Fubar Blog Posts 4

Hospitals Suck!!!!
AIGHT, SO I'VE BEEN SICK AS SHIT. THAT'S NOT THE REASON I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL THOUGH. I ENDED UP GOING BACK TO MY BAR LAST NIGHT BECAUSEI MISSED A FEW DAYS AND HAD TO MAKE UP SOME CASH AND BOOK KEEPING. I'M THERE FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS, A DECENT BAND IS PLAYING, LOTS OF GIRLS IN TIGHT FITTING CLOTHING, LOTS OF DRINKS BEING SOLD, BUT THERE WAS ALSO A SHIT LOAD OF UPTIGHT COLLEGE KIDS THERE WITH THIER SLUTTY AS FUCK COCK TEASING GIRLFRIENDS!! NOW I HAVE A DEAL IF IT'S YOUR FIRST TIME AT THE BAR, I'LL BUY YOU YOUR FIRST DRINK. NOW I BOUGHT A COUPLE OF DRINKS FOR THESE GIRLS NAMED LINDSEY AND KASSI, ALL WAS GOOD I SAID CHEERS, THEN WENT BACK TO WORK. NUMB NUTS 1 & 2 THE GIRLS BOYFRIENDS STARTING SCREAMING AT THEM BECAUSE OF ME BUYING THEM A DRINK. I DON'T LOOK LIKE THE OWNER OF A BAR I SUPPOSE, BUT THEN I SAW ONE OF THE NUMB NUTS SMACK A DRINK OUT OF THE CHICK LINDSEYS HAND. THE DRINK ENDED UP BREAKING A MIRROR INSIDE MY BAR, SO I RAN OVER T YELL. I GO TO THE FUCKTARD AND AS I GET TO HIM HE

Tomorrow Won't Be Lost.
I was a ghost, before, you came. I was a slave, but then, I changed. I will take, the good, and bad. For many, I am back to this again. So leave me alone, before the strain of listening to me becomes more than you can bare. But maybe this time, we will be fine or else tomorrow, will be lost. There was a force, I swear I thought it would take me out There was a chance that we could go, So far as I look in your eyes I know, you say no more, That is the fight, in this life. Maybe this time we will be fine and our tomorrow won't be lost.

Home Depot Scam
A "heads up" for those men who may be regular Home Depot customers. Over the last month I became a victim of a clever scam while out shopping. Simply going out to get supplies has turned out to be quite traumatic. Don't be naive enough to think it couldn't happen to you or your friends. Here's how the scam works: Two seriously good-looking 20-21 year-old girls come over to your car as you are packing your shopping into the trunk. They both start wiping your windshield with a rag and Windex, with their breasts almost falling out of their skimpy T-shirts. It is impossible not to look. When you thank them and offer them a tip, they say "No" and instead ask you for a ride to another Home Depot. You agree and they get in the backseat. On the way, they start undressing. Then one of them climbs over into the front seat and starts crawling all over you, while the other one steals your wallet. I had my wallet stolen Jan 4th, 9th, 10th, twice on the 15th, 17th, 20th, 24th and

My Dad
so everyone that cares at all understands why I hate this day (March 12) more than any other day: Six years ago today started out like any other early spring day. I was making plans for working on my old Maverick, trying to get her ready for summer. I went to a neighboring town to pick up some special order parts for the beast. Stopped for lunch at a DQ, and headed home to start wrenching. When I pulled around the corner to my house, I knew there was something wrong. My mother and cousin were parked in my driveway and talking while waiting for me. When I got out of the car, James told me to get in his truck as my mom grabbed my car keys. They wouldn't tell me what was going on. Then James got me in the truck and started driving. As much as I begged him to tell me what was going on, he just kept saying " I CAN'T" As we drove to the south end of town, I started getting a terrible feeling in my gut. The closer we got to my dad's house the worse the fear set in. When we turned the cor

Through With You...
I am so sick of hurting , So sick of hiding my emotions. I will not let your actions no longer affect my heart. I miss the way my heart used to love and feel so free one of the things your abuse did to me. You don't deserve the love I had in my heart for that special someone in my life. I refuse to let you hold my heart captive any longer so that someone else can set it free!!! I will let my heart free of your chains and float to the surface once again. You don't deserve the love and two beautiful children that god gave to you. I won't say I hate you but something much worse...I hope your soul burns in the eternal flames of hell for what you have done to us all!!!! You may find happiness again some day for which you don't deserve . I hope you remember the horrible things you did and feel ashamed of yourself...Don't ever tell me I am a worthless person or parent for that I know is not true. . Take a long hard look in the mirror that person is YOU!!! I am a much better person than you co

St. Patrick's Day Auction Is Open Now
> > > > > > > > > > "OWN YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN" > > St Patrick's day auction will start Today March 12th at 10:00 am pst and will end on March 16th at 10:00pm pst > minimum bid will start at 200k > > > IT'S ST PATRICK"S DAY. > FOR ALL THE BIDDERS: YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO RECEIVE SOME OF THE FINEST LEPRECHAUN THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FU-BUCKS. OR VIRTUAL GIFTS... I'M TALKING ABOUT THAT SPECIAL PERSON, YES THAT PERSON, YOU WANTED TO HAVE AS YOUR VERY OWN LEPRECHAUN!!! > YOU CAN BRAG AND SAY YOU HAVE THAT PERSON FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH! CHANCES ARE, YOU WILL PROBABLY KNOW A FEW OF THE PEOPLE IN THIS AUCTION. > GO BID ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE OR WANT TO GET CLOSER TO!!! > > WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET! > > SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! > THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY SPECIAL OPPORTUNITY ON FUBAR FOR ST PATRICK'S DAY! > FOR ALL THE CONTESTANTS: > NOW YOU HAVE THE CHANCE TO FIND OUT WHO IS YOUR S

Make It Stop!!!!
its snowing here AGAIN!! so no telling when i will make it back to the library again. anyway i just wanted to say thanks to all who helped me make Rockstar. Godfather here i come!! Here is something for your reading enjoyment. Leave luv! If there isn't God, then I am a fool Because every day I thank Him for you Every moment we share, every word we exchange Gives me a reason to thank Him again From the moment we met, to the here and now Gives me a reason to make this vow God if You'll keep her in my life to stay I will have one sure reason to kneel down and pray And if there isn't a God, that's quite alright As long as you're there by my side

Very Nsfw
CARD GAME "Who wants to start," Paige asked excitedly as she shuffled the cards!?! "This was your idea, Page," Anna replied nervously, "I think you should lead it off, don't you girls!?!" Both Glenna and Mo nodded their heads in unison and while waiting for Paige to finish shuffling the erotic game cards!!! "Okay," Paige replied with a shiver, "I'll go first but you all gotta promise to play at least one round, agreed!?!" The three other girls glanced back and forth between each other before Mo replied, "Agreed, we'll all draw at least one card, after that we'll see how it goes!!!" After Paige completed her shuffle, Glenna cut the deck and all eyes turned towards Page in anticipation of her draw!!! Paige licked her lips nervously as she drew the top card and gingerly turned it over to read, You're lucky, all you have to do is show your pussy!!! The other girls whooped and hollered as Paige stood up and in defiantly pulled down her jeans and panties and showing off her auburn haired

Try And Catch This Beauty :p
Here we go Wildcat is hosting one of the biggest auctions and Goddess has entered it. Here is your chance to catch a truly beautiful creature and hold onto her for a month. She has several things to offer and more will be added if bids go high enough. Stop by Wildcats page place your bets you never know what you could win :) Just click the link below and have fun thanks Don't forget to show the beautiful host some love as well :) ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar

Still Needing Help
center> I Could really use the help people plz. I have been trying for 5 months to get this HH and instead of working on it i have helped everyone who has asked for help. Come on give me a hand. is still need 32K in comments. come on and show me some love back... for all of those that have been helping me thank you so much love you very much.

Strangers,friends,lovers
When I first met you it was as strangers and it stayed that way for a long time for I was scared to even try to get to know you for what my past had done to me and I wasn't ready to get to know anybody for the fear of getting walked all over again and hurting in the deepest parts of me. You changed all that in my way of thinking and I started to let myself to get to know you a little bit at a time but still staying back far enough so I had room to run if I needed it. We started to talk more and more on an almost daily basis and got to learn more about each other and had a blast hanging out with each other and we became fast friends and it made me feel good for I needed a close friend that wouldn't judge me or look down upon me for my past and you were that one that did it for me in just a short time. I will always be grateful for meeting you that night that I did for it really changed my life for the better. I no longer have the pain of hurt and anger around me all the time for I

Hosting An Auction
I am hosting an auction beginning the 21st of March and running for one week.I would like at least 10 entries. There will be a 25,000 fubucks entry fee but the minimum bid will be 50,000 so you will earn that fee back. Auction Details: *No Drama will be tolerated either from the bidders or those up for auction. If drama is involved you will be pulled from the auction. *Cash bids will override any FuBucks bids. *Auction will run from March 21st at Noon EST until March 28th at Noon EST. *There is a $25,000 FuBuck Entry Fee. *Minimum Bids will begin at $50,000 FuBucks. *If someone decides not to pay up and they have the winning bid, the winning bid will then go to the next closest bid. *Those up for auction have the right to refuse any bids. If interested send me a private message with your picture and what you will be offering. *Here are a few things people offer to do for their "owners"... *Owned by ____ in name for ___time *Add to to

I Am Honored, He Answered.
->SCRAPPER: I remember there first match up, it was so bloody, they had the crowd going. ->SCRAPPER: There still good to watch anyway, I'm watching Stephen Bonner and Forest Griffen. ->SCRAPPER: Do you ever watch UFC? Its on right now, I know im over here in germany, we watch it on AFN, there all reruns ->SCRAPPER: how many emails about MUMMS do you get a day? ->SCRAPPER: I've read it, but I thought it said you would reset monthly, anyway, thats cool ->SCRAPPER: I do SCRAPPER: you can make friends mumms... ->SCRAPPER: thats when I lost my priviliges was in Feb. SCRAPPER: read my blog.....i dont handle that anymore ->SCRAPPER: I've supported the site, I've bought VIP's for me and my wife, I've bought three HH since I've been a member since the beginning of Feb. ->SCRAPPER: I'm just asking, could you please turn my MUMM privileges back on? ->SCRAPPER: wife is almost here though, less then a month ->SCRAPPER: me, i'm getting ready to go to bed in a few hrs., had a long day ->

Food For Thought
Max Ehrmann Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and the ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially, do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for

Three Weeks To Go...
Well, slightly more than that, but yes. I-CON XVII (website) is taking place April 4th through 6th. It also happens to coincide with my birthday (April 5th). This means I'll be spending the weekend of my birthday in New York. I'll get to see old friends, my old neighborhood, and maybe even Ground Zero again. One thing's for sure: I'll have about a billion photos to upload when I get back. Watch for a new folder in my photo album...

Anything
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Did You Know!
Hey there ... Did you know if you ripped someone's picture off their folder and someone else rates that picture YOU will NOT get the points the person you ripped it from will get points. SO what I did was delete the pictures and uploaded it to my account and add it again ...

Conversation With My Ex R/l B/f Fireman185
mercilynn_1973: i just told her everything fireman7912: I HOPR YOU ARE FUCKING HAPPY NOW YOU FUCKING CUTE fireman7912: CUNT mercilynn_1973: i am mercilynn_1973: you fucking loser mercilynn_1973: go get daddy to bail you out mercilynn_1973: your the fucking asshoole that wanted me there you are the fucking loser that took everything away from me mercilynn_1973: fuck you mercilynn_1973: you dont know how to love fireman7912: NO YOU TOOK EVERY AWAY FROM YOUR SELF FOR LEVEING YOUR KIDS mercilynn_1973: yea what fucking ever mercilynn_1973: fuck you mercilynn_1973: you will get your shit back mercilynn_1973: send me mine mercilynn_1973: you lost one you care about fuck!!!! mercilynn_1973: you were cheating on me for a long fucking time i knew it i saw everything on your fucking computer you think im so fucking stupid mercilynn_1973: the way we used to make love then all of a suddon you want your room your this mercilynn_1973: as long as i paid your fucking bills and fed y

Sexy
SO... BEEN AWHILE SINCE ANYONE HAS HEARD MUCH FROM ME IN THE WAY OF PIMPOUTS. SO HERE IS ONE FOR YA! ALL YOU GUYS OUT THERE SHOULD DEFINATLY ENJOY THIS! AND LADIES, YOU'LL LIKE IT TOO, IM SURE! _________________________________________________ THE SEXY FOUR-WAY: (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar Hope(Graphics designer)~PurestofAngels wifey~(Owned by drunk1)*Dream Girlz_1st Lieutenant*@ fubar Chris/I love my Hopey and her sexy wifey Nic *Dream Girlz*@ fubar *~Anastasia~* *~RL Fiance to Daniel Watson~*@ fubar _________________________________________________ EXTRA SPECIAL SEXY LADIES: -{ÐoTs}- ♥'s ÅnØnŸmØü§@ fubar BlueJean Girl@ fubar Texxas~FU G/F OF DASH FU OWNED BY PHILEMON@ fubar DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL@ fubar _________________________________________________ BAD ASS SEXY CHICK:

Geisha
Fluttering as with feathered wings she walks by Catching everyones eye the pride of the village Smelly fisherman bringing fish just gets glares and funny looks as he goes by Eshun the beautiful and graceful geisha stops and smiles at the fisherman he blushes and continues on his path. Eshun makes her way to her home as she prepares for her evening of being politicians escort The fisherman continues on his way, he feels a club to his head then nothing, he is left for dead. Half alive he lay unable to bring himself to his knees stays still. Eshun riding home in the carriage notices the poor fisherman half dead on the path She tells the driver stop he wants to refuse saying a lady of her stature has no buisness stopping for something like that. She tells him he will not be paid for the evening so he turns the horse around so Eshun can see about the man. He helps the fisherman in the carriage,they both can see he is now lame and will be unable to fish for a living again. Fisherma

Hate This!!!
Suck On This!!! I Need To Break Away From All The Words You Say From All The Deeds You've Done From All The Faith You Break I Need To Get Away From All The Time You Waste From All The Rage You Bring From All The Hope You Take This Is A Part Of Me So Deep Inside Of Me Engines Fueled By Your Scorn I Want You To Hate This Hate This! You Mother Fucker! Hate This You Know Who I Am Hate This You Mother Fucker! Right! Go Away And Hate This You Mother Fucker Suck On This! Ummmmmmmm, Gotta Love Grendel I Feel Better Already Now Where's My Damn Punching Bag.......? *Sigh......I Miss Havin' My Boxing Set Up* Well Here's To Lyrical Stress Relief!!!! Muwah!

Pisces
Pisces, Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own. Their natures tend to be too otherworldly for the practical purposes of living in this world as it is. They sometimes exist emotionally rather than rationally, instinctively more than intellectual

Read Before You Add Or Shout
just for everyone who thinks that they wanna fuck me or tell me they wanna... DON'T i'm sick of everyone sayin they wanna fuck me before they even say hi... so if this is you..... CHUCK YA DUCES

When All Fails
WHEN TIMES ARE ROUGH I TRY TO SIT BACK AND ENJOY WHAT THERE IS TO LAUGH AT, BUT WHEN THINGS GO WRONG.... IT'S A DIFFERENT STORY. FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO KNOW ME AND KNOW THAT I HAVE 3 KIDS THAT I HAVE BEEN RAISING FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS BY MYSELF WITH THE HELP OF SOME PEOPLE... NOT MUCH, BUT IT'S HELP....I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT MY PROBLEMS TO ANYONE CAUSE OF A NEGATIVE RESPONCE OR JUST THE UH HUH'S OR EVEN THE I SEE.... SO EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT REALLY HURTS AND BOTHER'S THE SHIT OUT OF ME. I AM THE ONLY PERSON MY KIDS HAVE AND I AM TOLD I'M A BAD FATHER. SO BE IT.... MAYBE I AM, BUT I DON'T HIT OR ABUSE MY KIDS. I LOVE THEM WAY TO MUCH AND THEY ARE MY LIFE. I WOULD DIE FOR THEM. I WOULD PUSH THEM OUT OF THE WAY OF A ON COMMING TRUCK FOR ME TO GET HIT INSTEAD. BAD FATHER... I GUESS I AM...

Special Agent G Gibbs The Rest Of It
I hand the wrapping paper to McGee as I open the soft box. I open it slowly and a glitter catches my eye as the light hits its contents. There, inside the box, is a simple, yet beautiful diamond bracelet. 'Ziva, it is beautiful. I can't accept this.' I say as O try to hand her back the box. 'Grace, I don't care if you can't. You have too. I have one exactly like it, and so does Abby and Jenn. Think of it as our little club, kind of like the pink ladies in that one movie with all the singing.' Ziva smiles as she takes it out of the box and helps me put it on. 'Grease, Ziva, the movie was Grease. It starred...' 'We know, Tony.' We all interrupt him before he can finish his sentence. We all laugh at the look on his face. His jaw is dropped mid-word and he has the look of a punished puppy in his eyes. 'Oh, come on, Tony. You know that was funny.' Ziva says trying to make him laugh about it. 'Anyone up for a game of cards?' McGee asks as he walks over the the armoir in my room to retri

Basics...thats What I Stck With
Candle Magic has been around for many, many years, being traced as far back as the Palaeolithic era. It is a very powerful form of sympathetic magic. There are many factors that play into the art of candle magic. As we know any type of magic that is performed will return to you three fold, whether it be positive or negative. Always keep the Wiccan Rede “An harm to none do what thou wilt” in mind when considering your work. Always keep in mind that magic effect’s the entire world around you. Be very careful what you ask for, for it may well come true. The wording in any type of magic must not be taken lightly, be very careful, concise , and precise, make sure you have covered all possible bases. Keep in mind that some candle magic has to be repeated over a period of days. Therefore, you will want to place them in an area that will not be disturbed. Do not choose a place where there is a tv, radio noise or disturbances of any kind. Keep in mind to not put candles near curtains and

Reasoning
I guess that since I am pretty good at it , I am going to start putting my poetry in blog form . I don't know if anyone will ever read it , but I am going to post it just the same . Here shortly , I'll post my first origional poem as a blog entry , with many more to follow .

When I Think
I think of u and my heart melts. I think of your smile and it makes me laugh. I think of the honesty and the tears fall. I think of what I can't say to you and I realize that I hurt you. The thought of that makes me see what I am. The thought of what I am.. makes me hate myself. Now the only words I seem to think of when I think of you is....... I am sorry.

Answers Damn It
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless. I promise to answer them 100% truthfully. All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox. Repost this to see what others ask you. IF YOU DONT THEN YOU'RE SCARED OF WHAT PEOPLE MAY ASK

Photo Comment..
'Jacqui ~When In Doubt...Dance~ To ALL Who Should/Could Do More...and to those WHO DO! Why Not More? Off to war go our daughters and sons To fight for a country UNITED AS ONE! Every one on board, we will take no more, Until we forget and bail to the shore. It's easy to SAY we Support OUR Troops, But saying isn't doing till you walk in their BOOTS! Off to a land, foreign at best.. To live in the heat, dust and regret. Regret for the children they don't see grow, And the spouses they love but no longer know. To hear the news flashes of another deserter And know it is those who claim to be a SUPPORTER. Not a military man or woman, for its true, It's an American here...is it you? We wonder why they would rather stay there... Or do you not wonder and not even care?? Get down off your high horse and "walk the talk," Send packages, airline tickets and anything you made or bought.. To show we're beside them, every step of the way... Only then can we welcome them HOM

Kiss
Your kiss so soft and warm is the sweetest I have tasted. The taste of your lips still linger on mine, as my heart yearns to breathe you once again. You are that which makes my day more beautiful and life worth living. You are that which makes me smile when none other may come close. Most importantly, you are yourself, that which I cherish more than I could ever understand.

Well Here Is Blog From Me Lmao.....
Darkest greetings to you all... it truly has been a long time since I had graced you all with a decent blog about my life so I figured why not today three days after my birthday. OK where to start?...... I know... if some will note I have not been online for a long time... well that is only because the government pays me so since I am unemployed I have to go to this shit about work place training! Now this is training in writing a resume and stuff like that... so I had been doing this every day...... till I got an apprenticeship bakers place in the local tafe ... so I started to do that and well lets just say baking and me do go together it turns out! So.... I had to give it up... now I don’t know what I want to do.... Being confused about what I’m doing is a bad thing! I don’t know what to do or even why I should bother!..... Life seems to be giving me shit... bills a pilling up like every one else’s... and people are pissing am whining about me... life is grand...personally, I thi

Erotica I "the Spanking"
Welcome to my Tre's Thoughts of Erotica series! Ive been writing blogs for another site called my**** and some of these blogs we're well received. Since I am here now I hope you all take a chance and read my work. In todays chat it was amazing the reception a brotha gets from some of his lady friends and ummm I figured since it was the topic of this mornings brief discussion in chat, I would write something to briefly describe in my words what it would read like! I hope you enjoy...and remember its only a view from "Tre's Mind!" If you dont like spanking or getting spanked dont continue reading this! Exit stage left........wink! Tre held Jane down, bent over his knees, and proceeded in lifting her skirt, exposing her pretty little butt. Slipping his fingers into her damp panties, he began slowly sliding them off as her skin blushed. He loves to see Jane's embarrassment as she was exposed to his greedy eyes. "Would Tre really do this?" Jane thought to herself! He is such a man of

Before I Knew It
Watching how you grew on me amazed me, Just looking back at how things used to be, I often wonder if I am in a dream, That we could be on the same team, The way we connect is like no other, Like you were my sister or mother, You care for me in ways I never imagine, In new ways of form and fashion, I pinch myself to check if I am awake, Cause this love I couldn't make, I really do want to be with you, Cause I really do love you.

We Should Be ...
We should be, Kissing Speaking Soulfully Lips embracing Tasting the old flavor of knowing me Hold me As you would your last breath And keep it nearer Nearer than yourself We ... you and I We should be making fire Where the warmth has died Flesh bonds with hand Becomes one ... we intermingle I break you down and explore Every single grain of sand That has made your shore So grand... I'm sure ... for you I'm not the woman deserved But may I have a moment in time To satisfy an urge We should Be a monument to one another Beautiful caramel bodies We should be Curling in sheets Save the morning's blue arrival For passionate speech We should be Love

Unspoken
Spoken words unspoken truths Lies have been told and my Soul has been bought and sold Two times over by deceit And hypocrisy My life has suffered from an Inflation of devastation Its value has declined and I have been left without What is rightfully mine There is no pride and I have chosen to be blind To the injustices which I myself commit Denial has been my only friend The refusal to see that all this suffering Has been in vain I have tainted myself from within But on my lips I wear a grin Of bitterness tinged with the stain of hate That I learned from all those who said they cared But were never truly there To reassure me and help me grow Into who I was supposed to be The world has lost the light I had inside that was dimmed By my tears and my inability To overcome childhood fears And stand on my own Proud of who I am and Let go of who I could have been

My Mom Is In The Hospital
So I was in class this evening, when I got out I came home and come to find out the Ambulence was at my house, I thought it was my grandfather because he hasnt felt well. But it was my mom, she fell down the stairs, she is at the hospital right now and I have to stay home and watch over my grandfather. I hope she is ok.

Boricua Baby
Boricua Baby Boricua Baby how beautiful you are. You are so strong and talented. So smart and delicate. You are woman you are man. You are all that I breathe and everything that I am. Because of you my skin is olive. My hair long beatiful black and strong. My eyes are the deepest brown. Coy and vibrant. Intelligent and profound. I speak, move, and dance with African rhythym and Spanish flair. When I walk down the street every man must stare. I am a flower filled with Taino power. The sweet taste of sugar cane flows from my lips. The motion of the ocean mimics the rhythym of my hips. I am a Carribean Charmer. Passionate and proud. I am a Boricua Baby and never ashamed to say it out loud.

