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The Way I Was (lyrics)
The Way I Was :When i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away from this fucked up pain inside of mewhy?I am going through some changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up todayand i saw your facei knew there was something wrongi just can't get away with all these fucked up things i trytell me why?I am going through these changesi don't know what is going onsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter all the damage that i've causedi wish there was some way that i could put me back the way i waswhen i woke up today and i saw this placei knew there was something wrongsomething is happening to mesomething is happening to mesomething is happening to meit's too late to save me from myselfafter a

Hmmmmm Can You Beat It???
This is REALLY Cool!!! A new Digital version of the classic game with sound. This is so much fun !!! Click on the Tic-Tac-Toe link (below) to play. See if you can beat the computer... CLICK HERE: ......................TicTacToe

This Is So True And It Pisses Me The Hell Off
Financial planning 101 for our elected officials - This course should becompulsory!!!You have 2 families... "Joe Legal" and "Jose Illegal". Both families have 2 parents, 2 children and live in California ."Joe Legal" works in construction, has a Social Security Number, and makes $25.00 per hour with payroll taxes deducted."Jose Illegal" also works in construction, has NO Social Security Number, and gets paid $15.00 cash "under the table".Joe Legal.. $25.00 per hour x 40 hours = $1000.00 per week = $52,000 per year. Now take 30% away for state and federal tax. Joe Legal now has $31,231.00.Jose Illegal... $15.00 per hour x 40 hours = $600.00 per week = $31,200.00 per year. Jose Illegal pays no taxes.Jose Illegal now has $31,200.00.Joe Legal pays for Medical and Dental Insurance with limited coverage .. $1000.00 per month = $12,000.00 per year. Joe Legal now has $19,231.00.Jose Illegal has full Medical and Dental coverage through the state and local clinics at a cost of $0.00 per y

Shopping Trip
It's a slow afternoon at the upscale clothing store where you work. You knew I was going to stop by this afternoon so you decided to wear something a little more provocative than you would normally wear, but still professional. You've got a nice sleek just above the knee black skirt on, a cute little colorful button up top on. You knew it would kill your feet but you went with the knee high boots and thigh highs. Underneath there is a very sexy red thong and matching red bra waiting to be discovered should something happen. When I enter the store I see that you are in a sort of hidden corner of the store folding some things and putting them a way with your back to me. I take the opportunity to walk up behind you slowly and silently. While I'm doing it I look at the view, and I can already feel the need to have you growing in my mind . As I slide up behind you I wrap my arms around you as my head goes over your shoulder and I whisper in your ear “ Hi baby, did you miss me?

Busy Week Tgif
Wow I have had a busy week, and it isn't even Friday! Sunday, started feeling sick and went out with a friend to Club DJ's, before she got on a plane and went down to Mexico, without me the little punk! Monday, I was really sick, but still had to go to class and take a test on Form Factors and Power Supplies. Let me tell you I never wanted to know so much about voltages and watts and amps until I opened up the pretest and saw all the questions were mostly about them. Tuesday, I swear I was going to die! I spent most of the day either not being able to breath or whipping my nose. So that meant sleeping and staying in bed, also studying for a test on Processors and Chipsets. Oh and one think I learned that day, Chicken and Rice soup is not good, in fact I think I have to find out who came up with it and kick them. But hey I have a sister who doesn't mind stopping off at the store to pick up some stuff on her way home from work even though she is sick herself. Wednesday,

Jerry Springer, Russian Style
So, I'm on this Russian forum, and one of the women is a nurse in Moscow. She has a patient: a woman with AIDS, that just gave birth to a baby with AIDS. Her husband doesnt know she has AIDS, and it turned out via the paternity test that he is not a father. funny fact: when hubby and I are goin to Russia next year, he has to take a mandatiry AIDS test to get in :)

Us Army
I am A SOLDIER! Hey i don't want to sound like a complete ungrateful person however! I am a troop, I should be the one thanking you for your support! As a troop we appreciate all that you guys do on the home front! OK .. I am sick and tired of people assuming that I am a MILITARY JUNKIE and not realizing that I am a member of the US Armed Forces! Yea I know I am a weekend Warrior.. However I will be deployed one day and that day is sooner than you all think.I'm sick of chauvinistic pigs who say what your too pretty to be in the Army, your too sweet to be in the Armed Forces. Well damnit obviously I am not too pretty or too sweet cause I am in the Gdarn Army National Guard. I am in the one Military Occupational Speciality that Allows WOMEN on the FRONT LINES!Am I labeled this because I don't run my mouth like a sailor, or I don't run around like a barracks whore? What the hell is wrong with you people?I am PROUD to SERVE our NATION.. When that call comes.. THE United States of Am

Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough
LYRICS: I'm so fed up with everyone around meNo one seems to careI'm just so far gone and nothing's gonna changeI'll never be the sameIt's always do this, do that, everything they want toI don't wanna live that wayEvery chance they get they're always pushing me awayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughNo matter what I sayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to beIt's all so messed up and no one ever listensEveryone's derangedI'm just so fucked up and I'm never gonna changeI wanna lay it all to wasteThey're always say this, say that, nothing that you want toI don't wanna live that wayEvery chance they get they're always shoving me asideIt's never enough, no it's never enoughNo matter what I sayIt's never enough, no it's never enoughI'll never be what you want me to beI'M DONE!In the end we're all just chalk lines on the concreteDrawn only to be washed awayFor the time that I've been givenI am what I amI'd rather hate you for everything you areThan eve

Boy Girl Part 3
BOY: I saw her today GIRL: I saw him today BOY: It seems like its been forever GIRL: I wonder if he still cares BOY: She looks better than before GIRL: I couldn't stop staring at him BOY: I asked her how things were going GIRL: I asked about his new girlfriend BOY: I'd choose her over any girl im with GIRL: He's probablly really happy right now BOY: I couldnt look at her without starting to cry GIRL: He couldnt even look at me BOY: I told her I miss her GIRL: He doesnt mean it BOY: I meant it GIRL: He didnt mean it BOY: I love her GIRL: He loves his new girlfriend BOY: I held her for the last time GIRL: He gave me a friendly hug BOY: Then I went home and cried GIRL: Then I went home and cried BOY: I lost her GIRL: I still love him

Broken
Wasnt recognized, wasnt acknowledged, wasn't strongA lot of people tried to hurt me, tried to do me wronglots of times in a negative context I heard my nameLong ago I was whole, but I was never the sameEvery night when I go to sleep and close my eyesI can see myself fly, with birds and butterflies Like a proud eagle I soar over the land But I know that everything good must come to an end Waking up, still trapped in the same lifeless shell I dont need to die in order to go to hell My spirit was broken like a rotten tree I'll never beg for mercy sittin on one knee Again into slumber I plunge my mind My eyes are seeing, but I am blind Walking through the tunnel like a man with no sight Holding on to the walls, maybe in the end there will be light But nothing but more darkness was waiting for me There is no one as always to hear my plea I ask no questions, and no answers I hold In my mind there's a vacuum, my soul is ice cold I've folded my cards, tried to stop the game In the end it

The Dark Lover ( Vampires Song)
From the dark of the night I hear,Your call as you draw near.I open the window and await,The arrival of my dark mate.Yours is the beauty of the night,I'm just a moth trapped by your light.I want you as my dark wife,and for that I gladly sacrifice my life.Into my neck your fangs you sink,And of my blood you deeply drink,As you take what you need to live,Your own blood to me you freely give.When the last human in me does expire,and into darkness I am born Vampire.Children of the night we'll be,You, My love and me.With hunger for the blood we need,Together we will hunt and feed.For our own selfish sake,The life's of innocents we must take.And when in Tomb from daylight we do hide,I will lie contented at your side.and with a shroud used as a cover,I'll lay down with my DARK LOVER.

Cheater, Liar. Player!!!
oh what an interesting conversation between MY MAN & MY SO-CALLED DAUGHTER!!! WHILE HE & I WERE ON ANOTHER SITE DANCING HE WAS WITH HER HERE IN HER FUBAR LOUNGE. I WONDER WHAT THEY HAVE TO HIDE??? THEY BOTH BETRAY ME!!! Lilitha V: ***** Lilitha Tala V... has entered the lounge! ********** Lilitha Tala V... has left the lounge! ********** Lilitha Tala V... has entered the lounge! ********** ♥♥Kimberly♥♥/Fu... has left the lounge! *****Dragon's Keeper...: ok delete♥♥Kimberly♥♥/Fu...: no spaming delete♥♥Kimberly♥♥/Fu...: watch it boy deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Keeper...: deleteDragon's Ke

The Fourth Kind
The Fourth Kind I'm sure will get an array of mixed reviews so, I'll just start off by saying that I did enjoy this movie. It uses some very unique techniques while it shows the 'actual' footage while the film plays out in some instances. The movie does feel like a slow burn at times but I felt this kind of pacing was necessary. It makes the more intense sequences feel well...more inetense.I don't have much more to say about this movie but I do suggest going to check it out. It isn't as effective as Paranoromal Activity but it is very entertaining.

Eat Me
When I was little, we had various kiosks lined up along the street I lived on, so every day after school, or while playing with my friends, we would go and buy or steal different kinds of pastires and pies. We loved the meat pies, or chebureki, and always made sure to pick out hte greasiest ones. One day I was watching the news with my parents, and they said that several people were caught murdering homeless ppl, and making meat pies out of them to make money, selling them in kiosks. On the north side of Moscow, right where I lived. Needless to say, we did NOT eat any meat pies for quite a while. I guess the trned still continues... SUSPECTED cannibals killed a young man, ATE part of him and then sold other bits to a KEBAB house. Cops also believe the 25-year-old victim's body parts may have been used to fill PIES too. The trio of homeless men were arrested in Russia - accused of murdering the man with knives and a hammer. Prosecutors revealed: "After carrying out the cri

I Didn't Say It, Cameron Diaz Did...
“Most men are the same. They're only interested in fucking you and they don't care whether you're happy or sad. They just want to get on with their business in and out of bed, and they make you feel that you don't count except as their sex toy.” ~Cameron Diaz

Sex With My Internet Lover
I met you on the Internet. Isn’t that where everyone meets these days? One night we IM’d, and the chemistry between us was immediately obvious. I knew I had connected with someone who was deeply sexual, intelligent and Masterful! All the qualities I most admire in a man. It wasn’t long before we started talking on the phone. I like phone sex and have enjoyed several pleasant encounters this way. Until I started talking to you, that is. You would whisper to me, with your incredibly sexy voice, tease me, build me up, concentrate totally on my pleasure and then order me to cum, not just once or even twice, but over and over again, until I was completely sated, only then would you finally see to your own satisfaction. No one else I’d had phone sex with could match that, and I began to wonder what you would be like in real life! Six months later and here I was pulling up outside your house in a cab. My hands trembled as I knocked on the door. Last minut

Greatest Speech To A Woman In A Movie
Without you, I'm as lonely as an abandoned dog on the side of a highway. I have gift anxiety, even through I don't know when your birthday is. We can spend perfect days shopping and cooking together. I swear, I'll never make wisecracks when you scrape your tires against the curb while parallel parking. If you consent to live with me, I'll clean the toilet every week. I'll do it with my tongue if you ask. I will strike the words "hooters" and "love rockets" from my vocabulary. I'll love you. Even if your name is Mimi and you want me to pronounce it "May May". I will only pass gas underneath the covers and only under the direst of circumstances. Hell, I'll go on a low cholesterol diet. And I won't buy one of those red sports cars when I hit my mid-life crisis. Your parents can come visit us every week, even if your mom is a big witch with a capital B. And your folks don't have to go to a retirement home because they can come live with us. I declare, I'll separate the whites from the colo

Explanation To All My Friend, Family And Fans
To all my friends, family and Fans, I believe I owe those of you loyal and faithful members of AD an explanation as to why I decided to close AD. Over the past year.... I have met many challenges, and faced them all down and pushed on. I had put a lot of blood sweat and tears into AD and DZ radio, as had many of the staff. The problems is when you own a lounge, if you want it to be successful you have to delegate like any good business would. Then comes the next problem.... eventually there will be one or more that start thinking that they are what makes the lounge successful. They start thinking they can run it better, and they start forming cliques. As hard as you try to keep everyone happy and show them appreciation.... it will happen anyway. No amount of thank yous will ever be enough... the things you do to show your appreciation will be discounted and eventually there will be drama. In this case you had a group of about 4 or 5 people getting together behind the scenes and comp

Friendship
"Now friendship in those days was a bit different from what it is today; friends did not have to agree on everything and often agreed on practically nothing. They were people with whom you could argue all day and yet never get irritated or angry at all. In today's world we seem to have lost the real meaning of friendship. If someone disagrees with us, it is fashionable today to dislike them for it. This is silly and robs us of the best kind of friends we could find, for if we are always agreed with, we can never really have a serious conversation; we cannot learn from someone who agrees with what we say."from Jack's Life: A Memory of C.S. Lewis by Douglas H. Gresham

Important!!
If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man....Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together.. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home.No, he responded.Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home.Going to pick him up?No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Up

Ahhhh
So my boyfriend have dumped me today, after telling me how much he loves me, and how much he wants to be with me. I am really heartbroken, espcially now that I wont have any sex life at all. I prefer the real meat, if you know what I mean. All my toys just dont cut it for me any longer. I just wish I could meet a man who could satisfy me as much as I could satisfy him.

A Soldiers Christmas!
When writing out your Holiday cards this year, please consider sending one to a recovering American Soldier at Walter Reed. It will take just a few minutes of your time and yet it will mean so much to these men and women who have sacrificed so much for our freedom. Address to: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center, 6900 Georgia Avenue NW, Washington D.C., 20307-5001. PLEASE RE-POST! A great big TY in advance!

To Our Troops
Support our troops…. They are people that have volunteered to do that which we believe we cannot. Support our troops…. We sit here in our comfortable houses and enjoy our TV, our cars, free time at the local bar, community theatre, friends and family. They are there in the blistering heat, or arctic cold waiting for something to go wrong and to fix it for us. We do not even think about it and don't want to know. Support our troops…. There are some things that you do and don't do. They are told to do those things and are encouraged to like it so that they are desensitized to the brutality that they have to endure. Support our troops… Some politicians think of our troops as dollars in their wallets. Then again if they were like dollars in their wallets then we would not be where we are. He would know how precious each one is to them and would not want to part with a single one. Instead they spends them like our hard earned tax money that they know is not theirs, but spend t

Excuse Me?
I've seem some pretty repugnant things, and I can respect where a lot of people are coming from, but GeeZ O'Pete, I just saw a blast I can't believe. Somebody turn my head around, but it's my understanding this isn't supposed to be a 'dating site.' I dunno, I couldn't tell you how often I'm wrong, but this struck me. This guy http://fubar.com/user/102511 just had a blast and it says what? Ladies and no men? Tell me what that means. I'm not out to hurt anybody, but I want to understand. If that were my option, I'm not sure I'd want to take it. I figure if you want a date, go to a dating site, no? Am I wrong? I don't say "No gays, please." or "No Lesbians, please" or "no bi's yada, yada, yada." I figure it's a social site and I'm not going to slam the door in anyone's face. Maybe I'm crazy, but tell me how it strikes you. I'd be willing to hear an explanation from the guy who put up the blast, but somebody tell me something.

Cougar Relationships All About Fun
In Dating Jungle, Cougar Relationships All About Fun NEW YORK -- Darin Riggio has a thing for older women -- he dated his first "cougar" when he was a 19-year-old college student. She was 43. Since then, the 24-year-old who lives in Boca Raton, Fla., has dated women old enough to be his mom. "Women my age don't know what they want," said Riggio, ticking off his list of why older women are better. "Two, they are usually immature. Three, there's a lot of drama involved. Four, they don't have as much experience as older women." But Riggio, who was briefly married to a woman his age, said he probably wouldn't marry an older woman. He likes to date them more for fun. Cougar relationships may be hot in Hollywood -- from ABC's "Cougar Town" to celebrity couplings like Ashton and Demi and even a reality show, "The Cougar" -- but few women are married to men who are significantly younger. Dating experts say they have seen a rise in older women seeking younger men, but not necessarily

Sir Shamrock
He's very intense and comanding. He's very strict, yet fair, portective, caring, love, and patient. He's to be worshiped. He's very dominant, passionate, confident, and comanding. He's all about making sure the slave stays in line. He has this way of carrying himself where his slave drops to her knees without a word being said. He's very lucky. He loves, lusts, demands, comands, and mentors his slaves through their training. He takes FULL control of their lives give them an allowance, picking out thier clothes, making sure they take care of certain daily need suck as bathing, brushing teach, etc...

Preview Of "the End Of Death Series" First Book "death's Mercy"
When our...art first came to America people first thought it was a miracle. As the ages passed it soon became thought of as witchcraft the devils magics. During the age of Voodoo is was also considered a form of this. But in this modern age our art is far more complex. Some use our art as a form of income..be it helping the police or giving people a final meeting with those passed on. But these are the false bearers of our gift...it is far more than just simple tricks and bringing people back from the dead. Oh yes Necromancy has many forms this is the story of my gifts...the gifts of one who is truely adept in the ways of death and his dark coils... Jochame Forester sat with his head resting against another random cool bartop. His long thick coat drapped about his shoulders, his form covered in a very pricey very rich looking suit. Not at all suprising for one who gave "legal council" to people...if you could call his cilents people. Half the time he ended up defending something no on

Profile Rates
HEY YALL* I LOVE SHOWING LOVE TO ALL MY FANS & FRIENDS BUT ITS MUCH EASIER TO DO WHEN YOU HAVE A LIST (: SO IMMA TRY THIS IF YOU WANNA BE ONE OF THE PPL I RATE REGULARLY THEN RATE THIS BLOG BE SURE YOUR A FAN & COMMENT BELOW (: ILL BEGIN DOING PROFILE RATES ON EACH PERSON WHO COMMENTS THIS BLOG. THE FIRST 100 I DO IN EACH DAY WILL GET PROFILE RATES OF 11 THE REST 10. IF THIS LIST GETS REALLY BIG IT MAY BE A RATE EVERY OTHER DAY BUT I WILL TRY MY BEST TO DO EVERYONE EVERY DAY IM ACTIVE ON FUBAR (: THANK YOU GUYS FOR BEING MY FRIENDS & FANS

Emptiness
Alone in this world Searching for something not to be found Coming close, but yet so far Within inches it lays Reaching out to grasp Coming away with empty air Love once was near But with each passing of the sun Further and further it slides Away from touch or feel Emptiness in this world Is all that stands before The meek and lonely Shall perish without a trace Emptiness is all that is known No love allowed by those whom we trust No love allowed by whom we know Emptiness is all around This soul departed Not to be missed Along the cliff's edge Teetering on the edge Plumeting far below To the raging surf To disappear without a trace This emptiness shall fullfill This longing shall c

Love Is My Sin
By William ShakespeareLove is my sin and thy dear virtue hate, Hate of my sin, grounded on sinful loving: O, but with mine compare thou thine own state, And thou shalt find it merits not reproving; Or, if it do, not from those lips of thine, That have profaned their scarlet ornaments And seal'd false bonds of love as oft as mine, Robb'd others' beds' revenues of their rents. Be it lawful I love thee, as thou lovest those Whom thine eyes woo as mine importune thee: Root pity in thy heart, that when it grows Thy pity may deserve to pitied be. If thou dost seek to have what thou dost hide, By self-example mayst thou be denied!

Coc
Welcome to Everyone & glad to see you all here. 1. All 2nd alrm Hottie Prospects must have a verified salute & a minimun " 10 new pics " of yourself 2. All Hotties Must Be Female ( no exceptions ) 3. Must sign the COC ( code of conduct ) agreement below as a comment of "I AGREE " inorder to be placed into voteing procedure. 4. Shout Box & Fu Mail must be open to all Officers for communications . ( Profile can't be set to friends only for this purpose unless all Officers are made friends ) 5. 2nd Alarm Hotties Homepage must be added to Your Family while being considered a Prospect & remain in your family after admittance. FireChief (Founder) must be added to your family as well but doesn't have to be in the top 7 . Just as long as he's in family so that he can contact you at anytime when needed . Also your Team Leader to be added to your top friend so they can contact you at anytime also .

Just Lost
I am lost amongst the thievesWho took my life away from meWhy can't they leave me beAnd let me die PeacefullyThey haunt me in my dreams Always coming after me This is why I never sleepIn fears they will find me torturing my insanity!Maybe this is why no one will love meFor I am damaged beyond repair.I ruin all I touch and all the people that careMy heart feels so bare.I curl into a ball and cryThe darkness I seekI am feeling so weekI don't know how long i'll surviveFor I am lost the reality is goneI don't really feel alive

Sign From God
A woman and a man are involved in a car accident. Both of their cars are totally demolished but amazingly neither of them are hurt. After they crawl out of their cars, the woman says, "So you're a man, that's interesting. I'm a woman. Wow, just look at our cars! There's nothing left, but fortunately we are unhurt. This must be a sign from God that we should meet and be friends and live together in peace for the rest of our days." Flattered, the man replied, "Oh yes, I agree with you completely!" "This must be a sign from God!" The woman continued, "And look at this, here's another miracle. My car is completely demolished but this bottle of wine didn't break. Surely God wants us to drink this wine and celebrate our good fortune." Then she hands the bottle to the man. The man nods his head in agreement, opens it and drinks half the bottle and then hands it back to the woman. The woman takes the bottle, immediately puts the cap back on, and hands it back to the man. The man asks, "

Depression.
No r/l friends, no friends online that i can even consider real friends as most don't even give two fucks about me. No job (I'm on disability for severe depression and anxiety) who really wants someone who cannot advance in life? I know blah blah blah work for it, thing's will get better if you get out. Well, its not that easy. I don't have a single friend. I don't go to bars or any shit like that as I'll end up drinking alone and besides i think that is a horrible way to meet someone. 5 years of depression and anxiety and just about every bit of drug out there has not helped one bit. I know that I have to put forth the effort to correct myself but how can I when I feel there is little to live for? I just want it all to end, this depression. I want to be able to go out and make friends to hang out with but this disease has consumed me to the point of where I started cutting again. I don't know what else to do. This probably isn't even the place to be saying this but whate

About Me...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I smoke BUT only when I drink. My "best friend" is more than twice my age. I have a brother, and I always say "He is chronologically three and a half years older." When my great-grandmother and my grandmother passed away, I asked for only their cookie jars, now that seems to be the only thing people buy me as gifts. I hate Facebook, for this simple fact, I didn't like or talk to the people I went to school with when I saw them everyday, why should I interact with them 12 yrs later too? Despite my hatred for what Facebook is all about, I seem to be kinda addicted to Farmville. I like to make out with guys when I drink,

Serving A Greater Need
I was in Muncie this past weekend. I had massage appointments scheduled and was hoping to get to attend a holiday function with friends later that evening. I do believe someone mentioned something about impact play and damn if that didn't sound good!!! Now that I only provide two days of availability a month for massage my schedule is usually tight. This day was going to be no exception it seemed and then it looked as if I might get away early enough to go. I was going to surprise everyone at the last minute by showing up. As I packed up my gear and readied myself I checked my messages received during my therapy sessions and had one from a dear friend wanting some reflexology and balance work. Now, I have always tried to remember that in massage I provide a service; I am not a servant. It took some great debating on my part but her case and cause was different than someone just wanting a swedish. Her needs were greater than my own needs; my needs for the company of like minds, my need

Time 2 Help Name The Baby...
So i have yet to find out if my little one will be a boy or a girl.... and as a new mommy i have no clue what to name the baby... if any of u have cute, clever, or even sexi names for a baby please let me know... i will keep u updated on the sex of my little one as i find out... Thnx 4 all the help, ~Jessie~

Even Though Trina Totally Failed, I'll Play.
Instructions......Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names. You can't tag the person who tagged you.1. Weird? I believe I'm psychic.2. im pedantic when it comes to the correct spelling of my name [get it right] I like to call her Trina. 3. I'm not a 'normal' male?4. I can admit to being insecure.5. I fucking hate the Twilight series. :)6. I'm an only child.7. I'm too trusting at times. 8. i loathe liars

Today
Today is a day just like any other you see But today is so much better then yesterday was for me While yesterday was grand and the best day to date Today will be better just you wait For I loved you as much as I could yesterday But today I love you more For I missed you greatly yesterday I miss you today less than before Because soon in your arms I’ll be And forever you will see That tomorrow will be a day just like any other day But I’ll love you more than I do today And I’ll miss less then every other day In your arms I will be And on the day…….. I’ll Love You Endlessly! For I won’t miss you at all that day Cause In your arms I’ll forever stay.

Late Nite **nsfw**maybe?
The night is silent except for the soft chirp of crickets filtering in through the window, moonlight dances with the curtains that float across the bed, and there is a warm breeze drifting up from the mountain valley below. It is as I lay staring out of my open window that I hear the soft pad of your feet against the hardwood floor as you walk down the hall. You hesitate outside my open door before you come in and walk to the bed. Once again you hesitate. Slowly, you lift up the sheet and crawl in next to me, letting the bed settle with the new presence. You lean towards me and I can feel your warm breath on my shoulder a moment before you lay your lips upon it. Your hand moves to lay atop my hip, your thumb softly stroking. I let out a sigh as your lips make their way from my shoulder to the back of my neck, blowing my hair from your path. Your hand slides from my hip to my stomach as you begin to kiss the side of my neck, nuzzling me. I lean into you and I hear you let out a strang

Not Always Right | Why Judgment Day Is Going To Be A Cakewalk Part I
Retail | Phoenix, AZ, USA (I’ve just finished ringing up some items for a customer and her daughter.) Me: “It looks like your customer card is about to expire. Would you like to renew it now?” Customer: “Yes, I would.” Me: “Okay, just press the green button on the key pad.” (The total rings up as $24.32.) Customer: “Okay, I want to pay cash.” Me: “Okay…” (We stand there for a few seconds as the customer continues to stare at the total on the register.) Customer: “Well, what do I do?” Customer’s daughter: “Are you serious?” Customer: “Yeah, there is no cash button. What do I do?” Customer’s daughter: “Mom.” Customer: “What?” Customer’s daughter: “Hand the poor woman your cash.” Customer: *hands me cash* “I’m so sorry…I’m used to the machine telling me what to do!” Customer&rsquo

Ummmm I Love You
Ok so where to even start...Ummmm meet a guy...talked forever seemed like n still talkin, fell in love the usual... Been a good week talk to him more everyday... had a few disagreements cause he is stubborn like I am. Am still learning its a lil more give then take but I like it may way soooo damn bad lol. Want to see him sooo bad he is injuried pretty bad n waiting on him to get well again so I can... cant get him out of my mind at work home when Im with my son running around outside playing its like I want him with me all the time I want him to wanna be around me n have my attention all the time. Ahhhhh what its like to be in love again Love u my Bam Bam

Ugh Fucking Asshole
Uuugh I just want to strangle my ex!!!! I texted him again today when he would be getting the rest of the stuff out of the old aparement cause when I went there early in the morning, 2am...it was still a mess. He told me to get off his back about getting in there to clean. I told him he had to get his shit out by tuesday night..did he? No.... Did he come back last night to finish? No.... He went on telling me how he only had two days to pack up when that's total bullshit because he knew beforehand that he had to be out of there. He was too fucking busy being with his gf and his friends....He goes to his friends house at least one or two times a day to hang out and do his nerd shit..when he could of started bringing stuff over there..but no..he's the fucking last minute man. Now I'm getting real pissed and worried because he's taking forever to get that stuff out and that's leaving me less time to clean. why is he being such a fucking lazy asshole? I so fucking hate him... Felica cal

Moon Of My Life
Oh, Moon I see you all bright in the dark of the night. You are so a full moon in my sight- so seem so closely to my eyes. I can feel your moonlight all over me, just like your love is spreading all around me. It feel so good just to feel you all wrapped me tightly. Oh, my Moon, you are not too far away from me anymore. I can simply reach you and hold you closely to my heart. The fullness of the moon I see, feel and touch are just as much I can feel your love for me. As I have you, Moon, in my hands, I whispered "You are my Moon of my life." I knew the truth, I will never let my Moon go. Grasps on you tightly and closely to my heart, where you will stay forever. I can still see you even in the most darkest nights when there's no moon in the sky because you are easily found in my heart and my arms.Oh, Moon, I love you very much no matter what. I got you in my hands. Be my Moon and be the Moon of my life.

