 8. If you want your wife to listen and pay undivided attention to every word you say, talk in your sleep. 9. Then there was a man who said, "I never knew what real happiness was until I got married; then it was too late." 10. Women will never be eq

Poem
As I sat at work today I felt the urge to write. So I picked up my pen and started writing. What was I going to write? I really didn't know. It seems so many people I have talked to lately are having a hard time and are depressed. Including myself. So here is what I wrote. I wouldn't really call it a poem, but it sort of is. "Please Clouds Move On" I am in the bottom of this cold dark pit, I turn my face toward the sun, trying to feel the warmth and comfort of it. As I look toward it, a cloud covers it and keeps the warmth and comfort, from coming to me that I need. As I sit here in this pit, I wonder, how did I get here? But more importantly, I wonder how do I get out of it? I am so scared of the darkness that comes from being down in the bottom of the pit. How long can I carry on? I just hold on hoping the clouds that cover the sun, will soon move on. That I can climb out of this pit and see the beauty of the sun and feel it's warmth as it warms my soul, and hea

Thank You
Thank you to all my friends for your thoughts and prayers for the loss of my brother, Mike. This is the toughest thing I personally have had to deal with in my life and knowing there are those who truly care, helps more than you know. Thank you all!

Shady's Not So Shiney List
WHAT WOULD MAKE A PERSON DO THIS?? I JUST GOT DONE WORKING MY BUTT OFF IN A CONTEST JUST SO I COULD WIN A BLAST FOR A GROUP OF THE MOST AMAZING PEOPLE YOU COULD EVER MEET ON FUBAR. WHY BECAUSE IN FAITH JUST LIKE EVERYONE OF US DOES WHO ENTERS CONTESTS TRUSTED THE HOST THAT WHEN THEIR END OF THE DEAL WAS MET THEY THE HOSTS ALSO WOULD IN RETURN MEET THEIRS.... SADLY AS TIME GOES ON I AM BEING FACED WITH MORE AND MORE HOSTS THAT MAKE A PROMISE BUT IN THE END NEVER PAY OUT.. I'M TIRED OF IT. SO ARE SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE AS WELL. BOMBING A CONTEST TAKES UP SO MUCH OF ONES TIME.. WE ARE WORKING IN THESE CONTESTS FOR LESS THEN FIVE CENTS AN HOUR IN SOME CASES. ITS HARD ENOUGH AFTER ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN THE END YOU END UP LOSING THAT CONTEST.. THATS A MAJOR DOWNER BUT THATS PART OF THE RISK YOU TAKE.. BUT HAVING TO WORRY AND KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED THAT IN THE END IF YOU WERE TO WIN THAT THE HOST WILL BE HONEST AND GIVE YOU WHAT WAS PROMISED.. THATS A RISK AND A WORRY THAT NO ONE S

Grown Women
Grown Women Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goe

Just Bored
Chillin in the spot rollin up waitin for the Monday night game between the Broncos and the Titans. I got a $100 on the Titans (so hope that I win)and feel real good about them gettin the dub.i was just looking and seen that i haven't put up a blog in a while.I usually only post one when I feel like I need to get my point across to some hater,but I felt like that wasnt the reason Fubar added as an option.they took away my mumms (which I really gave up on)and i am not about to make another account so that can be taken away a third time. Just felt like letting out a few choice words to the FUBAR community 2 anyone who dislikes me or feels like they are better than me..........I an only tell you one thing......U can neva do it like me sucka

Will Need Help In My Contest Start Friday Please
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De-paulification. Phase 1.
I need to hurry the process. The process of deleting him from my life. I just went all over my house throwing all kinds of shit away because he either bought it while visiting or he brought it from home. Anybody want some shot glasses from Cancun? How about a leather whip, the gimp mask, the wooden paddle, stripper shoes, monopoly money and liquid latex? Rubber sheets anyone? They're queen size..Err nevermind that Ill just throw that away. The kids the pictures drew of all of standing outside some pretend mansion,..it's in the trash. Hopefully they won't notice it's not on the wall in the family room. Goofy little pictures.. gone. Souvenirs from trips to crazy horse and the corn palace. Gone. That copy of some newspaper he was in.,It's in the trash. GAWD IM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW. Ok Im done venting.

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A Silly Joke
Something to brighten your day! Two old ladies are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. One of the old ladies pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking. Maude: What in the hell is that? Mabel: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet. Maude: Where did you get it? Mabel! : You can get them at any drugstore. The next day, Maude hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms. The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers. "Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel." The pharmacist fainted.

Me...in Real Life.
Have you ever had one of those moments. You know what I mean...one of those life altering moments where you sit back and think about your life. I mean...REALLY think. Andy and I had one of those moments today. We just got out of watching "Dan in real life" which was by no means one of those deep thinking movies. It's funny the first have then a happy sad the rest of it. However, it got Andy and myself to thinking and talking about concerns, worries, and hopes. Have you ever sat back and really wondered if anything you have ever done in life was worthwhile? Have you ever sat back and really thought about something that happened and wondered what the hell you were thinking at the time?? I do. Constantly. I am probably the queen of screwing up. I have messed up so many things in my life. No, I am not afraid to admit it. I have made my fair share of mistakes....some which I will regret forever, but none that I haven't taken something away from. We were riding in a completely silent c

Thoughts Of You
I miss you ~ Want to be in your arms ~ Feel your embrace ~ Breathe your air~ Melt in your presence ~ Lose myself in your gaze ~ Love you like you've never been loved before ~ I crave you ~ You're incredible ~ The song of my soul ~ My laughter ~ My fulfillment ~ Long for your closeness ~ Love you more everyday ~