Men And Women
I stole this from a friend and figured it would be appreciated!! From a guys point of view...... I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the da

Winning Choice
For all of you who picked jean skirt, belly shirt, black bra, black thong, black thigh high tights it was a hit. Blake didn't even wait for Mark to give me the drink he had spiked with liquid e. Blake had me on the floor, when Mark decide to hold my nose and pour the drink in me. I love liquid e. Once the drink was all gone. Mark made Blake help him put my feet behind my head and handcuff them. That was follow with a dog collar being locked on me and my feet and hands cuffed to it. Guys seem to like it when my feet are locked to the back of my neck. Once I was all locked up Mark just laughed and let Blake have me. Blake did that the time to use his belt on my helpless pussy and ass. I'm still fucked up from the liquid e.......I LOVE TO ROLL. GOOD CHOICE GUYS.....My ass and pussy have whelps from the belting. I LOVE PAIN, IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD TO BE CUFFED UP AND BEAT. HAVING BLAKE'S COCKED RAMMED IN MY CUNT AND FILLING IT FULL OF CUM WAS JUST TO PERFECT E

Gf App
girlfriend APPLICATION Name: Age: Number: Town: Favorite food: Favorite color: Favorite thing on a girl/boy: Favorite hobby: Would you: Kiss me: Hug me: Tell me you loved me: Jump aroudn with me: Make funny faces with me: Laugh with me: Dance with me: Kiss me in the rain: Dance with me in the rain: Cuddle with me: Sing to me: Hold hands with me: Do you: Have a crush on me: Know me: If you do how: Do you think im hott: Rate me 1-10: Choose: Friends or Your gf: Italian or Mexican food: Football or basketball: Vanilla or Chocolate: Brown hair or Red hair: Brown eyes or blue eyes: Light skinned or Tanned skin: Braces or Crooked teeth: Random: What is the most you have done with a girl: What's your favorite place to visit: Do you like to shopp: What's your style [punk, prep, casual or just whatever]: What's your favorite band: If it was valentines day what would you get me:

Oh Well!!!!
I don't know if I could be anymore sad and lonely now if I tried. Other than feeling like someone's taken a knife to my heart and keeps grinding away at it. I'm really quite done with the drama. If you still wanna talk to me you're more than welcome and I'll still rate your stuff, but feeling that I have to apologize like I've done somethign wrong over half the time is getting old. I get treated like crap in real life, I don't need it here too. If I'm just something to pass the time with you till your "real friends" show up then forget it. I'm done being used and treated like crap. Maybe your other friends are better and if so have at it. Most people are just handing me lines anyway so whatever. If you're really here to talk to me and get to know me then that's great and I welcome it.

Friends!!!
Just want to let everyone know, I am getting into my busy season so I will be hit and miss for awhile. For those who have knwon me, summer will be the same, In my genious I am also coaching my daughters volleyball team. Then decided to coach my youngest in baseball. So I know my family and I think all of my friends will understand and not forget me. If ya want you can delete me if I am tying up space on your page. I'm not trying to sound petty God knows I dump people that don't talk. Just letting everyone know I haven't forgot and I'm not ignoring. So with that said please comment and let me know you got this one!! Please, at least say something.. Love you all.. Mike