Heaven And Earth
Heaven and earth one in the samewhere life is spent like a flameBurning for a brief moment in timecompared to the many winds passing through the chimeBestowing favors to those who's lights aboundSmiles and laughter can be foundAs god created with love ,may my walk through this continue with the aboveIn charge of making others finding joy where everhelping those in need wheneverThe sun reminds me where to find my strengthas the moon takes part when rays have need lengthPeeling the veil when storms arisemaking the fields of gold shine in eyesI want to see that look of easethat peace of serenity through the treesThe whirl wind that comes with a kissa hug I will come to missI want to be a part of a completionfinding the purpose of true loves emotionMaking our way through the milky wayAll of our answered prayer's come into playThe kind of fate hearts yearnwondering if I lay asleep with each day we earnDreams can come trueand I know it only to be with you

Naughty Folders = No Points
ok i am keeping my naughty folders set for family only. i sit and rate peoples folders all day everyday to help MYSELF level and seem to get nowhere. when most of u come to my page u hit the nsfw folders..does nothing for me i DO NOT get points for them. now i can make u pay to see them..but i don't want to have to..if u want to stroke ur cock to my pics then please respect me enough to rate my other pics as well... i have been very nice..as trying to give u all something new to stroke to..but i am getting nothing out of it in return..which makes me want to charge bling or other gifts to see them as a way to get points to level sorry i maybe being selffish..but we are supposed to be friends on here and if i'm ratin ur folders shouldn't u be helpin me out with mine?

What Chess Piece Are You?
You Are a Knight You are very unusual and even a bit eccentric. No one can really figure you out easily. Because you're not predictable, people behave irrationally around you. They may feel threatened by your presence, or they may underestimate you completely. You do best when you're close to the action. You don't move quickly, so you need to be near the center of things if you want to make a difference. You tend to act quickly, and decisively. In fact, you are often the first person to make a move. What Chess Piece Are You? Blogthings: 100's of Fun, Free Quizzes and 3 Stupid Ones

Perfect
Hey dad look at me Think back and talk to me Did I grow up according to plan? And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do? But it hurts when you disapprove all along And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't pretend that I'm alright And you can't change me 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect I try not to think About the pain I feel inside Did you know you used to be my hero? All the days you spent with me Now seem so far away And it feels like you don't care anymore And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud I'm never gonna be good enough for you I can't stand another fight And nothing's alright 'Cuz we lost it all Nothing lasts forever I'm sorry I can't be perfect Now it's just too late and We can't go back I'm sorry I can't be perfect Nothing's gonna change the thi

Why Does This Happen To Me All The Time
why does it always seem when iam about to be happy it ends just as fast as it startsso my roommate who iam living with now his unemployment ends soon and no one wants to hire someone who is in there 40si dont know why so many people are so stuck on the ageas long as they are capable of doing the job and they dont have any major health issuesthey should be qualified to work no matter how old they areso i have until the 15 or the 25thsomething like that before they shut off the internet and i need to find a place to move toi dont really care about my self as much as iam more worried about my cati dont honestly think my heart could take it if i had to give him upi have to think of something and soon so i guess iam going to see about going apartment hunting i do have a place in mind but i really hate living alonei have no place to go my own family does not want me well my so called famly i refuse to call that piece of shit for a man as my fathersince he has done nothing for me or his gfand

Reality Intrudes
There is no time for dreams, for believing in fairy tales. Truth consumes the most beautiful fantasies like flames, devouring hopes and wishes, turning them black with the charred remnants of harsh reality. I wish dreams lasted longer... I wish I could find the one dream that doesn't disappear in the light of day... I long for a fantasy strong enough, real enough, solid enough to touch.

New Fubar Policy
Starting on Thursday, we will begin enforcing a new policy for primary photos / avatars and it will apply to everyone. This does not effect non-primary photos (i.e.: random stuff in your photo albums), only the photo that you select to be next to your name everywhere on the site. The policy will be: * no bare chests. (men, or women... duh) * no lingerie, bras, or underwarez. * nothing deemed sexually suggestive, at our discretion. Any primary photos which we find in violation of the policy will be marked as NSFW (even if they wouldn't normally have been marked NSFW had they NOT been a primary photo). Repeated offenses will result in suspension and/or removal of your account (the same as if you break other rules on the site, repeatedly). We want as many people to have fun and enjoy the site as possible and quite frankly, some of you who've been abusing our lenient primary photo policies have started turning fubar.com into somethi

Ppl In Life
ok so i luv the ppl i luv and they no who they r... well id do anything 4 those i luv... that bein said... if i c a friend is upset or hurt im gonna b there 4 them .. even if others dont like it....sum ppl thinks its their rite 2 control others ... thats not rite.. ppl r human beings they r their own person no1 can sit there and make another person do wut they want and then get mad when they dont do wut u want.... if u think its ur rite 2 control another person go get ur head checked bc its just awful and wrong and u need a reality check.... sum ppl hurt different then others.. no 1 person can no everything bout a person .. how they act or wut they feel and they cant sit there and say wut the other is feeling bc they dont no...they dont no wut they r thinkin and they cant talk 4 them.... and i guess if its wrong 2 stand up 4 the ones u luv .. then i guess im wrong cua imma keep doin it no matter who likes it or not

I Like Being Unperfect
I like beingUNPERFECT.... May the angels protect youTrouble neglect youAnd heaven accept you when it's time to go homeMay you always have plentyThe glass never emptyKnow in your bellyYou're never alone May your tears come from laughingYou find friends worth havingWith every year passingThey mean more than goldMay you win and stay humbleSmile more than grumbleAnd know when you stumbleYou're never alone

Who The Hell Let The Drama Llama In???
Have you ever just been chillin' on the fu, doing whatever it is you do on the fu, clicking here or there... Suddenly you see the name of someone you knew, in the past. Someone who you used to talk to on a daily basis. Someone who you just happend to have had a major falling out with... You think to yourself, 'I wonder how they're doing?' So you do the nice thing and go to their page. You follow fubar ettiquete and rate them a 10, and if you're feeling nice you even fan them. Then, out of the kindness of your heart, and your wish for all things peaceful, you send them a friend request with a note that says, "*waves the white flag* Can we be friends again?" Well, here are my reasons for NOT doing that... Reason 1: You're suddenly aware of how long people can hold a fucking grudge! Reason 2: You just might receive a text from your room mates ex, who you really don't care much for (because she was the reason behind the falling out with the person mentioned above), that says somethin

Blog About Blogging!
So, here's the deal, I've got a 10 pg paper to write for a Friday morning class. It will probably end up being a 7-8 pg paper. I hate writing papers, absolutely despise it. Loathe it with an undying passion. Unfortunately it's a necessity in college that I CAN do well, I just don't like to. Anyway, I need some points on a subject I chose from the teachers list to talk about. The topic I chose: Blogs! Here's what the sheet actually said: An investigation into the nature of blogs; e.g, text blogs, video blogs, blog creation, where to post blogs, where to find blogs, blog evaluations with respect to validity of content, and other aspects of the blogasphere. So, help me out with some points to talk about. I can get this done easily if I have a direction to head in. Thanks folks!

Logging Off
One may state that I hold too high of expectations. There are ways I feel every female should be treated. A lot of things I take perhaps too seriously, but it is still how I feel. Certain boundaries have been affected... If I decide to not be here as often, this could be why. good day

Broken Wings
Broken WingsOnce upon a time,I soared through the sky.Without a care in the world,You were the one to make me fly.Like an endless sea,Your love stretched acrossAs far as the eye could see.You were a fresh startSomething new,Innocent and true.Then you took it from meEverything that made me flyBody and mind completely shatteredHeart and soul torn a part,As I fell from the sky.But nothing mattered.Wings broken and tatteredFeathers ripped and scatteredNo more would these wings take flightFalling to earth in the dead of night,No longer could I see the light.Rarely do I pray for myself..But this time I must,Before this life turns to dust,For your loving soul to pull me from the rainFor your love, to heal these broken wingsAnd help me fly once again..

Nsfw Pics
So I love fubar and rating and playing games on here It has been my addiction to gaming. And theres things in here that I do that I get criticized for..ripping pics(because I wont get full points) I enjoy giving credit to those who deserve it. I mumm (some of the mummers omg really you guys are so bad, so much anger in a person should really be focused to some kind of therapy and some of them the biggest whinners damn). The loungers (drama thats it ppl that like drama! ) Bloggers are cool and the ones just on here to chat in SB some of you are cool too. Recently this NSFW has caused an uproar in the Fubar society. Online is a place where I can be myself and release energy because society has forced me to conform to obtain employment. What does that mean that means I have to dress covered up and be professional because I am what I am I work for the state and I attending a University to obtain my Masters (read profile). It sucks because society has a hard time focusing on my brains bec

Today Made Me Think Of This.
To Autumn Season of mists and mellow fruitfulness, Close bosom-friend of the maturing sun; Conspiring with him how to load and bless With fruit the vines that round the thatch-eves run; To bend with apples the moss'd cottage-trees, And fill all fruit with ripeness to the core; To swell the gourd, and plump the hazel shells With a sweet kernel; to set budding more, And still more, later flowers for the bees, Until they think warm days will never cease, For summer has o'er-brimm'd their clammy cells. Who hath not seen thee oft amid thy store? Sometimes whoever seeks abroad may find Thee sitting careless on a granary floor, Thy hair soft-lifted by the winnowing wind; Or on a half-reap'd furrow sound asleep, Drows'd with the fume of poppies, while thy hook Spares the next swath and all its twined flowers: And sometimes like a gleaner thou dost keep Steady thy laden head across a brook; Or by a cyder-press, with patient look, Thou watchest the last oozings hours by hours. Where are th

When Miscomunications Make Ur Week
so on facebook i jokingly engaged my friend cole.... for some reason this girl from my highschool saw it and felt she needed to verbaly bash me for being engaged. im been out of highschool for 2 years and have not once spoken to this girl since. so the idea that my life can mean so much to her completly suprized me. for some reason she felt she had to tell me how fat and ugly i was, how im a horid person whos addicted to drugs and my "husband" must be blind or retarted. so i did what any other person in my mental state would do.... take pics on myself on photobooth and put them up lol. this is were it gets good. for some reason i got just a blast of people from my past telling me how good i look and that was enough for me to be satisfied. yet its not over the next day i get some really inteligent guy who isnt to bad lookkin sit next to me in my class and just have a beutifall conversation with. wile im leaving class i meet to of my best friends walking on the street. so after all thi

You Really Really Want To See Dont You ?
ok since my shoutbox has been blowing up and everyone wants family add this is what the rules are . If I want to add you ...I will. Since it is almost Xmas I am gonna offer this 1 time and 1 time only. If you want in my family you can email me an offer. I will take the best and most sincere offer in my email ONLY. Dont shoutbox me or leave it here. I may retract the offer if I change my mind and if I do so I will not accept your gift or whatever. I am not like these other girls who beg and ask for anything but if the offer makes me smile then you might just be part of my special friends. If you look I think I only have 3 in my family now and thats because I felt they were special enough to be there... these are my rules and I will not change for anyone.

Please Read
Hello everyone! Im sorry it's taken me so long to get this up, as I know some of you have asked what's wrong?? It's been a long busy few days and very bad day for me! For those of you who don't know I moved to GA from TN. I gave up my life, job, home, friends and family to move to GA. The reason for that is because my fiances mother was diagnosed with stage 4 uterine cancer. As the doctors done test after test they also found it in her spine, lungs, and liver and other areas of the body. She was diagnosed in April of this year, she spent nearly a month in the hospital. Beginning in May she had radiation and ended June 9th or so. June 14th I began my journey of providing 24/7 care for her as I was in nursing in TN. She began chemo shortly thereafter. It's been very hard, challenging yet rewarding to do this. Do I regret it NOPE! Yes I get frustrated I'm 26 and basically have no life unless I basically tell someone look I need a break! Which isn't very often. Anyway, 2 weeks ago she

Letter To My Soul Mate
I want you to know I haven't given up looking for you girl, I'll keep searching every town and city in the world. You're always there for me in the corners of my dreams, I don't know what to tell you cuz there are so many things. Maybe I could start off by saying that I'm trying hard, and on my road to becoming a man I've come really far. I'm glad your not here right now to see me this way, it's been nothing but hardships and heartbreak today. But I wont give up on turning my book to a new chapter, I'm searching my soul and digging up my own bright rapture. Because when I see you baby girl I know I better be smiling, otherwise I'll be missed in the crowed and lost in the filing. Until then I'm going to help people more like family and friends, I'm going to get stronger until I have unlimited strength to lend. I'll keep reading and writing, I'll keep singing and fighting, I'll keep loving and growing, so when you meet me you'll know me. So when you get this letter keep it close to yo

I See, I Feel
I see a line of cars and their all painted blackI see flowers and smell the smell of fresh turned earthI see the hot sun shine down on a small over dressed crowdI see sweat mix with tears from sad eyesI see the lid come down and then I"m aloneI see the darknessI see nothingI feel a rumbleI feel the earth ripped apartI feel the evil in this placeI feel the devil's hot breath on my faceI feel so cold insideI feel searing fleshI feel all love is no moreI feel forever curt

The Devil Came Calling
The Devil came callingOn a dark cold nightWe sat and there and talkedIn the campfires flickering lightThe air had a chillLike I’d had never felt beforeCause the Devil came callingTo settle up the scoreHe knows me wellAll bad things I’d doneHow I’m a friend of old DeathAn not much like anyoneSaid boy your times nearBest change your waysNext time I come callingWill be the end of your daysNot a visit like last timeYou came down to meYou’ll stay there foreverAll though eternityBeen there just one timeOnly insane can go an stand the painCold on the inside as fire sears your skinAbsence of love with nothing left to gainMoving like a pantherHe gets up to goStops in the shadowsLooked back to make sure I knowMy spine turns to iceSet shivering in fearSweat burns my eyesThe Devil is hereThe camp fire eruptsFlames fill the skyHell’s on earth this nightCan only scream or cryHe leaves as he cameStars return to the skyCool breeze clears the airI’m not ready to dieI

Dream'n
Out in the dark night I look up aboveMoon so beautiful I think about loveHow grand it would be if you could just seeThe sight above and be standing here with meMy arm around you an your soft hand in mineI'd be just like heaven at least in my mindBut miles apart each other we may never seeSo I look at he moon and dream of what could becurt

What Is Your Inner Color?
Your Inner Color is Orange Your Personality: A total daredevil, you'll try any thrill. You're easily bored and you prefer to be on the go. You in Love: You see love as an adventure, and you find most men dull. You need someone who challenges you! Your Career: Your ideal job is flexible, fun, and maybe a little dangerous. You have the makings of a private investigator or extreme athlete. What's Your Inner Color? The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

For Pork Face
perfect breakfast: boiled eggs and porridge oats, if I'm hungover....full english at midday/afternoon. perfect date: dinner/movies/walking...talking about stuff. Not gonna put it out on the first date like some of you slutty peoples! perfect kiss: *shrugs* I don't know perfect argument: when I win perfect man/woman: decent looking (not a major factor but I don't want quasimodo), funny, clever...stupid people make me angry and frustrated, need to be able to provide for the family financially if I can't. perfect shoe: pretty high ones that make my bottom look good. :) perfect movie: ones that make me laugh and cry. perfect flower: I like orchids perfect time of day: whenever it is quietest perfect mood: happy and dreamy perfect dream: my dreams are never nice, either odd or scary perfect drink: I drink a lot of milk perfect name: For me it would be Lily or Evelyn, for my futu

The Word
It's hard to say the wordEven now twenty years gone by.Just thinking about the wordMakes me feel anxious, wanting to cryI don't think about that nightAs much as I used to,But the memory will neverfade completelyA fight with a memoryThat I always lose to.I still feel it's my faultI still feel guiltyIf I hadn't been out that night,It wouldn't have happened to me.I've been told by a fewThat I am not to blameBut it's hard for me to accept thatSo I continue to live with the shame.I relive it in my dreamsEvery once in a whileI hear his evil voiceI see his wicked smile.He threatens my lifeIf I cry out or screamSo I let him take my body So continues the bad dream.He assaults me and tortures meFor six hours straight,Humiliating and degrading meHis intent is filled with hate.When the sun starts to rise,I'm finally able to break free.I'm injured and I'm bloodyBut I somehow manage to flee.I got away with my lifeEven though badly hurt.And now twenty years later It's still hard to say the wordI live

Six Feet Under
You said you want it (need it)then you've got a little piece of mewas it worth it?(you deserved it)what more will it take to make you see?Can you see it? (your reflection)what is it that your mind conceivescuz when i look (all I see)Is a little whiny bitch, beggin on her fucking kneeswhat made you think you could bend meyou're weak as shitwhat made you think you could break meyou'll never fucking winyou thought you had it? (my life)you'll never get another shot at methe battle is over (ill end the war)you'll never put me on my fucking kneesyou think you'll hit this? (no fucking chance)still want another shot at me?you're fucking crazy (insane)fucking little cunt, you'll never make me fucking bleedwhat made you think you could bend me?you're a peice of shitwhat made you think you could break me?you'll never fucking winwhat makes you think i wont fuckingtear you apartwhat makes you think that i wontrip out your goddamn heartNow you want your space?Ill give you six feetNow you need a brea

Possibly My 15 Second Of Fame
Tuesday, December, 8, 2009 at 10:00 PM ET on Discovery Channel Ghost Lab Alcatraz The Ghost Lab team heads to the notorious Alcatraz Island - reputedly America's most haunted prison - for a chilling investigation of alleged spirits that are causing the prison's present to be just as terrifying as its past. Tomorrow I find out if I made the final edit of the show or just my ghost pic! LOL With all the legal crap I went through, that damn picture better be in it! LOL My friend Tommy and a member of his team were also interviewed. I don't know what interviews, evidence, etc. will be shown but it should prove to be interesting. So, if you're interested, check it out. Please note the above time is Eastern Standard so you might have to check it for your time zone. Thanks.

Bling
Now, I like bling just as much as the next person,but we need to stop the begging!! Its sickening to see. No, i'm not jealous.Just sick of looking at it when the new bling comes out. If your mad when you read this I really don't care. Want to call me names. bring it on, I'm a big girl I can handle it. If someone can tell me why they ask bling, feel free to comment. The following is what was in my status. It got cut off. Dear Fu Santa, may I please have a fu cherry, cuz I lost mine. A red cfm stilleto, cuz its been awhile since I got some,a midnight diamond so I can see my way through fu in my white porsche. Wait...an all knowing magic 8 ball cuz someone has to make the decisions around here. That would be my 3 wishes. Thank you, The chubby old man lol..

Long Distance Call
George Bush, Queen Elizabeth, and Vladimir Putin all die and go to hell. While there, they see a phone and ask what it is for. The devil tells them it is for calling back to Earth. Putin asks to call Russia and talks for 5 minutes. When he was finished the devil informs him that the cost is $100, so Putin writes him a check.Next Queen Elizabeth calls England and talks for 30 minutes. When she was finished the devil informs her that cost is $600, so she writes him a check. Finally George Bush gets his turn and talks for 4 hours. When he was finished the devil informed him that there would be no charge for the call and feel free to call the USA anytime. When Putin hears this he goes ballistic and asks the devil why Bush got to call the USA free. The devil replied, "Since Obama became president of the USA , the country has gone to Hell, so it's a local call."

Wasted
Wasting time again.Ignorance suits me well.Maybe it’s my heart.Stubborn and, Trusting the unknown again.Faith found in the depths of another’s eyes, Our own manifestations of imageries.Constantly conjuring an infatuation. Nonetheless, I’ve let my guard down again.Wasting time again.A lesson I’ll never learn.Faith still flowing, A stubborn heart still beating.Will I ever learn

Our Love
TO SAY WHAT U MEAN TO ME IS IMPOSSIBLENOT ENOUGH WORDS IN DICTIONARYYOU MAKE ME GIDDY WITH JUST A CHUCKLEYOU MAKE ME HOT WITH JUST AN EMOTEYOU MAKE ME SMILE WITH JUST A THOUGHTYOU HAVE COMPLETLY STOLEN MY HEARTI AM KRAZY BUT IM KRAZY FOR YOUI AM IMPATIENT TO BE WITH YOUI CRY FOR YOU MY HAPPY TEARS THANX FOR THATI AM YOUR BABY, ALWAYS AND FOREVEROUR LOVE TAKES MY BREATH AWAYOUR LOVE HEALED MY HEARTOUR LOVE ENVELOPS MEOUR LOVE COMPLETES MEOUR LOVE MAKES EVERYTHING POSSIBLEWHY U ASK? THE ANSWER IS SIMPLE YOU ARE "THE ONE" FOR ME.

I Believe
A Birth Certificate shows that we were born. A Death Certificate shows that we died. Pictures show that we lived! Have a seat . . . Relax . . .. And read this slowly...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I Believe....

What Field Of Science Are You?
You Are Astronomy This world is not enough for you... literally. You can't help but wonder about what else is out there. You're the type of person who believes that anything is possible, and you'd like to prove it. You are also quite philosophical. You spend a lot of time wondering about our place in the world, how the universe was started, and what the future holds. You may not ever get all the answers you seek, and that's fine with you. Questioning is part of the journey. What Field of Science Are You? Blogthings: Learn Something Surprising About Yourself

My Life In Songs
Stole this from Kloverlynn who stole it from my Lil Boops..who gotit from Captain Anonymous, who got it from Spiker, who got it from Leah♊Alissa, who got it from ℑяïз, and so on, and so on, and so on... Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Pick your Artist:Disturbed Are you a male or female? Mistress Describe yourself: Perfect Insanity How do you feel: I'm Alive Describe where you currently live: Land of Confusion If you could go anywhere, where would you go: Hell Your favorite form of transportation: RunYour bestfriend is: God of the MindYou and your best friends are:DehumanizedWhat's the weather like: Droppin' PlatesFavorite time of day: The NightIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called: A Welcome BurdenWhat is life to you: Pain RedefinedYour current relat

The Inner Mind
Amazing how you can dream of someone or something from the inner part of your mind (the sub concience) while you sleep and dream, for instance...I dreamt of my father and could see and hear him quite vividly after 8 years of his passing yet can't do that while i'm awake. Kind of spooky in a way....

Stealin Blogs From Alix
Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 15 people you like and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think Pick your Artist:Chris IsaakAre you a male or female?American Boy Describe yourself:Solitary Man (its a cover)How do you feel:Forever YoungDescribe where you currently live:In a Blue Hotel If you could go anywhere, where would you go:To see the Blue Spanish SkyYour favorite form of transportation:My legs, I just "Walk Slow"Your bestfriend is:Sweet LeilaniYou and your best friends are:Only the LonelyWhat's the weather like:just "let it snowFavorite time of day:Graduation day (great song)If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:The "Wicked Game" showWhat is life to you:Life will Go OnYour current relationship:I Want your LoveYour fear(s):UnhappinessThought for the Day:Think of TomorrowHow I would like to die:Don't Try SuicideMy soul's present condition:The L

Women.....
Whatever you give a woman, she will make greater. If you give her sperm, she'll give you a baby. If you give her a house, she'll give you a home. If you give her groceries, she'll give you a meal. If you give her a smile, she'll give her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her. Soooooo, if you give her any crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit............Just sayin

A Little This And That With A Crappy Ending.
In the sprit of all things that are frigging cold out side let’s talk a bit about the less fortunate. Be it friends, family, wealth, homes, homes or just plain old common sense. In the winter we bundle up complain about the weather our utility bills and all the wrong doings in this world today. Let’s face it some people really just do not have anything else better to do. And they appear to be getting Dumber and Dumber with each passing day. We watch as a 15 yr old is to be tried as an adult for killing her 9 yr old neighbor. Because she wanted to know what it felt like to actually do it? A would be golfer that was so generous to share his personal club with many. And now hides his balls in shame. Then there’s oxymoron that wanted to teach his girlfriend how to use the gun safety lock feature on a few hand guns. To make her fully understand this valuable tool he held the gun to his head as a visual add. This technique worked well for him 2 out of 3 times. I suppose he

My Spit Switches Hotter Than Fine Bitches With Hip Twitches....
-Each1 Teach1-of Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: My spit switches hotter than fine bitches with hip twitches.... ANT ᵀᴴᴱ ЯANT - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: we get riches, on triple digits, dig it, my company so legit it's...ridic-u-lous when we visit. lyric for lyric my squadron spit that satiric ill shit, so feel this... but you fake bitches couldn't hear it, if I whispered the realness directly to your ears bitch and that's what the fuck the deal is. S-A-double-V - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: I'm like a pint of Guinness, Mayne, I'm fuckin' brilliant. My ism's tighter than ripe knife wounds with fresh stitches. I pick up what my brother pitched, yeah and fuckin' kill it; witness the Death of a Thousand Cuts, when my lips schism. I six-shot Billy-the-Kid-it, accurate and vicious, like Sweeney Todd with bionic scissors... no sanity, Tourettes and sick riddles. The scary shit is, my thought process is as lucid as my vision. My crew's all soul

The Mistake You Cannot Forget
You say you cannot forgetAnd you aren't ready to forgiveBut I need your friendshipMore than you'll even knowI need you there to liveWithout you by my side todayLife's been going, oh so slowI miss your callsOur endless talksThe places we would goYou can't even bear to look at me,And I know my mistakeFor because of one night,And a few thoughtless actions,When you saw me you ran and hidI know we cannot take it backAs much as we would like toBut we could forgetAnd start all overJust friends, that's me and youIf time is what you need,Then I guess that's what you'll getBut I need you there for me soon,My friend,I hope you will forget.