Wondering About You~
~~~~~~~~~~~~Wondering About You~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~Laying in bed last night, I wondered how often you think of me. I wondered how often would we have sex - or maybe I should rephrase that and say I wondered how often we might sleep. There are a million things that go through my head at night, alone in the dark. ~One thing is for sure the next time I am able to have you in my bed I am going to make sure you clearly remember me and keep wanting me. I suppose that I would start out by kissing you. You know those kinds of kisses that make you melt against the other person. The kind of kisses that make you think the world just stopped and it is the two of us. The kiss that leaves you wanting and needing more. The kiss would be the start of things. ~I would relearn your body from head to toe and everything in between. I would kiss your body slowly and softly. Making sure that I would pay attention to your chest and nipples, since I have found out that turns you on. I

Worthy Of Re-posting - It's All About Freedom!
We rarely get a chance to see another country's editorial about the USA. Read this excerpt from a Romanian Newspaper. The article was written by Mr. Cornel Nistorescu and published under the title 'C'ntarea Americii, meaning 'Ode To America' in the Romanian newspaper Evenimentulzilei 'The Daily Event' or 'News of the Day' ~An Ode to America~ Why are Americans so united? They would not resemble one another even if you painted them all one color! They speak all the languages of the world and form an astonishing mixture of civilizations and religious beliefs. Still, the American tragedy turned three hundred million people into a hand put on the heart. Nobody rushed to accuse the White House, the Army, or the Secret Service that they are only a bunch of losers. Nobody rushed to empty their bank accounts. Nobody rushed out onto the streets nearby to gape about. Instead the Americans volunteered to donate blood and to give a helping hand. After t

Poem 2
The pain that life causes no one can explain. The pain I induce on someone is what gets me off. The pain I feel I wish I never felt. The suffering I wish I could escape. The torture is a device to control and sacrifice. I feel so empty inside I wish I could just die. The pain is so unreal the love I never feel. The fucking world is a piece of shit, I wish I could just end it. The pain and torture I feel is what I despise. I feel that I don't belong. The pain I fucking hate. The pain is so ungrate. The more I see, the more I hate.. Written by.. Megz

Do You Like Them? Do You Own Them?
Tonight I want to discuss Adult Toys. That's right, the rabbit,the leather, the anal beads, the vibrators, whatever your pleasure, that's what we're talkin' about. How many of you out there own Adult Toys? Do you use them, and how often? I think Adult Toys are faaar too underrated in this world! Sex toys are a great way to lengthen playtime and heighten and excite your partner near the point of ecstasy, yet you can take it away just as fast! How fun!!!! Seriously, if you don't own a Rabbit, go out and get one. If you don't use it on yourself, use it on your partner, you will both be exhausted after use! w00t! Peace, Wenz

For My Friends
I am sorry when i don't return the commentd i get,i am busy at the moment doing my work,and working in my lounge and i got a 30 days blast so enough to do ...but i want too thank my friends this way.... MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes MySpace Comments enjoy........

"portrait Of A Friend"
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and

Spring Break!!
Spring break is on its way for the schools...and for me to lol 9 days of squat..time to do spring cleaning, get the dog neutered, attend those doctors appointments I been putting off...wash the truck, meet new friends and just get some things done that are piling up. It promises to be a busy nine days. First I need to get rid of this cough and sinus cold. I can't believe my immune system ...it sucks!!! Anyhow, then we have to make up a snow day...and work the 24th. But hell it's better than not working and not getting paid. lol Well best get going..some pervert just IM'ed me on yahoo messenger...lmao hugs to all luv Kris

How Do You 1/2 Way Love Someone???
I have ALWAYS loved with everything that I am, maybe that’s a bad thing, or is it a good thing? However, as I grow older, it has become VERY APPARENT to me that this thing called ’life’ is way too short and we should appreciate EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!! In my eyes that means to love like I’ve never loved and if the last time I saw your face was really the last time…………I want you to remember just how special you are to me and how much I truly love and adore you. I have had a lot of loss and a lot of joy as well but nothing brings more joy to me than my Husband, Kids, Grandchildren, Family and Friends. So the next time someone shows you just how much they love you……..embrace it, appreciate it and love back like you’ve never loved before. So how do you really ½ way love someone?? "A woman’s heart and soul should be so close to God that her family and friends have to seek him to find her’’………………Nufffffffffff said!!!

Breakups
why must things always go so badly?. why must a good heart go broken and shattered in pieces?.nights and days r mixed up and lost. memories keep playing as if to never let u rest. love and life as u once knew them. now r replaced by sadness and pain and looking at urself for someone to blame. what's harder i wonder the breaking up or the breaking down?.someone please tell me have i lost true love forever. or will it ever be found again?.the days go bye and breathing gets harder . ur chest aches and longers for a last goodbye kiss. but u know that will come. ur alone again in the world how cold this feeling is. i guess i can only blame myself. it wasn't his fault never not his.

Erotica Ii "the Homecoming"
Well Hello folks I am Dr Tre and I do a bit of writing. I have many blogs that I have written while I was on another chat site similar to this one and well I got a great reception. This blog I wrote a few weeks ago for this other site and I hope you all enjoy it. Have a great time reading this one....and let me know what you think! Jess stood anxiously in the baggage claim area as she waited for Eric to come into view. Her mom grabbed her shoulders and held her still. "Jess, you're making me nauseous. Stop moving." "Sorry, " Jess laughed a little, still bouncing slightly. She tried to see through people that were coming down the hall, and finally... she spotted him. Without even the slightest hesitation she took off in a sprint. "Jessica!" Her mom laughed. Jess smiled big and squealed excitedly, running towards him, weaving through people. "Oh God," Eric saw her speeding towards him, and just stopped, bracing for impact, a big smile on his face. "ERICNESS!" Jess yelle

Wrongly Right
Up late again last night and out of bed too damn early this morning. I couldn't sleep, my mind just wondered. I feel like all I do is stay put in certain areas of life, like I don't have enough fun. Well I'm making a deal with myself, from now on I am going to do a lot more things, I'm gonna let it all out and have fun. I'm going to take more risks and just be myself. If that's not ok with someone, then tought shit!

Think Positively About Yourself
For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he." (Proverbs 23:7) What you do and say begins with what you think and believe. In the pursuit of perfect health, it's important to remember that the mind greatly influences the body and spirit. The human mind is a complex and wonderful "machine," sometimes referred to as the most powerful computer ever built. Like computers, we can process, store, and share information. And like computers, the information we put out is only as good as the data we put in: Garbage in, garbage out. In most cases, the things we say and do begin with what we think. We can choose which information we accept and allow to become part of our way of thinking. In fact, we create many of our own problems through negative thinking, bad decision making, and poor dietary choices. By choosing positive, enriching ideas over negative, damaging ones, we significantly improve our mental health. These choices, both positive and negative, directly influence our bodies and ou

Someday
You tell me you love me, but then you turn and run. It seem like its over before it has begun. I try not to ask you for more than you can give. Sometimes I sit and wonder if what we have will live. My love for you is true and will always be there. Someday I hope you'll see how much I really care.

Did I Do That
I know you never loved me. I know you never cared. You fell in love so fast and I just got scared. I run from my feeling I try to play it safe. Some times you can run but never escape. I shut my emotions off like a switch on the wall. I turn off my phone just to ignore your calls. I close all the curtains and lock all the doors But you keep coming back for more. I put on a smile and show you the twinkle in my eyes but you will never be lucky enough to watch me cry. I never loved you and I don't think I ever cared just get the fuck away from me before you get scared. This woman is psychotic deep down inside. So damaged and broken with too much to hide. Just want you to know When I said I loved you.... I LIED~~

I Asked A Question
All I did was ask a question, I mean that is what you are suppose to do on a mumm? Why automactaccly do people think you are trying to be an attention whore? I think I have only written like 4 or 5 mumms since I been on this site, mostly to friends. I did dd my own comment to all the people that were nice enough to give me a answer, I thanked them and told everyone to have a nice day. I would never think anyone was trying to be a attention whore but if they were more power to them, oh and plz you all who left the comment about, trying to be one, people read these comments and well don't you think that is condredicting yourself a bit? Anyway weather you are or are not it dosn't matter this site is for fun and making new friends. Regaurdless of what you think of me I still Hope you have a great day.

My Tomb
As I sit here in my room, despair, loneliness and pain create my tomb happiness and joy are no more, and my heart is now just sore. People give me such nice wishes, but nothing can replace his missed kisses, I know they mean well, but I am not ready to leave my private hell. Love is lost and gone away, just another sad depressing day Even nature must feel my pain, 'cause I look outside and see the rain. Tears of joy are replaced, now by tears of sorrow, oh, how salty they now taste, as my lips for their new home, they borrow. Eyes all puffy from so many tears, from all that builds up from fears, time is now not my friend, it is just a tick to another hours end. Even the sand in the hourglass, has decided to stop flowing, I pray to God to help with this task, this must be right, for he is all knowing. Sometimes the hardest medicine to swallow, is not a pill, or a sour tasting liquid, but something that makes your heart hallow, leaves you feeling lo

Smoking Sucks
I quit smoking last March. I did okay. Smoked about two ciggies on two different nights. But, this March, I have had a relapse. Not smoking a whole pack every day, but smoking just the same. Ugh. Planning on trying to quit again... I hope.

I Can Wait.....
(for those who know) Aries Horoscopes (Mar 21 - Apr 19) Thursday, Mar 13th, 2008 -- Although an unexpected situation may bring uncertainty into your life, you can accept what's happening once you move beyond your personal needs. You have entered a phase when your overactive imagination can impact your relationships for better or worse. It's hard to distinguish fact from fiction, so don't try to figure everything out today. Instead, allow your dreams to lead you for a while longer. Taurus Horoscopes (Apr 20 - May 20) Thursday, Mar 13th, 2008 -- Although your feelings are aroused, it may feel like the storm will soon be over and there's nothing you must do to help it along. Get past your fear of change, for what you learn now can be quite exciting, especially as it impacts you social goals. Don't let other people's judgments influence your thoughts. Just stay focused on your own integrity and you will continue to grow. i don't rule my life with horoscopes but simet

10 Trucker Thoughts To Ponder For 2008
#10 Life is sexually transmitted (now there' a happy thought) #9 Good health is mereley the slowest possible rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see that he's not excited, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish, and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a Slinky toy... not realy good for anything, but can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals trying to get cured of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cst you $200, and a substantial tax cut saves you $30? #2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. now the world is weird and people take prozac to make it normal. AND THE #1 THOUGHT FOR 2008 we know exactly where one cow with mad cow disease is l

It Doesn't Matter
Got this from a Friend... "It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know i

Wiith This Ring I Thee Wed
HOW TODAYS VOWS ARE MISUSED!! With this ring I thee wed, but then I will sleep with your friend, in our new bed. With this ring I thee wed, I will tell you that I love you, then play mind games with your head. With this ring I thee wed, I will buy you nice gifts for your birthdays, but be with her on our anniversary's instead. With this ring I the wed, I will give you a new house, then often will sleep on the couch. With this ring I thee wed, I want to spend forever with you, but I spend forever with my crew. With this ring I thee wed, I will give you a son by me, but will give a boat, to my girlfriend of age 23. With this ring I thee wed, I will tell you how alive I feel, She will tell you her soul is dead. © Copyright MadCurves

A Place In My Mind
When I picture beauty and grace, She stands out in my mind. In a class by herself, For now and all time. Even just a glimse of her, Brings a smile to my face. She has captured part of my mind, Surely she will never lose that space. When beauty such as hers, Has become a close friend. You pray with all your heart, That it never comes to an end.

Fubars Finest ... Assholes
Him: hello my name is melih from Turkey and you are so beautiful and sexy do you like sex ? Me: wtf kinda question is that? you must have no women in fuckin turkey to talk to ones online like that. Do you eat from that retard cesspool you call a mouth too? haha what a stupid fucker he is! I love my fu mail

Not True
Sixteen years untruths Venom you have spewed Poisons my soul it is dying slowly Your god spurns you as he hangs dead on a pole You should choke on the wafer and wine Your putrid soul dies a little with every word Mistrust instead of love The worst pain is You believe I am not worth the truth

R.i.p. Raven. Your The Best Wolf Hybrid/dog Ever!
Today marks one of the saddest days of my life ever. In my pictures in my album are pics of my cat and my dog Raven... Raven was suffering badly and i could not stand to see her suffer this way anymore.. nor could my roommates Carolyn and Grim.So last week Carolyn made the appt. to have our dog put to sleep. We were trying to give Raven a chance to get better, but it wasn’t gonna happen. So seeing as her health was declining and her behavior was changing day by day and her eating habits were finnicky at best we decided it best to have her euthanized. Not an easy choice to make by any means, but it was one we needed to make for her well being and to put her out of her suffering. We loved her enough to do right by her. Shes in a better place now, but i miss her badly already. She was like one of my children. When we got her over 10 years ago she was the size of my palms at 8 weeks old....her final weight was 94.6 her time of death after the shot was done was approximately 4:36pm

Dissmissive..
omg.. is this not the story of my life.. people tend to think that i'm just gonna sit down and take this..i think not.. so a while back when i was in this sucky relationship.. this fool decided he was going to be single on myspace.. (hence the status)..so i'm like ok.. its just the space.. but then a few months later.. i post a comment on his page.. and he deleted it.. and i suppose to not say stuff please.. thus i had another situation with a "friend" of mine.. jerkly dismissive.. i rather not get into it..

Dad
I wanted top leavre yall a update on how dad is doing, cause lots of yall have asked. He's still in lots of pain but thar expected. He has to rest but them lortabs get him wired n chatty. But usually not fer long. Moms doing ok, just worried bout dad. I'm good just tired, only sleepimng bout 4 hrs a nite. have to make sure dad takes his meds on time or he wakes up in extereme pain. But he is doing better some and ty all fer yer prayers.

A Bulletin.....
A Soldier's Poem IT WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES OR CANADIAN SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES

Serenity
The melody of the flute glides and floats only one muse can arouse such magickal sounds The spirits of his ancestors shower blessings with songs from nature to add to the symphony As the fishermans mind drifts the stars twinkle and the moon glows to give him light. Frosty air slowly pours from the end of the flute it dances and shimmers as it disperses and settles in the ground. In his minds eye there she is, No lady more graceful, no creation more beautiful Robed with black silk her eyes pierce his very being He has never known peace like this before This Geisha was his salvation, Their life together has brought him serenity

Party In Hell
Party in Hell They are throwing a party in Hell tonight, And for some reason I have an invite, So with nothing better for me to do, I travel down through the gates of doom. The band is playing an old rock tune, The place is filled with a smoky gloom, A succubus greats me at the door, Leading me seductively across the floor. I spin away from the demon and grin, It's time for the real party to begin, The imps in Hell now join the fun, As Beelzebub pours drinks for everyone. Devils dance as the goblins drink beer, I soon realize that I have nothing to fear, I take the time to have a toke, Forgetting about sin and going for broke. Sex, drugs, I do them all, Drowning my life in alcohol, Indulging more and more, 'til it's all a blur, Eyes getting droopy and words are slurred. Slowly now I slip down to the floor, The pleasure now pain, I cant take any more, Knowing now that as I fell, Eternity I have now earned in Hell. Around me now the party still goes

Fu$$ Giveaway
FU BUCKS GIVEAWAY Ok I am going to do a FU$$$ Giveaway. This is how its gonna work. U pick any SFW pic and comment on it. For every 3000 comments I will give you 50000 FU$$$. So if you wanted 100k you would give me 6k comments. So anyone interested send me a private message with your pic link. Wishful Thinking@ fubar

My Impossible Happiness
Why can't I let myself have happiness and just be happy? I have somehow convinced myself that I am unworthy of happiness and unworthy of letting anyone be nice to me.. I think that everyone else in the world should be happy and I should be miserable. Even now that I have found happiness with someone I let my mind wander and start to poke holes in EVERYTHING Its some mindset ingrained in me from somewhere.. my "partner", be it wife, g/f..whatever, has to be the happy one at the expense of my happiness..and its not even stepping back and identifying the right or wrong choice anymore.. its me just straight up doing shit to cause myself pain and to mess with my happiness and give me drama in my life.. If everyone deserves happiness, or at least a chance at it, what's stopping me from reaching out and grabbing that golden ring?

My Car Club Im Gonna Start Soon..
HELLO IM CHAD I LIVE IN BELFAST MAINE I KNOW MOST PEOPLE ON MY FRNDS LIST LIVE OUTTA STATE WELL IM JUST HERE GONNA B STARTING A CAR AND TRUCK CLUB WERE ME AND MY FRNDS CAN ALL HANG TOGETHER FOLLOW EACH OTHER TO CAR AND TRUCK SHOWS IM HAVEING T-SHIRTS AND HOODIES AND BEANIES AND FITTED HATS MADE I JUST WANT TO GET MY NAME OUT THERE IN THE SHOW SCENE YOU CAN HAVE A PLANE JANE STOCK CAR TO B INN THE CLUB OR TRUCK IM THINKING BOUT CALLING IT EAST COAST TUNERS...ORR NORTH EAST TUNERS LET ME KNOW WHAT U THINK BOUT THE NAME AND IF U LIKE TO JOIN AND IF U DO JOINN I DO HAVE ONE THING U HAVE TO DO TO B ON THE CLUB THE NAME OF THE CLUB HAS TO B ON THE WINDSHIELD U CAN HAVE IT ANY COLOR U WANT..BUT ILL LET U KNOW MORE WEN I GET IT GOING TTYL FOR NOW...

$50,000
A guy dials his home phone number and a strange woman answers. The guy says, “Who is this?” “This is the maid,” answers the woman. “We don’t have a maid,” says the man. The woman says, “I was hired this morning by the lady of the house.” The man says, “Well, this is her husband. Is she there?” The woman replies, “She is upstairs in the bed room with someone who I figured was her husband.” The guy is fuming and says to the maid, “Listen, would you like to make $50,000?” The maid says, “What will I have to do?” The man tells her, “I want you to get my gun from the desk, and shoot the witch and the jerk she’s with.” The maid puts the phone down and the man hears footsteps and then two gun shots. The maid comes back to the phone, “What do I do with the bodies?” The man says, “Throw them in the swimming pool.” Puzzled, the maid answers, “But you don’t have a pool.” The man pauses for a moment and says, “Ummmm… Is this 555-3248?”

I Was A Fool For You.
I Was A Fool For You. I don't know when my laughter turned to tears, When my joys became my fears, when one touch and you'd be gone, and I'd be standing all alone. I laughed till I cried, I knew, but still I tried, To make a place in your life. You walked away without a word, you neither saw nor heard The love I tried to prove The way my life, around you moved. I don't know how long I cried and wished that I had died. And how my body ached for you, And how you ignored my love so true. So, I'm standing all alone again, Wiping the tears that always begin, Every day and every night and every silent moment of my life , Whenever I think of the many ways I was a fool for you.

Pricey Parrots
A man goes into a pet shop to buy a parrot. The shop owner points to three identical looking parrots on a perch and says, “The parrot to the left costs $500.” “Why does the parrot cost so much?” the customer asks. The owner says, “Well, it knows how to use a computer.” The customer asks about the next parrot and is told, “That one costs $1,000 because it can do everything the other parrot can do plus it knows how to use the UNIX operating system.” Naturally, the increasingly startled man asks about the third parrot and is told, “That one costs $2,000.” Needless to say this begs the question, “What can IT do?” The owner replies “To be honest I’ve never seen it do a thing but the other two call him boss!”

Wtf...take 1
since i'm planning on cursing like a fucking sailor i have to tag my blog about the fucked up nsfw standards as nsfw. first off...if you want to flag a pic of kat von d in a hand bikini then you goddamn better well flag 90% of the pics on this site and lets not even get me fucking started on the fact that you shouldnt be looking at fu while you're at work if you are worried about potentially getting busted while looking at pics. and again...for the record....let me state that the fucking cowards that are allowed to hide behind the bouncers on this issue make me sick. so yeah. hate on me bitches. hate on my pics. and fuck you very much. if i could unpurchase my VIP i totally would....i can't believe i forked over cash just so that i can be harrassed again.

3-13-08
Short and sweet.. for years now I have been able to keep my emotions from getting involved with anyone.. And now for some reason it happened.. And why. I know everyone says you cant control who you like.. but why do I have this weird feeling im getting played.. And it hurts.

Latest Thoughts From A Mind Constantly Roaming
Hey everyone, What's up? Just another random writing session from yours truly. Sometimes I cannot shut my brain off. Wish I could. This is my blessing and my curse to have such an active mind. First off, would like to start this blog off by thanking all of you. All of you who read this, all of you whom are my friends and just all of you in general. You are a kick ass bunch of people and greatly appreciated. Work and life don't permit me to talk as much to some of you as I would like. For this I am deeply sorry. But know none of you are forgotten. I like to pride myself in not looking like a friend hoarder like a lot on this. Though I am sure at moments I do because of my lack of time for communication. I guess now for the all inclusive basic update of the all non-incredible and simple, Me. First off a lot know about my cousin Gabe. I had custodial rights of my cousins Gabe and Courtney after their mom died. My other Aunt took over custody of them after a while due to them want

Love Insane
Back and forth, Side to side, The two eyes spied. In the corners of the room The shadows lied Hearing voices that made No sound Hearing voices From all around. Blood curlding whispers and a hysterical shout Looking for an exit needing a way out. Thrashing, thrashing gasping for air. Feeling red Feeling bare. And why does noone Care. There it is His escape Right behind the Crimson colored drape. Such an allureing call A crash and a 6 story fall. "Did you hear me, I said I love you" "Uumm, sure, I love you too."

Chakra - I Am
I Am by Chakra I am your truth, I am your destiny I am desire and despair I am your glow inside your beating heart I am the love that leads you there I am your soul, I am your soul I am the darkness where you disappear I am the light that leads you safe I am the shepherd of your laughter and your tears I am your pleasure and your pain I am your soul, I am your soul I am the faith that leaves your spirit strong I am the sunlight in the rain I am the universe inside your mind I am your pleasure and your pain I am your soul, I am your soul I am your soul, I am your soul I am the courage that inspires you I am the knowledge that you gained I am the people you will choose to be I am your pleasure and your pain I am your soul, I am your soul..

My Pain And Suffering
I have no one to blame but myself and I cant help but love him.I dont know why he has trouble in loving me but he does. I have no idea why he has trouble talking to me. and yet I still love him. Maybe I'm glutton for punishment . However I think I still deserve a chance .I've given lots why do I get nothing in return. The hatred that grows in me isn't from him but another. I love him and will fight forever. Does he not know this if he does he needs to reconsider.If he doesn't then he should read this!!!

Today
As I walk into today, Yesterday is left behind. All the worries it brought, Slowly ease from my mind. Today is brand new, Full of new hopes and dreams. A new chance to be happy, At least it is for me. Yesterdays sorrows can not hold me back, Todays hopes will pull me through. The only way my day would be better, Is if I get to spend it with you.

My Nsfw Pics
so you want to view my naughty pics then ok hears the deal if you want to see my nude pics im asking for u to give me $14000 fubucs will get u a week in my family a 1 mounth vip will get u a mounth in my family $28000 fubucks dont bother with blast im not interested in them im only selling them to try and help out a few of my friends with saving for a spotlight and im trying to save for one after i help my friend out so if u can i rather have the fubucks for now if you dont have that much fubucks for one day im willing to let u view them for $2000 fubucks so come on ladies help me help my friend out im willing to work with you for you to be able to view them just send me a privet message if you want to view them and you need a better rate thank you

Aries The Lover
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings.You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends.Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com This is pretty much right on.My ex of 7 yrs was a sag.Prior to her I had many Lovers.A few Wild encounters.I prefer to be the aggressor.an most exsperianced in bed.or where ever the mood strikes.

Bright Lights
I hate the treadmill everyday I hate the mundane things they say the boredom sets in 9 to 5 at night that's when I come alive I long to be connected I long to be affected the bright lights beckon me There must be more to life than this this life I surely will not miss to spend my time waiting in line in search for something the grand design I long to be connected I long to be affected the bright lights beckon me

Farenheit 451
Ray Bradbury's Fahrenheit 451 -- something you probably read in high school. Unfortunately, I never got that opportunity as I got to suffer through John Knowles' A Separate Peace. In a way I think I might be glad that I waited until this week to read it, not only am I on a dys-Utopian kick right now, but to view this work through more adult eyes makes it that much more interesting. Not knowing what the high school curriculum would be for this work, but able to take a guess, I am assuming that the focus is on the evils of censorship and the fight against it. I, being the cynic I am, took something much much different out of it, I fear. I can actually see something like this future -- one in which books are evil and only good for burning to suppress individuality and independent thinking -- happening easily. The explanation of the history of Bradbury's future, as given by the Fire Captain Beatty, strikes very close to home. It turns out that around the close of the 20th centur

Real Woman Vs Bitches
BITCH A FIVE LETTER WORD THAT CAN LEAD TO MASS DESTRUCTION. YET, PEOPLE ARE STILL CALLING WOMAN THAT LIKE ITS THERE FIRST NAME. EVEN WOMAN IS CALLING EACH OTHER BITCHES. BUT NOT ALL WOMAN ARE BITCHES. SO NEVER TREAT REAL WOMAN LIKE BITCHES. BUT, DONT EVER TREAT BITCHES LIKE WOMAN FOR EXAMPLE, REAL WOMAN ARE STRONG MANIFICENT CREATURES THAT CONTAIN THE "GLOW" BUT BITCHES ARE WOMAN THAT LOST THERE MORALS.. REAL WOMAN ARE THE ONES U STAY FAITHFUL AND THE ONES U MARRY BITCHES ARE THE ONES THAT STAY ON ALL FOURS LONGER THAN THEY STAND UP AND FUCK UR FRIENDS IN UR OWN CAR REAL WOMAN ARE THE ONES U WANT TO HAVE A CHILD WITH AND RAISE A FAMILY BITCHES MAKE OTHER GUYS PAY FOR OTHER GUYS KIDS AND WONT TELL U REAL WOMAN STAND BY YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE SITUATION IS AND LOVE U FOR LIFE BITCHES ARE THE FIRST ONES IN DIVORCE COURT DEMANDING ALIMONY AND THE FIRST ONES TO GO AND WANDER ON THERE MATE SO I LOVE ALL THE REAL WOMAN IN LIFE IM ONE MYSELF..AND THE HE

Nostalgia
My #1 friend sent me some lionks to old songs she was listening to. Made me look for some myself. The first ones I found are in my stash. It was "This Time" that brought me back. Cause that song meant alot to me back then. I translated the lyrics and gave it as a poem to a girl I loved. It got us together, and we were an item for 2 years, nearly got married. It was 23 years ago, a lifetime ago... I'm really getting old...

Help Her Godmother!!
This wonderful woman only needs a little over 671,000 points to Godmother!She's in a race and NEEDS to WIN!Go spank her page with lots of love!She always returns it, so you have nothing to lose!!Just click the link below and go show her LOTS of love!!!~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar

Distance
Searching... that's what I always do. Looking for someone to love. Unfortunately there is always a problem. Now that I found someone to love. Someone I can talk to. Someone that gets the meaning of my words. Now that I found my soulmate... the problem is the distance between us. Because I live in Belgium, and Nikki lives in Ohio. And that is too much distance to cover with my car... Like I said... There's always a problem