A Bit About Me
Does the last person you shared a bed with mean anything to you?Yeah. Tears are falling from your eyes, what's the reason?I try not to cry.If you got paid 5,000 dollars would you stick your hand in an elephants ass?Well yeah! Has anyone ever promised you forever?Yes. It didn't happen.Do you get high?Nope.Something bothering you?nope.Has someone told you they'd always love you then went for someone else?yup. What made you happy this weekend? workingWhen was the last time you cried?don't remember What color shirt are you wearing?blueLast thing you ate?yogart Where did you sleep last night?I worked last night.Are you happy right now?no Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?Nothing. Hate is too over-rated What's something your wanting right now?nothing in particularWho makes you the happiest right now?IanDoes someone have a crush on you?Nope Do you have a crush on someone?Nope What were you doing at midnight last night?I was at workDo you wish someone was with you, right now?Nope. Pick

America's Agenda Blueprinted By A Convicted Felon?....
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A Good Joke
While on vacation in Africa, a LazyBoy salesman became separated from his tour group. After several days in the jungle he was rescued by a tribe of natives. They fed and watered him and cared for him until he was well enough to return to the tour. As a token of his gratitude he had two recliners sent to the chief and his wife. The two were very impressed and replaced their stone thrones with the recliners. The thrones were stored in the attic of their hut. A few days later, while holding court, the heavy thrones crashed through the grass ceiling killing the chief and his wife instantly. The moral of the story is: People in grass houses shouldn't stow thrones.

More Tidbits Of Information ...
(I stole this off of my friend Kins) layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists S - Slipknot K - K,C. and the Sunshine band Y - Yardbirds N - Nancy Sinatra I - Ice Cube G - Gary Allen H - Hall and Oats T - Tanya Tucker W - Whispers O - OffSpring L - Led Zeppelin F - Fats Domino layer two.- name: Skynightwolf- birth date: November 8, 1967- nicknames: Sky- current location: my desk- eye color: Brown- hair color: Black- righty or lefty: Lefty- best friend[s]: Sho, Witchie, Bons layer three.- the shoes you wore today: Not wearing them right now- your perfect pizza: Veggie with no sauce- the last time you cried: Thanksgiving layer four.- your best physical feature: Eyes - most missed memory: The Marine Corps layer five.- pepsi or coke: Blech- mcdonald's or burger king: EWWWW- adidas or nike: crocs- lipton ice tea or nestea: Lipton .. brewed- chocolate or vanilla: chocolate- cappuccino or coffee: Lattelayer six.- curse: ahahaha- do you sing: when the song is right- t

Update!!!!!!!!!!! We Found Him
We found my ex husband staying in a church in phoenix..he was able to contact his mother this morning! :) His Dad is on his way from LA to Az to reunite with him! Thank You So Much For Ur Thoughts and Prayers! And To God Be The Glory! Love Always, Kitti and fam!

Hubba Hubba.
Spell your name with bands/artistsN=NirvanaA=AaliyahT=TupacA=A Tribe Called QuestS=Silver ChairH=HedleyA=Aerosmith layer two: - name: Natasha- birth date: July 24th, 1980- nicknames: Tasha,mamabear,princess:)- current location: Halifax- eye color: Brown- hair color: Brown,black,blonde,red.- righty or lefty:Lefty.(SHUSH!)- best friend[s]:My husband,Matteo,Justin and RObyn. layer three: - the shoes you wore today:black and white polka dot ballet slide ons. - your perfect pizza:Veggie.- the last time you cried: Last night,but was a good cry cus I got to watch all my midgets sing and have a great time. layer four: - your best physical feature: I dont recall having any,but I am told my eyes are ok,that and my eye brows?LOL- most missed memory:Going on vacation with my Grandmother,or just spending time with her period. layer five: - pepsi or coke:Ginger Ale.- mcdonald's or burger king:Burger King,just based upon their SUnday pie(h)- adidas or nike:K swiss,airwalks - lipton ice tea o

The Real Meaning Of Christmas (or Where Christains Got It Wrong)
Before I begin this, please note, I am a practicing Catholic and was once in the seminary studying to be a priest. I know some Christains don't consider Catholics real christains, but I'll save that arguement for another day. For those of you who are non-christains, this blog still has significance, because I won't be approaching this from a purely religous point of view, rather historical and it still provides a good moral tale and a deeper understanding of the Christains you do live amongst. Now, first we do have to suspend reality and accept the Christain faith as real. The common thread all Christain sects accept is Christ born of a virgin, god becomes man, later is crucified and ressurects. What they believe as significant, god born as man is unique... wrong Odin and Zeus, while no born Human, often come to earth in fleshy form. Hercules, demi-god, born human. Christ dies ad through it saves the world... again Osirus(spelling) dies and saves his world. The resurrection is

Hrmmmm
Dell sucks. My laptop is finally fixed, but I don't know for how long. They sent the "wrong" hard drive to me. When they were called about it they said they didn't make the hard drive that goes to my laptop anymore. They also say that the hard drive they gave me is "interchangable" but the tech said he was "leary" of it. Not sure if I can really do anything about it. I just feel that if my laptop breaks again, they should do 1 of 2 things. Those things being.... 1. Give me a new laptop. Seeing as how they can't fix this one. I mean I've had problems with it since day one. or 2. Just let me send this thing back and give me my money [just what I've paid] back. And not charge me anymore for this thing. I'm not sure if either of them will happen though. =/ On to other news... I just got a friend request. It's different. Here have a look... "OMFG....You are the most beautiful girl that I think I have ever seen. Your Body is absolutely perfect. I would love to be your friend an

Me...layers And Stuffs
layer one:Spell your name with bands/artistsJ -Johnny Cash O - Ozzy Osbourne H - Hell Yeah A - Alice In Chains N - Nirvana N - Nine Inch Nails A - Atreyu layer two:- name: Johanna- birth date: June 1st, 1978- nicknames: JoJo- current location: where i am- eye color: Dark Brown- hair color: Dark Brown, unless i dye it red- righty or lefty: Righty - best friend[s]: Izzy, John, Nicole and some others=]layer three:- the shoes you wore today: Sketchers, ALWAYS sketchers- your perfect pizza: Extra cheese- the last time you cried: none of your businesslayer four:- your best physical feature: my eyes and freckles i've been told and stuffs- most missed memory: layer five:- pepsi or coke: as long as it's diet, i drink both- mcdonald's or burger king: neither- adidas or nike: SKETCHERS! FTW!!!- lipton ice tea or nestea: neither- chocolate or vanilla: chocolates!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!- cappuccino or coffee: neitherslayer six:- curse: fuck yea ffs- do you sing: everyfuckingday- take a shower ev

My Task **written Three Years Ago**
Nervously I wait Master said get them pierced Don't make a sound I look down at my 48 DDs -Shit this is going to hurt She comes out -Follow me I stand on shaky legs Whispering for my Master I do this I submit that he owns my body All of it She shows me the needles I about faint Fearful of needles all my life She draws on my nipples carefully They harden at the touch She smiles softly I lay back picking the right one first Breath deep Feel the needle enter one side Feel her push through Fight back moans of pain Immense pressure Pain soars through the nipple She pushes it through the other side I have my task half done I flip on the table So my head is on the other side Can I do this again I wonder? I tell her I'm ready Although I'm not really sure Master I think This is for Master Deep breath She pushes the needle through the left Same pain I fight to stay silent All done I sit up a little dizzy I look down There they are Oh so sexy I thin

Fu Love
fuBar is a great place to make new friends. I must say I made some great friend`s here on fu. Over time you'll notice that one person on Fu who just stands from a far distant and just watches, doesn't say to much at first, but always shows love, always nice, never asks for anything, always thanks you, is always there to congratulate you. Take notice of that person. Don't let the craziness of fu-bar keep you from discovering who they are. We all have past experience with love. Some are good, some are bad. This person will make repairs on your broken heart with out you knowing it, listen more to WHAT IS NOT SAID THEN SAID, who watches WHAT YOU DO, NOT WHAT YOU SAY, always POSITIVE, they PROTECT you when you don`t know it, and they really see and know you for WHO YOU ARE, AND WHAT YOU STAND FOR. When you can meet someone who make`s you stop and think, "what is it about this person that makes you notice them"... but you really don't understand why. It is a force that can not be bought at a

Layers
I stole this from Porch....I'm bored, give me a break layer one.Spell your name with bands/artists S- Sting T - Tantric A - AC/DC C - Charlie Daniels I - INXS E - Eagles layer two.- name: Stacie- birth date: June 14- nicknames: Just one, and only one person can call me that: Excuses- current location: in a chair- eye color: Hazel- hair color: brown- righty or lefty: Righty- best friend[s]: I have a few...layer three.- the shoes you wore today: my work shoes- your perfect pizza: cheese, pepperoni, onions, peppers..well everything but sausage and olives- the last time you cried: A few days ago, but it was good.layer four.- your best physical feature: I'm gonna say my eyes - most missed memory: I have no cluelayer five.- pepsi or coke: Coke- mcdonald's or burger king: Burger King- adidas or nike: Does it matter?- lipton ice tea or nestea: Whatever- chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla- cappuccino or coffee: Coffeelayer six.- curse: sometimes- do you sing: Sometimes- take a showe

Rich Christmas
Rick, my husband, and I had a hectic holiday schedule encompassing careers, teenagers, shopping, and all the required doings of the season. Running out of time, I got the stationer to print our signature on our Christmas cards, instead of signing each one. Soon we started getting cards from friends signed "The Modest Morrisons," "The Clever Clarks," and "The Successful Smiths." Then it hit me. I had mailed out a hundred cards neatly imprinted with "Happy Holidays from the Rich Armstrongs."

Hot Buttered Rum Recipe
half gallon of Breyer's Vanilla ice cream cup of turbinado (natural sugar) cup of powdered sugar one pound of BUTTER (not margarine) Make sure the ice cream is a little soft, same with butter. Mix all the ingredients well and freeze forever. Take one scoop of mixture and place in coffee cup with one ounce of rum (your choice, Capt. Morgan would be best) & fill with hot water. Enjoy.

What A Douchebag
MFKN Viper: ur loss DGAF.........: ILL LEAVE IT SORRY MFKN Viper: i dont like being good!i love the bad fun in life.so take it or leave it DGAF.........: I PROMISE TO BE A GOOD FRIEND AND BE HERE FOR YOU MFKN Viper: promise me something! DGAF.........: I CANNOT PROMISE U ANYTHING ELSE....TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT MFKN Viper: aythign else? DGAF.........: YEP U CAN SEE ALL OF THEM] MFKN Viper: cuz u add me to family yeah DGAF.........: I OPENED ALL MY PICS TO U MFKN Viper: but what can you give me for fun in friendship!!?? MFKN Viper: i saw that DGAF.........: GO LOOK FOR YOURSELF I PROMISE DGAF.........: HONEST MFKN Viper: honest? DGAF.........: i copied the convo instead of my notepad file i apologize DGAF.........: it pasted the wrong thing if u notice i deleted it so i could retype it MFKN Viper: hello? MFKN Viper: ur fucking blog DGAF.........: put u out like what? MFKN Viper: just when i was taking ur friendship in MFKN Viper: wow ur really gonna put me out like that? DGAF.........: my f

My 1st Psycho Stalker On Fulbar, Lol @ "no Drama Queens Please"
so its my 1st day on fubar, 1st i want to thank everyone who was nice and chatted with me. i like talking and getting to know people.2nd, tip to some guys, don't ask for naked pictures after 5 minutes of talking.also to "no drama queens please" i just met u, we talked for like 10 minutes, stop bossing me around like we're married, stop commanding me to get on yahoo to talk to u, stop judging someone u don't know at all, stop being manipulative, stop being controlling, stop telling me what to do like u own me. we just f'ing met for like 5 min on fubar. stop whining like a little girl, grow some balls, grow up, learn to treat a girl with respect, learn to not rush things, learn to be nice and respectful.http://fubar.com/user/2458120@sshole.ps: for someone with no drama in ur name u sure are full of it. never seen anyone so clingy or rude in my life.

Not Always Right | The Custom-fur Is Always Right
Bakery | Sydney, Australia Customer: “Hi, I’d like to buy a lemon and lime pie please.” Me: “I’m sorry miss, we don’t sell those. We never have.” Customer: “But I was so sure. Let me just check.” *pulls out phone and dials* “Hi, darling…yes, I know, but she says they don’t sell them anymore. Okay, I’ll put you on…” Customer: “He’d like to talk to you.” *hands me the phone* Me: “Hi, sir, I’m sorry, but we don’t sell lemon and lime pies.” Phone: “Woof! Woof! Woof!” Customer, to me: “You see?!”

Not Always Right | Not Exactly The Pick Of The Litter
Pet Store | Dearborn, MI, USA Customer: “I’m looking for the right kind of food for my new rottweiler puppy.” Me: “No problem, I’d be happy to help you. And since your little guy here is a large breed dog, he needs to stay on the puppy food for two years before switching to the adult formula.” Customer: “Large breed?” Me: “Yes, this little guy is a rottweiler mix. He will probably be around 90-110 pounds.” Customer: “Oh…so if I keep him on puppy food, will he stay small like this?”

Where Are You
Where is this endless loving embrace my heart yearns how may I feel this gift as this world turns Know that I've tried and never shied away from our moment as its true sometimes you need to bleed before its meant I've adored a heart that came deceive and held a beauty that lead me to believe Blinded by my own wish to end this search for you I wish I had listen to my head, as it knows who is true Where are you tonight under the crescent moon hope you know I can't wait to see you sometime soon When we can finally forget to guard our heart and let it truly come out without being pulled apart I've promised to never hold back the optimistic view I've held as a kid and I won't ever let you forget the reality of cupids bid Cause valentines day isn't just one day of the year Its everyday I get to hold you near

Fubar Truth 103: The Angle Pic.
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Cookies
So far I have made 3 batches of butterballs, chocolate chip, and peanutbutter blossoms, and the dough for chocolate crinkles. Today I make the chocolate crinkles, spritz trees and fudge. I don't know if I should make pecan tarts or a pecan pie. I will also be making my grandmothers cheesecake. I feel like something is missing. What?? Help me.

Apparently Im Uber Evil
Suzieis96% Go straight to Hell You’ll be remembered in much the same way that Hitler is. You know you’re going to hell but it doesn’t scare you. You’ll most probably end up running the place. This summary only serves to backup what your friends already know and acts as a warning to everyone else. You will steal from the poor and elderly Take advantage of lonely neighbors Laugh at children in pain Collaborate in the murder of a mother Let 5 people go hungry for more money Steel large amounts of cash Violently chase those trying to help others Park in disabled spots Choose money over happiness and love Ignore your dying mothers last request Get away with murder if you’re able to

Poem For My Traci
Rayvyn's Song....... Walking along a forest trail, I heard a curious sound..It came from every where i looked, It came from all around.. I searched every tree and bush and stone, I searched the sky above,But there was nothing close to me, not sparrow, robin or dove.. I stoped my search and opened my heart, and to my great suprize.A woman stood befor me now, with deep and knowing eyes.. She looked at me with her smiling face, her black hair fine and long.She said i sing this just for you, It is my Rayvyn's song.. Sence the day she sang for me, my life has been compleat.Her Rayvyn's song still fills spirit and gives my heart its beat.. We walk together through the forest of life, now she and i are one.Her Rayvyn's song is all i will hear untill my life is done....... For my Traci.......Silverthorn68 12-20-09........

The Day Hunter Was Born
Most of you know, and if you have read my profile, you will know that I have a 5 year old boy with Down Syndrome. I thought I would share with you what its like to live with this little guy and just how special he is to me. For this entry, I want to decribe to you the night he was born, and how I came to find out that he had Down Syndrome. I had a very normal pregnancy. No real complications. I didn't find out until I was 2 months pregnant that he was already forming inside me. To be honest, I was sure how I felt at that moment. Scared I guess. I ahd been married for 2 years, was 26 and still working on my career. I didn't think this was the best time to have a kid, but I prepared myself for the upcoming event. As time passed, i grew more and more excited that I had this baby growing inside me, and I couild't wait to hold him! May 10,2004, I went into labor and ended up having a C-section because his foot was wrapped up in the umbilical cord. they pulled him out and here

At All Times In Every Situation.
Carry dark chocolate.But a heart can't be won by candies alone.I know this. But Every daylike clockwork.She calls my name.She coos it like honey on silk.I smirk knowinglyreturn dutifuly. I've been working up to itsomething simplenoncommitalnonchalant "you could always talk about it.if you think it'd help." But I falter, I blush, and I retreat.I say to myself- she has friends. Sisters. That richmuscley boyfriend...the one she's always screaming at on the phone.About somethingoutside my realm on so many levels. I know I'm playing this one a little different.Perhaps too cautius, too long on pre-game?Or maybe I'm waiting for him to show his heartbefore I expose mine to her.I want the divine move on this one.That single piece that falls into position.The perfect check.Flawless dominos.The sunny day, zero wind, open field shot between the eyes.All I have to do is waitwait wait wait

Tears At Christmas Time
As I sit here thinking about this holiday season it tends to bring tears to my eyes. I wonder how I went from having everything I could ever ask for to having nothing in a matter of a month. Aren't the holidays supposed to be a time of joy and cheer? Well for the past 6 years they have been nothing but a dissapointment to me. The last 4 years of Christmas's were spent living with an abusive man who never allowed me out of the house to go to dinners nor visit with my family over 3 hours away from were we lived. I never recieved gifts nor cards from anyone because he was always taking anything in the mail that came in my name. It was like I was in prison when I was with him. Last year in August I chose to leave that man I spent Christmas living out of my car in a wal-mart parking lot with no family or friends to spend it with because I didn't have the money to travel to them nor have a cell phone to reach them. And yet here it is again Christmas time and I have no one to spend it with b

Music Monday 11
I think this is the most mixed list so far 1. Baby it's Cold Outside - Ray Charles and Betty Carter2. VCR - The Xx3. Grand Theft Autumn/Where is Your Boy Tonight - Fall Out Boy4. Dracula's Wedding - Outkast5. Tive Razao - Seu Jorge6. Killer Queen - Queen7. Empire State of Mind - Jay Z Feat. Alicia Keyes8. The Camper Velourium III: Al the Killer - Coheed and Cambria

Just Writing
Standing staring through the blinds at a sunlit clear blue skyIn a world of darkness held behind the eyeswatching people passing by going about their daily livesStanding lost inside the mind dwelling on what was left behindMemories of days gone by of laughter shared and teardrops criedWishing there were no tears just lots of laughter free of fearsRegretting things that came to pass to bring the laughter to its lastRemembering things that were said in haste leaving the tongue with a sour tasteFeeling an emptiness in the soul a sensation of falling down an endless holeIn the grip of a sorrow so intense it seems like it will never relentThe sorrow builds in strength and wells withinIt leaves the soul and attacks the mind leaving a streak of pain in its wakeIt reaches the mind its purpose clear an attack to the senses to bring forth tearsA fight ensues behind the eyes a battle of emotions from deep insideThe body shakes from head to toe as the pain administers it's final blowThe shoulders

Your Infinite Touch~ By Jd
I lay down and breathe slowly, I must admit im yearning for your touch. You haunt my every thought almost infinately, Beckoning, My arms stretch out to hold you, Yet my reach is not quite long enough. Late night and the cold air chills this hollow bedroom, Longing for your presence and needing to feel you close. I barely make it through a full day without knowing i dont have you here, Anyone in this world come try to appeal to me but without avail because your love is far beyond surreal. One day without you, Im feeling aggravated and slightly off que, This beautiful woman thats the heart of my desires, What would i be without you? The way you stick to my every word, Even when i tend to ramble on and make no sense, Just leads me to believe that you're something heavenly, Without you i shall never sleep. When you pull me in to your world i am lost in your intrigue and sexy smile, Leaving myself wide open for you to notice me, Feeling almost like a love struck child.

Houses
First let me say I am SHOCKED at how some people live. More than that, I am shocked at what people do to a house. I have been house hunting for a while now. I thought I had seen it all by now. Today I was in a house that actually scared me. From the outside, it was a cute red brick house, corner lot, attached 1 car garage. I walk in & the smell is unreal! The hardwood floors are trashed, parts of the ceiling are coming down & there are ciggy butts in the kitchen drain. We get in the bathroom, There is mold everywhere & cat shit in the totally rusted out tub. The basement.....oh the basement. That house had once been super cute with an electric fireplace in the finished basement. Apparently, someone turned the water on & left for a week. All the tiles were curled up, there was black mold everwhere & the ceiling was down in a few places. I had an asthma attack. How can someone live in that? Much less, try to sell it? I really don't understand people.

The Holidays
The Holidays are here. For the past month my life has really been in turmoil. I've been going through a lot of hell, and it seemed to be spiraling for quite a while. Between working through a divorce, not seeing my son as often, extra overtime at work, then losing my grandfather, and almost losing my grandmother I've been a wreck. Needless to say this year I have not really been in the holiday spirit. Christmas day though I'm going up to spend time with my family so I can see my grandmother, and say good bye to my grandfather. 2009 Has been a wild roller coaster for me filled with highs and lows. It has seen the publication of my first two novels, my son starting kindergarten, but also all the sorrow that I mentioned above. 2010 Will be a new start for me, I don't know what it will bring, but I hope it is something grand. Now... to all of you here. I would love to thank everyone individually, but I know I would forget people and I would hate that. So... Thank you to every

Xmas In Alaska
XMAs from alaska its snow, its cold its christmas moring the trees glisten the children listen as santa goes the family gathers. the pies cool and all is well then from no were they start to sing and all is perfect in alaska towns

Lou And V (stone Temple Pilots - Still Remains)
Our bed we live, our bed we sleepMaking love and I become youFlesh is warm with naked feetStabbing thorns and you become meOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe holds my hand, we share a laughSipping orange blossom breezesLove is still and sweat remainsA cherished gift unselfish feelingOh, I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveIf you should die before me ask if you could bring a friendPick a flower hold your breath and drift awayShe tells me things, I listen wellDrink the wine save the waterSkin is smooth I steal a glanceDragon flies 'er' gliding overOh I'd beg for you, you know I'll beg for youPick a song and sing a yellow nectarineTake a bath I'll drink the water that you leaveI

George Michael
WASHINGTON (AP) — George Michael, a mainstay on the Washington, D.C., sports television scene for decades who reached a national audience with "The George Michael Sports Machine" highlights show, has died. He was 70 years old. Michael's daughter, Michelle Allen, said Michael died Thursday morning from complications of chronic lymphocytic leukemia at Sibley Memorial Hospital.In a statement, WRC TV in Washington, where Michael had been a sports director, called him a pioneer in sports broadcasting. His show, which began as a late-night local feature, ran from 1980 to 2007. The trendsetting program became the first nationally syndicated sports highlights show in 1984 and was eventually broadcast in 194 markets across the United States and in 10 foreign countries.Michael's family says plans for a memorial service are not yet complete.

What Kind Of Pictures Would You All Like To See?
Im new and was wondering what pictures to post? Any suggestions on what you all would like to see will be appreciated. I will do my best to post what yo all want. Thank you

Venting
I feel like screaming or crying not that either would be mature or helpful. I have barely slept in weeks and its finally taking a toll on me. I keep getting told i'm being bitchy or moody. Maybe I am just overreacting and need to suck it up and deal with it. I am not looking for sympathy and not even expecting anyone to care. I guess I am just not doing my normal reaction to things and bottling it away. For once I have tried venting to people and mostly those that claimed to want to listen; turned around and said I am just moody. I don't hold things back. I say what I am thinking. I've just been taking care of my aunt that is dying. She doesn't sleep through the night so I have to stay up with her, then crash for maybe an hour or two and take care of everything else. I hate watching someone I care about wilt away like a flower. She's has taking a turn for the worse over the last 2 weeks. The worst part is she knows it is just a matter of time and reminds me constantly. As much as I do

2009 In A Nutshell...
2009 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?Stayed single almost the whole year?I was single for like a week LOL!!Were involved in something you'll never forget?Oh yeahTripped over a coffee table?a few timesDyed your hair?Gotta cover up the gray right?Came close to losing your life?Yeah I had a eye opening health issue for sure!Saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?Mayhemfest 09' was badass!! SLAYER!!!!!!2009: Friends and EnemiesDid you make any close friends this year?Found one of my old friends RosieDid you hate anyone?Yeah..bitch needs to taste the pavementDo you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?Yeah one of my closest friends tried to get my man to go home with her.2009: Your BIRTHDAY!Did you have a cake?nahDid you get any presents?we were broke2009: All about YOUDid you change at all this year?A bit but not muchDid you change your style?Changed my hairWere you in school?NopeDid you get good grades?tha fuck?Did you drive?My chevro-legsDid you own a car?Tried but

Ahhh Memories.
What my midgets and I watched over the Holidays.I couldn't be happier!! Specially Dark Crystal,it was a gift from my in laws to the midgets.. I almost fainted when I seen it due to sheer joy!!I know this whole movie word for word,and was so happy to see my youngest love it just as much as me,while sporting a million questions about the puppets and how they moved and what not.You still cant get any better then that!oh and the labyrinth of course.(you remind me of the babe!(what babe?babe with the powe...shutting up now) Also the Goonies!!my oldest loved it,we all climbed into our big bed with some popcorn and had a good ol family movie night.Which we try to have every weekend. Now my daughter walks around yelling" HEEEEEEEEY YOOOOOOOOU GUUUUUUUUYS!!!!!" as does daddy too lol. Good times all around, now to find something for this weekend. on that note..IM gonna put three videos via comment reply. Hope you all get to have a giggle watching them. Later days!(h)

Written For Me By The Irish Madhatter Ocoileain ♥
Dressed for the hunt, the pantther is on the prowl....ready to strike, she releases her growl....a thing of beauty in her hunt of prey....picking and choosing amonst the flock to see who stays....finding those worthy, she shows her heart....and then the hunt truly starts

And This Is Why I'm Such A Bitch To You Random Men....figure It Out And Get Some Class.
hi...is your submissive behaviour as good as your outer appearance? i message you, because i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles...i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks, exercises and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. it would be really nice to talk with you about this...have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needsto talk with me about mental or sexual desires... to act as submissive for me. a dominant who tells you what to do, how to react and that takes care of your submissive needs if you have some?to please me mentally or sexually... to act as submissive on command... to know how it is to serve as submissivetake a look at my profile and blog. i am sure you will like what you see there. exspecially my bdsm related pictures.feel free to contact me when you are curious about it. my yahoo: misterak20 msn:

Perfect
This Smashing Pumpkins song seems relevant lately. The video will be in the 1st comment "Perfect" I know we're just like old friends We just can't pretend That lovers make amends We are reasons so unreal We can't help but feel that something has been lost But please you know you're just like me Next time I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect Perfect strangers down the line Lovers out of time Memories unwind So far I still know who you are But now I wonder who I was... Angel, you know it's not the end We'll always be good friends The letters have been sent on So please, you always were so free You'll see, I promise we'll be Perfect Perfect strangers when we meet Strangers on the street Lovers while we sleep Perfect You know this has to be We always we're so free We promised that we'd be Perfect

Hemispheric Asymmetry And Hypnosis
Int J Psychophysiol. 1989 Mar;7(1):85-96. 40-Hz EEG asymmetry during recall of emotional events in waking and hypnosis: differences between low and high hypnotizables. De Pascalis V, Marucci FS, Penna PM. Department of Psychology, University of Rome, La Sapienza, Italy. Sixteen high and thirteen low hypnotizable women, who had participated in our previous study (De Pascalis et al., 1987), were enrolled in a hypnotic session. After the hypnotic induction they were requested to recollect 2 positive and 2 negative personal life experiences. In our previous study subjects performed similar tasks in a waking-state. Hypnotizability was evaluated the first time with the Harvard Group Scale of Hypnotic Susceptibility (Form A) and, a second time, individually, with the Stanford Hypnotic Susceptibility Scale (Form C). The State Trait Anxiety Inventory, Maudsley Personality Inventory, and Tellegen Absorption Scale were administered. Upper-trapezius electromyogram (EMG) and bilateral electroen

True Love Is The Soul's Recognition Of Its Counterpoint In Another...
A SoulMate is someone who will have an instantaneous effect on youMake you weak in the kneesTake your breath awayWith a single glance they can lessen the burdenWith a simple smile..touch your heartYou will feel a total connection to this personThey will touch you so deeply on so many levelsthat you will want to share your inner most secretsThis person will make you feel like your a god or a goddessThey will forever change your life..sometimes for better or worseWith your SoulMate you will feel a deep yearninga compelling energy drawing you to themYou will find safety with this personYou will knowingly let go of all of your defences as a deep empathic bond is formedThere is something about the passion you share with a SoulMate that goes so far beyond just the physical bodyFor a moment in time you two are the only ones who exist in the universe. Hearts beating in rhythm as your souls have intertwined themselves becoming one. Soon you begin to lose trackof where you begin and your partner

Salutes I Make
Seems like I get a lot of requests for salutes and honestly, I DO NOT have the time to make them for everyone who asks. I'm a very busy person and I know ya'll expect something for free around here but that's not gonna happen. And no, trading "sexy" salutes will not work. I don't need them or get off on them, although I do appreciate any salutes done for me. So you want to know what you need to do to get a salute from me? Well, here it is: 1 totally PG-rated salute (yes, I will be wearing a shirt, so don't ask for me to be in a bra or something else): 5 credit bling about 5 sexy salutes, in my bra and topless, but without nipples showing (just check my salutes made for others album): 35 bling credits (may be made up of bling packs and blings) about 10 topless salutes (you have to be in my family for these - sorry! and that alone requires a 25 credit bling pack): 65 credit bling pack AND 20 credits of bling ;) You want more? Okay, let's negotiate, but THIS is my starting point. Yo

Part One Of Our New Years Eve
We went to a movie. Saw "It's Complicated" with Alec Baldwin and Meryl Streep ... I have never laughed so hard at a romantic comedy in my life. It was really a funny movie. Very situational. The woman a few rows behind us was hysterical. I highly recommend it to everyone ... I would give it 2 thumbs up.

To All The Backstabbing Ungrateful Ingrates:
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face. Don't go behind my back. I have the common courtesy to talk to you about something rather than go gossiping behind your back. When you do say it, please take me aside so we can talk in private. I have no problem letting you into my office at any time when you want to talk to me about something without everyone else hearing, please give me the same common courtesy. If you have something critical to say about me, be prepared to back it up. If you aren't willing to testify to its authenticity in writing and in front of a panel, then its slander as far as I'm concerned. If you can't swear to it, then why bother spreading something that you don't even believe in? Before I write you up, I'll take you aside and tell you about it. I'll also give you a chance to explain yourself, and if the situation warrants I'll retract the write up. At the very least I'll let you know about it first. I don't write it up in secret and blindside you wit

About Our Contests ( This Will Probably Be Copied By More Posers)
Each of our contests are conducted fairly with a monitered set of judges that fluctuates. Each judge is given a score card to judge each individual DJ. at the end all scores are tallied up and the scores are given to the DJ battle host. Then and only then is the voting booth opened for audience participation. those votes are then tallied in with the judges score to procure the final numeric score for each DJ. Metal dome is proud to announce main battles in the following areas.. Brutality :This is metal music at its hardest genre.. bring it loud, bring it brutal or stay at home, this is not a whimpy battle.(judges ) Technical : think you got what it takes to be a master DJ? this is a test of your technical abilities on your equipment. This is not an easy battle to win.Pre -requirments, your list of music to be used. Intro is a must, use of all dj available skills. (judges) Themed:This is a themed battle wich means a theme is picked, keeping to the themse is the test, doing what a

Swiped From Suga
Did the last person you touched lips with have a tattoo?yup... and he was gay.. brownie points! Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? Distant... What could you eat any day of the week and never get tired of? Pizza Would you change yourself for the person you love? no Do you find drinking unattractive?Drinking is fine... but over drinking is unattractive. When was the last time something bothered you?Today To who did you last give the finger to? um... i dunno... probably addison lol Do you like boys?I like men. *soo keeping this* Six months ago, can you remember who you liked, who was it?I loved (still do kinda sorta) my husband Do you like to hold hands?sometimes

United We Stand
F.U.4.C ( Fubarians United 4 Christ) Believe it or not....there are a lot of Christians on Fu. Sure y'alls halos may b a lil bit bent and tarnished like mine is, but the truth remains we do love Jesus in our heart. FU4C is a group of us that want to take a stand together on Fu for Christ. No it s NOT our place to judge or condem what some of the people do on here, nor is it our place to tell others they are wrong!. We have not walked in their shoes. so we do NOT know y people do the thngs they do, and Jesus said ( those without sin , cast the first stone...paraphrased by me ) All the group wants is for people to think about others, be kind to others, and love one another like Christ's Greatest Commandment says."Love the Lord your God......and Love your neighbor as yourself." and not be so into the "me" generation. Everybody wants something for something on here.........Is there anything wrong with giving outta the goodness of your heart, not expecting something back in return?

Give Me A Break Already!!!!
I am so sick of fighting a losing battle.I have come to the conclusion that no matter how hard you fight... no matter how tightly you walk the line some things are just determined to be doomed to failure. Relationships are supposed to be a happy event ...filled with milestones and easily obtained goals that strengthen and bind you to one another. I always believed this with all of my heart and get let down. I have spoke many times about how I feel it such an injustice that we raise our daughters on fairytales where this dashing prince comes to the rescue of the perilous princess and sweeps her away from all the iniquity in her life in as little as 15 pages. We instill so early on these unrealistic expectations and somehow it is ingrained so deeply into the little girl heart that we have that as women we find nothing but heartache. I am a product of unrealistic thinking and a dreamers heart. I want to be wholly loved and swept away - fleeting the heartache I feel and sugar-coating it

Divine Love- Unconditional Love
Divine Love is not human 'romantic' love. It is of a spiritual nature, it is all-encompassing and unconditional. Divine Love is often attributed only to God and/or spiritual beings. Yet as we are all sparks of the Creator (the Divine), and as the Creator IS LOVE, we are therefore also Love - Divine Love is who we really are, yet in our human state and using mostly only our five senses, we have forgotten this and we perceive other people and animals and nature as 'separate' from ourselves. But we are all made of the same 'stuff' and are all therefore "ONE and all connected. This is confirmed on a scientific level with Quantum Physics. It is our perception of separateness that causes all the woes we have in this world. What we do to one, we do to ourselves. There is NO separateness, only ONE-NESS. Namaste..................... Ms. Desa

Not Written By Me, Great Words Tollive By...
The Man In The Glass Anonymous When you get what you want in your struggle for selfAnd the world makes you king for a day,Just go to the mirror and look at yourselfAnd see what that man has to say.For it isn’t your father or mother or wifeWhose judgment upon you must pass.The fellow whose verdict counts most in you lifeIs the one staring back from the glass.You may be like Jack Horner and chisel a plumAnd think you’re a wonderful guy.But the man in the glass says you’re only a bumIf you can’t look him straight in the eye.He’s the fellow to please-never mind all the rest,For he’s with you clear to the end.And you’ve passed your most dangerous, difficult testIf the man in the glass is your friend.You may fool the whole world down the pathway of yearsAnd get pats on the back as you pass.But your final reward will be heartache and tearsIf you’ve cheated the man in the glass.

Venting
This may not make sense to many of you, but I just have to vent somewhere to get this off my chest before I explode!! January 01, 2010Quote of the Day"Man can only become what he is able to consciously imagine."- Dane Rudhyar Yanno, I kind of agree with this. Looking back on where I have been and where I am now, and where my mind sits consciously there is such a big change. For instance, I thought everything would be starting to get better for me when I started seeing Kerri for counseling. Got to see her twice before she had to close the case because once again they don't take the medical. What the hell am I suppose to do? I need serious help on counseling and cant seem to get anywhere, so my mind keeps telling me that I will never be able to amount to much, and sadly that is how I feel. There are many initiatives that I have to take since it's the beginning of the new year. I am going to call a lawyer that specializes in disability and find out what steps I have to take. I have a

Walk Away
As the winter wind hollows outside, we always remeber where our hearts reside, So as the lights in our eyes dim, all the chances we had was slim, Lifting our heads we know whats to come, Time has come to where we know when to run, The time where our hearts break and our souls fade, So ow you know why i have to walk away.

Ive Been Through Alot..
First this is me.. When i was six years old i was in a three wheeler accident where i flew off the back of it my head hitting a rock in a ditch. I went into an instant comma in the ambulance i was then intabated 9 times therefore hitting and dislocating one of my vocal chords and then hitting and paralyzing my other vocal chord. So i've been used to people judging me for the way my voice sounds. I had to learn to walk all over again because of my traumatic brain injury. Thank you all for listening........

I Hate It When People Ur Not Attracted To Keep Hitting On You Sexually Its So Annoying
Dont you hate it when people ur not attracted to feel making sexual remarks or hitting on you it grosses me out they just dont get it..

Rain Or Shine
It was raining quite hard as U.S. Marine trainees assembled outdoors for a briefing. On a blackboard, the lieutenant instructor had prepared a detailed drawing of the tactics he wanted practiced. "Don't think we're going to call this off just because of a little rain," he said. Then he turned to the blackboard which had been washed clean.

Slipknot-snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I can't destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate Ooh, my smile was taken long ago I don't deserve to have you If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips I couldn't face a life without your lights And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss But all of that was ripped apart when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not care I think I made it very clear Is that supposed to be enough? You couldn't hate enough to love I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a saint Ooh, my own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let y

Just General Rants
There has been a few things that have really bugged me lately... So I decided to write about them. Under normal circumstances, these little things probably wouldnt bother me, Might be the end of the Holiday Seasons, or what, I do not know. I went the other day to get me a new Toothbrush, (Why these are called TOOTH Brushes, I don't know considering I have a full set of TEETH) and I'm looking around and I see all these wonderous new designs and everything. Rubber edges, tongue scrubbers, Circular designs, Bent styles, rubber handles for better grip, electric... No effin regular TEETH brushes. All I want is a regular effin toothbrush. I don't need all these fancy designs and colors or whatever marketing ploy they are trying this time. I don't want one that says it's approved by whatever government agency that deals with dentists and thier like. I don't wnat one that has a gum messager or tongue scrubber. JUST A REGULAR FUCKING TOOTHBRUSH!!! or Teethbrush in my instance.

[what A Racket]
Alright, now as some of you may knowthe video game rental industry has gone straight down the shitterso a lot of times consolers are kinda forced to demo a game (rarely) borrow it, or buy it to play it at all.Since new games are $60 I either have to have +++ faith in the franchise/producer/friend that recomended it, or I have to go on a FUCKING VISION QUEST to play it before I buy it.That being saidI have some games I bought and suffered some buyer's remorsethe only thingMOREblowful than the rental industryis 2nd hand.I bought Resistance 2 on franchise faith thinking "how can they fuck this up? resistence two was fucking GREAT" well, by abandoning the predecessor game systems and making a COD/Halo clone on railroad tracks and a 2 gun inventory ... of course.I tried to take the ONCE loaded and played game backwhich was within my returns agreement had I bought it anywherebut bestbuyso I had to trade itGame I boughtthat day, no damage, no fingerprints even on the manualI traded for $22 an

Perspective
Yeah so i wrote this after i just got done reading Ant's blog ''Tell me how fucked up your life is'' So thanks for the inspiration Ant. look at your life what are you complaining about? bitching about, how you're grounded and can't go out or if you to old to be grounded your ego takes flight your probs consist of hoping your laptop stays charged all night well do me a favor alright, google world hunger and gain insight into the plight that the world's in, you let depression sink in about meaningless things, while others want their world to end you live in a 3 story house with the white picket fence you own a world class restaurant that the real hungry can't get in leftover food in the garbage even though the homeless coulda ate it hands reach out to you but you quickly evade it no eye contact cus if you seen yourself in the eyes reflection you'd hate it look at yourself, i bet you might feel like shit in your gated community cut off from the rest of the world that sometimes lose t

A Note For The Mothers Out There...
I never really gave alot of thought to birthdays in general, until my son had his 1st one. Naturally, to any parent this is a milestone and wonderful reason for celebration. But on that day I was given a gift, a beautiful white gold and diamond pendant in the shape of a mother and child. When I asked why, I was told that because even though it was our sons life we were celebrating, on that day one year earlier I was the one who went through the miracle (and pain!) of bringing him into the world. So for my son it was a birthday, and for me, an anniversary. Ever since, I have made sure to let my own mother know how much I love and appreciate her on my own birthday, and I just wanted to share this with all the other moms out there. Love to you all, Bonnie xoxo What my life is all about Hear the NewsAm filled with prideTo learn I have A life inside..... and I already love you. Aches and strainsAnd labor painsThen you arriveLook in my eyes.... and I love you even more. Yo

[it All Fell Out Of An Open Hatch]
My styrofoam cup from a month ago is vibrating to the beat.It's making a pretty damn cool sound.Gramma says if I keep losing weight I'll just be a shadow. ... she fell down again. But the real problem isI'm starting to think phase 1.We're past R/D now. And... I'm losing her in the chaos.there's some rollover that has to happen.Some damage control I guess.Seeing as how she's across the building now. I'll work something out, I always do.-_-meanwhile my dog is totally eating snow. She's not supposed to be. I don't wanna take her out to pee at 4 in the morning. So I work out phase 1. The phase I was in prior. Can't eavesdrop on her and tardsy boyfriend any more, and there's a new blockage since she's reconnecting with her sister while she's at work. She's less available to talk to on break. I don't have to come up with itrightnowbut I do have a minute. Then there's phase 2. "so how does this all work out" "you stay with your rich muscley boyfriend and remain my unobtainable muse

Where Did My Baby Go
Where did my baby go?I wonder where she ran off toI miss my baby soI'm calling but I can't get throughPlease tell that girl if you meet herThat someone's longing to see herWhere did my baby go?I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)I'm searching for the lover I knewHave you seen her?Where did she go?Feels like I've just lost my only friendFlames subsided, colors fadedLove just got so complicatedWish that I could see her smile againSo if you see her out there, tell her I'm still hereWaiting for the day when she will reappearWhere did my baby go?I wonder where she ran off toI miss my baby soI'm calling but I can't get throughPlease tell that girl if you meet herThat someone's longing to see herWhere did my baby go?I wish that she would get back soon (get back soon)Maybe I was wrong and IIgnored her for too long and IDidn't even notice when she slipped awayMaybe while I lay fast asleep thenOut into the night she creepsI'll leave the light on, so she'll come back somedaySo if y

Libras
Libra-The Lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible. POUNDS HIS CHEST LIKE KING KONG...

Love Suks
my head is spining with pain my eyes are burnin with tears my heart is brokein by love ive worked my ass off to get this amount of clean time i have ive never been very good at shareing my feelings i opened up my heart to a girl i love she kicked my ass i want to toss all this love and careing shit in the trash go kick some ones ass.ive become such a coward scared to act out on my pain and hate they tell me this to shall pass pray go 2 meetings share my feelings and fears been ten days i want to use this hasnt come to pass ive seen her with him she looks as if shes happy told i should pray for her her im the one whos goin down the pipe i know this is sad and im a grown man should pick my ass up and move on some time there be some one interrested in me wants to be with me but shes not here now so im left with all this lonelyness and fear mixed with hope that just for today i wont have to use no matter what

[woops- That Was Awesome]
bone marrow, breadcrumbs, balsalmic vinegar, course ground mustard stirred into rice, and a rib eye. ... I'm still eating, but god daaaaaamn.Alright, this may be the worst idea I've ever had or the best. I started with 2 12 inch beef shanks (just the bones), filled my dutch oven about half full with water and boiled away for about 30 minutesnow, it was a minor drilling operation (spooning about) getting about 2 tablespoons of the goo- store aside.get a fistful of breadcrumbs half a tablespoon of coarse ground mustard and combine it in a bowl with the marrow. Now, some of you may have heard, marrow is about the same as biting a big hunk of wet fat off a big walking mass of meat. ... guess what!it is. I managed to render about a cup of marrow from the rest of the bones, but that has been set aside for other applications now grab the best ribeye you saw at the butcher's... thinly cover one side in this rare hand harvested sea salt that was more expensive than anything else you're e

Not A Poem Just What I Was Thinking To Myself.
This is not a poem its more of what im thinking of. I look back in time and i remember the good and the bad things i done i know what happend in the past is done its behind you and you cant change it but dont you ever wonder that you will wake up and the next thing you know is that you are back to when you are little and know what the future will bring. For all the bad things i done in the past i wish i couldve done better. Ever since the passing of my grandmother who was like a second mother who took care of me since birth i havent been the same. My mind keeps going back in time to where i first thought of this dreadful day thinking about the day she passes what will i do? Well the thing i knew for sure was that i wouldnt be able to keep payments for my house i thought i was gunna be homeless. However thats not the case im actually living with the one i love and care alot about as well as she does for me. I have this lonliness in my mind on where im at i have nobody to turn to for sup

Hate
Feverous thoughts burn brightly within me Filling me with ravenous desires full of malicious intent Searching for an outlet, a means of escape A victim capable of fulfilling this primal urge, this dark fantasy Which instills in me a hunger for passionate self suicides.

How Bad Are You Wanted?
How bad are you wanted? Post this and see how many msg's you get......... dont be scared!(1) just friends(2) georgious(3) cute as hell(4) hot(5) fine(6) sexy(7) amazingly sexy(8) we can be friends with benefits(9) see ya

My Present Mood
Baby, do you understand me now,Sometimes I feel a little mad.But, don't you know that no one aliveCan always be an angel.When things go wrong I feel real bad. I'm just a soul whose intentions are good,Oh lord, please don't let me be misunderstood. Baby, sometimes I'm so carefree,With a joy that's hard to hide.And sometimes it seems that,All I have to do is worryAnd then you're boundTo see my other side. I'm just a soul whose intentions are good,Oh lord, please don't let me be misunderstood. Life has its problems,And I get my share,And that's one thing I never mean to do, Oh, oh, oh, baby - don't you know I'm human.I have thoughts like any other one.Sometimes I find myself, lord, regretting,Some foolish thing - some little simple thing I've done. Eric Burdon and The Animals

Death
so last night me and tiffy bought our fish.. we bought a pretty nice tank, fish food, and a heat lamp! so two hours after everything was done our fish were dead! so i drove to walmart asked the lady i wanted to return them she told me sorry but customer service is closed and im like uh okay what do u want me to do with two dead fish! then, shes like sorry customer service opens at 7 am! so as im walking out i yell FUCKING HILLBILLY TOWN! *i know the cashiers heard it!

C51 - Bling Me Babyjesus (with Bloopers And Remixes) Enjoy!
i HOPE YOU ENJOY THE VIDS :p LOL NERD ON PATROL i TELL YOU WHAT! iF THEY DON'T SHOW UP CAUSE EMBEDDED HATES MOST OF US!iT'S LIKE IF ITS NOT A MAC YOUR fU*KED RIGHT LMAO... BUT YEAH THE LINKS ARE UNDERNEITH EACH ONE! AS ALWAYS... PLEASE SUBSCRIBE, RATE, COMMENT, AND FAVORITE THEM ON YOUTUBE.... I will get to CNN one day! Lmao! But I can settle for FOX news too! Muah! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~OFFICIAL~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U1racrtnRUE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~BLOOPER 1~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysMIoHQroGk ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ORIGINAL WITH OUT THE BLING FROM BABYJESUS PART~~~~~~~~~~~~~ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=guhsJp5kWkI

*giggles*
Someone please explain to me how a person can be obsessed with the sounds of a language. For example, you can't speak it, but everytime you hear it, you know it. Your heart skips a beat. For a second you revert to your old teenager self with a longing after your first crush. Is it just me, or do others have a problem with this too? Inquiring minds (well, at least mine anyway) want to know!

Fubar And Real Life
Ok it's a damn shame I have to break this down again for some people. This site here is for entertainment for me, I have a select few people that I am actually friends with and you all know who you are. I am single not looking to hook up with anyone from a damn web site therefore I flirt a lot and if you flirt back that's all fine but if you want more than that your looking in the wrong place. So if you can handle all this then there should be no problems, if not then my page is not the place for you to be. So let's play nice and have fun :)

Why Can't I Be You? By The Cure
You're so gorgeous I'll do anything! I'll kiss you from your feet To where your head begins! You're so perfect! You're so right as rain! You make me Make me hungry again Everything you do is irresistible Everything you do is simply kissable Why can't I be you? I'll run around in circles 'Til I run out of breath I'll eat you all up Or I'll just hug you to death You're so wonderful! Too good to be true! You make me Make me hungry for you Everything you do is simply delicate Everything you do is quite angelicate Why can't I be you? You turn my head when you turn around You turn the whole world upside down I'm smitten I'm bitten I'm hooked I'm cooked I'm stuck like glue! You make me Make me hungry for you Everything you do is simply dreamy Everything you do is quite delicious Why can't I be you? Why can't I be you? Why can't I be you? You're simply elegant!

Shattered Made Me Do It!
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best and hottest one will get a reply......1. Your Name:2. Age:3. Favorite position (s)?4. Do you think I'm hot?5. Would you have sex with me?6. lights on or off?7. Would you have to be drunk?8. Would you take a shower with me?9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?10. Would you leave after or stay the night?11. Do you like cuddling afterwards?12. Condom or skin?13. Do you give Oral pleasures?14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures?15. Have sex on the first date?16. Would you kiss me during sex?17. Do you think I would be good in bed?18. Threesome?19. How many times would you like to cum?20. Would you use me as a booty call?21. Can I use you as a booty call?22. Do you like foreplay?23. What is foreplay to you?24. Can we take pictures of the act?25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Not Always Right | Candid Camera, Candid Answer
Camera Store | England, UK Me: “Hello there, can I help you?” Customer: “I’d like some batteries for my camera.” Me: “Okay, what does it take?” Customer: “Pictures.”

Sarah And Jeff Part 1
Sarah and Jeff Sarah stumbled in the door from work, clutching her purse and grocery bags in one hand, and a couple more bags in the other. She put the groceries down in her kitchen and walked over to her answering machine. She read the red blinking light that said “12” and pushed the play button. She listened as her mother droned on in one message about her finding the right guy and settling down, and why she couldn’t be more like her siblings who where happily married and had kids and families of their own. Sarah being 25 didn’t think it was such a big deal that she was still single and not looking to get married at the moment. After a few more messages from friends and bill collectors, one message stood out. It was a man relying to her personals ad she had posted on the internet. She had written to him a couple times and finally gave him her phone number and her address so if he was going to come over at some point he could. He left his number so she coul

We Got The Beat By The Go-go's
See the people walking down the street Fall in line just watching all their feet They don't know where they wanna go But they're walking in time They got the beat They got the beat Yeah They got the beat See the kids just getting out of school They can't wait to hang out and be cool Hang around 'til quarter after twelve That's when they fall in line Kids got the beat They got the beat They got the beat Yeah Kids got the beat Go-Go music really makes us dance Do the Pony puts us in a trance Do the Watusi just give us a chance That's when we fall in line We got the beat We got the beat We got the beat Yeah We got the beat Everybody get on your feet We know you can dance to the beat Jumpin' - get down Round and round and round

Devotion
I cannot see through to the other side,I am afraid,I don't know what resides there.Others have somehow gone before, butThey forgot to build a bridge across.Will you hold my hand, hereIn this dark place, andGo with me, into the unknown.To obey is better than to wait alone in the stillnessYou said that we've only just hit the tip of the icebergThat this goes so deep, so wide, and so high. That I've only just had a taste of youAnd that I must wait to see all that you have for me. But in this placeWhere I have knelt & felt peaceI have come to love.Ripping me out of here would meanThat everything I've ever known will change, will be rewritten.Do I take this chance offered, or do I swim in this ocean of complacency?You say that your house is my house.You say that your bed is my bed.You say that everything you have is mine.So what can I bring?What do I have, to bring, to you?My heart seeps outside of my bodyIn an all out effort to salvage what remains.Pick it up with your hands andCrush it to

Because Bibli Did It. Playlist Justification...
1) Smooth Criminal/Michael Jackson what can i say. as much as I love to hate on the recently deceased king of pop, i still think his old music is solid. when i was a kid i was his biggest fan. luckily i was never invited to neverland ranch 2)Farewell Ride/Beck Not a huge Beck fan, but this ones a real mood setter. and the mood is somber with a little bit of adventurous. i just love it. I've already told my brother that it is to be played at my funeral when the day comes. no "Tears in Heaven" for me 3) No Rain/Blind Melon this song just makes me happy. they had other songs, other good songs, but none are as memorable. i still remember the first time i saw the video. priceless. 4)Subterranean Homesick Blues/Bob Dylan Love his writing, but i almost always think his songs are improved by someone else singing them. this is the exception. no one else can pull it off. its a jumbled mess and a sign of the times all in one 5)Across 110th street/Bobby Womack I'll admit i'd never

Book Of The Month By Lovage
you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your breath fresher feel the stroke of your paintbrush, my blank sheet of paper i'm your book of the month, read the fine print later we'll invent new four letter words you are the bitter, i am the sweet run through the fields, sing with the birds you are the griddle, i am the meat i'll turn you on like the electric company you are the bitter, i am the sweet flick on the switch and light your pilot light you are the griddle, i am the meat you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your breath fresher feel the stroke of your paintbrush, my blank sheet of paper i'm your book of the month, read the fine print later we'll laugh away our golden years you are the bitter, i am the sweet we'll line the clouds with silver tears you are the griddle, i am the meat you and me are the disease and the germs are spreading use me like listerine, keeping your

I'm Looking For This Guy And I Think I May Have Found Him..
“Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'”

Sparks
Magnificent sparks shower from our hearts as cupid’s blacksmith forges the delicate shimmering chain forever together, hers and mine. The ringing of his hammer echo’s with the song of our hearts encased with them. The glowing of the fire grants the sacred artisan light to see his creations clearly through the smoke that stings his eyes. Insuring he may stamp his promise into his workmanship. Taking care not to overlook any cracks from forgotten falls. The heat from massive bellows urging fill the molten metal with warmth that will be felt with each beat. Warming those two souls long held in the cold darkness of solitude and loneliness. Shielding us from the biting frozen winds from distant long forgotten storms that rendered our souls. Sweat from his mighty brow hisses as it dances upon a surface white hot with passion, lust, and longing. The sheen of his skin shows the painstaking effort, care, and skill taken, in hopes it will be a masterpiece remembered even by the i

The Surprise
My Master left me a note saying that he had something for me and to be waiting for him when he gets home. I had no idea what it was and was so excited to find out that I went throw the whole day in a haze cleaning and making the house ready for when my Master got home. I was waiting in the chair he told me to be in wearing just my robe like he told me waiting. “Slave I hope you are ready, I am coming in but you better close your eyes.” Giggling I close my eyes and here him come in the room. I felt him stand over me and then he tugged me out of the chair and before I know it I was turned around and made to lean down. I then felt rope on my arms and legs; I tried to move and noticed I was tied to the chair. I went to open my eyes but felt my Masters hand go over my thought and know I had better keep my eyes closed. “Now pet we are going to have some fun and you are going to love it.”