U.s.a Rebate Check
As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each and every one of us would now get a nice rebate. If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will all go to India, if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala, if we purchase a good car it will all go to Japan, if we purchase useless crap it will all go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy. We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to keep that money here is to buy prostitutes, cigarettes and beer since those are the only businesses still in the US.

Why Guns Are In Schools....
Dear God: Why didn't you save the school children at? Northern University Illinois Virginia Tech Amish Country, PA Columbine High School Moses Lake , Washington 2/2/96 Bethel , Alaska 2/19/97 Pearl , Mississippi 10/1/97 West Paducah , Kentucky 12/1/97 Stam P, Arkansas 12/15/97 Jonesboro , Arkansas 3/24/98 Edinboro , Pennsylvania 4/24/98 Fayetteville , Tennessee 5/19/98 Springfield , Oregon 5/21/98 Richmond , Virginia 6/15/98 Littleton , Colorado 4/20/99 Taber , Alberta , Canada 5/28/99 Conyers , Georgia 5/20/99 Deming , New Mexico 11/19/99 Fort Gibson , Oklahoma 12/6/99 Santee , California 3/ 5/01 and El Cajon , California 3/22/01 Sincerely, Concerned Student ----------------------------------------------------- Reply: Dear Concerned Student: am not allowed in schools. Sincerely, God -------

Ask Of Me?
A beauty lies before me, And for once I am at a loss. If she turns away, Could I bare the cost. What if her heart, My words it doesn't see. If I stand strong maybe, She'll see the faith in me. To walk with you, A friend,call me. Is all I ask of you, What do you ask of me?

Somebody's Hero
She's never pulled anyone from a burning building She's never rocked Central Park to a half a million fans, screaming out her name She's never hit a shot to win the game She's never left her footprints on the moon She's never made a solo hot air balloon ride, around the world, No, she's just your everyday average girl (but) She's somebody's hero A hero to her baby with a skinned up knee A little kiss is all she needs The keeper of the cheerios The voice that brings Snow White to life Bedtime stories every night And that smile lets her know She's somebody's hero She didn't get a check every week like a nine-to fiver But she's been a waiter, and a cook and a taxi driver For twenty years, there at home, until the day her girl was grown Giving all her love to her was her life's ambition But now her baby's movin' on, and she'll soon be missin' her But not today, those are tears of joy runnin' down her face She's somebody's hero A hero to her daughter in her weddin

No Seriously....
Okies so i was out and got this shoutbox while i was away.. should I reply... since the man can't even take time to get to know his potential slaves.. (really I'm not that submissive) and he could have found this out by a couple minutes of conversation with me. misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... read my profile and my blog and when you think then, that you would be an enrichment for me and my slavegirl family, adress me as sir and add me on yahoo: misterak20 or msn: misterak20@hotmail.de and contact me there immediately, to ask for a chance to present yourself as worthy submissive.

Complications
Billy Joel - I Don't Want To Be Alone She said she'd meet me in the bar At the Plaza Hotel "Wear a jacket and a tie" "What's the occasion?" She just smiled and she wouldn't say why So here I am standing, waiting in the lobby Sweating bullets in this stupid old suit And when she sees me she busts out laughing "You're a sad sight honey, but you look so cute" and I don't want to be alone anymore I was checking you out I was just making sure No, I don't want to be alone anymore And, I want you tonight Although you hurt me before It didn't matter that I felt like a fool 'Cause I forgot when she walked through the door I said I'm sorry, but she said it was cool And I don't want to be alone anymore It's so confusing choosing sides In the heat of the moment Just to see if it's real It's so erotic having you Tell me how it should feel But I'm avoiding all the hard cold facts That I've got to face So ask me just one question When this magic night is through C

Spring Bike Week May 9th - 18th, 2008
Hope that you will be able to come to Myrtle Beach for spring bike week this spring. There will be a lots going on whether or not you ride a motorcycle. Let us know if we can help you or give you any advice on the bike week events.

So Far Away
Staind - So Far Away this is my life its not what it was before all these feelings i've shared and these are my dreams that i'd never lived before somebody shake me 'cause i i must be sleeping [chorus] now that we're here, it's so far away all the struggle we thought was in vain all the mistakes, one life contained they all finally start to go away now that we're here its so far away and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today these are my words that i've never said before i think i'm doing okay and this is the smile that i've never shown before somebody shake me 'cause i i must be sleeping [chorus] i'm so afraid of waking please don't shake me afraid of waking please don't shake me [chorus]

My Best Friend....
So, ok. I was chatting with my best friend today... and I always give her hell about stuff... and this is what she said chastine dawson: I love me sharing it lmao> oh em gee. I swear to god I have a crush on the girl. Not like a sex crush but like the same excited I was when I started talking to you Robin: *cries* we just dont have that excitement in our relationship anymore Robin: thats awesome tho chastine dawson: lol bullshit! there are times when Im so upset like yesterday... I was SO fucking sad and you called and I was so happy to see it was you. I dont tell you enough but you really do mean the world to me OMG, I almost cried!! She is quite possibly the best friend I've ever had, and I love her to death... She's amazingly awesome, and so effin sweet... and like always there for me when i need her... I'm so freaking lucky... I have the most amazing best friend and most amazing boyfriend... i've been hella blessed and I'm so thankful for it!!! Love ya!!

Gone For The Weekend!
I am getting ready to leave and go pick up boys to head up to the cabin. It is getting cold and starting to rain so it looks like games and drinking this weekend! lol So I hope you all have a wonderful weekend. I am going to enjoy mine. It may get cramped with 10 of us though! Nah....the boys don't mind getting wet. They have fun no matter if it is raining or hot! ~ciao~

New Day
As I walk into today, Yesterday is left behind. All the worries it brought, Slowly ease from my mind. Today is brand new, Full of new hopes and dreams. A new chance to be happy, At least it is for me. Yesterdays sorrows can not hold me back, Todays hopes will pull me through. The only way my day would be better, Is if I get to spend it with you. from my friend miki

Dating
When it comes to dating, what do women really want? Cause whatever it is, as a single guy I must really have no clue. I guess being honest and taking a interest in you as a person is not enough. I thought there was more to a relationship then just physical pleasure. So telling you the truth and how I feel is not good enough, then what does a man have to do in being able to tell you how he feels inside? I am sure that woman want a man who can express themselves without stumbling over their own words. I see how some men treat women as objects instead as a equal. As a hopeless romantic would rather treat a woman like she is the only one on God's green earth that is meant for me. I like being a hopeless romantic, doing things that are sweet and unexpected.

Who Are My Friends
I AM TRYING TO WIN A VIP BY BOMBING MY HUBBYS PICK. I HAVE POSTED A BULLETIN AND HAVE SHARED IT SEVERAL TIMES WITH FAMILY FRIENDS AND FANS.. WHEN I SHARED IT I WAS HOPING SOME ONE WOULD COME AND HELP ME GET MY 6OOO COMMENTS ON MY HUBBY'S PIC. BUT NO ONE HAS TAKEN THE TIME TO COME AND HELP ME. SO WHEN I AM DONE AND IF I GET NO HELP I AM GOING TO BE CLEANNING OUT ALL OF MY LISTS AND STARTING ALL OVER.. I VERY SELDOM ASK PEOPLE FOR HELP.. I AM ASKING NOW PLEASE CLICK ON THE PICK BELOW AND COME AND HELP ME COMPLETE MY GOAL ON HIS PIC..

Friends Test
Sam, you should pick your Supportive Sidekick You know who we're talking about — the champion consoler, the person you can always count on, the person who knows how to clean up even after the biggest emotional superspill of your life. This friend gives you a one-on-one rush like no other. This confidante for all seasons can probably even read your mind just a little. Or don't you remember the last time they finished a sentence for you? Lucky for you, your supportive sidekick can probably guess what your next dreams will be before you even do. It must be nice to know you have a tireless supporter and coach in your midst, someone you can tell anything to who always has your best interests in mind and a smile to cheer you up. How sweet!

Catholics
Each Friday night after work, Bubba would fire up his outdoor > grill and cook a venison steak. > > But, all of Bubba's neighbors were Catholic..And since it was > Lent, they were forbidden from eating meat on Friday. > > The delicious aroma from the grilled venison steaks was causing > such a problem for the Catholic faithful that they finally talked to > their priest. > > The Priest came to visit Bubba, and suggested that he become a > Catholic. > > After several classes and much study, Bubba attended Mass...and > as the priest sprinkled holy water over him, he said, 'You were born a > Baptist, and raised a Baptist, but now you are a Catholic. > > Bubba's neighbors were greatly relieved, until Friday night > arrived, and the wonderful aroma of grilled venison filled the > neighborhood. > The Priest was called immediately by the neighbors, and, as he > rushed into Bubba's yard, clutching a rosary and prepared to scold him, > he stopped and watched in amaz

If I Could
How could you not see that beauty, Even if its only skin deep. If that all there was to her I think the whole world would weep. Without even knowing her thoughts, On a pedestal where she went. Now she wonders where I come from, From where I was sent. I came to be your friend, And win your heart if I may. So far thats what my heart wants, and it's wishing for that day.

I'm A Fu-mistress!!!!
Hey everybody! I Fu-Own these gorgeous ladies here till April 13th!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She's an adorable lady that's so damn sweet! Her name's Nyha and I'm her Fu-Mistress!! Woohoo!! NYHA **Mari's Fu~Wife**owned by ~♥ Miss Vee ♥~ She's a Redskins fan that'll kick your ass! Her name's Melissa and I'm her new Fu-Mistress!! Woot!! Woot!! ~*syn™*~ Fu-Owned by ckymwn & Miss Vee~ Fu-Owner of Ryawolf™~ Show both of these lovely ladies lots of love, k?!

Shamrock Personality Test
What Your Shamrock Says About You You are brilliant, analytical, and somewhat of a perfectionist. You are ultra competent and knowledgeable. At times, people find you intimidating. You can be a bit sarcastic and harsh. You don't really consider yourself a lucky person. In your view, people create their own luck. You are creative, innovative, and complicated. You definitely have a unique spin on the world. The Shamrock Personality Test

Lookie!!
Alright! I have been owned! Come Meet My New Owner! Her Slaves! (Me, of course) NYHA Syn (My Fu~Slave Sister) ~*syn™*~ My Fu~Owner also has her own owner now! CHERRY EATER Come by and say Hi to everybody! All wonderful awesome friends!!!!

True Path Walkers
To bring back the natural harmony that humans once enjoyed. To save the planet from present practices of destruction. To find and re-employ real truth. To promote true balance between both genders. To share and be less materialistic. To become rid of prejudice. To learn to be related. To be kind to animals and take no more than we need. To play with one's children and love each equally and fairly. To be brave and courageous, enough so, to take a stand and make a commitment. To understand what Generations Unborn really means. To accept the Great Mystery in order to end foolish argument over religion.

Lmao
I deleted someone associated with sonny 'cause of her status and sent her why I had, this is part of the reply, and sorry to go back to the drama but this cracked me up. PS. Sonny said he's sending your addy out to all the biker lounges on fubar! Have a nice day! :) WTF?

Wow Just Look At This.. The Nerve Of Some People Is Frightening
WHEN TONY MILLER AKA FAT TONY PASSED ON ALMOST A YEAR AGO HE KNEW AND WE ALL KNEW HE WAS GONNA GO WHEN HE PASSED WE CLOSED DAMAGE INC CAUSE THATS HOW HE WANTED IT HE TOLD DEVILGIRL AND MYSELF TO CLOSE IT AND JUST LET IT GO THATS HOW HE WANTED IT WELL TODAY DJ BAD EXAMPLE DID A LOW BLOW THE PIECE OF CRAP HE DECIDED CAUSE HES TOO FUCKING LAME TO MAKE IT WITH HIS OWN NAME HE HAD TO USE TONYS HEY BAD EXAMPLE YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT I WISH NOTHING BUT THE FUCKING WORSE FOR YOU USING A DEAD MANS NAME CAUSE YOU SUCK TO MAKE YOU LOOK BETTER IS FUCKING LOW TONY WAS SICK AND PASSED ON YOUR JUST FUCKING DEAD TO US PERIOD *BAD EXAMPLE*THE MOTHER FUCKING FUBAR ASSHAT OF THE YEAR @ fubar

Maybe This Will Help You Understand
Hopefully this will help anybody understand me. Recently I have had a reflection on my life. I know that I have had some things happen that I’m not proud of. It reminded me of a time when I hated myself. Regardless of the situation there is no cause or good enough reason for it to happen. I will not get into details. But I will say this. No matter the result it was best that it happened. Their was a time that I had everything that I ever wanted. I had my family. My children and a wife. (Don’t really need the wife). Was happy in all aspects of my life. Then like a summer storm it was gone. I have been in limbo since I lost my family. I have really tried to find that person that will complete me. Their was twice in the last 2 years when I thought I found what I was looking for. One I let slip away and the other just wasn’t what she was needing. This I understand and I will not let it bother me. But at the same time it has left me with an empty feeling. I just got out of a rel

Baby Update
As of the Dr appointment today the baby still seems to be growing even though my daughter lost some weight from her last visit. Hopefully this is just a sign she is getting ready for the delivery. No signs of labor pains yet. The baby however now appears not to be turned all the way around. He is head first just face up rather then down. Depending on how things go this week the Dr may schedule a 3rd sonogram. Thanks again to all who have had my daughter and her unborn son in their prayers.

One More
The greatest fight in life is the fight to surrender Dropping the façade and becoming tender Knowing that some fights can never be won Letting go of it all and with it be done This precious moment is all there will ever be Fighting for the sake the fight is a loss to me Dramas unfold and steal the joy of life They feed on attention building more strife Hate and love two sides of the same coin Pain that sprung from her loving loin Immature are the minds that live in hate Lost in illusions locked in at the gate Never free to live one moment in peace Refuse to let go of the fight and find release Medicated the feelings refusing to feel Lost in all that is now so unreal Pray for the souls devoid of the light Pray they may learn and live life right Free of things that are of the world in pain Free to be true and happy and sane Fight over and done and never brought into today Free to live as they see fit each in their own way By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Cosmo Magazine Is Just Pure Evil : |
I was talking to my g/f, and she was reading Cosmo, and telling me about their 50 "things you should do with/for/to your man" part, or the 21 "things that guys fuck up" section, and I've realized something....The women who write these so-called "informative" articles, are jaded, bitter, delusional individuals. First off, there aren't 50 ANYTHINGS to "pleasing" your man. Usually there are only 4. Food, Sex, A compliment or two, and a moment of silence. All the other stuff is just extra. Besides, if you would just actually take the time to get to know your significant other, you would already know how to, or at least come up with new ways on how to please or excite your man. And the whole bitter list of what guys don't do is written or compiled by women who fucked up or got fucked over by assholes that they always fall for, therefore ALL GUYS are just like that. So they get a whole bunch of pictures of models and celebrities with perfect hair and perfect bodies, along with the airb

All I Can Do
As the summer slips by All I can do is lay and cry For as fall begins to come in And the days start to end As the nights grow longer My body starts to get colder As the time of night goes by All I can do is cry As the nights become day All I do is fade away As the time passes slower All I can do is roll over Wishing the tears from my eyes Will hopefully begin to die As fall becomes winter My heart is splintered Waiting to see the day That someone will come my way As winter becomes spring I wonder if my heart will sing A song of happiness ever again Just like it did before this all began As spring becomes summer My heart hears nothing but thunder For my life is a big cloud Just passing by as it is aloud Wondering if my heart will be found As tears fall from my eyes Hoping never again to hear a sound

Moving
For those few that may not know already, I'm in the process of moving. I lived and grew up near Chicago and moved down to southern Missouri 3 years ago. Now, heading back up north for a bit to the wonderful state of Indiana. I must be crazy, huh? lol Long story but have my reasons. I'm hoping this will be a good thing for my daughter and I. I better make sure I pack my winter clothes. I'm all packed and just about all ready to go. So after tonight I will be gone for a bit until I get settled in and get internet service up and running again. Will miss you all. Keep the love coming and I will catch up and return all the love when I get back.

~~new Eye Test~~
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I just had my annual eye exam and the doctor gave me a new test that he uses to measure the amount of retina pigmentation loss one experiences after the age of 50. This is a relatively new test. He gave me a copy of it to put on my computer so I can test myself every few weeks. I asked for permission to forward it to others and he graciously said I could, seeing it was new and so valuable. So, I am sending it to family and friends over the age of 50 (with a few special exceptions).. ~~~~~~~~~Do You See The Frog~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Deadbeat Phaggot F%ck!
It never ceases to amaze me, the multitudes of deadbeat parents in the world today, oh you know the self-righteous fuckheads that roam the planet thinking that they piss ass pocket change they are required to pay for support of their children is the equivalent of cutting off a testicle. Worse yet they delight in the fact that they find ways around paying it..grr My kids' father is a fucking jackass!! i dream about mutilating him and things much worse he makes me so raving mad. He is a degenerate and should be extinguished from the planet! FUCKING LOSER! He stayed with my children today so that I could run some necessary errands and had the nerve to ask me for gas money, ugh... I gave him five dollars reluctantly and he complained and told me that I was 40$ short - I am like are u fucking smoking crack? I am gonna give you $45 for gas and spending time with your children when I haven't recieved more than 5$ of child support in the last two or three months? I seriously wanted to slay h

Today
I got a cleavage microdermal done tonite. It literally knocked the breath out of me. (the pressure of it that is) BUT, i fucking LOVE it! So sexy. so expect pics. Fo shO! and not NSFW ones either... just normal pics that inlclude enough cleavage to see it. I dont want a million responses asking where the naked ones are. oh and... i am bored. so talk to me. bc i cant fucking move around too much so i am stuck sitting here. grr....

Updated Living Situation
So, I'm back home in ohio again. I'm living with my best friend and his gf. Things in Michigan were really too good to be true. For those who care to know the story, here it is. I moved to Michigan 2 years ago to be with a woman I'd known for a year. Everything was fine really, it seemed like for once I was in a decent relationship that I didnt have to worry about. I held a full time job the whole time I was there, so I wasnt a bum or a freeloader or anything. I helped her take care of her kids and pay the bills and whatnot, cooked, cleaned ect whatever..... Long story short about 3 months ago she sat me down and explained that we had to break up... it seems that her ex was coming back from Iraq and she promised him that when he came back they'd get back together, and he was coming back. So she said, this means you have to leave... just like that. Her exact words were "Thanks for helping pay pay bills and taking care of my kids, but you really do need to go, you've been an amazi

Im Fucking Stupid
Im fucking stupid for feeling the way i do. when the people of this world are fake and horrific. they cant for the life of them back up any goodness they proclaim about themselves, and i find im always getting wrapped up with the worst of them. The kind of people that make you feel worthless, hopeless, and used, and they dont even mean to. its like habit, like its easy to make fucked up decisions that will make their night good for 6 hrs, and my night the worst ive had in years. i hate people. i hate them because i am one. and i wish there was a way to seperate myself from this plagued existance, without looking like a fool. I wish i was in TN right now....i wish i was a solitary creature. im too good for the scum of this planet. dump your ego, and rot in hell.

If Stressed Could Be Mailed...
Man the people I have to work with always amazes me, and today wasn't an exception. I for the U.S.P.S, and I have to say I've met alot of weird (coughs) I mean interesting people at my job so far. But today was the kicker. I have to work some some really dumb people, I mean they can't think for themselves or 5 minutes in front of them which frustrates me alot. Some of these people in my opinion are just sheep easily lead and easily subdued when something bothers them, this lady kept asking the same dumb-ass (in my opinion) question about what we should be doing after me explaining to her what was going on, and worrying for no reason about stuff that was that serious, and the other guy I was working with is just a lost cause he does some of the most asinine things I've ever seen and heard in my life, and that just the tip of the iceberg. I say for every sane person I work with there are at-least 3 loonies/crippled people who work there and ( I don't make fun of them) but what coul

Women I Love U
Singer : Julien Clerc Lyrics and Song : Julien Clerc Sometimes So soft When the life touches me Like us all Then so soft… Sometimes So hard That each Longtime wound lasts me A long time lasts me… Women… I love you women… I love you I do not know the easy ones I know of it only fragile And difficult Yes… difficult Sometimes So funny On a corner of shoulder Oh yes… So funny look which passes very close to… Sometimes If only Sometimes she wants it Yes but… If only yes but so only… Women… I love you Women… I love you You are my mother, I look like to you And any unit my child My impatience And my suffering… Women… I love you Women… I love you So sometimes these words tear It is that I do not dare to say to you I wish you Or even worse O… Women…

Am I Going Crazy Or What
Ok, this is a trip that is too crazy to be true, yet it was like that until now. On March 10th, I flew from Brussels to Frankfurt, then Frankfurt-Seoul (arriving there 11th around noon), had a meeting in Seoul on 12th, left on 13th at 10am from Seoul to Atlanta (14 hours in the plane, but because of time difference I arrived there an hour later on the clock, lol, still on 13th), then had an 8 hour stay in Atlanta, and then had a flight from Atlanta to Rio (another 10 hours in the plane, arriving in Rio 14th around 8am). On top of that I got sick (I have a sore throat, I think I caught a severe cold in Korea). When arriving in Rio, I took a taxi and immediately went to attend a conference (no need to tell you how much attention I paid, lol, having travelled that much and on top of it being sick as a dog). The conference ended the same day early afternoon, so I took a taxi back to Rio airport to take a flight to São Paulo. My flight was supposed to leave Rio at 8:05pm, but it did f

This Is Way Cool Try It
Wait for lady to appear click ur first name into first line surname into 2nd line no need to put email address in click enter watch video all way through heres the link hope it works for u Tumsfun xxx http://www.tatuagemdaboa.com.br/

Baby I Love You!
Have I ever told you how good it feels to hold you It isn't easy to explain And tough I'm really trying I think I may start crying My heart can't wait another day When you kiss me I just gotta to say Baby I love you come on baby baby I love you Baby I love only you I can't live without you I love everything about you I can't help it if I feel this way Oh I'm so glad I found you I want my arms around you I love to hear you call my name Oh tell me that you feel the same

Me
You see me in different shades, In all different points or degrees. But when you read my words, Then you get the inner me. You may believe I'm something I'm not, my looks can be very decieving. If you take the time to read my words, Then hopefully your heart can start believing. When I look at you,I see your beauty, I feel your eyes,your smile,words that ring true. Now you know all of me, But do I know all of you. frome my friend miki

Tha Story
OK SO IF YOU DONT KNOW IM ON FUBAR TIME OUT I CANT USE MY SHOUT BOX , CANT SEND FUMAIL , CANT LEAVE ANY COMMENTS , CANT CHANGE MY NAME , CANT CHANGE MY STATUS , AND I CANT GO IN TO MY OWN LOUNGE. SO THE ONLY THINGS I CAN DO IS RATE PIX AND RIGHT BLOGS THATS IT AND I DIDNT BREAK ANY RULES OR GET TOLD WHAT I DID BUT THE PERSON WHO PUT ME ON TIME OUT ( SCRAPPER ) WELL NOT ANSWER ANY EMAILS OR ANYTHING AT ALL I HAVE NO CLUE HOW LONG IM ON TIME OUT ETHER AND IM NOT THE ONLY ONE ON TIME OUT ETHER BEN DOVER IS TOO FOR AGIN NO REASON AT ALL AND ANYONE THAT ASKS WHY DOES NOT GET A ANSWER NOT EVEN THE SUPPORT LOUNGE KNOWS ANYTHING ( LIKE THEY EVER KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL ) AND BY NO MEANS EM I SAYIN IM NOT A ASSHOLE OR A DICKHEAD CUZ IF YOU KNOW ME WELL U KNOW AND IF U DONT U WILL BUT WHAT I EM SAYIN IS SCRAPPER NEEDS TO GET UN BUTT HURT OVER WHAT EVER HE IS MAD ABOUT ( TOO MANY REASONS TOO ADD WHY IF U KNOW HIM YOU KNOW WHAT IM TALKIN ABOUT ) AND TAKE ME AND BEN OFF TIME OUT. LEAVE COMMENTS AN

Evolution? Or Revelation?
Ya know, Sometimes I wonder if What I've gained in these last few months, can make up for what I've lost this last year.... It's March 15th Now, and in This past month, in between: Working on getting myself well again mentally, Making music, Practicing on my DJing to hit the clubs, DJing, Remixing Tracks, Getting re-acquainted with my Friends and Loved ones, Catching small periods of rest/Sleep here and there. I've been doing a lot of thinking and there is this one thing, this one Paradox I should say, that's been running through my mind lately, That is the notion that in order for something to be created, Something has to be destroyed in it's place, Simply put, Something has to die in order for something else to live, Lately though, I'm not sure what parts of my life are metaphorically Living and Dying anymore, It goes back to a lyric I really found myself relating to on more then one occasion: "If I'm not dead enough for life, am I alive enough for death?"

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It's been ALONG time since i have written a blog but right now i am crying and i need honest opinion's about myself. I need you to tell me what is it that i am missing to attact and keep a man in my life ?? Ok, i will tell you about myself.... My real name is Samantha. I am 24 year's old and i am living in Nova Scotia Canada. Orginally i was born and raised in Ontario except for 9 month's when i was 9 year's old and my family moved to Alberta hopeing to find more work with it being in the end very disappointing but we moved back to Ontario and in 1998 we moved to Nova Scotia as my father is from here and me only having 1 grandparent left (she live's here of course) and my parent's thought that us moving here would give me one last chance to have a grandparent in my life, that really didn't turn out good, won't get into detail's about that. When i was 14 year's old i met my husband, we were high school sweetheart's and when i was 17, we ended up getting married and loosing bot

Fubar
i have been on this sight since it was lost cherry in 2006. and yet everyone on here is still a stuck up asshole. wtf is all your fucking problems? i rate, fan, add. and yet no one cares to come back and do the same. well fuck you. this place has gone to shit with all the contests, auctions, etc. what has happened? all i have to say is this place has gone to shit!!!!

Ronan Keating--the Way You Make Me Feel
Couldn't feel much better than the way I feel tonight Feel like Icould live forever, feel like I could fly When I thought I'd got it wrong, yeah You somehow make things right Chorus : That's the way you make me feel, better than I've ever known it Better than it's ever been, I can't seem to control it, no The way you make me feel, like the sun coming up in the morning Like holding the world in your hands, in a way I could never imagine Yeah, the way you make me feel I couldn't feel much better than when I'm here with you You make everything seem so easy I'm telling you the truth You never try to please me, but somehow you always do [Chorus] The way you make me feel Yeah The way you make me feel The simple things you do to me, simple things you say I sometimes can't believe that it's for real [Chorus] The way you make me feel The way you make me feel The way you make me feel The way you make me feel

{label Me} >.
☆PUNK, SKIN, SKATER, HIPPIE, MOUNTAIN GIRL, MOD, TOMBOY, DORK, ROCKER, JOCK, GOTH, ARTIST, FREAK, DANCER, MUSICIAN.... FRIEND, EXHIBITIONIST, LOVER, HEALER, STUDENT, EMPLOYEE, SURVIVER, SPIRITUALIST, SISTER, FIGHTER, DAUGHTER, CAREGIVER, AUNT, TEACHER, NATURALIST, GROWER, GODMOTHER, OPEN, FRIENDLY, HELPFUL, SELF RESPECTING, JOYOUS, CONTENT, BELIEVER, DETERMINED, FREE, HARD WORKING, UNDERSTANDING, WILLING, ABLE, ENTHUSIASTIC, EXPERIENCED, TRUSTING, COMFORTING, DEFIANT, RISK TAKER, STRONG WILLED, UNMISTAKABLE, HEARTBREAKER, PBR DRINKER, POET, SELF SATURATED, BIG HEARTED, NIGHT OWL, CHAIN SMOKER, DEDICATED, OFTEN UNDERESTIMATED, PAINTER, WILD TURKEY DRINKER, POOL PLAYER, TATTOOED, PISSED OFF PATRIOT, READY FOR A FAMILY, DOG LOVING, PIERCED, MARIJUANA SMOKER, BOOK LOVER, KNIFE COLLECTOR, MEAT EATER, HYPER ACTIVE, BOOT WEARING, UNSATISFIED, HUNTER, UNRESTRAINED, OCCASIONALLY FUNNY, MOVIE LOVER, TREE CLIMBING, DISK GOLF PLAYER, IRRITATED BY IGNORANCE, GOOD LISTENER, HONORABLE, GREEN EY

Is There Such A Thing?