Michel By Anouk
Hey Michel how's life are you ok I wonder if you ever think of me It's been 9 years since that kiss I can't help but reminisce Hey Michel do you remember We walked the street to the beat Hand in hand you and me Smiling faces so in love Hoping that they all could see That we belonged together you and me against the world But we found out the hard way cause it wasn't meant to be Now it's you and her I see You were my first and worst love And so it only could go wrong But ain't that just the way you learn Hey Michel I just wanted to let you know That someone else has stolen my heart And now another girl has caught your eye That doesn't mean I don't think of you I am just hoping she'll treat you right Do you remember How we walked the street to the beat Hand in hand you and me Smiling faces so in love Hoping they all could see That we belonged together you and me against the world But we found out the hard way cause it wasn't meant to be Now it is you and her I see It was just a sill

And Again...ugh
Andreas8000: hey thanks for the click and the friendshipTo Andreas8000: ty as well Andreas8000: you are sexy... so its my pleasureAndreas8000: damn very hot nsfw pics of youTo Andreas8000: thanks Andreas8000: your bf has a big one ;-) To Andreas8000: yep...I know Andreas8000: and you love it up your ass? To Andreas8000: Wanna talk about something BESIDES my b/f's dick and my sexual preferences? Andreas8000: hmmm no :PTo Andreas8000: then STFU Andreas8000: ok :)

Pvd
For those who know me have known somewhat about me being a little sick for the last year or so. Six months ago I was diagnoised with pvd (peripheral vascular disease) which is very progressive. I had already back in march had 2 stents placed due to 100% blockage on my left leg and 90% on my right...everything had gone perfect until now..another blockage has become apparent now I am set to go back into surgery Monday. I have a wonderful card. doctor..this I am thankful for. I need so much for positive energy to be sent my way..a candle lit..or just a thought...hugs to all my wonderful friends here!!!! Lots of Love Sandra

Not Always Right | Getting To The Root Of The Problem
Theater | Phoenix, AZ, USA (I am selling souvenir programs and backpacks for Legally Blonde: The Musical in the lobby. The customer I’m talking to is a brunette; so am I.) Me: “Would you like a souvenir program?” Customer: “But you’re not blond.” Me: “I’m sorry, ma’am? Would you like a program?” Customer: “This is Legally Blonde! You should be blond.” Me: *thinking she’s joking* “You know, it’s funny…I was blond for six months and just dyed my hair back to my natural color before I found out this show was coming.” Customer: *completely serious* “But you are not blond!” Me: “No ma’am, I am not.” Customer: “Why would they let you sell things for the show when you are not blond?” Me: “Well, you don’t have to be blond to work at the theater.” Customer: “But it’s Legally BLONDE!” Me: *giving up* &ld

Not Always Right | Never Too Sick To Complain
Doctor | Atlanta, GA, USA Me: “Thanks for calling [clinic]. How can I help you?” Customer: “I got this herbal colon cleanser from you. Does it have pork in it? I don’t eat pork, so I can’t have it if it has pork.” Me: “Well, ma’am, I’m not sure, but since it is an herbal supplement I would assume it has no pork. If you are really concerned, you can call the number on the bottle and ask them. I’m looking at the bottle and it says 100% vegan.” Customer: “Well, I can’t call the company. I’m sick! I’m so sick, I can’t use a phone!” Me: “Well, it says vegan on the bottle, but I can call the company myself if you want.” Customer: “Well, DO IT! I’m a sick lady, and I don’t do pork!” (I call the company and find out the supplement has no pork. I call the customer back.) Me: “Okay, ma’am. There are no pork or animal products in this supp

Bright Young Things
Watched this again over the weekend - Stephen Fry's directorial debut (he also wrote the screenplay) is an adaptation of Evelyn Waugh's 'Vile Bodies', and marries a delicious authentic atmosphere with a sparkling hilarious script and a cast to die for - Jim Broadbent, Peter O Toole, James McAvoy, Michael Sheen, Emily Mortimer, Julia MacKenzie, Fenella Woolgar, Stockard Channing, Dan Ackroyd, David Tennant, Immelda Staunton, Bill Paterson, Richard E Grant and John Mills, to name but a handful. Ably demonstrates that celebrity culture and all its pitfalls is not a uniquely modern phenomenom, and proves that Fry pretty much can turn his hand to anything and produce gold. Well worth seeking out.

For H.r. 3974 Viral Hepatitis And Liver Cancer Control And Prevention Act Of 2009
for H.R. 3974 Viral Hepatitis and Liver Cancer Control and Prevention Act of 2009 (Introduced in House) After reading this legislation in full, the Board of Directors of Debbullan Inc. have convened and agreed to fully support H.R. 3974. As currently written, this legislation well-opens the door to the future funding of Hepatitis focused programs as well as holds the best interests of the entire citizenship of the United States of America in its attention toward: * Prevention * Education (of medical professional to average citizen) * Vigilance of infection statistics and more You can read the entire bill in PDF version by accessing this link: HR3974 PDF SOLIDARITY OF VOICE Be well noted, there is more at hand than simply supporting the existence of this pending legislature. We wish to see this legislature progress through the US House of Representatives to the Senate. We see this as defining moment in the creation of a direly needed voice of solidarity calling attention to

I Can't Do This
So I went and took him lunch and cigarettes. I know I shouldn't have. But I can't stop caring, and loving him, and I knew he hadn't eaten breakfast. When he called this morning and wanted me to bring him something, I got excited, it gave me an ounce of hope, I thought, well he called me and not her. And I clung to that hope. Then I got there, and a friend had to call and calm me down, he was late going on break and all these thoughts came into my head. He finally came out, and it's like I knew this was it. This was the last lunch I'm ever gonna make him, this is the last trip i'll ever take to his work when he needs something. The look in his eye, it was just....he couldn't even look at me. It didn't feel like he was looking away because he felt bad for what he did, it was like he was just done. I don't even know why he wanted me to come up there, was it because he left me with the rest of the money and had no other way to get cigs? Did he actually want to see me? I don't know.

Counting Blue Cars By Dishwalla
Must of been mid afternoonI could tell by how far the child's shadow stretched out andHe walked with a purposeIn his sneakers, down the streetHe had, many questionsLike children often doHe said,Tell me all your thoughts on God?Tell me am I very far?Must of been late afternoonOn our way the sun broke free of the cloudsWe count only blue carsSkip the cracks, in the streetAnd ask many questionsLike children often doWe said,Tell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I would really like to meet her.And ask her why we're who we are.Tell me all your thoughts on God,Cause I am on my way to see her.So tell me am I very far -Am I very far now?Its getting cold picked up the paceHow our shoes make hard noises in this placeOur clothes are stainedWe pass many, cross eyed peopleAnd ask many questionsLike children often doTell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I would really like to meet her.And ask her why we're who we are.Tell me all your thoughts on God?'Cause I am on my way to see her.So tell me am

No Poetry By Gary Jules
"There's no poetry between us" Said the paper to the pen Something's burning in the attic That her tongue will not defend Through the arc of conversation Past the teeth behind the smile Down the miracle mile To the bottom of the ladder Paint your eyes and hide the tatters What's the matter baby? Could we go downtown To the middle of the world? You were always such a pretty girl And you told me I was beautiful "There's no poetry between us" Said the paper to the pen "And I get nothing for my trouble But the ink beneath my skin" If your clothes are getting weary And your soul's gone out of style Blame the miracle mile And the bottom of the ladder Paint your eyes and hide the tatters What's the matter baby? ...I'm coming too

What Keeps Me Awake...
There are a million things I could talk about today - but my head is swarmed with thought and although I wish I could focus - I am so distracted and confused I don't know how to find my center. I spent the latter portion of the evening tossing and turning... I was cold and worse I couldn't shut my brain off. I kept telling myself that in bed when I am supposed to be sleeping is not the appropriate time to ponder my existence but my head wouldn't listen. I looked like 'the thinker' for the greater portion of the day before that and I contemplated doing something mindless for even the slightest distraction. I was in a generally decent mood most of yesterday despite the gaping whole in my heart. I am trying to be the big girl here... but occasionally hurt feelings don't allow me that luxury... at least no one has to wonder what is on my mind. Right? I think one day people will look back and read all of these things I wrote and wish that they played a different role in my life. Maybe th

Hello...
I am back here . Ben away for a while but looking to meet new friends and hopefully someone nice to share sweet moments with and enjoy time together doing and shareing our time. Hit me up , IM REAL... NOT INTO BS. OR GAMES!!!

Sick N Tired.
SICK AND TIRED!I AM SICK AND TIRED OF READING DEPRESSING STATUSES ON FUBAR/YIM/FB/EC ECTALL I SEE IS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING CRAP..."DYING OF CANCER....SUCH N SUCH HAD AN ACCIDENT....OH HE LEFT ME.....OH I AM UNEMPLOYED...OH SICK AGAIN...OH HOSPITAL AGAIN ECT ECT"YA KNOW REAL LIFE IS DEPRESSING ENOUGH DON'T YA THINK?...PEOPLE DYING IN HAITI, SOLDURES IN THE WAR,JOBLESS AMOUNTS ARE UP...EC ETC.DO I REALLY NEED TO COME TO FUBAR OR MY SOCIAL SITE TO READ YOU HAVE A HEMOROID AND OH IT HURTS WHEN YA SHIT?PLEASE PEOPLE REALLY DONT CARE, THEY DONT. YOUR SO CALLED VIRTUAL REALITY FRIENDS MAY BUT THATS ALL THEY ARE ARE WORDS ON A SCREENAND 95% OF THE TIME THERE JUST BEING POLITE.WELL I DON'T CARE, YES ITS NICE THAT WE MAKE SO CALLED FRIENDS WE WILL NEVER MEET IN PERSON, OH AND FU CAN BE FUN TO RATE AND SHITBUT THE REALITY IS YES THE WORD REALITY, YA KNOW THE PLACE AWAY FROM FU, THAT NO ONE REALLY CARES OR NEEDS ANYMORE BAD NEWS IN THERE LIVES.SO KEEP THE DEPRESSION FOR TO A MINIMUM PLEASE, CUS

My Friendz
MY Friendz: Theze are some of the thingz i've noticed about my closest friendz on fubar. Dont have 11's on Dont have a ton of NSFW pics, if any(except U Jennie, you're excused LOL) Arent cherry bombing ppl Dont beg for VIP's Arent in the Happy Hour Have less than 50 fublingz Rate me everyday Wont be found in the Blast Box Are old, young, fat, skinny, black, white, healthy, sick, rich and poor Can contact me by phone (skype) or yahoo

Bling Beg All You Want
Bling Beg alllllll you want....... IT HELPS ME THIN THE HERD just dropped about 6 more of you high maintenance, whiney, bitchy, spoiled, "what have you done for me lately" point whores from my friends list... my live feed and my bartab have never been happier. im sick of reading about you asking for bling. you want to ask for stuff thats free? rates and comments... go ahead. but openly begging for people to spend REAL money on you??? Buying you bling or your VIP is about to expire??? heres an idea... stop being a spoiled fucking princess and buy it YOURSELF. but the reality is... you will trick some loser into spending God knows what on buying it for you so he can get a 7 day pass to your NSFW pics. selling pics of your tits for 40 bucks??? i bet your parents are proud. good riddance

Proper Tipping Of Wait Staff
For those of you that do not know, I am a waitress. I do the job because I like it and I am very good at it. I have a college degree and have had a professional career, however, waiting tables is more my style! I have held some kind of job in the restaurant business for the past 26 years be it hostess, waitress or bartender. Now, my point... when I started waiting tables at the age of 15, the hourly rate of pay was $2.01 an hour and the average tip was 10%. I am now 41 and the rate of pay is $2.50 an hour. As you can see, the hourly rate of pay has not improved much over the course of 26 years, and I am sure that some restaurants pay their wait staff more, I am talkin about my experience. It seems to me that the general public is a bit confused about what or how to tip properly. Here are some things you might like to know about proper tipping of wait staff. In most every job I have held as a waitress, for the past 10 years or more, I pay tax on 18% of my total sales not tips. Th

Self
I once read that a mans value is measured by his wealth. This made no sense to me ,for I thought value and wealth were the same thing. I excepted this theory and tried in my life to strive for wealth. As i got older I attained money and figured since i had wealth i had defined my value. Then, i realized one day the true meaning of wealth.I lost everything i cared about in my life,although i still had monetary value, I had lost the most important thing in my life. She was the moon and the stars to me. When i saw her smile, I smiled. When i saw her cry I cried. when she hurt i hurt, when she laughed, we laughed. Nothing could prepare me for our wedding day I knew she was the one i wanted to spend my life with, I never even had a second thought about it. When she showed up to the wedding it was supposed to be the happiest day of our lives together, the only problem was, she was only there to tell me she did not love me anymore and could not mar

I Was Just Wondering
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The Personality Defect Test
The Personality Defect Test Written by Saint_Gasoline Facebook Twitter Share your results » Your result for The Personality Defect Test ... Sociopath You are 71% Rational, 14% Extroverted, 86% Brutal, and 86% Arrogant. You are the Sociopath! As a result of your cold, calculating rationality, your introversion (and ability to keep quiet), your brutality, and your arrogance, you would make a very cunning serial killer. You are confident and capable of social interaction, but you prefer the silence of dead bodies to the loud, twittering nitwits you normally encounter in your daily life. You care very little for the feelings of others, possibly because you are not a very emotional person. You are also very calculating and intelligent, making you a perfect criminal mastermind. Also, you are a very arrogant person, tending to see yourself as better than others, providing you with a strong ability to perceive others as weak little animals, so tiny and small. You take great pleas

[last Night]
I had another dream about her.I think it was friendship themed though.Kinda caperish. Think there might have been ninjas. Anyway Yesterday I had wild boar sausage. It was fanfuckintastic. Picture the best pork sausage you ever had... >> okay that's pretty much it.It's a little leaner and incrementally sharper in taste. This afternoon I had tuna steak and didn't do anything terribly daring since its like... the second? time I've ever cooked it.I'd say I know what to look for now. I just need to pinpoint a good sauce and accompanying piece. I was thinking horseradish and dill, arugala and rice. Zaku II's done. 1/100 MG Version 2. Holyshit. I put pistons into nonvisible plated parts that didn't actually serve a functionand EVERY jointwas rubber on plastic with about 4 extra pieces. This is a good thing, reduces wear and grind. So >> yeah, very very impressive unit.Very stable.After I had him together the hardest part was picking a stance, and fitting the teensy grooves on his hand

My Eharmony Profile
What I’m doing with my life Gonna get rich and take over the world. Yeah that sounds like a plan. I need an evil lil princess to be my accomplice. If you think you are up for the job, applications are being currently accepted in the message section of my page. I’m really good at Laughing I hold the world record in speed blinking self proclaimed. I can tie a cherry stem in a knot with my tongue. (That shit made you smile) I am an excellent shopping cart driver. I can use a straw but i suck with chop stixx not even sure why i related the 2 tasks. Oh yeah im house trained... i'm sure thats a plus Tying my shoes is a little iffy, so for the days i cant manage i have velcro. The six things I could never do without Cocoa puffs aluminum foil breathing ( that shoulda been first i know) water, yeah thats a good one gotta have that too crack heads, cause i mean everyone needs a good deal right? my nose, its not the best nose but i have become somewhat a

British Band Members Drown On Tour
"Two members of British heavy metal band After Death have drowned on tour in Brazil. The body of 21-year-old guitarist Leon Villalba washed ashore shortly after he was seen struggling in heavy waves on a beach in Sergipe state. Bass player Tim Kennelly, 18, who was with him in the water is missing and police say he too has drowned. After Death had just begun a 23-date tour in Brazil. Miguel Freitas, managing director of the band's label Death Toll records, confirmed the drowning." The death of a young man is never a cause for amusement. But I bet their manager wishes, for the moment, that both their band and their record label were called something different... Source : MSN

Answer These Questions
5 questions to aswer in the comments. Im gonna make this up as I go along... If we were sitting in my living room right now, what would you want to be doing? If you saw me at a bar (or wherever you hang out) what would you say to me to get my attention? If I was involved in a car accident and it was my fault, How do you react? I dropped my wallet and didnt notice would you alert me or slip it in your pocket? We just met at a bar, its 10:00 pm, and i ask you if you want get breakfast after, How long before we leave? Im trying to come up with something to do, so just answer with how you normally act, or how you think you would act. I am this bored, Im creating myspace surveys..wtf.. repost if you feel like it, if not...*rates 1 and blicks* :p

Long Hard Day
As I arrive home, you great me at the door. After a long kiss, you tell me to close my eyes. I soon feel the coolness of silk as you place a blindfold over my eyes. You soon take my hand and lead me through the house. I soon feel the warmth of candles and smell the scent of incense attack my now heightened senses. You slowly begin removing my shirt, kissing your way up my chest, taking little nibbles along the way as the shirt finally comes off. As you slowly make your way down my arm you raise it above my head and I feel the rub of rope tighten around my wrist. Soon both arms are tethered leaving me more vulnerable than ever. As you begin to nibble on my neck I feel your hands fumbling with my belt only to soon hear the thud of it hitting the ground. I feel the button on my pants and underwear are slowly taken down, exposing my erect cock. You tell me to spread my legs apart and I soon feel you devour my dick like you’ve hungered for it for years. Your tongue soon

Perceptions Of Truth
Why do experiences in our pasts dictate the paths of our futures?Why do we cling to things that hurt us?Why do we poison our hearts, minds and souls with hurt?Do our memories alter our perception of reality?Do we alter our memories of the past to fit them into our present?To alter our memories is to deny ourselves the truthThe truth is what will set your heart, mind and soul free

Sexy Salutes And Nsfw
SEXY SALUTES & NSFW for those who dont have one and would like to get one without having to wait an eternity! Salutes: I dont have credit cards or real money on FU, so helping me out with Blasts, Autos, Bombs, Bling Packs, VIPs, I'd be happy to reward you with salutes like these: Some take more time, what kind would you like?: This is the easiest kind, so it doesnt take alot to earn one like this: Yes, I have NSFW pictures, no, I do not allow everyone and their mother to view them, yes, I am open to allowing access if you would like and are helping me in some way as well. I love my FUS!

For My Part, I'm Glad We Visited The Fuddles
Ten years ago … Two highlights in our recent history (I can say that with conviction because they’re in my lifetime) occurred on this week. Monday the 24th [OK, this I had wrong, it was the 22nd which would have been Saturday in the year 2000] was the anniversary of Roe v. Wade, the Supreme Court decision that legalized abortion in 1973. I can’t say that the ruling itself did not have good intentions behind it, but legalizing a back-alley practice is pouring gasoline on a fire. Killing an unborn child – that’s all abortion is, really – is tantamount to making the decision for someone that they’re not worth the trouble of living. A “defect” or a “flaw” cannot invalidate our existence; we can’t let it, and we have to help the ones who cannot help themselves. Friday the 28th was the day in 1986 that the space shuttle Challenger exploded. I actually saw the explosion, but I didn’t realize what it wa

Wait For Me Theory Of A Deadman
You are not alone tonight imagine me there by your side it's so hard to be here so far away from you. I'm counting the days till I'm finally done I'm counting them down yeah one by one it feels like forever till I return to you.. But it helps me on those lonely nights its that one thing that keeps me alive knowing that you'll wait for me ever so patiently No one else knows the feeling inside we hang up the phone without saying goodnight because it's the sound of your voice that brings me home and it's never been easy to say but it's easier when I've gone away knowing that you'll wait for me ever so patiently yeah your everything I've ever dreamed of having and its everything I need from you just knowing that you'll wait for me what I'd give what I'd do knowing I'm not there for you makes it so hard to leave what I'd give what I'd do anything to get me home to you this time I'll stay and you wait for me ever so patiently yeah you're everything I've ever dreamed of having and it's everyt

My Fu Experience So Far :d...........................
My experience on fu so far................................... Lets start from the beginning, but I can’t promise I will keep a chronological track of events. I really don’t care so much for it. All events seem to be the same so I might as well just cut to the chase....... The “fun” started few months ago when I decided I’m actually bored with sitting at home and doing wifey kind of stuff all day long. I found the site on Wikipiedia, a place that has all the knowledge to most human population. I mean why use books when we have Wiki? Oh well, it’s not about “knowledge” on that site but about the fact I have found Fubar under the name of social sites. Hmmm, ok, I decided to give it a go, why not......... I mean the worst thing could happen I could get to know some stupid people, right? Wrong..................Oh boy was I wrong. Anyway, I won’t go into all that detail. Most people know how fu operates. It’s an online bar, we

[clear Coating]
Manthis stuff is no joke.So... I had a -decent-rig for my clear coating. Turns out there's a bit of a chemical reaction going on hereand with the thickness of my clearcoat (because it really globs on) the few surfaces that were left sitting to dry bonded with stuff in the cardboard, plastic, and clearcoatand burned. It's pretty cool... I knew this was going to be a potential problem for two reasons I already knew about this chemical reaction from ... I forget where but I knew about it and my latex gloves had already been partially melted and I said "uh oh" I've worked out a few solutions 1. change brands2. set up a better rig AND fan to blow off excess goo *narrows eyes*I like Michael Buble` or however it's spelled.Just sayin.. I need a suspension rig for some of my less stable partsI've seen some of the pro level rigs, they're really just foam board and sticks. and that's great for something that you can JAM a stick into and hold it upright and stable... what about the shit th

Sandy
As we grow up we go into and out of groups of friends. Some diverge because of different interests when we reach maturity. Some never reach maturity and are left behind. We had a group of about 15 that managed to stay together and only drifted apart because of marriage and children. With the children beginning to go on their own we began to come back together again about 5 or 6 years ago and it was just like we had only separated the night before. Sandy was our cheer leader, our surrogate mom and our shoulder to cry on. Sadly, I received a shock this week when I found out sandy had died of a brain anuerism on Tuesday of this week. She passed quickly the doctors said because she was on blood thinner meds and they could not stop the bleeding in time. Just like always sandy is the leader of our group. Take care sandy you will be missed but we'll get together again.

Tonya Aka Bi Sexy Molly Dies A Hero She Saved My Life
A Tribute to Tonya A.K.A. Bi Sexy Molly Tonya aka Bi Sexy Molly dies a hero in fatal house fire she saved her sister in laws life, her brother Mickey aka Sr Dark Knight also sins husband just died in Oct. now Tonya and her mom and her 2 sons all died in house fire and the only survivor was Deb A.K.A. Sinfully Delicious and the only reason Deb is still alive is because Tonya saved her life, the National Guard is giving Tonya a medal for being a hero and for all of you who knew her she loved all her friends with all her heart, she will be terribly missed by a lot of us and I'm in need of all of your prayers, Love Deb Here is the links to Tonya's and Deb's page if you would like to stop by and pay your respect's... BI-SEXY MOLLY*~RIP MY SISSY, TONYA SAVED MY LIFE & THE NATIONAL GUARD IS GIVING HER A MEDAL,

How To Bring Out The Bitch In Me!!!
THIS IS HOW FAST YOU LOSE A FRIEND, AND HOW QUICK I GO FROM SWEET TO BITCH!!! I AM SURE YOU KNOW HOW TO READ THIS SB COPY FROM BOTTOM TO TOP? Shane: you are right, i apologize, i meant no disrespect.... To Shane: maybe you should use a different intro next time Shane: wow, meant no disrespect at all, would rather talk to someone real than all these fake ass people on here To Shane: well you dont just come on someones page taking that way To Shane: and yes i am one of the real bitches just as my page says and dont need no pussy ass momma boy disrespecting me!!! Shane: well you took that the wrong way, just goin from your page and hoping you were the real thing thats all, no offense, i am sorry To Shane: Hi shane and just who the fuk are you to talk to me that way? Shane: hey Sarah, do you like to talk in the shoutbox, im wonderin if you are one of the real bitches like you say on your page? BE SURE AND GO PAY MOMMA'S BOY THE SAME RESPECT HE HAVE ME....YOUR MOMMA SHOULD HAVE T

Successful Operation!
My spotlight day was incredible!! Thanks to everyone again for all your help. I wasn't able to be home that much but I checked in from my phone. I had an eye doctor appointment, got new spectacles. Then went to the Professional Weight Loss Clinic to get my first Lipotropic and B12 injection. I'm excited about this plan to lose the weight I've gained back after having gastric bypass. Then after all that stuff I went bowling of course since it was Friday night. So the breakdown was that I got hit so hard that I just couldnt keep up with everyone that rated me. I did however manage to sort thru friend requests ... pretty easy. I found some of my friends that were on my last account. YAY! Lots of them didnt realize I had deleted and was kinda bummed because they thought I deleted them. LOL. That's ok though, we're back together and that's what matters. I got a crap-ton of comments and bombs and I managed to rate everyone that bombed me. I leveled 5 TIMES and today I'm ranked #30!!!!!!!!111

Favorite Quote
The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes..Charles R Swindoll

Shattered
Shattered The date is November 15And the time is just past twoHad a migraine and needed a shotWe just had too much to do We drove out to get my sisterSo she could sit with me thereMy daughter had an appointment And her dad would take her there Maggie and netta were gabbing awayAnd I was resting my eyesTalking of her work and giggling tooShe talks about the guys Driving along we pulled to a stopAnd started again on our wayWe stopped I heard the loudest popThen a buzz that seems to stay Then I heard voices of fearful painAs we established who was hurtAnd he said I have no more carI couldn't believe how I hurt Am I bleeding my baby cried outNo I think it's aunties armSomeone needs to check on BreezyI cried out with alarm. I looked over at the driverAs I hear him freaking outIts ok please calm down I hear my voice seem to shout I start seeing these men….. assessing the sceneWhere is the pain…. One saidI hear myself saying in my neck and backI can't seem to

Colorblind James
I wrote a blog today about a book my mate Dave gave me for Christmas, and it got me thinking about all the cool stuff Dave's got me into over the years. One thing in particular came to mind, and that was a taped copy of an album called 'Strange Sounds From The Basement' by Colorblind James and The Death Valley Boys that Dave pressed into my eager hands when we at University together, over fifteen years ago. Ostensibly a kinda country-ish American roots deal, it was full of these great songs, very funny but not in a "comedy record" kinda way. I liked it a lot, but their music ain't all that easy to come by over here (internet notwithstanding, I guess, but this was obviously not relevant at the time). I particularly liked the songs 'Don't Be So Hard On Yourself', and 'Jesus At The Still'. I guess he must have put a copy of their first album on the other side, cos I also liked some stuff that I now know was from that, including 'Considering A Move To Memphis' and 'First Day Of Spring

Against The Wind By Bob Seger & The Silver Bullet Band
It seems like yesterday But it was long ago Janey was lovely she was the queen of my nights There in the darkness with the radio playing low And the secrets that we shared The mountains that we moved Caught like a wildfire out of control 'Til there was nothing left to burn and nothing left to prove And I remember what she said to me How she swore that it never would end I remember how she held me oh so tight Wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then Against the wind We were runnin' against the wind We were young and strong, we were runnin' Against the wind The years rolled slowly past And I found myself alone Surrounded by strangers I thought were my friends I found myself further and further from my home And I guess I lost my way There were oh so many roads I was living to run and running to live Never worryied about paying or even how much I owed Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time Breaking all of the rules that would bend I began to find myself searching Searching

Wild Time At The Red Light (comment And Rate)
Who would have ever imaginedStopped at a red light I saw herPoured into a short, tight dressLong hair styled by the windMy imagination was out of controlI was running my tongue all over herDown her neck, between her tits,Around her nipples, across her stomachDown and into her delicious, wet pussyI felt her warm lips on my cockTongue twisting around and around itSuddenly, she raised up, pushed me backShe opened her legs and sat on meRamming me all the way inside herselfShe slam fucked me so hard I was breathlessThere was cum flowing everywhereThis was pure animal sex and lustWe were furiously locked togetherSlamming faster and deeper until finallyMy soul was ready to spray into herShe moaned one last time and that did itI shot every last hot drop up her pussyJust then the light turned greenI shook my head and regained my sensesBut you know, something strange happenedAs she walked away she blew me a kissThen winked at me as if she knewIn some strange way we had connectedFor a split secon

Good News
nissan is picking back up and i might have my old job back at yates... not that i am on much anymore anyway but if i am not on for awhile that will probably be why... but i talked to the guy he pulled my file and told me he'd give me a call.. (y) kk.... and now here is tom with the weather :P

Compromising Ourselves
Don't compromise yourself. YOU are ALL you've got. - Janis Joplin When we compromise ourselves - by hedging, capitulating, or failing to fight for what we believe in - a little piece of ourselves caves in. It's a slippery slope; first we give in on little things; before long we've given up our voice and our vote. Compromise & compromising ourselves are two, different things. The one involves honoring ourselves; the other involves failing ourselves. Affirmation: I will keep myself intact.

Reading Glasses
I took my 5 year old grandson to the optometrist to pick up his new glasses. The glasses were prescribed "to help him read and be able to see the computer better". When we got back home, he got on the computer to play a game. In a few minutes he called me and said there was something wrong with his glasses. I asked him what was the problem and he said, "I still can't read."

Keep My Name Outta Your Mouth Trick..
Alright,Im usually not the type of girl who will call someone out,unless they tend to piss me off,and it has come to the point to where this BITCH name Clover has done more then Piss me Off..Alright me and this Bitch name Clover we use to be friends,and one day we were talking and she told me,you wanna use someone to buy you stuff on fubar,and i was curious to what she would tell me,and she told me about this guy she met on fubar and met him in person,she told me how he had money and he loved to spend it,she told me i should use him,blah,blah..He went by the name Hotrod something cant remember..So me being a nice person i told him what she wanted me to do,and he thanked me for it and me and him became great friends,and we ended up dating each other,and well i guess she couldnt deal with that,after me and him dated we stayed friends me and clover,but me and hotrod broke it off around November,so i told clover what happen she pretended to care and be my friend,and outta the blue i had a

Just Ramdom Thoughts
I have little respect for people who betray their heritage or upbringing. Black people who think they are white. White people who think they are black. Rich people who came from poverty and have forgotten. These are just a few examples. My suggestion is to STOP trying to impress the world, your peer group or your drinking buddies. be true to your roots and be proud of who you are and where you came from. Actions speak louder than words ever could. if you tell me you're going to do something, then I have a reasonable expection that you will follow through. There are always exceptions, of course, but when the exception becomes the "norm", then I will no longer believe a word you say and base my opinion of you solely on your actions (or inaction). if you're the type of person who only pays lip service to any particular thing....then PLEASE.....move along. My time and patience are to valuable to waste on people like you. I don't normally discuss politics or religion. I have my

Karma, Sucker Or Something Else...
You have a friend, They need ALOT. I mean, ALOT. Food, money, stuff, support, etc. ALOT. They are a good person, but you know you will never get back what you put in, and likely they will never really tell you it is appreciated. What do you DO? Do you do all you can anyhow? Does it really mean something to give til it hurts when no one cares that you are doing it but you? Are you kepping your karma in line or are you just a stupid idiot? Who are you really helping anyhow? Them? Yourself? When should you give up?

Spontaneity
Running onEmpty - by, Ellen Sue Stern Wherever you go, there you are. - Al-Anon We can worry all the way there, plotting and scheming. Or we can move with a sure heart. Either, we end up in the same place. Often I live by a schedule, and if I'm really overcommited, I even break it up into fifteen-minute increments. Then I follow it religously. Every minute is accounted for; I break into sweat if I fall behind, terrified I won't make the finsih line. But once in a while, even when I'm at my busiest, I throw caution to the wind and toss the Holy Schedule aside. I take the long way home around the lakes. Or spontaneously meet a friend for lunch. I always end up with twice the energy. Affirmation: Everything that happens leads me somewhere

How To Make Lemon Juice Air Freshner (repost)
How to make Lemon Juice Air Freshner 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon lemon juice 2 - 3 drops essential oils, your choice 2 cups hot water (5 ml each of baking soda & lemon juice and 500 ml of hot water for those using metric) Add first three ingredients in small bowl, add hot water, stir to dissolve, pour into water bottle. (or you can add all ingredients into bottle and shake well) Shake well before each use. There would be pictures but stupid blog engine wouldn't let me repost, some fool had HTML hidden in their posting somewhere.

Dew Teh Truffle Shuffle!
Ever wonder what happened to Chunk from the Goonies? Me too! So I looked it up. Jeffrey Bertan Cohen (born June 25, 1974) is an American former child actor whose rose to fame at the age of eleven after appearing as Chunk in the 1985 Steven Spielberg production The Goonies. Since the part of "Chunk" entailed a lot of mockery at Cohen's considerable girth, he took up high school football and has since lost a great deal of weight as an adult. Jeff attended the University of California, Berkeley, earning a B.S. in Business Administration from the Haas School of Business in 1996. While at UC Berkeley, Cohen was a resident assistant in Putnam Hall and became President of the Associated Students. His campaign posters featured a picture of himself from his Goonies days and the simple slogan, "Chunk for president". He was also known for his energy at football games, performing the now famous Truffle Shuffle on the sidelines to raise applause from the crowd. While at Berkeley, Jeff

Fubar Porn Star Wannabes And Webmistresses..the Truth Of It All
THAT got your attention,didnt it? Good...because i about to lay it the truth out to everybody here wether its appreciated or not..and if you dont then go your own way and think nothing or what i say...i wont shed a tear over lack of understanding. I see alot of women on FUBAR that are letting it ALL hang out. Now,let it be known that i am no prude or bible thumper...and if you ARE a bible thumper out there then i have no issue with the way you believe in spirituality so long as you dont try and shove it down my throat or it makes you hateful to others. The male population on fubar,i am sure,LOVE the face alot of women show off all their wares here for free...and for the women perhaps its a way to get their exhibitionist tendencies scratched while gaining points or levels here. Maybe outside of fubar they dont get very much attention or they are very repressed for some reason and this is a forum that can be their dirty little secret world to be the sexual sensual woman they cant be a

Are You A Lava Lamp Or A Disco Ball?
You Are a Lava Lamp You are dreamy, relaxed, and contemplative. You like to get lost inside your own head. You never know where your thoughts will take you, and you consider reflection to be a wild ride. You're happy to sit and be alone for long periods of time. You only do well with others who are like minded. You appreciate other peaceful, creative types. Great things can come when great minds get together. Are You a Lava Lamp or a Disco Ball? Blogthings: We Have a Quiz for Almost Everything

This Mean Lil Pointwhore...
is about 86,000 from leveling. Being a mummer, we all know she could care less about "teh pointz" so, piss her off a get the meanie leveled... ♋SweetnSassyTinkerbell069™~JoJo\'s Pal~Fu FBI Special Agent~Most Ignored Girl!~~http://b.pcc2.fubar.com/32/96/236923/tn_2960355686.jpg">@ fubar Thanking you in advance, Moi

Inside The Camp
Surrounded by four walls. The smelling of burning flesh is choking them. The smoke and dust is blinding them. Where are they? What will happen? A day going by and nothing but more torture happens. Beating until skin has gone black, Not eating anything. New friends and family members disappearing as each few hours passed. Go finally for a shower and to never return. Weeks have passed and feeling very lucky. Bodies turning into skeletons; seeing every bone and muscle, Trying to rip through passed the skin. No longer hungry, No longer tired. Just the happiness of living is all they need. Months have passed. Only one is left, that came in the beginning. Happiness is gone. Sadness never came. Numbness is filling their soul. Burning flesh and ash is comforting. The wanting of a shower becomes more desperate. Time has passed, How much is irrelevant. Pleading for a shower to end this madness. They accepted and dragged him in with the others. Doors a

Darkness
I am embracing the darkness turning away from the light The light weakness me fill me with hope that is never fulfilled With virtues that are meaningless and a demanding faith The darkness takes me as I am, comforts me, fills me with a velvet purr It renews me, replenishes my strength, my faith, and my will

New Nsfw Rule On My Page
Ok, new rule for my page. You ask my boyfriend to go see your NSFW folders..He's going to. Then he's going to save all of the pictures send them to me and they are going on my profile for the world to see along with all my other profiles on the net..Along with your name and ur fubar address And Vice Versa.

Older Men Vrs Younger Men
Since I have been on here, I have been purchased by two men who are way to old for me. I am at an age where I look for men no more than a few years older than me. I guess it is selfish of me to not want to spend my best years nursing my babies and husband :), but hell my generation is, so I have been told very selfish in our wants and needs. Anyway these two men dumped me because they thought I wasn't excited about their ability to purchase me at a higher cost than most of the men in my age group, am I suppose to be impressed by this? So here is the question: A) do older men want to get their youth back by scoring on us younger females? or B) or are they trying to one up on the younger men?

Why "liberal" And "hypocrite" Are Synonymous.
"To disarm the people is the best and most effectual way to enslave them" ~ George Mason.Mr. Mason was on to something. Whether the disarmament reveals itself through weaponry, or knowledge, the people are increasingly become slaves to the hypocritical machine known as "Political correctness". Have you read "1984" by Orwell? If you aren't equipped with the words, then you can't think the thoughts.My disdain for the Liberal party is no secret to those I associate with. I have arrived at my opinion through experience in serving my country, working relentlessly to provide shelter and protection for my family and of course, by patiently listening to liberals through the expression of free speech.To sum it up for you, I believe that the majority of individuals that the liberal party is comprised of, is the primordial ooze that leaks from Americas wounds.Let us take a look at a few key points:Liberals demand separation of church and state. Yet vehemently attack the church when i

Daydreams
Dirty little thoughts … they cause a stir … create heat and passion. Late at night sometimes I have naughty ideas ! I share those ideas with you sometimes, other times I just keep them in my mind, I love sexy scenarios. They range from exciting places to have sex to just different sexual encounters. having wild imaginations ! One of the most exciting parts of the daydreams I have are the long lasting passionate kisses. Kisses are so personal, so intimate. Nibbling my lower lip can be very dangerous … I am going to go lay down and daydream something sexy … erotic … wanna join me ?

Pausing For A Moment
Looking out the window before bed I had to just pause … it’s so gorgeous here ! Sure its going to be a mess for the next week or so, but I love how serene it is right now. Sometimes in life I find myself just pausing and seeing things as they are … Beautiful. I have sweet thoughts on my mind and I am going to lay down and hopefully have some sweet dreams. I hope everyone has sweet dreams too ! Happy weekend to you ! It's coming soon Love and hugs, Jenna

Weather Or Not
The BLUE area on this map represents SNOW. The "X" is where i'm at. Notice there iz no blue over the X, but we've been getting pounded with snow all day. This year the forecast has been 100% wrong with predicting snow this year in my area. Now call me anti-establshment or whatever but U have 2 wonder why this map could be so wrong. Supposedly, the weather people can't be employed without college degrees right? I bet if U ask anyone of them how they come up with the forecast they will tell U, "Well we take the calculations of the current conditions, factor in wind direction and speed, along with humidity and elevation" Well FUCK THAT CUZ OBVIOUSLY YOUR CALCULARTIONS ARE WRONG! I could do a better job of predicting the weather with forecasting everyday az having a 50% chance of percipitation. YOU'RE ALL FIRED, U LAME ASS COLLEGE IDIOTS! Get off your blackberry, quit flirting with the cute

Demo Or Not To Demo
That is the question... In August there is an annual community event. There are usually around 600 people that attend this weekend all inclusive event. There will be all kinds of demos going on and lots of fun for all. I have been asked to do a cell popping demo. I was pretty-gung ho about it this past December but my demo bunny is no longer in service and I am not sure I want to recruit someone new that I am unfamiliar with. I have not done any presentations on such a large scale. The most I have done a presentation for is about 40. I know, i know...there will not be all 600 in there at once, it is just a little bit unnerving for me. I have to give my final answer soon so they can arrange for another demo in time. I like cell popping...dot branding...it is a lovely art form. I am just not sure I want to commit to something so large scale. any thoughts on this out there in Fu land???

My Heart
I'm delicately handing my heart to you, > In your caressing hands to forever keep. > I'm giving you the chance of destroying me, > And I know I'm in your love too deep. > > I'm giving my entire self to you, > All of my mind, body, and soul. > Handing over to you my everything, > In hopes, you'll be the one to keep me whole. > > I'm depending on your gentle and sweet love, > To get me through the tragic world each day. > I'm praying to God you'll always be here by my side, > And that's where you'll always be to stay. > > Putting you over everyone else including myself, > You automatically go to the front of my line. > Which is why I'm delicately handing you my heart, > In hopes, you'll always and eternally, completely be mine. > > > WONDERS WHAT WILL YOU DO?? >

Forbidden Inc V/s The Evil Fu Mafia!!!!!
once upon a time long long ago in the no so far away land of FU there lived a happy longe fam named FORBIDDEN. There were thousands of them floating around and they would pop in from time to time just to say whats up and chill a while.then one day the evil fu mafia came along and it hunted down some of the most fun of the FORBIDDEN family, and took them as slaves.But what the evil fu mafia didnt know was that FORBIDDEN had a mafia all there own. In that mafia there were mystical creatures like the teesha, and the ellie bellie,they had a dr. named grappa and a few little people shorty- the boobie troll and jasserick- the gnome,here was a hobbit known as ari, and silly man whos face looked like a vagina.. for arguement sake lets call him ADAM. (lol)So this small but firce FORBIDDEN family mafia set out to save there enslaved bretheren. Determined that they would one day all be reunited.But what the FORBIDDEN mafia didn't realize was that the fu mafia was to great for them to defeat.So th

My Valentine
The warmth of your touch, something I crave deep inside Feelings I have with you, I do not have to hide My dreams, you are there waiting just for me My heart, broken before but now I see I was waiting for you, to come set me free All these memories that you have given to me I love you with everything and more everyday Hold on to us, for you and me this is the right way Remember how I said your hand fits just right with mine. I told you how I knew that was a sign. Not only our hands fit together just right But if I could I would remind you of that tonight. Stormy days I once had have all but passed This cloudless sunny day I want to last. What I am trying to say, is you my love, are my sun And just wanted to tell you how much I love you Hun. To the one who thinks he not worth it when he rlly is i love you w all my heart hun and if u dnt see this and u dnt see im diff and i wont hurt u then idk wat else to say i love u

If Your Gay And U Know Clap Your Hands ....
OK LOOK ....Theres nothing wrong with being gay i luv gays actually hahaBUT YOU KNOW WHAT I FCUKING HATE.....WHEN MEN MAKE FAKE ACCOUNTS OF GIRLS TO TALK TO MEN ....OR WHEN MEN MAKE LEZ ACCOUNTS TO SPEAK TO WOMEN ...YOUR NOT A LEZ SO EFFIN STOP LIVING UR LITTLE LEZ FANTANSY THRU THE NET.. if u need to in realife put on a wig and be the little B1tch u are.AS FOR THE GAY MEN .... MAKE UR OWN ACCOUNT AND STOP TRICKING MEN INTO TALKING TO UR FAKE ACCOUNTS .... GO GET UR SELF A REAL GAY MAN IF UR A GAY MAN (note: this will not work if ur a doushe with no style cause gay men have great taste Js..)THERES MY RANT HAHA

What To Do All By Yourself On Valentine's Day.
For those of you who don't have that special someone on Valentine's Day, I've got a few tips on what to do to get you through the day. 1. DON'T GO OUT! If you leave your house, you're gonna see couples everywhere and you don't want that. 2. Order in food. You could cook dinner for yourself, but, that's just too depressing. 3. The cable stations will be deluged with chick flicks and the radio stations will be playing love songs, so, rent some wartime movies ("The Hunt For Red October," "Das Boot," "Platoon," etc.). OR, anything anti-romantic (i.e., horror). For music? Anything LOUD!; Metal, if you've got any. So, there you go and Happy Valentine's Day!

Men : Get A Clue On Valentines Cheap But Romantic Ideas Your Woman Will Love Sooo Much
Ok Look I see alot of people hatin valentines or feeling bad cause they ethier dont have the money or feel like they are not sure what to get other then necklaces and or what not...here are some cute cheap but very meanful things to women - Roses are sweet but they are over done how about getting their fav flowersif you cant afford a bunch how about placing her av flower in a card? see a woman will keep the card and the lower for ever.- Candi box of candi over done take the time to make her homade candyall you do is heat up the bakers sweet or semi sweet chocolate oin a pan lay down wax paper and u can ethier dunk preztels or strawberries or even just pour it on plastic spoons to use for her coffee.. then place in fridge till hard then wrap or place in a bag- buy her favorite book and place wax papper between two pages and place a rose in side it and give her the book-draw her bath bubbles pedals and all ,wash her hair do not get sexual just yet... you keep all ur clothes on after

Training
What kind of training do we want to do ? Do we want trainers or an all help concept ? What criteria do we need on being able to help train another person ? Can we truthfully see our strengths and weaknesses and accept them? Can we truthfully accept a respectful criticing of the play of our character ? Can we conduct trainings without any power trips (as in my way is better than yours or I am better than you attitude)?

Warranty
Sáimh-Ioldánach™ - Brass Knuckle Poets Society said: She speaks like her night stand keeps a book, and her boom box knocks tracks with out a single radio hook - track 1 tells you to think twice, 'cause her love's like fire and ice, and track 2 tells you that you got shook... track 3 tells you put it in perspective and perspective's why she made you look. She's poised in elegance, like she's stands to the left of the King, with her left guarded by her bishop and her rook. Track 4 tells you, imagine if she ruled the world... imagine that - she's like black diamonds and pearls, to a crook. She got you selfish. Track 5 tells you it ain't her fault, you want her to your self and can't help it. A-U-D-I-O is how she spelled it and G-A-S-M is how you felt it. Style so unique - turn up the volume and find some humility. Don't even speak. Lemme clarify the frequency. She's a solid gold independent track to a sea of fake records and radio freqs. Your highs and lows are distorted - I think y

Caa #132 - Update #3
Though Addysan is gaining weight, the Doctor is still worried about the fluid on her brain not draining as fast as they would like. They have scheduled surgery for Tuesday, February 16th. Please keep her in angel prayers of healing and love. Love, Doc

A Dark Angel
I lie flat on my back in a trench with no exscape in sight. I can feel him feeding off my fear. I close my eyes and pretend i am not there. My mind is tourtured my soul is beyond repair. This hole is gaping & still no light i can see.. I am one with the unknown . I found comfort waiting there. Arms wide open. I fall into its cold steel hands. Along my flesh it runs spilling me to the floor. as the river began to flow a dark fig appeared b4 me. it is i.. I take the blade from my hands..the only thing i found much peace or comfort in.Now i smear my blood into there after life. no more will they walk free . no more will they blame me. Free i will be! I cried to the king to take this hate from me.. I begged for forgiviness kneeling at his feet.. A great comfort came over me.. I did not have to speak my soul i gave to the.. i turn back into the ground in which i came from i sit and talk a while . our tears of sorrow he wiped away. she is the only one to save me from another day. i kiss her

U&i
The rain so cold pelting against my raw flesh. I cried for him longed to be what i knew we never were. It looked to real through un-pure eyes.. The feeling's were all lies.. It was a holiday we both lost our selfs in a dream of something we both could never have been... I wake up never feeling so alone. I whispered to him the story of my soul. I held his sorrows and embraced there pain.together i thought we'd fight this thing. He whispered to me my hearts desire true love could it be.. he gave to me the thread to bind us as one.. I could not we were never meant to be.. the threads always came unravelled. the words whispered carried further than i could hear.. they landed upon someone elses ear.. I felt his heart beat and shared his air. I loved the feeling of never being there... the roots went dry and a silent ringing filled the air . his eyes were empty hollow we were never really there.. the roses he gave to me wilted away . they stood as a reminder that our love was a facade. sober

I Will Use Your Sock :) Ty
Jesus H Christ..........break out the noise makers! Momma is real close to cummin................errrrrrrrr oops my bad really close to leveling. dig it Why?????? YOU ASK? BECAUSE i DIG you!! XO Cyn aka: TewDope

Tons & Tons Of Cute Emotioncons And How To Do Them
3:) Devil :( Sad >.< or :@ or >_< Angry ^-^ Happy :D Excited/Smile D: Sad :O Surprised xp Sick :3 Cute (-_-) Sleeping/Annoyed/Face-palming *_* Dizzy or starry eyes. Can also be interpreted as impressed. (not sideways) T_T Manga sad face (not sideways) :^) Happy (profile) :¬) Happy (with cool nose), Alt+0172 ☺ Happy, Alt+1 ☻ Happy, Alt+2 :-/ Perplexed, frustrated :*( or :'( Sad (crying) :-x Speechless or sick :o Surprised :0 Surprised, OMG :-& Tongue tied :-S Worried ( ^ 3 ^ ) Kiss ♥ also .< angry ♪ ♫ music notes (alt + 13) (alt + 14) ☼ :D< Hug :-‡ Keeping a secret (my lips are sealed) :* Kiss :W Blowing nose :D Laughing XD Laughing crazily or "ZOMG" X-D Laughing out loud (LOL) \:) Raised eyebrow :' Smirk ;) Wink ^_^a Wiping tears away p^_^q Ipod headphones q[-'.'-]p reg. headphone (old school) :-@ Yelling, screaming :-# My Lips Are Sealed :| or :\ Confused face w(o_o)w Rocker gu

Me Singing!!
HEY PPL THIS LINK IS OF ME SINGING!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1eQyW4i9niA I JUST WANNA KNOW WAT UR OPINIONS ARE!!! THIS IS FROM A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO! PLEASE WATCH AND LET ME KNOW WAT U TRULY THINK!!!! THANKS FULAND! LOVE RONDA(aka Leb)♥♥

Discovery Channel By Bloodhound Gang
Ha-ha, well now, we call this the act of mating But there are several other Very important differences Between human beings and animals That you should know about I'd appreciate your input Sweat baby, sweat baby Sex is a Texas drought Me and you do the kind of stuff That only Prince would sing about So put your hands down my pants And I bet you'll feel nuts Yes I'm Siskel, yes I'm Ebert And you're getting two thumbs up You've had enough of two-hand touch You want it rough, you're out of bounds I want you smothered, want you covered Like my Waffle House hashbrowns Comin' quicker than Fed Ex Never reach an apex Just like coca-cola stock You are inclined to make me rise an hour early Just like daylight savings time Do it now You and me baby we ain't nothin' but mammals So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel Do it again now You and me baby we ain't nothin' but mammals So let's do it like they do on the Discovery Channel Gettin' horny now Love, the kind you clean up With

Two Lovers (unfinished)
Fiery passion engulfs her heart as she feels her touch against her skin, Smooth like silk, the soft embrace sends shivers into her very core. She brush her hair slowly out of her face and smiles at the beauty before her eyes, Her eyes glimmer with such love and desire, a longing for every moment to last forever. Her lips look inviting with the plump pout of eagerness for her lovers kisses, She presses hers up against them and locks in the taste that she enjoys so much. Her arms wrap around the amazing goddess standing before her, Pulling her closer with each and every kiss, she is more inviting then before. Pushed chest to chest the two lovers embrace in a passionate long kiss, What seems like it will last forever end suddenly when she pulls slowly away. Lost in her eyes she gasps at how lucky she must be to be with her, How every moment is a blessing and one she treasures with all her heart and soul.

The Fact I Get That This Man Is The Most Amazing Person On The Face Of The Earth Makes Me Happy
THESE WORDS WERE SENT TO ME TODAY VIA TEXT MESSAGE FROM THE LOVE OF MY LIFE....I HAD TO SHARE THIS....EVERY GIRL SHOULD BE THIS LUCKY TO HAVE FOUND WHAT I HAVE FOUND...MY SOULMATE, MY BEST FRIEND....... You know what i dont tell you enough just how much i love you and appreciate everything you do for me. You take time out of your day everyday to just send me some love or just let me know that your thinking about me and it means the world to me. The fact that you support me and accept the challenge of my work situation without hesitation is unreal. You know ill be gone but you keep your eye on the prize and your optimistic about it and i Love it. I promise you forever. I don't know what i can offer you You know im no lawyer or accountant.. But i do have a heart and a lifetime full of love honesty and commitment to give to you i want yo be the man of your dreams and your happily ever after. One day your husband and years later an amazing family to look back on. Im so in love with you.

With Him
she yearns to feel Him to give over her control she needs to please Him see the desire reflect in His eyes one touch a caress of fingertips One kiss a brushing of soft sweet lips she offers up everything trusting Him with her heart and she knows with Him her life is complete

Surgery For The Third Time On Right Hand
I WILL PROBABLY NOT BE HERE FOR A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME, I'M HAVING CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE ALONG WITH REPAIRING THE GUYON'S CANAL SYNDROME. ON MARCH 4TH, I WILL BE IN A CAST FOR ABOUT A MONTH, THEN A HAND BRACE FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG! AND WHEN IT HEALS I HAVE TO DO THE LEFT HAND CARPEL TUNNEL RELEASE FOR THE SECOND TIME ON IT AS WELL. PLEASE DONT FORGET ME HERE, I WILL POP IN AND OUT HERE AS I AM RECOUPERATING, PLEASE PRAY FOR ME, GOD KNOWS I SURE NEED IT ABOUT NOW. THANKS YOU TO ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS AND FAMILY! AS ALWAYS...PEACE, LOVE, AND HARMONY TO ALL! LOVE YALL, MADELINE AKA SPOILEDBABYGIRL XOXOXO

Things I'd Rather Do.
I've always wanted to write something about this movie, but therewere always just too many things that I could pick on. Instead, here'sa list of awful things I'd rather do than watch "Napoleon Dynamite" again;* Die;* Put my balls in a vice grip;* Piss glass;* Contract herpes;* Break my own legs;* Watch every episode of Everybody Loves Raymond ever made...Twice;* Live in Bosnia;* Throw myself off of the Eiffel Tower;* Shit razorblades;* Eat my own hand;* Shave my head;* Violently insert a metal pipe up my ass;* Have sex with any farm yard animal;* Poison myself and spend my last moments looking at Yoko Ono's artwork (a fucking tampon and a lotus flower is conceptual art? Don't pissdown my back and tell me it's rain, bitch);* Shoot myself in the face;* Drink my own piss;* Felate a 90-year old man;* Listen to Rosie O'Donnell climax;* Stick my dick in a meat grinder;That's all for now. I'll add some later. Maybe.