I wonder sometimes if there really is a thing called love. Can someone please tell me? I am the type of person that I fall hard when I do fall for someone, usually to end up with my heart shattered. So throughout my life I have tried to shy away from love. Lately something happened in my life to make me start asking myself that same question. Can I be loved........hhmmm, can I? Or am I just setting myself up for devastation. I truly hope not. I hate games........I would rather have my heart ripped out and stomped on with the straight up honest truth, rather than get the run around and have words sugar coated. So for anyone reading this, if you know me, I appreciate honesty. Dont lie to make me feel good. Be straight forward, I like that so much better.

To Hell With You And Back Each Day
To Hell With You And Back Each Day White steam breath rises on frigid black background, Steely blue street lights stab into the street around; Thoughts that want to mingle bleed through poised third eyes, Hair embraces over foreheads, tips of paired noses like ice. Wind whips across the tarmac whining bittersweet farewell, A fastner on a flagpole rattles out a hollowed knell; A Delta 88 pops gravel as the Lear jet staves the wind, Rustling white rabbit peels reflections near the end. Separating heavy garments yields up memory's bouquet, An olfactory tableau made of moments on that last day; Souls dined again on flesh's scent in patchouli reprise, You compared the thick aroma to the color of my eyes. What was in your anger that kept me so far away? And what stopped the clock to leave me here still today? The sauces, wines and mousse are reminders of misery, But a matchbox with fragrant oil brings you back to me.

All You
My heart had been closed until I met you. I never thought I could love again but now I am ready to give you all that I am. Please accept this key to my heart and know that you are the only one that holds it from now until forever. Oliver Wendall Holmes said, "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." Please accept this gift, the Key to my Heart, to signify my love for you and the happiness that we both share." I love who you are, and what you are, and that you are mine to love. I cherish every moment I have with you...it gets better everyday. Sometimes I wonder how my life would be without you in it. Your love is a constant source of strength that I draw from and it is something that has blessed me in so many ways. All that you have been to me cannot be expressed. It is something only the heart can explain. I live in the warm embrace of your love each and every day. And I want you to know how precious that is to me. I never want to know life without you in it.

Tennie Is So Freakin Amazing
Hey i have a favor to ask you all!!! Please check out my good friend on here, Matt. He rocks. He is in an auction and also trying to win a vip. if you could check him out, show him some love.. add/fan/rate... and bid if you like, leave some comments.... whatever... just show him some love. He's hot & he deserves it! :) Thanks SO MUCH! :) This is Matt... check out his profile! :) ¡ÜL¦¨L¦¨Crawl¦²r¡Ý@ fubar This is his auction you can bid & OWWWWN HIM! ^^^Clickie^^^ And this is his contest to win a vip... drop a few if you can... :) This pimpout brought to you by: ten Kris10-izeD@ fubar (repost of original by 'Kris10-izeD' on '2008-03-15 11:46:09')

Cant You See?? Dont You Care??
cant u see?? dont u care?? i want to die dont u listen?? cant u hear my silent cry?? wont u turn?? cant u hold me to ur heart?? are u afraid what might follow once u start?? would u rather believe im not in such pain?? would u rather tell urself i will b ok would i swim across this lake alone?? without u i will drown

My Name....
What Shawnelle Means You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are very intuitive and w

And The Winner Is.....
RATTO with the bid of a 30 day blast. poor fubarians gotta see me randomly pop up in that lil box for a month hahaha yes. thank u ratto u rock hun, i couldnt have been won by a better friend! go check him out now and rate if u fulove me ratto@ fubar

Ever Seen A Cow Ant?
Well its late and I am tired but I wanted to start a blog. Today I was hanging out with my kids and we were talking about bugs. They were talking about how spiders eat their mother. Anyway I asked if they'd ever seen a cow ant. I used to live in Georgia and I had an outdoor job down there and one day I was standing in a field and I looked down on the ground and there was this VERY FUCKING LARGE, FUZZY, ORANGE ANT walking around. The thing was HUGE!! I was like, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!!???!! Some guy who was helping me said, Oh that's a cow ant. Well that is the first time I ever saw a cow ant and I was horrified. I didn't know such a thing existed. So my kids wanted to see this thing so we went on the computer and I googled cow ant. Turns out its not really an ant its a wasp with no wings. But it sure does look and move like an ant, albeit GIGANTIC AND FUZZY AND ORANGE!!!!! So we were looking at it on the screen and I went "EWWWWWWW"!!!!! and I got the s

Own Me!!!!
You know you want too!!! While you're there, check out the others in the auction and bid on them!!! There are some wonderful people in this auction, so I suggest you get your butts in there and bid before they're all gone!!! Come check it out!!! SpizZyGooDNesS ♥Crushed by RaZorsEdge♥Head Manager @ The Hot Spot@ fubar

This Is Courage Too
A 19-year-old medic from Texas will become the first woman in Afghanistan and only the second female soldier since World War II to receive the Silver Star, the nation's third-highest medal for valor. Army Spc. Monica Lin Brown saved the lives of fellow soldiers after a roadside bomb tore through a convoy of Humvees in the eastern Paktia province in April 2007, the military said. After the explosion, which wounded five soldiers in her unit, Brown ran through insurgent gunfire and used her body to shield wounded comrades as mortars fell less than 100 yards away, the military said. "I did not really think about anything except for getting the guys to a safer location and getting them taken care of and getting them out of there," Brown told The Associated Press on Saturday at a U.S. base in the eastern province of Khost. Brown, of Lake Jackson, Texas, is scheduled to receive the Silver Star later this month. She was part of a four-vehicle convoy patrolling near Jani Kheil in th

A Poem That Was Written About Me
looking at this lovly lady so defiant so empowered a face so strong yet what really lays within is it a tear of yearning to awaken from where she is or is it a shout of anger a lovly lady sits and she sets her act her lovly grace and lustful power captivates all yet none see whats truly behind the stages curtians

Superman Vs Spiderman
Ok.. So my twins birthday is tomorrow... So I had them make out a list of things for me to get for them... and in this huge list that they ask for everything but the kitchen sink... wait wait... I think that was #512 on their list... anyways... In thier list they both wanted superman PJ's... and one of them wanted a superman blanket and pillow too... They so take after their daddy... anyways... Now... me being the huge Superman nut myself... knows... Walmart is usally where I get my Superman Shirts and hats from... So Lisa and I drive out to Wally World to see what we get to choose from in the mass selection they must have of the greatest super hero the world has loved for generations... Now first we look for the PJ's... First hoping to find Supergirl PJ's to hopfully again remind the twins that they are girls... but to our luck.. there was none... Fine... we find them PJ's with the Superman Sheild on them... thinking... "Hey it's the same sheild that on Supergirl's Costume".

From A Child's Eyes
Mommy, don't you cry and Daddy please do not weep I want to say something before I sleep tonight When i came into this world I know you thought i was perfect Both of you showed me that In the way you held and kissed me In every way you showed me how I BELONGED with you But Then I stopped talking And thinking And I saw the worried looks And tears Mom.. Dad I may not be able to say it I may not be able to show it But I love YOU. ..... Brandi

Poem
For enternity love plays a game For a life time life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem to be? many times the heart trys to figure it out, only to be as lost as a rat in a maze pain that never seems to ease turned to craze inflicted mutilation caused by brutal determination up and down, life may go partners or soulmates they are called, people go through a hundred "right" ones, along with heartache, pain and dispare, just to end up years in misery, the "right" one never comes til the end, for enternity love plays a game for a life time, life seems pointless what does it all mean, what can it all seem? the heart has no way of knowing, games are always in the towing, listen close cause you may hear just the faint beat of truth, when love or peace has come to thy.

Written For Those Affected By The Absence
the space between keeps us from physical touch. the keenest of the five senses - we lack. the pressure is building. the urge to feel your touch is getting out of control. open. close. open. focus. like a child i find myself lost in dream worlds of you. throughout my day, comin' to with a gleam in my eye and a smirk on my face that makes one wonder. stumbling over the jumbled thoughts, trying to pull them out onto paper, having them make sense in some kind of order, proves to be difficult these days. the mind's not quite right. but i can feel the heart beating with an unknown normalcy. & i can not find the words to say, i think i need you so. it's a little bit scary, it's a little bit weird. it's a pit in my stomach that won't let up, it's the buzzing in the back of my brain, it's the knowing gut feelin' i can't shed. who's to say forever - only life knows the answer to that. night's too long. cold here, without you. cold from a touch i've never fe

Bubba And Jimmy:
One day, Jimmy Jones was walking down Main Street when he saw his buddy Bubba driving a brand new pickup. Bubba pulled up to him with a wide grin. "Bubba, where'd you git that truck?!?" "Tammie give it to me," Bubba replied. "She give it to ya? I know'd she wuz kinda sweet on ya, but a new truck?" "Well, Jimmy Jones, let me tell you what happened. We wuz drivin' out on County Road 6, in the middle of nowheres. Tammie pulled off the road, put the truck in 4-wheel drive, and headed into the woods. She parked the truck, got out, threw off all her clothes and said, 'Bubba, take whatever you want.' So I took the truck! "Bubba, yore a smart man! Them clothes woulda never fit ya!

A Little Bit About Me
So...I figure I would write a blog about somethings. I am so sick of hearing women complain about not being able to find a decent guy. I know I am not perfect. I have my faults. But I know I am not some everyday scumbag either. I tell it like it is. I am upfront, honest and forward. I have nothing to hide. Want to know something just ask me. I do consider myself a decent guy. I think I am one of the few that seems to have a good grasp on what they want in lief and in a relationship and significant other. I am hard working and fairly intelligent. I have one degree already and working on my second one as we speak. I am family oriented. I take care of my kids, in fact I have custody of my daughter. I know how to treat a lady. I have what I think is a great sense of humor. It's sarcastic, perverted, twisted and off-the-wall. As some people find out, my sense of humor is quite comedic. I like sports. I am a die hard Steelers fan but I just love football in general.

Fuslaves And Fuowners~
What a Great Auction!! First I would like you all to meet my new fu-slaves!! ~Sexy Synister~ Synister ~ Owned by the beautiful Twisted&Transparent@ fubar Sexy Chris Magicsfun~fu spouses to Dream Goddess@ fubar Please go show them some hot fu-love~ Now The Fu-Slaves and Fu-Owners.. hehe.... SEXY DANTE~ -=dante=- Cheeky Up!@ fubar OWNED BY: [♥]Lupe's Wifey[♥]~Owned By "DMAN1973"~@ fubar SEXY TOMK~ tomk@ fubar OWNED BY: Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~@ fubar SEXY MISS B~ ღ~*Miss'B *~ღ - READ PROFILE before adding me.Member of ~ Ð.§.C & Club F.A.R@ fubar OWNED BY: Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger@ fubar SEXY KANDY~ ~Kandy~Wolf~ RL Wife & Dominatrix 2 CarlWolf~ FB Mistress & VGF 2 TechDestroyer~

Did You Know
Did you know... ...that due to its evil, Planet Rupert is invisible to anyone who is pure of heart? ...that The Wicker Man also makes a fabulous deck chair? ...that Joe Friday can walk on water? ...that your love is my love? ...that no one loves you not? ...that Jesus loves you, but everybody else thinks you're a dick? ...that playing with the radio dial is an abomination that must be stopped? ...that this is the funniest page on all of Fubar? ...that during the Victorian era, the persecution and brutalization of orphans was considered every Englishman's patriotic duty? ...that it was I who let the dogs out?

Never Shine
Surrounded by solitude, wasting self doubt Sorrow is shadowed by whispers that shout Scream I'm dying and saying I'm done Through with the pain but never can run Constant reminders that never leave sight Not heard over the cries that bellow at night World upside down with thoughts of the choice You know it is there you just have no voice Admit your disguised and hidden beneath All of the things that make you seem sweet Pretend your content and satisfied at heart Dont ask me why its all falling apart Shredded and scorched by the flames of the past I'll never break through the wall you have cast The mountain the separates your heart from my hand The ocean that tells me the future is damned Soft brush on my cheek or breath on my neck My faith on the line is what this will wreck Has fate been destroyed,defeated, left bleeding Is it covered,or hiding, maybe just sleeping Tired of witnessing our sheer lack of hope The thrown away deepness our abilities to cope Will we o

Have Anyone Had This On This Site
welll i know im not the only women on here and i know certianly that im smarter to fall for it but wondering if you men are having fun messing with womens minds , sample talking to many guys on here all of a sudden they ask me to marry them , i think wow there nice wonder if they could be the one how are thease words so easy to say and how is it so easy to play games with women like you do you know some of us on here are good people and derserve not to be treated like women not like where still in high school please stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing Really - Not Worth A Rate
As I sat here tonight uploading a ton of music to my stash, yeah the music tells my age!! It was more than just listening to old tunes it was, It was a lot of things and then when my friend Becca was rating my stash and mentioned that she enjoyed this music and her parents listened to it all the time as she grew up, she sent me a web page of hits from 1975 and then said that was the year she was born and her parents were hippies. A thought ran through my mind for a fleeting second damn I’m getting old because my daughter keeps a picture of me from my freshman year in high school with my hair in a ponytail half way to my ass and tells her friends how my dad is just an old hippy. But it wasn’t till I got a message in my shoutbox that asked about my stash and where did I come up with this music. As she told me how cool it was and she had never heard of these groups I realized I’m not old I’m seasoned!!! – And yes this was some 18 y/o who obviously doesn’t own a radio. Lmao But

Why Mankind Is Devolving
Here's my first Fubar rant! Are yall excited? Poor MySpace and LJ has put up with enough of em. Ready? Ready? OK, now here we are. Mankind...21st century. I go and watch the news, read blogs and bulletins, and I see this society pretty much going to their own proverbial hell. Ummmm, yeah. Alright, as much as we pretend that mankind has progressed, look at the stats. As a tribal society, yes, we had wars. More wars probably than we have today. Yet said wars lasted about a day or two and then they were over. Done. The hunting grounds were established, like 3 people died....done. 10,000 years of this being all good. OK, "progress" to a governmental society. A few people thinking they can control thousands under one rule. This worked fantastically for a whopping year or so till folks saw that one group of folks could not possibly know what was good for a local buncha folks. Sadly, it almost worked enough that they decided that it was the best way to go. People don't matter, demographics

Whats The Deal
Most people know that the first glance at a person always determine the out come of what might happen if and when that person tries to come over and try to talk with u. With this in mind how can an average joe (like myself) even compete with that? I know that so people have standards and try their best to stick with to them, but is their any body who has ever lowered them and found some one they feel in love with?

I Kinda Fucked Up
Me and my supposed future FL roomie got into a REALLY big fight. Words were exchanged that probably shouldn't have been. In other words, I let my emotions get the best of me. I had a head injury (brain contusion. my brain was bleeding) not 4 months ago and the stress of the move, my anxiety, and my feelings for this person was what caused me to crack. I think I shall start becoming emotionless again. It saves me from the heart ache of dealing with people. I hate feeling like this. Dead inside. And I really do want to go live with him. We have a long history together. Even if not romantically I still value his friendship and want to see him succeed. He's unfortunately blocked me from most of his profiles and messengers. so I can't even really explain myself properly. That and I've been a total wreck since it all went down this morning. I wish I could tell him but I fear it is too late. Oh well. I guess I have other options. But it still hurts and sucks. And I miss him terribly. I just w

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Warning For My Friends About Trollers
I wanted to be sure my friends are aware of some new people on the site that might visit your page. Seems there are a plague of new sign ups trolling. If you visit someone's page and they have some like this anywhere in their usually short description: I recently got a webcam and love going on it with other people. I do that at my other website. Stop by and say hello! I know most of my friends will see this a mile away lol but I feel it my duty as a friend to point it out for those who might not catch it. In fact in light of this I am planning to lock my real pics to friends only since I suspect they are stealing pictures of others from other sites to use. Just wanted to give everyone a heads up

Sucks
i'm sittin at work, and all over sudden i feel totally lightheaded and my heart is racing like crazy nad my hands are shakin. i havent drank any coffee or ate anythin. damn, it would be so embarassing to die at work...

Life
Just wanted you all to know if you dont see me around much its not that I dont want to be.....I am getting ready to start a new job at the end of the month.....trying to get ready for that....my training will be 12 hour day shifts....and once that is over I will be working 12 hour night shifts....and my part time job will be starting at the same time so on my days off from the new job i will be working my part time job.....leave me messages and lots of love....i will be checking every few days.....i will get back to you.....MUAH

True Friends
well well well, what can i say,, i don't know about anybody else and i am not speaking for anybody else... a true friend hmm i have alot of thoughts on this but basically what is comes down to is that they will be there for you no matter what,, it isnt about anything materialistic or how much money you have it it to me about the heart inside the person i dont need anyone to give me presents , but if they do i appreciate it and i tell them . it should be a I WANT TO SITUATION not A I HAVE TO .... its about being there for all parts of their lives the good, the bad, the sad, to support them, to yes and even to tell them that they are being a stupid ass when they are. see a true friend can say that because the other one knows that they are just trying to help. even if you dont talk to each other for a week or so , when you do its like it was yesterday. a true friend lovs and appreciates you uncondtionally. its not for me about using or abusing a friendship,, i am not sayin

Do You Think It's Possible
Does anyone here really think it is possible to find true love on the internet? I'm sure this is a question that alot of us ask ourselves. Is there that one person that holds the key to our hearts somewhere? If the answer is yes then, how can we be so nieve as to think that "someone" lives right around the corner from us or in the same town. If there is only one "soul mate" "true love" for each of us, would it not make more sense to think they may be "anywhere"? Myself I think that internet dating although different is a good way to meet people. If you have the ability to carry on hours of endless conversation with someone then you have to know that there is some sort of bound developing. Do people who are married to people they lived close to have that ability to chat together for hours on end and never get bored? If you find someone that you feel that sort of connection with is it wrong that they live 1000's of miles away or should you take it as a sign that maybe this is that someon

Life Aint Always Beautiful.....sometimes Its Just Plain Hard!!
So ive been thinking about alot here lately..ha yeah i know me think..thats a shocker.... Lifes threw a couple loops my way.I found out the other day that i have several heatlh problems.No worries nothing extreme,but yet its still nothing to joke aorund with.I have Endremetirosis..Im pretty sure everyone knows what that is/means..Alot of women end up having it..There are 3 stages..i have stage 2.So i will be going to have more tests/blood work done on April 16th..& we will go from there.Who knows i could get results back & everything could be fine..everything could be gone.But ive also gotta be prepared for bad news to.You know what they say..Hope for the best,yet expect the worst.All i can do is put it in the hands of the good lord above..What he thinks is best for me..he will do. As far as other aspects in my life go..lets just say REALITY SUCKS!!!!I feel like everyone is expecting soo much out of me..but all i give them is nothing but dissappoinments & heartaches.Thats how i f

Mel's B-day Bash!!!
Alright everyone, it's that time again. Except this time Mel is going to be 30!!! I'm having a big party for her and I want everyone here to show her a good time. I'll be making the desert, finger foods and jello shots. This is a BYOB. Please ignore the RSVP date. Just let us know so I can plan to have enough food. Message me for location info. -Erica

Funniest Blonde Joke Ever
A blonde calls her boyfriend and says, "Please come over here and help Me. I have a killer jigsaw puzzle, and I can't figure out how to get Started." Her boyfriend asks, "What is it supposed to be when it's finished?" The blonde says, "According to the picture on the box, it's a rooster." Her boyfriend decides to go over and help with the puzzle. She lets him in and shows him where she has the puzzle spread all over The table. He studies the pieces for a moment, then looks at th e box, then turns to Her and says, "First of all, no matter what we do, we're not going to be able to Assemble these pieces into anything resembling a rooster." He takes her hand and says, "Second, I want you to relax. Let's have a Nice cup of tea, and then ." he said with a deep sigh, . .. . . . . "Let's put all the Corn Flakes back in the box."

Tiger & Horse-our Chinese Signs
I don't really believe in Astrology but it's fun to read sometimes and this sounds very accurate for us. In Chinese Astrology, Paul is Horse and I am Tiger...Read on. The Horse and Tiger make an excellent match, more than any other combination of signs. The wild Horse feels an immediate kinship with the fun-loving Tiger. Both share a love of sports, nature and parties. They are also extremely active, and will have no trouble skipping sleep in favor of fun. The Horse will probably follow the Tiger’s lead, but won’t fail to speak up when he or she disagrees with the big cat’s direction. Horse needs to learn to not grumble when he doesn't get his way, especailly if he is unwilling to take responsibility for his own actions, desires and needs. The one thing that could potentially put a damper on this romance is the Horse and Tiger’s mutual love of freedom and the occasional jealousy Horse feels. Tiger is a show-stopper when the two are in the public eye and Horse

Mary And David
Ok I like to ramble so this is a good place for it. I have two cats, Mary and David. For some inexplicable reason I got David fixed first and put off getting Mary fixed. I know that is bass-ackwards. Anyhoo, guess what? Mary got pregnant. So Mary and David get along very well, they kiss and groom each other and just get along swimmingly. But when Mary had the kittens, everything changed. David hated the kittens. Every time he passed them, he would spit at them. He would slink around them and try to get by real fast. He was really beside himself. He would not eat and got really skinny. He was a nervous wreck. Things between him and Mary just weren't good. The kissing and grooming stopped. One day David was in the kitchen and a kitten passed by and David spit at it. My husband said, "well David that's what happens when you can't please a woman". Well, the kittens were all eventually adopted. And David starting gaining weight and started look

New Skins 3/16
Yay! Finally Spring Break! I've added some new skins to my list for public use. I will post some previews of the new ones below, but they will not be linked. In order to find them, visit my page, and click BROWSE USER'S SKINS at the very bottom. Preview the ones you want, and then rip if you'd like to keep them. MY SKINS WILL NOT DISPLAY PROPERLY IF YOU HAVE BACKGROUND IMAGES ENABLED on your profile. Those must first be turned off for the skin to display correctly. If you need any help with them, let me know. I'll be adding several more through the night tonight and tomorrow, so check back for the new additions :) ALL THAT I ASK IN RETURN FOR MY SKINS IS THAT YOU DO NOT RIP THE ONES MARKED CUSTOM. Those were made for individuals. Those marked "PUBLIC" are available for use by anyone. "Dance with a Dragon" "Don't Cry" "Patty Betty" "Patrick Bear" "Easter Ducks" "Easter Mix" "Easter Tulip" "Cherish the Moments" I hope yo

Update To Last Entry
Grandbaby, Skyler, born yesterday. born at 12:42pm. weight: 6lbs. 14oz. length: 18 inches. blond hair, and at least for now blue eyes. He was a merconium birth which means they have to guard against him developing things like pneumonia. My daughter isn't in the best of moods right now because of the hospital. But she'll get over it. It's just going to hard when she goes home because she's bullheaded just like me. So I know she'll try to do too much.

Sacrifice
Webster defines sacrifice only comes when, one gives of themselves everything for a greater purpose or resolve. I knew sacrifice, but more as an everyday word in my simple life. Struggle, hardships and circumstance always stood in line waiting for their ounce of flesh. I remember, before this tale I am about to tell, a time when the word sacrifice was thrown at me by preacher and deacon alike. Stories about days past and different ages of man. In these days a look or deed could cost you. Punishments such as loss of eyes, limbs and life. These things meant little to me, and I could care not for whatever punishment I had to endure. I was born into the house of regard a slave for the Master of Devonshire, and to him I owe my life, for it was either being sold or beheaded, and I thought I had a nice looking neck. Servitude was a life of sacrifice, but the day I saw her I knew that I had been wrong. I would never speak to the Mistress of the Manor, but dreams of her would haunt my nightmare

2007 Smart Arse Awards
THE 2007 SMART ARSED ANSWER OF THE YEAR AWARDS< FONT> SMART ARSED ANSWER 6 It was mealtime during a flight on a British Airways plane: "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked the man seated in the front row. "What are my choices?" the man asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ARSED ANSWER 5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without blinking an eyelid she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ARSED ANSWER 4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at a branch of Sainsbury's store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a passing assistant, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The assistant replied, "I'm afraid not, they're dead." SMART ARSED ANSWER 3 The policeman got out of his car and the boy racer he stopped for speeding, rolled down his window. "I've been wait

Dragon Master
Keeper of dragons, tend thy young, Feed them thy decadent sugary plum. Caress thy scales with tender touches, Rock them in thy soft, loving clutches. Read them tales full of fancy and folly, Fill their nests with juniper and holly. Bath them in water from the moon-lit sea, Imagine among the stars they will surly be. Guide them with thy truth and might, Behold their magnificent flight. Bind them only to thy heart, For as far as they may fly; Never shall you part.

Fu Style
Would u have sex with me? answer: What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: Would u wanna taste me? answer: Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: Give me a naked pic? answer: Would u do me in the shower? answer: Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: Would u talk dirty 2 me while we had sex? answer: Would u do me in front of people? answer: Would u do me in the rain? answer: Would u do 69 with me? answer: Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: Would u do me once then leave me the next day? answer: If I gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? answer:

Lies
How do you know who to believe and who not to?? When you're in a long distance relationship with someone and everything seems great one day and the next, it's like an atom bomb went off. You break up for three weeks and during that time he does something with someone else. Ok you can get over that because you weren't together. But then you get back together and things just start to not add up. And it almost seems that he may still be seeing that other person. What do you do?? Do you give him the benefit of the doubt or do you belive what you hear? Can't go by what I see because things on the internet are typically not what they seem and since I'm 500 miles away I can't just see what is going on.

Garden
I awakened a short time ago very hot and turned on. It was a dream about hands, tongues, eyes and you in my head. I am in my herb garden feeling the plants tickling my legs as I walk among and through them -- crushing some leaves in passing. The scent of the rosemary, savory and lemon thyme is thick and cloying. The air is still and heavy with humidity. I am drawn to the lower part of the back yard. In my dream there is a stand of trees and undergrowth that is left wild for the birds, rabbits and squirrels. At this hot time of the year the wild area can be in deep shade and some parts are totally hidden. It’s almost like a little cave in my dream. Thinking I hear someone call my name I turn and a figure is before me. All I can clearly see are his eyes and hands. There is no fear because somehow I know him, so I smile and walk forward. It is you. Who arranged this? How did this happen? Suddenly, I am next to you in your arms. Your fragrance is as mine, only stronger, as if y

Signs
What sign are you..?...go to "THE DEVIL"s page to get your sign .. check it out, pretty cool! P • I • S • C • E • S: The Piece of Good Ass Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Encounter 2