Getting To Know Your Friendly Neigborhood Naughty Knight
Let's see.....1.) I am a total klutz. It's why God put me in a wheelchair. To save me from myself.2.) I've been told I "make to much sense".3.) People call me wise alot. For the record I'm not wise. Just because you didn't think of it the way I explain it, doesn't make me wise. The advice I give is as much common sense to me as grass being green. I don't get the beaming light from the heavens shining down on me, bathing me with "wisdom". I speak what I believe to be common sense. No more no less.4.) I do not have a "type" of woman I prefer. My reasons of attraction to any given woman are as unique as the woman that I am attracted too.5.) I am an "honest flirt." I will not flirt with a woman who I am not attracted too. Nor will return flirting with a woman I am not attracted to, who might be flirting with me. So if you are flirting with me and I flirt back, it is for a reason. and if I don't flirt with you, well you figure it out....6.) Give me a good 20 minute c

I Defend Myself, And I'm The One That Might Get Charged With Assault???
ok, this is so i don't have to repeat the story over n over, and yes i know the details are pretty sketchy, sorry....thats just how it goes....... early last week, i was involved in a fight, a girl, (stupid bitch) jump at me, and got my finger in her mouth, she proceeded to try biting it off, and so i did what i had to do to get my finger outta her mouth, sorry that she bit off more than she could chew ( no pun intended)...SHE STARTED IT.......she then calls the cops, YES, she is in worse shape than me, her face i guess is busted up, now she's trying to file assault charges against me.....outcome still pending this is of course a very condensed version, finger still hurts to type too much.......i'll blog more when i know more

Personal Preferences
Ok, Here's the thing. I'm having issues. My personal preferences seem to offend someone. Like when I'm sick or feel bad, I want to be left alone. Or some days, I just don't feel like talking. Other days, I'm just bitchy. How do I get my space without making someone mad? Any suggestions appreciated.

Can Ya Give 1 Up?
TERESA IS IN A POINTS CONTEST TO WIN AN A-11 OR BOMB, SHE NEEDS RATES & COMMENTS SO PLEASE DROP BY AND AT LEAST DROP A RATE TO HELP HER OUT THANKS SO MUCH!! ALL HELP IS GREATLY APPRECIATED! THE MORE RATES, THE LESS BOMBING WE HAVE TO DO! RATES = 5 POINTS COMMENTS = 1 POINT GRRRRR!!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! GRRRRRRRR!!!! PIC LINK WON'T WORK HERE SO PLEASE USE THE ONE I POSTED BELOW IN THE COMMENTS AREA THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH!!

Awesome & Radical Snowboard Photography
Snowboard season is not over yet, to inspire the ones that love it I selected some amazing photographs to represent it. Whether you get inspired by the photography or the actual sport, get out there and let this inspiration take action. by Rune T by geoftheref by Altus by Brahm by Maurizio Polese by Ryan Dearth by

Calling Me Once More!
My love unearthed it lays beyond the darkness of my heart. Emotions of love has tooken me to the death that was waiting since my birth. Alone unveiled my face is stone... Existing in this world of translation of pain waiting for a moment of dark summer's rain. Absinth and moon beams they dance in my veins slowly dripping down my face are tears of the damned. Trying to clinch onto life without feeling the pain. I want to fight but I never find any reason too when the smoke blinds me when I open the doors of memories. Methods of my maddness constantly taunts me with their constant screams... Sliding down the wall feeling at one with my pain I simply realize there is no love ment for a woman like me... People like me we stand alone always getting shoved to the side for the next best thing... Demons knocking on my doors calling me to my fate once more.

And Now For Something Completely Different...
My life is pissing me off on about 42,000,000 levels right now...so I thought I'd attempt to generate a debate that will make me crack a smile, or possibly even laugh. So here it is...who doesn't love Monty Python? Exactly, humourless, stupid people!!! So...what's your favourite sketch? Cast your vote in a comment, or totally trash my vote, I'm good either way. Mine is below. "Every Sperm is Sacred" from The Meaning of Life. For sheer humour and social relevance, it can't be beat.

Love And Whatever
i am back to thinking that the best kind of love, the truest and most devoted is self love. i do not think i have met anyone with the correct capacities to fully understand my inner workings, to comprehend the vast space that is my desire for all things knowledge and to be the correct source of that knowledge. I want to be alone, not marked as single, i love friends and do not posess anyone. i do not want to be marked as in a relationship and would be pissed at anyone that gives this mark to me. i love, have loved, have been burned (thank you fubar), now i know what it is like to truely love with out a man, woman or donkey. Does this make me a whole person, or still a half without the other side to fit. i know my preference

Your House
I have built a house for you in a small town I know. the streets are paved with sliver tears and reddish blue strings of gold. To reach your house all you have to do is follow main street. Along the way you may see one or two of the local residents but not many for there has only been a few. Your house sits on top of a hill in the shadow of an oak tree. A tire swings hangs in remembrance of what was and what never will be. Look past the swing and you will see the stairs I have built. Embedded in the stairs are cravings of dogs in blue trim. Along the railing you will find a ribbon leading to a bow tied to a a door, your door open it. You do not need a key, you never did. As you cross the thresh hold you will see a welcome mat. There is an inscription read it and know I promise still. Stand still and listen to the sounds of this house I have built. Listen to it breath, listen to it sigh. Can you hear the whisper? Can you hear the voice? Following the whisper

Uh......toilet Paper? Lol
ok..well...so I didn't know fubar had blogs...not that i really write in any ...but.....i'm pretty darn bored right now and I doubt anyone would read this...but hey! i'm getting some typing practice and i get to do my daily complains on something!! yup i act like a grumpy grandma sometimes i bitch about almost anything that annoys me lol!!!! So uh...today huh...what a shitty day...like the rest of the days...Hong Kong's getting hot...whatever happened to our winter ?!?! yeah it sucks ass here.... Well I found out today that a Chinese Valentines Day exists...really ddin't know that...but as i've said before its just another day for them gold digging chicks to make an excuse to get their boyfriends to get them a gift....yeah totally lame right? And the sad part is...the guys actually don't mind...at least some don't...what fags!...lol anyways... UM...well what did i do today?....Literally nothing...I have homework to do but i have been saying that since Friday and I haven't even touch

Light Weight.
Last night I drank. Yep. The girl that doesn't drink. I was talking to Drunk1 last week and he tells me that I should try some Sailor Jerry rum. Me and the boyfriend go and get it. I had no intention of really drinking a lot and just wanted to taste it. I'd tasted spiced Captain Morgan a few weeks back and it wasn't bad. John tells me that since MY friend said we should get this, I HAD to take the first shot. We ended up taking it together. OMFG, that shit burns!!!! After the shot, he reads the bottle and then says that it's 92 proof. Captain Morgan was only 80. That probably had a lot to do with it. I mean he's a drinker and he even said it burnt. He was a little shocked because I was drinking the shots straight. No chaser and not mixed in anything. By the second one, I was feeling a little weird. I was fine though. But by the third one, I couldn't walk very well and I was just starting to feel bad. I had one more and that done it. I started feeling really bad. The whole room

Some Prose (minnesota 2010)
I was cut loose from purpose.Riding the train to downtown Minneapolis, heading for...somewhere. Snow was everywhere.I got off and walked aimlessly until I found a little cafe in the mill district that doubled as an art gallery, or maybe it was the other way round. I sat at the counter and ordered a Reuben sandwich, my first one ever. It was particularly good, as was the coffee.The waitress was to my eyes a personification of this city. She was unpretentious, and her smile and humour was natural and geniune.Some guy working out back shouted random delirious comments and the regulars laughed good clean and hearty laughs.I watched the snow falling silenty outside, and wanted to stay there forever. A peculiar sensation washed over me as I looked at the apartments for sale across the street, that everything was beautiful here. That if I stayed long enough, my purpose would return and I could breath again.I was awoken from my woolgathering by the waitress asking "You want some more coff

Behind The Scenes
me and my friend emerald were having a discussion earlier in wihich we went back and forth giving our opinions on certain subject matters. after. i thought about it and i decided to start this blog that, yeah its a long shot, people might give some insight on their opinions on the topic at hand. how the debate all got started was thanks to the trekkie that decided to create a profile for all the members of the old star trek crew. we were talking and we got to thinking that some of the nerds, no offense, are the ones who are creating our future. case in point the cell phone in particular the flip phone. it also came to mind that people like this were also responcible for such morally questionable projects like the human genome project. the more we talked about it the more concerned we became about some of the moral issues that comes to being a scientist, and asking as to why such knowledge isn't being used properly. for example, the genome project has made it possible to basically creat

Boobs Gets You Everything?
Sorry just wanted to type here.. Boobs don't get you everything, I have tits and can't get a damn thing from anyone. pfft so that statment is false. If you came up with it...you fail. Just saying

Poetry
To be free To fly againTo feel aliveTo know deathWhy did he love me?How did he love me?When did he love me?Where did he love me?ConfusionUnanswered questionsNo peaceNo clueA pastA presentA futureNothing knownCluelessQuestionsAnswersLostI need directionI need someoneI need no oneI need everyoneA princessA warriorA kingA peasantYet today I Feel as I Am nothingNo oneNothing in betweenNothing hereNothing thereI walked thisEarth for thousands Of yearsSearching WaitingWonderingWatchingThey come They goAloneIn the darknessTo dealTo acceptTo acknowledgeTo becomeWho I once wasWho I amWho I will beEverything collidesThe presentThe pastThe futureOne by oneThey drop inThen they leaveNo where to been seenGo thenLeave Your good at itAs you always have been

A Lil Sumpin Xxxtra
OK, HERE IS WHAT WE HAVE GOING ON UNTIL THIS SATURDAY. TERESA NEEDS RATES AND COMMENTS FOR HER CONTEST. THE MORE RATES WE GET THE LESS COMMENTS WE NEED SO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE JUST A SECOND TO CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW IN THE COMMENT AREA AND RATE IT OR SEE IF YOU CAN RERATE IT. ANY COMMENTING IS APPRECIATED, BUT SINCE THE SITE IS NO LONGER SET UP FOR BOMBING I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO ASK LOL! THE PERSON WITH THE MOST OVERALL POINTS (RATES & COMMENTS) WINS ALL. YOUR RATE CAN HELP US WIN! TERESA'S CONTEST ENDS THIS SATURDAY AT NOON FU TIME. NOW .... FOR A LIL SUMPIN SUMPIN....... IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR TROUBLE, YOU'VE FOUND HER! THERE IS ANOTHER CONTEST ENDING THIS SATURDAY NIGHT. THIS IS A NSFW CONTEST. YES, I KNOW YOU WILL GO AND GAWK AT ALL OF THE CONTESTANTS BUT REMEMBER ITS A CONTEST AND WE'RE ASKING FOR YOUR VOTE, SO PLEASE VOTE ONLY FOR TROUBLE! LOL SHE IS THE FIRST 4 PICS IN THE FOLDER. T

Not Around Much
I have been busy alot lately..and tired. Not sure if somethings wrong with me..physically or just that I dont sleep much. Anyways.. I have not felt like being on here much. When I am on here.. I sit and wonder ,,why? I have maybe 3 who really give a damn about me. Those who I got added to my family..I wonder why? Yes..at one time they cared..and talked to me..but as of lately.. barely many do. I guess I am burnt out on here. Why come to a place..where you can be replaced as a friend so easily? I guess I come back..for those very few who do care.. I can only take so much though.. and I am about to that point. Its bad enough..hardly anyone talks much. I barely get rated much..orloved on any. WTF do you have to do to get attn on here? I have seen humungous cows even get attn. Maybe its the fact I dont freakin talk dirty to you.. or show you what you want. If thats what it takes.. then so be it.. I will just delete .

No Matter What Happens
I just want to tell my friends here, those who know me and those who have just connected, that I love you all, no matter what happens to me, now or in the near future. Things aren't getting any better, in fact, in some ways, I feel that they're getting worse. More and more resumes sent out. No interviews since November. This isn't worth it. I really don't care anymore. In a lot of ways, things have gotten worse, not better. When I 1st lost my job, I had 5 interviews in the 1st 4 months. Since November, i've had 3, 1 would have meant moving and 2 werent even in my field. I feel worthless Today was 8 months since I lost my job, I'm no closer to finding work, I'm feeling more and more drained by this. Something REALLY scary happened to me yesterday. I had to buy a gift and I was at the mall on the 2nd level and I was thinking about how I couldn't spend what I what I wanted to spend because of being out of work for so long. I went to the railing and looked down and seriously consid

Who Wants A Salute?
It's that time again where Fangs wants to make salutes. I have 5,000 photo slots to fill. I know I'll not do that many salutes but I want to make as many as I can. Salutes will be fully clothed today's salute is me in my newest dress. Sleeveless. If I have the time I might change into something else for salutes but not sure yet. SO IF YOU WANT A SALUTE(S) MADE please comment in this blog don't mail me. I'm not a big fan of a full mailbox.

Krissy's Team
Krissy's Team krissy 2nd alarm hottie asstchief@ fubar CRAZZIE MARISA2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar AnN 2nd Alarm Hottie Cam GirL@ fubar Beautiful Addictiontrade 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar Calis Hottest Scorpion2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar DJ Cupcake 2ndAlarmHottie Head DJWildCardRadio FuEngaged to DJ AirRaid@ fubar His ride or die chick 2nd ALARM HOTTIE@ fubar

The Mens Guide To The Whispering Eye. ( Entry 1)
This is the first of many blog entries. There is going to be a whole series of these. I am the type of person that people come to with relationship problems. Probably because I am a straight-forward person with a realistic outlook on things. I decided to put together a composite of different situations that males often find themselves in and later wonder what they did wrong. (By no means am I saying this about all males.) We know you have a past. We know you have a past so do we but unless we ask. We don't want to hear about it! A problem that I see happen constantly is men open their mouths about stuff they had done with past females. Its nothing personal honestly but you have to think about it this way. Do you really want to hear about how good your girlfriends ex fucked her? (I know there are some kinky bastards who actually get off on this; but chances are you are not one of those people). Leave the past in the past if you want a future with this person. Females, chances a

Freaky Fetish Friday
TERESA'S CONTEST ENDS TOMORROW SATURDAY AT NOON FU TIME! WE NEED ALL RATES WE CAN GET RIGHT NOW!! THAT'S ALL WE ARE ASKING FOR MY FRIENDS! A RATE! PLEASE CLICK THE PIC LINK IN THE COMMENT AREA BELOW AND RATE HER PIC FOR US EVEN IF YOU THINK YOU HAVE ALREADY RATED IT, YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO RERATE IT BY NOW! NOT EVEN ASKING FOR BOMBING HELP! JUST 1 RATE!! THANKS SO MUCH TO EVERYONE WHO HAS HELP US GET THIS FAR! IT IS SO TIGHT, IT'S ANYONE'S GAME RIGHT NOW!! THAT'S WHY WE ARE ASKING AGAIN FOR YOU TO RATE THE PIC FOR US!

Premmie Deer
Is a wonderful strange world; here they try hard to safe one and somewhere they slaughtered ! Premmie Deer You will probably never see this again. ...with all the gloomy news floating out there...here is a nice nature story that is uplifting...This tiny deer was delivered by Caesarean section at a wildlife hospital after his mother was killed by a car.Little Rupert, who is so small he can fit in an adult'shand, was born after vets failed in their battle to save his mother.At just six inches tall and weighing just over a pound, he is now in an incubator in the intensive care unit at Tiggywinkles Wildlife Hospital in Buckinghamshire.He has only recently opened his eyes

Whatever
Fuck whoever rated the pictures of me with my boyfriend low. That was stupid and immature. I've been with him for a year and a half and love him very much. I don't need low ratings because you are jealous, so fuck off :/

I Need Your Help,please....
I NEED HELP FROM EVERYONE ON FUBAR WHO LIVES IN FLORIDA,ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE FROM COTTONDALE,FLORIDA. MY MOM AND I HAVE BEEN ESTRANGED FROM HER SON (MY BROTHER) FOR QUITE SOME TIME. HE WAS A ROAMER,LIKED TRAVLING AROUND AND DIDN'T KEEP IN TOUCH WITH US. THE LAST TIME WE WERE IN CONTACT WITH HIM IT WAS ON GOOD TERMS IT WAS JUST HIS WAY TO TRAVEL AROUND AND IN HIS WORDS "SEE THE WORLD". AS HIS MOM, MY MOTHER NEVER STOPPED LOVING HIM OR THINKING ABOUT HIM AND HAD TRIED TO GET IN CONTACT WITH HIM, BUT COULDN'T FIND HIM. WELL SHE JUST GOT A CALL TODAY FROM SOCIAL SECURITY AND THEY TOLD HER HE WAS DECEASED AT 43 YRS OLD. IT'S VERY IMPORTANT TO HER TO FIND HIS OBITUARY AND I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING ALL OVER ON THE NET AND I STILL CAN'T FIND ANYTHING FOR HER. HIS NAME WAS ROBERT WILSON HATHAWAY,BORN MARCH 17,1965........DIED MARCH 2,2009. LAST KNOWN ADDRESS WAS COTTONDALE,FLORIDA. IF ANYONE COULD PLEASE HELP ME TO FIND HIS OBITUARY I'D APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH, AS IT'S THE WEEKEND, SO WE CANT

Deaf Horror
Sitting here half watching the newest version of the Amityville Horror, and they've got the little dude in the corner doing all the sign language for the dialogue. Makes me wonder if horror films really work with the deaf public, without all the sound effects and such, there's only so much of what they're saying that means anything. Oh, and for none deaf people, that damn dude in the corner is distracting as hell.

Black Sapote: The Chocolate Fruit
Name & Family English: Black Sapote, Black Persimmon, Chocolate-Fruit, Chocolate Pudding Fruit Spanish: Zapote Negro German: Schwarze Sapote Scientifical: Diospyros digyna, Family: Ebenaceae Same family: Kaki - Mabolo - Japanese Persimmon Type Tropical Fruit, 2 to 10 seeded. Seeds: shining dark red-brown colored. Many trees bear pitless fruit. Mexican relative to the Chinese persimmon. Description, Taste & storage The Black Sapote is a Tomato-like fruit, 10 x 13 cm. large berry with a thin and firm rind. Its color is shining dark green with brown specs. The fruitflesh is rich, dark brown colored and custard like and is therefore called the Chocolate pudding fruit. Complete ripe fruits are often ugly brown. Black sapote's flesh is rich and custard-like, with a sweet, nut-like mild flavor and when ripe fruit pulp is blended with milk, cream or ice-cream, it tastes like mild chocolate - but without the caffeine or calories! Tree The black sapote is native in Mexico and Guatemala.

100 Ways To Say I Love You♥
100 WAYS TO SAY I LOVE YOU I adore you. I am infatuated with you. I appreciate you. I can't live without you. I can't stop thinking about you when we're apart. I cherish you. I dream of you. I live for our love. I love being around you. I need you by my side. I need you. I respect you. I value you. I want a lifetime with you. I want you. I worship you. I yearn for you. I'm a better person because of you. I'm blessed to have you in my life. I'm devoted to you. I'm fond of you. I'm lost without you. I'm nothing without you. I'm passionate about you. I'm thankful for you. I'm yours. Me and you. Always. My love is unconditional. Our love is invaluable. Take me, I'm yours. The thought of you brings a smile to my face. Ti tengu cara (to female) or Ti tengu caru (to male). Together, forever. We were meant to be together. You are a blessing in disguise. You are an angel from God. You are like a candle burning bright. You are my crush. You are my dear. Y

Important!!!
I took this from a friend's blog, because it's something that probably a lot of people don't really know about. It's something serious, not anything to do with Fubar/Contests just read what it says and PLEASE do what you can. I'm just going to quote his blog so that I don't get anything wrong. "Not many of you know that march is National Multiple Sclerosis Awareness and Education month. My mom was diagnosed with MS when she was 19. She is one of the lucky ones I guess you could say because she has had a really good life and has kept it under control. A lot of people with MS are wheelchair bound but mom has only recently started using a cane. Her eye sight has been bad for many years now and that is because of the MS. I am writing this because I am asking that you donate to your local MS Society so they may continue to research and develop a cure for this disease. Whether it be $1 or $100 every little bit helps. I donate to them every year so that people like my mom can continue t

Black Widow
Black Widow Climb into this web with me, my pretty one ,who adores the way that I intrigue your dark twisted mind. I can feel your eroticness in your passionate desires you have allowed me to find. But first my pretty ,untie me my dear I've been waiting patiently while thirsting for your touch. Cum stimulate my body with that wicked tongue that I have been hungering for so much. Jirate my hips and tickle my fancy with your lustfilled passions and desire to explore me within. I can hear your moans of pleasure, as I dig my finger tips deeply in the depths of your sweet succulant skin. I have fantasized about this moment and my lips have dripped with thirsting oral urges that can not be uttered a loud. Feel me now it's the beating of my pelvis as my clit is filled with blood, now fully endowed. Provoke me to squirm as I open up my mouth to taste the drops of your honey delight. I fanthom the entwining of our darkened laciviousness, we both portray to and fro, as we engauge thr

Learning To Live Again
I have met some pretty spectacular people on this fucreation. Although most of the friends I made over 3 yrs ago had no idea how much it meant to have them there. Total Chaos, Pair of Hookers, Tweety & Wildman, Stormfury, Crazy Cracker & a few others. Into the 2nd yr came Susan, Mz Chelle, Dawn, Kimberly....never once have ya'll not offered encouragement, a HUG, phone calls at all hrs just making sure I was hanging in. Not to mention all the support & prayers said when my daughter was missing for 3 days, nor the tears shared when I buried my very much loved Grandma. Here I am into the 3rd yr & don't dare ask whom or what this year will hold. Except TC should of slapped me for playing mafia ...lol. Everyone of you has stayed close & kept encouraging me & reminding me of my own self worth. For your simple gesture of offering true friendship I will forever be greatful. ((((hugs)))) to all of you & to those not mentioned. If ya'll could pull me through those most desperate of circumstance

Guess I'm A Hypocrite...
I have come to realize I am a teeny bit of a hypocrite... I remember back in the days before i had kids, i would listen to my sisters telling stories about their kids...stuff like, "Nathan just got on the basketball team," or "Joey just got his drivers licence," and my eyes would glaze over in boredom as one thing would pop into my mind...one urgent and frustrated thought... "DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN YOUR DAMN KIDS!" Fast forward a few years later...I have three kids of my own, and whenever I talk to anyone, I end up saying stuff like, "Brandon is reading at a 3rd grade level as a first grader" or "Samantha can count to twenty now" and i can see their eyes glazing over in boredom, knowing exactly what thought is going through their minds... "DON'T YOU EVER TALK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE OTHER THAN YOUR DAMN KIDS!" I've come to realize all parents are like that...their kids take up so much of their thoughts, especially when they are young, that they

Indecision
Turmoil burns within her. Searing thoughts of indecision. Thinking to be or not to be? Aching questions unanswered. Alive with a previous unknown pain. Burning alone, him in her thoughts.. Denying decisions too pertinent. Feeling tense and ever so swollen. Passion for the unknown begs within her. She rests her weary head ________________2009

Hit The Master Switch
One by one The lights in life go out. Acceptance, Excellence One by one grows farther away. Small glimmerings snuffed out and nobody Even seems to notice. Hit the master switch! Better to have lost? I thought I understood. I thought I understood. And then that last time, I thought I understood. No more waiting For the lights to come down. Hit the master switch. Hit the master switch. Because others can observe you And make your grief worse; But only you can Hit the master switch! Extinction . . .

Retarded Peoples Writing
ok this is the status of a friend on another website im on and shes 24 so i dunno how they pass school anymore but its really retarded "VERY pleased wid maself today, new job. now if a pass ma driving test nx week al be givin masel a pat on the back! lol..gud luck wish's plz." wtf is this shit?

Demon Ranger Needs Family Adds!!!
Hey all you Demons!! Can you please help out Demon Ranger level up?? He needs to be added to some more Demon families as a requirement. Please check him out and add him... thank you sooo much!! This is Demon Ranger's user profile! (and he is my number 2 family) http://fubar.com/user/2799282 Thanks again :) *hugz to all AngL

My Own Sin!
My Own Sin by Amanda Chafin The darkness lay like a blanket on a sultry summer night. Everything that is good and pure inside me trying to resist this fight. Longing for your touch needing to feel your kiss; My blood pulsing wildly like an addict in need of a fix. The battle that's raging in my soul I'm not sure I can win; resisting the temptation of your lust being my only sin. Not knowing why I cant fight you; afraid of letting these feelings win. Suddenly hearing the wolfs howling cry echoing in the wind! Like a siren "Whispering Come to Me" I realize I cant win. The call of the wild is pulling me; deeper than I have ever been! I see the fireflies dancing lighting my pathway to sin! Raw Hunger raging inside me; The feast will soon begin! For you are the forbidden fruit

The "sperm Bank" Story...
Ok, I've mentioned this story in lounge before, but figured it'd be funny as hell to mention in my Blog too, beings anyone I've ever told this story to had laughed their ass off...it deals with my experience going to a sperm bank. First, however, let me give you a little background as to how I ended up going there. It's been almost a year since I got laid off from my job, and a few weeks after it happened, my wife and I were scrambling around, trying to figure out how we were going to pay our bills. At the time, I was already donating plasma (yes, I was already whoring out one bodily fluid for cash...why not another? :p ), and apparently, my brother-in-law had mentioned to my wife something about a sperm bank in the city where I lived...an anonymous sperm donor program where if you got in, you'd go in and continually donate for 9 months regularly, could donate twice a week, and get $40 to $55 each donation. Figuring it out in her head that this would be about $320 to $440 a month, i

Caa #132 Update 5
Been a busy week and want to thank you all personally for your prayers. Addysan was allowed to go home, though she may need some surgery, she is well enough now to do it as outpatient. Mom and dad are relieved, the trips to see her have been long and putting a strain on the finances. God Bless you all and thank you from me, mare and the family. We pray good health to you and your loved ones and friends. Love always, Doc

~aries~
Aries Strength Keywords:> *~* Independent--very *~* Generous---was in the past but got used one 2 many times *~* Optimistic *~*Enthusiastic---sometimes lol *~* Courageous--- oh yea;) Aries Weakness Keywords:> *~* Moody---I plead the 5th *~* Short tempered----Im hotheaded, not gonna lie *~* Self-involved----ITS ALL ABOUT ME, ME, ME!!! *~* Impulsive----gets me in trouble every time:( *~* Impatient--- after a few minutes, I start pacing and thats never good... Aries and Independence:> "Aries personalities are independent. Being the first of the zodiac signs, they venture out and are go-getters, often leading the way. Their upbeat and magnetic personality often entices others to follow their lead because Aries personalities bring excitement into others lives" ME: Im a very independent woman who owns her house..(paid-in-full by me, the one of a few things that Im really proud of). I try to bring excitement but Im really rea

When Rough Is Too Rough
Recently I had a conversation with a friend about rough sex, mainly cause she was limping and I said "what? too tough?" and she replied that indeed it had been too rough. I don't know about the rest of you, but I do like to spice it up a notch by going a bit on the rougher side of life. But in the heat of the moment sometimes you don't realize that you are actually hurting the other person and since they are having a blast too, they don't really feel the pain. Not long ago I started biting a girl during sex, first like playful nibbles but as the sex got hotter she started asking for more and lo and behold, the next day she had bruises all over her breasts, arms, neck, thighs and buttcheeks. Which made me think "I guess I shouldn't have actually bitten but more like nibbled a wee bit" So have you had this happen to you and did you learn from experience or it keeps happening?