A Touch Our boundaries agreed we move and dance Light and shadow, teasing eyes perception Your movements slow deliberate grace, curves accentuated My eyes appreciate your feminine charms. Our voices low tones touch our desire with gentle caresses, eliciting desired response we express our needs. Blood flows through dilated capillaries skin flushed glowing Our senses heightened to caresses expectation. Modesty dissolves like morning mist. Veils shed like autumn leaves. Musk and jasmine fill the air exotic passions conjured Music vibrates to slow jazz rhythm notes You close your eyes facing the open window The sunset's silhouette exposed skin honey and silk Silk clings to curve and shadow The breeze raises texture as raven locks shiver. My eyes appreciation full, I move towards you I stand close your body radiates warmth, your head tilts A smile curls those silken lips parted in desire I blow softly upon your exposed neck Hairs rise to the sensation lea

Encounter 3
A Moment Down we fall fathers graceful decent Satin pillows catch our smiling forms Your face framed in ravens wings Your eyes seek my spark my passion Fires flames dance creating writhing shadows Radiant warmth fuels desires need Limbs entwine knee rises leg locks tight Pressing forward your warmth invitation I yield pressed into pillows soft embrace Your hands press my chest, you catch your breath Pulse racing my blood flows, raising anticipation Your eyes triumphant you take control Hips move grinding down silk on cotton I reach up caressing flesh stroking I pull you down turning legs lock mine I hold fast I strip away modesties constriction you smile Stroking erect flesh, legs part your invitation Damp silk greats my avid gaze prize barely concealed I stroke one finger tracing wetness path, hips arch forward Questing for contact, eager for more urgent touch Fully awake I stroke engorged flesh “Patience my lady we have all night"

Own Me?
Looking for a fu slave? feel like blowing some of those fubucks you have laying around? or maybe your just bored and might want to try something different. Well if thats the case I am in a auction and if your interested in bidding on me just click on my pic below :)

New Puppy
We got a new puppy last sunday. that is one reason I have been scarce lately, as he requires so much attention right now. He is 7 weeks old, a basset hound, and what they6 call, lemon & white in coloring. He is very cute, unbelievably affectionate, and wondefful. His name is Buster, which is short for "The Not So silent Star, Buster Keaton", his registered name. Many pics will be forthcoming soon. I hope you will enjoy his cuteness second hand :)

Community
Community we surf the web in search of what? a kindred spirit to share our lot? A billion neurons connect this brain, life's diversity represented, the sane, the insane Identity masked we roam this realm, we sail this sea we man the helm, what is real and what is false, we prod, and coax to glimpse the host Our senses redundant we use our mind, we conger, we type our message blind. Response received, we analyze we read, a picture we create of respondents need. Secure we are from judgements flame. Free to be, we choose our name. Words can be such sweet caress, they may condemn or choose to bless Oasis of truth we spirits confide our community draws the like of mind To nurture honesty and talents light to feed our souls, to fight the fight, to open our heart and share joy and grief, like trees we grow, we shoot, we leaf. Our words hold power for good or ill, they lift the spirit reinforce our will. Poets express your hopes and fears we’

Why Women Cry
“ WHY WOMEN CRY ? " A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her childr

Getting To Know Me.
Here's how it works: 1. Go to www. photobucket. com (don't sign in) 2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box 3. Use only the first page 4. Copy the html and paste for the answer 1. What is your first name? 2. What is your favorite color? 3. What is your favorite movie? 4. Who is your celebrity crush? 5. Who is your favorite Disney Princess? 6. Where is your dream vacation? 7. What is your favorite dessert? 8. What do you love most in life? 9. I was born in: 10. My phone is: 11. My eyes are: 12. Last book I read?

Omg I Am Getting Dumber
I blame Fubar Free-IQTest.net - Free IQ Test btw-its best not to use your real email unless you wanna get spammed like whoa. I've gone from a 158 to this.. Damn you Fubar :P Intelligence Interval Cognitive Designation 40 - 54 Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers) 55 - 69 Challenged (2.3% of test takers) 70 - 84 Below average 85 - 114 Average (68% of test takers) 115 - 129 Above average 130 - 144 Gifted (2.3% of test takers) 145 - 159 Genius (Less than 1% of test takers) 160 - 175 Extraordinary genius

Flirting
Hello... See, the thing is.. My friend Amanda has some friends.. and they all like to be around her.. she is gorgeous and so sweet.. but here is the deal... One of her friends has a mad crush on her.. and everyone knows.. and they are allowing his feelings for her to determine how they talk to her.. they don't flirt with her.. they moderate everything they said to her while he is around... Is it right of them to do this.. and tossing her feelings away.. and not flirting with her the way she wants? Would you allow his feelings for her make you watch what you say to her while he is around?

Not Part 10, But A Recap On Why Young People Make Poor Decision.
This blog entry was inspired by a MUMM, where a young MAN wrote about another young man who went AWOL from his ship, asking "why do young people mess up their lives. I wrote this to comment, and with its content being long, I decided to post it as a blog in case Fubar decides it's too long for a mumm comment. I changed my "Cover" for this one....it really interested me. I have been in a conversation with the MAN who posted it and will write a little about what I have seen in my career. I hope some who commented so far take a look again to see this. I have been on active duty, more than 22 years. Right off the bat, I saw a kid throw it all away, by jumping the fence in boot camp. Never told anyone, never heard from again. Over the course of my career there have been so many who took matters into their own hands, mostly at a big expense to their lives. Some did drugs just to get kicked out. A young woman got pregnant just to avoid a six month deployment. She has an 18 year

Bärn City!
ok first click on play enjoy some of the beautiful city of Bern, where my boyfriend lives, and where i spend most of my time LOL, and as well some local music :) (no doubts why i like it there right?) if i have to be honest, i feel like everyday i'm more in love, everyday there is something new, every minute we are not together i'm missing him (and so he does), every time we're together we enjoy it to the fullest, we make laugh each other... and it's just beautiful... well i felt like i had to write some, since i didn't in few days :) cheers!

Out Of The Box
Sometimes life isn't what you want it to be. You have to be able to step back and look at the whole picture from outside the box. I am just learning how to do this now and it is the hardest thing to do. We all are so used to being in the box that it is scary to step out but once you do it isn't so scary, hard yes but not scary. I have to thank my two best freinds for teaching me this Christy and Mike. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. It is still work in progress but in the end it will pay off. I hope other people can learn to do this it can save alot of pain and suffering.

"mad Issues"
****Words to think about**** Relationships Trying to be something you are not..... Learn to love, stop making it a game.... Stop making life such a confusion.....and maybe one day we will stop having........"MAD ISSUES"

Let It Go..
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.Let them go.And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when

Ty All Soooo Much!
Thank You to EVERYONE who went out of their way to make me... I have some amazing friends who also have some fantastic friends! I can't possibly list everyone here because there are just too many. I will be working on pimpouts over the next couple of days. I feel compelled to get your "permission" to include you in a bulletin or blog due to recent events. I was told it wasn't polite to pimp someone without their permission when my intention would only ever be to help. So, if you helped and would like included please send me a private message and let me know. It was a great race and though I didn't get there first am proud to say WE DID IT IN 19 DAYS! I levelled to FuQueen on Feb. 24th and Godmother on March 15th! WOW! TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ...YOU ROCK! xoxo ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Who Wants To Own Me?? Hehe
IM UP FOR SALE IN PEBBLES AUCTION.. HERES PEBBLES.. BE SURE TO ADD/FAN/RATE HER TO GAIN ACCESS TO THE AUCTION FOLDER ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar SO WOULD YOU LIKE TO OWN YOUR OWN QUEEN FOR A MONTH?? HERES WHAT IM OFFERING... Owned by in name for 1 month Add to top friends list for 1 month Blog pimp out Profile link pimp on my page for 1 month All pics rated 10s during HH ( 11s if I get VIP) All stash rated during a HH 2 gift per day Daily profile comment 1 SFW Salute 1 NSFW Salute CLICK THE PIC AND PUT UP A BID!!

Tone's Expressions
Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go accept challenges for tomorrow to be filled agree'd to reason myself show or not to show at all , yet seek passions beyond new horizons That Iam in search face to face onwards I'll press on from day to day wagering insticts perhaps if I shall fail agree'd to reason myself so what the hell Wont know if I get there or not when indeed where do I stop Exceeding challenges calls for taking chances I guess yesterday flew on by Today I'll collect and gather my tokens tomorrow I'll set forth , beyond new horizons Agree'd to reason myself hold or let go Agree'd to reason myself stand tall be bold upon within beyond new horizons agree'd to reason myself remain strong let it be known Agree'd to reason myself yes beyond new horizons

Judgement........
Today is not my judgment day, for I am still alive. I have lived by the ethics and morals that have been instilled in my very core: my heart, my mind, my body and my soul. My love flows deep and strong through my very being, just like the great rivers that course through this great nation. I stand up for my beliefs and would die defending those beliefs. I would die defending the things I love…..my children, my loved ones and my country. I have been broken….which has taught me strength……I have been hurt …. which has taught me to be kind......I have been made fun of.......which has taught me respect........I have been looked up to.......which has taught me humility......I have been lost.....which has taught me leadership……I have been loved….which has taught me compassion…..I have been in danger…..which has taught me to fear………I have conquered fear …… which has taught me percerverence…….I have been the protector……which has taught me to be selfless….. Judge me not for what you think

Nigga Logic...damn..say It Ain't So..!!
Niggas crack me up(And i mean every and any race on this planet type of niggas!!!) No matter how you slice it, the term "nigga" will always carry a stigma of racial subjugation and human indignities because it is derived from its predecessor "nigger", which is an imperialist term to justify treating black human beings as non-human, so that that the white man could own a black person as property and treat them like animals. But whatever. Modern black people have decided that they will own its derivative "nigga" and arbitrarily rationalize it as a term of endearment that they now own among each other. They "own" the word nigga, and they have "redefined" it to be a "positive" empowering term of endearment. Really? Can you really do that? Can you disregard centuries of inhumanity and a history of racial inequities just to redefine a piece of history on a whim? Okay. It's not my place to judge,

Quickie
OMG St. Patty's Day!!! I'd like to take this opportunity to mention the fact that when I was a kid, the Irish blew up a prominent Manchester shopping mall (the city I'm from), killing a hundred or so people. The IRA received larged donations/funding by the wealthy US elite, who sided with these "freedom-fighters" in their quest to overthrow oppressive British rule. Whatever, the point is it's all bullshit. Irish vs. the UK, Israel vs. Islam, America vs. Al Qaeda, it's BULLSHIT. The IRA has for the most part quit their killing civillians policy, but here in the 21st century we see people blindly supporting the Bush administration and everything it does because Al Qaeda is the bad guys and "we're the good guys". Well generally the American public sided with the IRA a decade ago saying they were the good guys and we (the British) were the bad. What's the difference between the IRA and Al Qaeda? Very little, except of course the greater destruction in terms of scale inflicted by the lat

Why
As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

Chapter One Of Emerald
Emerald 1973 Rising. Up and up, rising to the sky still smoldering came the embers. Floating, twisting and turning, going in circles, they glowed the color of the burnt orange Challenger parked by the roadway. It was parked next to a Willy's wagon, one of the favored beach combing vehicles for the surfing and partying in crowd here. The Challenger, though, was new being this year’s model. 1973, the last year for the famous three hundred forty cubic inch, all American muscle, mopar engine under its finely detailed hood. Forty yards from the parked American muscle and the party wagon, the embers flew from the fire as a group of teenagers danced almost pagan like to the sound of Deep Purple and the taste of Pabst, the blue ribbon beer, at least that's what Billy called it. Billy had followed the Challenger here knowing that with it came Freddie Miller, Flagler Beach football hero, and boyfriend of Sarah Rosen. Billy watched as the drunken party moved closer to the waves

A Poem I Wrote On 4/2007..but Its Me So Yeah..
WHY DO GUYS WANT NOTHING BUT SEX IS THAT ALL THEY SEE WHEN THEY LOOK AT ME I HAVE MORE TO OFFER WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT I WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS ME NOT JUST LIKE ANOTHER FUCK I WANT THEM TO RESPECT ME AND NOT ALWAYS THINK ABOUT DOING ME SEX IS ON THEIR BRAIN ALMOST ALL OF THE TIME WHY CAN'T I GET WANT I WANT JUST ONE LITTLE TIME WHY DON'T THEY NOTICE MY INNER BEAUTY AND STOP COMING AFTER ME JUST FOR SEX I WONT DO IT ANYMORE I AM DONE I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE I AM JUST A GIRL WITH FEELINGS YOU KNOW WHY CAN'T THEY SEE THAT HOW DO I LET THEM KNOW I WANT IT TO STOP GET SEX OFF THEIR BRAIN'S WHEN YOU TALK TO ME RESPECT ME CAN'T THEY JUST DO THAT IF WE ARE FRIEND'S THEN I THINK THEY CAN JUST A LITTLE RESPECT JUST GRANT ME IF YOU CAN I DON'T ASK FOR MUCH THEY ALL KNOW THIS IS TRUE JUST PLEASE STOP THINKING I AM JUST ANOTHER PIECE OF ASS TO YOU

A Poem I Wrote B4 My Ex Went To Iraq 6/19/07
As the soft moon gently sweeps over his face, I see a tear running down his cheek I brush it away with a loving grace He takes a hold of my hand as we sit so close together As his hand holds mine, I know that I can't waste too much time I look at him with love in my eye's, as I gently sit back and cry I want to tell him how much he means, but I can't How did we get to this place in time When no matter what we said, sooner or later we would be running out of time If I told him how I felt, he would still go I can't tell him, so I wont this much I do know It is giving me heartbreak just seeing how he tries not to cry Thinking about the fact that he could die I try not to think about it to much I can't bear the thought that he may not return home So I sit beside him in the quietness, taking in everything around us "The star's are so lovely tonight", I whisper He just nod's his head as if he heard me, but I know that's not on his mind He is thinking about how much mo

I Dislike The Word "hate" ..i Wrote On 6/20/07
I dislike the word "HATE" I don't use it at all It cause's to much pain to say it at all Never will I say it to anyone big or small It is not a nice word to use It makes people feel weak So many tend to use that word and it cause's so much grief "HATE" is not a good word to say Dislike is so much better in so many way's You can get your point across by using a kinder word You don't have to be so mean saying that very mean word So if you will remember this little bit of advice Say the word dislike it is a nicer way to say the word "HATE" Without hurting someone feeling's and causing so much pain

Before He Left For War And Hurt Me...wrote On 1/28/08
DAMN I MISS HIM... WHY CANT HE BE HERE? WHY IS HE SO FAR AWAY WHEN I WANT HIM NEAR? WILL I GET TO SEE HIM SOON? DOES HE KNOW THAT I WOULD FLY TO THE MOON IF I WAS JUST ABLE TO HOLD HIM? I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM SO VERY VERY MUCH DAMN I MISS HIS LAUGHTER AND I MISS HIS TOUCH I MISS THE WAY HE WOULD HOLD ME WHEN I WAS FEELING SAD I MISS HIS LOVING WORDS I MISS THE WAY HIS VOICE WOULD BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH IT'S EVEN HARD TO SAY I WISH THAT HE WAS HERE WITH ME NOW MAKING ME NOT FEEL SO SAD I WISH THAT HE COULD HOLD ME AT NIGHT WHEN THE TEARS HIT MY PILLOW I WISH THAT HE KNEW HOW MUCH I MISSED HIM I TRY TO BE STRONG I KNOW ONE DAY I WILL BE IN HIS STRONG LOVING ARMS BUT I WANT HIM NOW DAMN HOW I MISS HIM I LOVE HIM SO VERY MUCH I WOULD DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW JUST TO FEEL HIS LOVING GENTAL TOUCH I LOVE HIM AND I WANT HIM HERE NOW..... BUT NO THAT DAY WONT COME YET NOT FOR AWHILE IT SEEMS SO I HAV

Do You Know What You Want?
To often, the thing you want most is the one thing you can't have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears us out. Desire can wreck your life. But as tough as wanting something can be. The people who suffer the most, are those who don't know what they want.

Why I Love Me The Most!
So last night Brittany and I were in conference chat with a friend and some guy kept IM singing to her like the flappy used douche sack he is so I made her give me his sn for fun time havings! Chastine: Hey sugar tits wanna start a panty fire? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:30 AM): what? Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:34 AM): A panty fire Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:39 AM): fire in my panties little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:40:54 AM): im not sure who this is Chastine (3/17/2008 2:40:59 AM): you dont need to know Chastine (3/17/2008 2:41:05 AM): Wanna hear a song? little_benny_boy1986 (3/17/2008 2:41:51 AM): not really, bit busy at the moment Chastine (3/17/2008 2:42:22 AM): BAH BAH BAH BENNY AND THE JETS AH! Bip bop doo dah! bo wwwwwooooa If ya get a chance hop on over to lil' Benny's side of the world and glide him a tune! He gets all creamy about it!

St. Patricks Day...
To all my friends that I don't get to send a message to this is for you... MYPROFILEKISSES.COM ...I hope you all have the best day and lucky times with whatever you do this week. Thank you all for reading this and being a friend, comment back if you feel the same.

Are You In Love???
Could you be falling in love? You have told yourself that it is just a crush. After all, you are just really good friends, right? Though a relationship with him would be nice and he is the right kind of guy... No, you're being silly; he is completely wrong for you - isn't he? Figuring out if it is love is never easy 1.While shopping, you spot a pretty outfit. It isn't your usual jeans and camisole, but you buy the outfit anyway. 2. Your heart pounds a little faster when you get new mail from him - and you haven't even opened the mail yet. True False 3. You can't help but feel good when he's around, and just the thought of seeing him again makes you happy. True False 4.When you doodle on a piece of paper, you find yourself writing his initials. Then you add yours. True False 5.You calculate the number of childbearing years you have left and try to imagine if he would be a good father. True False 6, He forgot a t-shirt at your place, and you keep putt

Own Up To Any Misfortune Even If Its Just A Lil Bit Your Fault....like Even If It From Being In The Right Place At The Wrong Time.
A burden you don't deserve It's easy to blame someone else for your troubles. Yet when you're truly honest with yourself, it's clear that blaming someone else will not add the slightest bit of value to your life. It seems fair and reasonable to expect your problems to be solved by the people who caused them, but stop and think about it. Do you really wish to give those people who caused your problems any additional control over your life and your future? To move your life in the direction you choose to go, you must be willing to take full responsibility for it. That means moving past what's easy and accepting that things are not always going to be fair. Perhaps life has given you a burden you don't deserve. Instead of seeing that as an excuse to give up, see it as an opportunity to give more. Though you may not have brought the troubles upon yourself, you can nevertheless make positive use of them. Choose to take full responsibility for your own situation, and you'll begin

Feelings
I hate the way I am feeling, I feel empty inside my body I feel like I am just a hollow shell just left here on this earth to make other people. Well when is it my turn to be happy. I miss my happiness, my world. I want it back.

Thought For The Day Monday 03/17/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And the day began. Yet as the sun broke the horizon, the light evaded me still. Moments of splendorous delight in this soul are burdened and chained. Disdain fills my cup and surrounds me, but for moments of want or need, the feign demeanor, brighter than the day and seen by these eyes. The struggle within, seemingly insuperable odds mock any advanace. This spirit provides reproach to its own blood, and it flows according to the indistinguishable emotions its kindred grasp so tightly. Admonished is the man, and vacant is the space, which once was filled with admiration. The future, always open to change, and it is this day, as well." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing

Theory #1
Life is actually a dream. You are in fact a higher being for lack of a better word. You are sleeping right now, and your mind has created an alternate dimmension that is real. Every being creates their own dream dimmension,and every one of these dream dimmensions are independant of everyone elses yet still woven together to the point where we are interacting, much like individual threads are woven together to make a piece of yarn. When you wake up from this dream, your whole sleep universe is destroyed, erasing the "people" that aren't part of this sleep machine, people your mind made up as "life" filler. Tomorrow: Quantum immortality and how it applies to mirror people.

A Time Out...
If you are wondering where I am.... My BF and I have went our seperate ways....With losing my mom too, I have not bee handling it well...Email me for my Number....KEEP ME IN your prayers...I am hoping he comes to his right mind, ASAP

10 Things That Sidetrack A Good Life
1. Unfinished business: Free yourself from the past by identifying and cleaning up your unfinished business. Call an end to whatever you started - a project, a diet, a feud, a commitment - by dumping it, delegating it, or doing it. 2. Ignoring the Present: Today is a result of all the Today's that came before it. A well lived present will naturally produce a wonderful future. Save a dollar today, and you'll have a dollar tomorrow. Eat 500 calories less today, and you'll lose weight tomorrow. Only what you do TODAY can affect tomorrow. 3. No Priorities: Never trade what you want at the moment for what you want most. If you just react to the next thing that gets your attention, you'll never have enough time for what is important. Don't schedule your time around your priorities. Schedule your priorities around your time. 4. Betraying yourself: Telling lies to yourself is the most hurtful form of disrespect. Write out the ways in which you have been u

Own A Goddess!!!
myspace Stuff It's Almost Her Birthday! Come show her lots and lots of Fu Love and BID, BID, BID! Click her sweet face... Make this a very special Fu Birthday for this Goddess! Look what you'll get in return... Daily 50 11s Daily Comments SFW Salute Permanent Blog Pimpout WOW! Fifty 11's everyday? That's Awesome! Happy Early Birthday Ecuadorian Goddess! Be sure to Add/Fan/Rate the Auction Hostess to gain access to the folder... ~PebblesinAZ~TY Sooo MUCH 2 Every1 who helped me GODMOTHER! XOXO@ fubar

Just An Update
Just to let every one know Angel was an accident Over the week end and she is in the hospital. she has a few cracked ribs a broken Leg and a hair line fracture in her skull.But she has been awake off and on and the Doctor Has hope she will fully recover, it will just take time Thank you for making her feel loved and I will Keep you updated daily Krystal ( the roommate)

Why The Drama???
Okay...I had to find a place to vent again. The drama has started again. Okay, it all started a couple of weeks ago when a debt collector called my house. I was not home at first so another person took the call and the collector said that they were looking for 2 people...me and this other person. I called them back and they told me that they wanted to let me know that my bills was paid completely off, they was looking for another person which I gave them their number that she had given me because they needed to get ahold of her. She is telling everyone that they called her to get ahold of me...if you think about it...you can easily tell thats a lie, because WHY would they want to get ahold of a person they just talked to????? I called their cell phone and left a message that the collector was trying to get ahold of them...I was completly nice...even thoug hI'm sure she will tell others otherwise. She called me back and cussed me out...I didn't get it. I let it go. Not to long after t

Just Another Rant...
Well I noticed something today. I noticed that a certain person has no creative bone in there body. I taught this person how to do html and they have decided to copy a tag line I use in every bully I make. This person makes the shittiest bullys I have ever seen. They put so much junk in them that I laugh everytime I see them. Now I don't know if I am just iritated cause I burnt my mouth on dinner or what but this just got under my skin. I take pride in my html skills which I myself sometimes just wanna get it done and don't do anything fancy but come on, to use something one person created and change on word in it and use as there own. I am really starting to think this person is just using people for what they have to offer and then find some reason to never talk to them again. The funny part is I made something for that person and they don't have the balls to tell me they don't like it they run to someone else and told them. I would have rather heard it myself and told them that ther

Time To Say Goodbye
Sometimes its hard to say goodbye. Especially when you really wanted to try. Sometimes you screw things up really bad. But you pray that you can fix it. Sometimes someone gives you that hope and then suddenly takes it away. So it's time to move on and say goodbye. Tomorrow is another day.

Pictures
I know you have seen alot of recent activity..for those of you who have the Everything feature turned on...coming from me. I am making point folders. I am making ways for people to make points...I have 10 folders with 100 different pics in each one. Yes, I benefit from the points as well, but that isnt the point. I have closed the folders, until I can get all the pics loaded into each set of pics. So, the pic I am uploading shows, owner does not give you permission to view this....I dont want them rated until all pics are in the folder. The reason I am writing this.....I have several men coming to me....begging & getting pissed....cause I wont let them see the pics...when I tell them what I am doing...I am being rude too...or told to stop teasing. I am NOT a tease. Also, I do have NSFW pics on here. I have closed that folder. It is only open to those in my family. DO NOT ASK if you can be put into my family to see them...I will deny you. I will also more then likely t

15 Ways To Piss Off A Cop
1) SAY "WHAT'S WRONG OSSIFER, THERE'S NO BLOOD IN MY ALCOHOL?" 2) ASK HIM WHERE HE BROUGHT HIS COOL HAT 3) AUTOMATICALLY THROW YOURSELF ONTO THE HOOD OF HIS CAR 4) WHEN HE ASKS YOU TO SPREAD THEM, TELL HIM YOU DON'T GO THAT WAY 5) ASK IF YOU CAN BORROW HIS UNIFORM FOR A HALLOWEEN PARTY 6) ASK HIM IF HE FEELS LIKE A BIG MAN JUST BECAUSE HE HAS A GUN 7) ASK HIM IF HE BECAME A COP BECAUSE OF THE LOW I.Q. REQUIREMENTS 8) ASK HIM IF HE HAS A BROTHER NAMED BARNEY 9) ASK HIM FOR DIRECTIONS TO THE NEAREST DONUT SHOP 10) IGNORE HIM AND SAY "MOM TOLD ME NOT TO TALK WITH STRANGERS" 11) FART A FEW TIMES IN THE BACK SEAT OF HIS CAR 12) WHEN HE FRISKS YOU, MOAN LOUDLY "OH, BABY", "YEAH BABY" 13) PRETEND YOU'RE GAY AND ASK HIM OUT 14) ASK HIM TO HOLD YOUR BEER WHILE YOU GET YOUR LICENSE 15) PICK YOUR NOSE WITH HIS PEN WHILE READING OVER THE TICKET

Just Imagine
Scenario 1: Imagine yourself sitting in a theatre watching that man and woman dance(pictured above). As you're watching them dance, they suddenly come to a pause, standing still in their motion for a moment, three guys burst onto the stage from behind the curtains and run up to the woman. One man has a pair of scissors in his hand and kneels down behind the woman while the other men surround her with knives in their hands. The man with the scissors slowly slips the scissors up the small crease at the bottom middle of the woman's dress and cuts the dress from the bottom up to halfway up her back. The other men then cut the rest of her dress off on all the other sides until the dress was completely cut off clear up to halfway up her back. The men then cut off her panties and leave her to dance the rest of the way completely bottomless. Scenario 2: same as Scenario one except the men cut off the entire dress and leave the woman to dance the rest of the way absolutely and

Lets Offend Everybody
let's offend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: let's offend everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Body: Q. What's the Cuban National Anthem? A. Row, Row, Row Your Boat Q. Where does an Irish family go on vacation? A. A different bar Q. What did the Chinese couple name their tan, curly-haired baby? A. Sum Ting Wong Q. What do you call it when an Italian has one arm shorter than the other? A. A speech impediment Q. What does it mean when the Post Office's flag is flying at half-mast? A. They're hiring Q. Why aren't there any Puerto Ricans on Star Trek? A. Because they're not going to work in the future either Q. What do you call a Mississippi farmer with a sheep under each arm? A. A pimp Q. Why do Driver Ed classes in redneck schools use the car only on Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays? A. Because on Tuesday and Thursday, the Sex Ed class uses it. Q. What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? A. The southern zoo has a description of the

Right Now
I am so bored I have been cleaning up all day from yesterday's party and had plans tonight but I changed them. Now I am finished cleaning and have nothing to do. Holidays should be shared no matter which one they are who agrees?

The Great American Santa Sale
SANTA NEEDS YOUR HELP! ...again... Click this picture and FAN ADD & RATE BELLADONNA! (you know you wanna) PLEASE HELP SANTA'S FAVORITE NAUGHTY LIL HELPER Be sure to Add/Rate/Fan the Santa too so you get coal in your stocking! @ fubar

Ja Rule "put It On Me" Lyrics
I effing love this song and musicjesus.com didn't have it :( I'm uber peeved! Does anybody know of a site that supplies you with singular music codes aside from musicjesus.com? :P This blog feels mighty incomplete! JA RULE LYRICS Put it On Me [Ja Rule] Where would I be without my baby The thought alone might break me And I don't wanna go crazy But every thug needs a lady [Ja Rule] Girl it feel like you and I been mourning together Inseparable, we chose pain over pleasure For that you'll forever be a, part of me Mind body and soul ain't no I in we (baby) When you cry who wipes your tears When you scared, who's telling you there's nothin to fear Girl I'll always be there When you need a shoulder to lean on Never hesitate knowing you can call on, your soul-mate And vice versa, that's why I be the first to See Jacob's and frost your wrist up Now you owe me, I know you're tired of being lonely So baby girl put it on me [Chorus 2X: Ja Rule] Where would I be

The Pain I Have......
the pain still cuts me even tho i know it is thru. i can still feel the knife blade cutting, like the wound was still brand new. magical lies were told to me and i beleived every one imagine my suprise now that all the magic is gone. nothing left but lies and tears for something that i could not control. all that i have left to show for it is this pulsing, gaping hole. maybe i will bleed to death when no one is around. maybe it will come swift and never make a sound. wishing for death is one thing but recieving is the plan becoz that is all that is left for me since i will never again hold ur hand.

What U Mean To Me
You . . . Are the beginning of every day. You . . . Bring happiness and warm feelings Each and every time I feel down. My thoughts are of you constantly. Time stands still when I cannot hear your sweet voice. When I go to sleep at night, In my mind, you are the one lying beside me. My dreams are of us and when I wake, I feel your presence. You are the beacon that draws me, Like a moth to a light. Your kind words are a blessing to my ears. Your unselfishness is a trait that many strive for, Coming naturally to you. Though you may feel down at times, You still have kind words to share Cheering others up. When I tell you these three words, Know they come from the heart: "I love you" and everything about you.

Mans Best Friend
A dog is truly a man's best friend. If you don't believe it, just try this experiment. Put your dog and your wife in the trunk of the car for an hour. When you open the trunk, who is really happy to see you!?

Double Ugh
I just re-wrote my entire about me section. It took me a good hour. When I went to post it I got the famous internet explorer page cannot be displayed. There are few things that make me want to scream a stream of curse words, but that message will do it everytime. MOTHER TRUCKER!!

Offensive Chocolate
I've never thought of myself as offensive but everyday I talk to people at lunch, they're the same people but two of them can find me offensive at times. One of them finds me rather intriguing, he's a year younger than me but he always says my stories are not what he's used too. The other one just says I'm crazy. So one day I shut up and listened to them talk, the four of them talked about math, worrying about college, how they hate working since they've never had to work before and one of them even said that *gasp* his mom had made him put up the laundry. I wish I've lived the lifestyle they have but at the same time I've learned to change my oil, what my car needs - 10w-30 and a 36-82 filter, and I've been able to gut a deer, shoot a shotgun, fish, change a tire, get a lil dirty and now that I'm in the Navy everyone says I cuss like a sailor, which I always have, but it's never bothered anyone before. But now that I'm eating with the refined, two of them have asked me to refrain from

One
My heart belongs to One. My soul belongs to One. my words belong to One. My life belongs with One. My love belongs to One. My thoughts belong to One. My every move belongs to One. My emotions belong to One. My fears belong to One. my sacredness belongs to One. My anger belongs to One. My heartache belongs to One. My loneliness belongs to One. My everything belongs to the One I love. Written by... Megz

Things I Realized When Drinking.
1) Traveling 55 miles in 25 minutes? Not safe (in my case, I shouldn't ride at 110 on the freeway). 2) Green booze makes your lips turn green. 3) Sometimes when you have a headache... pills, booze, and even excercise can't cure it. Only time will. -Rafael

Surgery Tomorrow
WELL YOU GUYS iM HAViNG SURGERY TOMORROW @ 9 30 AM SO PLEASE LEAVE ME SOME LOVE... i KNOW THAT WiLL DEF. PUT A SMiLE ON MY FACE... i WiLL BE ON EiTHER TOMORROW EVENiNG SOMETiME OR WEDNESDAY FOR SURE... i LOVE ALL YOU GUYS XOXOXO MaNNa

Helping Out ...
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=939731691&idx=22 120, 000 I'm about to be there rate help!! i need bomber AND everything that means help on it! IF YOU COULD JUST DROP A RATE ! PLEASE

Why?
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

As Days Flew By
AS Days Flew By The very first time I saw you, Was special how we met. You took me by complete surprise. I knew my heart was set. As days flew by, we talked again, But you never seemed to care. I tried my best to help you out, By a favor here, or a favor there. Although I made a fast approach, Our friendship grew and grew. I realized how deep I cared, But the feeling I felt was new. In time I became attached to you. From a hug, I wouldn't let go. I soon saw how close we were, And the feeling was good to know. For you, I wrote sweet letters and songs. You were on my mind all day. The thought of sleeping was nowhere near, Unless I knew you were alright. It hit me then, what I was in - A unique and precious love. For the person I said was only mine, Was an angel sent from above. The minutes without you turned into days, And the seconds with you flew fast. I could only wish to see you more, And make each moment last. The times I spent with you,

Dreams
And in her dreams she is happy She is with that guy the one who makes her world perfect. When things go wrong he holds her and sings her a song. Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where that guy does not exist and she is alone in this world. And in her dreams she smiles She has the best of friends who are there until the end. When she is no longer strong they are always there to help her along Suddenly it all fades away and she returns to the dark depressions of reality where those friends do not exist and she is alone in this world. And she wants to stay forever in her dreams But in the end she returns... Returns to the dark depressions of reality once again. By:Me

God Is My Refuge
In Psalm 62:5,6 NKJV the psalmist refers to the Lord as "my rock." "The rock" refers to a place of safety, a place of refuge and shelter, a secure and safe place where you can go in time of trouble. When David wrote this psalm, no doubt he was frightened as he was being pursued by King Saul, who was seeking to kill him. Saul at this point had tasted of the Spirit of God, but the Lord had now left him. The psalmist declared his faith, saying, My soul, wait silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation: He is my defense; I shall not be moved. And who is this Rock? He is the Creator of the universe, the Lord God Almighty, the Alpha and Omega, the Beginning and the End, the One who created you and me. This is the One David sought as he walked in obedience despite the many threats that came against his life. In every instance, David trusted God to deliver him, and in His perfect timing, God did just that. He was his Rock, his refuge, an

My Diminishing Family Here
i'm really not sure why i post shit on this blog any more--some one once commented 'why don't your friends comment on your blogs'--hell i got 5000+ friends here and how many views 12--i try do do so much better with my friends' blog but --i don't know if anyone gives a hoot--but sometimes it's emotionallly pleasant to just do some house cleaning on now silly but once important sites well like this one.--i pretty much purged all they let me keep in my private message box--just reminds me of the sadness of how quick people come and then are gone from one's life--and that's sad and gives me a heck of a complex. and the family list--damn---the ones named 'midnight' 'buttons' and 'bekah' are there cause their named after my puppies and daughter--if there was a 'heidi' she'd be there too the other few are very special ladies who know of all my 'problems' yet still talk to me and send me love--maybe cause they look beyond the fact that i'm not perfect--and knew me before i went publi

Maya Angelou
Some Food for thought by Maya Angelou I just love this lady! She is just full of wisdom and she talks from her heart. That's what I like about Ms. Angelou, she is a geniune, kind, caring person. We should all follow in her footsteps. Maya Angelou said: "I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow." (Don't I know this! I have lived this sentence many times over) "I've learned that you can tell alot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled christmas tree lights." (on a rainy day I like to curl up with a good noval and read the day away. I have never had my luggage lost. As for the tangled christmas tree lights....years ago was one big cluster fu*k! haha now, I sit back and take my time and work them out.) "I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your pare

My Fu Owner Tinkerbell
My Owner Tinkerbell YAY!!!! my fu owner tinkerbell lost her old account. lets all r/f/a/ her and rate all her pics and stashes so she can make it to he godmother status. TinkerbellMN84 (MY ACCOUNT GOT DELETED PLEASE HELP)@ fubar This is my owner's top friends: "BARBARA"@ fubar > > ~PebblesinAZ~Co-Owned by Tappinit & Emanon! xoxo Co founder of THE FREAK SHOW! Woot! XOXO Read my Bl@ fubar > > Charmed82 is Owned by Drug Like Romance & briancojones@ fubar > > '1969' NO BLANK FRIEND REQUESTS ACCEPTED!!!!!!!!!@ fubar > > ~~SugarSpice~~ ¢¼ Dirty south Crew ¢¼ ~~BossLady Of Aces Up Lounge ~~~@ fubar > > "INFARRED"~~DIRTY SOUTH CREW 4 LIFE~~OWNER OF DOWNTOWN BOMBERS~~@ fubar Drug Like Romance¢¾R/L GF TO KenDoll < 3¢¾ S4L¢¾FU-OWNED BY KENDOLL¢¾@ fubar La Faerie Freak of FUbar@ fubar Drew *Fu-Owner of MYDNA!*@ fubar

Anouther Poem :)
Today… I need a little lift Today… I need to shed some tears Today… I need a little encouragement To remind myself the friends I do have in my life Do indeed love me just the way I am… Today… I need to remind those people in my life That I do love just how much they mean to me.. Today… I am telling you this I Love You…. You Mean The World To Me… I value our friendship I value our special bond we’ve come to have I value the fact that you and I can tell each other anything And we tell each other like it is. I Value the fact that you and I are similar in so many ways But our differences seem to only help us become strong and wise… So I’m letting you know I’m going to be your friend for life. Whether we are near or far apart. I will always be there for you Wherever this path may take us. I’m going to honor each moment we share. And I hope this bond we share will only deepen the more I get to know you… But I just thought I’d tell you in these small words How much you

Lmao!
OK, I commented on like 2 pictures of some random girl, and her b/f was apparently behind the computer. The convo that followed was just too funny not to post, I honestly could not believe I could bait him for over 5 minutes before he blocked me. Read from the bottom up of course. Enjoy :). babygirl_2008: fuck you ->babygirl_2008: ah...anger management issues...common in young growing boys babygirl_2008: dude you are really pissing me off ->babygirl_2008: tell me all about how having a small pee-pee makes u feel like less of a male ->babygirl_2008: little boy...wait...don't run away like that...u need to open up and express ur feelings babygirl_2008: fuck you good bye ->babygirl_2008: did ur step-daddy "touch u down there"? ->babygirl_2008: but all little boys are...tell me how u got this way ->babygirl_2008: lmao!! god ur easy to bait babygirl_2008: dude you don't want me to come down there ->babygirl_2008: no, ur an insecure little boy babygirl_2008: fuck you ass

How I Truley Feel
WHO WILL CRY? If tonight I die, Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

Dbc
Okay it has been brought to my attention that some of the DBC are questioning me again as to if i want to be apart of it all. The answer is yes i am a part of it and will always be. I love you all very much and you are my family. I have had a whole lot of shit on my plate with my home life and my kids. So if you have any doubts then please come to me and not spread them over fubar. ^5333333333333333/^54444444444444

Perverts
omfg...just because i post myself all naked and shit...does not mean ppl need to blow up my shoutbox and fill it with perverted questions and shit..ill take a compliment like any other person..but wtf...im not a online whore who's here help you jack off..if my pics are not enough....oh fuckin well..i dont want to talk to anyone like that. i have never been the type for sex chat..and no matter how hot i think some of you are..you will never hear it from me...i'm a little flirty, sassy and a bit cocky..but i will never be an online chat whore..so please keep your sexual feelings, and perveted minds to yourself...and to those who have not done this to me..i thank you for being real gentlemen!!!!

Feelin
Somedays i'm up and somedays i'm down. my life is a roller coaster of emotions. I think that this is really the only way that i know i'm still alive. Though i have to admit that sometimes i think that everyone around me would be so much better off with out me. i only hope that after i am gone that m kids will be well taken care of. No i'm not suicidal. don't freak out on me. just tired of feeling usless. i know it will get better. i just have to wait. 03/18/08

Poem I Wrote
WArning this is copyrighted...so if you use it steal it or try and publish it as your own...too late Ive already done it and you wont succeed....yes Im a published poet and author City Life ...(+0) ...(+0) Jul.31.2006 8:08pm edit Title: Body: Format this entry for me. (Adds 's to your line endings.) Do not format this entry for me. I look around... Hollow homes And dead city nights Isnt anyone alive anymore? I ask...knowing the answer Death and nothingness I strain my ears while I drive to hear the wind in the leaves I leave the window open at night so the gods lullaby of Night crickets sings me to sleep I drive around town Noise Not even white Noise Just mindless useless chatter of nothing Why? Give me the roaring sound of the Gods Give me thunder in its brilliance Give me the water as it crashes along the shore Give me a doe as she eats a single blade of grass at a time I was never one to fall in with societys fri

Poetic Image
Dreams At Night When I dream at night With out you in my life I feel as if I have nothing else to loose With every painful breathe I take I see such emptiness Left ahead Nobody ever told me It could hurt so much I feel so twisted up inside With me mind all turned around Im unknowingly hurting all around me When i hold my walls up so high To affraid to lot any others in Affraid of constantly lotting others down With my head continously in the sky I look down at myself from above With a shameful sight an the look of despair I must admit I look so lost an confused Constantly hoping this will not be till the end

Poetic Image
my love will go on day after day with the memories of you going thru my mind no matter what comes between us no matter how far we grow apart my heart will always flutter when i see your smile i will love you faithfully an hold my heart true thru all the fierce struggles of life i will wait for you when the write moment may approach no matter how my heart my break nor how bad the pain my feel my mind will never change cause i know i need your love in my life an i will go the distance to prove it to myself an you

Smoking
I was a pack a day smoker. When it got down to five or less cigarettes and I had no way to buy more, I would have a full fledged panic attack. I even had that attitude as some point that: 'hell, we're all gonna die some day, I might as well choose how.' Up to the point where I was laying in the hospital with multiple Pulmonary Embolisms (blood clots) in both lungs. I looked over at my 4 and 6(at the time) year old kids and realized that I had the wrong idea. All it would take is one of those things to move to my heart or brain and I would be dead. No warnings. My kids would be without a mom. For that matter, without anyone since I am all they have. I was in pain every day, breathing was so difficult to do. I spent 3 days in the hospital getting daily shots of blood thinners. I even had to give them to myself when I got out of the hospital. Once I was home I still had a hard time breathing, and so little energy. It hurt so much they had me on narcotics to get through

You Need A Life!!!!
Wow, so people need to get a life!!!! I guess it's what, come down to this, that you can't joke around with your friends anymore in anyway even if it's a little suggestive in nature cause Oooo, what's that, "SOMEONE'S WATCHING WHAT YOU DO"!!!! People are pathetic, truly!!!! I love how it only seems when I joke around with my friends people have problems but other "so called people" can be down right obvious about the suggestions and it's perfectly fine!!!! Here I got an idea for yer asses take a flying leap and while you're there, why don't ya pull that stick out of yer A** and get La*d and soon, cause apparently you have nothing to keep you occupied so you ain't sticking your nose in other people's business!!!! People run their mouth so damn much about sh*t they know absolutely nothing about and cause all sorts of UNWANTED AND UNEEDED DRAMA!!!! Get A LIfe Drama Queens!!!! You Obviously Need The attention, But Go Find It Somewhere Else and Stay Out Of Other People's Live

Paz Sin Fronteras ( Peace Without Borders)
This past sunday March 16th , there was a concert on a bridge linking Venezuela and Columbia .The music joined the 2 nations following political drama between the two South American countries .

Easter And Recipes!
ok i'm looking for recipes with lamb or ham or anything you usually do for easter as special food i'll accept all the recipes you have for easter :) sweet stuff too!! it's my first easter far from my family (parents and sister)... yes i had others before with maybe only my mom or my dad only, but this time is different: none of them will be here... and as well i'll spend it with my boyfriend (my other didn't call me or invited me for this easter) i want it to be special, not only for me, but for him too :) thankies for all the recommendations!

Ok, So Some Of You Might Think This Is Lame...
But I kinda fell backward into the job of incubating some chicken eggs. My mother has three chickens as pets in her yard and bought some fertilized eggs to incubate so she could add more chickens. Then she decided she'd just by a couple chicks and not incubate the eggs (she even thought she'd just throw out the eggs). I love animals and have raised kittens, puppies, squirrels, baby birds (handfed domestic kinds for pets), and horses. I wouldn't hear of having her throw out the eggs so I said I'd take the incubator home and see what I could do. Neither of us had incubated eggs before - I had always let the mother birds hatch the babies for me. Sooooo, I candled the eggs last night after thinking there were no good ones (one had gone VERY bad last week and had to be thrown out). I was shocked to see two eggs with chicks moving inside! There are a few others that might be good too, so I'm completely stoked about it! One of the good eggs is for a rare breed of chicken called a Bar

No Air (lyrics W/ Video)
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air If I should die before I wake It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like living in a world with no air Oh I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave My heart won't move, it's incomplete Wish there was a way that I can make you understand But how do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe [ Chorus ] Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gon' be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air whoa No air, air no No air, air whoa No air, air I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real But somehow I'm still alive inside Yo

Wicked Priest
Do you want to have a Fu-Wedding better than most so called "real" weddings?? Then hire the best Priest on Fubar.... Wicked Priest...WickedPriest@ fubar Fan...Friend and Rate him too Listen....you never know when you're gonna need a good Priest.....

Wtf News Story
WICHITA, Kan. (AP) - Deputies say a woman in western Kansas became stuck on her boyfriend's toilet after sitting on it for two years. Ness County Sheriff Bryan Whipple said it appeared the 35-year-old Ness City woman's skin had grown around the seat. She initially refused emergency medical services but was finally convinced by responders and her boyfriend that she needed to be checked out at a hospital. "We pried the toilet seat off with a pry bar and the seat went with her to the hospital," Whipple said. "The hospital removed it." Whipple said investigators planned to present their report Wednesday to the county attorney, who will determine whether any charges should be filed against the woman's 36-year-old boyfriend. "She was not glued. She was not tied. She was just physically stuck by her body," Whipple said. "It is hard to imagine. ... I still have a hard time imagining it myself." He told investigators he brought his girlfriend food and water, and asked her every day

My Band The Jfx
HEY THIS IS THE PLAYER FOR MY BAND THE JFX! YOU CAN DOWNLAD ANY SONGS YOU LIKE AT REVERBNATION.COM THE BAND NAME thejfx! IM THE SINGER AND SONGWRITER..FEEL FREE TO BECOME A FAN IF YOU DIG MY MUSIC THANKS DJ JONNY RED

You Looking To Model?
If you are looking to start modeling or acting, I might be able to help you get your foot in the door (be nice.) It all depends on what you want to do, what the Industry allows you to do, and what these agencies/entertainment companies want. So, if you're nice, let me know what kind of modeling/acting you think you would be good for. Fashion/Runway Prints (pictures) Promotional Nudes Adult Or anything else.

For One Person In Particular...don't Take My Kindness For Granted!
What is your definition of a friend? Why would you befriend someone and then just stop talking to them? Using the excuse you're too busy but yet you're able to talk to your other friends and even come online but can't talk to someone who's been there for you. Why do people take kindness for a weakness and then use it to their advantage? Just know this...one day that kindness will come back to haunt you cause I can be just as much of a bitch as the next and when you are left alone and need someone to turn to...there will be no one there! Take this to heart...and you know who you are.

Please Come Help Me 21,000 To Go For My Happy Hour
please take a few mins of your time to come leave some comments if you can spare like 100 for me i will be sure to rate you back with 100 11s just let me know when you have left 100 comments and then ill return the favor sound like a good deal i thought so to lol please and thank you very much

Bomb Me Baby & F/a/r/c Mz Chaos!!
Watz up Fu's!! I'm n Mz. Chaos's 100K Fu-Bux Give-Away & I'm calling on all Fu's to help me out! Most comments by the 22nd of March(Sat) @ 6pm wins 100K in Fu-Bux! So come on & support ya girl, just click on tha pic, Rate it & bomb it 'till ya can't no moe!!☺¢¾ Thanks for all the help I've recieved so far! Wish me luck Fu's!!!¢¾ ANGELNDISCEYES

Thinking
I taste salt from the sea spray upon my lips The waves bounce around like they are doing a crazy twist The white foam swirls around my feet As I walk in solitude along the beach Thinking of things that one may have been Of dreams not done, of a life not well spent The sand running between my toes Reminds me of places I've wanted to go Things I have seen ,places I shouldn't have been Of things that will come and things not as they seem Of motherhood that was lost Life and of death and of all in between The wind whispers a sweet melody in my ears Other times I hear laughter upon the air I have met bikers ,and monks in their brown cassocks Nuns ,and Fathers ( who I'm sure drank too much red wine) Race car drivers ,politicians , corporate ceo's Wanna be sugar daddies and some who just wanted ...well,you know!! For a while my life was a roller coaster road But of late I am more settled and sedate And I find that incredibly boring Yet still my lif

April 2nd
OMG!!!! In 14 days the love of my life will be here for good. It is amazing and proof that you can find someone who can change your life without even looking. Hannah will be changing her world to be with me and I love her dearly for it. I love you Hannah. You are truly my best friend, my soulmate and the one who will keep me smiling and make my heart flutter every day that i see you. Just 2 more weeks baby and there will be no more phone calls, computers and long distance trips. It will be you and me here every day, every night for the rest of our lives

Bored As Hell People And There Mumms
you know i get online once in a while just to chat with old friends and see how life is treating them but once in a while i post a mumm just to see what real people in this crazy world really think such as tonight i am really going to be single and it hurts after almost 14 yrs and 2 great kids . i posted a few things just to see how crazy this world has become , and judging by the responce with all the nasty comments i have gotten , it makes me wonder what my kids are facing and where this once beautiful place we call earth is heading sometimes it is nice just to hear from someone hey man it will et better rather then your a f@cking looser lol come on people wake up and look around

Please Bid
please go to my #1 friend click on her and you will see where it says auction you can bid there I am offering who ever wins #1 friend family memebr,fan you I will crush you and comment and rate you Thank you or you can go to bulletin and look for Oh Wow I will repost Bulletin till bidding is over

Love To Be...
I see you...... I feel you...... I hear you...... I know you...... You are my friend, my lover, my kindred soul; though so far only in my mind do you stroll I know one day this dream will be; not just a dream but reality.

Poem From My Heart
There once a boy his name was lil oy blue he only had this to say I have lost friends I have lost family I have lost lovers I maybe be broken hearted but I have atleast one important thing in my life that is a mind that never forgets the ones that ment the mot to me in my life and then I smile cause knowing that makes me happy so I geuss i can say im lil boy blue no more.

How I Got The Name "bubblewrap"
Ok, everyone is asking why the name “Bubblewrap”… :P Back in 2006 I took a little joy ride around the Western United States and stopped in Odessa, Texas before heading straight to Jackson, Mississippi. The ride was just less than 800 miles from Odessa to Jackson and it took me about maybe 10 to 12 hours to do it. Now when I got to Jackson MS I went straight to the Harley Shop and saw the Owner and let him know I had did my first Harley Road Trip and made it back on my own. He says “great, we leave at 8am for Odessa Texas at 8am tomorrow” for the Air Show. I told him I had just got in from there and my but was still sore. He said that I could go or stay home it was up to me. Well as we pulled into Fort Worth Texas my butt was really sore and I went into the store and ask the young lady there if they happen to have any “bubblewrap” and she said yes they had just got a fragile shipment in and handed me a bunch of it. I took it to my Harley and attached it to my seat to

Want To Be A Friend??? Please Read Esp If Youve Sent A Request....
I have been gone due to illness & surgery. Since I've returned I've been extremely busy with a backlog of fu-work. I WILL GET TO ALL OF MY FRIEND REQUESTS!!! Promise :D I'm still recovering too...So I cant be here 24/7. It may take some time but everyone I add as a friend I rate, fan, & leave comments. It's not a quick process-so just try to bear with me & ill have you added soon. Thanks for being patient... & to my friends, well....I will talk to you very soon if I haven't already! XoXoXo ~HPF

Erotica Vi "the Threesome!"
This is a stroke story, so if that isn't your sort of thing, this is your warning. This is more or less a true story, although I've naturally had to put a little artistic license in there. I can't really know exactly what's going on in someone else's head, or see everything at once. The names are fictional so that no one can get hurt. I did however write this for someone I know in myspace here. I hope you enjoy this, I know I did while writing it. Have a good day and One Love!................ Lynn's arms, curled around Angela's legs, with the palms against the blonde's inner thighs, tightened their grip. Nearly to her peak, Angela's body writhed under the redhead's flashing tongue. Lynn moaned into Angela's folds, wiggling her head back and forth to add to the stimulation. Angela's gasps grew louder, their pitch increasing steadily with the volume. Her hips bucked up toward Lynn's mouth, and her eyes closed tightly. Perched on the edge, she cried out, "Oh god -- yes! Oh god --

Rebel To Fu-gee
Hey everyone, Rebel_128 needs a little less 10k to level up. Let's go help him level by rating pics, leaving comments, etc. He needs our help to get to Fu-gee. Thanks! Rebel'sAngel Click on the pic to take you straight to the profile! ~Rebel_128~

The Mircale Of Love
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE You are My Sunshine, My only Sunshine' (Be prepared to get watery eyes!) Like any good mother, when Karen found out that another baby was on the way, she did what she could to help her 3-year-old son, Michael, prepare for a new sibling. They found out that the new baby was going be a girl, and day after day, night after night, Michael sang to his sister in mommy's tummy. He was building a bond of love with his little sister before he even met her. The pregnancy progressed normally for Ka ren, an active member of the Panther Creek United Methodist Church in Morristown , Tennessee . In time, the labor pains came. Soon it was every five minutes, every three, every minute.. But serious complications arose during delivery and Karen found herself in hours of labor. Would a C-section be required? Finally, after a long struggle, Michael's little sister was born. But she was in very serious condition. With a siren howling in the night, the ambulance rushed

Idk
me and my friends are going to the movies this thursday and we were all suppose to ask a guy to come and they all want me to ask this guy i no tht i tlk about all the time but i am to scared. so idk if i will. i was gonna last night but i tlked on the phone to lone and when i got off it was like 10 sumthing. i dont no if i want to ask him cuz i dont no if he likes me and i dont want it to weird between us. SO SHOULD I ASK HIM PPL?????

What Lies Beyond These Tears?
What lies beyond these tears? A woman who hurts deeply from the outlying skin into the depths of her inner soul..... A woman who some know, who some will never know... A woman who looks in the mirror with an empty soul looking back..... A hollow body standing there empty behind those hazel green eyes..... What lies beyond these tears? Will my heart ever mend? Will my tears ever end? What lies beyond this lost soul? Searching, wishing, to collapse into a deep dark hole...... The pain is to much to bear...... the hurt is far too great to continue to carry this weight..... What lies beyond these tears? Shattered and broken through many years, is this finally my breaking point? my end? My heart may never mend.... What lies beyond my tears? A woman about to end all her fears......