Lunch And Learn
The company I work for sometimes holds "Lunch and Learn" seminars for employees during lunchtime. These deal with a variety of physical and mental health issues. If the seminar lasts beyond the normal lunch hour, we're supposed to get managerial approval to attend. So, last week, this flyer came around: LUNCH AND LEARN SEMINAR: WHO'S CONTROLLING YOUR LIFE? (Get your manager's permission before attending) Looks like that question's been answered ..........

New
Could you please donate at least 500k to RAYMONDSDAD96 so he can make spotlight?? If so tell him I sent you and let me know and Ill bling you today and bomb you tomorrow...Thank you heres his link http://fubar.com/user/2135077

Update On The Medical Stuff
so 3 weeks ago I went to my GYN... and she did a cervical cancer test on me. Yesterday, it came back as a negative. Thank god.... now the problem is that we don't know what is wrong... I went through a full round of blood work today (seriously... 4 vials? wtf is that shit... not little vials either.. BIG ONES...) had cultures done of my vajayjay... and also had 2 freaking ultrasounds... oh and urine test for hormones and stuff... i dunno... lol anyway.. I was watching the lady who was doing my ultrasounds.. and at one point she made a face and was looking at the screen... she kinda startled me when she said "have you been having pain?" i was like yeah.... and she asked "where.." i said left side....and she said hmm... she was looking at my left ovary.... but didn't tell me anything... I go BACK to the doctor on the 7th... hopefully it was nothing... i am a littttttle worried though

Flying Is For The Birds - Part Deux
The flight home from San Diego to Atlanta wasn’t as pleasant for me as the flight there. I am not sure if it was because I was sore from surgery, or if there were just some genuinely annoying occurrences. I also get a little…out of sorts….on pain medication so maybe that was the problem. THE GOODWe told the Delta staff at check in about my surgery and they moved our seats. Our new seats were one row away from the door, and we were allowed to board first. Mom and I were very anxious for a little while there because we were two people in a three-person row and unsure if the remaining seat was spoken for. I really did not want to sit next to anyone. It is very hard for me to sit still for that many hours and I just did not want to deal with fidgeting next to a stranger (who is touching me). This was a smaller plane than the one to San Diego and it seemed more cramped. We were relieved to eventually find that we were the only two seated in that row. We got to spread ou

Death Of A Wonderful Man
Dr Spike@ fubar This man was one of my best friends here. This was a man who could make you smile , no matter how bad your day was, he is and always will be , my Angel. But sadly, at 3.15am Today (20th March 2010), he passed away. He has had blood clots, for the last 25 years. He had many that had travelled to his intestines. He did not know about them. Well last week, he was rushed to the hospital, in severe pain. They tried to figure out what was going on. They had him in surgery on Friday. When they were in there they found it had caused gangrene throughout his insides. there was nothing they could do. They put him in a medically induced coma, so he was not in any pain, until he died. I'm unsure what else to say, but if you knew him, you would have loved him as much as I did. Please visit his page and leave messages for his family. I will Always Remember You Eric aka Dr Spike. R.I.P My Hug Buddy I Love You xox

Pink- Don't Let Me Get Me
This song is the story of my life, lol Never win first place, I don't support the team I can't take direction, and my socks are never clean Teachers dated me, my parents hated me I was always in a fight cuz I can't do nothin' right Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I can't take the person starin' back at me I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else I wanna be somebody else, yeah LA told me, "You'll be a pop star, All you have to change is everything you are." Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears She's so pretty, that just ain't me Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe somethin A day in the life of someone else? Cuz I'm a hazard to myself Don't let me get me I'm my own worst enemy Its bad when you annoy yourself So irritating Don't wanna be my friend no more I wanna be somebody else Don't let me get me I'm my own w

Sunday Thoughts....
The ongoing question as of late is, "Why do you post the pics that you do?" Its very simple. I enjoy the pics and from the ratings, most others do as well. If I'm bisexual, why all women? There are a lot more pics of women available on the net than men...the Internet world is a mans world. I am always looking for a nice cock. (figuratively, not literally). Speaking of that....you see a woman on Fubar that says she doesn't want to see your cock, question her sexuality or her realness. In the modified words of the very funny Ron White.."once you've seen one cock, you want to see them all". Being bisexual doesn't mean I'm a slut, a whore, easy or wanting to cam and talk about sex all the time. I am a mommy first and foremost and then a fiance to a wonderful man. That is my world. Fubar is a game I love to play and have to admit, I've become quite addicted. I flirt, maybe more than I should, but I'm not hiding anything from anybody..especially from the man that works hard and

Old Brown Shoe
I want a love that's right but right is only half of what's wrong. I want a short haired girl who sometimes wears it twice as long. Now I'm stepping out this old brown shoe, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now, I'm telling you. You know you pick me up from where some try to drag me down And when I see your smile replacing every thoughtless frown. Got me escaping from this zoo, baby, I'm in love with you. I'm so glad you came here, it won't be the same now when I'm with you. If I grow up I'll be a singer wearing rings on every finger. Not worrying what they or you say I'll live and love and maybe someday Who knows, baby, you may comfort me. I may appear to be imperfect, my love is something you can't reject I'm changing faster than the weather, If you and me should get together Who knows baby, you may comfort me That love of yours, to miss that love is something I'd hate. I'll make an early start, I'm making sure that I'm not late. For you

$tre$$
Money can’t buy happiness, right? Well then, why is it that everything that makes me happy, in one way or another, costs something?? I’m happy just to hang out with my friends… but the gas it takes me to get over there isn’t free, nor was my car. I’m happy sitting and playing with my cat, while he WAS free, his upkeep isn’t. Life is not free. Water, food, shelter… all these things cost. People have often said that “money is the root of all evil”. I’m not sure if I agree. If I were a millionaire, I wouldn’t have much to complain about initially. Why is everything so expensive? Our country is in a recession, and they’re still draining our bank accounts. Everyone seems to have noticed the rise and fall of gas prices, but it doesn’t end there! Has anyone paid ANY attention to the cost of Milk, OTC Meds, Rice, and even Clean Water? All of these everyday products have nearly doubled in price since 2000

The Facts Of Health Care Reform From Politifact.com
1. The plan is not a government takeover of health care like in Canada or Britain. The government will not take over hospitals or other privately run health care businesses. Doctors will not become government employees, like in Britain. And the U.S. government intends to help people buy insurance from private insurance companies, not pay all the bills like the single-payer system in Canada. The key parts of the current U.S. system -- employer-provided insurance, Medicare for the elderly, Medicaid for the poor -- would stay in place. The government would create health insurance exchanges for people who have to buy insurance on their own, so they could more easily compare plans and prices.2. Insurance companies will be regulated more heavily. They will be told the minimum services they must cover, including preventive care. They will have to pay out a certain percentage of premiums for patient care. By 2014, when the exchanges open, insurers won't be able to deny customers

A Special World
A special world for you and meA special bond one cannot seeIt wraps us up in its cocoonAnd holds us fiercely in its womb.Its fingers spread like fine spun goldGently nestling us to the foldLike silken thread it holds us fastBonds like this are meant to last.And though at times a thread may breakA new one forms in its wakeTo bind us closer and keep us strongIn a special world, where we belong

Sorry Men
slasher_is_eternal: she may be hurting and all that......but i have no reason to feel bad about that cus i didnt commit the acts that spiralled into that she did.........and if u expect me to be something im not thats not gonna happen........when im wrong im wrong and i admit it.......but im not.......im not wrong here........the things she did were cold.....drastic.....but yet she could do all that and yall can see its cus she was hurt and that makes it ok......but me feeling the way i do is wrong cus she hurts slasher_is_eternal: thats kinda bogue slasher_is_eternal: i could pull the old switcheroo if i wanted and say this.........if she ever loved me she wouldnt have done none of that hurtful shit to me.......but i aint sayin it cus its done and over with it happened.......but im being told that she shouldnt have to suffer the consequences of those actions but i should have to suffer the consequences of mine slasher_is_eternal: i shall not and will not feel bad.......she should f

Worthless Motherfuckers At The Job Site
why the fuck is it so goddamn hard for motherfuckers to DO THEIR FUCKING JOBS?!?! Last night was the straw that broke the camels back. I work on the night truck at Lowe's. Anyone who works in receiving and unloading trucks knows there is no time for bullshit. I have coworkers who I coke and joke with but we know when its time to joke and when its time to fucking work. One of the rules is no cell phones. I am guilty of this rule, but I am not on it every other fucking second to talk to my baby mama. . .oh wait i dont have one GO ME! '.!.. I am an equal opportunity worker. I will give anyone man, woman, etc a fair chance, but if you start to bitch about doing your fucking job YOU ARE WORTHLESS! We all bitch and moan about work, it the nature of the beast. Gods knows I do it, but I do it at my free time. When its time to shut up and get shit done that's exactly what you fucking do. I went the fuck off on the female coworker last night because she had the nerve to say, "I'm not pulling

Founders Note
Dear Members, It's been a while I've been out on tour with the Bassmaster elite series. have won several and will continue to kick ass catching bass. we will be up and running leveling people please keep looking it won't be long I promise!!

"age"
It doesnt matter if your older or younger What matters is whats in your heart. Coming of Age... A period of your life,very important But,when you care about someone you Really feel for- Age should never be an Issue. One day you just might fall head over heels for Dont let Age come between You and Happiness. (Ken Martinez)

Earth
Beautiful open spaces rich with life as the sunrise on the wide plains draws near Hippos take a bath in the water hole as the mountain springs run through with breeding fish Pureness of the rain showers help life bloom as the thick forest shelters many At the other end of the land rocks have formatted the hills as the stone structures stand tall and short Wonderfull bright colors in the fields so pretty as aroma fills the air with slight breeze Antalope roam from plains across the land as dolifins and whales swim through the sea Creatures wonder the ocean floor as the great bald eagle flies high in the sky Freedom and beauty is what they have as it is my way to dream of the earth before us Writtin by Kat Buske/Richardson

Wanting To Let You Know..part 2
Well on Saturday night (3-27) My Dad had another stroke,not as severe as his first one back in Oct,it appears...I do not know if I will be here a lot as I never know when I will have to go.This is one time I wish I lived closer to my parents as I am about 1.5 hrs away,but it could be worse. A huge thanks to my #1 family that I was able to get a hold of that logged in to get rid of my 11's...Will try to keep you updated in the future.... Hugs Julie

What Is Wrong With People
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March 28th Ty
I just wanted to thank my friends and even strangers for all the kind words and thoughts sent to me on this hard day. I also want to thank those that took the time to go to my Moms FU page and show your respect. YOU will never know how much that means to me. It is always amazing to me the fact that there are such amazing and kind people on here. If you wish to go to my Moms page she is my #1 in my family. Thank you all again BIG HUGzzzz Lesa

I Know My Doctor Who
Doctor Who is known as the longest-running TV series all over the world. It has started to air in the year 1963. The show was mainly showed in the UK and since then it has already been a regular show up to now. The Guinness World Records listed the show as the longest-running sci-fi series all over the world. The fans of the show grew from hundreds to millions and has also been recognized in different countries such as the US, Japan and Australia. TARDIS means Time And Relative Dementions In Space it's always bigger on the inside ;] Who has played Doctor Who? 1. William Hartnell - 1963 to 1966 2. Patrick Troughton - 1966 to 1969 3. Jon Pertwee - 1970 to 1974 4. Tom Baker - 1974 to 1981 5. Peter Davison - 1981 to 1984 6. Colin Baker - 1984 to 1986 7. Sylvester McCoy - 1987 to 1989, 1996 8. Paul McGann - 1996 9. Christopher Eccleston - 2005 10. David Tennant - 2005 to 2010 The 11th Will be Matt Smith starting in April. Fun Facts and factoids -- How many episodes was "R

Why I Will Always
I will always treat fubar as a game I will flirt, with all shapes, colors and sizes of women. I will engage in fuownership, if you don't like it (fu)! I will write mumms and blogs, just to make others laugh, and forget their problems. I will use Yiddish and Hebrew in my writing. I will supply a glossary or the meanings when I use them I will not hide my Jewishness, if you don't like it get off of my page! I will not engage in drama on fubar, life is too short!

How Can We Live?
As I sit here a terrible injustice is bestowed upon me by will. Just recently I embarked on a Abstinence program for myself, Which included going 40 days without anything sexual in nature to happen during those 40 days. That rules out anything self gratifying, Pornos etc... Ive been on this task for about 7 days now, talk about having a rough 7 days... Where most men communicate with the wrong end of there brains in conversating with females.. Has anyone reading this ever had to go through such a ordeal.. I am very strong willed and im very dedicated to conquering this 40 days plastered in front of me. It helps me better understand that everything doesnt have to revolve around sex or does it have to involve sexual undertones.. Im sure ladies understand a guys approach from the very start and know how the conversation is going etc.. Im just wondering if this ordeal is gonna help me overcome such a long stretch without it.. when it was 2-3 times a day to 0.. I hope I have the patience an

The Cafe Test
You Are Expressive During your downtime, you like to develop ideas and work on creative projects. You secretly wish that you could be a more successful person. Being rich is a dream of yours. You are realistic about the world. You may have challenges that come your way, but you can overcome them. You are inspired by high energy. Being around other creative, productive people really motivates you. The Cafe Test The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

The Angel Of Death....who Was He? A Figment Of A Demented Mind..or A Demon From The Past...
it's been too long...i haven't wrote in my blog for a long time...and maybe that's why this shit is eating at my mind, my heart, my soul.......shadows from the past keep overshadowing my days...when i least expect it another one darkens my day...the known...the unknown...all flow together anymore to tear me apart...bring the past to the present...and the ones who are closest don't understand why i keep avoiding the truth...avoiding all the ways to rid myself of those shadows for ever...friends try to ease the pain...but to let them in means opening the filth to the light...allowing it to become who i am...and that person does not exist anymore...but the ones who appear in the light of day...the ones who shared that darkness keep it fresh in my mind when all i want to do is forget...the human mind is a traitor...you forget those memories you wish to hold close...and the ones that torture you remain fresh...there every day to haunt the happiness you might feel...and lately it seems that

Mind And Matter
Many I've met say they're "entitled to their own opinion." This is true indeed, but at what point should you really keep that "entitled opinion" of your to yourself? Many of these people try and justify that phrase with "The truth hurts sometimes." Both quotes are true and used quite often, but when you attempt to substantiate one with the other, you make a big mistake. Opinions are NOT truth, no matter how you flex it. You show your ignorance when you insult or criticize another or another's piece of work and then say "the truth hurts." Your opinion, if you see it that way or not, is not truth. A decent, respectful person would state their "opinion" and be KIND about or not state that opinion at all. Just because you ARE entitled to an opinion, does not mean you SHOULD be. Small things have the potential to have a very strong impact on anyone. Before you say what you "think" you're empowered to say, do just that: THINK.

Did He Just Tell Me I Can Cheat?
Hubby: anyways, i love you. all i ask of you as a wife is that you love me, work for now, kept an organized home, go to school and never deny me when i want to be intimate with youMe: What about being faithul? And I love you too.Hubby:I could care less if your faithful. as long as you im the only guy you dont use a condom with and you dont fall in love with them. I'm just saying that i understand the physical need of comfort from another and i dont fault anyone for it. I only have one rule. Be discreet. Dont get caught, by me, friends, or the military. Whatever happened to being faithful? Ok, yeah I'm not really one to talk on that matter. But at the same time part of me wishes my husband cared! Is that so wrong? I mean seriously, is this how relationships are now? Or is it just in his own little world that all this makes perfect sense. I mean I'm over here thinking, what the hell?! How do you respond to that? Not that most of my friends would give a rats ass who I sleep with, the mil

Chile
Before you read this one and get confused i feel i should explain it a little. This story was written in a creative writing class I had in my junior year of high school. I had this class the period before lunch. Now at the beggining of each class we would do a 5 minute quick write. I would always try to write a story in that time. So on the particular day this story was written lunch that day was chili dogs. Hence the idea for the story was born. Sorry it is so confusing. CHILE Once there was a dog named Chile who went to Chile on vacation. Chile rode on a train through Mexico. On the way to Chile, Chile tasted many different types of chili. They ranged from mild to extra hot chili. When Chile got to Chile he went to the local restaurant and ordered chili. Chile thought the chili tasted pretty good. While Chile was eating chili his owners called for him yelling “here Chile! Here Chile!” Chile heard the call and ran to his owners. When he got to his owne

Truth???? All Comments Accepted :)
Well since so many people are running around with their own reasons and assumptions and everything else as to why I am no longer in fu mafia, perhaps I should set the record straight myself, LOL, even though I am quite enjoying the rumors, they're awesome and funny as hell! Well, I, formerly known as Carmella Corleone on fu mafia Owner of Redeemers Will Prevail, deleted on my own on the morning of April 1, 2010, nope no April Fools Joke either. I had been thinking about it for quite some time for many reasons. Main reason was I had reached my goals in fu mafia. 1. I had worked very hard on my turf and brought it into the top turfs in fu mafia and it continues to have very strong players and will continue to grow even without me, accomplished. 2. I had reached level 1000 and was the first to do it in fu mafia and was the highest level in fu mafia, accomplished. 3. I was the only woman who held the number one position the longest FAIRLY in alltime best/top

[lets Take A Moment To Talk About Pig]
*yawns*Is been a while since we talked about food.Let's talk about pig. Let's talk about the spensive cerrano ham I ordered for lots of moneys And I will probably order more. It came in a 3lb case thin thin thin cut and cryovacced. It's good plainits good on leafy saladits good fried on toad in the hole.its good in fried rice Salt and paprika cured. Made me a believer in spanish paprika, I picked up a tin just to remind me of the flavor between packs. Here's some of my favorite things: Take some sheets, cube them into about 1/2 inch squares and add them to a bowl of cold couscous (with cranberries) and a handful of uncooked soybeans.Tablespoon of balsalmic/olive oil/horseradish.cracked pepper and sea salt to serve Toad in the holeTake some day old bread, cut a hole, drop an egg start fryingone side sets,flip it set it add a disk of fried cerrano. and it starts waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahspecialty foodwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahtoo expensiveWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH ...SHUT UP

Just Alittle About My Feeling.....
ITS JUST AMAZING HOW PEOPLE TREAT PEOPLE HERE, HOW SOMEONE CAN TAKE SOMEONES HEART AND JUST DESTORY IT WITHOUT ANY REMORSE, I CALL THEM HEARTLESS PRICKS AND BITCHES SORRY TO HAVE TO PUT IT THAT WAY BUT ITS JUST A FACT..EVEN THOUGHT THIS IS A WEBSITE PEOPLE GET ATTACHED AND DEVELOP HOPES AND DREAMS OF MAYBE A POSSIBLE FUTURE. I do not understand how people can think that just because fubar is only a website, that the people on it do not have feelings. I do understand that this place is not real life----on here u can be whomever u choose to be. for some that is a fake person whom they have always wanted to be. for some that is a person who they wish they were a copy of. for people like me----my page is only an extention of myself. my page----although not completely filled out is 100 percent true of who I am as a person. this can leave me vulnerable to those who choose to take advantage of you for wearing your heart on your sleeve. weather I am in real life or fu-life, I do have feel

Dot Dot Dot
Do you know how many people your best friend has had sex with?We've talked about it before, but I don't remember.Do you think this year will be better than the last year?Oh yes. What all did you do last night and who were you with?I stayed at home and I was alone. Is there anyone who doesn't like you?I'm sure there is. I'm fine with that.How late did you stay out last night and how did you get home?LOL, I was home around 6pmDo you think things will change in the next 3 months?I'm sure it will. I can't wait.Who was the last person to hurt you?Not really sure.What are your plans for tomorrow?bowling and being with John.Does anyone know your password besides you?no one.Would you take any of your ex's back?No.What are you doing after this?Not sure.What was the first thing you did when you woke up?Fixed my oldest boy his lunch for school.Do you need to say anything to anyone?No...I think I'm good.Is there one person you look at and automatically smile?yeah. =]Do you wish anyone in particu

The Woman In The Blue Chair
During the early seventies I was a young man still in my twenties. I was on my own again after my short-lived first marriage and living in a fairly nice apartment complex in a small city. Though a bit depressed after the break-up of my marriage, I did find a certain amount of solace in my work and I did make an effort to get back in the dating scene. A friend of mine had found me a job working for a surveying company and I enjoyed the work. The pay was fairly decent and I was always an outdoors kind of guy, so things seemed to be going relatively well. Being outside during the day was something I really appreciated, especially in the summertime.One particular evening I recall distinctly. It was a beautiful, clear summer evening. I had walked to a local bar after work to have a few drinks with the guys and shoot a little pool. On my way back home, I walked passed an apartment building adjacent to my own. As I passed, I heard the distinct sounds of sex coming through a part

How Many Can Handle This Input??? (the World And Universe)
Just got this off of Craigslist DC http://washingtondc.craigslist.org/nva/rnr/1679499752.html While I don't agree with everything that's written, it certainly is a good start. Enjoy There are so many reasons that frankly, it's hard to pick a place to start: First of all.....when 28% of you brain dead fucking morons give a blithering IDIOT like Sarah Palin positive approval ratings and think she ought to run for president in 2012, it really makes me sick to know I am lumbered with that many mouth-breathing Cro-Magnons I unfortunately have to consider as my fellow countrymen....trust me.....I don't. You motherfuckers are beyond help. And before you go thinking this is a "liberal" based rant.....that brings me to one more item on an ever-lengthening list. This "Liberal" versus "Conservative" paradigm that so many of you simple dunces buy into.....as BOTH parties sell you out to the multinational corporations, banks and special interests that actually run Washingto

[ah Spring...]
I much prefer winter. No allergies.No tardsy co-workers fretting over thunderstorms (surely their families will be killed in the havoc of the maelstrom)No legions of ants swarming from every entry way on last year's trails.No cats fucking on my front porch. ...seriously I had to bang on my door and yell at a few of em. and this is when young mens eyes turn to the flights of blah blah blah blah blah blah Granted, I'm still a young man.And in these parts I'm the closest thing you'll find to an underwear model... okay I might not be a body builder but I'm the hottest non gym rat I've seen in the area. And yet... *idly throws his hacky sack at the wall* Its a real blow to one's ego when he's measured against other menand not immediately found to be superior. Maybe I'm still reeling from ego blow prime. Maybe that's why I lost all the weight.But I'm probably still the same awkward victimized stranger in a tighter skin. *le sigh* I just want to be loved. Let's spare ourselves th

Life On Fu
I am real close to leveling..and when I do.. I am not sure if I want to play this fu game no more. I really don't see any purpose in it. Its quite funny..and I am not sure how these people on here do it. I bombed yesterday.. there wasnt to many people I seen with auto 11s..so I went to the Top people. You can always find them there. I went through 100s of them bombing them. Actually did the other day to. Barely a few even adknowledge that you bombed them. Makes me wonder..how are they TOP? Is it there looks..is it stupid men who bling them..etc.. thinking they are special..? Do these men think..that these women would really give them the time of day? Do they bling them to see there nsfws? Why would you when you can see tons of naked women on the net. I really don't understand it. I know they are not top by rating people all the time.. like some do. Heck..they cant even rate ya a profile rate..or say thank you when you bomb them. I am on a roll and fired up today I guess. LOL.

From The Most Awesomest Person....
FROM RON POWERS: HER NAME IS YOUNG SAMI AND SHES AN ULTIMATE HOTTIE EVERY FELLA ON FU WANT A PIECE OF HER BODY IN A LEAGUE OF HER OWN THE QUEEN ON HER THROWN CATCH HER ON CAM THE ORIGNAL DANGER ZONE IS WHERE YOU COULD FIND HER SOME BAD CHICKS BEHIND HER SHORTY SO "BAD" BOY DIDDY SHOULDVE SIGNED HER DO I HAVE TO REMIND YA SHE SHINE SO BRIGHT HER SWAGGER JUST MIGHT BLIND YA KOOL SEXY KRAZY SOPHISTICATED LADY PFFT IF I WAS SINGLE I WOULD MAKE HER MY BAAAAAAAABY

[8. Let's Get A Quicky In]
I think I've finally figured out what I'm missing the most. You're sitting in a room.Drinking your favorite drinktalking to strangersand without noticebecause she has arrived right on timeshe steps into the roomplaces one hand on your shoulderand kisses you on the lips.Like it was the most important thing to do. GODI miss that. So last night I had a dream about ... ... ... is there a word for evil incarnate? anywayshe had a kidand I was sucked into the desert through knowing thatand was forced to watch her and the kid's life unfoldprotesting everything that I had been through in the interrimprotesting her happiness ... I woke up a few times.Once around dawn.And I just stayed up til my alarm went off because I was tired of going back to that awful place. I was asked to go to church this weekend with tiny blonde. I tried to politely decline but I'm getting really fucking tired of being asked. At some point it got out that I don't go to church and people haven't figured out that

In The Corner
In the corner, past the bed, if the closet door is open I can hide there. Sometimes when she is mad, really mad I can press myself tightly against the wall and she never finds me…too consumed by fury to think small. If she comes close to my hiding spot and it gets like that he usually draws attention to himself to protect me. I am not sure why, but he does. Oh, she takes what she can get too. She will start with that low nasty tone of voice that sends shivers up my spine and I can see her smile in my head that slow deliberate one. She will insult and intimidate him enjoying watching him squirm. She can see his fear battle his love for her as he bears the full brunt of her attack. Sometimes that is enough for her to fulfill her need for power but there are other times when it only whets her appetite for more. Those are the times that I love him the most. She has no conscience and no remorse pushing him, shoving him, pinching him, grabbing whole handfuls of his hair to whip his

This Is What To Expect When You Question About Your Fucks
=== 'The Naughty Knight FanRateAdd' wrote the following at '2010-04-09 08:51:46'..>> I understand that you had to reset fubux due to over payments in the Fu-owed department. But until the reset I had just over 24 million. I was given back 7 million. You can't seriously expect me to believe you took 17 million bux from me because of fu-owned over payment? 17 million? And even if it was due to over payment in from Fu-owned, why should we as members of this site who put money into this site, have to get shorted because of the system screwing up? Granted I know this won't get rectified. And I will more than likely get a scripted answer. Just like the one I got in the support lounge. THEY WROTE BACK- we adjusted the fuowned system and this might have effected you. If so the new total is your total fubucks to date

Jokes
A young man from WV decides to ask his girl friend to marry him. So after the question is ask and she says yes they both run to there parents and break the news to them. So the two families get together and plan a big hillbilly wedding. So the wedding day comes and they have a beautiful wedding by hillbilly standards. After the wedding and the reception the newly married couple decide to go to there new home and constimate there marriage. So the young groom goes in the bathroom to get read while the young bride gets ready in the bedroom. The groom comes out and climbs into bed with his new bride. After playing and kissing for a while the groom jumps up out of bed grabs his pants and runs down to his parents house. He bangs on the door screaming "dad dad dad" finally the dad domes to the door and ask "boy what you doing down here you're suppose to be up there with your wife being on your honeymoon". The boy says "I know but I crawled in bed with her and found out she