50 Questions You Don't Care To Know The Answers To.
1. Do you like blue cheese? Nope 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Every Damn Day, can't you tell? 3. Do you own a gun? Nope 4. What flavor do you add to your drink at sonic? Cherry... sometimes they mistakingly put "cheery" in my soda. None of that shit. 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Good god yes. 6. What do you think of hot dogs? Pe.... Ohhh too easy.. 7. Favorite Christmas song? Fuck. That. I hate Christmas. 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? Morning? I prefer to drink the blood of the ones who have awoken me if I have to get up before ten. 9. Can you do push ups? HA! 10. What do you order at starbucks? I have better things to spend money on. 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? My necklace 12. Favorite hobby? Hair, hair, and I kind of like doing hair 13. How do you eat your eggs? However you want to make them for me with a side of smile. 14. Do you have A.D.D.? no, I have s.u.b.t.r.a.c.t.

Just Another Day...
Hi everyone, Today is Wednesday, March 19th. I'm at work, like always. I'm trying to keep myself from falling asleep. There's not as much to do today as there was yesterday, so I'm working kinda slowly today. That way, I always look busy...lol. Well, I'm going on vacation next week. It's a much needed break from everything and everyone. Only a few people know where I'm going and when I'll be back, which is the way I want it to be. I may even turn my phone off, who knows. Well, I guess I'll say adios for now!

Twiztid Show.
Ah the Twiztid show...sadly I was dissapointed. First off my homie wasn't able to get in the show but I think what was more disappointing was the lack of love from the family, I had guys punching me in the back calling me a bitch telling me I wasn't able to leave the mosh pit for the most part sadly to say most of them were rude and stuck up I felt like I wasn't even at a show of lo's and lette's. Other than that I made the best of it I got to see Booondox for my first time which was pretty fresh. But other than that I was just dissapointed by the lack of love I had seen. Anyways I know I won't be going back up to seattle anytime soon for any concerts that's for sure. Hopefully if darklotus is close to our state it won't be so bad. Anyways I'm out I'm sore and tired as shit. Peace out! MMFWCL!

Its All There
I WONDER: DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY MUCH I TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP ABOVE ALL ELSE DOES HE KNOW I CAN SAY I DID IT ALL ON MY OWN NOW DOES HE KNOW THAT EVEN IN HIS DARK MOODS, HE STILL MAKES ME SMILE DOES HE KNOW HOW VERY VERY SCARED I AM TOO DOES HE KNOW HOW RESPONSIBLE HE IS FOR THAT GLOW ON MY FACE, THE ONE THAT NEVER LEAVES ME DOES HE KNOW THAT SOMETIMES WHEN I GET THOSE TEARS IN MY EYES, ITS NOT THAT IM SAD, IM JUST OVERWHELMED DOES HE KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH HIM DOES HE KNOW HOW HARD I FOUGHT IT DOES HE KNOW THAT IM NOT RUNNIN ANYMORE DOES HE KNOW HE MAKES ME GIDDY AS HELL DOES HE KNOW IM NOW STRONG ENOUGH TO GO AFTER WHAT I WANT NOW DOES HE KNOW HE IS WHAT I WANT DOES HE KNOW HOW OFTEN I THINK OF HIM DURIN THE DAY DOES HE KNOW THAT NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL NEVER LEAVE HIM, FRIENDS FOREVER BABE DOES HE KNOW HOW EMBARRASSED I AM TO GET ALL MUSHY ON THIS DOES HE KNOW I DO IT FOR HIM DOES HE KNOW I UNDERSTAND THE DARKNE

Not New - Just News (i'm Sure The Central American Natives Have Known This For Centuries)
Salvia is being targeted by lawmakers concerned that the inexpensive and easy-to-obtain plant could become the next marijuana. Eight states have already placed restrictions on salvia, and 16 others, including Florida, are considering a ban or have previously. "As soon as we make one drug illegal, kids start looking around for other drugs they can buy legally. This is just the next one," said Florida state Rep. Mary Brandenburg, who has introduced a bill to make possession of salvia a felony punishable by up to five years in prison. Salvia divinorum is a species of sage (the genus Salvia). There are approximately 1000 species of Salvia worldwide, but Salvia divinorum is the only vision-inducing species known. Salvia is a member of a very large family of plants known as the Labiatae. Because mint is a well-known member of this family, it is sometimes referred to as the mint family. Salvia divinorum makes a beautiful house plant, and it can be grown just for that reason, but most peopl

Another Reason Why The *&#@*# Movies Are So Expensive!
thestar.com — Popcorn's getting more expensive as corn is increasingly used for ethanol production. At the same time, concessions keep movie theaters afloat. Would you like butter with that? posted on digg.com

Update On My Sergery March 27th.
Well As A lot Of U Know I'm Going In 4 Surgery March 27Th. I Might Not Be Online 4 A Couple Days. I'm Going In 2 Get My Gal bladder Removed, Do 2 The Fact That My Doctor Has Found That I Have 2 Stones The Size Of 5CM Each.

Standing Fubucks & Blingys
I have decided to offer my friends, fans, family and all of Fubar a Standing Fubucks and Blingy offer! Here are the ways to either get Fubuck or Blingys from me: 1. Rate AND comment 150 pics and get a blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} or just rate 350 pics w/ no comments. 2. Rate and comment 100 Pics and get 10,000 Fubucks. Per set that u do this can be done daily and as much as you wish...or rate 200pics w/ no comments. 3. Rate 350 of my stash and comment...get a Blingy of your choice. {excluding the necklace} 4. Want an easy 50K...buy me a blingy pack! YOU MUST EMAIL ME WHEN U HAVE DONE THIS...DO NOT SHOUT BOX ME. YOU NEED TO EMAIL ME WITH EACH SET YOU DO AND ALSO WHICH BLINGY YOU WISH TO HAVE. ***Blingys will be given out during HH...so that we both can get 2,000 instead of 1,000. This offer is standing and can be found either in a bully or my blog listed under *Standing FuBucks & Blingys* {{hugs}} Jess aka: Shadow Brought to you by:

Upcomming Divorce
As some of you know I have been working on my divorce for over 2 years. He has done everything from refusing to sign the papers to having his attorney as the judge for 30 days to prove to everyone that he has changed. Now this is the same guy that hit me, chose drugs over his family, and would not seek any kind of help. Well now all of the sudden I looked in my mail box and was excited to see that he finally signed the papers and his attorney dropped him so he really dont have a reason to fight me on this. My aunt, who is my attorney, filed the papers today so in about 60 days I will be offically divorced and cant be happier about it.

Useless Info About Me!
-> Full name = Kristen Marie. -> I'm a make-up junkie. -> I'm incredibly moody. -> I'm an incredible messy person. -> I speak Pittsburghese fluently. -> I only have a few BEST friends. -> I want to drive a tank before I die. -> I hate rain. -> I like snow, but not driving in it. -> I could probably sleep my life away. -> I refuse to take medicine. -> I suffer from migraines. -> I love balls. -> Bouncy balls, pervert! -> I'm probably the worst singer ever. -> Generally, I'm late for everything. -> I love being completely random. -> Taking pictures makes me happy. -> I hate pictures of myself. -> I will eventually get a few tattoos and piercings. -> I'm addicted to Starbucks. -> I love rainbows. -> McD's Iced Coffee makes me very happy. -> My birthday should be a holiday. -> I love Tinkerbell. -> I love Thumper, from Bambi. -> I'm a die hard Steelers fan and no one can change that. -> I want 2 kids; 1 boy and 1 girl. -> I die my hair more often than I should.

I Will Be Your Slave
Would YOU like TO own me for a month? BID on me and YOU can. we can do anything YOU want if YOU own me. I am your Slave for a MONTH!!! Just click the picture link will bring you 1 step closer to having me all to yourself You Could Be MineBy Guns N' RosesBest Video Codes

Epic Victory!!!!
AIGHT, THE MOVIE STORE JUST HAD IT'S BIGGEST SALES DAY EVER TODAY!!!! A COUPLE CAME IN FOR MOVIES, T-SHIRTS, AND POSTERS ALL VINTAGE ALL HARDCORE ITEMS BECAUSE THIER TWIN SONS ARE GRADUATING FROM FULL SAIL COLLEGE. NOW GET THIS THEY BOUGHT $43,896.23 IN STUFF FROM MY STORE!!!! THEY BOUGHT JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING I FUCKING RECOMMENDED FROM THEM!!! I GOT THEM TO BUY JUST ABOUT EVERY AUTOGRAPHED POSTER, INCLUDING ALL THREE OF THE STAR WARS AUTOGRAPHED POSTERS FROM NEW HOPE, EMPIRE, AND JEDI!!! INDINA JONES, BREAKFAST CLUB, PULP FICTION TAPES SIGNED!!! ALMOST EVERY T-SHIRT IN THE STORE, AND THEN THEY INVITED ME TO SET UP ALL THE SHIT AND HOST A MOVIE WATCHING EVENT FOR THE LUCKY BASTARD SONS!!!! SO ON TOP ON THE MONEY I MADE TODAY, I'M ALMOST GOING TO GET ANOTHER 20GRAND JUST FOR HOSTING THE KIDS FUCKING PARTY!!!! I'M SO FUCKIGN HAPPY!!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK YEAH!!! SOMETIMES SHIT JUST GOES RIGHT!!!! I'M GOING TO GO CELEBRATE!!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND DANCING LIKE A MOTHERFUCK!!

The Arrival
The Airport Anticipation. I can feel my heart beating faster and faster. Even worst, i am starting to feel more aroused. Why is this so? I know why. Her plane will be arriving very shortly. I am mad nervous. I don't want her to think i brought her out here just to have mad, passionate sex with her. That is not it, but i do hope it happens,....... a lot! Her plane landed twenty minutes ago, where is she? I guess she is getting her luggage. Is that her? No it is not. Oh, there she is. Look at her walking towards me, somehow in slow motion. Curvacious, lovely, blonde goddess coming towards me. She is wearin a low-cut, conservative white blouse, that clearly shows off her ample bosom. She has a long, shape forming blue jean skirt, that shows every curve of her luscious body. On her feet are a pair of smart, leather boots with a two inch heel that just creates her gait across the concourse. Coming for me. What do i do when she reaches me? I know i have said that i would gra

The End...........
I HAVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF IT AND AM TOTALLY THRU WITH IT ALL... Circling your, circling your, circling your head Contemplating everything you ever said Now I see the truth I got a doubt A different motive in your eyes and now I'm out I'll see you later I see your fantasy you want to make a reality paved in gold See inside, inside of our heads yeah, well now thats over I see your motives inside, decisions to hide Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong Headstrong, we're headstrong Back off, I'll take you on Headstrong to take on anyone I know that you are wrong And this is not where you belong I can't give everything away I won't give everything away Conclusions manifest Your first impressions got to be your very best I see you're full of shit and that's alright That's how you play I guess you get through every night Now that's over I see your fantasy you want to make it a reality paved in gold See insid

***
Why is it that the people that you feel the closest too are just full of shit?...I think I've heard every exuse as to why someone says one thing and really is doing another...In all honesty and to save face....why can't one just say...."You know what Shelly...She's hotter...and funnier....Your boring as hell and I don't want to talk right now..Your only good for one thing..and that is to build up my ego"....Now..see..how hard it that...I'd tell you in a heartbeat.. I just think at this age...People could be a little bit more mature than your average 7 yr old...

Starting Fresh, Starting Over.
Welcome to my humble little blog on Fubar. As the title mentions, this is a fresh start. I had a profile here on Fubar for quite sometime. Due to hatred, failed "relationships" and other matters, I felt it was time to start fresh and start over with a whole new account. So, here it is and here I am. I plan to post a lot of blogs, both personal and just random thoughts, about myself and what I am going through in life. I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them.

Dear Santa
Dear Santa, Yes, I know it's only March but I want to get my request in uber early. You see.... all I want for Christmas is to be a Toil Girl. http://www.toilgirls.com/toilgirl.html I promise to be a good bad girl for the rest of the year. :-)

Your Grandma Whooped My "fucking Pussy" Ass
This story goes back a few years.The movie Titanic came out and everyone and their dogs mother had seen it. Not me though - I hadn't watched it because I thought I was the baddest mother fucker this side of the Mississippi - and bad ass mother fuckers don't watch romance movies. I had great hair, a leather jacket, I listed to metal, and I was hard core. I would wrestle a mountain lion for street credit but there was no fucking way I going to see Titanic. A few months later the movie was breaking box office records, it was still at the theater and everyone was talking about how great it is and all that. I already had the idea that I was going to hate this movie. I just wanted to see it so I could be different than everyone else, and tell them all how much I fucking hated it. So one day I had the afternoon off work, and went to see Titanic by myself at this theater down the road. I buy my ticket and go into the theater, nothing out of the ordinary thus far. The place was

This Is Me
Strong, independent, soft spoken and vocal, with an unconditional accepting personality. All of that ensconced in love, empathy and respect, feistiness, gentleness and laughter.This is me. Who I am today. Not perfect in all things. Extremely capable of owning her own struggles and admitting her own flaws. Of which there are many. This is me. Who I am today.Emotional submission is NOT just be a dream and sexual submission is NOT just be a fantasy... because this is me. Who I am today. I am to be taken in whole doses... in my perfect and imperfect entirety.Or not taken at all. If you can't take on the entire package, in all of it's various wrappings, then you can't have the joy of knowing me as I will be tomorrow.This is me. This is me and who I am today.I am to be taken in complete doses.Or not taken at all.

The Elections
March 19, 2008 @ 5:28 pm #84 of 84 Maybe one day the people of the USA will band together and to decide to kick big business out of Gov, and limit the terms to 6 yrs for all, one time for life, Then average Jane or Joe could run for office and win, Give the Gov back to the people. *Steps off my soap box*

The World’s Oldest Occupation And The Media.
Well it's in all the news, that Governor for New York Elliot Spitzer quit his job due to having sex with known prostitute Ashley Alexandra Dupre. God bless them both. I mean it; if two people like them can't have any honest, open relationship and keep it out of the press then I fear for all relationships of the like. And by relationship I mean he gives him money, she gives him 'head'. Enough about the whore and the official, I'm sure everybody has heard enough of that story. My problem not surprisingly has to do with the governor's hypocritical stance or the fact that they call her a 'prostitute'. No. I have a problem with the media ranting and raving about the subject as a whole. Anybody see those reports on the local news lately? All the demonizing going on? I'm sure you have if you own a teevee. The current fad is talking about the horrors of the oldest of occupations known to man… and all the evils that spew forth and how it is ruining society. Man it must be a SLOW new

Please Help In A Giveaway
http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1332328&albumid=922785&i=59831155&idx=5 I am in a fubucks give away. Can you please rate my pic and if the person doing the give away, is not your friend, please rate/fan/add her/ TY If she is not a friend of yours, please r/f/a. Once she has accepted, please rate my pic. Thank you

Hot Sexy Marie For Hot Phone Fun ~~~~~~ Hot
HI, guys im hot sexy marie, im the lady of your dreams, im the lady next door so dont wait call me at 1-888-47-horny here is my link http://www.hornydesperatehousewives.com/marie.html 2.00 a min if you call me im sure to make you melt, thats why they call me hot sexy marie

Rip Tommy Brown Senior
Death becomes a Reality i never thought about it, it never crossed my mind, i got a call the other day, i couldnt imagine what came my way, at first i wasnt sure all she said was, i really need to talk to you, a thousand thoughts ran through my head, we rushed to meet the unwanted news, i saw the look in her eyes, right then i new. she told me to get in the car an she locked the doors, What is it TEll me, sreaming an yelling, the pounding in my head grew louder my heart raced, I really dont want to tell you this, but your grandfathers dead, right then a sadness overwhelmed me, one of such that would turn your heart cold and make your feelings numb, as tears ran down my face, the screaming getting louder, my world started feeling colder, i broke away from her warm embrace, i didnt believe her,

Im Here
Well..... im here in Lost in the Woods!!! Actually been here for about 2 or so weeks.... livin on nothing....an handouts.... but im getting by cause i dont get paid til APRIL... oh well... Got internet in the room now... well as long as i can borrow someones laptop.... talk more some time soon... BUT IM HERE AN IM ALIVE!!!!

Time Stood Still
"Time Stood Still" Time stood still for a moment; A moment when two hearts meet. Two hearts meet with a destiny of love; A destiny of love for all eternity. For all eternity as one; As one heart beats. Beats as time stood still for a moment; A moment time stood still. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Clouds Of Heaven
"Clouds of Heaven" As I walk the lands of paradise. Many wonders I have seen. Remembering the words of wisdom. seeming to understand the Lords' promise. The land of milk and honey. How can anyone deny our Lord? His Holy book of his words. The promise of everlasting life. My Lord is King of all Kings. He is my rock when I am weak. I just ask for forgiveness,and my sins are forgiven and forgotten forever. He is the one that makes all things possible. From rainbows and sunsets, to shadows of darkness. Til dawns early sunrise, bound to the clouds of heaven. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Deserts' Paradise
Deserts' Paradise East of Egypt,West of Texas. Heat waves tumbling under the sun. Sweat beads rolling down. Lips thirsty for water of love. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Kisses of passion,hands of tender loving. Loving arms around me, holding me in paradise for all eternity. Highest point breaking,blazing hot,burning higher and higher. Mercury bursting at the top,flowing forever and ever. Sands of time stops in Deserts' Paradise. Temperature rising,fever burning hot,climbing high above all. My dreams of Deserts' Paradise. Rhoda Suzette Doggett Copyright ©2008 Rhoda Suzette Doggett

Help With Guitar...
Okay so my four year old son is apparently a natural so far with a guitar.. so now that I know this I need to buy him a guitar and get him in lessons only I have no idea what to get him for his first guitar.. Can anyone help me out with what I should buy for him?

Come Down To Me
Words fall out of my mouth And I can’t seem to trace what I’m saying Everybody wants your time I’m just dreaming out loud, I can’t have you for mine and I know it I just wanna watch you shine. Tripping up on my tongue, It’s all over my face and I’m racing Gotta get away from you Burning all the way home, Try to put it to bed but it chases Every little thing I do When the light falls on your face, Don’t let it change you When the stars get in your eyes, Don’t let them blind you. You’re beautiful Just the way you are And I love it all Every line, and every scar And I wish that I could make you see This is where you ought to be, Come down to me. Spell it out in a song, Bet you never catch on to my weakness I’m singing every word for you. Here I’m thinking I’m sly Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe You’re thinking what I’m thinking too When you see it on my face, Don’t let it shake you I know better than to try and Take you with me

Denial Of Love
Hey, i guess you can say i have strong feelings for someone. But the feelings are not truely returned, yet they say they are but actions dont show it. sometimes i wonder if its a mistake, am i in denial? Thinking that he is just doin this to push me aways or he just doesnt know what to do? He has been put thru hell just like i have, we understand eachother better than anyone else i know, but can i believe the words that i hear, or step away. My soul feels so lost and hurt. Many times i have truely wondered y me, like many people have i know. I have heard the words i love you enough to last a life time, but ones that are true, i dont know if i have. My heart aches with each passing day. Not knowing the truth, watchin his pain just causes more to mine.

All Hail King Ass Clown
So I have been on Fubar for about three days now. Yesterday was by far the wildest, wackiest, strangest internet experience of my life. I mean it. I'm at work, on lunch bored as sin so i log on. I'm looking at the pics scrolling across the top and I notice a very handsome man in an army uniform. So i go check out his profile. He SEEMS just about perfect. He says he's a single dad, a widower, former military service man, completing a master's program in history. We chat and he immediately goes into this line about how he wants something offline with me. So i decide to push the envelope. I tell him, i'm kind of talking to someone, but its just an online thing and its rocky. He doesn't care...zooms right on like it doesn't phase him. So then i decided to tell him every bit of the ugly in my past to see when he would cop to being full of it and running game. I tell him about growing up in Foster Care, how my stepfather was abusive, how my sister died, about my mom's drug pro

Still Trucking!
I have been with the same truck company for a year now. I only get to be on the computer when I am at my father-in-laws, or at my sister house. Which means I don't have a lot of free time on the computer, or much time at home. On the road it is a 24 hr. job, but the pay is ok. I just wish I could meet more like minded people. True friends are hard to find, no matter what a person does though. Hope to hear from some of you soon.

This Girl
i dnt know what 2 do ethier wait or not 2 wait.on this girl because i dnt wanna get wrap up in a blanket by anyone. but it is hard when ur not as close to them as u want 2 be. so i dnty know but i think ill wait 4 her 2 say sumthing. but the whole reason is be cuz i get attach eaisly. do u know how hard it is when u like a person and there is no way 2 know how they feel about u. i got alot of luv 4 u girl but i know just meet u 2weeks ago but damn when u text some 1 all night intill like 4 in the morring. u know i just dnt get it

Whats Really Going On?
Hey, this is Loe's sister again. What happened to all the people that were supposed to be writing him, keeping his head up? If he was out, you would be calling and emailing, etc. off the chain. (you know who you are) I'm not begging, but if you were his true friends you would drop him a line or two every once in awhile to let him know y'all haven't forgot about him. I'm done bitchin 4 now. I love my brother and y'all aren't playing him right. Here's the address once again. Lawrence Awoniyi 6C 417 South Calhoun St. Fort Wayne, IN 46802

For My Former Best Friend....
here's to my former "best friend" Jennifer, who thinks she is always right and who thinks she is better than me. I have to drive past her house every damn day. After all I did for you hun, you suck! Well you can tell ev'ryone I'm a down disgrace Drag my name all over the place. I don't care anymore. You can tell ev'rybody 'bout the state I'm in You won't catch me crying 'cos I just can't win. I don't care anymore I don't care anymore I don't care what you say I don't play the same games you play. 'Cos I've been talking to the people that you call your friends And it seems to me there's a means to and end. They don't care anymore. And as for me I can sit here and bide my time I got nothing to lose if I speak my mind. I don't care anymore I don't care no more I don't care what you say We never played by the same rules anyway. I won't be there anymore So get out of my way Let me by I got better things to do with my time I don't care anymore I don't care a

There's A Lighthouse
This world's not my home I'm a stranger to the storm Save me Where the race is quickest The tide runs strong Save me A big sky above me West winds blow Sailing long distance Breaking the foam There's a lighthouse Shining in the dark A lighthouse Standing in the dark All the world's a ship Shipwrecked on the seas Breaking up in pieces We're clinging to the reef There's a lighthouse There's a sky full of trouble Lifetimes and fear Save me Talking the soundings Now the tempest is here Save me And daylight is breaking On out-stretched hands Lost on the ocean Reaching for land

Old Survey
1. When was the last time you kissed someone? Does ass count? Cuz I have been kissing ass ALL DAY 2. How do you flush the toilet in public? By the handle, DUH 3. Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? As opposed to wearing a seatbelt while seated on my computer chair? Oh, wait. That could be useful for those particularly strenuous cyber sessions. 4. Name one thing that you start to get tense about if you are about to run out of it. Air 5. What famous person do you (or other people) think you resemble? Hong Kong Phooey. After all, I am the number one superguy! 6. What is your favorite pizza topping? Coochie, but getting a woman to sit on steaming hot mozzerella is a challenge. If it burns the roof of your mouth, what would it do to your ass? 7. Do you crack your knuckles? They are a lot better to crack than my nutts 8. What song do you hate the most when it gets stuck in your head? You got a brand new key. I friggin hate that song. 9. Did just mentioning t

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well its been one hell of a week!! went to er today!! lucky to have o broken bones!! one woman told me she loves me!! and another says shes found happiness with someone else!! got a new job wednesday!! almost got into an accident on way home from hospital!!!and got a new job offer in georgia!! now i have to decide if im going to georgia or staying here!! what a week!!

Bristol, Tn (long Read)
Ok...so last weekend I went to Bristol, TN to the race...which, by the way ended in a big cluster fuck Here's why: We head West on I-26 and two minutes into our trip, we are pulled over for going 80 in a 70 zone...luckily, we got out of a ticket...woo hoo After that, we recover, chill and punch eachother when we see a blue truck. After stopping at the Kozy Kitchen for some grub and the navigation lady telling us it's an unauthorized stop we head to the track. We meet up w/our Nascar friend and he takes us in....walk right onto the track and to Kenny Wallace's pit. All went well that night..... Saturday we get up, head out after fighting the shower (combination we never truely got the grasp of) and get to the track. It rains, it stops, it rains some more but finally get the race in and they get past the half way mark and can stop the race b/c it starts raining cats and dogs. Did I mention we paid $50 to park? Oh my hell So, we know that our friend will be a while

Why??!!
Ok so I friended a person on here. And chatted once n a while as a friend and this guy went psycho! Always messaging me and bugging me. I finally tell him off cuz I'm sick of his psychoticness and the fact he's trying to find where I live and such...stalking me...and it's getting kind of scary! I hope he gets the point and leaves me alone...but yeah before I block him he re-rates me a '1' and then makes remarks about me being a fat cow, ugly, a bitch, no wonder I'm single, etc...Um yeah maybe because of assholes and psychos like you make me stay away from committments! Regardless... http://fubar.com/user/1527769 Watch out for this guy ladies...he has some serious head issues! When I told him I was sick and used a sick day to stay home and rest he gave me shit about what I use MY EARNED VACATION TIME AND SICK DAYS FOR! Hello buddy you are a truck driver and supposed to be out on the road but for some reason you haven't worked in weeks?!?! Get a life! And not to mention t

Is It That Hard?
To be real? To be honest? To be YOU? Why are there so many fake people? Why do people try to be someone they aren't? Why do you have to tell "me what I want to hear" and assume that is ok and then change suddenly and confuse the fuck out of me? Is that fair? I am a very understanding person and I don't judge. I don't care who you are, just be honest about it. Don't pretend to like me in fear of hurting my feelings...I'm a big girl and can handle the truth! INEEDLOVE too but I don't need fake friends or fake people in my life. I've been doing just fine by myself all this time and I will continue to do just fine. Let's just keep it real ok?

From Matt Hardys Offical Myspace About Jeff
March 20, 2008 - Thursday Matt Hardy Offical Myspace Site http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=152686889 Seeing Jeff’s Tragedy Through My Eyes I was having a pretty standard "gotta fly out early and go to work tomorrow" Friday night. I was washing and packing clothes, booking my rental car, and writing bills to put in the mail on my way to the airport in the morning. Around midnight on Saturday, March 15th, I let my beloved pet dog Lucas outside to use the bathroom. As I stepped outside, I smelled smoke. I walked around to my garage area and could see huge flames burning through the woods. The large flames appeared to be very close to Jeff’s place, about a third of a mile away from my house. My first initial thought was that Jeff was burning either trash or a brush-pile. I then questioned my thought, considering how big the size of the flames looked. For a second, I thought it might be the huge ramp on Jeff’s motocross track or his old

World Cruise Boarding Pass Details
♫♪♫ ♫♪♫ Hello everyone, One of our newest members has made an official cruise boarding pass. If members would like 1, please click on that pic and contact Teresa. They look like this ... They do cast 5,000 fubucks or 100 rates, but aren't they cool/worth it? All crew members - please also click on the pic above as she has kindly made all of the crew 1 for free for all our hard work to keep this cruise a fun place to be a member of. They are in a Cruise folder. Thanks Teresa for taking the time to make them for us, they're great ;o) Thanks for reading Michelle xoxox

My Valuess
Sam, you're a Gentle Protector You've earned this title because as one who recognizes that you can make a difference in the world, you tend to be more mindful of your actions than most people are. You probably also find that you make concerted efforts to be helpful and giving to those around you. Because you like to feel that everyone is taken care of, you're one of those rare people who'll go out of your way to protect the vulnerable from harm. Whether a little old lady needs help crossing the street or a neighbor's cat is stuck in a tree, you're probably right there to lend a hand. You also seem clear about your responsibility to society at large. As a result, if you find someone doing wrong, you may go out on a limb and notify the authorities so that dire consequences can be prevented. Many Gentle Protectors also appear to be more personally concerned about situations that violate innocents' rights than many people are. If this is true for you, you may find yourself inv